Sissy's blog: "my wall"

as i sit silent thousand things going through my mind as the tears fall no one knows my pain and some dont even care i live in my own bubble of pain and fears and still no one cares i try and make since out of all jumble of things going through my mind but its no use even i dont understand all this confusion so i go on and start a new day and put the old one to rest for a while as the tears dry on my face i am a person i know pain i have feelings but i just dont understand all the confusion how can you talk about things you dont even understand im me and thats good enough for me either except me for me or watch me as i walk away my pain is real my tears are real i am a person i am me and my pain is reali just try my best to cover it up and move forward my fears are real so i just give up

All day long,I thought about you.Even when I tried notto think about you,I thought about you.When I closed my eyes,I thought about you.When I opened my eyes,I thought about you.When I thought aboutthe beauty of the season,I thought about you.When I thought about thewarmth of the upcoming holidays,I thought about you.When I heard a love songon the radio,I thought about you.When I checked my email,I thought about you.Even when I said goodnightto the stars,I thought about you.And when I slipped beneaththe softness of my blanketand gave in to the blissof sweet dreams,I thought about you.I just can't stopthinking about you.You're all in my Heart all days and nightsI love you...

IT DOESNT MATTER TO ME IF YOUR TALLIT DOESNT MATTER IF YOUR SHORTIT DOESNT MATTER IF YOUR FATIT DOESNT MATTER IF YOUR SKINNYIT DOESNT MATTER IF YOU ARE SMARTIT DOESNT MATTER IF YOU ARE STUPIDIT DOESNT MATTER IF YOUR RICHIT DOESNT MATTER IF YOUR POORBUT,I CAN TELL YOU WHAT MATTERSTO ME AND THAT ISTO ALWAYS EXCEPTPEOPLE FOR WHO THEY AREAND TO TREATTHEM HOW YOU WANT TO BE TREATEDTHATS WHAT MATTERS MOST TO MEIS BEING YOUR FRIEND.........                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                        A FRIEND THE MOST SWEETEST TREASURE YOU COULD EVER HAVE AND IM SO GRATEFUL YOU ARE MY FRIEND............ CAUSE A TRUE FRIEND IS A VERY RARE GIFT

Sweetheart Never Have I Fallen



Your lips speak soft sweetness

Your touch a cool caress

I am lost in your magic

My heart beats within your chest



I think of you each morning

And dream of you each night

I think of y...our arms being around me

And cannot express my delight



Never have I fallen

But I am quickly on my way

You hold a heart in your hands

That has never before been given away