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Cherrytap Friends
If someone could send me $40 that would be freaking awesome. I promise to pay you back too:) Please help. 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me?

The Norse Realm
FA The Rune of the original fire, Rune of the cosmos, of the universe. Symbol of fire that acts creatively in love. will that spares manifestation down to the material levels. FA rules the Salamanders. Symbol of change, symbol of the Phoenix, Spiritual creation, FAS (fatum or fate), Divine Law, Mobility wealth, FREYR, Connection to the Rune KA (#6). Some uses of the Rune FA: To attract and to absorb Solar and Lunar energies, planetary energies, and energies of the fixed stars. Strengthens persona) magnetism and (on the etheric plane) the electric fluid, Strengthens spiritual powers, Useful at the beginning of psychic healings. Rune to transfer energies. Unfolding the original fire. Time of the year: December 22 through January 12 Number: I Tarot correlate: The Magician, Activum, willpower. The first card. Mantras: ffffffffff (visualize fire, or flaming FA symbol.) fffffaaaaa. UR Symbol of original cause of cosmic and planetary events and trends. Original time, original

Poem
As tears mask my face and I think upon my past I wonder to myself has my time to die come at last? Tonight is ny night to choose to live for tomorrow to make it past tonight or cut my wrist with nothing to lose as thoughts of death cross my mind i wonder if and how to die i dont know if i can even do it i dont know if i can even try the end of my life is serious no more memories or future will tomorrow be more obscure i think i can just put the knife down and everthing will be okay i put suicidal thoughts in remission and i'll saveit for another day more importantly i wont do it for me it would hurt my friends true people who loves me who always have and will until the very end I don't want to know That his smile brings sunshine That he shelters from the rain That his heart is pure gold I thought our love was strong I don't want to know How his glance is tempting How he's like a gentle breeze How his eyes are soft and tender How could I've been s

2007
1. A shrimp's heart is in its head. 2. The 'sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick' is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language. 3. Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants. 4. Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times. 5. If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles? 6. In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. 7. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. 8. 23% of all photocopier faults world-wide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts. 9. Most lipstick contains fish scales. 10. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. 11. If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you

Hi Im New Just Want To Say I Hope To Meet Some New Friends
well this news aint that great and for those that know me well this will worry them but as i did the last time gods on my shoulders and angels are around but for those that dont i could use ur prayers too a few months ago i had surgery to replace the shunt on my right side i've had since an accident in 1992 and today i went to the docters becuase of a migrain ive had for 4 days now and was told the one in my left side has to be replaced becuase of a blockage so i dont know when ill be on next but i did sneak my laptop in i love my wireless chip god bless telus so i will try to pop on in case i dont for what ever the reason just know i think of all u and am bored outta my mind will miss u dearly and will always love ya all trin, p.s this place has the grossest food and smells too for all the world and you to see there is this beauty inside me even though it may not show it's deep within me and it grows like the roses in the sun my life has only just begun to love and laug

Attention!!!
Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights

Just Words
THIS IS WHAT I KEPT TELLING MYSELF! There's way too many times I stay up late unable to sleep. Just thinking of you or the mention of your name makes my body shake. Putting my mind on other things don't work. Starting another project, nope, don't work. You fill my every thoughts Every thing that I do, you are in it! I lay here staring at nothing but the dullest white of a cieling, alone. Wondering why you absorb my thoughts, motions, mind. I should be over you and I still feel your presence. I can still feel you, with me, around me, in my blood. What can I do to get rid of all thoughts, emotions of you? Its just not real and this i know. Its just not the same then why complain Its just not me to linger on. I know, I know........... It's just NOT real Not real at all. A very dirty little fellow came in from playing in the yard and asked his mother, "Who am I? " Ready to play the game she said, "I don't know! Who are you?" "WOW!" cried the child. "Mrs. J

Funnies And Anecdotes
If you know someone with small children or you are a teacher, you will love this! Do you have a pair of scissors like these? I can certainly imagine seeing this one proudly displayed on the mother's fridge at home... Quote from the mom: 'This is my kindergartens' artistic rendering of a pair of scissors.' I wonder what his teacher thought. I allowed myself just a small smirk when I saw it. I waited until he was out of the room before I started crying, from laughing so hard.' LOST IN THE DARNDEST PLACES: An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: "They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!" she cried. The dispatcher said, "Stay calm. An officer is on the way." A few minutes later, the officer radios in. "Disregard." He says. "She got in the back-seat by mistake." ___________________

Helpful Hints
Vodka has been enjoyed since at least the early Middle Ages, and is well known as one of the world's most popular spirits. Its versatility in mixing and high alcohol content have made it extremely popular in cocktails, and it is still widely enjoyed 'neat' (straight up) in much of Eastern and Northern Europe. Vodka also has a long history of use as medicine, having been sold by druggists to cure everything from infertility to colic and the plague. While some of those historic promoters were half-cocked, it's true that vodka has a wide range of potential uses beyond serving as a relaxer and social lubricant. Why would you want to do anything else with vodka but drink it? It is widely available, effective and less toxic than many of the chemical alternatives you might use for these tasks. Defeat Poison Ivy For many, one of the hazards of enjoying the great outdoors is an encounter with poison ivy, oak or sumac. It can lead to a nasty, long-lasting rash. Unfortunately, the

Bdsm Information
by Lord Suttle What is a safeword, exactly what it sounds like! A word that keeps you safeThere are three levels of safewords, just like a stoplight. Red means stop,yellow means slow down and green means go. Although not everyone uses colorsas safewords this is a good place to start in order to explain what asafeword is, lets examine each level. Red -Stop, we've gone to far and the scene must end immediately. No oneshould ever attempt to renegotiate once this safeword has been used. Forboth Tops and bottoms this scene is over. If your playing with someone whodoes not respect your safeword odds are they are not going to respect thelimitations you have negotiated. This might be the time to be sane anddiscontinue play with this particular person. Also as a bottom you have yourown set of responsibilities. Never forget the story of the Boy that criedWolf. Just because you need to switch positions does not mean its time touse the ultimate safeword. Safe-wording when you truly don't need to w

Smiling Again...
sometimes do you ever wonder if the way u see things...that your the only one who sees them that way? i have been feeling that way lately. i try not to make a big deal of things that are little things even tho the little things mean alot to me. the big things for the most part are there i just miss the little things. i havent ever had them....and i would really like them. i would like them from one special someone but i dont want to bug him by always sayin it..i would like to just get them.it would mean more that way. this prolly only make sense to a few people who know me really well..but i had to type it out anyways. o well when i get braver then maybe i will finish this blog and say all i am tryin to say......for now...hopefully it gets read...and understood...and things change.... I know that when you look at me theres so much that u just dont see but if u would only take the time i know in my heart you would find oh a girl that scared sometimes who isnt always stro

From The Darkest Corners Of My Mind...
So those close to me know that this last couple of months have literally been hell for me.... But you know what? Im fine now....really...i am... im not hurting anymore, my heart is finally healing, thanks to alisha, michelle, shawntel, and of course Dahlia... You came into my life at just the right time and right place.... in just 2 days of standing and talking to you, youve healed my mind and my heart. Its amazing thats all it took from you...just a few minutes of conversation...thank you so much for that and im looking forward to our future.... Also many thanks to my online friends on here, you guys have all been great......thank you so so much to angela and jon for helping me out with summer...you guys are the greatest!!! And finally, to seal the coffin of all of my pain and sorrow of the last couple of months, i close with a sample of one of the greatest DANZIG songs out there..... =--this goes to all of the sacrifices ive made, all of the blood and tears ive poured

Blondeberry's Blog
Hey Ya'll! Today is Monday, February 25, 2008. In 47 days (Saturday, April 12,2008) I will be marrying my soul mate! I have no doubt in my mind that our love is forever. We actually met online almost 3 years ago. We will be tying the knot 2 days after our 3 year anniversary of meeting online. We took our time getting to know each other and between many instant messages and phone calls we knew we were in love. We waited 8 months to meet face to face to make sure it was what we wanted. When we laid eyes on each other we knew we were meant to be. Brent is a hard worker that when he took me to love he took my boys to love as well just like I took his children to love. I couldn't ask for a better step-father for Lee and Billy! He makes it possible for me to stay home with the kids. Family time is VERY important to us and we love our kids! The kids love having someone that wants to play with them and that is a kid at heart. I sit back and look at the 3 of them and smile. Brent

Dennis's Blog
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Other's Shared Poetry That I Like
Up to a point, a man’s life is shaped by environment, heredity, and movements and changes in the world about him; then, there comes a time when it lies within his grasp to shape the clay of his life into the sort of thing he wishes to be. Only the weak blame parents, their race, their times, lack of good fortune, or the quirks of fate. Everyone has it within his power to say: This I am today. That I shall be tomorrow. The wish, however, must be implemented by deeds. Louis L’Amour Sleep well, Weep well, Go to the deep well As often as possible. Bring back the water, Jostling and gleaming. God did not plan on consciousness Developing so Well. Well, Tell Him our Pail is full And He can Go to Hell. Stan Rice 24 June ‘93 I loved you—and my love, I think, was stronger Than to be to be quite extinct within me yet; But let it not distress you any longer; I would not have you feel the least regret. I loved you bare of hope and of express

My Crazy Mind...
Dear Friends and Family, I have been participating in Relay for Life for the past 7 years. Of those past 7 years I have been on the committee 3 years. I have met many new friends and cancer survivors and Relay has become a huge part of my life. Relay this year is May 2-3 7 p.m. to 7 a.m. at Sunset Park in Mauldin, SC. I have set my own personal goal to $500. I am asking you to please contribute to helping me reach my goal. We have lost too many dear and close people to this horrible disease. Please help me in helping the American Cancer Society find a cure. If you would like to help me, my own personal donation page can be reached by this link. http://main. acsevents. org/goto/aprilt Thanks, April Titus PIMPING HER OUT....CAUSE SHE ASKED ME TOO.. Kira@ fubar LOVE, ME Rule#1: Don't try to make me feel sorry for your ass, after you tried to commit suicide 3 months ago and failed, after I tried to talk you out of it. Rule#2: Don't tell me I shouldn't keep

Colera667
Have you ever seen a fat white man with an asshole mustache, black undies and a cowboy hat trying to swim while drunk as fuck? well if not then I know Krissy (Imsolovely) will be posting pictures on here. Now see... I'm deffinately not the skinniest of fellows but poor Chance.. he never even saw it coming and it seems that ever since those pictures were taken by Shasta on Krissy's phone a small part inside of him has died knowing that they will soon be on the internet for everyones viewing. What could be worse in his mind? The point of climax in his depression could clearly be seen while he sat in realization of that fact you should never do anything you might regret while there are people with cameras around. I've learned this many years ago... he learned this last night... and maybe some of you will learn it before experiencing... but i really fuckin doubt it. lol Well I'm sitting here bored out of mind trying to figure out the most simple of tasks to do to kill time untill the sun g

Irked
I am not your Barbie doll some one to dress up and throw away. I am not the silly little girl who still believes in fundamental goodness of people. Honestly I don’t think it exists any more. I’m almost sure that kindness is now considered a weakness instead of a virtue. Actually I’m positive at least from my view point that it is indeed a weakness. It has been my experience that all you get from being kind to others is rolled over and forgotten. I will never be what every one else expects from me but I am what I expect. I haven’t failed myself so I think I might still be a head of the game because I’m happy with me instead of trying to fit what others are expecting of me. I may never be a six or have abs of steel but you know what that’s ok. Like I said I’m not a Barbie doll and I don’t want to be. I am not here to be used and abused I’m here to find what life means for me not what others think it should mean for me. It’s taken me a while to get to this point but I

Quotable Quotes
You can't run a society or cope with its problems if people are not held accountable for what they do. - John Leo "Reaching into one's own pocket to assist his fellow man is noble and worthy of praise. Reaching into another person's pocket to assist one's fellow man is despicable and worthy of condemnation." - Walter Williams Our character is but the stamp on our souls of the free choices of good and evil we have made through life. - John Cunningham Geikie

Muse.
it was a mistake. and by it i mean you. every kidnapped kiss from your lips on mine. every brush from your hand. every time your arm made its way across my throat... was a fucking mistake. but i'll get over it. this freefall is going to leave me fine. speaking of tomorrow. here i come with a fresh plate of mistakes in one hand and prime rib in the other. we're fresh out of cajun and it's medium rare... but i assure it's simmered to perfection. so let's clean up your face and get on with it. i'm coming home soon... and there you will be. here you will be. you and she. a fresh glass of white wine and socks to be removed. slobber from you and kisses from her. it's a crazy fucked up life we're living here darling... but it's just right. and it's all for you. all for her. all for we. some day i'll answer to mrs., but today i'm peter pan. yesterday i was... what was i again? it's the start of something beautiful i can tell. the start of a razorblade

Recipes
1 bag (10 oz) peanut butter chips 1 stick (1/2 cup) butter 6 1/2 cups crisp rice cereal 1 bag (12 oz) semisweet chocolate chips 1/2 cup light corn syrup 1/2 cup honey-roasted peanuts, chopped 1. You'll need a 13 x 9-in. baking pan lined with nonstick foil to extend about 2 in. above narrow ends of pan. 2. Melt peanut butter chips and butter in a large bowl in microwave or in a heavy saucepan over low heat, stirring often, until thoroughly blended and smooth. Remove from heat, add cereal and stir until evenly coated. 3. Scrape into prepared pan, spread evenly, then cover with wax paper. Use another 13 x 9-in. pan or heavy book on top to press into an evenly compact layer, then remove wax paper. Place pan in freezer 10 minutes or until firm. 4. Melt chocolate chips as directed on bag. Add corn syrup and stir until well blended. Spread chocolate evenly on cereal mixture, then sprinkle with nuts. Top with wax paper and lightly press nuts into chocolate. Remove wax paper;

Feelings
Prejudice, wrote a song about it. Like to hear it? Here it go. I wear tight clothing, high heeled shoes It doesn't mean that I'm a prostitute, no, no, no I like rap music, wear hip hop clothes That doesn't mean that I'm sellin' dope no, no, no Oh my forgive me for having straight hair, no It doesn't mean there's another blood in my heir, ya, ya I might date another race or color It doesn't mean I don't like my strong black brothers. oh la la, oh la la, oh la la, oh la la Why oh why must it be this way? oh la la, oh la la, oh la la, oh la la Before you can read me you got to learn how to see me, I said Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow. Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow So I'm a sistah Buy things with cash That really doesn't mean that all my credit's bad, oooh So why dispute me and waste my time Because you really feel the price is high, for me I can't look without being

A Look Inside.......
Like honey to lips, Then bitter sweet. Like blood-filled hearts, then shattered glass. Like a warm embrace, then solitude. Like glowing life, then empty souls. Like sparkling eyes, then hollow holes. Like fun-filled nights, then fallen stars. Like cosy blankets, then bitter cold. Like perfect friends, then mindful strangers. Like fused lovers, then forlorn haters. Like flawless skin, then bloody etchings. Like clear visions then choking fog. Like pounding hearts, Then broken rythym. Like full of life, then out of breath. How much rejection can I take, Before my body starts to break? Johnny We laughed We played Till the sun went down, Not a care in the world My partner in crime Wild and free we rode around Superman capes we flew so high Cops and robbers We loaded our guns Snack shop bullets And plastic holsters Shoot me dead Then u better run Cause im comin Johnny We’re gonna have fun Throw off the covers At the crack of dawn

My First One
Remember, old folks are worth a fortune, with silver in their hair, stones in their kidneys, lead in their feet,and gas in their stomachs. I have become a frivolous old girl, iam seeing seven gentlemen everyday! As soon as i wake up, Will power helps me out of bed, Then I visit John, next its time for earl grey, followed by Postman Pat, Shortly, Arthur Ritis shows up andd stays for the rest of the day. He doesn't like to stay in one place for long do he takes me from joint to joint,. After such a busy day, I'm really tired and iam gald to go to bed with Johnny Walker. oh yes Iam flirting with Al Zymer. P.S. The Preacher came to call the other day. He said at ,y age I shoould be thinking of the Hereafter. I told him I do, all the time. No matter where I am, in the Parlour ,upstairs ,in the kitchen or down in the basement I ask myself, "Now what in the dicken's am I here after. overheard at a W.I Meeting Calling all Kingdom pack members...we need to band together a

Mindless Drivel
mikald24 (12/23/2007 12:38:30 AM): u up Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:41:23 AM): Yeah mikald24 (12/23/2007 12:42:08 AM): what u wearing Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:42:14 AM): Clothes mikald24 (12/23/2007 12:42:25 AM): pjs Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:42:47 AM): Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:42:49 AM): no mikald24 (12/23/2007 12:43:16 AM): what then Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:43:20 AM): Just clothes mikald24 (12/23/2007 12:43:54 AM): bra Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:44:00 AM): Get to the point mikald24 (12/23/2007 12:44:31 AM): are u Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:44:50 AM): Why does it metter to you? mikald24 (12/23/2007 12:45:26 AM): ur close to me Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:45:44 AM): And what does that have to do with what I\'m wearing? mikald24 (12/23/2007 12:46:20 AM): alot Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:46:53 AM): Like what? mikald24 (12/23/2007 12:47:17 AM): u can send pics Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:47:33 AM): No I can\'t Wendy Yates (12/23/2007 12:47:38 AM): I don\'t have any

My First Help Me Plzzzzzzzzzz
PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO IT IS FOR A LITTLE BOY OUT OF FLORIDA AND HIS FAMILY...I SUPPORT CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS...THNX...Tammy Pray for baby Kaleb.Add to My Profile | More Videos (repost of original by 'CherryCherry¢â For All The Lost Children.' on '2007-06-10 16:53:37') (repost of original by 'motor fish' on '2007-06-10 19:11:13') (repost of original by '¢¾ BeAuTiFuL DiSaStEr ¢¾' on '2007-06-10 19:58:19') (repost of original by 'Bi~Babe' on '2007-06-10 20:00:09') (repost of

Rantings Of An Eveull Mind
100 useless facts about me 1. I can say the alphabet faster backwards than I can forward! 2. I am overly tender hearted. 3. When I sneeze, sometimes I make this crazy noise of "cha-ching" my kids lose it when I do this. ~shrug~ 4. Sometimes I crave frozen Totinos pizza and french fries as a meal. (takes me back to my childhood) 5. I learned to cook at the ripe age of 6. (my mother can NOT cook!) 6. I am afraid of spiders. 7. I am afraid of heights. 8. Sometimes I dream things and they happen 3 days later. 9. I am slightly colorblind when it comes to pastel colors. (thank god I'm not into pastels!) 10. I want to have sex in the anti-gravity room at NASA. 11. I have no life lines on my hands. 12. I collect Magic The Gathering Cards for the artwork. 13. I don't really like wearing gold, I prefer silver, white gold, or platinum. 14. I can roll joints that look like cigarettes. (no I don't use a rolling machine or dollar bill, free hand only!) 15. I don't eat rabbit food.

Fun Stuff For The Adventurous
i answered the phone yesterday to who i thought was going to be my oldest daughter. i spent quite a while having a conversation with my 1 and 1/2 year old grandson. he was very excited about something. suddenly he just hung up. i waited a while and called back. my daughter answered and i told her i had had a very interesting call. she about died laughing when i told her he had called. my grandson loves to talk on the phone. he got the phone on another occassion and called the police. the only way they found out was because the police came to their house. it turns out he decided to talk to grandma because mom was busy with the laundry...lol. today is going to be pretty wasted. i have yet another appointment because of my health and i already know how the appointment is going to go. i think i'm just going to write out the entire situation so i can walk in, hand it to them and tell them i'm not interested in wasting my time so they can just read the short novel instead. i hope

Things For Today
So yea being too nice and sweet just sux. Got my heart broken once again can't seem to get anything right not here and not in the real world. I'm so tired of all this crap I really don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I'm the one just standing on the outside watching everything happen for everyone else but me. I feel so alone in a sea of friends and family. I don't know how much more I can take anymore. This is why I stay single because thier just isn't anyone for me out there. If there was I think I would of found them by now. well thanks for reading to those who did and thanks to those who showed me love while I was feeling so sad. LIFE HOW DO YOU LIVE IT DO YOU LIVE IT LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW OR DO YOU TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME THINKING YOU WILL SEE TOMORROW.I HAVE TRIED TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST EVERYDAY TO BE HAPPY ONE. YESTERDAY I GOT SOME BAD NEWS THOUGH WE WERE NOT CLOSE BUT WE WERE STILL FAMILY AND HE WAS SO YOUNG TO HAVE HIS LIFE END SO SHORT. JON JON HAD HIS HE

Jokes
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their newwives duties.The 1st man had married an Asian woman and bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning. He said it took a couple of days but on the 3rd day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were done.The 2nd man had married a White woman. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. On the 1st day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the 3rd day, his house was clean, the dishes were done and he had a huge dinner on the table.The 3rd man married a Samoan woman. He boasted that he had told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed, and hot meals on the table for every meal.He said the 1st day he didn't' see anything, the 2nd day he didn't see anything but by the 3rd day most of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little

Blah
so now i understand by bush and cheany felt that we should go to "war"...george bush owns a factory that produces yellow ribbons...in his factory they make yellow ribbon stickers, yellow ribbon decals, some say support our troops (like we wouldnt support someone who is being forced to fight in a stupid war), yellow ribbon shirts, anything that has to do with a yellow ribbon is made by bush...this is how i figure it all went down...one day bush was sitting in the oval office playing game boy when cheany came in and told bush we needed to go to war so all his stocks in halliburton would go up and he could make like 50 billion dollars so bush argreed but then he asked "dick what can i do with my yellow ribbon sticker factory?" so cheany told him they would tell all the stupid americans to buy these ribbons so we can prove we are real americans...he also told bush to tell everybody "were gonna fight um over there so we dont have to fight them over here, but if we do have to fight um over h

Movie Reviews
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com I really liked this one!! Stephen King has never let me down and he delivered yet again.1408 definitely had some pretty scary moments in it,and at this point I really dont get "scared" anymore ,this was done really well,nice twist endng all in all a great watch,Check it out,let me know what you think. http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com OMG! If you like comedies you will love this movie. I already love John Krasinski from The Office,so I had no doubt that I was going to really enjoy this.It is absolutely HILARIOUS! FYI The store scene with 'the twins' is a do NOT miss,Pee your pants funny stuff!Robin Williams is still full of his comedy genious its just a great film,Definitely worth the watch! =) http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com This is really good! A must see for any Pacino fan.He is a Seattle college professor that gets wrapped up in a series of murders,then ultimately ,gets a phone call that he has 88 minutes to live,therefore he must sol

Me Just Thinking
well hey dis is david her best firend she ask me to get online and lets her friends know if any happend to her she here it is grace passed away a week aago the cancer got finely Ok, I may just be out of it or somthing. But well heres another of my rants. Yes I know I rant alot. Get Over it. I am lonely. I really Liked a guy. But I know I stand no chance because I am sick. I am really shy when it comes to telling someone I like them. I can't help it. I was Always the geek in school, so yeah It scares me to get turned down. It takes me right back to my past. Plus I am scared to be with anyone, Lately I have gotten sicker I mean this is the sickness I have been. I hardly am able to get out of bed. Well needless to say it sucks But yeah back to the rant. I just don't want to get with someone for the fear of me getting so sick that I just mite pass...Ummm....Away... I just don't want to leave someone with that Kinda heart brake But on the other hand. I d

My Blog
well just wanted say that i miss you all... ive been getting things ready to move into an apartment and things have been hectic. have forgotten about yall... and i cant get online very much at work anymore so it makes it hard too.... for sale..to the highest bidder...(couldnt give myself away so i am trying to sell myself lol) ME When women are looking for a man what is the most important thing about a man? Is it looks, money, package size ( :P ) or what??? Come on ladies let me know........

Hands
A crimson stream within my dream A night and a night ago, Held within a sanguine gleam deep within its ebbing flow, A body that once was free To walk where he wanted to go. But then was not the time, When a minute seemed like an hour's turn on the clock, With a decade's breath between each tick And an eon's between each tock. Moods lanquidly shift as from the speakers tunes drift through the smoke permeated the air. Speak on the threat of death and hold your breath for the spead of the road before us has not slowed but bowed towards two transcendent ends. Speak of it and friends shall weap in gloom, speak not of it and we shall enjoy the light of the moon gleeming off of teal metal and chrome while we travel home through nostalgic glimmers of chemically inhanced dreams. A frown of unhappiness courses across my face drawing heavy lines of separation from a fevered pace. Pounding sounding incessantly, grounding me to the phone as stupidity binds body and soul to a seat, and

~ Dale Earnhardt Sr. ~
Dale Earnhardt is awarded 1st place at the 1993 NASCAR Winston Cup awards banquet Dale Earnhardt is awarded 1st place at the 1994 NASCAR Winston Cup awards banquet Video starts with 20 laps to go, Bobby Labonte's car lays down fluid, Terry spins out of the lead after Waltrip hits his car, Dale E. takes the lead but Terry is relentless. On the last lap Dale E. spins his opponent out of the way. A very wild finish at Bristol Motor Speedway. post race

Music
Shaggy Freaky Girl [Verse] High heels gosh you look sexy I'd steal a touch if you let me I'm just dyin' to kick it with you girl Hey boo show me you're ready Lips looking juicy like cherry I can almost taste your flavor girl [hook] But it seems like you're the wrong type Don't you ever get upset girl I'd like to see you sweat It just feels like you're too uptight Girl you're too conservative and that ain't how I wanna live [chorus] I wanna a freaky girl somebody just like me Someone who understands just what a player needs Ain't with those perfect girls that shit don't click with me A very naughty girl that's what I need [verse] Handcuffs can you get freaky How far will you go to please me Whips and chains girl are you down with that Strange places searching for pleasure I want you to meet me wherever Wearing just an overcoat and hat [hook] Or was I right you're the wrong type You don't ever get upset I ain't never seen you sweat It ju

Jokes
to be proud of being male !!!!! If a female is reading this article then just realize the value of a man; and if its a male then feel proud of after reading it! "One day, while a woodcutter was cutting a branch of a tree above a river, his axe fell into the river. When he cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, "Why are you crying?" The woodcutter replied that his axe has fallen into water, and he needed the axe to make his living. The Lord went down into the water and reappeared with a golden axe. "Is this your axe?" the Lord asked. The woodcutter replied, "No." The Lord again went down and came up with a silver Axe. "Is this your axe?" the Lord asked. Again, the woodcutter replied, "No." The Lord went down again and came up with an iron Axe. "Is this your axe?" the Lord asked. The woodcutter replied, "Yes." The Lord was pleased with the man's honesty and gave him all three axes to keep, and the woodcutter went home happy. Some time later the woodcutter was

Moving On!
Hey ya'll it's been a long gosh dang time! I met a great man that I moved in with in January and we've been doing great. Well, here's the bad new's in Aug I started having some crazy symptoms. I went to a doctor that diagnosed me with a UTI and put me on antibiotics. By Oct 30th things went bad and I ended up in the ER in Elko, NV. They gave me a cat scan and diagnosed me with a Tumor in my vaginal area and sent me to a oncologist in Utah. There I found out by biopsy I have squamous (sp) carcinoma cancer and need surgery/radiation/chemo. I have an appt in Idaho on Dec 3rd to go forward with the above treatment. I don't mean to put you all off, but of course my health comes first and foremost. All I ask for is prayers and love at this point. Thank you all for your love and friendship! Please add my bf my #1 guy on my friends list as he's my rock and needs more inspiration than I do...He's my strength and with your help I will get better .... Much love to you all, Jackie

Something Cool To Check Out!
create & buy custom products at Zazzle I happened to have Stumbled Upon (SU) this Savage Chicken website and thought I would share a few of the cartoons with you this fine Monday morning. Hoping that everyone has a phenomenal start of the week. :) You must check this out -- especially if you like something unique and with rhythm!!! :D

Whatever
to all my fubar friends and fam whats up and how yall i hope everybody doin great and a SDMF for my BLACK LABEL SOCIETY BROTHER & SISTER out and made love for my SOCIETY DWELLERS out there i love yall and goodone yall TAKE HER EASY AND IF SHES EASY TAKE TWICE lookin for new friends and folks to talk so if u like tattoos metal country pericngs and drinken hit me up cus we"ll get along fine if not still hit me up being different aint bad SDMF to my BLS brothers and sisters and hello to all me friends and folks on here sorry if i havent had time to chat with all of yall i be busy as heck with these crazy work hours well hope to hear from yall KEEP THE GEARS SPINNING AND THE BEAVERS GRINNING

Funny Thing Is
I am so tired of relationships. Why my boyfriend has to treat me like shit is beyond me. Everytime I turn around he is pissed off and taking it out on me. I am tired of being beat on physically, mentally and emotionally. I feel so alone. I can't really have friends and when I try to have one he moniters what I can and can't say. I give up. If this is what life is then why live it? What the heck is wrong with people? Why do people feel the need to create more drama when everyone and I mean everyone has enough of it in their lives? Why stress yourself out over things that you do not need to stress out over. Why create a huge circus over things that are better left unsaid. Why hurt and burn others when you yourself need to keep skeletons locked away in a closet that is sure full by now. People are not perfect and deserve to have their own opinions. We are all human with feelings and emotions. We all deserve to be treated with respect. Why can't people learn to grow up and get a life inst

Friends
1. are they worth the time and effort to get to know ?2. are you willing to overlook your needs to tend to thiers ?3. if you made a mistake are you willing to admit it and come forward and make amends even though you feel you will lose the other ?4. if they make a mistake are you willing to treat it as a broken pane of glass and help them replace it even though there is a chance of of getting cut ?5. are you willing to accept the concequences and pain to be honest even though it could cost you everything instead of lying ? i will be making salutes for those that show luv !! pm me if you want one. if you are one of the special ones and you ask nice you may have a nsfw salute ;)

Song Lyrics
When America Goes Down When the quick and grinning fire burns our epitaph on ice, When the mad seas breach the ramparts, And demand we pay the price; Will our 'twained lives split asunder? Will our love submerge and drown? Will we cling tight through the thunder as America goes down? When the fungal growth that's fastened on our cities lifts and flies, When the pioneering spirit of our forebears falls and dies; Will we still lie curled together in our broken marriage bed? Will our love still be forever when america is dead? While the parasite is eating through our sweet and happy dream, While the nightmare is descending, And the sleeper cannot scream; While the night is washed with creeping In all shades of black and brown, Will you wash my wounds by weeping While this land of ours goes down? When the rising god of history starts to beat the drums of doom, When this rich and diverse culture seals its democratic tomb; Will we march along in sorrow with a dumb, fu

The Young Ones Quotes
NEIL: Oh..have we got a video? VYVIAN: The next person who says that..im gonna put their head through the window! NEIL: Vyvian..Have we got a video? VYVIAN: Right this way Neil... (window is ripped from wall and smashed down over neils head) If I had a penny for everytime I had to answer the door....I'd have five pounds sixty three" -Neil Moan, Moan Boring just because you do a little bit of house work -Rick

Song Lyrics That Mean Something To Me
After a long and much needed break from Fubar Im back. Now Im back to level and make it to godmother. My 1 Year anniversary has already passed and I was hoping I would be there before then but I didnt quite make it. Any help would be appreciated. I recently became fusingle, so now Im ready for some fun!!!!!!! So come on by show me some love and all of it will be returned. I love blasts, blings and VIPs, but hey who doesnt right. It took me 5 bars, some 30 license plates I saw her mustang And my eyes filled up with rage I brought my pistol but I ain't some kinda fool So I walked right in bare-handed She was on his arm while he was playing pool Just like I used to do she kissed him while I got a beer she didn't think I'd show up here I'm a crazy ex-girlfriend I watched her for awhile but I didn't like her walk she came across kinda cheap to me but hey hows that my fault She looked at my man like he didn't have on a stitch somebody tell that girl to st

Who Knows Anything I Can Think Of
So there are two pieces to this puzzle: 1) How to get a girlfriend. 2) How to not screw it up when you get one. HOW TO GET A GIRLFRIEND Here are some ideas for how to GET a great girlfriend: 1) Realize that attractive, intelligent, amazing women are IN DEMAND. They are RARE (I believe that a man who has his life together and understands women and attraction is FAR RARER, but that's a different conversation). 2) Because these women are rare and in demand, they usually have a lot of EXPERIENCE with men. And guess what? MEN ARE VERY PREDICTABLE. Men usually ask women out in one of a few PREDICTABLE ways... and they usually act one of a few PREDICTABLE ways on dates... and they usually respond in one of a few PREDICTABLE ways after the date... etc. 3) When it comes to the unusually attractive, desirable women, they have usually had a LOT of men who have "fallen" for them "too quickly". In other words, when they meet a guy who falls for them quickly, they RE

Friends And Family
PLEASE DO NOT BOMB THIS CONTEST FOR ME! I HAVE TAKEN MY PICTURE OUT OF THE CONTEST DO TO KNOW THERE IS NO PRIZE! BYRD915@ fubar THANK TO ALL MY FRIENDS FOR ALL YOUR HELP! NYCE-N-SLOW@ fubar CLICK ON MY PIC AND VOTE FOR ME

Widely Recognised, Universally Ignored
Ok, i promised I wouldnt do this! So I wont... ....happy new year! Well, the turkey has been eaten and binned, the spirit bottles and beer cans have been thrown out and the tree has been taken down. So here we are, a few days into a brand new year. Quiet isnt it? Does anyone get excited about a new year? Or is it just another day? For me, its a chance to start a clean slate,give up and start stuff and basically repeat last years failings. My new years resolutions are to stop smoking and get fit, lose the belly and control my temper. Easier said than done I think...but one step at a time, i'll try my best and see what happens. As you can see, this is a new blog for a new year. I'll be trying to keep it upbeat and interesting, unlike last years! I'd like more comments and thoughts on my writing, as I'm contemplating writing a book about it, but only if theres enough interest. If not, ill write it anyway! So heres to a better year than last, and all it brings.

Movies
I saw it last Friday on opening day. I did enjoy up, and thought it lived up to the hype in many ways. What I have been hearing today though, seems to be a bit much. Best movie of all time? Not sure I put it up that far. While a batman movie, the star of the story is the joker. We do get a sub plot involving Harvey 'Two Face' Dent that is interesting, but clearly the story revolves around the joker, and Heath Ledger's performance. This version if by far more darker and intense than the Jack Nicholson version. Nicholson's character was over the top. Ledger's version is more psychotic in its portrayal. He is pushing this morality play, trying to bring out the dark side in everyone. No material needs, its more about creating chaos. And its played well. Unlike the Nicholson version, we don't really get a backstory for the character. He just is. The opening scene has the joker robbing a bank. The visuals are much different than its predecessor, batman begins. The movie definite

Auctions
Hey..... Anyone still wanna do a m00b contest? I know I've lost my main contestant but a little birdy just asked me about it. I'd gotten all sidetracked with my neverending depression and all :P I don't know why I did, I guess to see if my theory about declining bids with each auction is true. Bid if ya want... whatever. If you could rate this pic I'd really appreciate it!! Every rate and comment counts. I know I won't come close to winning, but I had this pic lyin around :P Thanks!!!

Bada Bing Events!
Jam ON Over to BADA BING Tonight! We're Kicking off Year #2 Italian Style With the Warmth and Good Times you Always Find in BADA BING! Da Family at Bada Bing has been Partying and Feelin the Love for a Year! Our Laid Back Atmosphere, Family Vibe, Rockin Tunes, Crazy Moments and "Show Respect Or Get Whacked" Attitude ... Have been keeping the VERY BEST People on Fubar smiling all Year! Words cant express how amazing the family at Bada Bing is ... They are the most Awesome Friends you could have. Thank you ALL for the Many Great Moments and Memories! And All the many More to Come! Much Love to You All For Making Our First Anniversary So Incredible! **I AM TAKING A LAST STAB AT THE SPOTLIGHT TONIGHT.. PLEASE DONATE IF YOU CAN - TY SO MUCH** Its an Awesome Celebration of 1 Year of Great times in BADA BING! Lets Kick Off a New Year with a Bang Tonight! Laughs and Awesome times with Da Family! Trivia, Drinks and Prizes! Blings and

Songs
This song is for my baby i found the one im looking for already but this is just for her before i found her so i love my baby to death. here you go baby. NATALIE LYRICS "Where Are You" (feat. Justin Roman) [Justin] (I know you are out there baby...somewhere) There is someone out there for me (I know there is somebody out there) I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name? (Somebody tell me her name) This life-long search is gonna drive me insane How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes? Does she even realize I'm here? Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl? Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl? Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world? dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?) [Natalie

Westlife Songs
Its You There's a laugh in my eyes There's a waltz in my walk And it's been such a long time Since there was hope in my talk If you never knew What it is that's new.. it's you 'Cause when your hands are in mine You set a fire that everyone can see And it's burning away Every bad memory To tell you the truth If it's something new.. baby it's you It's you in the morning It's you in the night A beautiful angel came down To light up my life The world's a different place Where nothing's too hard to say And nothing's to hard to do Never too much to go through To tell you the truth Everything that's new.. baby it's you It's you in the morning It's you in the night A beautiful angel came down To light up my life My life, my life Ohh So if I get to grow old (oh if I get to grow old) With many years behind me (many years behind me) There's only one thing I want (aahh) One thing I need beside me For all that you are For everything you do For all th

Undeniable Truth
If you buy me a blast, happy hour or VIP I will make you a personalized background for your Fubar / Myspace as well as a very sexy salute to you. Just thought I'd share :) Yea. So i've tried writing this blog 3x already because i accidentally click something or hit refresh without realizing it. So today was really fucking boring. The highlights of my day were finding out my sister is coming out to see me tomorrow, speaking to Sephiroth ♥ on the messenger, having KIRA "pimp" me out. lol. Thanks girly! and finishing up the night with a fairly decent conversation with Xavier. Blah. The shitty parts of my day: I woke up and till this moment have had only spuratic moments of peace and quiet. The rest of my day had me almost spiral into an anxiety attack. I found out my good friend Pendragon is NOT coming out to do a photoshoot and hang out. Which sucks because I'm moving to Florida on April 1, 2oo8. I don't know why I am waiting till the last minute to pack. I guess it's still hard t

Revised List Of Fu Angels!!!
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Pieces Of Me
Two nights ago I got sideswiped and dragged by a car. It was a complete and total accident (I don't want to go into the details just yet). Anyhow... I have huge bruises on me, my whole body's sore, and the worst of it: I have cuts and road rash on my feet. The combination of those two is the most painful and worst feeling I have ever felt. I was screaming and crying for God knows how long. It felt like someone lit my feet on fire and I couldn't put it out (I was wearing flip-flops btw when it happened). I can't walk well now because of it. I had to hold on to the car til it stopped cause my feet had gone under it and I figured if let go I would get run over ( I have bruises on my arm, chest, and side to show for it). I think I got off good cause it could've been worse. Just a thought: It really amazes me how little people care. There was a car behind us that saw it happen and when it was over with, and I'm sitting in the middle of the road screaming cause I'm

Information
Initial Agreement of Service i, ________________________, with a free mind and an open heart; do request that _______________________ accept the submission of my will unto this Dominant and to take me into this Dominant's care and guidance, that we may work together in trust and mutual respect. The satisfaction of the Dominant's wants and desires, are understood to be consistent with my desire as a submissive to be found pleasing to him. To that end, i offer, use of my time, talents, and abilities. Further, i ask, in sincere humility, that, as the Dominant, the care of my body be accepted for the fulfillment and enhancement of our sexual, spiritual, emotional, and intellectual needs. i ask to be guided in sexual and sensual behavior, in such a way as to further my growth as a person. i ask that extreme care be given to clean and safe involvments with regards to bodily contact regarding all manner of Sexually Transmitted Diseases and all forms hepatitus and other infection. Afore mentio

Black Diamond Dj's
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All Of My Online Poetry
A picture is worth a thousand words, at least thats what I've been told. But a picture of you is worth more to me than gold. Cause you are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. Illuminate the dark and set my spirit free. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. With eyes like diamonds you draw me close Until your lips touch mine and were nose to nose. A million butterflies flap their tiny wings, As a chorus of heavenly angels gladly sing. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. You asked if our love will last and I think it might, If we try hard to make things right after every fight, To wipe away eachothers each and every tear, To be there for eachother year after year. You are the spark that ignites the fire inside of me. You have the key to my heart so set me free. © Brett Harper I look across the room and what do I see? A bea

Music Lyrics I Like
When I Fall ~ Steven Page & Ed Robertson of the Barenaked Ladies I look straight in the window, try not to look below Pretend I'm not up here, try counting sheep But the sheep seem to shower off this office tower Nine-point-eight straight down I cant stop my knees. Chorus: I wish I could fly From this building, from this wall And if I should try, Would you catch me if I fall? My hands clench the squeegee, my secular rosary Hang on to your wallet, hang on to your rings Cant look below me, or something might throw me Curse at the windstorms that October brings. I look in the boardroom; a modern pharaohs tomb Id gladly swap places, if they care to dive They're lined up at the window, peer down into limbo They're frightened of jumping, in case they survive. I wish I could step from this scaffold Onto soft green pastures, shopping malls, or bed With my family and my pastor and my grandfather who's dead Look straight in the mirror, watch it come clearer

Show These Peeps Mad Luv!
Its about that time! You know, the time that comes around every year for EVERYBODY...its BIRTHDAY TIME! Our very own sexi smexi FU, Confidence, is celebrating her birthday on Monday and we need to make this a very SPECIAL birthday for her! Everybody knows my girl LOVES bling, so bling, bling, bling her like CRAZY...I'm talking jets, flying monkeys, Elmos, even bling packs galore! She is always doing so much for everybody so lets go and shower her with birthday luv! BLING HER, GIFT HER, TICKER HER, BLAST HER, I'm even talking about HAPPY HOUR her...she is worth it ALL! ~*~Çðñ£ïÐêñ¢ê ï§ whå† måkê§ mê §êx¥~*~Owner Of LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM Always ~N~ 4ever**@ fubar Brought to you by ME :D The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar

Humor
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. He decided to write God a letter requesting the $100.00. When the postal authorities received the letter to God, USA, they decided to send it to the President. The President was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God, Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those a-holes deducted $95.00 in taxes. Billy Apparently it's a good way to treat cancer. I breastfeed my dad:

Sexya
Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me I don’t want my heart broken But I am so in love I can’t seem to give up A guy sent from above So I’m gonna trust you Please don’t let me down For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around Don’t take it for granted ‘Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isn’t too strong I’m putting my life in your hands Now it’s all up to you I look forward to the places we go And the things we’ll be put through But remember that I’m vulnerable And I can’t stand to be hurt I want to be at the top of your list But I don’t have to be first Believe me when I tell you That I love you with all my heart That I’m here for you forever and always Just like I was from the start.---MT Sh

Your 2nd Amendment Right
Friday, January 23, 2009 U.S. Representative Bobby Rush (D-Ill.) recently sponsored H.R. 45, also known as "Blair Holt's Firearm Licensing and Record of Sale Act." The bill is, at its core and as its name implies, a licensing and registration scheme. big brotherThe measure calls for all handgun owners to submit to the federal government an application that shall include, among many other things: a photo; an address; a thumbprint; a completed, written firearm safety test; private mental health records; and a fee. And those are only some of the requirements to be licensed! The bill would further require the attorney general to establish a database of every handgun sale, transfer, and owner's address in America. Moreover, the bill would make it illegal to own or possess a "qualifying firearm" -- defined as "any handgun; or any semiautomatic firearm that can accept any detachable ammunition feeding device…" [emphasis added] without one of the proposed licenses. Addi

Rl
Love bug Well from day one you captured my heart, I don't know what u did to me. Put something inside this happen just like that.Your my friend, your My girl your my world and your my everything.Your the fu that makes my heart skip and jump like a broken skipped love sick record. Your the first thing I think of when awake in the fresh morn dew, your the last thing I think of when I go to bed cause I always look outside before I lock the door to look at the stars and the moon that remind me of that planet.You said something a few days ago I never forget I wonder if it's really true, as true blue it can be. It went something like I think a real piece of me has really fallen in love with you, I was so excited cause that's what happen to me along ago.When i am with you I can here my heart playing i want to bebop with you baby all night long I am sure you know the song, if not I am sure you be listening to it soon lol.You will always be my love bug my love bug you will always be, just hold

I'm Write Here
She has freed herself from the chains in which bond her but doesn't feel free. She sits upon a grave of her late lover, never to come off again for now she has become stone. click the pic to find out what i am like and check out the owner of the auction! I will not buy my own auto but will random bling those who rate my photos

Poetry
The sky is blue The grass is green My love for you is true I am seriously missing you Why did you have to leave me? Couldn't you have stayed? I need you sweety Please come back I hope you don't forget me Because I won't to you My heart is now aching It's falling apart There's nothing to live for Just like you said You lured me into your heart and soul Then you just up and left me. If I left Would you follow? If I tried Would you try too? If you went Would you come with me? If I died Would you die also? If you left I would follow If you tried I would try too If you went I would go with you If you died I would die also. If life treats you as one big joke And your successes few Remember that the mighty oak Was once a nut like you.

My Book: 13-19
Act 2 Scene II... Court * A small courtroom in atlanta. On one side of the courthouse a slender African American Lady, short... long hair.. Possibly half latin. On the other side of the courthouse sits Zeda and a child advocate, a Slender jewish lady with curly brown hair. Behind them, Teresa, Mrs. Sims, and an African American man who resembles Puff daddy (Mr.Quincy), and a tall white woman with Auburn Hair (Mrs.Roary)* Judge Harper: I understand that Prosecution and Defense have come to an agreement in regards to this case Child Advocate: Yes your honor, Mr.Quincy and Mrs.Roary of Crossroads have agreed to accept the return of Zeda on for a probationary period of 60 days during which time Zeda will be evaluated for possible placement in a more intensive psychiatric setting. Judge Harper: Prosecution any objections Prosecutor: In reviewing the records we feel that in the case of Mrs.Hester this probationary period is crucial in getting her the help that she needs. P

Codes
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Poetry
Is this what I have to become All my nature and being to be undone Is the cover that entire people can see? Is there a place in this world for people like me? Am I to walk alone? To find no companion no desired attraction no love to be A heart slattern broken, a soul gone dead To walk this world in the world of dread To see the couples link as one To see the passion from the window open wide To see passion I will not know for my self In addition, to bring joy, pleasure, you decide. I guess this is the life for me To watch the world and let it be And know that it is safe to say No one to stand by my side I lay in the ground waiting still for the earth to fill me still cover every inch of me end the torment let me sleep fill the hole in cover me up fill the void do not stop end the pain that comes to all lay me to rest one and all I lay here and wonder is that all there is I lay here and concider how passion dies I lay here and wonder what dark does lie Feel the

Random Writings
Why do i tear myself apart? Forgoing happiness, Ignoring my heart. Foolish pride steering a foolish mind, Forcing me to leave logic behind. Thoughts of suffering and thoughts of fear blur into one another, My thoughts are unclear. Through a haze of confusion I sit and cry, Wishing I'd let those thoughts slip by. By paying them no attention, Paying them no heed, I wouldn't have perpetrated that foolish deed. Now I'm left alone with my anguish and pain, Until a small ray of light can be glimpsed once again. You.....You are a memory, a mental reflection of what once wasan image in the psyche of a face, the sound of a voicei hear no words, i don't need to, i've heard them beforethe long conversations into the night, about hopes, fears,the past and the futurethe hopes that never came real, the future that no longer existsa different future will come truea different future for me to the future that becomes real for youI have a hope for the future, one just for youthat your fears will re

Reasons Not To Vote For Obama
What if I told you that Barack Obama plans to dismantle our US Military by cutting funding, would you believe me? What if I stated that he plans to dramatically reduce spending on nuclear defense systems, would you call me crazy? Finally, what if I told you that Obama refuses to develop nuclear weapons and plans to eliminate our nuclear weapons arsenal, our last line of defense in desperate times, would you call me a liar? For all the reasons stated above, I refuse to tell you those things about Barack. I am going to let HIM tell you. I need your rates... I am 1.3 mil from GODFATHER I have auto 11's on from 630am pst Oct 30 - Oct 31 Make Me A GODFATHER "RadioGuy"@ fubar So roll out those 11's Rate all my pics I want to be GODFATHER I have auto 11's on from 630am pst Oct 30 - Oct 31 "RadioGuy"

Pimp Out Blog
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Piece Of Advice
(This is a thread I participated in on one of my other favorite websites. The system at work is down again, so I figured I'd share what else I do online beside Fubar. I am known on this website as 'Voice Of Reason"...) ________________________________________________________________ psytR: Do you ever find yourself in awe? Do you ever ask yourself questions which you know cannot be answered? Do you ever wonder the meaning of life? I know I do. "What is the purpose of our lives? Some might say to God and others might say to nothing. Now you the person in the middle who sits and looks at these two options with a hesitation to choose, I offer you this: Wake up everyday and realize again and again that your purpose is the purpose of you and you are the purpose of life. Enrich your purpose with whatever you may choose. Because you are the creator of your destination and that God is you and that nothing is death" I personally have found what makes me smile

Mood Lyrics
I try to make it through my life In my way There's you I try to make it through these lies that's all I do Just don't deny it just dont' deny it and deal with it yeah deal with it You try to break me You wanna break me Bit by bit That's just part of it If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things You left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But you're eyes see right through That's all they do i'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this what you want of me just deal with it So If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things you left behind I don't care I don't care nothing can care about, Nothing can care about you wont' be there for me, you won't be there for me If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, and all the things you left behind, i don't care, I don't care If you were dead or still alive, I don't care (

Blog This! Hehehe
1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. It's rare. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-alcoholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat step #3. * 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports car with an automatic transmission. 5. Do not have a snack before going to a p

Hope You Enjoy These
‘Twas the night before Christmas - old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list, Miserable brats, ungrateful jerks, I’ve a good mind to scrap the whole damn works. I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa" - what do I hear? My old lady bitches ‘cos I work late at night, The elves want more money and the reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed up the maids, Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things might get better, Those assholes from ATO sent me a letter. They say I owe taxes - if that ain't damn funny; Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus money? And the children these days - they all are the pits Ask the impossible, the mean little shits. Spent a whole year makin’ wagons and sleds, Assembling their dolls - arms, legs and heads. Made lots of yo yos, but no-one wants them, Just computers and robots – like I'm IBM? If you think all that's bad, just picture this: Try h

Political And Religious Shit...
Apparently I made people mad on newsrag... all over my views on abortion and planned parenthood... WASHINGTON (CNN) -- A 13-year-old Arizona girl who was strip-searched by school officials looking for ibuprofen pain reliever will have her case heard at the Supreme Court. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The U.S. Supreme Court will decide whether school officials were right to strip-search a student over ibuprofen. The justices accepted the case Friday for review. They will decide whether a campus setting gives school administrators greater discretion to control students suspected of illegal activity than police are allowed in cases involving adults in public spaces. Arguments are expected to be heard in April. At issue is whether school administrators are constitutionally barred from conducting searches of students investigated for possessing or dealing drugs that are banned on ca

My Poetry
You're my everything My hearts desire You're like the flame That ignites my fire When I see you coming my way My breath catches, I don't know what to say To me, you're the brightest light in love And compared to all others, your beauty rises above You are the life in which I live To earn that love, my life I'd give You are the one, I want, I need It's your face that in my dreams I see It's you that holds my heart captive It's you that makes my pulse explosive You're my answer, my wish come true And if you'd have me....I'll always love you! I had closed the door upon my heart, And wouldn't let anyone in! I had trusted and loved, only to be hurt, But that would never happen again. I had tossed the key to my locked away heart, As hard and as far as I could! Love would never enter again, My heart was closed for good. But then you came into my life, And made me change my mind. Just when i thought that tiny key, Was impossible to find. Just then you hel

Riders On The Storm
You have a demanding personality with an attention to detail and great powers of concentration for any given task. You can be discriminating and judgmental. Getting the job done is important to you. You have a two sided personality one sunny and one dark, the sunny side has a seductive charm that melts the hardest hearts and the dark side is destructive and can inflict serious damage. You often project your emotions onto others and never back down from confrontation. It is difficult for you to forgive, but is impossible for you to forget. You do not tolerate criticism well. You value quality over quantity. You have a wonderful sense of humor and can keep those around you laughing. Strengths: Truthful – Discerning – Single Minded Weaknesses: Hurtful – Stern – Self Destructive So in january it will be my 1 yr anniversary here on fubar. Since then I've managed to make more enemies then friends so it seems. There are some people that I miss, sadly, I don't think the

Random
We slip close in the spaces that bind, the places that rend and tear under the relentless scrutiny of our demands. All of us are falling. Falling in, falling out falling into, sometimes landing with sickening thuds that produce rivulets of blood and scars that shine near as red. I like you because you are wounded, wounded like me in different contexts that make it interesting for us to compare the twists of the places where we stitched ourselves back together again, to try again. To try to not try again. I like you because you are smooth and unstained, glistening purely in your idealistic unrealities. Sometimes it gets to be a bit much, then, I like you simply because you are pretty. With this hand I’ll hold yours, and that one cradles the tender slivers of this friends hope. That ones love. Yet anothers despair. Clutched in the warm dampth of my fragile fist that nests them safely, close to me, where I can see the pulsing of life in these small wayward dreams. You dream of despo

Songs/poetry...do Not Rip Or Copy!!!
I looked to the sky Fire filled my eyes Smoke filled my lungs I started to run The sun was covered by the smoke's black shroud I couldn't push my way through the crowd I couldn't get away

Writing/poetry
Her eyes, the color of wet pavement, So cold, so empty, so close to death, Still hold one glimmer of life\As they stare from above the nose, Slipknot close to the skin of her neck, Rickety chair unbalanced beneath her toes, Flesh clammy and wet, hair unkempt and filled with sweat Around her throat, she grasps the constricting cord, Her hands shaking with indecision and fear, Yet, the act is so simple, so clear Eyes, once full of shimmering hope, Now glanceing up at the knotted rope, Are only filled with tears, Her lifes a debt she cannot afford With one deep inhaled breath, Placing her hands across her breasts, Eyelids blocking the light from the room, Teeth bared, gaining strength, Nails cutting through her palms, Blood dripping to the floor, Her feet rock the chair until it tumbles.

Only When I Find Something Worthwhile
Below is the latest little effort to make up for the foreseen decline of the gas tax as cars get better on mileage and people drive less... The Rube Goldberg Gas Tax By RICK FERRI The Obama administration is floating a transportation authorization bill that would tax automobile drivers based on how many miles they drive. This new tax is being considered to make up for lost gas tax revenue as cars and drivers become more energy efficient. The proposed “Transportation Opportunities Act” would mandate a vehicle miles traveled (VMT) tax that’s calculated by installing electronic equipment on each car and at filling stations. VMT calculation and payment would take place electronically every time you buy gas at the pump. Buying and maintaining the equipment would undoubtedly be at a cost to service stations and vehicle owners, and non-compliance will likely result in hefty fines. The plan is a part of an administration’s draft proposal obtained by

Songs I Love
Pardon me for saying, I was afraid she never gave me the time of day If love is a slow dance, i just hope for one chance I hope time could stop, its hard for me to breath She's really walking over here to me What should i say? What should i do? Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever [2x] This is not my strongest point that she knows She pardons me for stepping on her toes I heard she's a pageant queen So what's she doing dancing with me? I hope time could stop, its hard for me to breath She's really falling in love with me What should i say? What should i do? Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever [2x] Dance with me forever... Teach me every step, every tip and every turn Your arms around my neck you make want to learn.. I'm only getting better Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever Don't let this end now [2x] Slow Dance A Slow Dance I'm lookin

Poems Dealing With Love
I can't be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink. I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; Just close your eyes and think of me, relive those memories in your head. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as I let you brush my teeth. I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; You only have to watch it glow to know I think of you. I'll be the music that you listen to, I'll be there in every song: I'll laugh with you and sing with you, and comfort you when your day's gone wrong. I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair, I'll be that warm embrace; I'll be the hand on your shoulder, I'll be the tender touch on your face. I'll be the clock gently ticking, reminding you of the times; We've shut the rest of the world outside we're in our own world - yours and mine. I'll be the moon as it dances on

Poems All Poems Love Dark Ect Military Poems 2
JOSH IS MY EXHUSBAND I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM OR U LITTLE CUNTS EMAILING ME FUCK OFF by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonHonorhonor, respect, courage,strengththis is what the military needsno cowards,liers or thivesno room for no bad companythey will stay strongand fight all night longfor this country when in needthis is the americansM-I-L-I-T-A-R-Y by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonA brilliant mans honor forever i shall holdhe fought for the Americanshe stood until he could stand no morehe hung the flag high upon the poleeveryday he raised itevery night he sheltered it from the coldhe was old there was no doughtbut his spirit never ran outhe loved this country and this landhe didn't care about the presidents planhe fought for his wife her kids and so onbut now he's gone America will always remember you

New Blog
Today the sun rose,But it I did not see.Something more beautiful,In my eyes came to me.A smile that glows,More than the sun can shine.Now a friend to me,I hope for the rest of time.Brooke send me your smile,For today and now on.And I promise mine forever,Now our friendship has begun. Her beauty beyond my words,Her heart I cannot grasp.If only across this ocean,My heart I could cast.Would hers come in return,Or mine broken back to me.I look across this ocean,Wishing for her eyes to see.Her beauty,mind and words,I would cherish along with her heart.But until she can see my words are true,Here will I stand,from her an ocean apart. Bullets fly,some dead lay dead, Brutal,heartless they walk away. And drink to thier victory, Till the dawn of a new day.

How I Feel
Bright LightTonight I was lonely,I had to come by,I wanted to be happy,In moments I would cry...Just to say this to you,I'll always be loving you...I forget about the tears,With your music in my ears,I am really into you,When I share with you,Moments of your day,What you have to say...The little things you do,Are those defining you.No solitude in the night,When I see your bright light,My heart gets so happy,I sense your serenity...I'll just say this to you,I'll be forever loving you... Falling in love with youI lived my life mostly in solitude,Not because I was a bad dude,Trust in people was not something to do,Years before I knew you...

~gor 101~basic Q & A~
"If one is not strong, it is natural to make a virtue of weakness." ~Savages of Gor~p 235~ ............ "It is said," said Samos, "that only weaklings, and fools, and men who deserve to be slave girls, fall slave to women." ~Hunters of Gor~p 13~ ............ "He who surrenders his mastery surrenders his manhood. I wondered what those who flocked like sheep to their own castration received in recompense for their manhood. I supposed it must be very valuable. But if this were so, why did they feel it necessary to shrill so petulantly at others, those who scorned them and had chosen different paths?" ~Players of Gor~p 176~ ............ "We met in the center of the room and embraced. I wept, and he did, too, without shame. I learned later that on this alien world a strong man may feel and express emotions, and that the hypocrisy of constraint is not honored on this planet as it is on mine." ~Tarnsman of Gor~p 21~ ............ "With weapons and courage.... They were truly free m

From Me.
I've noticed in my own life, that all too often i get stuck in the friend zone. Either due to my own missed opportunities or cluelessness. Or cause i'm "too" nice at times. I dont know. Quite often it seems I am the first person to come to when there's a problem, or a breakup or whatever. Get told you're the exact type of guy i want, then get overlooked. Dont get me wrong, i'm not complaining about being there for people. I love that actually, I like to help and make a difference. But why doesnt "you're the type of guy that i really want" seem to ever turn into "You're the EXACT guy that i want"? I used to get told that I am too nice to women. I should take advantage of my position, cause breakups or mistrust and use them. but i cant. I like to believe that i'm not that type of person. I.E. if i get asked what i think about someones bf that i like her. I do my best to avoid it, if i cant, i do my best to make ABSOLUTELY CLEAR that my opinion is biased but i'll try to be as objective as

Lyrics That Have Meaning To Me(window To My Soul)
How To Love Lyrics[Lil' Wayne]You had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heartNever really had luck, couldn’t never figure outHow to loveHow to loveYou had a lot of moments that didn’t last foreverNow you in the corner tryna put it togetherHow to loveHow to loveFor a second you were hereWhy you over there?Its hard not to stare, the way you moving your bodyLike you never had a loveNever had a loveWhen you was just a young’un you’re looks but so preciousBut now your grown upSo fly its like a blessing but you can’t have a man look at you for 5 secondsWithout you being insecureYou never credit yourself so when you got olderIt’s seems like you came back 10 times overNow you’re sitting here in this damn cornerLooking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulderSee you had a lot of crooks tryna steal your heartNever really had luck, couldn’t never figure outHow to l

Bagsorshoes
Students younger sister age pleated cheap Michael Kors you are familiar with? !Nowadays, it is also one of the hot spots T stage. Green good campus memories never to return, but in fashion empire, all can stage a comeback. This spring, from youth age pleated skirt officially return! No matter from style or on the material, this season's pleated skirt obvious from the girl's juveniles, but with a refreshing temporary new appearance tells the skirt collocation more possibility. We have to admit that, designers are geeks, any inspiration, any one element can be them into current trend, by all of us love and chase after hold in both hands.When I was a child, we must have all worn like such a pleated skirt! Today season, pleated skirt but you cannot miss one of the necessary sheet is tasted. Use it to tie-in coat, Michael Kors Tote Bag is right choice, young fashion, take you aftertaste scallions time! Cortex pleated skirt is absolutely your this season is the most worth investment sheet is

Natural Girls
Ebony Wet Babe, I love black girls and their Soft Body Ebony wet babe, I love black girls and their soft body. Look this ebony girl and her gorgeous curves, her cute natural breasts and hot ebony ass gorgeous Swedish blonde in the purple thong shows her perfect butts gorgeous Swedish blonde in the purple thong shows her perfect butts Gorgeous Asian girl in sexy black a corset. Beautiful Asian face and full lips Gorgeous Asian girl in sexy black a corset. Beautiful Asian face and full lips

Feelings
It is not easy being a woman. She has to constantly live under a plethora of stereotype threats. At every stage of her life she is expected to behave like a certain peer of her own age. She has to be dignified,

My Poems
In my own mind with my own thoughts I am alone fear and anxiety I have, but is never shown My smile, my eyes, do nothing but hide Behind an idea that I am fine Death and destruction all I know Love and compassion I am not shown I walk around with a smile, for the world to see Though I am not free Depression, sadness, and anger is all I see I bare this cross due to my choices in life Though no one will ever see my personal strife To myself I keep, I do not want others to see What really lays beneath this fa

Quotes & Poems
My thunderous laugh that nobody hears, except in the presence of you The sparkle in my eyes that everyone sees,simply because of you The smirk on my face that stirs up your demons the only way I can do my heart scarred but strong, longing but hopeful, tried and true and the one thing when this world has shaken, as it has,

Shiggity Shiggity Shwa.
I know I have been on LC hardly at all lately. But I have an excuse. An old friend of Damian and I's has been stalking me in attempt to get to Damian. It got far enough that I had to contact the CEO of the Harrisburg branch of Pennsylvania State Hospital and the police because he was harassing us and threatening us. It sucked. Balls. But, hopefully it's all over with, now and I can get back to normal.

I Luvz Ma Friendz!!!
ok maybe this time it'll work! Create your own friendquiz here hey, if yer readin dis then i no yer more commited than most & ya no i gotz yer bak muthafaco!!!! mmfwcl4LYF > not really my kinda music but definitely my kinda story!!!

Insight To My Mind
Ok my blogs are usually a way for people to get some insight into this head. well here ya go. I don't have many feelings. and the feelings i do have are hidden by smiles and laughs. I am a fun person BUT... I am sick and tired of these people passing judgements on people before they really get to know them. Now this is y i say that.. people message me all the time say omg ur hot.. then they find out that i have 2 kids. HELLO READ MY FREAKIN PROFILE... I am single for the reason being the person i want i can't have and other than that no man wants a premade family. I am a single mother. my daughters father is in her life she lives with him but my son's father walked out on him after i kicked him out of my life. HELLO MY LIFE I NEVER TRIED STOPPING HIM FROM BEING A FATHER! SO NO THAT ISN'T MY FAULT. I have been through more things in my life then most of u will experience in a lifetime. I am a great person and ask anyone on my family list i bet u $100 they will agree without me even say

Pathways
Another day has come and gone As I sit here drinking tea Very different then yesterday New things for me to see The pain has eased A new release, of many hidden secrets To deal each day, I must say Is much better then to hide it As I was whaling, oh, so much pain Has left me now refreshed A cool breeze blowing, now my way Oh, so blessed, to have another day 1) always remember this is the internet 2) Be careful who you give your heart to 3) Many here are players,with many accounts 4) Never trust anyone , who says trust me. 5) If you give your heart , be prepared for the consequences. 6) Even if they sound sincere, they may not be Do not feel bad if this has happened to you. It has happened to the best of us. Some come off, so charming and lovable , only to find later, they are married or playing many at the same time.. This is a nightclub, nothing more, nothing less. Just have fun and move on with your life.. Bright Blessings to all Two Witches

Stuff
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I am a computer geek 2) I chew matchsticks (it is better then smoking) 3) I like cheese on everything 4) I use a conditioning shampo as a body wash 5) I am learning Arabic and Hebrew in my spare time. 6) I wear my socks when I sleep now you are being tagged This is the definition of friend from www.freedictionary.com: friend (frnd) n. 1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. 2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. 3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. 4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement. 5. Friend A

All About Love
Reach for a glass, take a long drink. Waiting for that moment when you've escaped. You can't deal with life so you drink it away. You forget that it hurts everyone else. While you search for heaven in a bottle remember... It will still be hell for the rest of us... How to say 'I Love You' in different languages Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou English - I love you Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg e

Serious Stuff
I am still alive, waiting on some high speed internet, so that is why I am not on here much. It just takes way to damn long to navigate this page with dial-up. Hope all of my friends are well and that you all had a great holidays. If anyone would like to get in touch with me you can email me at stuepdassol@aol.com or contact me on myspace, I check it a lot more regularly. my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/Stue_pidassol hope to hear from you soon. so yeah I moved, but where I am living now all I have is dial-up, and if you don't know, this site is horrendous to use if you do not have a high speed connection, so I am still alive, just not much chance of getting on here for now, if anyone needs to get a hold of me, feel free to ask for my email address. I got a job... go me

Uhhh My Blog
I was suppose to have my Party lite Candle Party this weekend. due to the fact that I have to work Saturday. I had to reschedule my party. Which is now March 25th at 3pm. If you are interesting in going. contact me here or at tinkerbell268269@aol.com today is my stepgrandparents visitation. I am really dreading going. I don't do well with dead bodies. Ive never really had to deal with one. Except one summer like almost 2 years ago when a resident at my work died on my shift. But this is different. This is family. The other familes funerals I've been to, the casket was closed. I guess it's just hard because almost 2 weeks ago I saw them alive. I mean granted I didnt know them very well, they are still family and I should be there for the rest of my family. I know my dad and stepmom really need me right now. Especially my stepmom. Those were her parents that she lost. My dad told me that it would mean alot to Jackie if I was there. He's coming to get me later on today. I have no idea wi

First Blog
I knew this would happen someday. I went into the gas station today and asked for five dollars worth of gas... The clerk farted and gave me a receipt. As many of you know my cat suddenly went lame. Yesterday he took a turn for the worse and seemed to be in pain. Last night I heard him about 2:00 am let out a yelp. This morning I found him on the basement floor. He had died during the night somehow. Binkx came into our lives at a time when the children wanted a pet. He did belong to our neighbors but the father booted him out. Literally I saw him beat Binkx on the front lawn, kicking him and punching him. Binkx ran for his life and lived under our bush. The father and I did have some payback as I hate to see any animal abused like that. He lived under our bush for 3 months before Sandy let him come in. He took to the kids right away and slept with my daughter. She and he were very close. He was also a great tree climber and loved his head rubs. He was a strange cat to say the

One Of My Poems
Today I walked a long road, Listening to the voices in my head telling me what i did was so wrong The burden tight as a noose around my neck the weight heavy on my shoulders My tears silent within a dying heart Yesterday, stained with shame and a fury diseased cancer tearing me apart And i did not know where to go Tomorrow knows no releif from torment Pain etched into my dirty face with horror in my eyes i reach and hope to unburden my soul But i know, nothing will come with chains and leaden wieghts dragging in the dirt. You just sit down, reading or watching tv drinking beer, thinking about your bills and the stress your family gives you you just wanted a moment of peace no murder on the news no gunshots or sirens in the streets. You get drunk, remembering back in the day when life was simple and you knew it all Back then when you left home, telling everyone you got big plans. One by one everyone just left. Victim of chance, who knows but th

Nfa's Corner
I had a problem on friday night, my filling came out, and I have no dental insurance. One of my godmothers called me, and said do not worry I already made you an appointment, and I am paying for everything. Thank goddess all I had was to replace the filling. On another note I barely got any sleep, and I still have not been eating as much as I should be. I had a cup of coffee, and a cookie. That is all I have had since friday. I am really not wanting to see anyone, not even my own grandmother, I have not been going over there. I am really upset, and just really hurting, I did it again where no one can see. I am really tired of all this, being unhappy stuff. It's like I am back at square one. I guess letting go of things is alot harder than I had expected. I just hope everyone is happy, or at least someone is happy. I just wish the person I wanted, actually wanted me back, but this life is not full of wants, it's only based on needs. Maybe I need to be alone, I work better by

Poetry By Me
Dedicated to My Jared 0ct. 6th, 2006 (C) KarinRochelle I never thought it coud happen like this Never thought I would get just one kiss And now with you I see what I missed And I will never let this feeling go... You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! So much time that had gone by And I never thought I would ever see you again But then came the *when* And I will never never let us end You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! *Hand in hand Side by side We'll make it through All our days We will never see a day When we cant weather a storm together ***first of all: DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT MY FAITH. i do not preach at people. i am letting you kn

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Full Name: Vickie Lynn Hogan Birthdate: November 28, 1967 death: Feb. 8, 2007 Birth Place: Houston, Texas, USA Height: 5' 11" Career Start: The Hudsucker Proxy (1994) AA Ranking: #9 most searched Celeb Eight Resolutions to Enhance Your Career By Jaclyne Badal The Wall Street Journal Online Careers are easy to neglect. If the paychecks keep coming and the boss is tolerable, most people get into a routine and direct their attention elsewhere. While that's an adequate way to put bread on the table, it probably won't win you any big raises or promotions. So, whether you're hoping to stay at your current employer or thinking you'll move to another firm at some point, here are eight job resolutions to help you jumpstart your career in 2007. • Create a board of advisers: Find two or three people you admire, and take each one to lunch a few times this year, says Dale Winston, chief executive of recruiting firm Battalia Winston International. Loo

Breaking Points
I watched a snail crawl along the edge of a straight razor. my dream. That's my nightmare. Crawling, slithering, along the edge of a straight razor and surviving. In French......Je me sens que seul........... Je me sens que seul et moi esperez que quelqu' um m'aime vraiment pour qui je suis et pas ce qui ai obtenu je. J'espere qu'un de toi prendra le temps de me connaitre pour qui je suis. "Someday this war's gonna end. That would be just fine with the boys out in the desert. They weren't looking for anything more than a way home. Trouble is, I've been back there, and I knew that it just didn't exist anymore.

Mamaj
Hey everyone come check this out website out it is www.piczo.com and add me as a friend our tell me you are thier and i well add you as my friend anyone has aim hit me back Hello to let everyone know today is my birthday Sorry i havent not been on but the baby was in the hospital she just got out today so we where thier for turkey day also she is doing better i hope she is my pround and joy and then my grandamama had past away we had to go out of town for that she past away on nov 11 and then baby got sick

Union Jack's Ponderings....
Things to do at Wal-Mart while your shopping buddy is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares ..... and see what happens. 5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he kn

I Am~~
YOUR NOT A LITTLE BOY ANYMORE...I CAN'T KISS YOU AND HOLD YOU AND YOUR PAIN AND HURT GO AWAY...IT KILLS ME INSIDE TO KNOW YOUR HURTING TO KNOW YOUR IN PAIN AND BE HELPLESS..I CAN ONLY LISTEN AND GIVE YOU MY ADVICE..AND HOPE THAT YOU WILL LEARN FROM LIFES TRIALS..AND MISTAKES..REALIZE THAT YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL SOUL..AND LOVE COMES FROM WITHIN...HAPPINESS IS INSIDE OF YOU..IT DOESN'T COME FROM SOMEONE ELSE..YOU DON'T NEED ANYONE TO VALIDATE YOUR SELF WORTH..YOU MY SON ARE AMAZING IN YOUR OWN RIGHT.. HANDSOME,SMART,FUNNY,STRONG,LOYAL,SELFLESS,WONDERFUL YOUNG MAN. ONE DAY MY SON I WON'T BE HERE TO LISTEN OR TO FEEL YOUR HEART WITHOUT YOU SAYING A WORD...ALL I CAN HOPE FOR IS YOU REALIZE LIFE IS LOVE AND LOVE IS LIFE...LIVE YOUR LIFE MY SON WITH LOVE IN YOUR HEART ALWAYS! SMILE OFTEN.. LAUGH HARD.. DANCE IN THE RAIN.. CRY WHEN IT HURTS..MAKE MANY FRIENDS..JUDGE NO ONE..WORK HARD..STAY LOYAL..RESPECT EVERY PART OF THIS LIFE YOU LIVE..FROM THE GROUND YOU WALK ON TO THE SKY FULL OF STARS AND

The Random Babbelings Of An 18 Year Old Soul
ive been putting off updating since friday but not for any real reason- just the fact that i procrastinate, a lot. So ill recap from friday until today- 5am, on sunday morning....lol friday Caitie, Steve, Joe and I headed to the meatpacking industry for our digital class assignment and basically took the entire time just getting there- because we were all easily distracted by fun things like the homeless---or not homeless man since he gave steve his adress to mail the photos we took of him- man who performed for us on the streetcorner, and messing around with joes fisheye that he rented from the cage, stopping to get caities colors to 'pop', and walking into bakeries that smelt good, photo equiptment rental places with 'cute boys' as caitie put it (totally not cute, blehh), the chelsea market, and of course at some point we DID photograph the sign we needed to shoot, among other things..... i was sorta dreading the trip because it was alittle chilly and i wasnt really in the mood

My Life Today
been missing yall bunches ...xoxo steph ----- Forwarded Message ---- From: stephanie williams To: ALISON ; ANN ; ANTONIO ; AUNT FAYE ; BOBERT ; BONNIE ; BRAD ; CHRIS ; DEAN ; DON JARVIS ; DORI ; ELENA ; JEREMY ; JIMMI-C ; JOY ; LEO ; MAMA ; MAMA SHERRY ; MARTI ; PAM ; PHOENIX ; ROBERT ; RONNIE ; RONNIE WEXO ; RUDY ; SAJAN ; SASSY ; SASSY ; STACY ADAM ; STAMELOS ; TAWNYA ; TERESA ; WENDY ; WILLIAM Cc: oxygen0088800@yahoo.com Sent: Thursday, October 12, 2006 12:56:53 AM Subject: you never know XOXOX Stephanie ----- Forwarded Message ---- From: missy haynes To: Amanda ; Barry ; Mike ; Trina Baker ; cherry76384@yahoo.com; David Ward ; Dennis ; Diane ; jennifer heath ; Jody Terry ; Linda ; lingnau ; rhondaandsteve@yahoo.com; Sue ; STEPHANIE WILLIAMS Sent: Wednesday, October 11, 2006 9:30:42 AM Subject: Fwd: Fw: An unemployed graduate Note: forwarded message attached. -----------------

What I've Been Up To
2008 So Far For me has been OK had a quiet new year's day and soon it will mark the 2nd year without any contact with Geoff my now ex best friend of 16/17 years of friendship and since the friendship ended 2 years ago and on the 10/1/08 or 1/10/08 will mark the 2nd year without any contact with forever i am still sad that it has finished and i miss him as my best friend i would've made it 19 years as best friends with him if i hadn't had my friendship forced to end with him this year and this will also mark the 3rd birthday of his i will have missed due the friendship been over with him from Bruce Hey Everybody It's Now only 3 days away until i go to the Sydney Royal Easter Show so in less than a week on the 20/3/08 Sydney Time i will be at the easter show for the whole day and come back home late night and i am still in the process of saving my money up to go to the show 1 more lot of money to save then i go to the show with the money i saved up and i also promise i w

These R Just Bordom At Its Worst
im not a toy please dont play with me i cant take it again you wanna get to know me thats great but dont use what you learn to use me ive had it done before im falling and i dont know why i cant afford to hit the ground because im going too far too fast i might not be able to put the pieces back together i cant believe i wait for the fone to ring like a little school girl whos got a crush everytime it rings i hope its you to make me laugh, make me blush or just to tell me hi! i am starting to wonder why why fall for me? why you think im your world? why im the one you want? and all im looking for are the answers the truth is all i ever want!!! i cant think about everybody else i need to get away far away cut the strings taht tie me to yall but i will always know my way back i want my own life if only for a little while i dont have to runa way but your gonna make me ive always thought about everybody else whens it going to be my turn to break free free from

Nix's Journal
I just got home from watching 300 this morning, and it must be said, that if I wore panties- I'd have to take them off because they'd be soaking wet. 300 is based on an amazing tale of courage and selflessness.... But, were it not for the dramatic effects of shadow and darkness, the intense sound effects, and the gore ... this would have been another Attila. Which was a good movie made for USA, also staring Gerard Butler (300 King Leonidas), as Attila the Hun, but sadly, Attila lacked enough punch to carry it off of the silver screen... To borrow my friend, Reck's term, 300 had that gritty and intense "graphic novel" feel because the director was inspired by the comic by Frank Miller. And thank the gods for that nerdy inspiration because this film rocked! It was a beautifully horrific dance of violence that had the sadist in me, near orgasm for two hours! Even if the accuracy of small details like armor and fighting formations were a little off... with scenes like the Persian wal

Special Things I Have Been Led To
John McCloy GALLIPOLI It’s one am, nineteen-fifteen The soldiers are given a meal Hot soup, hot stew and a nice cup of tea Some warm comfort before their ordeal. Their spirits are high on this twenty-fifth day Of April at Gallipoli. The landing ahead should be fine it was thought Oh God, If only they’d seen. They loaded the boats, the launches were filled, All landing craft crammed to the brim The first wave of men, fifteen hundred in all, Through the cold and the mist sailed right in To the beach that today we call Anzac Cove To answer the call of their country, Never knowing how many would die on that beach The sands full of the dead and so bloody. Up high on the cliffs the Turks were all waiting Their guns trained on the enemy soldiers. As each craft hit the beach, machine guns were fired Bringing hundreds of young lives to a closure. But as men fell down dead, other boats they arrived Disgorging their unwitting cargo And they tried to succeed, the close cliffs to at

Jokes
THIS IS THE TRUEST THING I HAVE EVER READ....AND IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN DIAGNOSED YET...DON'T WORRY...U WILL BE, LOL! Recently, I was diagnosed with : A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only 1 check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my d

+death Metal+
....With Soilent Green, and Chimaira(never heard their stuff). What in the Hell is it going to be like, watching a fictional cartoon Death Metal band live? This show sold out at The Fillmore, in SF. WTFFF?! NILE couldn't sell out there. Neither could Celtic fvcking FROST. So, which band is it, causing these incredibly prolific ticket sales? Hmm? I used to love Toki. But seriously, fvck the rhythm guitarist. The new fave : Skwis.: Toki, why can I never 'have anyting dat 'ams mines? Hey YOU! Commentor! I beseech thee, who art thou's...uhh...most favorite Dethklok member, and why?!+ Here we go...google vid or youtube > LameSpace video. NEW fvcking NILE out July 17th, year of Diana two thousand and seven. Behold my awesome peers : + +How can GOROD(Technical Death from France. Oooohh, sounds delectable, YA?!)have never made any official music videos? WHAT GIVES?! They are the BEST Death Metal Band to me so far. Formally known as Gorgasm, and have the

? Firstish ?
Well I'm weak, I've gotten back into the smokes again and it pisses me off, GRRrrrr I've kicked over 4 major habits, habits that were more addictive, and more fun, Why can't i kick smoking? ARrgg.. I'll try again next week.. *sigh* Billy Talent Videos | Movie Clips | Chicago Property (x)Smoked. (x)Drank alcohol. ( )Cried when someone died. (x)Been drunk. (x)Had sex. (x)Been to a concert. (x)Given a handjob/gotten a handjob. (x)Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob. (x)Been verbally/sexually harassed. (x)Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. (x)Felt someone up and/or been felt up. (x)Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. ( )Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. (x)Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. ( )Been to prom. ( )Cried at school. (x)Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. (x)Went streaking. (x)Given a lap dance. (x)Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (x)Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. (x)Slept over at someone of

Poems
Addiction Staring through blood-shot eyes As the addict in me starts to die My world is turned upside-down As I start to realize it's worth staying around My life comes rushing back in from the haze Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in a maze All the emotions I thought I left behind Where just waiting there for me to find At war with everything I buried deep inside Letting hope be my guide Sometimes I feel like this is more than I can take But with the help of friends I feel like this is a stand I can make A Lover's Lullaby Lay your head on my heart, Close your eyes, And I’ll sing you a lover’s lullaby. Drift away from the world’s insanity, fall into a sheltered sleep, I’ll take you where tears are things of mystery, and where your soul may freely be. Because I love you, is the Why, My deepest affections, Heard only in a lover’s lullaby. I’ll heal your wounds, and ease your pain, Let no storm reach you, ever again. Feel my heart

Dark's Insite
I hate it when I post messages on my friends page, but they won't show the same respect. I also hate when ppl try and say I come on a page and don't post a hi, YES I DO (you never notice), but you never give me the same respect back! Stop Whining, you do the same thing!!!! I would also like to know why these ppl have thousands of friends, do you ever respond to all of them, I don't think so. So it's not really a friend, it's for popularity! I have not been on because so many things have been happening in my family and I feel like I am drowning. So many so called "Friends" have came and left my life, I have just been tired of it all and don't know what to do anymore, except try to enjoy my husband and 4 children. My brother-in-law who was in the car accident on January 12th finally came home after he died (his heart stopped) it was 2 months in the ICU and organs missing but he is home & alive. Of course, not the same man he used to be, but still here. I hope everyone is havi

Tom's Blog
LEXINGTON, S.C. (AP) - A man fatally shot his friend with a high-powered rifle in a dispute over a $20 bet on the South Carolina-Clemson football game, authorities said Sunday. James Walter Quick, 42, was charged with murder in the shooting of Richard Allen Johnson, 43. Johnson died from a single shot to the chest, according to a preliminary autopsy Sunday. The two had bet $20 on the annual game, with Quick taking South Carolina, which won 31-28, and Johnson taking Clemson, Lexington County Sheriff James Metts said. They drank beer all afternoon and watched the game Saturday at Johnson's home, and began arguing about the bet after the game. Metts said Quick went to his car, got the rifle he normally uses for hunting and fired one shot, hitting Johnson in the chest. Deputies arrested Quick. Quick was being held Sunday in the Lexington County jail, awaiting a bail hearing. The sheriff's department said he did not yet have a lawyer. Everyone wants to help Britney Spears. You could feel

Damn
So i wake up in the morning with an infection so i make a docs appointment for the evening i get there and they take my blood pressure... it was 160/120 They were freaking out. I told them my meds to sleep gives me a slightly higher blood pressure and the doc jsut doubled the dose. So now im being forced to take a beta blocker to get my blood pressure down, so it makes me dizzy then onm top of that i have the meds for the infection, and then my sleeping pills.. How the fuck am i supposed to start my grad work with all this shit in my system....FUCK the doc kept telling me stories of people who died of heart attacks.... So i added a girl last week on here. She accepted but completely ignored any shouts or messages. So i get re3ally sick and start to move so i have no internet and when i finally get onlin i was checking my shit form last week and saw she had deleted me. So i asked her what her problem was and she completely gave me this aqttitude like it was my fault acted liek she was b

Jokes
There was a man who worked for the Post Office > > whose job it was to > > process all the mail that had illegible > > addresses. > > > > One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky > > handwriting to God with no > > actual address. He thought he should open it > > to see what it was about. > > > > The letter read: > > > > "Dear God, > > > > > > I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very > > small pension. Yesterday > > someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, > > which was all the money I > > had until my next pension check. > > > > Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited > > two of my friends over for > > dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to > > buy food with. I have no > > family to turn to, and you are my only hope. > > > > Can you please help me? > > > > Sincerely, > > Edna > > > > The postal worker was touched. He showed the > > letter to all the other > > workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet > > and came up with a few >

Becky_tuckers
Give this heart [¢¾] to every person you care about including me if you care. Try to collect 13[¢¾]. its not easy ." WHO EVER WANTS TO TALK LET ME KNOW I WILL BE ON FOR A LITTLE BIT .........BECKY THANKS TO ALL THAT RESPONDED TO MY BIRTHDAY AND THANKS TOO ALL FOR THE GIFTS ......BECKY

Tatts
1. What do you order at McDonalds? food 2. What color is your TV? silver 3. What was your first cd? hell if i know 4. How old were you when you discovered porn? um like 13 i think 5. How many times have you had your heart broken? i dont care 6. How many times have you broken a heart? i dont think its possible 7. What was your first car? 1986 ford escort 8. Did you wreck it? the transmission went out 9. Have you ever been fired from a job? yes hahha 10. What color is your bathmat? wtf 11. What cd is in the player in your car? dont know it got stolen 12. Do you let people borrow your cds/dvds? fuck not anymore 13. Were you in the band in high school? asb 14. Coke or Pepsi? both are nastyness 15. What is your astrological sign? Gemini 16. Do you know what it means? The Twins durh 17. Do you have anyone elses name tattooed on you? my daughters name in japenese 18. Do you own a cowboy/girl hat? noo way 1

Stuff
The Female Disney Character Personality Test NalaAt a young age, you were playful, adventurous, always wanting to be on top, and didnt always obey the rules. Now older, those traits still show, but now you're more mature.I will now label you: playful, intelligent, thoughtful, fun-loving, and wild.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code You are 30% STUPID! You're not a complete moron, but you're definitely on your way if you don't watch out. Beware of brain farts!

Oh Come On
if you would like to be in my auction that starts tomorrow and will run for 5 days, if you are interested please send me a private message, their will be a 50K entry fee in fubucks you will need to send me to enter, but you will be garaunteed to make way more than that back in return, minimum opening bid will be starting at 100k..... here is a list of things you can offer, or you may offer other things of your choice ty please contact me asap if intrested and send a link to the pic u wanna use in your private message plz CONTEST STARTED THANX EVERYONE WHO ENTERED if you would like a VIP, let me know and i'll rip the pic you choose from your profile, im doing a contest for most popular, its pretty simple, comments will be worth 1 point, and ratings with be worth 5 points, anyone is welcome to enter, the contest will last just one week so people can get on with their lives in a timely manner lol.... 1st place will recieve a one month VIP and a blast, second place will recieve a blast

Yeah
Hey could we please get a little help here on boosting this lovely fubarian to her next level? She's 7372 to being a Fu-gee so please go and give her some love Happy Country Girl @ fubar SEVEN HUNDRED FIFTY SIX HOME RUNS!! Hello, I would like to ask your help in Helping to level up Happy Country Girl. She's away for the weekend and I thought it would be a nice surprise if we could level her up before she returns. any and all help will be greatly appreciated. Please repost HUGS! Happy Country Girl Happy Country Girl@ fubar

My Personal Only If You Want To Know Me For Real Stuff
try not to conform the world to your image for it has greater plans instead imagine you conforming to the world and its needs-Sarai (yes i thought of it) damn fortune cookie things going threw my head all day Ok guys so you know i am going to apologize for not telling everyone personally right now. over the last couple of days i recently made a new friend who then quickly became my girlfriend and her son my son and my son her son so i want ever one to know this about me I love everyone i have met on here but i am now involved so continue to be my sweet sexy cherries that i love but be nice to me too ok much love Sarai TURBO EG6@ CherryTAP

Yanno What Chaps My Ass?
ok here is another thing that just chaps my ass, and i know it gets to some of yall as well... dont ya just hate when ya watching a porn and everything is all good, then for some dumbass reason the camera man goes to the guys face...and theres nothing but his face in the screen and he leaves it there for a little bit...WDF? i dont want to see his ugly ass..who gives a rats ass the faces he's making. who tha hell told the camera man that shyt was sexy or looked good? or they go to some dumbass shot like her gripping the pillows or sheets, or worse they pan down to the guys legs to show him standin there in his socks.. now i know porn isnt known for its quality filming or acting, but DAMN...who tha hell wants to see that shyt ok, so whats up with all these females runnin around calling themselves MILFs on their profiles and in their profile names? first of all , who deemed you a MILF or did you just think it was something "cute to say" now true enough some of them ARE indeed MIL

Shawna's Blogs
WELL I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS I WILL BE WITHOUT A COMPUTER SO I WILL NOT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS WILL MISS YOU ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE WEEK... WELL THANK YOU FOR ALL THE UNDERSTANDING.. HUGS SHAWNA Body: CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 am. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I m

Promise
Today sucked, hard core. well most of you who know mw know that I work at a school and am a teachers aid for 25 kinders and I also have my own three children when I get home. So most think I am nuts but I would love to be at work instead of home at this point today, I had a dentist appt. there were to see why i was in so much pain. well I figured work on a few teeth, a few fillins so on. nope. They decided to pull a tooth and in the process, pulled my jaw out of place and cracked my jaw bone. Now if you really Know me you would think that I am just fine. NOT I passed out on the living room floor, havent done that in awhile and last time I did I ended up in my birthday suite when I woke, lol, anyway I am in pain and the pills make me goffy, k now that I just pretty much picked on my self talk to ya all laterz. ~COPE~ Come Bomb me in this contest I am so behind. Thank you This is all you need to know! 95% of females can't cum from sex unless they are on

Just Appreciate It
There lies a volume of stars at night and when I think of it I think of the way I saw you that night, You were standing up there next to the waterfall and as I walked up to you, you said, "There are stars tonight" I nodded. I pointed to the waterfall and you nodded and I said, "There, see that water falling, see that's the result of the stars dropping in every night from the sky but you know they never fade even as they fall from the

More About Me
My name is Jason. I was born in Toronto, ON. I lived there until I was 12 yrs. Old. Then I moved to pickering Ontario and I lived there until I was 27 yrs old. Now I'm living in Oshawa, Ontario. My parents were divorced just after I turned 7. My dad got custody of us. Don't ask me how, but he did though. Lol. When I was 8 yrs old I started smoking. Since then I quiet for about a yr in total. But I'm still smoking though. I've been smoking in total of 22 yrs now. When I was 11 I fell on some monkey bars and lost one of my kidney do to the impact of the fall. During the operation, the doctors lost me twice. They operated on me for 16 hrs straight. When I was 13 yrs old. I started to drink alcohol. I did this until I was 18. Just b4 I was legal to buy it. The reason I quiet this is b/c I didn't see the point in me drinking anymore b/c it didn't do anything for me. But slowly kill me, cause of my one kidney. The reason for this, my liver is working ov

Bored
>BigDaddyMi...: with a mouth full of teeth like mine a cock like yours better hope the man attached knows how to romance me BigDaddyMi...: with a cock like mine u dont need romance...u just need to hold on! ->BigDaddyMi...: lol BigDaddyMi...: thanks! ->BigDaddyMi...: how romantic BigDaddyMi...: okay....rephrased....i'd love to fuck the shit out of you! ->BigDaddyMi...: thanks, but I'd like to stay in one piece please BigDaddyMi...: lol....you...your sexy as fuck ->BigDaddyMi...: I'm sorry, but tear what up? oh how I love crazy ass dudes... Sooo I just finished writing my own obituary for a class I'm taking and I must say... I'm going to be a wicked cool 80 year old! lol Oh and p.s. I'm sad that Heath Ledger died.. :( I'm so not fucking happy right now. I can't stand being pregnant anymore. I WANT HER OUT RIGHT NOW! The doctors keep telling me she's going to be a big baby and it's better for her if she decides to come out on her own. Well guess fucking what.

Random Ravings
Command of the Language I have the command of the language When it comes to frisky sex and Mathematics, For I adore every conic section Of your perfectly proportioned Surface area-- From your sumptuous cones To your magnificent ellipses, And the congruent circles Of your areolas-- Hidden by the hyperbolic veneer Of your bra and your symmetric G-string, Don't get me wrong, for I've Studied the subtle dimensions Of your curvature, And went off on many a tangent, Deriving your continuous Sexual functions, That led me to your delta of Venus, As my y changed with your x, In the act of orgasmic Integration-- Since then I've learned That pi is truly a transcendental Number, That no rational number can Approximate, And you are boundless In your beauty, Opening up my mind To infinite possibilities. January 12, 2008 --Alexander Shaumyan Internet Women Gina lives in Florida, Next to some Nicole Wh

Fanstasy
My horoscopes, they tell me Spend time with a possible soul mate A glimpse into your mirror Shown open eyes to a sign of fate It was your hand That took me to the stars Stitching my wounds Healing my scars Oceans of love Millions of kisses To me, you're the one hit That everyone misses Men are from Mars Women are from Venus Minds that believe it Are truly ingenious The Angel that guards me And sinning with the Devil Our souls are evaporating Together to a higher level I'm your Queen Be the King of my castle Only saturate me Through true eyes that dazzle Never fear the storm It's almost over Clearing the air Emotions drunk, yet sober In the darkness of morning Shining from the light Shadows still creep Through the brightness of midnight Reality gets twisted Entering my dream world Forever in eternal love The poison just won't kill Mesmerized by one flame Caress the burning desire Giving your breath away Only f

My Writings
I can't allow myself to breathe And so my lungs are caving in Because I can't take in the air For it's poisoned with my sin So here I suffocate With nothing left to do Until you pull me close and whisper "I will die for you" You kiss me bittersweetly But I taste approaching death You offered your life, so I took it As I inhaled your breath I felt your spirit leave And now I don't know what to do Overcome by guilt for accepting your life For how can I even live without you? I thought I lost you forever And so I jumped into the sea I wanted to perish with you But you came back for me You carried me through a tunnel Speeding away from this black lagoon To an enchanted somewhere far away From the vultures and their wicked tune Landing gently on a private beach The portal behind us, closes The breeze carries with it, a song And the ocean is made out of roses But these flowers have no thorns I'll get lost benieth the wav

Blends
About this piece: This was made for a member of GCNaptown About this piece: This is another expierment...the person is Joel Madden About this Piece: The cartoons are from Good Charlotte's website when they had TCOLAD layout up and I couldn't resist putting them in a blend

The Toughest Woman I Know...
The Toughest Woman I know... The toughest woman I know was molested from 7-10 by her stepfather. Grew up from learning to take care of herself and trying to protect herself because no one else would/did. The toughest woman I know buried herself in "fat" to make sure no one would ever hurt her again. Took the jeers, laughs and torments because it was the lesser of the evils that she had been shown in life thus far. The toughest woman I know married a man and had a child at 28. The greatest gift she ever received. She endured this man 11 years while also living with and taking care of parents and grandparents. Working 60 plus hours a week to support all of them. When all the elderly ones had finally passed she took control of her life. Lost 120 pounds in 10 mos and another 170 of a useless man. The toughest woman I know then endured another heartbreak. The man she had shared her life with showed his true self while in charge of her son. Was arrested for indecent sexua

Love And Things!!!!
I believe in angels, The kind that heaven sends, I am surrounded by angels, But I call them friends. - Aizabel Parinas - Love is not needing a snooze button on your alarm clock because when it goes off the first time in the morning the thoughts of your loved one make it impossible to fall back asleep. - Natasha Harris - I wait for you, anxious to see your face. I stand and watch, looking for the first sign of your arrival. I finally see you, I take a second look to make sure you're really there. My pulse races and I crack a smile, this is what I've been waiting for. You begin to approach, you say, "Sorry, I'm late." I say, "No problem." But I think to myself, 'I'd have waited forever.' - Jordan Jones -

Me
Well my 8 week old niece is learnin fast pop just gave her, her first taste of chocolate and she loves it take's after aunty trady HI all well today is the day i move on and tell my ex to his face it is over. I am so scared. still have alot to do in the house. I will be back when i have access to a puter. love u all. Beautiful scars Why is it that you can never really be happy? Why is it that you never find the one you love till it is to late? Why do we go through lfe wondering "what if"? Why do we carry on like nothering is wrong? Because we think we are happy. Because we think we are the one we love. Because if there where no what ifs life would be easy. Beacuse we want to get that day over and done with as soon as posible.

My Truth
***You Are From Mars*** You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive. You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action. You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way. Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous. So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others. What Planet Are You From? http://www.blogthings.com/whatplanetareyoufromquiz/ Take the What Mixed Drink Are You Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Random Thoughts
I have come to realize that Clint Eastwood is freakin' hot in "Hang'em High", I mean this guy had it going for him. He's soooo hot back in the day. I shall marry a guy that is as hot as that bad-boy face, cowboy thing. Hahaha. I've had it damn it!! I've had it all the up to the top of my head!! If I am talking to you on here and you get upset, tell me so I can leave you the hell alone. For some reason, very few people seem to be understanding and be mature to talk it out!!! If we just can't do that, then leave me the hell alone. Yes, I am very irritated. Obviously. Holy crap. They had Prince sing there! Colt's are kicking the Bear's ass. 16 to 14 OOOOOOHHHH YEAH!

My Shoulder
When one looks into ones heart and sees the pain one feels.It tears the other person to pieces knowing that person cares about someone.A person can tell alot about ones soul looks into their eyes,or heart.We hurt the ones we love and not mean to but it is out of our control.When you love someone and hurt them usually things one does or their actions that can make one fall in love.The ones you love are those that care and when they get hurt their soul dies with their heart and it shows one that we all make mistakes in life no one is perfect. Everyday there is a child that dies from child abuse this vicious circle must stop but it doesn't u see on the news that 1 in every 5 children die from this and it is just wrong. I had two very close friends die from it and it hurts to know that many others will too, Unless we do something stop the pain. This blog goes out to the many children who have lost their lives to that vicious circle of child abuse..WE WILL MISS U AND OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH U

Here I Go....
I hate being lied to I hate being hot I hate being yelled at I hate being pulled over I hate getting tickets I hate working retail I hate fast food I hate being told what to do I hate breaking my nails I hate stubbing my toe I hate when I trip I hate slipping on the ice I hate getting hurt I hate feeling lonley I hate when my ex calls me I hate when I answer I hate when my mom worries I hate when I work hard for no reason I hate when people don't call me back I hate packing I hate moving furniture I hate missing people I hate saving money I hate waiting I hate loving...and not being loved back I hate leaving I hate saying goodbye I hate when people rush me I hate feeling out of control I hate being disappointed (In myself or others) I hate when people give up (on themseleves or others) I hate when people tell me to be quiet I hate being made fun of I hate when people make me feel stupid (when I AM NOT) I hate cold soup I hate day old french fries I h

Fun Quiz
You are 5% Gold Digger You are not a gold digger. Love means a lot to you and you would never compromise your chance of true love by trying to seduce someone wealthy. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com OK SO THIS IS KINDA COMPLICATED AND TO GET REAL HONEST OPNIONS I WILL HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE STORY..........LAST DECEMBER A FRIEND OF MINE CALLED ME FROM ANOTHER COUNRY ASKING ME TO HELP HER WITH SOME MONEY SO SHE COULD GET BACK HOME ....WELL SINCE I WAS IN MY OWN PREDICAMENT I DECIDED I COULDN'T HELP HER OUT IT WAS EITHER HER OR LOSE MY PROPERTY,WELL AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE 3 KIDS AND IAM NOT ABOUT TO DO THAT !!! WELL SHE GOT MAD AT ME AND STOPPED TALKING TO ME UNTIL LASTNIGHT HER BF CALLED TO SPEAK TO MY HUSBAND (SHE CALLED MY CELL PHONE)WELL I THOUGHT SHE WAS MAD AT US???? SHOULDN'T I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE UPSET TOO,BECAUSE SHE WAS ASKING ME TO MAKE A DECISION BETWEEN HER AND MY FAMILY ?!!!! SHOULD I TALK TO HER AND SEE IF SHE'S WILLING TO APOLOGIZE FOR ACTING THE WA

Mj And Legalization #2
Excerpted from 'Energy Farming in America', by Lynn Osborne. Biomass conversion to fuel has been proven economically feasible, first in laboratory tests and by continuous operation of pilot plants in field tests since 1973. When the energy crop is growing it takes CO2 from the air, so when it is burned the CO2 is released, creating a balanced system. Biomass is the term used to describe all biologically produced matter. World production of biomass is estimated at 146 billion metric tons a year, mostly wild plant growth. . Some farm crops and trees can produce up to 20 metric tons per acre of biomass a year. Types of algae and grasses may produce 50 metric tons per year. This biomass has a heating value of 5000-8000 BTU/lb, with virtually no ash or sulfur produced during combustion. About 6% of contiguous United States land area put into cultivation for biomass could supply all current demands for oil and gas. The foundation upon which this is achieved is the emerging concep

Random Stuff
Had a surprise last weekend... One of the tanks I had filled with water and was cycling to get ready for some Angelfish suddenly had baby fish appear in it. I have no idea what kind they are or where they came from. I suspect they maybe baby Buenos Aires babies because I "seeded" the tank with water from a tank that had those in them. The eggs must have been in the gravel I vacuumed while transferring the water. Then I had a snail appear in an established tank that has never had anything but the fish that I originally put in several months ago. That one is a real mystery to me. Although I have nearly 20 different species of fish, I have been concentrating on Angelfish. Perhaps I should call my hobby "Immaculate Conception Fishery." I really had not planned to attend the Sturgis Bike Rally this year, but after my friend arranged for me to catch a ride out to the Buffalo Chip on a plane taking Dale Jr to Sturgis, I just could not pass up the opportunity to see some old friends

Contests
TheRH@ CherryTAP Current Contestants. Current Standings Updated After 10PM CST MISS KATY- ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ Current Votes-6349 bambamgirl Current Votes-226 Mzbehavin;) Current Votes-20 sweetlyps4u Current Votes-1011 Eyes~Like~Stacy Current Votes-317 myeviltwin Current Votes-3512 ~♥Bipolar_Bitch♥~ Current Votes-3297 Winner will be determined by comments and ratings. Voters and Contestants can vote. Starts Friday the 16th at 10:00 PM CST Ends Friday the 30th 10:00 PM CST There will be a 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winner. All gifts will be a total of cherry bucks. 1st place- 10,000 2nd place- 5,000 3rd place- 1,000 RH Papi RH@ CherryTAP Sexy Swimsuit Contest Results Sinnam0n-4397 1st Place- Corvette ~*Ashley*~-4320 2nd Place- Silver Motorcycle

Things To Think On
The Encyclopedia AMERICANA, 1969 edition, says: "CHRISTMAS. The name derives from the old English Chrites Maesse, or Christ's Mass, and the present spelling probably came into use about the sixteenth century. All Christian churches except the Armenian church observe the birth of Christ on December 25. This date was not set in the West until about the middle of the fourth century and in the East until about a century later. The reason for establishing December 25 as Christmas is somewhat obscure, but it is usually held that the day was chosen to correspond to pagan festivals that took place around the time of the winter solstice, when the days began to lengthen, to celebrate the "rebirth of the sun". Northern European tribes celebrated their chief festival of Yule at the winter solstice to celebrate the rebirth of the sun (god) as a giver of light and warmth. The Roman Saturnalia (a festival dedicated to Saturn, the god of agriculture, and to the renewed power of the sun) also took plac

Special Someone
IT IS SPRING BREAK TIME...WHO WANTS TO COME AND HAVE A WICKED PARTY AND GET WASTED HAHA!!!! hey to all friends on here...its been awhile since my last blog...i just wanted to ask if anyone gets tired of modifying themselves to please others...im tired of going out of my way to act differently around other people I AM WHO I AM I love DODGE and am a big dodge fan I love guns I am tired of being a push over so i will start to push back not cuz i hate you, but for my own ego I love big trucks I also and set in my own ways...arn't we all I love my friends and if you cross them you cross me I also love my family you cross them and you will have problems I really am not that hard to get along with but you always get those people that try to push your limits but its only those times when you truley find out what you are capable of Well thanx to whoever takes the time to read this...and thanx to all my friends on here and hopefully this will spark a fire inside each of you who f

My Shit
alright, if anyone knows the song sandstorm.. they will be like 'wtf?!' i ran across this just a few minutes ago.. and had to share it... so here it is.. Darude - Sandstorm Lyrics?! Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dun dundun dun dundundun dun dun dun dun dun dun dundun dundun BOOM dundun dundun dundun BEEP dun dun dun dun dun dun dun BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BOOM daddaddadadsadadadadadadadadadaddadadadadadaddadadaddadadadadadadadadadadadaddadddadaddadadadd dadadadaddaddada d dadadddaddadaddadadadddadadada nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nnyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo nnn nn nn nn nn nn n nn nnn nn nn nnn nnn nnnnnnnn dddddddd ddadadadadaddadadadadadaadadadadadad BOOM nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM nyunyunyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu nyu BOOM BOOM BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP dadadadadada dda

A Contest For The Soldiers
Ok, i would like to hold a contest for all of you soldiers out there. In order to enter into the contest i need a picture of you in your uniform. This will be kinda like the sexiest soldier. Please contact me ASAP to get your entry into the contest. This is open to male and female soldiers. So if you are in your uniform and want to compete Then send me a message. BITCH2WITCH&BACK@ CherryTAP SUPPORT THE TROOPS CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! COME SHOW THEM SOME LOVE FOR THERE CREADIVITY! D.J Squall snuggles ~I.B.I.C.~ ~D.S.C.~ (NSFW) Poisonflightledr Dark Drifter insane_wayne_2003@yahoo.com Be Safe, Sleep With A Soldier Hubby To kayla¢¾ ok i had to send my personal computer in..not sure when i will have it back...when i have more time to were i can get everything done to end the soldier contest im holding i will do it...so as long as the ablum is still open you can still vote. thanks Bonnie aka Adopt a soldier aka Dj Devil Witch

My Poetry *copywritten*
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,

My Crazy Ramblings
So I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home! I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see... He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do. lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that! Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality

What Is Your Fucking Problem?
Sorry I haven't been very responsive. Some of you know that I have a couple of minor issues with my heart. I've been a little under the weather the last couple of days and have been watching the puter from my bed where it is a little difficult to use the keyboard. - Terry King's Sexy Acronym - Tis for...TantalizingEis for...EroticRis for...RacyRis for...RisqueYis for...Yummy is for...Kis for...KeenIis for...IrresistibleNis for...NakedGis for...Gyrating The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com Well. after 16 hrs of not being ble to getonline all night, I finally got on. ANyone haev any problems? Terry

Life
"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to. I love you Christie Lynn Garza. It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

A Moment
i finally came around but u were no where to be found im here but where are you? i search high and low and all around no where to be found where did you go? im here waiting while on the inside im aching the heart screams your name this aint a game im finally here waiting on you ready to pursue ready to take that chance to have that life we could share but your elsewhere was i too late? did i miss my chance? did i luck out on romance? tell me im not to late i never knew that one night of passion could lead up to this i can feel you run through my body my heart beats faster as the blood rushes through me like an uncontrolled waterfall to feel your skin caress my skin sends a shiver down my back your kiss upon my lips makes me lose sudden control one look in your eyes the world seems to stop and everything seems to freeze in time the warmth of your body seems so comforting that nothing could possibly go wrong and when it does your there to m

Kink
yes this one has a guys name in it..but i just had to blog about this guy....he is my ex boyfriend....and we had amazing sex....the last time we had sex was like amazing..yet it was nothing special....i think it was due to the fact that we aint a couple anymore it was free and he did things that tore out my heart...but he felt sooo good and sooo right...even though he broke my heart he made the sex worth while.....is that why the sex was amazing cuz my heart was finally in it???? i dont know but thats what im thinking...i mean he spanked me something he knew i loved for like the first time ever..he let go///as i did i??? would i like him back ion a heart beat....lol...am i getting him back probably not Ok,I ain't going to lie or front.I am what I am.I love it! I went to saskatoon for the night and had a good time.I also had a one night stand.(my bf n I broke up) it was a blast,I went all out with the kink,after all wanted to leave him with something to remeber me by,lol. Anyways,

Hey Ya'll Im New..whatda Think?
well i told you a bit about me in my about me section,but heres a bit more. Im into pretty much everything,mostly because i try and find the fun in everythig i do,i like meeting new peeps and im a pretty big freak if you getto know me and stay on my good side....you dont want to be on my bad side,youd have more fun in hell than on my bad side!!hahaha i dont know much about this place yet but i like what ive learned so far..its such a big confidence boost when people tell you your a hottie...even if theyare strangers,its better that way,when your a stranger its purely physical,you think im hot because im hot not because im funny,quick witted,smart,smart-assed,and sometimes a bitch!! im sooo effin bored!! sum1 cum talk to me!!! for real!! lol oxox megan nope not for me. so who wants to come out and play? i gots toys....mwhahahahaha

Dear Diary
Earlier Randy and I set up the baby crib, its so beatiful, its one of thoughs Oak wood cribs, brand new, A friend of mine was just going to throw it away then she called me and asked me if i wanted it, so now I have the bassinet and the crib, I think that bassinets are just for like naps and stuff. well fellow cherries I've had a long day feeling really tired so i'm gonna take a shower and blog on myspace for a bit and my LJ then head to bed goodnight fellow cherrys and have fun Sorry Cherries that i haven't posted anything in my blog sense the other day I just have had alot of things going on around here lately. I found out friday i'm going in to finally be indiced thank goodness, I was almost about to start charging this munchkin rent LMAO. other than that just been getting things ready for this week by friday when i go into the hospital at 4:15am soo fellow cherries i'm alive and still kicking just wanted to post something in here that way ya'll knew what was going on with me

Deb
Hi to EVERYONE, Well I must tell you, I have had the most AWESOME 48 hours on this site I have ever had! So I wanted to take the time to tell everyone who came out to my page during my auto 11's and my happy hours on Sunday and Monday, THANK YOU SO MUCH for rating some or all of my pics. My birthday was Jan 5th also and I want to thank everybody for all of the beautiful cards, profiles comments, and all the wonderful gifts and drinks, you all sent me. I just cant say enough how absoutley awesome "everyone" that I have encountered on here is and I mean that from he bottom of my heart. So let me show you all some love...thank again, your friend always Diamond Deb MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsHappy New Year to "Everyone"Well the holidays are now over "but" I'm still celebrating and I am celebrating "BIG" I just wanted you all to know that I am hosting "2" Happy Hours , yes 2 lol, I am will turning a whopping "51" Januarty 5th. So starting Su

New To Cherrytap..
Im so glad people like to copy my blogs and repost them to thier site...I told you Im done with the fighting...So, just let it rest..You dont really know me..If you did you would understand me....Im a very caring person that why Ben has a place to live...Money is not everything to me just want my bills payed who dont...I have work since I was 16 been taking care of myself ever since dont need one to do it for me...I talked about gays and that was wrong of me...But your no better talking about me being sick there for awhile...Anixty attacks are not fun to have...All people have problems in their life that are hard to deal that was my case..Now my doctor give me the right meds and I'm better...So, lets stop all the bullshit... It time to grew up all this dogging ecah other is so childish..I dont have the time for it or the want to leave naughty comments or down rate people just bc ur pissed at them...I did nothning wrong..I didnt start dating Phil until you call it quits...Which I'm glad

Daily Messages
Until you fall down you never learn to stand up! LK Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you. Ralph Waldo Emerson It’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln

Random Tune Lyrics
(verse) my popularitys on the ri-ise.my self-image is somewhat sinking my heads expanding in size but my stomachs shrinking it all evens out in the end thats what I'm thinking sing the cashregister raps ch-ching ching.green backs bring the bling bling na na I may stay home.rev got the ring ring ha ha hey hey poem while my answering machine screening calls.hailing safe and alone I want change in your message not the coin return of a payphone my boys are concerned that my brains blown voices get turned away annoyed with what they say if its a gay tone n they like "hey ho!" then I'm all like "hey yo..." few remain prone to spray straight shots with blood stained glocks n a face of stone to melt your ice grill it might spill! n break ya Bone. Thugs-in-Harmony cd presenting tape should own replace the thrown with some Non-Prophets drop bass ON Sage is know to pull your card kid so chill I mess up plans like robbers with no skill my only knowledge is the holy father SO TH

~ America, My Country ~
Those that hate us should think........ One of the Best Wins in NASCAR history, after the Death of Dale Sr in the final lap of the Daytona 500. So much healing was done that day, Dale Jr fighting for the Win in the Pepsi 400 just 5 months later. The after race meeting of Dale Jr & Michael Waltrip (he won the Daytona 500 but really could not enjoy it,ost all events useally due the Winners was cacelled after the news of Dale Sr passing, who was Michaels Friend and Car Owner) The meeting of those 2 in the infield was a healing seen for those of us that morned his Father. They say he was watching over his Son that night

Rogues Blogs/quizzes
What Care bear are you?Cheer bearYou are Cheer bear!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic What Element Lies within you?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as FireFIRE! You are spunky yet loyal, and have the heart of a warrior. Though unpredictable and hard to contain, but your best buds always manage to keep you in check. you can have a bad temper but you are not mean. You are however strong and protective, so enemies WATCH OUT! Fire 83%Wind 67%Light 67%Darkness 50%Earth 50%

Bdsm Info
Collars and Traditions Everything you wanted to know about collars and then some. Includes: A special concern about the dilution old traditions. by jade -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Collars, collars everywhere... but what are they and why do we use them? Recently we had a firestorm of activity on our bulletin board concerning collars. It's a subject often asked about and one that seems to generate many different responses from the community. I'm not going to claim to have all the answers on this topic or try to write a document to use as a standard for the D/s, BDSM lifestyle. However, I will try to share what we've learned in our own experiences during our journey into the realm of dominance and submission. A collar is extremely significant in our lifestyle, no matter in what group you find yourself. It not only identifies the person wearing it as a member of the lifestyle, it indicates they are submissive a

Madness
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH MEMORIES !!! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or P C or the MA C ...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, C D's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....Way back.... ....Way.....way.....way back..... I'm talking' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE !!! YOU'RE I T !!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A / C ) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running t

Picture
I won't mention any names because you know who I'm talking to, but if by chance I give you my number, then you MUST realize I'm a single mother of three teenage girls, I work until 7 or 8pm EVERYDAY. I also MUST go out of town as it is part of my job. Having said this if I don't answer my phone or call you RIGHT back, and you leave me like 10 messages and they are not very nice or even RUDE....Then please FEEL FREE and lose my flippin number, because I don't have time nor do I want to deal with that DRAMA....Much Love to all my understanding friends!!!! Free MySpace and Xanga Profile Flash Games To everyone, I'm so sorry I have not been around lately! Work, Holidays, Work, Massive court S**T, work and kids and work and kids. It's been a hayday and I'll try to do better at keeping in touch. I hope the holidays were great for eveyone and the New Year finds you in health and happiness!!!! Take care and all my love....Muah BTW.... I'm SO proud of my GIANTS!!!!

My Poetry
Happier now than i've ever been if i ever was i dont know when I feel like i could almost fly fly so high and touch the sky I know that i am loved very much i almost melt when i feel His touch I will forever and always belong to Him when i'm by His side things seem less grim I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One i look back now and i always knew exactly how much i love you so different but still the same its lik

Mmmmm
after my niece went to the dr, to fix her nose, she was at tennis practice and a girl hit the ball and hit my niece in the face ...... and yes she broke her nose again, poor girl lol so its mothers day, i dont get my girls, my friend is being an ass and im unhappy, so ya im venting and pisses and in the mood to get drunk alreay at its only 1115am, oh well couldnt get much worse the dixie chicks with a passion

My Thoughts And More...
I had hoped last night that when I got home that Teddy would be online but I guess my little wish didn't happen. Last night at work, I almost cried because I miss him so much. I almost cried on the way home and I almost cried here at the house. But I kept telling myself "Angel's Don't Cry." It's just getting harder and harder to survive each day without knowing if he's okay, what he's thinking or simply talking to him. I almost had the urge last night to just drive down there. But I didn't because again I'm too damned scared to go pass Monticello and pass Panola road. I'm useless. I don't know how I'm making it through this. Stephen needs to hurry up and get back to campus. *sigh* It's not fair really. I think I'll go and read my book now. I'm getting down in the dumps. I just want him so bad. I want to be in his arms. I want to hear from him. I want...I want so bad to just talk to him. I'd give anything. Anything at all.... Okay so The Family and Children's services j

Erotic
He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love our reward. Days were filled with tears Moments were filled with pain Thoughts were filled with memories Dreams were filled with nightmares Till not long ago I though it was impossible To find the friend most search for all their life I lost so many friends as years came and went After all I've been thro

In The Mind Of The Big Bad Wolf
There was a time when a kind word was all I need to set my heart a blaze. But time is funny that way and oh how things changed. We grew apart, or at least one of us did. Now your name is spoken in past tense with a tense past. I hear from you ever now and then, asking me to give in again. If only you knew that just seeing you around is enough to cut me to shreds. I know things for you are long since dead, even though I will always love you. So with heavy heart I put my quill to the parchment and sign my name. With shaky hands and faultering spirit I make my way down. A few feet from the mail box my knee trys to buckle. I must be strong and let things lie in the grave they are buried in. The scars you gave were as bad as those you received even if you dont see how deep they run. With a few simple signitures, it is once and finally done..... So this is very simple I finally found someone that makes me happy and for someone reason a lot of my so called

My Blogs
Current mood: loved Well it has been a very long time since I have posted anything on here so I figured that I would write a blog to let all my friends know that I am still among the land of the living. LOL I know that from time to time that some of you have seen me sign off yahoo it's not that I don't want to chat with any one I just haven't had the time to do nothing but check my email. I do love and miss all of yall. I have tried a few times to find what room yall hang in but had no luck. Any ways life is really great I am finally very happy. Happier than I ever thought I could be. I have met a really great man and we are engaged to be married soon as I set the date. Among other things going on in my life my Mom broke her leg on Dec 7th and I have been having to take care of her also and work fulltime also. No rest for the weary...LOL Well I guess that about pretty much sums it up for this time. I will let yall know more soon as I get the chance. To all me friends just wa

Bands/artists I Like
BSC hails from Edmonton, a small town in south-central Kentucky that’s in the middle of a dry (alcohol-prohibited) county, where there is very little to do. For many, including the members of BSC, music was their escape. And there was a lot of music around. “There’s lots of great bluegrass and southern gospel groups which we all love,” says Ben. Given all this music, it’s no shock that the four members of BSC have a rich musical tradition in their own families, handed down from their grandparents, through their parents, to the band themselves. John Fred’s father Richard is a founding member of the Grammy Award-winning Kentucky Headhunters, while Jon’s Great-Uncle was a jazz drummer. Chris received his first guitar from his grandfather, who built instruments by hand, and learned his first chords from his dad. And it wasn’t just their family that encouraged them to play: whenever Chris got into trouble at school, he wound up in the principal’s office, jamming with the p

Dailies
Today is a great time to rest for a bit and take stock of where you're headed. It's not necessarily time for a course correction, but you can get a more accurate reading of your trajectory at the moment. huh, I am at home sick today Your instincts are dead on, especially when it comes to a few personal interactions. Yes, that person is being weird, and yes, there is a reason for it. You may not be able to act on your knowledge, but it's still there. Someone awfully appealing throws a little sweet talk your way. Go on and throw some right back. Not only will this lift your spirits, it just might open your heart. There's no harm in testing the waters, is there?

Jokes
1) You have to take out the garbage. 2) Being told to put the seat down. 3) No sofas in your restrooms. 4) External genitalia are vulnerable to knees and fastballs. 5) Even if you get you head caught in an industrial wood chipper, you're not allowed to cry. 6) James Bond movies only come out every 2 years. 7) Ribbed for her pleasure - not yours. 8) You have to wear ties. 9) You can't flirt you way out of a traffic ticket. 10) "Women and children first." There was a competition to cross the English channel doing only the breaststroke, and the three women who entered the race were a brunette, a redhead and a blonde. After approximately 14 hours, the brunette staggered up on the shore and was declared the fastest. About 40 minutes later, the redhead crawled up on the shore and was declared the second place finisher. Nearly 4 hours after that, the blonde finally came ashore and promptly collapsed in front of the worried onlookers. When the reporters asked why it took her so long to complet

Me
A THUG’S LIFE I come alive when the soles of my Nike Airs Touch down on the concrete. It’s time to get that money, I’ve got the wind beneath my feet. No fear in my heart, Ice water in my veins. Walking through the shadows of darkness, I feel no pain. This game is all that I live for, Yet my conscience calls out for so much more. No friends, only potential enemies, My mind is constantly at war. Looking over my shoulder, never knowing what to expect. Relying on this piece of steel, tucked in my dip, to keep these haters in check. The women, they love my gangsta, when they hear my name ringing on the block. It’s amazing what some people will do, scheming and plotting to take my spot. I’m getting tired of the rat race, Living life at a fast pace. I need to find a way out, Before I wind up catching a case. Niggas might not understand, But it’s time for me to be my own man. My life is passing me by, I gotta come up with a plan. I

Contests
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To My Friends
Aries Your element: Fire Your ruling planets: Mars Symbol: The Ram Your stone: Ruby Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment Vibration: Enthusiastic Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others. Description: Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always a magi

Quotes
" courage is not the absence of fear or dispair but the strength to conquer them " You do not become a rock star unless you've got something missing somewhere, that is obvious to me. if you were of sound mind you could feel normal without 70,000 people a night screaming thier love for you........... a single moment etched in time shining brightly like a star in a midnite sky , an aeon , an instant , a million years pressed into one , when all stands still and life explodes into infinite dreams , and all is changed forevermore , in the blink of an eye !!!!!!!!!!1

Iam He
I want to thank a recent experience for teaching me the value of pain and for those that want to claim responsibility for that pain…YOU CAN’T HAVE IT. It is mine and one of the things that this experience has taught me is that these is a side to me that has become en-caged and if you wanted to unlock the darkness inside of me then congratulations for I have come to realise that the one thing that kept Me as Me was my ability to live a life in hope and to dream… I have also come to know that there are several types of death and I have found one of those which is the death of the Spirit and with that death of Spirit comes the realisation that the nicer side of me is no more...so as for helping people in this life right now I am tired of being the nice guy and never achieving even a semblance of the dream that I have been given. So I am going to go through this life just being like every one else as a self centred idiot that thinks of himself before all others

About Me
M & B Personal Assistance Services Offered: House Keeping -Dishes, Wiping down counters & kitchen/dining room table, Dusting, Vacuuming, Sweeping, Mopping, Scrubbing out the bath tubs & toilets, Laundry, Folding Laundry Pet Care -Feeding & Watering your pet or pets, Changing litter, Dog Walking, Brushing a cat/dog's coat out, Taking your pet to a groomer's appointment or to an Veteranian appointment. Lawn Care -Will collect sticks in yard & pile them together, mow the lawn, use weed whacker if you have one to get rid of weeds in yard, spray for the weeds, trim/prune bushes, Running Errands -Grocery Shopping, Picking up prescriptions, Dropping mail off to the post office, Dropping off payment for bills in the local area, Delivering items such as dry cleaning, Taxi for going to appointments such as drs, hair, manicure/pedicure, Taxi for going to the bank, Taxi for going to pay bills, Taxi for going to see friends in the area. Computer Help - Help with shopping online & managing acc

Julie
What is the cause of the inequality that exists among mankind? Why should one person be brought up in the lap of luxury, endowed with fine mental, moral and physical qualities, and another in absolute poverty, steeped in misery? Why should one person be a mental prodigy, and another an idiot? Why should one person be born with saintly characteristics and another with criminal tendencies? Why should some be linguistic, artistic, mathematically inclined, or musical from the very cradle? Why should others be congenitally blind, deaf, or deformed?| Why should some be blessed, and others cursed from their births? Either this inequality of mankind has a cause, or it is purely accidental. No sensible person would think of attributing this unevenness, this inequality, and this diversity to blind chance or pure accident. In this world nothing happens to a person that he does not for some reason or other deserve. Usually, men of ordinary intellect cannot comprehend the actual

Views From The Nite
Sometimes I write with my eyes. Sometimes I write with my mouth. Sometimes I write with my blood. All of my poems are me, And I write me for you. If you don’t read them, then I might as well be dead. But this is mostly me: always smitten with you, always in love with you. All of my poems Are love poems to you, (even this one). Paint Her in Words by LateNiteFantasy© I paint her with words, Rather than brushes, My fingers will not easily hold. My eyes can’t see the colors clear, But the description in my memory, Take me back to her youth. A fine lined porcelain face, With ruby lips and azure eyes, That danced when the devil took her due. How can any oils or color capture the love Of her? Or any brushstroke let flow Her kind and gentle ways. I paint her with words For word are all I have that flow Upon the canvas of the mind. I am all eyes: Light blue, almost as blue as the sky, large, round, passionate; long, thick las

My Lyrics
Behind The Grave Stare into her soul, Watch as it rips at the seems, Who's pulling her stings, Laughing as she's screams, Staring in her frozen eyes, She see's me as I weep, God's only angel dies, Please can you forgive me A requim to save this life, There's nothing left, The best of me, Is buried in with you, Behind the dust, Behind the grave, Vows of eternity bind, Vows of hate defy, The writings on the gate There's only a piece of you, In each day I survive, Haunting me like a dream, I believe you still love me, You saw through the hate, Loved what lied beneath the remains, Even your love, Could not save you from my prison A requim to save this life, There's nothing left, The best of me, Is buried in with you, Behind the dust, Behind the grave, Vows of eternity bind, Vows of hate defy, The writings on the gate Paint the walls white everyday, Memories keep me from sanity, Horror locks me deep inside, Withered like

Dedicated To Those Lost...
A dear friend of mine informed me that her and her husband who is recently back from Iraq just lost their expected child after just 12 weeks and I have been consoling her with something I have kept after my own losses in the past. It is a sad day that another new beginning has already come to an end but I hope this helps others who have suffered as such... In this time of loss I call upon my spirit within to guide me to my strength so that I may find peace and completion. I will use this strength to demand of myself and others my need to grieve completely, for this will be my first step to healing. During my time of grief I will seek guidance not only from my inner spirit but from loving persons who may offer wisdom and comfort. I need to understand that the soul as well as the physical body needs healing and to pay attention to this. I will learn to accept that the soul may never heal completely. I will learn to live not in fear and once again see beauty in my world

Lyrics To My Favorite Songs
Love was a former owner, but quiet is renting our houseIt seizes my lips from speaking, but forms a sarcastic smile Suspense now raised one of your eyebrowes You ask me if there's someone else I replied yes, hell yes You asked me if it's another man, I said no You laughed and say is it a woman, I say yeah Surprisingly you ask me for honey's name And her name is me, And she loves me more than you'll ever know And I finally see that loving you and loving me Just don't seem to work at all So patiently, she's waiting on me to tell you That she needs love And to choose between you two, boy you know If I have to chosse, I choose me And she told me to tell you to never to hurt me again Cuz if you haven't heard she's a bad chick Eventhough I haven't been, no Yet and still you try and test me by raisin' an angry hand Put it down, put it down I'm leavin don't try and stop me, (no) I'm late and she is waiting, (yes) My love for me is too much so I can't stay And h

9-11 New Information
Date: Sep 1, 2007 5:56 AMgo to originalThis Woman Is Crazy!Hillary Clinton Is Willing to Nuke Iran 1959- The US gives Iran a 5-megawatt nuclear reactor which became operational in 1967Iran signed the Nuclear Non-Proliferation Treaty (NPT) in 1968 and ratified it in 1970.The Islamic Revolution in 1979 saw the overthrow of a CIA back Dictatorship-The ShahIsrael, a nuclear state, has never signed the Nuclear Non-Proliferation Treaty. By NOT declaring nuclear capabilities, Israel doesn’t have to let inspectors in!The Iranians took their own country back, to escape Britain and US control of their oil. And to rid themselves of a brutal dictatorship!Iran isn’t a threat to the US, nor is Iran a threat to Israel!It’s the US and Israel that has been threatening Iran!Hillary Clinton is Pro-Nuclear-War!She must be STOPPED!!! Tyler (repost of original by 'Tyler' on ':08:12') 9/11 WAS AN INSIDE JOB LOUNGE FIND OUT WHY ALMOST HALF THE COUNTRY THINKS IT WAS AN

Photo Contest
well guys looks like at this moment im tied in the competition :D i have 21,812 comments with 141 rates :D:D and she (lil devil) has 21,535 comments with 468 rates! :O it has been the two of us back and forth for the past couple days please, if you havent rated and commented yet, go do it!! i need help from all my friends!!!! every rate and comment counts, so anything you can do is appreciated :) CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) i love you guys! thanks for all the help :D:D **muah** ((((hugs)))) hi everyone! well, as of this moment im in second place with 17,110 votes. first place is lil devil with 17,490 thanks to everyone who has helped me! you guys seriously rock!!! if you havent stopped by yet...please do! every rate and comment counts!!!! if you have a few minutes to kill drop some lovin on meeeeeeee! i need all i can get to win. :D CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again guys!! **muahs** hey g

Life As It Is...
i am so confusseed on what i want or what i want to do...I am so tired of my mind wondering...My mind wonders why i am in the moment i am in...Wonders do i love who i am with, cause i feel no love like i have before in other relationships.....some moments i am happy, other momemts i am miserable...i hate the fact that my heart loves someone else....i hate the fact that i am torn between the decision of something that will alter my life...sometimes i just wish my life would cease to exist, no i am not sucidal i would never take my own life...but sometimes i wish i wouldn't wake up from my sleep...cause when i wake up my mind wonders day in and day out... Sounds like i am being a GRINCH....But i am kinda sick and tired of this season....For the following reasons though...The cost of living is so high, gas prices are ridiculous...So therefore i barely make it through my week on minium wage...I been living on my own for 6 almost 7 years now...So my christmas always suck for me,cause i nev

Poems
Your rose colored ass pinked by my glancing blows, encouraged by your hard remarks. And would you? Please ask for kissing as it begins and continues. horizontal and vertical lips may drive us both to concussion against head board, wall, plush floor, plush porcelain Italian tiled tub surround. concussion induced by plush bath bubbles. your air supply is me and mine. floating becomes our shared hobby. we surface smiling. you are red eyed from watching things happen below. your next toy will be a submersible with full compliment. shiny rails, teak, brass, steam and tempered pyrex. May I insert something here? Here? Oiled mahogany with ribbed bumps Highway Dream The car speeds down the open road In summer sun and all blue sky You sit beside in relaxed mode And watch the scenery go by The day goes on, the heat has built With the roof down you want a tan The highway’s clear, you have no guilt Undue your blouse, you have a plan So there

Real Shit
this woman is stuck in my head i want more than just to have her in bed, even though we dont talk much she stays on my mind, everytime i wanna act a ass and start messing up stuff i picture her smile and my anger comes down,this feeling wont go away i wonder if she feels the same way i need her in my face day to day the home of the bloods and crips, niggas that not scare to empty a clip. where the police are no to be full of shit, the govenor just had to be a movie star and rich before he got his office, some of the dangerous street in the world are here, but dont be scared u can have alot of fun here. the beaches are as beautiful as Florida and keep alot of people happy,the weather is the best and wouldnt change it for the world. beautiful women are everywhere but every once in awhile you'll find some one with a jerry curl and even someone dance like a robot on the corner for fun. in dis world no is every promised to see the next day, anything could happen, pimp c died of what they c

The Baroness
The Baroness' Seat of Learning Ch. 05 by mcfbridge © Matilda slept fitfully that night. Between the pain in various places and the fear of what her life would be like, the baroness was just unable to relax. But, the dawn came inevitably, and it was time for Matilda to face another day. The next week and half or so became a blur. Everyday was the same. Matilda would get up and have her one meal of the day. She would spend the rest of the day starving and dreading her evening's inspection. Each night, she would report to the hall with the broomsticks stuck up her holes. Lily would make her spread and then she would play with her holes. Then she would yank the poles out. After that, she would have to suck off some servant. Lily said this was to improve her "skills". Some skill. Finally, they would bend her over, shove the sticks back in her, and send her off with a switch to her pussy. Matilda didn't know how much more of this she could take. Every morning she woke up sick a

Joke Nite
A Mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Mom' With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Mom,: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Mom she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.We'll be growing i

Story Time
Consumed by darkness in a world of full of many options and opinions circling about, being confused not knowing what step is right or wrong. Confessions upon the darkness your pondering if a choice to fall forth to the light growing attachment to something not ment to happen or is it the choice to fall deeper into the darkness making the best choice of them all making life visible to your mind and heart After years fade by the darkness starts to blend your life as if it was all a dream world but is more of a spark of purity tying lost souls of imperfection to a matter of dull mindless insanity. Troting upon the lost souls if imperfection your own life appears in the eyes who were forgotten or not to be known to a world that glims without a trace of existing knowledge, meanless until now, so stop hiding about and take advantage of all that is known to you now or let ot go before the end of time consumes all Free is as free can be. what does it take to be truly free? Is it like t

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Time Passes
Was browsing youtube watching it snow~~I came across this video and those of you that know me well~~know that I'm both a Kid Rock and Dale Jr. fan~Anytime they come in a package is a good day for me~~LOL~~As I started to watch it~I got a lil emotional~(if you have read my about me,you know why)~as the soldier stops to kick the ball back to the lil boy in the video~~I thought of Nick~~Even tho I saw him at Thanksgiving~~I miss him daily~and I can picture him doing that~~~I won't get all political about this~~cuz it's only a blog about a mother's love~~Enjoy everyone and have a great weekend~♥ LiL~ The most destructive habit......................Worry The greatest Joy ...... Giving The greatest loss ...... Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work ......Helping others The ugliest personality trait ......Selfishness The most endangered species ..... Dedicated leaders Our greatest natural resource ..... Our youth The greatest "shot in the arm" ..... Encour

Other Stuff
The site made it where we can Re rate all our friends... My issue is that my Vip runs out in a few days and there is no way I can re rate everyone an 11 before that happens... I've had a VIP for over a year and there are some personal reasons why I can't renew my VIP, like feeding my kids. So please don't take offense if I rate you a 10. If I had the ability to rate everyone an 11 I would. Thanks for understanding judy Blasts, Blings Tickers & Things... We all seem to want these things yet sometimes they seem very unattainable... So how about an easy way to earn maybe not all of them but some of them... Join an Add, Fan, and Rate train that pays you back... The idea running through my mind is that a few of us start a train and as new people join they give the little gifts... Happy hours are expensive and with the economy the way it is well I'm a single mom and can't afford 1 for myself let alone to give as a gift for someone else... yet there are

Poems From My Black Sept. Albulm
THIS CELL IS COLD AND HELL IS HOT . BUT WHAT THE FUC IS THE DIFFERANCE STUCK IN POSITION IN THE SYSTEM DUCKIN THE SYSTEM . RUNNIN AROUND WITH OUR HEADS CUT OFF CLUCKIN AND WISHIN OG'S EXPLAIN THE GAME BUT WE TOO STUBORN TO LISTEN ......IM DONE COMIN TO PRISON ....WHO THE FUC AM I KIDDIN......I TALK ABOUT HUSTLEN EVERYDAY BUCKIN A HEAVY K ..IF IM LOSSIN IN THE GAME MOTHERFUCAS GOTTA PAY ITS NOTHIN TO LET IT SPRAY... JUST LIKE ITS NOTHIN 4 THEM TO SHACKLE YA LEGS AND YA ARMS ...BABYMOMS SICK OF U NOT BEING THERE 4 YA SON ..BILLS PiLLING UP AND U AINT HELPIN HER NONE ..AND U HAD TO GO AND PLAY WITH THAT Gun .SHOULD OF SHOOK IT OFF WENT HOME PLAYED WITH YA SON ..SHOULD OF THROUGH THE BALL WITH EM NOW THE OTHER KIDS TEASEM CUZ U AINT HOME WITH ...EVERY TIME U TALK TO HIM HE WANT U TO COME GET HIM HOW THE FUC U GONNA TELL HIM YA ASS STUCK IN PRISON . WHAT U DID TO BE THERE AND Y U CANT COME GET ...FUC YOU HERE CUZ YOU WANNA BE NOT CUZ YOU GOTTA BE RIDING ME,ROCKING ME MENTAL MONOPOLY E

Native Amercan Pride
I wanted to Share with everyone how proud I am of my son John , as many of you know he has been away at bootcamp he joined the Army and doing very well . John well be coming home in November for 4 weeks then he is off to his first Duty Station in Hawaii . WOW what a place to be . He has added Airborn Infantry and Ranger to his contract . John called me today to let me know he scored the highest on his final testing and will be an Honor Graduate , Im sure you know now why I am so proud of him . Here is a pic of him I will keep you posted . Thank you to everyone that has been here through this hard time and easing my mind as I let my son grow from a boy to a fine young man by the way the one on the background with the shades and his arms folded is my 19 year old son at his brothers graduation lol HERE ARE THE LINKS TO EVERYONE IN OUR FAMILY PLEASE BE SURE THAT YOU VISIT EVERYONES PAGE AND RATE THEIR PAGE FAN THEM AND ADD THEM AS A FRIEND LE

Poems Written For My Kids
Every tear drop every broken heart that you will face growing up Every broken promise, every shattered dream I will be here. For every time you fall i will be here to pick you up. Every tear drop i will be here to wipe them away. Every mountain you climb i will be there to help you, catch you when you fall. Every tear drop that falls mommy cry's to. Mommy tried to keep you safe, but i couldnt protect you from everything. Every tear drop that falls mommy's heart breaks. You have been hiding in a shell of confusion, hurt and anger. I dont understand why it had happen or why you had to go through all this, you are so young and fragile. Every tear drop that falls mommy wipes away, every tear drop i pray you that someday you will be free from this pain. Mommy to is confused you are not alone. I will face this pain with you and we will hit it head on together. Just remember mommy loves you, and i will always be here for you. Every tear drop. I watch you grow wi

Jam On Toast
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Holiday season. Things are looking pretty good on this end. I just found work a couple of weeks ago and I'm enjoying being productive once again. I've noticed that I'm feeling much better about myself and I feel like things are turning around for me. I want to thank everyone who's stuck by me through my darkest and kept reminding me there was light waiting for me at the end of the tunnel. I'm lucky that it wasn't a train coming at me lol. Merry Christmas (or whatever particular holiday you celebrate this time of year) I just want to let everyone know, why i haven't been myself today...today would have been my dad's 51st b-day...so i just have the added reminder today that he isn't with us anymore. I apologize for me being a bit down today, and i'm sure i'll be back to being my typical self again tomorrow. I apologize for any inconvience this may cause. Have a great day! Hey ya'll... i just want to thank all of my friends on here who did an

Questions
10. DAMN, that uniform! DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!-lol 9. They find it hot and leave it wet 8. They're good and trained in mouth to mouth 7. Anyone that can carry their hose over their shoulder has something going for them 6. They can quickly and efficiently solve any problem 5. They always maintain their umm . . . . apparatus 4. You know he is in damn good shape 3. They run in for you when everyone else would run out 2. You know they can sweep you off your feet 1. Not many can say they're dating a HERO!!!! 6 truths of life: 1) You cannot touch all of your teeth with your tongue. 2) All idiots, after reading the first truth, try it. 3) The first truth is a lie. 4) You're smiling now cause you are a idiot. 5) You will soon forward this to another idiot. 6) Theres still a stupid smile on your face About two weeks ago, God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the repulsive behavior that was going on. So God called one of the angels and sent the angel to Earth for

Yay Poetry Of Mine
My heart's beating so fast I don't know if I'm going to last Running down this road of confusion Wondering how to rid of the delusion Of this life I lead Will I ever get a head o the stampede What am I supposed to see What am I missing Give me a clue A sign A brief moment of intelligence Clarity Is what I search for the hardest To get a hold of the emotions And to kick out the constant thoughts Of anxiety Can I How will I Ever survive Surrounded by nothing but lies No one wants to step up Or keep it real Never can we own up to how we really feel Afraid to hurt Afraid to scar Afraid to accept who we really are Find one Forget the rest Then it's all really put to the test Can you stay loyal While being happy Or do you end up disregarding All past memories For a future unknown You say you can think like meReally do you want to deal with that atrocityDeal with the velocityOf thoughts pounding constantlyThe never ending questions of"What the fuck is wrong wi

Just Stuff
Rank Rating Title Votes 1. 8.7 Psycho (1960) 110,359 2. 8.5 Alien (1979) 137,517 3. 8.5 The Shining (1980) 130,954 4. 8.4 Aliens (1986) 131,418 5. 8.3 Jaws (1975) 107,095 6. 8.3 Diaboliques, Les (1955) 9,839 7. 8.1 Bride of Frankenstein (1935) 12,032 8. 8.1 The Thing (1982) 54,474 9. 8.1 Cabinet des Dr. Caligari., Das (1920) 12,550 10. 8.1 Frankenstein (1931) 17,113 11. 8.1 Nosferatu, eine Symphonie des Grauens (1922) 21,354 12. 8.1 King Kong (1933) 29,316 13. 8.1 Faust - Eine deutsche Volkssage (1926) 3,090 14. 8.0 Jungfrukällan (1960) 4,942 15. 8.0 Rosemary's Baby (1968) 35,410 16. 8.0 The Exorcist (1973) 77,519 17. 8.0 Onibaba (1964) 2,768 18. 8.0 Testament des Dr. Mabuse, Das (1933) 2,852 19. 8.0 Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1956) 11,057 20. 8.0 Kaidan (1964) 2,792 21. 8.0 The Innocents (1961) 4,579 22. 8.0 Dawn of the Dead (1978) 32,579 23. 8.0 Shaun of the Dead (2004) 96,348 24. 8.0 Night of the Living Dead (1968) 29,465 25. 8.0 Repulsion (1965) 8,615

My Hearts Thoughts:
So ,I don't think about us, or what we shared in trust. I never think about the way you held my heart in love. No , it never crosses my mind..not at any time of day...I never think about times

Poetry
DARKNESS EVERYWHERE WITHOUT CHOICE NO ONE HEARS THESE WICKED CHEERS FIGHT THE HATE MAKE NO WIEGHT WITHOUT END WITHOUT FROWN PICK YOURSELF UP AND MOVE ON DOWN because it rains when we wish it wouldn't because men people often do what they shouldn't because crops fail, and plans go wrong- some of us grumble the whole day long. but somehow,in spite of the care and doubt, it seems at last things work out. because we lose where we hope to gain, because we suffer a little pain, because we must work when we'd like to play. some of us whimper along life's way. but somehow, as day will follow night, most of our troubles work out all right. because we cannot forever smile, because we must trudge in the dust awhile, because we think that the way is long,some complain that life's all wrong. but somehow we live, and our skies grow bright, everything seems to work out all right.

Carolina's Crazy Blog!!
I am so darn bored & alone here in ERIE PA this place really sucks why is it no one in ERIE will ask me out ? I would like an evening out whether it is an evening out dancing with the girls ...or an evening out dancing & chilling with the guys COME ON people !! before I get bored & go to bed !! I have several videos of myself ... this is one of me dancing on a Saturday Night... Its like this ....and like THAT !! CAROLINA DANCINGAdd to My Profile | More Videos October 2009 ....Come & join My Group Cruise !! Body: I just want to make sure that I personally invite all my Friends for my birthday Cruise Next year onboard Carnival Victory . We will be sailing October 18, 2009 out of San Juan Puerto Rico . The itinerary will be a 7 day cruise featuring the Southern Caribbean Ports. And all cabins booked with my Group will get $100 ONBOARD CREDIT! We are also setting up a pre cruise cocktail party befor

Poems
You don't realize. Your self worth you minimize. Putting him first, Your self-worth you compromise. But even worse, Anything not him you vilify. You let temptation get the best of you. You let curiousity get next to you. You let poor judgement take the rest of you. Now I'm left with this question. What's left of you? Will you still love me if I go? Will you still feel the touch you have known? Will you cry into the night, Say it just isn't right? Will you just sit and say "so"? Will you still want me if I leave? Will you feel lost and bereaved? Will you pull on through, Meet someone new? WIll you feel hurt and decieved? Will you remember my eyes? Will you ask God "why?" Will you play a new song, Maybe sing along? Will you reminisce of me and cry? Will you miss me forever when I'm gone? Will you say you knew all along? Will you flash that smile, Every once in a while? Will you keep my love? Will you still yearn for me if I disappe

The John Chronicles
I think I mentioned, before, that I make a great effort to minimize my real world drama, in blogs, on Fubar. The dirty little secret, let out of the bag, is that I have Myspace for those sorts of blogs. But the last few days have been pure Hell and I felt like, at least, a few people on Fu would want to know why I haven\'t been around. So, for their sakes, I will provide an overview of what\'s been happening in my world that is keeping me away. What is probably the least important factor, but the most directly effecting one is that I made a bulls rush decision to try and quit smoking three days ago. It did not go well. I found myself fighting through about twenty to twenty-four hours of a nicotine fit, successfully onto to realize that this, apparently, represents my breaking point. That has been a total bitch. About a year ago I was laid off from my job. At the time it seemed like no big deal. I had a part time, self employed thing, consulting with small businesses, tha

Need Some Bombers!
Since there's no Happy Hour to Rate and Level you might as well make some FUBUCKS! Click this pic and count your comments up or down! For EVERY 100 comments you leave I will send you $10,000 FUBUCKS! That's RIGHT! You can do this more than once! Help me and help yourself. Be sure to private message me when you are done so I can pay ya. xoxo PebblesinAZ PebblesinAZ-Leave a Message...will check daily. XOXO@ fubar Here is my contest pic... Please, please click it and rate it for me even if you can't comment! Everyone that leaves 250 comments or more for me today will receive all of the following... 1. Your name placed on a TY pimpout bulletin! 2. A TY SFW Salute! 3. $5000 FUBUCKS 4. Something cute, a graphic or tag made by me! 5. 50 Stash rates! 6. 50 Pic rates! So, come leave me lots and lots of love and you are SURE to get it back! Count them up or down and private message me when you are done so I can be sure to REWARD YOU!

Things You Ought To Know But Might Not
Sex Shockers Everything you know about sex is only a first step. Most advice for couples doesn't go far enough—as a result, basic truths about long-term passion are surprising. By:

Auctions
Come Check out the best stare eyes contest & While you're there leave me a rate it would be greatly appreciated! Simply click the link below! Don't forget to send your friends and thanks bunches! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1004228&i=2986684881&albumid=1816166" target=_blank>http://b.pcc2.fubar.com/82/24/1004228/tn_2986684881.jpg" border=0> That's right I am in two auctions! But! This is your last two chances to own me for awhile... I am relocating and going to be going offline at some point next week. So Come check out what I have added by simply clicking the image. This Auctions Ends January 31 @ 5pm Est time ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Or you can come get your grabs on in Unbreakables Pre Valentines Day Auction! Good Luck & Happy Bidding! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This Bulley Brought To You By Myself! Nothing Fancy! Please Repost

Friends
Without going into too much detail...my best friend Pink needs some help. She and her daughter are staying somewhere that is no longer a healthy environment for them to be in and she is going to come and live with my kiddos and I. I am more than happy to have them but we have to figure out how to get her here. She can't go Greyhound as they have a tiny chihuahua they just cannot part with. So, they need to fly. It has gotten extremely bad and she needs to get here ASAP! She'll be able to work here as will her daughter and it will help me out greatly to have some help. So....instead of buying me Happy Hours, Blasts or Bling Packs....PLEASE contribute what you would to help Pink and I! Don't Private Jet me. Contribute $20 to help get their tickets here. It would mean so much more! You don't have to have a paypal account to contribute. Just follow the directions for using your card. I went to bed early last night as I didn't feel well and woke up to this

Short Stories
A Morning Like This by LateNiteFantasy© Right now, before lunch and the hospital, she went for a walk around the pretty lake. Despite the chill in her mind, the quiet of the day grew on her. She soon stopped hugging her arms around her body and stretched out, balancing over the pebbles of a little woodland stream, trickling beneath her feet. There was no one there to tug her close and wrapped an arm around her waist. There was no one there to give her an affectionate or almost possessive squeeze as she drew close to the lakeside. Even so, she liked it here, under the fringes of the woodland canopy, where the green leaves gave way to the sunny June skies. Even alone it felt quiet and almost romantic, walking along, her mind wrapped in dreams. The sound of the water interrupted her thoughts and the feel of the distant sea breeze made her lift up her face to smile at the hidden sun. If only it could always be like this then every day of her life would be filled with sweetnes

Jokes
Glitter Graphics @ SweetComments.net a conscience is what hurts when all other parts feel so good. do you ever notice that when you're driving anyone going slower then you is an idiot and everyone going faster then you is a maniac? redneck work of the day: Cedar : i knowed she ain't got no panties on cause i cedar cooter when she bent over! i bought a race horse and named it "myface" ! not that good of a name but imagine everyone yelling cum'on my face cum'on my face. is it in? (ya) does it hurt? (uh huh) k i'll put it in slowly, still hurts? (ow it really hurts) k lets try another shoe then! pass this on you perv. ENTER Riddles? or Jokes! Random Riddle There are 20 people in an empty, square room. Each person has full sight of the entire room and everyone in it without turning his head or body, or moving in any way (other than the eyes). Where can you place an apple so that all but one person can see it? The Answer Please Place the apple on one person'

Random
Into the Ether As evening leans against morning, she grows tired of the wait, folds up her heart again. It isnt the first time shes opened it, gingerly peeled back the flaps like a time-brittled envelope. Inside is a listpromises, withered; hours, crushed into ether; unanswered questions; desire, decayed. He will not come tonight. She closes her eyes, feigns his touch. Skin remembers what the heart must forget. Ellen Hopkins That Time of Day sunlight splashes eastern hills, spills blue into gray, and the kitchen frames snapshots: steaming mugs and marmalade toast; pencils fine-tuning homework; papered German shepherds and barn-bred tabbies, on kibble watch. Hurried reminders preface half-planted kisses, a volley of slams and the crush of sudden silence. That time of day, I open the French doors, step lightly across thin ice veneer, coffee fogging the sage tinted air. I look to the mountain, its ochre, oli

Katherine Song Erotic Tales
Sexual Prey-Level Ground By: Katherine L Davis I was asked why can't women be satisfied with what they have. And after an endless morning of blowing my mind with answers,and yet none at all,I came up with this; A woman would be totally emotional,physical,and erotic satisfied if a man stop thinking with the brains between their legs.Exspecially,if he is married, or engaged.Plan and simple.You marry the love of your life,you are totally turned on by her.You look upon her with lust in your eyes,but,suddenly you have blinders on, and the only thing that even looks tasty is the girls you walk by,or a co-worker,and with modern technology as it is today,on the world wide web.And this is okay,because it isnt hurting anyone,and it isnt cheating.So it is alright for you to stare in a screen twenty-seven with your tonque hanging out,and drooling.Wow what a site for your girlfriend or wife to see.Yet again it is okay, it is a man thing.All those naked girl

Written By: Latenitefantasy To Lady Katherine
Hauntingly beautiful Glimmering windows Innocent yet alive Piercing my soul Excited and anxious Drawn to the flame Breath absent Passion returned In a glance A moment of silence Knowing within My love. by LateNiteFantasy© Dreams Night time odysseys Into the Known UnKnown Observe the seen unseen Hear the words unspoken Think the thoughts unthought Conquer the lands unseen The Universe is Yours Till the Morning When Light Sweeps Thought Away. " The bond we share is deep Memories of you haunt my dreams And stalk my days But the price is steep I feel you in everything I do It inspires my heart to fly And the words I write are only for you It’s not something I understand This constant presence in my life And inside my mind But your touch guides my hand I see my hand and yours held tight Where do you end and I begin From where I stand I see no end in sight I live to look into your eyes To feel their warm

Thoughts..words
I watched my aunt pass away because everyone was so worried about my uncle they didnt see she was sick. Now everyones worrying about my father and not realizing that my mother is just as bad. She puts off her health problems and concerns to be their for her children. It kills me to think that I can lose her, shes my best friend and the only one that knows my hopes and dreams. Hell she even knows about every guy in my life. I dont know what to do my father just told me I have to be the bigger person and hes puttin it on my shoulders to deal with this. Because she isnt listening to him. That I have to get my brothers and sisters together and let them know that our mother isnt doing good! This is the most unfair thing in the world to know that someone u love is not well but wont take your advice. Im tryin to be the bigger person but all i get is hot tears running down my face, and thoughts of what if things dont get better. Idk what to do:( Well today my mom told me she couldn't hold it i

Fubar Quiz Results ;)
Jesus and Satan were having an argument as to who was the better programmer. This went on for a few hours until they agreed to hold a contest with God as the judge. They sat at their computers and began. They typed furiously for several hours, lines of code streaming up on the screen. Seconds before the end of the competition, a bolt of lightning struck, taking out the electricity. Moments later, the power was restored, and God announced that the contest was over. He asked Satan to show what he had come up with. Satan was visibly upset, and cried, "I have nothing! I lost it all when the power went out." "Very well, then," God said, "Let us see if Jesus did any better." Jesus entered a command, and the screen came to life in vivid display, the voices of an angelic choir poured forth from the speakers. Satan was astonished. He stuttered, "But how?! I lost everything, yet Jesus' program is intact! How did he do it?" God chuckled. "Jesus Saves" he said. Heaven When faced wit

Random Shit
A cannibal cult mother who tortured her son in a locked cellar while relatives skinned him and forced him to eat his own flesh has been jailed for nine years. Klara Mauerova, 31 - a member of a sinister religious cult and her sister Katerina led the sickening torture of her eight-year-old son Ondrej and his ten year-old brother Jakub. A court in Brno in Czech Republic heard how relatives partially skinned Ondrej and forced him to eat his own flesh. Klara Mauerova, right, has been jailed for nine years for abusing her sons The judge also jailed Katerina, 35, for ten years for her role in the sickening abuse. The two boys had told judges how their mother and relatives had stubbed cigarettes out on their bare skin, whipped them with belts, and tried to drown them. They were also sexually abused and forced to cut themselves with knives. The terrified youngsters said they were kept in cages or handcuffed to tables and made to stand in their own urine for days. Klara

Poems And Other Thoughts
What's there to do when you go home alone, Sit around the house bitch and moan. Where do you go when all the friends are out of town, Could go to a bar and get freaking drunk and act like a raving clown. What do do when there is no loving lady to call your own, Especially when you see a beautiful lady on TV asking her boyfriend to give her the bone. Go to a bowling alley and watch the older generation trying not to drop the ball, Then going home then hearing your footsteps echo along the hall. Go to the park and wave to a lady as you pass and say "Hi" Watching her grab her children as she screams pervert and throws rocks as you dash by. To tell the truth it's not really that bad, But some evening being along is still a bit sad. But each weekend I do find something new, My activities have encluded tons of volunteering projects that I believe the ideas are true. Helping older and disability personel to grocery shop or run in the car. Even hel

Daydreaming Blogspot
You are hardly known, yet on my brain you surely sit. My mind wonders all because you are so sweet to me You make me feel so good I smile and your name is upon my lips You kindness has me in awe I never knew a man could be as sweet as thee. Kindness is in your heart that is easy to see. I must say, I am proud to call you my new found friend! Well, this past Friday, Matt and I found out that we are expecting our second child! We are one happy couple!

My Blogs
Im trying to help this sweetheart win a Happy Hour Contest that someone cheated on with their votes! So in order to catch up, i will be randomly selecting ppl who help go and rate this pic. I will be giving away 5 grand prizes of 1,000,000 fubucks, and also 50 prizes of 20,000 in fubucks. In addition to these prizes, i will be selecting one person to win a Cherry bomb Bling. The winner of this bling will be the one i feel did the most to help out. Please rate the pic in this link, the contest she is in is just a one rate contest, thats all you have to do, and send me a message letting me know you did so. I will be randonmly giving out these prizes on the 20th of March. Good Luck, and have fun.... PLEASE DONT NOT VOTE FOR KIMBERLY, as she is the person we are trying to beat!! Fubar doesnt allow me to hold as many comments as i have recieved, so im asking all the ppl that have helped out, to please send me a message so you will be seen when the time comes to hand out these prizes. The on

*smile*
We needed a new blog. :P That is all.... Mmm a lovely, long, Warm Vanilla Sugar scented bubble bath. Candles lit, Matchbox Twenty playing softly, no man yelling "are you finished yet?" through the door, no kid yelling "Mom where's my ___? I can't find it!" Get out, slather yourself in lotion, spritz on some yummy cherry vanilla scented perfume, snuggle in to your favorite soft fuzzy robe, and fix a cup of hot tea. I am soooo relaxed. :P I just wanted to take a few moments to wish all my wonderful friends here a very Merry Christmas and the happiest of Holidays!

Just Here
Tuesday 4/14/09 9 PM EST AUTO'S ON: RULES FOR PAYOUT: 1. WOULD PREFER ALL PICS RATED DURING HH2. WHEN DONE SEND ME PM WITH THE FOLLOWING: a. Subject: # pics rated NO PM = NO PAY NO SHOUT BOX YOU WILL GET PAID ONCE I VERIFY YOUR RATES. I WORK FOR A LIVING SO GIVE ME A FEW DAYSNO CHEATING: LAST OF ALL LETS LEVEL UP TOGETHERTHANK YOU MONDAY 3/16/09 AUTO'S ON: RULES FOR PAYOUT: 1. ALL PICS MUST BE RATED DURING HH OR NO PAY. 2. WHEN DONE SEND ME PM WITH THE FOLLOWING: a. Subject: # pics rated b. In Body: Folder name rated NO SHOUT BOX YOU WILL GET PAID ONCE I VERIFY YOUR RATES. I WORK FOR A LIVING SO GIVE ME A FEW DAYS NO CHEATING: I DO RUN A PROGRAM CALLED SPECTOR AND IT SCREEN SHOTS 24/7 SO I WILL KNOW WHAT U RATED LAST OF ALL LETS LEVEL UP TOGETHER THANK YOU Ok I was asked by someone who I use to rate every pic they had when they ran an auto 11, why I don't rate them anymore. ANSWER is quite simple. You see I rated many peeps folders in en

♥ Vip ♥
This is the infamous Ms D. She and I have many many friends in common. many a memory to share. And our lives have tons of similarities which makes for plenty of great conversation. She is the original point whore back when it was pointless!! Seriously I have much respect for the person who takes the time to rate everyone back point for point. I love her and don't really want you to think its all about points ;) its knot! Definitely one of my must keep friends!!! Ms. D@ fubar ♥ The day I met him I was locked in for laughter! His humor is so uniquely his!! I don't visit with him as often as I would like, but he works too much! He is very cool and he makes cool little things for the people he befriends which makes them smile..so he perpetuates goodness. He is one of my very most special friends for many reasons...but the most important reason is he has never bullshitted me ever! One day I'd like to sit on the river bank and shoot the shit with him. Pedro El Loco@ fuba

Fu Stuff
I drew SOME friends and uploaded my drawings in a folder I'm NOT done yet. so don't worry i might get you! i'm not a great drawer, hell i'm not even decent. but it was something i wanted to do. so if you see me in my page and i rate nothing i might be drawing you i've attempted to draw some people but either the angle is wierd or too far away i can't do it i'm not that great so an up close and personal pic would suffice for my low 'skills' thanks I'm in the "Idles of March" auction! It starts today and runs all this week. Just thought i'd let you peoples know. I'll provide the link when available. hope to see you there When was the last time someone touched your ass? Last night. Oh and what's your full name? Annabel Churches And what's your friend's name? Claudia. Speaking of names, do you like yours? Annabel-meh..Annie-yup When was the last time you had a Gatorade? I had a powerade not too long ago.. Are you

My Thoughts
Lost in the wilderness of life trying desperately to see the forest for the trees. Listening to natures storms brew all around me. Feeling the rain as it brutally hits my skin. Comparing the feeling to the temporal stings of a thousand bees merely lasting moments. Waiting ... just waiting... for the rage to pass. Knowing even the darkest skies will pass into blinding light. Grasping deep within to find shelter in this cruel place I cal myself. Trying to reach for another soul as they extend passion my way. Yet, I find myself wanting more... More then just the satisfaction of knowing someone is there. Knowing I cannot share my deep dark self. The Bleeding heart which cannot rejuvenate itself. For every drop of blood I give... of every ounce of love I share... it is sucked up by the leeches that claim they love me. Yet,Only bring me pain. I have one love... I know is true... Eternity... Long lasting through... Although, I wait to see her face. T

Just Stuff
I've got a HH tonite and would love to have an auto to go with it. I would rather trade with someone, I've got more than enough credits. If you can trade please message me. Thank all &hearts I just wanted to let the friends I owe salutes to know that I have not forgotten. Being sick and other things with home have been kinda crazy. My face looks horrible so I'm waiting for it to hopefully clear so I can get my salutes out to you all. Thanks for understanding. xoxo lisa

Fun Stuff!
ELMAZ ABINADER's ~ Profile of an Arab Daughter THE EVENTS OF SEPTEMBER 11, 2001, produced grief and fear in many people. And they raised questions about how one's country of origin can become important. In spare, imagistic prose, this piece gives us a snapshot of a dutiful and fearful Arab daughter after September 11. Elmaz Abinader (b. 1954) is a memoirist, poet, and performance artist. Her collection of poems, In the Country of My Dreams (1999), won the 2000 Oakland PEN Josephine Miles Award, and she has been awarded a Fulbright Senior Service Scholarship for study in Egypt. "Profile of an Arab Daughter" was first published in the Fall 2001 issue of Ai Jadid: A Review & Record of Arab Culture and Arts. Mother has fallen and fractured her pelvis. She was reaching for a jar in her kitchen and lost her balance. This is not her first fall. She has two artificial hips and was just recovering from the last time her foot gave way -- that time, her toe caught on the edge of the carpe

Depression
Everyday I heard this kid talking about his suicideBut no one thought of the day when he took his life at nightIt didn't make sense to me and the familyWhy would he cause such a horrific tragedyWas it cause he hated everybody that he knewIs this the reason that it made his plan brewI wanted to know why my brother slit his wristWas it for the fact that he was constantly pissedI'll tell you why I'm dead but you might not like the reasonEverybody whipped my ass just like I did some treasonNever through these yearsWould I break down and shed my tearsI'd stand so strong and try to win but that never dawnedWith affection what should be my responseBut still I could never figure out what I did wrongI was getting altered by my suicidal notionsYou could dig down to my real bad emotionsFinally one day I ended it with a bladeAs it cut my throat with a real fast motionAs the blood hit the wall oh so quicklyThe voice I heard was sicklyCould this be the end of the life that I hatedHitting the floor I

My Songs That Make Me Feel Better
Carousel lyricsThere are days that take too longIt's those days I wish I had you right here in my arms[Pre-Chorus:]I'm gettin' lonely, I'm sick waiting here for youI'm gettin' lonely, please come home cause I want to be with you, or maybe I'm a foolBaby you still drive me crazyNothings gonna change me so you don't have to cryMaybe I should take the blameI guess a music man is no shelter from the rain[Pre-Chorus][Chorus:]Baby you still drive me crazyNothings gonna change me so you don't have to cryBaby you know that you saved meYour loves so amazing you're never off my mind[Solo]Nothings going on, I've been gone for way to longI'll be right back in your arms, don't be afraidI'm getting closer, I'm making my way back home to youI'm getting closer, I can see your face and the light keeps shining through, and baby what am I to do, oh?[Chorus]Nothings going on I've been gone for way to longI'll be right back in your arms don't be afraid Awaken lyrics Stripped of life, alone In the midst

Hello Everyone
So you may have noticed there are a number of pictures missing its okay. I am getting ready to put new ones up. I am no longer on dreamnet and was giving them free advertising. Not something I really want to do so I took them all down to start over. Which is a good thing. I dont know what he took down my dreamnet site this has been months ago. I just woke up one morning to an email saying he was taking it down that it wasnt worth his time anymore. Yay thanks dude. So I have started my own site www.tailstwichn.com me and some of my fun friends being naughty. Also, I have a number of videos and picture sets up on niteflirt. We used to have this friend that would come over and watch our house while we were out of town or had something going on. He was a great guy really "manly" with an awesome body. This was before I was cuckolding but I used to often think about what I would like to do with him. Well one day I came home early and I was alone his truck was at the house and I didnt think

The Life Of A Juggalo
here the the 7 baby names that i like... let me know witch one yall like. jamie madrox michael monoxide toshiro michael pandora michelle kassandra nicole rayne destini faith jessika nicole marie people are so untrust worthy....i dont know if i want to keep being as trusting as i am. even when people screw me over i still trust them and they then screw me over again. im tred of being nice to people who dont deserve my kindess. i have been stressed out that i started to rock again. i do it composivly and a lot of the time i dont know that im doing it. patricia fucked alot of people over...in a big way. i dont think that she ever cared about me killing myself. she never cared about david or nicole. she used james for 1,200 and spend it on her self...took money out of my moms purse...she took my brothers xbox 360 and my mamas 4,000 bracelett....i could care less about the skank. she has done nothing but make people misserable. all the skank cares about is sex in a relatonship.

My Candle Burns At Both Ends
Keep remember close to me something for the waiting orbits never ending waiting denies nutrition bleeding at the heart I take a sip to mend seeping lonliness from my breast a fall from grace protectors keep the time thinking of yours makes me forget mine how to analyze always body rejects advice especially home not easy being the dispenser never reciever of wisdom cant see straight with vision so cloudy always they seem like cool ones with private iniatives controlling the shape impressionable putty takes O Profound, Silent tree, by restraining valour With patience,you revealed creative power in its peaceful form. Thus we come To your shade to learn the art of peace, To hear the word of silence; weighed down With anxiety, we come to rest In your tranquil blue-green shade, to take Into our souls life rich, life ever Juvenescent, life true to earth, life Omni-victorious, I am certain My thoughts have borne me to your essence- Where the same fire as the sun's ri

My Writing
Her: I struck a match, lit the candleShadows showed me my loveWarm, waiting, smilingI paused to absorbFeelings of love flooded meOverwhelmed my meager nervesFrozen in the spark in your eye,bird to your snake I stood.Then, bidden, I moved to youHim:The darkness was swept asideas you flickered in matchlightthe flare subsided, to candle glowmy breath with it.Matchlight flared, I gasped aloudyour beauty shone in the glareCandle-glow shadows on your skinmy breath deepened in the warmth of it. These Eyes

Max Math
SO, JUST HOW DO YOU SAY SO LONG TO SOMEONE YOU NEVER REALLY MET?SOMEONE YOU NEVER TOUCHED OR FELT, BUT YET,THERE ARE FEELINGS, STRONG FEELINGS THAT YOU GETFROM THE TYPING, THE WORDS AND A PICTURE OF A SMILEA SMILE SHARED WITH THE WORLD BUT YOU TO NOT REGRET.I LEARNED FROM YOU AS FROM SO MANY OTHERS AND I KNOWTHERE WAS, OH, SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER.HOW CAN YOU GIVE BACK A HEART THAT YOU HAD NEVER SEEN TO BEGIN WITHAND YET YOU OFFERED IT LIKE IT WAS REALLY YOURSWHILE THE WORLD LOOKED ON BUT THEY NEVER HEARDTHE TYPING OF OUR FINGERS THAT WERE OUR ONLY WORDSSO HERE I AM THINKING THAT I'LL MISS YOUR PICTURE THE WORDS ON THE SCREEN AND YOUR LITTLE TYPED WINKIE ;-)BUT NEVER A TOUCH, NOT EVEN A PINKIEMUCH LESS LIPS AND ARMS AND LEGS AND SWEAT OR A LITTLE KINKYJUST LITTLE EMOTICONS ALL RUN TOGETHERIT FELT LIKE I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOU AT ALLBECAUSE EVERY SITE I CRUISED TO YOU WERE ANOTHER SO THEN HOW COULD I KNOW WHICH ONE WAS REALLY YOUWHEN TYPING AND PICTURES WAS ALL THERE WAS TO MAKE ONE THIN

Insane Ramblings Of Me
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I wake up every morning its always the same drill time to get ready ready to be fake out in the real world what you see is false but if you look at me closely you'll see I'm nothing like i look i look like a normal teen guy but inside in nothing like it i am sensitive and loving but my friends cannot see i have an image to be tough an image i need to keep no one can know my secret my secret about my poetry why must they laugh and stare when i tell my true passion my passion to write write about my true feelings its about time i stop and think think about what is real my friends...or my writing passion but only i can decide i thought and thought and my mind is made if you don't like my writing the please back away, far away from me FOR CUSTOM PICS:

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At one point you was there,we was close, it felt rear,no reasons left why, was it something you washolding back, but did not tell me or wanted to confide.In me is left a gap, from time spent apart what aselapsed, why was there nomessage or word, we only had to talk, could of healedwith spoken words.Now there is no chance, your gone, no way to right this wrong,you have found what you arelooking for, you have found your destination, were do I belong. Miss you so much, my heart you touched, the signs of love. Willl be glad of more time together, a bond that can not be broken or severed, being with you i treasure. Hard times to deal with something i can live with, your the only woman i want to be with. Hope you feel the same, iam

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A White Rose The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; Oh the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips. What is Love ? Is it

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A picture is worth a thousand words,Hers worth so much more.Each time I gaze at her beauty,Words want to flow,even more than before.Her eyes keep me entranced,Her smile makes my heart glow.Even on the darkest of night,To her my smile would go.So my angel of night,Almost half a world away.Through the dark walk with you,And dream of your beauty in the day. It never crosses her mind,Exactly what she does to me.My world is so much brighter,When she is what I see. For now her heart,Belongs not to me.For now I am her friend,And that is what I'll be. If someday I have the chance,And my Gods are smiling at me.Her heart will know happiness,And its all she'll ever see. A brand new smile,I have seen today.One of the most beautiful,I've seen,in everyway. I hope I see its shine,For a long time to come.And it stays so beautiful,And it is never gone. Thank you for sharing it with me,And bringing it to my eyes.And now that I have seen it,I hope you never say goodbye.

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As most of you know I have been talking about our place in the universe and how we can decipher some meaning for our lives from the clues given us by that unseen force that created this mess.

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Check, check, check check... out my melody Special You think you're special You do I can see it in your eyes I can see it when you laugh at me Look down on me You walk around on me Just one more fight About your leadership And I will straight up Leave your shit Cause I've had enough of this And now I'm pissed Yeah This time I'm 'a let it all come out This time I'm 'a stand up and shout I'm 'a do things my way It's my way My way, or the highway Check out, check check... out my melody Just one more fight About a lot of things And I will give up everything To be on my own again Free again Yeah This time I'm 'a let it all come out This time I'm 'a stand up and shout I'm 'a do things my way It's my way My way, or the highway Some day you'll see things my way Cause you never know Where, you never know Where you're gonna go Check out, check check... out my melody Just one more fight And I'll be history Yes I will straight up Leave your s

Myself
What part of QUIET didn't you understand? Everyone needs to feel secure...... Couldn't help it Ma, that first step is a killer.. Now what do I do??? It's in there somewhere, I just know it!! I really need to get going, but I just can't seem to get motivated..... Man...I'm getting so fat I can hardly scratch my own butt!!! These morning walks are killing me.. HEY! Gimme my ball back!!! I said go to sleep.... Nice doggie...Good boy! A little power nap.... Sleeping in again...

Just A Swinging
The wife and I are leaving for Cancun tomorrow. We're driving to Georgia first to leave the doggies with her sister, then we're flying out of Atlanta Saturday morning for Cancun. We leave Cancun the following Saturday, and we'll be back home on Sunday. I hope y'all have a great week! I'm back from Cancun, it rocked! I'm exhausted right now, so I'll post something tomorrow about my trip. Hope y'all have had a great week! We were going to go to the swing club last weekend, but decided we'd rather go to the Mardi Gras party there tonight. They had a pipe burst in the building, so the party tonight was canceled. Then we decided to go see the sneak preview of the movie Wild Hogs at our local theater. After forcing our way through the rain and traffic we found that it was sold out when we got to the ticket counter. It's going to be a slow weekend...

Life
It's gonna be a long road to be where I need to be in life. Me and my fiance' just split up. I have all kinda debt in my name b/c he didn't have credit so if he doesn't decide to still help me out I'm screwed! I'm happy cuz its something that we shoulda done (go separate ways) a long time ago. We just both wouldn't admit it. But I'm depressed cuz i did love him and I'm lonely....I'm at a lost. I know its for the better. I just don't know what to say Scared that I'll be alone again, even with promises from my other. I don't want to go through that again. Some of you may know what I mean and some of you will not. Before I met this man I'm with, (man of my dreams) I was with a guy for 4 years, engaged, and had a child....one day up and decided he didn't love me anymore. He did it to me Twice with those same words. but has fucked me over so many times its unreal. And Always went back. Well Not this time. I swear I'll never let my daughter go through that again. There are times now even wit

I...
The way Ali and I met is already exceptional and I guess the way we both tick, made us friends. I think I can compare her with an expensive oyster who holds a precious pearl. She is rough and hard on the outside, but if you are patient enough she might open up a bit and you can get a hint of the softness. If she really likes you, she might even show you her treasured heart. I¡¦m really grateful to have her as friend. Thank goodess she has a lot of patience with me, when I throw one of my tantrums lol. And that makes it so easy for me to love her. I can really talk about anything with her and know she is not just nodding bored, but really listening and giving me advice or she just let¡¦s me rant and rage till I calm down and can laugh again. She said I went through a lot this year, well she for sure had a rough year and I¡¦m glad she got out of it in one piece, cause I would miss her heaps if she wouldn¡¦t get online anymore ƒº I love you sis and I hope that we can meet som

Everything
hey all the staff at gzninjas.net would like to inviter you to the new ninjaspace. a myspace for juggalos. all are welcome and its free, we have 60+ members so far and we would like to have as many juggalos there as we can. so if you would like to check it out the link is http://www.gzninjas.net/ninjaspace Thanks, LadyJ BENTON - Nicholas A. "Nick" BENTON - Nicholas A. "Nick," 14, Windber, passed away Dec. 9, 2006, at Memorial Medical Center. Born May 20,1992, in Windber. Son of Mark Benton, and stepmother, Wailani Benton, Portage, and Sylvia (Petrilla) Jackson, and stepfather, David Jackson, Windber. Preceded in death by paternal grandfather, James Benton; maternal grandparents, Sylvester and Helen Petrilla; and uncle, Michael Petrilla. Survived by parents; sister, Andrea Benton; and brother, Adam Benton, fiancee, Kaitlyn Sobieski, and son, Aden; stepsister, Ashley Jackson, Oklahoma; and stepbrother, Dawson Everhart, Portage. Also survived by paternal grandmother, Roberta Benton

Gothic Love Poems
When, my fingers searching, I whisper in your ear it doesn't mean what last night it meant: the pressure of the skies demanded a venting; tonight I need to go it slow. Slide my fingers along the fur of your stomach chills, saliva cooled. That taut canyon of muscle channels my tongue to damper ravines. Could you lick and kiss me yes-- this is the sensation. Here is my gasp. We have become of eachother one; this fluid is our snowmelt. By Jason Paul Fox I'm smothered by a memory tonight, entangled in your finger's phantom touch, the filgreed chills of your delicious bite, trapped in the comfort of your drunken clutch-- for what your ardent kiss meant yesterday seems so clear it stings like shards of glass that slash my eyes to hear your echoes say "what is now, what was then, this must pass." If lost, these words are simpler than they seem; simply listen to the echo when they pass: they say I want to haunt your every dream-- it says "dream on, y

Helloo Everyone
Wow I've been feeling so ill every night and everything else in symtpoms if i am then ill have my baby around sky's birthday... i kinda hope not since im not ready but having a another one would be fun! They're not not more. I hate when I want to see pics of someone and they're albums are locked so I changed mine. Yay I'm getting my hair done on Saturday. Something different for sure since I'm always opened on trying new things. I'm not going to mention what I'm getting done but it will be a tad different.

Song/lyrics That Make A Fucking Difference To Me Right Now.
I went to your house Walked up the stairs I opened your door without ringing a bell I walked down the hall Into your room Where I could smell you And I Shouldn't be here Without Permission Shouldn't be here Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stay all afternoon oh... I took off my clothes Put on your robe Went through your drawers and I found your cologne Went down to the den Found your CD's And I played your Johnny And I Shouldn't stay long You might be home soon I Shouldn't stay long Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stay all afternoon oh... I burned your incense I ran a bath I noticed a letter that sat on your desk It said hello love I love you so love Meet me at midnight And no It wasn't my writing I better go soon It wasn't my writing So f

Blah!blah!!blah!!!
CAN U BELIEVE VERIZON IS SCREWING ME OVER ON MY DSL ALL BECAUSE I DROPPED THEIR PHONE SERVICE.I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE FREE FROM THE OPPRESSION OF BIG BROTHER BUSINESS..WHY IS IT THAT THE ESSENTIAL THINGS WE NEED TO FUNCTION IN OUR SOCIETY TODAY ARE THE HARDEST AND MOST DIFFICULT THINGS TO DEAL WITH..GRRRRR...THEY CHARGE ME AN ARM AND A LEG FOR THEIR SERVICE..BUT I CANNOT GET GOOD CUSTOMER SERVICE.FUCKING VERIZON.JUST WHEN I WAS BEGINGNING TO ENJOY MY PEACE OF MY MIND THEY HAD TO GO DO THIS...FUCKERS..I WISH I CAN DROP A BOMB ON THEIR CORPORATE OFFICE. NO HIGH SPEED CONNECTION..NO PHONE..TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE THEIR ONE COMPETITION IN MY STATE IS AS BAD AS THEY ARE...I'M..SCREWED. GRRR..FUCK VERIZON........BLOODY MISERABLE COMPANY! wow..talk about being lost...i never knew how bad i got until i could not get online. thanks to verizon i've been kept out of the loop for two weeks. i can't use my phone i can't send e-mails.bloody bastards..well i got news for them it's good riddance and by

Saying
i'm so lost i cant function without you... i has been several days since i have seen your smile the look on your face... i feel like im in a daze... i miss the look in your eyes when i tell you i love you... i miss the feeling in my heart when you say it back and call me your princess... you are my everything... without you my days are grey and long i cant eat and i cant sleep until i see your face i am lost without you my angel... i love you ... friends are like angels sent from above to stand next to you to help guide you and protect you or just sometimes keep you from making the wrong moves...for you to help them and them to help you... i have a few good friends that are angels... but none like i have met here. i have met some of the kindest,sweetest,caring people one could only dream about meeting outside the internet... if my good friends read this you know who you are if you dont you havent been a very good friend... thank you for being my friend... to those who i am speaking o

In Memory - A 9/11 Survivors Ramblings
A Nation Changed From nowhere the attack came, Death the skies rained. Our Nations eyes filled with fears, As buildings fell like metal tears. With the clearing of the dust, Rang the phrase, "Revenge is a must". Beneath the ruins lay doom, Praying life below the steel grave will bloom. A rush of despair was born on this day, Yet not letting hopes light fade away. Their hearts are filled with blood and hate, Our Nation now holds their fate. Inner emotions set the tone, It flows through everyone, no one is alone. Sorrow and danger in our prayer is spoken, Our Nations spirit will not be broken. Survivors there are so few, Changing the America we once knew. Their memories shall in our hearts remain, America will not yield to the pain. "ONE" As the soot and dirt and ash rained down, We became one color. As we carried each other down the stairs of the burning building, We became one class. As we lit candles of waiting and hope, We became one generation. As th

Its Hard To Let Go
it sucks when you lose best friends to new girlfriends and when they dont believe the things you tell them. And she can do no wrong, and your feels no longer matter. It sucks when all you want is the best for them and they think your trying to ruin everything. I sucks to see that best friend slowly fade away and out of your life. so i've been on a diet ad exercising for about 12 days now. Which for me is a big thing because i have a problem with sticking to diets lol. But when i began this i weighed over 200 pounds and hopefully i am losing some weight. according to my logs [[yes I'm keeping logs on what i eat and about how many calories i take in and how many i burn daily]] so according to the logs i should have lost 5 pounds by now. I don't keep a scale in my house cuz if i did id be on that thing every 3 hours lol :) so I'm planing on weighing myself every 15 days...that day is coming up soon.... :) hopefully i have lost at least 3 pounds...well i'll keep you guys poste

October 2006
So first, I would like to inform everyone that Halloween has only been celebrated in Sweden for the past decade, but has established very fast here, mainly as a marketing ploy.. "The occasion is mainly celebrated by children and teenagers. They go to fancy-dress parties and ghost parties, light lanterns and venture forth into the streets to scare the life out of the neighbourhood. Many pubs and restaurants stage Halloween parties and decorate their premises with fearsome attributes. Halloween has come to stay. On the island of Öland in the southern Baltic, the arrival of Halloween has led to an upswing in pumpkin growing, and the giant fruits are now quite readily available." ~Sweden.Se Now a Little on the history of Halloween itself: "The term Halloween, and its older spelling Hallowe'en, is shortened from All-hallow-even, as it is the evening before "All Hallows' Day" (also known as "All Saints' Day")." ~Wikipedia "Origin: Celtic observation of Samhain According to

Snap
ok I have been thinking lots about someone that I love very much but she does not feel that way about me anymore. I changed my entire life around for her. Now how can I get her out of my head...I have not even seen her or talked to her since july of last year...how come an old goat like me can not get over this. Any words of wisdome would help... how the hell do ya get that busy around the Holidays?? I am sorry that I have not stopped by and said hello to everybody...need to do some catch up. :) Hope that all my friends out there are doing ok and that everybody is happy. Miss chatting and looking at the pictures I am sure there is going to be a ton of new chritmas pics out there. Happy New Year to all of you!!!! Anna Nicole Smith Birth name Vickie Lynn Hogan Born November 28, 1967 Houston, Texas, USA Died February 8, 2007 Hollywood, Florida, USA Hey I usually don't care about the Rich and Famous but I just think it is very sad that she died so very young.

From The Mind Of A Chain Smoking Sex Toy!
this wasnt working on myspace, just testing it out here... Watermelon Crackle Beads* Green Aventurine HeisheTube Beads* Natural Rose Quartz* Natural Crystal Round Beads* silver plated toggle clasp* 18" ($30.00) Watermelon Crackle Beads* Green Aventurine Heishe Tube Beads* Czech Glass Fire Polished Arora Borealis Beads* silver plated toggle clasp* 18" ($25.00) Swarovski® Crystal Beads in Citrine * Swarovski® Crystal Beads in Jonquil AB finish (Arora Borealis)* Czech Glass Fire Polished Arora Borealis Beads* white glass pearls* silver plated toggle clasp* 20" ($35.00) Natural Rose Quartz Nuggets* Natural Rose Quartz Beads* Chinese Crystal cube beads* Natural Pale Lavender Cape Amethyst* silver plated toggle clasp* 18.5" ($40.00) Natural Rose Quartz Nugget* Natural rose quartz beads* Onyx Beads* Czech Glass clear round beads* Natural crystal beads* Silver plated Toggle Clasp, Adjustable* 16"-16.5" ($3

Rusty
I am hosting a Hottest Panties Contest to start on New Years Day. I have 10 spots open. If you are interested send a messege to me with a link to picture you would like to use. It is a rating and comment contest. So there will be two winners! i miss all of you!! I have started working for a Comm. roofing company. I start at 6am til 5pm. So hope for rain in Chicago, so that i can cum and visit you all!!! as of Oct 1 I will be "semi-retired" from roofing. I start at the local Pipefitters Union 597. It's a BIG pay cut, but worth it in the end!!! Wish me luck, plz.

Soccer Videos
US player Freddie Adu in the video scoring TRANSLATION Someday someone asked to Bella Guttman(European Champion Coach with Benfica)... ...what is Benfica Mystic? This was the answer: It rains? Its cold? Its hot? What that matters? Not even if the game... is in the end of the world... between the snow of the mountains... or in the middle of the hell flames... by land... by sea... or by air... there they go... the Benfica adepts... following their team. The big... incomparable... extraordinary... team supporters! This is the Benfica Mystic!!

My Wall
Sweetheart Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of y...our arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE I FEEL THE EMPTYNESS ,I FEEL THE TEARS, I FEEL MY HEART BREAKING INTO A MILLION PIECES .WHERE DID OUR LOVE GO? WHERE DID THE TIME GO WHEN I WAS ALL YOURS?WHERE DID OUR HAPPINESS , OUR HOPES , AND OUR DREAMS GO?LIFE WITHOUT YOU ISNT WORTH LIVING WITHOUT YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE... CAN'T YOU SEE HOW MUCH YOUR LOVE MEANS TO ME YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL AND WITHOUT YOU I WILL DIE.. U and I Every bit of our love Brings warmth to my heart Because you are someone special I knew it from the start You give a reason The joy of

History Of Nirvana Rock-cafe
I worked as a teacher every morning, at 1:00 I got home from work and as I arrived home there were already many friends waiting for me to arrive, to turn on the music, to lite the candles and to open THE VIP. Parties were everyday, every night for those who attended they were some of the best times in their lives. ps. more pics will be posted in the future. under the blog History of Nirvana Rock-Cafe ganja

Well Ya Know
Yeah!!! I am so so happy.. After a long long wait my Cherry hubby is back.. I didnt think he was ever comming back to me.. Well I am hopeing I can make a trip this weekend to hang out with him. I am going to try I am in the process of moveing about 5 min. where I am at now.. The only thing is I wont have a comp. I am going to have to find one.. I am wanting a Lab Top. If any has a labtop or just a comp they wanna get rid of let me know.. I dont have much just let me know what you want for it..I am going to go I need to feed my lil one and clean some shit up.. Love Pretty intence P.S. I am so glad you are back Natas.... So happy. I am going to go to T-Town later and chill with this Hot ass Bitch,. LOL you know me.. Anyways she is off today and I think we are going to just sit around and get fucked up.. I am just sitting here killing time befor I go. I need to jump in the shower and get ready.. Haha you know what I mean.. Well I just thought I would make you all think dirty thou

Smoke E. Digglera Music And Footage
(Louisville, KY) Hip Hop giant Drake has tapped Smoke E. Digglera to contribute to his new album. On his much anticipated November 15th sophomore release, Take Care, Drake recorded a song entitled Look What You've Done. The song is a tribute to his mother who plays an important role in the success of his career. Drake uses the music from If U Scared, Say U Scared which is a song written by Playa & produced by Smoke E. Digglera. "Drake wanted a song from Static Major's catalog. After viewing the video, on the internet, of Static Major & I on the piano at a studio, singing If U Scared, Say U Scared, he decided to use the audio from that for his song". A full version of If U Scared, Say U Scared was released by Smoke E. Digglera on his third solo album, The Truth In The Booth. Smoke E. Digglera, originally from the R&B group Playa, has released solo material since 2006. Playa reached #3 on the Billboard R&B/Hip Hop chart with their hit Cheers 2 U. Smoke E. Digglera is currently the CHIEF

Music I Like
It's all the same, only the names will change Everyday it seems we're wasting away Another place where the faces are so cold I'd drive all night just to get back home [Chorus:] I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted dead or alive Wanted dead or alive Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days And the people I meet always go their separate ways Sometimes you tell the day By the bottle that you drink And times when you're all alone all you do is think [Chorus] I walk these streets, a loaded six string on my back I play for keeps, 'cause I might not make it back I been everywhere, still I'm standing tall I've seen a million faces an I've rocked them all I'm a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride I'm wanted dead or alive I'm a cowboy, I got the night on my side I'm wanted dead or alive Wanted dead or alive Oh, when you look into my eyes, tell me what you see. I don't think you'll ever realize the pride inside of me.

T Shirts!
Rebel Wear… that one of the sections in our store. Not an official label (yet, there is always hope that I might become that successful) but there are a growing number of designs centered around the Rebel (confederate) flag. This “Butterfly Rebel” design features three butterflies each with confederate wings, hovering over the word Rebel in slightly chromed black type. The overall look is polished and elegant while still showing rebel pride. Featured here on the black cap sleeve tee; the shirt is also available in several other styled garments including sweaters and hoodies. Look out for back prints, pocket prints and an extra rebel butterfly as featured on some of the shirts. Head over to the store to check it our and get yours now! DeXine Graphic Concepts Boat owners, river go’ers, sailors and anyone who has anything to do with the water, this design is for you. Yeah everyone’s heard the expression; some p

Videos And Shit
Cruel girl fight MORE FUNNY, EXTREME AND STUPID VIDEOS AT STUPIDVIDEOS.US Scary dad MORE FUNNY, EXTREME AND STUPID VIDEOS AT STUPIDVIDEOS.US Bikini prank MORE FUNNY, EXTREME AND STUPID VIDEOS AT STUPIDVIDEOS.US

Stuff
How does one deal with the passing of ones parent? I am very upset even though I knew this day was coming for a long time. My father was sick for a long time, hes body slowing shuting down and his mind becoming lost into a sea of emptiness. In the end he didn't even Know who I was. My father always sheltered me from the world up until I was about 16. He was a very over protected man when it came to me. I have alot of his qualities myself, most of them taught, because I get called his name all the time by my best friend when I am acting like my father would. In my eyes he will always be a pillar of strenght, intelligence, love, and understanding. He will be truly missed, I only pray that he has found the peace he should have. I LOVE YOU DAD!!!! Yesterday I finally got some time to go and see my father, who is currently in hospital care, waiting for a nursing home to come available for him. Well he has gottten worse since the last time I saw him. He is very sick now, he migh

Random Crap
Maybe my absence was noticed by a few people? Maybe? LOL For those of you that stayed in contact and talked to me while I was out here and/or received my random mass mails, they shut off my mail account days ago. They expected me to be gone by then. Somehow I didn't think of this until today. I can post on update on Fubar! LOL For everyone else, yeah I've been in the sandbox for awhile. Thew news for everyone, though, is that I am in country for another 8 hours before hopping a plane to Qatar. I'll sit there for a night or two and then I am on my way to the states, baby! WOO! LOL The past few days I've just been sitting in a room playing Xbox with a couple of guys in a similar bump situation. However, keep your eyes open on the 29th. Have the fire warm. Break out the beer and lock up the daughter. Wolf's coming home. ;) UPDATE: 31Jan08 Got home last night. Threw some bags on the floor of my uncle's house and crashed HARD, lol. My car has gone to total suck

Life's Expectations
Anonymous Americas I Saw Three Ships I saw three ships come sailing in On Christmas day, on Christmas day; I saw three ships come sailing in On Christmas day in the morning. And what was in those ships all three, On Christmas day, on Christmas day? And what was in those ships all three, On Christmas day in the morning? Our Saviour Christ and his lady, On Christmas day, on Christmas day; Our Saviour Christ and his lady, On Christmas day in the morning. Pray whither sailed those ships all three, On Christmas day, on Christmas day? Pray whither sailed those ships all three, On Christmas day in the morning? O they sailed into Bethlehem, On Christmas day, on Christmas day; O they sailed into Bethlehem, On Christmas day in the morning. And all the bells on earth shall ring, On Christmas day, on Christmas day; And all the bells on earth shall ring, On Christmas day in the morning. And all the Angels in Heaven shall sing, On Christmas da

A Day In My Life
if i feel love... i won't deny it... if you love me... i will cherish it... and if love's gone tomorrow... please don't hide it... a fool with a broken heart is just that...a fool!!!... wake up with a smile...good to know i live to ride another day...yay!!!

Just Some Jokes To Make You Laugh
Number One Idiot of 2006: I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2006: Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them.

Current Events
S&M clubs, nude parties, porn, X-rated romps rule at Columbia Famed as a hotbed of debate over academic freedom, New York's most elite school is also a playpen for sexual hijinks, sophomoric antics and the wacky indulgences of the children of the rich. While their parents shell out $33,246 a year in tuition, Columbia University students doff their clothes at naked parties, flock to sex toys workshops, broadcast porn on campus TV, bake anatomically correct pies for the "Erotic Cake-Baking Contest" and heat up the steps of the Low Library in a mass makeout session called the "Big Kiss." And of course, there's always the stimulating game, "Guess the Number of Condoms in the Jelly-Bean Jar." Others volunteer for the bullwhip at Conversio Virium, the university-sanctioned S&M club that means "exchange of power" in Latin. It calls itself a "discussion group" that provides "education and peer support" and promotes "safe, sane and consensual play." But the club doesn't just talk.

In Tha Gulf Coast!
For 2010/2011 the American Temperament Testing Society rated Pit Bulls above 121 other breeds of dogs. Above German Shepherds. Above Poodles. Above Golden Retrievers. Probably above your dog. Yet because of an epidemic of ownership by people who shouldn’t be trusted with a hamster (let alone a 60 lb. dog bred for tenacity) they have been vilified by the media and legislated against in many states and in our own military, of which through much of our history they were the symbol! Pit Bulls served this country’s children and it’s military with trustworthiness and bravery for 150 years, eventually earning the nickname “America’s Nanny Dog”. They have been repaid with a media smear campaign and the highest rate of euthanasia of any other breed alive (an estimated 6,000 per day in the U.S. alone). It’s time we take back this breed; from the uninformed, from the sensationalist media, from the abusers, and put them back where they belon

No Title, Just Read It!
okay my pretty night wedding at the place where my sweetie and i meet has become a VERY cheap ordeal. no, it's not a JP ordeal, but at the moment it might as well be. there'll be no dancing, no really big celebration . . .no pretty dress. . .no being the day's shinning star. i will be just another person, someone who will go basically unnoticed on what SHOULD be my big day. My SISTER will be prettier and better dressed ON MY WEDDING DAY than I will be. because we are SOOO BROKE and the economy sucks so we're having toubles getting new jobs. it feels like i'll be forgotten on my own wedding day because i'll not be special enough or pretty enough. no special dress for me . . .no aisle for me to walk down towards to my love. i know i sound like a drama queen, but it's like getting my dreams flushed down the toilet and fate laughing at me for wanting ONE SINGLE day to be special. hell my future step daughter will look prettier than me thanks to the capabilities of her grandmother.

War On Terror
“One minute,” the disembodied voice says into your headset and dutifully you pass on the message. Holding up one finger you signal the other passengers of the large helicopter. Everyone repeats the motion all the way back with the last man copying the signal to confirm that the message made it all the way back. Smiling he holds up a middle finger causing a laugh through the chopper. It lightens the mood, which is exactly what this situation needs. Holding your thumb and forefinger close together in the international signal for, “a little bit” it means “30 seconds” to the collected. Now the adrenaline kicks in, as you run through your last minute checks. Which way do you go once you exit the rear of the helicopter, your thumb runs across the safety of your rifle in an instinctive move as the chopper flares and gently touches down. First out the back are the off road motorcycles and the ATV, they are going to chase down “squirters,” bad guys who literally run for

Cryptic Entries
WhAt BoDy pIeRcInG r U???(wit pix)gIrLs OnLy PlZ LaBrEt PiErCiNg!!!ROCK ON!!!!!!u kno how to rock out. u like loud music and maybe playing guitar. most of ur friends are probably guys and u get a little worried about that sometimes but its okay most of the girls are jealous because of that.u r extremely loud so u might worry some girls but u will find a friend that likes to rock out as much as u do.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com which classic hollywood glamour girl are u?(cute pix!!) Marilyn MonroeYou are Marilyn Monroe! You are georgeous,sweet,and absolutely charming! No wonder gentlemen prefer blondes!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com Crawl through the flames that eat your fl

My First Bl0g...
As a hobby, I run something called the [V]ictoria [D]emo [R]estoration [P]roject, I try to hunt down demos that featured bands from Victoria, BC on them (I also restore music people want me to fix, I do an OK job, but you can't do much with a 2 track (sounds like hell) recording)). My MySpace page (which includes way more data then this): http://www.myspace.com/vdrp . I figured I'd post this cause someone from the States was looking for a demo I had. I'm always looking for releases I don't have. Nuff said... Well I'm back, that'll teach me to get infactuated over a pretty face. :( And on another note, I recently lost my 80 gig Western Digital drive (WD800) though now I think about it, I might of inadvertenly caused the drive to crash. Link of the day: http://www.tdr2k.gamingsource.net/c2adv/ - Carmageddon 2 Advanced. I'm an old school Carmageddon player, and lets face it, TDR and Carmageddon 2 were missing something. This modification is challenging, and some levels are near impo

Phoney People Come To Pray(or Prey...)...
Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Should I talk slower like you're a retard Should I talk slower like you're retarded Yo they think you're dumb I think you're smart No, wait, I lied I think you're dumb They think you're dumb I think you're smart No, wait, I lied I think you're dumb Get it Get it Get it You just dont get it Get it Get it Get it You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfucker You stupid motherfuck Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Are you all still following me? Is it simple enough for you? Does everybody understand? Ar

Poems
I want to dance with you for a life time Hold you close to my heart, Stop the hands of time Make the world give us a little more time To feel our bodies close swaying together To music that only we can hear, Letting it sweep us into Heaven Come, dance with me tonight We'll dance forever; never let go Hearts in tune hand to hand, Building love between us That we barely can stand Candles low no bright lights Our love will light the way, Come hold me close; dance with me Til the night breaks to day Feel our bodies pressed close As close as skin to skin, Open your heart to me baby Come on, let me in Fill my senses with your rush Let me taste your deep kiss, Hold me tightly to your heart Never have I felt like this Never will I feel it again For within your arms I've died, I've gone to heaven in your love These are happy tears I've cried Never have I been so loved Or felt so much love for anyone, Dance with me honey Until the night is done Dance

Rants And Randomness
Is everyone on this site a DJ? If you're going to fake an 8th week miscarriage and post 'funeral' pics, you could at least post an 8 week old fetus. Some people will do anything for attention, I guess. I have friends who have really miscarried, and they sure as shit wouldn't be posting about it on a fucking rating site the very next day. This Mutha F**ka rated me an 8 and it looks like he been doin it to a lot of CT hotties that we all love show him some CT "love" ['downrater' and original poster IDs removed] I shit you not, this is a real bulletin. Get over yourself. You should be thankful you got an 8. EDIT: Holy shit, people are bitching that guy out for giving them NINES. Newsflash: Not everyone thinks you're a ten. 1-9 exists on the scale for a reason.

Truly!
Is there a place where one can go, where there wont be hurt n pain. A place to go where trust and truth live freely. Where kindness is a norm and not an exception? Where people care and want to help and not harm, hurt or maim. There are times when you feel pain so intense that you cannot breathe, when it seems blinding, endless and useless. Tears fall freely and they are of joy and not of hurt and pain. Love is a norm and given and taken freely and warmly. To find arms that will hold you in sharing happiness and not abuse and violence. Finding that place where life means something of value and not to be discarded as thrown trash. Respect is a given and not an exception, gradification is for all and not a select few who deem themselves more worthy. Such a place might never exisist, but one day find a small piece of it to call their own. Can anyone explain the 5 steps? Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally, sick of the Stress, he quit his job and bought 50 acres of

Ranting And Such
Sitting here I have been trying to think. When have I been truly happy? To the point to where I had no cares or worries in the world..As far back as I can remember, I have always been stressed about something, have always worried about something, had a fear in the back of my mind that something, sometime, somewhere, something bad is going to happen to me and there is nothing I can do about it.Sure I can change things...but my version of changing is not what is needed. My change is chasing everyone that I care about away for me to be left to my own devices and destruction to try to see what will happen on the other side. The depression and anxiety takes me faster than I can realize, faster than I can comprehend.My whole life has been filled with disappointment. Dealing with a mentally abusive, alcoholic father, a mother that no matter how much she showed the front of being a dominant type person, in her own reality, she is afraid of being alone. She will not admit it, but I can see it.H