Fubar Blogs 5

The Rose
Some say love it is a river that drowns the tender reed Some say love it is a razer that leaves your soul to blead Some say love it is a hunger an endless aching need I say love it is a flower and you it's only seed It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance It's the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live When the night has been too lonely and the road has been too long and you think that love is only for the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose

How Time Slips
its funny how slips away Category: Life just want to share with my friends who may interested in a experience i had today .....this ..am.. i had to go to lax to pick some family friends .......while waiting i seen a army guy sitting by himself ..........with thoses bifg duffle bags you always see..........lol........being a vet my self from many years ago..........i knew what its like ........he was 31 years of age been in the army for 11 years ..just on his way home from afgan..........[3rd tour ] so i walk over and said how are you doing .......he told me great .so i asked what he thought about whats going on in america and he said .............that he and most of the others he knew serving now, were very upset [mad] with the press state side for not telling about all the good stuff that happens daily ........i asked him about what he thought about the presdents new rules of engagement ...........he believes it will let us when .......i shared with him .that i came home afte

Sex Iq Is 122
You have a sexual IQ of 122 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Truth About Jobs
Dress Code It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing new clothes , we assume you are doing well financially And therefore do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise. Sick Days We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. Personal Days Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday & Sunday. Bereavement Leave This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be schedul

Drinking
People get stupid when they drink and also think that they can get away with a lot of stuff but to tell the truth when it comes time for them to get what they deserve they will get it or they will get their payback. Why do people get drunk and also why do they think get drunk is cool or good? People act like mmorons and don't realize that people who are sober can be in a right mind and etc. I guess that people don't realize that when they are buzzing or drunk that they do thing that they know are wrong and also can get them in trouble. People think that drink is good but it's good when you know how much you can handle before becoming stupid or make an ass out of yourself.

Random Inspirations Into Insanity
My friend Sean sent me a bulletin on another site and here is what he had to say ---------------------------------------------- You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo","Bread", and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If w

Travel Abroad
Hey Cherrys Im going to Kathmandu, Nepal very soon!! I am wondering if anyone of you have ever been there.....If you have can you send me a message and tell me about your experiance there, I am really looking forward to this vacation of my life time, I am gonna see alot and I am very excited so If you have any info on Nepal from being there or if you know someone from Nepal, Have them send me a message and let me know what to expect, Anyways have a gr8 night!! TaTa JoJo

* Becoming The Lotus *
Becoming the Lotus From the Papyrus of Ani As if I'd slept a thousand years underwater I wake into a new season. I am the blue lotus rising. I am the cup of dreams and memory opening--I, the thousand-petaled flower. At dawn the sun rises naked and new as a babe; I open myself and am entered by light. This is the joy, the slow awakening into fire as one by one the petals open, as the fingers that held tight the secret unfurl. I let go of the past and release the fragrance of flowers. I open and light descends, fills me and passes through, each thin blue petal reflected perfectly in clear water. I am that lotus filled with light reflected in the world. I float content within myself, one flower with a thousand petals, one life lived a thousand years without haste, one universe sparking a thousand stars, one god alive in a thousand people. If you stood on a summer's morning on the bank under a brillant sky, you would see the thousand petals and say that together they mak

Venting Steam
I hate you with that stupid smile. When I'm upset your all .. When I'm happy your still .. Ever thought of something a little less smug?. I'll hit you next time you look at me like .. Yahoo! .. Whatever! just to see you on a bad day. You'd probably look all ..

Some Jokes
One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you. I'll take both of y

I Wish You Love
I WISH YOU LOVE!!! A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat." "Is the man of the house home?", they asked. "No", she replied. "He's out." "Then we cannot come in", they replied. In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" The woman went out and invited the men in" "We do not go into a House together," they replied. "Why is that?" she asked. One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home." The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed.

No Sex Since 1957
A crusty old Marine Sergeant Major found himself at a gala event hosted by a local liberal arts college. There was no shortage of extremely young, idealistic ladies in attendance, one of whom approached the Sergeant Major for conversation. "Excuse me, Sergeant Major, but you seem to be a very serious man. Is something bothering you?" "Negative, ma'am. Just serious by nature." "The young lady looked at his awards and decorations and said, "It looks like you have seen a lot of action." "Yes, ma'am, a lot of action." The young lady, tiring of trying to start up a conversation, said, "You know, you should lighten up a little. Relax and enjoy yourself." The Sergeant Major just stared at her in his serious manner. Finally the young lady said, "You know, I hope you don't take this the wrong way, but when is the last time you had sex?" "1957, ma'am." "Well, there you are. You really need to chill out and quit taking everything so seriously! I mean, no sex since 1957

Diary
HER DIARY : Tonight, I thought my husband was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment on it. Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed, but he didn't say much. I asked him what was wrong; he said, Nothing." I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said he wasn't upset, that it had nothing to do with me, and not to worry about it. On the way home, I told him that I loved him. He smiled slightly, and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior. I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too." When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him completely, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there quietly, and watched TV. He continued to seem distant and absent. Finally, with silence all around us, I decided to

Thank God Its Friday
man this week has went so slow.... monday took for ever and as everyone knows wednesday was really rough hehehe thursday i was really tired from being online talking to some friends so last night i stayed home and slept and still feel like ive been hit by a truck... but it is friday so i will meet the girls for some drinks after work... go home take a shower crawl in bed ... get up early for some more work tomorrow and a day filled with basketball... so by saturday night ill be dead tired again hehehe... thats alright i think my next day off is like 7 years from now hehehe hey everyone have a great weekend and drink a few for me and get some great sex!!!!

P-ssy Vs. Beer
pussy vs. beer PUSSY VS. BEER 1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSSY 10. In most countries there's a ta

Check It Out!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fire My Words To all my friends, family and fans I need your help. Im in my first bombing contest and need all of you to please go rate me and comment bomb me please. I promise I will return the favor and a lot of you already know I love to help my friends out when I can so please come and help me out this time and I wont forget it. Bites and Kisses Fire My Words Fire My Words The Gap Band - You Dropped A Bomb On Me (Original 12" Mix)Music Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Comments!!!
i AM IN A RACE FOR A MONTH LONG BLAST!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND COMMENT BOMB ME!!!! YOU WILL FIND MY PIC ON Semi Charmed Kinda Life!@ CherryTAP LOOK FOR THE CONTES FOLDER IN HER PICS!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

Cheating Wife
Thia ia a article on bellsouth.net website. So men are from Mars. It doesn’t mean you can’t figure out how to attract them! Really, the answer is just a couple of planets away – Venus, to be exact. What makes a man feel attracted to a woman is the same as what makes a woman feel attracted to a man: how you feel in his presence. If he makes you feel good, you’ll be attracted, at least to some degree. If he makes you feel bad, well, no second date! There are plenty of people out there – men and women – who can make a guy feel lousy. In order to feel good about themselves, men need to feel eight simple things: Needed Desired Challenged Funny Smart Interesting Important Powerful If you want a particular man (or just want to lift someone’s spirit), you can use these eight simple rules to help attract a man: NEEDED: Men need to feel needed. It gives them a sense of purpose in the relationship. Sometimes, when women act as if they don’t need a man, they end up

Women....
WORDS WOMEN USE FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine". GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but it is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing". THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your

R.i.p.
Gone now, but never forgotten Forever in our dreams Every day the sun shines for you Every day the roads are dry. The straights go on forever, The bends are as you dream. There are no more pains There are no more worries. You will be there at every party, You will take part in every race, You will stand ther on the podium. You will race with the stars, You will ride upon Gods pillion, And if Angels ride on Harleys, Then You will surely travel far. On Earth you were my friend, And now you are a star. So glide on Heavens Highway And lead the train up front. One day you will be waiting And together we will ride Once more again as friends The whiteline side by side. Randall Phillip Voils Cousin Rest In Peace

My Thoughts.
Yesterday talking to my friend, haha, I was thinking about the little nuisance that dwells in your stomach commonly known as "butterflies". Well so questioning why I had them I decided to research it, since I do that quite often. Anyways, I’ve found that this man named Greshon believes that we have a smaller brain connected to our main frame brain, or our "big brain" as he referred to it. It also said that the reason we get butterflies is because our brain recognizes something is wrong and sends it to our small brain, then from there as a reaction of anxiety our stomach creates a feeling of fluttering. Our smaller brain doesn’t need the big brain to function however. It can work alone and carries out menial tasks. Idk I thought it was interesting , I want to read more about it&&&such.

Getting Older...maybe Wiser.
REASONS I KNOW IM GETTING OLDER: 1. I now require naps...this is just a recent thing. 2. I can no longer tell how old a woman is most of the time...AND THEY DONT WANT YOU TO ASK 3. As far as music goes...I have lost touch cuz I dont like fag EMO or Rap or Screamo...kids today. 4. I bought a BROWN leather jacket, not black but BROWN....trust me its a sign. 5. Some kid at the bar in Mexico asked me if I remembered the 80's...Uhh... I lied and said no 6. I have a wrinkle on the corner of my eye that doesnt go away for like 10 secs. if I squint. 7. The freshmen when I was a senior in high school are all drinking age now. 8. I feel stupid in a "band" shirt. 9. I have known a couple people for 20 years, Ive known a bunch for 10-15 years. 10. When High School kids walk into my store, I now assume they are going to steal.... WHAT HAVE I BECOME???????????????????????????????????????

I Am Beginning To Hate People
I have on my Yahoo status : "I'm funny, hot and sexy.. what more can a man ask for?" Some idiot leaves me this: "tigerlightning3: the answer to your status is this: a clean, hotter, sexier, non std infested person who doesnt plaster their picture all over the internet" I hate people!

You Never Know Who You Meet.
Our individual journeys take us into many unexpected situations where we encounter a wide variety of people-some quite like ourselves and some very different. We cannot anticipate these meetings, but we can make the most of them when they take place. When we are courteous as a matter of course and open-minded in our assessment of the individuals whose lives briefly touch our own, we are more apt to stumble upon surprising gems of wisdom that open our eyes to new worlds of possibility. Every person we meet can affect us profoundly, just as every situation we find ourselves in can teach us something new. To fully embrace this fact, it is essential that we acknowledge that everyone is valuable in their own way and capable of expanding our horizons. Since we never know when we will happen upon those individuals who will unveil truths before us, we should extend to all people the same generous level of kindness, care, compassion, and understanding. When we assume everyone we meet is spec

Brain Is On School Over Load!!!!
well here 1/2 the way thru school all is well 3.75 gpa. not to bad im doing better than what was expected of me. but dam the amount of reading im doing in my spare time is a bit extreme i think . if they would at least put some hot chicks on the bikes in the books it wouldnt be so bad...lol... alas i perservere on ward towards the end....

Show Some Luv
aight FRIENDS and FANS whats up im in this contest and would really love it if you all could come give me some help i need 25000 comments to win heres the link THANK YOU I'LL BE GLAD TO RETURN FAVOR JUST ASK

It Makes Me So Sad. :(
Nobody ever reads profiles do they :( Cuz I have had this leave a voice message thing on my page and I have only gotten 10 messages and 1 of them is from myself lol (cuz iw as seeing how it works, but yes im a dork too), So why arent u guys leaving me messages, its really not that hard...i would have thought outta my 800 friends i would get atleast a couple more...well i dont wanna be sad about it anymore so after this blog and I dont get any ill just take it off....Thanks to those who did! BYE for now.... Hope to hear from you!!

Musical Condoms???
From China Daily.com Forget chocolates or roses this Valentine's Day -- a gift of musical condoms is bound to be more entertaining. Hong Kong's Ondo Creation, which makes designer condoms, hopes its Idom sheathes will put a more romantic spin on safe sex -- and reduce the risk of a slap on the face that a pack of six might elicit among some conservative Asians. The Idom itself doesn't sing -- but the mint, strawberry, chocolate and banana flavored condoms come in an attractive package with a music CD to get you in the mood for love. "We create an environment for lovers who would like to try a different experience," said Victor Tsang who runs Ondo Creation. "We try to create products that are not embarrassing, but very trendy and hip. It's a lifestyle product," he added. Cynics may scoff at the marketing gloss, but the 18 month start-up's products sell across the world. The firm also won a bronze medal in the Industrial Design Excellence Awards run in conjunction

I Need A Boat!
Sex on Boats From the Toronto Sun.com I knew a man years ago who'd only have sex on a boat. He said he found it extremely erotic. Canadians may shiver at the thought, but it helped that he lived on the south coast of England where the weather's reasonably decent all year, which leads to a long boating season. He said it beat sex on a bed in a house by far and was much more stimulating (and comfortable) than, say, sex in a car or a park. Citing the silence, the privacy, the relaxing rocking motion of the boat, the slap-slap sound of waves against the side plus the cozy intimacy of small cabins, he waxed lyrical about the atmosphere being more sensual and, especially, romantic. The only problem, he noted, is if the sea is rough, it's essential your partner be a good sailor. Being seasick in the confines of such a small space is, needless to say, not conducive to hot sex. He was preaching to the converted. I'm a good sailor (born by the sea) and I've made love

Poems
After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and changing a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doens't mean security. And you begin to accept your defeats With you head and your eyes ahead. With the grace of a woman or man Not with the grief of a child. And you learn to build your roads on today Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. And futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. And after awhile you learn That even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant you own garden and decorate your own soul. Instead of waiting for someone to send you flowers. And you learn That you really can endure That you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn And learn, and learn With every failure You learn With every goodbye you learn.

Help A Friend Get Out Of The Army
hey everyone one of my sgts is tryin to get a record deal through music city madness on cmt.com voting starts next month i believe, and if he wins then he gets a record deal and that means he can get out of tha miltary and do what he loves to do. newho go check out his video clip and vote http://www.cmt.com/loaded/index.jhtml?vid=129157 and if u really want to be cool repost this link on ur site so more people go, purr-she-ate-it ******************************** voting starts on the 13th of feb ********************************

Test To Prove You Want To Be Friends!!
For the people who want to request me as a friend, Take the Test FIRSTT!!! Okay so I am kind of annoyed that nobody reads my profile or really wants to talk to me, they just add me as a friend...So lets try to set up this lil test for everybody who wants to request me as a friend! You need to atleast get 50% right to be added else I will decline you. Send it in a message to me and then I will add ya!! And the people who Added me and dont know me u should really be taking this test to, but Ive already added u...SO i guess it really doesnt matter lol! If you know for sure 5 then only answer 5 thats cool as long as u answer.... First Question.... What is my name?? Question Two..... When is my Birthday? Question Three.... Where am I from??? Question Four... By looking at my profile what do you think my favorite color is? Question Five... What song do I have on my profile right now to ? Question Six.... What kind of music do I like? *hint* Its one of

Lmfao...
Santa Sex I have the best girlfiend in the world.I came home and found her waiting for me in bed.Not only waiting for me but in red lingerie with white fur trimming.Yay santa has come to town and brought me exactly what I wanted for christmasA beautiful girl wrapped in tinsle in my very own bed.Yay for spontaniety, yay for the holidays.I just jumped into bed as fast as I could to unwrap my presentKissing those lushes breastPressing against that beautiful bodyRunning my fingers threw that beautiful hairTearing that fur and red cloth off of her delicious bodyKissing those sweet and tender lipsWraping our tounges together greco roman styleEye to eyeChest to juicy chestHip to curvacious hipThat room caught fire with the heat and passion between us that nightSinking into one anotherFalling into eachothers bodiesThe sweet sweat of each other interminglingThe entanglement of limbsThe ripping and shredding of clothesThe labored breathing, slumped into one anothers arms after the most cosmic

Looking For Someone
Im looking for someone who uses the ID HELLYEAH on live daily if you know who they are or have nay info on them could you please tell me cus Im trying to find them there and old friend..... But I dont remember there name lol just there id.. if your HELLYEAH could you please tell me how to find you. posted it in te wrong section last time lol

Delta's Musings
I long to tell you how I feel But instead keep them hidden Of how I really feel deep inside I willingly give you my body For our pleasure we must create But it’s my heart that I must keep Wrapped and hidden from view To tell you I love you and that I care Is something that I must not do For you are married to another As we meet hidden from view Drawing each other near, in a lovers embrace I dream of you as I sleep Dreams of forbidden fruit As we love and as we lie Providing each with the pleasure we need That we are unable to get from others So I keep these thoughts to myself Until such a time I can share them with the world Of what lies within my heart and soul Enjoying what time we share together Keeping the memories of it oh so close To sustain me in the dead of the night By Delta Bluemoon Copyright 2007

Damn People
Yes I know boring topic but still.. I've been working on 1099's for work for the last few MONTHS. You know wanted to get them out on time if not early. So I FINALLY go them all done and sent out today. Granted the figures were computer generated, printed, and we used out machine to fold/stuff them, but I have over 20hrs of Overtime last week to finish up corrections, calling vendors for w9's, auditing, and trying to explain to vendors that we weren't trying to steal their identity just trying to follow the law and report what needed to be reported.... So anyways. I get a call from my brother. He never calls or responds to my calls/text's for that matter unless he wants/needs something. This time his other sister, we are not related at all, needs help with 1099's. She needs to know how to fill the F*ing things out. My reactions in this order.... * Why the Fuck does she need to fill out 1099's she isn't in accounting. * Why the FUCK is it MY responsibility to help her with these

Impure Thoughts
‘IMPURE THOUGHTS' My eyes shall never lie upon your sweet adoring face, and my hand will never caress the length of your body nor discover the taunt skin of your awaiting chest. Through out this unmerciful night, I shall breathe a little harder, with only the thought of you lying next to me. My pulse quickening. I become excited as the thoughts of you blaze rampantly through my body. I will suffer from this agony, because of the freedom I have found in your word’s embrace. You alone will stand out in my anguished, lonely memory. I have been rescued, from all the intensity you’ve lavished upon me. You… yes, you are my Champion. My warrior poet of the heaven’s. No mortal man could take your place, in that spot of my tortured soul that you have claimed as your own. I shall walk into this languishing night, searching for you. For I feel your presence in the darkness calling my name; surrounding my longing heart. And I will writhe in pain. My body and mind in turmoil, for the man I d

Life And Beginnings
I was hurt today, I guess I'll get over it. Not like I have a choice, I'll remember for a while, Even if I pretend not to. It might never be the same, I don't know how she got back up so many times. She's stronger than I, And her strength was just one thing, Among so much that I yearned for. Maybe it isn't so bad, Maybe life isn't so terrible, Maybe just for today it is. Perhaps tomorrow morning the sun will shine, Maybe the clouds will be lined in silver, Maybe not. It might rain, I might cry, But either way I won't break, At least not all of me. My heart will heal, With saline glue, And even this in time shall pass.

So True
So fuckin true Current mood: stressed A is for the bad ass I thought he was. B is for BULLSHIT which is what he was full of. C is for the commitment that was never there. D is for the dildo he didn't know I had. D is also for "damn the bad luck" which is what I have in dating men. E is for everything he said we'd do, everything he said he was, and everything he's not. E is also for ego. His was bigger than a hot air balloon. F is for faithful as long as there wasn't something or someone better to do. G is for GOD, the one he thought he was and wanted to be worshipped as. G is also for the spot he could never find! H is for laughter (HA! HA!) the last sound he heard from me as he was walking out the door. I is for impotent which is what I told everyone he was. I is also for the inbreeding that occurred in his Podunk family. J is for jugular, the one I'd love to sever. K is for key, the one that made the lovely designs on his truck. K is also for ki

'love'
‘Love’ Love is a emotion Seldom freely given Love is a beauty Felt from deep within Love is a image Of peace and happiness Love is only felt When one gives kindness A special thing, to some people… That’s what love is. But, to me… LOVE IS YOU! J.R.A.F 12-09-93

Just A Poem
I wrote this in new orleans as a body was recovered ... I guess I think of things different from most A number in the mass unseen Living in this world obscene To the world I matter not at all Live and die, life’s take a fall Six months later who will recall a name The world goes on always the same No time to waste on ones who won’t see No time to cry over things never to be To leave a mark on this world in pain Keeping myself and coming out sane Black leather clad demon or angel of light It will matter not if we were wrong or right Just that we lived and gave it our best Peace and content of a life’s well earned rest By R. Thomas Dinsmore

' A Gift From God'
‘A GIFT FROM GOD’ A common dream to be the best Our strength and patience put through the test Our feelings passed from one to the other It’s no reason why God made us mothers A smile, a tear, a touch of the hand Make me say….“ I know I can!” I know I can make it through this little while Cause the greatest gift, is to hold our child

'realization'
Realization Withered flesh and tortured souls, Vowing to be forever As time takes its toll. A troubled mind, Shows that life’s unkind, To the one’s who use to be. A promise, a dream, And a wish for something, to bring my youthfulness back. Lies and despair, Knowing no one cares; And coming to realize…… What leaves us to see, What reality really means. For death, shall come for us all one day. J.R.A.F. April 17, 1993

Friendship Poems
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you

'i Am Your Friend'
‘I AM YOUR FRIEND’ Shallow sweet Pride strong A day to meet A lifetime long A friend to hope And to share Anything you need And I will be there I will be there It’s when I’m sorry doesn’t work, And all your dreams are shattered You seem to stand alone, Asking if it matters When you’re looking for that friend That said that they cared You only have to think of me And I will be there I will be there Beside you every moment After a bad dream Quietly unspoken Whenever you need But think very hard At how it is an art Because if I was ever your friend I would live in your heart Now look again and see If I do not care I have told you already I will be there I will be there My words are true I’ll always be there Alive or if I’m dead The past doesn’t matter Listen to your heart And you will hear my laughter I am your friend indeed I don’t have to be in form Because I’ll be in your mind Think of me & I’ll make you warm I am a

Join The Club Bewitched 24 Hrs Of All Request Music
hey everybody this is Bedazzleddeb and i would like to invite all of you CT members to drop by our lounge check it out and become a member if youd like .... Its an all request lounge 24 hours a day we aim to please we have fun and so will you all guarnteed!!!..So come join us at Club Bewitched ..enjoy♥

Well?
Well I can't pay my bills, I just found out that I won't get into the union apprenticeship. I just feel like that everything is going to fall down around me. The apprentice thing would have been great down the road. I would learn more in my trade and make more money to help my family. At least I still have them, my family. My Melissa, someone I could not live without. My kids, all three of them. My boy, who lives with his mom. I don't see him enough, he is autistic so the courts decided that it would be better to ease him in to longer visits. But "easing him" in their eyes is over basically over the rest of his life. Grace, my three year old. One I would wish the rest of my life was fully mine. Her sperm donor is a piece of crap. If he would just die or give up his rights. Better yet grow up and be a positive influence on her. I guess he would actually HAVE TO SEE HER to do that. It has been a fucking year. Better yet he works under the table, so no child support! Caitlin, my young

More Poetry
Time to share is always there I peered thru life Ever avoiding strife But now am undone My barriers broken For one has found me Reached in and unbound me Her love has burst my bonds And set music to my songs Her need for me And mine for she Has made my Winter Spring A new start With hammering heart We color the world with our dream Nothing is as it did seem The darkness of my solitude is done She - my rising sun.

My Haunting Past
The haunting past. As I watch the dawn of a brand new day- my mind is still haunted by demons from my past. Only from a dream, or a vision of the memory of hope; do I lay with a small hope for tomorrow. The devils of yesterday, reach out with their fleshless hands- They grab at me. Their fingers have names. I have names them all. They are betrayal – tears – blood – pain and torture. The hand itself is loneliness of the purest kind. I shiver under those monstrous hands of time. For they grope into the shadows of my mind. The parts that are left vulnerable to me. All my secret places. The places I try to hide in. The darkness always seeks me where I hide until it gets what it wants… My weaknesses. My youth. My dreams. My love. My happiness. My sanity. My life. I fill with a scream that rolls off my tongue soundless. With much effort I wonder what will be next. I will not let it rob me of my future. Today & tomorrow , I will fight my fears with my own hand. I reach out to

My Valentine
I am sooo excited...my husband's leave starts on Feb 14, 2007. Whooohooooo....that means he will be here sometime on Valentines Day. I have not seen him since the end of September 2006. I get him all to myself for two weeks, well almost two weeks, we will have to go visit and let others see him to, darnit. But, yes I will be a VERY Happy Camper. But, then after that he will be going back to Iraq, for seven more months . I am not thinking about that right now, I am thinking about what to wear when I pick him up from the airport....since I have lost about 131lbs since he left, I think he will love whatever I do or do not wear. Hey how bout some ideas? Ya'll gimme some ideas, especially the guys.

Graphic Design & More...
My digital photography and design work was just bought by Corbis.com. The series/compilation of photos called "Essence" is a combination of my photography and graphic design on the sensual sexual nature of men and women. Unfortunately, I can't show the series or I would violate the signed contract, but I can let the public see my cover design until it releases. Let me know what you think and rate my picture. Ciao. http://i80.photobucket.com/albums/j185/B_E_S/essencebypmstrategies.gif

Smile As Time Passes
'Smile as time passes' smile as time passes easy steps alone & along any path looking for, looking at, looking forward wondering loud, remembering to scream as much in pleasure as in pain. the pain passes the taste of pleasure stays forever

''happy Holiday's''
Happy holidays!!!!!! To all of those of whom we love so well, We hope your holidays’ aren't too much hell. Turkey, ham, In-laws and presents, Watching football and counting the seconds. Riding home and cussing them so... Wishing you could kick the kids in the snow. Fake smiles and idle chatter and seeing their heads upon a platter.... happy holidays to you, we love you so much, even though deep down we think your a putts.

'don't Let This World Get You Down'
'Don't let this world get you down' Time seems to slip way. Every second of everyday. Life takes you through, all sorts of turns But you better watch out, before you get burned. Funny things happen, When you live in a world like this Because if you don’t watch yourself, you’ll get fucked & not kissed. So baby, don’t let this world get you down, In time it will change, some way, some how. All it takes is for someone to come around. So baby, don’t let this world get you down. You’ll take a short trip down memory lane. And people will tell you, that you’re the blame Don’t let it bother you; it’s not all that bad Because this world that we live in is so damn sad. So baby, don’t let this world get you down, In time it will change, some way, some how. Something happens with each breath I take. It coils up inside me like a poisonous snake Ready to strike, and bite you till you bleed. Yet you are never really ready when it decides to feed. Please, don’t

Untitled
I'm sorry is it just me or is the internet getting a little boring? seems like everytime i get online there's less and less to do, and i know i should just shut up lol because yes i am an internet addict just like most people who have a computer are. The more i get online the less people there are to talk to lol, i have my fair share of online friends and no one is ever online, and i've been to what seems like every website there is and if it wasn't for the night owls on Cherrytap lord knows what i'd be doing lol. Myspace is pretty much dead anymore all anyone does is change their profiles and get hacked and i have been lucky enough not to have been hacked yet Yay LoL. I know i'm just spouting off at the mouth right now and it's almost 4am here so i'm getting pretty damn tired, and i haven't been online a lot the past week so maybe something has changed that i don't know about, or maybe everyone has figured out that there is life after the internet lol. and i'm not trying to offend any

Dec.2006 Trip To Hawaii
Well as ya can see in the pics it was a amazing drive threw so many states. I had to stop in on family so I zig zaged all over! I have many many more pics but I have to down-load them. I tell ya, I was worried about Hawaii hearing that peaple are mean and that they hate outsiders and the cost of living was high. Well let me set something straight....... Yes the cost of living ( house, apts, exc) is more but then again you have the Oceans all around you! Gas well right now its $2.69 gal. But thats what I was paying in VA! And the people so far is awsome! I mean think about it...Its about 75 to 85 year round! And the blue oceans is to die for!

Comment Bomber For Hire
Alrighty...I've been hit by so many people wanting me to help bomb them, it's hard to keep up with everything. So..i am for hire. I will take on as much work as i can without completely killing myself lol...anyways Prices - 3000 comments - 1 day blast 5000 comments - 3 day blast I can do more, but hell, no one is going to pay a blast for comments anyway :-p but it's worth a try. Anyways, msg me we'll see what we can work out if you need the help. Comment Bomber for Hire@ CherryTAP

Too Much
Ok I am really loving it here at CT and all but I am really wondering what the whole point is to having more cock pictures on your page than anything else...I mean come on now there is not many ways to show it off...and no matter what angle you point your camera....its not gonna get any bigger boys. I enjoy sex as much as the next straight or semi straight gal but come on guys...

Spam Error
I SENT OUT A BULLETIN A FEW DAYS BACK AFTER I WAS TOLD THAT SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS CHEATING WHEN VOTING FOR MY MOM IN A CONTEST BECAUSE I KEPT POSTING THE SAME COMMENT. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS HIT THE SPACE BAR A FEW TIMES EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE BEFORE PASTING YOUR COMMENT. I KNOW A FEW PEOPLE THAT USE THIS. HELL THERE WAS A BULLETIN GOING AROUND A MONTH OR TWO AGO BUT I GUESS SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT KNOW HOW TO READ. I WAS SO UPSET WHEN I WAS INFORM THAT SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS CHEATING. I AM NOT LIKE THAT I SPENT MANY MANY HOURS VOTING FOR MY MOM. I WOULD NEVER CHEAT SO IF YOU WANT TO GET PASSED THE SPAM ERROR JUST USE THE SPACE BAR. IT WORKS BELIEVE ME. SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS FIGURED THIS WA SOMEONE MIGHT TAKE THE TIME TO READ THIS. HAVE A GREAT DAY EVERYONE. STAY AT HOME MOM ~MEMBER OF K.O.T.~

Motor Sports
Yeah Baby, I am going to the Montser Jam tonight at the Citrus Bowl in Orlando. I can't wait to see my Grave Digger. I also have the pit party passes, I am going to have a blast. And I will be taking plenty of pictures and posting the ones that actually turn out, lol.

I'll Love You If...
I'll love you when you're dumb, I'll love you when you're smart, I'll love you any way you are, Right from the start I'll love you if you're tall, I'll love you if you're short I'll love you if you're pretty, Or just an ugly dork I'll love you if you're toothless, I'll love you if you're blind, Anything that's wrong with you, To me you'll be just fine My heart is opening up now, Unlike it used to do, I see the pain that's in your heart, And sometimes I feel it too I'll love you tomorrow, I'll love you today, I'll love you forever, And forever always.

The Greatest Decade
I don't know about everyone else but I miss the 80's. The 80's was a fun time for me. I graduated Forestville Sr High in '84 and joined the Army four days later. The music was the best and is still played in my truck's CD player every time I ride. My two teenage kids hate riding with me. They can't believe their dad use to be a breakdancer....yes, I was a breakdancer. I'd kill myself now trying to do any of that. I know, sounds lame but I was having a good time. I even owned a couple of pair of parachute pants. Y'all remember those? The Army sent me to Germany for my first two years. I was in the Infantry and when I graduated Basic and AIT, I had $8,000 in my pocket. Don't have anything to show for it but I can tell some great stories. I stayed drunk for most of those two years. I've been to the real Octoberfest in Munich, I can always remember getting there but can never remember leaving. Dancing on top of the fest tables with the Germans, and the liter mugs of be

Comp. Probs...
Hey Everyone!! Just thought I would let you all know that I haven't forgot about any of my friends or fans... We were having some problems getting onto some sites for over a week and, cherrytap was one of them!!! When we were finally able to get on here, me and my whole family were sick with the flu... My son is still having some problems, but not as bad as before!! I will try to catch up and visit friends pages and leave comments as soon as possible... Thanks for stopping by!! Connie

False People!!!!
WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE SAY RATE ME,POST A COMMENT,CHECK OUT MY PICTURES AND I'LL RETURN THE FAVOUR... AND THEN NEVER DO IF I COULD TAKE BACK RATES AND PHOTO COMMENTS BELIEVE ME I WOULD!! IT PROPER RILES ME WHY SAY IT IF UR NOT GONNA DO IT... THERE'S JUST NO NEED IS THERE!!! AM I ALONE ON THIS ANYONE LET ME KNOW!!!!CHEERS

I Love My Wife
i love my wife so very much. i know i have done some bad things to her like ignore her, believed my family and so called friends over her , damn i almost killed her because i didnt think she was that bad! i know it is to late to save us. nut damn i got to try i oh her so much. she gave me 2 wonderful children , she trusted me for 5 years , she is my lover my best and only friend and my beatiful wife. i now now the truth about everything . she help me find god and i only brought her to her breaking point. so is it fair that she should have to stay with me or should i just let her go? it gets worse , she has found a friend that she "loves" more than me. i dont know if i cann take much more of it. i caused all this i am resposilbe for all the pain and suffering in our marriage. i want to fix everything between use but i dont think she wants to be "fixed". she is worth being "fixed" so she can live a long healthy life with or without me. i wish i would have found god sooner then i wo

Common Courtesy Vs Kindness
The compliment that I receive the most is that I am a kind person or that I am "so sweet". It's a nice compliment but actually quite shocking to me. I don't really feel like I go that far out of my way to be nice. If you are my true friend, you can be assured that I would give the shirt off my back or the last dollar in my purse. In general though, I would say I simply treat people with courtesy. I think the reason people are so shocked or impressed by it is it's lacking in society. They don't see the behaviour enough to realize that it's really the way we should all be acting. Little things like - Holding open a door for a woman that is pushing a stroller and juggling kids. Or helping someone that is shorter than me reach the item on the top shelf...simple little things that take mere seconds seem to be the exception and not the norm. Why? Hell I dunno. I was thinking about this last night... I was coming home from dinner (leaving the parking lot) It was freezing cold

Help Me Somebody
I am new to this site and i am having a hard time figuring out how to add a background and add other things to my interest page like movies and other stuff...can someone help me out PLEASE...thanks to anybody who helps me.

Contact Link
Life Is Short One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." or "I Miss You" So while we have it, its best we love it. And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage. And friendships. And children with bad report! Cards; and dogs with bad hips; and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, and

To Military Wives
...and to the husbands that leave thier wives behind. This has touched my heart, I hope it does yours :) Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had

When Enough Is Enough
I knew him for 10 years, and if I said I didn't love him, I'd be lieing. We met on the net back when I was new to all of this, and making friends was all I had in mind. I was newly married and had a baby on the way, and I was always home by myself. My husband was always working, sleeping and out with the guys..So the internet was my escape, and it was something for me to do to help pass the time. He was married also, and him and his wife were in the process of divorcing. He needed someone to talk to, and he found me. We were both in the same boat, so to speak, and we found comfort in knowing that we could relate to eachother. It was July 4th weekend in 1999 when I herd from him last, and I was totally shocked that he had just vanished like he did. Six months later, I was in the middle of a divorce when I was sitting in a chatroom on YAHOO one Sunday morning, and I saw him pop into the room. He started to voice chat in the room and I felt my heart skip a beat. I said hello to him and t

Unknown
I don't quite understand this place, CherryTap, yet. I don't know what I'm looking at and I don't really understand where to talk or what all the little things are or mean. I've played around on MySpace, but don't "see" what to do here. I've received a couple comments already, but don't even know how they found my page. Patience, patience.

To Good Health
STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) and just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes. They got her cleaned up and got her a new plate of food - while she appeared a bit shaken up, Ingrid went about enjoying herself the rest of the evening. Ingrid's husband called later telling everyone that his wife had been taken to the hospital - (at 6:00pm, Ingrid passed away.) She had suffered a stroke at the BBQ - had they known how to identify the signs of a stroke perhaps Ingrid would be with us today. It only takes a minute to read this- Recognizing a Stroke A neurologist says that if he can get to a stroke victim within 3 hours he can totally reverse the effects of a stroke...totally. He said the trick was getting a stroke recognized, diagnosed an getting to the patient within 3 hours which is tough. RECOGNIZING A STROKE Thank God for the sens

Heart Warming Stories
Wet Pants Come with me to a third grade classroom..... There is a nine-year-old kid sitting at his desk and all of a sudden, there is a puddle between his feet and the front of his pants are wet. He thinks his heart is going to stop because he cannot possibly imagine how this has happened. It's never happened before, and he knows that when the boys find out he will never hear the end of it. When the girls find out, they'll never speak to him again as long as he lives. The boy believes his heart is going to stop; he puts his head down and prays this prayer, "Dear God, this is an emergency! I need help now! Five minutes from now I'm dead meat." He looks up from his prayer and here comes the teacher with a look in her eyes that says he has been discovered. As the teacher is walking toward him, a classmate named Susie is carrying a goldfish bowl that is filled with water. Susie trips in front of the teacher and inexplicably dumps the bowl of water in the b

Wishes
I wish I didnt have to wake up alone....I wish I had a sincere smile to see everyday....I wish I had a hand to hold and a shoulder to cry on..... I wish that people seen me for me.....I wish that I wasnt so different.....I wish that my heart didnt have to break easy.....I wish I didnt have to hear lets just be friends...... I wish I had the confidence to share my feelings again without being rejected.......I wish that i could fill the hole in your heart....I wish to be loved......I wish for you! ..........Danielle.........

Blah!
Hmm... I´m sitting here in a fucking country that forgot to turn on the heat, Sweden a cold place to be,well, me... I listen to to joyful songs by Joy Division, Mark Eitzel and The Cure and still I hate 2007 as much as I hate ...Bush, loneliness, being poor and ugly so no facelift either. The TV feeds me with people that are either lost on an Island while other channels show people behaving badly just to stay, be the last one standing..! Jesus! I just wanted to get this of my chest before I Feast on some frozen water and the promise of eternal loneliness... Happy/SAD

My Hero My Life
The day i came to know you were there was the day the feeling of joy and fear entered me...I instantly thought of the brothers and sisters you should have had and wondered if you would be here with me, or would you be joining them.... As each day passed I felt a more warmer feeling inside that you were gonna be the one....I could start to feel you move inside me gentally at first and then with more force toward the end..... As the day came for you to enter the world the same feeling of joy and fear entered me....I awated the day to finally look in your eyes.......And as the gentlemen that took you from inside me held you up, I looked into your eyes and realized my miracle was here.....I love you baby ...Danielle...

Silence
nothing ever seems right eternity shines upon me my time will never end every minute is a century every fake smile cuts me your love and innocence have always been gone the person i thought you were was nothing tell me why do you do what you do does the love of the gods not shine upon you sweat rolls down my head leave me alone im scare for myself our children would have been dead flesh lifeless like you are the only thing that ever saves me is silence

Thoughts
I find myself alone more than i let on, thinking about the should have beens, the what if's, and the maybe's...I wonder if the smile that is behind my eyes is real....Is the passion that my heart holds desired.....Is the love that i have all thru my body still giveable..... I lay awake alone at night wondering if "the one" is out there....Is the night alone too where he is at....Does he feel the same passion that my heart feels....Is the love that is thru his body still giveable.... I hope that day comes when the two smiles that are behind our eyes become more real, the two passions our hearts hold and the love that is in our body is able to come together and form one real smile, one passion filled heart and one love forever... ...Danielle...

Missing Children
BABIES MOM MURDERED MISSING & WANTED CASES WI MD TEXAS PENN THE FIRST CASE IS A SPECIAL REQUESTS FROM PERSONAL FRIEND. DEIDRE HARMS DAUGHTER WILL BE ONE IN 3 DAYS AND WE NEED TO FIND HER KILLER. BEING A FATHER OF 3 GIRLS, THIS CASE MADE ME CRY... I POSTED HER CASE ALL SUMMER HOPING SHE WOULD BE FOUND ALIVE... WHO OR WHAT ARE WE GOING TO TELL HER LITTLE GIRL HAPPENED TO MOMMY WHEN SHE GROWS UP? To Repost click reply at the bottom of the bulletin then copy and paste the codes into your own bulletin. If you do not click reply before you copy the bulletin, the pictures won't show and the links wont work. So just go to the bottom and click reply and then copy & paste the codes into your own bulletin. It is mathematics, plain and simple: Someone out there has seen some of these faces, someone out there knows something about some of these cases. Someone out there either knows what happened, witnessed something, or were themselves involved. Pass this information around to your frie

My Screen Names To Reach Me At
If you would like to reach me..you can hit me up on yahoo at HOTHUNGTN69, if you would rather use MSN, you need to add me at HOTHUNGTN@hotmail.com...just send me an offline msg and ill get back to ya..i love to cam and get naked for ppl. i also love to masturbate and get kinky in person. let me know if you wanna hook up

Me
You Are a Bright Star Soul Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous in some circles. Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally! Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Blessings
This month I aged another year And one thing is perfectly clear. I do not, at all, look my age Though time has turned another page. I still feel young and free And very happy to be me. Some pretty rough times I've faced Tracks of my tears can still be traced. I still know the important things Are not riches,cars,houses and rings. It's family that means the most And, of mine, I often boast. Friends are priceless, it is true And I'm grateful for all of you. My prayer for each of you will be That God bless you as you've blessed me. HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!!!!!!!

Guam In Ww2
Guam is the largest of the Marianas, 30 miles (48 km) long and 9 miles (14 km) wide. It had been a United States possession from the Spanish-American War of 1898 until it was captured by the Japanese on 11 December 1941.The battle of Guam was a battle of the Pacific campaign of World War II, fought on the island of Guam in the Mariana Islands from 21 July 1944 to 10 August 1944. It was not as heavily fortified as the other Mariana Islands such as Saipan that had been Japanese possessions since the end of World War I, but by 1944 it had a large garrison. Guam was chosen as a target because its large size made it suitable as a base for supporting the next stage of operations towards the Philippines, Taiwan and the Ryukyu Islands; the deep-water harbor at Apra was suitable for the largest ships; and the two airfields would be suitable for B-29 Superfortress bombers. Guam, ringed by reefs, cliffs, and heavy surf, presents a formidable challenge for an attacker. On 21 July the Americans lan

Vote And Win On Sunday
ok.. here is a chance to rate and comment on my blog. superbowl sunday.... tell me in comments who u pic to win the superbowl. all correct picks will be entered in a random drawing to win from me a 2,500 gift. you must rate and comment to enter. in comment you tell me ur pick to win.. on sunday il pick the winner by 10pm est. thanks for reading good luck

Locked Door
Locked Door Here I stand behind this locked door the one I have locked one thousand times before I say each time I will not come here again then a song, a memory,a scent seems to suck me in I look at the pictures here on the wall graphic details of our love, the rise and the fall When the pain gets to great and I am lying curled up on the floor I get slowly to my feet and once more lock the door

Numb
Numb After the last tear is shed, you become shut down cried out and gratefully numb The feelings come back but oh so slow but with each re-awakening they begin to grow You will never be the same how could you be but the choice of better or worse is made individually

Two Hearts That Beat As One
The touch of your hand The look upon your face watching you glisten with sweat as you take me with beauty and grace Two halves entertwined now become a whole Both reaching for the ecstasy that can only be felt deep in the soul You look in my eyes as this miracle takes place A single tear trickles down from each others face No Words are needed to say how you each feel inside For only in the two hearts beating as one can true love reside

Tears
TEARS ARE LIKE MOISTURE FOR YOUR SOUL TO WASH AWAY HURTS AND MAKE US WHOLE SOMEDAYS YOU HAVE SUNSHINE SOMEDAYS YOU HAVE RAIN PUT THERE TO WASH AWAY THE PAIN SOMETIMES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NOTHING TO GAIN THAT IF THE RAIN DOESN'T STOP YOU JUST MIGHT GO INSANE THEN YOU PUSH IT ALL DEEP INSIDE FOR THOSE KIND OF HURTS YOU TRY HARD TO HIDE YOU DON'T HAVE ANY CHOICE IS THE BEST THING TO DO MAYBE NOT FOR EVERYONE BUT YOU KNOW IT IS FOR YOU THEN THE ONLY THING LEFT IS FOR YOU TO PRAY GOD JUST LET ME MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY

The Dance
MY MIND WANDERED TO THOUGHTS OF YOU TODAY YOUR GENTLE VOICE AND YOUR THOUGHTFUL WAY WITH JUST ONE THOUGHT OF YOUR WARM EMBRACE A KISS ON MY LIPS OR A TOUCH ON MY FACE THE THOUGHT OF OUR BODIES IN A LOVERS EMBRACE DOING A RITUAL DANCE OF PASSION AND GRACE TOUCHES ME ALL THE WAY TO MY SOUL MAKING ME HUNGER FOR YOU TO COMPLETE THE DANCE AND MAKE ME WHOLE

Mischief's Smorgasbord
Inspiration for this story was from 'Your Whore' written by jennifer k. The Whore-Two Hours Later The dream was much too real. It had woken me from a deep sleep and I could remember it. Not all of it though, I could only remember the ending, the part that had rendered me conscious. I was standing over her, straddling her at the knees and jerking my cock feverishly. I wanted to spray my cum all over her to thank her for what she had just done for me. I wanted to let her see how much juice she had built up inside me. From that she would know how good a slut she really was. In real time, my cock was hard as a rock and throbbing. The smell of sweet, sweaty, spent sex permeated the room. As I glanced at the clock, I realized it had only been two hours since we had satiated each other. She was quite the whore I loved to fuck. I remembered how snuggly her tiny asshole adapted to my raging cock and wanton mind. Her constant, insisting motion gave me no chance to hold back. She too

Work & School
hey y'all, sorry i've not been on as much as i used to be. i just started a new job at a propane company & there's all kinds of studying i have to do to learn everything i need to know, & i'm studying my arse off for school too, so my time is pretty limited. like it says in my profile, i'm not ignoring anyone, just real busy. stay cool- keith

Tag
RULES - Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs. 1. I only date black men. 2. I had 3 children that passed away 3. I play the saxophone. 4. I have an extremely high sex drive and have been called a nympho. 5. I have a genius level iq. 6. I am a computer geek and proud of it. 7. I have 2 beautiful daughters 15 and 21 years old 8. I am severely addicted to the internet and cherry tap.

Day Dreams Of Desires Of You
Day Dreams of Desires of You I lay here while my mind drifts away dreaming of you. Wanting to have you laying beside me. Desiring to feel your touch, your warmth, your passion. Wanting to feel your hands slowly carress my body. Then ever so gentle your hand brushes up against my face, you lean closer and kiss me ever so passionately. Your kiss fills me with so much more desire within. I am wanting you to fufill me completely. Oh how I am wanting you to make love to me. Very slow and very passionate. My mind still drifting of dreams and desire of all the things I want to become between us. For one day my dreams will be made into reality. Not till then will I feel the full desire of your passion for now all I have is day dreams.

Grasp Of Doom
Death for renewal The arise of a star Guides me and you over paths into war Where we seek for salvation and freedom to come And in lustful embraces we shall be as one I pick up your roses and drink all your wine You hide deep inside me where pride is declined In knowledge of every chance to eclipse you poison my senses with your dimming kiss Unseen in your hand a dagger appears It flashes unnoticed in my fragile tears While you caress me with a silvern sword My screams will reward your arduous efforts...

Hmmm...
ok well here's the thing..even if i go to the frequently asked questions or i ask sum 1 in the lounge..i still dont get this thing!!~! i mean...i wanna meet new ppl but i dont know what exactly i need to do!!~! this is SOO freakin confusing...any help would be great!!~!

I've Been Tagged
RULES - Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 8 facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs. So here we go 1) I love music and am always looking for new suggestions to broaden my horizons 2) I love to take pictures 3) I was once afraid of getting hurt, but I'm now willing to trust again. 4) I dislike my real job but love my second job 5) I come from a small family - I have no first cousins 6) I have broken more than one bone on my body 7) As with music, I love to read when I can, and will read just about anything 8) I know something that someone else doesn't know I know I was tagged by Calvin ages ago, and then I revamped this. hmm now to find 6 victims...err.... people to tag :p

Mustaches!!!
Hey everyone. I need everyone's opinion.. What do you think of mustaches.. Are they attractive on men? What makes them attractive? Or are you the smooth faced individual? Let me know your thoughts and opinions...

Fantasia
I am an independent consultant for Fantasia Home Parties. If you are interested in booking a party please contact me. Fantasia parties are great for girls night out~ Invite all your friends and expect to have SO much fun~ Fantasia is FUN, WILD and SEXY, and we have awesome products for all your deepest desires. Come check it out....browse the website and see for yourself~ WWW.FANTASIAHOMEPARTIES.COM

The Truth About Love
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall, You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you w

Keeping A Relationship
It's best to wait for the one you want than to settle for the available. Best to wait for the one you love, than who's around. Best to wait for the right one because life is too short to waste on just anyone. African proverbs states, " Before you get married, keep both eyes open, after you marry, close one eye." Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let Lust, Desperation, Immaturity, Ignorance, Pressure (from others) or a Low Self Esteem make you blind to warning signs. "Keep Your Eyes Open." Don't fool yourself thinking you can change someone or that what you see as faults isn't really that important. Once you decide to commit to someone, over time, his or her Flaws, Vulnerability, Personal Peeves and Differences will come more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve you've got to learn how to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different Expectations, Emotional Needs, Values

Very Irretating
ok i just wanna know why guys and probably some females( althought i have'nt been their yet) ask to chat You up on messenger and then when they start talking to you.. they ask Do you have any naughty pic?? and Your answer is No .. then they say Why Not?? well first of all if i had some i would maybe only let one person .. see them and HE knows who He is .. and yeah He is the lucky one.. and if and when He is ready for that He will let me know.. so please if that is all You want then dont bother to look me up.. Because if YOu arent MASTERCUFF You wont be seeing any naughty ones

1st Blog
Ive never really blogged befor, I dont really know what to say, I'm still trying to figure this website out its a lil confusing, but after awhile I'm sure I'll get the hang of it, so anyways, whats up pple that read this

Don't Know What To Say
Well here i go sittin' here again all by myself trying to figure out what just happend. I keep askin myself why do things have to happen like this. It's just outta my hands I guess. I don't know what to do . Mom and Dad are getting a divorce, why? It's killin me. I know it's not my fault. Theres nothing i can do to stop it. It's just that after 24 yrs together that Mom just serves him papers. My dad is so tore up and I don't know what to say to him. Mom has totally shut everyone out and won't even give me a call. I guess things happen for a reason. She could at least give me a call. I'll just sit here and ponder the thought of not haveing a family anymore eventhough they are stepbrothers they are still my brothers and i love them very much. I don't know??? This sucks i'm gonna be all by myself now noone to turn to when in need of a shoulder. I guess as the dust settles i'll know a little bit more of what's going to happen, until then I don't know what to say.

New Group
hello everyone.if anyone is interested in some new music then i have a new group that you should check out.they are called GREWSUM.they are great.i have them on my myspace page.there page is myspace.com/grewsum.please pass the word.there cd comes out feb.20,2007.its has been push back from jan.30 to feb.20.

Kids Say The Darndest Things
SO I sitting on the computer when I hear Alex say from the kitchen to Cole..."Cole let me show you something cool on the dishwasher here. Now pay attention because someday you will be married and your wife will ask you to load the dishwasher and I don't want you to look like an idiot, so this is how you do it." I have no idea what possessed her to tell him that, but it was the cutest thing.

Kisses
chocolate said to a lollipop, you are damn sweet. And the lollipop said : Not as sweet as the person reading this! Ur smile makes me smile... ur talks make me glad.. But ur absence makes me sad... Be always with me my dear friend!!! send this 2 all ur friends in ur list n also back 2 me if i am ur friend.... If u get more than 7 u r lovable" ^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __..,Y.-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis

I Hate That I Love Him
I hate that I love him............................... I love him so much it hurts! I love the way you used to make me feel............. I hate not knowing how you feel anymore at all! I love the way you used to look at me when we made love......... I hate that now you barely look at me at all! I love the way your tong used to linger on my lips............ I hate the fact they barley touch yours any more! I love the way your fingers used to feel on my hips..... I hate now we barely get that far! I love the way we used to talk when we made love.............................. I hate that now we barley talk at all! I love the man you used to be not so long ago............................................ So loving ,so caring, I hate sitting next to you each night , and waiting for the man you used to be.................. to notice me again!

To Everyone
Hi I just wanted to say to men and woman, when you get hurt by the opposite sex dont label everyone else after that to be like them. Dont be scared to open up after you get hurt you could be missing out on the one who was meant for you. Sometimes we have to go through the bad things in life to get to the good things. It is the same thing with realtionships,it takes a few bad ones to get to the good. Relationships dont happen over night. Dont lock up your heart and throw away the key. You never know you might miss out on the person who was meant for you. Everyone has someone out there that is made for them. I know its easier to be alone sometimes then to be in a relationship. I promise men that not all woman are witches. I promise woman not all men are azzholes.

The One I Love The Most...
The one I love the most! There is a letter in my pocket, I don’t know where to send... Telling someone that I love, I won’t be back again... But who will I address it to, Who’ll read the words I wrote... The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most... One has stood by me, In the good times and the bad... One has brought out feelings, I never knew I had... Ones and burning ember, The others fire and smoke... The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most... You can’t stand at a crossroad’s, You’ve got to move along... I know either way I turn, I’ll do something wrong... So who do I hold onto, And who do I let go??? The one I loved the longest, Or the one I love the most???

Kittcat
If I Let You Hit It .................. : ) 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET YOU HIT IT!

Kitty Story
My husband called me recently from work. Turns out, someone had thrown out a cat and it was hanging around the office. Could I come get her? My husband is not the biggest cat fan. I figured this cat must be something special. I get there, and a starved, matted, dirty and wet cat meows at me insistently from underneath the office steps. I check, yea, female. Totally complacent, the cat allows me to scoop her up and truck her home in my husband's hotrod truck. (We are talking LOUD truck, cat never flinches.) First thing she does upon reaching my house is decide the dog Rocky is her personal security blanket and she is queen bee in the cat pecking order. She does this, and everything else, loudly. Then she eats. Forever. Any time anyone does something she disapproves of, she yowls that angry cat yowl, when she wants company she vocalizes dramaticly. Like, if you don't pet me (feed me, brush me)right now I'll just die. And all of her tlk is severely off key. Since the cat would not leave

Life
life is about choices wether good or bad,we learn from these choices and it makes us stronger.we need to take a second and smell the flowers every now and then ,im not saying im perfect im just saying that we as humans waste our lives on trying to make ourselves perfect and for what,so people will like us or they will hate us and we dont want that.all we have to do in life is die that what we were born for.so y we are her we should try to make the best of it,and have sum fun while we do it,people are always going to be there your never going to truely be alone.we shouldnt waste our times on the matterial things.we need to waste our time on helping to save what we call life(crime,welfare,war,and other such things that bring us down as humans). so in closing were here to LIVE!!!! lets make the best of it! Charlie

My Fantasy Blogs
Learn my language, My beautiful native language Hear my hands Hear my music and story Learn my language Speak to me with your hands Share my beautiful language Hear my silent hands We have a tale to tell, A song to sing Open your eyes And hear me speak.

Getting Started
well.i figured another lil way to let some peeps know me is to type alil bit huh?well for starters im here to make friends and meet people,mrs.clean?na dont have one.looking?maybe.ill just have to wait and see.i am a lil private on what i put on sites, on my profile i didnt put where im from mainly cuz im a private person.but for all those peepswho wanna know lets just say right now its in maine lol.i live with my 2 roomies they are a couple and we game together. final fantasy online and WoW.yes im a gamer but not a hard core fanatic.i like to relax and enjoy myself,games sometimes help.im a R.N. by profession and love my work but gotta have an outlet right?anyhow thats enough for now. TTYL. R.

Death To Being Miserable
I have loved and lost! I would have left him for dead! I left at just the right time, he lost just about everything! But he deserved it! He had held me down, hit me, shoved me, and held me captive! Called me obsene names and down right treated me like shit! I stopped hanging out with my friends and began to feel intrapped! It was great to begin with, then his ex-girlfriend started coming around. Fucking bitch! Elton and I had been together off and on for ten months. And we've been broken up for almost three months now, and she is still trying to get back with him. They have two kids together, but oh well! Well she can have the abusive fuck! I was always so scared! He left me and came back. Then I left him several times and went back. Well shit on me once, shame on you! Shit on me twice (or more), shame on me! I was stupid for going back so many times, but I honestly felt I had ran out of choices. Now I'm free, it feels so good to be able to hang out with my friends again and just

Cami's Life
If you see me walking down the street Or in the pages of your magazines Lookin' just a little differently Showin' off a softer side of me They say I'm looking like a lady They say that love has gone and changed me But don't be fooled by everything you see I gotta let the naughty in me free There's a woman inside of all of us Who never quite seems to get enough Tryin' to play by the rules is rough Cause sooner or later something's gonna erupt us cause I still got the nasty in me Still got that dirty degree, still got it And if you want some more, sexy Still got that freak in me, yea I still got the nasty in me Still got that dirty degree, oh yea And if you want some more, sexy Still got that freak in me No matter what you're thinking of me, still dirty And if ya still rolling with me, still got it No matter what you're thinking of me, still dirty Still got that freak in me Why is a woman's sexuality Always under so much scrutin

The Story Of How I Got My Name Bigbird Stole My Tricycle
WHEN MY SON WAS 2 HE HAD A RADIO FLYER TRICYCLE...HE PLAYED ON IT TOO MUCH, ONE DAY WE COULDN'T FIND IT OUTSIDE SO I ASKED HIM SON WHERE DID YOU PUT YOUR TRICYCLE.. HE SAID I DON'T KNOW THEN REPLIED BIGBIRD STOLE IT DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO THERE YA GO LOL

Life
Life By: Mark David Leonard My door is shut, Cuz I closed it. My window is cracked, cuz I broke it. My shoe is untied, cuz I pulled it. I forfeit my dream cuz I nulled it. I am in control of my life and still chose not to. I wanted it so bad but still opted not to. Focused my eyes on things I should not do. Just on the things that I want to. I made up my passions, the one that I liked is the one that I fashioned. I lived a lie that almost came true, doing some things that I could not even do. I liked it at first but then I grew sad, I lived for two things and then both became bad. Nothing really mattered unless it was fun, and the fun still felt good, but still I’m not one. I still wish I did not let people down, now I just feel low, low as the ground. I feel there is no one that can pick me up, cuz of how deep that I have dug this rut. I depend on my friends cuz I got no luck, make’n dumb excuses like I stepped on a duck, than fell face up landed right on my butt. It hurt

Beth's Bullshit
This is my first entry, so cut me some slack if you get bored reading this shit... It's Saturday night/Sunday morning, I'm completely naked typing away and uploading photos to my new Cherry Blast account. Yup, I'm having fun, but I'd rather have someone here naked with me. Totally pathetic to be alone on a cold night like this. Someone save me, and give me something to do with my mouth, and my hands, and my pussy!!! Rose: Thanks for sending me the invite. I love this site!!!

Reason Must Murder Vanity Before Vanity Murders The Soul.
The word of contemplation this week is Vanity. Vanity is a common trait of human nature. I believe we all have this from one degree to another. I think that vanity distorts perception. Perception depicts individual reality. Individual reality is the focused center from which our vision pears out at the world and from which we judge ourselves and ultimately from this our actions are born. But do we receive back an accurate reflection of our individual selves, and as such can we really know how the world both sees and knows us from it’s own personal experience? And more importantly does that reality, being the only true reality match our own experience of who and what we think we are? I think that maybe the only way to truly know ourselves is to live detached, or removed from this part of human nature, or in a sense surgically remove our vanity by way of using the personal objectivity of those outside of our own circles as a tool in witch to sever that part of ourselves that will and do

The Single Parent
The Single Parent Yes 'the drunk one' is a single parent. I have a 4year old son. I have been a single father for awhile now. Let me tell you being a single parent is no easy task. Yet it has it's rewards. I'm not complaining at all I enjoy it. I really have respect for all the single mothers out there, who are doing it all on their own with no help from anyone and no government aide. Being a Single Parent Being a single parent is no easy task. Even the simplest things can be difficult. Such as going to the store for a gallon of milk. First you have to get your child ready which can be a real pain. You have to find their shoes, which always seem to be lost when you are in a hurry and they can never remember where they left them. Plus you need to make sure their clothes are clean and they will be until you turn your back. Then it's straight for the mud puddle. You have to fight to get them in the car and out of the car. When you're in the store you have

Just A Little Poem I Wrote
ON ANGELS WINGS Lets fly into the heavens, And search the world together, For that special place, Of peace and goodwill. Let us travel the world over, Spread the goodwill, Build better relationships, For all of mankind. Spreading of the angels wings, Causes a gentle breeze, Passing it on to humanity, The winds of hope. On angels wings, Our dreams are fulfilled, The hopes become realities, For disappointments fade. A vision of sincerity, The knowledge for kindness, Symbols of hope, Everything becomes so directed. On Angels Wings, Our futures look bright, Love is abound, A world at peace. by keith d L MARCH 30 2006 copyrighted

Love
LOVE Love is something I can't explain, It's soft, gentle, and causes no pain. It makes your heart skip a beat, It makes you feel so complete. Love is something words can't express, It's an emotion that rises above the rest. It leaves you always wanting more, It stays with you down to the core. Love is something I found with you, Trust and honesty are part of it too. I love you so much, I won't let you go, How I feel about you, I want you to know. Love is something special we share, It's tenderness, sincerity, and care. Living my life with you so near, I'll love you forever My Dear! By: Angela

Philosophical
Pondering Does 'the drunk one' drink, because he's 'the drunk one' or is he 'the drunk one' because he drinks. This is a very interesting phyilosophical question. Just like what came first the chicken or the egg. I do know this much. When he was known as Drunk J it was, because he was always drunk. That was years ago though and alot has changed since then. Many have their own theories. Even 'the drunk one' has his own. Yet no one not even himself knows the correct answer. Most believe that he's 'the drunk one', because he drinks. Yet some days he thinks he's drinking to keep up with his name. The only thing that is for certain is 'the drunk one' can really put them down. It takes alot to knock his ass out. Usually over a case and a long day of drinking. He has been known to open a bar now and then. Yet more often than not he will close one. In Closing Does 'the drunk one' drink because he's the 'the drunk one' or is he 'the drunk one' because he drinks. Who kn

First Timer
HI ALL JUST WANTED TO SAY HOWDY TO MY DAUGHTERS MINDY SHEETS AN SHARE BEAR. HIS WILL PROBLY BE MY ONLY BLOG ON HERE CAUSE I DON'T BLOG MUCH AT ALL BUT FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT OR TWO. I'M URE I'LL COMMENT BACK ASAP. SO I'M GOING TO TAKE CARE OF MY FAMILY NOW SO CATCH YOU ALL ON THE FLIP SIDE.

Ouch
Well I got my new B-day present today... HAHA both nipples pierced! OUCH!!! I thought it hurt worse the first time.. But Noooooo He made sure it hurt twice as bad this time around... Now If I take'em out again I will never get them pierced again! anywayz I am done blabbering... Misty

No Place For You To Hide.
Hypocrisy is the way of aristocracy. Their curtain of lies no longer hides the horrid faces of those thought to be righteous and wise. Miss use of higher intellect to self serve the select few of their needs brings upon it a sentence of disrespect their disembodied souls broken and shattered, pounded to dust in the wake of their deeds, burnt and black their essence still steering in the breeze. Be it now or at the end of you’re time, if you’ve only lived for yourself the sorrow of others you will bleed.

Purple Hair
Well like a dumb ass I decided to color my own hair today. The box said "Carmel Kiss" but did my hair turn out that color? Nooooooooo!!! Well I guess part of it did. Where I had highlights is now purple, light purple to be exact. My hair dresser is going to kill me.

Why Oh Why?
Why am i always depressed? Why don't anyone believe me unless i have video evidence? Why do women think all men are alike? Why can't i get a break in life? Why does everyone continue to walk all over me? Why can't i get the nerve to walk on others? Why do we give our ex's another chance? Why do i care more for others than they do for me? Why should i stay here? Why do i want more out of life? Why do i feel so alone? Why am i alone? Why is all my luck bad? Why does every car i own breakdown even though i maintain them? Why do i have hand tremors? Why can't i get anything right? Why should i continue to try? Why do i want to cry? Why do i want to die? Why oh Why?

Family
Wow been a crazy week. I had all week off work to move. i didnt realize I had so much stuff saved. definately need to throw some stuff out. I dont plan on doing this for another good 15 yrs or so lol. On top of that my youngest amanda got in some trouble for fighting. Must be from her mom lol. So I had to be the one to disciplin her. Im a softie so just cut out he playstation for a week. I was going o cut out the computer but sheknows how to do more things on it then I do so might need he to help with it. She got the cam working earlier and played a bit on it. My ex is being a pain butnthing new there. Well about it for now.

Endorsement Info
K. G. B. Guitars Endorsement K. G. B. Guitars Endorsement Review Requirements We have a number of endorsement options for a variety of players. For endorsement consideration, please send a complete profile packet as suggested including not just some but ALL of the following information. NOTE: IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ALL OF THE REQUIRED INFORMATION, THEN PLEASE WAIT UNTIL YOU DO HAVE ALL THE INFORMATION COMPILED TOGETHER BEFORE SUBMITTING IT TO K.G.B. Guitars FOR CONSIDERATION OF ENDORSEMENT. INCOMPLETE SUBMISSIONS WILL NOT BE CONSIDERED. Artist/Band Info & Requirements Artist or Band's latest CD Previous discography DVD (if available) Artist/Band promo photo (preferably agency style glossy) Artist/Band website URL Address List of guitars used & equipment list of artist requesting K.G.B. Guitars endorsement Brief Synopsis - Written explaining why the artist feels K.G.B. Guitars is a good fit for them Please explain any special instrument specification requirements they ma

Life
Well..I am currently in the Army and cannot wait to come home, I have been away for so long, I am normally a outgoing highly active person. I like clubs and shit like that Parties espically , But when I go home it is normally Drama out the ass.I cannot stand it, Between people acting, like they are friends and then stabbing you in the back. Its awesome like really FUCK YOU. I am in honduras and Love the military Basically I am just trying to find a women to share this expierence, rather than bash me for it, I like to vent my emotions through a blog rather than bitch to someone, Cause I think a computer listens better, Well I am donr for now!!

F@ck!
Perhaps one of the most interesting words in the english language is the word "FUCK". It is one magical word, just by its sound, you can describe pain, please, hate and love. "FUCK", as most words in the english language, takes its name from the German word, "FRIKEN" which means to strike. In language, "FUCK" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive, "JOHN FUCKS MARY", and ntransitive, "MARY WAS FUCKED BY JOHN", and as a noun, "MARY IS A FINE FUCK". It can be used as an adjective, "MARY IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL". As you can see, there are no words with the versatility of the word "FUCK". Besides the sexual meaning, there are also the following uses: Fraud....... ......... . I got FUCKED at the used car lot. Ignorance... ......... . How the FUCK do I know? Trouble..... ......... . I'm really FUCKED now! Aggression.. ......... . FUCK YOU! Difficulty.. ......... . I can't understand this FUCKING mess. Displeasure. ......... . What the FUCK

Survey
You Are a Yellow Flower A yellow flower tends to represent joy, friendship, and playfulness. At times, you are childlike, as a buttercup is. And at other times, you are fickle, like a dahlia. And more than you wish, you tend to feel bittersweet, like a marigold. What Color Flower Are You?

Not Too Happy
you know i have noticed how i go out of my way to speak to some of my soclled friends and they dong have time to at least say Hey im here how r u amd sorry im busy. personally i feel at least sayhi. is this thing just a game to most people. i dont understand. i mean I am here to really make friends. i love meeting new ppl. some of the ppl i meet are kreeeeepy but i take my chances. even the one legged one armed one fingered half eared bind deaf and mute man needed a friend. i feel like i know i dont say anything to some of the ppl on my friend list but they dont even make the effort to sat hi to me wheni come on line at all. they dont evern seem to notice if anyting is new. i put out some new ictures a long time ago and they havent gotten much rates. but i bet if i put up some racey pictures of myself allnaked and cold and showing everyone what i was born wearing i would get some rates and stuff then huh? well sorry i cant do that. and i try to be friends with everyone but i getso busy

Is It?
is it possible to love 2 people at once? i'm with one guy, but i am still in love with my ex. i know i don't show it to him, but i can never get him out of my head anytime i need to talk to someone i want to call my ex, but i can't cause he don't want to talk to me! i really do think i love him still, but the other guy on the other hand is a great guy yea, but i don't know if he is for me! we have fun together too, but so many plans fall through and i don't know what to do! The main thing is...IS IT POSSIBLE TO LOVE 2 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME?

What Are Friends?
friends Current mood: aggravated Category: disturbed Life what are friends ? let me tell you what i think friends should be friends should be there when you need them the most but in my last 8 months i have learned friends are anly gonna be ther when they need something every since i have lost my car i have learned what type of friends i really have and let me tell you i have no friends everyone i considered a friend have stoped talking to me cause i cant give them a ride somewhere or get them something but a couple of friends that still talk to me cause they know who i really am hell if i hear someone i know is in need i will be the first one to try to help them but not the people i talk to if i need something i have to get it myself or if i need a ride i have to walk cause all my so called friends are to bussy to give me a ride when if they needed one they would call me and just like that i would help them out drop what im doing and help them . but anyway if you

Babble On In Babylon!!
Here I sit, surrounded by my own boredom, not much of a companion but it will have to do. As I aproach the 2yr mark of being single again, followed shortly after by my 35th b-day, I wonder will it always come back to this? Countless relationships, tried and failed, heartbreaks, broken hearts, blah blah blah. Will I find or be found by the 1 who not only captures my every thought and unlocks my heart but can put up with me despite me? Will I care less and less about if I will as time goes by? How is it that this type of loneliness doesnt care how many of your friends are by your side? How is it that so many people can feel this way? Maybe if we spend less time worried about people understanding how we feel and more time caring about the feelings of others, er something, I dunno. Honesty, shit, you cant be truely honest with people till you are honest with yourself and as I have found over the years, the truth hurts sometimes. Regardless of how much it hurts, it is essential.

Why I Haven't Been Here Lately
Hello all my cherry friends. I know I have not been in in quiet awhile. But I have been dealing with sick kids again. My oldest son has been real sick and is now scheduled for surgery on Feb. 21. He had an infection in his sinus cavity in Dec. and now he is having to have his tonsils and adnoids taken out. They are twice the size they should be right now and there is a chance if they get much bigger his surgery will be sooner than what it is scheduled to be. From all of this he is staying dizzy, keeping headaches and has alot of trouble seeing. He is taking up alot of my time so that is why I have not been here much. Everyone just keep remembering him. Much love to all my cherry friends

Dreaming Of Bondage
Being someone who is different than the ordianry girl . I was 5 laying under my bed , with my dollies. Mother would ask me about why I was under there playing , telling her I was playing house , she would leave my room. Laying under my bed in the dark , daydreaming of the man I was to be with. He was also different than the typical everday husband. He was dark and fearless , He would claim her , for her to be much more than a wife. He would train her to his needs , and she would happily oblige his wishes. Punishing her when she did anger him . For me it was Ken and Barbie , this was to always be. He would touch with his gentle hands and our souls one, and I would my passion to his, He would violate her mind , her body. He would have this greedy hunger to taste and feel her beuty. She kneeling before him , in the presence of others as well Her body aching , and with just a glance from him she allready knew what his thoughts contained , weather it was approval , disapproval , hunger

'last Serenade At Razor's Edge"
“The last serenade at razor’s edge” My mind takes fight As I wonder what’s to become of me I’ve watched my past go by And I think of how things use to be Tears flood my eyes Because I am finally giving up I’m saying my last good-byes I’ll go fast with some luck I’m alone inside Even thought there are people all around I’m going to take my life But I won’t make a sound Time passes by Every second ticks My live will soon be over Though right now it’s only nicks Soon to be slashes of my former self As these bloodstained sheets Now hold with-in my final breath I can’t control this feeling Of which I’ve finally found But I don’t want to see any tears When you find my body on the ground I know you won’t understand So just think of it a dream But don’t blame yourself I just need to be free My pain will not be long now The blackness is closeting in I’m watching scenes from my life The people I’ve met & the places I’ve been I laugh to spite the fear I

30 Seconds To Mars
~How did they choose the band name? Jared says: "For us, the name 30 Seconds To Mars has little to do with space, the universe or anything like that. It is a name that works on several different levels. Most importantly, it is a good representation of our sound. It's a phrase that is lyrical, suggestive, cinematic, and filled with immediacy. It has some sense of otherness to it. The concept of space is so overwhelming and all encompassing I doubt there is a song written that doesn't fall within it." ~Why does the band choose to stay behind the scenes? They want their music to be the primary means of reaching out to fans, so they want to stay behind the scenes and let their music speak for themselves. They probably don't want to use Jared Leto's popularity as an actor for the band to be popular. ~Why is the song "Revolution" not included on their self-titled album? According to the band, the song is not included because they think "people take things too literally". Listen to t

Souls Without Names
Souls Without Names The fires of Hell burn bright In the middle of the night Waiting for an angel to fall No hope of salvation at all A poor lost soul Is swallowed up whole Consumed in the flames They are souls without names The fires are ablaze In this fiendish maze Consumed by guilt and shame There is no one else to blame The fires are aglow As you sink so low The Devil has cast his spell You face eternity in Hell

Hurt Beyond Hell
‘HURT BEYOND HELL’ Today’s the day I’m saying goodbye Because I’m sick and tired Of all your lies I know you think it’s funny But soon you won’t Tomorrow you’d be wondering Why I slit my throat It’s your entire fault Just remember that Because if you didn’t hit me I wouldn’t be where I’m at So don’t you cry Or shed a tear Because soon what I’ve done Will become clear I’m coming back for you And you’re going to ache Because next…. It will be your life I take! 12-06-91 J.R.A.F

The Wife
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't follow my instructions carefully, your husband will surely die. "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. "Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him; it will only make his stress worse. Do not nag him. Most importantly, make love to him regularly. "If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife, "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied.

Joke
Looking for a Husband A lonely woman, aged 70, decided that it was time to get married. She put an ad in the local paper that read: HUSBAND WANTED! MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (70's), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheel chair. He had no arms or legs. The old woman said, "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you? Just look at you....you have no legs!" The old man smiled, "Therefore I cannot run around on you! She snorted. "You don't have any hands either!" Again the old man smiled, "Nor can I beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and gazed intently. "Are you still good in bed?" With that, the old gentleman leaned back, beamed a big broad smile and said... "I rang the doorbell didn't I?"

The Encounter
An Accidental Encounter A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 436."

Possibilities
Magnificent treasure They wait patiently in the back of your mind, gently reminding you from time to time of their presence. Each time they come to the surface, you feel a tinge of longing and wonder and excitement. You consider them for a moment, and then you usually push them back away from your awareness. Something, seemingly more urgent, comes along. Yet they never completely go away. Because there is something in them that tells you about who you are. What are they? They're the best of your unexplored possibilities. You hold on to them, keep them buried away, and cherish them deeply in your own way. Maybe now, though, maybe it is time to begin giving life to them. The next time one of those unexplored possibilities reminds you of itself, do more than just putting it back away. For in the best of those unexplored possibilities, there is magnificent treasure to be found. -- Ralph Marston

Tomorrow? Maybe?
Tomorrow? Maybe? As I look in this mirror with pain in my eyes, I knew it was the last time I would see myself. I see the tears roll down my face, because I know I’m in my last moments. I have felt this pain for a long time. Like some remnants of a left over nightmare. I feel the hurt in my heart for I will see no more tomorrow. I think about the things I was told in my past… like life being the most unforgiving teacher one may have. And what comes around goes around. Is it my turn soon? I look hard at myself, and knowing it is time I walk to my bed and lie down, and I think of all the people I’ve hurt in my life… I wish I could say that I’m sorry. Sometimes sorry doesn’t cover it. Sometimes it’s just not enough. How well I know that now. Now as I say my prayers, I see my life in a reality I have never seen before. I see her coming for me as she said she would. Everything is so vivid and clear. But I am unafraid; I know what it is that she has come to do. She has come to take me

Iraq Crap
So as we all know this war in Iraq is still going on and most likely will be for a few more years. It has affected everyone in their own way. Personally I think that this war is a waste of time and Money and im sure everyone would love to have their family back, i know that my family was glad when i came back. So I am a little curious to know what all of you think about this war so please let me know.

Love Of A Woman
The Love of a WomanThe love of a womanIsn't the way she dresses,The way she walks,Or the way she wears her hair.The love of a womanIs what you see within her eyesThe deepness of her soul.What she holds within her heart.The love of a womanIs not the outter beauty.It's the beauty she holds within,The personality that shows.It's her unconditional love,

Pooky_wonder2007
im looking for new friends and someone thsat i can spend life life with, and get to know, im 36 years old mother of 2 daiugthers and i live in ny im 5.3 blue eyes, blond curely hair, im kinda shy, im single and would love to talk to any one.

Souls Desires
Deepest desires burn without end Caring not of who they may offend Desires to hold and taste your kiss Desires to feel you and the bliss Two sharing loves sweet dance divine Being one knowing your love is mine Giving myself without worry and care Vowing from the soul to always be there To share all life is and love through tears To grow old with you through passing years To never loose the passion in loves act To always feel it for your soul and mine attract And love like that is always to be When two are one for all eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Children And Smoking: How They Are Affected.
This Blog was inspired by my every Sunday drop off of my daughter (Jade) to her Grandmothers on her Mom's side of the family. For those of you out there that do not know about the severe effects that Cigarette Smoke can have on growing children... READ THIS… And absorb this... I will point out a few key quotes from the following articles which will make you think twice about smoking around your children or bringing them into a home or car of which a person or person's smoke. To start, the NY Times printed an article about Bangor, Maine and how City Council banned smoking in cars when children are present. This article also points out that many other states have jumped on board. NY Times Article (Bangor, Maine Bans Smoking in cars when children are present) I will also point out a couple articles that i found doing some Google searches. Quote 1: "Here's an analogy that I use in my practice to both inform, and admittedly scare, parents from smoking. Suppose you wer

Poem
My feelings are finally catching up I feel like someone has overflowed my cup Lately I've been dealing w/ my problems secretly My feelings are just flowing freely and I feel like theres no stopping them These feelings I'm feeling are scaring me I just dont know whether to believe them or just let them be I just wanna be free from feelings this way cuz Ive been feelings like this from day to day. Christina 1/28/2007 Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Jokes To Send Us All To Hell !
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard-bodied stripper... Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Q. What's the difference between Jesus and a painting? A. It takes only one nail to hang a painting. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to

"the Book?"
These are interesting passages from the bible in which the majority of citizens claim to follow. I realize it was written in different times, however the teachings are still in use in many modern churches with the primary focus on the woman being below the man. Crap or Christianity?? 1Timothy 2:11-12 Let a woman* learn in silence with full submission. 12: permit no woman* to teach or to have authority over a man;* she is to keep silent. Deuteronamy 25:11-12 11: If men get into a fight with one another, and the wife of one intervenes to rescue her husband from the grip of his opponent by reaching out and seizing his genitals, 12: you shall cut off her hand; show no pity. Exodus 21:20-21 20: When a slave-owner strikes a male or female slave with a rod and the slave dies immediately, the owner shall be punished. 21: But if the slave survives for a day or two, there is no punishment; for the slave is the owner’s property.

Chaotic Storms
The balance of logic and reason lies in the realm of the mind and acts as a compass when we loose our way through the enigma of life. What happens then when the enigma of life beckons to the heart to find the way ? You begin to hear a voice calling to you from the wild places with in you. There is a deep and ancient power that speaks to you in the language of the heart. It is a place outside of the realm of logic and reason and can’t be translated by the mind. It is a place where you’re spirit takes over the mind and leads the body with out thought. To find a state of nirvana through the storms of a chaotic universe you must learn the maturity of patience. To hunger for wisdom over knowledge, and love over lust are just two of the chaotic storms that wage through the universe of the human experience.

Pet Passes Away... Very Sad :{
Today is s very SAD Day for me because one of my Pets (THUNDER) has passed away 01-27-2007, She will be sadly missed by all that Loved Her... Her Picture was transfered to My IM MEMORY FOLDER of my Photos.

Mysel
well where to start off. i am an exmarine well still cause once a marine always a marine,i am a self confident person, i enjoy cuddling with a woman in front of the fire place,i enjoy my job,my kids and my life. also all my friends life wouldnt be the same with out them.well anything else just ask and i will tell. see ya

Chillin...wanna Talk To The One I Like
to kick it wit the homies ike all my niggs in washington da tac ya dig but yea...aand i love talking to my girl jessica i love her man to death she is so hott and sweet and nice ......but yea...also my girl brittney she bomb ya dig....

Slingers Blog
You know what pisses me off ...when men run there mouths about looks and how sexy a girl is and how there a real man but when it comes down to it they run away like boys after they get what they want ...that gives real en a bad name so if you'all men want to impress a girl try being honest and respectfull to them and they might talk to you longer then ten minutes at a time ....> oh and i love my queen very much and yes men the queen on ct is my real life wife and always will be

Katanna' Dream...
This isn't much of a blog, just a spot for me to ogle the hottest man on the planet. You guys probably won't get to exited about it, but I hope the ladies like it. He's just SOOOOO damned fine. Happy lookin...cuz there ain't no more to read here. I LOVE THIS PIC

Thinking Of You
All alone I sit in the night. No one to talk to, no one in sight. There I sit daydreaming of you. Hoping this dream could somehow come true. Only if you could see, None of my friends will let me be. Yearning to be set free. Managing to stay real calm. Close my eyes, wipe the sweat from my palms. Keeping myself in tack around you. No one can help me, what should I do? I have to escape this terrible fate, Get it together before it's too late. Here you come closer, though you're still far away, Thinking of you always, I hope you think of me someday.

Poppin Some Cherrys
I heard about this site from a friend, and so far i like it. i hated myspace maybe this will be a change of pace. i am looking for real friends, not internet friends. Im looking to hang out , have fun, and act up. hopefully you folks will find me interesting, and we can have some good times. until then. catch you on the flip side" -name that movie

Boobs In Your Face..
I'm new to CT but seem to find most of the pictures flashing across the top of my screen contain more boobs that I can stomach. I don't get it.. what's with the women taking pix at angles SOOOOOOOOo unflattering to their breasts? I mean..angles that make them look like they are coming out of their necks. Speaking from one well endowed woman to the others out there.. Show your assets proudly, but there is no need to post pix with 3/4 of them hanging out. My question is: Is this offensive to anyone else besides me?

Priceless...... Adult Stuff Heh
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT ``````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if yo

How To Tell Your Viagra Is Working
At work, they call you a spiritualist because when you sit down at a meeting, the table floats Your face is very pale due to lack of blood When you walk into a sauna, everyone stands and applauds People begin to call you "the tripod." You begin to think your mother in law is pretty Birds perch on it when you stand outside nude You look like a sundial when sunbathing nude Compared to you, Pinocchio doesn't look like such a liar. You always lose limbo contests. You can make drawings in the sand without having to find a stick You like to sleep on your back, so you had to remove the ceiling fan.

Just For The Record
I thought it time that I put something in here just for the record. Today I had a very long conversation with the wife of a friend (yes just a frien) that I met here on the "Tap". At the time this person and I met on here he did not indicate that he was married so of course naturally our first couple of conversations were of the "naughty" nature, but all in good fun. When I found out that he was married, I told him nothing would ever come out of "those" conversations and that being a friend would have to suffice. We have occasionally chatted since then to shoot the shit, check up on each other ect. But to feel the anguish in this wife's words is heartbreaking, as he has (according to her) "chatted" with others that don't take the stance that I do. So now she is talking divorce, which is in itself a life altering event. I want to let all of my friends on here know that if you are married please tell me up front, as I will not cross the line in "chatting" if you are, p

The Blog
Question for the men out there...Has there ever been a time when you didnt reach an orgasm, even if you were having mind-blowing sex?? I guess I could ask the ladies if they have ever been with a man who couldnt and what was his reason??

Pisces Baby
the path that i lead ... has seemed to end at your side again... infatuation? could it be? i didnt realize the truth that was once said to me .. darkness is i ... destiny in devotion.. eager to run my fingers all over your body... taste what you have inside... sit here in a state of confusion ... backbiting all that i have said... the altercation that once was our love, sex life... try to believe that we are meant for one and other... i want to stay with you my love... embrace your rage, your suffering... make me feel your wrath .. i want it all ... misery is not what i feel when your inside of me... erotic feelings you leave with me.. i am your seductive mistress.. lucid dreams of you and your bondage... you feel upon my throat.. stimulate all my senses.. the feeling of your steaming sweat that drips off your body onto mine... i moan only for a moment... then the screams of pleasure reveal themselves.... expose your evil side to me...dont waste one everlasting moment contemplating if

Food
[Makes 6-8 servings] INGREDIENTS [Crust] 3-8 graham crackers [Filling] 1/4 cup lime juice 1 envelope unflavored gelatin 1 carton (8ounces) low-fat ricotta cheese 1 1/4 cups nonfat plain yogurt, divided 1/2 cup sugar 1 teaspoon coconut extract 1 teaspoon grated lime peels [Pineapple Topping] 1 medium DOLE fresh Pineapple 3/4 cup water 1/4 cup sugar 1 tablespoon cornstarch 1 teaspoon grated lime peel DIRECTIONS [Crust] Arrange crackers in a 6(4??-inch) tart pans with removable bottoms or 1 (9-inch) Tart pan with removable bottom. Break crackers to fit [Filling] Places lime in saucepan. Sprinkle gelatin over juices; let stand for 1 minute to soften. Cook over low heat until gelatin is dissolved, stirring frequently; let cool. Process ricotta cheese and ?? cup yogurt in blender until smooth. Pour into medium bowl. Stir in remaining 1 cup yogurt, sugar, coconut extract, and lime peel. Stir in cooled gelatin mixture. Pour into prepared pans; refrigerate at least 2 hours [Pineapple Garnish] T

Pisces The Piece Of Ass
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. .:VIRGO:. The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attra

Life Is A Lil Better When Corrutped
Well obviously this is my first Cherry Tab blog, I dont know if there are rules about these blogs *shrugs*...Haha Im such a newb. I just wanted to thank all the cherry tappers who have been nothing but nice and helpful to me. To all the people who have rated, fanned, added & commented me. I truly makes someone feel welcomed! I have met some pretty cool people already and kept in touch with a few others. Well I just wanted to keep this short and sweet. Take care everyone! Forever Corrupted, SnoWhite

Why???????
Why is it that people feel that they must say things to make someone happy- even when it isn't what they feel? Seriously, I don't lie to people, if I don't want to talk to you I will tell you so, and I am not going to pull punches if you ask me a question. I don't understand the reasoning behind lying like that can anyone explain it to me?

The Other Half..lol
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Com

Scars
well to be pretty honest here in savannah georgia its been pretty rough as of so far...i still miss my friends, im a squad leader now and im trying to kill for my seargent here pretty damn soon i hope...as for my family in va and tn..i miss yall and hopefully i can see yall before i go to iraq, and for the people that did me wrong in life i hope that it bites you right back. i guess the thing that gets me sometimes is the fact im so far away from the people i care for most importantly..other than that its the fact im single and the lack of sex can go there too..lol, but other than that life is goin fine and i hope to see friends soon...

Driving
If you cant see over the steering wheel & need to sit on like 4 phone books. DO NOT FREAKIN DRIVE. Ok i am driving down COunty line Rd & this little old lady about 2 hundred pulls up next to me & decides to get into my lane w/ me right thier. She can barely see over the sterring wheel No turn signal no nothing like my fruckin car doesnt exist almost takes off my front end. Is she trying to get over to turn into the shoppin center?? To turn down the street?? NOOOOO just wanted to take off the front of my car. THen she looks in the rearview like i did something wrong i am their giving her the 2 finger sulute. THe next day ANOTHER 3 hundrend year old lady sitting on Street rd to make a left, i pull up behind her cause i have to make a left thier & it is a trcky turn kinda , now u can fit half a bus in front of her to get to the light does the dumbass bitch pull up as my ass end is sticking out in traffic??? NOOOOO she just sits thier barely seeing over the sterring wheel AGA

Not Another Blog
Wow, I love writing stupid funny blogs. But does anyone even read this?? I would hate to type a bunch of crap and nobody read it. Sigh, I better go check my myspace. Visit my blog there. Myspace.com/alr74

Need Your Votes
Hi Everybody , I'm in need of your votes for Band Photo Contest If you could Please Help bomb these's two photos the Links below .Thank you for your help and get your friends to vote to . Thanks Metal Marty }:)>

Love Sux!
I dont know what to do anymore, I try and I try...Just when I think I found love it turns around and smacks me in the face... Love drives you crazy and mad, Love makes you do stupid things for stupid reasons...all in the name of love,...you know what FUCK YOU LOVE! If I could Id beat your ass down for all the pain and shit you have caused me I would...and what do I have to prove for what you've done to me? Absolutely Fucking Nothing! dont get me wrong I dont blame you for all my problems I am also to blame...I have many imperfections, Jealousy is my big one....and Trust...I trust too damn much! I give up on love once again.... Music Video:LONELY DAY (by System Of A Down)LOVE SUX

As People
As people….. We never stop growing…. We never stop learning…. We never stop yearing…. For more. We look and we listen then try to explain, sometimes gobbled but always there. As people, sometimes we feel low and try to give up…. But as people most try to move on. As people, we look at the world in our own ways. Each unique, each a new perspective. As people we can appreciate the newness of things and relate them to other things. We know that Spring comes for a reason, and we look forward to warmth and growth. As people, we see fall, and appreciate it for its colors and the briskness it brings, we can relate it to growing old, and sometimes it makes us sad. As people, we relish the good times, and are sad for the bad, But as people we know that with out the bad, we couldn’t appreciate the good so we move on. As people we wonder about the unknown… some are scared and some embracing it like the new dawn. As people we can be awed by things and know that

Colorado Snow
John Denver sang a song about the snow here...but personally, I'm a little tired of it. I don't mind a little bit of snow, but we've had snow every week for six weeks now, and well, frankly, I'm ready for summer! After growing up in the deep south and college in LA(that's Lower Alabama for y'all yankees:), I was ready for a little winter, but I'm thinking maybe a move to the desert would be nice right about now! When does summer start? Check out some fun pics of our snow in my photo album!

Life In Reality
I`m an open girl who does not keep things from people. Well I thought I was that girl. Its going to crush this person if I say any thing. I think this person knows what I`m keeping inside. A lot of people in my life think that set of feels was over with. Its never been over with. I wounder what life would have been like if I took path 2 and not 1. Old feelings and thoughts fade over time or do they? All never know cuz it never tells me shit. I want new not old. I was ment to be in his and her life for a reason. I know the reason why I`m in her life. But I dont know the reason why I`m in his. So much on the mind its making me crazy

I Dont Know What The Fuck This Is But Ok We Have To Start Somwhere..
YEAH OK IM USED TO MYSPACE AND I LOVE THAT.. I NEVER EVEN GO TO YAHOO... WELL I DONT HAVE YHOO BUT IF I DID I WOULD'NT GO THERE..LOL TO MANY BOTS AND DRAMA.. WELL I WILL WRITE MORE A NEW DAY BUT YA... ~MARYJANE~

The Play Write
The Play Write In iambic pentameter written verse Came a play write who did rehearse Of kings and nobles and deeds of hate To the masses he spoke and they did relate Of innocents who did pay the price For others who lived of earthly vice Death did stalk the soul who prays He became famous through his plays Poor Capulet and Montague in suicide Of Desdemona the moors pure bride Of the Danes losses and brooding despair Of horror through pride beyond compare Tragedy and pain through deception He understood hates plot in conception Lies and half truths that spun contempt In his mind immortal stories he dreamt Now his name lives on and to all so clear There was only one William Shakespeare By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Cordial Thoughts From Myles Shaffer (they Do Happen Now And Then.)
I really must be more careful on those rare occasions when I feel like posting a blog and can think of anything worth saying in it! The second blog I posted yesterday was suppose to have gone in here. After all, that is why I created this, so I would have a place to separate nice blogs from the angry ones. Thanks for your support, Batman. You are a great friend, and I'm happy that you are a part of my life, both here, in the industry, and in the real world. (We still need to work out something about me appearing on your KSEX show some time. Between the two of us, I'm certain we could come up with something to talk about that might interest a few people other than you and I, and maybe Monica. By the way, tell Monica that I said hello and that I miss her.) Kimmie and Sara, even though I have never met either of you in person, I do thank you for your support. And, while we have not met in person, I do consider you both to be very good friends, and I would love to someday be

Imortal Love
An epic story of immortal love Sweet perfection blessed from above An unending saga of souls so joined A love for the ages the term is coined For selfless desire to hold one true Such is the love I hold only for you To be a joy in the moment we behold To love without care that can’t be sold Or bought from a spell binder in ways of old Ours will always be a epic love story told Of two who love free and forever share This sweet dream of perfection beyond compare By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Freak's Blog
How goes it everyone?? I don't do this often, but I am bored n just want to type. I'm enjoying being w/ my man, our children, and our animals, in our new place!! Life is good.. For now.. Hopefully it lasts a lot longer!

I Am This Girl
Message: I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the girl who laughs at

This Is Sooo Wrong.. And Messed Up
there is a script some new members are using to steal points...they give u low scores and if u go back and rate them u'll get a message that says "Thank u for playing you lose 1000 points"...the reason why i kno is because it just happened to me...she stole 1000 from me.....the girl's name is--- sexy2talll got this shit from bulletin and i did have a guy rate my photo a 1 but never did rate him back low or rate him at all because im not like that too me if they want to rate my shit low go ahead shows how much of a fuckin hater you are.. or dont have a fuckin life.. but anyhow i just posted this to warn my good friends about it soo be careful who you rate low back or rate back i guesss now everyone will be afraid to rate back or they will lose points.. they need to fix this shit for real!!!!!! much luv.. Terminator123

Fantasy
FANTASY I wish one day I can find a lesbian that would love take a hot romantic bath with me. while the candles are lite all around the bathroom rose pepples all over the floor leading to the bedroom.rose pepples and money all across the bed as she is laying on the back of my nude body. ,she makes love to my whole body I do the same .We dont miss no parts of the body to suck all over making love to each other as we are making each other hot and wet then she becomes aggrissive. She start ridiing my body as if she a horse gallaping accross the grass fast as the hores is in heat waiting to mate as her body riding me she begins spanking my backside.as she watching my butt rise every time she spanks me the more she spanks the more my backside rises . shes gets hoter and hotter making me wet .then we make love all night long together like tommrow will never be here. naughty arent i ?

Taking All Applicants
Lets see who can complete it first...whoever does gets a Big pimpin gift from Moi :) Women feel free to fill it out too, im an equal oppurtunity women!! hehe x0x0x OK.....GO!! Name: Age: City/State/Country: Birthday ? What is your biggest flaw? What is your hangup with your mother? 3 of your favorite authors 3 of your favorite bands 3 of your favorite movies Favourite quote? Are you religious? What / Whom do you worship? How? Why? Who is your favorite philosopher? Why? For you, what is success in life? Are you, by your own definition: will you be successful? Who is/was your favorite pet? and why? How long do you usually know a girl before you kiss her? Jump her? Dump her? Have you ever been married/lived with someone? Are you now? When was your last relationship over? Are you in sure? Are you in one / or more now? Are you gay? Tried it? Thought about it? Have

So Happy......
the past 2 months have only been the most amazing, wonderful and full of love I could ever imagine!! I love you so much Mark you mean the world to me...So I figured I'd let the world know since you already know hehe....I love you honeykins!!!

M.b.o.a.
Hey! Wanna join the newest family for females only. M.B.O.A. Male Bashers Of America This family is for all the women who are tired of mens shit and need friends to vent to. Or the women who just don't like men period. If you would like to join notify one of the 4 founders listed below. We will keep it updated as new members join. Thanx. We can't wait to see our family grow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aphrodite0081~M.B.O.A. Founder~D.B.S.~K.O.T~K.K.S@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arkiegirl58~ M.B.O.A. Founder~Mom of D.B.S.~K.O.T.~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chickie Momma~K.O.T. Member~Founder M.B.O.A~D.B.S~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dawn~Founder M.B.O.A.~D.B.S. Backup~@ CherryTAP

Divorce Poems
You may have seen some of these before Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies O

Who Has A Crush On Me
im cureious to know who on here has a crush on me i noticed on my profile that i have a crush on me so im cureious to know who it is so if this is you please tell me i would like to know well much love to my peeps peace

Cherrytap
For those who really know me on here you know I have talked about moving. I am leaving midnight tonight to return to Rhode Island where I am now going to be living. I am very excited and nervous as I have been in Colorado all my life. As I take on this journey in life I have a lot of mixed emotions. I no longer will be so physically close to the people I grew up with. However this is for the best a fresh start but no worries I have internet there and will be occasionally.

Beating Up Kids In Chucky Cheese
Yes you read the title right. I challenge anyones kids to a good game of air hockey. Some little punk showed up and tried to challenge me. He was holding his own until I decided to step it up a notch. BAMM!! I ran around the side and cross checked him into the salad bar. Dislocated hip. He never saw it comming. Next I decided to cool off in the ball pen. I'm chillin in the corner until some kid who thinks just because that its his birthday he is special decides to toss a few balls at me. Well I'm not going to take that. I jump on him like a fat kid on cake. Pile driver! WHAMMY!! I sunk thats kids battleship. Ohh by the way, happy birthday ass hat. Time to mosey on over to the ski ball area. No sooner than I arive than another kid tries to run up the ramp to put the ball in the 100 slot. Nobody is going to steal my spotlight. So I wind up like Nolan Ryan and pelt him in the back of the head. He goes down like a thirsty alter boy. He still ends up making the ball in and scoring so I rush

I Like Monkeys
I like monkeys. The pet store was selling them for five cents a piece. I thought that odd since they were normally a couple thousand each. I decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth so I bought 200. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home, I have a big car. I decided to let one drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in their genitals. I laughed. Then they punched my genitals. I stopped laughing. I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech, hurl themselves off the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Although humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into its third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive: they all died. No apparent reason. They all just sorta dropped dead. Kinda like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five hours later. Damn cheap monkeys. I didn't know what to do.

Beer Vs Pussy
Beer ~vs~ Pussy A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. Advantage: Draw. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy. Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, The Woman may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not drive. 6 pussies in a night and you have done all the driving you need. Advantage: Pussy B

Lips Of An Angel.....
Im as much a Hinder fan as the next, but I think if I hear Lips of Angel or better yet see the video on another CT members page, I think I might just pull out the inner workings of my ears. Thank you and goodnight! =P

Hurt
HURT SURVEY-- Let's see if you can get through it. If not, you're too scared about your past... Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yes. How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? I'd say all of 'em. Are you crushin on someone?? A couple, yes. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt? YES. Are you happier single or in a relationship? in a relationship Have you ever cheated on someone? Never. Have you ever had your heart broken? Um yeah Have you ever broken someone's heart? I have. Talk to any of your exes? Yes, one. If you could go back in time and change things, would you? Indeed. I would not be a doormat. Think any of your exes feel the same? I would like to think so. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? I do, 100%. Have you dated people who were not good to you?.. Yes. Have you been in an abusive relationship? verbally, yes. Have you dated someone older than yo

New For Women Only
Hey! Wanna join the newest family for females only. M.B.O.A. Male Bashers Of America This family is for all the women who are tired of mens shit and need friends to vent to. Or the women who just don't like men period. If you would like to join notify one of the 4 founders listed below. We will keep it updated as new members join. Thanx. We can't wait to see our family grow. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aphrodite0081~M.B.O.A. Founder~D.B.S.~K.O.T~K.K.S@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ arkiegirl58~ M.B.O.A. Founder~Mom of D.B.S.~K.O.T.~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chickie Momma~K.O.T. Member~Founder M.B.O.A~D.B.S~@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dawn~Founder M.B.O.A.~D.B.S. Backup~@ CherryTAP

Poem
When I was wrapped up in your arms, I felt safer than ever before. As I stare into your eyes, its a feeling I would not ignore. I don't know if this is just some game, but what I feel for you, I never felt with anyone else. If I could be close to you, I would be filled with happiness. You're what I've been looking for my whole life. You're someone I could share my love with, you take away my pain. Words cannot express how much I like you. But, even after this short amount of time, I hope you realize that my love for you is real. I'm not after you to play games, and I hope you feel the same. With you, is where I want to be because I found someone who looks just perfect to me. You probably think I am crazy, but truthfully I'm not. It's time we were together, But alas that can be? But all I see in this whole world, is only you and me.

Help Me Level Please
HEY IM NOT TO FAR FROM HITING LEVEL 16 PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL . IF YOU WANNA DO IT EASY I HAVE OVER 1000 VIDEOS ALONE IN MY STASH JUST GO RATE AS MANY AS YOU CAN A THUMBS UP . ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED . THANK YOU IN ADVANCE . TAZMAN -- ~ENFORCER@THE SCOOTERBAR~ MISS B's C.T. STUD@ CherryTAP

Drinker's Fault Finding Guide
Symptom: Drinking fails to give satisfaction and taste; shirt front is wet. Fault: Mouth not open when drinking or glass being applied to wrong part of face. Solution: Buy another pint and practice in front of a mirror. Continue with as many pints as necessary until drinking technique is perfect. Symptom: Drinking fails to give satisfaction and taste; beer unusually pale and clear. Fault: Glass is empty. Solution: Find someone who will buy you another pint. Symptom: Room is spinning. Fault: Somebody is spinning your barstool. Solution: Vomit on person doing the spinning. Symptom: Feet cold and wet. Fault: Glass being held at incorrect angle. Solution: Turn glass so that open end is pointing at ceiling. Symptom: Feet warm and wet. Fault: Loss of self-control. Solution: Go and stand beside nearest dog. After a while complain to its owner about its lack of house training. Symptom: Lap cool and wet. Fault: Drooling on yourself. Solution: Change position so that y

This Is New And Awesome!!!!
Okay I had never heard of this until today but I am sure glad I did...This is an awesome site!!! I love it. My favorite band in the whole entire world, Red Eye Gravy is like MY WORLD... If ya like music u should check them out. They can be found on youtube.com Search RED EYE GRAVY.... If ya wanna know ANYTHING dont hesitate to ask....

Wisdom In Water
water is fluid form. beauty can be seen in each of its many guises, yet strength is also inherent in each. why can we accept water's great strengths and varied face, yet so many find it difficult to accept the same in man?

Rap, Anyone?
+Eew to the 'Escobar' bullshit, I'm glad he stabbed that noise. Incredible fvcking rapper. He might not have the best lyrical content, but the message is there(nowadays)...and homeboy has/always had a delectable-ass rhythmic delivery.+

I Want To
I want to make love to you I want to explore your tender body with my probing, caressing hands and tongue. I want to kiss you deep and warm. I'll slide my fingers, from your hair, down your back to play across your lovely neck, and down your chest to lick and nibble at your supple nipples and continue down, down your belly to smell your rich sent. I want to wrap my hot, soft mouth around your soft round nipple massaging with my tongue, sucking on your nipple, pushing you close to me I want to feel you I want to make deep wild love to you I'll continue down your belly and kiss on your lips wrap my hot moist mouth, around your erect clit massaging it with my tongue having my soft wandering hands playing joyfully with your nipples as i lick and play with your lips

Just Because
Just because i sit here writing this blog doesnt mean im good at it . Just because I work doesnt mean i'm getting paid. Just because I love doesnt mean i dont hate. Just because I live i dont die. Just because.

My Valentine The Toliet
This Valentines Day (Feburary 14th Duh) I plan on drinking until i just can't drink anymore.It really starts to suck ass when there's no one to share it with so yea bring on alcohol with Pineapple this year!!

Kinky
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Whips67%Biting50%Blind Folds33%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Well That's Me
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Thrash Metalist. Thrash metalist, you like thrash as much as anything else.Thrash Metalist63%Heavy Metal/Old School58%Black Metalist50%Death Metalist38%Power Metalist33%Funeral Doom Metalist28%Non-Metal23%Progressive Metalist20%Which metal genre do you love the most? (Prepare for a long quiz!!!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky

You've Been Tagged
Each player starts with 6 weird things habits about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things/habits as well, and state this rule clearly. At the end choose 6 new people list their names. Don't forget to leave a message " you have been tagged" and tell them to read your blog. Here are my wierd facts : 1) I have a foot phobia. 2) I still love watching cartoons and kids movies! 3) I love pickles and cheese. 4) I don't like chocolate. 5) I hate my picture taken. 6) My heart rate and pulse are so low that I still fool the doc's sometimes, I have been hospitalized, they have no explanation, but they are at times as low as someone's in a coma and I am still up walking around, hmm... 6 people are as follows : Jen, Jessica, Del, Krystal, Danny, and DragonRider!

Its Monday
Well its Monday again. So up at 6:30am this morning with Alex and then Tristen wakes up so I figure get Tristen ready and we can leave early I check the weather and its -30 out. Thats crazy so its to cold for Tristen to stand at the bus stop so my friend Stacy is going to drive us in. Today I am so lucky because I got my membership papers in for the YMCA so today I am going to work out during the time Tristen is in preschool. I figure I can work out twice during the days his in preschool and once on the weekend. I can take Tristen with me because he can go swimming with me and they have child care there so it works out great. So thats my plans for today. After Tristens out of preschool I am coming home to relax and clean my basement its a mess and when I say mess I mean cant even walk in some parts its crazy. The basement to me is a place that you put all the crap thats in your way upstairs. LOL! I wish I could say clean and its all done but it doesnt work like that. Then I hope to be

Wuts Up
hey, my name is lara, got teenagers and live in eugene...i am brand new to this wierd world of cherry tappin so bare with me...ummm...i am not sure how often i'll be on here, but if ya want, come by n say hi...have a goot one!!!

Websfinestgirls
Today ill found this great site out the net and i found it time to introduce the websfinest girls to you all! Its the site to find for you to find the girl for your special needs! Just check out the "live girls" and their pics and enter our chat to have some fun! The girls are waiting for you! NaughtyLullu for Websfinest!

Boob Boop Bee Doo!
What the hell happened to the pictures on my profile? I like, go in to edit them and the links to the images are all fucked up, then I go and look at them and they are nothing other then these gay little boxes with some stupid ass shapes... damn't this is starting to remind me of MySpace!!!

Sexy Rican Still Seeking
LIVE LIFE TO TH FULLEST.FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND BE HAPPY.WE ARE ON THIS EARTH FOR A TEMPORARY TIME SO HAVE FUN,BE SAFE,AND DO THE THINGS THAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO DO WITH NO REGRETS.....

Really Funny Story
DO NOT BRING PLANTS IN THE HOUSE DURING COLD WEATHER!!! Never bring outdoor plants into the house. Garden Grass Snakes also known as Garter Snakes (Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why......... A couple in Sweetwater, Texas, had a lot of potted plants. During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze. It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants and when it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa. She let out a very loud scream! The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa. He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor.

Contest
Here is what the contest is about..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > PSP/Graphic Makers Contest NOW OPEN!!! > > If you have a friend in the contest please give them a rate, only rates count. All pics are in the "Contest" pic folder! Here is what they could win!! > > 1st place: 7 day blast and a rolex > 2nd place: 3 day blast and a choice of Ring > 3rd place: 1 day blast and a choice of earrings or a platinum cherry. > > Voting starts today ( March 1st ) and will end March 7th. Prizes will be given out no later then the evening of the 8th! Please remind your friend no down rating. Name and shame i don't like doing and a big fat block! This is for good fun please don't spoil it :D > > Good Luck all and Thank you for your time and creativity :D ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sooooooo, what I need from you, my friends is one little rate and that's all, nothing more nothing less! If you want me to know that you voted for

X-ray Cameras On Lampposts Plan
X-ray cameras on lampposts plan AFP | January 29, 2007 The Government is considering installing X-ray cameras on lampposts to spot armed terrorists and other criminals. According to a leaked memo seen by The Sun, "detection of weapons and explosives will become easier" if the scheme drawn up by Home Office officials is adopted. However, officials acknowledged that it would be highly controversial as the cameras can "see" through clothing. "The social acceptability of routine intrusive detection measures and the operational response required in the event of an alarm are likely to be limiting factors," the memo warned. " Privacy is an issue because the machines see through clothing." The Sun reported that the memo, dated January 17, was drawn up by the Home Office for the Prime Minister's working group on security crime and justice. It noted that some technologies used for airport security had already been used in police operations searching for drugs and w

The Truth And Nothing But The Truth So Help Me God!!!!
Well as we all know that people are very complicated animals. We are always trying to tell someone what they need to do but we don't follow are own information as well as when people go through a break up. The first thing they want to know is when are you going to get u someone else. Now you have those that actually have smarts about themselves but it's only for certain situations and certain topics. Not much help when you think about it. Then, there are the people that are like myself. We are well-rounded people and we give great advice we never tell you what you u should do but give u descent guidance for urself to make the choice we are always around and we always ahave your back and we might turn the cheeck if you do something bad against us. But it takes us a minute to get over it as well as we vibe off of people and we know sorta kinda when a person isnt' wrapped to tight so where do you fall in? What do you categorize urself as? I really want to know

For Promo Jobs ...
M&G Productions. Burton MI Gloucester ON (810)-875-9688 (613)-749-0005 Email: KinkyScreams@gmail.com For our area booking for promotions please call thoes numbers above or email. Ask for Melissa or Raphael

New Beginning
Have patience with me until I tweek my site. I live in the country and can't recieve high speed. Dial up sucks, but any port in the storm. It was introduced to me by Shelia, my friend on my space. I'll download more pictures later.

Diary Of A Fat Bitch
WELL I HAVE BEEN OFFLINE FOR A VERY LONG TIME. I'M STILL NOT SO SURE I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO STAY THIS TIME AROUND. I'VE BEEN VERY BUSY WITH MY CHILDREN AND GETTING BACK TOGETHER WITH MY EXHUSBAND. ITS BEEN A LONG VERY STRESSFUL 6 MONTHS. I'M REALLY SORRY THAT I'VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO TALK TO SOME OF YOU. BUT FOR A LITTLE BIT TODAY, I'LL BE HANGING OUT HERE. TALK SOON. KISSES

Can Someone Help Me???
Im kinda new to this cherrytap thing, I dunno how to set up my page ??? Im on myspace - ( www.myspace.com/fxmluck ) check me out on there then give me a hand figuring this out. Thanx Your a Doll x0x0x0 -Lucky

Dr. Wright Is In
Ok... so the hubby told me the other day that I need to go back to school and become a shrink. Not a bad idea considering that I am the one all my friends come to when they need help/advice with a relationship/life problem. I do my best to give advice and be a good listener, but there are times when I can't do it anymore. If you are a friend of mine, you know I am here for you no matter what. BUT, if you come to me and spill your guts and tell me things that are going wrong...then you let me give you advice...DON'T the very next day be an ass to me. That just bothers the hell out of me. I try to be nice to everyone, but once you cross that line... there is no turning back...if you want to be mean to me... I might forgive you but I don't forget and my fuse just gets smaller and smaller. AND if you seriously feel the need to tell people that you want to kill yourself... that is just someone looking for attention... I know I have been there... I, if you don't know, was diagnosed 5 years a

Hot Survey
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)?: 4. Do you think i'm hot?; 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to do it? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Yes

Having My 1st Contest
Ok my space is about Dirty Lil Secrets. I am gonna have a dirty lil secret contest. What i need from u is a pic with ur dirty lil secret written on it. Now everyone has a secret It does not have to be about sex. Any secret at all will do. Write it down and either upload it and let me know and i will rip it or pm it to me. If u do not want anyone to know it is ur secret that is fine too. U can send it to me i will put no name on the photo. I will be the only one to know. The contest will be on ratings and coments combined. I will take the 1st 20 entries. I will start the contest this Friday and it will run until Wednesday. Good Luck and get the pics in! Prizes will be determined on # of entries but there will be a 1st and 2nd place winner and all prizes will be Big Pimpin!

Whatch Out For Thes Fucker
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

The World Of Worlds
WHEN I'M SITTING IN MY CHAIR BEHIND MY DESK, I HAVE VISIONS ON BEING PLACE ON TOP, BENT OVER INFRONT, RIDING MY LOVER WHILE HE SITTING IN THE CHAIR...FEELING HIM ENTERING MY PINK SANDS...MMMMMMM.CAUSING THE OCEAN WEAVES TO FLOW...OVER AND OVER...UNTIL.

I Remember College
I remember when I was in college, way out in west Texas. Well when you live in west Texas you can't exactly just go somewhere, you have to pack up all your crap and hope to God you'll be back by Monday. Then on the way home you get all hungry inside and you're feeling just a lil bit of pain from all the excitement that occurred on your road trip. Than you reach way back behind ya in the cooler back there, and you fish around in all that warm water and you find that one lil dude that made it all the way through the weekend. and you pick him up and u dust him off, and crack him open. Just then you figure right about that time that you might have left that fried all sub stop and go burrito right underneath your seat. and you're fishing around down there and find that thing that lil old burrito and you wipe that carpet lint off , as if you wouldn't eat it if it did have other things on it. It's a two day old burrito on a lukewarm beer to go, on the Sunday side of a road trip weekend, a

Would You ?
I am writing this out of my own curiousity. My Master has decided to take pictures of my training , Who would like to see and read these ? you will see everything there is to see in a training session , yes that includes welts .

Pucker Up
Hello all. Please go to this website http://www.news-graphic.com/contests/ and vote for #1. Once you are done, delete your cookies (tools, internet options and delete cookies), wait 15 mintues and you can vote again for me. Thanks for all your help!!!!

Poop Deck
In the U.S of A! I am watching the tongue run! and as I know the true prose and what really was done! Feigning importance, knowledge and stature with an air of disgust. While merely sitting alone admiring the silicon busts. Protection for innocents is so crude and fragile, the persecuted and silent left watching but only until.........

New Im Names
Here are my New IM names yahoo ia_officer07 msn bobsimon78@hotmail.com Hit me up let chat People on my Friends list and People within 100 miles of me PLease!!! please have a pic not required but Try too please Thanx in advance IA Officer07

Nobody
It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing She walked out herself Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Life!
I decided to sit down and write this shit, to let you know things I cannot say. I cannot be truly Happy, without you by my side, when I am with you I try to keep my pride, you have moved on, from me, from the past, but mostly from us... and all this time I have been wondering how you are, and now I know your fine. I've been asking myself why... Why did I let you go? and now I know, cuz your happy. Ive often wondered how cute your babies would be, and now I know, cuz you have made them. I also ask myself why sit here and cry, and now I know, its cuz I miss you! I didnt know why I got teary when I hung up the phone, but I know now, its cuz I still love you. Im always happy when we talk, why? cuz you complete me. We were once perfect, which was in the past, now your happy, my only wish was that one day you would be. You openly admit you Love me still, that you could fall for me all over again, your so proud to announce to friends 'I dated her' or 'this is who I'm talking to' You seem to

First Of A Series
I have been encouraged by a friend, who shall remain nameless, to share with my fellow tappers some stories i have posted elsewheres on the net. for several years bnnow i have been experimenting in writing erotic fiction, so far so good, lol. here, therefore, is what should be the first in a series, please comment and let me know how you like it. if all goes well, i have several more ready to post, and even more tat are awaiting finwal editinig. Playing Dress Up It was starting to look like just another boring day at the office. At least until Shannon signed in the IM. She is easily the sexiest young thing I have met through various chat and dating sights. Over the past year or so we have developed quite the friendship, without ever actually meeting. We briefly talked about Christmas, the previous weekend, and when she mentioned that she had received a martini set and cash, I (half)jokingly suggested that I come over so we can break in the martini set and then go spend the

Pictures!
nONE HERE YET, BUT i HAVENT BEEN ON SINCE OCTOBER so a lot has changed.. If U want more, Illl upload more as soon as I can. Lot going wrong for me.. But i will give naked tits to whomever offers me a CHERRY BLAST. SEND EMAILS TOO IF YA LIKE. lET ME KNOW if U INTERESTED!

Mensa Problem..do You Know The Answer?
Here's a great MENSA riddle for you: You have two lengths of string, which although they are not the same length, will each take exactly 30 minutes for a flame to burn from one end of the string to the other. The strings do not burn evenly, so the position of a flame, as it burns through a string, will not afford you any specific knowledge of how much time the string has been burning for. All you know is that it takes exactly 30 minutes for a flame to burn from one end of each string to the other end. How can you use these two strings and matches to measure out exactly 45 minutes with almost perfect accuracy?

About Me
HI MY NAME IS MELISSA AS YOU CAN SEE I LIVE IN BAKSERFIELD CALIF, I AM 24YR I GOT A BUTTERFUL GIRL HER NAME IS MIA SHE IS 19MOTHNS THAT IS MY JOY. I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND MY BABY ALAN THERE MY LIT FAMILY THEY MACK ME HAPPY AS CAN BE. SO ALL YOU HATERS OUT THERE DONT HEAT ON ME WILL IF YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME THEN HIT ME UP IF NOT THEN GET MOVEING ON.

Randommness
I really hate it when people tell you what you want to hear but dont mean a single word of it! If you want to be my friend be real dont fukin lie to me and blow smoke up my ass!! I love attention like anyone else but for crist sakes be real.. i don't have time for bullshit liars!! Why even do it? do you get some perverted pleasure out of fuking with peoples emotions??? Like i said if you want to be my friend say hi.. flirting is great! but dont lie to me.. if you dont want to have me as a friend at least tell me to fuk off! GEEZ. ok i'm done.. ty for listening.. Cherry on!

This Is Jc
How the hell do you do shit on this site, man this shit is confusing. I dont know how to do anything on this site yet so can some people add me as there freinds or whatever I am suppose to be doing. Thanks JC

Golf Joke
A man goes to the confessional. "Forgive me father, for I have > sinned." > > "What is your sin, my child?" The priest asks back. > > "Well," the man starts, "I used some horrible language this week and I > feel absolutely terrible." > > "When did you do use this awful language?" Said the priest. > > "I was golfing and hit an incredible drive that looked like it was > going to go over 250 yards, but it struck a phone line that was > hanging over the fairway and fell straight down to the ground after > going only about 100 yards." > > "Is that when you swore?" > > "No, Father." Said the man. "After that, a squirrel ran out of the > bushes and grabbed my ball in his mouth and began to run away." > > "Is THAT when you swore?" Asked the priest again. > > "Well, no," said the man, "You see, as the squirrel was running, an > eagle came down out of the sky, grabbed the squirrel in his talons and > bega

Friends
You never know who your friends are until they approach you when things are down for you. Was approached by my boy 'X Dealer' that guy has been a friend of mine since day one! Thanx again man...There are others and im sure you guys know who you are. You guys rock! Anytime you guys need me...Ill be there ;) The One N Only ~ ' DEATH™ '

More Poems
Solitude have I to endure, seemingly held with disclosure. A fellow left astray, as yet from yesterday. Flashing your dainty, disarming smile, warms my heart every once in a while. Our longtime kinship will always bloom with friendship. It has never been so profound, a lifetime friend have I found. Let our friendship be a bond, which can never be like a dry pond. Let us not forget the dreams we share, forever like mother and daughter we care. You'll always be a friend to me, and that's the way it should be.

Key
There are many locks and with such are many keys with most keys they are returned but with one lock where one key and only one key can unlock it Once that key is given away the key can never be returned It becomes the sole possession of the recipient forever theirs For this is no random key but is a special key This key is not handed to one another lightly but rather earned over time For several years people work to earn this key once given this key, the one key that will forever more unlock not a door to a house or a car but unlock The person's heart forever at that point in time when they give that key they will then for the first time understand True Love

A Thought Of You
My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just one, The best one of all & that's

Sexual Feeling
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Wondering
Wondering I wonder if you think of me When night is drawing near. And in the shadows of your room The walls around you disappear. I wonder if in your quiet thoughts Your dreams of me are anymore. When in the silent, velvet blue The moon is tapping at your door. I wonder if the shining stars That dangle from the clouds above Reminds you of my whispered words In promise of eternal love. I wonder of the lonely light That breaks upon the early dawn Still holds a tender memory for now So long I have been gone. I wonder if you dream of me When the cloudless skies are blue Because across each day and night My thoughts are constantly of you.

Time
They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.

A Fairy
A Fairy A fairy came down from heavens And took my heart in a fraction I felt so petrified and dumbstruck Never felt so helpless in entire life fair like a marble statue shone in moonlight fragrance more alluring than million flowers Her beauty defied the cupid's theology Held me on trance of her magical words Words rolled like pearls from her red lips Musical sound froze the motion of streams Ears yearned such heavenly feast in years Indescribable aura around in charming reels She had enlivened me for another day Reinvigorated me with her words of pray Her protective embrace had so tightly held me

Dance Of 2 Blades
Trying to save a love, Two lovers take it, as if it was a saber, One holds the hilt, Another pulls the edge tip. One Pushes it away , Both press hard to own this new love- One drives the handle to the other's chest While the other, points the sharp steel tip, at a once loved heart. And then, the dance begins, as one can not stand holding the edge anymore, Will she take the handle Of another the other she loves, next time and rest no more? One lover will have no mercy or pitty then For the others hands squeezing steel, Unless she has felt it herself. She has no pitty then, for

Memory
Days go by, I smile with time Holding your hand, Looking in your eyes, A memory.. Soft kisses with bodies as one, Laying in your arms Under the warm summer sun Waiting for the moment we touch again Thinking of you, My true best friend Hearts pounding As we finally touch I think to myself, I adore you so much A memory... Times from the past, How beautiful a love can last With feelings like this, Sensuality at best, Erotic thoughts, My desires will not rest Holding you while you sleep, Feeling your breath on my cheek, Touching your face, My day is complete A memory..

Arousing Thrill
The night is cold and it's you I hold Your firm and strong body I behold Come close to me and hold me tight Let us enjoy all through this night. I loved your body covering mine Touching my soft and smooth lines This tingling feeling I hold inside Now you are with me… Could no longer hide. Minutes before this was a silent room Now full of moan under silver moon Satin covered bed now warm and wet With two bodies full of sweat. I never feel this thrill before You get inside and reached my core This wonderful feeling we both adore Couldn't help ourselves for wanting more.

Monday Sucks
lets see here it is monday already where the hell did saturday and sunday go???? oooooooo yeah thats right i worked all weekend and spent the rest of the day saturday at basketball games... so here it is monday again and im tired of work already.. like so many of us just trying to live and get by save alittle for fun sometimes the fun never comes and the bills just keep getting bigger... well i for one am tired of working and not really getting anywhere.. as u can tell im in a really pissy mood cause i had a lady come through work today and i speak no spanish and she raised her voice to me cause i could not understand her... well im soooooo sorry i didnt have to take spanish in high school and dont care to take it now unless i plan on going to mexico,, but with no money that is impossible so i guess,,, anyway as the old slogan goes at work the customer is always right but that doesnt mean i cant get snotty right back.. i didnt mean to but i had to walk away all of us food people deal w

Check Dis Shit Out
Dear David, Several weeks ago, we informed you by mail that our editors have certified your poem "Mirror of the Broken Past" as a semi-finalist in our International Open Poetry Contest. I'm writing to remind you that your poem will automatically be entered into the final competition held in February 2007. As a semi-finalist, you now have an excellent chance of winning one of 104 cash or gift prizes--including the $1,000.00 First Prize. You may even win the $10,000.00 annual Grand Prize! We wish you the best of luck as you compete for these prizes in the coming weeks (click here for a complete list of prizes). And that's not all . . . David . . . Imagine Your Poem Featured on a Page by Itself in a Beautiful Coffee-table Edition! As I mentioned in my letter, and in celebration of the unique talent that you have displayed, we also wish to publish your poem in what promises to be one of the most highly sought-after collections of poetry we have ever published

Breathe
For every struggle there is a breath we take. Breathe.... Breathe Hold your breath Do you feel it? The very air that you need to survive, Now makes you struggle. Hold your love Is it true? Does it breathe this life you lost Back into you? The breath you take and hold Gives you life. Cling to the one breath too long And your body becomes numb. Feel yourself struggle Try to hold it, you can’t One big explosive mass of used up air Escapes you with emotion It leaves you gasping Feeling as if you are going to die Do not hold your breath Breathe. Do not cling to a love that has been held too long. Exhale Another will bring you life Breathe life back into it Love is to be caressed Exhale, let it grow Inhale, treasure it Breathe

Beginnings
as time passes on the only thing left to start with is a beginning each turning day you rediscover whats left whats empty inside with every new beginning a day breaks falling with the sky all the lies falling with the sky is a memory memories fail because your love has failed me once again you leave me here where shall i go who will come with me day after day a life is shadowed everytime you call a new day with every new lie comes a new beginning

Blogalicious
Ok so yeah this is my first blog on CherryTap. I wrote a lot about myself on my about me so I'll spare you that here lol. I do have a boyfriend! His name is Goose, he's 19 and completely and utterly incredible. He and I do plan to get married eventually. But it's kind of complicated right now. Hmmm I had school today. I attend VolState college. Hmmmm school went well I really fucking hate algebra though. Well I keep losing focus soooo I better go ahead and end this thing. Next time I hope it will be better lol.

This Might Be
So glad to hear you could make it, just toodles before the trouble starts. Thankful you traveled safe, vengeful you came so early. Walked through the days, sprinted at the sun while it went away. So calm it seems. Sneaky was the camera play as enchanted could it be. For all that holds, is the glue before the trees. With the written words upholding your shirt, a scream lets out, so vivid, like the bit of the snake, that withers and corrupts your soul. As the shadows prevail, the aggressive look on your face, shows lightning bright. The noose in which you gather, is everything it can be. All the harm you make it to be. When the percussion beats soft, we'll dance the midnight graciously, In time for the midst of the collapse. To breath, to see, to feel, This is what you're here for. the destruction, and chaos, You bring. Is a symbol of the one thing most desire. Musky and shallow it may be, the jealousy and envy, the entrails, attacks in mass quantit

Falling Down The Stairs
Blow the sprinkles of glass off the table The excitement of variables Enchant follicle thought, Inside this apparition Is the cleverness in dots. One step, leads to countless murmurs of pediatric help. Vividly searching for freedom in unauthorized kind. Moments making This incapable, And dramatizing each candle lit. Non to the checkpoint Fire grazes the plastics, Pleasure reaches the ceiling high. Freezing itself to watch and ponder is own movement, Within the ghostly conscious. The tension strikes matches, Hearts beat repetitively faster and faster, Each split second, the sweat measures ounces, Transforming in gallons. cold and itchy the skin realizes self. Tripping down the stairs Cracking every possible noun Inside the aquarium. By: Ocean

The Numb Extremities
Packets shar the opening With antique action preferred Smoke clouds multiple optics Shatter the pupils Being monstrous in size. Picture snaps capture The unmarked, unchartered map for the treasure we behold. We can resurrect This unworthy fashion Of sensory planes Roaming into the skies above. Groping around the sleeves, For abandonment, In a manner The natural aura can't perceive This single blemish must, Be contagious. A array of passive soldiers Await the fierce line ahead. We can resurrect This unworthy fashion Of sensory planes Roaming in the skies above. Times near They will not bow to our bodies. Arsenal of mounds and created forces Provide a jail, for eternity. Just to satisfy your amusement. We can resurrect This unworthy fashion Of sensory planes Roaming in the skies above. The hills split in size, The laughing stock Flames the cigarettes, In their black owned hands, Are condemned to an aggravated shroud. Now a smirk with untol

Song Of The Week 11
Yep, another week gone meaning another song to be picked. This weeks song is one of my faves and it's STRENGTH OF THE WORLD by Avenged Sevenfold Song Name - Strength Of The World Artist - Avenged Sevefold Album - City Of Evil Song Number - 9 of 11 Song Length - 9:14 Lyrics My story starts the day they said "she can't be found" The news so dark, heart stopped, I stood silent without a sound It's over, she's finished, mother lies with my father and sister too Cold-blooded, they suffered, shot down by the outlaws after you Sorrow swallows my screams Strength of the world - is on my shoulders Strength of the world - is on my side Strength of the world - the one true beholder Ice in my veins - for those who've died I've seen my family fade away, you've taken my whole life There's nothing left to say Avenge the dead kill all who cross me in my path Suicidal, I never planned on coming back I want it, I need it, revenge is dripping from my teeth Need no

Hey Sergeant
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

The Invisible Seed
Being a love farmer is probably the finest gig on the planet. All you have to do is give a fuck. That is it. You need to care. Not for mere amusement of pleasure, but rather for the enlightenment of your soul. You nurture and harvest it, then serve it up fresh and tasty. This is what I am so vaguely explaining. You find someone that in one way or another is somewhat appealing to you, and you take an interest. Not necessarily a member of the opposite sex, or whatever orientation you happen to be into, but just another person. You may find a link on music, fashion, politics, similar or relatable domestic situations, and you share thoughts and observances with them. If they are in need, you listen, and maybe offer a piece of what you hope could be good advice. Then, you’re back to your life. You feel for them in a real way, but it does not create a burden or a constant ray of sunshine. It is just something you get to enjoy. It plants a seed in you. You let it grow and change, then you tak

Simper Fi
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________ You complain about how

High Tension
You know that vibeology when you can feel like there's something wrong with someone and they tell you that they're fine or ok? Well, I've been gettin that a lot lately from my friends. I don't know if everyone is feuding amongst themselves, or if it's something I did, but either which way, No one is talking to me the way they have before and when certain friends are in the same room, there's all kinds of weird vibes being sent out. I dunno. If I had a place to run off and hide, I would. I'm new-ish to Tulsa, only having been here 7 months or so. No family. In the famous words of Jon Davis: "I have no place to hide!" Peace yall