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Psychobabble Bullshit
The other day my place of employment had Spiderman at our store with a local radio station and Spiderman was giving free tickets out to see the midnight opening tonight. My roommate and I went. Hey it was a free movie...why not? I saw the first one and didn't care for it much, but I enjoyed the 3rd one. It was awesome. There were a lot of funny parts. I won't go into detail for those of you that want to go see it, but I highly recommend that you do!

I'm Not Ready...
Forgive, sounds good Forget, I’m not sure I could They say time heals everything But I’m still waiting I’m through with doubt There’s nothing left for me to figure out I’ve paid a price And I’ll keep paying I’m not ready to make nice I’m not ready to back down I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time to go round and round and round It’s too late to make it right I probably wouldn’t if I could ‘Cause I’m mad as hell Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Can’t you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’ It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they’d write me a letter Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I’m not ready to make nice I’m not re

Spidermania!
ok, so, me being the super dad that i am, i got wrangled, conned, persueded, whatever, in taking my daughter to see spiderman at like midnight last night. the result being me getting almost no sleep and being shall we say less than sweet today, lol. my daughter, having the luxery of sleeping in because i home school, is sound asleep, even at this very moment. argh! lol. but im not bitter, oh no, lol. which brings me to the movie itself. a mild disapointment. for the purist/ comic geeks. you might go either way. they changed alot of stuff. so much stuff you might be just enough geek to appreciate it and let it go. not me, the original story was fine, no need to mess with it. for the date that gets dragged to the movie. lots of drama, love triangles, and a dance number. thats right, you heard me, a dance number. nuff said. for the motion sick. dont bother, most of the action takes place in the air, spinning, and i almost puked at one point. it was cool looking though.

Corruption, Incorporated.
Hey there, Just wanted to let anyone who cared know that I won't be able to use my computer for the next few weeks, because I'm moving and have no idea when I'll be able to set up the internet thing. So if you need me, CALL ME. If you matter, you have the number. If not, I'll see you Hathor's folks around the club, and you can get it from me then. Love you all!

People In The 805 Area Code
DONT FORGET ABOUT THE CONCERT FOR MAY 11TH GO AND SUPPORT UR LOCAL AND UPCOMING ARTIST @NICHOLBYS NIGHT CLUB 21 AND OVER AND DRESS TO IMPRESS.TICKETS ARE ON SALE 10$ AT THE DOOR PS.ILL BE THERE ALSO

Hear The Childrens Voices
Pausing to listen to an airplane in the sky, stooping to watch a ladybug on a plant, sitting on a rock to watch the waves crash over the quayside –- children have their own agendas and timescales. As they find out more about their world and their place in it; they work hard not to let adults hurry them. We need to hear their voices. --Cathy Nutbrown

♥private♥
Hey yall just wanted to leave a lil sumthin lettin yall know dat i put up my "PrIvAtE aLbUm" back up n most of da picz r recent !!! I dunno ill probably put da old onez back up too!! *well datz up to yall so just lemme know* laterz yall ;)

Jokes
NEW WORDS FOR 2007: Essential vocabulary additions for the workplace (and elsewhere)!!! 1. BLAMESTORMING Sitting around in a group, discussing why a deadline was missed or a project failed, and who was responsible. 2. SEAGULL MANAGER: A manager, who flies in, makes a lot of noise, craps on everything, and then leaves. 3.ASSMOSIS : The process by which some people seem to absorb success and advancement by kissing up to the boss rather than working hard 4. SALMON DAY: The experience of spending an entire day swimming upstream only to get screwed and die in the end. 5. CUBE FARM : An office filled with cubicles. 6. PRAIRIE DOGGING : When someone yells or drops something loudly in a cube farm, and people's heads pop up over the walls to see what's going on. 7. MOUSE POTATO : The on-line, wired generation's answer to the couch potato. 8. SITCOMs: Single Income, Two Children, Oppressive Mortgage. What Yuppies get into when they have children and one of

A Woman's Worth
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e

"if I Let U Hit It"
if i let u hit it .................. : ) 1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL MistressJulie AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET U HIT IT

Return To Germany
Santini returns to Germany! As a follow up to his German and Czech Republic tour in Oct of 2006, Santini will return to Germany May 9th and will return to Canada May 20th. This brief visit will entail meeting with a number of media and business contacts in preparation for some big tour plans and shows in Europe to take place in late 2007/ early 2008.

Thank You
Thank You to everyone that has came by and rated me. Thank you so much. I am working on getting back to everyone to rate your pics and profiles. If I have not gotten to yours yet I will I promise. IF I DON'T COME BY LET ME KNOW I WILL RATE YOU AND ALL THE GOOD STUFF!!! THANKS AGAIN scobydo10

Copy Of Ember's Blog
This still has me in tears......I just can't see how anyone could be so heartless to animals- Hell Received this in an email today, it touched me so much I had to put it here. If you have a heart get out your hankie, tears are still rolling down my cheeks as I post this. Ember A man in Grand Rapids , Michigan incredibly took out a $7000 full Page ad in the paper to present the following essay to the people of His community. HOW COULD YOU? - By Jim Willis, 2001 When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you Laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes And a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How Could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a belly Rub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were Terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those Nights of nuzzling you in bed and listeni

Mad Doc
This Cherrytap is strange. When looking about the sites other people have on Cheery tap you notice that some people are letting you into see a glimpse of their lives, to let you know what they are about, to reach out to other people online. On other ones you get the distint feeling that these people don't want to talk to you, don't want to reach out. All that they want you to do is to fan them, add them, give them cherry points so that they can progress through. Maybe I haven't got into Cherrytap properly yet and don't fully understand the reasoning behind it. Maybe it should be looked at as a game for winning. Maybe you should take that bit more time to explore what other people are saying and 'reach out and touch' them. Be supportive, make friends, try and talk to people that bit more. If you rush around trying to get as many points as possible will that really help you or make you feel any better?

Get Them Outta There
IMPEACH GEORGE BUSH WHAT IS WRONG WITH THOSE BOYS & GIRLS ON CAPITOL HILL.....WILL SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME HOW THEY COULD JUSTIFY IMPEACHING BILL CLINTON FOR LYING ABOUT "SEX" BUT REFUSE TO IMPEACH GEORGE BUSH FOR LYING, MANIPULATING PEOPLE AND DATA TO SPEND 400 BILLION DOLLARS OF TAXPAYER MONEY (MOST GOING TO HIS BUDDIES) AND KILLING OR MAIMING 20,000 OF OUR BEST AND BRIGHTEST, HE SHOULD GO STRAIGHT TO HELL AND TAKE DICKLESS CHENEY WITH HIM.

Would U........
Answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bri

Conversations From Chat.
Some how I always end up getting the weirdos when I chat so I decided to start posting some of the conversations here. Feel free to comment. guitarman_28_1978: hi, a/s/l? kim_the_freak_magnet: Perhaps if you read my profile before talking to me you would know guitarman_28_1978: u are correct guitarman_28_1978: but i have a life guitarman_28_1978: and i do not want to read your profile kim_the_freak_magnet: then I suggest you move along, Im not a big fan of morons guitarman_28_1978: wow..i dont know how u are in a relationship guitarman_28_1978: being as ugly as you for one guitarman_28_1978: for 2...not having any intelligence to speak of guitarman_28_1978: u must be one good slut i suppose for any guy to take you kim_the_freak_magnet: yes, I am a hideous beast who gives great head and makes one hell of a meatloaf kim_the_freak_magnet: You don't even have a picture so I'm assuming you arent all that good looking either kim_the_freak_magnet: are you so bitter becaus

Life
why do guys lie to get you in bed? then just leave you? he knew that i'd never been touched by another, yet he lied and used words to get what he wanted. and now he's gone and i'm still here all broken and bruised. I still breathe and go on with day to day things but inside i'm numb and can't feel anything.

The Hottest Fantasy Ever
LICKING OVER EVERY INCH OF HER BODY CARESSING HER CURVES WITH MY TONGUE,MAMI IS THE ULTIMATE HOTTIE DAMN WHAT A BODY SEX APPEAL OUT OF CONTROL NOTHING BUT ECSTACY FROM HEAD TO TOE, LET'S TAKE A JOURNEY DOWN EROTIC, EXOTIC LANE DAMN IT'S A SHAME THIS IS ONLY A FANTASY BECAUSE IN REALITY I WOULD LOVE TO KISS HER NEEDS IN BETWEEN HER KNEES LAYING MY HEAD IN BETWEEN HER LEGS WHICH HEAD HUMMMMMM YOU DECIDE IT WOULDN'T MATTER TO ME REMEMBER IT'S ALL JUST A FANTASY.AT LEAST IN HER MIND ME ON THE OTHER HAND I'LL JUST WAIT TILL IT'S MY TIME OH YEA MAMI IS GOING TO FEEL THE REAL ONE DAY BUT FOR NOW I WILL JUST CHILL,AND KEEP PLEASURING HER WITH MY THOUGHTS OF TAKING HER IN THE PARK AFTER DARK WHILE THE RAINS CUM DOWN FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE THIS IS SIMILAR TO LOVE BUT WE BOTH KNOW THE TRUTH,RITE NOW IT'S ALL ABOUT LUST BECAUSE THE BOTH OF US ARE ON LOCK DOWN IN DIFFERENT PLACES YOU KNOW OTHER TOWNS.THIS IS WHAT MAKES IT ALL THE MORE SEXIER CAUSE OF OUR DISTANCE ALL WE CAN DO IS LISTEN AND TOUCH O

Reminiscing -- 1995-present
I sat down today, with my 4 year books (3 from middle school, and the other from my senior year), and actually took the time to read them. The signatures and the wacky things they wrote that in today's world wouldn't mean a thing. Tons of memories that have been long since forgotten, as well as friends that you never got the chance to see or hear from again, whether it be going to a different school, moving, or just growing apart from that mysterious high school "clique" phenomenon. Faces scratched out from meaningless middle school grudges, or he said she said rumors, and the circled faces of the cute girls I never had the nerve to speak to. Back then, I wanted nothing more than to finish school -- first middle, then high school, I just wanted it to be over. I hated school with every particle of my being. I didn't study, my grades were flat out horrible, and the only reason I went was to see my friends, and because the law said I had to. Some of the most important years of my ad

Rockfest 2007
Rockfest 2007...........Get Your Tickets Now! We Got Ours! Check Out This Line Up! Gates Open at 11 a.m. Show starts at noon! Main Stage Puddle of Mudd - 1:30 p.m. Chevelle - 2:40 p.m. Sevendust - 3:50 p.m. Breaking Benjamin - 5:00 p.m. Buckcherry - 6:30 p.m. Three Days Grace - 8:00 p.m. Godsmack - 9:30 p.m. Fireworks at the end of the show! Second Stage sponsored by DeVry University Red Line Chemistry - Noon Federation of Horsepower - 1 p.m. Burden Brothers - 2:10 p.m. Operator - 3:20 p.m. Exies - 4:30 p.m. Black Stone Cherry - 6;00 p.m. Drowning Pool - 7:30 p.m. Saliva - 9:00 p.m.

The Fans Have Spoken
Stewart simply stated what many fans believe Published May 4th, 2007 in NASCAR Perception is everything. Which is why Tony Stewart’s comments last week that NASCAR is beginning to look like professional wrestling struck a responsive chord with stock car racing fans. Nextel Cup champion could have picked a slightly better analogy. Possibly, he’s totally wrong. And choosing to make the charges on his own radio show (Sirius Satellite) after skipping a mandatory postrace interview session was completely out of line. But Stewart only stated what a lot of fans believe – that NASCAR rigs late-race cautions to fit in a final round of television commercials and set up a photo-op finish. When that is the perception, there is a problem, which NASCAR needs to address. In case NASCAR hasn’t noticed, television ratings were down 10 percent last season and empty seats could be found at most tracks. If the boom isn’t over, it has at least slowed. Why? Well, some fans – and

My "u R A Fukn N00b" Awards!
Vince Neil has a nice head of hair, Don't Fan me, Don't Rate me@ CherryTAP well anyone who goes around rating ppl's pictures and profiles ones Obviously a) has got a lot of time on there hands & b) must live a very sad lonely pathetic life esp when u block me to return the kind gester makes it even funnier =) - with a name like that and a profile pic to back it up i would say he is out for the kill - so watch out peeps && that is why u get my FIRST N00b of the day award Vince Neil has a nice head of hair, Don't Fan me, Don't Rate me@ CherryTAP

Trying School Again.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Ok so, I have decided to try to take online courses and I am going for a Bachelors in Organizational Management with a concentration in Education. I know a bit name for a teaching degree but that's what they call it. I have always wanted to be a teacher because I love working with kids and helping them through their problems no matter the subject. I would really like to be a high school teacher. This would count as my third time in trying for school but the second time I actually plan on finishing up for a degree. I already have an Associates Degree in Business Management. The only reason I am having to take my classes online is because my mom lives with me and she has major health problems and I can't afford to be in a class far off somewhere and not be able to get to her in time if something happens. SO wish me luck everyone.. So far I have a perfect score on all of my assignments.

Condoms
condoms Sainsbury condoms - making life taste better Tesco Condoms - every little helps Nike Condoms - Just do it Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life KFC Condoms - Finger Licking good Minstrels Condoms - melt in your mouth, not in your hand Safeway Condoms - Lightening the load Abbey National Condoms - because life is complicated enough Coca Cola Condoms - The real thing Ever Ready Condoms - keep going and going Pringles Condoms - once you pop, you can't stop Burger King Condoms - Home of the Whopper Goodyear Condoms - "for a longer ride, go wide" Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain? Flash Condoms - Just sit back, relax and let flash do all the hard work Halford Condoms - we go the extra mile Royal Mail Condoms - I saw this and thought of you Andrex Condoms - Soft, strong and very very long Renault Condoms - size really does matter! Domestos Condoms - gets right in the rim Heineken Condoms -re

All She Wants Is To Be Loved
SHE DOESN'T ASK FOR MUCH ALL SHE WANTS IS TO FEEL HIS TOUCH,THE TOUCH OF A REAL MAN SOMEONE WHO WILL HOLD HER TIGHT THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT,A GENTLE HAND WITH A STRONG MAN'S SIGHT.SHOW HER LOVE MAKE HER FEEL EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT EVEN WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH HE IS THERE WITH HER THROUGHOUT HER PLIGHT.NEVER DEGRADING HER FOR BEING DIFFERENT ONLY PARADING HER FOR BEING DIFFERENT MEANING SHE IS WHO SHE IS GOD MADE HER THAT WAY LET HER DO HER THING FINDING HER OWN WAY.HE IS TO HER LIKE NO OTHER SHE IS TO HIM HIS FUTURE CHILD'S MOTHER HIS LOVER,BESTFRIEND,CONFIDANT AND ONE DAY BRIDE TO BE EX-GIRLFRIENDS ENVY HER IN A RAGE OF JEALOUSY, IT'S NOT HER FAULT THAT THE MAN OF HER DREAMS JUST HAPPENS TO BE REALITY.OH YEA MAMA HE IS OUT THERE FOR YOU AND ONE DAY YOU WILL SEE, JUST KEEP YOUR FAITH STRONG STAY GOOD WITH GOD AND THROUGH HIM YOU WILL FIND THE ONE YOU SEEK..LOVE IS REAL JUST LOOK PAST THE FAKE AND TAKE YOUR TIME GIVE THAT ONE GUY THAT YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER TALKED TO A CHANCE....ANYTHING IS POSS

Limericks
(Before I post, I want to apologize to anyone named Chuck, or anyone who knows a Chuck, and is not a stupid schmuck.) Chuck, Chuck, The Stupid schmuck, All he ever wants to do is fuck, You want his heart, you're out of luck, You seek the truth, he'll leave you stuck, So life with him, will surely suck, Cause you see, Chuck ... Is the perfect example of human muck.

A Master
Many have wondered what is a Master. A Master, to me, is someone who cares for their other half more than they care for themselves in truth. A Master puts His sub's needs and feelings ahead of His own. There are many things that make a Master but these are among the most important. A Master is of two minds, one His, the other His sub's. He knows the needs of His sub and does what He believes to be best for that sub. He spends many hours thinking of what is best for His sub and how it is best accomplished to meet both their needs. A Master does not thrive in the idea of punishing His sub when she/he has strayed from the path they were to follow. Instead, he feels the pain that He knows must be inflicted in order to stress the wrong that was done. Doing the punishing, only because He knows it is part of His responsibility, not something that He will derive pleasure from. A Master brings pleasure to His sub, knowing that He will receive pleasure back many times greater than He ha

Your Rights
It is useful to understand the basic rights of a relationship which can be violated by verbal abuse. Following is a list of some of these rights: The right to good will from the other. The right to emotional support. The right to be heard by the other and to be responded to with courtesy. The right to have your own view, even if your mate has a different view. The right to have you feelings and experience acknowledged as real. The right to receive a sincere apology for any jokes you find offensive. The right to clear and informative answers to questions that concern what is legitimately your business. The right to live free from accusation and blame. The right to live free from criticism and judgment. The right to have your work and your interests spoken of with respect. The right to encouragement. The right to live free from emotional and physical threat. The right to live free from angry outburst and rage. The right to be called by no name that devalues

You Are My Master
You Are My Master You are my Master Because I have chosen You And You have accepted my choice You have also accepted all things I am Both good and bad. Not all my choices in life have been wise But this is the last one I will have to make. My choices belong to You now, You are my Master. You are my Master Because nature has made us what we are. We were forged into molds long ago By forces much stronger than either of us But much weaker than both of us together. We've fulfilled our destiny in each other. One to lead...one to follow willingly. My path is chosen by You now, You are my Master. You are my Master Because You are strong But never because I am weak. Your strength is like a fountain flowing freely Where I may drink my fill when thirst overcomes me. Your wisdom is my library where I may browse Until my curiosity is quenched and my mind filled By things You know that I must learn. My lessons are taught by You now, You are my Master. You are my

Contest!!!!!
I have entered a contest.....first one....please cast your vote for me here: http://cherrytap.com/blog/78130/333850 i hope that this link works...... thank you in advance form the depths of my softened soul!! KingDrago

Ripping Photos
I had someone come onto my page go through my photo's rip what they wanted for thier page and leave. now I don't mind them ripping from my page thats not the problem at all. The problem I have is that this person took the time to search through my page and photo's, jokes and everything took what they wanted and left, no thank you , no comment, no rating not even have a nice fucking day. It seems to me that if you go and rip from another you could at least have the decenty to leave a comment or rating at the very least say thank you. I know I have ripped a photo, and at the same time rated the person I ripped from a 10.

When It Comes Down 2 It..
What more could that title mean? What more could I hope by even caring? This blog is the only outlet I have to rant sooo rant I shall...any spelling or grammer mistakes are due to me and those that have issues with it .... oh f*ck off! LOL! Some time you got to laugh instead of cry.... I am so sick of being used for who I am what I am. My screen name needs to change for good because I am not feeling much like an angel at this point and really I could give a shit less. Speaking in that sense my damn wings are burnt so far down that there are feathers left! I have no more in me to protect those that I love or that need me. Every time I turn around someone is needy for me...WTF? These same people cant seem to get their crap straight and I just cannot keep going. and there are those out there that wonder why I am/want to go into the Coast Guard? Least there I know I am doing something positive!!! Lets get real people...there are those out there that are a drain and they won't tak

My Thoughts
I wish I could figure out why ones emotions can be so confusing. For example, I recently broke off a 3 year relationship. Short of sitting here listing all the reasons why I did it and making my ex look like this horrible person I am just going to say there were reasons. She is a good person there is just some issues that I don't want to deal with anymore (and no it is not children). But the problem I am having now is that in one sense I am glad it is over because I feel there is alot of stress removed from me, while in the other sense I sometimes find myself sitting alone in the apartment feeling depressed that I am alone. I hate emotions sometimes cause they are so damn confusing. I should be happy that I am single now and out from the stress of a bad relationship, but then there are times that I wish I was in a relationship. I am so confused. Is there anyone out there that might be able to shed some light on my plight? I am guessing that this is just the downslide from the

Bad Poker Night
It was just another Friday evening in our house. My Master and his friends were busy playing poker in the kitchen and I was banned from there while they were playing; "Women are bad luck" he said to me on more than one occasion. Not that I wanted to go in there anyway. The whole kitchen smelled of cigar smoke and beer. CHristopher and his three pals had been in there for several hours now and I hoped they were beginning to wind down and finish their game. There were shouts and laughter coming from under the door as I tried to watch tv in the lounge. Nothing on earth would persuade me to interrupt their game however. I remembered the one time I had done that. I had poked my head around the door and asked him how much longer they were going to be. Christopher had smiled pleasantly enough at me and said "soon dear", but when the game was finished and his friends gone home, he was furious. "Never interrupt my game again Rose" he said in a very quiet voice. "I am going to have to punish

My Grandbaby
Just wanted to let everyone know that my son's girlfriend gave birth to a baby girl this afternoon. Her name is Amethyst Star. I will be traveling up to see them tomorrow and will take lots of pictures. Still not sure what I want her to call me yet though...any ideas let me know. And be nice this is my first grandchild:)

Why Are Men So Sneaky?
i just dont understand why men tell you they are looking for something specific...and start to talk and they tell you that you are what they are looking for, then why do they turn around and keep looking as if you meant nothing to them...i have no problem with a man looking around, but i do have a problem when they tell you things and do things that are not at all what they tell u in the first place. Im thinking that is the last time that i trust what a person tells me at face value. Goodbye charlie

Sometimes
Sometimes when I am all alone I wonder how many times I have to be alone LOL.. I live for Saturday nights dancing and having fun, I live for my motorcycle.. the wind blowing threw my hair, I live for life.. why else are we put on this earth.

Carrots
True story of my sexual exploration and how I discovered carrots can be a girl's best friend. ;) I've always had sexual urges as long as I can remember. Before I grew hair on my pussy I had discovered how nice it feels to touch myself there. I'd grind my smooth little snatch against my fingers, and after a few years I had discovered how to achieve orgasm. Of course at the time I didn't know what it was so each night I'd put a pillow between my legs and dry hump until my pussy would twitch and my body would shudder with pleasure. After a while I'd experiment more and more... sliding a finger into my pussy, running my clit warm underwater, looking at pornography, even inserting small foreign objects (and even then my pussy was so tight. they would hardly fit). Years passed and while I touched and fondled myself under the covers at night (and even during the day, and I've been called a sleepy head for all the "naps" I took). I had boyfriends and we touched and

One World Global Green Society
All My Friends If This Interests You Please Join Now One World Global Green Society One World Global Green Society is a place to join to help make our world we live more green, the goal is to find people with like minded ideas and goals to help our environment by pledging to Go-Green, we are looking for people of all walks of life to join our Society, our Society will be a group of people who can design and build tools to help our world be a more safer place to live. Join now, we can make a difference. Click Image To Join One World Global Green Society

Baby Joey 4-17-07
Please welcome another new family member!JoeyApril 17th 2007 Heres to you Joey, may you never know the kind of life your brother and sister once had to live. Remember antie Shannon Loves you and I love you too katie and rere!

Should We Believe In This?
I was looking up some sort of quiz on someone else's profile. All I had to do was click either Disagree or Agree and thought, what the hell is this supposed to mean? Should we believe in this type of quizzes, who'd want to know how you'd die? I sure in the hell wouldn't! Don't need to sit and fret about it til the day you die. Whomever made up this quiz should get a better life than just thinking about death...how lame is that?! Here's my result from the quiz...I'm thinking, yeah right! *rollin eyes* You scored as Disease. Your death will be by disease. Maybe a foreign bug or you don't brush your teeth. Ew. BRUSH!Disease60%Poison53%Natural Causes47%Bomb47%Suffocated40%Disappear40%Gunshot33%Suicide33%Eaten33%Stabbed

The Daughter
"Shall we give it to her now," Audra Walker asked her husband, Payton, "I don't think I can wait another minute!?!" Her husband chuckled a bit, before commenting, "You'd think that it was you getting the present and not her, but now is as good a time as any, I guess, so why not, let's do it!!!" Audra literally jumped up from the dining room table and disappeared into the large walk in closet in the foyer and retrieved a shoe box size package that was covered in silver lame' wrapping paper!!! After returning to her chair, she and her husband waited quietly for Marie to return from the kitchen with their after dinner coffee!!! "I hope she likes it," Audra whispered loudly, "I took great care in picking it out for her, okay, shush now, her she comes!!!" Payton Walker looked over to his excited wife and shook his head and smiled, she really loved having Marie around, and she was almost desperate to make sure she remained happy!!! Marie carefully poured coffee into both of their cups, and w

Jacuzzi Sex
A teenage girl called her mom on the phone. She loved taking long, hot jacuzzis every Friday. "Hey mom can I take a bath in the master bedroom?" she asked. "I don't care." her mom replied. "Thanks!" she said and hung up. Grabbing a towel and washcloth she ran into the room. Her eyes held lust as she looked at the large tub. Powerful jets lined the sides of it. Biting her lip she began to let the hot water pour. She began to undress her sexy body. Her double D's bounced as she removed the cami under shirt. Seeing that the jacuzzi was full enough she slid into the tub. The girl did everything she needed to and was now time for her pleasure. Setting her pussy up on one of the smaller jets she began the cycle. The water shoved into her teenage pussy making her moan. Her whole was filled with pulsing water. Wanting more pleasure she shoved herself down to where her cilt was on the jet. Her legs tensed with pleasure and she screamed. Luckily. No one was home until late on Fridays. She s

Pictures
this dude is hella jealous as soon as jenaay added me 2 seconds later he wasw stalking my profile & i guess he was trying to hit up people on my freinds list i heard that from a good freind of mine so every timre i left a comment for jenaay he would stalk my profile & started to use my comment sites that i left her the comment from & put one from there above mine trying to out do me he will send her amillion comments to knock other guys comments off her page ,so igotm tired of his shit & left a comment about him on some of her pics he stalkes (his own girl freind what a loser!!!)i put sexy ,sexy u need a man at ahigher level just to piss him off i knew he would see it he post shit or jacks off to that pic every day!!!so he left me a comment on my profile calling me a little fag stay away from his girls page so we got into an arguement on the shout box here it is...............................ju8st thought id let u know how jelouse ur stalker boyfreind is hes going to scare away all ur

Rules Of The South
The ''Rules of the South'' are as follows: 1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's avail

Wolves + Indians
It's not surprising that the Indian saw the wolf as a significant animal. Both were hunters of which the survival of their families depended. The Indian was very aware of the many ways in which his own life resembled those of the wolf. The wolf hunted for himself and for his family. The wolf defended his pack against enemy attack, as the Indian defended his tribe. He had to be strong as an individual and for the good of the pack. It was a sufficient system of survival; and in the eyes of the Indian, no animal did this as well as the wolf. The Indian worked to be as well intigrated in his environment, as he could see the wolf was in the universe. The hunter did not see the wolf as an enemy or competitor, or as something less than himself. His perception of the wolf was a realistic assessment of the wolf's ability to survive and thrive, to be in balance with the world they shared. He respected the wolf's patience and perseverance, which were his most effective hunting weapons. To say

Spring Time
SPRING CLEANING.... I have way too many people to keep up with...im gonna leave this up for like a week and check back in every so often to see who wants to stay or who doesnt care if they are on my list or not.... nothing against ya'll but I am just tryin to get things cleaned up... have a great weekend

Poem
A new friend wrote this for me and I had to share. Thank you again so much. Cunning Linguist@ CherryTAP I saw your eyes looking out at me from beneath your windblown hair and a dagger pierced my empty heart tempting me to care Are you so dark, so broken as you would seem to pretend or would you take my outstretched hand and choose to call me friend You really are quite beautiful and I wish you all the best for sparking something wonderful inside this old and empty chest

Big Dick Small Pussy
Being an attractive asian woman, I get a lot of men approaching me. I'm only about five feet tall, but I'm in great shape. My tits are small and firm, my hair is black with red highlights, and I've got a small sexy feet as he calls them, size 4. Add to that the fact that I'm thirtyeight, but don't look a day over twenty-one. So I had my share of offers. But the one thing I really wanted - and had never gotten - was a black man. I had heard, like everyone else, that black men had really big dicks. And while I wasn't one for stereotyping, I found the image of darker skin against light very arousing, and I wouldn't have minded a nice big dick either. When I met Rikki in Riverside in March of 1995", I was all over him in a heartbeat. I think I kind of surprised him, coming on so strong, but I wanted him bad. He was much taller than me - about six foot two, with skin the color of the earth, sexy lips, and big, strong hands. It had taken a lot of sweet talking to get him to

Why Do Guys Do The Things They Do?
I am now finding out that my ex did to me exactly what he did to his “ex”-wife. He moves us here from up in the Ohio/Michigan area. I invested over two years of my life and my boys (2) life with him and he goes and leaves us for his new “witch” and her kids(4). The thing is I used to be her sitter and did not see it coming. What gets me is that he does not know her like he knew me before we got together and that she is not working either now. I caught him at her place on a Thursday night. He stayed the night with her and tried to tell me that nothing happen. I now wonder how many other times he said he was going some where and it took longer than it should have if he had indeed gone to see her. At that point he said he we moving back to his mom and dads. Come to find out he never planned on going to his parents place but to move in with her. It is really odd that I can recall plenty of times where he was at the same place when she was there and I did not think any thing of it becau

How?
I am with out a dought the dumbest girl alive. I fell in love with an impossible man but a wonderful man, he ended things but stupidly I remained friends with him and stupidly held on to a hope that one day we would have another shot. I was an idiot when I let him move in with me along with some girl I never met a year later, and I thought we could live together as friends. I was stupid enough to think that one day, after living together again he and I could try again to be together, now I find out he wants to be with my roommate,the one I didnt know before she moved in. I am stupid because I held on to a dumb hope, because I didnt just get on with my life when we ended. I am stupid because after almost 2 years I still love him. so how do I let one of my dearest friends go? how so I just leave and let it be that? how do I let him go? please tell me how I am supposed to do this? How do I let go of him? when every fiber of my being just wants to be with him? how do I le

Another Weekend
TO EVERYONE THIS IS BAILEY'S WIFE SPEAKING, I DO HOPE EVERYONE UNDERSTANDS THE REASONS I FEEL THAT MICHEAL SHOULD NOT BE CHATTING W/ALL U FINE LADIES,I AM SURE IF U WERE IN MY SHOES U WOULD FEEL THE SAME. AS OF THIS MOMENT ON EVERYONE FAN,RATE,AND FRIEND MIKE,I AM SAYING THIS BECAUSE I AM NOT TRYING TO MAKE HIM FEEL CONSTRICTED,ALL I ASK IS THAT IT IS ALL DONE W/GOOD TASTE. THANK YOU

My Canon Rebel Xt
So, I have been learning all about my new Canon Rebel XT 350. Its very complicated but worth it. I feel like the kids in this commercial, I wanna take pictures of everything. I'm so glad I'm going to a great school to learn plus I have some Master Photographers as tutors

Fascinate
Nikoll, a grade school teacher in NH, asked her students to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep it was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate not fascinated" Little Ben raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Ben before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Ben said, "My Grammie Martha has a sweater with ten buttons, but her boobs are so big she can only fasten eight." Nikoll sat down and cried.

Daddy Dom.
An Article About "Daddy Doms" about Daddy Doms...I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I r

Be Aware Of This Guy
This is the guy he goes by blue eyes on here and he is married below is a copy of his my space page proving it, and here is the link: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=179458962 Chuck and Charity "" Male 34 years old Texas United States Last Login: 5/4/2007 View My: Pics | Videos Contacting Chuck and Charity MySpace URL: http://www.myspace.com/chuckandcharity Chuck and Charity's Interests General ART! Didn't you read the other part..we are artists..what do you think we are interested in?? Chuck: Likes to paint, fishing, cars, Frankie, horror movies, and Charity...LOL. Charity: Poetry, drawing, fishing, cars, kids, reading, all kinds of movies, music..and most important Chuck. Music Heroes Click here for Myspace glitter graphics and Myspace layouts MySpace Contact Tables from MySpace Editor. MyS

Hazel Eyes
[H][A][Z][E][L] [E][Y][E][S] People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be

Please Read This
Hey all how you doing? Thanks for taking hte time to read this. I will keep it short and simple , as to not take up alot of your time. I want to say I love CT and its a great site, but as I said on Myspcae as well, i am not here to win a popularity contest. I could careless if people like me or not. the ones who do will let me know the ones that dont... well you'll come up with some lame shit :) So please if you are going to add me, or have added me already, take some time to read my profile. I am gonna update it as i can, but i am new to CT and will take a bit to make my page look good. Thanks again for reading this!!! And if you dont like typos well... I dont care!! :-D

* 11:11 Universal Laws: Star Knowledge * Maka Wicaphi Wicohan * Star Laws Of The Wheels Of Humanity *
********************************************************************************************* MAKA WICAHPI WICOHAN ********************************************************************************************* Universal and Spiritual Laws ********************************************************************************************* Star Laws of the Wheel of Humanity ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* * Universal Law of Free Will * ********************************************************************************************* TUNKASILA - Protects Personal Freedom ARCTURUS - Invokes the Freedom Ray QUAN YIN - Accesses Great Karmic Council ********************************************************************************************* Universal Law of Free Will Well, I could tell the story of The Three Little

* 12 Fibonacci Goddesses *
********************************************************************************************* * The Maiden Voyage of the 12 Fibonacci Goddesses * ********************************************************************************************* From the central source of creation 12 pyramids of light spiral forth. Within each pyramid is a Goddess. When it all began..... Each goddess swept across the darkness of the void using her magic through the geometry of creation to manifest stories in which your soul can experience. It is time to find the magic within your soul. When you do, you will have the power to create. ********************************************************************************************* GODDESS 1 - SOUND ********************************************************************************************* I am Freya, the Goddess of Sound. Creation all began with a Soul Note which I created for the story of this Universe. I designed the inner ear,

* 12 Around 1 Sacred Geometry Of Creation *
********************************************************************************************* * 12 Around 1 * ********************************************************************************************* Alchemy Wheel of Time - Karma - Synchronicity - Creation - Geometry ********************************************************************************************* Alchemist, Alexandre d'Alveydre's Acheometre ********************************************************************************************* 12 around 1 = 13=4= 4th Dimension= Time - Clock - Gears - Synchronicity ********************************************************************************************* Da Vinci - The Last Supper - 12 Apostles Around (1) Jesus - Christ Consciousness ********************************************************************************************* Sacred Geometry - The Da Vince Code ********************************************************************************************* Da Vinci *

Random
I was out yesterday doing some shopping, it felt so strange not pushing Terry around in his wheelchair, felt as if something was missing. I went in search of some music to be played at his funeral yesterday for his wife. One song I found easily enough was Tina Turner's "The best". She was Terry's favourite. The other one wasnt so easy. Its a song by Ned Millar (ive never heard of him before" called from "A Jack to a King", apparently Terry Sand it to his wife the day he proposed, any ways with the help of 2 very helpful staff members of the Sight and Sound library I managed to track it down and hired it from the local library. I know people might be thinking I am taken the loss of Terry badly but for the last 5 years since he lost his leg I was with him most days taken him out, to hospitals etc. But apart from him being my BIL he was also a great friend, we have know each other for over 40 years, we were brought up as kids together. It was Terry who taught me to ride a Bike, Ok he took

* 12 Pyramids Of Thoth *
********************************************************************************************* * 12 Pyramids of Thoth * ********************************************************************************************* ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE ********************************************************************************************* PREFACE The writer of these pages is I, Thoth The Scribe, who moves through many realities as teacher. I am linked to the Great Pyramid as a creational force having come here through the Gates of the 12 Pyramid Matrix. Many will remember and quote my teachings in texts, scrolls, stone tablets, keys of knowledge, or encoded genetic memories to be found at the end of a cycle. I have entrusted my original teachings to those who were my priests and priestesses who must one day restore this knowledge in full definition. At that time they shall incarnate as the teachers and heale

Dominant
DOMINANT VS. MASTER BY MISTRESS STEEL Those just entering the BDSM world will find the abundant usage of both of these words by members of the online community. This is primarily due to the rapid growth of access and the restrained attainability of quality texts to correctly interpret what these words mean within the community itself. Up to a few years ago the BDSM world was a tightly closed and almost secret society. Membership in this society was kept totally private and hidden with significant effort. Entree into the community was by referral and accompaniment only. Protocols or rules of conduct were strict and strongly enforced, not from some control standpoint but because those rules emerged from bitterly hard lessons in survival. A Dominant is a person with a dominant aspect in their personality. A Master is a Dominant with significant real life BDSM experience. They are not the same. It can be fairly said that all Master/Mistress's are Dominant. It cannot be sai

* 12 Strand Dna * * Dna Activation * Evolution * *multiplicity Views *
********************************************************************************************* 12 Strand DNA ********************************************************************************************* The term '12 Strand DNA' is a pseudoscience term used by healers and energy workers to denote that a soul is evolving into higher requency by activating its DNA code beyond its twin strand spiraling DNA helix. ********************************************************************************************* 12 Around 1 ********************************************************************************************* Spiraling movement of consciousness in different frequencies 12=1+2=3=-manifestation in third dimension, the physical realms 12 spiraling cones around 1 source = 13 = 4=4th dimension = time Sacred Geometry = SG = StarGate = Wheel of Karma = Alchemy Wheel - Clock -Time Electromagnetic energy grid programs of experience - polarity - duality - emotions Alchemy Wheel of C

Omg Please
HEY OUT THERE EYES FOR YOUR SOUL IS A FAMILY MEMBER AND GREAT FRIEND AND REALLY NEEDS SOME HELP AND I KNOW I HAVE AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT KNOW HOW TO BOMB LIKE CRAZY SO LETS SHOW HERE WE KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING AND LETS GET HER INTO FIRST AND KEEP HER THERE PLEASE RIGHT NOW SHE IS 4000 BEHIND AND WE NEED HELP THANK YOU WHITEANGEL2229

Notice
A DREAMERS SIGN THE HAWK IS A DREAMER'S SIGN SHE SINGS AS SHE FLIES SHE BRINGS A TRUE MESSAGE HER VOICE SINGS NO LIES SHE DRINKS OF THE RIVERS TO MAKE HER VOICE CLEAR THE TREES ARE ALL BUDDING AND SPRINGTIME IS NEAR SHE WINGS TO THE DREAMER THEN FLOATS TO A TREE EVER SINGING THE MESSAGE OF THAT YET TO BE.

Me
Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of

Chris Morgan
ok so chris is my ex. we still get on well. we argue when we r together but when we are friends we dont. i love him so much but thigs ent expected to be perfect. if the world was perfect i would still be with chris. i love him so much but he doesnt really understand that. i love you chris if you are reading this and please will you have me back. love your danni

Love
okay.....I have officially broken down... I like you I like you alot I think of you when I wake up to the point I fall asleep...there are days like tonight I can't fall asleep....what have you done to me...I miss you...I need you....I need you so bad that it hurts hell I even changed my phone to display "yes Mistryss13" if thats bad enough...what have you done to me my love

What Notto Say To A Police Officer... Please Add Any Comments You May Have Said Or Heard X
I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. Aren't you the guy from the Village People? Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer You're not gonna check the boot, are you? I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are. What? You need a license to drive?

Hmmm....amen To This
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? > > Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? > > And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. > > I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. > > I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . > > I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry for h

Illinois Residents -- S.o.s.
Illinois Residents ---- Pleeeeeeeaaaaaasssssseeeeeeeee CALL YOUR LEGISLATOR'S. IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOUR LEGISLATOR'S ARE... GO TO THIS WEBSITE TO EASILY FIND OUT. http://www.elections.state.il.us/DistrictLocator/SelectSearchType.aspx IF ILLINOIS RESIDENTS ONLY KNEW: THE EXTENT TO WHICH THEIR STATE SERVICES WERE IN SHAMBLES. I HAVE BEEN AN EMPLOYEE FOR THE STATE OF ILLINOIS FOR LAST 25 YEARS. IT IS AN ABSOLUTE DISGRACE ! ! ! THIS LEGISLATIVE SESSION ENDS ON MAY 31st AND AT THAT TIME THE GOVERNOR'S BUDGET WILL BE ENACTED FOR FY08. PLEEEEEEAAAAASSSSEEEEE... CALL YOUR LEGISLATOR'S WITH OUR MESSAGE. IN SOLIDARITY, ~~Spanky~~

No Perversion , It's Life
To masturbate is not the perversion, but a means to evacuate the stress and all liquid which accumulates for nothing. Say to a woman or a man that we masturbate by thinking or by looking at his or her photos, I think that it is rather a compliment and not to be perverse. To masturbate opposite in face with the webcam, it is not the perversion but a sensual game except when at once the nasty words are said. Many women say that the men are pigs for it but many of them ask for it and do it. It is better that to deceive his wife or her husband.

Forbiden Desires....
I really can't believe I'm writing this down, but I can't really believe I'm living the two lives I'm living right now, either. In my first life, I'm a happily married, 35-year old wife and mother and a very successful attorney working for one of the Delaware Valley's top firms. I'm smart, good-looking, eat right, exercise, and have a body that my critical eye says still looks pretty damn good in a small two-piece swimsuit. In my second life, I am a wanton slut that will do whatever my young-stud lover wants me to do. Scott, my lover, is 21 years old and works at our firm doing odd jobs, delivering papers, photocopying, mail-boy, etc. By all definitions of the word, he is a "hunk." He works out and his body is rock-hard. Brown eyes, beautiful black hair, and the nicest ass I've ever seen on a man. I am very much the professional in the office, but at office luncheons, softball games, and parties, I am a outrageous flirt. I just can't help it. At first, Scott was the perfect target

The "f" Word
When is @#$% Acceptable? There are only eleven times in history where the "F" word has been considered acceptable for use. They are as follows: 11. "What the @#$% do you mean, we are sinking?" -- Capt. E.J. Smith of RMS Titanic, 1912 10. "What the @#$% was that?" -- Mayor Of Hiroshima, 1945 9. "Where did all those @#$%ing Indians come from?" -- Custer, 1877 8. "Any @#$%ing idiot could understand that." -- Einstein, 1938 7. "It does so @#$%ing look like her!" -- Picasso, 1926 6. "How the @#$% did you work that out?" -- Pythagoras, 126 BC 5. "You want WHAT on the @#$%ing ceiling?" -- Michelangelo, 1566 4. "Where the @#$% are we?" -- Amelia Earhart, 1937 3. "Scattered @#$%ing showers, my ass!" -- Noah, 4314 BC 2. "Aw c'mon. Who the @#$% is going to find out?" -- Bill Clinton, 1998 and a drum roll please............! 1.

Dreams Of You
I thought we had something, forever and real, my heart belonged to only you, I tryed so hard to show you love true, no need to fight, the past can't be undone, I will always love you, need me I'm here, may never hold you, your smile I won't see, but want you to know, you'll always be in my heart, a deep part of me, remember the good times, let go of the bad, hope you can be happy, and find what you need, one thing I have, can't be taking away, a thought in the night, I'll be with you, in my dreams of you...

Its A Wonderfull Morning
Its a wonderfull morning with all that can be happen...Dreaming of sweet feelings and sweet sensation everything is great i have a kind and gental man that loves me and i love him and i have 3 wonderful kids that i love more than anything in this world... Then i have other family that is always there for me and we all love each other My kids and my sweet heart of a man make up my life with the joy i have of watching my kids grow up and the love that him and i share with each other its just all around great! im closeing i just wanted to get something off my chest and i did talk to u all laters ~*Mandie*~ feel free to rate and comment

My Chemical Romance Let Me Down For The Last Time
Well, I know things happen but I guess i was just not meant to see MCR in concert. This was my third attempt. First attempt in Allentown, Bob had a staff infection after I drove 350 miles. Second attempt in Philly, I couldn't go after being hospitlized myself. Still have the tix. Third and final attempt in Reading, band has food poisoning . I am giving up....I am not buying another ticket to one of thier concerts unless Gerard calls me personally to invite me. It's a shame cause my whole family (kids) are into them. My 4 year old and six year old know all the words to thier songs and ask constantly to listen to TBP CD. Sadly, Kelly :(

No Gas 15th
Pass it on because I'm tired of paying 3 and change for 1 gallon of gas. -----NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 don't pump gas on May 15th ...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I can't see why you wouldn't) resend this to your entire contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 1

Jades Abduction......
She was standing in the dark parking lot waiting for Him in the place He had told her to. Why He was making her stand out here and wait for Him to pick her up was beyond her…she could have waited in her car for Him, but she learned long ago…never question His directions. Impatiently she looked at her watch…8:15. He had told her to meet Him here at 8:00, where the hell was He? Could He have forgotten? He had been working a lot of hours lately…it was possible. Frustrated, she started across the lot towards the pay phone to call Him. When she had just about reached the curb, a man dressed all in black with a black mask covering his face, stepped from behind one of the parking deck columns and grabbed her arm… wrenching it behind her He pressed a sharp knife tight against her throat, daring her to utter a sound. Shocked, she stood motionless. “What do you want from me? Here… take my purse if it’s money you want.” She stated with

Cookies And Cream
MAMI IS A DIME PIECE IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD WORKS HARD FOR THE MONEY TWO JOBS HOLDING HER OWN,WANTS TO BE LOVED BY A MAN AND HAVE A CHILD ONE DAY NEEDING A THING FROM A MAN IF HE IS NOT TRYING TO HEAR WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SOUNDS TASTY DON'T YOU AGREE JUST GOT A GOOD LOOK AT SHORTY LOOKS TASTY TO ME,MAMI IS ABOUT 5'3 HELLA EASY ON THE EYES LIPS NICE AND THICK JUST PERFECT IN SIZE NO SUPRIZE MA IS A COUNTRY GIRL ALL THICK AND SHIT IN THE THIGHS PRETTY FACE, SHORT HAIR, NICE EYES.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SAYS SHE IS VERY INDEPENDENT AND DOESN'T WANT TO BE TAKEN FOR A RIDE, MEANING IF YOU DON'T COME EQUIPPED WITH CERTAIN QUALITIES SUCH AS BEING A REAL MAN TO THE LEFT BRO STEP ASIDE.

Men Can't Live With Em' Can't Kill Em'
Okay what is up with this? I will never understand why men try so hard to get u and then when u act even the slight bit interested they act like you're a stalker or something. I am nice to them Im a bitch to them I hang out with them I blow them off No matter what I do they always hang out for a few days and then run off and I don't hear from them for a while and then out of the blue they call me expecting me to just run back to them and I don't even sleep with them...Either way it goes I am ALWAYS the one getting my heart broken and I am soooo sick of it. Either they are hott and assholes or they are cute and try to act like they r so nice and they care about me but they are just pigs in sheep's clothing and I find out the hard way or they are so repulsively ugly I can't even think of talking to them, or they are just assholes up front but either way Im the one who looses. I am smart cute talented funny sexy and FUN, what is their problem?????Damn.

Ok Kids, Musicians Needed!
I want to start another BAND. I play Drums and percussions. I have for 15 years. I need Lead Guitar/Vocals Rhythm Guitar/Vocals Lead Vocalist (Female prefered. Males Acceptable) Bassist I would also be willing to entertain the idea of keys, strings, backup percussions ect. Music category: Alternative and other like styles. Serious Inquiry only please. nothing half-assed DROP ME A LINE PEOPLE!!!!!

A Place To Vent
For the most part, I have been doing good. But I guess I have to take the good with the bad. For those who don't know, I am getting divorced after being with someone for almost 15 years; almost 9 of them married. Getting the divorced is the best thing that is happening for me. That is a huge weight being lifted off my shoulders, considering what he's put me through. The hard part is now learning to live for myself for a change. But, that is hard. I have a wonderful 9 year old son. He is the most important thing in my life & there is nothing that I wouldn't do for him. But I need to do things for myself. I've never done that. How does one do that, when I am in a sense alone. The only help I have locally is my sister in law & ex's cousin, with whom I am still close with. But, they have kids & family of their own & can't always rely on them. So many times I wish to be spontaneous & to go out & do things at a moment's notice. It is hard, to say the least. I love my son more than life i

Words From Papi Chulo Aka Thug Angel
MAMI IS A DIME PIECE IN EVERY SENSE OF THE WORD WORKS HARD FOR THE MONEY TWO JOBS HOLDING HER OWN,WANTS TO BE LOVED BY A MAN AND HAVE A CHILD ONE DAY NEEDING A THING FROM A MAN IF HE IS NOT TRYING TO HEAR WHAT SHE HAS TO SAY.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SOUNDS TASTY DON'T YOU AGREE JUST GOT A GOOD LOOK AT SHORTY LOOKS TASTY TO ME,MAMI IS ABOUT 5'3 HELLA EASY ON THE EYES LIPS NICE AND THICK JUST PERFECT IN SIZE NO SUPRIZE MA IS A COUNTRY GIRL ALL THICK AND SHIT IN THE THIGHS PRETTY FACE, SHORT HAIR, NICE EYES.MISS COOKIES AND CREAM SAYS SHE IS VERY INDEPENDENT AND DOESN'T WANT TO BE TAKEN FOR A RIDE, MEANING IF YOU DON'T COME EQUIPPED WITH CERTAIN QUALITIES SUCH AS BEING A REAL MAN TO THE LEFT BRO STEP ASIDE.

Haven't Been Here...
I used to be the one to wake up and say a "hello" to a lot of my CT family here.. but it just hasn't been on my priority list since school and work started to rudely get in the way. 2 more months and I might be able to do it all over if anybody is still willing to lend me an ear.. or a mouth [heh].. for a while... How's everyone been? It's been awhile, and I haven't been keeping up. I wish I knew how things were.. and I wish I kept up like I used to. Have a nice weekend everyone.

Quiz
Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to try everything with them. You have an enormous sexual appetite, and you often create sexy scenarios to play out with your significant other. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Arousal,...for Sure
The sheets were red, silk and soft. She lay on them, her left leg up, her foot flat on the bed. Her arms were stretched above her head fanned beneath by her hair, black as a night without moon or stars. She stared at me with large browns eyes, twin pools sparkling with desire. I was eager to drown in them as eager as I was to drown in her sex. My gaze moved from her eyes, to her lips, ripe with rouge, glistening like an apple plucked at its prime on a dewy morning. Her breasts rose slowly round alabaster mounds eager for my hands to grasp and massage. They were tipped with rosy nipples, hard and yearning. I touched them, my gaze returning to her face. She bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes as I massaged first her left nipple and then her right and then both enjoying the sweet soft touch of her breasts so warm and soft and welcoming. She moaned and her leg fell flat on the bed. Her back arched and her wet pussy, the sweet smooth mound of milky flesh brushed against my ball

She Disobeyed Him,......again
"Slut! I'm home!" He called to her as she hurried from upstairs to meet him at the front door. She had heard him opening it and cursed herself for not being in time. She ran down the stairs and around the corner to stand in front of him. She spread her legs and clasped her hands behind her neck, elbows out, for his inspection. She was wearing 6 inch black stiletto heels, thigh high black fishnet stockings, crotchless leather panties and an open-cup black bra. Around her neck, she wore a padlocked leather collar, to which he held the only key. He also held the only key to her closet, where he locked up her clothing when he left in the morning, to ensure she wouldn't leave the apartment without permission. "Where the hell were you, slut? Sitting upstairs, doing nothing but playing on my computer?" He scolded her, even as he looked approvingly at her body, not moving from inside the door. Even in her heels, he towered over her. He motioned ever-so-slightly with a nod of

ok so i have been really busy this week with school and everything but i am really excited bc my prom is next week and then the week after i graduate!!! i am really happy i can not wait! then it will be summer time and i can sleep in until i have to go to work! that is going to be great!!! well i dont really have much to say i guess that i am a rather boring girl.... i dont see how anyone talks to me... see i am already out of things to write about in here

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You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What The Fuck
There's no other place to talk about this in the "real world" so I figured throw it out here bc it doesn't matter to anyone here and just maybe I'd get some feed back. I really like this one person and I really wanna well no need to spell it out but I'm not one that will start it. I guess I kinda did already I kissed this person and nothing has happened since and I really wanna be w/this person in every which way but its so confusing. This person is so beautiful inside and out. So outgoing and down to earth. With a heart of gold and so damn sexy. I really wish people would stop stressing this person out they don't need it at all. I would love to get to know this person on a deeper level but there never seems to be time bc everything thats fucking going on. I just wanna fucking scream at the top of my lungs WHAT THE FUCK. I want a friendship w/this person and be able to go and do things and hang out and do a little more. I just don't fucking know. Sorry about the babbling.

Youtube Is Target Of More Lawsuits
Media companies are banding together to fight YouTube for illegally publishing their material online, placing more pressure on the company to better monitor the video clips on its site. The Football Association Premier League Ltd. and Bourne Co. filed a class action lawsuit Friday against YouTube and Google, which acquired YouTube for $1.65 billion last year. The Premier League, which owns the rights to British soccer games, and Bourne, an independent music publisher and the rights owner of such songs as "Let's Fall in Love," are seeking additional copyright holders to join their suit. The class-action lawsuit is the latest strike against YouTube in the copyright-infringement battle. Viacom, owner of such shows as "Laguna Beach" and "Dora the Explorer," opened the door a few months ago when it filed a complaint seeking $1 billion. The dispute has intensified as YouTube increases in popularity and starts to draw advertising dollars. While the site has tapped into the phenomenon

What's Really Going On
Seriously... It's Saturday. Why on God's green Earth are we not having some fun! I know I am about to! I'm thinking maybe a party in Kent? Maybe? Could be a fun time, could also be a bunch of people I do not know. I could hang out here, check out the local scene...yea, like I haven't done that before. I am in a serious Darts mood. So where ever I end up needs to have a place to throw. You think people acutally read this shit? I mean, its cool if you do. I don't know what going on in my own life...so if you can figure it out, shoot.

Important Please
Today while viewing the top stashes including top videos I saw something that really surprised me. I am asking everyone to help me out and lets get the following two videos to the top and show those who give of themselves to protect others that we care. Lets show our soldiers and firefighters that we support them and that we thank them for what they do each day. Is this to much to ask when they give so much of themselves each day. Everyday in the US many men and women without pay risk their lives to save others as they run into burning buildings as others are running out. SO PLEASE I ask all of you rate these two videos a thumbs up and show all of them that we care and that we are behind them at all times. Please repost this and lets PLEASE make this happen. http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=1693147 In support of all of our US military who have given their lives to keep us safe each day and those who are still serving today http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry

The Watchers: An Ancient Race?
Nephilim@ fubar Though to today's science this limitless male sexual capacity is new, the history behind it may be as old as Human existence, itself - if not perhaps older. Beginning with the ancient accounts of "Fallen Angels" (more accurately: "The Watchers") descending from heaven to sexually enjoy human females, to their "demigod" (half-god, half-human) progeny, called "The Rephaim" (who -- following their expulsion from the Middle Eastern lands -- became the source of the myriad sex Gods of antiquity, and ultimately resulting in their vilification as vampiric "Nosferati" in possession of the ultimate sexual "Dark Gift", this unlimited male sexual capacity has been genetically passed along through the Ages to the current day. "The Watchers were "a specific race of divine beings known in Hebrew as nun resh 'ayin, 'irin' (resh 'ayin, 'ir' in singular), meaning 'those who watch' or 'those who are awake', which is translated into Greek as Egrhgoroi egregoris or grigori, meanin

Fuck Delicate Terror!!
This mother fucker threatens to beat my ass...Ok if this dude beats my ass. I got friends that will put him in a fucking wheelchair!! No joke, I know too many people for him to be fucking with me.

Something Else About Me!
I was thinking about how I could start a blog. The thoughts went through my mind about sharing stories or poems, or saying a little more about myself. For now I will add a little more to let you kind of have an insight to my inner workings. Haha. I am older, but still like to have the young side to me. I love life in general. Not a dang thing scares me. The only thing that really bothers me is if I am alone without a companion. I do have a sinister, morbid side to me. Vampires and a few other things along that order really intrigue me. The Darkness makes me feel at home occasionally, but then too I have my brighter days. I love snakes, which sometimes scares the Hell out of people. I respect the things that are out there that can do a person harm. I also respect a person's wishes if they do not want to go around things like that with me. As far as the cowboy and country side.....when I was younger I chewed tobacco, got under the hood of vehicles with my daddy, and loved

My Philosophy
I like meeting and talken to new people. I always say you can never have to many friends...I also use myspace if you want the link send me a message and ill give i to you i use face box also. Cool ways to meet new people.

Brown Eyes (just Like Mine)
Brown Eyes Oh, brown Eyes with long black lashes, Young brown Eyes, Depths of night from which there flashes Lightning as of summer skies, Beautiful brown Eyes! In your veiled mysterious splendour Passion lies Sleeping, but with sudden tender Dreams that fill with vague surmise Beautiful brown Eyes. All my soul, with yearning shaken, Asks in sighs-- Who will see your heart awaken, Love's divine sunrise In those young brown Eyes?

My Thoughts And Writings
Last night i had a dream. i dont know what to call it. whether it be bad or good. i was at like some sort of carnival. a guy i still love today, Matt, was there. it was a short dream but a big enough message to make me cry when i woke up. at that carnival he realized that he still wanted to be with me. and he hugged me. and we were together. he loved me once again. i was happy. like i once was with him. it really hurt when i woke up. because it wasnt real. im still crying as i write this now. god it hurts so much. i wish i could get him out of my thoughts. i have tried so hard. and now the dreams are coming. i dont know what to do.

Tabby's Tee's...
Tabby's Tee's are hand painted and hand designed, they are washable but yet need to be dryed in low heat to saver the fabric paint. I only have a few made up at the moment however, I plan to make more and also am taking requests and I do shipping as well! infant sizes are $5 youth sizes are $7 adult sizes are $10 any questions or requests just message me!

Life
Always live your life to the fullest. Once your number is up the good ole lord will be coming a callin. Like a song goes" You are here for a good time and not for a long time. So have a good time cause the sun doesn't shine every day"

Wtf ???
Have you ever had one of those days when you wake up feeling great then someone comes at you with a total mess of nonsense that you THOUGHT was a good friend??? All this about someone complaining that I never stop by and rate their stuff SHEESH Anyone who knows me can tell you that I am always a friend 1st and foremost and I rate people's stuff when I feel like it NOT because I'm told "I do yours so why don't you do mine" You know who you are if you still get my bulletins but I doubt it cuz you deleted me as a friend, fan and family member. I have 2 words for you "GROW UP"!!!

Thoughts
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. TODAY, I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT ONE OF LIFE'S WONDERS AGAIN.... I COULD BE THINKING ABOUT A MILLION THINGS AND THE TOP OF MY LIST.. IS LOVE. LOVE CAN BE A TOUCHY SUBJECT, FOR ANYONE. BUT TODAY IS DIFFERENT. I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME SMILE, WITHOUT EVEN REALLY TRYING. SOMEONE WHO CAN MAKE ME BITE MY LIP, JUST TALKING TO ME. SOMEONE WHO MAKES MY HEART SKIP A BEAT, BY PHONING ME. DOES HE KNOW ALL THIS? DOES HE KNOW JUST HOW SPECIAL HE IS TO ME? DO I TELL HIM ENOUGH? IS ENOUGH..REALLY EVER ENOUGH? HE'S THE FIRST THOUGHT WHEN I WAKE UP, THE LAST THOUGHT WHEN I GO TO SLEEP. AND MY EVERY WAKING DREAM IS CONSUMED BY HIM. I SIT HERE WAITING AND THINKING.... ABOUT LIFE'S GREATEST

My Birthday
Birthday Calculator 30 January 1958 Your date of conception was on or about 9 May 1957 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Aquarius. Your Life path number is 9. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2436233.5. The golden number for 1958 is 2. The epact number for 1958 is 10. The year 1958 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/31/1957 and ending 2/17/1958. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Otter; your plant is Fern. You were born in the Egyptian month of Parmuthy, the fourth month of the season of Poret (

God And The Marine
A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the m

Depressed
I have been in the worst mood today. This is the most depressed I have felt in a while. I have never felt more alone in my whole life. I dont have very many friends at all. And the friends I do have they have their own life to worry about. So they dont need me in their way. I feel like everyone and everything I love his gone. I dont know what do you with my life anymore. I have this baby growing inside me and I love it and I cant wait for him or her to get here. But I sit and I think why in this world did God give me this precious little gift...for me to raise up in my fucked life. Im scared Im not going to be able to give my baby everything it needs. I already took away the one thing that every little kid should have... and thats a family of their own. Yes, he or she has a dad but I know he wont be their for it all the time and he will walk in and out of its life as he pleases. I choose not be with the dad because he didnt treat me good when we were together...and I dont want to be wi

Friends
I am lookeing for friends around my area or any where i can talk to them about any thing but sex if it posble I like to talk laught and have fun, if any one would like that kinde of thing that would be great thanks chris

Fuck Cherrytap And It's Salute Photos!
Why do you need a stupid salute pic to advance past the friend of cherry tap,and idiots on here act like they are going to win millions of dollars once they get to the top.I don't come to this stupid site to make points,just friends!

My Martin Roots
Now, I am going to have to ask you not to laugh at these pics, because some are hilarious!!!! Elijah was my great great great great grandfather! Every child after for 5 generations had another Elijah Collard. These are some of my family roots, and Mark's as well,um so when laughing...remember you are laughing at MARK!!!! lol Dot...aka Dorothy Collard was Mark's great grandmother and the mnother of Robbie Stuart, who married Clyde Martin, the parents of Julian Martin, Who was Mark's Dad! Myrtle Collard Burns is my great grandmother. Elijah Norris Collard is my Great Great Grandfather. Bartley Lewis Burns is my Great Grandfather. James Bartlet Burns is my mother's father. Elijah Collard (my great, great, great, great Grandfather) 'THE TRUE ARKANSAS RAZORBACK' This story is based on the original research and writings of Louel Collard-Smith as she compiled very full and extensive research of the history of the Collard families. Mrs. Smith's research was recorded on genealogical c

Why Do People Play With Another Persons Heart
I have been trying to figure out what kind of a person it is who could deliberatly manipulate someones emotions without any thought to what it would do to the other person. I have been lucky so far in the virtual world, it is almost easier here to tell the fakes from the real folks. I got so fed up with the bar scene, I all but gave up on relationships. I knew someone that was online one day when I was at their house, and that is how I found out about CherryTap. It has been a hell of a ride, I have met some very interesting people here, as well as made a few true friends. Ran across some game players, a generous helping of peek a poos .... oh well, whatever floats your boat. But I have also met someone who touched my heart. Of course it started out innocently enough. I am surprised in a way to find out that I could still feel what I was starting to feel. And isn't it fantastic, those initial emotions that come into play during first contact of one souls heart to an

What The F
To all the mum commenters well no just one they know who they are. All because I tried to edit a mum and could not so I deleted it. Some Asshole decided to report it. Why are peoples correction Some people such ----- theres not even a word I can think of . Well Sorry egotistical self centered fake asswhiping crybaby not worth the shit they flush buttfucks.are some that come to mind. Now Fubar suspended me from making mums all because of a question about a Beatles tribute band that I had to delete because I worded it wrong but Posted right back explaned what happened then asked the question the right way? Then a day later I geta E-mail from FUBAR saying I would have my profile deleted if they had another complaint. What the FUCK? Anyway just wanted to let evryone know that some people are just Asshole as if you guys didn't know. BY THE WAY FUBAR I POSTED A FRICKIN SALUTE WHEN YOU WERE STILL CHERRYTAP> STILL HAVENT HEARD FROM YAS TO SAY F_YOU OR NOTHING. Good looking out I'm

Sweetpappy
Hello to all of you, Thanks for being patient with me, I am relatively new to this but it beats going to a bar and spending major bucks and risking a DUI I like it here and after 18 years of marrige being single scares the hell out of me. I can sit here and find true "friends" who really mean a lot to me. All of you are a God send to me cause I'm still adjusting. Thanks for being there and I won't vent anymore I have found some new friends and look forward to the rest of my life. Again thanks for being here with me.

Blonde's Year In Review...
January - Took new scarf back to store, because it was too tight. February - Was fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels......."Helloooooo !!! bottles won't fit in the typewriter!!" Sheesh!! March - Got really excited, finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months...box said "2-4 years!!" April - Trapped on a escalator for hours...power went out!! May - Tried to make koolaid....wrong instructions...8 cups of water wont fit into those little packages!!! June - Tried to go water skiing...couldn't find a lake with a slope... July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition..learned later that other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!! August - Got locked out of my car in a rain storm...car swamped because the soft-top was open. September - The Capital of California is "C"..isnt it?? October - Hate M n M's...they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 & a half days. Instructions said 1 hour per pound..and I weigh 97 lbs !! December - Couldn

What Are We Looking For?
I just responded to a blog entry from a friend about people wanting to bring drama into the cyber world. It got me thinking about why I joined this site, and what exactly I hoped to gain from here. I joined to meet new people and make new friends. I've only been a member for a couple of days, and I haven't really run across any drama yet, Thank Goodness. I am curious why othere people joined and what they were looking for. Any responses would be appreciated. Thanks.

Happy Days!!
WELL THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A BLESSING.. I HAVE 2 BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS THAT ARE RECIEVING AWESOME GRADES AND ARE ON HONOR ROLL.. GOT GREAT NEW FRIENDS HERE.. AND FINALLY GOT A PROMOTION @ WORK, I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT I AM WELCOMED IN ALMOST ANY STATE IN THE U.S. OF A !! AND I AM VERY LUCKY TO HAVE A CAR THAT IS GONNA LAST ME AND MY GIRLS ARE VERY LONG TIME.. SINGLE AND STILLL LOOKING.. ANY COMMENTS? PLZ FEEL FREE TO ADD

News
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day.

When A Girl Calls....
WHEN A GIRL CALLS: When you catch a girl glancing at you, She wants you to look back and smile, When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you, She wants you to hold her hand, When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later, When a girl is quiet, a millions of things are running through her mind, When a girl is not arguing, She is thinking deeply, When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around, When a girl answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine, When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why you are playing games, When a girl lays her head on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever, When a girl says she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future, When a girl says "I miss you" no one in this world can miss you more than that, When a girl is mean to you after a break-up,

Just Take Out The Stupid Salute Photo Rule,and Cherrytap Would Be Fine!
Only if I'd owned TAP things on here would be totally different,but only better,for all of my members,and could earn real money,instead of the cherry bucks that this site has!

Darleen-my Love
our love for each other will never die, will withstand all adversity and will only grow. Any problem is only a test we will pass a lesson we will learn and an experience we will share. The tears we shed run over each other and nurtcur our love. the pain we experience we experience together.the cure of our ills come from each other. the sorrow pain and joy is ours and no one will take it from us...I love her and she loves me and no one will destroy us

Greensburg Kansas
Last night, during severe thunderstorms in central Kansas, a small town by the name of Greensburg was litterally wiped out by a monsterous mile wide tornado that had travelled from the Oklahoma panhandle. Almost a dozen died, some are still missing. Over 90% of this small town is leveled to the ground. The disaster is so bad that the remaining survivors were evacuated while search and rescue went through the rubble that was once their home. It turned out to be a very good thing that the people were moved to safety as yet another monster tornado touched down again tonight in Greensburg. This town is litterally no more. It would take years just to clean up and rebuild even half the town. Everyone who lived there now has nothing. No home, no possessions, no car, no where to go. What do we do now?

Free Gifts
Alright folks, come on...get in here and show DJ ~Dawn~ some love...she needs music so she'll be taking requests!AND EVERYONE WHO SUBSCRIBES TO THE LOUNGE GETS A GIFT AFTER HER SHIFT. SO CLICK THE PHOTO AND CLAM UR GIFT NOW!

Tool Show
On Monday April 30th I made my way up to Reno, NV to see one of my favorite bands TOOL. I've seen two shows on their last tour and wasn't sure what to expect. After all they were on a hiatus due to Danny Carey (the drummer) tearing a bicep. The Reno show was their third show after about a two month lay off. The music itself was absolutely amazing. Danny was right on target on the drums! He is absolutely amazing! The laser/light show was incredible. The only downside to the show was that I think Maynard was sick or nursing a soar throat. They had just played two shows in Vegas so that might of had something to do with it. He kept on stepping off his little perch and drinking lots of water. He also didn't sing all of the lyrics on a few of the songs. Needless to say though it still was great to see Tool back up on stage. Half way through the show they took a little breather and all sat down on Maynards "perch". They sat there for about 5 - 10 minutes. I know they have done this a

Something For The Men Here To Think About
Well guys.. here think about this.. You know all those women you drool and pant over here. All those porn looking girlies that you follow around..Remember.. they look like this without their make up.. Would you follow them around if they look like these celebs without their make up? You're overlooking some really great girls because of it. Watch and learn.

A Soldier
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket.

Arousal.....
The sheets were red, silk and soft. She lay on them, her left leg up, her foot flat on the bed. Her arms were stretched above her head fanned beneath by her hair, black as a night without moon or stars. She stared at me with large browns eyes, twin pools sparkling with desire. I was eager to drown in them as eager as I was to drown in her sex. My gaze moved from her eyes, to her lips, ripe with rouge, glistening like an apple plucked at its prime on a dewy morning. Her breasts rose slowly round alabaster mounds eager for my hands to grasp and massage. They were tipped with rosy nipples, hard and yearning. I touched them, my gaze returning to her face. She bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes as I massaged first her left nipple and then her right and then both enjoying the sweet soft touch of her breasts so warm and soft and welcoming. She moaned and her leg fell flat on the bed. Her back arched and her wet pussy, the sweet smooth mound of milky flesh brushed against my ball

Polo Ticks Me Off
Don't Ever Segragate me for my political beliefs just cause thier different then yours. i have never segragated any one for thiers. just cause i believe that if this country is lucky guiliani will be next president does not in any way make me an asshole. never call anyone willing to vote insenseitive. everyone is entiteled to thier opinion and To The DEATH i will defend any persons right to express thier belief on ANY given subject. Dont You DARE call me insensitive, for mentioning a man whos done great things. dont you DARE call me insensitive, as you haved never told me why i should not beleive in a man i trust to lead my country. if you have an opinion at least TELL me before calling me out. because i have done nothing wrong and im tired of feeling oppressed by a party who doesnt know what they are talking about... and if u think im talking about bush your dead wrong... this is beyond bush... this is beyond polotics because as it stands the rights that DEMOCRATS are so w

Ma Ma Jokes
be charged with sock abuse Yo momma's feet so fat her sneakers need license plates Yo momma's feet so skanky that when your family wants jam pieces she gets yo brother to run a loaf of bread between her toes Yo momma's so fat she bit into a school bus and said where's the cream filling Yo momma's forehead is so big you could show slides on it Yo momma's glasses are so thick she can see into the future Yo momma's glasses are so thick that when she looks on a map she can see people waving Yo momma's so grouchy the McDonalds she works in doesn't even serve Happy Meals Yo momma's gums so black she spits Chocolate Milk Yo momma's gums so black that she spits Yoo hoo Yo momma's hair so greasy you could fry a chiken in it Yo momma's hair so nappy she has to take Tylenol just to comb it Yo momma's hair so short she curls it with rice Yo momma's hair so short when she braided it they looked like stiches Yo momma's has 10 fingers, all on the same hand Yo momma's has 3 eyes and the

My Brother Mmc(sw/aw) Jeff Hiser
MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser, left, and MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe show off the gifts they received one day after saving the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker. Photo by MCC Aaron Strickland PCU Bush senior enlisted rescue shipyard worker By MCC Aaron Strickland NEWPORT NEWS — A master chief petty officer and chief petty officer assigned to the reactor department of Pre-Commissioning Unit George H. W. Bush saved the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker, April 23, by performing cardio pulmonary resuscitation. MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe and MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser saw the worker a moment after he collapsed at the brow of PCU Bush at 7:20 a.m. “He was already down,” Lowe said. “I looked at Chief Hiser and asked him if he could perform CPR?” Hiser reported on board PCU Bush in January after three years duty teaching firefighting for the Navy, which includes knowing how to perform CPR. “(Lowe) and I were trying to get his attention,” Hiser said. “

I Am Having A Sexxi Bbw Contest!!
Hello Cherries.I am Going To Host A SEXXI BBW Contest.This Contest Will Start Sunday,May 20th And will End on Sunday June 3rd.This Contest Will Start At 3:00 EST.The Prizes will be as followed.PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU READ ALL RULES!!!! POST ALL RULESIN YOUR BULLETIN.MUST BE ATLEAST LEVEL 5 TO VOTE IN THIS CONTEST!!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com 1st place= Rolex 2nd place= Diamond Ring 3rd place= Diamond Earings The Rules will be 1st..Comment Bombing will be allowed.Even you can comment your self. 2nd...You Must be a level 5 or above to enter. 3rd...You must be a level 5 or above to comment on this contest. 4th...No Downraters or Putting Down Other Contestants.We Want A Clean Contest! Those That Want To Enter Please Contact Me With The Pic You Want to Use And I Will RIP It. smokingbibbw(sign my guest book)@ CherryTAP Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com Here Are The Contestants So Far.Will Be Taking 20 Con

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My cat has this unhealthy fascination with balloon ribbon. He got a hold some once and hacked it up. So I keep him clear of the stuff until my birthday rolls around. I have a vase of flowers with a balloon attached. I swear he stares at it like he has the power to make it float towards him.

Well Here It Goes Again
It's not easy communing within cyberspace with the lack of oxygen, especially to my brain but here it is in a basic nutshell (otherwise known as my skull)...We do internet radio so that gives you an idea of our mentality, with one exception. It's internet radio designed for everyones taste and we've been doing it for 10 years. Since it's early Sunday morning, and the servers have shut down for the night, I thought it would be a good time to write something here and let you know where we are, what we do and how we do it. We are at http://www.musictogousa.com and we broadcast Indie music. We run 24 hours from Sunday morning thru Friday night and we do our live stint called The Songwriter's Network Live Stream on Saturday's 6 P M to 10 P M (est). Well, that's it for now. Will catch y'all on the next time round. Bert Gagnon Neon Productions Radio Musictogousa.com The Songwriter's Network Kickback Radio Artworks On The Net http://ww.musictogousa.com

The History Of Cinco De Mayo
The 5th of May is not Mexican Independence Day, but it should be! And Cinco de Mayo is not an American holiday, but it should be. Mexico declared its independence from mother Spain on midnight, the 15th of September, 1810. And it took 11 years before the first Spanish soldiers were told and forced to leave Mexico. So, why Cinco de Mayo? And why should Americans savor this day as well? Because 4,000 Mexican soldiers smashed the French and traitor Mexican army of 8,000 at Puebla, Mexico, 100 miles east of Mexico City on the morning of May 5, 1862. The French had landed in Mexico (along with Spanish and English troops) five months earlier on the pretext of collecting Mexican debts from the newly elected government of democratic President (and Indian) Benito Juarez. The English and Spanish quickly made deals and left. The French, however, had different ideas. Under Emperor Napoleon III, who detested the United States, the French came to stay. They brought a Hapsburg pri

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if u would have died would any body care what if u would be the president would any body care there r times when to care and times when not to sometimes i wonder if people would have like to share but would any body care

*swt N Sassy*
Ok.. I have been with my husband for almost 10 years. We met in 97 on thanksgiving on aol,I was 16 he was 18. Moved in 99 right when i turned 18. Got engaged when I was 20. I found out I was pregnant in jan of 04 and we married in april of 04. I was 23. I am now almost 26,and even though I had my share of relationships before him.. I feel like I havent experienced life. He doenst allow me to go anywhere.. do anything.. i have to ask permission to do anything, even then his response is.. ur place is at home.. with me and wiliam... and he wonders why im always depressed

Truckers Story
THE FOLDED NAPKIN I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. But I had never had a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted one. I wasn't sure how my customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Downs Syndrome. I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't generally care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good and the pies are homemade. The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy college kids traveling to school; the yuppie snobs who secretly polish their silverware with their napkins for fear of catching some dreaded "truck stop germ" the pairs of white-shirted business men on expense accounts who think every truck stop waitress wants to be flirted with. I knew those people would be uncomfortable around Stevie so I clo

My Demented Thoughts
If I die tonight it would be because that is the only aspect of my life that I have control over. Don’t pass your petty judgment on me and call me a coward. Say what you want about my life and my death, but I fought my way through to the very end. I gave it everything I had. There is nothing left of me. I am drained of every last drop of life that’s runs through me, yet my heart still beats and my brain still function, but anything that use to be me is just an illusion brought on by your desire not to notice. So if you can’t see and don’t want to see, what should you care if I take razor to skin and finally be free from my tortured hell.

Double Dose
A man went to the doctor to get a double dose of Viagra, but his request was denied. "Why can't I have a double dose?" the man asked. "It's not safe," the doctor replied. "But I need it really bad," the man explained. "My girlfriend is coming into town on Friday, one of my exes will be here on Saturday, and my wife is coming home on Sunday." "Okay, I'll give it to you," the doctor relented. "But you have to come in on Monday morning so that I can check to see if there are any side effects." On Monday the man dragged himself into the doctor's office with his right arm in a sling. The doctor asked, "What happened to you?" The man said, "No one showed up."

The Pun Is Mightier Than The Sword!
A GOOD PUN IS ITS OWN REWORD ENERGIZER BUNNY ARRESTED. CHARGED WITH BATTERY. A MAN'S HOME IS HIS CASTLE. IN A MANOR OF SPEAKING. A PESSIMIST'S BLOOD TYPE IS ALWAYS B-NEGATIVE. MY WIFE REALLY LIKES TO MAKE POTTERY, BUT TO ME IT'S JUST KILN TIME. A FREUDIAN SLIP IS WHEN YOU SAY ONE THING BUT MEAN YOUR MOTHER. SHOTGUN WEDDING: A CASE OF WIFE OR DEATH. I USED TO WORK IN A BLANKET FACTORY, BUT IT FOLDED UP. A MAN NEEDS A MISTRESS JUST TO BREAK THE MONOGAMY. A HANGOVER IS THE WRATH OF GRAPES. IS A BOOK ON VOYEURISM A PEEPING TOME? DANCING CHEEK-TO-CHEEK IS REALLY A FORM OF FLOORPLAY. BANNING THE BRA WAS A BIG FLOP. SEA CAPTAINS DON'T LIKE CREW CUTS. A SUCCESSFUL DIET IS THE TRIUMPH OF MIND OVER PLATTER. A GOSSIP IS SOMEONE WITH A GREAT SENSE OF RUMOR. WITHOUT GEOMETRY, LIFE IS POINTLESS. WHEN YOU DREAM IN COLOR, IT'S A PIGMENT OF YOUR IMAGINATION. CONDOMS SHOULD BE USED ON EVERY CONCEIVABLE OCCASION.

161 Condom Slogans
1) Cover your stump before you hump 2) Before you attack her, wrap your whacker 3) Don't be silly, protect your Willie 4) When in doubt shroud you spout 5) Don't be a loner, cover your boner 6) You can't go wrong, if you shield your dong 7) If your not going to sack it, go home and whack it 8) If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey 9) It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter 10) If you slip between her thighs, condomize 11) She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12) If you go into heat, package your meat 13) While your undressing Venus, dress up your penis 14) When you take off her pants and blouse, suit up your mouse 15) Especially in December, gift wrap your member 16) Never ever deck her, with an unwrapped pecker 17) Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool 18) The right selection, is to protect your erection 19) Wrap it in foil, before you check her oil 20) A crank with armor, will never harm her 21) If you really love her, wear a cover 22) Don't make a mistake, cover your sna

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A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.

Joke: Job Interview
Four men were sitting around a conference room table being interviewed for a job. The interviewer asked, "What is the fastest thing you know of?" The first man replied, "A thought. It pops into your head, there's no forewarning that it's on the way; it's just there. A thought is the fastest thing I know of. "That's very good," replied the interviewer. "And now you, sir," he asked the second man. "Hmmm, let me see..... a blink!," said the second man. "It comes and goes and you don't know it ever happened. A blink is the fastest thing I know of." "Excellent!", said the interviewer. "The blink of an eye. That's a very popular cliché for speed." He then turned to the third man who was contemplating his reply. "Well, out on my dad's property, you step out of the house and on the wall there is a light switch. When you flip that switch, way across the paddock the light at the barn comes on in an instant. Turning on a light is the fastest thing I can think of." The interviewer was very i

Joke: Sip The Vodka, Don't Gulp
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, “When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip.” So next Sunday he took the monsignor’s advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: Sip the vodka, don’t gulp. There are 10 commandments, not 12. There are 12 disciples, not 10. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. When David was hit by a rock and was knocked off his donkey, don’t say he was

Joke: Never Argue With A Woman
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left.

Ben... My Late Husband
WELL THIS IS TOUGH BABE...I WANTED TO WSH YOU A HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, BUT THAT SOUNDS LIKE A OXYMORON SINCE YOUR GONE, SO IS IT HAPPY? YES BEAUSE I WOULD HAVE RATHER HAD YOU FOR A SHORT TIME THAN NEVER. I DO WISH YOU WERE HERE STILL. BUT I KNOW IT WASNT IN YOUR LIFES PLAN. TODAY IS OUR WEDDING ANNIVERSARY, BUT I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT. YOU HAVE BEEN SENDING ME SIGNS ALL WEEK LONG. WE HAVE ALL NOTICED THEM, FROM THE GREEN T-SHIRT CHRISTOPHER GOT WITH YOUR FAVORITE SAYING "LIFE IS GOOD" TO SEEIN YOUR BDAY AROUND EITHER 1219 OR JUST 19TH. ORALEE IS PREGO I DONT KNOW IF I TOLD YOU, BUT YOU PROLLY SEE THAT HUH? SHES DUE THE 27TH OF MAY, AND MISERABLE. SHES NAMING THE BABY AFTER ME...ISNT THAT COOL? DJ IS GONNA BE A DAD TOO AND HES NAMING THE BABY AFTER YOU IF ITS A BOY. HOW COOL I THAT. YOU WILL STILL BE GRANPA TO HIS CHILD HE SAYS, AND DAVID WAS THE ONE WHO SUGGESTED IT. I BET THAT WAS A SHOCKER. SEE BABE YOU WERE AND STILL ARE LOVED BY MANY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH HUNNY. JACK IS

Faith
We all have some form of Faith that we follow, whatever that form of faith is. It has been instilled in us since the moment we were born. There are many forms of Faith, its all based on what you believe, and what has been instilled. When we are children we have faith that our parents with provide, protect, and care for all of us. Our parents have been our form of God, we rely on them to help us grow and learn. As you go to school you learn from not only your parents, but your teachers, siblings and others in your life you look up to. This form of faith is always taught to us to be the right way. From the website www.dictionary.com the meaning of faith has been described many different ways. Some of these definitions are 1. Confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another's ability. 2. Belief that is not based on proof: He had faith that the hypothesis would be substantiated by fact. 3. belief in God or in the doctrines or teachings of religion The first one to me

Bird Feeder
Email this to everyone, on all the email accounts you have. Let\'s get this message out! Maybe we can wake the American people up! Bird Feeder Calling an illegal alien an \"undocumented immigrant\" is like calling a drug dealer an \"unlicensed Pharmacist.\" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when i

Warning
THE WARNING There is a story of my lonely days. You’ve seen the damage caused from my heart bleeding ways. The games you’ve played were nearly the same. So many people in this world are cold. There’s too many tears to melt your soul. So this sounds familiar you break down and cry. So the water is shallow but the banks are too high. There’s crime in the streets and war across lands. No food on the table no time to be sad. You’re helping your self but wanting a friend. You’re making ends meat but the living is bad. The future for your children which you find so bright, Is living this hell unless you put it right. Written By: me joe

Blind Man
For many years I've lived through the night. . I've seen nothing new for it's dark in my mind. . . I've prayed to the gods and demons alike. . . I've begged for forgiveness though it didn't seem right. . . I am blind the child cried as he felt at the dark. . . I am blind the child yelled as if no one had herd. . . I've researched the sciences and religions and such. . . There are no answers and I've finally given up. . . I'm blind the boy sighed as he stared at the night. . . I've been punished for sins, which I just cannot find. . . I am blind the boy laughed as he gave it a thought. . . I've been dammed the boy laughed as he sat all alone. . . He heard the voice as it called through the dark. . . The prophecy states it said in his ear. . . A true man can see be he blind or have sight. . . A true man need only vision not sight to prove himself right. . . So prove yourself man and hold yourself high and feel what I say. It’s

How To Be A Top Blogger!
1.) Never and I mean never leave Cherrytap. Make it your WHOLE LIFE! 2.) Ignore everyone who loves you.Cherry tap is NOW your life. 3.) Go to all the top blogs comment then INVITE EVERYONE who has commented to be your friend. Never mind if you don't like them. 4.) Invite all your new friends to subscribe to your blog 5.) Go to thier blogs and comment. Every time they post one 6.) Always suck up. Say nice shit you don't mean a word of. 7.) Don't be yourself 8.) Start drama with someone who is not a popular blogger 9.) Watch as "they" get sucked in 10.) Always Post a bullentin about your blog. Have others do the same. 11.) And suck up to the popular ones to get them to PIMP ya! 10.)REPEAT And beg for comments. COMMENT HERE PEOPLE. COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT! OH AND PLEASE BY ALL MEANS USE THIS BLOG AS IF IT WERE A CHAT ROOM!!! AND CHECK BACK HERE VERY 2 MINS FOR THE REST OF THE DAY!

Devil Went Down To Georgia!
I just moved to Georgia! I dont know hardly anyone here yet though =(, I hope to meet alot of new friends... But with the hours I work with my new job it will more than likely be harder than I would like it to be. Anyways If you live in the area and want to chat, hand out or whatever just drop me a line! Until next time... HOLLA

How To Woe Your Boy Friends?.simple Tips
YOUR HUG SHOULD BE VERY POWERFUL - LIKE THIS ROMANTIC GIFT FOR YOUR BOY FRIENDWeekend Getaway Whatever your guy’s interest, plan a romantic weekend to explore it together. Start your basket with tickets to one of his favorite sporting events, a fan convention or another fun function. Fill out the basket with gear to enhance the getaway. For example, if you plan to take him to the car races, outfit him with binoculars, earplugs and a padded stadium seat. Throw in an autobiography of a leading driver and your basket is good to go. If possible book into an inn or motel with an appropriate theme for total immersion. His appreciation for a weekend custom-tailored to his desires will spark maximum romance once the sun goes down. A loaf of bread, a bottle of wine and thou basket Give your lover all of the makings of a romantic picnic that can be enjoyed indoors or out. A bottle of good wine anchors the basket and ac

My Blog
Would you ____ me ? > > 1.date > 2.fuck, > 3.kiss, > 4.lick, > 5.be friends, > 6.hate, > 7.love, > 8.crush on, > 9.stare at, > 10.marry, > 11.please, > 12.tease, > 13.go out with, > 14.make out > 15.suck > 16.fight, > 17.help, > 18.hug, > 19.dance, > 20.hurt, > 21.all of the above, > > Repost this in 2 mins. and see how many people message u back saying one or more of these topics !!!!!!!!!!!!! repost this saying would u ____________ me > > Send me a message with your answers and then re-post for me to answer ect

C'mon Ppl
OK NOW YA'LL THIS IS GONNA BE SHORT AND MAYBE NOT SO SWEET....BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...WILL SOMEONE PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHY IT IS SOOO HARD FOR PPL TO GET A DAMN SALUTE PIC UP!!!?....JUST PUT UR NAME AND ID # ON A PIECE OF PAPER AND SAY CHEESE!SHIT YA AIN'T EVEN GOTTA SAY CHEESE JUST TAKE THE DAMN PIC....I'M SURE ALOTTA PPL ARE WHO THEY SAY THEY ARE BUT STILL....SO TO ALL THOSE WHO DON'T HAVE ONE....GET ONE!!!!....(CAN'T GET PAST LEVEL 10 W/O ONE ANYWAYS)WELL THAT WAS MY RANT AND THX FOR TAKIN TIME TO READPLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT THISLOVE ALWAYSBRANDYA.K.A.JADE~nWo~♥JÃÐ£♥*~Stripper~*ñWõ*~@ CherryTAP

Alittle About Me!
Well for those who don't really know me, I just wanted to give ya'll a peek at the real me. I love my kids and life in general. I love my family, friends, and well animals. I have 3 kids and they are my world. The reason I live another day and work every day! They bring a smile to my face and can make me angry enough to spit nails! LOL! My oldest is 13 and thinks he is a grown man. Hell you think terrible 2's are bad, wait til puberty! My middle child is 8 and he is disabled. He has a lot of behavior and emotional problems, along with other things. He is a handful and well, he is also very loving and has a very soft side. Then we have my baby! She is 6. And my Princess. She is a very good little girl! She is a very caring and out going child. Then there is me. I work hard, and spend the rest of my time with family and friends. I work for a liquior and wine distribution company. Love my jobs, and no they don't give free samples. LOL! I have been divorced for 2 ye

Some Wrestling Poems
DEADMAN WALKING By: Sharon Gay Watson Smoke rose up, footsteps fell; He walked in through the Gates of Hell. Darkness surrounded the man in black; His dark hair flowing around his back. His eyes rolled up inside his head; All around was a sense of dread. The lip curled up into a mean growl, And his whole face was a deep dark scowl. The fans were all screaming, chanting his name; They were waiting so long till he came. The room erupted with electricity, And everyone stood up on their feet. "Our Deadman's back" is all you hear, And the wrestler in the ring freezes in fear. The noise is deafening as Taker walks down Slowly, menacingly, further on the ramp. He does all his moves as he takes the poor man Totally apart, as he knows he can. The arms rise up, they move down to his knees, And into the Darkness you hear "Rest In Peace"!! Long live the Undertaker!! ************************************************* Taker By: Sharon Gay Watson M

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Cowboy Poems
The Lone Cowboy By: Sharon Gay Watson A young cowboy came up to me And placed his hat upon his knee, His wild, big eyes looked so sad; I smiled at him, and he was glad. The cowboy was twenty, I was sixteen. The way he looked at me was sharp and keen. His name was Joel, and he asked me mine; He asked how I was, and I told him "fine". I knew I had seen him, but I knew not where; But somehow I knew for this boy I had care. As I thought, it soon came to me, That I had been his wife-to-be. Now it's been five years since I left town, And Joel hadn't known what had come down. I had his child, now a girl of five, And I had often wondered if he was alive. The truth was soon told, he was a gunman; And he was chased by a deputy hangman. I cried as he told me he loved me that night; I wondered where he would be, come light. Then he went out, and I heard his steps go As he walked into the street down below. I froze as I heard a sickening cry, And I wept as I

Ah.........this Is My Fianl!
Lmao! Ok I love that pick just wanted to get your attention! I had a blog here before but thankfully you all didn’t see it!...... that would have been hard to explain....... Ok then what to write about? Let me think...... :-? ..... so much has happened in this daY that I just don’t know! So much...... Meh fuck it! Like I care! Ok let’s see! I’ll tell ya the truth and yes I know! :-O but just settle down and let me finish ok! No first im a fake!.... and a big one! My whole life is fake! From the beginning to the end!..... and I know im getting ahead of myself but I know my death is going to be a crock a shit too!........ anyway!... im dark! Fucking darker then you all think! My soul is tainted and that not something you can get rid of!.... I pray to ..... ok I’m not telling ya that :P No I did stuff in my past that would make a priest shit himself! And well I liked it! And blood... ahhh gods! Please I long for that taste!!!! Just gimmy a virgin and I will suckle all fucking night!

Extra Poems That Mean Something To Me
Wishes For A Brother By: Sharon Gay Watson One wish for you is long health and happiness Such that your life will be enriched and fulfilled And may you have smiles and hugs given every day to you From all your loved ones and friends. Another wish is for you to have everything you ever dreamed of And may your birthdays be great and you never grow old And hopefully things go smoothly after retirement But you will be missed so very much! My third wish for you is that you will forever be immortal At least….in my mind you will be that way Through the hurting, the lonely days on the road, and the endless phone calls May you always be near those who you love and care for the most. There is so much more I wish for you But I can’t get it all out on paper You just know that no matter where you go, or what you do There will always be this little short girl out here who cares more for you than she is willing to admit. *********************************************

Wow Life Sux Sometimes
so lately my life has been full of drama and stress....my grandpa who is like a dad to me keeps going in to the hospital. im really afraid that hes gonna pass on soon and i dont want him to yet. last wekk i got the scarrest phone call of my life ...my friend told me that this guy that i use to date tested positive for HIV....and that if i had it well yea it was jus affecting me but my b/f too....so i had to go to this place and get tested and my results came out negative thank god....and then to find out he was lying about the whole thing...i swear if i ever see that guy again i will kill him ...why would you ever lie about something soo serious....i jus want a week with no drama

Getting Ready To Go Back To Iraq!!!
Well, I have been told once again that we are leaving the states. This will be my third time out in four years. I am about to og back to Iraq for the second time and the first time out was Korea. We are packing all of out stuff so that means its real again. No one is really thinking about it, but I get to see all of the inner workings of getting ready so I know its close. Well, Everyone keep us in your thoughts and prayers as we head out once again. My last time, many of the guys first time, and a lot have been and will go again before its over.

Living In North Carolina
Things learned living in North Carolina 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in North Carolina. 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in North Carolina, plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. 5."Onced" and "Twiced" are words. 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy. 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. "Fixinto" is one word. 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." 13. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're don

One Fun Night..........
I'm sitting in the bar with a few of the girls from the evening class I go to. My husband Peter is there too; he's come to give me a lift home. The girls have never met him before. Then this other guy comes and sits next to me, starts chatting me up. He looks early 30s -- I'm 25 - and really fancies himself. Nice looking, and a good line in humorous banter; wedding ring on his finger, but...I know I should just tell him to piss off; but it's always quite flattering when this happens, and Peter doesn't seem to have noticed. I know it's wrong of me to flirt with this interloper, with my husband sitting right next to me, but I just can't help myself. After about half an hour the guy -- he tells me to call him John -- leans right into me, his lips nuzzling into my auburn hair, and whispers that he wants me to come home with him. I giggle nervously and flutter my eyes away from him. "I can't," I whisper, "this is my husband here." Some of the girls are giving us odd looks, but Peter stil

Im Offically Old Now
finally after 43 years had to get glasses .got the friday ,would like to hear yalls opinion ,look ok ,look good ,need different style ,have a few days to try frames ,can exchange for others ,need yalls input ,i think all they do is make me look older .maybe diffent frames hell i dont know .

Drunken Nights
Ok so get this, had a kick ass time at cinco de mayo up here in lovely ole Waterville Maine. I was the soberest one of the bunch, they were like 3 drinks a head of me, but i was still trashed. this car pulls up ahead of us and takes up two fucking lanes. so im like ok this truck is alittle bit bigger than im use too, ill just go over the curb...IN FRONT OF A FUCKING COP!! He then decides he wants to pull out behind us. I realized i was going like 80 in a 65 and slowed wayyyy down. he turns his blues on...im thinking FUCK we're all fucking trashed beyong believe. Ask how we are and where we had just come from...im like Pete and Larrys, im driving these drunk people home, when in reality im driving myself home and they were gonna sober up adn drive themselves like 45 mins away. He takes my registration, insurance and lisence back to the other officer and was like "they sped past us going way too fast" then the other officer was like "its not them." so in reality they pulled us over for n

These Cherries Need Help In Their Contest
ELITE FAMILY BOMBERS HAS ENTERED A CONTEST AND NEED YOUR HELP TO WIN A BLAST... SO IF YOU HAVE THE EXTRA TIME PLEASE COME SHOW THIS GREAT FAMILY SOME LOVE... WE APPRECIATE IT ALL THE HELP IN ADVANCE... HERE IS THE LINK TO HELP A GREAT FAMILY OF BOMBERS.. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN OUR FAMILY PLEASE CLICK THIS LINK AND SEND A MESSAGE LETTING US KNOW YOU ARE INTERESTED.. THANK YOU.. Scotty's And Angels Elite Bombers@ CherryTAP

Fuckin Haters
for anyone that is on my yahoo messenger please ignore any ims u get from me starting from this morning. someone has hacked into my account and changed my pw on it and yes i know who did it. im trying to fix it and if i cant i will be making a new one please be patient

Comments!
Really, just what is this "BLOG" thing? I like this site, there are so many lovely ladies out there, with pics out the wazooooo, and just absolutely fantastic poses mostly seductive. I love it.. So what else! Private Pics... I click on em and it says to ask the owner... for access.. ok I want access! Send em too me, I like hot women..petite, average and +lb or two. I carry a few extras. Working on that though. So send me a post to my Blog.. Thanks

Wicked Weekend...
She hadn't the foggiest idea why he wasn't at the bus stop. He had given his word that he'd leave campus for a long weekend so he could spend some quality time with her. Here it was already seven--two hours after his bus had arrived--without him. She sighed. It wasn't like him to build up her hopes and then drop her like a lead cookie. Valerie decided to take one walk back to the ticket window and check the arrival times of subsequent buses. Maybe he'd be on the next one. She hoped he hadn't run into any problems back on campus. Could he have had car trouble on the way to the bus station? Winter roads made Massachusetts travel very difficult. Hearing bad news about Tony would devestate her. Blinking her eyes, she did her best to dispel such bad thoughts. Be positive, she told herself. He'll be here. By ten o'clock she had given up on him. It was Friday night; the three nights they had planned to be together were not to be. Shrugging her shoulders, she headed towards her white Vo

Singing
Ok so get this, I have been chosen to start singing with the church group at church right. Well I haven't sang in long time I was diagnosed with chronic laryngitis a few years back and lose my voice with no warning so I was scared to. Now I am actually singing again and I love it.

Holiday Days In The Month Of......
Nurses Day [ May 6 ] Have you recently watched ER or the war coverage from Iraq ? In both the cases you could see the courage and sense of duty oozing out of the doctors and soldiers. But if you noticed closely you could see these white-attired angels, in human terms ‘nurses,’ moving around comforting the hurt with soothing words, pushing the stretchers at break-neck speed trying to save lives, doing the needle and sponge counts before and after the sutures... They are everywhere from the battlefields to the emergency rooms ! But unfortunately, for us they are props. Thankless job ! They smile when you are comfortable and they never fake it. Let’s give them their due. Wish them on their day, Nurses Day, with warm cards and words. No Diet Day [ May 6 ] If at first you don't succeed, try, try and try again. Well, dear Kate has adopted it as her mantra ! She’s been after Ron for months trying go get him lose some weight, without much success. Finally she convinced him to jog in the

The Navy Life
A soldier is sitting in his barracks room packing up his personal belongings and getting his gear ready for turn in. He has just about a month and a half left and then he will return to the girl who only has eyes for him. He is happy with life in general at this point as he knows his duity done, his life has improved because of what he's done. But with a month and a half left he dreads what he was just told. He dosn't want to make that call to his girl that after a year of waiting she has to wait another 8 months while he is in afganistan before he can hold her again.

Reality Shows
so i have this people at my school who keeps bugging me for me to help him and get some votes... so i guess this blog is just to make him happy and to help him get on the real world... besides its always funny to see gay people on that show right? he will be no exception anyway if ud like to help go vote for him www.realworldcasting.com/people/robertn

Good Looking
): U KNOW WHAT THEY SAY IF U R HOT THAT MEANS UR PARENTS WERE HAVING GOOD SEX...AND DAMN UR ONE OF THEM AND THAT MEANS UR PARENTS WERE WORKING IT THAT NITE PASS THIS 2 ALL UR GOOD LOOKIN FRIENDZ IF U GET 2 BACK UR UGLY IF U GET 4 BACK UR OK IF U GET 6 BACK UR KUTE IF U GET 8 BACK UR HOT AS HELL wat am i?lol i just wanna know

Valaries Wicked Weekend
She hadn't the foggiest idea why he wasn't at the bus stop. He had given his word that he'd leave campus for a long weekend so he could spend some quality time with her. Here it was already seven--two hours after his bus had arrived--without him. She sighed. It wasn't like him to build up her hopes and then drop her like a lead cookie. Valerie decided to take one walk back to the ticket window and check the arrival times of subsequent buses. Maybe he'd be on the next one. She hoped he hadn't run into any problems back on campus. Could he have had car trouble on the way to the bus station? Winter roads made Massachusetts travel very difficult. Hearing bad news about Tony would devestate her. Blinking her eyes, she did her best to dispel such bad thoughts. Be positive, she told herself. He'll be here. By ten o'clock she had given up on him. It was Friday night; the three nights they had planned to be together were not to be. Shrugging her shoulders, she headed towards her white Vo

Hydrocodone Cough Syrup
so i wrote this last night in a bulletin on "myspace" haha... myspace...ANYWAY. .......... still up.... still fucking awake. bitch ass cough medicine. so of all things to do my first bulliten on... i pick YOU .. hydro cough syrup. im sick. pretty bad actually. seems lately i get sick every 5 efin minutes, im sure its the line of work im in... ANYWAY.... so as the night progressed i felt more like a crap ball. i get home about 12am. coughing like i got the black lung (pop haha) ..... im on the couch and on my coffee table i have a bottle of "vicotus" which ive had since the last time i was sick a few months ago. well being the lazy ass that i am instead of gettin up to get the TEASPOON required to take this, i just open it up and drink it. ... and not a "lil sip" no. a SA WIG! good idea? hmmm. im thinking now that it was NOT. not only do i feel high as a fuckin kite. i also get the feeling that my skin is going to CRAWL OF MY BONES. so itching my arms and head like a crack whore,

Check This Out!!!
If you like to Party as much as I do,Then this may be for you! I have posted about 10 survey questions for a friend.She needs important info.on this subject. Please Help her out by contacting me by E-mail,Once you take the surveys. If your interested,She can get back to you,to give you more info.(All Survey are in my Stash.) Thanks CherryTap Family! P.S. She's a CherryTap Member,Please help Support Her!

What Pissin And Moanin Gets Ya
A Kansas farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone failed to ring when her friends called and that on the few occasions, when it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang. The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psychic dog or senile lady. He climbed a telephone pole, hooked-in his test set, and dialed the subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring right away, but then the dog moaned and then the telephone began to ring. Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel chain and collar. 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number was called. 4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then urinate. 5. The wet ground would complete the circuit, thus causing the phone to ring. Which demonstrates that some problems

What Is It Like?
Peering through windows, I could see light, warmth and happiness of others. It was so fascinating. People hanging decorations up, talking, laughing, singing. Sometimes I would stand for so long; engaged, I hadn’t realised that the people inside; the happy, joyful people were standing at me. There was one time I stated so long, drifting into my own world with their happiness, the owner had come down of his own and shooed me away. *** One cold December evening, I had finished my paper round. I was making my way back home. It seemed like forever, trecking home in rain and wind. By the time I had got to the front door. My whole face, hands and feet felt like a block of ice. They were so cold that when warmth hit, it stung. Fumbling for my keys in my pocket, using all my finger muscle I managed to find them and open the door. The rush of warm air hit me as I stepped into the threshold. Such a lovely feeling! Unravelling my winter gear in the warm hall way, I could hear shoutin

Sex Sex & More Sex
LOVE IS A TEMPATION THAT STARTS WITH A SENSATION WHEN A GUY STICK'S HIS LOCATION IN A GIRLS DESTINATION TO INCREASE THE POPULATION FOR THE NEXT GENERATION DO YOU GET MY EXPLAINATION OR DO YOU NEED A DEMONSTRATION??? SKY IS BLUE WATER IS WET I'LL MAKE YOU CUM I'LL MAKE YOU SWEAT PRESSED UP AGAINST MY BODY MOVING UP AND DOWN SLOWLY BUT FIRMLY WE'LL MOVE THE GROUND KISSING IS A HABIT FUCKING IS A GAME GUYS GET ALL THE PLEASURE GIRLS GET ALL THE PAIN 10 MINUTES OF PLEASURE 9 MONTHS OF PAIN 3 DAYS IN THE HOSPITAL A BABY WITHOUT A NAME THE BABY IS A BASTURD THE MOTHER IS A WHORE THIS WOULDA NEVER HAPPENED IF THE RUBBER HAD'NT TORE!!! SEX IS LIKE MATH YOU SUBTRACT THE CLOTHES ADD THE LEGS AND PRAY TO GOD YOU DONT MULTIPLY ROSES ARE RED GRASS IS GREEN OPEN YOUR LEGS AND I'LL FILL YOU WITH CREAM HICKORY DICKORY DOCK THIS BITCH WAS SUCKING MY COCK THE CLOCK STRUCK TWO I DUMPED MY GOO AND DUMPED HER TO THE END OF THE BLOCK SEX IS GOOD SEX IS FI

Why I Was Going To Leave
I was going to leave CT not because of any of my friends or family on here. You all are the best and I am glad to have great people like you on my friends list. I just had some home life problems and it was all blamed on the computer and stuff that he didn't feel was wrong for him to be doing so i just said screw it and was going to delete myself so there was no more fighting about the computer but things happened and well here i am back on CT. I just wanted to clear up that none of you did anything.....it was nothing to do with online i just got mad and stressed over and and said screw it....hope you all understand. hugs TashaBear

4-whelling
hey everyone i went 4-whellin last night with my hubby and father in law we was muddy as hell i had a ball cant wait to go again that was my first time getting muddy and goin back in the hills it was a pretty view. i love the 4-wheller my hubby bought us. we loved it.

The Last Glimpse
Thursday, October 21, 2004 How was I to know it would be the very last time I ever saw him. I caught my last glimpse as I peered into the rear view mirror, fighting back the encroaching tears as I drove away heading back home. Home, to California, which hadn't felt much like home ever since he left! Home, where the past two years of my life have been spent waiting, wanting, hoping and preparing for his return. Home, which now imprisons me for if I leave I may miss his call. Home, where he, "couldn't wait to come back to", and yet seems so easily forgotten for him. Home, which mocks me with all the reminders and momentos of what was, and what is never to be again. Saying our, "until we meet again" farewells had become an expected and recurring event after each and every visit I made. Almost two years ago he had taken my advice to go back to his homeland in Canada to straighten his affairs and then return to California. My need for him to be an honorable man who was here in the Sta

Tornado In Greensburg Ks
not many people have heard the news in the heartland of western ks a little town of western ks called greensburg ks was hit by a f-5 tornado on friday night taking out the high school and middle school along with it all of kansas has came together as a state to help fund for the families of this community if people can go to ur nearest red cross and donate some money to the greensburg tornado relief fund it would help out alot well i got to go talk to u guys later

Help
¢¾just do it!!....i wanna know!..¢¾ 1 question. 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. No matter how insane or crazy it is. But I challenge you to have the balls to repost this and see what others ask you!

Friends
Hi everyone, Just to let you all know i am stillaround but this week I will be a bit busy.. I do my best to reply to everyone who mails or profile comments me. I have a favor to asjk of you all and that is if you could fan me please and i will fan back. If you already have done ty so much... I am going through my friends list one by one to make sure that i have rated everything you all have. So please bear with me if i take a day or two to get back to you. I am on my final week of college and graduate this coming saturday. so i will be rating and fanning you all as much as i can this week. You all take care and keep in touch Huggers Tigsy

Song Of The Week 17
Yep, it's that time again. This weeks song is WALK by Pantera Song Name - Walk Artist - Pantera Album - Vulgar Display Of Power Song Number - 3 of 11 Song Length - 5:14 Lyrics Can't you see I'm easily bothered by persistence One step from lashing out at you... You want in to get under my skin And call yourself a friend I've got more friends like you What do I do? Is there no standard anymore? What it takes, who I am, where I've been Belong You can't be something you're not Be yourself, by yourself Stay away from me A lesson learned in life Known from the dawn of time Respect, walk Run your mouth when I'm not around It's easy to achieve You cry to weak friends that sympathize Can you hear the violins playing you song? Those same friends tell me your every word Are you talking to me? No way punk That's ya song for this week, see ya next week

Just And Fyi
I just wanted to let everyone know that I may not be around as much till after about ten at night after this week...I am going to be resuming my classes starting the 14th of this month and I am really excited about...I am ready to be done and I have just 3 classes left so soon I will be graduating...Maybe when I go back things will get better less things to think about and I will be too busy to let anyone bother me!!! So if you don't hear from me please don't think its I don't want to be your friend just really really busy I work full-time and I am a full-time student and a full-time mommy...Gotta love that...

Friendship Revisited
Staring into the eyes of lost friendship,the deep dark recess where used to dwell love,and hope. Now there is little there except the lingering echoes of what once was,slipping through your hands and mind like water. Can what was lost ever be regained?or just fixed,patched together,leaving only memories to fill in the gaps. Will it ever be the same,will things grow back or must they be torn down,to be rebuilt stronger. Friends abandoned,love destroyed,so that those friendships,that love, can be built again,stronger than before. Oldest,dearest friends hide hate,fear or resentment from everyone,even themselves, old hurts never completely forgiven. Try as hard as you can,the old hurts is inside, festering in the wounds,poisoning from inside of yourself any chance at a complete reconciliation. Let us look inside ourselves now friends,or what's left of friendships,and see what is there,find the taint rotting there And kill it in the purity of real,true,complete,and

Top Cherries Today List
Thanks to all my friends, fans, and family members plus all the others the have visited my page, I have made the Top Cherries List Today, and I feel pretty special to make that list for some reason lol:) any much love out to all of you for adding me or requesting my friendship, have a cherrylicious day, thanks xoxo

Yester Year
Memories of that first kiss on a cold winter night, I looked in your eyes, the whole world slowed. My heart skipped a beat when you said yes when I asked if I could, I held you close, the whole world slowed. Our lips met, hesitate and soft. We shared a moment, the whole world slowed. A moment only it took, yet seemed a lifetime. I still remember that first kiss, when the whole world slowed

My Mom
Tomorrow will be the 1st year since I lost my Mom..she was the sweetest person I've ever known and I'm so proud to have been her son...So when May 7th arrive, I will not be mad I will will happy that she's in no more pain and sad that she's no longer here with me. She has and always will be my #1 girl til the day I die...Love you Mom..........

Fuckin Sucks.
so. i got stood up friday night. wtf is up with that? apparently a birthday party was better than hanging out with me (even though HE'S the one who asked me out). make sense to anyone else? fuck him.

Day2: The Rules Have Changed But The Game Has Stayed The Same Win A Month Blast!
Alright this is day 2. Come on ladies get on it. I don't want to think all my friends are slackers LOL .Time is running out. Submit a picture(s) and ask your friends to sign up for a free account to vote for you when you go up for voting. It's that simple. Tell them to tell you the user ID they picked so you can tell me (make sure you tell me! at least once a day so I can keep track). Not only you can win a free MONTH BLAST but if you have the most friends sign up under you THEY ALL GET FREE GOLD ACCOUNTS FOR THE YEAR! So they aren't just helping you. They are helping themselves. ONCE EVERYONE STARTS TELLING ME WHO IS UNDER THEM. I WILL POST WHO IS IN THE LEAD EVERYDAY IN A STICKY BULLETIN AT NIGHT. BELOW IS THE ORIGINAL BULLETIN IF YOU HAVE READ IT YESTERDAY YOU CAN STOP HERE. IF YOU JUST ARE SEEING IT CONTINUE ON. I see where my experiment is headed. The guys are to cheap on here to pay a dollar for you even though they are getting something worth $10. Cheap bastard

Alcholo
Dear Alcohol First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and

Sunset ...
As the sun goes down On this lovely town I can't but help To wear a frown Like everyone I live my life With constant battles And major strife The greatness in The scheme of things Is the comfort Realization brings Time is brutal Yet LOVE is great In the middle Are many mistakes To live is to learn To learn is to love To love is to feel To feel is to steal Steal away from anything That makes us feel un-important...

A Prayer For You....
I said a prayer for you today..........I asked the lord to walk with you, to hold your hand tight. I asked him to be patient with you and warm up that cold bruised heart. I asked him to send you someone to love, and someone to love you. Someone who would love you unconditionally and accept you for who you are. Someone to hold you when you cry, to stand beside you when times are low and give you a reason to pick yourself up. And when life is in doubt, to give you the desire to aspire your dreams. I asked him to give you the strength to understand you have to work and fight to keep love alive. It takes forgiveness and understanding, we all know no one but him is perfect, we have to love like there is no tomorrow. I asked him to send you someone who will follow you to the end of the world and who will love you and cherrish you to your last breath here on earth....... I said a prayer for me today............I asked the lord to grant me serinity. I asked him to allow you to forgive me fo

Rambling Poem
My eyes are as open windows Letting in all that may dare My mind is as a blank canvas Ready to accept anything As the painting begins The canvas starts to take form Without the ability to erase The work that has been done But as any artist would know The beauty still takes over Only by the way the eye sees There is beauty in everything It lies in the way you view it...

No More
I have decided I might not do anymore blogs... Why should I? When I have to point them out.. and no one reads them.. or hardly comments on any of them.. I beg for people to read my stuff here.. I wont do it anymore.. I see other girls post blogs and get a lot of people reading their stuff.. and commenting. So as of now.. I will either NOT post anything here.. or post it for my eyes only.. usually that is who is seeing things anyways.

A Not So Funny Parallel
I had bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quiet, serene and

Thunderous Silence
Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove,searing to the heavens, Peace and tranquility among us... No words spoken, no words needed, just a glance or a touch... Two souls collide, becoming as one, they reach the ultimate exstacy and reach it as one. Life and love have no barriers, there is no judgement. For what is felt, is pure from the heart. Like rain on a misty morning, the soft touch of rain pattering on a roof. Two heart's beat as one....

My Baby
well...my baby xzavier turned 2 months last tuesday. he was 22in 7lbs 5oz when he was born. now he's 23in and 10lbs 8oz (at his appointment last tues). i already got my mother's day present a long time ago...a necklace with a "baby ring" with his birthstone in it. i got it at kay's and i'm planning on getting my birthstone ring in september, and my bf's for xmas.

Levels Of Hangovers
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and

Crazy Stuff
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use the word 'politic

Whorship Me
Let me lead you through my hell Come to me and sacrifice your soul Be mine for eternity Let me devour your beauty Wander with me through my domain See what my paradise can offer let me show you what evil is Worship Me

Rules Of Viewing Nsfw Pics
Ok sorry all I have to do this as an reward for those who rate me good !And who help me out... These are my rules! The treasure hunt..lol 1. Reward a 10 to profile 2. Reward a 10 to each pic 3. Reward a 10 to this blog 4. Reward a thumbs up to stash 5. Leave a comment on your favorite pic 6. Leave a comment (with any gothic pic) on profile 7: Leave a comment on this blog 8. Get me a nice gift (I like the naughty ones) 9. Send a friend request with : Name: Age: Location: Fantasy: :) Thats it , then i add you to my family if i can that is i need points to do it!That why i have to do it this way..so help me help you to get up in points! Cute girls get in free!!!! If they have some for me to see to ...lol so dont mean to be a bitch

Diva
DIVA She steps down off her throne Hands held high in the night sky Commanding her will onto the world Her servants kneel at her feet Begging for her wrath to be quick Oceans rise, Storms collide She smiles at her devastation But have they suffered enough Molten lave spews from its core The world moves They beg her for mercy She knows they have not suffered nearly enough Fire and Ice like Love and Hate come together Chaos surrounds the panic stricken mortals She laughs yet is saddened This all could have been a dream But now it must be a reality She must teach them No one messes with her world

Torment
Memories wander in dark places Wounding the life of my soul Causing pain to burn my mind Essence of life draining slowly Flashes of light, time and space crossing my mind Blinding me from what I need to see Confusion and wonder playing together with happiness Tormented by love, scared of tomorrow Vices and nails destroying my thoughts Dull pain turning into unbearable torture Stop it please Make it go away

Pain And Sorrow
Pain and sorrow fill every part of my being. I lost what I most wanted. A dream shattered into a million pieces. Never to be put together again. I see you and want to reach out to you ,hold you like I did so long ago.To tell you its alright,everything will be alright. A lie. One I must continue to tell myself to be able to go on. Thoughts of you constantly run through my mind. I know you have moved on. My pain and sorrow so strong. Just wanting to see you to be near you. To touch you to hold you once again. Yet another dream never to be realized. I will go on living with my pain and sorrow. Till another angel shows me the light I long to walk into and take me out of this hell that has been created by the loss of a dream

Soul Search
Evil nights pass wicked days. Memories merging into one. Her mind races to find peace, only to be thrown into darkness. He looks for her through the hopeless night only hearing her screams. Not knowing where to look. She tries to speak his name, her voice falls silent. Her words lost in the night sky. He reaches out to her only to touch her shadow. Their souls touch only for a moment. Teasing them with the sweetness of love. Before ripping it from their clutches. She falls to her knees begging for this to end. Laughter rises in the dark night. What evil is this that tortures their souls. Playing with them as if they were his own. An icy chill runs through her spine. Her screams echo off the darkness. Shooting through his body likes knives through his heart. He runs through the black night. The darkness ripping at his flesh. He sees her. A single star illuminating the ground where she lays. He rushes to her side. Kneeling beside her he holds her tight in his

Fooloing The World
Yesterday gone, today almost over, tomorrow will never come. My sorrow so deep I cant let myself feel it. I want to love, too soon to fast I fall. Always to be hurt, never to be healed. I need to be loved, my loneliness my only friend. Not knowing what tomorrow brings, to scared to find out. Only wanting, needing and crying. So alone.... So Scared. Cursing the darkness, Praying for light. Wanting more than I will ever have, Love never in my reach. Only a dream, never a reality. Fooled so many times, left with pain and heartache. Always wanting more. Tomorrow only brings more pain, more wanting, more needing. Sorrow getting deeper. Never wanting to feel, shutting out the pain. Pretending to be happy. Pretending to be OK. Fooling the world.

I Hope
I hope, I wish, I want to be near you So much keeps apart. So much we cannot see So much we cannot talk about I hope, I wish, I want you to love me But we see with our eyes and don't listen to our hearts Apart we are and apart we shall be Sight is blind and love is unheard Pain and fear separate two hearts meant to be together Two soul searching for a companion Not knowing where to look Not knowing if love will ever be found My hoping, wishing, and wanting will go on forever Until they see with their heart and listen to their souls

Hmmmmm
How can someone show you they care and still manage to not give a damn. how long does it take for the hurt to go away. Why do I allow myself to get caught up in the drama and lies? How can you love someone with every ounce of yourself but they not even care how you feel? Is it that easy to just turn your back and walk away. I thought it would be but it HURTS so bad. I know the hurt will go away in time but the love I feel will not. The loneliness that surrounds me is more than I can stand. I talk such a strong I am woman don't need a man around talk...I do...more than I ever knew. BLEH...Men that read this...keep in mind us girls do care more than we like to let on if we are the strong willed type. It's not as easy to walk away as I want it to be.

Silence
Sadness,longing,wishing and wanting Not knowing what i can do Not knowing what I can say So scared you'll leave I want to be with you But you are so far away Out of my reach The light in your eyes has faded Replaced by darkness Lost forever

Loss
Wanting to see you. To be near you. To touch you and hold you again. Yet another dream never to be realized. I will go on living with my pain and sorrow till another angel shows me the light I long to walk into and take me out of this hell. That has been created by the loss of a dream.

Lost
Rattled night sleep Too much hangs my head Rent due.... No Money Stomach rumbles ....no food What am I going to do Need to work.... no jobs Want love... No Woman .. no man Where to go Wrapped in darkness ... where's the light Restless, Sleep escapes me Get up raise my head Energy gone.... Body tired Mind moving faster than light

Pain
How can I forget? Your love was so strong I felt nothing could ever hurt me. But I was wrong. Many nights alone I cried myself to sleep. Wondering where you were, what you were doing or whether you were still alive. You'd come home and Id ask you where you were. Your reply "Out...just out that's all." I never let you see the hurt. You never knew my pain. How could you when I kept silent? Our lives started to fall apart. We didn't talk. We clashed at every turn. One of us had to give so I left. I see you now and I long to be with you. I long to touch you and hold you in my arms. I want to fall asleep and wake up with you near me. My heart melts whenever you smile at me. My body quivers at every touch. No matter how much I want you or long to be with you. I cant forget. The pain never spoken. The pain never heard.

How Dare You
How dare you say you love me, when you can turn so quickly. Another pretty face ... Another soft voice. your heart is so fickle. Can you feel my hatred? Can you feel my anger? Can you sense the vengeance a crushed heart wishes upon you. "Nothing will ever get in our way." Hollow words from a fickle heart falling on wanting ears. Well, you can take you hollow words and shove them where the....you deserve a death more painful than those before you. I knew them to be liars and cheats. But oh no you had to be sweet ...you had to be charming. I actually believed the words that you spoke. " I didn't want to hurt you." Well, wanting and doing are two different things arnt they. You DID hurt me and my pain turned to anger. So now I hope you burn in HELL!!!

Do Single Moms Have To Be Single Forever???
Why does it have to be so hard for a single mom to find a good man? I will be the first one to admit that my life is far from perfect, but damn, it feels like no one wants to even take the time out to get to know me. I know I'm not the prettiest or skinniest girl in the world... but is that all that men care about?? Do single moms have to be single forever????

Remember
Remember when you said your love was eternal? Remember when you said noone has ever loved you or made you feel the way I do? What bullshit was that? I let you into my heart. I let you in deeper than anyone has ever been. In return I get silence. I get the brushoff. I get "well I'll call you back a little later." Well, later never seemed to come. Yet I sit here hoping all is not lost. I can hear the giggling in the background when I call. Does she help you keep your bed warm at night? Did she replace the love I sent to you? The Love so easily tossed in the corner. Once, Like I, so loved, Now just something else you have to take care of. Thank you for driving the steak deep into my heart ... for destroying all my hopes and dreams. For proving love, no matter how strongly felt can be wiped out in a nanosecond of universal time

My Favorite
Opening his chest with her bare hands she reaches in and steals back the heart she has given him. He didn't protect it like he should have. He didn't love her like he said he did. As she rips the pumping organ from his warm carcass she wonders if he would have tried harder had he known the consequences. Oh well, second chances are for fools. She tried to many times to reward the stupid selfish man with..."Just one more chance." only to end up more miserable than before. Enough is enough, If you don't want to worship her the first time, your fate is sealed. May You Be At Peace With Your Maker. Looking at the whole in his chest, the blood soaking his clothes. The look of pure fear and confusion. She smiles "Now" she says in an evil whisper "you know what it feels like to give something and never get it back." His body slumps to the floor. His eyes begging for forgiveness. She shakes her head "not today" she has what she came for. She takes her heart and goes on with her life.

Lighter Side
Sweet Sapphire Sunshine Graced the horizon Light filled my eyes Morning song fluttered through my window Breeze, Light as a whisper, touch my face I woke and greeted the day Memories of love filled my heart I turned and smiled as my prince slept A child like innocence crossed his face God how I loved him He was my life and I worshiped him

Witches
Mystic,Magic Memories Make Horn of toad,Tail of snake Crossing fingers,Foot of hare Casting spells without a care Spell or potion,Friend or Foe Eye of Newt and Pigeon toe Watch the cauldron churn and bubble Need it quick on the double Leg of Spider,Wing of Bat A pinch of this a dash of that Stir it twice and then its done Witches brew anyone?

For My Uncle
And We Cry Dreams wander endless in the night sky Hopes covering us with their love, keeping us warm Memories living long past that of the physical world And We Cry Joys come to us everyday, Unnoticed Till we take the time to look back and realize Even the smallest joy is just as precious And Still we cry Loved ones leave, taken to a place of light and love Held close and protected in their father\'s arms And Still we cry They are safe and know that they are loved Casting their love upon is through rays of light Watching over us keeping us safe, Protected

For My Grandfather
The sun will set and the moon will rise You'll wipe the tears that flow from your eyes Remember this now and you will know That I'll be with you where ever you go The sun comes down to touch your face My arms come with it in a warm embrace And in the night you see my eyes As the stars shine down covering the skys The wind will blow and sounds you'll hear With them will come a whisper so clear In the snow you'll see me to As my love comes down to cover you So even though it may seem I've gone You should know you'll never be alone Just look around you everyday And I'll be there in some small way

Fly
Wash away your regrets, the path to your salvation lies ahead.Let the waves of joy wash away your anger.Let the currents take you to where you wish to be.To places that shine with splendor and radiate with cosmic gayety. All this is your and it will only cost you .... Your Soul. Join the billions of people who have traveled the silver staircase to the land of light and love. Join the family you never knew, friends yo have long forgotten.Take the last trip of your lifetime.Join us on AirHeaven. Where the water taste like whine and the service is always four star. There is no first class all our passengers are given the special treatment. We make sure you travel in comfort to your final destination. Rested and ready to walk the stairs to your eternal spot in paradise.

Fondue
A pinch of this,a pinch of that Sure to make me nice and fat A little dash a bit of spice Always makes it really nice Watch it bubble stir it quick I hope it doesn't make me sick Take a spoon and have a taste MmmMmm this isn't going to waste But it needs a little fix Hmm lets add this to the mix Now where'd I put that shiny top We'll let it simmer in the pot Here we go,done... almost All i need is a little toast Grab a plate,a napkin to God I love Chocolate Fondue

Final Walk
When the time comes and you make your final walk, what will you have to offer? Did you fight with knowledge or did you resort to violence? Did you praise a child or beat them while they cried? Did you help others in need or find it to much trouble? What will be your finest memory? A soft breeze while watching the sunrise or yelling at someone to get out of your way? Having dinner with a good friend or "Hamburger and fries to go please."? What will be your wish? To return to a world of wonder or be thankful that its over? What will be the reality? Life is to short,do not hold hate in your heart. Live with Love

Funny
Grandma and Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, "I don't think you should take one Dad; they're very strong and very expensive." "How much?" asked Grandpa. $10.00 a pill," answered the son. "I don't care," said Grandpa, "I'd still like to try one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put the money under the pillow." The next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He called Grandpa and said, "I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00." "I know," said Grandpa. "The hundred is from Grandma

Long Distance...
I dont care that right now we are so far apart... I know in my heart we are strong enough to overcome that... we are meant to be together of that I am 100 percent sure! when we ARE married love we can look back on this and smile knowing it was WELL WORTH IT! I LOVE YOU, I ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL! you are my everything love you are my future, my soulmate and my destiny! I cant stop saying good things about you because they are ALL TRUE!! Ellaine you are FOREVER MINE AND I AM FOREVER YOURS!!! DEDICATED TO YOU IN MY ENTIRETY!! I LOVE YOU!

~* I Miss *~
I miss you with all that i have, you bring the smile to my face when u call out of the blue just to say hey and to see how things are going for me for the day. that tells me u miss me as well and love me as well...Im missing the fact i cant pick up the phone right now and tell you goodnight and sweet dreams... All around I miss you.. but i know ur haveing fun and when you return home we will be back to everything were we left off and be perfect all over again ...But till then i love you and i miss you more and more each and ever day my sweet love of my life Im closeing this blog but before i do always remember that ones true love is ones soul mate and if it wasnt for the specail man thats in my life i would of never known that was true at all. So for that i love him and he loves me. ~*Mandie*~ His love burns for only me, as my love only burns for him rate and comment please and thank you very much

Exposed
so here i stand before your eyes ready to expose my lie i covered this faded smile long ago determined to never let it show a tinted gloss and forced laugh hides a broken girl where hurt resides behind the foundation & this blush my cheeks are stained where tears have rushed still in vain i try to mask all the pain from my past but underneath painted eyes & darkened lashes lie the scars from fatal gashes one at a time each scar is slowly healing but like a severed nerve i begin to lose feeling years of heart ache and hopes undone have left me cold, have left me numb so now i sit alone in the dark wondering who will be the next to break my heart

Stoubborn Girl
A stoubborn girl through many years of pain has shielded her heart from loves stain long ago she drained her soul leaving only an empty hole where love and kindness once resided coldness and cruelty are easier she decided only leaving an icy chill and hardened rock rejection and heartache have been blocked though now and then she wonders still what its like to love and feel she looks at lovers with envious eyes always eager to give love a try sometimes inching closer everyday others waiting for a love thats miles away she longs to be as brave as them one day finding a love that will never end but going so long without an ounce of care has left her ability to love somewhere and the icy chill that plagues her heart has damaged and torn her apart now scared to let down her defenses she has unfairly robbed her senses like the taste of a lovers kisses the long embrace of the one she misses the scent that lingers when he

Flaws
i still believe those words were a mistake i wish i hadnt said anything but its a little to late because in a world like ours being that vunerable is a flaw i've been jaded by the media that portays unrealistic expectations of love im torn between the reality of lowering my standards and the fairy tale of a knight from above in a world like ours being that confused is a flaw my mind races, my heart pounds and butterflies take flight not knowing if the time is right my hopes stay high, but my expectations are low not knowing the feelings you'll show in a world like ours being that niave is a flaw regreting my show of emotion i hope that you will not be phased by this notion this conspiracy that we have all been fooled by the conspiracy of a kind of love in the media that lies in a world like ours being that stupid is a flaw

Through To You
Through to You It must be another one of those days We're on again, off again, just another phase This is becoming all to comfortable to you And im getting tired of waiting for your next move When will you now, when will you show me how you feel Chorus: You push me, you pull me, you make everything about you I love you, i hate you, and im just tryin to get through You need me, you cant see, would you choose already Cause im just tryin to get through, through to you All i wanted was attention from you We're fast, we're slow, i havent got a clue What am i supposed to do when i cant figure you out We kiss, we fight, you scream, i shout You've blown my mind and got me confused at the same time Chorus: You push me, you pull me, you make everything about you I love you, i hate you, and im just tryin to get through You need me, you cant see, would you choose already Cause im just tryin to get through, through to you I hate this tu

Final Goodbye
Final Goodbye Crista gazed at Derek, trying to hold back the forceful tears that filled her eyes. They had broken up a few months earlier, but no matter how hard she tried she could never stop loving him. Being best friends with him wasn't enough, she needed more, it killed her to watch him see other girls who didnt deserve to be with him and it hurt to see him waste his time. Finally getting up enough courage to confront him, she decided to confess her feelings that she hid behind her smile and happiness, she had to tell him that she was letting go for good. "Im finally giving up hope that maybe we could be something again, that we could be like we used to. Ive realized that that will never happen, I cant make you feel for me what you felt for Jenna. She didnt treat you right, i wish that with one hug i could take away all of the pain you've been caused by family, friends and relationships, i woud take that pain away in a second even if i knew it would only make you happy for a

Rainbow In My Life
I look happy don’t I Well, these smiles, their all lies I’ve been putting on a brave face so you don’t see All the pain that is inside of me So I tell everyone that I’m over you And that I’m glad were through Then I start reminiscing about you and I That’s when I uncontrollably cry The tears sting but your words are a knife Cutting deep into every part of my life Just when I begin to think that I’m healing Someone mentions your name and I get those old feelings I still don’t know how you got so close to me But no matter how much time passes you will always hold the key To my heart and soul, everything I felt was true And I still don’t know if I meant as much to you Life will go on and I will every so often cast A quick glance back to my distant past It was a season in our lives and with every season we grow To me you were like the beautiful colors of the rainbow Brightening my day after a rainy day, giving me happiness Unfa

See The World Through My Eyes
i started this profile so memeber here can view my photos and make comments on what you think of them. the profile pics is of me. so make a comment please. I hope all here enjoys my work. thank you

Im Bored....
blogs suck ass and this is most definitely a waste of time if youre reading it hahah... sorry! but anyhow... im bored so this is what happened.... say hi to me or some shit and possibly relieve my boredom :) -Paul

An Appology For My Home Girls. (in Lyrics)
I don't mean to be so empty. I don't know what has got into me. What's made me not want to swallow. Even though I'm hollow. I don't mean to be such a downer. But I can't keep from drowning. Drowning in my own tears. In my own fears. I don't mean to be so depressed. But I can't seem to supress. Supress my emotions. I can't control them. I didn't mean to be so heart broke. But it's like I seem to be a joke. I just want to fukn choke, the life out of myself. I didn't mean to fall in love. I never wanted to settle for hugs. Hugs that made feel empty, even when she was with me. I don't mean to be such a nice guy. It's a part of me that I despise. Pathetic in my own eyes. I just wanna quit. I don't mean to be such an asshole. But you know that it won't last though. Because I'm to fukn giving and I hate recieving. I don't mean to be such a burden. I guess that I am just yerning. Reaching out for some help. I need to fix myself. I don't mean to appologize. But I just ca

Why I Want To Marry Tigger
Well i dont talk to alot of people anymore. My life is going to hell on me and i am also thinking about leaving fubar. I am tired of the drama bs that goes on. Sometimes I feel like I am in high school all over again. I mean come on. I am becoming sick and I dont know what I have. My body is not liking what I have. I just dont know what to do anymore. I am just getting this out of my system. I guess that's what blogs are for?? lol. yep. im gunna go smoke now.

Guys
Hi to all for some reason I guess some guys cant read when it says on my profile GIRLS ONLY please! im single and looking yes but not for a guy ok please give me a chance to breath ok 100 guys a day or more its soo hard to catch up and talk to my other friends I have on here . thank you all.

Troll World
I WAS THE INSPIRATION FOR THIS SONG for those who dont have sound Ken] Wanna go for a ride? [Barbie] Sure, Ken! [Ken] Well, forget it! [Barbie] I'm an ugly girl, my face makes you hurl said I have it, I should bag it Acne everywhere, unwanted facial hair I'm a relation to Frankenstein's creation [Ken] You're so ugly You disgust me [Barbie] I'm a bland homley girl All alone in the world I'm as flat as a board Thin and lanky [Ken] You're a dog, and a troll Were you hit by a train? Don't go near you 'Cause your breath is skanky [Barbie] Don't get touched I'm afraid 'Cause guys say I'm an eyesore I'm an ugly girl, my face makes you hurl said I have it, I should bag it Acne everywhere, unwanted facial hair I'm a relation to Frankenstein's creation [Ken] You're so ugly You disgust me [Barbie] Boo hoo, hoo, yeah [Ken] You're so ugly You disgust me [Barbie] booo , Ooooo Oh, let's go out and have some fun! [Ken]

From Another Site
Someone from another site that I know left me this for a comment this morning. It left me crying, because it was so beautiful. kjbond_killer sent me: ... yesterday at 19:55 kjbond_kil... It must have been a rainy day when you were born, but it wasn't really rain, the sky was crying because it has lost his most beautiful angel............... I was like.. "Oh! My Gods!" when I read it.

My Birthday!!!
So my birthday is on May 26th and even though I hate the thought of turning 30 I have a couple of fantastic parties planned. One by my best friend Sherry(Pole Princess) is having one for me on my birthday. She throws the best parties. Probably end up at bar after. Lots of drinks and fun. And one the weekend before at my friend Steve's (Daddyd). Should be fantastic!!! Can't wait. Alcohol, great friends and dancing, who can ask for anything more. LOL!! Can't wait Sherry and Steve!!! I know it will be a blast.

Snow Queen
The fairy tale "The Snow Queen" was written by Hans Christian Andersen. I've always liked the story, and I've been meaning to do a portrait of the queen for a few years now. She's a strange character, living alone in an ice palace, and she kidnaps a boy named Kay, and brings him to her palace to live. In the middle of the vast, empty halls of snow, was a frozen lake, cracked into a thousand shards. She tells Kay he can never leave until he is able to spell out the word "Eternity" using the shards of ice. As she is driving him to her palace in her sleigh for the first time, she kisses him on the forehead, a kiss colder than ice, which went straight through to his heart. "Now you must have no more kisses," she said, "or else I should kiss you to death." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to dedicate this to My Boys. With whom have tolerated my downer moments lately and there have been many. Suicidal moments to be exact. My two main issues my looks and abo

Rules For A Threesome
1. Always end up with your "Love" never ever have the Big O with the other person especially the first time, it will cause conflict.. 2. Always make sure you talk to your "other" and understand it is "JUST SEX" 3. Pay attention to your Other, no matter how different the new person feels and what they do, never ever ever say, Damn why couldn't you do that.. 4. When you have one on your face and one on your cock remember to be polite, share and switch places.. 5. It is not all about you, if you are just alying back and watching and not doing anything to assist " WE NEED YOU WHY".. 6.Make this as comfortable as possible, while I am totally at ease with what I do, your love may be scared this is normal.. 7. Even if you get started and you or anyone feels scared, uncomfortable, ill at ease there is a reason for feeling like that..it is totally acceptable to back off and away, anyone that has done this understands , sometimes it just doesn't " Feel

Do You?
Do You..... Do you ever look at a sunset and think just because it isn't the right shades of orange/red/yellow that it isn't beautiful? Do you ever look at a flower and think just because it is missing a petal that is isn't beautiful? Do you ever listen to a song and think just because the artist has skipped a beat the it isn't beautiful? Do you ever read a poem and think just because it isn't quite your style it isn't beautiful? Do you ever walk on a sandy shore and think just because the sand isn't white enough it isn't beautitful? OF COURSE NOT AND YET......... Why do we do it to each other? Just because of a wrinkle or two we aren't beautiful? Just because or a hairline that is slowly vainishing we aren't beautiful? Just because of excess weight we've gained we aren't beautiful? Just because of a few extra notches on our age belts we aren't beautiful? Just because gravity has taken control over our body and making things sag we aren't beautiful? TO ME, THAT

Internet Love
Dear Love, My days and especially my nights are so empty without you! Waking up to the softness of your skin against mine, your hair gently brushing my cheek. I can feel you breathing as if you were a part of my own body. Looking at you as you dream. Gently "waking" you to the soft caresses of my hands. Your body yielding to me. I hope you come and see me soon. I can't stand another minute without you... I miss you so much

What Would You Do/how Would You Feel??
I have a question!!! What would you do and how would you feel if a family member stabbed you in the back?? That has happened to me and it does not feel good at all. Let me set it up for you....Late one night I was making sure the grand baby was going to stay asleep so I decided to log into my MySpace account, it was almost midnight. When I logged in I noticed that my aunt was online and that puzzled me because she goes to bed early. When I looked at the time and saw that it was almost midnight I wondered why and where she was this late. There was only two places that my aunt could have been and once I thought more about it I knew she wasn't at either place. So the next morning I called her and asked what she was doing online so late and she told me she wasn't, that she was in bed. I told her that someone was in her MySpace account and she said that it wasn't her and asked me to change her password. My aunt came by that morning and I changed it for her. Later that morning I re

To All Ct Users On My List
To all my friends, i just want to say, i appreciate every single one of you, i may not get round to chattin to u all on a regular basis, but i think of u whenever i can, please feel free to drop by and leave me messages or rate my pictures, and i will do my very best 2 return the favour cheers all

Life Is Sometimes Very Funny...
well where to start...how bout this...and just cut to it...the girl i was dating, the one that i thought was so amazing...yeah well she turned out to be a BIG FAKE...turns out that the reason she just stopped talking to me for the last two weeks of our relationship, before ending it through a text message (I HATE THAT CHILDISH BS!!!), wellll she has been engaged for about 6 weeks now...YES, THAT'S RIGHT...ENGAGED!!!!!...and the guy is a really whack job...some lil white guy that thinks he is a gangster, he apparently has threatened her ex, the guy she dated before me...so at this point i really dont know what to think...but anyways GUESS that was God's way of telling me it wasnt supposed to be... anyone that has any thoughts about this feel free to leave them please or message me

Very Interesting
1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradleof civilization! 3. Noah builtthe ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq. 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah isfrom Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preachedin Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10 Amos criedout in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14.Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 15. Nebuch adnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 17. The wisemen were from Iraq. 18. Peter preachedin Iraq. 19. The "

The Vibrator!!!
THE VIBRATOR....... AS A MOM PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND! PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE DAYS LATER, MOM CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLA

Pisces... This Is Me!
VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring, smart, loud, loyal, easy to talk to, Everything you ever wanted, easy to please, the one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable, intelligent, loves to joke, very good sense of humor, energetic, predict future, GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive, easy going, loves being in long relationships, talkative, romantic, caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet, however not the kind of person you want to mess with you might end up crying. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Liar Outgoing, lovable, spontaneous, not one to mess with. Funny, excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable, loves rela

How To Read Wiccan/pagan Runes
Fehu -- -- wealth, luck, responsibility, creative energy; used to draw in energy for a given magickal operation, or as the moving force behind a working Uruz -- positive strength, determination, perseverance, courage, physical health, assertiveness; include in any healing Thurisaz -- protection, combating any action, curses (but be careful -- can backfire easily!) Ansuz -- can be used to gain knowledge of Odin, the gods, our own ancestors and ancestral heritage Raido -- ability to control, take initiatives, put things in order, be the boss, move or remove things, direct magickal energies where needed Kenaz -- kinship, learning, teaching, quest for knowledge and passing knowledge on; gaining occult knowledge from other planes; use for astral or shamanic travel; exposing what is hidden Gebo -- reconciles two opposed or complementary forces; use to bind or to give blessings or curses Wunjo -- realize true will, wishing; combines well with Raido (ability to cont

Charge Of The Chocolate (pagan Humor)
Listen to the words of the Mother of Chocolate; who was of old called: Godiva, Ethel M., Sara Lee, Nestle, Mrs. See, and by many other names: Whenever you have one of those cravings, once in a while and better it be when your checkbook is full, then shall you assemble in a great public place and bring offerings of money to the spirit of Me, who is Queen of all Goodies. In the mall shall you assemble, you who have eaten all your chocolate and are hungry for more. To you I shall bring Good Things for your tongue. And you shall be free from depression. And as a sign that you are truly free, you shall have chocolate smears on your cheeks, and you shall munch, nosh, snack, feast, and make yummy noises all in my presence. For mine is the ecstasy of phenylalanine, and mine is also the joy on earth, yea, even into high orbit, for my law is "melts in your mouth, not in your hand". Keep clean your fingers, carry Wet Ones always, let none stop you aside. For mine is the secret that opens your

Mark Is No Quitter
There is no man on the face of the earth more competitive than Mark Martin. I've heard him say dozens of times, "I'll bleed to win." And he has. The list of injuries that he's sustained while racing -- and subsequently ignored while racing -- would turn an orthopedic surgeon's hair gray. I remember the Daytona race when he raced with a broken wrist, a broken rib and a fracture in his knee. I remember him telling Jimmy Fennig how he didn't think he could make it. I remember him asking for scissors to be passed into the car; he was going to try to cut off the cast on his wrist because the swelling was making it unbearably painful. I remember him finishing the race anyway. I remember thinking that most guys wouldn't put up with that kind of pain in order to drive in a race. I remember realizing that Mark Martin isn't "most guys." I remember watching his crew members lift him up, slide him through the window, and place him in the seat of his car, because his injuries prevented him f

"i've Learned"~ Written By "amyjo"
I've learned~ that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to them..... I've learned~ that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back..... I've learned~ that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it..... I've learned~ that it's not what you have in your life, but "who" you have in your life that counts..... I've learned~ that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes, After that, you'd better know something..... I've learned~ that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do..... I've learned~ th

Charity Event
im tryin to organize a disc golf event to benifit the local disc golf community so we can add another course to the oxford ma area if u would like to help in any way please let me know and i will be sure to get back to u

Off For A While
I am going to be off here for a while prob a month at tops i think anyway i might pop on every once and a while to see what is going on intill i return i love ya all and consider u all to be a big part of my life to everyone i leave u with this i can never leave ya forever i shall be back and we will have all the good times in the world much mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh to ya all ashley

No Gas
Don't pump gas on May 15th NO GAS ... On May 15th 2007 Body: Don't pump gas on May 15th. In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. It was most effective and gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, encourage all your friends and families not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies’ pockets in just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to make ourselves heard by the industry for at least one day. If you agree send this to your entire contact list with it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th". It will work for sure.

What Is The Difference
A young boy went up to his father and asked him, "Dad, what is the difference between 'potentially' and 'realistically'?"* *The father thought for a moment, then answered, "Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Then ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars, and then, ask your brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that."* *So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!"* **The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The girl replied, "Oh my Gawd! I LOVE Brad Pitt I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, are you nuts?"** **The boy then went to his brother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for

Love Hurts
I guess I thought you'd be here forever Another illusion I chose to create Don't know what you've got until its gone And I found out a little too late. The tears they fall The sleep wont come My eyes are red My heart is sore and My strengths undone I tried so hard to keep control and make you proud......

Turpentine....
A little boy was sitting on the curb with a gallon of Turpentine, shaking it up and watching the bubbles. A while later a Priest came along and asked the little boy what he had. The little boy replied, "This is the most powerful liquid in the world, it's called turpentine." The Priest said, "No, the most powerful liquid in the world is Holy Water. If you take some of this Holy Water and rub it on a pregnant women's belly, she'll pass a healthy baby." The little boy replied, "You take some of this here turpentine and rub it on a cat's ass and he'll pass a Harley Davidson."

This Says It All
Time passes Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do . Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and neither would

Thanks Everyone!!!
I want to thank everyone for the gifts sent and all the birthday wishes it was much appreciated. I had a shitty birhday, actually it was a rough weekend in general (family drama bullshit). It was nice to be able to log onto cherry tap and see all the sweet comments and gifts left for me...so thanks everyone for thinking of me. I love you all!!!!

Sneezing
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shuddered violently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking even more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman, "I couldn't help but notice" he said, "that you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you ok?" "I am sorry if I disturbed you," she replied. "I have a very rare medical condition; whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm." The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious. "I have never heard of that condition be

Photo Contest
I'm having a 5 day comment bombing contest! it starts today 5-7-07.Contest ends 5-12-07 If you wanna join just tell me what picture you want me to use... YOU can comment bomb yourself. 1st plast is 1 week blast 2nd place is 3-day blast 3rd place is a big pimpin gift(mens braclet, woman diamond earrings) if you have any questions please ask melika 806831! Also if you don't want to JOIN just look in my contestant album and help them out with some comments!!!!!!! Thank you!!!!!

Stop Blaming Myspace
Anybody happen to catch Nightline last night on ABC? In case you didn't, one of the hot topics discussed was MySpace. It is no secret to anyone who reads the newspaper or watches the 6 o'clock news that MySpace has been in the limelight because of "sexual predators" trying to "abduct and corrupt" the youth of the world. To this I say bull crap! I see dozens of profiles a day showing 14 year old girls dressed like sluts, wearing four inches of make up and 32 layers of eyeliner, displaying their age as 18 years old and profile lines stating "Oh, I'm So Sexy" or "Hey There, Wanna Check Up On It?" Come on! The youth of today's world are already corrupt enough due to the undying need to be "older" than they really are. I seriously doubt there are tons of people on MySpace stalking "innocent young girls" who just happen to have tramped up profiles and ages 4 years greater than their own. On Nightline, there was a story of a 12 year old girl who was a drug-addict and attributed it all to M

Contest
Come on all you Marines, Bikers, and Bomber Family Members make me prode. Iam in the Godfather Contest Some please make this sticky. You all know the work I do for others. Now "DO IT FOR ME" PLEASE http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=542421&i=1830115211

Passion...
You find me in the darkness and drag me into the shadows. You name me and call to me through time and distance. My needs and passions, desires fullfilled, and more you bring onto me... * Like fire we race, to where...we have yet to find. I stumb but no not fall...you are there to catch me through it all. Passions creates and fire meant to burn...we love like there is no tomorrow. A fire to melt the strongest of life...and we press to be one. Burning we will go down together ashes left behind. * Who will slow the passion as we forget all else? Will we forget that we are what was given to us in gift? Will our fire consume all else and our love reach over time and distance as we race to eachothers arms...as one. * Through emotional highs and lows we are simply but ourselves as the fire races and we are consumed...we are but one soul, one love, one need, one power...together. JR 05/07/2007

Friends
A wonderful friend once told me there are 3 kinds of friends in this world, leaves , branches and roots. And damn is that true. I've had so many leaves in my life it crazy. Leaves are those people that come into your life and fly away when the first big "wind" in your life come. The second kind is a branch. A friend that acts strong and looks strong but when push comes to shove and you actually lean on them for love or support they break and leave you stranded. The third and last kind is a Root. These are the friend that will never ever move. They are there through the good, the bad, the ugly and all the other bullshit that life throws your way. Ok... so with this all being said, I just want to thank all my Roots for always having my back when I needed you. I love you! To All my branches out there, even though I've known you for years and years and you thought you helped you really just hurt me in the end. Good luck. And to all the leaves, Nice knowing you

So What It Do.
maybe a # maybe a comment maybe a looky look... lol i don't know how do this work anyone know? can you explain what the whole cherry bucks is for. i'm not quite understanding the whole thing, you have to pay REAL cash for a cherry blast...? that's crazy... lol but yea GIRLZ hit me up and let me know what you think of my pics....

Poetry Lost In The Abyss Of Woodstock..
Another's Love To throw one's self into the everlasting void of lonliness Never to be touched Never wanted to be understood Never to have their heart filled with love and clarity Always waiting at the edge Ready to throw your body off the edge Ready to die in an instant Longing for true love And yet wandering away from the kindness The warmth of another's touch Another's kind words And waiting Wanting Needing to be needed by the one person who could fulfill every gasping fantasy or joy Every whim of desire in your soul And yet you stay away Never leaning towards the truth Always at tilt Never cross the boundaries of another's trust Anothers love Defiled and bewildered Unsure and yet knowing that someday Somewhere Somehow Someone Anyone could reach into your heart Steal your soul Your flesh and bones would become whole again And once again the melody would make sense And sound a familiar sound Yet have the same scarred face The same gentle shimmering

Gearhead
Iffin ya love cars.ya goin to get this...... Merce' merce' lil Ms. Benz sure is pretty hmmm..oh ya she's been Americanized Not a doubt she's still a beauty beneath her bonnet, long last she does shine! Pull down the top so all can see. Admire her beautiful curves,listen to her purr, wow would be a pleasure taken her for a ride A nice long ride to warm her up,Until she gets hot enough that her lubricating system start flowing slowly shifting through her gears gently through the curves, then hammering down the strights,now hear her growl with the power commin from with in. Reducing friction maintaining her temperature within an optimum operating range, allowing The rod strokes to accelerate and slow as needed while driving her Taking her all around to her desired multiple destinations Servicing all her internal passages, valves, and bores. From that pretty lil ornament centered poking up at the tip of her hood All the way back to that nice tight round rear end with my jun

Hospitial Visit
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! motherfucking ow to be exact. Ill set this up.. after fair was over for the weekend i decided to hit up "la fiesta" and grab a bite to eat and hang with some friends. cool, i ordered a CHICK AND cheese quesadia, i got a cheese instead. she offered to fix it but folks i was ravenous so i took it and devoured it. bout an hour had passed and i was thinking that it just didn't settle right. i told my friends good night and headed out on my hour drive back to another friends (where im staying) and it got a little worse. thinking an upset stomach was to blame i just chilled out on the couch and played some game for a bout an hour. the pain got worse. now thinking that it was a vicious gas issue mixed with a hunk of cheese i tried to lay down... that didnt work either and things were getting intense.... so to shorten this and skip some ick details i went to the hospitial fearing the condition of my appendix. after some iv induced pain killer they wh

Eureka Springs Trip
Took my daughter to Eureka Springs Arkansas for her 21st birthday on May 4th,5th and ending on the 6th.We had a blast. The first day we got settled into our hotel room, decent place called The Budget Host Inn. Cost only 42 bucks a night, it had 2 full beds.Then we went to the downtown area checked out the cool shops there and had dinner at a place call The Pied Piper Inn and Cat House.Got her a T-shirt there.We had hummus and pita bread for an appetiser then I had a Porter House steak with a couple of Corona beers, she had a Hawaian chicken sandwich and a couple of Bud Lights. The food was awsome.We headed back and later that evening we went to a biker bar called Shawbees and got a bit toasted and ran into a couple of Arkansas boys. We followed them back downtown to a place called the Tiki Bar. You pay 5 bucks then the drinks are a dollar for the rest of the night.Needless to say it was party time!Next morning woke up to an incredible hangover but with much pushing and shoving from my

Who Is Jack Schitt?
WHO IS JACK SCHITT? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt,

Brutalmix
Tonight after work i decided to go and visit a friend whom I haven't talked to in about a week, Brutalmix. brutalmix@ CherryTAP And once on her page I see a whole bunch of RIP Comments. After performing a google Search I discovered that my friend whom had recently invited me to come and visit her, and whom i recently gave some money to so that she could drink her Gibleys vodka, had died of a heroine overdose on May 2nd. :( This is the first time i've ever lost a online friend, i feel blessed to have had the chance to talk with her. Please stop today and say a prayer for her. Ricky

~*a Blessing*~
A blessing that i can sit back and think of all the times that a smile has been put on my face by many people but it only matter when it came to one person that took my heart and has held onto it from the start of one....Today couldnt be anymore blah then ever, So much to get done and not enough time in the day and still not getting nothing done makes me feel as i failed. But then i think back of what i was told, that its ok because at least im giveing it a try and thats all that matters when it all boils down to the end of the breaking point... I admit that i hit that point tonight when i call someone, someone thats a so called best friend and they dont even notice that im needing someone to talk to because im sitting on the other end crying, (yeah for once i let lose im always the happy person and carrie everyone else troubles and forget mine) Dont get me wrong I do have a great man and great kids but when is it time for others to see im more than just all of that. Im thankfu

My Life
this story is all true please read and if you have anyone in your family or friends or maybe yourself i can try and help. ever since i was 14 years old my life started to change it started when i was in the 2nd year of high school. my primary school years were great i was an outgoing bubbly girl a normal girl loved hanging out with friends and family and alway had a smile on my face. but it all changed when i was 14 years old. i was in my 2nd year of high school. the boys would call me name like fatty, scar face, moon face as i have a small scar on my cheek in the shape of a moon. i could handle this the teachers would do nothing and say nothing to these boys and my friends just laughed with them. i would then telling my mum and dad i didnt feel well to go to school. the days i did go they started touching me places i didnt like and want them to touch. i went and told the teachers about this but they didnt seem to do anything and my parents went to the headmaster and still never don

Another One:(
I forgot I had final today! I obviously didn't study for it, but it is for the Child Growth and Development course I'm taking. Luckily, I remembered pretty much everything that was on it and even if I didn't it was an easy final. The one I have to worry about is coming up nest week. Update on what I was whining and crying about before, I handed in today...I inadvertently found out that I left out something major that needed to be there! Only 1 project that needs to be handed in. That was supposed to be in today, but since the teacher is really cool she gave me till Thursday to get it to her. Any later than that and I'm screwed, but no worries it's an easy paper to write...I hope.

Call Me With All Those Sexy Voices
Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7878 and enter *4152659. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com Hey you sexy people I wanna hear your sexy voice now.Am i asking to much hehe . Well, anyways show me some luv and comment me on my Snapvine tyvm.

Because You Loved Me
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you Ill be forever thankful baby Youre the one who held me up Never let me fall Youre the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldnt speak You were my eyes when I couldnt see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldnt reach You gave me faith coz you believed Im everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all Im grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I dont know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You were my strength w

Falling Into You
And in your eyes I see ribbons of color I see us inside of each other I feel my unconscious merge with yours And I hear a voice say, whats his is hers Im falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you I was afraid to let you in here Now I have learned love cant be made in fear The walls begin to tumble down And I cant even see the ground Im falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star Finding a belief, falling where you are Catch me, dont let me drop! Love me, dont ever stop! So close your eyes and let me kiss you And while you sleep I will miss you Im falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star Finding a belief, falling where you are Falling into you Falling into you Falling into you

Way Back When
A few years back there was this old man that lived in my town. He was a tall grey haired old man with alot of wisdom. And i look back at all the things that poor old guy told me. And tried to teach me i look back at it now and i think i have really let him down. It breaks my heart to think of what he would say to me know. I've let him down. I can't help but cry when i think of him. He was the most wonderful friend,teacher and even a driver for me when i i had to go to baseball practice. He even let me drive his old car coming home from practice or a game. He was an old farmer and water delivery man around home. Never married so he was set in his ways. But he was always so special and kind to me. Haha i remeber when we had the old cafe in town he and i would sit and have lunch together. He and i would have a game after we were done with our meals and desert. We always had a ice cream crunch bar and of course when we were done he'd always say ok if u can throw that icecream stick i

I Want You To Need Me
I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes I want to be the touch you need every single night I want to be your fantasy And be your reality And everything between I want you to need me Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream The way that I taste you feel you breathe you need you I want you to need me Like I need you I want to be the eyes that look deep into your soul I want to be the world to you I just want it all I want to be your deepest kiss The answer to your every wish Im all you ever need Chorus More than you could know And I need you To never never let me go And I need to be deep inside your heart I just want to be everywhere you are.... I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes I want to be the touch you need every single night I want to be your fantasy And be your reality And everything between

The Power Of Love
The whispers in the morning Of lovers sleeping tight Are rolling like thunder now As I look in your eyes I hold on to your body And feel each move you make Your voice is warm and tender A love that I could not forsake (first chorus) cause I am your lady And you are my man Whenever you reach for me Ill do all that I can Lost is how Im feeling lying in your arms When the world outsides too Much to take That all ends when Im with you Even though there may be times It seems Im far away Never wonder where I am cause I am always by your side (repeat first chorus) (second chorus) Were heading for something Somewhere Ive never been Sometimes I am frightened But Im ready to learn Of the power of love The sound of your heart beating Made it clear Suddenly the feeling that I cant go on Is light years away

Everything I Do
Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Look into my heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

I Think About You
I oughta be workin - but I cant concentrate I oughta be sleepin - steada stayin up late When I oughta be doing all the things I should do I think about you I oughta be writin - but I cant find the song Just sittin here driftin - driftin along Theres only one thing that I wanna do And thats think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you I could go cruisin - but Ive had enough I could go drinkin - but I cant stand the stuff It just dont do me like it used ta do Id rather think about you I think about you - I cant get no rest I think about you - there aint no one else Its all I can do - I cant help myself Ya - I think about you

I Swear
I swear by the the moon And the stars in the sky And I swear like the Shadow thats by your side I see the questions in your eyes I know whats waiting on your mind You can be sure I know my part cause I stand beside you through the years Youll only cry those happy tears And though I make mistakes Ill never break your heart And I swear by the moon And the stars in the sky Ill be there I swear like the shadow thats by your side Ill be there for better or worse Till death do us part Ill love you with every beat of my heart And I swear Ill give you every thing I can Ill build your dreams with these two hands Well hang some memories on the wall And when (and when) just the two of us are there You wont have to ask if I still care cause as the time changes the page My love wont ever age at all And I swear (I swear) by the moon And the stars in the sky Ill be there (Ill be there) I swear (and I swear) like the shadow thats by your side Ill be there (Ill be there)

Someone Who Lives In Your Heart
Last Night, I dream that you were beside me It seemed so real, that I cried .. When you touched me, you are my angel.. And you've given me wings.. And I'll fly away with you wherever you go.. Cause you have filled my heart and you've captured my soul.. And baby I want you to know .. If there is one thing in this world I know is true.. It's the love I feel when I am thinking of you.. No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart.. Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All out hopes and our dreams are alive.. I will carry you with me through distance and time.. Nothing in this world can keep us apart.. No one can take away someone who lives in your heart.. And I know there is a million stars between us.. But they won't stop my longing.. To hold you and to kiss you.. How I love you.. And I'll find my way to you wherever you are.. Cause you are in my soul and you have got my heart.. And your love will carry me on .. If there is one thing in this

Thank You For Loving Me
Its hard for me to say the things I want to say sometimes Theres no one here but you and me And that broken old street light Lock the doors Well leave the world outside All Ive got to give to you Are these five words when i Chorus: Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldnt see For parting my lips When I couldnt breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The skys a different blue Cross my heart I wear no disguise If I tried, youd make believe That you believed my lies Chorus: Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldnt see For parting my lips When I couldnt breathe Thank you for loving me You pick me up when I fall down You ring the bell before they count me out If I was drowning you would part the sea And risk your own life to rescue me Solo Lock the doors Well leave the world outside All Ive got to give to you Are th

I'll Be There
I'll be there when no is there for you and you think no one cares when the whole world walks out on you and you think you're alone I'll be there when the one you care about the most could care less about you when the one you gave your heart to throws it in your face I'll be there when the person you trusted betrays you when the person you share all your memories with can't even remember your birthday I'll be there when all you need is a friend to listen to you whine when all you need is someone to catch your tears I'll be there when your heart hurts so bad you can't even breathe when you just want to crawl up and die I'll be there when you start to cry after hearing that sad song when the tears just won't stop falling down I'll be there so you see I'll be there until the end this is a promise I can make if you ever need me just give me a call and I'll be there...

Bumper Stickers
TOP BUMPER STICKER'S SEEN AROUND THE WORLD 1. Constipated People Don't Give A Shit. 2. Practice Safe Sex, Go Screw Yourself. 3. If You Drink Don't Park, Accidents Cause People. 4. Who Lit The Fuse On Your Tampon? 5. If You Don't Believe In Oral Sex, Keep Your Mouth Shut. 6. Please Tell Your Pants Its Not Polite To Point. 7. If That Phone Was Up Your Butt, Maybe You Could Drive A Little Better. 8. My Kid Got Your Honor Roll Student Pregnant. 9. Thank You For Pot Smoking. 10. To All You Virgins: Thanks For Nothing. 11. If At First You Don't Succeed...blame Someone Else And Seek Counseling. 12. Impotence: Nature's Way Of Saying "No Hard Feelings". 13. If You Can Read This, I've Lost My Trailer. 14. Horn Broken... Watch For Finger. 15. It's Not How You Pick Your Nose, But Where You Put The Booger. 16. If You're Not A Hemorrhoid, Get Off My Ass. 17. You're Just Jealous Because The Voices Are Talking To Me 18. The Earth Is Full - Go H

Doesn't Matter
Title: Doesn't Matter By: Me Every word you speak I feel the razor cut so deep Everything you say I feel thrown away Everytime I see you I lose my self, like I always do My feelings for you run deep But it's these words I can't speak It's these things that I can't say They make me leave when I should stay They make me believe what others say For love this is the price you pay Things are perfect it seems Untill a nightmare overcomes your dream Your heart is broken, you feel discarded You don't even know how it started When it's over, you're left broken hearted From then on you live sheltered and gaurded You lose all feeling and become numb You lose track of who you are And where you're from You don't want anyone to know what you've become That person is the only thing that matters Till you have a reality check And your dreams shatter Pieces of your heart are broken and scattered Your mind is left bruised and battered Your body is left weakened and

Broken Ankle
well today has been one of those days i broke my ankle in 2 different places and i done it by trippin over a laundry basket and a cat. im learning to walk on cruches and that sucks. i cant do what im use to doin now but it will get better after i see what the bone doctor says so i will go from there it is hard because i have a 3 yr old daughter and her party is commin up so i hope i get a walking cast. well im out 4 now.

Massages
So I finally broke down and bought a new massage tanle. I am hoping to rebuild my client list. Hopefully this will bring in the income that I need to no longer have to have a room-mate. I am so enjoying it being just me and gavin here at the house. If you are local and want to schedule a massage, or are interested in the rates, drop me a message. Alex

Military Fan Club
Thanks for Fanning, Adding, or Rating me. I Hope you have a Great week and have returned the Favor. I was hoping to get a “Adopt a Soldier, Sailor, Marine or Airman” Military Fan Club started but unfortunately, $50 to late, I realize I just don’t have the time it takes to get or keep it going. I have deleted my Blast weeks early and will delete all ripped pictures. Best wishes and hope to chat with you soon!!!

Livestrong Challenge 2007
Hey everyone! A friend of mine is in the Livestrong challenge. He is trying to raise $3000 this year. He is a cancer survivor and this is important to him. For those of you who didn't know me a few years ago, or didn't know my mom, she was a wonderful person. She passed away in September 2005 from Cancer. So this is a challenge that is near and dear to me. Go to this link for more info! Please repost to your friends and family so that they may help out too! http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215 Any and all help is appreciated! Thanks in advance!

Operation Mail Call
~ ATTENTION MILITARY SUPPORTERS ~ Your help is needed! We are forming a support group for deployed soldiers, And are in need of people to sponsor these soldiers. It's very simple, All you have to do is keep in contact with your soldier Via letters, email and/or care packages. To read the story behind this support group, Please read this blog. Our main mission is.... ~ NO SOLDIER WILL BE FORGOTTEN ~ To join, or for more information, Please contact either one of us at the links or emails below. renegadelvr F.A.R. MEMBER*CTAF SQ3 #8 *Thanatos of Delhi Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family *@ CherryTAP golden_falcon333@yahoo.com -OR- cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾@ CherryTAP crazy_beautiful865@yahoo.com (repost of original by 'cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾ ~~ Mike's CT Wifey ~~' on '2007-05-07 10:03:07') ta

Blogthings
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Boyfriend App
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

Secret Lover
This is my forst attempt at this so be gentle and please rate and comment Thank you. She thinks about him quite frequently these days. At first it was nice, she liked the attention, but now has become something more. She has never met anyone quite like him. A man who could be her friend, confidant, and advisor. Then start a fire inside her unknown to her before. She longs for the stolen moments they share. Needing to feel his touch, to see the desire in his eyes equal to that in hers. She wants nothing mor than to please him, so she makes her body available to his every whim. She waits , wondering the next time she hears from him what is in store for her. Will he touch her softly? Kiss her and lovingly caress her silken skin? Lavish her body with kisses using his expert tongue to make her lose herself, then make love to her slowly and lovingly. Them losing themselves in each others embrace and share in each others orgasms? Or will his hunger need s

Spiderman 3
I took my boys to see Spiderman 3 tonight. I hope they don't make anymore Spiderman movies as this one was not the greatest. One of my kids even fell asleep. There was a lot of wonderful critiscism over this show, but honestly, I didn't enjoy it at all. There weren't a lot of action scenes and when there was, it was too dark to really appreciate it. The dramatic scenes were overdramatic, predictable, and frankly - boring. The actors did a fantastic job of what they had to work with. Poor Kirsten Dunst seems to have lost a huge amount of weight. She did not look happy. But - these are my opinions and I hope other people could enjoy the movie more than I.

Feeling Sorry For Myself
Have you ever been in a relationship with some one who doesn't love you back. Where you give 110%, but not only is it not returned; it would'nt even matter if you did anything at all. None of the things you do to show your love matter because they don't even care. they claim to "love you" but thier coldness silences thier words. How much longer can i keep pretending everything is ok, when anger keeps exploding like stab wound at the one i'm supposed to love.I don't mean to be needy. I don't mean to be untrusting. I just want to know where i stand. i feel like a caged animal at the pound. hoping for my master's love to save me. waiting with anticipation for any sign of affection, only to be rejected once again. i don't mind not being first, as long as i'm on the list.

"if Only" A Poem I Wrote In Loving Memory Of My Sister Dee
A poem for Dee...."If Only..." Current mood: sad Category: Writing and Poetry I wrote this poem for my sister Dee.May she fly with The Angels and be forever free... In Loving Memory of Deanne "Dee Dee" Louise Whitten Aug.4th,1979-Oct.6th,2006 "IF ONLY...." IF ONLY my sister Dee hadn't been taken by tragedy so young or so suddenly,she could've continued to be the loving mom she was so devotedly. IF ONLY she hadn't been so hard on herself,she could've seen all the good those around her could see.Such a beautiful,intelligent,artistic young woman.Always so helpful and friendly. IF ONLY I had just one more chance,I could express to her my deepest apology.In hopes she'd see just how truly SORRY I am. IF ONLY my sister Dee hadn't been taken from me,so young or so suddenly,I would make sure to NEVER again let things between us go so horribly wrong again. I LOVE U,DEE!!!!