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Someone in one an MSN room told me about this song, and had it on u-tube..I checked it out and wow...I love this song...had to put this in here, since i am outside, and reflecting on how I wanna be loved...so here u go...lol Dark Angel ~ Blue Rodeo W/Sarah McLachlan I met this girl She was walking through one of my dreams She kissed my eyes And everything that she said Made so much sense to me That I still feel like half asleep My dark angel She gave me diamonds for eyes She walked by Now I'm hypnotised By this dream That just won't stop And I feel Like I've always been lost in this dream The rumours of heaven Only speed the truth on Earth My dark angel Shine your light on my curse You are the other that I have to find Until I do I guess I'll see you 'round my mind So Colorado Is a place I have to go I heard a rumour She loves the mountains and the snow My dark angel She gave me diamonds for eyes My dark angel I offer you my heart My dark angel I think I loved you from the start Cause there's this face I know That I've never seen Sometimes I feel like I'm livin' in Someone else's dream Still I'd like to thank you For stoppin' to talk And I wonder Just into who's dream did who walk Oh my dark angel Shine your light on me Shine your light Shine your light On me

I saw a kick butt concert with Bon Jovi/Daughtry in concert last night at the Greensboro Coliseum in NC....and met someone special who was fulfilling a promise he made to his soulmate wife, who died of ovarian cancer...She and her hubby are die hard fans & love all of their songs...so to David & his lovely "brown sugar baby", Sandy....I dedicate this song to u...your wedding song....Bed of Roses....it was such a pleasure to meet u and your buddies and their wives...im glad I went, even though I was alone...I did meet some wonderful ppl last night...Dianna xoxoxoo BED OF ROSES ~ BON JOVI Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know 'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my head And some blonde gave me nightmares I think she's still in my bed As I dream about movies they won't make of me when I'm dead With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching band keeps its own beat in my head While we're talking About all of the things that I long to believe About love and the truth and what you mean to me And the truth is baby you're all that I need I want to lay you down on a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed on nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on bed of roses Well I'm so far away That each step that I take is on my way home A king's ransom in dimes I've given each night Just to see through this payphone Still I run out of time Or it's hard to get through Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you I'll just close my eyes and whisper, baby blind love is true I want to lay you down on a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on bed of roses The hotel bar hangover whiskey's gone dry The barkeeper's wig's crooked And she's giving me the eye I might have said yeah But I laughed so hard I think I died When you close your eyes Know I'll be thinking about you While my mistress she calls me To stand in her spotlight again Tonite I won't be alone But you know that don't Mean I'm not lonely I've got nothing to prove For it's you that I'd die to defend I want to lay you down on a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on bed of roses

I love Def Leppard, and am listening to my CD, Slang...this song is one of my faves, especially when I think of somebody special..lol Breathe a Sigh Let me down slow and easy Cause there ain't nothin' I can do I hope and pray my faith won't leave me When it comes down to me and you Try a little tenderness I die a little For a long lost sweet caress You lyin' next to me Fulfilled some destiny I wanna cry But I breathe a sigh Just a little bit of letting go I don't want you to know I wanna cry But I breathe a sigh Overflow of emotion And a hurt that'll never heal If you close the door forever The fate of pain is sealed Try a little tenderness I die a little For a long lost sweet caress I more than long for your affection I tell you know that ain't so Not even gentle persuasion Is ever gonna let me go Won't you let me breathe

wow, didnt realize since i have been off here..so Im gonna make a habit of coming back on here.. Finishing up one of my final exams, and I got some tagging to do...lol...need to make some new friends, kinda missed chatting on here..lol..so will be back as often as I can...huggs Dianna xoxo

My gosh..it has been too long since I have been in this place..I need to make some time to coming back in here..miss so many who are friends with me and wanna make more...so, this will be a year for me to finally be happy and not let others walk all over me in MSN groups and offline...

I am doing so much to forget about love, that I seldom do something for me..I am in school online now. Taking classes for a Bachelors degree in Education is hard work.. I am up most nights doing homework/classwork, and when the kids go to school in the day, that is when I sleep.. I miss pampering myself at the spa, or going to the gym and working out a little bit..Need to make time for me, because that is what keeps me going and not be too stressful..I am doing some PSP8 stuff by making tags & find that cool as well as learning so many things to make my tags better.. Anyway, the bottom line is this year, I need to concentrate on me for a change..I do so much for my kids(and love that), but forget about me..so tonites the night I make a vow to take care of myself for 2007..

I wish I could say that so far 2007 has been happy, but alas it hasnt. The past few days has been very sad and down for me(personally), that I almost feel like just crawling under a rock and just staying there...It just seems that love was not meant to be for me and I need to accept that; as painful as it may sound, I just attract some bad apples and cannot do it anymore.. I feel that I have some inner strength deep inside my soul, but where is it? Even when I do some PSP stuff, it has affected me in a way that I wanna feel cold, distant and just dark towards others, and that is NOT how I wanna feel.. I need a guardian angel to help me not enter the darkside and get me out of this unhappiness..Where is she(or he)? What am I to do? Perhaps when I retutn I may be a little better, but for now, I feel that I have no one to turn to or talk to and that is not good..

Do u ever wonder where someone who u really care about are? Well that is the case with this particular person..I sometimes wonder how is he? What is he doing? Is he well? I do not like to lose track of my friends, and always wanna keep in touch with them. All we can do is say a prayer for that person and hope he(or she) will either call you or write yah and let u know that everything is ok...I hope and pray this special friend of mine will do the same..

Last night at the Aerosmith/Motley Crue concert, this song was played by the band, and it made me appreciate how my dear friends from NYC can give me this special graduation gift..But it also made me think of some other special friends from another group who I miss a whole lot. Friends whether if u meet them online or offline, are very special & precious and should not be taken for granted. You should treat anybody with love, honesty, respect and let them know u are always there for them when they need u. So I leave this song, for anyone who I have met here in Cherry, or my friends from NYC, or in the Passions group who I miss a lot & I even leave this song to my special friend who I wish that person was here with me right now.. Without You~~Motley Crue Without you, there's no change My nights and days are grey If I reached out and touched the rain It just wouldn't feel the same Without you, I'd be lost I'd slip down from the top I'd slide down so low Girl you'd never, never know... Without you, without you A sailor lost at sea Without you, woman The world comes down on me Without you in my life I'd slowly wilt and die But with you by my side You're the reason I'm alive But with you in my life You're the reason I'm alive But without you, without you... Without you, my hope is small Let me be me all along You let the fires rage inside Knowing someday I'd grow strong Without you, without you A sailor lost at sea Without you, woman The world comes down on me Without you in my life I'd slowly wilt and die But with you by my side You're the reason I'm alive But with you in my life You're the reason I'm alive But without you, without you... I could face a mountain But I could never climb alone I could start another day But how many, just don't know You're the reason the sun shines down And the nights, they don't grow cold Only you that I'll hold when I'm young Only you...as we grow old Without you in my life I'd slowly wilt and die But with you by my side You're the reason I'm alive But with you in my life You're the reason I'm alive But without you, without you...

WAs thinking of someone special when I heard this Bob Marley song last night..this guy does more than sing, he always tells a story, or thought, or brings some attention to things that are not right in this world. His music lives on, forever for those who will listen and pay attention. When he speaks of love, he means it and feels it..that is why this song is one of my favorites. Stir It Up Stir it up; little darlin', stir it up. Come on, baby. Come on and stir it up: little darlin', stir it up. O-oh! It's been a long, long time, yeah! (stir it, stir it, stir it together) Since I got you on my mind. (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) Oh-oh! Now you are here (stir it, stir it, stir it together), I said, it's so clear There's so much we could do, baby, (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) Just me and you. Come on and stir it up; ..., little darlin'! Stir it up; come on, baby! Come on and stir it up, yeah! Little darlin', stir it up! O-oh! I'll push the wood (stir it, stir it, stir it together), then I blaze ya fire; Then I'll satisfy your heart's desire. (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) Said, I stir it every (stir it, stir it, stir it together), every minute: All you got to do, baby, (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) Is keep it in, eh! (Stir it up) Oh, little darlin', Stir it up; ..., baby! Come on and stir it up, oh-oh-oh! Little darlin', stir it up! Wo-oh! Mm, now, now. Quench me when I'm thirsty; Come on and cool me down, baby, when I'm hot. (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) Your recipe is, - darlin' - is so tasty, When you show and stir your pot. (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) So: stir it up, oh! Little darlin', stir it up; wo, now! Come on and stir it up, oh-ah! Little darlin', stir it up! --- [Guitar solo] --- Oh, little darlin', stir it up. Come on, babe! Come on and stir it up, wo-o-a! Little darlin', stir it up! Stick with me, baby! Come on, come on and stir it up, oh-oh! Little darlin', stir it up. [fadeout]