Losing it all, I lost it all in one day, losing your best friend, is losing the only one you can trust the only one who understands you, and the only one who knows your secrets.
He is alive but...but I'am dead to him, and it hurts, just stupid bullshit comes between us that is not true and stuff I never said, was never even a argument, was just a good bye in so many words.
This person I never had a single argument with... but all in about 5 mins, it was over.
I have decisions to make, like can I fix this wrong, and should I?
It hurts that he would believe someone over me, and worse not to even tell me what was said or from whom he heard it.
Now I have no true friend, not in the sense that I see friends to be anyways...
