Fubar Blogs 5

Sex
I love sex. I really do. I like having it,I like talking about it,I like thinking about it. And anyone who calls me a slut or a whore because of that is an idiot and isnt worthy of my attention. I like my boobs. Theyre not big but they look sooo good. I like boobs in general. VOTE FOR MEEEEEEEEE IF YOU THINK IM PRETTY LOL... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=39861&i=1377985991

Blogs
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the roomand you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.' Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kis

Reflections
Some days it can be very hard for me........in fact most Saturdays seem to get harder every time I spend the day with my sons..... Today, something happened and through something I said, my youngest broke into tears and well to say I felt very guilty is an understatement!!.....but we worked it through and got back on track with our day.....and as usual we went into town for our usual hunt for nothing in particular, it was while we were walking round outside we came across a group of people who were having a jam session with an assortment of drums and other percussion instruments, so like others we stood there and watched, feet tapping along to the rhythm going on.....then a woman came up to us and handed my youngest son and me a shaker and a maraca, so without thinking the 2 of us looked at each other and just joined in, and for the next 20 minutes we just let our hair down and jammed along with the rest.......and at one point my son Ethan handed me the maraca he had and started to p

Fubar Stuff
I have not been on fubar for a while because of some sort of technical difficulty trying to login and it is summer time here in Vegas with lots of better things to do than sit here and suffer the abuse of complete losers who have nothing better to do (plus now I dont have VP anymore and I refuse to pay for it; I cant update my pictures anymore so why even bother ya know?). The fam has been slowly but surely unpacking the boxes and settling into the new house; BBQing with the neighbors, partying like rockstars as usual and now we are going to Ireland this wknd. But I did finally get logged in a week or so ago and just as I expected, the losers are still here harassing those that are having a better life than they are (because they dont seem to realize they can actually get off their fat arses and make a good life for themselves - if they would just get off the computer sometime), still harassing when they dont get their way and so on. SMOKE is my stalker's name, and he is from Las Vegas

Randomness
I'm feeling a lil naughty and froggy today... Send me a horny toad and I'll make you a NSFW or SFW salute (you pick)! :) w00t w00t Fukkkk the haters! I'm becoming quite the Salute junkie anymore... I've had many requests for them, but there's just one thing... My memory sucks and come salute time I always forget who wanted one... Soooooooo... I decided to start this blog... I love all of my fu friends and I'll be more than happy to make you a salute if you just leave a comment in here! :) I'll let you know when I get it done... Sometimes it can take a week or so, because I am a mother and it'd look awful funny if my kids walked in while making sexy salutes... :P And not only that, but seriously I don't f

Why Do I Love You?
If you accidentally killed me, and it was you and I alone with my kids, you would make sure the kids were safe before ditching the body and covering your ass. Because when you beat me, you don't hit me TOO hard. Because eventhough you hate pic taken of you, you still let me take them AND you let me upload them AND you let me log into your account and rip them AND set one as your default.

Writeings
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you 1000 times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As your lips part and anxiousness increases, Your heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips lingure to yours ..hungry for the taste. Sweetness here from you to me,anticipating As desire grows.. my heart will race. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as the distance shortens. Time appears to demandingly stand still. So close .....but yet so far. Touch my lips... please now? Once more, 1001. Make it 2, so many more. Caressing ..forever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you 1000 times, I would give them all away To make the dream ..a reality, And kiss you once in hopes youd stay. © Angel what the hells up wit fubar...why wont it let me rate anyones profile.

Happy Memorial Day To All Heros-ff-ems-law Enforcement
OKAY SO ITS LIKE THIS WHY I AM ON THE SUBJECT OF MORONS...IM WONDERING HOW MAN PEOPLE ON THIS SITE CAN READ OR ACTUALLY TAKE A MINUTE TO READ A PROFILE...I MEAN WTF IS THE ABOUT ME FOR IF NO ONE READS A NICKNAME OR A ABOUT ME SECTION...I MEAN DO YOU JUST LOOK AT THE PERSONS PICS AN SAY OHHH GOODY I NEED TO ADD THIS PERSON TO MY LIST...NOT I DONT EVEN THINK SO YOU WANT TO ADD ME YOU BETTER COME UP WITH A GOOD REASON...AND IF I ADD YOU YOUD BETTER NOT ASK STUPID QUESTIONS...CAUSE IF YOU DO YOUR JUST GONNA GET A STUPID ANWSER AS IN THE SAYIN STUPID IS STUPID DOES LOL...:) MY BEAUTIFUL NEW GOD DAUGHTER ~KEIRA L DELUCA~ When we make love; Bound to the bed, my body is yours, flat on my back or on all fours. Take me hard or take me slow, Coming together our juices flow. When we make love; Whip me, flog me make me feel, your loving touch makes me heal. All my fears fade away, when we begin to play. When we make love; Naked bodies grind against each oth

Hotmail 4 Bullies
DANGER'S VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR AT 8:00 PM FU-TIME!! PLEASE HIT HER PAGE HARD, LOVE HER WITH ALL YOU HAVE! CLICK ON ANY ON THESE PICS TO GO TO HER PROFILE! LET'S GET HER TO GODMOTHER TONIGHT! 8PM FU-TIME! DANGER'S FIRST HAPPY HOUR! PLEASE SAVE YOUR 11'S AND BRING YOUR 10'S AND THUMBS UP AS WELL! LET'S GODMOTHER THIS LOVELY LADY! >

Fun Stuff
Between Friends Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship. http://www.thescreamingo.com/ Just what the url says! Buy awesome toys that will make you scream with pleasure! http://www.quibblo.com/user/br0ken71 http://www.xanga.com/br0ken71 http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1975099 http://myspace.com/eradicational

New Song
Yeah ladies I know you tired of the same old thing Things have become so mundane I mean your bedroom is so cold, so cold but I'm here to tell you I got a strategy we bout to heat it up (oh I like that) [Chorus] Girl get comfortable we bout to do something you never done before Baby not the usually tonight we gettin unpredictable So tryyy to roll wit me baby... baby I'm a make you feel like you never felt Girl all because you let me get unpredictable [Verse 1] Baby 1 plus 1 ain't 2 when you wit me C A F to A and B when you wit me It don't make sense right now but it will Later on when you see how I make you feeeel REGULAR ain't in my vocabulary When it comes to love makin be the real special-nary Precision girl pick one better yet two Never mind that we tryin all the fun Soooo [Chorus] Girl get comfortable we bout to do something you never done before (yeahhh) Baby not the usually tonight we gettin unpredictable > So tryyy to roll wit m

If A Heart Is Open You Are Breathless
SHE STOOD IN A SHADOWED DOORWAY SHE STOOD IN A SHADOWED DOORWAY by Robert Davidson She stood in a shadowed doorway Awaiting the appointed time of delight Eyes mocking love as Lips of lust gleam in a moon-blanched night. She stood in a shadowed doorway When I shattered the dark with a light Claiming a fierce kiss on The porcelain pallor of a face so white. She stood in a shadowed doorway The touch of her body against mine stuns As our sexes meet Vaster than explosions of burst suns. Our lone paths cross, then are blown apart forever As I got what I wanted, and she her cash did recover. The scowl of pleasure's lips now scorn me ever Point down to the pit, mocking this sated lover. She stood in a shadowed doorway Her look of reproach unnerves, conceives A cool challenge while My lust blew away like dead winter leaves. Robert Davidson yes they are beautiful Always is a woman's light that places love onto my soul. Her smile shine in dark of ni

Freak Thoughts
Lately something has become a bit of a pet peeve for me on here. I'll see people with the status basically saying no one has rated them, can they get some rates or love or something along those lines. Now what kills me is more than a few times I've gone to some of these people's pages and rated some pics of theirs. Now to me if you're going to complain you're not getting pic rates or love and someone shows you love then AT LEAST rate that person's profile or a picture or two. It's no wonder people aren't rating your pics when you don't return the love. And now mind you these aren't people who have pages that are getting slammed. Sorry but I just had to rant about that. The other day I rated a few pics for at least 2-3 people with status messages like that and NEITHER could even view my page. It's like then don't whine no one rates you. Now onto more fun things...I'm a bit bored so feel free to ask any questions you want. I'll answer them whether they are serious or go

Food For Thought
A Modern Parable. A Japanese company ( Toyota ) and an American company (General Motors) decided to have a canoe race on the Missouri River . Both teams practiced long and hard to reach their peak performance before the race. On the big day, the Japanese won by a mile. The Americans, very discouraged and depressed, decided to investigate the reason for the crushing defeat. A management team made up of senior management was formed to investigate and recommend appropriate action. Their conclusion was the Japanese had 8 people rowing and 1 person steering, while the American team had 7 people steering and 2 people rowing. Feeling a deeper study was in order; American management hired a consulting company and paid them a large amount of money for a second opinion. They advised, of course, that too many people were steering the boat, while not enough people were rowing. Not sure of how to utilize that information, but wanting to prevent another loss to the Japanese, the rowing te

Recipes--main Dish--beef
this is to check the blog posting system.. no comments needed 1 lb Boneless beef sirloin, or beef round 1 lb Boned chicken breasts 1 lb Fish fillets 1 lb Medium shrimp 1 lb Chinese cabbage 1/2 lb Fresh forest mushrooms, or Cultivated mushrooms Lemon juice 2 pk Enoki mushrooms (3 1/2−oz packages) 3/4 lb Chinese pea pods 2 bn Green onions 2 bn Spinach 8 oz Canned water chestnuts drained and sliced 8 oz Canned bamboo shoots drained and sliced 4 cn Chicken broth (13 3/4−oz cans) Sweet−and−sour sauce Soy sauce Prepared hot Chinese mustard 1/4 lb Fine egg noodles; cooked Cilantro or chives; chopped (optional) It is not necessary to use all ingredients listed here as long as you offer an interesting blend of meats, fish and vegetables. Other meats and vegetables can be substituted, if desired. Place beef, chicken and fish in freezer and chill until firm to touch but not frozen. Slice beef and chicken in strips 1/4−inch thick and about 2 inch

My Stuff.....
Lying is a bad thing to do. Naturally, I endorse it wholeheartedly. I'm evil, remember? I have always found it fascinating, the double-standard we have, that "lying is wrong," yet not only is it often condoned, it is even required of us every day. Don't blame a prank you did on a classmate, but when grandma gives you the fifth woolen sweater this Christmas, smile and tell her you love it. Don't keep your wife in the dark about who you're really "going bowling" with, but tell her that dress does not in fact make her look fat, even if she's the envy of a hippopotamus. You get the idea. When we lie in order to protect ourselves from social disapproval, it is called politeness. We mask our real thoughts, feelings, and intentions behind honeyed words and false smiles. When we lie to protect ourselves from any other kind of problem, it is called dishonesty. See the hypocrisy? The most ironic thing of all is that one of the Ten Commandments, "Thou shalt not bear false witness agai

Poetry
Abandoned the need for love, a need that was exploited and twisted and turned to something foul the tourtured last moment of life that should have been the ending but was the beginning of the diakka. *Authors note: Diakka = evil spirit/a spirit in general mostly evil though (gypsy language) Tears of pain and lust Stain the color of his eyes A choked reply I don't want to hurt you To the question unasked Burden my heart? We both have other Great loves Friends we will always be A shared night of intimate torture Colors burst forth Green and yellow merge The want of another In future days to come And strengthen our bond This outflow of essense The bite of your teeth The lick of your tongue The taste of life Is a friend's love. 5/4/2004 It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. For you see everyone hears you, friends hear what you say, and best

Patriotic
Another "Gun Free Zone" Tragedy Apparently it’s not enough for our government that the heroes in America’s armed forces risk their lives overseas defending our freedom. These days, our soldiers aren't even safe here at home stationed on secure military bases. On November 5th, a lone gunman murdered 13 fully-trained, ready to deploy soldiers, and wounded 29 more, in the most shocking terrorist attack on American soil since 9/11. How was Nidal Hasan, a psychologist, able to take down so many trained soldiers? Because the government thinks its better to keep it’s armed service members unarmed . . . That’s right. Our military men and woman are banned from carrying the weapons they are trained and trusted to use in the heat of combat. President Clinton authored this asinine policy back in 1993 when he declared all military bases “Gun Free Zones.” As you know, “Gun Free Zones” do nothing but assure criminals, and now terrorists, that they wi

Stolen Words And Deeds
I have no idea who Jess is but, she took a song that was in my head, matched them up with some graphics and put them on utube for me to find.........Thanks Jess :-) She should know by now it's for her......... :-| Feel me now brat........... I love you I'll kill you - Enigma Just to get this clear to a few. Some Irish and Irish descent don't celebrate St. Patricks day for a very good reason. Possibly the same reason hardly anyone would dream of celebrating hitler invading poland. The reason why is explained by the gentleman in the following text. The Truth Behind St. Patrick's Day Innocent Beer-Fest Or Propagator Of Snake-Hating Extremism? You Decide Ed Dykhuizen, Contributing Writer Well, it's that time of year again. It's the time of year when you forget to wear green to school and everyone pinches you until you're red with shame and then you run home crying and then get in trouble for ditching school! Thanks a lot, Ireland! That's what I he

Songs..
Have you ever seen two singers and thought to yourself, "wow, those two really are a lot alike." I've only done that with two people. Those two being Jason Derulo and Chris Brown. I didn't see it at first, but after seeing Jason's video a few times, I noticed it. It's not that I'm a huge fan of either of them, but a person can't help but see the obvious. That leaves me to wondering......If Chris Brown had never gotten in trouble for beating up Rihanna, would have Jason Derulo ever made it? Did they format Jason to take the place of Chris? Is Jason's similarities to Chris the reason Chris can't really have a come back? At any rate, I'll post videos of the two in my comments so you all will know I'm not crazy, lol. Love all my friends

For Sale
The Punisher is Frank Castle.He originally studied to become a Roman Catholic priest, but changed his mind because he was unable to forgive those who did evil. Eventually, Castle would enlist in the United States Marine Corps becoming a U.S. Marine Captain. He married his wife Maria, who was already pregnant with their first child prior to his enlistment. Everywhere I go your smile is there When I think of you the stars overhead are bright My love for you kindles even in the darkness of night. When I dream the moon beams down your name And when you're not around my heart aches for you. You enchant me with your eyes The sound of your voice makes all my dreams come true. You are my heart's delight; it burns ever so bright Every time I try to resist you I just realize my love for you is true. good to be back the idiots who reported me in the mumms lost as i was not guilty of being racist' i explained to scrapper that this idiot from the uk had it in for me' so if you read this

Current Affairs
May 2, 2011 Osama bin Laden, the glowering mastermind behind the Sept. 11, 2001, terror attacks that killed thousands of Americans, was slain in his luxury hideout in Pakistan early Monday in a firefight with U.S. forces, ending a manhunt that spanned a frustrating decade. "Justice has been done," President Barack Obama said in a dramatic announcement at the White House. A jubilant crowd of thousands gathered outside the White House as word spread of bin Laden's death. Hundreds more sang and waved American flags at Ground Zero in New York — where the twin towers that once stood as symbols of American economic power were brought down by bin Laden's hijackers 10 years ago. Another hijacked plane slammed into the Pentagon on that cloudless day, and a fourth was commandeered by passengers who forced it to the ground — at cost of their own lives — before it could reach its intended target in Washington. The United States attacked Afghanistan within months, pursuing al

Test Blog
Now Your Dog Can Have the Best Health Care, Thanks to our Animal Hospitalâ€™s English-Speaking Veterinarian Welcome to Cabinet Veterinaire Internationalâ€™s website â€“ one that we hope you will find comprehensive and informative â€“ much like our own English speaking veterinarian, Dr. N.J. Omaboe. Youâ€™ll find us only minutes from Geneva and ... Pope Benedict XVI offers support for the Palestinians' right to a homeland during his trip to Israel and the West Bank. At least two people have been killed and many others wounded in a suicide bombing near a major Nato base in southern Afghanistan.

My Poems....
Though you left us far behind… Know that we will always have you in our minds You’re in a better place than I No one to judge, criticize or even make you cry I lay in my bed and look up to the darkest night as I sigh With memories of you and I Tears began to slowly come down my face For I wish to feel your warm embrace I miss you so much that I don’t know if I can’t take this anymore For I wish to speak to you and look into your loving eyes Like we did in the past … That showed so much Love and devotion without even a reply I now know nothing last

Zaftig 101
Ok So I recently joined the ranks of the single woman. After 14 years, I am more than rusty at the whole awkward meeting someone new thing. But when I got married I was 18 and it was 1994 ... so flirting went something like this: Boy: Hey Girl: Hey Boy: So ... you like Pearl Jam? Girl: Like yeah ... who doesn't? Boy: Cool. Wanna go get some coffee? Girl: Yeah Alright *lights fade on two teenagers making out in a car in the coffeehouse parking lot* So imagine my surprise to learn that despite being in my thirties, nothing has really changed. Don't get me wrong ... the above scenario (including the music check) is still my prefered way to meet boys ... I mean after all if they like Blue Oyster Cult I know it will never work out. What truly disturbed me today was this lovely little gem from an admirer: "The only reason I would kick you out of bed would be to fuck you on the floor." Oh yum! I mean what girl wouldn't go shave her entire body and put on her best heels for this line? Y

Foxx Rants
I am a pervert. A real one. Like those creepy old men I LOVE Spongebob I watch cartoons My middle name is Grigoryevna I bite my lips til they bleed I love cute lil furry animals I dont get grossed out by anything, except for watching sloppy fat people eat I have a severe ADD I do lots of very weird, random shit I meet people off the nets just to hang out when I get bored I have never met anyone more weird or crazy than me I am not afraid of people, but I have a deadly fear of worms I LIVE for salty pickles I met my hubby at night on a train, after he followed me to the parking lot What color eyes do you have? very dark brown, almost black How tall are you?5'3 right handed or left?Right Your Heritage:Russian Jewish Your job:the most legal one is a night auditor Do you like your job? Hells yeah Any tattoos/piercings? several ear piercings that mostly closed up What underwear are you wearing right now?white with red he

Only Open Blog
They say to behold beauty like hers,A wish any man could not refuse.When I look at her I know my fate,Its my heart I will lose. Hair spun from strands of sun,Eyes so deep like the seaSomeday may they turn,And smlie down on me. To see such beauty,A dream that gives my heart a lift.But to ever hold such an angel,To me would be the greatest gift. I awoke to a beauty. Before I had never seen. I wonder if she smiles. Or in her day she will think of me. She is now in my thoughts. And will be on my mind. I hope in this beauty. A new friend I may find. My hand outstreched. Come please walk beside my friend. And I will walk with you. Until my lifes journey ends. If only for a momment,Her smile was meant for me.Where could my heart fly,For only her eyes to see. Right now she smiles for another,And I will wait for my time.If it ever comes,a day,When she would be mine. If fate has chosen,Her smile to never shine at me.I will still always be her f

Poetry
Can you kill my deep pain?It’s hurting me so much!Can’t bury it!!Can you wake me up from the nightmares?Lost voices are haunting me!!I am losing controlCan you set me free?I am lost in the darknessI lust for deep sleep so longCan you save me?I can’t hold my breathScreaming but no one is hearing meI am dead to the worldLosing control slowlySo slowly that I am fading and becoming invisible Knowing that you are so far away I hug the air around me tight In my mind dreaming it's you I opened my heart as I opened my mouth To kiss your sweet red lips Sometimes I breathe deep In hopes of catching your scent Sometimes I can my love Sometimes I smell your hair The same as sometimes I hear your laugh Though they are but echoes fading Fading into the darkness of my mind Still they boom and echo Deep within a hollow heart Filling it with love that few have felt Though many have dreamt I belong to you love As you belong to me But until the next time I hold you Until the next time I

Simply Simple Random Rants
Hello LoveI wanted to write you a letter today. I wish to give you thankfulness for being within the gracile boundaries of my entire lifetime. Without you embracing the moments of my heart, I wouldn’t know the deep passions I have experienced. I would never have been opened to the visions of dreams. Without you I would never have experienced lovingness, I also would never have overcome the ache of my broken heart. I willingly will experience again just for you.Through you, I am a better person with all that you have introduced me to in all my times of need, and I am grateful for your selflessness. You are the breadth of my life force, the reasons I am with gratitude of tender mercies of your gifts in love.My life would never have been the same had you not touched me with the gifts of humility to know what it means to feel humbled. I am humbled within you, just as I am empowered to know you through the lessons of your virtue. The righteous paths you have chosen for me to encounter

My Life, My World
This weekend has been a roller coaster. Started Saturday off by going and getting new tires for my car. Went in to Discount Tires and told the guy that I need to replace the 2 front tires with 2 new ones. After he was done I didn't think about checking, drove off to meet the family for dinner, and when I get there, Dad and brother-in-law asked me why my new tires were on the back. They were annoyed, so Mom called the store and ask to speak to a manger, told him that I was just in asking for two new tires on the front end of my car and they put them on the back. The manger didn't seem to be too sorry about the whole thing at all. I couldn't take my car back in to get them fix, because the store closed at 5pm and it was already 4/4:30pm, and the place wasn't going to be open on Sunday, because they all need to shit their asses on a church bench acting like they are holier then now. Oh yeah I am pissed and won't ever be going back to Discount Tires at all! Dad took the new tire

I May Have Lost My Mind.
1. lost 10 pounds 2. 10 days smoke free 3. The scarf I am making for my sissy looks awesome! Halfway done! So, yes...I am THAT awesome. I know going in that I will cry, I do every time. Yet I watch Phantom of the Opera ...and love it, even as I cry. Animal shelters make me cry too, but I go andtake food and give some lovins to the animals..*sigh* All my tough talk...I am really a huge wuss. Stab me in the face so I forget how badly my thighs and shoulders hurt...please and ty!

Beckie's Blog
Well, I was just uploading some pics of some dolls and cartoon images, and this guy on my friends list writes to me and tell me "Thank you". I said for what? He said for uploading those damn pics. I said "I have every right to add what pics I want" He said it was crashing the page and he had to log back on. He also tells me I should not be adding pics likes those " stupid dolls' No one will rate them. I told him I can add what pics I like and why does it matter. That was so mean of him. :( I also said they are being rated.... he never wrote back. I blocked him. His name on here is "Dagwood". Just for you all know. I did not want anything to do with someone like that.... Heya friends! Well I am back home again after visiting my family for 2 weeks for my sisters wedding. I had a wonderful time all but getting a bad cold while I was there. I am getting over it now, almost gone. :D I just hated being sick while I was up there and durning her wedding. All in all I had a great time. I

Dont Kno
Ok my best friend loves this guy that said he loves her but then he said that he doesnt love her the day after.She just broke up with this guy that has 2 jobs and likes her alot.She told him that its not working out and that she loves that"guy"....even her own mom doesnt like"that guy"...)oh "that guy"is the guy that said that he loves her and then said that he doesnt love her).sooooooo.....her mom asked my gf and i to talk some sence into her because all its goin to lead her is a broken heart. CONNOR (YELLING OVER THE ALARM) Now, you will receive us. MURPHY (YELLING OVER THE ALARM) We do not ask for your poor or your hungry. CONNOR We do not want your tired and sick. MURPHY It is your corrupt we claim. CONNOR It is your evil, who will be sought by us. MURPHY With every breath we shall hunt them down. CONNOR Each day we will spill their blood till it rains down from the skies.

Countess Nessa's News
11 Truth Movement as guests on the show. O'Donnell had met with 9/11 truth crusader and World Trade Center hero William Rodriguez before she went public with her comments on The View questioning the suspicious collapse of Building 7. Pictured above is Rosie holding the famous key that Rodriguez used in the twin towers during the rescue efforts. Rodriguez was instrumental in arranging the appearance of 9/11 first responders on The View which is set to air Friday. Rosie has attempted to get William Rodriguez on the show as a guest on numerous occasions over the last few weeks but was rebuffed by program directors every time due to Rodriguez's vocal stance that 9/11 was an inside job. O'Donnell again attempted to simply mention Rodriguez's today but was shouted down. Rosie was told almost from day one that she could not mention U.S. troop casualty figures in Iraq and the cover-up of the real death count, despite the fact that Neo-Con panelist Elisabeth Hasselbeck was given fr

Cacoethes Scribendi
It's a good thing I don't have a fear of the dark. A night without electricity and thus heat in a basement suite is a long dark and lonely one. The lights went out as it was getting dark, so I couldn't do anything about it until this morning. Survival instinct took over and I was able to keep warm by huddling under my blankets. At the same time, it was pretty peaceful. The best hibernation yet. I suppose I could have called my friend Yvonne and bunkered down at her place, but I decided to stand guard here, just in case. I called my housemate (lives upstairs), who's on the road again, and he said he'll be back Friday to pay his electric bill. The house is on a reduced-power mode because he couldn't get back in time. I guess I had one appliance too many on yesterday evening. I struggled through the snowdrifts to reset the meter as soon as there was enough light to see at dawn. I'm drinking double chocolate hot chocolate. The things you take for granted. I arrived in Lloydmi

Poems
Your so afraid of me leaving No trust comes from your heart You say anything to make people like you But you don't know why they don't want to be around you. You think your always right and in the loop but you don't even know me anymore. I try to tell you things to help but everyone's wrong and your right. We always end in a fight. I'm so tired, stressed out, and fed up! Please, help me to understand. No more excuses or games. Just tell me the truth. No more dirty mirrors!! Isn't it funny how some people who supposedly have a problem with someone else they run to the internet and bitch about them,.....YET they wont confront them about it. They write blogs and such to that person...but that person isnt allowed to view them. So, how is that person supposed to know what they say about them????? Some people are sooo fucking stupid it;s not even funny!!!!! Here's a little FYI people.....if you have something to say to or about someone...don't whimp out and do it o

Sapphire's Blog
As I sit here counting down the days, Im not sure what I am waiting for. I Stare blankly into an unknown future with unknowing eyes. I wait for the moments to connect and feel so perfect. Life has no such perfection. So I continue to wait for a past to fade and a future to grow. Making the past less and the future more. What is right and who is wrong. I have grown and learned the past shall be lost and stay. The future is directed. Loss of one and growth of another. I have choosen the one I have and the other will watch as we grow like vines together around the tree of life. I shall never live to see such pains again and he shall never deliver them back upon me. Well I figured I have posted enough jokes and goofy little things to get me by for atleast a week. So my husband left on Sunday for training. He will be back on Saturday. Saddly with this training that means he will be getting deployed again, only for real going over to Iraq. So for the last three days I have been sitting a

Parts Of My Life As We Kno It.....
yea da headin sounded nice at da time? LoL so no for real i think hell i kno i made a better deision this time in my life.....yea yallz askin so all i can say is i love my husband and workin things out was da best decision i made...yea we had our problems past dat now we both came to terms wif things in our lives and so yea we r workin out our problems sooooo yea had to tell sum1 @ 251am cuz mayms asleep! lmmfao so for all of u jus on my friends list thinkin u wanted sumfin else sorry aint gunna happen for those of u who r here on my list for my friendship fine....so long story short u ppl sukk big ballz? no jus messin! but do remember never lick a cold metal pole ur tongue will stick to it =) ha fawkerz! Ok all my cherriiz I wont be on for awhile we jus recently experienced a death in my family...my I guess u can call him my step-father passed this morning and we are takin this one pretty hard...so leave mii messages comments i will be able to check em when i come back actually when i

I Love It!
You know you missed me :) I am finally back home and my internet SHOULD be fixed up tomorrow! How Big Of a Druggie Are You I Don't Like The Drugs But The Drugs Like MeHoly Shit Dude I'd Be Careful If I Were You Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com Ok..21 years of this shit...and 3 1/2 months of constant pain is makin me..go a little batty ,makin me feel MORE than useless. My doctor calls me a pelvic cripple, my husband has to wait on me hand and foot..i can barly take care of my kid, can't take her to a park to even fuckin play cause it hurts to walk...What kind of fuckin mom am I? she sees me drugged up on painkillers all the time, she sees me in pain CONSTANTLY and half asleep causeof painkillers. NO 4 yr old deserves to have a mom like this. Then there's this question of sanity..lately..It's so not there..the sanity, the depression has kicked in FULL tilt and I don't know how to sto pit, I want to see blood...*MY* Blood more than i have ever wanted to in my life, and

Fun Stuff
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Wrong With You? MY RESULT:Too Friendly You’re very open with people, which is great, but sometimes those people are wearing brass knuckles, which is not great. You tend to think that people are generally good at heart, and because of that, you’re very trusting. People are drawn to your positive attitude and you tend to make friends easily. (You might also be a little vain, but hey, who could blame you? You’re a good-looking individual, and you have a right to be a little cocky about it.) So where could you go wrong? Well, if you’re too friendly, you might not be on alert for those folks you really shouldn’t trust. So try to use more caution when you meet new people. And quit trading gym socks with strangers. That’s just plain gross. Take This Quiz!

Rules
HELLO ALL OF U CHERRIES TODAY I TYPE THIS MESSEGE FOR BEAUTIFUL LADY SHE MEAN FOR ME MANY GOOD THINGS IN MY LIFE SHE IS THE ONE WHO IS MAKE ME HAPPY CHERRIES I DONT WANT ANY ONE FROM ALL OF U I DONT LOVE HIM BUT SHE I THINK IT IS MORE LOVE FOR HER SHE HAVE A LIFE IN THERE BUT WHEN I TAKE TO HER I FEEL LIKE ANTHER MAN ON ANTHER WORLD HAPPY ALWAYS HAPPY WHEN SHE WRITE ANY THING FOR ME SHE SET WITH ME WHEN I NEED TO TALK WHATEVER I RESPECT HER SO MUCH AND I WISH I CAN GIVE HER ALL THE LIFE BETWEEN HER HAND SHE HAVE VERY EAUTIFUL SMILLE AND VERY BEAUTIFUL EYES AND I THINK SHE HAVE VERY BEAUTIFUL HEART WHITE LIKE THE MILK ALL I WANT TO SAY THAT U MUST KNOW ABOUT HER WHEN ANY ONE FROM ALL OF U SEE VERY NICE WOMAN TALKING TO HIM AND VERY BEAUTIFUL TOO ALL OF U WILL KNOW WHO IS IAM TALKING ABOUT HER SHE IS ON THE LIFE WITH US ON THE SAME SITE FOR ME SHE IS WHO MAKE ME GOOD IN MY LIFE CAUSE EVERY DAY SHE GIVE ME THE LIGHT TO LIVE I RESPECT U MY LADY AND IWISH ALL UR DAYS TO BE GOOD AND BEAUTIFU

You Mean The World To Me
To brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say, the pain you think eternal will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered he wasn't the one for you, true love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soul mate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way, and the bond that forms between you will grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do, God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is so short and precious, so make every moment last, live today, tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one who left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal will slowly fade away. Maybe It's Over My Dream Man!!! I know time waits for no one Something I always knew Yet if anytime you need me I will always be here for you I hope I will be remembered Even at some later date I remain at the same place Please know it's no

Other Things
Avoid negative people, places, things and habits. Believe in yourself. Consider things from every angle. Don't give up and don't give in. Enjoy life today. Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow may never come! Family and friends are hidden treasures. Seek them and enjoy their riches. Give more than you planned. Hang on to your dreams. Ignore those who try to discourage you! Just do it! Keep trying no matter how hard it seems. It will get easier! Love yourself first and foremost. Make dreams happen. Never lie, cheat or steal. Always strike a fair deal. Open your eyes and see things as they really are. Practice makes perfect. Quitters never win and winners never quit! Read and learn about everything important to you. Stop procrastinating! Take control of your own destiny. Understand yourself in order to better understand others. Visualize your dreams. Want your dream more than anything. X-ccelerate your efforts. You are a unique individual. Nothing can replace YOU! Zero in

My Baby
Cystic Fibrosis SUX@ CherryTAP RAY WENT BACK IN THIS EVENING...HE HAS BEEN SICK FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS NOW AND HAS HAD A HARD TIME BREATHING THE PAST FEW NIGHTS SO WHEN HE GOT UP THIS MORNING I MADE HIM CALL HIS DOCTORS AND THEY HAVE ADMITTED HIM. HE HASENT BEEN ON ANY IV ANTIBIOTICS SINCE HE GOT OUT IN NOVEMBER, SO I JUST THINK THAT ITS TIME THAT HE DOES AND HE KNEW IT TO THATS WHY HE CALLED THEM AND SINCE I MADE HIM DO IT SO SOON MAYBE HE WONT BE IN AS LONG THIS TIME I HOPE. I PLANNED ON GOING BACK TO WORK AFTER THE NEW YEAR, SO NOW IS THE TIME FOR HIM TO GO IN...KEEP HIM IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AS WE DO THINK OF ALL OF YOU...LOVE TO YOU ALL...HERES HIS ROOM NUMBER FOR ANY OF YOU WHO WANT TO CALL AND CHAT WITH HIM IF HES UP FOR IT 843-876-3833 THATS THE DIRECT LINE TO HIS ROOM. Honey I know right now that we are both in shock but I want you to know that you have made me the most blessed richest person in the world. I love you more than anything and will always love you good

Life Of An Asheville Rogue
well the first blog to be posted not sex related... but anyway.. Went to see Paul stanley last night in atlanta.. what a friggin show it was amazing.. any one who is a fan..see him it rocks... here is a quick setlist ..not in the correct order but i think i got all the songs he played live to win hide your heart a million to one got to choose move on magic touch do you love me tonight you belong to me struttereverytime i see you around love gun wouldn't you like to know me bulletproof i still love you i want you lift detroit rock city goodbye his new album comes out tuesday.. get it ..it's awsome... anyway.. enough of that .. back to the debauchery..... oct 18th Met am-6 this night and brought her home... this is what she had to say.... we ended up going at it from about 2:00 am till 4-4:30 am.... "The sex last night was amazing. The best part was watching you, poised perfectly upright, fucking in and out of me. You've left me wonderfully sore. Feel free t

Poems
You have my heart by Carrie Howell You make me want to be a better person To have and to hold To love and to cherish For all the rest of my days. To be in your arms and feel your touch takes me to a better place To know you are there beside me makes me feel loved and safe You have my heart for always My life is yours forever No one can take that away I want to be with you always My love for you will never fade. A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames I sleep at night with my hands in fists I've closed off my heart as well

Quizzes
Your Kiss is Red You are intense about kissing but easily distracted. You kiss for attention, power, and passion. It doesn't take a lot for you to want to kiss someone. If you see a kissing opportunity, you always go for it! Kissing Type: Kissaholic (admit it!) People See Your Kisses as: Seductive You Kiss Best With: An Orange Kisser Stay away from: A Blue Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss? Courtney -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com C: BEST SMILER O: Loved by everyone U: Gets huggs R: Has a nice ass T: Gets blamed for everything N: Great Kisser E: Freakin Sexy Y: Has been Heartbroken A: Loves to flirt N: Great Kisser N: Great Kisser S: one of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for H: Easy to fall in love with I: LOVES TO LAUGH E: Freakin Sexy L: best smile D: Has one of the best personalities ever S: one of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for ~~~

Erotica
SLOW BURN (for one very special man) Softly hands slide longingly over naked human flesh Lighting a flame within that burns so deep so hard so long Eyes closed to the world outside Open only to passion’s desperate plea In the mind the eye does see does feel does flow a river of coursing fire Hands so firm Take hold upon desire as it calls Lovingly caressing a woman deep inside Urgent moans and murmurings aching only for more more tantalizing Oooooooohhhhh's lips on erect nipples warm tongue delves within her soul whispered heat upon her skin driving her further on fingers rake her burn a slide between waiting thighs lips swollen pouting full the eyes of her lover devouring as he watches from the door his erotic delicacy sensitivities awakened her fingers a firey tongue lapping spirit mind and soul her gentle ministrations now a persistent unrelenting burn panting breaths fill the air plunging ever deeper until her sacred river flows ON T

Complaint Department
I’m tired... I came here just out of boredom, I’m lonely, and I just like to chat. I must say that I’m extremely flattered of all the compliments that I receive here on the site, but they are not really why I’m here. It’s mostly just to have some fun and meet people as a person. I’m not trying to hook up with anyone. I’m not exactly sure of what I want for my life right now. I’m tired of looking at women and judging if they would be right for me or not, and it seems that you have to do an awful lot of talking to get to that point. Which leads them on and then I become the asshole that hurt their feelings. I know women are not trading cards, and yes it does bother me a lot that i have hurt some of thier feelings. Just sending some alone time... The past few days I have been bottling up and keeping to myself for some me time. I have been feeling like I need some me time. Just so all women know... When you come to me and request to be on my friends list I acknowledge you as a pe

Romantic Sex
DeOsher -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... Are You Hot or Cool? MY RESULT:Hot You live fast and love excitement. And you’re totally hot. What makes you so hot? Well, it’s your energy – you’ve got enough of it to start a bonfire (so please be careful around dry leaves). Plus, you’ve got a red-hot attitude, ready to burst into flames of awesomeness at any moment. Extreme hotness comes with its fair share of problems. Like, your air conditioning bills go through the roof. But more than that, your red-hot attitude can lead to a boiling temper. Be sure to cool down a little bit if you feel yourself overheating. And pass some of that heat around!

My Life.......
Back in April I posted a blog informing everyone of the surgery on my spine that I was gonna have. I had the surgery and it went well. However, the results haven't been as positive as the doctor was hoping. I am still severe pain with every movement. They have now sent me to a pain doctor. He did some testing and found that I have nerve damage around my spine. So for now I am having to take strong pain medication to try to control the pain level. This is basically how my life is going to be from now on. There isn't anything else that can be done at this time. I just wanted to update everyone on the situation. I don't get online much anymore. I really miss talking with everyone. Hopefully soon things will work out to where maybe I can be back online like I was before. Thanks everyone for all the concern you have showed me on here, on my yahoo, and by calling me. My friends and Fu Friends have been asking and wondering why I have not been online much or very sociable. Well I have not

Poetically Speaking
Her eyes are moonbeams bouncing off the crests of waves in a sea of unfathomable beauty. Her lips are rose petals, moistened with morning dew, and losing virginity to the glorious rays of the sun. Her skin, like a peach plucked from the Tree of Divinity, so sublime, so perfect and needless of any adornment. Her smile is the kiss from an Angel, sent straight from Heaven, whose only purpose is to woo my heart. And my heart, wooed in such a way is fain to be forever hers, like a bird''s song is to the morning's glory. a bird's flight is to a morning's breeze. I only meant to love you Not to cause you pain To be the one you’d cling to Your sunshine after the rain I know my words have stung you I feel I’ve scared your heart I’ve cried myself to sleep Because we’re still apart My greatest wish is to be with you For your love my soul does yearn We both have make mistakes We still have things to learn Forgive m

Blog
SHAME ON YOU!!!! ******buggers off sniggering uncontrollably****** Happiness is........................NEW INK and we got some yesterday! My gorgeous purple princess down the side of my right calf Seph's Evil Nun, down the back of his lower left arm How many times have you woken up in the morning after a hard night of drinking and thought 'How did I get home?'? As hard as you try, you cannot piece together your return journey from the bar to your home. The answer to this puzzle is that you used a beer scooter. The beer scooter is a mythical form of transport, owned and leased out to the drunk by Bacchus the Roman god of wine. Bacchus has branched out since the decrease in the worship of the Roman pantheon and bought a large batch of these magical devices. The beer scooter works in the following fashion: The passenger reaches a certain level of drunkenness and the slurring gland begins to give off a pheromone. Bacchus or one of his many sub-contractors detects th

I Love You More Than Love
A new adventure awaits us Something new around every bend Two lives entwined forever Two hearts given time to mend A love so pure and special A strong foundation on which to grow Our relationship is like no other Meant to be as we both know Love growing stronger every day As love was designed to be Me being there for you And you being there for me For you are my special angel Protecting our love within your heart Until we're joined together To never be pulled apart No matter how much you force a compass to point where you want, it will always point north when left alone. Here I am alone, and all I do is point towards you.With eyes so passionate and blue; a heart so precious and true; there should be no question as to why I love you.I have said nothing because there is nothing I can say that would describe how I feel as perfectly as you deserve it. Having thoughts of you As I am writing today I do care so much more Than my words can say Still

The Miaus Of Thagatanegrra
Apparently the asshole who I told off earlier (holymolytiger) has decided to flag my "normal" photos as NSFW... if any of you see anything in the default folder that is NSFW let me know, cuz nobody else I know sees that! I informed Cherry Tap Shop that this was the case.. anyone can see that the racier stuff is in the "naughty bits" folder. If you happen to know this asshole, tell him about himself and please tell Cherry Tap that my pictures are flagged wrong. Thanx THIS motherfucker... ::sigh:: when will people learn not to fuck with people this way? THE FOLLOWING IN BOLD IS A MESSAGE FROM SOMEONE ELSE WRITTEN TO ME--NOT FROM ME. from: Just tim date: 2007-03-02 07:16:33 subject: hello pretty come in lay down in front of me bring your whipped cream And this was my response: Uhhhh.how about HELL EMPHATICALLY NO? I lay down before no-one-- especially and most importantly fucking pussy strangers who feel they have to write shit like this to turn girls on. IT HAS THE OPPOS

On My Mind
don't try to fix me, i'm not broken. if i don't smile, i'm still joking. don't ask me again, i wasn't lying. it's alright, i really am fine. don't try to fix me, i'm not broken. not every day can be lived in ecstasy. even we optimists at times need a reprieve, i can't always be a happy shell. just because i am serious today, it doesn't mean i'm not o.k. some days are just like that. don't try to fix me, i'm not broken. if i don't smile, i'm still joking. don't ask me again, i wasn't lying. it's alright, i really am fine. don't try to fix me, i'm not broken. take advantage of today, peer through to the deeper me. find an exquisite understanding, one that wasn't yours before. there's substance in my thoughts, i'm not all sugar coated sunshine. don't try to fix me, i'm not broken. if i don't smile, i'm still joking. don't ask me again, i wasn't lying. it's alright, i really am fine. don't try to fix me, i'm not broken. don't try to fix me, it's simp

Snatch Your Mind Back Zombie
Aaron Russo - The architecture of a prison planet - No Law Forcing Us To Pay Taxes. check the 16th amendment yourselves ;] RE: Aaron Russo: The Architecture Of The Prison Planet ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Dalibor Date: Jan 31, 2007 6:35 PM Aaron Russo: The Architecture Of The Prison Planet saalome GothicGhetto ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: GothicGhetto Date: Jan 31, 2007 3:45 PM From: Brandon Date: Jan 31, 2007 1:57 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: THE ANTI SHEEPLE Date: Jan 31, 2007 9:48 AM From: Guy Francis de Moncy Burgess From: Leo/FightNWO-Resisting World Government Aaron Russo: The Architecture of the Prison Planet Runtime:1:09:23 Aaron Russo joins Alex Jones for a fascinating sit-down in depth video interview on a plethora of important subjects. Aaron begins by describing how the draconian and mafia tactics of Chicago police w

My Blog
Ahhhhh, the times we had... Its been a wonderful 8 years, George, but the time has come for us to part ways. I'm sorry its come to this, but...well, these things happen. I want to wish you luck in your search for a new career. I hear there's an opening in Congress, but perhaps something in the environmental services field would be more to your liking. (I know you have a hard time with those big words, so Environmental services would be like a janitor.) Come to think of it, cleaning up messes wasn't one of your strong suits; was it? Well, I'm sure you'll find something. Your father can probably get you the number for the unemployment office, if you think you'll need it. If you wouldn't mind, could you make sure the White House is in the same condition it was, before you moved in? I know you probably didn't put down a security deposit, but, really, its just common courtesy. (This includes cleaning up any droppings your dog ~our yourself~ may have left in the yard.) Also, you might h

Check Ur Dirty Iq???
*ARSE BANDIT - To be Gay *BALTIC - Really cold *YA BASS - bastard *BARRY WHITE - Shite *BAWBAG - Ballbag *BEELIN' - In a huff *BELTER - Amazing *CLATTY - Dirty *COONCIL JOOS - Water *EEJIT - Daft person *GINGER - Juice *MAD WI IT - Drunk/Intoxicated *NUMPTY - Idiot *ER EH POLIS - There's the police *PURE PISH - Not very good *NO GOT A SCOOBY - Not got a clue *AYE AMUR - Yes i am *GEEZ A BREK - Give me a break *AWAY N BILE YER HEED - don't talk rubbish *SINGLE FISH - Away for a pish (pee) *YA DANCER - Brilliant *DOBBER - Idiot/penis *GONNAE NO DAE THAT - Don't do that I’m a Crazy Baby, Sxy Lady Total Cutie, Wit a Booty Booty Shakin, Heart Breakin, Perfect Hips, Glossed Lips, Bangin style, Sxy Smile, Madd Hott, Never stop, Lil Hunni, Playboi Buni, Angel Baby, Spoiled M@ybe Short Skirt, Luv 2 Flirt High Class, Shake That Ass LuScious Thing, Candy eyes, Temptin Lips, Killa kiss, I’m The Girl U don’t Wanna Miss!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Shooting The Breeze
What every woman wants is to be Loved and cherished like she is the only one that matters and is important to him... like a touch, a kiss, holding hands, watching a movie, going out to dinner, just being together, doing things together doesnt matter what! the feeling of meeting a new person, the look in his eyes when he looks into yours, is it kismet ment to be, I dont know but just being with him makes her heart race, longing for his kiss. his touch, the anticipation of what is yet to come. ah a new romance is blooming like a flower opening up for the first time, the sweet smell is enticing as a new love is enticing to think about it makes you smile with the wonderment of something new... A man and a woman were sound asleep.. It was about 3 in the morning,when all of a sudden a loud noise came from outside. The woman,still half asleep,jumped up from the bed and yelled at the man,"Oh my God,Sh*t"! "That must be my husband!" So the man, leaped up out of bed,he was very scared an

Funny Stuff
A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day. So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. Takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It wasn't very long before a police car arrives. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. 'Well, what the hell are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?" asks the Officer... I hope you're ready for this one? ~ ~ ~ ~ "Oh, those are my emergency flashers!" she replied. " Redneck Friends Body: FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs Redneck FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell

Words On Fire
if I whisper your name would you feel my love if I blew a kiss to the wind would you know the warmth if I say I love you in my thoughts would you hear me in your heart if I look at the sky tonight and shed a tear for my love for you would you see me crying in the stars above would you cry with me too if I whispered your name would you whisper my name.... the days have become colder as I think back on yesterday even it has come and gone like every second on a clock quickly passing, slowly learning as I am gaining a clear understanding of where I have been and where I am going I am looking forward to tomorrow with my mistakes today and wisdom gained, now I can see yet, there are still dark areas unknown to me, I know I am better prepared with the light that shined upon my heart waking me from slumber, and now I had enough rest so I stand, with my head held high I can now fight againts the STRUGGLE no more will I hide from my hurts and pain which has be

Life
In loving memory of Edward. Father, son, brother, ex husband. 1969 - 2007 May you now find peace with the Lord. One night, a man had a dream. He dreamed that he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand....one belonging to him...the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand and he noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all the way. But I've noticed that during the most difficult times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why in times when I needed you most, you would leave me." The Lord replie

Life Shtuff...
It couldnt be any other way. This almost defines me. On the day that I am to embark on my compulsive hiatus, brings the biggest snowstorm of the year for my year. After fulfilling tradition of dinner with dads family and then my brothers, I left and returned home instead of staying the night. 50 of the 75 miles were spent running 20-25 mph in half dollar size flurries which covered the road, no visible lines or detection of where the roads edge was at because it was too early on for the scrapers and salt trucks to make the rounds. So all us lucky souls just follows the ruts left by previous travelers, with the execption of a few anxious SUVs that wanted to speed past us all and spray us with their wake, only to trek on another mile or 2 and find them in the median ravine or skidded off into the woods. I made it home only to awake to a foot of snow this morning, and incoming reports of closings and delays, but somehow my flight was still on, despite ones before and after being calle

My First
Go comment bomb me and help me win please!!!!! Desperate By: Riley In this desert we are in, We long for a change, Have we found it in each other? Question…..Do we feel the same? Do we drink from each others smile? And those looks that just amaze? Do we dare, do we care? I'm desperate for love again……. *I think of you I've longed for you Memories of one night Replaying in my head I'm desperate for a change I want to love again…… How we met don't understand, Whether chance or by fate, Have we thought of anyone else? Question…..Do we play this game? Do we strike out from the distance? And find the time to play? Do we dare, do we care? I'm desperate for love again……. *I dream of you I've prayed for you Memories of one night Longing to be real I'm desperate for a change I want to love again…. We possibly can't comprehend How we know each other, It's only been a shor

Random Thoughts...(poetry)
Laying in your bed With your pillow under my head Cool spring breeze swirls about Delivering the fresh scent of lilacs Through the open windows of your room Hours ago your alarm clock rang Removing you from my arms For work calls Though I wish you were still here Snuggled up to your chest Hearing your calming voice Whispering, “Good morning beautiful” I could lay there forever All my problems seem to fade When you are next to me For hours you will be gone Working hard If there is a job to do You will get it done Because that is how you are Looking at the clock on your headboard Counting the hours until you return For when you walk back through the door A smile will be shown Bright across my face Happy to be with you again To feel the love you have for me By the way you bathe me in such sweet delicate words The gentle touch of your hand across my cheek Tells me I’m no longer dreaming For your time away has ended I lay smiling in your bed Where yo

Feeling And Thought
Due unfortunate circumstances I wont be around / ol a lot... I only going to check message here n there. So, if you want to talk drop me message I'll get back when I can... (I'll leave this board on all time). It took me a while.... They think I'm : funny, cool, sarcastic, nice, loyal, sassy, different... Honestly I dont know why they think I'm cool LOL. I'm just being me... Funny if I'm in the good mood, sarcastic n sassy well my mom did said that's me (geezzz I cant believe u call me sassy like my mom!!). Nice and loyal? Absolutely to my dearest friends to certain extend... to other really I could care less, I can be nice I cant be not nice it all depend on certain circumstances. Very interesting what they think about me...

Graceli Kopanyi
She lazily sprawled out on the full size bed she'd slept in all of her life. He came to the side of it and smiled down at his lover. Her body turned away from him as she shifted her position to lay on her stomach. Her legs, spread and bent, twisted in the sheets. Her arms laced between the pillows, touching the headboard. Her riotous hair danced on the pillows, teasing her shoulders. It fell where it wanted and made no apologies. Like the woman herself. Pushing aside the covers, he crawled into the bed beside her. In an attempt to remain on the bed, he intertwined his legs in hers, his chest nudged her side and she moaned in her sleep. He nudged her again, and whispered a single word into her ear. "Share." "No, tis my space, my bed, my right." she argues in her sleep, never waking up. Gingerly, he pulled her against him, resting her head on his arm, placing his free arm around her waist. Skin touching skin, and bodies entwined, he was finally able to find rest. P

My Life
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Getting In Shape
The number of people who are rating profiles and pictures low seems to be growing. It seems to me that they are probably teens who have lied about their age to get on this site and think their antics are cute. Like most guys, I know I'm not something that keeps women awake at night but I do tend to go along with the way things are. On this site almost everyone rates a 10 and maybe 11 in extreme circumstances. When someone gets a rating under 10 and surely below 5, you know the rater is being an assh**e. Today I got a 4 from a woman (supposedly) named Holio. I returned the favor and gave her a 1 but my point here is to let others know that this is how I plan to handle this in the future. Give a lower rating than the one received when I can tell it's one of these ugly things. I'd also suggest that those who are in my list of friends and fans that we share when these ratings are given so we can bomb that person with our disgust in much the same way we give our love during co

Dunk
damn i have been on here 2 months i must be the ugliest and most unpopular guy on here i cant even get one cherry blast lmao oh well i'll just keep my friends and fans they are what matters most anyway today shortly after noon i got the call i have been both expecting ad dreading for several weeks my grandmother in alabama had passed away she was 104 so she lived a truly blessed life i'll always remember when visiting her when i was little and i messed up doing something or wanted to know why something i did wasnt right she always told me well whos fault is that lol i'll remember her with a gingham dress and white apron on cooking us cookies she is dancing in heaven now with my grandpa so i think she is very happy no more pain and suffering looking up i say i'll miss you grandma You Are 20% Psychic You are barely psychic. Sure, you sometimes predict things... But is it a matter of luck? Or something more? Pay closer attention to your first intuitions You may be m

Feeling Sassy?
in the last week in have moved on with my life, i took a stad and made changes. it's not easy startting over but i had no choice..the hardest part is how it affects my kids, but they seem to have ajusted better than i..for me the struggle to make it has just begun, in the months ahead it will show if i have what it takes to make it..we all take different paths in our lives that we are not sure of or even if we made the right decision, only time will tell...so far my decision to move on alone has proven to be the right one..i am far from my goel, but i know i'll get there...as i get there i'll let you know all of my progress...for now, it's still just the beginning... When i think of you baby i am no longer blue.. and i hope you feel it too....... when i think of you i know my love is true....... and i desire all you do............... when i think of you,,,,it put's a smile on my face i know in my heart you feel the same when i think of you,in your arms is where i belong for m

I just found out that my nottypuppy passed away on feb 22nd 2008. He was attacked while in Chicago IL. The police aren't sure if he died from his severe head injury or the prolonged exposure to the cold. Baby I shall forever love you!!!! Well you know how they say if you look hard enough you can find happiness?? Wel, everyting happens for a reason. So, folks Strawbery is going to take a vacation from CT. The bartender is taking a leave of absence ntil further notice from the cherry tap world. Please don't get mad and I will still ge on here every so often to check my mail, messages and such but hurts to be heart broke these days worse then it use to...... ~Steph~ Hey everybody, I have chased guys away and said i was going to marry other guys and such, but i realized i don't know what i want or where i might end up. I want to be happy, is that such a bad thing? I was wrong in my last relationship in a lot of places. I shall always miss him and I always think ab

Whatever
Myspace Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com I got wild and passionate kisses! Blessings by the box Angel Food is available in a quantity that can fit into a medium-sized box at $25 per unit ($30 in California and New Mexico, due to transportation costs). Each month's menu is different than the previous month and consists of both fresh and frozen items with an average retail value of approximately $50. Comparison shopping has been done across the country in various communities using a wide range of retail grocery stores and has resulted in the same food items costing from between $42 and $78. Generally, one unit of food assists in feeding a family of four for about one week or a single senior citizen for almost a month. The food is all the same high quality one would purchase at a grocery store. There are no second-hand items, no damaged or out-dated goods, no dented cans without labels, no day-old breads and no produce that is almost too ripe. Also offered are specialty boxes such

Angel's
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Well my loving husband will be home in 14 days and then it will be non stop, MERCY. Then its off to see the grandbaby and my kids, then off upper state to see his. Man, we're going to be busy as hell. But the most will be the first three days he's back, damn can't wait. So if you don't see me on here for about 2 to 3 days you'll know why, lol. Hopefully I don't have to give you a picture, hope the majority can figure it out. To all my dear friends, if you don't hear from me don't worry, I'll be fine, not so sure about my hubby, but I will. Hugs and kisses to all, commentburner.com The past two days I have set back and watch and listen. Looked at all of my male friends, my best friend (w

My Thoughts For Today
OK well I have looked and looked most of the day. I am trying to locate a skin on fubar for a friend of mine. If you or someone you know can help me out please let me know...I am trying to find one(maybe animated) that has Miller Lite on it. If I knew how to make one myself I wouldnt be asking...SO if you can help me out please let me know asap...Like I said this is for a really great friend. Thanks!!!! R4v3Ns(Becca)... you can im me on yahoo @ soul_of_ravens Life of course takes on various paths and you never know from one minute to the next where you will end up. But then something happens and slaps you back into reality then you realize there is just so much going on in this world around you and you are just missing out on all of it. Ok well been there done that and slowly moving away from it. There are just so many things in this world you take for granted. But oh well life goes on. It may be a bitch to live in sometimes but you only live once. I have had so much happen latel

A Simple Observation
I have attemted to be nice...I have tried to see your side and you know what..your side is not for me! Morally, spiritually, or even by societys standards...I can not accept what you have done or are willing to do to keep the victims role in this situation. I will no longer be nice or polite with you or any other that decides to hurt another in this way. You will now see what you have missed out on and will miss in the future. I am worth more than the pain that I have felt...BUT, thank you...for what? For the pain and scars. Those scars are a reminder of how weak I had let myself get and how easy you caused them. The pain...the pain is a fire that I will use to move forward and take charge of MY life.. You will no longer keep ahold of the leash that you had for so long. The scars I will give you are simple ones...those will be on the hand that held the leash. And when you try and do this to another you will see those and you will be reminded of what you had. And how it finally las

Downraters - Wall Of Shame
This blog is simply a public service. It is not intended to incite malicious behavior, that, I leave strictly to the reader. My purpose here is to inform readers of the haters and offer the simple advice of visiting the following users and, at least, block them to prevent yourself from becoming a victim. Of course, if you wish to give them a taste of their own medicine while you are there, that's purely your CherryTap-given right. Thanks for all the love and support. SLAYER Check out all the entries to this blog. the bitch@ CherryTAP just as a safeguard, you might want to block the friends of this one, because the user is an obvious front for malicious activity. xx_amanda16white_xx@ CherryTAP

Kev's Thoughts
Ok, so I had the house sold, moved into the apartment and the room mate is gone. The first weekend that the kids were here all was well. The people below us seemed nice and like the kids enough that I didn't think that there were going to be any problems. Well, I was wrong. Yesterday about 9 am there was a knock at the door. It was the landlord. Apparently the kids being kids were just to loud. He says to me, "If this is the way it's going to be every other weekend then your going to have to look for another place to live". It wasn't like they were screaming at eachother or doing jumping jacks! What the fuck, where did the nice neighbors go? The woman below us called and bitching at him cause they were "to loud", and couldn't sleep. He then says "Well, explain to them that this isn't a home, it's an apartment". I have been aggravated ever since. I am constantly reminding them about the slightest noise, not wanting to cause any conflict. It's pissing me off! If the bitch had a probl

Funny
Two friends were in a bar drinking a beer when one pulled out a cigar but he didn’t have a lighter so he asked his friend if he had one.. “I sure do,” he replied and reached into his pocket and pulled out a 10 inch Bic lighter. “Wow!” said his friend, “where did you get that monster.” “I got it from my genie.” “You have a genie?” he asked. “Yes, he’s right here in my pocket.” “Could I see him?” He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a very small genie. The friend says, “I’m a good friend of your master. Will you grant me one wish?” “Yes I will,” the genie said so he asks him for a million bucks and the genie hops back into his master’s pocket and leaves the man standing there waiting for his million bucks. About this time, a duck walks into the bar followed by another. Then more ducks come pouring in. Before long the entire bar has ducks everywhere. The friend tells his buddy, “What is going on here, I asked for a million bucks not ducks!” He answe

Quizzical
highlight under the picture to read the results. What Type of Makeover Do You Need?Made PerfectlyWow! Either you have been through a makeover already and turned out beautiful on the other side, or you were just born lucky. Either way little adjustment needs to be made in your life right now. Being perfect isn't always easy and obviously needs a lot of maintenance, but you seem to have what it takes, so just stick with it.Myspace Quizzes What Kind Of Random Cute Are You?

Stuff
Dear Jade, I _____ you. You have a nice _____. You make me ___. You should _______. Someday I will _____. You + me = ______. We should __________. If I saw you now I'd _______. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. If I could I'd give you ___________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) REPOST THIS "DEAR (YOUR NAME)" ON YOUR BLOG AND SEE WHAT ANSWERS U GET... this should be lots of fun!! and you can really make someone's day. Or you could just make them laugh really hard.... OKAY IM SURE MOST OF YOI KNOW IM IN A SEXYLIP CONTEST. MY FIRST CONTEST AND IM PREETY SURE MY LAST , I REALLY NEED SOME HELP PIC RATES AND COMMENTS, I WILL RETURN THE LOVE AS ALWAYS Is the last person you kissed physically attractive? hell Yes Do you currently have a hickey? nope and not since I was around 16 Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone? A very good fri

Fate Is To Fade
So, it was another of those weird, half-lived nights... So much is going "right" for me at this moment, I keep peeking around the corners for the train I just KNOW must be headed for me... And when I can't find it, something awful inside of me starts looking for tracks to tie myself to. Clock struck nine. Damn. Where's she at? I busted ass as soon as I got off work. Cleaned the pool. Did the dishes. Even got Amy and Rain to clean their own room, for a change. They must have smelled the adrenaline in the air. Nary an argument... "Come on, Help Daddy. Your brother is flying in tomorrow- let's make everything nice". But that wasn't it. Yesterday, she kept me from going out, on a whim, which is, invariably, how I do it. No plans for me, If I make plans, I will change them to spite myself. She defeated my best charming smile, unusual for her, but she stood firm and I gave in, with a subtle last ditch assault- "okay, then tomorrow?" She knows me. She knows that if I wan

My Horoscope (when I Remember To Save Them...)
An unexpected obstacle makes progress a bit more difficult than you had expected -- but you thrive on challenges, right? It's a good time for a strategic retreat as you figure out how to handle this one. I'm back, posting my horrorscopes ;) This one has me a bit worried: If you're on the job today, force yourself to take a little extra care with each transaction or task. You aren't prone to sloppiness, but if you miss the wrong detail, you'll have to backtrack quite a ways. Now, if you didn't already know, I work for a heating and air conditioning contractor. I go out quite a long distance from my home and work on rooftops mostly. So yeah, I'll be paying extra attention today. You trust someone's opinion implicitly, but they tell you some information that you really didn't need (or want) to know. Before you react, examine this person's motivations. Are they speaking from the best place?

Upstatehotlips
GM FRIENDS, IM IN A CONTEST AND I NEED ALL YOUR SUPPORT, PLEASE VOTE FOR ME BY ADDING COMMENT S...THANKS YOU My BF and I are a cutest couple contest starting 11/26 - 12/24 we can u se the votes y'all good prizes.. Help us out Please Here is the link can not be uesed until 9 am mon 11/26 Thanks Denny and Chazz Click the link and or pic to BOMB i am very disgruntled at the fact that i am in a contest and only a couple friends have even bothered to stop by annd leave one measley comment or even a rate. sure you wanna and or comment my nsfw pics, but then jerk odd or something and have no time to do something constructive for me, well guess what people? no more nsfw for anybody but my best friends! i will be cleaning my list tomorrow........ you know ........ as a matter of fact , i think all my nsfw will be just family, you all dont feel anything but your juices flowing to my pics. nuff said, its going to be that way in a little while, i dont care anymore...

It's Intermission Time!! Time 4 A Tasty Snack And A Tasty Beverage!!
the cunt gave me a 1 rating after i gave the bitch a ten..jealousy bitch..yeah my 13 yr old niece and me make u look like a dead corpse rotting in hell whore!! may u burn and rot in hell cunt and get stds galore ok cherry tap assholes lets be fuckfaces together..wtf is with the shitty attitudes on here?? u motherfuckers need to be on an island with nothing then u can be fuckfaces!! man i m for terrorism, homicide, domestic violence, genocide, and sterilizing ppl.. Have a tasty snack!!

Words By Me....
I'm done...I'm not wanting to date anyone...no more first and last dates...no more trying to get men to like me.... I'm never skinny enough...or pretty enough....or have enough money...or willing to have sex enough...or willing to do something enough.... I see all these skinny blonde with great bodies and I know that that will never be me....and as much as men want to say they see past the fact that I'm not a size 2 at the end of the day it's all bullshit...men are shallow.....well I f-ing give up.... So yeah in the last week I had met someone who I thought had long term potential. He would tell me how attractive I was, how he didn't deserve someone like me and how he felt so very much for me. His lines were smooth and his game was good. He invited me to meet his mother and let me drive his car. He told me he was falling for me. I thought maybe after all the frogs I had found my prince. Then the hairs on the back of my neck started twitching, something wasn't right. There wou

Just Because
***ATTENTION*** ALIENS ARE COMING TO ABDUCT ALL THE GOOD LOOKING AND INTELLIGENT PEOPLE. YOU WILL BE SAFE, I'M JUST EMAILING TO SAY GOODBYE. Its nice to have and add friends but i have seen alot of people that accept don't even rate or comment or anything... I know your probably busy but how hard is it to rate, fan and rate a pic? Once someone accepts I usually go back and do that plus alot more. As we all want to go to the next level..... Cornmeal Crusted Tilapia 2-4 Tbls Olive Oil 2-4 Tbls Lemon Juice 1 Tbls Garlic ½ tsp Parsley ½ tsp Sea Salt ½ tsp ground Pepper ¼ minced onions ¼ cup Italian Breadcrumbs What do you think? Ooops forgot the 1/4 of fresh Parmesan I am mixing 2-4 tbls of butter, olive oil, lemon and garlic together, dipping the fish into it and then into the mix and then backing at 400 for 10 - 15 minutes

What Is New In My Life
I just thought I would let you all know that I will not be around for about a week. I wished I had a new laptop computer so I can continue to keep in touch with you all. I will be away on duty with my unit. For those who do not know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard. I will be in Corpus Christi for a week and I do hope I hear from each and every one of you. Please take care and I hope all goes well for those who take the time to read this. You have my deepest thoughts. Pete I just thought I would let you all know that I will not be around for about a week. I wished I had a new laptop computer so I can continue to keep in touch with you all. I will be away on duty with my unit. For those who do not know, I am a reservist in the U.S. Coast Guard. I will be in Corpus Christi for a week and I do hope I hear from each and every one of you. Please take care and I hope all goes well for those who take the time to read this. You have my deepest thoughts. Pete Where are my Texas

Contest/auctions/giveaways
Mike S ™ Owner of the HideAway@ fubar I would like EVERYONE to take the time to go by and RE-RATE MikeS.. SLAM HIS PAGE HARD... BLING HIM... Do Whatever you HAVE to DO.. to try to Make a DENT that 47Million points he now has to make to get to Prophet. That Man Stood PROUDLY by me last nite while friends pushed me back up into the doubledigit levels!!! He Held me & wiped my tears as I sat in shock @ the generousity of friends and family. The only warning he continually gave out was that he would BLOCK anyone that rated his page until my account was back up to where it was once. Not alot of Fubarians realize that Mike & I have been going thru he$$ this past week... We had an ex psycho Dj leave the HideAway and strike back at us and since they were unable to hack our home network, they reported us to our internet service provider for "Supposedly" downloading and playing a copywrited version of Frank Zappas' Marijuanaville in our lounge, The Hideaway. Since that "Cl

My Music
TAKE A JOURNEY WITH US !!! Hey all you crackers...stop touching yourselves thinking about your b/f or g/f who is probably fake and a cheater anyways and come join our party....Click on the pic below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! Transport yourself through ~ஐ~Oñyx Pórtál~ஐ~!!!! Where the good times never end!!! Brian: I just got my pecker wet Brian: yeah I have a toy rooster Brian: and I took him in the tub with me Brian: I wet my pecker and soaped my cock Brian: it was so slippery Brian: and it grew too Brian: from absorbing all the water pervert Brian: it was such a happy cock Brian: I squeezed it and it squirted Brian: water you perv Brian: my cock hit me in the eye when it squirted Emerald: im crying Brian: don't cry Brian: that is not the sad part Brian: I was upset cause it squirted in my eye Brian: so I began to chock my cock Brian: Yes, I choked my chicken Brian: That didn't work too well so I began

The Path
At some point in our life there may come a time when we feel insecure about ourselves. We might judge our ability to do something or feel self-conscious about the way we look. It does not matter how this feeling manifests in our life, but it is important to be aware of our thoughts and how they impact our view of ourselves. Once we remember that insecurities are a normal part of life for everyone—even those who appear to be extremely self-assured—we may find it easier to step back from the uncertainty that lies within and take a more realistic look at ourselves. The desire to improve or better ourselves is a natural response that arises when we begin to compare our lives to those of other people. It might seem, for example, that we do not have nearly as much going for us as our neighbor, best friend, or coworker. In truth, what we think we see about another person is usually what they want us to notice. They may be putting on a mask, trying to make things in their lives seem be

Misc
Your Superhero Name Generator is The Amazing Surfer Get your Superhero Name Generator at Quizopolis.com Your Teddy Bear Name is Hugable Little Bear Get your Teddy Bear Name at Quizopolis.com Your Pirate Name is Captain Slightly Singed BeardOf the pirate ship Scurvy Eunuchs Get your Pirate Name at Quizopolis.com

Cool Recipies
Hands On: 30 minutes Total: 30 minutes Makes: 6 servings (1 quesadilla plus 1-1/2 tablespoons 'salsa' each) Ingredients 1 can (14.5 oz each) Hunt's Fire Roasted Diced Tomatoes, drained 2/3 cup frozen whole kernel corn, thawed 2/3 cup drained, rinsed Ranch Style Black Beans 1/3 cup chopped white onion 2 tablespoons finely chopped fresh cilantro 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt 1/4 teaspoon ground cumin 1/4 teaspoon ground red pepper 1 teaspoon lime juice 2 cups shredded Chihuahua or Monterey Jack cheese (2 cups = 8 oz) 6 flour tortillas (8 inch) Lime wedges and sour cream, optional Directions 1. Make 'salsa': place drained tomatoes in large bowl; mash into smaller pieces with fork. Mix in corn, beans, onion, cilantro, garlic powder, salt, cumin, red pepper and lime juice. 2. Assemble quesadillas by sprinkling 1/3 cup cheese over half of each tortilla; top each with 1/4 cup 'salsa' (reserve remaining). Fold each tortill

Marvel Comics 2
xXx-Men:Man Mutant Cyborg 24/7 Ch. 03 by X Writer © “Hey, he’s not for me!” Bobby yelled, annoyed. “He’s Alison Blaire’s boyfriend...” The Brazilian mutant’s voice trailed off as the man continued to walk on, ignoring him. “Fucking puta.” “Let me handle the next one, slugger.” Guido laughed. His large hand reached out and clasped the shoulder of another passing roadie. “Excuse me. Have you seen a blonde poofter looking leather boy with a stupid look on his face?” “Weird. You’re the second person to ask about this guy. Sure, man.” The guy gestured over to the Mutatis’ trailer. “I saw him go around the back of that trailer with some platinum blonde groupie. That was a while ago.” “Thanks, pal.” Guido released the roadie’s shoulder. “Not exactly what I wanted to hear, but you just made my night a whole lot easier. You see two blonde guys, one tall, one scrawny, as well?” “Yeah, man. That’s who was asking about the leather boy.” The roadie laughed. “Thanks a lot.” Guido

Whatever
As I sit here I realize that I'm all alone tonight. I find myself saying to the cold, dark atmosphere, "This is nothing new. I'm always laying here in this cold bed of mine alone." I'm left alone tonight like every night that has passed before this. I'm wishing he was here to keep me safe and warm, To protect me from from the all the cares of the darkened world. Alas, he is not here, But far away leaving me here to be alone once more tonight. Written by Danielle K. Darkness is slowly creeping up on the world, casting it into shadow, filling it with all the nightly terrors. In this growing darkness I find my comfort when others run and hide to light candles and fires. They lock and bolt their doors praying for protection from nightly demons while I, I roam the silent darkness searching for someone. Through the darkened woods I silently pass not fearing that I should wake any inhabitant spirits lurking in the shadows. Beyond this darkened wood rests a lonely graveyard planted

Chaos In The Form Of Paradise
if only i could burn all that i felt for you if only i could burn all that you meant to me i could maybe begin to heal maybe begin to feel hate love all these things i fought all there things strove to overcome maybe you're the last maybe you're the last that i will ever weep over bleed over dwell over i'm done i'm done with you i'm done crying over you i'm done abiding you i'm done enduring you needless to say i'm over you.... and with that last breath you grew colder i watched as you began to fade into dust into darkness like a mirage in this desert the wasteland of my mind caught a glimpse of paradise gleaming in your eye.. ->cyberstud: im waiting cyberstud: we shall see ->cyberstud: and your the one that looks like an idiot congrats! cyberstud: its funny it took 10 people to rate me a one and argue with me and im still gpoing you all suck keep it going cunts ->cyberstud: hahah oooook. cyberstud: bring your people ->cyberstud: hahahha wow you n

Kinsblog
Does the internetz exist when I'm not on it? If anyone's remotely interested, I'm not about next week, due to reasons of not being about next week. So, erm, I thought I'd mention it. Not here. No funnies. Etc etc. There's a rumour going about that it's my birthday next week - it kinda is, but I'm celebrating it August this year, cos it's my 33rd, so I'm celebrating being 33 1/3rd in August instead, because it pleases me. So, erm, that's that. And if this looks sorta ghey and that to say these things - screw it, at least I blogged it, instead of MuMMing about it, eh? My name is kins, and I am the best of giving out advice to people on the fubar. Your desire to level up and get more pointz is a common one, and there are a number of things you can do to increase your chances of levelling up. Below are ten easy steps to levelling up. Use them wisely! 1. Make friends! It sounds simple, and it is! Pick a person at random, from off of those moving people at the top, and on

My Thoughts
received: 03/23/2008 08:39 am Ahhh Harold...I am one of a kind..and its not all good. As you have seen, I'm possessive and jealous...I want a one woman man....cuz thats what he will get from me! Loyalty, honesty, integrity, passion, love, affection, compassion, passion, companionship, love, passion...lol You get the idea....I'm old fashioned in this regard...no compromise..no settling. Just a few hours later she told me that she had a boy friend the whole time! Talk about a lying hypocrite "Hope is the worst of evils, for it prolongs the torments of man." - Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche Hope is the substance of what gets us through hard times. However when hope never comes to fruition, hope becomes a never ending string of disappointments that leads to a life time of misery. I'm sick and tired of people who say that if you debate and disagree with this administration, somehow you're not patriotic. We need to stand up and say we're Americans, and we have the right to debate

Anything
Hey Pitbull's as most of you have seen Steph nor D are on today!! Not sure what is up but beings I am the manager I am asking you all to listen up and follow where I ask you to be until Steph and or D come back on and say otherwise.. Stargazer is done!!!! Tom is done w00t keep moving along gang you all are doing a kick ass job right now!!! Niecee is done!!! Mandy needs 12,395 for her bling packs I will post another blog tomorrow morning if I don't hear from Steph and D by 10 am central time.. Rules of the contest I am hosting!! As stated at on the first bully of wanting to host the contest and trying to get people to join... Rules were as followed: NO DRAMA MUST HAVE A MIN. OF AT LEAST 20-25K IN ORDER TO WIN YOUR CHOICE OF THE FOLLOWING GIFTS, 30 DAY BLAST 4 BLING PACKS 3 MONTH VIP 50 BUX CASH NOW IF THE WINNER DOES NOT HAVE THE MIN. GOAL OF 20-25K THEN THE PRIZE WILL JUST BE 20 BUX CASH OR 7 DAY BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIP OR 1 BLING PACKAGE THANK YOU T

Pimpouts
Can I Has Your Attention Please !?!?! See this SEXY fu right here.. her name is lil5683devil... Those of you that know her you know she is awesome and those of you that don't know her yet need to.. She is just under 3 million from Godmother and could use some serious help.. She is an awesome girl in need of some awesome people to help her out.. You KNOW what to do.. Go show her some serious fu-luvinz.... Fan her.. Rate her... Add her .. Bling her.. Blast her and let's get her leveled up !!! lil5683devil This Pimpout brought to you by the one... the only... ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Owner of The Drunk Penguin..Fu Owned By >^,,^< Pet

The Daily Muses
enchantment I'm enchanted by you held in your spell hopelessly longing for something so magical a love that keeps that never sleeps to sail beyond the sea through time and love a strange enchantment washes over me I'll let our love be until the last Unicorn crosses the last rainbow as the last sunset fades on a distant horizon In dreams, his fantasies, his muse letters on a page, blood on parchment his quill dipped deep into the welling of longing for a life that could not be The adventure of a short lifetime ancient mariners drawn across oceans affairs of the heart, a chance to be salty tears, memories of happy seas Was it all just a dream just a fantasy of you my beautiful wonderful muse bleeding what I would lose The words flowed from pen to paper to post within touching everyone's heart for that was my part A poet to pen the words to this feeling shared in play and deep within boundless without end

Forbidden
COME ONE COME ALL TO WITNESS DJ'ING HISTORY IN THE MAKING WITH "KING SLIM" THE MASTER OF TUNEZ YOUR FAVORITE DJ'S FAVORITE DJ ONLY AT FORBIDDEN INC'S LOUNGES FORBIDDEN AND EXOTIC DREAMS Click on The Pics Below To Enter Our Lounges COME PLAY AT FORBIDDEN INC., WHERE DESIRES TURN INTO REALITY Click on Pic to Enter

The Family Circle Information
MEMBERS: Bill Crazyrabbit "D" (Deana L.) Daisy David Raymen HoakieGirl Imcrazybitch Jus'Me Katie (new member!!) Liz Mamaduck Micki BlueEyes MissButterfly Outlaw Loader Red Wing Hunny Sassy SilverPixi Sweet Mafia Princess Vitamin DE Wizard Please give Katie a big welcome to our little Circle of friends!!!! We are now at our max. for members. The following are the current members of The Friendship Circle 6/09/09: Bill "D" Daisy DavidRaymen Disciple Eagle (new Member) HoakieGirl Imcrazybitch Jus'Me Lawman2009 Liz MamaDuck Micki Blue Eyes RedWing Hunny Sassy Vampress (Tiffany) she changes her name alot lol Vitamin DE Zaira I would suggest putting them in your family or top friends list so you do not lose track of who is who. Hoakie I have been informed that RedWingHunny is very ill. She has pneumonia. Please keep her in your prayers. Send Get well wishes and/or a present if you so wish. Also, Wizard has left the Circle. No

Inspiration
Everything is beautiful today, knowing that I may not wake to see tomorrow... Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye. All the knowledge I possess everyone else can acquire, but my heart is exclusively my own. As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live. Being brilliant is no great feat if you respect nothing. Doubt grows with knowledge. I think that I am better than the people who are trying to reform me. -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

Poeta : Sonnets
Sign of a Dying Empire A sign of a dying empire: When conscripts are made of men who believed themselves to be free, the State is in decay. For when, in pursuit of glory and empire, the unwilling are made to die for ends acclaimed by Leaders who embellish with words on high, the Spirit has left the Nation and it's soul is barren and dry. Such Empire is doomed to failure for Adventure has it's course, leaving for future generations an archaeological corpse. Ghost I am a ghost, I am invisible in crowds. Even in the smallest, I become something unseen. But if you look close, If your eye deigns to see, You’ll notice something not right About this ghost that is me. There is something disturbing That you just can’t pinpoint.; I stand out, focused, In a world that’s a blur, An intense ray of focus, In a word that’s a blur. Blindness Let blindness gather darkness - Let blindness be your light - In darkened halls Or Psyche’s street, Let t

My Poerty
Trying to push the past away Still waiting for the lights to change But she'll try, for the sake of her pride, Learing to barely feel the pain The thicker the skin the less the strain And though it's really hurting She ain't breaking, She is loving him still After all this time Some people think that they hold all the power of the people around them... little do they know that it is not them that holds the power but that those around them do. To be concerned about your fate and your soul only deepens your thoughts and wisdom of life today. To hate...is to lose your self and your power, over another person. Do not hate for it will only haunt you. Perhaps as one stands alone in darkness, they feel no one can understand them. Cold and alone watching the moon rise in the night, watching the stars race across the ebony sky. Knowing passion is out there, and missing it all the while, feel despair and desire together merging into one. One

Me Stuff
My current thoughts on the Fu. This is my 2nd profile since joining in the days of Cherrytap. I have seen many changes time and time again. Some for the better and some for the worse. I have gone through my own little "rebelion" against the Fubar administration and gotten over it. I had been gone for a few months with no computer. I got my computer and came back to my Fu addiction only about 2 weeks ago and in that 2 weeks I have seen so many people behave like children on this site thats meant for adults. The hard work it took to get the status and reputation that came with the high levels are all gone. Auto 11's... When I first saw these I was like omg thats gay! After having a couple myself and seeing how they helped friends I deem them a good thing. It helps all parties! Both those hosting and those participating so how can you argue with that? New comments... I personally love the way comments are now posted and am thrilled to see that comment bombing is virtually non e

Stuff
Well i went out today more to reflect on my life. More then anything else i give an i give but do i ever get any of it back?... I thought to myself what am i? am i a man a father a husband a friend a lover am i even loved or cared for?... Again the cycle continues i give an give but is it too much that i give? when i ask for what seems to be the easiest thing people can offer.. love kindness friendship... As i rode the bus I could only see the reflection of how i see myself i've heard people say i'm attractive but how can that even be are they simply being nice to avoid hurting my feelings or is it true?... Well that i don't really know the answer to, I've been told by a close friend that she Envy's how open i am about my feelings, time an time again i hold my heart out but will the next person i open it up to hurt me horribly? or will there be something there to last years happiness. Well i'm at that road again i found someone i like a lot she's funny smart a bit of a

My Poetry
Life's mysteries each come with reason, Blooming only when they reach perfect season. Tragedies often spring blessings, Yet impatiently, we as humans keep guessing. We claim to have faith, Yet most have not a clue. It's something you just know, That holds us together like glue. Without it, we can only see the end near, Not an ounce of strength, or an inch of hope. With faith...There's comfort and peace, Which allows us to grasp on to a burning rope. Faith is what you have left, When everything else disappears. You can depend on it to be there During the fear of all fears. Don't expect it to announce itself, It's not something we have inside. It's something we few experience, Which then find it hard to hide. You'll know when you need it, For this is the "Faith" I sharingly speak of. You'll desperately pour your heart out to God, Setting miracles in motion from high above. I lay my head on the pillow, My teary eyes sleepily fall shut. Black fills the

Lyrics
Altamont, now, won't be the same When we see each other again If it all falls apart, who is to blame? Don't you think it's time to get real? I want to scream out the way I feel I'm so tired of watching you bail.. CHORUS Hey, don't try to tell me it's okay Don't turn me off and walk away You've gotta say it's straight Close the door, but it won't go away Tell me that it's at your control I'm not waiting for you anymore CHORUS Altamont, I'm on your side Believe it or not I'm on your side It's so hard to be your friend sometimes CHORUS You'd better say it's straight.... Well they've been writing your name on a bathroom wall But it don't mean nothing, it don't mean nothing They wanna ruin your life, they wann see you take a fall But it don't mean nothing, it don't mean nothing at all Chorus: Stupid people say stupid things And it'll drive you right up the wall Sometimes I feel the same way too But it don't mean nothing at all You're mom and dad don

~*~ Love Is A Wonderful Feeling ~*~
A lonely tear falls down A smile turns to frown Trickles down the cheek Does not make you weak A lonely tear escapes A lifetime of mistakes A sad and lonely heart Others broke apart A lonely tear is dried So many nights it cried A friend reached out their hand And tried to understand The lonely tear is gone Life will carry on With love from a friend The lonely tears will end I've loved you always, and I hope you know I've never been the type to let my feelings show. I've loved you always, it will never end You are and always will be my very best friend. I've loved you always, and know when we fight I don't get much sleep, I toss and turn all night. I've loved you always, and when your around All my sorrows are lifted and I can't force a frown. I've loved you always so never forget, I've loved you always, since the day we met. Do You Do The Same So many paths had led Back to memory lane Here my mind travelled To the places again Stored here in m

Politics
Obama and Acorn Community organizers, phony voters, and your tax dollars. At the recent Emmy Awards, historian Laura Linney averred that America's Founders had been "community organizers" -- like Barack Obama. Too bad they aren't like that any more. Mr. Obama's kind of organizers work at Acorn, the militant advocacy group that is turning up in reports about voter fraud across the country. APAcorn -- the Association of Community Organizations for Reform Now -- has been around since 1970 and boasts 350,000 members. We've written about them for years, but Acorn is now getting more attention as John McCain's campaign makes an issue of the fraud reports and Acorn's ties to Mr. Obama. It's about time someone exposed this shady outfit that uses government dollars to lobby for larger government. Acorn uses various affiliated groups to agitate for "a living wage," for "affordable housing," for "tax justice" and union and environmental goals, as well as against school choice

Thoughts On A Silent Day
underneath the bright moon light with the stars in full view we walk hand in hand along the sea shore whispering sweet nothings so softly that only we can hear; the waves gently caress our feet, the cool night air lifts us off into the clouds; basking in the moonlit rays, as stardust falls from above hand in hand, eye to eye, we stand locked in our embrace; surrounded by captivating starlight, majestic moon shine on this night, with the blackened skies as the backdrop love radiated and drenched us in absolute euphoria; with our romantic cruise nearing its end, under the stars on a moonlight bay there is more to this i know, every dream can come true; as the brilliance of the shooting star drifts down to earth here is a chance to wish; time to wish for something new; all that i seek is a place for you and me, dream of a happily ever after, make this love sure and true; with dawn creeping over the horizon tears well up inside me and the dream v

The Saga Continues
Its TRUE....She Does I LOVE VAMPIRE KOK@ fubar This is what happens when you call someone a whore, you fucking slut sarasmile: whatever you want to think. ->sarasmile: im happy to see you agreeing with me, that you do indeed have a penis. sarasmile: haha...you wish. ->sarasmile: you offering yours? sarasmile: haha...go suck a dick. ->sarasmile: wouldnt want it enmeshed in a web of herpes, and gonnorhea, thank you....ill pass sarasmile: pfft....def wont be yours. ->sarasmile: i think you need a hard black dick jammed in your throat Sarasmile@ fubar So, i download this video off of 4chan, said it was a compilation of horse, cow, mule pr0n. I dl the shit form rapid share, and WTF!? It doesnt play...only audio...GHEY....

Blah
isnt here at all....just seeing who is really paying attention the reason i deleted my last account and made this one is because i got tired of the douchebaggery of the people on my list...i will not put up with it with this account....if i want everyone to know this is me i will tell them myself...do not ask me for anything if you are not going to return the favor....do not bitch because i didnt want to help someone that is my decision and if you dont like it then you can go no one is keeping you here....dont act like a high school douchebag or i will get rid of you...i only want people on here that actually talk to me and will be a friend not someone that wants to fit in or be accepted because thats not who i am...like me or hate me i will be me and thats that and if sometime down the road i delete you then tough shit deal with it...you have other people to talk to besides me... have a good day i have about 6 people on my list that are worth a shit and the rest of you can fuck

Rias Corner Of Hell
Heart pounding a thundering sound a tear shed disappointed the fans Like the ocean beating the jagged rocks the blood flows from wounds not yet healed the rope spun against the rafters counting one, two, three, The nerve lost a broken wing the angel that once flew high Like dead rose frail dark yet still hurts to touch The rain that follows clouding her head an rush of distress tired eyes close quietly surrender bound still by actions uncompleted what was once planned now an angelic accident Yeah *FOODOLOGY* What is your salad dressing of choice? Balsamic vinergarett or Italian What is your favorite fast food restaurant? hmmmm Taco bell What is your favorite sit down restaurant? Columbos On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant? 3-5$ What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick off of? What are your pizza toppings of choice? Linguica sausage pineapple ham and pepperoni (not all on the same pizza

Gods Forsaken Radio
Killer was influenced at a very young age by the music that his older brother listened to and he still loves that music to this day. These bands included Pink Floyd, Led Zeppland, Ian Hunter, and Thin Lizzy. He will always thank him for that. Killer's favorite bands are Disturbed, Iron Maiden, Dream Evil, Judas Priest, and Helloween. The reason he likes being a DJ is the Live interaction between music and people has always made him happy. Metal unites us and makes us one. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Killer @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!! One of our goals at God's Forsaken Radio is to bring metal bands to our listners. As we now feature Wretch and Brutal Mastacation and plan to feature more heavy metal bands. If you are a heavy metal band or know of any heavy metal bands and would like to be featured on our station please contact us @ skullbashingtunes@godsforsakenradio.com Bones influences are Dimebag Darrell, Johnny Cash, and Jim Morrison. His favorite bands are L

Mr G-jo
Brachioradialis Origin: Lateral supracondylar ridge of humerus Insertion: Styloid process of radius Action: Flexion of elbow in neutral position Nerve: Radial Nerve (Cervical 5, 6) Palpate: With forearm in neutral position, palpate muscle belly medial on upper forearm during resisted elbow flexion.

Stuff
I'm PMS & I hate everyone. Well, not everyone. Not Wicked. Never Wicked. But most of her friends don't like me. Oh well. My toe itches. I have scratched it like 4 times & it still itches. Damn it. Seamus is the SHIT!!!!! discuss...

My Poetry
Lies I am the fool when I keep trying to believe How stupid can I be Is it desperation or the loneliness I feel; Somewhere I lost my ability to put myself first I believe the words spoken to me Only to discover they're just lies I don't really matter to people I see They use me for their own means Then discard me after a while When did I lose my reason When did I lose my mind Was it the need to belong I have no answers to the questions I ask Sue Price Copyright ©2009 Sue Price Shield of Darkness I feel so all alone and hurting So afraid to let myself go To be free to trust and love My minds a whirl of random thoughts Where to find that someone special Try as I might to keep it locked away The feelings are too powerful They seep out ever so slowly My heart and soul aches with pain The wanting to be desired so great How can one learn to trust When all they know is deceit People touch parts of me No one gets to see all of me The scars can bare

.shit.
The Steelers suck, they won't make it. And I dont care what you guys say... THEY SUCK! First off, fuck your bitch And the click you claim West side when we ride Come equipped with game You claim to be a playa But, I fucked your wife We bust on bad boys Niggas fuck for life Plus puffy tryin to see me weak Hearts I rip Biggie smalls and junior mafia Some mark ass bitches We keep on coming While we running for yah jewels Steady gunning Keep on busting at them fools You know the rules Little ceasar go ask you homie How Ill leave yah Cut your young ass up See yah in pieces Now be deceased Little kim, Dont fuck with real ass gs Quick to snatch your ugly ass, off the streets So fuck peace Ill let them niggas know Its on for life Dont let the west side Ride the night *Stupid Tupac laugh* Bad boys murdered on wax and kill Fuck with me And get your caps peeled You know, see Sorry had a Tupac moment there for a second. **WARNING MAJOR BITCHING GOING

GØttÅ RëÅÐ§
Do you need glasses ? Look at picture closely. Do you see the bum (cheeks) of the girl behind? If yes, you need glasses as it is the shoulder of the girl in front of her we stress over hurricanes and the stock market fall. the economy,politics, and chinese dry wall. But just for the moment let's put these on hold, and pull for our boys in THE BLACK & GOLD ON colston ON Shockey ON Thomas and Moore, ON Bell and Bush, Like never before!! On Sharper ON Vilma defense, if u please. Forget not coach Payton and our passer Drew Brees. Our team is on fire! this we all know. But Santa , there's still a long way to go.with your help this christmas, we will reach our goal and our saints will win..... The 2010 SUPERBOWL!!!!!!!!!

Writers Log
She’s a figure of my imagination, or is she real? A devil on earth; masquerading around as a woman on the prowl for a kill. If I tell you that this woman is bad, then she’s more dangerous then a child on a jackhammer drill. This girl is fly, I can’t lie and she really caught my eye like a base runner waiting for a steal. Is this woman here real or is she fake. An angle sent down that stumbled onto her wake. She’s beautiful and delicate with a gentle sway to her gait. Impossible to wonder what it is she wears up under that silky red dress that she displays. Could she be just another pawn in this game? All I want to do is get close to ask her name. But with all the other guys around trying to spend their change. It’s hard for me to take charge and push through the crowd of gents and dames. All in all, I really just want to know the deal. How could she be a person if her face shows she doesn’t feel? Not even a frown when on her dress liquor did someone spill. But wh

Things I Wrote
Have I ever told youthat if I sit really still and silent,sometimes. I like to thinkI can hear your heart beatingin time with mine?Have I ever told youthat when I listen you speak to methrough lines and cords,and bytes and ram,I imagineyour voice,whispering into my ear?Have I ever told youthat I wait out each dayin anticipation,wantingonly an hour or two,just a second in space and time,to feel close to you?Have I ever told youthat there has been times,when I ached for you,ached for you so badly,that the emotions overwhelmed me..and so I sat and cried?Have I ever told youthat sometimes,I will reach out,touching your nameon this cold screen before me,wishingI could reach inand pull you to me?Have I ever told youthat after the first time I heardthe sound of your voice,thousands of miles away,I sat up all night,turning the conversation over and overin my mind,examining it,like some newly discovered species of flower?Have I ever told youthat I would give everything up,just for one nightto b

Pure Poetry
I live in my world and I'm my own King in my world,Whether it be a garbage dump or in the desert,Or wherever it may be, I'm my own human being,You can restrain my body and you can tear my guts out,Do anything you wish, but I'm still me and you can't take that away,You can kill the ego, you can kill the pride,You can kill the want, the desire of a human being,You can lock him in a cell and you can knock his teeth out,Smash his brain in but you cannot kill the soul,You expect to break me?,Impossible... you broke me years ago, you killed me years ago,If people knew they couldn't die,If they couldn't be punished for anything they ever did,What do you think would happen? Absolute evil,Strip away the concept of retribution, bring down the walls of fear,And the true evil nature inside humans would gush forth,To keep control, we are schooled, taught and programmed,Against our own natures by the fear instilled in us by grown ups and authority figures,And it's all a lie... and we're warned not t

Musings
LMAO, a funniest shit just happened. I'm eating honey out of this squirt thing bottle. I looked directly at the thing on top of it, where the honey comes out. And accidentally squeezed. So the honey just totally squirted on my face. lmao So, I decide to log into my page (for some reason I was logged out), just to not be able to. I was fuckin stupid, and instead of resetting my password (DOH!), decided to check if I was somehow deleted. Since it has happened SO OFTEN in the past, I was quite sure. WHen I made a new page with a same email, I did the search, and it showed me my old page. Sittin there, enjoyin itself, not deleted and functioning. I was like WTF??! So now I am trapped with this noob page, and cannot log into that one since email search only produces this one. things that managed to annoy me already today: I started gettin Russian spam mail, in addition to American one Annoying stupid pretentious douche neighbor who is a cunt British tard at work that has a mild cr

The Ramblings Of A Mad Person.
This is seriously going to get personal, you ready? I can handle it. If you were caught cheating, would you fess up? Depends what I'm cheating on I suppose. The last time you felt honestly broken? I'd say December. Are you craving something? Spagettios... it's the oddest thing. If you could have one thing right now what would it be? A pocket full of sunshine. Would you rather have ten kids, or none? None. I could never handle ten. What do you hear right now? A movie. And yahoo. And an AC. And the dryer. Is your bed against more than one of your walls? Yes- and I've got something to say about that. Grown ups beds should only touch one wall at a time. What’s on your mind right now? Nouns mostly. Are you there for your friends? To a fault. Last person to see you cry? Mother may I. What do you do when you get nervous? Fidget. Scratch my head. Be honest, do you like people in general? Nope. Not really...at all actually.

How Im Feeling/songs For My Mood
"8 Mile"Eminem[Eminem]Sometimes I just feel like, quittin I still mightWhy do I put up this fight, why do I still writeSometimes it's hard enough just dealin with real lifeSometimes I wanna jump on stage and just kill micsAnd show these people what my level of skill's likeBut I'm still white, sometimes I just hate lifeSomethin ain't right, hit the brake lightsCase of the stage fright, drawin a blank likeDa-duh-duh-da-da, it ain't my faultGreat then I falls, my insides crawland I clam up (wham) I just slam shutI just can't do it, my whole manhood'sjust been stripped, I have just been vickedSo I must then get off the bus then splitMan fuck this shit yo, I'm goin the fuck homeWorld on my shoulders as I run back to this 8 Mile Road[Chorus]I'm a man, I'ma make a new planTime for me to just stand up, and travel new landTime for me to just take matters into my own handsOnce I'm over these tracks man I'ma never look back(8 Mile Road) And I'm gone, I know right where I'm goinSorry momma I'm gro

Poetry Corner
Forever in darkness and in fear Forever in pain and in tears Forever is longer and loney its true Till the forever when i found you. Now forever is blissful and sweet. You shine on forever with love and grace. holding it brightly within you'er hands. Now i know why forever is used I have forever cuse i'm with you! The First time i saw you There was no way i could forget Everything about you stayed with me With you'er voice in my head and sent on my mind When we met i couldent belive You truly are the man of my dreams Everything i say is true You'er the love of my life And now i blong to you Mold me Scold me Hold me But please never give me away.. A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said he ran the light Had caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere The sirens screamed out down the road For death was in the air A mother trapped inside her car Was heard above the noise her plea split the air

This Is Awsome
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Love to all, Crissy XOXOXOXO I love this, now I can add stuff to this that I don't want to post as a bulletin. Great job guys!!!! This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us girls when we were little , : Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~ ~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back

Sure
Time ticks away I can see the last drop of hope fall and hit the floor I am but a molecule of dust in this churning world of darkness and despair The sun disappeared behind a thick and hazy red cloud The earth has opened up and from within its depths I can hear the cries Cries from the Souls who have lost their bodies along the way, Lost their path, Lost their light. I turn but to see the creature itself Hinged within the perfect balance of life Picking and choosing Placing and throwing No care No emotion No fate for him K after reading my last blog over i apologize there has been one person that has brought me that tingling feeling i know she knows who she is but she was at the wrong time and just the me i didn't want her to have i have known her my whole life and my love for her is beyond what i have loved but with 21 years of friendship brings a love that will never be broken she has pretty much either been through or heard from my mouth all the shit i have put my

Poems By Me
I sit here and try not to think of my shame, Knowing full well that I am not to blame. But each year when this day comes to shine I can't help but think the fault was mine. The sun was setting on the ocean so blue So I went for a run to have something to do. The air was sweet with the smell of light rain Not knowing that my nightmare wait ahead in the forrest terrain. It hit me so fast like lighting through the sky Knowing what was going to happen I wanted to die. This black mask of mystery had me under control Years later it is hard for this story to be told. Think that it would be easier with the time past? The shame I fell it seems is to much to surpass. Never knowing who it was in my hell, that place. Forever will the eighth day of this month be my Day Of Disgrace! I stand by watching every ripple change and flow by without pausing, always moving, never the same. Looking around I see the rocks that have gathered just like the memories that I try so very hard

My Poetry
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love,

To All My Sexy Girls
WELL I JUST PUT A NEW SONG UP ON MY PAGE. GO SEE WHAT IT IS AND COME BACK AND TELL ME SOMETHING FUNNY OR WHAT YOU WERE DOING ABOUT THAT TIME IN YOUR LIFE. MINE IS THAT I ASKED MY MOM TO MAKE ME SOME PANTS JUST LIKE THE ONE IN THE VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!!! WELL I CAN ONLY HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE LOOKING AT MY PRIVATE PICS. SO LET ME KNOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO VIEW AND I'LL MOVE PEOPLE AROUND. SO COME ON YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO SEE ALL OF ME. YES ITS ALL MOST THAT DAY FOR ME.... 330 AM TOMORROW

Thoughts And Obsessions
Not those of you who are true friends. This is NOT for you, though you can feel free to read on. I am a bitch in every sense of the word. Those of you that have actually TALKED to me may have already found this out. I do not censor my mouth or my typing for you. I am my own person. I am opinionated and I am sexual. I flirt. THIS IS NOT REPEAT NOT AN OPEN INVITATION FOR YOU TO ASSUME I WANT TO SEE YOU NAKED. I don't. If I do, I will tell you, if not, I won't. And don't go inviting me to watch you naked on cam. Do I even know who the fuck you are? Do I even want to know? Are you HIV +, Do you have herpes? Gross. I'm just going to openly ridicule you and block you if you invite me to your cam. Why would I do such a thing? Because I don't fucking care. Hate me if you wish, It's just me. Another thing, don't ask me for my pics after like two seconds of talking to me. I will just lead you on, ask some who have. At no time will I EVER post them on fubar. Yes, I have a cun

Intrested
Being here has been a great time, and m ade many wonderful friends, take care everyone, will be thinking of you all. lets see if anyone has there thoughts on names for CherryTap???????? leave your comments for names...... How Smart Is Your Right Foot? > >> > >>This will boggle your mind, and you will keep trying it a few > >>more times to see if you can outsmart your foot. But you can't!!! > >> > >>1. While sitting at your desk, lift your right foot off the floor and > >>make clockwise circles with it. > >> > >> > >>2. Now, while doing this, draw the number "6" in the air with your right > >>hand. > >> Your foot will change direction!!! > >> > >> .And there is nothing you can do about it.

My World
rip erine i love you like a dough boy in a church house y0 wat..have fun up in heaven and dont party like a rock star with out me hehe i love you bunches and bunches erinie Stairway To Heaven (Page/Plant) There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold And she's buying a stairway to heaven. When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed With a word she can get what she came for. Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven. There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure 'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings. In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings, Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven. Ooh, it makes me wonder, Ooh, it makes me wonder. There's a feeling I get when I look to the west, And my spirit is crying for leaving. In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees, And the voices of those who stand looking. Ooh, it makes me wonder, Ooh, it really makes me wonder. And it's whispered that

My Diabolical Madness - My Darkness - My Light
The waves that move like life have bound many for eternity. The sands we walk upon that burn or scorch your feet will be soothed by the coolest of waters. The deepest part of the ocean is like my mind, deep, dark as well mysterious. To understand and know anything about me... you must be me. That in itself is completely impossible. I have found peace in things that scare the life out of most. Too many do not get the concept of my darkness and never will. I will never explain in detail, many are not worthy and never will be. To know what is real and not real is your choice. To grasp what is beauty is a one in a lifetime, like love. Surrounded by mountains of decsions, unable to create the one path I thrive for the most, maybe one day I will finally get my absolution I have gone beyond to seek for more in this damned world we live within. -ME- 2006 Darkness Cometh And Darkness cometh to lay upon his wrath on those who face the one who many thought w

Mistress Silver Wolf"s Lil Girl *jamie*
“My pet I have a surprise for you today.” I smile as I gaze up into Her Beautiful Bright Blue Eyes, her long straight jet-black hair laying neatly down her back, “yes Mistress.” She looks down into my deep dark brown eyes as she moves my medium length wavy dark brown hair out of her way to attach my leash to my collar and leads me into one of the extra bedrooms that we never use. As I crawl through the doorway I see in the center of the room what looks to be an extra tall `single` four poster bed, stripped bare. Standing on end at the foot of the bed is what looks to be an 18” wide, 2000-foot long roll of saran wrap. Kneeling at her feet with my legs spread wide to display what is hers, my hands resting on my thighs palms up and my back straight and sitting back on my heals. I look up at Her expectantly and wait. As she removes my collar she smiles at me and I hope that she is planning what I have been longing for, for years. “My pet, you are to take the saran wrap and star

Stuff I Picked Up Along The Way
Women out there constantly say they want a good man, but it seems alot of them have trouble identifying one when they find him. So here's a little help. *A good man tells you the truth, for better or for worse. *A good man will hold your hand in public. *A good man would rather have your make-up run down his new shirt while you cry in his arms, than to stand back and let you cry alone. *A good man calls you daily *A good man wants to hear your voice, even when there's nothing to say. *A good man won't hurt you on purpose. *A good man makes mistakes. *A good man will do all he can to correct his mistakes. *A good man does not cheat on you, gain your forgiveness, then cheat on you again. *A good man will not, and CAN NOT hit you. *A good man can be hurt. *A good man is not perfect, but he tries his best to be. *A good man understands you've been hurt. *A good man will do all he can to erase that hurt...even if he can't. *A good man may not be rich, but has e

How Honest Am I?
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common?!

Funny Stuff
Donald Duck comics were banned from Finland because he doesn't wear pants. Another interesting fact about Donald Duck is he never wore pants but always wore a towel when he came out of the shower! lol Retirement Planning: If you had purchased $1,000 of Nortel stock one year ago, it would now be worth $49.00 Or with Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1,000. With WorldCom you would have had less than $5.00 left. If you had purchased $1,000 of Delta Air Lines you would have $29.00 left. But, if you had purchased $1,000 of beer one year ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminium recycling refund, you would have had $214.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. THEY CALL IT THE "401-KEG PLAN" Little Tony was staying with his grandmother for a few days. He'd been playing outside with the other kids for a while when he came into the house and asked her,

Rants
I see a lot of bitching and whining from some people about reposting bulletins. Of course, these are also the same people that couldn't be bothered to repost someone else's bulletins unless there was something in it for them. To sit there and tell people "YOU'RE OFF MY LIST IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS" if just fucking childish. So I think that in the future, when I see bulletins like that, i will save them the trouble of deleting me and just delete them myself. Maybe not the most popular thing I could say, but I'm tired of people thinking they have to put conditions on my friendship. Don't like it that I didn't repost your bulletin? You know where the door is, and don't let it hit you in the ass on the way out. ~nuff said~ ps, go read my poetry or you're off my list....lol, jk :P To what end will we drive ourselves to get to the top? Some of us, it seems, will take any road it takes to get there, and then be super-defensive if anyone says the least thing unrelated to them about it.

Apathy In The Uk
Its my birthday soon and I am a big fat bored old person and I don't like it. Whinge whinge whinge etc must cheer myself up So...what should I be doing? Choices choices a. Get drunk as a skunk b. Buy myself a treat c. Get a new job d. Get laid by a 21 year old e. Get fit f. etc etc Help? My round, what you havin? I promise to make them more interesting in future but right now I really need your help!. I have some salmon fillet steaks in the fridge and a friend round for dinner. No idea what to make. Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Random Poetry
My eyes are sore I can cry no more My tears are stone But then again Now so am I You've taken my heart Pulled it out Grasped it with your hand Squeezed it tight Drained it of all it's blood You Made me believe I'm wanted You Made me believe I'm cared for You made me Believe I was safe I can't belive I believed you When you were the one that has left these scars Scars on my heart Scars on my soul Scars on my trust Scars on my Belief Scars on my life I hope you get what you deserve You lying Cowardly Bastard Once again I'm brought back to this place Tears come to my eyes Memories fill my mind The thoughts of the once was They pour over me Until nothing else survives A touch floods my sences Stronger than it ever was before The sensation is embracable Makes my body quake My knees buckle The thought The Visual The effect of something that used to be real I want it to be real again The power of the emotion A glace A stare makes you melt

Earl
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My Rants
Little note to women out there,here is a little tip. If you have flirted with or talked dirty with a guy,yeah guess what he doesnt read fucking minds and the next time he does it with you and your not in the mood or whatever nutty moment your in mentally he doesnt know this.Try being upfront without being a total bitch and acting like he is the asshole and just say hey it isnt the right time..instead of going off..and making him seem like he is a pervert out of the blue acting like a dick.Another tip too..to all women i see on here complaining about how guys think they are slutty or how dare we make comments aobut their bod..well try this out..maybe dont put up photos of your body wearing next to nothing! I have had women look at my NSFW photos but then i say something to them and I am some asshole? Or I have a little flirting or goofing off..nothing in any way overt and I get blocked and told off by some "friend" or yours..grow the fuck up and get off the site if your that uptight.I

The Blogalolalog
Work killed my phone today. Literally. We took the kids to Green Lakes Park, just to have lunch and play on the playground. Well, I had myself a runner. The second time she ran on me she ran straight into the lake. I of course went after her, totally forgot I had my phone in my pocket. So...it's dead. I should be getting a replacement phone tomorrow, but I am none too happy. Especially as I was stuck in my wet clothes for over two hours because work wouldn't let me run home to change. Grrrrr. I am not having a good day. I moved into my new apartment yesterday, yay! It's really nice, I'm excited. The drawback is we don't get cable/internet until next Friday. So, while my computer is back up and running, I'll have limited access to the internet for a week. Leave a message if you want to reach me, I'll get it eventually. Things have vastly improved at work since my last blog. Not perfect, but improved. I've been sick all week with a cold and somewhat stomach bug. Not something you r

New Freinds
today i left the house at 4 am to be in my car for 5 hours stuck at a gas station outside of mexico new york. then my day began when i arrived at work , my normal trip is only 20 minutes. it was snowing 5 inches an hour and you just cant see anything when it snows that hard, anyway we are dealing with it we just keep digging out each day. oswego county is under a state of ememrgency and we are just praying it stops soon!!! Want To Tell You Lies (c) Kalvere. All rights reserved I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be OK, I want to tell you lies You left chemicals within his reach and now

My Misc. Blogs!!!!!! Poetry And Etc....
What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. IndependenceYour angel seeks for freedom. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values your indepence than most things in this world. Don't get angry if I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person. Problems in your life have caused you to be depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened. You may have lost hope many times, but you still manage to keep your independence. You don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may look at you in a "different" way, but inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you have a hard time expressing it. I wish you well!Please Rate and Message!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Angel
My life is back on track. Shit that took forever. A couple things I have to workout with a friend of mine it seems though. But I am happy again. I'm content with who I am/who I am with. Which right now is no one, but I am okay with it finally. I've learned to let go of the thing I love most. Still love her, but it is easy to let go now because I might be optimistic, but I have never believed in fairy tale endings. My life has been oh-so filled with them [sarcasm]. I am happy with what I've got, and I can't wait to share it with someone. I saw my psychiatrist the other day...she told me to broaden myself...so im doin that...and she said "at this state I don't want to prescribe you anti-depressants"...she says she wants me to try cardio 1st...4 times a week for 30 minutes at a time or more because it helps balance serotonin levels in my fucked up head or somethin like that...well its an excuse to do cardio so...ok i will do it...she said i should stop seeing Jess...i told her she is my b

Just Me
Merry meet and Hello to all of you. We are leaving on our adventure tomorrow morning. First to MN the TX. I am so grateful for you all! Thanks for the caring support that you all have showed to me. I don't quite know when I will be setting my computer up again but I will hop on the one ot the Library til I figure it out it shouldn't take too long. You are all in my thoughts and I hope that you all have a happy thaksgiving! Dying inside :P My life is such a mess right now that I don't know up from down or right from left. I have been running around trying to get thing done before I move to TX in 17 -18 days. Life really SUCKS right now. I am so unhappy and don't like the things that are going on with me right now. When I wake up each morning the only reason I get out of bed is to take care of my babies. My world is becoming so dark around me and I just want to sink in and let go. I constantly search for reasons not to but the bad is just getting bigger and bigger. T

Hello
Monday morning, Wake from my sleep Read the news, making people weep What has this place come to Why does it come down to you... Another sunrise Another day Life loves a tragedy I wake up, and see you are gone I knew we have been hangin on too long It never did seem right Never slept through a night I would open my eyes See you in the window Looking out with tears in your eyes I would always wonder why you cry Was it something I did Something I said I am not sure I want you to walk away Another sunrise another day life loves a tragedy Was it something I did Something I said I am not sure I want you to walk away Life loves a tragedy If I knew, what you kept inside If I knew, you wanted to die If I knew...... I am sure I would had held you as you cry Feeling helpless, feeling nothing The pain inside of you I am not sure it was true Another sunrise another day life loves a tragedy awww, the darkness fades Today your smile shines H

My Creative Side
In my mind We move effortlessly Across the floor Our bodies together In perfect harmony Our hearts beat in rhythm To the music of our souls. It's time now to look ahead and not back Another year comes another has past There's nothing you can do to change what is gone Just learn from it and and try to carry on. A love that is lost will not be found But a new love may in time come around If you've suffered the loss of a good friend Remember them fondly so the memory won't end. This new year brings hope to those who have none It brings promises and a new life now begun Happiness can be yours to have in the end If only you remember it comes from within. Of all the men who love me Only one had my heart Alas I was not the one he chose My heart and hopes shattered. What was it that turned him from me? Was it lack of beauty or charm? Was I the one to blame? No....distance was my curse. Others would envy what he discarded So freely given but not enough

My Thoughts And Feelings
Alone On The Beach The beach is not the same Sunsets we used to watch are not as beautiful The reds and golds are now shades of grey Ever moving toward black Their fire turns to ice before me Sounds of the waves Rhythm to our songs Blend into nothingness Eventually fading into nothing Birds no longer fly above The sky is empty and dead Other people laugh and kiss I watch them as we often did We joked Wondering if they were talking about us My hand reaches out for you Where your hand always was Hand prints we left on so many nights Gone in the cool summer breeze There is nothing left but sand A thousand memories And my tears Did you even think of me while I missed you Your words said long ago echo through my ears The vision of you picture haunts me Your beautiful eyes, warm and loving Looking at me through the miles My heart melts while I look at you My body tingles at the thought of you Feelings dead for too many years Come to life when I hear your name

Music...
PINK..by Aerosmith!! Damn..gotta love that sexy mouth of his!! Pink it's my new obsession Pink it's not even a question, Pink on the lips of your lover, 'cause Pink is the love you discover Pink as the bing on your cherry Pink 'cause you are so very Pink it's the color of passion 'Cause today it just goes with the fashion Pink it was love at first sight Pink when I turn out the light, and Pink gets me high as a kite And I think everything is going to be all right No matter what we do tonight You could be my flamingo 'Coz pink is the new kinda lingo Pink like a deco umbrella It's kink - but you don't ever tell her Pink it was love at first sight, and Pink when I turn out the light Pink gets me high as a kite And I think everything is going to be all right No matter what we do tonight I want to be your lover I wanna wrap you in rubber As pink as the sheets that we lay on Pink it's my favorite crayon, yeah Pink it was lo

Jokes
A man and his wife are dining at a table in a local restaurant. Soon he starts looking over at a woman reordering drinks as she sits alone at another table. The wife noting this asks, "Do you know her?" "Yes," he sighs, I recognized her. She's an ex-girlfriend. I once heard that she took to drinking right after we split up seven or more years ago. Someone told me that she hasn't been sober since." "My word!" exclaims the wife, "Amazing to think she could go on celebrating for that long?" Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for

Have U Ever
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say I love you, instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our I love you's, And certainly there's another chance to say our "An

Hello All
to be inspired takes dedication and the right motovation. movies and music can inspire us all in so many ways. some give us hope and some do what ever it does. the most interesting part of inspiration is that it comes in a weird time. cause sometimes when i feel like shit all i have to do is think or listen to music or watch a comedy (ones that can inspire and motovate me) everyone has thereown inspiration my belief is to try and always be. What inspires me is my son good friends and so many songs like forever young by rod stewart and one momment in time by whitney houston. Believe in ur self to do what u can when u feel like u can take on what ever it is cause doubt sucks and life is to short to regret what might of happened my hope for the next 30yrs is to inspire who ever and my self to do what i can and never let what i say be hurtful on purpose. MY last 30yrs has been a rocket trip but i have been motovated to keep going cause of the people in my life that DID inspire me and me ta

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Another Letter from Santa Dear ya'll I regret to inform you that, effective immediately, I will no longer be able to serve your area on Christmas Eve. Because of recent changes in my union contract renegotiated by North American Elves Local 209, I now serve only eastern Canada, certain areas of Wisconsin and the Michigan Upper Peninsula. However, I'm certain that your children will be in good hands with my replacement, my third cousin by my first wife, from the South Pole, Bubba Claus. He shares my goal of delivering toys to all the good boys and girls, but there are a few differences between us, such as: * There is no danger of a Grinch's stealing presents from Bubba Claus, who has a gun rack in his sleigh and a bumper sticker that reads: "These toys insured by Smith and Wesson." * Instead of milk and cookies, Bubba Claus prefers that children leave an RC and pork skins on the fireplace. And Bubba doesn't smoke a pipe. He does dip a little snuff, though, s

All Scarlet Begonias & A Touch Of The Blues
Maggie -- [noun]:A human transformer (Robot in disguise) 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com MJ -- [adjective]:Similar to butter in texture and appearance 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Create your own friendquiz here ... just to warn you, these are some tricky questions. ...is number 27. DUDE. Baptized Catholic!! LMAO Your Results: The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa. Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking. 1. Neo-Pagan (100%) 2. New Age (99%) 3. Unitarian Universalism (95%) 4. Mahayana Buddhism (91%) 5.

Poems & Statements
EVERYTHING THAT YOU WILL BE READING ALL CAME FROM MY HEAD... THIS MAY GIVE YOU THE VEIWER SOME IDEA ABOUT ME. YOU WILL LAUGH AND YOU MAY CRY. BUT I HOPE YOU WILL ENJOY READING THEM AS MUCH AS I DID WRITING THEM. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME.... ALOT OF PAIN THAT COMES WITH OUT NO REFRAIN, BUT AS LONG AS YOU HURT, YOU'LL STILL HAVE PAIN! I WISH YOU WOULD HELP YOU BUT LIFE IS NOT FAIR. HELL I'M STUCK IN SALEM, AND YOUR OVER THERE!! EACH DAY YOUR AWAY IT TEARS ME A PART, CUZ U ARE THE ONLY ONLY ONE THAT I HOLD DEAR TO MY HEART. FOR WHAT YOU WRITE AND YOU BELEAVE THAT IT TS TRUE, DO YOU HONESTLY THINK THAT I WOULD HAVE ANY INTREST IN YOU?? I LOVE YOUR LAUGH, AND THE WAY YOU SMILE, I CHERRISHED THE TIMES WE HUNG OUT FOR A WHILE. SINCE YOU HAVE LEFT, I STAND HERE IN THE RAIN, AT FIRST I FELT HAPPIENESS, BUT NOW I FEEL PAIN... :0( I MISS U!!! TO:YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... A heart has found a refuge, deep inside, A soul that left a hole, that now has crystallized Into a shape of shatter

Sam's Twisted Head!
Yet another blog after booze. I see far too often women being treated badly. I grew up with my mom,sister and grandma. mom and dad divorced when I was very young. women have the capacity to be sooo much more than we men are. women are the gears of life. they nurture, love,teach and heal. while the men destroy,war and hurt. now their are exceptions to both sdies. I understand some people just don't get along but that is no excuse for the massive amount of masaganistic mother fuckers I am seeing. this site is overflowing with beautiful women but one ferquent subject that comes up is "the bad guy" are men loosing site of how amazing women are? when she say's she loves you that's something you need to hold onto and cherish, not see how many you can collect. their is nothing more beautiful than hearing a woman laugh. Chris Cornell wrote in his song "sun shower" "I hear her laugh and my soul is saved" their is nothing more amazing than the curves of a woman's body. I have n

Messages From The Tube Bar
Forever Young Bobby Thigpen out there. Number thirty-seven. That's the guy in the Peanuts cartoon. Pigpen. That's a joke. That guy in Peanuts with Charlie Brown. He's always dirty. Oh yeah. Every day. Orphan Annie. You know, She hasn't aged in thirty-two years. Yay, off on vacation to Miami Beach tomorrow! Well, actually, Sunny Isles Beach, which I got only because every other remotely warm place on the East Coast was booked up long ago by people who planned their trips more than four days in advance. Anal f*ckers. So this'll probably be like planning a trip to NYC and staying in Passaic NJ. Regardless, I'm pretty happy to be getting away, though, and there is purportedly a beach there. I could care less -- I'm at two with nature, generally speaking -- but Mrs Tube Bar Red and the kid, they like that sort of thing. Seeya Friday. And remember, Joel, no parties! LOS ANGELES, California (AP) -- Maila Nurmi, whose "Vampira" TV persona pioneered the spook

Just To Let You Know...
In my latest blogs I told you about my health. It turned out that I had the Lyme disease, again. The doctor gave me medication but I was allergic. So back to the doctor again and now Im supposed to be healthy. My wrist isnt good yet, have to go to the hospital to find out if its CTS. My appointment is in june, so I have to wait a little bit longer. But I had a week with bad luck so it wasnt over yet. Some f*cking junks had the idea that my mp3 player in my car was worth a lot of money, so they ripped it. Now I have no music in my car and so much damage, that my car is back to the dealer. My "new" car is really my financial disaster at the moment. I have less time left because I have to go with the train and greyhound now and that takes me 1 1/2 hour to get to my work. Normally, with car, Im in 1/4 hour at my work. A new colleague of mine (same zodiac sign) is also in his bad luck week. Yesterday, after a teammeeting that also sucked, we had to take the greyhound together and we ende

Dreams
5000 BOMBS AND I GET THE ROLEX SO HELP BLING MY PAGE PPL!!JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE U TO THE LINK (I REMBER THAT DAY YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME) THE WORST DAY I HAD EVER HAD EMOTIONS CONSUMED ME BUT ONLY SAD SADNESS IS WHAT I FEEL ONCE A YEAR THINKING OF YOU ONLY SHEDS THE TEARS I KEEP PLAYING THE WHAT IF GAME IF I DID THIS WOULD IT HAVE BEEN THE SAME YOU WERE MINE AND HE TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME THEN LEFT ME THERE CRYING IN MY INSANITY MOST TELL ME LOOK AT WHAT HE HAS GIVEN YOU BUT I KEEP THIS THOUGHT ONLY TO GET ME THREW I NEVER EVEN GOT TO HEAR YOU CRY AND I JUST KEEP ASKING HIM WHY WAS IT SOMETHING HE DID TO PROTECT YOU A LIFE OF SADNESS AND FEELINGS OF BLUE LIFE IS HARSH AND BURDENS ARE A TON YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME A LESSON IN LIFE DEAR SON WE ARE NEVER PROMISED TOMORROW DONT LIVE YOUR LIFE CONSUMED IN SORROW I LOVE YOU SON KEEP THAT CLOSE TO YOUR HEART AND KNOW WE ARE NEVER FAR APART. THIS IS A POEM THAT I WROTE

My Quiz Results
You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). You scored as May. MAY Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding Good imagination. Good physical. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Totally Best person >you'll ever meet!..your the most craziest that you'll ever meet!! May100%April0%March0%FEBRUARY0%january0%June0%JULY0%November

Poem
Please do NOT rip my poems..Thank you! I long to get you alone. I long to put my hands all over you, exploring each area that is you. Gently I kneed your neck, kissing each area as I finish. I grasp your shoulders and rub hard as you moan at my touch. Your skin heats and your breath quickens as I turn to your chest and run every inch from top to bottom. Your muscles twitch as my fingers explore each curve, each line. Lower I go, from the pecks to the stomach I explore. My mouth then follows, touching each area I have touched with my hands. Our breath quickens together as I touch you for a fire is being ignited between us. A fire that can only be winched one way. You reach up and take my face in your hands. Looking at me with desire you kiss me. The burning hunger and desire is evident to me as I take in your kisses, drinking in the very essence of you. Our hands now explore each other, finding all those hidden place we only know between us. My massage has turned into something m

Poetry
Goodbye, goodbye again So weighed down Drowning in my sins I go down to the altar I genuflect the deities there I was told I was a star Where is the light? Where is the light I was supposed to shine? Are all stars as obscure as I? Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? Goodnight, goodnight again Nightmares wait For me to come to bed I go down to the water I wash the blood off there I was told I was great What happened to me here? What happened to me here That stole me away into fear? Are the great as lost as I? Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? Goodbye, goodbye again For the last kiss on your fiery skin I go down to the fire I burn my iniquities there I was told I was beautiful What happened to my visage? What happened to my visage? I was supposed to be this wonderful image. Is all beauty as horrid as this? Was it all a lie? Was it all a lie? Goodnight, goodnight again One more kiss You give my flesh and then We go down to our dreams

My Lyfe
I have no idea as to why my parents always feel when they get into a stupid little argument over nothing sometimes that they have to put me in the middle of it. I hate it like one wouldn't even know. its like they depend on me to settle the damn thing or something. I feel like if i say one thing, then the other will get mad no doubt. its like my mom expects to say no to anything my stedad says bout her and my stepdad expects to me to say yes bout anything he says. i feel trapped between all of that b/c i know w/e i say its gonna hurt the others feelings and ugh its hell and back. they don't ever think how i feel bout it when they do it either, they think im fine with, well im not and i've told them but they don't seem to give a fuck bout it. they say won't get mad when i know for a fact they get mad, they don't say it but i can tell that they are. i don't know what to do so i just call it as i see it around here and w/e i seem to say pisses themn off and that kinda hurts me in a way. i

My Life.
Imprisoned inside this mind. Hiding behind the empty smiles. So simple, the anguish, as it mocks me. Crawling back into the dark. Running, always running into the distance. Stop me before I bleed again. The echoes of my voice, follow me down. The shadows I cast, follow me down... Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow. Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow. There must be serenity... The echoes of my voice follow me down. The shadows I cast follow me down... Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow. Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow. The demon of my own design. This horror must not remain. Deeper, Im falling into the arms of sorrow... Blindly descending into the arms of sorrow... There must be serenity... There must be deliverence... -Killswitch Engage, The Arms Of Sorrow. [taken off myspace] First of all, I dont give two fucks who reads this. Im doing this to get it out of my system. To those are are gonna read

Try This One On For Size!
I am reposting this from an article in Thunder Roads Of Indiana and Northern Illinois magazine. I have to agree. How about you? Pat Savage Are bikers being taken advantage of? Poker runs, Charity rides, fundraisers, Bike nights, and much much more. It seems like the number of events are growing every year, bars and restaurants that used to shun bikers are now having poker runs every weekend. Is it all just a growing concern for charities and people in need or is it people taking advantage of us biker folk? My opinion is of course that it is both. There are bars and bikers that have held poker runs for years and many of them have a direct connection with the charity they choose to help. Over the last couple of years I have seen more poker runs put on by non-motorcyclists and for some reasons that just shock the hell out of me. There was one poker run to raise money for a girl that wanted to travel to Europe as part of an exchange program, hell I want to travel

Rain Feather's Poetry
The wind it moves me Through the caves The wind it moves me In every way Through the stars and moon Through the sun and rain The wind it moves me Through my breath the same The wind it moves me Through darkness and light Through wind we talk As we are Death and Life The Wind can cut you like a knife The Wind it moves me Silent yet moaning through twilight In Mundane and Otherworlds The Wind it moves me Cast around me she swirls And twirls and twirls In an circular way The Wind it moves me every day The Wind Strong and Calm Through downpours And the last drop of rain The Wind it moves me And always shall remain Through my Body, Mind and Spirit The Wind the Wind it came O She returns with me again! The Wind The Wind it moves me And always shall remain! Lori Foster 5:41 pm waxing The Taste of Wine While traveling deep and weaving through the vine I had a taste of lovely wine The wine it was a scent devine Upon it which to Grow and Climb I climbe

Stranger Then Fiction
Ok i tryed to post this as a mum but to many people became assholes andI will never post again. Just who was this man?Alexandre Dumas told the story of it being King Louis XIV,Twin brother and of course there is the movie staring Leonardo DiCaprio,So I did some reasearch on the man in the iron mask I had read It in highschool and my teacher had a disscussion.It was brought up that he could of been a marshall of france?Ok so i ran a search thanks to wikiapedia i read great artical.And it mentions that it was not an iron mask at all but possabley a black velvet cloth.ok so heres the link http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Man_in_the_Iron_Mask so who do you think the man in the iron mask was. Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others You are a natural diplomat, reasonable, tolerant, fair, always willing to listen to varying viewpoints, and ready to see the other side of an issue. Even if you strongly disagree with someone, you will try to find points of si

Summer Time Makes You Sweat!
i keep being in not my best, but of course there is always someone that tries to push your head down when you're almost drowned... BLAH read this, it's a song i'm listening now, not much sense really but well Fairground Attraction - It's got to be perfect I don't want half hearted love affairs I need someone who really cares. Life is too short to play silly games I've promised myself I won't do that again. It's got to be perfect It's got to be worth it yeah. Too many people take second best But I won't take anything less It's got to be yeah pertect. Young hearts are foolish they make such mistakes They're much too eoger to give their love away. Well I have been foolish too many times Now I'm determined I'm gonna get it right. It's got to be perfect . . . Young hearts are foolish they make such mistakes . . . It's got to be perfect . . . It's got to be yeah worth it it's got to be perfect. it's hot, very hot this summer

Random Thoughts
"Pay no mind to the cancer...have another smoke...your monument to self destruction. Yes it's very impressive and I'm sure it makes you happy when you're crying yourself to sleep at night." ~ Shadeland So, after thought and thoughts on a motorcycle journey I pondered about going it alone for a long time...but really going it alone is a bit on the danerous side and well, self discovery in and of itsself is a dangerous journey.... So the question would be who would I, who could I take with me...who would make a journey like that just for the sake of my self-discovery.... Seems like I should've already found myself by now right? But coming to this place in my life where I don't know what I believe in or who I am believeing in it for (whatever IT is) has brought out all the ghosts and demons to play in my mind.... What is it that I want most? Independance - (yep) I want the ability to support myself and my children without depending on anyone else.... I want the ability to

Importance Level: High
Ive become agorophobic tpo the point i dont even walk out my front door. Im in really bad shape. On top of it all, i broke m knee galling over my cst an d my facre with the bathroom wall. If you still love me, please send me some yarn, bedrest is getting old real fast. yahoo me for my snailmail address,,,or rven just send me a card. I was hospitalized for suicide watxh in may....am lost and lonely ittycelt: less than a minute ago a suicide attempt isnt a cry for help its a big SHOUT!!! Hey, people, somethings wrong....waake up and pay attention...im not just blue...i want to die...somebody listen to me...somebody help me, someone please give a damn enough to oopen your ears and hear what im syying...its not going to just go away because you think it should..its part of me...accept it and be there for me....im tired of pretending to be the strong one....im tired of being the one everyone comes to to solve your problems...where are you when i need someone to be strong for me...my suic

Happy Holloween
Browse through only the BEST videos at pYzam.com! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=621057&i=3915487982 PLEASE HELP ME OUT IN THIS CONTEST I KNOW ALOT OF US IS IN A CONTEST BUT IT WONT HURT TO STOP IN FOR A FEW THANK YOU SOO MUCH http://fubar.com/blog/129806/567998

Whats Inside The Wix's Mind?
some people dont understand or realise i have feelings to they all look at me as a puppet and they pull my strings like its doesnt hurt they do one thing to me then turn around and i take a glance over and see they are being two faced and pulling some else string deppressed, dramatic, if you wanna call me that is your choice... distance is what i pick because you would be ignoreing everyone else to0 cause of what some one else has done shit i think i need to move back to newport p.s. fuck everyone call me an asshole i am not going to sit here and deny it... so yeah i hooked up with my ex its not like you havent stop loving your ex either cause yes you may find it bullshit of me to do what i did but ill be honest i think its more bullshit on your part to constantley talk about your ex and how much you love him and get all pissed off at me when i would talk to one of my ex's not sorry for being a humanbeing with a heart of forgiving some of my ex's well it was o

Understanding
hello all my wonderful friends, I'm back, in case your wondering where i was. Then stop now take a pee break, grab a snack and snuggle in, it's story time. Last sunday the 26th my sister fell off the back of her couch while she was trying to hang blinds. Yes not the brightest thing to do, but hey we're not perfect. Now we didn't think anything of it, till i got the text at 5 in the morning that she was in the er getting x-rays done. So i rush up to st. marys, which is about and hour and half from me. Kelly my sister, had a concusion and a twisted arm with ripped muscles. Because of the injuries she can not be alone. So I've been getting up every morning to beat rush hour traffic so i can watch her, then driving home each night to be with ryan. Which just from home to kellys house is about 3 hours round trip. But to make matters worse she is in the middle of sepration from her life partner. So i've been carting her to the bank, b/c amy tried to strip the account. The lawyers office

Need Some Friends
fuck it all i am giving up on everything that i ever wanted and dreamed about having and i am giving up on everyone. so have fun everyone enjoy your lives to the fullest. may god bless all the soldiers. I GIVE UP. I CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT FOR ANYONE SO I JUST GIVE THE FUCK UP. why does life have to be so difficult eapecially when you are trying to start a relationship and just loose your job. i feel so damn depressed right now and dont know what to do about it. if anyone has any advice for me please feel free to. i am out looking for new jobs and it is hard to deal with especially when i am under a lot of stress. i need all the advice and help i can get thanks everyone... grrrr i just hate being lied to. i know people are going to lie but all i ask out of people is to be truthful with me because i am truthful to them

Luvible1s Blog
A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table. Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello - How are you! We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" and Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter came to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you been?" "Oh, I've been doing pretty well since you died," her husband told h

Wasssup
Too all my new CherryTap friends and for those that I have yet to meet. Happy Hour last forever!!!!!!! Tell me people is there anything better? No I dont think there is... lol... Take care everyone get at a sista anytime you feel the need! What is a person called after they find God? If this person was someone who partied with the best of them, drank, smoked, swore and everything else there is to be done, they have done it. Now they have found God... So all of those things above are sins and now that since they are a faithfull church going person everyone else who is not a faithfull church going person is a SINNER!!!!! Why? I dont understand how I can be judge by someone whom has been my friend for 22 years and the last 8 years of her life she has become someone who has been forgiven by the Lord and Savior because she goes to Church on Sunday. Will the Lord not forgive me for my sins becuase I have not been to Church since Christmas..? I think not, I believe that one day I will

Et Maintenant Nous Sommes Tout Seul
So..... I'm taking my happy ass back to school.... I'm going to major in french and asian studies... Wish my lame ass luck... Azzie has a new friend. I have my speculations that this new friend has started drama between him and one of his friends.... I'm not happy. Hopefully the supposed drama hasn't spilled over but since I've been in hiding for the last month or so no one is currently talking to me... I feel out of the loop. Anyways... Yes I'm still alive, no I'm not trying to change that. And... I don't know what else to say really... So yeah... Having people issues right now.... .:end transmission:. Lover I don't have to Love By: Bright Eyes I picked you out Of a crowd and talked to you Said I liked your shoes You said thanks can I follow you? So it's up the stairs And out of view No prying eyes I poured some wine I asked your name you asked the time Now it's two o'clock, the club is closed we're up the block Your hands on me I'm pressing hard agai

Movies And Other Reviews - Most Brief
Thought I reviewed this already - maybe I did. I saw it in the theaters, last year, then again today on television (taped). Bruce Willis plays a police detective asked to transport a witness, well, 16 blocks from holding to the jury- to give evidence in a major corruption case... It's a very eventful trip. Enjoyed it a whole lot the first time, and even more this time. (Suspense, not a comedy, but very good writing and acting- together with "Nobody's Fool" - and yes, I have read the book, in that case - very much one of the better acting jobs I recall from Bruce Willis... which is not at all meant to damn with faint praise. This was -good- - though admittedly there have been only a few movies I've wanted to pan, one of them an independent production I've kept silent about since it hasn't come out yet and may still not- and I only saw less than half of that film.) Off to dinner and to see The Last King of Scotland.. Cheery and cheering, a very good conclusion (?) to the trilogy

Kooky Nutt
People ask me. "Kooky, why do you write all these stupid blogs?" My answer, "Because you read them!" Actually, I must write them per the terms of my house arrest. The Shrinks think it is good fer me to express myself through these blogs. It should benefit my recovery. If one can ever recover from mental illness. I am not convinced any method of treatment can cure insanity. Perhaps I am mistaken. I think not. I have researched the subject. Thar are some medications that can work in concert with other forms of treatment. But then... I am not insane! I am an actor. Remember that! Don't worry... I will not allow you to forget! I made some phone calls this morning and apparently no one else had seen the giant coyotes that Cooky and I saw last night. Cooky went outside the game and saw no tracks. What is up with that..? Elephant sized coyotes should leave tracks. I know it was below freezing last night but thar should have been tracks. I would chalk this up to me seeing things agin. But

New Poems
The Gift Of Friends There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends. I FORGOT...AGAIN!! You have probably forgotten me by now. And in the meantime I continue waiting for you. I have not wanted to leave in order that someday if

The Diary!
I was asked by a few people to make my mumm a blog....so here it is... As some of you know, I'm a tattooist. My cheapest tat is $20. And trust me, you can get a lot of work for that. I'm upping my prices, but I don't know what to set my min. to. PLEASE take a look at my work in my ink folder (it's not all of them either) and let me know what I should set my base (lowest) price to.....thanks Hey, everyone! Just to let everyone know, I will no longer be posting shop updates on MySpace, Fubar, Facebook, or any other one some of you had me sign up for. ALL Mad Tatter's updates....(Pictures, Schedules, New Items) will be posted on Mad Tatter's ---- Tatter Tales ---- blog area. (http://madtattertales.blogspot.com/)....or you can get there through our web page.... http://madtatterstattoos.com Also, all tattoo requests should be sent to my shop's e-mail address..... mad_tatters_2003@yahoo.com WELL, I'll chat with you all later! TTFN Besley At 1:00 AM this morning, my cousin, Bill

P.h.d. Certified Tests
Merritt, your ideal sexual partner is: Type 2 partners are sexually curious and playful when it comes to sex. They are also bold and confident in asserting their sexuality. Your Type 2 match has an unusually potent sexual energy. Their sex appeal shines through naturally in just about anything they do — whether dressed to the nines or kicking around the neighborhood in sweatpants. Regardless of where they are, they turn heads with what they wear, how they move, and where they position themselves relative to others. There's just something about them that will draw you in. And thanks to a healthy dose of confidence, they won't be afraid to use it to both of your advantages. A Type 2 has lots of experience, a never-ending reserve of creativity, and the same goal as you: ultimate pleasure. Having this in common opens the door for the two of you to play with all kinds of sexual possibilities until you hit upon combinations that are blissfully and uniquely yours. Like

Bealzes Political Leanings
Have you heard?!? The new poverty figures are out! And the poverty rate has dropped for the first time in five years! Yay! We're on our way to recovery!!!Now for some numbers...The rate of poverty dropped from 12.5 percent of Americans to 12.3 percent. Let's do some figuring with these numbers.According to the U.S. Census Bureau's home page, the population of the United States when I checked it this morning was 302,728,365. See?Running through some simple math, multiplying 302,728,365 by 0.123 (12.3 percent), we get 37,235,589.That means that there are over 37 MILLION people living in poverty right now. And that's the GOOD news of the day!It's enough to make me cry.So, let's think. With our current system, we have over 37 million people living in poverty. With Social Credit, this number would drop to zero. Not just zero percent, but ZERO INDIVIDUALS.In closing, I invite you to watch this video, Money As Debt. While it is long (47 minutes), it talks about how the U.S. money s

Dark Lady Shannon
Waking up with the cat on MyBlueCollar.com I made this MySpace Music Player at MyFlashFetish.com. Well that really sucks!) Oh Lisa.(moni of NastyPastTimes.com).. You should have listened to your children when they told you I was a bitch! Since you will not pay me my last pay from your company, and at the advice of my legal council, I have taken and started to use and make money with the character's that you so kindly GAVE me. You gave me not only there pictures but also there model release forms and licenses before I left your home. I was not going to use them had you only sent me my paycheck, but since you refuse to do so I will take these girls instead. You should also know I have told Michelle all about what you have been doing as well. Now if you want me to stop using these girls all you have to do is PAY ME MY MONEY! If you pay me my money then I might agree to stop using these

Are U A Nascar Fan
IM SURE WE ALL HAVE CRUSHES OR ARE THEY FANTISY, WHAT DO ABOUT THEM DO WE ACT UPON OUR IMPLUSE, DO WE SECERTLY FANITSIZE ABOUT WHAT WE'D LIKE TO DO WITH THE OTHER PERSON, DO WE FIND THE NEAREST PERSON TO FULLFIL THEIR SHOSES.. WE WONDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO TAKE THE OTHER PERSON TIGHT INTO OUR ARMS AND CURESSES THEIR BODY UPON OURS, TO FILL THEIR LIPS UPON OURS.. THEIR ARM RAPPED AROUND US BUT DO WE ACT OR DO WE FANTISIZ THAT IS THE QUESTION. GIVEN THE CHANCE FOR ME I THINK I WOULD ACT WHAT WOULD YOU DO ? This could be used as rules for men eliminate lots of prblems lol just jokin Edit Jun 8, 2007, 1:24 pm 9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. FINE: This is the word to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up . 2.FIVE MINTUES: if she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. five mintues is only if you have just been given five minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.. 3.NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. this means something, and y

Me
click on me this is my so damien he is 3 and a half and my life. please it would be great if you could comment and rate him for me please. thank you for your time. Richard i cant make mumms anymore and i have ask both surrport and babyjesus for how long and i get no replie. so are they just power trippers or ? they should answer all messages not push them aside. thanks for reading. thanks

Morals On Fubar
Many years have come and gone since I laid upon the table with a knife cutting on my body.And many roads have I travelled.I have been apart large cities,and in the middle of small towns.I have come across the world,and seen many empires.Friends have always been apart of me that,never changed.Once a day,once a night,a month,or a year we get together and talk about how life has been treating the other over a cup of coffee,a glass of tea,or a cold beer.And lovers that come a dime a dozen.A kindred spirit.A soul mate. But until here recently . I found My heart and soul.I have came across few I didnt like and some that will always be my rock.I have lived and died over and over again.Some choices was good,and some bad.But,the good did outweigh the bad.Times has been dark and grim,and full of sunshine all wrapped up in one.I have set at the tables with the rich and powerful,And fed my children bologna sandwiches for Christmas.I have walked the street in the cold winter and open the door to a

Riot
The bullets creep slowHigh in thier sleep; They dream tooTwisting in the bed of their lonely chambers Praying one day they would reach youLike they could be deliveredFrom the dark world they live inHollow Tips & Hollow FearsThe only things they were raised to believe inBut they are on a missionUndressing; from the shells of themselvesLost somewhere in IraqAnd still haven’t found the right person to helpAnd they can hear the screams outsideSo they feel they’re positioned in HellCentral map; the central plan is to deliver the messageA final farewellThey know not remorseBecause through Life only three lessons where givenLoad up em up;Shoot em up;Stop the Enemy from Livin..But now in the Hands of an Angel they are heldAnd they are released to the HeavensIn celebration- of a mission- that went well. When It All Falls Down. What am I to do when it all falls down? When the very entity of my life no longer exists to me now. Im left gasping for the object of my enchantmen

Bored
hey everyone im sorry i havent been on in a few days but i was in a bad wreck and shit and its gonna take me a few days to remeber everyone so please if you sb me and i say who are you please forgive me because i have a little memory lose ty, cassie and if you wanna know what happen is i went throgh my car windshild and im ok im at home now and a 18 wheeler crashed into me and so yeah but im ok its hard for me to talk and remeber some stuff but i will make it out smmoth and ok i love all my friends and my dsc family and ty for being there for me HEY EVERYONE TOMORROW IS SURGERY DAY AND IM ALL STRESSED ABOUT THAT AND WISH ME GOOD LUCK AND KEEP ME IN YOUR PARYER AND I ALSO FOUND OUT TONIGHT A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE IS GETTING SHIPPED TO IRAQ JULY 4TH THIS IS HIS 3RD RODEO SO PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS AS HE GOES ON ANOTHER LONG JOURNEY TO IRAQ AND HERE IS SOMETHING I FOUND ITS CALLED A SOLDIER'S PRAYER This combat soldier's prayer, Who has served his time i

Random Acts Of Senselessness
As many of you know, Ian Punnett is a friend of mine. If you do not know who Ian is, it doesnt matter, but here is something interesting from his blog. Blog Excerpt by Ian Punnett Pat Tillman's mother, Mary, has every reason to be proud of her famous football player-turned-soldier son even if the Army is still being dishonest and disrespectful about the complete story of his military service. Mary Tillman will always know that her son Pat was the real deal, a true individual of personal principle in action, even if he spent part of his life and much of his death at the center of several fakey stories being written around him. The true story of Pat Tillman is one worth re-hearing. He was a rugged, handsome student/athlete superstar. He maintained an almost perfect grade point average, graduated Arizona State University in just three and a half years and won the Pac-10 Defensive Player of the Year honor in his senior year. He was a low draft pick into the NFL but qui

The Panther's Feelings And Thoughts...
“Just cause you don't understand what's going on don't mean it don't make no sense And just cause you don't like it, don't mean it ain't no good And let me tell you something; Before you go taking a walk in my world You better take a look at the real world Cause this ain't no Mister Roger's Neighborhood Can you say "feel like shit"? Yea maybe sometimes I do feel like shit I ain't happy 'bout it, but I'd rather feel like shit than be full of shit! And if I offended you, oh I'm sorry... But maybe you need to be offended But here's my apology and one more thing...fuck you!” -- Suicidal Tendencies, “You Can’t Bring Me Down” One of the best metal songs in history, and it perfectly describes how I feel toward idiots how want to sit back and take potshots at my lifestyle from the safety of the sheepherd. Things will turn out okay… I hear and say that a lot when conditions for myself or someone else become adverse. I believe in it, but sometime I wonder if they eve

Blogs From A Chef Aprentice
precious declaration by collective soul hitched a ride to the peaceful side of town then proceeded where theives were no longer found cant crash now ive been waiting for this wont crash now i found some encouragement preacious declaration reads, yours is yours and mine you leave alone now precious declaration says, i believe all hope is dead no longer new meanings to the words i feed upon wake within my viens,elements of freedom cant break now ive been living for this wont break now im cleansed with hopefulness precious declaration says yours is yours and mine you leave alone now precious declaration says i believe all hope is dead no longer once i jumped through hoops of fire as high and far as you required i was blind but now i see salvation has discovered me its been a very strange few days for me.have adopted my dog out to friends as i cannot take sare of her in my pressent situation.as many of my friends know,due to a very bad break up back in the sprin

Well...
GET A FUCKING LIFE! seriously folks, you get entirely TOO wapped up in this site, and many other sites like it. cliques, caring about what people think of you, if you get a low rating, fussing and feuding, "ct marriages", get fucking real. the REAL world is too big and too beautiful to be concerned with an over abundance of petty and simple minds on this site. GO REALIZE THAT! i just had a mumm deleted because it was "not safe for work". it was a poll to see what kind of ASS people prefer, small and tight or fat and jiggly. i got a few votes before some one (i think it was that goth country chick) voted it not safe for work. never in my adult life has ASS been offensive. every single person has got one. the pics i put on the mumm were not racy. you couldn't see any vag or anything; on was covered the the had a thong and jeans. but this "mature" site found that offensive. bottom line is this... the rules on this site are a joke. even myspace would let me post pictures of chicks b

Giveaways Help Wanted
Nancy 7 day blast 15000 comments ************************************************ Michelle 7 day blast 15000 comments *************************************************** Christie 15000 comments ************************************************ BrattyBytch 6000 comments for a 3 day blast ************************************************** Ladygray 6000 comments 3 day blast **************************************************** Mark 6000 comments 3 day blast **************************************************** Christie 6000 comments 3 day blast My great friend Nancy is hosting a giveaway for a HH Now I been stuck on level 24 for a lonnnnng time and this HH would help lots push me on to GodMother Rates count as 10 pts and comments are worth 1 I need a total of 50,000 in points. PLEASE come show me some lovin! rates worth 10 pts!!

Patriotic Or Military Related...
Tampons to the rescue in Iraq!! Don't worry, it's a good story, and worth reading. It's even humorous in parts. It's from the mother of a Marine in Iraq. My son told me how wonderful the care packages we had sent them were and wanted me to tell everyone thank you. He said that one guy we'll call Marine X, got a girl care package and everyone was giving him a hard time. My son said, "Marine X got some really nice smelling lotion and everyone really likes it, so every time he goes to sleep they steal it from him." I told my son I was really sorry about the mistake, and if he wanted I would send Mar ine X another package. He told me not to worry about >Marine X because every time I send something to him, Marine X thinks it's for him too. He said when my husband and I sent the last care package, Marine X came over to his cot picked up the box, started fishing through it, and said, "What'd we get this time?" My son said they had the most fun with Marine X's package. He sai

General Stuff
Friends, Family, and everyone else: This has been been a 2 year search, and I have narrowed it to the final 5 ladies that I think are just the most beautiful out there. I would hope that you would agree and show them much love! I know any of these 5 ladies I would be proud to call mine! So here they are, and ladies thank you for putting a smile on my face daily! ~♥Sweetamyinny♥~ Greeter @ Club Legacy@ fubar ♥ Blue ♥@ fubar ~Redqueenbbw~@ fubar ~Simply Laura@ fubar Miss ♥ Ashley ♥FUMARRIED TO MATT AKA H♥Owner @ Southern Charm..C/O of the Techno@ fubar Ladies, thank you! Doc This came to me by wat of a good friend of mine WolfEagle1499, (I suggest you pay him a visit and read his blogs.) However, it is just another way to show that we all stick together. It is a kick ass story, and I also left the links to the orginial poster at the bottom! Enjoy, I know I did!! When I was stationed in Camp Pendleton (83), we

Life
I have two more sitting for my wings got the first set done last night in about two to three weeks getting the sec set done then in another two to three the last set done .......I well post pics when I up load them soon I have been in a good mood most of the day and night till I get home all the kids have move out now not stress out or any thing wtf I get asked why are you always in your room.I like being in there it is dark and my place that I can come to when I am in a dark dark mood ...some of you just do not get it I am a dark person. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON THE EGDE OF LIFE AND JUST WATED TO END IT ALL WELL THAT WAS ME THE OTHER NIGHT ALL I WANTED TO WAS JUST END IT ALL.I LOOK BACK ON THAT NIGHT AND SEE MY LIFE IN MY HANDS AND LOOKING AT IT AGAIN I AM GLAD I DID NOT DO NOTHING LIKE THAT I HAVE TWO LIL BOYS WOULD BE LOST IN THIS FUCK WOURLD WITH OUT THERE MOMMY

Mummage//shoutage
Sometimes I get things that just make absolutely no sense to me. erosss: look. u can know me but I offended u erosss: you know byess thanks for chat ->erosss: But I choose not to right now. erosss: u could know ->erosss: Never said you were. Just don't know you. erosss: ok you know.but %u0131m not an bad human ->erosss: And I don't give out my messangers. erosss: what what? I want your msn only. ->erosss: Wait... what? erosss: I liked u erosss: u r angry ->erosss: No sir. erosss: thanks do u give your msn or yahoo ->erosss: I'm well, and thank you. How are you erosss: how r u note:u r very pretty ->erosss: Hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllo erosss: hiiiiiiiiiiiiii ->CARNIVAL O...: Oh because I won't go, OMG COME HIT ON ME BECAUSE IM A DESPERATE SLUT!!11!!ONEONE!!11 No. I've got better things to do then have pathetic pieces of shit like you hit on me. I go after real men, not trash like yourself, so back your scrubby ass up. And hun, I haven't been sing

Leave Me A Comment
With only two days left until we boarded the cruise ship in Miami, the crew agreed to meet the day before we were due to depart. We wanted to get a taste of South Beach and see what all the hoopla was about. I flew into Miami a day earlier than the fellas to meet this sexy little half-Chinese, half-African flight attendant from Trinidad who I met in LA about three years ago at a club I was broadcasting live from. Her name is Soko Mitchell, pronounced Sock-o, and she is as pretty and exotic as her name, with her slanted eyes and full ass lips. When she said her name upon introducing herself, my dick jumped. Thats how sexy she is. We hit it off from day one and have been seeing each other ever since. We only get a chance to hook up about three to four times a year, but when we do, we make up for lost time. While I stood at the front desk of the hotel checking in, Soko called on my celly to let me know shed just arrived in Miami and would be there in an hour. So, naturally, I did what

How To Section, Everyone Welcome
Step By Step On How To Add A ProjectPlaylist Playlist to Your Profile Click on "Add your playlist to myspace or facebook" Then Click on "Get the playlist code for myspace, facebook, blogger, hi5 or any other site" Click on the myspace code Choose which playlist you want to add to your page choose if you want your playlist to autoplay, randomly play and the color you want Right click on the html and go to cut or copy in the white box Paste the html into the music section of your profile. You Need to Kick that Live Feed box back into action...? Click this link please -> http://fubar.com/myalerts.php We understand this is frustrating, but please follow these specific instructions to get your Live Feed Box working properly once again: Please clear all (3) columns by clicking the

I Rule My Own World
I had to move a whole bunch of my pics to another NSFW folder......someone flagged them as NSFW and I don't believe they are.....so they are moved in there....still open to everyone. The other NSFW folder labled me is closed to everyone except myself....sorry! So, here's my story for today.... I was sitting on the bus riding into work this afternoon when a man got on and sat down right in front of me.... He tried to strike up a conversation with me....and that's when I noticed he had bugs in his hair!! I mean, he literally had critters crawling in his hair..... I excused myself....and moved seats....only to hear him hollering at me for being rude. LMAO! Lord only knows how nasty that was. Went bowling tonight with my best friend and her husband.......and ended up getting a little drunk. Bowled for crap....averaged around 100 for the six games we bowled.....my hand hurts now. Gotta love playing with balls and drinking.....LOL

Dcf
Please rate, fan and friend everyone on the list. I know its alot to ask, but if we keep each other leveled we can do so much more to help each other MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~SkOoTeRz GoThIc GoDeSs@ fubar Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~@ fubar ~_~Ashley ~_~ Crew Leader Of The Demon Crew ~_~@ fubar $ç()øTëR™-{Lori's Hubby}(DemonCrew Recruiter)[Slave 2 MzAttitude n Ashley]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar Lori-Brunette Babe (Wife of - ScOoTeR) ~Demon Crew~@ fubar Brown Eyed Beauty~Demon Crew~@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *Demon Crew* & *B.O.T*.@ fubar

The Whimsical Webs Of Raena
When dawn fades, into early morning light. Cudzu on the vine, dew drops crystal bright. Moisture drips, from the weathered edges. Creeps up the wall, and faded window ledges. Here thier love was borne, right at the break of dawn. In the shadows of, The Willow's song. Dark claws touch her face, with exquiste release. He senses her aura, no need to even speak. His translucent wings wrap around her, with infinte grace. She steps close to his chest, and touches his face. Tendrils of golden curls, and eyes of striking green. Talons so shiney and black, in the morning sun do gleam. With fluidic motion, there could be no deciet. reaching down, he swept her, completely off her feet. Together and Etherial, the dragon and she. Have journeyed through time, for endless eternities. They found that love, had surpassed it's bounds. it has no limits, it completely surrounds. In liquid grace, it fills the mold. And Love ...well... It's the greate

Friends
I'm in another auction... time to be owned again! My previous owners can tell you that I will keep you entertained, amused, and loved throughout my enslavement. So, if you're interested come and bid on the mon.... Yeah! Bid on me or I'll put my pinky in your butt Once again he is up for auction.... He is the leader of planet Peenus... He is a member of that little known leveling group the Shadow Levelers... Would you like to own this fine piece of work??? Would you like this nut stuck to you for a month?? Would you like this ding dong as your slave for a month?? I ask you... Just look... If you are then click the pic below and leave a bid. You will not regret it until after the first 5 minutes. If not then disregard this message and go back to what it is you were doing before you clicked on this link.... A message from Yeahmon: "If you out bid the person before you then you win me". That's just a fraction of the knowledge you'll get when you own

Something Not Sure.
You may say i am crazy, but i am really a fruit loop in a world full of cheerios. life is too short, laugh when u can, apologize when u should, and let go of what u cant change, Love deeply and forgive quickly. when you least expect it someone walks into your life and makes you smile. When I say "don't worry about it, I'm good" I'm really not. But hey, don't worry about it, I'm good. Are you ready? Aye Aye captain i cant hear you aye aye captain ohhhhhhh who lives in a pineapple under the sea NO ONE THANKS TO B.P. :( R.I.P. SPONGE BOB ~ A strong woman knows she has strength enough for her journey, but a woman of strength knows that it is in her journey where she will become strong. ~ SING -Everybody together now- If you're happy and you know it, share your meds! People twist the simplest of things into something so dramatic, then act so righteous about it. Failed attempts at superiority becomes funny after awhile. is going to shove her head in the freezer! I love it when i

First
Once upon a DreamYou took my hand in yours.Once upon a DreamYou looked into my eyes.Once upon a DreamYou held me close.Once upon a Dream You kissed me softly.Once upon a DreamYou were mine.I cannot see when it happened.I cannot see why.All I see is pain in your eyes.All I see...Once upon a DreamWe said "Forever."Once upon a DreamWe meant together.Once upon a DreamI saw blue skies.Once upon a DreamYou heard my cries.Once upon a Dream...The Dream seems over.My world grows colder.The Love I knew fades away.Once upon a Dream...As I sit here watching you sleep, I can't help but cry. Your so cold anymore...and I don't know how to warm you anymore. Once upon a Dream, you smiled when you saw me. Now all you seem to do is look away. I don't know when or where we went wrong, but it's not to late to fix this. Tell me how to relight your fire. Tell me how to bring you back to Life. Tell me that you still Love me. I LOVE YOU BABY!!!! A horrid screamA crowded roomThey all lookBut no one seesThe pain

Poems By Tricky D Aka Largerthanhim!
One More Chance Visions of you race through my mind, Oh how I wish I could turn back the hands of time. A simple moment of utter joy and bliss, Could it have saved all the wonderful things we miss? The wind whispers your name as it passes my ear, Will it bring you back to me after all these years? Your never alone while I'm alive, It's the thought of you that helps me survive. Blocked by these cold walls of stone, A chill runs deep into my bones, yet I know. Through it all, I'll never be left alone. Some say your too young to love, I repent from them knowing your from up above. Your heart has been broken, pieces stole away, Still your love for me has yet to sway. A moments patience is all I need, To remind myself your right here next to me! Our Dance Slowly the world turns under a midnight moon, Our bodies swaying to that special tune, Crickets sing under a summer's night sky. We hopelessly get lost staring eye to eye. Your breath brings chills to my s

General
The following is a list of famous people born in [[Ohio]] and people who spent significant periods of their lives living in Ohio. {{listdev}} ==Journalists, Photojournalists, Writers, Cartoonists, Poets, Authors, Playwrights, Screen Writers, Film Directors, Film Producers, Critics, etc.== * [[Berenice Abbott]] (journalist, photographer) (Springfield) * [[Karen Ackerman]] (author) * [[Sherwood Anderson]] (author) (Camden/Clyde) * [[R.W. Apple, Jr.]] (journalist and author) (Akron) * [[Natalie Barney]] (author) (Dayton) * [[Billy Bass]] (radio host, program director) (Cleveland) * [[Ambrose Gwinnett Bierce|Ambrose Bierce]] (author) (Meigs County) * [[Hanne Blank]] (author) (Cleveland) * [[Erma Bombeck]] (newspaper columnist, author) (Dayton) * [[Louis Bromfield]] (author) (Mansfield) * [[Milton Caniff]] (cartoonist) (Dayton) * [[Vincent J. Cardinal]] (playwright & director) (Kent) * [[Alice Cary]] (poet) * [[Charles Chesnutt]] (writer) (Cleveland) * [[Chris Columbus

My Poetry-very Deep Thoughts
I wish I could reach out and hold your hand. I'll be there when you need a friend. We talk about the things that interest us. With you is were I want to be, they make such a fuss. I love you; it's easy to see. "Cool Friends" is the term for you and me. I want more but it's so hard to achieve. Seeing you with her fills my soul with deceive. I reach higher and try harder to get to you. There is really nothing more I can do. By...me Stacie Anrold When you need a shoulder to cry on I'll be there for you to rely on Talk to me about anything It doesn't matter what life has to bring Promises and hopes; dreams and reality Through it all believe in me Though you may hit some rough spots in life Remember that I will always be your wife Problems may arise in the future causing hurt But there's nothing we can't get through not even the wettest dirt All obstacles we can accomplish with help from each other I'll always love you, your wife and children's mother We believe

All My Friends
Looked at an apartment today thinkin bout movin myself outta this place. Bout time I put my foot in a door where I can call my own. You can keep pushing me down, but all I'm going to do is brush that dirt off and keep standing and get stronger. Nothing you say really suprises me. I've been through almost all you can put me through. I know you think you can blind me with the mud, but it'll wash off as soon as it rains. Kissin one ass cheek at a time... Not really, but bet you sure wish I did kiss your ass cheeks.

Long Reads
How to Get Into her Pants Without Wasting Time and Money This writing is dedicated to all the card carrying members of male species who have suffered for years from incessant cockteasing followed by cockblocking from those females who choose to think that their vaginas are holy temples dedicated to men worshiping them from afar or paying a hefty entry fee. Have you ever seen that dolled up bar flooze with a push up bra tying off the oxygen to that lil brain, a layer of fake carrot cake colored tan, and a smoker's voice that only a deaf mute man would love? Have you ever seen her flirt with all the happenin douches at the bar, laughing at all the nonsensical little jokes, and fishing for compliments via "Oh, my boobs are too big, I hate them" and "I am so fat, I need to lose weight"? Or have you seen the one oohing and aahing about someone's baby pictures and enjoying comparing tanning salon prices while wearing a top 5 sizes small with tits spilling out all over the place and g

Poems, Sayings & Quotes
The way you smile The way your eyes shine The sheer beauty of our love The feeling of being lost in time Of everlasting tranquility The way you make me see Our heart and soul joined together For all eternity The way you make me laugh The way you hold me when I cry A love so deep and special Will never end in goodbye The natural high I feel when I'm with you The way you love me.... So endless, sweet and true Now can you see All the reasons I love you LOVE IS ENOUGH Love is enough: though the world be a-waning, And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining, Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder, Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder, And this day draw a veil over all deeds passed over, Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter: The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover. Photogra

Stuffs
This is the USMC Girlfriend Handbook: 1) Dont count on anything, hurry up and wait 2) Dont Listen to anyone on the outside,All you will get is negative remarks, which make things harder for you to deal with. 3) When he becomes stubborn and a royal pain in the ass, just remind yourself hes probably had a bad day,and being away from you is hard on him to. So just let him rant and dont take it personal. 4) When your down, treat yourself. 5) Learn how to listen if you dont know how! He will need you. You will be the one he comes to when he needs to bitch, but dont bitch back. That is what the USMC girlfriend is for! This is a hard time for our men, and they need us much more than sometimes they think they do. 6) Love your marine, be truthful, and reassure him, even if hes deployed, he will have someone to come back to. 7) He will try to pull away at some point, whether directly telling you to move on and not wait for him, or just becoming distant. Its a way they try to deal. Stick with him

Thoughts
you say you care yet get pissed cuz im trying to confide in the one person i trust. each time i feel as if its safe to really talk to him again i get hell for it. hes the one who has kept me from depression, the one who has kept me from just sayin the hell with it and givin up again. it has nothing to do with you or against you but it seems like you always think it does. you never believe a word i say when i say that i just need my friendship with him. yeah so we said we wouldnt talk as much and yeah lately we have been but thats cuz he knows i need someone who can make me smile, and i know that he will do all he can to help make me feel better. i have tried all i can to keep from getting depressed again as it never ends good and the one way i have found that works is confiding in him, talking to him when it seems as if every thing is just going to fall apart on me. im sorry if that seems like we are talking too much , sorry if you cant let your paranioa go but thats the way it is.

Poetry In Motion
don't put them away just try to see human defects as tsunamis or as forest fires things that happen, that affect good folks sometimes, but usually less often or less severely ... ...but are not caused by good folks, and cannot be prevented by good folks .. (except that good folks can usually protect their family, but not always.) don't give up, just make a spread-sheet of badness, and select "delete" ommmmmmmm calibrate on what's important i wander what they mean i dont like them they started about two weeks ago its odd how dreams exist in our minds it started with my sister and now its going with the family and yeah i know so comment i know everybody dies so ok but i get panicky about it so i just have to walk through these dreams i guess but in the meantime its a bummer cus i am having trouble sleeping and force myself awake i dont know just talking i am in in dark and i think i am trapped with old issue and demons com

Alcoholism
I have learned a very hard lesson. The hardest one for a person that takes family to heart. I know I can not trust in those that I love and hold dear. I have been proven that over and over. But ! You keep on hopping you are wrong. Pray that what you have been shown is not true. Then the day that you really need help when you have never asked anyone for anything you get hurt to the core of you heart and soul by the ones you believe you can trust and turn to. As of now there is only one person in my life that I know that will be there. He is my son, and I know he will do what ever he can for me. Other than that I will never turn to anyone else again. My heart will be ice to any other living soul. There isn't much of it left after what I have been through over the last few days. Love Me Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the s

And So It Should Be Said.
I have no reason to block. I have nothing to hide. Now she can go run her fat mouth about me behind my back like she did Kimmy, Fornicates, Achilles, Tiffany, Slave Princess, Sheez and so many others, that she has even put into her family now that they have become point slaves for her. Nothing like a two faced blow whale! *Oh yeah... Sucks for you about Hillary Clinton, huh, Crystal?* First off, THIS IS FUBAR. This is an online bar that ppl are SUPPOSED to come to and have fun with their online friends. Secondly, I would NEVER walk into a RL bar handing out candles for someone that I never even knew existed for ANY cause. So, I am not about to do it here on Fubar either. Third, I come online to Fubar to have fun, and I dont really care if John Doe that never even said Hello to me blew up his car and then was run over by a garbage truck. Now, lots of you will think I am mean and coldhearted. And for those that want to think like that, I dont care. REMOVE ME

Music That Touches Me
I feel my wings have broken in your hands I feel the words unspoken inside And they pull you under... And I would give you anything you want, no You were all I wanted All my dreams are falling down... Crawlin' around... Somebody save me! Let your warm hands break right through Somebody save me! I don't care how you do it Just stay... Stay, come on, I've been waiting for you I see the world has folded in your heart I feel the waves crash down inside And they pull me under... And I would give you anything you want, no You were all I wanted... All my dreams are falling down Crawlin' around... Somebody save me! Let your warm hands break right through Somebody save me! I don't care how you do it... Just stay... Stay, come on, I've been waiting for you All my dreams are on the ground Crawlin' around... Somebody save me! Let your warm hands break right through Somebody save me! I don't care how you do it Just stay... with me... I made this whole wo

Arc Angel Covenant: Chrisley Fu Blog 7.0
ROBERT CHRISLEY "The Enchantress Part II" UNVEILED Estarr 2008 Time begotton from the morning Star Entwined by Desire of Eden near and far She becons me with a whispered kiss My rites of passage ponders The Enchantress Hieroglyphic spoken words surround Drawing me up to her Temple Mound Myan High Priestess I spy She shows me her bedroom through her deep dark eyes Sunbathed in cinnamon to entice See through gown glimpses that polarize higher altitude I am lead Above her earth deep into her pyramid Ohhh, and she covers the four corners Ohh, she covers the four corners Now Mythology becomes the night The heat of Styx burns in her river of Life What Desire becomes of this? Not an Illusion but the flow of The Enchantress Ohhh, spell bound before the alter ohh, I'm spell bound before her As I lay upon her bed of Dark Roses Tattooed wings wrap around my poses Honey drips from her vine The wine intoxicates Me beneath her Latina Spice Luna shifts me

We Do Recover
Going into my 4 month Addict name Carlton. I am going into my 4 month, a 107 days to be exact. I was looking at my life in dept and I noticed I came a long ways in short period of time. I feel like superman transforming from an active obsessed compulsive addict morph into a striving to be a dependable, sociable, willing and able, contributing member of many arenas that society of any kind will admire by my attraction instead of looking to hear my promotion. O my, what a difference I made when I realized what being obsessed with being high was. I can now focus on my different disabilities and know they all resulted to mismanagement quickly escalating to unmanageable I allowed. I had all the warning signs flashing in my face. Anyone who notice or is told that all of sudden their in capabilities are due to the desire not be manageable, because of drugs better listen. In me, all things slowly started happening, but in reality, they was moving quickly. After awhile it, were no option

I Could Tell You But Then I'd Have To Kill You
===================================================================== US Air Force "Oath of Enlistment" I, Flyboy, swear to sign away 4 years of my newly college graduated life to the grossly bloated, runaway military budget known as the United States Air Force because the Army was too "military", I pity the morons condemned to the Marines and quite frankly the Navy guys have got to be queer . I swear to sit behind a desk and check my email at least 20 times a day and have the intelligence and common sense to ask questions such as "why?". I also swear to visit the multi-million dollar gym for PT because that whole formation thing is cool and all but ultimately pointless and stupid. I swear to uphold and defend the Constitution of the United States, even though I believe myself to be above that, let the expendable, bullet sponge, cannon fodder from the Army or Marines do that. I promise to walk around calling everyone by their first name because I know I'm not really in the mil

Bulletin Test Zone...
PURE OWNAGE(is that a word?)IS NEEDED HERE... WE HAVE CAREBEAR HERE WHO IS A TRUE SWEETHEART! GO BID ... IT'LL BE WORTH YOUR TIME AND POCKETBOOKS THEN THERE IS ME... WELL IT JUST GOES WITHOUT SAYING, HAVING A DRUNK ON YOUR TEAM MEANS ENDLESS LAUGHS AND AN EMPTY FRIDGE, SO WHY WOULDNT YA WANNA OWN ONE? CLICK THE APPROPRIATE LINKS AND PLACE YOUR BID.... YOU'LL BE REWARDED HEAVILY! ALWAYS REMEMBER: DRINKS GET DRANK, AND WE GET DRUNK! Own a Drunk1™ OK SO... I HAD FORGOTTEN BUT NOW I RE-DISCOVERED THE FACT THAT I AM ONCE AGAIN IN THE GAME OF "OWN THIS DRUNK1" SO FOLLOW THE PICTURE BELOW AND SPEND A MOMENT TO RATE AND POSSIBLY OWN THE ORIGINAL DRUNK1 OF FUBAR!!!! EVEN IF YOU DONT WANT TO BID, JUST RATE THE DURN (YES THAT SAYS DURN..DAMN COUNTRY LIVING) PICTURE!!!CHEERS TO YOU ALL.... I'M DRUNK... ARE YOU????

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week
~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Birthday: Zodiac Sign: Hair Color: Eye Color: Tattoos: Piercings: *Favorites* Color: Season: Day Of Week: Animal: Flower: *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Smiled For No Reason?: Sat On Your Rooftop?: *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Phone 0R IM?: McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Summer 0R Winter?: CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: XBox 0R PS2?: RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Your Fears?: Your Weakness?: Do you like Thunderstorms?: Number of things in my Past I Regret?: Do you Swear?: Do you Shower Daily?: Your Weakness?: Your Most Missed Memory?: Your Best Physical Feature?: AIM: Own an I-pod/ MP3 Player?: Do you think you're attractive?: FUBAR: How long have you been on fubar?: Who are your best friends on fubar?: Do you receive free gifts from others on fubar?: Do you show nsfw pics on fubar?: Do you own or subscribe to the fubar loung

Random Musings
Push back the pain and smile. Push back the hurt and smile Be there for your friends to help them through their hurts, their pain and their struggles, and then smile. Don’t stop to think about you. Don’t stop to see you. If you do, then the wave that you’ve been pushing back comes roaring in. Then you are crushed, drowning, and no one can help you because you are alone. For when it’s all said and done, you are alone. It's 2011! Yes I know some are surprised it came this quickly. The whole "seems like yesterday when..." comes to mind. Things that will happen this year that I have no control over: 1. 20 Year High School reunion - am I going to go? hmmm who knows, the fact that 20 years has gone by since I graduated is a bit mind blowing! 2. Kindergarten will be done forever! - my youn

Recipes--breads
1 pk Active dry yeast 4 c Flour 1/4 c Warm water 2 tb Butter 1 1/2 ts Salt 3/4 c Chopped onion 2 tb Soft margarine 2 tb Parmesan cheese 1 Egg, slightly beaten 1 ts Poppy seed (opt.) 1 c Scalded milk 1/2 ts Garlic salt Dissolve yeast in water In large bowl, combine yeast, sugar, salt butter, egg, milk and 2 cups flour. Beat with spoon until mixed. Gradually add flour until dough can be handled. Knead 5 minutes or until elastic. Grease bowl, cover dough with plastic, let rise 1 1/4 hour in warm place. Meanwhile,prepare filling. Melt butter in small saucepan. Add onions, and saute until just tender (5 minutes) Combine cheese, poppy seed,and garlic salt,set both mixtures aside. When dough has risen, punch down, and place on floured work surface. Divide in 2. Roll each piece into a square 12"x12". Spoon half of fillings on each piece of dough. Spread, roll up like jelly roll,seal. Place loaves ,seam side down, on French bread pan. Cover and rise 45 minutes, or until doubled

Random Ass Craft Blog
I made the first apron with the fabric I bought last week. Hopefully I'll have better pictures soon. I think the third apron will be a different pattern, though I do really like this pattern. Sorry for the blurry picture. Bikini girl cake complete with bad tan for my sister's bikini competition BBQ mini cupcakes Bears themed cheesecake brownies Maple bacon cupcakes with maple frosting, sea salt, and candied bacon Strawberry Rhubarb Pie Pizza from scratch. Caramelized onions, italian sausage, goat cheese, and spinach on a honey wheat crust. I didn't make the sauce. Bagels Turkey sausages with apples and onion - these had very little flavor...I'm going to have to try again

About Me...
Are just using me as a temporary replacement for someone else. I don't demand to be anyone's best friend but I certainly will not play second fiddle in lieu of anyone. It's come to my attention that I appear stuck up... 2 different people have mentioned this to me so it can't just be the one person that thinks it because they don't like me. I admit I like nice things and are used to a certain way of life...but stuck up? I thought there was a difference between having standards and being stuck up. Well...am I? I know most of you, being my friends would be all like 'NO wai! blah blah blah'...but I'd like some brutal honesty please. :) Pretend it's a mumm.=D So I log on today with a message from fubarshop telling me my mumm about unagi and samosa's was deleted because it was NSFW! Since when was that NSFW! And now I can't mumm...I don't think. I've tried posting in a few mumms and nothing happens.

Lyrics
There are things you should know And the distance between us seems to grow But you're holding on strong And, oh, how hard it is to let go, oh, so hard to let go I'm waiting for your call and I'm ready to take your Six six six in my heart And I'm longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet Six six six in my heart (oh, my heart) I'm losing my faith in you But you don't want it to be true But there's nothing you can do There is no thing you can do - yes, I've lost my faith in you Waiting for your call And I'm ready to take your six six six in my heart And I'm longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet Six six six in my heart Right here in this heart Oh, Right here in this heart I'm lonely And I know it's too late Oh, my god you're so lonely I'm waiting for your call and I'm ready to take your Six six six in my heart And I'm longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet Six six six in my heart I'm ready for the fall and I'm ready to take your Six six six in my heart Longin

Poetry
You tell me you love me, Then you take it back, What the hell is up with that, What's all this suppose to mean, Wasnt it all it was suppose to be, Did I piss you off and make you mad, Im so confused you got my whole life off track, Everyday I think about what I did wrong, Yesterday I heard our song, How it talks about love so true, Baby~I miss you~Boo, I want you back so bad, I miss the love we use to have, I miss the way you Hold me in your arms, The way you'd keep me safe from any harm, You use to say I was the only one I wanted in your life, I can't deal with all this pain, This strife I am waiting for you to come back and wipe my tears away, To come back and tell me your here to stay! How much I love you? More than the birds in the sky, More than the fishes in the sea. I Just love you, No matter what you do, No matter whats going to happen. I just love you, I just love the way when smile, it makes me feel so weak I just love the way you look at me, I

Radio
when I look at youYou look through meLike I'm not even thereI try not to give up, to be strong butI'm afraid to say I'm scaredI can't find the placeYour heart is hidingI'm no quitter but I'm tired of fightingBaby I love youDon't want to lose youDon't make me let you goTook such a long timeFor me to find youDon't make me let you goBaby I'm begging pleaseAnd I'm down here on my kneesI don't want to have to set you freeDon't make meWhat if when I'm long goneIt dawns on youYou just might want me backLet me make myself clearIf I leave hereIt's done; I'm gone, that's thatYou carry my love aroundLike it's a heavy burdenWell I'm about to take it backAre you sure it's worth itBaby I love youDon't want to lose youDon't make me let you goTook such a long timeFor me to find youDon't make me let you goBaby I'm begging pleaseAnd I'm down here on my kneesI don't want to have to set you freeDon't make meDon't make me(Don't make me)Baby I'm begging pleaseAnd I'm down here on my kneesI don't want to hav

Red Dragon's Realm
COME CHECK OUT DJ WOOKIE AT RED DRAGON'S REALM..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE COME!! COME CHECK OUT DJ SHOOTER AT RED DRAGON'S REALM..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE COME!!

Music
I'm missing you so much, I'll see you die tonight Just so I can get to you before the sun will rise I know the signs are on and I feel this too None of that ever seems to matter when I'm holding you And I'm wasting away, away from you What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at hello. I've never seen a smile that can light the room like yours It's simply radiant, I feel more with everyday that goes by I watch the clock so I can make my timing just right Would it be okay? Would it be okay if I took your breath away? And I'm wasting away, away from you. What have I gotten into this time around I know that I had sworn I'd never trust anyone again but I didn't have to You had me at hello You gave me butterflies at the mailbox, you had me at hello. Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A "V" of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you ap

New Page,new Poems
Her beauty amazes me,Her smile does the same.To never hold her,Only I would be to blame.Her heart I would covet,Forever hold it close.If she would chose me,Her heart I would never lose.Bless me with your smile,And send me your heart.And I promise you beautiful,Our hearts will never be apart. Her smile means more than the world.Her eyes constanly cape my heart.Her beauty so amazes me.But shes thousands of miles apart.Will she listen to me today.Or look at anothers smile.I long to see her.Maybe even hold her for a while.You say I forget.But beautiful my heart is true.There will never be a day.When I can forget you. Her beauty fell from the clouds.From the heavens far beyond.Her beauty from her world far above.Even now with her wings gone. To me she is still an angel.To catch her fall would be gods gift to me.Forever she would shine in my heart.Forever all my eyes would want to see. Fall to me beautiful.Forever I would hold you dear.Never would you leave my heart.N

Thinking , Reflecting
why is it we always want what we cant have is it part of the human condition are we to choose our own destinies or are they predetermined by ur thoughts and our desires . one of the great philosophers , states there are two ( i'll finish it later ) Can u hurt without hatin ? can u agree theres enough pain already .. why throw arrows at an unarmed person .. i don't want to start war .. just becuse its over i want to leave my dignity intact and yours too if its possible i don't want to fight anymore .. its over .. it only serves to hrt why be so two faced dear .. its sad ... once you were my everything util you choose not to be ... life must go on dear .. life is too precious to waste hating .. far too precious let cut our losses , and hopefully u find a better mate , a person who truly understands you .. thankyou for everything , especially my lil one ... she had the best of both you and me .. please caue her hate .. dont cause her to cry .. hold her clos

Princesses Don't Give Head
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them i think all my nicknames are pretty self explaintory but they're: kykykykybugwhyleemichellechelllejohnsonjohnsonbuiscky johnanddddd cutie patoutie Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ finishing high school, and going to college to become a dental hygienist. while in college meeting some perfect guy, and finally, truly, actually fall in love with him. get married, &have as been babies as god blesses me with. ever since i could remember all i ever wanted to do was become a wife and mommy. i am a horrible girlfriend, but i know i'd be a perfect wife. i am a horrible daughter, but i know i'd be a perfect mommy...i honestly can not wait to grow up and have a family. i am going to love the fuck out of them. Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS FUCKING BORED

Stuff
12:23pm reply dork: Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my diarrhea Wanna... bring your cunt right over here To dork: call me!! (212) 479-7990 cancel Chat 12:37pm reply dork: look answering machine tells u dont wanna talk to me unfortunately why the fuck u dont take my call bb

A Return Of Thought
Just a little hint sends me in a fit, that I throw. The past seems to continue relevance and I know i'm the last to be acting like an ass but an ass is what I have, the last thing you see when I pass. I cant grasp my emotions. So now i'm kinda hoping that your last remark surely wasn't the spark of a fire. That it if grows its sure to grow out of control and those that i love will burn with this empire. Like cars in a riot. Why cant i be like those I admire and refrain from being hit by the bullets you sarcastically fire. My rage rising higher so I breathe in and breathe out. Get calm. Take it easy, just relax a little bit. Get away from this fit, dont let it exist. It's just over these past 5 years accompanied with tears accusations of my eyes wandering to others by every freaking lover that I seem to of have. They say what I see I want to have but thats not truth, not even half. My approach, is look but dont touch. Words mean nothing. So saying that i love you means nothin

Diary!
I think scars are sexy because it means you made a mistake that led to a mess.” Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Maserati Quattro Porte. Women might be able to fake orgasms, but men can fake a whole relationship. Ah, yes, divorce, from the Latin word meaning to rip out a man's genitals through his wallet." According to a new survey, women say they feel more comfortable undressing in front of men than they do undressing in front of other women. They say that women are too judgmental, where, of course, men are just grateful." See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time." I generally avoid temptation unless I can't resist it." Confidence is the sexiest thing a woman can have. It's much sexier than any body part. I'm too shy to express my se

Happy Heart.
1- Your Initials -MRS 2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: freddy prince jr. lol... 3. Last thing you ate: eggs/potatos 4. For or against same sex marriage? for 5. I say Shotgun! You say? owie 6. Last person you hugged? my mom hugged me last, but the last person I hugged was charles, I think? 7. Is your phone on ring or vibrate? vibrate -always 8. How many U.S states have you been to? 8, not including CA 9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 1 10. Ever lived outside of the US: nope 11. Name something you like physically about yourself my legssssss 12. What are you wearing? big green colorado sweater! and shorts. 13. Who is/are your best friend(s)? charles/shannon 14. Why are you still up? um.. because it's the middle of the day? 15. Who made you angry today? nobody... I rarely get angry anyway 16. Favorite type of food?: italian 17. Favorite holiday: christmas 18. Do you download music: yes 1

Crap . . .
so 2 of my pics were flagged NSFW... yet my boobs were covered then i see all this females where their boobs hangin out all over lostcherry, cherrytap, fubar... whatever the hell the name of this site is anymore even the today's cherry spotlight girl has her boobs hangin out in a bra yet theirs don't get flagged?!?!?! can someone please explain to me why????????? i guess i've finally either added someone, or associated myself with someone Fat Sonny and DevilGirl must not like since I am not blocked from both of them. -shrugs- so sad. i am letting you all know i am taking some time off from fubar. there was no drama, or anything like that. it just doesn't have it's flare anymore. so i will be on for a lil more tonight and then i won't be around for awhile, if i come back at all. enjoy your holidays and all that jazzy crap.

It Is Blog Time..
so flussy... so fake... so wrong.. a mistake when you spoke when you wrote.. from those pills that you take.. from the meanings they partake/// you are but a speck let me demonstrate that in this time... you wont be in history books your face won't get second looks and you can't take what you carry with you./ so fake, so phony.. But I realize you're just lonely IN A BIG BAD THEATRE WHERE I CAN PRETEND TO BE A ROCKSTAR! i am gonna get extreme wasted tonight..anyone care to join?? A Warning To All Men!! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, partygoers and unsuspecting pub regulars to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. A date rape-drug on the market called "Beer" is used by many females to target unsuspecting men. The drug is generally found in liquid form and is now available almost anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, from taps and in large "kegs". "Beer" is used by female sexual predators at parties and b

Blah Blah Blah...
THE REVOLUTION COUTINUES IN 2007 Tuesday, August 7th – HiFi Buys Amphitheatre - Atlanta, GA PROJEKT REVOLUTION Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, HIM, Placebo, Julien-K,Mindless Self Indulgence, SAOSIN, The Bled, Madina Lake etc… HELL YEA! Kelly, Rich and I are going to rock the fuck out!!! I got to see this band when I was in the 4th grade! My mom took me and her step-sister. We had 2nd row seats!!! It was awesome! by Whitesnake I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises In songs of yesterday An' I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time But here I go again Here I go again Tho' I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for, Oh Lord, I pray You give me strength to carry on Cos I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams An' here I go again on my own Goin' down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter I was born to w

More Poems
We have been together For a couple months And now you're about to leave In just a few days It seems like tomorrow But I know its not Theres so much I want to do So much I want to tell you And show you But I just dont have the time left To make you see Just how much you mean to me Life is love Without love We wouldn't have life Don't be greedy Be good to your neighbor Treat him with love And in return he shall do the same Treat your enemies with respect They may change Just in time To help you Love is life Life is love Without life There wouldn't be love Without love There wouldn't be life Always remember Love is life And life is love Took some getting used to But I started to be happy Foster mom was good to me She really loves me Wait...life isn't that great My real family hates me They realized I'm happy But they don't want me to be Having two families rules My ture family is right here Beside me all the way But they aren't blood

Random Blogs For My Peeps
well, most of you all know that i was proudly gonna be a new mommy...but unfortunately this morning i had a miscarriage and had to undergo surgery and all kinds of evil things ...I am okay and back home but still obviously heartbroken and stuff. Just wanted to inform you all ...and it's easier in this blog form than 50 million seperate emails... Come love me! I need it! AMber dude! im at my moms visiting...most of you know..lol..and so of course old pictures come out ...here are a few lol..that i approve of lol lol...told ya im a dork! :P Puppies For Sale **************** A store owner was tacking a sign above his door that read Puppies For Sale signs like that have a way of attracting small children and sure enough, a little boy appeared under the store owners sign. How much are you going to sell the puppies for? He asked the store owner. The store owner replied, Anywhere from $30 to $50. The little boy reached in h

Lost Thoughts Found....
Blood cradles my every movement allowing me absolute suffocation barely breathing, just to get by smiles fade around me, tears start to shed uniforms surround me, all I see is blurred questions arise, but sounds seem impossible asking myself why, only to be denied an answer trying so hard to believe you are happy now an end that floats to begin, following you home One day I hope to see you but nothing in the near your decisions hurt, scarcely understood by me I have felt your way at one way or another my strength kept me from following you day by day you grace my thoughts your smiling days keep me at a solemn brink in the end I will find your hand again capturing all that you chose to miss I will bring to you, when I come home..... ~Always Someone's Angel~ Time has now started all over again for some. Like a new beginning or a paused end. My paused ending, began on a day I felt like everything in life that mattered was lost. I felt like there would be no tom

Tigg's Blah Session!!
OMG I just wanted to thank whomever it was that sent me a pair of Diamond Earrings from the Cherry Tap Gift Shop!! They are gorgeous...and of course it came right along with a Crush!! I am sending my gratitude out this way because it was all totally anonymous...((Lots of Love from Becky Leanne...AKA...Poetic_eyes4)) A poem written by: Becky Leanne (tiggs) The feelings I once had are now gone. Plucked from my heart and mind, One by one. Flashes are all that I see, Of one that was close to me. Pictures are nice to look at, But they can't bring him back. I am free. But I am not. For my heart belongs to someone else, Someone who knows not. At least not yet. This overwhelming desire, That burns with rage and fury. I have no choice but to wait, I have the key to unlock the gate. I can unlock it, I will unlock it. But when? This one was published as well...and this one does have to do with me!! I was feeling extremely hurt as I do now...Enjoy.

Just Rambling
There are some sickos on here...a friend had me check out this profile...that was one sick one...pics of women with dicks..and had the nerve to ask my friend if there was anything there she liked...lol this is the profile http://www.lostcherry.com/user/204537 Why is it everytime i start to like a guy...it seems i get pushed aside for another damn bitch...I know i am not the greatest looking person on the face of the earth...or have that barbie doll figure...but hey i do have a heart and soul.. All this bitching about the name change...It don't matter to me what its called cuz its still the same place. The bitching needs to stop...The more people bitch...Baby Jesus might just say hell with it and close it down or maybe start charging us for it...So stop and think before u startin bitching about something. So he changed the name of the site...its his rite to do it

Friendships
Their is a member on CT that is my neighbor. She has been out of prison for a couple months. She served 14 months for fraud and failing a drug test for crack cocaine. Well when she got out of prision she befriended me everyone was telling me that I need to watch my back cause she will steal anything she can get her hands on. Well the other day I was taking a nap with my son when I woke she has done stole stuff off of my porch. She admitted to her BF that she took it. So if you hate theives as much as I do pay her alittle visit and let her know. I give everyone the benifit of the doubt before this happened I would do anything for her. Now she isn't welcome at my house anymore, You don't steal especially from someone you consider to be a friend. Here is her link and that is not her actual pic. twsted bitch@ CherryTAP I have got a christmas tree and a mistletoe on my profile, and I have yet to get any gifts or kisses. (I feel so unloved) So please stop by and put some presents under t

Lost Points And Friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher. - Socrates Ok folks....is it just me or has anyone else lost their points....friends....fans.....everything off thier page????? Am so not happy at the moment!!!! Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Happy St Patrick's day all!!!!!

Food For Thought!
Three kids come down to the kitchen and sit around the breakfast table. The mother asks the oldest boy what he’d like to eat. "I’ll have some fuckin’ French toast," he says. The mother is outraged at his language, hits him, and sends him upstairs. She asks the middle child what he wants. "Well, I guess that leaves more fuckin’ French toast for me," he says. She is livid, smacks him, and sends him away. Finally she asks the youngest son what he wants for breakfast. "I don’t know," he says meekly, "but I definitely don’t want the fuckin’ French toast." If people only spoke when spoken to, then noone would ever be able to speak.-self I hold her tightly and put my cheek to hers, i close my eyes and breathe in deeply the scent of her hair as i caress the back of her head, and as i breathe out i will breathe a piece of my heart into her ear, as i wish it to travel and find a home in her heart as well.-SELF

I Hate Blogging
I am a jumble of emotions right now. I am nervous, excited, sad, happy, and madly head of heels in love. In just 5 days I will be in the arms of the man I love, hence the excited and happy part. But at the same time I am super nervous. One of my greatest fears is that I am going to get off the plane and see him walking away. We have talked about this and he says it wont happen, but I am a girl I panic over nothing. Have you ever wanted something so bad that it scares you when it actually comes together? He is going threw such a funky time right now, and all I wanna do is be there to hold him and tell him that its going to be ok. To calm him with a kiss and to say I love you to make it all better. But being in the situation I am in now I cant do anything for another week. He deserves so much and I want to be able to give him everything I can, and I hope I can, but what if I cant? What if I dont live up to his expectations? Any of you that actually talk to me on a regular basis knows, th

Songs I Could've Written **the Official Soundtrack Of The Life Of Lp**
++EVANESCENCE: GOOD ENOUGH++ Under your spell again. I can't say no to you. Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly. Now I can't let go of this dream. I can't breathe but I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough for you. Drink up sweet decadence. I can't say no to you, And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't let you conquer me completely. Now I can't let go of this dream. Can't believe that I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough. It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good. And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall. Pour real life down on me. 'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me, 'cause I can't say no. ++FIONA APPLE: THE CHILD IS GONE++ Darling, give me Your absence tonight Take the shade from The canvas and Leave me the white Let me s

Friendship
Sweet unbounded soul ache For but only ones sake Lost in thoughts of two as one Lost until eternities done Missing a word so inadequate The hole left behind I truly hate Lost in the one who made me anew Lost till I am there in our space with you Heart of Pain Selfish organ beats within Driving on pain of sin Flesh does crave the heated touch Left longing for one so much Fire of consumption eats away Blazing forth to make one pay A debt owed by letting in a soul Feel the pain of never being whole Lost in purgatory for time unknown Burn the impure human shown To be less than soul of light Founded of blemish and of blight Scream forth bitter agony Lost alone for all to see Tossed about in seas of confusion Looking for life’s ultimate illusion Peace found in arms and in the smile It is this that does the soul beguile What cruel joke does god dare play To leave one feeling in this way Curses and anger the stomping of pride And yet the cause bea

On Life
A Time to Rest so much to be done each day of the week run here run there work work work watch the clock all week long waaaaaiiiting for that day that precious time to sit still to rest time to watch the clouds on the mountain as they float overhead time to watch deer on the ridge eagle on wing the apples fall with the late summer breeze time to take it all in the beauty in each living thing so much to be done each day of the week run here run there get to that day of the week cease all work a time to rest GREATEST TAX increase in history! Wow had to top Clinton's tax hike and of course you will try to blame it on BUSH! However there are actually a few Americans left that know the congress is responsible for it and that the democrats are presenting it. The media aught to be ashamed of itself too for not covering it and making it clear for all to see. People wake up and look at what is going on in the congress!!! The same people that pooh pooh the efforts

Just Me
I wish it could be me and you....Could or will it ever be me and you?I wish it could Iam falling in love with you...and its killing me!!! It fils like iam dieing inside...I was hating u being on my mind but it dont bother me anymore....I love to talk to you...I wanna talk to you of every min. of everyday! Mandy Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com at 1st i liked you a little and would talk to you...Now iam not beginning to like you iam beginng to fall in love with you...I dont want to fall in love with you I just want to like you..but i cant help it even tho i have tryed so very hard to just like you....I dont want to fall in love with u because ull never be mine and I dont want my heart shattered!I will probably continue to fall in love with you but wont admitt it if u ask me....but iam srry i cant stop myself becaue believe me if i could I would...!SO ~I guess Iam Sorry~ &Love&, ~Mandy~ If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of yo

Secrectsofultimatepleasure
This is a story about some experience told by a hot lady . One of the first discoveries I made after moving to New York City was a unique little boutique on the East Side catering to the erotic needs of women. A Garden of Sexual delights, the shop was filled with literature on female sensuality, erotic art work, an unbelievable array of vibrators and sex toy "goodies" selected with the pleasure of the female body in mind. The atmosphere was warm and comfortable, not the self-consciousness felt at venturing into some porno bookstores. Here there was a calm acknowledgement that women do indeed want to explore their sexual drives and urging with all the accoutrements usually reserved for males. A showcase held several items with which I was happily familiar: phallic-shaped vibrators in different sizes, vibrating "eggs" and gold-plated ben-wa balls ornately offered on velvet cushions. What riveted my attention was a device I'd never seen before: a soft plastic cup slightly

Whatever...
You're "Master Harold"... and the Boys! by Athol Fugard Even though you should have realized it for years, you're only just starting to understand how bad your society is. It's been keeping some of your best friends down for ages, and even you have been complicit with this system. When you make a mess, someone else is quick to clean it. When you need help, someone else is quick to your rescue. But when they point out injustice, you've pulled the wool over your eyes. Until now. If you ever need a cast, it will be small. Take the Book Quiz at the Blue Pyramid. Okay, we've all seen those cute little 'quiz things' that go around here & myspace but here's a twist. I will answer one question from 20 different commenters. Leave the question as a comment on this blog and when I recieve 20, I will post all the answers you seek. So, tell your friends. ;) I'm in this Classic Beauty contest, please swing by and leave a comment or two or three and help me win. I'm way behi

Rough
Harbinger of grief, Of sorrow, of pain Also that of bliss And pleasure all the same How is it I let you torture me so? And still I want to hold you, and never let you go At first, I put you on high Now I lay wondering, dreaming Contemplating why Or how to make you see That without you, there is no me Yet I can't take all of the heartache and pain That i'm tired of my tears, That fall like rain But, I don't want to leave you, Because you're all I want Yet I don't want to stay, And hear the constant taunt That resonates from your console Mocking our "love" That if i see it once more, It'll be the final shove How can I ever make you see, What you do to me The inner conflict, Over where I need to be What would you do if you had $100,000? Would you give any to charity? If you said you would, you are flat out lying. Noone would. Let's face it, America, as is the rest of the world, is filled with needless suffering, yet we as fellow humans, though we can

Clan Gangrel --- Vtm
**Speaker is Torvos Bloodbeard, a Viking; my luck in getting him to speak on tape continues to frighten me** I'll tell you about the Convention of Thorns. I was there; I would know what happened. The details aren't all clear any more--I remember a monastery, I remember caves, I remember a year's worth of blood--but that's not what matters. What matters is that the thing was a joke from the start. I had been in Prague, and when the prince of Prague was invited to the Convention he asked me to go instead of him. I suppose he respected my sense of honor; I wasn't about to lie or misrepresent him. It was in England, thankfully most of the conversation was done in a civilized language or at least Latin. On one side you had the Founders: Hardestadt and his cronies. On the other side you had the leaders of Anarch Revolt, a howling pack of honorless savages and villains. I hadn't chosen a side, really; I had spent most of the Anarch Revolt in torpor and I found both sides distastefull. In tha

To My New Friends An Old And All Family
http://www.newclublifestyles.com its free totally, add as many pics as ya want, talk to as many people as you want, and have a swinging good time.And hey if ya'll are ever in Arizona cum look me up...but it ya just wanna talk...text me at rhonda1967@commspeed.net or msn me at hellsgate1love@msn.com...hope to hear from all my FRIENDS Chili Cook Off If you can read this whole story without laughing then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. (I've read this probably 5 times and it never fails to reduce me to tears of laughter). Hope it does the same for you!!! If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili Taster name

Some Of My Songs/poems/writings
Angel on my shoulder, the devil walks behind Euphoria in my soul, pain on my mind A body broken marked through time thus is the life in the darkside I am the razor on the wrist of the world I am the voice in your head that no one's heard I am your insanity, your schizophrenia Your darkest thoughts on the edge of dementia I am you misery, your dreams that are crushed Your insecurity and complete lack of trust I am the reason you hide in the dark I am the one who has left his mark on your shattered soul and put it to rest I am the reason you will embrace death My mouth will cause your heart to explode My glance is like daggers with eyes so cold My touch makes your skin start to blister and peel My love makes your mind no longer feel You want the real me? well you won't like it! The mask comes off and I drop the bullshit Scars start to rise, see the pain in my eyes Look at the demons attached to my back Look at my heart and every detailed crack The rage and t

Observations
I'm an ass-man. I don't mean that in a perverted, 'let's-get-anal' way; I just appreciate a round, full booty. Breasts are nice, and I have mucho appreciation for them, but when it comes to getting my motor running, nothing beats some junk in the trunk! Luckily, many of the women on the CT like to put up moon pics. I would NEVER complain about that. Sometimes, they're not worth the look, but if you have a full, firm, round ass, I'm guaranteed to check it out! I'm like Pavlov's dog...it's almost reactive. Some women on here are obsessed with points, and they'll display rumps for that sole purpose; I say keep showing it off! You keep mooning me, and I'll keep droppin' '10's' and leavin' comments. VIVE LE BADONKADONK!!! Greed:Medium Gluttony:Medium Wrath:Medium Sloth:Low

Ramblings, Rants And Ridculousness
I'm curious to see how Pagans & Christians react to this one.....Would anyone be ever so kind? Pa. school censors boy wearing Jesus costume during Halloween parade and party Principal decreed that boy must remove his crown of thorns and suggested he pretend to be a “Roman emperor” instead Wednesday, February 21, 2007, 11:12 AM (MST) | ADF Media Relations | 480-444-0020 PHILADELPHIA — Attorneys with the Alliance Defense Fund filed a complaint Tuesday on behalf of a 10-year-old boy who was prohibited by his school principal from wearing a Jesus costume for the school’s Halloween parade and party because the costume was religious. “For the school principal to censor this young student at Halloween because he was dressed as Jesus is patently ridiculous. It’s yet another demonstration of just how hostile to Christianity public school officials have become,” said ADF Legal Counsel Matt Bowman. “It is unconstitutional to single out Christian students for censorship.” Abingt

Poetic Shit...
Silly Wizard Air to the east... glittering golden yellow glow... Fire to the south... brilliant crimson radiant flow... Water to the west... transforming shapeshifting healing blue... Earth to the north... lavish green moss with dew... Chris Leveroni 12/13/06 Maelstrom There are some in stone houses who throw glass at the masses comfortably numb and thick as molasses Unwilling to let go and to flow with the changes They ship oars and drop anchor ignoring the tide turning cleansing of ages... James C. Leveroni 1.3.07 New Bohemian Rhapsody There is such a sadness tangled up in poetic madness derived from resounding crosstalk and chatter Acute stimulation mystical relation dissolving the boundaries of mind over matter... There is such a pleasure unable to measure reflecting back into a vagabond soul Rhyme without reason Rhythm and change with each passing season accepting the way of life on the whole... jam

Yule
Yule, also referred to as the Yuletide, Winter Solstice and Christmas is the shortest day of the year and the longest night. This is usually around December 20th or 21st. With the shortest day, Yule marks the time when the days begin to grow longer and the nights shorter. Yule begins on 'Mother Night' and ends twelve days later, thus the origin of the Twelve Days of Christmas. On this day the Holly King, who represents the death aspect of the God, is overcome by the Oak King, who embodies the rebirth of the God, also referred to as the Divine Child. The aspect of the God invoked at this time by certain Wiccan traditions is Frey, the Scandinavian Fertility God and a deity associated with peace and prosperity. Love, family togetherness and accomplishments of the past year are also celebrated. This is also a good time to reflect on your achievements of the last year and what you desire to achieve in the coming year. Yule is a solar festival, celebrated by fire and the use of the Yule l

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Rose
Please leave a comment or two. I hate it when no one leaves no comment to tell me how the feel about it. I fall hard for the man of my life. I thought everything was great. Until one night he told me that it wasnt alright that he was wanting out or to have two girlfriends. I didnt want to lose him and i wanted him to myself but that didnt happen so now he see her more than me and It is really killing me inside. Because he says I am the one he wants but I am very scared that I am losing him. This is how I feel sad and very scared. Because he is my joy and it would kill me to lose him. I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end

General Stuff
Why are dandelions considered weeds when daisies are considered flowers? Why does Sea World have a seafood restaurant? Whenever an adult is kidnapped why isn't it called adultnapped?? Why do blacklights look purple? Did Yankee Doodle name the feather, hat, town, or his pony Macaroni? Why is it that people duck in the rain, do they really think the rain won't hit them? How come the Bible is the most stolen book, and one of the ten comandments is "thou shall not steal"? Why isn't the caps lock capitalized? If there's a hole straight through the earth, from the south pole to the north pole, and you jump through it what would happen? would you keep falling forever, or fall back down when you get to the middle, or is it physically impossible? If someone with a nostril ring takes it out, then blows their nose, do they have to cover that hole as well as their nostril holes so that snot does'nt blow out everywere? Isn't it weird that if you rearange the word "teacher" you get

My Poetry
i find myself asking this certain question, is being in love really a blessing? i really hope so cause i'm there, now living life as if it treats me fair, i found you and don't want to let you go, all i can do is learn how to show, you've been hurt a lot this i've heard, i'm not like the rest, you are my bird i'll come to you sober and straight, just hope your loves true, not fake, i'm opening my heart as far as it can be, because when i'm with you i feel free, i'm so addicted to you, i can't get enough, but this being away from you is so tough i'll do what i have to do, just hope in the end i'm with you. you spit out lies like its the air you breath you read from the book of how to mislead your a player and you know it your breaking my heart but i dont show it blush red cheeks and a letter full of 'i love you's' this is just not me.. Before I Go.... Before i go i want you to know tha

Loser Of The Year,show, Radio, Rambling....
So here it is again. Holiday season. The time of year when you randomly feel obliged to buy something from Sharper Image for the Uncle or Aunt that you havent spoken to since last year .... I have never understood the pressure that comes with the whole present-buying thing. I mean, parents, wives, girlfriends, boyfriends .... I get it. We love those people. We also know them a little, which means we can buy a gift that actually means something. But how many times have you found yourself in The Discovery Channel store in the Mall, staring at a DVD of 'The Amazing Planet' and trying to think who you could give it to ? It might just be me, but I always end up getting stuff that means nothing, for people that I don't even know!!! WNCI's Jingle Ball: It really is a whirlwind when we do that kinda thing. One minute, I am waking up, drinking starbucks and trying to clear the fog in my head and get a picture of my day. And the next I am crawling back into my bed at about 3.30am having s

Some Random Stuff
Well, the kids and I spent the whole day (friday) together and that was good since I have'nt gotten to see much of them all week...this week I worked a lot of overtime and well, jacob started to get a bad whiff of it on Wednsday when he started to cry when I left him and sammy at the sitters. He had never done that before, so I think I had better cool it on the overtime work for a change. I would actually call at the sitters from work to see if jacob would talk to me or sammy but with jacob it is "no" yet, with sammy, she will talk to anyone at times. It seems quite different for the kids when their daddy calls, however. Jacob tells me that he doesnt like his daddy and wont talk to him, sammy on the other hand will talk on the phone with him, and I think that at least lifts up my ex's heart at times. Oh, but I believe that it is because jacob just doesnt want to talk on the phone is the reasons....But I can understand why jacob does not love his father and it is because he does not

Random Thoughts
I hate answering all the same, stupid questions over and over, especially since most of your answers can be found in my profile if you'd only take the time to read... So to address some of the things I encounter multiple times on a daily basis: *I will NOT show you my private folder. I don't care if you beg, whine, whatever. The answer is still no. *I will not send you "extra" pictures. What I have posted is all you're gonna see. *I have a son. He is 4 years old and he is my world. *I am NOT gonna have cyber or phone sex with you. Or for that matter, sex in real life. I don't need you to satisfy me. You probably couldn't anyway. *I do not own a web cam and even if I did, I would not be getting on it for you. *I will NOT talk dirty to you in the shoutbox, on a messenger, on the phone, in email, etc. *I will NOT hook up with one of my friends. Go find your own damn girls. *Yes, I am single. That does not mean I want a boyfriend and that does not mean I want to have sex randoml

Racial Blogs
LET OUR VOICES BE HEARD Life in the 21st century should be easy sailing for all people, but as you and I both know it is not. With the massive Jewish influence in the media, the government sponsoring terrorists through funding of Israel and the blacks and mestizo gaining unchecked access to our borders. The life for a white man has become regressive to the first time we settled our lands. Instead of us fighting Indians now we are forced to fight the illegal’s flooding our borders on an hourly basis, instead of building towns and technologies we are forced to protect them. With knowledge being controlled and news being censored it has become ever so present that the white race is under siege by the Jew and their hate filled agenda. More and more of our children are being brainwashed and being lead to believe that they should be ashamed of the race they come from. The way of life we live has come under constant attack from the would be un-doers of our race, with the control in t

Random Thoughts
Do you think it's possible for people to know about things that are before their time? For instance. In my case. Classical music. Vietnam. Kennedy. Einstein. Mark Twain. All before my time. Does that mean I shouldn't know a damned thing about them? Is taking an interest in the past a bad thing? Is LEARNING a bad thing? Lots of you weren't alive for World War One. does that mean that by taking interest in it and making comparison between it and other wars, you're a fake? you're trying to be something you're not? Were you born knowing EVERYTHING? or did you learn at some point? Are we not taught about the past? Paying attention to the world around you is a vital part of life, is it not? Do we not learn from what we're told, from listening, from studying, from experiencing? Or is someone like that stupid in your eyes? Regardless of if you care or not, I'm interested -_- Be rude all you want. so what if I'm still wet behind the ear

Misty's World Of Torments
I just made Chicken Parmesean... MmM. But really. Am I close minded? I posted a mumm about George Bush and I have some strong opinions, and just because I oppose Bush, I am called close-minded. My views are: Against higher taxes For Gay Marriage For abortion in only Rape cases. Against the War in Iraq. Against the President and his administration. For higher Education grants. Against Nationwide surrviellence cameras. Against the Sin Taxes Against the Patriot Act. Against legalization of Marijuana. Against allowing Prayer in schools. Against Churches getting tax cuts. For rebuilding Louisiana. Against killing Pit Bulls in CA. And some others I can't think of. Am I a bad person for wanting a better America? Than the current state of the US? I'm excited, I start school tommorrow and my birthday is the next day. :) Today the roads have iced us in, can't go no where and my husband has to go to work around 2pm so hopefully it will happen. If not, I get my hu

New Years 07
i just saw a girl i work with play some women indoor soccer i dont suggest that should be a sport cause i saw a girl headbutt a ball and it hit her nose she went crying off and usually when that happens too a guy we just walk it off 5 seconds later after running the pain goes away thats why women shouldnt play sports why do you think the wnba is so underrated lol im not saying you shouldnt but im saying MAN UP women be tough dont be pansys you gotta fight the good fight like MEN do shit we have more men soldiers than women soldiers and more men athelites than women athelites than women geez MAN UP i went down camping at white lake ottawa best time in the world thought id find my self on what i do best which i did an its make music so this week i'll be making a shit load of tunes for you all some bad stuff some good stuff some club stuff what ever you want too hear i will upload them too cherrytap so you all can ripp them if you wish:)have a great day i found myself i hope you all find

Moonfire
the darkness in your heart swallowed the light that i had in my heart. i dont cry ne more tears over that fact that you ripped my heart out. moving on wth life is harder then i thought. but everyday i'm movin closer to the surface again. no thanks to you. i'm pickin up all the peices and puttin myself back together. hoping that somewhere out there is my soulmate. the one person to make me happy. just beginging to luv myself for who i am now. i hate the fact that you made me a bitch but thank you for teachin my how to stand up for myself and for makin me come out of hiding. i'm not livin in your shadow ne more and it feels great. Feelings Category: Life What was I thinking when I meet you. I don't even have a clue. I went out with you. Then I realized that you werent who you said you were. But it was 3 yrs too late. No matter what I do I cant run away from you. Your the father of my lil girl and I'll never be free. How do I deal with all these strange feeling about him. I hate

People
would everyone like to help me please. i want to level up to a 10 to be a dj and own my own lounge. so if you all want please send me some love and help me out. thanks alot for your help and time. it will really mean alot to me. hey everyone i got a new back ground my friend csc made it for me thanks hun. if you like please comment and rate on it its awsome looking lately i have had women putting me down the way i look and i am sick of it. i know i not the greatest looking guy in the world. but listen ladies if you dont like the way i look then dont even freaking talk to me ok. i am the nicest caring guy you can talk to. but i guess there to dumb to relize that

Recipes
Warm mixed berries topped with a crispy granola topping—it's simply delicious! From eatbetteramerica. Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:1 hr makes:9 servings 1 bag (8 oz) Cascadian Farm® frozen organic blueberries 1 bag (10 oz) Cascadian Farm® frozen organic strawberries 1 bag (10 oz) Cascadian Farm® frozen organic raspberries 1/4 cup sugar 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour 1 1/2 cups Cascadian Farm® organic oats & honey granola Vanilla reduced-fat ice cream or frozen yogurt, if desired 1. Heat oven to 375°F. In ungreased 8-inch square (2-quart) glass baking dish, mix frozen berries, sugar and flour until fruit is coated. Bake 20 minutes. 2. Stir. Sprinkle with granola. 3. Bake 15 to 20 minutes longer or until light golden brown and bubbly. Let stand 5 to 10 minutes before serving. Serve warm with ice cream. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft): In step 1, bake 25 minutes. In step 3, bake 18-23 minutes. Nutritional Information 1 Serving: Calories 130

Just My Thought
God Bless our Troops and these Bikers who have taken matters into there own hands!! When Our Predisent will not! This was written the day after Darrell was killed. Ive had alot of people ask me about him and what happened. So here it is. Thanks Cody Dimebag Darrell Abbott, guitarist for metal pioneers Pantera and his more recent project, Damageplan, was shot dead last night in Columbus, Ohio at a Damageplan concert when a gunman wearing a hockey jersey and hooded sweatshirt rushed the stage at the Alrosa Villa nightclub just after 10 p.m. and opened fire on the band and the crowd of approximately 250 spectators. Apparently many people initially thought the gunman was part of the act. Three other people were gunned down, though some reports put that number as high as five, before the gunman was tackled by a security guard and killed by Police Officer James D. Niggemeyer. Two other victims have been identified as Nathan Bray and Erin Halk, both audience members. It

Poems
I looked acrossed the room I knew with just a glance her feelings for me were true and I was thrown into a trance. Her eyes told me all I needed to hear not a word needed to be said for I knew before the night was over I would end up in her bed. My heart began pounding trying to leap out of my chest seeing behind her smile the tonight there'd be no rest. I casually walk over and take her by the hand and lead her to her room with lust in command. Not a word was spoken as i slipped off her lacy dress with soft kisses on her shoulders as her soft skin I caress. Our passions growing stronger emotions in a rage savagely taking each other like the rustling of a page. Still not a word spoken and wanting written on her face her eyes burning a hole through me as we reach that blissful place. Does she know how much she means to me Does she know how much I care Does she know that when she needs me I will always be there. Does she know that she

Poetry
SEVENTY-FIVE YEARS Ladies and Gentlemen: We are gathered here to join in the celebration of the year… Most commonly marked by the presentation of diamonds. This by the way is what we wanted to do for you today; but thought that Ford, Chrysler or GM would do just as well. I guess in our wee little minds The only way that we can comprehend time Beyond that redundant tick, tick, ticky Of our classic Mickey… Mouse clock Is to reach for the oldest thing we think we see Because the wisdom of time is truly the greatest mystery It’s strange how most of the tie we don’t understand But wee too have seen it slip through our hands Leaving us with what could have been And remembrance of all those days when Yeah it was good way back then No doubts and I remembers for a dear old friend But this is now and the challenge of today Is to figure how As time keeps slipping away How do you remain so spry? And keep that delightful twinkle in your eye The pessimists woul

Fuckiddy Shit Makes No Sense.
written for Ris...because, she likes it. freaked out while the moon man came, and sat upon the post. to whom he thought, the rythem flew, he counted each sand of coast. faraway, the crooning cry, of menacing moose are seen. for time and money, cannot shine, like the liver and the spleen. (Roosevelt Franklin) Its like, one time till’ the break of dawn like Blacking out to your favorite song like Making love till the early morn’ like Waking up and your love is gone like Feeling like you just cant go on like Everything in the worlds gone wrong like One life one love to live and something’s got to give (So lets get it) Here I stand, man apart Broken down, life’s so hard These days try to play my part But some days even that’s to hard So I drink till’ I’m drunk now, to high to come down Hide in the shadows and run for the gallows Stand up for battling, confront the demons And try to make good of this world before I leave it and They say its better to give

Grand Opening Of Clubhouse Cherry Tap
WELCOME TO CLUBHOUSE CT LOUNGE FOR BIKERS If u have ever been to a Bikers Motor Cycle Club house then u would understand and I have been to tons of them and they are all the same a clubhouse is not a BAR u can't sell booze but yet u can drink and give a donation to the club.The clubhouse is a place for bikers and friends to hang out in and discuss buisness people stroll in and out of the club, there is no sit hours at any Clubhouse in this world.Club house cherry tap is not a bar it's a clubhouse. if i forgot a name on the list please let me(irma) know and i will add u as a member to the bullentin.it will also be in my stash and/or blogs. JUST CLICK THE UPPER PIC & WE'LL SEE U SOON ! Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes

Poetry
* Mother is the name of God On the lips and eyes of all children* Ma`thair, my rock My safe haven from My demons. You soothed my pain And wiped my tears away. Ma`thair. You had your calling And left without a good-bye Now I kneel down And cry. The clay strewn-ed earth Soaks up the tears As my pain fades to Numbness. Your face only a picture in My mind. Ma`thair. Ar dheis De` go rabih a hanam. I pray to you daily Hoping you will give Me strength to get by. I float in the world Of the living Half dead. Expecting the Unexpected. Your scent lingers In the house. And it tears my heart apart. I'm lost And I don't know Where to start. Ma`thair Ar dheis De` go rabih a hanam you sired me Helped shape my heart What do I do now? Where do I start Now that you are gone? Ma`thair Ar dheis De` go rabih fa hanam. ``````````NOTES`````````````````` Mother is the name for God On the lips and eyes of all children- line from movie T

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Ok So I Messed Up
Ok I don't understand what the deal is with people on here I didn't do a damn thing wrong and yet they think they gotta block my ass.. Hello I am a nice person and don't usually step on toes... My friend Jow un-blocks me then turns around and re-blocks me the next day for no apparent reason.. Ya know if your gonna block me have a reason why... I didn't do nothing to you and if I did then I would understand but whatever obviously your not someone I need to be friend's with if you do that kind of shit to a so-called friend Peace out peeps Always and Forever Heather There Is No Arizona (Back to Top) He promised her a new and better life, out in Arizona Underneath the blue never ending sky, swore that he was gonna Get things in order, he'd send for her When he left her behind, it never crossed her mind There is no Arizona No painted desert, no Sedona If there was a Grand Canyon She could fill it up with the lies he's told her But they don't exist, those dreams he sold

Just Out There
This is sooooooooooooo funny! Turn up your sound and click on the website below. This accident happened in the Dallas-Ft. Worth area and you must listen to it. It is a phone call from a man who witnesses a car accident involving four elderly women. It was so popular when they played it on CHUM FM that they had to put it on their website. The guy's laugh is contagious. If you close your eyes and picture what he is watching, it is even better than a video clip! http://www.chumfm.com/MorningShow/bits/march24.swf Yes U Can Own The CoCo Diva. Check me out in these two auctions & own your favorite Diva THE WINNING BIDDER IN THIS AUCTION WANTS TO MAKE ME HER SLAVE. SLAVERY IS OVER I KNOW MY BID WILL NOT STAND SO IF U R MY FRIEND OR FAMILY MEMBER PLEASE BID ON ME AND SAVE ME FROM BEING THIS LADY SLAVE.

Mine :)
You are a Self-Discoverer You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality. Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine. You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion. You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans. What's Your Religious Philosophy? You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money? You scored as Elegant dark. You are "Elegant Dark".You regard darkness as something not depressing,but beautiful and elegant.You are most likely a reflective,pensive person,and you like "pretty" dark things like darker poetry, literature, music, and Victorian clothing. A good band for you to listen to would be Nightw

Just Some Stuff I Wrote
Your dark Wish Your wish is my command I’ll submit to your demands Grab my head and pull me in Tonight our bodies will commit sin Baby girl I’ll want you so bad Time with out you drives me mad I wish I could taste you tonight As I grab your ass and squeeze so tight Let me be your sexy boy As tonight I’ll bring you to a state of pure joy Filled with nothing but hot ecstasy As tonight baby girl it’s just you and me I’ll be anything you want me to be And I’ll do the things only you can make me do No matter whatever it is nothing’s taboo All you need is to speak your mind And soon our bodies will be intertwined I’m just a slave boy for you tonight my love Consider me a gift from the heavens above Poetry In Motion “Mario” http://www.myspace.com/dying_poet http://blog.myspace.com/dying_poet Fire and Passion... Fire and passion burning deep inside If you don’t believe me look into my eyes My soul rages with a fire so deep As my body yearns for someon

Nice Things
>This is a story of true lovee.Little mandy and billy were younggg kids who lived next door to each othereveryday they would come out side and have a teddy bear picnic and eat there pb&j's .They would play afternoon after afternoon and always have funntheyd go to the beach hold hands and colllect shellsss andd make sandcastless even though they were young this was a start of somthing neww but one day after mandy's 6th birthday day billy came up to her and saiid will you be my girl frreind and she agreed they sat there by the pond and they promised Forever.they hugged they kissed and there mom and dad's new they were perfect.everyday as they grew older there love kept growing strongerthey became teenagers and they were loving better thn eveerthey spent there summers togetherrthey had sleepovers and they were the best of freinds and loversthey loved everywhere .even if they were miles apartit was perfect. years past and passed and they got marriedone day after billy got home from work ma

Hump Day Blogs
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Knightwing
i have always been here everytime u needed someone the oly one who love u for who u are the forgotten one one day i be needed again and my be gone of a broken heart u know i got alot on my mind alot what i say dont always come out the way i want and ppl take it the wrong way and it would seems like the one person i love took something i said wrong and i am sorry . what i said was not ment to be mean or sould like telling u what to do . u should know me better after 5 years i would never tell u what to do. u know i never hurt u nomatter what. i hope u read this i want to say alot to u and hope i dont fuck this up. i dont take this site to heart i mean its just a site and i have u in real life all that matters. what bugs me is when someone put u down. that bugs me cuz u are my everything. there is nothing i wouldnot do for u just look in your heart u know it to be true and if u dump me cuz of this site i would still love u and try to protect u u all i want in life all i need so let me k

Hellyeah Info
By Andrew Depedro Having listened to this CD on almost a daily basis over the past couple of weeks I decided to ask myself this question for no other real reason than to come up with at least something remotely introspective as an intro to this review: What did Pantera, Nothingface and Mudvayne mean to me? Well, for starters, Pantera, to me, were clearly the better band of the three and were undoubtedly one of the most important heavy metal bands to emerge in the last 20 years or so, having weathered as many musical fads as they had thrown at them before internal strife and Dimebag’s still-incomprehensible murder effectively ended them as a solid touring and recording band. Nothingface were one of the few bands in the early stages of the nu-metal genre with some potential in the form of some of their songs like “Bleeder” and “Here Come The Butchers” and I used to confuse their guitarist with KNAC.COM DJ Spyder back in the day (I think it was the cowboy hats that did it; then

Bealzes General Junk
Coworker: You know what would be good?Me: Yes, but I don't have any high explosives.Coworker: You know what else would be good?Me: Yes, but I don't have access to a fast acting, undetectable poison.(I had several other things I could have added, but he finally told me what he thought would be good. It wasn't as good as my ideas.)tag: work, conversation, funny, humor-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com I was on messenger the other day when this conversation happened between me and a guy my wife hangs out with:(04:02:09 PM) The_Other_Guy: HOWDY(04:04:34 PM) BealzesBud: Hey.(04:04:46 PM) The_Other_Guy: HOW ARE YOU DOING?(04:04:54 PM) BealzesBud: Not too bad. You?(04:05:06 PM) The_Other_Guy: PRETTY GOOD (04:05:35 PM) The_Other_Guy: JUST CHATTING AND RELAXING ON AN OFF DAY

~~lady Red Tiger~~
yIntoHeaven.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Your Karmic Alignment is: Zen Intuition! Score: 18 You have a direct perception of truth. You are very keen and don't use it to take advantage. When you commit positive deeds, you don't do them to get ahead, you do positive deeds simply because it makes you feel good. Your intentions are almost always meant well and all this positive karmaic energy is bound to come back to you in a great way! I finally got a new guestbook today! Please come sign it so i can get rid of the old map. Thanks bunches...XOXO ~Lady RedTiger~ hey I'm back...still a little slow until I get my cable but thanks to my wonderful friend it is much better than it was. my friend.... she is the shit not only did she help me reconfigure my computer but she but she took time out of her busy life to be here and help me out. much love to you Ms. Julia

My Wall
why do i feel like this i cant breath i am never happy any more i don't what to do any thing i don't want to get out of bed i cry my self to sleep every night i miss the one that i love but dosen't love me anymore some days i just feel like dieing going to sleep one night and never awake but i can't i have a son that needs me and dosen't have any one to care of him why can't i keep the guy i love so much that i had a son with him and all he did is leave me with nothing i lost my job my home my life and the only one i realy loved with all my heart and he didn't care as long as he got away and find some one new to be with i hate feeling this way i just want to know why was i not good for him i gave him every thing and only asked for him to be true to me and he couldn't do that i was true to him and in a way i am still in love with him but i know he will never love me and he never did he just wanted something that i had but if i know that he dosent love me then why do i feel this way i wa

Misc.
- A hacker can get into the most sensitive computer in the world before intermission and guess the secret password in two tries. - Any PERMISSION DENIED has an OVERRIDE function. (See "Demolition Man" and countless others) - Complex calculations and loading of huge amounts of data will be accomplished in under three seconds. Movie modems transmit data at a speed of two gigabytes per second. - When the power plant/missile site/whatever overheats, all the control panels will explode, as will the entire building. - If you display a file on the screen and someone deletes the file, it also disappears from the screen. (e.g., "Clear and Present Danger") - If a disk has got encrypted files, you are automatically asked for a password when you try to access it. - No matter what kind of computer disk it is, it'll be readable by any system you put it into. All application software is usable by all computer platforms. - The more high-tech the equipment, the more buttons it has

Poetry
For You As the warm sun sets into the cool water I turn and look into your face and there I see the bright smile and the soft, gentle eyes that I love, and your eyes have a spark in them that makes them seem as stars in the sky which we look at night after night on that same beach where the sun sets and where the warm, summer breeze brings me close to you, and cool, calm waves caress us and push us together until we are one with each other. The touch of your skin feels as silk against mine, and I want to hold you close and never have to let go, for you are the only one I want to be with. Your heart is a locket to which you have given me to the key and I in turn have given you the key to my heart. Those keys of love and kindness will be with us in everything we say, everything we do, and every moment we share for eternity. I grow weak With the absence of your love I remind myself to breathe Emptiness, invades, pain resides Within me, without you I hear only your gentl

Jenna's Drabbles
Current mood: creative Category: Life How to be an artist Stay loose. Learn to watch snails. Plant impossible gardens. Invite someone dangerous to tea. Make little signs that say Yes! and post them all over your house. Make friends with freedom and uncertainty. Look forward to dreams. Cry during movies. Swing as high as you can on a swingset, by moonlight. Cultivate moods. Refuse to 'be responsible'. Do it for love. Take lots of naps. Give money away. Do it now. The mooney will follow. Believe in magic. Laugh a lot. Celebrate every gorgeous moment. Take moonbaths. Have wild imaginings, transformative dreams, and perfect calm. Draw on the walls. Read everyday. Imagine yourself magic. Giggle with children. Listen to old people. Open up. Dive in. Be free. Bless yourself. Drive away fear. Play with everything. Entertain your inner child. You are innocent. Build a fort with blankkets. Get wet. Hug Trees. Write love letters. -SARK you know its strange. In this life,

Kinsblog
So, it transpires that the good folks here at the place where I work out are on the warpath about folks being on teh internets when they should be working... so looks like kins might have to go into hiding or lose his job, if it ain't too late already. Now how do you like them apples? I love that movie. I just wanted to share that with you. ...I don't think I could ever be with someone who didn't like the movie 'Empire Records'

Poems I Wrote
Waking from the truth of sleep I watch the lies of day grow deep. Intentions not to deceive, for no lie our mind perceives. Words of kindness lips do speak while teeth bite thoughts of anger deep. The hidden truth of our trials lie behind deceptive smiles. Praise delivered to those in need, though undeserved we hope it seeds. For return to our own plate, good deeds done in the name of fate. Truths we twist to rationalize, excuse behaviors most unwise. Webs of illusion can grow deep, if not cleared, tension we'll reap. Exhausted from days deception, truth is found in sleeps reflection. 9-25-07 I am here and you are not.. Hit and miss is all we got.. I call you and you call me.. subject lines have lots of Re: Now I see you! There you are! I'll call you now or you'll be far! Nikki L. Ok, I'm bored, so I'm going to write a poem to attempt to alleviate this situation, atleast momentarily, I've no idea where it will go...so lets find out... I

Random Stuff
bored and missing someone (they know who they are). so i made this. Or is just english to me ,and fucking gibberish to everyone else? OMFG arghh!! everyone go away was hoping someone in particular would be on tonight. walked away from my desk and missed her.. fuck... maybe tomm then, night cupcake..

Going Back
felt the need for a snack :P Have you noticed that most people you cross paths with online are really nothing more than a waste of time..... I mean you spend countless hours getting to know people develope a realtionship with them only to be fogotten when the next best thing comes along.....As I look back and think about how much time I've spent online and I have to ask myself........what for where are those friends now? Moved on to what they find entertaining to them now....yea huh its cuz its because im another year older and im venting because im getting older and still continue to learn life lessons.........just saying its funny when its all said and done what you really mean to people after all I dunno I just wonder why I continue to hang around....I mean what for yanno..... ""Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so LOVE the people who treat you right, FORGET the ones that don't and believe everything happens for a reason. NOBODY said it would be

Thoughts
Love is a battle We fight, throw things at each other Things flying here and there The battle lost or win There is no glory In the end, it was just a silly step Love is a war We does ugly things To piss at each other Humiliation,insults and in many other forms The war itself is ugly When its over We wonder is it worth it Love is a growing up We see ups and downs We see hopes fades We make mistakes But, that is part of growing up We had no idea what it leads to We take risks We fail and we pick up We learn as we grow up Love is hard It is even harder when You stop trying Some things don't last forever But some things do Love is that kind of thing Some of the cutest guys I know here has cats as their pets. Why cats and not dogs? Someone told me dogs are needy just like women. Anyway, for a good laugh.. A cat doesn't know what a remote control is. A cat loves you until it dies. You don't have to tell your cat you love it - it knows you do. A ca

Karra's Babblings
A man was driving down the highway, and he saw a rabbit hopping across the road. He swerved to avoid hitting the rabbit, but unfortunately the rabbit jumped in front of the car and was hit. The driver, being a sensitive man as well as an animal lover, pulled over to the side of the road, and got out to see what had become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, it was dead. The driver felt so awful, he began to cry. A woman driving down the same road came along, saw the man crying on the side of the road, and pulled over. She stepped out of her car and asked the man what was wrong. "I feel terrible," he explained. "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it." The woman told the man not to worry; she knew what to do. She went to her car trunk, and pulled out a spray can. She walked over to the limp, dead rabbit, and sprayed the contents of the can onto the animal. Miraculously the rabbit came to life, jumped up, waved its paw at the two humans, and hopped down the road.

My Blogs
You here about it all the time at other tracks, people dying in a car crash or something similar. If you have ever read my profile, you will know that I am the photographer at a little dirt track south of Dallas. Doing so, I meet alot of people. Not by name, but by face. Alot of people come up to me and talk. This weekend was the last weekend of racing of the year. A special two night event that happens every year after the season is over called the black/gold shootout. Tonight, I finally saw something I never thought I ever would. A driver was killed while racing. He flipped over onto his side and was hit on the roof and it caved in on him. It ws a sad thing to see, the races was cancelled for the night and we were all told that racing would resume tomorrow night. The driver who died was a good person, he loved racing and just always seemed happy. I talked to him a couple of times and never got any negative vibes from him. I think, although this was a total accident, it was a terrible

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Something From The Heart
A Red, Red Rose O my Luve's like a red, red rose That's newly sprung in June: O my Luve's like the melodie That's sweetly play'd in tune! As fair thou art, my bonnie lass, So deep in love am I: And I will love thee still, my dear, Till a' the seas gang dry: Till a' the seas gang dry, my dear, And the rocks melt with the sun; I will luve thee still my dear, When the sands of life shall run. And fare thee weel, my only Luve, And fare thee weel a while! And I will come again, my Luve, Tho' it were ten thousand mile. I love you enough to fight for you,compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if need be.Enough to miss you incrededibly when we're apart,no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of the distance.Enough to believe in our relationship,to stand by it through the worst of times. to have faith in our strength as a couple, and to never give up on us.Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,be there for you when you need

My Poems
He's supposed to love me: I sit alone in my room and wipe away my tears Hiding beneath the covers hoping that no one else hears I wrap them tightly around me to shut out all the pain And pray that if there's a god That he make me safe again I snuggle deep into my bed holding the corners tight Cuddling my little teddy bear and leaving on the light I wait for the assurance that all has gone to bed Then try to settle into sleep so that I might dream instead I awake at the sound of footsteps walking down the hall Then he stops outside my room and opens up my door I shiver with childlike fear as then I start to cry Knowing what he came here for but not understanding why He tells me I am special that I'm his little girl As he pulls back the covers and into my silent world He says it our little secret the special game he plays That no one else would understand they would just take him away I wonder why he comes to me in the middle of th

Miscellaneous
A man and a woman were dating. She, being of a religious nature, had held back the worldly pleasure that he wanted from her so badly. In fact, he had never even seen her naked... One day, as they slowly drove down the freeway, she remarked about his slow-driving habits. 'I can't stand it anymore,' she told him. 'Let's play a game...For every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit (60 MPH) you drive, I'll remove one piece of clothing. He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. * He reached the 65 MPH mark, so she took off her blouse. * At 70 off came the pants. * At 75 it was her bra...and * At 80 her panties. Now seeing her naked for the first time...and traveling faster than he ever had before...he became very excited and lost control of the car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a tree! His girlfriend was not hurt, but he was trapped. She tried to pull him free but alas he was stuck. 'Go to the road and get help,' he s

Tomkat's Ramblings
when you give your girlfriend the nickname snuggleboo, sometimes extended to snuggleboobear. My Godz, I have lost all my hardcore points!! Well I practice Orwellian BDSM. I punish my submissive for thinking about doing bratty things. Thoughtcrime is doubleplusungood. I just spent 64 dollars on crap for my costume at the Halloween store. I am gonna be an evil, sadistic, vicious devil. And I might even wear a costume.

Check This Out
alcoholic beverage anyone? (with pics)malibu coconut rumYou are malibu coconut rum. You love to chill, take it easy and smooth. If this was an outdoor party I could just see you skinny dipping. Sip this drink you prefer taste than to making a total ass out of yourself, by taking shots. I think that's totally rad and cool, at leaast you would be more capable of driving people home?Myspace Quizzes I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul

Decending Into Madness
Right now, at this very unique moment in time, I am trying to conquer a nose bleed that has lasted for the past three hours. I only get these when I'm completely stressed out and on the verge of a complete breakdown. So I know what's coming and if I don't write it out I'm going to be screwed. See, I can't take an hour to calm down or regroup. I have to pack. Of this 13 room house, no one room is finished. I'm under the gun because the lawyer/executor of my mother's will is a real cocksmoker. I stand to lose EVERYTHING belonging to me and my mother if I don't move.... FAST! This weekend is the big move. I've got several friends coming to help out. No, they are more than friends, they are my family. These very few people are the people who are always there for me. ALWAYS. They know me the best and always have my best interests at heart. They all calm me in their own ways, which I need right now. It's not that I have to move that is stressing me to this point. I've moved a zillion

Random Poetry
Through these eyes Can you see The pain that lies inside My soul crying for help From all the wounds Ive received All the battles that Ive lost My heart is broken And I struggle to fix it Reaching out to someone Anyone at this point in time To help me out of this cell I wasnt looking when I found you Someone who makes me smile Constantly picking me up when I stumble Leaning on you I found something Not intending to I found myself falling for you Day by day The more we talked And the more you comforted me The more alive I became You stimulate me more than anything Making me want to believe in myself I'm far from being perfect The scars on my arm prove that But it doesnt matter to you I dont have to be anything more than me For you to like me To want me You welcomed me with open arms And cradle me with warmth But now,after all this time,you want to leave I'm begging you to stay Dont leave me alone We waited so long to talk one-on-one And you want to let

Imagination's Imagination Creative Erotica
Something new I thought I would add. I cannot recall when I wrote it, I think a few years ago. Anyways, enjoy, and please I love feedback, could care less about the points or the rates on my blog but I love your feed back. Oh and be fore warned this gets a bit sexually graphic, so if you are easily offended please consider not reading further. *************************************************** He was lying in a room, high ceilings, and a thick carpet. Circumstances unknown to him at the time had brought him here, and his friend was most kind to give him a place to crash for the night. They had been friends for some time after all, and he had spent many a night there in the past. This night was different however. He could hear her moans in the next room. Her boyfriend had been out of town for the weekend, and she was surely alone. He shifted to the other shoulder, apparently she had forgotten hospitality, and failed to provide him with a pillow. The moans of self pleasure

Random
if you dont want your Fubucks Plz Send them to me.. they are located under gifts.. how to send em the reason i ask is im saving up for spotlight To contact me, jump on the next space shuttle and hitch a ride with the jetsons to a place called "Taxco 9" Here, you'll meet a guy named Faberuberwagen McSloogenlahgen, and ask him if he can drive you a place called "Adam's Villa". from there , you'll hich a ride on a sapcebus to my home planet "Liquid Density Measurement" and look fore the biggest castle on the planet made out of guranium, and knock on the door that says "For B's only". A guy named Tommy will greet you and he will try to kill you. Just say that he left the faucet on in the bathroom and he will run like hell to go turn it off. Finally, you'll see my personal butler named sean, and he will give you a piggy-back ride to my Super secret Uber Lair. And then I pull a lever and you fall into another dimension of eternal pain and suffering for all eternity. Have Fun!!! Nikki

Babydoll's Chatter
Dear family , Show me some love ... Make a salute to me ! Everyone that makes me a salute gets one back in return ! I will show you just how much you mean to me! I'll go that extra step for you and give you a pic, a voice comment anything of your choice (but with in reason of course.... Let me know who wants to participate thanks :) ~ much luv to all ~ BabyDoll MyHotComments :: HotFreeLayouts I will no longer be adding men to my friend's list at this time THANK YOU ... women are still welcome :) Please do not Add me as a friend if your going to ask me " Can I see your dirty pics ?" Its a nakie boob picture I'm sure everyone has seen boobs before lol.... My family only gets to see those pics ! why you may ask ? Those are the people I feel that I have a close connection to!!!They have taken the time to get to know me and rate/comment/fan ME... They talk to me everyday or just about ! So Please stop asking ! If you wanna be friends then thats cool, If

Just Ramblins
Heres the deal, I have 2 teenage boys one will be 14 in less than a week, then the other will be 16 in Feb....both of them want phones for christmas...can any of you tell me of some good cell phones( preferable the flip phone style) of which ones are good, there are so many to choose from, just thought yall might give me some ideas of which ones may be good for them.......any suggestions will be greatly appreciated.................I also want to wish all my friends and family a safe and very Merry Christmas Hugggzzz & smiles always, ~~~~~Leah~~~~~~~ To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. T

Thinking Blog
DAMNIT I NEED SLEEP LOL N I CANT SLEEP HELP LMAO MY HEAD KILLIN ME AND IM STRESSED OUT I NEED TO GO GET REALLY DRUNK AND STAY THAT WAY A COUPLE DAYS LOL LORD HAVE MERCY IM BABBLING AGAIN OK IM DONE LOL my family just needs prayer , we were told today that my cousins one yr old daughter might have cancer in the lymph nodes in her neck. i raised her mother so this is really breakin my heart..so if u could please keep them in your prayers i would appericate it thank u all for reading this here is a pic of the baby and her parents kelly n adam - her mom n dad kayliegh i had my one yr old at the hospital and she has pneumonia and urinary tract infection she is very ill been keep a temp between 100.8 and 105 .. so if i dont answer im busy with her so be patient and if u cant then block me bc u dont need to be my friend bc my kids are always first and 2nd my contest was postponed and thats actually a good thing for me right now ok much love and peace to u

Poems
All the times i sat an cried,all the times they'd ask me why but i could never give them a reason for my pain never a reason for my tears could only sit there an cry some more, i dont know what is wrong with me and i dont know why i just wish it would all go away all this pain all this anger all this sadness i wish it would just all disappear i feel like im nothing, nothing at all nothing to anyone, not even to myself im so tired of feeling this way i wish i was happy, i wish i knew what happiness was but im to the point now that i have forgotten now all i know is pain an sadness i feel like im slowly going insane an no one can help me, i wish someone could help me.....i wish someone would help me, i wish someone knew but no one does, maybe no one ever will maybe this is my destiny, my fate I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick

Here Is A Little About Myself
Well I am just being stupid and thought what the hey you know...Besides I am guess what I am about to do that I am right on...So I thought I would be nice and ask and see how right I am on this...How many ladys out there would sleep with me? I am just wondering cuz I am guess maybe if I am lucky there might be 1 or 2 and thats its...Come on now don't lie be honest with yourself cuz truth doesn't hurt you know... Here is my url to myspace if anyone wants it and besides my page there is pretty sweet myspace.com/gottalove69style Ok lets say you are dating someone ok and they say this all right here. ( just asking one of my friends on fubar asked me why you were checking his page out and he wrote u a message asking y u keep looking at my friends u should stop and stay out of my bussnes but hun i already to talk to him so please dont say anything to him k hes a good friend of mine i dont want people mad at me k huny)

Quotes & Random Thoughts
To all of the guys on here that know and adore me (and why do you, by the way? lol)....I am officially taken.....be nice to him...lol. I will just come right out and say it: I want to be a mother. I have spent the last decade of my life being lovingly refered to as the "Family Nanny", but as much as I love my nephew and dozen or so cousins and second cousins, I just want to start my own family. Well, as fortune would have it, my darling one feels up for the challenge as well (poor guy...lol). However, despite several attempts at conception...well, we have yet to get any "positive" results. So, today, I was a bit excited upon realizing (and forgive me if this proves to be too much information) that I am "late". So, of course, I rushed off to purchase a pregnancy test. I frowned at the little window as only one pink line appeared on it...I am not pregnant. Now, at this point you may be wondering about the title of this blog, "It Is Just Not Fair". Allow me to explain: I have a c

Pictures I Like
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Your age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 19. Number please (yes, i WILL call it): Add this effect to your own photos

Cooters Crazy Ass World
I just have to love/hate this old dear, she does make me laugh with her attempts to recapture her youth....... (for the joke, read the bottom) and yes, this is a real bulletin the old git made. SEXYGIRLBLONDES 1st time, and maybe last, to be auctioned off Sample some sweet southern charm, SexyGirlBlonde style Click on my pic, and have fun bidding I’m offerring 1.A VOICE MESSAGE TRANSFERED TO YOU WHERE I SAY YOUR NAME 2.A SONG I SING FROM ONE OF MY CD'S TRANFERED TO YOU. 3. 10 SFW PHONE CALLS AT THE TIMES YOU WANT THEM 4. YOUR NAME ON MIND FOR A MONTH 5.I WILL RATE YOUR PIC'S WITH MY 100 11'S FOR A WEEK 6.PIMP YOU OUT IN MY BLOG 7. 1 NFW SALUTE..... 8. ADD TO YAHOO MESSENGER 9. YOUR PIC RIPPED TO MY DEFAULT WITH A NICE CAPTION ADDED min bid is 100000 fu bucks auction starts JAN. 11TH and end JAN. 18TH (repost of original by '*Phantom*' on '2008-01-11 18:41:20') (repost of original by '*SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#26*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN

More Poems For My One And Only
I’m sorry of being so emotional I’m sorry of being so possessive I’m sorry that I cry for you I’m sorry because I can’t live without you I’m sorry for the tears you shed I’m sorry for the damage I made I’m sorry I’ve made you sick Sorry I hurt you so deep I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights I’m sorry for each and every fight I’m sorry for your pain & agony I’m sorry for the missing harmony I’m sorry for my selfish love I’m sorry for not caring enough I’m sorry for my restlessness I’m sorry for the losing grace I’m sorry my friend I made you mad I’m sorry darling you are so sad Sorry for not giving you any happiness Sorry because it’s my disgrace I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much I’m sorry I always miss your touch I’m sorry of being so mad about you I’m sorry for my every blue I’m sorry of being so immature I’m sorry now that can’t be cured I’m sorry of being myself I’m sorry that I’ve failed I’m sorry and sorry again I’m sorry o

Caley's Inner Thoughts, Ramblings And Findings
TOWSON, Md. — A Maryland teenager calmly admitted in court Monday that he beat his mother to death with a baseball bat after an argument over his grades at a prestigious private school. Lewin C. Powell III, 16, wore a dark suit and showed no emotion as he answered questions from Baltimore County Circuit Judge Kathleen G. Cox about whether he understood the significance of his guilty plea to first-degree murder. Prosecutors are seeking a life sentence with the possibility of parole when he is sentenced April 3. Powell's attorneys plan to ask for all but 15 years of the sentence to be suspended and to have their client sent to the Patuxent Institute, a maximum-security psychiatric facility with a program for young offenders. Powell did not stir when a prosecutor read a statement of facts that detailed the prolonged attack on his mother and a similar beating of his father, who survived. "He's always taken responsibility for what he's done," Shanell Kathleen Harleston, one of

Trivia
What Briton had 2 of the 3 #1 singles issued after his death in the U.S.? No not that easy. The first video on MTV was "Video Killed the Radio Star" the second was "You Better Run", here's the question: What was aired in between these two videos? Ok this one will sit for a while. These are items you can buy at any hardware store. "1" costs .50 cents "12" costs $1 and "144" costs $1.50. What are they? Good Luck with this one. See you in the mumms :p

Hott Bombers Of Fubar
We are way behind on this so far, and we still have a long way to go..lets try to stay within a comfortaqble distance please! We need all members to comment bomb asap! I am so disappointed..:( For Master Feather, who has put everything he has into this contest hes in and he has not received even a bit of the help that we as a team can give. I have been moving...and I am still..I will be off all day tomorrow and will have to wait for them to reconnect my service at the new place. Thats my excuse..what is everyone elses? Are we ready to give up being a team, cause if thats the case please let me know ok? I need feedback from everyone in HOTT...If you can spare a few minutes to write. :( Those that have been helping and doing the best they can I thank you, and I am sorry I havent been here. I would love to know what is going on though..:( Anyone out there? We stopped helping this team member out, and she has since proven that she has tried to bomb herself, so lets finish this

Today
i'm wasted. lol and i just thought i'd write myself a blog before i go to bed. i'm in such a great mood right now, it's not even funny. and i'm loving it :) anyways i'm in a very flirty kinda mood. and i would love for some people to flirt with me, so i can flirt back. lol. jk, all. im fittin' ta go to bed right now. so sleep sweet, i know i'll be writting another blog sometime. lo because soemtimes i just feel like it. so...whatever. lol sleep sweet y'all. love ya's! *xoxox* Miranda this weekend i get to go to Ohio and party with my friend, Clorissa. lol i love it. and i've been in a good mood and excited all week! lol and i'm very hyper because i'm in such a great mood. lol i love going to Ohio. and Clorissa is awesome lol you can see pics of us partying in my photos. lol anyways...i hope everyone's weekend is just as great as i know mine will be. :) love ya's Miranda *xoxox* so...it's friday again :) and i'm glad. i'm about to enjoy my 3 day

~fünny Chït!~
Johnny wanted to have sex with a girl in his office... but she belonged to someone else... One day Johnny got so frustrated that he went up to her and said, 'I'll give you a $100 if you let me have sex with you...' but the girl said, 'NO.' Johnny said, 'I'll be fast, I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down, and I'll be finished by the time you pick it up.' She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult her boyfriend... so she called her boyfriend and told him the story. Her boyfriend says ask him for $200 then pick up the money very fast... he won't even be able to get his pants down. She agrees and accepts the proposal. Half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is waiting for his girlfriend to call. Finally after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks what happened...She said, 'The bastard used quarters!' Management Lesson: Always consider a business proposal in it's entirety before agreeing to it, and getting scre

An Authentic Unoriginal
1) The front of your scrubs reads "Nurses... here to save your ass, not kiss it!" 2) you occasionally park in the space with the"physicians only" sign...and knock it over. 3) you believe some patients are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4) you recognize that you can't cure stupid. 5) you own at least three pens with the names of prescription medications on them. 6) you believe there's a special place in hell for the inventor of the call light. 7) you believe that saying "it can't get any worse" causes it to get worse just to show you it can. 8) you wash your hands BEFORE you go to the bathroom. 9) you believe that any job where you can drive to work in your pajamas is a cool one. 10) you consider a tongue depressor an eating utensil. 11) eating microwave popcorn out of a clean bedpan is perfectly natural. 12) you've been exposed to so many x-rays that you consider it a form of birth control. 13) you've ever heard a patient with

Passion Of The Wolf - Erotica
Leather and lace and steel and chrome Dresses and nylon, a lady at home All women, all man, in passions throes Riding like the wind wherever it blows Wind in her hair and steel underneath Arms wrap her man with pure body heat Woman to man with turbines a roar Riding the wind with love to explore Your scent is sweet like a summer breeze Let me feel your soft skin with a subtle ease Let fingertips linger on see through lace Let lips too long hungry have one sweet taste Muscles of iron and will of Adonis His passion explores the lace of her bodice Fingers of leather upon flesh of porcelain Fury of racing hearts to the limit. The leather sheds like a snake's old skin Satin and lace she offers to him in sin His tears in wonderment stain satin sheet Her beauty given in passion's heat Leather to lace breathes that are tasted Satin is torn as lust isn't wasted Forces of passion pushes their beat Bleached from these two upon wetted down sheets. The night runs

Poohbear
Today was a day like no other before A day of rare passion you see For today we revealed our most intimate selves Moments in time seized for you and for me! We kissed and we cuddled and it felt oh so fine As we lay in each others arms too The passion and desire we shared it was great And I felt the love given from you I could say it just happened and I guess it did too Was this planned a long while ago? We needed to know if we wanted each other Could we really give this a go? I don’t know what will happen in the future you see But for now we’ll take each day we share And treasure the passion and desire within For each other I know that we care! I wrote this (poohbear) As i awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true ......... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face... Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender e

Blogs
this is why i hate myself and i know its true no one will ever like me.. burnthe.priest: Have fun with that. ruthie !: i dont care about any stupid man off the internet burnthe.priest: Then why post your pics? ruthie !: BECAUSE I FUCKIN CAN ruthie !: trust me tons of desperate yahoo fuckers JUST LIKE U burnthe.priest: I'd rather jerk-off. ruthie !: jack off to them burnthe.priest: You are nasty. ruthie !: im nasty burnthe.priest: No ass. ruthie !: im not the one on here lookin for a women to jack off too burnthe.priest: Nor am I. ruthie !: uh huh ruthie !: im sure burnthe.priest: I'll jack off to porn... not your nasty ass. ruthie !: i have 1075 in my address book ruthie !: and im sure a lot of them jacked off to me burnthe.priest: So? ruthie !: so i dont care ruthie !: what u think ruthie !: or what u do in ur time burnthe.priest: Lies... ruthie !: im liein about home many are on my address book? ruthie !: u want proof ruthie !: because im sure 99% jacked off to me burnthe.priest:

Whatever
i love being a mommy love watchin her grow but its so hard not having anyone help and trying to have a life she fights sleep and gives me problems ever time i try layin her down nobody really understands even though they try to they arent the ones up with her at night and any hour of the day when she feels like wakin up i love being a mommy but im getting so tired all i want to do is sleep getting so tired... it usually takes a lot to make me feel comfortable...especially with a guy. but not him. he somehow just does. and i honestly dont think he tries to. i feel completely comfortable openign up to him about everything and i know he would never judge me from anything he learns. hes willing to accept me for who i am and understand all the things i have been through. if something doesnt make sence to him he wont ask but thats oly becasue he is afraid of making me uncomfrtable. he does such a good job at making me feel comfortable. i have no worries when im talkin

Errata
MOUTHOLOGY: What is your salad dressing of choice? Blue Cheese of Any Sort What is your favorite fast food restaurant of choice? Dollar Menus? Ya'RLY! What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Buffets kick ass. Us Fat Fucks gotta Eat. Though, Sakuras in baltimore was the first place i went to wher they cooked food at the table On average how much of a tip do you leave at a restaurant? Pen15 What food could u eat everyday for two weeks and not get sick of? Sushi(eel sushi kicks ass), but, for ME...straight ol' ground beef patties, you can do anything with beef What are your pizza toppings of choice? Im a MEAT Lover...in a non gay way. Anchovies and peppers now and then too What do you like on your toast? butter, cinnamon and sugar TECHNOLOGY: What is your wallpaper on your computer? A F'n Tree. It WILL be goatse on the other account How many televisions are in your house? 2 What color cell phone do you have? Zero. Fuck You. I USED to

Anyonehome
=== 'Andrea' wrote the following at '2009-03-07 15:38:06'.. > > > get ur bid in My daughter Amaya has disappeared. She is only 17, but she did put a page up here on Fubar in hopes of finding friends. Her name is Taryn Strunk, but she goes by Amaya Shae Harrington. She is about 5 ft 3 and 120 pounds. She currently has red hair with black lowlites, and it is cut in a reverse angle bob. Last time she was seen she was wearing a black girl cut muscle shirt with a fairy on the front and a pair of black shorts with no shoes. If you hear from her, please contact me either by sb or pm. I am posting a link to a pic of her in case the pic I inserted doesn't show up. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3414404&albumid=1812960&i=1711126911&idx=6

New Members
New Member Check her out!! Leave her love, fan, rate, and add her!! coronagirl and Head greeter & promoter @ The Firehouse and co-owner of the fu-soror@ fubar Please show her love, fan, rate, and add her!! Welcome her to the family!! VINNIE'S BABY GURL & CLUB F.A.R. FAMILY MEMBER!!!!@ fubar New member please add, rate, and fan her!! Show her love!! bubbasgrl4ever@ fubar

About Anything
My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. . I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of dis

My Everyone Blog
jadelotus and I were arguing over that cheating whore SherryMH, because it's her birthday today. We want her to make up her mind whether she's going to take my m00bz, or jadelotus' b00bz. We need people to decide, and maybe even enter their own, to see who SherryMH is going to choose. The winner, decided by SherryMH, will have to give SherryMH a personalized b00b/m00b salute. So, show em, fuckers! and here's me, for the fuck of it. If you're wondering why you're being taken off my lists (here, and fb), you should focus on who's ass you're kissing, and who you're running and reporting to. I'm too old, too wise, and too busy with real life to entertain the idea of welcoming more drama into my life. If you're one who spreads it, or causes it, you're gone. Simple as that. Don't like it? Stop being a fucking two-faced, backstabbing cunt (that applies to guys, too). UPDATE: I've deleted basically everyone, aside from a few that have proven themselves a friend to

My Songs
so confussed, so out in space don't know where to go, don't know what to think life comes at you like a speeding bullet dodging it is so hard to do lookin left and right not knowing where to go sees everyone lookin at you like something is wrong and you don't know what to think, not knowing where to go the heart shows so much that we don't listen to at times when we know we should it shows us the true way to love and care and it's up to us to listen to it sleep my baby dream of things to come upon the twilight hour you shall see what my love means to you holding me oh so thight never letting you go sleep tight my baby don't you cryi'll always be by yourside sleep tight my sweetheart our love will grow and grow sleep tight my love we'll be married soon enough as i watch you sleep i drift off myself dreaming of things that i'll never have thinking of someday when i get the things i need sleep tight my baby don't you cry i'll always be by yurside sleep tight my s

Writers & Lovers
Sleeping Beauty by LateNiteFantasy© In dreamscape she flew, The stunning Sleeping Beauty, Cursed to sleep for a hundred years. Her silken hair fanned across white satin, Rosy lips slightly parted. Her dreams were not of Castles in the sky, Or happily ever after. Vibrant and all woman, She dreamt of feminine desires, The kind wiles are composed of. In her dreams, she saw visions Of wonderful substance, The stuff that female dreams Are made of. Exquisite imagery radiated Like a kaleidoscope Behind her closed smoky eyes, As male appendages of love, Paraded before her, Dipping and dancing In perfect form. Her perfect lips smiled With wanton delight, As she inspected every one. Every pore, every shiny inch, Each vein and every ridge, She explicitly explored, Not missing a delectable spot. First, she employed her finger To trace every curve and arch. Next, she used a strand Of her glossy soft hair To tease and tickle, Finally, using a ribb

Thoughts From The Padded Room
all you have to do to join is put "Member of Wicked Kitties" in your profile and make a salute with your fubar name and that as well... see no flaming hoops here so callin out to the tattooed and pierced sex kittens....and callin out to the bbw and the thick chicks...and anybody who thinks they can show the group respect...no long list of rules....no voting in....just a real group with real ppl..... SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???? BE THE FIRST ON YOUR BLOCK TO RUN TO THE WINDOW AND SAY" IM A WICKED KITTIE"!!!!!!!!!!!! (ok dont really do that they might call someone) hey ladies AZ's angels are back....if you wanna join just put Member of AZ's angels in your name...and make a group salute as well....WE DO NOT TURN ANYBODY AWAY we call out to the tattooed pierced and the outcasts......but ALL ARE WELCOME so what are you waiting for?????????? well first off i wanna say this....TO FAT SONNY YOU MIGHT THINK ITS FUNNY TO CALL ME A RAPIST AND AN PEDOPHILE BUT THERE IS A LITTLE THING

Lyrics
You take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a really really lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step). Then your friends do their part: in the comments section, try to identify what songs the lyrics come from. Oh, and Googling is cheating! And so is looking at my other blogs. So here's my top 10 of the moment: 1. Time to light the fires and spill the waste 2. Moonlight is about to transform some people into strange creatures 3. My disposition is in a possition for all to see. 4. I secretly crave, crave that scent again 5. pull - steamroller rollin' through 6. And if you see me losing ground 7. Hold it together, birds of a feather 8. Some will learn, many do 9. I dont need your forgiveness 10. Come On, Grab the bull by the horns If you look at the other blog you cheat

My Poetry
looking up at the sky, rain drops rolling down her cheek. she knew then. it was him and no one else. and there she stood on her patio, wrapped in her bed sheets, overlooking her memories. their memories. what was and could of been. now, dust in the wind. her eyes stared out into the grey distance. the only sound left: pitter patter. rain against her naked sin. her soaked hair carried by the wind became waves in an ocean. she was vulnerable. unaware of the night's talent. it could change her. a woman of the past would beome a woman of the future. through the descending rain, she spotted it. one she had never seen before. they met and it made her wonder. she had waited her whole life to find this: a skillful stranger that could tame her heart. she knew then. it was him and no one else. his slightest look opened and closed her as when the heart of the flower she held in her delicate hand perceived the rain falling. only something in her and her alone u

Really Free Shit. No Bs
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Fire
Time Honored Truths Don't sweat the petty things, and don't pet the sweaty things. One tequila, two tequila, three tequila, floor. One nice thing about egotists: They don't talk about other people. To be intoxicated is to feel sophisticated but not be able to say it. The older you get, the better you realize you were. I doubt, therefore I might be. Age is a very high price to pay for maturity. Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday. Women like silent men, they think they're listening. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day. a friend sent this to my email come show yourself to me.let me see you so tha ti know you are real,and not just something i dream about or read about. come show yourself to me.let me knwo you are real,and not just something from my imagination, i have an open mind.Some may say you are not real b

In The News
Swine flu may sound nasty. As of late Thursday, there are 236 cases of swine flu and eight confirmed deaths worldwide. But by comparison an estimated 600 people die of tuberculosis, about 1,400 people die from strep and 2,704 people die from a common asbestos-related lung cancer in the United States every year. Last year the seasonal flu took the lives of 83 children and an estimated 36,000 adults in the United States, according to the CDC. Of course, pandemics can be deadly and need public health measures. The 1918-1919 influenza pandemic killed more people than the entire First World War. Estimates range from 30-50 million lives lost, according to the U.S. Department of Health and Human Services. But in every flu pandemic since, the numbers have luckily dwindled. The 1957-1958 pandemic flu took 70,000 deaths above the normal flu season, and the 1968-1967 pandemic flu caused 33,000 more deaths than the average flu season. The virulence of the virus does matter, but public

Randumb
I got deleted hahaha. But I'm back and my friends rule for helping me level so quickly ♥ So of course since i'm off to a couple of shows this weekend, I think I'm getting sick. The children are sick and when they are I can't help but snuggle with them because I feel so bad. Yeah, i know; good job. Anyway i refuse to be sick, so i've been taking Tylenol Severe Cold and Congestion.... anything else that might make this go away ? Like now? ♥ I put on a Hannah Montana wig and went to my parents house to say hello. My mother said I looked like an old hooker. what do you guys think? LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Adoption
When my book Death By Adoption was published in New Zealand in 1979, it caused quite a stir. There were many reviews, some supportive, others downright scary, but one that stayed in my memory was printed in a Catholic publication. The reviewer berated me for what was described as my "angry and bitter" stance against adoption, that sacred cow that had always been off limits to criticism. You would have thought that I had burnt the national flag or otherwise committed an act of unforgivable sedition, instead of simply exposing the traffic of adoption for what it was; a wholesale oppression of unmarried women and the children born to us outside of formal marriage. Five years previously I was asked to address a group of social workers to present my views for single mothers and against adoption. By the time I finished speaking, some of those social workers were on their feet and screaming at me. One even cried real tears as she tried to process what I had said. I could see how very

Miscellaneous
you've been a good girl I'll come down your chimney S1lkéÑélÐêr™...... A ticker message. Seriously? No explanation necessary Here my friends is one of those people that you just gotta love. She'll help you out even when you tell her not to, multiple times :P I realize pretty much everyone I talk already knows her, but on the off chance you don't, rectify it, now. She possesses the awesome basically. Ms. D@ fubar

Songs
Hello me...meet the real me.And my misfits way of life.A dark black past is myMost valued possession.Hindsight is always 20-20,But looking back its still a bit fuzzy.Speak of mutually assured destruction? Nice story...tell it to readers digest!!!/chorus/Feeling paranoidTrue enemy or false friend? Anxietys attacking me, andMy air is getting thin.Im in trouble for the thingsI havent got to yet.Im chomping at the bit, and myPalms are getting wet, sweating bullets.Hello me...its me again.You can subdue, but never tame me.It gives me a migraine headacheThinking down to your level.Yea, just keep on thinking its my faultAnd stay an inch or two outta kicking distance.Mankind has got to knowHis limitations./chorus/Feeling claustrophobic,Like the walls are closing in.Blood stains on my hands andI dont know where Ive been.Im in trouble for the thingsI havent got to yet.Im sharpening the axe and myPalms are getting wet, sweating bullets.Well, me...its nice talking to myself,A credit to dementia.So

Everything
why am i here? my heart feels so troubled why am i here? is it to love or is it to fear? to love is so beautiful but it scares me so much i wait for the pain as i wait for your touch i've heard all the lies and i'll hear them again thats why i'm fearing, inside i'll be hurt in the end should i be brave and let my heart go? could i trust you enough to let the love show? and if i gave in would you give too? is it really safe for me to fall in love with you? am i to love or am i to fear? Please God, what’s the answer? why am i here? that is, until I met Danielle. Now I know that it's to love. Thank you, Dani. Thank you for answering my question, my love. Always… sitting here, awaiting sleep my thoughts lost in your smile i close my eyes but sleep wont come so i think i'll write awhile i know our future isn't set but please love, do not fear the only fear thats in my heart is losing you, my

Random Ramblings
Hole. Bloody hole. We aren't supposed to talk about the bloody hole, but there's a bloody hole winking me in the face. I want to c-u-u-t it off, ch-o-o-p it off, and make guacahole. This blog...is for Witchie. The hole thing. Not just part, the hole thing. What can you do with a hole? You can fill a hole. You can tongue a hole. You can gaze into a hole. You can enlarge a hole. You can stick something in a hole. You can take something out of a hole. There is a hole lot of things you can do with a hole. You can build a barrier, so nobody falls into the hole. You can lay branches over a hole, so people do fall into it. Holey crap...I'm running out of ideas. HOLE!!! HOLEY HOLEY HOLE...we aren't supposed to talk about the hole. Well, life is chaotic. New job, and they are pushing me to get a promotion already. I had 4 jobs lined up...3 of them decided to not hire me because I failed the background check....whoops. So now I'm working Hometown Buffet, and only Hometow

Pour Elle
I love you. You know I do Yea, it's perfect...well, it isn't and it is And I've been meaning to call you I've been meaning to call you Then I do I've been meaning to call you I've been meaning to call you Then I do Phone rings once Phone rings twice Phone rings three times I am of you You are in everything I do I do I trust you, that makes you true I don't care if it isn't the way it isI've been meaning to call you I've been meaning to call you Then I do Phone rings once Phone rings twice Phone rings three times I am of you You are always in view Yea, I am my will But you are in everything I do I do. I do. I do In the Day Eraser's dark of night In the Excited States, gone in plain sight Under the wave or by cavelight I lose, things change, but never in your eyes I am of you You are always in view I am my will You are in everything I do Song For A Winter’s Night The lamp is burning low upon my table top The snow is softly

Ems
While you slept A child cried While you slept A mother died While you slept A father bled While you slept The sirens wailed While you slept Bright lights did flash While you slept I did speed past While you slept Life did go on While you slept So peaceful & sound While you slept We made our rounds I wish you could see the sadness of a business man as his livelihood goes up in flames, or that family returning home, only too find their house and belongings damaged or lost for good. I wish you could know what it is like too search a burning bedroom for trapped children, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 3 a.m. as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everyth

Bored...read If You Want
Your Holiday Wish is a Kiss Under the Mistletoe You can't help it... you think the holidays are the most romantic time of the year.You want something magical to happen during your holidays, even if you're already in love.You may simply be wishing for a mind blowing, under-the-mistletoe kiss, but you wouldn't mind being completely swept off your feet this year.You'd swoon for a very romantic present or a very sincere profession of love. It's easy to warm your heart. What's Your Holiday Wish? Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To! You Would Be an Idealistic Santa You keep dreaming of your perfect Christmas, even if you'll never achieve it. You love the idea of a cozy home, perfect presents, a big happy family, and blankets of snow.You think that almost everything about the holidays is nice - especially opening your home, heart, and wallet to those in need.You think that anyone who is grouchy or stingy during the holidays is naughty. You r

From Myspace
I know she shines in your eyes. I see it through mine. Your eyes sparkle more as she grows. With that child golden is the time. Always hold it dear. Years will pass like momments. Hold all your memorys close. I hope you never forget. You to bring joy in life. I hope forever you shine. And I hope forever. You will shine in mine. She smiles at my words. Even when they are true. I say these words. Only to you. Your beauty amazing. Your smile I long to touch. To much distance between us. An ocean to much. I will look at this sea. And see your face. In my heart always. Your smile has its place. Her anger in control of her. It rules her mood today. Can my words regain her smile. Will my thoughts touch her in any way. Her true beauty is hidden. With this cloud in her mind. To return what she has lost. A way I will find. If you ever need a friend. To lighten your hearts mood. I will make you smile again. And c

WHEN U SMILE, I SMILE. WHEN UR SAD, I'M SAD. WHEN U CRY, I CRY. WHEN U JUMP OFF THE BRIDGE, I'LL SAY U WAS A DUMB ASS!!!!!!!!!! Hang me on your cross Cut into my flesh Call me all your wicked names Burden me with your best Unanimous they shout Burn him to the ground That fucking sinner is going down Im not a gladiator Never been a slave for the fight But I'€™ll never give up Wake me for a 1000 nights And their eyes as gorgon would Turn me to stone They surly should And the harlequin makes them laugh As my blood washes my legs In the home of the faithless Amongst the swine They feast themselves on red meat And drown in the finest wine Hosanna I shout be free Hosanna I shout for me Hosanna I cry for them Hosanna will they repent Incontrovertible you know my faith is I will fucking bleed for you I will die for this You weak amongst a man to praise Meek how they gaze The judiciary of your lawless land Point the fing

For The Fans
WELL I WENT HUNTING TODAY AND I FOUND THE UNOFFICIAL LEAKED SCRIPT OF THE NEW MOON MOVIE....MOST OF THE COPIES HAVE BEEN DELETED BUT I HAVE THE ENTIRE SCRIPT...I WILL NOT BLOG THE SCRIPT BUT FOR THOSE TRUE FANS PLEASE MESSAGE ME FOR DETAILS AND ILL TELL YOU WHERE TO LOOK.. FANS I TELL YA ITS GOOD SO FAR FROM WHAT IVE READ....BUT ILL LET YOU DECIDE. OKAY THERE WAS LITTLE MISUNDERSTANDING BETWEEN THE OLD EDWARD CULLEN I YESTERDAY PLEASE READD HIM IF YOU HAD HIM IN YOUR LIST THANKS...LOVE YA BELLA Edward Cullen ( A Twilight role playing profile) Looking for my Bella@ fubar IF YOU ALL HAVE THE OLD EDWARD CULLEN ON YOUR LIST PLEASE DELETE HIM WE HAD TO REPLACE HIM PLEASE ADD THE NEW EDWARD CULLEN...THANKS LOVE YA BELLA Edward Cullen 'Twilight Role playing Profile'@ fubar

Wtf?
Your Jersey Shore nickname is: A-Tan Click Here Remember... I HATE EMO POEMS I'm sick of poemsthat that talk of deathand how your stupid boyfriend leftlets not get upand get a lifejust grab your paper, pen, and knifelets talk of bloodupon the floorand lovely darknesswe adoreall you sayis "my life rots"and then you write your emo thoughtsno one caresabout your dreadsand how you justwish you were deadthey aren't as deepas