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~ostara~
Merry Meet my Witchy/and non-witchy frnds, just wanted 2 sharre this w/u'all,,,,Ostara is almost upon us again and I just wanted 2 share some history on our Sabbat. Ostara is celebrated on the occasion of the Vernal Equinox, when day and night are equal; in perfect balance. Named after the Norse Goddess, Ostara, (who took her name from the Teutonic lunar goddess, Eostre). Calculated according 2 the full moon nearest the Spring Equinox. The theme of victory over death is central 2 most Western religious thought. The victory here is that of Mother Nature. It goes w/out saying that the theme of hares and eggs is wholly Pagan. As the year is in its childhood, celebrations of inner child are most satisfying. Toys and remembrances that invoke happy times, pastel colored eggs, candles, ribbins, flowers,and of course play,play,play,,hehehe,,,,So have a Blessed and Playful Ostara my frnds,,4 u r all Blessed and Luv'ed, Grey http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=3673 com chk us ou

Happiedevil
It was brought to my attention that my 1st blog was a downer.This blog is better.On the plus side of things I'm due for promotion at any moment,my wife n I got an awesome little house,our marriage is great and my daughter gets awesome grades in school.Life isn't all bad I just tend to dwell on the negative. I'm here for 2 reasons.To kill boredom while @ home & to be re united w/ my buddies that live outta state.Karah420 is my beautiful wife & we're quite happy 2gether.I work insane hrs. and I have 3 daughters but only get to see my oldest.I'm filled w/ emptiness at the loss of my twins.I will get them back. I'm on the verge of being promoted.I have a court date next month to get my twins back.My wife is pregnant w/ my 4th child!!!I'm at a good place in my life.

Path To
I've been nowhere And I didn't get there fast A third of my life rushed by me Leaving only an empty past sure there were good times, bad times, and times I can't recall, wish I could remember I may have enjoyed those most of all she had wildflowers in her hair and a look in her eyes like she just didn't care i took another look and saw so much more as her soul's window widened she opened up the door i knew she was the one and i knew she was my amore i knew she was the one why did i have to be so wrong to be so sure Did I get where I was going, or should I be on my way Too much waiting for tomorrow Not enough living for the day So much has passed me by So much have I left behind So much is gone forever Leaving just my twisted mind Reaching out for the here Diving into the now Until it no longer wants me Then graciously I’ll take a bow, get back on my path to nowhere It’s always felt like home someh

Tutorials
WELCOME STAFF AND ANGELS..... HERE IS WHAT U NEED TO DO TO GET ON CAM.. FIRST GO TO CLICK HERE! this is where you use the cam info that was sent to you for each cam in the lounge and the password for loggin to ustream not the viewing password CAM RULES 1. The cams are RATED PG which means NO NUDITY 2. Unless the room is PRIVATE then its RATED R. ASS,TITS AND KITTY. NO PLAYING WITH KITTY! 3. Ask Boatman(Jeff) if the room is private or unless its announced 4. NO KIDS ON CAM I REPEAT NO KIDS ON CAM! (KIDS + CAM = NO NO!) How do I make a Salute? Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo. 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2. Your Member ID number, (which is located in the end of your URL address;http://fubar.com/user/1722991 ) 3. AND, the words: fubar The following items will be accepted as a complimentary addition to your salute: You wearing

Make Big $$$ With Me!
Allxsociety. Live the lifestyle. Experience all that life has to offer! Enjoy the pleasures of the adult lifestyles and become wealthy to your wildest dreams! WWW.ALLXSOCIETY.COM OK OK. I know what you're thinking - because I thought it, too. I have never wanted to do anything with any kind of MLM. Selling. YUCK. But that's because with actual products in hand, you still had to talk somone into buying it - you had to convince them why your product is better and all that jazz that you don't want to do and they don't want to hear. This is different! I know that sounds trite, but it's the absolute truth. I'm an AllXClub Independent Sales Rep. I've worked on the adult novelty side of the adult industry for a couple of years now and have been a fan for even longer. I cannot stress enough what a simple program this is. Guys & Girls, this is FUN. This is not selling vitamins or shampoo or other crap that everyone already has enough of and can get at th

Thoughts Of The Dark Poet
I made an dedication to all the soldiers fighting with and fighting for love... It is in my gallery, in the folder "My Art"... It is rather simple, but I like it that way, it is not supposed to be top notch art, simply just an dedication to those who work hard and fights for love Hope you enjoy it everyone It is not the first time I have had an entry with this name... But it is the last time for me to ever mention the brick again... To those that have no idea what I am talking about and about to call me a total wacko, well I might be but listen up... Serenity, aka "Clothing Optional", a former friend of mine and the girl I used to be in love with, and I have grown apart... At the last entry I mentioned "The Poet and The Brick" I meant her and me, those entries have been removed but this one will stay... I had known Serenity for like 8 years or so I believe, been in love with her from day one and she knew it, since I told her and she did flirt with me... But as time went by,

Stuff
This is a test.. It is only a test! If it had been an actual blog you would have been given too much information and expected to buy me stuff. Thank you for participating in this test of the Emergency Blog System. I love you I can't explain or understand and things are so unclear,The seasons changing while I slept, left me unprepared.My sympathies and empathies are locked behind this door,Hiding there until I'm sure it is as safe as before.I must have closed my eyes too long, turned my head too far,Cause something strange is happening, I feel it more and more.This painful numbing of my mind, I can't even feel my skin,And here I am alone again, on the outside looking in... 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and Point A Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your

Unkonwn
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be Special. I made Her Shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave Her an Inner Strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave Her a Hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complai

Submissive ?
Characteristics of a Slave ~Strength ~Respect ~Loyalty ~Openness ~Honesty ~Spirit ~Wit ~Intelligence ~ A slave is strong, not strong like a man, but strong inside. Her character is that of wanting to please. She serves because it is pleasure to her. She has the inner strength to go places inside herself that her Master guides her. She cannot be weak emotionally, or these places could push her over the edge. A slave is respectful. The first portion of respect is SELF-respect. If a slave does not respect herself, then no one else will either. Self-respect most probably includes self-esteem, taking care of herself mentally emotionally as well as physically. Self-respect could include such things as getting enough sleep, eating right, etc. A slave shows respect to her Master by carrying out His orders as he wishes. She shows respect to her Master and others by being polite, mannerly, and pleasant. A slave is loyal to her Master's wishes. She is also loyal to herself.

Indys' Inane Ranting
Figured I would try this as nothing else seems to be helping. Not really sure what to do here. I just have a lot of stuff in my head and can't seem to get it out. I guess it all stems from my own ignorance. I had an opportunity a few months ago... one that would have made me extremely happy, and because I was scared to admit certain things, i blew it. The opportunity is gone and will never present itself again. I now watch as another embraces the chance I should have taken and am filled with the most profound regret I have ever felt. I am so angry at myself that I can't eat or sleep properly and due to a recent major health problem, the stress mounts. I guess I just need to buck up and grow a set, accept the fault as my own, and get on with life. If only it was as easy to do as it is for me to say! well, even though i tried to follow my own advice of minding my own business and leaving well enough alone, I failed miserably. I succeeded in losing the dearest friend I have ever had, and

Good*life
I can feel the mysterious past On my fingertips within my grasp I love the touch of those magic days That live to surround us for always I'd like you so to know it too Just let your senses taste the clues And find these places out of sight and Hear the faces of the night Do you feel the mysterious past? Don't you know it will always last? They call us from a time so vast While music plays along their path WHAT I THINK THE MEANING OF LIFE IS Be happy with who you are and what you do, and you can do anything you want. Have fun. Take risks and be daring sometimes, but don't get out of control with it. Don't be serious all the time and do something exciting just because it sounds wild. Do what you think is right. Don't let people make the decision of right or wrong for you, or you could find yourself in a lot of trouble. Be different. Do things differently than everyone else if you want. Wear what you want, talk how you want, and li

Fu Ppl
HA! Made u click.. but seriously... boobs are wonderful. as all of you might now know i am a boob guy. i like em! everything about them facianates me and they are always in my mind. i know women dont like when guys stare and always comment about them but i personally think if a girl told me hey nice c*ck i would be like THANKS! WANNA SEE IT!? lol but i am a nice guy so if anything offends you already overpowered women.. just tell me and i will think about it lol but if you do like it and dont care... show me ur boobs so i know which ones u are lol .....no seriously ... and just like friends... u cant have enough boobs in ur life! oh and i do free mammograms in my basement on the weekends.. kinda like a hobby really.. so feel free to stop by! I just go for the wings.... Hey just got a cool poems from GOTHANGEL (280216) GO check her out and show her some FU Love! THATS A ORDER! DARKNESS Outside the cold wind blows through the trees But not as icy as my thoughts flow

Fustarated And Flustard
so hi all alittle about me my name is michael and i live in los angeles im a 3 star chef and im starting my own webshow so as you can imagen i work like all the time im looking for a friend and for the life of me i cant find one but hey what are you going to do right? lol ill up date this blog as often as i can but if you have any qustions let me know and ill answer any you have ~Michael so heres a qustion for all the ladys out there what would make you play games with someones fealings for no known reason? why would you tell someone that you love them and then just leave them to suffer? whats up with that? even after you have been open and compleatly honest with them from the get go? im not a bad person im realy not i just wanna know why so i can move on what did i do that was so horable? and how long should i suffer for what ive done or what i havent done im sick of being screwed over its driveing me to the edge in the past year ive lost my job, my home ,my friends ,the two women i

Yumi
The one I am looking for and have been for years. Since I felt that first dark pull, his senchus lure speeks to me inside pulling me closer to him I cant yet see him physically but I can smell his presents around me, feel his energy feel the lust radiating from him. his energy pulling at mine as though it were his hands pulling at my cloths so powerful yet gential, persuasive, welcoming, beckining me to come to a place I don't yet know but my heart seem to know the way. he is here I can feel him, like goosebumps on my skin I shiver with excitement the wanting almost overwelming me ..... soon he will come to me, show me how to please him, make the night ours alone..... Mood: Excited When I close my eyes he is there waiting he takes my hand and leads me away from reality into the world unknown gentil guidence the look he gives me tells me there is no need for questions only I have the answers to he walks beside me, I feel his heat I can see the want in his eyes I feel the wan

>>>more Of My Poetry...
no one knows me now, fear consumes my heart, feelings flood my soul, breaking me apart, It's not my time, you can't save me, I'm just a lock without a key... I don't know how to heal, there's nothing you can take, until then I'll wear a mask, my happiness I fake... nowhere to run, no place to hide... the pain in your heart starts to subside... hopes turn to fear, like days change to night, knowing there's no end in sight... closing your eyes only makes things worse... wondering why your stuck with this curse... *unfinished* Every time I close my eyes, your face is all I see, it keeps me in a funnel cloud of pain and misery... the words I hear don't mean a thing, they don't come from your heart, each time we talk I realize how far we are apart... I've cried at least a thousand tears, you never even knew, I thought the feelings that we shared were of a love come true... No matter where you are tonight, wherever you may be, whoever you are ho

I Don't Understand
I can't believe that people would steep that low to steal other peoples spouses. People must not: 1 be able to find a person who would go out on a date with them so they have to steal others loved ones. 2 have no respect for themselves. 3 no personal morals. 4 set examples for there kids. All this is showing them that it's ok to let your self stoop so low and have no respect for your self. Before people should go and steal other peoples loved ones they should stop and think how much hurt, pain, trouble, and drama they are going to cause. Also they should stop to think of what others will think of them before they do what they do. Also people shouldn't put pictures up because all it saying is how much of a horrible person they really are. It also causes more pain, trouble, and drama. Next time people should really stop and think before they go and do things like stealing other peoples loved ones. What I don't understand is people who make judgements against others. What I am talking abo

Love..
Can you wait for a solider ! Whatever happened to ' If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say nothing at all' Shouldn't this apply even more so for military wives. Can civilian people even begin to understand how it is . You can't just walk in to the other room to vent at your husband. You can't pick up the phone and call them. You have miles between you and it will be months before you can have the comfort of their touch. Why would you pick on someone like that? Why would you kick someone when the are already down? What happened to being nice. Not setting out just to hurt someones feelings. It makes me so sick to see people causing trouble for these families. They are going through enough! Let them be! Leave them alone! Find another hobby. Don't hurt people just because you can. That does not make them less of a person but it does make you. You should feel ashamed of your self to kick these people while there down. It is not right and they have have people w

Helpin Others
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Death
I feel very compelled to tell you that I feel your pain. Not like others say they do but in the same way with different details. Society only grieves with us for about a week. They then give "us" about another week or two maybe. At this point all is expected to return back to normal. They however fail to realize that we didn't just lose our life partner and part of our soul, but who we were died with them. Every plan, goal and dream included went into the ground as they did. We have to start over and find the "me" without the "us" the whole time having no desire to do so. Nobody unless they have been where we are can fully understand it. They think their words of comfort and encouragement will fix it. In reality all we need is to be held and rocked. No resolutions offered just let us pour out our soul and listen. Let use share memories to give our soul confirmation that we have not lost the only thing we have left of them, their memory. You are not gone until forgotten. Our bi

Nun Grading Papers
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Olp's Thoughts...
03 25 09 12:06pm OLP's time... As I'm sittin' here by the window in my easy chair, with my laptop on me, and the skies bein' partly cloudy. I feel at peace within myself now. I have spent the past two days taken my two boys to the vet. Barnabas who is 1 yr and 5 months, went to get his annual booster shot, ear cleanin' and mite solution. Tuesday was Paul's turn he is 11 months old, his birthday is April 2nd...But, he went in for a casteration, ear cleanin' & mite solution also. Paul is my boy - he was not to please with me, when I brought him home last night. But he is doin' much better now, he is actually 'talkin' to me. But he looks pretty sore still. I'm really hopin' that this year will be better than last year, I won't go into details I'm tryin' to leave that behind me, and come to terms that I don't have family to fall back on...For somethin' I didn't ask for...The father I knew growin' up - who adopted me - sexual abuse me when I was in his care. But I'm currentl

How Important is SEX in a Relationship? Does it account for more than 50 Percent? Does it Maintain a healthy relationship? Cast your Opinion Now! My friend likes this girl and he is having problems aproaching her. She dosent know that he likes her but she might have an idea. any tips? Candy Hand Cuffs Eat your way Through These!These colorful Candy Handcuffs make the sweetest gift for that special romantic occasion.Made from candy, just like we had as kidsIf you remember those candy necklaces thousands of children use to consume, the Candy handcuffs are the same type. Designed as an edible hancuff, this candy is a perfect gift for a special occasion such as Valentine's Day, Honeymoons, Birthdays, or an anniversary. Famous People The Game of Celebrity Impersonations Roll out the red carpet! Because when you play this game, you and your friends ARE the celebrities! Famous People is the hilarious game where you try to get your teammates to guess as many names of celebrities as

Hey
If you are on Twitter.com....join me please....thanks......if not....no big deal.... Im having naughty thoughts........ that is all. I need body tossin' clothes rippin' orgasmatronic sex........NAO!!!!!!!!! that is all

Fubar
It never fails. Its all the same. I'm tired of the games u play. Well count me out. Yeah it makes me heartless. Yeah it makes me cold.. You react upon reactions. I never meant for this to happen. I never meant to be this way. I don't know what i was was thinking but today it really did change. I will always be there. I will always have ur back.. But nothing more than that.. I won't come to u with anything. I won't do this. I can't.. I'm sorry.. I fucked things up.. Go figure its just like me... What the fuck should i even care. Im waisting to much time in such a hollow place... what was i thinking.. who were u to play back on it.. U had a part in it.. but no it's selfish of me To even blame u at all.. Cuz I knew better... You are not the mastermind. You are not the one I mind. You are not the one I love. You are me trying to convince myself. You sit there all perfectly in your abercrombie clothes. Acting like nobody knows. BUT you know I know. Your secre

The Guitarman
Being generous is a trait and a good trait. To be able to help those in need and not to expect something in return is a rareity in people. I give and refuse to ask for anything in return. For to ask for something in return is not being generous, it being greedy. And Carl "the guitarman" is not greedy, for you damn sure can not take it with you when you die! And as Forest Gump would say, "that's all I have to say about that"> Do you agree that the minute that you have somebody corporate dictating your words, it is no longer true graffiti? Graffiti can never become too mainstream because it is an activity, not a style. Mainstream embrace can water down the cliche graffiti look but most progressive graff artist have evolved past that eighties wild style look. It’s true that once it’s done for a company it’s not true graffiti unless the company is the graff artist’s company and they advertise their product with their street art. Graffiti is generally an illegal activity which conform

This Is The Part Of My Life Where I Yell Son Of A Bitch
Silently standing, awaiting sunset, a small group of soldiers patiently sit. Head to toe in camo, armor, and ammunition; these weary warriors fight with conviction, Jets and helos break the silence, as these brave men prepare to stop violence. Flashes, noise, pain, grief and misery, the farthest things from their minds as they pray on bended knee. Hand signals, nods, the shuffle of boots, the sounds you don't hear when they destroy evil's roots. "CONTACT LEFT, TANGO DOWN, OUT OF AMMO, BLACK BLACK BLACK" they keep pressing onward, without ever looking back. Constantly moving, running head long into danger, these brave men who earned the title Airborne Ranger. A wife becomes a widow with the knock on a door, as all of her strength crashes with her to the floor. She cries all alone as he confirms her fears, her hero has died, covered in blood, sweat and tears. She remembers her pride and how much she would brag, but all she has now is a folded flag. She wishes it were

Misc
Hey all my wonderful friends I am making animations and pics if interested. I will do it for offers. I am trying to get up fubucks to pay for VIP or Auto 11's and Bombs. If you would like one PM me and let me know. Send me the pics you would like to use with a brief description of how you kinda want it to look. Below are some examples I have done for my wife so far. I will be putting up more as I make them. ANIMATIONS I made this for my wife she is a new member of Dangerous Curves. I made this for my wife when she had her 11's on PICS

Wyoming
COLD IS A RELATIVE THING. . . . . . 65 above zero: Floridians turn on the heat. People in WY plant gardens. 60 above zero: Californians shiver uncontrollably. People in WY sunbathe. 50 above zero: Italian & English cars won't start. People in WY drive with the windows down. 40 above zero: Georgians don coats, thermal underwear, gloves, wool hats. People in WY throw on a flannel shirt. 35 above zero: New York landlords finally turn up the heat. People in WY have the last cookout before it gets cold. 20 above Zero People in Miami die. WY People close the windows. Zero: Californians fly away to Mexico. People in WY get out their winter coats. 10 below zero: Hollywood disintegrates. The Girl Scouts in WY are selling cookies door to door. 20 below zero: Washington DC runs out of hot air. People in WY break out the snowshoes. 30 below zero: Santa Claus abandons

Wonderful Me!!
Perfect, just perfect, the wave ahead of me is just perfect. I’m lying on my board out at the point where the water breaks just so, it’s my favorite spot, and this is a perfect wave. It rolls across the ocean as though it was sent straight from hell itself. A personal “fuck you” from the devil just for me. I blow hell a kiss and rise up to my knees. I can see its fury its malice, and I resolve myself that this one I take to the sand. The closer it gets the faster my heart beats, pounding at my chest as though it wants to run from whatever this wave might bring. But I steel myself as I rise onto my feet. Yes you big beautiful bitch come get me! My mind screams, but my hands tremble and my mouth is dry. Now its close, a roaring wall of water wanting to send me back to the sea. I lean on to my back foot as it comes along side me. The world stops, and waits as me and this beast become one. I ride the nose of my board r

Risking Everything
Well I have always been a pretty crazy girl and went where the winds blew me. Well this time I think the winds have finally blew in a direction thats worth risking it all. Sometimes in life you meet people that are just so amazing that your life is changed by the first conversation. On fubar I have made some pretty cool friends and a wonderful guy. My friend MJ came to Florida for a wild ride of a vacation that had its ups and downs, but man am I glad she came. I had a FUBAR account but never really used till she came down. Thanks girl now I know why your on here all the time!!! Love ya MJ WELL I HAVE MADE A MILLION MISTAKES IN MY LIFE. I HAVE MADE LIFE HARDER ON MYSELF MORE THEN MOST COULD EVER EVEN IMAGINE. BUT THIS TIME I MADE ONE THAT AFFETED EVERYONE AROUND ME. I WENT ON A WHIM AND TRUSTED SOMEONE THAT ABUSED THAT TRUST. I AM 27 YEARS OLD... I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER, I MEAN I AM A MOM FOR CHRIST SAKES. I SHOULDNT HAVE TRUSTED SOMEONE I DIDNT EVEN REALLY KNOW. NOW MY DAUGHTER AND

Song Lyrics And Album Cuts
If you are not currently listening to the song as you read these lyrics, click here to bring up windows media player to play it Bitter Pill Words & Music by Rhob Elliott, Todd Johnson ©2007, Awful Racket Music (ASCAP), All Rights Reserved. Reprint by permission only Truth is such a bitter pill Caught up in my throat I can't escape this Even if I had the will Where would I even run to now? Take me to another place Far away from this wasted life, oh Could this pill help me erase All the anger, all the pain left inside? I don't want to feel I have to be someone that noone knows I can tell you I can't be Truth is such a bitter... I can tell you I don't want to be someone that noone knowsI can tell you I can't BE Truth is such a bitter pill... You say trust me and I do (trust me now...) What other choice do I really have? Can I still be me yet youJust how long does your promise last? Guess I'll take this bitter pill Can't be worse than lies and hypocrites Insanity is all it kills S

Dark Side Of The Moon Lounge
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Poetry
Island dreams in hot solar rays, footsteps on the grainy sand, clear blue oceans where dolphins swim, pina colada's and coconut palms. Stories in reflected glories, with laughing and founding desire, morals be delicious soft silky love, like the wings of a peacefull white dove, Hearts beating in redness fury, a cold strike upon the stone, with love flowing fast and smoothly, a tremble and shake from the bones. myspace graphics The first thing I noticed Was the sun on her red hair Turning it to blazing fire As it tumbled Onto the white flesh of her shoulders The pastel shades Of her meagre top Struggled to contain the vibrancy of her breasts And her naked midriff tantalized The waistband of her skirt sat on her hips While the white cotton below Encased her rolling buttocks and strong thighs A gust of summer breeze Lifted her skirt allowing glimpses of her white thighs Then as she walked The sunlight behind her illuminated her form More than hinting at

Today Is New
I am moving to Apple Valley, Ohio near Mt. Vernon. i can't wait to get out of morrow county, ohio. and i am promoting a new lounge check it out. I am starting over. i am single and live alone for the first time ever. I love it. I want to meet new people and have lots of fun. This must be blogged. I got to ride on a harley davidson motorcycle today. i loved every minute of it and will remember it forever. He rode up in his leather and asked me if i wanted a ride so i grabbed my shoes and we were off. It was the best feeling in the world. i haven't been riding for 20 years and it was like coming home. Thank you to everyone on fubar. i love this site. Rock on!Bigbutyjudy

The Antics
so your shopping, and the lil boy askes, mommy, whats a copstopper? what? you reply you know from that movie... where he says dont move copstopper, and then says, mmm such a good copstopper...... so your lil boy is getting dressed for school. and sees you, your eye all most swollen completly shut. what little bit is open, is red and burning. what can you tell him? oh dont worry hunny, i just took a blast to the eye, forhead, up the nose, both cheeks, and down the throat.... no thats not going to work is it.... so what do you say when he askes? "mommy whats wrong with your eye?" comments? thoughts? so lets imagine for a moment, that your sitting on the couch with some sexy girl on her knees in front of you. the windows open, blinds up. theres a knock at the door. the girl gets up and looks through the peep hole starts laughing, and calls you over. you look through the peep hole. what do you see? two mormons going door to door to discuss the demorilization of our yo

~cum See Me On Cam!!!~
THIS DUDE WAS SUPPOSE 2 GET ME A VIP 4 A FAVOR DONE 4 HIM,,,,, N HE LIED!!!!!! http://www.fubar.com/user/1924423 (((((LIAR))))) SUM 1 HAS STOLEN MY PIX 2 MAKE AN ACCOUNT HERE ON FUBAR,,,,,,AND ALSO THEY R COMMENTIN ON PPLZ PROFILE AND PIX SAYIN UGLY THINGS THAT IS NOT ME SAYIN IT,,,,,, I WENT 2 FUBAR HELP LAST NIGHT N THEY SAID REALLY NUTTIN CAN B DONE THAT ITS A RISK U TAKE FROM POSTIN PIX ON THE NET,,WHICH I UNDERSTAND THAT BUT IM SURE THERE IS SUMTHIN THAT CAN B DONE,,,,HERE IS THE LINK 2 THE ACCOUNT,,,, http://www.fubar.com/user/2851796

The Straight Low Down:)
for the love people, this place cracks me I am not and will never ask to see your nsfw, so you can bet that I will NEVER!! bling you or blast you or 25 second vip to see them. the reason this cracks me up is why the hell are you posting photos you supposedly are so intent on letting only a select few see! Premise I am asking for money for you to see me naked..theres a word for that lol! if you post the pics you know your wanting people to see it, if you didnt you would not have even taken the bloody pics in the first place. like I said cracks me up:) hugs and luvs, JC For all you folks who thinkim just another knotch on your fu belt, guess again! If I friend request you its cause I ment it and I expect some semblance of communcation a hello if I say hi A thanks when I give gifts small things to you major things to me. If your to busy with your 5000 friends to do that, well you can count on 4999 cause I will delete you. having said that thanks to all who have bothered and im sorry

Awesome New Lounges
Come Check out the awesome new Redneck Heaven and Cutting Edge Tavern were the music plays all night and all day and we take your request and play all sorts of Tunes so what you waiting for come check us out!!!Redneck Heaven link is:http://fubar.com/lounge/64094 And Cutting Edge Tavern Is:http://fubar.com/lounge/65603 We have live DJ'S so come check us out we love to see ya in the lounges. You talk about having great family and friends I got the greatest ones here on Fubar my staff is all family and friends to me and I love them so very much and would not trade none of them for anything in this world. You can be having the worst day and they can bring you up in no time and make you feel welcome to be around they are awesome I could not ask for better people in my life.They are very careing people also and always check on all those in the family and friends are sick and how they are doing they are very careing and that means alot to me when I am sick they always call or get

Spider's Cage
BabyBoy Is Having An Auction one Bomb Bling and a Auto 11's And He Is Starting It Off With A 1Mil Dollars And Ends This Saturday So Come Start The Bids Click On This Pic BeLow And Bid Bid Bid !!!!!! So Hurry And Put A Prize Or Amount on Them... They Will Go Real Fast And Soon ...........So What Are U Waiting For???????????? This Bully Was Made By : WolfGurl (repost of original by 'WolfGurlHeadProMotor@TheCage' on '2009-06-09 08:07:42')

Thoughts N Stuff!
There's always 2 side to every story told no matter what kind of story it is. Lately I have been feeling betrayed, stabbed in the back, lied too & many other feelings to go along with it. I had a very good friend of the family pass away & was buried on 9/11/2010.. I went to reach out for the 1 person that was always suppose to be by my side to help me get through the rough times. But nope he couldn't even get online or fkin call me cuz he was to damn busy playing cards with his buddies. I'm sorry I maybe wrong but if u love someone & wanted to marry her, you'd drop anything to comfort her when she's hurting deeply. I have always been there for ppl and it just seems like the one time I needed someone he turned his back on me which hurt me even more then I was already hurting. Let alone I was reliving the whole 9/11 cuz I was there, I saw the hurt children, adults, etc & doing everything I could to help out that day. But for some reason all that didn't matter to him. Back in july of 201

Jum Dankwean
now ..around the world"made life to investment " then my life not think that............. I should W " the way of my life stye " and stand by me and natural............ get away from the bank ... " don't make every thing for them rich " now ! I found my life " easy and deep art today poletic not for people now thailand have monnydemocracy not for people ofcuse ! redgrop made for taksin shinawat " bad polish "

Wtf
LOL. So Texas Blondie was apparently rated somewhere below a 9 and she got pissed! Ugly people make me laugh! She did think my status was funny so i need to thank her for that. But i can't because she blocked me with the crafty words"blocked". Now i am all sad. LOL. Guess that is one less friend. Awwwww -G- Ah I was able to get one of them back today. So I rate this Sweet Kitty person a 9. Now 9 is not bad at all. In fact I thought the woman was pretty cute, but the picture just didn't say 10 to me. What did I say? Oh the picture. Not the person. Anyway, she says something about thanks down rater or something like that which is no big deal but she left a message all cussing me out like "you think you're an 11 fucker?" Come on. No where on here do i say i am an 11. Can't give myself one. Nor do I ask for one anywhere. I really could give two shits and a fuck if i get one or not. I have got a few of them from the real women here that are smokin like say anyone from my friends lis

Ozz
You say you^ll join us for a walk on the clouds....Then we^ll join you for a rise to the stars....And whats yours will finally be ours....For we are so sad...As we look to the sky...For your star shined like eyes....As you left us wondering...Where did you go...Where did you go...And where did you go....For you did not die die....Your just frozen inside....Inside frozen....Its just death...So just celebrate....Celebrate the Angel inside....And where did you go...Where did you go...For where did you go....As we close our eyes....We see a shining star...As we look to the sky....To see your star shined eyes...And where did you go--- The strongest Trustworthy. Sexy. Professional kissers. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Loves music. Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u. The best and biggest freak in bed! Strong. Considered to be a "Spartan." The most intelligent.

Thoughts
everyone talks about what is faair and what isn't. well this is life its not fair and never will be. Though i feel pain as i right this. it is about me and everyone else if this touches you. When people needed you, you was always there for them. but when the tables turn are they there for you?. no instead they are off else where leaveing you to deal with it yourself. All through-out our lives we try to shape who we are but, its the people we keep around us that makes us who we are. and as we get older we all seem to come to these roads keep helping others and risj getting fucked over ( oh an you will me fucked over) or do you become the one doing the fucking over. eventually we have to decide to be the prey or the predator. in many ways we are all both and neither those who have good hearts and good intentions will make it out better in the end but of those owho use will always be the losers. but what of those who have become cold and hateful from the lives we have lead and the

Idiots...
they say you can't fix stupid and boy are they right... conversation with a guy that messaged me on the plenty of fish dating website... keep in mind that his profile reads just like his messages. way to put yourself out there. maybe i'll post part of the profile at the bottom. just cuz it's that damn funny. enjoy! Subject: i kno ..... Me n u would b a very good combo Subject: RE:i kno ..... and how do you know this? Subject: RE:RE:i kno ..... Cuz look n the mirror ur finer thn a mother****er Subject: RE:RE:RE:i kno ..... really...does this work on other girls? i read your profile. or at least tried to. i'm not interested in a "getup" so try looking elsewhere. and btw...it's "know" not "kno" Subject: RE:RE:RE:RE:i kno ..... Nice try at talkn sh*tur not2 good at it tho stick 2 the Lil****losers who r real good spellers baby Subject: RE:RE:RE:RE:RE:i kno ..... give up the pick up lines, "cuz ur not2 good at it." Subject: RE:RE:RE:RE:RE:RE:i kno ..... Look baby I gotta 1

Life
DJ DARK COMMANDER Is up for auction!Auction Ends April 21st, 2009 @ 4pm EST!Bid & rate the pic Please!!!!!!!!!!!Click the pic below to bid!!! so here goses some of me singel dad fightting to have myy son full time been thow hell all my life and trying to get a holed on it but not easy at all now hiring lounge staff if you want a to join hit me up on yaoo dark_dark_knight_commander

More Then Memories To Me
how can you take everybody away from me means so much to me its like my whole world has fallen apart i know that people say you don't take them away unless it is there time but sometimes i find that hard to believe and i honestly don't understand where you are coming from wen you take a father of two lil ones then a lil over a year later you took a 16 year boy and i know that he had no right to be out that late driving, now they have to live on in the hearts of there loved one they will always and for ever live on in my heart i know that much for sure but i still don't understand why there time on earth they were both so young when they had to come home forever i know you more then likely had or have something very special for them to do i know that they are the angels i feel around me all the time i see them in my kids all the time and they never got to meet either of them it just really hard to deal with sometimes cuz they act so much like them its not even and i thank god everyday

Something Funny
Two nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent, and the last instruction of the Mother Superior is that they must not get even a drop of paint on their habits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, strip off their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door."Who is it?" calls one of the nuns. "Blind man," replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug, and, deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. "Nice gazongas," says the man, "where do you want these blinds?" HAVE U EVER WATCHED KIDS ON A MERRY-GO-ROUND?OR LISTENED TO THE RAIN?SLAPPING ON THE GROUND?EVER FOLLOWED A BUTTERFLY'S ERRATIC FLIGHT?OR GAZED AT THE SUN INTO THE FADING NIGHT?U BETTER SLOW DOWN.DON'T DANCE SO FAST.TIME IS SHORT.THE MUSIC WONT LAST.DO YOU RUN THOUGHT EACH DAY ON THE FLYWHEN YOU ASK HOW ARE YOU?DO YOU HEAR THE R

Always There
To let you bring me down to your level, would be like you telling me to dig my grave, and here’s your shovel. Shove the blade further into my heart. Better yet give it to me and I’ll start. That tired old line still plays in my head. If I hear it again, I’ll wish I was dead. “I won’t do you like they did.” Yeah, the words from the mouth of a kid. Tell me all of your sweet, sweet lies. Then please ignore all of my cries. Promises of happiness and love, Just ripped away like a cheap plastic glove. Being played with like a new game, Then to be tossed out is a real shame. Don’t you dare point your finger at me. Step back and reflect, then you shall see. I was the one who gave up everything, and in return got nothing. I packed my bags and started a new. I do owe you my undying gratitude. Thanks for opening my eyes, and letting me see. The only one I’ll ever need… is me. People change day by day, Hoping someone will show them the way. Some changes are for the best, A

Girls
so there i am sitting on the bed thinking of what the night will have in store for me. the bathroom door in the hall opens up and out steps this complete goddess. Now at this time in my life i wasn't particualarly the outgoing type and in my mind this was a woman that i believed i never stood a chance with becoming friends, let alone bringing her home with me. She has got to know that she completely captures me at this moment. My eyes are scanning her perfect ( in my eyes ) body. She had excused herself just before to slip into this beautiful peach babydoll set which was a perfect contrast to her skin. She had the body that every man would love. Just right and soft as velvet. I know i have some goofy grin or something as she walks toward me cause she gives this nervous smile while biting her lower lip ( you know ladies, that sexy ass smile that buckles me ). Her hair is perfect as always. You see latin women have the perfect hair. Thick and black with subtle waves that you can run

Funny
There are 365 Birthdays. Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has got to be somebody born on each day of the year. We're going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year.Add your name next to your birthdate and lets see if we can do it!!! (Hey and don't delete any one) Copy and paste and make a new bulletin! ! ! ! ! ! ! !January 1-Dustin Engler!!!January 2 -January 3 -January 4 -January 5 -January 6 -Courtney BryantJanuary 7 -Ricky "Dunn Dunn"January 8 -January 9 -January 10-January 11-January 12 -January 13 -Judge D.January 14 -Samantha marie KlossJanuary 15 -autumn nicole pateee(:

Song Lyrics
I am one of those people that feel song lyrics make or break a song. Lyrics allow people to say things they have always wanted to say, express what they are feeling in a way that can be felt and understood by many. I am never one good at speaking up about how I feel nor am I eloquent or well versed. These lyrics reflect my attitude towards things happening in my life. Have you ever felt that the world is just spinnin so fast and you are close to losing your grip, and slippin away? If that makes any sense. That is how I have felt for a long time. It isn't till recently, due to certain people in my life I have had a few hands be reached out towards me and those those I thank you. Thank you for making me feel whole again And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I get when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe yo

Thoughts
My question of the day is simple.. Why does bad things always happen to good people. You find somebody thats awesome.. they let you down.. You find a job and in turn get 10 more struggles in the financial department, Your nice to a person you cant stand with the most inner part of your being.. they screw you over. Why is it people always seem to kick when your down. They never put a burden on you when you feel like you can take the world.. And it has always been like this as long as man kind has been in existance The world is so full of evil.. why are humans, the smartest of all the species. the most relentless of them all?. Why do they feel the need to create wrong doing on others? why do they feel the need to lie, cheat steal and murder their way through life.. everyone does it.. all of those They murder everyday! They kill each other on the inside.. and create more chaos then ever imaginable. People in this world need to learn that the misfortunes we expirience in life will

Help..!!!!
I am currently living in a house here in Natrona PA. I only owe $6,000 on this house...... I am trying to make it my sole property. Forgive me but I have poor credit and I cannot find help from any banks or anyone. I am 28 years old, and I am very responsible. I have lived in this house since July of 2008 and I have paid all of my bills on time every month. I am looking for someone who would be willing to either buy this house for the remaining $6,000 dollars and allow me to make reasonable monthly payments to that person. Or I am looking for someone who would be willing to loan me the $6,000 dollars so that I can buy this house and then make payments on the loan. I am honestly trying to not have to deal with the person that I am buying this house from initially. I don't know what to do...The individual that I am purchasing this house from is always trying to do me wrong. One month she charges me one price and because I get a room mate she wants to demand that I pay her more money each

My Complaints Bout General Population
ok, so here is my gripe! why do people have to be haters and 2facers? even if they dont know you... for example. i might tell someone that im in nursing school. well, this leads to where i attend college. now this would be ok if people were not such haters. they want to know why im going there and why didnt i go to WVU or somewhere else. then i hear about how they dont think Salem U is a good college ( they never went to college, and half dont have even a GED). Not that i give a shit what anyone thinks, but im sic of hearin the dumb shit. why assholes wanna take their sorry lives out on me? i am trying to do something about mine instead of bitchin bout my predic-a-ment. not my fault people are happier wollerin in their own shit and sorrows.... I luv to be a friend to people and like to think i have a sympathetic ear, but damn dont bitch about or try and make me feel like shit cz im tyrin to better myself and you're not. FUCK! ohh yea and one more thing.... the first 5 years of hearin

Men?
my mumm was seeing how bad i had been. Yes i had an affair with a married man. Unfortunatley for me i was given the wrong impression. 'Im leaving her' ' I dont love her i love you and we are going to be together' How much of an idiot was i to believe it all. His wife found out and confronted me. So, i backed off. Im never doing it again. EVER! So my mumm was to see how many of you decent folk have slipped up... and if i was a minority, and to make me feel better that i wasnt the only one in this world that fucks up. Do gentlemen still exist?? They flatter a lady genuinely... They dont mention sex at all... They dont ask you to do anything... They give and expect nothing in return... OK... maybe this is a load of crap.. maybe i wouldnt mind a little respect!!! Yes i know.. repect is to be earnt.. I flatter genuinely.. i dont mention sex and wouldnt expect anything from anyone and im so much of a giver its untrue. I am respectful in all senses...until someone disresp

The First Of Many Poisonous Entries
Well its that time of year again!!! Im at my Aunt Sandys and Uncle Parrs place...and so far Im having a great time I miss tommie immensely however, and sometimes he dances around in my head and distracts me...but thats alright....I know Im coming back to him....and that is a comfort. The drive to North Dakota starts on monday....and wednesday is my 20th birthday....Holy fucking shit Im not going to be a teenager anymore...how weird!!! Anyway, just wanted to write a stat...signing off!! If I have my whole life ahead of me the why can't I live it? I alwasy disappoint someone. Im so confused and caught in the tight grip of control. Will someone please free me? Im ready for something els

Not For The Faint Of Heart!!!
FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER MY DEMONIC ASS IS ON THE AUCTION BLOCK!!! WHO CAN OWN AND TAME THIS DEMON?? THINK YOU'RE UP TO THE CHALLANGE THEN BRING IT!!! LET'S ROCK THE ANGELS AND DEMONS AUCTION AND SHAKE IT TO THE FOUNDATION!!! THINK YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES........ I'M WAITING ;)

Life
I finally know how to say what i feel... Do I care what you think? LOL NO!!!! I dont... Do you care how I feel?? LOL again NO!!! Whats left to be said?? Im not the person you thought I was.. Im sick ... SICK of Being ignored.. Sick of being walked over!!! this goes for every one!!! Dont under estimate me!!! you dont know me and what I am capable of.. Do you throw the word Love around like a toy?? lol Peace betches!!! There are times in our life when we are either a part of, or just witness things that we wish we have never seen or went through! I myself have been there! Ive been abused Mentally, Physically, Verbally and Sexually. Ive been hurt more times then not and at times have wanted to give up! Ive been suicidal thinking theres noway i have anything to live for! there was a time in my life when i would ask GOD "WHY ME." Theres a time when my best friends were the pills that promised to put me to sleep,if i took just the right amount i wouldnt hurt anymore! There are times when i w

Favorite Angel Contest
The lowest of the low folder from The great fu blogger link check it outHere's another one showing tits for fu stuff. This person has no busniess doing this; User #2326258 alot more of there now who is really the lowest of the low childish, I dont know this girl, but think what people could be doing to you one day! And the great fu blogger is JohnnyDevil so not cool get a life. Guess people do anything to stay in the top at the expense of others.

Saving The Easter Bunny
Little Boy at Nude BeachA mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach. As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women have boobs bigger than his mother's so he goes back to ask her why that is. She tells her son, "The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is." The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, "The bigger THEY are, the dumber the man is." Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns again, and promptly tells his mother: "Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach. And the longer he talks, the dumber he gets. A little boy went up to his father and asked: 'Dad, where did my intelligence come from?'The father replied. 'Well, son, you must have got it from your mother, cause I still have mine..'---------------------------------------------------------------

Fu-life
You may recognize me, and there's a reason for that! I did have a previous account that I had to abandon due to the drama that was surrounding it by an ex-friend. It was just much easier for me to have Fubar Support delete that account and to start fresh. (The only bummer was that I was level 26! But that's really not that big of a deal because I am here more for friends then for online points! :) )This brings me to where I need my fellow fu's assistance! Can you repost my bulletin so that the friends that I had on my lists can see how to reach me at my new profile? Thanks sooo much everyone! Here's the link to my bully: http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=2887216471No matter if we had met before or not, feel free to send me a Fan/Add/Request and I'll return the favor!! Thanks a million everyone!! I would love to help one of my favorite Indie bands make it to this huge opportunity for them! So, I am supporting them the best I can, voting for them the maximum 20 times a day.. can you h

Ramblings And Other Such Things
Colors or Black or White?blackPink or Purple?purpleYellow or Green?greenApple or Orange?orangesFairy or Princess?princessPanda or Kangaroo?pandaAnalog or Digital?digitalCoke or Pepsi?cokeCoffee or Tea?coffeeCake or Ice Cream?ice creamMiami Dolphins or New York Jets?ICK neitherHockey or Soccer?soccerSummer or Winter Olympics?winterRollerblade or Iceskate?rollerbladeFire or Ice?fireDildo or Vibrator?vibeBeatles or Rolling Stones?BeatlesElton John or Billy Joel?Billy JoelGold or Silver?goldMetallica or Slayer?MetallicaPineapple rings or tidbits?tidbitsIn tic-tac-toe, are you the X or O?OHeads or Tails?headsSchool or Work?WorkThrow up or Diarrhea?neither thanks anywayBowling or Rollerskating?bowlingHurricane or Earthquake?hurricaneToo fat or too skinny?too fatCoffee with creamer or black?w/creamerMySpaceBulletins.com or QuizPox.com ?whateverAmazing Race or Survivor?SurvivorDomestic or Foreign car?dependsMiami Ink or L.A. Ink?L.A. InkSandals or Tennis Shoes?sneaksTwister or Connect Four?con

The Primer Of Shadows
A friend of mine wanted to know how you can see a person as they are and I told him to look for a Honest Moment. He looked puzzled and I explained it to him... A Honest Moment is when a person is caught without any of the masks or filters they use to deal with the day-to-day throng of humanity. An example would be when a friend of his was interracting with a small child. She didn't think anyone was watching and her face relaxed and a honest smile crossed her face. As soon as she noticed that someone saw her in her moment, the mask and facade went back up. In a Honest Moment, you can see the potential of a person, their happiness and their sadness. Their rage dancing with their fears. I learned that people want others to think of them in a certain way while totally not being true to their essence of self. If you are lucky to see a person's Honest Moment, you will most definitely see what I mean. A photograph can rarely capture a Honest Moment but it does happen. Wild Cards is a s

Anyone Can Read These :)
I posted several stash items through out the night. Most of them are Alvin and the Chipmunk videos...what can I say, I love that shit!The last 2 videos are from our Cruise video that we purchased from Carnival. The "Setting Sail" video has a couple seconds of my sons on it. I marked them in their spot and I even tell you the minute & second where the'll be in the title so you can just go right to it.The "Deck Party" video is about 10 minutes long and has a lot of me, Allison, Simon and my husband. I marked me a couple times and my husband once. Can you find me the rest of the time? I would rather you watch and comment them than to rate pictures and stuff...lolAnyway, take a look at them and tell me what you think! If a man cuts his finger off while Slicing salami at work,He blames the restaurant.If you smoke three packs a day For 40 years and die of lung cancer, Your family blames the Tobacco company.If your neighbor crashes Into a tree while driving home drunk, He blames the bartender

Just Stuff
I hide behind the veil, of powder and pencil, I live behind the will,of hunger and grief Only to become, underneath it all, a shade lighter, yet, a shade darker I am unleashed, into the night, in search of life, amongst the darkness But stumble upon, something even more, terrifying than what, I'm trying to find I only need to look, within myself, for the horror, that is mine And stumble, to a mirror and, see the reflection, of evil itself You see, the Devil, doesn't exist, as we have been taught to know it. He is in me, and in you. For every rage, every sin, every scream, every dim, lit night that falls upon us, He is in me, and in you. Doesn't that suck? Surpassed by the age of spheres beneath the skin of creation.Cast down to the deepest, darkest voidAgeless insanity hindered by isolationMorals and vivacity both destroyedImprisoned in the darkness of nocturnalÕs embraceBlinded by the numbness of detached affection.Blasphemed by the tongues of the torchÕs graceBetrayed by the fir

Just A Freakin Rant
So I have decided to keep a lil harem of bishes...They must be my slave and rate me and give me stuffs. drinks etc. lol...In return of being my bish I will do the same for you...So...if u wanna be Wykkeds bish...u must tell me why u deserve the title. lol...MUAH...luvs all of ya...thanks in advance. LOLPs...this was for fun...but I wouldnt mind really having some of my own personal bishes. LOL...kisses you sexy peeps...tiffany aka WYKKED For real people...Cant you be the same all the time instead of being wishy washy from one moment to the next....There...Ive said my peace...grrrrrrrrrrrrrr So Im finally dating again and actually having a good time...Some dates not so good others great....Actually have had several dates with differet friend over the past 2 weeks and I have to say...Some men in this world are gentlemen....Hmmm....stay tuned...for the dating blogs...Lets see if this will get crazy like the last time I was dating regularly.....blah...

I Am Addited
Who is a Cocaine Addict? Some of us can answer without hesitation, "I am!" Others aren't so sure. Cocaine Anonymous believes that no one can decide for another whether he or she is addicted. One thing is sure, though; every single one of us has denied being an addict. For months, for years, we who now freely admit that we are cocaine addicts thought that we could control cocaine, when in fact it was controlling us. "I only use on weekends,"or: "It hardly ever interferes with work,"or "I can quit, it's only psychologically addicting, right?"or "I only snort, I don't base or shoot,"or "It's this relationship that's messing me up." Many of us are still perplexed to realize how long we went on, never getting the same high we got at the beginning, yet still insisting, and believing -- so distorted was our reality -- that we were getting from cocaine what actually always eluded us. We went to any lengths to get away from being ourselves. The lines got fatter; the grams went faster;

Bored As Hell
I'm 18 yrs old I was born 2/26/91 I have blue eyes, blonde hair I'm a senior in high school..graduating in 2 months. I love my friends and would do anything i can for them. I'm a lover and a fighter...just depends on the day. I'm not a whore. My dad died when i was 10 I've lived in many different places. I can be a bitch...but only if you put me in that position. i don't really know what to talk about. I'm just really bored and waiting for someone to come talk to me... If you wanna know anything about me you can just ask me. I'm not very shy and I will answer just about anything... Well apparently a couple years ago I started a blog on here and I just now realized it lol. Figured I should update about me seems how I'm not 18 anymore and a lot has changed. * I'm now 20 and living with my husband of 9 months. We have been together a total of 2.5 years and we have a beautiful little girl together. * My daughter's name is Vanessa. As of the day I write this she is 7 months. She

Dark Smoke
My lungs are full, burning The reaper on me Clouds of dark smoke fill my lungs I feel i am dieing Oh how i wish to die Black smoke release me into a painful abyss I only wish my heart to stop the pain is to much Take me now, i want to suffer Dark smoke, my death My saviour I dream of death death is where I belong I am yours, take me Drag me out of my skin Sweet death, my saviour Make it hurt Death can't come soon enough Killing myself seems so tough Life. so rough Why must i live Why can't death just give Free me now Free me now

Music First Song I Created
NO TITLE versus 1 I was thinkning of the day I first met you/It's been awhile and i still miss you/ I remeber all the good things and even the sad/ I can't believe we ended like we did/ it makes me about just on the thought of it/ I try to forget it but the only thing that helps is not very helping I just wake up the next day and remeber/ I want to be famous so i can show you how im doing without you-----/ Chorus The day i woke up and found you not here made me wonder if it was all just a dream/ I fall back to sleep hoping it will lead me back to you/ P.S Not DOne yet The Letdown Versus 1 I wake up and you say your leaving/ I ask you why and wnat can I say to stop you from going--/ I tell her to sit and tell me what your feelin---/ She say's she lost her feelings for me---/ She says she's sorry/ I wipe her tears off her cheek and say dont worry I know the feeling/ Chrous Oh what can you do if you dont have the same feeling's as they do/ What are you suppose to say if things d

Samsung
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Art And Me
Got to the point again for a second time , sick of the people on this dam site and how they act . If you are a friend of mine and want to stay in touch then stay in touch on my yahoo or like to stay in touch dont know how let me know , This is not for sure ill give it untill tonight and see what happens let me knwo if you like me to stay or you like to see more of my artwork , i get enough comments on this blog about staying then i will , if not the stuff above will apply. Rick

Contest(s)
Hi there! I'm in a Salute Contest and I need help from my friends I need Rates, comments and even bling count for points. The breakdown of points is listed below. The winner will be the one with the most points There are 3 ways for me to receive points. * First is rates which will count as 5 points. * Second is comments which will count as 1 point. * The third and final way is bling. Each bling credit will give you 5 bonus points added to your total points (ie. If you send me a 1 credit bling you will get 5 points added, if you send me a 3 credit bling you would get 15 points for it). If send bling please state in the bling message who the bling is for that way the correct contestant receives the credit for it. please thank you! I'll Pay you 1000k for one pic rate just pm me when done and i will send you the fubucks! Contest Brought To You By: (DJ) Army Medic-Handyman @ The Playground/ OwnerofWeldingangel/ownedbyDevilsAdvocate

Meanderings Of A Loosened Mind
As I sail on the wine dark sea, I keep running into these stange winds that blow me off course. The gods have not been kind lately. The crew is restless. My mate is going mad. I sit alone in my cabin wondering how I can survive the chaos. I have determinde that if the fates send our course by a tranquil, verdant and promising island, I will abandon ship, leaving my crew to tear each other apart. Perhaps this is cowardly, but it could be merely survival. Well Today was father's day. I didn't sworn at but bit get bitched at, got a card that's sincerity I question, was brought to a restraunt that I liked purely by chance and was given 6 pairs of socks. I guess it's better tan a poke int the eye with a sharp stick....and it was better than last year's. It occured to me that the metaphor of thinking in black and white or "grey areas" is critically flawed. When one thinks in black and white they see things very ridgedly no matter the evidence to the contrary. "Grey areas" are just mixed

My Odd Thoughts
There are times in our lives that make us enter the realm of the unknown. We begin to see the other side of ourselves at this point. There is no turning back at this point, no u-turn. The path is set before us is hard and extravagantly rocky with all the pressures of outside influences. Some make it to the end, others do not. How we navigate and learn in this unknown abyss makes us more aware of the opposite side of life. We rarely see any influence that shows us a good way to crawl through this, but they are out there. There are songs, people, movies, and books that make the journey less desperate than it is. Focusing and surrounding yourself with these make all the jolts of pain and the face plants less than what they would be without them. The trek is something to be aware of, and if, only if, you make it out, are you wise enough to say you have lived. There are dreams and hopes in this world of unpronounced faults and failures. I had one, I saw it as clear as day in the darkness be

My Wife
I am writing this to anyone that reads this,tifanie my wife is an amazing woman she is not only beautiful but if ya take the time to get to know her you will notice that shes a funny,outgoing and a sweetheart.she has a great sense of humor a woman who is just a down to earth and is an amazing wife that through all our hard times has stayed by my side she truly is the breath i take and the beat that keeps my heart going,she has shown true love that if you can have that in ur life hold on to it dont let it go cause these days its rare and tifanie has given me that and much more, so this is just a lil somthing to tell just a tiny part of an extrardinary woman and wife i love you tif and all i want for you is good things and i hope you know just how much i love you sweetheart like i always have said you are my 365days of beautiful we have a love that you see or read about but this is tifanie everyone a real person so go say hi see what shes about she is my #1 on my friends:)

Alex's Squishy Thought Holder
Lately, I've been eating what appears to me to be too many vegetables. I haven't decided what qualifies as too many veggies, but I usually eat a huge bowl of mixed veggies with lunch and another with dinner, and throughout the day I snack on baby carrots. I'm going to turn into a rabbit. I cut my finger on a can of vegetables yesterday, and it hurt. Afterwards, somebody offered to be a nurse for me. That was hot. I've got a show this coming Saturday that I have to play with a cut left index finger, which as a guitarist is not really a great thing. I'm feeling pretty sexy right now... ...except for the bandage on my left pointer finger. Rock and roll. So I'm awake. That's wonderful. It's just past two in the morning and I have a German test in seven hours. If I weren't already somewhat proficient in the language, I'd be genuinely upset, but it's okay. I am wondering why I'm awake. I've got a few theories. 1. I've got too much energy. 2. I'm too horny to sleep. 3.

Friends & Family Of Mine
Do you think this father that told his son to lie on Michael Jackson so they can just get the money from Michael do you think this Father should get in trouble as we know as well as I do Michael Jackson isn't a Child Molester so leave him alone let's just say I haven't been on that much this year and the reason is I've been looking for jobs been to 2 job interviews and still haven't found the job this economy has gotten so bad that I just dont know what to do anymore yes my head is still im still looking nothing is stopping me @ all I'm not giving up but another thing I've been going through some family issues just meaning family problems and so thats why I haven't been on here and everything but friends & family if I haven't rated you or showed you some love whatever I'm sorry but I will just please give me some time to get through this life of mine I know things will get better but please remember that I love you all and I'll be back soon P.S. My Birthday is on April 27th and

Attitude
Attitude The longer we live, the more we realize the impact on attitude on life. Attitude is more important than facts. It will make or break a company. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for the day. We can not change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play the on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it. We are incharge of our attitudes. Someone once asked me what my favorite quote was, I thought about it for a few minutes and I responded with… “I don’t really have one so I will make one up.” I thought for a few minutes more and the only thing that came to me was this… Don’t look to yesterday it’s the past, Look to tomorrow for, it brings the future. To the Ladies Over the years I have noticed something that has often made me wonder. I have had some female friends in the past that has wore t

Sex On The Brain~
His eyes riveted to the pleasant valley that opened up before him; he looked without any show of shyness. I saw his tongue dart to wet his lips. Lisa slowly attended to his cup, with sensual care. "Sugar?" The word took on new meaning. "Yes!... er, yes." Derek fought for his composure. "Ready to cream?" I thought that he would leap out of the chair at that moment, but instead he crossed his legs tightly, and held on to the arms of the chair. He managed a strangled approval. Lisa poured the thick, rich stuff out carefully, yet spilled a bit of it. "Oh!" she almost-whispered, and she touched a finger to it, and then licked the sweet stickiness off. She blushed. "That's really not very good manners, is it, but it's good to have every drop enjoyed." Derek shifted uneasily in his chair. Lisa stood before him for a moment, absent-mindedly pressing her skirt down her thighs. Her hands moved as though to touch him, but did not cross the barrier. "Oh... I am so absent-minded lately, I have some

Wow
Date: Jun 12, 2009 5:20 PM Subject: RE: Body: I do. They say what they think people want to hear. Let me ask you if you were on your death bed and loved someone with all uour heart but they did not love you would you want them to lie and tell you they love you or be honest and break your heart before you go? There in lies your answer. People don't like hurting others feelings. Though one thing they do not realize is that though it may hurt your heart will heal it is better to be told I don't love you than I love you and find out later on they never did you that said i think saying it and taking it back to appease someone is the biggest betrayal of the heart ever. I don't believe in fate, I believe we make our own destiny and we have a say in what fate sets in motion. I don't believe it is soly up to fate. I believe there is more than one person out there for everyone, I do not believe in one soul mate. If that was true everyone would always be single. We would always be alo

Dad
I beheld the dragon in his glory,"mocking"THE WORD between Heaven and Earth.In his clutches,the family followed by pestilences in the ages of men!!! But THE GREATER LIGHT brought it A-L-L to bear,BROUGHT A-L-L into the Light,but Men were content to"Sleepwalk in THE GREATER LIGHT!!!!! For I was in the time of"Instant Gratification Syndrome which"CONSUMED A-L-L"but the small and "Faithful Few."Where were The Men of GOD?!?",I asked JEHOVAH-NISSI!!.THE CREATOR ANSWERED,"One third of them holding offices betray A-L-L before him,For He"IS ONLY PLEASED"In His own intelligence!!!!!" Instantly My heart became grieved knowing,"THERE IS NO WISEDOM,COUNSEL,NOR UNDERSTANDING AGAINIST THE LORD!!!!!" Men had become smarter,"BUT WEAKER"in the flesh!!! Our days on the cusp of extinction.The world,you ask?!?,the brink of destruction!!! From SPIRIT to Earth to Flesh,the falling veil reveals Man's TRUE Distance from GOD and HIS KINGDOM!!!!!!!" Satan's laughter"FLEETING IN OBEDIENCE"before"THE GREAT I AM,F

Mustanggt428hp
Hmm let the thoughts wonder around and play mind games with your body 1. Who was the greatest prostitute in History, Ms. Pacman! For 25 cents that bitch swallowed balls til she died. 2. A pimp had three hoes. Hoe # 1 was sucking dick, Hoe # 2 was strippin and hoen, Hoe # 3 was reading this message not making me any money. Get back to work Bitch. So me and all my buddies go to ocean cove ,CA. And their we seen the most wonderful thing ever it was a bunny rabbit laying his eggs for easter so we all thought wow their really is a lil bunny rabbit to lay his eggs, but to our surprise that morning we take the kids to the very spot we seen the eggs being layed and let the kids look for a golden egg, but the children come back and say uncle justin I got lots off eggs see, and i look inside and to my surprise its just a carmillo, oh so we thought truth told it was s**t,but we never had it in us to tell them the truth and switched the eggs while they slept and yeah happy easter.

DJBARTAB Come show him some luv and help him lvl Click on his pic and boom your on his profile!!!! This is a little something I wrote one night shortly after my father passed. DARKNESS It's dark outside The rain is pounding down I should probably hide The pain is building inside I wonder why you lied Was it to save your pride I look around But I am all alone Darkness is all around I am the only one home No noises to be heard No motion where you once stood I know you are around Just not for me to see I know you are watching me But from where I am unsure The pain is building For I need you here To comfort me, to hold me To tell me it will be all right Without you by my side I have no one to turn to No one to confide For you were the one I could always turn to Even when it meant that I cried You always gave me your shoulder Even when we both grew older Now you are not here The pain is becoming extreme I know that where ever you are It is bright and sunny Isn't that funny

Music
lol so im addicted to posting lyrics lol...most have a meaning though :P Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention please.He who lusts through life for excess in this world.Dies a lonely man, careless of his soul.Throwing caution to the wind with foolish ignorance.You're full of pride.Full of pride.Full of pride.And in arrogance you can't accept the nearing end of this short lived life.Smile and give a toast, brag and boast.Fool the world with all of your lies.The parasite's host never even knows.Pull the wool over our eyes.Walk the line and pay the price.A pound of flesh for paradise.Wear the wounds of your demise.Fail to mention your intentions, fail to mention why.The actions of your life contradict your words...The path in which you walk is a vice of no remorse.Washing conscience from the skin, claiming innocence.Ignore the signs.Smile and give a toast, brag and boast.Fool the world with all of your lies.The parasite's host never even knows.Pull the wool over our eyes.Walk th

New Rules 2009
Bouncers! Ha Ha. Sorry but I have to laugh. Are bouncers just bots? Or not? Seems like everytime I log onto my fubar, I click on a person to check them out, and only rate 2 pics before...BANG! Fubar Bouncer Busted. Now I have to type in numbers and letters and submit this just to be able to rate 2 more before...BANG! I say let us rate as much as we want to unless you're scanning my computer and find out that all I am is a bot. DAMN, didn't know that. now I'l have to go back and change my profile telling how I grew up with a toaster for a mother and my dad was a vacuum cleaner. New rules for 2009New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com.There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don'tparticularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain ofthe football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn.New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a windowunless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a humanfinger was fou

2121212
i might be taking a break from fubar for a while....if i wanna reach me, this is my e-mail, bellausa242007@yahoo.com......or leave a phone # in my e-mail to reach u ...tyvm HI could you please stop by and show this wonderful woman some love...ty just click on the pic below ** PROPHET ** LadyLove Single & Carefree ** Fu Owned By BOXER AKA MR EXOTIC EARTHQUAKE **@ fubar

Somethings That Haver Touched My Heart
Thanks CommentsMyspace Comments - Myspace Layouts - Host Images I just wanted to take this time to say thanks, and to let everyone know that all your thought and prayers are appreciated deeply by myself and my family. I am so blessed to have a new family and friends that are so dear to me here on Fu.,You've all been here with your love and your support through all of this. I don't know how I would get through this with out all of you. You all are so very special to me. To all my angel sisters a very special thankyou goes out to you,and also to Doc. You have all been my rock and my shoulder and I love you all so very much. Thank you all everyone you are all in my thoughts and prayers alway. Love always: Mare

Poems By Submissive
I catch myself staring as if I was a stalker. I catch myself being a detective to find out more About you as possible as if I was a stalker. Pain, Fun, Love, Curiosity Here & There It’s a 50/50 Thing (we all wish) Here & There I was told to treat people the way you wanted to be treated. The heart isn’t perfect but it’s as delicate as a crystal it can always be broken. The pleasure is within your r

For Nicole
of all the things I have said and done nothing in my life compares to the day you came into my life and told me that you love me. My life was only about me, me, me now it is about you, you, you. One day I hope our dreams will come true, the day it becomes about us, us, us. I know I have never done anything in my life that would make me worthy of your love, even now I have done things to upset you and make you cry. Each time you have forgiven me. Each time you have have told me you love me still. Every time I hear those words I stop and think of how wonderful you truely are, My one dream above all is to make you proud of me, proud to say that I am yours and you are mine. I love you more then anything. You are the light that brightens my days and the fire that warms my soul. our first time....we would go for a walk along the beach...bringing with us a blanket and a picnic basket....holding hands until we find a secluded spot to spot and eat as we watch the sunset.....I would hold you clo

Help
gotta go soon! ne one up for bein dirty dammit my computer is messin up! try to upload photos and it wont let me! having other issues with it too. give me a few days and i will have my profile set! could i get some drinks, some fans or something from someone!

First Post!
Let's take a dumbshit, make a fubar profile without a picture, follow a link from another webpage, and be added without knowing it to the links friends list, therefore getting the one person in the world that's not too excited about you, pissed off, cause their friend is "pissed off" at them for not knowing who I am. Great. Oops, I did it again. Man i just wanted to check this site out, didn't know it would stir up a cauldron of issues and irritated people, jeezus. I think I apologized too much though, but it was an honest mistake really. Meh, oh well. I was meandering through this site that we're on, Fubar. I noticed that some people with morals, self worth and some other big words that i don't know the meaning of...has asked that comments related to sex, f*cking, oral...etc (yeah you get the picture) weren't to be tolerated. And yet, some dudes just go on and see what they want to see in the picture, without really looking at it as a whole. They see boobs, tits, ass and god knows wha

Fake
dont understand why guys hurt the ones that realy do love them wish i knew the answer hate fake men hey just need some help rate my pics help me level up thanks everyone hey to all my friends plz check out my new pics rate me plz love ya all thanks

Quotes To Ponder
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies;And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes:Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless graceWhich waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face;Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent,A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent! - Lord Byron Intelligence and courtesy not always are combined; Often in a wooden house a golden room we find Talk not of wasted affection - affection never was wasted. Music is the universal language of mankind They who go Feel not the pain of parting; it is they Who stay behind that suffer. E

Went For A Hike...
ATTN:Lukas Grew Between You and David Baker David Baker Add as Friend Today at 9:39am Report Message Alexander JLO - Solicitors11 Lanark SquareGlengall BridgeLondon E14 9REUnited Kingdom. Tel: +44 704 5757 999 Fax: +44 794 4416 262 Good day Lukas, This is a personal E-mail directed to you and I request that it be treated as such. I am Barrister David Baker, a solicitor at law. I am the personal attorney/sole executor to the late Engr. Gerald Grew, hereinafter referred to as 'my client' who worked as an independent oil magnate in my country and who died in a plane crash with his immediate family in December 2003. Since the death of my client, I have written several letters to the embassy with an intent to locate any of his extended relatives whom shall be claimants/beneficiaries of his abandoned personal estate and all such efforts have been to no avail.More-so, I have received official letters in the last few weeks suggesting a likely proceeding for confiscation

Asspuppetry
Im looking for someone willing to Make a trade; ive got BLING, and im looking to trade to get Bling packs for a Couple friends of mine; If anyones able to, or knows of anybody that can, please do let me know! Packs large and Small; anythings doable! PM, or SB me, if you coudl assist me on this! Be made aware of this Fag. HIM, and his wife are jacking people, with false offers to purchase Bling... $$*DragonKing$$* R/L Engaged To ~~Sexy Mom~~@ fubar This guy got all asshurt over me Not giving him samples ahead of time when he KNEW what the deal was to gain access to my NSFWs. Proceeded to rattle off a whole lot of BULLSHIT about me, and how im a whore. If anyone would like, go show him some LOVE. JAMES*** Add Me Fan Me and Rate me ****@ fubar

Life
I was fucking kidding myself I tried to change who i was to be with someone. I know some of the changes were for the better but now that things have so drastically changed and I see things for what they really are I gotta ask myself was I trying for the wrong person? I never figured out how someone could tell you that they love you and then just walk away like nothing ever happend, are these people just heartless fucks or did I just give my heart to the wrong person? I think I need to learn this trick. Mayb they dont even know they do it hell I dont know and I guess I probably never will but you know what I dont wanna know I like the fact that I am a caring person and I like the fact that I am trying and doing it on my own. Best of all I like that you really get to see how a person is when everything is said and done. I am sorry that I lost him cause yea I did and do truley care. Well I guess it just goes to show you no matter how old you are you still gotta try new things cause y

Higher Education
School: Ohio teacher took students to strip club HAMILTON, Ohio – A school spokesman said a southwest Ohio teacher has resigned after acknowledging she accompanied four female students to a male strip club. Butler Tech school district spokesman Bill Solazzo said the 47-year-old teacher resigned Thursday. He said the teacher told Edgewood High School administrators that the students, all cheerleaders, asked her to take them to the bar in February. The teacher told school officials in an e-mail that she got permission from the parents of the 17- and 18-year-olds to bring them to the club. The teacher taught marketing at the school and previously served as a coach for the district's eighth-grade cheerleaders. Warren Haynes, the Allman Brothers Band guitarist, routinely plays with the surviving members of the Grateful Dead, now touring as The Dead. He's just finished a Dead show in Washington, D.C. and gets a pop quiz from the Huffington Post. Where d

Thoughts
Dressed for the hunt, the pantther is on the prowl....ready to strike, she releases her growl....a thing of beauty in her hunt of prey....picking and choosing amonst the flock to see who stays....finding those worthy, she shows her heart....and then the hunt truly starts I have loved and I have lost. I have hurt and been hurt. I've been lied to, cheated on, rejected, and taken for granted. I may not always let you know how much you've hurt me because I will try to maintain a smile...choosing instead to bear the pain in private. As often as I sometimes do it, few know how much I cry. Even fewer will ever see it. Everyone in my life is there because they choose to be. Should you choose to walk out please know that I will not ask you to stay. I refuse to beg. Those who remain in my life know just how much they mean to me. To all those I've ever hurt in my life, I'm sorry. I pray one day you will forgive me. To all those who have hurt me in my life. You're forgiven. I realize now my b

Click Here And Help
ok if you want to be in my pimp folder private message me that I can rip from your pics one pic...people will click on your profile pic, I only have 12 spots for now...so hurry and let me know Vote!!! Twisted Butterfly Vote!!! Please vote for Twisted Butterfly for me, she is a special friend and would be a great one for you also. Tell her New Patriot sent you. Thanks for the help in advance. Please Repost for me. I was told today that my best friend Texasgurl had a stroke...please show her some love and repost this if you can.. thank you NewPatriot imikimi - Customize Your World! ~~ ♥ texasgurl ♥ ~~ aka DeMoNAnGeL #6@ fubar

Me
I am an engaged mother of 3. I am going to school to get my medical assisting and phlebotomy degree. I plan on getting either my RN. I am getting this Saturday to a wonderful man. We had planned on waiting till July but neither one of us wants to wait that long. He is my prince charming and my big goofball.=) I am mother of 3 wonderful children, 11 yo son, 9 yo daughter, and 4 yo daughter. I am going to school to get my medical assisting and phlebotomy degree. I was really excited to find out that I made the dean's list my first term. I married on May 9th of this year to a wonderful man. He is my prince charming and my big goofball. He supported and helped me through some really bad times. He wouldn't let me give up and I love him for it. =) The RavenBy Edgar Allan Poe Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping,

Mine, Mine, Mine!
I was stuck as "fresh Meat" wondering if I was going rancid when out of the crowd a few people came to help get me started. I expected a nudge. I GOT one wild ride. If I missed any thankyou's along the way, please accept them here and now (everything was moving so fast, lol) I'm jealous of all the "bells and whistles" some of you have. Myself, I'm still playing "what does this button do". Once I get things figured out a bit I may play the game. Ya know, guys drooling and posturing at gals strutin' their stuff. But not in quite the same way I expect. Bigger isn't always better. I know about gravity, lower back pain,etc. and from any angle, "more than a mouth full is wasteful". hmmm only 20,00 lounges left to check out. lol omg Happy 4th to your and yours. Please be safe and happy on our Indepence Day, America. The same to you Philippines. With (it seems) so many screaming "Yank go home" it's nice to know someone has officialy set aside a day to celebrate it's freindship wi

Lol So True
Why do we put suits in a garment bag and garments in a suitcase?Why do we play in recitals and recite in plays?Why do we have hot water heaters?Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways?Why do 'tug'boats push their barges?Why do they sell a pound cake that only weighs 12 ounces?Why do they report power outages on TV?Why do they put Braille dots on the keypad of the drive-up ATM?Why do they call them "apartments" when they are all stuck together?Why do they call it disposable douche? Is there a kind of douche you keep after using?How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him?How can there be "self help GROUPS"?How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?How can someone "draw a blank"?How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a lot and quite a few are alike?Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations?Does the Postmaster General need a stamp of approval?Does the little

Is The Mind And Heart The Same?
please excuse my spelling and grammer.i believe there is such a thing as evolution actually. though i am religious and i have my own opinion .do you think humans really came from moneys or apes.i know this blog is not about apes and monkeys but if you beleive so much in evolution you must beleive that humans came from apes and that earth is billions of years old.you know how the moon moves closer to the our planet or im not which it might move further each year well every second.if earth was bilions of years old then that would mean that the moon would be flat on the earth just lieing on top of usor if its moving away a lot more further then it is now.i believe that the earth is only around 6000 years old base on the bible and that would explain the distance between the earth and the moon.im not a scientist so i dont know much its just an opinion that should be put in consideration.scientist expalins that gas takes millions or billion of years if i recall my earth science class i took

Brn Eyes
If you have have been trying to meet someone but they keep blowing you off, do you think that they are really interested in you? sometime when you text them they take hours texting you back or dont even text you back Do you think they are involved with someone else? I need your input so I can think about something so let me know what ya think. Why do people have make themself look trashy to get peoples attention? Do they think it's cute? Is it to make themself feel better? I just don't understand. I personally don't thinks its attractive. And then they have pics of their kids up, come on. Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I am allergic to bullshit 2 I like to w

Poems By Me
Creatively, you worked your art You spun a web around my heart. How beautifully your deeds spread Each intricately woven thread. With strands of care you dry my tears You gentleness dispelled my fears You held my hand to give me courage To brave the storm With kindness, you keep me warm Your passion lit a glowing fire That filled my soul with sweet desire Your all that I was dreaming of For the web you spun is made of love. Warms my heart and soul Brings happiness to my life Love is in the air

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this mans not perfect, he has no job, but theirs reasons for it health, but still you see something in him , and when you feel things are perfect he does impulsive things. theirs times when you can love him so much , and others you dont want any. you never think to cheat because you are so inlove with him you dont think of other men. but some how he feels you are and will. no matter how you prove it .youare their for him in everyway because you see the return love. you want the everything but thenhe doesnt here your voice . disrgards your concerns , dont smoke in house we have asthma , i like a clean smelling house. or that you want to let him in your world but he has so much hate for certain colors.but he knows you are not that way.he knows you want values in home and helps you structure some but breaks others.does he really love you does he really hear your heart.he does the unthinkable and you cant believe it ex ims him oh baby ill come get you i love you .the next day dads realy si

Dedications
Ive been on fu for maybe a year or two now. Ive had two different IDs so I cant really remember how long its actually been! Anyways recently I had an epiphany. The thing is, in life there are fairweather friends. You know, the ones who come and go for whatever reason. This is more so the case with online friends. You meet, say hello, have a great time just chatting and goofing. Then one day you have an argument and boom, the joy of the internet means, blocked, ignored or whatever you choose to do to not converse with someone again. And well, there are the friends who are always there even if you dont talk. The ones who randomly stop in every once in a while and say hello to catch up and its like youve never not been chatting. The ones who brighten your day. They throw in a few HUGE random acts of Fu kindness and what have you got? Youve got: http://www.fubar.com/user/747456 This girl is just a top quality chick and a great friend! And thats all Ive got to say about that! Regards

Love And Heartache
he sees her standing all alone amidst the chaos of life. he goes to her and takes her hand and leads her to safety she seems puzzled almost as if shes seen him before she sees him smile and she realizes that it's the very person she fell in love with. only he's different some how So he takes her into his arms and holds her so tight and safe, he looks to the horizon and see a battle quickly approching. His wings open and he wraps them around her protecting them. He looks down calls to her and says I love you. and kisses her lips. he feels her push closer to him. he picks her up and takes to the skys. and he carries her to safety. with sword drawn he tells her that he will return shortly and that he loves her more than life itself. he reluctantly leaves her and with a tear in his eye he kisses her again softly and takes to the skys once again only this time to fight evil and despair. A dark cloud approaches. I observe its movements. It's habits.... you know

Stuff I Think About
My 30 day time time-trial of Photoshop ended yesterday. I am soooooooooooo bummed out because I'm going to start going to computer graphics type classes soon. Ugh, I'm just all upset. If anybody reading this can help me out in any way, let me know. I means so much to me. :) J'ai été engagé deux fois. Les deux a rompu. Le prochain gars m'est parti. Et le gars après que cela m'a frappé. Omg, I've had this thing for over 10 years. My Mom bought it for me when I younger and I just didn't have the patience for it because it's flat and the clamp part is only an inch long. But I figured it out last night, and omg, it's awesome.

Life Changing Events
So, I was working at one of the local jails March of 2008, and was meeting some very interesting people. But, as with any situation one in particular caught my attention. He was extremely out of place in the facility. He was clean, well spoken, polite, and extremely intelligent. On several occasions when I wasn't having a great day, no matter how hard I tried to mask it; he would call me out on it. It became almost therapuetic talking to him. When it came about I was going to have to leave that job I was heartbroken and scared. Yes I was terribly upset about leaving my job. I loved it. But, I was more scared because I had come attached to this fine man. I came to know Robert as an extremely kind, careing, loving, intelligent, and beautiful man. We worked out a system to write so that it would not cause problems. About two weeks after I left I wrote the first letter. I was extremely shocked to quickly receive one back. From then on it seemed as if each of us was flooding eac

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A virgin ship sailing, I embarked on the journey of you,Kneading fingers navigating my every position,Heart racing with desire only a woman can understand,Once she has met the power of a man,One who can take her, wake the core of her erotic longing. I lay face down at your command, As you came around and sat legs spread, Drawing my head towards your bare intentions, Rubbing away my inhibitions. One stroke at a time, I rocked to your gripping rhythm, Ever so innocently brushing your outstretched shaft With my hair swept face. Swaying between your thighs, My sighs showing you appreciation, I refrained from reaching out my tongue, Aching to take you in, Stopping to cherish that moment in time, A moment of innocence between us, One that will never be again. Forbidden pleasuresWho makes the rulesUnfound treasuresAnd beautiful jewels

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God bless my family when I am away, Leave the lights on I'll return from harms way, Grant me courage and strength to protect others each day, So they live in peace without worry, fear or dismay, Bless those who have fallen given their life for another May their spirit live on from then and forever, Return me home to my family at the end of each night, May I pass through the door before the morning's first light, Shall I give my life for another before the dawn breaks today, God bless my family when I am away..... I really have no blogging experience, so I guess this is just a test...a test to see if anyone even looks and sees that I have posted one. It isn't to see anything other than that and from the esult of my "test"...well...that will determine whether or not I do more. To my friends and family, if you take a look, let me know something? Plz? To everyone else, ditto...It will not go unnoticed... A man walked into a pet store and was looking at the animals on display.W

Places I Used Live
Looking for new friends that have same intrests too. and live near mcalester,ok and dallas,tx Las cruces,nm. and plano,tx Looking for some new friends that have same Intrests as I do that live in dallas,tx plano,tx las cruces,nm and mcalester,ok? places I used to live las cruces, new mexico, in plano9 years, mcalester10 years c urrent

This Site
April 20/09 Even though i want to leave this site so badly and i keep saying every single day of the friggen week. These amazing ppl down below r the reason i stay on this site. *shakes head*So if u want to meet some amazing ppl. U don't need to look that faraway at all. There pretty much in this bully.So y not go and rate, fan, and add them. They don't bite, i promise**¥êþ Ìm HêR**@ fubar☮ beautifuL XO ☮ ∞ ஐ*ღDangerouS Curves Memberღ*ஐ@ fubarAmong The Wildflowers@ fubar♥ Angel Baby ♥@ fubarQüéêñ ☼ƒ ♥'š ~Fu-Married and Owned by DarkDragoon86 ♥~Fubar's Most Finest@ fubar Rachelicious@ fubar Kimberly**owned by Kevin*@ fubarsilly@

Awesome Songs!!!
You know I'm a dreamerBut my heart's of goldI had to run away highSo I wouldn't come home lowJust when things went rightIt doesn't mean they were always wrongJust take this song and you'll never feelLeft all aloneTake me to your heartFeel me in your bonesJust one more nightAnd I'm comin' off thisLong & winding roadI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayI'm on my wayHome sweet homeYou know that I've seenTo many romantic dreamsUp in lights, fallin' offThe silver screenMy heart's like an open bookFor the whole world to readSometimes nothing-keeps me togetherAt the seamsI'm on my wayWell I'm on my wayHome sweet homeTonight tonightI'm on my wayJust set me freeHome sweet home When I get to the bottom I go back to the top of the slideWhere I stop and I turn and I go for a rideTill I get to the bottom and I see you again.Do you, don't you want me to love youI'm coming down fast but I'm miles above youTell me tell me tell me come on tell me the answerYou may b

Monte Junkie Xl
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam The doctor gave the man a jar and said, 'Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow.' The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained, 'Well Doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left- still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out- still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried squeezing it between her knees, but still nothing.' The doctor was shocked! 'You asked your neighbor?' The old man replied, 'Yep, none of us could get th

Spoiled And Pimped By Spicy
Come pick your flavor of the month... We have plenty to choose from.. The flavor of the month auction is now open so come get bid in... If you would like to join the auction, you can still do so. PM me with your photo link and what you are offering. Also there is a 50k entry fee. Take a peek at the contestants below.. :)

Random Thoughts I Have Sometimes...
Just a few of the things I've learned lately: Life is unfair. It will take everything from you, if you let it, and offer nothing back. Equivalent exchange is a meaningless phrase wrought out of desperation to make everything nonsensical conform to some grand scheme i truly believe to be nonexistant. Harsh words and actions remain in memory far longer than a smile. Sadly, it has always been this way. I will most likely be far better remembered for every wrong I have ever commited than for any good things I try to accomplish. However; I can decide each day how I will affect my world. I can simply let each moment and opportunity pass, justified in the fact that nature will take it's course, or I can make a stand. I can choose to make today better than yesterday was. And if I'm feeling truly noble, I can attempt to do so more for my friends and enemies than myself. I cannot be a sheep. I do not follow well, I am far too opinionated, and my vision is far too good (I wear glasses for a r

Announcements
Hey all you members of The Bikers Hideaway and nonmembers. Thanks for taking a moment to read this. This is just to let you all know I have redone my "about me" section of my profile. This is now to describe The Bikers Hideaway and its upcoming events. So go check out my profile and see what is going to be happening soon. Also while there you will see three people who have helped me more than they know with getting The Bikers Hideaway up and running. Show each one of these people some seriously madd love. Thanks and keep it between the ditches.......Unless the cops are after you then get that bad boy off road!!! I have gotten close to 50 friends now and to be honest if they were all active friends here I would never have time to do anything but be on fubar. I only want friends that want to be there, on my list. So if you wanna stay please comment, say hi, or even tell me to fuck off by the end of the weekend. If you are in my top friends or belong to Bad Habbits you are safe. I am tryi

Dream Or Is It A Dream?
Kate had never had oral sex before because she though it was wrong. Her parent had brought her up in a strict religious home where the only act of approved sex was the missionary position. The dream had lowered her resistance and had her begging for his lips and tongue. "OH GOD BOBBY!" she cried. Her hands held his head and mouth tightly against her mound. The pleasure soon reached her max as she climaxed. "BOBBY!" Bob wiped his mouth and moved his lip up to capture one of her long hard nipples. As his mouth move up so did his body until his hard-on rubbed against her moist pussy. She opened her eyes and looked into his. Fucking was not in the dream. "No we can't," she whispered. She wasn't supposed to fuck him. She was supposed to suck him. She moved her body under his until her mouth was poised at the crown of his shaft. She didn't blink an eye as she opened her mouth and licked around the spongy tip. The dream somehow made it right for her to do this vile act. She learned as she

Contest
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My Lounge
come on by my ounge and check iot out its called Army Rangers Lounge check it out and become a member im hiring all positions apply within http://fubar.com/lounge/66659 im hiring all staff for my lounge come buy and check it out my new lounge has some cool music so come on by and join in on the fun http://fubar.com/lounge/66659

Death
beautiful over wisdom to fit in with their style + your Cinderella story'sfor a price + vanity's a business built to fleece the uniquje + silicon and star collide, the rest will fall in line + just as beautiful as you are, it's so pitfull what you are + you should have seen this coming all along + visually you're stimulating to my eyes + your Cinderella syndrome's full of lies + your insecururities are concealed by your pride + pretty soon your ego will kill what's left inside + just as beautiful as your are,it's so pitful what you are + you should have seen this coming all along + it's so pitful what you are, as beautiful as you are + you should have seen coming all along + you're evertihng that's so typical + maybe you're alone for a reason. i need a sex bubby as that rise from the deep of hell the mortal will be no more is the AS DAYLIGHT DIES

This Weekend!
its over. i got to meet my fubar friends. i had fun. there will be pics up in everyones profiles soon. would i do this agian? sure. there is one thing i wish i could change about it... but you can't change the past. the one thing that was the best was meeting KY!! we hit it off in person just like we did here on fu. she is great. i hope we can hang out again. it really was cool to see that all the people i have grown to love are real people. it really is to bad it had to end. maybe someday.. who knows! last night i got to meet 4 of my fubar friends. and tonight i will be going back to hang with them again and two more are going to be showing up tonight. its gonna be a big fubar party!!! i can't believe i'm gonna meet 6 of my fubar friends this weekend!! i've have talked to them since Nov and now we are all going to be in the same house togethe! i can't wait! we all are excited!

Been A Lone
when i do that ifeel so much better about my self it al most make it be able to handle people at all thanks for being my friend and i talk a little lady name madina to join here and she a new be please help her learn bob use to think that being alone is the best no pain, not having to worry about other. as time rolls along you learn that no painis feeling nothing is just being,careing about other is selfness and not very filling to one self my biggest argument was i could do what i want and no boss to that i find i happy doing for other and dont do much for my self. so i fill i learn that i rather be dump and hurt eery day give my whole life to other have a boss that on me all the time then be alone any longer i dont reget it but glad grew out of it sio enjoy your mate if luck to have one they could be gone tomorrow the fool on the hill it a chance to write what i fell and maybe get it right beor it to late or at lest understand why

Paxpacisdivinus Blog
Alan Keyes: Government Will Stage Terror, Declare Martial Law Former Presidential candidate gives most dire warning yet about Obama agenda Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet.com Tuesday, April 21, 2009 Former presidential candidate Alan Keyes has given perhaps his most dire warning yet, saying that the Obama administration is preparing to stage terror attacks, declare martial law and cancel the 2012 elections, which is why they are demonizing their political enemies as criminals and terrorists. Keyes is best known for his performance during the 2000 Republican presidential debates, when he was accredited by many media outlets as being the clear winner during a series of debates with George W. Bush and John McCain. “It’s obvious that they will stop at nothing,” Keyes told attendees of a reception in Fort Wayne, adding, “We may wake up one day and there’s a series of terrorist attacks, the economy is paralysed….martial law will be declared e

Can't We Just Move On?
been almosta year now since hollychearse invited to this god-forsaken place called fubar.. and it's been one hell of a ride since, but the strangest was when i ran across the profile of a couple of people, mainly that of Mrs. Badcrumble affectionately known as Mrs.B, yet.. like in the movies (maybe horror i don't know) ever notice how one alien spawns another until it's no way to stop them from spreading without destroying half of the earth or the entire city? Well lately it has come to my attention that the same is happening here. there is something happening..Mr. Adorable has unwittingly unleased Mrs.B and her cohorts.. Misfit, froggie, Witchie, Skank-alota,witchie poo &others and they are destroying the hearts mind souls of some of the least influential people on fubar.. is it a ploy? as bones told kirk on star trek "damn it Jim!! what have you done??" It was after standing on the back porch wid my godson enjoying another southern evening peeing off the back porch with him, & look

Just Me
Hi my name in just i'm a truck driver been around some i'm a cool easy going guy that likes anything fun to do whats up everybody hows everybodys day i'm bored and at home if anybody wants to know me just ask or dont I dont know who all will ready this but oh fucking well i get alot of time to think about shit and one of the things that dont make since is what woman do to use men like puting down rules like saying we cant fuck other women but if your woman is bi she can and we dont say nothing about it well this is how i see it fucking has one perpose and that is to breed and fucking for any other reason is breaking the rules of fucking dont get me wrong i love to fuck i just dont think women have the right to put rules on us men specially when the rules dont apply to them well all men need to say fuck that do as we please and if the woman wants a man they have to except it or be single

Random Thoughts
Follow your DESTINY Wherever it leads you! There comes a time in your life when you realize that if you stand still, you will remain at this point forever. You realize that if you fall and stay down, life will pass you by... Life's circumstances are not always what you might wish them to be. The pattern of life does not necessarily go as you plan. Beyond any understanding, you may at times be led in different directions that you never imagined, dreamed, or designed. Yet you had never put any effort into choosing a path, or tried to carry out your dream, then perhaps you would have no direction at all. Rather than wondering about or questioning the direction your life has taken, accept the fact that there is a path before you now. Shake off the "why's" and "what if's," and rid yourself of confusion. Whatever was-is in the past. Whatever is-is what's important. The past is a brief reflection. The future is yet to be realized.Today is here. Walk your path one step at a time- with coura

Humpty Dumpty :)
The big bad wolf said to red riding hood "bitch suck my dick" red riding hood said "fucker dont change the story...ur supposed to eat me!!" Humpty Dumpty sat on the bed Little Bo Peep was giving him head As soon as he came she started to weep She knew by the taste... He'd been fucking her sheep Jack and Jill went up the hill so Jack could lick her candy... But Jack got a shock and a mouth full of cock because Jill's real name was Randy!!

Random Thoughts.......
My whole life I've always taken care of someone else; always putting myself last to provide the needs for others. Never did I ask for anything in return because I consider it a blessing to be a blessing for others. Unfortunately in the end, my kindness was taken for weakness & I was labeled an "extreme bitch" cuz I decided now it was time 2 take care of me. I was told if I keep neglecting myself I won't be any good 2 anybody & that made sooo much sense. So now I take care of me whenever I feel like it and to those who I struggled for who no longer have my back cuz I chose to put myself 1st - I wasn't depending on ur asses n e way - I'ma b aight!!!! (When did lovin urself become the avenue hataz travel 2 try & run u down???) I'm laf'n @ all of u!!! Ok, my 1st blog & just f.y.i. it's called "Random Thoughts..." cuz my mind is always goin a mile a minute & how I write (proper English or slang) can offer insight to the mood I'm in. Thank you!! It has been one of those days where any s

Zomg!!!
Yay for first blog!!...sooo I'm in a ranting mood. An if you honestly don't wanna hear it.......don't fawking read this xD I felt the need to do this don't know why. Im bored. SoI'm actually kinda sick with fu. Like really, My whole meaning to come on is to feel better an get away from the drama that is in my life. Yet I sit here an find myself being hounded by the masses with stupid little things. People getting pissed off bout little things. All I got to say is...its the internet....the mfkn internet. If a little thing lIke oh I don't know...this is clearly just an example...you piss someone off by NICELY stating your kinda put off by the way the are approching you? you get a whole mfkn speech about how your a horrible bitch an you have made them feel like shit....sorry..again the mfkn INTERNET.. I unno..I just don't -shrugs- But Im kinda thinking of leaving fu really...... guess this is what this was about...Im thinking of leaving fu....so yeah peace Don't remeber how I found

Poetry (not My Own...)
Hell I’d burn for eternity in the depths of your embraceWith your heart shaped flames kissing the sides of my face.Stretched out on a gasoline bed of hot coals and nailsIs as painful as the bliss of burning flesh that I smell.Devilish laser eyes burn holes through my heartAs the heat of lust boils our sweat dripping in the dark.And a tornado of emotional flames scorch my earsAs the taste of your hot magma evaporates my tears.‘Would try to escape my fate to bakeBut walking through fire makes nerves shake.No, not shaking in pain of your sexy flameLike a fiend I want to blaze ‘till I go insane.‘Till my eyes pop out and my body goes numb;‘Till the friction of our rubbing bones cause smoke to come.This is crazy I know. I must be under some Salem witch spell‘Cause instead of going to Heaven I’d rather stay in Hell. Ce soir a thousand eyes light the skymine shall fade within your eyessunset caresses twilight in b

Truisms
i have thought long and hard about things that have been going on in my life and have come to a few conclusions. because of this i have started making a list of truths about myself. i am sure and certain you have all heard these things come out of my mouth but i think i should put it in a consolidated list.1) my name is James not Mr Fix It Man. your problems are not mine you fix them i'm too tired to.2) the truth is easier to handle than something you think i want to hear. so tell me the truth or shut up. too tired of people thinking that i am too tender to hear the truth. i'm not that breakable so tell me the truth not what i want to hear.3) do or do not there is no try. it seems that everyone i meet and become friends with i try to make better. this ends now. do it or not but do it your own damn self.4) money is not a high priority in my life. get over it.5) i am here to make friends and maybe meet a few special people. so guess what? you already have impressed me enough to get me to

Family Issues
Okay I know this is going to sound kinda stupid to some of you but...i have a daughter who is three and she is mixed, and im at a loss for what to do with her hair!! lol. i feel so bad for her bc im not sure what i can do. Its thick and its really coarse and dry and i have done everything i know to do to try and make it less dry and more managable and im not getting anywhere. Is she too young for the just for me relaxers? I found one that is supposed to be all natural and less harsh. but im afraid if i use it her hair will fall out or something :( i live in a small town and i have been to a few hair places for help but they dont know what their doing. Anyone have any advice for me? Well for the ones who are keeping up thank you! Just found out that my cousin is doing good and she is recovering very well at this time. Adult protective services let us know that my aunt will never be able to see my cousin again and that she is facing serious charges and is looking at another prison senten

Everyone Always Leaves
WTF??? I will never understand humans. We all say we love each other and miss each other and its always bull shit! Y even bother? If words in this world mean nothing then y even speak? I know my questions will never be able to be answered but I have to voice them some how to anyone who will listen! I just dont get it! Y does everyone always leave? They either run away from u, die, move or just stop all communication without any reason! WTF is so damn wrong with me that no one stays? Can anyone please tell me? I dont know y but i feel like i lost part of myself! If anyone can help me find it plz do cuz i just cant seem to find the light! So my mom basically called me a whore today! My spirit is completly broken! I dont know who i am anymore! Maybe i am everything that everyone has said about me! Im just a girl trying to find herself!

Poetry
We fight,We die,through the night,we cry,watching the light,pass us by,why should we fight?why should we die?it doesn't make anything right,Can't you see those hearts that cry,those who fight with all their might,often die,but tell me why,why make your loved ones cry,in kids' hearts they scream with freight,but tell me why,why scare our kids with the fight of all fights, wake up and see the light, and tell me why. Through the stars,deep within the sky,two hearts meet,one gal and one guy,though the two are different,they still fell into one,they twist and turn around eachother,never to come undone,well this story must cease,but this isn't goodbye,these two hearts have soared,they've learned how to fly,when they land be sure to say,thank the heavens above,thank god they meet today Your heart was pure,Your eyes were soft,sometimes it makes me wonder,did i really love you enough?now your gone,and i see,that i may have loved you,but you had even more love for me,i have no regrets,a father f

Stuff
Jesse Hard: im takin you to a prego doctor to stick up you ass like they do girls vags after they have babysJesse Hard: stitch*Ash Xo: lmfaoooooooo i'll fart in his face and runnn like the windJesse Hard: your ass would swallow him from the backdraftAsh Xo: OHAsh Xo: MYAsh Xo: FUCKINGAsh Xo: GODAsh Xo: that was the funniest thing ive ever heard u say EVER How do you decide who to marry? "You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming." Alan, age 10 "No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with." Kirsten, age 10 What is the right age to get married? "Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then." Camille, age 10 "No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married." Freddie, age 6 How

Life
Got this emailed to me from an old classmate from Bullitt Central High School. I was in 17 years, and saw alot while i was in and takes alot for me to get emotional. Cut and paste and send this to everyone you can and have the thanks of an old crippled soldier. God Bless and Merry Christmas. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps

Black Goddess 22
I THOUGHT WHEN I TRUN 22 YEAR OLD I WOULD HAVE MOST OF THE THING THST I WANT BUT. SO FAR IT BEEN GREAT AND I WANT TO KEEP IT LIKE THIS BUT CHANGE A LITTLE LOVE . GODDESS My 22 ' Birthday I'm So Bless That I'm Still Here And I will Try My Best To get Drink LOL. NOW EVERY THING IS GOING TO FAR AND NOW I MUST STOP RUNING FROM MY PROBLEM AND FACE THE FACTS.

Bs
Well, I knew this day would come and it looks like it has. For most of you, this is just the web and a fun place to hang out. For others, it is a place to find and connect with others and when that happens, I don't care who you are, emotions begin to play a role. I have found some really wonderful friends on here and I treasure their friendships more than they realize. You know who you are. Yes I am married, but as most of you know, not always and actually rarely happy. I found a wonderful guy on here and became quite attached. Well because of things beyond my control, that didn't work out so well. Am I a stupid girl for falling for somebody on the net, maybe (just one of my many flaws). Anyways, in my horrible attempt to try and get over this particular guy, I walked over a few other nice guys on the way and I would like to tell them how truely sorry I am. Was never my intention. (another flaw) Anyways, the reason for this blog is to tell you all that I will be stepping

Lookin 4 Wh@t?
I am outta here How's it hangin out there in the fu world? Feel free to give me a shout back. I am just lookin to have some fun here online. I aint beggin for blings or anything else. Those who cant take the fact that some one might rate you any6thing less than a ten Get overit. Normally i don't rate a blond higher than an 8 Red heads are my passion. Life sucks here in shitsville I mean er um bellefontaine. I work my ass off to bring in a fucking paycheck and my wife just sits on hers. Her fucking dad lives with us and doesn't help out atall.

Armon
why the hell do people go to c movies like that it was nice, i fell asleep watching it, the crazy part was when shen was in the alley fighting the guys, i'm sorry but guys that movie makes us look weak, the other crazy part was the explosion in the fuckin buildin whith ninjas u fucking terrace im just kidding, another was finally something really crazy the end part when the guy and the girl are fighting she knocks his head around so it looks like his back of his head is at his peanus side what the hell ,and who the hell names there daughter white rose i mean this is fuckin stupid and funny have u ever seen a man that lives 2 steps awy from his mom if u havent or fogot, have u ever seen taxi who the hell drives when they can sing ,who the hell lives 2 steps away from there mom ,well dont miss the movie its straight funny and for u should see the way he drives kinda like a manieak (lol)thanks for this oppertunity peps see ya people rate and luv, this i know your probably owned but add m

Crash And Burn
i apparently did not realize until rather recently that i DO indeed have a large, flashing neon sign complete with buzz*click*pop sound effects that reads :FREAK BITCH*buzz*click*pop*FREAK BITCH*buzz*click*pop*FREAK BITCH*buzz*clickand this sign is perched quite dominantly atop my head for the world to see. i would like to take a moment of time to clear a few things up that may have been causing some folks a certain amount of confusion. i do not care what you have heard about me in regards to my past....i am not "one of those girls". just cuz you stroll up on me and give me your most dashing smile, tip me a wink and exchange phone numbers with me, does not mean that i will be getting naked, sweaty and freaky with you. i do not know where the misconception that all i am good for is a one-night stand or a good time when you in my neck of the woods, but, lemme tell ya...fuck that. i am soo sick of people...both men and women...thinking this little of me. i do not behave like a crotch-trap

Clowns
A lie i once heard: "we're innocent until proved guilty" But the truth is absurd We're poor until proved rich And the scales of justice are fixed by lying pigs A plot of human terror unfolds behind the precinct door To cage all the minorities, the immigrants and poor Next they'll hunt the handicapped, disabled blind and deaf And what will all these piggies do, ha! when there's no one left Swat police in riot gear are bombing us tonight An all our civil liberties will die by morning's light While crooked politicians lie and rig the ballot book We whitewash fake democracy and paint another coat We'll keep you here to stay; you'll never get away Your property ain't mine, until your dying day We'll crush your soul inside; there is no easy ride The hotel's never free and the rooms are always occupied Nice of you to join us welcome to the prison age Financial quest for new frontiers to build a bigger cage Surplus populations growing all around the world Capital invests quick to cage the

Poetry
I can feel the smoothness of your skin My lips brush against your hair And follow the curve of your neck The same thing always brings me back here I'm addicted I can feel your heart beating so hard Your pulse I can feel at my lips I let my teeth tear at you You sink into me I'm addicted It's like floating, the feeling created You become part of me once again The moistness of your skin, the blood and just you I'm addicted My lips go to meet yours and you take yourself in The bitter-sweet taste and I'm yours again Forever addicted I see this Women Clad in dark, indigo denim and my entire, Accumulative Ambition as a male. The final abyss, Land of good company And the only home for me, Should be a sight mediocre when compared to this beauty (To put Beauty to shame). Honestly, it is a scientific fact that the sun rises each day only So that we may see this Morning Star and sets only so that we may not go blind from staring too long. My eyes afire, she walks about as the Love-child of se

What Seemed Like The Most Perfect Evening!!!!
The lights dim,the soft romantic music seemed to be playing in the background.The atmosphere seemed pefect,everything seemed just PERFECT,he stood up smiling,gazing at her beauty and walked over to her seat,He held out his hand and asked ,,,"MAY I HAVE THE HONORS OF HAVING THIS DANCE,WITH YOU ?BEAUTIFULL LADY.She blushed a tad,looking innocently down,then back into his eyes.Yes i'd love to she told him,as she smiled and grabbed his hand.He slowly led her to the dance floor.the dim lights made her look angellic and float towards the dance floor.Taking one hand and holding it in his,and wrapping his other arm around her waist.He stepped closer to her as he gently pulled her to him,she laid her head on his chest,,she could feel his chest rise and fall with every breath and hear his heart beat loud and strong,,they danced and danced,,till the music played no more,,he whispered in her ear,i have a little something ,that i would like to give you,they stopped,,he stared straight into her mesm

Heart-aches
The blood that trickelsFrom these veinsAre caused by thoseWho brings these painsThe knife they useTo stab this heartJust makes it's beatCome apartThe breathe it takesIt loses quickThe blood that runsIs not so thickDarkness closesWith every breathIt tastes it's sorrowAnd it's deathThe life that flashesBefore it's eyesAre caught withEvery tear it criesIt envies allThe pain that's deltOf those that onlyIt has feltThe beat is slowing The bloods run dryNow aloneIt lays to dieTime is tickingIt's almost outSo where's the strengthFor one last shoutIt will not moveThere it liesWith one last breatheThat's where it dies in silence i suffer,no one shall know,the things that i do,will not let it show. this bleeding i do,is not seen by eyes,for everythings that bleeds,has its own descise. in silence i suffer,with nothing at all,nothing to hold me,tis why i fall. I grasp in the darkness,for something to hold,but the walls are smooth,nothin shall mold. the rush of this fear,that enters my heart,makes

Fuzzy Wuzzy Was A Bear
Hi - I get asked a lot of questions about the teddy bears, so I thought I would answer them here. When did you start making teddy bears? I started making them a long time ago. I started to impress a woman I cared very much for who collected teddy bears. Wait, you're straight? Lots of guys who are straight make teddy bears. Ok, maybe not "Lots".... Why do you still make teddy bears? I find it relaxing. I work on computers all day, so it's nice to have a hobby that doesn't require one. Also, I work on the miniature bears (smaller than 4" tall) when I travel for business - mostly because I can't get my sewing machine past airport security. :) What do you do with the teddy bears when they're done? The full sized bears are usually donated to charities for auctions. The miniatures I give away to close friends. Do you ever sell the teddy bears? No. If I did it would become too much like work, and I already have a full time job. Besides, if I had to take one of my hobbies and turn it

Jus Cuz I Can
Sexy Slow** Time slow, climb so, close we combine bones. Our thighs roam, the passionate music rings, cries, moans. Pleasure me, your treasury, makes me feel heavenly. You've sexually arrested me. But really we sexin free. Taste me, I'll taste you the space below ya waste too. Feel my tongue trace you, and my arms embrace you. Spread wide, hold close, fingers cluth the bed post. Then I'll softly coast, slow it down and softly coast. Lick you, lips move all along ya hips groove. I wanna kiss you, til ya body drips loose. Grindin it, you ride and twist. I wanna spend time with it, arch ya back, bend ya wrist. Ya spot my tongue is findin it. Sweat exposed hickies on ya neck & breast, flexed ya toes. I leave you Wet, Unclothed Rockin So sexy slow by lilmama It is the spring but yet I'm cold Because this girl ran away with my soul I wonder if she knows That although Separate places we will go I will be filled with sorrow But yet she will always be on mind Because she was my definition of fi

Auction Blog
I am currently taking donations, in order to buy someones points for 12 hrs. I hope you will all help me out people that donate a mil or more will be featured in this blog and i will ask that everyone show them mad love for their support in my attempt to level to 27 http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=623440&albumid=1636920&i=4199129370&idx=0#3212835412 Make me rich and make me your pet for one month!!!!!! Copy and past link to make your offer! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2403422&albumid=1628899&i=961598627 Please Copy and paste link and only rate and comment on me make it a great comment and we both get blings If i win i'll bomb whoever hits me with the most comments

Every Min Counts
another day I awake another one I am thankful for. I push past the thought of the pain and push through my day my favorite song buzzed through my head into the mystic. I look around at the petiness of people not realizing how much worse things could be for them. And yet I feel like a thief stealing one more day from what is trying to be taken from me. I will fight in my mind and against my body. I will let you watch over me for now. But the end is inevitably mine. And I will choose it for all the right reasons. I do appreciate that wisp of breeze bringing in the sweet smell of fresh blooming honeysuckle. Do others notice it does not matter. I see more of life than I wanted to at this age I am more aware of what some cannot expect to have to go through. but I can tell you this I won't waste one single minute on anger hate or disappointment or let anyone take me to a place where I lose my precious moments in time. Make everyone count. Stay above the Fray! I was reading kahil

Come Meet Rosealie Hale
About me: I was born to a middle-class family in 1915 in Rochester, New York. My father had a stable job in a bank while my mother was a housewife. My parents were social climbers and I was the ticket they needed to reach their social aspiration. I was clearly the favorite of my parents, with two younger brothers. While growing up, I dreamed of a lavish life--a life with a rich husband and children as beautiful as I was. My parents influenced my want of material things, which made me vain and conceited. I wanted a big house that someone else would clean, with a large lawn that I would play with my children on. In Rochester, where I grew up, there was only one family that had what my parents wanted--the Kings. Royce King owned the bank my father worked in. His son, Royce II, saw me for the first time and began dating me. It was a quick courtship and we were soon engaged. The engagement went too quickly and wedding plans were made. I couldn't help but feel something was missing from

Why Not?
Honk if you love peace and quiet. On the other hand, you have different fingers.Back up my hard drive? How do I put it in reverse? Always remember that you are unique, just like everyone else. He’s not dead — he’s electroencephalographically challenged. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted, then used against you. I wonder how much deeper the ocean would be without sponges. How many of you believe in telekinesis? Raise my hands. If you think nobody cares about you, try missing a couple of loan repayments. You can’t have everything — where would you put it? You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key. To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research. A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking. " To Love and be Loved is to feel the sun from both sides. (David Viscott) Do you prefer to Love or be Loved?

Ummm......
Totally liking on life, at the moment. Except, for a few glitches, I assume. Nothin' I can't handle. Lol...not liking living with someone, instead of being on my own....well, since it's my sister, it is really not that bad. Better than it was before. I am a bit confused about my next step in life. Tht is not unusual, though. Hehehe. You've got to move on, that's what I did. Find someone new to live your life with.I know it's hard & you just can't forget. But is all the crying really worth it.Just move on.Why can't you...Just move on?It's been so many months and you need to...Just move on.It might seem harshI know I sound heartless.That's not my intent at all.But...Now I am happy and if you cared at all....You would...Just move on.Why can't you...Just move on?It's been so many months and you need to...Just move on. I get tired of being invisible. I get tired of pretending I don't care. I love that I have someone who worships me, but why is it only him who's ALWAYS there. Some peop

Me, And Things About Me
First and foremost, I've unsubscribed from all lounges. I am one person, and only one person. If I go one place, I catch flak from one party, if I go another place, I catch flak from another party. Sorry folks, I love you all dearly, and I'm not going to catch hell for that. I am friends with multiple groups of people. If I can't go to talk to them freely in various different places, then I simply don't want to be in any of those place. Next on the agenda: I am not in a good place right now. I spent about 4 years trying to build a future for myself that has ended in epic failure. I wake up every day looking at this epic failure. I need to get out of here. That's my current mission, with my sanity at stake. The prop business has pretty much dissolved into nothing. It gets hard to do something you love, something you've been built up on being told it'll be great and wonderful, and then become disillusioned by it all. I got fucked, hardcore, by various circumstances.

No More Meaning
why does it seem like as soon as the pain stops theres always another fight or a lie ending in sobs if you loved me really why did you do it thats just kinda silly then you got mad and threw a fit when really you were wrong you did the dirty deed and sang her that love song and even planted your seed why do you keep hurting what once wasent enough so you keep flirting so twice you try mu love but end of round two you did one last thing and lied about it too had a little fling this all could've been prevented if you'd just shut up and listen but i was wrong, but look in the end you tried to excuse it as jealous now you see that i was right and she came between us you were blind as night this is hard to deal with dont know whether to cry or throw a fit but ill try its all i can do the damage is already done was it worth it to you do you feel you won are you trying to test me see how much i can take sre you trying to see how long till i break all i a

Landind Zone
on profile picture;in korea at the time air force. but was so drunk;from korean beer and a drink called sojo; that I was in north korea! peace! wanna see some funny ass old japanese monster movie then check out ultraman vs red king in video stash! back from trip early ;san diego ; weather turned little bad! drinks on the house!

Random Rantings
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriouslywhat DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is theone who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone thinkyou're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going asthough nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how muchbetter off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder howthey are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever"become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" becomesomething that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is justtossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something peoplesay to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure thatmost people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on aperson's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life ofpain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but whathappens to that person when the one they thought would love them

My Story
Wow .. I am sorry that things got so screwed up for you on here. Yes it's true ..that what is supposed to be a game turns out to be real people and real feelings Outside of the box. It is hard to keep this place in perspective. We talk to someone ... at first... it's just fubar. Then Fu friends and fu Friends becomes a real friend. You soon find yourself caring very real love for these people. You Share and Comfort one another, even tho you don't know for sure if truly it is even the person you see in their photos. Even with cams it is just a speck of reality. For Some Fu marriage is Very real..the next thing ya know is you find your heart belonging to someone you don't really know At all. I Know people who have left their marriages for fulove. I guess being married for 37 yrs and having my husband here for real, every day living and sharing every aspect of life, has helped to protect me somewhat. But even I find myself asking myself how can I be so close to some of my best friends fr

Random
I guess its all the same.I guess ill always be single.I guess this sadness that grows inside me will never change.I guess that is my destiny.I guess this life is over.I guess that it will change when im dead.For now i guess this Mumm is over, just like the words i once spoke before, and from this year to a new year that is just beginning, i guess ill always be single, for i guess its all the same. I just have to laugh about this, just for being stupid: Last night, as i went to pick up one of my security guards from his house, we got into conversation about an ex-girlfriend of mine that we both know. Before i get into this story however, ive got to mention, im a good man, im very respectful, im very honest, and i keep my promises in full. I respect everyones privacy, as much as i would want my own to be respected. I dont need to point her out to anyone here, nor do i wish to shame her, shes done enough of that on her own. My guard doesnt have any pics of himself, and his location is of

Real Talk
Mom had her first round of chemo yesterday. Let's just say she isn't the ideal patient. She acted like a coke addict going through withdrawl for like 8 hours. She kept kicking me too lol - - supposively it was the pre-meds; the combination of benadryl and steroids that did her in. She can't remember any of it but I think that's because of all the ativan we gave her.I've been so so tired even before we came to Philadelphia. The Cancer Treatment Center of America here is definately amazing though. Even the people there want me to go get checked out back home (they only accept people already diagnosed with cancer) for tonsillar, lung and chest tumors. When mom had her complete scans at the hospital they found a spot on the right side of her skull and her liver too. It sucks because that means she can't have radiation yet and her condition is so agressive they wanted to do both at the same time but the field of radiation has become too wide-spread. Will update later. As the movie subtly su

Today
" Truly To Love...and To Be Loved... Is a CHOICE...We MAKE Daily" This year: It's been a tough,rough year...We were so fortunate NOBODY in my immediate family had cancer....Well surprise!!! One after another,My Mother,Father,two Aunts,a cousin,then I lost my Aunt this year...Another Aunt still coping with difficulty in recently being blind....Still another emergency surgery....Dad had two this year and about to undergo a third in Dec.... My favorite Aunt....She was a fabulous person....I shall miss her terribly...Then my Grandmother...not one cancer but two!!!...God always hears from me....But more now than ever.To make matters worse my "baby" ended up with the diagnoses...Thank God they were wrong....He only had to have tonsils and adnoids removed.... OhMyGosh....when will it end?....My sister jsut called.NOW she is in the hospital with a tumour and they are operating in the morning.... I miss those days when worry was over silly things...Like where is the money coming fro

What Happened To My Leg
Ok, so I am in this contest... I need everyone to rate and leave lots of comments as I get points for EACH rate AND COMMENT!!! So please please PLEASE follow the link and do what you can for me!! And send your friends, and fans too!! Thanks so much! I really do have the BEST fu friends! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1984353&i=2966620664&idx=10 Ugh lol Just wanted to let everyone know where I have been. I am very sorry for not returning drinks and such, I will be working on it all day. I just spent the last 28 hours in the hospital with a bleeding ulcer. :( Yuck! But it has been cuterized, and I'm all better and home now. Thank you all for the warm wishes! Your the best! :) Lots of Love! My youngest son broke a china plate (he pulled it off the kitchen table), my wonderful hubby cleaned it all up for me, but when I came back into the living room, I stepped over the garbage bag that had the broekn pieces in it, but I didnt step far enough over and the plate was

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassure

Just Shut Up And Listen.
Hmm.. I almost have nothing to say anymore. Life seems very insightful so far, but what can I say I haven't lived long enough to say anything great. I have had a lot of shit happen in my life, but that is what makes me, me, of course. I could have gone without some crap happening in my life. Though I am some what content. I came home today after a week away to shit. Who else my mother. My house is not a home or a place of ease I go day by day grinding my teeth pulling back my urge to pull out a knife and slit her throat or at least shut her up. You ever seen in movies when a person stalks or a child stalks around the house with a knife in attempt to kill a person I've done it more than three times. Define the word bitch and you'll see a picture of my mother. The horrid woman who gave birth to me, I would rather have died when I was being pulled out, I tried killing her. Example I was the only C section out of three and they had to move organs and stuff I was moving further up towards h

Seriously.. Wtf!
*sigh* Life always has to lead you on doesn't it? You think you finally got your sh*t in order and then "Wham! Bam! Thank you Ma'am, but I don't think so..." Then instead of suport from the people you think are supposed to be there, you get nothing... All you hear for days is "Why are you being such a b*tch?" What kind of answer are you really expectin to hear? You don't tend to like "Because I can?" Do you think I'm going to deal with this by myself? Seriously? If you really knew anything about me, you'd realize that is the last thing that will happen. *sigh* Why is it that when you meet a person you really like, things are great for a while and then things get complicated and stressful? I'm open and honest, so if you ask I'll tell you my honest opinion. Yes I speak without thinking a little more often than I should. Would you rather me lie to you? I know what I want, but how to get it is the problem. I've done the whole friends with benefits route and the casual dating thing. I'm h

For Craven
I have an offer that you might like. I am offering NSFW salutes for people or person who sends my #1 Craven Moorehead a Jugga Face bling.. You are my treasure, my world, my fame;I share your heart, your joys, soon your nameI give you love, and peace of mind;You give me laughter and thoughts so kindI give you care, you take it from me;You give me warmth, so willing, so freeI give you a promise to have and to hold;You give me your love more precious than goldI give you my trust, and also my heart;You give me a promise that we'll never part Jason Make photo slide shows at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Lyrics
Give me a reason to believe that you're gone I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong Moonlight on the soft brown earth It leads me to where you lay They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home I will stay forever here with you My love The softly spoken words you gave me Even in death our love goes on Some say I'm crazy for my love, Oh my love But no bonds can hold me from your side, Oh my love They don't know you can't leave me They don't hear you singing to me And I can't love you, anymore than I do And I can't love you, anymore than I do People die, but real love is forever. BREATHE NO MORE I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw

Random Thoughts Of A Curious Man
1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like they're trying t

Wtf
I should know who I am by now, I walk, my record stands somehow Been thinking of winter. Your name is the splinter inside me, while I wait... I remember the sounds, of your November downtown, and I remember the truth, a warm December with you, but I dont have to make this mistake, no I dont have to live this way, if only I would wake... I walk as though Ive been cleared by now, your voice is all I hear somehow, calling out winter, your voice is the splinter inside, me while I wait.... I remember the sound of your November downtown, I remember the truth, a warm December with you, but I dont have to make this mistake, and I dont have to stay this way, If only I would wake.... I could have lost myself in those rough blue waters in your eyes, and I miss you still... I'll never forget the sound, of the last November downtown, and I remember the truth, a warm December without you.... Rocked again by indecision, should I make that small incision Testify, to the bleeding heart inside

Erotic Poems
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever EROTIC LUST A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well

Free Massages At Work?
I have the greatest supervisor in the world. Curt, aka boss-man is so f-ing awesome. He trained me right before he became supervisor. He's so smart, and he's a smart ass. lol He's approved all 3 of my vaca days as soon as i handed him the vaca slips. I've trained him as well. I ask him "Curt, what do I always tell you?" and he says "don't be a dick, be a dude." LMAO. Boss-man's the shit!! So I can't even go to Meijer with out thinking about my buddy Matt from work. We went to Meijer on night so he could pick up a wii, and as we were walking out we passed the flower display. There were some orchids out and I stopped and looked at them. So Matt says "awww, you are a girl!" To which I replied "If you tell ANYONE about this I will kill you!" LMAO So after 2 nights in a row of getting post-ops back and having them tank within 30 minutes of anesthesia leaving, the stress level was a wee bit high. But the big-wigs decided to pay respect to all us ICU/CCU nurses and we all got free

Info
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Love And Direction
Don't try to out smart love~ When you feel it let it be, let it guild you sweet and carefree!! Open those strong arms and let it be don't be scard of me.. For I give to you the strength of unity and all that is glorious and free!!! I see in you things I've never seen, your words are so strong how can a feeling like this be so wrong? The power of love is so much better with two with a man like you.. Don't try to out smart love because it will find you... Real life- fubar- Myspace- facebook and Drama.... I guess I am wondering why the word drama is used so much when speaking of these sites?? Here is my dilemma.... I hear the word lots and I guess my confusion is this, what does the word really mean? When someone comes on these sites, and spews out that he/she is this most awesome person, draws you in with words, and then that person believes in those words, why then is it that the person biting on the lies that you created is considered drama? We all do our share of being someone we are

I Realise!
I realised last nite, how horrible of a person i have been =*( I realised that i have been totally and complelty selfesh. It took my fiance to say we need a break and actually taking that break from me to see what i was doing wrong=*( Yea it hurt like hell and made me cry for hours but it was for our own benifit. I know she is comming back to me, i know she loves me so much and wants to be with me, but i was completely selfesh to her and i thought i wasnt =*( but i was wrong and i see that now. And i hurt her, and thats something i never ever ever!!! EVER want to do again and i wont! I always wanted to be the damn center of attention and i cant belive i was like that! i hated those types of girls with a passion and here i was being one of them *splaps him self hard* i deserve that from my fiance, but she isnt here to do it =*( . But baby girl, i see now how horriblke i have been i wont be like that anymore!! Im sorry baby gril

How To Throw A Lightning Bolt
http://discovermagazine.com/2008/mar/14-mighty-electric-fields-found-inside-cells Duality or triality based molecular resonance with surrounding water molecules. Potential reality becomes entangled with the frequency of triggering of the fight/flight response mechanism within your sympathetic nervous system. http://www.redicecreations.com/specialreports/2006/01jan/watermemory.html Sequence of reality follows mandlebrot set pattern into an opening vortex of infinite possibilities, in any given situation you'll have a flight response, a fight response or another tangent of response entirely. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mandelbrot_set When one utters a Holy Word, they are actually referencing an aspect of Pi and thus closing the information feedback loop on that particular sequence of reality. The Greek Alpha Numeric of Jesus is 888, the hexadecimal of pi is 3.243F6A8885A308D31319... A single sequence of 3 888's within an infinite sequence serves as a reference point/constant,

Wrost Horror Scaryer Movies Ever! Warning Spoiler Alert!
Gran Torino!!! Current mood: peaceful Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities So far the best movie ever for 2009! Gran torino kicked ass and was so fucking funny i almost pissed myself ! clint did great job directing it, and good job playing old bitter moody old fart! Heres some of the Quotes he said: Thug: What you lookin' at old man? Walt Kowalski: Ever notice how you come across somebody once in a while you shouldn't have messed with? That's me. Walt Kowalski: Oh, I've got one. A Mexican, a Jew, and a colored guy go into a bar. The bartender looks up and says, "Get the fuck out of here." Walt Kowalski: Jesus, Joseph and Mary. These Hmong broads are like badgers. Walt Kowalski: [sneering and aiming his gun] Get off my lawn! Thao Vang Lor: Excuse me Sir, I need a haircut, If you ain't too busy, you old Italian s.o.b. prick barber! Thao Vang Lor: Boy, does my *** hurt from all of the guys at my construction job! Walt Kowals

Random Thoughts...
I just perv'ed some dudes page. He listed his interests like this.... "Wrighting drawing and vampires"See the funny?Lol There is a woman on Facebook that is deleting people from her friends list because all their animals on Farmville are fenced in. She believes it's animal cruelty and keeps posting as her status how mean we all are because the animals need to be free.I love crazy people. They are such entertainment. Just thought I'd share. YELLOW RICE CASSEROLE 1 pkg. yellow rice mix, cooked according to directions1 stick butter, seed to rice while warm1 (12 oz.) Mexican1 can cream of mushroom soupAdd Mexican and soup to the rice mixture. Put into greased casserole dish. Top with grated medium Cheddar cheese (about 1 cup). Bake about 30 minutes at 350 degrees. Can add 1 cup boiled chicken or turkey.

Life In General...boring To Most!
Got a text today from a friend I consider a brother...the text said "GOODBAR is dead" and that's it. My little group of friends...we are all fucked up. So, I wasn't sure if he was playing around or not, so I called him. He was crying...and that just isn't like him...AT ALL...for reasons only those who know him well can say. Goodbar is a nickname for someone that was a part of OUR group. There were four of us, four of us that wanted like hell to open a tattoo shop together. He would be the piercer, my bro and Goodbar's bro the tattoo artists, and me the custom artist, wallflower, and eventual tattoo artist. We all worked in a shop together for about a year...became pretty damned close. We four were the ones that were shit on by the owners, other artists, other persons in the shop. We had something to prove together, something to take care of... When I spoke to my bro's ol' lady, she said they are thinking it's suicide. And, I haven't cried. I don't know how to feel about it

Country Tire Swing Train
~Country Tire Swing Train~ Hey, who wants to swing on the tires with me? As a country girl at heart I always loved tire swings or other homemade swings hanging from a tree. So I thought this would be a fun train to do. ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list or comment if already added. Rate the pics (link below) in the Country Tire Swing album. Please pm and let me know when u have finished so I can add you to the train. Will be making tags but if you would like to make your own that’s fine too. Train Owner ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER ~Fu-Owned By ~♥JEANNIE♥ ~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, PHAT CHICK ,VMV ☣ Coal Mnr2008 ☣

Wassuuup
What do you guys think? Did he get out of this hold? My Shoutbox sueann: rubbing my pussy ->sueann: just rating pics and stuff sueann: wat u doing ->sueann: ok sueann: how are u - >sueann: hi sueann: hi BTW I dont know who this chic is. Maybe she was trying to test me, who knows. Anyways if you girls are gonna play the game..least play it right..LOL I just wanna tell all the mommys happy mothers day, and that you guys are the best. Especially all my friends on here. You girls know who you are..now dont forget to holla back..;)

Basic Things About Me
sorry, had to move this... doesn't make sense in Friend requests i don't want... I am: female german 27 5'8" student (studying History, English, German) Tech Support agent for a german webmail provider goofy (Bravo reminded me... ) Webmaster of 2 websites (RememberThoseWhoDiedForYou.com and a german one localculture.de ) I love: quiet things SNOW!!! baking cooking reading fishing (usually i don't have the time) sitting at the river Rhine my job my family (even if we can't be together for long without starting to fight) my friends my cat my PDA staying up late

Grow The Fuck Up!!!
1. When you are sad, I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry fuck who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, Ill try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile, I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, I will use little words. 7. When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. When you need a kidney, I will search the web for you. This is my oath, I pledge it till the end. Why, you may ask, because you are my friend. You know, i really hate stupid people who think they know me...get off your damn high horse and look around..nobody thinks ur hot shit and i sure as hell dont either...so quit acting like i need to treat you like ur the next fu

Just A Day
ok so maybe its supposed to be busy bee.. but I prefer bitch. *shrugs* anyway.. have been on a nutzo streak adding products to my online shop. http://www.cafepress.com/hallowedgrove That is my Hallowed grove. only on the web for now, but one day it will be real, but alas I am rambling.. here are some of the designs I have added.. well for the word tee's. "SUPPORT CANNIBALISM! eat me. " "I'm not a stalker... I'm just curious. By the way you're out of milk." "I have the perfect body. But its in the trunk and starting to smell." and alot more, I will me adding more through out the next few days.. let me know what you think. ok.. off to think of some more demented shit to turn in to a tee. *waves* Uh.. first blog.. oh yaygasm. well I am completely fuckin addicted to this site as much as I loathe to admit it. its mothers day for a few more minutes and I honestly even as a mother or maybe because I am a mother cant wait for it to be over. I miss my son who was giv

Horny And Looking
the lounge was empty and the muisc was above avg. but there was not one staff member to be found and when ask got no response in my oppion this club needs to hire more staff or close down when they can not staff the room when was contacted by the enforcer was bought a drink and then told that the owener was there and was invited back this is a place that I will have to give a second chance to but from the first look This reviewer gives the SEX KITTEN a 6 out of 10 Just got shut down by the EX told me she wanted to do friends with benafits and then when the time came she said ohhhhh my boyfriend won't understand I said this is BULLSHIT was I wrong???? I wish I was a better looking man cuz then I could have sex with the lights on the women keep telling me to TURN OFF THE FRICKN LIGHTS and its starting to hurt my feelings but maybe its just me does anyone else have this problem????

Clubbin
eveybody plz pray for blackwolfs dad hes in the hospital with luekemia!plz pray for him!tyvm and god bless! FUBAR SAYS NO CAMS!!!WHAT DO U THINK????SHOULD WE BE ABLE TO HAVE CAMS OR NOT??? LOOKIN FOR A PROMOTER IN TRUCKERS PARADISE COME BY IF INTRESTED!!!!!

Under The Microscope
Lives we make don't get us anywhere but dead. So what would life be like without the threat of death? How much more superficial could people be; How much more chaotic and evil? Without death there can be no life. I've said it before, polarity by Universal Law is bound and governed in such a way that without one, the other can not exist. Could we possibly know what peace is without chaos? How far would a person go without consequence? Staggering. You can't handle me, no one can! If you wanna compare notes I can bring out the "big guns", the slef pity pot that so full of shit that it is constantly overflowing. My boots can walk, I ain't trippin' and I know there are people out there that have it so worst than me - (Give my love and respect to those fighting for this crazy cuntry

Just Thoughts
ight first public blog here i go gonna warn u not really careing about spelling or grammer so if u care bite me anyway i'm just bored and thought i'd type to kinda set my mind a lil at ease so i don't go crazy anyway wat to type i guess i could type about my thoughts on shit but .......i'm to lazy to think of a topic if u think of one lemmie kno any way all i'm doing is watchin the third jarrassic park movie (first was the best) at the rents house (b/c they have a sweet t.v. and satellite) um. lost my train of thought oh well fuck it i'm drawin a blank so i guess that's it for now but i'm gonna do this again so comment's good and bad are welcome i feel like i should have something i say at the end of evey blog but i got nothin right now so another thing for ppl to comment on ight l8er i love technology and i love my family but if u put them together it's like fruitcake fruit is great so is cake but wtf is up with fruitcake anyway i just got in a big fight with my dad b/c his new t.v. i

Music
here is a little about me.Im proud bbw and i walk with great pride of who I am and secure in my body.. Im looking forward to meeting new people and making lots of friends and one never knows maybe the man who will wing my heart and sweep me off my feet. im just a simple girl who enjoys the simple pleasures in life...from a walk in the rain to sitting in front of a fire place. I love old movies and a huge fan still of the 80's music especially the big hair bands. ok one more shot before it gets erased again...i would like to find a man who enjoys the simple things in life...and adores bbw women and would be proud to have me on his arm... someone with a great sense of humor and a huge heart..someone who can accept me and my cat as a package deal...someone who enjoys spending time with me and thinks of me when we arnt together. someone who is great at conversation beyond sex i need someone who will stimulate my mind with fun and exciting conversation...flirting is ok..some one who is

In The Depths Of A Mind Insane Fantasy And Reality Are The Same
Let them marry. Whats the big deal? Sanctity of marriage? Fuck that. Marriage happened long before your god was created and made into the greatest scam. So you cant use religion for an excuse. Marriage used to be 1 man and however many wives he wanted. Even the bible says that. So that argument is bullshit. Jesus didnt belive in marriage anyway according to the bible. So let them fuckin marry. You dont need god or a church or a priest to get married, so why does it have to be man an woman? Now for some randomness. I love big breasts that are not full of additives. I love women with hips and ass as well. I dont even mind a little tummy on them. I love speed/thrash/death/grind music. Fuck all that radio/mtv shit. Its worthless and just geared to make money. I mean come on, Britney cant sing a fuckin note. Its all digital, and when she performs live, she fuckin lip synchs. I hate all religions. Seri

Twisted Phuckers
Twisted Phuckers!! A select group of off the hook, totally rad, extremely sexy, super fly, wicked crazy, bad ass individuals aka US Welcome and Congratulations on being a Twisted Phucker We are gathered here today to acknowledge all the douchebags fucktards and dip shits of the world.... If you to are a dipshit this may not be the group for you. We can not be held liable for hurt feelings or unexpected and random acts of assholish behavior. If at anytime you feel your civil or personal rights have been violated please feel free to email us with your concerns. We would love to have you be the next douchebag of the day. With that said we take all requests seriously and only after a thorough investigation into your worthiness to be named twisted phucker will you be allowed to join. If we feel you fall under the category of any of the above said dipshits, don’t be surprised if we kick you out after said complaint and tell you to piss off!!! Your Twisted Phuckers....This Is Your Famil

Blog
my cats raping me. thats all i have to say. widow creepers come here golden boy and piss in my tea lets go on the roof and talk about the birds and the bees ill touch you there and you'll stroke my hair lets lace our fingers and call it fair let me stand on your head while you're holding my thighs lets have some cake and eat with no plates ill sit on the grass while you bathe in my sweat I'll close my eyes once you change your mind you'll open your eyes till my bodies nude and wet I'll try not to be shy but i cant help the rose in my cheeks lets lace hands and call it fair ill kiss your lips while you touch me there ill shut my mouth and wont make a peep ill keep it a secret before your words cheat golden boy come here and piss in my tea i prefer the bitter truth then the careless words that sound so sweet we'll grow old you'll be deaf and ill be mute lets be physical than talk cheap i'll fight you while you hold me tight touch me here while i touch you there My mind say

Oh The Weather Outside Is So Delightful!
I stood up to look at her as she lay there panting for breath, a light sheen of perspiration covering her upper body. I watched in fascination as the vibrator slowly, very slowly slipped out of her. As it did a deep sigh came from her. I picked it up and took it into the bathroom to rinse it off. By the time I returned she was breathing more normally, so I asked, "Well, how do you like this, something special so far?" She smiled for a second and then whispered, "It's wonderful, just wonderful." I took a folded blanket off the bed and covered her with it, tucking it in around her. "Aren't you going to untie me now?" I chuckled and replied, "Oh, no. I don't intend to do that for a while. You get some rest and we'll continue after you do." "John?" She said. When I didn't answer she said, "I'm wore out, I couldn't cum again, if I wanted to." I chuckled and said, "Oh yes you can. Rest, take a nap, then we'll finish." She pulled at the cords for a moment and started to protest. I cut her of

***birthday Fun***fubar Style
ITS MY BIRTHDAY COME LEVEL UP ON ME IM PAYING FOR RATES SO ITS A WIN WIN SITUATION YOU RATE ME AND LEVEL UP AND GET PAID WHILE DOING SO.... WILL PAY 5K/100 WITHOUT A HAPPY HOUR AND 20K/100 WITH HAPPY HOUR ..SIMPLY PM ME FOR PAY DO NOT SHOUT ME , AND DONT CHEAT I DO CHECK ! RANDOM BLINGS GIVIN TO MASS RATERS AND NEW RATE FAN AND ADD'S TELL ME YOU DID SO IN THE FRIEND REQUEST...HELP ME HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY BY HELPING ME EARN MY WINGS PLEASE??? MUCH LOVE AND THANKS YOU IN ADVANCE REYNA.... HI EVERYBODY ... FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS BLOG... OK HERES WHATS GOING ON. MY BIRTHDAY IS MAY 31st AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE ABLE TO RUN AUTOZ AND BOMB ON THAT DAY ...SO HERES WHAT I NEED I WILL PAY 5MIL A PEICE FOR AUTOZ & BOMBS 300K FOR TICKERS...HOWEVER IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME YOU COULD JUST SEND BLING PACKS...SMALL OR LARGE WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED...PLEASE HELP ME HAVE A HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY ...MUCH LOVE REYNA BESITOZ XOXOXOXOXOXO ITS ABOUT THAT TIME FU FRI

There Are No Strangers
A Stranger Or A Friend? Stranger, our paths may have crossed by chance, or perhaps destiny has brought us to a point in our journey that requires us to meet, If I should fail to raise my hand and greet you, will I have closed the door to the opportunity that you may have shown me the path that will lead to my destiny? Will walking away from you deny you information to guide you on your journey? If we crossed paths by chance will it harm me in any way to smile and say “Have a Nice Day”. Or could it be that by walking away from you, I have just walked away from my own Destiny… The only strangers in my life today are those people I have yet to meet, The friends in my life today were at one time considered strangers by me until we took a chance by simply saying Hi…. Will you be the stranger who crossed my path today that I may greet and then consider renaming as my Friend? “My journey to a destination unknown to me has taken me down many paths

Drkangl4068
The hunter becomes hunted, the predator, becomes prey! Today, have to say was alright. I got somethings done. Played sand volleyball, and got a sunburn. today was sunny here and was out in it all day. think I am beginning to realize that with all the damage I 've done to myself over the years, the mind pushes forward to suceed, but my body can't keep up. But Ill keep on pushing it! For those who served and died for this country, I salute you!

Spirit
Ty czyniæ coœ do zrobienia mi (you do something to me)I think! To my stranger in the night, my Prince in my dreams. One word, one gift makes it easier to slip into the darkness of my slumber to where I will find you, and wake into the void of the sunlight to make it so much brighter. It’s Almost a juvenile feeling during the brief moments that we speak can I be perfect without flaw knowing, you know no better. Dreaming and writing of perfection I am not even sure of: It’s a Magical, Poetic need, a desire to know your soul and your truth. For now I wait for the night to set in when my desire turns to dreams, you’re on the beach next to me as our sun falls to the depths of the ocean… Michelle 2009 My heart was strong and full of the most powerful love I found someone to give the love and he abused it then kept it. Why leave it with me so I can continue to love and give? that would be a good thing, something a man would do for a women he loves.

Me
i really need help. i love this person so much i feel like they don't want me to get close cause of their own personal reasons but how am i to make this work please me. i really need it please leave comments well its offical i have had one of them days you just wish that you never lived on this shitty earth. when all that seems to happen is everything falls apart around you. well not for me i got woke up at 8:30 in the morning to be kicked out of my home. wow what kind of dbags do that to someone without any warning at all!!!! FUCK THESE PEOPLE AND ALL THEY ARE ABOUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! people now days even more women now confuse the living hell out of me. they do this by sayin one thing then doin and acting another but what the hell is wrong with this pic. i mean i do everything for everone and what do i get is nothing more than a smack in the face. please help me figure this out leave some advice for a man in need of help on this

Smooth
I just wanted to let everyone know in the fubar community about a member that was so sweet and caring while I was in the hospital. Her name is adreamer0111 and while I was in the hospital she called to see how I was doing and kept calling till i left. To me that is truly a friend and it also shows me that she is a wonderful person as well. adreamer0111 I will forget it and you have a very special place in my heart. Thanxxxx Brad. Just came back from the Verizon Center in Indy and I went to the most amazing concert in a long time. "Distrubed" is the best heavy metal Band in a long time that's worth listening too...If you get a chance to see them I recommend doing it...They were the BomB!!!! This is alot of fun, so if you wanna talk....start typing...lol

Stuff
I can say that I am a spiritual person, but I don't believe in organized religion. Why is that people think that just because my mother happens to be a preacher, that I must be a Christian? Especially, when it comes to living in the South and being black, I seem to be an anomaly. Am I supposed to be Christian by association? THE TOP TEN REASONS WHY I PROCRASTINATE: 1. Why is it that people can't tell the truth to save their lives? I would rather be told the truth, no matter what the circumstances. Telling half truths is the same as lying in my book. I am a grown woman. I don't lie. I have no one to answer to but myself. Why is it that I can't get that from people that I deal with? It seems to me that the truth is a deadly disease that no one wants to catch.

Where In The Fu Is Pmalone41??
My impending incarceration On Monday May 19th I am due in court and am facing 6 months in jail. It is due to a toxic relationship I was in with this 22 year old girl. She had talked me into shoplifting some things for her and like an idiot I did it. Ofcourse I got caught. I have a prison record for Assult on a police officer from 1999 so they are throwing the book at me this time and going for the maxium sentance on a misdemenor. Hopefully I can get another 30 day posponement or at least 2 weeks to self-surrender to the jail. If not I will be going straight to jail on Monday. Anyway I thought I should let you, my fu-friends know that I will be taking a long vacation from fubar in the near future. I would like to thank everyone for their friendship and help in leveling me to Godfather in only one month. I will return to you all asap. Take care, and god bless. I'm Free!!! I was sentanced to 121 days jail, suspended and 3 years probation. there is a $900.00 fine which I'm being given

Please Read First!!!
Welcome! And I'm glad you're showing interest in learning to edit your profile yourself! This is the directory, I'll start from the top of the LostCherry/CherryTap/Fubar profile, and divide it up into sections, and further in depth on those! Happy Hour and the Who's Online Marquee: This is the entire top section. Who's Online is no longer a marquee, but it periodically shuffles new users in. The Live Feed: This is where all your updates are. The Chat Box: AKA SB or ShoutBox, this is where users instant chat with you. The Blast Box: This is where users are for 30 days that have bought or been given a "Blast". The Ticker: This is a short message that users can purchase. As it now appears on the homepage instead of the user profile, I'll be skipping this. Name, Action links, and your URL: Pretty basic, this section also included the Ticker at one time. Welcome / Header Pic (The space between the Chat Box, and the rest of your profile.): Your welcome mat, se

Auction
Hosting a St Patrick's Day auction. Deadline to enter will be Fri March 4, 2011. Auction will begin Sat Mar 5 at 12:01 am and end Mar 17 at Midnight EST. Starting bids at 1 mil each. Leave a comment if you would like to enter and please send me a private message with a link to the photo you would liked used and what you would like to offer for your auction. And remember to get ppl to vote on your auction. The person with the most votes will win a boomerang! UPDATE: Please send your auction offering and link to your photo as soon as you can. As of now I have over 20 ppl in the auction and will need time to make the auction photos. Thank you so much in advance! Nicole http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2618410&albumid=1672169&i=1475587382&idx=5#3472825110 Click on the link above to visit me at my first auction!!! Come on and love me!!!! I will be hosting a Gemini auction in celebration of Gamer Princess (June 7) & My Birthdays (May 31). Gamer Princess will be my co-Host. Deadline to

A Little More About Me
okay so here is somthing some of you may know from conversations withe but most of you probably dont. I am Ex-Airforce I served for 4 years from 96 to 2000. I was a crew chief on a C-130 Spectre. if you dont know what that is its the big 4 prop thing in my pics with all the hardware stiking out the side:). my job was general maint of the aircraft and to direct fire on targets! good times! So more about me, well lets see I was born on a friday night at about 8pm, just in time for the party! because of this I am always hyper on fridays, no matter if I am at work or not, and if its a full moon and a firday..dont even bother, you get within 10 feet of me and you will be electrified the energy pules out of me in waves! Yes I love full moons, vampyres are kick ass on a random note, If I could be any mythical creature it would be that one..if they are mythical lol. yes I like twilight and loved the books two..so! lol. interview with a vampire was a great show as was the 90's version of b

Who We Are
Who We Are Who we are you ask We live on our feet, definitely Will not live on our knees. When duty calls We leave everything behind Family, friends everything we love. We will kill for those who cannot kill Die for those too scared to We fight for what many wont We take the punishment and pay the price For all that you enjoy. Fear not our fate, enjoy your freedom While it is not free, we will pay your share Often ultimate sacrifice is the cost. There is nothing you should fear. We have your back, the bullets hit our chest. While people question our jobs, We courageously battle the enemy Off in far away lands We never know if today is the day we will die but, We are not afraid to do so because In our hearts we know, that back at home you will all be fine. Honor, courage, and commitment Hardship along with those training experiences Bond us all together A brotherhood so inexplicable You will never understand, unless you’re one of us. Who we are you ask, We are the fight

Affinity
A ministering angel shall my sister be. -- William Shakespeare A sibling may be the keeper of one's identity, the only person with the keys to one's unfettered, more fundamental self.-- Marian Sandmaier A sister can be seen as someone who is both ourselves and very much not ourselves - a special kind of double.-- Toni Morrison A sister is a gift to the heart, a friend to the spirit, a golden thread to the meaning of life.-- Isadora James A sister is a little bit of childhood that can never be lost.-- Marion C. Garretty A sister shares childhood memories and grown-up dreams.-- Author Unknown A sister smiles when one tells one's stories - for she knows where the decoration has been added.-- Chris Montaigne A true sister is a friend who listens with her heart.-- Author Unknown A younger sister is someone to use as a guinea-pig in trying sledges and experimental go-carts. Someone to send on messages to Mum. But someone who needs you - who comes to you with bumped heads, grazed kne

Song Of The Day
And even though the moment passed me byI still can't turn awayCause all the dreams you never thought you'd loseGot tossed along the wayAnd letters that you never meant to sendGet lost or thrown awayAnd now we're grown up orphansThat never knew their namesWe don't belong to no oneThat's a shameBut if you could hide beside meMaybe for a whileAnd I won't tell no one your nameAnd I won't tell em your nameScars are souvenirs you never loseThe past is never farDid you lose yourself somewhere out thereDid you get to be a starAnd don't make you sad to know that lifeIs more than who we areYou grew up way too fastAnd now there's nothing to believeAnd reruns all become our historyA tired song keeps playing on a tired radioAnd I won't tell no one your nameAnd I won't tell em your nameI think about you all the timeBut I don't need the sameIt's lonely where you are come back downAnd I won't tell em your name -- Goo Goo Dolls Chey....love and miss you http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_GJyUK0GUI I'm

Thoughts
Recently, in a large city in France, a poster featuring a young, thin and tan woman appeared in the window of a gym. It said, "This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?"A middle-aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.To Whom It May Concern,Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans.) They have an active sex life, get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Bering Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia. Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans. They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.Mermaids don't exist. If they did exist, they would be lining up outside the offices of A

The Affinity
=== 'The Affinity' wrote the following at '2009-05-18 15:33:35'..>> > > > > > > > > > > > > I've been surfing around the fu for a long while now, looking for a group of people to join. I've visited pages, watched them at work, thus far haven't found a connection with any of them. Not that there is something WRONG with them, but none of them seem to have what I'm looking for.> > So, here are my thoughts. I'd like to be part of a family where leveling isn't the total priority, and where all women that share a few simple common bonds can join together in friendship. I want to be part of a group made FOR women, and BY women, without a care as to what she looks like. I've found lots of female-oriented groups, but they all seem to have a prerequisite for joining based on a woman's appearance. Some are only looking for beautiful women, others are looking for women of a certain size (large or small) and others take members only based on hair color. Not that I have anything against the groups t

this is a request to all of my peps out there to please help me to build a large family of good people, trying new things im sending out to all that have joined my family already thank you very much and i would like to learn more about each and everyone of you so please feel free to just drop me a line opr two and i will definately return the message back to you. if any of my fam have any ideas that they can help me improve my site please feel free to sugest it to me and i will chek it out. so keep it real and all of you that are in my fam and the one that just stoping by B-EZ Hello the one special persons in my life today is my children. my daughters brings me so much joy and happiness and is a very understanding young ladies whom i love with all of my heart, and my daughters who have made me very proud of them and making me a grandfather of two beautiful grandaughters who loves me so much just having those special people in my life gives me a reason to live for one more day well

Life
You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.You left me all alone to solve this impossible code.In this endless storm of tackling winds, blinding lightning, roaring booms of thunder, and stinging rain.With me forever feeling this pain.You walked with me but left like the other.You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.You were with me for every twist and turn.Trust is a lie this all must learn.You said you would always help me.Trust comes with a hard fee.I trusted you then was abandoned too.Now that I look back that's nothing new.You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.Now I go every day all alone.Not a single thing I own.I couldn't take it I fell to my knees.Another one of lives cold hard fees.No more, that is the last time I will fall for this trick called trust.All will have good times as well as the bad times but all that is left for me is bad to be had.Besides the bad all i have left is this impossible code,because you abandoned me on this cold, dark road. I sit all alone in this roo

My Kids
Ok, I should be mad but this kid is on a roll tonight. As he's laying there (I thought he was already asleep) he tells me that "the people all the way down in China have powers". "Powers?", I ask. "What kind of powers?". "Water bending powers", he said. Not sure why people in China need water bending powers but this is coming from the same kid who can say his alphabet backwards. I'm truly glad to see our schools are teaching our children useful skills such as how to beat a field sobriety by teaching them to say the alphabet backwards..... I'm so proud of him! ♥ Now if he doesn't go to sleep, I'm getting out the duct tape..... :D So my 9 yr old lost yet another tooth last night. I will be the first to admit, I am the WORST Toothfairy in existence. I usually forget she's supposed to come so the day after goes something like this: "Awww, the toothfairy didn't come!" "Really? Are you SURE?" "Yes, I checked under my pillow and my tooth is still there." "Well that sucks

Are Men Really Dogs?
Well it's all in how you look at it. Now I'm not woman bashing or anything like that but men are highly misunderstood especially in serious relationships. Now yes there are a lot of bad guys but the female side isn't too clean either just sneakier.(you all cover your tracks way better than we do lol). Basically the majority of problems in relationships are due to the basic differences between us. These are also the same things that bring us together. On the men, you see a lady and she's all that, dressed sexy, BAM! Now 6 months later when the smoke has cleared and your girl goes to wal mart in some small shorts and a cut off wife beater don't get mad. On the flip side ladies, if you like a bad boy- manly man, don't expect him to be anything but bad and manly. be realistic in what you choose to "see". We all know what each other's faults are. I always hear, "oh girl he's a dog" or something along that nature. This will naturally evoke a response from the male side in defense, for exam

Random Thoughts Of Violence.
So I just got a phone call from my cousin informing me that my other cousin Jeremy OD'd last night. So much for the great outlook I was having today with getting more feature film work next week and all that that entails. Now I just want to tell the world to go fcuk itself. I feel fairly cynical today. After the SML F up this morn and his ineptitude in general has led me to disdain culture. A bunch of stupid animals that run around with the herd claiming to know more than the sheep quivering with fear standing right next to them. Eternally, narcissistic, devolved dunces speaking from an underdeveloped brain rejecting the heart. 65-100 years long "whose gotta bigger dick" contest with poor eyesight. The WMD shoot is finally over. Yesterday was spent baking in the sun at the Mojave desert and today was at a sound stage in Santa Monica. Great shoot, footage, crew, actors and good times had by all. I really think this movie is starting to come together.

Ladies I Have A ? About My Pics . Ive Been Told I Need Some Help . Pleasse Let Me Know What U Think
I WOULD LIKE YOU ALL TO THINK ABOUT THIS . THIS IS A COMMENT THAT I HEARD FROM A ...... WELL IT DOESN'T MATTER TELL ME IF THIS MEANS ANYTHING TO YOU OR HAS ANY IMPACT ON YOUR LIFE , YOUR PAST OR YOUR PRESENT . IN ANY ASPECT OF YOUR LIFE YOUR GEATEST ASSETT IS THE NUMBER OF FAILURE'S SINCE YOUR LAST SUCCESS. IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS PLEASE CONTACT ME . IF YOU DO KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS AND UNDERSTAND THIS . PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CONTACT ME .( ITS PRICELESS ) VICTOR its come to my attention that the pics i have posted need some serious help . please ladies tell me the truth of your thoughts. these thoughts are from a male friend . one of my co workers please clear this for me it's time for a nice , kind, real woman, to find me . you'll be in for a pleasant suprise. in every single way . make my dreams come true . and i will make yours a come to life fantasy. Only real interests please. don't waste our time . its way to short .

It's Just Me...
Hello, my darlin' lil' friends! If you have found me...CONGRATULATIONS! No, I wasn't leaving or anything like that.I just felt the need to relocate and start new.New life. New start. New... everything!But I am still very much me!Yes, I am still very much the goddess that I am.I have not lowered my goddess status.Just taking all things in a new direction.So, do not fret. Do not worry. I am pulling myself together for the benefit of me.Only one thing that has changed....I have done this to prove to myself about what I am about.I am about you, my sweet friends! YOU!You all mean a lot to me! I care about you!What is important to you, is important to me!I am also here if you just need someone to talk to.Or.... if you feel to weak to struggle alone...I am here to say a pray for you!And.... most importantly....I do love each and every one of you!You have been a blessing to me!Thank you, for being a friend to me!Many blessings on your souls!Muah! Sometimes I wonder why I even bother!!!! I c

Fu Bomber Stuff
HEY BOMBERS {OR ANYONE ELSE THAT WANTS TO} SEA COULD USE SOME HELP LEVELING STOP BY JEWEL OF THE SEA*FUBOMBERS *NAP*GREETER@GREENDOOR@OLSS PLZZZZZZZ SIGN MY GUEST BOOK@ fubar HELP HER LEVEL JEWEL OF THE SEA*FUBOMBERS FAMILY MANAGER*NAP*GREETER@GREENDOOR@OLSS PLZZZZZZZ SIGN MY GUEST BOOK@ fubar GO HELP HIM OUT HES NOT FAR FROM LEVELING evil77@ fubar

End Of Days
Innocent smile The innocent smile, so bright and calm. It lasts forever through out the time. one dark hour for the brightest eternity. Time will mend all wounds, but the oh so bright innocent smile with heal the scars. Day after day, night after night, nightmares will come. Just lay there in rememberence of that bright beautiful smile. So calming and soothing. So happy and joyful. What might of been a lost for now is an eternal gain. Because after all, the life you once lost will once be resumed. By: Brian Hundertmark aka Saint 2/24/2011 12:09 a.m Im tired of this life that i liveeverytime i wake up i want to put that gunto my head. dreams of

Random Thoughts
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew by Ellen Notbohm from the book Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew (2005, Future Horizons, Inc.) Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute -- the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look “normal” but his behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Autism was once thought an “incurable” disorder, but that notion is crumbling in the face knowledge and understanding that is increasing even as you read this. Every day, individuals with autism are showing us that they can overcome, compensate for and otherwise manage many of autism’s most challenging characteristics. Equipping those around our children with simple understanding of autism’s most basic elements has a tremendou

My Poetry & Thoughts
Upon the dance floor we grind Lights flashing, minds blown Down your bare back my hot hand slides Shivers through the sweat, buds show Grinding hips gyrate and press to hurt Stiffening desire felt through the beat Feel your nails digging through my shirt My hands through your hair press lips to feel heat Tongues intertwined like serpents in trance Hands exploring all we have to give On the edge as silk spills down my pants Your hand exploring where my desires live Pressing member against you finds it mark Pressure through silk as inhibition falls Eyes close revealing intoxicating sparks Liquid desire unleashed as nirvana calls Falling into my arms with gasp and pant Hearts beat together in rhythm with the song Kiss me tenderly again, don't say you can't Afterglow together swaying without wrong ©2009, C-Wolf Stillness. . .Stillness . . . The quiet of the night, When I am alone, Listening for you, Unaware if you are there, Thinking fondly of you, Missing and ho

Life
I'll Get Over You. It's taking the longest timebut my broken heart will healfor what I once had felt so deeplyis now, no longer real. You played me like a foolbelieving all you saidwhen deep down all that you didwas hurt me more instead. I'd like to really knowif seeing me cry that wayhad any effect on youon any given day? I told you how much I loved youwith each and every dayyet all I meant to youwas someone with, to play.

Messages To Family And Friends
imikimi - Customize Your World! This goes out to all my Family and Friends here on Fubar: I just wanted to take a minute to let you all know just what you all mean to me. In the last year you have been here to lend an ear, a shoulder even your heart. I wanted to let you all know that I appreciate everything that you’ve done. Most of all though I wanted to say that you all have a piece of my heart. I love and care for each and every one of you. You have brought me laughter smiles and love. You are all very special in your own way to me. Love always: Mare imikimi - Customize Your World! to all our Family and Friends here on Fu: We would like to wish you all a very special and memorialbe weekend. At this time also we would like to let you all know that you mean the world t

Life.....
I HAVE LOST EVER BIT OF RESPECT I EVER HAD FOR HIM TODAY... HE YELLS AT ME BECAUSE HE HATES WHO HE IS... DEEP DOWN I KNOW IT HAS NOTHING TO TO WITH ME... BUT HE IS THE ONLY MAN IN MY WORLD THAT HAD ALL OF MY RESPECT... THE ONLY ONE I COULD CALL IF I WAS IN TRUBLE.... I THOUGHT FOR 21 YEARS THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS HELP ME!! I SEE TODAY THAT HE DOESNT EVEN COUNT ME AS BEING ANYTHING MORE TO HIM THEN A PERSON THAT JUST HAPPENS TO BE AT HIS FAMILY GET TOGETHERS... NOT HIS FAMILY... SURE AS HELL NOT HIS SISTER!! THIS IS TO YOU MIKE MY ONLY BROTHER!! GO TO HELL YOU FAT BASTERD!! I HAVE NEVER LOST SO MUCH RESPECT FOR ONE MAN SO FAST!! THE THE WOMAN YOU NEVER WANTED AS A SISTER!! TONYA Baby, what are we becomingIt feels just like we're always runningRollin' through the motions every dayI could lean in to hold youOr act like I don't even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to knowI just want us back to the way we were beforeChorus:Do I t

Cleaning Out Cobwebs
Don't compromise yourself. YOU are ALL you've got. - Janis Joplin When we compromise ourselves - by hedging, capitulating, or failing to fight for what we believe in - a little piece of ourselves caves in. It's a slippery slope; first we give in on little things; before long we've given up our voice and our vote. Compromise & compromising ourselves are two, different things. The one involves honoring ourselves; the other involves failing ourselves. Affirmation: I will keep myself intact. Running onEmpty - by, Ellen Sue Stern Wherever you go, there you are. - Al-Anon We can worry all the way there, plotting and scheming. Or we can move with a sure heart. Either, we end up in the same place. Often I live by a schedule, and if I'm really overcommited, I even break it up into fifteen-minute increments. Then I follow it religously. Every minute is accounted for; I break into sweat if I fall behind, terrified I won't make the finsih line. But once in a while, eve

In Honor
A WIFE'S REQUESTI was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country.You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shellslittering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around withlong neck beers and sizzling platters.Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of myglass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal.They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but theywere definitely "mil itary:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squaredaway" look that comes with pride.Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where myhusband usually sat.It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talkingabout his upcoming deployment to the Middle East.That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, comeback to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak.In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here, thinking abouthim

Must Read About Me
HAHAHA you're actually reading this -- your life must be pretty boring!!!(almost as dull as mine) For those of you who care and want to get to know me on a more intimate level, I wanted to write a short blog answering some FAQs I get with this profile. What are you like once I get to know you? Pretty Much the same -- never miss the opportunity to splash in a puddle...late night poetry readings...horror flicks...trips to the art museum..coffee with friends..that's me in a nut shell. I can be a total goof and I'm actually a repressed geek. I have very eclectic tastes' in just about everything. Even though I've matured I will never be a grown up!!! *** I promise I am NOT intimidating, I get this a lot though and i don't know why!!! If you do please tell me!!!! *** Not really a bitch... My sarcasm and bluntness often get me labeled or mistakenly labeled as a "bitch". I kinda resent that because I'm a very empathetic person and if you give me a chance I'll truly be your best friend. It's

Shtuffs
Alright guys....and gals. For those who actually show up & read these things. I had a big ole blow out planned for my bday this year. Per usual in Saints world, shit started falling apart. So I decided fuck it. If I make no plans, they can't get ruined right? Scrapped it all. But I do want a few smiles for my anniversary of being vaginally expelled from my maternal units innards. This is where I turn to you fuckers. I wanna FuBdayParty. I want countless offkey renditions of Happy Birthday invading my Snapvine. Think a few of ya could manage that for me? Yes, I'm asking for me. Not asking much, just a chorus of that wretched song. Gimmee Happiez demmitt! Love youz fuckers. Don't feel like doin a survey. Don't have any henhouse drama to expel. Just felt the urge to type. Back to your regularly scheduled mumming. Grrrr. I hate being unaware. What happened with Jen? All I've heard is that she got IP banned. Anyone know what the score is? No one leg-humps me quite the same. *looks a

Stuff
I want to kiss her everyday. I want to wake up next to her. I want to see her eyes open. I want to hear her say, " I love you." I want to see her standing next to the fridge just looking. I want to hear her words every second. I want to touch her. I want to look into her eyes, and see her soul looking back at me. I want to feel her being inside me. I want to feel her next to me. I want her to stand her ground when things are bad. I want her to stand with me when things are good. I want her to dream of a good life. I want her to know she is loved. I want her to know I always have her back. I want her to know I go nowhere. I want her to know she is a dream come true. I want her to know always and forever is more than just words. I want her to know they pour from lips as if my soul is attached. Sometimes Sometimes i can't control the things my head thinks. Sometimes i can't control the feelings i feel. Sometimes i can't see things as clear as most. Sometimes i can't

Ramblings
I was corresponding with a beautiful woman called curiously Cuddle slut, (I think it was the name that attracted her to me…) any event, Got me to thinking about my Sci Fi Favorites. Lest see. Love old Star Trek, Was a Fan of Next Generations, (Next Gen to us Geeks), Deep Space Nine, (DS-9) but not too much into Voyager or “Enterprise”. Though I watch a couple and it’s OK, just not buying that it was all before Kirk, The new Star Trek Movie Rocked Can’t wait to see the next one or how it develops. Was a Fan of Farscape, (Miss it terribly), and Stargate SG1, Stargate Atlantis, Interested to see how the whole Stargate Universe is going to pan out. Love Eureka and Warehouse 13. Loved Serenity. When I read I read mostly Fantasy. Love the whole Dragons and sorcery thing. Last book I read, and I d read often was called “The Name of the wind,” which I highly recommend. Loved Hyperion, and how it blurred the lines of sci fi and horror. Also loved

Is It A Dream....?
MY SISTER WAS AT A PASSION PARTY-SHE SENDS ME A VIDEO OF A FIRE IN THE CITY-WHILE SHE WAS FILMING THAT-A LITTLE 2 STORY BAR WAS ON A CORNER-THE RAILING GAVE WAY 2 THE 2ND FLOOR PATIO AND THE PEOPLE LEANING ON IT-FELL OVER AND SUM LANDING ON OR OVER A CAR THAT WAS PARKED ON THE CURB-ONE GUY FELL AND LANDING ON HIS FEET -DID NOT LOOK GOOD-CAUSE HIS LEGS BROKE-THE A FEW SECONDS LATER THE WHOLE PATIO GAVE AWAY AND THE REST OF THE PEOPLE DISAPEARED-PEOPLE SCREAMING-I SEE THAT AND THE FIRE STILL BURNING IN THE BACK GROUND-I WAS IN A BUILDING THAT TESTED BOMBS-SEEN RAYMOND-OLDER MAN AND NOT HAVE SEEN HIM IN YEARS-TELLING ME ABOUT THE NEW HARVEST CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP CHURCH AND WHY SUM OF THE PEOPLE REALLY LEFT-HE SAID HE DIDNT LIKE THE WAY HIS BROTHER WAS TEACHING-HE WAS GETTING KICKED OUT OF THE CHURCH AND WAS HANDED HIS PINK SLIP-STILL WAITING TO C IF EMMY IS GOING 2 SEND ME ANYMORE VIDEOS ROGER WAS GIVING ME A RIDE HOME IN HIS WHIRE BEETLE BUG-IT NEEDED ALOT OF WORK AND EVEN SUM RUBBER WAS

Plaid Mafia
as plaid mafia grows memebers seemed to push for the idea of opening a lounge. so we did it. it will take a lot of hard work and dedication. Lauren's YIM: Missymoo83706 Josh's YIM: Plaidmafia23 i ask if your staff to sign this aswell as the member blog on josh's page if i i don't have it already i would like your yim join us this monday for a fu-wedding of two plaid members! please show your support for josh and dragonfairy with the lounge and group being fairly new we still have tons of room to grow! not only does it help the group but it will help you as well. at the end of each month the promoters will make any were between 1000-2000 fubux. the top promoter will make an aditional 2000. who ever gets the 100th member to join will get 100k as well as the 100th member. every 100 after that will get 50k for each so if you get the 200th member you will recive 50k as well as the 300th member at differnt times we may offer 50-200k for a random member number like

My Blog
i lay in bed thinking of no one but you you are the love of my life even though i know i have messed up that chance of us ever being together. you are on my mind all the time every day and every nite. i smile when we talk dont know what it is but i feel like my heart belongs to you and no one else will ever have a place in my heart like you do you have a very special place in my heart. Nothing i do mean nothing will ever change that. no one will ever change that. i love you very much and always will. nothing or noone can ever change that my heart melts when i hear your voice my heart melts when i talk to you on line my heart melts when i think of you now with not having you by my side i feel my heart slowly dieing my heart slowly dies as i know i cant have you back knowing my heart will eventually stop i force it to keep going it will always have the love for you no matter what. there once was guy who drove a truckhe met a girl from another statethey tal

Butt Stuff
Ok..so a bit earlier today my dear 4 yr old daughter yells from the bathroom..Mommy I need you..come wipe me..so I go to her beckoning call and do the norm...however today was not so normal..she had something hanging out of her ass..and well I pulled and I think it was plastic..should I be concerned? Should I have examined further? Could it have been a tape worm? It was about 4 inches long and really looked like plastic wrap of sorts..

Dreams
Dont be defeated by Rhonda I have always seen life for what it really is. Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know. I had to sit back and watch my mother work from sunset to sundown. I had to sit back and watch my mother work herself to her grave. Nothing ever came easy for her. She always had a heart and kept a smile on her face. Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb,life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done,and after all the hell you have been through, there is success. Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals. Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies. Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be. But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie. I say this again; life is what you make of it. You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you, you can't quit or give up, you h

A Poem Made For Me
ya know i get really tired of ppl who arent themselves. they always try to be a better person on fu cause they dont want ppl to know who they really are in real life.. the sad part is they dig themselves into a hole that they cant get out of.. amazing enough when you are yourself on here, some ppl find you interesting and then some ppl dont.. but thats how life goes isnt it. whether its make believe or not.. When im on here i am myself..fun loving carefree honest and open thats me. about my feelings my past and even my thoughts of the future i try to plan out.. when people try to tell me that i am something i am not. or try to tell me about my past and they dont know jack about it. i get so angry and frustrated and want to tell everyone to go to hell. but then again i am simpley a little voice on here. nobody listens to. unless of course they need help with something lmao. then im fubars lil helper and explainer lol not that i mind cause i dont.. i want people to get the best out

Blacqstar (nsfw)
Release I came to wake up beside your sleepy form, After the love we made, After the sweet caresses of your skin, After the kisses that we shared… We walked into the bedroom together, We never left. We let our bodies mesh together as one, We let ourselves go free. I gave it all to you, I gave you all I could, I gave this all to you, With no questions asked. You opened your heart to me, You opened your arms to hold me, You stared into my eyes without hesitation, I stared into your eyes without apprehension. I laid you down gently, I took your clothes off—slowly, Sensually, I took my time with you, To make you feel complete. When your clothes were off, and you were comfortable with your nakedness, I became more than just a man, I became a part of you, and you became and extension of me, When I decided to explore you, you let me in. I took one of your long legs, caressed them with kisses, And I did the same to the other. You shuddered with delight, As I made my d

First Blog
To make us whole I would sacrifice my soul. But whome would take it, if duty-bound they were to break it? There was you, and there was sex. I put them together and what became was restless. We evolved just to test this, theory of what is love. below and above, the lines that seperate, normal and abserd. Then to disturb, The balance, The average, The medeocre. Then nowhere, could we find, Any sane mind, that could condem or condon us. But none yet could own us, and as yet to be shone us, any more higher a calling upon us. There was you, and there was I. We destroyed that old stone sat on high. And now a new age, for our passion, and our rage. With nothing to prove and no war to wage. Will we remember the struggles, in that iron cage? Or drift off into the average, subdued life, of the common, domestic man and wife. B Kendall Clark 2005 The Last Trench As they walked through the bodies strewn thr

When The Music Changes, So Does The Dance..
...boy meets girl, girl likes boy. boy is seemingly perfect.. boy likes the "idea" of a girl like girl.. & typically promises not to dip out on her, but when it comes down to it, boy cant handle it, girl's "too real" for him...(get it?! yeahhh, me neither.) ...you'd think guys want girls who dont over dramatize things or girls that arent controlling, judgmental and are understanding and capable of handling their emotions other than negatively to anyone other then themselves.. (right?! ...no dude!!) it's obvious, some guys apparently like being reminded how much of a piece of shit they are on a daily basis, they need to be "mommied" or questioned everytime they do anything so much as take a shit in their own fucken house... what, are you fucken four? (still dont get it?! go figure.) they apparently like being thrown the "pity card" frm their piece of shit ex girlfriends who cant even take care of themselves, let alone their own fucken children, yet have the audacity to dictate how and

See My Pain See My Love
The lonely feeling in your life and heart your soul is crying for love but you can’t even feel it in your heart it is crying for love the only thing you see is pain. and to see the love that you need is the one thing you can’t have in your life because of the past. The past is a big part of your darkness in your life and the one thing you lose is the one thing you can’t get back and the one thing you need is the love you lost and part of your heart died that night and than you put up a well telling your safe that you will not lent any one get that close to your heart and every love that came in your life fall part and you say to your safe is this what I want to feel like this all my life and to feel lonely and to feel like I will never feel love and to see all my friend’s in love you feel like I don’t be long in this world and you pray to dog to take this pain away and if you can’t than pleas kill me and I now you wont do that and I say I will do

Getting Fed Up
Ive been thru alot in last several weeks--tonite I learned some other things--I cant take no more. I wanna smile bad and be happy me again--but dont know how to.I really dont know what to do. I try to make ppl happy, but the things in my life going on, its hard to. Plzz I beg you!! plzz be patient, Im really trying hard to get back to my happy me--honest.Im just really really lost and scared now. why is it that ppl think Christmas is just about presents??? Im so tired of hearing ppl ask me if I have all my shopping done !!! Christmas is about love and showing love . If you want to buy someone something-take it to heart and find the special present for that person--A gift card just shows you dont have the heart or time to find something special.Pll now a days think its all about the gifts. Im sorry--I had to voice my opinion on it. I posted a mum few weeks ago about buying a VIPO for some fubucks--Im not allowed to do that accprding to the "Fu-Lords"--now I cant even post any mums. Im t

What Makes Me Stronger
Well I've been on Fubar for about2 months now and have learned alot about the sight with those of you that are on here. I do not judge or wish to be judged but its in our nature. This morning when I logged on. fewer messages than usual, which is cool, but one stuck out to me on my shout.. this guy compared me to "Ilovepapsmurf" In the beginning I talked with her and even added her as a friend, went to rate her photos and she had sveral nude photos, she is a cute girl, but because I would not put naked pics up or email her some she deleted me. Thats fine. But this jerk said I was an internet whore just like the bitch Ilovepapasmurf. Am I missing something here? Yes all you pervs will check her out to see the nakedness, thats cool, but is that what you are really looking for on this sight? If this is what it is then Im int he wrong place. I will not put pics up like that. I have a son and a reputaion to keep. You guys need to to think about it, you never know what dirty laundr

Stuff
So..Friday i'm adding to my gallery of body art. I have much to do since the shit head artist I used to go to when I lived in N.O. didn't know the first thing about actual tattooing. Just because you have a tattoo machine and a shop doesn't make you an artist. Trust me, I know. So...I'm adding to my "darkside" theme on my left arm and I'm gonna get a lil something for my stomach. I don't have abs of steel but I don't care. My caring days are over! if you want a sneek peek at what I'm getting..I've made this blog NSFW so don't whine n bitch if you're some goody-two-shoes feminist. You were warned.. You have entered The Tiger's cage! For those on my friends list (who don't even bother checking me out) that have added me and just are oblivious to those who don't have BLING or SALUTES or whatever else...Just delete my ass if you don't intend to keep up with who's on your "friends" list. This is supposed to be interactive and networking right? So why is it that it seems only members who h

My Blogs
With no wings, I fly. With no eyes, I see. With no arms, I climb. More frightening than any beast, stronger than any foe. I am cunning, ruthless, and tall; in the end, I rule all. What am I? give it your best shot Ok everyone who cares... I have a promo folder here so if u have a band or promote groups/actors {like i do} send me a msg and ill look into posting a pic to the folder Thanx, Kitty i just uploaded a ton of pics of my son..well i went to move them n the folder i designated as his and theyre dissappeared..i cant find them .who do i report this 2??

Red White And Blue
The sun broke over the mountain as he waited there in the brisk morning, so cold his breath showed on each exhale. He looked at the wonder around him as a deer walked out into the meadow. The steam rolling off the back of the large buck as he grazed on the dew topped grass. He watched as the deer gracefully picked his way to eat the ice frosted clover. He remembered as a boy how his father had taught him to hunt. He remembered back upon each season's kill and wondered now why he took such glory in it, when the glory, for him now, was to watch how graceful and beautiful these animals could be.As his mind went back in time he thought about growing up poor with parents who worked so hard each day to put food on the table for him and the rest of the family. He is not sure that he ever thanked them for that but he knows that how he lived his life was in direct lines of how he was raised. Perhaps that was the way to show appreciation. He remembers the woodshed that father would take him and

Mind Puddle
Jerking off around people is fun, but it can have an overall negative influence on your personality. For example, there's twenty minutes left on the bus ride home and you're all alone in the back. You begin spanking and all of a sudden a terrifying wave of paranoia rushes over you. Frantically looking around, you pay attention to every little thing people say because you're worried they might catch on to your horrible agenda. A girl in the front of the bus says, "Look at that flower," to her friend. You hear that and think, "Flower? Plant? Tree? Log? Wood? Does she know? Holy shit!" Panicking, you quickly cover up and look around the bus for hidden cameras and mirrors. See what I mean? You have to be confident. Even if people do catch on that you're stroking, you must maintain control and stay calm. One time I was bored so I took off my pants and furiously beat off. Everything was going great until I lost control and huffed loudly. At that point, everybody in the church turned arou

Test
On October 31st, after the little ghouls and goblins go to bed for the night.. be sure to stop on by to Erotic Dreamz For a spooktacular Halloween party! Only at Want To Rock Out?! Then Check This out!! 11pm EST to 3am EST Only AT OKay ladies and gents, i don't care if you can't stand me or if you are my best friend, this is info we ALL as computer users NEED to know how to get this thing OFF, because it WILL lock up ALL of your EXE files..it changes your desktop backround to a blue one thatt is telling you that you are at potential risk for virus' and that all info that you have ever put onto your computer or browsers will be seen by malicious hackers..it poses as an anti-virus/anti-spyware program with annoying popups and makes you think that the only way to get t

Obsessions~
She could remember when she longed for the gag to be removed, the thrill she had felt when the kitten worked at the strings and she thought she might be rid of it. Now that it was gone, Elyndria was more frightened that she would unconsciously make a sound or moan and be punished for it. Her captor had left no doubt in her mind that he would not stand for disobedience and restrained as she was, she had little choice but to submit to his demands. Still, she often found herself now licking her lips, or running her tongue across her teeth, savoring the sensations she had been denied before. There fact the gag had been removed gave her hope that other of her restraints would be removed, and then her chance would come to escape.She thought she heard movement off to her left and strained to listen for any sign of someone there. She started to call out a hello, but caught herself just as her lips formed the word, remembering her command to remain silent unless spoken too. The silence surround

Consciousness
_______________________________The Realm of Consciousness_______________________________How easy it is for people to become trapped in their conceptual prisons. The human mind, in its desire to know, understand and control, mistakes its opinions and viewpoints for the truth. It says: this is how it is.VIEWPOINTS - You have to be larger than thought to realize that however you interpret your life or someone else's life or behaviour, however you judge any situation, it is no more than a viewpoint, one of many possible perspectives. It is no more than a bundle of thoughts. But reality is one unified whole, in which all things are interwoven, where nothing exists in and by itself.INNER SPACE - The realm of consciousness is much vaster than thought can grasp. When you no longer believe everything you think, you step out of thought and see clearly that the thinker is not who you are. The mind exists in a state of not enough and so is always greedy for more. When you are identified with mind,

Sexual,sensual,erotic..cant Think Of A Name
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts of pa

Live Like You Were Dyin
Again, the video and sound quality aren't that good. and lots of background noise, but ya can still hear me somewhat. lol Once again, bad video and sound, but it rocks till it cuts off short. lol Hi fu-barians my friends! If you rate 100 of my pics, you get a morph. Once you've rated 100 of my pics, send me a private message and include the pics you'd like morphed. I'm sure I'll be quite busy with the morphs, so please do this as it may be very difficult to look for your pics for you. If you don't send the message, you might not get your morph. The only thing I ask is that you have fun! ENJOY!!!!

Im New To This
Today is my baby girls firs birthday. Im very excited. Its hard to beleave its been a year. Time flys when you have a kid. Im sure some of you can relate... Well things are going great. I just got a vacation from work (laid off). My vehicle is broken, still. Its been broken down for about 3 weeks. i guess it kinda works out since i dont have to go to work. Gotta stay positive. Everyone stay up and love life. This would be my firs blog ever. I dont have any good news. Life is taking a shit on me right now. I dont wanna be a downer so i'll post a new blog when im more positive.

Conversations And Fubar
I ge a little irritated when I am trying to have a human conversation with someone and they are on the internet not paying attention to anything you have to say. Come on now the internet can be a good sorce of intertainment when your bored or informative when you want or need to know something. Don't get me wrong I like the internet and fubar alot, I also love chatting with ppl on here and getting to know someone that I will most likely never meet, but when I get the chance to have a real conversation with someone I would prefer that over the internet. I guess I am just irritated because I was trying to have a real conversation with someone and they totally blew me off and when I read what they other conversation was about it irritated me more. so I guess I will spend the day not talking when there is no internet around because saying anything won't get me anywhere and it won't change anything in the end. now my question is am I being childish or is it normal to want real conversation?

Anyone Interested? Lol
Anyone looking to adopt a cat in N.C.? There a several that roam around my place and they're in desperate need of homes. If you own a farm or large pieces of property we have one that would make an excellent mouser. We just can't keep them. And none of us are willing to send them to the pounds to meet their deaths. They're far too loving. If anyones intersted get back to me. We're willing to bring them to you if you're intersted. Change Your Thinking It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs.His bed was next to the room's only window.

R&p
This past year has been a very interesting one, to say the least. I've had changes forced upon me that I hated and didn't understand. I felt alone. At times, I felt unloved and unlovable. But I learned a lot. I had adventures that I would have never had. I walked 60 miles by myself, but made great friends in the process. I heard stories that reminded me of everything that I had in life. I went places by myself (something I have never been comfortable with) and introduced myself to new people. I impulsively went to an all day seminar of Mike Dooley's. I started meditating again. I started praying again. And this time, not to take away the bad things, but just thankful, joyous prayer for all that I have and the many blessing in my life. Change is hard. I've never really liked it. But it is often so very good. This year last year has been one of the best years of my life. It has been the year were I started to actually really BELIEVE that I was truly a Goddess, and

Auction
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1555591&albumid=1690873&i=2920064636&idx=7 I am in this auction come bid on me and I will make it worth while WIN A CHERRY BOMB OR AUTO 11 Check out my contest at this link fubar.com... and remember to BOMB SANTA !

Bbw Sexy Contest.&the Candy Shop%
NEED ALL MY FRIENDS HELP ON THIS.. HERE IS THE LINK. BUT THEY GOT TO ADD U AS A FRIEND.. SO PLZ VOTE FOR ME.. CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW [ fubar.com photo: 632707882 ] I NEED ALL OF MY FRIENDS TO VOTE FOR ME PLZ. BUT U GOT TO ADD THEM AS FRIEND. THE PIC IS VERY SEXY... [ fubar.com photo: 632707882 ] YES TO ALL MY FRIENDS IM IN BBW SEXY CONTEST.. BUT U GOT TO ADD THEM TO UR FRIENDS TO VOTE ON ME.. PLZ HELP ME.. HERES THE LINK.. MUAH.. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&i=632707882&albumid=1659966 COME ON I NEED ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS.. THAT I HAVE.. PLZ HELP ME

Something I've Written...
She lived in my apartment complex. I'd seen her around, but I'd never spoken to her. She was a black woman, short and thick, with the biggest tits I'd ever seen. I was standing along the rail of my apartment balcony watching the world go by when she pulled into the parking lot. She got out of her car, looked up at me, and waved. I smiled and waved back, staring down into her cleavage- trying to keep myself from jumping off the balcony. She called up to me and asked what I was doing, and I told her I was watching the world go by, and I laughed. She smiled back at me. She had some dvds in her hand and told me she was having a blockbuster night... She said it wouldn't be neighborly if she didn't invite me to join her. We laughed and I told her I'd love to. She called up her apartment number and told me to come by around 7ish. I got showered and shaved and walked over to her place right on time. She opened the door wearing a red, silk robe- her dark, inviting cleavage dema

Leavemeacomment Or Leavemealone!
DATE APPLICATION Current mood: curiousCategory: Quiz/Survey 1) My name is: _______________________________________. 2) The gender I claim to be is: (M)ale (F)emale 3) My real gender is: (M)ale (F)emale (T)hree-Mile Island

Me
everytime i turn around there is someone starting drama on this site.i am sick of it.just because you don't like someone does not mean you have the right to talk about them.you scream out they are fake.how the hell do you know if i'm real.have you ever been with me or raised up with me.NO.i have never hung out with any of yall.alot of yall just want to hurt other people and don't care if someone has feeling for that person.everybody does things for a reason,might not be the right reason.i let myself get to jealous or stupid things on here and i have to pay the price for now on.do yall care ,no.you focus on one thing was to hurt that person and never cared of what it would do to me.really get sick of this place.just want to leave this site for good.we i first come on this page i knew it was a bad thing .that took a hole 5 min.i really don't know why i logged back in this place.after three months i kept getting email from this place.now look at me.i hurt alot of people i care about.not f

The Cerebral Catacombs
Well, I thought I had my entry for the day, but I was viewing the Escapist Magazine forums, when I stumbled across this thread. Actually, I was watching Yahtzee blithely discuss Saints Row 2 on Zero Punctuation, and happened to chance across the thread by the following title: "Google Criticized as 'Anti-American' For Tetris Logo". Obviously, my interest was piqued, and I scrambled (i.e. right-clicked) to have a look. I was met with the following article, written by Andy Chalk: Google Criticized as "Anti-American" for Tetris Logo Andy Chalk posted on 8 Jun 2009 4:28 pm Filed under: andy chalk, anti-american, d-day, google, tetris Google has been criticized as "anti-American" for using a Tetris-style logo to celebrate the 25th anniversary of the famed videogame rather than marking the 65th anniversary of the Allied invasion of Normandy. Political leaders gathered in France this weekend to mark the 65th anniversary of D-Day, the largest amphibious invasion in history that s

Funny
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the H*%* is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April', he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put Talcum Powder in my underwear?' She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!!! If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a stupid song about him? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?

Wow Who Do This To A Child
they pulled the plug on JT DJ DRAGON'S son today... pray for him... he goes to a better place and is safe in the hands of god... JT u will be miss dearly u r in our heart and in our thoughts... we will keep u live in our memory... omg my friend DJ DRAGON has a son in the hospital cuz for the kids step dad put him there... over some stupid dhit... now he is laying there brain dead and gone from the world... i am so sorry DJ DRAGON i am here for u to talk to and a shoulder to cry on... my prays r with u i am sorry but it might take some time to talk to ppl on here ok jus leave me a message and ill get back to u ok well have fun and take care

For Your Information
Here it goes...I guess I need to blow off some steam once again... I just want to make friends on here. Its cool that all you men are on here looking to get off or for someone to full fill your fantasy of online im not sure what you want to call it but Im not her. Im here to make friends. Yes there are some of you that I give my yahoo to and thats cool that is a differnt story. I have even given out my number to a couple. If you are lucky to get my number it is because I want to know you as a person not as the person you are on here. Everyone has a differnt side to them on here. I try to be real everywhere. If you get my yahoo good for you and that means that I like to talk to you and I will play whatever game you want to play up to a point. I hate when people always ask to see me on cam..I DONT LIKE TO BE NAKED ON IT!!!!!!!!!!!! The few pics I have up are it...I prefer to keep the rest of in person meeting. If you dont like any of this then please by all means take yourself off my

Will Be Here..
u may meet people....... beter than me,more beautiful than me,but one thing i can say to u.....I will always be here for u when they all leave . I will miss u! She doesen't care if you call and wake her up in the middle of the night,just to talk;she hate's to argue,but is good at it;scary movies make her paranoid; she enveys every cute couple she sees;she don't judge;she loves to draw little hearts on her notes;she's free;she want's to be happy;and lately all she can think about is you.You mean more to her than you know;she has so much faith; so don't let go.. as we grow up,we learn that even the person that was supose to never let u down probally will.You will have your heart broken probally more than once,and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too,so rember how it fells when yours is broken.you'll fight with your best friend,you'll blame a new love for things an old love did.You'll cry because time is pasing too fast or not fast enough,and eventually you will

Parents Of 16 Slain
I HAVE THE LINK TO THE ARTICLE I PUT MY STASH IF YOU WANT TO CHECK IT OUT. MY HEART WAS SO BROKEN WHEN I SAW THIS ON THE NEWS AND ONLINE. SO UNFAIR TO THEM. THEIR STORY TOUCHED MY LIFE, ABOUT THEM BEING PARENTS OF 16 CHILDREN ALSO THE CHILDREN WITH SPECIAL NEEDS. THEY WERE BLESSED WITH A GIFT TO BE PARENTS AND WE WILL ALWAYS ASK WHY WOULD SOMEONE DO THIS? THE ANSWER WILL ONLY BE FOUND IN THE BLACK HEARTS OF THEIR MURDERS. I JUST PRAY THAT THE MURDERERS ARE CAUGHT, BUT ALL I CAN DO FOR THESE PEOPLE AND THEIR FAMILY IS TO WRITE A POEM, ALOHA TO THEM AND THEIR FAMILY... YOUR LIFE TOGETHER HAS BLESSED SO MANY LIVES AS YOU HELPED CHILDREN GROW WITH RUNNING STRIDES ALTHOUGH THE WORLD CALLED THEM CHALLENGED AND WEIRD YOU GAVE THE CHILDREN YOUR LOVE AND TOLD THEM THERE'S NOTHING TO BE FEARED WHEN I HEARD THAT YOU WERE TAKEN I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I MAY DO AS NOW I WRITE THESE WORDS AND SAY A LITTLE PRAYER JUST FOR YOU THE CLOUDS WERE DARKENED AS YOUR LIFE WAS TAKEN UPON THAT DREA

Pictures My Pics..lol
good morning everyone or eveing depening where u are..=) im going to make a salute pic now i think i figured how to make one again... also im not sure about showing all of me here...but i can do some sexy teddys or something...but not naked, just don't feel all that comfortable if u know what i mean...anyways i am going to make my salute after my bath..so ill catch up with u fu friends in a bit...=) have a nice day p.s. just so u know someone made me feel unconfortable before so new changes..please don't judge me cause u don't know me i had to change my privacy setting in (PROFILE VIEWABLE TO EVERYONE OR FRIENDS OR SALUTES REQUIRED)...U KNOW THAT BUTTON...sorry don't mean to yell at u..but i wanted to make sure u knew what i was talking about...=) i changed my setttings friends only can see my profile and i want to make sure that u are still seeing my profile and pics....i met to do that while back...im going to try this for awhile and wants to know from other people using thi

My Wicked Intentions
just wanna give a big whoop whoop u know,i just can't stand people who try 2 judge other people b-4 they get 2 know them.it's a waste of their own time and energy and they don't even realize it!!!(dumbasses) For a VIP for 1 month I will; GIVE 300 11'S A WEEK WILL MONITER YOUR DRINKS & KEEP YOU SHITFACED WILL POST SOMETHING EACH DAY IN MY STATUS MESSAGE ABOUT YOU THESE TERMS CAN BE NEGOTIATED... MESSAGE ME!!!!!

My Hidden Enemy
A Letter To: Normals Having FMS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident , most people do not understand even a little about FMS/MSP and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable all th

Realizations..
It's amazing when you get to a certain age and realization kicks in, I'm 48 and 60 is really not that far away, Over half of my life is over. I would like to say that I'm all excited about the "Future" but I'm not, I mean what do i have to look forward to? Diapers? walkers? Death? I really feel like I wasted my life fuckin around so much of it, Not givin a shit alot of it. I'm not proud of some of the things i have done but I'm not ashamed either. I wish I went to college like I wanted to, joined the air force, became that comicbook artist I always wanted to be, but i was lazy, always puttin off till tomorrow, well tomorrow has came and went. I have been alive for 49yrs 10mos and 12days I have seen people I loved and care for die and most of my mentors have passed on. I had so many chances to better myself but for so many REASONS/EXCUSES I simply have not. I wasted this life with all my fancy hopes and dreams and now in a decade of so I will simply cease to exist. I have h

Life!
Life is what you make it.You might be a bitch,you might be a whore.Me im a Saint and a demon.I'm not scared to be me,making people happy is what make it a bitch.This comes from living i will have more on life soon. Now to start off saying,i'm a real man that aint on BS.Not a fake or phony guy.If i say something i'm going to do it.Women these day's i dont't know what happened to them,but they start being fake and dont do what they say.Now i dont know what makes you think that you can say things and not come correct,but you act all shitty and fake to me you will get the cold shoulder.Women say they are real,where the hell is the real women?Some of you want to know why you get cheated on and be treated like shit.This is why,us men will find out what kind of person you are.If not your nothing but a lying ass bitch.women ger your mind right,and you come at me with shit,you will get just that.If you have something to say to me,leave a message.If you have bs on your mind,get a life. Now what

Strife
yea i dont believe in life but deaths not a game id like to play...hmm the thought seems kind of interesting but heck what good is that to me.ill be in a pine box with my answered questions but no solution when all i really want is to find a tiny resolution but its okay but i dont even care im comfortable here with my corpse and my fear and ill lay here quietly much like i did when i was alive the only difference i am that scary thing called alive and that pine box is my life and im just sitting around lookingtrying to figure out why im still looking for that piece of substance to keep me afloat so i sang and i praise while you set there and gloat because your doing fine with yourperfect little life unbeknowest to you i paid a small price my agony and pain will be avenged upon you in a nice little word i call strife nicely gift wrapped and sent with love to you. the witness is funny yes your honor it is why/ well because who said the witness was real that he knows waht he is saying tha

Frightened Seller
Ok...So after some ups and downs...One of my best buds James Wilson finally got his EP done several months ago. After 2 full CD's, what I wanted to see from him more then anything was another full CD. A CD that I would know each and every song by heart and have the privilege of having had been through that journey with him. Well, finally...it's on its way...coming soon...Yay...I am estatic. The Cd will be titled Exordium. My favorite song (Sink) since I first met him over 2 years ago is on the new cd...plus a new song that I've ony heard once or twice (Not Important Anymore)...which btw is also fast becoming an instant fav. His songs will touch your very heart and soul and leave you aching for more... You can check James ....Frightened Seller....out on myspace @ www.myspace.com/frightenedseller and on the net @ www.frightened seller.net He will be leaving for 1 year to Japan sometime his month. Keep a look out for him and his wonderful music... Thanks darlings, Your Empress Dawn

Once In A Life Time..
There's this guy,and he makes me smile no mater how bad i feel.He knows just what to say just to make my day.He's the only one person that i hate to go one day with out talking too,and more imporanitly he is the guy that has my heart! U might not be his first,his last,or his only he's loved,and he may love again,but if he loves you now what else maters?He's not perfect,and neither are you,and the two of you never will be perfect,but if he makes you laugh at least once witch causes you to think twice,and admits to beeing human,and making mistakes.hold on to him and give him all you got,he's not going to be thinking of you every moment,but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break,don't hurt him,don't expect to change him,don't expect too much from him,smile when he makes you happy,cry when he makes you sad,and miss him when he's not there!!! True friends**** *stick up for you when your being put down *will always have your back *deserve all your luv and trust *lend

Why Is Everyone Around Me So Fucking Happy!?
everyone is in lovehopeful HAPPYi need a good hug and at the same time i want to be in a cold dark room, in a big bed alone. i miss talking to who i love and think about when im alone. even as little conversation as it was we were having. the more guys that hit on me, the more i realize how alone i will ALWAYS be. i need... i need a guy who likes me to open his eyes and be straight forward with me. to realize that he is in love with me, and when he realizes that, i need him to tell me and i need him to not change his mind and i need him to know that once i say "I love you too," it means i will ALWAYS be there for him. no matter what. i dont want to feel like a third wheel. i dont want to feel like a charity case. i dont want to feel like a burden when im w/ my friends because ive been one to my family my entire life. boys r all the same and just so...strangle-worthy. slutty chicks r nice to look at. however, they will not be there for u, to take care of u when u r throwing up in

Short Stories
The affair had turned sour, and her guilt waxed inversely as the romance waned. How could she, a married woman, have done this thing? What had seemed so exciting at the outset now seemed sordid. She was sorry she had ever gotten into it. Her husband was ten times the man her lover was, and she knew that now. She had betrayed the man she loved, and was ill with selfloathing for it. There was no help for it, she would have to tell him. She would make a clean breast of it and beg for his forgiveness, and if he threw her out, well, it was his right and she had brought it on herself by her foolishness. But what a loss it would be! Yet she couldn't keep silent, for that would make a mockery of their relationship; there had to be honesty between them, however painful it might be. She nerved herself and brouched the matter that evening. "Dear, I have something to say that I fear will not please you, and--" "Oh, you found out!" he explained. "What?" She was nonplussed.

What Happened To Lil Kim?!?!
Dane Cook...I think he is crazy funny but my bf doesnt. Seriously considering dumping him over it. lol \:||: Alladin was on tv the other night. And I think that the he looks like the guy from Slum Dog Millionaire. Does that make me racist? lol Ok I love her new song....download. But the vid freaks me out. Who the heck is that?!?! Here is her before and after. Maybe you can tell me. After: http://www.imeem.com/hiphopvideos/video/om_B6eFk/lil-kim-download/ Before: http://www.imeem.com/groups/6Vzeud8T/video/auxesS9I/lil-kim-lil-kim-the-jump-off-music-video/

More About Me...
Reality & Assumptions. Good topic if you actually can sit back pick that one apart; believe it or not they go hand in hand. Think about it and if you need me to explain it too you (LOL) let me know. Hardship of time &space creates nothing except a hole; containing what was possible to believe in and the dispare of dreams. I hold on & you let go... Believing is too forget. I once wrote: "Roses may die; yet when it lived the scent carries beyond time. All can be forgotten. I still remember." Wrote 2003 by: John Belcher I am one of just those guys; that's already had those times in life and done the crazy-boy stuff. Laid back artist, self employed and Best of all Single Father. Just living in a harden'd world thats' forgotten what it means too really have fun while existing. Who really knows what is gonna happen next...

Out In The Open.
i see my self to much and when i drink i get philisophical. so it is what i am which makes where and who run from me...lol what a great thing to know about the world towards yourself... well here we are looking at the ladys. all i hear a lot of the time is look at my face not my tits. but as i have seen in more then just one profile is the downward shots of ladys tits. it seems to me they want you to look. well i will say something about my self i like to look at a lady in a nice outfit from head to toe then down at just a face and tits. the world haas become more self indulged with makeing ladys show there bodys then what it is to be them selfs. like most there are a lot of zelets around the world. now in here on the net there are a whole lot more. the thing about here is you should still use your imagination more then showing it all for it is what will make us more human then just a bunch of lies on a computer screen. so with that ladys please show more fully dressed in good look

Unreal Love
you will not see me cry not one little tear he was not worth it he was nothing to me i swear i held him in my heart for a very long time but i had to release him i could not keep his tainted love it was to heard to bear he was never mine even if i thought he was he was just something that i placed my love on he was nothing,nothing i swear my eyes will not cry any tears i was willing to give up so much just to have him near but no i will not give up nothing to have that fake ass here his love is fake just like he is so i will not cry over him i will not i will not do not feel bad for me cause i can't find love do not act like you care when you really don't do not tell me you love me when you know you know its a lie do not smile at me when you have nothing but hate inside do not tell me how you really feel about me do not act like i am your world when you just pass me away do not say "i love you more then aything" when you never ment it to begin with do not

Wishin U Well
>/> ♥ ItsUrAngel ♥ Owner Of The BlueMoon@ fubar I am putting this blog up for support of angel in her fight against cancer and the possibilities of cancer. Please keep her in ur prayers as she is just starting this battle and she needs all the support she can get.

Listen To Tay Okay!!!
CYBER LOVE Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing b

The Life And Times Of Athena Dylan
Aurora breathed deeply, focusing her mind on the task at hand. Eyes closed, she sat cross-legged on the mat in the dimly lit room. She cast her mind into the emptiness, searching for the presence she had felt only once before… Little did she know that someone was watching. Black eyes glinted in the dim light. She’s so close, so close to me…. I can almost touch her again… her long golden hair, her soft white skin… her pure soul of light… He had never felt this way about a mortal before. He knew it was not allowed, but what did he care? He was Belial, Prince of the Sons of Darkness, Lord of Trickery, the Angel of Lawlessness… to me, nothing should be forbidden, the creature reasoned. Especially something so beautiful, so pure. I deserve to experience something unsullied, he told himself. Light has been denied me for much too long. Aurora sank deeply within her own spirit, using her power to draw the worlds of the seen and unseen

Sad
Ok so I always have seriouse love for those men and women whom unselfishly give there all for me n every1 in our country! So plse this is not a disrespect blog just need help. Ma man was medically discharged after 5wks training and as I suspected b4 he even left he didn't come back the same person that left for training. Physically he's stronger more dissiplend which is awsome! But mentally he is not all there he didn't come back to me ok. He's not sleeping right and is having nightmares. Mentally he can't barely explain what's going on in his head just feels distant @ lst 60% of the time and pushes every1 away when gets like this(he sleeps somewhat k whenim with him)...they broke him down but never rebuilt him or prepared him for this change considering he didn't finish training. I worry about him so much. I love this man unconditionally n full heartedly! I feel like my hands are tied n don't know what to do to help him get through This aside from just being there trying to understa

Help
come join us @ http://fubar.com/lounge/67329 it is rockin in there. Police Warning to Online MembersState police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then sendit out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothingto be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do notreply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requestsfor private chat in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect formurder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass thison, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, andExcite so far.This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send toeveryone you know! Ladies, this is serious.Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information SpecialistRoanoke Fire-EMS541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roa

Roses On Your Pillow
each time i look in the mirror i see an image of someone i knew before, but when i take a closer look, the sight before me makes my eyes sore, an image of a past history thats lurking just behind my eyes. the shadows are all reminiscent and my image is nothing more than a mere disguise. an image is an animated facilsmile, an image that stares right back at you, a color copy of what we think were supposed to, but the image dosent know what it cannot see. now when i look in the mirror, i look at the image for what its truly for, to treat life a little dearer, for many things to be explored................................................ only on the darkside of the moon will you find people like me. people who run away from love to live their lives pain free, a place you can always go to when your hurting, and feeling down, so if you've ever had your heart broken and you need to get away fast, come to the darkside of the moon!!!!!11 i used to trip and stay so high, i'd even climb buildin

Thats The Way..uh-huh, Uh-huh.
THIS GOES OUT TO ALL THE MOTHER FUCKERS WHO DONT GIVE A SHIT AND WONT HELP SOMEONE WHEN THEY ARE TELLIN YOU THEY REALLY NEED THE HELP!!! THE NEXT TIME YOU NEED IT SEE IF I GIVE A SHIT AND YOU CAN KEEP CALLING OUT FOR IT BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU WANNA YELL THERE WILL HAVE TO BE SOMEONE ELSE WHOS EARS CANT STAND TO BLEED ANYMORE. YOU COULD BLOW MY EARDRUMS I DONT GIVE A FUCK. AT LEAST THAT WAY I CANT HEAR ANYONE CRY, BEG, WHINE OR BITCH. YOU CANT HEAR ANYTHING IT YOU ARE A DEAF MOTHER FUCKER. SO BLOW MY DRUMS I WILL WALK AROUND IN BLISS WITH A BIG FUCKING SMILE ON MY FUGLY AZZ FACE. :D THIS IS YOU SMANGIN DJ_sh8kzp3r FROM THE RELENTLESS RADIO LOUNGE!!! I AM CELEBRATING BEING A VETERAN FOR 2(TWO) YEARS COMING AUGUST 8, 2009!!! SHOW YOUR LUV TO AN OEF(OPERATION ENDURING FREEDOM-AFGHANISTAN) COMBAT SOLDIER!!! I LOVE BEING HOME IN THE GOOD OLD U.S. of A.!!! HIT ME IN THE SHOUT BOX WHEN I DJ @ HTTP://FUBAR.COM/LOUNGE/RELENTLESS_RADIO# !!! RELENTLESS RADIO IS MORE THEN YOU CONVIENT ONLIN

Just A Lonely Little Mouse.
Are people allowed to post any kind of nude pictures on this site? If so send me a message and tell me yes and no. If yes what type of nude pictures? I want to get some funds to get things for you fine people. Help me share the wealth. ITS a win/win deal for everyone. I am new to this site. I would like to meet and get to know the people who use this site. I would like anyone who is willing to help me learn this site so I can get funds to start having fun with the rest of you fine people. As always their are a lot of stand up people who are well respected and lots who are worthless. I ask only those of you that the the better fine people to help me learning this site and becoming my new friends.. Send me a message so we can chat.

Whats New
Hey Everyone so ya i have a awsome new year with my family we drank and we smoked and we got wasted then i slept all new years day just to drink more that night so ya tell me how ur new year went. Lets have a awsome NEW YEARS !!!!! Well ppl this is the first blog i have started in this site and i am going to be using it as a way to meet new ppl so if anyone is interested in making a new friend then add me but mostly this is going to be also used as a way for me to get out into the fubar commuitee hey everyone its been a long time since my last blog but there has been so much that has happened since then like first off i am a father now .... and its fuckin awsome but at the same time me and the mother are seperate which sucks but wat can u so ah ummm wats else is new .... this is new someone has voted me a asshat for some odd reason but wat can i do its their opinion .... but anyway make sure to check my profile to rate, add, and chat cus its always good to talk to ppl

My Thoughts
I went to a friends store and got out of my car to go into the store. Upon getting out of the car a guy whistled at me. SERUSILY Do you really think we are going to stop what we are doing just to come over to get your number? I now I have a great ass and you whistling at me does not change this. I all ready know this. So why don't you come over and tell me you think I'm hot that I have a nice ass and ask me for you number. What's the worst that could I tell you NO. Well I guarantee that you whistling from the side lines that you will never get my number. so got a fantasy for u invalids a toy... surprise surprise lol so anyway i want a toy its wireless remote that sit on the clit in the girls panties i go out to dinner with a guy and when we site down to dinner before they cum to ask us what we would like for dinner i hand him the remote and let him play with it during dinner...dont think we would make it out of the parking lot...lol but i think that is so FUCKING HOT what u

Packers Movers
Packing and Moving to new location is not an easy task. It is chaotic and time taking task that no one wants to deal with. People often get stressed looking at the difficult task of packing and moving. So they hesitate to move to new location. But this difficult, if it is done with care and planning it becomes easy and exciting. Packing and moving to new location has to be done with care and dedication. So in order to make this task easier, cost effective and hassle free it is better to take the help of professional moving company. There are several moving companies in the market that offers packing and moving services. You can shift to new location with hassle free hiring the services of professional moving company. People often try to save money by packing the goods on their own. But at the end they mess out with everything and packing becomes more stressful. People often wash out their hands with some of the valuable goods. So in order to make moving to new location easier and com

Just One Of My Many Fantasies!
I am in my apartment, standing on the balcony overlooking the city streets down below. Hundreds of people crowd the street. Suddenly a man in the crowd catches my eye. I can't seem to take my eyes off of him. I am standing there in a long white sundress with spaghetti straps........see through and bare skinned underneath. Suddenly this man turns and looks at me.....making direct eye contact. We can both feel the passion burning inside, the longing to touch each other. I stand there, watching him push his way through the crowd, making his way to the entrance of my building. I stay on my balcony, knowing he will find me. Suddenly there is a knock on my door, I stand still, knowing he will come in. He sneaks up behind me..I can feel him. The heat from his skin radiating all around me. He then kisses me softly on the nape of my neck..sending chills down my spine. He then puts his arms around me, reaching for the french doors, closing them to the world around us. He then cups

Surveys :) [[get To Know Me Bishes]]
I'm extremely bored. Ask me anything below and I'll answer you, honestly. OH shit, here we go :P You got laid last night, didn't you?Well isn't that a bit personal? =] If you must know, I did, I did. :) Shh.Have you ever kissed someone that's name started with a 'B'?Yes. Stupid jerk face :/ haha. Is there anyone that hates you right now?Its a slight possibility. But hate is a very passionate feeling and I haven't made anyone mad in a very long time so in my mind its also slightly doubtful.Have you ever woke up next someone and wanted to puke?Nope. I believe im a bit more responsible then that....or rather, a whole lot more responsible :)What is one thing that would instantly make you dislike someone?Child molesters, gay haters If someone liked you, what would be the best way for them to tell you?I suppose words might work best =] Do you like me?!If you won a lot of money in the lottery, what would you do first?Bankkkkkk it.

Darrian Lynx
SEXY SALUTES & NSFW for those who dont have one and would like to get one without having to wait an eternity! Salutes: I dont have credit cards or real money on FU, so helping me out with Blasts, Autos, Bombs, Bling Packs, VIPs, I'd be happy to reward you with salutes like these: Some take more time, what kind would you like?: This is the easiest kind, so it doesnt take alot to earn one like this: Yes, I have NSFW pictures, no, I do not allow everyone and their mother to view them, yes, I am open to allowing access if you would like and are helping me in some way as well. I love my FUS!

Land Or No?
"Please can I cum?" she begged, kissing the top of my shoe. She was on her hands and knees, her big ass in the air, whimpering at my feet."You are so adorable when you beg, pig," I chuckled, ruffling her hair with my free hand. I had a cigarette in the other hand, and the ash was getting long. "Open wide."She tilted her head up to look at me, and with a grimace opened her mouth. I tapped my ash off on her tongue. Her eyes got watery."Quit being such a baby. I didn't burn you, did I?"She shook her head. Her hair bounced off her cheeks."Do you want me to have to get up and go get an ashtray?"She shook her head again, eyes still tearing up. Now her red lipstick was smeared with gray ash."So what is your problem, crybaby?"Thank you for using me as your ashtray, Sir.""You don't seem really thankful," I said slowly. "Now what were you saying about cumming?""Well, Sir..." she stuttered. "Last night you told me you would make me cum if I... if I...""If you what, pig?" I sighed, acting ignorant

Ppl
Whats good yall some times in life u must take the good with the bad it hurts when u cant please everbody at once but things happen 4 a reason just so long as the ppl that matter and cares 4 u knows that u tried ur best no matter what i hope whom ever reads this can relate on a issue or two in life we must choose the paths we r given if u make the wrong choise bad will happen if u make the right choise good will happen whos 2 say whats right or wrong in some ones life dont judge others unless other judge you 1st member god is love and thats the strongest thing we all have and can hold on 2 peace love and happyness 1 love 1 god 1 world in all i seen on the news yesterday or the day befor that this teen mother left her newbourn child road side that baby didnt ask 2 be bourn or 2 be left like that i hope they find a better home 4 that child then find the girl whom did that and put her ass in jail or some type of puinshment 4 her doing that well folkes less than 24 hrs b4 my b day got nada

News
From OutHistory Jump to: navigation, search Newly Obtained Documents Reveal Name of Woman Arrestee and Names of Three Men Arrestees: Marilyn Fowler, Vincent DePaul, Wolfgang Podolski, and Thomas Staton To honor the 40th anniversary celebration, in June 2009, of the Stonewall Riots, OutHistory.org is, for the first time, publishing nine pages of New York City Police Department records created early on the morning of the rebellion’s start, June 28, 1969. Reproduced in facsimile with transcriptions, these sometimes hard-to-read but historic documents provide an immediate sense of what the police called an "Unusual Occurrence" at the Stonewall -- the rebellion that has come to symbolize the start of the modern, militant LGBTQ movement for civil rights and liberation. The NYPD records include new, important, and striking details: Raymond Castro, about 1969 Officer Charles Broughton of the 1st Division arrested Raymond Castro, Marilyn Fowler and Vincent

Slipknot's Tour
January 200923 - St. Paul, MN - Xcel Energy Center24 - Kansas City, MO - Sprint Center25 - Council Bluffs, IA - Mid America Center27 - Madison, WI - Alliant Energy Center28 - Des Moines, IA - Wells Fargo Arena30 - Rosemont, IL - Allstate Arena31 - Auburn Hills, MI - The Palace of Auburn HillsFebruary 20092 - Peoria, IL - Peoria Civic Center3 - Indianapolis, IN - Pepsi Coliseum5 - New York, NY - Madison Square Garden6 - Lowell, MA - Tsongas Arena7 - Camden, NJ - Susquehanna Bank Center9 - Greensboro, NC - Greensboro Coliseum Complex10 - Charlotte, NC - Cricket Arena11 - Greenville, SC - Bi-Lo Center13 - Baltimore, MD - 1st Mariner Arena14 - Lexington, KY - Rupp Arena15 - Nashville, TN - Sommet Center17 - Duluth, GA - Gwinnett Center18 - Orlando, FL - UCF Arena19 - Pensacola, FL - Pensacola Civic Center21 - Corpus Christi, TX - Concrete Street Amphitheater22 - Grand Prairie, TX - Nokia Theatre23 - Tulsa, OK - BOK Center26 - Houston, TX - Verizon Wireless Theater28 - El Paso, TX - El Paso

Ponderments
I mean if all that has happened within the last year isn't enough to motivate me I don't know what is. I can't really even say it's been a roller coaster because even those have peaks and valleys ..I've been free falling. I've taken responsibility for my actions and know they've played a large role in everything that's happened ..everything can't always be pinned on me but nonetheless I've had ample opportunity to mend things. I've been knocked down plenty of times I've had to work my way from the bottom ..but now ...now I just can't seem to find the right motivation ..I know I can't things rolling because of someone else I need to do it for me but my heart is just not in it. A typical day for me is fruitless and I'm truly sick and tired of it. It bothers me I guess you can say because I've seen my potential or glimpses of it anyway and know I can be doing a lot better. I'm 22 I'm young I know ..but that's no excuse . I know better . I have this tendencey however to overw

Cherokee Legends
In the latter half of 1838, Cherokee People who had not voluntarily moved west earlier were forced to leave their homes in the East. The trail to the West was long and treacherous and many were dying along the way. The People's hearts were heavy with sadness and their tears mingled with the dust of the trail. The Elders knew that the survival of the children depended upon the strength of the women. One evening around the campfire, the Elders called upon Heaven Dweller, ga lv la di e hi. They told Him of the People's suffering and tears. They were afraid the children would not survive to rebuild the Cherokee Nation. Gal v la di e hi spoke to them, "To let you know how much I care, I will give you a sign. In the morning, tell the women to look back along the trail. Where their tears have fallen, I will cause to grow a plant that will have seven leaves for the seven clans of the Cherokee. Amidst the plant will be a delicate white rose with five petals. In the center of the blossom will

Depression Sucks
For some time now, I have come to realize that maybe trying to be out going and being straight forward with peeps isnt such a good idea . I was told by my doctor not to hold in pent up anger and not allow any one to treat me like crap. I even so much had hypnois to help me. As now that, I am growing older, I seem to be with out even trying, pissing people off. Example: I had a situation that involved hubby and the only way I know how to vent and not take it out on any one is to blog. Well this woman felt the need to hand me my ass and tell me what a horible person I am moching off my hubby and going on vacation. This woman has no idea who I am or what I am going threw. Any how I wasnt nice to her, and handed her back her own ass. I went to lay down and started to think of situations, that I have been in and how I conducted myself in public. Sooooooooooooooooooooooo I have decided to stop being so out going, and just keep my mouth shut and not post any thing that involves

Rain
I never was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. His face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away. And when he looked what could I ali My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face. And took my eye sight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as cords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winters choice? Is love always snow? He seems to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw such sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart was left it's dwelling place And can return no more.................... My life if a single steping stone. I live it day to day all alone. No one there to help me stand. No one there to lend me a hand. I spend my life by crying o

Ray's Psychotic Transgressions
Well, Jenny. I hadn't heard from you in a while. We were friends and then we just lost touch. I always thought you were the one that got away. You were the most beautiful, charming, fun person I had ever met. Jenny, I know that you are in heaven. You were such an amazing person. The time we spent together in Chicago and Dallas was some of the best times I had. Your smile, your laugh, your kindness. You were always special to me. I thought about you all the time, and have to admit I loved you at one point. I know that you and I agreed it wouldn't work because of my job and the distance but the time we shared was special, and I will never forget it. I found out from your mother on your yahoo account. She told be me briefly. I understand her surprise as not too many people knew about us. You were definitely the one that got away, Jenny. You will always have a special place in my heart. I think to this day there might just be a little love for you. Goodbye, Jenny and sweet dr

Just So You Know ....
IM SCARED I REALLY DONT KNOW IF I WANT TO GO TO THE DENTIST TOMORROW ....SOME ONE WANNA GO FOR ME LOL I HATE DENTIST LOL OKAY IM BEING DUMB I dont know if i will be on much Tuseday cuz im haveing teeth pulled and there putting me under anesthesia cuz im tarififed of the dentist and ill probally be in a lotta pian so if you have my cell number text me to check on me if you wanan if not ill be back probally wednessday or if can on tuseday lol ........ I really dont wanna go to the dentist ethere lol ....im scared to death hey if you wanna buy great xmas gifts check out my online store at youravon.com/rebeccasawyer they have all kinds of stuff and great prices to ..... http://rebeccasawyer.avonrepresentative.com/

Free Floting Hostility
Well... I think it is apparent now that one of the things I enjoy in life is excess. I like things that are excessive. Excessive behavior, excessive language, excessive violence. It's fun, it's interesting, it's exciting. I like it when nature is excessive, thats why I like natural disasters. All these natural disasters that have been going on, I fucking love em. I can't get enough of em. When natures going crazy, throwing things around, scaring people and destroying property... I'm a happy fucking guy. I look at it this way. For centuries now, man has done everything he can to destroy, defile and interfere with nature. Clear cutting forests, strip minning mountians, poisioning the atmosphere, over fishing the oceans, poluting the rivers and lakes, destroying wetlands and aquafers. So when nature strikes back, smacks man in the head and kicks him in the nuts... I enjoy that. I have absolutly no sympathy for human beings what so ever. None. And no matter what kind of problems humans

Confused
My son is 17 months old and and his temper seems to get worse every day.. he gets his temper from my fathers side.. 90 percent of the men in our family have this terrible temper and i prayed that he would not have it.. Cause all i see in his future is lots of trouble... Im scared he will have the trouble my cousin had trying to keep it under control. my cousin finaly has it sorta under control.. but he now has a long criminal record.... and has been in and out of jail too many times to count and was in prison for 3 years all because of his temper.. i dont want this for my son... i mean my son is so sweet but a wrong look and he is mad... Why is it when ur with a guy and you break up caues they dont want to be with u anymore. why do they call you and your friends asking where your at and who you with all the time. its like they cant stand for you to be happy. I think im cursed to only find and be attracted to assholes, jerk offs, and freaks. like my most recent ex after 3 years of me

My Perfect Man
These are the Keys to a Loving Lasting Relationship ~ Enjoy!~ Love one another with all your hearts.~ Give more than you take.~ Don't ever take your relationship for granted.~ Have heart-to-heart talks and really communicate.~ Be trusting, playful, intimate and kind.~ Appreciate all the little, special things.~ Recognize that time spent together is a treasure.~ Make the most of what each day brings.~ Know that nothing is sweeter than the warmth of one hand within another.~ Walk together in the direction you want to go.~ Be supportive and sharing and open to changes.~ Always continue to grow.~ Cherish this blessing which so few truly find.~ Have dreams to reach out for through the years.~ Share one another's smiles through the good times.~ Be everything to one another through the tears.~ What your time together lacks in quantity, make up for with quality.~ Call to say "I love you" in the middle of the day.~ Keep your sense of humor and hold on to your hopes.~ Don't let work or worries

Poems
the chaotic day to day rush plunges me into a rapid flowing stream from which i have yet to return the joys and sorrows of everyday life fill my heart with a continious ache tears flood my eyes and fall like rain from sorrows i would like to abstain joy and laughter id like more to gain for the pleasures of life and love should outweigh the heartaches and tragedy yet you insist on causing grief through strife caring not the hearts you crush you sacrifice all for your delight of pain i wish all could see the shriveled black nugget you call a heart to hear the devilish thoughts that run rampant through your mind for then and only then could they see you for what and who you truly are ...... ........... LIFE...................... a short poem of mine lol enjoy.... suddenly you were in my life my gray skies turned to blue all i wanted was to be near you keep you by my side forever and ever no more tears no more rain and no more soul renching pain forever and eve

Candy Shop Contests
The Candy Shop will be holding more contests. The next contest is for the men. It's the "sexy men" contest. So, men, if you think you got that sexy going on or ladies if you think your man has it (with his permission) get in on this contest! It will be alot of fun. Pics MUST be SFW and mail the pic link of your choice to the Candy Shop by this Friday. We would like to start this contest on Sunday. We will also be holding an aution soon in support of our troops and are looking for military of any branch to join the auction. A more detailed blog will be posted for that in the future. A salute is required to participate in all contests, etc. Thanks for looking and have a sweet day! When i wrote this blog, I was under the impression the contest was to begin Sunday,it has begun today, Saturday.In order to give EVERYONE IN THE CONTEST adequate preparation time, the folder is shut down for approz. 1 hour. 1 pic is already flagged too! NO BS WILL BE TOLDERATED! ALL pics are going

Like My Favorite Pair Of Jeans
To all the sum of the earth who thinks its ok to play with a womans emotions...... Current mood: angry Category: Life You think its nice to play with emotions? What if the situation was flipped and we played with yours? You think its fun to make a woman feel like shit? You think its funny when a girl cries? what the fuck does a woman have to do to show a man shes interested in him not what he has? Fuck i wish i knew all these answers if you do please share. your eyes are as green as the trees on the mountain. your smile is like the sunrise on the ocean blue. your touch is like an earthquake. the way you smell is like the breeze of wild flowers in the wind. your heart beat is like the sound of cool waves coming in. being with you is like the time stopping for a moment. waking up to you is like life sighing with content. a simple hug is like wearing my favorite pair of jeans. Doesn't the bible teach forgiveness?Didnt Jesus say turn the other cheek?An Eye for an Eye?Isn't

Bored...
Totally Love you Corey!!! Californians So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly, and Texan jokes, somebody had to come up with this: You know you're from California if...1. Your co-worker has 8 body piercings and none are visible.2. You make over $300,000 a year and still can't afford a house.3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English.4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower.5. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm donor.7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian.8. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears.10. Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the U.S.11. The guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like

Random Thoughts
Lying, thinkingLast nightHow to find my soul a homeWhere water is not thirstyAnd bread loaf is not stoneI came up with one thingAnd I don't believe I'm wrongThat nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.There are some millionairesWith money they can't useTheir wives run round like bansheesTheir children sing the bluesThey've got expensive doctorsTo cure their hearts of stone.But nobodyNo, nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone.Now if you listen closelyI'll tell you what I knowStorm clouds are gatheringThe wind is gonna blowThe race of man is sufferingAnd I can hear the moan,'Cause nobody,But nobodyCan make it out here alone.Alone, all aloneNobody, but nobodyCan make it out here alone. Alone by Ma

Art..artists..art Supporters!
those sons of donkeys really fcuked up tonight. badly. even with me showing up a bit late to the meeting....i was there for the middle and the closing. Closing the meeting was me...by telling the folks my friend and i were meeting with that they fcuked up over plain and simple. then standing up yelling about how shady they were drove me to the beginnings of a seizure. needless to say that got them to scurry away like scared dogs. these corporate...hotel art...interior design door to door salesmen will never understand the true meaning of art and culture. they understand money and how they can use people to get it. by saying they "support" the art community. well from what i heard tonight...home depot does about just as much for art as these fools do. so they were explained that...couldnt understand the "problem" about it...and they left dumbfounded my friend and i didnt sell out our entire art community for the chance of a few dollars more. some people who love what they

Guantanamera
Les prometo que en un poco tiempo empezare a redactar en ingles . . el caso es que . . . ahhh como quisiera tener todo el lenguaje para platicarles jajaja. Resulta que el dia de hoy fui a Calgary, me toco estar "in line" formadita haciendo fila uffff con lo que me choca, cuando de repente se planto hasta el inicio de la dichosa fila una despampanante mujer con unos pechos no muy grandes pero siiii demasiado llamativos por el escote . . . grrrrr se hizo la linda y la nena no hizo fila para ocupar el primer lugar . . . quien le dijo algo??? nadie ! ! Porque? Pues porque nadamas estaban con la boca abierta los quince vejetes que iban delante mio . . jajaja . . primero me dio coraje, luego me dio risa . . . ahhhh cuando aprenderan los hombres a no dejarse manipular y ahhhh cuando aprenderemos las mujeres a no manejar a los hombres con nuestros bellos atributos fisicos jajaja. Besos No se porque me da la impresion de que ando entre puros borrachos jajaja, el caso es que no me ha gus

Life
I BEEN ON SO MANY SITE I SEE MORE HALF NEAKED WOMEN ON THES SITE , ITS OK BUT DON'T GO WITH THAT FAKE ROLE LIKE YOU ALL THAT THEN SAY IT ALL BELONG TO SOMEONE.....BECOUSE IF IT LIKE THAT THEN WHY ARE YOU FAKE FLIRT & SHOWING HIS GOOD TO THE WORLD? I THINK SOMTHING WRONG AT HOME ,LETS BE REAL THERS A LOT OF EYES ON HEAR& IF YOUR HALF IS OK ABOUT YOUR PAGE PUT THIM ON YOUR PAGE UNLESS HE OR SHE HAVE SECRET THAT YOU DONT KNOW ABOUT. LETS STOP BEING FAKE IF YOU WONT SOMTHING GO FOR IT YOU ONLY LIVE ONCES. BOOBIES! I love boobs, big and small, I love boobs, best of all. I think boobs are lots of fun, I think boobs are number one. I think boobs are really neat, they make me want to beat my meat. I love boobs covered in lace, I love boobs rubbing my face. I love boobs in leather black, those are huge, do they hurt your back? I love boobs in bras of silk, make me want to say "got milk"? I love boobs in a college dorm, and in a nurse's uniform. I love boobs in tight red sweaters, or

Flies
The sun goes down I'm left with my thoughts once again I live too much in my head Emotions run too deep But they are what my brain could keep Never to be full expressed Swallow the pride That's right No one will know I'm a different being on the inside Am I truely alive? Bare feet propt up on a cluttered coffee table Stacks of movies spread across its surface There's a varitey for everypart of ones imagination Beads of sweat trickle down my neck As a wave of heat presses itself onto my body A forceful intruder A strange annoying sound buzzes in my left ear Boiling anger spreads and streches it's fingers through my whole being Shimmering my blood As if it would soon evaporate through the pores of my skin DAMN FLY! Makes me think of the old man in Poe's story You know, the one with the milky eye? Damn thing finally flies away As time passes, the anger melts away Bare feet propt up on the cluttered coffee table Funny how fast another day is wasted When you have

Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolets
OK EVERY ONE YOU TEL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND PLEAS BE HONEST AND DETAIL ABOUT YOUR ANSERS.. do you beave that it is the same thing to be engaded or morried on fubar as it is in realy life... does a fu relashipon mean the same to you as one in rela life .... tell me what you thing and why .... this should be a good blog should get alot of diffrent openins wouldloe to know what you all think you know there are alot of great ppl on fubar from all over the world some are looking for friends some are just hwere to have fun and some are looking for mr/ms right.what ever your flavor is you can bet youll find it here. as far as the longes go there are alot fo thoseas well i have been to a few that play all kinds of music and some that are looking for staff.. some of the lounges that i would recamid and feel that are the best lounges are on this list take a look at the list then go to them and see what you think.. LONGES LIST THAT I LIKE AND THING ARE THE BEST SP FAR AND YES ILL ADD TO THE

Just Waiting!
I can't eat and I can't sleep because I'm always thinking of you. Day in day out your on my mind and I don't know how to get you off... Your like a part of me that is missing and I don't know where to find you to make me whole. I want you and I need you but it doesn't seem to matter because I don't think you feel the same... If I knew it would make things a little easier for me to express how I feel towards you.... So will you let me know or will i have this pain in my heart forever? Just waiting for someone to come sweep me off my feet. Is that person you or are you really just a dream? Are you a figure of my imagaination that i really want to come true? Hold up are you waiting too? If so please tell me what I need to do! Because if we both are waiting for the other one to move, then what are we waiting for just to prove our love will come through? I feel so used like a Kleenex tossed to the floor! Was it somethng that I did that made you not want me anymore? If it was I apoli

???
today is a day to remember those who lost their lives! this is my story, and how i feel about this day and this country sept 10, i had plans to go to NYcity, start but meet up with a friend who work in the twin towers, he was going to show my gf, buddy and i around, then it was to hit time square. ofcourse i never made the trip with my gf, my buddy brian went ahead. as u know what happened the next day, two planes it the towers, i was grabbing breakfast with my gf. the area i lived in, called TomsRiver,NJ was on alert, as there was a nuclear power plant 10 miles away, i remember most about that day is what if i had gone, i wouldnt be writing this now, what if stopped brian from going,he would be alive. so since that day, i every year, i will honor those lives. in total, i lost 3 friends that day, people around jersey lost someone, or knew someone who did. i ask any viewers to leave a comment, share ur story, what does this day mean to u, how did it change u? thank you for ur time. Ma

Destruction And Deviance
Current situations have persuaded me to actually sit here once again and put together my thoughts on a blog.. Run for your life.. No names will be mentioned, that's petty and immature, not to mention slanderous and against the law.First subject at hand... "HATERS"... Seriously?!?! What is going on in your feeble little minds other than yourself? Why hate on others ? You could be the same way that others are if you'd literally remove your head from your sphincter.. If one wants to achieve anything in life, it's not just handed to them, the ones that are handed things on a silver platter, I pity you, there is nothing in life for free. one must work to achieve anything in their lives.. No that doesn't mean manipulating and using people, don't even get that concept in your head, that's morally and inconsiderate.. Some people strive to make that their life goal.. Manipulation isn't the best thing to use against people.. Now back to the subject at hand.... HATERS!! Why do you do this? Your l

My Sice I Can Be Fenned On
these are the sites I long on if you like to chat with me myspace.com//comstocklandscaping, myyearbook.com//comstocknathan, youtube.com//natedawg32621, twitter.com//comstocknathanso come and visit my sites This is one way to get to know me what I do come by and visit me.Would like to see and hear what you all thank of my song call (Ice is breaking) Thank You all that do.

Craptions
funniest caption for this picture gets 500k fubucks. I guess I need a lol. good luck. And the winner is: EmptyPiecesNow with: Witty I know you think this is sexy but I don't want to run to your bed this way anymore. Bounty Hunter, Babyfrog,and honey bare all tied for second. Thanks for playing everyone. "They call me the Flash in bed, too." Radiox i`m never showing you my old pics again - Seamus Watch out MOM here I come,,,,,weeeeeeeeeeeee -sweet contradictions By saying "Shazam", our hero is struck by lightning and granted the wisdom of Soloman, the courage of Achilles, and the ability to eat 50 chicken wings in 3 minutes. - Ketch22 Witty..I know you find this sexy but I don't want to run to your bed like this anymore..." - emptypiecesnow "join me tonight at 10PM EST for the RadioXShow"- Bounty hunter Best way to get a six-pack, workout? "No thanks, I'll just use a sharpie!" - here come trouble Benjamin Button Gone Terribly Wrong... jack daniels wendy "I wonder if

My Peoms
Betrayed lost and alone my heart stabbed with a rusty blade that has dulled edged only to have it ripped from my chest and tossed about like a rag doll,and laughed at enchoed in my ears ashamed to love with compassion and wondering if love is for real or if it is a game most play with instead of a feeling.Most just use it to get what they wantnot caring who they hurt making use feel powerless to them making us ask are selves ( Do they know what love is ?)(Did they even love me ?) Most of us have felt it only few give up on the love quest leaving a cold and empty feeling in are hearts where once a warm feeling was there,Only time will tell if are loved ones will be there the people that could have hurt you could be a Bf/Gf,Wife/Husband,Family,Childern this is what I know the pain and disapear of reaching out only to find no one there .But to me I have found one man that is always there even tho I may not see him I know in my heart he is right there and will not hold me under but will he

You're Not Alone
A spark. Slowly a flame flickered. We fueled with passion, love, everlasting. Enduring. The fire blazed. A fire that nothing could extinguish. A spark. Slowly a flame flickered. We fueled with anger and pain. Losing sight. The fire blazed. Love conquered. The fire extinguished. All is not lost. I have not left you. You are still with me. You take my hand as we rise from the ashes. Like the phoenix taking flight. I search for love, When the night came and it closed in. I was alone, but you found me where I was hiding. And though I'll never ever be the same, it was the sweetest voice that called my name. Singing You're not alone For I am here Let me wipe away every fear My love I've never left your side I have seen you through the darkest night and I'm the one that's loved you all your life All of your life You cry yourself to sleep cause the hurt is real and the pain cuts deep All hope seems lost With heartache your closest friend and everyone e

My Friend
PLEASE BID ON ME IN MY 1ST AUCTION....THX SOOO MUCH !!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YOU MAY HAVE TO COPY AND PASTE IF IT DOES NOT LET U CLICK ON IT ... SORRY http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=915274&albumid=1775512&i=3252570894&idx=4 Can you plzzz take a few mins and Help my Friend TheOne Level to ORACLE he has 11's on .Thank u soo much. http://fubar.com/user/2036329 Just copy and paste. SASSY PLEASE BID ON ME IN MY 1 AUCTION... THXX SOOOO MUCH !!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YOU MAY HAVE TO COPY AND PASTE IF LINK DOES NOT LET U CLICK ON IT...

Ramblings
Well, I managed to serve 24 years in the US Navy without going to sea AT ALL! Now that I have retired from active Naval Service, I'm going to sea on the aircraft carrier USS Harry S. Truman for 11 days! It will be a working trip too! No sitting back with wide eyes being a tourist, nope, I'll be on the flight deck helping the jets take off and land! I've done this once before for my current employer, but that was for only 4 days. This trip will be for 11 days! I'm looking forward to it. So, here I am, a two-day member and I'm wondering if the majority of the members on this wonderfully kooky site even know that fubar is an acronym used by the military? It's normally used when someone or something is so incredibly messed up that it takes quite a bit of study before that person or thing is recognizable again. So, without prolonging the suspense... F - F**kedU - UpB - BeyondA - AllR - Recognition Now if you are reading this blog and didn't know what fubar meant before,

Dont Do It
howdi fam i got thousandsof dvds sale also have vhs i buy and sell i need video games ill sell any dvd for 2.60 plus shipping themore you buy the cheaper the shipping come to my site check it out www.buyitlikeyoustoldit.com also have other items rip baby limo 01-27-10 dont let the chance slip away get your free gold membership today www.9thstlovestory.com chat and email free for a limited time new site need members 30,000 free memberships (gold) get it today

"lies, Lies, Everywhere Lies....."
At least for me and I do believe others are the same way. I told myself I was in love so I would not be lonely and needing that partnership with another. It has been that way all my life, not to say I wasnt in-love by no means. I just find now that I really couldn't understand or express that love until I was able to truely love myself and to be a partner to myself. I am finding now after 43 years, that I have made myself be in-love because I didn't want to be alone. I did care for both my ex-wifes, but I might have short changed them for the fear. I am alone once again as we all find ourselfs from time to time and this time, its okay....I rather enjoy just being with myself, its a good feeling. Yes the animal lust is still there, but that of course is just the phsyical need. So we create the illusion so we don't have to face the fear of being alone for to long of time. Did we care for that affair that lasted shortly or did we brain wash ourselves into thinking we were in love to escap

Get This Money Records
How many people on here will actually read this blog? How many people on here will actually read this blog and stop, take a deep breath, and examine the pros and cons. The fact and the fiction. The trials and tribulations? What do you do when there's nothing else to say? Nothing else to give? What do you do when your life comes to a standstill and you can't breathe through the pain? It'd be good to know. Well, it's official. Get This Money Records / Einstein Productions... Have finally taken the first major step towards success. 102 Jamz, a hip hop station out of the North Carolina triad area have agreed to play our exclusive demo track: More Than Air featuring EneME aka Considered SiKk. As soon as the release forms are signed, the air time shall begin. BIG THANKS to all of you who have continued to support me up to this point in my career. You will not be forgotten. And a special shoutout to that one person...she knows who she is...who has NEVER turned her back on G.T.M. and has

Stuff
dogs of war its 3 am and has been for daysas the same damn thoughts they flood my brainit starts we are dog the dogs of warwe are cast aside have a home no morewe fight for peacea peace of mindwe fight peace we'll never findthe same damn thoughts they flood my mindit 3 am and has been for daysthe picture of you its starting to fadefirst your eyesthen your smileI'm left with a taste on my lipsone i cant defineits 3 am please don't leaveif only for the night i need you to stayplease don't go your all that keep me saneits 4 am and somethings wrongi feel a bit offI'm left and that's not righti try not to thinkits going to be a long nightits 4 am I'm alone in the darkdog of warwith no voice to barkI a dog a dog of warI bow my headI say no more 1 year ago today it seems so far away wouldnt belive the time has past proof lies in your letters and pictures of photographs reading your words seeing your face seems like breaking down is the hardest habit to break being so full of emptyness

Life Lesson's
I thought I'd been through a lot of shit with my friends, but nothing the likes of this. Those of you who read this should know that my bff Zoey is writing this blog on my behalf. I asked her to. There are two pics in my pictures of my exroommate Ben, who our family invited into our home and our trusted family circle. I will never know why but one night he just decided to take our lives and rip us apart with ONE phone call. You see, Ben wasn't man enough to fight his own fight maturely. Zoey was talking to Ben calmly about a matter and Ben lunged at Zoey. I thought he might try to hurt her, so I defended her. She broke it up before any kind of a fight broke out, but Ben decided he would do everything he could to hurt us. He called the cops on me and had me arrested, and I have been in jail for almost 5 weeks now. People....be careful about who you allow into your haven from the world....your home. You can think you know someone, but they can turn on you in an instant.

Submission
Sweat travels her curves, a silver x upon her face, A smile hidden underneath, her eyes welling with tears "Was i bad?" she remembered asking her master his brown eyes cold he lashed her the kiss of the leather on her flesh. " You didnt clean the toilet" "BUt...mast...." he lashed her a yelp ringing into the halls. She cried hopig for pity but he taped her black mascara streaking her face. He pushes her into a chair. Her screams muddled into the tape. His wrath come across her face with his open palm. A rage fills her she loved him but he wouldnt let her go. Her arms hurting his strong arms pushing her shoulders into the wood. He looks into her soul "GET UP BITCH" He said. She had never heard this from him before enraging her. She flings him into the ground the fall confusing him she binds him to this post smirk into the tape her eyes toture his soul."Wait... what... what are you doing?" She quirks a eyebrow placing her hands into her hips her hand running over the leather the sweat on

Shout Out!!!
Hey Gang, Ok looks like I now have something else to become addicted to!! I love meeting new people and these are some cool digs to do it in. So school me peeps... Give me the 411 and let me know the dos and donts of this fubar thang. Catch ya later! Jerzgal Ok gang only a few days left to place your bid on me for The King's Auction!!! get all my atention, love and some special perks!!! G check it out before its too late..... CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW TO BID ON ME IN THE KING'S AUCTION!!!!! Hey my peeps.... Coem celebrate my new position with me as Manager of Centerfolds 2000!!! Drinks on me tonight so get your booty on down and join us... Centerfolds 2000 http://www.fubar.com/lounge/centerfolds2000

Empty
Upon the advice of my friends, I'm listening more closely to the advice of my friends. Perfect strangers, however, can read my profile and leave their advice after the beep. Where it will likely be ignored. Inked, were we going to write things in depth, or just write the important details? Hey, I'm new here. Welcome me, and I promise not to respond on this blog. Don't welcome me, and I swear, I won't respond at all.

Word Of Mouf
My Name is Jay, Im 28 in South Maryland. Im against all thats trendy not out of spite but to prove anyone can be a leader and not take the easy route and become a follower. Im spiritual but also unbalanced in some ways. I make you laugh anyway I can but I might wanna burn a hole through your eyes too. Im not a pretty boy/preppy/jock/thug/skater/goth or poser...Im alot of things, alot...If im not the guy for you because you want someone as a sugar daddy then take your ass and haul a U because I dont roll that way. I believe in real friends and chemisty. Any questions? please do ask. If your easily offended please dont read and remove me from your list lol... The Females like 40 and older seem to be even worse than the girls my age, im talking about with relying on being half naked for attention, and the begging ect. It seems like more older people are into leveling groups then younger ones, weird I just noticed that. I get maybe like 1 profile rate returned for every about 25 I do

Fallen's Feeling's
The undescribable feeling that is love people think they know what love is, but love isnt what you feel it is the level of the relationship you have with some one, depending how intament you are with them, because you are intament to some degree with everyone, intamency is how you get along with someone you can be intament with your freinds, family, even complete strangers that you might not see ever again. love is just another degree of relationship, that is why you can love so many thing's in this world, but even the degree that is love is also broken up into several part's , when you look at it, love can just mean you care about someone or something. so this thing that is love is just another word for feeling or relationship even intamency, these four things that are listed fall in the same category but they are able to get more pacific to what they mean where love isnt it is a combanation of all three. intamency which u have with everyone or everything. relationship which in t

Ponderings And Dawnings
Ok, well im not a big fan of your troops being over sea's.....I think they should all be brought home....But I do support them for defending in what they feel is right, they're helpin to keep me and my baby girl safe here at home, so i love our troops for it. Well, I have a friend on here that has kept me laughin since the first day i've known him, so imma send him and the others goodies lol Now everyone, please take a sec and give him some blog lovin and page love... http://www.fubar.com/blog/309330/1063712 Ok, so I was asked today, what is a Juggalette. Well, I do believe that I have come to THE perfect answer for 'lo or 'lette to give....And here it is. Mind you that I gave an example of a situation to show how fam is ALWAYS there for each other! A Juggalette is a girl (or woman) that listens to any person or group affiliated to Psychopathic records, which is a big name in underground rap. A Juggalo is the male version. And even though we're many and we're scattered all over

Randoms Blogs
FRUIT WARS: The Becoming! a long long time ago (like 20 min ago) In a Small Patch Far Far Away (a Bulletin by AsH.Weenie) A War Began (The Fruit Wars) One Day Lady Watermellon Arose From a Shelter Underground That she was Hiding in Since a Previous War Between The Fruits. As She Glanced around her surroundings She Ponders "WTF Dammit WHere is Everyone" Within A second Later. The Evil Stealth Banana Jumps From a Tree And Attacks The Watermellon (ooooo Big Fight Scene!! lol) they fight and battle it out (All Matrixy And Shit lol) And The Banana Says To the Watermellon "Join Me on the chemically Enhanced Fruit Side! Or Be Killed!" (THe Bad Side) The Watermellon Thinks For a Minute and a Loud Pop Noise Is Echo'ed Around Them And The Watermellon Rolls Away! to Later Meet Up WIth Her Friends!... The Banana Goes Back to the Bad Side and Ponders With His Evil Warrior Fruits!.. Banana: Freezie Pop Watermellon: AsH.Weenie Mango: theresnosafetyontheseguns Apple: FEISTY

Let Me Live Again
PASSION As I sit here gazing in wonderment at the starlit sky My mind wanders into the dark, forgotten past. Searching, envisioning, and trying desperately to remember A feeling that has long since vanished. Slowly, in the still of the night, the images begin to resurface --- The heat, the frenzied excitement, the longing for you To melt into me, become one with me. The look in your eyes that could only come from unadulterated love And the touch that made every ounce of my being come to life. Then, as tranquility comes over me, I softly smile And I know that I will feel that passion again. THE GAMES BEGIN Just when you think You can let your guard down And start living again….. The games begin. The masks are donned.

Poetry
They go to prison everyday But they’re not doing time Just watching felons in their state Convicted of a crime They keep the peace beyond all costs Knowing what they do Serves the public they protect and every prisoner too. So next time you get on your knees

Auctions
HEY ALL I AM IN AN AUCTION!!! IT IS A CASH ONLY AUCTION!! NO FU BUCKS PLS I HAVE LOTS TO 0FFER... SO COME CHECK IT OUT... IF U WIN U WONT BE DISSATISFIED... I WILL TAKE CARE OF THE PERSON THAT BUYS ME DJ ANGEL EYES U ARE UP FOR A GOOD DEAL IF U WIN HER FOR A MONTH A/F/R & BID ON THIS SEXY AND TRUSTWORTHY FRIEND!!! CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO BID ON DJ ANGEL EYES. AUCTION RUNS FROM JULY 13,2009 - JULY 19, 2009 HERE ARE OFFERS IF U CANT SEE EM!!

Life Lessons
As a parent, we are looked to as out childs own personal superhero. We are supposed to protect them from from the monsters under the bed and in the closet. We are supposed to kiss them and love on them when they get sick and get hurt. They look to us to do anything and everything, BUT what happens when the time comes and we cant protect them? What happens when they hurt and we cant put a band-aid on the hurt and kiss it away? What happens when we cant give them meds to take away the sickness and make them better? As many of you know, I am faced with this right now. My oldest is sick and I, myself, and the doctors are ding everything we can. He is going frm test to test. Everyday he looks at me with the "Mommy, make me better look" and I'm hopeless. I cant kiss his pain away or put a band-aid on it and tell him all better. I cant give him meds and make the sickness away. Honestly, I am scared when he has to go in for a different test. I am scared for what I will be told and how I will

Depession
Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my birthWhy do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earthStrength has left-has to be-something has died inside of meIf I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone careIf I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be thereYou can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignoreBut now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UPWhy should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted dayWhy should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anywayThat was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the doorI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not failI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trailMight not be smart, but if I'm strongI know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down - I cry for help, no one's around. Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall - It seems like n

Lyrical Nonsessnce In My Head
Am I alive or just dead? A constant tug of war for my head. To breathe without catching your scent I guess I forgot what it meant, Forever's as long as you make it, And it looks like we just couldn't take it. I wish we'd of had much more time.. but i guess this is the end of the line. It all just ended so fast... like there was never a past. Years with memories of glee, But I guess I just couldn't see. The wool was pulled over my eyes nows its all "what ifs" and "sighs". No words were acctually spoken... Just hearts being sencelessly broken. Come home to a empty room, to find you had left this so soon. Theres freedom being without you, but the hole in my heart takes toll too... A spot that can never be filled, these feelings I cant seem to kill. Why did it end up this way... and where to find the words to say. I just want to end all the pain... To fix things and be bliss again but its over, its done with, its through. Ill never , ever stop thinking o

雌犬雌犬雌犬雌犬 {-- Cant Be Sensored There!
I could really use someone right now to explain something to me...... y cant ppl go about their points the hardwork and honest way? y do they feel they need to conform and be like everyone else and join STUPID GAY ASS LEVELING GROUPS?! wen did this turn into a click ppl???? i came here to make friends and meet nice ppl.... and well ive seen its all about points, levels, and bling..... omgggggg how fucking stupid!!!!!!!! im to the point where deleting my profile is more and more a good idea. with the leveling crews out there, it makes hard working ppl (4 points and levels) like myself not stand a chance. so my question is this.... would it be wrong to ignore anyone in or associated (maybe even delete them frm my list)with a leveling group??? be gentle being this is my 1st blog, but by all means voice thoughts!!!! I've seen as of late alot of dumb shit happeneing. I don't know what's worse the clique fights (don't get me wrong my prego ass damn near pisses itself over it) or w

Whatever
OK,IM COMING TO THE POINT WHERE IM GETTING TIRED OF THESE DAMN FEMALES ON FUBAR,THEY ARE NOTHING BUT FUCKING DRAMA,I CANT BE FRIENDS WITH A GUY CAUSE THEY FUCKING FLIP OUT,IF ITS A GUY THEY ARE INTO AND I COMMENT THERE PAGE,THEY COME AND STALK MY PAGE N THEN BLOCK ME,LADIEZ IF YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME COME AND LET ME KNOW DONT BLOCK ME,GROW THE FUCK UP,I AINT STEALING YOUR MAN,IM A HAPPYILY MARRIED FEMALE,JUST BEING FRIENDS WITH MEN ON FUBAR,YOU AINT KIDS NO MORE,SO GROW THE FUCK UP AND STOP STALKING MY PAGE...THATS ALL I GOT TO SAY.. WELL,SEEMS LIKE I HAVE ALOT OF FUCKIN HATERS ON FU,BUT ITS ALL GOOD I AINT WORRIED ABOUT IT..I GOT BITCHES HATIN ON ME CUZ I GET BLINGED,SHIT ITS NOT MY FAULT IM LOVED,N TRICKS STOP CHASIN AFTER MY BESTIE TIM,JUS CUZ HE BLINGS ME,DONT MEAN HE GONNA BLING UR ASSES,GET A LIFE! ANYWAYS,SO I MIGHT HAVE THIS STALKER SPREAD RUMORS OF ME ON THE FU I AINT SAYIN NAMES,THEN AGAIN I JUST MIGHT TO WARN U ALL ABOUT HIM " ™♫Decaying Purity♫&trade

Turkey-texas
Edebalı SHEIKH OF ADVICELook, man!Ignorant of being friendly withScience does not know, Irfan does not know, It does not know,ÜzülürsünSaygısızla fraternizationProcedures do not know, Decency does not know, does not know the Border, ÜzülürsünTo become friendly with the greedyCatering does not know, does not know the rule, voracious,ÜzülürsünGörgüsüzle fraternizationRoad does not know, does not know the procedure, the ruledoes not know, ÜzülürsünKibirliyle fraternizationHal does not know, Ahval not know, does not know Gonul,Üzülürsün.Ukalayla fraternizationTalk a lot, empty talk, talk to Kem, Üzülürsün.Namertle fraternization

Quoes Relating To Me
They say its not the falling that kills you but rather the sudden stopping that does it. In many ways this is true, like its not when the car is spinning uncontrollably that you die, No its the slamming into to telephone pole that make it to where you'll never live again. This verse has always kinda been something to live by for me in my life I've realized every time i fall it inst the fall that hurts, cripples, or even kills me but rather when i suddenly stop....i may not be literally dead, but in the metaphoric sense it kills me evry time. It may not make sense to thoses who actually read this but it does to me... when i fall i fall so hard that I can't honestly say that i can lift myself up because the last time was the hardest. let me put it like this....i fell i landed on cement...just for weeks later when i'm finnally getting myself on solid ground i start falling again...is this the endless cycle of my life? How am i going to be able to stop falling if in the back of my mind i

The Daily Grind
Click banner to enter lounge HELP WANTED! The fast growing, fun, and drama free lounge The Daily Grind has the following positions available: DJs We're looking for people who love to DJ and love making the crowd happy! We have several time slots open to choose from! Requirements include: Must have SAM Must be experienced Must be reliable & make their scheduled shows Must have an outgoing personality and the ability to interact with the crowd while on air and in lounge Please contact: DJ Magic (Head DJ) TDG TEASERS (Invite Specialists) Must visit, fan, rate, and leave invite comments on profiles Must interact with the crowd and help in welcoming people to the lounge Must have an outgoing personality and love meeting new people TDG BUNNIES & CHIPPENDALES (Greeters) We're looking for fun people to make our guests feel welcome and at home! Requirements include: Must like to have fun and meet new people Must have an outgoing personality Must be active in the lounge Must help

My Blogs
I have a rather personal goal thanx to my childhood, many think that my charm, good nature, wit, intelligence, and gentleman like qualities came from a fine upbringing if you are one of these people that think this you are wrong my childhood was rough rarely saw my father, i grew up with a single mum that did amazing things dispite the fact we were quite poor i always fought against her, but in the end she brought me up well to do right. Anway my goal is to become a husband, a father to do this i need some fine lady to help me. To my many friends on fubar who have helped me through these rough times that i'm going through thanx my main goals are to settle with down with my amazing fiance dakota, have some kids and enjoy life, i aim at one day getting a 1967 shelby gt500 "eleanor" mustang. on fubar i'd like to make level 25 (godfather) and to make my lounge Vampire cove the best. to my darling fiance dakota i love you more than anything this world has to offer your my life my

My Blogs
everyone can sit and ask themselves, i should have done this or that, if i would've... but then you realize that asking yourself all these things will never change anything, that no ammount of explaination will make things different. you sit and hurt, hurt for you and hurt for them-shed tears for both-drive yourself crazy for both. you sit there and debate with yourself to attempt one last conversation, one last ammount of contact. you want to reach out but knowing you cant. losing someone is never easy, harder when you were always used to talking, talking about anything and everything. they say time will heal wounds, but i think we just learn to move on yet never getting over it. the person will always be apart of your life, a part of you. i hold my person close to my heart. and i will never fully recover, as i know he will not. when you meet someone my best advise is never let go. fight for love, argue for it, strive for it. remember people make mistakes, people do stupid things, b

Auction #2
You know it's always hard to talk about what you have on your mind, when there is so much to say, that you just don't know where to begin. I've been on here since April of 2009. since then i've met alot of cool people, even made a few friends, even fell in love & still am. But the thing is, I've been on this level for about 2 months. Yes i pushed myself to level, faster & harder than most people. But, before i left to San Diego back in June of 2009. i've had 2 AUTO's & 1 BOMB. I've paid for my own VIP for 2-3 months along with some1 else's for the same duration of mine. Then i was given 1 by a friend which lasted it's normal time 1 month. Since then i've had little help with anything. Even felt like closing my acct. at different times, until now that time had come. I even lost out on buying another AUTO & BOMB because of that same friend needed a new owner. That person cost me $14 mil fu-cash, then expired on me, then she costed me $22 mil fu-cash. Now that same person had promised t

My First Fubar Blog :)
--My Fate--Looking through the hour glass,Counting each second.Not really knowing where I'll be&& where I'll go from here.Looking through my eyes,I'm amazed by all the beauty that surrounds me.It's a wonder I have found it when I did.I'm amazed,What such fate surrounds me,On my journey through life?Will I stray from the right path?Will that fate lead me to an ending path?I can't walk it alone.I need someones hand to hold,To help me make it safely home.-Shyra Hey fuckerzzzz! :) I've been meaning to do this blog for several reasons, on account my health isn't the greatest. And for everyone who came to see me anytime I was in the hospital, THANK YOU! You are amazing :)I will update this, every once in a while!If anything were to ever happen to me......Here are a few things you should know.....1. If I ever told you, you hurt me.... Chances are you really did, but all the same, I'll still love you.2. My family and friends are more important to me than anyone can ever or will ever imagi

Help With Referrals
Okay since I'm getting alot of requests i am going to update a list of who i am working on and make comments as well. When you're name is next onthe list, and I start to help.. I will let you know. be patient as I am still a little new at this (altho i do a damn good job!!) I am only ONE person and still figuring out a way to make all the people in the list below happy at once! if you aren't patient, by all means go find your own! lol Feel free to ask any of these people about my 'work', i'm sure they wont mind =) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE LIST: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Angelic Devil #2028291 (Done, HH, Bomb, Paid) Seabreeze #2404245 (Done, B//11, Pending) Rayne #******** (Done, Paid) Daddy Rocks Hard #3050829 (Done, FB, Paid) Lipstick#786993 (Done, FB(drh), Paid) Stormy#1385922 (Done) Dj Immortal #984788 (Done, Paid) DJ Fab (Done, paid) Soukie La La #152100 Jagermeister #2383517 (Done, Bomb, Paid) Cindy#225795 (Done, PR, paid/paying) Silly Califas # 2952087 (HH, BP) JMAAngel

What Bomblist Did U Like Better
thats right goin to try and do one big monster bomblist. for this one i will buy the first 5 bombs out of my pocket. if u want to join in it will cost u a 25 credit bling pack *REMEMBER THIS IS A BLING PACK AND NOT A BLING* with the bling packs i will buy more bombs. so every1 who buy me a bling pack will get bombed 40 times. there is only room for 50 ppl so sb me if u would like to join in thanks. the bomblist is full this is how this list is going to work since there are somany bombs i will run a few meaning 2 or 3 a day depending on my free time. i will chose 1 day where i will run as many as i can in one day once again depending on my free time for all those wanting to run auto's. if u don't read this and run auto's on a day i am only going to run a few then don't be shout boxin me complaining cause it will be your fault. only take a few min. to read this. thanks to every1 who has joined in and i will edit this blog when i figure out what day i can run alot all in one day so keep

Egypt
well folks. here we are again. still havent left the states. still here waiting to go over. its been a long journey to get to this point tho. ups, downs, fights , laughs, even tears. but its just another day in the army. there is one thing tho. isnt it funny how the toughest guy can turn into a blubbering mess jsut by hearing those 4 little words," Daddy, I miss you". yeah it happened tonight. and all that i could tell him was im sorry. ill be home soon. but i just think to myself everynight before i go to sleep. that one more day that im dont have to spend away from home. its THE toughest part of all this. its not the 80 pound vest or the 120 degree heat. the can all be fought thru. its knowing that there is a little one out there who misses you and you cant be there to comfort them and make it better. so, untill next time. hasta la waygo Hey yall, Just an update. I'm still in Kansas for another couple weeks. Then off to Washington. Training is goin good. Hotter than hell tho. Bu

Thoughts
Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey.. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could so she dictated these words:Dear God,Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick.I hope you will play with her. She likes to play with balls and to swim. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her You will know that she is my dog. I really miss her.Love, MeredithWe put the letter in an envelope with a picture of Abbey and Meredith and addressed it to God/Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then Meredith pasted several stamps on the front of the envelope because she said it would take lots of stamps to get the letter all the way to heaven. That afternoon

Funny But True
it seems I have a problem with an old friend again!!they are making fake profiles just 2 put out trash about me and my friends use caution! if u get any messeges about me or u get trash BLOCK THEM!!!(profiles are ht 1 always & bluejays girlfriend IGNORE BOTH.and I am sorry If any 1 of u were offended by them. I get asked wild questions about my race,like am I from india or am I a paru indian,also am I mexican? lol.. even aztec!no to all I am native american indian,its kinda hard to explain to people who dont know history,I can do some bird noises ,I can sling an axe yes I do speak very little indian...and no I am not full blooded...thanks peace out... well let me tell you all I was e-mailin this member back and forth she was getting flirty she requested my friendship I accepted!she also fanned me and I fanned back I also rated her profile an 11 and I rated all her pics 10ns.I even bought her...I get back on and she blocked me!!!SMH thats all I can do.I kind of find it humorous!thanks f

Animal Cruelty
Frenemy, webisode among new words in Webster's There are words such as locavore (one who eats foods grown locally), frenemy (someone who acts like a friend but is really an enemy), waterboarding (an interrogation technique use to induce the sensation of drowning), vlogs (a blog that contains video material) and webisode (a TV show that can be viewed at a website). Things Regular People Can Do.... To Prevent Animal Abuse "Never doubt that a small, group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has." -- Margaret Mead Unfortunately, there is no quick fix for animal abuse, but there are so many things we can all do to help. None of them will make animal abuse disappear tomorrow, but every little bit helps lower the risk further down the road. And you don't have to be an animal "fanatic" to do it. You don't have to be a member of every animal rights organization on earth. There are so many things "regular"people can to do to

Just Wondering If..
My husband and I both work and go to school. However it seem like ever since I started school, “me bettering myself“ is getting in the way of his plans. I do donate plasma two times a week b4 school,to help with gas money. After I donate,I feel so sick that I feel,like I never want to do it again. I love my husband so much that I am willing to make myself sick so he can get to school and work. So I was thinking if I quite school just long enough for him to graduate.My Financial aid is good for six month after I quite,and then ill do back the same time he graduates. I know it’s cutting it real close,but I would go back. So the way I see it we would be doing ok if everything goes as I have planed.Some of the reasons for me to quite school is as follow: I’m not here in time to make a hot meal for him b4 he goes to work /school,I am in school 3 days a week, so my hours got cut back at work ,I’m not home enough so he had to take on some of the house keeping, no

Ps::this Is Junk
Newspaper Headline Typos One must acknowledge a supreme being before being able to hold public office. It is illegal to sell one's eye. A program has been created in the state that attempts to control the weather. When two trains meet each other at a railroadcrossing, each shall come to a full stop, and neither shall proceed until the other has gone. It is illegal to take more than three sips of beer at a time while standing. Up to a felony charge can be levied for promoting the use of, or owning more than six dildos. It is illegal for one to shoot a buffalo from the second story of a hotel. It is illegal to milk another person’s cow. The entire Encyclopedia Britannica is banned in Texas because it contains a formula for making beer at home. Dumb Criminals of the Day Monday, September 9th, 2002 • In Augusta

Music I Listen To...
Lets see if I did this right this time... I LOVE how freaking creepy this song is. This is My Dying Bride, they and Rotting Christ are my favorite bands. I hate that I can never figure out how to post a video in a blog unless its as a comment... Gimme an extra second to post the video :p

Home
Ok so have been reduced from combat patrols to guard duty. while this means i am safer but i feel like i have more of a purpose when i was doing patrols. staying on a camp and guarding it just doesn't feel right for a person who has been here 3 times. call me weird but it's how i feel. so yeah i hope iraq takes control and keeps control but should they need us i wont complain one bit about going back into town :) On 7/18/2009 8:32:27 PM UTC an earthquake of magnitude 5.2 and depth 7.4km has struck an highly populated area in the Ninawa Province (population: 1.8 million) in Iraq. GDACS estimates the likelihood for need of international humanitarian intervention to be medium (Orange alert). This earthquake can have a medium humanitarian impact since the affected region is highly populated and has low resilience for natural disasters. The earthquake 58km from the city of Al Mawsil. The nearest populated places are Kabaruk (7km), Tall 'Azbah (12km), 'Ali Awah (14km), Sultan 'Abd Allah (

Poems
Sometimes u gotta run away so u can see who will run after u. Sometimes u gotta talk quieter just to see whos listening. Sometimes u gotta step up in a fight just to see whos on ur side. Sometimes u gotta make a wrong decision to see whos there to fix it. Sometimes u gotta let go of the one u love just to see if they love u enough to come back. Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we loseit, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missinguntil it arrives.Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best ofeverything; they just make the most of everything that comes alongtheir way.Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgottenpast; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go ofyour past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. Maybe ... there are moments in life when you miss someone -- aparent, a spouse, a friend, a child, your girlfriend/boyfriend -- so much that you just want to pick the

Pedro's News Network (pnn)
German prostitutes defend "flat rate" brothels BERLIN (Reuters) – Prostitutes in Germany are fighting back against attempts by conservative politicians and some irate residents to stop popular "flat-rate" brothels. Officials in the state of Baden-Wuerttemberg launched moves to stop one brothel with a "flat-rate" fee system because they viewed it as inhumane for women to provide unlimited sexual services all day for a one-off 70 euros (£60) fee. But a group of 77 prostitutes bought advertising space in two national dailies to argue that this was simply a ruse to get brothels banned altogether. "Get off our backs -- no ban on brothels with or without 'flat rates'," read the headline in the quarter-page adverts. Under the guise of 'humane working conditions', they are in reality plotting to ban brothels and threaten our livelihood." For a 70 euros charge customers are entitled to all the sex, food and drink they want between 10 a.m. and 4 p.m. The evening flat rate rises to 10

Rant Runt Rant!!
Reasons Why "Gay Marriage is Wrong"1) Being gay is not natural.And real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning, tattoos, piercings and silicone breasts.2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay.In the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior.People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. Lamps are next.4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all.Hence why women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed.And we can't let the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage be destroyed.6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children.So therefore, gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed

The True You
what one might think is bad..like say a man robs in the middle of the night..one might think he is a crackhad..but if you look deeper you might find to follow an walk his path might lead to .two kids an no mother ..who lost his job..cant get work...an has to take care of his kids yet because he owns the home he worked his life for an is the very reason the state wont help! what would you do! ...an even better what would you not do.... you can set back look at what the world has for you .and some how miss what you where sapose to see ! you can read a book an still not know what the book was really about! watch a movie an still be lost...you can see an not see ! so i guess the big ? is ARE YOU SEEING OR JUST SEEING Sleep vigiel, The night has just begun Sleep long for the twilight has much to come Washing over you like the mighty waves, Sent to clean your sight , With the color of night It's that time of night Darkness of a madning wave That calls you , becones you nea

Right Or Wrong
Reality by Margaret Reality is that slap in the face When you think you have the world by the tail And life seems to be moving at your own pace When you feel like there is no way you can fail. Reality is there to open your eyes When you find you were walking with them closed And it shows you a sight that can surely make you cry Because with reality, it shows you what you already know. Reality breaks a person's heart and soul And destroys dreams and hopes that a person feels The truth and only truth is reality's only goal And it doesn't care whose world that it might kill. Reality keeps me in a state of mind That I know it has complete control But sometimes my dreams overtake reality I find And love lives for a while in my heart and soul. Reality is not fair. Reality does not care. "The world is a cold, nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there if you let it. If you know what you're worth, then go get what you're worth. It's not about hard y

The Truth In People
People show there true nature when they are at the edge. when life get's hard who are you really. do you enter a stat of column and watch what you say try to figure things out, or excitement lash out in fear saying whatever comes to mind. What come's first anger, or pain, and will you let yourself feel pain? Anger is the body's natural way of telling you something Isn't right. It's meant to be dismissed as quickly as it came, then replaced with pain from being hurt, that's all anger really is. feeling the pain and crying help's your body release the toxins produced by stressful feeling's, also giving your body the chemical's it needs to properly heal. When you us anger to replace pain. there Isn't any healing that takes place. the chemicals that have been produced from stress have know way out. They can only dwell inside one after the other to later harm you physical, and manifest mentally and emotionally. The more you repeat this pattern the easier it is to do, and the harder it

To The Love Of My Life Cassie
swear by the moon and the stars in the skyand I swear like the shadow that's by your sideI see the questions in your eyesI know what's weighing on your mindYou can be sure I know my partCause I stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakesI'll never break your heartChorusAnd I swear by the moonAnd the stars in the sky I'll be thereI swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be thereFor better or worseTill death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI'll give you every thing I canI'll build your dreams with these two handsWe'll hang some memories on the wallAnd when (and when) just the two of us are thereYou won't have to ask if I still careCause as the time turns the pageMy love won't age at allAnd I swear (I swear) by the moonAnd the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your sideI'll be there (I'll be there)For better or worse Till death do us partI'll

Changes
Where to start? When i started on this site, i had no clue about how it worked or whether i even liked it. After about a month, i discovered the mumms.. it was love at first sight. in the following (almost) year, i spent many nights and days in there. making friends, making enemies, and using my quick tongue to hurt others, and make myself feel better. you see, at the time my life was less than happy. (any of you that have known me, know what i'm talking about.) Within the last 3-4 months, the mumms just haven't been as much fun for me, but i couldn't figure out why. I kept thinking it was because the new mummers were just lame, or the posted topics were boring to me. After a long and far too drawn out mumm confrontation yesterday.. I felt unsatisfied. It seriously left me with a bad taste in my mouth. I logged out in the middle of it, because it wasn't making my adrenhiline pump like it used to. So i thought about it, and came to this conclusion: The mumms haven't changed, the m