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Since I have Gypsy blood, do you know the reasoning Hitler used to gas my ancestors!?! He claimed because gypsies roamed the countries they spread disease so the Nazi's gassed them. Don't let history repeat itself for a group of people who don't mean any harm, I am not saying they'll be gassed but they will be beaten and killed and discriminated against by people who have no brains of their own!
Not that it is anyone's business but my divorce should be final on October 15th 2018, 3 days before my 40th birthday and then to marry Beardo shortly there after and that's all I am willing to say.
What is Unconditional love
Shamus and my "relationship" was rocky to say the least we only argued once but he was here one minute gone the next, uncondtional love is still loving and wanting to be with them even when they are gone and not caring where they were or who they were with when they came back. It's an amazing fire that can warm you and burn you at the same time but its an undying love wrapped in understanding and forgiveness. I am have been blessed to have this ability to love with all my might and continue to love as is evident as this June 26th marks 19 years since Shame died. I love him like I 1st did and that will never change.
He is gorgeous I had wanted to date him for years it seemed and when I got my chance, I ran. Yes I know when and in what moment I knew I was in love with him and in that moment I freaked out and said we needed to part. I have pined for you every day since some days are worse than others. You see the first person I had loved not only died when I was 19 but when we finally discussed our feelings for eachother was in an argument where I confessed loving him and he said what do you think I don't care about you I care but that was not good enough for me so that ended a two year thing and three months later he died so with that being said to being in love with the man I first stated I was scared 1 he wouldn't love me back ( though I saw it in his eyes and his demeanor ) and he would die and leave me alone I left I took myself out of the equation. Why I had to admitt this I'll never know also I will never tell a person I love them usually unless they say it first. Sometimes self preservation is not a good thing.
This a tribute to my Nana Alice( Bruton) Mann
She can no longer remember me, my father, my sister, my cousin and many more as she has severe alzheimer's and now resides at the Regency house and this thread is to let her know and everyone else know that even though she cannot remember everyone in her life through out the years she will not be forgotten.
She was born in 1921 in that ice house you see on route 5 near McDonalds to Leo and Myrtle Bruton she had one brother 3 sisters I believe.
She cared for My Aunt who was severly crippled which would have her leave school.
One day her friend from upstairs could'nt go on a date so she asked my Nana to take her place this is where she would meet Frank Mann my grandfather and marry him. In the 56 almost 57 years of their marriage they remained a very loving couple, they also produced a wonderful daughter Gloria and a son Francis, they would have 4 grandchildren in order Joanne, Deborah, Alicia ( named after my Nana) and me Jennifer, they would have 6 great grand children in order Spencer , Aurora, Jesse, Kyle, Katie and Alora. They also owned a resteraunt called the Salad Bowl but one my nana gave out bigger portions than she was charging for and all the work it was they sold it in the early 70s.
In the 40s they adopted a son they called frank but do to political correctness on others parts they had to take him back to the state and Frank if you're out there she cried still for you years later.
Alice always gave when maybe she should'nt have and rarely asked for anything in return which she deserved 10 fold. She always felt she was no better than anyon else but in many ways she was very different she taught you to love with all your might, never be afraid of new things and to not judge without knowing all the facts first. She was happy going to the Bingo at the still wood in where she would help those get their food or drink who couldn't manage on their own. When a senior man would flirt with her she would say God gave me one man may not have been perfect but he was a good man. She loved making all sorts of crafts and God she was great at them, like making beads, sewing beads in any type of pattern you wanted on a shirt, making dolls , clowns, and she was a wonderful seamstress noone can sew like that woman could believe you me. She was also a wonderful cook she could make anything from zuccini bread to stuffed cabbage and peppers. Don't get me started on all the food she could make lol She also loved cats.
Alice Mann, Nana I hope this sums it up how much we really love you and how much you mean to us. God bless you and to all that read this.
I hope to have made you proud and know that you are still the best.
SHe use to call us all girlfriends and boyfriends so Nana youre my #1 Girlfriend of all time and forever will be. I love you Love Jenny xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
