Fubar Blogs 5

Oh Wow
Man I know it's been a long time since I've been on here but I got real good reasons! My life really got changed around not to long ago. I got in a very bad car accident a few months back. The other driver came into my lane and we hit head on both going around 40 mph or so. I broke a rib, my nose, cut up my lips and face and moved a vertebrae in my back. The cop said I moved the steering wheel 4 inchs forward with my face and chest and I WAS wearing a seat belt. The impact in the front was so hard that it crushed the roof down and the floor up and bent the truck behind the cab. I've been in physical therapy and all that great stuff now there telling me that the pain will be there in my back unless I get shots in my spine or surgury. I told them I'll be fine and I'll just keep going the way I always did!

Survey Time!
How did you get one of your scars?i was stabbed...kidding um got bit by a damn miniature pinscher!How are you feeling at this moment?sick as a fucking dog and so in loveHow did your night go last night?didnt go very well tossed and turned in bed, my body hurtsHow did you do in high school?i did good when i went to classHow did you get the shirt you're wearing?Bought itHow often do you see ur best friend?not enoughHow much money did you spend last month?hell if i knowHow old do you want to be when you get married?ugh i already got married but i wont count that, umm so i'll say within the next year or so hopefully(h)How old will you be at your next birthday?28NINE WHAT'S:What did you do last weekend?spent it with my baby babyWhat would you rather be doing?right now i'd like to be in bed...once again i feel like shitWhat did you last cry over?my mom being upsetWhats the most important thing you look for in a significant other?TruthWhat are you worried about?Nothing Right nowWhat did you h

Learning The Word Of God
THE INSIDIOUS ATTACK OF THE ENEMIES OF OUR SOUL In bringing this message the Holy Spirit emphasized the word "insidious" to such a degree that it seemed necessary to investigate the underlying meanings of the word. "Insidious" is from the Latin insidiosus, and is a derivative of insidiae meaning "ambush". According to Merriam-Webster, it embodies the idea of "awaiting a chance to entrap," "harmful but enticing," "having a gradual and cumulative effect." It also conveys the idea of a progression like a disease that develops so gradually as to be well established before becoming apparent. The attack of the enemy is "insidious," therefore, you must be diligent to "Watch over your heart with all diligence, For from it flow the springs of life" (Proverbs 4:23). Our soul has two great enemies, "self" (our flesh or sin nature) and the powers and principalities of this world (Satan and his evil forces). Together these two enemies have mounted a never ending assault upon the life of Christ

Rainbowbritekilla & Freak
OK ... HERE WE GO AGAiN iTS CONTEST TiME RATE AND COMMENT BOMB MY PiC AS MUCH AS U CAN CLiCK ON THE PiC BELOW AND START ALSO... WE STiLL NEED HELP TO COMMENT BOMB ~FREAK~ CLICK ON HER PiC AS WELL AND LEAVE AS MUCH COMMENTS AS U CAN

The Perfect Husband
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club.A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker-function and begins to talk.Everyone else in the room stops to listen.MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. I can hardly hear you..........are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000.Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure......go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2009 models.I saw one I really liked" MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing ...The house I wanted last year is back on the market.They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it.. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand. It's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK.I'll see you later! I love you so much!!" MAN: "Bye! I

Maybe
Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do

Jst Being Real Like I Am
whts up ladies this yo boy webbie74, my real name is johnny and you can see my pics on mocospace.com on there my name is johnny7414@mocospace,com or on myspace jst search my name. any way im here and im new to this site. im a black male 29 years of age and im from natchez mississippi, but i live in nashville tennessse now, im very fun and cool to kick it with, i just keep it real and dont be with all the bull and games, im looking for some one to jst be real with me. im looking for down to earth people to kick it with. im real ass they get, to know that u gotta know me and knw wht im about. so any one like wht they jst read hit me up and we will go from there. anything else you can jst ask.

Just More Of The Same
She was older and should have been wiser She had words to intoxicate and I was… Her muse, she said and she penned Awash in the ugly morning light A pale dolphin sleek firm strong playful tossing bed coverings as if erupting from beneath the waves in all directions pillows spray and your mocking merry eyes dance rainbows… she wrote I was sex in old ripped jeans stalking cat quiet over hard wood floors a dangerous delinquent with a dancers grace wild untamed… but I was still young and ego filled my desires to fill her with needs and wants and then I left after tempting her with dreams sipped over wine on sun warmed

Friendship
"""Sweet words are easy to say,Sweet things are easy 2 buy,But sweet people are difficult to findLife ends when U stop dreaming,Hope ends when U stop believing,Love ends when U stop caring,Friendship ends when U stop sharing.So share this with whom ever U consider a friend.To love without condition,To talk without intention,To give without reason,And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend...Forward this to all the people whom U consider as your true friend.Life is short, Break the rules,Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly,Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably,And never regret anything that made you smile.""""

Leavin....
IM GONNA MAKE THIS SHORT AND SIMPLE.... I NO LONGER WISH TO BE APART OF THE PUSSYCAT PLAYMATES....IF IM ON UR LIST AND U WISH TO KEEP ME THERE THEN THAT IS GREAT BUT DUE DO RECENT EVENTS THAT IM JUST NOW LEARNIN

Hunting
Today a rude comment was made to me at work. I was talking about one of my pets and a coworker said to me "How can you call yourself an animal lover when you plan to try and go kill some soon?" If I hadn't been so shocked by their ignorance, I probably would have been hurt. I AM an animal lover and although it may seem as an oxymoron to some, it makes perfect sense to me. So, I felt as though I would put some of MY thoughts and feelings down about this topic and see what others think. First and foremost, allow me to reiterate that I am indeed an animal lover. My entire life, I have had one pet or another - from cats and dogs to tree frogs and snakes. I've had birds and ferrets, gerbils and turtles. In fact, I have two tattoos, one of a sea turtle and one of a tree frog. Not only did I own these pets, I took good care of them and treated them with love and respect. I take a strong stance against animal abuse and I volunteer at the local animal shelter. There is a picture that my paren

Rip Chucky
Last night while I was trying to sleep My friend's voice I did hear I opened my eyes and looked around But he did not appear. He said: Tammie you've got to listen You've got to understnad God didn't take me from you, my friend He only took my hand. When I called out in pain that night, The instant that I died, He reached down and took my hand, And pulled me to His side. He pulled me up and saved me From the misery and pain. My body was hurt so badly inside, I could never be the same. My search is really over now,

Random :)
Bottle of Wine A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Mondaymorning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, butamazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After theycrawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The womansays, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just lookat our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a signfrom God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of ourdays.' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a signfrom God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive.'The woman continues, 'And look at this, here's another miracle. My car iscompletely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely Godwants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune.' She hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opensit and drinks half the bottle and then ha

My True Dear Friend
I sit here and pander,My mind starts to wander.It is you that i see,You're smiling face, loving arms,They are right there to embrace me.It is you're loving voice that I hear,It is there to comfort me.In this I feel you are and always will be,My True Dear Friend.It is thoughts of you that I think of day and night.It is you that gives me hope to wake up with the morning light.It is all of you're guidance that has helped me through,It is all of you're guidance so warm and true.Why have you been given this awful fate,Why did it have to be a moment too late.It is your strength to help me cope,Yet there is no hope.When that hope is gone,We have to still live on.In this sadness i find,That it is you're love and support to help me on my way.In this sadness I still know, you are and always will be,MY TRUE DEAR FRIEND.You are the breathe I take,You are the light that shines when I wake.You are the peak at the top of that mountain top i must climb.You are the one that i will find,When it has beco

Memories
Life has taken a drastic turn, your days are filled with heartaches,Tears and concern.The house may feel empty,You may search for something that you wish was still there.You know in your heart,That emptiness will always be there.It is our memories that keep them near.As each day goes by,It seems hopeless no matter how hard you try.You may find yourself listening,Hoping you hear.The sound of their voice so soft and clear.If you listen closely that hope you will hear,The memories are what get us through these many tears.Listen to the sound, the sound of angels dancing around.Though they aren't here upon the ground,It is because of them the laughter will soon be found.So listen closely, I say,All of the angels will together one day.When you sit there and hope to see,A glimpse of what life used to be.Dont' be said if it doesn't appear,It will be in the slightest breeze that I will.Gently kiss your cheek.It will be that memory to give you peace.If you find yourself starring up to the sky,It

Pic Rating.....
I haven't been rating the pics if people haven't had auto 11's on because I wasn't getting any points for it so I contacted support (A very good friend that works in support!) told me that I will eventually get the points so I will be getting to all yours soon that don't have 11's on thank you for being patient with me! :D

Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired
im so sick of doing everything that i can to make someone happy and it not being good enough. i mean every now and then it would be nice to feel like someone gave half a shit about the stuff that i do for them even if its not alot....i mean sometimes a girl just wants some flowers and a kiss to know that shes doing something right but half the time i cant even get a little thank you for being there and dealing with the stress of dealing with a crazy baby momma or thank you for takin care of our little girl all the time i mean anything would work alls i want is a thanks every now and again but i feel like no matter what i do its not enough and i feel like im competing against the past and the girls he never got to have i mean its kinda funny that his "friend" gave me the stink eye and didnt even mutter a hello. is it me or is that rude like im not going to even say anything to the mother of this mans kid and im going to stick my head up this guys ass......i dont know ladies let me know

25 Things That You May Or May Not Know Bout Me Here!
1.I'll defend almost any woman or child that is being scolded or threatened by any man, bottom line! 2.I don't care for drunk drivers especially after my head on car wreck in 1995 where I ended up in the hospital for 2 weeks and then months of rehab too! 3.I hate the word retard with a passion!!!! Say it in my presence and I'll blow my top! Say to one of my friends or to my friends kids and I'll be over you verbally like a lit dynamite stick! 4.I don't like going to church, been there, done that, all I do is fall asleep in church. 5.I don't like smoke from cigarettes or campfires, definitely allergic since my eyes water like a faucet here. 6. I only drink alcohol, namely beer socially, I don't drink to get drunk, never have and never will. 7. I don't care for illegal drugs, you offer me that and you'll get told off or worse, guaranteed! 8. I'm physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy, blind in my left eye and deaf in my left ear but that don't mean I can't do things, it just mea

Life!!
What is the point sometimes! i have been movin every 6 to 8 months now, for the past 3 years. i meet new people jus friends and some people it felt like a little more. i work my ass off all the time and i am never able to get ahead ever.

My Ramblings
so i got uber jealous tonite when i have to remember who it is He sleeps with every night...jealousy is not allowed in a kajira mind and it keeps creeping into mine...how do i stop it and when will i be able to fully trust that nothing will go on?

Real Life Fu Land 48 State Poker Run
KEEP YOUR EYES PEELED FOR MY BULLY ON THIS AUCTION AND PLEASE REPOST IT OFTEN......48 STATE FU LAND REAL LIFE POKER RUN....BIDDING ENDS JUNE 15TH.....GREAT PRIZES FOR HIGHEST BIDDERS IN EACH STATE.... Cruising all of the lower 48 states

My Best Friend :)
If I lost youI wouldn't know what to doYour brighten my dayand always know the right things to sayThrough the good and the badthe happy and sadYou are always there for meshowing me all the good there is to seeYou are my best friendwe have a connection that will never endYou help me deal with all my fearsand let me shed all my tearsEven when things go so wrongyou make me feel like I still belongSome days when I feel like I just can't winyou never let me give inYou have shown me unconditional loveI believe you were sent from Heaven aboveNo one could ever take your placeif you left there would be a huge void spaceYou never leave me outand you trust me without a doubtIn my life you are a huge parteverything I wrote came straight from my heart

Fu-break
For now I'm gonna be taking a break from fu for awhile. Yes I know I've leveled quickly, but for the exception of a few who have supported me thru it all, the work on leveling has been all ME. Call it whining or whatever, I'm just tired of doing it all myself. Those who really want to reach me can on either Yahoo or MSN. Yahoo ID: rmurphy1701@yahoo.com MSN ID: rmurphy1701@hotmail.com I will check in from time to time though.

How I Want It
the day goes on and i'm sitll here and i nener understand the things that happens but i keep going. i may never understnad but i will get over this things.i get up every day and i go to sleep every night thats what happens one day it will change hoping 1 day soon

12 Steps For Fubar Addict's
I wrote these while bored ..The Twelve Steps for FuBar addicts1. We admitted that we were powerless over FuBar, that our lives had become unmanageable.2. We came to believe that a friend's list greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.3. We made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of babyjesus, as we understood Him.4. We made a searching and fearless moral inventory of our lounges and shout box.5. We admitted to ourselves our friend's our fan's and our family, and to FuBarer's everywhere the exact nature of our wrongs.6. We were entirely ready to have babyjesus remove all these defects of character.7. We humbly asked babyjesus to fix all technical glitches.8. We made a list of all persons we had commented on, and became willing to make amends to them all.9. We made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure our FuBar reputation.10. We continued to shout box and add friends and fans, and when we were wrong promptly d

I Wont Forget
Today I visited a place Located deep in the mind, Felt a strong presence linger Melody of the love song Memories awakening Providing unwanted feelings Only one felt so strongly The feeling of missing you Can't stop myself from reminiscing Thinking of our time together How is it that I'm able to smile... when I've got this hint of sadness? Torn by remembering That you once were a believer We use to share imaginations That brought our love to life Even though it has been a while It's clear that I haven't forgotten Just know that I never will Because It's my heart you got in

Only A Heart That Wants You...
No words to sayNo way to feelNo tears to showOnly a heart left that wants you...A dream of years, shatteredA romance of time, brokenA memoir of past, burntOnly a heart left that wants you....A wait for no tomorrow in sightA battle too long to fightA distance of miles to goOnly a heart left that wants you...A sun refusing to shineA romance running out of rhymeA life losing on wineOnly a heart left that wants you...No strength to carry onNo people to count fromNo light to see throughOnly a heart left that wants you...

Hiding Bruises
Mommy How did you get that bruise Where did it come from Why won't you tell me You always say don't worry Mommy I am old enough to know now Please, do not hide anything from me Did daddy hit you last night Is that why you were crying Mommy Don't worry anymore We will protect you From now on Mommy I promise You will not have to hide another bruise Written by an amazing girl Kionna Lynne!

Save Me
Save me please From these haunting dreams Rescue my soul That he left dammed for eternity Each dream Played from a memory The last Worse than before Feeling his presence Afraid to sleep Knowing whole heartedly That he once tried to kill me Seven years suffered More than two years apart Yet the damage is done His memory haunting my heart Save me please From his hauntings Protect me Do not let me suffer Yet another beating

Let Me Slip {just Close Your Eyes}
It feels like you're so far away even though you're right here. I feel like such a fool for love when all it brings is pain and fear. It feels like I don't have you even though I guess I do... ... it feels as if it's out of sync -- the feelings that I have for you. I feel as if I'm losing though you're telling me I've won... as if I'm closer now to failing than I was when I begun. I'm so afraid to lose you though my heart is giving in because although I really want you I feel like I'll never win. Nobody thought to warn me that I'd ever feel this way -- as if I'm running in a circle while someone sprints far away. I just wanted to fall in love and now I'm wishing I did not because it's easy letting go when you were never holding on. I'm holding onto you, though I try hard to loose my grip because it hurts less letting go than knowing that you let me slip, and even though it's hard to say just what the ending's gonna be I must admit, it feels as if you'

The Shooting Star That's Never Seen
Trying hard to not just be the shooting star no one can see; I'm trying hard to be someone and not just drown alone. I want to make a footprint in the sand upon the earth; Although I try it's always wiped away with the high-rising surf. I'm trying hard to turn into a star that makes wishes come true; I'm trying hard to glisten; shimmer --All I ever do is flicker... For one million years I have waited to shine but I can't foresee light in my life anytime; I'm just wasting in space, wasting space in spaceless-ness as everyone flies with shooting stars of brilliance. Do I lack the fire? Do I lack a flame? Without wick am I just set to rot my life away? Hopelessly existing in this gravity-less hell while every hour upon hour my cold heart becomes a shell; Dreams of shooting far across the pristine-lit night sky become a distant memory of times where hope was still alive. Perfect timing and position high upon the clear night sky, hoping at least one person

The Rose
The roses' thorns cut through my skin,A drop of blood falls down;My heart is broken, my soul is burnt...I'm falling to the ground.The rose you gave me long ago,I hold onto it still;A love that was lost long ago;A love for which I'd kill...I know I'll never let it go,This rose composed of blood...The more and more I miss youMeans the deeper the thorns go.You kissed me on the cheek,and then you handed me this rose...And even on my deathbed,I will never let it go...

Lost Dreams Don't Shatter; They Bleed Hope.
Tripping on broken promises and unchanging liesFaithful love destined to shift mountains...buckledOptimism building in yearning heart diminishedHis soul abandoned the chance of a happily ever afterShe fell deeply in the unknown with no fear, worryDownside? Young girl required to carry a safety netDrying tears visible on a face where smiles once shinedTaking her compassion selfishly with nothing in returnDamaged heart, an apparent understatement ...fadingLost in an abyss of distorted shrills and unfamiliarityFalling, falling...disappeared; young spirit gone astraySearching for love to penetrate light into dim eyes"Lost dreams don't shatter dear, they bleed hope"Oh boy does it bleed, trickling with enigmatic tearsEndless wishes whispered to the stars seep throughHe might have altered her, slightly clouding judgmentBut his rejection instilled in her passion to thrive; flyShattered dreams might remain but she's kept the piecesOozing...dripping...seeping...leaking...bleeding...hope.Another

Can You See Me Now?
Fractured thoughts are too slow, Your touch is so cold, Illusions of my fears show, You're not mine to hold, I reach out but grab air, You smile with a waving hand, It's all I can do to stare, A moment I'll never understand, Time passes to give one more chance, I recognize the look in your eyes, You don't remember our romance, As if I'm wearing a disguise, My senses are torn apart, My image is blurred somehow, I scream with all of my heart, Can you see me now?

Regrets To Forget
Do you know how it feels to be dying inside?to feel so lost,unknown?insanity is setting in.my head is spinning.lights are flashing!somebody stop this feeling!when will my body rest?my heart races,i can feel it in my head.put me in straught jacket.anything to hold me from blowing!i dont want to be lost anymore.why wont you notice me?am i dead or am i just invisible?this tears me up inside.Am i dying?please,kill my fears, because they just won't leave me alone

Damaged Beyond Repair
TODAY WAS A NOT SO FABULOUS DAY. SINCE I WAS VERY YOUNG I DIDN'T LEARN ANYTHING POSTIVE FROM THE PEOPLE AROUND ME. I AM TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY. LIKE THE ODD BALL. THE UGLY DUCKLING. I WAS TALKED ABOUT, PUT DOWN, LIED TOO, LIED ON, ALIENATED FROM EVERYONE, BEATEN AND RAPED BY PEOPLE THAT SAID THAT THEY LOVE ME. I GROW UP ALONE. I CHOKING ON MARY JANE AND DRINKING BY THE AGE OF 9. MY TEENAGE YEARS WERE A LOT WORSE. MEN MADE ME BELIEVE THEY WANTED ME AND ONLY ME. THEY BEAT ME, FORCE ME TO DO THINGS I DIDN'T KNOW PEOPLE AT THAT TIME REAL DONE. ONE MAN IN MIND HAD ME SO WRAPPED UP IN HIM I JUST KNEW WE WERE GOING TO GET MARRIED. I WAS ONLY 15 AND I JUST KNEW. I WAS SO WRONG. HE DIDN'T LOVE ME, RESPECT ME OR EVEN CARED IF I LIVED OR DIED. HE USED MY BODY LIKE SOME COMMON WHORE. THIS MAN I THOUGHT I LOVED HAD SEX WITH ME IN THE BACK OF A MOVING TRUCK OWNED AND DRIVEN BY HIS COUSIN. THEN AGAIN UNDERNEATH A HOUSE ON A DIRTY COUCH. NO MATTER HOW MUCH I PLEADED WITH HIM ON H

Juggalo
listen up everyone who needs to care i am lookin for all juggalo family members. that includes juggalos and juggaletts. pass it on to ur friends everybody. facepaint or none family is family i want to bring everyone together.

New
hey there! Im new to this and now really getting it, so if anyone would like to give me some advice on how this things works, well i love to met new people, Well im from Binghamton ny so anyone local hit me up

How To Treat A Woman
Its a joke. Dont get butt hurt >;-) How to treat a woman 1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that.2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. If she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really, really hard until she cries. This will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are.3. Once a month sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs. They love to be roughed up.4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say "you better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care.5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement.6. Recognize the small things; they usually mean the most. Then when she's sleeping, steal all her small things and break them. Because jewelry is for wussies

Ramblings
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69 Do you like it rough or sensual?: Sensual Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: I have a boy friend for now, but I like women just as much. How often do you like to have sex?: Is there a time that isn't good? Is sex a top priority for you?: Its up there Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: Yes, and I like it from behind too LOL. How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Not ofen, and not for a while. How do you feel about one night stands?: They can be fun How many one night stands have you had?: A few What's your favorite position?: Boys: from behind; girls: 69. Where's your favorite place to have sex?: In the butt LOL, the bedroom I think. Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Depends, making love is nice and sometimes fucking is just plain needed. Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: y

Lets Talk Hustle
JasonsMoneyBlog.com RSS Feed Subscribe to the RSS Feed Add to your Favorites How I Make Over $5000/month Thanks to Google Working Part Time From My Living Room Posted on April 06th, 2009 | 15 Comments by Jason Hayes - Downey, California Imagine making around $5,500 to $8,000 a month from Google, only working Part-Time a few hours a day. Not a ton of money. But, very solid and good. I was able to replace my previous job’s income, working less than 10 hours a week on my computer at home. Hi, my name is Jason Hayes and I live in Downey, California.

Sadness...
ok..so if ya live in the houston area you more than likely heard about the 2 fire fighters that died on sunday...and today's the service for them... i went to school with damion hobbs...the younger of the 2.

Twisted Thursdays
Come rock out with your kroc out tonight at krocs's bar Twisted Thursday featuring DJ Kaos spinning the latest dance hits half price drink specials on domestic and wells from 9-11pm. So come rock out with us every Thursday. Cant come Thursday? Every night is "special" at krocs drink specials every night email me if u want more info 21 and up krocs bar is located on the corner of midland dr and neely ave in midland texas Hope to see your Krocs :)

Mistymarie
A little about me.. I'm 21 and from East Moline, Illinois. i have hazel eyes and reddish-brown hair. I'm a little on the plus side and I'm 5'7. I have four tattoos and piercings. I just recently got my nipples pierced.. yay! They really hurt but I'm excitied to have them because I've wanted them for a while. I have my own place and my own car. I also have a three-year-old son. I am not with his father.. his father has not been involved in his life since he was born. I love music.. it's pretty much my life. I listen to mostly rock and alternative and some metal. Anything else you want to know about me... just ask!

L_ღ_v_e?
I'm not worried bout the ring you wearCuz as long as no one knows than nobodycan careYou're feelin' guilty and I'm well awareBut you don't look ashamed and babyI'm not scaredI'm singin' Follow me everything is alrightI'll be the one to tuck you in at nightAnd if youWant to leave I can guaranteeYou won't find nobody else like me

Pain? Ever Had It?
born in to pain and hurt growing in pain and hurtliving in pain and hurt sleeping in pain and hurt waking in pain and hurt cuting in pain and hurt bleeding in pain and hurt crying in pain and hurt i know nothing other then pain and hurti use drugs to end the pain and hurt but all i get is pain and hurt is there nothing other then pain and hurt

Auction Cowboy's & Cowgirl's From Hell Lounge
OWN YOUR OWN COWBOY TILL THE END OF THE MONTH IN THE COWBOY'S & COWGIRL'S FROM HELL LOUNGE AUCTION APRIL 18TH AT 9PM EASTERN THE WINNING BIDDER WILL RECIEVE 1. MY #1 FRIEND 2. MY #1 FAMILY 3. SPECIAL SHOUT OUT IN MY ABOUT ME BOX LETTING EVERYONE KNOW YOU OWN ME 4. GIFT EVERY DAY MY CHOICE 5. 1 BIG PIMPIN GIFT MY CHOICE 6. KEEP YOU BUZZ 100% WHEN I'M ONLINE 7. 200 11 RATES ON PICS DURING HAPPY HOUR 8. RATE REST YOUR PICS DURING HAPPY HOUR 9. COMMENT A DAY 10. SFW SALUTE Click here to enter lounge:

Warning!!!ladies A Picture Theif Is Amoung Us!
Hi all as u all know I have a girlfriend we both have seperate accounts she is time-x check her out she on my top friends..I also have a man she is looking for one blow her up!!!any who ....some person or should I say thing has taken 3 Pics off my girlfriends page and started an account with different name and or location but my girls pics are on there..we have tried to contact this person we have commented this person with no reply..jus deleting our comments....so plz if ur gonna post sumthing becareful....here is the fake account

In My Minds Eye
Given within seven depths of time, Listen to me now by using your mind. Give me the attention your eyes can't find, Let go of the weight burying you alive. Grasp ahold of the one thing you can't deny, And face the fears you keep lying inside. ~BJC

Bling Auction
Hey I have been in this bling auction forever and still no love is shown my way... Stop by and show some love lots of others are still waiting too Ireally need to be loved these days life is a pain ... hugs and kisses for taking the time to read.

Lounges
LOUNGE RULES-PLEASE READ-STRICTLY ENFORCED 1.NO ONE UNDER 18 ON CAMS PERIOD! 2.NO DRAMA PERIOD!ITS AUTOMATIC BANNED 3.NO LINK DROPPING 4.NO BASHING OTHER LOUNGES 5.NO DIRECTING OF CAMS 6.RESPECT OWNERS/STAFF 7.YOU GET ONE WARNING B4 BEING EJECTED 8.MUST HAVE DEFAULT PIC TO STAY 9.HAVE FUN AND ENJOY YOURSELVES

Hell
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENTThe following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term.The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well:Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant.One student, however, wrote the following:First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today.Most religions state that i

Scorpio
The Scorpio time aligns with the age when the sexual energy and prowess of the body have reached the adult phase, and are at their height. The joy and pain of being a Lover is deeply sexual, explosive and dangerous in its passion. The feelings become subject to undercurrents; a volume of desire that is hard to contain and alarming in its power, for it goes right to the roots of our being. The sexual act is one of the strongest drives known to us all. For many, it is a vital need and, often unwittingly, driven by the urgency to continue life, even after death. The natural force of any animal, which includes humans, is to attempt to reproduce. It is the pure creative force, and born from the inner instinct that their genes must survive. The Lover is caught in a deeply emotional experience, and rarely uses their reasoning power, for the feelings of those in a close physical relationship are often fraught with insecurities; hidden, unexplained and very intense. It is through this intens

Love Traits Of The Scorpio Woman
General love traits of the Scorpio woman It must be said once and for all: the Scorpio woman is a passionate being. But her love life is not always easy. Woe to him who falls into her claws without knowing what kind of lover the Scorpio woman is: an expert in the subtle game of executioner and victim. She needs to possess entirely the loved one. Her love is absolute, but also very troubled and complicated, and it may cross successive conflicts, rifts, cries of hatred and passion. In addition, the Scorpio woman is extremely jealous, and she can be sometimes a little sadistic. In short, she loves roller coasters! A relationship with her is likely to be the clash of two wills if she does not bind with a very accommodating and very peaceful man. Her sexuality can cause powerful inner turmoil or inhibitions. When founding a peaceful, quiet and stable home, she happens to be freed from her complex. Like said before, the love life of a Scorpio woman is never simple or linear. At certain per

Scorpio And Scorpio
The love match between two Scorpio natives will be a bitter-sweet one. Both the Scorpio man and the Scorpio woman have the same positive personality traits and the same negative traits. This love match is known by astrologers to be incredibly intense, as a Scorpio native never wants to enter into a relationship with superficial feelings. The romance level in this astrological love match is considerable and it may possibly end up in long-term relationship and marriage. Both of the Scorpio partners are very passionate about everything in their life and this incorporates their lover too. When in a love relationship, possessiveness, distrust, and jealousy are the main personality traits of the Scorpio and he never accepts giving out someone he considers his. Every time he is involved in a love match, the Scorpio zodiac sign is much emotionally involved, though it may take some time for his partner to realize this. Love is never something that a Scorpio takes frivolously. The love compatib

Att All
im gonna be trin to start a new fu group..... the breastseum for the guys and meat rack for the ladies... so ladies send some links to pix youd like to use for guys to see... and guys send links for pix youd like the ladies to see... i will rip the pix so that anyone interested can go straight to your page... to r/f/a/c you.....jus a workin idea trin to help me and all you level....if you havent r/f/a me please do so before sendin the link... .ty to all who

If Today Was Your Last Day
My best friend gave me the best adviceHe said each day's a gift and not a given rightLeave no stone unturned, leave your fears behindAnd try to take the path less traveled byThat first step you take is the longest strideIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?If today was your last dayAgainst the grain should be a way of lifeWhat's worth the prize is always worth the fightEvery second counts 'cause there's no second trySo live like you'll never live it twiceDon't take the free ride in your own lifeIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?Would you call old friends you never see?Reminisce old memoriesWould you forgive your enemies?Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?Swear up and down to God above

Mouth Wash That Works!!!
Mosquito Spray...Worth a try I was at a deck party awhile back, and the bugs were having a ball biting everyone. A man at the party sprayed the lawn and deck floor with Listerine, and the little demons disappeared. The next year I filled a 4-ounce spray bottle and used it around my seat whenever I saw mosquitoes. And voila! That worked as well. It worked at a picnic where we sprayed the area around the food table, the children's swing area, and the standing water nearby. During the summer, I don't leave home without it.....Pass it on.

Fuck The Police!!
FUCK THE POLICE!! #1 Why Fuck the Police Criticism of opposition to the police usually falls into one of five categories. The first common argument is that the police, as our fellow workers, are also exploited members of the proletariat, and should therefore be our allies. Unfortunately, there is a vast gap between “should” and “is.” The police exist to enforce the will of the powerful; anyone who has not had a bad experience with them is likely either privileged or submissive. Today’s police officers, at least in North America, know exactly what they’re getting into when they join the force; people in uniform don’t just get cats out of trees in this country. Yes, most take the job because of what they feel to be economic necessity, but needing a paycheck is no excuse for obeying orders to evict families, harass young men of color, or pepper spray demonstrators; those whose consciences can be bought are everyone else’s enemies,

Angels
I've seen the beauty of the angels and the brightest stars shine...I've gave life and took life and I've had a hard time....Seen the brightest of days and the darkest of nights...but I aint never seen a dame like you, you way outta sight...Lil mama you just right...You been catchin my eye...couldn't let you pass by without pressin the line.....You're perfect, You're beautiful in all the right places.......It's crucial, I can't see my future without your face in it......Just being truthful, and I hope you can take it..... Hope you can give just as much as You're takin.... Cuz I will baby.....And it's all to the good...I can be soft in the sheets like I'm hard in the hood.....Get your bacc to the fullest like a real partner should...Oh LORD, please don't let me be misunderstood....

For Sale
Uterus!!! I have no use for it. I am not in the market to produce anymore spawn! I am also happy to sell any eggs left in the freaking oven also. Man,it was supposed to be a very lovely night of sex. Yes,God hates me and Aunt Flow is loving me. I think My bible thumping cross loving angels all over her room Aunt has cursed me! I swear everytime there is a slight possibility of sex I get screwed and not in the way I was hoping for! :(

Battered Soul
My life tormented A childhood of painSpent bruised and scarredHours locked in a small dark roomTo scared to shout for helpWith only spiders for companyDay after dayThe bruises cameTo ashamed to show the worldHow could I have explained? The screaming stoppedThrough fear of more painThe inner screamsStill ringing in my earsThe nightmaresNever fadeAnother dayDarkness consumes my beingWishing for someone to set me freeAnother fist flies my wayPain shoots through meLike a thousand knivesPiercing my soulOnto adult yearsStill bruised insideOnly to find loves the sameIs this normalWas it something I did? Walking into doors seems like a bad habit for meOne black eye after the nextHere I was againHiding in a dark cornerHoping the monsters wouldn't see meHoping they wouldn't bring more painWill this ever end? The child inside so battered The child inside so scared

Karma
well, my dads wife that just passed has triplet daughters that are almost 34 yrs old. Their sperm donor for a father found out that they have severe Cerebral Palsey when they were one and said if he can't have perfect childeren, he didn't want children. So needless to say, he had nothing to do with them their entire lives. well, he was shot, ...

Your Memory Remains
Each time I think of you My mood becomes quite blue. My heart cries for another time When I was so proud that you were mine. The days of the past Seem now to have been too fast. In the blink of an eye, the beat of a heart Our time together was ripped apart. It is to my dismay That I constantly re-live that day. The image of you laying so sweet And I realized your heart had stopped its beat. I moved your body, now so wilted While my heart is feeling so jilted. I tried so hard to breathe life back into you My attempts were failing, there was nothing I could do. At that moment my life made a change A new reason to live, I had to arrange. At your funeral I stopped and reflected

Thank You All
i want to thank every one who had me in their prayers last night. i woke up yesterday morning feeling really wierd with chest pains, being dizzy an breaking out in cold sweats. really week feeling. i went to work thinking nothing about it. one of my co-workers told me to check my blood pressure so i did, it was 148 over 1o4. it told me that wasnt good. at 6 pm he came to check on me an told me i was really flusstered looking. he made me take it again, this time it was 156 over 108. took me to the office an one of my managers took me to the er. with in a short period of time it jumped to 176 over 118.. needless to say i didnt have a heart attack.. got more test to do monday morning. i will keep you all up to date. again thanks for all the love an kind words an thoughts for those that i was able to contact..

Rules
INTRODUCING~TORNADO COMMENT BOMBERS~We are a new family here on the Fu and want to have some fun.BUT...As with all families, we have to have some rules.#1 - Everyone is required to Rate/Fan/Add ALL family members. This can be easily accomplished because their is a folder that has every members picture in it. Each one is ripped so that you can go directly to their page. If it is found that you haven't done so, you will be asked to correct the situation or submit your resignation. Those are the only 2 choices.#2 - If you are CURRENTLY in a contest or have one coming up in the near future, DO NOT ask to join this family. The reason is, we are about fairness to all family members and if you are just joining for help, PLZ DON'T#3 - There will be NO MORE THAN 2 family members in a contest at the same time. Before you enter into a contest, please submit a request to the homepage for approval. #4 - You must NOT have your bartab turned off. It will be the biggest way to contact you and when the

The Gift
I was given a gift so unexpected. This gift came not in pretty packaging, came without a bow. It had immeasurable worth, for we cannot measure what has intangible value. Never had a gift reduced me to such tears, for expressing with words would not be sufficent. This gift I will treasure and cherish above all I have ever received. This gift was given so freely, that I could never repay. The giver knew not of the invoking it would cause. The giver knew onlly what they desired to bestow unto me. This gift I will forever be greatful for. Enternally I will have gratitude to the giver, for this gift was far more precious than they even knew. This gift was love, family, life and the gift of being reliquished from my past and despair. May I be so fortunate to return this gift and become the giver myself.

My First Auction
This is my first auction... so let's make this fun! Don't forget to A/F/R the Hostess. She didn't ask for it, but it's the nice thing to do :) There will also be a prize given to the one with the most rates, so even if you don't bid, the rates will help!!! Thank you all in advance!

Jamie Foxx Is A Cocksucker!
Big deal when Imus calls stereotypical black basketball players "nappy", but no biggie when this Obama loving primate calls Hannah Montana a "white bitch"? So, where is fat ass Sharpton? Where is the left wing hypocrite media? Blacks will NEVER change. You're all no good. The media sucks. You're all disgraceful white sellouts.

Wow Teresa Ty I Think All Us Woman Should Read This...=)
IF A MAN WANTS YOUIf a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn`t want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that`s not meant to be.Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can`t "be friends."A friend wouldn`t mistreat a friend. Don`t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don`t stay because you think "it will get better." You`ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who`ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn`t marry them when he got them pregnant. Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends sepa

Wwe 2009 Draft
mvp moved to raw Mr. Kennedy - drafted to Raw big show moved to raw Nikki Bella - drafted to Raw Chavo Guerrero - drafted to Raw Hornswoggle - drafted to Raw matt hardy moved to raw hhh moved to raw miz moved to raw maryse moved to raw Brie Bella - drafted to Raw Primo - drafted to Raw Carlito - drafted to Raw Festus - drafted to Raw

Tired
I have learned that you can't please everyone. You're damned if you do and damned if you don't. I went to bed lastnight in tears because of this. Words can hurt far more than anything physical. I'm just going to step back and reflect on things for now.

Eminem
I will admit, I do enjoy some of his music. I saw this video on TV this morning and laughed my ass off. You have to give this guy credit, he really doesn't care who he fucks with. We Made You lyrics Guess Who You Miss me? Jessica Simpson sing the chorus Jessica Simpson – (Eminem) (CHORUS) When you walked through the door It was clear to me (clear to me) You’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to see) You’re a … rock star (baby) Everybody wants you (everybody wants you) Player… Who can really blame you (who can really blame you) We're the ones who (chicka) made you *cough, cough* (VERSE ONE) Back by popular demand Now pop a little Zantac or ant'-acid if you can You're ready to tackle any task that is at hand How does it feel, is it fantastic, is it grand? Well look at all the massive masses in the stands Shady man… no don’t massacre the fans Damn, I think Kim Kardashians a man She stomped him just cause he asked to pu

Liliths Lair
I've seen many people come and go in Liliths Lair. Some return after being gone a while. Some never leave, even when its dead. And some who claim to be true friends willing to help disappear the moment things slow down. Well fuck them! Liliths Lair has proved time after time that we dont need those types of people. We are a true and real family and I love them all so much! To mention individuals who remained loyal would take all night, and I can't wait to get back to them. You all know who you are and if you don't, come meet them. We are indeed a real family and I love you all!!! KEEP IT METAL! EMBRACE THE EVIL! Love always, Lady of Liliths Lair

Eggs And Tears
She rose to her feet once more as she straightened out her dishevelled clothing. She slowly smoothed down her summer dress. Her tongue slid from her scarlet lips to lap at the small trickle of my cum that was trying to escape, she wanted every drop. She looked down at the lifeless figure on the ground. It was me. My eyes were wide open, whether with shock or excitement she neither knew nor cared. She’d got what she’d wanted and I got what I needed. She turned, looked at me and walked away, to her home, to sleep away the daylight hours until she could have me once again… ... more to follow.

Earl's Personal Blog
It seems that everywhere I turn, I have drama... Take my first ex-wife: More than five years after divorcing me, she files for her new hubby to adopt my son. Granted, I don't make money like Donald Trump, but I try to support him. She doesn't want to hear that, and lobbied the judge to order me to stand before him in court. If you think that should be no problem, read on... My second wife, who promised ON HER MOTHER'S GRAVE to stick by me through thick and thin, threw me out of our apartment before XMAS 2008, then files for divorce. To add insult to injury, she places a restraining order on me, and during the initial divorce hearing, lobbies the judge for me to get my things - all while under watch from the police, and to support my kids. The judge orders me to stand before him in court as well. Still think that it is no problem? Better sit down in a nice comfy chair. My first ex-wife REFUSES to give me my son's social security information when I fought the case. (She knows that i

Live Auction
COME CHECK IT OUT MONDAY NIGHT AUCTION (4-20-09) FOR ALL...RULES ARE SIMPLY SO PLEASE READ...1. NO DRAMA2.MUST BE A MEMBER SO JOIN LOUNGE IF YOU WANT TO BE AUCTIONED OFF3.PAYMENT IS DUE AFTER PURCHASE AND 10% FROM PERSON BEING PAID FOR GOES TO OWNER OF LOUNGE4. ALSO MUST R/F/A OWNER5. YOU CAN DECLINE ANY BID AT ANY TIME...AFTER AUCTION IS OVER ALL OFFERS BETWEEN BUYER AND OWNER ARE SETTLED OUTSIDE OF LOUNGE AND LOUNGE OWNER WILL NOT GET INVOLVED.....WANNA HAVE FUN THEN COME ON IN FOR A LIVE AUCTION MONDAY NIGHT AT 8PM EST.....BRING YOUR FUBUCKS AND OFFERS...WILL END AT 12 MIDNIGHT EST....COME TO ~CoUnTrY-CoNnEcTiOnS~http://fubar.com/lounge/66538

537 Productionz
We are 537 Productionz , a NY based production/management company. We are networking to find great musical talent , whether you rap , sing , do reggae etc... We are looking for talent to showcase in upcoming shows as well as represent them for future recording contracts . We even offer studio

Just A Thought Or So...
Im a fan of words. I enjoy putting them together and taking them apart (not the words themselves.. more like forming sentences, and novels.. and soliloquies). Im also a fan of literacy. In which case, please refrain from using u and ur when engaging in an e-exchange of words (hate mail included). Im very aware some people like to think using shorthand saves time. Well, if you cant spell out a full word you happen to use everyday, dont bother sending a message. It will save your time, and mine. This includes, but is not solely subject to, the proper use of your, youre, there, their, and theyre. Reading and writing is taught in school for a reason, enjoy it while you can. I dont expect you to be a mastermind, just THINK before you SPEAK.1. Be a good person as best you can; all cases are relative to the individual. 2. Live as much life as you can. 3. Pursue something you deem worthy of your time in your relatively short amount on earth. 4. Respect all.

Bulletins
DJ ANIMAL LIVE ON AIR.That's right guys, he's back from IraqFor two weeks only,And taking over the airwaves.Come show him some love,And support our troops!Midnight - 4AM ESTGet in here and show him loveFORBIDDEN style!!!Click the image to join us now ~a ♠bunnylove♠™ production~

Just Another Day
Just another day sitting at home bored out of my mind. My daughter was surprised when we took a ride to collect anything good we could find at a ladies house they had listed on line. They had to move & had left over yard sale shit so we went to take a look and see what they had. I got a brand new Playboy Jacket & some other cool stuff. Georgey porgie went with his momma to set free some baloons & roses for his dead daughters birthday. I cleaned house as always & when he got back we went to the local Game Stop to pick up Ratchet & Clank 3 & 4.... Tack & Tack 2.... well needless to say sense those r my games and George has been addicted to the damn Playstaytion 2 these past few weeks I figure its my turn to play some thing. I never play long any how. I have been so damn horny too feeling a bit naughty. Sense my birthday really sucked because some one just had 2 b fucked up again. I was promised a romantic day & night but was given the same broken promises as always. How am I not really

Panic, Depression, Worthless
I am so tired of life being one stuggle after another, was I a baby killer in a past life? What did I do to deserve all the pain and hurt I have gone through all my life? My husband and my children are so wonderful, they should have better. I can't find a job, I even dyed the red out of my hair to try and look a little more "normal" in hopes of landing a job. Everything feels like it is closing in on me and I am suffocating! My husband was gone for 2 years, to bring home steady pay we could count on, now it looks like that is the only choice once again is for him to try to take a deployment that will happen as soon as possible. I have been a stay at home mom since I was 16, I don't have any job experience. I feel like I am just a burden for him. He tells me it is not true at all, I run the house, I take care of 4 kids, I am trying to go to school to get skills for a job. But that is not helping the fact that we can barely put food on the table. I, as well as my oldest son, take our cla

I Guess I Should've Been More Like Her
She's beautiful in her simple little way She don't have too much to say when she gets mad She understands she don't let go of anything Even when the pain gets really bad Guess I should've been more like that You had it all for a pretty little while And some how you made me smile when I was sad You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart Then you realized you wanted what you had I guess I should've been more like that I should have held on to my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserved I guess I should've been more like her Forgiving you, she's stronger than I am You don't look much like a man from where I'm at It's plain to see desperation showed it's truth You love her and she loves you with all she has I guess I should've been more like that I should have held on to my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserved I guess I should've been more like her She's beautiful in her simple, little way

Love
WEll what to say or how to react to whats given to us in our lap.Its almost funny how history repeats itself and we end up back at square one with not really a right path to take. all seem wrong but which is the lesser of the 2 evils.do we go back to scratch and start from the beginning?when one is wronged what is the best revenge but to do unto otheres as whats been done onto you...so I was taught growing up....well is that always the right answerWell when you mix emotions n Love into the mix it sometimes becomes hardI was always taught to be strong never let them think you care at allLet know one get close to me Before you and meI then shared things wit you about my pastThat I'd never tell to anyone else Just keep it to myself seemed to be the better optionNow I know I lack affection and expressing my feelingsIt took me a minute to come and admit this butSee I'm really try'na change nowWanna love you better, show me how but you decided that it was better to be left at the curbI decid

Band
well we're still in the struggle of finding a name for the band...so far we're nameless... :p A few names have been introduced by the other band members...but we are still searching for the right one...got any ideas?? Drop a line..

Ehh
ok come to the realization that im never truly on here but oh well ehy not be here um.... lets see im also thinking that i need to quit somking so i need help god this is sad reaching out to people i dont even know haha ok well i guess being 19 has its perks well anywhoo i do hope i got ot see my wife and daughter soon need a job furst

Near Deathe Experiences And Close Calls
After almost getting rearended hard this morning in the county in which I live, it has shook me up to a point where I am appreciating life a lot more and wanting to live everyday like it is my last day on this earth because this close call really shook me up to a point to where I want to get life insurance, that is for damn sure. I figured the head on car accident that I had on Aug. 23rd, 1995 would do this but instead it's the close call that my girlfriend and I had this morning! She has life insurance or a burial plan and I have no life insurance but that's about to change definitely! All have to say is, before that day does come, I will say that I love you all!

I Didn't Know...damn It ...just...f'n Dammit.!!!..
Feb 5, 2009 Lux Interior, lead singer of The Cramps, has died. Rock'n'roll heaven just got a lot weirder. Lux Interior , madcap and lascivious lead singer of classic goth punk-a-billy band The Cramps , has died at age 62. R.I.P....Darlin'...R.I.P...

Help Puweese :)
Anyone notice that Just (aka Tool) has passed level 28, but can't level cause he needs referrals? he's an awesome dude. Always bombing everyone and blinging their ass. Just@ fubar Help out a friend, and refer a friend......if you can just convince ONE friend to sign up using this link------and take a look around, we can all get Just that Lost Soul level he worked so hard to get. Thanks. Please re-post often. And use link below. Cheers http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1301644 (repost of original by '~Cubby~' on '2009-04-19 08:24:29') (repost of original by '~★~vixen260~★~Fubar4Life~★~' on '2009-04-19 08:28:48')

My Drunken Code-fu Is Tight
I used to make mead. Srsly! It's a fun little hobby, easy once you get the hang of it, and is great for gift giving and artistry. Store-bought mead is very, very sketchy. Probably not for you Brit's though.Here's an "ad hoc" recipe for mead-like goodness in a pinch.- 2 quart cooking pan, stainless steel preferably- 1 stove- 3 lbs. honey (I guess that's about 1.5 kg of honey)- 2 to 3 cups of scotch or whiskeyRoughly, 1 part whiskey to 3 parts honey. Obviously I like a little more scotch than that...Pour in the scotch and honey. Put on a low heat, above 185 degrees F (85 degrees C) but below boiling. Wait about 20 minutes and stir it occasionally.The heating is something you MUST pay attention to. This is primarily for two reasons:1) If you boil honey for too long you'll change the "flavor" of it. Honey is a delicate flavor. It can get a slightly burnt taste to it even though it remains liquid.2) As I found out today, do NOT boil honey and scotch. Just don't do it. Especially do not cove

Work
Alright, as none of you know, I just moved to New Mexico. I have a job as an assisstant manager with Western Refining Co. and having only been there 2 weeks, I'm already bewildered by the shit my employees come up with. Last night is an excellent example of this. I was put in a position of needing to terminate someone because of consistant failure to do his job, and came in for work yesterday (my 1 day off!), and cover the swing shift. Well, because of the UFC fight going on lastnight, my night crew was 2 hours late. So, not only did

About Me Since Im New
Hello! Im a 43 year old grandmother of 2 soon to be 3..To me my family comes first..The last 2 years has been hard on me since I have been in and out of the hospital and they still dont know what exactly is wrong with me..Jack is my oldest grandson and he is our world..Kaylie is the middle granddaughter and she means just as much as Jack but her parents dont think so..Then in November we will have a new baby that my youngest daughter will be having..My husband of 23 years is my life..He is my rock when I need someone to lean on..I just want to say Thank You and I Love You Charles..Well, I hope I will make new friends on here..

Whatever
I love how people I don't hear from for several months, contacts me and adds me to a website. Wow. So Stitch, if you are reading this, this means you missed me as your friend. Doubt it since last thing I was told is that you were scared of me.

Gluten Free Guy
Hi, I must be the newest "fresh meat" on Fubar. Well here goes with the blog thing. I'm really into Gluten Free Food and a healthy lifestyle, not boring, just healthy. We put so much trash into our systems that we need to take a break and let ourselves escape from all the bad and enjoy the good [Gluten Free that is]. Home for me is in the Endless Mountains of Pennsylvania. My place is on top of a mountain in a little area where the deer and bears and turkeys outnumber the people by 3 to 1. It is almost Spring here and the flowers are starting to bloom. There are no fun places like Fubar nearby, so this site is a godsend for me. I'll post my thoughts and information on a Gluten Free lifestyle and all the benefits derived from it, as we go along. For now, give me a shout and I'll shout back. Gluten Free Guy

Here
if some of you are wondering why it is that i dont leave animated comments or such on profiles?...well wonder no more...it seems that i have been "tripping the spam filter" after about 8 or so profile comments...and once that happends i end up with bouncers all over the place every time i want to look at a profile...heck i was even bounced when i wanted to check into my blogs... so since this is getting a little wierd...i might not be doing many profile comments...i klnow i know..i havent done alot before but i might just not do any at all now....so to those of you that feel i havent made contact...please bear with me

Venting
So the last couple months i have gotten really bored with the site... same ol thing begging and pleading for ppl to rate or anything... People always want the help but MOST arent willing to return the favor.. I know its all about points, and such and if you dont have autos running now or a Bomb ppl dont even look twice at you. I remember when i first started onthis site, ppl actually rated each other to help out. Or if you had/have blings ppl would actually trade with you or whatever... Ahhh life before Auto 11's!!! There are over usually an average of about 50k ppl on here at any given time...and the funny thing is.. ITS ALWAYS the same ppl srolling by the top of the screen.. ALLLLL day long.

New Obsession
So yeah... I have had my tongue pierced for a few years and have always wanted to get something else done. So I decided that I wanted to get a Monroe (a stud where Marilyn had her beauty mark). So I got it done on Friday and I absolutely love it... so now I want to get more done... Uh oh. LOL so yeah now I have a new obsession.

Is Any Single Hot Girl There Who Want Own Me..
Is any hot and beautiful girl want be my princess, who i can give you my love, take care her all the way, house, cars and alot more, if you are that person hit me back please.....Alex

Beware (new Name)
just to let everybody know our scammer gurl ~~~Sexy Mom~~~ changed her name into ~~SparklingAngel~~ let everybody know in ur friendlist and all over fubar so she wont have the chance to rip ppl off again!!! ~~SparklingAngel~~ thats the new name, beware of the scammer lady!!!!!!!!!!

I Love My Peoples =d
Okay since I can't fit everyone in my status I wanted to say thank you to you guys on here I love each of you. I love you Sweet and thank you sooo much :) Krista thank you soooo much that was really awesome of you Shay you're way too nice to me :P I'm not worth that much money! but I love it! hehehe

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Thought Of The Day....
There is a fly, flying above the water..There is a fish watching the fly, fly above the water.. and he says to himself " if that fly drops just 6 inches I will be able to catch it and have myself a good dinner"There is a Cat watching the fish..watching the fly, fly above the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops just 6 inches .. the fish will be able to catch the fly.. I'll be able to catch the fish and have myself a good dinner.."There a bear watching the cat.. watching the fish watching the fly, fly about the water and he says to himself "if that fly drops 6 inches The fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish I'll be able to take the fish and have myself a good dinner!"There's a man watching the bear watching the cat watching the fish watching the fly fly above the water and he says to himself "If that fly drops 6 inches the fish will be able to catch the fly.. the cat will be able to catch the fish.. the bear will be able to take the fish

Life
so i thought at time goes by things are supposed to get easier, i guess who ever said that was so so wrng it is just gettin wrse and hrdr to deal with. Day after day i sit and try and figure y i love someone that does not seem to love me back and it hurts. i have never loved and hated someone so much at the same ever in my life. i guess i jus want what i cant have. I wish it was all diffrent and that it will get easy soon. I cant handle bein hurt any more and seem to just keep gettin hurt more and more every day. I really do not kno how much more my body handle if it can handle any at all. Im worn and my body is havin a hrd time adjustin to this along with other things im currently not able to mention. I jus want it all to better bit idk that will eva happen. I think of my life and things that i want to say and can't and jus cry for hrs on end, i cry myself to sleep every nite as i think y me. There are so many thing i want tell him but cant find a way and when i do he seem alwatys idk

Empty Soul
My mind is empty like my soul. My heart is full of love, but thous endless with hate. My soul is empty like my crys as i think of my past. Siting here thinking of the pain i finlly realzed from the endless hate from my soul. My anger comes from rage from thou endless and my empty soul. People sit there and tell me that i' scum bec i don't have a life to live, but i'm try to make it better, but my empty soul is pulling me down. So why is my endless and empty soul still having all i just what my life back and get rid of my empty soul.

Gaming News
Stalker Complete 2009 Promotional Image Website: http://artistpavel.blogspot.com/2009/04/stalker-complete-2009.html Excerpt: STALKER Complete 2009 ---------------------------------------- This mod has been created with a thought of bringing the beautiful and immersive game of STALKER from the last generation era, when it was created to an up-to-date experience you'd expect from games you play in 2009. I did not try to include every single mod out there that changes the game beyond recognition, that was not the point. The following list is the carefully chosen essential collection of most advanced and aesthetically pleasant modifications, created by talented concept artists and programmers in the past 2 years. These are meant to technically and artistically enhance the game without compromising the original feel and atmosphere developers meant you to see. You'll notice every single detail has been retouched and has a polished feel to it. This is ideal for first time players or peop

Easy Way Of Life
Bring every one down. Make People suffer the way i found. The only way i could escape the way i lived was using the down drug. Smoking every day while the bitch yelled at me. i finlly snaped with my mind was cloudy. I said to to the Bitch "why don't you come down to my level" and then i said also "then you would stop bitching about what makes me feel better". Makes me escape the reallty of my life. Now i thought i would be out of this hell I'm in, but it keeps coming back for me. So that makes a nother 8th is gone to keepmy head stright so why am i still in the same hell of my own mind. Bring up old pain that seems to keep bring me down.

Another Me With An Away You
Without you..I see strikes of fire in my brain I see sadness, depression,I feel unbearable pain Without you I see the smile of life crying loudly where the ears of a sad fate listen calmly holding the broken promises about the untrue happiness.. Without you I see a heart that's broken, left between the dust of the worlds biggest desert where the sun shines over my burnt hearts skin how painful shameful it seems to be, for without you makes the biggest cursed sin Without you..I see cold nights singing the saddest tunes, that the sky thunder harshly for Its desire and the stars shine the lightening of Its fire where I shed the fears of how cruel without you is.. For without you means I die, I fall, I end and tire Without you I see life a dark hole with not a slit shed of light..I see not the shiny days but do imagine the unkind dark nights, full of horror drowned by tears. Without you I see my heart pumping pounding all these fears Without you I see the world

Sunset Lights
The stillness of silence beneath the waterfall cave a memory of golden paths staying each day the same Showering teardrops erupts within my souls delight your beauty and passion portrays our sunset lights Tenderness by touch, a magical explosion by two hearts incrust our pillar of trust, leading our love beyond the ocean shores Whispering love songs embracing the still moon light with painted dreams illuminating a lover's scene Shaking fingertips beneath a heart beat emotion your devoted love strings still lingers underneath my skin A true found treasure with a gem stone of a kind your sparkling eyes inflaming what is yours and mine Our sunset lights will flourish for all to see for the love we contain is all we need.

Faded Waters
A cloud of mist surrounds us both Faded Waters is all I know Stormy waters is like a story untold So is the love we both deeply uphold The sound of waves deep inside Flowing through my veins all the time. Sadness surrounds our souls tonight The passion that grows is ours tonight For Faded Waters is all I know Love comes and love goes Holding on a love unknown Faded Waters in my heart alone Dreams I dream in misty nights In Faded Waters I sleep tonight written by someone for someone ...

Tears Are Words The Heart Cannot Say
My bleeding heart, the fountain of lover's true art words escape through tears burning so sincere Calculating emotions multiplying with true devotion bound by tears of words, which the heart alone endures Words of silence around my lover's heart with tears performing a musical art Count each tear and feel what I feel for my heart is crying out, for you my dear So many emotions in so many ways sometimes it's difficult to show what my heart contains With words through tears I show my love so clear as my heart erupts, distinguishing how I feel A lover's heart captures words it cannot say through tears it shows a realm, unexplained.

Tears In The Sky
Clouds submerge with tears in the sky as my heart longs for a place so divine time and time tear drops fall reflecting on a place I do call my own A breeze of coldness upon my face delightful it is to feel such embrace fog in the sky producing an icy storm so is my heart missing you more and more Snow like clouds hanging over me as I feel the warm touch of a his love shallow streams flow beside my feet as rain falls down escalading as I speak Late night moon shining down on me painting your face, all around me silence surrounds me with tears in the sky capturing the content of you in my eyes written by her for him!!

Tears By Words
Word by word these tears are born by your true desires they are formed Your written words inflicted on me has raged a sadness deep within me It's not the first time, but this was the last the words you've written has shattered so fast Words written, is our true emotions feelings and desires all in motion It's hard to believe, but I truly see that written words, can devour me So oil painted as tears elope I continue reading this one last note Your words of friendship beautifully engraved will always portray, the love you displayed It's been so long since you've been gone but one day I'll meet you, where we belong Written by: Sierra For the greatest love unknown!

Sexy Story Some What I Did Better Before
he gently wraps his arms around me gently breathing on mehe begins to remove my topbut also with gentle kisseshis hand moves down the side off my armhe then moves in closer into mewanting to make me feel goodhe then brings his one hand down tomy ass and just with his finger tipsrubs againts my skin,he begins to get a little ruffand it begins to get a little moreintenceeach minute he presses againts meputting my hands againts the wallbiteing me just hard enough to feel good we begin to bump each otherthe blood in r vains move fastermy breathing is so deep and heavyhe takes both hands and puts them on mybreastpushing in to me before he entershe kisses all the way down my backlicks and nibbles all the way downto my....he gently plays and nibbles and looks up at meseeing my face with such intence and sweat comeing downhearing me moan places his hands on to my belly and down my legsstimulateing every sexual nerve, he picksme up from my legs and gently puts me on thebed pushing harder on to

Outer To Inner
Decisions so blurry so unclear these altering changes forms mystical tears A blacken rose plunders to the ground broken and open, a source of light The truth inside pours out to night breathing freely for all to see The outside was known but within was never told Too late, because the rose has fallen they never knew but will today A day of conclusion and all the truth some shall be broken and torn apart Those so close will feel internal pain others may see it as a changing lane The crushing elements of that night is a beginning for some to a fruitful life We learn we fall into the deepest holes we climb we rise to heavenly sky's In the end it was never about them but only the one that sees it all

Saturday Mornins
I think we all like to at least feel like in some way if not loved at least thought about so we do things that we wouldn't normally do and then some of us block things that we really shouldn't but all of it is going to come back on us in one way or another we will never be free when we have so much that we need to confront with some of us that just cant and others that are too scared and then theres us that are all of the above...

Always
I hope to always be the oneThat takes your breath awayI hope to always fill your thoughtsAs you go about your dayI hope to always be the oneThat you dream of at nightI hope it's still my face you seeWhen you close your eyes so tightI hope you always feel the loveThat I have for only youI hope that you knowEverything I feel for you is true.I pray that what we shareWill last for eternityAnd when you need someone so badKnow you can always turn to meI pray that the hurtWe sometimes feel insideWill one day come to an endAlong with tears we've criedI hope to always have this feelingThat you bring to meTake another look into my heart...I love you...honestly.

Silent Thoughts
A simple thought of you and I'm gone again,Just thinking about your sweet face.Wishing I could touch your body,While giving you kisses all over the place.I'd caress your back,As you stare into my eyes.The thought of you here next to me,Puts my body in a rise.Your hands all over my skin,While your tongue traces my lips.The feeling begins to intensify,As you move just past my hips.I imagine you inside of me,And I let out a slight moan.The thought of you making love to me,Begins to set the tone.Slower in the beginning,I want to feel your every thrust.Your kissing my neck now,As you touch me on my bust.I run my fingers through your hair,As you breathe into my ear.I bite down on my lower lip,Just wishing you were here.You pick up the pace now,And I begin to lose control.I imagine your face looking down at me,As the ecstasy takes its toll.You rub my face with your hands,And softly kiss me on my cheek.You can tell just by my smile,How much the thought of you makes me weak.I take a breath and

Life
So... This week can be either very promising or... full of disappointment Tomorrow I have my GED assesment test... which, for those who don't know, is the first thing they have you take in good 'ol K-port TN It just tests you to see how smart you are and what not if

Never Let Go
So restless at night, when I dream of youI open my eyes, hoping it came true.It didn't again so with tears in my eyesI hold my pillow to soften the cries.But distance means nothing in love that's trueAnd though I long for one touch from you,I'll squeeze that pillow while we're apart,You hold me too, you hold my heart.No one has ever made me feel so complete,My whole life was lived just so we could meet.I'll dream of you now, on into the night,Hoping that soon you'll be holding me tight.My dreams will come true one day, I know,Just hold me close, and never let go.

Would U Just Listen
Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,How you felt around me? The memories we shared,And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.You were my first love and my true love, that will al

Life And Love In 09
I have thought about my life lately,thinking of what i want to do with the love i have in my heart I have come to realize that meeting, and falling in love with you is the best thing that has ever happened to me. My love for you is beyond words, beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I am content with our life, what it will hold, the exciting things we have ahead of us, to experience together, as a couple. I am ready for all that our future holds for us, the good and bad, we will get thru it all together. We had withstood the test of time, the test of a long distance relationship, and have suceeded thus far. If we can overcome these tough issues, then any and every thing is possible for us. I am ready to face this future of ours, this wonderful future that we have ahead...together.**I wrote the above on 4-3-09**4-19-09Well since writing this some things have changed, and we are faced with a situation of my creation. I am very regretful for what I did...I am filled with more remors

Brook
I took this lil test and this is what my answer was, what should you parents named you~ BrookeYou are very self-conscious, but you are beautiful. You worry about what other people think about you yet you are all they think about. You are very caring and sweet, but you can be aggressive.

04/20/09
My dog bit the powerman today. He had no buisness in my yard the meter is on the side of house. But because of tghis the animal control took my baby girl. I have to wait 10 days and pay $650 to get her back .

It Hurts To Love Someone
I am in love with my husband but I am afraid that if I give our life another chance it wont work and then again I don't know if he would want me back to start with. The reason for this blog is that my husband gets out of prison tomorrow and I don't know if I am ready for this. I know I am the one going to pick him up. I guess we will see what happens tomorrow. I thought he had another year and I was going to get a divorce but I get a call today and guess what? He is out and needs a ride home. It has been an abusive relationship and I don't know if the abuse will change. In my heart I know it wont get any better but I want it to.

On The Edge Of Heaven
Just to have you with me I would have done almost anything Only a blind man could have failed to notice the state that I was in. Every time we met, my heart would skip a beat Never imagined our relationship would end in tears and defeat. There is so much we have in common and in my heart I felt so sure this is the man I have waited for You made me feel so happy and secure. But as time went by, we did not grow closer but drifted further apart The more I held on to you, the more you closed the door to your heart. My other half is what you are to me to know all this but still having to walk away Is more than I can bare, because in your arms is where I belong and where I want to stay. On the edge of heaven but forever on the outside looking in I will turn away from love now, this game at which I will never win.

Soul Of A Poet's Heart
Written with the soul of one's pure heart Written like a song, some form of art Written with bitter, rare truth from that soul Written with emotions, so out-of-control Pen to paper, as the words are spoken Each word written, is another heart's token Like flowers expanding across a page The truth of the heart is released from its cage Each word is spellbinding, entrancing to the eye In which a beautiful new story always underlies Beauty written, like a sunlight through a gem The writer awaiting praise, or whether to be condemned Each line and stanza written as a magical tale Waiting to be expanded upon or a twist unveiled The soul of a poet's heart is the story-teller now And with the truth, lies a gift that poet's are endowed Pure ascertainty, truth without a doubt on the mind These poet's lives, laid out no matter how unkind With treachery and happiness, longing and freedom The word's of a poet, fortune read like one's palm Read the soul of a poet's heart

Wished Upon The Same Falling Star
Sitting here, in the shadow of the dark No stars in my sky And a frown on my face I'm sure this is the place I die The cold night air, makes me shiver But I sit there, in silence I just think of me and you And I wish the whole situation would make sense I look toward the sky for guidance And in that split second I see a lone star falling I wish upon it, a wish I hope comes true That you will come calling That same, cold night Far, far away from where I sat under that dark sky You saw that same lone star falling And you wished that same wish as I On that dark, cold night The two of us, so far away Wished upon that same lone falling star And that wish, we both happened to say

Please Dont Say Goodbye
This pain is now my torture and i don't know what to do it doesn't seem that long ago when i felt so close to you i don't want you to leave me i cant bare to watch you go but if you are not staying then theres things you need to know i miss you when we don't talk and i think the world of you i look up to you and admire your strength and i am proud of everything that you do when i know your happy and hear you laugh i cant help but feel happy inside my heart but now i have this heartbreaking feeling i can slowly feel us drifting apart i don't know what to do to tell you that i want to make things right i just wish we were close again and know that every things alright i cant help but think your hurting and maybe need some time alone but its hard to watch you suffer i don't want to be on your own i am always going to be here for you and i hope you know i will always care you are the best thing i have had and your the one who was always there i hop

So Near Yet So Far
You are my hope you are my inspiration you make me hold on when i feel like letting go you came into my life when i no longer cared but then you made me see the person i could be you have saved my life you have made me strong you are the person i have waited for this long you are so brave you make me proud I'm so happy now you have gave me a life i wish i could be there to know you really care i know you'd keep me safe i know you'd be my cure i would feel so free i could be the real me we are so far apart the distance is killing me i cant feel you close i fear you will go so I'm writing this cuz i need you to know my dream is to be with you to see your smile for real to know that all this pain i no longer need to feel dreams don't come true they stay in my head but without my angel i know I'd be dead

A New Life
The new chapter in my life is opening. I cannot wait to unfold the pages that will spill new words into my being. There will be an absence from here from time to time in the coming days. My absence brings a welcome new presence. During the next week the relationship that has been blossoming is about to come into full bloom. John and I are to join our lives to be one. So as with being as such, I will not have time to tend to all of you lovely folks that I treasure and hold dear. Please keep my spot warm as I will be here to sit with you all once again. Thank you all for your well wishes and friendship. Until our next meeting.

Need Work?
Athena's Corporation is always looking for good sales reps, managers, models , designers, promo girls, etc. This economy sucks right now and jobs are far and few between. There are plenty of openings everywhere, especially in the Portland area with the corporation. message me to find out more,

Spotlight Fund
I am at a level 25 and would love to get my very first spotlight......I will take donations, rate pics, rate stash or other things depending on what them other things are in order to get spotlight....if you would like to help me out and want me to rate pics or anything like that for fubucks towards the spotlight please message me or leave a message in this blog and I will let you no when i will let you no if I will do it and also notify you when its done. I would appreciate any and all help to get me the spotlight. Just to let you all no..if you do help me out in anyway...i would like to make a picture with everyone that helped me and when i get the spotlight it will be put as my main display to thank you all for helping me out...it will show one person then another and so on and so on. I can't make the pretty bulletins or anything like that but if someone would like to make me one it would be greatly appreciated as well. Please Help Me Towards A Spotlight. Thanks So Much For

To My Baby
The Way You Make Me Feel You make me feel special,You make me feel new,You make me feel loved,With everything you do. You hold me close when I am sad.You wipe the tears from my face.Every time we are together,It seems like the perfect place. My eyes light up when you enter a room.I smile when we are together.No matter how bad things are,You always make them better. I love the way you kiss me,The way you hold me tight.I love the way you touch me,I could be with you all night. I love the way you can make me laughFor absolutely no reason at allI love how no matter what I do,You will be there to catch me when I fall. I just want you to know,That even though we sometimes fight,I will always love you!No matter what, day or night

See Why
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare.. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products.. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. Get over it! I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes

Its Been Too Long
So I'm not gonna lie, I completely forgot about this site, which is kinda crazy cuz for a short while I though it was a pretty fun site. I wonder if i can get back into it. Time will tell....that it will.

Creative Thinking
April 20, 2009 Every Nation: Turn Excuses Into Creative Thinking by Rick Warren In our Devotionals series, Pastor Rick Warren discusses the Bible passages that inspire him the most. Today's Devotional is based on this passage: "The Lord replied, 'Don't say, 'I'm too young,' for you must go wherever I send you and say whatever I tell you'" (Jeremiah 1:7 NLT). Here are some common excuses for not fulfilling your commission:• "I only speak English." This is actually an advantage in many countries where millions of people want to learn English and are eager to practice it.• "I don't have anything to offer." Yes, you do! Every ability and experience in your SHAPE can be used somewhere.• "I'm too old or too young." Most mission agencies have age-appropriate short-term projects.Whether it was Sarah claiming she was too old to be used by God

What To Do
Does my heart know what it wants? Does my heart know what it needs? Can my heart heal? Can my heart survive the tourture? Does my heart know how to be whole? These are questions only I can answer. But do I even know how? Do I know what real love is? Or is it all just a game? How can you give one your heart when it is not whole to begin with?

Perfection
Plenty people throughout my life told me that perfection don't exist....but from my point of view, they haven't kissed your lips.....Held your hand Or touched your skin......It's obvious they never looked into your eyes and saw the ocean deep and wide......Or seen the clearest skies, lost their breath and damn near died, from their hearts skippin beats.....They must have never felt your touch...It's crystal clear to me that your smile has never lit their life.....They must be out their minds.....Cuz I seen perfection with my eyes...Seen my reflection deep inside......

Never Imagined
I've seen majestic mountains tipped in snow....Jellyfish in the water glow, as they passed me by......I've seen my daughters birth....I've lived and learned lifes worth...I've seen the best and seen the worst......I've come in last but always first......I've even tried so hard to forget you that I cried.....I've felt the softest touch.....Been on top and I got crushed.....But I never dreamed I'd live without you in my life......

My Road
i walk this road this road is mine i'm willing to share but i can't see anyone one it why? i hate this road, all alone i hear people all around me why can't i see them must i walk alone if so, how long what must i learn how to love, hate, or accept i never had someone to love i have been alone i hate to hate it is never good to hate i guess i must accept must i accept to be alone

Why Hip-hop
My Hip Hop is more than krs-one,nas,and other MC's.but she is a beautiful,honest,and a amazing thing to see.Angelistic voice to hear the amazing songs that she held in her heart. The love that she bring to her friends and her family is where it all start. To albums to mixtape, from a hook to a hot 16. her walk with christ is all the music is need .if 16 bars is your best, she walk around about 365 bars and all with no rest. She play sometimes the same songs to mess around with you. but, soon she refix to a hit like the "we fly high" remix .Her eyes are like lose you to a unknown world full of Dj scratching boards,Her smile is like a spotlight so bright

Interesting!
HATFIELD, England – In the search for Earth-like planets, astronomers zeroed in Tuesday on two places that look awfully familiar to home. One is close to the right size. The other is in the right place. European researchers said they not only found the smallest exoplanet ever, called Gliese 581 e, but realized that a neighboring planet discovered earlier, Gliese 581 d, was in the prime habitable zone for potential life. "The Holy Grail of current exoplanet research is the detection of a rocky, Earth-like planet in the 'habitable zone,'" said Michel Mayor, an astrophysicist at Geneva University in Switzerland. An American expert called the discovery of the tiny planet "extraordinary." Gliese 581 e is only 1.9 times the size of Earth — while previous planets found outside our solar system are closer to the size of massive Jupiter, which NASA says could swallow more than 1,000 Earths. Gliese 581 e sits close to the nearest star, making it too hot to support life. Still, M

Lap By Lap:phoenix
8:45 p.m. -- GREEN FLAG: Mark Martin and Kyle Busch get the Subway Fresh Fit 500 under way from Phoenix International Raceway. Lap 1 -- Mark Martin pulls ahead to lead the first lap as Kyle and Kurt Busch fall in line. Lap 5 -- Several battles have broken out in two-wide racing, beginning with Dale Earnhardt Jr. and Greg Biffle for 14th. Lap 10 -- David Reutimann has the fastest lap this time by. He runs in seventh. Lap 15 -- Mark Martin continues to lead and has the fastest car on the track this lap. Lap 17 -- Kurt Busch passes Kyle Busch for second place. Lap 20 -- Kyle Busch has fallen back to fifth position. Lap 23 -- David Reutimann moves around Kyle Busch for fifth position. Busch is complaining of a tight race car. Lap 26 -- Tony Stewart is on Jeff Gordon's tail in a developing battle for third place. Both drivers began the race with loose cars as part of their strategies. Lap 30 -- Regan Smith is hanging inside the top 10 in 10th after starting the race in nin

Being A Pawg(phat Ass White Girl)
Hello ladies. Just want to that these days their are a lot of pawgs out there and it seems some are proud of and some are not. But i am here to tell u all that being a pawg is the best thing in the world. So when you are walking down the street the next time u r out and about be proud of what u have behind u and show it in those tight ass jeans or behind closed doors with that lucky one. I do when i can and it makes me horny as hell.

Brothas..sistas...love & Relationships
As I discuss issues with my fellow sistas, I have discovered it’s much harder for the good sistas to find a really good brotha. A brotha that is not focused on her nice curves but more on her spiritual relationship and her intellect. A brotha that’s not more interested with laying down with her vs. building a spiritual relationship together. I realized ladies, that if we seek after the spiritual relationship then everything we need from the brothas will fall into place! This is not a male bashing because there are some good brothas out there, at least I would like to think. Ladies, we must portray that spiritual relationship that I’m talking about. Now, if you’re not living the lifestyle, then you can expect to get that which you are living! But for the ladies that are living a spiritual lifestyle and still being approached by mess, continue moving forward in that which God has ordained for you. Right now, your ideal man is Him until He sends that man that is to

Sad
u wanna no something sad? whats sad is when the only thing you ask 4 on ur birthday is to spend time with ur favorite sibling and instead they spend time with their friends while you do work 4 them. all on ur own birthday

! ♥ ! Story Time With Bobbi And Lilly ! ♥ !
Lilly in Wonderland said: Gah, I'm so bored. Read me a story? ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: once upon a time... in a land far, too damn far away like over the hill through the meadow, and 23345.3059 more miles away.. there lived a beautiful princess named hmmm..named lillywiththeprettyface haha but this princess was unlike any other! some would say she was a bit....hmm obsessed yes thats it! obsessed with old gray haired men with big man meat! Lilly in Wonderland said: ......this princess, on her quest for the ultimate in old man meat, stumbles upon a beautifulsexiness princess named, Ms.BobbiBretsassaicecreamyummyness. She too was obsessed with the unattainable. ( But let's face it, if these princesses put their heads together and showed some thigh, could totally score.) They made a bond of friendship, and totally mocked every fu-tard in the land.... ❤Omnia Vincit Amor❤ said: one day lillywiththeprettface and bobbibreatassaicecreamyumm

Malcolm X
Name at birth: Malcolm Little While in prison for burglary, Malcolm Little adopted the Black Muslim faith and became a minister of the Nation of Islam upon his release in 1952. As Malcolm X, he was a charismatic advocate of black separatism who rejected Martin Luther King, Jr.'s policies of non-violence. At first a follower of Elijah Muhammad, Malcolm X broke with the Nation of Islam in 1964. That same year he made a pilgrimage to Mecca and shortly afterwards he embraced orthodox Islam and took the name El-Hajj Malik El-Shabazz. He recanted some of his earlier more strident viewpoints on race, though he remained a staunch advocate of "black power." He was shot to death by a group of men while giving a speech in New York City in 1965; some of the men had connections to the Nation of Islam, though a formal tie between that group and the assassination was never proven.

Wow
Ok so right now I am so glad I have no more children in school.... They are STRIP SEARCHING CHILDREN in SCHOOLS They are saying they DO NOT have to abide by the 4th ammendment They say they DON"T have to have probable cause... (probable cause being reasonable proof .....) How far are schools going to go with their dictatorships They say they can do this WITHOUT a parent present Without a warrant Now I understand the concern for safety in the schools and that guns and drugs are a big focal point

No Reply
Talk to me, you never talk to me.Ooh, it seems that I can speak.But I can hear my voice shouting out.But there's no reply at all.Look at me, you never look at me,Ooh, I've been sitting, staring, seems so long.But you're looking through meLike I wasn't here at all.No reply, there's no reply at all.Dance with me, you never dance with me.Ooh, it seems that I can move,I'm close to you, close as I can get.Yet there's no reply at all,There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're tryin' to tell me,Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you tryin' to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Be with me, seems you're never here with me,Ooh, I've been trying to get over there.Ah, but it's out of my reach.And there's no reply at all.There's no reply at all.I get the feeling you're trying to tell me;Is there something that I should know?What excuse are you trying to sell me?Should I be reading stop or go, I don't know.Maybe deep down inside,I'm trying for no one else b

Things Happen For A Reason
We all have things that happen within our lives that we dont fully understand.. what is the reason for certain things? I have always been told everything happens for a reason, but what are the reasons for some? Some we never figure it out.. If for everything there is a reason then what is the reason for all the bad that happens in our lives? Probably never will figure it out....

Stay On The Boardwalk
Ever wondered what goes on on the other side of gambling casinos? Well one night while in Atlantic City with a group of friends, we decided to find out. We had been drinking heavily (always a bad start to quite a few of my stories) and lost a lot of money in the casinos and decided we were going to find a party somewhere close in the area before our bus pulled out to go back home. So I said, “Hey let’s take a walk on the backside of the casinos and see if we can find a club or some place that’s throwing a party.” So we go outside on the boardwalk and then venture to the back side of the casinos. As we’re walking we notice there are a few people walking along the streets, no where close to the numbers of people walking on the boardwalk though. Finally I tell the guys, we can’t find a club or a party unless we start asking people. So I see three very pretty, very scantly dressed women standing on the corner talking to each other. I cross over to them

Dellaville The Gir Headhake Pill
hey whats the dill its dellaville the girls head hakpill. wellcoming all ma sexolicous to link me up am free single never engage. easy to get along with. very spontaneous enjoy other opposite sex company love to listen an come up wit a good conclusion. Dont be afraid to link me up sexiliocious.

Loserbaby1313's Thoughts
Well this is my frist time on this site, so I am really not sure what all to type here. Well I guess I am looking for a change in my life. Not sure what that change is yet, but I am looking for something. When i find it i guess that i will know. mainly i am looking for some new pards, peeps, friends, what ever you want to call it..lol

Allx
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Shadowed By A Sigh
Thunder in the distance shadowed by a sigh. Vibration from a thousand jets .......flutter of butterflies. Roaring of the ocean calms to a trickling stream. ....Active volcano ............just .... radiator steam. Lost in another's eyes? Take a swim through their veins? Electric sparks as lips meet Savor a honey kiss ....What is so powerful .................or ....mighty in such force? Love that's pure and crystal clear. ........All for you of course. For His Memory Of Her, I hold her truth safe always!

Air, Water, Fire
Standing high on the rocky mountain top She stands mesmerized by the beauty below A sea of trees and fields spread out before her Like the strokes from an ole masters brush Finely painted with textures and colors of nature Sweet smells waft through the air assaulting the senses Essence of pine meadowland and wildflowers Raising her arms in the air as a goddess in worship Turning her face to the sun, rays dare to kiss her cheek Soft blue dress swirling around her in the breeze Wind caressing her bronze skin tenderly like a lover Birds sing her praises and angels lend her wings Turning to face me, my heart races and falters She smiles, I catch my breath and gasp for air Her touch is a fire that only she can quench As our lips meet, I am no longer solid mass I am air, water, fire; I am all things for her

Learning To Dance In The Rain
Blood pulsing in my veins as your body is crushed against me Steam rises from our heated bodies as the cool rain drenches us My arms around your waist my eyes locked on your reflection Moving to the rhythm of the rain and the music of our hearts The wind whispers in the trees a song of sweet seduction Perfumed fragrance of flowers scent the air with a touch of musk Nature's orchestra playing softly as we step and sway as one Locked in embrace, lost in love, dancing, unaware of the cold The moon partially hidden by clouds peeks out to watch Winking its approval of the romantic scene before it Brushing the hair from her face, I lean in for a much-wanted kiss Our lips meet; kiss accepted and returned in the heat passion The rain stopped and the clouds part, stars illuminate the sky Air fresh and clean, still we danced oblivious to our surroundings Learning to dance in the rain holding tight to our tender love So shall we dance in life, conquering troubles and strife

The Need To Know
Do you really love me? A question that I need to ask Would I be number one? On the other hand, be dead last If I tried to runaway Would you block my path? If you saw me crying Would you even ask? How many calls would it take? To get you here with me Until you used the excuses up Then you could be free? Are you really, what you say Or someone I don't know Should I finally take my leave? Pack and go on home As my heart calls out to you Am I but a fool? Alternatively, do you love me? Darling tell me true

Infinite Eternities
Laying here, Insanity, Stupid reactions, Of Humanity. I lay here tonight, Broken dreams. Scattering thoughts, Dead it seems. Pointless to hope, When nothing heals. Trying to cope, But nothing feels. Understanding, Such a word. Lost in nightmares, Never free. To be, Myself... Why so difficult? To open up, Let him in. Feel the fire, Embrace the sin. Loving to have, Only to feel. To be lost, In a moment. A moment, That was never real. Is this a dream? Or my sad reality? Am I awake, to draw blood again. My skin burns, My pain wins. Tonight, I'll lose it. Lost it all, In hopes I'll trip, In my dreams, Then fall. Never hitting the ground, Nor making a sound. Only echo, Is my hearts last pound. That lasts... An eternity, In my dream. I'll stay here, I'm safe. I'll cry here, I'm free. I'll die here, I'm eternity.

From Pain, To Love, To Sorrow...
Of all the days I've waited, And cried so many tears. No one has ever rescued me, From all my pain and fears. You picked me up when I had fallen, Lifted me high above all. You kept me close from heart ache, You said you'd never let me fall. I believed those words you spoke gently, And fell deep into a confusing dream. Your voice echoed in my body, Those whispers turned to screams. I slowly felt the pain haunting me again, And the sorrow was more then torture. I lost grip on everything I ever had, And fell from what my heart worked for. I curled up in a corner tonight, And cried so many tears. Tears I thought I had lost, Through out those many years. Happiness had me fooled, Blinding me from the facts. Love is a stone cold lie, And hurts when it attacks. Love is an evil thing, Torturing all that crosses it's path. And if you let your guard down, You will feel it's wrath. Pain and sorrow are thought to be bad, But it

His Flawless Heart
Your pain echos, Inside my veins. I reach out toward you, A touch as soft as rain. I slowly glare up, Seeing your eyes reflecting mine. You say there is no God, There is only time. Your smile flushes my face, All I can do is smile. Your hand caresses my back, Lending a feeling so wild. Your hair shadows your face, I gently move it to the side. I slowly melt away, As your press your lips against mine. I am weak in the knees, And all through my body. Your hands caress my sides, Your fingertips feel flawlessly. The feelings I have, When you're speaking to me. I cannot explain, Why you're all that I see. Your pain echos, Inside my veins. I reach out toward you, A touch as soft as rain

Once Remains (invisible)
Intense, Yet calm. Bold, Yet small. Beautiful, Yet horrid. The feeling, That sooths, Yet aches. It rids me, Of selfishness, Yet greed, Overcomes it. Drowning, In nothing, But the fear. The pain, So mere, Yet sharp. It strikes, Without force, Yet it breaks, My skin. My flesh, Is cold, It's dark here, This place. I look around, No one. Silence. I cry, Yet remain, Unheard. I walk, Yet go no where. I remain, In this feeling. I run, And I run. I cry, And I cry. I whimper, And I fall. I push ahead, Yet I land, On my back. This cold floor, Has me, Bound. Bound by my chains, The locks, And no key. But once, I heard of it, A key. A key will, Save me, My soul, My heart. Free me, From the feeling, This pain. He holds it, The key, In his heart, His hand, His soul. He remains, Invisible. For: Him ... He Knows Who He Is!!

I Never Will
Of the days I've tried, To take back time; To fix it all, Every fall. I never could... Of the pain I've caused, And happiness paused; I ruined lives, So many knives. I always would... Of the tears I've cried, No one ever asked why; Why the tears, Petty fears. I never understood... Of the steps I took, After every book; I read to escape, My heart, raped. I never should... Of the days I've tried, To take back time; To fix it all, Every fall. I never could... I never have... I never will..

Why??????????????
I have sat here all day trying to figure some things out and I have realized men are such jerks they tell you what you want to hear and then turn around and tell another girl the same thing they just told you. I'm done with my relationship with my boyfriend. He lied to me again and i'm so tired of it. I hate him with a passion right now and i don't think i will ever talk to him again. I wish i would have never met him.

Where My Real Women At?
WHATS GOOD MY FU HOTTIES?, THIS 4 U, PUERTORICAN,155LBS,LIGHT BROWN SKIN,BLACK HAIR WITH BROWN EYES. LOOKING 4 THAT REAL,ACCOMPLISHED,RELAXED,LOVING,CARING,LOYAL,COMIMTTED,TRUST WORTHY AND READY WOMAN. (IS THAT YOU). HIT ME UP.

My Love
I wasn't looking but you were there You stole my heart You made me care I see a person with a heart so bright You see yourself Dark as the night I want to be your sunshine To make your life bright To make all your darness turn into light I miss your smile and your eyes so blue Your soft gentle touch Your kisses too I want to spend forever laying in your arms Making up for a past Where others did you harm I promise I will lov

Drama
Ok I am so fed up w/all the drama on here it is just crazy people talking about others get a fuggin life would you mind your own business, and another thing dont be pointing fingers until you know your story and get them straight...=)

New Attitude
Ok today is a new day..... I had a really bad week..I decieded to approach today with a new attitude. Things in my personal life have been kind of up and down but it could be so much worse. I know its me. I can be such a witch sometimes. Yes I said it..lol. Some of it is my meds. My siezure meds sometimes make me just so moody and when i am not eating right I feel shitty. Over our vacation I didnt eat right and being depressed I gained like 4 lbs which seems like nothing but 4 lbs for me is hard to get off. I eat only 1200 calories a day to maintain my weight,,,that sucks lol. But anyways I always said I believe in signs just have to look for them. so last night I said today would be my new day. When we got into bed last night they was a firefly in my window I have never seen one that close and i am 34 years old. We watched it for over 30 minutes maybe longer I felt at such a peace after. One of my favorite songs is firefies by Faith Hill. So i think as silly as this sounds this was m

A Poem From My Daughter Lexi...
So there was a mom and daughter. closer than anything for so long. They always told eachother everything. They loved each other so much. Then along one day this boy walked into the daughters life. He was her everything. And she started to be with him more and more. then things started to change. their relationship wasn't the same. The constant fights. Those nights... they'd both sit in their rooms crying afterward. The mom was just trying to protect her baby. She was just being a mom. The daughter thinking her mom was just being stupid. Would say hurtful things without thinking. And never think of how bad it stung her mom. One day she had said too many hurtful things. She told her mom she wished she were dead. Her mom just couldnt take it. Her daughter knew she was having a rough time, but she only thought of herself. The mom walked into her daughters room after some thinking. She walked up to her little girl And kissed her on the cheek. She said, "Honey I love you so much. Dont ever f

Getting Smashed
Omg, I was in New Orleans 1 night, and I went to the Bourbon Pub, and I ordered my favorite drink, "Sex On The Beach" and I went to the dance floor, forgetting my drink on the table, and danced my ass off. Went back, drunk the rest of my drink, and continued to party. Then i noticed I started feeling a lil dizzy so I went outside for air. But that didnt even work. All of a sudden, I started Hurling all over the curb, and It felt like it was never ending. Somehow, I managed to hop on the bus, and continued to hurl on there too. Thank God the bus driver dropped me off a couple blocks away from my house, and I called my bf from the cell phone and he came and picked me up, mid you, I was still throwing up! To this day, I hope I wasnt drugged!! Thanks for reading, and Yes a True Story! -Bvelvet

Nsfw"s
This is more of a poll. So what is the best way to get to see nsfw's with out buting bling/blast and such?Some people like me cant afford to spend money on fubar because we just dont have it.What do you think? Or am I just a broke perv?

Golden Showers
My dear squishy Hugh and I were discussing creating an enertaining blog about Golden Showers, we even discussed how Hugh enjoyed them and I despised them. After much deliberation on the blog I started typing and realized that I have nothing. Absolutely nothing worth posting about Golden Showers. I turned to my cute cuddly friend and told him that golden showers werent really funny and that unless his mouth was opended during the last shower I couldnt see the haha in it. We then discussed foods and what disgusting food have you eatten. I reminded him since im greek i eat lamb that turns on a spit with his eyes still staring at you.....So Im asking for help, my mind has gone and im drawing a blank. Entertian me dammit!

Stupid People
Why is it that people on here and other sites try to put good people down and saying so much bs about them. I have a friend on here that can't even get rates or anything anymore because of a stupid online whore, yes I said it. Look to the best of my knowledge these sites are supposed to be for fun and to make new friends, not for some bitch that has a screwed up life to screw everyone elses lives up. Probably just to make her feel better about her misserable existance. well anyway. If you are my friend then you know I don't blow smoke up so here's what I would like you to do, This friend of mine has been acused of being a stalker, now the funny thing is he doesn't even live in America, but she says he stalks her everywhere she goes, that is obviously not true, so please block her, this is her page address

Attention Fu Friends And Family ! A Hacker Is On The Site
Douglas Davis: Passing this along....**ATTENTION!!!*** Do not accept a friend request from a CHRISTOPHER BUTTERFIELD he is a hacker. Tell every 1 on your list because if somebody on your list adds him, he'll be on your list too. He'll figure out ur computer's ID and address, so copy & paste this message to everyone even if u don't care for them cause if he hacks them, he hacks you! TY WATCH OUT FOR HIM WE DON'T NEED THIS HERE HUGS WITCHESBREW aka CHERIE'MARIE P.S THERE IS A BU

True Love
Please love , dry your eyes .. There's no reason for you to cry . You loved him lots ; I know it hurts , But all these tears he's just not worth . He made his choice , now let him go ; His mistake , and he'll soon know . It won't be long , he'll be on his knees .. But walk away , and ignore his pleas . The day will come ; Your heart won't ache . No more nights will you lie awake . The tears will stop , as the memories cease ; His name won't hurt , and the pain will ease . But until the day that all this ends , Remember that you've got your friends . Just take our hand , and we'll help you heal ; Showing you how true love feels .

If I Could Be Beautiful
If I could be more beautiful Would you tell me I'm the one? That your life revolves around me Like the planets to the sun If I could have eyes like heaven, Would you stay and look at me? Forever in my loving arms, In nothingness, yet happily If I could have skin like paper, Would you swear to treat me right? Like a princess left abandoned, Could you be my shining knight? If I could be more seductive, Would your heart start to race? Or would it remain indifferent To the passion in my embrace If I could be more beautiful, Would it be me you finally see? What it is you see in her, I wish you would see in me. If I could be just a bit better, Or more loving or less of, If I could be more beautiful, Could I be the one you love?

Wishing For A Heart
I wish I could tell myself you never loved me, Wish I could say you never had my heart, But I know that I'd be lying to myself Because it's been yours from the start. I wish I could find those words That could finally make you care. I wish I could snatch them from the sky, As if they're flying way up there. I wish I could warm your bitter heart, The way I used to when we touched, But you'd only fly away again No matter how hard I clutched. Sometimes I wish you were a star, Singing to me from the night sky, Burning bright, for me, it seems, With a deep love we can't deny. I wish that I could put my heart in a box, Safe, with a lock and a hidden key, So I could forget the day I fell in love And forget you fell for me. I wish with a fiery passion from within, One that burns hotter than the sun, That you'd give me back a beating heart, Instead of this tattered, broken one.

Ugh!
UGH! I try my best to do the right thing... I really do, but there comes a point in your life where you just want to say "Fuck It". Yep, I said it.... the "F" word. Crazy right? lol. I just don't get folks. When I'm a sweet as syrup, people want to treat me like shit. When I turn BWA(Bitch With Attitude), people are nice. I am a very happy-go-lucky person and i prefer to always be a sweetheart, so what gives? Men answer me please... why

New Strip Club
Come down to Stingers in Malvern Oh and check out the dancers! Im one and we would love to keep you company! The address is 5252 Alliance rd Malvern oh We have dancers on tues an wed nights from 6 to 1 Come and enjoy yourself!

~littel Dick 2.....jealous Fella~
OOOOKK...here we go again.....just finished a bomb and was talking with friends here...when out of nowhere comes a little dick and buys one of my 'fu-owned' friends....she is new to me but has sincere and kind words on her page....well, silly guido thinks this is a fun site and we all try to raise the fu-value of those we 'own' as fun and games..... Next this dude starts to 'fu-kill' my buzz....no worries...I have many friends that help out there. Now here comes my problem and what I have issue with....he starts hitting my good friend's shout box and telling them stupid shit about me 'leaving his girl friend alone'.....trouble is...she is sending me messages on how happy she is that I fu-own here.....weird huh. It gets better.....he tells my friend that I will 'go broke' and he has enough power as an Evil Oracle to keep killing my fubuzz....(whoop te doo). My friend counters with she has enough power to keep shitfacing me.....Now, I don't care if some asshat doesn't like me or says

Your Reflection
Such a forgotten disaster I am but broken shards of glass All that's left is the blood And my heart that beats, at last. I am a reflective recollection I have no secrets to hide What you see is what you get There is nothing inside. No blue veins filled with regret No tears that I can cry Only the immortal restlessness Cradled in one eye Behold my gaze and don't tremble Try not to lose your breath For if you do, I cannot release The hold you have on death Look at me, but don't pity But keep your eyes open For what you see is what you get A mortal that is broken What did you see in my eye? Is it what I foretold? Am I to die every day of my life With hands left shaking cold? How can this be beautiful When it's all I've ever known Days of thoughtless grays And nights I spent alone How can you still be standing But I tremble at what I see? Is it that mournful tear you shed For the sake of losing me? Though I have one eye to cry And only one

Goddess Of Rain
What’s the point in saying things If you know that they’re not true? What’s the point in making a promise If you don’t plan to pull through? The rain pours down these questions It appears, out of thin air I don’t know why it is no one notices Or if they just don’t care But it means so much to me When someone can leave behind The problems that they created On the rest of all mankind Fathers who’ve forgotten daughters A mistake that’s in the past Thoughts that lead to suicide It all happens so fast The cuts that lay engraved on her wrist Remind her of all the times she was alone Of all the pain she was born to create On her wrist, thoughts set in stone Like the lightening through the rain And the booming thunder that you hear That’s the sound of her majesty’s cries Whenever she draw near So whenever you see rainfall Know that she’s around Because each rain drop is a tear Multiplying on the ground She’s just a mishap Somet

If Just For A....
If just for one day Can I be your girl? I swear I’ll make it up to you I’ll be your entire world If just for one day Can you hold me tight? Fool me into believing That everything’s alright? If just for one second Can you show me a true kiss? I’ve never felt so welcome I know I’d treasure this If just for a mere moment Can I be the one you see? I’m tired of feeling so transparent Cloaked with invisibility If just for a lifetime Can you show me security? Can you introduce me to a lifetime Of painless purity? If just for a weekend Could you take me away? I promise I’ll leave Whenever you say But if just for a second I felt that you were mine The eternity of pain of which I’m bound Would really be quite fine.

Hmmm Curiosity
"One nation, under god, individual, for liberty and justice for all" That line out of our pledge of alleigance sticks in my head..We say we live by That pledge..That its our way of living..I find that hard to believe. Take for instance "For liberty and Justice for all" Look very closely at that sentance, Its basically saying that everyone has there own certain justice, everyone should be equal

What To Do What To Do
i hate being alone. i hate being in a meanless relationship. so i broke it off. now hes feeding me lie after lie. just trying to stay with me. im not falling for it. why do men do that? why do i have to be the one to keep going through this? will i ever find the right man? will i ever find the one and only man for me that will just take me out once in a while? wont hide me from his family and friends? and some one that will

Love's Ghost
Whispered thoughts into your ear, But they went unheard and disappeared, I held my breath and let it go, But there was nothing but sorrow. I lifted my arms into the wind But it just flowed right through my skin. I reached for you and then I sighed But felt nothing down deep inside. Knew there was something I was missing The warmth I felt when we were kissing I touched you with my soft, raw lips But my hope was lost in sinking ships. I watched your eyes just slightly open But shivered when I saw they were broken I wiped away a tear and soon dropped it I touched your heart but you had locked it. Danced around in rain and thunder But the rain was thick and put me under Drowned in the tears that I never cried Pushed beneath the pain I couldn't hide. I gasped for air but my lungs drew back For in my death, my love had cracked. I am nothing but a piece of the past, And an unwanted thought that died at last. Disregarded like the scent of night The touch of

Masquerade
Windswept and cold, but the night has no feeling. I soak up the rain, but my heart is not healing. Heartbroken and sad, and feeling a little let down. The silence is so loud, and yet there's no sound. I wish to break these chains, biting into my heart. I'm bound to an eternity of always falling apart. The night settles in, the sun has laid its head, I wait to find the love, when I know that it is dead. Naked in the dark, I am searching for some sleep. Bleeding through invisible wounds that are too deep. I'm scared of what I've done to you, why I am alone, Because I know it's not your fault, it's entirely my own. Pills won't cure the constant headaches that I get, Knives can't cut out the memories I wish to forget. I'm feeling a little defeated and I guess it really shows, But this is the path I'm walking; this is the path I chose. Everything was a lie, and no truth was ever spoken. You told me you could heal my heart, so broken. Through crystal eyes, I see now

My Damned Angel
Stayed in the shadows so long, The moon was burned into his eyes Around that moon, sallow and pale Was unbreakable darkness in the skies His eyes are everything black and white A portrait far too pure A honey warmth when he's calm, But solid black when he's unsure I can't see anything past those screens I've never seen anything like them on earth. It's in my heart when they change From depression to unshakeable mirth. What has God done to such an angel? And why is he so sad? Poor angel, my damned angel, The injustice makes me mad. Promise after promise is made Not one can be carried out. Poor angel, my cruel angel, I hear him as he shouts. He says he wants to see the sun Once more before, too much at steak. I can't watch my angel, my broken angel, He slowly starts to break. My angel, my everlasting angel. I love him with all the power of the sun. My heart burns and I'm on fire, My angel, my precious angel is the one. Eyes lance through my soul

The Unforgiving
Tormented words written in ink God will give them blood to drink Golden rules for all the living Rejected boldly by the unforgiving Words written in many ancient fables Revisited in the house of seven gables Though if you take a deeper look You might find them in the good book Revenge is sweet to the witches Coveting carnal wealth and riches Buried treasures in tainted ground What is given freely comes around Darkness comes to the wicked in a curse For everything holy there is the reverse It all boils down to a simple choice We may be sorry, or we may rejoice We may judge, and cast the first stone Yet, judgment is for the Lord alone Forbearance of contrite sisters and brothers As we are forgiven we must forgive others When we turn away from blessed bread Our heart is cold and our soul is dead Our mind's often too proud too think That God will give us blood to drink The world has been baptized by flood Mercifully cleansed by divine blood We may ris

I Watch You Walk Away...
You walk out of my life Like you were never there You leave me standing here As if you never cared You give me back my heart Like it was never yours You leave without a tear Like you don't care anymore I could fall to my knees Begging for you to stay But I let my heart break As I watch you walk away But its hurting so much To keep it all inside I try to fight the tears But they're so hard to hide And only if you knew How much it hurt that day To watch the one I love... As he slowly walked away

Who I Am
Don't know who I am, So I'm searching deep inside, Not who I was before, Because that person died. I'm lonely and broken, Can't recognise my own face, Nothing feels right, I've fallen out of place. And slowly I'm breathing, Planning out the days, I'm not just some little girl, And this isn't just a faze. For I lost myself, Oh so long ago, And I'm carrying so much, I wish I didn't know. All of the missing pieces, Are lost inside so deep, I'm calling out, Singing myself to sleep. Time is taking over, And there's so much to say, But the words won't come, And I'm pushing the moments away. The sweet melody I once knew, Got swallowed up by choice, Nobody's there to listen, Don't wanna hear my voice. She's there somewhere, The girl I used to know, And I don't know who I am, Because she choose to let me go.

Old Newby
I`ve been riding here & there & everywhere. Planes, cars, hitchhike, walked the road, name it been there. Now I find myself @ 61 yrs. old (never thought I last this long) & everywhere I went.....all my hangouts are gone!!!!!! North, South, East & West. Now i`m home trying to get used to the retired life(sucks), wife`s happy, sons are happy......How do I tame myself to be a ......I don`t know.....I would say a stay a home person. Worked all my life, here, there, everywhere. finally home, friends are either gone or past away. Bars are the type that you can`t wear sandles, sorry sir- you can`t come in with a tank top. To explain this further, i live in a peninsula, beach on one side bay on the other. Condos, too expensive rest......I`ll be DAMN pissed if I have to wear a tie to shoot a good game of DARTS w ith a beer chaser. Well to make a long story short, I took a ride towards the end of the Peninsula. There ....a falling apart bar I found my place, met some still living friends......I

Bigdaddytheking
"Changin' the Game" Stop for a minute and feel the beatCuz Im about to spit some heatNow start the music with the volume upCuz its the game Im changin upI got mad skillz Im about to flashIts the charts Im about to smashMy flow may

Wedding
I Recently got engaged to the man of my dreams after loving him secretly for years. We finally told each other how we felt and fell even deeper in love with one another. I never thought I could be so happy with someone as I am with him. We will be married July 13, 2009 and I am so excited about it. I cant wait to start my new journey with my new husband.

My Last Week Of Freedom
I am sitting at the car dealership, getting my truck service and replacing the 8 coil that went out of the spark plug, figure the odds of that happening with a week before deployment, not mention having a baseball hit you windshield last week.

The Loss Of A Friend....
This world can analyze and size you up and throw you on the scales They can I.Q. you and run you through Their rigorous details They can do their best to rate you And they'll place you on the charts And then back it up with scientific smarts But there's more to what you're worth Than their human eyes can see Oh, I say the measure of a man Is not how tall you stand How wealthy or intelligent you are 'Cause I've found out the measure of a man God knows and understands For hel ooks inside to the bottom of your heart And what's in the heart defines The measure of a man.

Watch Out For This Guy...
Randy the Vampire...http://www.fubar.com/user/301551 This jerk is going around & stealing pictures. Don't bother downrating him, just block him right away...try to do it when he's not online since he'll be able to get to them before you can block him. There's nothing you can do but set your profile to "friend's only" & mark your folders the same. Just a head's up so he doesn't get yours, too!Kat

Found The Love Of My Life
im so blessed to have met the perfect man in the world he is more than my boyfriend he is my best friend and i dont know what id do without him he makes me a better person inside and out and i fall more in love with him each word that he says he is the best and i couldnt be any happier than i am right now. thanks baby for being you your so perfect and i cant wait to be with you

Poem
Will this ever lasting torture ever end!! The heat melts my flesh like I'm cheese sitting on a slice of toast under the grill, the weather man promised me rain and thunder! He lied he must of took me for a fool!! I cast a curse upon him! The day has dragged like the dead cowboys corpse tied to the horse. I cleaned and scrubbed my floors like Cinderella yet more scrubbing is required and there are no ugly sisters to help me. All these light sources are putting a strain on my eyes, The TV gives me bright light, the monitor gives me bright light and the sun burns my retinas. The caffeine flows though my system as if it was my blood, my eyes still close with tiredness, My arms are becoming heavy as my body fails and falls asleep, my fingers are unable to move from key to key of my blood stained keyboard….. Now I sleep

General Crap
So I've been going thru a lot of stress lately and some depression. The first is mostly about bills and being able to get enough hours at work. The secound is partly cause I'm single again and lonely. Also, I read one of my friends on here's newest blog and found out just where my ex fiance is and it kinda hit home.

Teddy T.s (fotd) Friend Of The Day
TO MY: FRIENDS HEY THERE: IV COME UP WITH SOMETHING TO SHOW ALL OF MY FRIENDS A WAY FOR ME TO SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND. IM GOING TO PUT MY (FRIEND OF THE DAY(FOTD) IN MY STATUS BOX AND IF I SEE YOUR ONLINE IN FU-LAND ILL TRY TO MAKE A BULLY FOR YOU AS LONG AS YOUR IN MY FRIENDS LIST, SO IF YOUR NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST, TO GET THERE JUST (R/A/F ME) AND MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A SALUTE AND I WILL ACCEPT YOUR REQUEST. HERE ARE THE RULES: 1-BE THE LAST ONE OF MY FRIENDS ON MY PAGE WHEN I FIRST GET ON MY PAGE FOR THE DAY (TIME I NORMALLY GET ON IS AROUND 7:00AM EST). 2- I WILL PUT YOU IN MY STATUS BOX FOR THE DAY, AND IF I HAVE TIME AND BLOGS ARE WORKING TO MY ADVANTAGE ILL MAKE A BULLY WHEN I SEE YOUR ONLINE. YOU CAN BE MY (FOTD-FRIEND OF THE DAY) ONE (1) TIME A WEEK TO GIVE OTHERS A CHANCE TO WIN AND IF YOUR THE LAST ONE ON MY PAGE MORE THEN ONCE THAT WEEK ILL USE THE NEXT ONE IN LINE. 3-IF YOUR NOT IN MY FRIENDS AND I HAVE A REQUEST AT THE TIME I LOOK YOU WILL BE CO

Maybe Sad Possibly Angry
Im fucked off. Ill admit it i am. The guy who i had a fling with who is married got in touch with me a few days ago. I should imagine he was probably BORED and felt like torturing some some so he picked ME. I am fucking angry because it was like he just wanted to FUCK with my head. Its not fair. Im TIRED of being messed about. IF YOUR MARRIED

Cold Wind Blows
Cold wind blows Cold wind blows on the back oh my neck gives me chills and cold sweat someone is watching me in my mind cus it's just a matter of time People laugh and they play don't care if I die today so if I go than I'll be out of the way Caskets seem to you I'd love to have a few take my pick before I lay in the ground While other people won't stand there their ground

Profiles In Arrogance
Recently in his speech in France, Barack Obama called America "arrogant." 1 I'm sure the French loved it -- And so did the liberal press. But who is this president who calls the American people arrogant? This is the same politician whose supporters anointed him "The One" and a candidate who boasted that his election would be remembered as "the moment when the rise of the oceans began to slow and our planet began to heal." 2 This is the same man who indicated his disdain for small town and working Americans when he said they "cling to guns or religion or antipathy to people who aren't like them," while addressing a group of San Francisco caviar and champagne liberal elitists. How arrogant is that? Arrogant enough? In truth, President Obama seems to champion the twisted "Blame-America First" mentality of the worst of the American left. More importantly, it shows an absence of wisdom to criticize the United States while on foreign soil, and then join with the Pelosi-Reid Democrats i

Dreams
Last night I had a dream, I was writing a blog about how i have penis envy, and i started to think about all the things men can do with their penises. Some of these things fascinate me for example, writing your name in the snow with your own urine... if I tempted to do that it would come out in a big spot. Also consider never having to hoover over a public toilet again, thus never having to wipe the toilet of the previous piss. Shaking and not wiping... damn you with your non removable penises. But then when i woke this morning and i thought about having my penis tucked into a box where i know it will not harm another person. It only has eyes for me and i make sure its always cleanly, I came to the conclusion that I can live with hovering over toilet seats and I can always

March Of Dimes
My son is doing a fundraiser and we want your donation! Plz help for this great cause(March of Dimes),donations can be made via PayPal to the account tink4u1981@yahoo.com. Nothing is to small,thank you in advance.

Need Someone's Help
ok well im asking everyone for their help in paying for my wedding and possible my rent...we are 3 months behind and if we get kicked out we will have to live on the streets with our two kids...so i have set up a paypal account if you would like to help us out just a little bit... send me and email at Pink_mommy_07@yahoo.com and give me your email and how much you would like to contribute....