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Poetry
i am a submissive woman. i am not weak, nor am i worthless. i am intelligent, and possess a strength that withstands the trials of life. This strength which i possess and cherish is my gift to You. When life breaks You down and makes You question the man you were intended to be... allow me to allow You to suck my strength from me. Make it Your own. i do not give my submission to a man just because he claims dominance. But to You, i give all of me... i trust in You to cherish the gift, embrace my trust in You... to protect me. i have opened up my heart and my mind... the very core of my soul to You... and invited You in. . You know i have suffered and You know i am scared but You... have erased the memories and replace the pain. You are my Master and i am Your slave. i am not to be degraded nor dishonored yet i recognize i am not Your equal, nor will i ever be. i was created to compliment You... i was created to make You whole

My Poems
i miss your voice echoing in my dreams... I miss your hand in mine... I miss... my head on your chest I miss... YOU!!! copyright 22march07 Erin E.E. Francis So tired of being strong So tired of trying not to cry So tired of holding it all together I cant do it anymore! Its time to break down Its time to let it all out Its time to let the tears fall! Erin Francis Valentines Day 2007 M moral boosters I intellegent L loving I intent on survival T team players A all together R rely on eash other Y YES WE CAN!! W willing to give I inventive V very supportive E eternally grateful S some dont understand copyright 21Feb07 Erin Francis

Help
OMG.. It's finally over!!! I haven't heard 100% for sure from the contest holder but I am pretty sure I did win! Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone that helped me! 54,000 comments is a lot of dedicated friends! Thank you!! I sure as hell couldn't have done it without everyones help! Pantyshotz you have been there with me since the beginning and OMG Girl I love ya to death I know I couldn't have done it without you! I will as promised return the favor to everyone that helped me.. Contests let me know and I will be there!! For the record.. That was my last contest that I will be in.. For a very long time if not ever!! :) Also, for those of you that also was promised my private folder is open. Again, Thank you everyone for all your help!! Tons of Hugs and Kisses!! OMG.. I need everyone now!!! Im behind and its over today! But that means everyone has to go comment bomb for me so I can get my 30 day blast!! It ends today Please help!!!

Poetry
A smile on my face And the gleam in my eye Masks something far deeper Hidden and locked away That dark corner of my mind The pit in the bottom of my soul Ice found in the core of my heart It lingers and lurks Patient and waiting Everyone sees happiness and joy But if they look really close they will see In the eyes if you look really down deep You might see the secret That I harbor so do dear Odds are I don't really like you For no reason at all But don't take it to personal You are one among many A whisper on the wind A promise in the dark A cry in the night A pleading wail A heartfelt scream An endless quest An unending plight A constant search A hopeless dream A pitiful existence A fruitless life Searching for that one They that make us breath That put a beat to our heart Searching for that soul The one to make us whole Never finding them A chasm in our heart An unhealing wound Feelings not shared Dreams unspoken Love is dead And all you are

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Tears Of Sorrow... She lay awake in the dark of night Her mind & heart in a constant battle. Her tear stained face pressed against the pillow Biting her lip, trying not to cry, but the tears come. The tears becoming so very uncontrollable The sadness within her heart, making it hard for her to breath Every breath she takes hurts more deeply than the last She lays crying silently, into the dead of night Silently praying, "Please, don't let me fall in love." A prayer she whispers, as she cries herself to sleep each night. Her heart torn in two different directions One part wanting only to be loved ... The other, not wanting to take the chance of being hurt. Her heart longing only to be loved once again. Her mind telling her, "It will only cause you pain." Her heart quietly begging her to let it love. But her mind refusing to listen to the pleas of her heart. As she closes the door on her heart & turns the key in the lock Her heart screams, "I only want to love & be l

Sum Stuff About Me...
This is fun to do. The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your tota l fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got

Who Says Blondes Have More Fun?
Seems God was just about done with creating the universe but he had two extra things left over in his bag so he decided to split them between Adam and Eve. He told them that one of the things he had left was a thing that would allow the owner to pee while standing up. "It's a very handy thing," God told them, "and I was wondering if either one of you would like that." Well, Adam jumped up and down and begged "Oh, give that to me! I'd love to be able to do that. It seems just the sort of thing a man should be able to do. Please. Please! Pleeease! Give it to me." On and on he went like an excited little boy. So Eve just smiled and told God that if Adam really wanted it so badly, he should have it. So God gave Adam the thing that allowed him to pee while standing up and he was so excited. He whizzed on the bark of a tree and then went off to write his name in the sand, laughing with delight all the while. God and Eve watched him for a moment and then God said to Eve, "Well, he

Wow
A blonde and a redhead met for dinner after work and were watching the 6 o'clock news. A man was shown threatening to jump from the Brooklyn Bridge. The blonde bet the redhead $50 that he wouldn't jump, and the redhead replied, "I'll take that bet!" Anyway, sure enough, he jumped, so the blonde gave the redhead the $50 she owned. The redhead said, "I can't take this, you're my friend." The blonde said, "No. A bet's a bet." So the redhead said, "Listen, I have to admit, I saw this one on the 5 o'clock news, so I can't take your money." The blonde replied, "Well, so did I, but I never thought he'd jump again ------------------------------------------------- Two blondes decided that this Christmas they wanted to cut down their own Christmas tree. So they drove two hours into the country and walked deep into the woods to find the perfect Christmas tree. They had planned the trip well, especially considering that they were blond. They were dressed warmly with boots, w

General Info
You were the one, I thought would be there forever. You were my best friend, Companion, Lover Despite the drama you created. I took your threats, I dealt with your issues, I was always there for you. But, your problem? Your problem is you don't know a friend when you see one. A Relationship is built on many things. Communication. Reliability. Compatibility. Trust.... Your lies stabbed me in my back. It hurt at first, Sure. But, still, I stood by you. After everything I was there. Through every issue, I was there. Now, because of your lies, I am backing off. I have enough problems to deal with, I don't need lies on top of it! I'm sorry, I truly am. I probably shouldn't be. I was your friend, And it didn't bother you one bit, To lie, Even to steal. Well, thanks a lot. Once I get that knife from my back, I might return the favor some day. Well, You can thank your lies, Cause of them, I wont be there when you cry. Hope your happy now... Oh, I

Angel
when someone you love passes away and they leave you all broken hearted and all u can do is mis them each day and you don't want to move on without in your life but you know in your heart you have to move on that is want they would what you to do and you cry all the time you mis them just rember how much they loved you and they didn't what to leave you but it was their time to go and be with god when he calls on someone they must go to him and that hurts when u lose someone like that but they are in a better place now they are in gods world and that is a better place one day we all will be together again. WHEN YOU FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU NEVER WHAT TO LET THEM GO EVEN WHEN YOUR HEART IS BREAKEN EVEN WHEN YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH TO TURN THEM LOSE SO THEY CAN BE HAPPY YOU NEED TO LET THEM GO IT IS HARD TO SAY GOODBYE TO THEM BUT YOU KNOW YOU MUST LET THEM GO AND YOU MUST SAY GOODBYE IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED SOMEONE THEN NEVER LOVED ANYONE A

Babyface
www.hostdrjack.com Hope yall have a great night and I will talk to you tomorrow! www.hostdrjack.com To Everyone on Cherry Tap, Have a great night and sleep well!!! Glitter Text Maker Layout Codes BEST Weekend Graphics and Images Love All Of Yall!!! Hope you have one Hell of a Saturday!!! Love Ya!! Amanda ( Babyface)

My Blog Has A First Name..it's B-l-o-g!!
Lets see... Welll,The biggest thing in my life is i'm very married now. Well handfested. But many don't get what I mean when I say that. That's right my beautiful Gypsy honnored me by agreeing to be my Mate. I've never been happier. And She is my beam in an otherwise shitty time in my life. Not so much my life but my family I chose.So I am effected as well. We'll be moveing soon. Then yet again.5 of us are in the hospital right now.3 in very bad shape. Then there's the odd actions of someone i'm close to. Well we all are close to. I'm questioning they're real intent with being close to us. Seems it's all a way to get them the monies they need & very little other.There is a chill in the air if it's any topic other then helping them with money. That sucks. I'll help out my friends as much as I can. But I will not help you out if that is sole reason your my friend. Everyone of my kin are this way too. Poisoned is temp. on hold . With our siner & gutirest in the hospital there's li

The Dorkier Side
Can you take this without deleting or fibbing on any questions? sure! Were you going out with the last person you kissed? i am married to him. Who was the last person to comment you? TRIXY! :D Does anything on your body hurt? in between my shoulders just started to hurt :s Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? rick. What are you listening to right now? Paper tigers by thrice What's the cd in your player? cd player? O.o lol. Anything annoying you right now? uhh...having to pee so often because of all the water i've been drinking lately. Did you have plans today? Yes. going to the gym around 1. What was the best thing that happened today? i didn't have to deal with ron at work. cause i left shortly after he arrived :D What can't you wait for? i'm looking forward to watching anime and

Yes I Am Going To Try This Again
in the mumms but they are so boring tonight..I mean what the fuck?I am so sick of the 'should I sleep or stay up? Am I hot or not? I want to try the lounges but am kinda of leery of them I guess I just don'tknow what to expect from them is all.So if anyone reads this and wants to fill me in on what the lounges are like I'd appreciate it. Yep thats the name of this blog and thats about how I feel.I'm all of thee above and thatsallI'm going to say. Today I got a letter from my dad and my stepma.They have decided to adopt my oldest son and give him a stable home in which he will be able to grow up in.My oldest son his name is Cory has been bounced around a few times in the last few years.Nothing that I am proud of but also I had no control over the siyuation either.But I cried when I read the letter enclosed with the court papers.My dad and stepma have unconditional love and I know that my son will be taken care of and get the attention and love he needs as a growing boy.Even though my

Nancy's Blogs
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees, but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but

~ Stories On Our Troops You Will Never Hear ~
The Media will never tell you how OUR guys are treated. U.S. SENATE REPORT NO. 848 ON ATROCITIES American military troops were starved, beaten, and tortured by their Korean and Chinese captors. Every rule set forth in the Geneva Convention was broken when thousands of Americans died at the hands of barbaric Communists in the Korean War. Thus is the conclusion of Senate Report No. 848 on atrocities committed against American troops in Korea in 1950-51. This page of the Korean War Educator reveals the contents of Report No. 848, which was published by the United States Government Printing Office in Washington in 1954. Text of Senate Report No. 848 83d Congress 2nd Session KOREAN WAR ATROCITIES REPORT OF THE COMMITTEE ON GOVERNMENT OPERATIONS MADE THROUGH ITS PERMANENT SUBCOMMITTEE ON INVESTIGATIONS BY ITS SUBCOMMITTEE ON KOREAN WAR ATROCITIES INTRODUCTION On June 25, 1950, the North Korean Peoples' Army, without warning, attacked the Free Republic of South Korea. Dur

"friends"
Hey All!!! I entered my self into next month My Babe Space!!! Please click on this link and vote for me!!!! This is me, Lisa!Click here to view my MyBabeSpace profileand be sure to give me 5 stars ;) myspace As you all know I'm in a Mybabespace of the month of May contest. Well the owner of Mybabespace has a contest going for the Mybabespace ladies who have an account. Some of you have signed up with Mybabespace that I'm not aware of. Would those who have signed up with Mybabespace and voted for me please take the time to send me an e-mail letting me know you signed up so I can let Chris know (owner of Mybabespace) that way I can get my credit that I deserve to win the contest he is sponsoring along with me trying to win Mybabespace of May. Thank you very much for taking the time to read this and respond. I really appreciate it!!! ~Prtyeyes~

Kristen's Kloset!
Cunnilingus Techniques Cunnilingus Techniques Performing cunnilingus can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman. It makes her feel loved, admired, sexy, and has the potential to give her an exceptional orgasm. Many women prefer it to intercourse, and for those who require a large amount of clitoral stimulation, it is the easiest way to orgasm. Besides, lots of women expect it these days and men who perform great cunnilingus are always appreciated and considered fabulous lovers. There is little more exciting to a woman than to know that her partner finds her delicious; meaning that you enjoy the taste, smell and feeling of her vaginal juices. At the same time, there is little less exciting to a woman than to think that you don't like the taste and smell of her most intimate region. If your partner has a smell that is more than you can handle, or she doesn't feel comfortable with you down there (thinking you won't like the smell), suggest taking a nice hot s

My World!
My birthday is coming up! It's on April 21st. Woohoo! I'll be 20! lol What're you going to buy me for my birthday?? :) :) :) Is anyone else having problems with Facebook? It's telling me to enable Javascript or simply to get it. I can't do anything on my facebook, except log-on. I can't get rid of application requests or click on anything. I have Javascript.. in fact, I even downloaded the latest available minutes ago to ensure that I had it. Any and all help is appreciated! Eating really sucks right now. My throat hurts so much; swallowing food/liquid is painful. Also, I burned the tip of my tongue last week and so that's all sore. Blah. What to doooooo!

Mind Dust
I’m glad to see that somebody’s working on bringing sexy back. I didn’t know it was gone, but I don’t think I could handle the responsibility of bringing it back. I am, however, bringing back the comma that precedes the “and” in a series. As God is my witness, I will not allow the ‘and’-preceding comma to die. I am not a grammar snob. Not everyone has the privilege of a good or even an adequate education, and not everyone cares about grammar/punctuation/spelling. I know that some terrible spellers are quite intelligent, while others are simply aural learners rather than visual learners, making misspelling even more likely. For the most part, typos don’t upset me, but I do notice them. I make errors all the time because I almost never proofread something that isn’t business-related, which I’m sure will eventually make itself apparent. You will find no high-horse stance from me. I make too many mistakes. I *do* have preferences, though, and there are one or two er

They Sit...
MY CHANCES There is someone I'm thinking of, It seems he's an eternity away. I try not to think of that taboo word called ....love, But I just can't dispatch it...today. He's such a mystery, Yet I feel like I've known him forever. Do we have a history? It just might be a new endeavor. He says he's falling, Do I have any hope of catching him? I can understand why he's stalling, I hope my chances are far more than slim. I wish I may, I wish I might, Have this wish, I wish tonight... self copyright 2006 JUST FOR YOU I would venture near and far, Just to see you. I'd travel the moon and the stars, Just to hold you. I'd swim a river, For your bliss. Across the ocean I'd row to deliver, A most sensual kiss. My soul yearns to swim, In the warmth of your gaze. I'd crawl out on a limb, And go down in a blaze. So take me now, Into your arms. Don't ask how, Just wor

Fallenangelwolf
Unfaithful " No matter how young and restless love is age is nothin but a number" To be afraid of not knowin who u are is being wat u are in someone elses dreams only then will the force be strong with you when they discover your true sense of value were worth without questioning authority. knowledge is power but havin respect for that power you lose control of the force when it begins to shift lanes seeing that the same dream of someone elses has reflection of a seperate past u only see thigns that u know but to steal the spotlight is to blend a beautiful mind. i dont mean mind as in intelliegent against natural talent but truth with no logic. u paint a picture that doesnt have a color but is blessed with a vision. u cant remember your name but your bless with sign to make people recongize you. you age a day but who said that ur strength of love will never be the same? sex is just the begining. money isnt prize reward it is posion. the more u accept it the sicker

Fallenangelwolf's Bible Galadriel Lady Of Light
"If love is the most powerful weapon then moralitys profession is no need to exist" They say only the purest shall rule them all but in the light there is no such thing as perfection. Always there will be pathways of hospitality change secrets even burden. the bearer of sin only carries the seed of risk for a purpose but it is meant for strength of survival. the light is in the line between truth and dare but only in darkness can justice been seen with a pasion. Beyond the light invisiblity can only be visible if its meant to become the messenger but to hollar and hear thy name rest assure it only listen. it is said what comes around goes around but in the language of light confidential depends on courage but lacks ethusiasum that bind with knowledge. Belief brings only possiblities and readiness but most important fairness. darkness carries a bigger strength of hidden desire. it is deaf mobile vilgant stable and much more sophisicated. Most knowledge turns to its strength becuase

Lust And Love
Love has many ways of returning. When you think you're heart is broken and you can no longer find love or you do find love but not sure they are right for you, then you find out that an old flame wants you back and you still have that love for them. Then you decide to go back with them. That is what I have decided to do. I have decided to give it another go with Andrew. The first time we went out things weren't good cause people were causing so much drama and so I had ended it with him the first time cause of those people. But this time, I am not letting anyone get in the way again. You can't mess around with Love. When you love someone so much, you try hard to not let them go and to keep them to yourself. That is what I am doing this time with Andrew. I'm not letting him slip away again. I love him and have always loved him and will continue to do so. No one can tell me who I can and can not date. He has changed as have I and we have begun rekindling our love and no one will get in ou

Sayter_74
A DIFFERENT CHRISTMAS POEM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Irish ~*~ Things~*~
Lura, the Countess of Killarney, was on a world tour with her husband, the Count. They were staying at an Intourist hotel on the edge of the Ural Mountains and were scheduled to begin an escorted horseback tour of the area early the next morning. Lura had developed a good tan a month earlier on the beach at Nice, but now she noticed that it was beginning to fade. Not having anything scheduled after lunch, she took a blanket and wandered off in search of a secluded spot where she could touch up the tan a bit. Unfortunately, Lura failed to realize that at high attitudes the rays of the sun were much more damaging than at sea level. Even worse, she fell asleep. She awoke, feeling rather uncomfortable. Dressing gingerly, she limped back to the hotel to have her husband assess the damages and the prospects for the morrow. After one look he delivered his verdict: .... "Tour all Ural, Lura? Too raw, Lura. Lie." The Irish .... An English-piquing people May God give you... For every storm

Must Read
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*)) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - Which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10 Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in

Poems
I'm sorry, that I can't be perfect, In your distorted sight. I'm not sorry for begging you to stop, Screaming at you with my pleas and cry's. I fought to keep my dignity, Pleaded within myself. I don't understand why you did the things you did, Why you thought you had to put me thru this hell. I wanna just close my eyes, And picture myself running away. And maybe just maybe, when i come back, everything will be ok. But i know it won't, that the pain will still remain. I'm trying to be strong, But its so hard to do. I've gotta figure out how to go on, And try an deal with this too. I'm pleading for your help Lord, I need you now more than ever, Please tell it its gonna be ok, And let me know its gonna get better. There are no words. no way to show you how I feel That's like asking why is a flower so beautiful Why is the sky blue Why is the ocean wide? There are no answers, that's just the way life goes Every time I close my eyes I see your face and I wo

2011 Blog Entries
I'm not a Christian, although I was raised Russian Orthodox. I'm not anything, I'm just a person. I believe in evolution not in being ruled by dead people from a time I never knew. I was delivered to this condition by what is known in Greek as Thelema. But what is Easter?There was this person represented by the name Jesus Christ who had certain beliefs that upset the powers that be and they told him to denounce what he speaketh or vee Kill you. So the death of Jesus represents a very important milestone in "human evolution"; similar to the milestone of Abraham refusing to make a human sacrifice of his son. A person died for what they believed in and his followers saw the importance of that and felt morally compelled to somehow ensure that humanity, for the good of itself and for the good of "human evolution", remembered that fact. So it was decided that from the death of winter to the rebirth in Spring, when all buds and blooms are resurrected - that it Shall be remembered, that this

My Words
I don't even know... Sometimes I go and ask some of my friends what they doing for V-day and some people just hate with no remorse. A long time ago I never really understood why either but as time went a long ... everyone by now should really know why its such a distasteful holiday. With the way some people just treat each other I really wonder why Valentines even exist the rate you hears someone's heart getting broken cause of an unfaithful partner. Another situation might be that one person just doesn't treat the other with any respect at all and causes them to just want to leave in such pain... Sometimes both people of the relationship (whatever level its on) and sometimes some hearts are just so badly broken and hurt just due to relationship failure coincidentally close to V-Day near it or just reminds them of it... Sometimes you realize that some love might of been too soon or just might of worked out the way you wanted and the stage of getting to really know the other person

Funny As Hell
I got this idea from Sweet Turtle, god bless her turtle heart :) Sing this to the tune of "The Little Drummer Boy". I call it, "The little fubar guy" OK? In the key of "M"....mmmmmmmm Said the newbie to the Twisted Fu Do you know what I heard? Read it on a bulletin, Twisted Fu Do you know what I heard? The bling, the bling, that he gave to me, Was because my NSFW pics are free. Was because my NSFW pics are free. Said the Twisted Fu to the Barfly Do you see what I see? In an unmarked folder, Barfly Do you see what I see? Some bewbs! Some bewbs! Nice as I have seen! And she’s showing them off for some bling, And she’s showing them off for some bling. Said the Barfly, to the Fu-gee Did you read what I read? In some stupid mumm, Fu-gee. Did you read what I read? Fubucks, Fubucks, man this really sucks! She’ll open her NSFW for fubucks, She’ll open her NSFW for fubucks. Said the Fu-gee to the mighty Fuking Would you help me out some? While you

Special
Anyone that are thinking of becoming CT married to Amber ~NWO~. DON"T. Because she plays games. To the Asshole who sent this message: "ok do i have to buy u another clue i told u once u dumd aussie go hang urself aint noone wants you ur so damn ugly ur mamma don't even want you" Get a life, if you look in the Mirror, then you will see who is ugly. I do have a right to live & keep my mother out of this. My mother has passed away & it's not because of me, either. You don't even know how to spell dumb. Keep this up & you will lose your account here. You will be reported for abuse. You don't even have the guts to reveal your ugly self. So who ever you are get fucked. I have plenty of friends here & don't you say, they are using me. You can't get rid of me that easy.

Politics
You have to have about 2 hours to devote to this movie, but I can guarentee that it has changed my mind. If you believe in God... Watch this movie... If you believe 9-11 wasnt planned... Watch this movie... If you believe you HAVE to pay Federal Taxes or file for income tax... Watch this movie If you believe 9-11 WAS planned and Bush is a bad Republican president, and you believe you're a Democrat and they're spic and span... Watch this movie Otherwise... Im making a blog about it and hopefully I'll have it up within the next day or two after (most likely) watching the movie again to point out major topics. Zeitgeist - The Movie 2007 http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ Copied and Pasted from my MySpace Blog so Ignore Anything MySpacey :D ---------------------- So I was on my way to work this morning. Another pointless day, doing pointless bullshit and most likely getting

Sweet Bees Blogs
Beat boxing.Add to My Profile | More Videos I WONDER???? Body: Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit REPLY and fill it out about the person that posted this. It will only go to the person who posted it in the first place, and no one else can see it, don't forget to be honest! What if 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Family: WOULD YOU 13. Help me hide a body? 14. Keep a secret if I told you one? 15. Hold my hand? 16. Take a bullet for me? 18. Try to solve my problems? 19. Love me? 20. Date me? HAVE YOU EVER 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to kill me? 24. Broke my heart? 25. K

Other Favorite Song Lyrics
"Tears" All of the seasons and all of the days All of the reasons why I've felt this way So long... So long Then lost in that feeling I looked in your eyes I noticed emotion and that you had cried For me I can see What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why? A lifetime of questions, tears on your cheek I tasted the answers and my body was weak For you The truth What would touch me deeper... Tears that fall from eyes that only cry? Would it touch you deeper Than tears that fall from eyes that know why? Before The Dawn Before the dawn, I hear you whisper In your sleep "Don't let the morning take him" Outside the birds begin to call As if to summon up my leaving It's been a lifetime since I found someone Since I found someone who would stay I've waited too long, and now you're leaving Oh please don't take it all away It's been a lifetime since I fo

Me
I speak of my friend a lot, but sometimes it is better to get the point of view from someone who is a good enough friend to tell you the things about addiction you do not want to hear. I lost a dear friend in October of 06 and you can call him an addict, a junkie, a waste of life, If i hear those words come out of your mouth in front of me you are looking for a fight. I will instantly close myself up and tell you politely to go play with yourself in the backyard. Everyday I run across people who are in need of help, working in Detroit I see a lot of homeless people. My childhood runnings i hung out with a lot of people later who became alcoholics and drug addicts, but now I run across a different problem wanting to support that person who is an addict. I am reminded of the pain I feel that my friend is gone and he was an addict. It really did not bother me, the world viewed him as a junkie, as a waste of life, and I have had a chance to spend some time with someone who the world

Poems
Beauty Being beautiful is being compared to the grandest things on earth, To the warm sunset...high majestic peaks...or a clear night sky. I do know this, I would not trade the beauty I have in front of me, For I have all the beauty I need. A beauty that rises above those majestic peaks. A beauty that gives the warmth of a sunset. For this beauty's eyes shine brighter than the stars in the heaven's skies, A beauty that is so special to me, You are beautiful. YOU ARE You are the sun That brings me light You are the one Who takes away my fright. When I fall You pick me up Wherever I go You bring me luck. You're not a dream You?re my dream come true And that?s why I'll always Be loving you. Sometime in life, you find a special friend Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop, Someone who makes you believe that, There really is good in the world. Someone who convince

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Nsfw Writing
The clock moved slower than normal and surprisingly enough my chair seemed more uncomfortable than I was used to. That’s the price you need to pay when you are finally excited about something in your life. I looked around the office and it was almost empty. Unfortunately working the later shift, I had to wait until everyone else was gone. You had text me already to let me know that you had made it to the hotel all right, and were going to unpack and get ready for our mini vacation together. I know it was only for a 3 day weekend, but I can only imagine how much stuff you would have brought in for it. “Having to unpack?” The thought seemed crazy for a short trip, but at least it would give you something to do while I was on my way over. My phone vibrated as my computer was shutting down, but I didn’t have time to check the message. I closed out the computer as the phone vibrated again. I started to worry about you for a second hopi

What Do You Think!!!
A lot of truth in this The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around

Please Come On People
So I have been forced after the most unintelligent conversation with a certain CT user to to go sweetheart to bitch in ummmm 1.1 seconds ... How in the fuck can someone that hides behind some bullshit picture look at my pics and make the decison that they need me and I need them .... I am amazed at the stupidity that people show .. and the fact they chose to push my buttons..... I have never had any conversation with who ever this is before. It would seem to me they want a status symbol and for sure are not the brightest crayon in the pack .. come on ... Telling me what THEY need is me ... Love the selfish nature of mankind .. all about pushing for what they need and forgetting that in life we have choices and mine is to be with my daughter and my zoo of realible pets and be a happy mom ..mmm mmm mmm .. If they push one more button a bulletin will follow WTF?????? I am not endered here this is creepy Today I have accidentally tripped upon a few people that claim I made a difference

My Poety
If I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but do not have love, I have become a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy, and know all mysteries and all knowledge; and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. And if I give all my possessions to feed the poor, and if I surrender my body to be burned, but do not have love, it profits me nothing. Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails; but if there are gifts of prophecy, they will be done away; if there are tongues, they will cease; if there is knowledge, it will be done away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part; but when the perfec

Kouboi's Creative Writings
1. Be careful of using personal entertainment as a way to avoid closeness with the one you love. Couples often do this at bedtime. 2. Do not stifle natural feelings of desire. Do whatever you can to fan the flame. 3. Do not work yourself up into a bad attitude simply because your loved one is busy doing something else at the moment. 4. Never speak with sarcasm in your voice, especially regarding something your loved one enjoys. Show love by trying to appreciate each other’s unique interests. 5. Do not give in to sudden fits of temper. 6. Beware of selfish preoccupation so you do not miss between-the-line hints when a loved one needs you. 7. Do everything you can to preserve the bedroom as a quiet place of rest and refreshment. Avoid discussions of business or family problems there. 8. Do not point blame at your loved one for changes and problems in your relationship. 9. Be willing to forgive and continue to take reasonable, lifelong emotional risks. 10. Focus on wha

A Childs Dream;a Parents Fear
Well here i go again, blabbing about my son! But isn't that what mom's do?!...lol Grant has about two 1/2 weeks left and then he will be home! At times i didn't think it was ever gonna end! He did well on his M16 qualifying, got Marksman. Although he wasn't too happy thta he didn't make expert marksmen, he's only 19 he has time to improve. But he's alot like me, when i strive to reach a certain goal. I get pissed if I miss the mark, and try it until I do! Just the perfectionist VIRGO in me I guess!....Certain friends know what is going on with Grant, and i can't wait to hug him abd kiss him, tell him how much i missed him....then give him a rude piece of SMALITY! What is this u ask? A word my brother and I came up with to describe a motha fu**in smack of reality! ...lmao. and my son does know this! you guys remember how it was to be a teen....think they know everything!! I will keep everyone posted on how he does and his graduation....as long as the ptb's allow this to stay on!

My Writings
They call me a voyer. I like to watch, I like to see the things hidden underneeth I like to know the whole truth. is that so bad, is that morally wrong, why is it that we have to hide all the time from the scrutiny of others, because what we like to do makes them squirm? I like to participate, pleausres givin, touches so soft and sensual, carresses so deep and meaningfull, again hearts lost in passion, eyes locked in a loving embrace, fingers moving to the rythem of anothers beat, hearts intertwinded soft wispers carressing the ears. is this what we call passion, where fires burn deep within us, where our lives mingle and hearts burn with desire, do we act? shall we set and wonder what can be shall we wonder what was life revolves around the wants and needs of the hearts of the people that own them, life and love and happiness all blended together where life melts and hearts and minds combine one of these days, happiness will find me, One of t

Poetry
The sound should be deafening... The silence broken... with unmitigated violence... not even a smiling token... Yet no one cares... that I scream alone... without the love.... that I crave to own... But such is life... even played my part... To fall in Love... Only to be broken hearted... I am sick and tired of it all, the lies and deceit. The covert operations of little importance. Nothing you say any more sticks in my mind. Your words flowing like water through a sieve. I told you everything, never sparing a thought at sharing my heart with you. And now you do this as though I am a channel To be changed on a whim. You take my trust, my pure and innocent love and throw it to the wind leaving me to bleed. Like a scrap from the table that a dog is not worthy of. I don't know why it took me so long To see you as the world does Without a heart I hoped to hold. Guess that'll teach me to trust again. Thanks to you it's pretty much

wonderinng if i should delete my account,seems you do all ya can to rate, fan add people on here so you can level up.............but if your not a skinny georgus woman or in some cases (slutty) not to be mean, you dont get anywhere or anything, i feel like ive been working my ass off as ,much as i can and no one except a select few seems to notice. got any ideas let me know, ill let ya know if i decide to delete 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor Gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student And had breezed through the questions until I read The last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the Cleaning woman several times. She was tall, Dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question Blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if The last question would count toward

No Name
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! Send your anwers to me only... ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 13.)A. 14.)Q. W

Just Stuff
I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOLDING A CONTEST TO HELP ME ALONG WITH SOME POINTS.I TOLD MYSELF THAT I WOULDNT SPEND ONE RED CENT OF MY OWN MONEY ON BUYING POINTS ON CT SUCH AS VICS AND BLASTS,I WANT TO DO IT WITHOUT LAYING ANY MONEY OUT SO I THOUGHT MAYBE A CONTEST WITH SOME BIG PIMPING GIFTS AS A GIVEAWAY.BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT CATEGORY I COULD DO AS THEY SEEM TO HAVE ALL BEEN DONE...THOUGHT MY CT PALS MIGHT BE ABLE TO GIVE ME SOME IDEAS ON CONTEST IDEAS? just wanted to say that im back after my broken wrist episode,so im sorry that i couldnt rate or comment or anything...im gonna try and catch up over the next few days....please dont think im ignoring you,i just couldnt do much :( OK I JUST REMOVED ANOTHER 12 PEOPLE FROM MY FRIENDS LIST,OBVIOUSLY IF YOUR READING THIS YOU AINT ONE OF THEM AND I VALUE YOUR FRIENDSHIP ON HERE :)I DONT ASK FOR MUCH FROM CT PALS,JUST A RATING OF A PIC OR STASH SOMETIMES,FRIENDLY WORD YANNO? THE PEOPLE THAT I REMOVED DID NEITHER IN MONTHS SO BUBYE

Shadows Where Are These Shadows ?
I'm pretty damn sure you wont be hearing this in the msm and if so it will be buried on the back page of the home and garden section.So I am going to pass it along I have seen the horror Al Qaeda is guilty of monstrosities in Iraq - no matter what anyone says MICHAEL YON Sunday, August 5th 2007, 4:00 AM {Major Mark Bieger, an American soldier, holds a wounded child after a suspected Al Qaeda car bomb exploded in Mosul in 2005.} Amid all this talk of timetables for the War in Iraq, blurred as they are by a strange lemming-like compulsion to declare the "surge" strategy a failure almost before it actually began, one deadline looms larger with each passing day: It's time for a reckoning with the truth. The problem is that almost none of those who have cast themselves as truth-tellers have the requisite credibility for the job. The one man who does was told he had only until September to evaluate progress. I'm not suggesting that I make a worthy substitute for t

Why It Says Justkillme On My Back
The Many Thoughts of HarleyGirl Saturday, April 11, 2009 Just Kill Me - A Tribute Tattoo About a month ago I got a friend request on Myspace from “Just Kill Me”. I was thinking it would end up being another rock band that was out spreading their music around Myspace. Well to my surprise it was a fellow biker named Harley Mike from Colorado. After adding Mike to my friends list I checked out his page and found one of the most amazing tattoos that I’d ever seen. I immediately hit send message and asked Harley Mike if he’d like to share the story about his incredible tattoo. Mike agreed and now I’m sharing it with all of you.Harley Mike Hight has been around motorcycles most of this life. Raised around a 1%er Club, he would help them work on their bikes. As he grew older he was asked to work in a small 1%er Club shop in the Ventura/Sherman Oaks area of California.Mike’s first bike was a ’57 straight leg frame with a

Pain
Outside she is smiling, but on the inside she is afraid. Her true self is cowering, hiding in the shadows of her own torn heart. She can not break free so she turns and runs down the dark corridors never looking back. She seems so distant and so alone, its because of the this demon so cold burrowing in her soul. She waits in the darkness of her abandoned heart and soul watching another scar form that is stained with the colors of fallen stars and false hopes. The demon now covers the outside making a mask of unleashed tears as misery drips from her lips, believing that she is insane. Her soul is finally breaking as the demon becomes her she becomes truly lost forever. MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

Damn Not Again
20 Reasons to Date a girl that rides horses 20. We Mount with ease 19. We can to the distance 18. We have good hip control 17. We know how fast or slow to go 16. We can ride in many different positions 15. We ride until we score 14. We dont mind getting bucked around 13. We will ride for hours 12. We will use whips 11. We love to try new things 10. We are good with our hands 9. We get a lot of practice 8. We know what we are doing 7. We do it in lots of places 6. We are always on top 5. We get off easily 4. We are use to something between our legs 3. When we fall, we get right back on and ride harder 2. We have lots of stamina 1. We like it dirty so i think i did it again. i know i upset some one that is very near to my heart, my gf jc. something that i could have said to her when we started goen out but i didn't think of it till now. and i know i upset her and i am very sorry about it. i love her so much and i am very glad i have her in my life, i didn't mean t

Lets Rock!!
Yep I like Rock'N'Roll..it been very good to Me. Been doing guitar for years .and done some vids. My Vids rock>revised jimi Hendrix, that I Do. so if your want to see A Real guitar player, Watch me in colts vids. www.cincityliveradio.com .once ya hit enter. you will be at cincity radio..theres A list you see. once ya enter .A player will be on with radio you can decide to hit drive-inn movies,colt vids thats where i have my 12 song list at. Stone Free" "fire" purple Haze" ETC I'm there Oh I play hard..With my teeth,in stone free. But you cant get this kinda Rock anywhere unrealeased stuff up-state-connection,group I'm T.H.E. behind the Band 3 peice to 4 so let me take You Higher ..with Rock Desire. www.cincityliveradio.com or www.youtube.com/marrss2007 what A bummer...that time has passed and then, no summer...thats a bummer.. Cant Compla

Of Love, Hate, And Whatnot
*sorry for some typo errors I have a friend who told me that virginity is just a mind-set. It may have sounded funny, but come to think of it, you can agree with him. That is if you’re unconventional and not living the typical Catholic-Filipino way. But virginity is not a question of religious beliefs. It is how you test your physical compatibility with the opposite sex. And I am speaking as a normal human being and not as a Filipino. Me and some of my friends will make fun of the word ‘virginity’ by saying ‘Tell me who’s still a virgin nowadays?’ Then I asked it again to myself, ‘yeah, who is still a virgin nowadays’? Does virginity remains only as a fiction of our human minds? If a woman have sex for the very first time, she becomes really attached to the person she did it with, if they break up, she will have a really hard time coping up with it, and say ‘how can he do this to me, I gave him everything, even myself’. But if a man loses his virginity, it

New
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) just tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) have sex with me .... details please! 7) make me breakfast 8) ask me my name (lol) 9) call the cops 10) kiss me Dj Hotness AKa Jessa Is doing her last show, So come say your good byes!! (CLICK THE BANNER TO CHECK IT OUT!!) (CLICK THE BANNER TO CHECK IT OUT!!)

My Rants & Raves - Don't Like It, Don't Read It!
Just a quick note to all my friends...sorry I've been gone, my youngest son was in the hospital for 4 days with pneumonia and now I'm trying to get finals done. I'll be back when I can. Vodka is good, really good...but I'm having a lot tonight and on an empty stomach - it's prolly not so good. I'm having to really watch what I type because I tend to get lots of typos and send stuff through email I shouldn't. LOL! Gotta love people like me huh? Usually if I open a drink, I'm told to step away from the computer...I like to get on cam and give shows when I'm drinking. I prolly shouldn't be doing that either. Anyway - life's pretty busy and kinda sucky from time to time so we all have to let our hair down and be crazy! I hope all my friends out there are having a great start to their week - I know I am! Drunky McDrunk Survey When drunk, I...flirt more, giggle more, have deep, meaningful conversations, and dance my ass off! 2. Do you talk about Religion or Deep mea

A Funny
I was in Walmart buying a large bag of Purina for my dog – and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog........ Duh! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting the Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it. I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her. Horrified, she asked

Blow The Dust Off...
So in my manic attempts to be a fun and winsome step mom I signed onto the committee for the children's Santa Ball Luncheon @ work. Planning and plotting begin- wicked crazy fun cool stuff in bloom. Costumes purchased. I laugh (suckers!) Am drawn to Gingerbread man full body foam-y suit with the primary desire to scream giggling "Not my gumdrop buttons" & "You monster!". Was rebuffed in that eerie Jedi way by the panel of uber mom. (Jedi being that it takes about 4 hours to go- "Oh man- that's my dick in the dirt"...) Minutes of meeting come out and to my horror and dismay realize that I was elected Santa's special helper elf. Ummmm ok. I'm 6'0", and amazon with an array of tattoo's and funky dyed black hair. Why me? Tonya claims irony. Jen claims Sadism. I'll be Elf-zilla, if only for the curly toed belled shoes that tinkle jingle ring as I walk. Oddly it seems that I have convinced a vast majority of the Polish mafia to bring their lil' people with the lure of Lizzzylock elfzilla & c

Forever Ranting!
it pisses me off when she blames my son for stealing from her! She was going through her purse and thought she had lost $50 so started blaming Dylan for it. I called the school up to ask them to see if they could have a look in his bag to have her say I found it! It pisses me off because I was this close to accusing him of taking it when he hadn't! :s but it's amazing how in the mumms people seem to look down their noses at you thinking they are above the new people! Everyone on here was new here at one point in time and no one is better than others! I have been called a cunt in a mumm for posting a mumm about a child who was knocked back from a school. What's up with that? Then the same guy was putting women down in another mumm, I guess he has women issues and needs to come out of the closet! My point is people joined this site for fun and how can you have fun if people are judging you and putting you down. I didn't know there was rules to the mumms and how are people suppose to lea

Hope
He slithered in where there was not suppose to be an entrance. He wove a spell of complacence leaving her in an unbreakable trance. She hears him call to her, his words travel clearly through the night. She awaits his orders knowing that only with him can she truly take flight. She does not see the dangers that await her on the other side. It is not love nor is it lust it is simply a feeding for his pride. He does not want nor need her, he only needs himself to be content. She wants him desperately and can not see that her time is being misspent. She will have to fall for the trance to finally be broken. My only hope is that she keeps his cold lifeless heart as her single token. Looking into her eyes is like looking into a mirror that takes me back in time. The same disobediant glare is refected as she begins to immitate and mime. There is nothing I can say to get through to her I know. She will continue down this path until the pain will radiate and begin to show. Then possibly she wi

Friendship
People watch out for these two (2) names Anthony1 and Bigguy59.Two different names but same person he is a scam he will try to set you up to leave and when on eve of leaving will drop you.This blog is posted especially for women.Please beware of these 2 names. Calling all ct friends the contest posted by Thomas is on.Please help me win. Thank you,love you all I'm seriously thinking about deleting some of my so called FRIENDS.I have many but when I log on they are there but don't give answer back when I say hello.I'm trying very hard not to take this seriously but when push comes to shove that's when I take out the garbage.I don't want my true friends to be offended and they know who they are,so if you aren't deleted it's because you are my true friend.

My Life
Well i got me a new little man in my life to love the cutest little thing ever. His father still hasnt seen him and he almost 3 months old. his father has missed out on the first smiles the first laughes and giggle how big he is getting its his fault and if i have it my way the asshole will never see him ever. little man was born march 30th a week early he was 7 pounds 13.5 ounces 19 inches long and SOOOOO cute. HOW could i be so stupid how cuold i love someone so much to try and try and try to make them happy to keep trying to make things right to show him the better way out the way things could be different to try and be the woman he wants to be the love in his life to be the one to take away allthe pain to show him love to show someone on so much how much you really do love them and want them in everyway shape and form to be the world to them emontially mantally and physcally to be left broken hearted in pain in shame in dispair with no one nothing left not even diginity to feel so

My Poems
love is plesre love is pain with out you tear drops fall like rain love is joy love is sorrow hoping things are better by tommrow lone to wake up in your arms knowing you will do no harm at night i cry myself to sleep when i wake i nearly weep love is pain love is sorrow do i real have to wake up with out you again tommrow felling so hurt again draged in the dirt just fell like taking the knife and ending my life dont know what to do can i truely trust you the pain in my eyes i can not hide wishing the many years ago i had died dont know what to do can i trust you again my heart is drug thow the dirt just cant deal with this hurt can not lie just want to die to the one i love your like a gift from above though were so far apart i hold you in my heart your love i hold near wishing you were here have fun when were togher cant wait till its forever when im in your arms i know you can do no harm to the one that i love your like a gift from above

Poetry
Goodbye Category: Writing and Poetry Ill never be empty without you, And ill never want anything more, Ill be with you till the end of time, It is you that ill always adore. The way that you kiss im in heaven, And the way that u touch im in love, But i never thoight that u would break my heart, And this pain is just way to much. I always thought that u loved me, And i always though tat u cared, I wish u had told me before you broke, My heart i was not prepared. I cant go on like this, Im living our final kiss, My mind is full of pain and hurt, Smelling your perfume on that worn out shirt, Why would you leave me, im crying, i need to at least know why, God are you spo empty and so full of hate, That you cant even say a goodbye. I sit on cherry tap all day, Wondering who im gonna rate, Is it a 5 or is it a ten, hit on rate then messeage send. Waiting for the dreaded score, i hope its 1 or more,

These Are Stories I Write Back And Forth With A Friend
I missed him; I was lost without his guidance. I had left the safety of his home, my prison, my security. Now I was lost, wandering around through the real world once again. I needed him; I needed him to lead me; I needed him to tell me what to do; I needed him to make me feel alive. He had shown me myself, who I could be, what I could be, the ways of life and love. He had shown me pain and pleasure, suffering and release, how to be the person I was trapped inside. I wanted to go back to him; I didn’t think I could live my life now without him. I stepped into the bathroom and started the water in the shower. I wanted it to scald me; I needed some type of pain. The steady flow of water beating into the glass door was soothing. I pulled my robe and let it drop to my feet. I slowly examined myself in the mirror as I was waiting. My skin was milky white except for that one spot; that one blemish I had so eagerly allowed to occur. My hand absently strayed to my hip where t

Reflections
It helps to remember that there are worse things than being alone. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLt_OXWHUG4 My horoscope says "Today is perfect for reviewing your plans and big ideas. They may be perfect or flawed in some small way, but you need to know for sure before moving forward and your mind is in the right place to figure it out." Good advise. "Just when you thought you knew for sure what was going on, along comes some new information that throws off your best theory. That's okay -- wallow in the ambiguity for a bit and see what comes of it." I do not like ambiguity.

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A Couple Things About Me
i just wanted everyone to know that most of this stupid shit i put in these blogs i actually did and i dont know why but i did the shit my mind is wondering my brain stops thinkin when i talk to this one girl my whole day changes. she stays on my mind when when im sleep or awake, i dont know what to do cuz ive never felt this way. shes not like any other female ive ever talked to we could talk hours and the conversation never gets boring we can talk for days str8 and my mind just wont let her go, she keeps a smile on my face. i want her to be the only person i wake upto every single day this is unuals to me ive never felt this way. But u know who u are and u know what u did to me so lets advance it before a nigga go crazy. i woke up this morning and she was on mind,i turn to the left amd the the sight of her was blind. so i thought to myslf it most have been a dream but i could have sworn she was just layin next to me, so i contact her asap to see if im trippin, my mind is either playi

Junk That Falls Out Of My Brain
LOL, my sister's boobs... She cries each night for his life He plays around on the Devil's playground She's his only happiness to get away from his sadness He drinks his beer to get away from the pain She is his sunshine and without her, he's alone in the rain Their love is strong, though he is weak She dreams about him, he never sleeps In his stoned eyes of darkness She tries to see inside him She would stop breathing if he asked her to Anything to prove her love is true Though his life is under the Devil's sweet spell He rests in her Heaven, she suffers in his Hell.

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I just wanted to take the time to say Happy Birthday to my "adopted" son. He is stationed in Korea at the moment and we miss him dearly!! I am very happy that I talked him into joining me on fubar!! Nick joined the Army right after high school and has been in Iraq for the past 3 years. He left in July for a years hardship duty in Korea. I am very proud and honored to have such a dedicated person in my life!! Thank you for fighting for our freedom!! Nick is in my family list,,Go show him some fubar love and respect!! Thanks! xoxoxo Have a wonderful Birthday son!! Stay safe and keep the faith and always remember that WE LOVE AND MISS YOU DEARLY!!! ~mom commentsafe.com SUPPORT THE TROOPS SUPPORT THE TROOPS SUPPORT THE TROOPS Subject: MARINES AND TAMPONS (A GREAT STORY) > > Tampons to the rescue in Iraq !! Don't worry, it's a > good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from > the mother of a Marine in Iraq . > > My son told me h

Life
Several months ago, I had decided that I was tired of being a redhead, so I colored my hair dark brown. It didn't work....the red seeped back out within days and I was a redhead again. I decided to go a shade darker with the hope that the red would not seep through again..... (This was my FIRST mistake!) The box said...."Darkest BROWN!" (Yeah, right!) It was now super bowl Sunday....everyone was meeting at Bubba's for the game. I had purchased the hair dye several days prior, but never got around to coloring my hair, because I have not been feeling very well. I decided that I would real quickly color my hair that morning, before getting ready to go to Bubba's. (This was my SECOND mistake!) Now since I was coloring my hair dark brown, I decided that it was only right to color the eye brows to match.... (This was my THIRD and WORST mistake!) Up until this point....my worst hair trauma was when I had colored my hair one time and it turned out to look more like cherry

Taps
Im sorry That I bought you roses to tell you that i like you. I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry That I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry That I am actually nice, not a jerk. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy. I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4 am when your new man hit you and dropped you o

Friends
It is by chance we met, by choice we became friends. Friendship is a strange thing--- we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives, things we don't even share with our families who raised us. But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover? A fellow email junkie? A shoulder to cry on? An ear to listen? A heart to feel?... A friend is all these things...and more. No matter where we met, I call you friend. A word so small yet so large in feeling, a word filled with emotion. It is true great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed. It is a constant book always written waiting to be read and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements, we may argue, we may concern one another, friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all. A part of me is put into my friends, some it is my humor, some it is my listening ear, some it is real life experiences, some it is my romanticism but

~*~serial Killers~*~
This gentle-looking, benevolent grandfather cleverly lured children to their death, then devised recipes to eat them. This cannibal model for Hannibal Lecter is a study in criminal psychology and a true enigma. His wife thought him to be a wonderful husband and his children believed him to be a model father. What inner torments caused him to drive many spikes into his pelvis and tell people that he looked forward to his execution? John Borowski's film about the demented child killer is an engaging piece of visual art that has raised the bar on this type of subject. Young man from a normal family, as far as any family under a microscope can be designated "normal," reaches puberty and starts to fantasize about sex with dead men. As these fantasies begin to take over his conscious mind, his link with the real word begin to disintegrate. He becomes more and more alienated with his family, who cannot fathom what is going on and are powerless to help him. He moves away, takes a low-

My Feelings
THE DEMON RELEASED... THE TORTURED SOUL, THAT SHOWS NO FEAR, IT SPEAKS IN DARKNESS FOR ALL TO HEAR. PAIN AND SORROW, INK'D ON THE PAGE, COMMANDING WORDS WITH ENDLESS RAGE. BLOOD SOAKED SOUNDS, WHISPER IN MY EAR, ECHOING SECRETS, THE DEMON APPEARS. THE DEMON LAUGING, ITS MENIACHAL NOISE, CUTTING AND SLASHING BRINGS HIM TORTUREOUS JOY. RIPPING INTO MY BODY, BLOOD BEGINS TO POUR, SCARS OF PLEASURE, HIS DEMAND FOR MORE. HE TEARS AT MY HEART, NOW NOTHING REMAINS, JUST BLOOD ON THE FLOOR, THE CARPET IT STAINS. HIS EVILNESS BOILS, THE ANGER ENSUES, MY MIND IS HIS PLAYGROUND, MY SOUL HE PERSUES. HIS POWER ELUDES ME, HOLDS MY LIFE IN HIS GRASP, BUT I EMBRACE THIS DEMON, SPEAKING HIS NAME AT LAST. HIS NAME IS FAMILIAR, HIS SPEACH RINGS TRUE, REFLECTING THE IMAGE, THE DEMON IS YOU. YOU SEE, YOU ARE THE DEMON, HIS TRAPPED SOUL INSIDE. FOREVER TOGETHER, THIS JOURNEY YOU'LL RIDE. this is dedicated to my very best friend...i love him like family...thank you

Shaggster Vent Area!!
Looking back over the years that we've been together, I cant help but wonder..... What was I thinking. Congrats on your wedding day!........ To bad no one likes your husband / wife How could two people as beautiful as you..... Have such an ugly baby I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love.... After having met you, I've changed my mind I must admit you brought religion to my life.... I've never believed in hell until I met you As the days go by I think of how lucky I am...... That your not here to ruin it for me As you grow older. I think of all the gifts you've given me..... Like the need for therapy Thanks for being a part of my life.... I never knew what evil was before this Before you go..... Would you please take the knife out of my back, you'll probably need it again Someday I hope to get married.... But not to you You look great for your age.... Almost lifelike When we were together you always said you'd die for me..

Messages
I hate not knowing where you are some nights I hate not getting to talk with you every night I hate only having 10minute conversations with you I hate that we don't get to be together I hate that while you're having fun, I'm sitting here worrying I hate that I feel guilty when we don't get to talk I hate that you tell me you're going to call or text me, but don't I seriously love you so much it hurts. It hurts because I don't want to ruin it and lose something I've honestly never had before! I'm willing to work with you through this rough time just so we can be together. I honestly just want you to see how much I love n care about you! The confusion I get from guys is worse than girl drama. I've been with Josh for about 2.5 months. We talk every night from 10pm-5am. Then he'll call me back at 7am and we'll talk until 8am. Then he gets home from work and calls me and we'll talk for maybe a half hour. Now what confuses me is why can't guys tell their girlfriends whats wro

B!tch
I work third shift at a place where it's my job to make sandwiches at night. Subs, pizza subs, roast beef sandwiches, things like that. I was finishing up making this huge sub when the door to the store opened and I turned to greet the customer. I saw a man come in w/ a white grocery bag in one hand and a gun in the other. He was wearing black pants, black shoes, black gloves, a grey hoodie with a logo like ECO on it and a black scarf over his face. He was skinny, I'm guessing maybe 140 lbs and the same height as me, maybe an inch taller. 5'7". As soon as he came in the door he ran to the counter and jumped over it like some robbery ninja and pointed the gun at me and told me to come over and empty the drawer. So I did. Everything went into his bag including the $2 bills that sit on top of the alarms (if the $2 bills are removed from the alarm boxes, the silent alarm goes off) As soon as he had what he wanted (all of about $140) he chased me from out from behind the counter

Love Quote
"There is nothing more that a man wants than something he knows he can't have." "Love is a dance that can only be performed by two hearts that share the same beat." "Loving someone is like caring for a garden, love it too much or too little and it dies, but love it just right and it will live forever."

Autumn Thoughts
Music plays a big part of my life.. and i find certain songs I relate to more than others.. so what song is big in your life right now? Right now i am goin back and forth between Passive by APC and *gasp and groan* Gravity by Sara Barielles. Hey is there any bands ppl can recommend... i am looking for some new tunes. Thanks Ophelia Millias’ Ophelia hangs above bed Arms open embracing a thought between partially opened lips With hair entangled between fingers, reeds As she slowly sinks, blends, meshes with swampy vegetation and small white flowers crying, sagging unrequited love, misplaced anguish At night I lay like her upon my stream of strewn sheets, mismatched pillows Mocking her grieving her embracing her lost innocence and drowning beauty Penetrated, violated by murky waters of deception I join her With eyes closed, I trace ripples’ outlines with tongue Breathing in the water ready to be released Arms fanned out with hair reaching out To touc

Funny Happenings
A fellow walks into a bar, notices a very large jar on the counter, and sees that it's filled to the brim with $10 bills. He guesses there must be more than ten thousand dollars in it. He approaches the bartender and asks, 'What's with the money in the jar?' 'Well... you pay $10 and if you pass three tests, you get all the money and the keys to a brand new Lexus.' The man certainly isn't going to pass this up. And so he asks, 'What are the three tests?' 'You must pay first... Those are the rules,' says the bartender. So, after thinking it over a while, the man gives the bartender the $10 and the bartender drops it into the jar. 'Okay,' the bartender says, 'Here's what you need to do: First - You have to drink a whole quart of tequila, in a minute or less, and you can't make a face while doing it. Second - There's a pit bull chained in the back with a bad tooth. You have to remove that tooth with your bare hands. Third - There's a 90-yea

Smile
Good morning to you! Well.....I woke up this morning and I started to have a s shitty day :(. Then I get on teh computer. I see a message from my friend JIM... we said hi and blah blah, then I told him I was eating cereal, he asked what kind I was eating, my rersponse was; honey bunches of oats lol. His was something about me eating old womans cereal, that made me laugh out loud it honestly did, well now thanks to my friend JIM...I'm no longer feeling shitty, he made me smile and that's all it takes for me to make my day better. Thank you JIM! *yes i'm a dork! And because Love battles And because love battles not only in its burning agricultures but also in the mouth of men and women, I will finish off by taking the path away to those who between my chest and your fragrance want to interpose their obscure plant. About me, nothing worse they will tell you, my love, than what I told you. I lived in the prairies before I got to know you and

On A More Positive Side
Letting People Know You Love Them It’s easy to take our feelings for granted and to assume that the people we care about know how we feel about them. But while those we love are often quite cognizant of our feelings, saying "I love you" is a gift we should give to our loved ones whenever we can. Letting people know you love them is an important part of nurturing any kind of loving relationship. Few people tire of being told they are loved, and saying "I love you" can make a world of difference in someone’s life, take a relationship to a new level, or reaffirm and strengthen a steady bond. Everyone needs to hear the words "I love you." Three simple words – I - Love - You. When you declare your love for someone you admit to them that you care for them in the most significant way. It can be difficult to express your love using words, particularly if you grew up around people that never expressed their affection verbally. But you should never be afraid to say "I love you" or wo

Poems
Serenity We are not strangers if we meet We come around our selves to greet Time is for us a world apart Easy to make a work of art Experience is now to come The call for me to feel at home At home with me just who I am For this I really give a damn Let us now begin to live A life, not fake, but to give The emotions that are not to cap To relax now and take a nap To see the world through open eyes The eagle soars through sunlit skies No clouds to hinder on his way The darkest night turns to day The future now we do behold A safe harbor out of the cold To acknowledge now a world without Darkness that causes us to pout WORDS A poet I will always be To tell of thoughts of you and me To say just what is on my mind Lusty now; and then be kind To cause excitement with a word To fly; oh my! Free as a bird Think of me when you’re alone To sink in lust just like a stone Hunger for the physical side To be filled up without my pride Help me reac

Rates
i watched a movie tonight that i wish everyday one more day with my mom i lost her in 93 and i still miss her i want one more hug to hold her every xmas i wish for it this movie in some ways was me i miss you mom im crushed what do i have to do ive decited to write this im drunk i open up better i was to have date last night but it was canceled i know it might it sucked bad im realy interested in this person ok she called me later that was great she had to work late ok no prob there i told her to have a good night call me later maybe meet up ok i go home i was at my cuz house i get home and i see shes online im like ok i know she told me she needed to see her friend ok so i called just to say hi dident pick up ok she calls back says shes not home i was a little upset hurt i dont know what to think im hurt and dont know what to do :(

What makes me happy is the little things in life.Things that come from the heart.A stranger holding the door open for you--finding a card or a sweet note on the table from someone who loves you-or having a flower place on your car. Little things that dont cost alot but come from the heart.In alot of relationships, ppl buy gifts and then think-'I spend alot of money on this for you,whats in it for me'. That is soo wrong. Its not about money. Its about the thought!! Alot of ppl dont put thought in anything when buying gifts. Me tho, it makes me happier when I can buy someone a gift when they least excpect it. The smile on their face makes me soo happy!I dont spend alot of money-but when I surprise a co-worker with a small present, (leave it on their desk before they get there without a note)-well--I stay far away so they cant see me-but the look on their face, well, its the best thing ever.It doesnt have to take alot to make others happy.I think:make someones day and maybe they will do t

Just Some Writing, I Like To Do
I dream a you as I close my eys. Wishing it was you I was holding at night. I know deep donwn this will never be, but just let me dream this dream for me. Some will tell me i am being wrong to myself, that all I am doing is causing myself pain in the end and just more heartbreak. But really does anyone really understand what it means to me to be able to dream and just almost believe. And truly no one has ever died from heartache and pain. It heals, it mends all in time. And you will grow from it in the end. Believing in you makes me smile, and dreaming of holding you keeps me happy inside.. I dont know if it is right or wrong, but I know that I am happy with you and my dreams of you. So just be true and honest always to me and let me always have my dreams.. Sometimes we are looking so hard to find that right person. That we tend to miss what is right in front of us. Other times we are so afraid of the unknown or taking chances, that we never get to find out what

Love Passed By..
I wish I could understand why men are all programed to lie. WHY not just tell the truth and let it be that? EVERY man I have ever dated, etc. has lied and most ALL cheated. WHY? It makes me just want to forget about dating. Live the rest of my life alone, raise my kids and not suffer because of being hurt over and over. I am such a loving and giving person that I don't believe I deserve to be lied to. If it reaches the point you no longer want me, say so and go BEFORE you start something with someone else. And they lie about some of the stupidest things. ONCE you lie to me for the first time, I KNOW you will lie to me again. AND MEN, if all you are looking for is to get laid, then you make that straight upfront and don't pretend there is the option of anything more. Believe me, us ladies would much rather know and be given the choice. Thanks. The day started out nice with rain and thunderstorms....which I find calming, peaceful and beautiful. Does that make me strange? I

Dj Calico's Mad Cat Radio
CLICK THE PICTURES AND JOIN IN ON THE PEOPLE AND TUNES UNHOLY ALLIANCE unholy alliance the head lounge of mad cat radio.. owned by dj calico.. and and it is a place for lots of things... it is the home of the pleasure night that the warrior dj kaijaw hosts.. home of the auction off night... for the lovely ladies and gentlemen to be up for bids so a lovely lady or gentleman can have a night of pleasure... while the hosts announces the updates of the auction and plays the tunes of mad cat radio MAXIMUM VOLTAGE maximum voltage is a great lounge and owned by dj nick smoke... join him and his locals at his lounge and join the nakie club they are really laid back and always up for a party with the rocking tunes of mad cat radio... INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and great parties and AWESOME people intoxication is a great place to hang out at... join the intoxication locals for all kinds of stuff... they love to drink and have fun play gam

Fubar
Let others know a little more about yourself, repost this as your name followed by "ology." MOUTHOLOGY Q. What is your salad dressing of choice? A. Honey Mustard yummmy Q. What is your favorite fast food restaurant? A.Arbys or KFC lickin chicken Q. What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? A.Black Angus or and red lobster Q. On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? A: 20% or if she is really friendly more =) Q. What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? A: steak and pasta Q. What are your pizza toppings of choice? A. Pepperoni and black olives Q. What do you like to put on your toast? A: butter sometimes jelly TECHNOLOGY Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer? A: military theme with an eagle Q. How many televisions are in your house? A: 2 and one is on an old broken one lol BIOLOGY Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed? A. Right Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? A.

Poems
You say you love me... But why does it hurt so bad? You gave me great things... But made me feel so sad. You said we would always be friends... But now, when I need you the most your to pissed and mad. When you left I didn't unterstand... what did I do to deserve this? Why did you have to hurt me so bad? I know we had are ups and downs... but who does't? You were the only one that I knew I could count on.. But where are you now? These are the questions I ask myself everynight before i go to bed WHY?????? When? When I hear you laugh. When we share a secret. When your eyes sparkle. When we're just being us. When we don't have to talk. When I watch you sleep. When you remember. When I don't have to explain. When I walk into a room. When we are in a crowd. When i'm by myself. When your just being you. When you make me giggle. When I hear your heart beat. When you reach for me. Even when you're not looking. That's when I Love You!!!

Life
To have some one to come in your life and make u the happiest that u have been in a really long time And then they leave you because they are not ready to be with you fill the sadness and the pain of the lost in you heart but you know they care about you that much to give you a shoot and you hope one day that will be ready and no other girls will seem to matter but for the one u want to give your heart to. People say that there is a time and place for everything and sometime people say things happen for a reason but i say tomorrow is other day to fill the same way you felt when you first seen them or the first time they touch your heart and u only think of them and you think about there kisses and the hugs and how much you miss them but this is life and sometimes u may have to wait for them and sometimes you just stay friends and there are time one person feel so much they have to part for ever. My life as of right now I fill sad and i have pain in my heart b

A Lil Something
The world wanders with me tonight Little steps I take with you I follow your heart and I follow the moon So hidden far away from me The world wanders with us tonight Ahhh if only far away from here existed A place where to discover my heart To know if it can love you or not And it will wander and it will wander This heart of mine along with you And the earth will wander My life will wander and yes yes one day it will understand It's you who wanders with me tonight It's you who wanders far from here But yes I know that you are my moon Something you show, something you don't There are blue roads in the sky There are eyes, and the sky is already there Yes, I think this is the stars Ahh, if I could stop like this And it will wander, and it will wander My heart far from you And the earth will wander My life will wander and one day yes, yes it will understand Heart already far away Yes you are the moon If only i could discover it in the sky And it wi

Varied Tech Babbles
While this birthday present has been mostly a source of great joy :) right now I'm preoccupied because it's acting up again. So it goes. "No music" but just as full as it was when I left. Hrm. That's not happy news. Had a look at the support pages on the Apple site, tried resetting it. No joy. A restoring we shall go... after backing some stuff up. I used to be able to use Adblockplus on Seamonkey (Mozilla, sort of) and on Firefox to destroy embedded objects that were dangerous to my browser's health *g* I am having more trouble doing that now. Either the latest version of Adblockplus works differently, or I'm forgetting something important that I installed in the filter set last time, or there's a virus of sorts- or a virus fullstopthat'sallfolks- that's landed, or... eh. Here, if I find the address of the embedding (the page it's on, not the exact address) I can add the address to the filters and stop such embeddings from appearing in future by treating them as advertisements. H

Contest Help Requests
If she gets 20000 first, she wins a VIP!! Treasure Hunt Contest started Oct.5th at 7pm CST. Items to be found will be located on Big Boobies family's profile, and anyone wishing to participate MUST subscribe to Joker's Short Bus Lounge. Items are as follow: 1.A stash item called The Green RoomPicture Item Joker with 4 aces on playing cardsPicture Item Classic Rubber DuckyPicture Item AssHatProfile comment(will be in the about me or interests-"I am a jumbled up mess of a creature, a walking, conflicting, loudmouthed, opinionated, mid-western girl with a no bullshit clause." Family member and promotion manager for Whiskey DustStash Item: Officer On DutyFamily Member Profile Item(main page) Woman in Black on moonBlog Item:"Hehe payback baby"Picture Item:Cupid with arrow in backThere will be some items that will have duplicates among family's pages; only one will be required. YOU MUST RATE ALL ITEMS/PROFILES (leaving a fan or a comment would be nice but not required; the rate IS!). Conte

Life Or Somethin Like It
hello everyone hope everyone had a great 4th of july!!! we did for the most part~food, friends, and fireworks to round out the night. it was kinda hard for me but the kids had fun so that's all the matters. i also had to work on friday so that kinda helped me not have to think about alot of things that day. the kids are doin great~iziah has been playin baseball in sheffield lake this summer and starts his summer camp today. trenton has been doin the normal 2 year old thing~~drivin me CRAZY!!! lol. as for me i have been workin, goin to a grief group on tuesdays and running running running, seems that's all i do. i will be goin in for surgery tomorrow to have my gallbladder removed cuz i have some stones in there and they said that is the only way to get rid of them so that is where i'll be tomorrow but i know that i will be ok. goin to bed now ttys love to y'all ~*berta*~ ummmm where to start. i am writing this with a heavy heart as my husband has passed away. no i

Being Really Bad
Show me what you've got boy Tell me what you need Let me be your plaything Come do that dirty deed Fuck me now I plead Take me like you mean it Teach me right from wrong Put me at your mercy Make me sing your song Fill me with your juices Baby it's been so long Shake me like your rag doll Watch me come apart Reach into my velvet place Keep my stolen heart Hold me like your treasure That's my favorite part Whisper to my soul now Pluck me from the ground Melt your flesh into me Impale me on its crown Shower me with your pearls The best I've ever found Take me... hard, without mercy... threaten me, a growling whisper detailing the liberties you own, making me slave to the senses, animal in desire - making me want more, crave more... wish and beg for more - taken for more, then more. Your words... His words caress my face in passing... they linger near my lips and pause to feel the gasp that is released... more words trace apat

Prayers
doc@ fubar my dad is having his second heart surgery tomorrow...say a lil prayer for him and go wish him well thanks and much love to my friends and family ok my baby is feeling better thank god and thank u all who prayed for her we found out our dads next heart surgery is gonna be on the 4th so keep him in ur prayers and if u have time stop by his page n wish him well doc@ fubar thank u all and my god keep u all safe,healthy n happy ok i thought my boogie monster was slowly gettin better but now she is relapsing and getting sicker , her temp is went up and she is vommiting now ... i am takin her to been seen i will update all that care later today when i know more love to all my friends who have been there and held my hand and head up though this all for the ones who dont know my daughter has had pneumonia and picked up e.coli , just say a small prayer for her and thank u all who already have Prayers for Boogie Monster from Claymore and Family CHIL

Sometimes Things Happen In Life
So many things to say and no words to say them. Today we held the memorial service for my dad. Memorial service because his wish was to be cremated so there was no body or casket. Anyway, the service went really well. It was full of stories from different family members, friends, and church members...some inspired tears while others created a rumble of laughter throughout the church. It was really very nice to hear all those things and the feelings different people had about my dad. I knew he was special to me, but then daddies always are to their only daughters. After listening today tho, I realized he was special to a lot of people. I know that he is in a much better place and is no longer having any pain like he experience with the lung cancer that had spread to his bones. It just all went so fast that I haven't really had a chance to stop being nurse and just be daughter and grieve the loss of my daddy. It will come in time I know, and I know that I have wonderful friends

General Waffle
Over past few days I conducted a short experiment to see what its like to be a woman in here. And I must say I never went the whole hog, Im still a guy the operation was cancelled last minute :P However, with the help of three gorgeous girls who were REALLY great sports and allowed me to use their default pics, I managed to have an insight into what its like. It amazed me first off, that almost ALL of the guys who visited never even looked at my profile, which stated quite clearly I was a guy. Well in fact, only one noticed and left a comment on my salute... The lack of respect and ignorance by some was a real eye opener, some were just purely out to cause hurt and as much abuse as they could. However when I said they were in fact talking to a guy and not a woman that they could carry on verbally abusing, strangely enough I found myself blocked. Spineless insecure idiots like that made me ashamed to be a guy. No doubt I'll get shit from fake profiles now but

My Poems
You keep saying what have you done to me, but neither of us can figure out what. Your on my mind all through the day, and even at night, you invade my dreams. True love has hit us so very bad, that being apart is driving us mad. I wrote this poem after being hit by a car back in Janruary. Crosswalks People who walk, use crosswalks alot. But when people who drive, don't watch who's inside, a person can get hurt, or even die. So when you are making, a left or right turn, please pay attention and then make your turn. Fat Cat I've got a cat who's fat, a fat cat that sat. A belly so round, he can't get around, a fat cat at that.

The Fight For Happiness
Well seems the bozz man went back to the shrinks.THey got me on some new pills that make life feel a little better.im not so much of an asshole to people like i used to be.I still have trouble with relationships.....not just with women but all in general. My shrink made the mistake of asking me about my last one and i went off...bad.I think i scared the guy. yet,things are getting better. I've been cooped up here in the house too long.It sucks when you have no life.It really sucks when you fear something bads going to happen if you leave out the door. I just need something new in my life.I can feel the voice inside me say get out and go somewere.Yet the feelings of being hurt by life and all the ignorance in the world.Keeps me from doing so..... I need a new adventure. BREED I don't care if I'm old I don't mind if I don't have a mind Get away get away from your home I'm afraid I'm afraid of a ghost Even if you have Even if you need I don't mean to stare We do

11/15/07 Joke
A guy steps into an elevator and there's just one attractive woman in it. He turns around to push the button for his floor and his elbow bumps right into her breast. He says, "Oh, I'm so sorry. If your heart is as soft as your breast, I hope you'll be able to forgive me." She looks at him a few seconds and says, "That's all right. If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 204." Down in Florida, two widows were talking and one asked the other, "Do you ever get to feeling horny?" "Yes," her friend replied. "What do you do about it?" "I usually suck on a Lifesaver." After a moment of stunned silence her friend asked, "Well, what beach do you go to?" The following is a courtroom exchange between a defense attorney and a farmer with a bodily injury claim. It came from a Houston, Texas insurance agent. Attorney: "At the scene of the accident, did you tell the constable you had never felt better in your life?" Farmer: "That's right." Attorney: "Well, then, how is

Naughty Jokes
A young couple was married, and celebrated their first night together, doing what newlyweds do, time and time again, all night long. Morning comes and the groom goes into the bathroom but finds no towel when he emerges from the shower. He asks the bride to please bring one from the bedroom. When she gets to the bathroom door, she sees his naked body in full light for the first time. Her eyes went up and down and at about midway, they stopped and stared, and she asked shyly, "What's that?" pointing to a small part of his anatomy. He, also being shy, thought for a minute and then said, ‘Well, that's what we had so much fun with last night." And she, in amazement, asked, "Is that all we have left!?" Santa was delivering gifts as usual, when at one house a beautiful young woman was awaiting his arrival. She begged him to stay and cuddle with her on the couch. Santa declined, saying "Ho-ho, gotta go. Gotta deliver these presents, you know." Trying again, the lovely young thing remov

Taboo
Boy do I have a story to tell. For those of you who do not have EXTREMELY open minds, including my mother LMAO, this is probably not a blog entry that you want to read. Because I know you will read it anyways, just know that nothing you could say or do will change who I am. I state this because a friend recently informed me that I am advertising myself sexually on my myspace and Yahoo 360 pages. A lot of my blogs, including this one, have to do with relationships. A few of them, including this one, deal with my sensuality/sexuality. Unfortunate only to those who will not be able to handle this, it is not something that has just begun or will ever change. It is who I always have been and always will be. Please accept this! It started a couple years ago in a relationship that was very adventurous. Every week, every day, was spent trying to find a new way to make our sex life adventuresome. We investigated everything! It was an open relationship where we were free to accept or reject a

Little Things That Are Important!
On January 19th 2007 I had a double pulmonary embolism. If you don't know what that is a Pulmonary embolism is an obstruction of a blood vessel in the lungs, usually due to a blood clot, which blocks a coronary artery. Pulmonary embolism is a fairly common condition that can be fatal. According to the American Heart Association, an estimated 600,000 Americans develop pulmonary embolism annually; 60,000 die from it. As many as 25,000 Americans are hospitalized each year for pulmonary embolism, which is a relatively common complication in hospitalized patients. Even without warning symptoms, pulmonary embolism can cause sudden death. Treatment is not always successful. I barely survived. I passed two clots into my lungs. I don't tell most people this because it's a personal thing and few friends know all the details. I spent 11 days in the hospital, 4 in ICU. I spent almost a year on blood thinners trying to dissolve these massive clots in my lungs. I am lucky to be alive today. I'm w

My Beliefs..after Leaving The Kingdm
Lobelia ( Lobelia inflata ), also called Indian tobacco, has a long history of use as an herbal remedy for respiratory conditions such as asthma, bronchitis, pneumonia, and cough. Native Americans historically have smoked lobelia as a treatment for asthma. In the 19th century, American physicians prescribed lobelia to induce vomiting in order remove toxins from the body. Because of this, it earned the name "puke weed." Today, lobelia is considered effective in helping clear mucus from the respiratory tract, including the throat, lungs, and bronchial tubes. Although few studies have thoroughly evaluated the safety and effectiveness of lobelia, some herbalists today incorporate lobelia into a comprehensive treatment plan for asthma. An active ingredient in the lobelia plant, lobeline, is similar to nicotine in its effect on the body. Like nicotine, it stimulates nerves in the central nervous system. For this reason, lobeline was once used as a nicotine substitute in many anti-smoking

Just Some Things That I Like
... It's not only civilians who say or ask these things- but other military spouses as well (lol)... 1. "Aren't you afraid that he'll be killed?" (This one ranks in at number one on the "duh" list. Of course we're afraid. We're terrified. The thought always lingers at the backs of our minds ---but thanks brilliant, you just brought it back to the front. Maybe next you can go ask someone with cancer if they're scared of dying.) 2. "I don't know how you manage. I don't think I could do it." (This is intended to be a compliment. Though, its just a little annoying. Here's why: it's not like all of us military wives have been dreaming since childhood of the day we'd get to be anxious single moms who carry cell phones with us to the bathroom and in the shower. We're not made of some mysterious matter that makes us more capable, we just got asked to take on a challenging job. So we rose to the challenge and found the strength to make sacrifices.) 3. "At least he's not in Iraq."

Holiday Stuff
Scroll down and you'll see Santa's willy!! | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * | * V For God's sake.........Act your age........there is no Santa !! I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bi

Ramble On...
this world is cracked broken and blue I see everyday the pain within you I cannot express this feeling inside it tears at my heart I could almost cry still sitting..wondering why There is nothing wrong with this world I say that can't be helped with what is right, roll up your sleeves its going to be a hell of a fight One day I know you will see within the things you you think where sin its all for reason, ryhme or scheme yes its possible, not just a dream you will see ... one day soon me standing infront of you with arms streched out its a crazy life ...thats no doubt two can be three with minds set free, its in my heart I hold the key another day has come and gone I've been walked on again yet I'm still strong I move forward refuse to sit still turn the other cheek that of witch most would kill I hear a voice in my mind it gives me strength even a sign It says that you can do it these crosses are yours in the day of days I will recieve my

Friends Pictures
to all my FRIENDS on Fubar i am hardly ever here on fubar anymore....i am on myyearbook more now so if you want to keep ntouch with me come on over to myyearbook and have fun with me http://www.Myyearbook.com so please come on over and join...if not i will understand anyways have a goood time no matter where you are at ok friends and people i am in a contest called "CutiePie Contest" please come and rate my picture and comment and bomb it as well i neeed all the help i can get i am tryin to win a VIP for 1 month here is the link to the site and u can't get it go to "Oibwan" and get it that way http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=858199&albumid=597813&i=3422160578 PLEASE HELP ME OUT PLEASE i have an "FUBAR FRIEND'S" album with my friends in it i am just wondering for those who are not in it yet, if you would like to be in it? please let me know either by comment, email, or shoutbox that you want to be in it or not? also new friends can be in it as well no

About Me
If you are rude to me, I will be rude back. RANDOM FACTS ABOUT APRIL: I DO WEAR BLACK EYESHADOW & USUALLY, WHEN I BOTHER PUTTING ON MAKEUP, I WEAR LOTS OF IT, I LIKE DRAMATIC LOOKS. ....ALSO.... I AM FAT. I DO NOT LIKE OR RESPECT PEOPLE WHO HATE ON FATTIES. THIS IS TRUE EVEN WHEN I HAVE LOST WEIGHT AND AM HANGING TEMPORARILY AROUND ON THE THIN SIDE. I LIKE LOTS OF KINDS OF MUSIC ~ NO EXCEPTIOINS ~ IF YOU TELL ME THAT ITS STRANGE OR ANYTHING ELSE NEGATIVE ABOUT LIKING MANY GENRES YOU ARE WASTING YOUR TIME. I LIKE TO THINK I AM A NICE PERSON ~HOWEVER~ I AM ABSOLUTELY PICKY ABOUT WHO MY FRIENDS ARE IF YOU WRONG ME MORE THAN LIKELY YOU HAVE LOST ME. UNLESS I HAVE KNOWN YOU SINCE YOUR BIRTH AND HAVE BEEN ATTATCHED TO YOU FOR DECADES I DO NOT LIKE TO BE USED. DO NOT ASK ME FOR A RIDE, DO NOT ASK ME TO MAKE A BEER RUN FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE ON PROBATION. I WILL NOT FUCKING PICK UP A SIX PACK OR A BOTTLE FOR YOUR PROBATIONED ASS. DON'T EVEN ASK.

History Of Wicca /paganism
Ostara Pronounced: Oh-stare-ah Oh-STAR-a From the name of the Goddess Eostre and her celebration Eostara that takes place the first full moon after the Equinox Also called: Lady Day, Alban Eiler (Druidic), Eostara (Teutonic), Oestara, Eostra, Eos (Greek), Alban Eilir (Druidic), Spring Equinox, Vernal Equinox, Summer Finding (Asatru), Naw Ruz (Persian New Year), Alban Elfed, Festival of Trees, No Ruz, Ostra, Rites of Spring Ostara History Lore Traditions and Customs Date: On or around March 21 Once again, night and day stand in perfect balance, with the powers of light on the ascendancy. The God of Light now wins a victory over his twin, the god of darkness. Ostara is a fertility festival celebrating the birth of Spring and the reawakening of life from the Earth. At the moment of the Vernal Equinox night and day stand in perfect balance, with light on the increase The energies of Nature subtly shift from the sluggishness of Winter to the exuberant expansion of Sp

The New Girl In Fubar Town
:( you all know how to make a lady feel very special much love hugs kisses to all & love bites & playful nibbles to those who like it a little rough for flaggin me again 8 more pix is that a record or what

The Inner Thoughts 0f Little O
Written Wednesday, January 07, 2009 It's sad when you meet some people that honestly don't know their worth. People so great and amazing to be around that you are constantly smiling and just enjoying the "now." The people that you miss the second they are gone because without them you just don't feel whole. These people are most genuine not just in relationships but in the friendships and mutual bonds they form between others. A friendship with this type of person is above all, sacred. Though they extend their heart to few, you are among the ones they trust. This is important. I will treasure you forever. *you know who you are* ©LittleO™ Dedicated and written Monday, January 5, 2009 Knowing he's taken transcends anticipation. The lust is morphed into boiling guilt. To stay away would be wise but to come near would be sweet. A tug-of-war between heart and mind; consequences only realized when they've been brought to light. Whirlwind of emotions. Growing cold yet steaming ho

About Me
Just wanted to pass along the the sad news. I lost my best buddy today, Garfield has gone off to the big millet spray in the sky. He passed away this morning from a respiratory infection that came on suddenly. My theory is that God had a shortage of fine feathered friends, and needed Garfy more than I did. He picked a perfect day for flying into Heaven. I can feel him perched in the tallest tree, chattering & whistling and munching on his favorite - spray millet & boiled eggs! Some of you have met Garfy, many of you have listened to my stories about him. He has been in my life for 28 years and 2 months. My son Justin named him when he was but a boy of 8. It is the end of an era - as one of my friends has suggested. The first picture below was published in the Tennesseean, Nashville's daily newspaper, in 2002, in their first "Pet's Corner" weekly feature. True to form, I never miss a chance to talk about my little buddy! Of course, he is reflected in his beloved mirror con

#1
In a time when intelligence is deteriorating to the point where it is virtually non-existent, favouritism becomes the predominant "ism". It still doesn't mean the majority is right though ;) Why do I even bother talking to people? One day you have a nice and decent conversation, the next day they dont even care to reply. Why do I even bother adding people? They talk to you and then they go on a Mumm and commenting profiles spree and tell you they are sorry for taking so long to reply because they were busy. You know what? You can just fuck off and drop dead for all I care. I think it is about time to have one of my infamous rants lol I have been on fubar for nearly a week now and a few things are eye-catchingly (I know it’s not an official word) obvious. The first thing anyone would notice is the huge amount of cleavage galleries, especially of older women. The first thing that comes to my mind is that they must be trying to distract from something else, namely f

Love
I was so emptySelf loathingBefore you awoke meLived in transgressionFeasted sinDestroying all I stood forA world of spreading diseaseLegs up for infidelityThe force feed of their stiffened sicknessThe promised hiding their ringsTo suck down some of the thingsThat cheat this world into lovelessnessAll the pain in this world won't stop us nowFor we have each otherAll the hate in this world can't tear us apartThis love is foreverIn arms we'll turn awayFrom their waysWe'll live like no otherTogether we're hopeAbsoluteThe only thing that mattersA world of spreading diseaseLegs up for infidelityThe force feed of their stiffened sicknessThe promised hiding their ringsTo suck down some of the thingsThat cheat this world into lovelessnessAll the pain in this world won't stop us nowFor we have each otherAll the hate in this world can't tear us apartThis love is foreverAll the pain in this world won't stop us nowAll the hate in this world can't tear us apartAll the pain in this world won't stop u

Song Lyrics That Inspire Me!
Tegan and Sara Like O, Like H When I was eight I was sure I was growing nerves, like steel in my palm. Make a map of what you see, direct pain effectively. I was eight, I was sure I was growing pains, like lead in my feet. S.O.S. to my mother, take the hinges off the door. S.O.S. to my mother, take the hinges off the door. Oh, oh, sugar spell it out. Like, oh, oh, sugar spell it out. Like, oh, oh, sugar spell it out. Like O, Like O, like h, in your gut. Like O, like h, in your gut. Like O, like h, in your gut. Like O, like h, in your gut. In your gut. In your S.O.S. S.O.S. When I was four plus a ten I was swinging fists, like nails in a board. Pull your hands inside of you, six years till I'll be through. I was four plus a ten, I was swinging back, like a race to be sure. S.O.S. to my mother, take the hinges off the door. S.O.S. to my mother, take the hinges off the door. Oh, oh, sugar spell it out. Like, oh, oh, sugar spell it out Like

Pimpouts
Here is one of the closest and dearest people I know. D’hark Julez is true blue guys and gals and a jewel of a best friend. I am proud and blessed to know and call her family. Go and show her some gothic love.I also wanted to pimpout her wonderful work and second home as well as mine, The Dhark Domain. You can SB or private message one of us for the details.

Stupid People
The baby can't even walk yet, but she's already been kicked out of a fast food restaurant for not wearing shoes. "No shoes, no shirt, no service!" That's what the mother of 6-month-old Kaylin Frederich was told by the manager of her local St. Louis, Missouri, Burger King when she tried to order a Whopper. Local FOX affiliate KTVI reports that Kaylin, her mom, Jennifer, and Jennifer's mother were booted from the restaurant due to "health concerns." The infant, Jennifer says, is too young to even crawl, and her feet are too small for shoes. "Everybody loves baby feet!" she said. She says when she was standing at the counter ordering, the manager told her, "You can order 'to go' but you're going to have to leave if she doesn't have shoes on.' He said, 'It's against health code.'" Jennifer said she was with her church youth group on their way to a concert. Her mother went into the establishment first; then she followed with the rest of the group. "The guy was still saying, 'That lady

Polyamory
So how come all the non-monogamous relationships I've ever seen don't work? That proves monogamy is better! Most relationships in general don't last; how many people actually spend their entire lives with the very first person they were ever romantically involved with? A few, but not many. Have you ever seen a monogamous relationship fail? Dose that prove that monogamy dosen't work? it's interesting that if a monogamous relationship fails, that dose not discredit the concept of monogamy, yet if non-monogamous relationship dosen't last it's "proof" that non-monogamy dosen't work! There are many reason why a relationship might not last, and most of those reasons have nothing to do with the relationship model. It's tempting to look at a non-traditional relationship and assume that every problem the people in that relationship have is due to the form of the relationship, but it doesn't actually work that way. And not all relationships that don't last are "failures."

I'm In An Auction!!
Place a bid on me! I'm in Mish's Auction! Just click on the pic! Wanna own me for a month? Just click on the pic and make a bid! Wanna own your own Shadow Leveler? Just clic on the pic and bid! Make sure to add/fan and rate the Auctioneer! Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Juggalette Angel~&~Sweetfox2007~@ fubar Linkin Park

F*ck Me Like You Hate Me
They say you wanna leave meBut what do they knowYou know they don't understandThe CRAZY way we rollNow come over here babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoWhere ya goin babyI ain't even close to done with youYou ain't enough for twoFor what I got in storeSo you better tell that other girlShe better not come round here no moreWhere ya goin babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoYou better grab on to that pillow boyCause I ain't even close to done with youI hear ya cryinMoaning out my nameJust give me one more hour babyYou'll NEVER be the sameI know you've been thinkinBut you better think twiceYou don't want me to send you outTo where it's cold as iceSo Take off your coatThrow it on the floorGo an turn out those lights babyAnd you better lock that doorCome here babyI'm gonna teach you a thang or twoYou better hold on to that pillow boyCause I ain't even close to done with youI hear ya cryinMoanin out my name

Contest(s)
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About Me
What can I say!!! I ♥ my husband so much!!! Last night was the first time in a long time that I have drank, a lot lol and well needless to say I got pretty drunk lol and I guess all night last night I kept asking him if he loved me and if he was sure that he loved me and if I was the #1 girl in his ♥ and he kept telling me yes =] Well this morning he was telling me that I kept asking him all of these questions and he told me that he has wanted me for years and there is no way that he is ever going to let me go =] That I will always be the #1 girl in his ♥ and yes I do believe him that I will always be the #1 girl in his ♥ but sometimes, even after him and I have talked about this, there is just a part of me that wonders if I am that #1 girl. My friend Jennifer knows what I am talking about because last night her and I were chatting about it and all. Right now, sitting here and thinking about all of those things that he told me that I was asking him all night

I'm Up For Auction!!!
THE ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00 -- on one condition." (There are always conditions!) Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." (Controlling, huh?) The woman considered his proposition for a moment, and then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address.

Sadden
Time moves slowly while your gone I haven't felt your body or kisses for along time I move on and I held on to you so long now and I have shed blood for you and you still stay awayI have cried a million and one tears as I stand at the of our broken road now your gone and I stand here bleeding and missing you,your touch,your kiss now I have to move on so I can stop bleeding my heart dry for our love,our passion as I think about you my heart beats faster and I feel the blood running cold in my heart I feel dismay come over me, over us I let you go with a wish that one day you may remeber our passion and how our embrace felt and you bleed as I have bleed for us As the waters of love lay still and untouched, As the moon of passion rises from its deep slumber, The rays of moonlight hovers over the still waters of love, As the waters awaken to the moonbeams, they dance and embrace and melt into one another,as the light intertwins with the waters the love flows into one another,The waters bre

Matrix
There is reason, there is rhyme. There's a place and a time. We're not alone, not by far. The only limits that we face are those we put in place. There's room for what you seek so please do not be meek. Your thoughts shape the world. Watch as it unfurls. Acid Dreams, Goa/Psy/Trance. Sloooow Suicide. Nevvvvvvvvvvvrending. Move forward, go past. Pull thru, pull out.Does anyone understand, does anyone care? They"re coming anyways... How do I lead without following? Create something from nothing? I struggle to break free of the shell of this existence. But what is on the other side? Is there another side? How can you make me believe? I don't believe. I don't know. Reality is a maelstrom of indifference. A mirror with no surface. Tell me. Tell me.

Contest
Proposal for a contest that I am going to have _ read at the bottom for an update. Update is also posted in a new blog Winner will get* 1,000,000 Fubucks 1 month VIP 1 Bling pack Official certificate of kicking ass that I will make People eligible* On Fubar Has a salute No one I live with or have lived with None of my exs None of my future exs Must have alot of free time Overview* The contest will be similar to reality TV shows, where I will select a number of willing participants and add them into my family. (Sorry current peeps, you have to go for a short time) These entered in the contest will get a weekly "Challenge". Ill post the new challenges on Monday nights. You will get 48 hours to complete these tasks. So, as of Wednesday night, you need to ready. I will then post the items in a family only folder for you to vote on each other. Each of you will get 2 postive votes on what you think is the best completed task. (Because people will always

Fubar Auction!
AUCTION RULES Auction will run from Saturday 11 p.m. EST until Saturday 11 p.m. EST (thats April 12-19) Entry is fee is 75K NON-REFUNDALE Fubucks payable to ME :D All entries and fees must be submitted to me BY Friday at 11 p.m. EST, April 11 Minimum bid is 100,000 fubucks All winners of auction will be notified by Fu-Mail and given 24 hours to pay winning bid to auctionee! Self promotion is ENCOURAGED! Need a little help with that? Just private message myself or Sweets for a custom made bully for 5000 FUBUCKS :D Winners will be determined by highest bid. Blasts, VIP's, HH's and etc will override any bid of fubucks In the event the highest bidder does NOT pay, a bulletin will be posted telling ALL of FUBAR how NOT COOL that was and the second highest bidder will be taken As the promoter of this Auction/Giveaway, I will not be responsible for any bids not paid to auctionee Auctionee has the right to REFUSE any bid offered at no responsibility of the auction ow

Star Jumps
yea well this is just a little sumthing that was on my mind this week so i (lol tried to) put it in a song... lol feel free to comment but please dont copy... these are my thougts not yours!!! (intro)Why should i waste my precious time with you anyways?!!! (verse1)Ok lets go back.. Thats right i think i'm s'posed to love you?! Well you were always gone. I missed you then but it never seemed to matter. i gave you all of my heart and you didnt even want it. (verse2)Off you would go. Again and again, more and more, longer and longer. well i just thought you would have noticed that i cared less and less each time. you can only break this heart so much.. There is no love left for you to take. You have no one to blame but yourself! (chorus)The time that i have is mine. I dont want to waste it! The heart that i have is fixed and I dont want to break it! The love that i have is NOT FOR YOU! Dont get me wrong i have Plenty to give, but there is no way that i am going to throw it awa

General Stuff
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I have this HUGE thing for a girl in nothing but white ankle socks though knee high works too lol. 2: I was part of the local Hands Across America line wayyyyyy back in 85. Gawd I feel old now! 3: I was a pretty decent volleyball player back in grade school, even won our section trophy. 4: I use to be a serious hard core power weight lifter and worked out 4 days a week for years. 5: Cocoanut is my kryptonite! Makes me ill just to smell it. 6: I should have died many times over through the years but I somehow am still here. (3 times drowning, 2 near misses with cars, 1 car tow, 1 electro

My Stuff
We have been off and on so long. My addiction has never weakened but sometimes it is prolonged. Though I cant keep you here with me all the time The feelings are much more intense when we find the time. I feel you rushing through my body and I let go as i feel you take control. All my worries and all my woes seem to disappear as I plunge you through the hole. You rush through my veins and nothing can stop you. You make me feel so good that no person can top you. You take me in when everyones backs are turned. I welcome you warmly and constantly yearn. They say your bad for me and will lead me to my doom. Doom cant be so bad as long as I have you. You are my new love, and you take away the pain, and everytime I cant feel you I cant think till we meet again. Oh if you were human and something I could hold.. but your just an addiction but one I dearly hold. Youve carried me through torn emotions and evil people that crossed my path.. As long as I can find you, the world can

Poetry
and that is how Have you ever seen the morning snow fall prey to the afternoon sun ? That is how my heart melted today when you looked at me and smiled . Have you ever had an ice cream cone around mid day in late august ? That is how my heart melted today when I heard you say my name. Have you ever used a cube of ice just one , to cool your fresh brewed tea ? That is how my heart melted today when I held you in my arms. Forever Life had only just begun, though twice, I had gone around the sun. Yet , forever bound we would be. A full grown woman ... bound to me. Mom ... I'm sure that was her name , and breaking hearts was her game. The woman I depended on, so suddenly , had packed , and gone. Let's move forward , in my life. I took a girl to be my wife. We swore , in front of God , Forever. Yes , we would alwals be together. The key word there was girl you see. Alot to learn , a world to

My Poetry
lost in the grand scheme of things forever in perpetual motion seeing but not seeing feeling but not feeling a constant battle of what is real or illusion adrift in a vast world of saints and sinners charlatans and the righteous always at my door wanting more giving nothing tearing me apart bit by bitter bit for their own selfish lustful needs never giving always taking filling my heart with sadness and angst leaving me to my inner chaos broken and alone thoughts flying familiar shadows searching waiting wondering an enigma kind yet cruel seeing yet blind it waits stalking innocence eyes flutter pulse races sweat beads nails bite flesh torn answers found unwanted and discarded tears fall inner demons scream quiet solace darkness overwhelms silence has won oh we need a little christmas and that's all you'll get with bills and life all my money is spent no ribbons and paper or shiny new bows only misery, sorrow, and other such woes my son wants everyth

Music
Just John Fogerty doin what he does best. mere words cannot discribe how great this song is. has to be one of the greatest songs ever. yeah it's that damn good. LOL! Johnny and June would be so proud of this song cause it does them justice. for those of you who have yet to hear this song, I highly recomend that you listen to it. You'll be glad that you did. Hi everyone. Hope you all had a wonderful Holiday today. mine wasnt to bad, except that i had to work today Grrrrr. other than that it was ok.

Headquarters Wolves Of Wiccan Society
Seeking Leveling Help,for my Great Awesome Special Friend Lady Witoka. She has been here Since June 6,2006..She Deserves to be Leveled to GodFather.Level: Fu-King (24) [?] Fu-King --> Godfather 225,942 Points to go! She has Bombed for many of you,She has Morphed many of you.Time You all return this Love. *Lady Witoka* FuEngaged 2 tg1492 Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber Owner Of The Kingdom Of Wolves@ fubar April 17,2008: I Lord Wolf have Appointed Twisted Whispers,Vice President of Operations,Wolves of Wiccan Society.. I Feel she is a Great Choice to Help Lift our Spirits an Achieve Great Respect. She will Oversea all my Duties,she will also work closely with Stormwomen,in trying to Create a Great Bombing an Leveling Family.. Please Show her the Respect that I am Showed.There will be some Transitional Period to Help aqaint her with this New role of authority. *TwistedWhispers*Vice President of Operations -Wolves of Wiccan Family@ fubar

Come Join Please!
Skinny people piss me off! Especially when the say things like, “You know sometimes I forget to eat.” Now, I have forgotten my address, my mother’s maiden name, and my keys. But I’ve never forgotten to eat. You have to be a special kind of stupid to forget to eat. A friend of mine confused her valium with her birth control pills. She had 14 kids, but she doesn’t give a damn. They ;keep telling us to get in touch with our bodies. Mine isn’t all that communicative but I heard from it the other day after I said, “Body, how’d you like to go th the six o’clock class in vigorous toning?” Clear as a bell my body said, “listen bitch. . . do it and die.” The trouble with some women is that they get all excited about nothing (and then they marry him.) I( read this article that said the typical symptoms of stress are eating too much, smokingtoo much, impulse buying, and driving too fast. Are they kidding? That is my idea of a perfect day. I know

Me
I had a dream that I was a doctor on an operating table and I was looking inside my own body. I cut myself open and peeled back my flesh to see what was inside. Then I cut open the rib cage. It was all there lungs liver kidneys ect. All of it in pretty decent shape. Then there was the heart, or lack there of. In it's place was nothing. Everyone else was shocked and horrified thinking it had been stolen but the me in the mask looked calmly and said no folks this is why we're disecting him. This is the man without a heart. He had one one time but over the years of break and repair it finally shattered to dust. This man somehow lived without a heart. Sad to think he lived without love. But such a creature is incapable. All well, at least his fate finally came and his torment at an end Here is a modern day frankenstein monster, more a monstrostity than a man. Had a dream that I was strapped to a machine that revieled your deepest inner scars. When it hit me, I became a

More Thoughts
Ok so have you ever been so close to that someone you know you shouldnt be? But as much as your mind tells you to back off you cant help but be their best friend and be there for them no matter what. Some times things in life arent fair and it seems like everyone who should have no say in your life are trying to run it. And then you decide to turn and do your own thing knowing it may cause problems down the road. Yeah thats kinda where I am. I know I shouldnt be so close, shouldnt let him in the way I have but hes a great guy and a wonderful friend. I guess if any one has a problem with us being close they are just going to have to deal cuz Im not giving up my friendship with him no matter who likes it or who doesnt. Have you ever had that one person who just makes your heart skip a beat and a smile appear on your face without even trying. Yet there are still things that keep your gaurd up cuz you are afraid somethings going to go wrong and you will once again be hurt.

~random Thoughts~
Dismantle me Skins to bones I want to feel you take a hold of me I want to feel it all Dismantle me Heart to soul I want to feel you take all there is of me You’ve left nothing of the true me anyway . . . so just dismantle me, every bit that’s left of me and let me go I see you through the crowd . . . I see you with a smile and hear your laughter . . . I wish to spy at you in your own space and time; I see a man with heart and willing love . . . I see a boy that seeks attention and comradery … Shall I try to play the game??? OOHH Baby, even if I try – You’ve made yourself unattainable to me . . . How I wish to touch your soul – While so many hold your thoughts & laughter, Imprint your mind & Play “touch” with your spirit . . . . . . Me? Well . . . I ALL I want . . . is ALL of you . . . I feel a chill, an unexpected breeze blow through my bones Then a warmth flow over, like a cloud enveloping me . . . Spreading wa

Help Subject Matter
I will take the time I can to get on as much as possible however my computer is going in to be fixed.. Right now with comp issues I will not be available during the late hours. Once this issue is fixed I will be back and helping as much as possible please everyone if you have any site issues we have lots of good bouncers.. They will help you just follow the help link you can find all your bouncers there and as well as the Fubar support lounge.. Have a Great night and day I will return soon enough... What is a Fubar Salute? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your Fubar profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.Fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: Fubar or Fubar.com *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accept

Military Writings
I stand here in defense Of the country that I serve Not for reward or praise Only the respect do I deserve I go where I am sent In many battles I have fought Returning home bruised and battered True heroes to graves I have brought I have seen the carnage From needless wars around the world How recklessly into combat Many countries have been hurled I have heard the cry of pain From a soldier fighting for life I have seen tears shed in sorrow From a family, loved one and wife I hold my self steadfast Never giving in to fear I carry inside Never will I cower in darkness Only in defense will I hide I have seen bodies litter the ground While across a battlefield heroes lay I have heard the protesters claiming We are killers when innocence we slay I have stood through the years Answering the call when it came For the toil and strife I fight through Never do I point out the blame I am a soldier for one reason Now let me make that perfectly clear It is for our rig

Life
It sucks having to count down the days till I will be in his arms again I miss him so bad an cannot wait till he is out!! I love the way he brushes my hair back an kisses my forehead an my eyelids an calls me beautiful. I love every touch from his fingertips an the adventure he gives me there's never a dull moment when we are together! I love that he has taken the fall for me so many times an that my name is tattooed on his arm. I love that he loves me unconditionally an knows all my secret spots an knows when I need him to kiss the pain away. I love that he shares everything he has with me even when I'm bein a mean hateful bitch he still gives into me even if I don't deserve it. I love that at night he holds me close an says he loves me even tho he doesn't realize he is doing it. I love that in the morning when he gets up an I am still asleep he gets out of bed quiet so he doesn't wake me. I love when we drive down the road an he puts his hand on my leg or holds my hand. It's amazing

Funny Stuff
1. Maternity leave would last two years....with full pay. 2. There would be a cure for stretch marks. 3. Natural childbirth would become obsolete. 4. Morning sickness would rank as the nation's #1 health problem. 5. All methods of birth control would be 100% effective. 6. Children would be kept in the hospital until toilet trained. 7. Men would be eager to talk about commitment. 8. They wouldn't think twins were so cute. 9. Sons would have to be home from dates by 10:00 PM. 10. Briefcases would be used as diaper bags. 11. Paternity suits would be a fashion line of clothes. 12. They'd stay in bed during the entire pregnancy. 13. Restaurants would include ice cream and pickles as main entree's. 14. Women would rule the world. 1. Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life. Is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it...don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventu

Not Tonight- A Poem
Once again I sit here and drink missing you, loving you and needing you more than ever. Knowing that the one man I want more than anything I can never have. The distance between us is greater than any distance on Earth. I don't even know the distance between Heaven and Earth. You are the one man who has hurt me most, but loved me more than any ever will. The one man I'll love more than any other. You completed me and I think I completed you. But we broke each other's hearts and you hurt so very much. So many times I wanted to end it all, as you did, but never could, hoping one day that I was wrong with what I've known since the last moment I saw you. Knowing that was the last time I would hold you, touch you, smell you. Knowing that one day you would not be here anymore and I'd be alone, forever. Forever alone, never to love anyone, as I love you. I've tried to love but as always I get rejected. Therefore, noone will have my heart , my love as you. I've lost who I was and who I am, I w

Words Of Compassion ~just A Little Bit From Me To All Of You To Think About~
Compassion acts like rain upon dry ground. No one is useless in the world who lightens the burden of it for anyone else. If you want others to be happy, Practice Compassion. If you want to be happy, Practice Compassion.

Stuff
Some of you know, some of you don't, but I'm going to tell you all now.. I'm leaving for vacation on Thursday (6/19/08). I won't be back until next week (6/26/08). So, if I'm not here, I can't he online, right? Wrong. I have someone who is going to be on my account giving my 11's out so I do not lose a week's worth of points. If you feel like you still want to help me level, please do. Just send me a message after you do whatever you do so I can re-pay the love. Without messages, all will be lost and I'll never know who helped me out. I do want to return all love given to me, so I need messages! I will also be turning my shout off so that I don't come back and people say "Well I shouted you a week ago" cause I probably won't get it. Again, send a message! I hope you all have a great week and I'm going to miss you all! Ugh, I'm going to have Fubar withdrawls. That's sad. LMAO Oh, and for those of you who have my cell phone number, I probably won't have service where I'm goi

Tales From The Mundane
Howdy all my FuFriends and FuLuvers. This is going to be a strange semester. I have mostly evening courses, so I will all tied up on Wednesday and Thursdays. So if you need to catch me, try on Monday or Tuesday. Don't worry though, I promise to stalk each of you. This week finds me in beautiful Edmonton for a conference. Lots to do, but I just wanted to say "funny money" to all my Canadian friends. WisCon is held every memorial day in Madison Wisconsin. It is the feminist science fiction and fantasy convention. I go because my friends Laura and Kelly are there AND to see the newest in books. This year was fun because not only was there the usual suspects, TG-folks and authors, but someone brought the Stomach Flu. Nothing like seeing disease propagation vectors in action. I was my hands like I had OCD. I got through it okay, but Laura got hit. I plan on going back...

Note To You
To My babies...I gave you life, but cannot live it for you.I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn.I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you.I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it.I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe.I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you.I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside.I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you.I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you.I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish.I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor.I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you.I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure.I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation.I can tell you about drink, but I can't say "no" for you.I can warn you about drugs, but I can't prevent you from using them.I can tell you about lofty goals, but I

Html Codes
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Bulletins Made For Peeps
THIS ARTARD MESSED WITH ONE OF THE DON-MEGAS BEST FRIENDS, MONKEY BUTTER!!! AND HE'S STILL A DAMNED NEWB THINKING HE'S THE SHIZNIT CUZ HE'S AN ENFORCER AT A LOUNGE??? HAHAHAHA wHATEVER!!! He Ain't No Damned Ninja!!! LMAO! AND I QUOTE FROM MONKEY BUTTERS EMAIL TO ME: "he blocked me but i think this is the link...he blocked me from there too what a fag.. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=57901 > > do you know this fuck off? > > > > this is the shit he says to me > > > > dont hang out in the lounge and dont tlk...i bought rounds and shit but there was onlky 3 peeps in there so he tells me not to listen so i tell him fuck off..talk to yourself and left the lounge so fuck face shout box's me this > > > > **D.J**Any...: u just said fuk off to da wrong ninja > > > > wtf who is he? > " **D.J**Any_Body_Killa**&**HEAD*ENFORCER**@JUGGALO PARADISE & FU*MARRIED*TO*$$$PinkLotus$$$ *&*FOOOKE @ fubar CLOWN MEAT JUST TASTES FUNNY!!! THIS BALLOON ANIMAL WAS BROU

Own Me
ok so currently teh high bid is a 30 day blast, by a former owner named Ratto (he's awesome) but there's still time to beat him out of owning me. click the pic to place ur bid!!!! fubucks hold just as much value in this auction as vips and blasts, etc. only 3 days left to get ur bids in for owning me! currently im only going for 250k and a 7 day blast. my offer can be changed if the bid goes high enuff...oh vips dont work cuz mine is good till Nov but different size bling packs and tickers, and blasts are more than welcome. and a Happy Hour would be loved lol this auction and chance to own me ends on 7/9. so come on and get in ur final bids! even if u dont bid please stop by and give me a rate... i dont care if is a 1 or an 11 or anything in between lol. current winning bid is 250k and a 7 day blast.

Things I Think You All Should Know
Ford, Chrysler and GM's contributions after 9/11 'CNN Headline News did a short news listing regarding Ford and GM's contributions to the relief and recovery efforts in New York and Washington. The findings are as follows..... 1. Ford- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number plus 10 Excursions to NY Fire Dept. The company also offered ER response team services and office space to displaced government employees. 2. GM- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number and a fleet of vans, suv's, and trucks. 3. Daimler Chrysler- $10 million to support of the children and victims of the Sept. 11 attack. 4. Harley Davidson motorcycles- $1 million and 30 new motorcycles to the New York Police Dept. 5. Volkswagen-Employees and management created a Sept 11 Foundation, funded initial with $2 million, for the assistance of the children and victims of the WTC. 6. Hyundai- $300,000 to the Amer

Dreams
Long and weird so bear with me. I still remember most of this from a few days ago it was that wrong. Starts with me getting on either a train to go on a trip to somewhere. During the journey I keep noticing that the train isn't even on train tracks, and that it keeps running over people and other vehicles. For some reason I want to phone someone but don't have my phone, so I look out of the windows hoping to find them. So, the journey finally ends and I get off and immediately look for an internet cafe, but no such luck, so I end up walking aimlessly around. End up bumping in to some people I know who are kicking a football around in the street. Now, the weirdest part. We decide to go find somewhere for some eats, and come across this cafe I go to, that shouldn't even be there. So we go in, and for some reason the place has changing rooms. I can't remember what I changed in to, but they were part of the dream. Next thing I know, I walk in to the cafe, and suddenly I'm

She Said What?
*Bar Tab Activity*- · Prophet WendyCaroline#C... just checked you out! · WendyCaroline#C... rated you a '10'! *Shout Box* WendyCarol...: WendyCarol...: Hi. I've just rated your Page. Could you please rate mine ? Thank you (^__^) . ->WendyCarol...: um, NO, I didn't ask you to rate me. ->WendyCarol...: your loss, my gain. YES, I really said that to her, and no I don't give an aviating fornication! Look at her stat's below here, does she look like she is STARVING for attention or needs my pittance of a rate for her to survive? HELL NO!!!!!!!!!! #8 in legend ranking, #15 in Cherry ranking, and #147 JUST for today alone! 339 thousand views, she is level 27, joined almost 2 years ago, and has had 224 referred people join Fubar...and has ONE HUNDRED SEVENTY THREE (173) crushes on her...WHY does she need to be shout boxing me to rate her for? WendyCarol#Club F.A.R. Legend: #8 Cherry Rank: #15 Today's Rank: #147 Status: (Stepped away) Buzz: 100% -- sh

All About Me
Wow! I can't believe I have been on the FU for a year!! This place is so damn addicting!! Anyway, come by and R/F/A me if you already haven't! I return the love. Thanks again, So Fresh If you can place 1,000 comments or 1,000 people to comment on my pic below, I will give you $1,000 fubucks. -------------------------------------------- IF YOU HELP OUT, PLEASE SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH THE HEADLINE "CONTEST" IN IT SO YOU WILL GET CREDIT. SEND IT TO. Diamond Dave@ fubar OR sO FrESH __[XKrazyLilQTX--lil siSter]@ fubar Im in a GIVEAWAY for a HH!! I need 45,000 comments! Come help me out I will PAY YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS!! $10,000 FUBUCKS for every 100 COMMENTS!! please number each comment and send me a message when you are done. sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ]@ fubar &PLEASE REPOST&

Mine
Now I'm trying to figure out something maybe you can help me out with this.... Does this quiz mean I should have been born a Libra or I should be with a Libra (I get that it says 'me') ???? I'm a June baby and a Gemini.... Your Sex Sign is... You've got a ton of girls and guys trying to get with you! You're pratically booked up for the next four years. Not only are you great in bed - you're great at making people feel sexy. No wonder you're so popular! Libra, as you probably have noticed, you are always surrounded by scores of admiring suitors. You are a very accomplished flirt. Catching you is not for the faint hearted. Competition is always fierce. Your innate charm and incredible looks instantly attract - and keep - your lovers. Old flames and rejected suitors always keep coming back for more. There is a strong bisexual element in your personality. You're more likely to be aroused by the same sex than other signs. In threesomes, you are more l

Spotlight Auctions!
Flying Jet & Monkey Bling 4 Auction It's 4 Argonutz's Spotlight Fund! Let's See Some Bids 4thjuly Bling Flying Monkey Hugs SunySkyz Babe's Spotlight Auction Results Babe's friends had a spotlight fundraiser to help her get the spotlight. We had salute's up for auction and we had 400 11's up for auction. :) Please send all fubucks to her here Babe Thank You! Here are the results :) TABBY76 has won a salute from HerWorld for 250k please send fubucks to Babe and thank you for helping out!BigDaddy has won a salute from Babe for 400k please send fubucks to Babe and thank you for helping out!

Confessions Of A Plant Lady
Who wants a pair? Hello People :D My day yesterday was quite entertaining, to say the least. I was on my way to the job site and BAM... I get rear ended by a Jetta. Taking a right, yielding, sun in me eyes..I see a car...so, I "stop quickly" and the girl behind me.. well you know...her air bags deployed..crazy smoke from her car...fire dept comes...ambulance comes...she leaves in ambulance...cop comes..makes report...I go to work. Craziness. I arrive at the job site and the guys have the metal frame ready to go...the owner is there asks me if I'm ok and offers to buy me something to drink *grin* (I ♥ my place of employment) we go and get coffee...he helps me think of the positive side of the accident..and off I went to check lights, take pictures and fluff branches (I was spose to climb the metal frame...but they wouldn't let me, cause of the accident *cries*) Anyway, this tree is amazing...I'm glad I was there to help... *never knew exactly how outdoor, 26 footers +

Baby Blog
Rylee Nichole is here. She was born on 02/18 at 11:02pm weighing 7lbs 6oz and 19 inches long. We get to go home tomorrow and we are so excited. I still cant believe I am a mommy. I felt a few contractions before I got something for them...after that I didnt feel anything. I was in labor for about 6 hours and pushed for about 45 minutes. I didnt feel her come out either...I only knew she was out she the doctor showed her to me lol. I am gonna post a picture of her and will post more tomorrow. We are getting closer and I am so excited. My appointment went great. My BP was 113/67...I didnt gain any weight the past 2 weeks. They said the baby was head down and I am 1/2cm dilated...which I know aint much but it tells me that I am getting close. I am starting to think that the baby isnt gonna stay until her due date which as long as she is healthy I am ok with that. Richard says she better stay in there cause he isnt ready yet but no one is ever ready. I now go in for weekly appointments. So

I Am What I Am
Lying on the beach, as the sunset passes by Ripples reach my outstretched toes, and we watch the sky My best friend beside me stares up at the stars Covered in pain, with him I forget the scars. I've watched him quite an age, yet still find many things That make me keep on watching him, my angel without wings He turns to me with caring eyes, we both lie still just a while My best friend, my main man, he's the reason that I smile. Suddenly I know what has me staring intently in his eyes Why we share and trust so much, why there are no lies I've been his best friend and he's been mine for as long as we remember We always have to be together the last day of each December. He leans over me and we no longer resist We give into temptation and finally kiss Salty breezes drift over us, flowing With my heart beating faster, I blush and it's showing. Sadly, we break apart but I kiss him just once more A love that started as a friendship, we simply can't ignore It's been

Auction's
Happy St. Patty's Day Auction Auction will open on March 1st and will end on March 8th @ 10pm Central Time. Also the one with most rates at the end will win a $19.99 bling pack! Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 50k to enter 2. If you are going to use a NSFW pic please make sure you note that in the subject line so I know TY! 3. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 4. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 5. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 6. Please PM your entry's no shout boxs please! 7. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Fu-mail entry's to SinfulBrat if you like to enter.

My Stories
It wasn't hard to spot her, a petite girl standing all on her lonesome outside the roller coaster ride. Dressed in a short black leather skirt which hugged her ass perfectly, the straps coming down from her shoulders hugging her breasts tightly. They were not huge but made to appear bigger than what they actually are by her nicely toned and slim frame. Her high heel platform shoes made her taller and more easily noticeable. But, only just since her long, uniquely colored hair which seemed to be a stunning mixture of auburn brown, red and orange shone and reflected brightly in the sunlight. He looked at her side on, trying to be subtle at first but the subtlety being lost as he looked at her more and more, eventually staring. Obviously she was dressed for the attention. She must have caught a glimpse of him looking for longer than what most people do, because she turned to face him front on. As she did, he could see the front of her tight skirt seemed to curve ever so slightly in

My Blogs
I am wondering if anyone is planning on holding an auction. I am thinking of looking for a new fu-owner. ATTENTION EVERYBODY IN FU-LAND.MANY OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN SAVING FOR SPOTLIGHT. SO I AM TRYING SOMETHING NEW TO HELP ME GET THERE SO I AM GOING TO HOST A BLING AUCTION STARTING ON THURSDAY AT 9 AM!! IT WILL GO THROUGH THE WEEKEND AND END ON WEDNESDAY MORNING AT 9 AM. I WILL BE GIVING AWAY 3 DIFFERENT BLINGS FOR YOU TO BID ON. TIARA BLING-WORTH 20 CREDITS-WILL BE GIVEN OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR SO IT CAN BE DOUBLED- BIDDING WILL START AT 100K JET BLING-WORTH 15 CREDITS-WILL BE GIVEN OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR SO IT CAN BE DOUBLED-BIDDING WILL START AT 75K DISCO BALL BLING-WORTH 5 CREDITS-WILL BE GIVEN OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR SO IT CAN BE DOUBLED-BIDDING WILL START AT 60K. SO SAVE UP THOSE FU-BUCKS AND BLINGS IN TRADE FOR THIS! I AM LOOKING FOR FU-BUCKS FOR MY SPOTLIGHT QUEST BUT I WILL ALSO ACCEPT BLING PACKS AND BLING IN RETURN. COME TO MY PAGE TOMORROW MORNING TO ST

Friends
David Letterman's Top 10 reasons why there are no black NASCAR drivers: (I bet his life will be miserable after the NAACP sees this!) # 10 - Have to sit upright while driving. # 9 - Pistol won't stay under front seat. # 8 - Engine noise drowns out the rap music. # 7 - Pit crew can't work on car while holding up pants at the same time. # 6 - They keep trying to carjack Dale JR. # 5 - Police cars on track interfere with race. # 4 - No passenger seat for the Ho. # 3 - No Cadillac's approved for competition. # 2 - Can't wear helmet sideways. AND THE NUMBER ONE REASON WHY BLACKS CAN'T BE IN NASCAR... # 1 - When they crash their cars, they bail out and run. The teacher gave her fifth grade class an assignment. Get their parents to tell them a story with a moral at he end of it.The next day, the kids came back, and one by one, began to tell their stories. There were all the regular types of stuff: spilled milk and pennies saved.But then the teacher realized, much to her dismay,

Clutch's Blog
i friggin love it lmao! The Beta-Male ManifestoBy Christopher MooreFrom the first time we see the silver-back Elmo pounding his chest on Sesame Street, to the time that some silver-haired creep swipes our green Jell-O at the geriatric center luncheon, we are confronted with the commanding creature known in nature as the Alpha Male. And while we all accept that the limelight will always fall on the politicians, professional athletes, CEOs, and other Alpha males for whom leadership seems to come as naturally as handcuffs and perp walks, it is another breed of male, a lower-key, less-dominant variety, that actually directs human existence. The world may be lead by Alpha Males, but the machinery of the world turns on the bearings of the Beta MaleThe Beta Male in the Natural WorldA good example of the Alpha-Beta difference in the animal kingdom occurs among elephant seals. The elephant seal, a Toyota-sized species of pinneped, is so named for the male animal's prominent, trunk-like probosci

Babygirl
at 7:39 am i delivered my grandson i did not even know that my 16 yes 16 year old was carring she said she did not know! but anyway he is 7 11 21 inch long Christain is his name i just thank god that every thing went well

Bombing Target
I will be starting it a little early!! it is no race it is just to see if you are willing to actually do 6k like asked and not give up in a kinda timely manner !! Everyone gets a prize !! I will be opening it at 11 Eastern time !! thanks \ Basstracker I would like the family to please help thug out as much as you can please i will be watching while im in there helping and be handing out blings for those that bust there ass in there show thug how we get it done he is in 3rd right now thank you, Angel Eyes This is our new bombing contest.... It ends on 12/5/08 Need EVERYONE TO GO IN AND BOMB Thank you all very much MsBratt

Love And Pain
here it is .. in a few weeks ill be 2 years since my x r/l wife left me for someone from this site ..that was 10 years of my life 8 of them spent married to her ..it still hurts on how could someone do something like this ...so im a little mody latly im sorry .. but when you have a kid n wake up looking for him n remember he doesnt live with you any more its hard to go back to bed .. so many night i cry .. not cause of not haven her but cause i dont have my son with me all the time any more .. its a very hard and pain ful thing ... wel i needed to vent some .. thank you all who read this ..

Auto 11s
TULSA'S ANGEL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ღTulsa's Angelღ Come hit me up and get LOTS of points rating my pictures! Tulsa's Angel~ Also looking for peeps with folders of 250 pics so I can bomb them! ღTulsa's Angelღ BROWN EYED GIRL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~

Funnies
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine... and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health. Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a p

Captain Black
"When I heard the shot in the woodshed, I dropped my book and ran right out. It was Ellen. She'd shot herself. I feel awful. I never took her suicide threats seriously," say Roy Wimmer. Captain Black opened the closet door and put his raincoat next to Roy's soaking wet one. Then he put his mud-stained shoes next to Roy's equally stained ones. "Of course, I immediately ran back to the house and called you," Ray said. "Ive been waiting for you here ever since." "That was pretty good, Roy," said the Captain, "except for one mistake. I'm afraid I must arrest you for shooting your wife." ~How could Captain Black say this?~ Go, Black!! I am the terror that flaps in the night... I am the screeching fingernail on the chalkboard of justice... I am the sourball in the candyjar of goodness... I am the grade curve that gives you an 'F'... I am the fast food that comes back to haunt you... I am the neurosis that requires a $500 an hour shrink... I am the special news bulleti

For Me !!
Mar 21, 2008 4:12 AM All I need is her smile, And my feelings start to awake. To touch her deeper in her heart, Will my words be all that it takes. I cannot hope with just my words, Her heart would become mine. Everyday I must show her, That I am worth her time. I want her open to me, To tell me what she feels inside. To feel completly at ease, Like the waves of a moonlite tide. For her to open her arms to me, Her mind,heart and soul. To have her give them to me. To me that is my goal. Here is the first one I wrote for you Beautiful Since the moment she first saw you, She has felt nothing but love. A bond no man could severe, Not even the heavens above. Thier lives may change, But their love will always remain. In a world of uncertaintys, It will and has stayed the same. Her smile reflects her love, In the child it shines. A mother and daughters love, Will stand the test of time. The coldness of the night is over, And the sun shines down. Toda

Dinner Recipes
Ingredients: * 5-6 lb. fully cooked ham * 1/4 cup whole cloves * 1/4 cup dark corn syrup * 2 cups honey * 2/3 cup butter * 1/8 tsp. white pepper Preparation: Preheat oven to 325 degrees F. Place ham cut side down in a foil-lined roasting pan. Using a sharp knife, score the surface of the ham in a diamong pattern. Place the whole cloves in the scored intersections. Combine corn syrup, honey, butter, and pepper in the top half of a double boiler, and heat until the butter melts and mixture is smooth, stirring occasionally. Keep this glaze in the top of a double boiler, over hot water, while baking ham. Brush glaze over ham, then cover with foil. Bake for 1 hour and 15 minutes at 325 degrees, basting ham every 10 to 15 minutes with the warm honey glaze. During the last 5 minutes of baking time, remove the foil and turn on broiler to caramelize the glaze. Watch the ham carefully during the broiling time! Remove ham from oven, cover with foil, and l

News
So I havent been sick but in pain alot this past week.Robby has another warrant for his arrest and might be leaving to go to ohio this weekend and I cant go till after the 18th so ughhhhhhhhh WHY CANT THE DAM TROUBLES LEAVE ME ALONE IVE HAD ENOUGH NO MORE NO MORE NO MORE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Ok so last week a old lady called cops and said our dogs were terring up her house when in fact they were on chains in back yard needless to say the cops took all the dogs to the pound but we got them out the next day.Robby got a painting job last week and was paid today.We been packing stuff we gonna take to ohio and cleaning and smoking of course lol and we decided to sell all furniture and just start new in ohio with everything except our clothes.Im getting so excited about this move.Oh yea I have been a bit sicker lately but Im still doing ok HELLO HORNY MMFWKL NINJA so no trouble with the law this past week fuxin pigs my check still hasnt come in ughhhhhhhhh i wanna leave

I Fuck
We will never be together. There will never be one sweet day. Sorry I never told you all I wanted to say. You know why it is so easy for me to type out my feelings? When you say the words outloud to someone, it can never be taken back. But when you write you can always hit the delete button and it’s as if you have never said anything at all. This is my way of never saying anything at all. Because in actuality, nine times out of ten, I will never open my mouth. Come closer Tonight is the night we finalize our goodbyes. Tomorrow I will be nothing but a faded memory And when you look down you will always think of me. I will forever be the shadow that dances in the corner of your eye. Don’t cry. Don’t ever let those tears fall. Para siempre I will be here for you in your dreams. You will grow and become everything you have ever dreamed of being. I will watch over you and open the doors along the way. When you feel alone just look at the ground

Lyrics
Stab ya man's, so that his blood'll squirt/ Get the syrup, like my bitch is Mrs. Butterworth/ We gets the syrup, not the coughin kind/ Call me Jay-Z, cuz this cities mine/ The troubled clique, problems we just stir up/ No 9's & shit, we just cop the syrup/ You just keep talkin, all I hear is blabbin/ We lives in Las Vegas, but we fucks with Log Cabin/ Not just the name brands, generic'll work on my french toast/ We movin units, ya'll just stuck like a fencepost/ I know we makin money, that makes ya crew hurt/ Cuz we live by 1 rule, make sure we do work/ You fuck with us, that's a sticky situation/ We got people on the strip, with syrup bottles waitin/ With my man 5th El, he's that dude behind the beat/ & the topic of this song, ain't the reason that it's sweet/ My time is now like John Cena/ A rare rapper who's cleana/ Then a bottle of Aquafina/ But still a beast on the mic, no one's meana/ & yes yes I'm white, let the jokes begin/ Still get more pussy

Just Thoughts, Words To Songs I Relate Too. Just Stuff
Was the New Year when her heart broke, Was a cold winter when he lied, was morning when she realised, was evening when she died. The love that she had wanted was the one she could not keep. By day she couldn't stand it, by night she could not sleep. He told her that he loved her, then turned and threw it all away. Her foolish heart had broken, with words not meant to say. She lay there in the darkness seeking shelter from this world. And there she died of heartache that broken little girl. Ironic this has Scarlett Johanson in it.. He always said she reminded him of me and liked her.. LOL Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around via Noolmusic.com Hey Girl Is he everything you wanted in a man? You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you, baby (baby) Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't wanna think about it

My Poems
Another lost day has turned into a hopeless night of sleep. The Sun has been replaced with a thick darkened sky. The Moon has barely cut her way thru the the black blanket. The house has fallen silent. Only one person awake. Lost in her thoughts.. It's all been the same for the past 9 years. All I want is something I'm afraid I can never have. I look toward the sky for answers but all I ever find is silence. I've begged and pleaded and i get no where. I fight with everything I have til I'm about to break... and still.. nothing. No answers are ever found. Life will never work the way you want or hope for it to. All that is definite about life that I've finally come to realize is that There is only fate. You're destiny's already set out for you.

Writings
From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew you were the one, the one I was ment to be with, the one I was supposed to spend my time with until my time was done. From the moment I looked into your eyes, I knew I was yours forever. From the time I looked into your eyes I knew my life was going to change. The change that was needed for me, to set me free. From the moment I looked into your eyes I knew that I would be happy forever, the happiness that I have waited so very long to have, but didn't believe in happily ever after. From the moment that I looked into your eyes, I knew, that I would fall in love with you. Yearning for her affection is what I do, those beautiful brown eyes gazing at me, my soul just can't tell her no. Her words flow from her gorgeous lips and make me tremble and trip. Her mind, so smart and quick. Everything about her is stunning and in my eyes so perfect, does she know how she leaves me so speechless? She's different from the others and I

Member Of The Week
HEY EVERYONE....209 KALI LATINA IS THE MEMBER OF THE WEEK FOR MAR.2-MAR. 8TH.....PLEASE GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE....CONGRATS GIRL!!!!! ~~•2o9 Kali LaTina•~~ *2nd Alarm Hottie* **Zodiak Leveler** ~Owned by Estilofrio405~ HEY EVERYONE.....THIS WEEKS MEMBER OF THE WEEK 4/6-4/12...PLEASE GO TO HIS PAGE THROUGHOUT THE WEEK AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!! PeRfEcT InSaNiTy ~ZoDiAk LeVeLeR ~@ fubar Hey Everyone! Once again it is time to pick a member of the week.... We pick based on participation in the family..... We have a few people in mind this week BUT....I (Scorpioqueen) was thinking about chosing Brwneyedgirl35 for a few reasons.....1) She does almost all the blogging and most of the work on the home page and 2.) She needs 4+ mil to level to disciple.... I think this would be an awesome way to show her how much we appreciate everything she does by rating her all week and helping her to level..... So now I need you all to help us decide.... Is Brwneyedgirl the

Hotmomma
Playmate vs. SoulmateIn our quest for happiness we must be sure that we don't settle for a Playmate when God has a Soul mate waiting for us. Sometimes this is a hard distinction to make. Playmates are tricky. They are so much fun to be with that even the smartest of us will be fooled into thinking this has to be our Soul mate. Worse yet too many of us attempt to make a Soul mate out of a Playmate.The danger of this is that later, after years of playing, we will meet our Soul mate, but it may be too late. We may have already made a Life mate of our Playmate and created life-long bonds (emotional, children, etc.). Alternatively, we may have been hurt from playing so hard thatwe are in no shape ourselves to be anyone's anything. How can we distinguish between the One, and just another one? First, we must be open with ourselves about who we really are and what our soul yearns for. Only you and God know what is truly in your heart and mind.Only you know what will make you truly happy and wh

Me
This past Saturday my son had extreme abdominal pain, then 2 days later pain in his thighs that he described as bad enough to make him puke. Both times he went to the ER, both times told it was nothing more than muscle cramps. My son is 24yrs. old and has always been an athlete. He still holds his High School's indoor High Jump Record and is 4th overall on most recieving yards in a season for their football team, so we're not talking a lazy whiny kid. I post this as a warning... My son may die or have permanent kidney damage or require a transplant due to LEGAL sports drinks and Muscle Mass powders... I don't know how to embed a video in the blog, so there's a video in the comments... pray for him pls. DP For the first time in 15 years, this Tuesday night, my friend and i will be playing some guitar at a local drinking establishment.

F Word
Help me find my way through the maze of fubar folks. I need your nominations for hot women! I also need some nominations for amazing men in service. If they are serving in Iraq I want to know! There are thousands of great people on this site...help me find the ones I'm looking for. Thanks! Alrighty folks...I want your input again. More lovely and witty ladies for confessions (they need to have clear, good photos) and people in service for the 'we salute you' (this includes, firemen, policemen, etc.) Also, let me know what you think about the FWord and what you would like to see change. We need your opinions for FuApproved. Bring 'em! Sooo it's that time again...where I beg you to give me input for the F Word http://www.fubar.com/fword/4/6885628 What did you think? What kind of questions would you like to hear answered? Most importantly...ideas for the next fuFacts. One more addition...who has seen a good movie lately? Send me your short reviews. So come on, tell me you

So
One of the most potentially dangerous bills we've heard of is trying to sneak its way through Congress right now, in the sheep's clothing of so-called "modernization" of food safety. Its called bill HR 875. Understanding parts of the bill at times depends on smelling smoke as you read it. Here in the US, we still have only smoke ... an Ohio state ag department SWAT team raid on an organic coop, Pennsylvania ag department raids on horse and buggy Mennonites, California setting coliform levels so low fresh milk dairy farmers would need cows that produced pasteurized milk right out the udder, arrest and handcuffing of a single mother in front of her children for selling goat milk, the USDA paying its agents bonuses for foreclosing on farms, ... But in the EU where 60% of the Polish farmers are now gone because of identical bills enacted into law there, and 60 UK farmers have committed suicide, there is fire. And in Iraq, where they have been rendered helpless serfs by the theft of thei

Why
My name is ChrisI am three,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When i'm awake i'm all aloneThe house is darkMy folks aren't home

Writings
November 1, 2006 What do you do when you cant make up your mind? When you miss what youve shared with another person, When you long to have a set of loving, comforting arms around you once again. You start to have feelings with a few people, and cant make up your mind. One person reminds you of the love you had, but is in a relationship. You tell them you can wait because thats wat they want you to do, but you know you cant wait forever. Another person shows very little interst, but you can tell there is something about that person, and you want to know wat it is. Then theres that other indavidual that makes you think of all the funny, good times with the person that you fell in love with, and you long for that aswell. This person slowly shows how they feel, but others say its not really right. What do you do when your so confused? What do you do when you want that one you love back in your life? Because you know that person knows you, knows whats wrong with

Me
there was this absolutly beautiful girl i have been best friends with since the day i met her.a few years ago we dated for a week and i made the wrong choice and left her.the past year we have been talking all the time pretty much everyday .i had plans to move to where she was and it was a great feeling .as of late i been screwing up and lost her as a future girlfriend but i still have her as my best friend.im sooo mentally screwed up right now because i love her with all i have to offer but like i said eariler i lost her that way

Vampires
Alone I sit on the top of a hill Thinking of how my unlife has been Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen In the eyes of my victims before they lay still. Though a hunter in darkness I must be The feelings of guilt always come back When I sink my teeth in another man's neck My conscience is the only light left in me. All I want is to leave the shadows behind And truly this time I will For I no longer desire to kill Thoughts of light are now on my mind. I'm waiting for the sunrise today On the lonely hill where I sit And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it Before the wind blows my ashes away. My thoughts have burned a whole in my mind and water can't put out the fire Searching for something I can't find To quench an unspoken desire. So life has let you down, Happiness a memory In chemical reprieves I drown with a love that wasn't supposed to be you can't save me from myself my last wish is to die I take the needle from my shelf and I

These Are My Confessions
how do i know that we are meant to be cuz every time i look in your eyes all i see is a physical attraction but not to my heart so baby tell me where do i start all i know is that i love you dont want to let you but together i want to go on and be yours forever there's something that i need to say something from my heart i wanna hold u close thru the nite i wanna kiss you and make you laugh and smile i wanna be your everything and more trust me baby i wanna see the love in your eyes i wanna dance with you til the lights are on bright i want you baby i love you baby i wanna... with you i wanna... with you i look at you as you think i really need to but i cant blink i cant believe what i said i told you everything in my head i beg and plead with your eyes i wanna see you laugh and smile but you just sit there you dont seem to care but still chorus as you look in my eyes i see that you've taken everything to heart you understand what i mean

Lyrics And Randomness
I pretend that I'm glad you went away But these four walls close in more everyday And I'm dying inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows And I'm crying inside And nobody knows it but me Why didn't I say the things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is a-tumblin' down I can say it clearly but you're no where around The nights are so lonely the days are so sad And I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I'm missing you And nobody knows it but me How blue can I get you could ask my heart Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words just couldn't say just how I feel A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still The nights are so lonely the days are so sad And I just keep thinking about the love that we had

Almostalien
This has been with me and my thoughts for years . Because of selfish ways of man kind and the lack of knowledge of what we know because of our limited mind being born of this world earth . It has given me a different way of thinking then most . I believe there is a creator to all things a God as most would call it. As humans and our tear jerk reactions in bad and uncontrollable situations . I believe as with everything learned there are steps along the way to get to the heavens above . People are brought up in a limited way of thinking you go to first grade then the second and so on to learn until you graduate get a job and live a life that takes many turns . We are also brought up reading religious books to do the write thing and always fail . We are also taught if you do not do these things according to the books we will pay the price fail your exam go to hell and not see God or make it to heaven . We are told and made to believe that when we die and are good we will get to heaven .

If You Read These Comment Please! Political Poetry
Your death will come regardless, time never leaves you be. Our world is ever heartless, a twisted reality. Lest ourselves be honnest, depart from tyrany. Then moderately faultless, we'll face our destiny. Silver lies slither past,

Blessed Is Ani Difranco
"Letter To A John"don't ask me why I'm cryingI'm not going to tell you what's wrongI'm just gonna sit on your lapfor five dollars a songI want you to pay me for my beautyI think it's only right'cause I have been paying for itall of my lifeI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeand I'm gonna go away...we barely have time to react in this worldlet alone rehearseand I don't think I'm better than youbut I don't think that I'm worsewomen learn to be womenand men learn to be menand I don't blame it all on youbut I don't want to be your friendI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeand I'm gonna go away...I was eleven years oldhe was as old as my dadand he took something from meI didn't even know that I hadso don't tell me about decencydon't tell me about pridejust give me something for my trouble'cause this time, it's not a free rideI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the mone

Once Upon A Time (a Poetic Fairy Tale)
What She Doesn't Know What she doesn't know Is that his heartbreaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is

Musik
Was organizing some ole band stuff, and ran across a recording of me playing at a wedding years ago. It all started with kind of a long running promise. My friends Kim n Dave, had prodded me early on " If we get married, youre gonna play our wedding right? I want a rocknroll ceremony!". I always kidded around, saying "ahh yea, sure, why not" thinking it would pass as just as kind of a joke. Well, theat time came, and Dave hit me up again. "Are you serious?" I asked. "I cant go blasting out all the grammas and aunts, not everyone is gonna have a taste for that." "Nah man, you promised! Just do it all Jimi Hendrix style, tear it up brutha!"

Stories
Strength is knowing when to say....I cannot follow this path any longer. Strength is standing firm by your values, even when they are challenged. Strength is what is not seen. It is a firm stance centered in your own personal belief. Strength is being able to cry, when the all around you are smiling. Strength is knowing who you are....and loving yourself anyway. Strength is following your mind, when your heart chooses a different direction. Strength is doing what is right for you, though it may not be right for everyone. Strength is being able to step back and examine, when your body and soul tell you to press forward. Strength is being able to say no, when you know something isnt right. Strength is looking yourself in the mirror, and liking what you see. Strength is caring enough about your mate, to say no to what you crave, because you love him. Strength is saying yes to your mate, because you know she craves it, though you dont exactly understand.

Air Biscuits
The widow of the former Head of State of a small African nation has expressed surprise at the lack of interest from the numerous people she has emailed offering a share of her husband’s millions. The family of the late King of Fakumba, have apparently sent ‘dozens’ of emails to suitable ‘good and responsible’ people across the UK offering them a share of the fortune, in return for a mere

S.h.e.
Now researchers at Tulane University provide the strongest evidence yet against the use of spanking: of the nearly 2,500 youngsters in the study, those who were spanked more frequently at age 3 were more likely to be aggressive by age 5. The research supports earlier work on the pitfalls of corporal punishment, including a study by Duke University researchers that revealed that infants who were spanked at 12 months scored lower on cognitive tests at age 3. "I'm excited by the idea that there is now some nice hard data that can back up clinicians when they share their caution with parents against using corporal punishment," says Dr. Jayne Singer, clinical director of the child and parent program at Children's Hospital Boston, who was not involved in the study. Among the mothers who were studied, nearly half (45.6%) reported no spanking in the previous month; 27.9% reported spanking once or twice; and 26.5% reported spanking more than twice. Compared with children who w

Buggzy's Rants
If any of you have children, you know it sucks when they hate you and let you know it. A while ago, my hubby ask my middle son to help him change the oil, not something that you would assume would end up in a fight huh. Butttttttttttttttttttttt, however it did,

True Inner Feelings
Storms of Summer Rain..Suttle sky's turn dark..The feelings in between..Died and Drift away..To a place so cold..Leaving me feel so alone..Coming from a broken home..Years of separation..Feelings Fade..And Season's Change..What's left is a mess..I feel so lost..So Confused..Confined within..I feel I'm Stuck..Inside a Rock..No where to go..I scream I'm done..It's Over..I'm Thru..I feel my heart..Jaded and Shattered..I am Broken. I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of th

Lifes Heavy Burden And The Scars That We Have
In words left unspoken i lay awake In this lifeless solitude of what my world has become I find strength in the bonds that hold me to you I may not say it in so many words But you give me strength of whats to come Courage to fight yet another day I know that it gets better Shades of black and white with hints of grey You bring the fiery passion That is soo hard to escape I find wisdom in each line you write Words coming like crazy at each passing time Moments of silence don't scare me as often Cause in those vast moments are the times i see you best I see you for you and not the scar that you carry A heavy burden on your heart Painted with sorrow and such disillusion I give you hope and a possible conclusion With this I take in my hand so small That i hold your great fate Never in hatred nor in Violence I somehow find Strength in your Silence Black as day black as night I ponder away At loves sight I know in my heart That things are yet to come But I can't se

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Some Stuff I Wrote
College Professor stood on his chair and said "If GOD really exists then knock me off this chair" Nothing happened. The class was quiet he said "See! Now I'll give it a couple more minutes" A Marine Vet stood up punched him in the face knocking him out and off the chair then sat back down. As the Professor came to he looked at his student and said "WHY DID YOU DO THAT" He said "GOD was busy protecting my buddies still fighting for your right to say and do stupid stuff like this so HE SENT ME! As I slowly watch the pieces of me drift way I realize I am broken and falling apart not know if and when I will ever be whole again. Is it meant to be that all I ever will find are just the scattered remains to put me back together to what I was once or will it always be broken? I sit and listen to the small remaining sound of what is left of my heart listening to it fade away slowly into the distance not knowing if it will ever return also. I sit and try to remember the feeling from wh

Wireless Device
As soon as the "check engine" or "service website soon" light occurs, it doesn't explain what and also where the trouble is, only that you will find trouble. You may have Wireless Device hooked up a person's scanner to your vehicle laptop and saved the OBDII diagnostic code. Just what does it signify? The "OBD" with OBDII - oftentimes written OBD-II or simply just plain OBD2 ( blank ) stands for On-Board Diagnostics. A "II" is the upcoming generation with emissions benchmarks and constraints for all cars or trucks sold in a U.Vertisements. from The early nineties to the present, family and imports. A OBD2 system is principally for by-products control. This is basic ingredients are the catalytic converter and strategically-placed breathable oxygen sensors. All these as well as all things in the vehicle about engine performance plus emissions regulate are frequently monitored by way of the vehicle's on-board system. The "check engine" and also "service engine soon" luminatio

My Writings
(Scene 1)... Cool breeze's waft about illuminating goosebumpstaking my energized soul to the place of true loves... a field... near an orchard filled with apple blossomsas a grainery without machinery,we work together as God's sonsmaking a way as sowers of new life among fields of thievesRustling and popping at the step of the Master among the sheavesunderfoot?! yes, i am, for i was borne out of seed in a tilled soila coarse supplement reaped,then placed in bags made by the loyalClosed in... taken away to a building where we're milledMixed in with the foreign elements to feed and help build...(scene 2)...Blue eyes of exceptional beauty,alight on my rose-flushed cheeksMelting me into a mumbling,blubbering wreck like "some freaks"cause what comes out your mouth is like silk to rough hewn handsEnveloping me in the ethereal grip of these lust filled plansfeeding each other through our carnal needs and bread of fallen angelsbecause for now i'm sandwiched between you and common fablesthe tas

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Jenays World.com
Wings of Freedom being as I am sharing all that has become or what was the life I lived in abuse .I hope that this story of how I got out of the darkness might touch the hearts of them that have no voice and let them see they are not alone and that there is a way out of abuse. I did not think I could get out of the abuse till I started at age 14 reading Stephen King's books he gave me wings to fly with inside my mind his books gave me a way out of the pain I was feeling from being beaten, what Taylor did not know is that I did leave the house and I did get out in the open if only through a book I was reading, the books gave me a safe place to turn to and hide if only for a few chapters at a time. one book that stuck in my mind and still to this day was called Rose Madder, it was about a woman that lived in abuse and got out .my story had no such ending like that book did, but it gave me wings to fly on in my mind to think that I too could get out of the abuse and run free from him

Vimlesh Blog
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You Are 67% Grown Up, 33% Kid Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. How Emotionally Mature Are You? OK here is the drill! I am making an offer to all of my online friends to be in the picture with me, all you need to do is to send me a clear picture of yourself (preferably a high resolution picture) with as few background objects as possible (preferably a clear background) and I will do the best I can to make it a reality. So, if you would like to take a ride with "The Portly Pimp in his Pink Cadillac" just click here and I will do it for you. Anyhow this is your chance to be able to tell all of your friends and neighbors "Hey I took a ride with 'The Portly Pimp' in his Pink Cadillac" and you will have proof of it to show them. Hey all!!! Stop by and check this gal out and leave her some love and some points so she can get up to the next lev

Test
You Scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all! You are a Vampiric Elf! 92% Fallen Angel 83%

Fun Quizs To Take
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw70%Hannibal Lecter65%Pinhead65%Captain Spaulding60%Michael Myers60%Jason Voorhees50%Freddy Krueger45%Leatherface35%Candyman20%Buffalo Bill15%Whic

The Noises In My Head!
Ok...I have had it with life!!! Why is it that as soon as things start to even out and go well in my life thaht the rug once again is pulled out from beneath me. Finally I get my finances straightened out...Not rich by any means, but I wasn't in the red in my checking acct. LOL Until yesterday... Car needed unexpected repairs...and checks missed and all sorts of shit and...UGH... I may need to start prostituting myself...but dont think I would get much. Well... It's official. I am now 38 years old. Whoopie... As I write this entry it is just after 2pm. So far my day has been good. I went to see my daughter cheer at the pop warner football game. Which in and of itself is adorable because the cheerleaders are 6 & 7 yrs old and the players look like 5 yr olds with big bulky helmets and pads... very funny in a cute way. During this game however I was playing chase my son all over the park. This is when I discovered what being 38 ACTUALLY means... It means DONT RUN.

Stuff
Ok all each and every one of you were great when my mom was sick and now I am asking for prayers again. My family is having a tough time this year, and not only is the mortgage hard to meet but paying the electric and gas are a real challenge as well. On top of the financial, last June I found out my 7 year old has a form of autisim, and that has been a huge adjustment for the whole family. I don't want things for me, but would all of you please keep your hearts open for my kids, so that they will have a great holiday even though my is so broke she cant buy a gift at all. Thank you friends, I love you all. tink WOW, the loss of a deep seeded love can really be harder to deal with than I remember. So to all of my LC friends, can I have a hug and maybe a kind word? I met my Dom on line, fell totaly in love with him and after almost 5 months realized that I ended up wanting more than he did from our relationship. I told him how I felt and in a totaly adult manne

Hello, I'm Bored
This is why grand canyons should not reproduce. *yawn* I hate where I'm at and I wish there was a magic fix for it. I try to be happy but my heart breaks. No, there's nobody's ass to kick over it. It isn't any one person that breaks my heart -- its just the world. I will check in at a later date. I really love it here in texas but i wonder if i just love it so much because i can run away from my life back at home. i don't really want to go back even to finish school./ i'd just like to have everything i own packed and shipped here to me. i love it here. i love my life here...I love my friends here and for the first time, I feel like people love me...here. I don't have to be anybody but myself, and I like that. Screw Mississippi. Too many bad memories there.

Friends
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each share their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alle

My Life And Fun Stuff
I tell u what it seems like no matter how hard i try to stay away from drama it follows me. Some of my friends are a magnet to it and i'm so tired of it. I have a kid and my own life to worry about not everyone elses. It just pisses me off the way some guys can just treat women like a piece of ass. If u say that u dont like someone and cant stand there shit would you still keep sleeping with them? Thats the question i put out there to u. I dont understand it. I mean i know that its there, you've already had it and cant still get more, but wouldnt want to do it with someone you actually liked being around? Well obviously some guys arent like that, that a friend of mine. Instead of moving up in the world (as far as girls go) he dicides that he wants to stay where hes at even though he tells me and my friend that he wants different. I just dont get it. He could have my friend but instead he insists on lying to us like we arent going to find out that hes still sleeping with this girl. I h

Jokes
It was little Johnny's first day in a new school, so his father walked up the teacher. He told her that little Johnny was a good kid but that he was an avid gambler. He warned her that little Johnny might win lunch money from the other kids if he was not watched closely. The teacher did not seem disturbed, and assured the father that she had handled many such problems and was very capable of taking care of little Johnny's urge to gamble. Shortly after lunch, the father called the teacher and asked her how things were going. "Oh, everything is going very well," she said. "I think I may have cured little Johnny of his gambling habit." The father asked her what had happened. "The little tyke absolutely insisted on betting me $10 that I had a mole on my rear," she said. "I finally agreed to the bet and took him to the teachers' lounge to show him that I had no mole, but he had to promise he would never make another bet at school again." "Damn!" the father said. "He bet me $50 this morning

Lc Things That Set Me Crazy
why do people have pics marked private in their default photo album or public view albums, makes no sense or maybe I should start another grouping under THINGS THAT DON'T SURPRISE ME ANYMORE ABOUT THE LC I just learned you can't vote on your own MUMM (and yes it is MUMM despite the spelling on the 'TOPS' line) what kind of crap is that it's not a scientific poll or official election-it's a opinion expressed by a group of people so what does it matter what the results are it's not going to change the world and if someone bases their decision on the results of the MUMM its their own damn business yea maybe I should take a "chill pill" but I'M REALLY GETTING PISSED OFF TONIGHT first the rating limit on pictures and blogs and now this on top of either the browser or server problems over the last couple days this has just put me over the top W T F why the page change and why that format--does anyone like it--too sparse

Just A Little About Me.so Read It If You Want To Know This Stuff.
Ok well I did just have a hole page filled with stuff about me and my family and I did not put a subject line so of coruse it did not take it.So now I have to redo it all over but Im not up to doing it all ove tonight so I will have to do it some other nite because I really need to get off here and go to bed I have to work in the morning.Oh everyone messes up every now and then..... Well I am not really going to say much right now because it seems like no one is really reading my blogs or posting a comments on them so I dont think I am going to to post any more till I get some readers I am still looking for thoses of you that know what I am talking about and for thoese of you that dont just ask me I will tell you. And maybe you just might be what I am looking for.

Waitin'
Most of you know i received the dreaded middle of night call from home. My Dad has had congestive heart failure for years. His heart is currently pumping at 15% of capacity. I flew home with intention of staying a few days, i was there for a week and a half. Dad wants to go home. They put him in a nursing home. I swore as a little girl, promised him he would never wind up in a nursing home. I set up a meeting with hospice and they are evaluating him Wednesday so that they met set his home up so that he may go home. I have returned to Florida to get my kids through the last three weeks of school here, and then will return to California to care for my Dad until..well..whenever...I'm scared something will happen before i get there, i am fighting time. I apologize for not returning your comments and love, please give me a couple of days to catch up, figure the next life changes ahead...give your Dad's an extra hug tonight...time is not our friend...i love you all and thanks for your suppor

Tranch666 Blogz
find i can no longer fight what has already been set in stone before i existed.all my adult life i have strove for things i was never ment to posses wich others find so commen and normal. somewhere over the long fight i forgot that you shouldnt fight the waves of existence you should ride them let them carry you to and fro.and for some reason ive been stubborn and pig headed all this time i yearn for the time when i was young care free and everything was ahead of me but those times are no more i must realise i have lost the good fight and quit fighting that wich is natrual once again i find myself pulling my hood over my head and slowly turning away from the light and life and walking into the shadows where im at peace taking but a moment to slowly turn around and see what was or could have been my salvation my joy my hopes and dreams the sunlight that i shall not feel unless its reflected off the moon i feel i must walk in the dark and not set foot in the day time realms again my co

My Poetry Hope You Enjoy It
I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser For I made the most beautiful girl in the world sad I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser She won't talk to me That is a fate worse then death I'm stupid I'm an idiot I'm a loser and I'm sorry I am a solider I do not choose where I go I do not choose who I fight I choose to defend your freedom I choose to defend my country I choose to fight for you I choose to fight for them I cannot tell you what to do I cannot tell you what to say Many have died for the red white and blue And I would do the same to keep these colors flying free For I am a solider You say you want Someone who will like you for you You say you want Someone who wont mind if you have guy friends You say you want Someone who is not in love with an ex You say you want Some one you can trust You say you want Someone that wouldn't mind you going out with friends You say you want Someone whos not scared to say I love you You say you want Someone th

Random Thoughts
I have figured out some things i would like to share if i am wrong let me know. Our elected officials are taking away the rights of american citizen at a much faster rate. Since it seems that only a small majority actually count, they think the rest of us are stupid. The problem I see is that most americans are. If something bad happens than they find a way to "fix the problem" Well when the fix the problem they add fuel to the fire which is our fears. they feed off it promise you that everything is going to change once this new law or bill is going to pass and when it does most relize how horrible it is when it effects what they can or can not do. We have over a millions homeless people in the united states alone and a good majority of them are american vets. THIS IS UNCALLED FOR. The reality is we do control what happens to our country. Remember the CONSTITUTION and THE BILL OF RIGHTS and THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE is still valid today. It is up to you

Just Babbiling
hope this yr turns out better than last yr.. if not at least im perpared for the same shit as last yr lol. any one else planning anything new? The Fam at Goth's Twiztid reality wants to welcome our homie Baby Twizta as our new barkeep...stop in and show her some luv.....MMFWCL!!!! Click any pic to get in.....cmon....show ur wikkid clown luv.....woop woop!! A TwIzLeTtE CrEaTiOn When U when u speak; we all hear when u dance; we all cheer when u cry; it sends tears to our eyes happiness is when u laugh smiles to last when u see that u are a part of me. love is when u stay. always have a good day Desiree Brown

Silly Humor...
Terms:.............Definition: KISS:.................Mom Medicine. COUCH POTATO:.........What Mom finds under the sofa cushions after the kids eat dinner. ICE:..................Cubes of frozen water which would be found in small plastic tray if kids or husbands ever filled the things instead of putting them back in the freezer empty. OPEN:.................The position fo children's mouths when they eat in front of company. BECAUSE:..............Mom's reason for having kids do things which can't be explained logically. HANDI-WIPES:..........Pants, shirtsleeves, drapes, etc. EYE:..................The highly susceptible optic nerve which, according to Mom, can be "put out" by anything from a suction-arrow to a carelessly handed butter knife. OCEAN:................What the bathroom looks like after bath night for kids, assorted pets, two or three full-sized towels and several dozen toy boats, cars and animals. BABY:.................Mom's youngest child, even if he is 42 years ol

Lou Eskie Iii's Twisted Thoughts
Sitting still as the world passes you by Is like being in a crowded room And noone bothers to say "Hi" It makes you realize just how useless you are With or without your exsistence The world continues along There's no change in the tune of life's usual song What would change if he wasn't here? Only the emptiness of this chair? Why was he around? What good could he do? What made him different from me or you? Is this all life had to offer? Or is he the only one feeling trapped in a coffin? He needed a break Someone to help him We all hear Yet noone listens We all look And see absolutely nothing He thought of this As he looked on the crowd below And knew they were waiting for the finale of this show The most attention he had ever received Happened the day he let himself fall 100 feet Before I found you, My heart was so cold, And with all the drama around, I was about ready to fold. No matter how hard I fought, I knew I was losing. To everyone around me, It

Poetry
People don't know exactly what it is about me They don't understand what I want to be Nobody knows the truth or why I do the things I do But one person does and that person is you You are the only person I know that is always by my side You helped me through hard times when I almost cried When I felt alone with out any hope You gave me a smile and the strength to cope You've been there for me more than I can say You're my guardian angel in your own special way You can take everything bad and turn it to good Just because if it was you, you know that I would If there ever was a shadow covering my light I could count on you to help me see right You're the only person who truly knows me You're the only person who respects what they see Up somewhere in the distance I see a man so old all his life's' belongings he lost long ago or sold. As years passed by, he waited for his future to unfold, Now bitterness consumes him and his hopes have all grown cold Family ca

Love Him Or Hate Him
ok here's one for u.... is it a sin to like someone that is years younger than u or is it meant to b? how many of u have walked away from the age difference between u and someone younger or have had them walk away from u? let me know plz Romance ..ro-mants.. n. 1. a spirit or feeling of adventure, excitment; the potential for heroic achievement, and the exotic 2. a particular fascination or enthusiam for something, espically of an uncritical or inexplicable kind 3. a novel, movie, or play with a love story as its main theme 4. a feeling of love. 5. us is a male/female boring cause they stay home on a Friday Night and veg with nothing but this box? I am just wondering if it is cause all the smart one's got tired of bumping their heads on the same ol stuff? Or is it cause one just wants to feel security at home..? let me here your comments on it......

Lyrics
When darkness falls upon your heart and soul. I'll be the light that shines for you. When you forget how beautiful you are I'll be there to remind you. When you can't find your way, I'll find my way to you. When troubles come around, I will come to you. I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on. Be your shelter. When you need someone to see you through. I'll be there to carry you. I'll be there. I'll be the rock that will be strong for you. The one that will hold on to you. When you feel that rain falling down. When there's nobody else around. I'll be. And when you're there with no one there to hold. I'll be the arms that reach for you. And when you feel your faith is running low. I'll be there to believe in you. When all you find are lies. I'll be the truth you need. When you need someone to run to . You can run to me I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on. Be your shelter. When you need someone to see you through. I'll b

First Blog Ever!
sup floks it been a while, well my girl went home on saturday i miss her already, well we had alot of fun togather, she told me she would try to come back on her birthday, i have been working lot this month and i kinda fell out on the socail front, now that im back to human work hours im feeling better. we decide on just getting a two bedroom, our potental roomates arnt looking so stabble right now. im going to countinue looking while she gathers her money and we can set things up, i think it bothered her that i was the only one working. i tryed to talk to a well i don't know what we are anymore, on any given day she ether hates me or loves me, and here the kicker, she don't evern give me time to put my foot in my mouth. frankly i just don't understand why she actting like this. she has everthing she told me she wanted? i just don't get it. im kind mad at myself, i just realized my i knda loset touch with a friend of mine and i need to try to rebuild, but im not sure how to, we

My Frist Blog
As this will be the frist time i ll have auto 11s im not sure when the best time to use them. Should i wait till tomorrow when i wake up or should i say screw it and use them now. Any advice on this ? Hey all I just wanted to let everyone know i have close to 50 new pics to rate :D I dont expect u to rate all of them but a few would be nice thanks tech Hello all I dont do many blogs but i needed some help I was told tonight ripped pics dont count So im trying to move my morph pic to a new folder but they dont want to upload they say they need to be jif pics or whatever So in short what do i do to reload them. Please comment or yell at me in the shoutbox with some help if u can. oh in the next day or so look for more pics to rate

Lmao
tell me.... BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: OTHER: Are u a virgin? 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite rapper? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Would you give me a lap dance? 7. Would you like for me to give you a lap dance? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick, slut etc)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed wit me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u have sex with me? 21. If so, whats the soonest into our r

Poetry
Okay this is just cause I'm fucking pissed off Rather Die Take me away from all of this. Can I find a far-off place? In the darkness away from wandering souls I don't want be tormented with hate. I want to hear the cries of physical pain. Tell me of a life better without fear. Don't let me fall in a horrid pattern. Can we bear to see our lives scorned? What we have become when consumed with hate? I want you to hear my emotional pain! Crying in me is the darkness I now breathe. Can it hear our thoughts? Can it smell our fears? Is it just our selves that will darken and seize? I don't understand the state I'm in you see? I can see you digging my grave. Or could it be digging yours? © Velvet Moon In the spirit of the holiday I suppose. Vampire You unleash the obscurity with in me. With those piercing eyes of nauseating lust; Your lips so moist and red with tra

Parkersangel
WELL HERE IT IS MY 28TH BIRTHDAY AND IM UP AT 2 AM ON MY BIRTHDAY SIGN IN TO CHERRY TAP TO SEE IF ANY OF MY FAVORITE TAPPERS SENT ME MUCH BIRTHDAY LOVE AND SAD TO SAY THINK THEY FORGOT ALL ABOUT ME LMAO BUT ITS COOL NO SPECIAL PLANS SAME OLD SAME OLD SIT ON MY LAZY CARCASS AT HOME WITH NOTHING TO DO EVEN THOUGH IT S MY ANNIVERSARY AS WELL ME AND BIG PAPAS 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY AT THAT BUT YOU KNOW HOW COOKIE CRUMBLES YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING SPECIAL AND CANT CAUSE THE WORLD SAYS YOU AINT GOT THE GREEN OR UNEXPECTED THINGS COME UP SO ILL JUST CHILL AT HOME ON MY COUCH WITH NOTHING TO DO LOL WELL ALL IM HEADED TO BED SEE YA TOMORROW AND DONT FOR GET THIS ANGELS B DAY MAY 29TH LOVE YA ALL AS ALWAYS LOVE ANGEL WELL HERE IT IS A QUARTER TO THREE IN THE MORNING EASTERN STANDARD TIME AND I CANT SLEEP SO IM UP WRITING THIS BLOG TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THIS ANGEL IS UP TO HOPE FULLY ALL MY CT FANS AND FRIENDS ARE DOING WELL AND HAD A EXCEPTIONALLY GREAT MOTHERS DAY MUAHS TO YOU ALL. AS IT STA

He He Cherry Popper He He
look i just have no idea whats going on anymore, things have just being getting......i don't know.......i just don't know what to say in this, but i needed somthing to blast on. but ye. things and....someone have being getting werid i don't know what to do. and if she reads this she can talk to me about it and her feeligns well this week has being pretty boring..,. nothing much *yawns* the only good thing is going to the gym, being working out really hard. yesterday i was leg pressing 110 kg *ow my legs could feel that* and today i ahd the most intence workout, i spent 2 hours there working on everymachine and GOD it felt great. just can't wait till friday, drinking karaoke and clubbing at karova *the onbly good club in ballarat* hopfully ill pick up thios time *not bloddy likly*. keep metal the darkness darkness some people fear the darkness why? why do people fear the darkness? what does the darkness keep in the mists of the night that makes people so afraid? what?

You Laugh...
Home is were you put your head at in the end of the night. I will be hear when I can. XOXO to all who read this. There will be a day when you are no longer here and gone. And what will people say about you. You will no longer care! Thus it has been said before “ your action speck louder then words” so will your life. I always thought that I had a lot of horn but I don’t have as much as I thought I did. For it is not for me to say what will be said on my last day nor is it yours for people will talk among them self’s to say what you did and did not do and how thing were. I only hope that people think kind of you / me at that point in time for ones may they remember the good and not the bad. There is a deep horn in life that is to be learned for there is little time here . Mines turn in to days and days in to weeks and weeks turn into years because moths turn to weeks for some reason. I have not broken this code for my little one’s are almost two yrs old and were did

Newbee
Around, all around, the sinister creatures gather. My dread grows as an avenging sword falls against my naked soul. It slays me, and darkly my life's blood drips to the wicked earth that is my prison. In unholy terror I cry out while Death's shadow surrounds me. Now alone, my cascade of tears falls upon darkened eyes. This is my salvation olitta will go to jail for ... Using your dildo as a weapon of mass destruction 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com ok i went to see how my cherrys rated me, and im a bit disapointed, i know my pic was up late , but my feelings are hurt, come, support me my cherrys and make me proud... http://www.lostcherry.com/images.php?u=167237&albumid=79186 theres the link, will take 2 secs Buried at PhotoCasket.com

The Klub House Contest
Send me a message and tell me what contest you wish to join!!! the list is shown bellow and I will set you up from there!! THESE ARE ALL KLUB HOUSE CONTESTS!!! 1) Butts 2) Boobs 3) Boy Shorts 4) Female Couples 5) Hot And Sexy 6) Pimped Out 7) Tight Jeans All Contests are broken down into age groups and sex!!! All brought to you by The one and only KICK ASS INTERNET RADIO STATION and you know us by KLUB CITY JAMZ from the KLUB HOUSE!!! All you will have to do is register a username and fallow the rules as well as add pics and vids as well as rate pics and vids!!! Get statrted now and get ahead for next year!!! Winning begins January 1st 2007!!! Please read all rules and guidelines befor you register and feel free to contact me for more info!!! This a new site and new contests!!! fallow the link listed bellow to enter a chance to win!!! MixMasterMcStorm The KLUB HOUSE KLUB CITY JAMZ KICK ASS INTERNET RADIO http://www.klubhouse.us NOTE TO ALL; More links on the home

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you laugh when commercials celebrating Jesus appear on tv (especially when this previously stated Jesus appears in clay form....yes, clay form.) you should not get out of bed. Why do I torture myself with romantic comedies on the lifetime channel?

Aquarious
Aquarius The Age of Aquarius and the futuristic explorations it brings to mind are very much in synch with those of people born under this sign. The Water Bearer is a visionary, caring and giving lover who sees the beauty in friendship and the mutual attainment of shared ideals. These independent souls are a fount of ideas, forever dazzling friends and other groups with their quicksilver mind and humanitarian spirit. Mental fireworks are the sexiest kind for the oft-overflowing Water Bearer, and they are captivated by a lover who shares their quest for a better world. An intuitive partner who is willing to look outside the box in the hopes of becoming a more complete being will win an Aquarian's heart straightaway. The Water Bearer is a flirtatious charmer who is at home with many but also appreciates the pleasures created by two. Aquarius In Love The analytical Aquarian approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately. Playing the game of love is fun in a

While The Reaper Tarries
I hike the hills of Iaqua Where colors steal my breath away A dusty road, a verdant ridge A golden field, a swinging bridge Soft greens of every shade and hue A sky of iridescent blue An unexpected apple tree Where nature gives out snacks for free The apple, round and sweet and firm Try finding one without a worm What caused this giving tree to grow? The seed was planted long ago And tended by a calloused hand An act of faith I understand I learned it on the summer day I hiked the hills of Iaqua Everyone knows what everyone knows You can’t change the world with a kiss and a rose Sometimes a man has to stand up and fight When others are wrong and he knows that he’s right Everyone knows that the peace must be won That change only comes at the point of a gun Everyone knows, and it’s well understood That “they” are all bad and “we” are all good Everyone knows “they” are after our blood That if we don’t fight them, they’ll come lik

Family
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't kiss &; tell. 5.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, and sexy. 6.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 7.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 8.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you. 9.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch a movie. 10.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 11.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 12.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you need him, 14.) A REAL MAN lets others know he's involved. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't play games!!!!!!!!!!! 16.) A REAL MAN doesn't leave his girl to go and hang out with his friends if h

Baca (bikers Against Child Abuse)
This was just emailed to me from the mother of one of our (BACA) children. THIS IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!!!! ................... ................... Dear new found friends, I would like to share with you our story and I how we came to become involved with BACA. About a year and half ago when my daughter was 7 years old. She was touched by her father in an inappropriate fashion. This is a something no child should ever have to experience but it seems even worse when it is by someone you love more than anything in the world. My daughter loved her dad in that way. She was very brave. She came to me the following morning after the incident. I felt my world slip away from under me but I could not show that to my daughter I had to listen to her and assure her that she was very brave and did the right thing in coming to tell me and I also assured her that none of this was her fault. I told her how proud I was of her and that she did the right thing in telling me. I confronte

My Poems...
The magician stands firmly Atop the broken balcony His hands gleam with energy His mind emits ecstasy The wind conducts his flowing robes The doors of convention hastily close And fiction leaps into fantasy As mist dances across the sea Thunder shakes the ground so gentle Reality leaps from its lofty mantel And dances away with one final twirl Before plummeting off the edge of the world The sky watches with jealous spite The earth observes the larks in flight And the magician speaks the archaic rite That overpowers day with the salvation of night

Hurt
I have so many things to tell you, that I don't know how to say. so many thing are happening, and things are changing everyday . . . Some things are getting better; and others just getting worse. everything is changing; and everyone is hurt . . . I am always hurting; I always seem to cry. everyone is leaving; and don't even say goodbye . . . Suicide seems to linger in everybody's mind; they know that it's a stupid thing; but still think it all the time . . . They think that their depression is fatal enough to die. they think it would be better, and no one would even cry . . . They're just being stupid, they aren't thinking clear; and all they're doing is hurting the people they love so dear . . . I know that you're in heaven, looking down from up above. please just show these people that all they need is love! When I look at your eyes, I see your true self. I see you're sweet, and caring. I see you're giving and forgiving. I see your love for

Bitchin'
~~proud to be a mother and hope I can do a good job. ~~a mother, daughter, sister, aunt, neice, cousin, grandchild and friend. ~~an animal lover to the fault of I'd feed every stray animal I come across if I could afford it. ~~a true Ada'n(?)born & bred ~~a firm believer in Christ ~~non-combative, until backed in a corner or one of my friends or family is concerned ~~loyal and always try to be a good friend ~~terrified of hights, needles, falling, snakes and dying alone ~~a very bad speller ~~not good with time; I always tend to get distracted and end up running late ~~who I am ~~~~Who are you? Allah or Jesus? By Rick Mathes Last month I attended my annual training session that's required for maintaining my state prison security clearance. During the training session there was a presentation by three speakers representing the Roman Catholic, Protestant and Muslim faiths, who explained each of their beliefs. I was particularly interested in w

Blogin'
not much going on here. im suprised that i am not in bed yet lol. usually im tired about now. i dont know, i guess that i am hoping someone will write me back soon and give me something to do...like yeah right like that would ever happen. everyone is being to stuck up or just dont want to talk now days, but oh well. i guess someone will write me again eventually. hehehe. but anyway, aint much going on here. i got a lot of cleaning to do tomorrow. oh and im getting dsl next month...weeeeee...i cant wait. and i am also getting my pics that i took down in the state of Louisiana developed next month also. weeeeee i cant wait on those either hehehe. dont worry!!! i will put em on here when i get em scanned and put on my puter. and i will put em in yahoo profile and my myspace profile. well gotta go for now hope to hear from yall again soon. love yall! love always, amanda thought that i would blog today, it's been a while since i last did this... aint much going on here just s

The Mind Of Don (clean Version)
I drop to one knee and prop myself up with my sword. I wipe my brow with a look of utter bewilderment. This fight has taken more of a toll on me than any previous, all because I wanted something so stupid and trivial as immortality. The cold has made my breath visible. The ice has weighed down what otherwise would be very light and effective armor. My shield is several feet away, leaving me completely open to attack I'm burning on the inside of my skin, while the outside is frost bitten. My mouth is dry from the obscenities that I've screamed at my enemy... pure futile frustration. The ice and snow under my feet have hindered my movement to the point that my practiced dexterity is of no use now. In other words, I'm completely fucked. In short range is my enemy. Cold. Unfeeling. Honestly, not giving a damn whither I live or die. She stands unhindered, completely at home in the bitter cold. Her hair gently touches her shoulders, jet black and shimmering in what light creep

Hottie
You're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , You're the STAR to my BURST, You're the M to my M, You're the POP to my TART, You're the MILKY to my WAY, You're the FRUIT to my LOOP, You're the MILK to my DUDS, You're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, You're the ICE to my CREAM, You're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... You're the BEST to my FRIEND Music Video:SEXYBACK (by Justin Timberlake)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Hello all you Cherries, Just wanted to say that I am a private person, yes I do have private pics of me on here, that if I wanted everyone to see I would not have them in a private folder...Please do not ask to be my friend then shout at me and ask to see my private pics....cause the answer is NO.... For example I had an ignorant man reach out to me Friday night and called me selfish cause I wouldn't let him see....well just because his are for everyone to see and I looked...who wouldn't ...he told me I was selfish . Well that to me is being prtective for me...I don't know who any of you are why would I just let anyone see.... So before you go asking...Don't even bother unless I bring up the subject...Thank you all so very much... Have a great evening.. Hi to all my friends, I'm going to open all of my private pics for 30 min. for everyone to post comments, and tell me what you think, hoping you all give me some points, so i can post more pics, going to open them from 10:45 PM till 11:

Cherrybombin
I would like to Thank You, wonderful people of CherryTap. Yes, we r still called CherryTap...just hours before the name change. I am not happy with the change, but I'll live with it. I posted a bulletin a few days ago, asking my friends and fans to help me reach 24,000,000 points. To me, that equals Godfathering the 4th time. I know it means nothing to anyone else lol. I was thrilled to see that so many folks came and helped. I love you for that. My wish was to be the first to not only Godfather the 3rd time, but the 4th time also. Thats Cherrytap/Fubar history folks! I'm thrilled to be the first at anything on this site. I however will not be trying, nor will I be able to keep the lead with the most points. A rich granny has set upon this site to buy her way to the top. She pays for all her points, fans and friends, and has the money to do so. If I were that rich, I have family that would come first, or hell a trip around the world, it wouldnt be spent on this site! But, thats beside

Life's Little Lessons...
Well here I am, sitting at work.. Nothing to do, bored, hurt and angry. I think the first thing on the list is pretty much self explainitory, but let me expalin the other two. I'm angry because I'm sick and tired of people getting preferrential treatment becasue of the way they look. Anyone that treats anyone differently because of the way they look needs their heads read, just because they're deemed as being 'beautiful' by society's standards doesn't make them any better of a person than anyone else. We're all the same on the inside, which is what really counts anyway. I couldn't care less about looks or material possesions, give me someone with a good personality and a good heart and I'll show you the makings of a great friend. Okay now on to point number 2. I am hurt because someone I love and care for a whole lot has been taking forgranted everything I have been doing for them lately. I haven't slept a full night in almost 2 weeks because I have been using that time to help this pe

Ronimae
hi all: Please we need some prayers tonight. Mygrandson is up in the hospital for second and third degree burns. His name is BLAKE TAYLOR BRYANT. he is up at u of m hospital in ann arbor, michigan....he need our prayers. god bless us all he is only eight years old thanks Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Creation Is A Bitch
All of those nights when I stayed up wondering about what would happen the following day. All the time wasted on things that would just fly by anyway. Things swirl in the sunlight like a soft glow from heaven, and all the lover's have changed names. I can still hear each and everyone breathing. There's a difference in the littlest of things. Time is as real as a picture. Still, quiet, misleading. What if I forget now? My heart, my fears, and my sanity? All I have is what I know, and someday... I might only have those pictures left. When that day comes, may God remind me, that I did have a purpose. Hey everyone. I just wanted to tell you all that I wont be able to respond or really be on this website due to the fuck up of my internet. Well, life is good and busy. I'm hoping to party some tommorrow or maybe Friday night. I think I need to blog more just for fun. I can't say I have money really. I have very weak paychecks, but I've been enjoying the little things in life. I figured going

Life
went better then i expected getting a decent amount to help raise my son on from his father. let him see his dad for a little bit after court was a very tearful time on my part after it was all said and done. i told him straight out at the court i will not keep his son from him but he better start doing what is needed and i don't want him back and that i am happy and getting married when our divorce is final. the only thing that hurt me was that my son even though i show him pics of his dad that he didn't say that's my dad when his dad picked him up to hug him okay first it was my blood pressure being high but now they took my blood the other day at the doctor after i got a good bill of health on the bp i now get a letter in the mail that my sugar is high and i hadn't ate or drank anything before i went to the doctor that morning they came up with it at 133 so now i have to in for a glucose test and i hate them took them carrying my boys each time i got pregnant with one of

Beautiful Days
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER TWELVE(FINAL) BEAUTIFUL DAYS 12(THE END) "You are now tuned into the sounds of RADIO ROB here on your F.M. dial. The forecast for tonight...? SNOW! And lots of it. You know what RADIO ROB knows you'll stay indoors for the remainder of the evening. In the next hour we got some of your favorite underground hits, we got The Yo Yo from Little Brother, Musick from Dudley Perkins, everybody's favorite duo Amphibeus Tungs with 4 Siblings. You are tuned in to the station that smacks that eardrum with nothin' but the best, that's 102.7 on your F.M. dial. We gonna kick it all off with Crazie Vizion with...BEAUTIFUL DAYS! BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER 12 SWAN SONG SILLILQUY Part two END OF DAYS. John helped Sophie load up the car with the explosives found in the shed behind their former safehouse. Able struggling to hold on to what little life he has left as he lie bleeding in the backseat. Refusing medical attention as usual. But highly understandable at this po

Salute
I've been doing alot of thinking lately about all the people showing support for our Armed Forces. I am Glad to see them get the support They so richly DESERVE.But I would like to say that we Need to Support and Respect Our Military,Both the Veterans and Active Duty,even After the war ends.They get little notice in peace time but they are making sacrifices daily for this country,even then.Their Families make sacrifices by allowing that Service Member do his or her job.So even after the battles are over,They Deserve EVERY bit of Respect&Support We can give them.THEY HAVE EARNED IT!!!! If You agree Please Repost this. I went to leave a comment on a pic and EVERY time I do I get this: Bouncer ID check, please type the characters you see in the image. When Did This BS start and Why? I came across this profile and I know the Lady in the photos and have been friends with her for a long while.I emailed her and asked if itwas Her and she said it is NOT her. Here is the Fakers pro

Vets Poems
The United States Flag Code stipulates that as the symbol of a living country, the flag is considered in itself a living thing and should be properly displayed and cared for. The code outlines the proper ways to display the American flag. Raise the flag briskly. Lower it ceremoniously. Never allow the flag to touch the ground or floor. Do not fly the flag in bad weather, unless it is an all-weather flag. The flag can only be flown at night if properly illuminated. Otherwise, it should only be flown from sunrise to sunset. The flag should always be allowed to fall free. The flag should never be used to carry, store, or deliver anything. Never fly the flag upside down except to signal an emergency. Ceremonial When hung over a sidewalk on a rope extending from a building, the stars are always away from the building. When the flag is hung over a street running east to west, the stars are always toward the north. When the flag is hung over a street running north to south,

Test Drive
An 85-year-old man went to his doctor's office to get a sperm count. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained: "Well, doc, it's like this - First I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, and still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit and she even tried squeezin' it between her knees, but still nothing." The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?" The old man replied, "Yep. And no matter what we tried,

The Blog Of Lux
i dont have a creative name for this.. im not feeling creative.. feeling pissed -- someone broke into my car last night.. they tried to steal the p.o.s. stereo.. failed - tried to steal the car as well.. also failed - but now the inside of the car is all fucked up... and the ignition doesnt work.. even tried to use a screwdriver in it.. which im sure is what they tried - my car is apparantly theft proof.. even for me. Now i have no transportation until i buy a new ignition and get it put in.. plus various other issues like i doubt the stereo works.. and the car is going to be an ugly mess until i have the cash to fix the rest of it. on the bright side.. i do still have a car.. and a piece of shit stereo -- just cant use it til i can start it again.. called into work today.. down cash for that as well.. im about 45 minutes drive from work.. my friend is going to let me stay at his place (close to my work) until i get a new ignition.. i dunno.. just lettin the fubar world know

Funny Stuff
Sex Advice From A Friend Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been. The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night". The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?" The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night." His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?" The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing! The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling. The white man asks, "What happened?!" The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!" The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?" The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, ey

Anything And Everything
I'm hoping most of you will read this cause I would like all that are on my friends list to sign my guestbook that is on my profile under 'Interests' so that I can see where everyone is at compared to me. Thank You and please sign. Heart n Soul I thought I knew what love was Till I met a man who showed me the light He opened my eyes to new things He opened my mind to new ideas He opened my soul to the light He opened my body to passion And he opened my heart to love like no other Before him all I knew was darkness To me love was always pain But I met him and darkness turned to light And pain turned to passion I curl up to him and I feel safe He looks at me I feel his love He touches me and I feel his passion I see in his eyes that I will always be safe I can't wait to come his wife To live our lives as one All because I finally found what true love is And I have found it in him In his heart In his eyes In his soul In his arms To the end of time I now know wh

Bbws Come To Me
friends fans family and people im fans of im deleting people who dont talk to me or dont respond when i write them if you do not wanna get deleted write me a private msg or write me a comment you have till 02/07/06 if you dont know when that is its febuary 7 2006 its a wenesday and if you dont write i will delete you and if you look and dont write im deleting you..... hello everyone that know me and is a friend and fam and all the fans some one come talk to me im bored and need some one to talk too hit me up please it will be fun hello every new and old friends that has come if you wanna get to not me the guy that luvsladiesfeet come talk to me im openminded and will talk about anything possible i do have a heart and a mind and i do think with them so look im on come hit me in my shout box comment or a private message i return all and i will talk so hit me up

Video's
Her body drenched in sweat as she hears his voice on the phone The thought of him sitting behind him kissing her neck and squeezing her breasts awakening such strong desires with in her Feeling his body pressed against hers Moaning softly feeling his hardness Wanting no almost begging him "Please baby, take me.now. And having him refuse as he gets down on his knees before her and begins the wonderful torture on her using his lips and tongue to make her scream out in passion. Giving him what he had been longing for as she filled his waiting lips with her sweet juices.Clutching his head holding it against her till her shaking subsided. She looks into his eyes as he raises up and starts rubbing his hardness against her .Her body trembling in anticipation as the two of them finally become one for the first time. For years their fantaises have been leading up to this once in a lifetime moment as he slowly slides into her and her body responds pulling him deep inside . Finally fee

The Musings Of Opium
Ask me a question, any question. I'll answer it truthfully and ask you a question..it can get quite amusing. Thoughtful questions, humorous questions, technical questions..anything. Something you have always wondered about me, something you want a true answer to but never thought I would answer honestly, something that has nothing to do with me that you have always been curious about...anything. Shoot away. Your Glamour Icon Is The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder. What Glamour Icon Best Represents You? Your Makeup Look Is Punk Glam Eyes You're the perfect mix of rock and roll meets glamour! What's Your Signature Makeup Look? You Are a Cappuccino You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems

My Mind Is Dangerous
Girl was reading The Dark Tower by Stephen King in the picture. I just finished the 7 book series and this just poured out???? As Roland found his way to his Ka and Ka-tet, He, as well as us all in the 'real' look back on our past in the final moments and kindle the reoccurring faults we attribute to and in the end get pulled back into this muck we call life, Time after Time with lessons learned and new mistakes to be made. See you in the next......... Bring your ax. tazerbe The hurt that I feel To know that you are alone When you are in need Of attention and Comfort To be in the arms Of one who understands And feels The pain that you feel When you hurt I hurt I want to be there for you I want to be there by your side To give you The Love The Attention The Support That you need Whatever you want Its yours Nothing is too hard To get for one As precious as you beauty lies deep will you ever forgive and forget i know you meant well but you became ju

For Your Information
glitter-graphics.com HELLO FELLOW FUBARIAN FRIENDS AND FAMILY: JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS AND GALS KNOW THAT I AM BACK AFTER A FIVE DAY FORCED LEAVE BECAUSE MY DANG HARD DRIVE CRASHED AND BURNED. HAD TO TAKE MY SICK COMPUTER TO THE REPAIR SHOP BUT NOW IT IS ALL FIXED AND BACK IN BETTER SHAPE THAN BEFORE. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHERE I WAS JUST IN CASE YOU MISSED ME. NOW SHOW ME THE LOVE I'VE BEEN MISSING ALL WEEK. GOOD TO BE BACK HOME HERE AT THE FUB. I AM DEFINITELY HOOKED (LMAO :p). MUCH LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO ALL OF MY DEAR FRIENDS HERE

Random Thoughts
i am in need of a fuck buddy......but every one i seem to meet comes up short......do i expect to much?? 1. Want to make love for longer than 30 minutes 2. Wanna give and RECEIVE oral 3. Wanna go out every now and then....(dutch is fine with me) 4. somethimes i wanna make love other times fuck 5. don't want love but do want respect and friendship now sex is better than no sex..... can some one explain to me how lace covered breast get marked NSFW....but lace covered pussy with hand touching doesn't? i got 22 pics flagged today in 15 minutes....jealousy is so unattractive

Me At The Moment
Between "let's get married tomorrow" & "let's get naked tonight" I seem to meet two types of women lately: Those who, almost from that first cup of check-you-out coffee, want to settle in and settle down; and those who want to hand me their panties under the table at Starbucks. Well look, I've done the settle-down thing before, and I will again, but I'm not there yet. And being a normal male, I find it hard to object to the "here's my wet panties, tell me your name again" thing, So, what's in the middle? I would like to meet someone fun, have lots of interesting conversations, go see movies and listen to music and ride my harley with, eat cool food, travel to cool places,and yeah, spend a lot of time naked. In all honesty, though, I really don't want to marry right now. That is, I don't want to marry anybody right now. But NSA is too far to the other extreme. If you're in your 30s or 40s and you'd like a part-time partner, one who understands your busy life and

Inside My Mind
Ok so I was talking to one of my best friends the other day and some how the subject got turned to oral sex and he mentioned that he wasn't a big fan of recieving a blowjob. I'll repeat that, in case you missed it. HE DOESN'T LIKE BLOWJOBS!!!! I was shocked I just had to ask him why the hell he didnt enjoy them and he replied with it is great at first but he never seems to be able to get off and then went into more detail: It starts out like whoa she's sucking me off, cool, this feels great, but after a few minutes he gets bored, like he is just laying there and she is out of reach and he has nothing to entertain himself with during this time. I was in awe really. I was wondering who in the hell has he let go down on him? Was she really that bad that he was able to think about not being "entertained"? Just from personal experiance I can recall many times where my "parts" were in positions that would allow a guy to entertain himself. Examples: on the bed, beside him on y

Operation: Hooah!
Well, my jump rope finally gave up the ghost and died. I had to purchase a new jump rope, but I don't mind overly, as this new jump rope is simply perfect for my height. I even purchased a new stability ball, but I chose a 65 cm ball rather than the 45 cm ball to make the workouts more challenging. My various muscles are feeling the stability ball, the new and improved jump rope, and the belly dance. Salsa, too. Here are some quotes and whatnot that I have found to be particularly inspiring and motivational. "I thought: If I was lucky enough to live, I'd change, myself-I realized I could have a new life-new energy, new endurance, and feel better about myself." Larry King (After his 1987 heart attack) "Success is easy to find. It's 'down the street' from Discipline and 'around the corner' from Consistency." "If you will discipline yourself to make your mind self-sufficient you will thereby be least vulnerable to injury from the outside." Critias of Athen People c

Contests
My 2 youngest babies are in the prettiest babies contest... comment bombing allowed, so please go show these angels some love and bomb away at em! This one has my heart because they are my world, so please help me out! Love you all!! XOXOXOXO HELLO EVERYONE!! I'm needing more entries for best body part contest... wanting 10 men and 10 ladies... can be any body part (and i know there are TONS of cherries out there with some amazing features!!) Just no NSFW photos, please!!! Send me a message with a link to a photo you'd like to use... no comment limit on your favorite when voting, and the more entries, the bigger and better the prizes babes!!! So, pass on the word!!! MUAH here's the link babies... please vote and comment as much as possible!!! love you all and happily will return the favor however u need!!!! love, hugz, kisses.... CRYSTAL

My Songs...
Im seventeen. A killa at heart. I leave your body torn apart. What Ive said, is that yall be dead. Hangin from the wall in my shed. I got my axe handy and willin to work. I never liked him. Thats why I killed that jerk. I sliced his throat cuz I wanted him to die. I took my knife and stabbed in the eye. Now dont cry, Its just blood commin outta his ears. I dont lie, Just fufilling all ya fears. Cuuz I, Kill all the quiers. The bloods dry, cuz you been sittin there for years. Down in my basement is where I do my duty. Bodys under my floor. The newest one is the dude who tried to shoot me. I think he was a fag cuz he called me a cutie. Im not gay but Id had sumthin for his ass. A zippo and a can full of gas. Im not psycho and Im not trashed. I like killin for money. Let me go get my check cashed. Bling bling. Nope its not my ring. Its sharp though and a razors the same thing. I keep in tucked in my sleeve. Your skin is the onlt thing I need. Slice slice. Im doin it right. Im g

Kick Ass Pantera Lyrics
Floods A dead issue, don't wrestle with it, deaf ears are sleeping A guilty bliss, so inviting (let me in), nailed to the cross I feel you, relate to you, accuse you Wash away us all, take us with the floods Then throughout the night, they were raped and executed Cold hearted world Your language unheard of, the vast sound of tuning out The rash of negativity is seen one-sidedly, burn away the day The nervous, the drifting, the heaving Wash away us all, take us with the floods Then throughout the day mankind played with grenades Cold hearted world And at night they might bait the pentagram Extinguishing the sun Wash away man, take him with the floods Hollow What's left inside him? Don't he remember us? Can't he believe me? We seemed like bothers Talked for hours last month About what we wanna be I sit now with his hand in mine But I know he can't feel... No one knows What's done is done It's as if he were dead I'm close with his mother

Women.......
A HAPPIER MARRIED LIFE: 1. It's important to have a woman who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans and has a job. 2. It's important to have a woman who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a woman who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a woman who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. It's very, very important that these four women do not know each other! The first blonde rubs the lamp and the genie magically appears. "Since there are three of you, I will give each one of you a wish," replies the genie. The first blonde thinks for a few minutes and says," I want to be 25% smarter." *POOF!* The blonde turns into a lovely redhead. The second blonde in amazement says, "Well, I want ot be 50% smarter." *POOF* The blonde turned into a beautiful brunette. The third blonde says, " I want to be 50% dumber." *POOF* She turns into a man. Adam was walking around the garden of Eden feeling v

Could it have been only months ago that you crossed my path? Swirling so sweetly along the vine I greedily clutched you by your red flowing hair Placed you in my favorite cup Drunk you down whole as my tongue splashed in your wine Not a day goes by where I don't have a familiar sensation of you & that euphoric feeling you left in me... So deep inside... Forever mine Can you dream about dreaming? And if you can, does that make it real? It starts out as a dark red vapor... Misty, hypnotic It ends as the woman I desire The one who moved me with her dance and made her navel the center of my universe I can't move... Paralized by her eyes, pinning me to the bed, bound by the sheets In the time it takes to blink, she's close to me Levitating above me, filling me with her presence, her smell and rythmic motion Sweet breath and hushed words echo Something about heated nights... Tender embraces... And a gift to last all my days Then... Anxoius blackness swallows me

Open Your Mind
I am exploring the concept of polyamorous relationships. Why, you might ask! Long story, not sure I want to share it at this point in time, lol. Let's just say I've discovered my personality makes me better suited for that type of relationship, as opposed to the standard! I would like the opinions/ideas of my friends and family members regarding polyamory and the viability of such a relationship. Those comfortable with this topic can either post their opinion here or PM/cmail me! Thanks, everyone! Yeah, I think about the most interesting things, don't I, lol!! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings! You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Whips75%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blood67%Bondage58%Blind Folds42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm. I took this write up on the Venus Retrog

Everything Else
Ok, ok... I added a pic of me. Look in my pics...thats the only one I could find..sorry its not that great. So I recently became a 9. Please help me in my quest to be a 10. That is my ultimate goal, I prolly wont ask for help after that point. Thank to all of you who helped me out. I really appreciate it!!!

Words Of An Ant
This morning I woke up to yet another bizarre dream. It started with me discovering that there was a disjointed floating head,torso, and arms in the house with us. By us I believe I mean my brother, myself, and my mother. My father was not in the house. Initially I screamed for help and I think in my mind I was hoping someone versed in witchcraft or something would come banish the thing. I think I may have watched too much Charmed,Supernatural, The Dresden Files, the X-Files, and other weird shows of a supernatural or just plain strange nature. Anyway, seeing that no help was coming I took it upon myself to challenge this entity. At first it appeared the entity was leaving because it had opened the door and seemed on its way out. That is how I figure it must have had arms because how else could it have opened the door? I do not specifically remember arms though and I will remember less of this dream if I do not hurry up and finish this damned story. Moving on, it hesitated, turned ar

Contest
Every year at just this time, In cold and dark December, Families around the world All gather to remember, With presents and with parties, With feasting and with fun, Customs and tradtions for people old and young. So every year, around the world In all lands and nations, People of all ages love December celebrations! Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss. Give Un To Others As You Would Want Givin To You!

My Thoughts
One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the CT. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of CherryTAP policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. I have received this twice now on pictures that I already had marked NSFW and placed in the naughty file...So, My response to the CT staff... For CT information all the pictures that CT staff is informing me about, which are NSFW, have already been placed in a NSFW file since I placed them on CT..So why am I receiving notices that these are NSFW when they are already marked NSFW? I am wondering about this issue as it has already been d

Pagan Thoughts
The following contains elements of a work authored by Mike Nichols, a Welsh Witch from K.C., Missouri. Go to: http://www.sacred-texts.com/bos/bos036.htm for the original text. Lady Cerridwen Gawr, June, 2002 GENERAL INFORMATION Gwyl Canol Gaeaf or Yule: December 21-23 (the Winter Solstice) is the festival of the Divine King's death and rebirth. This is the time which marks the vanquishing of the Holly King, the God of the waning year, by the Oak king, God of the waxing year. At this season the powers of light (Oak King) grow strong as they battle the powers of darkness (Holly King). Each clan elects a Shape Shifter whose job it is to balance the festival of Gwyl Canol Gaef. At this time the White Goddess gives birth to the Sun God, the child of promise, who will re-fertilize her and bring back the warmth and light to the kingdom. The Oak King rules. Although still young and weak, the days are getting longer now. This is the time for family. The traditional solstice

From Me To You!
It may take you two minutes to read this but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at

Whezzie
As I sit here in my recliner at 3:00 am with two little cats sleeping on my legs, (which are asleep, Legs that is) and my two big cats sleeping in the wifes recliner, I think of the wonderful people I have met on here and have to ask myself.... "Self what have I done in my life to deserve such wonderful friends". Self puzzles over this for a time and then just says fuckit...What ever I am doing right is good enough for me. So to my friends and those of you who will become my friends. Thank you for being there for me in my times of need and when I just wanted to shoot the shit. You make me smile and thats what it's all about. Cliff and Moni, Mystical, King Nothing, Bones and Teddybear, Easylivin, Matt, Dick, Masokyst, Wendy, Sassy, Lurch, Glenn, Martigras, Rose, Cheshire, Nyne, XnTrek, Eric, Illusion, Unlucky, Oldbiker, Arcadian, Dragon, and all my B&A Family Members. You guys make my life fun and and make me proud to call you all friend... But I have to send out

Memory Lane- Everything That I Can Think Of Thats Influenced Me In Mylife- Here's My Little Collage Of Memories
Ra-Joejoe-Phatty(shawn) Settin up- I need to get a damn scanner to put up all the pics of when I was with um throught Alaska- But thats a shot from their uberness now lol. Joey in his nose picking contemplativeness- I love Joe Joe is one of my personal Heroes hehe !! I miss you joejoe!! one of their mondo shows umm more recent lol (not quite the bars they used to play) lol. I remember building them stage lights out of coffee cans colored cellophane and flood lights lmao!!! *reminices dreamily* those were the days haha. So--- hmm the story with QED- I think I'm still under sworn silence to not say some of our story - But I will say- that in our little adventures together led to probably some of the best QED head stories ever haha.. I gotta call these guys. They are all famous and uber now - But- I miss them still. You can find me on the thankyou notes of the SFA (Searching for Adjectives) under the thankyous I'm the very very very last person in the thankyou (lol) Mel

Raven's Word
As of November 3, 2006, Raven is once again accepting indie wrestling bookings. Promoters interested in booking Raven to appear at their shows should e-mail all inquiries to bookings@theraveneffect.com Please note this address is for serious inquiries only and is not a fan mail address. ***The following is from www.prowrestlingunplugged.com*** Pro Wrestling Unplugged PWU vs. JCW 12.16.06 By Asher Katz “The Good Guy” Azrieal vs. Aramis The XFC graduate, Aramis comes out to a very warm welcome. However, Azrieal had a few words for Aramis, letting him know that he won’t be underestimating him this time, as he lost his last match against Aramis due to carelessness. Both men immediately go after each other fast and furiously, with Azrieal eventually getting the upper hand early on. The self proclaimed “good guy” didn’t quite live up to his moniker as he frequently used the ropes against Aramis and took advantage of the ref’s 5 count on chokes and keep

Don
Courtesy of MsTags.com I just want to let all my friends know that I have found the Love of my life and will be getting married on the 18th of August. Her name is Jennifer and she is the best thing that has ever happened to me!!! I will never forget my friends here. I Love you all. I won't be on here as often as before, but I will still try to answer all my comments as soon as I can. Hello all my friends and family here on CT. I am going to host the first ever MISS CHERRYTAP WORLD PAGENT!!! Once I get the details worked out and have it ready I will post a bulletin and blog to let everyone know. This blog is to get everyone's input and ideas. Contestants will need to submit 1 salute photo. It will be based on ratings not comments. The first to get 250 ratings of 10 will win a 30 day blast with 1 voter selected at random winning a 1 day blast. Please let me know if you would be interested and what you think. This is my way to show how much I appreciate everyone here on CT. Tha

Say My Name, Bitch
It's finals. I'm far too fucked to recall the bitching party (And by bitching I mean it ended at 6:10 AM). So until I'm not swamped with shit to do, here's another reason that my friends and I are bad people. pinklady2383: I stole Veleveta shells and cheese from the hungry. pinklady2383: I'm so going to hell. TweekerChickQC: We are in college and broke. TweekerChickQC: Technically we are the hungry. pinklady2383: Jimmy yelled at me. I was like I SPENT ALL MY MONEY ON BOOZE YOU DRANK! pinklady2383: He's like.... carry on... TweekerchickQC: Gotta love his sense of responsibility. pinklady2383: He tries to be a good little catholic republican TweekerChickQC: While allowing his boss to steal from the hungry. pinklady2383: Like I said, he's a republican. TweekerChickQC: So if you want to be techincal about it, he's doing a great job. As much as working with children is a gigantic pain in my ass, every now and again it has its perks. The other day, I rolled into work, in ripped j

Sweet Sub's Rants And Raves
I just put a guestbook on my page and would love all my friends to come and sign it :) Went to ER, nothing is broken just soft tissue injury. Everything is very swollen, put me on anti inflammatories and painkillers... Well i had a fun day today, fell down a flight of marble stairs at work. And i didn't just slide down on my ass, but actually tumbled down head over foot. Luckily i didn't break my neck but my legs and arm are bruised and swollen. i'm a hurting little kitty tonight. I sit here trying to decide whether i should go to ER or give it one day to see how i feel.