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Poems And Storys Of Real Life
Deep, fulfilling, meaningful, love, passion, beauty are all the lies that his body tells me as he lies between my legs doing what he does oh so well. His eyes look deep inside my soul and he sees the curiosity sparking within me. That’s when he digs deeper, strokes slower, kisses deeply, fill me with him, speaks to me with his body, and loves me passionately. I look into his eyes and see all the little white lies, shit; the big black ones too. My heart breaks, my mind races, but my body opens up and lets him in. I cry silently wanting to know how is it that this man between my legs has me so DICK-matized. I ask myself, “Do you love him? Yes, I do.” I close my eyes and picture the man that I used to love, how he used to make love to me, how he used to kiss me, how he used to touch me, how he used to be and my blood is flowing through my body making me feel hot. I open eyes only to have my vision taken from me by the evolution of the man that used to be. He’s grown into something I don’t

General Waffle
All help is greatly appreciated in the comp of the year, two of fu's largest bombing families are head to head the comments are flying thick and fast. ATM we have up approx 241,000 comments however still trail by about 20k. please dont forget to rate the pic as rates also count :D hit the pic below and come help ifpossible. Also go see missshady and tell her you have helped so she can thank you personally. :D Many thanks Dazzy Over past few days I conducted a short experiment to see what its like to be a woman in here. And I must say I never went the whole hog, Im still a guy the operation was cancelled last minute :P However, with the help of three gorgeous girls who were REALLY great sports and allowed me to use their default pics, I managed to have an insight into what its like. It amazed me first off, that almost ALL of the guys who visited never even looked at my profile, which stated quite clearly I was a guy. Well in fact, only one noticed and lef

White Boy
Why, Why, Why: *Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? *Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? *Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? *Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? *Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? *Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? *Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? *Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? *Whose idea was it to p ut an "S" in the word "Lisp"? *If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? *Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? *Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? *Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

Life
Recently, I had a very unfortunate thing happen. A woman with whom I was VERY close decided to end our friendship and to say the least, I am very sad that this happened. Now before I go much further, let me explain the relationship I had with this woman. We would email each other many, many times a day typically from about 8 AM until late at night. I traveled frequently and her emails saved me from many a boring night. I would share my very soul with her and I knew that I had nothing to fear. She shared her sorrow with me when her Mother died and her frustrations with friends & neighbors and even the dating scene. Though we lived in different States, we would meet periodically for lunch. All in all, I can say that I loved her but, unfortunately, she did not reciprocate. The long & short of it is that I wasn’t her type. Oh and did I mention that she is drop dead gorgeous? Blonde, slightly taller than me, VERY statuesque and her smile never failed to make my heart skip a beat.

Poems
Uniquely you Uniquely me both as different as different can be I wonder what you see when you gaze that way at me You smile slowly and i am filled with fear what exactly is going on here? lines crossed boundries broken Yet, not one word has been spoken Just that one look makes me wonder what spell you have put me under Your smile was my undoing on that first night. When you asked me out, it felt so right. Filled with excitement and apprehension, My body, mind, and spirit were coiled tight with tension. You gave me a rose and I thought, "wow can this be real?" "No way could this guy be the real deal!" Next to my suprise, you said its up to me. The choice was mine, which movie would i like to see. The restaurant you chose, was first class. I felt so bad for the waitress, who dropped that wine glass. The food was excellant; the conversation was a delight. You have no idea how pleased I was with our date tonight. The date ended and the party started Into an un

My Poems
My Special Friend You know you are in trouble, when he looks at you and says: "How are you this evening, my angel, my friend. Come sit with me please, and we shall see, what would happen between both you and me." I go and sit down by his side, and look into those two beautiful eyes. I've always wondered how it would feel, to be loved so much by a wonderful friend. Search and Rescue Search and Rescue is standing by, to help you find the ones you love. They put their lives out on a line, to bring who's lost back home alive. But sometimes it doesn't work out that way: They try their best and take big risks, to bring these people back home to rest. You keep saying what have you done to me, but neither of us can figure out what. Your on my mind all through the day, and even at night, you invade my dreams. True love has hit us so very bad, that being apart is driving us mad.

The Fight For Happiness
Here it is getting close to christmas.I sit here thinking should i give a damn or not.No body tells me merry christmas or Shows me any careing durring this time.So why should i even put a smile on my face? Besides......no one celebrates christmas the way it should be any more.It's all about the gifts and shit. This is the worst time for me anyway.Christmas depression topped off with up comming birthday blues. why do delicate creatures always ignore the mean dogs of war? They know that the dog is mean and hateful.The dog is spiteful and un-caring.Best to leave him alone. The creature has done him wrong and broke his heart.Left him full of hate.Yet, it ignores the signs and stands at the gates of the devils den and speaks as if nothings wrong. Suddenly a growl and a glare arises and the feelings of hate fill the cave. no fear and no tears..... The creature just standing wondering why? Well seems the bozz man went back to the shrinks.THey got me on some new pills that m

Politically Incorrect Blogs
My views are simple; I am not one who wishes to embrace diversity. I am the type of person who does not wish to share my schools with those people who do not wish to learn, I don’t feel that my education must be stunted in order to allow a person of color into my class a fair chance at an education. I believe that if you or your people were not involved in the blood shed to keep our Nation free then you, have no rights to either be here or to vote here. I believe that America was founded upon the backs of the Aryan man and laws which forbid us to defend our communities should be looked upon as treasonous laws and should be stricken from all records. I believe that with the advent of television our people that being white people have lost their ability to see through the lies we are being told. I believe that there are no Native people’s to this great land called North America and to say that Indians were here before Europeans is a lie due to archeological digs which have turned up

Wedding
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Just Rambling
Ok well it isnt broken but they all keep telling me i would be better off if it was. I did tear all 3 ligaments that hold the outside of the ankle in position and possibly the tendon as well.......I cant do anything but wait though for all the swelling to leave. As it is my leg, calf, and foot (the injured one) cramps when i stand up.........go figure. Thanks to my friends who care. xoxo Adele Matchbox 20 Lyrics Now this one is not mine, and im sure almost all of you have seen it here or there. but it was given to me by a really amazing friend, whom i had not talked to in some time. I needed to be reminded of this. I have been struggling with alot of things in life, and its seems i forget the things that do matter. My daughters, My family, and the words here couldnt be more true. Thanks for the reminder Mark!!! When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fiftee

Cyber Space
Please do not worry now, All will be fine Give me your hand Across the miles I will hold you And the fear will go away. I place my hand in yours Knowing my trust In you is always strong As we travel my fear subsides Knowing your touch is never far away Only you make my heart sing the tune Wonder that is created in heaven above The friendship gift was given to us Blessings, happiness And joy for two lonely hearts My belief is sung As with you by my side The loneliness becomes Companions to friendship For two who’s hearts were lonely Now become one with words The joy is yet but far away Your touch is but a feeling Thousands of miles between But the thoughts and feelings Become one with us Your beautiful tune has been received With an applause and the heart beat Happy smiles and twinkle in an eye For the greatest of friendship I have not dreamt about In my entire life Well our dreams are shared Life has given us a pleasure to share With each da

My Stuff
Hello all Well I could go on for hours even days with stories of what guys have put me through but I won't bore you with all of that hoopla I will just tell you what it has done to me With the lies it has built a steal wall and with the cheating it has bruised my heart and with the emotional games it has broke my heart in a million pieces that lay scattered behind a wall that is gunna be hard to tear down I know it all seems so trivial but really it has taken a toll on me I have only been in love truly twice in my life and I am afraid I may never find that true love ever again Out of all the pain that I have felt I have learned one thing keep your guard up and let No One convince you that everything is perfect because no matter how good things may seem at the moment there are always rough spots in a relationship After thirteen yrs of marriage I made a decision to end it because I was tired of being the one to give 110% and only getting back 60% it made me feel

Another Monday
Im not a perfect giirl. My haiir dosen't always stay iin place, and I spiill thiings a lot. I'm pretty clumsy and sometiimes I have a broken heart. My friiends and I sometiimes fiight and maybe somedays nothiing goes riight. But when I think about iit and take a step back I remember how amaziing liife truely iis and that maybe, just maybe I liike being UnpErfEct!!! If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite

Ly
have become Comfortably Numb Trickling down my forehead a drop of sweat moistens my lips falling from my nose the smell makes me sick wishing i was dust and i coudl fall to the ground forgetting whats above beneath and all around trying to catch my last breath before im joined by my neighbor death holding on to whatever else is real in my own skin im left to squirm and sqeal take it away as soon as you can take it away ill be your biggest fan Damn you, you devilish soul you try and try to take me whole i wont let you i wont id rather be a wimp and cry so dont even think twice before you come close just walk away and my lyrics wont become more verbose ive had it with your ignorance they say that a little bit is bliss arrogance is just the same except from you they are both lame stubborn as a door nail they say I reply, "no". stubborn as a stale corpse lying six feet beneath our feet constant pain ailing your body all crys for help are answered by nobody. what

Mines Personal
IT'S MY TIME TO BE SET FREE My eyes are open but I see no light My heart beats but only in spite It's my choice I can act freely now Today I will give the last bow Left completely alone, empty, and hollow Unclear of whats next to follow I reach out but theres nothing there to grab my hand I try and kick but no one wins against this quick sand They scratched the walls and feels like they almost got stuck Welcome to my world that would of just been my luck I hear my phone ring and the sound just burns my ears I hate that hair raising noise It brings me to tears What the fuck does everyone want from me Why won't they just chill and let me be It's getting so hard to breathe the air is so thin I can feel it now its beginning to make my head spin I can't think I don't know what to do I hate myself for ever trusting in you There is so much commotion up in my head I think now would be a good time to wish myself dead What's the reason for me to stay I'm not worth shit o

This And That
i am so facken tired of ppl walking on me that its not funny... i have ppl here and irl that walk on me for this and that... i get asked to do this or that and then when i need help poof noone is around at all... so f**k it... im done... i guess if ya need something done .. do it yourself... that way ya can figure out how ppl who have been doing it for you have had to do it for you and for everyone else that wont do their own shit!... so have fun ppl.. im not a f**ken door mat anymore for anyone i let so many people down lately that i feel like i should just stop and never get out of bed to try and make things right i let people i love down cause of this and that.. i let people down just by being around i let people down by not leaving i let people down by being on this planet. i feel at times everyone would be better off if they had never meet me... that peoples lives would be better if i happen to never be seen again.. that people would not even remem

The Unknown
After some thought Master decided that, He would surprise me with my own office in a room connected to the upstairs library. He would set it up so that I could have a space that was all mines, with a laptop powerful enough to work on and still be able to write stories and keep in contact with friends and family. Master walked away form the window and took a seat at His desk where He started placing phone calls to purchase the laptop, along with the programs that I would need to continue to create web designs for clients. He had already set up and office for me adjacent to His, where I could work along side of Him and monitor the office down town. After placing the His phone calls Master leaned back in His chair and smiled. He knew in His heart that this gift would mean the world to me since it was from Him. Jade and I continued to walk the gardens and she told me the story of the estate and how old it was. As we walked the gardens, Jade noticed that the lights within the hous

Ramblings Of An Insane Clown
hey hey hey all there is a contest about boobs. we all love boobs dont we. ok here is the deal. first add this person http://fubar.com/cannibal once you are her friend you can vote on the best boobs. rules are in the photo album. my vote goes to 1040R NOW GO AND VOTE So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 5 different kinds of toothpaste and choose every day another. 2. I have been having the same weird nightmare for 5 years now. I have it at least 3 times a week 3. When im nervous i bite my nails. 4. When people making spelling errors I have to correct it. 5. I can put on a suit with tie with my eyes closed. 6. I remember

11/15/07 Joke
Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90 percent. Wedding cake! A guy steps into an elevator and there's just one attractive woman in it. He turns around to push the button for his floor and his elbow bumps right into her breast. He says, "Oh, I'm so sorry. If your heart is as soft as your breast, I hope you'll be able to forgive me." She looks at him a few seconds and says, "That's all right. If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 204." Down in Florida, two widows were talking and one asked the other, "Do you ever get to feeling horny?" "Yes," her friend replied. "What do you do about it?" "I usually suck on a Lifesaver." After a moment of stunned silence her friend asked, "Well, what beach do you go to?"

Naughty Jokes
A young couple was married, and celebrated their first night together, doing what newlyweds do, time and time again, all night long. Morning comes and the groom goes into the bathroom but finds no towel when he emerges from the shower. He asks the bride to please bring one from the bedroom. When she gets to the bathroom door, she sees his naked body in full light for the first time. Her eyes went up and down and at about midway, they stopped and stared, and she asked shyly, "What's that?" pointing to a small part of his anatomy. He, also being shy, thought for a minute and then said, ‘Well, that's what we had so much fun with last night." And she, in amazement, asked, "Is that all we have left!?" The value of a Catholic education and a #2 pencil....You don't even have to be Catholic to appreciate this one. Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic School . Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping.

My Blog
Doesn't mean I want to fuck you or IM you! OMG how rude can you guys get?! Have you ever been auctioned, and if so, what did you get? Today I was weighed at the doctor and I weigh 97 lbs. So my weight is in control :) All I need to do is get myself toned. Get More at COMMENTYOU.com I hope one day we can be married :X

Taboo
Boy do I have a story to tell. For those of you who do not have EXTREMELY open minds, including my mother LMAO, this is probably not a blog entry that you want to read. Because I know you will read it anyways, just know that nothing you could say or do will change who I am. I state this because a friend recently informed me that I am advertising myself sexually on my myspace and Yahoo 360 pages. A lot of my blogs, including this one, have to do with relationships. A few of them, including this one, deal with my sensuality/sexuality. Unfortunate only to those who will not be able to handle this, it is not something that has just begun or will ever change. It is who I always have been and always will be. Please accept this! It started a couple years ago in a relationship that was very adventurous. Every week, every day, was spent trying to find a new way to make our sex life adventuresome. We investigated everything! It was an open relationship where we were free to accept or reject a

Little Things That Are Important!
On January 19th 2007 I had a double pulmonary embolism. If you don't know what that is a Pulmonary embolism is an obstruction of a blood vessel in the lungs, usually due to a blood clot, which blocks a coronary artery. Pulmonary embolism is a fairly common condition that can be fatal. According to the American Heart Association, an estimated 600,000 Americans develop pulmonary embolism annually; 60,000 die from it. As many as 25,000 Americans are hospitalized each year for pulmonary embolism, which is a relatively common complication in hospitalized patients. Even without warning symptoms, pulmonary embolism can cause sudden death. Treatment is not always successful. I barely survived. I passed two clots into my lungs. I don't tell most people this because it's a personal thing and few friends know all the details. I spent 11 days in the hospital, 4 in ICU. I spent almost a year on blood thinners trying to dissolve these massive clots in my lungs. I am lucky to be alive today. I'm w

Disturbed - Song Meanings - Most Info By David Draiman
12/07/07 : ROLLING STONE INTERVIEW Draiman recently told RollingStone.com that the upcoming album's projected title track is "an anthem for soldiers" - specifically American soldiers fighting overseas. "It's meant to be something that would make them feel invincible, take away their fear, make them strong," Draiman said. "And that's what this whole body of work on this record does. It's music to help you feel strong." Spotlighting the band's darker side, there's "Deceiver", inspired by one of Draiman's "really bad relationships," and the Edgar Allan Poe-esque tale "Inside The Fire". "That's a real racy song," Draiman admitted to RollingStone.com, "It's about me standing over the body of my girlfriend, who just killed herself, and the Devil is standing over me, whispering in my ear to kill myself." Oct 26 2007 3:15 PM EDT Disturbed Turn Bad Luck Into Inspiration For Indestructible LP Breakups, fires and accidents have inspired the new album, which might feature a Faith No More c

My Beliefs..after Leaving The Kingdm
Lobelia ( Lobelia inflata ), also called Indian tobacco, has a long history of use as an herbal remedy for respiratory conditions such as asthma, bronchitis, pneumonia, and cough. Native Americans historically have smoked lobelia as a treatment for asthma. In the 19th century, American physicians prescribed lobelia to induce vomiting in order remove toxins from the body. Because of this, it earned the name "puke weed." Today, lobelia is considered effective in helping clear mucus from the respiratory tract, including the throat, lungs, and bronchial tubes. Although few studies have thoroughly evaluated the safety and effectiveness of lobelia, some herbalists today incorporate lobelia into a comprehensive treatment plan for asthma. An active ingredient in the lobelia plant, lobeline, is similar to nicotine in its effect on the body. Like nicotine, it stimulates nerves in the central nervous system. For this reason, lobeline was once used as a nicotine substitute in many anti-smoking

Just Some Things That I Like
Dear wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn't even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you're cheating on me oryou don't love me anymore; whatever! the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from wha

Peace In Spiritual Death
wooooo! reveal yourself and bring forth your weight in gold and alcohol! :-D You've got a lot going on the inside, but you're not really feeling the need to share. It's nothing too serious, most likely and right now it just needs time to settle down and start making sense. Ain't that the fuckin truth... so today my almost 3 year-old tells me that he doesnt like me and instead wants to go back over daddy's house. we do one week on one week off for custody and i am just so blah. this is like, icing on the cake to my week with my coworker crap goin on

Ramble On...
this world is cracked broken and blue I see everyday the pain within you I cannot express this feeling inside it tears at my heart I could almost cry still sitting..wondering why There is nothing wrong with this world I say that can't be helped with what is right, roll up your sleeves its going to be a hell of a fight One day I know you will see within the things you you think where sin its all for reason, ryhme or scheme yes its possible, not just a dream you will see ... one day soon me standing infront of you with arms streched out its a crazy life ...thats no doubt two can be three with minds set free, its in my heart I hold the key another day has come and gone I've been walked on again yet I'm still strong I move forward refuse to sit still turn the other cheek that of witch most would kill I hear a voice in my mind it gives me strength even a sign It says that you can do it these crosses are yours in the day of days I will recieve my

.beautiful.venom.
playpen auction December 28th ~ 8:00 Pm est ~rules~ SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY... ALOT OF TIME AND EFFORT WENT INTO THIS. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!!!! 1. NO DRAMA, VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED 2. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 3. REAL CASH OVER RIDES VIRTUAL CASH AND PRIZES...(WE HAVE A BREAK DOWN OF WHAT WE FEEL IS FAIR) CASH VALUE IN FU BUCKS STICKY = 125,000 1 TICKER = 125,000 4 Tickers = 500,000 1 DAY BLAST = 200,000 3 DAY BLAST = 300,000 7 DAY BLAST = 750,000 30 DAY BLAST = 1,250,000 1 Month Vip = 300,000 3 Month Vip = 900,000 6 Months Vip = 1,800,000 1 Year Vip = 3,6000,000 HAPPY HOUR = 2,500,000 4. THE BIDDER MUST GIVE 1/2 OF ANY FU BUCKS TO THE AUCTIONEER WHO AUCTIONED THEM OFF AND THE OTHER HALF TO THE PERSON YOU WON BEFORE RECEIVING YOUR PRIZE. 5. THE PERSON WHO YOU WIN HAS 1 WEEK TO FULL FILL OBLIGATION TO BE DECIDED ON BY BOTH PARTIES. (THIS IS BECAUSE SOMETIME YOU CANT TALK AT THAT TIME OR NEED TO GET CAMERA FOR PICS AND ALSO YO

About Me
I have been in bed for the last two days. I am still down and out but there is only so much of laying around I can stand. So the overwhelming urge to play on my new computer for awhile has won, and here I am, on my new computer, already contemplating going back to bed till I feel better. I have been spoiled, because while I have been sick, my hub and mom inlaw have been taking care of the kids and house, but in the morning, I have to get up because hub will be leaving for work at 6:30 a.m. my stomach is queasy, my body aches, head, shoulders, neck, back. I just feel completely icky from head to toe. I doubt anyone has noticed that I have been gone, but yep, I have and just incase anyone wondered, I thought I would come leave a note. Gonna try to stop by and show my true friends a little love before I go back to bed. xoxoxoxoxox everyone. love yas Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yours

Poems And Lyrics
we all live...in one circle...we all trust..in one circle...break out...look out...feed off one anothers plate...be one...one scene loyalty We're still alone but that's OK, We got our friends and family! Jails institutions and death by my count there's just one left! The triple crown of tragedy my birthright and destiny, Our destiny is at the end of a rop! The bottom of a glass or a bag of dope, Nowhere to turn when you're shit out of luck! Still alone and I'm still fucked... fuck you! Slave to addiction for years and years hid from my life, Hid from my fears, fucking broke, alone locked down... My life is better when you're not around! Watch me struggle as my life fades and try to learn from my mistakes, So those who turned their back on me won't get to share in my victory! Still alive wishing I was dead Too many years fucked in the head! Still alive wishing I was dead When will this misery end? One more time, just enough to ease my mind. Everything's fine, when i

Original Drama
Men are clueless..... The 10 different kind of men on fubar some good some bad...not meant to offend anyone.. just meant to make ya LOL. 1. Every single time I talk to someone for a while, and I actually do give them my Yahoo name, as soon as i come online they wanna go on cam w/ me. I never accept cam ivitations and the few I did they were playing with themselves on camera... I got a question for you guys...: Everytime you see a pretty girl walking down the street do you go up to her pull down your pants and start jerking off in front of her? I'm hoping the answer is no, If it's innappropriate on the street it's still fucking inappropriate on the internet. If I don't ask to see your cock *which i wont* that means I don't FUCKING want to. 2. It takes alot of time to get to know someone, Sometimes you attracted to certain people right off the bat and even though it's internet, You just groove wit eachother and you know it would be something good. Sometimes, you have to get

Deviant Artists: Punky's Picks
I realize its been awhile since I've added new picks from deviant art, but things were kinda crazy in my life but now I'm back. Hunters Of The Night by *MistRaven on deviantART DRUSILA333 Atlantis by *Iribel on deviantART To see more of her work, click any of the links below the image.

History Of Wicca /paganism
Try though we might, it is not easy to escape the influence of Christmas in this country. It is easy to become jaded and cynical about it, wondering why it is not the magical time we all experienced as children, wondering how it ever got so commercial. For modern pagans who may still observe the holiday because their families do, it is a confusing time of year; how to celebrate this as a seasonal festival when so many of our associations with this holiday have to do with gifts, food and merrymaking? Even for those who celebrate this day as the birth of Christ, it must be difficult to stay focused on that significance, with the tinsel and shopping and office parties and the newest toys for kids clouding their vision. I for one find that cynicism abounds at this time of year, and that many adults dread the "holidays" because of family issues and stresses that seem to become more pronounced. The emphasis on having a picture-perfect "Martha Stewart" style celebration is a set-up for dis

Question Me This????????????
If you are, then here is my deal. Stop by my friends bling giveaway page and help him out. Leave atleast 100 comments on him and I will bling you and give you 10 of my 11's durring Happy Hour! Bling will give you 2000 points and 10 11's will give 570 points. But, I only have 100 11's, so just remember I can do 10 people in one day. All assistance given to him as described above will be shown luv back. Just let me know what you did, it will be verified, then I will show luv to you! AUSSIE'S HOSTING HIS FIRST AUCTION!!!!THE HOT ENTRIES!!!! "DARK KITTY" (repost of original by '☠☭ÐJ∞ÃÜ§ŠÍÊ∞ÄGÈ☭☠ØwÑËℜ oƒ Ettamogah Pub /F-L-B-S' on '2008-06-07 07:05:57') HOSTED BY: ~Twaune Presents Happy Hour Spring Break Contest* March 16-22~ Fu-Owned By Skitz *

My Rants
Well Here is all I am gonna say to everyone.Living here has opened up my eyes to alot of things lately here in idaho.Now i know i have some really true friends out there so don't get me wrong on that but i also know theres alot of fakes.Now before you go getting pissed off at me I'm not calling you all fakes.Here's the deal you wanna be a real friend,Well here's how you do it ,For starters If you have anything to say behind my back or talk trash on me then just go ahead and do it to my face.I'm tired of hearing things from one person then turn around hear a totally different story from the next person.If your gonna tell a story get it straight the first time.I am also tired of people withholding things from me like it aint none of my buisness yet it is about me or does concern me.My name shouldnt come out of anyones mouth unless you want to be a man or woman and tell me as well what it is your talking about.Anyways like I said not all of my friends are like this.I mean if your a friend

Silly Stuff
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephants foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatu

The Inner Thoughts 0f Little O
Written Wednesday, January 07, 2009 It's sad when you meet some people that honestly don't know their worth. People so great and amazing to be around that you are constantly smiling and just enjoying the "now." The people that you miss the second they are gone because without them you just don't feel whole. These people are most genuine not just in relationships but in the friendships and mutual bonds they form between others. A friendship with this type of person is above all, sacred. Though they extend their heart to few, you are among the ones they trust. This is important. I will treasure you forever. *you know who you are* ©LittleO™ Dedicated and written Monday, January 5, 2009 Knowing he's taken transcends anticipation. The lust is morphed into boiling guilt. To stay away would be wise but to come near would be sweet. A tug-of-war between heart and mind; consequences only realized when they've been brought to light. Whirlwind of emotions. Growing cold yet steaming hot.

About Me
Just wanted to pass along the the sad news. I lost my best buddy today, Garfield has gone off to the big millet spray in the sky. He passed away this morning from a respiratory infection that came on suddenly. My theory is that God had a shortage of fine feathered friends, and needed Garfy more than I did. He picked a perfect day for flying into Heaven. I can feel him perched in the tallest tree, chattering & whistling and munching on his favorite - spray millet & boiled eggs! Some of you have met Garfy, many of you have listened to my stories about him. He has been in my life for 28 years and 2 months. My son Justin named him when he was but a boy of 8. It is the end of an era - as one of my friends has suggested. The first picture below was published in the Tennesseean, Nashville's daily newspaper, in 2002, in their first "Pet's Corner" weekly feature. True to form, I never miss a chance to talk about my little buddy! Of course, he is reflected in his beloved mirror con

Daily Blogs
Good Morning all!!!! You are all so awesome we have been increasing our leveling as a family each day which is awesome....I so LOVE YOU ALL and can never pay you for what you all do.....Please remember when you get someone leveled to leave a comment on here so the rest of the family knows..... Clipdog ~ CLUB F.A.R ~ Sisters 4 Life@ fubar RECONDOC _DSC_ fubar hubby to JADA & real life fiancee' for real yo@ fubar )~~(Vincue2)~~(DSC,D&DC,-N- Club F.A.R. )~~(r/l hubby of Munchkin)~~@ fubar ♣Τwïšτεd §ïšτä♣ ♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠@ fubar Treyso ~ Club Far ~@ fubar ~♥ InSaTiAbLY URS♥ ~CĹنΒ FãR~@ fubar DGAZ/Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar frktrkman@ fubar GARY - Owner Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction - Owned by NoCtUrNaL MiStReSs@ fubar Okay here is the blog all LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED THIS WEEKEND PLEASE DJ Blksheep68( Wild Chaos ENFORCER)(CLUB F.A.R)"Fu-Engaged" to Awesomelilbunny(Wi

Everyday Things
Wiccan Rede Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine

Funny
If Santa Answered His Mail Honestly..... Deer Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. I'v ben a gud boy all yeer. Yer Friend, Billy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawncare. How about I send you a book so you can learn to read and spell? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell. Santa ******************* ********************************** Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa **************************************************** Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. D

Lyrics
You're such an inspiration for the ways That I'll never ever choose to be Oh so many ways for me to show you How the savior has abandoned you F*ck your God Your Lord and your Christ He did this Took all you had and Left you this way Still you pray, you never stray Never taste of the fruit You never thought to question why It's not like you killed someone It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side Praise the one who left you Broken down and paralyzed He did it all for you He did it all for you Oh so many many ways for me to show you How your dogma has abandoned you Pray to your Christ, to your god Never taste of the fruit Never stray, never break Never---choke on a lie Even though he's the one who did this to you You never thought to question why Not like you killed someone It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side Talk to Jesus Christ As if he knows the reasons why He did it all for you Did it all for you He did it all for y

Lilac Fields
As I rock myself back and forth..tears falling from my eyes...I see flashes of a little girl, so small ..pale with big green eyes. She looks so scared, confused, alone, ashamed...my heart goes out to her, I feel her pain. I fall to my knees and tell her it will all be ok..she looks at me blankly a tear she wipes away...her lip quivers not knowing who to trust...I hold my hand out and say "come to me little one, I will never hurt you like you have been hurt before ..I will love you and nourish you and never let you go. Our eyes meet...her little hand touches mine, My body jolts...as our bodies entwine in a soft embrace it's then I knew....that little girl needed a mommy...a mommy she never knew....as I opened my eyes...hugging my knees...I knew I had to be the mommy... The mommy of me. Touch A touch can say so many things. It can be a voice with no sound it can be filled with heated passion it can leave you breathless it can make you quiver A touch can heighten your senses t

Blog
11:37pm Nola Fat: what are you wearing tonight 11:37pm To Nola Fat: clothes 11:38pm Nola Fat: I want to see whats' under those clothes 11:39pm To Nola Fat: more clothes 11:39pm Nola Fat: that has to be sexy 11:41pm To Nola Fat: does this line of convo work for you?? 11:41pm Nola Fat: maybe what about you 11:42pm To Nola Fat: not really, i dont know you 11:43pm Nola Fat: so what, we are never going to see each other anyway,so let me see that pussy and tits 11:44pm To Nola Fat: you kiss your mom w/ that mouth?? Nola Fat: nope not at all, she gave me up at birth 11:45pm To Nola Fat: is that why you refer to woman as bitches??

Song Lyrics That Inspire Me!
Come check out the hottest new club on fubar!!! Just click the pic!! Seether Fake It Who's to know if your soul will fade at all The one you sold to fool the world You lost your self-esteem along the way Yeah Good god your comin up with reasons Good god your dragging it out Good god its the changing of the seasons I feel so raped SO FOLLOW ME DOWN And just fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like a ? Woah your such a fuckin hipocrite And you should know that the lies wont hide your falls No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way Yeah Good god your comin up with reasons Good god your dragging it out Good god its the changing of the seasons I feel so raped SO FOLLOW ME DOWN And just fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like a ? Woah your such a fuckin hipocrite Whoah Who

Pimpouts
Here is one of the closest and dearest people I know. D’hark Julez is true blue guys and gals and a jewel of a best friend. I am proud and blessed to know and call her family. Go and show her some gothic love.I also wanted to pimpout her wonderful work and second home as well as mine, The Dhark Domain. You can SB or private message one of us for the details. $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Here is the tag that Sarge made for me that is linked to his page. Go and rate and comment my tag and then show Sarge some wicked love. You'll be glad you did. My Bad Girl Tag Now check out my pimpout for Sarge and show him some wicked love. If you want a real great down to earth guy that is always there for you and always says hi then add/fan/rate this guy. I promise that you will not regret it at all. And to all you Sarge's Bad Girls out there, this guy really loves us. Please go and add/fan/rate him for me and say angeleyes sent you. Bad Girl Love everyone. MUAHHHZZZZZZ!!!!! BigArn77@

Stupid People
SPOTSYLVANIA, Va. -- A Spotsylvania man's family turned him in to police after he admitted to "fooling around" with the family dog, according to the Spotsylvania County Sheriff's Office. Robert John Ward, 66, was arrested Monday for alleged bestiality. Deputies began investigating Ward after a family member called authorities with the allegation. Ward admitted to a deputy that he had touched the dog inappropriately and that he'd had the dog perform sexual acts on him, according to the sheriff's office. A vet examined the dog and found that her anal glands were swollen, the sheriff's office said. The accusing relative said the dog had been acting strange for several weeks. Ward's being held without bond at the Rappahannock Regional Jail. *********** Dumbass THETFORD, Vt. -- A Vershire man has been accused of digging up his father's remains and bringing them home with him because he missed his late father. Dominik A. Bailey Jr., 43, has been charged with felony removal o

My Life...
Just letting you all now that with my hubby coming home I really won't be on at all. We have a lot of time to make up for. I'm sure you all understand that. Thank God this deployment is finally over! I think it's really sad that people want to bash Michael Jackson. The man is dead show some respect! He was never convicted of any crime. I believe he was just very misunderstood. And ok a lot of things may have seemed weird to us. But unless you've walked in that man's shoes it isn't your place to judge him. He is an icon and a musical legend. He was a superstar and that is why he was attacked the way he was. I'm glad he's at peace now. RIP MICHAEL FARRAH ED I just want to wish everyone that I couldn't leave a comment for a.... MyHotComments I hope you all enjoy the holiday with your family and friends. And please remember all those who are serving overseas right now and can't be with their families. My husband is one of them. I hope no one takes for granted the opportunities t

Poetry And Lyrics That Move Me...you Must Read....
Promise me one more thing: If tomorrow you wake up feeling unoriginal or frail-hearted or faithless or tired of this world... PLEASE remember............ No, it's not the end. IT'S MERLY THE BEGINNING, Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance... (HEAVEN (n.) : (1) a place somehow high above the clouds, yet dee inside your soul; (2) a place of complete peace, of total and utter happiness; (3) a place that is greater than the sum of everything you will ever be or could ever imagine to be; (4) a place we all want to get to. but just not yet...) NO, NOT YET. Ask Eve. Evolve. Take a chance, take a ticket, take a fast train to the coast. No guts, no glory. (CHANCE (n.) : a coin with two sides that one tosses into the air as many times as one wants. The odds remain the same.) It's risky breathing, let alone needing, trusting, reaching out. Life is the leap of faith, the bold declaration of HOPE.

Poems/ Thoughts
Lessons by Alone So many lessons Of love to learn Love has boundaries Points of no return Sometimes passion Can completely consume The simple touch of your hand Or the smell or your perfume Romance, two hearts Coming together as one You feel it instantly inside Like the warmth of the sun Emotions easily mistaken Is it love or is it lust Just look to your heart The one thing you can trust Lessons of love Points of no return It's raging inside of you Let the fire burn. I Never Saw Your hand was always there to hold, Your smile was always mine, Your words were never silent, But I never saw the sign. Your heart had opened up the door, And let me peek inside, Your eyes had gazed upon my face I never saw you hide. Your patience and your sentiment, Were buried, but in view, You offered out your friendship I never saw the truth. You hid beyond a veil of hope, Shadowed, masked inside The words upon your gentle lips I never saw your pr

The Lighter Side Of Things
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? ~(because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? ~(they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? ~(they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? ~(because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapour lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? ~(so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? ~(you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? ~(don't know.....it never happened) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? ~(because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) ___________________________________________ Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? A: A rumour Dear Lord,

Polyamory
So, why? What do you get out of this? Besides shagging a bunch of people, I mean. For starters, being polyamorous dosen't mean you're shagging a bunch of people. It may mean that you only have one other partner. But that's beside the point. The answer to this question actually addresses who we are as human beings. Why do people get involved in interpersonal relationships at all? Why become romantically attached to anyone? The answer, of course, will vary from person to person, but at the end of the day we're all social animals. People are happier when they're romantically involved with someone than when they're not. Intimacy adds to the quality of your life Fine. But why is'nt one person enough? What would you say if you had a child, and you decided you wanted a second child, and your first child said "But why am I not enough" The question itself dosen't really make sense, once you understand that it isn't about what's "enough" Let's start with th

I'm In An Auction!!
Wanna own your own Shadow Leveler? Just clic on the pic and bid! Make sure to add/fan and rate the Auctioneer! Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Juggalette Angel~&~Sweetfox2007~@ fubar Linkin ParkLeave Out All The RestMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Poetry Palace
A Long------- Distance Inspiration.... You mail butterflies to my stomach by eye-contact express... you lift my head with the scent of you.. the tone of your vocals send me into cloud 257 your skin tone is like dove candy bars... your my king size can of red bull... i think i might have took it to deep.... inhaled you into myself but a greddy lover was i ,you gave what you could spare and it still wasnt eonugh... to put us where we would wanna be in another lifetime.. finding the place where we would meet.. the time we spend contemplating each other could only reallly cause headaches...... Written originally by me... DO NOT GET TRAPPED BY WHAT EVERYONE ELSES BRAIN IS STUCK ON, DONT GET CRUSHED LIKE NUMBERS THEY CRUNCH, BE MOST TRUE TO GOD, THEN YOUR SELVES..HATERS TAKE PLEASURE IN RACKING YOUR BRAIN...NO MATTER WHAT STAY THE SAME UNLESS YOU WANNA CHANGE. ALLWAYS LIVE YOUR OWN LIFE!!!! U KNOW WHAT I THINK????? Current mood: artistic Category: M

Thought For The Day
DAMN, I just need to get laied......... Ya know ya want to sing along LOL No-one on earth could feel like this. I'm thrown and overblown with bliss. There must be an angel Playing with my heart. I walk into an empty room And suddenly my heart goes "boom"! It's an orchestra of angels And they're playing with my heart. (must be talking to an angel) No-one on earth could feel like this. I'm thrown and overblown with bliss. There must be an angel Playing with my heart. And when I think that I'm alone It seems there's more of us at home. It's a multitude of angels And they're playing with my heart. Chorus repeats. I must be hallucinating Watching angels celebrating. Could this be reactivating All my senses dislocating? This must be a strange deception By celestial intervention. Leavin' me the recollection Of your heavenly connection. A senior monk and a junior monk were traveling together. At one point, they came to a river with a strong current. As t

My Poems..
With just one touch You make me realize so much How i have never loved someone so much And how I coul love you so much more Than I thought I could Than I thought I would But I want you to understand I'll always be here to lend you a hand I will always believe in you And I would never think of being untrue I want my love to be your blanket in the cold And for our love to never grow old Every moment we share I will try to show you how much I care If I ever fail to express... It's doesn't mean I love you any less Just look into my eyes And you'll see no lies You'll just see how much you mean to me You'll see that you will always be The person who makes my heart sing You are simply, ......MY EVERYTHING!! By: Samantha Lewey I want to know the you That has yet to be introduced I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself I want to know your most recent fantasy You know, the one that just tickles your fancy I want to know each and e

Contest(s)
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About Me
What can I say!!! I ♥ my husband so much!!! Last night was the first time in a long time that I have drank, a lot lol and well needless to say I got pretty drunk lol and I guess all night last night I kept asking him if he loved me and if he was sure that he loved me and if I was the #1 girl in his ♥ and he kept telling me yes =] Well this morning he was telling me that I kept asking him all of these questions and he told me that he has wanted me for years and there is no way that he is ever going to let me go =] That I will always be the #1 girl in his ♥ and yes I do believe him that I will always be the #1 girl in his ♥ but sometimes, even after him and I have talked about this, there is just a part of me that wonders if I am that #1 girl. My friend Jennifer knows what I am talking about because last night her and I were chatting about it and all. Right now, sitting here and thinking about all of those things that he told me that I was asking him all night

Pimpin Aint Easy
Be very careful if you make a woman cry,because God counts her tears.The woman came out of a man's rib.Not from his feet to be walk on.Not from his head to be superior,but from the side to be equal.Under the arm to be protected,and next to the heart to be loved. I have come to a point in my life where I had to stand up for myself and be the man that God intended for me to be.Be an example to other men,the kind of man my son will want to be and the kind of man my daughter will seek.So I stand here before the world being that man.In my quest for knowledge of self my beautiful auntie passed along this prayer for me to receive the blessings that God intended for me to have.I asked everyone the reads this prayer to say it everyday and believe it."Oh,that You would bless me indeed,and enlarge my territory,that Your hand would keep me from evil,so that I may not cause pain!''So God granted him/her what he/she requested.I know that all of you will find this prayer most rewarding from God's gra

My Blogs
Here I am with a dilemma. Wondering if it's what some may call jealousy, or what I may just call 10 year old fucking moron like behavior. Really I get laid, pretty much whenever I want. Not because I am ultra cool or some hot fucking ripped stud, but just because that's how it works for me. Lucky me. So I guess this rules out jealousy in the idea of an "I wish I could get laid" scenario too. It seems as though the names on Fubar that go like this, "I am a dumb whore and Master D. Fuck Wad is my owner" has become all too cliche for this website. When I read it, I think about myself as a 5 year old having my first kiss with a couple chicks under those big round tables the teachers use to feed you cookies and milk on in kindergarten. Really if I had the opportunity to take a slave and their ultra cool Fubar master, and place them in a sleeping bag. Nothing would be more ultra Fubar cool than doing a Jason Voorhees swing smash against a large forest tree. Now you don't need to agree with m

L'amour... What Else ?
I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me. I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can't help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find. I love you because you Are helping me to make Of the lumber of my life Not a tavern But a temple; Out of the works Of my every day Not a reproach But a song. I love you Because you have done More than any creed Could have done To make me good, And more than any fate Could have done To make me happy. You have done it Without a touch, Without a word, Without a sign, You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means, After all. whe

Pagan Humor
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight-A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain from drawing until then. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawling little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of "Ring Around the Rosey"! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean? Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice and cookies. I

I'm Up For Auction!!!
THE ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00 -- on one condition." (There are always conditions!) Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." (Controlling, huh?) The woman considered his proposition for a moment, and then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address.

Sadden
I look into your eyes and I melt I feel your body against mine and I feel your passion flow from you to me I feel your lips on mine and I lock into your stare and I melt into our embrace I feel your heart beat threw our sweaty bodies your passion, my passion becomes one for an instant you tell me your here for me and that here is my warm embrace is where you want to be forever then I turn away for a moment then you run away and I am bestoyed heartache from lyes and you have told me the same stories that I have heard so many times but I lay here in our bed and now your gone and I must be alone I await your warm embrace once more knowing your betrail and knowing how you run from our love Time moves slowly while your gone I haven't felt your body or kisses for along time I move on and I held on to you so long now and I have shed blood for you and you still stay awayI have cried a million and one tears as I stand at the of our broken road now your gone and I stand here bleeding and missing

Matrix
There is reason, there is rhyme. There's a place and a time. We're not alone, not by far. The only limits that we face are those we put in place. There's room for what you seek so please do not be meek. Your thoughts shape the world. Watch as it unfurls. Acid Dreams, Goa/Psy/Trance. Sloooow Suicide. Nevvvvvvvvvvvrending. Move forward, go past. Pull thru, pull out.Does anyone understand, does anyone care? They"re coming anyways... The first steps of a journey are often the most difficult. Once momentum picks up though your legs kinda go on auto-pilot and carry you along without thought. I think on the destination but the journey itself is the destination. The first steps have been taken but I still have to consciously take each step. Its hard not to look over my shoulder but that only makes me lose my way. Onward, onward.

Welcome
Friends and Family There are many crossroad in life. At this point I think it's fair to explain mine. My wife lost her job almost two years ago. She collect and looked for a job for about eight months. She had no luck in finding a job. She wanted to go to school to be an Ultrasound Tec. We refinanced the house to pay for school and the bills. She worked hard and graduated one of the top in her class. As luck would have it, three hospitals closed in this area. That flooded the industry with tecs. She was unable to find work again. Money we pulled from the house ran out. This has left us in a bad situation. On top of that I discovered the "house books" were all screwed up. This sight is one of the last places I will spend money. No more blings or VIPS. Mine is still on only because it is paid till Feb. My wife has found a job. Not as an Ultrasound Tec. Lucky for us she knows Med Billing too. This will still leave us short on our bills. Therefore on 10th of Nov. I will start a part

Stuff
You affect me. You have an effect on me. It is simple yet it is complex. It is complex yet simple. I think of you and my heart pounds. I dream of you and my heart aches. You touch me and my blood boils. I feel your touch and my knees go week. Our arms wrap around each other and I gain strength. Our bodies press together and and I feel your heat. I feel your lips on mine and close my eyes. I taste your lips as your tongue parts mine. Love and passion become one. Passion and love bring earthquakes and fireworks. You affect me. You have an effect on me. It is simple yet it is complex. It is complex yet simple. It is love and adoration. It is lust and yearning. It is possession and giving all. Will it last? See the original and the rest at: http://www.crystalinks.com/businessaffairs.html The start of each new work week brings most people back to the work place and places them in a different head space. The mind tends to compartmentalize people, places, and events

Contest
Proposal for a contest that I am going to have _ read at the bottom for an update. Update is also posted in a new blog Winner will get* 1,000,000 Fubucks 1 month VIP 1 Bling pack Official certificate of kicking ass that I will make People eligible* On Fubar Has a salute No one I live with or have lived with None of my exs None of my future exs Must have alot of free time Overview* The contest will be similar to reality TV shows, where I will select a number of willing participants and add them into my family. (Sorry current peeps, you have to go for a short time) These entered in the contest will get a weekly "Challenge". Ill post the new challenges on Monday nights. You will get 48 hours to complete these tasks. So, as of Wednesday night, you need to ready. I will then post the items in a family only folder for you to vote on each other. Each of you will get 2 postive votes on what you think is the best completed task. (Because people will always

The Jedi Art
Bitch wants to play some games? Feel free to jump in. Click on the picture to go to her profile. Let her know how much god hates her, and how shell NEVER have the family she wants. That shell never be allowed to adopt. How suicide is her only solution.. Ive fucked with plenty of people...but THIS one, i cant hold just to myself, you all have to get in on this... MZ MAHI@ fubar I mean, srsly....lmao.... Someone has sent you an anonymous fubar gift! "Take about 1000 n kill ur self.." ->HoeHunter ™: Dont worry, Brians getting a reach around. Since teh last incident with Rod Stewart, i owe him one HoeHunter ™: sure brian setzer is OK with that ->HoeHunter ™: DAMMIT, now ive gotta down grade to shoving stray cats in my bowels HoeHunter ™: *this lappy is freaking out - gf is on my pc...doubt i'll last long...* HoeHunter ™: as you should be HoeHunter ™: as y ->HoeHunter ™: Im mad that it isnt MY Assssssssssth getting pummeled HoeHunter ™: bough

Fubar Auction!
AUCTION RULES Auction will run from Saturday 11 p.m. EST until Saturday 11 p.m. EST (thats April 12-19) Entry is fee is 75K NON-REFUNDALE Fubucks payable to ME :D All entries and fees must be submitted to me BY Friday at 11 p.m. EST, April 11 Minimum bid is 100,000 fubucks All winners of auction will be notified by Fu-Mail and given 24 hours to pay winning bid to auctionee! Self promotion is ENCOURAGED! Need a little help with that? Just private message myself or Sweets for a custom made bully for 5000 FUBUCKS :D Winners will be determined by highest bid. Blasts, VIP's, HH's and etc will override any bid of fubucks In the event the highest bidder does NOT pay, a bulletin will be posted telling ALL of FUBAR how NOT COOL that was and the second highest bidder will be taken As the promoter of this Auction/Giveaway, I will not be responsible for any bids not paid to auctionee Auctionee has the right to REFUSE any bid offered at no responsibility of the auction ow

Wolves
Follow me to another place and time A place of harmony 'midst wolf and his kind As day ends and night begins to fall ... Off in the distance, I hear my brother's call A wolf spirit trapped in human skin I long to run with my wolfen kin As my brother's howl comes within range 'Neath the stars, my body begins to change ... Wolf is the pathfinder, the forerunner of new ideas who returns to the clan to teach and share medicine. Wolf takes one mate for life and is loyal like Dog. If you were to keep company with Wolves, you would find an enormous sense of family within the pack, as well as a strong individualistic urge, and they live by carefully defined rules and rituals. They are friendly, social, and highly intelligent. Wolves are the epitome of the wild spirit. Their positive characteristics are numerous. Many believe that the true test of America’s sincerity about protecting the environment will revolve around whether or not the wolf remains protected and is allowed

Just Writeings
In My House, In my house there lives a little mouse, Soft,squeekie,fat and gray, He eats my bread, shits on my counter, runs across my stove, fast as his little feet can go, Finds a mouse trap, smells some cheese, Slap! goes the trap, Good bye little mouse, that once lived in my house! by:Pat Today Today I went to Wall-Mart, as many times befor. Something was different, You weren't in the store. Shopping is such a chore, One that I chose not to do no more,, Sad, loney,depressed, your memory lays heavy on my chest. With you,the store held so much to look for. But now,all I do,is look for the door,,, Today I am sad, Yesterday I was sad, Tomorrow, I'll be sad,, Patsy Crow ~ March 21,2004 Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics Tonight, I ask you,"would You please come in here?". I wanted too show you some deer, You said you had no shoes on... Yet,I herd you walking around, In the kitchen,& other rooms, In your bedroom slippers,, You nev

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Star Jumps
yea well this is just a little sumthing that was on my mind this week so i (lol tried to) put it in a song... lol feel free to comment but please dont copy... these are my thougts not yours!!! (intro)Why should i waste my precious time with you anyways?!!! (verse1)Ok lets go back.. Thats right i think i'm s'posed to love you?! Well you were always gone. I missed you then but it never seemed to matter. i gave you all of my heart and you didnt even want it. (verse2)Off you would go. Again and again, more and more, longer and longer. well i just thought you would have noticed that i cared less and less each time. you can only break this heart so much.. There is no love left for you to take. You have no one to blame but yourself! (chorus)The time that i have is mine. I dont want to waste it! The heart that i have is fixed and I dont want to break it! The love that i have is NOT FOR YOU! Dont get me wrong i have Plenty to give, but there is no way that i am going to throw it awa

General Stuff
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? reachable 2. Your significant other? hmmmm 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? laptop 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? unrealized 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? fulfilled 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? understood 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? comfort 18. Where you grew up? city 19. The last thing you did? gaming 20. What are you wearing? little 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? love/hate 24. Your life? Complicated 2

Hurting Inside
No matter what way I look I am FUCKED....The love for me is not there...He doesn't love me I thought he did!! Care for me, hold me keep me safe. Don't let me go... Why did you let me go? Why don't you love me now? Sometimes I don't even love myself because there has to be some reason, something I did to make you stop loving me, so now I don't care care if you love me....I am done w/everything because you no longer love me....How can that be? Love me, I want to scream,but you don't do you? Now I know I am depressed because you left me standing w/a broken heart and I don't want to be here in the dark. I am alone...all alone in my heart....my soul is now dim, the light is almost gone. I want to always be alone. I want to cry, I am as lonely as can be. Love me he doesn't...I know it is true... Darkness all around is what I see..I want out as quick as can be. Why am I here in this lonely dark place?.... No one is here to set me free, I want to give up....I want t

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WE NEED MEMEBERS FOR OUR LOUNGE PLZZZZZZZ COME BY AND CLICK THE BUTTON WE NEED DJS,HOSTES,BARTENDERS,GREATERS,BOUNCERS,COME SHOW LOVE PLZ I T WILL BE READY SOON COME BY SHOW ALL THE LOVE THANKS TERI http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55396 Written with a pen Sealed with a kiss If your my friend please answer me this: Are we Friends? Or are we not? you told me once But I forgot So tell me now and tell me the true So i can say I'm here for you Of all the friends I ever met You're the one I won't forget And if I die before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels back their wings and risk the loss Just to prove my friendship is true to have a friend like you!

It Is What It Is!!
READ THIS PEOPLE AND TAKE IT IN!!! Looks may be deceiving, but your heart may carry beauty and love. Being the most beautiful person is not all dreamy, unless they have a heart that shines like a star above. Most people think that if they have someone that is beautiful, it's their looks. But beautiful is a person who carries a heart with more beauty that you can imagine I decided to place what was on my "About Me" portion on here instead. I didn't like it on my main page. To tell you about my actual personality almost seems silly. Kind of like I am trying to sell myself on this dang place. I wish I could have my friends write about me on here instead! I started looking into Fubar when my baby sister had a men just about stalking her, so I was very skeptical at first. It has turned out to be more like a high school reunion for me. I keep in touch with friends and family. I have even gotten to know a couple of new people, which I thought would never happen. I don't normal

Crazy Stuff That We Do !
more BALLAD TO MY SHOE LACE MORE LIKE THIS THESE VIDEOS WERE MADE BY US FOR A CONTEST THAT HAS PASSED. No point in waisting them by hitting delete??? So for a sexy ass spanking change of pace...Give our girls a spin and take the edge off...Good music too.......... MORE LIKE THIS HERE

My Stuff
We have been off and on so long. My addiction has never weakened but sometimes it is prolonged. Though I cant keep you here with me all the time The feelings are much more intense when we find the time. I feel you rushing through my body and I let go as i feel you take control. All my worries and all my woes seem to disappear as I plunge you through the hole. You rush through my veins and nothing can stop you. You make me feel so good that no person can top you. You take me in when everyones backs are turned. I welcome you warmly and constantly yearn. They say your bad for me and will lead me to my doom. Doom cant be so bad as long as I have you. You are my new love, and you take away the pain, and everytime I cant feel you I cant think till we meet again. Oh if you were human and something I could hold.. but your just an addiction but one I dearly hold. Youve carried me through torn emotions and evil people that crossed my path.. As long as I can find you, the world can

Stoney's This & That
No, a felon does not deserve the right to vote. A person that commits a crime that falls under a felony is being punished for their crime. If these felons were allowed to take part in our voting system we would have fewer laws to punish the felons. Convicted felons sitting in a prison cell probably would vote at a higher percentage than the general public who has jobs and other responsibilities. Do we as a society really want convicted felons, including murderers and rapists, to participate in the most important part of our democracy? They already have shown they can't be responsible with the most basic rights given to them by the Constitution and have disregarded the rights of their fellow Americans by committing a crime against another. So why should we give them the right to choose the leaders who try to change the Constitution, and who appoint judges that interpret the Constitution? If one breaks the law then they should do the time and suffer the consequences that accompany th

Poetry
Forever Life had only just begun, though twice, I had gone around the sun. Yet , forever bound we would be. A full grown woman ... bound to me. Mom ... I'm sure that was her name , and breaking hearts was her game. The woman I depended on, so suddenly , had packed , and gone. Let's move forward , in my life. I took a girl to be my wife. We swore , in front of God , Forever. Yes , we would alwals be together. The key word there was girl you see. Alot to learn , a world to see, and no matter how hard I tried , another man , would be her guide. Even though , some call it sin, I looked , and fell in love again . So young again ,but I was I was sure , experience , made her mature. Now once again , I had a plan, but again , there came another man. " Daddy " , my girl calls he, and I . Grin on his face , tear in my eye. Remember this , if we should start , and know these words are from my heart. " Forever ", n

Inside My Heart
Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write. Memories roll in; of the things you once did and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you? Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips? A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything. But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt. Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands? Your focus secure and the loves you left; well smiles staged in photographs here until... You, you left the light on. There's a chance I might have tripped, girl You were there to hold on. [Chorus:] Ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother; kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother. I'll lay awake for a while. I'll leave the light on a while. But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it; carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her. I told you

Love
Today i looked into you eyes once more, my heart felt like it was to burst, my pulse raced like a car through the highways of life, i felt myself wanting you, to have you near, to touch you, caress your face, to hear you whisper in my ear how much you want and neeed me for eternity as i do. Yet all i can do is touch the screen of my computer, to hear your voice on the phone, to ache to find whats on your mind, to know if you love me as i love you. yet i still see in your eyes, where i see you....that you are someone else's dream not mine, and my heart slips away like so much wine. ___________________________________________________ well today love i looked into your eyes and got lost in them...deeply and deeper i went into them..following to your heart...my final stop...i saw it breaking and i mended it with love, for it was you i loved from the start, not the others but you, why you ask? because you cared about me, you showed me you loved me foer who i was and am, told me yo

My Blog
Our eyes meet for the first time as I slowly walk toward you. In your eyes I see all my dreams and the reflection of my soul I realize you’re even more beautiful then any picture could have revealed. My heart is pounding in my ears. I reach out and gently brush your hair away from your face, run my fingers slowly down your cheek, feeling the softness and warmth of your skin. We embrace for the first time, I can feel your presence in the depths of my soul. Gently I kiss you fore head, your cheek and finally our lips meet. We hold each other for only a short time but I will feel it for eternity. I whisper “I love you” in your ear, I turn and walk away because I know you will never be mine. I pray you will find true happiness and realize all your dreams. And for me, I pray no matter how much pain, I will always feel that perfect moment! There is a time when you find it necessary to dig down into that inner strength that everyone posses and take action. Over the years I have

Life
I have found out recently that everything in my life is based on this song. Some might take this the wrong way. But it like is says at the near end of the song. I'm tired of loosing. Yes I have somebody that wants to be with me. Spend time with me. But the fact remains that a relationship is not what right now. But the song tells me that its not just about being with somebody. I'm at a point right now that I need to figure out what is best for me. I do not want to hurt anybodies feelings. I know that i can not give somebody my everything right now. I think that is something that is right thing to do. My heart is taken by many things. All of which i can not get straight. Its not just about women. Everything in my life. Friends, women, kids, and family. I am lost. I have been lost. I have lost everything. I don't want no sympathy. I have control over my life. I let it get this way. I have to fix it. No one can fix it for me. But I think I'm done rambling. Thank you for ever

My Poetry
lost in the grand scheme of things forever in perpetual motion seeing but not seeing feeling but not feeling a constant battle of what is real or illusion adrift in a vast world of saints and sinners charlatans and the righteous always at my door wanting more giving nothing tearing me apart bit by bitter bit for their own selfish lustful needs never giving always taking filling my heart with sadness and angst leaving me to my inner chaos broken and alone MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebs thoughts flying familiar shadows searching waiting wondering an enigma kind yet cruel seeing yet blind it waits stalking innocence eyes flutter pulse races sweat beads nails bite flesh torn answers found unwanted and discarded tears fall inner demons scream quiet solace darkness overwhelms silence has won

Music
Just a song to cheer you up whenever you are feeling down. Elvis could really belt out a great Gospal song, as this video proves. Watch it and tell me what you think. On November 5 of this year my parents will celebrate 35 years of being married. This is the song I wanna play for them on that day:

Headquarters Wolves Of Wiccan Society
Seeking Leveling Help,for my Great Awesome Special Friend Lady Witoka. She has been here Since June 6,2006..She Deserves to be Leveled to GodFather.Level: Fu-King (24) [?] Fu-King --> Godfather 225,942 Points to go! She has Bombed for many of you,She has Morphed many of you.Time You all return this Love. *Lady Witoka* FuEngaged 2 tg1492 Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber Owner Of The Kingdom Of Wolves@ fubar April 17,2008: I Lord Wolf have Appointed Twisted Whispers,Vice President of Operations,Wolves of Wiccan Society.. I Feel she is a Great Choice to Help Lift our Spirits an Achieve Great Respect. She will Oversea all my Duties,she will also work closely with Stormwomen,in trying to Create a Great Bombing an Leveling Family.. Please Show her the Respect that I am Showed.There will be some Transitional Period to Help aqaint her with this New role of authority. *TwistedWhispers*Vice President of Operations -Wolves of Wiccan Family@ fubar H

Me
Had a dream that I was strapped to a machine that revieled your deepest inner scars. When it hit me, I became a frankensten monster, break free and escape. The people chase me screaming animal monster kill it. They chase me through woods for hours but eventually I'm cornered standing on the edge of a cliff. I move towards the crowd to avoid falling, and as I do so, I'm blasted by a rifle. It leaves a huge hole where my heart should be and I fall off the cliff. I look at the hole as I fall thinking of all the places to shoot me it's there. How ironic, how very ironic. Now the world knows what I have always known there's a hole where my heart goes. I had a dream that I was a doctor on an operating table and I was looking inside my own body. I cut myself open and peeled back my flesh to see what was inside. Then I cut open the rib cage. It was all there lungs liver kidneys ect. All of it in pretty decent shape. Then there was the heart, or lack there of. In it's place was

Poems
Touch You have touched a part of me that I didn't knew existed. The touch only a pure and loving soul can find. Your constant touch makes want to believe how special I can be. The touch is very special because you ask nothing in return. You have touched my heart, my brain and you found the soul I thought was gone. The touch has inspired me to feel real emotions within that with I thought was lost. As you touch my soul, I am overwhelmed with the love and kindness you give. Do I dare try to touch your soul as you have mine? How can I touch you in the same way? Will my touch be enough? Will my touch be too much? Your touch gives me the confidence to try. I can only hope that I can touch you the same way. The Soldier's Night Before Christmas Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange si

More Thoughts
Ok so have you ever been so close to that someone you know you shouldnt be? But as much as your mind tells you to back off you cant help but be their best friend and be there for them no matter what. Some times things in life arent fair and it seems like everyone who should have no say in your life are trying to run it. And then you decide to turn and do your own thing knowing it may cause problems down the road. Yeah thats kinda where I am. I know I shouldnt be so close, shouldnt let him in the way I have but hes a great guy and a wonderful friend. I guess if any one has a problem with us being close they are just going to have to deal cuz Im not giving up my friendship with him no matter who likes it or who doesnt. Have you ever had that one person who just makes your heart skip a beat and a smile appear on your face without even trying. Yet there are still things that keep your gaurd up cuz you are afraid somethings going to go wrong and you will once again be hurt.

Myspace Comments At Wishafriend.com
I THOUGHT I WOULD JUST GO ON IN THE PAST ITS ALWAYS BEEN EASY BUT YOU CAME ALONG AND EVERYTHING CHANGED LIKE A DREAM YOU WERE THERE LIKE A DREAM I WOKE YOU WERE NOWHERE NOW I SEE U EVERYWHERE THE MEMORIES ARE STILL SO STRONG THE FEELINGS ARE EVEN STRONGER I WISH I COULD TAKE BACK THOSE WORDS NOW THIS IS WHAT I CAN'T DO ANYMORE NOT A DAY GOES BY I DON'T THINK OF YOU FOR THE FIRST TIME I CAN'T JUST GO ON MY ANGELEYES I'LL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU MBM TOUCH I LONG TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND THE GENTLE TOUCH OF YOUR EYES THE INCREDIBLE TOUCH OF YOUR HEART THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH IN AN EMBRACE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH AS WE LIE IN BED THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND IN MINE AS WE WALK UNDER A FULL MOON THE TOUCH OF YOUR LIPS AGAINST MINE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN PRESSED AGAINST MINE IF ONLY I COULD FEEL YOUR TOUCH ONE MORE TIME

Sigh
ok,,not sure why i am doing this but i have a few of you notice i have been quiet and acting funny. well the family life isnt to good right now ,being blamed for shit i didnt do,,esp when not around to do it,drunk bro has convinced family i am a lier and thief,well the whole time he is the one,sigh. and now sister has somehow convinced the boys to not wanna toss the ball or just go out and play,and those of you that know me,,kids are my life.so am looking to get out of here soon,i hope.i have never really knew what true stress was until now. i guess losing 20 pounds in 2 weeks kinda woke me up to the fact something needs to change. but not asking for pity,no, just explaining to anyone out there if i seemed quiet or stranger then usual,lol, that is why.nuthin more.and now,my friends i need more coffee,3 hours sleep just doesnt seem enough,haha well i just got a phone call from a friend,,who is listening to his scanner,,he just heard that les then a quarter mile from my house is a hostag

~random Thoughts~
Dismantle me Skins to bones I want to feel you take a hold of me I want to feel it all Dismantle me Heart to soul I want to feel you take all there is of me You’ve left nothing of the true me anyway . . . so just dismantle me, every bit that’s left of me and let me go I feel a chill, an unexpected breeze blow through my bones Then a warmth flow over, like a cloud enveloping me . . . Spreading warmth with rain, comfort with darkness, serenity with storms I turn and see you there Watching over me What do you want? Why don’t you go? Where do you think you found the right? When will you set me free? How do I walk away without my heart and soul? You’ve held them ransom for a chance of something you might someday want . . . I will walk away, just give me back what’s mine I see you through the crowd . . . I see you with a smile and hear your laughter . . . I wish to spy at you in your own space and time; I see a man with heart and willing lo

Help Subject Matter
I will take the time I can to get on as much as possible however my computer is going in to be fixed.. Right now with comp issues I will not be available during the late hours. Once this issue is fixed I will be back and helping as much as possible please everyone if you have any site issues we have lots of good bouncers.. They will help you just follow the help link you can find all your bouncers there and as well as the Fubar support lounge.. Have a Great night and day I will return soon enough... Make sure your HomeStyle is set on Power, to do this, go to the top of your page look for "MY" drop tap down and click "Profile" click that and on the right side of the page mid ways down look for HomeStyle, Change to Power, then put code in and click summit, on the left side of your home page you will see friends family fans, so on. Once you have done this you will see a Remove button..

Military Writings
I stand here in defense Of the country that I serve Not for reward or praise Only the respect do I deserve I go where I am sent In many battles I have fought Returning home bruised and battered True heroes to graves I have brought I have seen the carnage From needless wars around the world How recklessly into combat Many countries have been hurled I have heard the cry of pain From a soldier fighting for life I have seen tears shed in sorrow From a family, loved one and wife I hold my self steadfast Never giving in to fear I carry inside Never will I cower in darkness Only in defense will I hide I have seen bodies litter the ground While across a battlefield heroes lay I have heard the protesters claiming We are killers when innocence we slay I have stood through the years Answering the call when it came For the toil and strife I fight through Never do I point out the blame I am a soldier for one reason Now let me make that perfectly clear It is for our rig

Life
Why is love so difficult? Why is so hard for mr to open my heart and let love in? I have so many choices and it seems like I'm not happy with any of them. Every guy I'm intrested in has some kind of trait that i like but somewhere in him there are two traits to cancel out that one. There are so many guys out there all I'm looking for is one like me. Able to adjust to any situation fun and caring and faithful and killer sex someone I can trust to let have my heart. I've given my heart to the guys that break it and leave me to heal alone. But wanna come back mths later like they never hurt me. I'm starting to think there is no right guy out there and I'm tired of settling foe loser. Sometimes I love being single and who I am but there are other times I need to be held and told I am loved and beautiful. Why is love so difficult?? Things have been going well lately been getting alot of time in with my family which I love with my whole heart, yet I am still so bored and lonely I love them a

Funny Stuff
1. Russell The One-Eyed Wonder Muscle 2. Gristle Missle 3. Pumping Pole of Penile Power 4. Bone-Her 5. Harry & the Hendersons (Hendersons are the balls) 6. Granite Edifice 7. One-Eyed Fred 8. Dip Stick 9. Piss Pump 10. Meat Wrench 11. Nightcrawler 12. Blue-veined Junket Pumper 13. Love Pump 14. Richard and the Twins 15. One Eyed Wonder Weasel 16. Ralph The Fur Faced Chicken 17. Tobias the Cheeky Monkey 18. Johnson 19. Trouser Snake 20. Tool 21. Thrill Drill 22. Sex Pistol 23. Pocket Rocket 24. One Hole Friction Whistle 25. The Pink Oboe 26. Purple-Helmeted Warrior 27. Purple-Helmeted Yogurt Thrower 28. Trouser Trout 29. Vlad The Impaler 1. Nike Condoms: Just do it. 2. Toyota Condoms: Oh, what a feeling! Who can ask for anything more? 3. Diet Pepsi Condoms: You got the right one, baby. 4. Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop. 5. Mentos Condoms:

Not Tonight- A Poem
Once again I sit here and drink missing you, loving you and needing you more than ever. Knowing that the one man I want more than anything I can never have. The distance between us is greater than any distance on Earth. I don't even know the distance between Heaven and Earth. You are the one man who has hurt me most, but loved me more than any ever will. The one man I'll love more than any other. You completed me and I think I completed you. But we broke each other's hearts and you hurt so very much. So many times I wanted to end it all, as you did, but never could, hoping one day that I was wrong with what I've known since the last moment I saw you. Knowing that was the last time I would hold you, touch you, smell you. Knowing that one day you would not be here anymore and I'd be alone, forever. Forever alone, never to love anyone, as I love you. I've tried to love but as always I get rejected. Therefore, noone will have my heart , my love as you. I've lost who I was and who I am, I w

Words Of Compassion ~just A Little Bit From Me To All Of You To Think About~
No one is useless in the world who lightens the burden of it for anyone else. Compassion acts like rain upon dry ground. The happiness of life is made up of minute fractions - the little, soon-forgotten charities of a kiss, a smile, a kind look, a heartfelt compliment in the disguise of a playful raillery, and the countless other infinitesimals of pleasant thought and feeling.

Poeta : Triolet
Heights Heavenly Attained Perform a slow, beautiful dive from heights heavenly attained. A swan song for a heart alive, a sweet, gentle, beautiful dive. Release yourself into a glide and let your soul be not restrained. Perform a slow, beautiful dive from heights heavenly attained. Fade this moment forgotten As if it were but a dream This world is all but rotten And is best left forgotten By those who are begotten To suffer this mortal stream Oh, we are the forgotten Inheritors of this dream The Pleasures of Flesh The pleasures of flesh and promised delight flowed from the fruit of original sin to whisper sweet dreams in the velvet night of sacred treasures of wondrous delight held in the temple of Venus tight like a silken purse of the softest skin whose embrace brings joy and pure delight to those who submit to blessed sin

News Stuff
"The Mayor of Kamikatsu, a small community in the hills of eastern Japan, has urged politicians around the world to follow his lead and make their towns "Zero Waste"." Brilliant stuff. More of this please. Clicky-clicky Clicky-clicky "Councils launch charm offensive Most people just think councils collect bins, the LGA says Council chiefs are reminding voters of the work they do, using images including a drunk girl vomiting in the street and a dog fouling a park." Clicky-clicky

Fubar Junk
The contest is... A unique SFW Salute from you to me.. Unique meaning something that is not normally seen in a salute. How you win. 500k for the person with the most rates. 500k to the highest rating average 500k to the most real legitimate comments. You must get regular comments, and have the entries ranked.. those comments are only accepted if they look like first place, second place... an so one. any ranking that is just a number will not be counted... it will be veiwed as comment bombing. First place will win a 1 month VIP Second Place will win a 12 credit Bling Pack Third Place will win a 1 day Blast No comment bombing for the comment portions of the contest. if a violation is made with comment bombing the contestant will be warned and their comments will be reset and if the violation persists the contestant will be disqualified. To the individual who can win in all 3 Fubucks winning areas wins a 25 credit bling pack.

Stuff
Take the first letter of your first name to answer the questions. The answers must be real people, places, or things. Nothing made up! You cannot use your own name for a boys/girls name. You cannot use the same answer twice. 1. Famous Singer: Kanye West 2. Four Letter Word: Kilt 3. Street: King St. 4. Color: Khaki 5. Gifts/Present: Kitten 6. Vehicle: Kia 7. Things in Souvenir Shop: Keychain 8. Boy Name: Kyle 9. Girl Name: Kate 10. Movie title: Kill Bill 11. Drink: Kahlúa 12. Occupation: Kindergarten teacher 13. Celebrity: Kate Winslet 14. Magazine: Knit N Style (Look it up, it's real) 15. U.S. City: Kalamazoo, MI 16. Pro Sports: Kansas City Cheifs 17. Fruit: Kiwi 18. Reason for Being Late to work: Killed someone 19. Something you throw away: Kleenex 20. Something you shout: Kiss My A$$! 21. Flower: Kale 22. Something in your kitchen: Knife Ms. Victoria tagged me Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you hav

Insane Ramblings
I thought that this was inspirational and sweet. I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under their Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?' She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and p

The Latest-greatest
Today was the 4th of July... the birthday of the world's rowdiest and irresponsable countries in the world. I spent the day with my brother, his wife, and a group of old friends. There was a big BBQ, lots of food, lots of sodas, an X-Box with the Rock Band game, and a whole lot of other games. I spent the day rekindling friendships with friends I haven't seen since college. Many of our conversations went on like, "Dude! Remember that time when _____..." I made new friends, and it was just a nice day. While my brother and I were playing and throwing a football around, I found another one. It wasn't really new, but it had the SDSU logo on the side. I threw it to my brother, and he liked it. He kept looking at me and said throughout the day that he liked it. So did I. It's a good ball. Eventually, his wife's conscience got to her and she made him lose the ball. Instead, I grabbed it, and put it in the trunk of my car. My reasoning is, "She's not my wife. She doesn't have the powe

More Personal
Some days its hard for me to even walk do to my fibromyalgia I get through the day but it gets annoying taking a bunch of pills. I cannot even drink anymore and I miss my vodka lol. I am posting this because if on some days I seem short its not anything you did its because I am in pain and Just not talkative. I get such bad leg pains I cannot walk some days because every step I take Is pain. Below I am posting some facts just thought you all should know this bit of info about me to better understand my moods and actions some days. Fibromyalgia Facts Fibromyalgia is one of the most common chronic widespread types of pain in the U.S. The condition affects millions of people. Fibromyalgia pain is widespread and persistent. There is often muscle tenderness. Plus soreness or burning pain. Which often causes a lack of sleep. Sometimes, patients also have stiffness in their muscles or flu-like aching. Fibromyalgia is thought to result from neurological changes in how a patient pe

Tales From The Mundane
Howdy all my FuFriends and FuLuvers. This is going to be a strange semester. I have mostly evening courses, so I will all tied up on Wednesday and Thursdays. So if you need to catch me, try on Monday or Tuesday. Don't worry though, I promise to stalk each of you. The conservative pundits who thought that Rachel Ray's paisley scarf was supporting terrorism are missing a much bigger issue. I just learned that the Frackers who flew the planes into the towers and pentagon took and exhaled air. Those bastards ingested into their scum-ridden bodies air and that same air is now all around us and we are inhaling it. Billions of terrorist molecules. By breathing we have become one with the terrorists. By using their air we support the terrorists and they win! Every true patriot and conservative pundit who was worried about a scarf needs to realize that with every breath THEY are supporting terrorism. Oh the shame, OH the hypocrisy. Stop breathing now before you do more h

Html Codes
people were asking me"WHERE DOES THE WRITING IN CODE GOES"so below are the Bulletin Background Codes, just look for "WRITING GOES HERE" in the code so you know exactly where to put the writing ... here goes...Same as beforeJUST SUPPLEMENT PICTURE URL WITH YOUR OWNShould be attempted by anyone with knowledge of basic table codesBG=BackgroundJust the BGLooks like a thin line but will show up large enough to act as a BG for your entire bulletinWRITING GOES HEREWRITING GOES HEREBG with Border WRITING GOES HERE WRITING GOES HEREThe BG with 2 borders

Bulletins Made For Peeps
THIS ARTARD MESSED WITH ONE OF THE DON-MEGAS BEST FRIENDS, MONKEY BUTTER!!! AND HE'S STILL A DAMNED NEWB THINKING HE'S THE SHIZNIT CUZ HE'S AN ENFORCER AT A LOUNGE??? HAHAHAHA wHATEVER!!! He Ain't No Damned Ninja!!! LMAO! AND I QUOTE FROM MONKEY BUTTERS EMAIL TO ME: "he blocked me but i think this is the link...he blocked me from there too what a fag.. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=57901 > > do you know this fuck off? > > > > this is the shit he says to me > > > > dont hang out in the lounge and dont tlk...i bought rounds and shit but there was onlky 3 peeps in there so he tells me not to listen so i tell him fuck off..talk to yourself and left the lounge so fuck face shout box's me this > > > > **D.J**Any...: u just said fuk off to da wrong ninja > > > > wtf who is he? > " **D.J**Any_Body_Killa**&**HEAD*ENFORCER**@JUGGALO PARADISE & FU*MARRIED*TO*$$$PinkLotus$$$ *&*FOOOKE @ fubar CLOWN MEAT JUST TASTES FUNNY!!! THIS BALLOON ANIMAL WAS BROU

Own Me
ok so currently teh high bid is a 30 day blast, by a former owner named Ratto (he's awesome) but there's still time to beat him out of owning me. click the pic to place ur bid!!!! fubucks hold just as much value in this auction as vips and blasts, etc. current bid is 200K. remember everything has fubuck value so bid any cash prize, fubucks, or combo u wish. AT LEAST COME BY AND RATE THE PIC PPPPPPPPPLLLLLEEEEEEEAAASSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEE its day to the auction and i've gone from 50k to 200k, come on now i know my friends can do better than that. this is ur chance to own me and make me basically ur fu salve for a month or more depending on ur bid. my offer is on the pic, but it is subject to change based on bid... negations can be done.

Beautiful Things That Have Escaped My Mind
I feel asleep last night, happy for the first time in a long time. It was simply because I had gotten of the phone with someone who loved me, knowing that I can just relax and let go of fear for once in my life. Then I was awoken by tragedy, and my heart closed and the tears started to fall and the sadness sank in. That even with tbhat love this sadness that was dumped on my will bear a weight on me that I may not be able to bear. I am strong, but I live the liife I do to try and bring smiles to everyones faces around me. I have now not once but twice brought the smiles to a creaming hault in the faces of a few and fopr this I will always remember that saddness and tears seem to fallow me. My tears will not stop falling since I hung up the phone nearly 5 hours ago. There are few things in life that I cherish most, and n ow not once but twice my life has caused two others to dramatically change. There is only one left that can change in that way and I intend on protectin

Music
All hail the ones that take life without giving back. What's ours is ours. Control is all your crave, a fucking paycheck is all you are. Our world is crashing down before our fucking eyes. Our world is crashing down before our fucking eyes. We strive to be perfect in this imperfect world So watch her starve herself. Struggle to fit the mold. As she makes her self sicks, it should make us all sick. We can't go on like this We can't go on like this. Know your fucking role they say, as they die fighting beauty. But they never knew that they were truly beautiful. And we can't go on like this. With our brainwashed minds, as they die fighting beauty. Because we're slaves to the system. We can't go on like this. Let the dead be dead. You corporate fuck, it's time to fight this. The status quo, it's time to fight this. Our broken families

Things I Think You All Should Know
Ford, Chrysler and GM's contributions after 9/11 'CNN Headline News did a short news listing regarding Ford and GM's contributions to the relief and recovery efforts in New York and Washington. The findings are as follows..... 1. Ford- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number plus 10 Excursions to NY Fire Dept. The company also offered ER response team services and office space to displaced government employees. 2. GM- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number and a fleet of vans, suv's, and trucks. 3. Daimler Chrysler- $10 million to support of the children and victims of the Sept. 11 attack. 4. Harley Davidson motorcycles- $1 million and 30 new motorcycles to the New York Police Dept. 5. Volkswagen-Employees and management created a Sept 11 Foundation, funded initial with $2 million, for the assistance of the children and victims of the WTC. 6. Hyundai- $300,000 to the Amer

Lyrics, Poems, Love, Etc...
More than the greatest love the world has known This is the love that I give to you alone More than the simple words I try to say I only live to love you more each day. More than you'll ever know My arms long to hold you so My life will be in your keeping Waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping. Longer than always is a long, long time But far beyond forever, you'll be mine I know I never lived before And my heart is very sure No one else could love you more. More than the greatest love the world has known This is the love that I give to you alone More than the simple words I try to say I only live to love you more each day. More than you'll ever know My arms got to hold you so My life will be in your keeping Waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping. Longer than always is a long, long, long time But far beyond forever, you'll be mine

Look Into My Soul *poems & Thoughts*
I want... I want someone that will hold me I want someone that will love me I want someone that cares for me I want someone that will always be there. I need someone thats not the same. I need life's true gentleman I need the hero of my dreams I need the one that will prove they're not the same I pray to one day have you near I pray you keep yourself safe I pray to one day hold you I pray for your love my dear OMG i wish to one day have someone that will say I love you.. I will love you past your pain, i will love you everyday. I want someone that will always want to hold me and will always need me.. I hope that he is the one for me and "HE" knows who I am talking about because I have told him already how I am starting to feel. MyHotComments MyHotComments ~*~*~*~* Hey Sweetie! My Name is SeXy ViXxY ♥☠ Evil Lil' Twinkie ♥☠ Pastry Family♥ wifey of Nikki, Erin, & Kimmi~*~*~*~*~ I'm Up For Sale @ Triple Kiss Lounge's Fir

Life
Well, I am officially on a new page, and it is quickly starting to be filled in. In the past month, I have done a lot. I flew back stateside, drank too much, ate too much, and tried to have fun. I found that my Ex-Spousal Unit To Be and I can have a conversation, but also that we are going to end our marriage after 8 years. I drove across country, spent time with mom, and then my dad. Now I am sitting in a Motel 6 in Killeen, TX and just waiting on my paycheck to hit so I can go spend FAR too much money to get a place to live. Then I'll probably drive back up to Oklahoma, get some furniture from my house in Arkansas, from my mom, and some from my dad. I did find a nice place to live, and under my BAH. I paid my application fee to get the house, and then stopped and grabbed me a Sonic cheeseburger, tater tots, and then a new gas cap for my truck. (check engine light had been on for a year and the gas cap took care of it.) While I was eating and driving, my cell phone r

Blog
Every night, when I lay me down to sleep, I want to reach over, to feel your lips so sweet. Although I know I cannot be there, You will always keep me from having any fear. The sheets are very cold; I feel like I'm in a huge hole. What if we never meet? Would my life be any better yet? I long for the day we lock eyes; I want you to be surprised. As much as you may imagine what I'll be, I can only be me. So every night, when I lay me down to sleep, You are in my mind with me. And right before I fall asleep, I wish upon that star for you to be with me. Another lonely night, Another shot of liquor, A hope that it might, End this pain a little quicker. Another thought of love, Another shot of liquor, If push comes to shove, There's this finger I can flicker. Another thought of suicide, Another shot of liquor, Depression and liquor coincide? Never called 'bullshit' quicker. Another picture I've seem, Another tear down my cheek, Another heartbreak un

She Said What?
The Art of Intimacy The Secrets Your Partner is Keeping From You Have you ever wondered what secrets your significant other is keeping from you? Even the most committed, honest partners often have one or two secrets they keep from their loved ones. So what are the most common secrets men and women keep from each other? He doesn't want you to know that he struggles with body image issues, too. It is customary to see a woman order a salad with dressing on the side and a diet soda. But if a man makes such an order, it is seen as a little... strange. After all, many women still expect their men to be meat-and-potatoes kind of guys who don't put too much thought into calories or body image. But, believe it or not, men can be just as sensitive about their appearances as women, and some go to many (secret) lengths to look their best. Yes, he might be having beers and wings in front of you and your gal pals on Saturday night, but that doesn't mean he doesn't eat lean in the privacy

Poetry Books And Poem Titles
My Heaven Ever dream of a place that has everything you desire? Heaven can be a place, feeling, thought or a single word. My heaven is a group of ideas that often find themselves as odds and ends. My idea of heaven is still in progress. It includes all my problems all figured out and solved, so I have no worries at all. I am able to do anything, no matter the time or day. I picture, peaceful and calm surroundings, not golden gates. I see myself happy and laughing. I am enjoying my life and days and all that it includes. I have some of these things now, but there is still work to be done yet. My heaven will happen for me just one day to come. I hope your idea of heaven comes true for those you love and cherish. The poem Carol, A tribute. will be published in the book Favourite Memories by Noble House

Whispers In The Wind,will You Choose To Listen Or Leave....
ok.dont lie.be honest.when we take a dump,why is it we always pick up whatever is next to us,be it air freshener,or toilet cleaner and read the ingredients off it LMAO.I mean everyone does it now.nomatter how many times you take a shit you stll find yourself fascinated with the same ingredients.lol.now most of you are gona say NOOOOOO,naaaahh.yesssssssss you do it. don't live to just find love and at the end of it all wish you had loved to have lived.live your life....enjoy yourself.for unlike water,we only live once water lives forever. Makeup sex or unanticipated sex? :sex in the lavatory of a plane or in a confession booth of a century old cathedral? :in your office on your desk or on a porch swing? :make love fully naked or pull your panties to the side? :kiss with a piece of ice in the mouth or kiss soon after sipping hot tea? : On a soft rug in front of a fireplace or On a secluded island beach? : In the woods after it rains or In a public restroom? : On a train in the mi

Stuff
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of the world. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. 'Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?' she asked. 'They're mating,' her father replied. 'What do you call the spider on top?' she asked. 'That's a Daddy Longlegs,' her father answered. 'So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?' the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied 'No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs.' The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment, then took her foot and stomped them flat, saying 'Well, we're not having any of that brokeback mountain shit in our garden.' Brings a tear to yo

All About Me
COMMENT BOMB MY CONTEST PIC. I am trying to win a contest. I will send you $1,000 fubucks for every 1,000 comments you post. Also, I will rate the person who rates the most all my 11's!! (make sure you number each comment you post) Click the pick below ---------------------------------------- email me with the subject line "CONTEST" so you can get credit. sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ]@ fubar Im in a GIVEAWAY for a HH!! I need 45,000 comments! Come help me out I will PAY YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS!! $10,000 FUBUCKS for every 100 COMMENTS!! please number each comment and send me a message when you are done. sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL xox ]@ fubar &PLEASE REPOST& If you can place 1,000 comments or 1,000 people to comment on my pic below, I will give you $1,000 fubucks. -------------------------------------------- IF YOU HELP OUT, PLEASE SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH THE HEADLINE "CONTEST" IN IT SO YOU WILL G

Jokes
In most of the United States, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3:00 AM one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon (Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call about a car that was off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck, Oklahoma (western part of the state). He located the car which was badly stuck in deep snow with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror, and the state trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'Drive' and hit the gas pedal. The car's speedometer was showing 20, 30, 40 and then 50 mph, but it as still stuck in the snow, wheels

Mine
Now I'm trying to figure out something maybe you can help me out with this.... Does this quiz mean I should have been born a Libra or I should be with a Libra (I get that it says 'me') ???? I'm a June baby and a Gemini.... Your Sex Sign is... You've got a ton of girls and guys trying to get with you! You're pratically booked up for the next four years. Not only are you great in bed - you're great at making people feel sexy. No wonder you're so popular! Libra, as you probably have noticed, you are always surrounded by scores of admiring suitors. You are a very accomplished flirt. Catching you is not for the faint hearted. Competition is always fierce. Your innate charm and incredible looks instantly attract - and keep - your lovers. Old flames and rejected suitors always keep coming back for more. There is a strong bisexual element in your personality. You're more likely to be aroused by the same sex than other signs. In threesomes, you are more l

Spotlight Auctions!
Some of Da Sweet Irish Princess sexy friends is having a Salute Auction to help her get the spotlight. It will be fubucks only and if you like to auction off a salute to help just shout at me or pm with your pic you would like to use. :) Here are the entry's so far that is helping out and they are ready for bids so come on by and make a bid on them. Click the pic below to get to the salute's

My Deepest Poems That I Made
a little girl sits in her chair still like a porcelain doll she's so sweet but what were her childlike thoughts saying for they will remain implicit in fear if she falls pieces of her life will docile she sits still in her tall chair for she knows she's to fragile sip on some tea in a world of fantasy he tips his hat and sits back in his thrown no hope for reality imagination is over grown a rabbit with a hat spoke of how he journeyed the world everyone saw him as a hoodwink as the mischievous cat did not persist and devoured the rabbit with a mouth larger than his fist the little girl sits so still frightened with fear caution but careful not to speak high up in her chair with out a blink scared that they would hear her think the little girl sits in her chair still like a porcelain doll waiting to wake from this awful nightmare then she wakes under a tree to her mothers call feeling safe at last from wonderland cowboys debt There was a de

Lyrics
When ur feelin the pain wither away from another tune of a day with lies like that who ever would need to kick back. with things like this who would need a lifeback A gun goes off shot through the back now its time to kickback a soul is down a soul has drowned revenge filled lust in ur eyes thats not to much of a goddamn surprise With that withered part dissapearing into the darkness it plays another tune With lies like that who ever would kickback With things like this who would need a life back When ur feelin the pain wither away from another tune of a day with lies like that who ever would need to kick back. with things like this who would need a lifeback A gun goes off shot through the back now its time to kickback a soul is down a soul has drowned revenge filled lust in ur eyesthats not to much of a goddamn surprise With that withered part dissapearing into the darkness it plays another tuneWith lies like that who ever would kickbackWith things lik

Confessions Of A Plant Lady
Seriously, I ♥ you people n stuff... BUT, HOW THE HELL DO I TURN OFF YOUR TUNES!!! THIS AUTOMATIC PLAY SHIT IS FUCKIN' UP MY ENYA DAMMIT!!! phew... *needed that vent* please tell me how to turn it off though k? Thanks! Hello People :D My day yesterday was quite entertaining, to say the least. I was on my way to the job site and BAM... I get rear ended by a Jetta. Taking a right, yielding, sun in me eyes..I see a car...so, I "stop quickly" and the girl behind me.. well you know...her air bags deployed..crazy smoke from her car...fire dept comes...ambulance comes...she leaves in ambulance...cop comes..makes report...I go to work. Craziness. I arrive at the job site and the guys have the metal frame ready to go...the owner is there asks me if I'm ok and offers to buy me something to drink *grin* (I ♥ my place of employment) we go and get coffee...he helps me think of the positive side of the accident..and off I went to check lights, take pictures and fluff

Rating Revolution
List up I have came on to fine i lost my co-founder and i guess all my crew leaders First off FOR ONE WE ARE FAIR TO EVERYONE WE TRY TO BE. I ask scooter to be part of this family and half owner for a darn reason and that reason begin he is very good at what he does. I handed over the running of this to him and i am the unspoken owner behind him what he says goes has far has i can say and if i had a problem with him i would have spoke to him about it. Now but it seems one person thought she had more say than she really has so i am here to say no you dont and if i can get scooter back it will be run his way or no way i hope i make myself very clear on this matter. Now what i am asking here is who wants scooter back I DO COMMENT ON THIS BLOG ONE WAY OR ANOTHER AND IF NOT THE RR will be desband I will not run it without him. Enchantin Rose I have been getting hit everyday with complaints. This is suppose to be fun, and its not anymore for me. I cant get on without having someb

Baby Blog
Rylee Nichole is here. She was born on 02/18 at 11:02pm weighing 7lbs 6oz and 19 inches long. We get to go home tomorrow and we are so excited. I still cant believe I am a mommy. I felt a few contractions before I got something for them...after that I didnt feel anything. I was in labor for about 6 hours and pushed for about 45 minutes. I didnt feel her come out either...I only knew she was out she the doctor showed her to me lol. I am gonna post a picture of her and will post more tomorrow. We are getting closer and I am so excited. My appointment went great. My BP was 113/67...I didnt gain any weight the past 2 weeks. They said the baby was head down and I am 1/2cm dilated...which I know aint much but it tells me that I am getting close. I am starting to think that the baby isnt gonna stay until her due date which as long as she is healthy I am ok with that. Richard says she better stay in there cause he isnt ready yet but no one is ever ready. I now go in for weekly appointments. My

Shadows Blog
Hey guys check out this sweet computer. It's so small yet it has the full functions of a regular computer Have you ever been in love and then after it ends for whatever reason it ends you're still left with that feeling inside, that love that you still desire? I've lost what I feel to be the love of my life and even though she hurt me by giving up when I needed her the most there's still a part of me that longs for her return. There's still that love I will always hold inside me for her and there's still a big pat of me that will never truely get over her. I've heard people say they're over someone but is it really true? Are they ever really over that person? There are times when I've cried at night because of the hurt that I still feel. I can only hope that someday sone comes along that fills that emptiness inside my heart. I can only hope that someday I fall in love again and thit actually lasts.

My Misc. Poetry
COME BID ON ME...Im worth it...TRUST me ;) Reflecting back on my past and past relationships this song fits a certin situation that I was in some years back. Please comment if you like it. I grew up a wonder yearShe was saved by the bellI was boys in the hood, She was ATLUsed to sell weed to her rommate, that`s how we metOl` girl didn`t smoke, but she had jokes on deckNo disrespects, it`s just the way it wasShe claim cuz` I was broke and always say cuz`I was kind of always saying shawty and y`allShe smile everytime I did my little Southern drawCalls became frequent, we hang out on the weekendStart to feelin` like, she`s the one I`ve been seekin`Didn`t take it far, third base, at mostNever seal the deal, but always came closeI knew that if I hit it, I would have to stay commitedI was young, 21, man I just wasn`t with itKnew what was comin` and you can`t run from itAin`t no feelings that strong between man and a woman. She said she wanted more than a friendshipBut I wasn`t willing

I Am What I Am
Im a little emo short and wisp here is my blade and here is my wrist when i get all depressed hear me cry you slit my wrist and watch me die I didn't write this my friend did but i still wanted to post it up Lying on the beach, as the sunset passes by Ripples reach my outstretched toes, and we watch the sky My best friend beside me stares up at the stars Covered in pain, with him I forget the scars. I've watched him quite an age, yet still find many things That make me keep on watching him, my angel without wings He turns to me with caring eyes, we both lie still just a while My best friend, my main man, he's the reason that I smile. Suddenly I know what has me staring intently in his eyes Why we share and trust so much, why there are no lies I've been his best friend and he's been mine for as long as we remember We always have to be together the last day of each December. He leans over me and we no longer resist We give into temptation and finally kiss Sa

My Stories
They had known each other for years. They had some friends in common. And even a few relatives that knew one another. After all, it was a small town. Although Lexi and Galvin had been familiar with one another for years they never quite got long. As cliche as it was, it all started at a party. It was late, and for the most part, the party was over. Beer had been chugged. Conversations had been had. And good-byes were said. Lexi's ride home had passed out, leaving Lexi stranded. Galvin noticed Lexi standing in the middle of the living room surrounded by the usual mess a party leaves behind. "Do you have ride home?" "No. If I did I wouldn't be here right now" Lexi snapped placing one hand on her hip. She wore a summer flimsy summer dress. But when she placed her hand on her hip Galvin couldn't help but notice her curves. "Well, shit. A simple no would have been fine." Galvin said with his voice roughening up making Lexi's underwear soak and nipples harden. She walked over clos

My Poems
I was in darkness, filled with grief, For a love that is true, I did seek. Long days past, without a glimpse, For pity's sake, I stopped all attempts. I didn't expect it, did not detect it, Wasn't looking, for a flame to be lit. You came along, with a light so bright, Outshining all others, before that night. You kindled in me, something unknown, Never felt before, this that has grown. I would call it a flame, but I'm not a liar. Feelings you invoke, are more like a pyre. The deeper we get, the harder I fall, Joy and passion, keeps me enthralled. Although miles apart, I feel your love, God be thanked, for my gift from above. You're the one, in my dreams I see, When I wake, on my mind you be. Hour after hour, minute by minute, Every second, my heart you're in it. Everything to me, that's what you are, If not believed, just count the night stars. When they all fall, from heaven above, Then and o

My Ramblings...beware
I am NOT deleting my account or anything but I am moving tomorrow and don't have the internet yet, so be paitent lol. and I expect hundreds of messages and comments and tons of love to come back too!!! xoxo Shawna Dislaimer, I'm not kidding...I am not pretty, I am not skinny, so keep pretending I am, but if we ever meet, when you look at me and want to gag, just remember I warned you...I just don't want to get your hopes up..not that I am meeting any of you, well there is one guy who I want to meet...you know who you are..I hope you know...but...still worried you will turn and run...those are just pictures people, yes they are me, no they aren't photoshopped..duh..but you all say I am beautiful, georgous, sexy...yada-yada...and I just feel like plain jane, if I'm that lucky..anyways I am dead dog tired..night all!! I just saw someone's status as ....so..how long before he gets shot. So I have always thought the same thing, except I figured someone would do it before he ever could s

My Blogs
I am wondering if anyone is planning on holding an auction. I am thinking of looking for a new fu-owner. Come on in and meet my new fu-owner Lynne. Please rate/fan/add her if you haven't already and show her lots of love. ...~Lynne~... Team Captain of Thunder & Lightning Levelers~Owner of ~ FU-DADDY~ NOVA~CinDrag@ fubar What if I could hold your hand, would you then take a stand would you believe in this passion called love as we melt under the moon above What if I could kiss those lips and trace those hips would you push me away or would you let my touch sweep you forever and a day What if I could wake up next to you would you care if my arms wrapped themselves over you would you stare into my eyes and tell me no lies

You Know You Wanna....
Hey all you Fu’s I have a favor to ask!! My NEW Fu-owner Riskybusinessut needs your help!! He is in a contest and all you need to do is rate his pic!! SIMPLE!! Rate him!!/fubar.com/photo.php?u=884734&i=1751739810&albumid=/>Show this guy some serious FU LOVE!!He’s a great friend to have!! Free Hearts Comments and Layouts href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=2010628&friend=2010628" target=_blank>riskybusinessut@ fubar strong>

Friends
Keeping a wife under control........ The first man married a woman from OHIO. He told her that she was to do the dishes and house cleaning.. It took a couple of days, but on the third day, he came home to see a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man married a woman from MICHIGAN. He gave his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man married a girl from Kansas. He ordered her to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed, and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything but by the third day, some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little out of his left eye, and his arm was healed enough that

Auction!!
Want a Personal Salute From Me?? Heres Your Chance!!! Highest Bid Wins!! Auction Ends July 1st @ 4pm Fu-Time!! So Hurry Up and Bid!! Winner Gets 1 SFW Salute.. Your Choice of What it Says and Even the Color of Shirt I Wear!! Place Bids in Blog Comments!! You Know You Want a Piece of Me Sooo What Are You Waitin for Place Your Bids Now!!! xoxo Wanna own ME for Valentines Day?? Go Bid on Me in the Be Mine Auction!! Click lil Pic Below To Bid Make Sure to Show the Auction Host Miss PebblesinAZ Some Love too Muah ♥ Fall Fu-Festival Im Up for Auction!!(Nov 10 - 17) Happy Bidding!!! Click Pic Below

Me
This week, for the first time this year I have a week off work, I am going to do just what I please when I want to even so much so I am going to be drinking most evenings, so....stick around, you never know just what will happen.......... You have been warned......LOL Today has been a very draining day for me,both emotionally and physically...I have not yet slept since Monday afternoon and also laid My friend to rest so if I seem a little out of sorts then please forgive me and understand that it has been a very hard day!!! Love you all This may sound sad, but one of the things I really miss about this site is………… Communication!!!!! I don’t mean half the shite that pops up in messages or in shoutbox……I mean proper communication…..talking, sharing, caring about your friends, wanting to know if they are ok, being really interested in did they have a good day or a total bag of shite day, showing people that there really is more to this site then auto’s, cherry bombs, bling,

Babygirl
what 2 do on your 37 b-day it is rain here so should i still go out 2 night are stay in with a movie at 7:39 am i delivered my grandson i did not even know that my 16 yes 16 year old was carring she said she did not know! but anyway he is 7 11 21 inch long Christain is his name i just thank god that every thing went well 4-22-10 WELL AT LAST IKE IS GONE AND IT HIT REALLY HARD HERE IN ORANGE JUST TO LET EVERONE KNOW I AM OK AND BACK ON LINE

About Me
MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am not over-fond of almost all people. 2. I am obsessive compulsive. 3. I HATE doing dishes. 4. I LOVE storms. 5. I used to be a secretary. 6. I love forensic shows. 7. I love art...am an artist and think "modern" art is "crap"... 8. I am an EXCELLENT speller and typist (HA Steph!) 9. I think I'll never be truly happy. 10. I think Steph has too many pets... hmmmm tag who will be it?! idk Most people don't read my blogs lol

Artificial Intelligence
There are two type of people that I would love if they would just sit back and shut the fuck up for at least 4 years. Poor People and Rich People. For so long now I've had to hear nonstop bitching and moaning about the plight of the poor people and all this other democratic bullshit nonsense, I am fucking fed up with it. You miserable little bastards suck the life out of this country and don't none of you actually give a flying fuck. But, because of this situation you are in, you just take it and abuse it. I'm sorry that you fucked up so bad that you cannot afford to have luxuries, you spent all your welfare money on $80,000 cars and 90 inch High Definition Televisions. Know what fucking REALLY sucks about your situation? It's that I and the rest of the country are personally paying for your life and what you choose to do with it and frankly it makes me want to beat the ever loving shit out of you. If I had a list of the top fucking losers in society I would fly to each ci

Bombing Target
I would like the family to please help thug out as much as you can please i will be watching while im in there helping and be handing out blings for those that bust there ass in there show thug how we get it done he is in 3rd right now thank you, Angel Eyes Please bomb our family member he needs 12,500 comments for a auto 11 lets get this for him. I will be starting it a little early!! it is no race it is just to see if you are willing to actually do 6k like asked and not give up in a kinda timely manner !! Everyone gets a prize !! I will be opening it at 11 Eastern time !! thanks \ Basstracker

Mom....
We lost Mom at around 2pm today.....she felt no pain and went pretty quietly. She is now in a better place watching over all of us. We put Mom in Hospice today. The lung cancer is too far along and there is nothing that can be done. This really sucks in that Dad has only been gone for 3 years coming up in April. Too soon!!!! The holidays are upon us too and I don't really want a marker of any kind for this to happen. Please pray that she gets into January. Not sure that this will happen but I sure hope so! Well again I need to ask for all your prayers. I went to see Mom the weekend of Nov 8 with the plan of spending a long weekend with her and my sister. I got to go to PT with Mom and we had some good talks. She had been progressing quite well and looked as though she was on her way to a good recovery. Well while I was there on Tue morning...she was in the shower and had a stroke. It was a pretty serious one. Her left side is paralized...she just happens to b

Just Julies Shit
*Just leave ur bid in the comments* Ok so a few of you have asked why I took those pictures down.. Well the reason is, I am talking to someone and just figured it would be best. I have plenty of other pictures up. look at those shit, comment em if you want... But the others are gone! Okay, Im sure all of you have seen how it says I love my toaster.. or something about a toaster... Toaster is someone very important to me. I love him dearly.. We are currently "talking". Maybe and hopefully one day it will progress to a lot more. I sure as hell hope so. Hes a great guy.. and ive done my share of putting him through hell. I cant go back and change that.. this i know. Hopefully he knows how sorry i am.. Hes probably going to tell me.. Just leave it in the past... but i want him to know how important he is too me. Hes one of those guys that can make ya smile without even trying.. and boy is sooo gorgeous too. yum. Hes so hard to try and explain.. hes just a super great guy. I honestly dont d

Love And Pain
OK here it is i will be useing my ANGEL ability ALTRUIZE to help others level im not selling it i cant garentee that i will always have autos on but if you think this is a good idea let me know and if you wanna be on the list say so here n will try to get to as many as i can ..... any donations of any sort will be aprciated ... i wanna thank everyone that has helped me get this far ... and i wanna help others get here also ... much love and reapect to my fam and friends xoxo and ^5's ... ty all ViPeR XP here it is .. in a few weeks ill be 2 years since my x r/l wife left me for someone from this site ..that was 10 years of my life 8 of them spent married to her ..it still hurts on how could someone do something like this ...so im a little mody latly im sorry .. but when you have a kid n wake up looking for him n remember he doesnt live with you any more its hard to go back to bed .. so many night i cry .. not cause of not haven her but cause i dont have my son with me all the time any

Auto 11s
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Funnies
fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 21 Fubarlord 750,000 Up to 1500 profile ratings 22 Henchman 1,500,000 Up to 500 bul

Captain Black
Go, Black!! I am the terror that flaps in the night... I am the screeching fingernail on the chalkboard of justice... I am the sourball in the candyjar of goodness... I am the grade curve that gives you an 'F'... I am the fast food that comes back to haunt you... I am the neurosis that requires a $500 an hour shrink... I am the special news bulletin that interrupts your favorite show... I am the wierdo that sits next to you on the bus... I am the wrong number that wakes you at 3 a.m... I am the bug that splatters on your winshield... I am the termite that devours your floorboards.... I am the raspberry seed you can't floss out... I am the onion that stings in your eye.... I am the hairball that clogs your drains... I am the low ratings that cancel your program... I am the auditor that wants to look at your books... I am the itch you cannot reach... I am the smoke that smokes Smoked Oysters... I am the ten dollar service charge on all returned checks... I am the

My First Blog...." Life"
not glimmer of faith not an ounce of hope just another arguement getting easier to cope let my house be your safe haven let my home be yours too let his hands be your savio r now you know what to do. Life gets harder as we go Your learning this to young before your seventeen your battle will be sung Lift your head up my dear as she drinks another beer dont jump the gun your only once young live life likes its a musical dreams like your rich believe that your martin luther never give up, never quit sing as if your mariah dance until you scream your too beautiful for that rapper your hearts too big not to dream dont let them tell you what you cant be or even what you can love like theres no ending take the opprotunity from the pan your gonna slip baby girl hell you might even fall but life cant beat you if your given it your all. . YOU SAVE THE TEARSYOU SAVE YOUR BREATHYOU AND I KNOWWE HAVE SHOKE HAND WITH DEATHTONIGHT I WAS ALONEWITH

For Me !!
Mar 21, 2008 4:12 AM All I need is her smile, And my feelings start to awake. To touch her deeper in her heart, Will my words be all that it takes. I cannot hope with just my words, Her heart would become mine. Everyday I must show her, That I am worth her time. I want her open to me, To tell me what she feels inside. To feel completly at ease, Like the waves of a moonlite tide. For her to open her arms to me, Her mind,heart and soul. To have her give them to me. To me that is my goal. Here is the first one I wrote for you Beautiful My mind drifts off, When I think of you. Like clouds floating, In seas of blue. A second without you, Is like a loss of days. Never new someone could touch me, So deeply this way. All my thoughts, Completly woven around you. Nothing could seperate us, Even the devil I would make move. So if ever you have doubts, Read back these lines. And know my heart is yours, Yours for all time. The coldness of the night is

Dinner Recipes
Ingredients: * 5-6 lb. fully cooked ham * 1/4 cup whole cloves * 1/4 cup dark corn syrup * 2 cups honey * 2/3 cup butter * 1/8 tsp. white pepper Preparation: Preheat oven to 325 degrees F. Place ham cut side down in a foil-lined roasting pan. Using a sharp knife, score the surface of the ham in a diamong pattern. Place the whole cloves in the scored intersections. Combine corn syrup, honey, butter, and pepper in the top half of a double boiler, and heat until the butter melts and mixture is smooth, stirring occasionally. Keep this glaze in the top of a double boiler, over hot water, while baking ham. Brush glaze over ham, then cover with foil. Bake for 1 hour and 15 minutes at 325 degrees, basting ham every 10 to 15 minutes with the warm honey glaze. During the last 5 minutes of baking time, remove the foil and turn on broiler to caramelize the glaze. Watch the ham carefully during the broiling time! Remove ham from oven, cover with foil, and l

Me
Life is about living and trying new things. It is also about lessons and learning, Learning about yourself and others around you. Learning what you are and aren't capable of. What others are and arent capable of. What you like don't like. What others like don't like. Anyways. I learned a great deal about myself in just a span of a couple hours. I learned that I am not capable of explaining my feelings to anyone. It always comes out wrong. In the end I come out looking like a flip flopping, game playing moron. People get mad get upset, and in the end noone wins. I learned that I am not a very lovable guy. Noone can really love me. Why should they really? I can't express myself in words very well. What I want doesn't really matter. People make their own conclusions and I get left tongue tied. I learned that I believe I was meant to be alone for my entire life. No kids, no wife, nothing. This breaks my heart most, as I really do want a family. I can't force someone to be with me if t

For The Sake Of Making One
Whatever happened to diversity in this world It feels like we are all owned under a monopoly The most powerful people can buy and sell our dreams While we are left to pick up the unwanted pieces I do know this for certain Amidst the fog of things to come They could never buy my soul Not even for the price of life I would rather be a lost soul in this fruitless life Than be a puppet in a golem's act For even if I am not promised divinity My goal in life can be to find where my soul is meant to be Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could all sing our truths And not live with the judgement of doom We would be richer than the wealthiest men And nothing in this world could buy us out...even with inflation (I dunno, i tried making something more linear, but this works for now) Days continue to pass me by As I sleep the hours away In any bed I can find And the pattern doesnt cease I wake up and I feel like weaping For another day has passed me by I feel that sl

Giveaways/contests
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to myself and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether.*BONUS Entry* Fu-own any of us for 1 entry per person you fu-own. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! ~~Prizes~~ Bling (Credit amounts vary) Customized Tag Drinks and much more.... ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Rain† ~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar ~~ List of Entries~~ The Winner of last weeks Contest of 35 credits is therapea ..Congrats ! WYKD Radio

Poetry
Your Eyes Your eyes they scream of joy and pain they tell of kisses in falling rain they speak of passion hidden deep and dreams long gone in forgotten sleep they hint at things of darkest night and finding haven in the light they tell a story of where you've been and lonely secrets of forbidden sin Your eyes they whisper of night and day and joyous romping while at play they speak of fears that came to pass and silent ponderings of the past they hint of visions of storm lite fire and smiling memories of blissful desire they tell a tale of things amiss and speak of reasons why you kiss Your eyes they shout, they beg and plead and speak the thoughts of haunted need they shame the ones who did you wrong and show the world that you've grown strong Your eyes they call for all to hear the bardic songs of all you fear They tell of how your hearts turned blue and of your search for love that's true They speak of hope and dreams to come of buried scars not yet undon

Breath
keep you here locked away never more can i say how my heart beats for you. never have I felt so real. emotions racing. can't hold you here but never shall i let you go. lately even more so. i die inside wishing for you to be with me once more. I can't breath any longer with out you here. you haunt my dreams. the only place we can truely be together. finally to make my dream a reality once again. chance it all take that bet. give it all up. desicions haunt my head like the ghost of a past that seems like it should be the future. the love i found in you is the love that made me whole. forever is what i always believed. but alone is something thats seems more real to me. Little blue bird if you see him there please whisper something in his selfish ear. Tell him I'm waiting that I'll always be there. Sing him a song to show him i care. Tell him of the tears that have already fallen. Tell him that my heart is despreatly calling. Tell him he needs to come for he's stolen

Bdsm
Dominance is protective magic that penetrates layers of our existence Those who choose to acknowledge and adore it's essence, will humble themselves to it's passionate fury Those who choose to ignore it, will become insane as their flesh cries in it's absence Those who are addicted to the kiss of the whip, are never the same...and their flesh cries in it's absence Origins of "SAFE SANE CONSENSUAL" by slave david stein under the Guardianship of Master Steve of Butchmann's taken from the Leather History Group The following essay is the core of a larger work that is still in progress. Comments may be sent to the author via e-mail, gorgik@aol.com. Copyright 2000 by david stein; all rights reserved. *** History is what happens while you're doing something else-- and it may not be until years later that you discover what you did was "historic." When i agreed in mid-1983 to be part of a committee of GMSMA (Gay Male S/M Activists) charged with drafting a new "statement of ide

Crafts And Arts"..myle's Corner
wonderin why i am playing with fire? it is our tradition here to jump over the fire on the last tuesday of our year' we will be celebrating new year on thursday... hahaha, am not crazy yet'... tell u more about it later guys, see ya.. heading to play fire again, lol, am bit cooler now. wish me luck! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaharshanbe_Suri

Burnt Offerings
You know there is something wrong with world, or maybe that there is something wrong with you. Little snippets of memories drifting in and out of your thoughts, you experience what could be a waking dream. More likely you are being confronted with your past. This happens when you don't ground yourself, meditate, or simply take the time to accept your life. You may still experience these thoughts but now they will be reliving your past, not the past haunting you. Let me run through a forest of splinters for you…. I wake up, dreams still spinning through my cluttered mind. It is a haze of between. Sometimes I am unable to finish the waking action and slip back to the dream state. Most times I can push away the dreams and open my eyes to the light. I look around to remember where I am, like catching up with an old friend after a long trip. When I feel secure enough to rise, I do. Right then a million things run through my head. Today's to do list, what today is, what I feel like weari

For Fun
Yesterday after telling Misfit in the MuMMs I would post my underwear choices for her every AM she made it perfectly clear she was tired of being promised these things and not having it delivered. so ..... here we go 7 days for Misift Monday Tuesday changed as per Misfits specifications Wed had to do Thursday now its just so damn sexy and stuff Friday Saturday is laundry day ... shrug Ohhh looky we can make blogs all pretty now I wonder how far behind I am that I just know this now I am bored to death with the mumms and in need of laughing so I want to try something ... Truth or Dare people lets give it a go Ill ask person in blog ( who agreed to stay and play and enjoy a few laughs) Truth or Dare they will pick and I will present them with a question (ie whens the last time you had sex) or a challenge (ie go to granny trannys page and leave a 4 line comment on how hot she is) once we have finished laug

Animals In Need
By Jim Scott NBCNewYork.com updated 2 hours, 41 minutes ago Pit bulls and other popular breeds of dogs will be banned from all apartments run by the city Housing Authority starting this Friday."Finally someone is realizing that these potentially dangerous animals have no place in a confined urban space," City Councilman Peter Vallone told The New York Daily News.Vallone is not exactly a pit bull lover, having unsuccessfully lobbied state legislators to ban the dogs in the past.Pit bulls are often trained to be violent, but owners defended the breed saying it's the owner, not the dog that makes them a threat."It all depends on how you teach a dog," said pit bull owner Anthony Nieves. "My dog is like a puppy."Pit bulls aren't the only dogs being targeted by the Housing Authority.The new regulations are also specifically banning Dobermans and Rottweilers as well as any dog weighing over 25 pounds. The previous policy banned dogs weighing up to 40 pounds.The ASPCA opposes the ban and

News
Ok so last week a old lady called cops and said our dogs were terring up her house when in fact they were on chains in back yard needless to say the cops took all the dogs to the pound but we got them out the next day.Robby got a painting job last week and was paid today.We been packing stuff we gonna take to ohio and cleaning and smoking of course lol and we decided to sell all furniture and just start new in ohio with everything except our clothes.Im getting so excited about this move.Oh yea I have been a bit sicker lately but Im still doing ok HELLO HORNY MMFWKL NINJA so no trouble with the law this past week fuxin pigs my check still hasnt come in ughhhhhhhhh i wanna leave this dang state already robby heard from his tax preparer and the IRS messed up and now instead of just getting 100 he is getting 400 lol thank you IRS for messing up I have been real sick lately I havent been able to drink or eat or anything it might be the mass in my tummy or it could be a virus but I went to t

Journal
The night I met the perfect stranger Passion boiled up within me I was a calm and still lagoon before him He was a torrential waterfall that filled me After a long drought from dry to overflowing With a rough caress that stimulates as it devours He reawakened my languishing desire Cravings that could no longer be denied Now liberated they clamour for his attention and mine For his guidance For his touch His knowledge of my darkest needs Stirred the frenzy of unsatisfied demands in me And I found myself falling back on forbidden fantasies Waking to half cresent moons carved into my thighs Sheets twisted sinuously around my hips Bite swollen lips and pillow burned cheeks But I love it, and I can't help but smile Lend me your ear for I have need of your whispers. Lend me your eyes for I have need of your light. Lend me your hand for I have need of your touch. Lend me your lips for I have need of your taste. Lend me your voice for I have need of your melody. Len

Lyrics
My time is now like John Cena/ A rare rapper who's cleana/ Then a bottle of Aquafina/ But still a beast on the mic, no one's meana/ & yes yes I'm white, let the jokes begin/ Still get more pussy then attached lesbians/ It don't matter about my clothes or the car I be in/ Just matters what I do with this paper & pen/ I'm the kinda dude that goes on ego trips/ Doesn't care when a skeeo splits/ Cuz his futures brighter then casino strips/ Call em what you want, but I've written more essays then latino clicks/ & you have the nerve to step to my face/ I'm an easy slaughter, I only write rhymes for Myspace/ So win or lose I'ma still take ya girl to my place/ Give it up cuz you can't stay at my pace/ Write rhymes behind my back, but can't say them to my face/ Cuz you're scared of what I'll do, so I commend you/ I understand you don't wanna mess with the dude that would defend you/ So here's the plan, it's simple & easy/ Go your way, I'll go mine, it'll work believe me/ Yo

The Man.
the ends have memories that the middle and top do not. every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful children as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard at holding his scent for those close to him to remember him by when he moves it emphasizes his way . . . blowing around him across his face spread out across a pillow so natural adding life to even his smallest action flowing through my fingers it is intoxicating against my skin it is light as a feather, but reminds me he is there my eyes watch the movement, it is so expressive of who he is held in my hands it helps me learn him moving in my face it lets me breathe more of him i stand in front of him and dare delilah to cross my path . . . . LoVE/2007 you

Just Thoughts, Words To Songs I Relate Too. Just Stuff
Was the New Year when her heart broke, Was a cold winter when he lied, was morning when she realised, was evening when she died. The love that she had wanted was the one she could not keep. By day she couldn't stand it, by night she could not sleep. He told her that he loved her, then turned and threw it all away. Her foolish heart had broken, with words not meant to say. She lay there in the darkness seeking shelter from this world. And there she died of heartache that broken little girl. Can memories be forgotton? Like forgetting a set of keys? Can memories be so frightening they can bring you to your knees? Is life so cruel,it helps you to forget then floods you with the past,when your life is set. When you feel safe, memories rush right back When they know you are strong, They Attack!! Memories of the past haunt me through the day memories of the past just won't go away memories fill my sleep,memories make me weep memories of the pain. They sneak up on yo

Funny Comments Or Thoughts.
Never tell your problems to anyone.......20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last…some don’t even start…..” I'm surrounded by fake smiles and false promises.Why must they pretend to be nice when they're not?

My Poems
Another lost day has turned into a hopeless night of sleep. The Sun has been replaced with a thick darkened sky. The Moon has barely cut her way thru the the black blanket. The house has fallen silent. Only one person awake. Lost in her thoughts.. It's all been the same for the past 9 years. All I want is something I'm afraid I can never have. I look toward the sky for answers but all I ever find is silence. I've begged and pleaded and i get no where. I fight with everything I have til I'm about to break... and still.. nothing. No answers are ever found. Life will never work the way you want or hope for it to. All that is definite about life that I've finally come to realize is that There is only fate. You're destiny's already set out for you. You just have to find a way to make it liveable. You have to find Your way to make life bareable. My way is the people who are closest to me. You played me and then tossed me aside like an old rag doll for your own sick enjoym

Writings
Yearning for her affection is what I do, those beautiful brown eyes gazing at me, my soul just can't tell her no. Her words flow from her gorgeous lips and make me tremble and trip. Her mind, so smart and quick. Everything about her is stunning and in my eyes so perfect, does she know how she leaves me so speechless? She's different from the others and I don't know why I'm lost with words and breath when she speaks to me. So many things I want to say, so many things she needs to hear. I want to give her the moon and stars because that's what she deserves, I want her to only know the best things there is, to know that I am so deep and true. All the emotions that she makes me feel with just the smallest of gazes. The passion that she drives me to be. The strength she gives me with just the simplest of words. So to you, I say for you. I thank you. Please take this heart and bear it true. For it is you, that I say * **** ***. From the moment I looked into your eyes, I kne

Member Of The Week
HEY EVERYONE....209 KALI LATINA IS THE MEMBER OF THE WEEK FOR MAR.2-MAR. 8TH.....PLEASE GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE....CONGRATS GIRL!!!!! ~~•2o9 Kali LaTina•~~ *2nd Alarm Hottie* **Zodiak Leveler** ~Owned by Estilofrio405~ HEY EVERYONE.....SWEET ALABAMA HAS BEEN CHOSEN AS THE MEMBER OF THE WEEK FEB.23 - MAR. 1.....PLEASE GO AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE..... CONGRATS SWEET ALABAMA!!! HEY EVERYONE! WE HAVE CHOSEN SINFUL AS MEMBER OF THE WEEK...PLEASE GO SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE AND RATE HER HARD.....CONGRATS GIRL! ☿❤§îñfùl™❤☿ ~☪~ZODIAK LEVELERS~☪~

Mine
I pretend that I'm glad you went away these four walls close in more every day And I'm dyin' inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real, even if nobody knows And I'm cryin' inside And nobody knows it but me Why didn't I say The things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is just a tumblin' down I can see it so clearly But you're nowhere around The nights are lonely, the days are so sad and I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had And I'm missin' you And nobody knows it but me (Music, hmm...noone knows) I carry a smile when i'm broken in two and i'm nobody without someone like you i'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me i Lie awake it's a quarter past 3 i'm screamin at night if i thought you'd hear me yeah, my heart is calling you and nobody knows it but me How blue can I get, you could ask my heart Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words

Stuff
Espero curarme de tí / Jaime Sabines Espero curarme de ti en unos días. Debo dejar de fumarte, de beberte, de pensarte. Es posible. Siguiendo las prescripciones de la moral en turno. Me receto tiempo, abstinencia, soledad. ¿Te parece bien que te quiera nada más una semana? No es mucho, ni es poco, es bastante. En una semana se puede reunir todas las palabras de amor que se han pronunciado sobre la tierra y se les puede prender fuego. Te voy a calentar con esa hoguera del amor quemado. Y también el silencio. Porque las mejores palabras del amor están entre dos gentes que no se dicen nada. Hay que quemar también ese otro lenguaje lateral y subversivo del que ama. (Tú sabes cómo te digo que te quiero cuando digo: "que calor hace", "dame agua", "¿sabes manejar?", "se te hizo de noche"...Entre las gentes, a un lado de tus gentes y las mías, te he dicho "ya es tarde", y tú sabías que decía "te quiero"). Una semana más para reunir todo el amor del tiempo. Para dártelo. Para que ha

Random Shit
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for yo

Hotmomma
Playmate vs. SoulmateIn our quest for happiness we must be sure that we don't settle for a Playmate when God has a Soul mate waiting for us. Sometimes this is a hard distinction to make. Playmates are tricky. They are so much fun to be with that even the smartest of us will be fooled into thinking this has to be our Soul mate. Worse yet too many of us attempt to make a Soul mate out of a Playmate.The danger of this is that later, after years of playing, we will meet our Soul mate, but it may be too late. We may have already made a Life mate of our Playmate and created life-long bonds (emotional, children, etc.). Alternatively, we may have been hurt from playing so hard thatwe are in no shape ourselves to be anyone's anything. How can we distinguish between the One, and just another one? First, we must be open with ourselves about who we really are and what our soul yearns for. Only you and God know what is truly in your heart and mind.Only you know what will make you truly happy and wh

Me
Ok, i get it... at least I think I do... i don't fit in, never really have so it shouldn't surprise me and it really shouldn't matter... but occasionally it does and when i give voice to that pain... hey, I'm always WRONG... I think i should have stayed locked up in the nuthouse, at least ther i could pretend things made sense... i knew what to expect and what was expected of me... there wasn't much hope but there were no fantasies... no falsehoods... no pain. Orderlies and nurses didn't give you phony compliments... if they did you reported it and it ended. what i hate most is feeling hurt and then feeling like i'm wrong, like i'm the one who owes an apology for opening my mouth and expressing myself... easier solution, (see Blog title)... i need to remember that... I get it now, i wasn't really meant to circulate amongst humans... even internet ones.. hideous freak, leper... unclean, stay away... i've always been a pariah. It's when i get to feeling special that i fail at least

F Word
Help me find my way through the maze of fubar folks. I need your nominations for hot women! I also need some nominations for amazing men in service. If they are serving in Iraq I want to know! There are thousands of great people on this site...help me find the ones I'm looking for. Thanks! Alrighty folks...I want your input again. More lovely and witty ladies for confessions (they need to have clear, good photos) and people in service for the 'we salute you' (this includes, firemen, policemen, etc.) Also, let me know what you think about the FWord and what you would like to see change. We need your opinions for FuApproved. Bring 'em! Have you checked it out? If not, please do... http://www.fubar.com/fword/3302526 Once you have, let me know what you think...ideas, comments, hate mail, love mail...bring it! Also, check out the F Words profile and send in lots of stuff...good stuff. http://www.fubar.com/user/2610511

Unbelievable.
The last lil while things have been happening in the MuMMs that are just unbelievable to me. I will probably be disliked or even bashed for what I am going to type, but to me it's all ridiculous. Are we to watch what we say in fear that we may be targeted for one lil comment? Should we be worried that if certain ones don't like us that we will eventually fall prey because of the "pack" thing? I have no problem whatsoever with one on one confrontation or debates, but when whole groups jump someone? This has turned in to high school with the head bullies on a rampage. I am non confrontational by nature and find the whole idea of e bullies, e wars, and such nonsense. Do some even realize they are making it to where some of us who used to enjoy the MuMMs would rather either just sit back and not bother with commenting in them or not go in to them at all? I don't understand the purpose of this. So what if someone comes in and tries to start something? Ca

So
"To disarm the people (is) the best and most effectual way to enslave them..." George Mason, author of the 1776 Virginia Bill of Rights I am a hippy basically.You know non -violence etc.But...........I am currently seeing the benefits of gun ownership in America. Ive always lived in hippy towns around other like minded people.But the recession hit and I had to move.Closer to jobs etc.Now I am having first hand experience with crime.Its everywhere. I just moved from the mountains into the city to an area unknown to me,turns out it is an area that used to be good that got taken over by crime,lots of scared elderly people that cant figure out what happened to their once nice farm town.You cant leave your car unlocked or something will get stolen out of it,they even steal stuff that is worthless like paperwork from your glove box.I never see a cop unless some one is already dead and they are putting the caution lines up around a chalk outlay.All night long junkies break into cars in m

Poems And Such
Please... I don't want to love him anymore, I can't bare the heartache so what do I need this heart for? Just take it away and leave a hole in its place, stop the hurt and all the tears that roll down my face. All the hurtful words leave scars of the emotional kind, They never heal completely and leave their mark on my soul and mind. Please just make the hurt in my chest go away, Since you can't make him love me or want to stay. This is the kind of pain a body can't keep others from seeing. Hurt that devours the very soul and physical being. So please reach in and snatch it away, don't leave a single part. Because he somehow managed to get into every corner of my heart. So just take my heart and give it to one he can love too, So at least then he'll never have to endure a single, "I don't love you". The lightening wrote the name of God, Across the green grey sky. The thunder crashed, "His will be done", The hills took up the cry. The sweeping wind with migh

Poetry
Watch Me Bleed By: Lady Ember Do you want to watch me bleed? See the pain released from me? Leave this life of insanity? Or is it just your darkest dream? Losing you I thought I'd die you don't know the weeks I cried you told me you'd love me an eternity wish you would.. have just killed me. Do you want to watch me bleed? See the pain released from me? Leave this life of insanity? Or is it just your darkest dream? I live in silent screaming pain a sense of love I will never regain am I destined to be alone? to wade through this darkness on my own?

Why
My name is ChrisI am three,My eyes are swollenI cannot see,I must be stupidI must be bad,What else could have madeMy daddy so mad?I wish I were betterI wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommyWould still want to hug me.I cant do a wrongI cant speak at allOr else im locked upAll day long.When i'm awake i'm all aloneThe house is darkMy folks aren't home When my mommy does come homeI'll try and be nice,So maybe i'll just getOne whipping tonight.I just heard a carMy daddy is backFrom Charlies barI hear him curseMy name is calledI press myselfAgainst the wallI try to hideFrom his evil eyesIm so afraid nowI'm starting to cryHe finds me weepingCalls me ugly words,He says its my faultHe suffers at workHe slaps and hits meAnd yells at me more,I finally get freeAnd run to the doorHe's already locked itAnd I start to bawl,He takes me and throws meAgainst the hard wallI fall to the floorWith my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continuesWith more bad words spoken,'I'm sorry!', I screamBut it's

~¤just Blogs¤~
I've noticed alot of people throw words and emotions around. In turn I feel this makes the words worthless and there's no point in saying them anymore as it's all been said to much. I know alot of people would ask the person they care about to do the opposite, but i feel that it's not necessary to say for actions speak louder than words... So... Do not tell me I'm perfect, perfection is to hard to attain... Do not tell me how beautiful I am, beauty is only skin deep... Do not compare me to others, I am but me no more no less... Do not say I love you, if you truely did I wont need to be told. Just be there for me and walk with me when it seems the whole world is in it's darkest, be my friend before you try to be anything else and accept my faults without trying to change me. By the way this isn't directed at anyone it's just something I was thinking about. So don't read it and be like she's blogging about me lol coz it's just a random thought lol Adh naEireannach H

Writings
March 9th, 2009 All my life I've been asking my self why me being dead would be so much better, than me being alive. Why death sounds so peacefull to me. I realized its not the death I want. Its the feeling of never being hurt by anyone anymore. Its the feeling of peace Im longing for. Being alive has only brought pain and suffering. When I dream the dreams of death, Im not affraid of it. I dont run from it. Instead I welcome and embrace it. In my dreams, all I do is re-live the painful, tourcherous, days. The days the people I loved, leave me. They leave me aone in this dark abyss. Theres no one to be there for me. Eeveryone says they will stay and be there for me, but they leave and hurt me more. They say they love me and when I need them the most they up and leave me. In my time of need, I only ever have myself. Will I ever find someone who will stay? Will I ever find someone who will love me and be there for me? In my drams I never have to worry about that. Death is

Vampires
Alone I sit on the top of a hill Thinking of how my unlife has been Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen In the eyes of my victims before they lay still. Though a hunter in darkness I must be The feelings of guilt always come back When I sink my teeth in another man's neck My conscience is the only light left in me. All I want is to leave the shadows behind And truly this time I will For I no longer desire to kill Thoughts of light are now on my mind. I'm waiting for the sunrise today On the lonely hill where I sit And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it Before the wind blows my ashes away. My thoughts have burned a whole in my mind and water can't put out the fire Searching for something I can't find To quench an unspoken desire. So life has let you down, Happiness a memory In chemical reprieves I drown with a love that wasn't supposed to be you can't save me from myself my last wish is to die I take the needle from my shelf and I

These Are My Confessions
how do i know that we are meant to be cuz every time i look in your eyes all i see is a physical attraction but not to my heart so baby tell me where do i start all i know is that i love you dont want to let you but together i want to go on and be yours forever there's something that i need to say something from my heart i wanna hold u close thru the nite i wanna kiss you and make you laugh and smile i wanna be your everything and more trust me baby i wanna see the love in your eyes i wanna dance with you til the lights are on bright i want you baby i love you baby i wanna... with you i wanna... with you i look at you as you think i really need to but i cant blink i cant believe what i said i told you everything in my head i beg and plead with your eyes i wanna see you laugh and smile but you just sit there you dont seem to care but still chorus as you look in my eyes i see that you've taken everything to heart you understand what i mean

Lyrics And Randomness
I pretend that I'm glad you went away But these four walls close in more everyday And I'm dying inside And nobody knows it but me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows And I'm crying inside And nobody knows it but me Why didn't I say the things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is a-tumblin' down I can say it clearly but you're no where around The nights are so lonely the days are so sad And I just keep thinking about the love that we had And I'm missing you And nobody knows it but me How blue can I get you could ask my heart Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words just couldn't say just how I feel A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still The nights are so lonely the days are so sad And I just keep thinking about the love that we had

From Tha' Desk Of Montanaland225!!!!!
I normallly WOULDN'T be doin' this but a VERY dear friend of mine and several of others in tha'225 family and friends have been hurt by people(a term i use VERY,VERY loosely)who for some reason don't care how they treat other folk who make the mistake of caring for them SO......, A FRIEND....., (A)CCEPTS you as you are (B)ELIEVES in you (C)ALLS you to say"hi" (D)OESN'T give up on you (E)NVISIONS the whole of you(E-V-E-N the unfinished parts) (F)ORGIVES your mistakes (G)IVES UNCONDITIONALLY (H)ELPSyou (I)NVITES you over (J)UST be with you (k)EEPS you close at heart (L)OVES YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE (M)AKES a difference in you life (N)E-V-E-R JUDGES (O)FFERS SUPPORT (P)ICKS you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)AISES your spirits (S)AYS nice things to you (T)ELLS YOU THE T-R-U-T-H WHEN YOU NEED TO HEAR IT (U)NDERSTANDS YOU (V)ALUES you (W)ALKS BESIDE YOU (X)PLAINS things you don't understand (Y)ELLS at you when you don't listen....and (Z)APS YOU BACK TO REALITY!!!!! I s

Midget
To All My Fu Family and Friend's,I will not be on as much in the next few weeks,I am Moving to Ft.Worth,Texas,I will be pretty busy getting things ready for my move.I Hope Everyone Will Have A Great Week.I will be back as soon as I can. Much Love to Everyone..Hugs! Lora AKA Texas Willow Hi Everyone,I don't ever ask for much but I am in a Tattoo/piercing auction contest and need help.Please if you can bid and rate me and while you're there please rate and fan the host.[ fubar.com photo: Texas WillowMin. bid 500k ] It has come to my attention, after a long conversation with a Dear sweet friend I met on here and I love him very much,He thought I didn't care about him anymore because he wasn't in my top family or friends,So I have removed the number's and will not number a Fu family member or Friend again on here,I would hate to lose a great friend because of number's..I do care about each and everyone,though honestly I come to love a few people on here that mean the world to me,even thou

Bubbles
The first one is a bit more classical and I think I may try too hard at it... Change Winds of change come sweepingTheir breath a gentle breezeWillow branches weepingAnd oak leaves barely sneeze Grasses bow beneath the weightOf transparent changes' passingChange of seasons' quickening gaitTurbulence no longer lacking The longer the winds blow unheededMore resistant to the galeThe more damage done excessiveAnd more likely one is to fail So when the gentle sighing kissesThe skin of your upturned faceBe sure to note it, lest you miss itHasten your collective pace The second is a bit more edgy, I think. I dunno. Wrote these between classes, so I didn't spend much time on them. That's always the best work, though. lol. Do this Don't make me do thisI don't wanna do thisWhy do I always do this?Please don't make me do this Get your act together girlBefore this falls apartBefore you fall apartWhen everything unfurls You always end up this wayWanting ever to goNever can you st

Whatever
I can't wait!!!!!!! Got the call today at work! I'm going after work to get the car. (I may just run to the car lot tomorrow! lol) OMFG! I can't believe it! The last piece of puzzle to proofing to myself that I can do it, without my ex is a matter of hours away. This feels so weird, though, I've wanted this for so long. I'm not sure what or how to act. My daughter is all excited, too. I wish she was there to help celebrate with me getting the car, but that will be when I get home with the car. Something is not feeling right. I feel something is missing from this. . . I'm finally going to able to stand on my own two feet, not have to rely on anyone to get me places, but this celebration is incomplete somehow. Wish i could do something about this but I'm not sure what to do. L8r! Unfortunately, I didn't sleep well last nite. I dreamt I was with my man, and everything was going great. . . Then all of sudden my ex appears out of nowhere n shoots my man and shoots me in f

Dragon Poeticz
AS I LISTEN TO SHIRO SAGISU WITH EYES CLOSED AND MIND CLEAREDONLY IMMERSED IN THE SOUNDS I HEARI ENCOUNTER VISIONS OF A PERSON RUNNING....RUNNING FOR HIS LIFEHIS LOVEHIS DESTINYWITH TEARS STREAMING DOWNSILENTLY SCREAMINGSCREAMING FOR A SUNRISEFOR A REASON TO LIVE IN A WORLD CLOUDED BY SELFISHNESSA MAN THAT WOULD DIE BEFORE BEING PLAGUED BY SELF INDULGENCEOVER TIME HIS SADNESS GROWSOVERTAKING HIS VERY BEINGAS HIS RUNNING SLOWS TO A COMPLETE HALTON A CLIFFHE LOOKS DOWN AT THE JAGGED ROCKS BELOWTHEN LOOKS BEHIND HIM SEEING NO ONE...WITH ONE FINAL TEAR STREAMING HE SLOWLY CLOSES HIS EYESAND LEAPS WITH ARMS WIDE OPENIN HOPES TO ENTER A NEW WORLD....BUT WHAT HE NEVER NOTICED WAS SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY NOTICED HIMAND WANTED TO CHANGE HIM FOR THE BETTERWATCHING AND HOPING HE WOULD NOTICE HER.........SHORTLY AFTERWARDS, SHE LEAPED FROM THE EXACT SAME CLIFFTO HELP HIM FIND WHAT HE WAS LOOKING FOR.....-Z- IN A TIME WHERE MY HEART IS SUPPOSED TO BE SEALED AWAY FROM THE WORLDSOMEHOW YOU BROKEN THE SE

Love Poems
I sit here in this room alone, as i so often do, as the pain and sadness fill my heart. Longing, wanting, needing to be close to him, wrapped tightly in his arms. His warm breath on my neck as he whispers softly in my ear, " baby it will all be ok, i am here for you always and forever ". Wanting to tell him everything i am feel inside, wanting and needing these things so much it hurts, yet i knowing it will not come. so i sit here alone in this room as i so often do with a heavy heart as the pain and fear continue to grow. How i wish i could tell him i am so scared of the days to come, so unsure of what will become of my life. Wanting to tell him i need him so much yet the fear of being rejected by the one and only i hold so close to my heart, "the love of my life " and so the fear and uncertainty keeps me from reaching out to him. June 06 2009 I wish i was a child again, Nestled in daddy's arms. I long to hear " it'll be alright, As he gently strokes my hair. Cause grownup pro

Poetry
I am lost when I am with you I am lost with out you My heart is full of pain Your love has left a stain I can't shake this feelin I can't start the healin Through the pain and the anger You have become a stranger I can't take this pain another day I wish the world would just go away Take me out of this life Stab me with your knife Let my life bleed out So there is never a singel doubt Bring my pain to an end My ever faithful friend. Take this pain from my life Stab me with a knife let me bleed As long as I need Take my sorrow So I may have a tomorrow I stand here and my heart dies As I listen to all your lies I don't want this pain anymore So cast my blood on the shore Shed my blood If it makes you feel good I don't want this pain Don't make me feel it again I don't want this pain to kill me Just set me free Give me peace So the anger I can release Let my anger be shown Leave me the hell alone I don't want to hurt you Since you haven't a clue Ju

Tv Stuff
Just read on twitter than Peter Serafinowicz will not be making another series of shis sketch show for the BBC. Not entirely sure if this is true, or some kind of joke referencing the news that Jonathan Ross has just announced that he won't be renewing his contract... With Serafinowicz it's often hard to tell. So I popped over to his website to see if he'd said anything on there, and long story short, I ended up getting distracted. This time by the rather excellent Brian Butterfield page... Also, I've stashed a couple of good Serafinowicz clips this morning, plus found his statement about leaving the BBC, which has the embedding turned off, but can be found here : Serafinowicz's website Okay, it IS Wikipedia, but Dear Lord, please tell me that ITV aren't SERIOUSLY considering a celebrity version of The Crystal Maze hosted by AMANDA HOLDEN... *EDIT* Great, found this on the Guardian's website, so it looks kosher. I can only say, For fu... **EDIT** Also, this is sad news. Muc

Almostalien
Where would we be if we did not invent cars with a combustible engine?What would of happened if the inventers early on thought of a better way of getting us around instead of noisy gas guzzling polluting held hostage by oil company autos ,planes ,jets motorcycles and the rest ? We had a idea and ran with it and for a long time it was great we got to see things because of travel we would of never seen walking . But can you imagine if we went in another direction like magnetic energy . Quiet none polluting renewable energy . I was playing with some neodymium magnets the other day so powerful and so much none polluting power it amazed me . I did the usual. Had them stick together then reversed them and could not put them together they wanted to fly out of hands .Invisible quiet energy . Then I was thinking of the power of how whole planets are held up in the heavens with the north and south poles rotating planets .As well as the gravity and lack of it depending on magnetic fields and size

Random Thoughts
So there I am at the Oregon State Fair. Just like every year. I go for the hand dipped corn dogs, the demolition derby (more on this in a minute) and for the people watching. Since it's Oregon I don't feel as bad making fun of the people there. It's like a train wreck. For instance, yesterday I saw a woman that must have gone 300 lbs. Not a big deal. UNTIL. You put that woman in a tube top with tight spandex shorts. Smoking. Pushing 2 kids in a stroller with one in tow. And her 130lb boyfriend with the jailhouse tattoos and crooked hat. It was awesome. Every manner of hillbilly and mountain folk were there. It was a joy to experience. Now, no one else in my family shares my love of demolition derbies. I don't understand it. Cars...crash into each other on purpose. It's like the Mall parking lot at Christmas with all women drivers. Ha ha ha ha. But seriously...it just doesn't get any better. Men with dirty clothes and as many teeth as their cars have wheels run int

First Then...first Now
Good morning to anyone that actually takes the time to read it....or just hello if your in a different time zone! I don't know what it is today but I figure its partly the weather. Just feel blah. So yeah...let's blame the weather. Sitting here at my desk in my office and its actually a slow day since its getting close to Turkey day. More then likely be running on a skeleton crew tomorrow and off for Thursday and Friday (yeah!!). Alright...back to this. Normally I feel pretty blah by mid winter since there is like a ton of snow in Michigan by then. But I am still usually in a good mood if you take out the weather factor. But this week....nah...complete opposite. More then likely its just a combo of things. Weather...holidays...dealing with the entire family for an entire day, minus my dad since he went to FL early this year. Go figure on that. Smart man. I love my family but I hate spending an entire day with all of them...I'm one of the single ones in the family...

If You Read These Comment Please! Political Poetry
Let us start a war, one we can not finish. send thousands more, watch as they deminish, Bleed our status dry, with all those who care. become the worlds suply, of hatred everywhere. Most of us will die, still you without a care. all you do is lie, and tax us a death tare. Our wages you have won, on bended backs you stand, We have no place left to run, crushed by our own hand. Devil cries of war and wins, people left in shame. Hatred spawning horrid sins, as they writhe in pain.

Personal
Above is My New Kitten. Her Name is Luna II but My Father in Law & Brother In Law think it's RIGHT TO LOCK HER IN A PET CARRIER FOR 30 days with NO Litter so if it needs toilet CAN'T use it & Limited food & water so when that runs out NOTHING More for her & FOR 30 days! And they think that IS Humane??? I think NOT!!! This is an Outrage that they do this!!! Can I charge them for Abuse??? I Wonder??? Attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) is a common neurobehavioural disorder that has been related to the brain's chemistry and anatomy. ADHD is a persistent pattern of inattention and/or hyperactivity/impulsivity that occurs more frequently and more severely than is typically seen in people at comparable levels of development. Symptoms must occur for at least six months and some symptoms have been present since before the age of 7 years. ADHD begins in childhood and symptoms can persist into adulthood as well. While some children outgrow ADHD, as many as 60% continue to

Just Thinking..
Now I lay me down to sleep, one less terrorist this world does keep. With all my heart I give my thanks, to those in uniform regardless of ranks. You serve our country and serve it well, with humble hearts your stories tell. So as I rest my weary eyes, while freedom rings our flag still flies. You… give your all, do what you must...with God we live and God we trust ! Single Again lyricsYep YepIm BackSlip and Slide recordsYea Yea Yea (hahahaha)Chorus:Im single again, back on the prowI Thought it was perfect, I dont know howIm single again, back on the prowI Thought it was perfect, I dont know howIm single againYou know how they do, how they actSee you wit another man and they want you back(Whoo Whoo) My ass still fat(Whoo Whoo) they stillcheckin for me, and never wiil you find another bitch like me, and I dont care what yourfriends say, what we had was like Jay and Beyonce.Or was it all a dream.Back seat in the phantom sippin that lean.We party like rock stars, we sex like porn s

Blessed Is Ani Difranco
"Letter To A John"don't ask me why I'm cryingI'm not going to tell you what's wrongI'm just gonna sit on your lapfor five dollars a songI want you to pay me for my beautyI think it's only right'cause I have been paying for itall of my lifeI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeand I'm gonna go away...we barely have time to react in this worldlet alone rehearseand I don't think I'm better than youbut I don't think that I'm worsewomen learn to be womenand men learn to be menand I don't blame it all on youbut I don't want to be your friendI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the money I makeand I'm gonna go away...I was eleven years oldhe was as old as my dadand he took something from meI didn't even know that I hadso don't tell me about decencydon't tell me about pridejust give me something for my trouble'cause this time, it's not a free rideI'm gonna take the money I makeI'm gonna take the mone

Once Upon A Time (a Poetic Fairy Tale)
What She Doesn't Know What she doesn't know Is that his heartbreaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is he will remember her forever What she doesn't know Are all the things he can't seem to tell her Damsel In Distress The fair maiden is a true damsel in distress But in this knight she seems to have found rest Some how he has gotten past her defenses He appears to be genuine with out false pretenses

Past Pages
pleonasm (PLEE-uh-naz-uhm), noun; the use of more words than are necessary to express an ideaAwkward complexities create necessities, and like Don Quixote twisted on peyote, my windmills are not giants but rather vibrant forests, and only I can see the trees. And the trees equally see me. Pine trees with Oakley sunglasses secreting sap like springtime molasses; oak trees dressed in their Sunday best, blessed to have rigidity, and yet they crack under stress; and the pretty willows, a forest's pillows, peeping between cascading limbs, weeping as the summer's light dims. There are others, always others, watching and waiting for their chance to be defined by another poetic line, a woody plant in metered rhyme. Perhaps their time will come.But I am Don Quixote, and I am armed.And delusional.Summertime. I ease into my sun warmed lawn chair like a pat of butter melting down the side of a brown leather saddle after a long hot ride. Several younger than old women (although nubile in

Stories
Missing MamaI awake each morning to start a new dayBut the pain of loosing you never goes away.I go about the things I have to doAnd as the hours pass I think again of you.I want to call you and just hear your voiceThen I remember that I have no choiceFor you are not there and now my heart criesJust to see you again to tell you goodbyeTo say Mama I love you and I always willAnd hope that much of you, in me you've instilled.The day that you left I just didn't knowThat you were going where I couldn't go.And now all my memories of you are so dearBut gosh, how I miss you and wish you were here.Who now can hear me when I need to cry?It so hard to tell you "Mama goodbye."Someday I know all will be wellAnd I'll see you again with stories to tellOf how you were missed and how we have grownAnd how good it is to finally be home.Until then my memories of you I'll keep nearAnd I'll pass them on to those who are dear.I miss you Mama. As a lonely girl,I only want one thingAll I want,Is to be seenAs

Air Biscuits
All the cool kids seems to be doing this, so I thought I'd have a go... Spell your name with bands/artists B - Black Uhuru L - Lily Allen O - Orbital O - Orb (the) K - King Crimson Y - Yellowman layer two.- name: Blooky- birth date: 06-AUG-71- nicknames: Blurky, Bent-one- current location: Work- eye color: Green/Grey/Blue...with a bit of brown- hair color: Brown- righty or lefty: Left- best friend[s]: Morning Star, My sister, James & Davelayer three.- the shoes you wore today: Biker Boots- your perfect pizza: Pepperoni- the last time you cried: Couple of days ago thining about my Godsonlayer four.- your best physical feature: Don't know... - most missed memory: Summer on the canalslayer five.- pepsi or coke: Dr Pepper- mcdonald's or burger king: BK- adidas or nike: Don't care- lipton ice tea or nestea: Dar-jeeling- chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla- cappuccino or coffee: Coffee, strong, blacklayer six.- curse: May all your teeth fall out except one, which gives you toothache.- do

S.h.e.
Recenly I Found this on someones profile and was pretty impressed by what it had to say. It also made me wonder why there is a need here on fubar to express such things. Top 11 Reasons A Profile Will Be Blocked By Me: 11) Profile pics that show too much skin. I'm an adult, and I'm aware that this is supposed to be an adult site, but GIVE ME A BREAK! It's looking like eHarmony or Match went the hard-core slutty route most of the time. If that's how you want to portray yourself, that's fine. But please DO NOT insult my eyes with it. 10) Having a self-deprecating name. I do NOT find it cute or funny that you call yourself a slut or MILF or some kind of whore. I find this to be offensive and rude, even if it is about yourself. 9) Blank add requests. Please say SOMETHING to me when you wish to add me as a friend.

Troublin..dancin...screw It
"...and then you call me and its not so bad..." She sings to me almost cradling my thoughts I think moon lodge I am there not doing it well...not doing it pretty pretending someone else holds me in my not so quiet times loving the sounds of young voices bickering feeling the grandfathers warmth on my face wanting to tell each friend why they are so important to me chills run my spine at being so feminine but i am unkept hair, bottle toting, cussin self craving for the night to come cool breezes and sounds of street lights popping on waiting for that moment alone I sit and wonder when your voice will reach me the desire to have your hands grabbin at me the feeling of beautiful even after the last shot or not so clean shower my breasts know you my stomach knows you my lips sense your every breath I wont say no I cant imagine a minute of my day without craving I want to beg and I do with one strap hangin off my shoulder my head cocked to the side listening to y

Buggzy's Rants
If any of you have children, you know it sucks when they hate you and let you know it. A while ago, my hubby ask my middle son to help him change the oil, not something that you would assume would end up in a fight huh. Butttttttttttttttttttttt, however it did, my hubby ask like several times, and my middle son always had an excuse. Well ummmm my youngest son whos 19, decided to air his disapointent with his middle brother on face book. Opp's, that didnt go well, and my middle son forgot or tends to forget his younger bro has autisum and takes things to heart. Well Chris (middle) decided to tell him off etc, and it just became a battle ground on facebook. One morning I got on facebook and seen the comments that went back and forth, yes my youngest son was wrong to plaster it on face book yet he was right in a way to be pissed off. Then I seen some really not so called for comments on how he has his own life and he doesnt get paid to help and its on his time etc etc etc.

Java's Writing
INSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste

Dark Phoenix Business
I have an idea on how to use the alternates... Your main character ....everyday play Alt 1 make into a bank for listing ( focus on properties build the cash flow.. and mainly defense not for attack exept to hitlist) Alt 2 make into an assassin ( this one is your killer to use for war only and hitlists ) I'd like to get your feedback on this to see if we can do this and everyone elses in the turf as well so lets get this going and see what we can do How shall we organize our efforts with hitlisting ? Shall we put in place specific hitlisters only? What determines if we hitlist someone or not? If a person is building their character should they be hitlisting? How do we determine is self hitlisting is a good call or not? When we get hitlisted what determines if we heal or not ?

Rhetorical Answers
Just a general rant really about all and everything that is fubar. Okies its not all a rant, its good and bad and everything in between :P So I have been on fubar for probably about four years all together and have noticed a lot of different things. For just about every nice person on fubar there is an ass whole. It doesn't really matter what your rating is just how many you get. About half the friend you end up accepting or adding ...you end up not talking to. Points get crazy intense once you get to level 24. There are lots of secrets on fubar that you learn as you go but no one every really tells you. It doesn't matter what kind of person you are if you have a sexy picture on fubar some one is GOING to tell you they want to fuck no matter how unclassy it is. Alot of people take fubar VERY seriously...more so then not. There is alot of drama because of that single fact. This site is constantly changing and so do the people on it so accept it. You can have alot o

Personal
No one will get this right! My middle name__________, my age___, my favorite soda_______, my full birthday___/___/, who's the love of my life______ , my best friend_____, my favorite color______, my eye color_______, my hair color______ my favorite food________ and my moms name__________!!! Good luck :P As I sit here alone again on Thanksgiving, and reflect back on my life I have questions for which the answers only lead me to a very specific feeling. As a child, the three very close friends of mine all moved away never to be heard from again. Through my years in elementary, junior high, and high school I bought a $25 dollar savings bond every week. My teen years were ones of being a target of insults, made to feel out of place no matter where I was at, and being made fun of. Finally high school years were even worse except where I excelled; band/orchestra, swim team, and football team. Never went to a prom as who ever I asked to go with me always had excuses,

True Inner Feelings
Storms of Summer Rain..Suttle sky's turn dark..The feelings in between..Died and Drift away..To a place so cold..Leaving me feel so alone..Coming from a broken home..Years of separation..Feelings Fade..And Season's Change..What's left is a mess..I feel so lost..So Confused..Confined within..I feel I'm Stuck..Inside a Rock..No where to go..I scream I'm done..It's Over..I'm Thru..I feel my heart..Jaded and Shattered..I am Broken. I am easily gone and hurt to the center of my human flesh. Numbnezz takes over the pain that used to accompany my soul. Severed like the skeleton of my ancestors long ago. My words a whisper to the vengeful souls of life. A painful world of needles we live in and yet I am stuck standing like a statue of cold stone all alone in the wide open. Like a simple minded target for easy prey. No one cares enough to reach out and save me. No one even glances as they pass by. I rott in this prison of my making with each hurtful memory I continue to pile on the bricks of th

Life
Aiutare chi ne ha bisogno come quelli che dimostrano l'amore che cura divertirsi con quelli che amate la vostra vita come si vuole essere liberi come voi potete seguire i sogni e la fiducia il vostro cuore e fate come vi piace di fare help those how need it love those how show they care have fun with those you love live your life they way you want to be as free as you can follow you dreams and trust your heart and do as you love to do Ill love you fino alla fine del tempo mi mancherà come passare dei giorni il vostro sempre im mente e sempre nel mio cuore per sempre youll stayill love you till end of time i miss you as days go byyour always there im my mind and always in my heart forever youll stay love sayings If I Love The World, I Love It Because You're in it! Always choose the 1 u love over the 1 u like, 'cause the 1 u like will choose the 1 they love You For Me.. Me For You.. Together Forever Is Where We'll Be. A weak sense of trust, Weak feet on the gro

Fyi
I have a question.....does it mean you are blocked by a person if when you hover over their pic it says N/A ect ect under their profiel pic? Also...I am going shopping today....what color of shirt should I buy for myself? (I don't want to make a mumm about this unless you all think I should) :P Last but not least....The State Fair sucks...why oh why did I pay 40 bucks for me and my kids to walk around in 100 plus degree weather? Oh yeah to visit my old high school bff....grrr now my tan is all jacked up. I am totally batnuts today.... I am nuts...I decided to go blonde..REALLY blonde...and now I am freaking out over here. I have not had blonde hair in nearly 15 yrs....and I am not so sure I should be blonde. I will take pics later today, but first, I have to fix the imperfections in my hair. You see, if you go from dark brown to blonde you sometimes end up with orange hair...and well the ends of my hair are kind of orange..so I am not happy. I had to wait to fix it till today

Lifes Heavy Burden And The Scars That We Have
Black as day black as night I ponder away At loves sight I know in my heart That things are yet to come But I can't see you I don't know where to run I hear your voice It haunts my soul Like a thousand deamons All trying to escape I can't speak I can only relate Ten thousand needles That poke at my side Daggers and Swords That cut at my heart Black as Day Black As Night I can't not move I have no sight I can not feel Without my words I have no fight I lay there still Not wanting to move Taking my last breathe Black as Day Black As Night The ending beats Of my hearts last fight It rang so true it rang so right How can I stay when I know that it will only lead to a fight I loved you more then words that are unknown You threw them back like I was a stone Cast me a spell Cast it on tonight I wish on star with all my might That I can be the one your dreaming of That I can be the sun, the moon the stars up above I was your something now im somones every

Inner Workings Of A Conversation With Children
Sitting at the table amongst the kids as they had their afternoon tea, the toddlers were set free from their yard and a adorable boy all of 2 who i talk to regularly and who makes me laugh at times came over said hello to me had a cuddle so cos his so cute and all i ended up giving him a biscuit he says to me "tacos?" "yeah we had tacos for lunch today already" "i have tacos at my home" "do you?" "yeah! i love tacos" Today i was out in the blistering scorching sun watching over the tub of water with boats in it as the kids happily played in the cold water a little boy all of 4 walks over to me stands at my feet looking up at me i look down and he says "pick me up!" i reply "pick me up please" i bend down hoist the child up and onto my hip he lays his head on my shoulder giving me a cuddle as i stand there holding the boy conversing with him i ask " how bout i throw you in the water?" he promptly says "no!!" "awwww why not?" "because my clothes will get wet"... fair enough reas

Poetry
Watching as my red blood drips White birds scatter as I touch my lips Floating away on their worldly trips Leaving nothing but water Touching my hand to a withering tree When will I open my eyes to see All the creatures staring at me I am nobody's daughter I touched a flower yesterday It withered and curled away from my hand Its scarlet hues faded to grey I cried that I didn't understand I dipped my finger into a watery pool It darkened in righteous anger at me It asked how could I be so cruel To torment it for eternity I wandered into a beautiful meadow The green grass died around my feet I wept to my heartless shadow The rain around me turned to sleet I fall t

My Poetry
The darkness takes me filling me soul the hurt and anger starts taking its toll i hear the whispers of water running red then I realize its MY voice in my head how do i fight what i cannot see how do i stop from hating me so i will let go to tired to fight i will stay in the shadows i will walk the night........ Outlaw Angel tears falllike acid rainupon the groundblood leaves a stainthere is a voiceinside my headtelling mei'm already deadi am brokenfeeling lostknowing my lifewill pay the costtears fallthe soul will tojust rememberthe girl you knew..... Forgotten Angel see this angel falling she is falling fast i realy dont know how long her strenght will last she feels broken so lost to it all will somebody be there when she finaly falls locked up in this cage wanting to be free and yet it is the pain that no one seems to see see this angel falling watch as she fades away. she has felt the love come and go because she

The Saturday Rock Block On The Glow Radio
Saturday Rock Block on The Glow Radio: The Reverend DJ Furg & his "Church of Rock" he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock & Metal Music starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is The Freak Show with Tony the Misfit featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Sunday Morning The DJ Joe D Show Live from Toronto, Canada at 7am PT/8am MT/9am CT/10am ET/3pm GMT Every Sunday Morning DJ Joe D will be Live from Toronto, Canada The show will include DJ Whitney and her Springsteen Minute.The ever-popular DJ Joe D Blog Review returns as does both the Canadian Content & Novelty Songs of the Week.Tune in for this great new show

The Serial Bully
Avoiding acceptance of responsibility - denial, counterattack and feigning victimhood The serial bully is an adult on the outside but a child on the inside; he or she is like a child who has never grown up. One suspects that the bully is emotionally retarded and has a level of emotional development equivalent to a five-year-old, or less. The bully wants to enjoy the benefits of living in the adult world, but is unable and unwilling to accept the responsibilities that go with enjoying the benefits of the adult world. In short, the bully has never learnt to accept responsibility for their behaviour. When called to account for the way they have chosen to behave, the bully instinctively exhibits this recognisable behavioural response: a) Denial: the bully denies everything. Variations include Trivialization ("This is so trivial it's not worth talking about...") and the Fresh Start tactic ("I don't know why you're so intent on dwelling on the past" and "Look, what's past is past,

Military Tributes
Snack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time... As I reached for my wallet, I overheard a soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to base.' His friend agreed. I lo

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Penialvanwrinkle
So yeah I gotta write this down while I can still remember most of it. It begins at some outdoor class. I wasn't detailed on silly things like subjects. I just remember the teacher was preggers and went to go poop for a really long time. By the time she got back I grabbed my stuff and walked out of class. Almost like a low budget TV show, I bump in to my Uncle Hector as I'm leaving and he tells me I need to get my cap and gown. Sticking with the low budget theme (and I assume my mind knew I would be pressed for time), we take five steps and he knocks on some outdoor offices wall. He says, "I bet you didn't know which one it was" and I said, "they all look like roofless tiki huts to me". We banter with the random black dude of the story for a minute. We get the cap and gown, then haul ass for some reason. As we continue heading out, we pass by my other Uncle Segundo. He says, "did you get the stuff?" and I responded, "WTF? Did we just do a drug deal and I wasn't aware?" He's don

China First Industry Of Led Car Light
BMW tail light is made up of turning light, brake light and reverse light. Its emitting colors are yellow, red and white. Socket of turning halogen light (turn signal light) bulbs is P21W, bulb diameter is 26.5mm, length is 52.5mm, power is 21w. Socket of tail halogen light (brake signal light) is P21/5W, bulb diameter is 26.5mm, length is 52.5mm, power is 21/5w. Socket of reverse halogen light is W16W, that is W2.1*9.5d, bulb diameter is 15.2mm, length is 35.6mm, power is 16w. Since LED materials is no delay, energy saving, long life, low heat, high color purity and more advantages, LED auto bulb has been the necessary alternative. LED tail lights are also widely used in various automotive brands such as Audi, Mercedes, Toyota and other models, and become a new selling point for vehicles. Then what are the specific models, specifications and parameters? What should you pay attention to when you select car LED tail lights? According to the common sense of car lights, we know t

Stuff!
As I sit and think about what I want from this life....I realize that something or someone, no matter how far they are or how much you want it...are just not possible. Friendships come and go, some rarely last forever. I was not meant to be in your life forever but for just a brief moment. We will never meet, I will never see you and you will never see me. It hurts but all hurts heal in time. Life goes on and so must I! So goodbye, best wishes to you and I hope you will be happy and find success in what you choose to do in this life. I am sorry for not being what you want me to be. I am doing my best and yet it's not good enough. Everyday is a struggle to stay positive and not give up on what I want in life. I am giving you what you want and even though it hurts I did it. You said that you wanted to get to know me and learn for yourself who I am....well this is me! Love me or leave me. Take me as I am or don't. Yes I am going through a tough time and I am not sure where I am going bu

Fubar Related
You can add music to your profile by creating a play list http://www.fubar.com/blog/10463/715346 and http://fubar.com/how-to-adding-music-trade/b266817-1123700... OR you can upload your own music by using one of these sites www.Imeem.com or www.musicjesus.com. If none of this helps contact a volunteer fucoder http://fubar.com/volunteer-coder-blog/b338751-1140803 Add support@fubar.com to your e-mails contacts then submit the password recovery after that check bulk folders and inbox. then if that doesnt work message support. If its not in our database and cant be found in search then their is no way to retrieve it. users are solely responsible for their login credentials If you are still unable to login, you can send a PM to Support with your user ID# to that account and the email address you believe is signed up with that account. Support will verify that information and give you the correct email address for login only if they can verify that is your account. fubar allows you to vi

This worried Dorothy a little, but she knew that only theGreat Oz could help her get to Kansas again, so she bravelyresolved not to turn back.Jewelry Gift She bade her friends good-bye, and again started along the roadof yellow brick. When she had gone several miles she thought shewould stop to rest, and so climbed to the top of the fence besidethe road and sat down. There was a great cornfield beyond the fence,and not far away she saw a Scarecrow, placed high on a pole to keepthe birds from the ripe corn.Costume Jewelry Dorothy leaned her chin upon her hand and gazed thoughtfullyat the Scarecrow. Its head was a small sack stuffed with straw,with eyes, nose, and mouth painted on it to represent a face.An old, pointed blue hat, that had belonged to some Munchkin,Discount Jewelry was perched on his head, and the rest of the figure was a blue suitof clothes, worn and faded, which had also been stuffed with straw.On the feet were some old boots with blue tops, such as every manwore in

A Few Of My Poems
Fear maskin the fear that i hold insidethe pain that stays dormanthurt feelings mistrustjudgemental back stabbing befriended the pain that hurts most feeling that u mattered but it's just a shame to be heard to feel loved anymorepain of a knife slicing,cuttingtear open dead flesh that makes u feel dirty gross insidehiding ur pain hearing rumors hearing hatred toward ur name not wanting to face another day of livingon a world that doesn't want u feeling no such thing to u anymore ur life a blur on a dirty screen outcast,no feelings, dead to the world no one caresthe fear that u hold inside. Power

Poems About My Love, Jd
I'm thinking many thoughts of you, my love tonyte, Imagining my body wrapped around yours so tight.. Rain pouring down as lightning flashes across the sky, It's a passionate night love, for you and I.. Candles all aglow setting a mood just right, Come into my warm embrace, let me love you throughout this night..Let us undress each other slowly, never taking eyes off one another, Give into our sweet desires, as the rain pours down pure passion between each other..Sound of thunder rumbles outside as my heart begins to race, Lightning and candles illuminate our bodies, as we hungrily kiss and embrace..Laying down together upon the soft bed, so much desire in my heart, I look deep in your eyes and tell you my love, how much i miss you when we're apart..While the wind and rain blow all around, against the windows ever so strong, I wrap myself around you tightly my love, for to you I want to belong..As the storm rages on your body covers mine, and we caress each others hot skin, I nibble on

Wireless Device
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My Latest Novel
I'm in a MOOD! Mad, Salute Making MOOD! OK, maybe just mad. I'll be making more tonight. Anyone want one? Don't be disappointed if I keep my clothes on in my salutes. . . Some people (men) in here don't get it. They think they deserve conversations in Shout Boxes. So they start a conversation with something stupid like, "Do you like it doggy style?" I won't answer something like that with anything nice so it's best that I don't answer at all. Now, if I'm talking about you, I don't want you whining in your Status Message about how stuck up the models are because they won't talk to you. Just say something that's not stupid and you will get a positive response. Instead of being a moron, ask how my day was. Ask about my family, my job, if I would like to chat. If YOU can't say something nice to me, I will NOT say something nice to you. In here and in real life; respect given earns respect received. I think if I was a guy, I'd be an ass man. I used to watch football ONLY for Ronny

Sweet!!!
Very nice to have a blog area!! Just makes LC much better!!! Woot!!! Hey everyone it has been forever since I have been on! Just wanted to tell everyone hi and I will do my best to get back on here... Miss ya all!!! Muah!!!!!!!!! Alright Cherries!! I am outta here for the night!!! leave me some love and I'll get back at ya in the morning!!! Have fun and a goodnight!!! ***Mwah***

Mandy Morrison's Mind Dun Dun Dun
Leave me to my late night session, Falling deeper and deeper into depression. Invading my mind are hidden fears, Leaving me to helpless tears. Mistakes caused you to stare, Proving none of you cared. I’m forced to keep this date, Loosing control of my state, Playing games with fate, Tormented by loneliness as I wait. I thought I found my way, But the cure could not stay. All of you must see, You are better off without me. There’s nothing left to teach, Help is way beyond my reach. I’m forced to keep this date, Loosing control of my state, Playing games with fate, Tormented by loneliness as I wait. So here’s my tragic song, I’ve held my feelings for far too long. I will rid myself of sorrow And be alive again tomorrow. In your life I’ve left a mark, Now I must be greeted by the dark. seriously i watched that show all summer and am so pissed how it turned out. there was so much talent on that show and they pick fucking luckas...

Omg No Way
ok now they are going to get me more hook now with me able to do my blog now omg i cant believe it i love this site dam i am so hooked i have a good friend thats on cherry tap she is a wonderful loving person she would do anything for anyone if she can but she is gotten told that she is stalking people on cherrytap will i know for one thing she dont do that shit ok and now shes leaving cherry because ppl think they are in danger of her. i thought this was a adult site but i guess its for little wannabee teenagers now that i lost my best friend who i think is a sister to me on this site whos next she dont do anything wrong she keeps to herself and talks to everyone and wants to make friends i am cring with her because now ppl are thinking shes this bad person and shes not i love you scary1 your my sis for life i dont care what ppl say your the best you have been there for me and now its my turn to be there for you ok now that i am done and i know this makes no sense just pissed off how

Crimson
Anal has been on my mind for awhile now but i was always afraid to try it for fear that it might cuase a horrible freak out and massive panic attacks. A few months back Miss Alice and I talked about it and decided to try it. She began teasing me alot with her finger over clothing then started to go under clothing to gauge my reactions which were always good. Finally after like 3 weeks of teasing me and watching me squirm around asking for it and begging her she finally used a dildo on my for the first time and it was good i had a minor freak out but it wasn't bad at all compared t normal. So when Miss Alice came to my home here she brought 3 different sizes of anal plugs for us to play with which was amazing starting at the smallest one and working our way up to the largest one the week she was here. We played tons including a video we shot in a local public building intailing her spanking me with a butt plug in. Which we did lots and it was great. I have been craving anal ever s

Life
They have moved her to a nursing home for a little rehab. She has alot that needs to be done before she can come home. So we will see how long she will be in there. Thanks again for all the love and support I have a couple of things going on. On Sat. the 23rd I will be meeting my fu hubby and starting my life with him. Im very excited about this. Next on the 26th I will be having my first surgery and having my gall bladder removed. This I am very nervous about, but it needs to be done seeing I have been sick for like the last month. So if you are wondering why im not online that much....those would be the reasons why. Hey everyone. My mom is still in the hosp. She did have a mild heart attack, but they arent sure what from. They are still doing tests. Through all of this I have been faced with reality, and honestly I would be lost if I lost her. It has made me think alot about my life and what it is I want. Thanks for stopping by, just wanted to rant.

Vampire 101
The darkness tells a sensuous story Speaking to us in soft whispers A glow radiates from our hearts as we melt into one another The sultry smell of lust is in the air The darkness begins to learn our secrets As we expose ourselves and explore Our reflection dances in the shadows Hands search hungrily Eyes stare wildly The darkness knows the meaning of our passionate embrace Our bodies writhe as we fill the empty room with sounds of pleasure In the aftermath we lay in a sea of blackness The moment we became one is written on the walls of our soul The love between us is bound by the power of darkness Your tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame, As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name, I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul, Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole, You come to me silently on wings of blackest night, Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite. Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face, As my f

Blgs
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This Blog Thing Hates You. Don't Click It. I Said Don't, Damn You.
Yesterday should have been a good day. Beautiful day, sun was out, warming my skin. Summer called to say it was on its way. Jacket weather was cancelled for the day. I was content. My first class was stuffy so I took off my jacket, something I have not been able to do for far in the semester and got my homework out, paying no attention to the girl sitting next to me. As I sat down, she did something I have had happen way too much. She turn to me, said, "Oh you have a tattoo back there," (Referring to the back of my arm) and proceeded to lift the arm of my shirt to have a look. She touched my arm and asked me about the tattoo. "It's a tattoo," I told her, shrugged and started taking down notes for class. I was already upset about what had happened, but let it go. I tend to do that all the time. Today was different, 6 different times it happened in one day. People grabbing at my shirt, pulling my arm, touching my work. Just wanting to take a look. I'm not trying to be conceited here.

Kimberley
Your Scent is Key Lime Sassy, real, and totally smooth You're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge! What Scent Are You? I am trying to hang on, just don't know what to do anymore and I don't like to be ignored, I'm the type that has always beleived never go to bed mad and I'm the type that has to fix everything! and now I'm so lost that I don't know how to fix this! I'm such a mess.... Okies well I've been sitting here working on my computer and I have been reading all my friends blogs!, and I have to say this Sweet Cherry Pie you need to start a book there girl with all the poems you have!. Now Sissy you need to get your Canadian Getto Booty off the phone and come and talk to me! Baby I hope everything went ok for ya, and that your feeling better... Love you and miss you lots of *Hugs and Kisses* Now for the rest of my friends Come Out Of Hiding And Talk!!! hehehehe

Only If You Want To Know Me
Wow if a profile can grow cobwebs this one would have one. I cann't even recall how long it's been. Maybe an ice age or two... who can tell I'm in Minnesota and there is always snow. Well at least nine months out of the year. I may be exagerating but a few of the locals tell me otherwise. Where have I been having issues the physical health ones lead to psychological health ones it's a vicous cycle. Have these issues resolved ... Hell no! but hey such is life ... suck it up and make the most of it. My opinion will change when the majority of my social circle suggest some kind of group home for the disabled (fuck that) Pride yeah that'll keep me out for a while longer. we'll see by next summer Have a day!!! ;oP Enjoy life make the most of it - Cpt Chaos What Kind of Angel are you? ANGEL OF WINSDOMYou rule yourself, sometimes hepl, sometimes destroy... but you still have a soulTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | M

My Song I Like
There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh, never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh, when's it gonna end How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far Out of this chair, or just across the room

About Love,military,friends
There's nothing as nice as someone who shares, your laughter, your secrets, your wishes and cares, someone who's there through your good times and tears, who stays by your side as your friend through the years. All I want is to love you for the rest of my Life.To wake up every Morning with you by my side.Knowing thats no matter what happens i"ll be able to come Home to you Loving Arms. All i want is to Share everything with you.To talk to you about our Ideas,our Dreams,the little things that makes us Laugh and the not so little things we can't help worring about. All i want is to give you my Love as a place you can always come to for Acceptance or simple comfort thats silence brings. All i want is to grow old with you to watch our Life unfold,our Dreams one by one come true. All i want is to love you forever Failing to understand why our nation is great, an opportunity was sought by souls cowardly lying in wait. Focused on pure evil as they have continually done, an

Just A Little Something
ok people on here..i gotta leave in a few to get my husband from the airport in Birmingham he's coming home for 2 weeks...can't wait to get him here..yay!!! im very excited well we got good news today...my husband passed his G.E.D. test so he's off to the army next month...i'm very proud of him...anyway..every that reads this needs tell him congrads...well if you wanna...thats all for now.. Lata...*kisses* Well my husband joined the army..he left yesterday oct. 17th 2006...i miss him alot but its for the best..and he'll be home for christmas..so i guess it aint to bad..

Wyldwynd
you know what i am not going to leave cause of ignorent ppl and they know who they are. i am not going to give thm the satafaction of that. sooo you guys are stuck with me. lol love to all. IF YOU WANT BOYS TO ANSWER THIS THEN POST "BOYS ONLY" IF YOU WANT GIRLS TO ANSWER THIS THEN POST "GIRLS ONLY" AND BE COMPLETELY HONEST! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF? 1. I MADE A MOVE ON YOU: 2. I KISSED YOU: 3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU: 4. I STARTED TO LIKE YOU: 5. I SAID I WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU: 6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED: 7. I RAN AWAY FROM HOME: 8. I GOT INTO A FIGHT : 9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE: 10. I ASKED YOU OUT: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY? 12. PERSONALITY: 13. EYES: 14. HAIR: 15. BODY: WOULD YOU? 16. BE MY FRIEND? 17. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE? 18. KISS ME? 19. GO OUT IN A DATE WITH ME? 20. KEEP IN TOUCH? 21. TRY AND SOLVE MY PROBLEMS? 22. LOVE ME? 23. DATE ME? 24. HAVE SEX WITH ME? HAVE YOU EVER? 25. LIED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER? 26. WANTED TO KISS M

While You Sleep, I Destroy Your World
so, anyone's that actually bothered to read mine or pookie's profile is probably aware we're looking for a 3rd. a few months ago i started talking to a person who claimed they were down for it but, wanted me to send her an application. weird, i know, but believe me, we've had stranger requests. needless to say, i never got a reply. however, i thought it was kinda humorous, shared it with a few friends, and figured what the hell...i'd post it up here for shits and giggles. enjoy, and who knows? maybe one of you will actually want the "job" lol full name: last____________ first____________ M.I.______ email address:___________________________________ phone number (optional):______ - ______ - __________ position applying for: full-time submissive___ full-time switch___ other (please explain)___ ___________________________________________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________________________________ Q & A por

Poems
I did things because of you. Things I wouldn't normally do. I cheated, lied, stole, and hid. My life to you I'll no longer bid. I gave you all, You've got some gall. the life I had, Was not so bad. You made it seem so much worse. The bottle is a dreaded curse. I'll beat you yet. Place your bet. You are strong and smart and very sly. With new found Strength, I will stay dry. I've got friends who care, with me they share. Experience,Hope and strength. with them I'll walk the length. Aswell as Buddy up above. To protect me with his Love. To hide I no longer need. My Fear You'll no longer feed. Looking to teh sky, sober, I will die. If I pick you up you selfish drink. I'll die inside and surely sink. with some help, my spirit will lift. Sobriety, What a valuable gift. life is all well and good. as I'm doing what I should. I realize now I'm not so bad. It's because of you those thoughst I had. Guilt, Anger, Remorse no more will I fol

Thoughts And Shit
April I cant wait...although opening night is against the White Sox the 9th...Friday the 13 first game against the Yankees...and me with a new Yankees Sucks!!!! shirt to wear Im sure thats spelled wrong..but i want to know...the news keeps saying she wore a diaper to drive 900 miles to try to kill this love interest or whatever.....900 mile is a diaper so she didnt have to stop????? As a comuter I want to know what the hell kind of car she was driving that gets 900miles to a tank of gas????? Repost thsi till I get a answer...cause I want to buy one of these cars It's not selfish to live the way you want to live; it's only selfish if you're trying to force other people to live that way, too. If someone looks askance at your choices, remind yourself that you're hurting no one.

Amylynn
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Family
I can never work out the mind of a women, maybe it's because as the saying goes Women are from Venus Men are from Mars. Still when the day comes that a guy honestly and truly knows a women inside and out, thats when I'll give up the chase. The ex of my son decides to come back on the scene after (her words not mine) "Taking time out" from my son. If every parent could do this I feel they would. Although this is not an ideal world. The long and short of this blog is that I feel lost for what to do for the best. My son is under going further test for cerebal palse, my ex is using him like a porn in a game of chess to obtain a place. My view on this is that she has a lot of issues she needs to deal with in her life first, without dragging my son around. I'm intending on going to get him this weekend and face all the arguements that come with taking my son. I don't want my son in an environment where he is at the moment. My thoughts and feeling on paper/blogs sometimes help m

Updates
I am super pissed. Tired of so called friends who have an agenda. I am going to explode and it's not going to be pretty. I may seem like a nice boy, and I rarely get mad. But when I do, back up. I'm tired. Been working 47 hours this week with no help, I feel like I'm going to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alright guys, time for me to write a little. I am watching football and just pondering stuff. Life, relationships, the basic stuff. Anyways, saw the movie Click last night. Thought it was going to more of a comedy. Turned out to be very sad. But it totally reemphasizes the blast I put up. Don't go fast forwarding through your life, because one day it'll be gone. Tell them you love them! It's almost the second half of the game, so I'll keep this short. Some things on here that piss me off: people who post the same bulletin twenty times people who post and their repost their OWN bulletin people who tell you to vote in a contest without first talking to you or anyth

Poems By Steven Lee
I finally crawled into bed last night, late. With visions of you still in my head. Anticipation pounding in my heart. All my senses filled with your existence. As I escaped into the dream world I know so well, I took you with me. We walked down the beach together. Our hands touching and our hearts bonding through them. The wind kissing our faces gently. The sand giving way under our feet. The warmth in our hearts that only a poet would understand. Finding an oasis in the never ending edge of the world, We sit beneath the giant tree, on the patch of thick grass that seems to have been put there just for us. We talked for what seems to be hours. Never running out of things to say, feelings to share, thoughts to exchange. I reach out to touch you and you stop my hand with yours. Our fingers touch. Our hands envelop each other. Almost as though they were making love to each other. Our fingers dancing. Our eyes gazing into each others. A soft and gent

Blaaah
Send me a voice comment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *2399796. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com So yeah would it be weird if i ran around like Tom Cruise in Risky Bussiness in my draws dancing To Hella Good by No Doubt? Dont you hate it when people add you and shit as a friend and leave you comments and then you try to talk to them and they dont reply...you people are dirty pirate hookers and i really wanna punch you in public. To the people who do reply..your cool and i wanna make out with you...unless you have a penis then we can just have a nice pat on the back and a glass of scotch.

Very Sentimental Person
Click my Picture to my photo to my contest as the next 2008 fubar King Stickwitu VideoStickwitu lyrics - Pussycat Dolls lyrics Pussycat Dolls Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The

This Is My Life... Welcome To It.
I always knew there was a reason i didn't get with younger guys and now i've had one to confirm for me that younger is NOT the way to go. We weren't even together for a week before he starts spouting that he "loves" me. ACK!!! So i break it off, to spare him his feelings bc i REALLY don't want a relationship right now. That was two days ago. I'm STILL getting fucking emails from him "poor me" and "i really cared about you" or my favorite "how could you do this to me?" CRY ME A FUCKING RIVER!! Okay before you get the wrong idea about me, i am not heartless. I really liked this guy, and i thought that i could give him the relationship he wanted so i tried. But telling me you love me after a week is a little weird. And the sex wasn't that great either. Shallow, probably, but sex is important to me. All well, at least finding a new fuck buddy didn't take long... but that's a story for another blog. Yup that's what I do, I'm a professional Escort. Hey it's not a career choice but it does g

Hey
i feel so lost i know not wat to do so many confusions of wat is real and wat is not so i cling to u to help me thru my ordeals. i can't say this is love bcuz its more than that its the fusion of our souls and the way we interact and thats why ur the face i see in the crowd so ur my angel helping me and teaching me at thesame time about this world and wit everything i learn it combines us more. So in this world of hate,greed sin and lust ur the only being i trust while u take me in ur arms to ur world where the both of us can now die. Its always good to have friends, they're like the lovers who u can cheat on.they have ur back & ur front always there.a hurt from a friendship is worse than a lovers parting but its easier to get back together then it was all forgotten, so as u cry over the keyboard short curcuiting it remember friends will always be no matter what there is a place in my heart for you.LOVE TO EVERY ONE. Each player in this game starts wit 6 weird things or habits abo

Monday
As some of u know ... ive been ill over the past week or so , and had to be on a high dosage of Antibiotics.. to try and kill the infrction i had in my body . So can u please tell me why now ive stopped taking them and the infection is cleared .That i have a bloody chest infection . How ironic is that ? It sucks.. so now i have to spend another week on medication :( xx Poor lil old me ... God i hate mondays ! Hope u all have a better one than me Why is ist Monday mornings always start the same, You over sleep, your hair never goes right. You can only find one stocking to go with your susspenders...... And on top of all that the dog has been sick ,ARGH ............So come on over and show me some good Monday loving , xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx rite six weired and wonderful facts about me.! 1) Im bisexual 2) I hate feet, and anything to do with them 3) I have a fetish about hairy chests..(A TRUE MAN HAS A HAIRY CHEST ) 4) I love being wooed old fashioned like.. 5) I dont ha

My Rantings
Seriously, what is wrong with people? I am f-ing sick of getting IM's and shit saying "I'd fuck your brains out" or "holy fuck you have nice tits, wanna try anal?" SERIOUSLY GUYS, how many girls actually get EXCITED that you say that... who you DONT have to pay off?! Lets get this straight: I am NOT a whore I am NOT here for sex Infact, fuck i dont WANT sex untill i find the right guy. I am tierd of the guys i DO have sex with, dumping me for some stupid chick. I am not a sex toy. I value and respect my body, and if you dont thats your own damn problem. Another thing, i am 19!! I KNOW i am legal now, but that dosent mean i am looking for some 40+ desperate man!!!! Believe it or not, i am actually looking for someone SWEET...and when i first signed up on here it wasent like an adult pub. the pub thing was like its second phase or whatever. lostcherry was it at first. Needless to say i have meet SOME decent people on here. I am just fed UP with these assholes trying to

"fear & Loathing From Liverpool, U.k"
I'VE NEVER WRITTEN A POEM OR WHATEVER THIS SHIT IS BEFORE SO I'M NOT ENTIRELY SURE QUITE WHERE THIS HAS COME FROM. NEEDLESS TO SAY YOUR COMMENTS GOOD/BAD WILL BE APPRECIATED. CHEERS JAY OUTSIDE...... THATS WHERE ITS COLD THATS WHERE FEAR LIVES LOVE.....LIFE WAR.....LIFE WORK.....LIFE PAIN.....LIFE YOU.....DEATH EVERY SECOND, EVERY MINUTE, EVERY HOUR, EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE... OUT THERE ALWAYS OUT THERE INSIDE..... THATS WHERE ITS WARM THATS WHERE FEAR DIES LOVE....ME PEACE.....ME REST.....ME HEAL.....ME HELP.....ME LIFE.....ME.....I EVERY BEAT, EVERY PULSE, EVERY BREATH EVERY TWITCH, EVERY THOUGHT IN HERE ALWAYS IN ME INSIDE-OUT..... THATS WHERE ITS HOT THATS WHERE FEAR IS BORN LOVE.....HATE LIFE......LIFE ?? WORK.....TOIL PAI

The Great Deception
Bush Junta "Tools Up" To Fight Americans With Civil Suppression Bill Bush Junta "Tools Up" To Fight Americans With Civil Suppression Bill Bush crosses the rubicon, the gun has been loaded, the safety is off, when will the trigger be pulled? Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet Friday, November 3, 2006 The Bush Junta has quietly "tooled up" to utilize the U.S. military in engaging American dissidents after the next big crisis, with a frightening and overlooked piece of legislation that was passed alongside the Military Commissions Act, which greases the skids for armed confrontation and abolishes posse comitatus. Frank Morales' recent article, Bush Moves Toward Martial Law, succinctly outlines the nuances of wh

Penny's Notes.... :)
Hey Darlin! "Please..Wait..I am Loading my self in your Heart ? ? ?? ? ?? ? ?? ? ?? ? ? Loading. . . ¦ 1% ¦¦¦¦ 10% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 20% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 30% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 40% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 50% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 60% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 70% ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 80 % ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦ 90% Loading . . . ¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦¦100% Successful Please keep me forever where I have loaded my self...In your heart! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ (¯`v´¯) `*.¸.*´ ~~* ¸.•´¸.•*¨) ¸.•*¨) ) (¸.•´ (¸.•´ ? ? ?? ? ? The signs of Love Should be as clear As when you look Into a mirror. And, as an image, Come to you Because you're M

To All Of You
Just some of my status lines that people have gotten a kick out of.... Some say the glass is half full. Some say half empty. I say who cares, i need a refill!!! Life is like a peanut butter and jelly sammich. I don't know why, it just is ok! I'm not naughty, i'm angelically challenged! Pet my beaver I'M HERE. COMMENCE WITH THE ADORING. lol Slim fast shake and vodka. How's that for a liquid lunch! lol looks at YOU with my men who stare at goats sparkly eyes technique Your place or mine? Tell you what? Head at my place, tail at yours!

Portly's Place
What Porty Irishman Means P is for Puppy O is for Old Fashioned Love R is for Rabbit T is for Tator Tot Y is for Yummy Kiss I is for Itchy Lips R is for Rum Raisin I is for Itchy Fingers S is for Sweetums H is for Hotness M is for Marshmallow A is for Almond N is for Nut Butter What's Your Pet Name? My Real Name What Neal Means N is for Nookie E is for Enchantment A is for Angel Eyes L is for Lovable What's Your Pet Name? As many of you may know, I am seriously hooked on Bob Seger's music, have been since I was in High School and anyhow after a very long hiatus from the studio scene, last month he released his latest album "Face the Promise" after a 12 year hiatus and I must say that this has got to be one of the best albums that I have ever heard put out by him. Anyhow here is my favorite song off this latest release "Wait for Me" You Are 67% Grown Up, 33% Kid Congratulations, you are de

Friendships Are Forever
How Might One Untie the Knot How might one untie the knot That binds one to God’s love? For love imposes innocence, And innocence, remorse. The tenderness that time forgot No caustic can remove: The laws of cause and consequence Are cut off at the source. Love comes simply as one is, Condemning one to hope, Restoring culpability, Awakening one’s pain. So loved, one cannot be but His, Though one be moved to grope Towards some amoral liberty That seeks the void in vain. The things you say to me are unbelievable, Just the littlest things are indescribable, The feelings i have are unexplainable, But you,You are irresistible. Your the one i want to wake up to every morning. Your the one thing thats on my mind constantly.when i smile I'm thinking of you. You make me feel special, Its your smile,your laugh,your eyes,your hair,the way you talk, just to hear you talk...Makes me want to get up in the morning..your the one i wa

Tired Of This
IM REALLY TIRED OF THE GUYS WHO DONT BOTHER TO GET TO KNOW ME OR RATE ANY OF MY OTHER PICTURES ASKING TO SEE MY PFIVATE PICS! SO HERE IT IS IF YOU HAVENT TALKED TO ME OR BOTHERED GETTING TO KNOW ME, DON;T ASK TO SEE MY PRIVATE ALBUM YOU WONT EVER SEE IT! IF YOU'VE ADDED ME TO YOUR FRIEND AND OR FAMILY LIST THINKING YOU WILL GET TO SEE THEM THE ANSWER IS NO! I CHOOSE WHO GETS TO SEE THEM, AND ITS THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME, RATE AND OR COMMENT MY PAGE AND OTHER PICTURES, THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO WILL GET ACCESS TO THAT FOLDER! I HAD ONE GUY I NEVER EVEN CHATTED WITH TELL ME TO DELETE MY PRESENT FAMILY MEMBERS TO MAKE ROOM FOR NEW ONES THAT ISNT EVEN A POSSIBILITY. NEEDLESS TO SAY HE GOT DELETED AND BLOCKED. SHOW SOME RESPECT JUST BECAUSE THERE IS A PRIVATE FOLDER DOESNT MEAN EVERYONE GETS TO SEE IT THATS WHY ITS PRIVATE! TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY I LOVE YOU GUYS YOUR FREAT! IF YOU GET UPSET OVER THIS FEEL FREE TO DELETE ME, BELIEVE ME IF YOUR ONE OF

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The Noises In My Head!
Ok...I have had it with life!!! Why is it that as soon as things start to even out and go well in my life thaht the rug once again is pulled out from beneath me. Finally I get my finances straightened out...Not rich by any means, but I wasn't in the red in my checking acct. LOL Until yesterday... Car needed unexpected repairs...and checks missed and all sorts of shit and...UGH... I may need to start prostituting myself...but dont think I would get much. My guest tonight will be Vern Hall. The inventor of a unique machine called the Awake2000 Mindmaster. Join us to learn how this unique machine can help in you tap into a more prosperous you! This device can be used in conjunction with the Secret & Law of Attraction. Designed to stimulate your mind while you sleep! Learn more HERE! Listen live HERE. Show begins tonight at 8pm EST. Call in number 718-508-9444 How appropriate that the last day of the week, Sunday, also marks the first day of a new year for me. I

Stuff
Ok all each and every one of you were great when my mom was sick and now I am asking for prayers again. My family is having a tough time this year, and not only is the mortgage hard to meet but paying the electric and gas are a real challenge as well. On top of the financial, last June I found out my 7 year old has a form of autisim, and that has been a huge adjustment for the whole family. I don't want things for me, but would all of you please keep your hearts open for my kids, so that they will have a great holiday even though my is so broke she cant buy a gift at all. Thank you friends, I love you all. tink Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I was once a youth

Hello, I'm Bored
I hate where I'm at and I wish there was a magic fix for it. I try to be happy but my heart breaks. No, there's nobody's ass to kick over it. It isn't any one person that breaks my heart -- its just the world. I will check in at a later date. This is why grand canyons should not reproduce. *yawn* I just felt like writing. I don't really have anything to say. What kind of perfume does everyone like? My all time favorite is Cool Water, Hugo Woman, Clinique Happy, Happy Heart, Curious. There's a few others I like. But generally the more expensive, the better they smell. I always smell good for a date, that's for sure. Not that I go on dates or anything because that would be totally weird! I've never had a real date! rough day. jr high kids...ugh.

And Life Goes On.........
Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 64% Your job is a total bummer, and probably the worst job you've ever had. Your co-workers stink. Your boss is a jerk. And your company is probably in trouble. Think about finding a new job quickly, even if it's just a not-so-great transition job. You've got to get out of there as quickly as you can! Should You Quit Your Job? yippee-my 4th grand am! things were lookin' scary there for a while--i looked at a grand prix that was loaded, but i just guess grand ams are in my blood! it's a 2001 4cylinder(miss the v6) but it gots a power sunroof for the added perk :-) Here's what my fave show of the six says about who I am. CSI:original,miami or ny OR Law&Order:origina,crimial intent or svu) My pick is Law & Order: Criminal Intent. L&O:Criminal Intent=The Analysts Chances are, fans of this series were raised on Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys because, according to the L&O co-executive producer Peter Jankowski this is the "She

Friends
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each share their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alle

Poems
His Call This voice I hear Waking me From my Dreams Calling me to his World His sweet Kiss on my throart HIs tender Touch on my skin His Eyes so violet I see him Does he see me? He calls I answer I give him my Blood HIs Sweet nector My Viate My Heart My Soul Belongs to Him All my poems are by me they are not ripped or stolen from any one else please do not rip them or copy and paste them with out permission Eyes of the Innocent Watching her play Hearing her laugh To watch her questioning gaze as she finds out that mud has gooey feel Seeing her make a snow ball for the first time Laughing as she tries to catch snow flakes on her tongue Seeing her pick up worms she says they ae squikly Learning all oer again through her eyes Seeing life from her eyes I love her eyes of Innocence

Rants!
Ok... I need to rant. Frankly it really pisses me off when people treat me like my intrinisic value as a woman lies in my appearance. Granted, I recognize that men are purely visual creatures. That does not bother me. What does bother me is when I am treated like I don't have a freaking thought in my head. When no one cares what's going on INSIDE. Not even an "Hi, how are you?" Before I get asked for a cam or NSFW pics. And let me set the reccord straight. I do not now, nor will I ever have or take NSFW pics. It's a personal choice. Not only am I simply not wired that way, but I'm a mother. And I do not need to seek validation for my feminity from random on-line people. Many people do have NSFW pics, and kudos to them, but it's not me, and if that's what you are after you'll have plenty of other people to oogle at. Let me also set the reccord straight about my brain. Which is much more significant a feature than my ass. I majored in Poli Sci with a minor in Public Admin

My Life And Fun Stuff
So schools been going okay. It seems like lately we've been cramming everything.Like we have no time to really study or get to at least completely understand our stuff. I know that this is an excelertaed course and all, but if we dont have the actually time to learn the stuff how are we going to remember it when we go to our real jobs? I had a test yesterday that i'm not so sure i did good on it. If i'd had one more week it probably would have been better, but i'm not tripping cuz i still have half of a school year to make it up. It just makes me insane cuz we just had a test tuesday and not even a week later we are having another one on a different subject. Its seems like its not that hard, but where is the time to breath and relax at? I know schools not suppose to be easy, but its not suppose to be that hard either. I have alot of things that go on at home that need my attention, as do many other people in my class, but where is the time to study before they throw something else on y

Hey There You All
you can bite me, restrain me, play with me in anyway you like, just make sure of one thing. when you play with me and put me up til next time,i want to try things with you that i think we would enjoy. i want to "Blow" you away! you are the best and you know that, making me want to climb the walls with the things you do. you know the things i like to do and how i like to play with you. you are a work of art to me. take me however you like. squeeze my breasts and bite them, and so on down the line. i love it when you bite my neck. your tongue dances in places i didn't know i had. you know exactly what to do and how to do it so much i want to scream out loud. mmm, let me taste you now! sorry if i am too naughty or outspoken for some. I just believe in having a little fun. anyone agree? i yam who i yam..lol this is a poem i have had around a few years, it may sound corny, i don't know really, just thought i'd see what you thought about it. if it stinks, i will take it off and put it in fi

Hmmm
hey just noticed how much money i have in here that i havent used...so heres the deal to see how many of u just come to my page for the pics or acually care what ithink if u read this and comment on it ur guarenteed a gift the spicyer the comment the better the gift * wink wink * im puttin together a new slideshow for my comments if u have gotten a comment b4 from me u know how they are....just wanted to see who my true friends on here are...i have over 500 friends almost 600 and onlyhave 400 and sum rates on my profile...so leave me some love on my blog and ill leave u some sexy love on ur page...k Outta 495 friends....18 of u commented on my last blog....what a waste...

Jokes
It was little Johnny's first day in a new school, so his father walked up the teacher. He told her that little Johnny was a good kid but that he was an avid gambler. He warned her that little Johnny might win lunch money from the other kids if he was not watched closely. The teacher did not seem disturbed, and assured the father that she had handled many such problems and was very capable of taking care of little Johnny's urge to gamble. Shortly after lunch, the father called the teacher and asked her how things were going. "Oh, everything is going very well," she said. "I think I may have cured little Johnny of his gambling habit." The father asked her what had happened. "The little tyke absolutely insisted on betting me $10 that I had a mole on my rear," she said. "I finally agreed to the bet and took him to the teachers' lounge to show him that I had no mole, but he had to promise he would never make another bet at school again." "Damn!" the father said. "He bet me $50 this morning

Just A Poem
Your virtue keep me up like I got no curfew some one curse you with good looks and I get a deep arousal from your perfume your love has me swept like a broom I can’t wait to be with you soon so we can make love under the moonlight and wait for the day you be my new wife and start a new life and all it takes is love for this there is no price for you for I would sacrifice my last bill and my defense would be still like im Pittsburgh a big curtain of steel and with all my will and might I would claw and fight to make it right got the RECIPE/open SESAME/your SISTERS SEXING ME d*** her down to she has to get a HISTORECTOMY EQUIPPED WITH WEAPONTRY/keep colored condomems like a CRAYON BOX/pull it off and start to SPRAY ON TOP with the option of her face or ASS CHEEKS/this chick blowing up my phone since LAST WEEK/smokin my d@@@like she STAY ON ROCKS asking if im coming out this WAY OR NOT/i'm wearing the VICTORIA SECRET/hurry up Deville/so i can show you some

Lc Things That Set Me Crazy
why do people have pics marked private in their default photo album or public view albums, makes no sense W T F why the page change and why that format--does anyone like it--too sparse so we're back to a short box with scroll feature as long as the alert box is as large as it is could we have both features the same size or is this a non issue

Just A Little About Me.so Read It If You Want To Know This Stuff.
Ok well it's been awhile since I posted anything on here, so lets see what should I say, Christams just pasted and it was great, Hubby got a new motercycle and my boys both got new dirtbike and my youngest daughter got a four wheeler, they were so happy but driving me nuts about taking them out to ride them, but damn its cold as hell out there for me.....lol. and my oldest daughter got everything she wanted plus a cellphone. I got a new laptop, so everyone is happy with what they got and thats a good thing, so christmas was good for us all. I hope it was good for all of you too. I cant wait for the warm weather to return I hate the cold and I dont like driving in the snow, so I hope it dose not sonow anytime soon thats for sure lol. Well I thought I had more to tell seeing as I had not posted anything up here in a long time but I am at a loss of what to say. So I will end now and if I can think of more I will be back lol Well lets see I should be in bed right now because I have t

Lyrics
Me? you don't know me you assume but you bitches don't have a clue of who I am or for what I stand and yet you still condem you can stick it in your ass fuckin bastards here let me give you a hand you like how that feels? let me shove it in even harder bend over and grab your muthafuckin heels bitch what! You don't want to take the time to get to know me? think I'm a threat to your exsistence damn right I'll slit your throat in an instant then chop you up in little pieces hell bitch you're messin wit the insane demented, and the totally derranged now let me give you some facts bout this escapade I say I don't like conflict but only those who really know me will tell I like to contradict my statements keep my secrets a mystery as I inflict my misery on the unexpected causing all your dicks to be erected while laughing crazily WATCH OUT! I'm behind you beside you perpatrating inside you I'll fuck wit your mind while getting mind fucked too there's mor

Waitin'
Most of you know i received the dreaded middle of night call from home. My Dad has had congestive heart failure for years. His heart is currently pumping at 15% of capacity. I flew home with intention of staying a few days, i was there for a week and a half. Dad wants to go home. They put him in a nursing home. I swore as a little girl, promised him he would never wind up in a nursing home. I set up a meeting with hospice and they are evaluating him Wednesday so that they met set his home up so that he may go home. I have returned to Florida to get my kids through the last three weeks of school here, and then will return to California to care for my Dad until..well..whenever...I'm scared something will happen before i get there, i am fighting time. I apologize for not returning your comments and love, please give me a couple of days to catch up, figure the next life changes ahead...give your Dad's an extra hug tonight...time is not our friend...i love you all and thanks for your suppor

Tranch666 Blogz
find i can no longer fight what has already been set in stone before i existed.all my adult life i have strove for things i was never ment to posses wich others find so commen and normal. somewhere over the long fight i forgot that you shouldnt fight the waves of existence you should ride them let them carry you to and fro.and for some reason ive been stubborn and pig headed all this time i yearn for the time when i was young care free and everything was ahead of me but those times are no more i must realise i have lost the good fight and quit fighting that wich is natrual once again i find myself pulling my hood over my head and slowly turning away from the light and life and walking into the shadows where im at peace taking but a moment to slowly turn around and see what was or could have been my salvation my joy my hopes and dreams the sunlight that i shall not feel unless its reflected off the moon i feel i must walk in the dark and not set foot in the day time realms again my co

My Poetry Hope You Enjoy It
You say you want Someone who will like you for you You say you want Someone who wont mind if you have guy friends You say you want Someone who is not in love with an ex You say you want Some one you can trust You say you want Someone that wouldn't mind you going out with friends You say you want Someone whos not scared to say I love you You say you want Someone that will show you off to their friends You say you want Someone who will cuddle with you at night You say you want Someone who can cook You say you want Someone who wants you more then just for sex I say let me be that someone Cause I am that someone I am a solider I do not choose where I go I do not choose who I fight I choose to defend your freedom I choose to defend my country I choose to fight for you I choose to fight for them I cannot tell you what to do I cannot tell you what to say Many have died for the red white and blue And I would do the same to keep these colors flyin

Random Thoughts
Why is it that we always question the reasons behind the truth of the Soul. I know I am one of those, I see ap problem before it comes and going against the cycle of life. I stand by like a slave and except the one that is told, as long as our own self-gratifaction is fulfilled we forget the truth of the soul. We as a society are wrong being like this and making these choices. Remember the constitution is as valid today as it was when it was written, as it was written. JAy My Dilema I just got news today that 7 of my poems are being published which has me very excited . one of them is one of three finalists for a ten thousand dollar grand prize i hope i get it i need the money but this is the poem Life is a weak adventure However death is the ultimate one How can I face the thrilling adventure of death If I can not face the mere travels of life So you know i wrote this when i was fifteen when i was going through a bad part of my life, I rec

Just Babbiling
hope this yr turns out better than last yr.. if not at least im perpared for the same shit as last yr lol. any one else planning anything new? Walking thru life without you by my side sends shivers up my spine of loneliness and doom wishing it wasnt true past mistakes are perfected with every step we take misery is the path we recieve to blacken wit hate filled anger is time we shared thinking of happy things reality can't bare desiree brown 2005 The Fam at Goth's Twiztid reality wants to welcome our homie Baby Twizta as our new barkeep...stop in and show her some luv.....MMFWCL!!!! Click any pic to get in.....cmon....show ur wikkid clown luv.....woop woop!! A TwIzLeTtE CrEaTiOn

Silly Humor...
Terms:.............Definition: KISS:.................Mom Medicine. COUCH POTATO:.........What Mom finds under the sofa cushions after the kids eat dinner. ICE:..................Cubes of frozen water which would be found in small plastic tray if kids or husbands ever filled the things instead of putting them back in the freezer empty. OPEN:.................The position fo children's mouths when they eat in front of company. BECAUSE:..............Mom's reason for having kids do things which can't be explained logically. HANDI-WIPES:..........Pants, shirtsleeves, drapes, etc. EYE:..................The highly susceptible optic nerve which, according to Mom, can be "put out" by anything from a suction-arrow to a carelessly handed butter knife. OCEAN:................What the bathroom looks like after bath night for kids, assorted pets, two or three full-sized towels and several dozen toy boats, cars and animals. BABY:.................Mom's youngest child, even if he is 42 years ol

Lou Eskie Iii's Twisted Thoughts
Sitting still as the world passes you by Is like being in a crowded room And noone bothers to say "Hi" It makes you realize just how useless you are With or without your exsistence The world continues along There's no change in the tune of life's usual song What would change if he wasn't here? Only the emptiness of this chair? Why was he around? What good could he do? What made him different from me or you? Is this all life had to offer? Or is he the only one feeling trapped in a coffin? He needed a break Someone to help him We all hear Yet noone listens We all look And see absolutely nothing He thought of this As he looked on the crowd below And knew they were waiting for the finale of this show The most attention he had ever received Happened the day he let himself fall 100 feet She surveys the scene, Aware of everyone around her Noticing all movement Must be careful not to be seen Must be silent and appear not to hide anything Can't let anyone know wha

Good Reading
> > I dreamed I had an interview with God. > "Come in," God said. "So, you would like to Interview Me?" > > "If you have the time," I said. > >> > >> God smiled and said: "My time is eternity and is enough to do > >> everything; What questions do you have in mind to ask me?" > >> > >> "What surprises you most about mankind?" > >> > >> God answered: > >> > >> "That they get bored of being children, are in a rush to grow > >> up, and then long to be children again. > >> > >> "That they lose their health to make money and then lose > >> their money to restore their health. > >> > >> "That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the > >> present, such that they live neither for the present nor the future. > >> > >> "That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if they > >> had never lived." > >> > >> God's hands took mine and we were silent for awhile and then > >>

Poetry
People don't know exactly what it is about me They don't understand what I want to be Nobody knows the truth or why I do the things I do But one person does and that person is you You are the only person I know that is always by my side You helped me through hard times when I almost cried When I felt alone with out any hope You gave me a smile and the strength to cope You've been there for me more than I can say You're my guardian angel in your own special way You can take everything bad and turn it to good Just because if it was you, you know that I would If there ever was a shadow covering my light I could count on you to help me see right You're the only person who truly knows me You're the only person who respects what they see Up somewhere in the distance I see a man so old all his life's' belongings he lost long ago or sold. As years passed by, he waited for his future to unfold, Now bitterness consumes him and his hopes have all grown cold Family ca

The Dude's Daily
I now have my first story on digg. Here is the post and you can digg me up right on my blog by clicking the little yellow button. http://0nestop.wordpress.com/2007/03/02/web-2obama/ I don't block a lot of people, 7 since I've been on here almost a year and a half, but I have a new policy. Every person who emails me or shouts, asking me to help them in a contest will be blocked from here on out. I'm sick of people, most of whom I've never spoken to, asking me to comment bomb or vote without so much as a hello. If you know the terms, Joost, Twitter, MSDN then you'll enjoy my last few blog posts at

General Junk
Medical Terms Artery......................The study of paintings. Benign......................What you be after you be eight. Bacteria....................Back door to cafeteria. Barium......................What doctors do when patients die. Cesarean Section............A neighborhood in Rome. Catscan.....................Searching for Kitty. Cauterize...................Made eye contact with her. Colic.......................A sheep dog. Coma........................A punctuation mark. D&C.........................Where Washington is. Dilate......................To live long. Enema.......................Not a friend. Fester......................Quicker than someone else. Fibula......................A small lie. Genital.....................Non-Jewish person. G.I.Series..................World Series of military baseball. Hangnail....................What you hang your coat on. Impotent....................Distinguished, well known. Labor Pain..................Getting hur

~~in Memory Of~~
Marion D. Greene, 103, of Concord, died Thursday, May 17, 2007, at Presidential Oaks nursing home in Concord. Born in Concord, she was the daughter of Oscar and Anna Weltha (Plummer) Davis. A graduate of Concord High School in 1920, she was recognized as the school's oldest graduate, attending its 150th anniversary celebration held in 1997. She graduated from Simmons College in Boston in 1925. In 1930, she married Warren H. Greene. She was a member of the Unitarian Universalist Church of Concord and the Unitarian Benevolent Association. She was a former member of the White Memorial Universalist Church and its Service Group. She served as a board member of the New Hampshire Centennial Home for the Aged, the Concord Female Charitable Society, the Concord Family Service and the Concord Hospital Associates. She was a member of the Concord Historic District Commission, the Concord Garden Club and the Concord Women's College Club. She was predeceased by her husband of n

Love Him Or Hate Him
ok here's one for u.... is it a sin to like someone that is years younger than u or is it meant to b? how many of u have walked away from the age difference between u and someone younger or have had them walk away from u? let me know plz Late at night I`d drift away and dream I`d found the one to fill the void within my heart and know that I belong. So many hours praying I`d find that missing piece that would complete my life forever and bring my heart great peace. I`ve finally found that missing piece to the puzzle of my life. So many times I thought i`d never find the one just right, but it`s you, you`re the one for me and i hope that you can see that these pieces fit together and our love will be forever for i`ve finally found the missing pieces to the puzzle of my life. As i look into your eyes i feel your loving gaze. the things you say have caught my heart please let this feeling stay. so many hours praying i`d find that missing piece that would complete my life foreve

Poetry
All alone. Sitting in the corner. seeing the two walls join. It hurts to know they can. In a room... None of that silly doom and gloom. The need to rhyme well past its prime. Thoughts are floating. Twisting and turning. Melting to nothing but hopelessness... What do I do? Alone in a world full of people. Screaming at the dark and not even heard. Banging my head the wall gives a damn. Then again it seems it's the only one... When Breathing isn't enough. When they day seems to long yet flies by. When smiles all seem fake. When you know "hello" means "goodbye". What do I Do? When the mind races in a stand still. When IDea's Explode and blank pages remain. When Nothing seems worth it. When living seems pointless.... What do I do? Sitting in light. Looking into the dark circle. Smelling the steel. The cold death. Why to seek this? Why not continue? Why continue? Holding the flash. For a weak mind. For a weak soul. For no lo

Pics
http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=288792&albumid=74347&i=2331458314 whatever the most people want will happen! and if i shave it or trim it i will post new pics ofit rate my new pics and comment them! i have some kinky fetishes, willing to take pics of them. message me and i will take pics of kinky stuff.

Lyrics
When darkness falls upon your heart and soul. I'll be the light that shines for you. When you forget how beautiful you are I'll be there to remind you. When you can't find your way, I'll find my way to you. When troubles come around, I will come to you. I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on. Be your shelter. When you need someone to see you through. I'll be there to carry you. I'll be there. I'll be the rock that will be strong for you. The one that will hold on to you. When you feel that rain falling down. When there's nobody else around. I'll be. And when you're there with no one there to hold. I'll be the arms that reach for you. And when you feel your faith is running low. I'll be there to believe in you. When all you find are lies. I'll be the truth you need. When you need someone to run to . You can run to me I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on. Be your shelter. When you need someone to see you through. I'll b

Everyday Blogging
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First Blog Ever!
happy holloween, well were back down to one dog now. we learned the homey had some issues, it was haveing sezurs every couple of hours. (not cool) it was really sad to watch. well after alot of work and networking. we found the dogs owner. homey, i mean lulu's owner was sooo happy to see her the lady started crying. so everything is cool. sup folkes long time not see, i been away doing some cool things i have started a new life of sorts. i have a no car but i really doing have to have one around here. well me and ym gril a getting the swing of things. and things are getting alot better. sup floks it been a while, well my girl went home on saturday i miss her already, well we had alot of fun togather, she told me she would try to come back on her birthday, i have been working lot this month and i kinda fell out on the socail front, now that im back to human work hours im feeling better. we decide on just getting a two bedroom, our potental roomates arnt looking so stabble right now. i

My Frist Blog
Hey all I just wanted to let everyone know i have close to 50 new pics to rate :D I dont expect u to rate all of them but a few would be nice thanks tech Hello all I dont do many blogs but i needed some help I was told tonight ripped pics dont count So im trying to move my morph pic to a new folder but they dont want to upload they say they need to be jif pics or whatever So in short what do i do to reload them. Please comment or yell at me in the shoutbox with some help if u can. oh in the next day or so look for more pics to rate Hey all I just wanted to let everyone know i have close to 50 new pics to rate :D I dont expect u to rate all of them but a few would be nice thanks tech

Lmao
tell me.... BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: OTHER: Are u a virgin? 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite rapper? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Would you give me a lap dance? 7. Would you like for me to give you a lap dance? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick, slut etc)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed wit me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u have sex with me? 21. If so, whats the soonest into our r

Poetry
Okay this is just cause I'm fucking pissed off Rather Die Take me away from all of this. Can I find a far-off place? In the darkness away from wandering souls I don't want be tormented with hate. I want to hear the cries of physical pain. Tell me of a life better without fear. Don't let me fall in a horrid pattern. Can we bear to see our lives scorned? What we have become when consumed with hate? I want you to hear my emotional pain! Crying in me is the darkness I now breathe. Can it hear our thoughts? Can it smell our fears? Is it just our selves that will darken and seize? I don't understand the state I'm in you see? I can see you digging my grave. Or could it be digging yours? © Velvet Moon Distant Stars How can we define what is true or see beyond this world, With time of essence its only truth that binds us. Where in lays truth lays love, with out either we are nothing. Me

Joke Of The Day
You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).Disappear93%Bomb67%Posion60%Suicide53%Gunshot53%Suffocated47%Eaten40%Natural Causes40%Stabbed33%Disease27%Drowning

Life, The Universe, Everything
http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/aint_nobody_telling_me_what_my You can't tell me you don't know at least one white chick just like this. Vodka is made from potatoes Whiskey is made from grain Why do russians drink vodka while the irish drink whiskey? weird. Greatest idea ever... nothing worse than random guy #385793 forgetting your name in the middle of stuffin your ass... hoe.

Parkersangel
WELL HERE IT IS MY 28TH BIRTHDAY AND IM UP AT 2 AM ON MY BIRTHDAY SIGN IN TO CHERRY TAP TO SEE IF ANY OF MY FAVORITE TAPPERS SENT ME MUCH BIRTHDAY LOVE AND SAD TO SAY THINK THEY FORGOT ALL ABOUT ME LMAO BUT ITS COOL NO SPECIAL PLANS SAME OLD SAME OLD SIT ON MY LAZY CARCASS AT HOME WITH NOTHING TO DO EVEN THOUGH IT S MY ANNIVERSARY AS WELL ME AND BIG PAPAS 4 YEAR ANNIVERSARY AT THAT BUT YOU KNOW HOW COOKIE CRUMBLES YOU WANNA DO SOMETHING SPECIAL AND CANT CAUSE THE WORLD SAYS YOU AINT GOT THE GREEN OR UNEXPECTED THINGS COME UP SO ILL JUST CHILL AT HOME ON MY COUCH WITH NOTHING TO DO LOL WELL ALL IM HEADED TO BED SEE YA TOMORROW AND DONT FOR GET THIS ANGELS B DAY MAY 29TH LOVE YA ALL AS ALWAYS LOVE ANGEL WELL HERE IT IS A QUARTER TO THREE IN THE MORNING EASTERN STANDARD TIME AND I CANT SLEEP SO IM UP WRITING THIS BLOG TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT THIS ANGEL IS UP TO HOPE FULLY ALL MY CT FANS AND FRIENDS ARE DOING WELL AND HAD A EXCEPTIONALLY GREAT MOTHERS DAY MUAHS TO YOU ALL. AS IT STA

He He Cherry Popper He He
look i just have no idea whats going on anymore, things have just being getting......i don't know.......i just don't know what to say in this, but i needed somthing to blast on. but ye. things and....someone have being getting werid i don't know what to do. and if she reads this she can talk to me about it and her feeligns enuff shit, i have had enuff. y mustt....GAWD I'm so fucking sick of it FUK YE MOTHER FUCKER immaculata is playing at granenrs tonight, 9-12 YE. and i'm getting in for FREE!!!! *its godd knowing the lead singer very well :D* and theres gonna be lots of booze and lots of cool things and hot people YAY, and immaculata get free booze all night and garth said his gonna get lots of booze for me YYA GARTH *hugs*

Poems
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... but if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell

You Laugh...
Home is were you put your head at in the end of the night. I will be hear when I can. XOXO to all who read this. What doesn't kill you, will only make you stronger." When I die I will have plenty of time to sleep. Hay check this out beleave it or not it's up to you. http://healing.about.com/od/empathic/a/empathessential.htm Every had this before? They paged me on the dot.. even with the word I have use to the "T".

Newbee
Around, all around, the sinister creatures gather. My dread grows as an avenging sword falls against my naked soul. It slays me, and darkly my life's blood drips to the wicked earth that is my prison. In unholy terror I cry out while Death's shadow surrounds me. Now alone, my cascade of tears falls upon darkened eyes. This is my salvation olitta will go to jail for ... Using your dildo as a weapon of mass destruction 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Your sexual experience is like an 80's hook up van You have a great deal of sexual experience, because you are so charming. You are also inventive, and have lots of confidence in yourself. Besides, who can resist an 80’s hook up van? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Poetry
Baby you are: My sunny sky, My favorite high, My bed so warm, My my port in a storm, My sweetest gift, My emotional lift, My best friend, Until the end. Baby you are: My inspiration, My destination, My shining light, My day and night, My heart healer, My anger chiller, My pain reliever, My spring fever, My gem so rare, My answered prayer, My heart and soul, My life made whole, My merry-go-round, My "up" when I'm down, My best chance, My last dance, My best shot, My only shot, My energizer, My morning sun, My evening fun, My dancing partner,

The Klub House Contest
Hey everyone, All I need is your pics and or vids and your set to go!!! Please note that I will also need to have a username as well!!!! This contest is every month and you should send new pics and or vids in every month!!! The more the better!!!! Dont forget also that you can help me with making contest as well!!! This is all in part of my internet radio station in wich you can find the links bellow using the links provided bellow!!!! Have any questions, feel free to ask and or for more info send me a message!!! http://klubcityjamz.piczo.com/ www.lostcherry.com/klubcityjamz www.myspace.com/klubcityjamz www.hoverspot.com/klubcityjamz Bellow is this months winnsers!!!! You could be next months winner so get those pics and or vids in to me soon!!! MixMasterMcStorm The KLUB HOUSE KLUB CITY JAMZ KICK ASS INTERNET RADIO Listen to KLUB CITY JAMZ 4 BROADBAND http://38.96.148.43:7992/listen.pls 128 kps stereo DSL, Cable, Wireless, T1, T2 and T3 i

Aquarious
Aquarius In Love The analytical Aquarian approaches the game of love slowly, methodically and deliberately. Playing the game of love is fun in and of itself and should not be rushed. While falling in love, the Water Bearer can fill myriad roles for a lover, thanks to their keen mental energy and boundless commitment to a good cause. Conversely, a lover who won't play along will meet an immovable object in righteous Aquarius. The greatest challenge in love for the Water Bearer is intimacy, the emotional and empathetic aspect of love. Without it, love is incomplete, so those born under this sign must find that space where they can feel and trust. If that is achieved, love with Aquarius can soar to the stratosphere. HowManyOfMe.comThere are:0people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?

While The Reaper Tarries
I hike the hills of Iaqua Where colors steal my breath away A dusty road, a verdant ridge A golden field, a swinging bridge Soft greens of every shade and hue A sky of iridescent blue An unexpected apple tree Where nature gives out snacks for free The apple, round and sweet and firm Try finding one without a worm What caused this giving tree to grow? The seed was planted long ago And tended by a calloused hand An act of faith I understand I learned it on the summer day I hiked the hills of Iaqua Everyone knows what everyone knows You can’t change the world with a kiss and a rose Sometimes a man has to stand up and fight When others are wrong and he knows that he’s right Everyone knows that the peace must be won That change only comes at the point of a gun Everyone knows, and it’s well understood That “they” are all bad and “we” are all good Everyone knows “they” are after our blood That if we don’t fight them, they’ll come like a flood They’ll bur

Inside My Little World...
check out my new pics on myspace.. lol they are hott hott hott!!!!! LOL ps at the b ball game that we cheered at tonight we won!!!! gooo birds!!!! at the game today.. we were throwing skittles and guess what i hit the cop.. yep thats right!! i hit the cop! lol it was funny as hell..me and my friend ran.. and than she triped over the bleachers.. lol heheh.. god what a dumb fuck.. wen we went back we found out that my other friend almost got the blam for him.. than the cop saw me and new better.. lol wow cops just love me! lol woohhoo.. cops.. make me giggle! i won the award for hard worker/most improved cheerleader last night.. YEA!!!! woo hoo me!!

Quizzes
The porno of melissa's life will be called ... "10 Things you always wanted to do with a vibrator" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com my little brother and his gf are having a baby...and she is due in april..and u know something? i JUST found out about it. it kind of upsets me that i would be the last one to know..and the sad part is...i have no clue what his gf's name is. now let me tell u why... i met my dad and two brothers when i was 15...never knew they were out there and a part of me....they are now in their early 20's..both of them. i wish that we had that strong brother/sister relationship that they have with our step sister kiersten. and it makes me jealous that both of them can call her sis but cant pick up the phone to call me. my brother nathan was in a motorcycle accident a few years ago and broke his collar bone..wasnt called...they both graduated from high school..wasnt invited...no school pics, no prom pics, no football pics

Who Ever Sent It Thank You
you`ve taken the darkness, turned it into light. brought passion and loving, into my life. the burning deep desires, that i feel for you. the yearning and churning, the fire inside. like a sleeping volcanoe, you have brought me to life. the warm glowing feeling, never leave my seide. i love you my darling.xx You're the world to me-- there's no one quite like you. You're the one I love, the one I want to touch. I give you my heart, and I need you so much. Offer me your sweet caresses; fill me with your wonderful light; soothe my aching heart; and hold me through the night.I want to hold your hand. I hunger for your kiss. Offer me sweet tidings of true love's tender bliss. I promise our love shall soar, carried on the wings of a dove. So give me your heart, and bless me with your love. I don’t think you will, Ever fully understand, How you have touched my life, And made me who I am. I don’t think you could ever know, Just how truly special y

Family
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't kiss &; tell. 5.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, and sexy. 6.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 7.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 8.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you. 9.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch a movie. 10.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 11.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 12.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you need him, 14.) A REAL MAN lets others know he's involved. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't play games!!!!!!!!!!! 16.) A REAL MAN doesn't leave his girl to go and hang out with his friends if h

Just Stuff
Is It NBA Or NFL? 36 have been accused of spousal abuse. 7 have been arrested for fraud. 19 have been accused of writing bad checks. 117 have 'directly' or in-directly 'bankrupted' at least 2 businesses. 3 have done time for assault. 71 repeat - 71 cannot get a credit card; due to bad credit. 14 have been arrested on ' -related' charges. 8 have been arrested for shoplifting. 21 currently are defendants in lawsuits, and 84 have been arrested for drunk driving in the last year. Can you guess which organization this is? NBA or NFL......? Neither, It's the 535 members of the 'United States' Congress 545 PEOPLE By Charlie Reese [Charlie Reese is a former columnist of the Orlando SentinelNewspaper] Politician

Baca (bikers Against Child Abuse)
This was just emailed to me from the mother of one of our (BACA) children. THIS IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT!!!!!!!!!! ................... ................... Dear new found friends, I would like to share with you our story and I how we came to become involved with BACA. About a year and half ago when my daughter was 7 years old. She was touched by her father in an inappropriate fashion. This is a something no child should ever have to experience but it seems even worse when it is by someone you love more than anything in the world. My daughter loved her dad in that way. She was very brave. She came to me the following morning after the incident. I felt my world slip away from under me but I could not show that to my daughter I had to listen to her and assure her that she was very brave and did the right thing in coming to tell me and I also assured her that none of this was her fault. I told her how proud I was of her and that she did the right thing in telling me. I confronte

My Poems...
The magician stands firmly Atop the broken balcony His hands gleam with energy His mind emits ecstasy The wind conducts his flowing robes The doors of convention hastily close And fiction leaps into fantasy As mist dances across the sea Thunder shakes the ground so gentle Reality leaps from its lofty mantel And dances away with one final twirl Before plummeting off the edge of the world The sky watches with jealous spite The earth observes the larks in flight And the magician speaks the archaic rite That overpowers day with the salvation of night

Stuff
Rule number 1 Women, learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. Ammendment to rule number 1 I now leave not just the seat down, but the lid too, because I got too many accusations of peeing on the seat when it was the dog drinking out of it and dripping on the seat.....so now, don't complain that you have to lift the lid to pee. Rule number 1 Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not considered by us to be opportunities to see if we can find the perfect present . . . . again! Rule number 1 Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. Rule number 1 Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. Rule number 1 Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by

Hurt
I'm in the contest please help me out.. I really want to win this one. Please vot in a comment so it will count. Thank you all. Hey all you need to click on pic to vote and leave a comment i owe you all one Big Kisssss Tammy I have so many things to tell you, that I don't know how to say. so many thing are happening, and things are changing everyday . . . Some things are getting better; and others just getting worse. everything is changing; and everyone is hurt . . . I am always hurting; I always seem to cry. everyone is leaving; and don't even say goodbye . . . Suicide seems to linger in everybody's mind; they know that it's a stupid thing; but still think it all the time . . . They think that their depression is fatal enough to die. they think it would be better, and no one would even cry . . . They're just being stupid, they aren't thinking clear; and all they're doing is hurting the people they love so dear . . . I know that you're in heave

My Myspace Account
true, love can hurt, is it not supposed to at times. we reguard hurt as an offense, but instead let it be a tool of teaching. just because we have reached an age of being grown up certainly does not mean we are to ever stop learning...good or bad, but with the advice in this blog, though vague at times, alot of these "formalities", can be PREVENTED. sure people have trouble with commitment and love esspecially unconditional love, based on upbringing and life experiences, but...arent we to surpass them all to seek the one thing that all want most.....to be unconditioanlly loved. we can use all the expensive words we can find but there is one simple word left to ponder....love. It has to be learned, but people mistake love primarily as a feeling.we base our entire lives upon feelings...but they are fickle and can be there one minute and gone the next. you can "feel" the past , present and then the future, but thats not the entire equation. thats where people go wrong....always how they "

My Contests
IF YOUR NOT ON THIS LIST ITS ONE OF TWO REASONS....1. YOU DIDNT SHOW ME MAD LOVE YET IN THE CONTEST FOR BEST BOD....OR 2. I MISSED YOU BC IT ERASES AFTER LIKE 50 COMMENTS... IF ITS NUMBER TWO LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE SO I KNOW I MISSED YOU....)|(ILL KNOW IF U REALLY VOTED ALOT I CHECK IT ALMOST EVEERY 20 MINUTES....SO DONT PUT A COMMENT UNLESS UREALLY HELPE ME OUT...) IF YOUR UNDER NUMBER 1 THEN YOU NEED TO GO VOTE A BUNCH AND LEAVE MILLIONS OF COMMENTS AND COME BACK AND PUT A COMMENT ON TTTHHHIIISSSS BLOG.... HERES THE LIST: ~RANDY ~MYLILBUTT ~RIGHTOUS ~VIXEN ~ACROPORA ~CLITCOMMANDER ~ALLAMAS ~JOHNNIE B GOOD ~JLEE499 ~JERSEYBEE ~ELEMILLIEN ~LORD RAVEN ~SLATINO ~SLIM JIM 3000 ~SOCIAL KING ~FUCK ME TENDER AND BLOW ME DOWN ~SPOOKSHOW BABY ~ARESWIPE ~SMYTS ~TOMMY O ~KEKEO ~ANGEL EYES ~HATEISALLI ~........... ~F_UCKMEIMFAMOS ~REDGREGG ~ROCK OUT WITH YOUR COCK OUT ~BIG J ~aBSO FUCKIN LUTLY ~ THE LC KING ~ARMY BLACK WOLF ~ LATINO TICO ~BIGD ~hootie

Random Thoughts....or Are They?
Im sure there are questions abt the massive amounts of comments between Matthew and myself that is because he is the LOVE OF MY LIFE... Soon we will be happy together, I cannot wait for that day! The day our girls become sisters and know what it is like to have a happy home one that isnt perfect but a lot happier and cheerier than what they have apart! Thank you Matthew for being patient and loving me! "I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"... it's telling me all these things... that you would probably hide... am I... your one and only desire... am I the reason you breath... or am I the reason you cry... Always... always... always... always... always... always... I just can't live without you... I love you... I hate you... I can't get around you... I breathe you... I taste you... I can't live without you... I just can't take anymore... this life of solitude... I guess that i'm out the door... and now i'm done with you... I feel... like you d

Heart Break!
Tears stream down my face my heart is broke my body is numb my mind can't think you have to be so feelingless you say you love me you say you'll marry me you broke my heart as tears stream down my face i get weaker my bodys lonely you broke me my mind loves you as i lay in my bed wondering if you still love me as i think of you every moment my heart gets weaker i love this man but he hurt me so much I will always love you!! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF? 1. I WAS RIGHT NEXT 2 YOU: 2. I KISSED YOU: 3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU: 4. I STARTED SMOKING: 5. I SAID I WANTED TO FUCK YOU: 6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED: 7. I WAS DRUNK: 8. I LICKED YOU: 9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE: 10. I ASKED YOU OUT: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY? 11. PERSONALITY 12. FRIENDSHIP 13. MONEY 14. LOVE 15. HAPPINESS WOULD YOU? 16. BE MY FRIEND? 17. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE? 18. KISS ME? 19. GO ON A DATE WITH ME? 20. KEEP IN TOUCH? 21. LICK ME? 23. DATE ME

Bitchin'
~~proud to be a mother and hope I can do a good job. ~~a mother, daughter, sister, aunt, neice, cousin, grandchild and friend. ~~an animal lover to the fault of I'd feed every stray animal I come across if I could afford it. ~~a true Ada'n(?)born & bred ~~a firm believer in Christ ~~non-combative, until backed in a corner or one of my friends or family is concerned ~~loyal and always try to be a good friend ~~terrified of hights, needles, falling, snakes and dying alone ~~a very bad speller ~~not good with time; I always tend to get distracted and end up running late ~~who I am ~~~~Who are you? I had a friend who was a Marine. He loved God and served his country to the best of his ability. Right now his family and friends are hurting but he gave his life for a cause he believed in and a country that he loved. Trevor Roberts was the 50th Oklahoman to be killed in Iraq. He was a good friend of mine that I have known since before he was born. Un

Blogin'
not to much going on here. bored off my mind. and not much to do but go to bed and dream...mmm i just might do that hehehe. i dont know what to say half the time in these things...but i'll tell you what! when i figure it out i will let you know lol. love always, amanda not much going on here...life sucks dunno what to say...but anyway...if you wanna talk to me im here...feel free!!! amanda hey yall what's up? not much here...i am getting some pics i took down in the state of Louisiana developed the first of nov. i cant wait...i got 81 pics hehehe. i am definantly gonna put em on all of my profiles and in my photo albums and stuff. weeeeeeee so keep a look out for em! hehehe love always, amanda aka mandy ps yahoo: bi_bubble_kitty_2154 paltalk: Mandy4u2002 aol: kitttykatkid007 msn: bi_bubble_kitty_2154@hotmail.com

Wswear Blog
I have 9 entries so far, just need a few more. Any ladies interested?? Let me know. WINNER GETS A FREE 7 DAY BLAST! Its gonna be a hot contest, and different from all the others. I will open up the voting as soon as I have 10 contestants. Lets fill it up guys!! Hosted by CherryTagz.com Contest is ready to open up. ANY LAST ENTRIES?? I will open up the voting on Monday. Please let me know if you are interested in entering.

This Photo Is Adult
im sorry i haven't stopped by to show you all some cherry love ,but im kinda clumsy with computer stuff i dont know how to do alot of things on here i am learning though ,i will get better o please bear with me when i first got on lost cherry last year or so , you couldn't have any thing that showed shin or nipples or a cartoon of sexual accts ,now look what we have today, bj's insertion pic's etc , mind you i'm not bitchin about this i'm just mad casuse all the pic's i had i had to remove or get kicked of l.c. now its cherrytap and it seems anything goes lol damn it i have to find more pics to put up here lol my cat maxx von kittykat passed last fri 11/09//2006 i had him for about 11 yrs , i really miss him he was the neatest ccat {to me} and to all of our freinds , he loved chicken ,turkey sometimes he would sit on the chair like he was waiting for his plate of food , lol sometimes he would disappear and all of a sudden you would see a gray fuzzy paw slowly come over the edge of yo

Stuff I Feel And Thats Going On
I can't escape this hell, So many times I've tried, But I'm still caged inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal. (This animal. [x2]) I can't escape myself,( I cant escape myself) So many times I've lied, ( so many times I've lied) But there's still rage inside, Somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. So what if you can see, The darkest side of me, No one will ever change this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me. Somebody help me tame this animal I have become. Help me believe it's not the real me, Somebody help me tame this animal. Somebody help me through this nightmare, I can't control myself. Somebody wake me from t

The Mind Of Don (clean Version)
I drop to one knee and prop myself up with my sword. I wipe my brow with a look of utter bewilderment. This fight has taken more of a toll on me than any previous, all because I wanted something so stupid and trivial as immortality. The cold has made my breath visible. The ice has weighed down what otherwise would be very light and effective armor. My shield is several feet away, leaving me completely open to attack I'm burning on the inside of my skin, while the outside is frost bitten. My mouth is dry from the obscenities that I've screamed at my enemy... pure futile frustration. The ice and snow under my feet have hindered my movement to the point that my practiced dexterity is of no use now. In other words, I'm completely fucked. In short range is my enemy. Cold. Unfeeling. Honestly, not giving a damn whither I live or die. She stands unhindered, completely at home in the bitter cold. Her hair gently touches her shoulders, jet black and shimmering in what light creep

Hottie
You're the PEANUT to my BUTTER , You're the STAR to my BURST, You're the M to my M, You're the POP to my TART, You're the MILKY to my WAY, You're the FRUIT to my LOOP, You're the MILK to my DUDS, You're the LUCKY to my CHARMS, You're the ICE to my CREAM, You're the GHETTO to my BOOTY, but mostly.... You're the BEST to my FRIEND Music Video:SEXYBACK (by Justin Timberlake)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Complete Being Of Randomness
It's this simple. If you are 18-25 and are interested message me saying so. I buy you a "Daddy's Girl" big pimpin gift and then rip one of your photos to an album called "Daddy's Girls". I'm in this contest to win $250,000 fubucks. Please visit Red Kandy and go to the contest gallery and bomb the shit out of my pic. ~*RedKandy*~S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~The Sisterhood~@ fubar

Cherrybombin
I'm sure some of U have noticed I've been MIA for a week. My daughter started labor last week, but it wasnt progressing. Her Doc here in my small town is running for state senate, so my family wasnt at the top of his list. I tried so hard to keep her strong. Its been the most heart wrenching week I've ever had in my life. There's nothing worse in this world than watching ur baby go thru pain and noone will help her. Finally after a week of labor, she dialated. Thank God. Soooo, she was admitted for the 3rd and final time. The "wonderful" Doc came in, gave her an epidural and left. There she laid, dialated to 10 for 5 hrs, while he went home and slept. She of course felt no pain, so it was ok with everyone but me. Finally, he came back and broke her water and told her she could start pushing with contractions whenever she liked. I was like OMG! He went to the room next to hers and slept. Soooo, her labor nurse tells me we'll be doing the work. We were to watch the monitor for the TOCO n

Life's Little Lessons...
Well here I am, sitting at work.. Nothing to do, bored, hurt and angry. I think the first thing on the list is pretty much self explainitory, but let me expalin the other two. I'm angry because I'm sick and tired of people getting preferrential treatment becasue of the way they look. Anyone that treats anyone differently because of the way they look needs their heads read, just because they're deemed as being 'beautiful' by society's standards doesn't make them any better of a person than anyone else. We're all the same on the inside, which is what really counts anyway. I couldn't care less about looks or material possesions, give me someone with a good personality and a good heart and I'll show you the makings of a great friend. Okay now on to point number 2. I am hurt because someone I love and care for a whole lot has been taking forgranted everything I have been doing for them lately. I haven't slept a full night in almost 2 weeks because I have been using that time to help this pe

Sara
I been questioning things soo much lately. Kieran will be a month old tomorrow and NOT once has his dad asked how he's doing or tried wanting to see him. A close friend of mine is going through a divorce and her soon to be ex husband hasnt been around to see their daughter because hes avoiding all the stress.Seeing my friend go through this, its making me wonder if thats the reason my ex wont come around to see the baby which i dont get because while i was pregnant he sounded determined to be in the baby's life. I try at ALL costs to keep the stress down between me and my ex and everytime he gets stressed from other situations he seems to take it out on me. I dont know what to think anymore bout the situation. This will be Kieran's first Christmas and its going to break my heart more than its already broken if his father doesnt even come around to see him. How can anyone be so fucking cruel like this? Yes! My ex and i have probs but those probs are between me and him, it is NOT the

Poetry
I am distracted by things, like white fluffy clouds in a blue sky, Or by the way a bird sings, I am amazed by the simplicity of things, Like chimes fastened by strings, By the smell of a rose and how it’s beauty stings, I believe in many things, Each man as an equal and not one to be a king, A child smiling on a swing, And watching the joy and happiness it brings I am opened minded but very private about things, like my relationships, fleeting wedding rings the puppet strings, or how the balance of love swings I am conscious of many things Accepted Reasoning Released by the birth of the consummate marriage i became the manipulator of the English language where the smallest atoms become gigantic where tropical raindrops hold atlantis where the winds caress grassland glades letters refined to the likeness of a samurai blade beauty defined in the mist of chaos manifesting myself in this spiritual seance words are a reason for life taking in a

Ronimae
hi all: Please we need some prayers tonight. Mygrandson is up in the hospital for second and third degree burns. His name is BLAKE TAYLOR BRYANT. he is up at u of m hospital in ann arbor, michigan....he need our prayers. god bless us all he is only eight years old thanks Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Creation Is A Bitch
Hey everyone. I just wanted to tell you all that I wont be able to respond or really be on this website due to the fuck up of my internet. Well, life is good and busy. I'm hoping to party some tommorrow or maybe Friday night. I think I need to blog more just for fun. I can't say I have money really. I have very weak paychecks, but I've been enjoying the little things in life. I figured going to the gym would be a good investment for the New Year. I really do feel healthier and happier working out. I've stopped drinking so much soda as well. I've actually cut it out all together. I'm not online as much now. I just try to sleep more at night and not so much during the day. Well thank you to all my friends in here. Drop a line if you like. All of those nights when I stayed up wondering about what would happen the following day. All the time wasted on things that would just fly by anyway. Things swirl in the sunlight like a soft glow from heaven, and all the lover's have changed names. I

Life
okay first it was my blood pressure being high but now they took my blood the other day at the doctor after i got a good bill of health on the bp i now get a letter in the mail that my sugar is high and i hadn't ate or drank anything before i went to the doctor that morning they came up with it at 133 so now i have to in for a glucose test and i hate them took them carrying my boys each time i got pregnant with one of my sons i had gestational diabetes i guess it's only fair that i be punished with my health for all the things i have done wrong in my life. Not only finally is my divorce going to trial but my child support hearing that i filed for over a year ago is going to court on the 13th of December. I think that my soon to be darling ex husband is finally getting the hint that i am not playing games and that i am going to get what i want from him and that is him taking reqponsibility for his actions and take care of his son. went better then i expected getting a decent amount

The Weird Projects I Do
Aries Your element: Fire Your ruling planets: Mars Symbol: The Ram Your stone: Ruby Life Pursuit: The thrill of the moment Vibration: Enthusiastic Aries Secret Desire: To lead the way for others. Description: Aries are fire signs and those born under this element are regarded in astrology as adventurous, active and outgoing. It won't matter where you go or how remote or unusual it is - from the Outback to the Antarctic - you can be sure that an Aries has been there before you (or at the very least you will meet one along the way!) Aries is a uniquely naive sign. Although they are independent, outgoing and assertive they are also surprisingly trusting, often innocently walking into the lion's den at times. No matter what upheaval, challenge or triumph they confront - an Aries has a wonderful ability to bounce back. Their faith in life and the future remains untouched by hardship. Their gift is that they are always children at heart and the world is always

Beautiful Days
BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER TWELVE(FINAL) BEAUTIFUL DAYS 12(THE END) "You are now tuned into the sounds of RADIO ROB here on your F.M. dial. The forecast for tonight...? SNOW! And lots of it. You know what RADIO ROB knows you'll stay indoors for the remainder of the evening. In the next hour we got some of your favorite underground hits, we got The Yo Yo from Little Brother, Musick from Dudley Perkins, everybody's favorite duo Amphibeus Tungs with 4 Siblings. You are tuned in to the station that smacks that eardrum with nothin' but the best, that's 102.7 on your F.M. dial. We gonna kick it all off with Crazie Vizion with...BEAUTIFUL DAYS! BEAUTIFUL DAYS CHAPTER 12 SWAN SONG SILLILQUY Part two END OF DAYS. John helped Sophie load up the car with the explosives found in the shed behind their former safehouse. Able struggling to hold on to what little life he has left as he lie bleeding in the backseat. Refusing medical attention as usual. But highly understandable at this po

Salute
I went to leave a comment on a pic and EVERY time I do I get this: Bouncer ID check, please type the characters you see in the image. When Did This BS start and Why? I came across this profile and I know the Lady in the photos and have been friends with her for a long while.I emailed her and asked if itwas Her and she said it is NOT her.The Pics were ripped from The Real Lady's website. Here is the Fakers profile http://fubar.com/user/1023532 I came across this profile and I know the Lady in the photos and have been friends with her for a long while.I emailed her and asked if itwas Her and she said it is NOT her. Here is the Fakers profile http://fubar.com/user/1023532

Vets Poems
The United States Flag Code stipulates that as the symbol of a living country, the flag is considered in itself a living thing and should be properly displayed and cared for. The code outlines the proper ways to display the American flag. Raise the flag briskly. Lower it ceremoniously. Never allow the flag to touch the ground or floor. Do not fly the flag in bad weather, unless it is an all-weather flag. The flag can only be flown at night if properly illuminated. Otherwise, it should only be flown from sunrise to sunset. The flag should always be allowed to fall free. The flag should never be used to carry, store, or deliver anything. Never fly the flag upside down except to signal an emergency. Ceremonial When hung over a sidewalk on a rope extending from a building, the stars are always away from the building. When the flag is hung over a street running east to west, the stars are always toward the north. When the flag is hung over a street running north to south,

Alternate Earth: You Have Reached The End Of The Internet
Not that I was around much to begin with. ... if you want to keep in touch outside of CT my email is matthew.cavazos@gmail.com Never make a mistake That you can't forgive yourself for Never chase a dream That you don't want to catch Never give up Never say die Accept the unaccepted Expect nothing in return Share a kiss with a stranger Bare your soul to another Be all that you can't be Be aware that nothing is impossible Teach the world You have nothing to fear But the fear of living up to your potential http://cherrytap.com/wet_kisses79_4u She's the absolute bestest... ever. ... Check her out, she needs little introduction. :)

Im Inlove With You
I AM HERE LOOKING FOR SOME GOOD FRIENDS..AND I NEVER RATED PICTURES "1"..NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE...COZ I HAVE LOTS OF RESPECT TO SOME PEOPLE HERE....I WANT TO FEEL THEM THAT THEY ARE SOO IMPORTANT....AND SO GREAT..BUT YOU RATED MY PICTURE 1...BITCH ASSHOLE..YOU HAVE NO MANNERS.....!! IM GONNA REMEMBER YOU...DAM YOU! G.L.A.M.O.R.O.U.S michael and i are ok..:)i'll just rest for using the cherrytap..just been busy spending time with my mom and my sister and my love.....so i am happy now honey...im so happy that i met you here at the cherrytap,even though we have a rough times always but still your the man i want....even though i say bad things about you but still your the man i love...you give me all the love that i need,the caring and understanding...your the man that i need for the REST OF MY LIFE...you really are my destiny,MY LIFE,MY LOVE,MY BESTFRIEND,MY HUSBAND.We have lots of fighting lol but still we do love each other...WE DO LOVE EACH OTHER..i feel what you feel,an

Test Drive
An 85-year-old man went to his doctor's office to get a sperm count. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained: "Well, doc, it's like this - First I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, and still nothing. We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit and she even tried squeezin' it between her knees, but still nothing." The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?" The old man replied, "Yep. And no matter what we tried,

The Blog Of Lux
i dont have a creative name for this.. im not feeling creative.. feeling pissed -- someone broke into my car last night.. they tried to steal the p.o.s. stereo.. failed - tried to steal the car as well.. also failed - but now the inside of the car is all fucked up... and the ignition doesnt work.. even tried to use a screwdriver in it.. which im sure is what they tried - my car is apparantly theft proof.. even for me. Now i have no transportation until i buy a new ignition and get it put in.. plus various other issues like i doubt the stereo works.. and the car is going to be an ugly mess until i have the cash to fix the rest of it. on the bright side.. i do still have a car.. and a piece of shit stereo -- just cant use it til i can start it again.. called into work today.. down cash for that as well.. im about 45 minutes drive from work.. my friend is going to let me stay at his place (close to my work) until i get a new ignition.. i dunno.. just lettin the fubar world know

Funny Stuff
Sex Advice From A Friend Two friends, a white guy and a black guy, both work together. The white guy came in late one morning and his black friend asks where he had been. The white guy says, "My wife gives me good sex every night and she kept me up really late last night". The black guy says "I can't get my wife to have sex with me, no matter what! How do you do it?" The white guy says, "I read her poetry every night." His black friend then asks, "What kind of poetry?" The white guy replies, "Blondie, blondie, eyes so blue, how I want to make love to you." Then the white guy tells his friend to go home and try it - it's a sure thing! The next morning the black guy was about 2 hours late. When he comes in, he has a black eye and his arm is in a sling. The white man asks, "What happened?!" The black man says, "Man, don't ever speak to me again!" The curious white man asks, "Well, what did you say to her?" The black man replies, 'Nappy head, nappy head, ey

Anything And Everything
Heart n Soul I thought I knew what love was Till I met a man who showed me the light He opened my eyes to new things He opened my mind to new ideas He opened my soul to the light He opened my body to passion And he opened my heart to love like no other Before him all I knew was darkness To me love was always pain But I met him and darkness turned to light And pain turned to passion I curl up to him and I feel safe He looks at me I feel his love He touches me and I feel his passion I see in his eyes that I will always be safe I can't wait to come his wife To live our lives as one All because I finally found what true love is And I have found it in him In his heart In his eyes In his soul In his arms To the end of time I now know what love feels like And to be loved by another He is someone I know that will protect me That will show me the way That will guide me And that will be there for me in one way or another He is the man I truely love with all my he

Bbws Come To Me
friends fans family and people im fans of im deleting people who dont talk to me or dont respond when i write them if you do not wanna get deleted write me a private msg or write me a comment you have till 02/07/06 if you dont know when that is its febuary 7 2006 its a wenesday and if you dont write i will delete you and if you look and dont write im deleting you..... is anyone online that wanna talk hello everyone that know me and is a friend and fam and all the fans some one come talk to me im bored and need some one to talk too hit me up please it will be fun

Video's
Her body drenched in sweat as she hears his voice on the phone The thought of him sitting behind him kissing her neck and squeezing her breasts awakening such strong desires with in her Feeling his body pressed against hers Moaning softly feeling his hardness Wanting no almost begging him "Please baby, take me.now. And having him refuse as he gets down on his knees before her and begins the wonderful torture on her using his lips and tongue to make her scream out in passion. Giving him what he had been longing for as she filled his waiting lips with her sweet juices.Clutching his head holding it against her till her shaking subsided. She looks into his eyes as he raises up and starts rubbing his hardness against her .Her body trembling in anticipation as the two of them finally become one for the first time. For years their fantaises have been leading up to this once in a lifetime moment as he slowly slides into her and her body responds pulling him deep inside . Finally fee

The Musings Of Opium
Ask me a question, any question. I'll answer it truthfully and ask you a question..it can get quite amusing. Thoughtful questions, humorous questions, technical questions..anything. Something you have always wondered about me, something you want a true answer to but never thought I would answer honestly, something that has nothing to do with me that you have always been curious about...anything. Shoot away. Your Glamour Icon Is The beauty of the world has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder. What Glamour Icon Best Represents You? Your Makeup Look Is Punk Glam Eyes You're the perfect mix of rock and roll meets glamour! What's Your Signature Makeup Look? You Are a Cappuccino You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems

Lovers Fire
Constant Thunder I was once lost in darkness, A wandering nomadic fool, Teetering on the edge of reason, About to plunge into the abyss, Then a light shone down, Lifted me out of darkness, Touched my soul with grace, And beat love into my heart, That was when I met you, My loving wife, For so long now you Have continued to save me, Day after day, You gave me the reason to be, To live and to feel love, To go on and find my dreams, As long as you were there, I just wanted to let you know, That I could never fully express How much I feel for you, When I love you Seems so simple, How can you put into words The power of desire I have for you, Pray to God, Channel the muse, And let my fingers type the words, My heart beats because of you, My soul is bright and alive, Because of you, And even when the trails of today Seem to distract me, My love is always devoted to you, It is eternal within my heart, Like a constant thunder in my soul As we had a walk

My Mind Is Dangerous
Girl was reading The Dark Tower by Stephen King in the picture. I just finished the 7 book series and this just poured out???? As Roland found his way to his Ka and Ka-tet, He, as well as us all in the 'real' look back on our past in the final moments and kindle the reoccurring faults we attribute to and in the end get pulled back into this muck we call life, Time after Time with lessons learned and new mistakes to be made. See you in the next......... Bring your ax. tazerbe The greatest gift we were given is our free will, and we keep misusing it. You know what's wrong with nature, with all its poison plants, predatory animals, earthquakes, and floods? When we envied, when we killed for what we envied, we fell. And when we fell, we broke the whole shebang, nature too. Do you Know what's wrong with cosmic time, as we know it, which steals everything from us? When we fell and broke, we broke nature, too, and when we broke nature, we broke time. Once, there were no pred

For Your Information
glitter-graphics.com HELLO FELLOW FUBARIAN FRIENDS AND FAMILY: JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS AND GALS KNOW THAT I AM BACK AFTER A FIVE DAY FORCED LEAVE BECAUSE MY DANG HARD DRIVE CRASHED AND BURNED. HAD TO TAKE MY SICK COMPUTER TO THE REPAIR SHOP BUT NOW IT IS ALL FIXED AND BACK IN BETTER SHAPE THAN BEFORE. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHERE I WAS JUST IN CASE YOU MISSED ME. NOW SHOW ME THE LOVE I'VE BEEN MISSING ALL WEEK. GOOD TO BE BACK HOME HERE AT THE FUB. I AM DEFINITELY HOOKED (LMAO :p). MUCH LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO ALL OF MY DEAR FRIENDS HERE

E-mails From Home
ORANGE COUNTY ( CALIFORNIA ) NEWSPAPER This is a very good letter to the editor. This woman made some good points For some reason, people have difficulty structuring their arguments when arguing against supporting the currently proposed immigration revisions. This lady made the argument pretty simple. NOT printed in the Orange County Paper.................. Newspapers simply won't publish letters to the editor which they either deem politically incorrect (read below) or which does not agree with the philosophy they're pushing on the public. This woman wrote a great letter to the editor that should have been published; but, with your help it will get published via cyberspace! New Immigrants From: 'David LaBonte' My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the OC Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to 'print' it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. D

The Coffin
if u read u most comment dont care what u say as long as u tell what u r me myself am a aries so if ud like to comment to me being one ladies feel free just remember MUST TELL WHAT U R IF U READ IT lol i hope u enjoy Naughty Horoscopes Aries LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people

Poetry
(This girl broke my heart, so i wont write, her pretty name) My love was kind, my love was true, Her heart was broken, while mine was blue. Her tears were real, my words said thruth, My love comeback, cause, i, need, you. Her name was _______, that was her name. That does not matter. If she's far away. I pray the day, that she comes back, So, that, I can love her, until time stops. My friend is love, my enemy is time. My love was true, my love was kind. Her name was _______, that was her name. But i could only, be her friend. Until i lost her. On that day, I hadn't seen, my big mistake. To love her not, to love her so, Those were the roads, in wich to look. I chose to love her, but too late, And now she's gone, and far away. She was the "one" that got away. Her name was _______, that was her name. I lie here saddened and distraught And all i do, is-whisper-her-name... You always want. What You can't have. And-never-thank. About what You have. You cry and whin

Random Thoughts
i am in need of a fuck buddy......but every one i seem to meet comes up short......do i expect to much?? 1. Want to make love for longer than 30 minutes 2. Wanna give and RECEIVE oral 3. Wanna go out every now and then....(dutch is fine with me) 4. somethimes i wanna make love other times fuck 5. don't want love but do want respect and friendship now sex is better than no sex..... rated me a "1"...both them Chu@ CherryTAP Chris Corall@ CherryTAP can some one explain to me how lace covered breast get marked NSFW....but lace covered pussy with hand touching doesn't?

Me At The Moment
AMAZINGLY ACCURATE Whatever you do, don't cheat! CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL RUIN THE FUN. 1. On a blank sheet of paper, WRITE NUMBERS 1 through 11 in a COLUMN on the LEFT. 2. BESIDE the NUMBERS 1

Who Knows
it is i that call's your name in the night . it is i that holds you so tight. my heart is you heart . your desire is my desire. my thought's are deep and full of you and your beauty . now that you have became apart of my duty. my mind is yours use it at your will. The sun as bright as it shines shall never out shine your beauty. This making you my absolute duty. But lies there in past your beauty is your intelligences,your wit, your charm. So take me by the hand and lead me into your path of righteousness so i may fear no harm. My eyes once filled with gloom now See's the beginning of the path ahead. Now there is no more reason to feel dead. For now i live again and my heart beats for another. some sing, some die, and some cry. this can only leave us asking why. why do i do the latter of them. some times this just leaves my life dim. then there is an angel that appears unto me with her light shining so bright. her