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I used to think I wasnt good enough… To keep the years at bay To make it through these incessant summers... Spiked with that relentless blind & burn Leading me into this impending fall... just to leave me ostracized, with little if any hope of salvation... And that Moment Of Clarity I was on the verge of translating through my heart and eyes... It just fell apart inside my imagination, and I can only grasp at the fragments, as they float up, out of my reach and turn toward the sky J. Alexander
One More Night I find my self all alone...
Alone In the same damn place
Again with these lies trying to hide behind my eyes...
Just under the surface of my face
And I just dont know what to do...
Because all the addictions & all this rain makes it so hard to see things through
It makes it so heartbreaking when you cant find the truth
And its a real world reality Ive lived and breathed since my youth
To Be Cont.
Its almost funny, how I used to sit awake for days...
With nothing particulary good or inspiring to say
But there was no one around me very much
I hate myself for how long I continuesly damaged my spirit everyday I stayed
Because in the end, the price was so high I had to pay
And I could feel my heart breaking in 3 places simultaneously...
Watching that tear roll of her cheek, as she turned to walk away from me that day
Words By: Jason M. Alexander
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Tonight, he can't understand or comprehend...
That this unbelievably cold reality weighs more than this spinning spheres gravity
Such a weight shall inevitably break us all...
If were not prepared for how far we could truly fall
Simply because we never learned to change our ways
Just an example of how ignorant we are each and every day
Because we never thought about the words we say
How they were said & how much in the end we will all have to pay
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To Be Cont.
J. Alexander
April. 16th, 2009
Its just another morning...
And its one more start to yet another day
Its just a random teenage girl, wearing a trendy top, walking to school in the shoes every girl wants this week
So naturally, its one out of a million gossip circles she now stands in...
And it will soon be another knife in the back, when she says her goodbyes and turns to walk away
Its one more cup of coffee on a break from that less than fulfilling job...
And its another paycheck, that wont ever seem to add up to what you always hope for...
Leading into this long, depressing walk home in the pouring rain...
Which results in copious amounts of day-dreams dangling in you're face, almost coming true but always stop short
Its another dawn you regret a certain drug
And yet another conversation you cant believe took a turn and smudged you're reputation...
So it could only be an unexpected moment of clarity, you just wish would have come about when you were much younger in this life
Its one more day you're breathing...
And its another 24 hours come and gone here on this spinning sphere of water and dirt
So, it's another afternoon you feel a way you've never felt...
And it Influenced you're demeanor the rest of you're day
Its another Sunday, in a random church...
Not known by many, but vital to a few
And The Priest always seems to remember you're face, and name.
J. Alexander
