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I thought I knew you…
And now I wish I'd known better
Then to trust so quickly and completely without question…
Someone so unknown and new
But since you’re hidden transgressions have risen to the surface…
I’ve found myself better off with you out of my sight
Because of you're lies saturating everything we shared...
From what we've meant to each other, to all that we've been through together

But thats all tainted now with
So now that I’ve opened my eyes a little wider, and understand so much more…
I can see right through the deceptive facade you project
I don’t know why it took me so long...
So long to recognize and expose every color of every lie
But now that I’ve seen them…
I won't waste another second so down and out while I cry
Because you’re just not worth all I gave you credit for
And I can’t believe I fell for you’re line

I always tried to be there for you...
Till my heart was black and blue
But I won’t make that same mistake twice, and ignore all the signs
I really thought I knew who you were...
I'm just glad I figured you out in time
And no matter what you try to do or say...
I'm so much better off this way
Armed  with only my rhymes, my style and my spirit...
Soon I will steal away from this town Tonight
So much more better off when you'reout of my sight

I HAVE BEEN DOING ALOT OF THINKING AND CONTEMPLATING LATELY, WHICH HAS PROVEN IN MY PAST TO BE QUITE PERILOUS TO MY WELL BEING AND ME. I HAVE DECIDED THAT I WILL NO LONGER GIVE IN, AND BE A SLAVE TO MY FEARS ANY LONGER… IM GOING TO STAND UP AND FIGHT. I HAVE A NEWFOUND HOPE.AND ALONGSIDE THAT HOPE, A FAITH; A FAITH I HAD ALWAYS BEEN IGNORANT AND UNAWARE OF ITS PRESENCE SO DEEP INSIDE ME. I CAN NOW TELL MYSELF I WILL NOT BE BROKEN FOREVER… MOREOVER, I ACTUALLY BELIEVE IT WHEN I SAY IT, THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE… I JUST MIGHT BE ABLE TO FACE THIS, AND MAKE IT THROUGH TODAY, SO I THINK IVE TAKEN THE FIRST STEPS TO being OKAY

I belong with you

I belong with you… And you belong with me To me, you’re the only girl who ever knew… Just what was on my mind, through all the good and the bad You’re heart was always three fold and true You see it has always been those little things, you always say and do Do you even know what it is you do? With a single glance of you’re eyes, or a flash of you’re smile, when you enter the room You make me weak at the knees, and I fall in love with you all over again I just cannot help but miss you today, and every day I am not by you’re side You are all I have ever wanted, from the day you walked into my life In addition, I could never forget you and what you mean to me Right here on this deserted shore… So far, away from the rest of the world, yet so in tune and close… Close enough to one another… Our hearts fell in sync with one another, as we settle our eyes upon the unbridled sea
Star Crossed And Sleepless People stroll by me in a daze Unsure of their own destinations Unconvinced of the glory that awaits them in their own long, sought after dreams I can’t help but think it’s a tragedy A beautiful, yet ugly calamity A fall from grace if you will A plunge from such a height that they may never reach the ground Destined to always walk amongst the clouds, never realizing their place and age in this life Forever carrying that silent rage bottled up inside of them so deep Their entire life a direct result of one missed opportunity … That missed prospect they neglected to acknowledge whilst they walked perilously down the wrong street Its almost surreal how they must feel The ever pressing urge to spill all of their thoughts and apparitions out into the gutters we all walk by Pretending to not hope upon hopelessness that they to may one day fly free, with the rest of us

Why?

Why Why? Why does CNN always seem to think I care? Why does my face always seem to wear a frown when a certain girl isn’t around? Why do politicians think they can get away with murder? Why does Bush think I’ll believe him when he flashes a Texas smile? Why did they think we wouldn’t notice all the inane criminal acts carried out under America’s name? Why did said politicians tell us Iraq would only take a little while? And why does it always seem like I can’t believe a single word in a newspaper today? I guess they are massively lacking on the originality side of creative style They better have something to back up all of their bullshit stories Because I think I’m all filled up with this countries failed attempts at diplomacy… And I can’t digest one more indecent illicit act sanctioned by the four corners of the White House Just to watch it spill out into the living rooms of America once more Drowning us in our own Governments dirty secrets Suffocating us with their tall tales, all the while bruising our minds with Big Brothers proverbial stick

Gorgeous

Gorgeous I can feel that familiar chill on my neck Reminding me I’m still alive…still human It seems that I’m waiting, to scared to breathe So afraid to share any part of myself with the world But then, the smell of her hair… The touch of her skin… And that look so deep and penetrating about her eyes… Sends me flying each and every time Has she always been inside me like this? Maybe I just didn’t realize she was there But now that I know… I don’t want to ever let her go When she looks into my eyes, she sees right through me… And my true feelings are shown bare And when I look into her eyes, I just don’t seem to notice… Anything or anyone but her She said everything she needed to say with her kiss And she’s all I’ve ever wanted since J Alexander
22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile 1. Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides 17. Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone 19. Look her in the eyes and smile. 20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants. 21 . Kiss her in the rain. 22 . If your in love with her . . . tell her. I LOVE YOU MORE EVERYDAY HONEY LOVE, JASON
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