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Dulak
1:22pm reply Twizted52: hey sexy 1:40pm more To Twizted52: Hey handsome...wassup? 1:40pm reply Twizted52: how r u doing hun just wondering r u horny baby 1:41pm more To Twizted52: You know I am a guy right? lol 1:41pm reply Twizted52: good bye fag 1:41pm more To Twizted52: you hit on me faggot

Goddess Of Romance
A Friendship of Hope You are my world that much is clear Everything you do, I hold dear It is our friendship I will always cherish Loving, caring, giving with the hope it will not parish Times we have talked with hours on end Getting to know each other to strengthen being friends It is your heart I sit beside No I will not run and hide You are special to me more than you know God I wish that it would show I think of you in every way Wondering how is your day So my lady who I call sunshine I hope our friendship last a life time

Hand Painted
Custom oil painting from photos is now quite popular new trend, where individuals are getting canvas to place standing on their walls. There are various designs in existence already in the market, where they've got some internationally renowned landmarks printed with a canvas. There are many more designs that you can decide on, it might be anything from wildlife, gardens, planets or you'll just be need your image which you would like to paint portrait painting, and we'll be a little more than happy to try this in your case. Photo canvas can print any image supplying you with the look with high quality on canvas prints. Canvas print is the most typical support medium for your photo on canvas, as to compared it was done on wood panels in the past. Present day canvas is constructed from linen or cotton, regarding previously being produced from hemp. The canvas comes in two main basic types, you are plain and also the other is duck, the way the duck photo canvas is done would be that th

Mindless Ramblings
Will be changing the way I play the game, it seems some have forgotten its give and take. You get love, you give love. Still getting my health back in order, started on bp meds, found out that basically I have 1 lung that works the way it supposed to due to nerve damage from prior to my neck surgery 2 years ago thus there is paralysis of the diaphragm on the right side which means the right lung doesnt work

My Thoughts :d
Not my words but I shared the thought.... "You cannot FORCE people to live up to the expectations you have of them. They have to want it for themselves. All you can do is wish, hope, and want the best for them even with the realizations that they may be humanely incapable of fulfilling their roles in your life or holes in your heart. And that's a hard pill to swallow.‪#‎GrowingPains‬‪#Learning‬#‎Acceptance‬‪#‎RemovesAnger‬#‎Stilllearning#‎ThoughtOfTheDay"‬

Walls
I do not know if any of these things I write will ever be read but in case this does actually get read I want whomever reads it to know that I wrote this originally in January of 2014 & posted it to my Facebook. My mind has been twisted. Thoughts swirling and swerving. Everything colliding. I don't know what to say or do. I don't even know how to feel. I feel loneliness, pain, heartache, unbridled joy, love, peace, restlessness, utter despair, happiness, longing, forgiveness, hate, dread, anger, resentment, confusion, doubt, and fear all at once. Thoughts and feelings moving within me like swirls and eddies in a pool of water. I see them in my minds eye as a chaotic swirling mass of colors. Which one will reach out to me next and take hold of my heart? I put out the best parts of me and am confused by what I receive in return. I hear the words but do not speak the language. A part of me is growing cold. Unable to decipher the meaning behind the words and actions of everyone. I feel

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My Child
Putting my precious little one to bed last night, all tucked in i leant over the cot kissed that gorgeous face and said "goodnight... i love you" to which she then shook her head enthusastically as if to say ahh no mummy :| lol Because my little one is not so little any more and can manage getting off the couch safely, it's not uncommon for her to have a bottle on the couch, as she was doing she popped up right and looked at me I look over at her and say "lay down finish your bottle" to which she just lays back down the bottle wedged between her head and the couch.

Please Don't Steal
As the day wore on her alarm clock went off at 3:15, she reached over to slam her hand down on the infernal beeping device. Her hand grazed the glass of water as she killed the alarm clock and she knocked it over shorting out her clock and shocking herself. She was now wide awake; she cursed and threw her blankets off before she got into the shower. Her hands moving over the bottles she poured shampoo into her hand before scrubbing at her ass length black hair, she let the shampoo sit for five minutes as she shaved her legs. As she rinsed out the shampoo, her hand reached out fumbling for the counter as she grabbed her toothbrush and the paste that was beside it. She finished rinsing out her hair before she stepped under the spray, tilting her head back as she let the water roll over her flesh turning her back to the spray she brushed her teeth quickly. Her eyes scanned the rack of bath products as her fingers traced the bottles stopping on the curl holding conditioner. She worked the

Trying To Level
it's so hard trying to level here...i understand people have spent their hard earned money to purchase things but there are some of us that can't afford to. All im saying is a lil help would sure be appreciated...i try to help people the best i can and i will continue to do so as long as im on this site i just want to say that i am having health issues and im afraid to go to the dr because i havent been able to go to 1 i trust. so im try ing to find a good 1 but im so scared what they will say..i also dont have anyone i can say this to ...noone listens anyway

Shallow Thoughts
The dissapointment In your eyes Shoots rays of blame and regret The loud whispers you Say to yourself As you walk away, Spit frustration and hate You are transperent Like glass You cut me Hurt me Make me bleed Tears

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Mental Healthh
I was sent to Alcoholics Anonymous in 1977 by a teams of mentally oppressive people that worked in Marlboro State Hospital. I have stopped using each illegal drug and all alcohol my last beer was in 1993 in fact I am not a drug addict or alcoholic because after a 35 year in-depth study of people vs principles in AA the general overview of people from all walks of life rich poor with with out is that the requirements and the qualifications makes them all liars, cheats and thieRomans 12:3

A Derrti Mind
i'm not dat type of person content with my life. noooo!!!! i know win two be all obnoxious two a woman and about win i am; what i'm about. cause i be like alot of men just not care as i'm online ((( which i slip at times. ))) but if this makes me bad cause i'm not dewelling overtly concern about lickin' juices dat i know i can keep a woman's back very well arched as her throat gets parched of not enuff liquid two wet her whistle.

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Porcelain Peaceful Base In Vietnam
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Life=to Live Is To Exist/exist Is To Live
I think my thirties have been well nuts and I went for a std test lately.....which I'm clean thank God but any ways I mentioned my ex Meredith she used to be a stripper at the Colorado bar not for long but long enough to figure she was sexy. Well even though I look at her as a mistake I still loved the sex I liked a lot. As I mentioned before I like women who have some weight and some with lots of weight. Well I've had fun with skinny women to, Meredith loved sex with me about five times a day, I always thought it was because we were both prescribed adderall. Who knows all I know is she loved rough sex and she also loved every now and them anal now I dont really do that but I got used to it after a while I'm a giver so one time during sex I put my finger grabbing her cheek really hard and she straighten one of my fingers out and just inserted it I was like is this happening. She then pushed me off her and started going down on me and then said come here she got on all fours and I got h

What I Want
I stared up at the ceiling for a moment before I bit my lower lip and undid the buttons on my jeans. I slowly slipped a hand inside my panties and began to massage my clit. I closed my eyes and slid a finger into my pussy. I sighed softly, using my thumb on my clit as I probed my pussy. I brought my hand out slowly and licked my finger off softly before bringing it down to my now soaking wet pussy and slid it inside again. I added another finger this time, and pushed my hips upwards as I dove my fingers in further and further.

Motorsport Debauchery
Just got finished running California Melee X this weekend. 750 miles in 3 days covering all NorCal back country roads and highways through desert, dirt, forest, coastline, and hillbillys. Did I mention the hillbillys? More on that later. We headed out with a pack of Porsches, Alfas, Minis, Fiats, BMWs and a couple oddballs. Team 33 was driving my RHD Datsun Bluebird Coupe. First day took us from Palace of Fine Arts SF up some back ass highways north of Marin, along dirt/rock roads into Redbluff. We followed a caravan that got lost twice and ended up backtracking solo 45 minutes at 80+ MPH on the backroads to catch a group of cars. First night saw a dive hotel with one of the vintage Mini Coopers turned into a Mini-Bar. Many beers and drinks later and we were ready to head out for bad Mexi food and huge frickin' goblet margaritas. Up early on day 2 and we headed for HWY 36 - a 137 mile long 2 lane (at best) back highway of all twists and turns that led us out towards the Coast. After lu

Funny Shit!!!!!!
http://vili.us/hypno.html You are 90% Bisexual You are very bisexual. The choice between guys and girls is often agonizing for you because you really don’t have a preference. But you always double up your chances every night for getting laid. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com deer santa: I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about send you a frigging book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please se

Blog
Blogblogblogblogblogblogblogblog My Life (part 2) Ok, lemme back up a bit here...... Finally managed to graduate High School without being killed, hooked on drugs, becoming a father at 16, or being beaten to badly by the gangs. Whew, was a bit close, but I made it, even managed to make the top ten percentile. There I was, fresh outta school, a free man, ready to take on the world. Biggest thing I remember was that very next day, waking up, staring at the ceiling and thinking to myself "Self, your now looking at a lifetime of work, paying bills, and responsibility"....I pulled the covers back up over my head !!! Actually, I enjoyed that summer, drank a bunch of beer, spent a lotta time at the lake, got me laid royally by a sweet little blonde (was my girlfriend), and then joined the US Navy.....yahoo !!! LOL...I remember being at the AFEES station in Dallas, there for my physical, standing in a huge room with about 50 other guys, all of us in our tighty whities. 25

The Realest
What up happy holidays and very early merry x mas to all my friends and peeps and get at me DA street nigga is back with the dsl babe who missed me A what up i know its been a while but im back i had problems with my DSl but its back some what still needs fixin but im back 4 now and stick wit me got many things 2 do but how eurr body been

Amanda's Random Thoughts From Time To Time!
Girl Facts When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she'll still feel it 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it.

~*~* Short Story's ~*~*
She sat with her back to the door, her body hunched over, arms wrapped tightly around herself. Summer had just ended and the window was open, a breeze made the curtains dance in the warm air of the hotel room. Dark hair fell down her back in a mass of tangles; her sleeveless white t-shirt seemed to glow in the streetlights that were the room's only illumination. "I am dying," she thought as silent tears streamed down her face. She rocked her body back and forth, watching the phone that she knew would never ring. "He is not coming" she said aloud, the words bitter and stinging her tongue. She was here at their usual meeting place and had been for the entire weekend; but he hadn't come, he hadn't called and his cell phone was off. She had no access to him whatsoever and the questions she needed answered burned inside her like hot coals. She stood and began pacing the floor in her bare feet, she lit a cigarette not realizing one still burned forgotten in the ashtray. She looked out

My Rants Of Rage
It's unofficial because I said it's unofficial. The origional #8 was just be flipping out. Anyways, yes... Christmas. What a sham it has become over the last however many thousands of years it's been around. Some of the older members of this site might actually remember a time when Christmas was about family. Spending time with each other. Sharing love. And the gifts were from the heart. People worked their hearts out into creating gifts for the people they love. Now, it's just a big commercialized marketing scam. What am I talking about? Hmm... if you don't know what I am talking about, then jump off a cliff and slit your throat on the way down. Look at this year alone. During the summer, the XBox 360 was released. Priced somewhere around $650 Canadian. Thats with everything, taxes inc., all accessories required to play. Working perfectly. Last week the PS3 was released. They sold so fast, no one can get their hands on them anymore. Value in the store? $1,000. On E-Bay? $10,0

Lyrics
By Queensrÿche Danger eyes like mine scan the room no one over the line gets out alive. Pieces of insincerity are like the stuff upon which we feed. Do I feed you? It goes on and on, this insanity, The game of us and them we play. On and on admit that we like it this way. I'm upside down, inside out for you. No matter what goes down, I'll still be there for you. They say that like attracts like, we're one and the same. To say you're one of my kind is to say, we don't take the blame. The box that all others find they need, to make themselves more than they seem, only makes them scream. It goes on and on, this insanity, The game of us and them we play. On and on admit that we like it this way. I'm upside down, inside out for you. No matter what goes down, I'll still be there for you. We've seen the sun setting in their eyes. It could be worse, it could be us. Not another life time without you I'm upside down, inside out for you. No matter what goes down, I'l

Badgirldoris
PLEASE TAKE MY OLD PICTURE OFF YOUR LIST AND PLEASE PLEASE ADD THE NEW ONE,,I MISS ALL OF MY FREINDS http://lostcherry.com/beautifulangel I just want to take the time out and tell everyone who look or rated and left comments on my pictures thank you very much,,IF i didnt get yours PLEASE tell me and i will be glad to come and rate and leave comments,, How many of you all LOVE THIS NAME? I do it fits me to the TEE Hugs N Kisses The ugly duckling let see who is right me or the ppl says i am a hottie i am not i am a ugly duckling

Squigga
Today I chaperoned my sons trip to Junior Achievers Enterprise. Its a hands on learning experience that the 5th graders were invited to attend. Each student was given a specific job ranging from McDonalds cashiers to Editors at the Tampa Tribune. My son, who is in the 3rd grade, a select other 3rd graders were also invited. Curtis had the job of an Investment Broker for Raymond James. He really enjoyed his job, and learning about stocks and such. Everyone had a great time, as you can see in the pics. Here is a link if you're interested learning more on the program: http://www.jaenterprisevillage.org/ And here is the link to the pics I took today: http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v739/Sungoddess/Daytona/JA/ 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do

Past Things- Stuff I Have Written On My Other Page That I Decided To Post Here
borred night. — Saturday, 27 May 2006 Yah, I'm just sitting in my apartment alone, sober, and bored. My friends are out of town for the "Holiday" It seems like a rather depressing day to be called a holiday though. All the way around, not just cuz I'm alone, but the whole thinking about dead people thing. I ain't doing much. It's days like this when it seems like I should be thankfull I have ways to cope with things like this. But on the other hand, that's like being thankfull for a life full of borring lonly nights, just cuz when another one comes along, it's not so bad. It's like being happy I haven't really been with a girl much or been happy much in my life, cuz now I am uste to it, and it's not a big deal. But if I had lots of happyness in my life and was totally distraut right now because I wasn't uste to it, it seems like people would tell me I should be more thankfull for the times when my life was happy. so wich is better really? People can always put that

Wicca
Mabon Autumn Equinox, 2nd Harvest, September 21st Mabon, (pronounced MAY-bun, MAY-bone, MAH-boon, or MAH-bawn) is the Autumn Equinox. The Autumn Equinox divides the day and night equally, and we all take a moment to pay our respects to the impending dark. We also give thanks to the waning sunlight, as we store our harvest of this year's crops. The Druids call this celebration, Mea'n Fo'mhair, and honor the The Green Man, the God of the Forest, by offering libations to trees. Offerings of ciders, wines, herbs and fertilizer are appropriate at this time. Wiccans celebrate the aging Goddess as she passes from Mother to Crone, and her consort the God as he prepares for death and re-birth. Various other names for this Lesser Wiccan Sabbat are The Second Harvest Festival, Wine Harvest, Feast of Avalon, Equinozio di Autunno (Strega), Alben Elfed (Caledonii), or Cornucopia. The Teutonic name, Winter Finding, spans a period of time from the Sabbat to Oct. 15th, Winter's Night, which is

My Poems.. Some Are Way Old
Detox I've purged you from my life every now and then I still get the shakes I still get the thirst your toxic this i know your toxicity boils my blood gives my brian a rush makes me seem like i ride the short bus makes me numb seems like im all thumbs im sick of being uncomfortably numb so here i sit in detox As I stare Out into The darkness Of this Void, Searching for Someone, Maybe you Have seen Her. I don't know Her name, But she's The one. When I see Her, I Will Know She's for me Her beauty brigtens up my day with its resonating light melts all my fears makes all my tears wash away makes my heart want come out and play her eyes captivate me inprision my soul binding it to hers our 2 lost souls become as one forever

Who Would Have Thought....
JUS ADDED SOME NEW PICS TO MY "JUST ME" FOLDER GO CHECK EM OUT AND LEAVE ME SOME LUV!! These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. 1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your buddy list you would have sex with? HEY ALL POSTED SOME NEW PICS IN MY "JUST ME" FOLDER..GO CHECK EM OUT AND SHOW ME SOME LUV

A,m. Blurbs.
Well,Folks its been quite the year, I got engaged,i had surgery(hernia),i lost my job,i had enlightenment,joy and pain, but most of all i realized that no matter what i look like ill always have true love. you see my life had been a bumpy empty-minded road til about the year of 2006. When i realized I finally needed to get a clear mind,So i went to A psychic, skeptic minded and she had told me that i was going to find my soulmate that year , and boy was i surprised to find toby(SBC) about a month or two later. We have been togther ever since. you see my life would have been ended that year now i realize. I was in a bad spot. I love him as you all probably might see. I also found my family, Something i had thought ilost many years ago..although its going to take sometime to learn all about them again.I do love them ,I may not like some of them ,but i do love them. I also had found friendship. I never really liked being friends with other girls. But magnolia.blossum sure did cha

Memoirs Of A Painted Lady
i finally get to log on here again & get a message from the lc bodyguards or whatever the fuck theyre called saying that one of my default photos was deemed adult...and come to find out it was my bondage bettie page animation. wtf?! this is the same kind of big brother shit that is driving me away from myspace.errrrrrghhh You are Bettie Page Girl next door with a wild streak You're a famous beauty - with unique look And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You? see you off into the mid-morning sunlight it gets hot here in my neck of the ghetto we hug, we smile and bid one another adieu for now and tho we have talked about the past about our reasonings there is still so much left unsaid so many mixed messages which signal do i answer? why can't you answer my simplest of questions? why do you stare at the ground instead of into my eyes? do you not have the courage to tell me what it is y

Welcome To My Twisted Mind
hey ya'll. just wanted all of ya to know i HAVEN'T forgot about ya. I am stuck on dial up for a bit longer, and for some reason when i go to load anything other then my homepage, it freezes, so I haven't been able to do ratings or leave comments like i wanna. But when i get my cable back... Watch out!! lmao.. i am gonna be comment bombin people lol! this song hits home for me...... Godsmack - Hollow One more step and I could fall away If it happened would it matter And I can't tell if I should go or stay. Same old picture feels so hollow. How can anybody know what's best for me Another page I turn in shame. And my decisions brought me to my knees, I needed someone to blame. I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change. Once upon a time in broken dreams. Reflections that I can't face. So hold your breath and make a wish for me. Take me to a better place. Time always seems to

Hello
Oh give me a home where the buffalo roam.... and I'll show you a house full of crap!! ---------------------------------------- When I have sex ... even the neighbors need a cigarette. ------------------------------------------------ What do you call a brunette in between two blondes? An Interpretor ------------------------------ What do you get when you cross a rooster and a giraffe? A long necked cock ------------------------------------------------ What are 4 animals a woman needs? A mink in her closet, A jaguar in her garage, A tiger in her bed, and a jackass to pay for it all. ---------------------------------------- If the ocean were whiskey and I was a duck, I'ld swim to the bottom and drink my way up. But the ocean's not whiskey and I'm not a duck. So hand me a bottle and and shut the Hell up. Made with Morpheus Photo Morpher.View comments & animations at Morpheus Galleries. Just saying a big he

Me!
The smell of your skin lingers on me now You're probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life It's time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they? And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if you want to 'Cause I want to hold yours too We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds But it's time for me to go home It

Jcswolfpack
Today the Wolf Pack Struck........... Tomorrow it could be some body else that plays on peoples emotions..... Join the Pack and be protected,,,,,Avoid the pack and be watched,,,,,Challenge the Pack and well......Lets just say justice will come, one way or another. First read "The Wolf Blogs" they will be continued as i finish them. Pack members will not sit by and allow preditors to prey on other people. We will speak up, we will be heard. First we will warn the targets of the danger. Then we will warn the "scum" that they are being watched. We will be creative and stealthy not to disturb the lounges atmosphere. We will not speak of our actions to anyone but other pack members. The Alpha Male is the only one to allow new pack members, although others may recruit and give council. There will be ground rules for new recruits. The Biggest Is a trust factor. We must not let it be known who are Pack members. So they can work in silence. If you want to know if someone is in the pack

Random Writings:
1. must be open minded 2. able to hold an intelligent conversation 3. must be dominant enough to hold one's own in my presence 4. must have positive outlook on one's self 5. must be willing to work hard and play even harder 6. must love spending lots of time with children 7. must not be the jealous type 8. must not freak about Sanguine tendancies 9. must know how to please your partner in the bedroom and out of the bedroom This job entails a lot of hard work but can have great rewards. If you think you have what it takes to be this person, please send your qualifications listed on your resume and I will get back to as soon as possible -Hell Vv--vV A woman sits alone in contemplation under the soft glow of the moon. Looking down she sees the movement of life from her womb. Evidence of a once promised love. Crimson tears well up in her eyes with the thought that one day they will want answers. Anger and self loathing in her heart for her weakness to so

Home
well every one I just started colloge and I am finding that I do not have much free time. so this is to let everyone know I am well and I am thinking about you.(you know whom you are) Untill I get some extra time you will not see me about the site. Take care and may the fates be kind to you and yours. Tricko standing in a valley hidden from mortal view, surrounded by the mist of legend. the prying eyes of man wander here not. my mind slips to a time when man roamed free. visions of ancient battles flood the imagination. silence my only companion, i hear the rumbling of a distant storm. the mist swells, buckles, churning, as if I were in the mist of a witches cauldron. bursting forth, the thunder of hooves, flagging tails, flaming manes. I stand in the middle of the charging herd. disappearing as quickly as a whisper in the wind, I am left alone with my thoughts. many call this fantasy. I call it home. Patrick Maxey December8,2002 Her piercing gave make

Poems Blogs
My Love In the darkest of the night hear me call your name. The longing of my heart, As heaven cries like rain. Close your eyes My Darling, My breath against your ear. Whispered words, “I Love You.” My presence, Oh so near. I touch your skin, so gentle. Sweet seduction of our kiss. Darling can you feel it? On wind, love comes as this. Feel my love upon your soul, passions' burning sun. Flash of lightning through the sky. Our hearts now beat as one. AWAKENINGS There is something that is happening And my heart grows expanding To make room for you to enter in. I had almost given up the search Like the one left alone on a dangerous perch Until I heard a distant loving call. You came in and awakened What I thought was gone You came in and rescued me From being all alone. Now I know that it is certain This new opening curtain To our lives to grow forevermore. And the clouds that were darkening Now have a silver lining Made by you and your sweet r

My Thoughts
I just checked my grade for my group powerpoint project for my comp app class and my partner and I got a perfect score 100/100 i am so happy. with all the hard work and praticed we put into it. it was so worth it. i hope my partner is as happy with the score as i am. *Jumping for joy* YATTA!!! i was thinking that when life seems at its darkest a little bit of light shines though. today it was quiet so i desided to pratice my guitar. i am just a rookie at it :) then later my nephew came into my room while i was messing with my webcam. when i am feeling down i can always count on the little monkey to put a smile on my face. . i hope i have more days like this :) i was walking down the street in waikiki with a friend and we saw a couple sitting at starbucks. and i thought to myself that why do most woman want to change a man. i dont understand that logic. why is it that when women fall in love with a guy. there must be something about him that made her fall in love with him. the

Prince Charming
Aidan had, as Leda requested, vacated her apartment before she returned. What he wanted more than anything else was for her to listen to him, but somehow he doubted that she would be very calm if he was still there when she got back. In the time since he'd left her apartment he'd considered a hundred different ways to get her to listen. Yet nothing Aidan came up with seemed right. He lay sprawled out on his bed, ignoring George's ranting and pacing. Even the comforts of home couldn't cheer him up. Every time Aidan stretched out on his bed, he couldn't stop thinking of how he'd love for Leda to be with him. And he'd been lounging about his place in jeans and a t-shirt, having been completely unwilling to even consider putting on a suit. "Damnit, Aidan, listen to me!" George growled. "I can't put your father off any longer!" "I'm not in the mood," Aidan grumbled. George threw up his hands, exasperated. "Not in the mood!? Aidan, what the hell happened to you? You've changed! Y

The Way It Goes
borrowed, but sooooo funny!!! The easiest way for any human to lose weight is to follow the simple 'Cat Diet' plan: DAY ONE Breakfast: Open can of expensive gourmet food. Any flavor as long as it cost more the £1.50 per can -- and place 1/4 can on your plate. Eat 1 bite of food; look around room disdainfully. Knock the rest on the floor. Stare at the wall for awhile before stalking off into the other room. Lunch: Four blades of grass and one vole's tail. Throw it back up on the cleanest carpet in your house. Dinner: Catch a moth and play with it until it is almost dead. Eat one wing. Leave the rest to die somewhere. Bedtime snack: Steal one green bean from your spouse's or partner's plate. Bat it around the floor until it goes under the refrigerator. Steal one small piece of chicken and eat half of it. Leave the other half for your partner to find where they least expect it. Throw out the remaining gourmet food from the can you opened this morning. DAY TWO

Some Songs I Know..... Do You Know Them?
I think you could do much better than me, after all the lies that I made you believe; guilt kicks in and I start to see, the edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be... (chorus) I told myself I won't miss you, but I remember; what it feels like beside you!!! I really miss your hair in my face; and the way your innocence tastes; and I think you should know this, you deserve much better than meee..... When looking through your old box of notes, found those pictures we took that you were looking for; if there's one memory I don't wanna lose, that time of the month with you and me in the dressing room... (chorus) The bitter rain, it is getting colder, wish I never would said it's over; and I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older, cuz we never really had a closure; this can't be the end... (chorus)x2 You deserve much better than meeeee!!! And I think you should know this... You deserve much better than meeeee!!! You deserve much better than meeeee!

It's Morning Already?
ok.... quitting smoking today... wish me luck Well, let's see... i just woke up... kinda growly about it, as usual. starting week two of no day off at work. wondering if anyone will ever read this thing.... if not, oh well... i'll rant to myself... i guess that could be theraputic in it's own way. anyhow, what should i do with this blog? should i make it a journal of my extraordinarily boring life? should use it to post samples of my lame attempts at being a writer? should i develop a sense of righteous indignation and blast about things that just piss me off? perhaps be a bit random and do all of those things? yeah... i think that's the way to go. no structure. no set format. just put down whatever pops into my head from time to time. and if anyone actually does read this thing, please please please comment, have something to say. i'm here for some sort of interaction and conversation, although most times, the best i can hope for from the LC is to kill my bore

Pimping
I just saw this and all I can say is that she rocks! Go show this photo some love and bomb it. -----ORIGINAL POST--------------------- PLEASE GO TAKE A LOOK AND LAY DOWN SOME LOVE!!!!! SEXY KISSY LIPS!!!!! BOMB THE HELL OUTTA ME GUYS!!!! Please click on my picture link and vote for me by rating my picture. If you leave a comment I will know you were there and will share the love. Thanks! OMG, I have just been entered into "The Best Personality" contest on LC. This is not something I asked to be in and I am so honored to be put in it that I do not care if I win or not. It really made my day to find my pic there. If you want to vote for me, here is the link to my picture. LC's YOU ROCK! The rules to the contest are: 1.YOU CAN ONLY PIMP YOUR SELF OUT 2.ALL COMMENTS MUST BE WHY THAT PERSON HAS A GOOD PERSONALITY WE WILL NOT COUNT THE YOU GOT MY VOTE COMMENTS ONCE AGAIN IT MUST BE WHY THEY HAVE A AWSOME PERSONALITY... 3. CONTEST WILL RUN TI

Life Of Gaz
Yeh just another day another Pound as the english saying goes lol......Ive been working quite alot recent which im glad off as its money and i like money. Christmas is upon us again as quick as it comes is as quick as the next 1 reeps in. Hope you all have a great christmas and a happy new year and when you make a resolution MAKE sure you STICK to it :)) and dont give up. Anyway ill catch you all around when i get spare time....Peace xxx Hey whats up guys. Im feeling like shit because ive got a fucking throat infection and its trying to spread to my chest Ugh :( i hate it cause it makes you feel so drained. Anyway Happy Thanks Giving to all americans. We English dont celebrate this and i dont know what it is but im saying it anyway. Theres bog all on Tv and im bored. I need something to do. Arrrrrggghhh....... At the moment everything sucks apart from a few things. Nothing seems to be going right because every 1 seems lie at some point about something just to con us abit more of our ha

Short Writings
repair me not! there is only one word that causes pain, especially when you must explain being hurt an feeling sad, remeberng times that you needed then bad. give it everthing you've got, share a lil if you've got alot, am i only of all the others, that you choose to call your friends or lovers? i dont know what to do or say, it hurts much more each passng day. i cry to remeber the times taht we shared, knowing my feelings cannot be repaired... nice to know .. its nice to know they love you. when they turn their heads away. an its good to know they'll be there, when they dont have time to stay. it's nice to have somebody, who can cover all your fears when they make you nkow ther're trying they want to dry your tears. and when you ask a question, they'll always understand its nice to have some one to love, yes, isnt it grand? lost pain. alone an feeling satisfied, at the thought of being me. and i knew that i must play it straight. to be happy an be

Enter At Your Own Risk
the smallest breeze made by the wings of a butterly cascades and causes a typhoon halfway around the world.... This valid therory is the butterfly effect. I action small and benine causing others that may become far more destructive. Never have I witnessed this theory more then this night. 1 mis-step that cascaded into many binine actions that added up to chaos. For those who are like what the fuck is she talking about, well simple there are days that you will wake up and put your shirt on backwards and because u did other things happen cascaing growing to become something large. Those days no matter how much u feel it is your fault realiZe that u put that shirt on with no intention of causing issue. Dont kill yourself for things that are bigger then the small action that you did. To those who know what I am talking about. All i can offer is this I am sorry. But I didnt know that wearing my shirt backwards was going to lead to anything. Mistakes happen. Wrath I knew it w

Public Blogs
You ever go through Blockbuster with kids? You walk slowly around looking at the New Releases, while your kids run amock raking videos off the shelves like dominoes. Some bulgy woman who works for the store chasing after them, while trying hail me with "Sir? Sir? Are these your boys?" To which I always say, "No." This allows me time to find a movie that I'll like. Because I know that about 40 videos are coming from 4 little hands that I won't like. Kids don't know how to pick a good movie. They don't read any reviews. They easily believe what they see on TV ads. And, the only "word of mouth" they get is from other kids...who know as much as your kids do about movies. So, as I'm looking at The Last King of Scotland, here comes both boys with some movies for me to approve or deny, based on what I think would be appropriate for them to watch AND what I could stomach watching. Spenser's Choices (he's 9) 1. Leprechaun 2: A midget killing people...Vote: Denied. Why?

Arizona
I am Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart. I take your children, and thats just the start. Im more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember I'm easily found. I live all aroung you in schools and in towns. I live with the rich, I live with poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab but not like you think. I can be made under the sink.In your childs closet, and even in the woods. If this scares you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names but there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome, try me, you'll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms will be worth t

The One
You Lied You Cheated You no nothing of love I trusted you I was faithifull to you I loved you truly in end I was your fool Tonight i sit here wonder Why im smiling for Realising that my life Is so complete for sure My daughter now she's with me And that's who I do adore Forever and forever Loss not ever more Memories are what im making with you and so much more You are my heart My love and part Of what my life is for you have takin my loving and niceness for ignorance I have been kind to you I have always been there for you but I am not ignorant to your game and I even know all the players in it but guess what once the last promise is filled I am done with you why still gonna keep my word to you well because a promise is never broken I will wish you best of luck and may one day you see that someone kindness is worth more then to be abused and used but for me I had enought and now that is said good luck in your life

Jokes-i Did Not Write These...but Funny
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q. What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"? A. Ab

Wow
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Here goes nothing. 1. i work toooo much not time to play 2. i have 5 kids taht take up my time 3. lol i watch to muck racing 4.i dont like beer 5. lol i do love mmm puss 6. thanks dex for the tag lol 1 tazzy 2, blue eyes 2. mizfiesty 3. mzbitch2u 4.devilbitch 6.txbrat when my kids leav on sundy i feel so bad for them cause i know that yhay have noideal what is going on. it hurts me every time i watch them leave.i dont think that it will ever get better just easyer to deal with.oh well i just nned to get that out and take a min to fine my place in this world. i cant help think that when my kids leave that thay dont think about me ti

My First Blog
I just finished my first dj mix of some of my favorite bands. In the mix includes Suicide Commando, Funker Vogt, E Nomine, Nightwish, and more. I love it and i cant stop listening to it. now if i could only get it on CT for my page music or even in my stash so that everyone else can enjoy it also. If anyone would like to hear it let me know. Have you ever had that feeling that someone you loved didnt really love you back. I get this way sometimes and i dont like that feeling. People just dont understand me and it makes me feel like im the only one who does not exsist. I do everything for other people and i get hardly anything back. Am i selfish for wanting something back or am i just Expecting too much? i find that the only real pupose to life is to die. We live and we make ourselves into this great thing just to meet the ultimate goal of death. No one can avoid it it will come and it will take you. I think that i am starting to understand the meaning of life and i dont like it. Why do

Poetry
The Feelings That I Have For You Can Not Be Said Or Felt So True Until I Gaze Into Those Deep Brown Eyes And See My Feelings From Inside With you I Feel There Are No Chains My Soul Is Free To Soar Again And Leave Behind That Karmic Debt That I once Had Before We Met. I Feel Our Souls Are Intertwined My Feelings Clear To Read Your Mind How Can I Tell You How I Feel And Show You That Those Thoughts Are Real I See Us In My Dreams At Night Talking By The Candlelight While Holding You In My Arms So Tight To Kiss Your Lips And Say Goodnight So Why Then If The Feelings True Can I Not Say That I Love You. The Feel of your skin against my hands Makes me quiver with anticipation I need to have all of you Bring you to the edge That spiritual union of two souls lost in each others body The things I would do to you can't be explained You'll have to wait and see, and trust It is all about you My greatest joy would be taking you there To that point, no thoughts in

Noah's Blogs
Dream Girl It was a hot summer day and i had just finished playing basketball at meder street park up the block from my mom's house on western drive. My friends were heading home and i decided i would just walk back to my place cause it's pretty close. i thought it would be a little quicker to go through the back way which meant going by way of the trees into a couple yards but i figured what the hell, “who's gonna care anyway?” So i'm making my way along a path which runs behind the houses along western drive and it's no real problem. As i go along i start to think that i am going to have to cut over soon or else i'm going to walk too far and pass my house as well so i try to find a house with a small enough fence to climb. i succeed in locating one that has a simple wooden fence that is only about 4 feet high. i jump it and as soon as i do i realize they have dogs in their yard which start barking and running at me. i freak out and basically throw myself back over the

Friends
Here is what happens when you take 1200 beers and add 16 sticks (pounds) of C-4 explosive. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xn-TdwyFDdQ Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________00

Random Quizes
Take the quiz: What does your birth month reveal about you?JuneThinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite andsoft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easilyhurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook! yup and a gemini goddess. remember?! Take the quiz: Which Greek god/goddess are you?AphroditeYou are Aphrodite! Aphrodite was the goddess of love and beauty. She flirted with everyone, even though she was the wife of Hephaestus, son of Hera, and Hephaestus did not do much to stop her from cheating.Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook

Poems I Wrote Long Time Ago
I have cryed all my tears you really dont know how much i hurt hear my heart is about to burst from pain you say you love me i say i do to but do u really know what love is you dont have a clue love is something shared by two people like caring and understanding it last from the beginning until the end baby i know you wont beleive me but baby this is tru i will always and forever love you but please dont forget me. this morning when i woke up i never thought yesterday would be the last i saw you but i am here now and so id your family that was always true one word of silence oane word of wisdome and one word of goodbye i hold one hand now my god holds the other you have not died i will always carry on th

My Lullaby
its christmas morning, i dont want any gifts.if you gotta give me something then baby, give me your lips.the only thing i long for, is to see you smile,and for that one thing, id walk a million miles. and i know, its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine. i feel so lonely, all of the time.because it feels like you're leaving me behind. just for once id like you to say,whats on your heart, if you care in anyway.am i a fool because im in love with you? or am i a tool thats only use it to be used? and i know its not my time. its not fair why cant happiness be mine. all i wanted, was alittle time. to get to know,the real you inside.im trying so hard to understand,your point of view,and where you stand.it seems as if im going to be broken again,twice broken is too much, i just wish you'd take my hand. and i know its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine.and i know its not my time, its not fair, why cant happiness be mine. (keep in mind, this

Poems
Once settled in for a evening of sinful pleasure the dim red lights seem to mock the dancing shadows. Running my fingers up and down her sweet curvy lines I leave my lips to some exploring. Feeding like a starved vampire on her raw sexual energy I take to her as a man with no inhibitions. At first I felt slight guilt at devouring her sweet tender soul with monstrous like intentions, only to see in her face a wicked grin peering in-between the moments of pleasure and seconds of bliss ripe with pain. Her eyes stare into mine as almost a dare to push further and bend the boundary’s of what could be. I held her firmly and she dug her nails into my body an screamed into me. All of the sweetest word except the word of the evening which was martini. She was a rare kind of woman, who sought power by submission, took every thing I had to give and smiled with a whisper she said that tonight nothing is forbidden and she hasn’t had yet to have her sprit broken. I then ravaged her in the m

Smexy Land
I didn't know we could make blogs on here...AMAZING! Now y'alls can keep up with me whenever something comes up. Awesomeness!!! And please...go to my page and leave me a voice comment! :D You all ROCK! ♥ SMEXY Free Online Games | Fly Girl I don't know what happened. First, I was sad, I thought I'd never be able to get over all the shit in my life. Now...life is so simple. Wake up, get ready, go to school, come back home, eat, do homework, sleep. I even have a job on campus. And I got my bank account. I finally feel independent, my own person. It's a damn good feeling. I love life now. I never realized how much I missed out. I have my amazing friends, my uber awesome family and my somewhat good health. What else could I ask for? A boyfriend maybe? Well, we won't go there. Anyway, if you got this far, thanks for reading. :] You are amazing, all of you.

Just Thinking
after reading a friends blog i had to sit and think and look over at my three childred sleeping, how could god or who ever or what ever you beleive in take the life of a child, they are so innocent to the world around them that it doesnt seem to be fair when we have ppl out there killing others and using others to get farther in life or just for sshear pleaure in themselfs. i myself went threw a life lesson 6 years ago when my son was born premie and they wernt sure if he was going to make it, it makes you stop and relixe what you have and what you stand to loose, im not sure if i caould live life with out my kids and i know i wouldnt want to, children are gods way of letting you know life will go on, they say anyways so how can a child be taken away from this earth , and life go on,, its not something you sit and think about every day and maybe it should be something you think about to relixe life is a gift and it can be taken away at any time from disease or from just getting out of

Words From Above Flowing From Within
All my works are copyrighted so DO NOT try and steal them or you will be sued forthwith!!!!!!!!!!!!! "Be true to thine self. But do not shut others out. For the curse of loneliness preys harshest upon those who ignore it." "Let not the ice surround your heart lest ye be lost beneath it. Trapped within the hell of your own making. Surrounded only by your lost dreams and wintered loves." "Judge not others in their times of weakness. For even a weakness may be a strength and in judging others you condemn yourself to be judged." "Within us all there slumbers great power and overwhelming fear. Let not the fear within you control your life. For if allowed it will consume you.Bringing doubt, hopelessness, hatred, and destruction. Let love carry you on gossamer wings and the truth set you free to soar.Embrace those you love and let them into your heart. For friends and true love can be salvation in troubled times and the darkness of the world." "Not all who wander are lost. Some few ar

Poetry By Me
Hopelessly sinking down in to a hole, wondering what has happened to my soul. So scared and alone, lost and shaken, chilled to the bone. Living nightmares that never seem to fade away, fears and scars concealed from those I cherish most, terrified to share what bothers me the most. Endlessly searching for what I never seem to find, constantly wondering what is always hidden in the back of my mind. Never truly knowing what I feel in my soul, tired of the lies that help me stay in control. Afraid to loose it all and fade away, trying so hard to live for another day. Memories that haunt a troubled mind, shoved away to deal with at another time. Flooding over in to what was once a happy soul. Now I am left drowning striving to regain control. Lost and broken from within, torn and scattered fighting not to give in. Praying I find a way to escape my pain and fears. Hoping to find peace and a place where I don’t have to hide my tears. Where my soul is free to soar, and my feelings

Howdy!
One of the reasons I have not been on here lately is because of me spending time with my Dad. This morning at Four A.M., I lost him. He is no longer suffering. A guy and a girl meet at a bar. They get along so well that they decide to go to the girl's place. A few drinks later, the guy takes off his shirt and then washes his hands. He then takes off his trousers and washes his hands again. The girl has been watching him and says, "You must be a dentist." The guy, surprised, says, "Yes.... How did you figure that out?" "Easy," she replied, "you keep washing your hands." One thing leads to another and they make love. After they are done, the girl says, "You must be a good dentist." The guy, now with a boosted ego, says, "Sure, I'm a good dentist, how did you figure that out?" "Didn't feel a thing!" If people don't think things can ever get worse than what they normally are...then they are just trying to fool themselves. I was just starting to get back

True Love!
I wish I could be That girl in the magazine everybody sees She so pretty, I wish I could be When I close my eyes I see What you want me to be That girl [chorus] Wish I could be your Cover Girl Mascara, and lipstick I would be so pretty A little blush, not too much Maybe you'll notice That I could be your Cover Girl Or accept me for me Cover Girl Boy, when you're alone with me I'm takin' good care of you Givin' everything you need I don't know if it's good enough for you Cause you're always in the TV When you're right here next to me I know I'm not Halle Berry, girls from videos I just want to be someone you can hold I just want to be the one for you Baby, baby [chorus] Wish I could be your Cover Girl Mascara, and lipstick I would be so pretty A little blush, not too much Maybe you'll notice That I could be your Cover Girl Or accept me for me Cover Girl Boy, I love you Just the way you are And if you feel the same way bout me Beauty is only s

Links
Okay so this is a shameless plug for a site where I have been published, and I'm trying to get my articles up to 1000 page views, so I can get paid! Check out my recently published content on AC: Our Time on Earth This is a simple poem I wrote, and marker art I did a while back that really fit with it. These are free computer games I like Neopets Gameknot (chess & others) Flash Game Site (huge, some adult games) Jedi Trainer (destroy the floating laser bots) Armor Cube (Rubik's variation, anyone?) AdventureQuest (no time commitment free web RPG) Funster (word games and vocabulary) Funender (final fantasy type RPG, fast & web-based) Here's the link, come play, it's fast and fun :-) It's like Final Fantasy Oh, and as an aside it's easier to enter the game through forums first.

I Love John Deere
im back finally but im movin soon so yea i missed being on here but im back im so happy im moving to cali soon yay!!! thats so awesome im so happy for the last 3 nights ive gotten to talk to corey and thats awesome he makes me so happy!!!

More Pics For The Adults!
I finally added more pics for you to comment on and tell me what you think. I'll see how this goes and I may add more in the future. If you shoot me a private message with your yahoo ID, then maybe we can chat online sometime too. B Hi I got the link for this really late, but I need all of you to help me try to catch up and win this contest! I would really appreciate it very much. Make sure to vote for "Lex" http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme2/vote.pl I added a few more pics to the folder if you wanna go check em out and comment! Have a great night! B

Today
Its wednesday morning, and I cant wait for Friday morning to get here. Im leaving this weekend to see my Buckeyes take on Penn State in Happy Valley aka State College Pa saturday night at 8pm. Im so pumped up for the road trip, I take a year ly road trip to a big ten away game for ohio state and I always have a blast. Then next Saturday Im going to the Ohio State game in the Horseshoe to see them take on Wisconsin, Im so pumped up!! I really hate dating. Even when i wasnt looking to date, i meet a girl and just by accident we start dating. WE are having a blast, getting along great, the first date ends in a kiss. we go on a few more including me taking her to an ohio state football game, we had alot of fun that day. we kissed quite a few times, im happy as can be, we made plans to go out this week, and on my birthday(a week from tomorrow). Well this week she bails on going out to dinner because she working overtime and i work 3rd shift. Just a few minutes ago, she texts me and

Letting Go....
You thought you still had me under your thumb...you thought I believed your lies...you tried to cause unnecessary drama and you almost had me to the point of deleting my account but I refuse to let you win...so bring it on cause I don't care. I am happy and I am loved and you can't mess that up...so go on spreading your lies...go on trying to cover your ass...but in reality people are starting to realize that you are NOT who you claim to be. You will have to face yourself one of these days and ask yourself why you're alone...and I know you will think back to me...you will know what you did to fuck us up and you will know that I was right. The people you think trust you and believe you, don't. The people you play will confront you...and you will be the one who runs away...not me...not them...YOU. I am over this and I am done...and you can't make me leave...cause he still loves me. I want to thank you for introducing me to him...he's the one I have been waiting for all of my lif

My First...
I just have a few random comments. Philosophy is a interesting subject. Of course since I have a tendency to laugh at inapproriate moments so when they ask certain things I find amazingly stupid I tend to think about it and see it is my head and start laughing. Which of course is never good! Anyway so yeah I keep hearing "Sexy Back" and that song makes me nuts! @_@ So I need to avoid it for the good of human kind. LOL Thats about all from me. Oh! One more thing! Why is it if a guy says something of a sexual nature to you but you say something of a sexual nature though less crude they still have a problem with it? WTF is that?!?!?! Its sexist..... I'm just blogging because I have some time and can't sleep.... Well nothing new really. I'm just looking up Marc Anthony songs on youtube. ^_^ Well Not much else to say really. Guess I will go.... Okay so we went to the movies yesterday. It was my first time driving more than five minutes with my bf at wheel and in his car. So it was a bit ner

Seaworld At San Diego.
Sea World at San Diego-------------------------------- The idea of a marine zoological park is best utilized in San Diego’s Sea world. The first sea world was started in San Diego in 1964 and now is at Ohio and Florida. It is basically an entertainment park and marine park with several sea lions, dolphins and sometimes penguins. The park is spread on several acres with tight security around. It is due to Dipak’s insistence that we went to such a beautiful place and we were thrilled by the workmanship of dolphins. Sea world is nothing but under water circus with Dolphines and men and women. The circus like maneuvers done by dolphins are astonishing. First of all their size impresses audience. There were three dolphins of not less than twenty-feet and weighing several hundred pounds. The dolphins were jumping, dancing and gamboling in water to the delight of spectators. The girl and boys had also taken part in dancing etc. the girl and boys were riding the do

Stories That Were Writen For Me
we was just leaving the movies when you said that you wanted something to eat. so i went ahead and drove to the waffle house so we can grab something to eat before we went home. after we got done eating i decided taht i wanted to go to the park. it was late, like around 1130 or 12 but i didnt care. you know that i just love being around you and making you smile. so while i was pulling up in the park i was steadly undressing you with my eyes. i could see the print of your nipples poking out through your shirt, and the print of your pussy bulging through your shorts. at the same time you was also undressing me with your eyes. you saw that my dick was starting to get hard and you just let out a lil smile. i got out of the truck and came to your side so i could open the door for you. i watched as your right leg came out first and then your left leg made the sight look even more beautiful. as we began to walk toward s the benches, i wrapped my arms around you and sta

Blogthings...
You Are 28% Pure You've either done it, thought about it, or at least heard about it. Luckily, there's a few things left for you to try! How Pure Are You? Your Boobies' Names Are... Wonder Woman and Batgirl Boobie Name Generator Your Eyes Should Be Brown Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

One
It's 1:30am and i'm still suffering with my hayfever. I'm not in the mood for this anymore. My rose is running like a tap, it looks like i'm constantly crying, and my eyes are itchy and painful now. I want / need some sleep! The sneezing is keeping me awake *pouts* I'm not quite sure what to write here. I'm never really on CT at the moment, although i'm sure i'll become addicted again at some point when the novelty of CS wears off haha! Anyways, YEY got my new 19" LCD TFT monitor! It's orgasmic!! Hmm... I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! *grins* x

Poetry
i am a girl that will love you for who you are, i am a girl who will want to fix your fav meal to see you smile, i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to do and enjoy it, i am a girl who would hold you just to keep you close, i am a girl who will tickle you just to hear you laugh, i am a girl that likes to shop for you when i go shoppin, i am a girl who doesnt care how much money you have or what car you drive, i am a girl tha thinks your hott even when your all hot and sweaty, i am a girl that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return, i am a girl that would call you in the morning just to say "have a great day" i am a girl that would bring you your lunch when your too busy to get your won, i am a girl that doesnt care what other people think of you, i am a girl that will always trust you until that trust is violated, i am a girl who wants to be loved the same in return. these are my treasures kept apart, cradled in velvet in my heart graven

• Jokez..
A bus stops and two Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated conversation. The lady sitting behind them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of the men say the following: " Emma come first. Den i come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more. Two asses,they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then i come one lasta time." " You foul - mouthed sex-obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. " In this country, we don't speak aloud in public about our sex lives." " Hey, coola down lady," said the man. " who talkin abouta sexa? I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spella ' Mississippi'." 1. My first job was working in an Orange Juice factory, but I got canned. I couldn't concentrate. 2. Then, I worked in the woods as a Lumberjack, but I just couldn't hack it, so they gave me the axe. 3. After that, I tried to be a Tailor, but I just wasn't suited for it -- mainly because it was a sew-sew job.

Little Tease
Author: Patricia Annette Roden The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so. Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Th

Final Draft
The details are filled in. Tiny bits of information aren’t spared. Even the smallest piece fits in. Nevertheless it was still incomplete. It was only temporary. It was only sculpted. It was only framed. It was only…her. Although it was reexamined again it would never be moved. She was still standing in all her glory but deep down She wants to be the downtrodden that will be saved by a prince for She was not thinking how her looks will change because She was concerned what’s in her heart. She was just thinking what she wants when she meets him. Arms were never there yet she needed them to extend her feel of how far her love will lead her. She wanted to be noticeable but she is seen throughout in public places and sceneries. The flawless actions she acts are completely orchestrated with ease and flow-such an action she never wants committed to memory. It’s orchestrated flawlessly that she wants to be flawed by disgrace. She knows she wants to be free

Medido99
Hello all friend and fans!!!! Just wanted everyone to know I got to accepted TOP PRIVATE MAKEUP SCHOOL IN CANADA since 2002 it’s for this summer. I’m moving from home for two months so I can become a credited makeup artist. I’m so excited and nervous but this is just the started of my career. Then I hope I’m accepted to a college in New York. Which I’m applying in August wish me Luck …hehehe xoxoxoxox Shea OK so the story goes.... Everything was going fine and well (or so I thought) last night. Then My X-Boyfriend and another guy decided to go out for a walk to the corner store.... Hours later they come back. "What the Fuck took you two so long"? was my inquiry. That's when the X spoke up and told me he didn't want to be with me... the whole "It's not you it's me" thing. He figures he'd be happier with a guy. WTF. Anyways, this something I never seen coming. I dont really know how to feel. Used, ashamed, unworthy ... just a bunch of mixed emtotions going through my

Those Quizzes
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To? Your Seduction Style: The Natural You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style? Your Spicy Score: Medium You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance. You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature. Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality. Men find you

Weekly Journals
yahoo address is: jtucker72@yahoo.com Hey everyone on my list...I conteplated deleting my profile, but decided not too....Im adding to my old friends list so dont be surprised if you get another request...Im still in Maryland for another half a week and then back to Calif...Hope you all had a happy halloween....PS it is fricking cold here!!!!! JT hey everyone, im on yahoo if u want to chat...I may even let you see my cam..hehe..

Oh My Goodness
oh wow..ok, so i was at work today, feeling kinda bad cause i had a headache...it was really bothering me...and Travis came to see me...and he brought roses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) we've been together for 1 month now..Isn't that so sweet?? I've never had a guy do anything like that for me..but yeah..after he left i got really happy..nothing bothered me the whole night..he really knows how to cheer me up =) ok, what the heck?? Kidney Infections suck!! lol i just got over it today..i was scared i would still have it and today is my first night at my other job..at least i dont have to be in till 5:00PM for training..i can get some rest. i would just seriously hate it if i had to call in sick on my first day..but when i have kidney infections i really have a hard time just getting off the couch. no way i could work!! i am just so tired right now!! at least this only happens about twice a year..but on Dec 1st my health insuranace kicks in..so off to the doctor i go. lol hopefully no more kidney

My Comprehension Is Just Too Complex...
Apparently I work next door to a shelter for the mentally disabled. At lunch time I usually go outside to the lunch cart and grab something real quick. An older mentally challenged gentleman was trying to buy lunch but from the sound of the coversation he didn't have enough money. The lady took his money and left it on the counter meanwwhile he's pointing to the menu trying to say "cheeseburger." So I pay for my lunch and get my change and without thinking put a couple dollars down on top of the man's money and told the lady he should have enough for his cheeseburger now. With that I left to go eat but it got me to thinking about how we should make an effort to help those that aren't as fortunate as ourselves. Yeah it was only a couple dollars to me, but it was lunch for that hungry man. Working in ny is giving me good opportunities to see things from a different perspective and I think I am becoming a more well rounded person because of it. I do hope you guys take a hard look

If U Want 2 Be
WEN THE SKY IS GREEN, WHEN THE SKY IS BLUE , ITS THE ONLY REASON I THINK OF YOU. DEEP INSIDE, DEEP WITHIN, MY HEART ONLY SHOUTS OUT FOR WHO IT REALLY LOVES. AND THE REASON WHY I THINK OF U, IS BECUASE I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. IT SHOUTS FOR YOUR NAME IT CALLS OUT FOR U FOR I HAVE FALLEN FOR YOUR LOVE AND NOW THAT I THINK OF U AT THIS MOMENT AND EVERY SECOND THAT I AM AFRAID TO LOSE YOUR POSESION AND LOVE THAT U HAVE GIVEN ME ~KALYLA~ if your askin if i love the answer is forever if your askin my if i`ll leave you the answer is never if your askin what i value the answer is you if your askin if i luv you the answer is ido and forever me gustan tus besos, me gustan tus labois pero lo que me gustan mas es tu forma de acer , me gusta tu acarisias, y me gusta tu sonrisas mas lo que me gusta de yi esque sabes como dar su lugar, eres hermoso ,lindo, y sabes como a respetar me gutas como besas , me gustas como toques y lo ma

Skittles
THIS STUPID GAME LIE IS A GAME I WANT IT TO END, I HATE THIS GAME WHY MUST I DEFEND? HATE ME IF YOU MUST YOU, I WILL NEVER TRUST, GIVE ME A KNIFE I WILL TAKE MY LIFE AND LOSE THIS GAME, IF YOU DONT, THATS FINE ITS NOT YOURS ITS MINE, YOU SHOULDNT CRY BECAUSE EVERYONE WILL DIE, I DONT KNOW HOW BUT IM ENDING MINE NOW! My Love Is Forever True! I gaze at your pictures as I go to sleep, I can hear your voice It sounds so sweet, I cannot contain my feelings for you My heart is set free It belongs to you. Your eyes, your heart, your touch Katy you mean so much. If I could just have one wish It would be to be with you, Because I know that in my heart My love is forever true. This is how I feel for you I've known it all along, You are my one true love My world.. My heart.. My soul! yes, im bored

My Thoughts
THIS IS TO JUST DO IT THE EASY WAY, WANT TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR PHOTO COMMENTS!!!! U GUYS SURE DO NO HOW TO MAKE A WOMAN FEEL SPECIAL!!!! Hahaha Sis I am going to talk about you. I am so glad Allie came into my life at the time that she did. Not sure what I would have ever done without here lately. It seems that whatever my ex can deal us he has. And once again I am trying to mend a broken heart. It is great to be able to try and help her through the situations she is going through also. And sis I will get you to let that hair down b4 the die I die. So beware...anyways I love ya sis and thank you for everything. Hosted by Sparkle Tags This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex..

Random Random..ness..
Being the non-christian that I am, if I were to get pulled over for doing something stupid while driving, you think they'd be mad if I said Jesus took the wheel? If I were nuts, you guys would tell me....right? Got this from Maggie :D How Do Men See You?Men See You As PlayfulMen want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

To All My Peeps
This is to anyone who likes Avon products we are running great deals for the upcoming holiday come check out the deals at www.youravon.com/jyoung8452 if interested you have to register as a new customer on the site if you need anything please click on the contact me button and I'll be sure to get back to you Hey all I'm sorry if I haven't responded to all of your comments I have been very sick so I haven't been able to keep up with anyone on here but I'm truely sorry and I will return the favor for all of you thanks for being patient xoxo I gotten a phone call 2 days ago and my dr. said my test results came back and that I have cercial cancer,It's got me really scared,I have to go in for surgery on the 20th of this month to have it removed the dr. stated that it will always come back but having it removed will help me live longer unless it his a main organ.I'm feeling very depressed cause I just had a baby 2 months ago and I have 2 other children that need me as well,I want to thank

My Stories And Poems
A weekend away with you up in the mountains....Oh how we need this love...... It only takes you a few minutes to get the fire going. I walk into the living room, carrying a tray of hot cocoa and the minute I see you, I feel an overwhelming need to touch you. I come over to you and wrap my arms around you from behind, sliding my cold hands up under your sweater. "Hey!" …but you stop me from pulling my hands away and turn around in my arms. You smell so good, of fresh air and firewood. I nuzzle my face in your neck, kissing you softly. I can feel your breath in my ear and your lips on my hair. I'm right where I belong. My hands are still under your shirt, warming up on you. I move them around to your front and slide them up to run across your chest. You pull back a bit, just far enough to let me continue my exploring. I look up at your face as you are looking at me. I smile as our eyes meet, knowing that our night promises to be an amazing one. "I made some cocoa…" "It can

Blog
hey everyone im gettin the fuck out of here i cant whait to get back and drink beer and drive my car. but i will be sure not to mix the two. well better get goin i gotta finnish packing laters im boored again someone hit me up on yahoo instant messanger my sn is sapper101abn yeah im fucking boored all the time i need help iv only got a month and a half left and time seems to drag on more and more each day. you can help me by sending me an IM on yahoo sapper101abn someone hit me up please

Now Out Of My Mind Thoughts By Nero240
I have a question for you , why are you here ? to make friends to meet people or just to have a place to be ? I'm here because I like to be around people who are diffrent it would bore me to tears id we all were the same , some people are extroverts and other are introverts , personally I fall in the middle , but I come here to say hi and have a great day coz thats my hope for everyone , not to say that " don't add a person who is only in it for their own glory because maybe they have a problem that they are truly afriad to talk about. I'm old and remember alot of things but I try to live by a few things I have heard first is the Desderata google it if you are courious about what it says and the old saying from star trek the needs of the many out weigh the needs of the few or the one the last one is that through others do you discover self , so to the ego people out there don't tell me not to add some one because maybe that person needs to talk to an old balding fat man o

Serious Stuff
Are you bored all the time? Never seem to be able to figure out how to fill in those boring minutes with something to do?? Why not join the Fubar Welcome Wagon?? Meet new people, be part of something fun... all the while helping to invite new people to the site and send a lil love... ;) after all who doesnt love having a warm welcome when you join a new site?? If youre interested, please contact ~Krys™~ http://fubar.com/harpiegirl for more details :D *Serious inquiries only please* well, i had started to see someone and low and behold...once again im not so imporant. was given the hope and had it ripped away. im tired of being the person that every1 walks on because ive got such a big heart. its like im just a lil game piece in every1s lil game, something to be played with... im so tired of it. is that all i am? something to be toyed with? is there anyone who even truely cares? im beginning to doubt it. Pls Place All Languages in Which You Speak Here

The View From The Inside
-I am in wooster for a week. I got in Sunday night after I got off work at childrens so ive been here only a few days and im already bored out of my mind. I miss my kent friends who were up until the wee hours of the morning with me.. here people actually go to bed.. its not cool...I did have fun last night I got to hang out with some old friends! - Today I am escaping Wooster after my doctors appointment and heading to Canton to see my soulmate. I miss her very much :( And after all the shit thats been going on I defintely need some snookum (and limewire) time. - Im slowly begining to realize that it really is his loss. I mean after all who wouldnt want me.. Im prettier then she is, more successful then she could ever hope to be, Smarter then she is, and not to mention the fact that Im going to be rich some day :) And he also wont find someone who loves him NEARLY as much as I do/did. Oh well..not my fault! - I dont know what I would do without My soulmate or the SPP

Some Thing Worth Losing
Some times we lie to people. Most the time we don’t even realize it. It’s so difficult to tell when this is happening, because they lie to us too, with out knowing it. Some days everything is a lie, and we lie to our selves all too often. Simple lies, not the kind about cheating or using people, but the kind we live with everyday. The lies about how we feel, about our selves, about others, about who we are. Behind every one of these lies is the truth, and the truth hurts. The truth can ruin families, friends, and marriages. Is the truth worth it? Does it even matter anymore? I try to tell the truth, but I can never tell the truth about everything without causing pain for others. So when is it wrong or right? The truth can be the harshest prison for any ones heart. You look like hell? Tears of sorrow Tears of pain All these tears I’ve cried Damaged from all your lies Screaming from inside Smiling though out All these years Can you feel my fears It all c

My Poetry
I hate: -when people have to be 2 faced....... ya know those ppl who ask you if they can have things as a friend and then tell other ppl stupid shit thats not even close to true. -co workers who dont go out of their way to help anyone.... dont care about anything and think they know you enough to diss you to your best friend or any of your friends at all because they think they are better than everyone. quit with the drama already.... your just making things harder for yourself. - Friends who wont talk to their child hood friends because they are not good enough. hello we were though ones there through thick and thin who let you cry on our shoulders and invited you to sleepovers when you weren't good enough to go to your new "friends" houses. -self Contained people who think "THEY ARE THE SHIT"---- heres a clue... your not so get over yourself! -The ppl who say they are your friends then dont write or call for months at a time. Enough said! -People who think losing a

Beth's World
Hey everyone. Just wanted to let you know, if you even read these things. I'm deleting this account. I never log on here anymore, and when I do log on it's not like anyone is talking to me. I just wanted to thank everyone for the laughs and the conversations, those of you who did actually talk to me. I'll miss you guys. -Love Always, Beth So here is the deal. Lately, I have been putting a lot of MuMM's about my relationship, or relationships in general. I just wanted to make sure that everyone was clear on my relationship. I am very happy and content in my relationship. I am in a very serious relationship with a guy named Josh S. He has been a very supportive factor in my life over the past almost two years. He was one of the few people that understood when my aunt was sick and dying that I needed my space, but was always there when I needed him. He gave my space, but within the space there was the understanding that he was just a phone call or txt away. We ha

Erotic Stories
She stood in the room, ashamed and embarrassed. She knew that everything she was about to do was wrong, and if anyone knew what she was doing, she would be the talk of the town. She slowly slid her pants down until she was just standing in her t-shirt and underwear. Many times at home, she has been in the same exact outfit and thought nothing of it, but now standing in this room, it was completely different. It was now as if she was completely naked, not wearing anything appropriate. Thinking back at the people that had seen her like this she began to wonder why she was embarrassed to be standing like this. How many different guys, that she had had crushes on, had seen her in this exact same outfit. It was an odd night to come to her family’s house and not see her in just a t-shirt. It wasn’t as if she was a nudist or anything, just not a big fan of clothing. Her not being a fan of clothing was what actually first brought the two of them together. He was always making fun of her ne

Life Is A Bowl Of Cherries
Can u see me? as i stand here alone Can you hear me as we talk on the phone Where i sat and i cried. Where a part of me died But you never cared. You watch me in a blank stair So now it's back on you and me. But i'm not happy I may fake this smile. Only for a short while Untill you leave me here. So i can lay in fear NEver was i important to you. You jsut do want u wanna do I'll sit here making new friends. and then our world will end... I wish i could say thoes three words and mean them... I look around No one is here I can't move my body Petrafid in fear I've watch the sun Fall and rise And when i dream All i can see our his eyes Wishing i was wiht him Dreamin of that day Where i can be wiht him Forever and in lvoe we'll stay But when a wake And open my eyes I'm trapped in this dundgen What a surpirse If he could read this I feel terrible inside He feel i hate him And that though makes me cry I don't hate you And i don't think i ca

Friends That Rock!
LADYMOOSE is 21 again! Please stop by and show this fellow Fubar'er some B-day Love! ladymoose760 OMG. I just saw this Bulliten.... ---------------------------------------------- I keep getting compliments on my page and how much people love it I didn't make it Also, for the newer people who don't understand how to do anything with their page yet It's easy this right here is the man to go see (it's his skin that I am using right now) SirJim ~Rider~@ CherryTAP and THIS IS THE LINK to browse through the many skins he has made Now if you do end up finding one you like and use it on your page..please show him a lil love because I for one think those skins gotta be hard work to make :D (repost of original by 'I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-' on '2006-12-15 03:47:15') (repost of original by 'lil pixxi girl is Feelen' Frisky and In Luv with Dave!!' on '2006-12-15 03:53:48') ----------------------------

Jim's Soapbox
OK it is SO rare that I get on a soapbox. But what the heck is the definition of NSFW here??? I have friends who have had pictures marked NSFW with themselves FULLY clothed but showing a bit of cleevage marked as NSFW. Then I see someone who has a gif as their main picture annimated as FLIPPING US OFF. It was marked as NSFW, but 5 min later was unmarked. Since when has any large corporation in the U.S. allowed any of their employees to flip someone off and not be imiddiately taken to human resources???? I am not a prude... I do not really care what Fubar allows and doesn't. But I thought that the NSFW meant it was NOT SAFE FOR WORK. I am tired of the hipocracy. Either mark ALL photos showing anything rude, crude, or slightly sexually revealing as NSFW or DROP IT and allow everything. If the goal was to make Lost Cherry / Cherry Tap / Fubar safe to be able to be viewed at work, then do not allow such photos as the STRICTIST of copanies would allow you to post on your cubic

Somthin To Talk About
in this story in my head a little girl lies awake in bed thinking of whats yet to come and all the pain from everyone her best friend for all eternity was 10 yrs older now you see so she watched the girls come break his heart and she swore shed never do that part well one day his girl walked away leaving him again with so much pain the little girl then craddled his head and in a soft wisper she slowly said "i will never leave your side, i will never break your heart and if you wait a few years for me i swear well never be apart" this made the bo so very excited he loved this girl and was so delighted he waited for ten whole years as this girl washed away all his fears and on her graduation day that seemed to come with such haste he held her tight within his arms and looked into her face "little girl" he said "you kept your part and never once did you break my heart for all these years i waited here waiting for this moment dear I cant think of a better w

Poems
Many Nites many nites i have cried from the things u do i felt like i could die from the thought of losing u many nites u have cried from the things i have done u felt like u could die knowing i am the one many nites i have cried you made me feel ignored many nites i have cried only wantin to be adored many nites u have cried i made u feel ashamed many nites u have cried u felt i was only a game many nites i have cried until tears fell no more many nites i have cried as i layed upon this floor many nites u have cried the pain began to rage many nites u have cried feeling trapped in a cage many nites we have cried from the love we share we felt as if we could die if the other wasn't there but the nites that we cried from the things we have done our love finally died For we will never be one GO AWAY I told him to go away He asked me if I meant today. I told him, No! I meant forever, Id see him never! He grabbed me & I

A Part Of Me
One chance to live One chance to die One chance to share One chance to cry One chance to dance One chance to fly Above the clouds And through the stars To find our place In our true love's arms Dont lose that chance Dont question why Just follow your dreams To a place and time A place where flowers fill the fields A place where rainbows fill the sky To find this chance that we all seek We must look beyond what we see We must reach deep into our soul To find a love that is lined with gold To love another you must love yourself So take the time to find that love To unleash your joys on wings of doves To laugh and cry To share your heart Look first within your very soul Without that love You can never be whole A gentle breeze and a sunkissed sky I sit and think wondering why Holding your memories close to my heart Wishing we were not so far apart You have become a part of me In your heart and arms is where I want to be I long to feel your tender embrace

My Writing
a person can live with money and power...but love is wat can keep a person from goin crazy with money and power love can help in maywayz...people who thing wrong have dont want love..love is good and special..that is wat everyone needs love is there when u see that the person u love can be with u..even thou love can be free everyone is special in there own way..if has wayz 2 show them how they are cheating is a way 2 get ur way...but when u get cheatted on urself then its not ur way anymore anger and lies is wat u think is fun..but there after the fun and games is over.. u see that anger and lies is wat gets ur in a bad shape I found myself in a place of darkness no light, just darkness all around I stop and thought of this world A world of hate and lies Although this place i called home was no more A small Glance of light cough my eye So I walked to that light and start thinking Thinking of wat this could be Seeing this light gave me a Feel

this had been hard week for me. my best friends mom died. i called her mom. its was very fast shw was olny in the hosp for 2 week. i would have never thought at the 1st of this yr. that we would have to say goodbye to her. i going to miss her so much . mandy Location of Death: Solana Beach, CA Date of Death: 4/11/2039 12:02:56 AM Last Person Called: Alfonzo Last Number Dialed: 911 Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Licking cheap stamps See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game i am not doing to good today. so i thought i would do a bl

The Truth Hurts Sometimes, Becareful What You Wish For
Little Dick TomTom will go to jail for ... Impregnating half the Nuns in a Monastery 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Little Dick TomTom will go to jail for ... Lying about the size of his Dick 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Little Dick TomTom will go to jail for ... selling Viagra to Monks as sugar pills 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Little Dick TomTom will go to jail for ... being a flasher but not having anything to flash 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Little Dick TomTom -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual di

Just Stuff
Subject: Chili Cook Off > >If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope >for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this >slowly. > >If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third >judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know >how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time >Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at >the San Antonio City Park . Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili Taster >named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield , IL. > >Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili >cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I >happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to >the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other >two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, >besides, th

Sammi's Poems
Heartbroken beautiful pieces of the past shattered torn broken on the floor try to move on but the heavy chains hold strong chains that were once your warm embrace they imprison me now to soak in my misery and loneliness in the dark dungeon of the lost cold damp lonely it swallows me whole swirling in my memories of you and me those soft lips endearing eyes sweet smile all turning slowly to sobs glares and frowns What was so alive what had such warmth is now but a cold dead corpse rotting slowly in my mind The love and joy i used to know the laughs we shared the love we made all vaporized within one pathetic moment and the love that took so long to build all destroyed burned crushed in a lightning flash Pat, i will always love you even if you don't love me. I am heartbroken. We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhu

Poams
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low, and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is strange with its twists and turns, As everyone of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow, You may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out, The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worse, that you must not quit. i wish that you would open up to me. I wish that you would not shut me out. I wish that you would let me get to know you. I wish that you would let me show you that i can be there for you. I wish that you would let me show

Thoughts For You To Answer Please
FRIENDS ARE SPECIAL SO PERFECT SO SWEET FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE US FEEL NEAT FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE UD SEE THE PERFECT FRIENDS YOU AND ME BY FAIRY FANTACY They think they can take any ones children they want no matter what, even when the mother is not at fault. seems to me we get the short end of the stick... Give us the chance to prove we Lovevour children!!!!!!!!! Not for those friends who do keep in touch with me but for all thows who choose to Ignore me I'm not a point whore so I will be deleating those who so not like to at least day hi to me to all my friends Merry Christmas I'll see you later tonight

Rambling.....
I wonder if it has anything to do with me drinking hot tea?? Well, I woke up around 3 am and right now at 11 am, I am soooooooooo tired, plus I can feel a headache coming on...yay for me. I had some horrific heartburn, plus had to majorly go potty and on top of all of that, I had a REALLY weird ass dream last night, so all of that woke me up and now my ass is dragging. I'm hoping to lay down for a few hours a take a nap, although it won't be uninterrupted since the kids just can't seem to leave me alone, at least it will be a bunch of small naps...that might be suffice enough for a while.....we'll see. Well, I just got home from taking the kids to catch their school bus and when I got back I went straight to the back yard to check on the poopie dog. Well, Bodey kept messing with something over at the wire fence that is between mine and the bitch's, um I mean my neighbor's yard and I saw something furry. I first thought I was seeing a squirrel tail and that he had gotten stu

Boredom
Well, i got a phone call last week from one of my brothers, telling me my other brother was in the hospital. its been wicked stressful worrying about him. he has cancer. and they gave me 6 months. he ad a surgery to remove it. But they didn't get all of it and it spread. now this kind of bums me out. they live in a different state. i have seen either of them for 10 years. we lost contact for awhile, and just recently started getting back in contact and getting to know each other. and i feel like i am being selfish for wishing there was more time to get to know him better. it sucks that stuff like this happens to such good people. he has 3 kids and they are really sad and that is understandable. i just wish there was something i could do . i hate that someone who i just started to get to know again and getting close to is going to die. i know most people will say make the best out of the time you have with them now, and i intend to . I just cant stand to see someone suffer. it's j

Just Some Things
COME ON.. GIRLS.. WANNA SEE A HOT GUY THATS SO SO SWEET.. WITH A BODY TO DIE FOR... SHOW THIS MARINE SOME LOVE...... Jody@ CherryTAP shit i forgot rated r superstar.. how could i do that.. you know i luv ya !!!! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.. THATS THE THOUGHTS THAT ARE RUNNIN IN MY HEAD... WONDERING WHAT TO DO.. I NO LONGER HAVE MY JOB... UGGHHH THIS SUCKS ASS.. MY KIDS ARE GOING BANANAS... IM AT WITS END. I HAVE NO NERVES LEFT. LOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW... SUCKS ASS.. I KNOW YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT BUT I NEEDED TO COME HERE ONCE AGAIN TO VENT AND SAY I FUCKING SUCK!!!!!

Friends
can anyone here please explain this whole ct marriage thing too me, and how it works, who yu see too get one done any and all info helpfull Hey all, I just wanted too let everyone know as of today im going too start removing people who have never left me a comment or a ratin or even looked at my page so do me a favor if you wanna remain on my list and want the favor returned reply too this so I know you have looked and I have your support or else your gone bye, Will too all the people on my friends list and anyone else rating this, please take some time too drop bye and rate pics regularly and leave comments maybe even become a fan if you do drop me a message and ill be happy too return the favor. As of tommorow im going too start removing people who havent even looked at my page or left any messages or rating or anything. So, if you dont wanna be removed let me know otherwise thanks and catch ya later Will

Stuff
Sing it to the tune of "i will survive" > > >Sing It Girls > >At first I was afraid, I was petrified. >When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! >But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, >That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... >But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and >you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it >was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known >there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! > >Go on now - go, ! Walk out the door, >Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! >Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't >you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! >[Chorus] > >I will survive! I will survive! >Cuz as long as I have batteries, >My sex life's gonna thrive! >I will always have good sex, >with a handful of latex! >I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! > >It to

Just Here
i am going to take a few minutes and just to the people that love me i love them also i want ot let a special person know that i really love them and that with what ever goes on the second of january i am always going to be here for her it doesnt matter if i am in a diffrent town or i am in a diffrent counrty cause she just doesnt understand how much i do love and care for her baby Thank you for being so loveing and so kind to me when we met i was this scared little girl .On the outside i was so tuff and you see threw it . and i am so thankful for that . Ihave never met someone like you that is so loveing and careing for me .When i am sad you are there to pick me up .and when you are sad i have a shoulder for you to cry on or i am listening for you to call my name .Baby the day we get married will be the most precious day of my life . Even though we are not i still consider you as my husband you are my soul mate you know me better than i know my self and for that I LOVE YOU so much

Cute Quizs Lol
Dizzy Lizzy's sexual nickname: "She-bop" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Which drug are you?Cannabis, Dope, Pot, BlowYou like to chill and smile as the world flows by right in front of your eyes. Anything for an easy life! Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. Your Love Style is Storge For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind (You've been known to still have connections with exes) But sometimes your love is not the most passionate Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you craveWhat's Your Love Style?

This Is Jes Soooo Evil!!!
im so sick of evryone tryin to say they're fam when it's just turning into a fukin lynch mob that doesnt even care about anythng but whos been to the fukin gathering! maybe i should go emo!! at least they admit they're whiners lol!! What would you do in this situation? created @ 06/19/2009 07:57 am mum expired. [EVERYONE] Many of you have seen my hall of shame this week. We ousted a fake that honestly one of the best I have ever seen. Salutes are kind of funny. I have seen some real shitty salutes, but I can tell its that person. Well, I call these people shape shifters. It's really annoying. So I am going to put this out to you and this is an honest question.If you were approached by an admin who questioned your salute and identity and asked you to go on cam to prove who you are would you.A: Get on cam and say FUCK you scrapper I am real. B: Say fuck you scrapper I don't need to sh

Just Blogging
As I watch the darkness slowly engulf me, I feel my life slipping away. Happiness is no more and I feel it will never return. How did I lose all that I ever cared about? I give and I give and this bastard called life continuously takes more than I am capable of returning. My breath has been taken from me. Sucked from the deepest portals of my being. I am now on my knees, no longer strong enough to put one foot in front of the other to take one simple step. I crawl as I struggle to find the answers to where I went wrong. Digging deep in this rock bottom pit I have been forced into. Digging deeper as I feel the walls of darkness closing tighter around me. So tired. I must lay here in the darkness and rest....as I gasp for breath for my weary body. Physical pain. Emotional pain. Popping pills. Chasing with alcohol. Nothing eases the pain.... The pain you inflicted upon me. Nothing eases my broken heart. My tattered soul isn't worth the blood that seeps from it's cemented walls

Hello There
Anyone know why the fire alarm goes off w/o reason? No smoke ... no fire ... no nothing and they just started screaming. It happened twice in one night a few weeks ago around this very time. The batteries are not low. We actually only had batteries in the two bedrooms from the last time. I pressed the button on the one in my sisters room and it turned off. WTF is triggering them? Just writing a quick bloggy blog to say GOOD NIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS!!! Hope everyone has a wonderful Friday! *hugs n kisses* That's right! I completely forgot about this place until I got an email asking where I was. So here I am, I have returned with updated pics to boot!!!

Bates
Locke guilty on all counts By BRAD KELLAR Herald-Banner Staff Cory Joe Locke was found guilty by a jury Thursday of murder in connection with the shooting death of Michael Patrick Bates. Locke was also found guilty by the panel of aggravated robbery with a deadly weapon, aggravated kidnapping and burglary of a habitation. He could face a maximum life sentence on each of the counts except the burglary charge, which carries a maximum sentence of 20 years in prison. A sentencing hearing is scheduled for 3 p.m. today before 354th District Court Judge Richard A. Beacom. Locke showed no emotion when the verdicts were read Thursday afternoon. He was immediately taken from the courtroom and lead back to the Hunt County Jail. The jury deliberated about three hours before reaching the unanimous decisions on each of the four charges. Bates, 43, died as the result of a shotgun wound to the chest. His body was found early on the morning of June 2, 2005 in a residence at 1959 A

Favorite Lyrics & Poetry
I ran out of time to do this yesterday. (OK, I got sidetracked.) So, belatedly, in honor of Veterans Day, I give you some of the most moving poems written to honor fallen heroes. I also highly recommend reading The Teeth Mother Naked at Last by Robert Bly, which was too long to reproduce here, but which is especially pertinent now. Suicide in the Trenches Siegfried Sassoon I KNEW a simple solder boy Who grinned at life in empty joy. Slept soundly through the lonesome dark, And whistled early with the lark. In winter trenches, cowed and glum, With crumps and lice and lack of rum, He put a bullet through his brain. Noone spoke of him again. You smug-faced crowds with kindling eye Who cheer when soldier lads march by, Sneak home and pray you'll never know The hell where youth and laughter go. In Flanders Fields John McCrae In Flanders Fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still

New Album
I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS SO MUCH.... BUT I THINK I NEED A NET BREAK.... I WONT BE ONLINE FOR A WHILE... IM SO HAPPY THAT I HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW SOME OF YOU... THE FEW WHO HAVE MY CELL NUMBER CALL ME... THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT.... ILL SEE YOU WHEN I GET BACK ONLINE... IM GETTING BURNED OUT...i JUST NEED SOME ME TIME.... I LOVE YOU GUYS... HAVE FUN ~COUNTESS FILTH~ I hate fat people who say they love everyone... they dont "spread hate" of course not... you need frineds... you know whats wrong with people now days every one is too /politically correct... if you hate someone or something... dont be afraid to say it! stop hiding and crying people stand up and speak out... the great thing about america is that we can do that... people die in war so you can SPEAK YOUR FUCKING MIND!!! START SPEAKING!!! You know I am really fucking sick and tired of opening a bullrtin and its some if you hate jesus dont post me crap. This isnt church. Share that shit there. Don't force it on the rest of us ffs. If y

Damn A Week In And So Many Friends
HARD HAT HEROES There's a breed of Aussie hero who has served this nation well and they don a yellow uniform to face the fires of hell. When day temperatures are soaring and the high winds blow a gust, and our bushland is ignited it's in them we place our trust. Yes, you're all somebody's daughter and you're all somebody's son, you are mothers and you’re fathers: hard-hat heroes everyone. When their mates are in the hot seat and they need a helping hand, they will volunteer their services from stations 'cross this land. Whether country towns or cities or a rural fire brigade, they will gladly throw their hats in and will offer their mates aide. Yes, you're all somebody's daughter and you're all somebody's son, you are mothers and you’re fathers: hard-hat heroes everyone. Do you owe your home or property, your very lives perhaps, to the selfless, honest efforts of these bold fire-fighting chaps? Or still sadly you lost everything, but proudly can

Lavendar Stars
It is my hope that when you read this you are able to walk away with something that allows you to continue on your journey. Mizery we are friends... always have been.. always will be... I am sorry that your heart is so heavy. Tears My heart is heavy... it feels as though I can not breath ... I want to curl up into a ball and just disappear ... there is a sob welled up in my chest begging to be released ... my soul is filled with tears... I fear that if I open the flood gates I will drown ... I look at my reflection in the mirror... I remember you ... tear stained face ... sad dark eyes ... barely a smile on my lips ... I thought for sure that you were gone ... I thought that I had seen the last of you and your tortured soul ... why have you come back to taunt me? Are you here to remind me that I will never be free of you? How do I make peace with you? ... I need you to be my equal, not someone who wants to tear me down ... How do I make you a part of me that makes me stronger and

Support.................
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Surveys & Offers
A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.Fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: Fubar.com or LostCherry.com. *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or Fubar t-shirt, and show your Fubar.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified. All Salutes are approved by the Fubar bouncers. Using fake or bogus photos will result in your account be

Fubar Specific (updated January 2011)
The following MuMM (mine) was removed by fubarThis constitutes the arbitrary censorship of political speech in what fubar deems a public place and prior restraint by threats of ad baculum force. After glancing at "Irate Women" Parts 1 & 2, and saying to myself 'there is no fucking way I'm going to read all of that shit' it occurred to me that no one else is, either. If they did they'd realize 1st and foremost that I detest the Heterosexual ideal that "the man" hauls his burly ass out the door and brings home a big ole buck for the wife and kids to eat while the woman tends the garden, bakes bread and bends over for the guy as a reward for his Hard work, that whole schlemiel to me is people imitating animals because they're too fucking lazy and stupid to use their Powers of Creation to make an interesting life for themselvesSo to make a long story short - I can't marry you because I already am and I can't afford to keep you as a mistress, nor pay you for any kind of sex or sex related t

Sexymama
I just got a new tatoo on my back it is preety kool i like it. it hurts more now after i got it done. I TOOK THE KIDS TO THE FAIR THE GIRLS ROAD MOST OF THE RIDES. MY SON DID NOT WANT TO. THAY HAD SO MUCH FUN THEY CAME HOME AND WENT STRIGHT TO BED.I LET THEM PLAY SOME GAMES AND THEY WON SOME TOYS. WELL LET ME KNOW WHAT YA THINK. i just want to say happy fathers day to all the fathers out there. i hope you all have a great day.

Poetic To The End...
Cow constitution tuxedoed dog blackmans bowtie dutchmans clog bald headed blondie aggrivated violins hazing of the newbie chewing on onions Shrimp fried mushrooms wedding cakes on the fall having sex in my room hauling off a paul mall looking in the mirror at the eyes inside my head thinking is this normal living in a shed? Your a sick sick bastard I hate you with a passion Mixed and cut, twisted and burnt I look sane on the outside, but inside I'm hurt Mixed up emotions floating through my mind Hoping to one day, any day find A place where I'm happy, contented and safe A place where noone stares no need to strafe I've seen this place, I've been there before I've lost it al now, Be your bitch no more. Looking all about me seeing none but pain holding all my feelings, battling the reigns Of terror, hate, and rage uncontrolled My inner thoughts my feelings, all covered in mold It hurts to think that she may die The thought is selve brings tears to

Texas Cows...a Joke, Dammit.
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length

Smoking
More than a week now and I'm still doing it. Still tough but I think I may be able to put together some substantial abstenance. :) Come show me some love and support as I try to quit smoking. I'm about 3 hours in and jonesin like a MoFo, lol. I'll keep ya updated. 12 hours and going strong....so far. I have a couple bags of lolli pops to get me through the night...and a couple good friends too :)

My Iq
http://cherrytap.com/mr_scary1 IS HAVING A BBW CONTEST PLEASE CONTACT HIM IF INTERESTED THANKS Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com jennifer -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

My Life
today i feel as if ct is starting to turn into a public school where everyone had special clics and dont give a rats ass about anyone else. i ahve posted shit and no one reposts them its a bunch of crock cause i have to repost them myself. i am depressed tattoo had to start his new job sooner then planned, my grandpa has to have surgury this move as well as my grams they are going down hill quickly. It worries me and yet again this is another xmas that is missing some family members. my birthday comes up on thursday and i dont think anyone is gonna do anything for me. what they is happening im gonna be 20 but i dont feel it, cause for crying out loud im not graduated yet for many reasons. i need a drink so damn bad right now but i wont cause i am the only one here with my son. i need to escape to where i dont know. and no one give me a smartass comment about that. well im gonna go before i bore you to death hey everybody im bored as all hell i need to my level up so get everyone to add

Having Fun
District Judge Ron Svaty sent this: please let your family and friend know about this: VERY IMPORTANT WARNING Please Be Extremely Careful especially if using internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless email with a Power Point presentation "Life is beautiful." If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, and delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: "It is too late now, your life is no longer beautiful." Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC and the person who sent it to you will gain access to your name, e-mail and password. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the antivirus software's are not capable of

Taking Life One Day At A Time
I stood out side Watch the ocean blue Hopeing one day it will lead me to you Sparking waters The sun kissed sands I sit on top of Awaiting your hand Eyes watching the sea Ear listening too Praying to God the next ship carries you I know you hear me When i call out I know you know Becaues i hear you shout So i stay on this beach And thinking of what i miss Your smile, eyes, your laught And your kiss I feel down To hard to say My eyes grew tried I was drifting away Getting back up Just to fall again Lossing it To an old friend Things start moving That should never I started swaying Feeling i'm ready to sleep forever I fall again My body to weak Maybe it's the lack of food Or the lack of sleep Trying to get up Trying to breathe My weakness Taking over me I don't get up I just lay there Untill i'm flipped over Untill i can breathe air Eyes are falling As fast as can be When all i can do Is all i can see... Each step i tak

For All The Cf's This Is My Ty Among Many More
Ok i would love to do some thing here for all my fellow canadians!!! as well all know there are many canadians on this site!! an i know for a fact we have some CF on here as well so i would love to see some of em pop up an repost this for me if u can send me the link to your profile!!! let me know what part u are in weather it is the navy or army or air force!! i havnt seen any love an support go out to our troops here in canada so i wanna show em they are very important an loved!!! we need to remember that we are out helping as much as we can too.... of the major hurricane out in the states did u know they sent over 2000 canadian navy men an women there to help??? Wife, daughters mourn at burial Oct. 25, 2006. 10:42 AM CANADIAN PRESS OTTAWA — Sgt. Darcy Tedford’s widow gently stroked her husband’s beret and medals as he was laid to rest today at the national war cemetery. Family, friends and comrades from the Royal Canadian Regiment gathered at th

Broke Computer
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, I ain't getting any younger and my best friend chas tells me to get on with my life. He tells me to quit crying about not qetting affection and love at home if I am not going to do anything about it. Damn been married near all my life and last 15 we exist. She is always tired and I am always ready if you know what I mean just an old horn dog. We have stuck through thick and thin and thick does not describe my lady it takes block and tackle to get me to the summit. I ain't supper man just got average or so size, but she always talking about the big ones. Then she says she doesn't like sex. Once and awhile I would like a pitty piece anyway, but I quess there is no pity. Chas says get away from there, a place of love is where ya ought to be or at least a house of illrepute, or on hooker strip. He tells me I am to easy to bluff and push around. I am just to poor to leave being diabled and on social security, but he says love and caring people are ev

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help me level up..as much as possible...thanks every one...hope yall had a great holiday and new year > > kisses n licks > > jenn > > Get More at COMMENTYOU.com http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=9058929434341245180&hl=en

Me
Thanks Wiz for sharing! You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM88%Sex God80%A Romantic65%Virgin33%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com My first time on the site yesterday was really cool.. i met a few people and had a really good time... still trying to figure out alot about the site but im sure ill get there... ty Jay for showing me the site... your still so very sexy Why can't people just be real.. quit putting on fronts.. be themselves... why deceive people into believing you are or want to be something you never are or will be? Why is the question? Are there any answers.. probably not.. but you know.. I'm real.. always have and always will be.... I dont need bullshit or games... I've had enough

Just Bored Playing Around
jsut bored tinkering with my webcam lol if anyone wants to shout at me fill free 2 :) luv yall Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describes me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you no one has commented on my pics taht much :( lol check them out if u already haven't :) c yall ;)

When
So You have a broken heart. Could it realy be carma. I know I am a firm beliver in carma. I also know that things happen for a reason. I may not know why as fast as I want to but I know there is a reason. The funny thing is that people in my life have a strange way of showing me that they love me. I always get hurt by the ones I love and trust. And I have come to realize that is what I am owed. Carma is a bitch and when it hits you it hits you hard. And so on this thought I have 3 questions for you. Why is it ok to put someone else feelings above those of someone you love? Is telling a half trueth actully telling the trueth? And if you cant trust someone why do you want them in your life? I have these questions running around in my head all the time. I have to wonder how many others wonder these same things. Broken hearts have a way of mending and they say what dosent kill you only makes you stronger. Life is a ride you have to sit back and enjoy it. Or so they say. I say take the whe

My Appearances
I'll be at the XFanZ party tonight in Hollywood if anyone can make it out! Its at the DragonFly @ 6510 Santa Monica Blvd. Doors open at 9pm. Dave Navarro's new band The Panic Channel will be playing live. $10 cover Click for more info Update: 12:45am So I just got back from the party. I had a great time with Lexi Love, Sasha Grey, Claire Adams and Angela Stone! I saw Dave Navarro and wanted to get a picture with him, I was so excited, I walked up and asked him for a picture and he straight out said "No." I said, "What? I didn't hear you? Yes, I can get a picture with you?" and again. "No." This is the exact reason why I treat each and every fan of mine with so much respect. I would never want someone to come up to me and ask me for a picture or autograph and have them walk away thinking, "what a fucking cunt." Because, my fans are my life, I can't say it enough. You guys are so important to me, I really don't exist without you, so always remember that. I'll post

Poems
When I sleep I have dreams just like everyone else. When I sleep I dream of you. I dream of the day that I can say I love you. I dream of the future. I dream of the day that I can hear you say I love you too. I dream of being with you. I dream of you. When I sleep I see your face. I sleep and dream of just hearing you breath. I sleep and dream just like everyone else. No one else can see what I dream of. They wouldn't understand that I dream of you. Your in my day dreams, the dreams I have at night. Your on my mind all the time. You just have to say one word and I am hooked. If I had one wish. I would wish that you could see me for who I am. Dreams are coming fast these days. Everyone tells me the same thing. Just tell you how I feel. I want to but I'm worried. People like you don't date fat chicks like me. Keep thinking like that and you'll die alone. They tell me. They just don't understand. I don't want to spend my life waiting. I just want to be wit

America Has Come A Long Way
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light. I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest., My daughter beside me angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Trasforming the yard to a white delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment,or so I would seem, So I slumbered, peraps I started to dream. The sound was wasn't loud, and it wasn't to near, But, I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know. Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhap

Guys
i guess when guys say love they really means i would love to fuck you when they say hate i hate you put a bag over the head but i will fuck you and then you have the guys that mean love and then you are like wtf do you have balls your spouse to think with your penis but no they dont i swear some times i should be gay and i prouble under stand when a girl says no when u r trying to do shit they mean no when a guy says no that mean no but plz keep going dont make it stop then when they are sorry they did it they are sorry cuz they think its what woman want to here guys would say sorry for the oddest thing tho my dad said sorry to my mom for getting paint on her shoe but when she got smaked by an oops he would sit and laught guys should talk about what they mean instead of boliting up inside and shit like that but that my thing but any way i am going typers crapm haha bye i am dating a virgin ya and well he is fun and cool he came over and its just fun to be around him so much love for hi

Love
Click Here to get this from pYzam.com! This is for my son who died on 8-15-05 at 8:37pm Music Video:WHO YOU'D BE TODAY (by Kenny Chesney)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Send me a voice comment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *2066282. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com If your truly my friend you will do this for me

Sex, Love N ???!
There are those who have claimed that men can learn to have multiple orgasms, and are quick to point out that for a male, an orgasm is not the same as an ejaculation. This is not new and the concept has been useful for years in describing the sexual experience and response of men with spinal cord injuries. A man without sensation, say below his chest, could have a physical ejaculation without experiencing the usual emotional counterpart. That is, the mechanical muscular spasms that propel the ejaculate out the end of the penis could occur, but in the absence of physical sensations from the pelvic area, the man would have no awareness of this response and would not experience the psychological excitement of orgasm. Ejaculation is physical, orgasm is mental. A man with a spinal cord injury might psychologically, therefore, experience an erotic high that he identifies as his orgasm, but this mental event is totally independent of what is happening with his penis. Thus, men can have an eja

Booty Call Application..
Would you fuck me? 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would u fuck me in? 3. Would u lick me? 4. Would u fuck me hard? 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would u let me pull ur hair while I fucked u? 7. Would u fuck me in the shower? 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would u have 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes u want to fuck me? 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would u fuck me? 13. Would u fuck me in front of people? 14. Would u fuck me again? 15. Would u mind if i fucked like a porn star? 16. Are u gonna re-post this to see if and how i want to fuck u? SPIN THE B0TTLE The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1. A KISS ON THE CHEEK 2. JUST A PECK ON THE LIPS 3. A L0T OF POPPING KISSING 4. I WOU

Below is a lovely story about Santa explaining the symbols of Christmas. This is a good story for a Christmas assembly. Teach the Children I just finished the household chores for the night and was preparing to go to bed, when I heard a noise in the front of the house. I opened the door to the front room and to my surprise, Santa himself stepped out from behind the Christmas tree. He placed his finger over his mouth so I would not cry out. "What are you doing?" I started to ask. The words choked up in my throat, and I saw he had tears in his eyes. His usual jolly manner was gone. Gone was the eager, boisterous character we all know. He then answered me with a simple statement. "TEACH THE CHILDREN!" I was puzzled; what did he mean? He guessed my question, and with one quick movement pulled a miniature toy bag from behind the tree. As I stood puzzled, Santa said, "Teach the children! Teach them the old meaning of Christmas. The meaning that now-a-days

Stuff
OK so I added one to my page a bit ago and have 2 comments though I dont know who they are from thought Id say thanks. Ok so we will be leaving really early thursday morning. and coming home sunday evening Im so exited I get to spend part of thanksgiving with my sister we havnt been able to do thanksgiving or christmas for about 6yrs this year we possibly get to do both together!!! Dear, Little ones You are the light in the dark, The sun in the rain, The stars out with the moon, You are the love in every beat of my heart, you are the flowers I see just after a light rain, your the rainbow in the sky, the first hints of sun raise and those of sun set, your everything wounderful to me, Your my childeren I will love you more with every day and every second that passes by. You grow bigger everyday ,but to me you shall always be my little ones,

Finally....man I Tell Ya!
The night came softly, even briskly with the ever changing breezes Howling willows sang of its song Power lines sang from the branches Insisting they don't belong there. Star One appears Midnight blue sky shares her. When I wish upon a star danced in my head. Glistening and twinkling as I finished my wish the second appeared to torment. Justify your wish as it won't happen now. Fires crackle, pop breaks my trance reality check reality snap reality bites reality cold. Weird kid... not striking but sexy as hell. Something about him struck me. Was it his beautiful mocha that attracts me? My real son had a birthday party... I found the answer... At 10 PM techno ballet. In my back yard. I noticed. I stopped. I almost dropped my tray. I knew what that was. I knew it well... The technical words have eluded me now but it was there. Talent. The boy was a full on dancer. A completely classically trained male ballet dancer! I stood in awe during my moment

Randomness
Ok, so for those of you wondering how I became a wrestler..here's the story. The whole story filled with nothing but absolute truth and nostalgia! This also goes right on up to current. So enjoy! So I was 14, and it was a Sunday. The big WWF Pay Per View was going to be on that night and me and a couple of my friends were going to go to Hooters to go watch it. I had been a huge fan of The Hardy Boyz. I grew up basically watching them and Lita because I loved their high fly, high risk style in the ring. Anyway, earlier that day my friend Jeff came over and gave me an article out of Creative Loafing (a newspaper in our area) for a wrestling school. He knew that I wanted it because I had been searching for schools to attend 2 months prior to this date. Anyway, he gave me the clipping. I stuffed it into my back pocket and we hung out all day. Later that night, we were at Hooters, whooping and hollering at the TV. A guy I had never met before walked up and placed a business

Quiz Results
Men See You As Choosy Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait How Do Men See You? I'm 42.5% nerdy!My computer appears to be my best friend! » Take the Nerd Test at MindViz

Ass
It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherry tap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your cherry tap that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-Blog this as "friends w/ benefits" YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointle

Everday Life
every time a friend needs help I'm always there no matter what the price whether it costs me physically, emotionally, or physically. b/c my friends mean the world to me. but there is a time when enuff is enuff. if my friends in ny want my help fine. BUT RETURN the kindness. don't say you will help and don't show up. I almost got evicted b/c a friend didn't show up to help clean like they said they would. I have to much other junk to deal with. like finding out if I can sue my hospital for a mis diagnose of my knee. when they refused to look at it. all the dr said was I sprained it and to stay off it. which I was doing for a whole week before I went the ER. and told the doctor I was staying off it. I go on vacation and end up in the ER again and the dr did a complete work up. he took x-rays and had me bend my knee. and come to find out I tore my meniscus. and had to get an MRI .(which I had today) so I'm hoping I have a lawsuit against either the hospital or the dr What is love we as

Amez Rants!
BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: you ever hear a guy talking about his car BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: even if its a piece of shit BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: he gets all excited BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: like " HEY DUDE HAVE YOU SEE MY 1979 HUGO" MAN THATS SWEEEEEET ITS RUSTED ON ONE SIDE AND ON CYLENDER FIRES A BIT BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: BUT YEA I'LL GET THAT FIXED IT SOOO HITS 0-10 IN 5 MINS BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: SWEET HUH BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: and another guy will take that as a chance to mention his car BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: and he'll be all like ya that phat yo u gonna put rims on it? BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: and then the guy will dump 10times the worth of the car for a set of rims BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: so he can push it around BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: flintstone style pimpin] BOOBOOKITTIEFUK: YABBA DABBA DOO BABY You know what would be great instead of all this rate me 1-10 bull shit. A cite should be called can I make you masterbate to orgasim. There would be pictures first set completely clothed. Second would have a lil less. With a total of 5 sets. Pe

Teens And Mobile Phones
Great software for CREATING YOUR OWN RINGTONES! Really nice and simple, make your favorite ringtone from the music files u have on your computer. Just let me know if u liked it! Here's the link: FREE TRIAL DJ ToneXpress now! Ultimate thing in mobile and ringtones! Could use some improvement but that's the only thing i found to display my ringtones on this site. Take care! And have a great week! Well it's not that simple! You might go: FREE stuff for me. Not a penny from my pocket! If i can get that for free, why shouldn't I? I'll take my chances and allow me to have another point of view. Free stuff: +it's free +can do the trick +sometimes you may find it really easy and right away -sometimes takes u couple of ours to find it -not always is what u're looking for. -most of the times, it has a catch. Paid stuff: +does exactly what u're looking for. +the price u pay works like a guarantee +you feel kind of secure, kmowing that u paid for it

To My Friends
why did he have to do it.... why wouldnt he listen to me... now its prision for him. Id been puttin off that fone call for a while now... never bein able to get tha bad feelin out... so that cal came to me... Now i feel horrible for not callin sooner... hearin his voice tellin me all this... i duno, i jus wish things could be different. I jus wish that everything was right in tha world. It seems that when things start to feel right an good somethin bad happens to bring me down again... This is tha first time ill be visitin someone in jail.. im nervous as hell.. but i jus wanna see him. i miss that boy. dumb..... but i love him. Everyone has to learn from their mistakes and i guess its time for him too.. I jus cant help but be myself and caring soo much. Especially for someone who has been nothin but supportive for me. Im always goin to be there for my friends... Its jus the person i am. It sucks when things go horribly wrong.. but im not goin to punk out on any of my friends... Thats f

Pain In The Rain
stormdreamer@ CherryTAP There is no pleasure in having nothing to do; the fun is in having lots to do and not doing it. You are 95% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wild Sex
always charish your loved ones. you never know what each day holds for you and them. Call them tell them you love them. even if you dont talk as often, just call and say "i love you". just saying those three words is enough, nothing means more then those three words. so what are you waiting for. dont you have a call to make or dont you need to say something to someone right now. Correct me if i am wrong but my personal profile is mine right. I mean what i put on there is what i want. If someone doesnt like it, then get the f*ck off my page. END OF F*CKIN STORY. I dont need five different people messaging me or sbing me shit. Just dont look at my shit, better yet block me so you dont see anything of mine. hell i dont care what you do. Enjoy the message and your weekend right now life for me is shity. i am really down right now and i havent been on as much because of lifes drama. so pray for me. i will try and be on more luv you all joanne

My Little World
You're all alone now because you don't have me. You don't know what you're missing, I'm better then any friend can be. You sit there and say things, and expect me not to know. I need my space away from you, because you bring me pain. **ONE.** Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.* **TWO.** Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.* **THREE.** Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. * **FOUR.** When you say, "I love you," mean it.* **FIVE.** When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.* **SIX.** Be engaged at least six months before you get married.* **SEVEN.** Believe in love at first sight.* **EIGHT.** Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. * **NINE.** Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.* **TEN.** In disagreements, fight f

::shattered::
If you don't know what today is then you fuxin suck! kthnx Since I started my new job All but like 2 of my new co-workers have asked me what high school I go to Not to mention at the hotel I'v been asked prolly 10 times how old I am When I ask them how old I look they all say 18 or 19 no older then 20 How old do i look? like seriously without lookin at my profile.. lol I'm gunna like it a lot more when I'm older! I'm just a girl who dreams all day and all night I'm just a girl who wants to smile and mean it I'm just a girl who's been hurt so many times that you can't touch me you can't touch my dreams and you can't touch this smile

I'm Not Normal--i'm Just Human!!
So I joined Lost Cherry just over a month ago..... Now I belong to Cherry Tap. And boy how things have changed since then... I came to get away from myspace.. did that. Now myspace is trying to follow me here. I was looking to talk to people that were over 18..did that. Now I see 18 yr. olds admit in there "about me" sections that they are 15 yrs. old or are a freshman in high school. I was trying to meet new and interesting people... did that. people are always new and interesting anyways so that stayed the same. Sometimes their attitudes change though, but then again so do their moods. I was trying to find pics of hot chicks to view(that were over 18)... did that. Now I find out that 15yr olds were posting webcam links. So now I have to really look to make sure that the hot chics are of age. I was trying to get away from the teen drama that plagues myspace... did that. Now I found adult drama....Oh Well can't win em all. I was trying to find a place to le

Poems By Me
On today of all days we be wed. The words I do rattle in my head while my vow's are nervesly read. On today of all days our son takes his first breath. I remind you of how i love you all of my life until death with every thing said I have one request. Will you love me forever cause forever with you is where i will rest. On today of all days my one and only true love said yes. Jesse Wayne Strong Copyright ©2006 Jesse Wayne Strong Writing In A Book i wrote your name in the book today. it didn't mean much but i had alot to say. i wrote of your smile, how it can lite up a room and the way we kissed by the lake lit by the moon. i wrote of your touch, how it drives me insane and the way you curess my body to take away the pian. i wrote of your nose, how it wrinkles when mad and the way you giggle to keep me from feeling bad. i wrote of your cheeks, how they dimple when you laught and the way they turn beat red when i tickle you like that. i wr

The Many Love Affairs Of Kloey.
These are all performed by my darling friend Aaron. Stock Trading | Video Hosting | Funny Videos | Secrets Stock Trading | Video Hosting | Funny Videos | Secrets Stock Trading | Video Hosting | Funny Videos | Secrets I positively love to listen to this service. I enjoy the music, as well as the preaching. Several weeks ago, I stumbled across a piece composed by Rolf Lovland and I must say that it is haunting me. There is a sadness that caresses each note as it flows, soaking one's very soul. It's beautifully enchanting, though. I've listened to it throughout the day and my mind has been full of thoughts of a certain person. The sadness of this piece is reflected in the gentle sadness of his smile. It's strange how music has the ability to stir our minds, as well as our respective emotions... Secret Garden - The promise

Random Stuff :)
i got a new peircing yesterday, ma tagus...it hurt like hell!! was my 11th one in total, and hurt the most out of all, but still gonna get tother one done at some point!! omg what a fab night i had!! went out to the student union for georgies bday and we were all dressed up a bit crazy (ill get more photos up soon!!) in the club upstairs, radio 1 dj scott mills was a guest dj and was ace, he even signed ma tshirt and gave me a kiss!! woohoo :) jsut had a bloke in from pest control coz theres been sightings of a mouse in one of the girls' room in halls. he was so goddamn hot i wished the mouse was in my room!!!

Bartender Philosophy
Every few weeks, there is a sort of merry holy war on the campus of UNL. Non-denominational fundamentalist christians come onto the campus and preach, generally spreading the general message that all homosexuals, Buddhists, Moslems and the majority of other Christians are going to hell (this week frats and sororities are added). It has one of the largest draws of students than any other event on campus, not to be saved, but rather entertained. Games have even formed up around this, todays being evangelical Bingo, where key words are placed on a bingo card and when they say it, you cross it off (I got three bingos today). In the past other entertainments have been the forming of a cookie monster cult, alternative readings from Tales of Asgard by a girl dressed as Thor (it was halloween), an alternative reading from an engineering Text book and other wonderful distractions. Some of the bible thumpers even bring their kids along parading them and teaching them the preaching ways, and

Friends
Why is it that no matter what I do it goes wrong for me. I have a great job, but someone that I work with is such a bitch that it makes it hard for me to be there. I am going to school and am finding it hard to keep my mind in it any more because of other problems. My love life is in the toilet right know and probably never come out because the one person that I want to be with wants to just be friends, because she is afriad that if we dated me might end up hating each other and never talk again. To that I say you never know unless you try. What does it matter because I am the nice guy that no one wants to be with. I would do anything for her and pretty much have for the most part. Their is one thing that she wants me to do and I can't, because I am in love with her. I can't just go out and meet someone and date them because of that. I want to hang out with her and have good times like we used to but it seems like she is pushing me away for some odd reason. Words can't even b

My Life
SORRY EVERYONE MY LIFE IS VERY SHITTY RIGHT NOW , MY FATHER PASSED AWAY BACK IN 2001 AND MY MOTHER JUST HAD A STROKE AND LOST THE USE OF HER LEFT HAND , MY OLDER SISTER IS GOING TO COLLEGE AND HAS 4 CHILDREN OF HER OWN AND HER HUSBAND IS WORKING A SHITTY JOB THEY ARE SO BROKE THEY DON'T NO WHAT THEY ARE GONNA DO FOR CHRISTMAS , MY YOUNGER SISTER LOST HER CHILDREN IN THE BEGGING OF THE SUMMER AND CAN'T GET THEM BACK , MY GRANDMOTHER THE LAST OF MY GRAND PARENTS IS IN THE HOSPITAL 3 OPERATIONS IN 2 WEEKS AND THEY CAN'T DO ANYTHING MORE FOR HER , HER LUNGS ARE FILLING UP WITH FLUID AND HER BODY IS SHUTTING DOWN AT THE AGE OF 76 , WELL IF I DON'T SEE YA FOR AWHILE YOU WILL KNOW WHY ... OK SORRY I HAD TO GET THAT OUT Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete

What Happened
someone who has been a friend an family member.... just verbally attacked me on yahoo because i would not break my rules (as posted in my profile)....it really hurt....am glad that so many of my friends and family members are real friends....taking me for what i am an not passing judgment for things that i do....i try so hard to be honest..... thanks for listening.... i fucked up and got caught....separated from hubby and no chance of getting back together....not gonna be able to be on CT as much.... will miss you all...if you have my email or yahoo....send me love every now and then... xoxo, Becky i have been in a real funk lately....not me at all....so cleaned house in the family area....if ya want back in send me a message....send me some love... just becky

Random Shit
The average runner sprints until the breath in them is gone. But the champion has a goal in mind, that makes them carry on. For rest, the average runner begs when limp their muscles grow. But the champion runs on leaden legs, their spirit makes them go. The average man's complacent when he's done his best to score. The champion does their best, and then they do a little more! Evolution is a mystery Full of change that no one sees Clock makes a fool history Yesterday’s so long ago Don’t agree with what I know Tomorrow becomes a place to be I see the light in the sand Trying to find out who I am Looking back to see Where I stand, Evolution Evolution See my reflection change Nothing ever stays the same But you know the pain you bring When you don’t know what it means Nothing’s ever what it seems Unforgiven, Unforseen I sense someones tapping into my phones why do I got this feeling in my bones I might die soon The F.B.I might be tryin t

Just Stuff
*ITS GREAT TO BE A FLORIDA GATOR*IF YOUR NOT A GATOR YOUR GATOR BAIT*Just Ask The BuckEyes Roflmao.41-14 That Was Not An Ass Beatin That Was The GATORS WALKIN A MUD HOLE N WALKING IT DRY!!!Never Mess With The Gators:D Love is sweet men are mean sex is good but what the fuck how can you have a good fuck when the dick won't get up so lay back down and say what the fuck. By:MoMo Perfect what is that? Perfect none is perfect. Perfect what would the world be life is everyone was perfect. Perfect we were perfect we would never get hurt we would learn from our mistakes we all make. Perfect noone can be ni mater if you want ot be. Perfect what would life be like. Perfect how would it feel. Perfect what would we do if everyone was perfect. By:MoMo

Hope And Doubt
Key Black mask black gloves As I look like a thief in the night. Irreplaceable items took as you put up a fight. But one in particular your reluctant to let go. As you say no the tears in your eyes start to show. I put my ear to it as I hear its mangled and dismantled clamber. Locked away tight in a box with no visible signs of tamper. Thoughts are racing asking myself is this what I came for? It’s broken to bits, is that why the pain is stored. Tired from the struggle we fall to the floor. And that’s when I asked you what are you keeping this for. You told me I keep it lock away because how fragile its become. Our hands on the box gleaming at each other we know it’s begun It felt as days then weeks and months went passed As we held that boxes of shattered past. Determination is the key as I thought to myself. What lies in this box will give me so much wealth. A better understanding of a man and his role And I know it will give m

Mine
he is still here Just because you can not see him Know that hes still here When you cry and say that you miss him Know that hes still here When you wish that he could be there to see that happy moment Know that he's still here When you sit up at night and think what it would be like if he had not died Know that he's still here When you just don't understand why he had to leave Know that he's still here When you don't want to think of him because you know that you will cry Know that he's still here he will always be here to watch over us Know that he's still here Dad...so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you

Stories
Mistress was away on business and left me home alone. Before she left she decided to tease me to no end by playing with me for 3 solid hrs before getting up and walking out there door leaving me on the floor on the verge of climax. She would be gone for 3 days by the time i saw or heard from her again and i couldnt take it. I searched the house for something to releive this tension she had built up but found nothing i could use. I went into the bedroom to the toy chest Which i knew i wasnt to ever use without Mistress instructing me too and i pulled out some of my favorite toys.Mistress always left the spare keys in the same place when she left just in case. So it didnt occur to me to check for them before i started taking toys out to use. I dug around the chest and found my legirons a locking ball gag My favorite butt blug and my harness before sitting on the bed to put it all on. I started with the leg irons making sure to double lock them and make sure they were plenty

Meathead Of The Week
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070505/music_nm/used_dc;_ylt=AoaBAHbUZbH47MwLfwtOT8dxFb8C New laws create second-hand woes for CD retailers Independent merchants selling and buying used CDs across the United States say they are alarmed by stepped-up pawn-broker-related laws recently enacted in Florida and Utah and pending in Rhode Island and Wisconsin. In Florida, the new legislation requires all stores buying second-hand merchandise for resale to apply for a permit and file security in the form of a $10,000 bond with the Department of Agriculture and Consumer Services. In addition, stores would be required to thumb-print customers selling used CDs, and acquire a copy of state-issued identity documents such as a driver's license. Furthermore, stores could issue only store credit -- not cash -- in exchange for traded CDs, and would be required to hold discs for 30 days before reselling them. At least one Florida town has enforced the law, resulting in the cited merchant pullin

A Fascist Bitch???? Wtf Baby J Even You Can't Be So Stupid!!!
subject: ignorance post date: 2006-12-23 20:25:12 views: 13 comments: 3 ratings: 0 k here it is. I have tried to be nice here but there is a time to speak your mind and I am taking mine now. If anyone wants to remove me from their friends list please just do it. First of all I have enjoyed meeting all the wonderful people I have met here but unfortunately a few who have serious issues in life have to ruin it for everyone else. It is a proven fact you know that those who want to make everyone elses lives miserable have personal issues of their own and of course misery loves company. Last month it started with a few people with some serious control issues who felt it was necessary to try to create a group of gullible followers to support their falsehoods. I can deal with that if people want to follow people blindly then ok even though I personally seriously look into any and all accusations before making decisions. So what happens people who claim to be friends

Sex Stories...
The Breeding Of Jay. I am Jay, James' wife and as you know I had a child by a black lover and James was extremely understanding. Well I thought I would tell you of events from there so you could get a woman's perspective on things. I had the child early in the year and it was a wonderful feeling having a child. I had decided to breast feed him keeping my milk not taking the pills to remove it. I loved breast feeding it was a sensual experience and very satisfying having a child suckle at my breasts. James enjoyed the pleasure of a child in the house, having wanted to have a big family, he was an only child, and we threw ourselves into the early care and upbringing of an infant. During the months, as I fed through the night and day, my breasts large and swollen with milk we would talk about having further family. I was 34 and Jay 59 so he was anxious to have them soon. He said we should have another black child so that it kept things nice and there

Just Some Ravings Fae The Scotsman
WHAT WE DONT SEE ON THE NEWS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Here's one that will make you blink.... A Simple Thank You A very touching story! Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After wed boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, whod been invited to sit in First Class (and was seated across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No,he responded. Heading out?I asked. No. Im escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq . Im taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didnt know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldiers family and felt as if he did know them after so many conversations i

Just Me
1 In the Cage Her footsteps sounded as empty as her heart and the abandoned streets she traversed. She had prayed for death for so long, she was sure it would never come. Her eyes locked upon the broken street sign which marked the entrance to Deathbringer's Alley. She clutched her ahgrimorah to her chest as she stepped into the shadows. Almost immediately, she heard what sounded like a great bird swooping overhead. She gulped, digging her nails into the book's leather binding. She bit her lip and started to turn around, just as he landed in front of her. "Good evening," he said in a growling barritone. He bowed and cocked his head to the side. "I am Vicosh," he smiled widely, exposing his already un-sheathed fangs, "your Deathbringer." She squinted hard, finding it difficult to adjust to the blinding light. She heard pounding footsteps stomp toward her. A loud metal-on-stone scraping caused her to grasp her ears in agony. The sound of her own breath barely drow

More
She walks along this lonely street no one to dry her tears massage her tired feet or calm hier present fears Seeing life through tainted heart making everything gray Alone, her life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact she cannot quell Memories never to be forgot Within her heart they dwell So she keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find her way Every night she lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day Sleeping Silently cozy, Dreaming peacefully safe, Nightmare in the Sky, the silent,peaceful place turned baffled,crazed The sweet little creatures you fallow turn fanged kills after you... When you open your eyes the dream is still alive When you're on the The Trip of Life If I had been given a chance, I would take you into my arms, holding you close to my heart, As I seek your mouth with mine, As I

Warriors Unleashed
I don’t know about you, but myself, I see idiots all the time on the valley freeways changing lanes with out blinkers, without looking because they are jabbering on their cell phones. I don’t know how many times I have been almost hit on my bike by some soccer mom in an SUV while she is chatting away on her cell drinking her caramel macchiato from Starbucks with 3 kids yelling in the back of her 50 thousand dollar four wheel drive piece of foreign crap. That has never and will never see the off road. OK, Yes this is an area of contention for me. I for one will vote for this law to be passed even though I am against more legislation on our lives. Will it cut down on accidents? Probably not. Will it give me an excuse to scream at the idiots who are doing it? Yup! Especially at stop lights when I rev my Harley so they can’t hear the conversation over my pipes. Ride Safe – MRI Voters could tell drivers to hang up By Howard Fischer Capitol Media Services Tucson, Ariz

Jesus Dear Fucking Christ
isn't it wonderful when the money you pay in taxes supports those who dont need it like the drunk bitch that lives below us who doesnt work and makes all the noise in the world but then comes upstairs to complain about us making noise. i can understand if we were being loud but when we are sitting quietly in our office typing away no noise except the slight clicking of keys and this is the sixth time she has banged on our door and every time its the same hollering in a slurred voice how we woke her. im sorry but we were sitting here quietly and didnt hear or make any noise. "her" well im gonna call the cops and the landlord blah blah blah. i dont know if its the apartment next to her but god i wish she would choke on her double chin i pay taxes to help those in need not support your drinking habit what am i supposed to do go to every apartment out of the nine and beg everyone to stay quiet so they can hear you crystal clear vomiting and yelling at your boyfriend. or maybe tell the co

Contest
I want to inform you that the contest will be extended till Thursday at Noon... Sorry for any problems I haven't won a contest yet please help me out im 400 comments behind!!! hey guy's my daughter is in the cutest baby contest, can ya'll help her out and go vote?

Broken
broken girl in a broken home with a broken dream and a broken nose a broken promise by a broken dad when a broken hit left her broken and mad so she took broken razors to make more broken skin to repair a broken lifestyle and make a new one begin now under broken stars and a broken old moon she finds a half broken answer to make her problems end soon so she takes her dads gun and a broken old shell and loads it up quick so that no one could tell no broken goodbyes to make it end quick just a small broken smile and a small little click holding it high to her head her face broken with tears theres nothing to be scared of so fuck broken fears out comes broken dad to make things all better hes one second to late theres blood on his sweater cbass one time two times three spin her around until she cant see one time two times three times four spin her around 'till she falls to the floor isn't she lovely as she downs the whole glass vomiting on cue

Military Tributes
24 Notes That Tap Deep Emotions Jari A. Villanueva Of all the military bugle calls, none is so easily recognized or more apt to render emotion than the call Taps. The melody is both eloquent and haunting and the history of its origin is interesting and somewhat clouded in controversy. In the British Army, a similar call known as Last Post has been sounded over soldiers' graves since 1885, but the use of Taps is unique with the United States military, since the call is sounded at funerals, wreath-laying and memorial services. Taps began as a revision to the signal for Extinguish Lights (Lights Out) at the end of the day. Up until the Civil War, the infantry call for Extinguish Lights was the one set down in Silas Casey's (1801-1882) Tactics, which had been borrowed from the French. The music for Taps was adapted by Union General Daniel Butterfield for his brigade (Third Brigade, First Division, Fifth Army Corps, Army of the Potomac) in July, 1862. Daniel Adams Butterfield (31

Horses
KENNETT SQUARE, Pa. (AP) -- Kentucky Derby winner Barbaro was euthanized Monday after complications from his breakdown at the Preakness last May. "We just reached a point where it was going to be difficult for him to go on without pain," co-owner Roy Jackson said. "It was the right decision, it was the right thing to do. We said all along if there was a situation where it would become more difficult for him then it would be time." Roy and Gretchen Jackson were with Barbaro on Monday morning, with the owners making the decision in consultation with chief surgeon Dean Richardson. It was a series of complications, including laminitis in the left rear hoof and a recent abscess in the right rear hoof, that proved to be too much for the gallant colt, whose breakdown brought an outpouring of support across the country. "I would say thank you for everything, and all your thoughts and prayers over the last eight months or so," Jackson said to Barbaro's fans. On May 20, Barbaro

Poem
i dont want to beg everyone but i really want to win this contest so if you have a spare min here and there pleez bomb the hell out of this pic just click on it im miss milf so i should win the milf contest right ? lol thanks to my family friends and fans love you all God can you see me? The world keeps going around... and it keeps bringing me down... it's not the same thing, different day... but a new problem in a bad way... I don't know what to do... today... tomorrow... or any other day. I think I'm getting out... but instead I'm falling in... when will my bad luck begin to end? They say God only gives you what your strong enough to handle... and I'm sorry to say...I don't know him well... as he must not know me... because you see I'm so close to breaking... so why can't he see... so he can stop this downward spiral from totally breaking me...? Heather Ann Taylor Copyright ©2006 Heather Ann Taylor

Greatness Is In The Attitude
THANKS TO GOD I pray that this will bless you as it blessed me. Hello God, I called tonight To talk a little while I need a friend who'll listen To my anxiety and trial. You see, I can't quite make it Through a day just on my own... I need your love to guide me, So I'll never feel alone. I want to ask you please to keep My family safe and sound. Come and fill their lives with confidence For whatever fate they're bound. Give me faith, dear God, to face Each hour throughout the day, And not to worry over things I can't change in any way. I thank you God for being home And listening to my call, For giving me such good advice When I stumble and fall. Your number, God, is the only one That answers every time. I never get a busy signal, Never had to pay a dime. So thank you, God, for listening To my troubles and my sorrow. Good night, God, I love You too, And I'll call again tomorrow! nice guys do finish last "To all the girls who look past the nice guys" I

About Me
A life I once lived, no longer able to go back... A dream I once had that no longer exsists it had became a reality... A wish of death that will not seem to come true, random thoughts in my mind that rarely make sense... Life at its darkest depths of hell, Stupidity at its finest, though I know your true intentions I always come back for more, I do not love you though I feel as if I could, The Life I lead now is no different than the one once lived... Well I am 18 and From North Carolina.... It sucks here most of the time... I am single been broken up with my x for 2 months now the longest i have been single in 4 years... I am enjoying it though... I love my life... My job is easy its just where it is at... I work at perdue in condemned, I weigh the buckets and see how much good meat is in them... then i dump it down a shoot and it is sent off to make dog or cat food... yummy huh... My life has always been hell and yet i haved turned out perfectly fine... i realize what the w

This Sucks
Just wanted to bitch for a minute . how come when u try to be everything for some one they don't want you , but when u treat them like shit they love you to deth . My dad use to have a saying "don't take my kindness for weekness " i think that some people take kindness as weakness i don't know some times i just give up on humantiy . i know when i was a soldier you could bet on the guy next to you when u ask him for his help he was there no questions asked , but in the civialian world you can't count on many people there are a select few you can trust in and then it's only so much you can trust them with . i guess it's what they ment by shell shock or something . i just think i need to get back in the army and get over all this bs ok just wanted to vent. i am wondering . what is it all for we are always working hard at being the most sucsessful and attractive people around at the time i just want to know. why? i just want to live comfotable with no worries for once just to know wher

Updates On Me
Well I am slowly getting better. I have had to go to the doctor twice within a week. I have had trouble breathing, it hurt to breathe, cough, sneeze, laugh, hiccup, sit, stand, anything and everything you can think of. Thank god for antibiotics. Thank god for my family because I couldn’t take care of my kids so I’ve been staying at my sister Kim’s house all week. My mom has taken care of my babies such as cooking for them and helping me when they’ve acted up. My mom let me sleep of a morning even after my kids got up. She would fix me breakfast. They’re not the only ones whom have looked after me, my boyfriend Jesse has called while I’ve been sick asking and making sure I was ok. He called after my doctors appointments and asked if I had taken my medicine yet. When I would cough he would ask if I was ok. Today (Saturday April 14, 2007) was an amazing day because I finally was able to see Jesse since last week. We actually got to spend some sort of quality time together. It

Soul-mates, Twin Souls, Love
In the silvery branches of the old birch tree, I watch the moon rising- with a similar old feeling. It's waning like us & with it's morbid softness I wonder if it's making a mockery of me. As if it knows; a smirk within it's wicked glow. Reminding me no perfect circle may be cast. Before golden Aphrodite will have lassoed in her catch. Jealous of the love humans can accomplish; knowing her own wiles all but diminish. In the transcendent form - from which humans flow. Knowing real love; Our hearts bleeding, is our only show. Of but of some of the vague brutality of LovE our kind knows. Still we court Love and Evol the same, our nourishment of pain our real bane. But the ambrosia that keeps us alive. Mere Mortals so hungry for the lies. That will make us, too- Gods for that single moment that we truly join souls. Completing our torment. COPYRIGHT WYLDFEY.COM JSP No. I'm not still so bitter. At least ab

Special
Why did you come here?? Why did you leave me alone?? Where did you go?? I standing here with tears wondering why your not near... I can't begining to comprehend when my life started to come to an end.. When I could feel but it the heart no longer healed.. Just got filled with holes that won't close.. I swear I wish sometimes by brother was still here he knew what to say or what to do.. Why am I still sitting here alone?? Does everyone have to go.. Why get close to just end up solo.. As I pounder these thoughts I cry as I have lost so many loved ones in the long run.. Either by death, by love lost or just stayed out of touch.. why does this happen where did you go why did you leave me all alone.. With the pain that is in my heart as I try not to fall apart.. I once again made the mistake and started to love again.. What was I thinking that it will all work out that all that matters is what is in your heart.. Haaaa I say its all a mystery in so many ways.. Does everyone

Sensual Poems
I laugh i giggle and i push your hand aside but i do want you to touch me i just dont know why I'm young and foolish do we all feel this way? but when i look in your eyes the words i want to say are do that again and lets stay here where we can be close and sleep so near so i feel your heartbeat and you feel mine as we lay under the sheets forever entwined I wanna kiss his lips I wanna feel his love for me Run deep into my veins Let it wash all my pain away I wanna fall into his arms I wanna know that he will save me From everything that's wrong in life Not make me have to think twice I wanna look into his eyes And see me there with him With children of our own The same strong love when we are grown I wanna fall asleep by his side Every day from now on And wake up with him there Putting flowers in my hair I wanna hear his voice Singing just for me And I will slowly close my eyes His every move I'll memorize I wanna dance the night away To "S

~a Look Into My Heart & Soul~
Well my husband told me on the 9th of April that I was pregnant again, and I told him he was crazy.. Why? Because it took us 5 1/2 years to get pregnant with Serenity our 4 month old daughter, so getting pregnant again so soon was furthest from my mind.. Well on the 13th my montly was 2 days late, so I went and got a home preg. test, and guess what? Positive!! I went yesterday, the 16th to have it confirmed in a doctor's office & well I'm prego again!! Oh and the best news (being sarcastic) is that this new baby is due on Dec. 16th, 2007 which is the same day my now 4 month old will be turning 1 year old, the same day!!! Crazy crazy is all I have to say.. But it's a blessing eaither way, my husband wants a boy, so hopefully he'll get his wish this time around.. Plus the kids can grow up together and be close to each other being that they will be so close in age.. 1. Name someone who made you smile today? My Daughter.. 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Changing and feedi

Riding Into The Sunset...
well...still stuck in pattaya...parked my bike and the ground was slippery...dropped my bike...broke the case and oil started flowing like nobody's business...so yeah...had to leave it in the workshop again...maybe it's a sign...a sign for the things to come...so yeah i was stuck...had to stay longer than expected...so hung out in my friend's pub as usual...that's when i met tommy... he's with some of my biker friends and our eyes met...somehow it's a mutual attraction...we started talking and i felt the chemistry...asked if he had a gf and he anwered not sure and i left it as that...later while i was talking to some friends...he came over and said infact...he had a girlfriend...i wondered why...was he afraid i'd lost interest in him if he told me right away that he had one?? anyway...i knew our paths will meet again... second night...i went on a date with him 'coz we had such good laughs together...and i thought it's just harmless fun...well i've already broken rules no. 1 & 2..

Writing & Poetry
That Day.... It was a steamy August nightWhen you first crossed my pathAt first I hid from sightBut that would never last You were but a strangerIn a place I knew so wellLittle did I know it would beThe beginning of my hell I was such a social butterflyJust flitting around my friendsI had so many of themI thought it would never end But then you took my handAnd in your charming waysYou started down a pathWith the DEAD END sign hidden in a haze By the time I saw the darkness fallMy friends I could not findYou held my hand even harderAnd led the way; I was blind But then one day, I woke upSurrounded by people I never knewAnd when I tried to get awayYour grasp was like super-glue It was then that I noticedThe pure evilness in your eyesI was unable to make an escapeAnd no one could hear my cries Then one day, the sun came outand on me, it began to shineThe law they came to take youAnd, in essence, gave me what was mine And as I stood there lettingThe sun shine rain on

Daily Bread
You fill my Thoughts You fill my Dreams You fill my Desires Yet you do not fill my Arms The distance is Afar Time passes Slow The other end of a Phone And CT are what I Have As time draws Near The distance becomes Clear Waiting for Beauty My One and Only Cutie My smile says it All I'm in Neverland My tinkerbell Awaits 10 Seconds is Heaven Have you had the feeling that you were acting like a little child? Have you had the feeling that there was something wrong, how could it all seem so right? Have you had the feeling when someone was so excited about something you would do for them? Have you had the feeling that made you happy every moment you took a breath? Have you had the feeling someone was watching over you? Have you had the feeling that your life seemed so complete? I do have that feeling! I enjoy that feeling. I don't want this feeling to ever stop. Why is it that when you are Happy and feel so full of life, that nothing ever gets you down?

Military
as alot of u already know, i started my first civilian job last monday... well today we had a meeting and my team leader let us know that they all decided that they hired too many people... so sometime in the next week or so, they are letting 2 people from each section go... im freaking out right now! i dont wanna lose this job... so to say the least, its been a bad day... i have been on here for a little over a month now and have noticed alot of people that whine, talk alot of shit, and then i noticed people that are real... on that note, if ur in my friends list and have any problems with the military in any kind of way, then please feel free to delete urself from my list. i do not have time for the BS!!!! i just read and reposted a bulletin that made me disgusted... so if u hate the way our military is run, who it is runned by, or just our military in general, do us all a favor by disappearing! and if u think u can do what i do everyday, then by all means, switch places wi

Gooooooooo Packers
A PETS 10 COMMANDMENTS1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful.2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being.4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you.5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me.6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it.7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you.8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak.9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You too, will grow old.

Friends And Fans
PLZZZZ HELP ME OUT IN THIS SALUTE CONTEST ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED TY IN ADVANCEPimp My Profile AGAIN IM ASKING YOU ALL TO PLEASE SUPPORT KROGER TRUCK DRIVERS IF THEY LET THIS PRIVATE COMPANY TAKE OVER THIS CONTRACT ALL HELL IS GOING TO BREAK LOOSE FOR THESE GUYS HOW DO YOU TELL A MAN WHOSE BEEN WORKING FOR A COMPANY 10 PLUS YEARS THATS MAKING 20PLUS DOLLARS THAT YOU TRANSFER THE CONTRACT AND NOW THEY NEED TO FILL OUT ANOTHER APPLICATION AND THEY ARE ONLY GOING TO MAKE 7 OR 8 DOLLARS AND HOUR HOW DO YOU TELL A PERSON WITH A MORGAGE WITH CHILDREN WITH CAR PAYMENTS THAT THE MONEY THEY THOUGHT THEY MADE THEY WONT BE MAKIN IN ANYMORE NOW YOU WANNA KNOW HOW PEOPLE BECOME HOMELESS HERE IT IS LIVE AND IN LIVING COLOR HERE IT IS Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really

Contest For The Ladies!!!
Well I went back to the studio today now that the holidays are over and I had time to take a break from recording and writing for the new album. Started working on a new song today because I was inspired by someone to write this. I am truly blessed to have met this person here for she has filled the void in my heart. Friends? yes. the future who knows. But now its time to get back to the recording now. Also I'll be getting that east coast tour planning started by the end of the month. Looking forward to meeting some of you on that end of the world. Thank you for the requests to play in that area so I'll be talking with my manager to see about getting some shows there and if time stop and visit instead of just doing a gig then heading out to the next town/state. either way it will be fun and kick ass to be back on the road once again!!!! so if wish for me to come tear your town up, then let me know so I can get the stuff in order with my manager.... Until then I'll see you on the

Death
The Girl In The Dark Has a beautiful face without a name And a beautiful smile to hide the pain This Girl In the Dark Has cuts up her arm Loves nothing more then self harm This Girl in the dark Doesnâ??t know how much longer she can keep trying Everyday sheâ??s slowly dying This Girl in the Dark Sits all alone Wants a place to truly call home This Girl in the dark Wants nothing more then to be free I know this because this Girl is me Who am I? What happened? Where am I? Why am I here? Those are the questions I ask myself Why do I have to be here? What have I done so wrong to make me sit here in silence? Those are the questions I would like to ask myself But i know exactly what i did.. Or do I? I have fallen into a pit of darkness. Its silent the only person there is me Its like a prison with no light It is no light because i do not look for it I have not found the light yet. I know exactly why i am here. Or do I? I have forgotten I am so

So What.....
New days,and glimmers of hope. Seems as though..... Wasnt quite,to the end of my rope.... A small comfort. Worth gargantuan confidence. Brighter visions,for clearer days. Rapidly improving. Emerging from haze. Slow is the turning Yet equal with haste. Everything in life With the twists of fate. Hope easily outweighs..... Satisfied complacency Never breeds haste in me. Only diversity Breeds purpose for me. Feeling unshelved Losing the dust Of percieved ages In dungeons holding no faces Keep pushing forward NO NEED TO WASTE THIS! Something missing all along Still possesed it just the same Any other road Would be a shame....... usually...im a pretty happy person. but occasionally,i notice some of the things im missing.not materials mind you.just the little simple things that make life worth living. i suppose you could say im just in need of direction.or just have the wrong direction. i dont know.i just know something is missing.and i cant find it? any

General Ranting And Raving From A Stressed Out Single Mom
hey anyone i chat with whose interested in chatting other then here hit me up on yahoo messenger under my nAME FOREVERKRIS2000 I need skinheads and arian nation people for help with minority gangs here in manchester that beat me and my daughter up for being white..this has been an outta control situtation for awile we need to make a stand! please contact kristen on yahoo messenger under my name forevekris2000 you never loved me, and i never understood why, all these year's i've been living a lie...you walked away and never turned back, you broke my heart im bleeding inside.,,,you made me feel unloved, made me feel cold, untrusting and too numb to cry...I hope someday someone does the same to you, so you can feel how it is to be alone in your sorrow,unloved left alone to die

My Personal Journal
Read my resultz, lemme kno wat u think and den go take da test 4 urselfz and lemme kno ur resultz....promise u'll be amazed......;-} You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Whips75%Bondage50%Chains/Handcuffs< td>33%Blind Folds25%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com "It is perfectly possible for a man to be out of prison, and yet not free- to be under no physical constraint and yet to be a psychological captive, compelled to think, feel, and act as the representatives of the national state, or of some private interest within the nation, wants him to think, feel, and act. The nature of psychological compulsion is such that those who act under constraint remain under the impression that they are acting under their own initiative. The victim of mind-manipulation

Xxx
"Perfect Drop of Sweat" By SZonder © In the small of her back Floats a perfect drop of sweat, No alluring feature does it lack: Musty, tempting, wet. Resting in a lake enclosed by land Surrounding beads threaten to break, But with a light caress of my hand The bead does not join the wake. Drifting across the rise of her hips, Tickling, whispering, nibbling her skin, Goose bumps rise to meet my lips; Shivers, quivers, echo from deep within. With an arch of her back the journey begins, The perfect drop sails over delicate flesh Completely unaware of our delicious sins, It rides over her skin to where our bodies mesh. She turns to her side, it travels around the world To drift down the valley 'tween rising hills And exit again to a new land unfurled, Ready to take part in our sensual thrills. I chase it's descent down her graceful neck, The drop rises then pauses at the crest of her chin Like a sea faring gull aboard a ships deck. But with the top of

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come by my page and sign my guestbook. thanks all Hello everyone im back hello friends i need your help im in a contest for dads and losing big time. any commentswill be of great help http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=102986&i=4277995630

Just Lil Ol' Kaos
I saw this in my friends Shy Angel's stash and after reading it... I think she's right.. It's kinda scary. I know some of you won't like or want to believe any of the the following, but I included you anyway - since we all pay ! ! ! Bill & Hillary: Worse than you thought & worth remembering; ... and this came from a Democrat. Dear Mr. Ex President Clinton: I recently saw a bumper sticker that said, "Thank me, I voted for Clinton-Gore." So, I sat down and reflected on that, and I am sending my "Thank you" for what you have done, specifically: 1. Thank you for introducing us to Jennifer Flowers, Paula Jones, Monica Lewinsky, Dolly Kyle Browning, Kathleen Willey, and Juanita Broderick. Did I leave anyone out? 2. Thank you for teaching my 8 year old about oral sex. I had really planned to wait until he was a little older to discuss it with him, but now he knows more about it than I did as a senior in college. 3. Thank you for showin g us that sexual h arassm ent in the work place (espec

Altering The Conversation
I'm getting hand fasted tomorrow to my beloved La Furet. The planning has been going very well, and we're having about 50 guests join us for the celebration. Here's the invitation text.. Linda and Christopher are having a celebration marking the beginning of their year and a day betrothal. Honored guest, please join us on: Friday, the twenty second of June two thousand and seven at seven o'clock in the evening in the stone circle at the Longhouse. Light Buffet and Merriment to follow the ceremony. This is a Goth-Pirate themed celebration; you are welcome to come dressed in this fashion. In fact, we strongly encourage it! Please reply before the first of June. If you have any questions, contact Linda by Telephone: (xxx) 123-XXXX ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OK - I'm off to do more stuff. TTFN! Starts today! Anyone going? It's gonna be fun... Hey hey to all my sweet [or sour] cherries. I've been busy in my offline life so have barely had computer time. I'm s

Kop As King
(l. stansfield/i. devaney/a. morris) Spoken: I don't know where my baby is But i'll find him, somewhere, somehow I've got to let him know how much i care I'll never give up looking for my baby Chorus: Been around the world and i, i, i I can't find my baby I don't know when, i don't know why Why he's gone away And i don't know where he can be, my baby But i'm gonna find him We had a quarrel and i let myself go I said so many things, things he didn't know And i was oh oh so bad And i don't think he's comin' back, mm mm He gave the reason, the reasons he should go And he said so many things he never said before And he was oh oh so mad And i don't think he's comin', comin' back I did too much lyin', wasted too much time, Now i'm here a'cryin', i, i, i Chorus So open hearted, he never did me wrong I was the one, the weakest one of all And now i'm oh oh so sad And i don't think he's comin' back, comin' back I did too much lyin', wasted too much tim

Ciara Rose In All Her Glory
Well, I hope everyon ehad a weekend as good as mine! Weather was nice and I got a few outside photo shoots done! I just put up my newest update at, www.southern-charms3.com/ciara It features me a baby blue see through number and one of my favorite toys!!! Do you want to see how deep I can go? You will have to check it out! I also updated with a new video. Just me and my toy! Very hot indeed! Let me know what you think by leaving a comment here, or just emailing me at ciarassoutherncharms@hotmail.com Hope to hear from you soon, Ciara I HAVE JUST OPENED MY OWN ONLINE STORE FOR THINGS LIKE IPODS, TELEVISIONS, XBOX 360, PSP, PLAYSTATION, ALARM CLOCKS AND OTHER ITEMS THAT ARE ALL NAME BRANDS. I SELL THE ITEMS AT JUST ABOVE WHOLESALE PRICES AND SO THEY ARE CHEAPER THAN MOST RETAIL STORES. cOULD USE ALL THE HELP THAT I CAN GET TO DIRECT TRAFFIC THAT WAY. WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU ALL COULD HELP ME. THE LINK IS MENTIONED ABOVE AND I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR COMMENTS. THANKS AGAIN CI

Wikipedia And Related Topics
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fubar_%28social_networking_site%29 This wasn't the first attempt (there were several deleted- from what I can tell, deservedly deleted, too promotional, not informational, too biased - first tries) - but as of May there is now an article on Fubar.com on Wikipedia. (While I am an editor and admin there, I tend by personal habit, interests, and expertise to focus on music. I didn't see this until now. Though it can be found by just going to the _main_ article on fubar, and following the links.) That doesn't happen often. I was wandering around Wikipedia in hopes of being helpful, looking at uncategorized articles - usually easy to find categories to put them in; I used to do that more often... I come across an article that needs a lot of work, and set to improving it a little- and as I suspect, from its tone, it's a copy of someone's promotional material- from the website of the school it describes. The question that immediately arises is with-or-wit

Please Help My Mom
Glitter Graphics & Comments My mom is in a bling contest that ends tonight If you can please rate the pic below just click on her pic Thank you Just wanted to say sorry to my friends for not being on . I have graduated from school and moved back to NY for 2 years. I will try to get on as much as i can . I do have to say i really miss my mom and my sisters :( Cant wait to go visit them in FL Glitter Graphics & Comments My mom is in a bling contest that ends tonight If you can please rate the pic below just click on her pic Thank you

Useless Words For Useless People
Ok so in this thrilling installment of my rants I'm going to cover something I feel there isnt enough of anymore R E S P E C T. NO not the song made popular by the queen of R&B. NO the real honest to god true art of have respect for other people. What brings this on you ask? Well thats simple. Some trash talking fool right here on CT had the testicular fortitude step up and slam Whiskey Dust, now before any of you self severing nay sayers get all up in arms.... yes I know everyone is aloud there opinions but there is a limit to that too. If you are going to give your "opinion" on something, using diplomacy and tact is something this person lacks. Here judge for yourself: "this is the band you see playing at that really shitty bar down the street from you, this sounds like it was recorded in a utility closet of a sanitation factory" Now to me that sounds like someone that has nothing better to do with there time than to talk trash. Critic? I doubt it..... if this person works for s

Updates In The Juggalo Family!!!!
Hey all, I AM HOME NOW!!! It was just a minor heart attack due to stress. I am doing fine now an will be back for the attack tomorrow. Need to get a wee bit more rest before I tourcher you all some more. LOVE YA ALL Kinky Sorry we havent been on but our 11 year old daughter had open heart surgery so. It has been hectic. She is doing well an is out of the woods. She is now in the Cardiac unit an we hope to have her home by monday. see ya soon. M&R We wish all the lo's & Lette's an others of our family an friends a blessed New Year. An pray you all have a great an safe night. We are gone to the cottage an will not be back for a couple days. MMFWCL Raphael & Melissa

Ramblings....
Over the last 2 months or so, I have become very interested in this woman. I just don't know what to do. I feel as if I know her very well from talking to her a lot. So, here in lies the problem. She just wants to be good friends. That's all good and fine with me...I just wish that it could be more. Do I push it and tell her so, or should I just remain good friends with her?! What to do, what to do. I am soooo in love with a wonderful woman!!!! I met her about a year ago on the internet and have been very good friends with her. We have basically been there for each other and it has been wonderful. My feelings for her grew over time to utter love for this woman. I've just recently declared my love and found out that she has the same feelings(if not more!!!) for me!!! Everytime i talk to Bonny, i smile. When i wake up in the morning, she is the first person that i think of. When i go to bed, she is with me right there every night in my heart. We talk to each other at least twice a day,

Quiz
This is the "Be My Valentine Application." Area 1: Please provide positive answers. Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? I asked u to have sex? I asked u out? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot [ ]Kiss me.. [ ]H

Why Is It?
I recently went into a local chatroom for people all over my state. Some i became aquainted with and actually thought might have a friendship with. Im not against people having relationships online and actually meeting. honestly i did it be4 many times. now days i quit just giving the sex away. i am trying to wait till i meet the right person. i recently realized almost everyone who ims me in chatrooms all they want is sex. my question is does it matter to someone that they have family at home? Rainbow Bridge Just this side of Heaven is a placed called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, thatpet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water, and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong aga

Profound Quotes
The Road to Success “Always choose the path that moves in the direction of your dreams. Though your journey may be filled with many winding roads, when you are inspired to follow your dreams, you eventually find success, and discover it is less about the destination and more about the manner in which you traveled.” The Essence of Change “Learn to embrace change, and you’ll begin to recognize that life is in constant motion, and every change happens for a reason. When you see boundaries as opportunities, the world becomes a limitless place, and your life becomes a journey of change that always finds its way.” The Power of Attitude “Our lives are not determined by what happens to us, but how we react to what happens; not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life. A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events and outcomes. It is a catalyst… a spark that creates extraordinary results.” The Essence of Destiny “W

Poems
By: Danielle G. Harrison Copywrited: 5/10/07 No More Time after time I get knocked down will there ever be a time for me to shine a place when my heart will be loved a moment when my heart doesn't twist like a vine Every man proves to be like the one before in some shape or form hurting what's left of me and every time I swear it will be the last till I'm being told to keep on and not let it be When I found one I thought was different I put myself out there to see but he ended up being like the rest and proved there's no more trying for me The Faithful Copywrited 4/20/07 I can't imagine the way you feel the feeling of standing beside your brothers to defend our way of life the American spirit shines through you like no other Though some have fallen along the way no wind of fury will knock you down you all continue to stand strong faithfully you all stand your ground You fight with honor and courage and with no questions asked we are one

Just Wondering
This has come to my attention someone ripped my pics, im not one to start a fuede, be beligerent or even ominous, but who did and is reading this, i am giving you a disparaging message. If you do it again ill make sure you will be a cripple for the rest of your life even in heaven. I hate people who try to plagerize just because on thier own terms they cant produce any friends of their own. so please stop. Thank you. and to everyone else who didnt do it, i love ya and im sorry, dont take it offensively, but u should leave me love, cuz i heart all of you =) Salutations...(kisses your hand* i have no problem of kissing a girls hand to introduce myself, isnt that the polite and respectful thing to do, well i hope you arent not offended, if you would like to chat, i would like to as well, if you do end up leaving me comments or blast or such, i would appreciat that and show u my appreciation, with that said and you taking the time out read this. you have awonderful day and keep smiling =

Fake Posers
I have recently found several people that use fake pics which is not too unusual but some sicko's actually pose with female pics when they are male and vise-versa...thats just stupid...they should have a way to remove these idiots Ok people let's have some fun.and please don't be shy at all, You guy's and gal's can ask me any three questions you want as a comment...But here's the twist I will answer 2 questions right and 1 question a lie and all you have to do is figure out witch is the truth and witch one is the lie....And when you people are done please copy and paste to your blogs so i and others can ask you the quetions...and lets see how far this game will go...Have Fun and Enjoy.. REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me?

Warning For Females That Use Myspace Too
this is pimp had to put it on here to keep lol 7 KINDS OF SEX.... Body: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun i

Laugh Til You Shit In Ur Pants
This what normally happens at every party you go to so watch ur yourselves..... someone might stuff a dildo up your ass. LOL!!!! Girl passes out drunkAdd to My Profile | More Videos Music Video:3D ANIMATED SEX (by Funny Videos)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Music Video:FUNNY CAT VIDEOS (by Funny Videos)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

My Political Views And Bs...dont Read If U Wana Bitch... These Are Just My Thoughts!!!!
a slight biblical refernce, but only because its a wise thought...a man named J. once said to 'remove the rafter from your eye before you try to remove the straw from your brother's eye...'...so basically, lets make our COUNTRY the BEST IT CAN BE, and THEN WE CAN BE WORLD LEADERS, and spreaders of freedom and democracy...over $350billion on the war? Imagine what that would do here... and yes, we all know Junior didnt write that speech or probably even know what half the s*** was he was talkin about,... i mean come on, 6 years now and HE STILL CANT SAY NUCLEAR correctly!!!!!!!!!!! I was forced to watch the speech, lol, and thought I should anyway just so I would know what all the discussions and controversy would be for the next few months. WHat did you think of the speech, and our "next move" in Iraq? Do you think the "new plans" that were outlined will help stabilize Iraq so we can get the f*** out n bring our troops home, or do you think its still a bad idea, and we should consider o

Love Is It Really Worth It
AQUARIUS: Does it in the water Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. Amazing in bed, THE BEST LOVERS BETTER THAN EVERYONE! 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. why am i a fan of 48 people and only 11 of them are fans of mine that aint right hey yall guess what i dont give a damn about stupid shit like dramma it causes trouble

My Baby
Why the pain and suffering Why the hurtful words Why did that girl take my place Why do I love you so bad it hurts My heart is a bleeding sacrifice As I hold it dripping in my hand Reaching out so you can take it You asked for it on demand My soul is tortured and walks alone In a field of withering black roses You said you loved me then threw me away As time passes, the door to my heart closes I love you now as I did back then You ripped my heart into pieces You said you would love me until the end Why the lies and deceits All I want to know, is there any feeling there Do you still love me at all My love for you will slowly fade over time But I know you're not there to catch me when I fall So now I leave you, heartless and cold Standing there in the rain I have three last words for you Why, my love, why the pain? Why does my heart flutter when we're together? Why cant I breathe when we're apart? I dont want to leave your arms ever Youre the onl

Extreme Videos
This is what the world is reduce to. Everybody killing each other and the thing about the war and the fat chick simplifies that there's nothing we can do to stop the world from exploding. It is inevitable to fight it. Sooner or later the world could end just the press of a button. Our enemies has weapons of mass destruction and the end all life on this planet will cease to exist. It's bad enough that we have to witness this war and watch thousands of American troops fight and die for our country. It's a choice they made on their own and now they're paying the price for it. A price and cost they are willing to die for. As I said before... Wars come and go, but our soldiers stay enternal. They are the true hero of or time, each and every one of them. The thing with the bar code means when there is no more war, everyone will be given a new identity and become slaves to the new world. A New World Order!! VicariousAdd to My Profile | More Videos Urban ninjasAdd to My Profile | Mor

Real People!!!!
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON HEAR, HAD A LOT OF THINGS GO ON IN MY LIFE THEY HAVE KEPT ME VERY BUSY. SOME THINGS WERE GOOD AND SOME WERENT SO HOT, BUT I DO WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE GIFTS ON MY BIRTHDAY, THAT WAS COOL. I WANT TO THANK ALL OFF YOU THAT HAVE KEPT IN TOUCH AND KEPT ME IN YOUR PRAYS AND FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BECAME NEW FREINDS, HOPEFULLY WE WILL GET THE CHANCE TO CHAT..........FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT KNOW MY EMAIL, YOU CAN REACH ME AT KSCJB@YAHOO.COM. I WILL ANSWER AS QUICK AS I CAN...I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU ALL AND CHATTING WITH YOU......LOVE TO ALL FUNNY HOW YOU MEET PEOPLE AND U BELEIVE WHAT THEY TELL YOU. DO WE REALLY KNOW WHO WE HAVE MET ON LINE? ARE THEY THE REAL DEAL? IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT, REALLY,.... THINK UNLESS YOU LIVE CLOSE AND HANG OUT, OR MOVE IN WITH THAT PERSON, WE HAVE TO TAKE THEM AT FACE VALUE. I HAVE BEEN AROUND ALOT OF PEOPLE, ALL TYPES AND I GUESS I HAVE TO ASK MYSELF, WHY????? WHY DO PEOPLE PLAY STUPID GAMES.

Tannim's Blog
9/19/09 This morning the crime cabal that runs DC announced more credit and bailouts for Wall Street at the expense and ongoing turmoil of Main Street. Never mind that A) they don't deserve it, and B) we do. Here is the correct, accurate, prophetic, and definitive rebuttal by Dr. Ron Paul, a man who has forgotten more about economics than those other yahoos have ever learned. Dr. Paul gets it. Bush, Chris Cox, Ben Malarkey, and Pat Paulsen don't. http://www.cnn.com/video/#/video/politics/2008/09/19/ron.paul.bailouts.cnn This is stopping the bleeding by adding more blood and no bandages. This is going to get worse. Meanwhile we get the bill, the execs get millions to walk away, and all our wallets get emptied and asses sore from the screwjobs. Best advice: pay off your debts, stop using credit cards (but don't close the accounts), conserve your monetary resources, NEVER do ARMs, get out of the stock market and into non-oil commodities, and cut back expenses. Let the

Rick's Writings
Susan sat at the desk in the little room, the afternoon sun cast cold shadows across the floor from the bars on the window. She opened her notebook and began to write. She wrote her little brother almost every day and would give the letter to the nurse that assured her she would mail it. But since she had been here, she had never gotten a letter from her brother. How long had Susan been here? She tried to think. She was sent here in the summer. Fall replaced summer, winter replaced fall. Two years she had been here. Susan laid down the dull pencil and stood up. She Walked over to the window. Outside it was summer again. She had not once been outside since she came here. Pressing her fingers against the window, she felt the warm summer sun on the glass and she longed to feel the breeze on her face and to walk barefoot in the grass. She wanted to feel the cool blades of grass under her feet and between her toes. The door opened behind her. Turning she saw the older,

Short Stories
PROVIDENCE Derek sighed as he passed over his last-five pound note. He eyed his two drinks somberly, the edges of his mouth turning slightly downwards. “There you go, love” said the barmaid as she passed the change over to his side of the bar. He looked at the coin, sitting solitary in a puddle of warm beer. He felt sorry that this coin should to be the last one standing, as it were. It peered back at him like a cold, lonely, lost soldier on the coast at Dunkirk. “Thanks, Bess,” he said, as he picked up the wet pound coin and dropped it in his pocket. “Just enough for a bag of chips.” “What’s that, Del?” “Nothing, love. Just looking forward to my bag of chips on the walk home.” “You’re not walking home in this weather?” “Of course I am.” It was long walk. Four miles to the other side of town. And yes, the weather had turned in the last couple of days. The long mild autumn had turned bitter and the golden red canopy that sheltered suburbia was

Some Surveys Taken
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money? Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You Are 66% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Awareness
I'm sure you've heard of the UFO reported of Chicago's O'Hare International Airport.... Well, here's a pic of it. First one I've seen so far. Leave a comment with an addy if you know of any other pics. Thanks!!! Posted by: "Aquarius Blue" aquarius_bl@yahoo.com aquarius_bl Mon Jan 15, 2007 1:21 am (PST) Eckhart Tolle: On Awakening from "The New Earth" Sat Jan 13, 2007 Awakening is a shift in consciousness in which thinking and awareness separate. For most people it is not an event but a process they undergo. Even those rare beings who experience a sudden, dramatic, and seemingly irreversible awakening will still go through a process in which the new state of consciousness gradually flows into and transforms everything they do and so becomes integrated into their lives. Instead of being lost in your thinking, when you are awake you recognize yourself as the awareness behind it. Thinking then ceases to be a self-serving autonomous activity that takes posse

Newbie
well to all who reads these dont let life get to you enjoy and enjoy what u have dont worry all the time thats the only way to be hey i am new to this sight stil ltrying to figure it out so if u want to visit my page cool thanks i would appreciate live life like if u was dying and enjoy it to the fullest and go have fun but not trouble

Adventures In The Land Of Lee
i talked with my ex of 6 years ago, and afterwards i came out feeling like a new person. i no longer feel the heavy weight on my shoulders. i know i have made poor decisions, but i am not what i made myself out to be. i am loved and I'm starting to feel some redemption. peace at last. THANK YOU! to those that sent me burf-day greetings! if you didn't it's ok it's only Cherrytap. don't feel bad about that. i had a wonderful burfday,

You Call It Ramblling I Call It It Venting!
I not all that lucide right now so if I don't make sense try and keep in mind I'm still in the hospital and I'm on some damn strong meds. But--I'm in alot of pain even with the meds so I'm blogging till I pass out from one or both! Ok I'm gonna do a bit of raging here. I have a pet peeve. It's people not taking the time to read my profile. Then becomming upset over a fact that is clearly stated in my profile. Be that the fact I'm Bi or into the BDSM lifestyle or what have you. I'm honest n I've been told i'm a bit to nice at times. Maybe so.I don't like upseting people unless I absolootly must. Sooooooooo... PEOPLE PLEASE DO ME A HUGE FAVER! READ MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU GO OFF ON ME FOR NOT TELLING YOU SOMETHING. You see if it's on my profile I expect that it's known. So I don't repeat alot of what's covered on my profile that would be a bit reduntit. I'll be happy to tell you anything you'd like to know IF it's not covered. There's a reason a profile is made. It's so you know a

Poems
I keep missing my partner..... its bout time we meet at the meeting place in the woods.... lol.... hot tub is getting installed....lol Time for our adventure.... we will start with my work....hahahahah If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take awa

Pass It On *laughs*
This was written by a black gentleman in Texas and is so funny. What a great sense of humor and creativity!!! When I born, I black, when I grow up, I black, when I go in sun, I black, when I cold, I black, when I scared, I black, when I sick, I black, and when I die, I still black. You white folks.... when you born, you pink, when you grow up, you white, when you go in sun, you red , when you cold, you blue , when you scared, you yellow, when you sick, you green, when you bruised, you purple , and when you die, you gray . So who you callin' colored folks ??? Here is a true story about the virtue of complaining.... Phone repair dispatch: A South Carolina farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone failed to ring when her friends called - and that on the few occasions when it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang. The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psy

War?
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war ... My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were both in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said, "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said, "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country," my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam

New Friend
You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.Angel84%WereWolf83%Demon75%Dragon67%Faerie50%Mermaid50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com Smurf NameYour Smurf Name is

From The Mouths Of Babes
Subject: Fw: THIS ONE IS FABULOUS!!! Try telling someone why you believe in God!! THIS ONE IS FABULOUS!!! It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula Vista, CA. He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to "explain God." I wonder if any of us could have done as well? EXPLANATION OF GOD: "One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to mothers and fathers." "God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times beside bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or TV because of this. Because he hears everything, there must

Never Do
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on the assailant, but allowing the intended victim adequate time to retreat to safety....WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to expl

Tearion's First Blog
HEY, I'm on the air RIGHT NOW at http://www.aftershockradio247.com !!! And I'm on from 3PM till 6PM Wednesday-Friday!!!! TUNE IN! MAKE REQUESTS! ROCK WITH ME!! I'm ON THE AIR at 3PM EST (8PM UK) at http://www.aftershockradio247.com Come and ROCK with me! Ok so why are all the big beautiful women out there so shy and all the anorexic women are MORE THAN HAPPY to show their bod???? I'm DIEING to see some confident BBWs on this site! So MANY of them are ALREADY knockouts...why not go that next step??? :D :D :D

Toys For Tarts
Its been so long sense I have been here.I do miss ya guys.Life is keeping me busy with the house and finding a new job. Things are all up in the air right now. But I'll be back. My company did the pyro for the super bowl I have no kids No pets No hubby I like being single More than a carry on is to much baggage I love music I adore fine wines I like real men, not jerks I still watch all the God Father movies Im a girly, girl Im a chemist I work at a Pryo Tech Company Yes I really am a submiss I love snowboarding I retired once already My Fav song this week is "Crazy Bitch" by BuckCherry I enjoy my life I met Nickle Back because we do there pyro at the concerts.

Oxbow
As a Man Ive got a few Idea's, But,I could use some Clarifacation on what you really look for in a man.. I try to Rate everyone as a 10..& when I do comment..I really try to show some Manners & treat all women with respect & dignity. Ladies..lets hear from you. Hugs Mark After the Hurricane.. Houston has been a Nightmare.. Shootings are up 100%..Rape Burgularly,RetailTheft on the rise.. Ive had my Garage ripped of 4 months ago & Now .. Tonight @ 4 am.I go outside & my 2002 dodge Ram 4x4 & Suzuki Eiger 400 4x4 are stolen right out of my Drivway. WHOs the real Victims..We are..The Houstonians Im sick & tired of Ray Nagin, His staff & all his Basturd children that they DUMPED off on Us.. Its time for everyone to stand up & Take Aim. Im putting a red dot on my pistol & the next SOB that crosses the line or Trespass..will be carried by 6 Paulbearers..I'll take my chances with 12.(Jurrors) Im tired & cant take this shit anymore.. WTF is happin to this world we live in? Im Just

Growing Up Me
I slept in my car that night, till about 4 am. Then I went to Ricks to see if I could stay with him. He let me in and allowed me to stay at his house. We had been intimate several times by then so sex with him wasn't a new issue. Tonight however would be different. He wanted to have anal sex with me. I had tried it before with another guy and it hurt so I was very hesitant. He promised that if it hurt he would stop and never ask me to do it again. He was very slow and gentle so it did not hurt at all. This wasn't an invitation that was supposed to last more than one night so the next night I slept in my car in a laundramat parking lot. It got so cold I again went down the street to Ricks house. He again allowed me to come in. I moved in that next day. I guess that I was cramping his style after a while because while I was at my mothers doing his and my laundry, he had another set of girls over. When I got home from doing 8 loads of laundry he informed me that he had slept with anoth

Pennsylvania
DJs ARE EXPERT MIND READERS When requesting a song from the DJ, just say "play my song", or "it goes something like this" then hum a few bars! We have a chip implanted in our heads with an unlimited database with the favorite tunes of every patron who ever walked into a bar & all songs ever recorded, so feel free to be vague, we love the challenge. If we do not remember exactly what tune you want, we're only kidding. DJs know every song ever recorded, so keep humming. Hum harder if need be ... it helps jog the memory. If a DJ tells you they do not know a song you want to hear, they either forgot that they know the tune or they are just putting you on. Try singing a few words for the DJ. Any words. It also helps to scream your request from across the room several times per set followed by the phrases, "AW COME ON!" and, "YOU SUCK!" Exaggerated hand gestures expressing disapproval from the dance floor are a big help as well, such as the thumbs down or your middle

A New One
go check this out for a good laugh talk about hilarious http://fubar.com/blog/93073/606876 When someones uses the word poke, have ya ever had one of those moments where you can't tell how their defining it... let's look at the regular definition of Poke Poke (Verb):to touch with finger or other object briefly and then pull away. ok now the slang definition... LOL Poke (Verb):to have,want to, or plan to have sex. oh my...lol *POKE* man this is different...Linkin Park/Minutes To Midnight...downloaded it...yeah i'm a horrible person...cheater...it's way different...not sure if i like it yet...have to let ya know

Imbolc
Imbolc Incense and Oil Recipes IMBOLC INCENSE 1 part white willow 1 part rowan berries 2 parts benzoin 1/2 part lily of the valley 1/2 part periwinkle Rhiannon's Blend 3 parts Frankincense 3 parts Dragon's Blood 1 part Red Sandalwood 1 part Cinnamon 1/2 part Myrrh Imbolc Oil 10 parts clove oil 20 parts dragon's blood oil 2 drops rose oil 2 drops chamomile oil 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 6 drops frankincense oil 3 drops sandalwood oil 3 drops lavender oil 2 drops cinnamon oil 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 1/4 oz. almond oil 10 drops orange oil 9 drops Siberian Fir oil 5 drops frankincense oil 5 drops carnation oil 5 drops primrose oil 5 drops ginger oil 5 drops lavender oil 4 drops nutmeg oil dried orange flowers garnet, ruby added to bottle 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 10 parts clove oil 5 parts wisteria oil 5 parts lotus oil 5 parts musk oil 20 parts dragons blood oil 1/8 oz. base oil Imbolc Oil 2 drops jasmine oil

Just Moi
My lil sis, she's soo funny and you can hear me cracking up! i love her! awwww Cutie Lee Lee oh god, me so horny video, i made a couple years ago! Someone asked me about it, so I was dared to post it! lol enjoy! Be nice! haha Hey guys, I entered my very first contest and I'm asking for your help. Click the picture below and you will be directed to the rating page.. if you haven't voted for me already please do so.. Points are rewarded by comments & ratings, so COMMENT BOMB like crazy..!!! Comment on my picture a million times and I don't care what you say in them. I will love you forever! lol I'm currently losing so =( please help me get my rates back up! Thank you and have a gorgeous night! MUAHZ xoXox

Toby Keith
PRICELESS Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Even though I quit drinking a very LONG time ago, I can't help but enjoy this one Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com A lesser known song by this artist Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

This Is My Life... Deal With It!
ahhh... so all i want to do is scream now... so i had physical therapy this morning... and my therapist told me that because it was so close inbetween pregnancies that more than likely my muscles didnt have time to fully heal... so basically i kind of did this to myself... but kind of not... so she showed me a bunch of different things to help strenghten my hip muscles and to also releave the pain and inflamtion... then on top of that i found out that i have a lot of tension in my upper to middle back... mainly because my milk is drying up.... so that was just another thing i wanted to hear... NOT! so then everything was fine and then my dad started to say how bla bla bla and how he "knows" everything... god i hate him right now... anyways i went to my doctor appt at 1 and found out that there is one of two things wrong with my wrist... either a its broken and healed funny so they might haveta rebreak it or do surgery to fix it... or it could just be a cyst... which didnt so

Kate Is Bored..
2007 surveyBasicName:Kate Age:19 Gender:Girl Top Three quotes 0f 2007-:"Seth: Oh my God! That's the coolest fucking story I've ever heard in my life! Can you tell it again, do you have time? " -:"Our greatest glory comes not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." -:"Sacrifice is giving up something good for something better." Songs For you LifeYour theme song:"With A Little Help From My Friends" - The Beatles Dance Song:I'll dance to anything. Your best friend's song:Something country. Ew. Your Empowerment Song:"Hate" - Plain White T's song that made you cry:"Stellar" and "I Miss You" - Incubus song about your love life:Isn't one at the momment.. Your most angst ridden song:"Let it Die" - Three Days Grace Random things about 2007did you travel anywhere? where?:AL, SC,TX, and Mexico were you sleep deprived?:Haha, always. fall in love?:No. get dumped?:In a way. gained/lost weight?:Yes. cried over a broken heart?:Oh yeah. did something you shouldnt have?:*nod* found out who

Fun Stuff
Attorneys Questions Recently reported in the Massachusetts Bar Association Lawyers Journal, the following are questions actually asked of witnesses by attorneys during trials and in certain cases, the responses given by insightful witnesses: "Now Doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning?" ------------------------------- "The youngest son, the twenty-year old, how old is he?" ------------------------------- "Were you present when your picture was taken?" ------------------------------- "Were you alone or by yourself?" ------------------------------- "Was it you or your younger brother who was killed in the war?" ------------------------------- "Did he kill you?" ------------------------------- "How far apart were the vehicles at the time of the collision?" ------------------------------- "You were there until the time you left, is that true?" -------------

T.'s Blog
What's next?! Doesn't this make you wonder?! Holy.. holy.. umm yea.. I'm disgusted. T. **misspellings are intentional on my part** ========== "A Sydney church has called on people to pray for the world's most wanted terrorist - declaring "Jesus loves 0s@ma". Church spokeswoman Hy Lam said: "0s@ma is the head of terrorism. We are saying that Jesus Christ loves everyone in the world, even this man. The billboard also includes a quote from the Book of Matthew: "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you." Source: http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,21151564-2,00.html ====================================================================== Archbishop doesn't APPROVE: "Jesus does indeed love 0s@ma b!n Laden, but a controversial Sydney church sign saying so is misleading, says Anglican Archbishop Peter Jensen. The sign "Jesus Loves 0s@ma" outside a number of local churches, including some Anglican, also features a Bible extract saying, "love yo

The Wolf
There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your CT list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it The Moon - History, Ritual & Spells relating to Zodiac Sign Current mood: accomplished The Moon. For Wiccans, it is far more than a heavenly body that might catch our eye as we drive home late at night, its fullness shining through trees or brightly overhead. For many Wiccan, she is the embodiment of the Goddess, she is Maiden, Mother and Crone. It is also an important source of natural energy that is essential in magick, if you preform your spells and rituals at the right lunar phase. Preforming spells during t

Poetry By Me
Living inside my Lonely Our past is all I see I decorate my heartache With each beautiful memory Feeding on my Lonely I savor the bittersweet taste So afraid I may forget Letting our love go to waste Dying within my Lonely Daring not to love again Maybe I can forget you But I just don't know when Bleeding out my Lonely Open every wound to heal Alive now because I know That true love isn't real Alone without my Lonely On the other side of Hell Can I ever love again? Only my Lonely will tell as04-10-03 Someone else is watching Every time you look away Someone else is lonely Wishing I could stay Someone else holds me Whenever I need to cry Someone else just knows- He never asks me why Someone else is not afraid To tell me how he feels Someone else shows me The love you won't reveal Someone else is watching My whole world fall apart Someone else is stronger He won't let you break my heart. as09-17-01 Your breath on my skin The warmth of your

Hockeychick
Thinking of you More often each day My feelings are true And I just want to say I know thing have been tense But in time they'll get better We'er not tolally different But not birds of a feather You like to dance I like to shoot pool When it comes to romance Ifeel like a fool What I think is right Is not always so What i think you'd like Is for me to show A bit more respect Alittle more trust It won't make things perfect But i think it's a must The night we first met And i looked in your eye's I started to sweat And to my surprise As time went on And the closer we grew With feelings so strong Someday I'll say I LOVE YOU Now with that in mind And your love in retrun We're two of kind Where love is concerned Christina I believe in angels that they'er always hovering near, Whispering encouragement whenever clouds appear, Protecting us from danger and showi

Trouble Trouble
I HAVE BEEN SEEING THIS SHIT ON BULLETINS ON MY PAGE FOR A WHILE NOW....POSTED SAYING NO GIRL DESERVES THIS Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than ANYTHING! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'l l be home from work in a few hours. Girl: Alright Mom. Mo

Kitty Litter ;)
I have a serious interest in someone (ok...I admit it, I have a TOTAL crush on him). Hopefully when set eyes on each other for real soon he'll have eyes only for me & I for him. I have 5 days to wait, hard to be patient. Catch me I'm falling... It's here! Finally the weather is better & I can get out & bike again! Because I am cycling & working a new job I am not online all that much anymore. I am still looking for that special someone though so if you read my profile & think you wanna bike with me leave a message! ;) XO Kat The outdoor cycling season is winding down so I am bluesin'. Too soon to look forward to spring. Maybe I will find my love this winter. That'd make the cold tolerable at least. I am going to do some serious indoor training this off season for doin' triathlons next summer. That's something fun I look forward to. I got my coaches license recently so I will be teaching some indoor classes. Hopefully that, working on a new website & training will keep me busy &

My Poetry
This next poem was wrote for my son when he and his ex gf who was his 1st true love broke his heart in two.... Breaking up with the person you love is a hard thing to do. Wether its just a few weeks or maybe years or maybe even just a few months. The tears have a tendency to fall like a river which flows freely. You feel like you have cried your last tear and you know deep inside that ya havent. The memories that you and I have shared will never be earsed but preserved between us forever. Memories that no one person could replace. We will not love one another like we use to, but as each day that passes I pray that we get back together As the days wear on I pray that we can look past our differences but as those days go by I lose that hope that we will be able to. Love is like an ice cube, it melts because it's to hot to handle or as a broken heart would do. A broken heart that just melts away, waiting to be repaired A broken heart that cries out to be mended but we both k

My Writings
“The Virtue of My Benevolence” It’s a vision of romance that even with a first glance no one could call unmatchable. I could chase my memories with little grace and share me with you so easily No just tell you what my heart has to share. I could case your image in the sun and follow your shadow across the desert, as a Genie would give a wish too In the desert I find one simple Dandelion staring at me. A vision of beauty to share with one true woman in my life. No memories yet with grace a kiss to share on the petals of the beauty thee have prepared for me to adore So easy did the walls in your heart you have designed to hold the love you thought would destroy you. But to me you let them fall as a Volcano with rolling stones all in full blossom your love explodes like a spring flower first seen in full bloom These are not just my words but these are the feelings of my heart and soul to share with one that I plan to share the gift of love I have to give too So why

Things Of Interest To Me.....
I received an e-mail that kinda got my ranting juices flowing. Mind you, it's not an angry rant. It is merely a rant to show the other side of the argument. So, I played Devil's Advocate (pardon the pun). > > > > > > > > > > Only Two Defining Forces Have Ever > Offered > > To Die For You. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > 1. Jesus Christ > > > > > 2. U. S. Service Man > > > > > One Died For Your Soul, The Other Died > For > > Your Freedom. > > > > > > > > > > > This will make you re-think: A Trivia > > question in Sunday > > > > > School: > > > > > How long is the beast allowed to have > > authority in > > > > > Revelations? > > > > > > > > > > Revelations Chapter 13 tells us it is > 42 > > months, and you > > > > > know what that is. > > > > > Almost a four-year term of a > Presidency. > > > > > > > > > > All I can say is 'Lord, Have mercy > on > > us!' > > > > > > > > > > According to The Book of Revelations > the > > anti-Christ is:

Poetry
I hate you more for promising to hang out For telling me you like me and wanna go out for making dates with me Then not showing up claiming you forgot having something "come up" Just tell the truth believe i what you say stand up for what you feel. Stop making things up and stop trying to be a nice guy by not admiting to your feelings. Be a nice guy and an adult by being honest cause please it hurts more when you say yes then back out then if you say no. FUCKING BITCHES Throw, Sleep, Blow, Hide, Jump Kiss, Fly, Splunk, Spit, Drink Run, Fuck, Urinate, Act, Inhale Cut, Whisper, Ponder, Rattle, Defenestrate. So we have simple verbs, We have complex verbs. Heck we even have cave jumping throwing people out of windows verbs. Body functions and functioning bodies. But even with al those verbs we’ve seemed to forget how to love, breathe, be and simply live. Bring me your life. Give me your thoughts. You are a value greater then gold. More precious then gems

Poems
Just want to say that I am able to be back on here more than I have been. Have been very busy the last several months with my husband and his cancer. Then the last part of the year it was my mother I was dealing with also. Havent had much time to be on computer. Have missed talking to you guys and hope everything is going great for you all. >Before I lay me down to sleep, >I pray for a man, who's not a creep, >One who's handsome, smart and strong. >One who loves to listen long, >One who thinks before he speaks, >One who'll call, not wait for weeks. >I pray he's gainfully employed, >When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. >Pulls out my chair and opens my door, >Massages my back and begs to do more. >Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, >Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" >I pray that this man will love me to no end, >And always be my very best friend. > > >MAN'S POEM... > > >I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boob

What Ya Think Of This?
i was welcoming newbies. and you know me...i always rate everyone 11's. this assmunch came back to my profile after i rated his pic's and profile 11's. rated my pics all 1's...beware of him http://www.fubar.com/user/1138454 http://www.myspace.com/mholtzjr I'm curious about Gregorian chants. Who was Gregory?

Happy Things!
yeah, so....i'm doing karaoke with my roommate. so far i sang: 3 kelly clarkson songs 6 avril lavigne songs 5 songs from chicago the musical 1 madonna song 5 disney songs now thor, my roommate is singing 80's songs. fun stuff! but yeah...so i basically put on a concert. and i plan on singing more! i think next i will sing great balls of fire. it's pretty much one of the best songs ever. hey i think that song "i ran...i ran so far awaaaay" is about me. auburn hair...and eyes that hypnotize. without sounding stuck up, that is. people just always seem to comment on my eyes...so yeah... my cat scratched my thigh. i was picking him up to cuddle...and his claw dug into my thigh then pulled across...leaving a track mark. no good. it hurt. it still hurts. and it was bleeding. feel sorry for me...you know you want to :P now the cat is sitting on the coffee table rubbing on thor while he sings. yay! the next song is "don't you forget about me" i love it...

Fill This Out =d
Why, that is all I want to know. Why;; the people I know Why;; the people I care about. Why;; now. Why, Kaylah, My Father, Cassie, and now Brett. Why so close to together in death. Its too much to handle. It just not right. Noone should have this much pain. Its just too much. Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] kool [] sexy as hell [] fine [] cute [] okay [] ugly Do you think im a virgin? [] yes [] no I look like.. [] a player [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me just because of my looks? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck bud

Random Ramblings
my favourite stripper has moved to Noumea for 3 months to work there. I miss her. noticed that Fubar is well over 2 1/4 million membership. I remember when it was a big deal approaching 10,000 all the questions "will we make it or will it just die out?" Now if Mike just had $1 for every memeber ... he would probably just piss it against the wall hahaha There has been talk about a possible government regulation to have folic acid added to bread. This is because pregnant women here lack it and need it for baby. The reasoning given is that they need it before they get pregnant. My arguement then is that if women need folic acid prior to getting pregnant then instead of adding it to bread maybe they should add it to alcohol because that is what most women are consuming just prior to getting pregnant.

Quotes
Rincewind had always been happy to think of himself as a racist. The One Hundred Meters, the Mile, the Marathon -- he'd run them all. (Editor's note: this takes some context before it's actually funny. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Discworld , maybe...) "The day is committed to error and floundering; success and achievement are matters of long range." - Johann Wolfgang von Goethe * *Maximen und Reflexionen, Nach den Handschriften des Goethe- und Schiller-Archiv, edited by Max Hecker. Goethe-Gesellschaft, Weimar, pub. 1907. No. 911, page 166. Quoted in Walker, Alan, Franz Liszt: The Weimar Years: 1848-1861, Cornell University Press: 1989, 1993 softcover edition, ISBN 0-8014-9721-3, chapter heading on page 112. No parking, mall mimes I guess the circus troupe will have to go another few blocks.

One Persons Opinion
I would like to let everyone know what a very special lady Sissy, from the Sissy and Cowboy Biker Bar is. She has been very supportive with ALL of my endevors, and continues to let me be the Brat I am. She is always there to help people, whether it is just listening, creating tags for everyone, building banners, or finding your way around FUBAR. She is one of the nicest, truthful, play no games people I have had the pleasure to get to know. If you do not know her..you are deffo missing out, and should take the opportunity of getting to know her. Sissy, I love, respect and truly treasure your friendship. Thank you for everything you have done for me. You are definately an unsung hero in my book. your lil buddy, DJ The Brat i just joined the forces with the a guestbook..if ya get a chance please drop by my profile and leave me a note ;) KID ROCK LYRICS "Only God Knows Why" I've been sittin here Tryin to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin f

My Other Job
(Chorus) eyes held closed arms tightly bound tell me lover are you my fantasy found thousand stars of flame flicker wildly over my skin I seem to waste my life waiting for night to begin his hands caress my cheek I turn my lips to it and sigh My body quivers at his touch As he teaches my soul to fly high chorus never a name he gave nor a single word was spoken only by cries of passion was the terrible silence broken in dawn's light he vanishes leaving me empty and without a trace But my still quivering flesh and the brimming tears on my face chorus Well I have decided I have gone beyond writer's block. My newest story is reading like a poorly done high school paper. I have decided to drop the cowboy scenerio and start from scratch. My best friend told me to go back to basics and write about what i know best again. I guess that means fantasies at the moment, lol. Life has been to busy to even think about actually going out and playing with a boy t

America The Free
Army Pfc. Gregory P. Huxley, Jr. 19, of Forestport, New York. Killed by enemy fire in Iraq. He was assigned to B Company, 317th Engineer Battalion, Fort Benning, Georgia. Died on April 6, 2003. Pictured with friend Danielle Scholl P.S please google the name gregory huxley and pay your respects thanks it's amazing Current mood: irate its amazing how many females are out there and bitch b/c they cant find a "good guy" or a guy that treats them right. and then when one comes around they wont even give that guy an ice cube's chance in hell. they are always like "im not lookin for a relationship," or my favorite "you're sweet." when we all know that the next day some other guy could go up to them and then they would be lookin for a realtionship. so i've come to the conclusion that all females like to be treated like shit, and deserve the treatment they get b/c nice guys have probably been right in front of your eyes and and you have blown them off or not given yoursel

Stuff
Wednesday, February 07, 2007 Chain letters Hello, my name is Cliff and I suffer from the guilt of not forwarding 50 billion fucking chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that if you send them on, a poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a traveling freak show. Do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email, $1000? How stupid are we? Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by a model I just happen to run into the next day!" What a bunch of bullshit. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my house and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain letter that was started by Peter in 5 AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrims on the Mayflower. Fuck 'em. If you're going to forward something, at least send me som

Mr James' Space
Funny how women can be so pretentious.....LOL So this girl ive known for about six months, emails me telling me how good a friend ive been to her in her time of need (i was her shoulder to lean on when she got dumped by another Douchebagg of a guy. And i dont know HOW it came up, but she asked me if i was GAYY. Now as far as im aware, Im straight. So i CALMLY asked her how did she get to that- and she said Cuz i didnt try n F%ck her during her vulernable(sp) state. Shame when a man's sexually gets questioned when you try and do the right thing..LOL I tried to do it nicely, but you know me.. just OUT n told her, her body type doesnt interest me, i prefer AMPLENESS, not BONES. Havent heard from her in a week now... I wasnt worried at all! My bears came thru yesterday with once again, the defense saving the game. I hope somewhere down the line, that dammn Cedric Benson turns into something WORTH while...I still say we shoulda KEPT Thomas Jones, and shipped Benson OUT! It k

Reality Compromised
You're a Zeta! Your sexual personality is determined by your sexual persona (Zeta), 4 sexual scales (Emotional/Physical, Look/Touch, Daring/Modest, Verbal/Non-verbal), and your libido score (10). As a Zeta, the high degree of confidence you feel around your sexuality matches your level of experience. Your sexual confidence and awareness are particularly high, but your sex appeal is somewhat lower. Discover Your Sexual Personality Brought to you by Tickle Dedicated to my friends who decided to grow up too fast. This was inspired by friends I've ran into recently and guess what... We may be the same age or perhaps you're a little younger, but always remember I'm forever young. I grew up, but I still out partying those rock stars. We had our fun, but always remember I'll continue partying for us. When you phone you sound so sad, I can tell the kind of day you've had. You tell of all the things you do, But I can tell you're feeling blue. Time, it heals our inner pai

A Thing Of Beauty
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN TO WRIT

When Darkness Calls
Pleasures Of Darkness Current mood: pensive † I feel the Darkness as it entombs me in its pleasures † It strokes me, and my cold black heart begins to race † Faster and faster as my soul is delivered † Into the hands of the Master † Screams for pleasure through the pain administered † On my knees I bow to the Master † Begging and pleading to be next in line † To receive my just punishment to feel the Darkness † once again and become Masters favorite ME Current mood: indescribable Cries in the night that only our souls hear I walk this life alone but not I feel the presence that is called ME. No one can share as I share with myself No is able to see what is ME in this so called reality. I am who I am As well as we all should be but are not We let reality make us what we should be And not who we truly are Follow the cries that only you hear

Valpurga
The Wiccan Calendar Southern Hemisphere. In the Wiccan calendar, there are four main days of power, (Sabbats), all revolving around the Solstices and Equinoxes - the astronomical beginnings of the seasons, and with deep connection to the agricultural year. In the southern hemisphere, the Sabbats don't always align with the traditional understanding of goddess spirituality - for example, Easter is named after the Spring goddess Eostre, whose feast day is celebrated in the northern hemisphere's Spring time (Mar 20 - 23). In the southern hemisphere, Easter lands in Autumn, not an entirely appropriate time to be celebrating "new life"! Nevertheless, we can still celebrate the essence of each Sabbat. Yule (Winter Solstice) The time of the shortest day of the year, the sun begins its path out of winter towards Spring. Yule (around DECEMBER 22nd) also known as: Yuletide, Alban Arthan. Yule is the time of greatest darkness and the longest night of the year. The

Poetry
Blood in, blood out Left or Right, truth and doubt You’re gonna bleed, No matter which road you take Blood in or out, babycakes Baby baby, do you remember? Coming to me broken in September? Repairing your shoulder and breaking your heart, She left you to me, and I played the part Five years later and I can’t take the game Blood in or out, I can’t even say your name It hurts to stay and it hurts to go It hurts to forget and it hurts to know Blood in, blood out Left or Right, truth and doubt You’re gonna bleed, No matter which road you take Blood in or out, babycakes Whisper into the fire, "What are your fallacies? Clutched now at your breast, your poison realities? I'll touch you with the fire, but do not hesitate to burn, Every hope, every dream, every truth you'd hoped to learn. Experience the destruction of all childhood fantasies, Emblazened in the very orange of lifelong mendacity, Surrender to the torch, to cleanse the poison from your

Cries Of The Spirit
"The Cauldron" As I stand above my cauldron, Dropping in precious herbs, Chanting the healing incantations calling for love and guidance. Watching it now bubble As I add in the rose petals I ask for Her grace and beauty To add to my Magick being done this day. The smoke of my incense Is twirling around me. The flames of my candles Dance in celebration. Now it is time, to seal the spell. A smile, a joy for a finished deed, A circle still sealed protecting me, Glance to the heavens... "so mote it be!" My Dragonfly in the night, I see Her overhead but She is not in the form I expected A simple glowing light, a simple form. This is Her... my guardian Dragonfly Perched above my bed to watch over me Guiding me in my sleep and dreams. Lending me Her power and Her strength. This is Her...my mother Dragonfly. A gentle song in the middle of the night a humming so innocent,so sweet a dancing light so tiny...twinking in the dark. this is Her...my daughter

A Little About Me
"Hold on to 16 as long as you can, changes come around real soon make us women and men" Who hasn't heard that song..and how true it is...Where were you and what were you doing at 16? 15 years ago when I was 16 I was seeing Will...lol I still remember what he got me for my birthday...It was a lil black sleevless shirt and a cheezy card hehe...All the good stuff happened to me by that age...I had no worries in the world When I hit the 17 mark I had already been through 3 boyfriends (2 of which i didn't sleep with)...I was seeing John (the Asshole) and was preg with our first child (out of 3)Stayed with him for 9 years off and on....Been almost killed by him a few times..had my heart ripped out of my chest and broken by him many times with people I thought were my friends.. By the time I was 23 I had already moved away from Conneticut to Alabama then Florida where I got married to my husband Ronnie...And had yet another child..we are not together anymore...Its been over 8 years and I fina

Moon's Great Adventure
Hey Friends and Fans, I wanna throw my first conest called Lovely Darkness Contest. Any one can enter as long as the picture is dark (as in goth-ish or something a long those lines)and is a picture of yourself. Winner recieves a big gift ( I know it's not as good as a blast, but hey at least you won and had fun right and I can't even afford to buy myself a blast right now). Anything goes, I ask that if you join, don't vote or comment bomb yourself, unless needed. Get with me so I can get the picture you want in contest. Space is limited and contest will start when I have enough people. Come join and have fun! Thanks, -ReD P.S. I want to do this for you. I want to be able to give back what I can. 105 Facts About You 1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT Ring? No 2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? my friendship w/ one of my best friends since the 7th grade 3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? a pink teddy bear i got when i had to go to the hospital for my burns

Random Thoughts & Things
Ok guys and gals , some of my oldest and dearest friends have joined CT...Come show them some luv. Please come comment bomb my eyes for this contest I entered called best eyes of CT. Your Hippie Chick Name Is: Saffron Hippie Chick Name Generator

Random
Vote for me as Penthouse Pet of the Month for April! All you have to do is: 1. Visit Tim's page at; http://fubar.com/user/2415431 2. Go to the Penthouse Pet of the Month Contest Folder 3. Find my pic and RATE! Thats it! Easy as 1-2-3! Thanks Luvs! ~Astra You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You scored as Bdsm. Hurray! you god bdsm you like kink and love, and you wanna show it with either leather, whips or other things. congratulationsBdsm93%Boobies/nipples82%Gay/Lesbian79%Beastiality64%Tb/dl43%Anal32%foot fetish21%Anime

Thats My Life....
Ok so um yeah...When u say I love u wut do u mean? I mean I love u...I love who u are and everything about u n I wanna be with u. To all the guys...Wut do u really mean when u tell sum1 that u love them but u don't wanna be with anyone right now. I've been told that its just a way to nicely reject sum1 so ur still on their good side and can still get wut u want out of them if u know wut I mean. I've done blogs about people making comments about things and jumpin to conclusions without reason so I won't be a hypocrit...I want to be the one to make this guy happy and I wanna be his world....I think I was once but things got all screwed up n it was prolly mostly my fault bein jealous n immature but to be clear I THOUGHT I had my reasons....but anyhoo this love that I have for this dude is like none I've ever had before and I must say its killin me. I feel everything can be fixed....but I'm pretty sure he doesn't. If we did decide to try it again it would be #4. I'd give anything to be his

Feelings I Hide
These feeling inside I try to hide, but with you it's to no avail. My mind often drifts back to one special night, and childhood fairytales. You saved me with one touch of your hand, and in that moment I began to understand, the nature of the burning that ran so deep inside. The pleasure of the moment, when you first kissed me. Your aftershave still lingers, on my pillow at night. Memories keeping me warm, of when you held me tight. I have never known such passion, never known such bliss. I never knew I could feel the way I felt, with one perfect kiss. My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are ne

There For You
Laying in bed, Thinking of you, I begin to cry Like I've only Cried for you. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... I think back on The time we shared. All those long nights Holding each other, Comforting each other, They seem so long ago. Your gone form me, Only to return for A short while... All those dirty looks As we would cuddle Up close just to talk, And the whispers As we would pass. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the hardships We overcame together, That just seemed like Jokes when all was done. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the smiles, laughs, Tears, hugs, and all The happens we Shared seem like They're now dreams. Your gone from me, Only to return for A short while... All the time we Spent together seem Like part of a Different life. Your so far away, It's hard to feel you Anymore, I feel As though I'm Loosing you! And I can't stand T

Please Read This :)
Ok here it is lol I am trying to find a specific song. I think the song is called Modern Love and the original was done by David Bowie lol. Ok it is not the David Bowie version that i am looking for but here are the lyrics of the only part of the song i can remember so if it rings any bells with any of you i would be glad to find out the other artists and name of it etc hugs Tigsy Lyrics There's no sign of life It's just the power to charm I'm lying in the rain But I never wave bye-bye But I try, I try Plz everyone this is another comp i need your rates and comments :) Hi everyone i am sat here waiting to be allowedto comment apparently i used my daily allowance forcommenting :( So i will get them at some point today. So please dont think im ignoring you all I'm not im just waiting to be active again lol Have a great day Huggers Tigsy

Damn It All..
Yeah.. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna quit this site and possibly myspace. I have no need of these sites anymore. I may just keep it up and every once in a while see if any friends have written, but I don't think I'll be out searching for new friends or competing in contests.. it'll be purely to stay in touch with friends. I won't be uploading any new photos (unless the fancy strikes me..) So, I hope you all are doing well.. and I'll talk to you in the future.. So, I just wonder, what gives a person the right to think they can go up and touch a complete stranger? Honestly? And is there some kind of harassment bug going around that is taking over the bars? Yeah.. I just need to vent.. I'm tired of going out and having someone harass with either words or come up and start massing my shoulders when I've never even met them.. I don't think I should have to change my behavior just because I'm in a bar! I'm there to hang with my friends and do my thing... not to have strangers or peo

What Card Are You
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth100%Rocker, Mosher60%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev55%Emo30%Trendy30%Skater25%Prepy5%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com MY 20YR OLD NEPHEW, IS LEAVING NEXT MONTH TO THE HEART OF THE WAR,AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M FELLING ABOUT IT,TELL ME HOW YOU WOULD FEEL PLEASE.THANK YOU. AINT SHE PRETTY.

Other Poems
For my friends To all my friends And we will be friends until the end I thank you Through and through All of you are dear to me I hope you all can see All of you have a place in my heart Some of you have been there since the start I would do anything for you That is so true You all make me smile It can be seen for many a mile A few of you Have gone beyond the call of friendship That is true I thank you so much for defining the word friendship To all my friends And we will be friends until the end I thank you Through and through dedicated to all my friends by Kevin L Swartz 03/03/2007 I love you With all my heart And I hope you do too I have from the very start Even though we're miles apart I think about you Because you are in my heart I am probably one of a few Right now I am a friend And you are mine too I will be there until the end With every day new I always now say You are in

I Dont Feel Like My Self
Red eyes just keep my heart beating Your secret's safe with me Just drive, I've broken our mirror So our past won't look so tempting I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me I'll swing here, I'll hang from this rope Just at least until they've found me Stay close dear, the note on the floor says I wish that you were here At this point I'm not concerned I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me i can not breath i can not hide from the things i keep in side i keep to my self the darkness inside .i see the world there is a warm glow but i feel like iam in the universe's under tow pulling under holding me below iam consumed in the darkness inside of me i feel as if iam the cosmos's prank the gods whiping boy is my fate the tears i have noone can relate to the darkness inside iam alone that i have made that

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does anyone actually read wat i post here? let me know so i can know to post more or to just not waste my time. so yeh i wont be on for a couple of days. my grandfather passed away... and yeah.. i know only like one or two people will read this.. oso yeh i guess this is for u / k im bored and massively horny. anyone wanna chat? ^_^ or cam?

Hello
what u do in life u mite not want. live life to the fullest and find that right person and hold on to them for the rest of your life cuz if u let i go you will never get it back. love them to the fullest and show them evryday that u do. be your self and be happy and never take life for graintet. This to all my friends i have made on here.Hope evry one of yiu take care of your selfs and that you have a wounderful week. This will be my last blog for while dont know when all be on here next. So you all take care and be safe and all see all you when i get back. Well a nother birthday has came on gone and some how i made it through it.At least i can say that i had a good time today and only got emperest wonce today so imdoing good.Hope every one is haveing a good night.

Things N Stuff
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room talking about many things. The idea of a living will came up and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If I ever come to that just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer. Bitch...... :Þ i love this guy. George Carlin's Solution to Save Gasoline: President Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. Af

Redhead
A male pastor walked into a neighborhood pub to use the restroom. The place was hopping with music and dancing, until people saw the pastor. As the room quieted down he walked up to the redhead bartender, and asked her, "May I please use the restroom?" The redhead replied, "I really don't think you should." "Why not?" the pastor asked. "I really need to use a restroom!" "Well, I don't think you should. There is a statue of a naked woman in there and she's only covered by a fig leaf!" "Nonsense," said the pastor, "I'll look the other way!" So, the bartender showed the clergyman the door at the top of the stairs, and he proceeded to the restroom. After a few minutes, he came back out, and the whole place was hopping with music and dancing again! He went to the bartender and said, "Miss, I, don't understand. When I came in here, the place was hopping with music and dancing. Then the room became absolutely quiet. I went to the restroom, and now the place i

Who Knows??
She had movement today!!!! She opened her eyes and wiggled her toes. They took her off the paralytic (Its keeps her body paralyzed). She is still on pain medication. She also had a 3rd negitave in a row for the growth of infection!! The doctors believe the medication is working to stop that growth!! So your prayers are working keep them up!!! Hey all, some of you may remember the bulletin i posted for Taylor a few days ago. I just wanted to let ya all know what is going on now. They have put her into a medical induced coma because the pain was just too much for her. She is still on the ventilator but they want to start turning it down slowly to try to get the hole in her lung to close on its own. Her dad put up a page for her with updates everyday on myspace. the link is http://www.myspace.com/taylor_hittlet if anyone is interested in any of the updates. If not that's ok but could you say at least one prayer for her. Any thing helps. Thanks Remember she is only 4 years old and we al

Hotmale@ Cherrytap
Faded Rose@ fubar Go to her page and check her out. She is a sweetie and you will glad to meet her. Go and stop by her page and show her some love. I know I am glad that I got to talk to her. I am looking for anyone that lives in the same city as I do. It's so very hard to find anyone that lives real close to me. I think I got my cam on here, but not sure i did it right, someone please tell me if i did

Observations
Person who reaches 2500 rates first: 1. Gets 500k. 2. Gets put on my bomb list. 3. Linked to my profile 4. A ticker (should be able to get another one by the end of the auction/contest. 5. Added to my family 6. Maybe something else who knows :D

Profile Titles Can Take A Blog In Themselves
I wanted to keep the length of my new title reasonable, so I abbreviated a few words... and ended up with prate for photo rating- of course, prate is a word. I'm at my prating and prattling on limit indeed for the day. Pity! :) I've got a whole lot to do today Feb 3, but will try to replace this with an explanation of why I support the recent ratings review... change... later this evening (eastern US time). I don't mean as romantic partners. *G* (If you've read Piers Anthony's Xanth series, or Terry Pratchett's Discworld - with Patrician Havelock Vetinari- he of "one man, one vote"- he's the one man who has the one vote ;) - anyway, his line about alloys being stronger than "pure metals"- that's much closer to my very, very indirect and jump-about line of thought...)

Yes Or No
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletiLet's see who n. the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" Report as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?] thanxs to all for ur comments i will return... love u friends

Please Need Help
Our friend karen dove needs our help so if any ya'll could stop bye and hey ya Stealth's go bomb mother trucker's. If you get the chance to drop by with at least a rate and comment would be appreciated she a friend. TY FOR ALL THE HELP I DID GET DURNING THIS BUT THIS OTHER GUY IS BETTER BUT HERE IS THE LINK JUST INCASE SOMEONE WANTS TO HELP

Show Some Love!!!
THEY ALWAYS MAKE A BIG JUMP AND EVEN TAKE THE LEAD EVERYDAY LETS MAKE THIS LAST 2 DAYS A PAIN IN THE A$$ 4 EM!!! ANY AND ALL HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APRECIATED, SOOOOOOOO LETS DO THIS AND FINISH STRONG!!! THANKS 2 ALL U GUYS WHO HAVE CONTRIBUTED YOUR ALL AWESOME...CLICK PIC BELOW...BOMBSSSS AWAY ~Eric HIT MY STASH AND OR PIX AND SEND ME A MESSAGE I WILL TAKE CARE OF YA... MUCH LOVE, ~ERIC~ I KNOW WE ALL GET BUSY BOMBING OUR FAMILY WITH ALL THE CONTEST GOING ON RIGHT NOW, BUT LETS ALL TAKE 2 MINS TO SHOW SOME B-DAY LOVE TO OUR FRIEND AND FAMILY MEMBER... ~~ BABYG1RL ~~ ~~MEMBER OF CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~~@ CherryTAP

Missy~ Sahar Blog's
the xxx story: As I walked in the door, coming home from the office, I saw my wife Carolyn standing by the cabinet preparing dinner. Carolyn has a body built like a brick shit house with all the fixtures in the right place. Today she looked especially good wearing a skimpy halter top with a pair of low cut shorts that fit snugly around her ass with the outline of her bikini panties showing through. Crossing the room and walking up behind her I reached around and cupped one of her tits with my hand while caressing her ass with the other and gave her a little nibble on the earlobe. "Whats for dinner?" I asked while dropping my hand from her tit to rub her cunt suggestively. "Company" she replied. I heard a voice from the den calling "Come on in, we have the fire going." As I entered the room, Ron, a friend of the family rose from a recliner with a drink in his hand and a bulge in the front of his pants. "You horny old bastard" I said, "What the hell are you doing over here?"

Amanda's Thoughts...etc.
Yesterday was our final court date for our custody battle for my husbands two oldest boys...which sounds odd to say cause they are my boys and I think of them as my own.... But we Won custody of the boys, their biological Mother does have visitation but we have Custody...hip hip hooray!!! She made her self look like a fool. She couldn't remember what grade our oldest boy was in. One of our witnesses was the Special Ed teacher for the 11yr od. ( for behavior he's adhd and lots of other stuff) and she testified that we had be very involved in Travis's school and his behavior at school and his homework etc. And that she never was that way.... (she testified on many other topics too) then once Kim was called to the stand she sat there and said that she was involved in all sorts of things and school and listed the stuff that Mrs Dugan our witness had said that we do and she did not... Which made her look like a complete IDIOT. Because what she didn't know is her standing ther

Poems
~*~ A Warrior Lost ~*~ Grand Father, White mans being destroys Life itself. A warrior once strong in Heart, Mind, and Spirit. Warriors with Honor and Pride. Through White mans exissence and Laws. Fate to a Warrior brings Existence. A Warrior bows his head in Dishonor, A strong Heart, but Spirit lives. A Spirit with life like the Eagle. Powerful, Beautiful, and Graceful. Knowledge and Wisdom like the Owl, but Above all Free and Ones Self. As his Spirit the Great Heavens, A New Life into his Whole Being. Like the Eagle a Warrior years for Domain of new Horizons. As the Warrior gives of himself To the Fate creates his Destiny. He Fears nothing, defends nothings. As the Warriors Spirit Soars Past the Eagle to Freedom. Have a great day......................................"SheWarrior" Thx girl :) Mothers If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all n

Alan's Poetry
Is there enough words to tell you how sorry I am, Or how I really do feel? Is this poem enough for you to understand... I've sought inspiration for so long to write to you. Only things is, I'm afraid I've made a mistake, I don't know that you'll ever forgive for. One after another, distractions hit me over and over, Why do I bother, you're everything I've ever sought? The happiness I've wanted, the feeling... Just to know you want to be there next to me. I feel like a failure to myself, I'm so afraid I'll be the same to you. If I did what was right, What I know belongs in my heart... Would you truly want to take my hand? I've waited so long to admit, but I know that's what I want. I'm afraid you'll never accept me for what I am. So here I go... you know how I've felt, How I feel, and you know it's true. I kneel down, watching your expression change... I'm almost expecting tears for what this looks to be, I can't afford much right now, but it's what's inside

My Erotic Meanderings
He stared in silence as she slowly dropped willow green silk outer and white lace under coverings like flags of surrender at the conqueror’s feet Standing with back straight sweet passion melons thrust forward seductively buds darkened with desire Her emerald eyes smoldered with untamed animal enticement His ravenous eyes caught fire reciprocating flame for flame Boldness as unflinching as hers taking in each subtle nuance Of pink tonal differentiation in satin smooth nakedness contrasting highlight, shadow of black silk lying gentle against feminine ivory shoulders and lush shadowed lawn between inviting creamy alabaster thighs Then fastening on twin roundness His hands ached to embrace with tender gentle squeezes the rotund beauty of her breasts Fingers flexing uncomfortable with excess heat, to caress deep rose buds that hardened under his intent stare like well trained soldiers at the approach of a five star general Lips burned to sampl

My Rules
"Blah blah blah Family only. Dont even ask Blah blah" If I dont ask, how will I ever see them? Duh Ok we all have our strange things. I guess mine is my that condiment should never touch my bread. Dont worry, I am not a spaz about food on my plate touching. What's yours? "Boy me a blast" "Wanna own me?" "Give me Fubucks" Get over yourselves!! Spend your own damn money. Anyone who is stupid enough to fall for that crap is a fool.

The Blob
i want to fuckin party. but i have to wake up early and go to work. sucks major cock. why does it have to be this way? lol. im all whining about bull shit. but damnit, when the weekend comes, its like people vanish..when ihave time to get my party on. 53% GeekJustSayHi - A Free Dating Website53% Geek JustSayHi - A Free Dating Website I Scored a 80%! JustSayHi - Free Personals holy crap..is that bad o.O 54%Free Online Dating from JustSayHi just great... >.<

Blog
See what 50 years can do? Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1956- Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006- School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1956- Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006- Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1956- Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006- Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a z

What I Do....
You know when your in traffic and nobody moving even when theres a green light and then you see why they were not moving...it some old person sitting in the front not knowing where they are. Now its not only old people who do this it is anybody who has something on there mind or people who are stoned ect... how 'bout they get off the steets until they're a little bit with the world so they can drive...anyway I hate traffic. FAST CASH $6 PAYPAL as seen on OPRAH !!Quick Money!! THIS IS INSANE!!! IT REALLY WORKS!!! !!!!!!QUICK MONEY!!!!!! -- FAST CASH At first I thought this was too good to be true, how wrong I was!! I decided to give it a go, it was only 6 dollars ,so why not? Well I was astounded!! Money has, and still is coming to my account. As Seen On OPRAH & 20/20 - TURN $6 into $24,600! (or more, that's just what he made) Earn money using PAYPAL as seen on Oprah & 20/20 THE PAYPAL $6 DOLLAR MONEY-MAKING METHOD AS SEEN ON OPRAH EARN HUGE $$$$$$$$ Ok this is all

My Personal Life Things
wow, i cant beleive how hard this has hit me. I have only been here in texas at ft. sam for 4 days. Im here for more advanced training as i go for my flight paramedic specalist. and wow. I am just thinking now, how much i miss my family. I was all happy to be comming down here, and now i have only been here for 4 days, and already missing my family back home. I have also not been talking to a lot of you here on tap, and im sorry, just i have been very busy with all my training. I did pass my finals for the EMT-B part. Well till next time i post, if i talk to you i talk to you. so if you see me online, send me a shout!!! And just remember that i love ya all, you are all my best of best friends. till next time. Bonnie OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here they are. And yes They dont lie cause this has happend to me in the last couple day

What Condition My Condition Was In...
Hiya folks, It's me again. your drunky friend that doesn't sleep enough. I have bee thinking lately that the majority of the women who court them don't know the difference. Uh. yeah nevermind. How about them politicians? crooked as a sherman's necktie... and how about them other sons of so and sos... but that is what I'm talking about. yay us for having accomplished the raising of anger towards us as high as it has ever been., I love our foreign policy. were gonna reap the benefits of our bad manners in dealing with the rest of the war. huzzah. I'm going to sleep now. as I pass out from the alcohol coursing through my veigns at an amazing level. I love whisky. Zzzzz.... Hokay, so I'm drunk an d typing very slowly. again. I am such a jerk. I really wish that I that porn would stop playing in the background. Oh wait...Oh hey that's fucked. I wish I didn't like stuff that most people thing is perverted (we're pervects!). It would make my life easier tenfold. Maybe

Stupid People . . .
Somedays...ok, most all days I really hate people because the world seems to be overwhelmingly filled with them. Lacking social skills, devoid of a broad spectrum of Understanding and Diversity. Bigoted and Narrow...unable to Soar to new heights of Awareness and Understanding. But,like the Buddha says "Ignorance is Bliss." Well, there are a lotta happy motherfuckerzzzz out there.... jt/poet/seer/thinker my mother found my stash today...what am I to do? Fuck, she found it all...stems. pipes..Shit. What ever after that? I grow so fucking weary of all the bullshit in people...wanting to fool with somebody else's emotions...Why? I suppose for some deranged sense of self satisfaction. Whatever. Where are all the Real people at? If you got a lover at home...don't be out sniffin up someone else's tree...I get so tired of Games and Playas...shit, I fucking quit the dating scene...ain't nobody worthy it seems sometimes...Gay...straight...bi...whatever...love the one you're with...you know

Make Sure You Enter My Contest Before Its Too Late!!!
SHOW YOUR CREATIVITY AND GET THOSE BANNERS IN ASAP. BANNERS MUST HAVE DJ LUCIFER, THE BLACK MASS AND WORLD ROCK RADIO ON THEM. SEND THEM TO djlucifer99@aol.com. THEY WILL BE POSTED IN HIS CHERRYTAP PHOTOS AS WELL AS ON HIS MYSPACE PAGE, http://www.myspace.com/dj_lucifer.THURSDAY, MARCH 29TH IS THE DEADLINE SO HURRY AND GET THOSE BANNERS IN. ALSO, IF YOU ARE PARTICIPATING IN THIS LEAVE DJ LUCIFER A MESSAGE LETTING HIM KNOW. WINNER WILL RECEIVE A FREE WORLD ROCK RADIO T-SHIRT AND A FREE BEST OF THE BLACK MASS CD. i need 4000 cherry bucks to get my girl the diamond ring so lets bomb me :D and ill do what i can back at ya... i need money :D thats what i want :D see yall laters... if ya wanna talk u know where i am... just not on here anymore...

Sperm Dumpster
Holy fuck i just got back from dallas! last night I went to see Goatwhore, THE RED ChORD, and Mutha fucking Black Dahlia MURDER!!!! and cannibal corpse.... I almost cried when the black dahlia murder came on stage... even better later not only did i get to meet every one from all the bands but the lead guitarist for the black dahlia murder came and talked to me during the cannibal corpse show!! i almost shit myself... i swear i don't think I could have had a better fucking time.. i didn't get to meet the guys from cannibal corpse..but i think i'll live i got to meet who i went to see!! anywho i'll have pictures up here would have had more but yeah i ran out of fucking batteries... usually come at the worst time.. today with some help I realize that i'm not living the life i should I'm doing things that I shouldn't and I'm not hitting my main goals in life for such a strong person suposably I'm such a weak individual i've turned into the cliche teenager and done things I swore never t

Family Member And Great Friend Needs Some Love
we are needed in here because wikkad 1 is going against the ct mafia and really needs our help asap.here is the link to ctdaddy so please send him a friends request.... CT DADDY™ THE TEXAS GODFATHER™~Husband Of Ass Kickin Redneck Bitch~I Love And Adore My Baby Angel~@ CherryTAP this is the link to wikkad 1 contest and as soon as u are a friend u can go and start bombing.. and she is really needing alot of love due to the fact she is going against the ctmafia. and here is another family member that needs us asap and the link to her is so please lets show them our love and support UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE,IF I SEE YOU ONLINE THAN I SHOULD SEE YOU BOMBING NATIVE HUNNY... IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BOMB OR CANNOT BOMB WHILE ONLINE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A C-MAIL AND EXPLAIN IT TO ME DIRECTLY AS TO WHY.ESPECIALLY IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO BOMB FOR THEN THEIR IS NO REASON FOR YOU TO BE TAKING UP SPACE ON MY BOMBSQUAD HOMEPAGE FAMILY LIST.I WILL BE MORE

Good Night
Good night and Sweet dreams my friends...have a blessed night with uninterupted sleep! MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts Hope everyone has a good night...the toughest part of the week is behind us...Good Night and Sweet Dreams my friends! thediamonddew.com Well another day has come and gone,I want to tell you something right quick,I posted a blog earlier tonight about me leaving CherryTap,I hope you will all read it,... it's under the heading of ME,anyway I want you all to have a great night,sweet dreams and I will see you tomorrow! Index

Lifes Beautiful Virus
Do not open this email "Life's Is Beautiful" When you do! it says life was beautiful now yours is Fu$#ck't and your system will not operate run no of the above! this email is on AOL, Hotmail, yahoo, and all the other internet serv. tell your friends and family Miracle Cancer Cure In 2001, Nova Scotian Rick Simpson discovered that a cancerous spot on his skin disappeared within a few days of applying an essential oil made from marijuana. Since then, Simpson and others have treated thousands of cancer patients with incredible success. Researchers in Spain have confirmed that THC, an active compound in marijuana, kills brain-tumor cells in human subjects and shows promise with breast, pancreatic and liver tumors. The U.S. Food and Drug Administration, however, classifies marijuana as a Schedule I drug, meaning that it has no accepted medical use, unlike Schedule II drugs, like cocaine and methamphetamine, which may provide medical benefits. What a buzzkill.

Caring
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purp

Dragonslayer's Rants
Yes, I have a child. No, I'm not a mom. Birth: Jada Natelynn Wolff There is no pictures. There is only pain and broken promises. An only child living a lie. Age 1: Still Jada Natelynn Wolff Still no pictures. No memories, no smiles. A child being raised by a "mom," But not HER mom. Age 2: Now Jada L. H. A simple portrait picture. A picture-perfect smile, devoid of feeling. Dressed like a doll, she sits alone. Unaware that her real mom cries over a simple picture of her. Age 3: Jada L. H. Blue eyes gaze down at me, She knows more than you think. I stare at the camera, Unaware my child knows I'm her mother. The photo is etched in my mind, making it bleed. Age 4: Jada L. H. So far, has no pictures. I'm still crying for my blue-eyed baby girl. These tears will never dry. There are no memories, just pictures. BYTES OF LIFE (PART 1) The experienced rider turns her blue-eyed gaze toward the cloudy skies. She contemplates turning back to avoid the imminen

News Stories
Source cNet { http://news.com.com/IBMs+Many+Eyes+project+seeks+stats+freaks/2100-1008_3-6171756.html?tag=nefd.top } AMBRIDGE, Mass.--Many Eyes, the data-sharing site from the Visual Communication Lab at IBM, is getting more social. The Many Eyes Web site, in public alpha since January, enables people to upload data sets from common delineated files, such as an Excel file, then go through a few clicks to make it visual and available to all. Images: Many Eyes for 'seeing' data There are 15 different types of data charts, called visualizations, that can further be manipulated by viewers to search and parse for different views and more specific data subsets. Users can upload their own data set, and also choose others' data sets to visualize. The idea behind the site is that people who have a common interest in certain types of data can come together on the Internet as they do with music, movies and video. The group hopes that it will be a place for researchers to make contact,

Everyone Should Know...
I Know who I am I know what I want. I know where I have been and I know where I am going. I know the people I am taking along for the ride, I know what people I am leaving behind. To ALL those Friends I have made, and all the friends I have. Thanks for being there Through the good times as well as the bad. Drop me a line or two, once and a while say hi and make me smile. Always the Clown of Clowns. Well I know that I am not gonna say this right so I will say it the best I can. Good Bye. I will be around somewhere. Who knows where. Sooner or later maybe things will be as they should. But today is not what it needs to be. I know that form now on I will not utter the words I Love You Because I do not want to hear them back. My Heart has been walked all over one too many times to try any harder than I was. Now the Ball is in Your Court. Time is not a friend of mine. I have about 100 days left of sleepless nights left. I will be home in full soon enough, so please be patient. You Know who

Is There Anything God Can't Do?
The 90\'s brought a new expectancy and excitement with them. My old life was on the way out and a new adventure was about to further my quest. I left prison after 1989 with a new direction.One that I was ready to jump into with both feet! You see, after I got to the jail after my promise to God, Something did happen. I was ther for about 2 weeks when my probation officer came to see me. She informs me that I am not there on serious offence { probation violation-failing to report 2 consecutive times} So when the court date comes, she is going to have me released. Hey! Alright ! I am outta here!!! I was ready to go home.But I had not opened the bible once and had fallen into the prison routine again and had forgotten the promise. My day in court soon arrived. I was feeling very fine. I was about to sink my teeth into home cooked meals again! Where would I eat first? I was being brought before the judge. I stood there in my assurance of freedom. The judge read the charge and asked me if I

Sarahs Words
So its been a while since i have been on fubar. Whats new? I work part time handing out samples and Sam's Club, i go to school full time although i am taking a break at the moment to try and sort out my leagle problems, i am being sued by so far two hospitals for failing to pay their way too expensive bills. Woe is me, i have to delcare bankruptcy, and that is no get out debt free card my friends! When i get a check, the money is already spent. I got my check on Wed, and by saturday i am flat broke. I can not blame it all on gas prices either, as much as i want too. This is all my fault. I hate money sometimes. I feel as though it controls me, makes me spend what i do not have. I feel worthless without it, and a slave too it. I spent most of my money on things that i do not need. What the hell, i tell myself. Do i want to be in debt forever? Do i want to miss money so much, that i almost feel willing to do anything for some more of it? Its the worst drug. So like the title says, i'm hu

Thinking
For one day we all think everything is always going to be okay, that today is going to be a wonderful and glorious day and then suddenly to our tormented eyes, one person, one sick person takes the lives of many. To be shot one by one, I ask myself, what made one person kill and wound so many. These children haven't even lived their lives and yet they only had a short time on this earth. Why? Why did such good people have to be taken. It breaks my heart in two and my heart bleeds for all. No one ever knows what to say in times like this, there never are easy words to say. But I will say, that I hope everyone at Virginia Tech knows that the Country is mourning for them and the close friends or family they have lost. I am sorry you had to endear such a horrific act. I would do anything for any of you right now. My prayer? May everyone find solace, which won't be for a while, but may God be there for you all when you fall and shed wounded tears. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. M