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Plentyofgirls01
iam 5/5 hazel eys short lite brown hair i like to walk in the park dinner moves dancing pool darts bowling camping swimming travle vball boating tubing baskball fishing our stay home and talk watch a good move on tv our watch tv hug cuddling and kiss to and hold hands

Maid To Be Taken....
She sat quietly at his feet, her arms wrapped around his leg, as he finished his phone conversation. "The game starts at eight. I've arranged for a little maid to serve refreshments." He grinned at her. "See you then." She closed her eyes, involuntarily squeezed his leg, and gulped. Master had just finished telling her what would be required of her tomorrow night. But only after listening to his conversation with one of his poker-playing buddies, did the full impact of the situation dawn on her. Her anticipation, her fears, her excitement, and her need to please Him collided in mid brain. As he set the receiver back in its cradle, he twirled a lock of her hair between his fingers. "What are you thinking, Sweet?" She chewed on her lip. She thought about answering, "Nothing, Master, but thought the better of it. She wiggled her bottom, as she remembered the last time she had avoided telling him her feelings. "Master, my feelings are all jumbled up. You know I want to please you

Curiosity
Ok.. do not take this personal if u r friends with the person..but I am curious to how the Happy Hour girl whos up now.. has like 14 happy hours in one day at times..and is always having them. Seriously.. is she a millionaire..or do they just give some of the older top people free stuff?

Just For You
Don't waste your time, cos a hata's gonna hate!!! that's wat they do, as long as they know they doing their job well, they r gonna keep doing it. So the best thing is to be entertained by ignorance, brush em off, kick em to the side and keep walking. cos morals

Passionate Lies And Painful Feelings
Leave your hand prints on my body To show where you have been Make a memory in your mind Of all you have seen Taste my lips of poison Find what I hide Touch every part of me Fix all the broken pieces inside Drink my blood of life Stare into mysterious eyes See through to my soul Past hidden truth and lies Read my mind of pain Understand my every move Know every detour of my body From every last curve to groove Watch my body dance slowly To the wind of the song I hear Listen to my voice since sadly Know the story of every tear Don't see me as I show me But how you know it to be true See through all that is hidden How I really feel about you Watch me in my locked prison In a world of shattered dreams Where everything is so twisted And nothing is as it seems Break the bars around me Retrieve and set my soul free Watch me create a peaceful reality where the real me you can see Hold me under it's full moon with crying stars above kiss my cry

Promise Me
Will you be my warrior Brave strong and true When my world falls down Can I always count on you Will you lend me your wings When I can no longer fly Will you take me to the moon To help stop me cry When I'm locked in the tallest tower With no way out Will you somehow reach me And be rid of my doubts When all the stars in my sky Have all flown away Will you find them all again So their no longer astray Will you hold me in the dark Always show me the light When I'm feeling lonely Can I count on you to hold me tight Through all the bad times That we may go through Can you honestly say I'll always have you There's so much pain That I always feel So just promise me That you're real

Amazing Oppty! Huge New Social Site Shares Profits W/members!
IMAGINE a Portal like MySpace or Facebook where you can promote Your Opportunity with 20 pages instead of ONE (signing up as a Pro Member at MMT for $19.99 a month)- When people visit your pages in MMT - You..ll get Paid!- Every time you chat with others You..ll get Paid!- Send a message to another person and You..ll get Paid!- Play music from a database of 250,000 songs and You..ll get Paid!- Create a free email address and Get Paid each time you sendor receive emails!- Play free GAMES and Get Paid!- Create a blog and Get Paid!- Write a few words on a BLOG and Get Paid!- Every time visitors watch a video on one of your 20 pagesYou..ll get Paid!.... also when you add videos on YouTube and other channelsYou'll Get Paid!IMAGINE the same Portal where you can promote Your Opportunity with 50 pages instead of ONE (signing up as Premium Pro Member at MMT for $59.99 a month)AND GET PAID EACH TIME ANYONE, ANY TIME ON THE ENTIRE MMT WEBSITE- Each time visitors are listening to music on your pag

How Do We Heal A Broken Heart...
How do we forget someone We once loved so much How do memories ever fade Of their soft gentle touch How do we walk away When we don't really want too How do we forgive someone Who lied when they said they loved you How do we trust another When we've been deceived before How do we open our hearts When they're still so sore? How do we start to see the light After living in so much grey How do we turn our back When we want so badly to stay How do we move on When it hurts so deep inside How do we put a stop To the tears we always cry How does the pain Ever go away How do we survive When the one we loved walks away...

Angel Of Your Pain
You all believe I'm an angel Holy good and pure You think my wounds are healed But believe me they're still sore You think I'm an innocent I'm the helping hand You've really just never looked deeper But still you'd never understand You don't know of what I am None of you know what I see For when I close my eyes I see you all bleed I hear all your thoughts I feel everything you feel No this isn't just a poem This is for real The pain you're receiving I'm receiving too So what do you think happens If you don't make it through You all kill me each day With your sorrows and your pain You cut yourselves Until I'm drenched in blooded rain But do you stop? When I beg you all too You don't all realise the effects of the cutting that you do So I'll help you with your pain I'll try make it go away How I do it all I'm afraid I cannot say But please stop what your doing All you who bleed The damage you're doing Is far more than you can see Beca

Don't Give Up
In this world that surrounds us We sometimes brake down and fall Those who stand above us Can make us seem so small We tremble under the weight Of the problems that hold us down And when we start to collapse There seems to be no one around We try to fight in this world That always seems to fight back Sometimes we’re not strong enough though There are too many things we lack We’ll hide away in corners Put upon ourselves pain But there’s no escape from this life We all must suffer the same But although we may struggle And yes we all do fall I’ll stand by your side I’ll stay with you through it all And if you start to tremble Or even brake down I’m your shoulder to cry on I’ll always be around We all have our faults Are up and are downs We cant always smile all the time Everyone has to frown No, no ones perfect And no one is the same We’re in this world together We all play the same game If we stick together No matter whats

Hoping For A New Job...
I am in the process of looking for a new job.. yea probably not the greatest of moments seeing how the economy is but oh well. If anyone in my local area knows of any decent places that are hiring let me know. I am preferably looking for customer support/ help desk IT work. Let me know if you know of any decent places. Even if it doesn't fall under that exact job field but it's a half decent job let me know.Much thanks!

Out On The Airsoft Battle Field...lol
so one day while me and some of the other guys where having a airsoft war. one of my freinds who is always the decoy for our team asked me why he is always the decoy. i tell him that just the way it is. then he said to me give me three reasons. i said ok. heres the list 1. you always get shot first no matter what. 2. you never know where your going or what you doing. 3. becouse you cant hit the shit no matter how close you are, and i would never let you cover me when things get hard. well after that we started up the game like normal, and for once in the whole time i have ever played ever one was it multiply times. must of them came from the same team( my freind). well from then on we started to call my freinds a team killing fucktard

Destined To Be Alone
I sit alone, day after day, nite after nite, I see so many in here with with relationships, online and real life and I wonder why I can't find someone who wants me for me? What's wrong with me that I can't get close to anyone? Is it because of my violent past? Not that I haven't had men that haven't wanted to have 1 niters, but that's not me. I ache to feel a man's arms around me, to have him genuinely want to be with me, but it just never happens. I've been alone so long I can't bear it anymore, this doesn't mean I'm going to jump on anyone who wants a 1 niter, it has to have chemistry, has to have meaning. Something I have accepted will never happen to me again. I had my chance in my 20's. He was violent, abuse and cheated on me. Despite all that I fought to save my marriage. I loved him deeply, I've never had that feeling before or after. Unfortunately he didn't want me. Now I have been looking for that love for over 20 years. If you are lucky enough to have found that kind of lov

Empty Shell
“ EMPTY SHELL”THERE IS A PLACE INSIDE,ONCE WAS HIDDEN NOW I CAN’T HIDE.LIFE IS A TWSTED MESS,IT SOON WILL COME TO AN END THIS I MUST CONFESS.THIS HEART IS IN DISARAY,HOPE FOR A CARING HEAR IS ALL I CAN PRAY.THIS ONCE LIFE FILLED SOUL,ALL THAT IS LEFT NOW IS AN “EMPTY SHELL.”THE HOPE FOR A SENSE OF PEACE,ALL THIS HURT, ANGER, AND SADNESS I MUST RELEASE.IT CONSUMES MY EVERY THOUGHT,THIS BATTLE I ONCE HAD FOUGHT.THE HEART I KNEW DID EXIST,IT IS ALL THOSE WHO TRULY CARED I WILL MISS.MY NIECES AND NEWPHEWS I LOVE YOU SO,BUT AUNT LADYBUG HAS TO GO.PLEASE THINK OF ME ALONG LIFES ROAD.KNOW FOREVER YOU ARE AND FOREVER WILL BE,THE BIGGEST PART OF MY SOUL.TO MY PRECIOUS BOYS YOUR LOVE GAVE ME STRENGTH TO GET BY,I THINK OF YOU, I MISS YOU, AND GOD HOW I CRY.YOU WERE MY SOUL, YOU HELPED ME GROW,BUT MOMMY HAS TO GO.I LEAVE YU NOW AN EMPTY SHELL,JUST REMEMBER THAT FOREVER I WILL LOVE YOU SO.MY FRIENDS I THINK YOU KNOW,YOU HAVE BROUGHT ME PEACE I WILL MISS YOU SO.I WANT T

Hugs
Hugs were invented to let people know you love them without saying a word. Nine times out of ten, when you extend your arms to someone, they will step in, because basically they need precisely what you need. A meaningful hug is truly like a handshake from the heart.

My #7 Family Has Auto 11's On Rebeldawg69
CAN WE ALL PITCH IN AND HELP REBELDAWG69 HE IS #7 IN MY FAMILY , AND BOMB HIM . LETS SHOW HIM SOME LOVE OK HE HAS DONE ALOT FOR MANY ON HIS PAGE NO ONE HAS DARKEN ANY FOLDERS ONLY ME AND LORRIANE HAS SINCE HIS AUTO'S WAS ON STARTING YESTERDAY.HE IS A RETIRED POLICE OFFICER . ALITTLE HELP HERE TY HUGS WITCHESBREW aka CHERIE'MARIE.

Fire And Ice
Fire and Ice by Robert Frost Some say the world willl end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great and would suffice I have to say this is the way I have seen my life lately. I want to know what everyone else thinks and how you would deal with the problem of fire and ice. Thanks everyone

My Friend
You know today I found out one of my friends died, I have known Rich for 20 years..I wondered why he hasn't called me in a long time,,I grew up with him from 9th grade till my twenties and then we both did our thing but always called on holidays to say hello and give greetings and such,,His family was mine as mine his.

Precious
hey i got an email from someone who wanted to chat so i came through and now i can find him please look me up again i would like to know you i like to meet new people an friends have some time on my hands now see ya soon

Love Songs
if you dont need an answer, hen you dont have a question, if you dont have a question, then you dont have a problem, if no one has a problem, then everyone is happy, if everyone is happy , why are there love songs

Officers
Show OUR Chief and YOUR Deputy Chiefs and officers love!If you have not added and fanned them to your listPlease make sure you stop by their page and do so.Firechief/Founder 2nd Alarm Hotties Maranda ♥ ~*~2nd Alarm Hotties~*~ Chief Deputy Of Operations & SWAT ~*~ Sweet&Sexy♥TONYA♥Deputy Chief 2nd alarm hotties(The One and Only)♥ JoJolicious ♥ Deputy Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties/Promo Teambooty2you**ExcAsst.To theChief/2nd Alarm Hottie's**♥Hey Jude♥Asst. Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties♥~♥™StarShine™♥~Asst

Downrate Silly Ice Please!!
Hey everyone I need your help for my Owner *Silly*Ice* she is in a contest rightnow and needs to be Downrated....Please follow this link and rate all the other members a 10 or 11 and rate SILLY ICE a 1.....I appreciate the help! *Love to my Fu-family* NinjaMunki

Why Do People Assume Things
why do people assume when you work for tipps that you are rich. For example the government says that an employer does not have to pay you but 2.13 two dollars and thirteen cents an hour. All they have to do is malke up the diferrence between that and minimum wage which is soon to be 7.25 an hour. But only if your tips dont make it up first then if you get compensation like 1.25 for gas and mileage then that counts against it also. yet the same company can charge your customers a 2.00 dollar delivery fee. well if they can charge that and make .75 cents off of

Still Searching.....
I been lookin for a girl that would be down for me....Though problems come around, she'd hold her ground for me.....And until the day I die she'll keep that vow to be.... Mines and only mines, no matter what might come between.....In love and relations, death has many faces....... No matter how I holds the cards they're still all aces....Made out like a bandit left no traces.......But where's my soul?Nobody knows, it seems that I've misplaced it..........Been stucc between many roccs and hard places......... Swam placid oceans and crossed creation......... Been on top of the world and been complacent....... Toe to toe with me I stood, and I got wasted......... And though I know the pain wont fade quicc....I'll keep pushin til the day that I come to that oasis......

The Life I Have Lived....
So I dont know where to start this off at ... but this morning sounds real good. I watched the first most beautiful sunrise of my life n had a reflection on my life. Someone told me a few days ago when I found out who I am, let him know. He cant see this n maybe that will be my blessing ... but I know who I am now. I am NO longer afraid of me,the outside world or the people in it ... I am beautiful,passionate, loving, caring, alive. My heart is pure n truthful. Im gonna dig deeper into my past so those who know why this is being written, might understand what I did n an amazing soul that help me understand "That I am more than good enough for this world to see n know". This I dedicate to ... I am a women who survived the abuse of a man for 12 years. I wish sometimes for his sake I could say it was my fault but I know the difference now in a sick love n actual love. The first time he hit me, I was like wtf did I do. He said his lil ole apology n I forgave him. Then it got worse

Mom (written By:kionna)
No matter where she goes She will always love us Where ever she is or she's with We're more important than it She sees my other side She helps my pride She's the one I depend on She will always be my mom Mom I need to THANK YOU For all you do Mom your special and cool Oh how I can trust you My mom she doesnt know What I never show I LOVE YOU THO You are my best friend The only person I know My secrets are safe with Thank you for loving us COMPLETELY!!! Written by: my daughter Kionna I lovers you too My strength in numbers!

Bomb Time!
Ok here's the deal. I finally have the chance to bomb my friends, something i have been waiting awhile to do. So here is what i want you to do. Before 9pm est time, I want you to shoutbox me the link to the folder you want bombed. You know this will benefit both of us. I dont want to waste time looking for a folder to bomb. If you want to tell your friends and have them get bomb too, then have them R/F/A me, if not already done, and then they can shout me the link. Hopefully this "virgin" bomb of mine will go good. Thanks to all my fu-friends in advance. I'll be by to bomb you later tonight.

Long Battle I Will Fight
hi my name is dakota i just want to let you know and my friends i love dearly that i have cancer and i will fight hard the doctors say i can beat this they just caught it in time my mom passed in sept of 08 of cancer i dont want special treatment just want people come by and say hi i dont bite i love fubar and the people on here i have a wonderfull time on fu it keeps my hopes up to say hi to all people i do have a goal on fubar when i started i want to make it to level 30 i will that keeps me going i hope all will be here when i do make my level thanks all for taking time to read kisses/hugzzzzz

First One
I think gun control is a stupid way to try and control crime.would you try to rob a house when you know the owner has a gun inside?or would you go to the house next door where the people are anti gun and you know they dont have one?what are you going to do call the cops ? how fast do you think they could get there 15-20 minutes? is that quick enough ? while you quiver like a leaf in your closet listening to whoever is in your house destroy it and take whatever they want.oh its not over yet here they come upstairs you hear them kicking doors open getting closer to you.they kick in your bedroom door take anything that means everything to you. then they kick in the closet door you see them they see you ok now what?do they kill you or just beat you into a bloody mess is that something your willing to gamble on?

April 26, 2009
Hello everyone, Ive been dealing with a lot of issues with my granddaughter. Looks like the move to Texas will be soon so I can take of her. I want to thank everyone who has stopped by and left comments and drinks. Hope to be back on in full force soon.

Simply Me
I am simply me. I am Ashley, a bubbly, fun, easy-going, carefree person. But then there are those times. I hAVe my bad days, bear with me. I have mood swings, but please dont swing back at me. I have times where nobody in the world can make me smile, but keep on trying. I am simply me. There are times when i want to cry, can you be there to lend me a shoulder? THere are times when i sit and think, will you give me advice, even if you think i am not listening? (cause i usually am.. even when you dont think i am.. but thats just ME) But the few keys to remember. No matter how sad i am, mean it seems like i can get. I am simply me. If i am a girl you like, keep on liking me. I wont be mad or sad forever. And you may be one of the people that can make me happy. I will always go back to the fun lovin, cares about everyone girl that i am. But most of all, will you be the one to hold me when i feel like my world is just a messy web of confusioin? Can you be there to hold me when the t

New Life.... New Me...
where do i begin???? I look at myself today..... and im a perfect example of someone changing over time..... ive been thru things most people would never dream about having to go thru..... ive done things most people wouldnt have thought bout doing.... but with the things ive gone thru.... it came down to, you have to do what you have to do to survive... having a fucked up family and past.... most my life i had to do everything on my own, and survive on my own.... no im not saying im the only one whos gone thru that situation and i can sympathise with people who have... what bothers me the most is when someone from your past who knew you and how you USED to be... and they say they have changed.... "found God" why they cant take the time and the chance to see the person i have changed to be and become..... no im not phased by how anyone from my past looks at me.... thats not what makes me who i am today.... yeah the shit ive been thru is what has made me the person i am today.... my

Introspective
I can't sleep. There are so many things running through my head. Thinking about the person I am, the person I have become through the years. Things have changed so much, made me hard. Makes me wish for the days before the heartache, before the struggles, before the betrayals. I used to be so carefree, fun loving. How do you get those days back? How do you meet new people without wondering what their hidden agenda is? How do you trust when that trust you used to give freely and openly has been betrayed over and over? Friends come and gone, lovers come and gone. How do you know when a true friend comes along? One who will be there through thick and thin, not just for the fun times.

Hugh's Starfish!!
I will start of this blog stating that am a dirty minded individual... My dear and closest friend Hugh had updated his status to"I want to be a starfish, i know I'm going to get bullied for this one" I am not !00% sure of the wording but it did go something like that. As a true friend I had to ask the question on whether or not he wanted to be a chocolate starfish, to this I go a quick and decisive no!!! I wanted to make sure that Hugh wouldn't be bullied by anyone other then me so I told him i was going to poke his starfish with a stick. Hes very sad now that I picked on him, he just wanted to be the best starfish he could be.... I told him not to be so gay.... Love you Hugh Wicked

The Creation - Music Review
Monday, April 27, 2009 Joy and beauty of ‘The Creation’ link up with Salisbury excellence MUSIC REVIEW Stephen Small, baritone soloist for the Salisbury Singers, sings as Raphael in Haydn’s “The Creation” Saturday night at St. Stephen’s Church. (RICH DUGAS) By Joyce Tamer Telegram & Gazette Reviewer Add a comment WORCESTER

Do You Change Or People Change?
So, when people change you can usually tell. But the question is do you change them, or they change on their own. If you have a bad day adn people are short the next day does that mean they are just upset, or they found out that they are not liking you? If you tell someone something and they shy away from you, is it that they no longer like you as a person, or they are just thinking? So many people change for reasons that aren't understandable. I may have mood swings but I am never different for long. I always go back to the sweet ash that everyone loves. But then there are those changes that really confuse you, like when an ex talks again after not talking to you for months! Suprise.. I got one of those today

Bullshit
i think its bullshit when your soon to be ex wife tells her lawyer what she wants out of your settlement and shes lucky i dont go to get house that i paid for and light her ass up she wants my guns, my 990 dvds, and my moms ashes but shes not getting any of it because i sold them all to my step dad for 10 bucks that stupid bitch wants to fuck with me she has no idea who shes fucked with but she will soon find out, when i get my 72" flat screen tv with digital surround sound the sony system and my blue ray dvd player that bitch can go to fuckin hell and i want to send her there

Thank You Angels
Thank you every one who stopped by last Friday April 24th to show me your love. I was totally caught off guard and very much overwhelmed by all the support I was shown. My day stared off terrible and thought I might even be going to the hospital. But after a little rest things were better. I came on-line only to find out my real life daughter Tracie and Darklady cooked up the idea to get me to DISCIPLE. With a gift of an auto 11 from Tracie and a beautiful bulli made by DarkLady, I was set to go. And go I did! So much love poured in from so many wonderful Angels, I was in tears the better part of the day. There were ticker tapes, blasts and pimp outs, bombs from everywhere in FuLand, new friendships made, and Angels clicking away. When the auto ended, it was unbelieveable! Here are just some of the highlights: 2,441,007 POINTS EARNED

Carrousel
..................We ............Always hurt .....Those we love the best Does their love mean so little? Is that the way of true love- ....That our hearts feel safe ..........With those we ................Trust? .................Her .............Beautiful ...Smile cracked and fell flat As his wild words crushed her chest Tears screamed in silent protest ....Bleeding tears of love ........From her deep ...............Well ...............He ........Saw her pain ...And his heart twisted Turning blue with shameful guilt His anger had no place here ....He held her closely .......Please forgive ..............Me ...............His .......Words caressed ......Wiping away tears .Soothing her with his kisses She knew the beast would return ......Her heart swelled again ..............I forgive ................You ..................We ............Always hurt .....Those we love the best Does their love mean so little? Is that the way of true love- ....Th

Head Meet Desk. Repeat.
I am so damn bored. Job hunting is going terribly and one of my cats needs to go to the vet. Sure, the army pays me but Reservists get screwed over. We get no benifits, the pay sucks... Still though, it's work.

Mistake I Can Not Take Away
When the life got messed up all these little troubles appeared from somewhere You are losing your hope You are losing your faith Look up at the sky and think Life would be much easier if every time we made a mistake everything would be erased clean Would we ever learn anything Would we learn not to hurt others? When life is getting hard and you know it is your own fault Don't run away from things don't find solutions from escape The truth will never burn in fire it will come up, sooner or later When it is time to fight for your life cowards run away in the first moment The brave ones will fight for the last Don't abandon your boat captain it is not the boat's fault you went in the wrong direction

Reflection
Familiar lines and slopes Eyes that say I know That woman in the water Looking back at me A ghostly recognition Her heart was beating On her sleeve A pretty white blouse Thick With the blood of life Youth written on her face Each smile Every shy glance The light of hope Fire burning in her eyes Her rebellious need to dream Oozing from every pore To escape, run Turning into everything she imagined No fear of failure Remember being her once Just for a moment Before I settled Packing my dreams away in the closet And putting my heart in the fridge Change must come My repentance Fear and indifference cast aside My heart beating once again Dreams flowing through my veins I pray she forgives me Happy to have seen her here today To draw me from my misery So I could recognize myself Embracing lost beauty

Lap-by-lap: Talladega
2:22 p.m.—GREEN FLAG: Juan Montoya, for the first time in his career, brings the field to the green and the Aaron's 499 is under way. Lap 1—Juan Montoya leads the first lap as the inside line takes control early. Lap 2—There is now three lanes as the middle groove takes shape. Lap 3—Juan Montoya continues to lead as the top five pulls away from the field. Lap 5—LEAD CHANGE: Dale Earnhardt Jr. grabs the lead with help from Denny Hamlin. Lap 6—LEAD CHANGE: Juan Montoya gets back out front but it's short lived. Lap 7—YELLOW FLAG NO. 1/LEAD CHANGE: The Big One comes early as Matt Kenseth and Jeff Gordon get together causing the No. 24 to go around collecting Casey Mears, Jamie McMurray, David Gilliland, Clint Bowyer, Kevin Harvick, Kurt Busch, Elliott Sadler, Carl Edwards, David Gilliland, Scott Riggs, Brian Vickers, Mark Martin, A.J. Allmendinger and Kasey Kahne. David Ragan is the leader. Scott Speed gets the free pass. Lap

Colors Of Her Soul
Red Passionate, Intense Compassionate, Warmth Anger LOVE Green Quiet, Hidden Gentle, caressing Envious CARING Yellow Bright, Cheerful Happy, Bubbly Mask SHINING Grey Cold, Broken Grief, Sorrow Gone LONELY Blue Deep, mysterious Unknown, Proud Collected LOVABLE Purple Royal, majestic Beauty, poise Insecure BEAUTIFUL Rainbow of her soul Only look past the blue To see the amazing rainbow She hides from the world Making me special Because I can see The amazing person Underneath You should look too See the rainbow Her beautiful rainbow

General Stuff
WHAT A STORY!!!! Ed Freeman You're a 19 year old kid. You're critically wounded, and dying in the jungle in the Ia Drang Valley , 11-14-1965, LZ X-ray, Vietnam . Your infantry unit is outnumbered 8 - 1, and the enemy fire is so intense, from 100 or 200 yards away, that your own Infantry Commander has ordered the MediVac helicopters to stop coming in. You're lying there, listening to the enemy machine guns, and you know you're not getting out. Your family is 1/2 way around the world, 12,000 miles away, and you'll never see them again. As the world starts to fade in and out, you know this is the day. Then, over the machine gun noise, you faintly hear that sound of a helicopter, and you look up to see an un-armed Huey, but it doesn't seem real, because no Medi-Vac markings are on it... Ed Freeman is coming for you. He's not Medi-Vac, so it's not his job, but he's flying his Huey down into the machine gun fire, after the Medi-Vacs were ordered not to come. He's coming anyway. And he d

I Lay Myself Bare
Walk away Don't look back I'm laying myself bare For all to see The whispers surround me Like wind through the trees Not understandable But making sense I'm laying myself bare I can't take the hidden shame The bottled up emotions Everything has been inside For far to long Open up your eyes Look at ME Not my face Not my walls ME Just accept me the way I am Not as someone I'm not I can't keep living a lie I can't live as a mannequin A fake doll Having a suffocating Plaster mask Isn't how I was meant to live So I'll shed this skin Like old used clothes I'll shed this person Who isn't ME You all want me to be Someone I'm not I only want to be MYSELF How can I live In a costume? How can I live A lie? So, I lay myself bare I'll finally show the real me I put down this mask It's stifling and unsatisfying I take off this skin It's uncomfortable and fake I lay myself bare For everyone to see Accept ME as I AM For: Dorsey

Life
In life there are to thing you can count on. Death and Taxs. Why is that? What can you do to change the way our life is?! No one knows and that is good to me. I don't want to know whats going to happen before it does.I really don't think that anyone really does.So thats why life is so hard at time. You cant always know whats happening and is it gets f#$%ed up. Just remember one thing.

Hidden Within
Hidden within me Are words longed to be said Are things sometimes forgotten Spinning 'round in my head Hidden within me Are memories and times And little tiny things And many poems and rhymes Hidden within me Are feelings I hide Because I choose not to show them But don't ask me why Hidden within me Are millions of things That will never be shown For the fear of what they'll bring Hidden within me Is a healed up heart It was broken at one time But now I'm too smart Hidden within me Are things no one knows Are things that I hide And will never show Hidden within me Are times of troubled passed But hopes for tomorrows That will always last Hidden within me Is nothing you don't know So I share this with you So we can learn and grow

The Mask I Hide Behind
I put up a front so you dont have to know it I lock up my heart so I wont have to show it I hide my face so the world will never know Just what I am afraid to show The Mask that I hide behind Helps keep you out of my inside But somehow you just seem to see The screwed-up side of me that I keep I was afraid to let someone in Terrified to show them where I have been Afraid that I would be hurt like before And my broken heart couldnt take it anymore The Mask that I hide behind Protects me from being too blind Giving me the eyes to see But somehow all I can see is me Patience us one key to have With me its just too late, too bad A worthless face, a hollow embrace Dont waste your time, energy, or space The Mask that I hide behind Helps keep my feelings on the side So that, clearly, I can see Hide your feelings away from me I glare into the mirror, staring at my face But all I seem to see is many a hollow space With nothing to fill them, I almost give up

Boys Vs Men
BOYS ......selfless mindless controle freaks looking for the impossible to give theyre ego's a boost to impress freinds. MEN ....see all beauty and accept it for who and what it is,and never substandard themselves for the purpose of being seento boost ego. BOYS.....set theyre standards soooo high its usual outcome is disapointment and loneliness.and never think they can be replaced. MEN.....have high standards and can reach theyre goals as they accept that they can easily be replaced

Dont Know What To Do
ok heres the deal 16 yrs ago i got arrested and sent to prison for theft of a motor vehicle. now all this time later im still paying wheres the second chance at ive been turned down by so many jobs becuase of this felony. but heres the kicker im allowed to obtain a ccw a concealed weapon permit but im not allowed to be a cop or im not allowed to drive an armored car. im getting ready to go to college in the fall now im not sure what to take becuase im weighing the results after i graduate is this going to stop it if so whats the point. i want to take criminal justice or information technology and either one can hold the felony against me but most of the programs that even catch my eye will more than likely have the same results sorry your an ex-con. im thinking about saying screew it and taking criminal justice just for general purpose to see what buttons i can push afterwards what do you think. probably got you confused sorry minds racing

Anger
I came across a MuMM today, one I didn't even think about looking at before, after reading it, I became so angry, that my mind was completely blank. So I'm gonna bring up this subject, Child Abuse. I've heard of some sick freaks who believe that it's okay to beat your child to the point that your own rage takes over, and your no longer a mother, beating your child until they are black and blue, and crawling on the floor, guarding themselves from you. The only way that I could post a blog from this point of view is 2 ways, either I've done it, or I've been through it. I would never hurt a child like that ever, no matter what they've done, unless they are a

Painshock's Blog
As you can tell from the subject of this blog, this is about friendship. It's about true friendship, and about how a true friendship can be blown to dust in a matter of few hours. I'll tell you my story now. Friday 24th april me and my band Painshock were playing a gig at a band competition at Emergenza Music Festival. We did incredibly well, winning the semi-final clearing our way into the finals by audience votes. After the gig we all retreived to our tour bus to celebrate our victorious performance, along side with other people we didn't even know that joined us. One of the unknown people asked me if he could take a beer from an open six-pack that was lying on the table. I had no clue who those beers belonged to, and I gave him the permission to take one. Apparently, our bassist's wife, who was sleeping at the back of the bus, heard me giving him the permission, so she came over to me, and that's when all hell broke loose. She basically made me look ridiculous in front of everyone

Life
You know I don't ask for much in this life. I just wish for my kids to grow up happy and healthy and for a little happiness for myself. Some mornings I wake up and am disappointed I woke up, thinking sweet death would be better then the depressed stupor I walk around in now. I wish for it to all just end, by my own actions or the actions of someone with more knowledge or power then me. I'm drowning in this ocean of saddness with no life boat in sight. Taking my last breath as I slowly sink into the dark abyess finally free from the heartache I cause and suffer from.

Honor
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan .After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.As I reached for my wallet, I overheard the soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base 'His friend agreed.I looked around at the

I Quit This Bitch!!!
Hey if you were a Live 105 listener and enjoyed The Woody Show, they are having a I quit this Bitch party on Friday at Azucar in San Jose (5:32pm). Come by and show them your support even though they were wrongfully fired!!!! Now with No Name as the morning show I don't even listen to Live 105.

Mary Magdalan
Mary Magdalan is the greatest singer around when it comes to telling the truth and reality of life.She is drop dead gorgeous with lips that look so and beautiful and her voice is like sweet chocolate warmed to perfection. I could listen to her all day she is that talented and never gets boring.

Lovers And Liars
His fingertips like satin, softly caressed my face; Holding my breath, I smiled as my heart upped a pace, And holding his eyes in the canvas of my mind: I shook as our racing hearts delicately entwined. ["I wouldn't trade this moment for the entire world," His quivering lips carelessly unfurled; Squeezing my hand as tightly as he could, He whispered to me all the promises I knew he would.] Trembling like a crisp leaf in the bitter Autumn wind, He kissed me like he meant it... But my heart was chagrined, The passion wasn't burning deep in his blue eyes, His pupils were dilated, darker than the charcoal sky. As his heart beat against mine, he took the chance: Pulling me in, he asked me for one more dance. In the dew-spotted grass, under a full ashen moon, We both knew that this moment had come too soon, But we were ready to make our worst mistake. [He laughed at me when my breath began to shake, Pressing his cold lips to my skin, he held steady; And looking into my

Let's Play Truth Or Dare
You've got the sun singing to me, but that's not what I'm after; I'd prefer your voice over any orchestra. The violins are sweating notes as your fingers dance over the strings, And your smile resembles that of safety, like comfort no other brings. Nature's beautiful with no flaws, but you could win this fight; I'd rather sink into those eyes. The fireflies will show us something no other's have seen that entertain and seduce the night, But baby you don't need to move; you could change the color of the sunset with your smile, it's true, And even if the stars giggle down upon us, we'll simply laugh knowing they can't have the moon like I have you. That string quartet is playing but the melody they're strumming is nothing to your voice And those whispers you sneak in the air around me won't be lost; they'll melt into mine. We'll turn up that music to feed our souls and move to the tune of our lips; We'll slow dance to this disaster [we'll call it love that shakes our hips]

The One You Forgot
A simple word can break my soul Rip me in half, no longer whole. I'm shaking at the very thought Of being the one you forgot. You're everything in life to me The reason why I want to breathe I smile just when I think of you And all those things you say and do. Yet, if you don't feel the same No one can we really blame. It's just the way life sometimes goes You can't escape all of its blows. But I wish this once to be free Of the hope we'd never be. That's something I don't want to face. Don't want to feel so out of place. I've planned everything around us Now it may not be enough. Threads are barely holding on And your words can break their bond. Or you can make them tighter still Renew my strength and my will. Keep me believing love is real If you return the way I feel Please don't hurt me, but if you do Make it gentle. Help me through. I love you and fear that time Will cost me my peace of mind. I pray I didn't wait too long To let you know

Free Stuff! My First Blog-enjoy
Hi all- With economy super tight I wanted to share with you this little group I found, It's called Freecycle- Freecycle.org It's regular people like you and I, posting their goods for free pick up; first come first serve, or posting goods they are looking for. I have seen everything on this site; tires, fishing boats, trailers, baby clothes, books, anything you are looking for or looking to get rid of, and it's all free! Like a yard sale, only better! To find the freecycle in your area, go to the site, click home, and type in your city and state. It is also a Yahoo group if you have yahoo. Give me an update if you find anything great! C

My Poetry
Her body lay on the red velvet bedblack roses covered her busthe hungrily stared down at heran uncontrollable lusthe ran his hand across her bodycaressing every curve, every parthe pressed his body against hersquietly he listened to the increased beating of her hearthe ran his fingers threw her raven hairstared deeply into her eyesechoing threw the room were her satisfied crieshe stared down at her soft white throatand slowly pressed his mouth against ithe eagerly began to drinkexcitedly she bit his wristblood covered their body'sas they slowly moved togetherfilling each others thirstevery minute getting bettertogether they layenter-twined as onelost in eternal lusta vamparic love...

How To Give A Woman "felatio"
First of all let me provide a scene for this little intimate conversation.... (above) their now first of all if you a man reading this hey atleast your attempting to find the right combination to keep your lady friend satisfied.

Constant Bad Day
Hey everybody, If you all think that you have had a bad day, then after you read this blog then you might think differently. Lately i have been looking for a job, but havent been able to find one. I keep filling in applications and checking in about them but it seems like no one wants to hire me. I live alone with no income whatsoever. i am lucky when friends and family give me food. i also get a food basket once a month from a local church but it doesnt come until almost the end of the month. right now i am running really low on food and i have no money. lately i have been collecting cans to make a little bit of money. right now i have no minutes on my cell phone. i have no power at home. i have to gas to cook anything on the stove. i go to bed early cuz i get bored and am lonely. i also have no running water. i go to my sisters to take a shower. i get my drinking water from the local park. I also have 2 kids but luckily they live with their mother because i cant afford to take care

Love, Love, Love
If love were a star; I'd wish it to ..................f ..................a ..................l ..................l ..........through me, and I would embrace it with the softness of petals But love, has not a solitary form and does not always twinkle in the dark, too many nights I've known this much how the ink of desire drapes its insomnia; like a velveteen cloak, an intimate coupling between me and my pen think of all the love I must've missed

Between Two Hearts
Wishing things were different Another place another time Souls connected across oceans Two hearts forever entwined Tears would have smiled brightly Leaving covetous pain behind Life appreciate it's worthiness When only love fills our minds Spirits flying through the night Traveling hot desert sands Sending all my love to you Hold it gently in your hands Sky would crack just to bless This love that we hold inside Heart would travel distances Undoing tears that we have cried

Best Of Me-lost Love
Woke Up From The Sound Of Pouring Rain Smell Of Wet Sand Reminded Me Your Skin Cool Breeze Raised My Burning Desires And Once Again I Fought With My Will Within Slept Again With The Sound Of My Tears As My Lullaby Same Stained Pillows Embracing My Swollen Eyes Nothing Has Changed, Another Year Has Just Passed By And I Wonder If You Could Ever Hear My Dying Cries Cool Breeze Wash My Tears Away When I Walk Down Your Street Again Time Stands Still When I Look At Your Door And My Heart Cry Out Your Name In Pain There's A Long Way To Go Before I Reach The End And I'll Keep Walking Even If Forever I Stay Alone I Am Not A Weak Man To Follow Any Suicidal Trend But I Have Been Too Much Hurt Since You Have Gone Weird Feelings Passes Me By So Frequently Now Sometimes I Wish My Heart Had A Bone This Life Has Just Turned Upside Down Somehow Since My Heart Became A Rolling Stone Ruptured From Your Love That Now Stink I Had So Much To Tell You On Your Face Realities Be

If For One Night
Dreams after dreams, all my life tried chasing each one of them as an excuse to stay alive ambition after ambition, all my life couldn't get close to anyone of them but they became my reason to survive in this life which was so full of chaos you came tearing all clouds apart and made me forget who i really was so much love all over me your heart surrounding my heart now so different life seems to be with this new faith inside me i look above to the creator and pray to not make this present a memory just one more wish if he could hear if i could stay one night with you and watch you sleep my dear if i could keep my palm under your head caress you hair all night long and make you sleep on my dream bed wishes after wishes, all my life hoping to make few come true my life has never been same since i have met you

Her Biggest Lie
My biggest lie was not being truthful to the one I love ..... I lied about who I was but more so to me than anyone I hide behind a mask that wasnt even mine ..... The worst part of it all is I hurt someone who means a great deal to me in many ways ..... He cant hate me anymore than I hate myself because its not who I am .... My feelings were true all the talks werent lies Ive been beatin Ive been raped but Id take any form of punishment than this .... I thought I have felt the worse but GOD I was wrong this is killing me ..... All my life I have waited for someone truly like him the heart of someone who might actually care The heart of someone who could love me and not tear me down the kind of person who could bring me what I needed most LOVE ..... Some know and have forgivin me and in them I found more than I thought possible .... GOd please help me ..... Im begging for his forgiveness through my tears for they seem

Bad Day!
Today had to be one of the worst days ive had in a long time! i never do one of these blog things! but it was tough! i gave up my company today that hurt i have beed doing it for a little over a year and i had to give it up today! then i got stiffed for dinner was supposed to go to dinner w/ some women from work and relax and here i sit a gain in my Semi all alone. Story of my life!

Brain Spill
BLOG, stands for Web Log, and we abbrviate BLOG. My first one. What shoudl I say, hell I don't know. Do people really care what otehr people think? What there experiences are, how they feel, who they are?

Talledega
Okay, here's my take on the race at 'Dega...Keselowski is behind Edward's coming to the line...fakes high then dives low...Carl goes to block high...see's the fake and tries to cut off the low pass...Brad can do three things...1. Go below the yellow line and hope NASCAR rules he was forced down there.

Conspiracy Theory?
Many years ago, well more than 60 years ago, my fraternal grandmother immigrated to the United States, southeast Louisiana specifically. She was looking for a new life, the American dream, for herself and her kids. She immigrated from a bad marriage in Mexico. It’s my understanding that the borders back then were more open.

~ My Reading's From Roxy ~
Read from top to bottom Andi Strickler: Cool. Im glad you liked it. So just the general things or anything specific you wanna know about? juju: Love, friendship ... Family Andi Strickler: you got it. we doing a 10 card i assume? juju: yea they seem to be more on point then a 4 card one ... at least fo rmee Andi Strickler: the 10 card ones are deff to the point and more informitive juju: i liked it lots !! Andi Strickler: ooooooook...You member how it works right? You close your eyes and throw in everything dealing with love friendship and family... Andi Strickler: tell me when to stop.. juju: yes i do juju: ok stop Andi Strickler: want the deck cut? juju: the same as last time juju: yea Andi Strickler: did you have me cut it in 3's I dont member Andi Strickler: someone had me cut it in 3's Andi Strickler: lol juju: yea do 3 Andi Strickler: ok juju: ok Andi Strickler: ooook...lest start... juju: all rite And

Dear Alchohol
Dear Alcohol,First & foremost, let me tell you that I’m a huge fan of yours. As my friend,you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-workcocktail, a beer at the game, and you’re even around at the holidays,hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we’re stuck in the midstof endless family gatherings. However, lately I’ve been wondering aboutyour intentions. While I want to believe that you have my bestinterests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwiseconsequences:1. Phone calls: While I agree with you thatcommunication is important, I question the suggestion that anyconversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2am. Why wouldyou make me call those ex-boyfriends or potentials when I know for a fact they don’t want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2.Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest thatI eat a frozen burrito, along with leftover spaghetti and s

Hatred
Why....................... why.................... why.................... because i'm tired of this damn planet and the humans that inhabit it..... maybe i'm just saying that or maybe i mean it...... take a guess and then flip a coin to see if your right. How about i take you for a twisted journey into my sick past so strap in and enjoy the fuckin ride................ Anger, hatred, rage, sadness, sorrow, revenge, and death is what my life revolves around...... yeah i don't look it right? well guess what i am........ cut my rist maybe drink a lol crimson elixer of a new victim or maybe just put some one 6ft under...... yeah it's all very tempting. I've done it all from niddles to exticy. Rapped a couple women hell killed a few ppl even ran a nife into my best friend how ever dispite this i will say this if you've read this and think that this is true you've just been mind fucked! lol

Irritation
This is the mumm I posted the other night. Since then I've found that he not only blocked me on yahoo but unfriended and blocked me on both here and myspace. So I'm irritated.I was having a conversation with this guy last night that I have been talking to for quite a while on here and yahoo messenger. Our schedules never seem to work out so we can get together.Anyways... He was giving me shit over the fact that I don't have a web cam. I told him that a few people recently keep telling me I need a cam. I thought it was kinda funny.He starts going off about how he dosn't want to know what OTHER PEOPLE want. (he did put it in all caps) He then stormed off the chat. Tonight I found out that he has since taken me off his friends and I'm pretty sure he's blocking me on yahoo.He's not my boyfriend, does he have any reason to be so but hurt over me making this comment?

The Dead
WOOT!!!!!!!!! The Dead Rise at the Spectrum on May 1 and 2 Four of the original members of the Grateful Dead are reuniting as The Dead to perform in one of their favorite venues, the legendary Wachovia Spectrum, on Friday, May 1 and Saturday, May 2. The Spectrum is the ONLY venue in which the Grateful Dead have performed in the 60s, 70s, 80s and 90s. Now the historic arena, known as America’s Showplace, is slated for demolition in the fall of 2009. How appropriate the band which holds the record for the most shows ever in the Spectrum will have the chance to visit the Spectrum for two more shows before they “tear this whole building down (from their song “Samson and Delilah”).” While the Grateful Dead haven’t performed at the Spectrum since March 17-19, 1995, the Dead did play at the Spectrum in November 23-24, 2002. The Grateful Dead first performed at the Spectrum on December 6, 1968, as part of the Quaker City Rock Festival along side Steppenwolf and Iron But

Outrage Over Arlen Specter
I hope Arlen Specter's party change outrages you. It should for two reasons: First--Specter claimed it was philosophical--and pointed his finger of blame at Republicans all over America for his defection to the Democrats. He told us all to go jump in the lake today. I'm sorry, but I don't believe a word he said. Arlen Specter committed a purely political and self-serving act today. He simply believes he has a better chance of saving his political hide and his job as a Democrat. He loves the title of Senator more than he loves the party--and the principles--that elected him and nurtured him. Second--and more importantly--Arlen Specter handed Barack Obama and his band of radical leftists nearly absolute power in the United States Senate. In leaving the Republican Party--and joining the Democrats--he absolutely undercut Republicans' efforts to slow down Obama's radical agenda through the threat of filibuster. Facing defeat in Pennsylvania's 2010 Republican primary due to his left-win

Guys Take Note./ Women Laugh And Aggree !
The top 40 ways men fail in bed... take notes, all you Casanovas! 1. NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3. NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4. SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for

The Forgotten One
The girl walks alone Only loneliness this world has shone Every night she silently cries As her emotions she tries to hide A remnant of someone real Is all she feels Shes no longer even remembered in this place By her fear every night she was chased She used to be But no longer can you see For she is long dead And this is what upon her tombstone was read "Hear lies the fallen girl Unknown to this entire world Left to die alone Now the earth in loneliness she roams."

Starry Night
They sat in the grasslooking up at the night skyfive minutes later they were holding handsand looking into each other's eyesshe looked down at the grassbut he tilted her chin upthere were butterflies in her stomachand at that moment, she knew she was in lovehe kissed her ever so gentlyas if afraid she might breakhe was the one who saved herand together they helped each other escapehe was amazing to herand didn't seem to have any flawsin a room full of peoplehe was the only one that she sawshe sat wrapped in his armshearing his steady heartbeathe was her one and onlywho had swept her off her feethe loves her tooshe's his angel from up abovehe would do anythingfor his one true lovehe knew he was in loveby the way he felthow every time she came aroundhis heart would just start to melthe snapped back into realityand looked back down at the girlshe was adorable to himand to him she meant the worldwithout her would be likepiglett without poohif he lost his beautiful angelhe would not know wh

I Heart You.
Suicidal yes a sad word but right now a light I might fall to that temptation and kill myself tonight but if i do always remember I heart you you are the one for me even if I'm not yours I will love you till the day i die I heart you always now and to the end my heart wont mend till I'm with you because that's how much I heart you

Every Failure's As Sweet As The Last
With starving appetites for arguments, You remind me of a secret I was never meant to tell. Life is just a trial, and we're waiting for the verdict, Guilty as charged, for loving you too much. Sentenced to losing it all. Your memories leave me gasping for breath I've long lost, Drowning in flames, Burning in water, Dying with a perfect smile on my face as you watch, Your biggest triumph, withering in front of you. Everybody's waiting for that something to hold onto, For something worth keeping. I'm tripping over all the promises into a self dug grave, I spiral down, just to find you. Every failure's as sweet as the last. I never knew you were a Saint, What a shameful fall from Grace, I'll catch you if you let me, I'll give you everything if you promise me tomorrow. You can smile smugly at me, Mockingly motion me forward Enjoying my weakness of heart, for following. But one day boy, you'll be locked up tight, In a heart shaped grave, I promise never to

Blood On The Moon
Blood on the moon and on your hands, Trouble on its way tonight, A party, a kiss, a broken dream, What a lovely, lonely night. Lovers intertwined, a sickening view, The calm before the storm breaks, My hands trace me swollen lips, And then my whole body shakes. I walk with my shadow, hand in hand I feel the darkness ease my pain, I hear echoes of your laughter, How quickly love makes you insane. Are you watching this moon too? As she lies on your bed? Funny how when you close your eyes, It's me you see instead. Friendships shouldn't be broken, Love should last above all, But what if the one that trips you, Only watches you fall? I walk alone amongst lovers, A freak amongst the rest, Am I damaged enough for you now? Did I pass the test? When you finally miss me, I hope you've memorized my face, It's your turn to reach out to me, And feel only empty space. Blood on the moon and on your hands, Trouble on its way tonight, I sit alone, small, tain

Gods Plan
PERFECTION IS A BITCH....BABYGIRL I UNDERSTAND.... IT'S GOTTA BE KINDA HARD TO BE YOU.... BEING THE BIGGEST PART OF GODS PLAN..... BUT HOW DO YOU MAINTAIN THAT ORBIT THAT THE WORLD SITS UPON......? IT HAS TO BE DIFFICULT....... TO BE THE ONLY

About Me
I am 5'3" I weigh 199 for now i will lose weight i have colored for now........I am alright till u piss me off like if u beat or cheat on them or talk bad about any body in my family i would have to kick ur ass so like i said dont piss me off other than that we will be fine to get along with

Fubar Leveling Up
Hello all I recently lfigured out how to level up really fast. I started my page yesterday and Im already a 10. I rated all those people with auto 11's on. I havent run out of photo rates and level up extremly fast.

Backstabbing Shadow Leveler
ALRIGHT PEOPLE I AM NOT GOING TO DRES THIS ONE UP LIKE NORMAL. HELL THIS IS ONE PERSON THAT DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE GLAMOURISED. AS YOU WILL SEE SHE APPROACHED ME TO HELP HER SET HER LOUNGE UP. I DID NOT ASK TO BE A PART OF IT. YOU WILL SEE I HAVE BLANKED HER SURNAME OUT SO SHE CAN NOT ACCUSE ME OF HANDING OUT ANYTHING PERSONAL. THEN ONCE I HAD BUILT THE SAID LOUNGE (SWEET JEALOUSY) SHE PROCEEDS TO BAN ME AND ALL MY REAL LIFE FAMILY AND STAFF ARE EJECTED AS YOU CAN SEE IN THE FOLLOWING SCREEN SHOTS. SO I FEEL THAT EVERYBODY SHOULD BE AWARE OF THIS BACKSTBBING AND GIVE HER A WIDE BERTH. I DO NOT WANT HER TO BE ABLE TO USE ANYBODY ELSE LIKE THIS. OH AND THE REASON THERE IS NO BACKGROUND IS I DELETED IT FROM MY PHOTOBUCKET HELL SHE IS NOT HAVING MY PICS IN THERE AFTER THIS. HERE SHE IS FOLKS STAY CLEAR OF HER AND HER USING WAYS DON’T GET SUCKED IN LIKE I WAS Tr墥

Unsent Letters
You were an indiscretion. It's a mistake I'd rather not repeat, though I know I probably will. I won't apologize, at least not to you. You got exactly what you asked for, though it may not have been what you wanted. That's how this works, i don't know why you can't see that.

Good Bye For Now To All My Friends
To all my friends i am losing my internet for a while but i will be back as soon as i can get my internet cut back on so to all my friends get drunk have fun and play a lot on fubar for me see you all when i do get to make it back take care friends

Best Friends
Some times in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding But theres also a chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better then you know yourself is the same who's been standing beside you all along.

If We Had Sex
The answers were so FUN Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you!Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT!1. Would you be in control?2. Would you pull my hair?3. Would you whisper in my ear?4. Would you talk dirty to me?5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?6. Would you say my name?7. Would you go down on me?8. Would you let me give you a hickie?9. How many rounds would we go?10. What would you wanna do afterwards?11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?12. Would you lick and bite me all over?13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?14. Would you want me to take my time?15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?16. Would you want fast or slow?17. Where would you wanna "do it"?18. Would you be loud or quiet?19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?20. What position would we do it in?21. Do you like me?22. Would you call me the next day?23. Would you scratch me?

Make Sum Money
hey wats good could u do me a favor a register to my search engine i just made just type this in www.invite5.com/99543HS i just want people to look out it only takes a few seconds honestly and when your done can u copy this message and send it 2 ya friends please This is not a spam message it is really me Melvin aka Yung Fresh aka Mj lol help me out

Use Your Words
My father recently got a facebook account, so i've had to sensor myself on there. Yesterday, however, something happened that made me extremely angry. So I reset my status. My status was something along the lines of an asshole needs to go fuck himself and die or something like that. The point is, I cursed or cussed or how ever you want to say it. I was chastised by him for saying the words fuck and ass....I'm almost 21, I don't live at home, and I am an adult. I think my time has come to where I can say whatever the hell I want. Now, the reason I write this blog is cause I want to know why some words ("curse words") are bad, when words that mean the exact same thing are not. Since I can't say the word Fuck, then shouldn't the words Sex, Intercourse, and Making Love also be outlawed. How about the word Shit, well then the words Poop and Crap should be forbidden as well. How about Ass, well there goes the word butt. And the word Piss is just like Pee. I'm not saying that 8 year old

For My Sweet Friend Tracie, My Moon Angel
My heart goes out to my dearest friend, Tracie, who lost her mother today to a battle with cancer. This fight has been so hard for her, and I pray that perhaps now she will be granted much strength and support, like that which she has always shown to me in my hard times. She is the first friend I made here on lost cherry, and we remain the best of friends always. Please keep her and her family in your thoughts and prayers for me. Sincerely, Deb

It's 1 am... 4 quarters and a heartache later.. I called to say hello... Im sure I shouldve called befor... to say I miss you... But what I really needed was to hear it from you ... For the first time I can remember without saying you told me how you felt .. That you beleive in love an d truth and honest...

About Me
Hi Everyone, I wish I could tell you all that I came here to enjoy the site like everyone else. I'm going to, when time allows, however, I work online, so my time is limited... And I really don't want to have sensless conversation's here with all you FUBARS, but I do want to meet those that like good rock-n-roll and like to have fun without all the insane drama. I do play and teach guitar, and have a good band that enjoys entertaining those of you who like to get FUBARED

Dont Wanna
When we talk its like every night we shoutand the things you say....its all i ever cry aboutall your questions that run through your headlike if you love me? and if you really cared? shall i go aheadi tell you that i loved you with all my hearti loved you now and i loved you from the starti don't know how to help you Ive showed everything i felti have given you everything there is..my best card Ive dealtand now that you don't know anymorehow do you think i am to deal with my heart you toreyou tore it into pieces that night you shared this with mei was blinded by your words Ur true feelings i couldn'tseei don't want to let you go.....i never wanted to you knowbut now that your hurting also i should let you gobut just remember I'm doing this for youif i had to choose we would be together until "i do"and even though thats out of the picture nowand as we are going our separate waysjust know that my love will always be yours through all my daysand that even though you broke my hearti will l

You Were All I've Got
Hurt me,break me..it doesn't matter anywayno..don't say a word,just turn around and walk awayi don't need you,i can do it on my ownno..i don't want you,I'd rather be alonego away,oh..please just don't come back againit's just a matter of time,I'll get used to the painyou're sorry..really,please keep it insideI'm learning now to live,without you by my sideI'm trying real hard,i know you're no longer mine"am i okay?"..yeah,everything is finei just lost you,the one thing I'm living forso what?you just so simply walked out the dooryou're not coming back..yeah,i know you won't"i don't have to cry"..you see babe,i don'twhat's wrong with me?"..no,I'm all okaynot a big deal,I've just had my heart broken today"you will stay away to comfort me",thanks it really helps me"you don't wanna see me sad",I'm smiling..can't you seeif this faking will help you,i shall make you happy before i goi will keep all the suffering to myself,i promise i won't let it showyou ask me"do i forgive you?" i reply"why s

May Is Gonna Be A Bad Month ,
I hope everyone will bare with me for a while , May is a bad month for me and my husband..This would have been the month i was supposed to have my baby, My only baby that we have been trying for 10 yrs... And i lost him this past dec at 5 months along...I had him crematied and so he sits here in my room on a shelf.. We have been thinking bout haveing him buried so i know he is safe.

Bitch Made
I jus cant stand bitch made ass niggas these niggas are the ones that seem all good to ur face but behind doors they are the one stabbing you in the back talkin shit str8 disrespcting. After a while u realize that

The Reason I Draw And Paint
The reason I draw and paint is that in my late teens I met a woman by the name of Carmin, whom inspired me on so many levels it's difficult to describe. From my understanding both Carmin and my mother Sharon both grew up in the same neighborhood as children, and were best friends most of high school. One day Carmin started smoking marijuana. Supposedly a lot of students were doing it at the time although my mother never did. Everything seemed to be going fine both of their grade averages were high as usual. Then one Friday night my mother borrowed the family car and they went to a nearby drive-in theater to see the movie Jaws 3-D. Apparently after a large soda and presumably some popcorn Carmin and my mother made their way over to the washrooms. On their way back to the car a tall man in a gray trench coat and long brimmed stetson hat fifty years out of style asked them if they wanted to buy some magic beans. Normally they would ignore a complete stranger however Carmin giggled, &ldquo

Fiction Or Fantasy
Fu-land is an amzing place at times. Then there are the times it bites you in the bum. I have a friend a very special friend he is a real face to face friend. I get to hug him and hold his hand I tell him my worries. In return he gets to hug me hold my hand and we comfort each other. For days an online friend of his keeps coming to me asking personal questions. I answer tentatively and do not feed her curiosity. tonight I get a message from her telling me she is his girlfriend and lover for the past two years. We live cleear across the country he and I in one city she as far away as possible. I tried to explain to her that prostituting yourself on cam is not being a lover and chatting online is not being a girlfriend.... But then i still feel as if even though he is my real life friend somehow I have been cheated and misled... I do not feel jealous or angry just confused at how never meeting someone you can tell a real life friend to stay away from your MAN. How can she live with anoth

Lost An Lookin For Reason
I thought I was on a path that was clear only to find that im in a strange place and not knowing whats going on anymore.Thoughts of how did i get here and what will become of what i thought was myself.Lookin for the outside in wonderin where to begin findin a bitter sweet truth that nothing is what it seems.In the light of indiffrence

Poems
Never look back. Never turn back. There's nothing left for the forgotten one. For the one I love. The one I've always tried to save but only ended up hurting. I've pushed you away with no reason for you to return. I now only have one purpose in life, Not to help but to hide. Hide from the world I once knew. Then I will have helped you. I live life alone hoping that one day you'll forgive me and my wrongs done to you. Maybe then my soul will be set free. Free to go to the happy place I once knew. A place when I was with you. Until then you'll remain in my heart. Forever and always.

Mrs Dmfp
I'm new here so yeah I'm tryin stuff out. I think I like this place. I might have to stick around. If you want me to stick around send me a message, or a friends request or something and holla atcha girl and let me know. I might actually use this thing to let people know what's goin on with me too lol... Muah have a great day!

Hugh's Funeral
All week Hugh has been telling me how he is dieing of the Swine Flu, I shed many tears this week knowing that a dear friend would shortly perish. Today he tells me hes feeling better, this comes as a disappointment since Ive picked out the dress. I even had my whole Mystery woman outfit picked out. I was going to wear Jacki O sunglasses a big wide brim hat and red lipstick with a black slinky dress and high heals. I had the whole placing a single red rose on his casket and sighing planned out. Hes taken all this away from me, so my choices were limited, hence why I picked out a few people to help me Kill HIM.... I WILL NOT LOOSE MY CHANCE TO PLAY THE MYSTERY WOMAN....

Advice For Friends And People Who Need And Want It
To all my friends who have been through hell and back. Keep in mind the more your relationship is full of respect and love and open communication you will be very happy. If it is not then find a way to come to equal ground or just walk away from each other. It is not worth the pain and effort of running back to each other.

Have You Ever..
Have you ever felt out of your own body...as though your watching in....seeing all ur movements...you dont know where to begin....you see yourself cry...as you fall to your knees....you see in your eyes you want to die....but your praying to god please...have you ever felt not yourself...as though you were someone else....looking in the mirror...you see a stranger...it is our fear...that puts us in danger...have you ever felt like your not even real...as though your in a movie...and all you feel is fake....you go by the lines...never worrying whats at stake...have you ever wondered why this poem makes sense...because like you...ive felt this way too...we lose thought of ourselves...and dont know what to do...we run...and find a different path...one that will make us something else...one more question...just from thought...have you ever wanted to just know who you are...without it being sought...that is something...we must feel alone...for we are only people...one is not the same...so w

Not What I Wanted
I want to cry,My life has spun around,My dropping tears,Are the only sound.Killing me in my dreams awake,My life is at stake.To crawl in a corner,And shut myself out,Lately my life,Has been filled with doubt.Ignoring my thoughts,And regretting my past,I hide under the covers,How much longer will this hurt last?Swimming in fears,Forever forgotten,I hate myself,This is not what I wanted.

Truth
I Know what you want me to say,To make the truth go away,But I won't lie,It's just not in me,That letter I wrote,Was meant for you to see.It's not what you want to hear,But I'm being pure,Read it and leave,If it's what you want.I'll be here if you need me,I'll give you my eyes to see,My breathe to breathe,My love if you need.......I know what you want me to say,But honestly,The truth, will NEVER go away.

Scars Of My Imagination
Hidden underneath my scars,This was always the hardest part,To bleed my true identity,I don't understand what life has done to me.Breathing from the inside out,I close my eyes,My tears slowly shout.A broken bruise,In a fallen heart,I don't know who I am,I didn't from the start.You say you know me,But you really don't,You see the Hurt,That once had shadowed me.I lie to you,Because you lie to me,When you say Im beautiful,The inevitable truth is seen.I cover my pain,I smile through tears,This is me faking,I've done it all these years.You will never know,What I truly feel,You will never see,Who I really am,Because not even I,Know that person.Other than the scars I have left,And the pain I seem to leave,You are nothing but an infigment of my imagination.You are the Scars of my Imagination. So what good am I to anyone ... really? I love with more only to lose it all!!

Life
hey everyone my life as of right now is ok my daughter is 13 months she will be 14 months on the 3rd. The father of my kid and i arent toghter anymore but tryen to start over as friends and all that other shit.

Take A Moment
SLOW DANCEHave you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short. The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred chores Running through your head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi'You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fun of getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slowerHear the musicBefore the song is

Shattered
As I sit here fighting back tears, I really don't know what to say, but know I need to somehow get all these emotions out of me before I break down. My one hope for the possibility that love really does exist AND can last has just been shattered. I feel like I've been kicked in the gut. I'm crying now...crying for their loss; crying for my loss. Crying for the pain of today and for the pain to come tomorrow.And the children...sigh...those perfect little angels. What is going to happen to them? Are they going to witness the pain of today and tomorrow? It's bound to happen; it always does. It would shatter me to the very depth of my soul, if their sweet little smiles went away. Poor things; will they understand? I don't even understand. How will I explain it? Do I explain it? No...it's not for me to do that; I will just be there for them like I always have been.My tears are coming in gasping waves now. I cant control it anymore. Just imagining the long road ahead and the possibility that

Forgetting Is The Hardest Part.
It doesn't matter if your heart breaks They don't even know you're there, It doesn't matter if you're shattered, Or If you've forgotten to care. Because the lies all crash down on you now, you can't act like you're happy anymore, You're hurt beyond repair tonight Just leave, walk out that door. The pain it's all too much to take, Try to run away from yourself, You say that goal is too unreachable, But impossible is what you do so well. Drown everything you used to be, What used to shine out of your eyes, Let this hurt over come it. and finally let down your disguise.

Momma's Song
My mother passed away 3 years ago, April 28th. When my brother told me she didn't have long, I started writing this song for her. I couldn't make it past the first verse until Mother's Day the following month. The words started flowing as if she were sitting there with me whispering what to write. The page was soaked when I was done, but I managed to finish it. I've seldom shared it with anyone, as it is quite personal. I would appreciate any feedback.

God Mistake
u come down here to help but u keep messing up all the time .he tear your wings and say u on your own ,wft u donot want to be here with all the hate ,killing. so u sin all though years u know its wrong ,when u come down thats all we do so god mistake to put u here.

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Fuckin Assholes
isn't nice how ppl want u to do things for them but when u need somethin they ain't got time for u! i am so tired of all the bullshit! i don't want anyone to ever do anything for me again!! i am so over EVERYTHING!!!

Back...sorta
so umm i'm back sorta.. got my own apartment...going to art school, work, and dating..so i'm doing great..staying busy and living my great life..partyin of course..lol but i'm back sorta...gonna check my shit and stuff on here...post pics..well if i ever level or get a vip..still dont wanna buy one..lol cheap..well now i got bills of my own..so not spending money on here..yea a no brainer...lol

Evening At A Funeral Service......
Well most people who go to a Funeral Service are quiet and respectful.... but nooooo.. not my best friend Sandi.... I was walking in behind her into the Chapel..there was an older gentlemen holding the

Tell Me What Is Wrong With This
ok as it went from my mumm my wife finally left me and for an update it wasn't just because of ssi it was for another guy so of my friends asked me why you put up with it? i told them i had no idea, yes call me dumb or stupid but i thought i could fight to keep thid marriage going on. but i had failed but thinking of what my friends say they were right friends on fubar and in real life. i give thanks to all that were there for me and yes you know who you are \,,/ \,,/ and i will still be on here chatting on my life lives on stronger than ever thanks to you guys and god himself i tip my hat twords to you guys... other than that ROCK ON FUBAR!!!

Im Yours (song By The Script)
You've touched these tired eyes of mine And mapped my face line by line And some how growing old feels fine I listen close for I'm not smart You wrap your thoughts and works of art And there hanging on the walls of my heart. I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words as such And though I may not look like much I'm yours. And though my edge is maybe rough I never feel I'm quite enough And it may not seem like very much But I'm yours. You healed these scars over time And braced my soul, you loved my mind Your the only angel in my life The day the news came, my best friend died My knees went weak, and you saw me cry Say I'm still the soldier in your eyes. I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words as such And though I may not look like much I'm yours. And though my edge is maybe rough I never feel I'm quite enough And it may not seem like very much But I'm yours. I may not have the softest touch I may not say the words a

~i Will Be There~
As I travel the milky way to your heart, my eyes glisten at the thought of your touch; and like a sugar rush, that pumps through my veins, my heart screams, I love you so much. Standing in your arms, makes me whole and cleanses me when I'm cold. Together I hope to grow old, and I know as long as I am with you, I will never fold. Through thick and thin, through this sweetened sin, I couldn't think of a better place for me to be in, because baby,I will be there. I will be there when you want to cry, when you want to die. I will be there when no one else cares, and when you need a friendly stare. I will be there,my Heart. I will be there, to care, and to make the rare so full of those angelic stares that take your breath away. As my heart rides the tide to your soul, my breathing gets caught up in the freshness of your beauty. This beauty is unmatchable, and there is no one like you on this earth. Lets spread our wings and fly, stealing time for

Wtf Is Love
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO START OR HOW TO BEGIN, BESIDES SAYIN' IM TO THE POINT WHERE I JUST WANNA GIVE UP AND GIVE IN AND DISAPPEAR FROM THIS LIFE... YOU OPEN UP YOUR HEART TO SOMEONE AND JUST TO HAVE THAT PERSON TAKE IT AWAY FROM YOU..TELLIN' YOU THAT THEY DON'T WANT THIS AND THEY DON'T WANT THAT... THEY WANT THIS AND THEY WANT THAT.. BUT YET YOU DO WHAT THEY WANT AND NOT WHAT THEY DON'T WANT AND THEN THEY GET PISSED AT YOU AND BLOW YOU OFF AND TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT, WALK ALL OVER YOU.. IT'S LIKE YOU CAN'T WIN, ALL YOU CAN DO IS LOSE... SO MY QUESTION I GUESS IS WHAT IN THE WORLD IS LOVE? THEY TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU AND TREAT U LIKE SHIT! IS THAT LOVE? THEY TELL YOU THAT U ARE THE ONE, THEN LEAVE YOU HANGING!!!

What Is Cool?
Cool is almost like God everybody wants to be down with it not knowing how it came about, what it does or just its creation. Cool is imaginary look at the rap artist in the music industry, 2PAC for instance he often referred to himself as Machiavelli, Biggie or the “Notorious B-I-G” used the term, “I’m the Don”, the mob boss in other terms.

Thief Among Us Here
Liz325 was my payee for my social security disability payments. On 4/8/09 she stole all of my deposit and in turn I lost my apartment and all utilities. I went to the SSI office here and received a bank statement from the SSI office showing the deposit made that morning, by 2 pm that same day she withdrew all money and sent a short txt msg stating f--- you, I'm done. Now she has felony charges from SSI, APS, and the State of Tx for grand larceny, fraud against SSI, and exploitation of a disabled person by illegally withdrawing and using my disability money. Do you want a person like that on this fubar site? She will not be free much longer, the DA estimates about one week before she is formally charged and arrested.. The time she is facing is from 2-5 yrs. I thought you should know what kind of a person you have on your site. Thanx for your attention to this matter..

Walmart Job
So after landing my new job as a Wal-Mart greeter, A good find for many retirees, I lasted less than a day...... About two hours into my first day on the job a very loud, Unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into the store with her two kids, Yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. As I had been instructed, I said pleasantly, 'Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they ain't twins. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?' So I replied, 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am, I just couldn't believe someone slept with you twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.' My supervisor said I probably wasn't cut out for this line of work.

Something Stupid
Written March 3, 2009 Sittin in da closet. let my tears fall. I told myself i wouldnt get hurt again. I did sumthing stupid dis morning. my ex couldnt b straight fwd wit me. so i found out da hard way dat she wit sum1 else. it had me broke dwn n cryin all morning. tried 2 call but da bitch just ignored me. so i took da blade 2 my wrist. n if it wasnt 4 my mommy callin me n demandin i go 2 da hospital. I wouldnt b here. now i gotta see a pyscologist. n get da rite medication i need. damn im such a fuckin fool 2 believe dat u was gonna b wit me.

New Results
K again TY for everything, the words, the prayers, the bully's the comments, words fail me .. besides im crap at words :) i went back to Lawton Cancer care centre it seems im jus falling aprt .. biopsy i have to wait for .. they want to start an 8 week treatment of IV solution similar to iron .. my levels are below 3.. should be 9-12. my iron saturation is only 20 percent. so he took more blood to run some more tests get those results when i go back next week. so for now its a trip to cancer care centre for iv treatments he gave me some good ass pain pills and some sleeping pills . unfortunatly there isnt a pill to grow my hair back LOL ..Hell bloody hell Justins hair is longer than mine .. N e wayz Thankyou all so very much i really do mean that Sarah

The Paradox
The paradox of our time in history, is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers. Wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families. More conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense. More knowledge, but less judgment. More experts, yet more problems. More medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little,drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We learned how to make a living, but not life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not b

No Strings
This Blog is about No strings attached FUN. Not just sex but hanging with friends and not having to answer for it after the fact. I have checked out some of the online sites that promise you they have what your looking for , thier full of it. Spouses say go on and go have fun with your friends but what happens when you get home, you catch hell. Don't beleive me,call the spouse from work ,ask to go out for a few and spend a couple of

Ddl
Hi Everyone :D I just want to let ya'll in on a few things that are going on in the DDL We have had the DDL Radio in the lounge for awhile now.... we have 4 DJ's who are working the station right now Henoth (newest DJ ) WickedPagon (Station Manager) SexiDani (Assistant Manager) DarkLady

Mine!!!
sittin' @ home,, with a thousand n' one thoughts racin' thru my mind.. i mean everything is runnin' around up there... y the chick @ Tim Hortons,, always gets my order wrong,, idk about u all,,, but when i say supreme.. i would think that.. that word alone would stand out allllll by itself in the order.. lol... y that one car backed outta his driveway... then when out on the street he stops n' just sat there.. in the middle of the road.. what was he doin'?? have to go to the store n' get something 4 supper... but what am i gonna buy?? y is my pic crooked on the wall... should i fix it... lol i mean really can anymore crap just wonderin' up there... well off i go..

Tired Of Little Girls Trying To Be Women
why do ppl have to think they have to play games it gives nice guys like me bad rep that pisses me off that little boys cant get there head out of there ass so if any real women lookin 4 a real man let me know lataz 4 now

You
As the sun glows with a pretty sunset, I think of the wonderful girl I have net, as stars shine with a heavenly light, thoughts of her touch have me higher than a kite, As day after day come to an end, I find comfort in knowing she is more than a best friend, as she looks at me in that caring way, There's no need to speak- her actions, they say, As she fills every room with care, you are more than a friend, your the meaning of love, and for you, I will always be there.

A Promise Of Forever
Will You stay by my side, through everything? The good and the bad, whatever life may bring? Will You wipe away, all the sadness and tears? Help me through all, my anxieties and fears? Will You still be there, when things get tough? Picking me up, when I've had enough? Will You be the one, to never stop caring? To love me always, could You be that daring? Will You be the one, to never leave? So over You, I'll not have to grieve? Will You be the one, to not break my heart? Forever and ever, 'til death do us part? Will You be the one, to not cause me pain? To not break my heart, again and again? Will You be the one, to never cheat? even if sometimes, You feel beat? Will You be the one, to not raise a fist? Or put me down, with words that twist? Will You stay with me forever, for our whole lives through? Will You love me unconditionally, as I will You?

What We're Hiring For
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Nothingness
What is Love? I'll tell you what it is, it's something for fools. Fools think they are in love, they chase after it like once they have it thier life will mean something. They catch it and they are no better for having it. They hold it to tight and it slipes through their fingers like sand. Then washes away...If they are one of the lucy ones they will not hurt because of it but the mojority of US will. Yes I am one of those fools of which I speak...I was the child that lost the love from her father when he pasted.....the child whose Mother

Good Tyme Charlie's
The Man Law 1. Cheat until you get caught! Never be faithful! Its just not man like! 2. Drink until she looks good! 3. Two is always better than one! 4. Lie and do not under any circumstances admit to shit! If you get caught ^^^^^ MEN, THIS IS A LAW. YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE LAW. IF NOT, YOU ARE NOT A MAN!!! Have a nice day! :-) -Charlie

I Am Proud
I Am Proud! You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK....But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist.-You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?-You have the United Negro College Fund.-You have Martin Luther King Day.-You have Black History Month.-You have Cesar Chavez Day.-You have Yom Hashoah-You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi-You have Al Qaeda-You have the NAACP.-You have BET.-If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist.-If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist.-If we had white history month... we'd be racist.-If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist.-If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.-In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

Tormented
Ok this is a little new to me, as I now find myself single again with another man living in my home, but here I am. Not even sure why I'm here so any input would be appreciated. But if you are the same type of tramp I am still unfortunately married to, then don't bother. Right now I am bitter and on guard, but I am working on it. Is there solice of actual friendship in here, or is it all just more BS for those with nothing better to do? Help me out here. Oh by the way. the tramp in the picture behind me fell off, but quickly jumped on a steroid freak, so good

Life Or Something Like It
Okay, its been forever since I was on Fubar. I have 3 kids now. My daughter is 13, my oldest son is 4 and my youngest son is 6 months old. He was born on Halloween. I now work taking care of a paralized guy at night. The great thing about that is that I can take my baby with me. And I get plenty of time to do things like update my fubar! :) Scott and I are still engaged. Hoping to get married soon. Other than that..I am the same.

My Sick Day
It was a rather depressing day at the office so I decided to call in a sick day. My boss was not overly thrilled but he didnt object to my leaving early. What would a caring compassionate guy like me have to be depressed about? Well, it started three weeks back when Marsha and I got into a huge fight resulting in her telling me she was moving out of our apartment of a year. She said I wasn't satisfing her needs. What else could I do? I fingered that lovely clit until juicies ran. I would eat her out pushing my tounge deep into that wonderfully tight cove of love until she screamed. I always put her needs ahead of my own selfish satisfaction. Isn't that what love is? Well, I thought it was. I thought we were doing great as a couple. All our friends said we were good together and wondered what the hell went wrong when Marsha packed a bag and walked out of our life. I didn't look forward to walking into the apartment still full of Marsha's belongings. I thought her leaving it behind would

Pimpout From Ice
BooBooKitty AkA Shauny66 You Know You Wanna Come Fan , Rate , And Add This Awesome Person. Hey While You Are There , Show Her Some Luv with Some Blings or A Blast or Something...She Is Definately Worth It

Teens Aquitted In Beating Part 2
Friends and relatives of two teens accused in the beating death of a Mexican immigrant struggled to contain their relief as not-guilty verdicts were announced on the most serious charges against the former high school football stars Friday.Gasps filled the courtroom and some had to be restrained by sheriff's deputies as they tried to rush the defense table after Derrick Donchak, 19, and Brandon Piekarsky, 17, were acquitted of aggravated assault, reckless endangerment and ethnic intimidation for the death of Luis Ramirez.Piekarsky was also found not guilty of third-degree murder for the death of Ramirez, who died of blunt force injuries after an encounter with the teens last summer.However, the all-white jury of six men and six women from Schuylkill County jury found Piekarsky and Donchak guilty of simple assault.The case drew national attention to the small town of Shenandoah, Pennsylvania, highlighting race relations and polarizing the community on who was to blame for the incident.L

Threesomes "about Me" :)
Threesomes ShareNow, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.Three Names I go by1. Anissa2. Anissa Christine3. I don't have any nicknamesThree Jobs I have had in my life1. Pharmacy Tech2. Elementary School Teacher3. Psychological ResearcherThree Places I have lived1. Michigan (lived there for 34 years)2. Ohio (while I went to college at the University of Toledo)3. Texas (where I have lived for the last 3 years)Three TV Shows that I watch1. Americas Next Top Model2. Project Runway3. LMN moviesThree places I have been1. Toronto, Canada2. Las Vegas, NV3. Lake Tahoe, CA Three people that e-mail me regularly1. The people I work with2. My friend Rusty3. David Three of my favorite foods1. Chinese (Kung Pow Chicken)2. Veggies3. Homemade Pizza (the kind that's better for you)Three things

Love
I love him, I love him, I love him, and when he comes i'll follow, i'll follow, i'll follow, he'll always be my hero, my hero, my hero from now until forever, forever, forever.. i will follow him, follow him where ever he may go, there isn't an ocean too deep, a mountain to high i can't reach, he is my destiny.

Betrayed
I know that there are others out there that have experienced layoffs. I can only relate to my experience though. If anyone out there thinks that they work with or for friends, you may want to reconsider that thought. I loved my job. I will go ahead and get that out of the way. There were times that I would have rather been at work than be home. I had always dreamed of working in the type of environment I was in. I could laugh without feeling odd. I could talk to my co-workers. Hell, we even got along. I tried to help them out when the need arrised. I was consistently in the top 3 in terms of calls taken, tickets created, and tickets resolved. In fact, if you factor all three together, I was probably the top person on the Helpdesk. You would think that with all that, I would have been a sure thing to avoid getting laid-off. That wasn't the case though. It appears that there is other factors that goes into who gets the cut and who doesn't. I was laid off last month from my said job. N

Dangerous Curves
a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=2287381&friend=2287381" target=_blank>2287381http://b.pcb3.fubar.com/18/37/2287381/tn_4165646288.jpg">@ fubar Dangerous Curves 2009 Mission StatementIt is the main goal and focus of this group to bring together a group of friends, that can confide, lean on, and trust each other to be there for support, confidence, and guidance...Although there are other groups that claim to be all girl but headed by a male, our group is solely women and is based on your average woman's needs.We are coming together as mothers, full time employees, housewives, single, married, and by all means confident and sexy in individual ways.::Fore warning::We are a laid back group of girls. No one gets paid here lol So with that said we keep our rules, regulations, and demand of member's time to a minimum so that everyone can still have their fu-fun but also have sisters to turn to. The needs of every girl should be reflected by the group they represent. Sound like something yo

6 Sex Mistakes Men Make
Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. To help us with some sex tips, WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell us what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Taormino is a prolific author, lecturer, and video producer. Her latest project is the Expert Guide educational video series from Vivid Ed. Sex Mistake No.1: You Know What She Wants Men often make assumptions about what a woman wants based upon what they've done with other wo

Party Lounges
COME ONE COME ALL TO THE MOST HOPPING MUSIC AROUND COME AN JOIN THE FUN AT WICKED RADIO TUNES FOR THE HOTTES DJ MUSIC AROUND PLAYING LIVE MUSIC AN TAKEING ANY AN ALL REQUEST HIT USE UP AT WWW.WICKED-RADIO-TUNES.COM AN COME AN JION THE FUN AT "THE FRIZ CAVE" LOUNGE ON FUBAR FOR THE LIVE MUSIC FROM WICKED RADIO TUNES PLAYING LIVE IN THE FRIZ CAVE LOUNGE ON FUBAR

Because....master Says So......
He is the master and he is going to do everything he wants with the couple who experience hardships in their sexual life, he’s going to give it a new life and his cock is going to help him… Of course I knew what was going to happen but I also saw plenty of emotions on the faces of a young couple – embarrassment, excitement, even fear before the man they knew little about and who demanded to call him “Master”. However, people say I look like a reliable person who can be trusted. This time it worked as well. After a few phrases which didn’t mean much the tension went down a bit. This is Alex. He is just the same I’ve expected. He considers himself intelligent (because he graduated from Harvard) and sexually skillful (because he likes fucking). He obviously loves his wife but in the letter to me he calls her “a bit strained” and says she “isn’t sensual enough”. The situation seems familiar to me. Many women suffer

Sex
Your Sex Sign is... You're a 22nd century lover - without any rules or hangups. You're a typical 'trysexual'... well versed in the bedroom and curious about everything you haven't tried. You give everyone you run into the most exotic sex ever. Aquarius, you are a 22nd century sexual being. Your tastes and attitudes are totally futuristic. You are very adventurous and curious about everything. Aquarians are the 'seekers' of the Zodiac. You aren't posessive or materialistic - and you make your own rules. Your sexual personality is exotic and bohemian. You love to talk about sex - anywhere, anytime. You enjoy hearing about other people's sexual exploits, and you completely unshockable. You reached sexual maturity at an early age. You have had many varied sexual relationships, and you have dabbled in just about anything - if only for the experience. Above all, you aspire to become better and better in bed. You love to be taught new sexual tricks. You love to

Secret Recipie
in a saute pan add olive oil,minced garlic n shallots, saute tillgolden brown.add in red wine,blanced broccolli,sliced yellow peppers n saute for 30 seconds. add alfredo sauce n al dente fettuccini your fettuccini should be sauted in another pan with white wine salt n pepper n fressh basil. ad in thinly sliced capricola ham green olives with the pimentos,and capers, add in two table spoons of marinara sauce n a pinch of crushed mustard seed. saute then add in diced tomatoes and a shot of tobasco saute for 30 more seconds and serve. place a tomatoe rose in middle of dish with a sprig of parsly for garnish

New Job Bouncing At Endless Tragedy
My first day I got this cool new job as a bouncer/greeter at the Endless Tragedy Lounge. http://fubar.com/lounges/syc0 Come join us My job is to welcome everybody who enters and invite visitors to join our lounge as well as keep the peace. So far it's alot of fun and hard work but I think I'm gonna enjoy it.

Mother's Day Auction Come Bid Now!!!
THE MOTHER'S DAY AUCTION IS OFFICIALLY OPEN!!! COME BID ON YOUR FAVORITE!! WHO DO YOU WANT TO OWN FOR MOTHER'S DAY? CHECK OUT THE LIST BELOW AND CLICK ANY OF THE PICTURES TO BE TAKEN DIRECTLY TO THAT PERSON'S AUCTION! PLEASE REMEMBER TO RATE/FAN/ADD YOUR AUCTION HOST GLITTERKITTY WHILE YOU ARE THERE! LET'S ALL HAVE FUN!! LET THE BIDDING BEGIN!!! GLITTERKITTY HEARTS JOJO BRASS MUNKEY BUNNIE METAL BABY TITTYLICIOUS TNDREAMER UNDERESTIMATED

Nsfws
If you want to see my NSFW pics, SEND ME A 25 BLING PACK and I'll automatically open it. If you'd rather send fubucks, then send me a Private Message and I might make a deal. =] (Offer in the millions) Also a 7day blast will do. (YOU DONT HAVE TO MESSAGE ME FIRST, IF YOU JUST BUY IT YOU'LL IMMEDIATELY BE LET INTO MY FAMILY TO SEE THE PICTURES) For those of you that don't know how to get me a Bling Pack: Go to my page, click "bling me", then at the bottom right it says "Give someone Bling Credits" click that, then click my name in the list of people and send me a 25credit one.

My Story
Well I am originally from a small town on the banks of the Ohio River. I have 4 siblings, 3 older Brothers, 1 younger sister. I was raised in a very tough enviroment. My father was an alcoholic, my mother scraped for every penny she could, but in the end we were very very poor. My childhood was not easy, but it tought me one very important lesson, no matter what your situation is, you can overcome it. America is the greatest nation on earth, through hard work and making more good decisions than bad,I can say that I made it out. I plan to use this blog to over time tell my story and let all of you in on a little of what makes me tick. I also will detail the struggles i have had and the means in which I used to overcome them.

Takes A Real Man!!
It takes a real man to sit here and call a woman a cunt because she rated his photo a 1. Come on did it hurt you? Did it make you bleed? Do you need a person on a computer to tell you that they find you attractive? Well if so then you need to shut your computer off an go find a life!!

Summer Girls
How you could become a member of “Summer Girls”. You may be recommended by a current member; however that is not a guarantee that you be a member. The CEO and the managers will review your profile and see if you’re the type of member we are looking for. If you’re known to cause trouble no matter how hot you are you will not be accepted. If you can wear a bikini and the strings don’t disappear you're what we’re looking for. Also the FINNAL decision is up to the CEO. If you can contribute to the Group in a good way you could be added. Examples: Graphics, Lounge Coding, Promotions, or other helpful ideas. You will be ELITE, THE BEST OF THE BEST!

If You Want To Know Just Ask..
God, My Family, and my Top Dogs love me and thats all that matters. I love life and I love to party, If you got a problam with that then look the other way hater I'll blind ya. Im real and I love being me, I an't got nothing to hide. Just ask me. By the way Im a party D.J. If you have an event and your in Georgia just call me on my cell 678 943 2735, ask for shortkut.

Focus On Children In Nepal
How serious is this problem? There are an estimated 50,000 street kids scattered across Nepal in every major urban area. In Kathmandu alone there are some 1800 street kids and that number will have grown by 500 to 1000 more this year alone. The numbers, of course, are hard to verify as these kids do a good job of losing themselves in the cities and the suburbs. There are three types of street kids and they all need help. First, those living with their family on the streets: no home, no education, improper diet. Secondly, those with one parent or both parents who work at such menial jobs they too are homeless, no education, dietary concerns. Lastly, and the most unfortunate, those kids that are totally alone: abandoned, abused and no where to go and nobody to turn to for help. These children are the most in need.. These kids range in age from 3 years old on up. Help us save the children of Nepal. In Nepal there are hundreds of children living on the streets. children who live and work

Lyrics
big money weezy white wife beater wit a sync underneath me how do i feel bitch i feel undefeated snap my fingers dissapear from the presynce yea i ball in we ball out i sent sum niggas wit guns 2 ur house jus to find out u live in a dog house, DAYUM

Why Me?
Just when I thought I found a nifty lil site through some mutal party animal friends.. I find my EX on here.. I mean, shouldn't there be an age limit or at least a background check!! Holy Lord this SUCKS!! I'm not gonna name names, however...WATCH OUT.... You never know who you date until you find their parole box...NICE. I may have done stupid shit to him, but damn did he put one over on me... Two years I lived w/ this person and had no clue he was on paper.. I'd rather be a crazy fucked up biatch then a complete loser! He comes across as a friendly charmer...but WATCH OUT! WEIRDO!! Who the hell comes to a site like this at his age?? LAME!!!!! Anyway... don't worry guys.... You're lucky you'll never have to meet him in real life! I love my party friends. You ROCK!! Kisses, Sandy

~true Essence Of Love~
THE ESSENCE OF LOVE AS SEEN BY KAHLIL GIBRAN~I always try to incorporate his philosophy into my life. I hope it touches someone else as well...my gift to my friends that wish to explore, The True Essence of Love~ ......Peace.When LOVE beckons to you follow LOVE, Though LOVE'S ways are Hard and Steep. And when LOVE'S Wings enfold you yield to LOVE, Though the Sword hidden among LOVE'S Pinions may wound You. And when LOVE speaks to You believe in LOVE, Though LOVE'S voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as LOVE crowns you so shall LOVE Crucify you. Even as LOVE is for your Growth so is LOVE for your Pruning. Even as LOVE ascends to your Height and Caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the Sun, So shall LOVE descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the Earth. Like sheaves of corn LOVE gathers you unto Itself. LOVE threshes you to make you naked. LOVE sifts you to free you from your husks. LOVE grinds you to whiteness. L

Muppets Day!!
So of course its Monday so Hugh and I decided it should be National be a Muppet Character Day..... Hence I'm beaker. There has been overwhelming favour to be a Muppet so if you could please advice us in a comment on who you are then nobody will pick doubles... Also if you would like we are allowing for sesame street characters.... Thank you from the dorks, Swedish Chef and Beaker

Hello Everybody
hello everyone......I have sad news to report.....my Grandmother passed away Sunday morning....i will be going home tomorrow the 5th of may to attend her funeral.......I sure miss everyone and talking

Fu-problem
Now how messed up is this, a friend of mine which i was talking to him yesterday was ranked a level 18 and within 10 minutes he was a newbie level 0. He went to the help lounge and guess they couldn't help him out. Im not sure what happened or went on but now he has to start all over again.

Payment Terms For Rates.
I will pay 30k FuBucks for rating my full folder named "Bomb/EZ Rate 1" during any Happy Hour or 10K for every 100 rates during HH. Please pm for payment, no gifts with the message included or sb either. Private message only and I wil be confiming your rates so any info associated will get payment to you quicker (who's hh, time of day, etc.). Thanks for participating in advance and thank you to all the people I have done this for. Have fun guys.

Rub My Nipples
A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,'Ma'am what's wrong?' She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, 'Ma'am, why are you saying that?' In a huff, the woman says, 'BECAUSE, I LIKE TO HAVE MY NIPPLES RUBBED WHEN I'M BEING SCREWED!' The crowd broke into applause and her money was quic

Lap By Lap: Richmond
7:54 p.m.—GREEN FLAG/YELLOW FLAG NO. 1: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green as the Crown Royal 400 is under way. Lap 6—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers gets the field up to speed and we are under way at Richmond. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Jeff Burton Lap 7—LEAD CHANGE: Jeff Gordon goes hard into Turn 3 and holds it to beat Brian Vickers to the line. Lap 8 —LEAD CHANGE: Brian Vickers drives away from Jeff Gordon to retake the lead. Lap 9—YELLOW FLAG NO. 2: Dave Blaney gets loose and slams into the wall. No free pass is given. Lap 13—GREEN FLAG: Brian Vickers brings the field to the green. 1. Brian Vickers 2. Jeff Gordon 3. Denny Hamlin 4. Martin Truex Jr. 5. Mark Martin Lap 14—Kyle Busch has a great restart on the outside and jumps a few positions to 11th. Lap 16—Mark Martin passes Martin Truex Jr. for fourth Lap 18—Kyle Busch continues to make gains on the outside as he

Fleeting Thoughts
In the silence she sits fleeting thoughts in her mind Awaiting the destiny that lay before her Cherishing every image of him in her mind Longing for the day that she can call upon him to be with her Yearning for the feeling of her hand rapped tightly into his Wrapping each other in a sweet embrace she longs to be his Awaiting the touch and the feeling of her breath on his neck To be able to grasp the feeling of the emotion he has been yearning for his whole life Slowly and steadily she approaches this mystery she would like to call her own Knowing in her heart that this is what she has truly been longing for The feeling is indescribable as he approaches this beautiful woman for the first time in his life Feeling as though he has yet to be complete without her Within this sweet embrace she realizes that this is the man that she was made for With tears in her eyes she whispers I love you

Anything
everyday something new is to happen however when it comes to friends and love i am lost. things are always the same i go to work in the morning and then i am bored when i get home so when this popped up i said sure what can be the worst thing that can happen anything or nothing we'll have to see. So come be friends and see what i need to see in friendship and who know what i need to see in all

If You Must Do It, Dress For The Occasion
If You Must Do It, Dress For The Occasion Posted 4/10/2009 2:39 PM EDT NEW ALBUM, Well Dressed Killing Machine! Release date: April 1st, 2009 ELLSBETH - ALBUM TRACKS AVAILABLE...Matches on: Artist NameMetal /

Asses!!!
well sum people think their shit dont stink but im here to say that they do!! Kiss my ass whom ever thinks ur better than me. Fuck you and the horse u came n on...and do not forget that im a fucking bitch and ill bite u n the ass just like you tried to fuck me in the ass!

Family
Mary you are so loved.........Luv Jesse, Skyler, Mandy, Logan, Autumn, and Brooklyn. I love you so much baby I am the luckiest husband alive and I will never forget that. Go show my wife some luv for mothers day please and tell her that her husband said she is the best.She is my number one in family and friends. I just wanted to say a few things to my beautiful wife. You are everything to our beautiful daughter and I. You keep us smiling when we are down. you make us cry when you cry. You are the best mother a daughter and son could have. All your kids light up when you walk in a room. I light up when you touch my hand and my heart pounds like on the day we got married. You are worth more to us then anything. We need you more than ever and we want to hold you when times are tough. On mothers day we just want you to know that no matter what we will never give up on you. We will always make you proud. We feel safe in your heart and your arms. You're love gives us all hope for the f

Good Stuff!
So I'm sitting up doing nothing at midnight and for some reason I'm having fun doing it. Everyone I know is sleeping but I'm not tired. I work night shift so I don't usually get tired untill like 3 am. It sucks but oh well. I'll write more tomorrow.

The Dead Undead
a drug addict alcoholic, deemed a psychopath, perhaps growing into a lunatic. cravings beyond that which many know, those that may and could, lain a grave. "Caffeine, nicotine, marijuana, ecstacy, vicodin & alcohol." sounds like a Feel Good Hit of the Summer - Queens of the Stone Age (plug) I'm not okay. Trent Reznor once wrote; "My lips may promise but my heart is a whore." For me...it's like a fucking Mantra! So my questions - that have no anwsers, not a plea for help, just a suggestion...experience, strength and hope.......................................................................................... I have done bad things, made mistakes, more than this, bad dicisions, choices made which cannot be taken back. So mote it be. Consider this: Walking along in the woods, it is something you enjoy doing....suddenly you come to a pit of quicksand along the middle of the trail. You know what it is, what it does...so, do you walk around it? Maybe you'd like to play with it, poke it

På Norsk
What is 17th of May?Norwegian Constitution Day or "grunnlovsdag," commonly known as "Syttende Mai" or the 17th of May is a celebration of the day in 1814 when Norway’s constitution was signed in the town of Eidsvoll, Norway.In the Greater Seattle area, the day has been celebrated since 1889 with proclamations, speeches and a parade. The 17th of May Festival is sponsored by the Norwegian 17th of May Committee, an independent, nonprofit organization founded to commemorate Norwegian Constitution Day.A cooperative effort with Viking Community Bank, the Ballard Chamber of Commerce, the Ballard Merchants Association, the Nordic Heritage Museum, Norwegian groups throughout the Greater Seattle area, Norwegian and many community groups. The planning begins the day after the parade and goes on all year long.Looking back: The first Seventeenth of May celebrations in Norway consisted of festivities and political demonstrations against Swedish control of Norway. They began in 1815 in private

**poem**
"The clock of life is wound but once, and no man has the power to tell just when the hands will stop, at late or early hour. Now is the only time you own. Live, love, toil with a will. Place no faith in time. For the clock may soon be still."

Club Paradise
Thank you for your interest in applying for a position here at Club Paradise. Below you will find a simple application that you can email to us where we will consider all applications. Here are examples of the Job Descriptions so that you can better understand the duties of each position. DJ: Using the SAMS Broadcast software, play music through the lounge to entertain the listeners. Actively monitor the request line page and communicate with the Head DJ, in regards to any schedule conflicts. Above all else have fun. The more fun the DJ has the more fun there is in the room. Greeter: While in the lounge, actively engage people as they enter, and continue to make everyone feel welcome and a part of the family while also trying to get visitor’s to hit the subscribe button. Make everyone feel welcome and have fun. Promoter: Promotion is an all encompassing task, from going to people's pages and leaving comments, to talking about the lounge as you interact with others on fubar.

I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This!!!!!!!
Month OneMommyI am only 4 inches longbut I have all my organs.I love the sound of your voice.The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.Month TwoMommytoday I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see meyou could definitely tell that I am a baby.I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.It is so nice and warm in here.Month ThreeYou know what MommyI'm a boy!!I hope that makes you happy.I always want you to be happy.I don't like it when you cry.You sound so sad.It makes me sad tooand I cry with you even thoughyou can't hear me.Month FourMommymy hair is starting to grow.It is very short and finebut I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toesand stretch my arms and legs.I am becoming quite good at it too.Month FiveYou went to the doctor today.Mommy, he lied to you.He said that I'm not a baby.I am a baby Mommy, your baby.I think and feel.Mommy, what's abortion?Month SixI can hear that doctor again.I don't

Keep Hating Jelousy Is A Sickness! Get Well Bitches
"None Of Your Business"What's the matter with your life?Why you gotta mess with mine?Don't keep sweatin' what I doCause I'm gonna be just fine - check it out[CHORUS]If I wanna take a guy home with me tonightIt's none of your businessAnd she wanna be a freak and sell it on the weekendIt's none of your businessNow you shouldn't even get into who I'm givin' skins toIt's none of your businessSo don't try to change my mind, I'll tell you one more timeIt's none of your businessNow who do you think you arePuttin' your cheap two cents in?Don't you got nothin' to doThan worry 'bout my friends? Check it...I can't do nothin', girl, without somebody buggin'I used to think that it was me, but now I see it wasn'tThey told me to change, they called me names, and so I popped oneOpinion's are like assholes and everybody's got oneI never put my nose where I'm not supposed toBelieve me, if he's something that I want, I'm steppin' closerI'm not one for playing high-poleLike the high soditty 90210 type of

Betrayed
my father is leaving my mother for a girl whom is only two years older than me....i feel betrayed because this girl use to be my friend. what do i do? do i just sit back and not say a word or do i get angry and let my feelings be heard? i am fixing to have a baby and i don't know if i should allow my father the right to see his grandson or do i ckick him out of my life for being so cruel to my

A Few Things I Hate
I hate waking up in physical and mental pain everyday. I hate being able to easily say "I love you" but in reality not being able to actually "love" anyone. I hate the constant whispering and voices in my head. I often hate the fact I wake up in the mornings. I hate feeling like a burden on my family and friends. I hate the feeling people think I'm over exaggerating my pain. I hate breathing.

Mosquito Remedy
THINK SPRING!!! MOSQUITO REMEDY THAT WORKS!! Never hurts to know or try a new method.I just thought I'd share this since we have a mosquito problem here...And Listerine has no DEET in it, which is nicer for spraying on your children and grandchildren! The best way of getting rid of mosquitoes is Listerine, the original medicinal type. The Dollar Store-type works, too. I was at a deck party awhile back, and the bugs were having a ball biting everyone. A man at the party sprayed the lawn and deck floor with Listerine, and the little demons disappeared.The next year I filled a 4-ounce spray bottle and used it around my seat whenever I saw mosquitoes.And voila! That worked as well. It worked at a picnic where we sprayed the area around the food table, the children's swing area, and the standing water nearby. During the summer, I don't leave home without it.....Pass it on.

Tips On Pumping Gas
TIPS ON PUMPING GASI don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleumfor about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon..Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons.Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the tempe