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Pugmie's blog: "Pugmie's Thoughts"

created on 12/09/2006  |  http://fubar.com/pugmie-s-thoughts/b32878

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Some people seem to think I only post things that are down. Well I haven't had anything good to say so I kept quiet. Well if this falls into that catagory in your opinion, FUCK YOU and block me. My son, 28 years old has had a problem with chest pains for over a year. He has been to the hospital several times and they tell him it's stress or anxiety. The last time they sent him to a specialist to do further testing. He finally told me today that he has cancer. My world is hsattered and I don't know what to do or say. I may not be here for quite a while after this news. This is the kind of things life has given me to handle for the last twenty years so. If you wonder why I don't have a cheerful and bright outlook on life yhis is it. Tell me why I should be bright and happy.

Pugmie

Advice for Mafia

Many of my turf mates are wondering about building their toons. Here is the advice given to me when I started playing mafia. 

Own at least one of the highest armors available for your level for each of your mob members. These will change as your toon level increases.

This includes defense and attack rating. Armors have different ratings for defense and attack. If you are being attacked you want the higher defense rating to protect your toon. If you are attacking some one you need the higher attack rating to deal more damage to your opponent.

Vehicles and weapons have the same charactristics as armor. Weapons are a special subject. When you reach higher levels you may take more than one weapon per mob member into battle. The maximum nember of weapons you may take into battle is two per member but this is only when you reach higher levels. 

When using skill points if you plan to hunt use them on attack power but be careful. Too much attack power and low defense power leaves you open to a lot fo damage if attacked. I chose to use six of every ten skill point for attack and four for defense. I hope this helps my turf to build strong toons. If you have any questions feel free to ask. 

I'm back

To those who have asked or wondered. I'm doing OK. It's hard to deal with the lose of a loved one. I've lost all of my family except my son. That is what keeps me going. My friends most of whom are here have been my rock to support me through these trying times. I thank you for your love and support. I have a lot of legal stuff to go through now but most of that just requires time, money and a lawer. Well as they say 'two out of three ain't bad' lol I'll be meeting with the lawer soon so she can get that process started in the courts. After the paper work is filed it will take three to six months to finish. I plan of going full speed ahead after this is over to get my photo business going and start paying bills with wha I earn. If anybody near Tampa needs photos... hint, hint... hit me up lol Have a great day and remember: Never leave anything unsaid, you may never get the chance to say it again.

Dad

I just talked to the doctor today about dad. He says dad isn't going to get better. Now I am left with the decision of keep him of life support in hopes the doctor is wrong or face the reality that dad's not going to get better. This is the hardest desision I have ever had to make. The worst part is there are no other family members to talk to about it. I'll call my son and a couple of close friends and get their thoughts. Hope what ever decision I make is the right one. Hugs my friends.

Useless

Tonight as I sit in the hospital at Dads bedside I realize there is no worse feeling than to have the man you have loved and respected all your life look up at you, hardly able to know you are even there, and the only thing he can say is "Help me." I know his health is bad and his time is limited but he can't go like this. What can I say to him? How can I help? Is it enough to say "I'm trying or I love you"? Who do you talk to when you have no one? Getting on my knees didn't help. Talking to the cat doesn't work. My co-workers don't know what to say other than "I'm sorry." This world is such a cruel place it makes me wish I had never been born. Before any one gets any ideas, no I'm not going to do anything stupid. I lived through my mom doing that so I won't put anybody through that. I just feel useless, frustrated, and overwelmed at this point. For those who take the time to read this thank you. To those who don't, F@#$ you. That is all.

Dad

I just wanted to put this up so friends know what's going on with me right now. My dad went to the hospital before Christmas. He had pneumonia and was sent home on Dec. 23. He went back on Jan. 9 and was moved to a rehab on Jan. 19. I'm trying to take care of both our affairs plus my job, the house and spend as much time with him as possible. At first I didn't think he would be coming home from rehab, then there was hope and now uncertainty. I have two people left in my life that matter to me, my dad and my son. The closest thing I have to real friends are those here on Fu. I gave up socializing years ago. Some who read this will know what I'm going through, some won't, and some don't care. I'm not looking from sympathy just letting those who care know what's up. Hope everybody has a great day. 

Eddy

Done

I'm past the point of trying to level or help others level and canceled VIP. Sooo tired of hearing me, me, me. This place used to be fun and exciting but now it is over run with point whores and high dollar pimps. Those who ask for bling or whatever to see your nsfw trust me you're not that lucky and I'm not that bored. Don't waste your rates, likes, drinks or abilities on me, I'[m not interested. I'll be around to play Fumafia but don't expect much more than that. If you want to be my merc, in my mob or turf stop by. When this place goes back to being about fun and friends I might get interested again, until them peace out.

Eddy (Pugmie)

Mercenaries

I need mercenaries for Fumafia. There are a few rules to be a merc. Imposed by the system not me. Here tey are:


1. Invited fubar user must have no other fuMafia players at time of following invite link!

2. Invited fubar user must have signed up before May 31st, 2012 to be eligible!

3. BOTH parties must have salutes!

4. Understand that your mafia cash bonus is substantialy less with mercenaries that have been recruited internally!

5. Understand that both fubar accounts may be forfeited upon discovery of parties sharing their login information with one another!

 

If you are interested here is the link:

http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=307109


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