e's blog: "maybe sad possibly angry"

Im fucked off. Ill admit it i am.

The guy who i had a fling with who is married got in touch with me a few days ago. I should imagine he was probably BORED and felt like torturing some some so he picked ME.

I am fucking angry because it was like he just wanted to FUCK with my head.

Its not fair.

Im TIRED of being messed about.

IF YOUR MARRIED  IM NOT TOUCHING YOU!!

I want loving and caring for. I dont want anyone to think i am here for games.

I wanted this certain man to leave his wife. HE is too fucking WEAK and GUTLESS to leave. He loves his kids. Not sure if he loves his wife. But his wife threatened him that she would not let him see his kids. So... thats the end of me. Hes living in miserableness because his wife is stooping low and making childish nasty below the belt threats.

BUT its not my problem any more.

Im free of him