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I went to my parents friday night to go mushroom hunting. I didn't find any but had a nice times with my parents. I am not sure how to feel though about something. My dad was sitting in his chair..just kinda.. I dont know. Like something was bothering him. I worried it was my kids..but they were fairly behaving for them. He is not one to deal with little kids and how they are though. Anyways.. he got up..and said "Nicole..comeback here with me. I was like..omg..whats this about. Anyone who knows me..knows I have always had a fear of my dad..and have always tried my best to please him. I still do. I do not know why..I am grown up now..and shouldn't worry so much about what he thinks at times but I do. My dad is a pessimist..and always looks at the bad side of things. That is why I am partly the way I am..although I try not to be so much like him. Well we went back to his spare bedroom..and he shuts the door. He said "Nicole if something should ever happen to me or your mom.. I want you to know where the combination to the safe..and the key to it is. Everything you need will be in there." So he showed me where he hid it. I am so not ready for these kinds of talks. Just made me realize though I am getting old to.. Well as we were getting ready to leave.. my dad called me over again. He was in his chair. I am like..OMG..what now. He says " Nicole, I just want you to know when we are gone..this is all yours. Its for you and the boys.. not for Eric to take it from you or to make you lose it. I was like totally shocked. He knows about my problems with my hubby..and about his spending habits. Fact is though.. if i am still married to him..it will be his to. I do not know why he would think any differently..but I told dad.. The way we been fighting dad..whos to say I will even be with him by that time. Anyways.. it was very uncomfortable wierd situation. Noone wants to do those talks. I guess fact of family dying lately..and my uncle dying young has really got them to thinking. Also they are leaving ..and driving to there place they are vacationing.
