cleo1227the devils spawn princess's blog: "Life without THEM!!!!!"

I finally feel happy and loved....My bf is the best thing that has happened to me and he makes me feel so special and loved...I've never felt the way he makes me feel and feel like I'm a princess when we r together....I just hope I dont fuck this one up like I usually do cause I dont think I could handle losing him....Well just thought I'd let u guys know whats goin on in my life right now...Peace out!!!!!!!

I feel so loved by my bf....I'm 38 yrs old amd was with my x-husband for 22 yrs and no man has ever made me feel so loved....He tells me everyday how beautiful I am,how special I am and he totally believes in me.....When I met him I was just looking for a 1 night stand but it was love at first sight....I never knew someone could make u feel so loved...I thought I knew what love was but I've never been this loved...I have very low self-esteem but he is changing that...Well thats all I havd to say...TTYL everyone

I was supposed to be going back to Mass in Sept but I just found out I have nowhere to live...My x is to busy to help me...What an asshole..So I'm stuck here in Hell!!!!!!!I need a change in my life so bad...I'm thinking of moving downstate to live with my bf but want to make sure its the right decision.....I just need to get out of the house I'm in and away from all the drama here...Hopefully things will work out for the best....... The Lost Soul, Susan aka Cleo

ive decided to move to Cheboygan with my bf.....My family will be pissed but he makes me happoer then ive ever been.... the lost soul, susan aka cleo

I just went to the doctors and weighed myslef....I couldn't belive what i saw....I weigh 123.5 lbs....Omg!!!!A year ago I weighed a whopping 189lbs....I can't believe I lost that much weight...I'm kinda proud of it but I feel i'm still fat....Should I keep losing...I'm 5 ft 1 and 123.5 lbs...I lost 66 lbs in a yr that a small child...Sweet!!!!!!! Proud Of Myself, Susan aka Cleo

since I dont get to see my kids on a reagulary bases mylife is so boring.... I'm working on geting back to Mass to see them for good... Its alot of work but I have to look at the other end of my very dark rainbow... well I really just want to find that someone special that will encourage me through this... Just another wish in my pot of black... Yes my pot is not gold it is black and always will be....... the empty soul, Cleo

I have to many decision to make!!!!! Its either I stay in Mich...with my parents or go back to Mass with my children....The only thing is I dont have anywhere in Mass to live right now....I dont know what to do....I just broke up with my boyfriend and I hate being alone....

Today I had to choose between my bf and my childern.....My children do not approve of my relationship so of course I chose them...Yes my heart feels broken but I'm sure I will find someone they approve of and I cant wait for that day...I hate being alone and he is a great guy with a heart of gold but he was younger than my oldest son and noone in my family approved of that...So I guess I will wait for someone to love me that makes everyone happy... Susan AKA Cleo