TheGypsyVampiress DNO RM2 BEARDO's blog: "Things that will never be forgotten, kind of like me."

To my children I want you to learn what Great Mimi and Great Nana taught me and thats never judge a book by its cover get to know the person if you don't like them don't hate them simply accept them for who they are and walk away. If you judge you will miss out on so much. Love like you are never going to be hurt and if you are hurt shame on them but continue to love as if you will never get hurt. Hate is a horrible evil thing and it will only destroy the person who feels it so never hate. Be kind because someone just may need that kindness and when someone does you wrong forgive them you don't have to forget that it happened but forgiveness is a mighty powerful thing. and know no matter where I am or what condition I may get into like great nana had alzheimers that you are still loved by me

I can't shake a dream I had the other night. I was hanging out with Shame's friend Matt and he had pictures of Shame. He said I could have them. I think this is the most heart breaking dream I have had in the sixteen years Shame has been gone because the one thing I do not posess which I wish I did was his picture mind you I could never forget his face but still to wake up and not have those three pics in hand was a killer.

I recieved a page one friday night in March of 98. It was from the love of my eternity , he wanted to see me and that night I will forever remember the country garden house warmer candle that burned, the call from our friend Jeff, and the movie Con Air that I didn't want to watch not because I didn't like the movie but because I hadn't seen him in so long that all I wanted to do was kiss him. That first night was perfect but the next we got into an argument over some crazy subject that left me gutted. It will forever be inbedded in my brain and in my heart because June of that same year the 26th to be exact he died.