I wish I could say that so far 2007 has been happy, but alas it hasnt. The past few days has been very sad and down for me(personally), that I almost feel like just crawling under a rock and just staying there...It just seems that love was not meant to be for me and I need to accept that; as painful as it may sound, I just attract some bad apples and cannot do it anymore..
I feel that I have some inner strength deep inside my soul, but where is it? Even when I do some PSP stuff, it has affected me in a way that I wanna feel cold, distant and just dark towards others, and that is NOT how I wanna feel..
I need a guardian angel to help me not enter the darkside and get me out of this unhappiness..Where is she(or he)? What am I to do?
Perhaps when I retutn I may be a little better, but for now, I feel that I have no one to turn to or talk to and that is not good..
