Jessica's Ramblings
So it is official.. i have moved out into my own house. the move went well, though emotional and difficult. After closing, my family and I painted for about 9 hours. Ok, so it was slightly ambitious of me to think you could paint a whole house in one day...but we almost did it. By 9:00 we were high on paint fumes and speaking only in movie-quotes and laughter. "Can't see the line can you Russ?" Another 2 hours of touch up work in the morning and it was all done...and i only leaned against the wall twice, coating myself with paint... and at one point had paint on my eyelid. Thanks to my family and friends and my friends' husbands the actual moving took only 3 hours and 2 trips. Now the real fun begins as i unpack everything and get settled. Stop by and see the new place.. well after my furniture gets delivered. Pictures to be posted soon. :) It’s 10pm and ascending the stairs- I watch you. It’s an ever-so-slow movement Step-by-step The way your hand cradles the raili

Auction
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Stuff
As an experiment to see just how uneducated and ignorant modern America is, I posted a new default picture: Michaelangelo's David. This has been a revered work of fine art for centuries. It is displayed with the utmost of respect, and is a beautiful example of art from the Italian Renaissance, not to mention that it's a representation of a biblical character - David from the David and Goliath story. I want to see how long it takes for some bible thumping, uneducated schmoe to flag it as NSFW. Any educated person will see it as a work of beauty (or, even if you don't like it, will accept it as a piece of art, revered by others). Only the uneducated American moron, who spouts nothing more than Jesus and War (along with a hefty dose of hate of Muslims) thanks to a fascist government would mark this work of fine art as NSFW. Anyone who marks this photo as NSFW is also likely to be someone who wants to burn books and lynch anyone different from them. I've been following the electi

Auctions
Then click on this picture to bid on me: If you don't want to or can't bid right now, please rate that picture for me. I'd REALLY appreciate it! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ If anyone is looking for an awesome guy to own, bid on this one: ♥ Thanks! As of January 18, 2008, I am the new fu-owner of The Ninja: The Ninja | Taken | Owner of the 1st alarm uglies | Owned by Tusla's Angel@ fubar The Ninja - Nathan - is one awesome speciman of a man at only 20 years old. He puts most or many of you men to shame. Ladies, add this young man; Men, you add him too and maybe you could learn a little something. :D Sweet Mel and I co-own SgtRaider of Sarge's Bad Girls: SgtRaider™*Fu-Husband Of Ecuadorian Goddess**Fu-Owned By Tulsa's Angel & Sweet Mel (Promoter Of@ fubar Sgt.Raider is a super fabulous man and is also head of Sarge's Bad Girls. Go check him out. Check Mel out too: ^Sweet Mel ~Official Greeter

Help Me Pick Out The Cabe For My Lounge Please
there are many times i wanted to be in the contests, but didnt. why? well when you are up against all the bigwigs here us peons dont ever have a chance. like any1 gives a hoot anyways is there anyone that dont lie on this site? all i have been meeting are players, liars, perverts, and ppl who dont give a hoot, uif u r real please hit me up, I was trying to think of what to write on here. I was just thinking. would there be any men interested in me as their real gf? i just want to see who would be interested. i am doing this out of fun thats all

"black Velvet"
Ok lets get this out in the open, So there is no misunderstandings, Its Seems some of my friends, Or that call themselves my friend has a problem with a certain person on my page..Well I am going to be up front and honest about it..He calls himself "The Colonel" and he happens to be very dear to me and he is here to stay.He has always been there for me, He was there for me to talk too, cry too when my Mother past away he really does care and felt my pain, And I had a few other friends that did the same thing.Colonel is a wonderful man and very respectful to me.And everyday that passes he does something special to brighten my day..And I love him for that!!!Plus other reasons... Him and I have both been through some terrible times in our life, and I will always be there for him as he is for me.. I will NOT tolerate childish DRAMA on my page,It's just dumb!!!Life is to short to have to deal with such stupidity.. When I join this site,My only plan was to make s

A Nice Story
SIGN IN A PHILADELPHIA STORE WINDOW - "WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 ALQAEDA TERRORISTS THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN SOLDIER!" This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement. However, we are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign. You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign. Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?) You gotta love it!!! God Bless America THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER AND ONE A SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER ,SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM." A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN S

Life
CLICK THE LINK!!! COME CHECK US OUT!!!         http://fubar.com/lounge/69355 U'LL DEFINITELY HAVE YOUR WORST NIGHT TONIGHT UNLESS U REPOST THIS QUICK! _______________________________________________ as the following: s.l.u.t. = your single and you like somebody h.o.o.k.e.r. = single and recently broke up b.o.o.t.y. = single and loving it l.o.v.e.=taken but confused about how you feel for he/her s.c.r.e.w. d.r.i.v.e.r. = heart broken t.h.o.n.g. = single s.e.x. = if you just don't give a fuck anymore w.h.o.r.e.= you are taken and it's going REALLY good so far! w.o.w. = miss someone a lot and cant get them out of your head c.o.n.d.o.m.= you're a motherfucking NINJA h.o.r.n.y.=your taken and you love him/he U.S.Marines are.... Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of M

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Fat Sonny's Acution started today!! Here is what I'm offering: Stop by Fat Sonny's and place your bid NOW!!! Just click on the pic to take you there. Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I have a 2yr old Yorkie that thinks she's human! 2. My first job was as a waitress in a pizza parlor. 3. I love to make new friends, but have a hard time letting others in. 4. I'm the oldest of 3 girls. 5. I believe what goes around comes around. 6. My mom is my best friend. 7. My oldest son is taller than me. 8. I'm attracted to personality and not looks. 9. I love to photograph scenery. 10. I believe we all have a soul mate. Passi

My Writings I Guess
Memories still remain How long ago that was It feels like just yesterday The pain just won't go away 'Even with someone Who treats me right.' Feeling so guilty That the past holds onto her still Laying next to him Filled with so much fear Thinking 'I just give up.' Holding so much pain It doesn't hurt quite as bad When her will to fight is gone When he has his way All his snide remarks How bad they made her feel She always seemed to flinch When he started to yell 'I wish I wasn't so scared.' How hard she tries To make the thoughts Just disappear 'I'm with someone new, I love him too.' He helps her through the day He helps make the pain Fade away But forever the scar Will remain It's amazing Truly it is How someone could fall So deep into depression Over nothing big at all How no one can really see How much one hurts inside They all just pass by Ignoring all the tears shed And all the outstretched hands Of the people who've fallen Into this

Wykd Storm Radio
Woo Hoo Hotties RULE!!! The Long Hairs Won all categories. Hunter won with most Thumbs Up 270 (Y), Wolf won with Most Thumbs Down 19 (N), & The whole Team Won with 605 Overall rates! Way To Go Guys!! I would like to thank all who participated and voted! It was a great Contest and I will try to do more in the near future. THANK YOU!!! The Final Results: Hotties: The Photographer 63 (Y) 4 (N) Wolf -- 22 (Y) 19 (N) JuggaloN8ative - 60 (Y) 3 (N) Cory -- 40 (Y) 5 (N) Arcanis -- 21 (Y) 6 (N) Hunter -- 270 (Y) 9 (N) Mr. Serious - 18 (Y) 5 (N) Tool Man Tim --22 (Y) 4 (N) Russ007 -- 28 (Y) 6 (N) Studs: LoneWolfJohn - 19 (Y) 4 (N) Kidd1267 -- 14 (Y) 7 (N) Pete -- 21 (Y) 4 (N) Red_Write_Hand -- 23 (Y) 2 (N) Brett --- 36 (Y) 5 (N) Lions -- 16 (Y) 3 (N) Will -- 14 (Y) 4 (N) WYKD WYKD WYKD

Poems
Waiting in the darkness, For some light to shine, Ever since she left, My world has been dark and cold, Loss of all feeling, No more control over emotions, I sit here and wonder, Why life has left me all alone, No more love to give, No more tears to cry, Feeling cold and empty inside, As though sometime soon, I will be cradled in the arms of darkness, As my life slowly says goodbye. As I sit here with arms and wrists bleeding, I wonder why God why, Why can't I just end my life, Tormented and tourtured is my soul, Broken and torn apart is my heart, Why can't I just forever enter the dark? Wam blood flowing over me, but true darkness I will never see, Why do I have to live? Knives, guns, ropes and chains, nothing will take away my pain, Blind within a light I can never truly see, Why must I live life in misery? Lonely hearts forgotten, Like dreams never to come, Pain and misery is all they see, Growing cold while longing for warmth, Awaiting to burn

Random Thoughts From A Rambling Mind
This was NOT written by me. It was written by a lady named Kendra who is an amazingly insightful person. I owe her a lot and we've never even met! About Daddy Doms I mentioned the term "Daddy Dom" in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First, I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is, however, my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He doe

From The Beautiful Mind Of Me
What is wrong with people. You tell them that you dont want to talk to them and they throw shit in your face that you said when you were drunk. They say you cheated on them when actually thats not true at all. Its quite opposite, he cheated on ME! But I am done with that stupid rediculous phase of my life. I have moved on. Nothing good came of it other than lessons learned. NEVER TRUST THE ONE YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD TRUST THE MOST. they will send you to hell and back over and over again. Other than that things are going great in my life right now. I am staying strong and not going back to the past. All it is, is a horrible memory. Work is going great right now. In fact I just got off work bout an hour ago. The hotel party kicked ass, I had an unexpected visitor but he made me very very happy......and satisfied. The best yet. LMAO. He is so fucking sexy. LOL. My very own bad boy. And when I say bad......lol i mean in a very good way. Memories that will stay with me for a long long t

Harsh Realities
a good friend has left my life way too soon and way too young, he was an asshole to most but a good friend and fun to be around to me. he was talented musically in a band called pint busters when he lived in my area, and always knew how to put on a good show. today i mourn a friend and brother. i miss you Alex This was Pint Busters Alex was the singer I may not of ever met her but her death does affect me as it should any woman. She didnt follow the norm and lead the sexual revolution of the 60s she will be missed Pinup Queen Bettie Page Dead at 85 Thu., Dec. 11, 2008 7:29 PM PST by Natalie Finn Michael Ochs Archives/Getty Images Although her body was mortal, Bettie Page's image is forever young and feisty. The 1950s-era model, whose saucy poses for publications like Beauty Parade, Twitter and an upstart rag called Playboy won her a legion of fans and a cult following long after her pinup days were over, died Thursday night at a Los Angeles hospital,

F*ck Me Like You Hate Me
"Thinking Of You" Comparisons are easily done Once you've had a taste of perfection Like an apple hanging from a tree I picked the ripest one I still got the seed You said move on Where do I go I guess second best Is all I will know Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into your eyes You're like an Indian summer In the middle of winter Like a hard candy With a surprise center How do I get better Once I've had the best You said there's Tons of fish in the water So the waters I will test He kissed my lips I taste your mouth He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you Thinking of you What you would do if You were the one Who was spending the night Oh I wish that I Was looking into... You're the best And yes I do regret How I could let myself Let you go Now the lesson's learned I touched it I was burned Oh I think y

420bull
(one) Love brings war Love breeds hate Love births peace Love begats death Love blossoms life (two) Life blossoms love Life begats death Life breeds hate Life brings war life births peace (three) Peace births life Peace brings war Peace begats death Peace blossoms love Peace breeds hate (four) Hate breeds peace Hate brings love Hate births war Hate blossoms life Hate begats death (five) Death begats hate Death breeds life Death blossoms love Death brings peace Death births war (six) War births death War begats peace War blossoms life War breeds hate War brings love Misconstrued never ending or beginning One last bringing of war Begatting death of the cycle Blossoming life as it is meant to be Bringing cataclysmic profound love Birthing true peace and tranquility In love, in lust Affection, complete trust Souls are entwined Hearts beat as one Like the Earth and the Sun Fu

Side Note
The time has come to say goodbye to the Fu. I am going to miss all my friends on here, but I don't want to deal with the bs anymore. Mostly from one person in particular. You know who you are...I'm tired of her blocking me then saying a bunch of shit about me, thinking that I won't find out!!! Take care everyone...for those of you that have my yahoo, stay in touch...if ya don't have it...I will keep this account for maybe a day or two. Leave me a message... Take care, ~ Dungeon Master MustangDos ~ Ok....I need you all to comment on this FUCKTARD's mumms, pics, profile, etc...Get the word out that he is a pathetic looser....He thinks that he is going to steel my wife away....He has become a stalker... Mr. Mafisto@ fubar He deleted the mumm....but here is what it said: Sex - To Share Or Not To Share created @ 2008-02-12 07:59:40 -- expires in: 23 hr [EVERYONE] What do you do... You find yourself in a relationship with someone who was in a relationship

ALL THE SWEET FRIENDS WHO HAVE HELPED ME IN LEVELING UP TO ROCK STAR....THEY R ALWAYS AWESOME AND SO SWEET TO ME < /fubar.com/photo.php?u=1098497&i=1431021574&albumid=1109704" target=_blank> href="http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1815442&i=234674968&albumid=1046179" target=_blank> THE FIRST BLING SHE GAVE ME, MWHAAAAAAAAZ Want one? Go to geocities.com/testiflash - Love!

Death Note
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Tag
Im feeling so much pain and i ask my self will i ever be the same . For my heart is now broken and with out a word evan spoken. Not a word was said and yet inside i feel so dead. I was floating on cloud 9 and it seemed so right and everything was fine. But once again im left with the feling of emptiness, yet another sleepless night filled with tears and distress. They say if you love sum one set them free, but why do i always have to do it. Why is it always me . you always excepted me for me , although i was definately not perfect this was clear for all to see, you were there for me so many times when others walked away but every time i went home you wud meet me down the pub and welcome me with a cheerful face to just say gday. to many you were a legend in your own time and you were like no other. to me you were as well but also like my mother. you lived such a full and enrichin life and for 55 yrs you remained the same guys wife. now ur gone but the memories of ur legend

Poems
Please forgive me if i act a little strange, for i knwo not what i do. feels like lighting running thruough my veins everytime i look at you. help me out here all my words have fallen sharp. Please harp and theres so much i want to say. want to tell uyou just how good it feels when you look at me that way. throw a stone and watch the ripples flow moving out across the bay. like a stone i fall into your eyes deep into that mystery. i got half a mind to scream outloud, i got hlaf a mind to die, so i wont ever have to love you, wont ever have to say goodbye. please forgive me if i act a little stange sometimes for i know not what i do. so fast, so soon, please tell me why im falling so quickly. this is all so new to me and i dont know what to do or where to go. im scared to death please forgive me!!!! It's been a bad day I'm getting used to it now another sad day I'd cry but I dunno how I'm drowning in thoughts of how things used to be my chest was shut tight compl

Learning
Just some FYI so no one will ask me the ?. I'm not nor will I post a photo file of 25 to a 100 photo's of just me that is just off the fawkin wall I think one photo is enough and that will be my SALUTE. I'm not nor will I add 500 friend's for what? So they can sit on my page and not say Hi WILL NOT HAPPEN I will remove anyone in after aweek if they cant say Hi I'm not havin point whores or what it maybe sittin on my page. If this makes you pissy then you may leave my list I'm real and that's the deal. I dont look at NSFW for what they all look the same you see one you seen all so don't ask me to LOOK will not happen. COMMENTS I don't care for all the bling bling shit not me I leave poem's because I feel they look nice on your page then some TITTIES ass bullshit makes everything look nasty AND I WILL DELETE ANY THAT IS NASTY IN ANYWAY so all will know where I stand. I try to RESPECT all but DISS me and I'm on ya like a fly on horse shit. You will find out I keep to my own I'm not in t

Umm
till i move out...thank god. everyone was gone this week yet the still gave me hell. called my phone almost none stop. i went thursday to hot springs to find hells half acre and visited a body musem. which was sweet. Anyways i stayed at my friends place there, thanks if your reading this, they called friday and gave me hell, then called back saying they were sorry....so fuck...anyways i got home and they started jumping down my throat..and were like why are you so angry? Fortuanely my older sister was there and cut them off saying they needed to stop raming down my throat...so im glad she was there... so all in all things arent that great but i only got to make it 2 more weeks. so how are yall till i move to ASU BEEBE!!! im startn EMT school on monday. so im ready for that!! umm got my fridge today so im gettn it cold so it will be somewhat ready. Im kinda scared cause i dont know a single person on this campus but...hell it will be a great new start. At the end of the semister i

Minds Eye
When I don't write poetry I dream of Elvis old fat Elvis with grease and glasses shaking his velvet hips at shrieking glamour addicts as if it really meant something and I wonder: Could I really delude a universe into flashlight floods and an illusion of ideal to make them believe I never rose with bedhead got zapped out on a Deal Or No Deal marathon masturbated in the shower or had to, as they say pass Elvis now and then? And then burst the bubble urban legend style... When I don't write poetry I dream a lot of crazy shit. So what will I do now? Write on? Trigger up for another round? Or hail to the King? ~M~ Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant, they too have their story Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit

Sweetwater's Drink Specials
THIS ONE NAMED IN HONOR OF OUR VERY OWN 'GRANDPA' CORNS NEVER RUBBED , THE POOR THANG! LOL THE GRANDPA GASSER- v-8 juice w/ a few raw oysters swimming nicely and a splash of hot sauce and a shot of prune juice on the side! and if you'd like to increase this tasty drink , we'll even serve ya some of Grandpa's favorite creamed corn in a side dish.......gotta be cream corn cuz Grandpa can't find his teeth to chew whole kernel corn with anymore...... yum yummmm Grandpa, what's fer supper!?! lol Whiskey BabyDoll - straight up blend of Jack Daniels, Jim Beam and a splash of Peach Schnops! NAMED AFTER BABYDOLL, THIS ONE WILL PUT SOME FUN ON THEM BUNZ OR HAIR ON YA CHEST, WHICH SHE'LL BE PLAYIN WITH! LMAOOO :P~ cum n get some! lol THIS DRINK IS CALLED 'LITTLE BASTARD' INGREDIENTS ARE : CAPTAIN MORGAN Orange Juice Pineapple Juice 7-Up® Soda * Shake ingredients together with ice in a cocktail shaker * Strain into a highball glass filled with ice

Just Thoughts
to all my friends on fubar.my 39 yr old brother left this messed up world yesterday 5-20-2008. he was a father of 4 children and 4 grandchildren.died on his first grandsons birthday. he now joins his wife and our mother that will welcome him home. the sad things are no insurance and he still has 2 kids under 16 years that are going to have a hard way to go trying to burry there father and keep there life a float. we have started a fund raiser for them and if anyone wants to help local or far im going to include a mailing location to send anything that might help them get through this time, no cause of death as of this time. he went to sleep and never woke up. william wilson/kids 1703 south chicago street #42 joliet illinois 60436 815-726-3212 or 815-666-8699 GOD BLESS THE FAMILY... vote blue COME HELP ME OUT ON MYYEARBOOK.COM

Youtube Fave's!!
Billy Holiday, Strange Fruit Rare Live Footage of one of the firtst anti rascism songs ever. Southern trees bear strange fruit, Blood on the leaves and blood at the root, Black bodies swinging in the southern breeze, Strange fruit hanging from the poplar trees. Pastoral scene of the gallant south, The bulging eyes and the twisted mouth, Scent of magnolias, sweet and fresh, Then the sudden smell of burning flesh. Here is fruit for the crows to pluck, For the rain to gather, for the wind to suck, For the sun to rot, for the trees to drop, Here is a strange and bitter crop. Billie Holiday & count basie - god bless the child, now baby or never - 1952 Billie Holiday & count basie - god bless the child, now baby or never - 1952 Billie holiday / arthur herzog jr. Them thats got shall get Them thats not shall lose So the Bible said and it still is news Mama may have, papa may have But God bless the child thats got his own Thats got his own Yes,

Me
mp3 codes | John Michael Montgomery MP3s What it means to just be friends and how to move out of the friend zone If you’ve ever wanted to breakup with someone before you even date them, telling them “let’s just be friends” is the way to do it. Unlike a breakup with a boyfriend or girlfriend, you’re able to crush this person’s idyllic fantasies of your hypothetical romance when it’s at its peak. No longer will they scribble your name in their notebooks, nor will they try to count the freckles in your eyes when they talk to you. By saying these words, you have a 99 percent chance of hearing this person’s heart break, even if you’re saying it over instant messenger. Yup, it’s that powerful. Think about it, they’re just about the worst four words that you could ever tell someone. So why do we say them? They’ve crossed my lips, I’ll admit. For each victim there was a different reason why I knew ‘we’ just wouldn’t work out. For one it was lack of chemistry and for another, it wa

My Illness And Stuff!
Your so forgetful that you have to set an alarm on your cell to remember to take all your pills. Then when said alarm goes off you turn it off because its annoying..and forget to take your pills. You sit something down to only seconds later forget where you sat it. You put your phone in the freezer and try to make a call on your mouse. You wake up in the morning and ask your husband if he has to work today, because you forgot it was a day he had to go to work. Your glad your head is attached because you would misplace that too! Your happy that your kids are old enough to match their own socks, and pick out their own socks...face it they all look the same! You have lists to remind you to do things..and even the lists happen to manically disappear..then you are totally screwed! Comprehension is a luxury item you no longer posses! Spell check becomes your best friend! You can no longer drive because you forget where your going, and your doctor is afraid your

Poems
Shadows in the fire Pigments of light by a flower Joyful laughter tinkling in my ear Whispers of magic that’s all that I can hear. In the corner of my right eye I see a joyful sprite In the corner of my left eye a fairies laughing in delight. Walking through the woods With my little friends all around I hear a lyrical voice I look to the ground. To my surprise To my delight A leprechaun was right in my sight. Frolicking with his pot of gold I’ll tell you now it was a sight to behold. Going to a stream To get a sip of water I knelt by a mother unicorn Watching her daughter. Running through the fields Neighing in innocent joy. I smile and look to my left I see a mermaid and mer-boy. Friends of the past I call them by their names The call me into the water To wade and play games. Diving and swimming ‘till dusk arrives It’s regretfully time to go home Time to say goodbye. Waving bye to the mer-people Unicorns Leprechauns Fairies And sprites. Walkin

Fuk It All
wow he swore hed never hurt me. yet right now i feel like my heart is being shredded into lil pieces. ya know it wouldnt have mattered much if it was him i heard it from...hell at least i would have heard from him. but no i hear from a friend that he went to his wifes house to see the baby...which fine hes spending time with his daughter thats great. but i still havent heard from him and well if hes there hes been there all day. and now his phone is shut off....he tells me not to worry that hes not going anywhere but what the hell am i supposed to think. right now all i can think is hes with her again...i dont want to beleive it i dont want it to be true but my mind and heart are telling me something just isnt right here. why the hell would he be with her all day and not get ahold of me at all. what is he hiding? every time i let a guy in i get hurt im so fucking sick of it. and then men wonder why im a bitch..... My heart is breaking Nights drag on forever Barely sleeping now No

Welcome To Tre's World!
Born June 11, 1970....Kingston, Jamaica. My brother and I were born there as my father and mother were working in Jamaica out of Negril on an American diplomacy. My family spent 9 more years there before moving the family to a family farm in Pasco, Washington where I remained before getting a basketball scholarship to the University of Southern California..."Go Trojans!" Spending the 4 years I did I received a Bachelor's in Criminal Justice. While in college, I spent my time playing basketball and participating in US Marine Corps R.O.T.C.. After college, I went right into the Marine Corps where I served 12 years before getting retired in 2003 due to some injuries sustained while in Iraq. After recuperating from my injuries, I proceeded into buying into a Bail Bonds business and getting my license to be a Bail Enforcement Officer. This is what I do now. The term Bounty Hunter is a title used that more people are familiar with. I am a father of four beautiful babies, and I liv

Votre Secrete/ihr Sekret
I am looking for someone to share my heart as well as ...... my dirty little sekrets. Do you think you could be that person? Show me. I only fuck the best - I will accept nothing else for myself. Plz leave me a comment and share with me your thoughts if you would like to be the one. I want your kisses upon my body while i walk you on a chain beside me in the rain. With you and no one else. show your devotions to me. make love to me my slave for I am yours alone. irresistable and yours, ~milady_J_ßßW ENGLISH: "I enjoy conversation...if you’re looking for something to distract you from the disatisfaction of your real life and hope it involves some form of spanking, a few commands, the ripping of various items of clothing, naughty voicemails or chats, and the occasional dream fullfillment, then I am yours..." I love to H.O.T.T and then go take an ice cold shower and feel it run across my entire body and I know that the sight of me fucking myself will get you

Thoughts And Feelings
My heart goes out to him more than he knows but I don't know how to tell him.  All I want is to let him know how I really feel but can never seem to find the words when I have the chance to talk to him.  For some reason the words never come to me.  I want to tell him how he's the only one I want and how I want for us to be all that everyone thinks we are and then some.  I think him and I could be something very amazing but at the same time I'm so scared that by saying something I will only push him away.  He is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I really don't want to lose him.  He is amazing.  Treats me and my lil girl like nobody ever has and doesn't ask for anything in return.  He's happy just spending time together...don't have to spend money or anything just to be together.  So now all I have to do is figure out how to tell him how I truly feel about him. It hurts to think you love her more. We went through a lot together but I guess that doesnt matter. No

My Fuckin Blog Bitch
Try Not To Cry BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the

First Timer...not What You Think...lol
Hey y'all...sorry I have't wrote for awhile...I just got hired on at a new job, I start today...orientations from noon to 4pm. I have been wanting this job for awhile and I finally got it...YES! Everything else in my life is going great too, we just got a new puppy...so on and so forth...What more could I ask for in life than what I already have...Oh and my party is next Saturday...hope everyone can make it...ZTime to raise some HELL!! Hope y'all are doin good! Talk to yas laters! Luvs Yas! I haven't been on fubar for awhile...obviously...I mostly stick to myspace. Newayz...a lot of things have changed...for one, me and my fiance Larry just introduced our first child together into the world on February 28th, 2009. We named him Lane Jordyn Taylor...he is the most precious baby. I uploaded some pictures and will do more soon...I am also on myspace as I mentioned and have a ton of pictures on that site. It is hard to believe that he will be a month old this month He is healthy and happy..

Family Notes
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16, I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25, I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28, I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 30, I found a smart ambitious girl with

Just Some Poems I Wrote B4..but Are So True
DAMN I MISS HIM... WHY CANT HE BE HERE? WHY IS HE SO FAR AWAY WHEN I WANT HIM NEAR? WILL I GET TO SEE HIM SOON? DOES HE KNOW THAT I WOULD FLY TO THE MOON IF I WAS JUST ABLE TO HOLD HIM? I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM SO VERY VERY MUCH DAMN I MISS HIS LAUGHTER AND I MISS HIS TOUCH I MISS THE WAY HE WOULD HOLD ME WHEN I WAS FEELING SAD I MISS HIS LOVING WORDS I MISS THE WAY HIS VOICE WOULD BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY I MISS HIM SO DAMN MUCH IT'S EVEN HARD TO SAY I WISH THAT HE WAS HERE WITH ME NOW MAKING ME NOT FEEL SO SAD I WISH THAT HE COULD HOLD ME AT NIGHT WHEN THE TEARS HIT MY PILLOW I WISH THAT HE KNEW HOW MUCH I MISSED HIM I TRY TO BE STRONG I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE IN HIS STRONG LOVING ARMS BUT I WANT HIM NOW DAMN HOW I MISS HIM I LOVE HIM SO VERY MUCH I WOULD DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW JUST TO FEEL HIS LOVING GENTAL TOUCH I LOVE HIM AND I WANT HIM HERE NOW..... BUT NO THAT DAY WONT COME YET NOT FOR AWHILE IT SEEMS SO I HAV

My Thoughts.........for What They Are Worth......
From: Love and Light Date: Jul 14, 2008 1:21 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: VixyDate: Jul 14, 2008 12:12 AM Utah announces 'major dinosaur fossil discovery' By MIKE STARK, Associated Press Writer Tue Jun 17, 7:30 AM ET A newly discovered batch of well-preserved dinosaur bones, petrified trees and even freshwater clams in southeastern Utah could provide new clues about life in the region some 150 million years ago. The Bureau of Land Management announced the find Monday, calling the quarry near Hanksville "a major dinosaur fossil discovery." An excavation revealed at least four sauropods, which are long-necked, long-tailed plant-eating dinosaurs, and two carnivorous ones, according to the bureau. It may have also uncovered an herbivorous stegosaurus. Animal burrows and petrified tree trunks 6 feet in diameter were found nearby. The site doesn't contain any new species but offers scientists the chance to learn more about the

Quotes That Inspire
You can run from LOVE and if it's REALLY LOVE it will FIND you CATCH you by the heel... But you can't be numb for LOVE. The ONLY PAIN is to feel NOTHING at all... How can I hurt when I'm holding YOU?!!! It's hard to wait around for something... that you know might not happen, but it's even harder to give up, when you know it's everything you've ever wanted!!! WANTED by many! TAKEN by none! LOOKING at some! WAITING for one!

~just Things~
People on here just need to grow the f*ck up!!! I'm in a contest so I send a friend the link to drop a rate and I get a reply in my sb.."i hv rated ur stuff/left u profile comments and u don't return the love" so I'm NOT leaving a rate...what the f*ck????? I hv rated and returned the love to her many times but not here recently cuz I hv bn sick/in the hosp/and had 2 surgeries in 1 week!!! Sometimes people are just plain FUCKTARDS!!!!!!!!! MOTHERS and MOMS If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, 'It's okay honey, Mommy's here. ' Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work

Poems
For all those days I watch the sunrise I think about how you are doing For all the wonderful comments you leave me on here I feel love When ever I see that I have a comment from you My heart skips a beat When I come across your smile I can't help but smile I wonder if I will ever get to meet you my Beautiful Ninja No I don't think of you as my dorky ninja It would be nice to watch the sunrise with you Enjoy your eyes glistening with the beautiful Hawaiian sunrise Having a intimate dinner while we sit at the beach with a sheet under us 3 candles to light make things special all the food that I have cooked for you to enjoy. I hope you like my short poem Sandy! Much Love And Aloha BABE! Miss you a lot! BatchMaster: Are you there? BatchMaster: Hope your not angry.... BatchMaster: Hello? BatchMaster: The dirty ones..... BatchMaster: I guess... ->BatchMaster: me? the one with 4 pictures in it? BatchMaster: You.... ->BatchMaster: which

Important Information
Ok we did have all our pictures available for our friends. But this morning one of our "so called" friends marked some NSFW well we turned our private folder (that was available to all friends) to family only. We hope to let all see them soon but we as of now have to take things careful because we have some that we want you to see and we want you as well as ourselves to get points for them. I am sorry one person messed it up. But we are not leaving so please look at the ones still open to friends. All comments are welcome and encourged, remember this is a couples page (not just a female page) Master probably wont get mad at me doing this. He knows I have been looking for a while and this can only help me find what I am looking for. I refuse to put any ink on my body unless it is the perfect art for me. I have been looking for a climbing tree red eyed tree frog. Now this is the concept I want... I want it to look like it is climbing up me. I don't want a picture of its belly. I want

Outdoorsman's Ramblings
http://www.fubar.com/user/2199702 Woohoo...back from Bama....hot and sticky down there! I can stand the heat...but...the humidity?? Man, I've been getting a lot of questions and my shoutbox is constantly full about me dressing in drag for charity. Here's the scoop. Every year, our community has a Male beauty pageant and this year was no exception. This event was to raise money for our local Boys and Girls Club. 3 years of me and my organization sponsoring "women" wasn't enough. This year they wanted me to do it as well. Well, I'm a sucker for a good charity so after much persuading, I did it. I'm comfortable and confident with who I am, we had a lot of fun, the crowd loved it, and most of all the children benefited from it. Our female employees did all the make up and choreograph work, I just had to wear it and do the dance. If you're all lucky, I may just post my comical dance in my stash for all of you to see. The song....Deana Carter's "I Shaved My Legs For This." To

Just A Blog
Dear Husband: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good woman to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't notice that I had gotten my hair and nails done, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new negligee. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching the game. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't touch me or anything. Either you're cheating or you don't love me anymore, whatever the case is, I'm gone. P.S. If you're trying to find me, don't. Your BROTHER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! > Your EX-Wife *********************************************************** ******************************** Dear Ex-Wife Nothing has made my day mor

This Is Awesome
I have added a bunch of new pictures to my site, since my friend Kat1114 gave me a VIP for the month. Don't be shy and come and rate them. I would love to get my overall rating up from a 10.07 to something higher. It's been there forever...lol So if you can and would like, please rate them 11s....wish I could afford a Auto 11 to get it done myself....Help a friend if you can. Hugs, Wild Angel So here is my story.  I moved to Arizona to start the next chapter in my life.  I am really excited to be here, but am a little lost.  Not sure what is in store for me.  Had a pretty good life in South Carolina, but was never really happy there.  Now here I am, no car, no friends, no job (I am disabled) and nothing to do.  I know God has a reason he made it possible for me to move here.  I just wish I knew what it was.  I am going a little stir crazy.  Love the peace and quiet, but sometimes we all need a little excitement.  I could get a bus pass like a friend recommended, but not sure w

Thoughtful Thursday
I wish it was never like this I wish you to never go If only I could change it But its too late we can never go back I wish you could see What has become of me since you've been gone I wish I could change this but you broke it. Well I've been thinking a lot. And I mean don't get me wrong I like sex as much as the next person, but MY GOD. Why is it every time someone talks to me... it almost always has to deal with sex... on here or not, there are the few exceptions, but not many. I just wish, one day, someone would actually care about me... and carry on a decent conversation that didn't have the objective of sex. I don't honestly care about your dick size... it's probably small... most guys who ask on here are. I'm sorry but seriously if you have to nag someone to rate your cock for your self assurance, well lets face it, you know somethings wrong, and you want someone to lie to you... so sure you have a marvelous cock, not like I will ever touch it or care to. If you want

Diva Birthdays....
When is your birthday so we can show you... "Dylon's Diva Mafia" some serious birthday luv!!!! I would love to have all the divas bdays, so that we can show each one you MAD BDAY love. Please send me a private message or leave it here...Thanks so MUCH. PEASE AND LOVE...MsMaine AKA The WiseGal Hapy Birthday !Please show her...

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My Shit
This guy came to me wanting to be on staff. he immediately began harassing the women on staff. anyway...he was the quickest hire/fire we've had at our lounge. be careful, do not let this guy come work for you. oh and go stop by and pay him a little visit and leave the assCLOWN some love! below is copy n pasted from my sb...he also is hitting my yahoo with 'die cunt' messages. have fun with him, his link is below the clown from hell ...: i hope you fucking die of aids and cancer and whatever else fucking cunt http://www.fubar.com/user/2264977 HEY, IM IN MY FIRST AUCTION...IF YA WANNA CHECK IT OUT AND MAYBE BID FOR ME...COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=578743&albumid=1079614&i=3822057398&idx=2 BELOW IS A BULLIE LINK...PLS COPY AND PASTE THIS AND REPOST FOR ME!! SPANKSSSSSSSSS!! http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3257237419# COME ROCK DJ BOO BOO WITH RATES AND COMMENTS YEP SHE JOINED ANOTHER CONTEST AND NEEDS EVERYBODYS HELP TO MAKE T

Random Stuff
There is no feeling quite like the one you get when holding a brand new baby. So sweet, so pure, no greater innocence. Its soothing. My friend had her first baby, a little boy, yesterday afternoon here at the hospital I work for, so I went to see them today on my lunch break. Everyone is healthy and doing well. I just wanted to write about something happy and positive instead of bitching about something. So I got to work on Monday morning, signed into our system, my normal routine. Went to log into Fubar to say good morning to my friends and I get a message on my screen that says: "ACCESS DENIED" Dammit, I tried again and I tried today but to no avail. To be perfectly honest, I am surprised that it lasted as long as it did but still mad that they cut off my access to fubar during the day. I was having fu-withdrawals all day yesterday. Its like they don't want us to have contact to the outside world or something. No networking sites, no Instant Messengers nothing n

Bombing
Need everyone to bomb this pic... she needs 10,000 comments. Thanks I only need 1000 comments total to get a blast please come help me... You will need to add, rate, and fan the host and tell her that ~Hillary~*Founder of BBW_Bombers Family* and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by Espo1969 sent you. Remember everyone these are the pics you need to bomb so make sure you leave lots of comments to help out our fellow family members!!

Venting On Everything
I don't know what to fucking think hey? I know you know what I'm talking about I sooo wish one of you would slap me upside the jaw to stop myself from talking about the subject as well!. Wish that I could switch off my phone remove myself from the computer and not think about some of the stuff I've been ranting about!. But of course you know my reason for having the phone on 24/7. damned if I do and fucked over in hell if I don't!. oh blah time for bed!.....guess we'll have to talk about this another time!. sorry but work is the shits and I really have to be there no matter what this time!. chat to you soon okay? So a family member so nicely put me down today all because I can't be stuffed dressing up all the fucking time cause I do manual labour as my job. really what the fucking point?. sweating buckets and having makeup on is a bloody waste of time and money. besides I have family members in real life giving me a talking down for putting stuff on my face. yeah hate

My Thoughts And Poems
Cutting me like a knife; you exposed me to the light; showing me where i was wrong; but now it must end for you never where a friend; never my friend only my pain; like all things before it wasnt ment to be for me This poem is what its like to live with borderline personality disorder Verse one: Did you know that you stole my heart. But it feels like were two worlds apart. Did it feel like that for you dear, still I'm wishing that you were near. Can't belive its almost been a year since the day you left me here to dream. Can't wait to see your face again and explain all my fears to you. Chorus: I'm dreaming of you tonight cause thats all I have of you. Yes I'm dreaming of you tonight and all that we had (all that we had) cause I love you. Verse two: Wish you could have seen me there the day that you left (the day that you left) that summer day. I didn't know what to do without you in my life. All I could do was wish for you and pray for you to return to my lif

Random Stuff
NOT a good idea ppl. Not safe for anyone. THEY CAN FALL OUT OF THE WINDOW. Then you've killed your pup. Or the poor thing lives, but then has a broken back or something and dies shortly after. And yes, this is something I witnessed last night. Luckily I noticed it on the ground right after it happend and that it was still breathing. Stopped car because I was sure as hell not going to let the baby get run over. Whether it lived long after or not, that's horrible. Bad enough jackasses don't think about these things so it won't happen. That's an image I don't think will go away any time soon. I'm just glad that I didn't witness it getting run over. THAT would've been even worse. Damn humans with no common sense. Whatever happend to an eye for an eye?? It seems that guys aren't in to kissing these days. I don't know if they don't really know how or they're affraid they won't or they assume the girl can't. Either way, this kinda sucks. It's been almost 3 months since I've k

Daily Words To My Friends
I want all of my Fubar friends and family to know that I will be deleting my account at the end of the week...I've just outgrown this site...But I have made some awesome friends on here that I would love to keep in touch with...If you want to keep in contact outside of Fubar...Please send me a message with your preference of e-mail, IM (yahoo), cell phone or whatever, and I will reciprocate! I love each and every one of you! Best wishes to you all! Rhonda AKA MsRain You Never Know Author Unknown You never know when someone May catch a dream from you. You never know when a little word, Or something you may do May open up a window Of the mind that seeks the light The way you live may not matter at all... But you never know - it might. And just in case it could be That another's life through you. Might possibly change for the better With a broader brighter view. It seems it might be worth a try At pointing the way to the right. Of course, it may not matter at all,

Contests
Ladies and gentlemen, the contest is over. First place winning 2,000,000 fubucks goes to: Peek-A-Boo@ fubar Second place winning 1,000,000 fubucks goes to: ***Co OwNeR oF PiNkLaDyS lAp DaNcE *** aka '****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe**' @ fubar Third place winning 200,000 fubucks goes to: UKLADY66 @ fubar And the bonus prize of 25 fu bling credit pack for the most picture rates goes to: ***Co OwNeR oF PiNkLaDyS lAp DaNcE *** aka '****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe**' @ fubar Thanks to all that took part, a nice DRAMA FREE contest! :) BROUGHT TO YOU BY tra71@ fubar Yay the time has come to advise of the details of my happy hour contest! START DATE will be Friday 25th April 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! The FIRST one to have 50,000 comments on their picture in my album wins a happy hour on me!!! The END DATE for the contest will be Friday 30th

Text Graphics
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it, it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage and friendships and children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important and so are the people we know. And so, we keep them. I

Rant!!!!!
It never ceases to amaze me about this place and just what is and isn't really important...... earlier I posted a bully, asking ppl to show some love and send a hug to a friend who has just lost her father and either side of that bully was one about new levels on fu.....fine....no problem with that, a bully is afterall a bully.......but its the level of importance that has got me really fucking angry....seem most are more happy to see new levels then to take a couple of seconds to show real feelings about something more fucking important then fucking points and levels.......   well I am truly happy that all the fucking points whores have their wish at long fucking last...well done......... FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK. FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK. FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK. FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK. FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK. FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUC

Dragon Magick
Sometimes it becomes necessary to cleanse and seal where you live. This ritual can help cleanse the place of bad vibrations and other things. But before you cleanse your house because you think your being haunted by Jack the Ripper (by the way, it is very rare that demons and other bad things are going to just show up in your house and start doing bad things, so, don't get to carried away), think if there is anything going on in the house right now that could be causing bad vibrations. Maybe your house is just very stressful. Before you get rid of anything, see if there are any guilty feelings, and get rid of them. Uncover and purge all deeply felt emotions. This alone can get rid of whatever bad feelings you might have (another note, it usually isn't a ghost in your house, just bad feelings. I have a room in my house that I can't go in without feeling angry. It's just that the people who live there fill the room with bad emotions. That is what cleansing rituals are usually for, gettin

A After Thought
What if I said I made a mistake ? Threw away this chance , and walked away . What if Im wrong , and this isn't whats right . What if I get to close to you , use to sleeping by you at night . Then out of the blue you change your mind . Then what ? Where does that leave me , On the outside in love , Unable to see . I just don't think thats where I want to be . Id rather not try , Than get to attached , just to care to much , and not get it back . Maybe thats part of the gamble , Part of the game , And half the fun , Is just to get to play ? See I don't know anymore , I cant really be sure , I just know what I know , That theres just no cure , For love unrequited , and I'll feel like a fool , Should the situation arise , Where this becomes true . Theres a part of me that just wants to ask , But I dont want to seem pushy , Then the other side , feels like Im wasting my time ,

Flea's Place
I've lost my way my friend I'm lost and in fear of the end there's no safety in pretend the sanctity of my sanity is near the end I've crossed the fields I've burdens I wield like cherished heart strings bend broken streams descend Nightmarish fantasies assault my reality garish affronts to sanity Whom do I feel beckoning my sighs my cries my need for a woman's thighs So I ask of you my friend would you remember me in the end with kindness perhaps a song wine while we smoke the last bong "remember me" as the king once said remember the joy of things we once did For we'll meet again my friend @Aug,1999 Remembered Prayers I seek the end in prayer searching for a friend there I'm hurt again because you know how to pretend But it's not as if you care Not as if I dare To walk away from the madness And still I feel the chill of your disapproving glare And All I can do is *sigh* stumbl

She Just Walks Around With It
if we're all here to be an impact on the life of somebody else, can our impacts be multiple and branch-like? and do i have less branches than you possibly have? and who moderates these? and what is it all going to add up to? what is the ultimate ending of the effects we have on other people's lives? what is the culmination? is everything preprogrammed to end? but then wouldn't endings in themselves be programmed to end? and if endings end than there would be no endings, but everything would still be predestined to end? i feel full of philosophy lately and i lack the company to share it with. Call me crazy but for some strange reason I'm scared of moths. I dont know why I'm scared of moths, they dont bite, they dont sting, they dont spin webs and creep up in your shit during the middle of the night, I'm just scared of them. Last night I'm in my room minding my own god damn business when this big fuckin' moth comes charging through my bedroom window like he's some CEO of a big corp

Current And Past Owners
:( He no longer owns me but he's a sweetheart and he doesn't have much stash and has only around 200 photos!!! So go love him up and tell him I sent you! Argonutz This pimp-out brought to you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by Argonutz, VODKAGURL & SingleDad38 } I won ICE in his wife's Owner's auction! He ownS me from 7/1/08-7/31/08 go show him love!! Tell him I sent you!! ICE (owned by angelic kissiame) This pimp-out brought to you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by VODKAGURL & SingleDad38 & SouthernOutlawBiker} I'm in shackles!!! This girl RAWKS my FU! She is AWESOME and deserves some seriously MAJOR LOVE!!!! BLING HER! RATE HER! BUY HER GIFTS! She owns me from 6-22-08 to 7-22-08 so show her love!!! vodkagur

Poetry
Can't get you outta my mind... Been wantin' to taste... Just a lil' bit... Nites of sexual dreams haunt me... Wantin' me to want you.... To taste every ounce of your juices.... I ain't used to this...these games you play..... Sendin' mixed signals...whatcha waitin' for???.. Me to make the first move??? That's cool...but you ain't gonna play me the fool... Have me all worked up...then sike!!! Blue balls for the rest of the night... Blinded by lust to touch the panty line on sly.. Hopin' to run my finger across ya lips.... Ya clit...dances happly around my finger tips... Oh shit!!! Was that piss??? I ain't no R. Kelly!!! Whew...You just squirtin' Thought it was a golden shower fa sho... It's been a quarter hour....back arched to give me the go... To pull the panties off to the flo.... Grabbin your hips closer to my face... Tongue kissin' ya clit... Fingers still deep inside you...."G" spot be the root of all evil??? Not tonight...I'm workin' for a sequel... Bett

Live, Laugh & Love
Its a pleasure to have you stop by my page... with that said...I'm a Bama girl. I have lived here all my life... I am a very outgoing person... I love to explore life and have a blast while doing it... I love to laugh... and make others laugh... I believe in the concept live everyday to the fullest... because you truely only live once... That's the way I live my life... to the fullest... to the very fullest... I have had my share of ups and downs but I've learned along the way... that life is life... and if you choose to sit around and worry... then it will overcome you... and I have not and will not let it overcome me... I love my life... and my loved ones... I have long life friends whom I absolutely adore... and I choose to live happy... I have two gorgeous children that are godsend... I couldnt have asked for better kiddos... I'm divorced and single. I am not looking or should I say "searching" for that special someone. I have decided to quit the search and let him find me. I give

Thoughts Out Of An Unstable Mind
R.I.P Pfc Larry Parks Jr, my daughter's father. Tomorrow will be one year since his tank hit an IED killing him after only 38 days in Iraq. Take the time to pay respects to him, I have a whole album with his pictures in it. My daughter will grow up proud knowing all the great things her daddy did before God took him. I am going to Altoona today to be with my daughter and his family. Leave some love and support, I need it. R.I.P Larry, I love you and miss you very much. I am trying to raise her just the way you would have wanted her to be. We love you and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Love Nikki Firechick728@ fubar (repost of original by 'Firechick728(Mistress to bew1769): Co-Owner of "The Late-Night Hangout"' on '2008-06-17 05:47:04') (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-06-17 06:51:37') Seriously, what the fuck is all of these guys' problem, this is like the second time and they just don't seem to get the hint. This is the s

Turtle Spotlight
Today in the Turtle spotlight (hey! It's a free spotlight!!!), we have a dude that rated Wurtle Dee Do's profile a 1. Anyone wanna pay him a visit?!? :D Turtle style? I like bombing pix and profile comments. bwah hah hahhhhhhhh If you don't know whom Wurtle Dee Do is, she's Wild Harleys RL Babygirl. Here's dude's link. Stop by and "say hello." Tell him Turtle sent ya. :P vic lounge owner of: what ever to talk about@ fubar PS... Dude likes to hide behind a fake picture. His salute's available though. The delightful Wurtle Dee Do is bored greatly. :( Here's the proof. Show her some love or help her fulfill her desires here. 8-p Wild Harleys R/L babygirl@ fubar (copied from my bully... I cheatz :D) My delightfully sweet, wonderful, intelligent fu-owner (the bestest in fu-land) is less than 300K from leveling to Godfather!!!! Love him up and I'll quit sucking up. :P Either way, he's worth the time to get to know. He's the best fri

Giveaways
new contest where im in starts so so can ya pls get ready to leave me lots ofcomments on my pic once the contest is open?? it is a most comments win for a blingpack the host is ****Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original****Fu Wife to Paul****@ fubar pls show her some love R/F/A her she cool u wont regret it btw it would be nice if ya help me win cuz i would like to have the blingpack to show ya some sweet loving back on my bday :) i will keep ya upday when the contest start have a wonderful start in ur week and a great monday Hello my friends, I got just 8100 comments to go. Please come and Help me out real quick. I would even offer bucks for the help. Click the pic and make 100 comments, I give you 10000 bucks. Make 150 comments, I give you 20000 bucks. You make more then that you will get more then that... Just send me a private message when you are done (no shoutbox pease). Everybody have a nice and safe week Hugs and already thank you for the co

General Observations
It is no doubt fun to make new friends. We all flirt with them here it seems. As always though, when the newness dies, and others come into focus will we fail to maintain our ties? To still be friends, and flirt? I mean there are always going to be, or so it seems ubiquitously more talented, or better looking, or funnier people than ourselves, in a word attractive. To some degree I feel like this site is a big set up for a series of dissappointments. I mean how can we all maintain our frienships? I will tell you that I am going to try. It won't take long to weed out those who aren't sincere. I've already noticed a lack, or falling off of correspondence towards myself. I don't know what will happen but what I do know is that I am not accepting any new friends. Sometimes I wonder when I will finally leave this site. I just started, but to be sure, I can't possibly stay friends with everyone that I meet, nor can I make good on every hope and wish that I have fo

I Am Pagan
Yule Lore (December 21st) Yule, (pronounced EWE-elle) is when the dark half of the year relinquishes to the light half. Starting the next morning at sunrise, the sun climbs just a little higher and stays a little longer in the sky each day. Known as Solstice Night, or the longest night of the year, much celebration was to be had as the ancestors awaited the rebirth of the Oak King, the Sun King, the Giver of Life that warmed the frozen Earth and made her to bear forth from seeds protected through the fall and winter in her womb. Bonfires were lit in the fields, and crops and trees were "wassailed" with toasts of spiced cider. Children were escorted from house to house with gifts of clove spiked apples and oranges which were laid in baskets of evergreen boughs and wheat stalks dusted with flour. The apples and oranges represented the sun, the boughs were symbolic of immortality, the wheat stalks portrayed the harvest, and the flour was accomplishment of triumph, light, and lif

Pain & Heartache
I'm Sorry that I am not able to carry the world on my shoulders or make things better for you. I'm sorry that I have not been the best Sister, Friend or even kept in touch. I'm sorry that I do what I can, when I can but it just is not enough. I'm sorry that we all have real life stuff going on that is just sometimes more important than being on fu 24/7. I'm sorry that I have failed some of you or am made to feel like I have wronged you in some way. I hope that in the future things will be better for everyone.  I take things personal sometimes & those of you who know me well, know that. I'm sorry for letting you down in any way. I love you all & wish you Blessings of Peace, Love & Light Along with Much Happiness. Why is it always the good ones that are like Angels on Earth that are struggling so much or become sick and then some? Why not the murderers or hateful people that do bad things to people? Why is it that murderers, theifs and and others get richer while the poor strug

Poems
Because I was afraid to lose you I swallowed stones chewed metal sucked bullets through my teeth While you licked sugar I pocketed salt I burned my tears cooked my blues and ate the smoke And still you left me spilling all my hungers my belly split open full of wonders like an ancient fish A lonely poem is nothing special like a lonely person you can see the everyday nobody wants to read a lonely poem like nobody wants to read a lonely face you see them every day i can write about love living high and fine togethers i can write about dreams and schemes, living & dying getting down, losing & grooving i can write about almost anything- but a lonely poem has no audience cause it bleeds all over the page hits and huants your face hurts your heart as much as your eyes a lonely poem isn't about poems cause it hurts your heart as much as your eyes i say, oh say can you hurt? who needs me... I hear myself drought caught pleading a windy cause

Me
well I have tried , several times, to post a blog with a link to the auction or my auction photo , and Fued it up everytime..Is there any hope for an old fart like me? Perhaps not..But I am dense enough to try again, but by other means, to draw attention to me..there's more than one attention whore on Fu..lol Showering this morning, it occured to me that a bar of soap must possess magical powers. I have a house with three showers, but everyone seems to use my shower. So we have a bar of soap..I use it, but so do all others. I never see a washrag in the shower, there is a loofah or two, but using a loofah with a bar of soap isn't very easy or efficient.So I assume all the kids use the soap as I do, rub it all over. Do any of them even wonder where it's been? And it seems my household is not alone in this. So I wonder what it is about soap that makes it so magical.Is it the symbol of cleanliness that cause one not to think about where it's been,Anyway.I am clean today ..that's the imp

Statistics
Scream In The Dark by LateNiteFantasy© She wants to scream out, all her pain, but all she can do is cry and feel vain. Feeling like a stupid clown; running and stumbling, falling down. Strong enough to go on, but to weak to fight the moron. Hearts breaking, souls shaking; where might fate her taking? She can’t see the light, at the end of the tunnel. Desperately climbing through a tight, dark funnel. Smokes biting in her eyes, making her cough; every attempt to scream gets subito cut-off. She prays and pleads for her fast salvation, but all she gets ends in eternal frustration. Dumb screams, echoing through her mind. Is everybody around her deaf and blind? In the dark she is waiting for the end, to weak and to tired, to go on and contend. Bring Back The Days, Those Days Are Gone Bring back the days when gas was cheap, When homes were built better to last And oceans were filled deep with fish. Now everything comes from China And I have no job, work or

For The One You Love
Love is the way you make someone feel, the way someone makes you feel. Love is the sharing and the caring, the want and the need. Love is not just a word, love is a power with unknown strengths. It has the power to make someone smile, to make someone laugh, to make someone love you in return. Love is what your heart feels, what your heart says. Ignore your heart and it will fade away. Listen to your heart, follow your heart, let it sing. Let it run free and it can bring you anything Love is a bond, a way to keep people together. Love is everything wonderful. Love is You. It is only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth and share we have no way of kowing when our time is up that we will begain to live each day to the fullest as if it were the only one day we had. Sometimez when I'm alone I Cry. Cause I am on my own. The tearz I cry are bitter and warm. They flow with life but take no form. I Cry b

Good Times
I had an idea…more of a daydream really…It began with me kissing your forehead, then your eyes, to your nose and cheeks....down to the nape of your neck then up to your lips. Then I was kissing your chin and cheeks and then held your face in my hands and while looking into your eyes, slowly lower my face to yours and kissed your lips, and tasted your tongue . As our kiss became more passionate, our tongues were twisting and turning around each other..... I left your mouth, kissed your chin and continued down your neck to your beautiful breasts.... My hands found their way down the sides of your sweet body, and your moans urged me on as you pushed your body into mine. My lips continued to move down, between your breasts, as my hands moved up your body. You tried to guide my head further down, but I moved back up to kiss your lips, as my fingers began to circle your breast once, then again. Each circle was becoming smaller and smaller, inching their way to your hardened nipple,

Target Focused Training
I've found that people are intensely more interested in the phantom fury surrounding violence rather than the violence itself. And so we'll go there, if only to get over it and get into what truly matters. So what is this 'intervening terror?' This is the not inconsiderable space between where you are when you realize there's mortal trouble and putting everything you've got through a ruptured spleen. Or an avulsed eye. Or a broken neck. It's the space between NOW and INJURY. Those who do not understand violence, how it works, what it means, what's at stake often have no real conception of this space--they tend to be far more interested at looking at the whole affair as a contest or a dance or indeed magic. Those who understand violence are horrified by the idea of making a competition of it, after all, now we're going to play dice for your life? It would be laughable if it weren't so awful. But achieving that understanding, refusing to compete and being resolute in what's r

Writtings By Sir David (aka "blackwhip)
Dominance vs. Domineering The two particular terms, dominant and domineering, are many times misused and mistakenly considered as interchangeable. First of all, a dominant is essentially part of a lifestyle. A particular subculture in which there exists certain expectations and responsibilities. An important segment of that lifestyle is recognizing the needs of mutual gratification. This is to say that the happiness and well-being of a submissive is equally important as the dominant's. One aspect that discerns a domineering person from a dominant is a lack of this particular recognition. People that tend to be domineering are selfish, and serve their own interests. It is quite sad to think that being overbearing, loud, and demanding might be confused with being dominant, but the fact is that it often is. I guess that does not say much about us dominants and the image we project. Another way that domineering folks differ from dominants would include the an inability to earn

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I met her Dec,22 two thousand and blah. She was a pretty face on my computer screen with a smile as bright as the mighty Rah. Almond shape somali eyes, her skin had no flaws. I gave her complement after complement cause I was totaly in Aw! We conversated for a while on messanger then off to bed she went. I thought about her almond somali eyes and the pain I saw and ponderd what it meant. I got down on my knees and prayed for Allah to ease the pain a bit. As I thought of her maybe she thought of me because she logged back on to my surprise. We ingaged in coversation so deep we made eternal ties. I knew at that second it last for all our lives We chated so strong for so long the sun began to rise. As birds began to chirp and it was almost time for work we said our goodbyes. Still to this day I often pray for the pain in those almond somali eyes. by Chill KOsar Loneliness is a responce to the anguish I feel because I am alone. To

Why Is It
So, I am noticing a trend here FUBAR... I was deleted out of no where at level 21, almost a 22.. Someone on my new friends list...at level 21 another victim at level 17... and yet another was on the verge and we caught it, again, at level 22.. So here's my question.. Why arent they tracking ips.. They knew there was problem.. and yet, they arent willing to help those of us hacked. I want my level, fu bucks, and points back.. but so far, no answers..and no help from support as far as i can see.. Until I am back where I was, and others also, I refuse to buy myself another vip, ticker, or anything else paid for in cash.. Why should I, so you can delete me again?? Thanks for nothing guys.. If any one out there has the answers, feel free to comment.. So, I was sitting here checking one of my other sites, and I noticed how I never go on there anymore, it bores me too much. Then I sat back and looked at the history of sites I had belonged to at one point or anot

My Dreams
Lens of the Camera by LateNiteFantasy© My desk and chair became my private place I was alone with you thoughts of you led my fingers to explore where your touch was needed not yet dark, but in a shadowed room I watched this scene played out the sights and sounds filled this room as I invited you in with my eyes closed I touched explored and lifted to meet a touch needing to be yours breathless and sweaty fulfilled yet wanting I have the moment to reflect upon I can push the button see it again and again as the camera caught the shadowed movements and the hungry sounds of a uninhibited voice trying to seek release has brought yet more need I can close my eyes tomorrow reflect upon the sounds and bring you here again What's in a Dream by LateNiteFantassy© Dreams are our soul, our fantasies; they give us insight to our past and our future. Dreams are what keep us alive. Sometimes they revile to us the ones we are destined to be

My Coke Rewards
MY COKE REWARDS® Male, Old North Syracuse, NY STILL LOOKING FOR FU-BUCKS??? RECIEVE 500 FU-BUCKS FOR EACH VALID CODE YOU SEND ME. NOTE: MOST CODES WILL BE PAID FOR AS SOON AS THEY ARE VERIFIED, BUT COKE ONLY ALLOWS 10 CODES TO BE VERIFIED/DAY SO IT MAY TAKE A DAY OR TWO BEFORE FUBUCKS WILL GET SENT OUT FOR SOME CODES. CURRENT LIST OF CODES I'M ACCEPTING: MY COKE REWARDS PEPSI STUFF STOFFER'S DINNER CLUB MILLER HIGH LIFE EXTRAS A NEW CODES CONTEST WILL BE UP & RUNNING IN A FEW DAYS, EVEN THOUGH THE NUMBER OF CODES I RECEIVED IN THE LAST CONTEST WAS VERY DISAPPOINTING. IF YOU LIKE A SHOUT OUT WHEN I POST THE NEW CONTEST, JUST FAN ME & I'LL MAKE SURE TO NOTIFY YOU WHEN ITS STARTED. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS REGARDING ANY OF THIS, FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A LINE. SO, IF YOU HAVE ANY OF THESE CODES THAT YOU DON'T PLAN TO USE, SEND THEM TO ME & EARN YOURSELF SOME FU-BUCKS. AND FEEL FREE TO SHARE THIS WITH YOUR FRIENDS! IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. THANK YOU V

Raven
1. Take off all of your clothes, alone and in the bathroom. Stare at your nipples. Call yourself “Beautiful” and see what happens. Touch your thatch of pubic hair, your stretch marks, and your round belly. Call yourself “Ugly” and watch what happens. Pretend you’re on a trampoline and you just won the lottery. Touch the mirror like it’s a window and your lover is just an unlatching of a lock away. Pinch your thighs and turn around. Bend over and try to kiss your kneecaps. Ask yourself when was the last time you touched silk. Look at your eyelids. They’re drawbridges, you know. 2. If you can lick fish bones, then you can take a lover. For a moment, pretend that you are going to be alone for the rest of your life. Then buy expensive paints and color your walls orange and not go insane. If you can go outside and see a roadkill as a sign from God then you are ready to take a lover. If you can see that euthanasia is a beautiful name for a pet then you are ready to take a

My Owners
HAVE YOU EVER MET A MAN WHO COULD MAKE YOU THINK OF AN ANIMAL?!!! IF NOT THEN COME MEET MY OWNER PASSIONMAN 71!!! HEY ALL HAVE YOU MET MY OWNER PASSIONMAN71 YET? IF NOT THEN YOU SHOULD HE IS ONE AWESOME MAN AND HE IS A GREAT GUY TO KNOW!!! WHENEVER YOU NEED TO TALK OR NEED SOMETHING HE IS THERE FOR YOU NO QUESTIONS ASKED!!! HE LOVES TO MEET NEW PEOPLE!!! SO IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY GO BY RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH/BLING HIM HE SO DESERVES IT!!! TELL HIM MISS CRYS SENT YA!!! PASSIONMAN71 IS ONE OF THE BEST MEN I KNOW HERE ON THE FU AND IM GLAD THAT HE OWNS ME!!! HE IS THE 1ST PERSON THERE IF YOU NEED HELP WITH SOMETHING AND YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON HIM!!! SO ONCE MORE IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY GO BY AND RATE/FAN/ADD/BLING/CRUSH HIM!!! I CAN PROMISE YOU THAT YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT!!! CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO HIS PROFILE!!! SHOW HIM LOTS OF MAD LOVE LADIES N GENTS!!!! ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Scarlett~@ fubar THIS

Goooood Morning Fu Its A Brand New Life :)
OK so to my nearest and dearest friends - and they know who they are cos one of them listened to me rant on the phone and the other listens to me rant through text WELL GUESS WHAT PEOPLE - FROM NOW ON ITS A BRAND NEW LIFE THINGS CAN AND WILL GET BETTER - AS THE SONG GOES ILL GET BY WITH A LITTLE HELP WITH MY FRIENDS YEAH I USED TO LET THINGS GET TO ME TOO MUCH BUT FROM NOW ON NOTHING OR NOONE WILL GET ME DOWN - TRY AS HARD AS YOU LIKE IT JUST AINT GONNA HAPPEN!!!!!!! TO THE TWO CONCERNED THIS AFTERNOON THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO YOU I LOVE YOU BOTH xxxxx ROFLMAO revenge is a dish best served sweet and I know - moo hahahahahahahahaha beat that!!!!!!!!!!! Just had the grinch's social worker round, and the ex-sister-in-law is a liar - next time she intrudes in my space Im going to dance round her singing LIAR LIAR KNICKERS ON FIRE Sorry had to share that - you just dont know how good it made me feel - now any one for fu bucks????

Poems
Sometimes Home Is A Cardboard Box Today I feel sad please don't watch me cry My Hobo hat's pulled low to hide my eyes You don't see my tears anyway everything I had's been taken away Even my name has been lost scary how much life costs doesn't matter what's in a name? when nothing about me is the same I've been kicked out of the Wal-Mart parking lot The man there hates the homeless, that's the thanks I got who knows he may be two steps from my spot and sometimes home is a cardboard box. This about says it all Whether Democrat or Republican, I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class

Leveling Up
L.W.Creations #1 Morpher,Best 3 D Designs on Fubar Has Auto's On 11 AM Central Time.Time to Level Him To Godfather Fubar. LETS LEVEL THESE LOVERS AND BEST FRIENDS. CLICK HERE FOR HIM *Sexy Lord Wolf*~(W.W.S.Leveler)Real Life Engaged to *Lakota Princess*Love of my Life'@ fubar CLICK HERE FOR HER *Lakota Princess*

Believe
Kept at arms length Saving myself from you I won't let you in I can't let you see I can't open myself The darkness will enter It will find it's home in my heart There won't be room for you the fear and doubt crowds in You could be anything I give up my way And lose myself...not today... Too much to lose Don't dare tell me you love me Do you know what love is? You held me down and screamed you wanted me to love or die I make my own way Without your hand, lost and alone but safe... Never knowing which is worse... Alone and dead, or broken and alive... Star crossed souls trapped behind promises We make our way through the dark any way we can we find peace burning away at the end of the day Lost in a smoke filled room we hear only the voices Every fight, every aspiration gone wrong, every tear We miss the days gone by when life seemed clear We find our forgotten selves hiding in the shadows Shying away from the world for fear of them seeing Seeing the fire that

Movies, Tv And Other Entertainmentlike Things
I know none of you watch this show but I'm blogging it anyway. So last night each of the remaining 7 couples had to do two routines. There weren't any particular bad routines so I think we are down to mostly good dancers. There are two males that should go soon (Matt and Thayne) and it's probably getting close to time for Comfort to head home too. Anyway, once again the best routines were the two Mia Michaels one. The first one she choreographed with Katee and Joshua was amazing. Katee danced the best that she has so far on the show and the routine was just amazing. Just when I thought it wouldn't get any better though Twitch and Kherington did a Mia routine that was incredible. It was to a John Mayer song and the music, the dancing and the performance was so well put together it gave me goosebumps. My front runner to win the whole thing is still Will who is the best dancer in the competition but there are some suprising dark horses, mostly from the womens side - Chelsie an

Gripes, Peeves And Pet Peeves
"EVERY WOMAN WANTS ONE"... that was the remark of the men in my home community and beyond. It has been the concern since then, and well before I overheard the comment made by black clergy and family members in my own hometown... Markham, Illinois. I tried to get a home in the late '70's and in the mid then latter 1980's. Moved to Michigan then returned after 4yrs to be denied again.... in spite of military and State employment history. Markham has never been "just Markham", rather it is part of a "collective". A collective member of the Chicago south suburbs. (haha) That is a real laugh... all the world knows that the only property with any value is NORTH WEST of Chicago... "go west young man" ... always west. Not South. Never-the-less, my return home and the reinstituted search for my own house that would/could house me and my children (son and daughter) and provide respite for any of us.. them or me... in case of a homeless situation arising in our coming future. They mentioned my c

Sad Love Poems
I've spent so much time, Staring at your picture, This pain in my heart, Is a permanent fixture. If only you saw me, The way that I see you, It's what I want us to be, But theres nothing I can do. The decision is up to you, But sometimes I have to ask why, And who your going to go to, Why it's love you have to deny. I don't want another fight, So I have to do what I know is right, Your the cause of all the tears I shed, From here I don't know where I'll be led. I know it's gone and over, We'll never be together, Your slowly breaking my heart, But faster I'm falling apart, I know it's over. Each day I hit another wall, Each day I fall, But theres nothing I can do, Except stop loving you. If only you could see, What I want us to be, It's loving and caring, But the time is wearing. I know you don't care, To me, your not being fair, You don't care about me, But I'd do anything for you to be happy. You need to realize, You should soon apologize

My Blog
well i was bummed earlier tonight - i found out a friend of mine was no friend at all - and i admit i was very sad i had given him time - a shoulder to cry on - all the stuff a friend does - only to be forgotten like yesterdays trash i dunno why i am suprised - i should be use to the losers - but i really thought he was a decent guy i just wanna say - well fuck you buddy - u are an asshole lol well its officially aug 17th now in 1999 - one of my best friends and her four sons (my god sons) were driving home from the mall - in the family mini van - they had been shopping - it was 2 in the afternoon a drunk driver was going 150km in a 50 zone - driving the wrong way down the road in an F350 he hit them head on and killed them all - he came out without a scratch i miss them every single day - i wonder how they would look now - i wonder what they would have loved in school - if the would have sung in the christmas recitals today should have been my oldes

He Makes Me Melt
Layin in bed awake last night just thinkin of you thinkin of you How far we've come how far how fast and wondering how does one define a thing so deep the depth so deep what went from us the perfect friends to now so heavy and deep so large as us the here and now. Wow! To rise a morning later not having slept for hours straight engulfed in thought with thoughts of you How far we've come how much we've breached and have we reached that perfect merge? What lies ahead I do not know. I cannot imagine a closer us. Could it still grow? And will we know? Can we make it to occur? What would it be like to bear the intensity of a more potent oneness? Could we stand the perfect bonding? I fear the power of more. And such were my thoughts until a moment ago last night. I want your powerful big arms around me, protecting my fragility as if I'm breakable. I want to wake up to your serene angelic face. To that playful smile on your lips. I want to heed your s

Profile Link
SequiriouS@ fubar Do you know why, A dozen roses means so much to your spouse, girlfriend or even a friend? Well, sit down, and hold on, this ole country boy going to tell you why. You can get many colors of roses, RED for LOVE, BLUE for PIECE, YELLOW for FRIENDSHIP, PURPLE for ROYATY, and they have some ROSES has multi colors in it for us with MANY different types of PERSONALITIES and a GREAT and CHARMING since of HUMOR. 12 roses make a dozen. 1 month out of a whole year, your girl wants a dozen roses. RIGHT? It is called Valentine's Day. Here is the logic behind this. There are 12 months in a year. They are 12 Roses in a Dozen. 1 day, out of 1 month, out of 12 months is a day to show your girl how much you love her. You give them a dozen roses like they want, in one day, but they take each rose for one month for 12 months and by the next Valentine's Day they are ready for the next 12 roses. This shows them you are promising to keep you

Alerts
My estranged husband...ex or whatever I can call him...just calls to let me know he intends to come here within the next 2 weeks...and would like to stay for up to 2 weeks here in this house. PANIC!!!!!!! I have this overwhelming urge to vomit...and my heart is thudding in my head...not a great feeling...just trying to breathe actually. My dad already extended the open invitation to him and since this is his house...I don't get the final vote. It has been almost 3 years since I have seen him..and I am sure I can be a grown up and not be a total bitch to him, but I really don't know how I feel about this. Anyhow I must get myself ready for work..so I thank you for the time you took to come here and read my post. I am going to be deleting my photos from the knotty album. For those of you that frequent them...and i know who you are haha...take whatever ones you want to keep for your personal whatever. I need to make room for more important things to me.   *hug

Poeta : Short Forms
I have no recollection at all Of the world that I once forgot Consider it lost I have paid the cost I accept the fate that I bought (this is a style called "mad-song"...related to a limerick but the first line doesn't rhyme) Terrible tensions, a rising shadow of doubt in a realm of certainty. Momentary pause; take a second to reflect 'ere you react hastily. 3-12-03 Could I have been mistaken about the nature of this dream? I once saw the faint edge of Tomorrow flicker within my view. I have long since come of age yet still I cannot quell my rage. 5-30-02

Movie Reviews
Plot Summary: Ben Carson (Kiefer Sutherland) is an ex-cop dealing with post-traumatic stress syndrome, who takes a job as a night watchman at an old luxury department store that was burned in a large fire. Soon after he begins his job, Ben is haunted by horrific visions in the large mirrors of the store at night. These entities begin to pursue him and his family, watching them through all reflective surfaces Ben's family is near. In a desperate race to save himself and his estranged family from harm, Ben attempts to unveil the sordid story that these spirits want him to bring to light...before it is too late. My Comments: I read the reviews for this movie and they were decent, so I gave it a try. It moved along well and had a few jumpy moments. Not too bad. Rating: 6/10 Plot Summary: Abel Turner (Samuel L. Jackson) is an LAPD officer and strict single father of a 15 year old daughter and 10 year old son. He is also the self-appointed neighborhood watch patrol in Lakeview Terra

Outlaw Radio
DJ KEVDOG IS RIPPIN UP THE AIRWAVES IN OUTLAW RADIO 4 - 6 PM EST Take a few minutes… Stop by… Say Hello & Leave Him Some MAD LUV! ^^ CLICK TO ENTER ^^ Bully brought to you by: & The Rest of the Outlaws Can’t wait to see you!

My Writings
Lord, please show me how to get her out of my head. I keep thinking about her; the truth is I’d rather be dead. I love her and miss her, but I don’t want to anymore. I can’t do it on my own; because my head is too sore. Father, I’m begging you to help me let her memory go. I learned I can love, but this pain I didn’t want to know. She was able to get over me in just one single day. So, now I ask you to help me to do the same as I pray. My exhausted mind needs to feel that sweet release. Erase her today from my life and let it bring me peace. If You can’t take this pain then I only have one request. Please take this sore shattered heart out of my chest. Amen. This is the prayer that I wrote that helped me tremendously in the past week. The best woman that I have met in recent years pushed me out of her life and I was a wreck for a few days. After I wrote this prayer I immediately felt better. It is still painful to think of her and still impossible not to, but at least

Made For Others
Who wants some Bling!!! In my efforts to save for spotlight I am going to be auctioning off some bling!!! Auction will run until Fri 7pm Fu-time. Click on the pics below to take you to bling! This bling brought to you by: Silentlizard - Greeter for Dirty Deeds Radio - Bodyguard to Mikey - Fu-owned by Tappinit   You are invited to a wedding!!! Please join

Negative Response
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own If I rate your page;blog;stash or whatever on my own it is cause I want to, do not think I will do anything for anyone anymore without some fubucks attatched to it, why you ask cause since I have been here on fubar I have been one who helps people without being asked but when people I have rated can not find there way to my page for whatever reason to return the love I gave them or some that say thank and that is it, thank me for the help I give you and you can't show me the same. This will end today and I am going to start taking names of those I rate that do not rate me back, if you don't rate me back I block you plain and simple. It is like an unwritten law that people on Fubar go by and it is no secret either. I excuse the newbies cause they still don't know but all the rest know better!!!! I said this b

Poetry
Following through There are things everyone says There are things that everyone do Every time I hear your voice I wonder if you follow through I promise I will do better I promise I will care I hear the waiver in your tone And I know you might not follow through The way you touch me is the same And even how you hold my hand How do you expect me to trust When you say you will follow through Your words don’t mean the same to me Nor does the feeling from your heart Because I have been through it all before When I thought you were following through The night is almost over And you say you will be always here But I see you leave my door And I see you following through The way you used to be And the light that used to shine Now my halls are dark and my hand is empty Because you followed through The old paths that you take And the new ones coming up How can you say you want me If I know you wont follow me through Every road is sought with anger

"the Path That Leads" A Poem By Cathy
"Trapped in a cabin in the woods with you" As the cold winds blow the blizzardy snows outside and the icicles hang outside this very rustic small cabin in these hidden woods, I see we are all alone here and trapped w out heat and you try to warm me up with your arms. then you see the fireplace, and start a fire that begins to warm up the room... there is a soft inviting rug in front of the fireplace and you lead to me it. we sit there covered with a big soft warm blanket..and the flames from the fire that is not blazing mezmerize our eyes..hypnotize.. but then.. i look into your eyes and they turn me away and i cannot look away...for i see the desire in your eyes, the want, and you feel my hair with your hand and touch the side of my face.. and gently, slowly ...bring me closer to you as we sit there, and our lips melt into each others...and the room becomes much warmer just by your touch and deep passionate kisses, and I forget where I am.. and it does not matter that we a

Useless Bits Of Information
His cousin called to tell me... "He's dead." I called to share my grief with my mom, and a cousin who I could rely upon for consolement. His body was unavailable due to disintegration from the passenger plane being impacted by a missle. The media never concluded follow up on the incident for family members of those on the plane; so we were all left to our own demise. While I happened to have life insurance on me and my family members, the issue of wrongful or accidental death remains open. My family and others around home have jokingly assumed my husband is DISEASED. It became a resented joke. Some would call it BLACK HUMOR. -->dis·eased having or affected with disease. -->de·ceased 1. no longer living; dead. 2. the deceased, a. the particular dead person or persons referred to. b. dead persons collectively: to speak well of the deceased. He and the other people who had tickets to travel on that airplane, were DISINTERGRATED when the pilot's missile struck it. He is

Sexy Levelers
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Just Thinking
Darkness compels me.... Feeling it pulling deep from within like a vortex, getting stronger and stronger. I am becoming weaker, too weak to resist. The blood is flowing freely now, draining out quickly. My soul slipping deep into the abyss of nothing. The only help I see is the rope dangling above the rope just the right size, the perfect height. Calling out one last time I don't want to go! Help me please! Don't let me go! Grasp my hand, hold it tight! I'm losing the fight. I love you all if this is good bye. Deep inside I know I must die to set you free, free of me. The darkness it compels. The rope is tighter now. My soul is yours, hold it in your heart. It needs the love I could not give it in the light. Goodnight my sweet loves, I bleed for you tonight. Love me now in the darkness, the way you could not in the light. The darkness compels. Another day nothing changed existing in a world I do not want looking in the window of a world I would love to call hom

A Viking's Musings!!!
Greetings and salutations all my fellow FuBarBarians: I must say, There have been quite a few white power and white pride folks that automatically think I am one with them on some level. After all I did write an article about Why if you are living with in the greater united states you should Speak the language of the land. This has to do with communication not racism. I am talking about life and death communication, not "how was your day today?" conversations. I get a lot of flack because I refer to my self as the Norse Viking, and that I am White and Male. I do not hate racists and hate mongers. In fact I love them because they are human beings, and as a secular humanist, I love all human beings, I just happen to dislike the acts on the parts of certain individuals. I do not even hate criminals, for wouldn't that make me no better than they are. I dislike the fact that despite the fact you have a great intelligence ( or at least the capacity to be quite intelligent) that yo

Band Interviews
Metamorphosis-Papa Roach Release Date 3/24/09 Karma 3/3/09 What's in a name? According to Shakespeare, 'a rose by any other name would smell as sweet', but does the same hold true for album titles? Seems a silly and irrelevant contention, but having witnessed its use as an object of criticism or a convenient segue, I feel it bears mentioning...but only briefly as it's the actual product and not the packaging I'm interested in. I'll be honest, Papa Roach comes up with some pretty good album titles, then they change them. Remember the adorable baby in headphones throwing up the devil's horns on the Born To Rock cover? Sorry, make that LoveHateTragedy. Obvious at first, yet very telling about the attitude of a band yearning to shed the nu-metal/rap-metal label. And let's not forget their third outing, Dancing In The Ashes aka Getting Away With Murder. So Days of War/Nights of Love or Metamorphosis, is just another package switch and regardless of the like or d

Dominant Info And Thoughts
Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides. So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom? A Daddy Dom wants t

Funny Videos
/dies It's longish but well worth it. :D

Russ' Writings
T-shirts and blue jeans tossed upon the floor, Neither one knowing who wants who more. She yearns to feel his tender caress, He just wants to get to what's next. She wants to feel his passion and love, He wants nothing to do with the mentioned above. She wants so badly for him to fulfill that need, He just wants to make the score do the deed. She says "I don't think we should", He replies "If you love me you would". So it goes she falls for his trap, Unknowing that he is full of crap. Feeling guilty she gives consent, Getting off he is now content. Grabs his things and heads out the door, Then she hears from him.....nevermore. Soldiers arrive upon a front step, Of people whom they may not have met. To look at this family in the eye, Tell them today their soldier died. With the war you may not agree, Regardless this soldier died for you and me. He owed us absolutely nothing, Yet he still gave us his all. All he may get in return, Is perhaps his name on a wall. T

My Soul&heart Bleeds The Truth.opions And Thoughts
1.i can say in all honesty we cause alot pain for ourselfs. 2.when u real you dont have to say it you already are. 3.live to the point you dont care.but then live to the point you can turely care for others. 4.youre mind can be used for alot evil try good for a change. 5.you lieing if you dont say most race fits some kind of sterotypes. this is a short blog on my own saying cause i enjoying thinking out the normal views on thinking. i was reading some women page..when i saw she dated younger man like 22...wtf.iam a man and im tell you this nothing worng with age...but damn..most man are not mature..but i get what she saying like old men cant hang???. im let a women know it's a down side in dating younger men.you have nothing in common but one thing...and why u would want to train some one. this a short thought on that subject..my self i enjoy older women..some young women ok..but when u start talking about 80's stuff..and they say there was a kid..lol peace tyvm for myb

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Me
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Ephemeral
this space is reserved for a great blog. it will bewritten soon !!!   (this is just some of it ill write the rest when someone goes to bed) We were walking around in this garden that had this massive trees with pink leaves. and you picked up a leaf and told me to eat it and it tasted like cotton candy. i thought it was funny though and smiled at you and took your hand and we walked to a fountain and took off our shoes and splashed around. it seemed awesome. Think of 15 albums that had such a profound effect on you they changed your life or the way you looked at it. They sucked you in and took you over for days, weeks, months, years. These are the albums that you can use to identify time, places, people, emotions. These are the albums that no matter what they were thought of musically shaped your world. 1. Pantera - Vulgar Display of Power This is the first record I remember owning, my older brother shane was really big into pantera, slayer, iron maiden, etc and thought tha

Vacation
Have a great weekend everyone if I dont get to talk to you by Sunday! I'll be on here till Sunday morning Then I wont be on again till at least the evening of Oct 2nd and maybe not even that night! Stay well until then! If youve been my friend for two weeks or more and we havent spoken since meeting Im deleting you so you shouldnt be surprised or take it personal if you suddenly find yourself gone from my friend list OK Last blog entry on my vacation Let's see...Well The ship, Norwegian Sun, was built in 2001 and had ONE automatic door on the entire thing...on the top deck! I also had to contend with four-inch metal lips to pop wheelies over to get thru the already narrow doorways! The buffet food was mediocre at best and I ate there probably 80 percent of the time but I did have three pretty good restaurant meals of the five restaurants where I ate! The waitstaff were very good to me My first excursion was in Mazatlan at a shrimp luncheon on a private residence where a Dutch E

Lyrics I Like!
For my Stalker!! Fuck ya Man - Tila Tequila

Here Comes Trouble
I made Koolaid for the first time since I was a "kid." which was like two years ago, lol. J/K Koolaid has a mass amount of sugar in it!!! At least what they recommend to mix in. Now do I only notice this because I'm a mom now? Because it wasn't such a big deal to me when I was younger... So I hear everyone talking about Twitter and so I decided to go see what's up with it. So I'm on there. If you want to follow me let me know. I'll tell ya how to find me and all that good stuff. So my mom told me today John Travolta's son passed out, it's sad but no biggie, not like we knew them or anything... but anyway, he died the same way my dad died in July 2007. My dad had a seizure in the shower and fell and fractured his skull, he was on life support for 10 days before we had to make the decision to pull the plug. so it's just a sad reminder and I feel for the family because it sucks. Anyways for those that don't know here is a clip of the article: NASSAU, Bahamas – John Travolta's

Godess Elisabeth
Det stemmer ikke. Det er ikke vanskelig å se positive egenskaper med hunden. Dens trofasthet. Og hvis vi ser menn samlet som en flokk hunder og at alle er like burde det gi en viss styrke i seg selv. Selv en utstøtt hyene fra flokken burde kunne se dette. Vi har dessuten hunden som menneskets følgesvenn. Vi har hatt mange 1000 år på å venne oss til den. Vi må derfor gå tilbake til utgangspunktet. Anubis som Sjakal og Guddom i Egypt. Selv om balsamering og gravkammer kan sees som noe positivt utfra en egyptisk forståelseshorisont er det mulig å se Anubis der som at egypterne forsøkte å gjemme han på en eller annen måte. Men Anubis i gravkammeret er heller ikke det første utgangspunktet. Han kan bare sees via Løvinnen (og Løven) som mål. Løvinnen sees på avstand via sjakalen. Og Sfinxen forteller den samme historien. Det betyr at Sjakalen (mot Løvinnen) står overfor en styrkeforskjell som er vanvittig. Sett en sjakal og en løvinne sammen i et bur og du har kun en kvinn

Blogs That Make Say Wtf Is This Guy Smoking
man drives car off bridge hit by salmon that was thrown by pissed off fisher. Fisher to go to court for murder. man runs out of viagra attempts to kill himself. his last words I dont want to live in a world without a boner. french assassin kills man with flying baget. cat and dogs working together to bring down man kind. mice used as darts to kill members of peta (please dont sue me). cedar point starts new coster called this will make you piss youre pants. bats lose wings rat population doubles. tricycles meet in head on crash kills two toddlers parents blame crash on incorrect dosage of cough medicine. a taliban pleaded with George Bush the other day not to shove a missile up Osama's ass. drive by pie throwing 2 killed 8 injured suspect still on the loose. frogs eat flys cats go meow dogs go bark birds fly into windows flys fly and know for some more stupid shit frogs should fly why think about birds can hop people say frog legs taste like chicken so if you spent youre whole

Amusing Shouts
>bigbear: Please feel free to find one of the numerous skanks on this site to type your retarded babbling at ok? I have a headache and your stupidity is making my eye twitch. bigbear: nope just messing dam ->bigbear: not the sharpest knife in the drawer are you? bigbear: u cuming here lol bigbear: i try to be ->bigbear: aren't you clever bigbear: here pussy pussy lol Ok so these two hilarious 'mo's come to my page rate me 1's and 2's. Funny shit. So of course I leave them comments, cause f'sho that's what I do lol One gets all irate and decides to break his own little code and message me. This was his first mistake. You really shouldn't come to a battle of wits witless. It's sad really. Oh well...here's the shout and here they are and here are the comments I left on their pages. I amuse me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar Comments on rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-: Ω♥ Daddy's... member is in bed

Bee.s Make Golden Honey For Dream Catchers
Disillusionment Dismayed by illusion is but an intrusion into where you wish you were even before you find your way. The past is in your face until you put it in its place and take control of the desires that that make your heart want to race. But now inside and behind all of the confusion lies the peace and resolution to the fears that captivate your travels. So now if all that you possess are the fears that prevent your rest then lift your face up to feel the rising sun of day. A simple smile can send your disillusion back to its point of intrusion and create within your heart a hope and love and inclusion.   Monday October is Columbus Day. Let's all go out and celebrate his introduction of diseases from Europe that caused the deaths of millions of people. Hell, his actions  wiped out "all" the native people in the Caribbean in just a few short years.     Not to be to concerned though. The islands were repopulated by the Europeans. Yes, they brought in thousands of

Club Mystic
I'm in an auction,please come bid if u can. Here is the link: I am a watkins associate, if you are interested please let me know, we have just about everything from household, to seasonings, baking ingredients, body lotions, cold remedies, plus more. Thank you. Entered an auction, come check it out, rate or bid. Here is the link:

Fantasy Gets The Best Of Me
Just some little things that are happening in my world. I'm gonna probably be looking for a new job soon. Just for weekends, because I'm really not getting the hours I want anymore. It's motherfucking cold here. Kay. Right now my hands are dry and cracked and bleeding from washing them so much at work. I mean they look horrible. I'm gonna have to start the vaseline and lotion treatment on them again. If history repeats its self, I will be allergic to nuts in the next few years. My mom was allergic to shellfish at my age, but somehow grew out of it. Now she's deadly allergic to nuts. I now have to watch my nut intake. [[stfu]] I'm single now, and kinda liking it. He still talks to me like we're dating and it's kinda annoying. Other than that, nothing new in my world. Gots lots to do tomorrow, so I probably won't be around. My best friend is gay, and we hang out quite a lot. We've been best friends for years, so we pretty much grew up together. His par

Blogs Of My Feelings
Shattering Heart, Broken Dream It's been 9 months now Since that fateful January night I didn't understand why I had to go through this fight I had a complete heart And a dream to go with it But somebody took that heart And just tore it apart She told me she loved me Told me she cared about me And yet when I wasn't there Proved the opposite was true Now I sit here alone Feeling all broken apart All because of a shattering heart And a completely broken dream Written by: Jeremy S. Moses 10/16/08 4:20am Here we go... I hate it when it's freezing freakin cold! Right now, temperatures are so cold, we didnt even come close to 25 today. It was 3 this morning. Brrrr. I just wonder sometimes, why is it that we know what we should be doing, but yet we don't? That makes no sense to me. Seriously, we know we should take care of the people close to us, but yet we do the total opposite. Never understood that. I love you Tiff and Ariel. Just sayin'... I guess,

The Realm
AngelYou are so precious to meYou give me a reason for livingAnd a sense of hopeAs the dark days approachThoughts of you keep me saneI have drifted through timeI have lost my wayBut the stars always guide me back to youMy love, hold my handUnderstand that I love youAnd I will never let you goWe will live for eternityThrough our children and in the memories of friendsOur love is an unbreakable bondBuilt on sound foundationsAnd forged through centuries of timeThe gods looks over us and protects usIn this ever aging world of oursI think of you and feel comfortedWe once lived in parallel worldsYet destined to meet and be as oneI am a memory in the collection of timeAnd you are all I have leftYou own my heartMy soulForever and always your loveYour GuardianYour Daemon~Dyzan - May 31st, 2011 "If Christ were here there is one thing he would not be--a Christian." ~ Mark Twain "I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ."~Gandhi Being noticed c

Old Hippy's Blog
http://www.youtube.com/v/0UE3CNu_rtY&border=1&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01&feature=player_embedded&fs=1"> Especially since the teabagging parties, brought to you by the GOP & FOX, had to do with nothing more than convincing the arrogantly ignorant that "they" where/are protesting the raising of the taxes on themselves.  Which, (as anyone paying even the slightest bit of attention at all well knows,) is actually raising the taxes of the rich, and lowering the taxes of the middle-class and poor of this nation, so... They, the GOP & FOX, are making "the people," (the easily manipulated arrogantly ignorant,) protest what is good for themselves, and bad for the rich - Well maybe "bad" is the wrong word, maybe "fairer" - As in fairer taxation of the rich.But that is a concept that the arrogantly ignorant can't seem to grasp.  As they have well proven, particularly over these past eight years, by continuing to "patriotically" not only allow, but even support, their own self-destruction,

Sad And Angry Poems
You are like the diamond You glimmer and glow And shine so brightly Some, like me, draw close To feel your warmth, your heat Only to find none You are like the diamond You are bright and strong But you have no warmth, or love It's a terrible game To play with people's hearts Like mine You are like the diamond You will last longer than most But you will have no love No warmth to back up that bright light So what kind of life will it be? Besides long? Will you regret it someday? Regret being so much like the diamond Regret being so cold And look for me A find me gone? Can I ever leave? No, I can never leave you I am drawn to this cold light This false sense of warmth you give I keep wishing and hoping That someday, you will give warmth But, this will never be Diamonds last forever The darkness comes and then it goes. I hold my breath as im disposed. I take my fears into the night. You take my hand and hold me tight. The freezing cold cons

Stay Positive
>>JAILBREAK: When forcing a fart, several forts slip out at a machine gun pace. This is usually a side effect of diarrhea or a hangover. If this should happen, do not panic. Remain in the stall until everyone has left the bathroom to spare everyone the awkwardness of what just occurred. >>COURTESY FLUSH: Flushing the toilet the instant the fart hits the water. This reduces the amount of air time the fart has to stink up the bathroom. This can help U avoid being caught doing the 'Walk Of Shame' >>WALK OF SHAME: Walking from the stall, to the sink, to the door after you have just stunk up the bathroom. This can be a very uncomfortable moment if someone walks in and busts you. As with forts, it is best to pretend that the smell does not exist. Use of the 'Courtesy Flush'. >>OUT OF THE CLOSET FARTER: A colleague who farts at work and is damn proud of it. You will often see an 'Out Of The Closet' farter enter the bathroom with a newspaper or magazine under their arm. Always look

Quotes & Such I Relate To.
We hang the petty thieves and appoint the great ones to public office. Aesop We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. Sir Winston Churchill Misfortune shows those who are not really friends. Aristotle

Writing
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends'. A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is Don't stay because you think 'it will get better' You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always

Side Dishes
Ingredients: * 2 cups fresh green beans, trimmed * 2 cups fresh yellow wax beans, trimmed * 1/4 cup chopped onion * 1/4 cup butter * 3 Tbsp. pine nuts or cashews, toasted * 1/2 tsp. dried tarragon leaves * 1/2 tsp. salt * dash pepper Preparation: Place green and yellow beans in heavy saucepan and add water to cover. Bring to a boil over high heat, reduce heat to medium and cook for 8-10 minutes until beans are tender. Drain well in colander. Add all remaining ingredients to beans and cook over medium heat for 1-2 minutes to melt butter and blend flavors, stirring constantly. Serves 8 Ingredients: * 1 cup whole milk * 2 pkg. dry yeast * 1/2 cup butter, melted * 1/4 tsp. salt * 1/4 cup sugar * 2 eggs * 4-1/2 to 5 cups flour * more melted butter Preparation: Warm the milk in a small saucepan over low heat. Mix 1/3 of the milk with the dry yeast in a small bowl and let sit until bubbly, about 15 mi

Stuff
  (If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!)================================================================What is it that you absolutely need sexually?ummm..is this a trick question? What is something you have always wanted to try?hmm i think ive tried most of my fantasies..except a 3 some with adam beach and viggo mortenson What is something you have never done in bed before?im sure theres a lot of weird freaky fetishes to list here.. What time of day do you like to have sex?preferably when  im awake.. What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on?the trail...How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?depends on how good the kiss is..If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?depends..if its a relative like my mother..eww no Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? depe

Julies Stuff
*Just click the picture and leave ur bid as a comment* Just click the picture and leave as many comments as you want.. okie?? thanks so much Boyfriend Application :) This custom myspace survey was generated on Sunday, November 18, 2007. About this survey: Heres for me getting a good guy! Name: Whats your birthday/age: Height: Hair color: Eye color: Piercings/Tats: If no, do you want any? Do you drink? Do you smoke? Do you do drugs? What would you say is your best quality? Whose your favorite band? What kind of music do you like? Do you like kids/want any of your own? How do you feel about marriage? Do you live at home/on your own? Do you prefer cats or dogs? What do you like to do in your free time? What do you think is my best quality? Are you Spontaneous? Are you afriad of commitment? Are you romantic and treat girls the way they deserve? Would you make me feel like im the only girl you want to be with? Wh

The World As I See It...
Ever since Barack Hussein Obama won the general election in November, television news anchors, pundits and pollsters have been asking the following question, in so many words: shouldn't we ban together as Americans and support our new President in the spirit of national unity? This is, of course, a rhetorical question asked for the purpose of spotlighting any right-wingers (aka people with common sense) who would dare argue that the answer isn't obviously yes, consequently exposing them to the relentless ridicule that all pc-Nazis in the "mainstream media" believe they deserve. To put it another way, the question is a setup designed specifically to marginalize anyone who happens to disagree with Mr. Obama's stated objectives of expanding governmental control over our lives, shackling the most successful among us with punitive tax rates, eroding our nation's military capabilities, erasing any gains in border security we've managed to make over the past few years, and destroying Ameri

Poetry And Wrighting
rant life was going to fast spun me round like an aircraft, jeted from here to ther never bieng able to stop; so I exploded. now I'm finding my self piece by piece, but my sanity I could not keep. so in the end life is to fast slow down and look at what has past. Time, we chase it, want more of it, always cravying for one more minute , its like being in a time worp on fast forward. we chase after it because we are affraid that someday we may not have it. The gift of sight, we charish it, be greatfull for it, some are not as lucky to enjoy the power of sight. We read everything from words to eyes with our sight , we would be lost without our sight . Smells, smells are wanderfull . If we couldn't smell we couldn't emagine, and if we can't emagine we are not alive, so be greatfull and thankfull for all of what we have. Tanka a scream in the night, dreams with mighty fright of hate and anger. no soul for comfort, tears roll down her face

Rants And Ravings
It was an absolutely horrible day. Did it really get any better? No.I went to this supposed "conference" this morning. UGh. More like sitting through a class at school but more boring. The presenters were completely rude and lacking in any useful information. When I said rude.. I mean to each other also. Sadly I felt completely out of place being I was there as a student and didn't have some community agency initials next to my name. Every time a question was asked and I answered, I was completely ignored. How's that for a daily boost? *rolls eyes* Worst waste of money I've ever spent.. I'm calling the supervisor in the morning.Then Hope and I get to school. HAH! I'm always expected to take notes for all my "friends" when they aren't there, but do you think they could return the same favor? Well hell no because none of them pay attention.Screw it. The rest isn't worth typing out. I've just realized what I'm good for and I don't appreciate it. I think.. I made a stupid mistake that is g

For Friends
Always putting yourself down Like you arent a great guy But you are amazing Showing a girl great respect When most disrespect me I know I can count on you Bringing a smileto my face How do I make you see You really are someone special That you mean a lot to me Not enough words to express My apprecation for you Just know you are special And forever in my heart Always a dear friend Here is another one that could go to many of my guy friends on here. They are great to me. But it is also again more so for Jinzo71. Just my way of tellin him hes a special guy and a great friend to me. ImageChef.com Poetry Blender

My Pics
This is a collection of Forces Of Nature Storm Wallpapers.Nature's StormsIf you snag it please leave a comment letting me know.oxoxayasha Wintery ChristmasThis is a collection of HR Christmas Wallpapers with some Winter Scenes mixed in.Image size 1024 x 768 and larger.101 Christmas WallpapersChristmas Wallpapers 01Christmas Wallpapers 02Christmas Wallpapers 03140 Christmas HD Wallpapers150 Christmas WallpapersIf you snag it please leave a comment letting me know.oxoxayasha You are welcome to save any pics that are in my albums. I resize most of them not only for easier ratings, but for easier uploading also.I have lost all of my pics lately due to my external failing twice, and for those of you that would love to get the full size images, i will be backing them up on my 4shared acct and will be blogging the links to the zipped files as I collect them once again.Feel free to download any zips that you would like. E

A Safe Test
I'm a bit bored... Whoever sends/posts me the coolest froggy with wings picture...will receive a five credit bling of your choice... post them in this blog or send them pm you have until 6pm mountain time 2-2-09 ♥ Postal A few people have asked me why peace and I got a fu divorce.  So, I thought I would write this blog to save some redundant typing :)   Let's get some things straight.....   peace is my bestie, always will be my r/l and fu  BEEEESSSTTTTTIIIEE and SOUL SISTER..if you fuck with her I will cut off your balls *grin*   She will always be my number one family, she has been for over 3 years soooo THAT also will never change!!   I will be making her ass salute next week...lol! she finally owns my ass ;P   She is always welcome at my house, my brother’s house and my cabin.  The only thing that will change is that she will not get a percentage of my points...this goes both ways, but I'm the bigger hoar :P   If she ever needs me I will drop

12 Days Of Yule Devotionals - Prayers For The Winter Solstice
Day 6 The longest night has come once more, the sun has set, and darkness fallen. The trees are bare, the earth asleep, and the skies are cold and black. Yet tonight we rejoice, in this longest night, embracing the darkness that enfolds us. We welcome the night and all that it holds, as the light of the stars shines down. Day 10 The Celtic people knew the importance of the solstice. Although the Yule season marks the middle of winter, colder times were still to come. It was important to put aside staple foods for the coming months, because it would be many months before anything fresh grew again. Consider, as you think on this devotional, what your family has put aside -- both material goods and things on the spiritual plane. The food is put away for the winter, the crops are set aside to feed us, the cattle are come down from their fields, and the sheep are in from the pasture. The land is cold, the sea is stormy, the sky is gray. The nights are dark, but we have

Brain Damage Poetry
Bullet in my mind, chaos intertwined; running out of time I AM LOST Renegade angels watching my back. Emotions changing so fast that I'm losing track. No way to run from this, no way to hide; from the cesspool of feelings, fouling me up inside. How can I trust? Who can I reach? I'm a one woman island, stranded, on a one man beach. I used to find joy, from the simple things in life. But now I'm fending off confusing, draining strife. I cannot summon words, They are trapped inside my mind. I'm an unsolved mystery, turning heart blind. It does no good to run, no matter what I do. No matter how far I go, THERE'S NO ESCAPE FROM YOU! Embroidered Skies, of shattered lives, the Pandora's box still sits; Reigning supreme as the Lord of Chaos rules his throne. The edge of sanity, disappearing behind surreal curtains, as the daughters of Cassandra are called home. and once I was, and once I was, But now can be no more. To live my

Christmas Fun
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Into The Depths
Yes, I am, and I know this. I have been blessed with the most incredible people in my life. And I know I don't tell them nearly enough just how grateful I am that they are in my life. Many people look at those I am close to and wonder why I am friends with certain people. All I have to say about that is never you mind. It is not for you to know.  I have never been as close to as many females as I am now. I actually do not get along with most women (for various reasons, mostly because I chose not to participate in the stupid high school crap when I was there, so I damn sure am not doing it now). But the women I have grown so incredibly fond of, I have to say, are the greatest group to ever grace my presence. I think most women are conditioned to be in constant competition with each other, and I have consistently kept my closest friends males simply because I didn't feel the need to compete with them. Competition is for drinking games, and sports, not for attention. I sometimes wish w

Old Ones From My Myspace
call it tragic fate a series of mistakes we fail to understand till it's already way to late... in the ideal all the flaws would be visible... complete with ups and downs... not perfect by far... i hate the idea of perfection... because nothing is absolute... to think something is perfect just means your blind to the truth... i'd take living in the gutter to a sugar coated fantasy any day...i'd rather see the cracks to find the flaws.. to know that something is real.. not just a delusional fantasy or misguided notion of happiness... i would perfer to see things as they are...i don't want the world to be perfect...granted i would like to see them get better.. or at least different ...things are kinda stagnant...i've been in this hole so long i can't remember daylight...but i suppose it's better then being fake.... but everything can change... or so i've heard(could this be my opinion....or an attempt to make failure easier...i'm not allowed the luxury of forgetting past mistakes... t

Hellys Ramblings
2008 the year in review (We didn't start the fire) Baby Jesus, Sassy, J, not a mumm go away Hell cat, fake tits, Rev's donkey show Joe Hood and Vixen, plus Baka what a vision North Ohio, South Ohio, we always know Pony bling, comment bomb, happy hour, autos on lots of hos, the bids are high who's next to go bye bye Mumm comments, that's mean who died and made you queen Jenatalia, Crazy Dave its sad Bob went goodbye We didn't start the fire it was always burning since the fu's been turning we didn't start the fire we didn't light it we're not tryin to fight it Coot shopping every day Seamus and Katiemae bouncer feller, Cinderellas Bounty posting cock big cons, Don Juans chubby chasers, ding dongs Misfits boobs, fuzzy balls mumms around the clock Einsteins, small peens fubars got a winning team sexy mummettes, plastic man Elvis Presley has been banned blocked oh, your a pest all the drama its the best Prinny's face, know your

Books And Junk I Like To Talk About
Crank it up...read another book by ellen hopkins. It's called Crank. I'm serious, start reading them. But she was dumb,dumb,dumb and I feel no sympathy for the main character. I chipped a tooth yesterday, hurt like the dickens..... get me out of here. lol does anyone know where that's from? Strangely enough can speak lol catsinese....haha For all those that are playing THE GAME and if ur not inquire within

Omg!
I know sometimes I've been treating you bad I didn't know I was the only love you had I'm reaching out now with nothing to find but the long lonely days and the sad cold nights don't leave me baby, I'm finally happy I can't forget you, not that easy like oldies station radio I turn you up, you feel like home Wherever I go, whatever I do with every thought, you're sure to follow don't say goodbye as I arrive it can't be gone before we've tried It's not a rush, cause I miss your touch I can't give up that that good old-fashioned love My hands were bound and I drowned when you found me you pulled me back, but it's taken me time to breathe I never said the words I thought you assumed I'm telling you now without a doubt, I'm in love with you don't leave me baby, I'm finally happy I can't forget you, not that easy Chorus Don't let me think that you'll never turn around you're the one I want there's no good reason to be feeling we can't have it all Like a

Writings
Thunder On The Mountain   Thunder knocking in the distance, craters holding something on  the moonWhispers in the alleys and a show that is starting at noonClowns on the corner throwing dimes at the cups of passing patronsHot stuff that is different everywhere you look   Crying without that tears, they are long gone and so lostClinging to faith every other time,  while others walk down the lineWondering where those shadows are going to go, but they are long goneClearing in the forest and wondering how time got here   Watch that soul expand from the drops that came from that tin canPieces on a puzzle spread out on a table, a heart coming togetherFirst in line but wanting to run away not knowing what the answer says   Thunder approaching, exposing itself wideGypsies dancing in circles around some camp fire falling dizzyA guide that lies and gets everyone more lost, take a look more insideIt is always both sides not that one that is wanted   The pistols clapping and bodies slap

Pimpouts
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Songs I Like, Ready To Make Me A Tape?
She packed my bags last night pre-flight Zero hour nine a.m. And I'm gonna be high as a kite by then I miss the earth so much I miss my wife It's lonely out in space On such a timeless flight And I think it's gonna be a long long time 'Till touch down brings me round again to find I'm not the man they think I am at home Oh no no no I'm a rocket man Rocket man burning out his fuse up here alone Mars ain't the kind of place to raise your kids In fact it's cold as hell And there's no one there to raise them if you did And all this science I don't understand It's just my job five days a week A rocket man, a rocket man And I think it's gonna be a long long time... I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do, crumbles to the ground though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, all we are

Stuff For Fubar Folks
Mona and I are getting married soon and I would like to give her 2500 profile rates in the next 24 hours as a wedding present. Ms. Mona Doll ღ Dangerous Curves Member ღ Please rate or re-rate Mona today. Make my beautiful bride-to-be happy and let's keep fubar's finest lady #1. Thanks everyone! We can do this. Yes we can! Steve ~*~ Club United ~*~@ fubar Hi Folks!! The going rate is 15,000 fubucks per 100 pic rates while my Auto 11's are activated. Send me a personal message when you are though and let me know how many pics you rated. I will send the bucks within 24 hours or less to you or whoever you want to receive them. Please do not SB me or send progress reports. Thanks, Steve Hi Folks!! The going rate is 15,000 fubucks per 100 pic rates while my Auto 11's are activated. Send me a personal message when you are though and let me know how many pics you rated. I will send the bucks within 24 hours or less to y

Poetry...
It's a depression so deep it finds a way into the soul. Traveling through every pore of your heart. A depression so enlarged, it encompasses every bit of your reality. Leaving that reality, a mere cloudy memory. A depression so dense, it compresses every will you once had. Bowing you down to accept that will, as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece. Consuming each piece, day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, it leaves you, with no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, it slaughters, everything, inside, of you. Dearest Friend, You are the wrinkle on my blouse, The stain on my freshly-bleached shirt. You are the rain-cloud in my horizon, The bright-pink sunburn on the tops of my knees. You are the phone call that wakes me up from deepest sleep. You are the sore on the roof of my mouth. You are the lingering foul odor in the room. The congealed scum of soap griming the bath-tub. You are the clump of dirt on the ki

Kingdom Of Rogue's Levelers
TLC will try her Best in the Reorganization of The Family.She has excepted my Appointment this morning.Please bare with her all whom remain.Buttrflymom has also been appointed as asst. to tlc in the reoranization of the kingdom.if TLC can pull this off she will be made an Owner an buttrflymom will be made a co. Ty Lord Wolf New Recruit from Luckiee7.Ty Sweety Please Add fan + Rate Family luckiee7's recruits went traitor. New Recruit by ButtrflyMom3 cntrystingr___"Kingdom of Rogue's Levelers"@ fubar Lord Wolf Recruit Wolf Women: here is a Comment Bomber for the Texas Wolves.Prior to the Formation of the Texas wolves.Rilla her sister Tami an a few other founders of this Family were Comment bombers for me when I Operated the Kingdom of Wolves.Wolf Women will be very Loyal an Dedicated to our Family.Please show her Pictures some Love Ty wolf woman''texas wolves'~Kingdom of Rogue's@ Lord Wolf Recruit ♥ Angel could be your Fantasy♥ Kingdom of

Poetry
I was looking thru my old blog and saw my old poetry. I haven't written anything in a long while. I just thought I would share these and leave them open for criticism and what have you. I hope all who read them enjoy them...and yes, I was a little emo for a while there...lol...it's what happens when you're lonely... Written on 5/29/2006 Forsaken by my God Unparallelled emptiness Longing only for the touch of His robe I cry out for mercy I cry out for forgiveness I repent my impurities He takes me in His arms and I am fulfilled once again My cup overfloweth His Spirit withing my being The beauty of His light in my eyes A life new and changed again Renewal and happiness return Constantly I fall harder and farther each time Turning my back to and heart away from God Resenting Him for choices I'VE made And reaping only consequences I DESERVE You are a merciful God Forgiving God Beautiful God MY GOD Written on 3/3/2006 It's hard to cope with this pain.

Things For My Mood
I feel so alone even in a room full of people I feel as if I am screaming for help But nobody can hear me Can you hear the tears Do you even see me cry Holding onto memories of yesterday Reaching out for you Calling your name And still you don't come I wonder can you hear me in Heaven It feels as if my heart is splintered With shards of glass so tiny that I'll never find all the parts to heal I remember when I was 7 and told you how much I hated you I remember seeing you cry I remember you packing everything I remember all the fights you had with mom I remember you taking my brothers And whileI cried and begged to go with you You just put 40 bucks on the table And walked away from me I remember having to wait tables at a truck stop so Mom could make ends meet I wanted to hate you for all the times you weren't around But now that you are no longer here All I want is to hear your voice All I want is to see you walk through the door one more time God what I'd

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My First Auto 11's!!
hey 2 all my ladyfriends,the lounge i work at has become a real sausage factory lol so would be awesome 2 have some feminin company 4 a change:D plz come and join at cherry's psycho lounge and party with me:p CAN ANYONE FIND ME SOMEONE I CAN BUY A VIP FROM?I HAVE ALL THESE PICS AND I CANT ADD ANYMORE DAMNIT LOL WILL BE 4EVER GREATFUL:D a friend gave me an early bd present,my first auto in 6months.now you all have to rate me damnit lol so plz tell your friends so i can make godfather by my bd:D

Demonic Rebirth
my luck is bad a friend lost to some jokes missy am sorry if you read this understand i was just joking around nothing more in life we seek the attention and love of others in the light they see us in so do we see ourselves people have began to be busy and ignore as well am sad and hurting i had no self esteem from the start and from here recently it has only gone down and it appears more and more that no one cares how they make people feel even an i am busy right now is better than completely ignoring someone i am thinking that i give a week those who care about me either will reply in shoutbox or ask for my yim and if i gt enough shouts i'll stay otherwise i am going to yim and finding another aquaintance site cause this is bruising and cutting me badly i love my friends on here but those who never talk to me they bruise me so i'll leave it to the Higher One( s ) to those of my friends who read this too late i will check back in a week and at that time i will prive message you my

4am+scissors=hairy Carpet
and people wonder why im so pissed off all the time. i just really have zero tolerance for ignorance. i cant help it and now that im off my meds, i cant just let things go. so i like to answer questions on my free time over the net, like those yahooquestions. anywho... some man thought his wife was automatically cheating on him ONLY because they both have blue eyes and their 2 children have brown eyes. sometimes i just want to die. anywho, i let him know whats up and in doing so i calculated my chances of having green eyed and blue eyed children, i need to have babies with a man that has green eyes to up my chance to 31percent for green and brown 50 but thats if i were to ever have babies...which are complete parasites in my opinion. FIN. i can never find the notebook feature on a mac...hence the blog. wait do macs have notebook? heh... Hell's Angels HST's breakthrough book. Regardless of how true the ending is, from cover to cover, it's one h

Tours To Kerala, Manali And Shimla-kullu
Shimla is one of the most beautiful hill stations in India. It is situated in a beautiful Indian state of Himachal Pradesh. Once the summer capital of British Raj today Shimla is the capital city of Himachal Pradesh. Fondly described as the “Queen of Hill Stations”, it is one of the most popular holiday destinations in India with lots of catchy attractions, picturesque landscapes and more importantly cool & cheerful climate. It is an ideal place to beat the heat of scorching sun. It is a favored destination for family vacations, honeymoon vacations and Himalayan adventure & sport activities. In this article I am trying to give information about ideas for Shimla tours and vacations. There are many ideas that can make your Shimla vacation memorable to cherish for lifetime. Natural Wonders: The beautiful small hill town of Shimla is full of nature wonders. Scenic surroundings, postcard-perfect landscapes, lovely lakes, gushing waterfalls, gorgeous meadows, panoramic views of

Today In History
Welcome to Monday! In the news: If you can be lovesick, that means love is an illness, does anyone have a vaccine? The season for fake love is over, and now slowly fading away. You'll no longer notice shelves of red and pink goodies on the main floor of any store, it will all be in the clearance section! Awesome, marked down over priced candy. As we turn our eyes to March, we'll have a holiday everyone can enjoy: St. Patrick's Day. Let's get drunk! Today in History: In 1868 the Jolly Corks organization renamed itself the Benevolent and Protective Order Elks. I think this one speaks for itself. Who? What? Huh? Corks, and elk. Somebody has some 'splaning to do. In 1959 Fidel Castro seized power after the overthrow of President Fulgencio Batista. Since, we haven't been able to get decent cigars rolled on the thighs of virgins. Thanks Castro. Yeah, I'll stick with the stuff rolled on a table, cause it's just the same. In 1972 Wilt Chamberlain reached 30,000 points in h

Poems
Restless, can't Stop... twisting, turning, hoping, burning, waiting, wondering, wanting, yearning... for it to be done; for me to be free, free from the restlessness deep inside me. As he watches the night, he sees her, the woman who haunts his dreams. She is slowly walking towards the cliffs, and from afar he is amazed once again by her indescribable beauty, taken back by how the pale moonlight shines over her. He can see the wind softly caress her face as her hair blows gently in the breeze. He is watching, waiting, so afraid to speak, not wanting to break the magic of the night. As she draws nearer, he feels his heart begin to break, she turns and he sees the despair on her face; he is filled with her sadness. As the wind blows again it carries the sweet sound of her sad song, with each step her singing is getting louder as each step is bringing her closer and closer to where he is hidden, closer and closer to the cliffs edge. His body is filled with fear wondering what he shou

Surveys And Questions
    Your result for The Commonly Confused Words Test ... English Genius You scored 86% Beginner, 93% Intermediate, 93% Advanced, and 80% Expert! You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go! Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. Your Analysis (Vertical line = Average) You scored 86% on Beginner, higher than 11% of your peers.

Music Is Good For The Soul
Something has happened. I really like this Miley Cyrus song. :/     I just saw on the scrolly thing up there that  John Frusciante from the Red Hot Chili Peppers (better, guys?) has left the group. :( I are sad. I guess he left a year ago. I'm booing this. He's amazing.   I don't care if you hate them, their music, the members..blah,blah,blah. They're one of my favorite bands and they weren't the same the last time he left. :( Sucks.   You may continue with your regularly scheduled lives. Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them

Pimpouts
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Poems
Here is the link to the story and a pic of my sons leg after a dog attacked him at school. Some stupid kid thought it would be funny to tease the dog, so my son had to pay for it! http://www.localnews8.com/global/story.asp?s=12285931 Another link: http://www.kpvi.com/Global/story.asp?S=12287374 11 students and 1 teacher in all were injured, but my son ended up getting the worst of it all. I am saddened by this cause he is traumatized now! The owner of the dog is in big trouble though! My son is holding his own! He has not yet cried over the pain or anything. He is just scared and affraid to be around dogs now! If any of you would like to send him a get well card, sb me for address to send it to! I have uploaded the before and after surgery pics. they are bad so if u have a weak stomache I wouldn't look.            Santa left me under your Tree! Now what you gonna do with me? Unwrap Me! Shower me with Fubars finest things! A HH or Vip, or any of the cute blingy, An Auto,

Me
im a fuck up and i do stupid shit alot im human but i tend to make  more mistakes than a normal person the more i try the more i fail at life all i seem to do is make people mad anymore now i understand why im hated by basicly everyone Im best friends with the most amazing woman in the world and i love her with all my heart and soul and she knows how i feel about her.I know she cares about me and worrys abt me as and loves me as a friend. im confused beacuse i dont know if she has feelings for me and if she would ever really wanna date me.I would do anything for her shes my world if it wasnt for her i would have probably killed myself a few years ago she keeps me inline and sets me straight and i thank her for that i try to do what i can to help anyone who needs help.I asked for help  to help someone special to me and it never happened .Ok i can deal with that .It really pisses me off when i pay to get help and it never happened i was lied to and that person knows it cuz i found out ho

Blogging For Jesus...
click for more cards         send this card through mail When times are tough, and it seems your all out of luck... Take a really deep breath ,but do not sigh for you are being watched over by our God Most High. Now I know that there are those of you who just will not believe... But I have learned not to worry about those things I will receive. I used to be so organized and had everything just so.. But I have found myself in disarray and had to let things go. I have lost the hustle and bustle and trying to get things done to please all my relatives and friends who I love dearly. It,s not because I don,t love them anymore, or just don,t want to do it. But its because I do not have it to give. America has lost it,s way and more people are out of work everyday. My husband is one of those, and I am ashamed to say that I make a little over minimum wage. And this is after 14 years of service, I seem to have gone backwards instead of forward somehow. I fell helpless and lost myself being too

Amazing Grace,s Inspirational Corner
~Discouragement and Despair~ The thief (which is Satan) comes only for 3 reasons, which is to STEAL from you all that you have including your joy and your health and finances! He come to KILL! To kill yours dreams..your progress..and finally your body and soul which belongs to God. He is a LIAR and a THIEF and the FATHER OF IT ALL! Upon realizing that, REALIZE THIS that JESUS CAME SO THAT YOU COULD ENJOY LIFE, HE IS THE GIVER OF LIFE! Satan thief, JESUS life giver! JESUS told John his beloved disciple that he came so that we may have life and enjoy life, and have it in abundance to the fullness untill it overflows. John 10:10. You may how can that be when I see everything in the world going sour and death and destruction at it,s highest level ever? Well he said that to HIS PEOPLE not to the world in general. There will always be evil in this world untill THE KING OF KINGS returns and sits upon his throne in Jerusalem to actually rule on the earth and satan is eventually destroyed

2009 May
just a few thoughts am reducin ma footprint here on fubar it keeps changing here not for da good final straw is as a joke i type in "match.com" this above either dint show or dis blog wont post i cant do anythang html code is screwd here in da blogs sick'n tired of the games tat fubar is playin fubar is so fucked up its so full of hatas with names of love in them example am in a mumm about ratings http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=548839 ok i make a comment makin it known ma feelings about it n dis peep comes to ma page n downrates ma pic of course she onli came there jst to hate on me for makin ma comment fubar is so full of dis crap am fuckin sick tired of dis btw i can type any way i want yo stop makin comments about tat too they think am whinning about ratings it not tat its the damm attitude they come to ma page with dis bunnylove dint come to ma page to rate she saw ma comments n came to downrate n downrate with attitude cuz in next comment she sai "i rate yo "8" so fuck

Bad News
I am so glad my former, fucked in the head boss, can't pay me. Of all the people that worked for him, I am the one hurting the most. I have no one to lean on in my time of need. Because he can do nothing but tell lies,"Oh I mailed your check on saturday" HMMM its wednesday and my mail just ran, and guess what no check. So now I owe my bank 70 dollars cause of a charge that I could do nothing about. On top of that I can't get to the next town over to sign up for unemployment, so I can't get any of that, cause my van diecied to break down. Which I have decided to sell, it can be fixed but I dont have the money. I own my bank 70, and friend of mine 60, for towing my van home, I have a 102 dollar electric bill due(and no I cant make payments on it this is the payment plan), also I have a 250 dollar water bill overdue which I should be getting the shut off notice tomorrow, and no I can't make a payment arranement, cause my town requies at least half of the money up front. I am selling stuff

My Own Sins,,,,,[my Own Writings]
You made a lot of mistakesAnd a lot of bad thingsBut every time you were coming back with tearsWith all kind of sorrow and apologiesThis time is differentAll words and sentences won’t solve any thingNone of those mistakesYour sorrow nore I am sorry wordsWon’t give you my forgivenessThat crowing of cock my dearDoesn’t always mean it’s the dawn- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: far7an moussa Sadness knocked my doorMy tears opened that doorWho took my lover??!!I lost my love now?!!Maybe it’s my mistake??Maybe it’s just a running lifetime ‘Maybe ‘word, it has a thousand meaning Maybe it’s not my faultMaybe my time has goneMaybe word is a sea of secretsA sea there is no harbors forOn that painful sea shores, her steps Those steps prince like a wounds wide openedAnd my eyes filling them with tearsMy days are lostMy dreams are burnedThe sun, that shining sunIt set long time now, sleep my poor eyesSleep over my wounds, but please

My Rant Of The Day
                                       I’m stuck in a closed minded, self righteous, bible thumping society.  How does this make me the crazy one for believing in my own self enlightenment and not in a two-thousand year old fairy tail?  What if you’re wrong and this is the only life you’ll have?  What if you’ve been to busy trying to please the sky for a place in it when you should’ve been living for the moment with your feet on the ground?  Why not take life by the horns and do what makes your heart happy instead of putting all your faith in a place that might not be there in the end?  You don’t need the sky to forgive you your foibles when you should embrace who you are and live life accordingly.  Treat others as you want to be treated and they should reciprocate.  A smile gets a smile and a frown gets a frown.   It’s not hard to believe in a universe formed out of coincidence when science and liner thinking come into play.  Though I gues

Hell Is Of Our Own Creation
i realized i had the game wrong. the question isn't "who do i want to be?" the question is "Who am I?" they try to reduce us to this crude matter...this flesh.  enslave us...place the yoke upon our necks. and they've been doing a very good job of it. the world is upside down. which doesn't bother me so much as the fact that nobody knows it. doctors destroy health. universities destroy knowledge. lawyers destroy freedom. governments destroy justice. but still i smile. because i woke up. and i'm not the only one. this is the first time in history that we've ever had an alex jones or a jordan maxwell. are we teetering on the brink? insanity is a perfectly normal response to life in an insane world. i can not be angry with the insane. what good does it do to treat the symptom instead of the cause? i feel lucky to be able to see the sickness where it really is. and the best thing i can do to change it is to change myself...my actions...my reactions. to know myself. stop hiding behind thi

I Am A Regular Man
WHAT IS A HERO A MAN OR WOMEN OR MABYE GROUP OF U LOOK UP 2 U WANA BE LIKE THEM WHEN U GROW UP OR MABYE YUR ALREADY GROWN AND WISH U WERE MORE LIKE THEM OR THEY ARE JUST SUCH GREAT PEOPLE IN YUR EYES YOU ARE JUST HAPPY THIER AROUND U MAKES U FEEL MORE ALIVE MANY PEOPLE SEE POLICE MEN AND FIREFIGHTERS AND SOLDIERS AS OUR COUNTRYS GREAT HEROS I BELIVE THAT ALL EXCEPT MYSELF NO NOT WNTING SYMPATHY OR FOR SOMEONE TO BE LIKE BUT U ARE A HERO CUZ I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY MY FATHER IS MY HERO HE WAS A DRILL SERGENT THE REASON I JOINED THE ARMY  THANK HIM FOR WHAT I DO. THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE DIED IN PAST AND PRESENT WARS THANK THEM AND THIER FAMILIES BECAUSE IF NOT FOR THEM I WUD NOT BE ALIVE TODAY DOING WHAT LITTLE I DO IM DOING MY JOB NOTHIN MORE IM ONLY A MECHANIC AND BECAUSE OF THESE HEROS I CAN STILL DO THAT I THANK ALL WHO SUPPORT THE TROOPS IT IS GOOD TO KNOW THAT PEOPLE STILL APPRICATE THAT WERE HERE THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO SERVE NO MATTER WHAT BRANCH ACTI

♫ Lyrics Of My Soul ♫
Shadows fill an empty heart...As love is fading.From all the things that we are...But, are not saying.Can we see beyond the scars, And make it to the dawn?Change the colors of the sky,And open up to...The ways you made me feel alive,The ways I loved you.For all the things that never died,To make it through the night,Love will find you...What about now?What about today?What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?What if our love...never went away?What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?Baby, before it's too late...What about now?The sun is breaking in your eyes...To start a new day.This broken heart can still survive...With a touch of your grace.Shadows fade into the light, I am by your side, Where love will find you...What about now?What about today?What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?What if our love...never went away?What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?Baby, before it's too late...What about now?Now that we're here..Now that w

Some Fu Peeps Are Just Ignorant
Okay I just read a blog about this girls pet peeves and that got me to thinking as well. So here goes.  What gets under my skin the most is young men even older calling woman bitches.  WTF is up with that.  I find that disrespectful. Young ladys or suppose to be young ladys how ever for some that is doubt ful.  Feel the need to trash other woman over weight or because they have a tat. They seem to think woman with tats are trash, and whores.  Yet you look at other mumm's they have posted and they need to take a hard look in the mirror for they act and relect the very thing they are against. Men of all ages, calling down woman over size, looks, culture.  And if  you look at them they are sooooooooo nothing to write home about. Men wanting the altimate woman, and wont settle for anything else.  What they want is to brag and show off what they have .  Not a woman of substance who will love them and give them all she can just to make them happy.  Sad when you think about it. Guy's and

My Writing
Stepping Back Alone you stand at the edge looking down, all you see is bleakness and no end in sight You think about your life and know you have to choose Do you dare take that step forward? End it all as it is, or do you walk away find hope amongst the gray You might want to take that deadly step might think that it is for the best A soul beaten down broken hearted alone in the crowd I reach for you and pull you back hold you close and show you that at least one person does care A heart to mend a soul to heal Search deep within and you will see that endless fall

Just Stuff
LOVE WILL KEEP US ALIVE EAGLES I was standing All alone against the world outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now youve given me the will to survive When were hungry...love will keep us alive Dont you worry Sometimes youve just gotta let it ride The world is changing Right before your eyes Now Ive found you Theres no more emptiness inside When were hungry...love will keep us alive I would die for you Climb the highest mountain Baby, theres nothing I wouldnt do I was standing All alone against the worlk outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now youve given me the will to survive When were hungry...love will keep us alive When were hungry...love will keep us alive When were hungry...love will keep us alive I hope you’re doing fine out there without me‘Cause I’m not doing so good without youThe things I thought you’d never know about meWere the things I guess you always underst

Thoughts Of The Moment
I've had it up to here with you And all the shit that you've brought Into my life, now it ends Just to think I thought you friend How the fuck did you think You'd get away with what you did, And what you said, and what you've done, I'll take no more, come get some I'll smash you down from your imagined state Drag you down from reality Show to you the real way, the real life And what it all means The memory of pain lasts for days But you've not seen the brutality That I'll deliver, and I will The pain you'll feel, will last for years Betrayer King of betrayal Betrayer King of betrayal So if you think your gonna get Away with this, think again I'm on your trail, I'm on your case I'll track you down I will avenge Betrayal is not a thing I take to heart very well Now you've added murder in I'll make your life a living hell A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out

Random Ponderings
So one of my sisters recent started dating someone, no biggie in and of itself. However, they've been dating for a little over a month now and already her kids are suffering because of it. Staying out til all hours of the night, staying at his place, having him come sleep at my dad's house(lives there with her 3 kids) are all things she's taken to doing each week. I don't mind her happiness in fact I'm glad she finally isn't such a lonely crabby bitch. What's bothering me though is that both of her daughters now at separate times have asked me to adopt them because they don't think their mother loves them anymore now that she has a man. I started crying today when my niece (she's 6) asked me that because I don't think a child should ever doubt their mother's love. I guess maybe things were different for me growing up because my parents were married and always put me and my sisters first. I hate this feeling I have in the pit of my stomach about the whole situation. I hate knowing that

Albert17
it is day 2 as you can see and i failed in getting my weight but i see that i mit weigh atleast 220 pounds give a lot or take a little.today i ate cearl,for lunch i really didn't eat much but some fruit.for dinner a salad and home made mac&cheese.i hate my family well my older brother he calls me gay for not eating meat.which he dose to anything that isn't like him.i hate him.but i see that he just dosen't under stand anything that isn't normal to him,who has a baby momma and a second on the way.both of them figth nearly all the time beacuse of the kids,how get's on his neavers,they don't know how to act,o the baby momma has an other kid that's not his so she has two and a third on the way,he has one and another on the way.so you got to take care of two kids and worry about another soon.all i have to do is not eat meat. right now i want to see how long i can live with out dark meat.i'll slowly move for not eating white meat as well.i'll weight myself to see my weight and see the effect

Randomz
(Flo Rida) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down (Ke$ha) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down (Flo Rida) Hey Walk out my house with my swagger Hop in that with dough, I got places to go! People to see, time is precious I looked at my cotty, are ya outta control Just like my mind where I’m going No women, no shawties, no nothin but clothes No stoppin now, my Pirellis on role I like my jewelry, that’s always on whoa I know the storm is comin my pockets keep tellin me it’s gonna shower Call up my homies it's all Then pop in the next 'cause this mix'll be ours We keep a fade away shot cuz we ballin it’s platinum patron that be ours Lil mama, I owe you just like the flowers Girl you drink with all that goodie power (Flo Rida) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, when you go down down (Ke$ha) You spin my head right round, right round When you go down, w

Are These Funny?
Mike Was going to be married to KarenSo his Father sat him down for a little chat.He said, 'Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them toYour Mother, and said, 'Here, try these on.''She did and said, 'These are too big. I can't wear  them.'I replied, 'Exactly.. I wear the pants in This family and I always will.' Ever Since that night, we have Never had any  problems.'Hmmm,' said Mike. He thought that might be a good  thing to try.On his honeymoon, Mike took off his pants and said  to Karen, 'Here, tryThese on..'She tried them on and said, 'These are too large.  They don't fit me.'  Mike Said, 'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family And I Always will. I don't want you to ever forget that.'Then Karen took off her panties and handed them to  Mike. She said, 'Here, you try on mine.'Mike Did and said,'I can't get into your panties.'

I Havent Found A Title For This Yet!
I wrote This For my Daughters Around Christmas Time... This Christmas just doesn't seem right,Your not here for the all decorations and the pretty lights.I will miss your smiles and the look on your face,Cause this Christmas your in another place. There will be no laughter and your hugs i will miss,Along with the  good morning christmas kiss.I won't hear your voice that day,Because your so far away.No loud music or noise,From all those silly little toys.Christmas just isn't the same this year,Just thinking about it brings me to tears.I wish you were here this christmas time, To make this Christmas a special one of mine.Missing my girls this christmas and all this time that has passed without them and so i decided to write a poem for them to help deal with my depression i am feeling right now  trying not to forget it all,butmy memory just seems to recall.that aww so rainy night,the night you set my heart at flight.trying not to forget your facetrying not to forget the place.remembering

Music
I always needed time on my ownI never thought I'd need you there when I cryAnd the days feel like years when I'm aloneAnd the bed where you lie is made up on your sideWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now[Chorus]When you're goneThe pieces of my heart are missing youWhen you're goneThe face I came to know is missing tooWhen you're goneThe words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okI miss youI've never felt this way beforeEverything that I do reminds me of youAnd the clothes you left, they lie on the floorAnd they smell just like you, I love the things that you doWhen you walk away I count the steps that you takeDo you see how much I need you right now[Chorus]We were made for each otherOut here foreverI know we were, yeahAll I ever wanted was for you to knowEverything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soulI can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah[Chorus] frost has covered trees and grasswinds cut l

Addy
  One glass, Short, Tall, Lower the percentage, End toll the same, The carnage only evident the morning after, Amber, clear, flat, carbonated, The damage in time will tell, Motor functions blurred, Vision doubled, Never been to bed with a minger,

Trini's Corner Of The World...
> > A 6 year-old and 4 year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You > >know what?' says the 6 year-old. 'I think it's about time we> > started cussing.'> > The 4 year-old nods his head in approval. The 6 year-old > >continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something > >with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year-old agrees with > >enthusiasm.> > When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year-old > >what he wants for breakfast, he replies,'Awe hell Mom, I guess I'll have > >some Cheerios.'> > WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen > >floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother in > >hot pursuit, slapping his rear end with every step. She locks him in his > >room and shouts, 'You can stay in there until I let you out.'> > She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year-old and asks > >with a stern voice, 'And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?'> >> > 'I don't know,' he blubbers, '

My Poetry
I do not wish thine eye to drinketh of my beauty, for how now, when thy cup runneth dry?When Summers graces have stilled by winters cold dark breath, would'st thou still have the sparkle of Spring in thine eye?As the soft plump curves wrinkle past their ripeness, and the apples of my cheeks turn to ashen gray,As the sweetness of my voice bitters as time's spent, and my golden silky tresses are but thinning straws of hay, Would'st thou whisper sweet nothings to the hobbled silver lady?Would thy fingertips dance upon my wrinkled folded skin?Would thou speaketh love poems like a gentle bedtime story?As I'm withered and tired, would thou gently tuck me in?When maidens come hither with their bountiful blessing to tempt you and tease you when no one's around,Would your silver haired matron be the shackle that holds you or would memory serve I'm the jewel in your crown? Like wine, one's beauty serves to strip away thy senses. A glance, like a sip leaves thee quickly craving more. Each eyeful

Diary Of A Bunburyist
A Slight Detour Thru Pakistan Or Whoever Thought Pooping Could be SO Funny   "Well, lets see.  Fire Fighters fight fires, and Crime Fighters fight crime, so what do freedom fighters fight?" -George Carlin DWB, Doctors Without Borders, is a truly great organization.  Doctors, from around the world, who donate a year or two of their lives to help combatants, regardless of politics, or on which side of the battlefield they fell.  They make a difference and actually do good, in parts of the world were "good" is a rare commodity.  I worked for them for two years. They promised me travel, and oh yeah, I traveled.  I went from one horrid shit hole, to another.  From Pakistan, to Bangladesh, and from East Africa to Zaire (yes I know, but that what it was called back then), I truly "saw the world".  Yup, I got to travel to all of these bucolic splendors/ shit holes.  But today, I'm gonna tell you about one night in Pakistan. I was there, in 1994, back when Bin Laden was stil

Another Day In Paradise My Friends
http://s179.photobucket.com/albums/w295/... " CHICKENFOOT"  HAS TO BE ONE OF THE GREATEST BANDS "I'VE" EVER HEARD.,....THESE GUYS ARE GONNA BLOW ALL THE WAY TO THE TOP IN NO TIME MARK MY WORDS!

Rambling Randomness
Say… hypothetically speaking… you have six dollars in your wallet and very close to zero dollars in your bank account and you need to make something for lunchdinner. Also… you have a very daunting blank Word document in front of you that you’re supposed to fill with words and pictures and recipes and more words. You’ve run out of people to text message as a distraction. You can’t waste another minute of time on Twitter… you’ve tried… seriously. You’ve exhausted your brain by imagining every combination of human and animal body part…. your favorite being a chubby, blue-eyed toddler with cocker spaniel ears.  huh!? Oh!  And you found one lonely egg in your fridge.  Hypothetically speaking of course. So. Q:  What would you do with yourself? A:  Make cookies. I mean… come on… it’s the only logical/delicious option.   Let’s play a game called What’s on Your Nightstand?.  What?  

Packersmovers-gurgaon
Relocation of goods to new location is a tougher task. It has to be done with proper care and dedication to make the tasks easier and hassle free. It has to be pre planned and each and every process of shifting needs lots of care and dedication. Well you can do these entire tasks with yourself, but you need to take some risks. But if you don’t want to face the challenge it is advisable to hire the services for the reputed moving company. Reputed moving companies like from Shimla can make your shifting from one city to another in a hassle free way at a cost effective rate. Shimla is the capital city of the Indian state of Himachal Pradesh. It is well known all over the world for its superb natural beauty and lovely attractions. People often move in and out of this city for various reasons. Be it for settling in Shimla or for better job opportunities they help the people in their move just charging them the minimum costs. They offer high quality shifting services to the people

Watching The World Scroll By...
I recently attended a High School reunion here in Texas.  While I overjoyed to rekindle friendships from my past.....I, after talking to a great many of the alumni realized a startling fact.  The vast majority of the people attending that function were, are now or have been divorced.  Several more than once.  Out of 100 or so couples........not but only 5 had been married for any real time at all.   What does this say about the state of marriage in this country?   I myself are recently divorced after 24 years of marriage.   Statistics be damned.......there is a real problem in this country.  Marriage just is not what it used to be......not at all!  A frightening thought when looking over our history and society in general.   It only proves what many have said.......the decay of society is even more profound that I had ever imagined.    I guess I long for the good old days.........there is no longer any room for an old-fashioned man in todays society and that is a crying shame! How man

2009 Football Pool
WELCOME TO FUBAR'S VERY OWN NFL FOOTBALL POOL!   The rules are simple: -It will cost 25k per week to enter -Games will be listed by week in this blog. -Mail me your picks on fubar. Use "Week #" as the subject for your mail. Just list the teams you expect to win in order. Be sure to include the total number of points you expect to see for the final game of the week. (This is only so a tie can be broken.) -Your picks MUST BE IN BEFORE 9PM EASTERN STANDARD TIME EACH THURSDAY. This will give me time to get everyones picks together by Friday evening. -I will post EVERYONE's picks sometime Friday as a google document here --- http://spreadsheets.google.com/ccc?key=0AprqoD1zeYI-dGl6Ymd1dGhqT3NuT2xYRU5jOG15bFE&hl=en Each week will have it's own sheet within that spreadsheet document. If you have trouble finding everyone's picks for the current week, just let me know. if that link doesn't work, try this.. http://spreadsheets.google.com/pub?key=tizbguthjOsnOlXENc8mylQ&output=html -T

Poetry & Passions
- A Leaf -   Quietly, I lay under the old tree Gazing up into its branches Blithely watching its feathering leafs   Through its gnarling limbs, sunlight beams And I think of Life..of Love..of finer things Of the smile of my child..of a woman a’far And the joy that into my life they do bring   Quietly, I lay under the old tree Gazing up into its branches Blithely listening to a bird as it sings   Upon its gnarled limbs, does the bird sit And I think of Life..of Love..of all that I miss Of the smile of my Mother..and of family a’far

Good Ole American Ass Beating
This will be easy and with your help you can help me get my mumms back.  I need the help of my friends to flood support with e- mails. all you have to do is click the link and copy and past the note. I promise it will only take a second. Whomever sends the most e-mails will recieve 10k fubucks and a custom Free Smiling Bob salute of your choosing. Just comment when you send. 1. Click this link. http://fubar.com/privmsg.php?u=60228 2. Please copy and past this in the SUBJECT box. Poor Bob needs his mumms back please quit ignoring him. 3. Please copy and paste this in the TEXT box. Bob is my friend. He is awesome. You all banned him for being awesome. Now I think fubar sucks. Please free Smiling Bob. http://fubar.com/user/1978850 4. Send Message       I know ya get this all the time. I do have an issue. I have a antifan club that flags my mumms no matter what they are about. Lately it hasnt happened but my last mumm was definitly no NSFW it was a MUMM by definition and it wa

Poem
numbness arrives unannounced,unwelcome no knock at the door on the matt of my expectations it wipes it's feet.   drowning in my sorrows joy,happiness,and serenity scatter, like splashed droplets in a hot frying pan   color fades to shades of grey light dims to a faint shimmer casting shadows of despair over my eyes   as a sloth i become motionless without intent or direction lost within myself dead calm drains my sails   in this overwhelming emptiness it is then that i truly understand what it feels like to be lonely how can someone write about a love when there are no words to explain, its' hard to go each day and not have the person you love to be with you it's hard to be happy knowing you have to wait to see them and when you do you only get a certain ammount of time i cry almost everyday to help ease the pain i feel from missing you and being alone to go to bed and reach for the one you love and they are not there just a space like the distance betw

Various Expressions
I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO BE AMUSED YOUR FEEBLE ATTEMPTS ONLY CAUSE ME TO SNOOZE IN FACT, I COULD NOT BARE THEM EVEN WITH BOOZE AS PERSISTENT AS YOU ARE, I WILL NOT BE MOVED I AM NO LONGER YOURS TO WOO MY AUDIENCE HAS TAKEN A DEAF EAR TO YOUR TUNES THERE IS NO SOUND, I HAVE PRESSED MUTE WHAT IS IT THAT YOU CANNOT COMPUTE I LOATHE YOU, YOU MAKE ME WANT TO PUKE IF ONLY I COULD GET MY HANDS ON A NUKE ID FROLIC IN YOUR ASHES AND SOOT     AT NIGHT I WEEP AND I CANNOT SLEEP THE CUTS ARE SO DEEP TO MY SOUL IT HAS REACHED IMMINENT IS MY DEFEAT FROM LOVE MUST I RETREAT BITTERNESS HAS BEGUN TO SEEP MY SANITY I CAN NO LONGER KEEP TO MY DEATH I NOW LEAP Addicted, it leaves me conflicted in knots, my body is twisted I itch, I ache, at night I shake It hurts to even be awake I cannot breathe, at least not with ease It all just makes me want to scream Mentally and physically ill there are no words to describe how i feel death is imminent; HEARTBREAK made the kill    

The Occasional Bitch
Internet relationships as a whole are a fucking sham... but FU-RELATIONSHIPS are the worst of all. People have really lost site of what relationships and friendships are for that matter and I am about to call you out! Nearly every day I am approached by someone that thinks they have it all figured out for me.. they are the one and I should abandon my real life and sink into their pit of lies. WRONG! You can tell me all day long how you would rub my feet and draw my bath and treat me like a queen - but WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU? You are not real... I cannot touch you - I cannot kiss you and you cannot do any of those things that you so freely  talk about - perhaps that is why it makes it so easy to promise the world to someone. I am on to your game fuckers and you are gunna pay dearly! People string along four or five or sometimes more people to fill the void in their empty lives.. is that really entertainment?... an ego boost? What is sad is that many people easily fall into the trap

Poetry
Awake... I awaken in a cold and dark room. The bitterness of the past day has left me behind. The same thing like the day before. awaken alone in this cold and forboding room. it never changes. regardless of the dreams and hopes that I wouldn't awaken in this bitter cold... That my heart would beat again in the warmth of a loving embrace... memories of those days are nothing more than whispers of the day past... The insanity of self has gripped me so many times... I have denied myself so many things. I look not to others for comfert. The shame of the beast covers me like a cloak. I hide in the shadows so others may not see me. Life... Love... Happiness...

Chinese Zodiac
Personality Occupying the last position in the Chinese Zodiac, the 12th, the Pig symbolizes such character traits as diligence, compassion, and generosity. Pigs enjoy life and because they are entertaining, others enjoy their company. Pigs are giving souls and reap much enjoyment when they’re helping others, but sometimes they give too much. Honesty is what Pigs give and it’s what they expect to receive in return.   Pigs seek peace and will do what is necessary to maintain it. This trait, while admirable, sometimes makes it easy for others to take advantage of Pigs. Pigs are always doing for others, helping anyway they can, but rarely will they ask others for help. This can overwhelm and stress them, but Pigs don’t mind.   When it comes to money, Pigs enjoy spending more than saving. They gravitate towards name brand items. Thriftiness happens only occasionally, but Pigs do know how to find great deals. Health Always seeking fun, Pigs often indulge more than th

My Stories
It's about noon already. I'm standing outside with her while she takes a fifteen minute break at her work. It's just us out here, no one else at her job smokes and you can't see the back of the building from the road. She wraps her arms loosely around my shoulders in an embrace and kisses my neck. "So have you missed me this week, Lover?" she asks in a kitten like purr. She pulls back to look in my eyes while running her hands down my shoulders, cupping my breasts in her hands and squeezes them. My body reacts to her touch and I feel myself get damp. "You know I have, Baby." I reply. I gently push her against the brick wall and kiss those full lips before she can get her cigarette out of the pack. I run my tongue over her lips, tasting the vanilla lip balm she always wears. "You should come to the office tonight and let me show you how much I've missed you" I say moving my mouth over to her neck. "I've got an idea, Baby, how about I give you a sample of what you'll get

Getting Stuff Off My Chest
So why is it that whenever a friend finds a gf or bf they start to ignore their friends?? I know they dun do it intentionally.. but don´t they realize it kinda hurts? Someone I have known for over 3 years, that I have shared every thought with.. that has come to me for advice regarding issues and relationships.. has now stopped talking to me.. Im happy this person has found someone to share life with.. but at the same time it hurts that Im no longer important... I realize U have Ur own life.. and thats ok.. thats not what Im "bitching" about... its about the fact that Im not even worth a hello anymore... It just hurts to know that I was awsome to be around.. but as soon as U find someone else.. I kinda suck.... *sighs* Guess staying away from people IS the best way to go after all.... I got way to much stuff on my mind atm. Its weird how things happen... The news I got a few days ago has affected me more then I thought they would.. I wasnt prepared for this.. and now I can

My Disease Needs To Feed!
from here on out when i log you out you are entitled to show me your titties..   ..i dont care what they look like, no complaining  EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: STOP polishing my bling!!!! 10:30am more To  EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: no 10:31am reply  EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: i asked nicely in my status to not have it polished 10:31am more To  EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: no, your status said id be blocked, i wouldnt call that nice 10:32am reply  EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: i said please do not bomb or polish or you will be blocked ty 10:33am more To  EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: yup, i find that to be pretty dumb, blocking people for such a pathetic reason 10:34am reply  EasyOnTheEyz Js W...: yes but i asked nicely i am only running this bling so that i can level 10:36am

Zoey's Just Ramblin
Blonde Logic January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels....."duh".....bottles won't fit in typewriter!!! March - Got excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!" April - Trapped on escalator for hours.....power went out!!! May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August - Got locked out of car in rain storm.....car swamped, because top was down. September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days.....instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!!! December - Couldn't call 911....."duh".....there's no "eleven" button on the phone!!!

Da Word!
10:17am reply Natius: i didnt ask your fucking opinion... i dont look the way i do to please evryone else do you think she had the right to block me because i rated her a 5 and said i didn't like her new blonde hair color? she says she does it to please herself yet can't take criticism from anyone else than why allow open comment for? maybe she just wanted me to be like all the other males saying she looks hot n sexy and stuff and not be myself yet it's ok for her to be such! pffffffffffft! So as you see.i'm back to green as now if my mumm is wiped, i get wiped due to....er...me being repetitive naughty. what gets me is, 2 days earlier, Scrapper rewarded me for my mumms with a free VIP when i brought it up in his blog after over 3 years of me entertaing 'his people'...then 2 days i get spanked because of my "Anti-depressant People" mumm. ok..blogged! **Peoples names were changed to protect the idenity of those who chat to me My Chat To Everything...: dont worry, im just buying

Lyrics And Stuff.
Rent- Out Tonight What's the time? Well it's gotta be close to midnight My body's talking to me It says, "Time for danger" It says I wanna commit a crime Wanna be the cause of a fight I wanna put on a tight skirt and flirt With a stranger I've had a knack from way back At breaking the rules once I learn the games Get up - life's too quick I know someplace sick Where this chick'll dance in the flames We don't need any money I always get in for free You can get in too If you get in with me Let's go out tonight I have to go out tonight You wanna play? Let's run away We won't be back before it's New Year's Day Take me out tonight Meow- HA! When I get a wink from the doorman Do you know how lucky you'll be? That you're on line with the feline of Avenue B Let's go out tonight I have to go out tonight You wanna prowl? Be my night owl Well take my hand we're gonna howl Out tonight In the evening I've got to roam Can't sleep in the city of neon and ch

Unusal Hotels
Sala, Västmanland, Sweden - Bed & Breakfast A single suite, 155m underground People have asked me how to manually set Fu own prices... Like the old way you go to own me then Buy member now just like before then set your own price...there you have to click in the price box and backspace, then add the new price... I hope this helps everyone Hugs Dana Key Largo, Florida, USA Underwater hotel, where you need to dive to enter.

Inspired By My Babydoll
She got eyes that cut you like a knife and lips that taste like sweet red wine And pretty legs go to heaven every time She got a gentle way that puts me at ease When she walks in the room I can hardly breathe Got a devastating smile knock a grown man to his knees She got whatever it is It blows me away She's everything I want to say to a woman but couldn't find the words to say She got whatever it is I don't know what to do Cause every time I try and tell her how I feel it comes out "I love you" You got whatever it is You know I've never been the type that would ever want to stay Bring 'em home at night and they're gone the next day But that all changed when she walked into my life And people askin why it is Tell them I don't know Just something about the woman makes my heart go haywire And she's gonna be my wife She got whatever it is It blows me away She's everything I want to say to a woman but couldn't find the words to say She got whatever it is I don't know what to do Cause every

General
Just about everyone wants to know how they can make their relationship better. They want to know how they can deepen the commitment and love between each partner. Unfortunately relationships are not something you can provide a "to do" sheet for and all will be solved, but with these five key secrets you can certainly improve your chances for getting all you desire out of your relationship. Do things unexpectedly.One key secret to a successful relationship is compromise. Meeting halfway on things shows your partner that you really do care about their viewpoint and you are willing to work on making each other happy. Every so often make it a point to do something that you normally would not agree to or feel like doing. When you keep your partner constantly surprised by your actions, you regenerate that "new love" feeling time and time again. So, when your partner asks if you want to try that new restaurant…say yes! If they ask if you want to try a new hobby…say yes! Show y

Green Planet
They re-appeared on the fashion scene several years ago, and initially were received with mix reviews. But I have to admit, women's rompers and jumpers (or jumpsuits) have indeed grown on me! I used to joke and refer to them as "baby clothes" - but as tends dictates - they are anything but kid-like! From dressy rompers, suitable for a night out with the girls - to more casual styles, for a day in the park or at the beach...these throwbacks are making a come-back! There are many people who have varying opinions on rompers. Rompers are similar to jumpsuits; however, they tend to be shorts rather than long pants. A romper may have short sleeves or it may be sleeveless. It is possible to find rompers that have three quarter length sleeves. This season, they are being seen primarily in bright, solid colors, and they are also being seen with military inspired accents. They are generally constructed of jersey or cotton. Though you will find more dressy sets made of silk and pol

Phoenix Rising
Sooooo.... I went swimming with my 10 year old daughter a bit ago. It was a good day. Just as we were preparing to get out and dry off, a car pulled in with speakers blaring major profanity. I immediately spoke up and said "man, do you think you can turn your music down?" He asked me why he should do that. I told him: "Well my kid's here and she heard profanity & don't you think you should show respect for children and other people's feelings?" He then asked me what she heard. " Well for starters, she heard the N word & the F word." He then replied: "well what's wrong with that? Ain't that what y'all been calling us for years?" This royally ticked me off! (The fact that he happened to be African American NEVER entered the equation...) I am not now, nor have I EVER been a "y'all" like that! Yes, I was born in Texas, and damn proud of it. Yes, I was raised and schooled predominantly in the South, but it is BECAUSE of this fact, along with the fact that my Native American heritage shows

For Your Reading Pleasure
When you fall off your horse,you're life-flighted to the hospital,you've got tubes goin' in and out of your body, and when you finally wake upthe first thing you say is "Where's myhorse, it wasn't his fault."You Know You Are a Cowgirl When:when instead of carrying money in yourwallet you carry your horses coggins papers and you know they will be safe because you never have money so you never have to worry about getting into your wallet.You Know You Are a Cowgirl When:you love the earth, God, your horse, and your truck more than yourboyfriend. And you would stay up all night with your horse if it got sick, even if you have finals the next day.The horses eat before you do.You know you're a cowgirl if you liverespectfully, follow the Code and don'tlet ANYONE mess with you family. You know if you can spot Wranglers from across the campus,and most of all youare happy with who you are and don't care what anyone else says 'bout you.You Know You Are a Cowgirl When:When the inside of your truck

Poetry
As I walk threw the ashes stumbling as I continue to walk threw and I yet to fall to the ground crying in pain and sorrow and wondering why I must feel this way and what has lead my love life and decisions I made along the way to lead me in a past to ungreatful things. sometimes I wish that it could have been different. I could of choice a different path to my love life better or could of fix mistakes along the way to fix what I have did in the pass. as long days like these you cant fix what u screwed up in the pass and I try to build of it and be strong and move forward. Sometimes it gets hard and tuff but those are chances and toughness u go threw to build yourself to move forward and build a stronger but yet successful on to last as long u have a good well strong relationship that could last forever. As for some people could have dreams of different things or situations that could lead to thinking that the relationship u had was just a sign or telling u something from

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr And Stuff
I am only going to go through this once, and it is going to be crystal clear to everyone.   You are all adults here, SO ACT LIKE IT.   Everyone says things out of anger and hurt. Sometimes it's not the most pleasant shit. But you don't have to be that person to try to divide and alienate people just because someone got hurt.   When I came back here, it was with the express understanding that I am doing this with NO DRAMA. I don't want to hear it, I don't want to talk about it, I will not put my 2 cents in, I will not perpetuate it, and I most certainly will not tolerate it.   Do you people that thrive on this drama ever have to deal with REAL LIFE ISSUES? I'd bet not so much.   There's a whole world out there full of serious issues. And maybe it comes from the experience of surviving some of those things that I have learned not to sweat the small stuff. It really will eat you alive.   Please, all I ask of everyone in my list, keep me out of your drama. I have enough i

Something Comes To Mind...
Greetings neighbors:   I have been here for awhile and once again felt the need to explain the way I do things here on Fubar.  Let me restate what a lot of folks say time and time again- FUBAR is a PLACE FOR FUN AND RELAXATION.  Not everyone needs to hook up with someone and desires to date legitimately or illegitimately on this place.  For myself, I enjoy using this site during my down time at work and looking at pretty faces on  the profiles isn't all that evil (depends on how hard you look sometimes) and people watching is an actual pastime for me.  So as to encourage a neighbor like atmosphere, I present the following steps I go through: 1.  I will review your profile and rate 10 or more. 2. I read the About Me sections of each profile that takes the time and trouble to post them.  The more expressive, the more likely I will fan you if you have a salute. No salute, no fan and no add to be friends. Just a rating of pics that may catch my eye on sad profile and even blogs if allo

Close To My Heart
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure. I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation. I can tell you about drinking, but I can't say "no" for you. I can warn you about drugs, but I can't prevent you from using them. I can

Personal Rambles
"If you have never played Dallas, you should go there."    I lived in a time, where, if someone said something like this to me, i could just hop in my 1988 Toyota Celica and go. I had never been to Dallas, so...thats exactly what I did, well,  what "we" did.  We hopped in the little white two door with a sun roof and no air conditioning and made the trek from the fair grounds in oklahoma city to the fair grounds in Dallas.         It's funny how life takes you down paths, without you even realizing it...one choice leads in to another, and pretty soon, you look back, and you realize you have just traveled down a path.  Somehow, for seven months, my feet, my car, my mind, my body...whatever...were taking me down a path without me even paying attention.  I did not begin this journey...someone else did...someone brutally, violently sent me down this path, i just walked it in a daze..slashing at obstacles without even realizing it....blind, numb, a spook...and somehow, i woke up in Dallas

Kentucky Bike Rides
1803 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clIfTaqBOe4 My Town...   Barbourville,Ky http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dU36x3D76Fg   Battle of Barbourville http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZ6XqssBc10

I Love The Way You Love Me
As I write, I'll sing this songfor the greatest love I've ever known.To my heart, you have the only key,I beg of you, never set me free.I prayed to God for a love so truenow, I, realize He already knew. In time my prayer WAS answered, the most wonderful womanHE BLESSED ME WITH YOU.What we share feels so rightto say I love you every night.Wonderful moments shared,precious memories, still tell me you care.I see your shadow,as I lay myself to sleep.Dreams of you, oh so sweetin my heart, I will keep.Look into my heart, my life.Tell me, what do you see?can you feel the need, the want, as Ito be your husband, you my wife.Much joy and happiness you've brought me.If I had life to live again, I'd want to with you,my lover, my best friend.Always and Forever, I'll love you till the end.                                                                 I Love You Always and Forever Michelle                                                                               

              Heart Breaker You are a heart breakera dream takerYou lied to get what you wantNow you I no longer wantI thought we had a chancebut I guess it was not a true romanceI loved you with all my heartAll you did was tear it apartYou are a heart breaker this is trueYou are the heart breaker that used to make my skies so blueYou are the heart breaker that has locked my hearts doorThat door is now locked forevermoreYou are the heart breaker that took the love awayYou are the heart breaker who has made my blue skies grayYou are a heart breaker and I hope and prayThat someone breaks you heart and you feel how I feel today.   My Children My children are my life.My children are my world.My children are the light of my life.My children are far away.My children hear I love you everyday.My children are loved unconditionally.My children were raised up traditionally.My children have had a hard life.My children are the loves of my life. What Jay Mathews means to me J is for the j

Poetry
She’s amazing! She’s perfect!She’s everything I dreamed!Sophisticated, attractive,She’s everything that she seems!I looked in her eyes,I was at a los-for-words.I still couldn’t speak,Even afterwards.I was out of my mind,I thought I was crazy before.She had me all fuzzy,I was cocky before.I stay ready for war.She put a stop to that.She pulled it out of my core.None of that was allowed,It stayed outside the door.The haterid, the grudge,The brolic attitude,The violence, the Marine,The ghetto nigga called Luke.She wanted Elliot,That part of me nobody know.She wanted to see the hidden man,Like that was her goal.She got it for show.I was putty in her hand.I always thought,I was a uncontrolled man.She shocked me,I shocked her.She surprised me,I amazed her.I did all that I can,To show her my worth.Said I was waiting for her,Sense the day of my birth.For the day I was a Smerf.I felt so little.I did and said things,That was just strait pitiful.But, what’s done

Feeling... Nothing But Feeling
’ve been home alone all day cleaning up and making everything look nice. I’m in the kitchen finishing up the dishes,  and I hop in the shower, hoping to be done before you get home.  I’m just finishing up my shower when the curtain opens and I see Michelle there, naked too, she just walks into the shower and starts kissing me, roughly grabbing my boob pushing me against the wall pressing her body to mine.  Hot water streaming down on both of us while she sucks on my tongue and lips  one of her legs between mine rubbing into my pussy.   Then she takes her mouth from mine, trailing down my neck to my nipples, already hard she takes them into her mouth sucking and biting them teasing them till I’m hotter than the water.  Then she just drops lower, on her knees in the shower she starts to lick my clit, easing her way down inside me a little and back to my clit until I can’t stand anymore.  My knees are weak and so she takes my hand and leads me out of the show

Open Blog
one thing i miss on here is that used to be obtainable to get into the daily top 100 list.  since the famp bling was introduced i rarely see anyone but the same people in that list.  people can have spotlights and happy hours...it dont make a lick of difference there are people who havent signed on in days or weeks in the top 100 daily list for some of us "old timers"  godfather is still the level to get to and getting listed on the daily list was cool (screenshot worthy)   i feel bad for those who come now and unless they spend money and get on all the top ability bling users family list...they wont ever get on that daily top list   just something that has been on my mind :p Who are my favourite mummers (aka trolls).  Reading their mumm comments: Male:  toss-up between Rev and Flu Female:  Hellyion   Thing I most regret on fubar: Having stayed friends with someone who disgusted me just because they were a long time fubar friend.   Thing I most love on fubar: The people

My Fu-wall Of Shame
MIKEDD691 hrOH MY GOD YOU VERY BEAUTIFUL YOU SHOULD A MODEL OR A GODESS.TO MY EYES YOU ARE BOTH.WHEN MY EYES SAW YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE AND YOUR GLORIOUS,SUBLIME, DELIGHTFUL BODY OF YOURS AND YOUR PULCHRITUDINOUS,COMELY,BEAUTIFUL LONG LEGS.I THOUGHT OF PERFECTION.YOU ARE A GODESS.I AM SURE YOU HEAR THAT EVERY DAY OR ALOT.AND IF YOU DONT YOU SHOULD HEAR THAT EACH TIME YOU TAKE A BREATH.I WISH I WAS THERE WHEN YOU READ THIS TO SEE YOUR BEAUTIFUL LIPS MOVE.I AM JUST WRITING WHAT IS IN MY HEART WHEN I SAW YOUR PICTURE I ATTRACT ALL THE WINNERS! I BET HE'LL SS IT POST IT AND SCREW WHATEVER POOR GIRL OUTTA HER FUPONY.... I REALLY ENJOY THE ANTICS OF ANAL DWELLING SPIDER MONKEYS LIKE THIS! http://www.fubar.com/6070472 1:35am reply Mc Sleeb: hi baby..ill give u 1000 credits if u shoiw ya boobies on cam 1:43am more To Mc Sleeb: no. there are plenty of other girls that'll fall for that though. 1:48am reply Mc Sleeb: ok..well im being real, butr its obvious yer

Slavegirls
the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again.   at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here.   i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch.  the blog is marked as nsfw.   i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training.   Ex-Slavegirl S   I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a very moving

Pomes Of Emotion And Feelins
if you fear losing somebody you lovelike rejection would be no surpriseeven if they never said it out loudyou just knew by the look in their eyesaccept that anxiety is due to some actionwe took while sleepwalking through lifewe would be lying if we tried denyingwe cause our own misery and strife.There is a voice inside of our headsthat tells us of what is to comedeja vu turned upside downis what it may seem like to somewhether its foresight or just premonitionit leaves you feeling quite strangewhisper or shout, it allows for no doubtthat your fortunes are due for a change.The cyclical nature of the human conditionprevents us from being at easeit bars the door to the peace that we seekits a lock without any keyshope and fear are two sides of a coina little like Abel and Caneit’s not every day that just one will hold swayin the end it adds up to the same.Listen to this then, if you should findyour emotions wont give you a breatherI am telling you, dreams dont often come true

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My Independent Record Label
Oh yea! For the ones that want the single.  Just check my bulletin here on fubar and click the iTunes symbol. It takes you right to D.C.A.U. iTunes sales page.   Thanks, and I will keep everyone who interested  in the blog here posted every week on their progress.     JayNunn I've been passing out flyers here in the city of Columbia, It has a powerful impact on sales. They in the mall and people finally noticing my first group! I guess to be successful you must stay on the grind! This week was a blast. We had 3 shows and still rising. Much love to the ones that supported here on Fubar as well. Thanks for checking out my blog!               Thanks,  JayNunn Well when you start your own business who ever thought of the campaign cost! Advertising is getting pretty high! Oh The link below is for my New Artist for What's Up Boy Records, log on and check them out:    

My Songs/poems My Heart
Lately I have had a lot of women come to me with these promblems  so im gonna spell it out for you boy ...First Comment her page everyday even if it just a smile or heart ... sounds stuipid but chic smile at that shit and it only take you a sec(make sure u like rate and all that good shit)-Stat her once in a while it letsher know you are about her and prouud of her --Gift her! rather it small blings theres plently of cute blings for cheap one my fav things to do for  chic  is send them 12 1crd roses ....put thought into ur bling come on boys you have it in you  .... if you cant bling her go to photobucket or something  and post a sweet pic on her page or pic of her fav desert or necklace etc ...-Do not make her feel inscure by tell her who hits on you ...remind her how beautiful she is no matter how hot she is  no matter how manytimes she hears it she wants to hear it from ur lips belive it or not your woman values ur thoughts -Do not throw your self at every fu chic that smiles at you

Push
Hey girl, I'm not saying that I wouldn't, but i'm not saying I would, I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is I'm still a friend, and your long distance that blows like the wind. So lets sit back and think about it cause bad luck may be down with it, and I can't shovel it. So lets take this one step at a time, because my life is mine. So if you wanna come through, just do what you do. Keep telling me what you want and I will make it come true. Cus I'm not saying I wouldn't but I'm not saying I would. I just gotta make sure girl, that its gonna be all good. See the thing is a couple days don't lie, your too pretty and I'm too fly. So keep your phone line open everytime I call, you keep it real I'll keep it raw, cus I'm too strong to stand back and fall. So lets see what tomarrow may bring, as I sit here and wait for your ring. So if you wanna do this right, you can call me tonight. Cus baby, I'm not saying that I wouldn't but I'm not saying that I w

Compassion And Bodhicitta
The definition of compassion is: wanting others to be free from suffering. So compassion is the definition of the highest scope of motivation. It is said that to generate genuine compassion, one needs to realise that oneself is suffering, that an end to suffering is possible, and that other beings similarly want to be free from suffering.   "Nirvana may be the final object of attainment, but at the moment it is difficult to reach. Thus the practical and realistic aim is compassion, a warm heart, serving other people, helping others, respecting others, being less selfish. By practising these, you can gain benefit and happiness that remain longer. If you investigate the purpose of life and, with the motivation that results from this inquiry, develop a good heart - compassion and love. Using your

The Shorts Poems
Who is this person I see staring before me?                      Who is this person so fragile and weak? I reach out my hand to draw her in close                        But I’m stopped by a wall. A force. Who is this person that I cannot reach?                          She’s just on the other side of me. I call out softly, but it seems she cannot hear                    I know she knows I am there. Her eyes are looking at me. Or perhaps they are looking through            Into another world or dimension she knows to be true. Who is this person? I wish I could help           Raise up to the clouds where she obviously belongs. Who is this person? I see so much life in her eyes                     But she’s so scared to show it. Instead tries to hide. I try to reach out to her again. She reaches for me                  But when our hands collide. It’s smooth A surface that is unknown to us. A window to the soul                       And it is at that moment it s

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Working4results
My brother has a girlfriend that he escorts around like he is all about her. He does stuff for her and leads everyone to believe he is with her, however, he seems to want to be elsewhere. I have not had a girlfriend for over 7 years, if I had someone that would follow me around like a puppy, I would get the biggest ring, so I could have the ball and chain. The ball and chain is not bad, is it, especially if you have fun, right? I am so confused. I think that I will be a Kung-Fu monk, lol.  Check out my Web page. It is under construction, but It will be up and running on X-mas. Here is the link: http://www.working4results.biz/ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Check out this also:   http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=250941358691 http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=250941341787 You would think that I would be over her by now. Yeah Right!

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Dakota Is Bored
hi there to everyone.. i have just noticed that i am an asshole.. i do say alot of the same things to the ladies on here.. i know i am wrong for doing what i did.. so if i am an asshole in ur eyes.. please feel free to repost this to let lc know of my ignorance.. i am sorry for the trouble i have caused anyone.. and will be here later if anyone wants to talk to me... take care all you fine peoples. i am so frikin bored... i am home babysitting my sisters 3 kids and they are definatly a fun bunch... the first is a 15yr old boy who is into goth and hates the world... ya he is so with the wrong crowd.. the next is a 9 yr old boy... all about him him him.. he wants everyones attention and will pretty much do anything to get it... Then the best of all.. well worst in reality is my 6yr old niece... she is omg.. where do i start.. if its not her way its the high yells.. she screams at everything and i give her anything i want.. she cant play nice and if she see's some one with something she w

Ankh On This
I was traveling down the road the other day and saw a bumper sticker that at the same moment that it irritated me it made me think of another bumper sticker that I’d like to see. The sticker I saw said “I think, therefore I’m Conservative” The one that came to mind in that instant that I’d like to see is “I think for Myself, Therefore I’m Independent”. It also got me to thinking about political parties and what they stand for these days. My Father is a staunch Republican, not because of the parties platform but because His Grandfather and Father were both Republicans. He calls himself a Fiscal republican; more concerned with the way they handle budgets and taxes, and not even bothering to take a look at the rest of the platform. I know that political rants are the easiest way to alienate friends but sometimes ya just gotta. So… here goes… “Do you want to know who you are? Don't ask. Act! Action will delineate and define you.” Thomas Jefferson I’ve long held the belief tha

My First.....pop!!!
Wow!! Finally....I don't have anything to rant about. I am actually bragging now. I entered my grandkids pic into the cutest baby contest. I am enclosing the link to the pic. If I could get my friends to go look....that would be deeply appreciated. Thanks. Hugs. And all that nice stuff. I have entered into the Older Women of LC on Ravyn Wolffs profile. The link to go in and Vote is: Ravyn Wolff@ LostCherry Come and support the Older Women.....We appreciate all the votes It was a busy morning, approximately 8:30 am, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam it was well healed, so I talked to one

Day
Start night standby tonight.. well started at 6pm and will go til 6am, will be like that for the next week yayyy. I only go in if called so im hopin my phone dont ring for a week unless its someone callin to say hi. Other then that both teams in the NFL thjat won today I wanted to win, so all in all a good day for me There was a quarterly poker tourny held here last night at the club for thsoe earned enough points/ placed 1st or 2nd in a weekly tourny etc. No money involved it's all for fun and *club bucks*, but I enjoy it. Anyways 21 players started and Itook 2nd again just like last quarter. I got a plaque a nice poker set 25 club bucks which are good for beer and food yay, a T-shirt which i gavce away for shots, and a hat. Pictures are sure to follow. Also over the course of the 15 week *Season* I was player of the quarter cause I made more final tables and earned more points then anyone, getting another 25 club bucks. I got 30 left out of the 50 hehe. Well I wrote a rather lo

Thoughts
why do i let ppl get to me the way i do. i try to be nice i try to be friends but its just not good enough for some ppl. im sry if i cant love someone when its not there anymore. am i so wrong? well things went ok tonight it was weird someone came in to work just to tell me goodbye bc he was leavin to get on the plane to go home back to poland...i was very suprised. it was nice tho...ok besides that not much goin on really car still not workin right and still no money but hey it will get better right??? lol well i guess thats all for tonight...show me some luv jessi. The porno of jessica's life will be called ... "Threes Company" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com

Nothing Special.....
So i decided that Christmas is no longer my favorite time of the year....lol...mostly cuz im being whiney and shit....i am a hopeless romantic....and i like to have someone around to take me ice skating, walk around down town by the lights, things like that....well this year, like years in the past, i don't have anyone.....kinda sad....yay a lil personal pity party.....jk....that and i am fed up w/ all the bullshit about whether or not you can say Christmas......good hell people....why do we have to go and analyze everything and wonder if its good or bad or politically correct....who cares....its a holiday.....no offense to anyone else but it is the majority holiday.....not saying that others arent as important....but no one cared about whether or not it was ok to say "Merry Christmas" or better to say "Happy Holidays" ten years ago......im tired of being politically correct god damn it...... hhmmm so i felt like i should post something....dont know why but.....sounded good.....so what

Interesting To Know About Me !!!
Your Lust Quotient: 54% You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! How Much Lust Do You Have? Your most embarrassing sexual moment: You saw a shiny new penny under the bed while having sex Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com cutekitty6969 -- [noun]:A skimpy piece of lingere 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Random Thoughts
So first off i want to say that my Buffalo Sabres are the bestest and are going to take the cup this year =P haha and ya. =D wow sorry for not being on here too much. life is busy as always, and its hard for me to keep up with everyone that is on my friends list and who is leaving me comments. So if it take me a while to get back to you, don't be offended =P its me not you. haha So things are good...classes are going well and so is work. my arm is killing me though cause i helped unload a freight truck at 7 this morning and there was 3500 boxes and only 4 people there to help...so i lifted way to many boxes. lol This weekend im just working prolly friday, satruday and sunday. Im going to a halloween party on friday night..and on saturday night...haha should prove to be a good time. anywhose...tty all later Just letting you all know that im going to be in a contest here on Cherry tap in the near future....annnnnd it would be greatly appreciated if you could take time

Hello Everyone
Still checking things from the libray. just thought i would post a quick hello to all my friends. muah thomas

Today Is A Good Day
http://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/newborn-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100"> You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You? 3:47 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, October 22, 2006 sex survey Current mood: cheerful It is funny that more than

Club 27
TRI-STATE AREA! ARE YOU READY FOR THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE? ARE YOU READY TO SEE SOME OF THE HOTTEST CHICKS AROUND? IF SO MAKE SURE YOU COME TO CLUB 27 NOV.21 FOR OUR GIRLS GONE WILD EVENT! YES I SAID IT!! GIRLS GONE WILD! ITS GOING TO BE CRAZY..TONS OF FUN!! ONLY AT CLUB 27!! LOCATED AT: 27 S BANK STREET PHILADELPHIA PA 19106 I HAVE YOUR V.I.P/REDUCE PASSES FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS OR YOU CAN JUST SHOW UP AND SAY MY NAME AT THE FRONT DESK! 18 TO PARTY 21 TO DRINK! ....BE THERE.... AND YES TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!! I REPEAT TEAM ROCKSTAR WILL BE IN THE BUILDING!!! ROMEO... HARTNETT... GORGE... AND THE ONE ND ONLY J.JENKINS B.K.A HERSCHEL!! **************** I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.

Chazzy's
On July 20, 1969, human beings from the planet Earth first walked on the moon.When you think about it, that is quite an achievement even to this day. The Wonderful World of Longmire would like to pay tribute to the crew of Apollo 11 on the 30th anniversary of this great event.This is the scenario: after a four-day journey from Earth, two American astronauts, Neil Armstrong and Edwin "Buzz" Aldrin, are preparing to land the Lunar Module "Eagle" while the third astronaut, Michael Collins, remains in lunar orbit in "Columbia," the Command Module. Everyone knows the "popular" version of what happened on that historic day... but the following is what really happened. We join the crew of Apollo 11 as they start their descent to the lunar surface... MISSION CONTROL (HOUSTON): Eagle, you are go for lunar landing. EAGLE (ARMSTRONG): Roger,understand.Go for landing. EAGLE (ALDRIN)

Blogs For Fun
OK DAMN IM BORED NOW I JUST DELETED 40 SO CALLED FRIENDS AND IM NOT DONE GOT BORED HEHE GOT AT LEAST 30 MORE TO GO GO THREW UR FRIENDS YOU'D BE SURPRISE HOW MANY PPL NEVER SAY HEY NO COMMENT HE HE IM HAPPY NOW! OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1)I am married with 3 children 2)I am a pot head 3)I am 28 :-) 4)I have love excitement(i get bored easy) 5)I have never had my licenses :-( grrrr 6) I am a bitch 7) my nickname round town is g.g (ghetto girl) 8) I have married for 7 yrs now 9)I love the beach and live round 300 of them here in fla. 10)My fav. food seafood and southern food 11.)Ok... one extra thing about me... I HATE DRAMA!!! LOVE TO PARTY AND DANCE!! OK MY 1

Soap Box
The White Buffalo Legend The White Buffalo are sacred to many Native Americans. The Lakota (Sioux) Nation has passed down the The Legend of the White Buffalo--a story now approximately 2,000 years old--at many council meetings, sacred ceremonies, and through the tribe's storytellers. There are several variations, but all are meaningful, and tell of the same outcome. Have communication with the Creator through prayer with clear intent for Peace, Harmony and Balance for all life living in the Earth Mother. Spirituality among Natives Americans and non-Native Americans has been a strong force for those who believe in the power of the Great Spirit or God. It matters not what you call the Creator. What matters is that you pray to give thanks for your blessings and trust the guidance given to you from the world of Spirit. Many truths about Spirit are told and handed down from one generation to the next. The legend of the White Buffalo Calf Woman tells how the People had lost

Modern Day Romance
What Is A Friend ? Current mood: chipper Category: Friends Well....I have been inspired to write this, doe to recent events and activities. So, what do I think a friend is..... Well it is defined as: a person you know well and regard with affection and trust; "he was my best friend at the university" ally: an associate who provides assistance; "he's a good ally in fight"; "they were friends of the workers" Friendship is a type of interpersonal relationship that is found among humans and among animals with rich intelligence, such as the higher mammals and some birds. Individuals in a friendship relationship will seek out each other's company and exhibit mutually helping behavior. I guess I feel the last part of this is the most accurate way to reflect how I feel about friendship. I don't understand these idiotic post about "Fake Friend" bulletins, that don't want you to respond to the poster, but to repost the bulletin to prove your a friend. WTF is that

Random Things
Have you ever felt so lost? So lonely? I shouldn't be lonely, I've got great friends, my girls. I'm just missing something. I hate being in a loveless marriage. I know I should get out, but how can I cause the pain to my girls? It wouldn't be easy. There's a lot to the story. I keep thinking if I could just find someone with a situation like mine, where we could become our own seperate relationship and still live our lives. We make it complicated but at least I think I'd be happy and less lonely. I guess no one ever said life was easy huh? But why should it be like this? If only wishing on stars really worked......... ***** I remember absolutely everything about the day you left this world. When I was told my head, thoughts all became blurred. To feel so empty, And yet so guilty. To this day I wish I would have stopped at your place. But your soul had me protected with your embrace. In the end you guided me, for that now I can see. Everyday I heal a little more. It will tak

1~hide
Let it go Just let it go Watch me fly away from all the shit in my life Watch me smile Watch me laugh Watch me not see that knife in my back Let me hide Please don't see All the pain that's inside me I know it's ugly As am I It makes me bitter Fills me with Hatred And all this I try to hide Don't let me look Don't let me see Don't give me a reason to see me I don't want to relive all this shit that has happend to me I want to go To run away I don't want to do it alone I always do I'm tired of it But I'm not strong enough to stay and fight I'm tired of dealing I'm tired of dealing I do it once more Everyday It gets a little eaiser I'm not really dealing like I'm supposed to be I try to pull away Every single day Doesn't work I get pulled in I want to make him feel better than I do... Let me sigh Let me plead You let me do these things You let me be me It's a scarey thought You know me being me Don't know if I want to do it Not sure

Bored!
Hey ya'll..Im just sit'n here with nothing betta to do, so thought id write a lil suttin suttin. Last night i decided to change myself.. well, not change.. but just be real, be myself.. dont try to please these nigga's & juss be what i wonna.. stop worryin bout *ish!! Yakno?? So i've obviously given up on ...we will call him 3... definitly have! Why sit around & wait for him to want me again when i can be out enjoyin life like he is.. He been thru so many girls since us ne ways.. so what the heck i care ne more for?! I DONT!! Im also given up on these lame ass people who i dont needa be sweatin.. Ya'll kno who ya'll are.. not that none of um have a LC.. but they definitly kno who they is. Thats bout it.. AnGeL SoOo its been awhile. Lets update. I've been talking to this guy Ray for a while now. Were just friends tho, but also a lil bit more we just havent came out and put it into words!! We just recently had sex && gosh ii want so much more. But of course my life is very compl

Of Interest...
The porno of ChristmasBaby's life will be called ... "Victory on Mount Venus" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com "Senator John McCain is denying rumors flying around Washington that he recently went out drinking with Hillary Clinton. McCain's exact quote was, 'Five years with the Vietcong was enough'." --Conan O'Brien For the sun rises and the mist clears. A beauty I see from across the field, shining out from a crowd. Seeing her from afar like an angel up with the stars. Her beauty is pure and sweet a woman any man would love to meet. Thanks, Martin!!!

Personal Note
D/s is all encompassing in the sense that its not just about scenes, and highs, and fun, and pain, and control, and all the exciting things we do. Its about real people, and their needs, and wants. The intense activities that are part of a D/s or BDSM relationship do sometimes have their downsides as well. This article will deal with one of those downsides. Sub Drop. After all the emotional highs of the elevation of a submissive into subspace, the return to normality can have a profound effect on both Dominant and submissive. Each in their own way has reached a level rarely achieved in daily life, and which, very often, neither is prepared for. Sub drop; the coming down, the return to normality, can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a nice experience, or a bad one. And the effects, good or bad, can last almost no time at all, or they can go on for hours, even days. As a Dominant, the care of my submissive is paramount, and I am a great believer that I should never lose contr

My Yongest Son Is Really Badly Sick
hey guys they got the results back on my sons kidney and how to trat him now hes has a bad infected in both kidneys ,but being trated with antibotics now ,so thank you for all the prays and support for us , if u want to marry me on cherry tab so send me a yea or ney and why you want to or not want to hey just sending me and peters love right back at you,thanks for everything we will never forget how all of yous sent all of lovely comments to us ,still no word on tissues tests well just kept sending those comments peter saids hi that when gets better maybe he can meet you all that show a 10yr old boy love so still kept praying and may god bless for what you have show us love in our hearts for all of yous than you for careing and loveing us

My Blogs
it seems like i lost a lot of friends on here due to all the bs with ville and all.... and i just dont think its right that i pay the price for them lying to everyone, because i was lied to also, more so than anyone else on here.... but if everyone wants to stop talking to me because of stupid bullshyt than fine... it just shows who my true friends really were... it hurts to know that people can turn their backs so quickly on you for something that wasnt even your fault.. carrievamp MY SOUL IS FREE Right from the start you played with my heart with those first words you said you messed with my head your promises were untrue you made my heart so blue you left me in pain standing in the rain Now I, I want you to know that despite you hurting me my heart still glows and you, you need to see that without you in my life my soul is free You said you had a plan why couldnt you act like a man your tales got bolder the more we got o

Ambeer
i am moving out of my house. 9 years and im moving out. i am scared and i dont know what will happen. but- everything happens for a reason..right? beachhouse=fun fun= beer beer=patron patron=drunk drunk=drunk sex drunk sex=wake up buttnaked in the morning and not finding your panties and forgetting where u are. then all the men at the party asking me how i slept last night! yea--- vive patron! i am on redbull and feeling tingly. all over. this has never happened to me before. im kinda dizzy. but it feels so good. i ponder..are energy drinks for sexual enlightenment as well? UPDATE: ITS 4:56 CST AND IM STILL HORNEY DAMN U RED BULL...ITS KINDA NICE I GUESS...RRRRAWRRR

Informational.....journaling......news
Below is a letter that my mother sent out to all of her friends and family. I will support my mother and sister in thier efforts to raise the money in donations for a cure for breast cancer. As it is told below from my mom, I have an Aunt that is a survivor of breast cancer. What my mom didn't tell you is that she had another sister that died of cancer. My mother and my sister are walking 60 miles in 3 days to help find a cure that will keep our loved ones around for thier next birthday, or holiday, or just another day to spend time with them. In February, Theresa and I signed up , and started a Team to walk in the Michigan 3-Day for Breast Cancer. Since then, I have been trying to compose a touching letter to send out to my family and friends asking them to donate to help us reach our goal of $2,200 each. I can't tell you about a friend that is battling breast cancer. I can't describe to you how a neighbor with small children lost her fight with breast cancer. I can

Being In Heaven Living In Hell
Why no matter how good life can be can you be so sad?How everything every little thing makes you depressed or sad? Thats me to a T I can't help it like right now I am so sad I just can't take it no more. And yes I do have reason to be like this not having my own home not having my kids here. But also other things have made me sad today just certain things that were said that just rubbed me the wrong way. Things I know better than to let bug me but for some reason I can't stop them from bugging me. Why do I feel that he doesn't want to be seen in public with me. Am I really that ugly, or am I just being paraniod? He talked about how he couldnt wait for everyone to meet me and I have only met 2 of his friend since I have been here. He talked about the girls at the store meeting me and shit but yet none of them girls have met me or even seen me with him now that I think about it. Whenever he goes there I stay at home if I am with him we go to another store like Evans we dont go to Enmart

September 2006
to by Borej The plot of a picture a crow wanted to eat the cat alive but the pet was saved in time to By Shadow Cat Gaia, known as Earth or Mother Earth (the Greek common noun for "land" is ge or ga). She was an early earth goddess and it is written that Gaia was born from Chaos, the great void of emptiness within the universe, and with her came Eros. She gave birth to Pontus (the Sea) and Uranus (the Sky). This was achieved parthenogenetically (without male intervention). Other versions say that Gaia had as siblings Tartarus (the lowest part of the earth, below Hades itself) and Eros, and without a mate, gave birth to Uranus (Sky), Ourea (Mountains) and Pontus (Sea). Gaia took as her husband Uranus, who was also her son, and their offspring included the Titans, six sons and six daughters. She gave birth to the Cyclopes and to three monsters that became known as the "Hecatonchires". The spirits of punishment known as the Erinyes were also offspring of Gaia an

Humor
FUNNIEST DIVORCE LETTER EVER! Dear Wife I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it.These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West> Virginia together! Have a great life! ______WIFES REPLY______ Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day morethan receiving your letter.

Love And Friendship Poems And Quotes...
DONT WALK IN FRONT OF ME, I MAY NOT FOLLOW... DONT WALK BEHIND ME, I MAY NOT LEAD.... JUST WALK BESIDES ME AND BE MY FRIEND............. Hosted by Sparkle Tags Lovers of the English language might enjoy this.....How do non-natives ever learn all the nuances of English??? There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is "UP." It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP a and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning.

Is It Real Or Is It Memorex
i see you in the doorway standing so beautifully i never knew what to say i never knew what to do you haunted me eternally hiding every mistake i made making me feel so infernally i could never do right by you you would stare at me with your ice eyes every moment a death would occur never telling me when its my turn to die hiding myself from yoursoulfull gaze what do you want from me what is it i hide what is it that you see that makes you stare so hard all i wish is you would hide from me making it so i could never see the day that i would die for this i wish youd lie hide from me my dear love hide from me your dead gaze hide me away from my future and all those lonely days i feel so alone heartbroken and unknown i sit and wonder as my hearts torn asunder am i worth love? or am i just another dove flying through the world as noticed as a flag unfurled i work to much drink to much smoke to much feel to much i cant watch someone in

Short Stories
I'm going to add more to this later and edit it, but i have to baby sit and the kids will be here soon, so this is what i've gotten so far anyways.. ..Outside of a gas station window cars fill the parking lot and every pump contains a customer in want of fuel. Ice and a hardened remenence of the previous days snow fall remain as a frozen reminder of the bitter cold. Tauntingly the sun peaks over the hills giving a false sense of warmth. It is December and the world has become a newly bitter place. Lines of customers bombard the cashier with purchases all in a hurry to get back in there cars and warm there frozen hands. An abnoxious beeping sound constantly splits the air to notify the cashier of yet another gasoline purchase he must authorize. Money comes and goes leaving a hundred hands. Ladies and teenagers, boys and girls all want something and he is the only one to provide. As a bus pulls into the parking lot dozens of hockey players pour through the doors to add to the a

Paulo's Corner
Everyday is a New day and Everyday that Passes on Is the Same. No one Care about Nobody and Hipocrits and Selfishness Winning the Battle. Im not Saing i dont have True Friends ido in mather of fact they make me very Happy!!! Im Saying Theres alot of People Corrupting this World with' Lies and too manny people Carying about Material Such as;Money,Looks and everything they desire Making other People Suffer by making them Belief that they are loved. No to mention i have like 100 friends here and only like 12 or 11 are real people that i talk to others are just there cause im a number in their page so they can tell their friends they know that manny friends. i met alot of cool people here such as '' Kira'' she is a wonderfull girl who is friends with Everyone thats what a great person is about. We cant fix Everyone but if people Started to see that material is destroying this world and friendships are being broken because of it maybe we wouldnt have so manny suffering in the worl

It Is What It Is
Man on time I blogged so hard I had to wipe my keyboard down. Sometimes you just gotta blog all over that girls face...because she asked you to that's why. Sometimes I play with "Lincoln BLogs". Sometimes the blog is so thick I gotta turn on the high beams just to sort through the madness of it all. I think sometimes a top eight fux up peoples lives. I mean if you don't put certain people on there they get all "Butt hurt" and they're all sceptical and paranoid and say shit like "How come I"m not on your top 8?...man that's fucked up. I see how it is." But then I'm all like "Look!...you didn't do that thing with the paper bag and the goat, so no spotlight for ye!" There's nothin like takin a good blog. Help stop blogging companies from blogging down rainforrests...didn't you see Furngully? I wonder if there's a poison dart blog?..prolly so. I hate it when my cereal get's all bloggy...then I gotta all pick out the typo's and the emoticons n shit. Pfffffffft...wha

~my World And My Life~
this is just something light hearted and fun. be respectful and keep it clean LOL Put "yes" "maybe" "no" or ur own answer and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me Dance with me: Grind with me: Let me touch you: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Let me make you scream: Have sex with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Wanna see me naked: Do you think im hot: Could i turn you on: Could i make you scream: Would you be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:

Well It Made Me Laugh!..lol
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place

Random Thoughts
I am working...I kinda enjoyed it. Was a simple job..just serving people at a 24hr cafe diner. I work it out with my bro that I'll take the car to drop him off..and while at work he can drive. its agreed. But someone wasn't happy. My mother. The one that pays the bills and has to have control over everything she can get her hands on. I came home from work to say I'm heading out to see a gf. She explodes, smacks me across the face spewing the house rules and to be safe...odd way of gettin it across yes..but thats my psycho mother. Get a phone call Monday morning....was my boss he said I was a horrible server and that if I wanted me paycheck I needed to return the apron. My mother caught wind...said "I only let you live here if ya have a job, or your in school..and I don't see any text books for ya"...thus I wasn't welcome back into her home untill I had a job I got lucky..a gf put me up for a little bit and my bro actually let me have the car as long as I was a taxi for him to and fr

My Thoughts...as Random As They May Be!
Something not to laugh about If they know of him at all, many folks think Ben Stein is just a quirky actor/comedian who talks in a monotone. He's also a very intelligent attorney who knows how to put ideas and words together in such a way as to sway juries and make people think clearly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary Herewith at this happy time of year, a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no freaking clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife.

Music
Punk: Gob, Anti-Flag, Against All Authority, Long Beach Dub AllStars, The Starting Line, Flogging Molly, Halifax, cramps, Me First And The Gimme Gimmes, Bleed the Dream, The Exploited,(your not punk if you don't know this band) Pixies, Boys Night Out, The F-ups, Straylight Run, No Use For A Name, 88 Fingers Louie, Taking Back Sunday, Chaos UK, Manic Hispanic, Left Over Crack, The Vandals, Vice Squad, (True Punk Gods Bad Religion, Pennywise, Lagwagon), UK Subs, The Adicts, Amber Pacific, Audio Karate, The Beatsteaks, Blitz, Box Car Racer, Buzzcocks, Choking Victim, Circle Jerks, Dead Kennedy's, Don't Look Down, Dynamite Boy, MXPX, Emery, The Explosion, The Fullblast, A Global Threat, Jamison Parker, Millencolin, Minor Threat, The Minutemen, Hazen Street, The Offspring, plain white t's, Reggie & The Full Effect, Reset, Rise Against, Saves The Day, Something Corporate, Strung Out, Transplants, Rancid, Tsunami Bomb, The Unseen, Thrice, Letter Kills, Vendetta Red, Wizo, Filmmaker, NOFX, Tol

Miss Diamond
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Poetry
A Journey A journey of the mind, the body, of the soul, A means of discovery, to find yourself, For a road shall be present but with several paths, Choose your path without fear of mistake. A journey of the mind is to be thoughtful, A means to enlighten your self, To be knowledgeable and careful, Yet to be free to walk by your own strength. A journey of the body is to be strong, A means of building yourself in strength, To be broken down and rebuilt from within, A way to become the force behind your thought. A journey of the soul is to find peace, A means to become one with yourself, For you to become the bearer of your person, To carry your emotions for all of yourself. It is a journey of your equal, A search to find your companion, A desire to be complete, to have your heart filled, This journey is to become all that you wish for. This journey is like the stars, For solitude may wear on the patient as well, Like the shooting star you make your final journey,

Dawn Maries Dream
So what has everyone been up to?? Today I watched football, those damn Cowboys, lol... I did all my ironing while watching the games, what a life of luxury, lol. I spent a nice quiet weekend at home, Friday I worked the Fall Festival at my son's school but other then that, I was at home :) I had to turn the A/C back on yesterday, oh the joy of living in AZ, hehe This week I am doing a few things, Tuesday I am spending the afternoon with Faith, we are going to do lunch and do a bit of shopping, that should be fun. We have cam on Tuesday evening 7 PM AZ time ;) I think I have it right this time, lol. I have a friend coming to visit on the weekend and we are going to do some naughty pics, mmmm should be fun!! Ok today I was in the grocery store and was looking at the shelf for an item. Now I am standing close to the shelf behind me out of the way looking for my item. A woman walks down the isle and stops her cart just to the left of where I am stand and proceeds to stand

I May
The porno of nettie jones's life will be called ... "Cannibal love action - live!" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com nettie jones is most likely to get laid in Kazakhstan, at a club. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com nettie -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Ashlie*s Blog
ok fo anyone that has me on myspace sorry if u*ve sen this like 3 times now but this is just too good to pass up! it*s so awesome... 6 minute video on the evolution of dance! OK SO I NOE SOME OF U DON8T READ THE BULLETINS... FOR THOSE OF U WHO DID, U CAN IGNORE THIS, BUT IF U HAVEN*T...READ ON OK EVERYBODY! THE TIME HAS COME! I*M CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST!! YOU HAVE UNTIL FRIDAY NOVEMBER 3RD TO LET ME NOE IF U WANNA STAY ON IT... IF I DON*T HEAR NOTHIN UR GONE!! SORRY GUYS BUT 333 PEOPLE...AND LIKE...10 THAT I TALK TO ON A REGULAR BASIS.... NOT HAPPENING! ANYONE THAT I TALK TO ON A REGULAR BASIS (U SHOULD NOE WHO U ARE) DON*T WORRY UR SAFE... BUT THE REST OF U... LET ME NOE!

Whatever
I sit here and watch her sleeping wondering if she knows how deep my love runs I can only hope she knows that she is my soul my every reason to breath. i'd die for her, better yet, i'd kill for her! every beat of my heart is to her every breath! everything i do is to make her happy. i dont care how mushy this sounds! i'll scream it through out eternity! i love her!!!!!!!!!!! i love her!!!!!!!!!!!! i love her!!!!!!!!!!!! there's no one better in this damned world! no one can make me stray i'm stuck on her like crazy glue! i wasn't searching but found in her true love i'd die, i mean really die, if she was gone! i feel my chest is about to explode i feel my soul is no longer mine! I LOVE YOU LISA MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW!!!!!! Thanks to all the lovely BBW's that entered my contest. With 203 points the winner is..... Now she gets to choose between a dozen roses or a romantic dinner. Please repost this so that everyone that was in this has a chance to

You've Experienced 48% of Life You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s. You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to.How Much Life Experience Do You Have? Your Porn Star Name Is... Jason JizzyWhat's Your Porn Star Name? Your Deadly SinsLust: 60%Gluttony: 20%Wrath: 20%Envy: 0%Greed: 0%Pride: 0%Sloth: 0%Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%You'll die of a yet to be discovered STD.How Sinful Are You?

Cal
Yes, I need a model.....looking for someone not to far from me to help create some new and interesting images for the web site....www.calhodges.com Let me know something soon if you are interested....I would really like to shoot tommorow......you get a free shoot, a CD of web sized images and a rather large discount on any prints that you might want. Please reply soon. On my blog..."For Sale"....maybe I would have worded it better to say "FOR RENT"......Debbie said it is only for a short while (well long enough too....) but then she wants me back. So I guess I was a little off in my choice of words.....but I think that you get the drift. Oterwise it is Saturday afternoon.....only had two shoots today.....Radio controlled airplanes in Merigold.....and politics in Rosedale. Now it is time to sit back...have a few beverages and enjoy life. I have left the sales part of the newspaper....going back to shooting for myself the first part of the week and then doing new

In My Lifetime...
so yeah, here I am laying in bed in the er. its now about 15 past midnight and I have been here 23 hours. thank god I brought my psp, and my sister was kind enough to bring my cell charger. good thing my cell phone is a mini computer (ppc-6700 don't be too jealous). so, like the bulletin said I thought I had food poisoning until the pain became unbearable. at which time my sister took me to the er. I got to the hospital around 1am. I filled out some paperwork around 3am, and I believe I got my bed around 4:30am. around 5am this lil ol lady of a nurse comes in and starts talking to me. she was a sweetheart. especially since she got me an iv with a mophine drip. that was lovely. made family guy even funnier(i have it on umd for my psp). so after watching family guy for a couple hours while drinking contrast(some gross shit you need to get a catscan). oh I needed the catscan to see if I have appendicitis. the catscan come back normal, and one of the doctors said he wasn't convinced that

Quizes
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher100%Goth30%Emo30%Trendy20%Skater15%Prepy10%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev5%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as Sexy. You're hot and sexy and I want to make out with you. Lol. K email me. in_the_depths_4ever@yahoo.comSexy70%Cute20%Ugly

Today's Verse
Stuup works best when the lights is off/ I don't need no lights to see yo life go out/ Wife went out for squares, never came back/ Everytime I rob a nigga, it's never the same strap/ Never the same hat, never the same clothes/ Walk up in the club with never the same hoes/ Niggas got nerve to try and steal my wealth/ Here go some chalk, might as well outline yoself/ Cuz ain't nobody take'n shit from me/ A couple of spare bullets is all they get from me/ I got this shit down to a TEE/ Roll by myself no matter who wanna roll wit me/ Go wit me, "Nah, maybe next time"/ "Get the fuck outta my face", thats the next line/ How the fuck you make figures/ If you come up on 30 G's and gotta split it wit 4 niggas/ No niggas.......take my advice/ Get yo own hustle homie before you lose ya life/ Days is long, nights is an eternity/ Thats why I smoke dro til the roaches be burn'n me/ Cops, they be learn'n my moves earn'n me felonies/ Seven on my sheet, parole officer be tail'n me/

My Thoughts
Updates! Current mood: aggravated Just to let everyone know, everything is going great. The second trimester is way better then the first, I can actually take pre natals and not get sick. YAY! So hopefully that will give me more energy. I am getting huge, and hope to have a picture of the belly up soon. I have a Dr's appointment on the 28th...hopefully they will give me an ultrasound, and be able to tell the sex of the baby *hopefully a girl*. The boys are doing great, getting big, and the are trying to listen to mommy and daddy, but you know how that goes. Calvin will be starting school next year, 2008, and I am so affraid with all these shootings. I might just homeschool him, but then that doesn't give him any social skills. But now a days there are programs that you can put them in to get that social thing in there. He can say his ABC's and count to 10. I am going to start working with him on other things. He is a very smart boy, and will pick up on it quickly.

My Videos
Love Make video montages at onetruemedia.com [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Text*] RATHER THAN MAKE 2 AND 3 POSTS A DAY AND GET FRUSTRATED WHEN DOING SO I DECIDED TO MAKE IT SIMPLER SINCE IT CHANGES SOOO FREQUENTLY...WELL LAST NIGHT WAS A GOOD NIGHT FOR HIM HE ONLY WOKE ONCE COUGHING AND THERES NOOOOOOOOO BLOOD WOO HOO. ANYWAYS HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT IT IS HIS TOP PORTION OF HIS LUNGS THAT ARE WORKING AND THAT IT WOULD BE BAD IF IT WAS THE BOTTOM, SO HE HAS MADE IT THROUGH THE DAY AND HE SOUNDS HOARSE AND TIRED AND WEAK STILL. I WASNT ABLE TO GO AND SEE HIM TODAY :( BUT HE IS DOING WELL. HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT HE LOOKS BETTER TODAY THAN HE HAS AND THATS A START AND HIM RESTING IS GOOD TOO. THEY ARE TAPERING DOWN ON HIS STEROIDS THAT HES BEEN ON FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS PART OF THE SWELLING HE HAS TOO...THEY ARE CHANGING HIM FROM THE CLOTTING MEDICINE AS AN IV TO THE PILLS SINCE ITS WORKING. AND NO OTHER REACTION :) CROSSING FINGERS AND KEEPING THEM THAT WAY. HE HAS TALKED WITH ME 3 DIFFERENT

Sports Sports And More Sports
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Buck Showalter fired as Texas Rangers manager. Showalter was hired back in 2002 and turned the team around and had them in second place just three games out of first with a record of 89 wins and 73 loses in 2004. The Rangers had cut the payroll from $100 million to $70 million trading away Palmerio, Gonzalez, and MVP A.Rod. Buck took this no name young team through a rough season using 17 different starters. One after another the pitchers the Rangers had counted on went down to injuries. Despite all of this Buck delivered a winning season and was named the 2004 manager of the year. Names we all know now Michael Young, Hank Blalock, and Mark Teixiera stepped up and became leaders of the team.

Random Things
I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE ONLINE VERY MUCH FOR THE REST OF THIS WEEK. SADLY MY DEAR GRANDFATHER PASSED AWAY MONDAY MORNING. LAST WEEKEND WAS OUR LAST WEEKEND WITH HIM. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW SO YOU DONOT THINK I AM IGNORING YOU. I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL SOON. HERE ARE 2 PICTURES OF MY DEAR GRANDFATHER. XOXO~ SERENA MMMM.... WELL.... WELL..... Current mood: sad IF THIS IS TRUE WHY DOES MY LOVE LIFE HURT AND SUX SO FUCKIN BAD? Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... The eSPIN Personality Test MY RESULT:Saint You can't be a better person than a saint. You're selfless, sweet, and we wouldn't be surprised if you could perform a miracle or two. Of all the personality types on this test, yours is by far the most respectable. We mean,

Dolphinlover
i hang out on myspace im and i chat so if anybody wants say hi i just want to say i miss some of my friends that r on here from live mansion how is everybody i just want to let my friends know that im alive and kicking and hanging out in www.person.com with a bunch of new friends

Friends
This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend. Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friend

Well Dammit
On my tattoo Please click on my tattoo and go and vote and comment it!!! well its all paid thank god, for small miracles My rent is paid for this month and next month and all of my bills are too!!! WOOHOO I am going out of town for about a week, so if you need anything please leave me a message on here, i will get back to you as soon as i see it, keep the love coming :-)

My Poetry
Why did you call last night? Why did you have to tell me you still missed me? Why did you tell me you still loved me? Why did you tell me I was still in your dreams You told me that you be here if you could.. But your not You told me you still loved me but your married to her You told me that you wished you could see me but you wont You told me you love the fact that we lasted 3yrs but I have been married for 10 You tell me that you've never forgotten me but this isnt real You tell me you will alwys be there if I need you but I know that a lie You tell me you love the fact that we took so long to get to where we were But I know you wished we had gotten their alot sooner... But Why? Why did you call? Why did you have to bring this back up..Now it will take me so much longer to let go of you again. It took me so much to forget that I will always love you.. WHy? I cant help but see your eyes in my dreams. Your voice rings thru my heart. Your touch heals my skin

Locked Box
Mortality rises in these snow covered eyes Ravishing our world we try to hide it from our lives All the les we keep saying Just keep making it stronger When will we open out eyes And hear these childerns cries Labour baby Weeping for mother Dieing of hunger Our snow keeps rising blinding our lives we cover our eyes Don't wanna face the light Don't wanna make things right We leavethe childern in hunger keep feeding wars with our brothers WE scream "The Land Of The Free" Just one of the lies that we breath So we leave kids in diease working nights on their knees So we can ignore their pleas Deny their simple needs When will we open our eyes When will we make things right Labour baby weeping for mother Keep on fighting Until the sun starts rising And once the snow is gone Then we can right the wrong Self Infect these open wounds injecting drugs I am making my tomb For a slice of heaven for some apple pie 15 mins of pleasure I am Rot

Humpday Sweeties
pimpfarmer.com Hey there was just saying hey.. I thought this picture fit me being a county girl or Georgia peach for sure....Lorie glitterblitz.com Humpday have a naughty one too!!! Lorie Myspace Layout Codes Most Resources Sexi Graphics New Comment Codes Best Graphics

Poems I Wrote
Once again i was tested, but somehow i kept my cool. For awhile there i was scared, thinking i was going to end up being the fool. You really had me going, with false pretenses of love. I thought you were someone special, a gift from up above. You tried to grab my heart, and completely over take me. And for awhile you had it, but it really wasnt meant to be. Because i have looked into your eyes, and saw what you was really about. You could never love me for me, so there was always that doubt. That you would never change, No matter how hard i tried. I didnt want to deal with that hardship, i couldnt handle all your cries. I tried to comfort you as a friend, but you completly shut me out. You refused to let me talk, no matter what i tried to talk about. So I leave you to yourself, to suck up your own misery. You will no longer bring me down, I am stronger then you will ever be. I thank god for his friendship, that keeps me from going insane. I thank god for his love, that

A Morning Of Nightmares
Who am I kidding? I cant stay away from LC I'm too addicted and I love you guys too much. I'm just an emotional mess right now and dont really know what to do about it.Or what I want!!! well the past couple of days have been rough. I went to the pharmacy a last saturday because i only had 2 of my antidepressants left. They told me that I couldnt get my prescription filled until thursday because of something about my insuance wouldnt let me get it filled till then or something. So I have had to cut my pills in half. Its been BAD real BAD!!! I have felt like crap all week I cant wait until tomorrow. The lady I take care of's granddaughter took a pregnancy test 2 days after I got back to work from my misscarriage. Its been rough but I have been trying not to let it get to me, but now she is starting all her doctors appointments and reading all stuff about it and is even starting to show a lil and with not having as much of my medication and watching her go through the stuff I would be

Steve
Today was startin out of a good day. i woke up and it was snowing the trees where covered in ice and it was so beautiful looking. i just wished my hubby could have been here to be with me and cuddle ... I miss him like crazy and never stop thinking about it... NOW im not so sure.. i should even contiue to be with him.. Lately his been actin kinda weird.. as if somethings going on.. I was checkin out Myspace. as i do everyday.. i leave comments on my hubbys page everyday just to let him know im thinkin about him. you know.. BUT as i read the comment from one of his friends let a comment that kinda made me think.. and the way she said things. it makes it sound like his sleepin with people. which i can understand the fact that of course every guy need pussy ... and i can understand that. but when your with someone that you supposedly love with every inch of your beating heart.... i just don't understand how somoene could do that. MAYBE his not .. maybe im just worried since we live 1

For You!
Once In a lifetime The kind of friend who you know no matter what you do will always be behind you supporting you & your decisions A friend who accepts you and doesnt even know your name A friend who even after the things they learn about you they may not like, doesnt judge you the person who after you share your deepest most inner thoughts with, asks you if theres more you need to say Once in a lifetime you find a friend who after youve finished up a conversation for the night, you realize you have this illuminating smile on your face that wasn't there before once in a lifetime you can meet a person and feel like you've known them all your life Once in a lifetime You find a friend who not only touchs your heart..................................................... but also touches your soul So you may be wondering whats miss behavin up to now! well here i tell you! i have met many many great people on this site without a doubt! but one person ive met has touch

My Music
Music Video:LIKE YOU (by Bow Wow)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Music Video:CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE SOBER (by Evanescence)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Music Video:DOIN IT (by LL Cool J)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone WAS IT GOOD AS YOU WERE HAVING SEX AS THIS PLAYED IN THE BACKGROUND ?????

Movie Trailers & Reviews
I was able to find Andrew Lloyd Webber's classical Rock Opera Jesus Christ Superstar (1973 Version)Too bad it is in small sections and not 1 complete movie. This might not get the same name recognition as Phantom of the Opera, but it is still an Andrew Lloyd Webber's classic Here is the Movie Trailer. Oh BTW: The rest is in my stash, sorry I didn't find them in order. Enjoy, David WolfEagle1499™@ CherryTAP The Trailer to the Spiderman 3 Movie, coming out in 07. Spiderman 3 Trailer - video powered by Metacafe Enjoy, David some Hugh Jackman words about the great movie: X-MEN and the next movie: Wolverine I'm still trying to find an Official Movie Trailer for the Wolverine Movie

American Soldier's Update...
i want some signs..LMAO.. someone make me one..LOL im in the field untill the 21st.. so just leave me some comments and love and when i get back ill hit you up.. luv yall im getting my tounge pierced... around thanksgiving, after i come out of the field...

Hardcore Sex
I AM LOOKING FOR A LESBIAN OR A BISEXUAL WOMEN WHO IS INTERESTED IN HAVING SOME FUN WITH ME AND MY BOYFRIEND. IF YOU R EMAIL ME AT NICKI272006@YAHOO.COM ROSES ARE RED, VOILETS ARE KORNY, WHEN I THINK OF YOU, OHH BABY! I GET HORNY, EAT ME, BITE ME, BLOW ME, SUCK ME, FUCK ME, VERY SLOWLY, IF YOU KISS ME, DON'T BE SASSY, USE YOUR TONGUE AND ALL MAKE IT NASTY. Happy Butts

Woohoo For Nothing Better To Do
Please steal a moment to fill this out with your opinions (and we all know what those smell like) in a comment sluts 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? "Can't Do It Today" Gary Allan Trying to keep a candle burning in a hurricane, That’s what it’s like when you love me and you leave me this way, Like a dove crying out when he’s lost the will to fly, Yeah, shackled down to the earth by your long chain of lies, Well, I’ll

The Daily News
Well Last Wednesday I approved the sig cover design for my first poetry book and it is now in the printing department!!! I am starting to get a little ecited about it now!!! I sure hope that everyone who gets a copy really enjoys the poems and I have to admit I hope that it is a big hugh hit!! The title is: "Measure The Heart" The ISBN Number is: 1-4241-4860-X More updates to come!!! A man hanging on a cross giving everything to save the lost. A scence so unreal a man noone could recongize yet I have heard tell that some are offended at the movie called the passion. Have they not read the word of God for that movie only touched a tip of what Jesus really went through and I am sure there was a lot more blood then any movie could reveal. The crisp cool air flowing through the land waking up our senses letting us know Fall has come in full bloom.

Sweet
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Will You Die? MY RESULT:Peacefully In Your Sleep You’re smart, you're healthy and you don’t let anger or stress get the best of you. But even the best of us gotta go sometime.Wanna die in a more adventurous way? We recommend taking up one (or all) of the following hobbies: glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, or poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them “jerkface.” Take This Quiz! You Are 70% Passionate, 30% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Play It Forward
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over ou

Everyday Sh*t
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its

This Fat Girls Diary
Intensely she looks into your soul. Picking your bones clean of the deceit that caresses the white fragments. Showing you the shredded remains, as she pleads the truth from you. Does her weakness strengthen you? Rip her down and build yourself up. The new that you have become, is only the remnants of her; the everlasting, beautiful disaster. I wrote this blog called "French Fried" last year when I was thinking about someone and wondering how they were. I thought I would share some of my past with you. French Fried - December 17, 2005 See, I really needed to go to bed, since I am around 10 hours past my bedtime. However, I just laid there and my brain decided to drag me along to it's little field trip into my past. And of course, I had the nagging, blogoholic urge to made sure I make an entry. So here she be: About 10 years ago or so (too tired to do the actual math), I needed to bum a ride from my roommate Sean, to my fast food(ya shoulda listened to ya Ma and gone

Majikisms...
It's My Birthday, send me your nudie treats!!!! LOL Thursday Nov 30th is my birthday, and I just love pressies and surprises, so be a lil daring and make me sumtin sexy of you and send it to my Cherry Tap inbox or email me at majikwand2@yahoo.com. And dont send me internet porn clips, pics of someone else, cartoons, morphs of you turning into a frikin hamster or sumtin, or otherwise generic page comment material,...or it's cake in the face for you!! lmao!! j/k :P surprise me! :) And of course, as always, my discretion is assured, so dont fret that. xoxoxoxoxo Maji Her love fills me to brink, her smile grants reprieve by eclipsing every injustice of the world, her presense seemingly magnetizes all the shattered pieces of myself that linger lost, drawing them together, and for a time, I am whole once again...my daughter, is home for the holidays. I think its important to leave some room for people to compliment you better than you do yourself. If they are outdone upfront, i

Horoscopes!
SEX! Easy, Teasy At first provocative glance, you are sex on wheels (well, you've got the Brightsiders fooled), Hmmm, You flatter and flirt, fondle and kiss, and make boudoir eyes at your prey; but you don't do unbridled lust because that would make you sweaty and out of control. When you look deeply into your lover's (or lovers') eyes, it's because in those dark pupils, made huge by desire, all you can see are the reflections of two perfect little yous. So let's be frank, you are in it for the money, or the sports car, or the Rolex; you do sex because it's better than working, not because you can't help yourself. And no one could say you don't do a professional job; you know everthing there is to know about seduction, deferred gratification, and teasing, and you've got a very naughty toy box; but by the time you have adjusted the mirrors, lit enough candles to constitute a fire hazard, slipped in and out of something more comfortable several times, and reconfigured the satin

Sad
i guess. i am ugly. somebody rated me a 3 on one of my pics. oh well i dont care.. boohoo boohoo. that all i can say. im out. tomorrow is my one year anniversary that i been married to my husband jim. wish he was home so i can spend it with him. but he in iraq. i love you jim and always will. nobody else has my heart but you. i love you and happy anniversary to us. I was picking up my clothes from the bathroom so I can wash them. And guess what I found... Poor me. I had no bug spary in the house. I use Jim's old spice spary. So now the house smells like that. I HATE SPIDERS!!! POOR POOR ME

Dhutchnsmb
"Whimp!" He turns to her, his expression darker, "That's 10 when you get home. And if you want to argue about it, I can double it." Her eyes go wide, then her gaze drops to the floor. He's warned her before. They both know it. And he's been delivering on her punishments for being bad, and disobeying the rules. He watches her, and smiles to himself when he catches her grinning at her friend, who has overheard the exchange between them. "So, you are in the mood to play," he thinks. The day continues on normally, stops at stores for odds and ends, dinner, online stuff when they get home, etc. The kids are finally asleep, and in their rooms, when he looks over to her and smiles. One of his rules for her is easy, no bras at home. Easy, because she's more comfortable with out them. For her - the less she has on, the more comfortable she is. Which of course, suits him just fine. She smiles back with the innocent and teasing smile she has, batting her eyes. "Upstairs with you ki

You Cannot Sedate , All The Things You Hate!!!!
loosing grip bye shelly stahl as she sat in the door way so unawhere and still i wlaked up behide her with intinsions to kill so much hate deep inside me from the bullshit in life i lost control of myslef and reached for my knife the closer and closer i began to get this tight hold i have on saiatny begins to slip not one thought in my head as i grab her from behind i started to stab "what starnge plesers i find" as the blood splatters upon the wall i smack the bitch as she trys to crawl the fight she's put up is a hard one i must say as i grab her agin i refuse to let her get away then as her lims finaly go week she looks up with her eyes and trys to speak but once agin i am perparied as i always seem to be stuffing the rag in her motuh so efrtlusly as her hart beats it's finaly beat i wipe my knife on her dress and head back onto the street then i get to my car and open the trunk i run my finger thor my hair "fuck,

Words From The Mouth Of A Sinner.
I'll ask again before I get out my belt... Make me happy...leave me some voice comments :-P I made a CherryTap screensaver for all my friends ( and anyone else who wants it ) Just go to http://darktymes.clearwire.net/freescreen.html ...and download It's compatible with windows Vista, but you'll need the at least flash player 8 from www.adobe.com - the download is 2 MB. Enjoy! Direct quote from Vixen@ LostCherry "OK so yesterday I was feeling like a cat in heat, I just couldn't take it anymore. I called PJ and asked him to come over and he did :D We drank what was left of the wine. Let me tell you something, we had the best romp I have EVER had..... EVER! and remember we've been at it for 4 years. It was wild, crazy, dirty, freaky, upside down, monkey sex. I have never been that bad and felt so gooooooooood. It was like two anmials feeding on eachother. I'm get excited just thinking about it. I lost count of how many times I came, like at least 10 OMGOMGOMGOMG

My Deepest Of Thoughts
Yeah.... November 25, 1978 28 whole years ago!! Well Fall is at an end The coldness is here again But I can only be greatful For I am blessed with very special friends I am thankful For the one reading this right now Just showing that you care Always visiting somehow SO today I give thanks to you You are such a delight Have a very Happy Thanksgiving And God bless and Good night

Everyone Must Read!
how do things always say things that never know what to make of what we are readin... how does one make themself out to be something we're not... and try to fix it when its way beyond late and no matter what we say or what we do..no one ever realizes what we have till we loose it... sooooooo things are un ravelin and things maybe are going not as planned but at least i still got that wants to be my man... at least i think ? maybe i don't know.. i really just want to give up on all this bullshit.. and just start over but its hard for us to do it.. when tere soo many miles.... sure it could be easy and there is thing i got to change but im will to take the time to make it all right.. and make sure its done right.... I love him more then anything but fucked up to the end... and now that we're breakin at the seams... Im fallin about between... ..Being lost in my thoughts of us, laughin and jokin... now, its the only thing that i have to make me remember how much he really means... Somtimes

Welcome To Planet Mother Fucker!
its my birthday today @) Been out 2nights in a row now. Im fucking knackered. im going to bed night Off to work now. Got a full set of 100 dreads to instal for someone, god knows what time I'll finish. O well....think of the money..... DEcided on my next tatto, will get it done next week :)

My Blogs
Spell your name with bands: C - Chamillionaire A - Akon S - System Of A Down S - Slayer A - Alice Cooper N - Nirvana D - Disturbed R - Ron Zombie A - Alice In Chains A - AC/DC N - Nelly N - Nasty Disaster C - Cher R - Rancid A - Aerosmith I - Incubus G - Godsmack R - Ramones, The U - Used, The S - Slipknot H - Hawthorne Heights 43 of the MOST Random Questions Ever, BE HONEST: 1. Where were you 2 hours ago? at a school... being a co-op 2. Who will be your next kiss? randy? 3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? my bra 4. When is the last time you went to the mall? like last week 5. Are you wearing socks right now? yes 6. When was the last time you went out of the state? iunno 7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? yes 8. What was the last thing you had to drink? water 9. What are you wearing right now? boxers and a tshirt 10. What was your last purchase? um, iunno 11. Last food you ate? pizz

Zepman's New Songs I Learned List
Hey cool cats, Zepman here...was thinking about including some REO Speedwagon into my repertoire, and while listening to "Time For Me To Fly", I realized he (Gary Richrath, REO's now former guitarist/songwriter) was not playing it in standard tuning, but rather, in open D...which then led me to wonder if there were any other songs I could do in this tuning, since changing a 12-string's tuning is a slight pain, especially live. I found that by using a capo on the second fret, I could now easily be in an open E tuning, which would allow me to play both "She Talks To Angels" by the Black Crowes, and, "In My Time Of Dying" by Led Zeppelin (using slide of course)...so now with three songs, it makes it worth my while to change tunings (and besides, open tunings sound soooo cool, lol!!!) Up to 72 songs on my playlist now...! Hope I'm not boring you all to death, Cheers, Zepman Well, I was glad to have learned the REO and Black Crowes songs - they went over BIG time at the two plac

Dew Kissed Rose
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 Let Freedom Ring Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry Let Freedom Ring Here i sit amongst the birds and bees Telling my woes to the old oak trees They answer back with the help of the breeze Reminding me these moments are made to seize Let Freedom Ring These words I sing No plans, No commitments to nail me down No one who can stop me from where I am bound No doors or walls to prevent me going as i please So why can't i enjoy or feel this life of sudden ease Let Freedom Ring These words I sing Passing blame is mute for the result stays the same No one to blame me and no one to blame I'll tell you its like mixing water with grease Trying to find someone who's heart and mind i can please Let Freedom Ring These words I sing I'm not over the hill though more then a half century old I'll climb the hill slow with no hand to hold At times I get lonely for a face, voice and ear But in times all alone it

Lessons
I had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh and looked across the table where the bills were piled too high. The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix, my stocks were down another point,the Dolphins lost by six. And so with only minutes till my son got home from school I gave up the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool. The burdens that I carried were about all I could take, and so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break. I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust, No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds and swirling dust. And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh, eight hummers ran a column right behind an M1A. A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens, Their eyes were hard as polished flint, there faces drawn and lean. They walked the street in armour with their rifles shouldered tight, their dearest wish for Christmas, just to have a slient night. Other soldiers gathered, hun

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Poems By A Phoenix
A Tree's Past Myself naked with turmoil, my feet rooting, finding fertile soil the binding of my soul and body only to stand here for eternity. Branches scaping my flesh, twisting and turning, escaping the bondage of my fears, leaving me, abandoning me and leaving no hope. Rain running through my eyes, the false feeling of tears, my face stained in need, no chance for ignorant relief. The cool breeze bringing shivers that leave my muscles aching for release, the constant reminder of my anxieties, realizations that love left fleetingly. Crashes of lightning above me, a startling ignition of my climatic proportion, this numbing my thoughts of who I am, and why I shouldn't have sprouted. I find myself suddenly engulfed, surrounded by my fears, my lies and deceits, flames of anger flurry 'round me, I brought this upon the forest, This place I now call home. I see desperation in the prisoners along side me, creaking, twisting, swaying in tune wi

My Thoughts And Questions
MY SISTER PASSED HER GED TEST!!!!!A BIT OF GOOD NEWS AFTER THE BAD NEWS. Your Stripper Song Is She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize (Her curves) She's sexy!!" You are 100% sex appeal. As simple as that.What Song Should You Strip To? Well everyone I've got a bit of a problem.Seems like every guy I meet doesn't want a lasting relationship all they want is sex.I'm tired of guys thinking because I've got 2 kids I'm an easy lay.I love my kids,and guys need 2 understand that if u want me my kids r part of the package,so the question is r there any good guys left who want a serious and longterm relationship?

Odds & Ends
Wow! Hard to believe it's been so long since I post anything here! My last post was made from Illinois last year. A lot has gone on since then. Not only did I come back to Scotland, but I got married, as well. I arrived back the middle of March. After months and months of snow, the weather in Ilinois was finally getting warm (81 degrees the day I left). I came back to rain and wind and temps seem to never warm up. It was wonderful to be back. I'd really missed John. Once we got things back on an even keel and he was feeling better (he'd been sick the entre time I was away) We started making plans for he wedding. We pushed it to the limit and set the date for May 1st, the earliest possible day the paperwork would be cleared. Right up until 6 pm the night before we waited for a phonecall from the registrar telling us we'd have to postpone things because there was a snag of some sort. Everything came off without a hitch... well, except for us getting hitched. It was small and qu

Misc. Stuff
It sucks when your ear piercings almost close. I had to force the starter set in them just to open them up again. My ears hurt and are swollen. :( At least they aren't as red as they were yesterday. Thankfully it was only one set and not the normal two. Now I have to wait to put the new ones in. This sucks. Had a hell of a time sleeping last night. One side is fine, but both sides is intolerable. Hopefully they will feel better tomorrow. I cut my hair. I'll get pics of it asap for those who will like to see. I layered it and I've never had layered hair before so I think it looks weird, lol. Well I better get going. Later!! You scored as Butt. You are attracted to: the ass! your an ass man/woman.Butt67%Boobs67%Face67%Abs/Stomach33%Penis0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

Humpday
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The Paul Blog
NSFW = Not Safe For Work Why do people get all butt-hurt about others flagging their nude or scantily-clad photos NSFW? Think about it a little.  How many typical employers would let you look at scantily-clad or nude photos while on the job? Do you think I have a point? I have some pretty wild nerve sensations all down my right leg, plus my right knee and hip have been hurting like hell. I had an epidural steroid shot on Wednesday, December 10th, 2008. It's to treat "Grade I-II Spondylolisthesis". Basically the vertibra at the very bottom of my spine has shifted forward, causing pain and inflammation in my back as well as my legs. I'm not sure if the shot has helped much yet. It can take a few days to kick in, I'm told. Please cross your fingers everyone! Paul needs back on his feet badly. You Are 20% Emo You're the furthest thing from emo. Sensitivity is not something you exactly cultivate... and you can't imagine weeping over song lyrics. Are You Emo?

What Ya Think?
I am taking a break from FUBAR and the net; i have some personal issues that need to be dealt with. Such as a 14 year old daughter!! but i will be back periodically to say hi to friends... good luck in love and life! smile and always remember to stay sweet my friend Amity is playin with her photoshop again, and although i love all of her work, this is my favorite by far!! Amity Kay@ CherryTAP Image Code By TeamRednek.com

Webcam
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Poems
damn did you fuckers forget hoe to leave comments or something lol leave me some damn comments on my poems cuz it was so easy for me to put my personal shit up for everyone to read lol. tell me what you think. Just So All Of You Know And Are Made Very Aware All Poems Posted On Here Are Legally Copyrighted. So No Funny Shit Ok. If You Want To Read My Poems Feel Free To That Is Why I Have Them Up. But If You Take Any Of My Poems Without Written Consent From Me Then You Will Be Breaking The Law. Get It Got Good. Oh And Yeah I Will Fucking Sue You Too Lol....Try Me I Look Up As A Tear Rolls Slowly Down My Cheek I Think Of Better Days I Wounder If I'll Ever Feel The Same Again You Look At Me With Those Eyes I Know So Well Always Serious, So Deep And Insightful As Though You're Always In Control But Not Today, Not Now Now You Look So Scared Like For Once You Don't Have The Answers I Gaze At You Looking Deep Into Those Brown Eyes Hoping To Understand why You've Said Those Thi

Native American
Posted By:C.C. Thomas Jr.Get this video and more at MySpace.com Indian Removal Act of 1830 The Trail of Tears In 1838 and 1839, as part of Andrew Jackson's Indian removal policy, the Cherokee nation was forced to give up its lands east of the Mississippi River and to migrate to an area in present-day Oklahoma. The Cherokee people called this journey the "Trail of Tears," because of its devastating effects. The migrants faced hunger, disease, and exhaustion on the forced march. Over 4,000 out of 15,000 of the Cherokees died. This picture, The Trail of Tears, was painted by Robert Lindneux in 1942. It commemorates the suffering of the Cherokee people under forced removal. If any depictions of the "Trail of Tears" were created at the time of the march, they have not survived. The Cherokee call the forced march to Oklahoma "Nunna daul Tsuny." That translates into English as "trail where they cried." President Andrew Jackson Early in the 19th century, while the rapidly-gr

The Mood I Am In
Type of Love PT 2 I want that type of love That you dominate my day I want to give you everything and hope that you will stay I can focus on my job and things that come my way Wishing that I could see you at the end of work each day Sometimes I find myself speechless, I don't know just what to say Your thoughts are my thoughts, Your dreams are my dreams We are together mentally it seems We knew it from the start, When we first met heart to heart, Mind to mind, heartbreak to heartbreak, Our tears flowed from the same river That was the wonderful start, you gave me your heart and I gave you mine, We will be together in due time then we will find out how strong we are together, how right we are for each other, but only time will tell, if we have more to pull from the well. Picture me standing outside your door Not stalking you But just wondering you Wondering how you smell, Wondering how you feel, Wondering what's inside your mind, Always

Check Me Out
check out this page and tell me what you think smartypants@ CherryTAP check out my cool picks and tell what you think alot of people have looked at my page but didnt rate it why not it only takes a secound

Poems
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Itsbcuziblogisntit?
Crush this person!Get your own ThisCrush.com CrushTag! =( my lil girl shes growing up it seems like just yesterday she was first lifting her head up on her own and making those silly lil grins she used to make now shes getting so big! shes already 35 lbs and shes was tall for her age but that isnt the worst/best (lol) she can do so much on her own now she tells us what she wants when she wants it she has a mind of her own DEFINABLY Today, for the first time ever I said "are you being a good baby?" and she said"no" And I asked why she wasnt being a good baby??? She said "no baby no!" So I said "are you a big girl" and she said "yea, big!" awwww she doesnt even think shes lil anymore shes a big girl pardon me, I have to go cry now This is a journal entry for one of my classes... it ended up being a very in depth look at a part of my life I wanted to share this with you, my friends So you know me a little better "Description of a time in your life

Angeleyes
What is friendship anyway?? I have friends that don't even fully trust me... Is that what friendship is?? Do you always have to prove yourself in order to keep a friend? If so, that is not my definition of friendship... I like my friends the way they are and I don't want to change them and I trust them... Why do you want to change me and keep things from me? Don't I deserve to know the truth? Don't I deserve your trust? I have done everything you ever asked me to do and you still doubt me... Have I not done enough? Have I not been a good friend? Maybe one day I will get the answers but for now...I am still here... Maybe it's foolish of me to do so but I am here no matter what!! What to do when you think that you are falling in love with a guy but don't know if he has the same feelings for you? Do you tell him or just wait for him to make the first move?? It`s been 6 months since my best friends died... Time goes so fast. I still remember our last day together like it was yesterday.

Thoughts
When I get a friend request I think "Cool! Someone who either knows me personally, or someone that has a/some common interests. to I get to wondering about the others, you know, the ones that have the little prissy girls. Im not one of them! For one I hate your 50 Cent, Christina Agulara (whatever way you spell it), Hillary Duff...I hate it all, rap, r&b, pop. Two, I dont dress like you, I hate pink! I hate flowers on the things I wear (unless its black or red). Im not a priss! Im a Old School Metalhead Goth Chick Who's Pagan! If this upsets some of you, well its just my thoughts. To those who understand where the hell Im coming from, Rock On!!! I have been looking for a while for this episode in youtube and finally I found a discription of it as I was looking for Norse pics. So I copied the title in youtube and found it. Sorry for the subtitles and all, but I think you will total understand why I have it. My Reactions To The Virginia Tech Shooting Now Im not saying that I s

Damn The Luck
well.. just so everyone knows.. i might not be on here as much as what i was for a couple weeks.. i got some shit goin on. and yea.. i wont be where iam now.. but much luv to everyone.. (baby if u read this.. you know i love you more than anything) if anyone needs me.. i'll be back i promise *elmo* just so everyone knows.. i was gonna leave ct but thanks to some ppl attacking me.. i have decided to come back. so im back to stay.. i wont be as as much for a lil while until things get situated around here.. but im back in ct and will be back to dj'in soon :D Please Help!! I am a single mom trying to take care of her daughter and her parents. I have been without a steady place to live for almost six month's. I was even told by someone I thought was a friend I had to choose a place to stay or my daughter. I chose my daughter. We have had a very bad run of luck over the last couple of years and I have reached my limit. I don't like asking for help, but I am desperate to

Curse Or Blessing
THE WORD..... BROTHER Current mood: ecstatic Category: Writing and Poetry Below is what we in our lifestyle believe to be the meaning of the word BROTHER...read it, adhere to it and most of all RESPECT IT !!!! The word "Brother" has become very abused in the motorcycle world these days. Seems like if you buy a bike and a new set of leathers, everyone else that rides has now become your brother. Some call it Brotherhood when sharing the wind on two wheels. Some call it brotherhood when you ride a few roads together. Just what truly is brotherhood? There are Brothers in Christ. Brothers in Masonic temples. Brothers in several organizations. Elite military units commonly form a brotherhood among the members of squads. Navy Seals for example, are more than the sum of their individuals. They become more than just a team. They become brothers, totally committed to one another up to and including giving their lives for one another if necessary. Men that have share

Space Hotties
We have a great family getting started, Space Hotties (sexiest on the planet). A lot of the sexiest women and men on the planet are coming together to form a family of nothing but hotties so let me get started showing you some of the sexiest and hottest men and women on the planet!   Be sure to rate and fan all these great hotties! Our Founder Space Cowboy @ fubar Our Co Founder "BABY GIRL"..CO-FOUNDER OF SPACE HOTTIES" @ fubar LordGarfield "Freedomguy63" *Love the FU-Bombers* Family " Space Hotties Bartender & Co Leader" @ fubar Our Great Staff Mystic_Lover"Space Hotties Bartender" @ fubar freedomgirl63 Fu-Bombers Family "Space Hotties Greeter" @ fubar Smiles For YOU..Manager/Trainer & PROUD MEMBER of the *FU-BOMBERS* FAMILY ~SPACE HOTTIE Greeter~ @ fubar The Rubber Duck ~SPACE HOTTIES BOUNCER~ @ fubar NUJAC***Space Hottie Bouncer*** @ fubar  

My Stupid Boring Drama Filled Life!!
I'm eating breakfast Sitting in my chair Today there are no bruises on my face And that is rare. I yearn comfort and affection Happiness and love Instead over my mouth I feel someone's glove. A gloved hand Pressing hard against me I can't help it The wails come free. But today it is peaceful All day long I play Making stick figures Out of clay. But now it is tonight And he is home And suddenly I am Left all alone. Where did my mummy go? I hear a slamming door. He picks me up in his arms I start to shriek-can't stay calm. He shouts at me to be quiet Tells me not to make such a riot. Then I feel it on my face-SLAP I feel it on my belly-WHACK I think one of my ribs is about to break I don't know how much more I can take. He throws me on the chair And slowly strips me bare. Why is he touching me there? Why is he pulling my hair? Why are his hands roaming all over me? Why wont he let me free? What is that hard thing pressed against me?

Friends
TEXAS: Ahem... So.. Um.. yeah... I read this, and thought I would reply... Hey... California listen up... Texas is where its at! - I too can wear sandals all year long... plus I can put on boots to stomp your toes and I won't even stick out. - You may be able to go to the "beach" instead of the "shore"... but can you go to the drive thru "Beer Barn?" What now surfer boy? - You're chicks aren't way hotter than ours... they are almost equal... and thats only due to silicone, saline, botox, lasers and hair dye... We have the real ones and they can beat yours up. - We're taught to say "Yes Sir" and "Yes Ma'am" and respect our elders because of it. We also say "Howdy" and "fixin" and "Yall" are pretty much recognized right away anywhere in the world We're famous. And not becuase of that fake ass "bro-ho" "so-cal" shit that yall think makes you "Famous", fuckers. - You may know what real cheese and avocados taste like... but I know what 100% Grade A Angus Beef tastes l

Things I Like
American Cities That Best Fit You: 80% Austin 80% Denver 75% Honolulu 65% Atlanta 60% San Diego Which American Cities Best Fit You? What Your Hands Say About You You are artistic, intuitive, and inspired. You have good people skills. Flexible and broad minded, you can fit in to any situation. There's no telling where your life will take you. Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life. Your emotions tend to be nervous and potent. Your energy - both positive and negative - deeply impacts your life. What Do Your Hands Say About You? The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for a good man to do nothing

My Life
I have like 6000 points to go and new pics to upload. So i'd love it if you guys could help me get onto the next level Thanks in advance. -Mal. Add my bestest friend Erica. Please and thank you. Tell your friends to add her too! I almost said I love you@ CherryTAP some times i wish i could pack my bags & take a train to new york i could rent an apartment where the heat doesn't work the stars dont shine and the hoes stay up late partyin i could bar tend at the run down bar around the corner dance on the tables like coyete ugly & earn tips & at the end of the night i'll know i'll be ok because even though im not living a dream im far away from everything that has harmed me everyone who has brought me down & i wont be afraid to be myself i know that if i save enough money meet the right people & wait for the time to come i can get out of this hell hole & start living my life i can start over a new page & maybe just maybe that empty feelin deep inside won

Just In My Thoughts
Need 20.000 comments .Would love the help Today is 3 years since i lost my brother Joey I know ppl keep telling me it gets better and i sure hope it will My heart is still broken and i cant stand he is gone . I have a close family and it is so hard for me to call my mom and dad today I just wish i was able to bring back time . I brang him a yellow flower a few days ago b/c i know it would have hurt me more doing it today He knows i love him the same as always . I just needed to get my feelings out Thank you for being there for me To my Bro ,,,missing you bad today with the rustling of trees and the call of every bird if you listen really closely his voice can be herd if you open your eyes it's not hard to see joey's little messages in nature's beauty he send's his love in many shape's and sizes like flower's and rainbow's and other surprses though it's not hard to find there's no need to search his love is everywhere for joey send's reminder's

More To Know About Me.
Why must we love? Hosted at YourSpaceNow.com Hey please come and comment, rate, or show some love to my pics. Love Emilie xo

Hi to all my friends, I'm going to open all of my private pics for 30 min. for everyone to post comments, and tell me what you think, hoping you all give me some points, so i can post more pics, going to open them from 10:45 PM till 11:15 PM EST Hello all you Cherries, Just wanted to say that I am a private person, yes I do have private pics of me on here, that if I wanted everyone to see I would not have them in a private folder...Please do not ask to be my friend then shout at me and ask to see my private pics....cause the answer is NO.... For example I had an ignorant man reach out to me Friday night and called me selfish cause I wouldn't let him see....well just because his are for everyone to see and I looked...who wouldn't ...he told me I was selfish . Well that to me is being prtective for me...I don't know who any of you are why would I just let anyone see.... So before you go asking...Don't even bother unless I bring up the subject...Thank you all so very much... Have a great

Life
I feel like everything I do is never right. I post at some blog and I wrote something as a joke (should have said it was a joke) and the person who is my friend and is the admistrator emailed me saying that I wrote to make people feel guilty for not commenting on it and that is NOT true. I shouldn't be upset or crying but honestly everything I say or do comes out wrong and it upsets me greatly.I sound like I'm whining and I'm not, I've been holding this in for a while and it finally came out. I normally keep all my feeligs locked inside and that is not healthy but when do let it out, it is wrong. That is why I don't speak to people and stay quiet. I hurt people's feelings more than make them feel better. http://www.undiscovered.com/html/hotornot_detail.php?id=38&newid=3201&show=1 Give me a good rating but don't give others ones cause they will notice a pattern and delete me! I GOT ACCEPTED TO MIAMI-DADE COLLEGE!!!! WOOT WOOT!! Liesl

Shawn Nichols
Provided by TwistedCodes Provided by TwistedCodes Did you know this?????? Interesting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER KNEW THIS BEFORE... I wonder how many people know about this? A 36 year old female had an accident several weeks ago and Totaled her car. A resident of Kilgore, Texas, she was traveling between Gladewater & Kilgore. It was raining, though not excessively, when her car suddenly began to hydro-plane and literally flew through the air. She was not seriously injured but very stunned at the sudden occurrence! When she explained to the highway patrolman what had happened he told her something that every driver should know - NEVER DRIVE IN THE RAIN WITH YOUR CRUISE CONTROL ON. She had thought she was being cautious by setting the cruise control and maintaining a safe consistent speed in the rain. But the highway patrolman told her that if the cruise control is on and your car begins to hydro-plane -- when your tires lose contact with

In My Own Opinion
Well it has happened again my salute photo was rejected and now the idiots at CT is telling me they are going to remove my page!!! Well I say this is a bunch of bullshit and I think is gender and certainly age discrimination!! I am no young nice looking man that all the women go wild over and I am no good looking woman with TITS and ASS hanging out for all to see!! I started on CT 09/12/06 and have met a lot of nice people on this site and maybe I haven't been as active as a lot of people on here but I have tried to communicate with people I consider friends and yes also "family" on a regular basis if not daily! But so be it the CT "bouncers" again mostly young and good looking have made their decision so be it!! Go by my photos and see the latest rejection!!! It is to bad there isn't a site for us ole cowboys to go and have some fun in but alas I guess we are becoming what we looked at 30 years ago as dinosaurs. I wish to say to all my "family": Southern Gal,Just Me, The Dark Que

The cardiologist's diet: if it tastes good, spit it out. ====================================================================== A Pole, and Italian, and a Jew, all first-time fathers, are pacing nervously in the maternity ward waiting room when a nurse rushes out of the delivery room holding a black baby. "Is it yours?" she asks the Italian."Certainly not," he retorts. "Yours?" she asks the Pole, who vigorously denies paternity. "How about you?" she asks the Jew. "Maybe," he says glumly. "My wife burns everything." ====================================================================== A woman was walking down the street when she was stopped by a man who was carrying out a survey. "Excuse me, Madam, we're doing a survey on peoples' attitudes towards sex." "Really!" said the woman smiling. "Could you please tell me what you think of sex on the television?" "Well," replied the woman, "I think it's extremely uncomfortable, especially when you've got a vase stuck up you

Daddy Roush
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry That I don't understan

Ald- Before The Fall [[lyrics]]
Can you hold me up? I feel like I might fall with every step I take My mind falls apart I think I'll lose my grip with one more mistake Look me in the eyes and say you'll never let me fall again the bandages are getting old infections setting in just give it one more try I swear we won't regret this time.. You said you'd help me heal but you turn your back on me with every chance you get can we trust ourselves? the night is long and lonely and temptations come Look me in the eyes and say you'll never let me fall again the bandages are getting old infections setting in just give it one more try I swear we won't regret this time.. this time I feel that I'm bleeding out my heart ©ALightDivided2008 Keep repeating these what if's Still Frozen in my mind let it go its too far gone to save it nothing can change me I never said that I was perfect try and stop me... Remembering the last words you said before you went away these are m

This Is Not Good :)
THIS IS FOR ALL MY FULL FIGURED FEMALE FRIENDS ... I HAD GOTTEN A COUPLA MESSAGES ABOUT MY LAST RANT ... IN NO WAY DID I MEAN TO INSULT ANY OF YOU LOVELY LADIES BY SAY "THREE TON TESSIE FLABBY FLAT ASS" ! THIS WAS A POOR CHOICE OF WORDS ON MY BEHALF . I LOVE ALL OF MY CURVY GIRLS AND ALWAYS WILL ! IT WAS JUST AN ANGRY RANT AND WAS NOT A BASH TOWARDS ANYONE (EXCEPT FOR THAT FKN ASSHOLE DOUCHE BAG OF A PERSON...) THAT I HAVE BEFRIENED HERE ON THIS SITE . I DO APOLOGIZE TO ANY ONE IF THEY TOOK OFFENSE TO IT (EXCEPT FOR FUCKFACE ) . I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT WEEKEND ! XOXOXO OK , SO IM CRUZN THRU YOUTUBE TRYN TO FIND SOME MUSIC VIDS TO THROW INTO THE STASH ......IM REMEMBERN STUFF AND FINDN IT , AS I DO THIS I START TO ACHE AND FEEL FATHER TIME BREATN DOWN THE BACK OF MY FRGN NECK ! I CAN REMEMBER GOING TO MOST OF THESE SHOWS WHEN THEY CAME OUT AND HOW IT WAS BACK THEN . I CAN REMEMBER (I CANT BELIEVE IM PUTN THIS IN WRITEN) I USE TO HAVE VARIOUS COLORS OF CROSSCOLORS SHORT

Tattoo Contest
HELLO IM IN A NEW CONTEST MOST CHARMING MALE ON CHERRY TAP PLEASE GO COMMENT BOMB ME AND RATE ME THANKS ALL PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT BOMB ME IN THESE TWO CONTEST SEXIEST OLDER MAN AND BACK TATTOO CONTEST hello all my friends i vote for all my friends in contests and now its time for you to vote for me i am in 2 differant tattoo contests and i would like you all to go vote for me in both i will keep posting those 2 contest please vote alot for me here is the link for one contest here is the link to the other please vote lots in both thanks

For Our Military
Who are our military?? Talking and getting to know several American Soldiers I got to thinking... Who are they really?? When you pass someone on the street, dressed in sweats or jeans.. tshirts.. do you know if they are military?? NO... why? because these men and women are our next door neighbors.. they are the kids we went to school with.. the "geeks", the football stars.. the bookworms.. They are "Mrs. Smiths" son.. such a nice boy he is.. Something else to think about Peeps.. when you go camping, and your sitting around your fire in your campchairs you paid 50 bucks for.. and you walk 100 feet to the bathroom to shower.. and your roasting a Brisket on the grill.. REMEMBER one thing.. these men and women serving our country.. they eat out of packages.. they sleep in the dirt.. in roughly made housing.. they pray for pics of your camping trip to make their life a little more homey.. and on Thanksgiving and Christmas when your sitting around with your family and friends wh

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HumpersAdd to My Profile | More Videos Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even furt

Check It!
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon100%Dragon75%WereWolf75%Mermaid67%Angel67%Faerie50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com Notice nobody knows the the words. This is my crazy brother- in - law and nephew. He was happy cuz the Puma's won a soccer game. So he drank a lot of beer and put on 80's music and danced the night away. It was fuck up. He trys. my brother-in-law and beer

Life And Times...
GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF" About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care): Is taller than you: ON Is shorter than you:OFF Wears braces:OFF wears a grill: OFF Dresses Preppy :ON Dresses Ghetto: OFF Dresses Gothic: OFF Has blue eyes: ON Has green eyes: DC Has hazel eyes: ON Brown eyes:ON Drinks alcohol:DC Wears glasses: OFF Plays sports: ON!!!(SOCCER IS HOT) Call you to say hi: ON Compliments you: ON good dancer : ON!!!! Wears jewelery: DC Smiles when you walk in the room: ON Has brown hair:ON Has Black hair: DC Has blonde hair:ON Has red hair: DC Makeup: OFF Can make you laugh at any given moment:ON Loyal:ON Laid back: ON (NO ONE WHATS AN UPTIGHT GUY) Plays guitar:ON Plays drums: ON Sings:DC he's buff (muscles):ON He can draw:DC Easily jealous: ON( I THINK ITS CUTE) Doesn't eat meat: DC does drugs: OFF is bi: GROSS, OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Romantic In Me
faith is believing when you cannot see. Faith isn't easy, people lose faith in all sorts of things all the time. I have always been good with faith...until now. I was in love, a love deeper than any i have ever known, a love that i would have given everything for, and then some. Distance was no obstacle to me, time was meaningless. My faith was strong. But then i discovered a lie, and when the lie was not admitted to, i began to question everything that was told, my faith began to waver. I tried everything to quell my doubts, to keep my faith, but once it is lost, it is hard to regain. Finally, i asked for proof, as some will pray for a sign, i asked for proof. Even Thomas needed proof when Jesus had arisen from the tomb. I have never been a doubter, but i wanted to renew my faith, i wanted to be proven wrong. I was denied the proof i needed, i was told that proof would not be forthcoming, that it was not worth proving. So was i justified in losing faith, where no proof is

In My Mind
Rudi, I want you to be able to read this when I lose my internet. I want you to remember that I will be thinking about you every second of the day. I love you and will miss you lots during this time. Yet, I have to look at it in a positive way, a way that I am able to get things done over here before I come over there. You are my Angel, my Knight in Shining Armor, the Love of My Life! You walked into my life when I thought I did not need anyone, now I realize I need you in my life more then anything. You are the world to me, and baby I mean that. How can a love grow so fond on the internet? I will always ask myself that question, yet when I am in your arms looking into your eyes and seeing the love in real life everything will be a dream come true. You are what makes my heartbeat and also you are the one that is making these hard times easier on me. I love you more then words can say, more then feelings can express! Love Always, Tawnya --------------------------------------

Friends
TO ALL MY SO CALLED FRIENDS BUT NEVER REALLY SAY ANYTHING TO ME I WILL DELETE U OUT OF MY LIST .... TO THOSE ONE WHO STILL WANT TO BE MY FRIEND SAY SOME IN HERE AND I WILL LET U STAY IF NOT OH WELL U WILL FIND OUT WHEN I DONT SEND A COMMENT OR SAY HELLO ANYMORE LOL Buried at PhotoCasket.com Who is a friend? A friend is... A push when you've stopped, A word when you're lonely, A guide when you're searching, A light when you go blind; A glass of ice lemonade when you feel thirsty, A colour-drenched scene when you're in the dark. A guarantee when you're uncertain, A cheer when you fear, A smile when you're sad, A song when you're glad, A sense of trust when you're in deep rest. Do we really have such a "friend"? Can you be such a friend? I wish we should be

Poems
Like Me As I Am Friendly, Shy, Not very talkative... This is me. Like me as I am. If you don`t, I can guarantee, You won`t find anybody else like me. All I`m trying to give you is a friend, A friend in me, The one who you can talk to, Tell your secrets to, And a shoulder to cry on. Remember, you won`t find anybody else like me I DIDNT WROTE THAT ONE I FOUND IT ONLINE BUT I LIKE IT ALOT HAHAH WELL THIS IS SOME YALL KNOW HOW IT WORKS BUT TO BE HONEST THATS NOT MY THING CAUSE IT IS JUST A STUPID GAME AND GOES AROUND AND AROUND SO PEEPS DONT PLAY THE GAME IF YA DONT KNOW HOW BAD THE ECHO WILL HURT YALL JUST KEEP IT REAL AND U WONT GET HURT ........ THINK ABOUT MY WORDS .........SMILE Roses are dead/ I played you too Roses are dead Violets are too I`m still in love But not with you You thought you hurt me And made me cry But I was in love With another guy Simply because you have No class All you can do Is kiss my ass You sit around And talk your s

Yabadabagrababrew Aka Beer Tasting 101
Okay, so where were we, that's right, just had a nice burnt sack ....of christmas presents, poor Santa *snicker*, but alas Santa's in for more WTF goodness as we peruse further into the wares of Ridgeway Brewing..... As I said....It involved one very naughty naughty little helper of Mr. Kringles: The Criminally Bad ElfWell there's actually I believe a trio of these buggers One's just bad the others one's very bad, and this guy here is so bad he's not really sure if he's a wine, a mead or an ale..... CBE for short is a Barleywine - Style Ale, now what's that hmmm....I'll go do more research to explain better later, but needless to say, it means it's got an alchohol content of 10.5% and goes straight to your head.... Definitely not for everyone, sweet to the point of uncertainty, yet still an ale, so your tongue is left wondering what happened as your mind swoons over the bubbly fermented barley.... I'd give it a 3 outta 5 Mainly because even though it's a good knock you

My Shit
I'm just writing a little note to say Happy birthday to my friend Daniel Roblee, He would of been 19 today but he passed away August 12, 2004..Still think about you everyday beautiful and I know you're still up there looking down at all of us, We Miss You Like Crazy Boy..Happy 19th Birthday Baby Boy Also its my friend Olivias birthday too, Happy Birthday Darlin =] ALSO..HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE hehe/div> Omg..i'm so fucking happy right now..it started off as any other boring day..but then I got a text message from my friend that told me my prego friend had her baby today :D:D hes sooo fucking cute too =) i'll upload a picture eventually:) He was born at 5:28 am weighing 8 Pounds 4 Ounces ..[Nicole].. - - - - says: I have hardcore hiccups LOL x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: me too x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: wtf x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. .

Libra
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say? I met him on a site like this It wasn't long ago We dated and I trusted him Just why I'll never know Things were great or so I thought I didn't have a clue Till one day when things went wrong he broke my heart in two He lied and kept things from me a snake now plain to see a low life lying coward that's all he'll ever be Since that time I've moved on and my eyes are open wide I think before I jump in now my experience is my guide You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are

1965
yea im single now it sucks, i need a bf. anyone internested? She was just a little girl Only 12 years old When she realized that nothing Would ever be the same She wished someone cared She wished someone Knew That her older brother was abusing her He hit her all the time When his parents left and gone She was only 12 years old And him 19 to the year And when she couldn’t take it anymore She tole her daddy’s gun When he was sleeping She put it to his head She pulled the trigger back And watched his brains Go on the wall Yet the blood on her shirt Never fazed her the least Sometimes you can’t always see The pain someone’s going through Sometime’s you may never know The truth about the lies Because the dreams are just memories to you Because the unseen truth is just like The untold lies About what happened in 1965 Sometimes you wish someone would just tell you About what happened that day Sometimes you wish you knew Who those words are really meant fo

Miscellaneous
Create your own friendquiz here I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? Yes I can. 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? Pace around a lot and hope I don't have to pee. 3. What talent do you wish you had? To attract any woman I wanted. 4. Favorite place? Anywhere it's warm 5. Favorite vegetable? Green beans 6. What was the last book you read? Eats, Shoots and Leaves 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? Clean 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Have a tattoo, it's an Egyptian Ankh 9. Worst Habit? Biting my nails HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of MySpace? Yeah I would say I know myself 2.

On The Edge.....
As i wake up today and look in the mirror at the extra pair of luggage i seem to be carrying under my eyes from lack of good sleep I wonder what cruel little surprise my 40+ body has in store for me next. It seemed that on my 40th birthday the process started of my face sliding off the bone of my skull giving me the slight resemblance of the dog in Dukes of Hazzard to the decided drop in a few other strategic places that were once perky and ready to face the world. The gray hairs come in faster than Clairol can keep up with and naps in the afternoon that I used to make fun of my mother for taking are something i would pay good money to be able to do in peace. What does it all MEAN??? Means I am not immortal like in Greek Mythology afterall. Somebody lied...lol! How quickly you get here and how fast it all flies by. Are you ready for it? I used to get hit on by older men who worried that I would get pregnant and they would end up paying child support. Now I get h

Hoochie Stuff
Drove way around the world to see my myspace gf just to find out she had a real life boyfriend. booo whoooo. Slit my wrists and black my eyes lalalalallala so I am here with this pain in my heart gonna block ur ass and hope u choke on the next big thing I am gonna erased my “who I like to meet”. Chours: why did it have to be you to tear me down i thought are love was so strong I would have given my life for you, now I am here looking at ur myspace knowing its over becuz myspace ruins livessssssss and I hope u take my pics off your page as I always dreamed of a storybook romance but my little paper heart ripped so easy I have a hole in my chest becuz of you I was killed by all that you have said it was like a knife to the throat My life was gone I lost every thing becuz I fell in love with the girl from myspace Chours: why did it have to be you to tear me down i thought are love was so strong I would have given my life for you, now I am here looking at

Ace's Blogz
Survey It's just 50 little ?s...     1.) What cuss word(s) do you use the most? Shit, piss, fuck, cunt, cocksucker, mother-fucker, tits, fart, turn 'n twat... take your pick 2.) Do you own an iPod? nope, just a tiny little MP3 player that's about half-way filled up. 3.) Who on your Myspace "Top Friends" list do you talk to the most? I have NO fuckin' clue. I'm rarely on Myspace anymore. 4.) What time is your alarm clock set for? It ain't... 5.) What color is your house? livin' in an apt. 6.) Flip flops or sneakers? neither. I prefer to wear shoes or boots  7.) Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? either or, I really don't care... 8.) What was the last movie you watched? "Damage" starring Stone Cold Steve Austin (saw it in the theaters, loved it, so I bought a copy with a gift card I got) 9.) Do any of your friends have children? Why, yes. My best friend (and current roommate) has 3. His youngest, Jurelle, is 6 and he's actually REALLY COOL litt

Something New
Adventurer from afar traveling the voids of space. Roving from star to star in search of a dream. He stumbles into a relm, if a name it must have, it be, Equanimity. Waiting long I have been, knowing someone was searching. Dark of color, broad in sholder magnetic powers pull the goddess off ballance. Swiftly swept into his arms and farried to a far away place. Cared for with a loving touch guided by a gentel hand. Heaven has opened for the bride eager to mate under the moon. Master apparently has not been feeling well for a while and went to the doctor yesterday. He had not mentioned anything to me an in the end they diagnosed He is having an acid reflux issue they put Him through the whole battery of cardiac tests. i guess it is His choice in what and when He tells me things and i guess it did save me all the interim concern....... but still argh... Thats right Friends, Fans & Family this is my first blog! Not sure what to say. Guess i can start with I hope

Ah Ah Ah Ah!!!!
me and my ex where together for a year and i found out he had cheated on me throughout the whole thing....bla to men!!!! im totaly off them.....untill i go out on saturday with bridey.....SPOON! Tomorrow im back up the hospital to have an op to get rid of this cyst i have in a bad place = [ it hurts but soon it wont with me luck homies!!! xx Dear exited readers of my blogs! The time has come!!!!!! DOWNLOAD O7 REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!! Well, first may I add…NEVER TAKE TO MUCH SHIZ TO DOWNLOAD….we got stuck on the way up because we over packed…to much food mainly lmfao! After Hayley coming to our rescue with a shopping trolly we eventualy got to the ticket gate…oh we did have a laugh there….we had to abandon the shopping trolly there…because it was stolen ¬_¬ how pathetic is that!!!!…so Daz, Rob and I headed off to meet Rebecca at Orange camp…Fuckin Nazi Camp more like!!!! The reason that Orange Camp got given this nickname was because the damn security guards where the on

Sexy Ladies Of Ct!!!!
I am gonna start a contest for the Most fuckable ass on cherrytap contest naked behinds or behinds with just panties or thongs are stronly encouraged to send one! I will accept submissions till Wednsday at midnight....Voting will begin on wednsday night and go on till sunday to be fair, but no votes before that time!!!! And for god's sake 1 vote and ranking per person for a contestent per day, if more than 1 comment is left they will not count!! Comments will count as 2 points and ranks as 1 point.. So send them in ladies. Or e-mail them to me at reserved2574@yahoo.com!!! New contest for ladies only, Submissions till wednsday post date: 2006-11-26 08:41:30 views: 16 comments: 0 ratings: 0 I am gonna start a contest for the Most fuckable ass on cherrytap contest naked behinds or behinds with just panties or thongs are stronly encouraged to send one! I will accept submissions till Wednsday at midnight....Voting will begin on wednsday night and go on till sunday to be fair, but no v

What Ever Day It Is Today Blog!
Obviously looking for that CT hubby was going to be hard ... Okay its harder than i thought ... everyone has been awesome and lol lots of fun ... alot of unique proposals too .. You were all great candidates and I will make a decision soon ... just waiting for that last one to speak out .... :P This is to those close minded people out there... dont like my sexuality ... cram it where the sun dont shine ..... Tis funny the things that go on here you get really connected with people. I have met some awesome people here and a special someone - but i mean things arent always as they seem ... I was recently surprised that a someone got CT married .. what possessed them to do this has left me out in the cold and dark obviously wasnt as close of a friend as i thought .. so to all my other cherry friends - dont let a ct marriage sneek up let people know or are you hiding one yourself?

New Stuff!
Hey Guys! Just a quick stop in to let you know about a new band that I'm helping to promote: SANDBOX Some of you will dig their stuff, while for others it may not be your thing. Please take a moment and check them out either way. You can visit them at: www.sandbox1.com or you can add them on MySpace at: www.myspace.com/sandbox2008 I generally manage their myspace profile so you'll see me on there every week or so updating it. I hope you're all well! Have a great week! Melanie Okay - have just settled in to the land downunder ;) Came across this video of me from a few years ago - was surprised to see that someone posted it on Youtube but hey - publicity is publicity right? Herflexappeal.com video posted on Youtube.com http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-R-028aSfk4 Have made another "Year in Review" video for you all to enjoy! MelaniePitts.com - 2007 - A Year in Review http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ClCJhediUUg Am in two contests at the moment - fe

Just Some Info
hey i am trying to level up i need 687 points to get there if you help me i will owe you one and thanks in advance for the help new funny pics come see unh9@ CherryTAP what is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy or a girl?

Angel
Sorry to everyone My Bill Was Due and I could not pay it so I have been gone awhile and at the worst TIME :(((((((((( I know ALL u fine ladies are Just dying to know WHAT CONTEST the Great and Wonderful JIM BEAM is havin now..Well snce u asked.. I am havin a Sexy New Years Outfit Contest.... it is simple..OK if u or anyone u know wants to be in my next contest I need u to Private Message me and let me know. YOU MUST HAVE A PIX OF U DRESSED IN SOME SORTA OF SEXY NEW YEARS OUTFIT.. I cant wait to see what happens in this contest. i am looking for 25 HOTTIES min... I hope to start contest the Contest will take place 1 week after New Years Eve and run til the 20th of Jan 2007... PLEASE REPOST THIS AS A BLOG OR A BULLETIN SO I CAN GET THE WORD OUT SINCE I CANT AFFORD A BLAST!! Thanks Again and I Hope U Join! Your Host JIM BEAM How Do you enter these ? I vote, but have no idea how you enter these things.

Cant Be So!!!
Here is a poem I wrote for the love of my life a few years ago. I thought I would share it with my new friends. Here it goes...Tell me what you think. You layed my head on the pillow and kissed my cheek, thats when at your naked body I took a peek. It was perfect from head to toe. Then you entered me and let the rythmn flow. With you inside of me my body was in shock and, you felt solid like a rock. You ran your hands up my back and, pulled my hair. Then we moved from the bed to the chair. I screamed out loud that your body feels like heaven. Thats when I realized I came about seven. I cried for mercy and begged. You dropped to your knees and licked the sweat from my leg. I just hope there is another chance for us but, I cant help to wonder if Iam in love or lust. Its 845am on Thanksgiving day and, Iam so hung over. I was suppose to cook last night but, instead went out....I had sooo much fun. All of my buds were there. Iam paying for it now, my head hurts. I have to go make cannied

Thanksgiving
As we gather today to celebrate this great feast with our friends and family. We have set a place at this table for the High Gods. Blessed one’s, come eat and drink with us. We offer you the hospitality of our home. How wonderful, How marvelous. This food is a gift of the earth from which it grew. This food is a gift from those who drew it forth and prepared it for us. This food is the gift of the gods and goddesses. We give in return, our thoughts and prayers, our words and deeds. A gift for a gift, with thanks to the givers for this feast. Blessed Be Thank you firewalker for allowing me to borrow and share... Thank you, Earth, For your abundant bounty. I gratefully receive your gifts and blessings. For the air I breathe, I thank the plants and trees. The air, the fire, The water, and the earth. Thank you for sustaining my life And nourishing me. For the blessings of loved ones, who help me along life's path. I am thankful. My life is full to overflowing wit

Chapter 1
Just something Else Ive do To I havnt been doing much of lately this was the last one I did Chapter 10 Heres a treat Im sitting there working and trying to get out a RUSH Job clients calling on phone Press guys are screaming on EMAILS at Me WE NEED THE PDF ASAP OR NOW... Rush Rush Rush. In panic mode I'm making things happen and just as I finish with the most recent revisions. I take a deep breath stretch my arms up in a sigh of releif, knowing that now I have only to wait on them for their approval. With only minutes to grab something to eat and feed the cats and the outdoor cats Pam has lured in with her food and Happiness, wash what dishes in the sink and run back to check email for the approval. Im beat I try to check on Pam shes coming home from a long night of work and a meeting with her Skin Care Specialist, HAHA Sephora and a Mall fix. She answers and said she's on her way home. So "DING" The email rings its another quick revision to one of the Ads Damn 12 times o

None
Clemens just announced to the Yankee Stadium crowd that he is coming back to the Yankees!! WOOOOOFREAKINHOOOOO!!!! Former Yankees SS Phil Rizzuto dead at 89 August 14, 2007 BRONX, NEW YORK (TICKER) -- Former New York Yankees shortstop and renowned baseball broadcaster Phil Rizzuto died Tuesday. He was 89. The Yankees confirmed Rizzuto's death to PA SportsTicker, although the team did not provide any further details. New York radio station WFAN reported that the Hall of Famer died early Tuesday morning. Nicknamed "The Scooter," Rizzuto helped the Yankees win seven World Series titles from 1941-1953. The diminutive Brooklyn native was a career .273 hitter in parts of 13 seasons - all with the Yankees. A five-time All-Star, Rizzuto was regarded as one of the best defensive shortstops of his time. Standing at just 5-6, he also was renowned for his bunting ability and speed. Like many players in the 1940s, Rizzuto served in the United States Navy during World War

My Blogin
Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart grow fonder. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow stronger. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who i am today. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that nothing lasts forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the true meaning of "Lips Of An Angel" Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel

Robin
This new version of the "footprints" story really caught me off guard at the end...What a blessing JUST READ IT! FOOTPRINTS..A New Version Imagine you and the Lord Jesus are walking down the road together. For much of the way, the Lord's footprints go along steadily, consistently, rarely varying the pace. But your footprints are a disorganized stream of zigzags, starts, stops, turnarounds, circles, departures, and returns. For much of the way, it seems to go like this, but gradually your footprints come more in line with the Lord's, soon paralleling His consistently. You and Jesus are walking as true friends! This seems perfect, but then an interesting thing happens: Your footprints that once etched the sand next to Jesus' are now walking precisely in His steps. Inside His larger footprints are your smaller ones, you and Jesus are becoming one.

My Vision
Always there to pick up the peices where everyone else fails.. To maintain and support a family or four or is it more.. Sometimes you lose track when the world feels like its falling apart.. trying to make sure things are done and everyone is taken care of.. you look around and wonder why is everyone standing there when its all done.. Why did you not pick up your part or give me a shove or aleast alittle bit of support.. The strong are the ones that survive to strive and maintain all that they can.. the weak give up and expect for someone to pick them up.. Looks around and wonders why do I have to be the strong one.. I woke this morning feel like million bucks but time it was 10 am all those feelings began to drain.. I starting to feel tears in my eyes and pain in my soul once again back to feeling all alone.. I look around and see things around me that make me smile and make me gleam.. but when I look in side I see a pain a feeling of emptiness that just will not pass me by.. I h