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What are you waiting for?

you go through life looking for that special someone...and when you find them..it scares you...so you do everything you can to keep it in some cases at a distance..and in other cases you let them in completely..not fearing the chance of yet another person breaking your fragile heart..because you come to trust them completely..and they say.."i won't break your heart...i love you too much to do that"...and then you become too much for them to handle...hey everyone has their own issues...but they still can't handle you...you warn them from the beginning that you aren't easily handled...but they say.."oh i'm not afraid of that...i can handle you"....turns out to be one lie after another...and you still forgive them..breaking your heart inch by inch....you lose sight of truth...the only thing left that matters to you is love for this person..forsaking all others before them.....and still it matters not..because they have made up their mind and are too proud or stubborn to change it....welcome to my life

Soul touch

I do not love you as if you were gold or topaz Or the air of carnations that the fire shoots off I love you as certain dark things are to be loved Between the shadow and soul Is it because I know no other way than this? So close that your hand on my chest is my hand So close that when you close your eyes I fall asleep who am to need you when I'm down and where are you when I need you around who am I to ask you why to tell you no to deserve your love and sympathy you were never meant to belong to me and as we are we'll be again to mold like clay to break like dirt to tear me up in your sympathy you were never meant to belong to me and I know you won't leave to many years built into memories your life is not your own....

It's Not Over

I was blown away. What could I say? It all seemed to make sense. You've taken away everything, And I can't deal with that. I try to see the good in life, But good things in life are hard to find. I’ll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. ’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me, But you're the only one. It's not over. I've taken all I can take, And I cannot wait. We're wasting too much time Being strong and holding on. Can't let it bring us down. My life with you means everything, So I won't give up that easily. I’ll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? 'Cause it's all misunderstood. Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. ’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me, But you're the only one. It's not over. We can't let this get away. Let it out, let it out. Don't get caught up in yourself. Let it out. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. ’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me, But you're the only one. It's not over. Let’s start over. It's not over, yeah... This love is killing me, But you're the only one. It's not over.

THIS IS SUCH BULLSHIT!!!!

FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. - Details of the deaths of pro wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and their 7-year-old son may seem "a little bizarre" when released to the public, a prosecutor said. ADVERTISEMENT Authorities were investigating the deaths at a secluded Fayette County home as a murder-suicide and were not seeking any suspects outside the home. Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard told The Atlanta Journal-Constitution, "The details, when they come out, are going to prove a little bizarre." Those details may emerge after the completion of autopsies scheduled for Tuesday. Investigators believe Benoit, (pronounced ben-WAH,) killed his wife and son over the weekend and then himself sometime Monday. The bodies were found Monday afternoon in three different rooms of the house on Green Meadow Lane, in a subdivision off a gravel road about two miles from Whitewater Country Club. The autopsies were scheduled to be done at the Georgia Bureau of Investigation Crime Lab in DeKalb County. Ballard told The Associated Press a gun was not used in any of the deaths. But he declined to say how the three died. "We're pretty sure we know, but we want to confirm it with the crime lab," Ballard said early Tuesday. Fayette County Coroner C.J. Mowell did not immediately return phone calls. The answering service for his funeral home said he was out of town. World Wrestling Entertainment said on its Web site that it asked authorities to check on Benoit and his family after being alerted by friends who received "several curious text messages sent by Benoit early Sunday morning." Pope said the three were found about 2:30 p.m., but he would release no other details about the deaths. Stamford, Conn.-based WWE also said on its Web site it had further information on the deaths of Benoit, 40; his wife, Nancy, 43; and son, Daniel, but had been asked by authorities not to release it. Benoit, a native of Canada, was born in Montreal. He was a former world heavyweight champion, Intercontinental champion and held several tag-team titles over his career. He was known by several names including "The Canadian Crippler." "WWE extends its sincerest thoughts and prayers to the Benoit family's relatives and loved ones in this time of tragedy," the federation said in a statement on its Web site. Benoit was scheduled to perform at the "Vengeance" pay-per-view event Sunday night in Houston, but was replaced at the last minute because of what announcer Jim Ross called "personal reasons." Benoit maintained a home in metro Atlanta from the time he wrestled for the defunct World Championship Wrestling. The WWE canceled its live "Monday Night RAW" card in Corpus Christi, Texas, and USA Network aired a three-hour tribute to Benoit in place of the scheduled wrestling telecast. Benoit's wife managed several wrestlers and went by the stage name, "Woman," The Atlanta Journal-Constitution reported. They met when her then-husband drew up a script that had them involved in a relationship as part of an ongoing story line on World Championship Wrestling, the newspaper said. Benoit has two other children from a prior relationship.
Chris Benoit, family found dead Written: June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayette County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy.

to the woman i love

Hero Let me be your hero Would you dance If I asked you to dance? Would you run And never look back? Would you cry If you saw me crying? And would you save my soul, tonight? Would you tremble If I touched your lips? Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this. Now would you die For the one you loved? Hold me in your arms, tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Would you swear That you'll always be mine? Or would you lie? would you run and hide? Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care... You're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Oh, I just want to hold you. I just want to hold you. Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? Well I don't care... You're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. I can be your hero. I can kiss away the pain. And I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. You can take my breath away. I can be your hero.

Far away for far too long

This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go

If You're not the one

If you're not the one Then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one Then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine Then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine Would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don't want to run away But I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you Then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you Then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me Then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me Then why do I dream of you as my wife? I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray in you're the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life I don't want to run away but I can't take it I don't understand If I'm not made for you Then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong That it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart And pray for the strength to stand today Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right And though I can't be with you tonight And know my heart is by your side I don't want to run away but I can't take it I don't understand If I'm not made for you Then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

to someone dear to me

Broken" I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

DONE!!!

D-O-N-E!! DONE!!!.....i'm tired of people getting upset at me because i say something sexual or something else and they get upset for it...because oops..i slipped out of my "gentleman" mode and had a bad day....but no...gentlemen aren't allowed to have bad days...well fuck that....i'm tired of jumping through peoples hops just to make them happy.....what about my happiness??....when do i get to be happy?...why can't people let me be happy for once in my god damned life?...looks like no one wants that.....i might actually stand on my own feet and not have to need people....but thats not allowed....i can't have the person i love, i can't have the happiness i DESERVE!!...i'm tired of living in darkness and surrounded by dispair....i want to live a life of love and happiness...but thats too much to ask....so i guess this is it....
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