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offer advice and guidance but realize when your children are grown up their lives are theirs and criticism and control are not the answers to all that added "skins" to my profile a big LC THANK YOU had a blast viewing them a tattoo can be removed and though painful, the pain will go away, unlike the pain and hurt caused by comments by those close to you, those cannot be removed--for a friend and for those who cannot understand and criticize her
Perfection Is A Dream
This steeple runs its blood through my veins, As the saints of my demise carry my life Close to their hands and hearts of longing. I cry in a storm of my suffering, cry in silence— As the squall who doesn’t believe in its feathers— While my coursing blood flows its delight. These busts know not their importance, No rock could replicate perfection, Could taunt divinity with duplicate reality. It is in the essence truth lies, Solidity in the soul, not the body— Or lack thereof, for fiction holds a soul— And it is in the essence I attempt to live. To leave my own destruction behind, My own tears away from my weeping— My own eyes dry in their wetness— Is what I lead my spirit towards. I kneel at my own altar, Wrought of my own conviction and paths, And I sleep as a gentle hand caresses my heart— Rocks me to sleep with its soft hypocrisy. I dream of this steeple, of its mysteries. This steeple runs its blood through my veins. I crave nothing but the
Hello Everyone
You Are Dancer Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance. Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer. Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly. Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You? Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 29% PureTake the Purity Test at NaughtyQ.com Your Vampire Name Is... Countess the Bloodthirsty What's Your Vampire Name?
My Soldier
Well I got to spend some more quality time with my baby! It always seem to go by so fast... I picked him up at midnite on thursday. Then we drove to my house took a nap and spent the rest of the day with Grandma. My parents, my brother, uncle and grandma were all there. It was a great day... no one fought, there was good food. And i got to spend it with the people i love. Well we spent the night there and then had a spaghetti lunch with the fam and headed down to have thanksgiving with his family. All three of his brothers were there which was great and of course his mom and dad. His cousin and his cousins husband. His aunt, uncle and their kids... yeah lots of people! It was nice, we dont have big family gatherings like that much. We also got to spend some time with his friends. Unfortunatly i got some bad news about a good friend of mine being in the hospital... so it wasnt really a great nite you could say.. Then our last nite we stayed up til 3 or 4 and drank with his brothers
Lyrics
Lead-in night at the laundry matAnd I'm staring atYou pulling clothes from a dryerAnd I'm wondering how I got here'Cause it seems somehow I keepGetting stuck in the mireI needed this more than I knewAnd I let you down and I said I'm sorryBut the light that falls on my castle wallsAnd my basketballs pelt me with bricksIn my dreamsTonight, well maybeWhat you need, I hope it finds youOh, I mightI might be, well maybeMaybe someday you'll get it rightOh, IIf I could bottle my hopes In a store bought scentThey'd be nutmeg, peachAnd they'd pay the rentAnd I'd ride a horseAnd I'd teach a courseOn how I got to be a star crossed pimpGet up, get up, wellYou ride on back there up thereOh, I might(Gonna live forever boy)I might(Oh, you're a clever boy)Maybe(You know you never said goodnight)Oh, I might And no-one saw the carny go And the weeks flew by Until they moved on the show Leaving his caravan behind It was parked out on the south east ridge And as the company crossed the bridge With the firs
Feelings
OK HERE'S ANOTHER ONE BUT THIS ONE IS BETTER HEHEHE (my awesome friend Poetic Angel made this) IM GOIN TO TELL TEN OF MY SEXUAL SECRETS AND PICK TEN PEOPLE TO TELL THEIRS HEHEHE 1) I've had a m/m/f 3some many times! 2) I've never had a m/f/f 3some! 3) I really dont like giving head but am told I do it very well! 4) I once got high and went skinny dipping at a boyfriends house and had sex with him and 3 friends! 5)I am bi-sexual, I love girls! 6)I have tryed ananl sex and I liked it! 7)I had sex doggy style on my front porch a few times! 8) I love to fuck not make love! 9) I once fucked a guy the next night after I met him and it was the best sex I ever had! To bad he lives in Cali! 10) I love to fuck doggie style while getting my ass lighly smacked and my hair slightly pulled! ok here are the friends i want to do this Beercat cherry Cinnamon_Girl FLIP Jenny iou4ever ~G~ MidntTigr Trouble Luv2lickandmassage lee Tatt ~ it ~up
Through The Looking Glass
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon75%WereWolf67%Mermaid59%Angel58%Dragon50%Faerie33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting
All My Thoughts Go Into This Blog!
You know what i do what i have to do! Screw you if your not my friend because you dont agree with the decisions im making im doing good for myself bye myself! And screw all the girls who cant appreciate what im doing for myself, and who cant stay true! where the hell are all the woman at? i need a true girl you know! please if you care respond to this! thought it was all good you know me and my ex broke up and on good terms found out she was being a little poly about our relationship found out from my boys... sucks then my friends start to try and backstab me when i need them the most going through hell friends going to jail my other friends dying its rediculous....my life is hard but i keep going....dont any of you out there give up no matter what happens i wont. ill be damned if i let my life go to waste shout back if you feel me. i was walking down the street and someone stopped me and said wtf is your problem....i said im bipolar im adhd and im a guy who doesnt care if someone says
Your Peek
I tried to write u a letter only to help my words flow better See in person my speech becomes impaired My actions don't deminstrate how much i care This pen becomes my lifeline Like fine wine Our relationships gets better and better with time Your beauty matches your heart And for that reason alone I thought several times i was dying because my heart stops But I now know that it was my soul pausing everything in me so it could hear u U make me feel good Because of how i feel i lose my words So now i write And my mind reads to make sure those are my thoughts My soul reveals my feelings And my flesh waits for your eyes See I love u That writing this my whole body cries You are wonderful! You are beautiful! You are perfect! You are more than I could ever dream! You are my connection to the truth You are love You are loved by me I cherish u completely I love you before u ever ask I am greatful for u I a
Love Is...............
RIGHT NOW I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SERIOUSLY THINKING ABOUT BECOMING A STRAIGHT UP LESBIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OK I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER NOW....JUST A LIL THO' What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract g
Southern Chick
Hi, All My Girlies + Guys...Well I finally got my flu shot yesterday been feeling kind of blah sense I got it and my arm still hurts but it isn't nothing that I can't handle. I Also finished up on my xmas shopping finally + I still have to get some lottery tickets for my dad for his stocking it is the $1 million lottery that is going on down here they are $10.00 bucks a ticket so I will probably get him 2 of those and some other odd & ends meaning candy and stuff. also me and my dad plan to go see a movie Saturday sense my mom will be coming home at 1:00pm to lay down for awhile sense she has to work over night and she has to be at work by 10:00pm that night. We also have to pick up are dinner for I am guessing xmas eve. I don't know anything else about my Aunt Tersea other then her surgery for her Trach Tube went great she made it throught + she is doing good from that,They are also talking about sending her to Tampa Florida to a hospital that can show you how to take care of the trac
All Mine
I would just like to say thanks for all the adds and rates on me and my photos.i enjoy talking to ya'll and had lots of fun looking at your photos also.Hope ya'll have a wounderful year. Hosted By SparkleTags.comHosted by Sparkle Tags Hosted By SparkleTags.com
I Am New At This
Hello everyone how are all of u doing? I am doing good just got done having my daughter birthday party WOW she got alot of stuff....... Alright life has been going good for me the past few weeks........ I went and got Nathan last Saturday thank god he is home I missed him so much........ I went to the dr the other day and got my women thing done havnt gotten the paper work on it yet........ Let see the past few months i have been thinking about having another kid...... I really love the guy i am with and he dont have any kids yet I dont know i want another one really bad so I think we might be tring again i dont know yet will be talking to his little swimmers lol........... IF IT HAPPENS IT HAPPENS........ but that is about it for now i am going to write more in my other blog abut the man i care so much about see u then Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and s
Ill Be Gone The Hole Weekend
YOUR DRIVERS LICENSE TELLS IT ALL A mother is driving a little girl to her friend's house for a play date. "Mommy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age," the mother replied. "It's not polite." "OK", the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "those are personal questions and are really none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and Daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, young lady, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as the two friends begin to play. "My Mom won't tell me anything about her," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," says the friend, "all you need to do is look at her drivers ' license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it." Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32." The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find that out? "I als
1st Blog 4 Lostcherry
This was on my son's front page (about me),,how much pride would this give you as there father an to see how far he has gone..give me a life time of pride..an hope his sisters an brother lead in the same pride of life.. We live in a world that is at war, and this war has to be fought by men with guns. Who's gonna do it? You? I have a greater responsibility than you can possibly fathom. You protest our losses, and you curse the Marines. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what I know - that our losses, while tragic, probably saved lives; and my existence, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, saves lives. You don't want the truth because deep down in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me to fight in this war -- you need me to fight this war. We use words like "Honor," "Courage," "Commitment." We use these words as the backbone of alife spent defending something. You use them as a punch line. I have neither the time nor the inclination to expla
Bikers
Why motorcycles are better than women: Your motorcycle doesn't get upset when you forget it's birthday. You don't have to talk to your motorcycle after you ride it. You can choke your motorcycle. Your motorcycle doesn't get mad when you ignore it for a month or so. Motorcycles don't get jealous if you come home with grease under your fingernails. Motorcycles don't snore. Your motorcycle won't wake you up at 3:00 AM and ask you if you love it. Your motorcycle won't leave you for another rider. You don't have to pay child support / alimony to an ex-motorcycle. If you say bad things to your Motorcycles, you don't have to apologize before you can ride it again. If your Motorcycle doesn't look good, you can paint it or get better parts. If your Motorcycle goes flat, you can fix it. If your Motorcycle is misaligned, you don't have to discuss politics to correct it. If your Motorcycle is too loose, you can tighten it. If your Motorcycle is too soft, you can ge
In The Mind Of Lisa
profiletweaks.com - Unique MySpace Generators I'm in Washington for the holidays, it would be so much better if Mitch was here with me and Jayden. I had to leave him behind...I'll be here for a month and he can't take that long off work, and we just got a new apartment in Brownsburg so we both can't pick up and leave. I miss him....a lot. It's so hard spending christmas without him, as well as new years. Pretty important holidays if you ask me! Other then that, I don't have much to talk about. Just need a little cheering up is all.
Myspace Blogs
but this little story kinda touched me and it's definitely fitting for Christmas time :) I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadl
Thoughts From Your Dream Maker
When I think of sex, I think of connection. An eternal bond, linking one soul to another. Without this bond, sex is merely a physical act, limiting our ability to feel. Most people view sex through the eyes of lust. A powerful feeling. One that can confuse us to believe we are in love. Sex can feel great when with a person we lust for; however limits the ability to feel. It shuts off that inner connection the spiritual link (if you will) between the two individuals. I believe this connection to be vital. Without it sex is just based on visual stimuli or ones desire for immediate gratification. When I allow myself to tap into a person’s spirit, or to wrap myself in their ora, it is like you are connected as one. You can feel what they feel. Like following a path way of energy as your fingers gently pass across their skin. As though there is a communication between the spirits. When you take the time to bond with your mate, you can unlock the bodies’ true potential and tu
The Bitch
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM80%Sex God70%A Romantic65%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com I live in a 24/7 relationship. I have never understood the purpose of online domination. I get offended when approached about it. How could you possibly submit to someone you are not with in person? I would never submit to someone online in fact it is a joke to me. I can be a mouthy person and I do and will speak my mind when I want online. I do not feel the need to show respect to someone that would try to give me orders online. I am a taken submissive and in that respect that makes me his property. You do not disrespect another person property not try to steal, it so to speak. I feel
A Blog Worth Reading Entry's
Tell me what love is? i really want to know.....all kinds of love not just im in love shit.....i have very few people i trust left everyone seems to want to hurt me? what did i do?......i just need to blow off steam just let me know how you feel and what you believe it is Sometimes i wonder how i ended up here you know im sitting here writing this blog and i could have been dead countless times never to talk to any of you again....but here i am writing this blog.... thanks to you who were there for me even though most of you were just online when i needed it.... now i am going to be alive and well if anyone ever needs anything just let me know i unwillingly let my mind get the best of my heart and played someone......i did what i hated.....i hate what i let myself do.....what i did isnt my heart....let my heart guide me bacc to the right path...
Me Me Me
Myself
THERE ARE SOME B*TCH AZZ PEOPLE ON THIS LAME AZZ SITE FOR REAL..FUNNY AS HELL.SO I HAVE DECIDED TO GET RID OF MY PROFILE..TO SOME PEOPLE THAT WERE REAL ON HERE U KNOW HOW TO GET A HOLD OF ME..DARK ENIGMA U KNOW U MY GURL U GOT MY EMAIL SO GET AT ME. SORRY ACTUALLY IM NOT SORRY FOR LEAVING..FAKE AZZ PEOPLE..U ALL CAN HAVE EACH OTHER FOR REAL..DONT EVER IN YO LIFE TALK TO ME AGAIN..ONE Why is it I find all the real stupid men that all they care about is themselves and hot gurls? I mean damn I know I look good. Im a BBW and I LOVE IT. I was with someone but he did me wrong..He put his ex before me and I wasnt having it so I dropped his azz..I do whatever it takes to take care of who im with but still get hurt..So I have decided to stay single its the best way to be really. That way I wont get hurt or used or lied to or cheated on. I am open for new friends but nothing else so please dont ask me alot of questions or try to get at me like that cause I wont talk with you then. But I want to
Poetry
True friends are there for you when no one else gives a damn. True Friends there to put the pieces of your broken heart back together. True Friends will hold you when you cry and say nothing at all. True Friends will give you advice when you ask for ir and ONLY WHEN YOU ASK FOR IT!! A true friend WILL NEVER EVER TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU ARE STUCKL ON STUPID!! A true friend will never ever go off on a perspective boyfriend/girlfriend with out you asking them to. A true friend will always have your best intrests at heart. A true friend will never ever choose sides between you and another one of there friends. True happiness was never meant to be mine. Misery has been my constant campainion. My destiny is to be alone and I accept that. My darkest hours are spent alone. I am no good to anyone when i am alone. My heart yearns for love that isnt meant to be mine. Lonliness was killing me slowly. Then I found you. You brought me to you an
Dedications
Dedication -Queensryche: Another Rainy Night (currently autoplaying on my profile) I'm dedicating this one to anyone that has spent any time waiting alone for someone else, or anyone who misses someone. Or anyone who just likes to rock. Good tune....good band...check it out. Ok, I'll try to remember to do this every week or so...if I think about it. Dedication songs come from those in my trackz and will be displayed on my profile for you to check out if you want to. This first dedication is Whitesnake's Love Aint No Stranger from the early 80's release, Slide It In. This goes out to anyone in cherry land who is lonely, or who ever had their heart broken by someone they loved. No one out there meets that description, do they? ;) May you all find the love and happiness you deserve. Keep on Rockin' SD New Dedication - Deep Purple - Perfect Strangers (Now playing on my profile) Ok, this one's goin' out to all the web heads out there who may have reason to believe th
Poems
Death is the light To a sad soul Life is hell To a sad soul Why live a life full of sadness Is making me sad Make you happy I hope not If I am sad So should you He was there for me When I had no where to go He was there When I was a kid He is still here and helps me When need be He is my light On a dark day He is my gamppy Who raised me When I think of you, I smile thinking of your wonderful smile. When you are down off your cloud, I only want to make you smiles. When I am down a single thought of you, brings a smiles to my face, and my Spirits rise. When you say the simplist words, i will smile for hours My smiles are from you and I love your smile.
Just Stuff
Waiting to hear the clock slowly tick in torture to light a ciggerette I don't want to call and know there will be no answer to be jealous and not know of what-of whom to hear footsteps and believe they are yours and knowing they are not to crush the ciggerette I did not want to call again and hear only a constant ring to peer through the window into darkness to hear a car door open and hope he's hom he's safe tears, relief it's over untill next time Hold Me Hold me hold me close tell me how much you love me how my hair is dark brown silk caressing your fingertips Hold me hold me close tonight is special to me tell me how I'm the only girl who mattered this much for awhile tell me my eyes are velvet hold me hold me close tonight is special to me Eternity hand in hand that night we had walked quite far when a shimmer of light from a dyeing star reached out of the curved, black seas of space to gently brush your lovely face
Lol...
Your Monster Profile Blood Thirsty Strangler You Feast On: Beer You Lurk Around In: The Hearts of Men You Especially Like to Torment: Hairdressers What's Your Monster Name? What song are you? Your Result: Buttons Wow, you are one hot mamma, and know how to get your way. Strong and inderpendant with a killer additude. You get in trouble but seem to use your charm and good looks to get out of it.Americian Idiot Ain't no other The Black Parade Can't touch this What song are you?
>;o
so... this day is lame... and I am alone for the 2nd year in a row. Not that that is different from every day for the past year and a half. I think I am gonna seduce my hand. A little candle light, I might even sing to it or something. If things aren't working out, I'll slip it a roofie. LAME so like... this site has been getting more gay every day... I'm almost to the point of quitting. GAY!!!
My Thoughts...
Hiya friends..... I got some Great news tonight at work, I had transfers in at dif. locations & had an interview last Sat. tonight was the night that I would find out if I got it or not, & I did!!! I am so excited, my son will be 18 in 2 wks, hes my youngest, so this is now the beginning of the "Me" phase in life. I have to let them know the date that I'll be starting (which is in Jan). So now I have to find a new place to live & such. I'm moving to Indiana & will be working in Lafayette (home of Purdue). Wish me luck, so if you don't see me on here much, you'll know why.... Take Care friends & love ya all!!!! How can it be to have feelings for someone so far away? Thousands of miles between us, never really met in person, just on here. I know its a new age of technology, but still....... We talk on the the phone, and all of the time on here, we see and talk, just like we're right in front of the other, but we're not. So tell me then... How can I have feelings? I h
Hismajesty's Thoughts
a nigga has 4 different types of girls.. 1. Wifey 2. Boo 3. Bitches 4. Ho's 1)Wifey is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that the guy loves and will always loves, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with Boo, Bitches, and Ho's until he is mature enough to realize that if he loses Wifey he would be screwed, and NEVER be happy again.. 2) Boo is replaceable, she thinks she's Wifey, but will NEVER be Wifey because Wifey was made Wifey is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. Boo tries to take Wifeys spot, but once she attempts, the guy allows her to get a TASTE of Wifey's spot... but will NEVER achieve her spot for any longer than a few months, then the man goes back to Wifey.. And Boo either gets replaced with another Boo, or, the man matures and decides that Wifey is the one for him.. (Ladies.. you don't want to be BOO) 3) Bitches.. A female that a male uses only for sex or o
Things That Make Me Laugh
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Guys Suck
I've Come To Terms No More With His Bullshit... I'm Moving On Im Young I'll Find Someone So Much Better ♥ Alright Here It Is!! Im Curious How Guys Would Feel In This Situation... Say You Were With This Girl Who Was 4 Years Younger Than You & Shes Underage Major... & She Treats You Like Shit.. & Shes Cheated On You Also "lost feelings" for you. but yet is so "IN Love" With YOu She Says... & You Meet A New Girl... You Kinda Like Her.. You Dump The Chick Who Treats You Like Shit.. & Also This New Girl Is Only A Year Younger Than You.. SO Better With Age (I Know Age Dont Always Matter But There Age Is Illegal...) N-E Who... You Get With This New Girl Where You Know She Wont Hurt You.. & Has Told You And Wants You To Not Get Hurt... But 6 Days Later You Break Up With Her.. Cus Your Confused... Then About Two Weeks Later You're Back With The Girl Who Treats You Like Shit... & Then One Day After Not Talking To THe New Girl Since A Week After You Broke Up With Her.
Sweetone's Words Of Heart (plz Comment)
Soft music fills the candle lit room, Just the two of us, with all our love to share. You kiss my lips and tenderly caress me. Keep telling me how much you care. Your hands are caressing by breasts. The sensation I feel is so thrilling. Everytime you make love to me It gets more and more fulfilling. Now I'm enjoying your warm wet kisses. They are awakening my passionate senses. When you whisper sweet love words in my ear, The erotic feeling comes on, my body tenses. Then I tell you how much you mean to me. I kiss your nipples with my wet eager lips. I gaze into your dark brown eyes And caress your face with my finger tips. Like a magnet your body is drawn to mine, I moan with utter delight. With the rhythmical motions of love We conclude a heavenly night. All alone I sit once again My tears, a constant stream An outflow of the pain the resides deep within An outward expression of that... private pain My Lord and Saviour pops in and tells me that it will
Random!!
Is there ever a time in your life when you feel you should change your perspectives entirely? If so, what would be the reason? Is it wrong if it is for someone? This man, I feel so deeply for. I could fall in love with him in a heartbeat. I am not me when I am around him, but the person I long to be. He brings out in me, all the things I desire.. and so easily. He just makes me the real me. He completes me. Like the other half of my soul. There is one thing, that stops all these feelings. He left me. But for all this, should I take him back? He asks for so much, yet so little. How do things get to where they are? How is it that things can seem alright, then go ssooo wrong? And without you even noticing? Why is it that at that pivital moment, it doesn't seem to matter? Is it really that seconds after it all goes down, the saying becomes true? Do we really miss them, or the thought of them? Can you really care for someone though you are in love with another? Or is i
Shanbug!!!
OK 2NITE I'M FUCKING HOT AND WET.... SO WHAT KIND OF PICS DO U WANNA SEE?? GIVE ME IDEAS..... Hello, Let me come over to your house for free and do a slumber party for you... Catch is no one under 18, no kids no men allowed. I come into your home and show you all my fun product. Lingerie, Lotions, Dildo's and the lastest in Vibe toys. I have underwater toys, lotions to spice that bedroom groove again. All you need to do is invite your friends and you get 10 % percent of the total sales in product. You can do a wish list for your hubby to buy... No it is not a sleep over. Shannon 480-203-7507 Thx
Poems Of A Darker Nature
I have nothing left to lose, and nothing to gain I walk along these shadows and I will remain Enshrouded in the mystery of unhappy endings I learned long ago there's no use in pretending Fantasy fades as reality crashes into my face The truth of my circumstance putting me in my place Two paths lay before me, which should I choose I am undecided wondering what is the use One leads to darkness and one too you If you stood here I wonder what you'd do Facts and fictions bleed together for all time Right and wrong are blurred by a fading line When lies sound sweeter then the truth And you close your eyes and turn from the proof That you'll never find what you feel you deserve Longing forever for what you cannot unearth A fucking pain in the core of me, twisting the knife Something I must live with for the rest of this life I peel away this flesh that holds me to limitations I shake away the chains of love at their foundations
Witchcraft Discussions
I know this site has been through alot of changes since I was last on here. I am now back, and everybody changes..... Been through all sorts of things. Some I'm willing to talk about and some I'm not. Witchcraft descussions are back open though so if you feel the need to ask something do it here. I'll do myu best to answer, find the answer, or find someone who has some sort of answer for your question. BB, Matt Today I am writing this for someone in particular. She is my girlfriend, whom I love very much, and she had a question. She asked me, what is the difference between "our" religion and "thier" religion? Well, what a question that is. That is a very difficult question to answer in a short time. So this is what I am going to try to do. I am going to put a few of the big differences between Pagans/Wiccans and Christians. I would like it if I could could get some participation out of you, the Cherry Tap community that reads this blog. Just post something in the co
You Eaze My Pain...
its day three from my surgrey and im feeling better im glad that its over...finally can smoke again and eat almost normally...im feeling alone and very weird...im coughin up this brown crap...my doctoer/dentist said that its the blood that i swallowed...*yuck* im getting irratated of being in my house...but everytime i go outside it rains...and i feel like me and my ...bf...are fallin apart...but i guess its ok..it kinda hurts but if it has to be i guess ill let it...cause i just want him to be happy...ill be happy when hes happy...i miss him alot...i hope he misses me to wow...i got my bottom wisdom teeth pulled today and i remember it all the right onw was a piece of cake and the left one they had a problem with .... dang my jaw!! Grr...just stopped bleeding alittle while ago..and ate.. but ne ways...im missin my pshyco babes even thou i just saw him last night.but oh wells i can wait till im all better then we can have lots of fun!! oh wells until then im gonna sleep and cruz in th
Welcome To My Life.
Okay so this is just a summary of my weekend. Friday me and my fiance was aguring bc of a wedding on saturday. He dont like my dad and my dad was gonna be there. So he lost and he went Saturday the wedding was okay. it was small. me and my fiance aggred that ours wasnt gonna be small. Then the reception. we went to a german resturant in prosperity. it was amazing. It was awesome(the food) i havent had food like that since my great grandmother cooked. lol. It was like a slow meal. so you def wouldnt like it if you wanted to eat in a hurry. Then we left there at like 9:30 and headed home. so of course right when we hit the road i had to pee. So i held it til we got home. so when we got home i ran into the house changed clothes and we went to the skyline club and my fiances parents were there and they were hammered. So about 1:00 am i had to drive all of us home. Sunday at 9:00 am somebody was knocking on my house door wanting my fiance they were wanting him to come into work.
To Realize
BEAUTY IS FOUND IN THE HEART.... NOT IN THE EYES OF SOME JEALOUSE BITCH!!!!SO WHEN YOU SAY I'M UGLY....I'LL LAUGH, MY CUTE LAUGH, SMILE AND SAY THESE SIMPLE WORDS,... "DON'T HATE ME CAUSE YOU AINT ME!!!!!!" I'VE LEARNED THAT LIFE IS LIKE A ROLL OF TOILET PAPER, THE CLOSER IT GETS TO THE END, THE FASTER IT GOES.... I'VE LEARNED THAT MONEY DOESN'T BUY CLASS, HAPPINESS, RESPECT, LOVE AND ALL THE IMPORTANT THINGS IN LIFE.... I'VE LEARNED THAT IT'S THOSE SMALL DAILY HAPPENINGS THAT MAKE LIFE SO SPECTACULAR... I'VE LEARNED THAT THE LORD DIDN'T DO IT ALL IN ONE DAY, SO WHAT MAKES ME THINK THAT I CAN?.... I'VE LEARNED THAT TO IGNORE THE FACTS DOES NOT CHANGE THE FACTS..... I'VE LEARNED THAT WE SHOULD BE GLAD GOD DOESN'T GIVE US EVERYTHING WE ASK FOR.... I'VE LEARNED THAT UNDER EVERYONES'S HARD SHELL IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO BE APPRECIATED AND LOVED AS WELL.... ~*~*~* Es Lo Que Quiero *~*~*~ Quiero yo estar a tu lado, Quiero yo estar en tus brazos.... Quiero besar
Cares To Much
been without net for a really long time finally found my way back lol. so what is new? have i missed anything while i was gone type the sentence you got in the comment area.. thanks. January -- I kicked > > February -- I loved > > March -- I smoked > > April -- I dry humped > > May -- I choked on > > June -- I murdered > > July -- I did the Macarena with > > August -- I had lunch with > > September -- I danced with > > October -- I sang to > > November -- I yelled at > > December -- I ran over Pick the day (number) you were born on: > > 1 ------- a birdbath > > 2 ------- a monster > > 3 ------- a phone > > 4 ------- a fork > > 5 ------- a Mexican > > 6 ------- a gangster > > 7 ------- my cell phone > > 8 ------- my dog > > 9 ------- my best friends' boyfriend > > 10 ------ my neighbor > > 11 ------ my science teacher > > 12 ------ a banana > > 13 ------ a fireman > > 14 ------ a stuffed animal > > 15 ------ a goat > > 16 ------ a pickle 17 ------ your mom > > 18 ------ a spoon > > 19
Friends
(repost of original by 'DJ Punk ASS SSR member for life' on '2006-12-03 05:45:21') (repost of original by 'DJ_Sassy¢¾LF¢¾' on '2006-12-03 06:32:57') (repost of original by 'DJ Punk ASS SSR member for life' on '2006-12-03 08:02:57') Ok look, I'm about to start deleting people from my friend's list. Reason being I have had alot of you on my friends list for quite sometime now, and you never talk to me. And when I try to talk to you guys, I never get a response. So, it comes to this...if you want to stay on my friends list leave me a comment under here and let me know. Otherwise...its goodbye! My purpose for friends is to talk to you guys and get to know you better. Not for cherry points or to have you as a nice lil decoration on my page! So, you have til the end of today to let me know something. Otherwise I will delete you! Its so rediculous that I see some faces on my friends list I didn't even know I had because u never talk to me! Well, now's your chance! Take it or leave it.
Weekend
amanda@ CherryTAP after a cold week at work.
Thoughts And Stuff
James blunt is an ex-soldier... I watched him play this song live and it was so emotional. The guy was so close to tears as he sang. The song No Bravery was written after Blunt claims he came across Serbian 'soldiers' celebrating over the dead bodies of an Albanian family they had just slaughtered in Kosovo.. This song just about sums war up for me.. Whilst i respect all the troops fighting for our freedom etc, It still saddens me to think about it.. -------------------------------------------------- "No Bravery" There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, Tears drying on their face. He has been here. Brothers lie in shallow graves. Fathers lost without a trace. A nation blind to their disgrace, Since he's been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. Houses burnt beyond repair. The smell of death is in the air. A woman weeping in despair says, He has been here. Tracer lighting up the sky. It's another fam
My Thoughts...
y tell me u like me when ur only out 2 hurt me? y act like u care when u couldnt give a damn at all? y pretend like everything is ok when it really never was? y wanna b my friend when ud rather hate me instead? y not just b real wit it? y not save us all some time? y even bother 2 pretend like things are ok? y fix something that cant b? y bother 2 even wonder.... Y? so today im goin 2 work and this big ass truck that im followin in to the parkin lot stops in the middle of the road... im like y isnt this fool goin straight to part and so i can park... he then puts it in reverse so he can back in to a space when theres not enuff room to back up... im like wth... this man cant just go fwd and park... so i get pissed cuz im in a rush right... and i end up flippin im off... i park i go in side (rantin and ravin mind u) and then i c one of my close friends clients comin in to the building and i think OMG i just flipped her client off... lmao... i was so embarassed.
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Cme On Have A Go
if ive missed anyone please shout me an so everyone knows i have a hater so b warned if they approach u ok people here we are if ive missed something let me know please tell me ends today not sure wen ends but soon im sure just in an a giveawy i think im blocked so need u there wen possible an a good friend of the family well mine an aly an anyone who knows her really good luck all take care
Life...
How can you feel everything and nothing at the same time? How can you be standing on the ground, but be floating on thin air? How can you be breathless, and still be breathing? How can you be the strongest person, but oh so weak? How can you have all these words in you head, but my lips won’t move? How can I miss you when you are not even gone yet? How do I stop this feeling before it’s too late? Never mind, it’s already too late…the feelings I have are too strong for words. I can only be floating, breathless, weak, and feel nothing and everything. The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't both
Spicswag
i hate you for making me love you and making me fall back in love with you repeatedly when you never had any intention of pursuing something real with me I hate you for lying and mistreating me I hate you for making me believe you cared for let alone loved me I hate you for making me laugh and I hate you for making me write these stupid poems while wiping the tears from my eyes I hate you for being able to move on as If what we had we was never meant to be I hate you for letting it be so easy for you to let me go to say fuck me I hate the fact that you’re never willing to fight for me I hate the fact that you’re so stubborn and you let me go so easily I hate the fact that my love for you is so unconditional while yours is a mere memory I hate that I still view us as we and u view us as what we used to be I hate you for not being able to let go and forgive me I hate you for not being here with me making me hate you even more I hate the fact that you don't miss m
Memoirs Of Millerrose
"I could forgive you everything, but forgive you nothing at the same time." Love has many different types of stories. You can either love a person, and they will love you in return and you both end up together, or you never get that fairy tale ending. I blame a lot of Romance novels and fairy tales for giving girls the dream of finding their perfect someone, and that good always triumphs. It really isn't that way in some cases, and never in my life will I read my future children fairy tales...The thing is, love is indescribable, you know it's more then lust. It brings you pain and joy at the same time. So is it better to have loved then never to have loved at all? Think about that. -A After this weekend, I have come to realize how much I have fallen for a guy. The problem is, the distance is killing our relationship, and with every day that passes he seems to think about being single more and more when he is not with me. I'm afraid, I may love him too much to let him go if
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Rants.
To my friends who are supportive and caring to me, thank you that means a lot to me, you know who you are, well cause i told you already but in case you forgot I'm reminding you. So people want to go around and piss me off do they? Well DIAF dick wads. I am sick of being treated like a common pervert/stalker. Just because I am nice and want to have a decent conversation about say the shape of a apple, doesn't mean I want to get in your damn pants. Don't flatter yourself, most of you I wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole let alone my pecker. Don't like my attitude right now? Then don't piss me off. I have a really really long fuse, so you have plenty of time to realize you are irritating me. ~Gerry~ My views on breast implants are as follows: I do not like them. they look horrid, and feel unatural. i dont care how good the doctor is, the dont feel real nor look good. plus anything more than a mouthful is a waste. that is all. Self image is an issue for me, as most people. I don
Juicypeaches4ya
life is to short to keep waiting for the best thing when its
Horzez Blog
Im so bored is there anyone out there in my area that likes to go do things? Go to movies or Fishing? Camping? Concerts? Do Gardening? Ride Horses?Ride a Motorcycle? Anything fun? I am living single and bored crazy. My kids are grown and moved on, This house is empty Calhoun is a dead town for fun... is there anything to do here? Got ta tell ya I am an over weight lady.,240lbs , with blonde hair and freckles,.and 50 years old this month.... If you can handle that and a woman that can cook lets talk > >Penis Study > > > >In 1993, the American Government funded a study to see why the > >head of a man's penis was larger than the shaft. After one year > >and $180,000.00, they concluded that the reason the head was > >larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during > >sex. > > > > > >After the US published the study, France decided to do > >their own study. After $250,000.00, and 3 years of research, they > >concluded that the reason was to give the woman more plea
Piratefrog Technical Assistance
you can check out the frogs bulletin board HERE It's not much but if you want to discuss thing of interest to me then this is the place to do it. It is mostly tech stuff so if you are a nerd/geek or just curious then check it out. I thought I would post a little on here about switching operating systems. I am certain that the majority of folks on here run some version of Windows. I run XP,2k, 98 and even 95 on various machines. These are not primary machines though, for that I run a PowerMac G5 dual 2ghz PPC and as a secondary desktop I run a custom built Linux box. So the point of this post is to hopefully answer some ?'s about the different OS's. I am doing this because the impending release of Vista has my phone ringing off the hook. First, don't think that you must upgrade. I have family and clients still running win98 even though MS stopped supporting it. My father still has machines running Win 3.1 and even plain old DOS. So what should you do?? MS will tell you and t
Just Popped My Cherry
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About Me
I wish this never happened. In 2001 I went to the hospital for what I thought might be a migraine, I never had one so I was not sure. Well that "migraine" sent me to Tx Children's via LifeFlight. I knew something was bad after that and vomiting blood. After all that turns out I had just had two animism's and a ruptured blood clot. My doctors told me I only had a 40/60 chance from surviving it. That was the first part, the second part was the surgery for repair, and they said I had only a 20% chance the surgery would be a success. Luckily I was part of that 20%. I was in ICU for three weeks and another four weeks in recovery.I also had to learn to walk, talk, read, and write again. So another result of tht surgery I have permenet amnesia from May 2001 and back. Although as a result of the surgery I have occasional seizures. I still have to deal with having less feeling in my right side. Less strength in my left. About 15% sensitivity on my scalp, and when I get tired my left
Living In The 21st Century ...
Subject: Darwin Awards THERE ARE SOME IDIOTS OUT THERE! You all know about the Darwin Awards. It's an annual honor given to the person who improved the "gene pool" the most by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. As always, competition this year has been keen. The candidates this year are: In Detroit , a 41-yr-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing his head through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate to retrieve his car keys. A 49-yr-old San Francisco stockbroker who "totally zoned when he ran," and accidentally jogged off a 100-foot-high cliff on his daily run. Buxton , NC : A man died on a beach when an 8-foot-deep hole he had dug into the sand caved in as he sat inside it. Beach-goers said Daniel Jones, 21, dug the hole for fun, or protection from the wind, and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom Thursday afternoon when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. Peopl
My Other Songs
Artist: Il Divo Album: Ancora Title: Isabel Volar Caer Al fondo el dolor Sonar Perder Imperios de ilusion Hoy no tengo nada Si no estas Mi corazon se apaga Isabel Si te vas Tu Dios se enfadara No dejes que este amor Muera asi Llorare Iloraras Sufriendo en soledad Vuelve a mi y yo te hare Feliz Isabel Buscar Sentir La gran pasion de amar Tratar de huir a ese tiempo que vendra Escapando del pasado Tu y yo Siempre enamorados Hoy no tengo nada Si no estas mi corazon se apage Isabel A donde iras sin mi yo no sabre vivr sin ti Isabel a donde iras si mi yo no sabre vivir sin ti Isabel Si te vas tu Dios se enfadara no dejes que este amor muera asi Llorare Iloraras Sufriendo en soledad Tu vuelve a mi y yo te haré feliz Isabel. Artist: Disturbed Album: Unknown Title: Hell [Intro:] Rrwoooaaaw! Ahh, Ahhh Burning now I bring you Hell! [Post-Chorus:] Ahh, Ahhh Oh, burning now I bring you Hell!
Mystics Musings
So long I have waited to be with a good man during Yule. Now I have one. I am So ecstacic I got man. that loves me and my kids. He Treats me like gold and has asked me to be his wife.. I acnt wait to be his bride. There are still good men out there. and im so happy and lucky I found mine. woohoo for the vdery first time i made jumbalays today. just for the game and it came out great. now other things i wouldnt mind doing for the first . lets see getting vioulated b 4 women, john cena, and going to monday night raw Wallowing in lonliness, drowning in my tears You have breathed life into my worst fears You have taken my heart and torn it assunder ahttered it into miniscule parts I hope you enjoyed your plunder The joy you once gave me has turned into my pain On my weary soul you've left a bloody stain My Fantasy my nightmare both reside in you I truelly hope all your dreams come true If you have any care for me you will leave me be instead of pushing me deeper into mi
My Thoughts
This was originally posted on myspace and trust me, it caused quite a stir. Once again....ADULT WARNING....STRONG LANGUAGE and SEX************************************************************ Ok, I know the shit-storm this is gonna bring down on me. I'm gonna get letters from perverts, called names, prayed at, and worse yet...sympathy. But like I said in an earlier blog, it's just words on a screen. But maybe if I talk about this others will too, and it will help them. Trust me, there's lots of others..more than you can imagine. And we all think it's our fault and are ashamed..or afraid of what a lot of people will say to/about us. Fuck that, I'm not ashamed and I don't give a rats ass what anyone says. Lots of adults like to fuck children, often their own children. So I'm gonna write about this and repost it alot. And if you even think to ask me if I got any pleasure out of getting fucked by my father, you're as big a sicko as he is...seek help u asshole. When I was eleven years ol
Adult Poems & Stories
Twas the night before sexmas Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat, The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll
Those In My Family List...
Geneo14@ CherryTAP Gene is another one of my adopted sons that is special to me. He 19, adoreable and an awsome friend. Not to mention that he has become a bit of a stud puppy~LOL~ But I still love him. I've known gene for about a year I think...if longer I'm certain he will set me straight~LOL~And ohhh does this song fit him!! Chicks Dig It Video - Chris Cagle lyricsChris Cagle Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureFree Layouts This is one of my adopted kids...I've known John for over a year. He's a good kid that loves da Mama~LOL~ He is a wonderful person, funny as hell and very confident in who he is. I am lucky to have him calling me mom and hope I never lose him. Miss ya terribly sonny boy!! JonnyBear@ CherryTAP This is one of my closest friends in r/t. She is beautiful, incredibly intelligent...I could go on for days but she would kill me~LOL~ She and her son mean the world to me!! Love ya Leigh and hope you like this shout out to ya hun!! Now go check her
I'm Wifey's Wife
this is crap this comment limit shit.......i think they should only b able to take it away for a short period of time its bs how its been pretty well 24hrs and i still can't help her in one of her contests.....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr now i know why i don't really come on here much. joined late but please show me some love.....you know i will return the fav if you don't believe me just ask me wifey. CLICK ON PIC FOR DIRECT LINK. wow apparently this is what i was told bout my pic that i had up and to think it was boobs that were covered...... here's what was said to me about my pic i believe pic is below take a view.... > One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the LC. Yo
Tribute To The Forces
your god damned right we are! but we can back it up, can you? CockyAdd to My Profile | More Videos > Here is a quote from a government employee who witnessed a recent > > interaction between an elderly woman and an antiwar protester in a Metro > > station in DC: > > > > There were protesters on the train platform handing out pamphlets on the > > evils of America . I politely declined to take one. An elderly woman was > > behind me getting off the escalator and a young (20ish) female protester > > offered her a pamphlet, which she politely declined." > > > > The young protester put her hand on the old woman's shoulder as a gesture > > of friendship and in a very soft voice asked, "Lady, don't you care about > > the children of Iraq?" > > > > The old woman looked up at her and said, "Honey, my father died in France > > during World War II. I lost my husband in Korea , and a son in Vietnam . > > All three died so you could have the right to stand here and
What What...
There are a lot of diffrent flavor beers out there. So which one is your favorite? Okay Gabby got a little confused about the beer. So here is my next question. What is your favorite liqueur drink? It can be mixed, on ice, or just straight up. So do tell.....
Just Bein Me
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. Sex matches: Libra, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I JUST THOUGHT I SAY HI TO EVERYONE AND HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD DAY AND HOPE THAT THEY GET ON WHAT THEY WANT IN THE NEW YEAR.. BLESSED BE You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?
Honestguymids
Well here i am again after eing at work fr what seems like ages with no time off and finally snapped a week ago, giving my boss an ultimatum of give me some time off or i go to the union (pretty handy guys these union reps!) and although i was working 7 days a week my union rep managed to pursuade them (elite security) that i had all of a sudden become a religious nut and refused to work on sundays. Seems like ages since i havebeen on this site and i can say i have missed all u cherries!! over and out, l8r guys! Last Night i learned what my new job title was, I am currantly on a course with 8 other men, who are all doing Retail Security (Front-Line), for some reason i have been given a totally different job of CCTV Operator (approx £12 per hour!) I guess they decided to make me a CCTV operator as i have 11 years experience in the Security industry, sounds nice n cushy. All i need to do now is pass the exam for the CCTV operators licence which wont be difficult (Got 92% on the SI
Lyrics I Like
(center text) [Introduction] Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you are their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but ton
Contest
So we have FINALLY ENTERED A CONTEST.. WE ARE IN THE CUTEST CPLS CONTEST. IT IS A COMMENT BOMB. ANYONE WILLING TO HELP US OUT HERE IS THE LINK OK GUYS LET UR FRIENDS KNOW. CONTEST WILL BE BASED NOT ONLY ON RATINGS BUT COMMENTS AS WELL. THEY CAN COMMENT YOU AS MANY TIMES AS THEY WANT AND IT COUNTS. Y'ALL CAN EVEN COMMENT YOURSELF IF YOU WISH TO. GOOD LUCK YOU GUYS. IN MY BOOK YOU ALL SHOULD WIN :) OK Y'ALL THE BBW CONTEST IS OPEN. THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS. PLEASE VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE BWW. poolKitten and BabyHuey@ CherryTAP WINNER WILL RECIEVE A DIAMOND RING, A DOZEN ROSES AND IM WILL TRY TO GET A TAG DONE. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE...
Reflections
“It is bad enough that people are dying of AIDS, but no one should die of ignorance.”
A Firefighter
As the pager goes off and the call comes in I wonder what we will have or where we will be going Who will be there and what will we find Will today be the day I find a friend or a loved one dying The call comes in and I have to get dressed I run out the door, into my vehicle and down the road I get going Now that the call is in I know I will be missed The dinner he had planned but this is what I do The call is over and I come home He is sitting on the couch next to the phone I give him a kiss and tell him it was bad But most of all I tell him I wouldnt look back The one so close and dear to me Now realizes this is not an abnormal thing To leave in the most difficult times Or even miss a wonderful time with my man Charity Dawn Wooten Copyright ©2007 Charity Dawn Wooten The Twelve Days of Christmas Fire and Rescue Style... On the First day of Christmas, my Dispatcher gave to me... Grandma who fell and hurt her knee... On the Second Day of Christmas, m
Daily
I hate not being sure. I'm sitting here reading 'industry' stuff - and I'm engaged and feeling passioniate about WHERE I can fall in that and WHAT I can contribute. Then I feel lonely because I don't know any other marketers. And even if I did, the worry that I'd be communicating ideas with other marketers is a major trust issue. I don't know what it will take for me to "break out of the box" but it needs to happen, I really just need to start earning some revenue, I've worked for little to nothing for years helping build people/ideas/companies, that it's time that I need to get compensated. I'm half frustrated and half hopeful. And almost spaced out because my father thinks spraypainting in the kitchen is a good idea and I've been exposed to this lack of air for two or three days now. XO, Bam -Happy birthday dearest Tammy, she isn't reading this, but I love her and she's been one of the most amazing people in my life. -I had a important chat with a now friend ab
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I Miss You....
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Back Home
ok seriously is it wrong to be picky on who we spend time with? i mean come on we have little time to spare as it is with our lives and yet some just spend their free time with people they can't stand. or have no interest in actually being around. this is why i am single and so picky. i know what little free time i have with work and side things, i want that time to be spent well. so i guess what i am saying is yes i am picky and no i don't care. and if i so choose to want to spend some time with you maybe you should think about that. maybe we all need to think about that and if you don't feel like you want to be around or see someone then don't as i walk through this valley of shadow and death, which has been proven to be what we call life. there is a small glimmer of hope and happiness. we call it love family and friendship. we are who we are by who we choose to be in our life. many people try to enter it but we have the final say on who we keep close to us. the ones who make the mi
Freedom
RENO, Nev., Aug. 28 — President Bush told a receptive audience of veterans on Tuesday that an American withdrawal from Iraq would unsettle the entire Middle East, create a haven for Al Qaeda and embolden a belligerent Iran. He said Tehran’s nuclear programs threatened to put “a region already known for instability and violence under the shadow of a nuclear holocaust.” Skip to next paragraph The Reach of War Go to Complete Coverage » Speaking here before the American Legion’s annual convention, Mr. Bush said competing brands of Islamic extremism — the Sunni model exemplified by Al Qaeda and a Shiite version that he said was abetted by Iran — were vying for dominance in Iraq. That, he said, made it imperative for the United States not to fail in establishing a pro-American government there. “I want our citizens to consider what would happen if these forces of radicalism are allowed to drive us out of the Middle East,” he said in a speech interrupted severa
My Html
Why did they come? Who are we to end it all, yet how do we not care?, You have waged war with us, why did you even dare! Now family's are separated, they have suffered a great loss, Pain has crippled our nations, For Allah you have burned our Cross! We will not stop, and neither will you, why have you started we had to fight too! This is Gods war, why can't you see? Life would be beautiful, if we all lived to be free! Please stop the killing, you have killed our daughters and sons, does more blood have to be shed in a war that cannot be won? I pray one day soon, the world will once again see peace, Gods will be done. Lord help us, Why did they come? Many oceans so vast in size, The sharks will always feed. The sun will always rise, The moon will always breed. Your deser
My World
Do you know why I am no longer like before? Why have I changed? Do you have any idea why I am doing it? Transforming myself into someone unlike my old self? Do you know who inspired me, wishing only to do something good? To fight against someone is not tougher than fighting against oneself. Do you know whom I am fighting for? Because you are mine You are the one who are transforming myself into someone better, I am going to excel myself. Do you know how tough it is to change oneself over? I want to fight on to possess you, no matter how tough it will be. Because you are more (valuable) than anyone (to me.) i love you min and mam ·Ø¡Çѹ¹Õé©Ñ¹äÁèä´éÁÕªÕÇÔµÍÂèà¾×è;ÃØ觹ÕéÍÕ͵èÍä»áÅéÇáÅЩѹ¡çäÁèä´éÁÕªÕÇÔµ·ÕèµÔ´ÂÖ´ÍÂÙè¡ÑºàÁ×èÍÇÒ¹ªÕÇÔµà»ç¹¢Í§»Ñ¨¨ØºÑ¹Çѹ¹Õé ·ÕèÍÂÙèà¾×è͵Ñǩѹàͧ today, I don't live for the sake of tomorrow anymore..
Just For Fun
subject: 70 Quirks About Me post date: 2006-12-19 05:51:18 views: 1 comments: 0 ratings: 0 70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: SSL 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: ex sis inlaw 03. Last thing you ate: cereal 04. For or against same sex marriage: whatever feel right for ya im not bothered either way 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: hunting 06. Last person you hugged?: grandson 07. Do you believe in God?: yes 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: 25 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 4 10. Ever lived outside of the US: no 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: i really like my eyes 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: not sure 13. Who is your best friend?: Mike and Patty 14. Why are you up?: night owl 15. Who made you angry today? nobody yet lol 16. Favorite type of Food?: mexican 17. Favorite holiday: easter 18. Do you download music: yes 19. What illegal things have you done?:
The Dead Scriptures
Only You *Melissa* Only you can make me feel the way I do. When we caress it feels like we are one, never two. Each time that we have touched is imprinted on my heart. My head floods with thoughts of you whenever we're apart. Only you can look in my eyes and see their rain. You take my world and turn to love its pain. Being able to be me is a gift I've never known. I love you a great deal for the passionate heart you've shown. Only you have the chance to show me life's sweet joy. I feel like a boy on Christmas Day opening his favorite toy. Every day in every way I crave you and your touch. The little things; the way you smell, your skin, soft lips and such. Only you can help me write our fairy-tale come true. Be the queen of my heart and I'll stand guard for you. Your knight in shining armour, or jester when you need laughter. Lets live a love that ends with '& they lived happily ever after' Sorry to inform you the people of CherryTap, that I am no longer go
A Challenge Given To Me...
for those of you who dont know, Joplin Missouri was almost totally destroyed by an EF-5 tornado on May 22nd this year. Besides the hundreds of homes and businesses that were damaged or destroyed the high school was in the direct path of the tornado and suffered major damage (they cant even use what was left for school and are using other locations in town).
Smiles.....
Barry returned from a doctor's visit one day and told his wife Carolyn that the doctor said he only had 24 hours to live. Wiping away her tears, he asked her to make love with him. Of course she agreed and they made passionate love. Six hours later, Barry went to her again, and said, "Honey, now I only have 18 hours left to live. Maybe we could make love again?" Carolyn agreed and again they made love. Later, Barry was getting into bed when he realized he now had only eight hours of life left. He touched Carolyn's shoulder and said, "Honey? Please? Just one more time before I die." She agreed,then afterward she rolled over and fell asleep. Barry, however, heard the clock ticking in his head, and he tossed and turned until he was down to only four more hours. He tapped his wife on the shoulder to wake her up. "Honey, I only have four hours left! Could we...?" His wife sat up abruptly, turned to him and said, "Listen Barry, I'm not being funny ...but
From My Head...
Hey ladies how about this CRAZY IDEA... women say they want friendships first. then when a guy becomes a great friend they say...i dont want to ruin our friendship. girls say that want men to be gentleman and pay for things and open doors - then complain because they are independent. Women say that want someone to shower them with affection and love - then when we do..we are too clingy. women say they want a guy that actually listens - and when we do... even though we listened some how we didnt hear you. ok yeah so how about this one...in general...PICK ONE SIDE OF THE FENCE AND STAY THERE... yes guys know what women want (generally) but for the specifics...um we cant read minds...SO TELL US WHAT YOU WANT! then leave it up to us to give it to you. If we dont...MOVE ON...if we do..STICK AROUND. Actually its quite simple. And another thing...LADIES...GUYS FIX THINGS...so if you have a problem and you tell us about it, we are going to try and fix it...if you dont want us to give
Life
All I really want out of life is my forever love. I know...it sounds cliche and all that. I mean...is too much to ask to be loved as much as you love? I only want to be the sun that rises and sets on his world and to be the reason for the smile on his face. I want to be the one that can walk up to him at his worst moment and hold him and tell him that everything will be ok....and he believe me. I just want to believed in. I want someone that will pick me up and move me to solid ground when my world is crumbling under my feet. I want to feel like I am the only woman on the planet that can his day......and his night! I don't want to be the only person in his life....only the most important person in his life. I guess it is too much to ask to be accepted wholey for who and what I am. To be accepted and loved for my flaws as well as my good qualities. I often wonder if there is a "perfect" match out there for me. Someone to make me feel whole. To fill the voic in my heart and my soul. I ha
Stories From A Psychotic Thought
so, in my intro to shakespeare class, we have to read one shakespeare book a week. dumbass me forgot about how many days i had so on tuesday i read over 100 pages of "the taming of the shrew" and still didnt finish (i gave up at 10 pm). after i was done, i had an almost uncontrollable urge to speak in iambic pentameter. in class, when we were talkin about the book and watching clips of the BBC version and some other better version, i realized i was slowly thinkin in imabic pentameter. lol by the end of the semester, i'm sure i could almost imitate shakespeare, so i'm going to challenge myself. i'm gonna try to write a story, not a play, in iambic pentameter. it's going to be hard but i'm sure i could do it. now then, i need ideas...any suggestions? last night, i dreamed for like the 1st time in AGES. i saw myself and ttwo other people i knew, and one i didnt know. i believe i was with 2 other girls and one guy...the guy i knew, girl 2 was someone i didnt know but apperantly
Racism
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal." I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slaveowners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood. I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice. I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today. I have a dream that one day the state of Alabama, whose governor's lips are presently dripping with the words of interposition and nullification, will be transformed into a situation where little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys an
Life Sucks?
Hi hi, it's time for that unusual update. :D I know I returned and all to fu not long ago and the scene these days keep on growing and growing. Oh how has the cherry bore so much fruit over these past few years. Let alone the amount of people :D In a few months, I don't know when but in a few months I will take a leave again out of fu...after all I gots a life outside here. I need to spend some time again but I'll be back....hmm Fu might evolve again but if you need to contact me, Come find me on facebook at
Philosophy
After posting my new stash about Marilyn Manson and his speech. I heard it once before and listened to it again. His thoughts and speech wonders me as to whether or not "Is life significant and whether it's good or bad?" Thinking in too deep with many reasons but only a few remain inside my head to be asked. I wanted to find out these answers. Is existence really absurd?- For Sartre once said, "Existence is absurd." Could we ever kill God?- Nietzsche's saying of "God is dead." Is it rational or even possible to go back all the way from the beginning just to start reasoning everything we have to the world?- Descartes' methodical thinking preaches that we must retrace our steps to the beginning in order to get what we want. Should we ever skepticize everything before we succumb to believing what is real and rational?- David Hume's teaching of skepticism provoked these with his greatest work "Treatise of Human Nature" which was published after his death. Finally everyone
My Blog #1
Soooo I need to grow some balls or something... I want to ask this guy out but I'm nervous! So, I know this isn't supposed to be important, but it's on my mind (again). I'm 20 years old. I have had one boyfriend that amounted to anything, two if you count that, and have been kissed by a whopping 5 people (2 of those I really wasn't anticipating/enjoying), haven't been on a real date ever in my life, and I'm getting sick of it. I happen to be a kick-ass person, people! I mean, I may not be the prettiest button in the jar, but I have enough personality for two people on most days. I've been utterly single for 2 years, with no ENGLISH SPEAKING people that would actually like to get to know me. I promise, I'm not terrible... why do I never get the chance to show that to anybody? I mean, I have a LOT of love to offer somebody... but who? It makes me angry that a person can get hit on to no end online, but then in real life, I can't even get one single date with someone who has a dec
Loving Someone
Strangulation is better than pain, Love sucks,….. When it’s not sensational stains, Painful as it may seem, I go in and out Pro to Con Pain to bliss, Too much pain Less bliss Crazy dreams Unbelievable feelings Dried up tears Wet pillows Scattered tissue art Waste basket full Heart so empty Terrible feeling, Screaming works Dancing hurts Singing resorts More crying Driving fast Don’t wanna die Abolish his presents Hard to do Hold on tight Even harder Letting go Seems the logical Road go What to do What to choose Leave him or Love him???/ Must choose And soon Not sure if I want to die with an unhappy heart Ciao~~~ Chantal k. WHEN I FIRST SAW YOU, I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU. WHEN I FIRST TALKED TO YOU, I WAS AFRAID TO LIKE YOU. WHEN I FIRST LIKE YOU, I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU. NOW THAT I LOVE YOU, I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU! Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up o
You're Now Vixenated.
Thank God for natural beauty. ♥ Do you think that pushing people away is a way of protecting them? And, if you do... from what? My opinion? I do see it as a way of protecting someone else. Because... if you've messed up so much before, and you've caused someone so much hurt and pain... you could actually meet someone that you really gave a damn about. And, you wouldn't want to put them through what you've been through.. or what you've put other people thorugh.. Especially if you still carry baggage from your past. And, I do carry baggage from mine. Don't string people along, it's just dumb. On another note, I'd like to say.. if you have someone, and they love you. AND, you're still out lookin' for more? Don't let me know. I'll just punch you in the face, because that's what you'll truly deserve. You have NO idea how much that fucks somebody up. People can be so stupid. .. I do not consider myself a person. I am human. =/ And, these are the days of our lives. Questi
Strange News
2 hours, 7 minutes ago NEW YORK (Reuters) - On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me ... a frog dissection kit? Shoppers at upscale U.S. menswear and accessory store Jack Spade in Manhattan's trendy SoHo district were hopping mad to see frog dissection kits selling alongside $775 leather file cases and $145 Italian calfskin passport holders. The $40 kit came in a cloth bag complete with a vacuum-sealed formaldehyde-treated frog, scissors, magnifying glass, forceps, probing sticks, ruler, instruction booklet on how to explore the animal's innards, and a moist towelette. After a barrage of complaints from shoppers and animal activists, the store said Tuesday that it had cleared its shelves of the kits and would no longer offer them. "We're going to issue an apology," said company spokesman Mordechai Rubinstein. "The intent was to celebrate science and biology, present something educational for children and adults," he said. "Jack Spade doesn't supp
Our Troops Past And Present
Don't envy a man his medals All those ribbons on his chest He did not try to get them They're not there at his request They were earned in stinking hell holes Where no man would like to go Or in cold and wintry places Where there's only ice and snow He did not know he earned them Till they were awarded at parade And they were bright when he first got them But in time the colors fade He was told he had to wear them And to wear them all with pride But when the memories come to haunt him Those same medals make him hide Cause those medals will not bring back All those guys he left behind And he would trade them all forever For a little peace of mind So don't envy a man his medals You don't want to take his place Thinking back to long gone battles And meeting dead friends face to face 'May the firearms be silent' By Jeordan Legon CNN LOMITA, California (CNN) -- He was one of the first U.S. soldiers killed in com
Please Enter Read :-)
She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!! Mary had a little lamb Her fa
To Love You Must Suffer ... So Let The Pain Begin!
Okay, so I'm getting really irritated with this site right now. Everytime I want to do something ... I keep getting this lovely message that I "need to be a level 3 in order to do that." OMFG... and someone tried telling me that I don't have to worry about these damn Cherry points ... when in fact since I'm only level 2 - I do. I would never have this issue with MySpace! Anyways, I'm done bitching. Talk to you all later.
Music..
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't bleed us again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong
Pepi
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Banter
# When TAG TEAM was back again. # When Mr. T pitied the fool. # When all 5 lions made Voltron. # When Optimus Prime died. # Not to feed Gizmo after midnight. # How to "put your hand up on my hip, when you dip, I dip, we dip.". # What "Nanoo Nanoo" means. # Who to ask to know how many licks it takes to get to the center of a Tootsie Roll Tootsie Pop. # When Lucky Charms didn't have Purple Horse Shoes. # M-M-Max Headroom. # What color Mr. Yuk was. # By what power Prince Adam became He-Man. # How the Turtles became Ninjas. (FUN FACT: "Uncle Phil" from Fresh Prince of Bel Air was the voice of "Shredder") # When Sting was in the POLICE. # David Bowie for more than Labyrinth # When cartoons killed one another. # When Joe Theisman got his leg snapped on Television. # When McDonald's Happy Meals came in a Styrofoam container. # When plastic Coke bottles were "NEW" and called "shatterproof". # Who "Super Buggy" was. # What a "SNORK" is. # Inspector Gadget # Mr. Wizard # S
Confession Of Mortality
These moments of morning are mine. The quiet solitude & darkness soothes my ravaged soul. In my own world out of space & time. Shared only with Venus & Chai. I don't want anyone else to to see my fragile hold. Even the Heavens only sigh. I suffer the birth of brightness. All the noisy cheer zenith brings about so bold. Longing for my mantle of darkness. But for a few breaths of starshine. The stage is empty & I'm alone, between those beats I am whole & the worlds are still mine. Confessions: Looking back Distended reality keeps breaking upon the shore, and it's threatening to wash away my sandcastle. But I can't be sure what's real anymore. So I keep building my pretties neatly in the sand. Always fighting to keep them safe from the sea. Using starfish to make shields as I take my stand. I followed the trail you left of footprints, past the treehouse we built and down into the cove. And though I searched; I have
I Believe This.
Address the issue of Internet anonymity regularly. Enforce to your child that his or her identity is not unknown. Limit identity to first name only, omitting age, address, and other personal information. Limit contact to friends from school. Step 2 Practice manners both on and off the computer. Plainly said, if your child or another won't say something to someone's face, it should be sent through text or IM. Encourage civility at all times. Explain that the lack of face to face speech and the missing inflections of speech often result in misinterpretation of the message reader. Encourage your kids to treat others like they would like to be treated as well. Step 3 Cut out the gossip. Yes, kids love to chat about this person and that. However, this frequently escalates into a full-blown fight born on the misinterpretation of a message. Remember the "pass the message" game we played as kids? Remember how the message changed by the end of the circle? Firmly telling
Times
Everyone thank you all so much for the prays and the nice words that you all have said to help me with my brother. He is doing so much better. He is actting like my brother tell me how he is going to kick my ass or one thing or another. He can not want to out drink me. I just want to say thank you all so much. He wil never walk or have any feeling from the chest down so that will never change. I just know who my friends are. *Holly Ann* What is killing me so bad inside is seeing my big brother like this. He is my everything. My father left us when we were kids so Jake took care of me and made sure that I was safe. Why could not not make sure that he was thats night? Why did the driver have to drink? Why did the driver walk away and my brother has to live in a wheelchair? When I saw Jake before he they did sugery he just keeped on looking up to mom I did not thing bad mommy I swear. Its just to much for my family to take on. I would give anything to take the pain from him and his place
Hollow
You ever get one of them times when you don't know why but you are just sick with the whole prospect of being alive. I don't mean in a suicidal way but you're just sick of everything you're made of. The fact that you're alive and that you will die and you're just this skin sack filled with bones. Your very place in life and where you sit in it this very day. You have nothing to be upset about. but you're discusted anyways? What is this emotion called? Melancoly? Probably not.... Reminds me of some shitty emo song. I've been looking for my biological father recently, mostly just for information so I can trace ancestry. So far I've found out that he doesn't exist. He is the most illusive son of a bitch to ever walk the face of the earth. Seriously. I can't find one fucking bit of information on him. I only have one single document with his name and any kind of information that should be of help but he doesn't exist. I can't help but feel pissed off about this. I feel like I have no r
Surveys And Quizes
C~Really easy to fall in love with A~Gorgeous R~Good Bf/GF O~Has one of the best personalities ever L~Great kisser ============================================= A: Gorgeous B: Loves people C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Good listener E: Freakin' beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Loves to laugh I: Easy to fall in love with J: JOKESTA K: Really silly L: Great kisser M: Makes dating fun N: Can kick your ass O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: Good Bf/GF S: Lives life for fun T: Makes people laugh U: Very broad minded V: good in bed W: Gets blamed for everything X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Nice Smile Z: Lives life for fun REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you???" Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer mea
How Well Do You Think You Know Me?
I took this test and here it what it told me! What Famous Leader Are You?personality tests by similarminds.com We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (_._) tight ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass What do you think, huh? Tell me.
Jak's Contests
yes its the middle of summer but JAK is thinking ahead....if you are a friend who wants a christmas card and you trust JAK not to give your info out...send me your home address so i can mail you a card this year...dont wait till the last minute...post office wont get it to you till next year if you do!!! 12 Days Of Yahoo For the first pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me A post from a week ago. For the second pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 2 web crashes And a post from a Week ago. For the third pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 3 error messages 2 web crashes And A post from a week ago. For the forth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 4 jerks at Tech Help 3 error Messages 2 web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the fifth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 5 frozen PM's 4 jerks at Tech Help 3 Error messages 2 web crashes And a post from a week ago. For the sixth pain of Christmas Yahoo gave to me 6 disconnection' s 5 frozen PM's 4 Jerks at Tech H
Funny Sayings -kids
Humorous Sayings In Order to get the handsome prince, you have to kiss a lot of toads. Never forget a friend, especially those that owe you--Chinese Proverb If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking, and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong? Better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lot. Everyone is gifted. Some open the package sooner. Suburbs are areas where they cut down trees and then name the streets after them. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. You can't have everything, where would you pu
Lost
I wish I were ur eyez, so I could see u everyday I wish I was ur mirror, so I could look at u everyday I wish I was ur pillow, so I could sleep with U through long & lonely nites. but most of all I wish I was ur only gurl so I could try 2 give u tha world! No more, I can't handle this he's makin me crazy always treating me like shit before i guess my vision was a little hazy now nothing seems to amaze me... he's rude and ignorant does he even hear me? why can't he see jus wat he means to me now he's pushin me away sometimes i feel like i wanna leave & sometimes i wanna stay... but i'm here to tell u today...... my life ain't gonna be that way!!!! Sometimes we have something, without truly knowing what we have Sometimes we hold something, without completly knowing what we hold Sometimes we are given something, without fully appreciating what we are given. But that knowledge usually comes when... We realize what we've lost!
What I Must Do To..........
For everybody, that gets the feeling hurt and also... get upset over something that you (or the person) put on the other party, just that... you can't stay mad forever.
Nsfw
Since 24 hours all my photos except of the default part are NSFW. Are there some haters of Germany here on cherrytap ? Or is that the work of disgusting, miserable people ? This photo is private but top photo over the last hour... Oh, you are great and very intelligent...but I don`t want to read that...I don`t like the real bastards...
My Thoughts
12 Signs You love someone! (yes it is right!) TWELVE When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... ******* ******
If You Wanna Know, Just Ask
All about yourself...the survey. All about yourself... First name?:: John Middle name?:: not tellin Like your name?:: yes, well.. kinda Named after anyone?:: yes, i am named after my grandfathers Any nicknames?:: johnny bobby, dumb shit, cj, peewee Age?:: 21 Birthdate?:: 20 March 1985 Birthplace?:: Waverly MO Time you were born?:: 0454 hrs Current location?:: Hickinsville, Mo Height?:: 5'9" or so Like your height?:: kinda, wish i was taller Eye color?:: brown i guess Contacts/glasses?:: glasses sometimes, can't stand contacts Hair color?:: brown Natural hair color?:: brown Dye your hair often?:: never have, but thought about it Righty or lefty?:: righty Your favorite... Type of music?:: mix Band or singer?:: ummm i dunno TV show?:: CSI, History Channel Shows, TLC Movie?:: snakes on a plane (from what I have seen) & Flags of our Fathers (not yet released) TV channel?:: History, TLC, National Geographic, Movie Channel, HBO Radio station?:: MIX 93.3 or Si
Randoms Thoughts
There is no hope there is only darkness My life means nothing I serve no purpose I have lost everything and as much as I try I can see no future with me as a part of it My children are not mine My wife is not mine I gave up everything to be with her My family, my home, my life and she has crushed it all I am dead inside, my body has just not realized it yet but soon it will This world does not operate on maybe's and possiblities it knows only certainties and the only certainty that I know is this world has no room for me I was a monster, one of the forsaken I do not deserve happiness I deserve only pain and death you had a chance to save me and you turned your back on me To anyone born before the 80's First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies
My World!
I met this guy a while back and thought he was SO cute. I never thought much of him, because he didn't "look" like my type...but there was something about him. I couldn't bring myself to go talk to him. He is really good friends with one of my best friends. I just spent the better part of a week hanging out with the guy. He is awesome! Sweet,funny, cute, and we have a lot of similar interests. He is VERY interesting. Very different from most of the guys I know. He isn't ashamed of who he is. Lots of fun. At first, I wanted to get in his pants...LOL! But the more I talked to him, the more I actually liked him. I love talking to him. But there is a catch...I recently met a few more of their friends, one of which is infatuated with him. She is an awesome person, but he and I talked about her and he doesn't like her in that way. He only wants to be her friend. She and I became pretty good friends, but I think it may be due to the fact that she didn't like how much he and I talked and s
Talking Outside Of Cherrytap
Hey all, if any of you want to talk to me outside of CT below is my messenger ID's and some other sites you can find. Yahoo (sindeebabe2) MSN (sindee_98@hotmail.com) AIM (CindyGrizBear) Sites to find me on: MySpace (http://www.myspace.com/cindylouwho98) hi5 (http://cindylouwho98.hi5.com) TagWorld (http://www.tagworld.com/CindyLouMI/) And you can find me on FaceBook too. I know I have a membership everywhere, lol...what can I say? I'm an attention-whore ;-). Hey folks Just a heads up to those of you who aren't aware of it yet. I will be moving again, this time back up to BFE in Northern Michigan with my parents. Not thrilled about it, but it's something that's gotta happen right now. I won't be leaving until probably July seeing as I have to give my apartment complex 60 days written notice of my vacating the place. But we'll see...if I can move sooner I probably will. I'll of course still be able to get online when I move back up there, so we'll still be able to
First Blog Ever
I am not a well spoken person. There are lots of things that interest me and things that don't. I have fun at every opportunity that allows for it. The thing is I don't get much love on my page. I get some but not much. I am not very good at expressing myself or writing things about myself but here we go. Getting ready to go to Dallas for the Cowboys game on Sunday night. I am soooooooo excited can't contain myself. So happy I had to tell anyone who is willing to read this gibberish. I plan to have a really good time especially since I have family that live about an hour away. Do you think they might come and visit? I could only hope. I am going over 98% of the way. I'm sure the can do the other 2. I doubt if they would. Probly expect me to go that extra little bit. They know I am coming this weekend. I hope they will be there. I haven't seen them in 8yrs. That's a loong time. Well I guess that's all for now. GOOOOOOO Cowboys!!!!!!!! Well I guess I am supposed to say what's on my
Wtf???????????
i'm leaving here this cherrytap turning into another myspace is a bunch of shit so in the next couple of days i'll be completely gone from here and the ones thats on my friends list now, if u want to stay in touch just send me something in the next couple of days and i'll give u my yahoo name and we can chat there anytime without someone monitoring who or what i'm looking at i'm a grown man i can make my decisions without somebody that don't even know me telling me what i can see and not see so i hope that my friends will give me a holler and want my yahoo name to chat with me, its been fun but it ain't been real damn fun.. what happen to the old cherrytap that all loved where u could go and make friends see pics of anything and everything u had if u posted for everybody to see? now u can't see anything sexy or close to nude now, reguardless of what u set it to u have to add the people as friends just to see the pics? thats not right cause i thought this was a place the to make friends
What's Up
Hey what's up. Not much here. Just sittin here. Cody's at Ashley's again drunk off is ass. So that's where he can say. I'm so done with his ass i swear. I was stickin around thinkin maybe he would get some common sense. But i guess not. He just wants to be hurt again and again. Fine be that way. I'll just move on. I thinkin that maybe i'm going to stop datin for awhile. Tired of getten cheated on. Screaw that. Who needs them. Cody want's to talk about how much he hates cheaters well i guess he can start hating himself sense he just became what he didn't want to. Who cares. Well i guess thats enought for now talk to ya all later. -Amanda Well haven't wrote in awhile. Let's see what's happen. Well I guess Cody and Ashley got back together. Which is going to be fun now. More drinking more calles at 4:30 in the morning to come get him. More nights of no sleep. No matter what i will still be there for him. He's in love and he don't know how to tell her no. I just hope she don't bring h
Life
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ Man, a lot of this stuff is amazingly accurate! Cancer is a Cardinal water sign, ruled by the moon. As the fourth sign of the zodiac, the Cancer individual is a deeply emotional person inside, but is smooth and confident on the outside. Their first love is of home and family and they are nurturing and caring in the family setting, creating a cozy, comfortable, safe existence behind the doors of their own home. Famous historical characters s
Have A Laugh :))
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry basket according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups / leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tile cleaner. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a
Poems
You danced your way into my heart Igniting a passion deep within my soul It burning deep and everlasting While we dance the night away We become something more Always drying my tears and making my worries fade However now you are causing them But i am running away Leaving behind my heels and memories from that night For i can run faster without them All i have left is the thorns of your rose In my bleeding heart I want you to come home I dont want to have to talk to you just on the phone It seems so long but I promise I will always hold on It always sorta seems that your always in my dreams I think of you day and night come home and just hold me tight all night I cant wait for you to come home so we can be together It'll seem like we've of been together forever we were friends and now were more I'm glad your not dating some whore so all I can say is baby plez come home today Life is full of thrills, And life can be rough, Yet life is f
The Love Of My Life, Princess
I thought I knew you…And now I wish I'd known betterThen to trust so quickly and completely without question…Someone so unknown and newBut since you’re hidden transgressions have risen to the surface…I’ve found myself better off with you out of my sightBecause of you're lies saturating everything we shared...From what we've meant to each other, to all that we've been through togetherBut thats all tainted now with So now that I’ve opened my eyes a little wider, and understand so much more…I can see right through the deceptive facade you projectI don’t know why it took me so long...So long to recognize and expose every color of every lieBut now that I’ve seen them…I won't waste another second so down and out while I cryBecause you’re just not worth all I gave you credit forAnd I can’t believe I fell for you’re lineI always tried to be there for you...Till my heart was black and blueBut I won’t make t
Places My Mind Takes Me...original Works By Me
Black Hearted Seductress, Beckon Unto You¡K They say I weave and evil spell¡K That none can tell my magic well¡K I lace my words with honey sweet¡K Cause a person¡¦s mind retreat¡K Leave them for a while in dreams¡K Of places so unreal it seems¡K They boost my power mighty bold¡K This is what legends are told¡K Spin that wand about them fair¡K Causing them to lose all care¡K Care of things in present time¡K I twist about without reason or rhyme¡K Don¡¦t blame me for your visions seen¡K You¡¦re the one with a mind so keen¡K All that glitters is not gold¡K You called me gift said I was bold¡K I didn¡¦t place my title grand¡K You gave it freely, I didn¡¦t demand¡K Now disappointed by what you see¡K The person you thought you saw in me¡K Remove the rose colored glass shade¡K I have been the same person, I didn¡¦t jade¡K You wanted desperately to believe¡K When I wasn¡¦t--you said I deceived¡K How then can I be what
A View Of The World
A minute of your time just an intermission a few words to share with one whom might care without interruption to spark an eruption. in an untenable situation with much agitation with unrest this situation must be addressed your home to which I am but a guest, has become to me a place of great unrest an sanctuary, a refuge a place to put to rest the worry's of my world. no more shall I feel the comfort the pleasure of leaving my troubles at the door the time for that has passed for only troubles and strife lay in my path. I wish you all a fond farewell upon my departure for you have shared much with me I shall not forget. Daniel Marrs Today I got bitched at by a total stranger, for not commenting on a picture of hers, my answer was I gave you a 10. because your picture was a 10. But your picture did not captivate me. so if you get a comment from me it means your picture or somthing in your layout got my attention. So
1st Blog Goes To My Jelly
PAIN IS A FRIEND OF MINE EVENTHOUGH IT'S NEVER KIND OUCH!! I HATE WHEN I STUB MY TOE I MUST LIKE IT HAPPENS ALOT YOU KNOW SPANK ME PLAY A LITTLE ROUGH DO IT AGAIN I SWEAR IM TOUGH BITE ME ON MY NECK AND CHEST I LIKE PAIN DO YOUR BEST HOT WAX POUR IT ON MY SKIN SO THICK KISS THE SPOTS OF RED IS THE TRICK I LIKE PAIN IT'S A FRIEND OF MINE EVENTHOUGH IT'S NEVER KIND. OKAY ONE PAIN I DONT LIKE SO MUCH IS PAIN OF HEART WITHOUT A LOVING TOUCH I LONG TO FEEL THAT LOVING TOUCH SO BRING ON THE PAIN THAT I LIKE SO MUCH YES I AM BLOGGING DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS BUT I AM DOING IT LOOK DEB NO HANDS LMAO OKAY NOW I WILL TRY TO THINK OF SOMETHING ELSE TO WRITE TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT ARE SICK GET WELL SOON CLOSE MY EYES TO THE PAIN FEEL SO NUMB IT SO INSAIN OPEN MY EYES PAINS STILL THERE TEARS ARE WELLING VISION NOT CLEAR FOLD MY HAND BEGIN TO PRAY SO MUCH PAIN FORGOT WHAT TO SAY HOLD MY BREATH TRY TO THINK THOUGHTS ARE LOST IN A KINK WHERE TO
Songs In My Head
You took your time to come back this time The grass has grown under your feet In your absence I've changed my mind And someone else is sitting in your seat I know that I said there be no-one else I know that I said I'd be true But baby - I've burned out cupid's arrow And here's the short and the narrow I've nothing left to offer you All cried out You took a whole lot of loving for a handful of nothing All cried out It's hard to give you something when you're pushing and a shoving me around So don't look surprised there was no disguise You knew where I stood from the start So stop - look around you You're right back where I found you Take back your cold and empty heart All cried out You took a whole lot of loving for a handful of nothing All cried out It's hard to give you something when you're pushing and a shoving me around You go your way I'll go mine I wont stay around here Don't you waste my time I love the way you look at me I feel the pain you pl
School-related Shit
Well. This semester has been off to a crappy start- honestly. I'm only passing 1 class currently. That's not good at all. If I fail this semester - I'm taking next semester off. I'm so fucking burned out right now that my motivation to finish school is waning. Sorry I haven't been around - I've been trying to hold school together. I miss you all. Take care - and I'll see you around. Hopefully. ♥ UNM will trave to Hartford CT, for Round 1 of the Womens NCAA BBall tournament. They are 8th seeded and going up against UW-Green Bay. They play on Sunday! Lo Gobos! On another note... What's there to do in Hartford? I've never been. Anyone close by? Wanna chill? Let me know soon! But I leave town tomorrow night for Las Vegas, NV. I won't be on a computer while out there. Text me if you need me. 505-610-9166. Rawr.
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Randy's Blog
Hey my cousin is having there 36th Anniversary today and plaese drop by and leave her a message. Yellow Rose@ CherryTAP I'll be going into the hospital on July 23 to get a stent put into my heart also stents in my legs to many blood clots. I'll let everybody know how it goes. I got a insured package the other day from my cousin from NM she sent me all of my dads Navy stuff when he was in the Navy between 1925-1930 all of his Navy buddies and what ships they were on also he took pictures of going through the Panama Canal about 1928 also pictures he took when he was in Shanghi, China about 1928 or 29 I have about 100 pictures and this is a treasure chest to get this.
Salad Fingers Series
Soul Searching Thoughts
So tell me what it is you are thinking, And I will tell you how I feel. Tell me what you are thinking And I’ll show a man that’s real. Tell me what you want, Tell me your desire. Is it ok if I touch your heart? Will you let me find a way to light your fire? How about kisses from head to your toe? I'll run my hands down to special places? Or is that too much from the start? Close your eyes and tell me what it is that you feel. Are the Goosebumps still there? Is it surreal? What about your muscles? Are they tense? Is your sweet and delicious flower contracting? Or is it slowly becoming relaxed as you become warmer on the inside? Mmmmm hmmm.... daaayum.... TO BE CONTINUED:...... Apple Pie If I could I would eat you three times a day. For you have a seduction that could never be dreary or malignant. You’re a sultry and heart pounding force. You’d be the best part of my day all day, It’s not hard to believe that something so delicious and oh so sweet;
Welcome To My World
well i have been through a lot of shit but im better than i once was now im just trying to overcome the pain my ex did to my heart and soul i loved him with all my heart but i soon find out that he really didn't love me to i left him alone and moved on with my life and now he wants me back but i told him u damaged my soul and i will never let u back i have been through everything in my life pain hurt misery i been through it all but now that i am a woman and i am facing more than just love i am much happier i am iam much better i am happy and i have people who love me for me not because i am different but because i am a real preson with feelings and a fucking heart i been alone all my life and now i know that i am no longer alone and i know that my girlfriend loves me a whole lot and my boyfriend my god he is wonderful to me he makes me laugh he makes me feel alive and like a preson and i love both so much and i never thought at 20 years old that i will be this dam happy and i am happ
Shhhhh
fuck it ima say this most men are sentimental they just dont have the testicular fortitude to express that.me i dont give a damn who knows i get misty eyed at some movies.(why did that hunter kill bambis' momma).i get excited when i know a woman likes me.i dream of making her happy rubbing her feet making her a bubble bath buying her a dozen roses when it is no special day.i take that back everyday with a good woman is special.without females life would be full of dicks..lol..i wanna make that certain woman happy.i want her to shiver when i touch her..i want her to get horny when she thinks of me..i want everytime i see her to be like the first time i knew i loved her.i want to be her foundation when the whole world falls apart.i want to kiss her wrinkled ass when we are too old to make it to the bathroom alone.i want to say her name with passion.i want to smell her hair while shes sleeping..is that too much to ask?theres a female that wants that.and i aint going nowhere man theres too
Gapeach's Blog
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign or you'll get bad luck and lose the person you dearly love most! >>>VIRGOsomeone loves them right now. >Freak in bed. >Always wants the last word. >Caring. >Smart. >Addictive. >Attractive. >Loud. >Loyal. >Easy to talk to. >Hard to forget >Love at first sight wit u babe >Everything u ever wanted >Easy to please >The one and only >ultimate sexiness >>>SCORPIOEXTREMELY sexy. >Intelligent. >Energetic. >Predict future. >Most erotic. >(Freak in bed.) >(GREAT kisser.) >Always get what they want. >Sexy. >Attractive. >Easy going. >Loves being in long relationships. >Talkative. >The sexiest ever.... >Romantic. >Caring. >>>LIBRAVery romantic. >Nice to everyone They meet. >Their Love is one of a kind. >Silly, fun and sweet. >Have own unique sexiness. >Most caring person you will ever meet! >Amazing n Bed..!!! >Did I say Amazing in Bed? >not the kind of person you wanna fuc
Bloggg
My angel. You touch, I destroy The demons, that scar. The nightmares They spread fear. Bring back the past To the innocent one Savior from the plague Head held high. Determined Through the fire. I will go As the demons try to fight Cleared is a path Walk down the aisle, child Nothing to hurt Nothing to be afraid of I am here. Arms open Hang on to your escape No more pain Live free of all that is the past I will guide you to the light. My light Your dreams. Your fantasies. Your truth I am your angel of freedom “Fuck life”? No its just, “fuck you” You’ve turned everything around and placed the blame on me I hate that you said I was the one for you I hate that you said you wanted to marry me I hate that I ever trusted your words All I ever was, was honest and open True to who I was, and you loved me for that But when something troubled me about you You completely went off and said I needed to change I was a fool for still wanting to be with you, the
For The Soldiers At Christmas Time
Prayer Request I understand that life in Iraq is very difficult to bear right now. Our troops need our prayers for strength, endurance and safety. Send this on after a short prayer; please don't break it: "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. Amen." When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say the above prayer for our troops around the world. There's nothing attached; Do not let it stop with you, please - of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, or Marine deployed in harm's way, prayer is the very best!!! Thank you. A Soldier Lies Alone TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID S
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Do You Pay Attention?
Given a Hickey? i am appalled by this question... who does that!?!? ::giggles:: i am a hooooovah. Had a one night stand? more than once... not that i am happy about them... Made someone cry? everyday! Opened your Christmas presents early? i hate christmas... but yes. Been online for more than 10 hours in a row? i'm a junkie. Pretended to be someone you weren't online? faux shaux. Eaten food that fell on the floor? tons of times. but then again... i have eaten tons of bugs and other things as well. i have a five hour rule. lol Been caught cheating? no... but i faked it once. don't ask. Been caught naked? yup. i prefer to be at least a little bit naked. Flashed someone? tons of times... i got beads on st. pattys day and everything. Gone out without underwear on? in the summer... i pretty much live in underwear and a tshirt. i once went to a car dealership in nothing but boyshorts and a little boys aeropostale hoody. the dude looked at me like i was nuts. o..
Holidays
www.hostdrjack.com ::: MUST SEE: WOLF VIDEO ::: ... http://youtube.com/watch?v=20SWz2Gf_BY You Are 52% Pure You're usually the typical girl or guy next door... But you also have a secret naughty side! How Pure Are You?
Peek A Boo
Well, I am a marrid man in a relationship but lately it has been feeling like all we are , are roomates. I have been talikg to a old friend of mine from school ,had the biggest crush on her but never go the nerve to ask her out , I have not seen her in many years , well we have been talking the past few weeks , anc come to find out that her hubby is and has been ill! and loke my relationship with my wife she has not been the greatest . Well the other night we went out for coffee. that was it just coffee and to catch up on old times ,well needless to say after coffee and talking she reached over and kissed me ! she said she knew about mu crush I had on her many years ago , and wanted to know why I did not ever ask her out! well She made me an offer for the next time we ever decide to go out for "coffee" I still have some feelings for her ,I just can not get her out of my head ,WTF I feel like a little teenager again. Ok I have to be honest here I love this site and I am insearch of love
Crap
Well I have had a busy week and it seems that it will stay busy for a while. Sorry to everyone that has missed me..(I know it wasn't alot of people) My husbands grandpa died and we had the funeral and all the morning with in 3 days so it was crazy. I am still trying to console him and his mom, nevermind myself. I think my 5 year old took it hard to because she has been sleeping alot this week and I am trying to get her to open up a bit about it and really try to get what she is feeling so I can help her. Kids are tough to figure out at times. Thanks for the comments on my other blog they made me smile :) Music Codes - MySpace Layouts Well I have played for a long time my husbansd is going home and my kids are fighting like crazy...I have no patients for whining....grrr hopefully I can come back in a bit but I will leave my status as away....hehehe So I have been on this site now for a couple of months and I still don't really know what to make of it. I guess it is really like
Who Said This?
L ife I s F orever E ternal Remembering all that Veterans sacrificed for us in a time of war, i wonder if we ourselves could make different kinds of sacrifices at making the world healthy again,before its to late. D.T. Feb 18 1999 l ife I s F orever E volving
My Thoughts
The Key
like wtf is up with these dam insecure possesive women on fubar what the men on here cant have women friends Hey everyone as much as I enjoy talking to my male friends its very disconcerting when they have over obessed women friends on thier list looking to see If the compition is worse or better then them like dam Im here to chat no drama or BS. The Key Sitting here thinking of the night we met You kept persuing me and you had your mind set No matter what I had said you were persistant But try as I might I couldn't keep my distance Cause I had given up hope of meeting someoneon the net Time had passed we would spend hrs together Talking of things we wanted, mattered or made us better But soon after little by little you were pulling away Trying to keep at bwhat you felt for me at bay Slowly after awhile our conversations began to tither I just wish you had felt the same way fo me But you had other things on mind that you refused to see The the pulling away and I
Life
I have aske dyou to read this because YOU are now or were at some point a very important part of my life. The past few weeks have been very dificult for me and I have come to the point wheer i have got to say this and try and move on. Last year I went thru a divorce,losing my best friend, and finding out that I am adopted and everything I thought I knew about me has been a lie.The man that i divorced has meet someone new and I am happy for him but I have pretended that I am ok with it to just keep peace in the family well I am not ok with it and from this moment on i am leaving it in the past. I have not spoken to the man I called daddy now for almost three months and that doesnt bother me anymore. I have not forgotten my best friend I worry about her everyday. I have listened to other people and done what they thought was best when dealing with her . To her I am sorry for that. We have all done wrong and no one is perfect especially me. There are two things I know for sure and t
Life
Message to seller about their (cheap & shitty) repaired fossil shark tooth being sold as all natural you know that's a repaired peice of crap, right? That ebayers responce CRAP? Hey f*uck*er, retard, piece of shit, take me on....until you buy and have the tooth anolized, you don't know shit do you! I buy, dive for and sell over 3 million teeth a year. You have been on ebay for 2 months? I WIIL SUE YOUR ASS FOR DEFIMATION WITHOUT CAUSE! Know the term? I already know your inp, and ebay is being notified as to your accusation. Ready for a law suit? Hope so, As I am going to sue your butt off in federal court for false claims and defimation. Get ready to bend over and ........ Kinda makes you laugh your ass off eh? Hastily Hunting For Monsters My blood flows freely as the white shark’s tooth pulls from my flesh. I scramble to escape, climbing to safety from the turbulent murky water. I must move quickly to escape my situation. Finally free from the immediate dange
Water
FOR HER TOUCH WAS SO GENTLE AND EMBRACE SO SENSUAL FOREVER IN HER ARMS I MAY STAY BUT ONLY IF MY LOVE DOESNT STRAY I KNOW MY LOVE IS TRUE TO HEART BECAUSE SHE AS UNLOCKED THE LUCKY CHARM MY POEM MY NOT ALL RHYME AND THAT IS NO CRIME BUT WHAT IS A CRIME IS TO LET YOU GO AND I KNOW THAT WILL NOT SHOW A LOVE BUILT OVER TIME AND TEARS SO FAR APART BUT NOT KNOWN FOR YEARS MY LOVE UNLEASHED INTO THE WORLD ONLY TO BE CAUGHT BY YOU THIS LOVE I MUST KNOW, IS IT TRUE TO YOU? FOR I KNOW IT IS TRUE TO ME BUT IN THINE HOUR WHEN I SHALL DIE I KNOW THAT YOU WOULDNT CRY MANY GOOD YEARS WE HAD TOGETHER AND NOW I LAY ON A BED OF FEATHERS ON MY DEATH BED I WHISPER A THOUGHT HOW CAN I EVER REPAY YOU FOR THESE YEARS? YOU GAVE ME LOVE THAT HAD NO END AND IN THE END I ALREADY KNOW I KNOW THAT IT WAS TRUE WHAT THEY SAY THAT LOVE MUST TRUELY GO ON EVEN AFTER DEATH FOR A LOVE THIS STRONG THAT YOU AND I HAVE CANNOT BE TORN APART; NOT EVEN BY DEATH SO WITH THIS LAST BREAT
Rant Rant Rant
i'm not in the mood to write a blog i'm not in the mood to read your blogs. as a matter of fact... the only thing i wanted to say at all... was fuck off. all of you. except you... because you didn't do anything wrong. but the rest of you.... fuck off. that is all it's adorable. it really is. grow. up. then we'll talk. yesterday... february fourteenth... two thousand seven. also known as this robots manufacture date. i wake up... unplug myself from the wall and throw on a pair of jeans. it's freezing! i yawn... take a look out the window... and notice that the weather is not so good. shit weather... on my birthday? NEVER ::chortle:: i throw on a trogdor hoody (burninating EVERYTHING) and run downstairs. no time for coffee... gotta take chris and dad to work... i need the vehicle today. boots... hmm... ::thinks:: boots... where are they? jackpot. i throw on my boots... grab a scarf and a pair of gloves and
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Shit Happens
Well, another set of tasks for another ungodly pointless day has been brought upon me. If anyone finds a way to delete the sun, let me know (and yes, I've tried doing it from DOS and the Unix Command Line, niether have worked so far). Boredom continues to harsh my mellow as always, in conjunction with this forsaken city... But that's another story. Anyway, enough with the morose crap. I have a serious question. If there's anyone out there who knows a way to get divorced quickly and cheaply, let me know. My ex and I are currently stuck while trying to get divorced. The year was up on the second of this month, and the lawyer I had bailed on the initial "pay by month" plan we had set up. This sent me on a search for a new way, preferably under $500. My ex is getting impatient, and I have no clue where to turn now. I'm talking to another lawyer today, but it's not looking too great. Lemme know something if you have an idea. Beyond that, I gotta say something. For a straig
Videos
This video is dedicated to some of my closest and very dear friends on here. Each person has either made me smile or feel good about myself in makin me realize there is a light at the end of the tunnel.I know I don't have alot of people in this video but I could only make it shorter than 5 mins in order for it to fit so i can upload it to my Photobucket account..Rest asured if you are not in this video just leave a comment on this blog and i will see to it you will be in my next. Happy viewing and thank you for being a true friend. PS. no my bills are not taken care of yet. I just think I'm still online cus it is the weekend and don't believe the light company works on the weekend. I know my opinion is shared with alot of people and whoever does not approve of this video well they can go fuck themselves because I DO have the freedom of speech thank you and enjoy the show To all who know me my children mean the world to me and they will always be in my heart
Wiccan/pagan/spiritual/etc.
(From a bulletin by Bobby black) Long before the coming of Christianity, with which this time of the year has become inextricably linked, people all over the world celebrated the rising of the Midwinter sun and the birth of the gods who held out to them the promise of a New Year with new hopes. The Roman Saturnalia as its name suggests, was the celebration in honor of Saturn, the Roman god of agriculture and time, from whence we have inherited Saturday or Saturn's day. His feast was celebrated from December 17th to the 24th. It is an ancient festival from which we derive many of the traditional celebrations associated with Midwinter. The halls were decked with holly branches and evergreen wreaths. People visited family and attended lavish banquets and holiday parties. Gifts of silver, candles, figurines, and sweets (often tied to evergreen wreaths) were exchanged. It was also customary to light candles and roam the streets singing holiday songs (albeit often in the nude). Even th
Hey
Well there are very few people that know the real me. I am a shy person believe it or not. I dont let a lot of people get to close to me. I am not really open about myself. The one thing I can say about me is I am honest. Here is what I will tell you about me. I have 2 kids and 2 dogs.... My kids are 14 (a girl) and 15 (feb 23 my son will be 16 then). My son just started driving and that makes me nervous. Anyway, I am sure now I have completely bored everyone. Other than that, if you want to know something ask. If I like you at all I will tell you. I hope soon to have pics of me and my kids on here soon.... Anyway, if you get this far... .thanks for takin the time to read it SANTA CAME TO MY HOUSE..... DID HE COME TO YOURS TOO.... JUST WANTED TO TELL EVERYONE GOOD NIGHT AND DONT KNOW HOW ELSE TO DO IT BUT HERE LOL SEE YA ALL TOMORROW NIGHT SOMETIME
Well...........................
A cowboy is riding across the plains of the Old West, when he is captured by Indians. The tribe puts him on trial for crimes against the Indian Nation, and he is found guilty. ``You have been sentenced to death,'' said the Chief, ``but, as is our custom, you have three wishes to make as your last requests.'' The cowboy thought for a minute and said, ``Well, for my first wish, I'll need my horse.'' ``Give him his horse,'' said the Chief. The cowboy whispered something into the horse's ear, and the horse took off like a shot across the prairie. Twenty minutes later, the horse returned with a beautiful blonde woman on its back. The cowboy looked at this, shrugged his shoulders, and helped the young lady off the horse. He then took her into the woods... ``Second wish,'' said the Chief. ``I'll need my horse again,'' said the cowboy. ``Give him his horse,'' said the Chief. Once again, the cowboy whispered into the horse's ear, and once again the horse rode off over the prairie.
Check It Out....i'm Ranting Again!!
so somehow tacos turned into spaghetti...weird how that happens. LOL anyway, its an outback night tonight. i am so fucking excited!! we used to have outback seriously like once a week lol, and now that we havent had it in like a month, we act like its been 4 years. yummmmmmmmmmmmmm outback special!! our internet has been crashing a bunch since lastnight...i swear i was afraid it was from CT. but its not...comcast has been being a fucking dick for the past 2 days. i dont know why my work wastes their time dealing with those fuckers. oh my lord, we had a really shitty fireplace experience lastnight!! for some reason, the fireplace quit sucking the fire up and out the chimney, and it was blowing it out into the house instead. so we went to sleep and kept the bedroom door shut to try to keep the smoke out as best as possible. ha well that shit didnt work. i woke up and felt like my lungs were on fire. LOL we are dumbasses. who sleeps in a house full of smoke?? THAT IS FUNNY!! so
Westside
Its hard to get from here to there if you never get out of bed You lie alot to fool your friends but youve fooled yourself instead ITs harder to get from here to there if you set your goals to high then nothing works out right and to soon, you no longer try but the hardest way to get from here to there is when all you ever do is count up the years and miles to go then your thru before your through so how do you get from here to there? Well first you must believe you can let no one tell you differently-- its your life and its in your hands then turn your dreams into your goals and see what you need now; to satisfy the requierements: the whys, the wheres, the hows At first your overwhelmed ofcourse; there is so much you dont know but keep your faith, be strong and sure for you do have a way to go take careful steps and do them right take pride in each thing done dont look to far ahead of yourself just that next step yet to come.... before you
Funny
when we have children , we never know what they are goin to be in life , when my son joined the army in march 07 it broke my heart , worse thing was signin over my parentalship to the army but they never took my heart an respect for him he joined up to become a driver for the royal lagistic corps , we never saw eye to eye when he was at home we had personality clash goin on so as you can imagine now im feelin so guilty , im right behind him on anythin he does in his life may not like it but im strong for his sake ,he came home on his fourth week for 4 days lemme say them 4 days were so precious to me tym just went so fast an hed changed so much i was stunned at how much someone can change in so little weeks but hes a strong lad i have so much respect an faith in him hes my angel as my other son jenson is the brothers had missed each other so much it was nice to be together again , as we took him the train station to go back to his barracks i had to hold the tears in as i didnt want hi
Merry Christmas
My Dick is Hard,My Nuts Are Smokin,I need Some Pussy and I'm Not Jokin BIG SMILE Its New Years,I dont drink;So If you live in Glendale Az;I will take you home ;Please,Dont drink and drive call me 623-412-2230 Hey Is a Blue Jeaned Ladie out there looking to go fishing????? I'm just a old stoner,ex drunk looking for a ex-flower child Talk to me Butch
Friends
Get Your Own! | More Flash Toys im looking for some one to have some fun online let me know if u would like to if u would like to be my lady joker please pvt msg me or send me a shout
Stuff
ACTUAL COSTS OF THE TWELVE DAYS OF CHRISTMAS As part of its annual tradition, PNC Wealth Management also tabulates the "True Cost of Christmas," which is the total cost of items gifted by a True Love who repeats all of the song's verses. This holiday season, very generous True Loves will pay more than ever before -- $75,122 -- for all 364 items, up from $72,608 in 2005. This 3.5% increase is substantially less than last year's 9.5% increase. Kleintop observed that Christmas Price Index inflation may reflect trends that led the Federal Reserve to pause interest rate hikes this year. PNC Christmas Price Index Item 2005 2006 % change One partridge 2005 $15 2006 $15 Rate flat Pear tree 2005 $89.99 2006 $129.99 Rate 44.40% Two turtle doves 2005 $40 2006 $40 Rate flat Three French hens 2005 $45 2006 $45 Rate flat Four calling birds 2005 $399.96 2006 $479.96 Rate 20.00% Five gold rings 2005 $325 2006 $32
Jokes
A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before. He takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he’d like to buy: a 3-pack, 10-pack, or a family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the bow shows up at the girl’s parents’ house and meets his girlfriend at the door. “Oh, I’m so excited for you to meet my parents. Come on in!” The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl’s parents are seated. The boy quickly o
The Last Letter
When I saw you I fell inside the earth.. Your purity of heart and your humanity of soul.. Every little single detail… The presence you give off in a room…. If I could I would .... I would live only for you.. For nothing in this world has any meaning to me if it doesn't mean loving you. . Just thinking about you gives my soul an elevated sense of urgency, a type of panic that soothes my soul alive . My dreams wouldn't be called dreams if they lost the idea of your existence. Why do I still dream?.... You are the epitome of perfection which condemns me helpless.. There was a time when I thought dreams were enough for the broken... My memories will never be enough to fill such a void.. . The stars in the sky all lost all their names and have fallen cold frozen.. I live everyday in a prison that has yet to exist and have a name. . With a single look you stole my freedom to breathe freely without the fea
Dragon's Thoughts
Women: The beautiful one wouldn't step into the kitchen; The one in the kitchen is not gentle, The gentle one has no point of view, The one has point of view is not feminine, The feminine one loves spending money, The one doesn't spend is not fashionable, The fashionable one lacks of originality and security, The one could be trusted nobody would look at! ^^ MEN: The talented one looks ugly, The handsome one got no money, The rich one doesn't care about the family, The lovely-dovey man could never be somebody, That "Mr. somebody" is not romantic, The romantic one likes sweet talking, The one could be trusted is not manly! A Woman's Tears "Why are you crying?" he asked his mom. "Because I'm a woman" she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will".......... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason" was all his dad could say........
For Some One Special
What I LOVE ABOUT YOU i love the way you look at me your eyes so bright and blue i love the way you kiss me your lips so soft and smooth i love the way you make me so happy and the way you show you care i love the way you say i love you and the way your always there i love that you are with me and glad that you are with me A geltle word like a spark of light illuminates my soul and as each sound goes deeper its you that make me whole there is no corner no dark place your love cannot fill and if the world starts causing waves its your devotion that makes them still and yes you always speak to me in sweet honesty and truth your caring keart keeps out the rain your love the ultimate roof so thank you my love for being there for supporting me my life ill do the same for you you know my beautiful darling baby and soo my darling wife I LOVE YOU since you came into my life ive looked forward to each sunrise the early moring wit
My Home Girl
PLEASE GO AND SHOW MY DAUGHTER ,WHO IS A TRUE HERO.I LOVE HER AND AM SO PROUD OF HER AND THANKS TO ALL OF YOU HAVE RATED AND COMMENTED ON HER , MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YA:) JUST CLICK ON THE PIC:) I WANT YA ALL TO KNOW AND MEET MY DAUGHTER ALLY SHE IS IN THE HOTTEST GIRL ON CHERRY TAP PLEASE FEEL FREE TO GO AND RATE HER AND COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YA LIKE SHE IS BEHIND A 1000 COMMENTS SHE NEEDS THIS AND DESERVES IT PLEASE IF YA ARE A FRIEND OF MINE REPOST OR VOTE OR COMMENT ON HER SHE IS A ANGEL AND I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.. CHECK OUT HER PROFILE AND FRIEND HER FAN HER AND COMMENT HER//SHE IS MY BABY AND I LOVE HER AND SHE IS A BLESSING IN MY LIFE... GOD BLESS YOU AND MAY GOD BLESS HER AND MY GRANDDAUGHTER BRYNDOLYNN DESIREE.. THANK YOU MY FRIENDS AND FANS AND FAMILY..PEACE N LOVE SHASH:) ?u=124155&i=4066454401" target=_blank>
Whats On My Mind....
Every girl wants that... perfect guy, the right kind of guy, to make them, feel alive... with they're lies... perfect lover, best friend, brother... but daddy under the covers... and after all of this time, i think i've finally discovered, that... all you need, are the right lines, a few white lies, and that look.... in your eyes... perfect lover, best friend, brother, daddy under the covrs... and after all of this time, i think i've finally discovered... that... i could never be, someone that somebody loves... i'm too honest to be, something somebody wants... i'm too good at being me, and that just not enough... so i think that i'm saying... that i finally give up... I'm not good enough for you anymore i onece was someone special but now i'm just a whore, now i'm so easy for you to ignore, would you tell me what i fucking ment to you before! im not worth anything, in my own fucking head! just a fucking disease to be passed on
Ignorant People Should Be Shot!
Billie Holiday awakes from a long night of drug induced satisfaction with a hangover of stifled emotions. A train wreck smashing through the back secluded walls of your mind. Question life's choices and you have no hand in the matter. Things begin to suddenly come together to only have your heart ripped out through your mouth. A girl that was raped, sitting in the corner of a room with razors for thoughts. Just when all your romantic dreams come true the reality slaps you in the face and you wake up in the middle of a TV show about dysfunctional families. Betrayed by yourself to save the faith of your new born enemies that were once friends. Mistaken game of Russian Roulette turned on your close family. A soundtrack of evolution to your inner downfalls of revolution. Achievements & Failures. Happy now! Currently listening : Not Fucked Enough By The Reatards Release date: By 27 September, 2005 23 points ov Light By: Coyote305 1)Every Man and Every Woman is a Star 2)N
Little This And Little That
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. Yo
Blabber..
Here we go, once again, I venture on to Fubar and the site has changed. Wtf, man? Seriously, this is fucking gay!! Its looking like Facebook. Every site, it seems, is changing and looking more and more like Facebook and I'm really getting sick of it!! I personally think the makers/owners of this site should just go back to good ol' CherryTAP -
Survey
I came up with this survey in my own sick little mind. Since I only have girls on my friends list this is pretty much for the girls, so have fun and tell the truth. Copy and paste this so you can answer the questions. Get to know you
Wtf Is This One Now????
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You? David -- [adjective]:100% kinky 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Ok..this just getting more ridiculous...WTF is up with these people...
Dangerous Darkness
I awoke to a drip of dew falling off the rose you pushed up to my nose. But I was not awake in my body. I was outside looking down. You were watching me. You took a step back. A single tear fell from your eye. You reached down and grabbed me and screamed my name as if you were mad at me. There is something so wrong and so right. I am drawn in by this beautiful light, I want to go into the light. But I hear your horrified voice I can't bear to be with out you so I travel towards you. I long to feel you once again pressed against me. I love you more than you will ever know. Now please just hold me and let me breath again. I am awakened with you making my quiver. You look deeply into my eyes and gently kiss me. You kiss me so long and deep that you automatically put me into eaze. My breaths are slowing down and more relaxed. I am learning your smell. You are taking my breast and squeezing them so easily with your huge muscline hands. Cuppling them. You reach down and start suckling my ni
The Real Me
i dont need a boss some one to tell me to so this or to do that! i dont need a "so called" friend some one who claims to have ma back then turn around and stab me in it i dont need alot of people in ma life tellin me what what i need to do i dont need a nigga who's gonna claim that he loves me and then go sleep wit every mary tammy and jane i dont need family tryna run ma life, startin drama and all that i dont need love smootherin me, lyin to me, tyin me down and all that but i will tell you what i do need space....space for maself to be free and not crowded time....time for me to be ma self i just need to be ma self and stop bein who every one else wants me to be! I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I lo
Miscellaneous
The History of Saint Valentine's Day Valentinus, the man whom the Roman Catholic Church credits as Saint Valentine, was a physician and priest who resided in Rome during the third century AD. He assisted the Roman martyrs during the Christian persecution under Emperor Claudius II, who ordered all citizens of Rome to worship the complete pantheon of gods and goddesses. Those who failed to comply with this religious decree were punished by death. Valentinus was arrested and imprisoned for his Christian faith and belief in the One True God. He tried unsuccessfully to convert the emperor, who condemned Valentinus to death on February 14, 270 AD. While imprisoned, Valentinus converted his jailer by restoring the sight of the jailer's daughter, Julia, who was born blind. On the eve of his death, Valentinus wrote a note to Julia, telling her to stay close to God. He signed it, from your Valentine. In 496 AD, Pope Gelasius marked February 14th as a day of celebration in honour of Valenti
Kat Is My Life!!!
***** THE GARDEN ***** LIFE IS GARDEN WITH MANY PLOTS SOME OF THEM WELL PLANTED AND GREEN OTHERS ARE BROWN,DEAD AND DIEING,SAD MY LIFE,MY GARDEN HAS LONG BEEN DEVOID OF LIFE OR LIGHT,BARREN AND DEAD NO WARMTH,NO SUN,NO BEAUTY THEN YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE SENT BY GOD,BRINGING MY GARDEN TO LIFE WITH THE WARMTH OF YOUR HEART A SEED WAS PLANTED WITH TENDER CARE THAT SEED TOOK ROOT AND WITH THE SHEER WILL OF YOUR SPIRIT GROWTH BEGAN,A BLOSSUM APPEARED,LIFE SPRANG FORTH,YOUR SMILE SUSTAINED THAT LIFE THROUGH THE BEAUTY OF YOUR EYES THE GARDEN EXPLODED INTO BLOOM,BREATHTAKING WITH COLOR,LIFE AND BEAUTY,A ONCE BARREN AND COLD PLACE IS NOW FULL OF LIFE,HOPE AND PEACE MY GARDEN HAS BEEN BLESSED BY AN ANGEL A WOMAN,YOU,NOW WE CAN WALK THROUGHT THE GARDEN YOUR LOVE CREATED AND ENJOY IT AS ONE FOR IT TOOK A WOMAN,AN ANGEL TO GIVE LIFE TO MY SAD,DEAD GARDEN,THAT WOMAN IS YOU KATHLEEN MY KAT,MY LOVE TH
New Year Poem
one day i sat and wrote a letter to a very special person someone i wanted to so much hold and keep near someone i truley felt close to i used show her how much i cared never did tell her what i was truley feeling always kept inside then one day i decided to tell but not with word of mouth but upon paper these words expressed more than i could ever say told her i felt like nothing ever mattered when she was arond how she made my mind swirl with exciment my soul soared on the highest plain not a care in the world and i felt it was the time to say the words that all must keep in untill time is right i love you were them but suddenly it was to late an obsticale fell in the way things moved a differant direction and there was no exit just turning back and find a new begining time goes on and so does life never knowing what could have been but each day i hadnt forgtten her still think of her forever burned into my mind and well as for that letter that i wrote to give her i
My First Blog...ummmm.....yeah
http://www.craigslist.org/about/best/tor/339726701.html More truth. Check it out. This goes out to all the people here on CherryTap that are ardent supporters of the military. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support. I don't think people realize how much it means to us to know that there are people that support us the way you do. There is a video that I have seen on a couple people's profiles of some troops walking into an airport with their duffle bags on their backs. People who were going about their business stop and stand up and start clapping for them. Well, that really happens and I have been fortunate enough to experience it myself a few times. There are moments in your life that will remain with you forever and those ones will stay with me forever. Even now, just thinking about it gets me choked up. The feelings that go through you when that happens cannot be described, and could never be forgotten. These are people like you, the ones who support the
Yay.
So Chase Tower is awesome. Kevin, the guy that interviewed me, said that a lot of really important people go through there. FBI, Secret Service, High Ranking Judges, "Rock stars", the mayor, the governor, people like that. So I'm pretty excited. I went up to the "High Roller's" floor, where people hold half a million dollar wedding receptions, and where famous people eat. Oh my god, it is so nice up there. I start training on Tuesday. I got all my paperwork and stuff done today. All I need to find is my high school diploma and take two tests online. Easy stuff. Sammy is happy. =] Copy and paste if you care to see where I work. http://www.endeavor-re.com/office/ChaseTower/ChaseTower.html iim drunk. some one help me. Being single sucks. I'm gonna try to get out there and see what happens. No real hopes, but I'm gonna try. Wish me luck
Jacob's Blogs
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com jacob will go to jail for ... Stealing condoms from the grocery store 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Jacob's sexual nickname: "Bum Tickler" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
Alone
so here i sit all alone with no one that i know to tell me they love me or hold me in their arms at night. at times I look back on my life and wonder where things went wrong and ponder how to make my life better. MIssing and loveing the girl I have not yet meet and don't know how to tell her my true feelings, scared I will scare her if I tell her how I truly feel knowing we have not yet meet and confused by the fact that I have atleast one other option but not sure if I want to ventrue sown that road. Knowing and doing are two things I don't know how to do cuse of the fear of rejection that I face if she knows how I feel if she doenst have the same feelings for me, so my only action is to sit and wait for the ay i get to meet her and hope she likes me the same way I like her. I'm sad now cause I want you so bad I'm sad now cause I can't be with you I'm sad now cause I need you I'm sad now cause I have to sleep alone I'm sad now cause we're not together. Rachael I love you more than any
A Woman's Thoughts! (not Really For The Men)
Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. T
Merkurace
So why is it when a love one are some one you love tells u i will never leave u they leave like in a week are days? Ok then why do people ak like your friends and u do so much 4 them but when it comes down to u they don't do a dam thing why is that ? I have a better one why is it when u go out with someone they tell u the sweets things but when u break up they bad mouth the hell out of u . What happen to the sweet thigs??? Please feel free to comment People say 2 me all the time love its the best thing in the hole earth but why do's it hurt so bad when no one loves you . So tell me people my do we need love ???? Life can be sad but with good friend life can be better. So when u feel down just trun to a good friend.
Just Hello
Headedto the Grand Canyon and snow for the Weekend bye love ya all Butch you Know everybody wants points: Well not everybody;How about a true friend,a wife a fuck buddy something usefull in your life;OOOPS How about love;dam i said it Just a sexy hello to all
Erotic (
§ΤĥεỮńĽōνέ燐†~The Ink Freak®~ sent you Strawberries with Whipped Cream I wrote: "Luv Ya! Lick, Lick, BITE! Her Reply: DO BETTER! My Reply: Pulls your hair, don't try and boss me around! Takes both you hands and feet, ties you to the bed. I'll do better. I then proceed to fill your wet pussy with strawberries, then the redi whip bikini is applied, all the way from your front up to you tiny little asshole. Then I begin to lick as you squirm from orgasm after orgasm! You scream so loud I must place a gag on your mouth.............. Her Reply: ummmm,...i like ThePoet is holding an “EROTIC POETRY CONTEST” Cum on and read some great “Erotic Stories” Just click the link below To comment on mine. Follow the link below to read my story http://cherrytap.com/blog/40786 I woke up and found her head lying on my chest. She was still asleep. The sunlight was coming through the window and was shining on the
Dark_angel
She can’t see the lies, nor feel the tears. Her heart singed by pain, hidden for years. Torture brought on by her brother’s mistake. She silently screams, driven by hurt she can’t take. Hidden pills though out her room. The people and doctors say they’ll only bring doom. A secret blade under is hidden under her floor. She cuts to see blood, until she can’t bare to look anymore. Self injured and bruised, she lays on the floor. Though she still hasn’t noticed that he’s walked through the door. A look of shock crosses his face. A new found emotion he can’t seem to place. Her friend is confused, and her badly inside. She just wanted to hurt, never wanted to die. Hoping that she would not draw her last breath, He rushes her to the hospital to prevent her death. Awaking next morning, seeing her friend Ben. He looks at her pleading, “please don’t do that againg.” Sitting in a corner, Darkness covers the walls. In desolation, the screams well up insi
Jenn's Ramblings
****Types of Pussy**** LAZY PUSSY - This is when there is no movement on the woman's part >except trying to stop full thrust of the dick into the pussy. She says faster, faster but still is not putting any effort into the action at hand. THE WENDY"S WINDOW PUSSY - This is the girl you pick up around 12:30a.m when everyone is sleeping and she knows that you are coming so she is waiting by the door. You don't have to beep the horn or call her from the car cause she knows the deal. She usually is not the best looking girl. You are never seen with this girl in public places and you hate that >she mentions your name to her friends. There is no reason to ask how your day was because it is too late for conversation. It is all agreed upon before she evens gets into the car. Nine out of ten times, there is no talk of relationship, because that might spoil the mood. THE CONQUERED PUSSY - This is the girl who teased you for about two or three years and finally you get your chance and you
Random
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him, 'I don't understand,' he said, His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will,'
Poems
I like it when it's wet I like it when it's dry On womens backs And on their thighs I've seen it on gals I've seen it on guys Sometimes you can see it Sometimes it hidden from the eyes Some is colorful Some is black and white It causes pain for some Others delight For me it's just begun For I still have more INK to be done For all those who don't know and those who do To this single thing I am very new My marriage is over, she says she has nothing left for me But I know in her heart I still make her happy Pain and Torment I have felt both But I have friends who give me hope Hope that the future is bright But what she is doing still isn't right I must come to a resolve Must move on for me, but remember our love Make sure my children are well And continue to move through this hell Down the road I will find someone new But what I feel for her, will for someone else will never shine through Now I say as I close this Passage Love is the best feeling i
Tiffany
http://www.surveyteam.com/?refID=73591 This one was really weird. I was with matt but we had a baby and we were teaching him to swim at this really different place. All my old friends from school were there. but towards the end of the dream Matt wasn't anywhere to be found, I don't even remember thinking about him. Our baby wasn't around either. It was just me, and my old friends in the commons of our high school doing homework and eating pizza. What could that mean? I kinda think that the beginning was about me wanting to have a baby. I know Im only 19 but they are so cute that I want one myself. Or it could mean I miss hanging out with all of my friends. I really do miss that. What do you guys think? Im bored out of my mind. I need something to do. It's almost 9 in the morning and I just put my boyfriend Matt to bed. He came home at 7 in the morning from the bar/party...I don't know what to do about that. I can't sleep without him so as usual I didn't get much sleep and
Food Chain Evolution
You have such a Lovely face Your feeling rearanges my insides Like the board game Operation If we were in the sky We'd be the perfect Constelation Lighting me along my way This journey before me Today I hope you wont take offense to this But May I kiss your lips? Something about you Don't know what it is, But its kind of like that Feeling when you say you wanna have kids Your eyes give me a Sense of being, but Your smile gives me A sense of meaning I hear your heartbeats You help me pump mine Giving me purpose Can you remember That time we cried? If you do, then you Can tell me how I died. Dead once I was born But when were together I feel so alive When I breathe your breath Mixed with mine I inhale every breath you Give me... I can see it Projecting from your eyes This Passion we share This Love divine Oblivious oblivion Oblivious oblivion Oblivious oblivion Stay with me watching the sunrise Harmony is ying-y
More Thoughts
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It almost seemed impossible That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun w
Happenings
I ran out of comments last night and haven't gotten them back yet so I've been studying for a test in business communication tonight. I know I'll have some catching up to do. Wish me luck on the test. See ya later tonight. Eddy I just wanted to put this out there for those posting surveys and questionnaires. This is not ‘MySpace,’ CT is a site for adults. For the most part I have not answered these items if I did answer I have tried to avoid giving the brutally honest answers that people who know me are used to. After careful consideration I have decided that if you send one of these things to me I’m going to respond. My response will be honest and to the point. If you are easily offended don’t ask me a question that you may not be ready to hear the answer to. I try and respect everyone on CT but these items are getting annoying. If you don’t respond people complain. If you respond, and do so honestly, you upset people. Well… I believe it is better to beg forgiveness than
Fun
Hey folks, just wanted to drop a line to you all and let you know that I'm not avoiding you. We are still shoveling out from a minor blizzard, and the biggest thing right now is that a couple of days ago I had Lasik surgery on my eyes. My vision is awesome, I would highly recommend the surgery to everyone! My eyes are still adjusting and trying to read the small print in the shoutbox is a real pain. So if you shout at me, I'm not ignoring you, it's just agravating trying to read all the little type. This should go away in a few days after my eyes fully adjust. Hope everyone is having a blast! You scored as Guardian Angel. You were a guardian angel! Before you were sent down to Earth to live and be tested, you were a beautiful guardian angel who faught off evil and protected humans even the ones who didnt deserve it. You risked everything to protect them because for some reason you just naturally had a fondness of them. Humans felt protected when you were around even though they couldn
4otmcoste
COURT ORDER YOU ARE ACCUSED OF CRAWLING MY HEART AND HIJACKING MY SMILE,LOVE, AND MY SOUL WITH YOUR CUTENESS AND SWEETEST HOW DID YOU PLEAD GUILTY !!!! YOU SENTENCED TO MY BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE NO BAIL !!!! PLEASE SENT TO 10 OF YOUR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME TO SEE IF YOU ARE LOVED It's time for my to amend and fix my friend list. If you want to stay on my friends list then sent me a private message or profile comment. Thank you very much COURTORDER!!!You're accused of crawling in my heart---hijacking my smile with cutiness. HOW DU YOU PLEAD "GUILTY" you are sentenced. to be my best friend for life NO BAIL!!! Pleased sent to 10 of your friends including me!!! Get 10 back!!! your friendships truely is worth keeping.
Funny
German Man Chainsaws House In Half In Divorce Split A 43-year-old German decided do something many other men have only thought about, he settled his imminent divorce by literally chainsawing the family home in two and making off with his half in a forklift truck. The trained mason measured the single-storey summer house -- which was about 8 meters long and 6 meters wide -- before chainsawing through the wooden roof and walls to create two halves. Police in the eastern town of Sonneberg said: "The man said he was just taking his due. But I don't think his wife was too pleased". After finishing the job, the man picked up his half with the forklift truck and drove to his brother's house where he has been staying since. Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and
Poem Of The Day
What do you do? When your heart is aching and you feel there is no way out What do you do? When you're feeling lonely and you feel your love has been blown away and you really don't know if you should stay What do you do? When you know that your love is on the line and you're not feeling so fine When you feel insecure because of bitter words and you're really not sure What do you do? When your love feels as though it has drained away and your heart is in dismay and you really don't know how to mend it you just don't know what to say What do you do? When you come to no understanding and you don't want your love to slip away you don't want to have a ending What do you do? When you're thinking "Where did I go wrong" and you're listening to your favorite songs When he's out there and your in here and there is silence between the two What do you do? When he comes in and he sits next to you and he says "I have to say a few" What do you do? Well, I can say a wor
Random Thoughts
This is going to be a very sad Christmas. My little ferret Rascal passed away last night. She was my special little girl. She wasn't feeling well the past few days and last night was her final fight. I found her lying still and unresponsive in her igloo. I wrapped her in a towel and heating pad and held her in my arms. I gave her some water by eyedropper to try and get her to drink, and she did a little. After about an hour of talking to her and snuggling her, she started to come around a little. Her breathing got stronger and she even lifted her head a little and chattered to me in her little ferret way. But then after a few short moments of that, she started to decline again. I held her close and talked to her and scratched her favorite itchy-spot on her shoulders for another 20 minutes before she quietly slipped from this life into the next. I buried her out back under my favorite apricot tree. She always liked to nibble on her dried apricots. She was a very old girl.
Koby's Drunken Lullabies
So yeah. Jo invited me to this thing. I remember when everyone called her Joannie. Gimme dat cherry shit! Koby "I got 99 problems and a bitch ain't one." - Jay-Z, "99 Problems", The Black Album Koby And I'm not exactly a great craftsman. Holla back! Koby
Anarchy
What's deserved Always gets served. The circled-A is even more famous than the Black and Red-and-Black flags as an anarchist symbol (probably because it lends itself so well to graffiti). According to Peter Marshall the "circled-A" represents Proudhon's maxim "Anarchy is Order." [Demanding the Impossible p. 558] Peter Peterson also adds that the circle is "a symbol of unity and determination" which "lends support to the off-proclaimed idea of international anarchist solidarity." ["Flag, Torch, and Fist: The Symbols of Anarchism", Freedom, vol. 48, No. 11, pp. 8] However, the origin of the "circled-A" as an anarchist symbol is less clear. Many think that it started in the 1970s punk movement, but it goes back to a much earlier period. According to Peter Marshall, "[i]n 1964 a French group, Jeunesse Libertaire, gave new impetus to Proudhon's slogan 'Anarchy is Order' by creating the circled-A a symbol which quickly proliferated throughout the world." [Op. Cit., p. 445] This is not t
Lyrics & Music
I'm not the man you see in all those movies Or read about in all those fashion magazines I won't build you monuments Or fill your purse with rubies Baby that's not me But I will hold you while you're sleeping And I will be there when you wake And we can fill up the whole world With all the love we make I may never be a man of great position Never be a new aged sensitive guy But I will hear you every time you shisper I'll feel it when you cry And I will hold you while you're sleeping And I will be there when you wake And we can fill the seven seas With all the love we make Till the last day of forever I know we'll be joined together And I will stand by you I'll be loving you And I will hold you while you're sleeping And I will be there when you wake And we can fill up the whole world With all the love we make All the love we make baby All the love we make
Rants
All of it. What the hell else are you doing? And before anyone wants to point fingers at sensationalism, take notes - research all information given... Katt Williams - Self Esteem Issues (Bitches!)Add to My Profile | More Videos I found this on my Passion Parties "Mom's" personal site... I've been addicted to listening to it EVERY SINGLE DAY I EVER FEEL like shit, or sorry for myself. I AM THE MOTHERFUCKIN SHIT
~heaven~sent~
I remember when danced beneath the old oak tree, hand in hand remembering the way we used to be. Kissing in the moonlight for the very first time, was an unspoken promise, between your heart and mine. You gave shelter to my soul from the frigid night air, as we swayed to the rhythm of my heart's answered prayer. From the warmth in your eyes I could suddenly see, that together we would dance for all eternity. Yes, I knew you were the one right from the very start, God made a perfect angel then placed you in my heart. Just a glimpse of our destiny on that magical night, would seal our love forever, and forever hold it tight. And I need you more now than I ever did then, you'll always be my lover and my very best friend. There's no other place that I would rather be then dancing with you, my angel beneath our memory tree. The Gift So many nights I lay here thinking why can't I find someone, why can't I be happy too In my mind I have
What Percing R U?
were in the team blast contest if u bomb me let me know and ill bomb for u thanks >:) come vote >:) everyone>:) Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?
What A Woman To Do
SMILING IS INFECTIOUS;YOU CATCH IT LIKE THE FLU,WHEN SOMEONE SMILED AT ME TODAY, I STARTED SMILING TOO. I PASSED AROUND THE CORNER AND SOMEONE SAW MY GRIN WHEN HE SMILED I REALIZED I'D PASSED IT ON TO HIM. I THOUGHT ABOUT THAT SMILE THEN REALIZED ITS WORTH,A SINGLE SMILE JUST LIKE MINE COULD TRAVEL ROUND THE EARTH. SO, IF YOU FEEL A SMILE BEGIN, DONT LEAVE IT UNDETECTED LET'S START AND EPIDEMIC QUICK, AND GET THE WORLD INFECTED! EVERYONE NEEDS A SMILE!!!! THIS IS WHAT I TOLD A VERY SPECIAL PERSON IT TAKE MORE TIME AN MUSCLES IN UR FACE TO FROWN THEN JUST TO SMILE AN MAKE IT A MUCH BETTER LIFE. CAN YOU LOOK INTO SOMEONES EYES AN FALL FOR THEM? CAN YOU TALK AN KICK IT TILL YOU CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM? CAN YOU NOT NO WHAT YOUR FEELIN BUT NOITS SOMETHING IN THE MAKEIN? SHOULD YOU SET BACK AN LET IT GO AN SEE WHERE IT TAKES YOU? SHOULD YOU STOP IT BECAUSE YOU DONT NO WHAT IT MAY BRING? WHAT DO THE EYES REALLY SAY ? CAN YOU READ MY MINE? WHY IS IT THAT WOMEN ON LINE
Jeezits
I havent been on here in over a year.... I am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind. twisted and sick Dont be afraid. Just agree with me you know its right you know you want it dont try to make this all complicated its the most simple thing that there is the carnal side of human nature and its honest you know it feels too good to be sin spread your legs and open your mind you're dripping already so stop wasting time i am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind. twisted and sick dont be afraid. just agree with me you know its right and you know you want it tonight theres nothing we wont try from sweet soft lust to the darkest parts of our minds and its bad but so good the pain and the sweat and the cum what a mess its so good I wont allow safe words or limits tonight cuz youre mine all mine lets see how much more you can take spread your legs and open your mind you're soaking already so stop wasting time I am happiest when im filthy sex on my mind twis
I Did Not Vote For This Guy!
Whatsoever I've feared has Come to life Whatsoever I've fought off Became my life Just when every day Seemed to greet me with a smile Sunspots have faded And now I'm doing time Now I'm doing time Cause I fell on Black days I fell on Black days Whomsoever I've cured I've sickened now Whomsoever I've cradled I've put you down I'm a search-light soul they say But I can't see it in the night I'm only faking When I get it right When I get it right Cause I fell on Black days I fell on Black days How would I know That this could be my fate How would I know That this could be my fate So what you wanted to see good Has made you blind And what you wanted to be yours Has made it mine So don't you lock up something That you wanted to see fly Hands are for shaking No not tying No not tying I sure don't mind a change I sure don't mind a change Yeah, I sure don't mind I sure don't mind a change I sure don't mind a change But I fell on black da
Poems (volume 1)
DEAR FRIEND Who you are Is who I've come to know After you as a person Began to grow Looking at you Is like looking in a mirror And what you say Makes my life clearer It seems the good I've done You have always shared For this you know How much I've cared Things with meaning Are constantly in your presence Looking me in the eye We share a similar essence You know my thoughts After just one glance Letting you into my life Glad I gave it the chance There once was a time When you were strong and I was weak But your absolute trust Was what I would seek Whenever I felt small And the winds of change blew My life became significant With the presence of you I have your trust And you also have mine So now I truly know Everything is going to be just fine I have come to know this It will always be very true I seldom question myself Whenever I'm thinking of you I hang on your words Even the littlest of things you say It makes me feel happy
Bbws
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo
Link
Hey everyone, Just wanted to say hey to all of my friends. Hope all is going well. I finally got a break in work so figured I would drop you all a line or two. Hugsss to all my friends POOH@ CherryTAP POOH@ CherryTAP
Updated:)
new pics commmmmmmmment bitches:) You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Romantic Goth75%Perky Goff67%Old-school Goth58%Ethereal Goth54%Industrial/Rivet-Head54%Death Rocker50%Anything-Goes Goth50%Understanding Outsider38%Cyber-goth29%Fantasy Goth17%Confused Outsider
Random Ramblings
This makes me Sniffle..... A person like you Im lucky to have patient with me always more than I am myself so loving so beautiful so precious so sweet I long for the day when we finally meet a love that I have forever so true a place in my heart and soul for you how I deserve thee I do not know but Im thankful daily that by God's grace my Amie found me without you Im lost never being at piece adrift in my loneliness but I can take comfort every day I can smile for now I have you even across the miles that separate our bodies but never our hearts never shall you need never shall you want just say my name my love you shall have true,pure and unconditional My best friend and my sister my smile and my joy you will always have me through all that shall be Written by Jennifer Barrett,February 18,2007 for Amie,her BFF,her sister,her everything...I love you with all of my heart...I promise you'll always have me,thick and thin,no matter what**Mu
Today
I just wanted to remind everyone that today I will NOT be around as I am going out of town. I am going to the Toronto airport to pick my mom up. This is the first time I have seen her since September of 2004. I will not be around much tomorrow if any. I have lots of things to get done around my place help my mom get her stuff in order. I will get my comments done as soon as possible. I hope everyone has a great day and I will be back as soon as I can. I don't think I have ever gone a hole day with out being on ct all the time to check my messages and talk to my friends. Don't miss me to much everyone. Well I am off have to drop Tristen off at preschool then a quick run home to pick up my stuff then I am out of here. Have a great day take care all. Happy tapping Stay at home mom Well today is my young son Alexzander's birthday he is turning one. I can't believe how time flies by. He is my last kids I am not having anymore so each birthday he has is the last of that age for me. I guess
Poetry And Writing
yes, i am strange, but seriously... still life... did you actually read it? let me know- why? why not? do you think you learned anything about me? what is it? do you think you know what is mine, what is hers, what we share? have you ever looked into someones refrigerator and tried to figure out who they are? do i need more therapy? if these were painted on canvas would you stand and read them? do you think i stood in my kitchen and wrote all this stuff down? or do you think i made it up? when you look at your space what do you see of yourself? what do our possesions tell people about us? how well do you have to know someone to know what belongs to them and what doesn't? if someone found your wallet or bag, what would they think of you? if someone broke into your house, would they find you? if your housecleaner or one night stand needed a snack and rifled your kitchen, what would they learn about you? if someone ran out of toilet paper
Scottie's Pet Door
Whew! I've just finished my 24 HOUR LONG CQ duty. It's basically just sitting at the front desk of where we live and keeping the peace. Damn it's boring! I also have staff duty on monday, but I got Tuesday off. Good news is that it's over with and I can get back to enjoying the weekend. But 1st I need some sleep. Thanks for all my new visitors. I promise I'll check you all out when I wake up. That's all I got for now. Nighty night! 1st of all hello to all my fan/friends. Sorry that I haven't been too responsive to all of the ratings that you have sent me, so I hope you are online Friday night, (German time), because I plan on buying a happy hour dedicated to all of my friends, family, and fans. You all deserve it. See ya then. Sorry for being out for awhile. The guy who I stealing internet connection from was late paying his bill. What a cheap bastard! J/K :P Well, anyways, I'm back online now and I'm picking up where I left off. Later!
Poems
The same song, but a different melody...sung slightly off key.. The same color, but a different shade...not quite as pretty.. The same style, but a different size...it doesn't fit right anymore.. The same words, but different meaning...they have lost their passion.. The same hearts, but different paths...they have lost their way... The same moonlit sky, never changing...ever beautiful... Lead them back home. All my life I've spent searching for the pieces, The missing pieces that would make me whole again. Every time I thought I found something, In just a moment it was gone, Tearing more pieces of the puzzle away. Before I met you there was purpose but no reason, There was vision but no clarity, There was time but no fulfillment, There was love but no passion, There was existence but no life. I have found the missing pieces in your heart. Were they there all along? I may never know. Within you I have found the trust, the jo
Dare To Dream
Had to make it look like I own it ;) I don't really know if I know how this all works but I think my "friends" (fans and family) get notification of my blog entries ...so if ya haven't been back to my page, you should come and check it out now that it's more complete :) Hey to all my new friends that have been missing me that past couple of days. Went for what was supposed to - oh about a six or seven hour trip - and it turned into a two day event lol We headed out to Brandon (about 2 1/2 hrs outta Winnipeg) for a family event and left pretty much on time as planned ...was near the end of the day ...dusk. By the time night fell completely we couldn't see a thing on the highway. Snowing and blowing snow ...I swear couldn't see a foot in front of the car. The driver said, nope, not driving in this - which was good - cuz I woulda suggested we stop if he didn't. My boys were in the car, no reason to risk anything. So we stopped in a nearby one-horse kinda town. This was a novelty
Thoughts And Daily Ramblings
please go vote me as this is my first 2 things entered and could use your help. click the 2 photos below to go and comment on me as as much as possible to win. all help appreciated and favors will be returned if any of you ever need help. thanks so much and comment me thanks i am at a crossroads in my life right now. confused, mad, sad, angry, just not at one thing, but several different ones. I consider myself to be a good person. I do what i can for people and try my best at all that i do, but i see things as wrong and right in life and there is no in betweens. I am a very honest person and always have been told that this is the best policy. I am beginning to wonder if it is, as it gets me nothing more then confused. You know i think i have lots of great qualitys for someone, but when i just try to be honest with people, then they dont seem to like that. thats ok i guess as that is them. The things that confuses me in this life is people always say how they want bette
My Blog
How a blonde handles an emergency stop. A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day. So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. She takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats, exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It was not very long before a police car arrives. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. "Well, what are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the Officer... "Oh, those are my emergenc Only In Wal-Mart > > I like this greeter's sence of humor! > > A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walks into Wal-Mart with > her two kid
Help Stop Child Abuse
National Center for Missing & Exploited Children We are just a group of friends with the idea of helping to keep kids safe on the internet, and off, in anyway needed. Children must be protected at all costs. Child predators are becoming outrageous. Lets help put an end to the suffering and abuse of children. **We are not a branch of, or affiliated with K.O.T. in anyway.** (So no drama needed) ------------- "Our By Laws" *Repost Any and All Amber Alert Bulletins! (if you would like the Amber Alerts downloaded to your computer, contact Venus or Just Meee for info on how to get it) *Report child abuse and neglect to the proper authorities anytime you see it. (On line or off) *Report any suspected minors on any adult sites you may see them on, to the proper authority.(do not tell the minors what you are doing! they will change Id's, or hide!) *Report any child pornography you may find anywhere, to the proper authorities. *Do not post any minor children in a bulletin or blog.(
You Know You Drink Too Much When....
~Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream. ~The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. ~The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar ~When you go to donate blood and they ask what proof? ~You think the Four Basic Food Groups are Caffeine, Nicotine, Alcohol, and Hotties. ~You have a "happy hour" at home ~When you are sober, people ask you what's wrong? ~You spend all night making a board game called Alcohol Land ~Although you drove home the other night you can't remember how you got home or where you parked your car ~"Hi ocifer. I'm not under the affluence of incohol." ~Your favorite drink is ethanol. ~"Why does everybody think I have a prinking droblem?! - I don't have a prinking droblem!" ~"I don't have a drinking prob..pleb..prub.. ~*hic* Pash me another, tarbender." ~You can spend a whole night holding up walls to prevent their (your) collapse. ~You instinctively know where the alcohol is in a store you've never been in
Life
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to f
Tehe
ok to all my family fiends and fans i say wooooohoooooo me and ninja bob are expecting our 3rd child so say some prayers if your in to that keep us in your thoughts if your not and hope we get to see this one born.MMFCL TO ALL P.S, i so sleepy so if this looks like crud who gives a flying f^&( well to those of you who dont know me and my hubby are having a baby and we just found out it will be a girl we are due dec 24 2007 so all of yall pls keep us in mind love me
Baby
My son Tre the 7 month old just broke his first tooth through today...FINALLY! lol Tre Dillon Born: January 17, 2007 Weight: 6 pounds 1 and a half ounces Height: 19 inches Time: 1:13pm Place: Magic Valley Hospital Mother is doing ok. She is still in recovery from the C-section. She is at home now and is tired most of the time but loves the precious gift God has given her. Tre has already shown signs of being a mom's boy and is loving every minute of it. Even the many times he wakes up during the night. She will have pictures posted as soon as she can. Thanks everyone for your caring words, thoughts and prayers. I believe whole heartedly that there is someone out in this world that is ment for us or as close to being ment for us as possible. the question is are we truly opening our hearts and minds to them or are we closing them off and looking past them with just a smile because maybe they don't meet our look standards or maybe they don't have the money in their lives like we
Thank You Catlady
A BIG THANK YOU TO MY FRIEND CATLADY . THANKS FOR THE RATINGS AND THE 11'S TOO . YOU HELPED ME REACH THE NEXT LEVEL . Hey Friends & Fans , I decided to clean out my friends & fans in here because I have friends & fans that never ever speak to me or rate me at all. I like a friend to be a friend , not just to be added on as a friend to get points & expecting me to rate them . Most of my friends are wonderful , so just I'm getting rid of people thats just sitting in my list for nothing . So , To my true friends & fans , Thanks Yall are the best!!! Love ya , Lisa Hi Friends , Oh , I have a joke thats at number 1 in top stashes , then in the jokes section . If anyone hasnt already rated it , please do so , so I can keep it at the top . To yall who rated it thanks so much . Its the fruitcake lady joke. Watch it if you haven't already . Shes so funny. Thanks Yall !!!! Lisa
Randomness Is Grand
I close my eyes and I smile Knowing that everything is all right To the core, so close that door Is this happening? My breath is on your hair I'm unaware that you opened the blinds And let the city in God, you held my hand, and we stand Just taking in everything Chorus: And I knew it from the start So my arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach And we're, we're trying so hard not to fall asleep Here we are on this 18th floor balcony We're both flying away So we talk about moms and dads About family pasts Just getting to know where we came from Our hearts were on display for all to see I can't believe this is happening to me And I raise my hand As if to show you that I was yours That I was so yours for the taking I'm so yours for the taking and That's when I felt the wind pick up I grabbed the rail while choking up These words to say and then you kissed me Chorus: Yeah, I knew it from the start My arms are open wide Your head is on my stomach A
Lost
When god calls little children to dwell with him above,We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love.For no heartache compares with the death of one small childwho does so muchto make our world seem wonderful and mild.Perhaps god tires of calling the aged to his Fold, so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them ,and so he takes but a few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.Beleiving this is difficult, still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be goodbye.So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize God loves children Angels are hard to find . My Little Angel may you rest in Peace. Gage Anthoney Love Nanna WHY DO WE STILL LIVE IN THE DARK AGES ???? I READ A POST THAT WAS HORRID ...... HOW DARE ANYONE JUDGE ???? EVERYONE BLEEDS RED LAST TIME I CHECKED ..... HATERS BEWARE ...... GOD LOVES EVERYONE AND DOES NOT JUDGE BY COLOR OR RACE OR CREED... GIVE IT UP WILL YOU ????? THERE IS ENO
Erotic Stories I Wrote... What Do You Think?
Having so much trouble posting this story... Think it is too long for one post... Please read the entire story if I can get it posted... Would love suggestions to make it better... “The Barn” The door opens and I watch as a handsome, tall man enters wearing Wrangler jeans, a black t-shirt, rattle skin boots, and a black Stetson hat, and I just stared. The five o’clock shadow gives him such a masculine look. I knew he was coming tonight, but oh my, wasn’t quite ready for the presence that exuded from his walk. He spoke to many as he headed my way. I just waited patiently at the bar for his arrival, sipping on my drink. Ginger, my friend, and I continued our conversation. Within a few minutes, I felt his hands wrap around my waist from behind and his hot breath on the nape of my neck, and then his soft lips placed a kiss there. “Hello, darling,” he said in his rich warm voice. It sent shivers down my spine. I was in heaven. He took a seat next to me and orde
Things That Make Me Go Hmmm...
Cuttin' through the darkest night in my two headlights Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here to the twilight There's a dead end to my left, there's a burning bush to my right You aren't in sight, you aren't in sight Do you want me, like I want you? Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky? Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by? Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye? Was that you passing me by? Mothers on the stoop, boys in souped-up coupes on this hot summer night Between fight and flight is the blind man's sight and the choice that's right I roll the window down, feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town Feel broken down, I feel broken down Do you need me, like I need you? Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky? Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by? Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye? Was that you passing me by? Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow Swee
All Blogs
Sillyhow Stride Paul Muldoon I I want you to tell me if, on Grammy night, you didn’t get one hell of a kick out of all those bling-it-ons in their bullet-proof broughams, all those line-managers who couldn’t manage a line of coke, all those Barmecides offering beakers of barm – if you didn’t get a kick out of being as incongruous there as John Donne at a Junior Prom. Two graves must hide, Warren, thine and mine corse who, on the day we met, happened also to meet an individual dragging a full-length cross along 42nd Street and kept mum, each earning extra Brownie points for letting that cup pass. The alcoholic knows that to enter in these bonds is to be free, yeah right. The young John Donne who sets a Glock on his dish in the cafeteria knows that, even as he plots to clean some A&R man’s clock, his muse on dromedary trots to the Indias of spice and mine and the Parsi Towers of Silence, even as he buses his tray with its half-eate
This Is Real Life
Honestly, it's hard to believe it's been one year. Exactly. To the day. One year. It feels like it's been so much longer, like I've been alone and aching forever. And like it was only yesterday at the sametime. It's the odd sense of time that only comes with greif and despair. A severe loss, half of myself torn from the world. My heart is missing a piece of itself, and it's a rip that will never heal. I'm not sure I'm even making sense at this point. Then again, I'm not sure I care about making sense to anyone except myself. Because this? This isn't for you. Really, it's not. This is for me, for my own sanity. If you read it, more power to you. I think I'm going to make this a letter to him, because I feel like I need to do this. Right after he passed, I wrote him every few days. But I stopped because, well, it hurt to much. And I knew I didn't have to write anything for him to hear me. I just had to talk. I know that's still true, but every now and then, you just need to put things do
My Thoughts
why must i always do this to myself, it really not good for my health. I try to show eveyone around, that im not fool but my hands are bound. By my own fear of fucking that up as well, shhh... quite im sure no one will tell. Living each day tring to make the best of whats to come, to much, to fast, forget this im done out from the ashes a baby phonix arises to emerge in life, like that phonix i rose from the ashes of pain and strife. a new love a new chance to live like i once had before, she came and picked me off from the floor. she has givin me a new reason to face each day with new ambitions and dreams, so together we'll just go down togher the unknown life stream There's something about my love, it seem's never ending, with you around now all it wants to keep on sending. From near death you took my heart and did all its critical mending, I'm stronger now, so peaceful that my heart has no pain pending. When you gave me your heart and part of your soul, that day i became
Huh
An 18 year old girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for 2months. Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant. Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says "Who was the pig that did this toyou? I want to know!" The girl picks up the phone and makes a call. Half an hour later a Ferrari stops in front of their house, a mature and distinguished man with gray hair and impeccably dressed in an Armani suit steps out of the Ferrari and enters the house. He sits in the living room with the father, mother and the girl, and tells them: "Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem. I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge. I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life. Additionally, if a girl is born I will bequeath her 2 retail stores, a townhouse, a beachfront villa and a $2,000,000 bank account. If

My phone is working again! Apparently it decided to be possesed for a few hours. Technology confuses me sometimes. My phone has died yet again! If you have my phone number, call me and leave a message with your number because I have lost everyones numbers yet again! I just got a phone call from my mother, my brother is in the hospital. Apparently he has some kind of blood condition where he has too much protein in his blood. They don't know what is causing this but if they don't take care of it his organs will start to fail. The only way they can get rid of the protein is to take all of his blood out and cleanse it. My friend is instructing me that they do this through some kind of machine. The whole thought is freaking me out and I am so worried that something will happen to my only brother. My mom says he should be okay but I can tell by the sound of her voice she is not so convinced of this herself. I truely believe that when it rains it pours. The only thing that keeps going throug
My Friends
well it saturday and i get my kids today so i wont be around much til sunday nite. but if any of you are bored stop by and toss me a few comments and rate the pic plez just click on the pic and i`ll be sure to help out the ppl who help me the contest is over at 3 pm todat and i`m about 5000 comments behind thank you and have a great weekend i`ll try to get online tonite after my kids are sleeping mike today i got a very sad phone call my kids live with there aunt, she called to tell me my son mikey who is only 7 years old is almost blind in 1 year. they figure about 90% blind.i was almost in tears when she told me this.i just cant believe 7 years old and almost blind in 1 eye. it tears me up cause my kids have not seen there mom in 3 mths.and the kids have been through enough. sry it`s just my thought on this. you all have a great nite mike
Plz Join The Sixth Sensehttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55083
Leave christmas gifts NOW THAT ROSS HAS GONE I WAS GOING TO LEAVE FUBAR AND MY LOUNGE AND MY YAHOO..HOWEVER AFTER RE-READING HIS LETTERS TO ME I REALIZE THAT HE WANTS ME TO GO ON AND BE HAPPY AND HE EVEN ASKED THAT I NOT LEAVE OR DELETE THE LOUNGE ....SO I GUESS U GUYS ARE STUCK WITH ME :-s I HAVE CHANGED MY LOUNGE TO THE 6TH SENSE DUNNO WHY BUT I JUST HAVE WOULD LOVE ALL THAT ARE MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS TO POP IN AND JOIN AND SAY HI EVERY NOW AND AGAIN ITS GONNA BE ROUGH NOW THAT HES GONE IM COUNTING ON JAY TO HELP ME THROUGH IT ALL SRY BUT HES THE ONE I FEEL CLOSEST TO AND I LOVE HIM SO HERES THE LINK TO THE THE NEW LOUNGE HURRY BY WILL PLAY ALL REQUESTS..AND ROSS WHEREVER U ARE U ARE IN MY HEART MY LOVE AND..MAY UR AFTERLIFE BRING TO YOU EVERYTHING THAT YOU DIDNT FIND IN THIS WORLD LOVE U ROSS ..DEBZXXXXXXhttp://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55083 Dj Deb 'Dj Deb" Dj OF sixth sense'
Fun Things!!
plllease comment and rate me thank you! just click the picture! Link to my newest contest entry (the blue eyez starts tomorrow Ill post a link to that one as well!!!! thanks everyone So today 2/10/07 my mini pin Zeusy started his beginner doggy training classes....I'll keep everyone posted on how it goes along the way! I hope they do us some good with his socialization with people (men in general) and with his massive seperation anxiety issues!!!
Life
So Yeah.... I went to a friend from works wedding this weekend. Well it was a vow renewal. It was a beautiful ceremony. Her colors were yellow and white, and while the person "officiating" over it forgot to turn the mic off when she left the hall and pointed her mistakes out for everyone, it was awesome. You can tell that after being married 5 years that they still love and care VERY deeply for one another.... While I was sitting there I kept thinking about how much I want what they have. You know, someone who wants to be with me and only me, through the good and the bad. I wonder if I'll ever find that. Don't get me wrong. I love my life where it's at. I have a "new" job with one of the Subsidiaries and have the control that I've wanted. My new boss is AWESOME even when I bug him over the simplest things. Its also fun to bug the accountant....(don't think it fair that the accountant is a cutie, but yeah) I'm the only female in the department hell i am the AP department! ha ha ha! B
Pheremones
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Legends Of Long Ago
One red autumn, two brothers went on a hunting expedition for their tribe. They come to the source of the Penobscott river and there they stayed all winter. They had no woman with them to do all the tasks that make a hunter thankful. So most of the daily tasks fell upon the younger brother who said to his older brother, "I wish there were a woman in our wigwam to mend and cook, to sew and clean for us." "Well, our mother and sisters are at home, brother. We must do the best we can," replied the older brother. By the time spring came around, their snowshoes were broken and their moccasins were full of holes. One day, when the snow was still hard and icy, the younger brother came home to find that the wigwam was clean and tidy! A fire was burning and there was hot water already boiling in the pot. He said nothing to his brother, but the next day, he returned home early in order to spy on the wigwam. In the light of the dying sun, he saw a beautiful maiden step through the woods
Edfrogz Rambles
For many of you that's just a name, but for me that was my oldest son's name. He would be 11 today if he didnt' have krabbes disease and passed in September of 2001. No this isn't going to be a dark and depressing blog, its basically me getting out some of my juice instead of containing it and mulling it over for a build up and blow out of feelings. I always ask for this day off because its just not an easy thing to discuss with co-workers. They just don't get you, unless they lost a child of their own. Makes u in a club that isnt' exactly ur heart warming subject. No i didnt' go to therapy after the loss, and yes my marriage was over as well. But some people need help, I'm more of a person that does it on my own, i know what i need to do and just do it. Too many people use crutches to make it through life and i sort of like the obstacles that occur. They make me stronger and make life not so repetitive and boring. I have two boys that remind me of Anthoney...each having some
Poems
Edgar Allan Poe (1830) From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view. I feel so alone, like I’m the only person in the world who feels this way, and it doesn’t matter. It’s not important, maybe because I’m not important. Some days I don’t even know wh
Icp
Hosted by Insane Clown Posse with DJ Clay and featuring performances by Boondox, Wolfpac and Dead By Wednesday, this is one hell of a kick-off for the March 20th, 2007 release of ICP's next album, The Tempest! Also featuring JCW and as well as a massive line of Tempest merchandise, this is one party you don't want to miss out on! February 25, 2007: Cincinnati, OH @ Bogart's February 26, 2007: Cleveland, OH @ Agora Ballroom February 27, 2007: Grand Rapids, MI @ Intersection February 28, 2007: Minneapolis, MN @ First Avenue March 1, 2007: Kansas City, MO @ Beaumont Club March 2, 2007: Denver, CO @ Fillmore Auditorium March 3, 2007: Salt Lake City @ Saltair March 4, 2007: Reno, NV @ New Oasis (formerly The Oasis) March 5, 2007: Las Vegas, NV @ Fprt Cheyenne Casino March 6, 2007: Long Beach, CA @ The Vault 350 March 7, 2007: Tempe, AZ @ Marquee Theatre March 9, 2007: Oklahoma City, OK @ Diamond Ballroom March 10, 2007: Sauget, IL @ Pop's March 11, 2007: Columbus, OH @ Newpo
This Is New
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Starlitesangel
June 2004 A New Push to Increase the Minimum Wage On April 29th, Senator Edward Kennedy (D-MA) and Representative George Miller (D-CA) introduced the Fair Minimum Wage Act of 2004 (S. 2370/H.R. 4256). This legislation would raise the federal minimum wage from $5.15 to $7.00 per hour over a two year period and follows many previous attempts by Senator Kennedy and others to pass an increase. The bill currently has 26 co-sponsors, though it remains unlikely that the Senate leadership will allow consideration of it this year. However, Senator Kennedy has announced plans to offer the bill as an amendment to other legislation as soon as possible. Why Increase the Minimum Wage? The original goal of the minimum wage, as stated in the 1938 Fair Labor Standards Act, was to reduce “labor conditions detrimental to the maintenance of the minimum standard of living necessary for health, efficiency, and general well-being of workers” by ensuring that low-income worke
Virgo's Teachings
July 23, 2007 Holy shit it's been 7 weeks since my brother died. The last few nights have been really hard. The last dream I had about my brother was a couple days ago. I was at Tim's funeral. I was talking to someone about Tim and noticed that his hands weren’t folded like they were supposed to be. I went and told the funeral director that I thought people where touching Tim’s hands too much and they were moving them. He told me that there was no way his arms could be moved cause of the state of his body. So I went and talked to some family member. I was talking to an uncle and out of the corner of my eye I saw Tim moving. When I looked at him he was moving. I was the only one who could see Tim move. His eyes and mouth where shut, but his arms where moving. He was moving kind of slow like if he was in water. I had a dream when I was in CA that made me think that I wasn’t going to have any more dreams about Tim. In the dream there was a huge white staircase, and there w
Funny Stuff!
The year's "Best Comeback" line If you ever testify in court, you might wish you could have been as sharp as this policeman. He was being cross-examined by a defense attorney during a felony trial. & nbsp;The lawyer was trying to undermine the policeman's credibility.... Q: "Officer -- did you see my client fleeing the scene?" A: "No sir. But I subsequently observed a person matching the description of the offender, running several blocks away." Q: "Officer -- who provided this description?" A: "The officer who responded to the scene." Q: "A fellow officer provided the description of this so-called offender. Do you trust your fellow officers?" A: "Yes, sir. With my life." Q: "With your life? Let me ask you this then officer. Do you have a room where you change your clothes in preparation for your daily duties?" A: "Yes sir, we do!" Q: "And do you have a locker in the room?" A: "Yes sir, I do." Q: "And do you have a lock on your
Not Happy Things.
hot picture of a girl gamer: comment that was so so....wrong: October 14, 2008 @ 9:09 am wow thats alsom as hell your smokeing hot have an xbox360 your hafe naked and playing games now im rely good at a lot of games being a gamer to i mean i go every wares with my psp but if i was thare with you and trying to play any video game with you and your hafe or full naked id lose for shore "alsom"??? are you kidding me right now? so...there's this guy...who i guess was one of my friends on here...i dunno...i never talked to him. anyway...basically once a day he would attempt to talk to me in the shout box...but he didn't have a salute picture...and his photos seemed fake...so i didn't even bother... i just...pinpointed him as a faker from the get go. i guess i should have deleted him as well... anyway... i guess that after his 15th try or so to get me to talk to him, he decides to get angry...and get all stupid with me. it made me giggle. and i took screen shots of th
Geeze
trust in a lie that keeps you from the pain of the truth that hurts to the bone that sheds the core to reveal the scared emotions you once bore on the sleeve of your arm to show you gave no shit about the lie that you thought would hide you from the truth to rebound the truth you told to hide the lies of the life that you wanted that you destroyed only to backlash to the pain and mistust of the valiant ones who tried to save your soul in the mist of time while stuck in your own thoughts of forgetfullness you should have remembered to dispell the lies and bring forth the truth of the past to save the future while your paranoid sitting in the present..... hahahaaha wtf? im trippin yall ok so today was going good, then the FBI show up at my cousins house... they flash a warrent and start trashing the place! they kick us out and keep my cousin and her two kids in the house... 2 hours later we pick up my cousins kids and the FBI are still there.. now its 9 pm almost 7 hours lat
Femdom Story
I had been in my new job just a few days when my boss - an attractive 42-year-old called Stephanie - called me into her office. She wanted me to work overtime that night, and, hoping to make a good impression, I readily agreed. At 5.30pm, as the rest of the staff were knocking off, I reported to Stephanie in the basement area of the building. "Your overtime will be four hours," she said, "and you will not be paid for it. This is a test to establish whether you are suitable for my employment." This took me aback but before I could object Stephanie added: "You will speak only when spoken to and will address me as 'Ma'am' at all times. You will carry out my orders without question - if you want to keep your job. Understand?" I didn't understand at all but I was desperate to stay in employment. I'd tasted life on the dole and it didn't agree with me. This job - a filing clerk in the subscriptions department of a small publishing house - wasn't exactly prestigious but it would bring in a mo
Life And Such
i would really like to know this. i've tried asking her to alternate weekends so i can go out and you would have thought i asked her to take a shower naked in subzero temps! she is so selfish and so self centered when it comes to herself and her husband that if it doesn't benefit them she won't do it. obviously me wanting a weekend doesn't benefit her so she won't do it. there is no solution. not even murder because i'd be in jail and he'd probably run off with the kids just to be an ass. i'm to the point where if i don't get out to release some stress i'm gonna take it out on her and it won't be pretty by any means! well let's just say that i think this friend and i made up.
Simmer-isms
Hi Everyone Need help choosing a pic for a contest that I am entering for redheads..any feedback and help on which pic to enter would be greatly appreciated Sun signs Aries (March 21 - April 19) is the sign of the natural born leader. Always impulsive, spontaneous and headstrong. They often remind one of a Mac Truck barreling down the highway. Never malicious, though often self-centered. Set on a mission carving their own way in life. Not aware of their actions until later. An Aries is fearless and brave almost to a point of foolishness definitely making their actions and presence known. Ruled by the head, they often look like a ram plowing through the crowd on the way up that mountain. Taurus (April 20 - May 20) manages to possess, and "have" just about everything possible. Very gentle, steadfast, stubborn and at times, slow. They plod through life making other's dreams come true by taking other's projects and making them shine. Down to earth with a no-nonsense approach
Virgin Cherry
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Spontaneous. Horny. Erotic. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed!! Will blow your mind. Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna %&(@ with...you might end up crying. The most irresistible. .:ARIE
Yeah! It's About Me!
Before I was a Mom - I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday. Before I was a Mom - I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Spit on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom - I never held down a screaming child So that doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom - I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect
Hey
whats up everyone....just wanna thank the people who have shown me love an helped me in ways.....VERY VERY SPECIAL thanks to muh wonderful wife kirstie *iloveallen* culver i love u babi..... i thank her for everythin she has done for me in rl an on here on CT an 2 more special thanks to gothic rose an warlock her hubby....yall r 2 awesome friends.... Im holdin my very first contest or tryin to an id love to get atleast 10 entries for sweetest tat contest males an females welcomed....i will start it once i get 10 contestants an self bombin is allowed an other bombin is allowed....prizes will be rolex first place 2nd place diamond ring or mens ring 3rd place will be diamond earrins or mens bracelet pls send me the link to ur pic an i will get it tyvm Just click my pic below and send me your pic so we can get this contest started: rl hubby of kirstie *iloveallen* lawless rebel 69 member of the convenant of shadows@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'rl hubby of kirstie *i
Nsfw Story 3
You can’t believe how excited you are. You are finally on a vacation to Florida and you know you will finally be with Sandy in person instead of the teasing you have put each other through online. After stepping out of the shower, you pull on your sexiest bikini and a pair of white shorts and a matching tube top along with your sexy sailor blue sneakers. You head out of your hotel room and down to catch a cab to the beach where you will be meeting one of your fans and getting a quick shoot for your website done. After that, you are meeting Sandy for lunch a little ways up the beach and who knows what after that. The cab ride is relatively short and you are dropped off at a secluded park on the beach. As the taxi pulls away, you notice that there are two cars parked in the parking lot. You hope that won’t interfere with your shoot. You walk over to the boardwalk over the dunes and cross it, pausing at the end before descending to the beach. You see only two people down there. The
Hello
i found out on tuesday the 10th 2007 that i was having twins. yipppi. i am so happy. it is going good so far besides the fact that i have had haves and sweeling for the last 3 days... this is going to be a fun pregancy...lol....i eat something that the twins did not like..lo... hope i find out what it is, cuz haves really suck...bad. if you would to see a pic of the twins it is me my pics under me alubem. it is so cute... pregant... i found out friday. went to the docs yesterday and he told me yes you are about 5 to 5 1/2 weeks... i am so happy. told ya we were going to have fun while he was home on rnr...lol....this will be our sencond child...i go the 17th of april for an ultra sound. i will put a pic up then.. i am hoping all goes well threw this one..joey is really happy, but then again he does not have to push the baby out lol...we are hoping it will be a boy this time, then we will have a girl and a boy..and be done lol..i am glad the way it worked out cuz joey will be home befor
Ain't Life A Bitch
when I sharpen my flashing sword and my hand grasps it in judgement I will take vengence upon my adversaries and repay those who hate me I will make my arrows drunk with blood while my sword devours flesh the blood of the slain and the captives the heads of the enemy leaders rejoice nations with his people for he will avenge the blood of his servants he will take vengence on his enemies and make atonement for all his land and people deuteronomy 32:34 now I'm wondering if anyone else out there feels this way I'm single n have been for a few months I don't do the bar scene anymore because as some know I raise a child by myself it seems to be hard to meet the right people everyone seems to be a junky or married n still after me it's a little frustrating at times I don't mind being single sometimes seems to be less drama but sometimes ur more lonely tryin to do the right thing n it seems like most of the people online are only caught up in the f
Musique!
tonight i attended the brian mcknight concert in downtown oakland. mostly to support my homie, matt cusson. he plays keyboard and sings backup for brian. ALSO he is working on his debut album with brian currently [brian set up a recording studio on his bus, so they record on the road].. watching matty 'make love' to that keyboard is enough to make any girl cream! anyway, the show was awesome. matty has opened for brian every show on his european tour but this time in oakland 'Joe' opened and sang some shit that took me back to high school days. dayuumm.. the girls were goin crazy! after the show we waited for matty and brian to come out of the back. i met brian and his two sons brian jr. and niko. niko was THE SHIT! he might have been the coolest fourteen year old kid i have ever met! picture a slender black kid with dreads and an 'iron maiden' t-shirt. [he played bass and guitar for his daddy on stage for two or three songs. this kid was kickass!] so we got to talking after
Random Thoughts.
To undo one malicious rate on a photo? Back in the good old days of Cherry Tap, one malicious rate was canceled out by just one eleven. Due to the generosity of some of you, I know I received several eleven's today, but still haven't canceled out a solitary four someone left me. Damn new Fu Math. Sure the easy reach is CT is for Cherry Tap, but if you do any comment/rating bombing it could stand for carpal tunnel. Careful clicking everyone. Take a break once in a while if your hand starts to feel funny. To "Hot or Not." That's not what CT is all about, at least not what it was back in the good old days. The voters on that site are absolutely vicious. I've seen some gorgeous women getting hated on by other jealous females.
New Start
okay Every one who has Dr Elizabeth Harmon currently or in the past she needs our help!! Salem Hospital doesn't wabnt her to do prenatal care anylong or births for her patients!! THey wont let her or her midvives do so!! SO now it looks like she will have to have her current pregnant patients(MYSELF INCLUDED) find another Dr to deliver our babies!! Iam not at all happy about this I have n=been going to her since 2004 and 2 other births!! I get gestional diabestes with my pregnancies I trust dr Harmon fully and hate and don't like the idea of half way during pregnancy to have to update someother dr on my situation and complications when she already know them!! AND MOST OF ALL I HAVE A DOCTOR I LOVE AND TRUST!!! If this does happen and I have to find someone else I WIIL NOT BE GIVING BIRTH AT SALEM HOSPITAL !!! The only reason why i did before was because of Dr Harmon... I will go the extra miles and time to SILVERTON HOSPITAL AND TO SEE A SILVERTON DR I want to make sure I will get
A Night Of Darkness
Who will believe my verse in time to come, If it were fill'd with your most high deserts? Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb Which hides your life and shows not half your parts. If I could write the beauty of your eyes And in fresh numbers number all your graces, The age to come would say 'This poet lies: Such heavenly touches ne'er touch'd earthly faces.' So should my papers yellow'd with their age Be scorn'd like old men of less truth than tongue, And your true rights be term'd a poet's rage And stretched metre of an antique song: But were some child of yours alive that time, You should live twice; in it and in my rhyme. Written by William Shakespeare Benign obsessions Painful rejections Sickened head Heartless injustice Meaningless lust Rightfully dead Calming lies Broken pride Shattering sanity Splintered mirrors Jealous tears Ridiculed vanity Mastered talents Wasted balance Belittling time Changing faces Unexplored places Sha
Passion
The harmony of two souls joining as one Is like a symphony written in passion Mine is the aria of loves first kiss sung to you Chelle 2007 to all my sexy, wonderful, special friends Love you all, kisses Chelle Soft, supple lips entwined passionate yet tender Feelings so amazing love surely will render Lustful touch brings her arousal so intense Mind swimming in pleasure that nothing makes sense Stiffening pressure from deep within passion Moisture that glistens is passions reaction They join and become one so slow and controlled Orgasmic delights soon taking it's hold Release turns to longing more ultimate pleasure Lust turns to love then something to treasure by Michelle
My Life
Relationships/Marriages are NOT A PRISON SENTENCE! Your Life should not change when your with someone! When you were/are single you are able to be yourself and happy. That should never change!! When you are single or with someone! You should be that same person. Being happy and yourself!! Being with someone doesn't mean you have to change yourself. The only thing different/chances is!!......that other person that is sharing your life with you should only make you more happier and make live more enjoyable! THAT'S ALL !! You should never have to change your person or your life to make someone else happy. What about yourself? It's your life and your happiest? And that.... you can never really change. You are who you are.. so never try and change for someone you will not be happy deep down inside. The key to happiest is just be yourself. If that means you'll be single OH WELL....You'll be happier!! If you can't be yourself in a relationship then that's not the RIGHT one. A relati
Lyrics....
[Intro] you hit me up on your cellphone You go girl wit your thon...thon..thon...thongs Sexy black come over here And let me put a few love buzzes in your ear You smile at me Girl your so fly Shorty, you never had a thug like I.... [Chorus] Say shorty would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Say would you be mine? (Say would you be mine?) Shorty would you be mine? Say would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Say would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Shorty would you be mine? Say shorty would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Say would you be mine? (Say would you be mine?) Shorty would you be mine? Say would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Say would you be mine? (Would you be mine?) Shorty would you be mine? [Verse 1:] I'm like shorty would you be mine? Think about you all the time You on my speed dial dont answer the phone and I'll be damned if I hit redial (Can you hear me now?) Good,from the first time you called I knew you understood But do you co
Sherry@ Cherrytap
If I were your lover what would you do for me to make me happy & what would you want me to do for you to make you happy? Please be completely honest. I think this should be interesting? I'm looking for a life change. Does anyone have a job for me? Thanks for all the love, xo's. Cheers! Sherry I'm lookin' for some breakdancers, I'd love to shoot some action shots. Muah!
Best Friends
Sitting here today thinking about the past couple of months I began to wonder about the personal relationships that I have. I have few friends and just 2 people that I would call my best friends. Strange that neither of them have met each other but they both know of each other. I know that they would be great friends if they were to meet. But that is unlikely. With these 2 people I have shared myself totally and trust them with all of the aspects of my life. My bestest friend from Wyoming-- she’s the best I have admired her strength to deal with her life situations, there have been times that she just needs to get herself together. It’s a time thing. I understand that and I know how it is to be dealing with some of the things that she has to deal with on a daily basis. I have always given her the space that she needs, and if she doesn’t call me or I don’t talk with her for a few days.. it’s o.k. because she is working on her things. Sometimes I can help but sometimes I
For Bulletin
Wishing all my friends have a wonderful holiday!! ♥Hugs and Kisses♥ ~Kristina~ Right now I am behind by a lot and really need everyones help. I will as always return the favor for everyone who helps! I try to get to everyone and rate and fan all pages. I also will comment bomb contests.. Just let me know. Thank you so much to everyone who has been helping me! ♥ Please click on the picture to vote ♥ ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ Heather Wood will have you ROCKing HARD!!!
Do Any Of You Read?
Please don't stop by my page, rate a handful of pictures, and then leave me a user comment asking me to "return the love." Three comments on this rule: First: It isn't "Love." What you are referring to are points. Let's be honest. Let's not euphemize and pretend that clicking a mouse on the screen in a repetitive fashion can constitute "Love." If you think it does, it may explain why you are single and/or miserable. Second: If we're going to stick with the loose definition of love that prevails around here, then I think it is fair to say that I already showed you some "love." I posted nude and near-nude photos of myself. If you don't want to look at the pictures, don't. I never asked you to. I never came to your page, begging for tens. I just posted the pictures for your (and my) enjoyment, hoping that some literate soul might stumble across them and we could share some witty banter. ("Your Hotttt" does not qualify.) Third: If you want me to stop by your page (
Just For Me
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My Poetry
My confusion bridges the ageless gap between chaos and serenity And leads me to ask the question of what this life could ever be Uncertainty undresses me and leaves me naked in your waking eye it undoes all possibilities and leads me to ask you why: why I tremble at the slightest touch and pray that you won't feel why I close my eyes each night in fear that none of this is real why I watch you walk away each time and wait til you look back I don't know how many times you haven't - enough that I've lost track And I don't know when you will look back, or even if you'll stay But I do promise to wait til then and never look away So many times I've lost myself in a life I watched pass by In memories that strangled me, winds that refused to die Now I'm waiting for the current that will carry me to you, that will never let me look back and release everything I knew And I'm waiting for tomorrow, for a life that's yet to be I'm waiting for my confusion to lead me to serenit
Sexy W/o A Shirt Contest
i need yor help friends , need votes , and bombs . please help clk pic in red box and go . thank so much FOR HELPING I NEED HELP AND VOTES , BOMBS . CLK PIC IN RED BOX AND GO ! PLEASE ITS FOR SEXIEST W/O A SHIRT CONTEST . will u help me please. VOTE FOR ME PLZ AND BOMB ME, CLK PIC IN RED BOX FOR SEXIEST GUY W/O A SHIRT CONTEST, THEN GO SEE MY NUDES ON MY PAGE
Just About Me
everyone keeps asking me, are you and elliott getting back together???WHY DO YOU FUCKING CARE??? if we do we do! ITS OUR LIVES NOT YOURS!!! so please dont put your nose where it dont belong!!! okay so im feeling a lil better....been thinking and some stuff came to me...one of my friends asked me when your in love when do you say enough is enough...i havent came up with that answer b/c i dunno...but have you ever notice in any relationship, if you try to walk away and not look back theres always that little something that holds you back..i think it's the good times you once shared together that keeps you going.....like hearing the first song you and them danced too...that first song that they sung to you without ever taking their eyes off you or missing a beat....when you close your eyes all you see is them smiling back at you...the one look that made you drop to your knee everytime...the way they said something over and over but no matter how much they said it to you it was always cute
Inspiration
After that night You should have left it at that Not drag me along Just for your fun Putting me through this Over completly nothing. I knew it was less then anything But I still went along Trying to believe in you Trying to believe in something Grasping for hope For anything more But I just dropped down into reality The truth taking a hold of me Like realization of death Knowing it is there Not wanting to see. Sitting here Going over All the lessions I have learned All the people that have tought them And with all the teachers I have gone through Yet every time There's someone new I learn it all again Every bit of pain All the knowlege to regain Suddenly forgotten Just to remember To feel all over One more time Just as before Nothing more An Argument for Peace One that shall never seace People against people Fighting for the same thing But for a different world. However diferent the minds How much the same of ideas Though both sides may not see
Relationships
10. If the date goes bad, changing your Screen Name is easier then changing your real name. 9. Bathing, dressing, supplying atmosphere is optional. 8. If you get drunk and blackout, you only wake up next to a keyboard. 7. You can exercise your offensive habits without embarrassing yourself. 6. Viagra! Who needs Viagra? 5. Your partner could have more of a personality than your inflatable friends. 4. Three words: No shotgun weddings. 3. All guys look like George Clooney and all women like Pamela Anderson. 2. They never have to know you live in your parents basement. 1. If you catch a virus, only your computer dies! Any questions? LMAO Recently I have been playing counselor to my friends. It seems alot of my friends are having issues with dating. I am no expert in this area. On the other hand I AM an expert in this area. It is a paradox of life. We are all experts ,yet none of us are qaulified to speak. I have had some of the worst relationships on record. I ha
Bombs Needed!!
Okay Ravens!!! I have decided to run a blog also!!! I will not make new ones but I will update this one daily!!! I am going off of Raven's pick of the day!!! IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY HEARD J WAS IN A HORRIBLE CAR ACCIDENT AND THAT IS WHY HE ISN'T HERE. NOTHING WILL MAKE HIM HAPPIER THAN FOR US TO STICK TOGETHER AND REMAIN STRONG SO LETS HELP EACH OTHER OUT AND ACT THE WAY A FAM IS SUPPOSED TO!!!!!! XOXO, ALYCAT *******PICK OF THE DAY (bomb the hell outta it)******** THIS CONTEST IS RATES AND 1 COMMENT ONLY!!! PLEASE TAKE 2 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME AND RATE IT!!! RAVENS THESE ARE THE ONLY CONTESTS I KNOW OF PLEASE GET WITH ME IF I AM FORGETTING YOU... ALSO, IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ME ON YAHOO SHOUT BOX ME OR SEND ME A PM AND I'LL GET YOU THAT INFO TOO... LOVE YOU ALL ok congrats people we won freakys contest but placed 2nd in ladydeths i know we can do better but its ok just the fact we scaried the liing crap outta the mafia shows were very strong an a force
Cliff's Sydn
In America we live in fear of death, thinking that we should never even think of such events happening in our life, and when it happens we don't look close enough at what the corporations are doing to us. Let's take a look at what awaits everyone down the road of life. In the 1900's American families had a very special room in their house used only for very special occasions. The room was called the 'parlor'. It was also the place where, if someone had died, the family would place the body of their loved one. They would lay him out and clean him up, giving him enough time to alert people if he wasn't really dead. This brought death into a natural light, people accepted it for what it was. Then, in 1910, fashion magazines deemed it a gross and (even worse) old tradition. The American public jumped on the bandwagon and turned their 'parlors' into 'living rooms'. Isn't that a huge 'fuck you' to the dead? The living room was a place to relax, and the tradition of taking care of your
Babylette's Blogs
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tel
My Rants!
In my absence from fubar and the net in general, I have been learning about the BDSM lifestyle. I have learned a lot about dominance and submission. In my absence I have also gained the submission of four female slaves. Whom all I adore very much. It has been an amazing time for me. Heightened emotions and pleasure. I am very great full to my beautiful slaves for exploring this life with me. I mentioned a book in a earlier blog “Screw the roses, send me the thorns” It’s an amazing book to read. For the people shaking there heads before you pass judgement I suggest you read it and then see what you think. The last few months I have been learning about the BDSM world and have jumped in so to speak. It's been very enlightening and has taught me so much about sex, and how it effects the mind. I just wanted to pass on the name of this kick ass book I have been reading. "Screw The Roses, Send Me The Thorns" Do a search for it online, it's easy to find and isn't expensive. It's like a
Tattoo's And Piercings
Dear friend if your reading this I can't send you a comment because your not accepting them how sad hun...Scott OK MY LOVELY FRIENDS YES I AM IN YET ANOTHER TATTOO CONTEST SO PLZ PLZ PLZ CAN YOU COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF ME....WITH EVERYONES HELP I CAME IN 3RD PLACE IN THE LAST ONE SO AGIN THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT. HERE IS THE LINK FOR THIS NEW ONE... THANX AGAIN SCOOTER 1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? My Daughter 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? Passed out...lol 3. What do you want? A good woman who loves me for me 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? my cat 5. Do you talk to yourself? yes...at times 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? lactose intolerant 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? my daughter 8. How long is your hair? short 9. Do you like Batman? he's ok 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my daughter 12. Do
Music Nut Jo
It's been a while since I was last here cus Ive been busy with other stuff. I will get back to being a full-time CT'r again, soon! And I will get around to returning all the rates as soon as I can! Thank you, keep em coming! For the past month or so I've had a problem with my eye. At first I thought it was because I had hit myself in my eye whilst sleeping as I woke up with a slightly sore eye. Then over the next few days it started to colour, like I had been hit. The the swelling started after a week, which made me think I had a sty, so I figured I would leave it and that it would go away. It got a little better, but now it is worse than ever, and I suppose I should go to the Doctors, which I don't really wanna do, cus I will avoid seeing the Doctor unless I'm more or less at death's door, but my eye is starting to piss me off now, so I guess I should really go. So I seem to have been rating a few people's photo's and alot of people have Memoria
Dont Know
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!! if u want some ............ come get some
Why Is This Happening?
Hello everyone...I need to ask a huge favor! I have a paper due in a month and I have to interview someone in the criminal justice system: I can choose from: a Judge, Criminal defense attorney, Procecutor, Probation officer, parole officer, fraud investigator, correction officer, correction counselor, juvenile justic counselor, federal law enforcement officer, police officer, correction officer. please please let me know! I want to hand this thing in early and get a good grade!!!!! I will love you forever! lol. Sometimes the hours in a day are just not good enough... No matter how slow time may seem as your vision burns into the clock... the saddening reality then sets in.... All that time we watch the clock tick away... All those times we are anxious for minutes yet to come.. All that time then has been nothing but a sheer waste of what is to come. But then one must ask ones self... Why watch the clock tick for another time? Why be anxious then for another hour yet t
Love
My mood right now Happy lyrics In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed All this pressure centerizing My life over turned But there than despare All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that is growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set all darkness Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path until contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rhine Does it make you happy now? Tear me from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY Are you HAPPY Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted Was that real hate? What tense be free? Do you pull me up just to push me out again? P
Our Troops
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a FUCK if a Soldie
Random
So as many of you know, I work in a pharmacy, matter of fact I work in a number of pharmacies. I'm on y way to getting my doctorate in pharmaceuticals and becoming a Pharmacist to further my career in medicine, and at this point am what you would consider a Senior Tech at my home store, and a Trainer for the district. I've only been there since August, but since then I've made a lot of friends, a lot of patients who have come to know me as "their Tech." Living in a small town, I know what's going on with their children, their lives, how they are, what's coming around the corner, things of that nature, and truly, as much as I work, they become a part of your life. One of my patients passed on today. I took it hard because well, he was perhaps oen of the most unique patients I've had. His wife, always picked up his prescriptions and despite all that she was going through, she was just the sweetest of ladies. I hadn't seen her in weeks, and she came by today. When I brought her p
Games - Interactive
G Snow flash game Call of Duty 2 Flash Game Matrix Rampage Flash Game
Yea
nowhere to place the blame for my wretched life i will never forget you for these acts of betrayal these dark thoughts invade my mind left alone left alone to hurt i will never forget you for these acts of shame left alone to take the blame i try to help but theres noone to listen my words are void and empty maybe ill keep silent from now on since my words are meaningless i offered myself but was denied a lost cause my broken heart dies beating no more from years of neglect my soul is laid to rest my blood drains from wounds unseen these feelings i only get from my dreams let them finish me my flesh and bones ache the love i feel fades away some things just havnt changed deceived by my eyes i cant never feel the same these feelings fade from sight deceptions rule my world your heart beats on not knowing my love is gone deceptions rule my world
Poems, Writings, Thoughts
Well things have changed abit, I guess everyone sending good thoughts and pryers, is doing some good. thank you the way. angie managed to get us a 2 week extintion, on our move. We still have to move, but this gives us time to get thing together. today is the first day in a week that i am out of pain, ribs, teeth, and back feeling good, so Iwill be going out and moveing heavy things again. and hope to not throw anything out again. lol. We are still not sure where we are going, but at least we have the 2 weeks it helps. now if only I can find others to come and help move. Keep up the good thought, they are really helping. Our landlady came by today, and let us know that the bank will be takeing over the house we are renting in 3 days, from today, we can save it by takeing over paymants, and paying $3,620, something we do not have. and then 700 a month after. then house would become ours. this I regret will not happen, so we are now scrambling to pack and get ready to move. Yes m
The Wicked
THE DAY STARTED LIKE ANYOTHER DAY, NO WAIT...IT WAS NIGHT, YA THERE'S THE MOON. SO I WAS WALKING DOWN THE ROAD UP THE HILL AND IN THE DISTANCE RIGHT BESIDE ME I SAW THIS VISION. WAITING IN THE MIST LAY THE TEMPTATION OF THE HOUR. AS THE MINUTES PAST BY I HESITATED AND ALMOST LOST MY NERVE. SEE IN THE MIST LAY MY FUTURE, FOR THE MOMENT ANY WAY. HOW AM I TOO KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HAS IN STORE FOR ME. WITH THE COURAGE I SURRENDERED TO HER WILL, NOT REALLY, I THINK I RAN WITH ANTISAPATION OF THE 20 SECOND OUTCOME AND FUFILLMENT THAT WOULD CARRY ME THROUGHOUT THE NEXT DAYS EVENING. COULD I BE HELD RESPONCIBLE FOR MY ACTIONS IF DESIRE LED ME TO GRADIFICATION. MY PLACE IN TIME WELL SPENT LAY ON THE RIVER BED STARING UP AT THE WATER. GOOD THING I HELD MY BREATH. DAMN WATERS COLD IN THE EVENING. I KNOW I SAID I'D CALL HER BUT I SWEAR I LOST HER. NUMBER THE THINGS I SHOULD HAVE DONE DIFFERENT IN THE PAST FOR I WISH NOT TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE. I GUESS AT THAT POINT I'D HAVE TO FIND A WAY T
My Life
A Little About Me1) Eye ColourHazel (more green)2) Hair Colourbrownish red with blonde streaks3) Height5\'4\"4) Right or Left Handedright5) Your Weaknesscowboys in wranglers6) Your Fearssomething happening to my girls and grandson7) Your Most Overused PhraseDude!!!! lol8) Thoughts First Waking Upto cold to get out of bed 9) Your Best Physical Featureeyes10) Your Bedtime10 pm 11) Pepsi or Cokepepsi12) McDonalds or Burger Kingneither Sonic 13) Ice Cream or Yogurtboth 14) Pizza or Chinesepizza15) Waffles o
Quiz
There was a couple who took a trip to England to shop in a beautiful antique store to celebrate their 25th wedding anniversary. They both liked antiques and pottery, and especially teacups. Spotting an exceptional cup, they asked "May we see that? We've never seen a cup quite so beautiful." As the lady handed it to them, suddenly the teacup spoke, "You don't understand. I have not always been a teacup. There was a time when I was just a lump of red clay. My master took me and rolled me pounded and patted me over and over and I yelled out, 'Don't do that.'" "'I don't like it! Let me alone,'" but he only smiled, and gently said; 'Not yet!'" "Then WHAM! I was placed on a spinning wheel and suddenly I was spun around and around and around. 'Stop it! I'm getting so dizzy! I'm going to be sick!', I screamed. But the master only nodded and said, quietly; 'Not yet.' "He spun me and poked and prodded and bent me out of shape to suit himself and then he put me
Aaron Tindley
Hmmm......I was wondering how i could get more people to add me on places like Myspace, Tagged, Cherry Tap, and all the other sites im on. I've noticed that im like always gettin looked over and stuff, and no one ever checks out my page, unless im like naked. Same as when im on my webcam on stickam. No one ever joins in to talk 2 me unless im Like, Ass naked and shit. and when they do join, they ask me to do the most outragous crap...Do I do them???...........yes i do, lol, cuz im a freak like that HAhahaha, lol. but yeah, i was wondering if anyone who reads this Has any ideas or anything that i can do to help my profiles get out there cuz my pages are lonely lol. No matter what i do to try, i can't find it, i cant find it at all and it hurts. Is there true love anywhere in this world? Is there any left? I have been looking for it for some time now, i have been wondering what its like to be loved and cared for, but i cant find none of that. Because im not loved, only by famil
Poetry By Me
My dream comes to me so vividly Your lips caress my breast Bringing shivers down my spine As my body gives in quickly Every touch heats my skin Our bodies vibrating with such passion Legs entwined pulling you deep within Taken by ecstasy Each thrust begins to get quicker Building towards the final release My dream comes to me so vividly Dam dream lmao haha wahoooooo got u all lol I wish for more.. with every word spoken every thought shared I wish for more I wish for more time spent with you desires grow strong I wish for more I wish for more fantasies played out forbidden ecstasy I wish for more Help me to understand why you chose not to live, all the laughter we shared, the times of sorrow, why did you not come to me instead… At times I am so angry at you, then at times I know you must of hurt so bad, I wish you would of come to me, maybe together we could of worked it through.. You were there for me for so many years, and I just
Single Southern Girl
O BOY ... THIS IS GONNA BE A SMASH UP DERBY IN VEGAS TODAY ... LOTS OF CRUSHED METAL SATURDAY, SEE HOW MUCH DAMAGE CAN BE DONE TO DAY IN THE NEXTEL CRUNCH ON THE NEW TRACK ... GO HENDRICKS TEAM! It's truly nice to come on here every evening and check this place out seeing all the new people, getting all the new friends, checkin out the new pics posted...I'm not here alot and keep this thing logged on most of the time and please don't think I'm ignoring anyone it's just a really busy place here on CT ... work keeps me crankin' these days w/ all the foreclosure properties poppin up in our area (unfortunately) but, that's my business ... someone has to pay the bills ... usually my son is here several nights a week and of course it's his time on the net not mine ... ya'll take care and be good or be good at it ;) ... friends and family rock! Lynn in Central Florida HEY EVERY BODY .... WELCOME TO THE WEEKEND ... GONNA BE A NICE HOT SUNNY ONE HERE IN CENTRAL FLA! WILL BE CHILLIN' W/ M
Badboyz
Benvenuto & Welcome to Loud-N-Proud Welcome to our blog, fellow Pyros. We hope to not only communicate and entertain, but most importantly to listen. Sure, we'll do our share of yelling, boasting, and preaching...but your voices, your feedback, your comments (flattering remarks are warmly received) are what we crave...what we feed on...and what will primarily direct our efforts to serve you. We want to know what "lights your fuse", what turns you on, and what makes you Loud-N-Proud! Let us know your favorite Pyro experiences, what would make those moments even better, what new products you've seen or heard about, or just spill your guts about what makes a Pyro...a Pyro!! For example, I remember one time just after one of our holiday shows, being approached by a Pyro-ette, holding a firecracker and complaining "I just can't seem to get my fuse lit..." I took one look at her "fuse" and knew right away what her problem was. Moisture. It takes concentrated, experienced attention to suc
Eric's Stuff
Dr. Oz proclaimed, 'The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished.'

I need to make 900 bucks in 26 days!! I'm screwed. I need to make 900 bucks in 26 days!! I'm screwed. I started my 11 days of vacation time today. Didn't do a damn thing today except for sleep tell 2:30 in the after noon. It felt so good not to go to work on a Thursday. :D I have a lot of things to do tomorrow though. Nothing to excited planned for the next few days. We'll see what happens. I'm just happy not to go into work right now :D WOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
Friends
Angel's website has changed to saveourangel.com thanks so much for putting her banner on your page and i hope to have another with her new website on it soon xoxo Andrea To my close and personal friends. My yahoo was hacked tonight and i now have a new one. and please pervs stay away you're not getting it only a selected few that were on there will get added back THIS IS A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF MINE WHOM I ADMIRE FOR HIS STRENGTH AND COURAGE FOR THE BATTLES HE HAS WON. HE HAS OVERCOME CANCER AT AGE 26. HE HAS ALSO BEEN TO IRAQ TWICE AND ONCE TO AFGHANISTAN. PLEASE DO ME THE FAVOR AND SHOW HIM THE LOVE AND AFFECTION HE DESERVES RATE/FAN/ADD AND SAY HELLO. I TRULY ADMIRE HIM AND HIS BRAVERY AND HE STILL SMILES THRU ALL HE'S BEEN THRU! CaseyMP - Support The Troops!! - Please Fan/Rate Me! :)@ fubar
Senseless Murders And Violence
The Dark Side is so quick and easy And it moves so seductively Once released it becomes an addiction You start to feel the pinch of the force It wraps it's tendrils around your throat Then you begin to wheeze,cough and choke And you fall dead at the Dark Lords feet. The Dark Side is the way of vengeance Of cold venom anger which never relents Once you start down the path of darkness Your destiny it will always dominate It causes you to create lies and treachery Becomes irresistible to even a Jedi Master. Once you feel the pull of it's power you are never ever the same again But thats what happens when you get sucked in It creates fear,anger,aggression and hate Makes your own father cut off your other hand Only to learn the painful truth The Dark Side is very hard to see It pops up when you least expect it It makes you think you can stop death If you believe that you're a lost,naive,fool Death is a part of the cycle of life Creates a lust for absolute po
Sexy Story
Marcia sat with her head resting on her hands, staring at the driving rain out of her large bedroom window. Wistfully, she though of lying on the cold metal flooring of the veranda outside the window, feeling the flesh of two gorgoeus females pressed against her as she felt the rain thrashing against her oh-so-sensitive body. This was one of her favourite fantasies. In fact, it was one of her many, more-and-more-frequent-of-late fantasies involving members of the same sex. Marcia was a wilful, headstrong girl, and she was not used to being denied what she wanted. What she wanted right now was to experience the touch and the taste of another female, but what she could have was exactly that. Marcia had to keep up the charade of her happy little rich daddy's girl life, even though it was killing her, and she felt the ever-deepening frustration growing within her day by day. Marcia knew without a shadow of a doubt that if the press got hold of any kind of scandal involving h
Internal Monologue Of A Jenius...
My thoughts on the Virginia Tech massacre... It's truly sad, and although I cannot even empathize with the family, friends and loved ones of the victims, they have my deepest sympathy. Like most tragic events, this massacre is bringing out hundreds of outspoken people (like myself), who want to express their thoughts and feelings. UNLIKE most of the people I'm hearing speak out, though, I AM NOT TRYING TO BLAME ANYONE FOR THIS EVENT except the person ultimately responsible. As sad as this event is, the boy was a legal resident alien, he had the right to purchase a firearm under the Virginia state law. The right to purchase firearms is not regulated by Federal law, but by state law...our FEDERAL GOVERNMENT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS!!!! Sorry, can't blame Bush. Can't blame our stance on international politics...it's the local State who has control over this one...and in this case, they had ABSOLUTELY NO CONTROL...and seriously, noone would want them to. I agree th
Help
From the menu click on My than click on PhotosIf you look to the left you will see a Default folder.When you add photos they will go into the Default folder.If you want to create albums and store your photos in there, from the Photos page look to the left and you will see a Create New Album section.In the text box type in the name of your new photo album than click on Create Album. After you create your new album you will be redirected to your new Album page and from there you can add photos.Anytime you want to add photos to a particular album just click on the Album. When someone sends you a chat in your My Chat box it will appear at the top of your page.This chat box allows you to communicate instantly between users and allows multi user chatting.To respond to a chat click the reply icon/link beside the message As soon as you click the reply icon/link you will see a text box which is where you will type in your message to respond to that user. To delete your account follow
Off Color Jokes
A foursome is waiting on the men's tee while another foursome of ladies is hitting from the ladies' tee. The ladies are taking their time, when finally the last lady is ready to hit the ball. She hacks it 10 feet; goes over to it, whiffs it; and then hacks it maybe another 10 feet; and then hacks it another 5 feet. She looks up at the men who are watching and says apologetically, "I guess all those Fucking lessons I took this winter didn't help." One of the men immediately replies, "Well, there you have it lady. You should have taken Golf lessons instead." Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to got to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and
Ser William's Expected Return To The Online State Is------
I am yet again in a contest. If you are intrested in showing support comment as much as you would like. I have nothing to ofer, but my thanks. any help is apreciated P.S Did I say it's the sexiest man on CT contest? Well it is! So only give me what you think I am worth. It ends in two weeks I'm no pimp, well in my mind maybe, but I don't pimp people out and I am not trying to start. All i ask is that you rate all Kimmy's stuff like mad during happy hour. By the way she has one today so please give her all you have. It would be nice to see her Godfather Kimmy@ fubar since I am asking for help here is 2 more favors to ask. another godfather to make for FUBAR godfather list should be.... Please rate and bomb her as much as you can. MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*@ fubar If you feel energized here are 3 contests Mizz Shady is in. Bomb if you can or drop as much as u can. say good luck rate 10 or 11 anything is fine. Thank you. 75,000 comments needed please
Darkness
What is rain but the tears shed from Mother Earth herself so that she may replenish what has been lost. You leave me alone with tearful words ringing in my ears. You are deaf to these words that come from your lips, but I am not. I scream in hatered as you drive away but you are lost in your world and can not hear a thing. Tearful words hurt more then you can see. For one of these days I will be gone like the wind and you will be to blame not me. Life is full of mysteries and unknowns ~Research these as they come across your path and discover a whole new world and a whole new you.
Lyfe Jennings Music Lyrics
26 Years, 17 Days [1st Verse:] I was looking for God at my grandmother's house underneath the cushions on the couch I looked all around side to side up and down that man was no where to be found So I called my grandmama on the phone said old lady you best get home cause God aint where you said he would be and there's something that I really need to speak to him about immediately She said boy tell Granny what's wrong is there something I can do I said big mama now it's a sensitive issue and Lord knows I don't wanna worry you but I need somebody to talk to [Chorus:] It's done been 26 years 17 days been to 5 different prisons got 2 babies on the way and they say it'll be a waste of time to pray seeing that I'm going to hell anyway [2x] [2nd Verse:] I done smoked weed with the best of ya'll shot at all the rest of ya'll my heart hurts like an old man with high cholesterol the preacher said that I'm the dirtiest dude he ever saw shouldn't even be livin' and
When Life Hands You Lemons Find Someone Who Was Given Vodka And Have A Party!!!!
Getting through another day Current mood: cold Category: Life I guess i'm going to use these blogs as a treatment journal.WoW the day after treatment is worst than the day of.for the life of me i can't get warm. I'm sitting in the sun wrapped up in a mink blanket and my skin is still cold to the touch.My stomach is crapping like crazy.And i have at least 6 more weeks of this...I think the worst part of this is that i can't sleep..and i know i need to try believe me i what to i just can't as if this isn't enough My step mother is trying to take my daughter from me. and adopt her even against my wishes.She just had my sister serviced with papers. stating that she is not aloud to go on moms property or try to contact her at all and so there for we can't talk to my daughter either because mom will answer the phone.. And i guess i'm going to get servied them too so time this week. My step mom is crazy She has bi-polar and as been on meds for at least 10 years and now within a cou
Irish Recipe's
IRISH CREAM CHOCOLATE MOUSSE CAKE This rich chocolate mousse cake was created by Geri Gilliland, the Belfast-born chef-owner of Gilliland's, a cafe with an Irish accent in Santa Monica, California. On the inside of the dessert, chocolate mousse spiked with Irish cream liqueur is layered with espresso sponge cake that has been soaked in an Irish whiskey syrup. On the outside, the chocolate bands and a mound of chocolate curls give this treat a straight-from-the-bakery look, which we show you how to achieve at home. If it sounds too perfect, there is one drawback: This grand finale is certain to overshadow any corned beef and cabbage main course. Mousse 4 large eggs 1/3 cup sugar 12 ounces semisweet chocolate, chopped 1 1/2 cups chilled whipping cream 1/4 cup Irish cream liqueur Whisk eggs and sugar in large metal bowl. Set bowl over saucepan of simmering water (do not allow bottom of bowl to touch water) and whisk constantly until candy thermometer registers 60°F, abo
My Poetry
I shall not know of what I shall become, or for what I shall be, and for that I am lost, and will always be. Lost in the wind with thee, The one, That should be fighting with me, the one with the key... "Oh-Shit" its me, and for that I am selfish, and will always be... Just another day Of everybody looking I swore they'd never see me cry And I will try to connect All the pieces you left I will carry it on And let you forget And sometimes I just want to wait it out To prove everybody wrong When the calls and conversations Accidents and accusations Messages and misperceptions Paralyze my mind It's a new day Let's look at all we've got It's everything we thought We ever wanted It's beautiful ________________ Cross My Fingers At first we were just kids flirting for fun. You a guy saying sweet things, making my cheeks blush, I laughed and brushed it off. You persisted, still making my cheeks blush. Then
Now _that's_ Funny!
This is what we have been waiting for...the true answers to 5 really important Questions: Q1: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. And when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Now, you know everything you need to know! Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pa
My Gift Give Aways
The Race to 1 Million Fu-$$ This is a race for all to enter. The first entry to get 50.000 comments on their picture will win 1 Million fu-bucks!!!!! There will only be 1 winner!!all others will receive gifts aswell if there is a tie and 2 people have the same amount of comments,then i will check the timerange to see on what time the winning comment was left. second place in will get a blast if you like to enter then send me a message and include the picture you want entered. ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥*Captain of 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R ♥@ fubar please don't comment in bulletins or on my shoutbox please respect my wishes. The Race to 1 Million fu-$$ has been brought to you by ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥*Captain of 2nd Alarm Hotties* ♥ Club F.A.R ♥@ fubar
Big J
i only need 285 more points if you can hel id appericate it thanks and have a wonderfull hump day. id like to up date my page but am not shure how to do certen thigs likt get tracks on mt page or link picks,and videos and stash stuf plese help? it seams to me that out of allthe people on this site people dont talk to each other much whats with tat?Ant that the point of this site to meet new people and talk. i talked 2 out of 91 firends. what gives?
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The past few days have been absolutely unreal to me. At times I manage to convince myself that you faked the whole thing. That you won the lotto or something and your sitting back on a beach in Mexico with a beer in one hand a Mexican stripper in another. You were a really good guy and an even better buddy and I am going to miss the fuck out of you. If I could ask you one more question I would ask you if it really is better to burn out than fade away. I still tell people that story of when we were coming home from work and I told to whip out your cock and slap it against the rear window at some blond behind us. That bitch followed us all the way to my house. I’ve worked beside you I’ve played beside you I’ve passed the fuck out beside you. We went through all that apprentice bullshit and now your just not going be there. I’ve crashed trucks!! I’ve went through block walls. HOW THE FUCK ARE YOU GONA HIT A TREE AND BLOW UP DUDE. How you going to die all hard core like out of a
Life's Little Bumps And Buises.
Lo there! Long time, no speak.....I'm back again....Ummmm and I'm staying this time.... Later, gators :D Well.....not really...more like morning play :D So how's Everybody's Mom's Day eh? Hope it was good. Mine was.......decent. It could have been better. I just wish my Mom wasn't so demanding sometimes.... :p My Job hunt has gone stagnant....I'm not doing the whole Online crap anymore....that hsit will get you no where.......I'm going to have to pound the pavment if I want to get what I want. :p So yeah....... Much Luv Yeah so this is my first thingy =D * I like to say to everyone Happy Green Beer day and don't go behind the wheel, if you are too drunk. =P * Beware of a lot of my philosophy in this thing. I think too much and that'll equal a lot of shit that'll make you think. So yeah.
What In The World??
Hey Everyone!! Come sign my guestbook!! (the tv on my page with the map on it) show me some luv! hey everyone! i still need 10,000 comments.. i got around 5,000 now.. please comment bomb the pic link below... Thanks!! anybody feel like helpin me out? i need 15,000 comments on the link below to get a 1 month VIC!! woo hoo!
Raising [awareness] For Child Abuse.
Neglect Neglect is a failure to provide for the child's basic needs. The types of neglect are: physical educational emotional Physical neglect Physical neglect is not providing for a child's physical needs, including: inadequate provision of food, housing, or clothing appropriate for season or weather lack of supervision expulsion from the home or refusal to allow a runaway to return home abandonment denial or delay of medical care inadequate hygiene Educational neglect Educational neglect is the failure to enroll a child of mandatory school age in school or to provide necessary special education. This includes allowing excessive truancies from school. Emotional (psychological) neglect Emotional neglect is a lack of emotional support and love, such as: not attending to the child's needs, including need for affection failure to provide necessary psychological care domestic violence in the child's presence, such as spousal or partner abuse
Words Are My Visions
I saw this in a bully and thought it much deserved a perm. place on my page. All credit to ACHILLES™ for writing this. Ok then...Let me start by saying we all come here to relax,enjoy and get away from the everyday bullshit, Bills EX's or whatever pisses you off.Please take some advice from a long time member.Buckle up here it goes... (Drama) is everywhere not just FUBAR so don't blame them or the site bouncers and Administration.None of us or free from this semi sorta On-Line terror tactics.You need to understand MOST of these people who CLAIM to be Drama free but constantly terrorize other people usually other better looking women.As for the GUYS..it's Much less common but tend to get clan or group to block you..which I fine and all cause ya prolly don't want Weak minded people on your profile anyways.Then we have the all to Common Attention Whores ..as we like to call.them have never been popular a DAY in they're life and they are thinking Rates,Fans and Crushes will
Self Expression
Doesn't always mean your a PLAYER!!! From my point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. (like a friend) We don't care if you're friends with other guys. (just friends!) But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you (and when they ask what are you doing when we're sitting next to you dont respond with "nothing just sitting around".....ur with ur f'in boyfriend), but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to co
Ola People!!
IM WAITING ON GETTING MY LISCENCE BK BUT FOR A LONG TIME IVE JUST BEEN BIDING MY TIME ON THIS PUTER.... ILL FIND ANY REASON TO GO SUMWHERE WHN I GET IT BACK I DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHIN RIGHT NOW SEPT PUTER, SMOKE N GET TRASHED... GREAT EH? LOL OK.. I DONT KNOE MANAY PPL ON HERE.. BUT TO EVERYONE SO YALL KANT SAY U DIDNT KNOE... I AM PARALYZED FROM KNEES DWN.. I TOTALED MY KAR ON GOOD FRI OF 05'..... SO SURPRISE!! U KAN RUN IF YA WANT NOW... LOL.... SWEET IF YA DONT THOUGH !! YEA
Idiots
I swear, if I read so much as ONE MORE article on how we need gun control in this country, Im gonna vom. Yesterdays HORRIBLE shooting (and my thoughts, prayers and condolences do go out to all victims, including families and witnesses) was aired, here, with a large and lengthy segment of the type of guns used for the perpetration of the heinous acts. I just KNEW it was a precursor to the calls for gun control. Well, fuck that, thank you. Want to know how many guns kill people per year in this country? Well, Im happy to tell you my guess. NONE!! PEOPLE KILL PEOPLE!!!!! Unless I missed the newest issue of Guns & Ammo where the gun was introduced that will walk around of its own volition hitting targets it plans to, then people are still in control. What we need is PEOPLE control. Its already kinda tough for Law Abiding Joe Public to get a handgun/other, with the cooling off period and paperwork, etc. How many of the shooting crimes do you suppose are perpetrated BY the legal
Haha
To all women, On behalf of all men I would like to clarify a few points: The floor is considered an acceptable clothing storage location. Never ask me to purchase feminine products. Assume that I will come home with the wrong thing. When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. If you need help with the laundry, I am more than willing to carry it from the bedroom to the washer. In my mind this is half the chore and I am now free to return to the couch. If I mention that a male friend of min
Good Morning
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...topsy Kretz...
Thank you for those who greeted me ^_^ thank you for the greetings!!!! hope you have a great day ^_~ luv you all ^_~ hmm.. i hate being away from the people i love, from the things i like, from my boring - normal life... that's why being sick is not really a good excuse for me, especially now when it's my summer vacation. i dont wanna be away from any normal thing i've lived with (and that now includes Cherry Tap and you guys who're reading this right now ^_~) because it makes me feel so sad..and well..away from my so called "life". And so, i've resolved into writing this stuff - sort of an explanation why in the middle of my CHerry Tap addiction i was gone for two and a half days - so that at least u'd know what happened (that is if your interested to know.. ^_~) so..yeah , that was what happened. i got into a hospital (everything else's boring, i tell you, but if you want the full detail come and private message me or give me a shoutout so i'll
Darkangel37
My heart is breaking from with in my soul. Everything I known to be true seems to be a lie, Why do I fall in love so easily when all I get is Pain and hurt all over again. I cry for you to be my love long last the one I have Looked for all my life. You break my heart with words that make me cry inside The laughter I feel now is only fake when outside it once Was true . My feelings are leaving my broken heart I feel the pain growing Inside and yet I want to cover it up and never let it show. Why do you make me smile the way that you can, is it my Heart that urns for you deep within or is it just that I cant Bare to be with out you in my life any more, I’ve searched for you since my younger days and now that I have found you I feel I should let you go .. Maybe its that I have fallen in love with you that blurs my Wanting to let go of you that makes me stop and think.. You say that you love me yet in my heart I feel the opposite Of
Poems
Im told im awesome im told im great but why must I feel all of this ache for those 5 little words that I always hear the ones that I will always fear these 5 little words that bring nothing but pain I feel as tho im stuck in the rain just once I would like it all to be right but they come back again SORRY YOUR NOT MY TYPE The heart always knows who you like always knows who I love even when my mind don’t Never losing sight of who is dear just doesn’t want too tear Although its the one that makes the tear fall from my eyes ever fast I’ll don’t know why it acts in the crazy way that it does and never will Easy to get close and then easier to take it and brake it into pieces When the time is your time it will show you the right sign to follow Till then we will date, fall in love, get hurt, cry, then go back for more And noone can say that I am wrong for the truth is........ i’m right Although everyone wont admit it at first but in time we a
About My Family
Aquarius You are very random, changing moods everyday. You are very genuine, and you like to do a lot sexually. When you find something that you like, you like it a lot and want your lover to like it too. Ideally you like to find a partner who is as into sex as you are. You want a lover who is just as independent as you are and you like an equal amount of give and take in the sack. Sex matches: Aries, Gemini, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes#1 Source for Comment Graphics I was wondering what I shall name a boy if I we're to have a son? Any opinion? would love to hear your opinons! sorry spelling may be bad! Heather aka QBBKF
The Unquiet Mind
been a long time since I have been on here....life has changed soooo much. Started a new relationship...things are up and down....different...good....calm... I'll explain more very soon... muwahhh!J INSTRUCTIONS: write ten statements, intended to different people. never tell which one is to who things you've always wanted to tell people. 1. I miss you all the time. I think about you more than you know. When we talk it's like I can't find the right words to say. You know me better than anyone in the world and yet I feel like there's so many things I can't tell you because I love you and I don't want to dissappoint you. 2. I pretend like It doesn't matter but I care about you more than you know and I wish I could tell you how I feel about you. I love you. I wish you felt the same. 3. I don't get how you can smile in my face one minute and say the things you do behind my back. I just don't get people like you...but as long as you feel good about yourself...lo
Candlesnthings4less.com
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General Info
So recently I did a new contest. Now at the time I had just over 1800 "Friends" and 50 "Family" members. Do you want to know how many help me on my contest??? Less than 20! In the end there was 5 friends who actually were there the entire time and let me tell you they earned their keep! I ended up getting 3rd place and that was good with the amount of help or I should say the lack of. Now from this contest I won a blast and am getting all kinds of new friend request and people asking to see my naughties, and oddly enough most of the people asking are people who are already "friends". To my amusement they are all people I repeatedly asked to help me on my contest and never once put one comment for me! How is this even cool? Oh wait! It's NOT. SO, my pics that are a LITTLE (not even much) more NSFW are put in a folder that is for FAMILY only. The only way you will see them is if you earn your keep. By this I mean you make a genuine effort to talk to me when I am here and you don't ask me
Just Some Ideas
There is a massive contingency of members of this site who appear to be trapped in fucking high school or something?!?!?! I thought myspace was full of infantile behavior by juvinile morons trapped in adult bodies! Is it society as a whole? Am I an old fart? Am I out of touch? I suppose I understand the popularity contest bullshit... human ego being what it is. Everyone likes to be liked, right? But lets examine all of the other.... ummm.... ASSININE BULLSHIT that seems to go along WITH the popularity contest like How Hot Are You Bulletins? What Kind Of Lover Are You Bulletins? etc etc etc ad infinitum And its not bad enough that these things are a fucking avalanche and hourly deluge, but do they ALL have to have a closing line resembling: REPOST THIS OR (Insert truly bogus bullshit threat here)???? Could ya just grow the fuck up already? I know, I know, I can filter my bulletins by fans and by friends and family, but how about by PERSON? Wouldnt it be nice to j
Dream Lover
IN ALL THE WORLD, THERE IS NO ONE ELSE EXACTLY LIKE ME EVERYTHING THAT COMES OUT OF ME IS AUTHENTICALLY MINE BECUZ I ALONE CHOSE IT I OWN EVERYTHING ABOUT ME MY BODY, MY FEELINGS, MY MOUTH, MY VOICE, ALL MY ACTIONS,WHETHER THEY BE TO OTHERS OR TO MYSELF I OWN MY FANTASIES, MY DREAMS, MY HOPES,MY FEARS, I OWN ALL MY TRIUMPHS AND SUCCESSES, ALL MY FAILURES AND MISTAKES BECUZ I OWN ALL OF ME, I CAN BECOME INTIMATELY ACQUAINTED WITH ME BY SO DOING I CAN LOVE ME AND BE FRIENDLY WITH ME IN ALL MY PARTS I KNOW THERE ARE ASPECTS ABOUT MYSELF THAT PUZZLE ME, AND OTHER ASPECTS THAT I DO NOT KNOW BUT S LONG S IAM FRIENDLY AND LOVING TO MYSELF, I CAN COURAGEOUSLY AND HOPEFULLY LOOK FOR SOLUTIONS TO THE PUZZLES AND FOR WAYS TO FIND OUT MORE ABOUT ME HOWEVER I LOOK AND AOUND, WHATEVER I SAY ND DO, AND WHATEVER I THINK ND FEEL AT A GIVEN MOMENT IN TIME IS AUTHENTICALLY ME IF LATER SOME PARTS OF HOW I LOOKED, SOUNDED, THOUGHT AND FELT TURN OUT TO BE UNFITTING, ICAN DISCARD THAT WHICH IS UNFITTINGS, KE
Journal
I have lost too many friends and I am the only one to blame. I have let my depression control me. I have let my emotions run wild. I have cried too many times over non sense. I have bitched and bitched without trying to change what it is I bitch about. Who have I become? I have become the exact person I hate. All I can do is try. I cant promise a quick change... and I cant promise that I will never complain... never cry... never relapse. but, I can promise that I will try to stop and remember that my life is beautiful the way it is.. and that there are so many people, so many families that have it worse. even as I have no money... I am rich with love. My life is changing.. because I need it to change. I will hope that my friends will stand behind me, and support me.. and try to help me with this. thank you in advance for your support. have you ever been surrounded by people, yet felt so alone? like the river of tears flowing down your face go unnoticed? like nothing you say or do matte
Wiccan Wonders
Hey all! I know this doesn't pertain to everyone....as not everyone is Wiccan. I have had a few requests from friends about wicca...and between my kids, hubby, home, work, and rotten computer I feel as if I am letting you guys down. I promised to send you messages with info on good reading materials and/or net sites where you can garner as much info as possible...So, I am posting a blog instead. I think this way anyone with questions or concerns can help themselves to the info at their leisure without having to worry about saving it somewhere....lol First are some books. Remember that most books written are done so by the authors personal desires and what truly works for them. Keep in mind the most of the basics regarding wicca and the ceremonies are pretty constant. The laws, the rules, etc. Everything else is personal fluff by the contributing author. Also, by NO means am I saying run out and purchase everyone of these! Goddess knows I could NOT afford that! Pick on
Please Answer For Me
If You want to, fill this out and send it to me in a private message. 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would yu marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? [[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]] 25.
Thoughts On...
Hello everyone, I very rarely get behind a politician. usually i despise them, I wasn't too fond of Clinton, until i had to deal with 8 years of bush. I'm registered to vote as an independent. i claim no political party. In the past i have cast votes for Republicans and Democrats and whatever Perot was thinking. I remember hoping that McCain would get the Presidential Nomination instead of Bush, because he used to have such integrity. This year something strange happened. I became inspired. by a politician of all people. Since that has happened, i have donated at least $300 to his campaign, something i never pictured myself doing. ever. but it happened. I want this man to be the President of the United States. So tomorrow, i am voting for Barack Obama, because i feel he has the ability to restore America to greatness. Please, when you vote tomorrow, ask if you are motivated by fear or by hope. Thank you for reading, andrew PS Vote No on Prop 8, bec
Moments
Im Just trying to understand why bad things happen to great people. As many of you know my mother has had MS for a few years now, and is not in the best of health. Well this week my father was diagnosed with cancer, and must start radiation and chemo next week. This leaves me wondering how life can be so unfair sometimes. My parents are the greatest people, and have always been there for me, and have helped me in so many ways. I love them both so much. I can only pray and hope for the best for both of them. My parents are great people who would do anything for anybody and they do not deserve all of this. I don't understand how there are such evil people in this world, that are perfectly healthy. Not that i wish any illness on anyone, but it's just not fair. I don't know how to feel about anything. My only positive outlook is that I can take this time to tell them anything i want too, and too make sure they know I love them both and appreciate everything they have done for me
My Krazy Life.....
I havent blogged in a few days,everything going well,except the fact im realizing Im married and in love with my best friend......enough said !!!!! Ok I am so mad i could scream...here we are having a nice fun conversation on the phone and she freakin calls so im blown off for the threat...i dont even think he wants her...i broke down and asked him today if i was his type and he said yes...see we had this conversation a few months back and he said i wasnt his gf type and so i asked him today if things were different in my life if i was his type and he said yes.....BUT he cut me off to talk to a girl he thinks is blowing off his freakin phone calls....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just dont know anymore.im so so confused,the first thing i told him a year ago is im not looking for a bf or soeone to replace my hubby,then i crossed the line and we became best friends and the attention kept pouring in from him and i knew he was that type and i was chancing hanging with him after his
Updates To My Page
he he he he he go i tells ya wtf ureading this for go look at it today my best frined richie died in a fire and i just seen him last night first my mom leaves me now my best friend is gone and now i cant stop crying this is to every 1 that lost a dear friend death is a part of life death is what brings life life is what brings death whne it is your time its your time to make life you must take life so i say this prayer to my friend i hope you will join me lord please take care of my friend richies soul and i hope he knows ill miss him amen. i made stash and page up dates peep em if uwant idc
My World
After long consideration and many talks with my kids and family I have made the choice to go for it and get my CDL. My kids understand why and have decided it sounds cool getting post cards and gifts from all the places I will go. They said they will be excited to show thier friends all the stuff they will get and tell them of all the places I will be going. I explained to them many times it means I will be gone a lot and they said that was ok we can talk on the phone every night before bed and get on web cam so we can see each other. Then they asked if on holidays they can ride with me so they can travel too *laughs* So now its time to start studying to get my permit. I know this is a chance to turn my life around and get ahead finally and support my family like I need to do. Cant depend on anyone but ME to make my life better and get back on track. Went through hard times and life went down hill so time to go back up the hill and make a life for my kids and myself.
Diet & Exersize & Measurements Log
Urges and Cravings was the Topic Weigh in 260 SW 266.6 for a Loss of 6.6 in 5 weeks (with an initial gain of 4.4 so really a total loss of 11) WOOOOHOOOOO Got my 5lbs star lastnight Make Your Own Glitter Graphics Weight 235 lbs Measurements Wrist 7 upperarm 17.5 neck 15.5 chest 41 waist 39 Hips 55 Thigh 27 calf 18.5 ankle 9 Pants (womens 26, Mens 48) panties 10 Shoe 8 Ring (ring finger 8-9) Shirt 2xl-3xl Dress 26 or 2xl-3xl Bra 42B
Just Stuffs...
If Brunette Bitch were a drink they would be: 3 parts attractiveness2 parts candor3 parts affectionate Get Your RECIPE Here! Knee BenderPeople Iced:Twenty FiveCar Bombs Planted:SevenFavorite WeaponSwitch-BladeArms Broken:Thirty FourEyes Gouged:EightTongues Cut Off:
This Is So True!
WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do you stop worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of the accident stage." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making license plates. As if to read my mind , a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all go through this stage and then you can sit back, relax and enjoy them." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting for the p
Fyi......
Ok, guess it's my turn to bitch again......so brace yaself! If you stop by my page un-invited and decide to rate some of my pics, if you dont like em then get the hell away from here. I never freakin invited you nor did I ask you to rate em. You got some nerve to downrate my pic when you look like the south end of a north bound dog and the size of a damn barn! Maybe before you rate me you should try walking past a mirror with your eyes open for once, I promise it'll be a damn good wake up call for ya. I see lots of homely peeps on here but I'm not the kind who will stop by just to downrate someone. I also dont sit here and try to be some hot, sexy irrisistable babe either...so grow up and if you dont like somethin on my page then get the fuck off! Happy St Patty's Day! Enjoy and be safe!!!! THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone.
My Music
Knicks Game Reviews
The Knicks current 5 game losing streak and their 1-7 record for April has gotten Houston depressed. No really he is fucked up, He'll do it, he will......SO that means after a bit of Knicks News Houston brings Sexy back with a little bit of the 3rd edition of KGR's TOTALLY UNRELATED STORY TIME!!And then he plays a song about fucking people... ummm Boobies!Vote for Knicks Game Reviews on PodcastAlley.comRate us on Pod-Planet.comDigg us on Digg.com.Email comments(audio or text)to knickssitelinks@yahoo.com and it will probably make it onto the show!!Join the forum and make some noise http://knickssitelinks.jconserv.net/http://www.garageband.com/mp3/KGR62__Sorta_Knicks_News.mp3 Houston brings you breaking news about the Shootings a Virgina Tech today(4/16/07). 33 dead and estimated 29 wounded. Vote for Knicks Game Reviews on PodcastAlley.com Rate us on Pod-Planet.com Digg us on Digg.com. Email comments(audio or text)to knickssitelinks@yahoo.com and it will probably make it onto the
Men
why cant i be happy? why is it so hard for me to smile? is it cause so many people dissapoint me in my life? or hurt me? or using me ? people say it is so nice to love someone ... i really dont know anymore how that feels i dont know how to love someone i feel like i am a ghost .... some people dont care about how i feel .... all i was looking for was love someone who love me the same way i love him but everytime i am crossing those type of assholes who just use me and hurt me what is life about ? getting hurt or dissapointed getting so far that i cant trust nobody anymore ? i wished someone could tell me i wished i would find someone who can put that smile back on my face and make my heart happy but i didnt think i will find it again... i dont think there is someone outside in this world who can take the way i am the honest the being real and always speaking my mind person .... alot men r scared of that they cant take it they run away from a woman like me why is that ? men say i need
My Opinions
Just a heads up, I am writing babyjesus this: I just wanted to stop by and thank you for deleting my account. I didn't know that voicing an opinion in the form of leaving a comment saying "x marks the spot" in protest of timing out while rating pics was a reason to have my account deleted. However, it is ok to have people steal my pics and make an account with my pic on it with a nasty name on it. I have referred people to this site and have defended this site and talked my friends out of leaving because the one thing I thought was that at least you can be heard here. Being an adult site I thought that voicing opinions was part of what this site was about. I have spent money on blasts here and worked hard on my page and to have it taken away, without so much as a warning, let's me know that this is not the place I thought it was. There are some wonderful people on here, and within a matter of an hour my new account is now at a level 7. That says alot about the good people on h
My Blogs
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Poems
I know why you hate me, because I dont have to be fake , because I take the things you're afraid to ask for, I laugh when I'm challenged while you bend and break, because I have the guts to say exactly what I think, the things that you wouldnt dare to, the things that would get you fired get me respect, I dont allow people to judge me by my cloths or my hair do, you hate me because you're a dime a dozen, they've seen a million just like you and you're all the same, where as people that havent seen me for years, every one of them still remember my name, you hate me because you have no balls, you cant even say what you're thinking, because I'll walk up to a woman and say what I want, things you'd only say when you've been drinking, go ahead and tell me, how many times have you seen me get slapped for it, NONE, and I have said plenty of stuff, but unlike you I dont have to prove shit, my attitude in itself is impressive enough,
Poems-adult
When I pull this trigger, all the pain will go away, no longer will I have to cry, it's not like you'll miss me anyway, When I pull this trigger, yes I know I'll go to hell, I know that life is just a test, I tried my best, so I guess it's just as well, When I pull this trigger, all this will finally end, all the sex doesn't matter, when I know I'll be alone in the end, When I pull this trigger, the light will be seen by my troubled mind, no longer will I have to search in vain, for a love that I wont find, When I pull this trigger, I will say my goodbyes, those few women I truly loved, loved to give me nothing but lies, When I pull this trigger, I will finally get to die, I only wanted the simple things, but I was still denied, so, goodbye. "Blindfolded" This blindfold will take away your sight, but you're still gonna have fun tonight, without your hands you have no choice, but to wait for the feel of my hands and sound of my voice, this is a
Wiisper
I walk threw my life,, People around me that I see,, Seem to see right threw me,, I am the shadow of my own past,, In my life as they may come,, People as I see now.. Just spirit's so vast,, I am lost yet still finding my way,, I scream to the moon,, HELP ME FIND MY WAY,, She has such a pull on me,, And to this I want not to be let go,, Bring me back to myself,, Show me the way,, The power I once held,, How I am told I once was,, My memory of this lost,, Finding my way back.. A long slow path,, A shadow of my own past,, But to now walk the light of my present,, wiisper As I lay awake at night ,, Waiting for the warm mornings light ,, I think of you by my side ,, As we go through this life ,, Holding each other in our arms ,, Keeping each other from harm ,, Feeling your touch ,, The feeling of it setting me free ,, We share our love it is so strong ,, It could never be wrong ,, What we have toge
Sadness
Feelings....... The feelings we have are so deep that neither one wants to show. The feelings we have are so hard to hide it pains us to keep it secret. The feelings we have can sometimes be lost if one forgets to show theirs. The feelings we have can break our hearts if we never show them at all. The feelings we have must be shown or said before we lose one another. The feelings we have can ruin a friendship that has been there for years. The feelings we share can fill our hearts with love that has never been felt before. The feelings we share can make our love last forever until we can't love anymore. The feelings we share can make our hearts feel like one that can never be broken. The feelings we share for love can make others feel like they can be loved by the one they have feelings for just like us. Sometimes our hearts get broken and sometimes our hearts just fall to peices. Sometimes our hearts can be filled with so much love we don't know what to do with it
How I'm Making $$ Online
If you haven't worked on the back end of a website, you should just take a peek at what makes one work sme day. I am no pro but being a webmaster is my second fulltime job. I got a great deal a few years back. I somehow hooked up with an affiliate site that gave me my own web site, this was a good one to because it allowed me to edit it. I thought , WOW! I can change what everybody sees on my website! You know what? I never did learn how I could change that page, and that affiliate is long gone........ Well I build .html pages, work in cPanel, FTP, PHP, Java and pearl. I have to say the scripts still are a challenge, but I have got to figure out haw they work..... and do. If you would have told me I would be able to do this back when I saw that first page of .html, I would have said "never!". Its a lot easier today to build a web page with the web site builders, WYSIWYG (what you see is what you get) editors, and even the content management script, but even
Millia's Blog
My foot fetish talkshow has been moved.. It will be on stickam. com 6pm pst/ 9 pm est.. 3-19-08 password is barefoot. please tell all your foot friends. copy & paste this to all your foot friends please. This show is very special. we will have live demos of.. forced foot worship. punishment humiliation Tickling toe sucking & much much more... I am serious when I say be there.. Please spread the word.. many raw girls will be there. Need more info contact me Millia goddess of barefeet at goddessofbarefeet@yahoo.com Please please spread the word!!!!! copy & paste!!!!! it is on tonight!!!!!!!! I need your help please!!!! I want as many people as I can to be there. repost repost repost!!!!! Ken had always had a fascination with women. Not in a sick and perverted way, but in a admiring and loving way. He thought there was nothing more beautiful than a woman that took care of herself and had self-confidence. From her shiny hair, silky
Vcharmed
Hey there all my sexy buddies") I am back and wanting to know ALL about what you have been up to and lets have a drink together") Hugs~Victoria I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sa
My New Space
The waters of the Pacific caress the sand in their timeless union. I hold you close as we squint into the glare of the low hanging sun. As we exchange tender kisses, our skin is cooled by the breeze from the ocean, and by the approaching night. We gaze into each others eyes with... >>BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP>BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP>BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP
God Works In Mysterious Ways
Hey Ya'll, Ho Ho Ho....Happy Holidays To All !!! I Hope everyone has an awesome Holiday this year....I know some of us have lost family members and friends this year, and well....here is a little something that I hope will help someone or maybe several people, make it through the Holidays a little better.... Just take it as a message from above and feel blessed over the Holidays... Feel free to pass this along, as I do this each year, in hopes it will help someone as it helped me... My First Christmas In Heaven I see countless Christmas trees, Around the world below. With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars, Reflecting on the snow. Please wipe away the tear. For I am spending Christmas, With Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs,That people hold o dear. But the sounds of music can't compare, With the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you, I see the pain inside your heart. But I am not so far away,
Rants And Raves
Lovers of the English language might enjoy this......How do non-natives ever learn all the nuances of English??? There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is "UP." It's easy to understand UP , meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP ? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir up trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special. And this up is confusing: A drain must be opened UP
The Dark Side
Well, I've posted about my show, The Dark Side. This post is mainly to plug the new sister show to The Dark Side... Starting this Saturday at 2:00 PM Central, please tune into Cry Freedom, hosted by my friend, TreesGoneWild. Tune in, or we will steal all your dryer lint! I've mentioned my show before here. I can't recall if I've mentioned the network I'm part of, so I will do that now. Please feel free to check out the website for The Free World Radio Network: http://www.freeworldradionetwork.net/ Well, After 8 straight editions of
Welcome To My World......if You Dare...
The Awakening Author: Sonny Carroll A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptanc
Wenchy's Poetry
Walls We build walls around our hearts, to protect us from the pain. We live all our years in solitude, with nothing left to gain. We want the sunlight on our faces. We want to feel the rain. But we have built those walls around our hearts,and never feel the joy or pain. ~© Heart-N-Quill 2004 ~ My words fall flat against her hardened ears. Her hearts grow cold there are nomore tears. A wall springs up as I try to touch her. How can I dispel that rain cloud above her.What kind of man could push her heart into a cage. Then to line it with walls fills me with rage. Any man like that should be stricken from this earth. And God please forgive the woman that gave that man birth. miki ... i wanna thank you for this ... you write beautifully and are very intuitive When do you let go When you love something, set it free they say. If it was meant to be, it will return. I think everytime, we let something go. It takes apart of us with it. But when, when do you
Buffalo, Ny
Gas prices may brake Meals on Wheels http://www.buffalonews.com/102/story/59341.html By Maki Becker NEWS STAFF REPORTER Updated: 04/22/07 7:17 AM Gas prices are back up to $3 a gallon, and among those hardest hit by the rising cost of fuel are the volunteers of Meals on Wheels. “It’s really getting expensive now,” lamented Juanita Tillmon, 80, of Buffalo, who has been a volunteer with Meals on Wheels of Western New York for 27 years. Living on a fixed income and taking care of her 103-year-old mother, Tillmon said she has had to resort to filling her gas tank with a little bit of gas every few days to make the most of her money. Tillmon receives a small stipend from Meals on Wheels that helps cover some of the costs for delivering hot meals to two dozen homebound seniors five times a week. But she worries that the reimbursement won’t be enough if fuel prices keep edging up. “I’ll continue until it gets to $4,” she vowed. Tillmon’s si
And Life Goes On...
When I came to CT it seemed very overwhelming to start with..considering I didn't know what in the world was going on..And now since I've been here...I love this site...mainly because of some very wonderful people I've meet.Some are very good friends now..But I've also had to deal with the ones that like to cause misery..yes they can be blocked but it doesn't take away the judgement they passed...I hang on to my friends and they are the only reason I'm still here..got enough real problems..then worring about kid games..Sending my love out to my friends ..to you all...have a beautiful day!! Sandra...*Witchy177* It seems through life mistakes are many and lifes lessons can be so very rough.Our lives we do live to not satisfy others but to fullfill ourselves.Some think that their dreams and hopes should be private and their bad sides hidden by faulty smiles and lying words.I chose not to live my life like this...which seems to be a problem for most.I chose not misery of distrust and i
Last April 29th
for you that know me and those that dont i lost the most important person in my life last year my father. i dont know what to do right now my mind says to end it all but my heart tells me to stay and continue like my father wants me to. i wish to god that he was here with me and i was not so damn upset. i miss him with all my heart. i would like to invite everyone to my fu-wedding it will be in green door september 2nd Well there are alot of you that are on here that don't know me very well. well just to let everyone know last year on april 29th the girl i was going to ask to marry me past away and ever since then i haven't been the same. i wish everything would just go back to the way it was me being happy and not so stress out about things,me not pour heart and soul out to my closest friends and actually crying because i just don't want to deal with being alone with that said thank you to all of my friends and family that have been there for me in the last year and to who ever el
Rambling Thoughts
Ok time to chew some a$$ about the general public once again. For those of you who have read my previous blogs you know what I do and why I write these. For those who dont...... go read the other 5 I have posted. Today we start out with a basic question of upbringing. I know for a fact that most people were brought up by their parents that when you get something you put it back where you got it from. WHY is it that once you enter a public place you cant do the same thing? How many times have you been out shopping and as you walk down the ailse at the store you find items that have no relevance to that area. case in point, you are walking through the toy department and on the shelf next to the Barbie Dolls you find a package of raw round steak. hrmmmm last time I checked, raw meat was only a toy for ugly children so the dog would play with them? You pass by that steak without another thought. BUT do you realize that that steak just raised the cost of everything else you buy, not j
Soulless Reflections(all Written By Me!!!)
I do not believe in God Nor do I believe in Christ I do believe in a superior being That protects me through the night... I can feel the presence surround me In every corner of the room To keep the demons that plague me From taking over all too soon... I feel cool lips caressing The tears that flood my cheeks Trying to pull me from myself Imprisioned in my sleep... Gentle hands try to comfort me Arms hold me against a solid chest Protecting me as I battle within Willing me to rest... I am a worthy opponent There's no other stronger than myself And to battle within my own mind The victor is so hard to tell... As the battle of the night Finally comes to a bitter end I cling to the frayed ends of sanity As the new day begins... I cling to a feeling Of a protector I can't see I want to thank you for trying to protect me from myself My ONLY enemy...is ME. ~Stacy Guerra©7/14/2006~ Sightless eyes open into darkness.Choir singing in
Patriotism
MURPHY’S LAWS OF COMBAT OPERATIONS Military intelligence is a contradiction of terms. You are not a superman. Don't ever be the first, don't ever be the last and don't ever volunteer to do anything. Never stand when you can sit, never sit when you can lie down, never stay awake when you can sleep. A Purple Heart just proves that you were smart enough to think of a plan, stupid enough to try it, and lucky enough to survive. Peace is our profession, mass murder's just a hobby. Killing for peace is like whoring for virginity. If it's stupid but works, it's not stupid. If only one solution can be found for a field problem, then it is usually a stupid solution. B-52's are the ultimate in close air support. Remember that napalm is an area weapon. Mines are an equal opportunity weapon. Smart bombs have bad days too. There is no such place as a convenient foxhole. Anything you do can get you shot, including doing nothing. It's not the one with
What Kind Of Kisser Are You
An Italian man wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he passesa little math test. "Here's your first question," the foreman said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Without numbers?" the Italian says, "Datsa easy." and he proceeds to draw three trees. "What's this?" the boss asks. "Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree make a nine," says the Italian. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Italian stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture that he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "Ere you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?" "Each of da trees is dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, and dirty tree. Dat is 99." The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to hire this Italian, so he says, "All right, last question. Same rules again
First Installament
Story Of the Coin - August 22, 2008 Story of the Coin. When I was in combat, because of my specialty, the airmen that that were like me, carried in their pocket their last bullet. This bullet was not for the enemy, if you know what I mean. Capture is not an option, when national security is at question. Although the government will deny the policy, we knew what was expected. I carried a 45 round in my pocket for 17 months for the cause, but after that it was a good luck item for all of us that made it out. The service found out that I carried a live round in my pocket for good luck and they decided that that wasn’t a good idea. So, I was given an Air Force coin to replace the 45 bullet. Wasn’t the same, so I started the Eisenhower dollar transfer program, (EDTP) for those know get a coin. These coins have successfully been passed on for every campaign, since it conception, in 1976. The last I passed on, went with the HMM-163 (REIN) group to IRAQ, everyone in the group made it back
Poems By Forgotten Memories
Title: Cries Out As tears fell like rain drops, his soul cries out. Like a spartan long since time forgot, he can show no emotion, no feelings, no fear, no joy, no heart break. He must learn to deal, not dwell on things that should remain in the past. His soul cries out begging for mercy, begging for forgiveness that is long time over due. He dwells in the past, things that have been forgiven but far from forgotten. He knows what has happen has made him the person he is today, yet still his soul cries. As he sleeps he can hear his own soul cry out, from this forgotten memories begin to surface. He feels as if he was drowning, falling deeper into the mist that is his mind. His soul cries out for resurrection, hopes of a better tomorrow. His soul cries out to resurface, to regain control. But he knows not when this resurrection will take place or when he'll resurface. All he does know is as tears fall like rains drops, his soul CRIES out. VCP 4/30/07 Title: As
My Heart
Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves, without any insistence that they satisfy you. -Dr. Wayne Dyer It is a spiritual axiom(truth) that every time we are disturbed(angry), no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us. If somebody hurts us and we are sore, we are in the wrong also. 12&12 pg. 90 "There is a principle which is a bar against all information, which is proof against all arguments and which cannot fail to keep a man in everlasting ignorance--that principle is contempt prior to investigation." -Herbert Spencer
All You Need Is Love
Raven Hair and Sexi eyes Ruby Lips and soft soft sighs That beautiful smile will Melt your heart and then you're lost, before you even start You wanna touch her and Hold her close lay right there beside her, that's what U want most. Feel her breath on you're skin, listen to her breathe, hold her very close and never leave. I looked for you But U were gone in a fraction of a moment I was alone and empty Insignificant and empty all I had was memories of a false happiness of a life untrue It was over I was dead inside for a longtime I cried thousands..No Millions of tears for a false love, a fantasy then one day I woke up.
My Writings,poetry And Somewhat Called Lyrics...
I give, and you take, I only ever made one big mistake, I gave you my heart and you broke it, broke it I gave you my trust,but found out your love,was lust. I gave you my all, and you never broke my fall, oh no baby you let me fall down so now you wanna come around But were through, I'm so over you I can see the way you lie,the way you made me cry, and i just can't take that hurt again. So there aint no way im ever letting you in my heart again, I gave,and regret, but, you aint' betting now were through, your clear as glass baby, and i see right through u... Loves a gift,not an obligation. Loves not a negotiation. Loves about comprimising. Loves going to leave you with a brokenheart sometimes. Loves a barrel of Laughs & Cries. Loves really cruel sometimes. Loves leaving memories. Loves left me in second place,right behind, Loves not forgiving you. Loves already left me. Loves blinded,and i'm still laying here. Loves not now, Loves really not knowing,what
Crockett
We the willing Lead by the unknowing Are doing the impossible For the ungrateful We have done so much With so little For so long That now we are qualified To do anything With nothing (thanks Todd) Thanks to my good friend Jason...aka Viking@37 who finally showed my how to stash items. Jason your the best...(hope u don't mind me saying so) Go to his page and check him out....(He's pretty sexy too gals!!!! )Thanks to everyone who has rated my stash...there are so many I just cant keep up...much luv to you all... What do I say about myself, well, I'm a single mom with 2 wonderful children..14yo boy and 11yo girl. They are my greatest acheivement. They are wonderful, smart and all around good kids. (I think they belong to the milk man....ha/ha) Any way I'm an EMT and in the middle of Paramedic school. Which is really tough, but I will make it...just one more year to go...YAHOO!!!. Otherwise, I'm outgoing, caring..trustworthy and honest. I don't like cheate
Songs For You
She's beautiful in her simple little way She don't have too much to say when she gets mad She understands she don't let go of anything Even when the pain gets really bad I guess I should have been more like that You had it all for a pretty little while And somehow you made me smile when i was sad You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart And then you realized you wanted what you had I guess I should have been more like that I should have held onto my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her Forgiving you, well she's stronger than I am You don't look much like a man from where I'm at It's plain to see desperation showed its truth You love her as she loves you with all she has I guess I should have been more like that I should have held onto my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her She's beautiful in her
Ramblings.. Copyrighted
My friends and i make up an interesting group of people. we are occasionally "that guy". so we called our little group, "that guy".That guy has there own female ranking scale from 1-10 that people other than us dont quite understand. i am here to break it down, so people can see things from our point of view. here we go. 10(ten)- These creatures do not exist. atleast we are convinced of that. since god decided that guys needed somethin to fuck, he created women, and since this happened a 10 has never been sighted. god has cheated us all by never created one of these fine specimen. with that bein said, none of us will ever fuck a 10. a 10 could consist of perhaps, the body of jessica biel, head of say a jenifer aniston, cooks like martha stewart, the money of oprah, the sluttiness of a paris hilton and the cocksucking abilities of jenna jameson. god has yet to bless mankind with one of these. 9(niner)- although very rare, these creatures do exist. a nine is a wonderful thing to
New To The Cherry Tap
I hate the downraters... I got a newbie rate me a one , yeah okay maybe I deserve a one but I was nice enough of to go back and rate her a 10 knowing she didnt derserve it...... DAMN DOWNRATERS ... its all good though.... lol just wanted to vent about something lol... heres the deal, My ex and I have been split up for almost a year, it will be a year in AUG.. He cheated with a friend of mine that he only saw her pic and they started talkin then (he worked over the road) when he got back in town he moved right in with her. We were engaged to get married had everything lived together , we were together for three and half years. Well he left her and got married. He lives about 55 mins away from me now and I saw him about three weeks ago here in town at wal mart. He saw me and followed me and parked and got out and was like HEY, so I was nice and started talking to him we talked for about an hour. Then he went fishing down at the river here thats what he said he came down here for. Well
Favorite Lyrics
I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck virgins sold in quantity, herded by heredity red-neck-burn-out-mid-west-mind, "who said date rape isn't kind?" porno-nation, evaluation what's this, "time for segregation" libido, libido fascination, too much oral defication white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy (I am the god of fuck, i am the god of fuck) vcr's and vasoline, tv-fucked by plastic queens cash in hand and dick on screen, who said god was ever clean? bible-belt 'round anglo-waste, putting sinners in their place yeah, right, great if you're so good explain the shit stains on your face white trash get down on your knees, time for cake and sodomy time for cake and sodomy And its all Ive ever wanted to believe That peace could grow inside of you Inspite of me humanity I hope your out there somewhere All alone I hear the whole world calling Save us from ourselves All alone i hear the angels scream my
For My Good Friend Yoda
Girls Like Me Are Too Far Between.
Seated quietly in the corner, the dreaming blonde sat with her legs tightly crossed. She watched him, his hair curling down against his face, and flipping through the newest addition to the photography section. She ran her eyes over his arches, tugging at her pearls and passing them over her lips. His jeans, tight around his hips and thighs, flared at the tips of his green shoes, somewhat worn out with writings of dashboard lyrics. The white stripes on his jacket, depicted the green, covering a black shirt, loosely covering his chest. They’d been talking for quite some time now, and she wasn’t sure how to approach him. They had so many late night conversations together, filled with talks of depression and love, along with a slight sexual agreement. Looking down, she flips the page of her book, in which she had been staring out for almost an hour now. He looked over his shoulder, and noticed, she had finally returned to her reading. He couldn’t believe it was her, the
Buffalo
Ok so here we go.....on Dec 3rd i will be going in for knee surgery....hopefully this will correct all the dam pain i have in my knee!!!! I hate hospitals !!!!!! So my dad might be coming down to be with me for a couple of days but we will have to see....So please keep me in ur prayers come Dec 3rd.... Dom Are there any Single, Non crazy woman with no kids left out there????? Cause i really dont think there is... Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The
Other Writings From Long Ago
I Wish You Knew Me I wish you knew me in the Summer, When the sun was ripe and hot. I wish you knew me in the Winter, When snow filled the empty lot. I wish you knew me in the Spring, When everything was new. I wish you knew me in Autumn, I wish you knew me, like I know you. Alone Lying all alone wishing You were here Wanting and needing to Feel you near My heart yearns, My body pleads, For tonight to be more Than just dreams If only to hold you close And tight Would be more than Most other nights I miss you, Love And need you, too So now and forever Hold me to you If ever I need you, If ever at all, Would you be there
*~new~* Remember The Wounded....
I have gotten alot of requests to see my pics and friend adds but heres the problem..... Alot of people have pics of everything EXCEPT their face!! WTF is up with that?? I am going to go throu my fiends and check new ones from now on.... No Salute No Access my Folders and Risk being taken off my friends list.... now if you got a few pics of you and no salute then your prob fine but no more people without pics of them or pics that are not everyday pics that show your real...if you have a modeling or not really you looking pic and thats it then you will prob be deleted..... I like to see who sees my pics just like u like to see my pics so salutes or more then 2 pics of YOU & your Face not just body parts need to be uploaded!! Everyone will also be happy to see who u really are too :) thanks
In The Garden
You can grow herbs indoors in the winter and add that just-picked taste to your meals, even when snow is drifting up against the kitchen window. You don't even need special lights—herbs fare just fine in a bright window. Here are the best herbs for growing on windowsills and the smart techniques you need to keep them happy and healthy until you can plant outside again. Basil: Start basil from seeds and place the pots in a south-facing window—it likes lots of sun and warmth. Bay: A perennial that grows well in containers all year long. Place the pot in an east, or west, facing window, but be sure it does not get crowded—bay needs air circulation to remain healthy. Chervil: Start chervil seeds in late summer. It grows well in low light but needs 65 to 70 degrees F temperatures to thrive. Chives: Dig up a clump from your garden at the end of the growing season and pot it up. Leave the pot outside until the leaves die back. In early winter, move the pot to your coolest in
Im New And ....confused
Got sent away yesterday :( i dont know when ill see him next And im crushed I hope to get a call from him soon Things are going so wrong right now. After everything felt so right. :( xoxo Thanks for reading Okay so i just now joined this site and i have never been so confused I have a lot of people to get back to heh im a little slow im sorry!! But i will no worries I WONT IGNORE YOU im a cool gal :) Thanks for being so kind everyone! Ill get back to you asap Im having navigation problems :)
Just Random Poetry
Everything Ive ever known Falls into the unknown Everyone Ive ever cared for Slipped slowly through my fingertips This lifeless embodyment that is considered My body Is no longer the same Love was never an issue Until I met the one who gave me life and hope Hope has never been a word that was used to describe me Becasue hope has never really been there As I sit and watch my peers laugh and cuddle With their boyfriends and girlfriends I wonder I wonder could things have been any different I am wondering if I was put onto the earth Just to make people see that world is not perfect I never understood what it meant to love Until it all fell distant From the person I am now You are my world The only thing that I care for The world was torn apart for me The days were long and drawn out My life had no meaning Now my life is perfect I feel like everyone is now behind me The life I am given Sometimes may be fucked up But i know i have my best friend in the world I
Through The Eyes Of A Butterfly..
The last few days of my life have been such an emotional rollercoaster...as the end of my pregnancy is near so many emotions are soaring through me ...at first I was excited...but as I realize that I have about two months left now fear has set in...and I honestly can't believe I am actually finding myself scared of the unknown road ahead of me...luckily I have alot people in my life that have kept me calm through all of this and assured me that I will be a great mother...which I am sure of myself but it's just so....surreal at times that she will actually BE HERE in my ARMS in two months!!! I guess I felt like this point would never come ....and now here I am wish me luck in my days to come...this week is the final stretch...(the trimester of hell) lol .... yikes : P Atleast I am going to treat myself this weekend and get my hair done :D don't worry I will take pictures!
You're Not Sure
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU GOOSEBUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the li on's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq
Alternate Religions
Nevermind. Fubar is fubaring the code on the pic. FAERIES The world of the faery can be found on a green meadow, or a river bank kissed by the sun. it is hidden on a moonlit moor, on the steep side of a mountain, or just off the road in a secret faery glen; the natural world provides all the portals we could ever need to enter into faery, but we must remember how to make the journey." If you ask anyone what a faery is, it is not likely that you will find anyone that simply doesn't know. Children believe, most teens want to believe, but many adults have given up on these tiny beings.
Ummm...
Ok i'm starting to friggin love these things! Just had the crappest day ever and that really cheered me up. Horoscopes rule :P "You know, of course, that substance is what matters -- but all the better if this person's substance comes with some sexy wrappings. You're feeling pretty magnetic yourself. When the two of you meet, watch out!" ...Was really cute today: 'Some people say one thing and do another -- and they don't notice how their behavior affects others. You, on the other hand, take the high road. The difference shows in the quality of your work and your personal interactions.' I know they're just a series of regurgitated cliches and ambiguities but i liked this one. It perked up my day a little :D So i've moved house, been on holiday and left myself 2 days to wash and repack my shizz before i go away again for almost 5 weeks to cali to see my man so everything is sorta in a blur lol. I feel like my life is moving forward in a positive direction for the first ti
Poetry
Scratch till fingertips ripple out the very substance thay're made of. Scram till the pull of the cords within your throat rip to shreads. Claw harder! Scream. Scream louder! No one hears,No one cares except for their own selves, You may claw till the bone chips and glistens with blood,fragments of flesh'. Screeches sound though only within. Your own screams,your own crys. Yet stil you belive someone will hear! Why belive anyone will care? You've clawed so deep.Screamed so loud. Why belive? People hear their own cries. Peole sympthize their own sorrows. Your cries are mere crys in the wind. Cries passing through the ears of those you love who say thay love you. I sit with devoice paper here for my Goth..I wish not to sign but she lonely and find another.We are country's away.Do I dare sign I love with all my heart but do she really love him and he her?Goth no answer phone no answer Hell here I not know some one tell So far Goth so alone to long I sign?
Friendship
THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE Body: THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND 2 CUPS OF COFFEE When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day is not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. when the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly, The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up the box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. Three students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two
The Blood Of Kindred
Well I'm feeling better now just I still feel abit "unfinished" donno why but I'll find out before the nights over. that's all...just....hi lol That's all I gotta say.
Me
ok my niece gave up this traioor in dec so she could live with her mom..while she was going threw the divorce and they couldnt keep the pad rent up etc..cause they didnt work now they just got a jopb..moved out of moms and think they can mov in here between the 2 of them since dec they might of work a whole 2 months... well they came fri.. to stay ..i let them cause of the 2 kids and it was 10 pm at night..the next day i said u have to go.. they left but then at 10 pm sun..they broke in and took there stuff.. so i am getting a restraining order na dthat ..am i wrong..the trailor is in my sister an dthere name..but my sister paid for this and most of the pad rent and she has receipts proving that and ty ok who has a sprint phone they are screwing me big time ..they jsut took 55 out of my account and today they wanan do another 53 im on social security and im on a tight budget..when i left them last time they cancel taking it out of my acount they said they would the 3th of eve
Nemo
For My Soon To Be Husband Eugene
I promise to be your warm spot to cuddle up to when you feel cold I promise to be your soft place to land if you should fall I promise to be the first one to say I am sorry (even if I was right) I promise to be there for you in all of your times of joy and sorrow I promise to support you no matter what your decision (even if I don't agree ) I promise to make a new memory with you each and every day I promise to love you without change I promise to make you laugh I promise to make you cry I promise to give you strength when you are weak I promise to love you forever I promise to cherish you and your love I promise to compromise with you I promise to never take your love for granted I promise to never lose faith in you I promise to never give you a reason to distrust me I promise to always trust you I promise to work with you to resolve our conflicts I promise to always be proud of you I promise to never let you feel alone in this world I promi
Things I'd Say In Public!
So I do MUMMs. Alot. Most of them are just satirical bits that amuse me greatly, and most folks just don't get them. This one was taken down for being NSFW, and in all fairness I can understand why... words can be so offensive sometimes. "Genital Emergency! "Alright, so I know these two girls and they are WAY too embarrassed to ask how to deal with this themselves, so I’m gonna ask for them. Apparently these girls (we’ll call them Jane and Janet) have been friends for over 5 years, and one of them (Jane) may or may not have managed to insert her Nuva Ring too far insider herself. Janet has agreed to help her if necessary, since she’s such a team player. "Here is the big question that Jane and Janet need too know: "Should Jane let Janet fish around inside her to get that Ring out, setting aside how awkward they might feel for one another the next day? Or should they wait and see if the Ring works itself out all by its lonesome?" For all interested parties, the vote
Public Service Announcement
http://www.utherverse.com/FirstLady The channel that was once known as Black Entertainment Television has now become Blacks Embarrassing Themselves...sad what kinda shit they put on tv to represent us....we movin backwards Hey man, we need more fuckin drinks. I drink all kinda shit, I don't know bout yall but sometimes I wanna buy some cognac,gin,brandy...etc. I like a bar with variety...brown or white,beer,different kinda shots, damn give us somemore shit to drank