Fubar Blogs 5

Random Writings
Why do i tear myself apart? Forgoing happiness, Ignoring my heart. Foolish pride steering a foolish mind, Forcing me to leave logic behind. Thoughts of suffering and thoughts of fear blur into one another, My thoughts are unclear. Through a haze of confusion I sit and cry, Wishing I'd let those thoughts slip by. By paying them no attention, Paying them no heed, I wouldn't have perpetrated that foolish deed. Now I'm left alone with my anguish and pain, Until a small ray of light can be glimpsed once again. You.....You are a memory, a mental reflection of what once wasan image in the psyche of a face, the sound of a voicei hear no words, i don't need to, i've heard them beforethe long conversations into the night, about hopes, fears,the past and the futurethe hopes that never came real, the future that no longer existsa different future will come truea different future for me to the future that becomes real for youI have a hope for the future, one just for youthat your fears will re

2008 September
one drop of rain is one of a teardrop i can taste life in a teardrop with all the emo that comes with one drop of rain in a teardrop you gona miss mei know thatgone after today CeceRead My Writing at WritersCafe.org betrayal is the most hateful best friends forever is corrupt when da lies are flying first you lie to me then you lie to yourself lie tat you lie biggest betrayal yea i feel hard to remember the lies when you touch me so cuz i feel the memories of the good touch open talk to you hatas of fubar oh yea you guys just a bunch of assholes i already give sweet n spicy such hell already now some asshole giving cinnamon hell for no salute i told her she dont need no salute i know who she is thats all that matters this damm place is full of salute police nsfw police do we have fashion police here too you so busy spreadin your hate you not know how sweet and nice that cinnamon is mrhumpy she tell me all about you you told her to stay o

Vids
from my beautiful baby shannon ♥ how long have I been in this storm so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form water's getting harder to tread with these waves crashing over my head if I could just see you everything will be alright if I'd see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and everything will be alright I know you didn't bring me out here to drown so why am I 10 feet under and upside down barely surviving has become my purpose cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface if I could just see you everything will be alright if I see you the storminess will turn to light and I will walk on water and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes and everything will be alright and I will walk on water you will catch me if I fall and I wil

Reasons Not To Vote For Obama
What if I told you that Barack Obama plans to dismantle our US Military by cutting funding, would you believe me? What if I stated that he plans to dramatically reduce spending on nuclear defense systems, would you call me crazy? Finally, what if I told you that Obama refuses to develop nuclear weapons and plans to eliminate our nuclear weapons arsenal, our last line of defense in desperate times, would you call me a liar? For all the reasons stated above, I refuse to tell you those things about Barack. I am going to let HIM tell you. Sen. Obama does not believe that we have the right to own a handgun and do not have the right to use force to protect our family. His view of the Second Amendment changes depending on who he is talking to. Sen. Obama does not believe it is in his pay grade to know when life begins. He believes that government is the answer to all problems. His liberal voting record is more socialist than liberal. His voting record is even m

Pimp Out Blog
Yesterday you texted me and told me that you just wanted to be friends. It knocked the wind completly out of me, this told me that all those intangible joys I was hoping for and working for in the future had been taken away from me with just one sentence. I was devastated to say the least. I realize that you had undergone similar pain weeks prior when I told you the same thing, however when you came here and convinced me that we had a chance to work out, I was completly overwhelmed by the gesture and believed in you with all of my heart. I feel completely in love with you, body, mind, and soul that night you arrived to rescue me from my poor decision about us. And even when I was told to move out of the only secure place I have ever known due to the decision to see you, I accepted that because I knew I had made the right choice for our future. I realize that I have been unstable this past week. My life has not known neutrality. Most of my younger days were spent either terr

Odds & Ends
.... ..... THIS IS A ROUGH BUT FOR SOME REASON I CAN ONLY UPLOAD TO SOUNDCLICK & OUR STAGE HOPING TO GET A BETTER RECORDING IN THE VERY NEAR FUTURE Momma I'll Never Be Like Him ©2006 Jody Dickey/Ben Burton/Ric Ledford Momma...it's been awhile, since we talked things through But some memories still haunt me; I had to be near you I was thinking of the bad times, when I used to pray That daddy would stop hurting you, how I wished he'd go away (c) Momma I'll never be like him, that's a promise I will keep I thank you for who I am; that your warm heart is in me In my loving tender arms, my family will always be I will never hurt them, 'cause Momma...I'll never be like him (V) The sad day came when I was ten, I found you lying on the floor You told me not to worry; soon you'd be at Heaven's door He could never hurt you up there and one day soon I'd understand "You'll have a family of your own, be a gentle loving man" (Chorus) (v) I've brought you some dandelions and for

Piece Of Advice
PAIN (by Nick Bentley) They say that pain is the world's greatest teacher. And with that, I must agree. Too many times in my life have I put myself, both purposely and accidently, in pain's line of fire. And the results are never pretty. There's always a lesson to be learned when it comes to pain. How one incorporates the result of pain in their life solely depends on that particular person's nature. Most people have to learn the hard way. For some, it takes just one time. For others, they may go many, many times before they finally surrender. And then, there are those that just aren't going to get it. Pain comes in many different shapes, sizes, styles, attributes, and elements. Generally, those genres spawn from two foundations: mental and physical. Perception of pain usually depict how those life lessons are absorbed. For example, some may experience pain, whether mental or physical, and dwell on the fact that they are in pain without the necessary drive to treat it. Othe

Mood Lyrics
hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappears You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? my sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end You could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way... Wanna love ya Wanna bug ya Wanna squeeze ya Stupid girl Wanna touch ya, Wanna take ya, Wanna shut ya, Stupid girl. I can't take this, Born to break this. She's going away, (She's going away) What's wrong with my lif

Blog This! Hehehe
1. Ladder always out by mailbox 2. 3-foot high basketball hoop on garage 3. Has 14 tiny cars in his garage 4. Bumpersticker on car says "Elves Local 1410" 5. Refers to Santa Claus as "A slave driver" I play Santa at Maui's biggest mall A little boy 8 came to see me and he had a 6 year old sister. When he finished, the father came and told me the girl had gotten in trouble at school the day before and had her recess taken a way. He told me she didn't know that he and the mom knew as they were figuring out what to do. He asked if I would say something, I said sure. The girl had pulled down a little boys pants at school. The girl and Mom came over neither knowing I knew. I asked the normal stuff then asked what she wanted for Christmas. She told me about 5 things and I said is that all? She told me 5 more. I then asked have you been that good for all that stuff? She said oh yes I've been really good, At that point I said "You call pulling down a little boys pants go

Hope You Enjoy These
On their 50th anniversary, a wife found the negligee she wore on her wedding night and put it on. She went to her husband, a retired military man, and asked, "Honey, do you remember this?" He looked up from his newspaper and said; "Yes dear, I do. You wore that same negligee the night we were married." She said, "Yes, that's right. Do you remember what you said to me that night?" He nodded and said "Yes dear, I said; Oh baby, I'm going to suck the life out of those boobs and screw your brains out." She giggled and said; "That's exactly what you said. So now it's fifty years later, and I'm in the same negligee. What do you have to say tonight?" He looked her up and down and said; "Mission Accomplished." ‘Twas the night before Christmas - old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list, Miserable brats, ungrateful jerks, I’ve a good mind to scrap the whole damn works. I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa" - what do I he

Political And Religious Shit...
Apparently I made people mad on newsrag... all over my views on abortion and planned parenthood... I quite literally just finished watching this Kevin Bacon movie. It made me cry. I am very much anti-war.. but not anti-military like some people have tried to make anti-war out to mean. I am a military brat. My daddy was Air Force, step-father was Marine. My uncles and cousins and father-in-law are all military. My Aunt was military. My Grand-Father was Army Air Corp. "Taking Chance" is about a military escort named Lt. Col. Michael Strobl who volunteered to escort the body of Private First Class Chance Russell Phelps home to be buried. The movie shows how much care is taken to be sure that our fallen brothers, sisters, fathers, and mothers return home, even after death. The movie is touching. The movie is about a real man. A man who died when he was 19 years old. A man, who if he was living today, would be two months YOUNGER than me. Remember that even if you are

My Writings
so much pain she has from her past, so much pain that will probably last, so many things from her life that precluded the man im trying to be. so much damage there is to repair but its just not up to me. so in my blindness i was a reminder of how she use to live when the only thing i had was good intent to give. i hurt her and scared her and she pulled away because my desire to help with the best of intent was to much like a place she didnt want to stay. i am me and could never be him but good intent is no substitution for a pain that wont subside. so as i sit here in more pain than she knows, her past might very well kill me but my love for her still grows and grows. and I am More Sorry for hurting her, than she could ever hope to know. I Love You Baby Boo. I hope you can forgive me. if i was smart id just start off rambling because nothing i say seams to do you justice. I Love you ....doesnt fully encompass even half of what i feel, I Want You doesnt come clo

My Thoughts
Lost in the wilderness of life trying desperately to see the forest for the trees. Listening to natures storms brew all around me. Feeling the rain as it brutally hits my skin. Comparing the feeling to the temporal stings of a thousand bees merely lasting moments. Waiting ... just waiting... for the rage to pass. Knowing even the darkest skies will pass into blinding light. Grasping deep within to find shelter in this cruel place I cal myself. Trying to reach for another soul as they extend passion my way. Yet, I find myself wanting more... More then just the satisfaction of knowing someone is there. Knowing I cannot share my deep dark self. The Bleeding heart which cannot rejuvenate itself. For every drop of blood I give... of every ounce of love I share... it is sucked up by the leeches that claim they love me. Yet,Only bring me pain. I have one love... I know is true... Eternity... Long lasting through... Although, I wait to see her face. T

My Poetry
Quick glance to the right I could've sworn I heard a sound One that goes bump in the night A sound that fills me with terrible fright I hear the thunder rumbling Then the lights go out I sense movement Somethings about! I can hear it breathing through teeth so bare Along it's scaley back is a line of thin hair As I think of this, my dread begins to flare In the corner! A dark shape indeed And as I watch It comes closer to me I can feel it's claws scratching my chair Green eyes glowing! Yes, theres a monster there Now I can smell it's breath The stench of human blood Gore dripping from it's mouth in a horrible flood Then all of a sudden The lights come on again And sitting beside me Is my furry bestfriend All of this has made me feel cold and quite queer Because it was all created, by my own Fear! I had closed the door upon my heart, And wouldn't let anyone in! I had trusted and loved, only to be hurt, But that would never happen again. I had tossed

Video/vblogs
Our bed we live, our bed we sleepMaking love and I become youFlesh is warm with naked feetStabbing thorns and you become meOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe holds my hand, we share a laughSipping orange blossom breezesLove is still and sweat remainsA cherished gift unselfish feelingOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe tells me things, I listen wellDrink the wine save the waterSkin is smooth I steal a glanceDragon flies 'er' gliding overOh I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveI

Blog
It seems like everyone around me has a mask on,face fakes staring back at me.Even in the mirror. So do I have the right to lecture when i cant even teach myselfhow to be the better and lead by example?You've a hand made feeling of pride in your superiority to othersraising yourself as high as you wanna be, with nobody behind you to agree with the false label you've given yourself as number one. We convince ourselves that we are good. We're great, and work hard to project our outstanding morals when it comes to ending racism and domestic abuse. We preach to friends and strangers of peace and equality. When it comes to our enemy. We don't find the same strength to fight it with love, to fight it with our hearts and our minds. We fight it with blind emotion. With rage. With immaturity.We completely put an axe in our whole peace is love philosophy.Instead of trying to work anything out. Instead of trying to talk it out and come to understand one another, we choose ignorance. We choose to s

Community Public Service
I just wanted to say that the people that buy credits with welfare money are despicable trailer trash. And above being lezzies preying on scorned women that are vulnerable is the lowest form of insensitivity. And to boot, they use it to purchase pimp hands to temporarily silence those people that call their hand and do not agree with their disgusting life style. John Kennedy once said to a assembled group of scholars in the White House, "I think this is the most extraordinary collection of talent, of human knowledge, that has ever been gathered at the White House - with the possible exception of when Thomas Jefferson dined alone." The quotes below could prove his point. When we get piled upon one another in large cities, as in Europe, we shall become as corrupt as Europe. Thomas Jefferson The democracy will cease to exist when you take away from those who are willing to work and give to those who would not. Thomas Jefferson

Poetry Man
In the storm Stands the white rose tumultuous waves of destruction abound her Yet tall is the white rose strong in the face Of the sensed doom around her And she does not bow down Pure is the white rose In the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt I see not the white rose She is so far away But I long to protect her But only the words can I say So I send her my words And my poets heart To help her when there is hope to see her through Be Strong little flower Your heart will guide true And as long as you want I will always talk to you Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could

Crazy Quizzes
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Random
i am an instrument, strung ineptly. i am natures low, slow song, played at high speed. i am the meek yet vengeful prey, sprung from the belly of the beast. i am the tender, loving mother that refuses to breed. i am the festering wound that does not bleed. i am a sweet, siren song of longing morbidity. i am the tense, coiled tiger, preparing to spring. i am the secret that screams. i am the wraith that followed you home from your dreams. i am the hope that causes the caged bird to sing. so sweet. i am the thought that night brings. i am fantasy, dancing on a moonbeam. i am the one that set the demons in the box free. i am insanity. i am serenity. i am war. i am peace. i am sweetly bitter poetry. i am happy. i am angry. i am refusing to see what you mean. i am a perfect, black sucking hole of need. i am alone. i am not lonely.

Jokes
An elderly man walks into a confessional.The following conversation ensues:Man: "I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, & great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitchhiking We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times."Priest: "Are you sorry for your sins?"Man: "What sins?"Priest: "What kind of a Catholic are you?"Man: "I'm Jewish."Priest: "Why are you telling me all this?"Man: "I'm 92 years old .... I'm telling everybody!" Lemon SqueezeThere once was a religious young woman who went to Confession. Upon entering the confessional, she said, "Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned."The priest said, "Confess your sins & be forgiven."The young woman said, "Last night my boyfriend made mad, passionate love to me seven times."The priest thought long & hard & then said, "Squeeze seven lemons into a glass & then drink the juice."The young woman asked, "Will this cleanse me of my sins?"The priest said, "No,

Dreamin'
Ummm ... I don't quite know what to say. But some people need to get a check on reality. And the fact that ... SHIT HAPPENS. ->: Lord God .. you need help. I explained what happened. You are high maintenance. I talked to you on here : 5 seconds?...you didn't even answer my last 2 texts when i asked how your easter weekend was....you are just fucking rude.....anyway, im off to reality, have fun on here...cya ->: I meant off my page idiot. you have serious attitudinal problems. Simply because I haven't returned your texts in 5 seconds. As I said my phone was suspended, that is why i didn't respond. Go get yourself checked. And keep off my fubar page and all else. : Lol....I'm like 4000km away.....I'm keeping my distance. ->: well you need to piss off and stick your grapevine up your ass. Idiot .. now eff off and keep the hell away from me. I am not joking. : I just heard it in the grapevine....and don't tell me to fuck off....or i will cock slap yo

Fubar
I'm an unemployed, disabled USAF veteran...yeah, I'm milking it but at least I'm trying to make a trade and NOT BEGGING FOR WHAT I WANT!I want a 65-Credit Bling Pack. This is what I have to trade for it:8 million fu-bucksALL pics rated an 11 as long as I have my VIP or a 10 once my VIP has expired ENTIRE stash rated 100 demon ability points/negotiable4 tickers after they re-set (which is an additional 1 million fu-bucks)Unlimited demon family addsUnlimited Mumm votesEverything I'm offering can be used on you and/or friends of your choice. SEND PRIVATE MESSAGE PLEASE AND THANK YOU! Kind of bummed! I stayed away for a day and lost a crush and I'm not in the top family of two of my best fu's!! :-( WTF??? NOT saying thank you, which is so easy and free to do, has become the norm here!

Songs/poetry...do Not Rip Or Copy!!!
They stand outside on a sunny day But it's cold out here despite the sun's rays A multitude of people with suitcases and bags Some dressed in splendor; some dressed in rags Artisans, artists, poets, and scribes And everyday people with everyday lives Beautiful children, and young ladies, so fair A little girl with a pink ribbon in her hair A soldier smiles at her as he walks down the tracks She hides behind her father and does not smile back She looks at her shoes and nervously kicks the frozen ground And waits for the train that will take them to Krakow And from Krakow.....Auschwitz bound Sitting in a dark room Bullets on the table Reflect the moonlight I feel unstable Cold and alone I don't care to be alive My heart as hollow As the barrel of my .45 I don't know what's wrong with me I guess it's everything I miss her laughter All I hear is silence ring I miss her soft lips And her sweet embrace Every night in my dreams I see her face I fell in love with he

Writing/poetry
Her eyes, the color of wet pavement, So cold, so empty, so close to death, Still hold one glimmer of life\As they stare from above the nose, Slipknot close to the skin of her neck, Rickety chair unbalanced beneath her toes, Flesh clammy and wet, hair unkempt and filled with sweat Around her throat, she grasps the constricting cord, Her hands shaking with indecision and fear, Yet, the act is so simple, so clear Eyes, once full of shimmering hope, Now glanceing up at the knotted rope, Are only filled with tears, Her lifes a debt she cannot afford With one deep inhaled breath, Placing her hands across her breasts, Eyelids blocking the light from the room, Teeth bared, gaining strength, Nails cutting through her palms, Blood dripping to the floor, Her feet rock the chair until it tumbles.

Dear Diary Of A Drug Fiend
today is well i dont know what fucking day it is i am just waiting for it to get dark so i can go outside it is like sunday or monday of...uh..sep i think so i am all fucked out on drugs and booze again..and fucked out over a girl again i hate girls, and booze...i like crank though however...that way i dont have to sleep or eat or feel like a human being i think i landed a job today for seven weeks in newark cutting concrete for $27 an hour which is great, cause i am almost out of drugs..and lost three hundred dollars at the casino last night and left the car running in the parking lot all night...it had a love not on it when i came out this morning....said PLEASE RESPECT OTHER PEOPLES PARKING SPOTS but you know when i am alone i dont respect shit..which is why i played my music/guitar at full volume last night and cut wood on the patio for some shelves at three in the morning with my skill saw until people started screaming shut the fuck up, and then i went completely physco an

Songs I Love
Pardon me for saying, I was afraid she never gave me the time of day If love is a slow dance, i just hope for one chance I hope time could stop, its hard for me to breath She's really walking over here to me What should i say? What should i do? Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever [2x] This is not my strongest point that she knows She pardons me for stepping on her toes I heard she's a pageant queen So what's she doing dancing with me? I hope time could stop, its hard for me to breath She's really falling in love with me What should i say? What should i do? Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever [2x] Dance with me forever... Teach me every step, every tip and every turn Your arms around my neck you make want to learn.. I'm only getting better Don't let this end now Slow this dance down I could stay here all night... Forever Don't let this end now [2x] Slow Dance A Slow Dance There's a

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holy shit what the hell happened?? friday things were great... i come back and shit's everywhere!!! i think i know why i'm so damn reclusive... cause i'm sick of putting myself out there for ppl and getting nothing in return... maybe i have a bad picker or i did pick a good friend just too scared to have a backbone.. but for once it would be nice if someone proved me wrong... for once i would like to have ppl in my life that i can truly care about and not have the fear of attachment only for them to leave... then again like i said maybe it's me.... eh well... hopefully when i wake up later it will be a better day... i know it won't be better but i can hope that something goes right... good bye to my friend i hope he stops beating the shit out of you, goodbye to my baby sitters 1) i hope that you don't do what you told me you would on friday and i have the same hopes for your brother 2) i will pray that your mother finally listens to you all before something terrible happens 3) in my d

Just A Thought
All night long I was woken up by the aching in my jaw were a tooth USED to be. Without dental insurance I could not afford a root canal and so I had it yanked out. Everything was just fine until the numbness wore off - then OUCH! I would wake up, wander around, then finally take a pain pill and fall back to sleep. When it was time to do my taxi-mom thing I was sure I was A-OKAY! And I was....right up until the time I pulled in to the garage after all precious cargo had been deposited - and hit the lawn mower, which was kind enough to go THROUGH the wall at various spots. My husband's finely tuned hearing had me jumping as I stared at the lawn mower shaped holes and heard behind me "So what did you hit?" YIKES! Rule #1: Do not fool yourself into thinking your reaction time is not impacted by a legal dose of a narcotic. I never had any issue with antibiotics, but heck, as far as I know now - they could be the latest MR. HYDE revealer. I learned somethng today. Now my mouth really hur

Poems Dealing With Love
I think of you often Do you think of me? So sweet, so kind, Do I even cross your mind? I know your face in my mind, I know your voice in my ears, I think I know you, Even through these years. Are you my friend? Are you my love? That couldn't be, You don't even see me. I cry myself to sleep, Every night my mind wanders, If you're not the first thing, You're the second thing on mind. My eyes see you, My heart aches, For a love I assume, Will someday bloom. Who said friends could be lovers? What were they thinking? My love life, sinking or swimming? It's sinking. I am scared I am afraid My life right now Is one big show. Episode after episode, Re- run after re- run Why do I love you? Let me show you. When you are around me So is the thought of her I wish deeply You weren't with she. I have respect for a couple What they share is beautiful But what about the little people? Whom you don't even see? When you are my friend I am yours Your company completes me Whenever you take the t

Life
Soo..I am LMAO over here and wanted to share it..of COURSE he blocked me after his last reply BIG DADDY ...: well i am white trailer park trash u fat ugly big tited fake cunt bye -> BIG DADDY ...: no..it is 16 tops..andya talk like a thug from the ghetto...it is quite sad..it does not make you cool..it makes you sad BIG DADDY ...: i talk 31 not 15 lol -> BIG DADDY ...: ohh my bad..less than half your age..gross...she is after you foryour trailr dude..not your wrinkly ballsac BIG DADDY ...: shes 21 lol -> BIG DADDY ...: yeah a 51 year old man who talks like a 15 year old street thug and has the SN BigDaddy and plays sugar daddy to women half his age..yeah da bomb lmaooo BIG DADDY ...: im da bomb babes I got the results of my stomach biopsies back yesterday the cells are benign this made me happy now as long as the ones on my lymph nodes come back benign too...I am only as broken as ever and do not have anything new to add to my list of ailments PS I still t

Poems All Poems Love Dark Ect Military Poems 2
JOSH IS MY EXHUSBAND I DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HIM OR U LITTLE CUNTS EMAILING ME FUCK OFF by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonSoldiers are mistreatedand lacking of their causethey want to fight for our countrybut the leadership is gonethey serve long terms in Iraqas frighting dreams all come backthey can't handle and they deconstructbecause war has left a cutcrying in pain I hear from the woundednow the ones that were cool are all goneinstead you have a little man (woman)with their spirit goneit's hard but they keep going onbecause they are trained to not runthey are trained to not seek help in times of needwhich leads to no way to let their emotions freebut I am here I'm here to speakto all these soldiers that are in needit can be rough i understandand i appreciate you fighting for our landyou our loved by many moreso please find you spirits and let them sore by CassandraXVeronicaXONealaXLawsonHonorhonor, respect, courage,strengththis is what the military needsno cowards,

Simple As That...
My 14 year old son recently compared me to Bobby Bouchers mom from "The Waterboy" I am absolutely HORRIFIED by the display of wanton whore-ship of the many High School girls here at Lassen. The new "game" is: (In order to preserve virginity and avoid pregnancy).....doing "What what in the butt!", and of course, the BJ's. (EEEEEEEK!) Our conversation this morning over panckakes: Me: Remember what we have talked about. Josh: DEEP SIGH Me: Let's review. If a girl looks at you?..... Josh: She'll give me the herps.(He giggles and is entertained by my worry) Me: No....but she WANTS to. And.....If she wants you to touch her boobies?...... Josh: I'll go on welfare (still cracking up). And girls are the Devil and.... Me: I never said they were the Devil! Josh: Pretty much. MOM! Seriously?....I'm not stupid. Me: I know! But you ARE my baby, and I don't want you broken before you are totally put together. Josh: As crazy as you talk sometimes,

Poems
I look up to the sky and I send this message through my eyes can you hear me? can you hear my prayers? I want to talk to you so you should pull up a chair I can fell you looking right at me I close my eyes and your face is the only thing i see Reaching my hand out towards the stars that shine the wind through my fingers feels like your fingers interlocking with mine Can you hear me? do you hear the words i'm trying to say? it's hard to put my feelings together, but i'm trying in every single way. I wish you were here in my arms so i could hold you tight hold you to the point where we fall asleep in each other's arm's and our hearts say goodnight "I love you" are the words I here coming from the moon i'm wishing even harder for you to come home I speak to the moon, yes this is true cause whenever i'm not near my love i ask the moon to look after you Can you hear me, MOON? Did my message get through? Just tell him that I miss him

Awesome
Today and every Friday, hopefully, no mumms from me! A. Happy B. AWWWWW How many believe that the Pimphand is used as just a funny toy or mainly as a dictatorial weapon? Why do those who think they know something about Judaism, insist there is no hell or heaven in Jewish theology? No permanent hell it is true, but a place of purging sins of the soul for eleven months. On the other hand Gan Eden, or heaven is generally permanent unless one needs to be reincarnated. Yes, Orthodox and Chassidic Judaism does believe in reincarnation, although it is not stressed.

Life And Time Of A Beautiful Disaster
Blackened hearts reek with the smell of angry defeat. I can almost hear your agony riding on the wind, and I can almost taste your deception on my lips. I sort of feel bad for you, until I remember all the things you did to break me down. And then I simply shake my head in muted anger of my own. Then i remember to breathe and let that anger slowly, carefully draw itself out of me. I still haven't forgotten, and though I say i've forgiven, i'm really not sure if I actually mean it. You are all the things in this world that are wrong. And one of the people who create victims in the wake of a hurricane. You are like a hurricane. Tearing down the things in your path, without so much as a second glance. I wonder. I wonder if you even have a soul. I wonder if you are sucking the lives and love out of those around you. I grieve in the knowledge that you even have lives to be responsible for. I shouldn't hate you, but I do. It's a horrible word, but one so fitting. There has onl

Dirt Cheap Video Games Review Blog
by Gabriel Franco Reading on the go! When the Nintendo DS first came out everyone was excited about the world of possibilities it opened up. Indeed, as time went by players saw some truly fascinating and innovative game titles that redefined the videogame experience. So far, however, the possibilities the DS could offer outside of the gaming universe haven’t been exploited. 100 Classic Books falls in that tiny category; it’s not really a game, it’s much closer to being an application than anything else, in that it allows you to use the DS as a portable, electronic library, full of literary classics. View entire article ► 100 Classic Books, Achievements, Blur Review:, Cheats, FAQs, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog,

How I Feel
You've got a way with meSomehow you got me to believeIn everything that I could beI've gotta say you really got a wayYou've got a way it seemsYou gave me faith to find my dreamsYou'll never know just what that meansCan't you see you got a way with meIt's in the way you want meIt's in the way you hold meThe way you show me just what love's made ofIt's in the way we make loveYou've got a way with wordsYou get me smiling even when it hurtsThere's no way to measure what your love is worthI can't believe the way you get through to meIt's in the way you want meIt's in the way you hold meThe way you show me just what love's made ofIt's in the way we make loveOh, how I adore youLike no one before youI love you just the way you areIt's in the way you want meOh it's in the way you hold me

My Summer Vacation
My husband and I had to leave our friends' farm and truly head for home today. We rode just under 400 miles and are resting in a comfy hotel right now. Tomorrow's goal is our oldest daughter's house where we plan to spoil our granddaughter as much as possible in the few hours we will be there. We rode interstate today and it was UGLY. I miss twisty farm roads but we are on the home stretch so from now on we are all about speed. We are in the midst of a heat wave so we're drinking a lot of water and stopping every 150 miles or so to stretch, eat, gas up, and rest a bit. I'm trying to enjoy the scenery but today was the most difficult trip of my whole vacation. I think I'm just exhausted. I also am very excited to get home. I have eggs due to hatch on Wed. and I hope to be home to take care of them. If you see me out on my little Harley, honk! Keeping the rubber side down, Lisa Ann *Drama Queen* It seems like every day of riding is more beautiful or interesting than the day bef

New Blog
Bullets fly,some dead lay dead, Brutal,heartless they walk away. And drink to thier victory, Till the dawn of a new day. The new day starts,10 fold now replace, Look for others to help with this menance. And pray to God you send them, And they resectfully do thier penance. If life and death were as easy as this game, Some could master it all. Others in thier total escape. Would forever endlessly fall. Today the sun rose,But it I did not see.Something more beautiful,In my eyes came to me.A smile that glows,More than the sun can shine.Now a friend to me,I hope for the rest of time.Brooke send me your smile,For today and now on.And I promise mine forever,Now our friendship has begun. They look so beautiful,tiny and small, And so soon will they grow. Rip apart others so fast, The next day they'll never know. They are the babie killers, In mafia maybe supreme. And into others assholes, Thier bullets will reem. Dont let those babys get you, You need t

My Creations Blog
creation I did for Kori Kitten Out of bounds creation effects I did *If you want one done of one of your pictures. Feel free to inquire within* 1. 2. 3. 3d Anaglyph *3d red/blue glasses require for this one to see the full extent of effect. 3d pop out effect I did with perspective.

Whispers
Simple I and enjoy it I do, life is never easy but try to keep it mellow is what I like to do. I like to laugh, so my jokes are cheese and make no sense. made you laugh didn't it? I rather have my nerd he plays games and quote movie phrases and we understand one another fine. I listen to all type of music, rock my country music on sunny days, blast my techno mixes when I wan to dance, classical when I create in the kitchen, and anything else I want to hear. I like ice cream, how about you, sitting in the park, combatting bee, wishing a bug dare land on your yummy cold treat, it be ~like honey child please~ . I love my life though it may not be where I hoped it might I'm still Blessed to enjoy the simple life. ~Peace of the 4 Winds guide you~ ~~ I.L. P Ok I've always wrote poems and other things but a friend asked me had I wrote lyrics and I thought about it that I had never done so before. I did so now and this was inspired my G.C. It's not the best but it's a start right!

My Poetry
I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart) I am never without it(anywhere I go you go,my dear); and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling I fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet) I want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud) and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart(I carry it in my heart) Alcohol Sedated and numb I fade from his mind You give him what he wants His emotions are blind I am stripped of hiim I lose him everytime I long to know him more But I see he isn't mine I was robbed at birth And again later in life You stole my father I gave up being a w

~gor 101~basic Q & A~
There are two types of the larma fruit on Gor. The type most commonly called for in the rooms is the succulent larma. It is a segmented, fleshy endocarp, often imagined as being similar to a citrus fruit, surrounded by a hard, brittle shell. When a female is referred to as a 'larma', it is meant that her frigid exterior conceals a quite different interior. Larma or other fruit may be offered by a kneeling slave to her Master in a silent plea for his sexual use of her. The second type, commonly called pit fruit, is more similar to an apple with a single seed. The succulent larma may be served whole (the brittle shell is easily broken), segmented, juiced, sliced, broiled (sprinkled with sugars which form a syrup), or as a sauce. The pit fruit may be served whole, sliced, juiced, stewed, baked (with sugars and spices for a wonderful dessert), or fried (as described in the books). ............ I smiled. The larma is luscious. It has a rather hard shell but the shell is brittle and easi

From Me.
I get asked this question a lot so I figure ill answer it for everyone now. And this is nonsexual. Turn ons: I'm not a hard man to please at all but here are some things I do appreciate. *kindness *confidence - confidence is key to anything. *good hygiene *brush your teeth *neat appearance(I know we all have sloppy days but know how to take care of yourself.) *have respect *have at least a lil bit of a bad/naughty/freaky side (I'm not a fan of prudes or people that find every little thing offensive) *honest *loyal *know when to be mature(age really is just a number, maturity really is what counts) Turn offs: This one will ruffle some feathers and ill probably get accused of insensitivity or racism but I don't care, this is MY list not yours. *bad hygiene - if you smell like a fish market, I don't wanna be around you, shower douche whatever you gotta do. Don't care if you're Beyonce' if you smell bad then nogo. *teeth - if your teeth are nasty, instant nogo. Buy a toothbrush and some mi

Daily Randomness
ok normaly i wont vent like this but this really bothers me i woke up to pictures this morning posted on another site this person was wearing a full bdu gear stating badge us army and the american flag etc. he looked just like an enlisted army service man however his name and rank was not on the gear. but to a person who has no clue what to look for wouldnt notice the diffrence nor would anyone around here again unless you or a family memeber has served our country. this area ia a high milatary station meaning we have 2 bases here in the tacoma area. us airforce machord afb and ft lewis army base.. we have alot of men and women who wear this gear plainy b/c they are enlisted. or if you are a part of a highschool or college program for jrotc or rotc in other words if you dont serve our country then dont wear the uniform it is an offense not only on impersonating enlisted personal or an officer and you can be fined and even arrested if warning is not heeded. im sorry but

Lyrics That Have Meaning To Me(window To My Soul)
A Little Bit Stronger lyricsSongwriters: Barker Aaron Gayle; Harbin Ronald Steven;Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the painBut I brushed my teeth anywayI got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my faceI got a little bit strongerRiding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurtSo I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of youI listened to it for minute but I changed itI'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit strongerAnd I'm done hoping that we could work it outI'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheelsLetting you drag my heart aroundAnd, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever changeI know my heart will never be the sameBut I'm telling myself I'll be okayEven on my weakest daysI get a little bit strongerDoesn't happen overnight but you turn aroundAnd a month's gone by and you realize you haven't criedI'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer

"the Rambling Emotional Pomes Of Life
I am 6' 1" tall 285 lbs and have blue eyes and brown hair if i have hair i choose to shave my head i have a gotee mustach and beard no tattoos or perieceings 2'' scar over right eyey i wear glasses i have false teeth but refuse to wear them hope there is not a problem with that but im a natural persone and dont belive in prosieses to improve on ones looks...I am JUst your avreage joe and a redneck at that.... Tagline:I am not old I am Not new I am just me No more No Less Ask me what you Will and I will answer With the best Of My Knowledge. Member Since:April 11, 2011 Gender:Male Location:Fairmont,W.va Age:48 Relationship Status:Singel Interested In:Friends, Dating, Serious Relationship Languages:English Ethnicity:Caucasian/White Religion:Agnostic Orientation:Straight Elementary School:Dunbar Intermediate School Junior High School:Miller Junior High School High School:Fayette County High School '82Fayette Area Vocational School '82 College:The College of Woo

Punkys Stuff
When you're not here to share my days and nightsMy life is so incompleteFor you are my heart, my soulThe ‘oneness’ I had known to seekWithout you I merely exist from day to dayWith you I know that I will findAll that I have been searching forMy completeness, my eternal peace of mindYou are the keeper of my dreamsThe man who holds my heart in his handsThe one I want to spend my life withThe one with whom I will always standStand beside through thick and thinThrough all that life will throw our wayKnowing that this special love we shareWill guide us, each and every dayThis journey was started long agoBefore this time and placeThe journey of completenessAs two hearts and souls embraceForever is what I want with youFor the search is at an endOur hearts have found each otherAs lovers, as soul-mates, as friends. I sit alone and watch the clock Tryin to collect my thoughts All I think about is you And so I cry myself to sleep And hope the devil, I don't meet In the Dre

Reflections Of A Lycanthrope
So maybe we are pure energy and are projecting out existence onto this plane....... a matrix (by choice or some convention?) maybe we aren't meant to know but I don't believe that. The more cosmology evolves our understanding of the Universe, the more it is starting to look like reality is more bizarre then we could possibly imagine. If current theories of rapid expansion due to energies in the vaccuum of space hold true than the perceived Universe is vastly larger than we imagined. It's true size relative to our perceived size of it could be compared to the difference between the size of an atom and standard accepted model of 14.3 billion light years across. Einstein postulated through his theory of relativity that nothing can exceed the value of "c" so if the sun were to disappear this instant in theory we should not know this for about eight minutes as that is how long it takes it's failed light to reach us, but plumbing the depths of relativity has revealed that we

Random
Ripped apart , A simple shread of paper, Soaked , Damp & so very very cold, Taking myself into the shadow's, Destroying everything along the way, Nothing left, An empty shell of a soul, Bleeding so very very slow, Growing old, Walking past emotionless face's in the rain, Try & smile somewhere on the way, Showing major flaw's & cracks, You could not accept anything But hating toward him, dragging him through dirt, No puddle missed, No thought, feet soaking water, Wringed his neck, beat him black & blue,

Zhen1989
Sergeant First Class Paul Adkins invoked his right against self-incrimination as he began answering questions at a proceeding to determine whether there was sufficient evidence to court-martial the 24-year-old Manning on charges including aiding the enemy, which carries life imprisonment.Manning is charged with downloading massive data files from the military's classified network when he was a U.S. Army intelligence analyst in Iraq, and providing them to anti-secrecy website WikiLeaks. The defense has portrayed Adkins, at the time a master sergeant in charge of security at the facility where Manning worked, as someone who should have recognized the private's troubled emotional state and acted to revoke the security clearance that gave him access to classified U.S. documents.Manning's attorney, mulberry bagsDavid Coombs, argued that Adkins should not be excused because he was not under criminal investigation in the case, but the prosecution declined to grant him immunity to testify and

I Luvz Ma Friendz!!!
ok maybe this time it'll work! Create your own friendquiz here hey, if yer readin dis then i no yer more commited than most & ya no i gotz yer bak muthafaco!!!! mmfwcl4LYF > not really my kinda music but definitely my kinda story!!!

Insight To My Mind
Ok my blogs are usually a way for people to get some insight into this head. well here ya go. I don't have many feelings. and the feelings i do have are hidden by smiles and laughs. I am a fun person BUT... I am sick and tired of these people passing judgements on people before they really get to know them. Now this is y i say that.. people message me all the time say omg ur hot.. then they find out that i have 2 kids. HELLO READ MY FREAKIN PROFILE... I am single for the reason being the person i want i can't have and other than that no man wants a premade family. I am a single mother. my daughters father is in her life she lives with him but my son's father walked out on him after i kicked him out of my life. HELLO MY LIFE I NEVER TRIED STOPPING HIM FROM BEING A FATHER! SO NO THAT ISN'T MY FAULT. I have been through more things in my life then most of u will experience in a lifetime. I am a great person and ask anyone on my family list i bet u $100 they will agree without me even say

Pathways
Another day has come and gone As I sit here drinking tea Very different then yesterday New things for me to see The pain has eased A new release, of many hidden secrets To deal each day, I must say Is much better then to hide it As I was whaling, oh, so much pain Has left me now refreshed A cool breeze blowing, now my way Oh, so blessed, to have another day 1) always remember this is the internet 2) Be careful who you give your heart to 3) Many here are players,with many accounts 4) Never trust anyone , who says trust me. 5) If you give your heart , be prepared for the consequences. 6) Even if they sound sincere, they may not be Do not feel bad if this has happened to you. It has happened to the best of us. Some come off, so charming and lovable , only to find later, they are married or playing many at the same time.. This is a nightclub, nothing more, nothing less. Just have fun and move on with your life.. Bright Blessings to all The Wiccan R

Stuff
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I am a computer geek 2) I chew matchsticks (it is better then smoking) 3) I like cheese on everything 4) I use a conditioning shampo as a body wash 5) I am learning Arabic and Hebrew in my spare time. 6) I wear my socks when I sleep now you are being tagged I just set up a Snapvine account. Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage Would you like to leave me a voice message? This is the definition of friend from www.freedictionary.com: friend (frnd) n. 1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts. 2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. 3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade. 4. One who sup

All About Love
How to say 'I Love You' in different languages Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou English - I love you Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort Georgian - Mikvarhar German - Ich liebe dich Greek - S'agapo Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw

My Blog
I am free i had something that shackled me.. but now.. mmmm bliss. no more ignorance no stupidity.. now im ready for a challenge.. not stagnation..People can be assholes.. but today im past that.. Its good to be the King!!! insert Sarcasm here.. Blah house work sucks.. but ya got to do it.at least its sunny out. maybe ill take a nap ..Wow is it boring when you first wake up..Dont know whats gonna be going on today..Its Friday so who knows.. Anyway hoping something exciting happens.. Exciting is better than boring right..So heres a blast from the past.. im gonna go eat.

Serious Stuff
I am still alive, waiting on some high speed internet, so that is why I am not on here much. It just takes way to damn long to navigate this page with dial-up. Hope all of my friends are well and that you all had a great holidays. If anyone would like to get in touch with me you can email me at stuepdassol@aol.com or contact me on myspace, I check it a lot more regularly. my myspace: http://www.myspace.com/Stue_pidassol hope to hear from you soon. so yeah I moved, but where I am living now all I have is dial-up, and if you don't know, this site is horrendous to use if you do not have a high speed connection, so I am still alive, just not much chance of getting on here for now, if anyone needs to get a hold of me, feel free to ask for my email address. sorry to all my friends for not being around much lately, I have not been getting along with my roomies so I have been staying away from home, I am moving out tomorrow so I should be around much more

Fenix's Blog
hey, did you know you can rate the blogs now??? and hell, no! i ain't showin' you my titties! well, i dunno - get me drunk enough, . . . . My friends competed in a talent contest, and we were the only people that didn't show up because of my petty little issues. I really need to grow up and get over myself. Check these guys out! SDW WINS!! yeah, so i'm in a crazy-ass mood today, and i'm reeeaaaallllly looking forward to this weekend! i'm thinking maybe some new pics are in order, . . . . also, we've been talking about doing some artistic, erotic photo shoots with our friends, and sharing them with all our friends here. well, you know, if you're into that sort of thing :)

Uhhh My Blog
I was suppose to have my Party lite Candle Party this weekend. due to the fact that I have to work Saturday. I had to reschedule my party. Which is now March 25th at 3pm. If you are interesting in going. contact me here or at tinkerbell268269@aol.com Yesterday didn't start out the way I was hoping. But ended pretty good I think. Okay yesterday was the Emerson Drive concert in Green Bay. I left my house to get Jenny. My car was running fine. I was excited to see Jenny. I got into Omro and I get lost. I took the wrong turn. so i called her and she got me to her house. Of course I feel like a dumbass but it happens. So we are talking. Heading up to Appleton to have lunch. I get on the on ramp in Oshksoh and my car wasn't going up to speed. I kept trying to get it to go. It makes a loud popping noise and I had to pull over. I was on Butte Des More bridge in Oshkosh the worst bridge to have a car die on it. I called Brian and told him that my car died and I told him where I was. While we w

Kolo Kealoha~lachman
I LOVE IT WHEN MY BABE FUCKS MY OKOLE/CULO "AZZ"... Life is never good 4 me & this is wut I wish you'd see. Jus let me end it all 4 I'll be happy in da end, I'll finally be free. Free from all da pain & torment & da never endin battle. No more dealin wit da arguments & tears, I'd finally be through wit it all. U jus don’t seem 2 understand dat by keepin me here your making it worse. If I were dead & gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have da curse. I’m already considerin doin this even without your consent. I know 4 sure dat once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sittin there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist. Please every1 don’t be upset, please don’t be piss'd. U jus need 2 know I love u all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doin this 4 sure. U jus need 2 let me go 2 heaven now, hopefully God will understand & accept this. Sad eyes... dat used 2 shine so bright, But you'

First Blog
As many of you know my cat suddenly went lame. Yesterday he took a turn for the worse and seemed to be in pain. Last night I heard him about 2:00 am let out a yelp. This morning I found him on the basement floor. He had died during the night somehow. Binkx came into our lives at a time when the children wanted a pet. He did belong to our neighbors but the father booted him out. Literally I saw him beat Binkx on the front lawn, kicking him and punching him. Binkx ran for his life and lived under our bush. The father and I did have some payback as I hate to see any animal abused like that. He lived under our bush for 3 months before Sandy let him come in. He took to the kids right away and slept with my daughter. She and he were very close. He was also a great tree climber and loved his head rubs. He was a strange cat to say the least. He would demand that we watch his meat. A matter of survival as the other guys cat used to attack him while he slept or ate. Binkx started to get s

You Like That Uhh?
I just realized you can do a blog on here. HAHAHA Duh me. Well I have been sick as a dog with severe bacterial strep throat.. nasty shit.. couldnt talk my whole boday ached.. BLAH! BUt now i am feeling alittle better still very soar and hurt to talk but i can though..SO THERE! ok thats enough for now.. toodles Meow meow meow meow meow meow ! And ifyou didnt catch that meow meow meow meow meow meow! My poor lil girl.. was at a firends house and their dog bit her in the face.. :( OH MY GODS! she had to get 5 stiches on the outside of her cheek and 2 on the inside. Update... i looked at her paper work and it was 9 stitches on the outside 7 on the inside. she has some puncture wounds but they werent deep enough to stich up.. and when he bit her .. she bit down on the inside of her check and now thats cut really bad... She just cant win!!!! They have her on antibiotics and all that.. she has to go back saturday night for a 24 hours check up. shes on a liquid diet for 48 hours un

One Of My Poems
Today I walked a long road, Listening to the voices in my head telling me what i did was so wrong The burden tight as a noose around my neck the weight heavy on my shoulders My tears silent within a dying heart Yesterday, stained with shame and a fury diseased cancer tearing me apart And i did not know where to go Tomorrow knows no releif from torment Pain etched into my dirty face with horror in my eyes i reach and hope to unburden my soul But i know, nothing will come with chains and leaden wieghts dragging in the dirt. No one Knows no one knows what its like to be a star fading away a million miles from home the light dimming to nothing No one knows the fall when you were on top as high as the tallest mountains and when you reach out for help but there was no one there No one knows the pain kept inside the self loathing weighing you down The sadness of mistakes on your consience and the hatred of many staining your soul No one knows s

Funnies
>Three Italian nuns die and go to heaven. At the Pearly Gates, they are >met by St. Peter He says, "Sisters, you all led such exemplary lives >that the Lord is granting you six months to go back to earth and be anyone >you wish to be... The first nun says, "I want to be Sophia Loren;" and >*poof* she's gone. The second says, "I want to be Madonna and *poof* >she's gone. The third says, "I want to be Sara Pipalini.. " St. Peter >looks perplexed. "Who?" he asked " Sara Pipalini;" replies the nun. St. >Peter shakes his head and says, "I'm sorry, but that name just doesn't ring >a bell." The nun then takes a newspaper out of her habit and hands it to >St. Peter. St. Peter reads the paper and starts laughing. He hands it >back to her and says, "No sister, the paper says it was the 'Sahara >Pipeline' that was laid by 1,400 men in 6 months." > >If you laugh, you are going straight to hell! Free Myspace Pics IF YOU SEE SHEEP....... YOU NEED GLASSES!

Nfa's Corner
I had a problem on friday night, my filling came out, and I have no dental insurance. One of my godmothers called me, and said do not worry I already made you an appointment, and I am paying for everything. Thank goddess all I had was to replace the filling. On another note I barely got any sleep, and I still have not been eating as much as I should be. I had a cup of coffee, and a cookie. That is all I have had since friday. I am really not wanting to see anyone, not even my own grandmother, I have not been going over there. I am really upset, and just really hurting, I did it again where no one can see. I am really tired of all this, being unhappy stuff. It's like I am back at square one. I guess letting go of things is alot harder than I had expected. I just hope everyone is happy, or at least someone is happy. I just wish the person I wanted, actually wanted me back, but this life is not full of wants, it's only based on needs. Maybe I need to be alone, I work better by

Poetry By Me
Dedicated to My Jared 0ct. 6th, 2006 (C) KarinRochelle I never thought it coud happen like this Never thought I would get just one kiss And now with you I see what I missed And I will never let this feeling go... You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! So much time that had gone by And I never thought I would ever see you again But then came the *when* And I will never never let us end You are my amazing You are my happinenss You are my everything My one and only Never before had I thought That God could give me such alot of blessing.... You are my Amazing! *Hand in hand Side by side We'll make it through All our days We will never see a day When we cant weather a storm together ***first of all: DO NOT READ IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ ABOUT MY FAITH. i do not preach at people. i am letting you kn

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17 signs of fallin in love Body: SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE ALOT SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. THREE: WHILE READIN

Breaking Points
I watched a snail crawl along the edge of a straight razor. my dream. That's my nightmare. Crawling, slithering, along the edge of a straight razor and surviving. In French......Je me sens que seul........... Je me sens que seul et moi esperez que quelqu' um m'aime vraiment pour qui je suis et pas ce qui ai obtenu je. J'espere qu'un de toi prendra le temps de me connaitre pour qui je suis. THE END BY THE DOORS This is the end Beautiful friend This is the end My only friend, the end Of our elaborate plans, the end Of everything that stands, the end No safety or surprise, the end I'll never look into your eyes...again Can you picture what will be So limitless and free Desperately in need...of some...stranger's hand In a...desperate land Lost in a romance...wilderness of pain And all the children are insane All the children are insane Waiting for the summer rain..........

Mamaj
Hey everyone come check this out website out it is www.piczo.com and add me as a friend our tell me you are thier and i well add you as my friend anyone has aim hit me back Hello to let everyone know today is my birthday Hey i need all you ladies and how ever else help ericdaddy win this big beaiutful man contest that munchin has going on come on everyone please show him some love and i well help you out

Union Jack's Ponderings....
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I fall for the wrong types of chicks. 5. I take the side of the underdog, only to discover why no one likes them. 4. I need complete privacy in the water closet to relax enough to do my business 3. I'm a clean freak (both me and my environment) 2. I'm a work-a-holic 1. I'd rather hunt people than hunt animals. (MUHAHAHAHA)... I'm an animal lover and think they have more right to life than most people. koolchick4u Sarah Kitten1968 Britfanjojo knightskitty Liz Things to do at Wal-Mart while your shopping buddy is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples carts when th

I Am~~
I want my baby...not real sure where he is...but I know hes out there somewhere... Baby~ Would you bring me dasies just cuz Be my one and only luv Would you leave me notes with little hearts Show your love even when were apart Would you hold my hand and walk with me Touch my soul and and feel me breathe Would you tell me dreams of you and I Hold my heart and help me fly Would you love me for the real inside Except the pain I cannot hide Would you lift me up when life is down Be my strength my level ground Would you sing me a song without a rhyme Will your love conquer the test of time Ahhh silly words...but, would you?? http://www.metalunderground.com/interviews/details.cfm?newsid=24347 Read down where he asks the funniest thing thats ever happened to you while on stage...umm yea that would be me hes talkin about..too fukkin funnyyyyy!!!! YOUR NOT A LI

The Random Babbelings Of An 18 Year Old Soul
this week = fantastic no other words could describe it. i left FIT on friday afternoon and im returning the monday after that, after one of the greatest weeks of my entire life. i saw all my friends, went to an amazing concert, got back the man of my dreams, ate dinner with the family, stood cuddling with chris and partying it up with lisa on the line outside best buy for black friday, spent SO much time with chris that i thought teh word was going to blow up- we never get to see eachother this much, it was quite a treat seeing him every day for about 9 days

My Life Today
been missing yall bunches ...xoxo steph ----- Forwarded Message ---- From: stephanie williams To: ALISON ; ANN ; ANTONIO ; AUNT FAYE ; BOBERT ; BONNIE ; BRAD ; CHRIS ; DEAN ; DON JARVIS ; DORI ; ELENA ; JEREMY ; JIMMI-C ; JOY ; LEO ; MAMA ; MAMA SHERRY ; MARTI ; PAM ; PHOENIX ; ROBERT ; RONNIE ; RONNIE WEXO ; RUDY ; SAJAN ; SASSY ; SASSY ; STACY ADAM ; STAMELOS ; TAWNYA ; TERESA ; WENDY ; WILLIAM Cc: oxygen0088800@yahoo.com Sent: Thursday, October 12, 2006 12:56:53 AM Subject: you never know XOXOX Stephanie ----- Forwarded Message ---- From: missy haynes To: Amanda ; Barry ; Mike ; Trina Baker ; cherry76384@yahoo.com; David Ward ; Dennis ; Diane ; jennifer heath ; Jody Terry ; Linda ; lingnau ; rhondaandsteve@yahoo.com; Sue ; STEPHANIE WILLIAMS Sent: Wednesday, October 11, 2006 9:30:42 AM Subject: Fwd: Fw: An unemployed graduate Note: forwarded message attached. -----------------

Writing
This site is full of people who are fakes, who create dummy accounts just to get points. Or who ask you to leave them lots of love without having ever once talked to you. Who have 3k "friends" but only talk to like two. Who talk shit about other people and have internet pictures as their main picture. Funny how everyone on this site is "model-esque." Or guys who rip pictures of women and post them all over their site just to get lots of hits. What good does that do you? Do you earn something in life? Does it boost your ego if you're rank number 25? If someone rates your pictures a 9, do you get pissed? Have you paid money just to get "more friends", ala those sticky notes or blasts? I bought a blast one time, but I didn't say one thing about commenting or rating me. And I don't care if you comment or rate my pics, I will still be your friend. Because when it comes down to it, this site shouldn't be about who's the most popular. It should be about who is the most interesting, who

Jokes
A couple had been married for 45 years and had raised a brood of 11 children and were blessed with 22 grandchildren. When asked the secret for staying together all that time, the wife replies, "Many years ago we made a promise to each other: the first one to pack up and leave has to take all the kids." ROFLMAO think I shoulda tried this one too with my ex hubby!! (DAMN IT, ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THAT ONE) Walking up to a department store's fabric counter, a pretty girl asked, "I want to buy this material for a new dress. How much does it cost?" "Only one kiss per yard," replied the smirking male clerk. "That's fine," replied the girl. "I'll take ten yards." With expectation and anticipation written all over his face, the clerk quickly measured out and wrapped the cloth, then teasingly held it out. The girl snapped up the package and pointed to a little old man standing beside her. "Grandpa will pay the bill," she smiled. You scored as Penis. You are attracted to t

My World!
Well Christmas is almost here. I can't believe how fast this year has gone. It's almost over! Christmas is less than a week away. My kids are ready but I'm not. LOL! They are ready to open the gifts. Speaking of, Bucky's last present came in the mail today. I didn't think it was going to come. The place said that I needed to pay first, but I guess they changed their minds. Good for me though. I was really upset that I couldn't get him what I wanted to. Now it's over! I got it! Under the tree and he has NO IDEA that it's there. :D He thinks that I just got my brother something else. Which I did, but he doesn't know that he got something too! I can't wait until everyone opens their gifts Monday morning. I think that everyone will be very happy with what they have. Well, I'm outta here. Time to go and play with the kiddos. Have a great day to you all. Lots of love and peace. Merry Christmas from Ria!!! See what happens when you leave somewhere for a while? Things

I Figured It's About Time.
so, my whole love life sucks. honestly, i've never been in a long-term relationship. EVER. and it's not getting any better. i always fall for losers. either they cheat on me. or ditch me for their friends. or lie to me. and i'll admit, lately i've been somewhat of a player... ...but only because i'm terrified of getting hurt. either way, i always do. i was talking to this guy. and i saw him on saturday night. we cuddled and watched movies and kissed. and it was pretty cute. the next day he begged me to come over, but i was working and i wasn't able to. and i haven't heard from him since... i talked to one of his best friends today, and he told me that he thinks eric has a new girlfriend. fucking great. but whatever. ill cry it off. and within a couple weeks ill be ok. and ill become interested in another guy that'll break my heart. ...when am i going to catch a break and find a good guy? so i predicted that this whole "fu-owning" thi

Nix's Journal
I sat here, trying to describe him... words failed me. After the last man in my life broke my heart at the worst possible time... I swore off all relationships and love... So, this guy would have to be something fucking amazing in order to get me to open up and let my guard down again........... that's just what he did. My friends call him a lucky bastard, but I think they might have it wrong. At a time in my life when I wasn't looking for anything, he walks into my world and gives me everything. I'm the lucky one. I can't describe him... words wouldn't do justice- but he's changed my world, and I'm loving every moment of it. I should be scared, running like hell........... maybe he just did what so many have tried and failed- tamed the Nix. I have no desire to be anywhere else but in his presence. *********UPDATE******************** I'm not dating this person anymore. I've grown, moved on, and am on my way to becoming the person I most wanted to be before I let my illness

Jokes
THIS IS THE TRUEST THING I HAVE EVER READ....AND IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN DIAGNOSED YET...DON'T WORRY...U WILL BE, LOL! Recently, I was diagnosed with : A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only 1 check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my d

+death Metal+
Here we go...google vid or youtube > LameSpace video. NEW fvcking NILE out July 17th, year of Diana two thousand and seven. Behold my awesome peers : + +How can GOROD(Technical Death from France. Oooohh, sounds delectable, YA?!)have never made any official music videos? WHAT GIVES?! They are the BEST Death Metal Band to me so far. Formally known as Gorgasm, and have the SICKEST female drummer on the fvcking planet. Who has ever heard of this band? Holler at me please, folks. I need help finding a music video or an mp3 or SOMETHING.+ ....With Soilent Green, and Chimaira(never heard their stuff). What in the Hell is it going to be like, watching a fictional cartoon Death Metal band live? This show sold out at The Fillmore, in SF. WTFFF?! NILE couldn't sell out there. Neither could Celtic fvcking FROST. So, which band is it, causing these incredibly prolific ticket sales? Hmm? I used to love Toki. But seriously, fvck the rhythm guitarist. The new

? Firstish ?
Well I'm weak, I've gotten back into the smokes again and it pisses me off, GRRrrrr I've kicked over 4 major habits, habits that were more addictive, and more fun, Why can't i kick smoking? ARrgg.. I'll try again next week.. *sigh* (x)Smoked. (x)Drank alcohol. ( )Cried when someone died. (x)Been drunk. (x)Had sex. (x)Been to a concert. (x)Given a handjob/gotten a handjob. (x)Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob. (x)Been verbally/sexually harassed. (x)Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. (x)Felt someone up and/or been felt up. (x)Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. ( )Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. (x)Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. ( )Been to prom. ( )Cried at school. (x)Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. (x)Went streaking. (x)Given a lap dance. (x)Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. (x)Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. (x)Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. (x)Kissed a stranger. (x

Poems
Addiction Staring through blood-shot eyes As the addict in me starts to die My world is turned upside-down As I start to realize it's worth staying around My life comes rushing back in from the haze Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in a maze All the emotions I thought I left behind Where just waiting there for me to find At war with everything I buried deep inside Letting hope be my guide Sometimes I feel like this is more than I can take But with the help of friends I feel like this is a stand I can make ~~With This Tear~~ With the birth of one day, and the death of another, I have come to understand and appreciate, how precious you are, now that you are so far away, Before you, the waterfalls never fell so peacefully, and after you, the sandcastles on the beach, will be no more, With this tear, I confess my love... Every lonely teardrop that i shed, represents another beautiful memory of you, And if all the tears that I

Understand!!!!
sorry i haven't been writing on here much... since daddy passed away... things have been up in the air for me. i went into depression for a while and hid from the world basically... but i'm getting better. i miss him a lot and still cry for him often. i start college soon... i was supposed to start on may 29th, but due to transportation issues i had to push it back 6 weeks... but it's alright. i enrolled in the Academy of Court Reporting... which should be good for me since i fly on a keyboard anyways and with it being a freelance job i can easily work for a company that lets me travel. the renovations on my apartment are basically done and over with... there are just a few odds and ends that have to be tweaked and it will be complete. my divorce is going nowhere atm... which is irking the hell out of me... everyone hopes that jason and i are going to get back together and its not going to happen and it's pissing me off that nobody will just let things be and accept the fact that i don

Dark's Insite
He always makes me think about life. I have not been on because so many things have been happening in my family and I feel like I am drowning. So many so called "Friends" have came and left my life, I have just been tired of it all and don't know what to do anymore, except try to enjoy my husband and 4 children. My brother-in-law who was in the car accident on January 12th finally came home after he died (his heart stopped) it was 2 months in the ICU and organs missing but he is home & alive. Of course, not the same man he used to be, but still here. I hope everyone is having a great life and I miss you. These girls are TOUGH! Enjoy!

Tom's Blog
STOCKHOLM, Sweden - Two Swedish border control officers risk disciplinary action for keeping a photo collection of "exceptionally beautiful" women who passed through their checkpoint, police officials said Tuesday. The officers, who were working at a ferry terminal near Stockholm, made photocopies of the women's passport photos and placed them in a binder. They also noted the date of birth next to each entry, the Stockholm police department said. The binder contained instructions on how to compile the collection, and orders to make backup copies in case the binder would go missing or be confiscated by "evil-minded bores," police said. The instructions also stated that only "exceptionally beautiful" women belonged in the collection and that no personal data, aside from the date of birth, should be included. The men's employer found the binder and reported them to police, but the matter was dismissed because the compilation was not considered illegal. Stockholm police passed the matter t

Damn
So i wake up in the morning with an infection so i make a docs appointment for the evening i get there and they take my blood pressure... it was 160/120 They were freaking out. I told them my meds to sleep gives me a slightly higher blood pressure and the doc jsut doubled the dose. So now im being forced to take a beta blocker to get my blood pressure down, so it makes me dizzy then onm top of that i have the meds for the infection, and then my sleeping pills.. How the fuck am i supposed to start my grad work with all this shit in my system....FUCK the doc kept telling me stories of people who died of heart attacks.... I just got a phone call. A family freinds son age 14 was building a bon fire. It wasnt going so he opened up a tank of gas and poured gas on the fire. He closed the cap and there was stil some dribbles of gas on t he tank it ignited and blew up. He suffered 3rd degree burns on 100 percent of his body. The fire also burned all the oxygen out of his lungs. He died. I hope

Jokes
There was a man who worked for the Post Office > > whose job it was to > > process all the mail that had illegible > > addresses. > > > > One day, a letter came addressed in a shaky > > handwriting to God with no > > actual address. He thought he should open it > > to see what it was about. > > > > The letter read: > > > > "Dear God, > > > > > > I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very > > small pension. Yesterday > > someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, > > which was all the money I > > had until my next pension check. > > > > Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited > > two of my friends over for > > dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to > > buy food with. I have no > > family to turn to, and you are my only hope. > > > > Can you please help me? > > > > Sincerely, > > Edna > > > > The postal worker was touched. He showed the > > letter to all the other > > workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet > > and came up with a few >

Becky_tuckers
WHO EVER WANTS TO TALK LET ME KNOW I WILL BE ON FOR A LITTLE BIT .........BECKY Give this heart [¢¾] to every person you care about including me if you care. Try to collect 13[¢¾]. its not easy ." THANKS TO ALL THAT RESPONDED TO MY BIRTHDAY AND THANKS TOO ALL FOR THE GIFTS ......BECKY

Tatts
1. What do you order at McDonalds? food 2. What color is your TV? silver 3. What was your first cd? hell if i know 4. How old were you when you discovered porn? um like 13 i think 5. How many times have you had your heart broken? i dont care 6. How many times have you broken a heart? i dont think its possible 7. What was your first car? 1986 ford escort 8. Did you wreck it? the transmission went out 9. Have you ever been fired from a job? yes hahha 10. What color is your bathmat? wtf 11. What cd is in the player in your car? dont know it got stolen 12. Do you let people borrow your cds/dvds? fuck not anymore 13. Were you in the band in high school? asb 14. Coke or Pepsi? both are nastyness 15. What is your astrological sign? Gemini 16. Do you know what it means? The Twins durh 17. Do you have anyone elses name tattooed on you? my daughters name in japenese 18. Do you own a cowboy/girl hat? noo way 1

Stuff
The Female Disney Character Personality Test NalaAt a young age, you were playful, adventurous, always wanting to be on top, and didnt always obey the rules. Now older, those traits still show, but now you're more mature.I will now label you: playful, intelligent, thoughtful, fun-loving, and wild.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code Your Vocabulary Score: A- Congratulations on your multifarious vocabulary! You must be quite an erudite person. How's Your Vocabulary?

Oh Come On
if you would like a VIP, let me know and i'll rip the pic you choose from your profile, im doing a contest for most popular, its pretty simple, comments will be worth 1 point, and ratings with be worth 5 points, anyone is welcome to enter, the contest will last just one week so people can get on with their lives in a timely manner lol.... 1st place will recieve a one month VIP and a blast, second place will recieve a blast, and 3rd place will recieve a ticker, you will have a blast, hope to see ya there. nocheating will be tolerated, so dont bother using and illegal programs, i'll be watching close. contest will run from tuesday Oct 2nd at 5am until monday Oct 8th GOOD LUCK, PLAY NICE, and get in contact with me NOW.... LOL if you would like to be in my auction that starts tomorrow and will run for 5 days, if you are interested please send me a private message, their will be a 50K entry fee in fubucks you will need to send me to enter, but you will be garaunteed to make way more than

If Ur Bored,
Your Power Color Is Gold You're dependable and hard working. You never miss a deadline - and you're never late. You have a clear sense of right and wrong. You're very detail oriented. You get frustrated when your friends are sloppy - or when they don't follow through. You're on top of things, and you wish that everyone else was! What's Your Power Color? You Are 46% Selfish You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved. But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it! How Selfish Are You? Plz take the time to comment and let me know your kinky turn on.....thanks You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Blind Folds67%Bondage42%Chains/Handcuffs

Yeah
SEVEN HUNDRED FIFTY SIX HOME RUNS!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comSexi Luv.comSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.comwww.hostdrjack.com Hey could we please get a little help here on boosting this lovely fubarian to her next level? She's 7372 to being a Fu-gee so please go and give her some love Happy Country Girl @ fubar

My Personal Only If You Want To Know Me For Real Stuff
try not to conform the world to your image for it has greater plans instead imagine you conforming to the world and its needs-Sarai (yes i thought of it) damn fortune cookie things going threw my head all day Ok guys so you know i am going to apologize for not telling everyone personally right now. over the last couple of days i recently made a new friend who then quickly became my girlfriend and her son my son and my son her son so i want ever one to know this about me I love everyone i have met on here but i am now involved so continue to be my sweet sexy cherries that i love but be nice to me too ok much love Sarai TURBO EG6@ CherryTAP

Yanno What Chaps My Ass?
ok here is another thing that just chaps my ass, and i know it gets to some of yall as well... dont ya just hate when ya watching a porn and everything is all good, then for some dumbass reason the camera man goes to the guys face...and theres nothing but his face in the screen and he leaves it there for a little bit...WDF? i dont want to see his ugly ass..who gives a rats ass the faces he's making. who tha hell told the camera man that shyt was sexy or looked good? or they go to some dumbass shot like her gripping the pillows or sheets, or worse they pan down to the guys legs to show him standin there in his socks.. now i know porn isnt known for its quality filming or acting, but DAMN...who tha hell wants to see that shyt on brudda, i'm sittin here peeping through bulletins, and i cant even count how many times the damn thing has some tittle.. "omg look at these tits" "this person pissed me off" "this is NSFW" and then you open it up and its someone that wants you to vote

Shawna's Blogs
WELL I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS I WILL BE WITHOUT A COMPUTER SO I WILL NOT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS WILL MISS YOU ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE WEEK... WELL THANK YOU FOR ALL THE UNDERSTANDING.. HUGS SHAWNA Body: CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 am. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I m

Promise
Today sucked, hard core. well most of you who know mw know that I work at a school and am a teachers aid for 25 kinders and I also have my own three children when I get home. So most think I am nuts but I would love to be at work instead of home at this point today, I had a dentist appt. there were to see why i was in so much pain. well I figured work on a few teeth, a few fillins so on. nope. They decided to pull a tooth and in the process, pulled my jaw out of place and cracked my jaw bone. Now if you really Know me you would think that I am just fine. NOT I passed out on the living room floor, havent done that in awhile and last time I did I ended up in my birthday suite when I woke, lol, anyway I am in pain and the pills make me goffy, k now that I just pretty much picked on my self talk to ya all laterz. ~COPE~ The Walking Path We all are conceived for a path in which is unknown we grow on this path... This path which is unknown... Some of which

More About Me
My name is Jason. I was born in Toronto, ON. I lived there until I was 12 yrs. Old. Then I moved to pickering Ontario and I lived there until I was 27 yrs old. Now I'm living in Oshawa, Ontario. My parents were divorced just after I turned 7. My dad got custody of us. Don't ask me how, but he did though. Lol. When I was 8 yrs old I started smoking. Since then I quiet for about a yr in total. But I'm still smoking though. I've been smoking in total of 22 yrs now. When I was 11 I fell on some monkey bars and lost one of my kidney do to the impact of the fall. During the operation, the doctors lost me twice. They operated on me for 16 hrs straight. When I was 13 yrs old. I started to drink alcohol. I did this until I was 18. Just b4 I was legal to buy it. The reason I quiet this is b/c I didn't see the point in me drinking anymore b/c it didn't do anything for me. But slowly kill me, cause of my one kidney. The reason for this, my liver is working ov

Bored
Looking for fun and interesting people to talk to because I'm super bored :) >BigDaddyMi...: with a mouth full of teeth like mine a cock like yours better hope the man attached knows how to romance me BigDaddyMi...: with a cock like mine u dont need romance...u just need to hold on! ->BigDaddyMi...: lol BigDaddyMi...: thanks! ->BigDaddyMi...: how romantic BigDaddyMi...: okay....rephrased....i'd love to fuck the shit out of you! ->BigDaddyMi...: thanks, but I'd like to stay in one piece please BigDaddyMi...: lol....you...your sexy as fuck ->BigDaddyMi...: I'm sorry, but tear what up? oh how I love crazy ass dudes... Okay so I may be a heathen and I may be going to hell in some peoples eyes but I figure you can only go to hell if you believe in it. Since forever I have always said that I would let my children choose whether or not they wanted to be baptised and to what faith. I would never want to push a faith on to them... it's the same way my mother felt wi

Random Ravings
Another Uplifting Poem It was another uplifting poem, Masquerading as the meaning of life, And those who took little sips from it Felt a little better during the day Because the poem was their friend Like a get-well card or a call from That special someone with its Huggy--poo and lovey-doo Type of fuzzy nonsense, But it felt good anyway, Like you were standing in a parking lot Filled with cheery people, getting All sickly christmasy, And the huggy-poos and lovey-doos Kept ringing loud in your head and You felt that you wasted all of your Goddamned motherfucking life Just to hear some cheerful Obnoxious moron tell you sickly Sweet platitudes--hugs and kisses And sunny wishes, and babies and Puppies and kittens, and horrible verse About someone's granny And how she made it all better, While you were holding a gun to your head, Wanting to end it all, sick of all the love And the hugs and the greetings, And the Christmas spirit, and saving The whales, and

Fanstasy
I stumbled that night, Through darkness I trod. In soft mist of dusk I had found the key to all life. All was ever still, Cobwebs glistened in crystal, Mushrooms so inedibly delicious. Flowers rare, had locks And I held the only key. No fear of theft here, My creeping woodland souls, For all that steals here Is the growing blackness And the creaking soft breeze. The undergrowth grew higher. The spread of my mind Was laid with many thoughts, All of a wonderous nature. Leaves above me rustled And whispering, they spoke; "Go further, go ahead, Explore our ferny world." I wished I could go on, But my eyes cracked open And I was human again. I have a intimate interest with something special tonight If you want you can join me when the time is right There might just be us two cuddled in the bed or the floor maybe in your favorite chair where we've done it so many times before. If you feel up to it we can add just one

My Writings
I can't allow myself to breathe And so my lungs are caving in Because I can't take in the air For it's poisoned with my sin So here I suffocate With nothing left to do Until you pull me close and whisper "I will die for you" You kiss me bittersweetly But I taste approaching death You offered your life, so I took it As I inhaled your breath I felt your spirit leave And now I don't know what to do Overcome by guilt for accepting your life For how can I even live without you? I thought I lost you forever And so I jumped into the sea I wanted to perish with you But you came back for me You carried me through a tunnel Speeding away from this black lagoon To an enchanted somewhere far away From the vultures and their wicked tune Landing gently on a private beach The portal behind us, closes The breeze carries with it, a song And the ocean is made out of roses But these flowers have no thorns I'll get lost benieth the wav

Relationships
his mind twisted and distorted throat still numb from the cocaine he just snorted. his mind can focus on nothing but her. she was his life his everything and now shes gone. all thats left of her are fadeing memories. all he can think of anymore is ending it all. he feels so weak and helpless. she was his backbone his reason for being. he now sees no reason for his existance. he feels its a fucking waste of time. he could not possibly go on living. he puts the revolver in his mouth says his prayers and collapsed bleeding onto the couch. M.A.Z.J Once in every lifetime, someone comes along, The one special heart You've been waiting for your whole life long. Once in every lifetime, God sends an angel from above, To make your life complete Who you can give your endless love. When a love like this comes, make any sacrifice, For the best things in life Seldom come along twice. There is no love that compares to yours and mine, A love from heaven that only comes "Once

An Amber Colored Life
It's past midnight..I'm sitting here in darkness, the kids are in bed-Very reluctantly I might add. Plotting revenge against me for sending them there no doubt, and I hear them whispering back and forth, then laughing uncontrollably. At first its humorous..then I started to worry..are they stratigically planning my demise? My mind raced thinking of all the things they could possibly be whispering about then laughing like it was a joke meant to stay just between the two of them. (evil children) One gets up, peeks out at me, noticing that I've noticed, she just stands there draped by the darkness of the doorway she was standing in. I look at her, she looks at me, and I'm thinking to myself "The end for you is near. Why is she just standing there staring at me? It's kinda creepy." So, I ask her.."what are you doing?" and as if a glow from heaven came on cue, she steps out of the room and is illuminated in light and in an angelic voice she says "mommy can I have something to drink?" Whe

Blends
About this piece: This was made for a member of GCNaptown About this piece: I just couldn't resist it was just one of those perfect pictures About this Piece: The cartoons are from Good Charlotte's website when they had TCOLAD layout up and I couldn't resist putting them in a blend

Mystery's Mystical Blog
THE TIME THAT I'VE WASTED IS MY BIGGEST REGRET,SPENT IN THESE PLACES I WILL NEVER FORGET. JUST SITTING AND THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I'VE DONE,THE CRYING ,THE LAUGHING,THE HURT AND THE FUN. NOW IT'S JUST ME AND MY HARD-DRIVEN GUILT BEHIND A WALL OF EMPTINESS I ALLOWED TO TO BE BUILT. I'M TRAPPED IN MY BODY, JUST WANTING TO RUN, BACK TO MY YOUTH IT'S LAUGHTER AND FUN. BUT THE CHASE IS OVER AND THERE'S NO PLACE TO HIDE.EVERYTHING IS GONE, INCLUDING MY PRIDE. WITH REALITY SUDDENLY RIGHT IN MY FACE, I'M SCARED, ALONE AND STUCK IN THIS PLACE. NOW MEMORIES OF THE PAST FLASH THOUGH MY HEAD, AND THE PAIN IS OBVIOUS BY THE TEARS THAT I SHED. I ASK MYSELF WHY AND WHERE I WENT WRONG. I GUESS I WAS WEAK WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STRONG. LIVING FOR DRUGS AND THE WINGS THAT I HAD GROWN, MY FEELINGS WERE LOST, AFRAID TO BE SHOWN. AS I LOOK AT THE PAST IT'S SO EASY TO TO SEE THE FEAR THAT I HAD, AFRAID TO BE ME. I'D PRETEND TO BE RUGGED, SO FAST AND SO COOL. WHEN ACTUALLY LOST LIKE A B

Lanie's Poetic Attempts
What is that, I see there in your eyes? Passion and tenderness, no need for disguise. Searching for answers, to questions you seek. They're beneath the surface, no time to be meek. Open your heart to loves gentle caress. Completing this task, I make one request. Be careful my love, these feelings are new. Choose wisely when saying, "I Love You." a. boudreaux 2001 I can be gentle, and I can be kind those arent thoughts that now come to mind I am selfish and I can be rude some may not like my blunt attitude I am unique owning many a flaw and I am more than I hold in my bra though in defense they are quite a treat I cannot fault those finding them neat I have many things some old and some new not everything tho will i share with you I am myself I need approval not I sit here alone with nary a thought I am a woman that is not my defense it is simply my reason this makes sense a.boudreaux 2007 you're the only one for me..

Random Thoughts
im stuck and 99.99% whats kind of BS is this ive been answering MUMMS and rating stuff and im stuck...help! ok i just got to crush alerts.....who sent them hehe? im looking for someone who can download some music for me cuz my computer cant. anyone wanna help?

Love
deleting this...thanks everyone...cya Ok...i wanna put pics of of people on here that i talk to on a daily basis...if i can put one up of you let me know and send me a message....i dont just wanna take some and put them up without permission..please let me know if i can...ty Im cleaning out my list....nice knowing some of you.....but those of you that know your gonna stay dont worry about sending me anything...

Love Hurts
Nothing hurts more than realizing that he meant everything to you but you meant nothing to him. If you are going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears. I wonder, when you look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter, does it break your heart too? Even crack it a little? Theres a place in me where your fingertips still rest...your kisses still linger... your whispers softly echo...Its the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me. Theres a girl in my mirror crying tonight and there is nothing i can say to make her feel all right. You dont die from a broken heart...you only wish you did. You dont realixe how much you care about someone until they dont care about you. Look in my eyes and you will find me. Look in my heart and you will find you. You know you love someone when you want them to be happy even if it means that you are not a part of it. So, 2006 has ended. In all honesty, I couldnt be happier! I have many resolutions f

Poetry
In the swirling mist, my path is lost, no turning back, it's the cost... To the darkness, forever I am bound, for me, final salvation is found... My darkest secret, black veil of death, in it's cold embrace, I take no breath... Final sacrifice, split blood, out, from veins just flood... Everlasting hunger, my final cross, in the misery of past, it is no loss... Last drops of life, poured from the dead, sacrifice for this night, made for the undead... by SorrowMan Love me, my razor blade. Peel my skin, make me scream. Sink so deep, make me weep. Cut my flesh, make me bleed. Take my life, set me free. by SorrowMan With nice little twist, I slit my wrist... Not waiting life to kill, rather my own blood I spill... It's my own choice, I have no fears, only pain, in eyes some unshed tears... On the floor, blood making stains, slowly releasing me from my pains... Bloody stains, stains like in my soul, caused by all the pain, thi

Love And Things!!!!
Love is not needing a snooze button on your alarm clock because when it goes off the first time in the morning the thoughts of your loved one make it impossible to fall back asleep. - Natasha Harris - Love is something you can't describe like the look of a rose, the smell of the rain, or the feeling of forever. - Kristen Kappel - I believe in angels, The kind that heaven sends, I am surrounded by angels, But I call them friends. - Aizabel Parinas -

Me
HI all well today is the day i move on and tell my ex to his face it is over. I am so scared. still have alot to do in the house. I will be back when i have access to a puter. love u all. Beautiful scars Why is it that you can never really be happy? Why is it that you never find the one you love till it is to late? Why do we go through lfe wondering "what if"? Why do we carry on like nothering is wrong? Because we think we are happy. Because we think we are the one we love. Because if there where no what ifs life would be easy. Beacuse we want to get that day over and done with as soon as posible. Sex, Drugs, Rock and Roll, Weed, Speed, Birth control. Life a bitch and then you die so fuck the world and lets get High.

My Truth
***You Are From Mars*** You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive. You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action. You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way. Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous. So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others. What Planet Are You From? http://www.blogthings.com/whatplanetareyoufromquiz/ You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Take the What Mixed Drink Are You Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

My Random Thoughts
I have come to realize that Clint Eastwood is freakin' hot in "Hang'em High", I mean this guy had it going for him. He's soooo hot back in the day. I shall marry a guy that is as hot as that bad-boy face, cowboy thing. Hahaha. Holy crap. They had Prince sing there! Colt's are kicking the Bear's ass. 16 to 14 OOOOOOHHHH YEAH! I've had it damn it!! I've had it all the up to the top of my head!! If I am talking to you on here and you get upset, tell me so I can leave you the hell alone. For some reason, very few people seem to be understanding and be mature to talk it out!!! If we just can't do that, then leave me the hell alone. Yes, I am very irritated. Obviously.

My Shoulder
When one looks into ones heart and sees the pain one feels.It tears the other person to pieces knowing that person cares about someone.A person can tell alot about ones soul looks into their eyes,or heart.We hurt the ones we love and not mean to but it is out of our control.When you love someone and hurt them usually things one does or their actions that can make one fall in love.The ones you love are those that care and when they get hurt their soul dies with their heart and it shows one that we all make mistakes in life no one is perfect. What hurts the most is not being able to say goodbye to someone u love. But as long as u have friends that care about u and u can hang on to them its all that matters. I didnt have anyone to hang onto when I lost my grandpa but now I know its ok to cry but I feel like sometimes I cant go on but I know I have to for the sake of my friends. I have had rough times lately and not knowing when the time is going to come to say that goodbye to my mom but

My Poems
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. The origin of this letter is unknown

Stuff
I DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS A TRUE STORY, BUT IT SURE IS FUNNY! This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates.. but this takes the cake. This just tells you how tough it is to be single nowadays. This was on the "Tonight Show" with Jay Leno. Jay went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City, Utah. It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They w

Here I Go....
I hate being lied to I hate being hot I hate being yelled at I hate being pulled over I hate getting tickets I hate working retail I hate fast food I hate being told what to do I hate breaking my nails I hate stubbing my toe I hate when I trip I hate slipping on the ice I hate getting hurt I hate feeling lonley I hate when my ex calls me I hate when I answer I hate when my mom worries I hate when I work hard for no reason I hate when people don't call me back I hate packing I hate moving furniture I hate missing people I hate saving money I hate waiting I hate loving...and not being loved back I hate leaving I hate saying goodbye I hate when people rush me I hate feeling out of control I hate being disappointed (In myself or others) I hate when people give up (on themseleves or others) I hate when people tell me to be quiet I hate being made fun of I hate when people make me feel stupid (when I AM NOT) I hate cold soup I hate day old french fries I h

Istanbul, No Longer Constantinople
So it's common knowledge now, to anyone that reads this, that I lost my job. I keep applying for new jobs, and hoping something would happen and my luck would turn around, but that simply isn't the case right now. Interview after interview, application after application, looking for a new job is awful enough, but now my options will be even more limited. Since I had my license officially suspended, I won't be able to drive around to get to a new job. I won't be able to drive anywhere to do anything, I'll be basically stuck at home for 60 days now. When I got the notice, I saw that I could appeal, and I tried to, but by the time I finally had all the paperwork straightened out, I had missed the time limit to file my appeal. So far, I am left with no job, and no license. People seem to forget how to call another person on the telephone as well, seeing as no one has called me really in about a week. Life does indeed go on, but I thought my friends might have been a little different

Another Hillbillie Joke
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel, " After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies.. "Great," the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, for

Contest
ok come vote for gem plz I will be doing a contest it will start Jan 29 and last til Feb 9th... it will be the best female tattoo from the neck to the hips > Must be SAFE FOR WORK. and Pic must be tasteful or it will not be used. > rules > 1. one bulliten posting yourself a day. you can post as many as you want but at least one a day. > 2. Most comments win. you can comment bombs are accepted > > winner gets a great prize... there will be a 1st 2nd and 3rd place prize. > Go VOTE FOR ME MY FIRST TAT CONTEST IM IN PLZ STARTED YESTEDAY AND BEHIND LOVE TOALL THERESE THE RULES TO LOVE RAIN.

Fun Quiz
OK SO THIS IS KINDA COMPLICATED AND TO GET REAL HONEST OPNIONS I WILL HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE STORY..........LAST DECEMBER A FRIEND OF MINE CALLED ME FROM ANOTHER COUNRY ASKING ME TO HELP HER WITH SOME MONEY SO SHE COULD GET BACK HOME ....WELL SINCE I WAS IN MY OWN PREDICAMENT I DECIDED I COULDN'T HELP HER OUT IT WAS EITHER HER OR LOSE MY PROPERTY,WELL AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE 3 KIDS AND IAM NOT ABOUT TO DO THAT !!! WELL SHE GOT MAD AT ME AND STOPPED TALKING TO ME UNTIL LASTNIGHT HER BF CALLED TO SPEAK TO MY HUSBAND (SHE CALLED MY CELL PHONE)WELL I THOUGHT SHE WAS MAD AT US???? SHOULDN'T I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE UPSET TOO,BECAUSE SHE WAS ASKING ME TO MAKE A DECISION BETWEEN HER AND MY FAMILY ?!!!! SHOULD I TALK TO HER AND SEE IF SHE'S WILLING TO APOLOGIZE FOR ACTING THE WAY SHE DID ? HONEST OPINIONS ONLY !!! THANKS ~S.C.~ What song should you strip to? You should strip to...Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado 'What song should you strip to?' at QuizUniverse.com SO THURSDAY NIGHT

Mj And Legalization #2
Study: Alcohol, Tobacco Worse Than Drugs LONDON -- New "landmark" research finds that alcohol and tobacco are more dangerous than some illegal drugs like marijuana or Ecstasy and should be classified as such in legal systems, according to a new British study. In research published Friday in The Lancet magazine, Professor David Nutt of Britain's Bristol University and colleagues proposed a new framework for the classification of harmful substances, based on the actual risks posed to society. Their ranking listed alcohol and tobacco among the top 10 most dangerous substances. Nutt and colleagues used three factors to determine the harm associated with any drug: the physical harm to the user, the drug's potential for addiction, and the impact on society of drug use. The researchers asked two groups of experts - psychiatrists specializing in addiction and legal or police officials with scientific or medical expertise - to assign scores to 20 different drugs, including heroin, coc

A Little Of Everything!
TONIGHT THINK OF SOMEONE YOU LOVE OR MISS AND SAY A LITTLE PRAYER FOR THEM IN HOPES IT REACHES THEM AND FEELS THERE HEART WITH LOVE AND WARMTH IN REASSURENCE THAT SOMEONE OUT THERE IS THINKING OF THEM AND CARES FOR THERE SAFTEY AND WELL BEING......SO TONIGHT BEFORE I LAY DOWN I AM GOING TO THINK OF EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ON MY LIST AND SAY A SMALL PRAYER AND THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO DO SO..... DON'T TAKE FOR GRANTED WHAT YOU HAVE TODAY BECAUSE IT MAY BE GONE TOMORROW ....GOOD NIGHT AND GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU. LOVE, SHELLY JEAN ----------------- BASICS ----------------- What's your name?: Shelby What do people call you?: Shel Or Shelly What Does Your Name Mean?: its OLD ENGLISH MEANING MEADOW ON LEDGE Do people spell/say your name wrong?: sometimes Where you named after anything?: yes unfortunately I got my name from my dads twin brother and sister Birthplace: Raligh General Hospital W.Va.

Random Stuff
Be sure all of you working folks throughout America get your #$%^*&^ taxes paid on time. There are 12 million Hispanics (that we know of), not to mention all other cultures that are here illegally. Many hospitals especially the one specializing in birth in Tucson are running out of money delivering the babies of ILLEGAL aliens. In October it was a record month. There were 800+ babies born at the Tucson hospital and only 46 of these babies were born to American citizens. So continue to bust your butt working and paying taxes because the Democratic party is already planning to raise our taxes to cover this rather than make these people go back to Mexico and come in legally. How do you like that? We elect these morons to uphold the laws of the land and uphold the sovereignity of the United States of America and they are not going to do it! The next election vote them out of office. All of them who are not enforcing our laws. I don't care if they are Independent, Republica

I'm Bored And No Ones Helping Me Out Here
bored bored bored Anything? No? Yes? Maybe? IDK? you tell me......cause seriously i'm bored you can tell. yes...dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot. check it.....and recognize.

Contests
TheRH@ CherryTAP Current Contestants. Current Standings Updated After 10PM CST MISS KATY- ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ Current Votes-6349 bambamgirl Current Votes-226 Mzbehavin;) Current Votes-20 sweetlyps4u Current Votes-1011 Eyes~Like~Stacy Current Votes-317 myeviltwin Current Votes-3512 ~♥Bipolar_Bitch♥~ Current Votes-3297 Winner will be determined by comments and ratings. Voters and Contestants can vote. Starts Friday the 16th at 10:00 PM CST Ends Friday the 30th 10:00 PM CST There will be a 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winner. All gifts will be a total of cherry bucks. 1st place- 10,000 2nd place- 5,000 3rd place- 1,000 RH TheRH@ CherryTAP Current Results Are Updated At 10PM CST Nightly Contestants Sad Girl@ CherryTAP Vote For Sad Girl [ CherryTAP.com photo: 797550038 ] Votes-771 my

Things To Think On
PLEASE EVERYONE KEEP THE FOCUS OF EASTER ON THE REAL REASON WE HAVE IT!! THE RESURRECTION OF JESUS CHRIST!! ITS OK TO TEACH YOUR KIDS ABOUT THE EASTER BUNNY AND EASTER EGGS BUT PLEASE TELL THEM WHY WE USE THESE SYMBOLS!!! Easter egg origin stories abound—one has an emperor claiming that the Resurrection was as likely as eggs turning red. An Orthodox tradition is the presenting of red colored eggs to friends while giving Easter greetings. This custom had its beginning with Mary Magdalene. After the Ascension of Christ, she went to the Emperor of Rome and greeted him with "Christ is risen", as she gave him a red egg. She then began preaching Christianity to him. The egg is symbolic of the grave and life renewed by breaking out of it. The red symbolizes the blood of Christ redeeming the world, represented by the egg, and our regeneration through the bloodshed for us by Christ. The egg itself is a symbol of the Resurrection while being dormant it contains a new life

For Your Pleasure
Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a loser. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. Consumption of alcohol may convince you that your ex is really dying to hear from you at 4 am. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and/or name you can't remember). Consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that you're tougher than a really big guy named Kong. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you. Consumption of alcohol may cause an influx in the time-space continuum, whereby small... or large gaps of time

Special Someone
hey to all friends on here...its been awhile since my last blog...i just wanted to ask if anyone gets tired of modifying themselves to please others...im tired of going out of my way to act differently around other people I AM WHO I AM I love DODGE and am a big dodge fan I love guns I am tired of being a push over so i will start to push back not cuz i hate you, but for my own ego I love big trucks I also and set in my own ways...arn't we all I love my friends and if you cross them you cross me I also love my family you cross them and you will have problems I really am not that hard to get along with but you always get those people that try to push your limits but its only those times when you truley find out what you are capable of Well thanx to whoever takes the time to read this...and thanx to all my friends on here and hopefully this will spark a fire inside each of you who feels this way...till next time!! much love, American Badass IT IS SPRING BREAK TIME...WH

My Shit
Most Diabolical Super Mario Mod Ever Now with commentary... omg, you will shit yourself laughing Last night I was playing Truth or Dare, and I was asked a truth.. to paraphrase.. 'what is your favorite fantasy' or something of the sort.. I dont have many fantasies, and what i do have, i rarely think of in ranking.. i have some that are more desirable than others.. but, my brain went to one of my odder 'fantasies'. or maybe not odd, just, not exactly a fantasy. because this is something i see as a general necesity.. this is what i need in a slave. I have only been really Dominant for 2 years or so.. though ive practiced BDSM for nearly 14 years.. so though i may be very experianced.. i never really asked me what i wanted.. so here it is in the form of prose. --- what i want: A woman of sound mind and body. She must want what to change, to be something else.. but i would prefer her not to want it because she hates what she is now, but if it must be I will put out the ef

A Contest For The Soldiers
SUPPORT THE TROOPS CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!! COME SHOW THEM SOME LOVE FOR THERE CREADIVITY! D.J Squall snuggles ~I.B.I.C.~ ~D.S.C.~ (NSFW) Poisonflightledr Dark Drifter insane_wayne_2003@yahoo.com Be Safe, Sleep With A Soldier Hubby To kayla¢¾ THAT'S RIGHT!! TIME FOR THE SEXIEST SOLDIER CONTEST RULES 1.All Military Member's are welcome to participate. 2. Must have some kind of Military Idenification in the picture (Camo's, PT outfit, ext) 3. If there are 10 entry's by June 6, 2007, The contest will start on the 7th. 4. Last day for entry's is June 10, 2007. 5. Contest ends June 25, 2007. 6. You may nominate military members for this contest. 7. Prizes based on # of Entry's and comment bombs. SEND ENTRY'S TO THE FOLLOWING

My Poetry *copywritten*
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,

My Crazy Ramblings
So I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home! I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see... He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do. lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that! Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality

What Is Your Fucking Problem?
Sorry I haven't been very responsive. Some of you know that I have a couple of minor issues with my heart. I've been a little under the weather the last couple of days and have been watching the puter from my bed where it is a little difficult to use the keyboard. OK....one more time since I had not a solitary taker the last time. Anyone who wants to add me on Yahoo messenger so we can yap better than here.....Im terryshrek9 (terryshrek9@yahoo.com) on Yahoo Messenger. Feel free to add. Im fixin to clear off most of the "friends" on there since they stay ivisible or logon and logoff as soon as I fire a hello at them...... And some of yall have told me you dont knwo why I have a self-estemm problem.....WTFE. Terry Well. after 16 hrs of not being ble to getonline all night, I finally got on. ANyone haev any problems? Terry

Life
"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to. I love you Christie Lynn Garza. It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

I Just Can't Loose
So being out here in the desert, women are a bit scarse. Cute women even more rare and a woman who would give me the time of day... priceless So I'm standing in line behind this girl, can't see her face, she's in DCU's so it's not like I can see her figure but her neck.. the hair at the base of her neck is just so damn sexy. I just want to breathe her sweetness, nibble on her neck, her ears, cup her bare breasts with my hands and have her reach around and hold my head as she grinds into me...... Or when a girl comes out of the shower and crosses your path, you smell her soap, her shampoo and it is just so damn GOOD! "Excuse me miss, would you mind if I came over to your hut and performed oral on you for a few mn?" And that is what goes though my mind these days... Or when you start to pull down a woman's underwear... and her pubic hair is a bit compressed from being confined and it puffs up a bit when you free it.... the hint of moisture as you run your tongue across her lips

Mysery Loves Me
this cracks me up, so many hot chicks and cool people in williamsport have profiles, and I swear to god, I've not seen one cool person around here.. where the hell is all the cool people at? lol man I swear! Im in prepsville! You ever get the feeling when someone is totally screwing you over, in more ways then one? To the point where you can just feel it. I'm waiting for that one day when the truth comes out, and one day it will. That day will change everyones lives. Nothing will be the same ever again. Everyone that knows me KNOWS that I keep several blogs because Im such an open person, which could get me into alotta trouble. Then again between myspace, and livejournal... I could easily forget to update every now and then. So lets see...if I can keep this one up to.. Im your usual, goth freak. I don't dress goth all the time, life gets to busy and occasionaly I have to look like a normal person. Then again if I was to win the lottery I would totally buy out hot topic, and keep that a

A Moment
its been such a short time but feels like forever never met anyone like you i smile when i hear voice even your name i thought id go my whole life without knowing if their was someone out there who was almost exactly like me im so happy and grateful that we could find eachother in this crazy world i wouldnt change this life for a thing i wouldnt want to miss the crazy times we could have together nor the intimate moments that we could share you could be the soul mate ive been waiting for but only time will tell i finally came around but u were no where to be found im here but where are you? i search high and low and all around no where to be found where did you go? im here waiting while on the inside im aching the heart screams your name this aint a game im finally here waiting on you ready to pursue ready to take that chance to have that life we could share but your elsewhere was i too late? did i miss

Kink
My fetishes are simple(at least I would like to think so). Here is the least: Getting my hair pulled-it's a thrill cuz my anal about any one touching my hair,so I like it when a guy just does it,it's hot! Spanking-cheez come on guys dont be afraid to do it,women like it! Biting-it can be fun,if done right,if you're into drawing blood then do so,but before doing this,make sure you n your partner have discuss this fully with each other. Hickies-to me are very erotic feeling,nothing can make a woman cum faster if you are f**king her n sucking on her at the same time. Nipples-they are senstive and you can do some much to them Belly-buttons-can be very erotic especially when nippling on fruit ,trust me(or ask be brave,lol) Anything you want to know about my fetishes ask,go on I dare you Ok,I ain't going to lie or front.I am what I am.I love it! I went to saskatoon for the night and had a good time.I also had a one night stand.(my bf n I broke up) it was a blast,I went all out with

Why Is My Hand On Fire?
Another one of these things: 1. What is your occupation? This year, mail-sorting machine operator. With an IQ of 148. God Bless Ohio, Land Of Opportunity. I still usually list "musician" as my religion & ethno-background, though. 2. What color are your socks right now? white 3. What are you listening to right now? my S.O. coughing 4. What was the last thing that you ate? a pretzel 5. Can you drive a stick shift? No 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? "Burnt Umber" (or maybe not, but I always thought that was a cool name for the "dark orange" crayon) 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Some survey-taker, who I told to stop calling. 8. How old are you today? 45. Just like yesterday. 9. Favorite drink? "Diet Pepsi Jazz Wild Cherry & Vanilla." Or Murphy's Irish Stout. 10. What is your favorite sport to watch? Politics 11. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes, I'm embarassed to say. 12. Favorite curse word? I seem to say "dammit" a

Hey Ya'll Im New..whatda Think?
im sooo effin bored!! sum1 cum talk to me!!! for real!! lol oxox megan omg! im 20!! fuckin amazing!! lol but no fo'real i didnt think id make it this far!! but im here and its great!! cant wait till 21!!! so now when ppl ask me how old iam i can proudly resply...IM 20 MOFO!!! lol my babys comin to see me and i get to throw a phat ass party,i went shoppin yesterday...lifes fuckin good!!! nope not for me. so who wants to come out and play? i gots toys....mwhahahahaha

Got A Fue New Things On My Page
ONE Bitching because you cant view someones private pics just makes you look desperate and creepy-GROW UP! TWO To the people who have like 40,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someons fan list. who cares? ITS CherryTap SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "what's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up fruit!!! SEVEN Fake pics just to booster poi

Dear Diary
Earlier Randy and I set up the baby crib, its so beatiful, its one of thoughs Oak wood cribs, brand new, A friend of mine was just going to throw it away then she called me and asked me if i wanted it, so now I have the bassinet and the crib, I think that bassinets are just for like naps and stuff. well fellow cherries I've had a long day feeling really tired so i'm gonna take a shower and blog on myspace for a bit and my LJ then head to bed goodnight fellow cherrys and have fun Sorry Cherries that i haven't posted anything in my blog sense the other day I just have had alot of things going on around here lately. I found out friday i'm going in to finally be indiced thank goodness, I was almost about to start charging this munchkin rent LMAO. other than that just been getting things ready for this week by friday when i go into the hospital at 4:15am soo fellow cherries i'm alive and still kicking just wanted to post something in here that way ya'll knew what was going on with me

Yesterday
I know I try still, you dance in my mind every time I close my eyes I see you, staring back at me and my heart skips, it cant be then silence before the THUMP just say it, you know I will jump and fall, all over again for you this love I feel, from the depth is TRUE I know when you think your feel'n me, everytime you blink how could I control this, strong emotions this love, so deep like the oceans all is hidden, the beauty beneath oneday, it will escape, so grit your teeth then, I will not let go, keep you here in my heart, in my life, always so near as I hold you in my arms, this love I feel we never really touched, becomes so real it has been right from the start, yet is the reason you stay so far away, I bet I gamble my life, if I lose, at least I never will live to feel the pain, the hurt, forever as the days go by I try I know only when I close my eyes, I feel you reaching then I wanna tell you, I

Over The Hills And Far Away...
Please, I really need your help. I need a book 'Horror A Thematic History in Fiction and Film' or a copy of it. It is too expensive to me to buy it by Amazon and send it to Poland. Please, if you have that book, please, let me know. THANK YOU ;* I was Tagged by TOMICIDE Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was addicted to carrot juice. After 6 months my skin was orange. I quit it but I still like it. 2. I love TEA. I have so many different kinds of tea at home. Most of them I didn't try. 3. I always dream about being a solider. 4. I really wanna go and live in America... 5. I wanna fall in love... 6. My relationship with my mother

"will"
Happy Mothers Day to all Mom's out there,Hope your all Having a very Wonderful Day.. God Bless!! Hey,Just saying Hi to everyone!! Hope everyone is doing good.. Have a very nice weekend and a good week... hey everyone have a very nice and safe week...

Deb
Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsHappy New Year to "Everyone"Well the holidays are now over "but" I'm still celebrating and I am celebrating "BIG" I just wanted you all to know that I am hosting "2" Happy Hours , yes 2 lol, I am will turning a whopping "51" Januarty 5th. So starting Sunday Jan 4th I will active auto 11's at 6am and will be running them thru Tuesday 6am. I will have some new folders to rate for the auto's and some new pics of me that I will open up during my 2 different Happy Hours.I have over 2000 pics to rate, so there are tons of points for YOU and Me. Thanks so much for celebrating with me.It's always fun to see old "friends and making new ones along the way. Thanks again your friend always, "Diamond Deb" Hi to EVERYONE, Well I must tell you, I have had the most AWESOME 48 hours on this site I have ever had! So I wanted to take the time to tell everyone who came out to my page during my auto 11's and my happy hours on Sunday and Monday, THANK YOU SO MUCH for rati

New To Cherrytap..
Im so glad people like to copy my blogs and repost them to thier site...I told you Im done with the fighting...So, just let it rest..You dont really know me..If you did you would understand me....Im a very caring person that why Ben has a place to live...Money is not everything to me just want my bills payed who dont...I have work since I was 16 been taking care of myself ever since dont need one to do it for me...I talked about gays and that was wrong of me...But your no better talking about me being sick there for awhile...Anixty attacks are not fun to have...All people have problems in their life that are hard to deal that was my case..Now my doctor give me the right meds and I'm better...So, lets stop all the bullshit... George Strait - I Cross My HeartAdd to My Profile | More Videos No more from me...I have better things to do than to deal with you and your gangs shit...I find the perfect person for me I'm finally happy...You people aint going to get me down...So, I'm done...I'm

If Ever You Were Curious...
You should be able to unsend gifts....like a return policy. The person pisses you off, you virtually bitch slap them and take back the gift and half of however many cherry bucks that you spent on that gift should go back to your account. That's a gift idea....a virtual bitch slap and a virtual pimp slap. That would tickle my fancy. Doctor's found more cancer in three other glands. We are now up to 5 different spots in two years. He' started smoking again. He still tells his doctors that he doesn't. It's time for him to retire and spend time with his family. So we just closed on our house in Antioch and started to move in when my father got orders saying we are to report to Ft Rucker Alabama by March 16th. The biggest thing is am I going yo be moving with my family down south, stay in our newly built house or get an apartment in Chicago. I'm kind of excited....kind of not. I'm ready for a change of scenery however I don't want to leave the people I have here. My school is also h

Random Tune Lyrics
Standing on the dark canal By the gasworks, Celebrate the ghost gone by When the love hurts. And the medicine man here 24/7, You can get it fast in Armaggeddon, Everyone on the way to heaven Slowly. Call for prayer is comin' 'round here In the morning. Wash our faces go to work, There is no warning That it all gets better when life is straight, It's bigger than you and the Welfare State The wind keeps singing 'it's not too late For you Ricky was a young boy, He had a heart of stone. Lived 9 to 5 and worked his fingers to the bone. Just barely got out of school, came from the edge of town. Fought like a switchblade so no one could take him down. He had no money, oooh no good at home. He walked the streets a soldier and he fought the world alone And now it's 18 and life You got it 18 and life you know Your crime is time and it's 18 and life to go Tequila in his heartbeat, His veins burned gasoline. It kept his motor running but it never kept him clean

~ America, My Country ~
My America When someone needs help you help!!! No matter who you are or who you believe in. NEW YORK CITY, NY -- New York police have arrested 10 people following a vicious subway attack that began with a Christmas greeting. Witnesses say the group of young men and women wished everyone on board a "Merry Christmas". When four Jewish subway riders responded by adding their own "Happy Hanukkah," they were pelted with anti-Semitic remarks before being beaten, police and prosecutors said. Another passenger, a young Muslim man from Bangladesh, then jumped in and helped pull the four victims away. Police caught up with the train one stop later in Brooklyn, and arrested eight men and two women, ages 19 and 20. The incident was being investigated as a possible hate crime. Those that hate us should think........

Rogues Blogs/quizzes
How Nerdy R U?Braniac!You are a true braniac... maybe you might get into one of those ivy league colleges for gifted minds such as yourself. Congrats. You rule. :)How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: rogueNickname(s): roguey/rogueybabyAge: 31Birthday: 28th januaryBirthplace: minsterCurrent Location: kent, ukEye Color: blueHair Color: aluburnHeight: 5ft 3Weight: 182 lbLefty or Righty: rightyZodiac Sign: aquariasWhat Do You Drive: kia pride Screenname: rogue{---Favorites---}Color: prupleNumber: 69Band: mika (at the mo)Music Genre: anything no countryTV Show: showbiz poker (at the mo)Movie: annie

My Poems
Last time I saw you mom was When you hugged me and said goodbye. The last words I heard were I Love You, All I could think of was all the Good times we went through. I wanted to hug you and tell you that I Love You, I just stood there and cried. No words would come out. There in my mind I kept hearing You saying I Love You, I Love You Then I knew it was to late. When I got on the road to go back home, I wanted to run back to you, But I couldn't I wanted to tell you the truth that I Love You, I Love You. But it was to late and those were the last words. As I waited for you thru the years Now and forever we will be together. As I am the child of God. I extend my hands to yours. So I can lead you down the path of righteousness So we can be with Jesus together. It's not hard to pray the sinner's prayer. Please kneel and hold my hand daddy. And close your eyes and pray with me. Now you have joined me on being a child of God. I praise you and thank you daddy

Bdsm Info
Collars and Traditions Everything you wanted to know about collars and then some. Includes: A special concern about the dilution old traditions. by jade -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Collars, collars everywhere... but what are they and why do we use them? Recently we had a firestorm of activity on our bulletin board concerning collars. It's a subject often asked about and one that seems to generate many different responses from the community. I'm not going to claim to have all the answers on this topic or try to write a document to use as a standard for the D/s, BDSM lifestyle. However, I will try to share what we've learned in our own experiences during our journey into the realm of dominance and submission. A collar is extremely significant in our lifestyle, no matter in what group you find yourself. It not only identifies the person wearing it as a member of the lifestyle, it indicates they are submissive a

Madness
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH MEMORIES !!! Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or P C or the MA C ...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, C D's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....Way back.... ....Way.....way.....way back..... I'm talking' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE !!! YOU'RE I T !!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A / C ) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running t

Writings.......
She can feel the anticipation flow through her veins. It's as if it becoming a life force all it's own. She has had blind dates. She has had friends fix her up. She has gone out with mutual friends. The phone call changed everything. One short, but influencial phone call. She was sensible, though most thought of her as carefree. "It was his voice," she tells herself. His voice was so sincere, so full of passion. It was down right sexy. She told herself not too get carried away. She keeps reminding herself it's just a meeting. She frightens most men after they get to know her anyway, so why would this be any different. Still even with that thought, she cannot 'pretend' to be someone she is not. In her past she had tried that as well. It never worked for too long, and the more, it usually blew up in her face. So she would meet this stranger. The stranger with the incredible voice. She would see where it would lead, perhaps to nothing more than an incredible friendship. But then

Things Important
The Ded have arrived in South Carolina. Everything is going very well so far. This place is beautiful. more to come. Today was a good day. I washed my hands of the heartless, selfish girlfriend. I spent an entire afternoon with my daughter at a park. It was just her and I. It was the best afternoon I've spent in ages. I've got a hard week coming up. But today gave me inspiration to make it through. I died So many years ago But you can make me feel Like it isn't so And why you come to be with me I think I finally know Mmmm, mmm You're scared Ashamed of what you feel And you can't tell the ones you love You know they couldn't deal Whisper in a dead man's ear, It doesn't make it real That's great - - But I don't want to play 'Cuz being with you touches me More than I can say But since I'm only dead to you I'm saying stay away And let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my love and bury it In a hole six foot deep I can la

Nothing Personal Just Some Words Tha Fell Out Of My Head Today
I stayed where ever he stayed most of the time and a lot of the people he stayed with didn't like that. I stayed with my Jessica at time for awhile and sometimes she stayed with us. One of the first places I remember staying is with momma Rose and Paulie that was really a gross place to stay. Momma Rose was a very over weight older woman who had something wrong with one of her eyes it never moved she rarely bathed and could never seem to make it to the bath room at night she slept on the couch and you could never sit on it because she usually made it there. We would have to cover the couch cushions with garbage bags until we could find a new one that someone was throwing out. The house was full of roaches! There was never any food so we were always looking for a free meal at the mall. We would go to the rocky horror picture show at the movie theater on Friday and Saturdays they always had it running and the theater was right across the parking lot from the mall. It was easy to sn

Picture
I won't mention any names because you know who I'm talking to, but if by chance I give you my number, then you MUST realize I'm a single mother of three teenage girls, I work until 7 or 8pm EVERYDAY. I also MUST go out of town as it is part of my job. Having said this if I don't answer my phone or call you RIGHT back, and you leave me like 10 messages and they are not very nice or even RUDE....Then please FEEL FREE and lose my flippin number, because I don't have time nor do I want to deal with that DRAMA....Much Love to all my understanding friends!!!! A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a

A Little Lite Reading..
I approach you as your attention is directed elsewhere; my purpose specific for your pleasure. As I fumble with your buckle, our eyes meet genuine surprise sparks your brown eyes. No words spoken, my lips meet your throbbing cock; my fingers massaging the base gently Up and down, my toungue wraps around you methodically leaving no inch uncovered or dry. Faster and harder my focus is your climax baby; I am eager to taste your seed Your breath heavier each stroke intended to make you squirm and moan in ecstasy driven anticipation. Gripping my ponytail you thrust your pulsating cock down my inviting throat mindlessly fucking my face. I hungrily accept each and every inch of you; patiently awaiting your moment to arrive Our eyes meet at the exact moment of climax while you smile, I swallow…. ~JM~ 2007 I hate not knowing where I stand with someone. I'm the most open and honest person you could ever meet. If I like you .. you

Just A Little Crazy
1. Stop lying to your kid about an obese man that is in all right committing a fucking crime. 2. Holidays suck for the most part. When did you get something you really wanted and it wasn't a phase you were in? 3. In my defense I'm a little cynical but still have not proved there is a god so that rules out the birthday bullshit. 4. Most people really can't stand 97% of their "FAMILY" I can count on one hand blood relations I like. Only 2 of which I love at all. (yeah I know I'm a dick) In close "STOP WITH THE X-MAS SHIT" It's been a week since I wrecked my car. An I'm guessing concussion did a little more damage then the one's I've had before. The shitty part about it is that my motor skills are not 100% yet. Then again I'm just happy I'm not a vegetable right now. So I know it's time for me to start to take it easy from now on. At least that's all that really happened aside from some bumps and bruises. Plus this whole experience gave me a new found hate for drunk drivers. M

Search Light Into My Inner Person
ok lets start with whats with the mumms voltures?! ok if you dont like the subject of a mumm why the hell do you feel the need to say thats a dumb mumm etc i wont use all their colorful words. ok a mumm is a basic tool to get votes for one and help make a decision, just because you think its a dumb decision some might not find it as easy to decide. i may be wrong but isnt this site for friend networking, and earning points, why are we acting like kids? putting people down for a question? whats the sense? my advice if you dont like the mumm move on.....is that hard or something i will never be rude to someone for no reason but i will say this and its to get it off my chest....if you have to live your daily life to argue on the internet, quit wasting your time and go stop a car with your face You're absolutely, completely positive that it happened the way you remember it. The other party has a totally different take on the event in question. What do you do? Try really listening

Helping A Friend
Thanks to everyone that has worked so hard over the last 12 hours to help us regain the lead....right now it's right around 500. Anyone that would like to help a wonderful GREAT guy (me! LOL) please click the link below. As many comments as you can leave is appreciated!!! Much love to all my friends!! Coach Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 10) I'm afraid of frogs 9) I had all 4 wisdom teeth and 2 other teeth pulled at the same time 8) I sleep with earplugs so I can have it completely quiet 7) I've never been outside the USA 6) I am right handed but I throw a frisbee left handed 5) I don't like candy 4) I haven't had a drink of alcohol in over a year 3)

My Poetry
Happier now than i've ever been if i ever was i dont know when I feel like i could almost fly fly so high and touch the sky I know that i am loved very much i almost melt when i feel His touch I will forever and always belong to Him when i'm by His side things seem less grim I wrote this awhile ago..dont remember the date..but sadly it never got used...felt compelled to share it anyhow..(just so ya know i didnt always write depressing shit lol) enjoy I Bond Myself to you my darling; Mind, Body and Spirit I take you as my childe, my love my heart and my slave I give myself to you to be your Dark Angel, your Mistress, yours in every wayTo Bond U/us to become O/one W/we are close, but this will draw U/us closer W/we are in love, but in this O/our love shall grow stronger Knowing that where ever W/we are and whatever W/we do... W/we are One i cant describe the way i feel.. the more i think about it..it seems unreal. no one has made me feel thi

Emjays Corner
I can't help but be a little fed up with the vulgar messages I recieve about my boobs. I am fully aware that they are large but this does not give people the right to make certain comments and talk to me in such a rude manner. Im not talking about 'nice boobs' or 'theyre big' comments.. more the 'hello my big titted friend' and 'can i titty fuck you' comments... and even those are tame compared to some. Its rude. You wouldn't say that to someone on the street so why say it to a lady online? I do not put myself across in a slutty way, I have no nsfw photos up so I feel angry at this all. Ive met so many great people on here.. just ashame some people are such perverted assholes :/ Love to you all. (not the pervs obv :P ) XX I dont usually do things like this, but I was already pissed off.. to then come on here and has some dirty perverted asshole start on me because I will not tell him my bra size. He then goes and rates all of my pics a 1, which I can see him d

Stuff
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

Mmmmm
after my niece went to the dr, to fix her nose, she was at tennis practice and a girl hit the ball and hit my niece in the face ...... and yes she broke her nose again, poor girl lol so its mothers day, i dont get my girls, my friend is being an ass and im unhappy, so ya im venting and pisses and in the mood to get drunk alreay at its only 1115am, oh well couldnt get much worse the dixie chicks with a passion

My Thoughts And More...
I had hoped last night that when I got home that Teddy would be online but I guess my little wish didn't happen. Last night at work, I almost cried because I miss him so much. I almost cried on the way home and I almost cried here at the house. But I kept telling myself "Angel's Don't Cry." It's just getting harder and harder to survive each day without knowing if he's okay, what he's thinking or simply talking to him. I almost had the urge last night to just drive down there. But I didn't because again I'm too damned scared to go pass Monticello and pass Panola road. I'm useless. I don't know how I'm making it through this. Stephen needs to hurry up and get back to campus. *sigh* It's not fair really. I think I'll go and read my book now. I'm getting down in the dumps. I just want him so bad. I want to be in his arms. I want to hear from him. I want...I want so bad to just talk to him. I'd give anything. Anything at all.... Yeah. We have no water pressure and if they

Misc.
Just an update on my youngest..She was home shortly after, the doc checked her nose and said that the bleeding is normal because she's had her cold for so long, never bothered to check for infection or anything, damn doctors. Tara Why do people seriously care if they're downrated? U still get the points. I seriously think that if someone has the nerve to stop by, downrate you, and then explain why they did it when confronted, that it should just be dropped. Why alienate the person? They were honest, if BabyJ wanted everyone to be rated 10's or 11's don't u think he would have actually just put the 10 or 11? instead of 1 thru 11? Yes a downrate can be insulting, but, come on, honestly, does it change ur everyday life? to know that someone WHO CLEARLY DOES NOT KNOW YOU downrates a photo of urs? I've watched a gazillion bulletins fly by over time on down raters... Sit there n think...does a 5 really hurt you that much? if it does, maybe you should go outside for a walk?

Meh
I BET YOU NOT A SINGLE PERSON WILL READ THIS BUT IM SICK OF PEOPLE AND THE WAY THEY CAN JUST IGNORE EVERYTHING LIKE NOTHINGS EVER WRONG NO ONE FUCKING CARES ANY MORE IM SICK OF ALL YOU FUCKING PIGS OUT THERE ALL YOU EVER FUCKING WANT IS SEX AND THATS IT LOOK HERES A REALITY CHECK GIRLS DONT LIKE JUST HOOKING UP YEAH THEY MAY LIKE THE SEX BUT THEY WANT MORE THEN THAT THEY WANT TO BE HELD KISSED AND MOST OF ALL SHOWN THAT SOMEONE CARES YEAH THEY MAY SEEM FINE BUT THERE NOT AND IM NOT FINE IM SICK OF IT ALL IM SICK OF ALL YOU FAKE ASS FRIENDS THAT SAY YOUR SUPPOSEDLY THERE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR NOT YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF SERIOUSLY I DONT THINK VERY MANY PEOPLE WOULD CARE IF I JUST DISAPEARED AND TRUST ME THE DAY WILL COME WHEN IM NOT AROUND ANYMORE TO LISTIN TO YOUR FUCKING PROBLEMS AND GUESS WHAT I DONT CARE IM SICK OF PRETENDING TO CARE ABOUT PEOPLE THAT GIVE A FUCK LESS ABOUT ME MOST OF ALL IM SICK OF ALL YOU FUCKING MEN OUT THERE

Bealzes Historical Entries - January 2007
(Originally posted on January 19, 2007)Last night my wife told me she had cursed two of my coworkers, ones who were going to open the business with me but never seemed to work on it. One of them has been robbed twice in the past month. Fortunately, he had insurance. He's moving out of his apartment, but I wonder if it'll help...In other news, I had lunch last week with Putz Boy. I ignored him quite well. I think he got the feeling I don't care for him...tag: curse, coworkers, Putz Boy-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas! (Originally posted on January 10, 2007)One thing I am getting a little addicted to is the Yahoo Answers site. It's kind of fun asking and answering questions about various things.One of my questions deals with the new 14 Points of Fascism and if we're really experiencing something bad.Most people, though, are just saying yes or no without giving reasons behind it, which is what I was really after.tag: Yahoo, Yahoo answers, questions, fun, hobby-*-*-*-*-*-*-

My Thoughts And Ramblings
I find it hilarious that someone would be offended by a picture of me in JEANS showing my tattoo on my lower back and actually mark it as NSFW.. come on i thought that we were supposed to have some freedom here and actually act like adults... Just wanted to say hi to all my friends. Please understand if im not sitting here or take a moment to answer. I am dealing with some circulation issues in my legs and have to get up often. ok so sorry my last two posts were messed up for some reason i could not continue to post on the first one. Life will go on either way and my girls will always continue to be number one in my priorities and my life but when your friends dont even follow through on their promises it makes it hard to have hope that one day you might find love again.

Erotic
He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love our reward. It felt so nice and seemed so right, The words she read seemed to ignite a passion, a zest for life, felt once long ago, or was it a dream, am I dreaming now. Why is this so inviting and warm? It's mere words I see.... yet the passion they do stir inside of me... I want to throw my head ba

Random Thoughts
If there is one truth that is evident on this floating rock of ours, it's that evil people never simply die. Oh sure, they have their lives extinguished for them, usually in unsavory ways that their pernicious behavior completely warrants, but they never just fall over dead. Why is this, exactly? I theorize that the evil that courses through some people's veins coats them with some kind of a death-deflecting, Teflon-like material. Death just slides off of these fuckers like a grilled cheese sandwich off a brand new skillet. Look at fucking Castro, for crying out loud. And what about Yassar Arafat? Sure, he laid there in a coma for awhile and some speculate that he was poisoned anyway, but however you cut it, the terrorist leader of the PLO did not die without a fight. The thing is, never -- NEVER I say -- do you hear about someone evil just keeling over and dying from natural causes. They always have to go out in some big dramatic fashion. Wouldn't it be simpler if some people just.

In The Mind Of The Big Bad Wolf
So this is very simple I finally found someone that makes me happy and for someone reason a lot of my so called "friends" have a problem with that. Well you know what FUCK YOU. Im sorry that for once in the last 9 months or so I am truely happy and some of you cant handle that. I have been through far to much to keep you hating ass people around. I deserve to be happy and if you dont like it let me know now so I can just cut you the fuck out of my life. Some people I know this does not apply to at all, there are a few people I have no qestion at all when I call them my friends. This is truely for all those fake ass posers on my friends list. Im going to start deleting people in the next day or two and by the time im done I dont really care if I only have 10 friends on my list. Im not here for a popularity contest or to earn meaningless points. keep that in mind everyone has TWO DAYS TOPS to let me know they want to stay. So I spent the better part of last night stiching up m

Erotica
The first thing I did when I walked in was head straight to the bar. The bartender girl said, "What can I get for you hun?" I said, "a shot of cheap tequila and a strawberry daquiri." I downed the tequila shot while she was making the daquiri. God bless tequila. It did a lot to calm my nerves. I grabbed a trivia box so I could have something to do and sat at a table and waited. About 5 minutes later the tequila was kicking in and making my cheeks nice and red. The second thing alcohol does is make me sweat. That had just started when he walked in the door. I didn't even notice right away because I was reading a trivia question, but I glanced over and he raised his chin in that "ah, there you are" manner and walked over and sat down. The picture on his profile is not the most flattering picture. He was a lot more pleasing to the eye in person than that photo... and he was so easy to talk to! We sat at the table in the bar eating and drinking for about and hour and a half. We talked a

Longing For Comfort
Passionate accord Between friendship Fluency of silver tongued thoughts Express deepness Kind oratory Of suppressed anticipation Fill a drift of sollitude Your gracious annotation Replenishes my passion Perception is only a image One that can revolt and nauseate Moreover personality is an art Something you have not mastered Respect must be earned and not given freely One who trusts in the mastermind Is one who is a fool at heart Deranged delustions of faculty Consume sanity Words spoken over spirited lips Are truths untold Wisdom lies in soundness and understanding Wicked evils cloud your judgement A standard observation is all that is needed To show non lucidity You may consume my possesions You will not consume my heart Trivial malise Haunts my lucid mind Compelling madness Rational thoughts are not an option Nor a solution Consumed by fictious anguish Desire grows In search of the everlasting truth The validity of real

My Blogs
To all me friends just wanted to say that I love you with all my heart. I may not be online that much as I have been in the past. I met a really great guy so I have been hanging out with him and my kids. So far so good kepp ya fingers crossed that it stays that way, lord knows I am sick of the bs that I have had with relationships. I do miss you guys alot and no I will not for get about yall. I will be online from time to time leaving yall some love. Send this heart to everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..................¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ .

Bands/artists I Like
Stone Temple Pilots were able to make alternative rock into stadium rock; naturally, they became the most critically despised band of their era. Accused by many critics of being nothing more than rip-off artists, pilfering from Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, and Alice in Chains, the band nevertheless became major stars in 1993. And the influences of those bands are apparent in their music, but Stone Temple Pilots do manage to change things around a bit. STP are more concerned with tight song structure and riffs than punk rage. Their closest antecedents are not the Sex Pistols or Hüsker Dü; instead the band resembles arena rock acts from the '70s -- it's popular hard rock that sounds good on the radio and in concert. No matter what the critics might say, Stone Temple Pilots have undeniably catchy riffs and production; there's a reason why over three million people bought their debut album, Core, and why their second album, Purple, shot to number one when it was released. Following the success

Which "phobia" Do You Have?
"U" Uranophobia or Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven. Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating. "V" Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination. Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women. Verbophobia- Fear of words. Verminophobia- Fear of germs. Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing. Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape. Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father. "W" Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons. Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft. "X" Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow. Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages. Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners. Xerophobia- Fear of dryness. Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests. Xyrophobia-Fear of razors. "Z" Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy. Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods. Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat. Zoophobia- Fear of animals. Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluoph

Dailies
Today is a great time to rest for a bit and take stock of where you're headed. It's not necessarily time for a course correction, but you can get a more accurate reading of your trajectory at the moment. huh, I am at home sick today Your instincts are dead on, especially when it comes to a few personal interactions. Yes, that person is being weird, and yes, there is a reason for it. You may not be able to act on your knowledge, but it's still there. Watch it, or your way with words could come across as glib. You have a lot more substance than that. So take a moment, regroup and think about what you're really trying to get across. Then speak from

Jokes
1) You have to take out the garbage. 2) Being told to put the seat down. 3) No sofas in your restrooms. 4) External genitalia are vulnerable to knees and fastballs. 5) Even if you get you head caught in an industrial wood chipper, you're not allowed to cry. 6) James Bond movies only come out every 2 years. 7) Ribbed for her pleasure - not yours. 8) You have to wear ties. 9) You can't flirt you way out of a traffic ticket. 10) "Women and children first." 10. Everyone around you has an attitude problem. 9. You're adding chocolate chips to your cheese omelet 8. The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans. 7. Your husband is suddenly agreeing to everything you say. 6. You're using your cell phone to dial up bumper stickers that says, "How's my driving? Call 1-800-EAT-SHIT." 5. Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice. 4. You're convinced there's a God and he's male. 3. You're counting down the days until menopause. 2. You're sure that ever

Stuff
A skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down, and says: '7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound testicles, Turner Brown.' The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says: 'What's wrong with you?' In a weak voice the little guy says, 'What EXACTLY did you say to me?' The big dude says: 'I saw your look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks. I'm 7 feet tall. I weigh 350 pounds. I have a 20 inch private, my testicles weigh 3 pounds each, and my name is Turner Brown.' The small guy says: 'Turner Brown. Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, 'Turn around.' This is very true, so pay attention but there are more facts that this bulliten is not listing, & if u don't know em, learn em.... Girl facts: When you catch a gi

Me
A THUG’S LIFE I come alive when the soles of my Nike Airs Touch down on the concrete. It’s time to get that money, I’ve got the wind beneath my feet. No fear in my heart, Ice water in my veins. Walking through the shadows of darkness, I feel no pain. This game is all that I live for, Yet my conscience calls out for so much more. No friends, only potential enemies, My mind is constantly at war. Looking over my shoulder, never knowing what to expect. Relying on this piece of steel, tucked in my dip, to keep these haters in check. The women, they love my gangsta, when they hear my name ringing on the block. It’s amazing what some people will do, scheming and plotting to take my spot. I’m getting tired of the rat race, Living life at a fast pace. I need to find a way out, Before I wind up catching a case. Niggas might not understand, But it’s time for me to be my own man. My life is passing me by, I gotta come up with a plan. I’m willing to

Contests
My GF is in a contest Great Bedhead Challenge please come help her win link is below please come help her win link is below Rascal FlattsI MeltMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com CONTEST FROM 6-21 TO 6-28 NEED YALL TO COME SPANK ME WITH COMMENTS ITS FOR EITHER A MONTH VIC OR 7 DAY BLAST FOR 1ST PLACE SO PLEASE COME BOMB MY PIC USE LINK BELOW A-HaTake On MeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com 3rd time is a charm.......lol please help me in this contest bomb with comments

Life!
I am not feeling like myself right now. I have to have surgery on the 19th and I will not be on for a few days or even a week after. I ave to have my uteris taken out because of internal bleeding inside of it. I am scared to go through this in many ys. I hate going under the knife for one and two because I feel like I wont be wanted if I cant have any kids. I know I already have three kids and I dont need any more but I want a huge family. I feel like I am not a woman right now and i hope that after I have this surgery that I will not feel that way, but I am afraid that I will feel like that! This is just my feelings down on. If you dont like what I have to say on here than dont read it or anything. I am going through something hard right now and I am not knowning how to deal with it. I love her to death... There isnt anything I wouldnt do for her. I love her life I love my sister. Hell she is like one of my sisters to me. She is better than any of my sisters have ever been

Jokes
hi everyone, I had this sent to me in an email off a very dear friend of mine that I have known for years, so I trust his judgment and thought I had better forward this information on to everyone I know Health and Safety Warning Please do not swallow your chewing gum!!!!!!!!!! This is what could happen if you do, you have been warned!!!!!!!!! ROFLMAO hehehehe 17. Evening Massage - 6PM 16. The Ladies Bible Study will be held Thursday morning at 10. All ladies are invited to lunch in the Fellowship Hall after the B.S. is done. 15. Scouts are saving aluminum cans, bottles, and other items to be recycled. Proceeds will be used to cripple children. 14. The Pastor would appreciate it if the ladies of the congregation would lend him their electric girdles for the pancake breakfast next Sunday morning. 13. Low self-esteem Support Group will meet Thursday from 7 to 8 pm. Please use back door. 12.

Mostly My Favorite Lyrics
Die, die, die my darling Dont utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty eyes Ill be seeing you again Yeah, Ill be seeing you, in hell So dont cry to me oh baby Your futures in an oblong box Dont cry to me oh baby You should have seen it a-coming on Dont cry to me oh baby I dont know it was in your card Dont cry to me oh baby Dead-end soul for a dead-end girl Dont cry to me oh baby And now your life drains on the floor Dont cry to me oh baby Die, die, die my darling Dont utter a single word Die, die, die my darling Just shut your pretty mouth Ill be seeing you again, yeah-yeah Ill be seeing you, in hell Dont cry to me oh baby Your futures in an oblong box Dont cry to me oh baby You should have seen it a-coming on Dont cry to me oh baby I dont know it was in your card Dont cry to me oh baby Dead-end soul for a dead-end girl Dont cry to me oh baby And now your life drains on the floor Dont cry to me oh baby Die, die, die m

To My Friends
i love the way you make me so happy And the ways you show you care I love the way you say, I Love You And the way you're always there There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know

Quotes
" courage is not the absence of fear or dispair but the strength to conquer them " His chair at the table , empty, His home cloths hanging in rows forlorn, his baseball bat and cap , his riding cane, the new suit he had not worn. his dogs, restless, with tourtured ears listening for his swift, light tread upon the path. AND over there ---- his guitar! hush!hold your tears !!!! this does apply to today also "onan , son of Judah,was a melancoly kid; he'd jerk and jerk and jerk and jerk,and that was all that he did. But God got very angry, when Onan shunned his mate. So awfully hipped on self-abuse,he wouldn't fornicate

Living With Pain
Don't you dare say that all models are fake and stupid. I am one and I am educated, have a life and a family and can actually cook! WOw imagine that! I have no room for ignorance so be careful what you say Ok so I finally am comfortable with who I am and I am coming out now. No not saying I am gay people so get over that LOL.Since I was 5 years old i have seen and heard things that I could not explain. It was not until recently I realized what my gift was...thats right people a gift and I am a medium...no I can not tell you your future or blah blah blah but I can help you find closure. I have done it for many people and as of next week will actually have money from doing so. I don't play games and I don't mess with people's minds what I do is passionate and real so please don't mock me. Feel free to come by and ask me Is it not sad that we put our lives in the hands of politics? Do they really have our best interest at hand or are they just trying to gain votes? Isn't that part of th

Rants And Raves
for all the christians who i am gonna offend... I dont give a fuck. lets have a little histroy lesson here folks.... The anti christ was only used int he bible like two times... and those references are found when people turned their back to disbelieve that jesus was ever born... NO THE ANTICHRIST IS NOT A MAN NOR WILL HE OR SHE EVER BE A HUMAN BEING! I know what your gonna say... WELL HOW COME EVERY CHRISTIAN BAPTIST EVANGELICAL PREACHER SAYS HE IS COMMIN! oh and "everyone shall bear his mark and his number will be... tsk... we already have numbers given to our names.." we need money to buy and sell... and LOOK AT WHAT THE FUCK IS ON THE BILL... IN GOD WE TRUST... gotta love how there is a double meaning behind it... if hey sues said give to ceasear what is cesears.. meaning money is not needed... why are we always scrownging for money... working for money.. doing things for money... kinda makes you wonder how come this guy up above needs it.. why must we give to

Scrapbook Pages I Have Made
I was just offered my own site to display my scrapbook pages and kits on. It is suck an honor. I couldn't believe it when they came to me and offered to host a site just for me because my kits are great they say! Now I need to come up with a LOGO and a site name... Anyone got any ideas???? Please friends go check it out... http://www.cjsscrapbookingwithattitude.com/Memoriesmadeeasy.html Memories Made Easy"

-shrugs-
--Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE) --"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. --Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.* --Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. * --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. * --A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. * --Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still

Leave Some Love
Insane Driver!!!!Add to My Profile | More Videos Single..... woot! lol So everything was going well at the store tonight.. things were running on time.. we were gonna get outta there earlier. We got robbed tonight.. Amma and I had a gun to our heads.. It sucked so bad.. but they caught the guy so.

O.o;;!!!
Is wonderful. I love you. I miss you. I can't wait. 800 miles is too fucking far. But I'm addicted. Feel the pain I feel cut your wrists, hoping the pain will perish with your loss of blood cry the tears I’ve cried crimson red tears I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED view the world, through the eyes of an outcast never will i be pretty enough never will i be accepted never will i be PERFECT suffer as I do, when I start and end my day put on a happy face, pretend everything is okay no one cares about me. Who will be there to stop me pulling the trigger? Who will be there to tell me, "your better than this.... you don’t need to hurt yourself.dont do this" WHO WILL BE THERE TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS? No one, no one loves me, for they are just my enemy turn your back, talk about me as if I’m not a person as if I feel nothing...Callused False belief, just like my false hope of being able to succeed. I am a person; I take things twice a

Wonderings And Ponderings
No... you can't just find us in the streets. We don't just walk up to you and say... "Dominate me NOW". That defeats the purpose of being submissive. I don't want you to think that I wouldn't love to go up to someone and say... "Hey, I am lonely. I don't have a permanent dom.. would you be willing to treat me like s**t by degrading me. abusing me, then use me for your own pleasure" I have to be able to trust someone with my life to submit to them fully and the way I like to submit. I don't think of myself I think of you and your wants, needs, desires. I become another toy for you and you alone, unless you are willing to share me with others....(prior approval is suggestted). There is nothing worse than a dominant who is in fact a submissive and asks you... "Is it ok if I tie you down today?" Please, just do it and if I don't like it you can be sure you will hear my safety word out of my mouth. All I ask for is simple...take me, m

Iam He
you know in this life i go through it not trying to make to many waves and the one person that i thought that i could count on to have my corner no matte what .was my friend Charles. well tonight he came outwith some shit that basically said that he didn't think i could do the degree well you know what .if you don't think that i can do this then fuck you i don't need you and if you don't want to be a member of my family and friends then delete me .and you know what good luck to you ..i am tired of negative ppl being. Its up to you ..but choose wisly..iam so sick and fucking tired of this shiote...i am going to achieve this degree for no other reason than for me. IDEAS FOR ENHANCING SELF-ESTEEM Try to understand and accept that how you see yourself came from your family of origin, and can be changed as you begin to look at that family and their ways of surviving Although only you can give yourself positive esteem, it is helpful along the way, to spend time with people around

Poems
Broken He brakes her heart, And she blames herself. He uses her, But yet she loves him. He tells her that he doesn't feel the same, But she holds on. He calls her to talk about his new love, And she listens. He doesn't see that he is hurting her, Or does he not care? Through all the pain and tears, She remains loyal and faithful to him. But yet she wants to Move on with her life. He has a spell on her So that she won't move on. Will he ever set her free From this eternal hell? Heather J McVey Copyright ©2008 Heather J McVey Its so lonely when you try to hide yourself , Just so you won't get hurt. but it turns out you'll be by yourself, when youe feelings you try to desert. The world id full of problems, thats easy for anyone to see. you can't even begin to fix them, if alone you want to be. I've learned this the hard way, that everyone needs friends. and now I suffer day by day, I guess this is where my story ends. But you yourself should

Quizzes And Crap
billie baddass -- [noun]:An oral sex master 'How will you be defined You are flirty. You find it easy to attract people because you are so confident. You also arn't bad to look at which helps. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com Your Passion is Red! You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination. You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks! With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new. You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red! What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

Why Do I Care?
Why should I care? When my shift ended on Friday night (11:30pm) I sat a talked to a friend instead of going home. She asked me what was wrong and made a statement about how I must really not want to go home tonight, yea was my answer. I left here about 1am, and just drove some back county roads till about 3am before heading home. What has been on my mind is another person I shot some e-mails to. She lives about 2000 miles away, has kids, widowed. Its pretty obvious she has several on-line admires and the chance of my ever meeting her in the foreseeable future is limited to some alternate universe. So why should I care, why should I let anything read concern me? I don’t know her, nor she me. Why should she? She has her own problems to deal with, kids, dealing with a disability, and just the immediate sphere closest to her just like the rest of us. Who am I to even warrant a thought on her part? Other than being parents what commonalities do we share? Why do I care?

Dementia
I'm holding my very first Fubar Auction! The highest bidder will receive the following: 9 minute TOTALLY nsfw video Access to a folder of photos that no one else does (also nsfw) Ownership in my display name for 1 month Fan/Friend/Family Rates of all photos & Profile during happy hour Pimpout on my profile for one month Permanent pimpout in my blog The Rules 1. No drama 2. You bid must be in the comments section of my profile 3. Your bid must be higher than the last bid Bidding will continue until Friday, December 14th @ 7:59PM. Bidding begins at 100,000. Good Luck Everyone Miss Athena Hollow

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The severity of symptoms varies greatly between individuals; however, all people with autism have some core symptoms in the areas of: * Social interactions and relationships. Symptoms may include: o Significant problems developing nonverbal communication skills, such as eye-to-eye gazing, facial expressions, and body posture. o Failure to establish friendships with children the same age. o Lack of interest in sharing enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people. o Lack of empathy. People with autism may have difficulty understanding another person's feelings, such as pain or sorrow. * Verbal and nonverbal communication. Symptoms may include: o Delay in, or lack of, learning to talk. As many as 50% of people with autism never speak.2 o Problems taking steps to start a conversation. Also, people with autism have difficulties continuing a conversation once it has begun. o Stereotyped and re

Twilight Of My Love
its heaven. its hell. its so hard to think. so hard to breathe. somewhere there is storm that rages. there is a sea that swells. the rain, it pours. and the tide washes away memories. here it is silent. where is my storm? where is my sea? where is my rain? and where are my waves? and what happened to my memories? the static on the radio makes the bugs cry and the babies' flailing arms and crumpled faces cry to the symphonic moon the same principle as the sound of some kind of blue with feathers and the wilt of August in its rasp there is a sickening fall from grace that lands one substantially blind but the night's rhythms stamp out the doom light of time a time when light and dark do not exist when darkness becomes a sound and light a dream that same sound and light bombard the senses all at once, and you, my queen stick our your tongue as you, my noble king, touch the tip of yours to mine. if i could think about anything else - if i could

Views From The Nite
Paint Her in Words by LateNiteFantasy© I paint her with words, Rather than brushes, My fingers will not easily hold. My eyes can’t see the colors clear, But the description in my memory, Take me back to her youth. A fine lined porcelain face, With ruby lips and azure eyes, That danced when the devil took her due. How can any oils or color capture the love Of her? Or any brushstroke let flow Her kind and gentle ways. I paint her with words For word are all I have that flow Upon the canvas of the mind. I am all eyes: Light blue, almost as blue as the sky, large, round, passionate; long, thick lashes – women envy the size of my eyes, the quality of my lashes. A smiling woman once called me “blue-eyed boy.” The world comes to me through my eyes. I dare you to look deeply into my eyes. (Though you say you can’t; its just too intense.) I might just mesmerize you. I might just see you. You might catch a glimpse of my soul. I will surely see

Um Yeah
OKIES. ALOT KNOW THAT I USUSALLY JUST SIT IN MY CORNER AND NOT SAY ANYTHING.. I TRY TO KEEP THE PEACE . TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY. AND YOU CANT ALLWAYS LIVE YOUR LIFE THAT WAY CUZ ITS NEVER GOIN TO TURN OUT THAT WAY IN THE END.. BUT HERE IT GOES.. THERE IS SOMEONE THAT IS UPSET AT ME. OVER SOMETHING THAT I THOUGHT WAS JUST A JOKE.. IT MENT NOTHING. IT WAS A JOKE. I HAVE NO DISRESPECT FOR THE PERSON THAT IT WAS A JOKE ABOUT. AT ALL!. BUT FOR THE PERSON THAT IS UP SET AT ME.. IM ONLY WRITTING THIS CUZ I KNOW RIGHT NOW YOU DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME AND I TRIED TALKIN YOU TONITE.. AND IM SORRY.. I LOVE YOU ALOT. I MISS TALKIN TO YOU. AND I HATE THAT YOUR IGGNORING ME. THIS IS REALLY HURTIN ME TO THE POINT THAT MY STOMACH HURTS I DONT LIKE THAT YOUR UPSET WITH ME..YOUR MY LOVA FFS. YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND ON HERE.. IM SORRY THAT I HAVENT TALK TO YOU ALOT IN THE PAST WEEK.. EVERYTHING HAS BEEN HAPPENING SO FAST IN THE PAST WEEK.. ALOT OF THINGS IM NOT USED TO.. HAVING AN ACTUALL RELATIONSHIP W

My Lyrics
Inside The Darkness (verse one) The smell of love has gone, But still I hold on, Waiting for that moment, When you take my hand, Tell me with your eyes, Everything will be fine, And in one lost night, We will change every thing (chorus) Eclipse the moon, Drown out the sun, Blackness overwelms us, Soothing our minds, Take me to another deminsion, Lets live forever, Show me you can love me, Inside the darkness (verse two) Faded eyes of blue, Show the pain well, I know i cannot hide this, It's the disease in me, Forgive all that i've done, I cannot change it now, Look deep into these eyes, Everything will be fine (chorus two) Eclipse the moon, Drown out the sun, Blackness overwelms us, Soothing our minds, I'll take you away to another world, Let's live forever, I can show you love, Inside the darkness (verse three) Steal the night away, Run away from the past, Feel the love grow inside, Bury everything that doe

Dedicated To Those Lost...
Treasured Friend I lost a treasured friend today The little dog who used to lay Her gentle head upon my knee And shared her silent thoughts with me. She’ll come no longer to my call Retrieve no more her favourite ball A voice far greater than my own Has called her to his golden throne. Although my eyes are filled with tears I thank him for the happy years He let her spend down here with me And for her love and loyalty. When it is time for me to go And join her there, this much I know I shall not fear the transient dark For she will greet me with a bark. THE BROKEN CHAIN We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name, In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone, For part of us went with you, the day God called you home. You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide, And though we cannot see you, you are always at our side. Our

R.a.n.d.o.m.r.a.w.r.s
Been listening to DJ kawasaki for quite some time... OHhhhhh yellow fever in my veins. Always in my blood. Goodnight :) Well holy fuck me running right? Who the hell are you? we saw your pic!! and WELL..... HOT. So we were practically Drooling Like we were lesbians..LIKE we were. Get over it. WOO! Aside from the usual...breakthrough calls I get from BunnEH. This time it was Johnny that called. And he was quite upset. Okay, so it wasnt really a call..it was more of an exchange over myspace, and he set out to call em. Pleading that he really needed to talk to me. Johnny and Daniel decided to mutually break up. And For the first fucking time, I sat there with my mouth open, sort of half blatantly trying to take in all his qualms. Half whimpering and dazed, he poured his heart out quite literally, my sheer reaction was to half sob with him abit. I could not take him crying really, and what I did was to listen ever so

New's
MONDAY, Aug. 13 (HealthDay News) -- When it comes to a woman's choice of a life-partner, a man's face may mean a lot, a new study finds. Many women regard men with masculine facial features -- such as a square jaw, larger nose and smaller eyes -- as unsuitable long-term partners, because they're more likely to be domineering, unfaithful, unaffectionate and poor parents, U.K. researchers have found. On the other hand, women believe that men with finer facial features -- fuller lips, wide eyes and thinner, more curved eyebrows -- to be more committed, less likely to cheat, and to make better parents, said the study by psychologists at Durham and St. Andrews Universities. For this study, British women were asked to view pictures of men's faces that were digitally altered to look more masculine or feminine and to predict the men's personality traits, including sexual behavior and parenting skills. The findings are published in the current issue of the journal Personality and In

Lyrics To My Favorite Songs
Love was a former owner, but quiet is renting our houseIt seizes my lips from speaking, but forms a sarcastic smile Suspense now raised one of your eyebrowes You ask me if there's someone else I replied yes, hell yes You asked me if it's another man, I said no You laughed and say is it a woman, I say yeah Surprisingly you ask me for honey's name And her name is me, And she loves me more than you'll ever know And I finally see that loving you and loving me Just don't seem to work at all So patiently, she's waiting on me to tell you That she needs love And to choose between you two, boy you know If I have to chosse, I choose me And she told me to tell you to never to hurt me again Cuz if you haven't heard she's a bad chick Eventhough I haven't been, no Yet and still you try and test me by raisin' an angry hand Put it down, put it down I'm leavin don't try and stop me, (no) I'm late and she is waiting, (yes) My love for me is too much so I can't stay And h

How I Feel...
Ok, how do I feel tonight? Well, I feel like doing some random fucking nsfw bitching. You may think it's funny/ not funny I don't give a fuck. Believe it or not, I didn't want to see your cock I wanted to see your face. I know that you didn't understand this and that's why you have five pictures of your face and two whole albums dedicated to different angles of your cock. It also validates my suspicion that you were lying when you told me sex wasn't the most important thing in a relationship. Next.. if you realize I don't respond when you keep shouting at me, stop shouting at me, it's obvious I'm talking to someone else. It IS possible. Pick another girl on your friends list to stalk. Next.. (I got some serious rage) Stop asking women if size matters. It matters enough that there are no women with you. Read the fucking sign and get a clue. Next.. (wow) Don't tell me you want to be my friend, yet ask for a nsfw pic without reading my poetry. Words don't compare to action

9-11 New Information
Do you know where the Flight 93 wreckage is? I do. "IRON MOUNTAIN" "WHERE DID FLIGHT 93 REALLY END UP?" "EYEWITNESS ACCOUNTS OF FLIGHT 93" Date: August 23, 2007 1:13 PM Body: Lone Gunman Pilot This pilot eerily predicts 911 months before it happened. The director got this idea directly from the CIA. We could have never guessed they would fly planes into buildings!? The government planned it of course they knew! TULSACANTWAIT.COM 9/11: WHAT DID RUPERT MURDOCH KNOW? http://www.rumormillnews.com/cgi-bin/archive.cgi?read=37543 Posted By: ChristopherBollyn Date: Friday, 3 October 2003, 12:59 p.m. Christopher Bollyn is an investigative journalist who has written extensively on the events of September 11, 2001 in the Washington-based American Free Press. He has researched different aspects of the 9/11 attacks and uncovered facts and evidence that challenge the official version of events. Two organizations, both pro-Israel, the Anti Defamation League (

Photo Contest
hi everyone! well, as of this moment im in second place with 17,110 votes. first place is lil devil with 17,490 thanks to everyone who has helped me! you guys seriously rock!!! if you havent stopped by yet...please do! every rate and comment counts!!!! if you have a few minutes to kill drop some lovin on meeeeeeee! i need all i can get to win. :D CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks again guys!! **muahs** Heres the top 6 comment getters after the 1st 2 hours 1 DJ Asian Cat 435 comments 2 J Roxxx 264 comments 3 Liquid Fantasy 172 comments 4 Lil Devil 156 comments 5 Ac1d_eyez 105 comments 6 Misty 68 comments thanks to all who have helped! if you have a minute stop by and drop me some love. :D:D thanks you guys rock! lovin ya! **muahs** click here to vote (rate and comment) /fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=770546&i=1742386735" target=_blank> 770546&i

Bomb Fest Of 07
good evenin familys i hope all are doin well, well tomorow is the big day the party of the year, i hope are ready as of today im not takin no more entrees to the bomb fest. this bomb fest is for fun in all, please lets not have NOOO DRAMA IN ANY SHAPE SIZE OR FORM.if any one feels thier a problem pls go to ur leader b4 u come to me , also please have proof b4 comin to me , we are adults. make sure all are have added i will only add one time tomorow an after that statin sunday i will add twice a day , thier has been more enough time for all familys to have done it by now good luck to all familys love rubia WELCOME ALL TO THE FALL 2007 BOMBFEST Starts: Sept 15th 12pm est until Sept 30th 7pm est Rules: 1)Bombing Families can team up with other Bombing families. *But need to inform Host pls* 2)Each person in the families must have a Salute 3)Each person in the families must be a level 7 4)No Dual accounts 5)Family Home Page *If have o

Letters From My Soul
I have decided to be done with the bad, and start with the good so I would like to share some good secrets about myself......to level THAT bad one.... I love Hello Kitty. She makes me happy and if I weren't a blood donor, I would tattoo her somewhere on my body. I am a HUGE animals advocate. I feel that since animals don't have a voice, I should speak for them. My favorite flower: Anything but roses. Never roses. They aren't original enough. If I were to recieve an Orchid or a Daisy from a man that I was seeing...I would just melt. I don't believe in sex on the first date...or the second...or the third. I want you to know the way my heart feels before you feel my body. I believe in love....yet don't act like it. I am afraid to love because I feel that I can be so powerful inside of it....that it would make me burst. I don't know where he is but I can't wait to meet him, and show him things that no one in the world has seen before. If I like someone, I neutralize m

Fun
AQUARIUS - The Slut (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Random . Shy . Addictive. Attractive. Quiet . Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The sexpot (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. ARIES- The Irresistible One (3/21-4/19) Nice. Is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 y

Life As It Is...
i am so confusseed on what i want or what i want to do...I am so tired of my mind wondering...My mind wonders why i am in the moment i am in...Wonders do i love who i am with, cause i feel no love like i have before in other relationships.....some moments i am happy, other momemts i am miserable...i hate the fact that my heart loves someone else....i hate the fact that i am torn between the decision of something that will alter my life...sometimes i just wish my life would cease to exist, no i am not sucidal i would never take my own life...but sometimes i wish i wouldn't wake up from my sleep...cause when i wake up my mind wonders day in and day out... Last night on halloween the worst thing happen to me and my bestfriend...We were coming back from trick or treat on the way home...this guy in front us was messing around and was drunk or on drugs one of the two.....Well we had two kids in the car and my bestfriend got mad.. so when we stopped dude started yelling out the window bitche

Poetry
Your dreams I want as mine Your reality should be mine as one I hope to be My dreams should be yours My reality should be yours As one we will one day be All the unspoken feelings All the unspoken thoughts Mind body and soul one day it will be There will become a time That it will just be right It feels that it is now But we both know it is not I will not lie I want it so To be by your side I will not lie the feelings will not go My love will get stronger as time goes by I know what you are saying on some levels we are the same I know what you say you want And I may not always agree But one thing I have learned And one promise I will make I will always think about it before i disagree Verbal yes it might be but with thought and feelings You can always guarantee I love you with all of me For now and forever you will always know That from the moment we met I knew deep in my heart From that first kiss it was the start OF THE LOVE THAT

Poems
I'm finally up, almost awake My head is aching for goodness sake What was I drinking in that pub? Did I really go to that club? My memory's weak, I must admit But dream I did, in your arms submit You nipples I was sucking on Your cunt my hands did rest upon My prick was hard you stroked me slow Your gentle motions made me glow You want to fuck? I did ask you A nodded yes, lets start anew You like my tongue upon your clit? I tease it from it's hooded slit I suck it gently, you start to moan A finger in your cunt, I'll roam You taste so good I lap you up Your juices flow, could fill a cup! I spread them to your other hole And lick around that prized goal A finger in your arse I place Two fingers in two holes, a race To make you cum, I finger fuck Both holes, and your stiff clit I suck You're gonna cum you shout at me You want my prick so hard I see I change my finger for my cock I fuck you now I'm like a clock In, out, in, out, you'

Forbidden Love
friends you dont know your true friends you think you do but when you need them thear not thear all i ask was to be a friend all i needed was some one to care friends should care but dont always care friends are in your life or out freinds dont always see what you feel freinds sometimes call all i ask was for my friend to call me or text me or email me but now it looks like my friends are going away and i feel so dam lost dont have to many i lost alot in my years but i still rember them and wish the best for them friends should always think about there friends not all friends do its ashame but its true when i become friends with some one i care and worry how they doing some times to much my friends do mean the world to me i do love them only if they would see i do any thing for a friend give my blood my hart my soul to a friend but got to rember not all friend care or do as i do give them se

Packer Fan's
THIS IS FROM MY BROTHER. HE ASKED ME TOO PASS IT ON. Hello everybody, I know we all do our part to help. I have been Involed with the "Relay For Life" for over five year's. Most of you know a couple year's ago I was Diagnosed wIth Terminal Cancer. I kicked Cancer's Ass ! This Organization mean's even more to me now, then when I started with them. I know that everybody can not donate to this cause. If you can not, but know someone that could, please forward my donation page to them. The link is : http://main.acsevents.org/site/TR/RelayForLife/RelayForLifeMidwestDivision?px=6426269&pg=personal&fr_id=7884&s_tafId=115769 THANKS WISHFUL THINKING MONUMENT TEXTURE WHAT THE LADIES WOULD LIKE TOO SEE, LOL !

Ah
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Real Shit
this woman is stuck in my head i want more than just to have her in bed, even though we dont talk much she stays on my mind, everytime i wanna act a ass and start messing up stuff i picture her smile and my anger comes down,this feeling wont go away i wonder if she feels the same way i need her in my face day to day in dis world no is every promised to see the next day, anything could happen, pimp c died of what they called nautral causes, i could be here for one reason to spreed da word for a man they call jesus, who knows what could happen for some people this could be the lastime u hear from me for others they might get tired of me, but rather or not u see me or hear from me tomorrow will always come, some take life for granted some take love for granted those are known as gifts in my book and there gifts ill never give back, i appreciated everyone who comes in and out of my life cause if it wasnt for god my life would have never came to show some of u a better way of life, i adm

The Baroness
The Baroness' Seat of Learning Ch. 10 by mcfbridge © The baroness was in ecstasy. That had been the most wonderful thing she had ever felt. Catching her breath, she turned to her husband and asked him if it would be like that again. Frederick smiled at her and told Matilda that as long as she pleased him, it would be like that many times. Matilda smiled back and told her husband that she would just have to make sure that he was pleased. With that, Frederick pulled his wife to her feet and stood up himself to face the crowd. The baron announced that Matilda would be resuming her duties as baroness. She would of course take orders from him, but the staff was to obey her as well as himself. He would see to it, that his wife did not become as unbearable as before. Poor Lily thought she would die. She had come to this place to be Matilda's mistress, and now she would have to answer to her. She had a feeling that her life was going to take a definite turn for the worse. Matilda

Joke Nite
A Mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Mom' With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Mom,: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Mom she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.We'll be growing i

Murderer Of Love's Stories
Last Turn I shift into reverse, check my rear view mirror, let out the clutch and press the gas. Freedom. That’s what I need. I drive around the corner and see my target. It’s this windy road that crawls up to the top of a mountain. We call it Dread Way. “You’ll be dreading every minute on the way up to the top.” That’s what we tell all the new kids in town. On the very top of the mountain there is an open field, popular for parties. I squeal my tires and start heading up. I set the bottle down beside the picture frame. The sunset peered through the brown liquid. Every time the taste makes me gasp. I glance down at the picture. Two guys with their arms draped over each other’s shoulders. Smiles cover both their faces. I could get into my car right now, drive up Dread Way and end all this. Just speed up the god for sakein’ mountain. Just keep my wheels going around and around in a circle, until the last turn. I hated that mountain, every time I went up there I was scared. O

General Bullshit
so my friend has a pic that is totally not nsfw to me marked because it involves two men about to kiss...but other people can float in the ticker with shifting pics that have them holding a penis in their hand and it isnt marked and this is a person who has been harrassing another friend to the point she had to lock her profile down to only friends ....what is this bullshit can us bi people and the gay and lesbian community not show our side of the spectrum just because we arent "straight"? its such crap that you can have a chick about to obviously suck on a penis but not two men kissing ..GAH! i was tagged by darth goatse.........thx eeeeever so much Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can

My Feelings
the love i once knew is slowly slipping from my heart the love i once thought would never part that love is slowly dieing all becuz he was lieing may have a broken heart but may have a new start ©sms 2007 always deep within my soul i knew we have a love like no other what we share is something others only hope for and dream of but few ever experience. our love is magical beyond belief away without hesistion you give yourself completely you have reached the very depthes of my soul bringing out emotions i have never knew i had and unveiling an ability to love like i never thought possible ©2007 I have nothing left- Nothing to give... Since I don't have you- Why Should I live... The words you say-Conflict with the beat.... I look at your brown eyes- so warm so sweet I'm Sorry my feelings for you have changed Is what you said.... I feel so alone so lost- I feel like I'm dead... When you told me you liked me- All the glory rose to my heart... Yes, you w

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Time Passes
Was browsing youtube watching it snow~~I came across this video and those of you that know me well~~know that I'm both a Kid Rock and Dale Jr. fan~Anytime they come in a package is a good day for me~~LOL~~As I started to watch it~I got a lil emotional~(if you have read my about me,you know why)~as the soldier stops to kick the ball back to the lil boy in the video~~I thought of Nick~~Even tho I saw him at Thanksgiving~~I miss him daily~and I can picture him doing that~~~I won't get all political about this~~cuz it's only a blog about a mother's love~~Enjoy everyone and have a great weekend~♥ LiL~ When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa , Florida , it was believed that he had nothing left of any value Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, They found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her c

The World Of An Innocent Tease
my life has been really crazy lately.. Yes i am a proud mother of a baby girl Named Kaylie. She is my world.. yes I am lucky I have 2 jobs.. when most people cant even get one.. Yes I am single.. and that gets lonely and hard sometimes. Recently... I was in a relationship with a guy.. and he and I thought about getting married... and then I found out I was pregnant and he was meeting other girls and texting other girls.. (all named Jessica which was weird) so I dumped him... So in case you didnt follow that iam pregnant again. THey will be 15 months apart.. How does a girl do the single mom thng workin 2 jobs.. I need to get back out on my feet.. and I just cant get my ducks in a row. Oh while all this is going on.. Recently my daughters father (who dumped me after I got pregnant the first time) was in a coma.. and thankfully he woke up... and my dad was diagnosed with lou gehrigs disease. Most people who get that only live 1-5 years.. He has had for a long time.. and

Travellin'
Hmmmmmm...Should I put this in Catagories or just Blast Dumb Assed 4-wheelers in General..... As for the Catagory of just total Pinheads it is a toss up between (1). Any Utah Driver, especially those fucking idiots that live between Salt Lake City and Provo. (2). Also ranking right at the top are those ignorant pathetic dumasses that commute between Ft. Collins, Colo. through Denver and out to Aurora. Most inconsiderate: Again, Utah ranks right at the top, but lets not forget Southern California as well.... Why DO you 4-wheelers zoom up alongside 80,000 lbs of steel and then just sit there riding next to us for miles at a time? Do you not have ANY clue just what kind of danger you are putting yourselves into?? And they wonder why they get run over or put in the ditch. PATHETIC!!! And can anyone tell me why....when your a quarter of a mile behind a Semi and you see his (or Her) turn signal come on you Smash the Gas and try to pass?? Are you REALLY that FUCKING MORONIC??? Gawd 4-w

Other Stuff
The site made it where we can Re rate all our friends... My issue is that my Vip runs out in a few days and there is no way I can re rate everyone an 11 before that happens... I've had a VIP for over a year and there are some personal reasons why I can't renew my VIP, like feeding my kids. So please don't take offense if I rate you a 10. If I had the ability to rate everyone an 11 I would. Thanks for understanding judy Blasts, Blings Tickers & Things... We all seem to want these things yet sometimes they seem very unattainable... So how about an easy way to earn maybe not all of them but some of them... Join an Add, Fan, and Rate train that pays you back... The idea running through my mind is that a few of us start a train and as new people join they give the little gifts... Happy hours are expensive and with the economy the way it is well I'm a single mom and can't afford 1 for myself let alone to give as a gift for someone else... yet there are

Barbiie Wants U To Read Diz♥
ok plz stop askin me to add u to ma family list if i wanted u on der i would have added u and i dont have ne picz of me dat r naked n neva well so dont ask me to take ne i have a hubby and a wifey so respect dat im here to make friends not nething else so dont try.i flirt yes but doesnt mean i wanna hook up or sleep wit u im tried of getin harassed by all tha prevs so plz do me a favor stop harassin me askin me if u can see me nakd stop all tha dirty comments if i wana b ur friend i will let u know ok its ma fukin lyfe i will date whoeva tha fuk i want yes ma babidaddy is black n yes i love him to death but u have no rite to judge me n talk shyt so do me a favor stop talkin shyt about me callin me shyt lyke diz whitetrash_with_tat2s: ur a RACE RADE AND MAKE WHITEWS LOOK BAD whitetrash_with_tat2s: its ok i saved all ur nude pics lol they on a racist site as a nigger lover lol

Poems From My Black Sept. Albulm
ARE U A GUCCI MOMMA OR LUIE VUTON? FENDI EYE WEAR LOOKIN LIKE YOU A STAR. MILLION DOLLAR SMILE AND I AINT TOUCH THE PRODUCT IN A WHILE IM REAL NERVOUS. AT THE POINT I'LL PAY FOR YA SERVICE WHAT YOU WANNA DO HUH? I GOT A JAY WE CAN BURN IM A LISTENER MA TELL ME HOW YA WORLD TURNS TELL ME BOUT PASSIONATE DAYS OF YA LIFE INVOLVE ME AND MAKE IT OURS WE DESERVE IT RIGHT? I GOT A ROOM A COUPLE MILES FROM THE CASINO LIHGTS AND YOU SEEM THE TYPE TO WORK YA HIPES LIKE ARABIAN NIGHTS WHAT YOU LIKE MA? I GIVE IT TO YOU,BACK SHOTS AND LICK A LITTLE. "YOUR MY LADY" INSTRAMENTAL IN THE BACKGROUND WHILE WE DOIN WHAT WE CAME TO,SCREWIN HOW WE CAME TO STRETCHIN YOU OUT KISSIN YA ANKLES YOU BETTER BE THANKFUL YOU HERE CUZ YOU WANNA BE NOT CUZ YOU GOTTA BE RIDING ME,ROCKING ME MENTAL MONOPOLY EROTIC PHOLOSOPHY I LOVE DA WAY YOU SAY THE THINGS U SAY WHEN YOU ON TOP OF ME KISSES IS HARD AND SLOPPY ITS GON' BE HARD TO STOP ME... FROM BENDIN YOU OVER GIVIN EVERY INCH TO YA CH

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LOL-- What the fuck is it with this Islam bullshit that they have to "hide" their faces??? I see alot of these people in the city of Philadelphia and they look like idiots to me. If you want to dress like a terrorist go live with them in the Middle East! You know, if I managed a bank I damn sure wouldnt let anybody in who has their face covered!! Once again, aint no alla. Only GOD. If you have to hide your face--you must have something to hide!! Yeah I guess some people think Im a racist because of my "about me" section. Ive been accused of it on numerous occasions but that couldnt be farther from the truth! I simply treat people the way they treat me and by the way they act! I mean if you want to act like an ignornant prick Ill treat you like one. The word "nigger" simply means just that--an ignorant person. I personally know alot of "white niggers" who I cant bring myself to even speak to because if I do Ill say whats on my mind and, once again, be accused of racisism! I just think

Native Amercan Pride
I wanted to Share with everyone how proud I am of my son John , as many of you know he has been away at bootcamp he joined the Army and doing very well . John well be coming home in November for 4 weeks then he is off to his first Duty Station in Hawaii . WOW what a place to be . He has added Airborn Infantry and Ranger to his contract . John called me today to let me know he scored the highest on his final testing and will be an Honor Graduate , Im sure you know now why I am so proud of him . Here is a pic of him I will keep you posted . Thank you to everyone that has been here through this hard time and easing my mind as I let my son grow from a boy to a fine young man by the way the one on the background with the shades and his arms folded is my 19 year old son at his brothers graduation lol FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY FRIDAY ROCKS Greg

Jokes
1. You let your 14 year old daughter smoke at the dinner table in front of her children. 2. The Blue Book value of your pickup can double depending on how much gas in the tank. 3. You've been married three times amd still have the same inlaws, 4. Someone in your family died after saying "Hey, guys, watch this". 5. Your wife's hairdo was ruined by a ceiling fan. 6. Your junior prom offers day care. 7. You think the last words of the "Star Spangled Banner" are, "Gentlemen start your engins". 8. The Holloween pumpkin on the porch has more teeth than your wife. 9. You have to go outside to get something from the frig. 10. You need one more hole punched in your card to get a freebie at the House of tattoos. 11. You can't marry your sweetheart because there's a law against it. 12. You think loading the dishwasher means gettaing your wife drunk. 10. You are guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack 9. If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes

Sayings Of Different Kinds
When i die just let my body lie in peace beneath the earth and sky in Delhi Ca, August Street incase my sould is condemned so i can wonder forever to watch over my homies when im gone and decesed. Have i forgotten on who i am or have i forgotten on what i do? Too many question i ask myself so i seek answers from many but all have failed. Seems there are no answers for me in this world maybe in the afterlife but who am i to judge well things must come to an end but the real answer is are you ready to tkae th challenge? The Gods in the sky hang their heads in envy with one swipe of my sword and i will end your misery

Sharing Personal Experiences/wishing Could Have Experienced
A >brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. >When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions >at the entrance: >"You may visit this store ONLY ONCE!" There are 6 floors and the value >of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any >item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, >but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman >goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. > >On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: > >Floor 1 - These men have jobs. > >The 2nd floor sign reads: >Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. > >The 3rd floor sign reads: >Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good >looking. > >"Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. > >She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: >Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking >and Help with Housework.

Poems Written For My Kids
I watch you grow with every rose, I have seen you glow. I have seen the pain, as you try to break the chains. You are so alone, if only i had known. If I could only mend the seams, Make it right again. If I could have been there, you were just a child. I watch you grow, with ever rose. Hurting inside, I have only cried, so many times I wanted to die, I had to sigh, and relive the lies. I watch you grow, the skies are now blue, I have no clue, what the future will hold, maybe it wont be so cold. I watch you grow. Every tear drop every broken heart that you will face growing up Every broken promise, every shattered dream I will be here. For every time you fall i will be here to pick you up. Every tear drop i will be here to wipe them away. Every mountain you climb i will be there to help you, catch you when you fall. Every tear drop that falls mommy cry's to. Mommy tried to keep you safe, but i couldnt protect you from everything. Every tear drop th

Jam On Toast
I just want to let everyone know, why i haven't been myself today...today would have been my dad's 51st b-day...so i just have the added reminder today that he isn't with us anymore. I apologize for me being a bit down today, and i'm sure i'll be back to being my typical self again tomorrow. I apologize for any inconvience this may cause. Have a great day! Hey ya'll... i just want to thank all of my friends on here who did an awesome job of making this boy feel really good on his birthday!! A special shout out to all of my friends at the Howl at the Moon Saloon...come check us out at... http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=57288 you won't regret it for sure!! Here I am on probably my favorite day of the year...the first day of the year...New Year's Day. Why is it my favorite day of the year? Because it is crammed full of football...college football. For me, it's probably the closest thing to heaven on earth...except for this year. I'm too sick to even enjoy any of it. I

Daily Ramblings Of Morbid
Yesh, im on cam so if you want to see add me on yahoo morbidxprincess OK, what are your guys problems, i've gotten so many comments/shouts saying how i'm a fatass, yes, i know i'm big but does it really matter? yall have been infected by the media on what real beauty is. i love me. i love being big, i have curves :P. the problem with skinny bitches is they take it to heart and let it get to their head like they are the ones who can rule the world just because they are skinny and hot. MANY BIG GIRLS ARE SEXY AS FUCK! my best friend is big, and god damn is she sexy. its stu[id how guys only think with their cocks, most of them only go for the skinny hot chicks, not big/curvy beautiful girls. personally, i'd rather stay like i am instead of being skinny, whats the point in changing for people you're never gonna see, fat is just a three letter word. it doesnt mean that your ugly, dumb or not nice, i'm sorry but big is beautiful and for all you who dont agree with me FUCK YOU, GET YOUR F

Questions
6 truths of life: 1) You cannot touch all of your teeth with your tongue. 2) All idiots, after reading the first truth, try it. 3) The first truth is a lie. 4) You're smiling now cause you are a idiot. 5) You will soon forward this to another idiot. 6) Theres still a stupid smile on your face 10. DAMN, that uniform! DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!-lol 9. They find it hot and leave it wet 8. They're good and trained in mouth to mouth 7. Anyone that can carry their hose over their shoulder has something going for them 6. They can quickly and efficiently solve any problem 5. They always maintain their umm . . . . apparatus 4. You know he is in damn good shape 3. They run in for you when everyone else would run out 2. You know they can sweep you off your feet 1. Not many can say they're dating a HERO!!!! About two weeks ago, God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the repulsive behavior that was going on. So God called one of the angels and sent the angel to Earth for

A Day In The Life Of A Douche Bag
I really need to start following Canadian politics soon. It’s currently just some background noise for me. I listen to CBC (equivalent to NPR) on my drive into work frequently, but that’s about the extent of my following of what’s going on in the Great White North. I pay closer attention to what’s going on in my home country. What I’ve seen the last year has been truly pathetic. We come off eight years of leadership our government admittedly spied on its own citizens, imprisoned people without due process, politicized the Department of Justice (justice is supposedly blind people), invaded a sovereign nation without provocation and sold that invasion to its people and congress with lies, and encouraged policies that help drive the global economy into one of the worst recessions since the 1930s. So after years of failed policy and fear tactics, now the right wingnuts are just making shit up. Death panels!!! AHHHHHH! Obama wants to kill Palin&rsq

Yay Poetry Of Mine
You say you can think like meReally do you want to deal with that atrocityDeal with the velocityOf thoughts pounding constantlyThe never ending questions of"What the fuck is wrong with me?"Always second guessingAnd never addressing The real issues that lie before meSkirting around the drama and hostilityLaughing it offBrushing it awayJust waiting for the next dayIn a hope that my mind will be quietStop with the riotSo do you wanna try itWanna be like meWanna weigh heaivly on issues that aren't really thereDeal with whispers and staresThat more than likely have nothing to do with youGet pissed at yourselfWhen all words escape youFailing to explain Deal with the paranoia That it's all gonna fall apartThat you'll finally loose your shitAnd end up with an empty heartDidn't think you would Somethin inside me became different Yet another change Possibly another disgrace I stare in the mirror And I barely recognize her Same bright blue eyes But they feel like just a disguise To be who

After The Rain
Your whispers echo in the wind They tell me what a fool I've been Your secrets dance before my eyes Thinking they are well disguised Dismal thinking of what could be Reality takes hold of me My hopes of what I wish to come Unravel slowly, they come undone The dream world that I've so carefully built Comes tumbling down with little guilt That you so easily my dreams destroy With the little effort that you employ Tell me is this a past time that you enjoy? To crush my dreams and hold me back To distract my attention, throw me off track It seems to me that your life's work Is to make me feel I'm of no worth You say that you love me And yet you ask me to be The things that you could never be And when I fall short of this unattainable goal You stand and you gloat with pleasure untold Tell me how can you be so bold To leave me broken once again. How can I have called you my best friend? Belle 11/01/07 Betrayed once again By someone I called friend A dagger to th

Random Bits Of Snarkyness
http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1802501591 "While the rest of the human race are descended from monkeys redheads derive from cats." ~ Mark Twain WOMAN OVER 30 A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in whom she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved They kno

Poetry
within my eyes you'll see much hurt, and joy, life and such I live from my heart, it sounds ideal for the wickedness of people turns my wheel how many times will I get hurt before I turn to stone, and shut all out I can't believe I try so hard get slapped in my face and never see the wild card why is it wickedness that rules the day gets all the goods, and breaks today I show the world a little kindness and good in the end I should just be hood maybe then I will get my dues doubt it though, cuz I allways lose my spirit is not broken, but maybe close without my heart, I can't live my babies I miss, can't stand her choice's take them away... without reason or voice's a gapping hole where my heart once was filled with nothing, for nothing can replace the love of a child, and the innocence in thier face wrods spoken outloud and true I felt touched I saw it in you Something different unuasual, and strange not like another no chance, no way Such is interesting I

Carolina's Crazy Blog!!
October 2009 ....Come & join My Group Cruise !! Body: I just want to make sure that I personally invite all my Friends for my birthday Cruise Next year onboard Carnival Victory . We will be sailing October 18, 2009 out of San Juan Puerto Rico . The itinerary will be a 7 day cruise featuring the Southern Caribbean Ports. And all cabins booked with my Group will get $100 ONBOARD CREDIT! We are also setting up a pre cruise cocktail party before we sail !! So come join my celebration ! :-) Come celebrate my birthday next year , on a cruise . I hope you are able to join me . Our Group Rates are as follows: SPECIAL GROUP PAYMENT PLAN - First deposit of $100.00 per person is due NOW , to reserve your CABIN. Second deposit of $150.00 per person is due by 10/30/08. Final Payment is due by 08/04/09. CATEGORIES THAT REQUIRE FULL PER PERSON DEPOSITS. I.E. Cat 9A, 11, 12's etc > >. These categories will require full deposit by 10/30/08.Rate supports amenities.

Ripping Me Apart
So I blogged in Feb about my company dissolving it's Arizona branch. I freaked out at first, then calmed a little and now I just feel so blessed. I have worked for the company for 5 years in September. I am a hell of a good worker, but sometimes slack off, take too many sick days and get bad reviews on calls. Even with my many faults, my boss and her boss have chosen to keep me. I am the only person who was working for the Arizona branch, in Arizona to still have a job. The other reps that worked for the Arizona branch are in Oregon and Washington and not really affected. Being a telecommuter I am supposed to be w/in 100 miles of an office. In case something happens with my systems, I can go into work rather than be offline. Anyway, my point. Today my boss called me to inform me that they have moved me from being an Arizona employee to being a Washington employee and this move is going to affect my accrued PTO. Fine, not a problem. As she is telling me all the things

Thoughts
When I ate today at noon All I could think about was you Wishing you was here to do what you do Wishing I could feed you with my spoon Hoping someday I'll see your smile again I don't know if I can take all this pain Knowing that I am here and you are there Thinking about the times we had and will not have You are the best there ever was and will be There is nothing to explain you, but lovely Even when I was sad you made me happy I just don't know what to do I just hope one day, I get to see you It all started with a simple hello As we met over the internet. But as our conversations got to be more, Things seemed to change from when we first met. A stange feeling started to over take me Something that I've never felt before. It seemed so strange but felt so good, I craved for that feeling more and more. The innocent way we chatted back and forth Kept us going all day and night long. With the excitement of knowing we will soon speak, Was like the word

Articulate Patter On Particulate Matters
I turned the privacy settings for viewing my profile to "friends only" while I do my best to work on some important personal projects. I'll be here occasionally to check on things and say hi, but my intent is to stay focused on my work. I can very easily be reached here, or by email sauceruney@gmail.com some vindictive ass marked my MUMM nsfw... and it wasn't at all Oh well. ...than permission It was long ago discovered in such a way as to be proof positive and irrefutable, that souls residing anywhere but within an adequate shell, simply dissipated. A lot of people had to needlessly die in order to make this discovery: The next step in human evolution was really up to us. I Civilization itself had drained the planet like so many double-a's. We had to cut back drastically in order for the Earth to reach a healthy equilibrium. The casualties were many. World leaders felt the need to interfere in the process, some forcefully, in preservation of the inane and

Poems
You don't realize. Your self worth you minimize. Putting him first, Your self-worth you compromise. But even worse, Anything not him you vilify. You let temptation get the best of you. You let curiousity get next to you. You let poor judgement take the rest of you. Now I'm left with this question. What's left of you? Will you still love me if I go? Will you still feel the touch you have known? Will you cry into the night, Say it just isn't right? Will you just sit and say "so"? Will you still want me if I leave? Will you feel lost and bereaved? Will you pull on through, Meet someone new? WIll you feel hurt and decieved? Will you remember my eyes? Will you ask God "why?" Will you play a new song, Maybe sing along? Will you reminisce of me and cry? Will you miss me forever when I'm gone? Will you say you knew all along? Will you flash that smile, Every once in a while? Will you keep my love? Will you still yearn for me if I disappe

Whatever.
I don’t like myself. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not a pessimist. There is plenty of things about me that is likable, and I have lots of friends. I enjoy lots of parts of my life and generally lead a happy life. I just don’t like socially awkward person I’ve become. I’m shy; introverted; somewhat slouchy; and worst of all: lacking in self-confidence. When I go to a social event… I’m not the guy that people want to be around; I don’t glow with an aura that communicates: this guy is fun! Much the opposite, I think people are disinterested in me, so people pick up on this negativity and are even less likely to talk to me and I less likely to talk to them. It's a vicious cycle that repeats that sends me down a black hole that is getting harder and harder to climb out. My friends that know me do not think it makes any sense. They tell me I'm a good looking guy and such I get invited out a lot to hang out with them at social events. I make them laugh, so they think it's odd that I fail

The John Chronicles
I think I mentioned, before, that I make a great effort to minimize my real world drama, in blogs, on Fubar. The dirty little secret, let out of the bag, is that I have Myspace for those sorts of blogs. But the last few days have been pure Hell and I felt like, at least, a few people on Fu would want to know why I haven\'t been around. So, for their sakes, I will provide an overview of what\'s been happening in my world that is keeping me away. What is probably the least important factor, but the most directly effecting one is that I made a bulls rush decision to try and quit smoking three days ago. It did not go well. I found myself fighting through about twenty to twenty-four hours of a nicotine fit, successfully onto to realize that this, apparently, represents my breaking point. That has been a total bitch. About a year ago I was laid off from my job. At the time it seemed like no big deal. I had a part time, self employed thing, consulting with small businesses, tha

The Poop Chute
today's mumms have been riddled with posts about bbw (fat chicks). do you find them sexy? how gross are they? why do they even post pictures? this post is for my fellow bbws. see, i'm not even gonna give any regard to those haters. they're shallow, stupid, and not worth my time. if you're sexy, and confident about it, but you happen to be overweight, who cares? personally, i rock a 2x. i KNOW my pixz are hot. i can get a guy twice my size or half my size. i'm better than sitting around crying, worrying about what anyone thinks of me. i can take care of myself and let you worry about yourself at the same time. fuck what those haters think. fuck what those haters say. post what you want, and don't pay any attention to that negative bullshit. "did you have a good marriage, mr. ghoshdashtidar?" "ah. i remember the feeling of being complete... of spending every day with my best friend... but most of all... i remember all the humping." i've never felt so strongly about anyone,

My Favorite Poems
Take this kiss upon the brow!And, in parting from you now,Thus much let me avow-You are not wrong, who deemThat my days have been a dream;Yet, if Hope has flown awayIn a night, or in a day,In a vision, or in none,Is it, therefore, the less gone?All that we see or seemIs but a dream within a dream.I stand amid the roarOf a surf-tormented shore,And I hold within my handGrains of golden sand-How few! yet how they creepThrough my fingers to the deep,While I weep- while I weep!O God! can I not graspThem with a tighter clasp?O God! can I not saveOne from the pitiless wave?Is all that we see or seemBut a dream within a dream? Acquainted With the Night By Robert Frost I have been one acquainted with the night. I have walked out in rain--and back in rain. I have outwalked the furthest city light. I have looked down the saddest city lane. I have passed by the watchman on his beat And dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain. I have stood still and stopped the sound of feet Whe

Need Some Bombers!
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Pimpout These Loves!!!!!
Make sure he knows Tricky Sent YOU! chuckiiboo@ fubar Fan, Add, & Rate Him Then Click The Pic Below And Help Us Both Out!!! 10 fubucs per comment Many Have been there for me but non like this chickie she's earned her right to be my flesh and blood so love her like she's your own!!!!!!! It's been so long since I seen you smile, Far away all these painful miles. Still You know my heart is there, It kills me seeing that blank stare. Cry on my shoulder weep your pain away. I'm the rock that's here to stay. When you weak come to me I'm hold you tall! And you can release your pain just your all! Help Me Get Bling!!!!!

Things You Ought To Know But Might Not
Orgasm and the brain: body, soul and sensory nervesHow does the brain generate orgasm? It's one of the most under-investigated human experiences but two articles, one in the LA Times and another in The Psychologist, discuss some of the key developments of recent years. The LA Times article is a good description of some of the most interesting neuroscience studies in this developing field, but is a little uncritical in places. Apparently "About 43% of women and 31% of men in the U.S. between ages 18 and 60 meet criteria for sexual dysfunctions, according to a 1999 report on the sexual behavior of more than 3,000 U.S. adults". This report was a research study published in the Journal of the American Medical Association that classified sexual dysfunction as reporting any one of the following during the last 12 months: (1) lacking desire for sex; (2) arousal difficulties (ie, erection problems in men, lubrication difficulties in women); (3) inability achieving climax or ejaculation; (4) a

My Thoughts
How could the one I gave my heart to, break me heart so bad? How could the one that made me happy, make me feel so sad? Wont somebody tell me, so I can understand. If you love me, how could you hurt me like that? How could the one I gave my world to, throw my world away? How could the one that said I love you, say the things ya say? How could the one I was so true to, just tell me lies? How could the one I gave my heart to, break this heart of mine? Tell me. How could you be so cold to me? When I gave you everything. All my love, all I had inside. How could you just walk out the door? How could you not love me anymore? I thought we had forever, I cant understand. How could the one I shared my dreams with, take my dream from me? How could the love that brought such pleasure, bring such misery? Wont somebody tell me, somebody tell me please. If you love me, How could you do that to me? Tell me. How could you just walk out the door? How could you no

Contest
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Ello!
This is neat..I have no clue why im blogging ahh well so how yaz dooing everybody..Come on over check my pics...buhbye So full of life, she never aged in my mind Such painful last breaths..I know she wouldn't want me to cry I wear the locket around my neck..In hopes that i won't soon forget All those things she wanted me to hear..She went to the heavens without a fear. So what do I remember from the sweetest woman I ever knew..? She showed me true love from 1942..she always said It'll be alright I never remember a single fight.. She loved her bird and dogs alot..her Elvis songs she never forgot I remember when I was only two..she gave me cookies..always knew what to do. She had a mountain girl type of drawl..she would gaze toward the cookie jar and say that was all.. She didn't have much and that was just fine..she humbled me well..to appreciate that dime They built their own house on love it still stands I only wish she were here I could hold her sh

Auctions
That's right Come check it Out! So I'm in this Auction, and it's been a long time, lol! So come get the bid on and you could own me for a month with lots of advantages! So click and go see what I have to offer! That's right I am in two auctions! But! This is your last two chances to own me for awhile... I am relocating and going to be going offline at some point next week. So Come check out what I have added by simply clicking the image. This Auctions Ends January 31 @ 5pm Est time ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Or you can come get your grabs on in Unbreakables Pre Valentines Day Auction! Good Luck & Happy Bidding! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This Bulley Brought To You By Myself! Nothing Fancy! Please Repost DJ Bytch - Owner Of stinkeyeradio.com ~ CT Wife & RL Fiance To DJ Jay@ fubar Come Check out the best stare eyes conte

My Poems
My (and others) Favorite: When the glass had broken through the night, he found it hard to keep up the fight. So he bowed his head and said a prayer, and found that his life should no longer be there. She touched his hand and said "Please don't cry", he never doubted that he was living a lie. She told him she loved him with all of her heart, and if he ever left her she would just fall apart. He never realized that she had cared so much, until that night when he finally felt her touch. She always felt that she shouldn't give up, and then she found that broken cup,. She knew what would happen if she didn't tell him, how much she cared for his every limb. So she made a decision to save his life, she made that choice, after all, she's his wife. A marriage that had fallen 2 years before, was beginning to mend itself to be broken no more. She had broken the bottle to eliminate his pain, and reached out to him to help keep him sane. She saved his life buy touching his hand then his heart

The Global Warming Scam
Nat’l Space & Science Research Center: “Global Warming Has Ended, New Ice Age Here” July 11th, 2008 Posted By Bash. Reports are that Al Gore has been spotted climbing the New York Times Building with a banner. No reports as to what the banner says, but what we do know is that he just left a meeting with these people at the Space and Science research Center in Orlando, who recently released this report: The Space and Science Research Center Issues A Formal Declaration: Global Warming Has Ended – The Next Climate Change to A Pronounced Cold Era Has Begun. In a news conference held in Orlando, Florida today, Mr. John L. Casey, Director of the Space and Science Research Center, issued a landmark declaration on climate change. “After an exhaustive review of a substantial body of climate research, and in conjunction with the obvious and compelling new evidence that exists, it is time that the world community acknowledges that the Earth has begun its next climate chan

Dale Earnhardt Jr
RANK DRIVER POINTS BEHIND STARTS POLES WINS TOP 5 TOP 10 WINNINGS 1 -- Jeff Burton 1065 Leader 7 0 1 3 5 1,324,490 2 -- Kevin Harvick 1006 -59 7 0 0 2 4 1,153,090 3 +2 Kyle Busch 1001 -64 7 1 1 4 4 1,572,740 4 -- Dale Earnhardt Jr. 978 -87 7 1 0 3 5 1,395,140 5 +1 Tony Stewart 957 -108 7 0 0 3 5 1,891,220 6 +4 Jimmie Johnson 921 -144 7 1 0 3 3 1,557,550 7 +1 Denny Hamlin 913 -152 7 0 1 2 4 1,296,660 8 -5 Greg Biffle 901 -164 7 0 0 3 4 1,063,490 9 +5 Carl Edwards 881 -184 7 0 3 3 4 2,044,140 10 +1 Ryan Newman 876 -189 7 0 1 2 3 2,425,590 11 +1 Clint Bowyer 874 -191 7 0 0 1 4 1,009,640 12 -5 Kasey Kahne 874 -191 7 0 0 0 4 1,191,570 LAS VEGAS -- Las Vegas Motor Speedway has been the scene of some of Dale Earnhardt Jr.'s greatest professional frustrations. In 2004, weeks after winning the Daytona 500, his team never found the setup and he finished 71 laps back with handling problems. The next year he finished next to last, getting caught up in a crash afte

Day To Day Stuff
Jones, Jimmy View/Sign Guest Book JIMMYJONES, 40Road FormanAVON PARK - Jimmy Jones of Avon Park passed away Sunday, April 5, 2009 from injuries of an auto accident.Born February 3, 1969 in Corinth, MS; he moved to Avon Park 7 years ago from Frostproof. He was a Road Forman III for Polk County and served in the National Guard. During 9/11 he served as National Security for the National Guard. He loved Nascar driver Dale Jr. and Gator football. He was a hard working man, loving husband and father, big hearted and would help anyone.Survivors include his wife of 7 years, Betty Jones; daughters, Christa Jones and Dakota Jones; sons, Curtis Jones and Jimmy Jones Jr.; step-children, Michael Byrd and Mindy Byrd; father, James T. Jones Sr. of Tennessee; mother, Aliene Jones of Avon Park; sister, Teri Barnett of Illinois; brothers, David Wayne Jones (Ailiya) of Avon Park, Mike Jones of Tennessee and Guy Jones of Illinois. This man was a ray of light in a

Friends
Without going into too much detail...my best friend Pink needs some help. She and her daughter are staying somewhere that is no longer a healthy environment for them to be in and she is going to come and live with my kiddos and I. I am more than happy to have them but we have to figure out how to get her here. She can't go Greyhound as they have a tiny chihuahua they just cannot part with. So, they need to fly. It has gotten extremely bad and she needs to get here ASAP! She'll be able to work here as will her daughter and it will help me out greatly to have some help. So....instead of buying me Happy Hours, Blasts or Bling Packs....PLEASE contribute what you would to help Pink and I! Don't Private Jet me. Contribute $20 to help get their tickets here. It would mean so much more! You don't have to have a paypal account to contribute. Just follow the directions for using your card. I went to bed early last night as I didn't feel well and woke up to this

Secret Diaries Of Lotr
The Very Secret Diary of Legolas By: Cassandra Claire Day One: Whee! Day Two: I like to run! Day Three: I look good when I run! Day Four: I also look good standing still. Running across Riddermark v. good excercise. I swear my butt has just gotten firmer. Is that even possible? Day Six: Is Gimli staring at my butt? Day Seven: No wonder he's always lagging behind. Day Eight: Unnerving moment when bumped into Eomer. Thought he might be prettier than me until he took off helmet. Fortunately he looks like an aardvark. He hit on Gimli but I warned him right off. Nobody tries it on with my dwarf. Am still the prettiest. Day Nine: Pile of dead and smoking Orc corpses so not pretty. Aragorn showed off and went on and on regarding hobbits laying about tied up. Do not know why he thinks kinky hobbit games so important. Still prettiest. Day Ten: Bother! Fangorn Forest. Leaf mold terrible for my complexion. Still prettiest but a bit on clammy, unwashed side.

Notices/bulletins
If you had one day with me... What would we do? I want creative answers. No answers saying "I'd show you what I'm made of". We have all heard it. I want something creative. The most creative answer will get a personalized SFW salute from me with the salute saying whatever you want it to say. (within reason) Everyone that posts an answer will get a FREE Fubar license. The winner will be informed on Friday, May 2nd. And the personalized salute will be uploaded no later than Saturday, May 3rd. MUCH LOVE! The Fu-Milf Queen™ **Hint: Think if maybe something I might like to do. NO MORE FAKE SPOTLIGHTS! I need your help!!Trying to Spotlight! So, there have been a lot of talk about SpotLights being fake people. I'm as real as we got and I really really really want a spotlight for a day, but as you already know they can cost anywhere from 5,000,000 fubucks. I need your help. All I am asking for directly here is for your personal attention to help me gai

Vampires, Lycans And Mysterious Figures
Around 1961, 2 couples were parked in a car in the Pine Barrens. They heard a loud screeching noise outside. Suddenly the roof of the car was smashed in. They fled the scene, but returned later. Again they heard the loud screech. They saw a creature flying along the trees, taking out huge chinks of bark as it went along. There have been other sightings since 1909, such as the Invasion of Gibbsboro in 1951. The people there saw the devil over a 2 day period. In 1966, a farm was raided and 31 ducks, 3 geese, 4 cats, and 2 dogs were killed. One of the dogs was a large german Shepard which had it's throat ripped out. In 1981, a young couple spotted the devil at Atsion Lake in Atlantic County. In 1987, in Vineland an aggressive german Shepard was found torn apart and the body gnawed upon. the body was located 25 feet from the chain which had been hooked to him. Around the body were strange tracks that no one could identify. The sightings and prints are the most substantial evide

Short Stories
A Morning Like This by LateNiteFantasy© Right now, before lunch and the hospital, she went for a walk around the pretty lake. Despite the chill in her mind, the quiet of the day grew on her. She soon stopped hugging her arms around her body and stretched out, balancing over the pebbles of a little woodland stream, trickling beneath her feet. There was no one there to tug her close and wrapped an arm around her waist. There was no one there to give her an affectionate or almost possessive squeeze as she drew close to the lakeside. Even so, she liked it here, under the fringes of the woodland canopy, where the green leaves gave way to the sunny June skies. Even alone it felt quiet and almost romantic, walking along, her mind wrapped in dreams. The sound of the water interrupted her thoughts and the feel of the distant sea breeze made her lift up her face to smile at the hidden sun. If only it could always be like this then every day of her life would be filled with sweetness

Jokes
Glitter Graphics @ SweetComments.net ENTER Riddles? or Jokes! Random Riddle There are 20 people in an empty, square room. Each person has full sight of the entire room and everyone in it without turning his head or body, or moving in any way (other than the eyes). Where can you place an apple so that all but one person can see it? The Answer Please Place the apple on one person's head. Random Joke A LETTER FROM A WEST VIRGINIA MOTHER TO HER DAUGHTER Dear Louanne Ellie Mae, I'm writing this letter slow because I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 miles from your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last West Virginia family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works so well though;

Genocydal Empyre Omega Logs
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 8.2.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Saturday shows feature interviews! Tonight we will be interviewing... Lady Misty for a fun Millennium Omega segment covering some controversial info regarding former astronaut Ed Mitchell, an awesome interview between Alex Jones and Dean Haglund of The Lone Gunmen A

Vids
A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold

The Conscious Mind
original post @ RealitySandwich.com Many prophesies in the indigenous world speak of this time in human history as a period of great transformation. In the medicine tradition of the Inca, legend tells of a great angel who looked into the future and saw that humanity would face an enormous task at the beginning of the 21st century. Extenuating circumstances in an extremely difficult and challenging time would require extraordinary effort to bring about peace and heal the heart of the world. “Who would like to volunteer?” the angel asked. Knowing we could make a difference, we jumped up and said, “Me!” The legend reminds brings to mind a scene in The Lord of the Rings when the dwarf says, “No chance of success, certain death ahead? What are we waiting for!” Of course, our odds are better than those faced by the dwarf, but the problems humanity is facing are huge. It is no longer a matter of global warming or carbon emissions, but the possible collapse of the entire climate system

Random
Into the Ether As evening leans against morning, she grows tired of the wait, folds up her heart again. It isnt the first time shes opened it, gingerly peeled back the flaps like a time-brittled envelope. Inside is a listpromises, withered; hours, crushed into ether; unanswered questions; desire, decayed. He will not come tonight. She closes her eyes, feigns his touch. Skin remembers what the heart must forget. Ellen Hopkins That Time of Day sunlight splashes eastern hills, spills blue into gray, and the kitchen frames snapshots: steaming mugs and marmalade toast; pencils fine-tuning homework; papered German shepherds and barn-bred tabbies, on kibble watch. Hurried reminders preface half-planted kisses, a volley of slams and the crush of sudden silence. That time of day, I open the French doors, step lightly across thin ice veneer, coffee fogging the sage tinted air. I look to the mountain, its ochre, oli

Behind The Border
I got a throttle cable for my motorscooter.That is all. WERD. the PROUD owner of a beautiful and intelligent College Girl. :D That is all. (by "owner" blog posted means married to,not owned under legal contract.Just bound by one) I am losing it......

Katherine Song Erotic Tales
INTAMACY: SOMETIMES YOU DONT KNOW WHERE IT PUTS YOU.SOMETIMES IT CAN BE IN A PLACE,WHERE EVERYTHING IS BEAUTIFUL,AND OTHERS ARE NOT QUITE RIGHT. IT IS THE UPS AND DOWNS OF LIFES LITTLE MOMENTS.YOU MEET IT HEAD ON.OR FACE DOWN,AND I HAVENT DECIDED WHICH WAY I WANT TO ABSORBED IT. INNER BEING TORMENTED BY THE WORD"FOOL!"iT IS A,PLACE WHERE I AM AT.OPEN MIND.OPEN HEART.HAPPY.CONTENT.BUT,WISE TO ITS'DISAPPOINTMENTS, PAIN,AND HURT.IT GRABS YOU ,YANKS AT YOU.IT GIVES OUT A DESPERATE CRY.A CALLING.PLEADING.A HELLISH PICTURE OF UNCONTROLABLE DESIRE. SOMEWHERES SADNESS TAKES OVER,AND BECOMES A SCREAM FOR THE TOUCH,THAT REACH BEYOND COMPARE.IT IS THE FEELING YOUR WORLD COLLIDE,THEN CAME TUMBLING DOWN.PIECES TORN APART,PUT BACK TOGETHER.IT IS A PUZZLE OF COMPLETE STRUCTURE, ONE PIECE MISSED,ONE SOUL LOST.A FEELING OF UNDESTRUCTABLE,THEN INTIMATE FAILURE.IT IS WITHIN THE WORDS,"I KNEW."IT IS AN AGONIZING BURNING THAT RIPS YOUR INNERSELF.SCREAMING OUT FOR RECOGNITION.IT IS THE ULTIMATE G

Written By: Latenitefantasy To Lady Katherine
" The bond we share is deep Memories of you haunt my dreams And stalk my days But the price is steep I feel you in everything I do It inspires my heart to fly And the words I write are only for you It’s not something I understand This constant presence in my life And inside my mind But your touch guides my hand I see my hand and yours held tight Where do you end and I begin From where I stand I see no end in sight I live to look into your eyes To feel their warmth To see the heat shining there And the love that is free of lies In the bonds of time we are trapped Unable to break free of the past But bound to love one another Our chart has been mapped Tangled together we are almost one To live without you is like dying To live with you is sweet torture For one look and I am done I think of only you And of the time we had Sweet memories of love that fill my soul I long for you to feel that too. Forced to live as strangers Our love co

Rl
I personaly think remakes suck especialy of good classics. Love bug Well from day one you captured my heart, I don't know what u did to me. Put something inside this happen just like that.Your my friend, your My girl your my world and your my everything.Your the fu that makes my heart skip and jump like a broken skipped love sick record. Your the first thing I think of when awake in the fresh morn dew, your the last thing I think of when I go to bed cause I always look outside before I lock the door to look at the stars and the moon that remind me of that planet.You said something a few days ago I never forget I wonder if it's really true, as true blue it can be. It went something like I think a real piece of me has really fallen in love with you, I was so excited cause that's what happen to me along ago.When i am with you I can here my heart playing i want to bebop with you baby all night long I am sure you know the song, if not I am sure you be listening to it soon lol.Y

Til The End
When my eyes don't see so well, and my ears don't often foretell of your arrival. When my hands are rough and skin to tough for loving and caressing. My lips move slower, the volume lower, my heart you are addressing. My hair the thin white Grey wispy, my eyes the same crystal blue, my skin freckled and face bespectacled....eyes misty i will see the colors that have faded, i have loved after being jaded, i have lost more now than i ever have held....only to know you are more than a name Can you see my heart, have the walls fallen inside....just a glimpse or a peak or doors flung aside.... i am mystery, i am passion, i am danger. I am the chance, the voice, the love of a stranger. the Grey in your hair, the lines on your face, the kisses the love the enchanting embrace..... will never be gone from my heart as long as i draw breath you will be in my heart, making me better. Forget the callousness, the goodbyes, the anger We all die Time is here for us to measure the

Life
I been doing alot of thinking maybe im better off in Azorina i lived down here in south Carolina for about six mo. and i dont know anyone here where in Azorina i made friends that liked to hang out and go places i do have someone down here that i care about and moved from AZ to be here i just feel like im beind ingored most of the time like im not even here the one i care about here rather go places with her friends but when i ask it's i don't wanna go it seem like she is spending more time with her friend or maybe im just shelfish. Maybe it is that im around all the time but will i be missed if i stay in AZ when i go in a mo. is that what it takes to realize there's more to do then computer and games and texting most of the time? Where i used to live in AZ everyone i meet was really nice and helpfull the place where i used to live the landlord wants to rent the place to me for 300.00 a mo. i used to help them out when i was living down there and did vonlinteer work at a ranch the

Lol
Last night I was lying in my hotel room, naked. I heard a noise that sounded very much like a raccoon near the foot of my bed. I couldn't decide if it was actually a raccoon or my stomach making noises (it does that). It is the strangest feeling in the world trying to decide how to fend off an angry raccoon naked. I surveyed the area and determined that in the event of a surprise raccoon attack my availible weapons were: The Blanket: Could potentially function as a net, but then what? I'm still naked and holding down a now very pissed off raccoon. The Pillow: Has potential depending on the size of the animal in question, it may just piss him or her off. My Tripod: Just out of reach but with a tuck and roll style maneuver it could be the most effective, but I'm not exactly in the best position to pull this off. So I execute the tuck and roll to the best of my ability, It was a little sloppy but I didn't get any parts chomped off. Holding the tripod in the direction

Thoughts..words
To all the low life fucks that think they know a person based on who they talk to, I just have to say.. YOU KNOW NOTHING. The other day I had this guy wont say any names, but I had this guy come at me saying I had no self respect because of the people I talk to online. You see I work in a lounge, and at one time it was grouped with another lounge. AND EVERYONE KNEW EVERYONE. Well this guy that had the nerve to say something about me was in this lounge long before I came along. And the things that went on in these lounges had nothing to do with me. Yes girls did stuff on cam, more then a flash of the boob, or a view of the butt. They did anything and everything "THEY FELT LIKE DOING" am I going to judge someone based on what they do on cam, or how they entertain themselves. NO. Why am I not gonna because it's freaking ONLINE. See I rarely ever take what goes on, online to heart because of the fact that its online. But this guy had the nerve to call all these girls "WHORES" because

Fubar Quiz Results ;)
Pro Athlete You would be suited to work in an athletic job. Such jobs include athlete, coach, and personal trainer. Career Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes What Kind of Beer Are You Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes Ironic Retro Canned Beer You are an urban hipster, but do you drink a hip, urban, trendy beer? No, you drink cans of Pabst Blue Ribbon or Schlitz because it's ironic. And it's cheap! Superhero Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes You are the Hulk! After being caught in the blast of a gamma bomb you created, you were transformed into the Hulk

Random Shit
A Simple Rate Would Rock and I'm Not Asking For 10's Rate Me What Ever You Feel I Am ^_^ 'Cept a 1 I'll Kill You We'll see how this turns out I Got $500 On Big Stak Taking His Ass Down Well As I'm An Owner Of A xBox 360 Elite now My XBL Tag is >> Nokaveli Add Me :D I'm Found Mostly On Halo 3

Stupid Crap
So yea...here's your big chance.... You know how I know I'm fucked? When I'm sitting at an intersection, and I hear sirens, and along comes the Fire Brigade (heh heh Lewis :P). But what is that I see strapped to the back of their truck? A boat!?!? Now this would be normal if I lived right by the coast, but I don't really. So yea, I think we're pretty much fucked. This weather update has been brought to you by the letter F. **No takers for contest that requires abstinence** ATLANTA – A contest that would pay $10,000 to an engaged couple, as long as they abstain from premarital sex, hasn't gotten any takers. The deadline for the Marriage for a Lifetime contest is Oct. 31. The prize includes free flowers, invitations and other wedding treats. So far, organizer Phillippia Faust hasn't gotten any entries. She said, "In our society it's going to be hard to find" a couple that hasn't had premarital sex. Faust has orchestrated mock weddings and other pro-marriage ac

Italian Kitchen
2 Small Eggplants; unpeeled cut into 1/4−inch rounds 2 Eggs; lightly beaten 1−1/2 Cup Bread crumbs 1/2 Teaspoon Salt 1/8 Teaspoon Pepper 1 Garlic cloves peeled and halved 3/4 Cup Olive oil 20 Ounce Tomatoes, canned 1/3 Cup Tomato paste 2 Tablespoon Minced basil 1 Teaspoon Salt 1/8 Teaspoon Pepper 1 Cup Grated Parmesan cheese 1/2 Pound Mozzarella cheese; thinly sliced Dip eggplant slices in eggs, then in bread crumbs seasoned with salt and pepper. Refrigerate 20 minutes. In a large saucepan, saute garlic in 2 tablespoons oil for 1−2 minutes. Remove garlic and add tomatoes, tomato paste, basil, salt and pepper. Cover and simmer 30 minutes. Preheat oven to 350F. Brown eggplant in 1/4−inch oil in a large skillet. Drain on paper towels. Put a thin layer of tomato sauce into a baking dish and layer eggplant, sauce, Parmesan and mozzarella, alternately. End with mozzarella on top. Bake, uncovered, for 30 minutes. 2 tablespoons unsalted butter

a> This is nothing to do with fu but can everyone plz vote for this teacher up till jan.4! Shes trying to win to go to the superbowl. This is a teacher that I work with all day! Plz help her out heres the link and the name you want to vote for is Kelly Nyman! Plz vote over and over again for her I would appreciate it! http://superad.nfl.com this is the link to her! COME CHECK OUT DJ BG AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON FRI-MON 10 PM-12 AM,TUE 8-10 PM & WED 10 PM-12 AM HIT HER PAGE UP TOO!..SHE RAWKS!! DJ BG DJ & Greeter @ The Real Red Dragon Lounge Fu Engaged to Tater aka Chetly@ fubar Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!! (repost of original by '~Maharet~Fu Wife & R/L G/F to DJ Mass~DJ & GM @ The Real Red Dragon Lounge' on '2009-01-10 13:10:57')

Self Reflection
1. Go to photobucket.com (don't sign in) 2. Type the answer to your question in the "search" box 3. Pick from pictures on the first page only What is your name? What is your relationship status? What is your favorite color? What kind of car do you drive? Who is your celebrity crush? What are you listening to? What is your favorite tv show? What kind of phone do you have? What is something you do a lot? Whats your favorite character? Whats your favorite dessert? Whats your favorite non alcoholic drink? Whats your favorite alcoholic drink?

My Blog
i'll love you when youre dumb i'll love you when your smart i'll love you the way you are right from the start i'll love you if your tall i'll love you if your short i'll love you if your pretty or just an ugly dork i'll love you if your toothless i'll love you if your blind anything thats wrong with you to me youll be just fine my heart is opening up now not like it used to do i see the pain thats in your heart and i feel it to i'll love you tommorrow i'll love you today i'll love you forever and ever until my dieing day BFREAKY.COM BFREAKY.COM BFREAKY.COM BFREAKY.COM BFREAKY.COM BFREAKY.COM BFREAKY.COM GOD BLESS ALL OF THOSE LIVES THT WERE LOST ON 9-11 OUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS GO OUT TO U AND THEE FAMILIES GOD BLESS AND REST IN PEACE wats the point in ratin peoples pics when they dont even bother to rate back im refussing to rate

Poems And Other Thoughts
Just wanted anybody interested what happened to me. Quick scoop! I was wormed to death playing on here and had to have major computer repairs. It's not FUBAR's fault at all, but my ass was kicked on here as I played. If you want to talke to me at all contact me @ MySpace or "Facebook" / Tj21016 The American Vet This is for those who protest, curse and hatefully spit when the hear stories about the American Vet, I have two words "Screw You"! I have to be honest that I am proud to write this to tell you folk "Your all Wet! Have you forgotten that every person who signs their name to join the Marines, Army, Air Force, Navy or Coast Guard did so with one or more of a million reasons. Some were farmer kids that wanted to get away from long hours of work they had to do during the spring, summer and hay bailing seasons. Some worked in your favorite stores and were payed with very little coin, The chance for three squares a day, medica

William Blake ... A God Among Men With The Greatest Mind To Entice Ponderous Thoughts
The Blossom by: William Blake (1757-1827) Merry, merry sparrow! Under leaves so green A happy blossom Sees you, swift as arrow, Seek your cradle narrow, Near my bosom. Pretty, pretty robin! Under leaves so green A happy blossom Hears you sobbing, sobbing, Pretty, pretty robin, Near my bosom. The Argument by: William Blake (1757-1827) Rintrah roars & shakes his fires in the burden'd air; Hungry clouds swag on the deep. Once meek, and in a perilous path, The just man kept his course along The vale of death. Roses are planted where thorns grow, And on the barren heath Sing the honey bees. Then the perilous path was planted: And a river and a spring On every cliff and tomb: And on the bleached bones Red clay brought forth. Till the villain left the paths of ease, To walk in perilous paths, and drive The just man into barren climes. Now the sneaking serpent walks In mild humility, And the just man rages in the wilds Where lio

Darklightstorm
I cut myself to feel i feel the coldness of the blood gushing from my cuts i think to myself i cut too deep this final time i want to feel what everyone can feel i cant bear to let myself feel what they do so carefree so i sit in my dark shadows until my savior arrives to keep me from going alone my savior arrives he pulls me into his arms now covered in my blood he doesn't seem to care he kisses my forehead crying and tells me it will be alright he asks me why didn't i ask sooner i tell him i couldn't hold on anymore he keeps me in his arms tells me to just hold on baby im here now i feel my body shaking as i slowly die i hear him crying please don't go baby i love you i whisper one last time baby i love you ill see you soon... I can not stand to live anymore. The more I live the more I do not want to. Each day is filled with failure after failure. I can not go on living a pathetic life. I honestly do not know how much longer I can take this. I do not feel anything

Love
Behind your smile I know there are sorrows…behind your laughter I know there are tears, but I want you to know that behind you, there are friends who always there for you to comfort…families who will support all the way and God who will always protect you from harm. As long as we have memories, yesterday remains;as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have love, each day is never a waste. I've learned this from someone special to me that we should never say sorry for how you feel coz’ that’s like apologizing for being real. Feelings are not to be suppressed...Feelings should be expressed ...Feelings are there just to feel...but admitting it is a good deal. So now I am writing the feelings felt by heart… Feelings meant for you which I'm afraid to show…Feelings that I have for you only both of us know…only us understand! I know meeting you was fate…becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you I had no control over it. It might seem like the worst thing i

Daydreaming Blogspot
Okay, so for the site I am setting up. I need some new fresh ideas. It does not matter how weird you think they are! Weird tends to make great modeling images because they are different! I am having "Photo block" so any ideas you have would help me out. So, is there a certain outfit I should shoot in? A certain location, a pose, a certain object? Please share your ideas with me!! Thank you sooooo very much! As the broken pieces hit the floor As they shatter like a precious glass You stand there, Watching, Like you don’t care. 3.5 years together, Two kids, A home, A life together And suddenly you’re ready to let it all go. What can I do to prove to you that my love is true? That I will do anything to be with you, Anything to make you happy? Anything to keep this family together, To give our kids a loving, caring, warm home? I do not want to be without you! I want my love, my family, my best friend back! I do my best, I do as you ask, Yet blow

Sweetcheeks Blogs
Some say love it is a river That drowns the tender reed. Some say love it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed. Some say love it is a hunger An endless, aching need I say love it is a flower, And you it’s only seed. It’s the heart afraid of breaking That never learns to dance It’s the dream afraid of waking That never takes the chance It’s the one who won’t be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying That never learns to live. And the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long. And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong. Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed that with the sun’s love, In the spring, becomes a rose. All I ever asked for was a guy like you, You protect me and make me feel happy too. Your funny laugh, cute smile Keeps me smiling for a while You have a great since of humour, This is defiantly not rumour. The time we spend together Is really spe

Newbie
I cant not believe my luck. Ok I am a swinger which means i can fuck who i want when i want and hubby does the same. So here it is... All week i have been in need of a good fucking, i invite a man over today and wtf? no cock .......as in he didnt have one worth my time or energy........ i hate my life LIKE THE REST OF AMERICA I AM FACED WITH THE DAY TO DAY CHALLENGE OF BEING POOR. I HAVE LOOKED FOR WORK IN MY TOWN AND IT IS HARD TO FIND. ALL I HAVE EVER DONE IS RAISE KIDS AND COUNT MONEY ... NOT ALOT OF POSSIBLITIES THERE. AND I PROBABLY JUST SPELLED THAT WRONG LOL... SO BEING POOR AND BROKKE WITH NO KIDS IS HARD ENOUGH AND WITH IS CRAZY. WHAT DO I? DO I EXPLAIN TO MY SON WE CANT AFFORD THAT SNACK CUS WE NEED MILK..... DO YOU HAVE KIDS? DO THEY UNDERSTAND WHY A FRIEND HAS SOMETHING THEY DONT? SO THIS TIME OF YEAR WE ALL ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO ARE FEDERAL TAX REFUND.. RIGHT? WHAT HAPPENS WHEN U ARE NEEDING THAT MONEY AND THE IRS DECIDES THEY WANT TO KEEP ALL OF IT. EVERY LAST CENT YOU

My Blogs
Im trying to help this sweetheart win a Happy Hour Contest that someone cheated on with their votes! So in order to catch up, i will be randomly selecting ppl who help go and rate this pic. I will be giving away 5 grand prizes of 1,000,000 fubucks, and also 50 prizes of 20,000 in fubucks. In addition to these prizes, i will be selecting one person to win a Cherry bomb Bling. The winner of this bling will be the one i feel did the most to help out. Please rate the pic in this link, the contest she is in is just a one rate contest, thats all you have to do, and send me a message letting me know you did so. I will be randonmly giving out these prizes on the 20th of March. Good Luck, and have fun.... PLEASE DONT NOT VOTE FOR KIMBERLY, as she is the person we are trying to beat!! Fubar doesnt allow me to hold as many comments as i have recieved, so im asking all the ppl that have helped out, to please send me a message so you will be seen when the time comes to hand out these prizes. The on

Poetry
Candles flicker softly on a table set for two There's no one on the earth tonight except for me and you A nice romantic dinner and a bottle of chilled wine And we are here together in a moment stopped in time A love so few have ever known and this is its birth night Alone within our little world, you and I and candlelight So soon we will set free the feelings that we want to share And I am held here spellbound by your laughter in the air Thoughts of love like falling leaves Swirling in the autumn breeze Flow in our minds and in our eyes A tender look and longing sighs We touch and as the fire starts That we have kindled in our hearts We kiss and here the angels sing As heavens gift to me, you bring No more to live my life alone And in your soul I found my home At peace within your loving arms Captivated by your charms And happily I'd die for you Here at this table set for two I am a lost soul. Searching for a light that should shine. My worl

Poems And Real Life Stuff
This time I am going to sound ill, sitting here and I cant be still. Not mad at you, but mad at me, because I just couldn`t see. I never meant a damn thing to you, and it is about time that you knew. I am so sick and tired of your lies, you are always in some kind of disguise. Is anything about you true at all, you know all I have to do is make a call. To someone who we both know, all I want right now is for you to go. Away forever and leave me alone, because you are an asshole down to the bone. Took me a long time to figure it out, what it is you are all about. You say I was your best friend, but where were you in the end. When I needed you the most, you had to flee maybe out toward the coast. But hey, I really don`t care, because I know someone who is always there. Doesn`t care what I do or where I have been, and yes I can really call him a friend. Guess who that someone is do you have a clue, I know this much it isn`t you!!! What is it you want? She stares at me, and give me a smil

Kitty's Blog
Lost in time those with power shall rise Those who shun evil..with fearful eyes. Breaking the soul of the weak at heart Through the lies of society this life falls apart. The souls who lay restless to cry forsaken tears will live on to do evil through thousands of years These people we have forgotten still lurk in the light Of that same forgotten soul who continues to fight. The beauty is only truely seen through the eyes of the willing and fearless...may love be your light..through this world who has forgotten us..we will rise again..and they will be reminded of why they once feared this shadow... I love the way you talk, I love the way you smell, I love the way you make me laugh, Even when my life's a living hell. I love your smile, And your soft and gentle touch, I love the way you show you care, When the world seems like too much. I love the way you hold me, And make all my fears go away, I love the way you protect me, So I know you?re here to stay. I

*smile*
We needed a new blog. :P That is all.... Mmm a lovely, long, Warm Vanilla Sugar scented bubble bath. Candles lit, Matchbox Twenty playing softly, no man yelling "are you finished yet?" through the door, no kid yelling "Mom where's my ___? I can't find it!" Get out, slather yourself in lotion, spritz on some yummy cherry vanilla scented perfume, snuggle in to your favorite soft fuzzy robe, and fix a cup of hot tea. I am soooo relaxed. :P Hey everyone. That is all.

Just Here
Tuesday 4/14/09 9 PM EST AUTO'S ON: RULES FOR PAYOUT: 1. WOULD PREFER ALL PICS RATED DURING HH2. WHEN DONE SEND ME PM WITH THE FOLLOWING: a. Subject: # pics rated NO PM = NO PAY NO SHOUT BOX YOU WILL GET PAID ONCE I VERIFY YOUR RATES. I WORK FOR A LIVING SO GIVE ME A FEW DAYSNO CHEATING: LAST OF ALL LETS LEVEL UP TOGETHERTHANK YOU MONDAY 3/16/09 AUTO'S ON: RULES FOR PAYOUT: 1. ALL PICS MUST BE RATED DURING HH OR NO PAY. 2. WHEN DONE SEND ME PM WITH THE FOLLOWING: a. Subject: # pics rated b. In Body: Folder name rated NO SHOUT BOX YOU WILL GET PAID ONCE I VERIFY YOUR RATES. I WORK FOR A LIVING SO GIVE ME A FEW DAYS NO CHEATING: I DO RUN A PROGRAM CALLED SPECTOR AND IT SCREEN SHOTS 24/7 SO I WILL KNOW WHAT U RATED LAST OF ALL LETS LEVEL UP TOGETHER THANK YOU Ok I was asked by someone who I use to rate every pic they had when they ran an auto 11, why I don't rate them anymore. ANSWER is quite simple. You see I rated many peeps folders in en

♥ Vip ♥
This man needs no real introduction..but because I like him I will give him one. Captain Cooter aka Captain Cutie Pants ♥ He is very fun to visit with on any given day. I can say anything to him and he to me. Nothing is sacred and nothing is shared. But it is always a positive in my world. I would have his back in any e-argument LOL not that he needs any help holding his own :o I absolutely adore him no matter how many times he has gotten a new profile!!! Captain Cooter@ fubar ♥ This is the infamous Ms D. She and I have many many friends in common. many a memory to share. And our lives have tons of similarities which makes for plenty of great conversation. She is the original point whore back when it was pointless!! Seriously I have much respect for the person who takes the time to rate everyone back point for point. I love her and don't really want you to think its all about points ;) its knot! Definitely one of my must keep friends!!! Ms. D@ fubar &he

Fu Stuff
claudia ADORE@ fubar rate her and stuff NOW! and i'll show you my nipples =D I will activate my auto 11's. Don't worry i'll open up my folders since they're all private right now. hehe. god mommmy hear i come! ♥ I drew SOME friends and uploaded my drawings in a folder I'm NOT done yet. so don't worry i might get you! i'm not a great drawer, hell i'm not even decent. but it was something i wanted to do. so if you see me in my page and i rate nothing i might be drawing you i've attempted to draw some people but either the angle is wierd or too far away i can't do it i'm not that great so an up close and personal pic would suffice for my low 'skills' thanks

My Recipe Blog
turkey n veggie stew wth dumplings 3 to 4 turkey legs 2 Tsp of vegtable oi 1 large onion [ diced] 3 carrots [sliced] 2 stalks celery [sliced] 1/2 lb mushrooms[sliced] 4 cups chicken broth [or make your own from boulion cubes and water] 4 or 5 good size potatoes[ cut into large chunks] 1/2 parsnip [optional] 1Tsp of fresh thyme or parsley 1 cup milk 1/2 to 1 cup of peas salt n pepper to taste cook the turkey legs in a skillet with oil till browned but not cooked through in another pot or slow cooker add the broth , potatoes , parsnip, and parsley or thyme cover and bring to a boil reduce heat to medium low and cook for about 10 minutes in a bowl blend flour, milk untill smooth stir into stew cook for about 5 minutes till thickened add the peas add the turkey that you have been browning Dumplings 1-1/2 cups flour 2 tsp baking powder 1/2 tsp salt 2 Tsp cold butter 3 Tsp of chopped parsley or chives or green onion in bowl sift flour baking powder and salt

Poem
Left this for one of the purged, they seemed rather unimpressed... summer rain awashhidden in black thunderheadsmy final goodbye some people have no clue as to how hard Haiku is to compose... He squares off against the fire, a blaze which gives no light, dwarfed by the flaming spires, Frozen by the heat of the night... Twisted shape in the mirror Broken body in the race sip you from this cup of sweet terror the mirror it holds his non-face a hand reaches out and is empty cold to comfort and spell the flaming spires of darkness the heart of this personal Hell. So dance while you can wicked gypsies, Bring the whilrling dervish to sweep. Deathpoet's write not for beauty, but for beauty that once bound, now weeps. New spring blossoms rage burns beyond sun's holy fire eyes drink thine beauty

Yadayadayadablogblogblog
With your own words, I can make you cry... I spent 5th grade obsessing over 3 things. The meaning of words, God, and how I react. My school library was the worse place an elementary school student could be after he spent his 4th grade year with a psychologist learning how to repress his feelings by changing the way he says things thought phrasing and art. I'd almost say he made me neurotic and paranoid. Distrustful of my feelings about myself and those around me. He helped me rephrase things with a creative zeal and find art to express my ugliness. That summer I found religion. God has ordered my thoughts and paranoia. No about you, but about me. God has punished me because of me. I have created art because of you. are you still following? (lowercase because people psychologically will follow fine print if they are interested in the subject). As a 10 year old, I wasn't sure if this newer me was right. I researched FBI and psychology books at the school library on

People
just wante my true friends to know my condition is gettin vvery bad cant stay awake long at at a time so plz forgive me if i dont get to u i still love u its just so hard now for im not askin for pity just want to let u know why im not here as much need liver transplant but cant get 1 till im bout gone thanks to all who have stood by me thru this u know who you are i lost my insurance so its tuff now anyway love each and everyone of u! love kanan Had to have 2 bags of blood last week from internal bleeding got bands put on my throat 4 of them doin lil better ty u all for your prayers got to go back in on june 6th hope its better so im still herere just weak is why i cant get to all my friends! love all u guys tho and ty again love kanan! new lounge check my page and join u wont regret it kanan

Writings
Bad November Disclaimer: This is the first chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from the song Masquerade - This is the masquerade/ What mask will you wear /You make believed you loved me/ But now you choose to go/ Dancing around the truth/ Never letting me in/

Just Stuff
I've got a HH tonite and would love to have an auto to go with it. I would rather trade with someone, I've got more than enough credits. If you can trade please message me. Thank all &hearts Hey all be asthon kutchers 1 millionth follower on twitter and get a guitar hero. he wants to beat cnn soooo check him out on twitter and follow him http://twitter.com/aplusk Dear Friend, I found something that I think you will like. The company's name is YouData (youdata.com). They are trying to convince consumers like us that we should be the ones controlling our own data and selling our own attention, not third parties like broadcasters,

Copywrited Poetry
My dearest love , My dearest love , I remember when we met long ago ,I had been hurt and my heart wept , from another soul,You came in and offered me a friend , not knowing how it would change our lives ,when my heart finally mends, My dearest love , You were a great friend ,the one who healed me , and taught me to live again,It may have been just as a friend for many years , but....deep down I think we both knew, more is what it should have been,My dearest love,Your friendship I will cherrish till the very end,till the sun dies and the moon never rises again,till our souls rest in there rightful place , above earth, at heavens gatesbut .... even then ,My dearest love, I will still consider you my best friend , I wouldn't trade you for the world , wouldn't give a moment we share away ,There is not one thing I would change about you , for you are perfect in every wayI couldn't imagine my life without you in it , for even one single minute , My dearest love, you heart speaks to me , in

Bend An Ear To The Speakings Of My Soul
you are right you are nothing nothing shy of a filthy addiction that haunts and permeates the very depths of me forcing me down into the depths of desolation when you are absent or perhaps even cold to the warmth that is our love we fit like a glove over under twisting , turning, churning, yearning giving growing and knowing the dreamy high or your ecstacy stolen like a thief and radiating from your shaking exposed guardless position it is a mission and intoxicating desire a hungry aching urge to merge reunify you are right you are nothing nothing less than a dream to behold oh to watch you move and light up a room to speak with the rantings of a soul enraged by the ignorance and intolerace of world that has failed such a passionate soul spiraling out of control yet calculated and smooth with the precision of a marksman you are right you are nothing nothing but yet it seems in a revealating undescribable epiphany of discovery you owned and consumed the being that was me

Random Thoughts
Snatch Wars... might be a bit of naughty language To the guy who tried to mug me in downtown night before last. I was the guy with the black Burberry jacket that you demanded I hand over shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I hope you somehow come across this message. I'd like to apologize. I didn't expect you to crap in your pants when I drew my pistol after you took my jacket. Truth is, I was wearing the jacket for a reason that evening, and it wasn't that cold outside. You see, my girlfriend had just bought me that Springfield Operator Custom Pro Package M1911 .45 ACP pistol for Christmas, and we had just picked up a shoulder holster for it that evening. Beautiful pistol, eh? It's a very intimidating weapon when pointed at your head, isn't it? I know it probably wasn't a great deal of fun walking back to wherever you'd come from with that brown sludge flopping about in your pants. I'm su

Depression
I can't describe my condition but it ain't good I'm sitting in my kitchen bleeding from the wrist I took a fuckin' shank to it Not to mention I just drank a case of brake fluid Satan made me do it He told me he don't like the way I celebrate this day it's offensive And now he has to teach me a lesson He said he hates presents He says the presents just acknowledge the presence of the man who signed his death sentence And I'm a peasant in his eyes so why is he a king The Devil told me if I died I'd have everything No more waiting for December 25th to receive a gift He said that with me in Hell would be a perfect fit I perforated my wrist with a serrated blade He said I had to do it on Christmas to seal my fate And if I misbehaved he'd have to take my family too They're sleeping in the other room, I hope they wake and thank me soon I can't stand my life no more Brains and guts all over the floor Lost my soul and lost my wife Fuck everybody I'm taking my life I can't stand my life no more

My Songs That Make Me Feel Better
Carousel lyricsThere are days that take too longIt's those days I wish I had you right here in my arms[Pre-Chorus:]I'm gettin' lonely, I'm sick waiting here for youI'm gettin' lonely, please come home cause I want to be with you, or maybe I'm a foolBaby you still drive me crazyNothings gonna change me so you don't have to cryMaybe I should take the blameI guess a music man is no shelter from the rain[Pre-Chorus][Chorus:]Baby you still drive me crazyNothings gonna change me so you don't have to cryBaby you know that you saved meYour loves so amazing you're never off my mind[Solo]Nothings going on, I've been gone for way to longI'll be right back in your arms, don't be afraidI'm getting closer, I'm making my way back home to youI'm getting closer, I can see your face and the light keeps shining through, and baby what am I to do, oh?[Chorus]Nothings going on I've been gone for way to longI'll be right back in your arms don't be afraid All I Want lyricsWhat I leave, When you go, What I see

The Life Of A Juggalo
here the the 7 baby names that i like... let me know witch one yall like. jamie madrox michael monoxide toshiro michael pandora michelle kassandra nicole rayne destini faith jessika nicole marie Today we are homeless...we got to finish packing out shit and the cops came and told us to get the fuck out...i could have had the watter turned back on its my fault that i didnt bug my grandma for the money. she just dont care every time i emailed her about it she ignored me. i dont know what to do right now...im at fault right now i need some help...if any one can help me donate some money something let me know.....it dont have to be alot.....every little bit helps.. my bday dont mean shit...i was looking forward to it till the person who i thought was my sister didnt want to go. now i dont even want to go. she had no idea how hurt i am...the only reason she wants to go now is because of how gulty she feels. not to mention i broke up with mike on my bday and few days after that

My Candle Burns At Both Ends
O Profound, Silent tree, by restraining valour With patience,you revealed creative power in its peaceful form. Thus we come To your shade to learn the art of peace, To hear the word of silence; weighed down With anxiety, we come to rest In your tranquil blue-green shade, to take Into our souls life rich, life ever Juvenescent, life true to earth, life Omni-victorious, I am certain My thoughts have borne me to your essence- Where the same fire as the sun's ritual Fire of creation quietly assumes In you cool green form. O sun'drinker, The fire with which-by milking hundereds of centuries of days of sunlight- You have filled your core, man has recieved As your gift, making him world-mighty, Greatly honored, rival to the Gods: His shining strength, kindled by your flame, Is the wonder of the universe As it cuts through daunting obstacles. Man, whose life is in you, who is soothed By your cool shade, strenghthned by your power, Adorned by your garland-O tree, friend

Ded's Movie Reviews.
ok, im sorry but this movie blew ass. seriously. boy sees the dead, family doesnt, priest with cancer says since boy has cancer, and is half way to death , he can see both sides. WTF. anyway they burn the damn house down to kill the ghosts. which usually would solve ANY problem you had in your house, well..except if the fire was the problem. ( c half a fucking bewb everyone knows what this movie is, youll probably know if you gonna like it before you even see it, that said i dug it. now im not a trekky nerd but i do know a bit about star trek and i liked what they did with it, a few minor bumps but over all its the reboot of a series that id go see a few sequels of. ( o )( o )( o ) 3 bewbs so dood is a mall security guard and he has hot for chick, she gets flashed by flasher and he hunts dood down. this movie was pretty funny, seth rogan is starting to get annoying to me, but this one was still good. it has the best slow motion chase scene with full frontal male nudity,

My Writing
Exclusionby john p reedI am wearied by hearingthat my friends doing thingswithout me talk abouthow they really missall the things we used to dohow they really wishwe could be together morehow they really wantto be more with mehow they really do liketo be around me.What you don't remember isthat you do exclude meinconsiderately, by not rememberinghow you really missall the things we used to dohow you really wishthat we could be together morehow you really wantto be more with mehow you really do liketo be around me.To make those phrases trueyou only have to do as I do,you need only to rememberhow I really missall the things we used to dohow I really wishthat we could be together morehow I really wantto be more with youhow I really do liketo be around you. Her: I struck a match, lit the candleShadows showed me my loveWarm, waiting, smilingI paused to absorbFeelings of love flooded meOverwhelmed my meager nervesFrozen in the spark in your eye,bird to your snake I stood.Then, bidden, I mov

Max Math
Now, there are many, many people in the world, but relatively few with whom we interact, and even fewer who cause us problems. So, when you come across such a chance for practicing patience and tolerance, you should treat it with gratitude. It is rare. Just as having unexpectedly found a treasure in your own house, you should be happy and grateful to your enemy for providing that precious opportunity.-His Holiness the Dalai Lama SO, JUST HOW DO YOU SAY SO LONG TO SOMEONE YOU NEVER REALLY MET?SOMEONE YOU NEVER TOUCHED OR FELT, BUT YET,THERE ARE FEELINGS, STRONG FEELINGS THAT YOU GETFROM THE TYPING, THE WORDS AND A PICTURE OF A SMILEA SMILE SHARED WITH THE WORLD BUT YOU TO NOT REGRET.I LEARNED FROM YOU AS FROM SO MANY OTHERS AND I KNOWTHERE WAS, OH, SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER.HOW CAN YOU GIVE BACK A HEART THAT YOU HAD NEVER SEEN TO BEGIN WITHAND YET YOU OFFERED IT LIKE IT WAS REALLY YOURSWHILE THE WORLD LOOKED ON BUT THEY NEVER HEARDTHE TYPING OF OUR FINGERS THAT WERE OUR ONLY WORDSSO HERE

My Lame Ass Rants = M.l.a.r
i would so Jam my cock in her mouth and fuck it hard without remorse until she puked or passed out... apparently my flask was made in chnina... When you get a secret admirer,you dont get giddy.you cant be giddy. Its allways fear.The only thing good is that sigh of relief when its not a hideous beast... BUT THere will always be that Beast... Staring Staring... STARING!!! Christ it makes me wanna fucking puke out my ass and shit out my mouth...Makes ya wanna Take a 2nd bullet in the head after the first... fuck you god!why do you sicken us like this. This is the shit that makes satan himself cry...

Haters
Will I ever feel love? Will I have that special someone touch me the way I need to be touched? Will I ever have that person ache to be with me? Will I ever ache to be with them? Will I ever wake up and go to sleep with that person on my mind? Or will I ever have a person do the same for me? Will the tears I cry every night of lonliness ever be tears of happiness? Will I ever have that person wipe away my tears? Will I ever have them kiss my lips and tell me everything will be ok? Will I ever make love like it is my first time? Maybe one day the words "Will I" will become reality I AM LOOKING FOR FUBUCK DONATIONS..LOL. ANY TAKERS? PLEASE:) I don't understand why people would rate a profile a 1... If you don't like what you see then you don't have to view it. It's pointless and rediculous and embarrasing on there part. I feel sorry for people who do it whether they are jealous or just plain mean. Please don't waste my time or yours. My advice to the ones who

Insane Ramblings Of Me
i found him in a dream i found him in my heart i was down and out cold and no place to go i was screaming bleeding so alone faces not familiar stuck in places id never seen before yes he understands that i was desperate for a friendly hand to hold to try so hard to put a simple smile on and on and on we love together now on and on in our forever now he found me naked buried in the dirty streets that paved my mind with a little shining hate for those who held my fate in their hands he picked me up he showed me i wasnt alonee in my stone cold crazy in the haze that was surrounding me keeping me from breathing and on and on we love together now in our forever now on and on there’s a road I’ve been onit winds around it keeps me prolongedfrom doing what I’m toldI’m growing old you knowand there’s not much care inside this soulI’ll break a piece off for youbreak me please break it allbreak t

The Hermit's Mindless Ramblings
okay not realy blank I was going to go on a rant about religion again but~but my personal diety said I should post a joke instead~ You know you work in Corporate America in the 90's if... You sat at the same desk for 4 years and worked for three different companies. You worked for the same company for 4 years and sat at more than 10 different desks. You've been in the same job for 4 years and have had 10 different managers. You order your business cards in "half orders" instead of whole boxes. When someone asks about what you do for a living, you can't explain it in one sentence. You get really excited about a 2% pay raise. You use acronyms in your sentences. Your biggest loss from a system crash is that you lose your best jokes. You sit in a cubicle smaller than your bedroom closet. It's dark when you drive to and from work. Fun is when issues are assigned to someone else. The word "opportunity" makes you shiver in fear. You

Poem
A rose is meant to last forever, a symbol of love,no pressure, just happy moments to treasure, foryou, or who ever.A rose is like a heart, itkick in, and makes it start,but sometimes romance couldcause wars, when you do yourpart.A red rose is so blinding,for the love you are finding,its outstanding, use it hasa token or gift, don't causea rift, or a near miss. May the 26th not come,the 3 weeks of hell willbegin, inside the tortureof the mind, a victim ofthe sin.All for the worthless cause,in the face, the victim of thewar, strapped down with chains and locked up in bars.Inner rage and deceit, lifeless body, no energy, outcome not defeat, allwill be over, in the path tothe retreat. Miss you so much, my heart you touched, the signs of love. Willl be glad of more time together, a bond that can not be broken or severed, being with you i treasure. Hard times to deal with something i can live with, your the only woman i want to be with. Hope you feel the same, iam captured in your frame,

Keep It Real
Earth Song lyricsWhat about sunriseWhat about rainWhat about all the thingsThat you said we were to gain...What about killing fieldsIs there a timeWhat about all the thingsThat you said was yours and mine...Did you ever stop to noticeAll the blood we've shed beforeDid you ever stop to noticeThis crying Earth its weeping shores?Aaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohWhat have we done to the world?Look what we've done.What about all the peace,That you pledge your only son?What about flowering fields?Is there a time?What about all the dreams,That you said was yours and mine?Did you ever stop to notice,All the children dead from war?Did you ever stop to notice,This crying Earth its weeping shores?Aaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohI used to dreamI used to glance beyond the starsNow I don't know where we areAlthough I know we've drifted farAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohAaaaaaaaah OoooooooohHeywhat about yesterday(What about us)What about the seas(W

My Poems
You love her, but she loves him, and he loves somebody else - You just can't win.And so it goes until the day you die.This thing they call love,its gonna make you cry.I've had the blues, the reds and the pinks.One thing's for sure...Love stinksLove stinks...yeah yeah...Love stinks!Love stinks! Yeah yeah...Love StinksLove stinks! Yeah yeah...two by two and sid by sidelove's gonna find you yes it isyou just can't hideyou'll hear it callyour heart will fallthen love will flyit's gone that's all!i don't care puttin a cap on those things all i can say is...Love stinksLove stinks yea yeaLove stinks Love stinks yea yeaLove stinksLove stinks yea yeaLove stinksLove stinks yea yeaI been through diamondsI been through minxI been through longLove stinks!Love stinksyea yea! Love stinks!Love stinks yea yea!Love stinksLove stinksLove stinks yea yea... What wouldn’t I give you so that you are at my side once again and saying those nice things you used to say and have not spoken ever since? I wa

Lmao
have you ever seen a speculum and thought well jeez what if you took it and used it on the ass instead? well of course not.... but there are those who have... and this is a story about one of them... so... a guy takes one and shoves it in a girls ass... parts her silky cheeks and spreads that shit wide open... and takes a nice long piss inside... and well if you do a golden shower inside a brown starfish well dammit that deserves a gold star doesn't it? cause they are trying so fucking hard this message brought to you by leticia wolf i asked about his online girl and how he is nursing his broken heart... and he wants to hook me up with his only daughter... he has a heart of gold doesn't he? from the bottom up as usual :D ->Bludgeon: you want me to meet her when she is grieving at your funeral? god that is perfect!!!! Bludgeon: *flips out again, breaks through the sliding glass door again, falls into the koi pond again and gets devoured by hungry fishes again ->B

The Book Of Black Dreams
Their Hidden Place I have seen much unmeant for mortal eyes in my wanderings beneath that dark and forgotten city. It is not the splendours of Irem that haunt my dreams with this madness, but another place, a place shrouded in utter silence; long unknown to man and shunned even by ghoul and nightgaunt. A stillness likened to millions of vanished years pressed with great heaviness upon my soul as I trod those labyrinths in terror, ever fearing that my footfalls might awaken the dread architects of this nameless region where the hand of time is bound and the wind does not whisper Great was my fear of this place, but greater was the strange sleep -like fascination that gripped my mind and guided my feet ever downwards through realms unknown. My lamp cast it's radiance upon basalt walls, revealing mighty pillars hewn surely by no human hand, where curiously stained obelisks engraved with frightful images and cryptic characters reared above me into the dar

Footprints In The Sand
OUR FOORPRINTS IN SAND SHARING THOSE FOOTPRINTS WITH ONE YOU LOVE Dream from the Heart. Visualizing new outcomes is the ability to “see ourselves as we want to be, not as we currently are.”or how other people wish you to be in this World ,which happens so much ,it seems we live our lives as other people see you living a life or think you should be in this world ,leaving such emptiness within yourself that becomes complete sadness ,that only others start to see in your eyes and actions that is only trying live a life through another means or eyes and not your own . This involves going inside, sorting through some ideas and deciding which dreams, which desires, which outcomes feel exciting.YOU yes you know yourself and know what your spirit needs and desires down to very core of your very own soul and when you share a life with another and they do not wish to heal those needs or desires or wish to even consider what your body and mind needs in life ,then you will c

Musings
As some of us know, the new "Mumms" are sucking horrifically...After being back for a few days, I think I figured out the whole reasoning behind the suckage. Now us old school mummers, who have been here long enough to know about good ol' sporks and her dead baby, flag/report any "mumm" that was leading to a poll, self promotion, racist, etc..(Which by all means are violations of the TOS of this website). By now we have all figured out that the source of the ever so crappier mumms come from people who spend money, or potentially do on this website, or basically would throw themselves in front of a bus for more "fubar likes", in turn leads to more polls,surveys,self promotion etcetera. We have also established the fact that mumms show up on feeds for people who have the FSB layout, also with a "like" button below the mumm poster's picture. It also has been brought to my attention now that if mumms are being reported, the QQ(complaints for those who don't know what QQ means), are kind

Poetry
Your kisses are so soft,as they trail down my neck.I no longer can think,my mind's now a wreck.Your tongue moves so slowly,as it lingers on my skin.I bite down on my lip,just eager to begin.I bring your lips to mine,cuz I love how you taste.We keep things going slowly,there's no need to make haste.Whether we're on the bed or the wall,I don't care anymore.All I know in this moment is,I've never needed you more.We undress each other,bare and bodies glistening.Baby we can scream as loud as we want,no one's here or listening.I can see that you're hard,and hunny I'm so wet.But I want you to tease me more,please don't fuck me just yet.You play with my clit,making my muscles spasm.It feels so damn good,I can't wait to orgasm.I gasp in your ear,my voice now quivers.I bite down on your neck,making your body shiver.My fingers glide down your back,as I trace your spine.Your voice is so sultry when you say,"I'm gonna make you mine."I love how you make me beg,and tease me 'till I break.Push me furt

Brand New Really New Blog
A picture is worth a thousand words,Hers worth so much more.Each time I gaze at her beauty,Words want to flow,even more than before.Her eyes keep me entranced,Her smile makes my heart glow.Even on the darkest of night,To her my smile would go.So my angel of night,Almost half a world away.Through the dark walk with you,And dream of your beauty in the day. It never crosses her mind,Exactly what she does to me.My world is so much brighter,When she is what I see. For now her heart,Belongs not to me.For now I am her friend,And that is what I'll be. If someday I have the chance,And my Gods are smiling at me.Her heart will know happiness,And its all she'll ever see. A brand new smile,I have seen today.One of the most beautiful,I've seen,in everyway. I hope I see its shine,For a long time to come.And it stays so beautiful,And it is never gone. Thank you for sharing it with me,And bringing it to my eyes.And now that I have seen it,I hope you never say goodbye.

Lyrics
There's a song that's inside of my soul It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again I'm awake and in the infinite cold But You sing to me over and over and over again So I lay my head back down And I lift my hands And pray to be only Yours I pray to be only Yours I know now You're my only hope Sing to me of the song of the stars Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again When it feels like my dreams are so far Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again So I lay my head back down And I lift my hands And pray to be only Yours I pray to be only Yours I know now You're my only hope I give you my destiny I'm giving You all of me I want Your symphony Singing in all that I am At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back So I lay my head back down And I lift my hands And pray to be only yours I pray to be only yours I pray to be only Yours I know now You're my only hope I'll always remember It was late afternoon I

Knot Knitting
So I have decided that out of all the famous people in the world that have gone and left us that I would really like to meet Anne Frank the most. I just watched a recent remake of "The Diary of Anne Frank" on the public broadcasting station and it spoke to me in this way. Have you ever thought to yourself that you are alone and then heard to story of a celebrity and just known that they would be that person that understoood what you are going through? Is this arrogent to think this about someone that you have not nor never will meet or is that the purpose of these kinds of media in the hope that this person's story will speak to the masses? I had never read the book as in high school I had the oddball teacher who had us read "The Hiding Place" instead of "The Diary of Anne Frank". It is a different view of the same wartime story with another family. I think I want to read Anne Frank's version now. So what famous dead person would you want to meet and why? What do you imagine that

Majifornia
...much you can accomplishment when your efforts will reward you with more personal time. Such was the case with this trip. Touched down and checked in last night without complication. Even the rental car company had no mishaps to offer. The hotel gave me a location most atop the hill, with a lil better view of the valley, the very end room top floor in fact, so I wound up with a bay window sitee because the balcony ends at my door. The matre'd remebered me, and loaded me up with vouchers for dinner and drinks, or I guess thats why, because I didnt get that treatment loast stay. Nice. It was pretty cool meeting with vendors that Ive interfaced with considerably, who have become acquainted with me only in a text spoken or phone environment. Interesting for them as was me. Im quite sure I was nothing like the image they had conjured from my business personality lol. Whatever it may have been, they seemed at ease by what I turned out to be, and things went really smoothly. There wer

Poems By Me
Tonight I sit on the moon My eyes filled with stars And my mind filled with dreams Of the life I will meet in my celestial orbit, Short and green, Tall and blue It wont matter They shall speak in odd little ways With clicks and pops And I will simply smile, They will come from places I never heard of And teach me of their ways Making me better for it And I will smile Thank them and go back to my moon Sit and dream of what is out there View the crab and dragon dancing with the lion and Orion Blasting with some metal, I love my moon and the things in it. I am a ragdoll, stitched crudely and with many mistakes, I fall apart at the lightest tug in the wrong place, and Get mended, but I will never be the same, stuffing Falls out, and I am torn, my only friend is love, love From the one who made me, love from the ones who Play with me, they see past the bad stitching, past The rips and tears, past the little patches over my Body, and past my imperfect frame, I know I am not

My Facebook Status's
Dare I ask the general Fubar crowd this...? Why is it that chicks in music videos and related media almost ALWAYS have perfectly nice, but big-huge boobs..? Is that the honest preference of most of the male population? And, even when they are very obviously fake, guys seem to go gaga over them.. No wonder plastic surgery is popular! meh.. I've had enough today.. pardon me, but I'm going to bitch for a second... it's been a long ass crazy day.. work sucked for the first six hours, worried about my best friend, my back is killing me, and have so many random thoughts racing through my head that I can't grasp them long enough make any sense.. best to ...just go to sleep, I think.. Okay, I'm done for now.. sorry ya'all (from before I went to bed last night) well then..I've been talking with a few different friends lately about relationships & the varying things that people want or get out of them, & the subject of 'open relationships' keeps coming up..I googled the topic, as well a

Writings & Lyrics With Stuff
I've dug up miles and miles of sandSearching for something I can't seeAnd I've just got bruised and battered handsAnd a brand new void inside of meComplete with walls I did createFrom all the earth that I've displacedA mess that I have made from whatI've just let pile and pile upI have not been abandoned, no I have not beenDeserted and I have not been forgottenI need youI need you hereI need you nowI need security somehowI need youLike you would not believeYou're the only thing I wantCause you're everything I needExplore the cave that is my chestA torch reveals there's nothing leftYour whispers echo off the wallsAnd you can hear my distant callsThe voice of who I used to beScreaming out "someone, someone please"Please shine a light into the blackWade through the depths and bring me backI have not been abandoned, no I have not beenDeserted and I have not been forgottenI need youI need you hereI need you nowI need security somehowI need youLike you would not believeYou're the only thing

Just Stuff
Comments welcome. The friend who moved in with us a few months ago is in extremely critical condition right now. I guess he aspirated in his sleep here one night and got a bad lung infection as a result. It took the local doctors a few days to figure out they were in over their heads and they needed to send him to a specialist. His liver is not functioning at all and now his kidneys are gone. He had to be air lifted from our local hospital to a better one a few hours drive away. Although he's improving a little every day at the new hospital, he's still very critical. He's on a ventilator. He can't come off of it until he's breathing completely on his own. I'm not sure how long tha will take. It's really hard to watch. He'd JUST gotten on the liver transplant list (July 4th) and was looking forward to getting his surgery and the next day he crashed when the infection completely took over his body. He's hooked up to so many machines / tubes and has so much stuff coming out of him.

The Not So Much Lighter Side Of Me
I have gotten messy in my age I was once the most skill of what I do but in those times of dark and tanted one must hide there true selfs from the fate of the hunters hand but I most find her so I can once more be happy but how long will that be before I feed on her soul to make her a part of my way of life to take ones soul means I most kill for two. She is the one from my dreams calling to me as if I was a part of her never to know who she is, putting me in a state of endless darkness I must find her to left this veil of nothingness of meaning to be with her will ease my pain to feel her to touch her is all I want I seen you over there in the dark shadows looking for your next meal but I can tell your eyes were on me looking in to my soul trying to find something I am nothing but a shadow of my old but if its a dance you want them my lady you can have but when im done im going to rip your flash off like your red silk dress, so light and soft I can still feel your blood running what

Poems By Jason Aka Dj Blades
LostI have seen eternityI am the king of timeI am off the Edge of SanityMy living ain't no crimeA soldier of existencechosen to beProtector of the earthI'll last eternallyI awake into another spherereborn into the neverwhereAll alone in this spaceThere's no love nor disgraceMy body aches, I tremble with fearThe sky, the last I saw is no longer clearWater and ice cover the groundI can face reality, the world has drownedI try to move but I am caged in iceFloating bodies looking for their paradiseBut the truth is no longer fantasyin this world I am the only man to be. Chorus: I AM LOST, I WAS NEVER CREATEDI AM LOST, lIFE IS DEVASTATED We melt away and I feel the mudthat once was land for allthe sea of ice that used to bethe home of humanityMy soul is frozen, longing for fireI barely believe I see this sightAll I can face is eternal night.The sun awakes and shine on all the remainsThe ice that encaged my bodynow flows in strainsSoon I can move, and walk awayWhat the future

Friday On The Glow Radio
Friday on The Glow Radio: The Rev DJ Furg and he will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock. and Metal Music on his Church of Rock starting at 3pm pt/4pm mt/5pm ct/6pm et/11pm gmt next up is The Mistress of Hard Rock & Metal; "Thee Witch" starting at 6pm pt/7pm mt/8pm ct/9pm et/2am gmt next is Tony the Misfit with his Freak Show featuring the best in Rock, Alternative, & Metal Music starting at 9pm pt/10pm mt/11pm ct/Midnight et/5am gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & you can also find us on Microsoft's Media Player; click on the Media Guide Link & click on the Internet Radio Link & find us in the Classic Rock area or you can go to our website at:

Poems Of The Pain In My Life
How Do I Say Goodbye....Again? For years upon years,I clung to the hopethat fate wouldlay me finallyin your arms,and then you'd take me...mind, body,and soul!The day has come.The years of wanting,waiting,simply gone now.I laid in your arms,allowed youto take me, mind,body....but it was NOT fate,and my soulis left bleedingalone.Along time ago,when things were different,when things were sane,when things meant somethingreal to each of us,but in our own ways,a goodbye was voiced...a heart was devastated,a mind crumbled,a soul pulled the piecesback together again...Soo, so much of medied the day youwalked out of my life,leaving behind only broken promises and empty words of how lifewould go on for everyone,that things would work out as they should....how this wasn't an endingbut a new beginningto be written....yet my tears never dried,my desires for youto hold me neverfaded away,and I was never the sameonce you were gone!BUT...Should fate now be blamed,for me accidentally finding you

Same Shit Different Day
Girls criticize guys all the time for thinking about sex, but can you really blame us? After all, isn't sex what half the relationship is about? I was thinking today about how I would post profile-type comments and I started to think more seriously about what I was after in a relationship and I started thinking that maybe women don't want a man who's after sex all the time. I can understand women who get talked dirty to all the time not wanting a guy thinking about sex, but isn't that eventually where the relationship goes? common be honest, girls like sex too and want the good lookin' guys just like the men want the good looking women. Women just deny all the not-so-hot guys the privaledge because they want the better dude. Some want committment in a relationship.. Okay. I'm game for honesty, sincerity, and commitment but how come I don't get good lookin' girls knockin' down my door for dates? Because Women and Men alike are sexual and visual creatures and I'm not the hottest-du

Poems
I'm tired, no not physically tired. But emotionally drained. I'm tired of the pain. I'm tired of the anger. I'm tired of the sadness. I'm tired of feeling lost all the time. I'm tired of hurting all the time. I'm tired of being lied to. I'm tired of being lonely. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of being emotionally abused. I'm tired of being treated like something you'd scrape off the bottom of your shoe. I'm tired of "fair weather friends". I'm tired of not being able to find happiness. I'm tired of being in pain all of the time. I'm tired of the blackness that's festering in my soul. I'm tired of the pure ,unadulterated hatred brewing inside of me. I'm tired of the rage building up inside of me, just waiting for me to let my guard down so it can escape. I'm tired of being used. I'm tired of being depressed all of the time. I'm tired of life kicking me in the teeth all of the time. I'm tired of my Diabetes raging out of control and not being able to do anything about it. I'm tired

The_voice
Scattered thoughts lost in a haze,Dazed and confused im stuck in this maze,Freedom or death we'll set your plans ablaze,Cause we see you comin and its not what we hoped for change,You've re-constructed your outer shell to appear like us,Cant fool me, with x-ray vision i see through all the dust ,You kicked up as you blazed your trail,But see i know your success was designed for you to fail,The new world order will never relinquish their power,Until we the people take to the streets and destroy all their followers,..Myself i cant believe we let it get this far,Where we have no clue what we believe or who we really are,We allow our government to ravish and murder innocent ones,Then tell me for my safety it had to be done,Some believe this lie but not I,I choose a higher path to fly,where with my hands i control the wheel of time,Normalcy can return through reason and rhyme,One mind, One decision to love mankind,And poof, next thing ya know,We awaken in a world full of hope,I know its mor

Cosplay World
Vocaloid Hatsune Miku, is actually a vocal range synthesizer use and its woman's persona becomes a popular function for you to cosplay between little girls today. The name of the individuality develops from a blend of your Nippon pertaining to initial, seem in addition to future. Almost certainly, thanks to a attractive picture of Vocaloid Hatsune Miku, world-wide cosplayers are on the odometer insane to mimic this function.Since Hatsune Miku was first set up in a Vocaloid A couple of Identity Oral Series produced with June 31st, The year 2007, regardless of lots of Hatsune Miku colorings, this kind of hot cosplay role has become mostly accepted using aqua green pigtailed hair by using black color frills the same shape as ribbon and bow, dreary curves-flattering tee shirt having dark-colored distinct masturbator sleeves including a related tie up. The style of the reduced aspect is noted together with identical beautiful dress, over knee substantial stockings as well as gray foot boot

The Lunatic Is In My Head.
Let me start off by saying, for all the good things in my life, and I know there are plenty, I am grateful for them, be it events that have happened, grand opportunities I’ve gladly partaken in, or people that truly care about me. Despite having a decent life, I cannot shake this terrible feeling at times, this loneliness that consumes me, and at times, I even act out because of it. It’s all so ridiculous, and I have not really fathomed how this could be so powerful, and beyond that, what exactly is the source of this? I feel tonight, I can honestly say I’ve come to a decent conclusion: my pursuit’s of women, that have gone absolutely nowhere, and will go absolutely nowhere. It really should have been so obvious, but I guess it takes time to really understand what’s at the core of such a deep feeling in your life. I do not blame women for my loneliness, or not being able to handle rejection, although to be fair, I’ve been treated bad in some prett

Hypnosis Articals And Stories
now this experiment I wanted to see if mood changes how effecs of hypnotic illussion. so with this one I would ask you to take a few mins and think of erotica (or view some ) what ever works. then do as in experiment 3 comment befor viewing image then after 5 to 10 mins comment on how feels after viewing image .. and againe thank you with this experiment it will be simple first make comment on how your feeling befor viewing the spiral then view spiral for about 5 to 10 mins .. then wite another comment on how you feel after. thank you this will be an experiment in relaxsation: I would like to know how the spirals and such hypnotic images effect when trying to relax I would love to reseve comments and rates (obviously low rates and comments means had ill effect and high rates and comments will means well ya understand the consept). i will not ask ya to spend long operiod of time viewing but will ask that you start viewing and see if your there a long time or sho

Lovenorthface
Cheap North Face Business as usual. I do not want to be forced to do what I do not want to do something and not achieve results. The day is coming to check out. Roommate asked me how much copy, and I just said Mexico twice, almost to dictation out. They are scared, and though it is against such punishment or not to mess with that teacher so good, so they forced me to copy with them. Also stay up to ten times two or three left in the bedroom lights. I say forget, almost, and she really want to over and over again I have no idea, do not copied. The next day, the teacher check my, she asked me how many times, I said 210, then I say she gave me six overstated timekeeping does not require North Face Website Mo. She said it was impossible. I said, people know the whole class, even if she ha settled.I also let it settled.However, over a period of time, she said she was reported in the principal-mail corporal punishment on students, she asked her to teach another class, they said

Wlz1989
Smoke inhalation killed the three young daughters and the mother of a New York advertising executive in a Christmas morning house fire in Stamford, the Connecticut Office of the Chief Medical Examiner said Wednesday.A fifth victim, Lomer Johnson, 71 years old, died from trauma to the head and neck, likely the result of a fall or being hit with an object as he tried to escape the blaze, the medical examiner's office said. canada goose outletMr. Johnson, who also suffered smoke inhalation, fell through a landing as he tried to rescue one of his granddaughters, authorities have said. All the deaths were ruled accidental. Stamford fire investigators have determined that improperly discarded fireplace embers sparked a blaze that gutted the home and became too intense for firefighters to save the victims. Officials have said a security and smoke-detection system for the 19th-century Victorian wasn't set up.The causes of the deaths were released as workers removed debris from the seaside prop

Mali1989
There's good reason for tablet and personal computer manufacturers to be afraid of the Amazon Kindle Fire: it's zippy, it's lightweight, it supports Android apps and direct streaming of Amazon's Instant Videos. Oh and it's really cheap too, making it one heck of a deal this holiday season... and why online and local retailers are having a hard time keeping units in stock. If anything, the Kindle Fire -- not to mention HP's TouchPad which sold out again on Sunday in just twenty minutes -- indicates that consumers want a powerful handheld for surfing,marc jacobs playing games, consuming media and socializing without having to pay laptop and desktop-sized fees. That said, there's a dark side to the Kindle Fire phenomena. Consumers lucky enough to get their hands on a unit before Christmas might actually want to test the device first before wrapping it all up in a pretty bow and sticking it under the tree. Based on first-hand experience, the device can brick itself after installing the ini

Quitting Smoking - For The Ninetyth Time This Week
I have managed to last longer than I did last time without the fags, stopped on the 12th March and haven't smoked since. I am still on the patches, forgot them yesterday and kept on falling asleep at work, so hopefully if I can manage to wean myself off the fags properly will then need to wean myself off the patches. But anyway not doing so bad seeing as its the 17th of April today though. Well its been three days since i last had a cigarette after about 29 years of smoking, had to give up for health reasons, could no longer run for a bus and was coughing up bits of lung everywhere which aint attractive, so am on the nicotine patches and being like oscar the grouch on acid hahahahah so if you are having the same problem and could do with someone to talk to who is as well let me know as i am in between, I dont belong in the realms of the non smokers yet and I dont belong with the smokers no more, its hellish being in limbo, got to try and not feed my face till it bursts now.

Skitz0
Not feeling too well lately... Hope everyone is doing great... I will try to get back around soon as I feel better!!! Take care, Gayle Ok thought I was being shot or in a bad game of space invaders...lol...does this thing werk? Well I decided to clean out my friends folder, for a few reasons. I have removed people from my friends list that I have never spoke too or who are not valid members or who have simply gone away. I still feel I might have more removing to do but we will see how this goes for now. I just found it was easier to accept friends requests than not too, and it makes it more difficult to keep intouch with people that I do really converse with. This is not some popularity thing for me to see how many friends I can have...good gawd in my real life if I have a couple great friends I feel blessed. I just rather be able to come on here and go comment to people I do chat with without having to sift through a bunch of pages looking for them... it just gets irritating af

Christine's Blog
Every day I log in, and I see more and more cat fighting, and people reposting it. I guess it amuses them. I don't know. Then I see babyjesus trying to get people to the site, like Bryant McGill. Bryant McGill, whom I don't know at all, is posting bulletins about how he's going to bring his 60,000 friends from Myspace here. Why would he do that? Why would anyone want to join this site once they discover it's chock full of people spewing hatred at each other. This poor man is staking his reputation on a site where adults act like spoiled children. I find it ironic to see an author who writes about positive energy and not allowing negativity into your life, surrounded by bulletins about who is FAKE and who is a CHEATER. I wonder how the same people who repost his bulletin can repost the other bullshit. We laugh at Myspace, but I log in there every day, and nobody has posted a single bulletin on my page about anyone else. And THIS is the ADULT site. Hahahahahahahaha. My pre

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Mathematics From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Know

Hey Ladies!
Leave some comments on my pix, especially my naughty ones, just added some..Do me the honor ladies! Don't hold back tell me whatever you would like to do to me, I love my girls, and I wanna fuck all of you!!!! Send me some pix at reserved2574@yahoo.com and I'll post them in my new folder and let the members vote, the winner will recieve up to 10,000 worth of girfts from any category of gifts or combo of gifts that add up to that, so start e-mailing!

Just Me
I have been trying all night to get a picture on here of my cousin Jason. It will be one year tomorrow he was killed in a car wreck. The driver of the car was drunk and speeding. I lost my cousin in a split second.He was 25 with his whole life ahead of him. I miss him so much. He was a good kid. I use to babysit him and his older brother when they were kids. They are more like nephews to me than cousins. We had so much in common. Well ok One big thing Wrestling. We spent so much time together as a family even when we got older. I pray one day i will see him again. i know he is looking after my family. I want to thank you all for stopping by and taking a moment out of your life to share in mine. I miss you jay and Love you with all my heart. RIP big guy. Love Kate It seems the only time i find myself writing a new blog is when something sad in my life happens and yes it has again. I just lost my father in law. He lost a long battle with cancer. My husband and I had been careing for hi

Mals Doing His Best Poems
Talk to me, why don't you talk to me I sit and stare at the screen and you dont say a word I want to smash that wall down and make you Computer can you hear me, can you hear me. Hey are you so stuck up or is it my age Can you hear me,no well clean your ears You aint polite your a mess hey talk to handsome Can you hear me, hey you can you hear me Hey I don't really care so you just sit there I put my thoughts on paper what do you do Sit there and pretend you want a friend Can you hear me, can you hear me Well I f...... listening ( hehehehe thanks that was fun, Mal 29/10/06) See the real me When I go shopping I feel them stare I have Downs Syndrome of that they are aware Why should it worry them is what puzzles me What are they expecting or wanting to see? I love a laugh and listening to music to But how would you feel fingers pointing at you? Please see I am a man, ok, a litle different from the rest But I love dressing up and looking my

Blah!
http://www.lookhowcuteiam.com/ratemepublic/index.php?id=998 William in his very first contest! Ok for those who don't know i am Rae! i have 2 beautiful Sons, William-2 And Ian-4, I am a stay at home mom and my Boy Friend- Roy, is a truck driver. yes i know tough being a truskers girl, but i usually see him every week, and the Boys love em! Ok now for what i realy am writing this for... ok a lil background first. My dad was told he has lung cancer in early march, my mom decided not to tell me til Mother's day! rock on right! well to say the least the last 6 months or so have been kinda rough on him and the rest of us. But he has been doing well in fact he is done with chemo, and radiation for now! the lump is gone! but he still has to take shots to help build up his red blood cell count has been taking those for about a week after he stoped teh chemo and stuff. aparently he wasn't feeling good today and went to the hospital, knowing anything about this disease you would know you