t's blog: "life"

I was just gettin out of the shower and my phone rang, i didnt recognize the number an area code i never heard of, so i had went to open my phone and answer it but my phone had already sent the person to voicemail, well after like 3 minutes i figured nobody left a message, but as i was puttin my hair up my voicemail thing popped up, so i checked my voicemail, and i hear this voice and it says "i dont kno if u remember who this is, but if you do would u plz call me bac" and i couldnt believe it, it was my ex boyfriend that i hadnt spoken to in like 6 months, one day we jus stopped talkin and all of a sudden out of the blue hes calling me, and he must have been thinkin of me because he had a new number and everything and he called me, when we was together we was good together and i was so inlove with him, so get this right, hes peurtorican and he stays in new york, and im in ohio, and he says he still loves me he misses me and wants me bac and im so confused i dont kno what to do,i had moved on and found someone else, even though me an that someone else havent seen eachother in 6 weeks, im in aw and my feelings are so mixed up right now that i dont kno if i wanna cry cuz i missed him, or be mad because he waited so long or do i ignore him and not talk to him, we jus spent the past 45 minutes on the phone before his phone went dead and im jus i wanna b happy n cry at the same time, someone plz i need advice what do i do

i wnt be on fubar much anymore these days i been goen through a lot lately n things at home havent been the greatest but if u need to get ahold of me u can reach me on my cell

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle your head in your hands, And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe There's a light at each end of this tunnel, You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again If you only try turning around. 2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, Threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button now Sing it if you understand.

I love it when they try to get intimate Even though they know I really ain't into it (You're not into it?) I'm not into it I already know the game and I've been through it See I buy my own bags, my boots, my jeans Wear La Rok with my Rebel Yell underneath You wanna step to me? Said you gotta long way 2 go (Rock wit me now) [Pre-Hook:] You claim that you're so hot And you say you got skills in the bedroom You try to flirt when you're so not Had a chance you still never come through You say you wanna come and see me Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh) I'ma tell you why you can't Said you gotta long way 2 go Say you wanna love me? [Hook:] Wanna love me? Wanna touch me? Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go Don't know howda act, bettah fall back It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me? Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way [Verse 2:] I love it when they try to get scandalous Even though they know they really can't handle it (They can't handle it?) They can't handle it Try and take me out to dinner, I'll cancel it If you really wanna know me first of all You should never try to get to personal 'Cause I meant it when I said: That you gotta long way to go [Pre-Hook:] You claim that you're so hot And you say you got skills in the bedroom You try to flirt when you're so not Had a chance you still never come through You say you wanna come and see me Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh) I'ma tell you why you can't Said you gotta long way 2 go Say you wanna love me? [Hook:] Wanna love me? Wanna touch me? Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go Don't know howda act, bettah fall back It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me? Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way [Pre-Hook Breakdown:] You claim that you're so hot And you say you got skills in the bedroom You try to flirt when you're so not Had a chance you still never come through You say you wanna come and see me Cause you know your girlfriend wanna be me (Uh, yeah) Said you gotta long way 2 go Say you wanna love me? [Hook:] Wanna love me? Wanna touch me? (Touch me) Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go (Way to go) Don't know howda act, bettah fall back (Oh you got a long way) It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go It's not that deep, take it easy (Take it easy) you wanna please me? Got a long way 2 go, I'ma bad girl (I'ma bad girl) You wanna get close? Ease up cause you gotta a long way Wanna love me? Wanna touch me? Think twice cause you gotta long way 2 go Don't know howda act, bettah fall back It's like that cause you gotta long way 2 go It's not that deep, take it easy, you wanna please me? Got a long way 2 go, I said you gotta long way to go Rock wit me now, you gotta long way to go Bettah fall back, said you gotta long way to go

She's been down and out She's been wrote about She's been talked about, constantly She's been up and down She's been pushed around But they held her down, NYC She has no regrets She accepts the past All these things they helped make to make she She's been lost and found And she's still around There's a reason for everything You know I've been holdin on. Try to make me weak, But I still stay strong. Put my life all up in these songs Jus so you can feel me. so you can get the real me [Chorus:] So take me as I am, or have nothing at all. Just take me as I am, or have nothing at all. [Verse 2:] Now she's older now Yes, she's wiser now Can't disguise her now She don't need No one tellin her What to do and say No one tellin her Who to be She's on solid ground She's been lost and found Now, she answers to G-O-D And she's confident This is not the end Ask me how I know Cause she is me. You know I've been holdin on. Try to make me weak, But I still stay strong. Put my life all up in these songs Jus so you can feel me. so you can get the real me [Chorus:] So take me as I am, or have nothing at all. Just take me as I am, or have nothing at all. [Bridge: 2x] So it's all or nothing at all, All or nothing at all Don't you know I can only be me. (I can only be me, yeah) [Chorus:] So take me as I am, or have nothing at all. Just take me as I am, or have nothing at all. Take me as I am. Take me as I am. Said it's all or nothing at all Said it's all or nothing at all Just take me as I am, or have nothing at all. (This is me) Just take me as I am, (take me as i am) or have nothing at all. Just take me as I am, (take me as i am) or have nothing, nothing at all. Take me as I am.

why is it so hard to find a really nice guy, someone thats gunna make u feel the way u want to feel instead of makin u cry cuz of the way they make u feel. u kno i been thinkin bout past relationships n damn i was wondering what i ever did wrong to end up wit half the guys i was wit, i jus wnt to find a guy thats gunna like me for me n treat me right, im tired of being in abusive relationships n being wit guys who lie steal n cheat i want to meet someone whos honest, caring, compassionate, independant loyal, nice, sweet, smart, is that so much to ask for? dnt i at least deserve that, shit i kno i aint no dime, n i kno im far frum being one n hell i may be the ugliest person alive but shouldnt i at least deserve to be happy for once, even if it was for a little while, damn its crazy how some ppl can jus at the right time say the wrong thing... n it may not entirely have to do wit them but its so easy to take it out on them because u dont wanna hurt no more n u want someone else to feel the pain yer feeling, im tired of hurtin i wanna kno wut it feels like to b happy for a chance, instead of being beat, cheated on lied to n raped, someday i will b happy, someday

yea u kno who u r n u kno this is to u since u read my first one, u dont wnt ppl to think your all bout yourself then why u keep sayen the shit u do, if i say i find you attractive dnt get it twisted n think i wanna fuk u i aint no boppen ass fucken hoe

theres just something i just dont get im tired of meeting self centered people u give them one lil damn compliment n all of a sudden they think u want them aight look i kno i aint no dime piece n i might not even be pretty at all but for gods sakes jus cuz i give u one lil simple damn compliment that doesnt mean i want to fuck u its jus me being me damn im tired of meeting guys on fubar whos captions under their picks say "oh i kno every pic gets better n better" dang it must not be like that off of fubar if u have to give your own damn self compliments, god dat shit gets annoying as fuk, im tired of bitches doen the same for gods sakes u putten wutchu wnt to hear under your pics n then u ask for comments, why comment when u doen a good job yourself... dnt take no offense i was blowin off steam

Not that this could ever happen but ive figured out the perfect proposal, say your with your mate and its christmas eve and your walking down the sidewalk under the street lights and its snowing, you come the the corner at exactly 11:59 and he gets down on his knee and at exactly midnight he asked you to marry him, n just as he asks you a shooting star flies across the sky, may sound weird but to me that would be the perfect proposal that i doubt could ever happen

yeah this blog is about a certain someone who knows who he is always being a fricken shit talker, hes the biggest shit talker in the world, he jus never stops talkin shit, he never goes a day neverless a minute without talkin shit. he talks more shit then anybody i ever know, he even talks shit about his damn self, he makes me feel bad when i try to be sweet to him, but i luv him anyways n he knows it he's one just ONE of my best friends n ima luv him forever