Kimy La bella Italiana's blog: "Just some lite reading hehehe!"

So all my friends and family here say I will look like Carmela Soprano when I "grow up"..... Not bad if ya ask me.... What do you think?!?!?!?!?! ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I can't let go although I know I should. You remain a part of me even though I know it is not good. I can't let go, you wont leave my mind or soul. I want to be rid of you and assume my new role. I can't let go, why do I keep living for something that is not there? Do I trust that you still love me and that you do really care? I can't let go, It just shouldn’t be this hard to do. But when I’m not in your life I am constantly thinking of you. I can’t let go but I am working on doing just that. I have to get over you; you don’t want our love to last. I can let go I just don’t yet know how. The more I stay away from you the easier each day is now. I can let go, and when you see I have you will be surprised. Surprised to find me not needing or wanting you and that all my tears have dried. I can let you go, the final stage will come. I will have a joyous life with the new woman I have become.

DONT IT SUCK WHEN UR OWN GAME GETS PLAYED ON YOU?!?!? I MEAN C'MON R U SERIOUSLY THAT DUMB!!! LMFAO... OH WELL I GUESS IT'S TRUE, THE BEST ALWAYS COME OUT ON TOP!

Not sure how true all of this shit is, but there are some very interesting things, that I can agree with, and relate to... Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. Hey! I have pictures to prove that my boys shit hangs to the floor! 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). But girls that y they invented viagra! 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. As far as Im concerned it should be 100% I mean c'mon that thing is UGLY in the first place could u imagine blowing one that wasnt cut! 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) Again I use this one word VIAGRA! 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. I would hope not on the nose size.. WOW! 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." That shit just dont happen to guys... Only I dont know what its called for chicks but still it sux ass! 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. Guys, c'mon??? If I wanted to floss I woulda brought the minty stuff!!! I mean fuck if your not gonna shave it off u better trim your shit close!!!!!!!! +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). Yeh, rrrrrrrrrright! 1,A) 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they are "cute", and finally only 2% of women say they are "sexy". 2) An estimated 85% of women wear the wrong size bra. And some not at all... EWWWWWWW 3) 60% of women have had breast implants. Hey some of us arent blessed with naturaly bountiful tata's so sue us! 4) 75% of women dont like oral sex lets re-phrase that one- 75% of women have men that don't know what the fuck to do with our equipment! 5) 95% of women shave their privates. NICE! Guys- take lessons +Both+ -------------------------------- 1) Masturbation is healthy for both men and women. See, I knew it doesnt make you go blind! 2) 70% of highschoolers have had sex before they have graduated. 27% loose their virginity senior prom night. Only 3% wait until marriage. (losers! I mean c'mon GUYS do u really think on our wedding night we wanna teach u??? WTF NOT!!!!) 3) 95% of men would have sex with a girl after 1 month of dating. (fuck one month- lets be real- 5 minutes!) Only 10% of women feel this way. (and lets re-phrase this one too- 10% will admit to it) +5 Reasons Why Sex is Good+ --------------------------------------------- 1) It is a good workout. Sex burns about 150 calories every half an hour of it. It will lower your cholesterol and improve breathing circulation. I like to lose ideally about 600 calories per day.. 2) You won't get sick. According to research if you have sex 1-2 times a week you are less likely to get sick. So, girls, that means if you do it 3-4 times/ week, or ideally a couple times per day, you will NEVER get sick! 3) You'll feel happier. You will feel a greater sense of well-being. Women who have more sex were clinically proven to be less depressed than women who dont have sex. Of course we feel happier! We just received a load of high-protein happy juice! Duh! 4) Makes you look better - [ problem is, ugly people don`t get any ]. Sex releases hormones in you which make your skin and hair softer and shinier and tone your physique. See girls? Who needs makeup, when we can just have lots of crazy kinky monkey love! LOL! 5) (The best reason) You will live longer. Studies prove that sex makes you live longer. Men who had sex 1-2 times a week had half the death rate as those who did not indulge themselves at least once a month. It also makes you look younger. If you have sex 3 times a week you may look up to 10 years younger than you really are. Seeeeeeeeee! Thats why I look younger and younger everyday! I knew there was a reason.. Just couldnt put my finger on it... Thank you survey!!! Did You Know? ---------------------------------------- 1) Having sex 3 times a week for 1 year adds up to running 75 miles!!!!

GUYS............... IF YOU GONNA CHEAT.............. ATLEASTE UPGRADE!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO U DRIVIN DOWN THE HIGHWAY SMOKIN A DUTCH WENT A COP PULLS U OVER HE ASKS IF YOU HAVE ANY DRUGS OR WEAPONS IN THE CAR AND U ANSWER "MAYBE" HE PUTS U IN HIS CAR AND SEARCHES UR CAR ALL OF A SUDDEN U SEE HIM SIT DOWN AND THEN U SEE SMOKE COMMIN OUT THE WINDOW... YOU THINK NAH THE NIGGA AINT AMOKIN MY WEED!!! WHAT DO U DO?????????? EAT HIS DOUGNUTS!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS THE MVP AND POSSIBLY THE MOST AMAZINGLY HOTT BLACK MAN ALIVE JAMARCUS RUSSELL!! CONGRATS LSU YOU GUYS ARE THE SHIT LETS GO LSU!!! IM LOOKING FORWARD TO ANOTHER AMAZING SEASON!!!! MIKE THE TIGER THE HEART OF LSU!!! WE WILL HAVE THIS AGAIN NEXT SEASON!!!!!

THE NEWEST HALLMARK!!! SUGAR BOWL GAME NIGHT... 2 SHEET PIZZAS 6 CASES OF BEER 75$ A HOUSE COLORED IN NAVY AND GOLD DECORATIONS 35$ NEW NOTRE DAME HOODIES AND JERSEYS FOR YOU AND YOUR BOYS 500$ NAVY AND GOLD BODY PAINT AND GOLD WIG FOR THAT ONE FREAK FRIEND 25$ BETTING IN THE FAMILY POOL FOR NOTRE DAME TO WIN 50$ SEEING YOU COUSIN AND HER DOG IN PURPLE AND GOLD AND ACTING WILD CAUSE THEY JUST KNOW THEY WILL WIN THAT POOL----- PRICELESS!!!! NEVER DOUBT THE LOVE FOR THE TIGERS FOR EVERYTHING ELSE THERES AMERICAN EXPRESS....... LETS GO LSU ALL THE WAY BABY!!!!

AT TONIGHT'S THE NIGHT!!!! The night that every LSU and Notre Dame fan has been looking forward to, it's the night that all New Orleanians have waited 2 years for, it's the SUGAR BOWL!!!! The sweet return to the "Big Easy" for the Sugar Bowl this year comes after it was placed on a Katrina-Forced Hiatus, tonight Sugar Bowl Returns to New Orleans with a bang as Big Easy gets it's groove back!!!! On a night when you are pitting JaMarcus Russell against Notre Dame's Brady Quinn you see a big ole' Tiger grin come across every LSU fans face!!!! Competion NO we are just looking forward to an ass kicking game, the kind that make Bowl game history kinda like BSU did the other night, now it's LSU's turn to bring back the glory to the "Big Easy"!!!!

The Crab June 22 to July 22 Traditional Cancer Traits Emotional and loving Intuitive and imaginative Shrewd and cautious Protective and sympathetic On the dark side.... Changeable and moody Overemotional and touchy Clinging and unable to let go Cancer! About your sign... The Cancerian character is the least clear-cut of all those associated with the signs of the zodiac. It can range from the timid, dull, shy and withdrawn to the most brilliant, and famous Cancerians are to be found through the whole range of human activity. It is a fundamentally conservative and home-loving nature, appreciating the nest like quality of a secure base to which the male can retire when he needs a respite from the stresses of life, and in which the Cancerian woman can exercise her strong maternal instincts. The latter tends to like and to have a large family. `Nest like' is an appropriate adjective for the Cancerian home, for its inhabitants tend to favor the dark, mysterious but comfortable type of house which has something of the air of a den about it, a place which belongs to the family rather than existing as a showcase to impress visitors. That is not to say that the Cancerian is unsociable, just that for them there is a time to socialize and a time to be solitary, and this is part of the apparent contradiction in their nature. Outwardly they can appear formidable - thick-skinned, unemotional, uncompromising, obstinately tenacious, purposeful, energetic, shrewd, intuitive and wise, sometimes with a philosophical profundity of thought verging on inspiration. Their intimates, however, may see a very different character, one with a sympathetic and kindly sensitivity to other people, especially those they love. They are able to identify with the situations of others because of the keenness of their imaginations. They are often over-imaginative and prone to fantasy, sometimes trying to shape their lives to fit some romantic ideal. They are appreciative of art and literature, and especially of drama, where the spectacle and ebb and flow of action and feeling particularly excite them. They may themselves possess considerable literary, artistic or oratorical talent. Their sharp ears and talent for mimicry can sometimes give them success on the stage, though their tendency to be emotional may make them overact. Interestingly - because they give the impression of being down-to-earth - they are often fascinated by the occult and are more open to psychic influence than the average. If they can reconcile the personal conflict of their urge to be outgoing with the reserve that causes them to withdraw into themselves, then at best they can inspire a generation, especially the youthful part of it, by their idealism. A job in which they can express this, and in which they can do well, would be as a leader in a youth organization. In their personal relationships they are mentally a mixture of toughness and softness, often emotional and romantic to the point of sentimentality in their fantasies; but in real life and in marriage, their loving is not so sentimental but tenaciously loyal. Even if they have affairs (and they may do so, for the male in particular is open to sensual stimulation), their first loyalty remains to spouse and family, of whom they regard themselves as the protector. Both the Cancerian man and woman love unreservedly, giving much and asking little in return - in fact, one of the most important lessons they have to learn is how to receive gracefully. They are too easily influenced by those they love and admire, and swayed by the emotion of the moment. They are also loyal friends, the negative side of their faithfulness being clannishness, the narrow patriotism of "my country right or wrong"; and closing ranks in suspicion and coldness toward outsiders. Cancerians have a retentive memory, particularly for emotionally laden events which they can recall in detail for years afterwards. they are strongly governed by childhood memories and since they live intensely in the past in memory and in the future in imagination, a chance meeting with someone for whom they had an unrequited love, even if they thought they had conquered the feeling, will easily rouse the emotion all over again. The Cancerian has many potential faults. They can be untidy, sulky, devious, moody, inclined to self-pity because of an inferiority complex, brood on insults (very often imagined), yet are easily flattered. They can be tactless and difficult yet, because they are normally ambitious, they will curry favor by floating with majority opinions, outlooks and fashions of the day. As a result they often change their opinions and loyalties and, indeed, their occupations, and lack stability. They are easily corrupted and, because they are convincing romanticizers, can make successful confidence tricksters. Their romanticism in another sense make them ardent supporters of causes, for example a football team with whose heroes they can identify in a world of fantasy. Their abilities fit the Cancerian for a wide range of occupations. As they are interested in what people are thinking and able to judge what they can safely be told, they can be good journalists, writers or politicians, though in this last capacity they are more likely to remain in the background rather than attain prominent positions of power. They may, indeed, change their party affiliations. They can serve in other departments of public affairs, especially those which involve looking after others, for example in any kind of service from welfare and nursing to catering - their own love of comfort and good living makes the Cancerian an excellent chef or housekeeper. They sometimes have a penchant for trade or business and are often successful as a captain of industry. This is because they are excellent organizers with a good sense of value and economy which they may combine with a flair for inventiveness and originality. The romantic side of their natures make them enjoy grubbing about in places where exciting discoveries may be made (old stamp collections in attics, etc.), and if they can do this professionally as a secondhand dealer or specialist in antiques, they will be happy. More common occupations which suit some subjects of Cancer are real estate broker, gardener and sailor. Physically they are average to below average in height, with a fleshy body and short legs in comparison with the rest of them. Their hair is usually brown, their faces round, their complexions pale, their foreheads prominent, their eyes small and blue or gray in color, their noses short, perhaps upturned, and their mouths full. They sometimes walk clumsily. Possible Health Concerns... Cancer governs the chest, breasts, elbows, stomach and digestion, womb and female reproductive organs. Cancer, which can affect any part of the body, is sometimes said to have taken its name from this sign, which can therefore afflict its subjects with imperfections anywhere. This is incorrect, however, the derivation of cancer being the Latin cancer meaning gangrene as well as crab. nevertheless, Cancerians are said to be liable to breast cancer and to suffer from pleurisy, dropsy, piles and varicose veins. The excitability mentioned above can lead to weak digestion, gastritis and other stomach ills, and there is a tendency to coughs and weakness of vision. LIKES Hobbies Romance Children Home and Country Parties DISLIKES Aggravating situations Failure Opposition Being told what to do ;) Advice (good or bad) PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As a Cancerian you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive. PROBLEM: You can be oversensitive and something of a clinging vine which may cause you to harbor imaginary hurts and slights, this can make for highly unsettling conditions with your spouse. SOLUTION: Be sure that the love you are expressing is not simply your need to hang own to someone for moral support, and if necessary, you should seek professional help in order to overcome this negative, clinging aspect of your personality. PROBLEM: One of your biggest personality flaws, next to neediness, is the habit of being so self absorbed that you sometimes fail to notice what others are doing and accomplishing in their lives, you feel shut out and jealous if a family member has more success than you do. SOLUTION: You should make a special effort to change this in yourself by forcing yourself to rejoice over their good fortune and when you do this you find that it will eventually become a habit and you as well as they will be happier for the change. PROBLEM: Your inability to take orders without getting angry or upset may be another one of your problems and this one could be very serious as it affects your chances of earning a good living for yourself and/or your family, since you are quite apt to walk away from any job where you feel 'picked on'. SOLUTION: Try keeping an ear out and find out how the ones who have been on the job for any length of time gets along with the boss and coworkers. If you follow his lead or simply decide that you will simply keep quiet and follow orders you will soon see how well you can be really liked by all concerned. PROBLEM: You also have a problem with putting things off until the last minute which upsets your family and friends. This also has a tendency to make an unpleasant matter even more unpleasant when you procrastinate. Solution: Make taking care of the business at hand your prime objective from now on for, when you do not have all those worries in the back of your mind you will find it more pleasant to be around people, and you will also find that life goes smoothly for you from then on. Your ruling planet is the MOON MOON: Mean Radius (km) 1,738 Distance from Earth (km) 384,400 Period of Rotation (days) 27.3217 More interesting facts about your sign The crab is a nocturnal water creature that is well equipped with its massive claws to defend itself and survives very well in the 'wilds' of the underwater world in which it thrives. They have also been prized for food throughout the ages. Crabs come in a variety of 'styles' and species and are found in most of the oceans of the world, as well as in many inland waters. Being a sea scavenger, the crabs help mankind by keeping our waters cleaner. The color for Cancer is all the shining colors of the moon SILVER Your starstone is the beautiful, translucent, PEARL. The Pearl can be all the silvery colors of the moon and not just white. The pearl takes on its silvery, shimmering, colors from the color of the linings of the mollusc (oyster) in which it is grown. A beautiful, perfect pearl can sell for as much as $250,000.00, so speaking of a 'pearl of great price' becomes readily understandable. This precious stone can be harmed if subjected to hair spray, acids, perspiration, and some types of cosmetics.