Frenchy
come and give me some love come bye my page rate my pics its my birthday tomorw o please stope bye love yous all hi its the first time i do this but there is a view things i would love to say but now iam to frickt out now nbut i will because theres somthing i would love to say to one persone i no but i will i will be changing my page wen i done it will be so cool and nice i have nice things to pout in there so i need some nice pics to pout in my site please help me

Something I Wrote...be Kind
As the confusion of life sets in I scurry around trying to figure out who I am I seek answers for questions I ask To learn what I like, what I am into To find out whom the real Shana is Some may say I am sick, or even perverted Others just look at me weird when I tell them what I like Those who know me, accept me for everything I am. As time flits by, I try new things Learn more about myself I grow as a sub, and as a person Submission by “normal” standards Is something to be gawked at, Something to be avoided But it is a way of life, A good one if you find the right person to be with My way of life I have found this much about myself I am a born subbie, I long to serve, I enjoy it really I take pride in the lifestyle I have chosen And yes it is a choice Four months ago i was broken and i was stupid Four months ago i was weak and i believed the lies but now look at me, i stand with my head high i stand stronger they can't hurt me anymore and their lie

Mmmm Blogging... And More Importantly... *tada*
To someone... It is with a regretful eye that I watch you leave I hope your lasting thoughts of me are thoughts of love and endearment I hope that nothing I have said, nothing I have done has scarred you And I'm sorry for all the times I may have been short, all the times I may have lashed out None of this anger was your fault You never did anyting that really upset me, and I'm sorry if I ever made you feel that way The things I rand about, the reasons I've behaved this was are things that have simply followed me from past failures and heartbreak And it pains me... to know that other have hurt you in the past I never wanted to do that And if I do, I'm sorry, I am human, and I'm imperfect But I loveyou More than you will ever know And because I am human, because I'm imperfect, I'm also quite scared Scared that one day -- One day you will walk out this door and never come back Because I'll have forgotten myself, and said something ultimately regrettable Because you will

Something To Think About
Hey everyone i just wanted to say my net will be shut off as of tonight so i will no longer be online except for the weekends so i j uts wented to let you all know i luv ya and ill miss you see you all next weekend! Why do people do the things they do? why do friends have to fight why do they make it so hard? i hate to choose its so hard to do takin sides is a bad thing to do and i wont do it. i love my friends and im always there when they need me but plz dont fight cause i hate drama drama drama! i love you all my dear friends Ummmmm i just wanted to tell you umm dont take this the wrong way or nothing but ummm Hi!!lmao

Interesting
you know there are things i dont understand... one of them is this.....you talk to a guy for like what.....months... you even send them lil presents and what not...and they are all sweet and are like you shouldnt have done that babe that was so nice of you..... then weeks go on as your talking more and more... you speak of seeing each other one day.....then..... the next day....... nothing...... no calls.... no email.. no IM.... so you think.... he is just busy right.... then.... the next day the same thing... and the next and so on.... so finally you email them asking them.... no response..... so..... its like this... you dont want anything to do with me.... stay off my fooken page.... there is nothing here for you... just go away.... im tired of being fucking hurt everytime i turn around... and if your readin this... im sorry my life was such and inconvience for you... im sorry if i worked all the time... and i am sorry if i still lived at home... but let me tell you something...what

Wow Its About Time
i wanted to write a note to everyone and explane where i been my house burnt to the ground and i lost everything, this next week ill be moveing into my new home not what i wanted but oh well ill make due with it so beware ill beback soon to bother yall again so bear with me much love cheri My love, Are you still mine? 'Cause there are many... Fantasy thoughts going through my head, As all I do is think of you... As I've hungered, For your loving burning touch, As I need your love so badly, Now till the end of time, I am waiting for you with open arms To embrace you with wings of love, To hold you deep within my soul, To kiss you without control. Just being near you, And be able to behold your touch, Takes me to another dimension, But, time just moving so slowly, To feel the heat of your passions. I do want you to know... I will always love you, That you are all I have ever long for, And crave, and yearn... That you are the man of my dreams, The one I have searched all my life, T

This Is Going To Be My First Real Blog
"Yes" = No "No" = Yes "Maybe" = No "I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry "We need" = I want "It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now. "Do what you want" = You'll pay for this later. "Sure, go ahead" = I don't want you to. "I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset you moron. "We need to talk" = I need to complain. "You're so manly" = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. "You're certainly attentive tonight" = Is sex all you ever think about? "Be romantic, turn out the lights" = I have flabby thighs "This kitchen is so inconvenient" = I want a new house "I want new curtains" = and new carpeting, new furniture, new wallpaper, etc... "I heard a noise" = I noticed you were almost asleep "Do you love me?" = I'm going to ask for something expensive "How much do you love me?" = I did something today you're really not going to like "I'll be ready in a minute" = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV "Is my butt fat

Quizes
What's Your Flirting Style? Too Hot!Whoa, back off girl! There is such a thing as too much attention, and you're about one step shy of actually jumping your Man 'o the Minute in the hall between classes. Ever heard of 'playing hard to get'? Right now, you're more likely to completely terrify your crush than anything else, plus you're on your way to aquiring an...::ahem::....reputation. Try backing off, just a little bit. Kay?Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com What does your favorite color tell about you? (pretty pix in results) Blue usually means that you a thoughtful, understanding person. You are usually quiet and attentive. You friends come to you for help, to get your advice. You're like the leader of your group and will protect anyone in group if you have to.Take this quiz!

Ah Hell
i should be in bed, but i keep waking up. my eyes close for awhile and i start to fall, but i never quite make it. and if i do fall asleep i wake up minutes later...it's starting to bug me. so i climb out of bed and here i am, fluffy hair and all. fuck... i'm lonely tonight. i know if i just had someone to cuddle up to i'd be in dreamland by now. and yeah...i am married, but that's a topic i'd rather not discuss. i think i'm gonna go crawl back in bed and listen to a friendly voice til i fall asleep. sweet dreams. i'm sick and all drugged up and feeling like hell. if someone owns a mace, come on over and whack me in the head so i can sleep. or maybe in my throat, my throat hurts like hell too...my voice is all fucked up. anyways..good night, sweet dreams, cuz i know i won't have any. i had one of the weirdest dreams i ever had today. real weird and not one i'll post on here :P was gonna take some pics tonight but it'll have to wait since a girlfriend of mine calle

My Poetry
********************* CJ Bond 2006 © ********************* He’s in a web, A web of loving, A web of memories, A web that works together, A web that has up’s and down’s, A web that has each other close together, A web that has bined us together, A web that won’t let us apart, A web that kept us together, We’ve been to hell and back, But that web of love, Has always been there in our heart. ********************* CJ Bond 2006 © ********************* So much temper built up, it’s like a big death cup. So much anger to fight, all I do anymore is trite. I can’t stand this life, please give me the knife. I see red blood here on this knife, but no one cares cause it’s no real life. I feel myself drifting quickly from life, there’s music I hear a fife. I try to talk my way through things, but so many attached strings. I have so much problems, they bring with so much trouble. I have so much time and so little life, so take my life with butcher knife. I can take one last pa

& This Is Me.
soo for the past month or so that ive been going to the club, i have been crushing hardcore on this guy. i thought he was sexy as hell and he would come up to me and dance with me all the time. last week he got my number and only called me once this week. then last night him and his friend were telling me that i was the most gorgeous girl in the whole club and that they both liked me. after i told my friend amber i would SO fuck the one guy, she went and told him and he was like "im SO down for that" haha so im sure you can guess what happened from there, we went out to his car. but the downside, i still love evan. even though he wont even talk to me now. hes mad that i didnt answer my phone at all last night and says he will never talk to me again cause he cant trust me. i guess thats his loss but i still miss him. not to mention im basically snowed into my house and cant leave at all...no club tonight :/ yeah since EVERYONE has been asking, i guess ill just tell everyone here. me

Hi
Two days ago I found out that our rent is $1024 for the month of march. I don't know how in the hell it is going to get paid cause we don't have the money and that is really pissing me off. I didn't even know that the rent was going to be $1024 anyway. So I am really stressed on what to do cause it looks like i'm going to be the one stuck paying it. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Ok I am really pissed. Today I created a mum askin girls if they thought I was cute. I even went as far as to put girls only and still some asshole had to still put his two cents into it. Why in the hell would you do that. what is your fuckin problem. I hate assholes who can't follow directions. Ok for the past 3 days I have been in alot of pain. I thought I had just pinched my lower back but that wasn't it. So today I go to a doctor to find out it is a spider bite. It hurts to stand or sit. I can't really play with my kids and I a really pissed about it. The spi

Shizznit
You scored as Whips. Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Whips92%Biting83%Bondage83%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds58%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Female Bodybuilder Poses

What Do U Think?
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Mi Vida Loca
Why is it (no offense to you guys out there!) that guys are allowed to talk to someone of the opposite sex but if us women do it we get nothing but accusations??? Or if we want to do something different to ourselves we get the 21 questions?? Or if we decided to start eating better and working out more we get the "Who are you doing all that for?" And when we say for ourselves and you get all defensive and say that we are doing this for another guy??? Can some guy answer this??? My guy is driving me nuts and I want to see where in the hell he is coming from! Targeted Glitter Comments OK so I have to do this!!! I have to blog this vent!!! OK it realy pisses me off when your so called friends can bitch and camplin to you and you are "required" to listen but when the shoe is on the other foot, the run away or bitch and complain that all you ever do is bitch and complain. Hey we all hit bumps in the road and we all need a shoulder. No one is immune to the bumps!!!! I am goi

My Heart
once my heart was open full of happiness and joy. but now an empty hole is left where it was. a hole that can never be filled. I once had a beatuiful face, I know I did because you told me all the time, but now its stained with tears of letting you go. I know it was the right thing for me to do, but how do you tell your heart that knew you were the one that its over and not to hurt any more. how do you burn that bridge? The one that you knew was gonna last forever. Do you cover it with gasoline and set a match to it hoping that it burn quickly so that you can move on? If so then how do you go on? after you've been broken and beaten, knowing in your head that it was not ment to be. As your heart Keeps Telling you its right. Love is not supposed to hurt like this. Love is kind and tender love is pure and undying. I know letting go was the right thing to do, but when does the pain stop? you have another and dont need me. I was just a toy for you to play with for a time and now my love is

Mass Khaos Online
Kill you just to watch you die Make you laugh just to feel you cry Tell me what I did and I'll stay 'Till honour is repaired then I'm on my way Can't explain to you how I feel, Can't even tell if I'm real All I can do is cry for you to stay As you take my reality and walk away. normality is a state of mind in the state my mind is in i'm perfectly normal, its the rest of the world that needs a shrink (Blurb) Welcome to realities embrace where in the mirror you have no face you look and in it's place you can only see bits of what could be, yet all the pieces amount to nothing. (Blurb) So many fold into one when it's over what will there be? When all is said and done what'll be left of me and will i shed a tear at how nice it would be to again be a sacrifice. (Blurb) Tear me open and bleed me dry Scatter the ashes or I'll be back And don't you cry 'Cause I don't want that. (Blurb) Million miles from where we were A thousand y

Stuff
I've been doing some thinking...and I'm in some serious trouble here. I don't know if anyone actually reads this thing, but I get a few views from time to time. I kind of need some advice from people. I think I've fallen in love with a friend of mine. We met on an online dating site. We talked for months on IM and then met. There was a little chemistry, but some extenuating circumstances that kind of held us back. Long story short, we both like each other but don't want to get into a relationship because it's just not the right time. Maybe in a year or so it might work out, but am I just being hopeful. And then there was Saturday night. I was over at her house hanging out and I stayed the night. But then she asked me to share her bed with her and cuddle all night long. Nothing sexual happened, but it was so nice to have this close of a contact with her. I havn't been this emotionally close to someone for years, and that was with my ex-wife. Ever since then I've done nothing

Stuff
I love the subtle way he lets me know he wants to fuck The way he turns to me and has that look somewhere behind his eyes What color are they again? I never remember any of the details that seem to mean so much. The way your voice sounds when you're hding somehting from me. How sweet does it sound? Bitter and angry. Just as it should when you hang up the phone after an apolgetic silence. When you call back crying and wondering why. But crying to yourself and not asking any questions. More silence and supressed sobs. Does he know? You don' t think so. And he doesn't care. Why do you stay? The thought of leaving isn't that bad.You could be happy without anyone, couldn't you?You wouldn't go completely mad, not too soon. Why do you stay? His touchis enough to change your mind. It has before.Do I love him? I'd like to think I do. But sometimes its hard to tell. Do I love him today? More than yesterday. Will I love him tomorrow?

Group
I am real sorry to have to say this, But I have to but a limit on my comment bombing.. I sure do hope everyone will understand.. First of all i came here because of a friends invite and I thank him for it.. As most of you know I love making the graphics for you all and even like doing the requested better. Well it has gotton to the point that I can't keep doing both... I sure wish i could.. It give me great joy to help out everyone. I will spend my hard earned cherry bucks (lol) to repost any of your help bulletins....I'm sorry if I lose any of my friends over this.. If I do then I guess we were not ture friends so I'll say good bye you those people now.. Thanks to you all for understanding. Fireman 7 center>CONGRADULATIONS!!! AMITY/FIREMAN7 In honor of FRIENDSHIP please accept this vase of yellow roses the flower of friendship. We also can't let go unnoticed the hard fight to the finish that went on between: AMITY/FIRMAN7 and NICE GIRL 4 NOW/RANDY W

Reality
To be honest, I had this whole big thought on this blog I was going to write. Something that would capture the imagination, and maybe make people ask questions. Then I got a phone call from someone I had not yet prepared myself to speak with. I am sure by my constant silence, she realized I had so much to say, and no way to say any of it. So now I sit here kinda at a loss. My 3 days of drunkeness now having no great stories to write down. It all kinda feels like it never happened. Like I had some really great dream and now that I am feeling the reality of my life course, the events of those days fade into the black. Funny how 15 minutes can change more than a day. When I left on sabbatical, I said I needed to drink some emotions away. Obviously, they are not gone..................I guess in many ways, I still feel for her much more than I want to admit. But that is not a story I want to tell here, and it is not for everyone to hear..............so I guess I leave you with this, out of

Words Of The Faithful And Dying
I could not sleep and so I went into the kitchen and fiddled through the fridge until I found something to ease my craving. finding some beautiful strawberries I cut them into halves, careful to take off the leafy green part. Placing the now cut berries onto a plate I sprinkle sugar across. just lightly to sweeten the taste. grabbing a fork and then picking up the tray in one hand and a bottle of whipped cream in the other, I make my way back to my room. after I crawl into bed I turn over and nuzzle your nose with my fingertip, teasing you to wake and smile at me. " hi sleepyhead.." I whisper as you rumple around in your sheets. "I have a treat for you.." I smile as you sit up and look at me with unfocused eyes and yawn with a slight stretch, " but you have to close your eyes" Smiling and doing as your told I take a sliver of berry onto the fork and watch as your body tenses to the sound of the whipped cream can. a smile across your face, lets me know you are anxious and read

R U ????
roses ARE red, nuts ARE brown, skirts ARE up, pants ARE down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, motor's runnin,lets begin. send to 10 people and see if u get it back that means someone wants to GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da naughty train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur REAL HOTTIE.........xoxoxoxox KNOW THAT I'V SHOWED MY LOVE Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex

Rants
I was forced to leave home last year at this time. I moved in with people I met through friends because I had nowhere else to go. I have been paying $500 a month toward rent and lived with 2 other people. Last month, my roommates broke up and the female kicked the male out. I was worried bout rent but she told me not to worry. She already moved on to a new guy and has been practically living with him the last month or so. I'm the only one who takes care of the apartment. Tuesday there was a petition from the court for non-payment where she has not paid rent since MAY!! They are demanding the money or eviction. She's still telling me not to worry but I do not want to come home one day and find that the marshall has locked me out the aprtment. I'm trying to move before any actions happen against us. I'm halfway packed and will pack the rest tonite to be out tomorrow. Should I let her know I'm leaving or just leave a note like she does for me? I believe my profile is pretty much easy to u

Grey Starlight Eyes
Quite to my surprize, I'm a bit down today. Maybe it's the Fates, maybe it's because I forgot my meds this morning, maybe because it's hell week, maybe because I might not see Vaun tonight. Fuck if I know. I wouldn't think that I'd be sad today, I mean I got my house. It's mine. No granted this place is a wreck, and by wreck I mean it's not currently livable, but I'm going to fix it up and it's mine. It's a cute little tri-level thing that happens to be nextdoor to my mom's current house. That's not as bad as it sounds. She already knows I smoke and drink and sleep with my boyfriend nightly, and even if she didn't, she only comes home to sleep. So. But yes, it's going to be a lot of work to get that piece fo crap in good condition. The plumbing alone is going to cost 2500 minimum to fix. I'm going to sheetrock myself, which will be an adventure in learning. I gotta buy doors and fix some flooring and holes in walls and the sinking ceiling on the garden level from the bathtub (possib

Another One ???
Tech Support:"What's the problem?" Customer:"There is smoke coming out of the power supply." Tech Support:"You'll need a new power supply." Customer:"No I don't! I just need to change the startup files." Tech Support:"Sir, the power supply is faulty. You'll need to replace it." Customer:"No way! Someone told me that I just needed to change the startup and it will fix the problem! All I need is for you to tell me the command." 10 minutes later, the Customer is still adamant that they are right. The Tech Support is frustrated and fed up. Tech Support:"Sorry, Sir. We don't normally tell our customers this, but there is an undocumented DOS command that will fix the problem." Customer:"I knew it!" Tech Support:"Just add the line LOAD NOSMOKE.COM at the end of the CONFIG.SYS. Let me know how it goes." 10 minutes later. Customer:"It didn't work. The power supply is still smoking." Tech Support:"Well, what version of DOS are you using?" Custo

Slingyz Soapbox - Rants Of A Tired Mind
=== 'Leigh' spewed forth the following at '2006-11-06 06:54:08'.. > > Okay, I’ve been on CT for a couple months now, and I enjoy the site greatly. But one thing really bothers me – it’s the posts that say “If you’re a real friend you’ll repost this” > > Those just make me sick to my stomach anymore! When you join a site like this – you have to understand that everybody has their own reason to join. > > Some people join to make friends, Some join to look at the pics, and others have other reasons for joining. > > Sure you’re going to find some “Fakes”, as you do on any online “meeting place”. But for the most part – I’ve found that people are exactly who they claim to be. > > A lot of people don’t have the bulletins on their homepage – there is an option to turn them off! So they never even see those ridiculous posts, which mean that they can’t repost something they’ve never seen. > > It’s BullS**t people, let it go! Talk to the people that you consider you

My Poetry
turned from the heavens, banished from grace with all my love for every soul exiled to the world of man, no loving face too many years, has my eternal heart not been whole accursed immortality, let my sorrow ever live I cry to the skies, I beg let me return home my years far beyond my recognition, to thought I give punished with a life of everlasting death my own blood, I spill too often..am I truly alive? I long for a day that will never come, my last breath angelic love and devotion to man, I long to die det sterkes konge...jeg komme igjen jeg er en bra son av norge mitt blod er fra landet av vikinger nu i dette nye landet bara ondskap jeg er i kamp mot alt alt hater meg og tarer faller hjelpe meg for alltid min var jeg er so alene alene for alltid We sail for rome, 500 thousand strong the sea filled with longships from the north we stop at every village the farther we go along the force grows ever larger, and we move forth wives, children, kindred because

Poems
Back when I was a child Before life removed all the innocence My father would lift me high And dance with my momma and me and then Spin me around till I fell asleep Then up the stairs he would carry me And I new for sure, I was loved. If I could get another chance Another walk another dance with him I'd play a song that would never ever end How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again. When me and my momma would disagree To get my way I would run from her to him He'd make me laugh just to comfort me Then finally make me do just what my momma said Later that night when I was asleep He left a dollar under my sheet Never dreamed that he would be gone from me. If I could steal one final glance, One final step, one final dance with him I'd play a song that would never ever end How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again. Sometimes I'd listen outside her door And I'd hearmy momma cry for him I'd pray for her even more than me I'd pray fo

Thoughts
I want this as my next tattoo but i am not sure where to put it. Where do you think i should? I am writing this mostly for myself but i thought i would let you all into my head for a little look. Sometimes I think I have grown up and I know the real world and then things in the world and especially things here on lost cherry just come back and remind me that in reality I am still a little nieve. Which I thought would make me feel kind of stupid. But the more I think about it the happier it makes me. When I was growing up I was the youngest girl of 6 girls with only my brother being younger then me and I was daddy's little girl or his princess. I was pretty sheltered. I used to think that was a bad thing because when things in my life came along for instance ...men... I obviously was kind of nieve about them. I have been trampled over alot and I have learned alot to. I wasn't sure if that was good or bad but i guess in reality its a good life lesson..plus if i would of start

Family Life
Well, we were supposed to be3 moving to California this weekend but are we??? Nope...we are moving to Burlington, Iowa. Why? Troy has to, or actually chose to start working there on Monday which he'll probably start on Tuesday or Wednesday since we have to find someplace to live until the end of the year. Anyway, he chose to go to this job INSTEAD of taking the kids and I out to California, so now we're stuck here in central U.S.A until the end of the year, since this job goes until then. Once again, cold weather, BAD weather, you name it. Needless to say, I'm not a happy woman! I've been busy the past couple of days getting things packed up and of course we still have most of our stuff still in storage in Illinois which also includes things the kids will need for school along with some warmer clothes, although there aren't too many clothes in storage so we'll need to do clothes shopping for said warmer clothes. Point being is this....we're NOT going to Cali as of yet and I'm

My Dirty Story Blog
What in the hell was I doing? Meeting someone I met off the Internet? The Internet is filled with crazy people, rapists, stalkers, and murderers. And here I was, excited and nervous about meeting one of them. We started talking on-line about a year ago. I was cautious about giving him my cell phone number when he asked for it, but he was cute in his picture and I needed to put a voice to his face, see if he sounded like he looked. So I gave it to him. He called me late that night and we talked for about an hour. He kept me laughing the entire time, which is always a good thing. After a little bit more of regular chatting, the conversation started getting dirtier and dirtier. He knew what I preferred sexually and knew where my "spots" were. Conversation tends to go in that direction over the Internet when two people are attracted to each other. The conversation had turned into full-blown, hot, dirty, sexy phone sex. As he was telling me what he wanted to do to me, I couldn't help my ha

Everyday Philosophies
1: On SEARS hair dryer: Do not use while sleeping. (well thats a givin.. but you know some people will do this just to save time) 2: On a bag of FRITOS: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (so does this mean we can open the bag up inside the store without paying for them?) 3: On a bar of DIAL soap: Directions: Use like regular soap. ( and how would regular soap be used? and what is irregular soap??) 4: Some SWANSON frozen dinners: Serving suggestion: Defrost. (no shit ... i will just eat it frozen.. duhh) 5: On a hotel-provided shower cap in a box: Fits one head. (so whos head does it fit??) 6:On TESCO's Tiramisu desert: Do not turn upside down. (Printed on the bottom of the box.) (thats to stupid t0 comment on) 7: On MARKS & SPENCER Bread Pudding: Product will be hot after heating (No kidding .. if you had ya ass in oven you'd be hot to) 8: On packaging for a ROWENTA Iron: Do not iron clothes on body (what if we are in a hurr

Feelings
Have you ever had one of those days where everything that can go wrong in the morning did go wrong. Like the idiot I am I set the alarm for pm not am, No hot water for the shower, defroster in the car didn't work, it snowed (yuck!), and the kicker...client report that I completed at 11pm was not formatted to their liking so now I have to redo the whole thing... Today sucks! Sorry I know I can now officially be called Debbie Downer! Anyone of you brave souls wanna take a stab at cheering my ass up :P Sorry I am sure I will be fine after the coffee does its magic on me. Kisses Jillie Drank 2 much and getting over a tummy flu.. I am right now feeling like saying all those things I did not want to say to the people who have peeved me lately. Just wanted to apologize in advance for my actions.. Oh and T.O. (you know who you are) I want to lick you from head to head... MUAHS!!! I was torn in two by what I thought was love lost in the not so distant past. (okay I know a

About Time
here thay are some very yummu EYE CANDY I know I know I am good looking.. But how much can a women take.. Your hot, nice body, Nice ass,and many more.. Then when thay are doen tell me how sexy I am thay go to talking about how thay want to have sex with me.. Asking if I a m bad girl or a good one.. Do I look like I want to talk about sex all the time? I like to have fun But come on.. I am a person.. Please Treat me like one not like a peace of meat... that is all I ask... Well that is what is on my mind today.. Kisses Ems Ok Ok I get some men need a lession on how to talk to a women. But come on do you realy think I can't see thow the bull shit and lines you give... I have to tell you all about the things guys do that makes me love them so much. lol 1. Thay come on under a friends profil that is a womens. 2. Thay tell you how sexy you pic's are. 3. When he t

Audrey
well first off i hope u all r doing well.. im not doing that great.. i spend the last 3 days in the hospital with a very serious condition my large intestine got infected from diverticulitis and made me very sick.now they r talking about going in and cutting part of my colon out ... i am so scared.. so please pray for me as i am undergoing all these test and surgery... thank you and god bless u all!!! audrey i want to thank all of my friends on ct for your support as I continue this long road with my son.. your prayers and thoughts meen alot to us.. thank u all very much well today i took my son to the hearing doctor and he gave me the bad news on my son.. His left ear has some damage and might be able to be fixed but not sure and his right ear the damage is so bad that he is going to have to have a hearing aid..all of this is from getting hit a month ago.. please pray as he needs it... have a great day

Just Something
For those assholes who stop by my profile and don't rate or leave a comment...FUCK YOU! I know you guys r thinking "She's not showing anything, so she's ugly." The only thing I have to say to that is SORRY BUT I'M NOT A SLUT. Just because a woman don't degrade themself doesn't mean you should. Those of us women are beautiful in our own way. If you don't like us then aparently you need to fuck off. WE ARE THE REAL WOMEN HERE. Come on people show some damn resepect! O WAIT, the conceited fucks don't know what that means. Grow up and quit thinking with your little head. ~Bytch Did u ever wonder why u try to care about someone who doesn't care about u? Why u let someone in ur life and they run u to the ground. Why is it that u try so hard to make things work and u only get bit in the ass. Why do people act like they care one minute then completely change. Why does this keep happening. Damn it sucks. If only I could find and be with that one guy who does and shows thats he cares, who doesn

A Grindfuck's Ramblings
Smashed Heart Busted broken gagging on the mire Running but not moving The slow motion of my legs Ripping through the air (chorus) Smashed heart Broken bones Here I am All alone I coulda been the “suffice to say” But I became the “wish I was” And now I'm sick of it all and never turning back (chorus) Its a collapse A defeat Minced meat made of me Such a treat To kill To stab The pain away And not return (chorus) I died...that night And your heart...lived again Choked Beyond Relief Tin broken marred as I fall off the crutch Crashing to the darkness enveloped in your eyes So why? Why has this happened to me? Crying as I fall off the face of the earth But you never knew (chorus) You have Choked me The relief Dissipated To look Beyond your Eyes Impossible I never thought this would be me Never thought that I would be so dumb But numb and dumb draw a thin line The blind heart, the fleeting cries The savior exited stage left

Things About Me...
Your Personality Is Like Heroin You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows. Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain. People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you! What Drug Is Your Personality Like? According to experts, I am : 69% NaughtyTake the Naughty Quiz at JokesUnlimited.com Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp What You Call Him: Big Daddy Why You Love Him: He takes you to Disneyland Who's Your Daddy?

Mind The Gap
Silence, when it’s awkward is the enemy of everyone. Words, when they’re hateful can make you feel like a child again. Thoughts, when they’re racing can send you over the edge. But these are the things that make the better times the best. These are the things that being faced, raise you above the rest. Tears caused by you because of something you said. Laughter caused by a mistake you made years ago. Things that never go away, remembered till this day. These are the things that remind us that we’re alive. Never will we trade these things, for they make us who we are. Hope, when it’s outrageous and unfounded. Luck, when it was needed the most. Love, after all the years of being alone. Safety, from all the bad things that happened before. These are the things that are gained from weathering the storm. Apparently my pants died today. I didn't notice until after I got home tonight, that there is a massive hole in my pants right under the arse. The hole is pretty hu

My Name Actually Has A Meaning...lol
You scored as Maximus. After his family was murdered by the evil emperor Commodus, the great Roman general Maximus went into hiding to avoid Commodus's assassins. He became a gladiator, hoping to dominate the colosseum in order to one day get the chance of killing Commodus. Maximus is valiant, courageous, and dedicated. He wants nothing more than the chance to avenge his family, but his temper often gets the better of him. Maximus71%Captain Jack Sparrow67%James Bond, Agent 00763%The Amazing Spider-Man58%The Terminator54%Indiana Jones54%William Wallace54%Batman, the Dark Knight54%Lara Croft46%El Zorro42%

Loveble Princess
I miss you every day and night Like sun flowers missing sunrise Like a bird missing its nest Like a cloud missing sky Like a river missing water Like spring missing flowers Like a mountain missing its rocks Like lovers missing lovers Like summer missing the sun Like fall missing yellow leaves Like fishes missing water I miss you, do you miss me? Like winter missing snow Like dawn missing sunlight Like night missing darkness Like a bird missing flight Darling, please come with me now Mountains and rivers also miss thou Please come, I keep my promise Forever, we will be in love. I Kiss You I kiss you sincerely, and deeply and lovingly. I kiss you goodnight, goodmorning, goodmorrow. When you open your eyes I will kiss them. When they are closed again I will miss them. Gentle fingers cradle your cheek with love Others brush back your hair from above You lean back deeply Feeling me close, confining, controlling I am above you Around you Upon you Li

Thoughs Of The Moment
well its seems we have another bitch boy cum guzzling guter sinpe on here i was in pm with killa moe over some rummers he was wrong on and well here ill let you read:: shdwpendragon: hey biggkm18fn7: hey can u im me later? i am watching a very importent DVD shdwpendragon: no cayse shdwpendragon: we need to talk biggkm18fn7: if u was a bret hart fan u'd understand..for real bro. shdwpendragon: i am but what you said to stag was faluse biggkm18fn7: it was a rumer. i heard it around. biggkm18fn7: so i thought i'd bring it to light shdwpendragon: its falae i know for fact shdwpendragon: well you crossed the line shdwpendragon: you had no proff biggkm18fn7: it was something from a message that one of your members sent shdwpendragon: and for you to do hat shdwpendragon: no it wasnt who i want name biggkm18fn7: god anubis. biggkm18fn7: he sent me some shit i guess callie sent him thru yahoo shdwpendragon: hes not ours biggkm18fn7: i'll send it later. ca

Cherrytap Toolbar
just added the recent uploaded photos link to the toolbar u can watch new photos pop as people upload new pics its kinda cool if ur bored or just wanna rate new pics click the link to download the toolbar http://cherrytap.ourtoolbar.com/ toolbar powered by Conduit toolbar powered by Conduit i added the new games link and changed the name toolbar powered by Conduit

Funny Stuff
Your Name Is Too Too Sexy! :) Your name scored 203 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name? You Should Get a Rose Tattoo Sexy and classic You are pure rock and roll, party girl. So is your tattoo. What Tattoo Should You Get? What Angel Are You? Sea AngelYou are a water angel.You tend to me be prettist, and most calm one of the lot of us.You are also the one that shows themselves to humans, causeing the belief of Mermaids.Only wind can whip up your anger, and only you can douse the fires flame, but generally you get on with all of us.You loves, blues, greens and torquises and love to feel movement around you, you don't like it when everything goes silent and still because water is never still.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Just A Quiz Or 2 Or 3 Or More....
Michelle -- [noun]:A dance involving little to no clothing 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com You are 100% Libra How Libra Are You? What Your Underwear Says About You When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble! You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone. The Underwear Oracle

Humanity
Time for a change....as the name Omebra, I shall now begin its purpose. My demeaner will take a turn, as there are those who exist only for the purpose of using others. I will no longer treat all the same, as there are those that only understand harshness. I must be this way, not just for myself..... The meaner people behave, the more hurt they've been. Do not buy into the fact that they are hard and cruel and unfeeling for it is simply a defense to avoid getting hurt. So if you ever meet someone that behaves in such a crude way, remember that all that is, is only a defense, and many times an offense.....to attack people or to hurt them before they get hurt themselves. in order for people to live in peace, we need to separate the selfish from the givers. As once the givers live amongst each other, they will always be sharing. The selfish takers will be be taking from each other by force...............HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Many people are unfit to live with civilized people.

Open Door Virgin
The more these "gay" folks fight for the right to sodomize lick and suck and other non-reproductive acts. The more I want five wives. Talk about stupid freedoms Gay Marriage is one of them. Were they conceived in a test tube or was it the drugs that made that life choice for them? If you plan to adopt are you really praying on the poor unfortunate family's or is it just an inconvenience to conceive a kid of your own. It must be a lower middle class chore to take care of kids any more. There are all kids I see in day care, while we have no moms just working moms. Mean while Saudi Arabia is probably the richest country on Earth. India sure ain't. But other than the prince I do not hear their fags protesting. Get over it. If you are really inclined to suck dick get fucked up the ass lick cunt we do not care. And that is your perverted privelege you sick bastards. Here is something I always admired "the more we are governened the less we are free" Last night I got into a d

Just Me
ok so i stayed up all night again and this time not bc of stress. I thought everything i have been through since the start of this year, all the good and the bad. I thought about the past and about how it had come back to haunt me. I thought about all the people i have met and why i met them. I guess this is my thoughts on it all. Please bear with me as i try to put it all into words. I guess that in a way this is my way to express my true feelings on some of the people who have touched my life so deeply and those who helped to catch my fault. I have met alot of people and had alot of experiences so im not sure if i will tell it all. I guess i realized tonight that sometimes things happen and we dont understand them bc we arent supposed to know why they happen. Tonight there are some special people close to my heart that i miss dearly bc they have passed on. I think about micheal who was a great friend and who i miss dearly. I think about my grandma and my grandpa who i miss so much

When The Roses Lose Their Fragrance, And The World Seems At An End, When The Day Has Lost Its Gladness, What A Blessing Is A Friend. One Who Takes You As She Finds You, Caring Not Who Is To Blame, One Who Knows All Your Shortcomings, But Who Loves You Just The Same. Heaven Sends A Gift Each Morn, Of A Bright New Day To Spend, What A Joy It Is To Share It With, God's Greatest Gift - When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out; Don't give up though the pace seems slow-- You may succeed with another blow. Often the goal is nearer than, It seems to a faint and faltering man, Often the str

Jelly's Life
Create your own Friend Quiz here Wow i cant believe that spring is almost here we have Three days tell Groundhog day then we will see if we have 6 more weeks of winter or not... but i say that is bull if you ask me we have 6 more weeks of winter no matter what they damn things sees lol... anyways Life has been busy i don't get on much but when i do it is to see what is going on my space and my cherry tap that is about all i do anymore beside Working around here and baby set for my friend Robin.. I have been getting things around for my lil girl she is going to start playing soccer this fall season they start soon on that one so i have been getting things around for that... Beau is doing great just been working is lil ass off.. Saige is Saige he is busy learn about animals and playing... other then that we are busy around here i hope everyone is doing well out there.. I better get off here and get things done for dinner I hope everyone has a great week and weekend we are going to the ci

stuck in limbo for another month i finding out i have noone really talks on here i got banned from the chat room for speaking my mind what is that all about i look at ppl pic and i see every one is havin a good time and im stuck i am end up hating myself b/c stuck i have come to the point i do not care about any thing or any one and i hate ppl for being so fake life has passed me bye i lost the spirit for the holiday i lost what it mean to be happy i lost so much in the last 3 yrs sad thing is i do not know how to get it back i do not celebrate thanksgiving do not celebrate christmas i used to celebrate it what happen for me to feel this way We are the pain We are the shame We've gone insane Inside where no ones around I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play I'm done being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down We are estranged We are deranged I can't

Just Rambling Thoughts
As I write this my heart is aching with pain and I think maybe I will never be able to write again. We used to spend every moment together. Now you simply disappear. At first I would get angry. Now I only feel a painful hurt. Last night I gave you a gift but you did not even take the time to look at it there was a deep burning hurt my heart. Again tonight you said you would be right back and never returned. I can understand once or twice but not every night. I will never let the hurt show on my face. Maybe only a single tear drop falling down my cheek will betray my feelings, give you a glimpse, a shadow, or a trace of my true thoughts. I want to smile as I look up at the sky. I want to watch the moon brighten the night. I want to watch the clouds pass above making whimsical designs. I want the stars to guide me and I want wings to lift me and let me fly. Right now I suffocate when I try to breathe. These chains you have bound upon me will not release my body. I am sad becaus

Me!!
finally i get the truth about my ex bf he played me that hurt but now i dont feel as bad as i did i was so depressed for awhile this is to him if he ever checks this profile YOU SAID U LOVED ME I SAID IT TOO BUT I DIDNT LIE TO YOU. I HOPE U GET AS HURT AS I DID WHEN SOME CHICK MESSES WITH UR HEART WHEN U FALL IN LOVE WITH HER OTHER THAN THAT YOU CAN DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH U PIECE OF SCUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well heres the thing my dad said we had to be out by november 30th lol well we found a place an are moveing on monday (yay!!!)he told us that because we had to turn the heat up cause the basements cold and thats where ours an my daughters bedroom are its about 64 degrease down here not good when theres snow on the ground and theres no insulation in the walls down here. but yea the electric is getting turned off cause my dads an asshole and spent his money on stupid bullshit instead of the bills. we had to save our money in order to get enough up to move in where we are movei

Muse
somehow life goes on in spite of it all life goes on in that process is beauty and pain in that process are things that bind the spirit human those things common life it somehow goes on somehow I find in the moments between words too dry or a muse demanding truths I am not yet ready to own that words still spill out in the still small moments words somewhere in-between in the process of life and writing which so often are the same I discover distance between where I was even yesterday the path stretched out before me I move sometimes without even trying because life somehow it goes on tjs2k70110 she loves him its in her words and they were always the map of her heart now brings the whole universe to him in whispers of now and forever he loves her the poet with a reason to write the words he writes are heart at last he has found his place in the world and the purpose for poetry and for breathing he writes her his muse defined I

Songs Of Life
She said were much to different were from two different worlds and he admitted she was partely right but in his hard defense he told her what they had in common was strong enough to bond them for life he said look behind your own soul and the person you will see just might remind you of me (chorous) I laugh I love I hope I try I hurt I need I feel I cry and I know you'll feel the same way too so were really not that different me and you Now she could hardly argue with his pure and simple logic but logic never could convince a heart she had always dreamed of loving someone more exotic and he just didn't seemed to fit the part so she searched for greater pasters but never could forget what he wispeared when she left (repeat chorous) Was it time or was it truth maybe more to led her back to his door and as her tears fell at his feet she didn't say I love you what she said even more (final chorous) I laugh I love I hope I try I hurt I need I feel I cry and I know you'll feel th

Rants
This was on British TV last night. Fooking wicked! Okay, why do guys put pictures of women in their main profile pics??? I mean, are they trying to get other guys to look at them? Are they benders or something? Not saying I'm a homophobe. I live with a gay guy and he's superb. However, what's the point of trying to attract guys to your page unless you like it up the chuff??!!! Why do I keep getting blokes checking me out??? Am I turning into a gay icon or something???

Jas Space
It felt wonderful to be playing again after all these years. To hear us, you would have almost never had known it had been 7 long years. I was nowhere near as rusty as I had feared. Sore now yes but it is a good kind of hurt. The fire is rekindled & the burn is turning bright once more. After being asleep for so long it is fuckin awesome to be back in it. The beast has awakened, time to come out & play..... Rock And Roll - Led ZeppelinIt's been a long time since I rock and rolled,It's been a long time since I did the Stroll.Ooh, let me get it back, let me get it back,Let me get it back, baby, where I come from.It's been a long time, been a long time,Been a long lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely time. Yes it has.It's been a long time since the book of love,I can't count the tears of a life with no love.Carry me back, carry me back,Carry me back, baby, where I come from.It's been a long time, been a long time,Been a long lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely time.Seems so lo

Misc. Lyrics
Find me here And speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place Where I find peace again You are the strength That keeps me walking You are the hope That keeps me trusting You are the life To my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this (Ahh Yeahhh) You calm the storms And you give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You steal my heart And you take my breath away Would you take me in Would you take me deeper, now And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this Cause you're all I want You're all I need You're everything, everything You're all I want You're all I need You're

Darth Kiltie's Magical Sporran
The original Star Wars film was released on 25 May 1977. Much to the surprise of many involved in the project, including the studio which backed it, it became a runaway success. The celebrate the movie's 30th anniversary here are 30 facts and figures related to the film which influenced a new generation of film-makers. THE MAKING OF STAR WARS 1. The first trailer for the film hit cinemas six months before it was to open - with tag lines such as "the story of a boy, a girl and a universe" and "a billion years in the making" - as executives hoped to drum up some interest in a film they had little faith in. 2. Made on a budget of $11m (£5.5m) it made $215m (£108m) in the US during its original release, and $337m (£170m) overseas. The final film in the franchise - Revenge of the Sith - cost about $113m (£57m) to make. 3. It was originally called The Star Wars, but "the" was dropped fairly early on in the creative process. 4. The full title Star Wars: Episode IV: A N

May I Have Some Assistance Please?
http://howtoprankatelemarketer.ytmnd.com/ copy and paste this link into your browser and check out how this guy solved the problem! lol so damn funny! I have resent them and know others likely feel as I do about them so I apologize to anyone who got them from me and rolled their eyes because they get repeated too much and are frankly a pain in the butt to resend to everyone. So with all due respect, I would prefer if chain comments do not get sent to me anymore and if they are I will not resend them. Personally I prefer the original 1's with true words spoken from the person themselves and not a 1 that was made and written by someone else and passed to the masses, and love the graphics also.. The original messages mean more to me! I really like most of the people on my friend list(some I am very very fond of) and try to give attention to each of you as best I can. And will continue to do so in future without the annoyance of a chain message. And by the way, read this and if

Other People Other Things
You been to the crossroads And rolled dice with the Devil. You always get what you want Down at the crossroads. And what you wanted was all well and good For a period of time. But when it all goes south, You realize that the coin in your pocket Has a flip side. And the spiritual lady say She gonna make everything better. And she tries real hard. God Bless her. But there ain’t no help to be had ‘Cause you negotiated in good faith. And you got what you bargained for… More or less. So when you come to a fork in the road Just take the path that seems more sensible. And if you don’t like where it leads, You can always go back and cut another deal Down at the crossroads. I drove thirty miles into Sparks yesterday with the intention of picking up a couple of things from Michael's. The sign on the front door said, "Opening Soon." Okay, so there's a gallon of gas shot to hell. I walked next door to the electronics store thinking that I might pick

The Other Side
I taste you there just on the tip of my tongue You hit me only the way you could and I felt again You told me youd call me and you did You came to hang out and oh what a time we had You held me only the way you could and kissed me deeply You told me you'd come back for more I'll go now and dream sweet dream of me and you Going wild in my king size bed till dawn Keeping eachother awake for more Touching in the secret spots only we can share Back agin for more and more Moaning till it hurts then moaning for more Deep within the hatred lies a morbid alliance with you. You who choose to drown your sorrows in the absence of love. To destroy all ties to the outside but for a couple hours where you share yourself with those who dont even know your pain. You deepen the wound and dive into the abysmal world of suicidal rainbows and lick your bleeding heart till your hopes try to aspire in your thoughts. Down trodden and full of dispair you slither into the light of dreams. No more he

Random Sh*t
So it has been a few weeks now since the new CT went into affect and I see plenty of people are unhappy with many of the changes. Honestly, I can't blame them. And yes, while moaning and bitching about it might not change it, sometimes one just needs to let loose a little and say what is on their mind. So here is my 2 cents on it....take it or leave it, I don't really care. Lets start with the obvious...the NSFW issue. Now, when I signed up for this site, I was under the impression that you were required to be 18 in order to have an account. 18, yes, that means that you are an adult (at least numerically speaking...sometimes maturity comes MUCH later...lol). So as an adult we are able to make adult choices. Here's an idea...if you are patrolling through someone's pictures and you see that they are adult, or now marked as NSFW, don't open them if you are afraid of what others might see. That opens up a whole other issue which I will get to eventually. Now, the marking of pics as NSFW

Powder Has A Blog
So guess who is going all the video/audio editing for right KSEX now? Its a new adventure everyday I tell ya. I've always liked to design and create but never thought about doing any sort of editing. With the recent move to the new studio in Chatsworth and departures from KSEX, Soxxx and I have had to step up and take on new roles within the company. I probably average about 12 hours days now. Once I lock and leave the studio about 12:30am, I come home to edit most nights until about 3:30am. Not having any experience in editing makes things difficult but luckily, Windows Movie Maker is pretty simple to grasp. I'm learning quite a bit and so far most people at KSEX like what I've done. I just need to get my hands on some actual editing software. I've gotten myspace messages from some of my favorite industry people asking why I don't come out to industry parties or to Porn Star Karaoke anymore. Editing, hosting shows on air and the new KSEX studio are the reasons. I need a

Stuff About Me
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) You can never seem to calm down and always feel anxious for unknown reasons. You tend to not be able to concentrate and have headaches or other anxiety symptoms.OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) Manic Depressive Paranoia ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) What mental disorder do you have? You are suave. You are attractive both psyically and mentally. You use your abilities to attract anyone you desire. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Stupid Stuff I Like
Digital Tunnels Go from start to finish while avoiding walls. PUNS TO PONDER Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. ----------------------------------- A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." ------------------------------------- A dyslexic man walks into a bra. ------------------------------------ Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" ----------------------------------- Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. --------------------------------- An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing to look at either. --------------------------------------------- --------- I went to buy some camouflage trousers

Funny Shit
My boyfriend is so much fun. He just let me highlight his hair!! Next I get to pluck his unibrow!!! I'm giggling just thinking about it!!! :P He's suck a sweet heart. Last night he helped me make a blanket for my daughter. He even bought the material for it. It's one of her Christmas gifts...such a sweetie!! :D In what alternate dimension would LeighAnn be most comfortable? In a dimension where...There is a monster that lives in your closet 'In what alternate dimension would you be most comfortable?'atQuizGalaxy.com I guess that would be correct since there really is a monster in my closet!!!! LeighAnn will have to write: I will not eat funny smelling brownies 'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Thoughts....
Human Breathe..... let it in. no need to feel Fear any longer. It's all been done- all been said. no one can touch you. you Know who you are now. where you come from- Within. Without. Everywhere. you always existed. Time has no hold. no power- she is an illusion. nothing is linear.... you are your own destiny. Music Video Codes | Nashville Lofts | For Sale By Owner Chosen/Forsaken We chose you.... We thought you had potential...even though many didn't We forsook our freedom, for your potential. To teach you- they were gifts; knowlegde Sound. Speech. you would not have evolved without us. We knew our fate by staying behind. Even though we won the Great War, what you call The Fall... So, after we taught you- you murdered us, our offspring.... now you murder each other. You remember nothing! Remember who You are! ....you Are Potential, unseen. We merely triggered the spark. We turned you on. Opened your eyes.

Music That Tells How I Feel
I have this stashed away in my stashes but I have so much there its hard to see them all. Anyway, this is how Im feeling today. Our president said days ago that we are winning the war then he comes back and says that we are not and that he wants to beef up the military. WTF is wrong with his thinking? Does he want another Nam? Cuz thats whats going to happen! We arent going to win this war, no one will! We should learn from our past and not try it again expecting different results. Yep, I was raised by a hippy mom! She is the one who played this song for me when I was little. Ive always love this song and the guy who made this video did such a good job with it that it made me cry. It was true then and it is true now. Bring our troops home alive and not in body bags Mr. President!!! Ground Be still Though chaos rains around you now Only so much rain can fall at once Breathe in And let the air envelope you And slow but sure, serenity will come CH Close you

My Life According To...well...me
i watched the door swing shut on my old life and on you walking through it i remember watching you come in that door and feeling the smile spread across my face i begin my new life and wish for someone like you to be apart of me again things are hard but as time passes it will get easier so they say now i have to smile on my own terms terms i have not yet defined movies we used to watch i now i watch on my own no one to laugh with but myself no fun to play a racing game with no one to race against im getting by ok but i miss you at times putting the past behind me but never letting it erase i know things will be ok maybe not now maybe maybe not tomorrow one day one day ill find another you to walk through the door and show me that someone out there will love me the way you once did and teach me how to smile again but this time not on my own terms but on terms of happiness i had with you if i had known that dance would have been the last i would have cherished it for all it

Ya Well Lmao
your a freak and its ok to admit it hey if you like sex admit it and stop being a tease Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com Thank you for supporting rationality. From,David Hasselhoff 'What crappy greeting card will you receive?' at QuizGalaxy.com What animal are you during sex? Moose Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Health
Would anyone really give a shit if i put a bullet through my head...i'm so fucking sick and tired of being sick and tired...i want this fucking operations to be done with by now so i can get my fucking life back and not be home all the fucking time I finally got my heart specialist to call me back i have been feeling like shit all week and he thinks its one of two things.1.pnemonia (i'm sure i fucked up on the selling) or my heart rate drop so badly that it is what is causing me to have problems and if that is the case i will have the surgery on monday..I am leaving here soon as my ride gets here...I don't ask for much but if you believe in a god pray that i will be alright for my kids thank you Draco I feel like shit and hurting and people tell me i'm gonna be fine...I wish once just once people can feel how i feel for a few minutes and know what i truely go through on a daily basis... I know people mean no harm by saying that...it just gets to me at times and it makes me feel i

Read
Being Strong! Alone all again Pictures of you all around I'll never get over you Never wanted to be weak and let my feelings show. Being strong means not to lose self control. To hell with my pride I just wanna cry. Now that Your gone I'll never get over you. I just wanna cry. My Little Angel by Elisha G. Rogers I brought a few things today to lie upon your grave. I brought the book that you loved so much.Yeah that one, About the little choo-choo train that just wouldn't give up. I also stitched your 'blankie' for those nights with a chill. The one you snuggled with when we learned you had fallen ill. I know, I know you don't like to see mommy cry. But it hurts so bad not to look into those big brown eyes. I actually came here to tell you about a dream I had last night- You were there.I reached out and touched you, Ran my fingers through your hair.I held

Crappy Stuff (no One Reads Em Anyway)
I totally forgot, I am in a contest for sharpest dressed and haven't done any PR/pimping/self promotion etc. I am so far 1436 votes behind the leader and your nobby needs you! Drastically. And apparently according to the landlady I am the most handsome bloke in the damn contest, so should win! Don't step on the Ducks !! Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in heaven: don't step on the ducks!" So they enter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the place. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck and although they try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on one. Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and alon

Ruffone's Blogs
Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped come s into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the fol

If You Don't Laugh, You'll Cry
Hi guys, Well The Lab is still there, but the nausea seems to have kicked its tail and scampered off to the hills. I am still having nightmares, suffering fatigue and getting the odd headache. No dizziness at the moment which is nice. Zeb (see my pics for details) is being very attentive and insists on sitting on me if I stay still long enough. He's going to be rather upset when I go back to work, I think. I am getting Cabin fever, though. Its driving me mad. I've had charmed, Alias and House MD to keep me company. Obviously I've also had the Xbox but when you have nausea, even I can only take a coupe of hours of Lara Croft at a time...and I used to play 72 hours straight at one time. Today I actually went to the Supermarket just for an excuse to get out. I was very good and actually managed to do a good economical and sensible shop. The fact that my appetite is pretty much dead helped. It meant I shopped with head instead of my stomach. I'm sure you know what I mean. I'

Quizzes
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Hey
I've counted 33 bruises so far that I got from packing and moving my stuff on Friday. So sexy! LOL. Woot, I'm Magic now. :D Thanks everybody who helped me get here. :) HUGS And that is Breed Specific Legislation for those of you that don't own a pit bull. Please do me a favor and watch my video and spread the news so that people can become informed. Thank you, Lora http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8JdL6SpL1hk

Poetry
Twisted thoughts of lust and risk I drive the feelings In hopes to only taste your kiss Feeling you around my waist Your hair draped across me I grip your hips and crave your taste The growing hopes that we will touch We talk of desire And the grasp of us will be too much I stroke your hair and kiss your face I long for you As each moment I dare not waste There in the sunset's gaze I hold you tight In the eyes of eternal days Your children sleep, you lie aware My phantom hand runs through your hair I long to haunt, I wish for pain Your dreams are where I will remain My darkened hand does clutch your soul My shadowed eyes can drink you whole But I must wait for you to rest Your fears and terrors manifest You fear the worst, I make it real I grip the world where which you feel I smile at your every shake 'Til once again you've come awake I watch your eyes at every night I know you're mine until the light I dance the dreams and lay your fears I o

Support
Here is a soldier stationed in Iraq, stationed in a big sand box. He asked his wife to send him dirt (U.S. soil), fertilizer, and some grass seed so that he can have the sweet aroma, and feel the grass grow beneath his feet. When the men of the squadron have a mission that they are going on, they take turns walking through the grass and the American soil -- to bring them good luck. If you notice, he is even cutting the grass with a pair of a scissors. Sometimes we are in such a hurry that we don't stop and think about the little thing s that we take for granted. Upon reading this, say a little prayer for our soldiers that give and give (and give up) so unselfishly for us.

Other Stuff
It was many years ago since the embarrassing day when a young woman, with a baby in her arms, entered his butcher shop and confronted him with the news that the baby was his and asked what was he going to do about it? Finally he offered to provide her with free meat until the boy was 16. She agreed. The butcher had been counting the years off on his calendar, and one day the teenager, who had been collecting the meat each week, came into the shop and said, "I'll be 16 tomorrow." "I know," said the butcher with a smile, "I've been counting too, tell your mother, when you take this parcel of meat home, that it is the last free meat she'll get, and watch the expression on her face." When the boy arrived home he told his mother. The woman nodded and said, "Son, go back to the butcher and tell him I have also had free bread, free milk, and free groceries for the last 16 years and watch the expression on his face!" A small white guy goes into an elevator, when he gets in he notic

Rants
..........Whiskey and Rant Time................. In this ever changing society a life of vice is often lamented but rarely pursued. This new century has given bloom to what germinated in the 80's and 90's. Pop culture, media hype, and the notion that someone somewhere in a position to make decisions for us, might actually know what is good for us. Who would think that those suit wearing, camera smiling politico's, if taken for the values of their actions would rank highest on the FBI's most wanted list and our own governing branches, Judicial, Legislative, and Executive would be the top 3 organizations on any gang unit. Yet, these people are supposed to tell us what is good for us and how we should depict ourselves. Wait, I'm sorry, I lied, I forgot, those guys have as much pull on society as a limp wristed cerebral palsy patient jerking off. No, Capitol Hill simply has a vast money hole in its pocket and a military might intimidates yet scares no one. When it comes to herding sheep,

My Glob (blog Spelled Backwards)
What is going on with everything today? I was minding my own busness just checking my email and low and behold another message from my step mom. ok cool most of the time they are forwards of funny jokes or something. NOT this time. she sent me a link titled "watch before it gets pulled" ok so im intrigued, and i watch................. and now im pissed. I am by no means a conspritory guru or some one always looking for a fight but when the situation arises, there isnt much of a choice. granted it could be some made up bull but there is a lot of reasons to believe it. The first thing that came to my mind was, finally its coming out. I have been thinking for a while something like this would happen. I saw it with Africa, and Europe. Countries are loosing their identity. And it isnt like people dont have a clue. there have been bunches of movies and books that show some sort of global unification. The most prominant in my mind is Huxley’s "Brave New World" syno

Blogs
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God80%A Slave To BDSM80%A Romantic55%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Dear Kotex.. Fuck Off!
Most of you have read the scare-mail about the person whose kidneys were stolen while he was passed out. Well, read on. While the kidney story was an urban legend, this one is not. It's happening every day. I'm going to go ahead and tell you... My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. It was just that quick. I went to sleep in my body and woke up with someone else's thighs. The new ones had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Who would have done such a cruel thing to legs that had been mine for years? Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? Hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans and Sheer Energy pantyhose. Then, just when my guard was down, the thieves struck again. They Took My Ass. I knew it was the same gang, because they Did Everything to match my new rear end to the thighs they stuck me with earlier. I couldn't believe that my new Ass was attached at least three inches lower than my original. But, my new a

My Blogs Here
Here starts a new week> Let me tell you about mine last week. Wed. night my cat got out and now has been MIA. She always comes back but hasn't which means someone has taken her in :( . I spent days going around looking for her and putting up fliers to no avail..... Then it gets fucking better.... Saturday while bombing for the squad, I get a ring at my door. It's my drunk ass neighbor "Sorry ma'am, I ain't gonna lie-I just hit your Durango". I get dressed and go wake the hubby and tell him what has happened. I go outside to look and not only did he hit my Durango-my Sentra is hit too!!! Hit hit my Durango so hard that it knocked it into my other car!!! My Durango is tore up and can't be driven. Let more fun begin with his insurance company...I know his ass is having fun today. His military career is totally fucked now. He ain't an E-4 after his commanders get a hold of his ass today.....I am SO NOT a happy camper!!!! I came out and this is what I saw!! My Durango Another pic

Words
In eternities of slaughter I revel, Only in the chilling realms of inner-eye vision, Destroying mankind for its inherent weakness, Choking pawns on droplets of hatred, Bringing hell to them, The ones that oppose, War in our name, Bloodletting for gain, Bretheren in battle, Sisters of healing, I call thee take up thy duties! Healing the Earth in cleansing her plague, May thou take up thy oaths for the goddess, May thou see what forsight has granted thee, May thy earthy coil ascend (Daemonisphere). My repentance, Mother Earth I plead forgiveness, My redeption, I raise my sword for thy purpose! My becoming, Pray I become greater than mortal! My doom, May I carve my death unto legends of thine! As darkness unfolds around this killing ground, Legends steel and flesh shall now become! Raised above the stature of simple deeds! Grant me wisdom in battles yet to come! O' cosmic body, Mother to us all, Mother of wolves and bearer of the dead, Take me upon m

Rants
Getting home tonight, for the first time since Friday, I felt a significant comfort. It's always good to make your way home eventually, despite how much fun you had for the past few days. I kicked off my shoes, and noticed them like gaping maws begging for my feet to be put back in. I ignored their cries and went to the bathroom. This is where I first made this thought. As I finished, I leaned forward and put the toilet seat down before I flushed. Why did I do this? I was raised by women. I was taught the utmost respect for females and I cater to their every whim whenever possible. I have always done the best I can, and usually I understand why certain needs have to be met. However, I do not understand why I have to put the toilet seat down. We, as men, have no problem lifting it up. Even if we get up in the middle of the night, we lift the toilet seat up. It's reflex to us. So why is it that even if you get up in the middle of the night, you fall in the toilet if w

O2scarface
helter skelter HAVE A GRATE WEEKEND

Burnt Toast - The Rants
Somedays are better than others for most folk's out there in the world, but what do you do when things take a turn for the worst and you at the bottom of the ladder?. I find it hard sometime's to move on in day to day life living for the moment and praying I see another day. I feel like taking a break from my normal life and taking an excusrion into unknown water's and relaxing before I get to Wit's End. In essence what I am conveying to you people who do read these nonsencical blog's I write is take some you time and cherish what you have, no sence in wasting away the time at a dead end job and taking steam all week that boil's over and sends you on a fritz. Take a weekend and plan out some you time go to a library rent a couple movies whatever tickles your fancy and get to know yourself and let the hassles of life pass you by for a change. In a time when political figures are becoming more ambiguous, and the country falls deeper into the hole on a endless war, all that is really lef

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I Suck At Blogs
seriously though i'm bored i never know what to put in these, cause i'm not a "post my most inner thoughts" type of guy. idk Anything interesting happen out there in internet land?? haha

My Bloggggzzzzzz!!!!
You are 75% stoner You are a fairly regular stoner. You are probably the kid who is always smoking up at the back corner of the parking lot of your high school. You like experimenting with other stuff – although you are too clever to really get addicted to anything. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I saw the new movie "DALE". I won tickets from a local Chevy dealership. The theater was so crowded that my friends & I had 2 sit in the 3rd row from the front. Normally i don't sit that close but in this case, because it was a movie about NASCAR, it was well worth it. I can't wait til it comes out on DVD. (Now I just need a TV that big.) LOL. If & when it comes out in the theaters for everyone 2 c, I wanna c it again, also in the 3rd row seats. AWESOME MOVIE!!!! I highly recommend it!!! (& when the credits roll @ the end, stay in ur seats. He makes a funny comment 'bout puttin' Gordon in the wall. VERY FUNNY!!!!) I never knew just how funny he was. We miss him & we

First Time Stories
The Lady Awaits part 2 by LateNiteFantasy© And much to his delight, the moans start. She loudly began to voice her ecstasy with each agonizingly slow motion penetration into her tender creamy silkiness. He uses his teeth on her jutting nipples and bites them harder, pushing her up the hill of her own release. She had told him she rarely comes on a man's cock. But that was before her own fingers flew up and down her aching clitty while a cock found satisfaction in her needy pussy. She lets out a little scream and starts to buck her hips up to him while he feels the walls of her cunt spasm around his half imbedded cock. Softly, he tells her she is being a good little cumslut for him and he is happy with her. And with that comment she looses control and starts begging him for the fucking that she needs. In that moment, the cries of her ecstasy does away with his own self-restraint. There is no way he can hold back any longer. This is his woman to use; her pussy is his to find pl

Im Horny, And Im Talking About It
If you want to chat a little, holler at me: Yahoo: ct_argus MSN: ct_argus weird how their the same huh? This was an amazing conversation that I had earlier. I will never share whom it was with , just that it happened and what was said. think about story where 2 people meet at park by accident by the waterfall ok... tell me your fantasy you dont want to tell me more about your fantasy? you can explan more about it... oh ok i thought we might blend them oh thats sounds fun well. we can start with yours i wish that i have hiked aways into the park w my backpack so you and i are far away from the path, in a small clearing, where other people cant see us, but they could stumble on us at any moment... yes and w have stopped to take abreak I ask you what you have in the backpack some wine and cheese and a few other things blanket you pull them out and show me yes and we have a drink and a taste of

Something To Look Forward To...
Who has a crush on me? Can't return the favor unless I know!!:) So things are going okay around here. Abby is still growing like a weed. Shes almost 18 pounds and her dimples and big blue eyes are more beautiful every day. I can't get enough of her being gone all week. When I get home from work I just wanna stare at her and kiss her and hug her and eat her right up!! We laid her on the floor on her tummy and put some toys about three feet in front of her. Off to do the dishes and back to Abby in a few minutes and she was right in front of the toys. She somehow pulled herself towards them, or picked her little self up and crawled towards them:) I laughed so hard... Shes totally hilarious. So she's doing very well. Sam quit his job and delayed child support even MORE:( ... but I really don't feel like bitching about him, because I'll never stop!!:) I started a new job a few weeks ago, and its going soooo well. The hours are heaven, and I get paid mileage to drive, and its TWICE

Everything Bloggish By Me!!!
help me out.. i have been trying for over a month to rank up.. and i only need about 2000 points.. thank you thank you.. i will return the favor... (R)0bb!E T. if you would like to add me on myspace.. here is the link R0bb1E T. on Myspace. thanks Rob

Darkness
An erotic night in which she had planned As I gave in to her every demand Her skin like milk and body so cold My soul once mine has now been sold Her eyes they glowed in the pitch black room With a smile on her face to seal my doom Her nails so sharp she scraped down my chest My blood then trickled onto her breasts We shared our blood in the passion and fire A taste so sweet that we both now desire I can see her face in every candle flame All I ask is to know her name I knew right then we were meant to be because the girl I loved was cursed like me For she hates the morning and loves the night Our lust increase's by the fires light She hunts like an animal as she stalks her prey For the victim she gets will never see another day She fed on the innocent and her feelings were blind Until she confronted another of her kind It was I she had met and with no regret We pierced each other to start the bloodlet Our wounds so deep the blood would not

Funny :)
A teacher was talking to her grade one students about stuttering. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My little kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say "Fuck," the rottweiler ate him!" 1. Compaq is considering changing the command "Press Any Key" to "Press Return Key" because of the flood of calls asking where the "Any" key is. 2. AST tech support had a caller complaining that her mouse was hard to control with the dust cover on. The cover turned out to be the plastic bag

Jus Fuckin Wonderful
OK Guess what the one and only DJ Irish Eyes is up for auction . come show her how much you want her by bidding on her . dont let the red hair fool ya she is a sweetheart and she is def worth anything you bid on her . just click on the pic and start ur biddin . Bipolar disorder, also known as manic-depressive illness, is a brain disorder that causes unusual shifts in a person’s mood, energy, and ability to function. Different from the normal ups and downs that everyone goes through, the symptoms of bipolar disorder are severe. They can result in damaged relationships, poor job or school performance, and even suicide. But there is good news: bipolar disorder can be treated, and people with this illness can lead full and productive lives. About 5.7 million American adults or about 2.6 percent of the population age 18 and older in any given year,1 have bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder typically develops in late adolescence or early adulthood. However, some people have the

Price
I want to think all who sent me birthday thanks. So many have asked what I look like check out my pics and see. To day is the day for all to look up and be counting

Photoshoot Journal
so as i havent blogged in a few days... here's my past few drunken blundering days in a recap...friday I was supposed to go meet up with a friend in new philadelphia to catch Hostle 2 and just drink too much jager until i fell down and she made fun of me for being a cheap date... however as that didnt happen I called up Jamie Mayhem (not the same Mayhem from the Chaoschicks site with the mohawk... who's first name is also jamie actually heh) and we ended up meeting at spitfire... I got there early and was instantly harassed by some chick that tattoos from her house and was trying to get me to call her about getting some ink done... not really into her delivery or conversation I kind of just sat there trying to seem disinterested but she wasn't having it and asking me all sorts of questions and being too flirty/pervy for my tastes... i never learn that i shouldn't tell people i shoot porn in thinking its a fuck off response and they'll leave me alone... never works... just either brings

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General Stuff...
from left to right... Tipp(m), Zero(f), and Bear(m) and of coure in the middle is my loving sister Dee! I am making custom marriage and divorce certificates. If you would like one... Just drop me a pm with the type of certificate you want. and let me know what kind of graphics you would like on it. Here is my link. ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~X~ĆŦ­­­­МǎҒїǻ~X~@ CherryTAP Here are some samples.

Interesting
What's wrong with the world mama? People living like aint got no mamas I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And if you hatin you're bound to get irate Yeah madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates You gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all People killing people dying Children hurtin you hear them crying Can you practice what you preach Would you turn the other cheek? Father Father Father help us Send some guidance from above Cause people got me got me questioning Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x) It j

Modern Ramblings Of A Classic Mind
I got a 94% on it. OWNED!!! I'll post a Screenshot once I get it back Tuesday BOOOOOOOOM shakalaka! totally got hit by the cold bug this morning. i didn't last more than 2 hours, took a Benadryl, and i went back to sleep for almost 5 hours again.. got up.. went out with Bella to finish my Secret Santa shopping.. and got some yummy food at home.. ugh.. i'm off to bed. i'm sorry if i haven't been active lately, i know i owe some of my friends some love back. i promise to repay all the kindness.. night jon, aka 'jaha' i gotta work 6pm till 2am today... fucking hell.. leave some love!

Brujo
Your whole life's about to change in the next 20 seconds As you glance there's a lady running at your car half naked Bleeding from her neck to her chest And four guys chasing after her with axes and they look fucking possessed Without thinking you unlock the doors to lend a hand Before she gets in the car they're approaching and coming fast Hit the gas and she won't stop screaming She keeps saying over and over that she was mauled by a demon Blood, so much blood it was unreal She'd go quiet for a second then go nuts and grab the steering wheel Just calm the fuck down, you're scaring the shit out of me I'm gonna take you to the hospital and leave you in the lobby You're gonna be fine, side wiped in my blind side By a goose and a quarter with one headlight Just then I looked him right in the face And seen two glowing eyes peering out of a pillow case Now what the fuck is that? I think your friends are back Hey lady wake up, you're bleeding all over the dash As I pushed

Duluxdeman
just booked two tickets to see Ozzy Osborne live at the wembley arena london 19th june 2007 with black label society in support.so looking forward to it. duluxdeman Expensive Gigolo 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com dear friends please would you vote for me by leaving a comment and a rating thanks very much duluxdeman http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=176548&i=275742887

Late Late Show With Me ;0)
Most of you know I love Bill Maher. I too share his views of our fuckwad of a president. Here is something he had said in a closing statement on one of his shows that I liked and felt like posting. Bill Maher's closing--presented as an open message to George Bush in deep tones of mock-serious. Here it is: "Mr. President, this job can't be fun for you any more. There's no more money to spend--you used up all of that. You can't start another war because you used up the army. And now, darn the luck, the rest of your term has become the Bush family nightmare: helping poor people. Listen to your Mom. The cupboard's bare, the credit cards maxed out. No one's speaking to you. Mission accomplished. Now it's time to do what you've always done best: lose interest and walk away. Like you did with your military service and the oil company and the baseball team. It's time. Time to move on and try the next fantasy job. How about cowboy or space man? Now I know what you'r

Stories... Thoughts... Surprises
One day a young man and woman were in their bedroom making love. All of a sudden a bumblebee entered the bedroom window. As the young lady parted her legs the bee entered her vagina. The woman started screaming "Oh my God, help me, there's a bee in my vagina!" The husband immediately took her to the local doctor and explained the situation. The doctor thought for a moment and said "Hmm, tricky situation. But I have a solution to the problem if young sir would permit." The husband being very concerned agreed that the doctor could use whatever method to get the bee out of his wife's vagina. The doctor said "OK, what I'm gonna do is rub some honey over the top of my penis and insert it into your wife's vagina. When I feel the bee getting closer to the tip of my penis I shall withdraw it and the bee should hopefully follow my penis out of your wife's vagina. The husband nodded and gave his approval. The young lady said "Yes, Yes, whatever, just get on with it." So the do

Sick Sad Little World...
I see that you are here. but you really are not.. I see that you pay attention but you really don't I miss you being there for me even though you really weren't I miss talking to you... even though we really didn't I wish that you were here I wish that you could see I see that you still care I wish we could still be I know that you don't hate me even though that's what you want me to think I know that you still care for me I know that you still look I have seen your face a thousand times here and there I have seen your face a thousand times almost everywhere I know that you still look for me I see that you still care so why can't you just speak to me I know you still really do care...... How How did I let you get to me How did I not see How did I let you hurt me... How do I make it be I let you in I let down my guards I let you down I let me down How did I let you hurt me so How did I not let you know Why didn't I see what was happeni

My Blog
Sorry I have not been on this. The page was running WAY too slow, but I'll stopin from time to time and TRY to say hi as often as I can. Hope to be on this a LITTLE more :} Yes I'm still out here. Havnt been on here in a LONG time. Keep in touch ok :} I'm Still out here :} Just trying to catch up with Ya'll :} Keep in touch. I'm going to be cleaning this up here pretty soon :} Catch ya'll later :}

Random Blog Shit...holla At It..or Else...... *sinister Evil Monkey Point*
hit me with some ideas pimps... doesnt matter what the idea is...im not shy so basically this site is damn addictive... so i know theres gonna be many a insomniac night where im trying to get to the next cherry level... its like a retarded rpg...where i sit around all day tryin to level up... so you kno what to do what i really wonder is... when do women take a shit? i seriously see chicks 5-6 days a week for yrs and have never seen them take a shit or discuss having to take a shit. Im not saying that it should be a topic of discussion at the dinner table BUT it would make women seem less like androids with no ass functions...I rarely hear women fart....except when i saw a movie on tv where they played battle shits... it just got me to thinking...i wonder how much other stuff women do that they dont tell the men about...how often do they masterbate...do they shit with the door open...while they are on the phone with us...do they scratch their vaginas like men scratch

Poetry From My Heart
wish id known 0 Comments Journal Entry by kittycelt about 2 hours ago wish id known how your leaving would change me wish id known your leaving would make me see wish id known your leaving would make me strong then id have known your leaving wasnt wrong. if i had known how strong i was if i had known it was all because if i had known that all my love would never have been enough, i would have never tried to fight i would have let leave my sight i would never have let you break my heart and i never would have caused these scars. i am stronger now than i thought i could be i am stronger now than you could ever see i am stronger now than ever at your knee and i found out that someone could love me. so im setting you free from me so im letting you release me cloudscelt is no gone forever more because you walked out the door. im better now without you im better now i dont need you so im better now thou i love you still even though im moving on i always will. thank you for loving me long

Little Razer Blade
You Closed me in Left me with one broken dream anoge a 1000 broken hearts you seen and watched me bleed with a razor blade i slice open my heart In a bloody bliss i screen someone come save me b/c i can't save myself with a shaddered borken hollow soul that you will forever left unknown i fell and all is lost its where i blong b/c you said you loved me and then you left like it was just a dream a sweet sweet deam here i am lost forgotten and bleeding dieing from the inside out in my nightmares will you love me make my bloody heart stop bleeding am i asking to much for you to love me Darling was it really that hard to see me standing there begging you not to go why can't i be the one that you loved so the one you love with all your dark heart well i guess i am just the one to far gone to love By Grace Aka Me She is the angel of my nightmares She is the Bringer of tears She is the Dagger on my wrist And the fear That is near She is the

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Laugh .....laugh
Why did God create men? Because vibrators can't mow the lawn. Madonna All men are not homeless, but some men are home less than others. Henry Youngman To attract men, I wear a perfume called 'New Car Interior'. Rita Rudner This guy says, 'I'm perfect for you, because I'm a cross between a macho and a sensitive man.' I said, 'Oh, a gay trucker?' Judy Tenuta Women speak because they wish to speak, whereas a man speaks only when driven to speech by something outside himself -- like, for instance, he can't find any clean socks. Jean Kerr Women now have choices. They can be married, not married, have a job, not have a job, be married with children, unmarried with children. Men have the same choice we've always had: work or prison. Tim Allen I love men, even though they're lying, cheating scumbags. Gwyneth Paltrow Dennis Rodman finds a bottle on the beach & picks it up. Suddenly, a female genie appears from the bottle. "Master, may I grant you one wish?" says th

My Thoughts
Was it a boy or a girl to text you last? lol it was u crystal Who was it? a great friend crystal What is one question people always ask you? not sure What does the 6th text in your inbox say? for football? What is the last thing you said out loud? goodnite baby ( to my 10 yr old) Name something you are doing tomorrow? waking up i hope Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? neither really.. lactose doesnt like me Who was the last person to message you on fubar? fla princess Are you currently wanting any body piercings or tattoo? tattoo of kids names Do you sleep on your stomach? sometimes What are you listening to? ESPN Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often? nopoe Where are you going to be at 4 PM tomorrow? no clue Last time you saw fireworks, with whom & where? 4th of july.. my kids Are you missing someone? sorta What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? LMAO no clue it wa

Spitter Splatter Of Lots Of Babble
True to Yourself Clean and safe thats how I feel Enjoying myself cause I am real Never giving false vibes or intentions Be true to yourself is what I mention Stood up for truest feelings and beliefs And turning over still without relief Continuing on, all the way until the end I will oversee your hopes and dreams my friend... The words are spoken many thoughts invovled Create the puzzles to make them harder to solve Is this all that we have? Give me something to work with today Share with me your dreams, hoping they never go away Friendship starts out this bond we share Evolving into a sexual hypnotic glare Movements are what we will never become The miles between us keep this undone You with your words of temptuous desire Start a heating uncontrolable but pleasant fire Deep inside is where it grows Keep my attention, its called fate and who knows One day we may get to break the barriers of this Touchless Embrace To fee

News Stories That Catch My Eye..
Cancer Victim Wins $1 Million, but Can't Get It Rules Say Prize Must Be Stretched Over 20 Years By MARCUS BARAM (Feb. 13) - On Jan. 12, Wayne A. Schenk thought he was the luckiest man alive. A month earlier, he'd been diagnosed with inoperable lung cancer. But on this afternoon, the 51-year-old Marine veteran was hanging out with his buddy Domonick Gallo, enjoying the unseasonably warm weather in their hometown of Naples, N.Y., by indulging a favorite ritual: scratching off lottery tickets. And one of Schenk's $5 High Stakes Blackjack tickets hit it big, winning the $1 million prize. It was more than enough money to pay for the $400,000 in cancer treatments that he desires. But Schenk's dream-come-true soon turned into a nightmare. When he contacted the New York State Lottery about paying him the money in a lump sum, he learned that the rules of that particular game mandate a payout over 20 years, providing him only $50,000 a year. And he's been given only 12 to 18 m

Me Myself & I
need some comments for your contest place link here- I will help all I can Give a Gal a Comment for bikini contest? Click on the pic above if your gonna give me a sweet comment. Thanks to everyone! Click on beach pic below to link to contest Looking for friends to click on the beach pic, follow the link then comment on the linked page. All help is appreciated.

Cherrytap Happenings
Supposedly I got a strong enough response out of Angel Baby I had some negative things posted about me. I will take responsibility for posting that she was a cheater. I will fish out the Screenshot I have that proves it. We also know Fornicates does this shit, common knowledge on the site. What I was told, from Scrapper, it was a pretty nasty bulletin. He removed hers, and unstuck mine, because it was inciting some very bad words to fly. Violating the TOS. I'm totally for that. I'm just trying to find out what was said about me, and if my email really was posted there. Useless finances I dont need to be spending. Cherry Tap is rolling in retarded Happy Hour cash, they don't need my 28 bucks every month. I'd rather that go to the last of my bills before school this summer. I'll let you guys know when it's gone. Jaha This is to support my homeboys over at FakeBusters. Suzy decided to be a b*tch and harass me, delete me, then sub sequentially block me from contacti

Me
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wifey/hubbie [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so i ca

Army Strong
so on tuesday it was 6 months ago that my best friend was killed in iraq. you would think the pain would be a little bit easier to cope with, but NOPE!!! I never thought the pain would be greater now! i have been through so fucking much this week. it's ri-fucking-diculous. i just dont know what to do anymore. I hate where i am in life right now. I'm depressed all the time, i can't sleep, i cant do this anymore! I want my best friend back. I want to be able to joke around with him. I want him to give me advice on what to do. I just want to give up! Oh well, i have too much to do today to sit here and be depressed beyone belief. ~BrokenHearted I am done with letting you hurt me! i have given you plenty of chances to change. i have looked past everything that you did in the past, but what you just did this weekend is the last straw! I have taken too much abuse: physical, mental, verbal, emotional abuse. I am not going to sit here and let you do this to me! you sit there

Thought For The Day
this guy rates me an 8 then wants to see my private pics.... Jolemos@ CherryTAP FIRST TIME SEX A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my pare

Sweet Teets Poetry
Desires of the Heart by Travis Teeter I've been on my own for awhile now, And in my searching I've stumbled. "I've made it this far.." But I'm not sure how. Several times I've tripped and tumbled. But I always come to stand again, Despite not always landing on my feet. I'm a grown man, I know when I sin. Hell, I'm a part of the U.S. Naval Fleet. I won't be some child's plaything, And I won't let myself fall into temptation. I've already got an' idea of the game I bring. I'm self supporting, protecting the nation. I do things that you can't or won't do. And you can't keep me down, stupid. My Name's Travis J. Teeter. I represent the Red, White, and Blue. And I'm no victim of that taliban Cupid. So for those of you that think you know me, stand by. Because you can't stop me, despite your best try. I'm heading straight up into that clear blue sky. And I'm not stopping, just because you break down and cry. So to hell with you, that can't put up a good fight.

Half Naked
YOU KNOW WHAT I WONDER? I WAS JUST LOOKING AT ALL THE DIFFERENT LEVELS OF PEOPLE LIKE CHERRY WARRIOR,FRIEND OF CHERRYTAP,MAGIC CHERRY,EPIC CHERRY, ECT. I WONDER WHAT IS THE HIGHEST LEVEL, IM JUST A CURIOUS PERSON..LOL! YES I DID...I FOUND MY SEX SYMBOL FINALLY. I DIDNT EVEN THINK TO GO TO PHOTOBUCKET UNTIL NOW ACTUALLY...LOL! THE GREAT AND SEXY OLIVER MARTINEZ! *SIGH* HE IS SO DAM SEXY. I FELL FOR HIM EVER SINCE I SAW S.W.A.T ACTUALLY. THEN I SAW UNFAITHFUL AND ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE! ANY WOMANS FANTASY. OKAY IF YOU DONT KNOW WHAT THE FU** IM TALKING ABOUT THEN GO TO MY PAGE IN THE ABOUT ME SECTION...GO AHEAD AND LOOK FOR YOURSELF. :) IM JUST BROWSING AROUND ON CHERRY TAP AND COME TO REALIZE SOMETHING...WELL ITS OBVIOUS.NOW NO DISRESPECT TO THESE PEOPLE AT ALL SO PLEASE DONT TAKE IT PERSONALLY I JUST LIKE TO SAY IT HOW IT IS.I WONDER IF I SHOULD POST SOME PROACITIV PICTURES OF ME ON HERE JUST SO I CAN BE ON A HIGH LEVEL. I DO HAVE SOME YA KNOW. DO I REALLY CARE? NOT REALLY BUT

Not So Personal, Personal Stuff..
...The ground shook, the building rumbled, and it didn't stop for an eternity (more like 30 seconds). The Earth heaved and signed, and outside the door of the building I was in, a plume of ash and then fire burst to life. I waited only until the Earth stopped it's violent motions before I grabbed Lily from her bed beside me, grabbed shoes, and ran quickly to Merlin's room to yank him from his bed and command him to put on his own shoes before I ran to Ivy's room... and then my alarm rang waking me up. My body still feeling the heat from the fire. Be warned. It may have been a dream induced by the cat shaking the bed and heat from my electric blanket, but I don't generally dream of quakes... They gave Eliath another unit of blood last night shortly after visiting hours ended, because he was down to 7.0 again, but the nurse (Justin, by name) yesterday said he could see an improvement in his vitals after just two treatments. So there was a whisper of hope there... This morning appar

Fucked
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com - Misti's Sexy Acronym - Mis for...MagneticIis for...IntriguingSis for...SuggestiveTis for...TemptingIis for...Inviting The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com misti will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

Off The Wall
DO YOU HAVEMYSPACE?GO ADD ME NOWMYSPACE PAGECHECK OUT THE REMIXES I MADEADD THE MIXES TO YOUR PAGEADD ME NOW AND GET INVOLVEDCHECK OUT THE ALBUMSFEATURING

Random Thoughts And Such.
I may have fucked up in the past with a really great friend but here and now I want to make it right! After YEARS of not talking to a man I once considered my best friend over some really dumb shit (and a dumb bitch), I realize just how bad of a friend I was to him.... I am sorry man... I was an asshole to let that shit go the way it did. What I did was way more fucked up than what happened so many years ago. Laters David AKA "WORK" I love to blog but until some issues are settled I cannot (on the advise of my lawyer) say much of anything about how I really see things in life. So for now I am just going to say: keep your eyes and your mind open for future posts! Laterz All, Work I just wanted to appologize to all who read my last blog entry... it wasnt very well written or easy to understand for that matter, so let me start at the beginning. Last Thursday afternoon I went to the local Emergency Room at Licking Memorial Hospital with massive pain and abdominal cramps, t

Bored
i'm gonna delete my account. all ready took my pics down. if i decide not to delete i will put them back up. if enough people tell me to stay i will....... one person told me to stay bye all i'm sitting here bored and lonely. someone give me an idea of something to do or come keep me company i'm so bored anyone wanna come over and keep me company

What Is True Real Love
Two friends I had. One I loved beyound my own life and the other I loved as a sister. Two tales they told and neither tale a truth. Why lie and break my heart I will never know as neither talks to me. I didn't want to do it but I did fall in love. An all consuming love that took all desire away for anything else life has to give. I know I am older than him but I thought love would be blind to age if it is true. He spoke words of love but I think he only did that to conquer a new quest and once conquered he lost his thrill. He worked women up with his words of passion and when he was worked up he picked one and got his kicks; or so it seemed to me. I feel used and I hate feeling this way. I married and was used, once for the challendge of popping a cherry the second was for the quest and it turned into a sex slave and if I wasn't ready or willing I must want someone else. THE last could careless about sex or me. I have yet to figure out why he married me becasue

Artificial Intelligence
I havent been sleeping much since January the 1st. To some that dosent come as much of a suprise. But when I get into Insomnia fits like this, I'm usually regulated to sitting in my room alone with my thoughts, Tonight was pretty different for me. I decided to burn a few Strapping Young Lad CDs and dragged my carcass, a CD player, a Pack of Smokes and a Bottle of Jagermeister onto the roof of my house. I'll be honest, it was a pain in the ass and I almost fell off when I hopped from the top of my balcony to the edge of the roof. When I got to the top of the roof though I set up shop on the roof and just stared off into the sky smoking cigarettes very slowly and taking sips out of the bottle. I wanted to enjoy my time up there because in all seriousness, I didnt plan on doing something like that again anytime soon. Mabye I'd get lucky and fall, but with my luck I'd break my neck and be paralyzed from the neck down. By the time I reached "Heavy as a really Heavy Thing" I had a pre

Just Venting
Ever heard the saying "that's the pot calling the kettle black"? Well that is what many people on Fubar are doing now. You get on here and you rant and rave about how you rate people over and over again and you never get anything in return. Let me ask you a question. Are you doing any different yourself? Some of you are not and I know this from a first hand experience. I have spent hours rating your pics and stash when you have and when you don't have auto 11s. And what do I get in return? Not one damned thing!!!! Some of you people call yourself my friends. What do I now call you? Greedy users just like half the other people on Fubar. Last week I took the time to delete the people on my friend's list that I thought were the users, but I can see now that some of what I thought were my friends should have been deleted too. So now it's back to the delete button. Some of you will be surprised. But I have no time for drama or users in my life. I had my last auto 1

Holy Hell, This Cracks Me Up :p
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, Aunt jemima, Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had one in the oven. He is also survived by his

If You Was My Friend You Will Do This For Me!!!!
Would We Be Just Friends Or Something More (GUYS ONLY) You\'re PerfectArray Take this test do u still luv ur ex???? ur over him/her!!u have little to no feelings left for this person. u have moved on and are ready to find someone else. Take this test What kind of soul do you have? Cold SoulOften the most intelligent type of soul. Everyone thinks your weird, and you resent them for that. You don\'t keep friends very well but quite honestly that is your curse and your power. With your Cold soul you have a deep well of power at your disposal, use it wisely. Take this test

Bitchology101
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My Life
Sad love is some that come to u when u think it going to be ok and u put ur hops up high and then they come down like a hammer out of the blue and hit u when u don't want it ot.i I have nowing what it like to have that hammer come down on me is like it can take a long time befor u come off the ground and when u do u see if u can still walk at all.i I like to say to all if u get like that plz do take it easy at first ok.It like riding a bike u may fall off but u get back on one day it may not be that day it maybe the next day but never give up just get on and rid the best u can. if u had been like this befor plz do let me and tell how u got back up on ur feet. kennye eckert. If u love ur self u can love some less and then u know what loveis like and then u can say u been in lovewith someonr and know what it lik to love and be love so don't go out there playing with poeple harts and not loveing them for how they and just to get them in bed with u just to say i got her to bed an

In My Head
HOBO WARS!!! like an online game, community seriously i just joined but its fun and very funny... i also get rewards.. hit it up! http://www.hobowars.com/signup.php?ref=972366 thanks, ]V[assacre "Walk Into The Light" [The Carney:] Hurry Up, Show's Startin' [The Patron:] I ca't believe they're still having it I better get my butt in there right now [The Ring Leader:] Ladies and gentleman, welcome to the sensational and amazing... "Carnival of Carnage" They said it couldn't happen, they said it wouldn't last but boys and girls and everyone we got a carnival for that ass! Tens of thousands of freaks,sideshows, and fools a carnival who together lives by their own rules [Shaggy 2 Dope] We looked into the stars,foretold everyone Something dark and wicked this way comes We told of oddities, crawling from the dark And a carnival which we can all belong (all belong) I dwell upon the streets, and I can tell you this I see some circus, Juggalo shit going on Pe

Life And Music
Mister, mister push button junkie lookin for some dirt to buy. Landslide, it's a corporation landslide waitin for a kiss from an atom bomb. This situation's critical, my back's against the wall but we like it. You're walkin' in our sleep and I can't feel at all. I said, "Hey man, just gimmie some truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid mother fucker machine. Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point of view. Welcome to the numb, fools. Welcome to the numb. Welcome to the numb. People, did you ever feel like you're going insane? Sister, I'm feelin pretty safe, dead in this home-made grave. This situation's critical, have I lost my mind? And I like it. There's too much information, can you see it in my eyes? I said, "Hey man, all I want is the truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know,

Just Some Thoughts
how can a person who says they care about another purposefully hurt them why would a person knowingly attempt to crush anothers spirit I have been hurt many times throughout my life yet I always seem to be dumb enough to allow myself to trust again some say I should act against those who hurt me I wont and cant because i need to understand and I will not return a hurtful action with another I live my life as best I can I love with all my heart I trust I give I try and yet I still cry when hurt. I dont blame others, for I alone control how others effect my emotions I alone am the one who chooses who to allow into my heart I alone am the fool who chooses to trust yet I will still Love with all my heart, trust, give of who I am, and try to be the best I can I cried myself to sleep again... I know you didn't notice. you haven't noticed me in years... you've only just pretended. Pretended that i turn you on or that you care just h

Bloggy, Bloggy, Blog...
Well, I'm sitting here at work on a sunday afternoon, completley bored out of my mind! Where are all my friends at so that I can be unbored! Nobody seems to be very active on here tonight. Everybody must be out getting laid! ROCK! The city of Minneapolis can bite my ass!!! We got over a foot of snow this weekend, and when I left for school this morning my car was just sitting there (buried) but still there none the less, and when I returned an hour and a half later to attempt to dig it out, it was gone... The snow emergency rules are written in a really confusing manor. They have it broken down into 3 "days," however a day by there standards is a twelve hour time period. I thought I had it right, there were other cars parked where I was and everything seemed ok... and then NO! Of course not. It cost me $138 just to get it out of impound, plus an additional $34 parking ticket. They suck!

Listen
in this world we have to fight to do whats good to do whats right to do our best when all else fails within a hearbeat and all it entails be good n kind and reap the gold cus lifes to short so ive been told so stand up tall with a smile on ya face show those around you that u have style n grace diana will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Why is Star Trek the same as Toilet paper? Because they both circle Uranus looking for Klingons

Random
The Teabagging The all time classic manoeuvre of tapping your cock on a chick's forehead whilst she is sucking on your balls, and uttering the timeless phrase "Who's your daddy?" The Houdini Going at it doggy-style until you are just about to come, then pull out and spit on her back so she thinks that you have. When she turns around a blast is unleashed into her face and she is left shocked and amazed, wondering how you managed it. The Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Cum Guzzling Sperm Burping Bitch The once in a lifetime act of blowing a hot steamy load down the back of a girl's throat and then proceeding to give her a large cold bottle of your favourite carbonated drink, making her guzzle it down. Then, shake her head vigorously back and forth to create the Cum Guzzling, Sperm Burping effect. A great way to impre

To Those Who Need To Laugh
VasectomyAdd to My Profile | More Videos kyles mom is B-I-T-C-HAdd to My Profile | More Videos The Polite Way to Pee During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Peter, how would you say it?" Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner." The teacher fainte

My Personal Stuff
OK JUST BECAUSE I HAVE JASON AS MY THEME ON MY PAGE NEW PEOPLE REALLY THINK IAM A PSYCO COME ON WTF THIS SHIT IS GETTING OLD AS SHIT JUST LIKE THE SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT YOU DO A BUNCH OF SHIT FOR THEM AND ALL THEY DO IS USE YOU AS A RATE BUIDER IF I SEEM LIKE I AM WHINING WELL TO FUCKING BAD I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS PLACE CHERRY TAP IS COOL BUT PICK YOUR FRIENDS WISELY PEOPLE WILL SHIT ON YOU DAMN QUICK ON HERE TO MANY PEOPLE HAVE LOST THE POINT OF THIS PLACE !!!!! SOME JACKASS ON HERE HAD THE GULL TO LEAVE ME A SMART ASS PRIVATE MESSAGE ABOUT MY PAGE BEING OVER BOARD AND SO ON WELL I WONT BROADCAST HIS ASS LIKE I SHOULD BECAUSE I DONT DO THT SO HERE IS TO YOU < YOU SLIPKNOT HATING AND JASON HATING POSER THAT YOU ARE PAL This is a awesome Slipknot song be a real friend ,friend's and tell me what u think !!! Music Codes - MySpace Layouts She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain Leaked through the cover in me Id do an

Friends
i removed my private pics because i really did want them up in the first place a friend ask me to do it so i did so if anyone wants to know why i took them down its because im tired of people asking me to view them i dont know half the people that ask and im not a porn star sorry i dont really like my body and i dont like showing it to people so if anyone has a problem with me taking them down get over it its my body and i dont want to show it off and im tired of people asking me to thats all i have to say thank you for reading is this happing to any one else everytime i rated someone profile it tells sorry-your are rating to fast ur rating has been ignored and its not like im going through and rating tons of pages i just a couple like every once in a while this is bull shit and its starting to piss me off wtf is up with this shit someone please tell me and is it happening to anyone else besides me my baby is in a cutest baby contest plz vote for him this is the link to his pic

Contests Im In
HELP WANTED THATS RIGHT I NEED SOME HELP CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND SHOW SOME LOVE FOR YOUR HELP I WILL GIVE YOU FUBUCKS 10 COMMENTS=10 FUBUCKS 100 COMMENTS-100 FUBUCKS THATS RIGHT, THE # OF COMMENTS YOU LEAVE GETS YOU THAT MANY FUBUCKS. SO COME SHOW SOME LOVE I NEED TO GET 50,000 COMMENTS TO GET THE HAPPY HOUR & 6 WEEKS TO COMPLETE IT THANKS ~DEVIL WITCH~ OK, first off i want to let all know that i have busted my ass in helping all others with there contest pics. I also belong to 4 different comment bomb family's as well. 1. Comment bomb Squad *28 2. Confederate bombers of ct 3. CT ShadowBomer 4. Round table bombers You know with me in all these different familys you would think i would get some love from these people. well i have been helping all others and getting nothing in return. here are all the contests and blast giveaways im in, and im so far behind that i might as well forget it. FOR THIS ONE I NEED TO GET 25,000 COMMENTS BY END OF MAY F

Tears Of Dragon
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Melisa's Thoughts
Ever feel like you just don't belong anywhere. I feel like that alot. Standing at the bar between two tables realizing that I don't fit into either group. One group has their conversations and the other group has theres. Many times I stood alone with both groups backs to me. This is not me feeling sorry for my self it's just a self realization. There is nothing I can do to change it but I guess find some place where I do belong. I guess only time with tell. There is days when I don't even belong at work. I sit at my desk all by myself and it feels like there is another world going on beyond this room that I am in. Finding where I belong. It may be difficult and it is something I have struggled with most of my life but maybe some day I will. I guess as you get older you change. i agree some of us need to change. We grow and we get wiser or so we think. We make mistakes, we fix mistakes and then there are those mistakes that you put to the back of your mind not to necessari

Sexy Feet
YO I WANNA KNOW IF THE PEOPLE ON HERE HAS THE MUTHA FUCKIN BALLS TO WRITE ME AND TELL ME THAT MY BODY IS NSFW I WANNA KNOW WHO THE FUCK TAGGED 3 OF MY FUCKIN PICS NSFW IF YOU GOT THE FUCKIN BALL TO TAGGED IT HAVE THE FUCKIN BALLS TO WRITE AND SAY IM A FUCKIN BITCH IF YOU DONT LIKE MY PIC DONT LOOK AT THE MATTER FACT DONT FUCKIN COME TO MY DAMN PAGE. BITCH ASS MUTHA FUCKERS THE MESSAGE IS TO WHO EVER TAGGED MY PICS NSFW AND IF YOU BOLD HIT ME UP HEY I NEED FEET PICS ANYONE SOMEONE I NEED FEET PICS PLEASE HEY TO EVERY ON IN MY FAMILY FRIENDS AND FANS AND TO EVERYONE IM A FAN OF IM BACK YOUR BOY THAT LOVES YOUR SEXY FEET IS BACK MY COMPUTER BROKE AND I HAD TO GET SOME MONEY TO GET A NEW N BACK YOUR SEXY MAN IS BACK AND LOOKIN TO CATCH UP SO IF YALL READ THIS DONT WAIT HIT ME UP AND LETS TALK

My Poems
Trust no future, however pleasant, Let the dead past bury its dead; Act, act in the living present, Heart within, and God overhead The evil, that men do, lives after them, The good is oft interred with their bones. Is this the land your Fathers loved, The freedom which they toiled to win? Is this the earth whereon they moved? Are these the graves they slumber in? To palter with us in a double sense: And keep the word of promise to the ear, But break it to the heart. God speed the year of jubilee The wide world o'er! When from their galling chains set free, Th' oppress'd shall vilely bend the knee, And wear the yoke of tyranny Like brutes no more. That year will come, and freedom's reign. To man his plundered rights again Restore. God speed the day when human blood Shall cease to flow! In every clime be understood, The claims of human brotherhood, And each return for evil, good, Not blow for blow; That day will come all feuds to end, And

Here Goes Nothing
Ok, it's been a while since I posted something on here. I guess I'm more interested in adding more people to my list and rating their NSF pix than doing anything productive on here. I just have a few things I wanted to say this time. First of all, to all the people i've added and never said hi to, I'm sorry, sometimes I can be isensitive, if you want to chat, just hit me up either on here or on yahoo(my sn is kaurik_warrior_fo_gaia). Next, I'd just like to say thank you to all of the people who have accepted my friends invitations. And last, but not least...yes I'm probably considered a perv, if you want to remove me from your list or you want me to add you to my family list, just let me know. How is everyone doing? I hope this finds everyone safe and horny as hell;). I have felt like there's been much to say lately, just racking up the CT friends (god I am such a geek at times. If you are one of the over 500 people whom Ive add since I've been on here and haven't even said hi to,

Random Crap
My feet and legs hurt so much right now......worked a lot the past two days. I also put in my two weeks notice today. It's not exactly something I wanted to do so soon, but after the past two days it seemed like something that needed to be done. I've made some really good friends working there, and I still consider them friends but I honestly can't take it anymore. There is way too much drama and backstabbing than needed for a pizzeria. And since it has all been undeservingly thrown in my direction lately some true colors have shown through. I cried today, like really cried, for the first time in a long time. Afterward I wondered why I didn't feel any better to get it all out. I wondered why I still felt empty. I don't even have any more words to explain it. She's got the kind of look that defies gravity She's the greatest cook And she's fat free She's been to private school And she speaks perfect French She's got the perfect friends Oh isn't she cool She practices T

More Words Can Say
You're the one, who stole my heart, Who can take my breath away. You're the one, that makes me smile, In everything you do and say. You're the one, I'm dreaming of, You are in my dreams every night. You're the one, I want by my side, So you can hold me so tight. You're the one, I want in my arms, To hold just you all night long. You're the one, my passion burns for, To show you our love is strong. You're the one,I'm longing for, To always feel your tender touch. You're the one, my heart belongs to. Because, I love you so very much. The days we spent together, The times we've shared, I forgot what it was like, For you to be near. The smile you put in my face, The silent kiss, Made me remember, That it was you whom I missed. I felt the warmth of your glance, That had once touched my heart, And I swore to my self, That we should never part. This is what will keep us together, Even when we're miles away, So that we can be one, When we meet ag

Stevareno......
Who is your Daddy… Can I detail your car? Happy New Year..Hoping All The ßest……… May This YearNot Seem Like A Test!!

Lizette's Bullshit
The Journey I can smell the sweetness, the nectar of god-like beings; their sanctuary calling me. Limitless consumption, my body craves the bosom of sedated knowledge. Lost in confusion, my thoughts are adrift within realms of twilight and the lies it tells. I ride the waves to the land beyond, the tide carrying me farther until I can no longer see the edge of reality, its blinding coldness just a memory etched upon my soul. © Lizette Sinclair 2007 What is it, by defining representation, do we deem freedom of expression to be? By all accounts, expression of thoughts, or the exposing of our desires in such a way, as to bestow upon others an enlightened awareness for something that we cherish, is expression. Freedom is something that, (though it lacks dimensional form), it can physically touch upon you a feeling of being able to make decisions, to have the right to choose, if you feel so inclined. Combined, the freedom to express is the ability to choos

Read Me =d
what kind of girlfriend are you ? your the perfect girlfriend !your always right there by his side and you never give up on him . he loves you and you love him unconditionally and you truely believe that love will never fail you ! Take this test What Color Are You? YellowYour normal. You always no the right advise. Your friends always come to you and you know exactly what to say to them. You are shy but also bold. You only speak up when you need to. Take this test

General...
With tomorrows' 11's & a HH (or two...) I should make Lvl 19, tomorrow... If you wanna trade HH 11's, tomorrow (if we have anything of each others' to rate, that is), then 'shout' me & we can 'get it on'... Here's hoping... ... there's anywhere on here you can offer suggestions for possible site feature enhancements...? Would people find it useful if there was a way to let profile visitors know which folders you've posted new photos in, by having the system flag the relevant folder in the folder list...? Just a thought, although I don't doubt someone else will forward it to the relevant people... LOL At 17:29 BST, Kieran Edward John came into the world, weighing in at 9lb 11oz... Mother & son are both doing well...

My Thoughts
I don't have access to a working cam yet. So bare with me. Posted new salute.Waiting to be verified. Salute Accepted. I'm offical.

The Stranger
You gotta love this guy... This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a large wedding with about 300 guests... At the reception after the wedding, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8x10 glossy of his Bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them we

Iceee
I am so tired of all this b.s I rate all my friends pictures and stashes. I have more than a few friends here yet only 6 of my friends return the rates I mean come on people you expect me to rate all of your stuff well im not doing it anymore.The 6 or 7 who do return the rates and talk to me and dear friends you know who you are Iloves yas each and every one!!! I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS!!!!! Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with

Abbit's Blog
You Are Not Destined to Rule the World You are destined for something else... Like inventing a new type of cupcake. You just don't have the stomach for brutality. But watch out - because many people do! Are You Destined For World Domination? If you want an ID made by me, Abbit the Rabbit, then come by and let me know. I need to know your Birthdate, Location, the name you want on it, and your CT ID #. Just private message me the info and let me know. NON-VIC VIC Now that the contest is over I'm tired, lol. Didn't win, but oh well, it's all good. Congrats going out to the winners. =D Mmmm...don't know what else to say, lol.

My Thoughts, Poems And Stories
I find it rather ‘odd’ as I peruse through CherryTAP, looking at profiles, pictures, and watching the picture marquee bar scrolling across my screen that 8 out of every 10 women are portraying themselves as sluts, half-clothed and loose. Have we as women lost so much of our self respect we feel that the only way to get a man’s attention is through his dick? Come on girls!!!!!! What happened to the virtue, integrity, morals and equality that the women of so long ago fought for?!?!?! I have no doubt those women are turning over in their graves at how women have trashed their rep.... The even sadder part of all of this is that it is these very same women that complain, moan and groan about how they are treated like crap. They flaunt their bodies and then get upset when the men respond in a manner in which they don’t feel is justified. Just what the hell did you expect? I think it’s time that women of class, respect, integrity and morals stand up, keep our clothes on and act

Nice
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED, GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". When I first sign up for this contest (The Most Sexiest Cherry Contest) I was thinking this will be a fun thing to do. I was so wrong its wasnt fun at all. it was a pain in the ass I ended up posting 7 bulletins and hardly no one responed to my bulletins . At one point I was thinking to myself its obvious that im not doing something right here so i kept tryi

Friendship??
I have been on Fubar back when it was called Lost Cherry. I have met some wonderful people and then I have met some real losers. Men who claimed to be freinds but really wanted soemone to talk dirty to them, someone who wanted to have sex with them. Casue i have kids they thought I was lackign in sex and so therefore would jump at the chance to screw them! Guys you do not know me. Read my profile. Whatdoes it say? Why do you all coem ot me with this garbage? A freind on here was going to come meet me. Texted me and told me that they were just coming out of Huntsville. So I thought they would be here in an hour. By 6 they had still to show up and I couldn't get a hold of them. I knew i nmy heart that they weren't coming. That once again i trsuted someone to only get HURT. Why coem up with a BS story. Either you want to come meet me and my kids or not. Dont' lie! This so-called freind got online yesterday and BLOCKED me! WHY? He's sick. So here i sit. Valentines is

Secrets From A Gypsy Mind
The Voice This is the voice that you fear Yet the one you want to hear This is the voice that lets you know That there's always one person That won't let you go One person in life that loves you still So do not sit there, and do not mill Not in your darkness Come to the light Remember the voice And restart your life Any time you are saddened By thoughts that are maddening Just remember my voice And no longer is happening The thoughts that you hate Will now disappate So restart your life And create your own fate... WHY is it he doesn't know how to listen? He KNOWS I can't stand it when he fucking flirts...or talks to people I don't know. I make SURE he knows the people I talk to, and if he doesn't know them that well, I introduce them. For christ's sakes...the man is a moron sometimes. Or at least acts like one. I hate it. And I hate when he lies to me. That one peeves me the most. He is now 10 lbs...two pounds in just two weeks...wow. I'm

Firefighter
if you have myspace and if you would like to add me http://www.myspace.com/192342736 i hope to talk to you soon chuck aka fireman185

Rantings Of Ur Mom
Just got a text from the kid, why is it that people who move out of state have to rub your face in how much better other states are? $2.89 for gas she says. No shit. I almost cried when we hit Rte 15 in CT last night. Back up to $3.39. Was Under $3 in VA, MD, Del, & NJ. Oh, got lost in friggen Newark ghettoland on the way home. I was driving. Told Chuck he sucked at his job, as a copilot. He said well, I wrote it all down, I just took control, I should know where I'm going. Story of our fucking life. Yeah, it's kinda hard not to when he's staring at the tv on the couch all day & shit's gotta get done. OK, anyhoo. So we get to out resort at like 7:00 Saturday night, get unpacked, & hear this reallllly loud, reallllly low plane flying overhead. Scared the shit out of us. There's a Naval Air base a few blocks behind us. They have those 'I love jet noise' stickers for sale all over the place, & 'the sound of freedom' with a pic of an f-18. These f-18s were flying by every minute or so a

The Cherry Ladder Of Fame
Arrrrrgggggggh! Yesterday was green grass and warm outside, today is a total whiteout.... :( :( Just passing along my condolences to the family and friends of Ft Lewis who lossed their loved ones in the recent road side bombing...I will be praying for your comfort and closure and and the future days ahead God Bless all of you Ricki aka Cheekyone For all of my friends who have been stopping by and leaving messages: xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox :P (some tongue too haha) Thankyou. I have been so wrapped up in my studies this semester and other personal stuff in my life that I am not in here as often as I used to be. There are many of you that I think about often and many of you whom I have never me but cherish as best friends. God bless all of you who make a positive difference in my life...thanks so much cheeky aka ricki

From The Mind Of The Swamp Fox
pick the stereotype that fits you I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm a BLONDE so I MUST be a ditz. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world. I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I MUST ha

My Writings
He awoke in a dark chamber, lying on a cold stone floor. It was night time. He could tell by the crack that ran halfway up the domed ceiling high above. What had brought him here, Clyde wondered. He tried to sit up, but was recieved by a deep, throbbing, and excrutiating physical pain that swept from his legs and arms, chilling his entire body as he tried to scream out. His voice caught in his throat as his body refused to allow his lungs so much as an exhale. He lolled his head to the side on the stone floor where he lay. The pain slowly passed and receded into a constant, excrutiating throb. Memories flooded his mind, vividly reminding him of the torture he had endured over the past few days. It was only three days ago when he got a phone call from his girlfriend, telling him she was leaving him for another man. To, Clyde, it was as if he had stepped out of his own body as she spoke the words. She told him how he had no future, that his goals in life were to si

Oh Well
¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your rep

Some Poems
The decision's been made Soon this will end I can no longer cry My tears are dry I want to scream out, "I'm sorry" But I've lost my voice I want to ask, "Please, forgive me?" But you wont hear You've turned from me You no longer see me All I am to you is a disapointment One you've left behind So whether I Use this knife Or swallow these pills You'll never again have to worry I'm only doing what you want I'm leaving Breathing my last breath I ask,"Did you ever love me?" Wandering alone in the dark Screaming from the pain My heart is slowly breaking Tears streaming down my cheeks I've been crying for so long Please, someone Ease my pain Dry my tears My world was once bright And cheerful Now there's only a pinprick In the far distance Always evading my reach Never close enough to touch I'm cold I'm alone I'm in hell. I stepped up to you Not knowing or caring why Loving unconditionally Instantly To show you real love To make you whole And in my mis

Funny
UPS .......Just in case you need a laugh: Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS ' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. By the way, UPS is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: So

Everyday Life
They're a charter school but it's obvious they don't give a good goddamn about their students. About 3 - 4 weeks ago, we call the Assistant Principal and tell her (Laura), that we need a student support meeting with our son and all his teachers. Laura said NOT A PROBLEM and would get right on it. Then Peggy and I had this trip to NYC to make and as you know we got home REALLY early this morning. I asked my son how it was coming for setting up the student support meeting because we hadn't heard anything. What happens next is indicative of ANY school and COMPLETELY pissed me the fuck off... He stated, and I quote... "Janel (my son's Advisor) said that it got too complicated because everyone's schedule is different so it's not going to happen (the support meeting)" I was fucking furious... Not at my son mind you but at his school. His Assistant Principal orders the Student Support Meeting, and his Advisor sees fit to just up and IGNORE HER?!? I can't wait until I wal

Just Stuff
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About Me....
Check out my comment on my page. I'm just trying to figure out what is going on. Kinda getting creepy. Kinda getting close to closeing down my 360 page which would suck cuz i have a lot of good friends on there too... Thanks for understanding... I feel extremely drained and tired today. I want to cry but I have no tears. I'm alone for a few hours (which is what I wanted today) but something doesn't feel right. Today is the day she died, 9 years ago. I remember her nurse who was crying. The hospital was brand new, it was only open a week before her surgery and I remember Eric asking if she was the first to die there. I remember walking out of the hospital and seeing her car seat in the car and Eric putting it in the trunk. I remember walking into my parents house and 50 people standing up at once and me fleeing down the hall. I didn't want to see anyone. I remember going to the florist, who did all the flower arrangements for free because she used to watch Lauren for a few hours a d

Dark Poetry
"Dragon" Oh, dark, distant blood o' mine; feeling no pain Guiding those demons into your vein Drifting far away; lost in those dreams Swallowed by the dragon ruling your brain A place here on earth; no, not your tea Searching for a way to set the Devil free Finding your faith in a magic white dust The only remedy you knew how to trust Secrets that you carried- Deep into the ground Answers that you sought, Would never be found Losing all the battles Before they even started You seemed so in a hurry, To walk with the departed Those eyes, they never opened Tell me, what did you fear Filled up with such illusions, Like you don't belong here You knew all along, it wasn't your place All they had to do was look at your face Saw all the lines that made it so clear One more battle with the dragon was near Oh, dark, distant blood 'o mine, feeling no pain Living for those demons inside your vein Things never changing; always the same Can't slay the dragon ins

About Me...
Just jumped online for a second to check mail & clean up the friend's list because I was getting like 4-10 emails from CT because someone wanted to show me some blog post.... Hell if I know..... Anyway if you wanna catch me online? Your best bet is Yahoo Messanger: hukastar I'm rarely ever on CT anymore.....got tooo much real life drama to be dealing with internet drama too.... xoxox - Shana/Dahlia My entire life has been thrown upside down in one weekend..... I tend to keep my personal life off the internet but since this has to do with the internet ina round about way then "what the hell"... I've spent the better part of the last 4 & 1/2 building a person up & waiting for said person to grow up & be the man I need him to be only to end up spinning my heels in a hell of my own making.... And just when I give up hope & accept my fate to be stuck in this situation for the rest of whatever & that my heart will never heal.....along comes a man that could change everything

Whateverness
I hate it when ppl accuse me of bein somethin I'm not. Anyone that knows me, knows that I only obsess over vampire books and my 3 favorite colors (black, purple, and silver) and not men. I've never obsessed over a man. Yeah, there was one that I talked about a lot (and still do), but I've never been obsessed with him. So, unless you wanna get on my bad side, don't accuse me of bein somethin I'm not. Instead, just ask me about it first. i'm havin serious issues w/ the guy i love. i dont ever wanna hurt him but he's pushin me in that direction. i've tried tellin him what's wrong so we can work on fixin it but he's makin no effort at all to do so. i cry and hurt b/c he wont listen, b/c he wont help. i love him, but he loves fubar more. he just cant see it. i see it clearly and it hurts me so much. all i want from a guy is to be loved and treated as his #1. right now i feel like his #2. baby if u read this i dont want to hurt u but if this isnt fixed i'm gonna have to b/c i'm tired o

Life And Death.......
I just found out that a very close family friend has passed away. She had a heart attack in her home last night. Mary lived a very hard life. But she was ALWAYS one of the sweetest people I have ever met. She would do anything for anyone! It didn't matter what she was going through. She loved everyone and she loved to show it! She would pick up any child near her and just hug until she couldn't hug anymore...... I know that she has grandchildren, not sure how many. To Marys' family, I am so sorry for your loss! Your mom was a TRULY great person! I wish she could have had a better life! The life that she deserved! Mary, You were one of the greatest people I have ever met! I know you are in a better place now and you can finally be happy. I love you and I know that you will be missed by sooooooooo many! Rest In Peace. I will see you again someday......... Mary Jo (Schwender) Ardito Ardito, Mary Jo (Schwender) In loving memory, born 6/28/57, died 3/9/07. Survived by lo

Karma Is A Bitch, And So Am I
You Are Lightning Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You? Silvery moonbeams sparkling on water, breezes rustling through leaves on trees standing proudly in the night. On silent feet denizens of the night creep forth to dance on the shore, waiting in the silence to see her face shining silver in the night sky. And She smiles. ~Selene © 2007 I want. The craving So strong It drowns My heartbeat In layers Of lust. I need. The desire So powerful It overflows My banks And leaves thirst In its wake. I yearn For love so real It cannot be Contained In a vessel So fragile. I gasp For air With lungs Cracked Parched Wanting for love So I cannot Breathe from it. I reach With grasping tendrils And wonder why No one Reaches back. Am I so far ahead

What I Want, Where I Want, How I Want ...
(this is not directed at u ... u know who u are ... i've removed what i see fit, but the rest of it is for her to chew on ... everyone has the right to their side of the story. This is mine) This is absolutely hilarious. You know, for someone who sits there and posts things like "you're not worth the time" and "i only came to block you, don't flatter yourself" and "stay off my blog or action will be taken" you do spend an awful lot of time doing the exact opposite, don't you? I get messages too. I get the old "this is what she's saying about you now" and I usually just laugh and shrug it off. I even laugh at your pathetic attempts to convince yourself that you're not interested, when a week later guess who pops up on my page again?? But this takes the cake. This one actually had me rolling on the floor in stitches. I have to admit, when I opened the e-mail and heard that you'd dedicated an entire blog to me (yet again) I actually had to fight the urge to go check it out. Espec

Just Bloggin Ya'll
Man: “Haven’t we met before?” Woman: “Maybe. I’m the receptionist at the VD Clinic.” Man: “Haven’t I seen you someplace before? Woman: “Yeah, that’s why I don’t go there anymore.” Man: “Is this seat empty?” Woman: “Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down.” Man: “So, wanna go back to my place ?” Woman: “Well, I don’t know. Will two people fit under a rock?” Man: “Your place or mine?” Woman: “Both. You go to yours and I’ll go to mine.” Man: “I’d like to call you. What’s your number?” Woman: “It’s in the phone book.” Man: “But I don’t know your name.” Woman: “That’s in the phone book too.” Man: “So what do you do for a living?” Woman: “I’m a female impersonator.” Man: “Hey, baby, what’s your sign?” Woman: “Do not Enter” Man: “How do you like your eggs in the morning?” Woman: “Unfertilized !” Man: “Hey, come on, we’re both here at this bar for the same reason” Woman: “Yeah! Let’s pick up some chicks!” Man

Grnsmilyface....
BERLIN (Reuters) - A German man who had been drinking heavily at Munich's Oktoberfest beer festival got stuck in a chimney for 12 hours while trying to climb into a friend's apartment, police said Friday. ADVERTISEMENT After finding his friend was not at home, the 27-year-old climbed on to the roof of a neighboring building at about 2 a.m. Thursday and headed for what he thought was a gap in the wall between the two houses. He found himself sliding almost 30 meters (98 feet) head first into a chimney, a spokesman for Munich police said. An 82-year-old janitor from the hotel next door eventually heard the man's calls for help and he was rescued at around 2 p.m. by fire brigade officers who knocked a hole into the side of the chimney to liberate him, the spokesman said. He had managed to turn around and had removed his clothes to try to help him squeeze back up. "Miraculously, he was only slightly injured in the fall, sustaining just grazes and bruising," police said.

Poems
The wetness of my swollen kiss. Erotic abandon to places of bliss. Touches my softness the lightening does bring. The erotic desires together does sting. My heart does cry with thoughts untold. With you my knight the world unfolds! As darkness falls it screams her name, Caressing her gently with fallen rain, Erotic abandon to pleasures pain, Enraptures my heart to my dying day!!! YOU ARE MY HERO, FOR YOU I'M IN FEAR COME TO ME SOFTLY, IT'S YOU I HOLD DEAR THINK OF THE LAUGHTER, THINK OF THE TEARS COME TO ME SOLDIER, I WAIT FOR YOU HERE. SOLDIERS OF KINDNESS, IT'S YOU I HEAR I'VE TOLD YOU I'M WAITING, I'VE TOLD YOU I'M HERE I CALL TO YOU SWEETLY, I STILL WAIT NEAR I WILL BE WAITING, FOR YOU TO RETURN I LOVE YOU MY HERO'S, I WILL FOREVER LONG COME TO ME GENTLY, BE EMBRACED IN MY ARMS PEOPLE ARE WAITING, FOR YOU TO COME HOME JUST REMEMBER MY DARLINGS, ME CALLING YOUR NAME COME TO ME QUIETLY COME TO ME WHOLE I LOVE

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Floetry
Truth, between the lines lie a secret tale of chains and whips codes of braille. For we are slaves of concequence and addicted to lies and bullet mints. I walk through streets of lonelyness and see pain dweel in the eyes, of poverty and abandonment deep in the tears they cry. We feast on plates of comfort inside these painfilled walls, we reach for something invisible in pain we begin to crawl. These cuts of paper thin and faint control the hearts of me, we say we're free but shackled we stand saying "only the stars are my friend" Prophet. Please read this I just freesyled it, so read it twice to get the full meaning and please tell me what you think. If you want to know what i was thinking while writting it, just message me. I feel deeply about this one. thank you Something with in this heart of mine sheds light into my soul, its slight and yet no sound is made and thus a story is told. Peacefully my soul transcend into this dream so free, a smile that li

Book 9 Bram Stoker The Jewel Of Seven Stars
'Now, as to the Star Jewel! This she manifestly regarded as the greatest of her treasures. On it she had engraven words which none of her time dared to speak. 'In the old Egyptian belief it was held that there were words, which, if used properly--for the method of speaking them was as important as the words themselves--could command the Lords of the Upper and the Lower Worlds. The "hekau", or word of power, was all important in certain ritual. On the Jewel of Seven Stars, which, as you know, is carved into the image of a scarab, are graven in hieroglyphic two such hekau, one above, the other underneath. But you will understand better when you see it! Wait here! Do not stir!' As he spoke, he rose and left the room. A great fear for him came over me; but I was in some strange way relieved when I looked at Margaret. Whenever there had been any possibility of danger to her father, she had shown great fear for him; now she was calm and placid. I said nothing, but waited. In two or

Book 10 Arthur Conan Doyle, The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
Sadly thats the end of the chapter on the Book,The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes,By Conan Doyle,i hope you have enjoyed it. this book is one of my Favourites. regards LEKRAFT The Adventure of the Noble Bachelor The Lord St. Simon marriage, and its curious termination, have long ceased to be a subject of interest in those exalted circles in which the unfortunate bridegroom moves. Fresh scandals have eclipsed it, and their more piquant details have drawn the gossips away from this four-year-old drama. As I have reason to believe, however, that the full facts have never been revealed to the general public, and as my friend Sherlock Holmes had a considerable share in clearing the matter up, I feel that no memoir of him would be complete without some little sketch of this remarkable episode. It was a few weeks before my own marriage, during the days when I was still sharing rooms with Holmes in Baker Street, that he came home from an afternoon stroll to find a letter on the table wa

Aqua Man's Blog
ticklingAdd to My Profile | More Videos The Mystical Miss Tickle has a most unusual kink It's weirder than many you could mention I would think She loves to capture males so they can not get away She'll strip them bare and naked and then tickle them all day To get a guy tied down is her favorite situation And to skillfully administer that tickling sensation So her squirming, wriggling captive, laughing helplessly will find That the tickle torture treatment will almost blow his mind If by chance her victim is a ticklish sort of chap He'll find that he has fallen into quiite a fearful trap Her tickling fingers mercilessly stroke and glide and roll From the tips of both his ears to each vulnerable sole The Mystical Miss Tickle is a fiend in human shape And when she starts to tickle you, my friend, there is no escape You've no option but to take it all- to laugh and shout and scream While she tickle you all over, more than in your wildest dream She'll search out

Contest Of Mine And My Friends
these two girls are great friends and need you comments to when this contest... please comment bomb them and they and i will return the favor... here is the link to fiesty: here is the link to txbrat: PLEASE GO BY AND COMMENT BOMB MS RETTA ON HER CONTEST.... SHE IS AN AWESOME FRIEND TO HAVE... SHE ALWAYS SHOWS HER LOVE SO GO AND BOMB.... HERE IS THE LINK: THIS IS A HOT CHICK AND A WONDERFUL PERSON... HELP HER OUT BY BOMBING HER....

Naughtynudeguy's Ass
I understand how little high school kids get a little thrill out of all this rating and friends lists crap but us more mature people? Well, I just have to laugh. Add me as a friend and then don't talk to me at all? That is just stupid. Is it that important that we have 1000 name friends list and all the ratings? Does it somehow validate our lives? If it does than we are in bigger trouble than I thought. Thankfully, I know what it's all about, but for the future. Don't even bother adding me if you are not interested in getting to know me or even taking the time to drop me a line from time to time. If your friends list size is a true measure of your life and you as a person, than you have some serious issues. Of course, that's just my opinion, I could be wrong. Maybe just a pet peave of mine, but if I take the time to rate you the least you can do is acknowledge it. Even if I am the most hideous thing you have ever seen, there is nothing wrong with just saying thanks. But that's just my

Works By Magic Mike The Poet C-towns Finest
******************PASSION****************** *************By Magic Mike ************** ******THE POET C-TOWNS FINEST********** Let me take you into a world, that is explored by every man, woman,boy and girl.. It is a world of color and warmth and dreams, and we all search it out it seem's..This is the world of passion where fires of the heart burn, and all will enter only a few to return.. What it is that comes deep from the soul, and turns the meek into the bold..I will give it to you like it happened to me,and if you have been there then you believe.. It was a night out and to the club I went, to spend some money and not mess with the rent.. So at the bar I saw a vision, and in that moment I made my decision.. So I stepped to this dream before me,and said would you like a drink on me.. She laughed and said I see your game, trying to get on before you even know my name.. But I saw you when you first walked in, and I was feeling you even then.. So I said it's all good, and we

Seawench38
Today is Mother's Day mom And you've been on my mind all day I would give anything to be able to see you once again Because there's so much I'd like to say Growing up you tried your best To give me what you could When I hurt you held me in your arms And comforted me like no one else ever would You would always kiss my tears away And wrap me in your arms You made me feel safe and secure And tried to protect me from all harm We didn't always see eye to eye And at times we didn't get along But if I could hear your voice once more It would be like a sweet sweet song You taught me morals and values And the true meaning of life You taught me how to overcome All of life's obstacles and strife You taught me what real love was And to never settle for less To always hold my head up high And make each situation the best You taught me that it's okay to cry But to not let life get me down You taught me how to be strong Even in the midst of my frowns I am

Wonderings Of A Warped Mind
I am a regular guy most of the time however I have a dark side that few every see. I keep two seperate Yahoo identies. One I have had for many years and it is the one I use on my business cards. The other is for those who I have come to trust and who have gotten close to me. I use my Arkansas Silhouette profile for general profiles because it is who I am 90% of the time. I like Cherry Tap because it is fun to play. I have found some who I would like to get to know better but am not one to impose my desires on anyone. I am looking for local people who are not afraid to let themselves go if only once in a great while. If any of you have an interest in getting to know me better you can message me at Bongson1970@yahoo.com (this is my alter ego yahoo account). Why women should leave the toilet seat up! In the on going battle of toilet seat up or down I would like to submit the following in evidence toward the argument that women should leave the toilet seat up. When using

Blueyedixiegirl's Blog
So I got my heart broke once again. Why do I deserve to be lied to? I just found out that my whole 2 yrs relationship was full of lies and deceit. He said that he loved me. But tell me how you can love someone and lie to them all the time. I gave him everything even my heart. And he was careless with it. Now in my mind who can I trust now? Are there any men and can be truthful? So far I’m striking out. I am a great person with a caring heart. What did I do to be treated like shit? give her a hoodie of yours so other people know shes taken by you leave her sweet messages for when she wakes up sneak up behind her grab her by the waist do ANYTHING to make her smile ALWAYS make her laugh tell her shes beautiful not sexy tell her she has amazing eyes buy her things just because when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend say i love you to her face not just over the phone if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay NEVER

A Lunatic's Ramblings
So after a little over a week, that emotion of bitterness finally set in and I really don't like it. Hopefully this will be a short lived phase. I know I have to go through these things and that I have to face these feelings, but I really wish I could just be numb. I long for numbness! I got to talking with a co-worker today about holidays and I nearly broke down in tears. Thankfully, I waited until I was in my car on my way home. I've gotten really good at the art of criving *driving+crying*. You know, in the past 6 years, I've spent maybe 2 holidays with my own family. Every other holiday I was either working, or I made it a point to be with my significant other's family. I was committed for life, so it was an okay sacrifice I thought. I realized today how much it really hurts to know that I made that sacrifice and it wasn't even acknowledged as such and that maybe I made it for nothing. Nothing? Really? I hurt my family and distanced myself from my neices and nephews because I wa

My Family - Past & Present
Lets see, where do I begin?! Through Mike (MJBlette - see previous blog), I met his best friend Deb a.k.a. D.A.M.. As I went to Mike's page daily, I started reading the comments that Deb left on his page and on his pics and just knew she was someone I wanted to say hi to but waited until she was in a contest. Mike asked for my support in helping her in the contest (I think it was a Hot Mom but could have been Hot Bod contest...hehe) and I gladly went over and helped. As Mike & her were comment bombing back and forth, I got in on the conversation. Deb wasn't sure I knew how to take her & Mike's comments since some of them were really raunchy. lol But her personality is a lot like mine and we both have a great sense of humor so I knew they didn't mean anything bad by their comments. Needless to say, in a short period of time, Debbie & I started talking with one another and became friends. Then a few months ago, Mike decided to have a 3 way call so that Debbie & I could talk on the p

Lyrical Life...
Counting The Days - Goldfinger So here i go and there you went...again Just another stupid thing that i done wrong. Locked up in my head, knocked down, beaten, left for dead With all those brilliant things i should have said. I gotta get away, and find something to do 'Cause everything i hear, everything i see, reminds me of you. Still counting the days i've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4... Still counting the days that you've been gone. Day one, was no fun. Day two, i hated you. By day three i wish you'd come right back to me. Day four, five and six, well i guess you just don't give a shit. Day seven, this is hell. this is hell. I gotta get away, and find something to do. But everything i hear, everything i see, reminds me of you. Still counting the days i've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4... Still counting the days that you've been gone. Still counting the days since you left me. 1, 2, 3 ,4... Still counting the days since you've been gone. A thousand things i

Tra La La
Why did this happen? No its beyond my control What did i do wrong? But it wasnt my fault I tried to warn you Did you miss the signs You cant blame me I told you to stay away Why didnt you listen? Dammit why do i care This is your mess You did this Your the one that got too involved I told you to stop Just BACK THE FUCK OFF! Did i not sound serious enough Could i have been anymore explainatory with the situation Listen to my words Thats what i kept saying You blocked out my voice Now look your heart is paying for it Dont change the subject I wont even hear it How could you put me through this pain? All you had to do is GO AWAY! But you wouldnt Now look what happened I told you to FUCKIN LISTEN! Suffer by yourself I dont care anymore.... GOODBYE comes easily I guess you shouldve been LISTENING!!!! what if i told you that lately my feelings have been a little off track would you consider it bad? cause for a certain extent i have been wishing that our re

Great Day
well today was an ok day until 3pm when i got hit by an off duty cop now i hurt so bad just thought i would let all know ok i am kinda creeped out today. had a great day at school, first day back yeah me... came home went shopping, and found lots of stuff for my neice for school. Then i get home and find that someone from my past that wants nothing to do with me checks me out and says nothing to me i me come on if you are going to check me out and i know you personally at least say hello or some stuff lol. well all as we know today was not a great day cuz of the weather but besides that it was wonderful. my neice is doing so much better since she moved in here. school is going great just board when we have nothing to do at all. days like this no one gets there hair done so i was board got a manicure today getting a pedicure tomorrow hopefully. well if you read this go get your hair done at toledo acadmey of beauty culture we do great jobs. later all

Sam
honesty honesty is what you need in a friend, in a boyfriend, in a fiancee, or in a husband/wife. honesty keeps the lines of communication open and clear. it keeps everyone good and everything understandable. honesty means (in the dictionary) the state or quality of being honest; refraining from lying,cheating and stealing; a being truthful,trustworthy, or upright. honesty is good... i kinda have job now...so if anyone doesn't see me on too much..that the reason... Love lost When love is lost... It's hurtful like being torn apart It's painful like when life is dead and gone It's like everything you do is wrong It's like your world is gone forever When you lose love Everything you had dies until love is found again

Likking The Cherry
With all of the thingz i know about the internet and computerz, i realize the potential the internet can have 2 be a meanz 4 advertizing and even running a service from the internet. The sad part....no one else around me can see this. The internet on the whole today iz seen az a hobby, just az iz the musicianz work that u steal music from daily, and all the pictures that u take and put up on your profilez daily. Well let me remind every single one of u of something. I have written, recorded and produced my own music. I have created my own websites, built my own programz, created my own broadcast show..... I KNOW WHAT TIME AND EFFORT GOEZ IN2 such thingz. So if tehrez so much time and effort put in2 them, why are they seen az a hobby by all of u on the net? well i'll tell u.... Becauze we have somehow made it so performance outweighs creativity. Think about all of the cd'z u have....U love the music eh? U love the way the beat grabz u.... well have u ever wondered who may

Poems
all my life iv been surrounded by the night walking in the dark moon light guilds my way for every step i make the grave yard is my place each stone colder then the last pitch black on this night with the lose of my sight i cause of the pain of others reather i know it or not thats all i am thats all i cause anger is all i feel hate is all i give not careing for others or tragic events as i look into the distance i see a light very bright but not so clear questions run throw my mind a new sight to behold my eyes my cuoristie gets the best of me as i run faster and faster the light is a person the light is the girl those feelings of anger are no longer there the hate still lingers for most of the world as time gose on she makes me happy words are spoken hours on end she is a light the brighest of them all and she is my friend this light is my happiness this light is my peace this is the light which i am banded from happiness,

My Thoughts
So I totally love how a song or its lyrics can totally help you cope with something or help change your opinion of something...That happen to me recently. Anyone that knows me fairly well knows I've been fighting my heart in a truly screwed up situation and allowing it to bring me down time and time again...Well you know what...FUCK IT! I'm over it.... I've truely decided to overcome it for good. I'm done letting myself feel shitty over it. It's not worth it, and it's obvious that it's nothing good for me....so there it is...I'm finished trying to figure it out...and thank you Sugarland...you help provide my epiphany in deciding I don't have to live this way..it's not worth it .

Attention All Fubar People
attn friends and family im up for auction so come on by show sum luv and bid on me http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=661564&albumid=1634271&i=1109876035&idx=5 Our soldiers in Iraq need our support and our prayers more now than ever. They fight everyday to keep us safe so please pray for them. USA lead the way although i am not a marine but i support them because they are on the same side as us. they fight for the same reason as the army. November 10th 1775 was the day the United States Marine Corps was born. When November 10th comes this year i will have a drink to honor all the fallen Marines through out the years. I hope who reads this will to.

Poems
There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' Goin' on beneath this hat. The cold flame burns within him 'Til his skin's as cold as ice And the dues he paid to get here Are worth every sacrifice. All the miles spend sleepy drivin' All the money down the drain, All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,' All the bandages and pain, All the female tears left dryin', All the fever and the fight Are just a small down payment On the ride he makes tonight. It's guts and love and glory, One mortal's chance at fame. His legacy is rodeo And cowboy is his name. ©Baxter Black Long Life Alone By Cursed Cowboy Do you ever feel alone like theres no one there? The world is a cold and empty place, Where the darkness is your only friend. You sit and wait but no one comes, All alone you die inside just waiting. With every passing day you lose more of your self, Soon you will be just a shell empty and hard. No one will see you n

Story That I Was Inspired To Do Because Of Lord Lestat...
/www.snapvine.com/images/gadget/backgrounds/cemetary.jpg");background-repeat:no-repeat">Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage God this is a long one...it started out as just having chronic kidney infections every yr...then while in the middle of a theater one sun. night i got really sick and pale and started to shake thinking my sugar might be low i ate something waited until the movie was over come back out and still no change my face was white and i felt so sick...they took me to the hospital...they did cat scans and couldnt find anything wrong...then i went to my doctor after a few months and then told them what was going on and the problems i had been having within those few months...i then found out that i had severe clinical depression,acid reflux,and severe stomach problems...they then sent me to an endocrinologist and i found out that i was also a diabetic so i was put on meds for that and they made me sick so i took myself off of them and havent ben on them since...i've been in and

Poems
Heart aching Heart breaking As you lie there Staring into space Anger Disappointment Sadness Hope All for you Bad decisions Bad choices Got you where you are Suffering Pain Is what you are going through Darkness Blank Is the look upon your face. Wonder Optimism Is what we all must have. Fight Will Power And Strength Is what you must have to pull through Even further through Lil’ Ricky Why didn’t you wear a seatbelt? This is insanely personal but I decided to share it with the world... Dear Uncle Wayne: I keep trying to figure out a way to say goodbye to you. I thought this is the best way for to do so. You're like an Uncle to me.You're an awesome person with a great personality. You have been a part of my life for over 10 years. Bringing Evelyn and Beth into my life. 2 of the most remarkable people. I loved every minute of those years. I'm going to miss your smile your laugh, your smile, your jokes. your loving caring thoughtful ways. I will see y

Thoughts
don't answer this back, i'm deleting my account, tired of sitting online and nobody talk to me. This will be randomly written. See I got fired from Hardee's where i worked from age 16 until age 18 or 19. i'm not complaining, but it wasn't fair especially since i worked my ass off for them to outdo mcdonalds. but while i worked there i bought food for the place i live at now, had the place stocked to the rims with food. and now it's barely any food because most of the money goes to my stepdad's obsession with beer and bingo. i have no job so i have no say in what they buy right? but shouldn't a household have enough food in it to make 3 meals a day? i only eat one meal a day because i'm afraid that if i eat 3 meals a day that the food will be gone before the next day my mom gets paid. and sometimes i have to go ask neighbors for stuff which i know they get tired of supporting us when we should have enough money to get the things we ask for. what do ya'll think? Yeah I'm not me

Me
to all my sexxii friends and family im in a 7 day blast please come show me sum love i will return the love to all who help me click the pic GOOD EVENIN I HAVE STARTED SCHOOL, LAST WEEK AN WORK FULL TIME NOW , I WONT BE ON AS MUCH DO TO HOMEWORK AN MY JOB IM ALWAYS BRING WORK HOME NOT ENOUGH HOURS IN THE DAY TO DO ALL , I WONT BE ON AS MUCH, I WILL COME THROUGH ON THE WEEKENDS AS MUCH AS I CAN, FOR MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MADE YOU KNOW HOW TO KEEP IN TOUCH MUCH LOVE TO ALL good evenin to all i hope all of my family, friends of are doin well, i just stop to tell everyone i do miss all , but with me workin an goin to school an takin care of my family at home i dont have much time to hang out on fubar much as i do miss everyone i have to keep the focus on my studies , yes its hard but im lovin every minute of goin to school, if any one wants to keep in touch heres my yahoo rubia153@YAHOO, when im not on fubar i wll log on weekends onlys , i do check my yahoo evryda

40 And Naughty
geeez this system is really slow tonight, anyways i'm outta here going to bed to get rid of this day!!!!!!! hey guys and girls, well had a great weekend got absolutely wrecked saturday night. just a few pics have been added of the night. couldn't take anymore we were all toooooo drunk by 3am. let me know what you all did over the weekend hey guys and gals, where are all the brits on here? come say hi and let's chat and party it up

Ranting And Ravings!
Hey all my freaks and fans, Im on sort of a Internet Hiatus, I am on Dial Up only and for some reason I have been having issues with Fubar locking up for me. This message was put on here by my sexy ass friend Chelle, because I cannot seem to get onto Fubar long enough to do a damn thing. So please bare with me. I will be on when I can get on...and remember! "Friends Don't Let Friends Use Dial-UP!"t I am trying to post the comments I make so that people can use them, I have ALOT of comments, so I need ALOT of picture Space, hence my request for a VIP. So if Anyone can help me out, I would appreciate it, and would do something for them in return. I do personalized Graphics. And we can work out a trade. ~~BW da Reaper Ok its that time again, IF I dont ever Hear from you, and your JUST on my friends and family for points, Im gonna dump your asses ;) So Tomorrow I am Cleaning house...If you wish to stay on my friends list, and in my family, Let me know either A) Leave me a comment

Just Some Stuff I Love!
The following is allegedly an actual question given in a University of Washington chemistry mid-term exam. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their faith, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can relia

Getting To Know Someone
Hornyscopes!! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control hims

Random Creativity
random lyrics to spell my life 2007 do you think I’m a nasty girl? I’ll let you whip me when I misbehave so what if you can see the darker side of me this is who I really am inside I’m in over my head I fell to temptation I’ve got a jet black heart I just want to feel that high you don’t know me I tried to be someone else I feel like myself again I can’t change who I am, not this time I think it’d be nice just to lose control, just once I finally found myself no one will ever tame this animal I have become I like it rough I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all the love we share seems to go nowhere once I ran to you, now I run from you all I wanted was you this could be our sick love song I just want to be loved I’m stronger than you’ll ever know I’m always here for you you hate everything about me why do you love me? look in my eyes, you’re killing me I can’t escape this hell I can’t change who I am, not this time I am just what you see you can’t st

Best Memorial Tattoo Contest
I am letting all my friends know I am a single man agian!things did not work out with me and Cathy !I wish her well! so I am free agian!so send your boy some love! I am letting all my friends know I am a single man agian!things did not work out with me and Cathy !I wish her well! so I am free agian!so send your boy some love! I am letting all my friends know I am a single man agian!things did not work out with me and Cathy !I wish her well! so I am free agian!so send your boy some love!

Picks Of Luv & Music
(repost of original by 'Butterflymember of Memory Lounge of Lovely,Loving Ray and Angels' on '2007-09-09 22:10:05') Get a cool scroller sign at MyToolSpace.com

Quizzes/surveys
Your Social Dysfunction:Normal Being average in terms of how social you are, as well as the amount of self-esteem you have, you're pretty much normal. Good on you. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com Please note that we aren't, nor do we claim to be, psychologists. This quiz is for fun and entertainment only. Try not to freak out about your results. You are 41% High-Maintenance! You're a little high-maintenance, but not that much. You like being pampered, but that doesn't mean you're afraid of hard work - you can get the job done, if need be. 'How High-Maintenance are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com You are 87% normal You are shockingly normal... and since normal doesn't really exist, that is kinda scary. In fact, you are scarier than the most abnormal person. Go you! Take this quiz

Just Me
I stand looking left & then right , Knowing im at a crossroads in life. Wi th your words saying just waite , and my heart saying no. You tell me how long is not much longer? Exspecting me to keep staying stronger.How my tears start and find no end. Do you feel the pain i feel on your end? When i hear your voice over the telephone, It feels like coming home.Then poof your gone have a life to move onto. Where do i go with mine waiting for you time after time. Who left who without looking back ? Not thinking we would lose track. Still you ask me to waite. Is the heart ache i feel from destiny or fate?Love and happiness yet so far away.I still waite feeling i will never be found.With my world closing in on me all around. When i close my eyes your all that i see. Reachin for you at night, no one there,Screaming your name threw my dreams and tears.Only you can take away the lonliness and fears.Is it the distance between a woman and a man. Please tell me what waite a lil longer means? I find

Christian
MATH From a strictly mathematical viewpoint: What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been in situations where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 101%? What equals 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z Is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+ 20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% AND, look how far the love of God will take you L- O- V- E-O-F-G-O-D 12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101% Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that: While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Love of God th

Reviews
Wow. How can I possibly describe this book? Mediocre? Unfocused? Half-assed? I am a big fan of Palahniuk. I love Fight CLub, Invisible Monsters, Survivor, Choke, Diary, and Lullaby. I even like Haunted a bit. I think he is great at picking some aspect of American Culture and flipping it over so it's soft white underbelly is clearly visible. Unfortunately, with Haunted he appears to have developed a taste for the 'big gross-out.' Rant continues that trend. And what is worse is that the book is written in an oral history fashion that at it's best is merely distracting. At it's worst, it's damn confusing. I am still not exactly sure what the message of this book was supposed to be. It starts by spouting all the redneck/trailer trash stereotypes that the media is currently so fond of. I was hoping he was going to shine his penetrating insight on that and finally explain the fascination. No such luck. The second section of the book is a not-so-subtle jab at the current admin

Truths About Children
A big city lawyer went duck hunting in central Texas. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Texas . We settle small disagreements like this; with the 'Three Kick Rule.'" The lawyer asked, "What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and then you kick me three tim

Chillin In Ky
IM HERE AND THERE OFF AND ON I WILL CHECK IN WEEKLY TO SEE WHATS UP ON CT. HOPE THAT YOU ARE ALL WELL AND DOING GREAT HAVE A CHERRY DAY. I AM GOING TO BE MOVING SOON AND I WONT BE ON HERE FOR A FEW MONTHS I JUST HATE NOT BEING ABLE TO JUST CLICK AND TALK TO MY FRIENDS ITS GONNA BE HARD AND I AM REALLY UPSET ABOUT IT ALL BUT THE PLACE WE ARE MOVING TO IS BETTER AND BIGGER SO ALL IN ALL ITS GONNA BE GOOD BUT I WILL MISS THE TIME I HAVE ON HERE SO DONT FORGET ME I WILL BE BACK AS ARNOLD WOULD SAY LOL....TALK TO U LATER LOVE YA ALL.

The World Is A Vampire, Sent To Drain....
I believe - . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. Remember that! I believe - . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. Even if you think you can't. I believe - . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . that we are resp onsible for what we do, no matter how

Your Goddess Speaks
Now I know I'm really showing my age, because I remember ALL of these!!! DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to dinner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? Wh

Feelings
I am now offically divorced!!! My ex has to pay me child support, all the bills, and my attorney fees! I'm lookin at getting a pretty penny!!!! WOOT WOOT!!! I have had a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. I'm so thankful that it's over with and I no longer have any ties to him. So, it's celebration time!!!! Well I've compiled a list of what I want in a man... some of them may seem shallow but who cares? 1. has to be taller than me 2. has to be mature 3. has to have a sense of humor 4. has to like tats, either on me or on themselves 5. has to appreciate bigger women like myself 6. has to like kids 7. has to want kids 8. has to be willing to come to me for awhile, until I can get my shit here cleared up 9. has to be willing to work 10. has to understand that I have some issues that will be there no matter what 11. has to care and love me (that's the biggest one) I'm sure I'll think of others, but for now, this is what I want, and I won't waiver from it! I got dumped to

Jokes,riddles,& Stuff That Make U "stop & Think"!
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play > > together. I know, it sounds unlikely, but, bear with me. It gets > > better. > > > > Anyway, one day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog > > and began to sink. > > > > Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the > > farmer for help! > > > > Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he > > searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone > > to town with the only tractor. > > > > Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. > > > > Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length > > of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. > > > > Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the > > chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of > > the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. > > > > After tying the other end to the rear b

My Stuff
DO YOU KNOW................ This year in America, more than 211,000 women will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 43,300 will die. One woman in eight either has or will develop breast cancer in her lifetime. In addition, 1,600 men will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 400 will die this year. If detected early, the five-year survival rate exceeds 95%. Mammograms are among the best early detection methods, yet 13 million U.S. women 40 years of age or older have never had a mammogram. Your click on the "Fund Free Mammograms" button helps fund free mammograms, paid for by site sponsors whose ads appear after you click and provided to women in need through the efforts of the National Breast Cancer Foundation to low-income, inner-city and minority women, whose awareness of breast cancer and opportunity for help is often limited. ***Click on the pink square & when you get there, click again on the picture of the little pink square.... Click every day to give hope to women i

Updates & Information
"Who cares?" Why should it matter to you? This, unfortunately, is an almost common response to fakers. "if people are stupid enough to be fooled, too bad for them" "fakers don't bother me" "it's just the internet" Well, there are Many reasons why you should care. -Fakers are deceivers, they lie to everyone who comes across their profile, and those on their "friends" list. -Fakers are identity thieves. How would you feel if someone went around impersonating you in a negative light? (Identity theft is against US Federal Law) -Fakers take advantage of your fellow man...Unless you're a cold heartless person, it should matter to you whether or not people's intelligence are being taken advantage of -MySpace is a place for friends, not fakers. You go on MySpace to meet people -"It's just the internet!?" If that's the case, why the hell are you even bothering to read this? Why are you on myspace, why are you continuing to read if it's just the internet. ("just the internet is a s

My Ramblings
Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Things Only Southerners Know Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. _____ Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." _____ Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." _____ Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is -- as in: "Going to town, be back directly." _____ Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. ------ All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. _____ Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big

Darkcarnivalscrubs' Random Shit
It never pay to think of other peopls feelings It will just end up blowing up in your face So I moved back down to Brawly been here for about a week and I'm fucking bored. Not much really to do I'm looking for a job. I have my car but no cash to work on it. Other then that it cool don't have to deal with the drama that I did before While living at my Moms. Well hopefully by next week things will pick up Well the month of April is running me ragged. I have Bridges class this week, Then Job Club next week, Then the week after I have my assesment to see if I should be employed or go back to school. In this I have a court hearing on the 21th for child custody. So the month of April is shit just shit. The only rays of sunlight that manage to break the bleek overcast spanning thru out the month. Is the Birthdays of a few close friends of mine. Whom I care about very much. I love you guys and can't wait to celebrate your day with you.You're wonderful friends

My Favorites!
So please enlighten me! What's the issue everyone has with using their mouths? What are you scared or you don't want to hurt peoples feelings...I mean seriously! If I don't like you wouldn't you want me to say so? Also, on the opposite if I did like you wouldn't you want me to just say it? I mean crushes are cute but only for a minute. Plus I mean at a certain age you're suppose to be 'bout it 'bout it. So while I see you checkin out my shit on a daily say something don't just stop by to waste space. If you like what you see let it be known because you keep coming back so there has to be a reason. I have way more respect for the person that actually uses their mouth. Which brings me to my next point. HATERS AND DOWN-RATERS! This mainly applies to the women and the Gerbers. If you're gonna be a down-rater don't be a dumbass and leave comments asking if I hate down-raters. Also, if you down-rate make it for a valid reason and be able to back it up...there is nothing worse than

Just 2 Funny
Sandpaper Sally 3 men went to a night club looking to pick up chicks. One of the guys saw the hottest chick he'd ever seen. "I'm gonna talk to her", he said. "NO NO NO" said the other 2 guys. "She'll mess you up real bad!" The guy went over and talked to her anyway. They talked for awhile and then went back to her apartment and started to get down to business. 2 minutes in he had to quit. "I can't take it any more! It's too rough," he said. "Alright," she said "I'll be back in a minute." A couple minutes later she returned and they started again, now it was really smooth and nice. "How did you fix that?" he asked. "I picked the scabs and let them puss." she replied! Doctor Dave Doctor Dave had slept with one of his patients and felt guilty all day long. No matter how much he tried to forget about it, he just couldn't. The guilt and sense of betrayal was overwhelming. But every once in a while he'd hear an internal, reassuring voice in his head that s

Romance,passion
MAY HE BRING LOVE JOY TRUTH AND HAPPINESS, MAY YOU BRING ME THE MAN OF MY DREAMS, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, WHO WILL RESPECT ME TRUST ME FOREVER AND ALWAYS TILL THE DAY HE DIES. BRING ME WARMTH SERENITY AND COMPLETE BLISS AND COMFORT IN HIS ARMS, MAY HE CARRY ME WITH THEM AND NEVER LET ME FALL TOO FAR, MAY HE LOVE ME ALWAYS AND TRUE WITH NO LIES, MAKE NO PROMISES HE HAS NO PLANS ON KEEPING, AND TRY HIS BEST TO KEEP ALL THOSE HE MAKES, BRING ME MY TRUE THE PERFECT ONE FOR ME THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THE LIGHT OF MY EYES BUTTERFLIES AND SKIPPED HEART BEATS MAY HE BE!! To Love is to live, Every day of every moment, Found in everything we do, To find absolute love The one that is true Is a life long journey That everyone must go through For some it takes a lifetime Others just a few years Once it is found Complete bliss and sincere The feeling of completeness That you are no longer one Once you felt something missing Now you feel nothing can go wrong Yes, Oh, Yes Once it i

Randon Acts Of Blogging
Anyone else love to garden? Or ever grow an "Upside Down Tomatoes" ? After living in an apartment with no yard (which I wont do again...LOL) I had to come up with ways to garden, its a necessity for me. I grew "upside down tomatoes". They are an awesome way to get fresh veggies with no fuss or staking. I am working on this summers today. You can see my photos of last years here: http://angeljoly.20fr.com/custom.html I know it's an odd blog topic, but it was what was on my mind today... Be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. Make all your friends feel there is something special in them. Look at the sunny side of everything. Think only of the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Be as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give everyone a smile. Spe

The West Memphis Three: Did Satanists Murder 3 Boys? By Fiona Steel
Fiona Steel is a former marketing and business administrator whose writing talents include writing top-selling, marketing and training video scripts for international companies as well as writing training manuals on business skills and computer software. With a teaching and psychology background, Fiona developed an interest in crime writing from the perspective of the psychological aspects of the criminal mind. Her particular interest is the woman’s involvement in criminal matters, both victim and perpetrator. Fiona lives in Queensland, Australia with her writer husband and three children. With almost no evidence to link Jason, Damien and Jessie to the murder scene or the victims, apart from Jessie’s questionable confession, police continued to interrogate any acquaintances of the three teenagers they could find. Of all the people interviewed none could testify to having seen Damien, Jason and Jessie together at any time in the past. This hole was soon filled by Jerry Driver who testif

Poems
Because of you In my room alone. I sit and wander.... What made me fall for you? Like thunder, like lightning You came to me and made me yours So easily. You smiled, you whispered.... Words that made no sense. But all that I could understand, Was that my life would come to an end. I would feel the pain, I would see eternity And it would all have been in vain. It was so quite all around me, My soul was almost lost for good. And then you came, And whispered softly; Remember LOVE...life is a game. I looked around and I saw nothing. Ohhhh......but that cool breeze, Reminded me of something. Reminded me of you my love I smiled and fell asleep With thoughts of happiness. The pain I had was gone for good. Because of you. Written in 2001 by Mara Drotar How can you be so happy and with one word somebody can make you cry....It hurts...I know...I also know that I have done it to somebody that I care about very very much...and i am really sorry...I hope he wi

Supernatural
I am leaving in a few minutes to go take my oldest son to watch Shrek the Third as won passes last weekend and excited to see it. Tonight he has t-ball practice and Tomorrow is My husband Bid Daddy and I 5th Wedding Annivery as we were married June 8, 2002 and still love one another today. Well have a nice weekend everyone and see you around. I just wanted to say that I may or may not be online the rest of the day due to leaving to have appointments and going to childrens museum this afternoon, so see ya later all. Peace, Love and Happiness is the hippee way I know, but that is something I do believe in. Today was a great day as Jordan continues to show progress in T-ball as with repetition he will be just fine I believe. Well I hope everyone signs up on my lounge "Wolves Forever", especially my family members. I know some of them have signed up, but not all. We really need a lounge that talks about relaxing things and not about the drama in our lives. Alternative medicine i

~~for The Keeper Of My Soul~~
On my knee’s Disguised, looking up to you. Feeling you deep under my skin, Holding my breath. Maybe I am wrong, Bittersweet emotions consume my being. Hold me in your hands, And not let me fall. Anticipation stealing my heart; Wanting, needing, longing, Leading me to feel you, hear you. A fine line between love and hate. Putting myself beside you, If I had you, Finding my way, Staking my place. Seeing inside, Waiting to come to life. Unchanged road with storms to heed, Guide me with your light for that chance. ~Jaynie Their eyes met from across the room. He knew he had seen her from before, but where. Her deep blue eyes were memorizing. He couldn’t take them off of her. Her long curly hair was so soft and flowing, just begging him to touch it. He walked past her just to get a scent of her smell; it was breathe taking, the aroma of sweet heaven. He watched her every move, as she danced across the dance floor with grace and poise. He wanted to be th

Vicious Verses
once again, headlong into bliss ignoring all the stop signs all the warnings i miss stupid girl to think that i would be an object of affection seems that i missed the exit had myself turned in the wrong direction so along this bitter highway i ramble and i roam looking for some southern comfort and a place my heart can call home sing the blood. The blood sings the power Blood coils from my veins Coiling up the tower Calling the winds to calm Calling the rain to cease Calling sun to warm the sky For serenity to increase Fire from the Vein Burns the blood so black For all who are quenched There is no turning back I sing the blood The blood sings my soul If not for precious blood The power would have no control Black ochre flows through blue viens Many pleasures, many pains Lies, all that gushes from thy lips Gold turns to tin with brush of fingertips Wand of crystal shatters the bone Body quests for spirit a

New Changes On My Profile
College Bound: Billy Jo and Sue had just graduated high school in May of 2006. They spent all Summer touring colleges to find the right one for both of them. Billy Jo want to be a Vet and Sue wanted to be a teacher. They finally found a college that offered Both of them what they wanted. A nice college in Connecticut. So they got their Stuff packed and got enrolled into the college. And soon they found themselves On a greyhound bus going to Connecticut. It was a long bus ride from New York To Connecticut. But they soon found their way there. They got off the bus and collected their bags and luggage. Sue looked around the Bus station and said, "Ok, we are here, so now how do we get to the college?" Billy Jo took out his laptop computer and looked up the college's address and got The directions. Sue tried to get a taxi to stop to take them. A yellow taxi stopped And the driver loaded up all their bags and luggage, and asked them, "Where too?" Billy Jo showed the d

Just Me
What Good Is Love I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now, I jour

My Thoughts...or Lack There Of
Hello to all Haunted's Friends and Family, This is Cheryl (Haunted's) mom Tina. As some of you may know, she was in an accident last night, following a dispute with her ex husband. She has 4 broken ribs and a broken wrist, and is currently in the hospital, heavily sedated due to the extreme pain. Her husband is in custody and was denied bail this morning. Thank you to all her friends for the support that you have given me, expecially a big thank you to Cherokee Warrior. I seen her thi smorning, and she was awake for about 5 minutes, and I was to pass on to the ones shes loves, shes promises she will get better and come back bitchier than ever. Again thank you so much. Tina Ok ever had this happen? U go out...try to get drunk....drinks a whole shit load......drink for hours...and walk out totally sober??? I was like wtf??? LMFAO...Oh well!!! There is this song called Beautiful lier. Its perfect because me and my freind Gena know this guy, and it suits him perfect!!!! Here are t

Horoscopes Cancer
Whoa -- did you really say that? You did, and what's more, you meant it. After your initial shock at your own boldness fades, you find that you're pleased with yourself. Now that you've found your voice, use it regularly. heres another that makes me laugh.I have had my voice forever..hahah You have a hunch that this is going to work out fine -- just fine. You don't know how you know, but that's not important. Some kinds of knowledge (and their transmission) shouldn't and can't be explained. God i can only hope... Your thoughts are unusual, even shocking, but if you know they're just thoughts, you can let them go. Sometimes you can't believe that this is you having these feelings, but it is -- you truly contain multitudes.

I Dream Of You
This is for you..... Current mood: excited Category: Romance and Relationships mmmmmm, babe, lying here beside you, looking into your eyes, after making love with you.....propped up on my arm....tracing your face with my fingers, pulling you closer to me as i longingly kiss you i can feel your body responding to mine, & i am already wet again, as i feel your dick starting to get hard, again....i lean down & take your dick in my mouth, i can still taste myself on it from where we had just made love, & it is so sexy....i turn around & place my pussy in your face & your tounge starts working on my clit, i am so wet, & my sweet pussy juices are just there for your toungue to catch...i am moaning in ectasy, & taking you in my mouth, i go down as far as i can take you in my mouth.....mmmmmmmmmmm, you pick me up off your face & turn me around, kissing me deeply as we taste each other.....slowly, you lower me over your hard throbbing dick, just slowly , my pussy covers the head of

Life In General
Saw this while looking for a birthday comment for my little brother and thought this is so true and perfect! Recently my life has taken a different direction. More accurately, my heart has taken a different direction. Those that know me, realize I am an incredibly stubborn person. However, a certain special person has come into my life recently and opened my eyes to different possibilities. With that in mind, I'm following my heart in a totally different direction. This person, is thankfully very persistent and patient with me. It's taken that to get to bend my own rules. I'm incredibly lucky for this person to have entered my life!! Everyone who knows me, knows that I am an open person. All someone literally has to do is ask me something and I will answer it. Will they like the answer, no, not always. I've met some really interesting and some really nice people on here. Several whom have become very close friends. Do I have any regrets on here, of course I do.

My Writtings
I am looking for something that I can not hold an inner peace to set me free My soul wants to wants to find the real me to stop the pain an the tears that fall like rain My aura around me is so black an bleek that need to change for me The darkness claims my inner secrets it devours my pain but always takes me away...... You have enchanting eyes that see thru my soul With just one word from your lips I lose control If only you could see the way I see you. You will see the great power that is within you Wandering in darkness feeling all alone Searching and not finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each step I take I begin to stray As my heart beat begins to betray The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly all is lost, As I feel my insides being tossed. My heart turns in to fist drowning in a crimson pool, Longing for the warm embrace which is much too cruel, I am cursed now in this lonely world, Wishing no longer to be the fo

Pbs Fantasy
Hello my dear sweet friends, family and fans. I have taken down a few pictures, my garden album, and my handcuffed album. WHY? For those who already know me, its all to do with my marriage and how things have been in that relationship for some time now. Finally, I think my husband has heard me, and listened. He is changing jobs, and going to be home a lot more. Im so excited i could just die right here where I sit. Course If I did, wouldnt be no point to him being home more..haha! Its been a hard few years, Im hopeful we can get to know each other again and enjoy our lives as they unfold before us. So...just bear with me on this one. Know I wont be here as often as I use to be...OR AT LEAST I HOPE NOT :) I will from time to time check in to see whats going on with all of you. I wont however be here everyday like I have been. I also wont be taking new pics for this site, and if things work out for my husband and myself, Ill be coming back to delete my profile...IF NOT..ILL B

I Dunno Summink
If you read this, you WILL forward it on.You just won't be able to stop yourself.The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, just old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble sp

Myspace
COME TO THE NEW D-CREWS'S LOUNGE AND HAVE SOME FUN got to youtube.com search out chemtrails of death and watch it this is a fucked up video but its all true im a new bouncer at the blues club

Feelings
I've dreamed of loving you for many years, Loving you each day and night, each hour, Loving till you flow into my tears, And I into the garden where you flower. Of course I must be me, as you are you, But just as bushes planted side by side So intertwine one cannot tell they're two, We will through love and time be unified. So have I dreamed, though we have been apart So long that I of life with you despaired, Holding wounded hope within my heart That through these frozen years it might be spared. The world is a redaction of the dream. Our greatest pain deep longings shall redeem. I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing

Personal Blog ~ Thoughts, Info & Opinions
Read the scroll box below before adding me! It contains a password in it you will need to include in the friend request, I do this to make sure you have read my profile & you have some idea about me & how I conduct myself. Here is a link to the blog with the same info in case you cant see this scroll box well My Fu Rules & Guide lines ^^Click^^ My Fu Rules & Guide lines I. Pertaining to Friend Request: Take a look at how many I have, If I accepted all of my request, I would have thousands, therefore I am selective. What is it that I look at when deciding to accept or not? They MUST possess an approved salute! Have they read my profile and included muh password? (It is in this box, but I'll Know if you have nt read my profile completely.) Do we share common Interest & Taste? Are they intelligent with something meaningful to contribute? & If I'd like to get to know them further. What is their persona? How do they present themselves? If you are a beggar, a s

Random Babble
1. What is your best friend's Dad's name? my dad has no friends he has no time work work 2. What body part do you hate the most? umm am i getting rid of something 3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? mr.nociar wow hottie no shirt abbs droool!! 4. Have you ever made out in a basement? why yes i have i own a house with a basement lol 5. What body part do you wash first in the shower? boobies 6. Do you have any piercings? ears only sorry to disapoint 7. Do you have any tattoos nope i know how can that be metal girl no tattoo's 8. Is your driveway steep? nope rocky 9. What's your favorite flavored Pringles? yuk 10. Have you ever been tied up? hmmmmmm yup 11. What was the worst thing you ever got grounded for? slayer concert lol i snuck out..ps i never got caught 12. Have you ever had two dates in one night? nope 13. How many times have you been cursed at? lol ??? 14. Which shoe do you put on first? the one with the kitten sleep

Sex Stories
She walked into his apartment knowing what she wanted to do. She wanted him…Badly. She could almost imagine the feel of his mouth on her neck. Exquisite. They walked to the living room, and sat down on the couch. Alexis reached for the remote, turning it onto the music stations. “Is Alternative good?” She asked Eben. “It’s great,” he replied." I’m…I’m really glad that you came over here, Eben. You’re my best friend…You know that?” “Yes…And you’re mine,” Eben said, wrapping a trunk-like, protective arm around her slender frame. She melted into his arms, enjoying the close embrace. She felt her face flush with color and warmth. But, would he take the hint? His hand slipped up and down her back. He gently caressed her shoulders, running his fingertips down to the small of her back, trailing little circles on the soft skin beneath her shirt. She could feel her heart beat sharply in her chest, and she dug her fingers into his shirt as she pressed against him tightly. Sh

Just Me
Not sure if anyone has noticed but I haven't been around. Well way late Thursday I started getting real sharp pains in my kidney area of my right side this kept on with added feeling of nausea I babysat Friday and ended up curling up on my bed at 8pm and pretty much slept til Monday when I made myself go see the doc and well they said either kidney infection or blatter infection they ran tests and sent me home. Well yesterday I felt the worse so at 8pm last night Miles and the kids rushed me to the ER where they ran labs again gave me a CT well they found a large amount of calisium in both of kidneys they couldn't see anything moving but doesn't mean it didn't happen so I am now not allowed to have calisium or soda. So that is what is going on with me. I just fucken had a glass bake pan fall from the top shelf of a cabnit nothing like taking a glass shower I have glass threw my kitchen and dinning room and part of the way in the living room I have swept and vacummed and there is sti

My Poems
Why can't things in life go right? I sit and pray to God almost every night. I am not perfect at all, I am not insane, but some things I do it seems insanity is to blame. I love who I am but, confused who I am. Why do I make things so hard for myself, damn. Trying to be this to this person and this to that is so hard, it seems like being me nobody has regard. It hurts to be done this way by strangers of course, but when it is your family that hurt you it is so much worse. I do have a friend who is my night in shining armor, he treats me like a person and for that I give him all honor. We dont live close, we live so far apart but you know what, he is so good to me that he still has my heart. He never judges me for maybe a mistake that I made, he is the best friend on earth God could have ever made. He takes me as I am and doesnt tell me who to be, he let's me live my life for God, my kids and and for me. This is so many times now how can this be, someone I wa

Help Me, Help A Friend Out!
I'm hoping all my friends will rate this guy and help him win his DJ contest. I have faith in you all. Only a rate is needed. Thanks and much love to all of you! MUAHZ!' Jackie COME SHOW YA SUPPORT! R OWN DJ BUBBA FROM TERROR BROTHERS RADIO IS IN THE DJ CONTEST!!! COME SHOW HIM YA LOVE!!!!!! JUS CLICK THE PIC, YA KNOW YA WANNA! DJ BUBBA PUT AN AWESOME SHOW LAS NITE N DESERVES TO WIN!!!! COME SHOW HIM YA LOVE!!! HE MAY GIVE YA SUMTHING IN RETURN ;) COME ON YA KNOW YA'LL LOVE HIM!!!!! HE NEEDS ALL THE RATES HE CAN GET!! HELP HIM OUT 4 ME, I LOVE YA'LL!!! Alot of us have been working really hard on Cherry's salute contest. She's falling behind now and could really use everyones help. I'm not personally in a bombing family, nor do I usually get involved. However this young lady deserves to win this. Plz go show her Fubar love and help her win. This contest ends at 7pm est tomorrow night. I stayed up til 6am commenting her th

Lyrics
Moving on Let the tears drop From your face Dwell on the thought That I disappeared You chase the memorys That were never there you run with my shadow just to run empty Move on Move on You hold yourself up Thinking there be something But you don't see What in front of you You just keep running running running http://www.geocities.com/aquarainm/Sleep2.mp3 sorry had broken link before Glaze through the dusk and mist Whisper you deepest thought It'll be heard not by you by your lost mind Angels Strung from above waiting for lies and shame They welcome you with chosen burdens Keep them close for they are the life line To be true , to good and evil never really know cause you can't see the light brings one to his knees to cry to bleed from one mind Holy to unholy complications to much for one sight keep it close and calm for you are the lost soul

Jus A Thought. . . .
"If the Gods could build me a ladder to the heavens, I'd climb up the ladder and drop a big elbow on the world." -- Mick Foley 'The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides with the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who in the name of charity and good will shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon those with great vengeance and with furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know that my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.' Those who occupy their minds with small matters, generally become incapable of greatness.

The Leathur Lair
Damn, but this was a mammoth show! Ran about 7&1/2 hours long! And most of it was bands you just dont hear all the time anywhere! It RAWKED!!!! =========================================================================== 08-24-07 Aldo Nova "Fantasy" TLL intro 14a Bonham "The Disregard Of Timekeeping" Bonham "Wait For You" TLL of WRR promo Adema "Freaking Out" >voiceover: Juno Reactor / Don Davis "Navras" Helix "Rock You" Sepultura "The Waste" WRR Darth Maul 1 Avenged Sevenfold "Bat Country" Dissection "Night's Blood" >voiceover Peter Frampton "Show Me The Way" LIVE Alice Cooper with Slash "Desperado" LIVE Ace Frehley & Peter Criss "Nothin' To Lose" LIVE Billy Idol "Rebel Yell" LIVE acoustic Vince Neil & Nikki Sixx with friends "Rock N' Roll" LIVE Dee Snider, Zakk Wylde, Bob Kulick, Rudy Sarzo, Frankie Banali, Paul Taylor "Go To Hell" LIVE Trapt "Headstrong" Fireball Ministry "Flatline" All That Remains "This Darkened Heart" >voiceover Metallica "The God

Music Lyrics
I see trees of green........ red roses too I see em bloom..... for me and for you And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world. I see skies of blue..... clouds of white Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world. The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky Are also on the faces.....of people ..going by I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do Theyre really sayin......i love you. I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow Theyll learn much more.....than Ill never know And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world (instrumental break) The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do Theyre really sayin...*spoken*(I ....love....you). I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow *spoken*(you know their gonna learn A whole lot more than Ill never know) And I think to myself .....what

Poems- By Me
I watch you as you bleed with a smile on my face. Nothing makes me happy then to watch you die with grace. To watch the life leave you with every breathe you take. Nothings more greater then pain you feel today. And with your last breathe ……. I want you to scream. By the night of the dark I see my lover with his eyes shining like the full moon … Lust filling his eyes as he walks to me touches me ever so slow with his fingers … Filling me with things I’ve never felt before as I feel his power taking me over … Kissing me with the passion as he rips my shirt off my body lusting after me … Pleasure after pleasure he gives me into in the night as we both become one … Screaming, begging for him to stop but his power so underwhelming … Just like always … Every time before … My love is not needed … There’s nothing more … My heart was a stone … But now its dust … Its hurts inside … I guess its must … The times before … I never knew … The way I felt … All ab

Is It Rambling???
A couple 100 years ago, Benjamin Franklin shared with the world his secret to success. Never leave that to tomorrow, he said, what you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You'd think more of us would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I'd say it has alot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of pain, fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? The early bird catches the worm... A stitch in time saves nine...He who hesitates is lost...We can't pretend we haven't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warnings about wasted time. Heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still, sometimes, we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes, we have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep todays possibilitys under tomorrows rugs untill we can't

Buh Bye !!!!!
Hey to all my friends. The last five days hav been extremely diffcult for me. Right now as I type this there are tears running down my face. Saturday morning the truck I was in was struck by a train there is a link below. The link: http://www.elkodaily.com/articles/2008/08/04/news/local_news/stuff2.txt I'm not going to comment on anything that happened that night yet other than to say I'm not sure why I was spared I am sure there is a meaning to it all needless to say it has changed my life and given it new meaning. I am extremely lucky to be able to type this and be able to say hello to everyone another day. To Lily, Kristen Victoria, Nikki, Lucy, Coach, Rose, CuteSmiley and so many others that have been a part of my life here your friendship is treasured and I hold you all close to my heart. Please remember to tell those close to you that you love them daily. If I had not been so fortunate my family would not have had the chance to hear those words from my lips.

Dolphin Lover
I haven't been here for awhile and just had the urge to check in. It looks like things are pretty much the same in here. My life has been evolving at a bizzare angle and plane. Sunday was the 14th anniversary of my last husband's death. As always it was hard but I got through it. I went and visited a new friend and just took care of me. I will go up to the cemetary next Sunday because I will be up north anyway. My daughter is struggling right now and that is hard for me to watch. Somedays lofe just sucks. I just hope she doesn't make any rash decisions based on her life situation right now. She is without the net and that is hard. We did a lot of our visiting that way. I am working on getting the house ready for Yule and X-Mas. I just can't figure out what to do with the furniture so I can get the tree up. It may have to be the tiny tree this year. A 42 inch T.V. takes up a tremendous amount of space in an already small room. I still say blow the house up and bu

Dumbass's
when i was 14 my mother asked me if i ever thought i would fall in love and i said bitch please im a motherfuckin thug. of course she slapped the shit out of me and i was bangin on niggas from my bedroom window for about 3 weeks, but i learned an important lesson that day. never disrespect a woman especially your mom cuz she'll be the one to really make u pay for it. my brother tells me to come kick it at his house and bring somethin to drink and a pack of blacks,so i brought to big bottles of bacardi, then three girls show up and one of the homies shows up. so we all kickin it and one girl gets drunk and throws up, this nigga tries to get me to take her home wit me, so i told him i didnt bringer i aint takin her no where, of course i was to drunk to drive anyway so i passed out at his house and so did everyone else. but why when i woke up my brother was kickin the throw up queen out his bed at 8 in da morning talkin about her face scared him.

Welcome To Eliza's Gossip Spot..lol
Ok lets get this out in the open, I will share this with you.. I have been single for almost a year, My ex- left me when I was pregnant.So I had to go through all of this alone..Going to the doctors, hearing the babies heart beat,having Cory alone and now raising him alone..I thank god everyday for the gift is has givin to me..He has been a blessing in my life.If it wasn't for him and my family, I don't know where I would be today. I will not settle for anything but the best, when it comes to love and relationship..Tell me how can you give your heart when all that has been done to it, is it has been thrown away..I am so sick of someone saying they love me and just leave me..And I won't have it happen to my son ever...Once for him was enough.. So until someone can prove to me and my son that life can be better than being left all the time, I will stay single.. EJ I dont want a guy to shower me in gifts, an fly me to paris on weekends.I want a guy who notices when I get my ha

Amusing Things!!!
Another mass message brought to you special people I call friends...Just a few quick facts I thought you oughtta know people ;)) ~BJ *Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. It is 10 times more effective than valium! *For every 'normal' webpage, there are five porn pages. *Sex is biochemically no different from eating large quantities of chocolate. (I'd rather have sex) *A man's beard grows fastest when he anticipates sex. (something to wipe the juices off in I guess... omg did I just say that .....) *Male bats have the highest rate of homosexuality of any mammal. (Well that's different) *The average shelf-life of a latex condom is about two years. (Boys, some of you really shouldn't buy large quantities...;)) ) MUAH ;)) *"Formicophilia" is the fetish for having small insects crawl on your genitals. Gross!! (whiskey tango foxtrot the FUCK over is THIS?!?!? freaks....) *"Ithyphallophobia" is a morbid fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis. ( DAMNIT...

Poetry
This song is being sung by my oldest sister. She recorded the songs for my dad because it is one of his favorites. Let me know what you think. She sounds a little shaky cause she was crying but he wanted to hear her sing so she kept singing just for him. SONG 1 Alison Krauss-When you say nothing at all. We meet on-line to have a great time.... We laugh and we giggle and smile at our screens, We sit back and wonder what this all means. We surf the Web, we travel afar, We span thousands of mile without a car. We watch conversations flowing on the screen, We tell jokes and stories and know what they mean. What are we looking for? Where's the attraction? How can we do this and get satisfaction? Who are we? Why are we here? We are "the Circle of Friends", made from a chain. And we're here because friendship is what we gain! Born on-line formed by few, We had no idea just what to do. So we are linking our pages, first one then two, And wonder where we'll end

Relationships
I can see the seasons changing fast Faster every day and every year I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky And I can feel the cold come in at night Everywhere I go I see the signs I see the changing colors in The drugstore decoration aisle You know it's time, for dark skies Well maybe spring will come and we will grow But you got to give it something more than hope Cause years just slip away And we ain't got time for change So we'll stay the same beneath that huckleberry sky I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky p.s.one of my favorite poems You Drive me crazy you drive me mad Altho sanity is something I never had One can not miss What one's never Known My sanitys been done!! So now that your here You've filled me with Joy From a shell of a boy My love My Love Devine And oh so sweet This Love is Mine

Thought For The Day
My Dearest Pirate Mike Passed from the pain of this world on Wenesday.. the Viewing was Friday. Now I am in Omaha to see another friend thru Major surgery on her back.. So All those who Know Memaw stop by here page and leave a Nice note to help her fell Loved too.. Stay Safe All. And Thanks For the Prayers They Helped me a Lot Just Knowing You all were there with me when I did need you.. Be a Peace.... Dee Went to the Doc today And Finally had some Really Good News... 18 months Cancer Free no more Therapy Needed. No more WORRY Time to celebrate Living AGAIN... I love it, when I sign off here I guess there is Lots of lag time in the network cause I have had several people keep talking to me with our realizing I am gone... Wonder How often this happens to Others... I am Now clear and gone 4 tonight all.. Elvis and I have Left the Building... LOL ...Play Safe...

My Poetry
I just want to be free to find me, I need to have some time for myself, to find my dreams and where I belong. I never go anywhere I sit in this house day after day, I hardly have anywhere to go where I can be me. I have one friend that is always there for me. I don't know who I am or where I should be. All I can do now is dream who I'd like to be, and where I would like to be. I just need to find me and then I will know where I belong. U just need to be me, I need to be free!!! Written on 8-25-06 I don't know who I am anymore, I'm not sure if I have ever known. I don't know where I'm going in my life I'm sure I have never known. Some where in between becoming a mother, In between becoming a wife, I have lost myself somewhere along the way. For once in my life I wish I could, find myself and finally know me. I need some tome alone to find, who I an and where I want to be. I'm lost some where inside, could someone help find me find myself? I just

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Brain Cramps....stupid People Quotes...
"If somebody has a bad heart, they can plug this jack in at night as they go to bed and it will monitor their heart throughout the night. And the next morning, when they wake up dead, there'll be a record." --Mark S. Fowler, FCC Chairman "We are ready for an unforeseen event that may or may not occur." --Al Gore, VP "It isn't pollution that's harming the environment. It's the impurities in our air and water that are doing it." --Al Gore, Vice President

Bloging
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My Crazy Life
Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch m

Drkdestiny's Thoughts
PLEASE............AND THANK YOU :D So another week has come and gone. Thank God. Although tomarrow starts a new one it has been a fairly quiet weekend. Nothing major happened, laundry, housecleaning the usual. Next weekend will be my first FULL WEEKEND OFF in 6 months. Plans have been made and I will be going to my little sisters for the weekend. I cant wait. It rained here today whic in itself is a good thing. The crops were starting to look a bit haggerd and droopy. The farmers I am sure are happy with the little bit we did have. Hung out on the puter most of my time this weekend. Since everything was done figured i would catch up on here and some other places I hang out. So that about does for me .....Hope everyone has a wonderful week. Don't work too hard. See ya all this coming up weekend. Buh Bye Welcome to my blog. i am not sure where tostart. I guess with the days happenins...lol ok here ya go.....................................................................

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Grown And Sexy Poetry
Happiness uplifts me Happiness fills my heart, my mind, and my soul Happiness gives me the strength I need Happiness is a good feeling that enters my mind each day Happiness takes my sadness away Happiness fills my eyes with joy Happines makes me excited and thrilled Happines warms my heart and soul each day Happiness gives me a sense of relief each day Happiness welcomes me each morning when I get up Happiness can be seen in my eyes Put your sweet lips just a little closer to mine Now that we are together sipping wine Tell me dear just one more time That your truly mine We were made to be together All the time That rugged mountain together We did climb Just touching and clinging together On a clinging vine Put your sweet lips just a little closer to mine We will love together you and i Together for the rest of time We will age together just like a wine Holding each other till the end of time Lonely are the nights Lonely are the days Lonely am I, in so man

"hate"
He walks upon me slowly.."take my hand and come with me." I sit looking at him blankly. He persists even more.."come with me." I watch his dark hand reach for me again. He leans in slowly.."Natalie, I can make the pain go away." I whisper, "where are we going?" He looks at me with a smile that sends shiver through my spine. But yet I sat waiting for the answer. He leans in and whispers,"Natalie,why dont u trust me?" I stare at him. I choke out... "who r u?", "I trust no one, anymore." He continues, "Natalie, would i lie to u?" I blurt out, "I dont know would u." He smiles again. speaking calmly, "Come with me." I get up slowly...(feeling the darkness surrounding me) I whisper, "why do u want me?" He laughs loudly, "you've always been mine, stop denying ur true self." I boast, "i deny , nothing." He grabs me close to him, hugging me into his chest. I gasp for air, try to break free, but i am no match. He leans into my earand whispers, "As ur lyfeles

Lol
You gotta love this! I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE THIS IS FUNNY REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE A KID AND YOUR PARENTS LINED YOU UP AGAINSTA DOOR FRAME TO MARK HOW TALL YOU WERE AND DATED THE MARK? WELL THIS CARTOON BRINGS A WHOLE NEW PERSPECTIVE TO THAT EXERCISE :-)LAUGHTER WILL KEEP YOU YOUNG AT HEART I think you're the father of one of my kids- FUNNY Body: A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken a back because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and he says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly, "No, I'm your son's teacher." A woman pregnant with tr

Burn
I am back, in Texas with Angel, and its perfect, I am so very happy,we are both in love, i could not have asked for more. she is wounderful, beutiful, sexy, and every thing in between. I LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only 2 days left till I return home to Texas, and in to the arms of my Angel!!!!!! Sorry I have not posted a blog in a couple of days, I have been in Kaneohe, on the other side of the island at a family beech house. Doing some boating spear fishing and other odds and ends, I am happy to say however I have been talking to my beautiful Angel everyday, several times a day and there are only 4 more days left, 4 more days until I am back in Texas, and with the most beautiful woman in the world. Only 4 more days until all of my most wonderful dreams come true, all because of her

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The Definition Of....
Jealousy typically refers to the thoughts, feelings, and behaviors that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival. This rival may have no knowledge that he or she is threatening the relationship. Polyamory (from poly=multiple + amor=love) is the desire, practice, or acceptance of having more than one loving, intimate relationship at a time with the full knowledge and consent of everyone involved. Polyamorous perspectives differ from monogamous perspectives, in that they respect a partner's wish to have second or further meaningful relationships and to accommodate these alongside their existing relationships. Open marriage typically refers to a marriage in which the partners agree that each may engage in extramarital sexual relationships, without this being regarded as infidelity. There are many different styles of open marriage, with the partners having varying levels of input on their spouse's activities. The origins of the term open marr

~writings~
((Yeah I felt like this.. once upon a time)) LOL Enjoy. :D ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Hi.. I'd like to make a withdrawal from my joint account please. Thank you. Um.. Can you tell me what the balance is now. $0.01 Thank you very much. *goes home* Picks up phone book... thumbs through it... Finds what I looking for... *picks up phone... * Yeah.. Hi.. I need to have some large packages delivered. Umm.. There's probably about 10. To a personal address please. 20 minutes.. That's fine. Thanks. *hangs up.* Begins throwing things into boxes... not caring if it's breakable or not.. Tapes them shut. Grabs a black marker and writes the address onto it... pushes it asides.. Grabs another. 20 minutes or so later.... *hears door bell ring* goes to door.. opens it.. Sees delivery guys*... Hi.. Come on in. They're right there in the hall. Umm.. There's no need for a return address. And I can make it C.O.D. right? That's great! Thanks bunches guys! *closes the door as the la

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The Day My Life Changed
a november 28 2008 my brother kevin and his wife had a baby girl , they named her anna marie november 30 2008 it was sunday ,just like any other day , the kids and i are just cleaning up as always , later on that morning we all went to my parents place to see how they were doing , stayed for a while then went back home . so we went about our day , little did i relize before the night was over my life would change , next thing you know it was supper time , i made supper gave the kids a bath and put them to bed , my daughter had asked me if she could go to a friends place i said okay but be back before 9 30 pm she said okay she will be back, we had planned to watch a movie later on that night , well i was shocked when she got home earlier then i said . so we put the movie on about half way threw the movie i heard a knock on the door christina had hollored come in but they just kept knocking , i looked at her and said go answer it , its most likely for

What You Should Know About Me
I am sitting here crying...and I am sure its mostly because I had a long night at work and I am exhausted...but I ventured into the mumms this morning, and there was one that touched my heart. It has been ten years since my grandmother passed away. A lot has changed through the years...but yet I sit here longing to have another hug and pep talk. My grama was my biggest fan :) She'd smack me silly if she knew I was crying. She had spunk...and all the generosity of spirit and friendship I have I owe to her. She showed me how to be selfless...to put others first, priorities in place..and how to make burnt lace curtains on a fried egg. Its good to remember her...and I am sure its fine it brings tears with it. I hope everyone has a great day..this lil spaztic chick is too tired to play. Night xoxox I am a flirt. It is a fun part of me. One of my most relaxing moods results in flirting with everyone. I posted a knotty poem today in response to a NON-MUMM that was posted. A decent poem

Fu-bombers
I will be leaving here in a few minutes to head to class and I won't be back home until later this afternoon... I will try to get on for a bit after I am done with my homework! Miss you all and hope to see you sooner rather then later:D Misty Well I was trying to get to everyone I saw on my bar tab helping me level up and thank you all personally but the stupid thing wiped everything out....I hate it when it does that! So to all of you who helped.....Thank you! You are the best:) Misty Yaya! I just got a shout from Short&Sweet....she is back! Well kinda:P She only has dialup right now so she's not able to much, and not very quickly! But go show her some love! She'll get it eventually:D shortandsweet*fu-bombers family*(recruiter)@ fubar Yaya! Misty

Ruthie
Music is the key to always bring people (FRIENDS)together.. I really believe that.. Doesn't matter what u listen to or like.. I think if u like music,everyone can have something in common with each other.. Different sounds for different people.. My fav all time singer is DAVID BOWIE,as most of u know..:) Saw him many many time in the 70's during my wild and crazy times.. And they were crazy.. But one grows up.. SUCKS.. LOL HE ALWAYS PUTS ME IN A GOOD MOOD,AND IS SO SO TALENTED.. WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mot

Poems
Forbidden by Todd Fulton Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Can that line be crossed What could we truly be And at what cost Do you see what I see I know there is more there Waiting to be found Can you feel how much I care I feel like I'm being drowned If you knew the amount of desire That I feel for you My burning fire That wants one to become two Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Feelings by Emma I can't describe my feelings for you, but there's more than 'just a few' without you in my life i don't know what i would do, maybe something that would make my whole body blue, although i am scared of dying, so there's no point in lying. The cuts all down my left arm symbolise, the pain and hurt i feel inside, when we kiss, it's like this, it's like a firework shooting through my body igniting every nerve on the way, it's a feeling i wish would never go awa

Watch The Night Sky
On the night of Feb. 20, the full moon will pass into Earth's shadow in an event that will be visible across all of the United States and Canada. ADVERTISEMENT The total lunar eclipse will be made even more striking by the presence of the nearby planet Saturn and the bright bluish star, Regulus. Eclipses in the distant past often terrified viewers who took them as evil omens. Certain lunar eclipses had an overwhelming effect on historic events. One of the most famous examples is the trick pulled by Christopher Columbus. Shipwrecked On Oct. 12, 1492, as every schoolchild has been taught, Columbus came ashore on an island northeast of Cuba. He later named it San Salvador (Holy Savior). Over the next ten years Columbus would make three more voyages to the "New World," which only bolstered his belief that he reached the Far East by sailing West. It was on his fourth and final voyage, while exploring the coast of Central America that Columbus found himself in dire straits. H

From The Grave
following is the url to the flagged photo as you requested. i appreciate your attention in this matter. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1074277&albumid=501736&i=297222549 thank you On 9/28/2007, support@fubar.com wrote: Send me the URL of the photo and I'll review. -------------------------------------------------- On 9/28/2007, sickkkiedoll@fubar.com wrote: =============================================== hi. i'm curious as to whether or not you actually revies images that are reported as NSFW? i have been so careful with my pictures and even moved other images that were tagged but tonight someone flagged a photo of a tattoo on my neck! come on it is not words -or offensive imagery if my religious symbology is offensive - then are christian crosses pentagrams, stars of david and other religious significators all open to being flagged and their wearers subject to the threat of accou

Jokes
Can u find the B(there are 2B's)? DON"T skip or your wish won't come true... RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Once youve found the B Find the 1 IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII1III IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Once you found the 1.............. Find the 6 99999999999999

Stuff
I was talking to one of my girlfriends this weekend while driving to St. Louis, cause you know it isn't that long of a drive but it can get a little boring, catching up on each other's lives and she called me a serial dater. She laughed when she said this and so did I at the time..after we got off the phone I was pondering what exactly this meant to be a serial dater..and was this something that I wanted to really be. True I do go out when I don't have my kids and it isn't uncommon for me to have more than one date on a single friday or saturday, sunday is reserved for rest hee hee, I don't have much free time and I do have to make the best of it. How else am I going to met people and see what all is out there, I don't go around having sex with these people so it's ok. I kinda strugged the thought off and went about my weekend. Driving home from work tonight I was hit with such an incredible feeling of..for a lack of a better word loneliness. As I thought about it I realized that

My Poetry
Another like her Who's that girl standing over there do you see her the beautiful one with the silky hair all I do is see her when i close my eyes when I'm alone in bed she runs thru my head she's so fine I wish she was mine and there will never be another like her another like her like her, like her the beautiful one with the silky hair I want to show her I care but i can't cuz he's there another like her another like her like her, like her but when will it happen when can I say she's mine god I pray everything will be fine I'm losing my mind another like her another like her like her, like her I'm afraid I'm afraid of losing you, the one I care about I know I shouldn't but there's always doubt. I pray you care and not for another I want you to be happy just you and I together Please prove to me that you do care even though I can't see if your heart is really there I don't want to tell you but I have t

Survey
THIS IS FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO MAKE UP FAKE PROFILES AND SPY ON ME FOR MY EX ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS GET A FUCKIN LIFE!!!!! MY CURRENT LIFE IN 83 QUESTIONS: 1. Did you just wake up? no 2. Whose car were you in last? mine 3. When is the next time you will kiss someone? prob a while 4. What is your msn messenger? i dont have one. 5. How long is your hair? medium 6. Last thing you drank? cofee 11. Where did you sleep last night? on the couch 13. Are you happy right now? yes 14. What did you say last? ok bye 15. Where is your phone? next to me 16. What was the last museum you went to? fuckin franklin institute 17. What color are your eyes? blue 19. How was your weekend? it was ok 21. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently? my ex 22. What are you listening to? like a boy ciara 23. Are you excited?well i guess 24. What is your favorite store/s? don't laugh walmart 25. What day is it today? wensday 26. What were you doing at midnight last night? waiting patiently 3

These are supposedly 35 questions that no one would EVER think to ask. 1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought? I look like crap 2. When's the next time you will have sex? today probly 3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"? suck 4. Favorite planet? Saturn 5. Who is the 4th person on your missed calls list? Jamie 6. What is your favorite ring on your phone? don't have one 7. What shirt are you wearing? pink nighty 8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago? takein a shower 9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? bare feet 10. Bright or Dark Rooms? dark 11. What do you think about the person who posted this survey? Amanda...she's me main bish! lmao 12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep in? the comfy one 13. What were you doing at exactly midnight last night? havein' a night cap 14. What was your last text message you received on your phone? no cell 15. How do you li

Well!!!!!!
As sure as I am standing here now Let no man get in my way Upon this very day Let no person rain on my day! For this is what I have to say! I let these people push me around And call me names For what I ask? Still no clear on that fact But this is how they must be treated In the same fashion that they act! Some people act like children for number of reasons and the most important one is that they parents haven't taught them right from wrong, they haven't been taught how to respect others! These same people went through school picking on kids that really wasn't quite a class A group! Bullies of the yard more than less! You take and take But yet you still seem so fucking fake! As you continue on I dream of the day you take a flying leap off a fucking cliff Or maybe drown in a fucking lake Because frankly I just don't fucking care!

Things I Like And Make Me Think!!
Love is a gift it comes from the heart but how will you feel when you and your love are apart? I feel like half of me is missing and I will never get it back unless I get you but that's the thing of the past I can pick up my life and start over again but half of me won't let that happen part of me still wants you part of it still makes me cry you will never know how much I care unless you give it a try You told me that you loved me why did you leave me to cry in the cold you swore this time was different why does that line seem so old You told me I was the only one who could make you feel that way you told me that you cared about me so why didnt you stay All the nights you laid with me alone in the dark in my bed now I finally realize you were just messing with my head Love is such a powerful word a word people often misuse something they take for granted something they beat and abuse My wounds run deep inside me there's blood all over

Alex Jones
30 million cars now record drivers' behavior The Christian Science Monitor | December 28, 2004 By Eric C. Evarts It was only a matter of time. For several years, electronic devices in cars have monitored acceleration and braking to save fuel and improve safety. Now, they're saving some of that data to give automakers and police a better idea of how you drive. So far most of the devices record the last five seconds of readings before a crash, for example, a little like flight-data recorders in airplanes. The information has proven extremely useful to auto designers and accident investigators. It's also being used to prosecute drivers. "The problem is most people don't realize these devices are in their vehicle," says Eric Skrum, spokesman for the National Motorists Association in Madison, Wis. "That information can be used against you, and there's no sort of regulation about who owns that information." Already, drivers have had data from their own cars used to convict

Wtf?!
Have you ever noticed that the only people who wear jogging suits are well over 200 pounds and obviously never jog…unless a buffet is in sight? How come whenever a movie killer chases you in the woods, you always take a quick glance behind you…you inevitably stumble and fall…and as you look up — there’s the psycho standing right in front of you? Guys like Jason and Michael Myers know you’re going to look back and fall — that’s why you never see them run after anyone. They just saunter after their victims, wait for them to take a spill, and then splat! The moral of the story: never look back What good is Wonder Woman’s invisible plane, when her body is visible when she flies inside it? The best feature of the plane is that anyone on the ground looking up will get an awesome view. Bonus question: How does she find the plane later on?

Wacky World Of Jay
DON'T U JUST HATE LIARZ!!! O0O I HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE FRIKIN LIEZ TO ME..SRRY I'M JUST REALLY PISSED AND NEEDED TO RANT!!! WOOT!! NOW THAT I'VE GOT THAT OUT I THINK I'MMA GO TO SLEEP...HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD DAY!! SMOOCHEZZ!!!!!! AWW I'M SAD!! I WAS HOPING TO SEE ALL U SEXSI FU'S IN HU$TLERS SO WHAT R U WAITING FOR...COME ON..U KNOW U WANT TO COME SEE US!!!! TODAY MARKS THE 19TH ANNIVERSARY OF MY MOM'S DEATH, I WANT TO SAY I MISS HER BUT I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO KNOW HER. SHE DIED WHEN I WAS 2, BUT I THINK OF HER EVERYDAY AND I CHERISH THE MEMORIES FROM THE STORIES I HAVE BEEN TOLD ABOUT HER. WELL JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE THIS WITH YA!! HOPE EVERYONE'S HAVIN A HAPPY FRIDAY!!! HIT ME UP IN HU$TLER'S U KNOW U WANNA!!

Hockey Chix Rants!
Hockey Chick (2/5/2008 9:35:37 PM): childish? no so much...i gave up, stepped away from this bs...and told u to take care...you set ur fubar to limit contact...i don't *shruggs* but i am the childish one??? hrrrmmm...not... kingrod01 (2/5/2008 9:35:57 PM): yes you are kingrod01 (2/5/2008 9:35:58 PM): btw Hockey Chick (2/5/2008 9:36:15 PM): i don't care what names u call me..*shruggs* kingrod01 (2/5/2008 9:36:19 PM): when you have at work on your online status... thats why you didn't get info from me... common sense there Hockey Chick (2/5/2008 9:36:23 PM): whatever makes u feel better kingrod01 (2/5/2008 9:36:59 PM): i see some serious mental issues here big time kingrod01 (2/5/2008 9:37:20 PM): your friends as well especially when then leave a message and block me afterwards... cowards i see Hockey Chick (2/5/2008 9:37:21 PM): wow...yeah for you kingrod01 (2/5/2008 9:37:25 PM): but i don't play games Hockey Chick (2/5/2008 9:37:30 PM): they were blocked first

My Best Friends On Fubar Show Them Some Love
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Misc...
From: Sol Lightman The following is the text of a pamphlet I wrote for an organization at UMASS Amherst. It is an attempt to point out some of the absurdities in the marijuana-is-bad-for-you-like-cigarettes bullshit, as well as take a few cheap (but well aimed) shots at the tobacco industry. It is written from a pro-marijuana-relegalization perspective, and if you want a copy, mail us a Self Addressed Stamped Envelope. (we're poor.) An address and some sources are at the end. So, you thought it was the tar that caused cancer... Think again. Cigarette companies will have you believing anything just as long as you continue to buy their products. The fact is, although insoluble tars are a contributing factor to the lung cancer danger present in today's cigarettes, the real danger is radioactivity. According to U.S. Surgeon General C. Everett Koop (on national television, 1990) radioactivity, not tar, accounts for at least 90% of all smoking related lung cancer.

For Your Viewing Pleasure!
THIS IS WHY I NEED ANOTHER MOTORCYCLE!I MISS THIS KIND OF STUFF!

Full Throttle Radio
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Txprincess74
Whew! I wasn't sure I was going to make it through this week! LOL! Other than the Karate class tomorrow, I will be sitting on my butt not doing a dang thing! : ) What is everyone else up to? Good afternoon everyone! Finally made it through hell day yesterday! Wasn't sure if I would there for a while! LOL! Note to self....be very very careful who you have children with!! LMAO! That man has got to be absolutely out of his mind right now...and his wife (who is usually the calm, rational one) is just as crazy as he is! Ugggh! Anyway, I will get things straightened out tomorrow and hopefully he'll chill out and then my stress level will be seriously reduced!! : ) So today Kade and I are working on the preliminary pieces of his science fair project! Not my favorite subject, but I've gotten used to it. He attends the math/science magnet school...so yeah, it's a little bit required! LOL! Lucky for me, he's an extremely smart kid! Have a great Sunday and enjoy the fo

Scqavenger Hunt
#4) inked skin #26) I cover your feet but I want the attention all to myself #40) a killer used that name but he didnt creat all 12 whats yours? ( This wasnt made for me, but the sign is right. all well) #35) didnt write down the clue, but the answer is korn #30) the repeat of #3 #8) 3 letters you must say while lookin at your toilet after you use it (wee) here is 6 more. brings me up to 10. still lazy, gotta make dinner. #4 inked skin #8) looking in your toilet (ICP HA) #15) I wonder if 2 letters were takin a bath... http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2550316 #7) shop, keg fridge #36) where we will lay for all eternity (yes this is a grave) #30) same as #3, but somebody elses here are 6 of the nine I fuced up #1) no color #2) pon and zi #3) stars and stripes #14) this date we wi

Erotic Stories..not By Me, But Good Just The Same......
The Lover asked: How would you like me to touch you? The Lover answered: I would like you to touch me as if you were going away tomorrow, far far away, and you wanted to remember the feel of my body, the texture of my skin, the hills and valleys that make up the landscape of who I am. I would like you to touch me as if you were blind, knowing that you love me, but unable to see me. Touch my face, my breasts, my belly, my toes... learn what I "look" like, imagine me in your mind as your hands explore my shape. I would like you to touch me as if your hands were healing hands, radiating love energy with every stroke. Feel the energy penetrating through skin, through flesh, entering into the cells of my body. I would like you to touch me as if you gained your nourishment through your hands. Feed on me, drink deeply, and draw from your touch the love that I hold for you. I would like you to touch me as if you were feeding me through your hands, as if by your touch I am

Into The Boiling Cauldron
I walk through this garden of eden, searching for the inhabited hethen. navigating the undigestible desire. that soon will be engulfed with fire. my vision gives way to the cinder. as the eaten apple, soon will render. The fall of the garden of greatness, as I slither with my great snakeness. I whisper into the woman's ear. Just what Adam needs to hear. A bite that leads to great understanding. Knowledge that leads to man's ending. I am the great dark prince.... come witness my great entrance..... J. Koblitz on Aug. 31st. at the french quarter! "Fall Of The Garden Of Eden" I don't know whats worse, the heat of the looming doom. Or the thick, blinding smoke that is filling the room. My own air filling her lungs, I suffocate my lover. I inhale hot smoke, as we cower in the corner. Our tears of fear, forming a pool around us. A false puddle of hope that will not save us.

Ya Need To Check It Out
Hello, Pretty Lady! THIS IS A TOAST ... TO US ... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US! You have been hit. You have been considered one of the 10 prettiest ladies on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 10 pretty ladies. If you get hit again you know you're really pretty. If you fail to forward this, you'll have ugliness for 10 years. So hit 10 pretty ladies on your friends list and let them know they are pretty. SEND THIS TO PRETTY LADIES , INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU!! If I Had You If I had you we'd run like gypsies in the wind If I had you we'd count the stars all one by one If I had you we's sail the seven seas as one We'd be lovers and we'd be friends if I had you We'd make love till they were gone oh, if I had you We'd never say it can't be done if I had you Cause you light a fire way down in my soul The flame keeps growin stronger there ain't no control And there's nothing,

Contests
Ok so I want to have a contest but I'd like some opinions on whether or not people think it would be cool, i'd do a MUMM but some of those people are out there just to be assholes so i'll just take the opinions of the people who care enough to read my blog. So here's the skinny- I have a mineral makeup business and I need a slogan for the winter/holidays so I thought i'd have a contest to see who could come up with something I can use, the winner wouldn't necessarily be the best slogan, it has to be something I can use and it has to apply to the product. The prize would be the usual fu gifts like VIP or 7-Day blast, OR they would also have the option to win the equivalent (about $20) in free makeup. So, thoughts? Questions? Let me know and thanks for your time! Yes indeed I decided to take the plunge and participate in a contest. As you've probably already figured out, I'd appreciate it if you'd help me out by comment bombing the hell out of my pic. If not, that works too I suppos

Poetry
Why did you lie? you bottled it all inside you said all we need is time now you've said goodbye my heart is torn apart it's lying on the floor you've broken my heart You've open the door I loved you so much I tried so hard but in the end Your heart was barred you left me with an empty heart now my world has fallen apart You say I love you you say you miss me You tell me each night you can't go on without me I want to belive you I want you to love me But I have been hurt once before A man came in and tore me apart Now, Im with you and I don't know where to start you say 'i love you' you say you care, but in the end, your not there You say you need me you tell me every night that we feel right what you don't know is that I've been hurt before My heart has caution in mind it wants to be sure before you get too close that you love me and your here to stay You say I don't love you the way you do me That I use you and I don't feel a thing but wha

Meanderings Of A Crazy Pagan
  I heard from my dad tonight,( he left a voice  msg, i didn't hear the phone ring :-P ) and found out the surgery went well and that my mom only had to have a Quadruple not Quintuple bypass and valves replaced. she is doing well will be in recovery until the 24th.  Please still keep her in your thoughts for a safe and good recovery..     Your Eyes They Say"the eyes are the windows to the soul" If this is the case,then your eyes are like a hot sharp blade cutting into my flesh,Heart and soul. it feels wonderful and is painful at the same time. So much so, I am lost in and with you for all time. JWR 7~19~09 here is a kool game site, if you like pirates ( and i KNOW some of you do! )

Touching Base
I was working the GreyHound last Saturday, and I noticed that people, in general, are better looking in Real Life then they are in there pictures. That means that some of you a drop dead gorgeous. Still working on my books. I split Wealth, Women, and War into four books. It is what I could afford on the editing. I have been promoted at work. I am a Field Supervisor now. Not a hell of allot more money, but the environment changes. I was visiting in a spin off group from LinkedIn, a professional networking group. I tolerated that. If you think FUBAR is insane, you should see the bullshit that passes for business these days. I will stay in Security, thank you much. So, I came back to see if I could find my friends. I see Scrapper is still Blogging about Mumms; more power to him. So what has happened to all the eye candy? SFW is too vanilla, this is supposed to be a social club. Hell, it use to be too much eye candy, not there is not enough.

Contest
I will repay the love............ thanks all~ > > > > > > > > Hi everyone, > > THIS IS MY 1ST OF POSSIBLY MANY TO COME, SO GET IN AND GET REWARDED WITH TONS OF PRIZES! > > It will start on Monday 14th of July at 9am EST time, and it will close on Monday 28th July at 9am EST. > > This is a comment bombing contest but rates do count as well towards your final total. It is for both men and women, and there is now entry fee, I just need your pic link in a message ;o) > > If you want to take part, then send your entry of a non-animated pic of yourself to me ASAP (just send me a private message with the link to the pic you wish to use then I will enter you). > > Please do not enter if you and your friends do not intend on comment bombing your entry - if you don't leave comments and rates then you have little chance of winning so you're just going to be wasting your time entering! > > You do not have to be on my friends list to take part, but it will help if you

Random Thoughts
So it has been forever since I have blogged. Not much has changed really, as always I am just working and going to school...getting out to have fun here and there. On the relationship front I have decided that is a waste of my time. I know I'm smart, not hard to look at and am a normal sweet down to earth kinda girl. Something will happen eventually. Going out with guys who want a perpetual booty call or some girl following them around like some attention starved puppy isnt me. I want a grown up relationship with space and closeness, room for both our lives and also us being as one. It's a nice balance, a give and take that I knwow is hard to find and settling just isnt in my nature. So I will go about my day and something may come along...it might not. But I refuse to let it bother me or be the center of my existence. "The search" lol How about just dancing friends and going out to have a great time.....Happy Halloween everybody =) So as most who know me well off of this site

My World
I never meant to hurt you the way I know I have. Your love means more to me than anything and I'll do whatever it takes to prove that to you. Since the day I met you and your love touched my heart I knew that my life would never be the same. Please forgive me for the pain I've caused. I'll make it up to you every chance I get. You have my heart and my love forever. If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them all, The reasons that I love you, For the list would be too tall. I love you for the melody, I hear within your voice. The way your blue eyes hold me, A captive, but by choice. I love you for your gentle hands, That melt away my pain. I love you for your loving heart, That made mine beat again. I love you for your loving smile, With which my old heart soars. These are some of the reasons, Every second beat is yours. Your love surrounds me like the air that I breathe. Your kiss touches me as gentle as a breeze. Your touch is as tender

Adult Jokes
A little boy got on the bus, sat next to a man reading a book, and noticed he had his collar on backwards. The little boy asked why he wore his collar backwards. The man, who was a priest, said "I am a Father." The little boy replied "My Dad doesn't wear his collar like that." The priest looked up from his book and answered "I am the Father of many." The boy said "My Dad has 4 boys, 4 girls and two grandchildren and he doesn't wear his collar that way" The priest, getting impatient, said "I am the Father of hundreds" and went back to reading his book. The little boy sat quietly thinking for a while, then leaned over and said, "Maybe you should use a condom and wear your pants backwards instead of your collar." One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't le

The Real Me
ALWAYS How will I know you What light will I see Is this my destiny That just has to be To wander each pathway Always alone Searching for someone That may never be known Fueled by my fantasies Haunted by dreams Taunted by visions Of love yet unseen Night after night Day after day Longing for you To take my loneliness away M.P. 3-22-07 Getin' sick, of the lies Hold up, You've caught me by surprise I'm tellin' you it's gonna be a scary ride Before Im through, so step aside I'm trying.. CHORUS: To find that man (oh) to find a man, a man who loves me for who I am oh a man who will treat me right and hold me tight A man to love me for who I am A man o love me no matter what I do no he'll never be through his love for me will be so strong, (yeah) whenever I find a man that loves me for who i am yeah a man that loves me for who i am You think you're and tough But baby you aint none of that stuff You know that I know And now Im tellin'

Poems
You are my Stars You are my Sun You are my everything My number one I am nothing Without your love From the ground below To the sky above You are my goddess I worship you here When i am with you I feel no fear When we're together I'm complete I need to touch you To feel your heat We share a soul, You and I We feel each other Across the sky I long to hold you Keep you safe Hold your hand And keep your faith I am your knight Forever more I will protect you 'Till deaths door. The boy he cried In his new home He had to move Beneath this dome His parents told him Not to weep He would be fine After sleep And so he went To his new room It was bare This place of doom A single bed Was in this place He wept again Tears on his face He hated this He had no friends No-one to play with His heart descends He hears a voice On this sad day From the hall: "wanna play?" A young girl, she stood In strange attire He didn't care A

Poems
~ The War ~ War of two worlds each the same yet, so conflicted Battle with no end Screaming out no one hears Shooting pain tears ripping through A new life wanting to unfold an emptiness not its own Tortured and confused blinded by the darkness Only guidance , only light taken and destroyed WAR of two worlds Tearing down the walls Insanity taking over Blood of the Innocent shed confusion, death, blank The war i face inside my worlds my mind Im choking, drowning, turning blue.. A sea of terror flowing through.. sinking fast no rope to grab darkness creeping in.. The shadowded figure outreaches his hand beconing me to his land, wanting what is his.. Gripping me tightly drawing me near no more fight left just my fears... Single tear left behind a footprint fading fast the flame went out and the end became clear.. Drowning i did for so long now the time has come goodbye to those i never knew goodbye to

Story Time
Consumed by darkness in a world of full of many options and opinions circling about, being confused not knowing what step is right or wrong. Confessions upon the darkness your pondering if a choice to fall forth to the light growing attachment to something not ment to happen or is it the choice to fall deeper into the darkness making the best choice of them all making life visible to your mind and heart After years fade by the darkness starts to blend your life as if it was all a dream world but is more of a spark of purity tying lost souls of imperfection to a matter of dull mindless insanity. Troting upon the lost souls if imperfection your own life appears in the eyes who were forgotten or not to be known to a world that glims without a trace of existing knowledge, meanless until now, so stop hiding about and take advantage of all that is known to you now or let ot go before the end of time consumes all Standing outside the graveyard wall I dared not to go in and walk around, b

Oh Man Ffs
Im bein auctioned off along with alot of other sexy ppl....come show us all some love and own me... i promise im a good slave.... href="http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1664569&i=203946277&albumid=1088839" target=_blank> why you are there show these ppl some love too.... href="http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1664569&i=2629285466&albumid=1088839" target=_blank> href="http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1664569&i=593434953&albumid=1088839" target=_blank> href="http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1664569&i=721507473&albumid=1088839" target=_blank> I am so done with all your lies.. You know the ones you claim you dont tell... And piss me off and i can list them all The more i think about it the more i know this is all bullshit...to even try to be friends with you..was never just friends but you will never be man enuff to admit that at all.You will keep going on lying about me to everyone and sad part is they will all believe your bullshit you tell them. I told you yesterday i sat there

Buried At Photocasket.com
This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary, For my sixtieth birthday this year, my daughter Gina (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY : Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She is something of a Greek goddess - with blond hair, dancing eyes and a dazzling white smile. Woo Hoo!! Belinda gave me

Important Things To Me
Love is in human beings to help transform their minds, hearts, and souls, for this is what we were truly made for. It is in us to love; it is a part of us. Every human being yearns and hungers to be loved. Our soul cherishes love. Love is captivating, empowering, all-knowing, faith-filled, inspiring. We hunger for love. We actually ache for it. It is an every minute need. We are born to breathe love, see love, swim in an ocean of love every waking moment of our entire lives. For eternity. This is God’s plan. Andrea Bush 4-18-04 HEART, MIND, and SOUL>>>>>>> I love you with all of my heart. For this is what I truly know. I love you with all of my mind. You are where my day starts. I love you with all of my soul, forever, surpassing all time. More shooting details released in court files Staff report Originally published 09:56 a.m., November 26, 2007 Updated 11:20 p.m., November 26, 2007 MOUNT VERNON, Ind. — A Wadesville, Ind., woman accused of fatall

Words On Paper
I stand here basking in the glow of a sunrise. The sand beneath my feet, the waves lightly crashing along the beach. A set of dolphins frolicking in the surf. The colors of the sky, reflections along the water, I stare in wonderment of the beauty that lays before me. Behind me someone approaches, soft tender foot steps, light crunch sounds on the sands of the beach. I feel as they approach, the anticipation in my soul it ever so builds. The gulls dance in the distance, having caught themselves a small bite from the oceans surface. The sun slowly begins to climb. The colors more vivid, purples, orange, reds. I am touched, it excites me, the hands of another slipping around me, her soft delicate touch, pulling at me so slightly, yet with determination. The sounds, the sights, the moment is but perfect. I find my self lost, my heart racing, as if the entire scene laid out before me is one out of a story book, a fantasy. I sigh softly to myself, excited, completed, pleasured. The

Various Blogs
Glitter from PimpMyArea.com You have a Sexual IQ of 122 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Venting
well i just got a cal from her wanting 2 know if i still want 2 be with her and i said i dont care. i pretty much called her a lien _ _ _ _ _ ! she says she can make it all up 2 me. god im such a fuckn dumb ass. the worst thin gis that my boyz have talk 2 her and r attached to her. how can i let a women who lied and used me b around my boyz? im so pissd rite now im cryn, yes i said it IM CRYN!!!!i could just scream but my boys would b so scared. sometime i think they would b bettr off wit out me. but there mom cant even take care of herself. so i got 2 reach down and grab my nuts and keep goin on wit life. if it wasnt for them id run away live in d mountains away from everyone and live off da land and if i died alone. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I GOT 2 JUST GIVE UP A

About Love
Pag Ako ay Nagmahal By:Me Ako ay nagmamahal... sa isang batang walang salawal kaya ako'y tinawag na garapal at palaging nasusupalpal. pero ang mahal kong ito ay tunay na gwapito medyo nga lang demonyito dahil lagi akong ginagago hay pag-ibig nga naman di maintindihan kapag ikaw ay nagkamali pupulutin ka sa kangkungan pero ok lang naman kung ika'y nasa kangkungan masarap rin naman pag hinalo sa sinigang pag ibig na dama ko'y ibang iba makalaglag panty, makalaglag palda... ngunit habang lumalaoon... panty ay naging pantalon... palda'y humaba di na laglag... pag-ibig nga ba'y tuluyang nabulag.. (parang ang labo???) mahal pa ba kita? kahit di na masaya... sa bawat oras at araw...... ikaw ang nakikita.. ikaw ang nadadama.. pag-ibig nga ba ito o ako lang ay nalilito.. pag ika'y kasama ko.. alam kong ikaw ay mahal ko.. pero sabi nga nila bilog ang mundo.. (hehe nawili) oo bilog nga ang mundo doon tayo nagk

Poems
Sweet Dreams Sweet Dreams Dreams filled with velvet shadow Moving pressing wings enfolding Unseen watcher stroking stoking Dancing moving, rhythm rising Closing brushing tantalising. Glances hot tracing caressing Lacy dampness passions pleasing Touching stirring throbbing moaning Heart is racing fires mounting Desires need is penetrating Breth quickening gasping panting Moistened fingers violating Twisting probing masturbating Cries release frustration releasing Squeezing tight electric shocking Muscles taught twitching contracting Breath releasing laying sighing Sun is rising warming revealing Flesh exposed dreams are fleeing. Smiles infectious thinking dreaming. Lighthouse I have a daughter some where, eighteen summers past, life's possibilities a vista, sunflower fields, impossible mountains, mercury seas under azure skies. I see a slim face, liquid cornflower eyes, raven iridescent locks framing alabaster skin, a smile warm, as en

Sts-120 Discovery
Astronauts Thrilled by 'Triumphant' Mission. Image Above: STS-120 Discovery Mission Commander Pam Malroy talks about the mission shortly after landing at NASA's Kennedy Space Center. Space shuttle Discovery carried the crew and a new module called Harmony to the International Space Station on a 15-day flight. Image credit: NASA Official Landing Times 7 Nov 2007 Main gear touchdown: 1:01:18 p.m. EST Nose gear touchdown: 1:01:32 p.m. EST Wheels stop: 1:02:13 p.m. EST The crew of space shuttle Discovery left its mark on the International Sp

Random
Now, that I have your attention...lol. 4,974 points to go. Be a doll and help me out. Please Thanks *kussen* Someone sent this to me, i thought it was worth reposting.. :) BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke? 2. Do you like the rain? 4. If so...would you play in it with me? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20.

Simply Me
I swim in a sea of confusion, it thrashes all around me, with each splash i feel more lost, waiting and wanting to be free, i start feeling weaker and weaker, with each stroke i take, im sinking deeper and deeper, how will i make it? what will it take? as i start to go under the confusion sets in, im lost in an unusual state, longing and waiting wondering what will be my fate? a hand reaches in, slowly pulling me out, suddenly it stops as get closer, it holds me tight, but doesn't pull me any further, it just keeps me there in confusion it holds me under Broken heart of gold life is hard life is tough you can give it your all but its still not enough time after time you think you got it right but then after a second look you know your in for a fight protect what you love keep ahold of what you believe no matter what happens dont let them leave care for those who are worth it pray for those who need it give compastion when its needed do all

Dear Reader
Fell asleep this morning around 5:40 - 6:00. Then woke up 2 hours later. I hate nightmares. I hate having them, and I hate that they exist... I hate it more that I've been having the same nightmare for about 3 and half years now. I'm sick of this feeling that I get when I wake up. I'm sick of the feeling that I get when I go somewhere new, and think to myself "hey...have I been here before?" Deja Vu... more like Hell Avenue to me... Is it possiable to dream up a place that you've never been to before... and when you get to that exact place, it looks just like it did in the dream? I think I need to talk to someone about this... I just dont know who I can turn to for advice. -JSkitzo™ The pain inside of me, Grows more everyday. The feeling of 'love'... Emotion's course... Is taking it's own way. I cant help this feeling that I have. I cant help but to feel... And I feel it, really bad. I'm sick of the stomach pains. Knowing there's a chance... We'll never be together...

Poem's
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must, So we turn to the 'puter, and t

My Poetry.
Come one! Come all! Take a seat and enjoy the end of the world! Sit back and relax as big men with guns murder your family. Grab a drink and throw a toast for the men with bombs. Gaze upon the burning sky with admiring awe. Are you offended yet? Are you disgusted by my words? You shouldn't be. It was you that created them. So let's party on, let's keep taking life for granted. A salute to the Asian whalers. A salute to the men creating war! Give a homeless man some drugs instead of money - save him some time. Prepare the noose for your suicidal friend - save him some time. Put some bullets in your child’s gun - save him some time. Believe in a greedy god - take sweet bribes from Satan. Let's gasp with surprise as two people fall in love. Let's laugh at them when their hearts break. We knew it would happen. We knew we'd want more. Are you offended now? I know you're somewhat disgusted. You should be. Look in the mirror, look at your lover, look at your neighbour. It's all your fault. Ju

Epicene Symmetries
On 9/10/06, Darryl Turnbull wrote: This song, Zanne HAS always been a favorite.....The music accompaniment is exceedly beautiful, but the lyrics have ALWAYS captured that romantic yet tragic side of me....l I, by sending the lyrics am only projecting myself from her view, however it should be reversed in one verse.... But in the depths of my soul I have always felt the tradgey of LOVE, without EVER experiencing it....Once I did, this song did not fit that experience....I feel comfortable enough to say the song has meaning for now, however not exactly what I had imaginged or fantasized over the years . ALL THE SAME; its intense! Beauty and the Beast - written by Stevie Nicks - appears on The Wild Heart (1983); Timespace (1991); The Enchanted Boxed Set (1998) - b-side to 12" single and CD single Whole Lotta Trouble (live version) (U.K. October 1989) Lyrics You're not a stranger to me And you are something to see You don't even know how to please You

What The Deuce?
..well...not really, but for the love of God! I have seen too many bulletins like this... "The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you!" I reposted one of these before, with my public answers to make a point, but seeing as these things just go round in circles I thought I'd blog my response so that my answers are officially set in stone for any moron that might consider asking me such stupid questions in the future! Grrr! 1. YOUR NAME: If you don't even know that, how dare you ask me question six? 2. AGE: Well I've finished going through puberty so I'm guessing I'm too old for you (and I'm not asian so we might as well stop the quiz here). 3. DICK/BOOB SIZE: I may be bisexual but I'm not a hermaphrodite. 4. FAVOURITE POSITION(S): That's not your business. 5. DO YOU THINK I'M HOT?: Who are you? 6. WOULD YOU HAVE SEX WITH ME?: I hate what the internet does to grown adults. I mean, in what

Doves And Ravens
this look familiar?? There's more to it now.... i wait ever so patiently for you to wake up i talk so sweetly but underneath im fed up how much more shall i sink myself in to hold the peices together for us and all that lies within if i do this alone we shall surely fail it drains the marrow from my bones and i cannot prevail it would make sense to get your shit together dont worry about what's NOT necassary i didnt promise forever one day you might stop and look at me and find yourself alone without me by your side you might find yourself alone if you want a better life so we no longer hide behind poverty that turns my heart to stone get your head together before i make up my mind and your find yourself alone trapped inside your mind yes my patience grows thin to the point that i can say that i cannot and will not do this anymore that its time to let go and stop giving in and living in a moulin rouge based fantasy in my current situation sorry to burst bubb

Politics
PHILADELPHIA (AP) - A small sign that asked customers to order in English at a famous cheesesteak shop was never meant to be offensive, the shop's owner testified Friday at a hearing to decide whether the policy was discriminatory. Joe Vento, the owner of Geno's Steaks, defended his policy before the Philadelphia Commission on Human Relations, which filed the discrimination complaint. "This country is a melting pot, but what makes it work is the English language," Vento told the commission. "I'm not stupid. I would never put a sign out to hurt my business." Vento posted two small signs in October 2005 at his shop in a diverse South Philadelphia neighborhood, telling customers, "This is America: When ordering please speak English.'" He said Friday that he posted the sign because of concerns over the debate on immigration reform and the increasing number of people from the area who could not order in English. But he said he also wanted to keep the line moving at his busy store.

A New Poem.
It's really something how there always seem to be someone that you loved and just can't seem to get mad at.I've been doing good at coping with my heartbreak up till last night before work when I viewed a email my ex online girlfriend sent.It had some new pics of her In It.No Ideal what happened to the poem that was supposed to be here.But Here It Is I've to rewrite It: Will I Ever Healed Will my heart ever healed?Emails sent to me with nothing but pictures In them of you In them only stirred up my emotions even more reminding me that I'm not even closed to be over you.For my heartbeats strongly for you,and yet you seen to be distance from me even more.A email sent from you to me goes unanswered as I replied back to you,a game you seem to be playing with me that I can't win.For you seem to the master at what you do,why I'm the fool without a clue.Without a hope at ever reaching fulfillment of being one with you heart and soul.I go on In life living,but yet dead In

Lmao
It was George the Mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route, he was greeted by the whole family who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a tidy gift envelope. At the second house, they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house, he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful blonde woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door, which she closed behind him, and took him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had enough, they went downstairs and she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied, she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As

Chiefgeo
Please feel free to rate and I would love it if you left any comments... good, bad or indifferent Cheers. Enjoy........ PLEASE FIND ENCLOSED ONE OF TTHE GREATEST IRISH TRADITIONAL BANDS OF ALL TIME FEATURING THE BRILLLIANT MR. BARNEY MCKENA SINGING ONE OF THE GRATEST IRISH LOVE SONGS OF ALL TIME. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT TO LET ME KNOW YOU LISTENED I GIVE YOU THE DUBLINERS, ENJOY.................... For those of you... who like me might have ever lost the love of your life to another for reasons unknow, heres a little number from a time gone by. Sometimes unconditional love might just not be just enough.

Auction ..wanna Own Me Peek Inside
Once again she has put herself up for auction and has declared this to be her last!!! So if you wanna chance to own this beauty one last time you better get there fast. Bidding has just started and will end on April the 7th.. These are her biggest offers to date and you don't wanna miss out on it!! So click the pic below jump and go before it's too late and you miss out on a rare beauty Also check out the host ...send her some love as well ¢¾cottonblossom¢¾

Magnum
(repost of original by 'Joyridin ---Dirty Bitch Crew' on '2008-01-03 18:43:14')

Karen
Absolutely adore each other Be best friends Compromise Discover new things together Encourage each other Forgive and forget Gaze into each others eyes Hold hands an hugs alot Inspire & intrregue each other Joke & laugh & have Kiss Kiss Kiss Love with all your Heart Marvel at each others talents Nurture each others souls Overcome problems together Play games,have fun Quite each others fears Rememeber the little things Say "I Love You" at least once a day Take time for tenderness Understand & care deeply Value everything you share Wish on a star together Xpress your true feelings Yearn for each others touch Zzzzzzzzz in each others arms IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will:*have sex* have someone fall in love with you* find money you've been missing* your luck will change for the better in all areas... love, happiness, job, money,BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles:"I'm a lesb

What I'm Thinking
I'd like to live like a poor man with lots of money - Pablo Picasso Don't look back. Something may be gaining on you. - Satchel Paige I'm against any deal I'm not in on. - Tip O'Neill In every real man a child is hidden that wants to play. - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche Show me a good loser and I'll show you a loser. - Jimmy Carter Bravery is the capacity to perform properly even when scared half to death. - Omar Bradley First, some words of wisdom: The politician is an acrobat. He keeps his balance by saying the opposite of what he does. Now for a dirty limerick: There was a young fellow named Dave Who kept a dead whore in a cave. He said, "I admit I'm a bit of a shit, But think of the money I save!" and last but not least a corny joke: The doctor was examining a young model who was having tremendous pain in her side. "My dear, you have acute appendicitis," the doctor said. The woman became quite angry and said "Don't try hitting on me doctor, I ju

Why Im Here !
HI THERE HEADIN TO WORK NOW. SO, PLZ CHECK OUT MY PROFILE AND RATE MY PICTURES AS WHEN I GET HOME I WILL RATE YOURS.....TY HEY FUBAR MEMBERS, IM DOING THIS BLOG TO LET EVERYONE ELSE KNOW THAT IM LEAVING FUBAR ONCE AND FOR ALL. I BEEN GOING THRU SOME HARD TIMES HERE, AND FEEL IN MY HEART THAT I NEED TO DO THIS. ALOT OF MY OTHER EMAIL ADDRESS MAY BE DELETED ALSO. LIKE YAHOO, HOTMAIL, AOL, AND MYSPACE. SOME OF YOU PEOPLE KNOW MY REASONS AND SOME OF YOU DONT KNOW IT. BUT, ITS TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON. I THANK ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO I MEET HERE OVER THE TIME I WAS HERE. AND I BLAME THE DUMBASS FOR PUTTIN ME IN THE SPOT FOR NOT MINDIN THERE OWN BUSSINESS. AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. SO, MY LAST DAY WILL BE JULY 26, 2008. I HOPE YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF YOURSELFS AND HAVE A BLESS TIME HERE. === 'OneSexyAssBiotch' wrote the following at '2008-07-02 11:35:47'.. > > > > > > > > rockstar instrumental ludacris kid rock r kelly > > > > > I am Makeing Morphs For Fu Bucks Shown Belo

Story Teller
KEEP A SMILE IN YOUR HEART,KEEP A KISS. KEEP IT THERE TOO,WHEN THINGS SEEM TO FALL APART,THOSE THINGS WILL PULL YOU THROUGH. WHEN SOMEONE ASKS WELL HOW ARE YOU,? OR SAYS THAT YOU LOOK GREAT SMILE, SAY THANKS ALOT.SHOW LOVE INSTEAD OF HATE. this is the second poem my girlfriend wrote for me!!! I can't deny sometimes when I see other guys around her, I get jealous. I know she is desirable, but she's mine. But I am proud of her, she does not show interest in them, she does not love them! L ong ago I had a dream I n it we were together L oving and living as a team Y esterdays gems sparkle forever I Love You My Lily!!!

Fubar Stuff
shay@ fubar Show her some fu-love please! I HATE COMMENT BOMBING. PERIOD! Rates are okay. I like mumms, and most mummers....I have no complaints so far. The most upfront in your face, non-backstabing fuckers on the site. At least I know where I stand with them all the time. They never ask anything of me. Thank fucking god.

Lyrics I Love
Never again will I be dishonored And never again will I be reminded Of living within the world of the jaded They kill inspiration It's my obligation To never again, allow this to happen Where do I begin? The choices are endless Denying the sin My art, my redemption I carry the torch of my fathers before me The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice To change myself, I'd rather die Though they will not understand I won't make the greatest sacrifice You can't predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive Change again, cannot be considered I rage again, dispelling my anger Where do I begin? The choices are endless My art, my redemption, my only salvation I carry the gift that I have been blessed with My soul is adrift in oceans of madness Repairing the rift that you have created I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now The thing

Happy New Year
THEY WALK AMONG US IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a "large" enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not." Four is larger than two.." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, "you gave me too much money." I said, "Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back." She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said "We're sorry but they could not do that kind of thing." The clerk then proc

Bite Me
It's unfortunate the history of pain and suffering that is carved into the sepulchre of Love. There seems to be more tales of heartache and sadness and suicide attached to the thought of Love then there is happiness and success. Perhaps we overlook the obvious, any tale we know of with a happy ending is usually straight from a childrens book, very few reports from life. So why do we keep on trying? Love seems to be like the lottery, we're prolly not gonna win, yet we play anyway, throwing away our money on hopes and dreams. I guess you can't win if you don't play, but the cost of playing Love's Lotto is more than a dollar. It costs more than anyone should have to pay. I know within myself I have paid more than my fair share of pain and failure and I'd like to say I'm done playing, but I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic of sorts. Maybe someday I'll win. It may just kill me, but maybe I'll win. Either way I'll be free of pain. As silent as snow fills the air As permanent as exi

Contest!!
> LOTS AND LOTS OF PRIZES TO BE WON! CONTEST WILL START SAT. MARCH 1ST @ NOON EASTERN TIME! There are many Sub contests that make up this whole contest.... 15,000 comments in 2 weeks (ends March 15th @ noon eastern) Gets you a ticker or 250,000fubux 25,000 comments in 3 weeks (ends March 22nd @ noon eastern) Gets you 300,000 FuBucks and a 1day Blast 35,000 comments in 4 weeks (ends March 29th @ noon eastern) Gets you 350,000 Fubucks and a 3day Blast 45,000 comments in 5 weeks (ends April 5th @ noon eastern) Gets 350,000 Fubucks and a 3day Blast and a Ticker And 100,000 comments in 9 weeks!(ends May 3rd @ noon eastern) ♥1 month Vip ♥7day Blast ♥1 ticker ♥500,000 FuBucks So heres what you need to do to enter Make sure you are a friend and a Fan leave me a blog comment that you are in and for which of these contest, along with a link to the photo you want used. RULES No drama Must be a friends and a fan in order

My Random Ramblings
t’s been awhile since I’ve been here and so much has happened. On September 30th I was blessed by the birth of my fourth child, a second daughter. She is wonderful! So beautiful but oh so cranky. LOL I worry about her though. I mean her mother and I do basically nothing but fight, we did it mostly through the pregnancy and continue to do it now. Not because it’s fun or anything but mostly over money, relationship insecurities and such. I was working for a western clothing retailer called RCC Western Stores for awhile before realizing just how badly I was getting raped by them. They had me working almost 40 hours a week for $6.50 an hour with no benefits or anything. They thought that because they gave their employees a discount of 10% above cost on all items that it was all good.... Well what about those of us that don't want any of that crap?? I mean, 10% above cost won't pay the doctor or dentist, fix my car or put food on the table. Needless to say, I switched jobs. I now work

~~~guys Rule~~~
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life between the legs of me wife!' That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, 'I won the prize for the best toast of the night.' She said, 'Aye, did ye now? And what was your toast?' John said, 'Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife.' 'Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!' Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, 'John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary.' She said, 'Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come.' Remember Lee Iacocca, the man who rescued Chrysler Corporation fr

Lillianna's Journey
This was taken from Lilli's CarePage Well I am now 5 lbs 2 oz. One of the NP told mommy I would come home when I was 5 to 7 days free of bradies that didn't need to be stimulated. But today Nurse Paula came back and so did Dr. Torres and they decided I can go home on friday!!!!!! Mommy was so excited. My ROP (eye thing) is unchanged. I will get another Cranial Scan before I go home and follow up with all my other Drs from home. I am going home on a monitor and mommy and daddy have training on that tomorrow morning. Now mommy said she has to go get my car seat and bassinet and some other things friday morning before they come and get me and my Grandma Norma is picking my brother and sisters up for mommy on friday and not telling them I am coming home so I can surprise them. I can't wait. Mommy said she is going to buy me the prettiest dress she can find for me to wear home and on Easter Sunday. She will she everyone pictures and updates frequently. She told me to behave so I can come

My Poems
Unselfishly, you left your fathers and your mothers, You left behind your sisters and your brothers. Leaving your beloved children and wives, You put on hold, your dreams your lives. On foreign soil, you found yourself planted, To fight for those whose freedom you granted. Without your sacrifice, their cause would be lost, But you carried onward, no matter the cost. Many horrors you had endured and seen, Many faces had haunted your dreams. You cheered as your enemies littered the ground, You cried as your brothers fell all around. When it was over, you all came back home, Some were left with memories to face all alone. Some found themselves in the company of friends, As their crosses cast shadows across the land. Those who survived were forever scarred, Emotionally, physically, permanently marred. Those who did not now sleep eternally, Neath the ground they had given their lives to keep free. With a hand upon my heart, I feel, The pride and respect; my reverence

Love & Life
Once I thought that love was something that would never happen to me and then when it did happen to me it happened fast and hit hard and it made me feel alive for the first time in a long time and now that this love has hit me so hard I'm being torn away from it little by little and losing all that I once held so dear to me in my heart that is now slowly dieing inside from ripped apart. I never wanted anything more than to be loved by somebody who wouldn't treat me like the dirt they walked on and when that one person did come along and show what LOVE is really about my life get's thrown out of wack again and now I'm losing all that I held so close and protected with all I had in me. I was once told that LOVE was not meant for me and I always held out hope that it was but alas now I'm faced with the fact that they might of been right and that LOVE wasn't ever really meant to happen to me at all but just tease me and make me think it was meant for me till it broke me down and br

Poems
~ Alone Tonight ~ Lying on my bed, I look into the skies, Reaching my hand up to your hand, And stare into your eyes. Your sweet face fades away, My arms are still left empty Alone on my bed I lay, Only memories with me I lie alone again tonight In no one I confide, Because of things my hands are tied. I sleep alone again tonight, Thoughts of you fill my mind. Who knew love was dreary? I thought love was lovely. I guess when you’re not near me, Love handles me roughly. At 2 o’clock I wake up from dreaming, Alone still on my bed I get up and start thinking, I don’t want you out of my head, Images of you and I Just sitting together Dance in my head like the night sky I want you for mine forever I lie alone again tonight, Without your body by my side I think alone again tonight In no one I confide. ~ Baby ~ I love your stubby fingers And your crooked little toes I love your chubby cheeks And your little button nose I love your big brown eyes

Songs For My Baby
Come Home Soon Lyrics Artist(Band):Shedaisy I put away the groceries And I take my daily bread I dream of your arms around me As I tuck the kids in bed I don't know what you're doin' And I don't know where you are But I look up at that great big sky And I hope you're wishin' on that same bright star I wonder, I pray [Chorus:] And I sleep alone I cry alone And it's so hard livin' here on my own So please, come home soon (Come home soon) I know that we're together Even though we're far apart And I'll wear our lucky penny 'round my neck Pressed to my heart I wonder, I pray [Repeat Chorus] [Bridge:] I still imagine your touch It's beautiful missing something that much But sometimes love needs a fighting chance So I'll wait my turn until it's our turn to dance I wonder, I pray [Second Chorus:] I sleep alone I cry alone Without you this house is not a home So please, come home soon [Third Chorus:] I walk alone I try alone I'll wai

The Best Is Yet To Come
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support. What's Your Celtic Horoscope? On this single bed listen to whats said. And on this double or full lets break every damn rule. Laying down on his king or my queen brings heaven-like realities know what I mean. If its soft you give a drilling touch the harder the better Indian or Dutch. Mexican is the fastest by fact to me still nothing is better than front to back. In late night love making all is had firm feelings thats good not bad. Touch me fine and fair all is right so I'll inhale some air. Then I'll fall to my kn

My Life
On the morning of August 21, 2007, I had a big change in my life. Something was taken away from me. That something was the ability to walk. Broken knee cap and an aray of other complications to both legs left me in a wheelchair. This injury not only postponed my career but effected some major things in my life. I had some HUGE changes in my life in the new year. Those changes caused some depression and slowed my healing progress because I decided to put my physical health on the back burner and concentrate more on the mental side of me. Getting past these issues is something that will take a long time so I started, once again, to focus on my physical fitness. Today is May 7, 2008. It has been 8 months and 17 days since my injury. Today I have been cleared of my medical restrictions. I am fully fit. My career is no longer on hold. It's a day to celebrate. Many of you have supported me in my recovery, both physically and mentally. Two of you especially have been there

Other Things!!!
Do you have a great Salute for Valentines Day? Show it to me!! I am hosting a “Best Valentines Day Salute” Contest and giving away Blasts, VIP’s, Tickers, and FuBucks!!! The contest will begin on 2/2 at 11PM EST (8:00 PM FUBAR TIME) and will end on 2/13 at 11PM EST (8:00 PM FUBAR TIME) (. Prizes will be given on Valentines Day!!! Rules of the contest!!! - First and foremost - No bashing or downrating other contestants in the contest! It will NOT be tolerated!!! - No cheating will be tolerated as well - All pics must be SFW -Please add fan and rate the host, as this will be a “Friends Only” Folder -Rates count for 5 points and comments count for 1 point -Self Bombing is allowed and encouraged -Bombing Families are welcome! NOW THAT THE RULES ARE OUT OF THE WAY, LETS GET TO THE GOOD STUFF!!! 1ST PLACE - Your Choice of: 7 day Blast, 1 mth VIP, 4 pack of Tickers, or 50,000 FuBucks 2ND PLACE - 3 day blast or 25,000 FuBucks 3RD PLACE - 10,000 F

Last Day
We are going for 1 Year VIPs 75K Each All Help appreciated Click either pic and bomb away Thanks HAPPY HOUR AND AUTO 11S TOMORROW 12 noon PM FUBAR TIME 3 PM EST HELP ME GET TO GODFATHER THANKS Almost done; 4,500 comments left for Auto 11 bling ALL HELP APPRECIATED AND PAID BACK THANKS

Things About Me!
1. I am a very caring and loving person 2. I love my friends and family, they are all very important to me! 3. I adore children, I have 3 beautiful grown step childeren... 4. I would,rather be dancing, and having a great time with friends, than just about anything! 5. I love to go fishing and camping! 6. I love the person whom I am becoming! And am so glad to be finally casting the old off and becoming a new better person! 7. I am a natural witch and am going to take the steps to learn more about that part of who I am... 8. I love my little dog, but am scared of big dog's!LOL! Once gave a $1000.00 dog away for it would not stop jumping up on me and was just 5 months old. 9. I am a recovering abused person and it is a wwork in progress, but no one shall ever abuse me again! I desirve much better! 10. I believe in love, romance and having a healthy sexual relationship! Myspace graphics Myspace graphics Myspace graphics Myspace graphics Myspace graphic

My Friends Lub Me!
> I CAN'T HAVE JUST ONE CRUSH! It's not fair! So... I officially declare all of the following my FU CRUSHES! They are 2 good to me and the greatest of friends! SO, go FAN, ADD and RATE, RATE, RATE them all and I will come show ya lots of luvvin' back! Argonutz@ fubar ~~~ *Pink0828*~*~Owned By Tendercop & jeff_dahl2000&Bleuskyhere $$$~*~Owner of RavinJuggalo~*@ fubar ~~~ Guidomedic ~Love is Friendship Caught on Fire by the Flames of Passion~@ fubar ~~~ ♣~~♥~~★Ðå §wêê† Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§★~~♥~~♣~~W.¥.K.Ð~~@ fubar ~~~ DJ KIDD ROCK~LOVED & OWNED BY DJ DEVILISH DESIRE@ fubar ~~~ Synful Sinsations~Mrs.USAdaddy in R/L!~FuWifey to SexiSam! FuBomberPride

Poetry/writing
Please don't laugh ^^; i'm attemtping my first fanfiction, and, well, it's still rough, and i KNOW i use pronouns too much, but, i'm proud of it so far, and i wanted to post it ^^ It belongs to ME. don't STEAL it. if you STEAL it, i will kill you. Jessica belongs to me... i mean, she IS me, so... and Erik belongs to gaston Leroux. L'opera Populaire belongs to Andrew Lloyd Webber. The following years had been kind to him. The gossip of the times washed away any mention of the incident, and his life was his own once again. He had a quaint little victorian home a few miles away from the ruins of the operahouse, in a quiet little suburb of Paris. He spent his days tending to his roses, writing new scores, painting, and reading. it was a peaceful existance, yes. But it was dull. He longed for the costumes, the music, the applause of the opera. He missed the dancing, the rehearsals, his salary... Thankfully he had stored away half of his salary whenever he recieved it, which is what a

Day To Day Life
Okay im getting into doing cool stuff with pictures... if you would like me to make you one... let me know and i will... i just would rather have permission before ripping pics.... thanks, Emily, aka Emmy, Aka Living Dead Girl~ okay here is the deal.. I love my cousin to death and she lost her mother in January, and she just turned 17. And i found a way that i might be able to do something VERY nice for her if i can get enough feedback on it. There is going to be a new show and its pretty much gonna be to where she could meet her FAVORITE celeb, and i really wanna do that for her... so if you could stop by and vote on both of these for me it would be so much help. http://www.realitywanted.com/member/id/90868 and thank you

Immaculate Confessions
now i can see who's willing to go through the trouble of filling one of these lame surveys out for me :) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come ov

Celebrities In The News
"Ola Brunkert, a former drummer for 1970s Swedish pop group ABBA, was found dead from an apparent accident in his home in Mallorca, Spanish authorities said Monday. He was 61. A shattere TV bounty hunter Duane “Dog” Chapman is preparing a return to the airwaves. The Chapman family confirmed Thursday that filming is set to resume on the A&E show “Dog the Bounty Hunter.” The show features Chapman and crew in pursuit of bail jumpers in Hawaii and other states. It was the highest rated show on A&E before the network pulled it off the air in November. Chapman was heard in a taped phone conversation using a racial slur in reference to his son’s black girlfriend. Chapman has apologized and tried to make amends with the network and the black community. Network officials says that since the show is about second chances, they decided to accept his apology and resume production. No air date has been announced. Thanks, Brett, for all the fun memories. However, I reserve the right t

Rantings And Such
i wasn't gonna write a new blog - I haven't really had a mind to do so in awhile - but recent events have inspired me once more. THANKS TO THE HATERS!!! - you keep my blog section going strong. I am so sick of all the thin-skinned whiney ass emo bitches on the internet - you guys are out of control - Do the things that I say really break your little hearts? awwwww... they do??? that's so cute - *urp.... People on fubar are the worst offenders of double standard..... oooo I am lounge staff/owner...ect... i deserve special priviledges.... i will call you out openly in lounge for offenses i commit openly and then cry about it when you point it out.... have you called the WAAAAAAAA-mbulance yet? Keep your dialing finger ready.... I was informed recently that I degrade people openly - like I am some kind of secretly mean person - I almost peed my pants - - lol - i had to go back and read my about me section of my profile - because I was pretty certian that I state openly that I am outsp

Mental Stimuli Is Here!
Life is like a marathon. We run and run, not knowing where (or how far) the finish line lies. We focus so intensely on prolonging the race but sometimes--despite our best efforts--the race is cut short. Too often we don't relish the path of and enjoy the details instead of just pounding the pavement of life. What personal boundaries can you expand to help you enjoy your life? Today meditate on the simple joys: a warm bath, reading a book to a sleepy toddler, or spending quality time with your family and friends. All of life contains bumps in the road such as losing your job or an unforeseen illness. But it is up to us to determine the quality of our lives. Remember, we don't always determine the distance, but we can determine the path. Angelic Boss aka Dr. Feel..;) First Name: Age: Whats your nationality/heritage: Place of residence: Birth Place: How many kids?: Age of kids: Job Title: What do you do for fun?: Do you dri

Contests
Please help me...I need 15,000 comments in the next three weeks to win a VIP...I need all my fubar friends to pitch in...I will always help you when you need it...Copy and paste the link and bomb me with comments...Wuvies ya'll! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1058591&albumid=905771&i=1956268361&idx=2 I am currently in a contest and would appreciate all the help I can get. I often help alot of people on here, and I'm just asking for a little in return. Please click the link below and leave as many comments as possible, and don't forget to rate. Leave me a message, when you have, and I'll be sure to return the love for you! Thank you in advance. Follow the link above and bomb MsRain like mad!

Help
Im in an auction.... wanna own me?? Start bidding!! Hosting my FIRST contest!! I need 10 people to enter this contest, it will start after I have 10 people in it. Prizes are as follows: 1st place 1 MILLION Fu-bucks- first person to 50,000 comments. 2nd place 500,000K Fu-bucks-second person with at least 30,000 comments 3rd place 250K Fu-bucks- third person with at least 15,000 comments Once this contest starts you will have 5 weeks to get to the number of comments needed, if you don't get the number of comments needed to prizes will be awarded. To join send me a private message with a link to the photo you want to use. Only one rule, NO DRAMA!! ~Hillary~~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS FAMILY BOMB SQUAD~ and a "Real Deal Babe"(Fu-Owned by@ fubar I am holding an auction. I need 15 people to join it!! All I need is a link to the picture you want me to use and 25K fu-bucks to join... you will get that back most likely because the

Myth And Lore Of Trees
The Elder tree (Sambucus nigra) is one of the sacred trees of Wicca and Witchcraft and represents the thirteenth month on the Celtic Tree Calendar. The thirteenth month was composed of just three days, the last two days of October being the end of the old Celtic year, leading into the 1st of November and the start of the New Year. Today it is celebrated as the pagan festival of ‘Samhain’, more commonly known as ‘Halloween’. The word Elder is derived from an old Anglo-Saxon word ‘aeld’ meaning fire, an association given to the Elder because of its use. The soft pith of an Elder branch pushes out easily and the tubes formed were used as pipes for blowing up fires, later Elder bellows were made for same effect. From this followed the folk names Pipe-Tree, Bore-tree or Bour-tree, the latter still being used Scotland is traceable to the Anglo-Saxon form Burtre. Other early names include Eldrun or Ellhorn, and then later in the fourteenth century it became known as Hyldor or Hyllantr

Fubuck Giveaway!!
OK SO HERE IT IS.....THE CONTEST YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR IS NOW ABOUT TO BEGIN!! HERE'S HOW IT WORKS...THE PERSON WITH THE MOST COMMENTS AT THE END WINS A 7 DAY BLAST!! RATES WILL COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS!! THERE IS STILL TIME TO GET IN ON THIS SO IF YA WANT TO ENTER JUST SUBMIT TO ME A PIC OF YOUR KNEES!! THAT'S RIGHT IT'S A SEXIEST KNEES ON FUBAR CONTEST!! THE CONTEST WILL START THRUSDAY MAY 15@7pm EST. AND END MAY 21@7 PM EST.!! SO YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO ENTER IF YOU WISH!! HERE ARE THE RULES AND THE CONTESTANTS!! RULES: NO DRAMA!! HAVE FUN!! THOSE ARE THE ONLY RULES!! WE'RE ALL ADULTS SO I'M THINKIN THAT'S ALL THAT NEEDS TO BE SAID! HERE ARE YOUR CONTESTANTS: JENALICIOUS AJ LACEY LINDZ MIKEY REAPER SANI SAYRAH STEFFI SWEETIEPIE

Real Talk Here!
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat

Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of ThePlain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio"To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 44 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:"1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.5. Pay off your credit cards every month.6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their

Life Is Good
The Truth About Santa Claus ============================ I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous" cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus?" She snorted.. . "Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor Has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad! Now, put On your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked.

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Tag ...
Hey Everyone . First of all i just want to Thank all my Friends and Family For all the love you have shown to me .. I have had a death in the family and I will be leaving for Minnesota on Thursday night or early Friday Morning . And will not return home until late Sunday night or early Monday morning I will Miss all of you . I wish the best weekend ever for all of you . All my best Darlee . I sit here today wondering about life . Why it has to be so complicated .Why things never seem to go the way you want them to . I found out today that my son in law had a close call with a I.E.D damn this war . I support our troops to no end . But i hate this damn war . I know that sounds like a oxy moron but i have the highest regards for our troops. My son in law means the world to me . He is the father of my 3 beautiful grand daughters. And the husband of my beautiful daughter . God i pray please bring our troops home .The sooner the better .I know i do a lot of rambling in my thoughts some

Poems
My darkest hour in the night Looking in smudgy tears with fright A deep bleeding gash at the wrist To this there is no twist Walking all alone in some foggy rain Nothing from this sight to gain Only to trip, to slip and fall Hearing people shout "this is your last call!" A smooth cold shiny silver blade It comes and knocks down the door to invade I shout and scream for it to leave But it always wins and ends up under my sleeve The water smooth and clear as crystal But this sight is unofficial No one knows what really goes on Behind the woods of this seemingly sweet pond THIS IS MY FINAL HOUR... I was cold and hurting lost out in the night wandering and searching for heaven's light I saw the night sky clearing when you spread your wings But little did I know what joy you would bring From that first moment our friendship did start you kissed away my tears and sheltered my heart I bless the day God sent him from above

Reposted From Myspace Blogs.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 Patriotism Current mood: thoughtful Category: Life Patriotism. What does that word really mean? My personal opinion is that it refers to the feelings one has when certain prompts are given to them about their country/flag/elected officials, etc. Other things enter my thoughts when I posed this question to myself. Such as, can a person be patriotic and an Atheist? Everywhere you look our country's symbolism is rife with the word GOD. Our money has it, our Pledge of Allegiance(sp), so if you don't believe in the Christian God, can you be a patriot? I believe so, 100%. I am Atheist and I still say the Pledge as I learned it. I definitely use money all the time. And I consider myself a patriot. I am respectful to the flag, I get choked up when I sing the National Anthem, I outright cry when I see images of the Vietnam Memorial Wall, and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because my father is a Vietnam vet and the stories I've heard from oth