CT the king of kings's blog: "hi there"

Its amazing to see you not here
Its amazing to see your face everywhere
Too long has passed without a gentle kiss
Such a sight I will forever miss
Long ago with everything was bright
We once had the world in our sight

Always grasping for things lost
Searching and seeking for words
Understanding everything and yet nothing
Where has the time gone
When did it die
All is said for not
With a humble Goodbye

stand beside a lonely man

and see what he believes

slow down and understand

we all have need

turn around im lost again

in a world thats blind to me

catch a train and dont look back

its free to dream----

                  chorus

dream

dream

dream

i was born in a troubled life

not far from here

never learned wrong from right

but now i see

these bars they hold me in

keep me from being free

one thing i learned in life

its free to dream

                      chorus

dream

dream

dream

i dream of a better day

with freedom from the hell i paid

i hope i can see the day

when i walk from here

i believe ppl can change

and i know im one of them

im ready to change my ways

and have god in my life

              bridge

cause i see you love

and i cant believe my eyes

i feel your love

in a way i cant deny

i see your love

and i cant believe my sees

               outro

cause i only want to be with you

only only you

only only you

only only you

only only you

i wanna know - where ill be tmw

i hope to see- questions in my mind

cause i know- you will be- always on my side

i will cry- out to you- will you please forgive my sins

the question is- im wasting my life away

will save me oh lord

               chorus

i need i need to know

i need i need to know

help me lord- to what i have become

look in the mirror- i dont like what i see

make me strong- to over come- the sins of this world

i will try- to understand- faith is inside me

the question is- im wasting my life away

will you save me oh lord 

                chorus

i questioned my faith tonight

and i just dont know

i wanna be here with you

than being alone

come and batize me

in the holy water

wash away all my sins

i believe i am healed

from the holy waters

the spirit lives in me

protecting my life

i never knew god was real

until i called his name

he came and rescued me

for now i know hes real

I - i feel no pain i feel no life i feel im falling

I - am full of lies decieving lies i feel im falling

out - down a hole i feel so low i feel im falling

I - i see no light and i know why i feel im falling

                       chorus

and now i see

will you take away my yesterdays

and now i know

will you come and change my life

I - i feel no pain i feel no life i feel im falling

I - am full of lies decieving lies i feel im falling

out - down a hole i feel so low i feel im falling

I - i see no light and i know why i feel im falling

                       chorus

and now i see

will you take away my yesterdays

and now i know

will you come and change my life

                        bridge

glory oh lord

i give you all my praise

glory oh lord

jesus is your name

for i know that i am changed

please forgive my sins

and i will be your child

glory is your glory is your name

its a lonely place inside my head

what can i do to get outta bed

i sit alone here in my cell

deeper and deeper i fall into hell

is this real now or is this pretend

can you hear me now just lend a hand

hopin and prayin to find myself

down on my knees i cry out to you

       chorus

i need to look back at my life

i need to follow to find my faith

i need you jesus to come into my heart

now more than ever i feel your love in me

 vs 2

its a lonely place inside my head

what can i do to get outta bed

i sit alone here in my cell

deeper and deeper i fall into hell

is this real now or is this pretend

can you hear me now just lend a hand

hopin and prayin to find myself

down on my knees i cry out to you

  chorus

i need to look back at my life

i need to follow to find my faith

i need you jesus to come into my heart

now more than ever i feel your love in me

bridge

i will not fall down i will not give up

i will not fall down i will not give up

never will i go back to the way it was

a prayer

i will not fall down i will not give up

i will not fall down i will not give up

never will i go back to the way it was

break from these chains

i pray today

that my life is free from sin and temptation

gotta fear of those flames

cuz theyll come up and bring you down]

thats why i say gotta pray

             chorus

down on my knees hoping that youll see

unguide my way please forgive my sins

i cry out to you hoping that youll hear

faith hope and love now i believe

today is a day of religion

walk down a path its a long

a far road

no-ones beone

cuz

       pre chorus

im taking my time pray to the lord

im taking my time on my knees

im taking my time everynight

im taking my time pray to the lord

   chorus

forgive all

of your sins

tmw might be the last

day on

this earth

so be ready

cuz

   pre chorus