MoonGoddessMagick Life isnt a matter of ...'s blog: "Deep Thoughts..."

I have a friend who is very dear to me who has a very important mission in life. There is one problem...he is being deceived. I know that I must tell him, but here's my dilemma, he is very defensive toward me right now because he wants to do what he wants to do even though he knows what he has to do, so he is not receptive to anything I tell him right now. Because I am an empath and super sensitive to everything going on around me and beyond, I keep getting warning signals of danger that is coming his way if he continues to walk in the direction he is headed. I have talked to him about this before but he keeps pushing me aside and has concluded that I am jealous and hung up on him and that like his other "friends" I just don't want him to be happy. Yet at the same time he keeps telling me that I am the only friend that seems to "give a f*ck" about him. I am really at a loss as to what to do. I don't want to see him lose his way...

Today I have the day off. I went to bed after 2am and was wide awake at 6am. Go figure. Well at least I don't feel tired. That would suck if I was dragging all day. Watched a couple movies this morning/afternoon. The Return with Sarah Michelle Gellar (Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Grudge) it was a pretty good edge-of-your-seat thriller with lots of twists n turn that leave you with anime eyes by the time it's overwith. Then you're just going wow! I really wish I could have seen that one in the theatre along with War of the Worlds, which was the other one I watched today with Tom Cruise n Dakota Fanning. I love Dakota! She is a very talented little actress. Both she and Tom were great in this movie and of course it was the next best thing watching it on my 1000 Watt Philips Dolby Digital Surround, to being in the movie and seeing it in the theatre. Hope my neighbor downstairs doesn't go ballistic on me for shakin down the house with my HTS! LMAO who cares? I have to listen to him snore all night, he can put up with some daytime earth shattering HTS! Both movies were awesome, both movies made me cry. More so War of the Worlds, I had tears constantly streaming down my face I was so into it. Ah the life of an empath! Being super sensitive sux sometimes, but other times it comes in handy. :) Well let's see....what shall I do with the rest of my day? My birthday is next week, maybe I should go out and celebrate tonight? Help me MUMM! ^_~* XOXOXOXO MGM™

Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whose sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives. In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal. As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring. In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person...

Whether we realize it or not, whether it is welcomed or not, others can project their feelings and emotions onto you. Sometimes they can come so close to you without even touching you, being in the same room as you, or even in the same state as you. This can be extremely confusing and have you feeling quite uncomfortable, especially if you have no idea what is happening to you. Projection has become a common practice especially on the internet with Instant Messaging and Web Cams so easily accessible. It is also common for some to practice mental projection without their target's knowledge or consent. Non-consentual mental projection is also called mental rape. That is correct, I said "mental rape." Let me just describe a scenario to you and see if you can relate to this girl and her experiences. She was an innocent victim of mental rape. (Guys can also be victims of mental rape as well.) Kennedy woke up at 6am and hopped into the shower. As she shampooed her hair she suddenly felt as though she wasn't alone. She felt a presence and it felt way too close. She quickly rinsed her hair, rushed her shower and reached to turn off the faucet when she felt something brush across her chest. Now she was confused and scared. She looked around the bathroom. There was no one there. Her heart started pounding with fear as she reached for her towel and covered herself. Just then, she felt a tug on her towel and a presence behind her. She quickly turned and found herself beginning to cry in panic. No one was there, was she crazy? She left the bathroom and went to her room to dress and finish getting ready. She turned on some music and busied herself getting ready for work. After a short while Kennedy grabbed her keys and purse and headed off to work. As she drove, her mind drifted back to her fearful morning shower. "What happened to me in there?" she thought to herself. "I know I'm not crazy." When she arrived at her job, she waved and smiled quick hellos to everyone and then started her daily work routine. Later, she got up and headed to the water cooler for a drink. Suddenly the hairs stood up on the back of her neck and her eyes went wide as saucers. Someone or something was touching her hair...it felt to Kennedy like someone was running their fingers through her hair and gently stroking it. She froze. She quickly turned to look behind her. No one was there. She felt extremely nauseated and rushed to the nearby restroom to splash some cold water on her face. She looked into the mirror just then. She didn't know what she expected to see, there was no one there but her. She felt something, something touching her. She felt something warm on her neck which made her shudder to her core. She didn't know how to make it stop. All she knew was she didn't like it and it made her feel violated, like she had no control. She felt like a prisoner with no escape. Kennedy was being mentally raped by an acquaintance she met on the internet. He was projecting to her what he wanted to do with her and to her in his own mind. Without her knowledge or consent. Make no mistake, mental rape is not simply fantasy. Mental rapists (also called projection artists) know exactly what they're doing, and their crimes are all pre-meditated. The good news is you CAN take control! A mental rapist (also another form of psychic or emotional vampire) feeds off of the reaction or energy that your body emits during its attack on you. Forewarned is forearmed. When you are aware that an attack is iminent, strike back! In your mind tell it (I use the term it because these vampires can be male OR female) to back off, get its filthy hands off of you, and then tell it it has no right to touch you or come anywhere near you without your permission. Then seal your intent by saying this: With intent by the power of three times three I send back what you sent to me Don't mess with me Don't mess with me Don't mess with me So mote it be! Mental rape is a crime! You don't have to be a victim! Wise up because the more you know...the better off you are! If you have any questions or you just need someone to talk too, gimme a shout. :) Comments are always welcome!

9:52PM - Feeling lost, miserable Not understanding why Feeling exhausted, drained and ill Can't find the strength Watching, waiting and hoping Waiting for something, anything Trying to love So confused Did you lose her? Do you care? Questioning yourself Believe you love her Mentally kicking yourself Sometimes self-abusive Walls and barriers Projection horrors Hating your mother She was too close Shaking uncontrollably now Can't take the pain of losing her You won't admit it So you sulk Hating the thought of being owned Wondering why you did it Should have listened to her To your heart Been smart Regrets Fearing the unknown Self loathing Disembodied No one's home

Sometimes I think I am so naive, and other times I think I am really just stupid. About some things... I am a person who is very big on communication. I wither without it and where there is no communication, inevitably relationships, friendships and even the workplace suffer for the lack thereof. I suppose some could say that is a sign of weakness, however communication is as essential to everyday life as water is to plants, flowers and trees...without it they will perish. What I fail to understand, and ultimately hurts my heart the most, is why some refuse to communicate "honestly". Why do they think they can't say what's truly on their mind? I welcome it, I welcome honesty and straight-forwardness. If I ask you a question, I want you to answer me truthfully. I don't want you to sugar coat it and I definately don't want or deserve the silent treatment. I honestly don't think it is too much to ask of anyone, especially someone you're in a relationship with, to communicate their feelings to you. I would expect them to expect the same from me. Hmmmm...now that I think about it, maybe that's just it, they don't really want to know how I REALLY feel, they'd just'd rather leave me wondering...well I'm here to tell those of you that do me like that, I think you suck! I also think you're selfish cowards! If you can't tell me you just aint feelin' it no more, or that maybe you still got feelins for your ex, or you don't have time to invest in our friendship, or you never REALLY loved me, you were just caught up in a moment, or you were in love with an idea, or that you never had any intention of following through with anything you said to me, or you didn't really mean anything you told me or promised me, then you really don't deserve anything from me. Jeepers criminy, just SAY IT for God's sake! TELL ME HOW YOU REALLY FEEL! Any of you...all of you...Friends, Family, Boyfriend...SERIOUSLY. I've been writing and posting alot of pieces in my other blog about Psychic, Emotional, and Energy Vampires. In my studies I am learning that I am surrounded by them in my every day life to the point that if I wasn't so aware, I would be seriously overwhelmed! I'm affording y'all the chance that you never gave me. COMMUNICATE WITH ME! In Perfect Love & Perfect Trust, Jeanne