Chazzy's
On July 20, 1969, human beings from the planet Earth first walked on the moon.When you think about it, that is quite an achievement even to this day. The Wonderful World of Longmire would like to pay tribute to the crew of Apollo 11 on the 30th anniversary of this great event.This is the scenario: after a four-day journey from Earth, two American astronauts, Neil Armstrong and Edwin "Buzz" Aldrin, are preparing to land the Lunar Module "Eagle" while the third astronaut, Michael Collins, remains in lunar orbit in "Columbia," the Command Module. Everyone knows the "popular" version of what happened on that historic day... but the following is what really happened. We join the crew of Apollo 11 as they start their descent to the lunar surface... MISSION CONTROL (HOUSTON): Eagle, you are go for lunar landing. EAGLE (ARMSTRONG): Roger,understand.Go for landing. EAGLE (ALDRIN)

Soap Box
The White Buffalo Legend The White Buffalo are sacred to many Native Americans. The Lakota (Sioux) Nation has passed down the The Legend of the White Buffalo--a story now approximately 2,000 years old--at many council meetings, sacred ceremonies, and through the tribe's storytellers. There are several variations, but all are meaningful, and tell of the same outcome. Have communication with the Creator through prayer with clear intent for Peace, Harmony and Balance for all life living in the Earth Mother. Spirituality among Natives Americans and non-Native Americans has been a strong force for those who believe in the power of the Great Spirit or God. It matters not what you call the Creator. What matters is that you pray to give thanks for your blessings and trust the guidance given to you from the world of Spirit. Many truths about Spirit are told and handed down from one generation to the next. The legend of the White Buffalo Calf Woman tells how the People had lost

Modern Day Romance
What Is A Friend ? Current mood: chipper Category: Friends Well....I have been inspired to write this, doe to recent events and activities. So, what do I think a friend is..... Well it is defined as: a person you know well and regard with affection and trust; "he was my best friend at the university" ally: an associate who provides assistance; "he's a good ally in fight"; "they were friends of the workers" Friendship is a type of interpersonal relationship that is found among humans and among animals with rich intelligence, such as the higher mammals and some birds. Individuals in a friendship relationship will seek out each other's company and exhibit mutually helping behavior. I guess I feel the last part of this is the most accurate way to reflect how I feel about friendship. I don't understand these idiotic post about "Fake Friend" bulletins, that don't want you to respond to the poster, but to repost the bulletin to prove your a friend. WTF is that

1~hide
I want to tell you All the things I want I want to show you All the things I want I want to do everything with you Only problem is You don't even know who I am You don't know what makes me cry Or when others are irritated or fustrated I feel it and it hurts You don't know that when you curl up your lip when you smirk that it makes my heart flutter... I want to tell you of all these things But you don't even know my name Maybe you knew the old me The old name And the old scrapes on my knees But what about the new ones All the bumps and bruses All the skidmarks on my brain Saying stop don't go that way... Danger ahead My heart is going to get hurt So please don't go that way So I stand back And watch you move Watch you talk Watch you think Wow Just wow You would not even like the real me I'm angry and full of hate I'm fragile and weak I'm nothing that I seem.. Nothing at all what I seem... Let it go Just let it go Watch me fly away from all the shit in

Bored!
Hey ya'll..Im just sit'n here with nothing betta to do, so thought id write a lil suttin suttin. Last night i decided to change myself.. well, not change.. but just be real, be myself.. dont try to please these nigga's & juss be what i wonna.. stop worryin bout *ish!! Yakno?? So i've obviously given up on ...we will call him 3... definitly have! Why sit around & wait for him to want me again when i can be out enjoyin life like he is.. He been thru so many girls since us ne ways.. so what the heck i care ne more for?! I DONT!! Im also given up on these lame ass people who i dont needa be sweatin.. Ya'll kno who ya'll are.. not that none of um have a LC.. but they definitly kno who they is. Thats bout it.. AnGeL Hey ya'll.. Im bouts to go to sleep but just wanted to update a min. Im oOo soOo freakin bored, my life is just nothing these days!! I hardly hang out wit friends & I have no job.. but dont remind me of that, i get bitched enough about it all the time.. & i needa get my L's.

Of Interest...
The porno of ChristmasBaby's life will be called ... "Victory on Mount Venus" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com Adversity is the trial of principle. Without it, a man hardly knows whether he is honest or not. - -- Henry Fielding "Senator John McCain is denying rumors flying around Washington that he recently went out drinking with Hillary Clinton. McCain's exact quote was, 'Five years with the Vietcong was enough'." --Conan O'Brien

Personal Note
D/s is all encompassing in the sense that its not just about scenes, and highs, and fun, and pain, and control, and all the exciting things we do. Its about real people, and their needs, and wants. The intense activities that are part of a D/s or BDSM relationship do sometimes have their downsides as well. This article will deal with one of those downsides. Sub Drop. After all the emotional highs of the elevation of a submissive into subspace, the return to normality can have a profound effect on both Dominant and submissive. Each in their own way has reached a level rarely achieved in daily life, and which, very often, neither is prepared for. Sub drop; the coming down, the return to normality, can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a nice experience, or a bad one. And the effects, good or bad, can last almost no time at all, or they can go on for hours, even days. As a Dominant, the care of my submissive is paramount, and I am a great believer that I should never lose contr

My Yongest Son Is Really Badly Sick
hey guys they got the results back on my sons kidney and how to trat him now hes has a bad infected in both kidneys ,but being trated with antibotics now ,so thank you for all the prays and support for us , hey guys i have good and bad news well the good that is fever is no longer but my insurece company made the doctors discharge him so i had to bring home still with kidney failure but the kidney dr.is sending a home nurse to my house to check on him but im still worried about things.the doctor said if hes worse bring him to a hospital he will let me know the results of the cancer test with tissue they took from both kidney then they will let me know how they will trat him for kidney failure then everybody on lost pls pray that peter does not get worse while home i want to kick ass right now with my health insurnce that i have ,for me and my sons well guys wish me goodluck watching my son until the home nurse comes to my house i am not a dr or a nurse they shouldnt make do this its ki

My Blogs
i know i havent been on here in forever....thats because most of my free time is spent talking with my boyfriend now.

Ambeer
i am moving out of my house. 9 years and im moving out. i am scared and i dont know what will happen. but- everything happens for a reason..right? beachhouse=fun fun= beer beer=patron patron=drunk drunk=drunk sex drunk sex=wake up buttnaked in the morning and not finding your panties and forgetting where u are. then all the men at the party asking me how i slept last night! yea--- vive patron! i am on redbull and feeling tingly. all over. this has never happened to me before. im kinda dizzy. but it feels so good. i ponder..are energy drinks for sexual enlightenment as well? UPDATE: ITS 4:56 CST AND IM STILL HORNEY DAMN U RED BULL...ITS KINDA NICE I GUESS...RRRRAWRRR

Informational.....journaling......news
Below is a letter that my mother sent out to all of her friends and family. I will support my mother and sister in thier efforts to raise the money in donations for a cure for breast cancer. As it is told below from my mom, I have an Aunt that is a survivor of breast cancer. What my mom didn't tell you is that she had another sister that died of cancer. My mother and my sister are walking 60 miles in 3 days to help find a cure that will keep our loved ones around for thier next birthday, or holiday, or just another day to spend time with them. In February, Theresa and I signed up , and started a Team to walk in the Michigan 3-Day for Breast Cancer. Since then, I have been trying to compose a touching letter to send out to my family and friends asking them to donate to help us reach our goal of $2,200 each. I can't tell you about a friend that is battling breast cancer. I can't describe to you how a neighbor with small children lost her fight with breast cancer. I can

Being In Heaven Living In Hell
Why no matter how good life can be can you be so sad?How everything every little thing makes you depressed or sad? Thats me to a T I can't help it like right now I am so sad I just can't take it no more. And yes I do have reason to be like this not having my own home not having my kids here. But also other things have made me sad today just certain things that were said that just rubbed me the wrong way. Things I know better than to let bug me but for some reason I can't stop them from bugging me. Why do I feel that he doesn't want to be seen in public with me. Am I really that ugly, or am I just being paraniod? He talked about how he couldnt wait for everyone to meet me and I have only met 2 of his friend since I have been here. He talked about the girls at the store meeting me and shit but yet none of them girls have met me or even seen me with him now that I think about it. Whenever he goes there I stay at home if I am with him we go to another store like Evans we dont go to Enmart

September 2006
to by Borej The plot of a picture a crow wanted to eat the cat alive but the pet was saved in time okay.. I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell cant paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why isn't notebook paper constantly suffocating students while they take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/paper/scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to beat me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole to By Shadow Cat Gaia, known as Earth or Mother Earth (the Greek common noun for "land" is ge or ga). She was an early earth goddess and it is

Is It Real Or Is It Memorex
i shut myself away a long time ago took the heart out of the show there was no humor in me just a devil you couldnt see i was raised in hell leaving a crumpled shell i chose nothing over pain letting my soul drain i was nothing i am something i was a demon now im human i dont know whatll happen between us i dont know if well ever be more but theres one thing i dont store i cant hide my feelings or lust i thank you for that my friend because in the end i never thought id feel again im so hollow inside it like my soul just died all i do is smile and lie when all i want to do is cry i hold my head up when all i want is my life's blood in a cup i swallow my hatred knowing theres no place its the only thing i can do to save face im hollow again is it because of all my sins am i some demon given form like lightning from a storm i watch all these happy people i watch all these sad people i watch all the people i hate that im not one i wake up

Short Stories
from the darkness and the fire burned deep with in hides a secret a secret of time that cannot be concealed by fate lost for eternity it may seem such a secret longs to be set free and burn so purely through the heart but hidden it shall remain for now. smoldered by a chilling rain a fire that refuses to die smolders blackening lungs with it's smoke of despair and failing hope. winding through like vines on a tree destiny twists an untold story with no fathomable end. wittled to the core searching through the ice for a shard of truth upon the broken glass of the mirror that holds blood with in of a thousand dead and twice as many dying. shifting through the sands beginning to sink further grasping for a branch nearby to pull out from the pit of eternal slumber. cutting the brain for thoughts, means of escape tearing the heart desperate for answers to a hidden question or perhaps searching for the question already holding the answer unsure uncertain confused and lost in a sense of no

Paulo's Corner
i just got back from afew Poblems as you know i been depressed and i didnt whant to be online but i feel much better now ill update this later im late for class see you all paulo Everyday is a New day and Everyday that Passes on Is the Same. No one Care about Nobody and Hipocrits and Selfishness Winning the Battle. Im not Saing i dont have True Friends ido in mather of fact they make me very Happy!!! Im Saying Theres alot of People Corrupting this World with' Lies and too manny people Carying about Material Such as;Money,Looks and everything they desire Making other People Suffer by making them Belief that they are loved. No to mention i have like 100 friends here and only like 12 or 11 are real people that i talk to others are just there cause im a number in their page so they can tell their friends they know that manny friends. i met alot of cool people here such as '' Kira'' she is a wonderfull girl who is friends with Everyone thats what a great person is about. We ca

It Is What It Is
Man on time I blogged so hard I had to wipe my keyboard down. Sometimes you just gotta blog all over that girls face...because she asked you to that's why. Sometimes I play with "Lincoln BLogs". Sometimes the blog is so thick I gotta turn on the high beams just to sort through the madness of it all. I think sometimes a top eight fux up peoples lives. I mean if you don't put certain people on there they get all "Butt hurt" and they're all sceptical and paranoid and say shit like "How come I"m not on your top 8?...man that's fucked up. I see how it is." But then I'm all like "Look!...you didn't do that thing with the paper bag and the goat, so no spotlight for ye!" There's nothin like takin a good blog. Help stop blogging companies from blogging down rainforrests...didn't you see Furngully? I wonder if there's a poison dart blog?..prolly so. I hate it when my cereal get's all bloggy...then I gotta all pick out the typo's and the emoticons n shit. Pfffffffft...wha

Poem Bye Me
saw him standing there looking so fine started wondering why he still aint mine i catch him contsatly watching me i give him a little something to see memory fadeing with each drink and shot he tells me he misses me how i look hot for the life of me i just cant recall why i dumped him and put up the wall can hear in my head sanity trying to be heard theres a reson girl you gave this boy the bird damb girl are you you realy that dumb rember you dumbass this guys a bum sober up and payattion you stupid girl this guys a loser not a lost pearl exes are exes for a damn good reson you tappin that amounts to treson sanity fades with each drink i swallow as i leave of caurse hell follow bring him home its quickly over humdrum sex hmmm mabey him being a minute man was why hes ex rouse him of caurse for another round holy shit whats that horrid sound? with weezy grunts and off key squeels this guy realy shows a girl how he feels and once again its over way to quick

Music
Bands like ICP: Twiztid, Tech N9ne, Anybody Killa, Esham, Scarface, Cypress hill, Blaze ya dead homies, The Monoxides, Zug Izland, Body Count, Bloodhound Gang, Jumpsteady, Jimmie's Chicken Shack, Kotton Mouth Kings, Wu Tang Clan, Fun Lovin Criminals. Ok if your into dirty jokes, and such i got some people you probly heard of but i still love them anyways so pic a CD up or look for them on t.v. and watch. Dane Cook (my favorite), Rodney Carrington(Country singer that likes to be a prev), Bob and Tom. (they're an Off brand but i hope you like and find the time to check them out.) Here is some more things to post for music thought i would get bunch of my stuff out of the way and since i am very hyper i feel like typing. Well for rap i am not that skilled on knowing much on it but i have for forgotten and unknown talent from many Rappers so here are some i like. Scarface, Tupac, Biggy, T.I., Ludacris, Swollen Members, Jay-z, Mc frontalot, Mc Hawking, Public Enemy, Kotton Mouth Kings. Just

Miss Diamond
RATE FRANKSTER69ER HE COOL NEED SOME RATES Frankster69er@ CherryTAP go to frankster69 page

Poetry
A Journey A journey of the mind, the body, of the soul, A means of discovery, to find yourself, For a road shall be present but with several paths, Choose your path without fear of mistake. A journey of the mind is to be thoughtful, A means to enlighten your self, To be knowledgeable and careful, Yet to be free to walk by your own strength. A journey of the body is to be strong, A means of building yourself in strength, To be broken down and rebuilt from within, A way to become the force behind your thought. A journey of the soul is to find peace, A means to become one with yourself, For you to become the bearer of your person, To carry your emotions for all of yourself. It is a journey of your equal, A search to find your companion, A desire to be complete, to have your heart filled, This journey is to become all that you wish for. This journey is like the stars, For solitude may wear on the patient as well, Like the shooting star you make your final journey,

Ashlie*s Blog
ok fo anyone that has me on myspace sorry if u*ve sen this like 3 times now but this is just too good to pass up! it*s so awesome... 6 minute video on the evolution of dance! Your Emoticon is Sad You're feeling a tad depressed right now. It will likely pass soon, but for now, you need some major cheering up! What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now? i*ve been listening to this song non stop for the past day and a half...i can really relate to it lately. i*ve been told alot lately that i*m really sheltered. i*m starting to see it more lately. i don*t let people in...i never have. and the one person i did let in...well...i fucked that up somehow i manage to screw things up alot... weither it*s by my hand or someone elses, everytime i get something amazingly good, something takes it away from me. it*s been that way my whole life... it doesn*t feel like it*s changing at all the older i get the worse it happens... this last thing is the big

Things That Make You Go Hmmmmm
Create Your Own I have been thinking this for awhile..and i know alot of you are vip's but i think it kind of sucks with everyone being a vip...i mean EVERYONE on here is a vip...and its just gotten really comercial on here...lol..I am working my way up the old fashion way, earning it....rating profiles and pictures...blah blah blah...Its just everyone is a VIP...whats the point anymore...lol....I like NOT being a VIP......lol...just some buzzed ramblings....

You've Experienced 48% of Life You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s. You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to.How Much Life Experience Do You Have? Your Porn Star Name Is... Jason JizzyWhat's Your Porn Star Name? Your Birthdate: July 30 You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: MarchWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Today's Verse
Stuup works best when the lights is off/ I don't need no lights to see yo life go out/ Wife went out for squares, never came back/ Everytime I rob a nigga, it's never the same strap/ Never the same hat, never the same clothes/ Walk up in the club with never the same hoes/ Niggas got nerve to try and steal my wealth/ Here go some chalk, might as well outline yoself/ Cuz ain't nobody take'n shit from me/ A couple of spare bullets is all they get from me/ I got this shit down to a TEE/ Roll by myself no matter who wanna roll wit me/ Go wit me, "Nah, maybe next time"/ "Get the fuck outta my face", thats the next line/ How the fuck you make figures/ If you come up on 30 G's and gotta split it wit 4 niggas/ No niggas.......take my advice/ Get yo own hustle homie before you lose ya life/ I blaze from the three point range like Reggie Miller/ You got nuts nigga then blaze at the gorilla/ I blaze like Carrie when I burn the spot/ Call me Nick Punisher when I blaze the glock/

Old
Sorry I was Never Enough..."To all the girls who look past nice guys". ** ** *I'm sorry That I bought you roses To tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect Not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough To "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry That I open your car door, And pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough To be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; Not an ass I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account To buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home Cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you Like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, But never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, But when we went out you went home

Mistic Angel
fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! ♥Emma ~ ... (Stepped away)F, 87Thailandremove friend subject:RIP YANDRA...The True and Real¢¾¢¾ Asian Sweetheart¢¾¢¾ date:2008-02-17 02:12:13

Sports Sports And More Sports
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com The Stars did waste any time letting the Kings know they were in town for business not pleasure. Miettinen scored just 19 seconds after the game started. Coach Tippet changed up the lines and the biggest one was putting Morrow, Modano, and Lindros together. Each time they were on the ice they dominated the puck. They had 2goals, one from Morrow and one from Modano, and five assist. Modano’s goal came after a huge blast from Lindros that rebounded out to the middle of the slot where Mo was waiting and pushed it past Cloutier. The team as a whole looked really good. Each man took care of their business and finished off hits and were just tenacious scrapping for the pucks in the corners. It w

Random Things
I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WILL NOT BE ONLINE VERY MUCH FOR THE REST OF THIS WEEK. SADLY MY DEAR GRANDFATHER PASSED AWAY MONDAY MORNING. LAST WEEKEND WAS OUR LAST WEEKEND WITH HIM. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW SO YOU DONOT THINK I AM IGNORING YOU. I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL SOON. HERE ARE 2 PICTURES OF MY DEAR GRANDFATHER. XOXO~ SERENA Answer these so I know how much you know and care lol Current mood: lonely 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish i was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have

Dolphinlover
i hang out on myspace im and i chat so if anybody wants say hi i just want to say i miss some of my friends that r on here from live mansion i dont know if a lot of u know but im a single mom looking for a nice guy that will respect me for who i am and go by personality is there any nice guys around

Well Dammit
On my tattoo Please click on my tattoo and go and vote and comment it!!! I am going out of town for about a week, so if you need anything please leave me a message on here, i will get back to you as soon as i see it, keep the love coming :-) You scored as Fariy. You are a Fairy. You find your center through other people, and often you are influenced by commiunication, and friends. Being so attached to people, my only suggestion would be to find what inspirers you, and go for it, because you are the type of person to flourish if you are happy, but you must first become dependent apon yourself first. Fariy63%Demon50%Magic user50%Elemental50%Mortal50%Ghost50%Elf50%Mermaid38%Vampire

My Poetry
Why did you call last night? Why did you have to tell me you still missed me? Why did you tell me you still loved me? Why did you tell me I was still in your dreams You told me that you be here if you could.. But your not You told me you still loved me but your married to her You told me that you wished you could see me but you wont You told me you love the fact that we lasted 3yrs but I have been married for 10 You tell me that you've never forgotten me but this isnt real You tell me you will alwys be there if I need you but I know that a lie You tell me you love the fact that we took so long to get to where we were But I know you wished we had gotten their alot sooner... But Why? Why did you call? Why did you have to bring this back up..Now it will take me so much longer to let go of you again. It took me so much to forget that I will always love you.. WHy? I cant help but see your eyes in my dreams. Your voice rings thru my heart. Your touch heals my skin

Poems I Wrote
Once again i was tested, but somehow i kept my cool. For awhile there i was scared, thinking i was going to end up being the fool. You really had me going, with false pretenses of love. I thought you were someone special, a gift from up above. You tried to grab my heart, and completely over take me. And for awhile you had it, but it really wasnt meant to be. Because i have looked into your eyes, and saw what you was really about. You could never love me for me, so there was always that doubt. That you would never change, No matter how hard i tried. I didnt want to deal with that hardship, i couldnt handle all your cries. I tried to comfort you as a friend, but you completly shut me out. You refused to let me talk, no matter what i tried to talk about. So I leave you to yourself, to suck up your own misery. You will no longer bring me down, I am stronger then you will ever be. I thank god for his friendship, that keeps me from going insane. I thank god for his love, that

Steve
Today was startin out of a good day. i woke up and it was snowing the trees where covered in ice and it was so beautiful looking. i just wished my hubby could have been here to be with me and cuddle ... I miss him like crazy and never stop thinking about it... NOW im not so sure.. i should even contiue to be with him.. Lately his been actin kinda weird.. as if somethings going on.. I was checkin out Myspace. as i do everyday.. i leave comments on my hubbys page everyday just to let him know im thinkin about him. you know.. BUT as i read the comment from one of his friends let a comment that kinda made me think.. and the way she said things. it makes it sound like his sleepin with people. which i can understand the fact that of course every guy need pussy ... and i can understand that. but when your with someone that you supposedly love with every inch of your beating heart.... i just don't understand how somoene could do that. MAYBE his not .. maybe im just worried since we live 1

My Music
Music Video:LIKE YOU (by Bow Wow)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Music Video:FERGALICIOUS (by Fergie)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Music Video:DOIN IT (by LL Cool J)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone WAS IT GOOD AS YOU WERE HAVING SEX AS THIS PLAYED IN THE BACKGROUND ?????

Movie Trailers & Reviews
I was able to find Andrew Lloyd Webber's classical Rock Opera Jesus Christ Superstar (1973 Version)Too bad it is in small sections and not 1 complete movie. This might not get the same name recognition as Phantom of the Opera, but it is still an Andrew Lloyd Webber's classic Here is the Movie Trailer. Oh BTW: The rest is in my stash, sorry I didn't find them in order. Enjoy, David WolfEagle1499™@ CherryTAP The Trailer to the Spiderman 3 Movie, coming out in 07. Spiderman 3 Trailer - video powered by Metacafe Enjoy, David I found 2 movie Trailers for the movie 300. Too bad it doesn't come out until the end of March. I can't wait to see it. Anyone else want to see it with me?

Hardcore Sex
I LOVE MIKE RUMMEL AND NOW HES DATING SOME UGLY ASS SCANK AND I REALLY MISS HIM ALOT I WANT HIM TO COME BACK TO ME AND GIVE ME A SECOND CHANCE AT LIFE MY LIFE AIN'T SHIT WITHOUT HIM I DON'T EVEN WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT HIM I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH I CRY EVERY DAY AND EVERY NIGHT FOR HIM I WANT HIM HOME IN MY ARMS AGAIN AND I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM AND HIM ONLY I AM LOOKING FOR A LESBIAN OR A BISEXUAL WOMEN WHO IS INTERESTED IN HAVING SOME FUN WITH ME AND MY BOYFRIEND. IF YOU R EMAIL ME AT NICKI272006@YAHOO.COM ROSES ARE RED, VOILETS ARE KORNY, WHEN I THINK OF YOU, OHH BABY! I GET HORNY, EAT ME, BITE ME, BLOW ME, SUCK ME, FUCK ME, VERY SLOWLY, IF YOU KISS ME, DON'T BE SASSY, USE YOUR TONGUE AND ALL MAKE IT NASTY.

Woohoo For Nothing Better To Do
"Can't Do It Today" Gary Allan Trying to keep a candle burning in a hurricane, That’s what it’s like when you love me and you leave me this way, Like a dove crying out when he’s lost the will to fly, Yeah, shackled down to the earth by your long chain of lies, Well, I’ll forgive you tomorrow if the sun doesn’t shine, Let you back into my life when the oceans are dry, Take you back when every shade of the rainbow turns gray, But I just can’t do it today, I can’t do it today, Well I can see you dancing in that strangers arms, My world hasn’t stopped turning but it’s falling apart, Every breath that I take’s a little closer to sane, Yeah, they say that time is a healer but it’s still a long, long ways a way Yeah, I’ll forgive you tomorrow if the sun doesn’t shine, Let you back into my life when the oceans are dry, Take you back when every shade of the rainbow turns gray, But I just can’t do it today, I can’t do it today, Don’

The Daily News
Well Last Wednesday I approved the sig cover design for my first poetry book and it is now in the printing department!!! I am starting to get a little ecited about it now!!! I sure hope that everyone who gets a copy really enjoys the poems and I have to admit I hope that it is a big hugh hit!! The title is: "Measure The Heart" The ISBN Number is: 1-4241-4860-X More updates to come!!! A man hanging on a cross giving everything to save the lost. A scence so unreal a man noone could recongize yet I have heard tell that some are offended at the movie called the passion. Have they not read the word of God for that movie only touched a tip of what Jesus really went through and I am sure there was a lot more blood then any movie could reveal. The crisp cool air flowing through the land waking up our senses letting us know Fall has come in full bloom.

Sweet
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Will You Die? MY RESULT:Peacefully In Your Sleep You’re smart, you're healthy and you don’t let anger or stress get the best of you. But even the best of us gotta go sometime.Wanna die in a more adventurous way? We recommend taking up one (or all) of the following hobbies: glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, or poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them “jerkface.” Take This Quiz! You Are 70% Passionate, 30% Compassionate You are very passionate, especially when it comes to love. In fact, it's sometimes difficult for you to tell between love and lust. You jump in head first, and figure things out later... usually when it's all over! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassio

Play It Forward
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over ou

This Fat Girls Diary
Intensely she looks into your soul. Picking your bones clean of the deceit that caresses the white fragments. Showing you the shredded remains, as she pleads the truth from you. Does her weakness strengthen you? Rip her down and build yourself up. The new that you have become, is only the remnants of her; the everlasting, beautiful disaster. Well, it's 2 AM and I'm smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee... another sleepless night. The air in my attic room is chilly, but I'm warmed by thoughts of my unexpected crush. I think about him. I see his face often and I turn my thoughts over and around in my mind. Would his touch thrill me as much as my fantasy does? His kiss...oh I'm craving his lips. Would he do those things I've longed for? He is already my treasured friend; could he be my lover too? Beyond sex...could he be the one I've needed my whole life? Only time will tell, and my life is so full of time. I will wait. Love is my breath, as I walk through flames Consu

You Cannot Sedate , All The Things You Hate!!!!
loosing grip bye shelly stahl as she sat in the door way so unawhere and still i wlaked up behide her with intinsions to kill so much hate deep inside me from the bullshit in life i lost control of myslef and reached for my knife the closer and closer i began to get this tight hold i have on saiatny begins to slip not one thought in my head as i grab her from behind i started to stab "what starnge plesers i find" as the blood splatters upon the wall i smack the bitch as she trys to crawl the fight she's put up is a hard one i must say as i grab her agin i refuse to let her get away then as her lims finaly go week she looks up with her eyes and trys to speak but once agin i am perparied as i always seem to be stuffing the rag in her motuh so efrtlusly as her hart beats it's finaly beat i wipe my knife on her dress and head back onto the street then i get to my car and open the trunk i run my finger thor my hair "fuck,

Words From The Mouth Of A Sinner.
I made a CherryTap screensaver for all my friends ( and anyone else who wants it ) Just go to http://darktymes.clearwire.net/freescreen.html ...and download It's compatible with windows Vista, but you'll need the at least flash player 8 from www.adobe.com - the download is 2 MB. Enjoy! Taking You A short erotic story. ©2005 By PJ Smith On this cool night, I come to you after one in the morning. You’re sleeping in nothing, your blanket thrown to the floor in a pile, your cotton sheets wrapped around one leg and hanging in a twisted mass off the side of your mattress. Must have been quite a dream. You stir as I sit on your windowsill. I take care that my long, exaggerated shadow doesn’t fall upon your pale, naked body as I watch you sleep. It is dark, and I can see you as if you’re illuminated by the sun’s rays. I can see your eyes move beneath their lids. I can see your chest move ever so slightly over your beating heart. I can see the blood coursing t

My Deepest Of Thoughts
Yeah.... November 25, 1978 28 whole years ago!! Confusion Emptiness I am broken Silent Quiet My thoughts unspoken Exuahsted Tired Out of fight My Life My feelings Am I alright? No choice No Emotion Guess I have to be. No words No time It is not about me Pictures in a Scroll Box

Everyone Must Read!
how do things always say things that never know what to make of what we are readin... how does one make themself out to be something we're not... and try to fix it when its way beyond late and no matter what we say or what we do..no one ever realizes what we have till we loose it... sooooooo things are un ravelin and things maybe are going not as planned but at least i still got that wants to be my man... at least i think ? maybe i don't know.. i really just want to give up on all this bullshit.. and just start over but its hard for us to do it.. when tere soo many miles.... sure it could be easy and there is thing i got to change but im will to take the time to make it all right.. and make sure its done right.... I love him more then anything but fucked up to the end... and now that we're breakin at the seams... Im fallin about between... ..Being lost in my thoughts of us, laughin and jokin... now, its the only thing that i have to make me remember how much he really means... Somtimes

My Blogs
43 of the MOST Random Questions Ever, BE HONEST: 1. Where were you 2 hours ago? at a school... being a co-op 2. Who will be your next kiss? randy? 3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? my bra 4. When is the last time you went to the mall? like last week 5. Are you wearing socks right now? yes 6. When was the last time you went out of the state? iunno 7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? yes 8. What was the last thing you had to drink? water 9. What are you wearing right now? boxers and a tshirt 10. What was your last purchase? um, iunno 11. Last food you ate? pizza 12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? jenna 13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? yep 14. Do you have a pet[s]? Yes 15. What's the last sporting event you watched? uh, hockey, i think 16. What is/was your favorite class? math, musik and gym 17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you

Dew Kissed Rose
Jan. 21st, 2005 Refrain I could weep from a broken heart, for I felt a tear I could curl up and die, For life attempted, yet again, to attack my soul. I’ll refrain. For it does not come as a surprise to me I’ve seen this all before One minute he is well contented The next he is out the door. To play his game requires much skill You have to stay alert Mind your P’s and Q’s Or he’ll dig up all your dirt. He cannot handle matters of the heart Without digging in his pockets first So come prepared for survival Cause he’ll leave you dying in a desert with thirst Look upon that heart on his sleeve with caution For it bares more than meets the eye He’ll use it to climb inside yours with passion And then smother you till you die Copyright@2005LaPoetress49 Windowsill ©Brendalee As Morning breaks on her windowsill she hears the song of the whippoorwill. A new day she is lazy to leave her slumber desires not to leave the

Poems By A Phoenix
A Tree's Past Myself naked with turmoil, my feet rooting, finding fertile soil the binding of my soul and body only to stand here for eternity. Branches scaping my flesh, twisting and turning, escaping the bondage of my fears, leaving me, abandoning me and leaving no hope. Rain running through my eyes, the false feeling of tears, my face stained in need, no chance for ignorant relief. The cool breeze bringing shivers that leave my muscles aching for release, the constant reminder of my anxieties, realizations that love left fleetingly. Crashes of lightning above me, a startling ignition of my climatic proportion, this numbing my thoughts of who I am, and why I shouldn't have sprouted. I find myself suddenly engulfed, surrounded by my fears, my lies and deceits, flames of anger flurry 'round me, I brought this upon the forest, This place I now call home. I see desperation in the prisoners along side me, creaking, twisting, swaying in tune wi

My Thoughts And Questions
I hope everyone had a great Easter,I did.Sorry I haven't been on 4 awhile,but the kids were out on spring break.I couldn't get online.I want 2 thank everyone who left messages,comments,etc.I love all of u very much. Courtesy of MsTags.com MY SISTER PASSED HER GED TEST!!!!!A BIT OF GOOD NEWS AFTER THE BAD NEWS. Your Stripper Song Is She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize (Her curves) She's sexy!!" You are 100% sex appeal. As simple as that.What Song Should You Strip To?

Odds & Ends
Wow! Hard to believe it's been so long since I post anything here! My last post was made from Illinois last year. A lot has gone on since then. Not only did I come back to Scotland, but I got married, as well. I arrived back the middle of March. After months and months of snow, the weather in Ilinois was finally getting warm (81 degrees the day I left). I came back to rain and wind and temps seem to never warm up. It was wonderful to be back. I'd really missed John. Once we got things back on an even keel and he was feeling better (he'd been sick the entre time I was away) We started making plans for he wedding. We pushed it to the limit and set the date for May 1st, the earliest possible day the paperwork would be cleared. Right up until 6 pm the night before we waited for a phonecall from the registrar telling us we'd have to postpone things because there was a snag of some sort. Everything came off without a hitch... well, except for us getting hitched. It was small and qu

Misc. Stuff
It sucks when your ear piercings almost close. I had to force the starter set in them just to open them up again. My ears hurt and are swollen. :( At least they aren't as red as they were yesterday. Thankfully it was only one set and not the normal two. Now I have to wait to put the new ones in. This sucks. Had a hell of a time sleeping last night. One side is fine, but both sides is intolerable. Hopefully they will feel better tomorrow. I, myself, think the one about the milk is the best. You'll see what I'm talking about after you read them. HERE'S A LITTLE HOLIDAY HUMOR FOR EVERYONE!!!! ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* ********************* *********************

The Paul Blog
Ok, I've never really blogged. Never really needed to. It seems things are changing now. I have this terrible pain in my right knee and hip. I have been to a chiropractor and an orthopedic doctor. I had an xray on the hip and an MRI on the knee - all they could see is "Mild arthritis" - not even anything unusual for my age. The pain comes after being on my feet for just a couple of minutes. It is intense enough that I find myself leaning on anything I can find. Everything else is seemingly fine. I'm at a point where I can't exercise much because it hurts too much. I'm at a total loss. I need to paint and I can barely stand long enough to clean my studio space so I can paint. Fuck. It seems that everything else in my life is going fairly well. The pain ruins it all. I am still having loads of pain in my right hip and knee. The pain of walking is almost as bad as it was before I had the surgery on my other knee in 2000. I can't exercise worth a crap.

What Ya Think?
Body: Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from NORTH CAROLINA came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. Just read all of it! This is GREAT ! ! lol CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" - Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like - Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal - We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. - I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! - All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and

Webcam
any one wanna let me see if u dare ANYONE HAVE NUDES THEY WANNA SWAP? MY MOTHER PASSED AWAY ONE YEAR TO THIS DATE I NEED SOME LOVE CAN ANYONE CHEER ME UP I NEED HLP IM BORED N LONLEY PLZ HLP ME OUT PLZ PLZ PLZ ANYONE WHO CAN MAKE ME U KNOW WHAT

Poems
damn did you fuckers forget hoe to leave comments or something lol leave me some damn comments on my poems cuz it was so easy for me to put my personal shit up for everyone to read lol. tell me what you think. Just So All Of You Know And Are Made Very Aware All Poems Posted On Here Are Legally Copyrighted. So No Funny Shit Ok. If You Want To Read My Poems Feel Free To That Is Why I Have Them Up. But If You Take Any Of My Poems Without Written Consent From Me Then You Will Be Breaking The Law. Get It Got Good. Oh And Yeah I Will Fucking Sue You Too Lol....Try Me Another Night Filled With Sad Despair Sitting Here On My Own Tears Streaming Down My Pale Face Inside The Pain Has Grown. Another Argument, Another Fought I Sit There And Take It All Haven't Got The Strength To Fight Back Now I'm Slumped In This Silent Fall. Another Poem Full Of The Emotions I Can't Bare To Talk About You Would Never Listen To Me You Only Scream And Shout. Another Teardrop Falling Down My Alre

Native American
Where Will Our Children Live... A lonesome warrior stands in fear of what the future brings, he will never hear the beating drums or the songs his brothers sing. Our many nations once stood tall and ranged from shore to shore but most are gone and few remain and the buffalo roam no more. We shared our food and our land and gave with open hearts, We wanted peace and love and hope, but all were torn apart. All this was taken because we did not know what the white man had in store, They killed our people and raped our lands and the buffalo roam no more. But those of us who still remain hold our heads up high, and the spirits of the elders flow through us as if they never died. Our dreams will live on forever and our nations will be reborn, our bone and beads and feathers all will be proudly worn. If you listen close you will hear the drums and songs upon the winds, and in the distance you will see....the buffalo roam again. Posted By:C.C. Thomas Jr.Get this vid

The Mood I Am In
Type of Love PT 2 I want that type of love That you dominate my day I want to give you everything and hope that you will stay I can focus on my job and things that come my way Wishing that I could see you at the end of work each day Sometimes I find myself speechless, I don't know just what to say Your thoughts are my thoughts, Your dreams are my dreams We are together mentally it seems We knew it from the start, When we first met heart to heart, Mind to mind, heartbreak to heartbreak, Our tears flowed from the same river That was the wonderful start, you gave me your heart and I gave you mine, We will be together in due time then we will find out how strong we are together, how right we are for each other, but only time will tell, if we have more to pull from the well. Picture me standing outside your door Not stalking you But just wondering you Wondering how you smell, Wondering how you feel, Wondering what's inside your mind, Always

Damn The Luck
well everyone.. i have moved outta state temorarily to stay with some family.. im now in michigan.. and i do have the internet back.. but im not on near as much as what i usually am.. but so everyone knows.. i am alive.. and im doin well..if you want to get ahold of me.. just hit me up on here.. or my yahoo.. much love to everyone *hugz to all* anyone have any good ideas on how to make my jaw stop hurting?? i have a wisdom tooth coming in.. well two of them.. and the fuckers HURT!!!!!!! well.. just so everyone knows.. i might not be on here as much as what i was for a couple weeks.. i got some shit goin on. and yea.. i wont be where iam now.. but much luv to everyone.. (baby if u read this.. you know i love you more than anything) if anyone needs me.. i'll be back i promise *elmo*

Space Hotties
We have a great family getting started, Space Hotties (sexiest on the planet). A lot of the sexiest women and men on the planet are coming together to form a family of nothing but hotties so let me get started showing you some of the sexiest and hottest men and women on the planet!

My Stupid Boring Drama Filled Life!!
I'm eating breakfast Sitting in my chair Today there are no bruises on my face And that is rare. I yearn comfort and affection Happiness and love Instead over my mouth I feel someone's glove. A gloved hand Pressing hard against me I can't help it The wails come free. But today it is peaceful All day long I play Making stick figures Out of clay. But now it is tonight And he is home And suddenly I am Left all alone. Where did my mummy go? I hear a slamming door. He picks me up in his arms I start to shriek-can't stay calm. He shouts at me to be quiet Tells me not to make such a riot. Then I feel it on my face-SLAP I feel it on my belly-WHACK I think one of my ribs is about to break I don't know how much more I can take. He throws me on the chair And slowly strips me bare. Why is he touching me there? Why is he pulling my hair? Why are his hands roaming all over me? Why wont he let me free? What is that hard thing pressed against me?

Friends
TEXAS: Ahem... So.. Um.. yeah... I read this, and thought I would reply... Hey... California listen up... Texas is where its at! - I too can wear sandals all year long... plus I can put on boots to stomp your toes and I won't even stick out. - You may be able to go to the "beach" instead of the "shore"... but can you go to the drive thru "Beer Barn?" What now surfer boy? - You're chicks aren't way hotter than ours... they are almost equal... and thats only due to silicone, saline, botox, lasers and hair dye... We have the real ones and they can beat yours up. - We're taught to say "Yes Sir" and "Yes Ma'am" and respect our elders because of it. We also say "Howdy" and "fixin" and "Yall" are pretty much recognized right away anywhere in the world We're famous. And not becuase of that fake ass "bro-ho" "so-cal" shit that yall think makes you "Famous", fuckers. - You may know what real cheese and avocados taste like... but I know what 100% Grade A Angus Beef tastes l

My Life
I have like 6000 points to go and new pics to upload. So i'd love it if you guys could help me get onto the next level Thanks in advance. -Mal. Add my bestest friend Erica. Please and thank you. Tell your friends to add her too! I almost said I love you@ CherryTAP some times i wish i could pack my bags & take a train to new york i could rent an apartment where the heat doesn't work the stars dont shine and the hoes stay up late partyin i could bar tend at the run down bar around the corner dance on the tables like coyete ugly & earn tips & at the end of the night i'll know i'll be ok because even though im not living a dream im far away from everything that has harmed me everyone who has brought me down & i wont be afraid to be myself i know that if i save enough money meet the right people & wait for the time to come i can get out of this hell hole & start living my life i can start over a new page & maybe just maybe that empty feelin deep inside won

Just In My Thoughts
Today is 3 years since i lost my brother Joey I know ppl keep telling me it gets better and i sure hope it will My heart is still broken and i cant stand he is gone . I have a close family and it is so hard for me to call my mom and dad today I just wish i was able to bring back time . I brang him a yellow flower a few days ago b/c i know it would have hurt me more doing it today He knows i love him the same as always . I just needed to get my feelings out Thank you for being there for me Need 20.000 comments .Would love the help I am in the sweetiest smile contest . I forgot it started If you can PLEASE comment bomb me and rate me Thank you SWEET~THING

More To Know About Me.
SeetherBroken ft Amy Lee

Life
I feel like everything I do is never right. I post at some blog and I wrote something as a joke (should have said it was a joke) and the person who is my friend and is the admistrator emailed me saying that I wrote to make people feel guilty for not commenting on it and that is NOT true. I shouldn't be upset or crying but honestly everything I say or do comes out wrong and it upsets me greatly.I sound like I'm whining and I'm not, I've been holding this in for a while and it finally came out. I normally keep all my feeligs locked inside and that is not healthy but when do let it out, it is wrong. That is why I don't speak to people and stay quiet. I hurt people's feelings more than make them feel better. I GOT ACCEPTED TO MIAMI-DADE COLLEGE!!!! WOOT WOOT!! Liesl http://www.undiscovered.com/html/hotornot_detail.php?id=38&newid=3201&show=1 Give me a good rating but don't give others ones cause they will notice a pattern and delete me!

Shawn Nichols
Provided by TwistedCodes Provided by TwistedCodes If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss, and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time, I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I Love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time, I would be there to share your day, well, I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow, to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day, to say "I Love you", an

In My Own Opinion
Well it has happened again my salute photo was rejected and now the idiots at CT is telling me they are going to remove my page!!! Well I say this is a bunch of bullshit and I think is gender and certainly age discrimination!! I am no young nice looking man that all the women go wild over and I am no good looking woman with TITS and ASS hanging out for all to see!! I started on CT 09/12/06 and have met a lot of nice people on this site and maybe I haven't been as active as a lot of people on here but I have tried to communicate with people I consider friends and yes also "family" on a regular basis if not daily! But so be it the CT "bouncers" again mostly young and good looking have made their decision so be it!! Go by my photos and see the latest rejection!!! It is to bad there isn't a site for us ole cowboys to go and have some fun in but alas I guess we are becoming what we looked at 30 years ago as dinosaurs. I wish to say to all my "family": Southern Gal,Just Me, The Dark Que

The cardiologist's diet: if it tastes good, spit it out. ====================================================================== A Pole, and Italian, and a Jew, all first-time fathers, are pacing nervously in the maternity ward waiting room when a nurse rushes out of the delivery room holding a black baby. "Is it yours?" she asks the Italian."Certainly not," he retorts. "Yours?" she asks the Pole, who vigorously denies paternity. "How about you?" she asks the Jew. "Maybe," he says glumly. "My wife burns everything." ====================================================================== A woman was walking down the street when she was stopped by a man who was carrying out a survey. "Excuse me, Madam, we're doing a survey on peoples' attitudes towards sex." "Really!" said the woman smiling. "Could you please tell me what you think of sex on the television?" "Well," replied the woman, "I think it's extremely uncomfortable, especially when you've got a vase stuck up you

Ald- Before The Fall [[lyrics]]
Can you hold me up? I feel like I might fall with every step I take My mind falls apart I think I'll lose my grip with one more mistake Look me in the eyes and say you'll never let me fall again the bandages are getting old infections setting in just give it one more try I swear we won't regret this time.. You said you'd help me heal but you turn your back on me with every chance you get can we trust ourselves? the night is long and lonely and temptations come Look me in the eyes and say you'll never let me fall again the bandages are getting old infections setting in just give it one more try I swear we won't regret this time.. this time I feel that I'm bleeding out my heart

This Is Not Good :)
THIS IS FOR ALL MY FULL FIGURED FEMALE FRIENDS ... I HAD GOTTEN A COUPLA MESSAGES ABOUT MY LAST RANT ... IN NO WAY DID I MEAN TO INSULT ANY OF YOU LOVELY LADIES BY SAY "THREE TON TESSIE FLABBY FLAT ASS" ! THIS WAS A POOR CHOICE OF WORDS ON MY BEHALF . I LOVE ALL OF MY CURVY GIRLS AND ALWAYS WILL ! IT WAS JUST AN ANGRY RANT AND WAS NOT A BASH TOWARDS ANYONE (EXCEPT FOR THAT FKN ASSHOLE DOUCHE BAG OF A PERSON...) THAT I HAVE BEFRIENED HERE ON THIS SITE . I DO APOLOGIZE TO ANY ONE IF THEY TOOK OFFENSE TO IT (EXCEPT FOR FUCKFACE ) . I HOPE YOU ALL HAD A GREAT WEEKEND ! XOXOXO IT SEEMS AS THO ITS GONNA RAIN ALL DAY . THIS SUCKS ! I HAD PLANS TO GO FOR A RIDE . OH WELL . I THNK ILL JUST WALK UP TO THE LIBRARY AND GRAB A BOOK OR TWO . SAVE MY ENERGY FOR LATER TONITE . SLOW AND STEADY TUESDAY , FOR ONCE . OK , IVE BEEN SICK FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS . IT JUST HIT ME THE HARDEST LAST NITE AND THEN AGAIN TODAY . M HOPE'N ITS OVER ! I HAVENT BEEN PLAYN MUCH THE LAST FEW DAYS AND IM

Check It!
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon100%Dragon75%WereWolf75%Mermaid67%Angel67%Faerie50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun,

The Romantic In Me
faith is believing when you cannot see. Faith isn't easy, people lose faith in all sorts of things all the time. I have always been good with faith...until now. I was in love, a love deeper than any i have ever known, a love that i would have given everything for, and then some. Distance was no obstacle to me, time was meaningless. My faith was strong. But then i discovered a lie, and when the lie was not admitted to, i began to question everything that was told, my faith began to waver. I tried everything to quell my doubts, to keep my faith, but once it is lost, it is hard to regain. Finally, i asked for proof, as some will pray for a sign, i asked for proof. Even Thomas needed proof when Jesus had arisen from the tomb. I have never been a doubter, but i wanted to renew my faith, i wanted to be proven wrong. I was denied the proof i needed, i was told that proof would not be forthcoming, that it was not worth proving. So was i justified in losing faith, where no proof is

In My Mind
Hey right now i feel very happy why my baby make all this funny things here on cherry with the tests and stuff i like that and enjoy the times we spend here and i will enjoy the future with here i am sure she was for a long time just in my dreams and the i really saw her on camfrog ...hehe i did smile so much as i realized it thats the girl i sendet a e-mail before 2 years on yahoo but she didnt response at this time and i ever dreamed from her and then... boah it made me saying OMG hahaha i am so happy that i found you Tawnya i really are you are my sunshine and my heart beat i never will miss you ...baby you are my soulmate Rudi, I want you to be able to read this when I lose my internet. I want you to remember that I will be thinking about you every second of the day. I love you and will miss you lots during this time. Yet, I have to look at it in a positive way, a way that I am able to get things done over here before I come over there. You are my Angel, my Knight in Shining Ar

Friends
TO ALL MY SO CALLED FRIENDS BUT NEVER REALLY SAY ANYTHING TO ME I WILL DELETE U OUT OF MY LIST .... TO THOSE ONE WHO STILL WANT TO BE MY FRIEND SAY SOME IN HERE AND I WILL LET U STAY IF NOT OH WELL U WILL FIND OUT WHEN I DONT SEND A COMMENT OR SAY HELLO ANYMORE LOL My Special List I have a list of folks I know... all written in a book, And every now and then.. I go and take a look. That is when I realize these names... they are a part, not of the book they're written in... but taken from the heart. For each name stands for someone... who has crossed my path sometime, and in that meeting they have become... the reason and the rhyme. Although it sounds fantastic... for me to make this claim, I really am composed... of each remembered name. Although you're not aware... of any special link, just knowing you, has shaped my life... more than you could think. So please don't think my

Poems
across the miles i send you my smile may it brightens your day and lightens up your night across the miles i forward this hug to you may it warm your heart and reminds you that you're special across the miles i blow my kisses away may they release your weariness away and you know that you are loved across the miles i hope and pray that the time and distance will be ours some how, some day and when it comes i cross my fingers that we won't be seperated by miles anymore Like Me As I Am Friendly, Shy, Not very talkative... This is me. Like me as I am. If you don`t, I can guarantee, You won`t find anybody else like me. All I`m trying to give you is a friend, A friend in me, The one who you can talk to, Tell your secrets to, And a shoulder to cry on. Remember, you won`t find anybody else like me Why do we live in such a world Where beauty means everything? Where you have to be skinny and thin To make friends or be nothing Where you must have

Yabadabagrababrew Aka Beer Tasting 101
Let's just say that I love the holidays, and love sharing new handcrafted beers, ales and other ilk with my band of hooligans, scalliwags, and occasionally with my rapscallion of a metaphysical brother.... SO in no particular order here's a smattering of what I had the joy of quafting this past week. Not for everyone, but a wonderous mix of bevi's: The first 4 are from an Enlish Brewer, Ridgeway Brewing in Oxfordshire, UK (of course :P) and imported by the Shelton Brothers our of Belchertown MA Pun intented we'll start with the Warm Welcome: Now talk about Chesnuts roasting on an open fire (bad I know could not resist...the pants command me!) The bottle labels it as "A Perfect Holiday Toast!" and I could not agree more. Probably the best Nut Brown Ale I've had all season, not to mention the great artwork and 6% alchohol...Ale is smooth, nutty, sweet and good cold to cool, didn't last until warm, but had great nuances as it cooled, just was too tasty to hold back....Will

My Shit
I'm just writing a little note to say Happy birthday to my friend Daniel Roblee, He would of been 19 today but he passed away August 12, 2004..Still think about you everyday beautiful and I know you're still up there looking down at all of us, We Miss You Like Crazy Boy..Happy 19th Birthday Baby Boy Also its my friend Olivias birthday too, Happy Birthday Darlin =] ALSO..HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE hehe/div> Omg..i'm so fucking happy right now..it started off as any other boring day..but then I got a text message from my friend that told me my prego friend had her baby today :D:D hes sooo fucking cute too =) i'll upload a picture eventually:) He was born at 5:28 am weighing 8 Pounds 4 Ounces ..[Nicole].. - - - - says: I have hardcore hiccups LOL x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: me too x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x0x.. ..x0x....{{..It.All.Seems.So.Unclear..}} says: wtf x0x..(((.l|l..Coÿÿupted..l|l.)))..x

Libra
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say? I met him on a site like this It wasn't long ago We dated and I trusted him Just why I'll never know Things were great or so I thought I didn't have a clue Till one day when things went wrong he broke my heart in two He lied and kept things from me a snake now plain to see a low life lying coward that's all he'll ever be Since that time I've moved on and my eyes are open wide I think before I jump in now my experience is my guide You Are Romanticism You are likely to see the world as it sh

On The Edge.....
I havent blogged for a long time been so up to my ears in the day to day shit that has consumed my life here as "manager" of this establishment i call home. I love this place...being by the salt water...the people...tenants and guests and the neighborhood and ambience of this navy town. What i dont love is my tyrannical, crazy, cokehead boss. This past week was telling for me. I woke up Monday not wanting to go to work...and I didnt. I called in sick. For the past year I've worked 60 hrs a week and been only paid for 40. I get a free room at the inn to share with my 17 year old son and cat. No privacy. Then I spend countless hours on my only day off...Sunday..showing this man's empty and available apartment houses. All for $10/hr...net $321.47 a week. I am verbally abused on a regular basis..(You fucking piece of shit this, fucking bitch that), accused of stealing his money/property or whatever it is that week he feels he can threaten me with. I could go on and on the

Hoochie Stuff
I would love to close my eyes and become like peter pan and we could hold hands and sit on top of the world on the clouds and watch the sun go down and fly over the ocean waves we never grow old and we can live in a dream Drove way around the world to see my myspace gf just to find out she had a real life boyfriend. booo whoooo. Slit my wrists and black my eyes lalalalallala so I am here with this pain in my heart gonna block ur ass and hope u choke on the next big thing I am gonna erased my “who I like to meet”. Chours: why did it have to be you to tear me down i thought are love was so strong I would have given my life for you, now I am here looking at ur myspace knowing its over becuz myspace ruins livessssssss and I hope u take my pics off your page as I always dreamed of a storybook romance but my little paper heart ripped so easy I have a hole in my chest becuz of you I was killed by all that you have said it was

Ace's Blogz
Survey It's just 50 little ?s...

Ah Ah Ah Ah!!!!
Dear exited readers of my blogs! The time has come!!!!!! DOWNLOAD O7 REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!! Well, first may I add…NEVER TAKE TO MUCH SHIZ TO DOWNLOAD….we got stuck on the way up because we over packed…to much food mainly lmfao! After Hayley coming to our rescue with a shopping trolly we eventualy got to the ticket gate…oh we did have a laugh there….we had to abandon the shopping trolly there…because it was stolen ¬_¬ how pathetic is that!!!!…so Daz, Rob and I headed off to meet Rebecca at Orange camp…Fuckin Nazi Camp more like!!!! The reason that Orange Camp got given this nickname was because the damn security guards where the only ones in the entire camping area to check for wrist bands…so like all ppl will do we rased our armes in the are…NAZI POWER lmfao! After eventualy setting up our tents and everyone sorting there stuff out we chilled for a bit before heading off for our first treck around the village!!! On the way we saw Tiny (who was a ickle bit o

What Ever Day It Is Today Blog!
Obviously looking for that CT hubby was going to be hard ... Okay its harder than i thought ... everyone has been awesome and lol lots of fun ... alot of unique proposals too .. You were all great candidates and I will make a decision soon ... just waiting for that last one to speak out .... :P Just thought that would get your attention so now that your here... 1. If everyone on my list went through and rated all my pis n stuff ratings would be higher. 2. I'd prolly talk to you more too 3. I wouldnt leave as many stupid comments on your page 4. You might get to know me a lil better and find out i am really a bitch 5. you might just realise you hte me and delete me 6. Hey what a great way to clean your list. 7. There is no 7. Tis funny the things that go on here you get really connected with people. I have met some awesome people here and a special someone - but i mean things arent always as they seem ... I was recently surprised that a someone got CT married .. w

Just Some Info
hey i am trying to level up i need 687 points to get there if you help me i will owe you one and thanks in advance for the help what is the first thing you notice when you look at a guy or a girl? new funny pics come see unh9@ CherryTAP

Angel
Sorry to everyone My Bill Was Due and I could not pay it so I have been gone awhile and at the worst TIME :(((((((((( [ CherryTAP.com photo: 3205363341 ] Hi ,everyone I just wanted to see if you would like to help me out! In the sexiest eye contest! sorry all my sweet friends I have had no time to socialize at all I guess what my life adds up to no social life even while I am home :(

Cant Be So!!!
Here is a poem I wrote for the love of my life a few years ago. I thought I would share it with my new friends. Here it goes...Tell me what you think. You layed my head on the pillow and kissed my cheek, thats when at your naked body I took a peek. It was perfect from head to toe. Then you entered me and let the rythmn flow. With you inside of me my body was in shock and, you felt solid like a rock. You ran your hands up my back and, pulled my hair. Then we moved from the bed to the chair. I screamed out loud that your body feels like heaven. Thats when I realized I came about seven. I cried for mercy and begged. You dropped to your knees and licked the sweat from my leg. I just hope there is another chance for us but, I cant help to wonder if Iam in love or lust. Its 845am on Thanksgiving day and, Iam so hung over. I was suppose to cook last night but, instead went out....I had sooo much fun. All of my buds were there. Iam paying for it now, my head hurts. I have to go make cannied

Thanksgiving
As we gather today to celebrate this great feast with our friends and family. We have set a place at this table for the High Gods. Blessed one’s, come eat and drink with us. We offer you the hospitality of our home. How wonderful, How marvelous. This food is a gift of the earth from which it grew. This food is a gift from those who drew it forth and prepared it for us. This food is the gift of the gods and goddesses. We give in return, our thoughts and prayers, our words and deeds. A gift for a gift, with thanks to the givers for this feast. Blessed Be The Mayflower was fast, seaworthy ship and was about twenty years old. She had been in the wine trade in France and could carry one hundred & eighty tons. No one is sure exactly what the ship looked like. The ship was about ninety feet long and about twenty-five feet wide. The middle part of the main deck was open to the weather. Below this was the gun deck and below that was the hold. There were high structures at the b

Chapter 1
Chapter 7 It felt odd but yet so exciting. Pam and I had discussed what if the woman wanted me for herself, would she be comfortable with it. She insisted that to have fun is to let go the feelings that I'm cheating. She wanted me to experience a date persay. We have been so happy with eachother and we want to experience the wilder side of our marriage and sexual desires. As if it didn't sound amazing enough, We were chatting with you on a day to day basis friendly hellos, sexy little flirts and always “what if” was my response. Then one day I was checking email on my break and saw the email that said. “What Time” Of course I clicked immediately not caring what or who was around. The message seems like its taking forever to open. Finally It opens and immediately I smile the first line said. OK the time has come, to take this to the next level. Its time to finally meet face to face. I couldn't believe that we were actually going to meet. We both wer

My Vision
I sit here and contemplate all the pain that my heartaches.. I have millions of friends that last to no end. But not the food for the heart to let it las to all ends part.. The longer I wait the more it seems it will never be.. So I ask will there ever be that one that compliments me. My eyes see the light that shines through thy eyes.. See the pain that you hide in side.. Wondering why would someone suffer so much but yet as so much love under that tender touch.. To hide the pain is to live in abyss that makes you be looked by and missed.. Look in your eyes and your heart and you will see that the one before you is the one that holds the key.. If you walk by and not take a second look you will just keep reading that same old novel or book.. I woke this morning feel like million bucks but time it was 10 am all those feelings began to drain.. I starting to feel tears in my eyes and pain in my soul once again back to feeling all alone.. I look around and see things around me that ma

Kittens Rambley Place
I think Five finger death punch explains my angst the best Twisting and turning unable to sleep

Xoxoxo
whoops. i kind of had a lil too crazy week last week i hope that there's not a possibility of a mini-sandra...if you know what i mean :( uh oh. :( Thank god for Red Ferrari's. i feel gooooooooooooddd p.s. if your clueless, look it up on google. :) xoxo sandra oh my god. i partied till like a rockstar from 9 PM until about 630 AM (i think that is when i passed out. haha) but it was defintly a gooooood night. i got soooooooooooo fucked up. i guess that's why they call it fucked up friday. :) and guess what. i'm gunna do it all over again tonight. much love. xoxo sandra

Last Words By A Brave Warrior
"As soon as she was gone, I told the maid I would go up and lie down on our lodger's bed, mine not being made, with a charge to her at the same time not to disturb me, as it was only rest I wanted. This injunction probably prov'd of eminent service to me. As soon as I was got into the bed- chamber, I unlaced my stays, and threw myself on the outside of the bed-cloaths, in all the loosest undress. Here I gave myself up to the old insipid privy shifts of my self-viewing, self-touching, self-enjoying, in fine, to all the means of self-knowledge I could devise, in search of the pleasure that fled before me, and tantalized with that unknown something that was out of my reach; thus all only serv'd to enflame myself, and to provoke violently my desires, whilst the one thing needful to their satisfaction was not at hand, and I could have bit my fingers, for representing it so ill. After then wearying and fatiguing myself with grasping shadows, whilst that most sensible part

Character Bio's For Possible Story
Mayor of the town and a staunch Christian that believes that witchcraft is a sin but currently tolerates the local coven as they do not seem to cause trouble, but he is just looking for an excuse to start up some local witch trials. A good man at heart, just prejudicial when it comes to religions. The Elder of the Coven, she is old fashioned and believes in strict control of the coven and their use of Magik. She doesn't trust other "pagans" and "neo-pagans". She was the one that trained the main villain in his power and then discovered to her regret his selfish and even evil ways and declared him warlock (oathbreaker). Five foot two and one hundred and ninety pounds with long grey hair. Owns a black cat with a white spot on its nose and left front paw. Local bartender and owner of a body shop, he used to be engaged to character four until they both cheated on each other despite having an open relationship. Generally a good guy, but like any guy has his flaws. Five foot seven and

December 2006
They say "the truth can set you free," but free is a very undefined word. One person's definition of free may be "to be without burden," but I've come to find that the truth may be just as burdensome, if not more so, than a lie. When one opens one's emotions to another individual, or room full of people for that matter, they become vulnerable to rejection as well as understanding. An open door into one's soul is an open opportunity for someone else to fill the space with yet another emotion. The warmth and compassion the truth-teller hopes and expects to receive is not always expressed. An awkward silence or avoidance of the subject completely is often the result of this, which may lead to the feeling of regret. Would lying about or suppressing my emotions be more beneficial in the long run? Or is the truth really setting me free into a limbo of unknowing and unexpectedness? Until these questions have been answered, I'll continue to sit in this uneasy limbo-land of uncertainty. I feel

Food For Thoughts
5 Kinds of Sex The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon period; you both keep doing it until you're blue in the face. The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the marriage; you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, even in the kitchen. The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom. The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is the phase in which you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Screw you!" There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when you get divorced and your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom. Chores on the Farm A young boy comes down to breakfast one morning. His mother asks, "Have you done your chores yet?" "No," replies the boy, "but could I have breakfast first?" "You know the rules, go outside and clean the chicken coop, milk the cow and feed the pigs." The boy goes down to the chicken coop and lazily cleans

Britney
I wanted you to know that everything in me said I love you. You were my soul, my entire being. The glowing star on my shoe that promised a better tomorrow. I breathe on the pane of glass waiting for you to appear on the other side. I know your there for your my other half. I wanted to see the sparkle in your eyes as we we're deja vu'd into each other. When I wake up in the morning I stare into the mirror. Endless gazing, I know that I am everything with you by my side. I couldnt stand with out you holding me up. All the nights I just wanted to give in, Fall to the floor I heard a soft whisper and felt a faint kiss and for that moment my life was complete bliss. Life would never be small with you around, the darkest days became lighter because you shared each moment with me. Someone to hold my hand and reassure me that today will be okay. Mindless daze as you're reflection comes into focus. I sigh for not another day will pass where I'm not

Music (available For Rip Under My Trackz)
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Where you know of what is to come. You have longed for it. You would have begged for it. The ultimate seduction and lock of two souls and it stands at your grasp. You walk the final steps to what awaits you. I went for a Trans-Siberian Orchestra feel for this one, hence the winter-ish title as well. Made for a friend who is a huge TSO fan.All works of Razorwolf are created by Wolf himself using simple mod tracking programs. Contact for more info All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 Meant to drive the blood and stir the senses as to what defines real. "What is real? What is it that defines real? If real is what you can feel, smell, taste and see, then 'real' is simply electrical signals interpreted by your brain"

Were Are We
today is the day the moment of trueth theres no truning back i will make it i will not give in to temptason i will move forwerd in sted of back theres only one way to get there and no comeing back today is the day i quiet smokeing the day of reckaning the day i put my self to the test we will see if god will exseed or will the devil get my soul its to erlay to tell but one thing for sure god is there for me! 6:58 AM - 1 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove so i sit here woundering will i ever make it out wiil i ever get there i dont no but i will try liveing to the day i die woundring did i do the right thing thinking was i there anof i will never no but life is here and i will try tell the end of time do you see the light can you here the calling can you see my crys i am lost in this world and i dont no why!! SO LIKE WOULD YOU DO IT

Wicca
I saw this and i just had to post I know it was from earlier this year but I just ran across it Books A Million To: Books-a-Million President/CEO and Executive Chairman of the Board October 13, 2006, the new Port Richey store manager of Books-a-Million pulled the plug on our planned Psychic Fair which has been meeting there for the last five years! What’s more, she did it late Friday evening, October 13, 2006, hours before it was to happen the next morning. (Apparently in an obvious attempt to ensure that we couldn’t find another place to hold the fair on just hours’ notice!) Please read this petition and, if you agree, sign it so I can forward it to the Executive Chairman of the Board and the CEO/President of Books a Million. Let’s flood this company with many more protests than the measley 150 they received to stop the Psychic Fair! Also, if you’d like to write your own letter (be firm, but polite – we want to present ourselves as intelligent but angry about the

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2pac Info
Biography of Dr. Mutulu Shakur Date of Birth: August 8, 1950 Nationality: New Afrikan Incarcerated at: Coleman, FL Dr. Mutulu Shakur is a New Afrikan (Black) man whose primary work has been in the area of health. He is a doctor of acupuncture and was a co-founder and director of two institutions devoted to improving health care in the Black community. Mutulu Shakur was born on August 8, 1950, in Baltimore, Maryland as Jeral Wayne Williams. At age 7 he moved to Jamaica, Queens, New York City with his mother and younger sister. Shakur's political and social consciousness began to develop early in his life. His mother suffered not only from being Black and female, but was also blind. These elements constituted Shakur's first confrontation with the state, while assisting his mother to negotiate through the maze that made up the social service system. Through this experience Shakur learned that the system did not operate in the interests of Black people and that Bla

Misc.
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day and the man looks over at his wife and says, "Your butt is getting really big, I mean really big. I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue grill." With that he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measure the grill and then went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's bottom. "Yes, I was right, your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue grill!!!" The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband is feeling frisky. He makes some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off. "What's wrong?" he asks. She answers, "Do you really think I'm going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie?" I quit smoking after 22 years 6-1/2 months ago. Today for some reason Im dieing for a cigarette. Thank god I dont have any and am too tight to buy some lol ALL RULES ARE NUMBERED "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toliet seat.You're a big girl.If its up put it

Quotes And Such
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned- that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned- that sometimes the pe

Shibby
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Depressing Stuff
if i did a good job would anyone care if i ruled the would would anyone care if i actuly tried would anyone care if i told you i loved you would you care if you said you loved me would i care if my truck got broken into would my friends care if i died today would anyone care if i died tomorrow would anyone care I take this shiny butcher Ponder the value of my life See my reflection in the blade Think of all the mistakes I've made Ponder what my life is worth Been a problem since my birth Mother always was a bitch Said I was a problem she couldn't fix And if she ever get the chance She'd get rid of me without a second glance Lived my life looked down apon Told I was of demon spawn This butcher knife my only friend And is my begining as well as my end Run the blade then down my arm Causing very little harm Make shallow cuts here and there As bright red blood spreads on my skin so fair Slowly the pain starts to sink in And now my pleasure will begin Repeatedly I

Quotes
"Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?""That depends a good deal on where you want to get to, " said the Cat."I don't much care where-" said Alice."Then it doesn't matter which way you go," said the Cat."-so long as I get SOMEWHERE, " Alice added as an explanation."Oh, you're sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough." ~Alice in Wonderland~ ~Lewis Carroll~ Day after day, the father drove to work along the same dreary highway to the same dreary job. Sometimes his daughter went to his office with him. On one of these occasions she noticed a winding road running parallel to the highway. "Oh, Daddy, let's take that road today," she suggested. After some grumbling and mumbling, the father agreed and turned off to take the side road. To

Cfavt: Caribbean Friendship And Audiovisuals Choices
Svago e servizi volontari nel Internet in tutto il mondo: I enchantments, le speranze ed i benefici in Cherry Tap, piattaforma per vita di notte del virtualización e svaghi. Probabilmente avete mancati noi, mólto, poichè abbiamo missing voi a voi, durante l'ultima settimana. L'anno in corso, la relativa rifinitura e lo spirito di Natale sono stati scorsi veloce con passione, su ogni, in molti posti del mondo. Che cosa sta accendendo? In questo lato del filetto del telefono, dell'apparenza di nuovo angolo per lo scambio e della durata nocturnal, di là dei bordi, dell'intolleranza e delle pressioni del creativo e di lavoro, procedure. Il Cherry Tap- uno dei primi randelli nocturnal, o le pubblicazioni elettroniche, da Internet- è, un posto affascinante, no per gli adolescenti e gli adulti, ma per sentire parlare tutte le età, se hanno deciso mettere la loro immaginazione su approvazione, nell'arte per fare le amicizie, accadenti l'occasione, in molti casi, per cui d

Sexy Gothic Girl
greenday evanecense buck cherry goodcharlett any king of good music that sounds good to me Crazy Bitch Irreplaceable I Swear Walk a little Straighter YOU SAID I LOVED YOU YOU SAID THAT I WAS YOUR LIFE YOU SAID YOU NEVER LEAVE ME YOU SAID THAT NO MATTER WE WOULD ALWAYS BE FRIENDS YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER LET ME GET HURT OR HURT MYSELF WELL LOVE WHAT YOU DID I HURT MYSELF AND NOW YOU FEEL BAD CAUSE YOU WEREN'T THERE TO STOP ME I SLIT MY WRIST BECAUSE OF YOU LOVE HURTS

New Pics
put up new pics in the My family folder New pics posted in the more of just me and my son Daemon folders posted new pics again tonight in the NY Mets folder and in the NY Rangers folder so far

Intro To The Realm Of My Mind
Back from a LONG hiatus. Had to move among other things that have tied up my time considerably. I am trying to get back with everyone, and am doing so as time permits. That's right. More poetry. I will post a few more days of it, break, and come back with lots of fresh material. To enjoy the music. To let it course through your veins. Tasting the hint of passion in the air. Reaching out. Touching hope. Relenting fear. The warmth of a close lover's breath. The whisper of the willow. To melt the ice. To open. To share. With another. Shedding solitude. Breaking the shell. Glistening light. Myriad rays of twinkling starlight. The heartbeat. The spring shower to Torrential downpoar Drenching you Inspiring you to dance To sing the song of the fairies To once again feel alive. “To Feed” Fiery demons dance upon the moonlight sky From the distance comes a chilling cry Your slumber is shaken Welling up in your soul, you fe

Because Y'all Bore Me.....
When a new child visited our Sunday school, the teacher greeted him and asked his age. The little boy held up four fingers. "Oh, you're 4," said the teacher. "When will you be 5?" The child stared at her and after a few seconds replied, "When I hold up the other finger." This is what we have been waiting for...the true answers to the 5 most important questions in the world: Q1. WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because, when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. 1. Sex is a beauty treatm

Read Me... Ya Know You Want To :)
"I am sorry, sir" Diane said meekly. Bubba looked down at her and his face was contorted with rage. He grabbed her hair and yanked her up to a kneeling position. He put his face very close to hers. "Look you better to be nice to me, bitch! Do you know how much I could hurt you?" he said, holding her face close to his as she frantically tried to escape his grip. "Please stop, you're hurting me. I said I was sorry and if you let me go my mother will give you lots of money." Diane said as she started to cry. He pulled her up her up by her hair again and Diane screamed in pain. "So mommy will give me money, huh?" He said. "Yes, sir, if you let me go, please." she pleaded. "Yes, I am sure Mommy will pay and not just with her money." Bubba said as his free hand touched Diane's face, move slowly down to her neck and then to her chest. His fingers pinched her nipple and she gasped from the pain. Bubba laughed loudly as he began to pinch and pull her long nipples. Her tits wer

Hello Hello Jello
This song really explains my mood right now. lol i just remembered the album is called wild mood swings. words that come to mind are: Ecstatic, Wild, Bizzare, Friendly, Gushing, Floaty. The sun is up I'm so happy I could scream! And there's nowhere else in the world I'd rather be Than here with you It's perfect It's all I ever wanted I almost can't believe that it's for real I really don't think it gets any better than this Vanilla smile And a gorgeous strawberry kiss! Birds sing we swing Clouds drift by and everything is like a dream It's everything I wished Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it again? I know we should!!! The sun is up I'm so fizzy I could burst! You wet through and me headfirst Into this is perfect It's all I ever wanted Ow! It feels so big it almost hurts! Never guessed it got this good Wondered if it ever would Really didn't think it could Do it some more? I know we

Just A Thought.......
my friends is a small circle......... and very precious to me..... like a jewel that has been given to me with extreme care.... and trust........ i hold on to'em like i have been trusted to... there are bad days but the small circle of friends that i have can take my bad day and turn it good...... i love them so very much..... that i miss my other friends back at home........... my small circle of friends are very unique... to me........ i choose them very wisely as well......my friendship is very fragile and has to be handled with care..........otherwise it is broken......... friends to me are like a a childhood that i have never had..... just thinking about how much laughter that i get out of it.... i laugh as well.....they help me when im in need.....that is mostly mentally......... they like it when i make them laugh and when my ass gets on redbull....... ohhh damn.... never have more then one great can of redbull.......... its reall sleep fucker-upper.... my

Geesplace
After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a court house. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor." He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him. The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin." The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this woman belongs in hell." He proceeded to

My Hell
I just recently had an epiphany. I held onto so much garbage and baggage that needs to be let go of totally. I was a self loathing person who doubted everyone and everything, no matter if it was good or bad. It jaded me, made me bitter, made me throw love away like trash. In turn this made me hate myself even more. I hereby release Martin Wanat of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all the bad things you said and did to me while we were together. I forgive you and I'll try to forget the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Rashawn Reese of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all you did to me, how you acted, and how I was treated by you. I forgive you and I'll try to forget all the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Nicole Bateau, Nikki Vega, and Mike Piper as well. All of you are forgiven for all the bad things you said, did, and how you acted towards me when I finally found happiness. I forgive you and I'll try to forge

Just Some Thoughts
Sorry I have not been on in awhile,but I have been so very busy! Hope to be on more in the future....MUAH! Love you peeps! http://moonstarwolfeyes.tripod.com/index.html Copy and paste to your browser and click go Thanks! http://www.boycott-alaska.com/ Click on this site and read and follow instructions to help save the wolves...thanks peeps...you rock!

More About Enah Rose
I am trying to decide WHERE i want my tattoo. Before I decided on the tattoo i need to decide on the placement since the tattoo needs to fit the area. ( read about my design ideas and what i want my tattoo to be about in my other blog titled "Tattoo design") So if my friends and any drop by readers will leave me their opions I would love to hear them. Here are places i am considering: 1) Nap of neck (Master isn't as keen on this location as I am) 2) Small of Back (very common so that sort of turnes me off to this location but it is still on my list as possiblities) 3) Front lower ab inside of left hipbone 4) Front center pubic mound area 5) Outer thigh 6) Ankle (my least favorite location) 7) Back/Shoulder 8)Front chest between breast (im not sure about this location) 9) Center upper back but not as high as neck. 10)Butt Cheek This is my journal entry from my slave journal. I am required to place one entry a week. I decided to share this one here as maybe someone can help m

Ma Rapz N Ma Kutthroat Poemz
As i lay here in ma bed all these thoughts bout u racin through my head i cant belive this is tha end baby we've been outta love 4 so long yooh n i both kno ive never done yooh wrong but now our relationship is like a sad love song through thik n thin i was always there n babe yooh kno yooh werent always fair yooh fukked me up n i didnt even care but now...those thought of love we no longer share tha thought of lovin yooh is so very rare babe i wish yooh all tha best but now i need to rest good bye keon!!! Hahaha i must b evil i b speedin like knevil im like tha devil fire n brimstone i luv tha smell im already in hell sooo many stories 2 tell unknown 2 yall how many times ive fell lifes a bitch ur born dyin niggaz n bitches need 2 stop defyin mayne....bitches quit ur cryin kuz i kno ur tears r lyin erwhere i go i cause destruction makinit hard 4 niggaz 2 function nigga..when u see me wit ma bl

Love
You Are a Super Flirt You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble. In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate. You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious. And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more! What Kind of Flirt Are You? hi everyone, just a quick message to ask for your help. as some of you may already know ive enetered a contest to win a prize and i need your help. please can you rate and comment on my pic via the link below - as many times as you like *hint hint* love to all xxx

My Darkside And Songs
ToXiC GoDdEsS@ CherryTAP I died So many years ago But you can make me feel Like it isn't so And why you come to be with me I think I finally know mmm-mmm You're scared Ashamed of what you feel And you can't tell the ones you love You know they couldn't deal Whisper in a dead man's ear It doesn't make it real That's great But I don't wanna play 'Cause being with you touches me More than I can say And since I’m only dead to you I’m saying stay away and Let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my love and bury it In a hole 6-foot deep I can lay my body down But I can't find my, sweet release So let me rest in peace I know I should go But I follow you like a man possessed There's a traitor here beneath my breast And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed If my heart could beat, it would break my chest but I can see you're unimpressed So leave me be and Let me rest in peace

Poetry
i drown in the thoughts of togetherness for us to be as one then i snap back into reality and realize.... whats done is done. i cannot hold you close to me cant keep you by my side i've finally come to terms with this although countless times i've cried. i do not want to push you away but i cannot keep you near for when i think of the love thats passed my eyes fill up with tears. i want nothing more then to have you back and to let my feelings show but its time for me to forget your love and let what once was.... go. hold me tonight and never let me go, i want to melt in your arms, i love you so.for just one moment i dont want to feel lifes pain, i want to remember in life what i have gained. when you hold me in your arms all i feel is warmth. a soft golden touch and i am no longer torn. your magic and your love just lifts my life so i can feel protected for just one night. i know you cant be here all the time for me, dear, so just hold me for tonight so i have no

Stunts
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I'm New Here
me and my husband are moving to virginia beach,va. we will have more space for thing and the cats. my husband is coming home next week and get on a plane on the 17th of next week. i hope he is home that day or 18th. I'm exticed about him being home again with me and the cats. he is home in two days now and can't wait till then. we will cuddle for a little while and talk.

Kaylyn 1/14/07
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile. If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or u will have bad sex. I been tryina figure out,how people get those cherry tap wifey and hubby things next to there name,so I can find me a bitch!LOLAnyone know?? I need a Valentine!!!???Will you be

Letting Go
I did everything in my power to make you happy! You were never happy! After 5 years and you still weren't happy I finaly realized that you weren't going to be happy! I also realized that it wasn't my fault that you weren't Happy. I admit that I gave up! There wasn't much else I could do, Your being unhappy was killing me! I finally realized that you weren't going to be happy, So I left hoping that it would make you happy. Not a chance cuz you are still not happy! I hoped that the new "one" in you life would life would make you happy, cuz I still care and want only the best for you, But apparently not because you are still not happy! I really wish I knew what to do, mostly because the love I had left for you has long turned to pity and is slowly turning to disgust. Not hate becauese I am long past that. (i will admit that I tried) Am I happy? not at all. there isn't a day that goes by that doesn't remind me of something that happened while we were together, and make me feel like I fa

Same Shit Different Pile
Chains that bind you Can you break free Chains of pain Still fresh Bind your body Chains of distrust Bind your heart Chains of anguish Bind your mind Chains of death Bind your soul Can you break these Chains that bind you As if they were never there Gone no longer to remind you Past lost future reborn Break them and pain you feel no more I feel pain I feel sarrow I feel remorse I feel love For I am your chains I bind you To hold you To keep you For this I love you ~Stacy~ I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bagof this weed it gives me the shit needed to be the most meanest MC on this -- on this Earth and since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse and just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works and it sells and it helps in itself to relieve all this tension dispensin these sentences gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest and I rest again peacefully (peacefully).. but at least ha

Lyrics
cause I'm too good for that I'll never show restraint Because there is no need for that I know everyone I've been everywhere I know everything Because I'm everybody We came to take control We came to sell you freedom We came to burn you down We came to brainwash children And it's not our fault It's just your own new suicide Where we belong There's no one to hurt It's some place where we can't be found Where we belong It's darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it can't be found It's that time again Can we get it right? He wants us to revolt To set the world on fire We wont to show restraint Because we like the violence We are security Wrapped in our brutality And it's not our fault It's just your own new suicide Where we belong There's no one to hurt It's some place where we can't be found Where we belong It's darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it can't be found Find our way through space We'll never be

What I Wrote
Seasons For Australia written by Bruce Romanis Autumn/Fall is 1st of March to 31st of May Winter is 1st of June to 31st of August Spring is 1st of September to 30th of November Summer is 1st of December to 28th or 29th of February So here’s some tips for the seasons when travelers visit Australia so everybody doesn’t get confused from Bruce. Silent Reprise written by Bruce Romanis Silent Reprise are awesome and my friends they made my life have a reprise of it’s own after I got to meet them in person I was going through a personal hell and when they played live I briefly forgot my troubles from the time I was going through my personal hell they’re the nicest and coolest bunch of friends a guy like me could ask for and they rocked my afternoon that day and it’s a day I’ll never forget and their music is totally awesome Sally is a awesome and wonderful bass guitarist I just hope she doesn’t decide to leave the group and Sean and Jamie the Bro

Adult Section
just an inch away from destination she stopped. "Wait". Her hand grabbed from the cabinet what he had forgot to take with him when he left from her place. She opened the package and took out it`s content. She put it over the head of his thing, then she held the ring of it with her hand. "Come on in". He started to push forward, sliding into the protection and an inch away of that into her. She put her second hand on the cabinet. She surly would need some stability soon. He began to move. Slowly. Back. Then Forward.Back again. Forward. Back. Forward. He got faster. and faster. she began to moan, first it rarly came out, but with every new push she got a bit louder. He looked up into the mirror. Her breasts were wiggling in the rhythm he was moving. She looked up aswell.. looking at him in the mirror and put on that smile again. Her body started to shake a bit. Her wet hair was waving. He looked at it. Wondered. Should he? "Don't be afraid, I ll tell you if you pull to hard." She obv

My Kids
a href="http://hostdrjack.com/" target="_blank" >www.hostdrjack.com WATCH FOR YOUR HEART.IVE BEEN WITH THIS MAN15 YEARS AN HE WAS SO GOOD TO ME AN MY FAMILY.WE WENT EVERYWHERE. AN HAD A GREAT LIFE TOGETHER UNTILL ONE DAY HE NEVER CAME BACK AN NEVER SAID WHY OR WHAT HAPPENED. SO I FIND OUT HIS SECERT AN I PUT AN END TO THAT. BELIEVE ME ITS HARD WHEN YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH SUCH A GREAT GUY I HAD THOUGHT WED BE TO GETHER FOR EVER.LADIES WATCH OUT THERE WHO YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH . BUT IM GETTING STRONGER AN I CAN DO THIS..I HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY KIDS AN FRIENDS. TO A VERY SPECIAL FRIEND. BEING A GOOD FRIEND IS REALLY AN ART. A WONDERFULL TALENT THAT COMESFROM THE HEART.ITS KNOWING THE KIND THING TO DO OR SAY, LISTENING AN TALKING A PROBLEM AWAY.ITS BEING TOGETHER AN GOOD TIME AN BAD. AN JUST WITH A SMILE MAKING EACH OTHER GLAD. IT CARING FOR SOME ONE,AN SHOWING IT TO, THANK GOOODNESS FOR GOOD FRIENDS-FRIEND JUST LIKE YOU.

Favorite Tv Couples: Music Videos
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me I

Poems For Domestic Violence
DON'T LET SOMEONE ELSE DEFINE WHETHEER OR NOT YOU ARE GOING TO BE SUCCESS OR FAILURE. DEFINE SUCCESS FOR YOURSELF. REACH FOR YOUR GOALS THAT YOU HAVE SET FOR YOURSELF. IF YOU BELIEVE ANYONE THAT TELLS YOU THAT YOU'LL NEVER MAKE IT, JUST KNOW THIS. GOD DOESN'T MAKE TRASH. YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON, JUST ASK HIM. HE KNOWS. NEGATIVE PEOPLE ARE LONELY PEOPLE. BECAUSE WOMAN ARE TAUGHT TO KEEP SILENT IN TIMES THEY SHOULD NOT I WON'T, AND IF I AM TAKEN TO THE GROUND, WORN DOWN, THAN SOMEONE ELSE WILL MARK MY SPOT WHERE I LIE, AND TAKE MY PLACE. MOTHER MAY ADORE THE MANNEQUIN SMILES, AND FATHERS AND BROTHERS, EVEN LOVERS DEFEND THE IMAGE WITH THEIR LIVES UNTIL, MY SISTERS BEGIN TO EMBRACE IT. I CAN LOOK AT MYSELF, AND FIND ONE SMALL PERSON, STANDING..... NOT AT WAR AGAINST THE WORLD, BUT AN INNER SHADOW BOXER. I'M IN A BOX 6 FOOT TALL AND DON'T HAVE MUCH ROOM AT ALL THE WEATHER IN THERE IS CLOUDY EVERYDAY AND IT'S NO FUN, I'M HERER TO SAY YOU HIDE IN A CORNER, SIT

Result Of Quiz
You scored as Tag team. You won't be the top guy, but you will get a few main events. Tag team gold is the easiest to get, but also the easiest to lose!Tag team50%Jobber20%Luchador20%Old School Brawler20%Super Heavyweight20%Power wrestler20%80's WWF0%Monster0%Memphis0%Technical0%Hardcore0%What kind o

The Alley
What if i said i wanted to take you some place so romantic and special... Would you go? Doesn't matter where it's at cause every where is special...as long as i'm with you What if i said i couldn't please you all night...But i could make you happy for the rest of your life i'm the funk in your left thigh trying to be in your right what if i said i could make your body shiver and shake like no man or woman has ever been able to do? Did i mention...i dont even have to touch you i'll just tell you i love you...but by the grace of God and his will...i'll actually mean it to you...The kinda love He has for me...i'll have for you Because that kinda love...is the TRUTH no mind trips or emotional games...no hide -n- seek with my love when i'm with you and around my girls cause i'm your woman...YOUR WOMAN...and i dont need them to validate my love for you so this is a letter to my dream man...where ever he may be... Fellows i need your help with this one...does he really ex

Sarah
i am so mad i just logged on and found that one of my pics was marked nsfw today its fuckin bull shit the dam pic said alchol was invented so ugly people could get laid too...come on where in the hell is the nsfw at in that there was no pic it was a fuckin button i mean ughhhh im mad and to top it off if you look at my pics the folder it was in said....FUNNY SHIT NSFW I GUESS. UMMMMMM HI WELCOME BACK TO LIFE I ALREADY WORNED YOU UGHHH DUMB FUCKS..I AM REALLY STARTING TO HATE THIS SITE IM REALLY THINKING OF LEAVING IT THIS IS BULL SHIT..ITS AN ADULT SITE FOR CHRIST SAKES...OH WELL BASTERDS...TEY WANT NSFW I SHOULD UNLOCK MY DIRTY PICKS LOL BASTERDS OK IM DONE BITCHING...SO HOW IS EVERYONE DOING DO YOU EVEN RAD THESE THINGS???..OHHHH GREAT NEWS I FOUND OUT TODAY THAT MY SISTER IS PREGNANT SO IM GONNA BE AN AUNT AGAIN W00T W00T... OK THATS ALL FOR NOW BYE BYE i just wanted to let everyone know mom had a heart attack and is in the hospital.... she was moved from icu this afternoon and is

Friends? What A Joke!!!
To all the people out there that post or repost bulletins threatening friend removal, asking for people to remove themselves if they do not repost, or just basically insult people for not reposting. Go f*ck yourselves. If you post it I'll either repost it or I won't. And if you mention any type of removal or insult concerning consider me gone and you forgotten. Thank you and have a wonderful life. LeRoy What is love? the joining of two souls? the meeting of two hearts? a chemical reaction? a hormonal imbalance? a genetic imperative? could it be more than that or could it be less for two people to meet and to like each other the odds alone are monumental are there many lucky enough to experience it? if so, even more than once? is it what we all seek? that one person to make us whole to give us a sense of belonging a fresher look at life Or do we all fool ourselves believing in something so ethereal Or is it our to belong to something more Something that outlasts ti

My Rants
my day started yesterday with a call from on post, i got an interview at 1230. ok, cool, i was happy. an hour later, while i was in the shower, i received another phone call from Sedona Staffing. got out of the shower, but it stopped ringing. checked my voicemail, i got offered a leasing manager position at an apartment complex. omg, now i'm excited! so i call the staffing agency back and let her know when i was done with my appointment, i would head over there. i guess being honest doesn't get you anywhere in life cuz i had told her i had an interview. she said to call her back after the interview to let her know how it went. my boyfriend dropped me off at my interview and then proceeded to his meeting. oh the joys of having my truck repoed not too long ago... so i waited outside for him for over 2 hours. yeah, i'm a little burnt. he had my purse in the car, so i couldn't call them back yet. i finally got home, called them back, and the girl that answered asked who it wa

Viper's Random Thoughts
I don't fucking know what it is about me but I find a girl I like, I fall hard for her and then I get completly fucked over in the end of it all even after she offers me some form of hope. I cannot for the life of me get a grasp on the understanding of it all. I mean what the fuck is someone suposed to do when they think they have some ray of hope and just end up finding out that it was a false pretense. Now I wont say I didn't bring it down upon myself but I just don't know anymore. I'm sick, I'm tired and I'm severaly strung out from one relationship to another just to finally figure out that it wasn't shit for anything. I'm starting to realise more and more everyday that I proably have some of the most obsessive friends ever. Now maybe its just me but take a look at this from my stand point for a moment. Now I don't know if I'm just too kind or just too much of a suck up when I know I've been an asshole but I'm one of those guys who has little or no guy friends in real life

I Think Umm Idk Its Just A Blog!
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I�ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To? Maddie will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Turn Around Birght Eyes
Good morning to all my family, friends, and fans, I'm writing this blog this morning to ask that all of those of you that are able, to please give blood, this holiday season.By giving blood, you might give another person a chance to live. Blood knows no racial boundries. It knows no socio-economic boundries. I is one of the things that we can give one another, in a time of need, that we can do for ourselves and each other. If you donate(and I hope you do), be sure to eat before you do, so you don't pass out. If Jesus was able to shed his blood for us, don't you think it's only right that we share some, when needed, with each other? Please, give blood. It was a good song then. It's a good song now. Dear Family, Friends, and Fans, I would like to get everyone's input on a subject. If there were a policeman on cherry, and I'm sure there are many, and that person was abusing their power by investigating you and your personal business, would you feel like they had overstepped their

This And That!
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Artists
This guy's work is totally amazing check out his gallery A. Andrew Gonzalez the piece below is a work in progress Here is a link to Michael Hussars website his art is quite fascinating Michael Hussar I love this site sometimes for the people who you stumble across, today I had the pleasure of getting acquainted with Staz Johnson, he is a comic book artist, he has worked for Marvel and DC comics on all the greats. Please check out his website for more fantastic stuff Staz Johnson and check out Staz Johnson's myspace page below are some of his work on 2000AD anyway here is a link to his profile Staz@ CherryTAP

Gemini
Follow your hunch, even (especially) if it takes you off the beaten track. You may not end up where you thought you would, but in actuality, you could land somewhere even better -- and you'll learn a few things along the way. Dear Cupcake, Here is your single's love horoscope for Friday, February 9: Being a fool for love has its allure, but you know what they say about rushing in where angels fear to tread. No, you don't have to put on a halo, but do give a little more thought to your next move. Dear Cupcake, Here is your single's love horoscope for Saturday, February 17: If at all possible, jump out of bed and strike out in a random direction. Talk to a stranger or three; duck into someplace you've never been. New experiences feed your heart and mind now, so dig in!

Inner Thoughts
This ont is called "The Dirty Glass" By Dropkick Murphys. Enjoy. Murphy, Murphy, darling dear I long for you now night and day Your pain was my pleasure, your sorrow my joy I feel now I've lost you to health and good cheer Darcy, when I met you I was five years too young A boy beyond his age, or so I'd tell someone Anyone who'd listen and a few who couldn't care Still I welcomed you with open arms, my love I did share [Chorus] Darcy, Darcy darling dear, You left me dying, crying there In whiskey, gin, and pints of beer I fell for you my darling dear You shut me off and you showed me the door But you always came crawling back begging me for more I showed you kindness, a stool, and a tab Then you poured me my pain in a dirty glass (Yeah, you left him bloody, battered, penniless, and poor) You know, I often stopped and wondered how you made it through my door With my brother's new non-duplicate registry ID Well you bit off more than you could chew the first

For Me And You
Hello my friend, I'm here for a REASON. I am sending this to you to see how many actually read thier comments. Your responce will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have caome to assist you through a difficultly, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physidally, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and the are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconventient time, this person will say or do sometimng to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must real

What The Fuck?
fuck you!, neighbors upstairs for your disturbingly loud, obnoxious, and extremely creepy sexual activity. what you do up there is NOT normal and you should seek medical attention immediately. i am sick of waking up to your pathetic exhibition. FUCK OFF you mutant raptors!i hope your guts fall out from all that disgusting sex. fuck you!, piece of shit adulterous cripple next door for making me feel uncomfortable every time i leave my house and come home. i cant even do my laundry for fear that you will appear out of nowhere and ask me "would it be alright if i went down on you?". NO! its not "ALRIGHT!" fuck you! fuck the cripple ass stick that you hobbled in on! i feel sorry for your wife supporting your fat fucking ass. i wonder what you told her. she didnt give me that dirty ass look in the hallway for nothing! you lying ratcuntdouche! fuck you!, all of you little materialistic selfish fucks i go to school with! you think life revolves around you and your look and all that matt

Life
This is so f*ing cool... I've only been on my job for a little over a month and got promoted to the highest paying account in the company right now.:D All women will probably love this... I work now for http://www.spanx.com ... I take the online orders, and take care of any returns, refunds or cancellations.:D I love this new role, it makes me feel more in my element.:D Well, that's all for now... if anyone gets bored check out that site.:D My son, Natas Elysium, was born March 30th, 2004 @ 11:31pm. His birth is one of my proudest memories.:) We had him by waterbirth (hottub birth) and had a midwife deliver him, her name is Jean, She has since moved and relocated her midwifery. Kim is the other midwife, a very wonderful midwife... I remember the day I found out I was pregnant with Natas, I was about 9 weeks about a week after the Type O Negative concert that we went to With my husbands cousin and his (then) girlfriend... I went through alot with this pregnancy (my very first and hop

New
Ok it might sound like i am being a baby but here i go i am tierd of people who say thay are my friends and wont me to bye things for the and then they dont wont to talk to me when i am here so i guess i am going to start over. I will keep my friends that wont me to but thats all. To my true friends thank you for being their much much love to you. if you cant talk to me dont be my friend COME READ MY MUM AND HELP ME OUT

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Hey Everyone Hello Take Cae
"> Seasons come 1st the new arrives,sprining up like majic out of the ground all around us,look up out of the blue its true they spring out green waving at us,then the fall kina like life,everything gets dull,dingy,dry,and then the ulltiment,die,but un like winter ,then spring will bring it all back,death wont.Think about a loved one or close freind,thinkabout,the seasons come and go. just thinking was bored too . this is a free and enjoyable site so sing and i'll give you 11 ITS VERY SIMPLE ,ITS KINDA LIKE TAKING A SHIT IT COMES THEN IT FASTLY GOES LOL JUST THINKING LOVE CITTY JOKEN ITS ALOT MORE ...............

Rant Time! (trademark Of Rocmanraz)
There are so many reasons to write this episode of RANT TIME! that I don't even know where to start. So I'm just going to jump straight into it...lets ROC! RANT TIME! Episode 5: MILKING THE FRANCHISE!!! How many of you fuckers remember...MIGHTY MORPHIN POWER RANGERS?? Why the hell did they need to continue it after the first season? It was great (and corny as hell) but great...especially when you are a 9 year old living in Chicago. BUT WHY IS IT NECESSARY TO TAKE SOMETHING COOL AND DESTROY IT?! Ninja Turtles, He-Man, Final Fantasy VII... DAMNIT! OK NINJA TURTLES IS AWESOME, WE ALL KNOW THAT. But why the hell did they feel a need to remake the cartoon series? I know the remake of Ninja Turtles is loosely based on the comic book but WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT?! It was great back in the 90's and late 80's. Same with He-Man....WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON WITH THAT...granted I don't remember much of the original He-man (I was a wee-little He-Man when it was on TV) but WHAT THE FUCK!

Art I Love
written for me by bigboy Public encounters can be very erotic. Especially with someone you just meet. The shopping mall I go to has a parking garage where you get a ticket and then pay when you leave. All summer I would happen to come up to the ticket booth where this really hot woman was working. She would flirt with me from time to time and I always made sure I paid my ticket at her booth. Well one day I was at home watching a few erotic videos and having some steamy hot chat conversations online. I was really horny and needed to get laid. That's when I thought about my friend, Sherry, at the mall. I went down there and parked on the top level away from other cars. I then went to the booth where she was working. She said she couldn't really talk to me since cars would pull up every couple of minutes. So I got into the booth and crouched on the floor so the cars could not see me. She thought I was crazy but since it was so boring to sit in the booth all day, she was glad to

This Slavegirls Thoughts & Heart
Deep within this slave, There lies a secret place, Treasured and protected, Once lost without a trace. Hidden well within this girl, Cold and lonely and scared, Once beat a trembling heart, Aching for a secret to be shared. She jumped at every shadow, Wanting, needing to break free, From the trappings of a life, Unable to breathe, unable to be. One day a light began to shine, Curling around this slaves heart, Illuminating long hidden desires, Pounding fear once more to start. Afraid to trust, afraid to love, shaking and scared to death, A fire began to burn, A need growing with every breath. A word, a touch so gentle, A firm and guiding hand, Molding an eager slave, hajira heart, beginning to understand. Each day the light grew brighter, The slave becoming kajira true, A glow surrounding her heart, Reveling in feelings brand new. Today, la kajira shines, And Your love was just the start... Each heartbeat is for You, My Master, My Love...my Heart... slavery is not about

Yeah Baby!!
OK last one of these for you to read right now .... last day of the sexiest eyes contest my chickas in ...this girl is super sweet and has the most beautiful eyes Ive ever seen ... this is over at 7 pm tonight.. she can win a 30 day blast for this , which is pretty good .. pleaseeee even if you dont bomb just go give my girl 10 .. 20 ... 500 lol comments all off them add up ... love and kisses click the pic hey darlings .. I know .. just 2 more days and were done .. but I really need you .. Kristin really needs your help .. shes been playing by the rules not voting on her self cause she said they couldnt bomb thereselves .. and she was almost 2000 up and come to find out shes the only one that hadnt voted for herself .. fun times over .. this is war lol come help her .. dont take my word for it look at the contest page .. check my girl out ... pleasee HEY EVERYONE .. HER NAMES KRISTIN SHES IN A SEXY EYES CONTEST THAT RUNS THRU FRI.. SHE CAN WIN A 30 DAYS

Bye Bye
A WEEK AT THE GYM: ONE MAN'S STORY If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary: For my sixty-fifth birthday this year, my wife (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since playing on my college football team 45 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My wife seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress . .. MONDAY Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the

Poem
when the one you love,, turns their back on you,, what else is there to do,, but sit and be blue.. when they say they care,, they should always be there,, no matter the time,, at the drop of a dime... so why is it so hard,, as the time goes by,, not a single word,, for weeks at a time... why does good things come,, to those who wait,, but yet the wait,, seems to never end.. we wait forever,, for true love to come,, our destiny to be,, seems forever prolong.. Why does it seem,, like its only you,, who wants this love,, to forever be prolonged... this I know,, for a love so true,, I would do most anything,, to be with you.. A witches poem Down the pathway Deep in the woods… There are two witches Evil and good As I arrive closer I hear their chatter As their arms rise higher Their voices get louder They call on their gods They call on their goddess They call on their sisters From up above… The burning of th

Bored Married Man
Hi All!! Just wondering if any of my friends were still on here that I use to chat with. I have been gone for a while but am back online again. If you would like to remain on my friends and fans list I would like to know. Otherwise I may start deleting people to clear things out some. So, drop me a line and let me know so I don't delete anyone by mistake. :-) Thanks for reading, Jeff Copy this entire list into your blog/journal and follow these instructions: 1. BOLD everything about you that is true 2. Leave plain anything that is false about you 3. Put an asterisk at the end of false statements you would LIKE to be true 4. Have fun and let's get to know each other!!!!! I have had sex while wearing a blindfold. I have blindfolded someone else during sex. I have had sex while watching porn. I have had sex while surfing porn on the Internet. I sleep better after sex. There are some nights I cannot sleep without sex. The bed is NOT my most favorite place to h

The Dude Dean
Join IconBuffet! IconBuffet is a social network of web designers. You get ten tokens per month to spend on icons there. Don't take the first icons, Josh, one of the icon masters give you. I will set you up. After you have been here they will give you freebies every month. They Also have a FB app The Dude Dean on Last.FM The Dude Dean on Renkoo The Dude Dean's Renkoo Keepers - See all Keepers The Dude Dean on Multiply The Dude Dean on Blogspot The Dude Dean on Myspace The Dude Dean's Myspace Blog The Dude Dean on Friendster The Dude Dean on Flickr The Dude Dean on YouTube The Dude Dean on Yahoo.360 The Dude Dean on Icon Buffet

Funny Shit
>An interesting car ad here... >This is a car advertisement from Great Britain. When they finished >filming the ad, the film editor noticed something moving along the >side >of the car, like a ghostly white mist. They found out that a person >had >been killed a year earlier in that exact same spot. The ad was >never put on TV because of the unexplained ghostly >phenomenon. Watch the front end of the car as it clears the trees in >the >middle of the screen and you'll see the white mist crossing in front >of >the car then following it along the road....Spooky! Is it a ghost, >or is it simply mist? You decide. If you listen to the >ad, you'll even hear the cameraman whispering in the background >about it >near the end of the commercial. > >Be sure to listen... It is pretty spooky.

Friends N Fans
I WILL RATE YA N FAN YA AND RATE YOUR PICS, DON'T FORGET TO RETURN THE FAVOR...LET ME KNOW IN PRIVATE MASSAGE THANK YOU MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YA :) AND STASH RATE MY PICS N STASH HAVE A AWESOME EVEIN:):) I WOULD LIKE TO WIN A BLAST:) LET ME KNOW BY PRIVATE MESSAGE:) THANK YOU... PEACE N LOVE TO YA:) I WOULD LOVE TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT...YOU ARE SO AWESOME:) PEACE N LOVE TO YOU ALL:)

This And That
Sorry, I just had to save this for posterity! It comes to my Blog by way of the Mumms, as written by Vonnie. This just sounded a little too familiar, funny as it is *snicker*! Is it really you? What are the warning signs that your CT lover isn't entirely truthful about who they are? A friend and I have compiled a few (obvious but still annoying) problems from our so called "friends" in the past. (Kenny, baby, this does not pertain to you in the least! Love u ;-P) 1. Their cell phone only works during work hours - no signal at their house! 2. They don't have a home phone (yet they have the internet at home???) 3. You are always on Cam and they don't have one!!!!!! (its broken, have to buy a new one, dog chewed my cord!) 4. They mysteriously hang up during phone sex or serious chat session. Due to a dead battery - Ever hear of a charger butthead!! 5. Your conversations get cut short cause they get kicked out of the IM (alot!) Only to return and apologize the next

More Matter, Less Art.
*whispering*don't get hurt if you trying to lead a converstaion one way and I ignore that direction and go another way...you'll get yours...mayb not from me...no reason to be all dumb about it tho and blow me off...idiot. To be able to properly reason in a situtaion, the human brain relies on emotions and memory. When an especially stressful event happens the human brain responds by not only sending signals to release adrenaline but to also release other hormones that make attention to detail greater so that when placed in the situtaion again, or one like it, you can properly respond. If memory is flawed, then reasoning cannot be properly relied on in any situation. If emotion is flawed, then reasoning cannot be properly relied on in any situation. I have a horrible memory. And I guess my emotions are someone more eratic than others. Is memory to blame for my poor choices? If I can't help myself...then why is my advice and reasoning for others much greater then advice and reasonin

A Duck
just step out of your self for just a minute , and see what its like to be some one else. to no all ther pain and sorrow ther joys ,how they live day to day . then mabye some of us will stop and try not to say those hurtful word,s that we tend to say . just think if you would like some one to tell you some of those things that we us on others . just step out of your self and the world will be such a beautiful place that you wont want to go back . to every one out ther . my ya be 7 days in heaven before the devil knows your dead . and a little gaelic toast [ sluncha ] means drink well. when i die barry me hang my balls on a cheery tree when there ripe tack a bite dont blam me if they dont tast right.

Random Shit
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Atc
GREETINGS CITIZENS WE ARE LIVING IN THE AGE IN WHICH THE PUSUIT OF ALL VALUES OTHER THAN MONEY.SUCESS.FAME.GLAMOUR. HAVE EITHER BEEN DISCREDITED OR DESTROYED MONEY.SUCESS.FAME.GLAMOUR FOR WE ARE LIVING IN THE AGE OF THE THING Drowning in this tub of tears slowly turning red like blood clots slowly suffocating me my dreams will do the same MONEY.FAME.GLAMOUR.SUCESS.!~*!~ __$famous for being fabulous$__ Thats Not A crack hole. that's a rat hole !~@#$RATZ ON CRACK ATTACK!~@#$ Central Park. The Sun Shining.& and Ice Cream. Just You & Me.

Its Me
i fell in love, he hurt me. i think its all over and there is nothing i can do. but to him i hope u can be happy and find the right one cause it wasnt me. Lets always be friends? because no matter what i will always love u. Love forever and always, me the guys in my life dont know what they want. guy one wants me now, guy two wants me but has a weird way of showing it, and i keep meeting more great guys. THIS SUCKS! well im just going to keep doing what im doing, its got me this far! MMFWCL to all my lo's and lette's out there! He is the greatest and i dont want 2 let him go. this one is the one that makes my heart skip and when we r together i dont want to leave him. he is amazing, wow who knew i could find a good catch. well he knows who he is and i just want to tell him that he has my heart in his hand and i think im in love wit him. JuggaletteVixen MMFWCL

Rob's Life
My blast has attracted some of the more "interesting" characters on cherrytap, read from the bottom. Please note this is a "real chat" lol, sorry for the typos, but it's hard to type when you are laughing so much.......... wayne 22: that is a lie i check you out you are not even on a leval of tret wayne 22: you went to school why would you want to hert people ->wayne 22: i am, i know Osarma, he is using my loo as we speak, to tell you the truth i could do without him here, he has very smelly shit, you cannot go for 3 hours after, something about the diet of donkeys he eats wayne 22: THE GOV KNOWS OF JIHAD THAY ARE NO TRET wayne 22: look i know that you are no part ov terist group why do you make it sound like you do ->wayne 22: you know jihad ? ->wayne 22: i do, i seek 50 virgins through jihad wayne 22: onley in arkansaw lol ->wayne 22: i have heard the people of the south have sex with there sisters and mothers, and sometimes even there fathers wayne 22: but you are not

Mzcrazy
standing in the shower washing her hair, her naked body soft, her breast perky and nipples hard. As Tommy watched he removed his clothes. Stepping into the shower Jennifer opened her eyes. She sees him standing there dick hard as a rock. He steps to her and kisses her as he reaches to touch her pussy to make her moan he rubs her clit..kissing her neck moving down to her nipples sucking on them. As he gets on his knees Jennifer opens her legs putting one leg up on the side of the tub. Tommy begins to kiss he pussy lips, and inner thigh, licking her clit and sticking his tongue in and out her pussy. Jennifer stops him pullin him up kissing him and licking her juices off his face, Tommy's dick was thrombing in excitment, Jennifer felt it and said "hmmmmmmm" as she smiled Tommy felt Jennifer's hand on his dick strokin it...she pushed him up against the shower wall bending over she licked up and down his dick. Tommy pulled her up and turns her around bending her over...He puts his fing

Mistys
AQUARIUS:. Does it in the water Body: once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real , try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict

Questions For Fun
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny100%Super Horny75%Normal Horny50%A little horny25%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com Which Deadly Sin Is Yours?LustYou crave the pleasures of the body. Your lustful desires make you crave more of what yo

Into My Mind Goes Thee
it starts out great honest and straight forward is the way you talk so here i think this guy is for real he walks the walk days go by so do the weeks i think things are fine i see little signs but i overlook them thinkin hes all mine things progress i think we're closer believing we'll have more you dirty bastard i caught you it all crumbles to the floor i dont care what you say your words dont matter you broke my trust you thought you were smooth and could have two your actions were unjust so i think stupid me you hid it in plain sight so fuck it she can have you you aint worth a fight so be gone disruption in my life its not worth the strain hope shes happy dealin with your shit cuz now you're outta my brain. Alyana..... This morning I decided to watch the news for the first time in a long time..... Now i wish i wouldnt have....... A news story came on about a 20 year old woman that is being charged for 2nd degree mur

First Blog...
Need to get to the next level to upload new pics.....help me out!!! Fan me, friend me, rate me! Girl, slut, cunt, whore He desires these qualities and wants no more Than to use these humans for His twisted ways Then toss them aside; cast them astray There’s One that won’t go; stays by His side She is His loyal and longing Bride All she desires to be is the One that He needs She must be chosen by Him, for her to succeed But His yearning for others clouds what He sees He misses completely her down on her knees As He seeks His fix to His destructive addiction He’s losing her heart with His lack of conviction To stay true to His word and not break His vow The needle is in; she’s crying now The rush is intense; the feeling of power is near He tells her to stop; don’t shed more tears They mean nothing to Him; it’s control he seeks Yet it’s control He lacks and makes him weak Yet she loves Him still and will continue to try To be all that He

Comedy
two Jewish men, Sid and Al, were sitting in a Mexican restaurant. Sid asked Al, "Are there any people of our faith born and raised in Mexico ? Al replied, "I don't know, let's ask our waiter." When the waiter came by, Al asked him, "Are there any Mexican Jews?" and the waiter said, "I don't know Senor, I'll ask the cooks." He returned from the kitchen in a few minutes and said "No sir, no Mexican Jews." Al wasn't really satisfied with that and asked, "Are you absolutely sure?" The waiter, realizing he was dealing with "Gringos" gave the expected answer, "I will check again,Senor!", and went back into the kitchen. While the waiter was away, Sid said, "I find it hard to believe that there are no Jews in Mexico, our people are scattered everywhere." The waiter returned and said "Senor, the head cook said there is no Mexican Jews." "Are you Certain?" Al asked once again. "I can't believe there are no Mexican Jews!" "Senor, I ask EVERYONE," rep

Life
Just want to let everyone know that I'm going to be gone for a few days, so if you don't see me on please try not to worry. I'm going to go and stay with a friend and go to Cinco De Mayo. I will make sure I return the love that everyone send me when I return home. I haven't see my Best Friend Linda in quite a few months, so I'm looking forward to seeing her. We need to make up for lost time, and to let each other know what's been going on in our lives since we have seen each other. I'm really looking forward to this trip, and I'll be looking forward to chatting with everyone again once I return. Sending out much love, hugs and kisses to my friends and family, and to my futute ones here on CT. Love ya all. I hope that all of you have a great weekend, also. Honey, I'm going to really miss you. I'll be coming to stay with you once I get home. Try not to miss me too much and I'll do the same. It's only for a few day, then I'll be with you for good. I'll help you with

Wtf2
my time here over the last 12 months or so has been pretty limited. But this place has really go to the dogs. I came back ran some bomb runs rate tons of pix and not even a thanx. Except for Pebbles im AZ.. I guess you half way decent lookin women expect all guys to fawn all over your little teasing pics and maybe some nudity. Well here is a token get on the clue bus your not all that and as long as there are guys willing to jump thru the hoops to see ur closed up folders you will think you are well good luck in real life bimbos. I have no need to see u half full or bent over naked i run a porn site u want the url ask for it. I used to have friends on here and the popularity thing is off the friggin scale. Thanx for trshing what used to be a good thing. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=625301&i=3652114455 where to leave comments someone rated your photo a '9'! · someone rated your photo a '2'! too whom evere was so kind i coul not carless so rock on

My Big Mouth
"IN THE ALLEY" THE SUSPECT IS IN THE ALLEY, HE'S DEALING AROUND THE CLOCK, IT'S GETTING TO BE DISTURBING, TO THOSE ON THIS BLOCK, A CALL TO DISPATCH, …PLEASE SEND US YOUR BEST, THE OFFICER RESPONDS, HE'S WEARING HIS VEST, HE PULLS UP IN THE ALLEY, HE'S 10-23, IT'S JUST BEFORE DAWN, AND IT'S STILL DIFFICULT TO SEE, ALONE WITH THE SUSPECT, THERE'S NO WAY TO TELL, THE SUSPECT IS 10-73, HE WANTS TO SEE HIM IN HELL, A WARM SIMPLE GREETING IS IN VAIN ON THIS MORN, THE HAIL OF GUNFIRE, I STILL SEE THE FLESH THAT WAS TORN, "I'VE BEEN SHOT IN THE ALLEY", "SEND SOME HELP IF YOU CAN", ALL RESPOND, DOWN TO THE VERY LAST MAN, WIDE OPEN'S MY THROTTLE, MUCH FASTER THAN I SHOULD, I RACE TO THE ALLEY, TO HELP IF I COULD, THE LOOK ON THE FACE, OF A YOUNG LITTLE GAL, TELLS ME I AM TOO LATE, I COULDN'T SAVE MY PAL, SOMEHOW WE MANAGE, TO DO WHAT WE MUST, TO CAPTURE THE SUSPECT, HIS DOOR I WILL BUST; CALVIN WAS READY, AS WE BROKE THROUGH THE DOOR, THE SUSPECT WAS WAITING,

Me.....
I am still having computer problems so until it's fixed I won't be online...hope your all doing well and hope to see ya all soon...love and hugs....God Bless all Why is it that some men can't understand just because you are nice to them and leave sexy comments on their page that you aren't after them or their body?I am an easy going person and it usually takes alot to piss me off but I get so tired of this it's makes me nuts.This is an adult site right?Then why all the crap?If I wanted a man or just his body I can promise he'd know it!!!Do they think there aren't men close enough around here to have sex if that's all I wanted...good grief!Ok I'm through bitching now...LOL! The Wedding was beautiful...but Thank God it's over with... LOL.The are off on their Honeymoon now...so for the next few days the house will be alot quieter and they will get some much needed alone time...as will I after Tristan goes to his Dad's for the weekend :) so maybe we will all get a much needed break!

Just Bloggin Ya'll
Man: “Haven’t we met before?” Woman: “Maybe. I’m the receptionist at the VD Clinic.” Man: “Haven’t I seen you someplace before? Woman: “Yeah, that’s why I don’t go there anymore.” Man: “Is this seat empty?” Woman: “Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down.” Man: “So, wanna go back to my place ?” Woman: “Well, I don’t know. Will two people fit under a rock?” Man: “Your place or mine?” Woman: “Both. You go to yours and I’ll go to mine.” Man: “I’d like to call you. What’s your number?” Woman: “It’s in the phone book.” Man: “But I don’t know your name.” Woman: “That’s in the phone book too.” Man: “So what do you do for a living?” Woman: “I’m a female impersonator.” Man: “Hey, baby, what’s your sign?” Woman: “Do not Enter” Man: “How do you like your eggs in the morning?” Woman: “Unfertilized !” Man: “Hey, c

Thank You
If you see me "Check you out" sometimes, I try to go to everyone's page who are on my friends list when I see you updating stash or pics, etc- just to make sure I have rated your page and fanned you. I am not being creepy & spying LOL :P I have a morph picture in a contest that I would appreciate if you would stop by and leave a few comments on it for me. It wins by the most comments. Here's the link to the pic. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 If I could get a few comments from each of my friends I just might win this thing! You are 90% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Envy
all of the poems i wrote and they mean something to me and i woud appreciate it if nobo took them and used them as their own.feel free to comment and rate what you think is a good rating and whatnot.

Its Just Me
I am 32 years old. I have been married. I have been all over the world. I still dont know what you want. I have an idea that you want a man that works hard, loves gentle, and stands strong. I believe that I do that. Now I am not complaining but I dont get it. I find a woman that I like and I try to be there for her and support what ever she does and I do not try to tell her what to do. I pride myself in thinking that a woman should be able to do things as she pleases. I am not a jelous man and sometimes I get fucked around because i feel that I did not get jelous. So I guess what I am asking is what do you want from me. I need to know do you want to be free or do you want us to be over protective. Thanks for listening to my stupidity. Tim Ok here it is I have had enough. Everyone wants something from you and me in everything thing they say. I am not trying to get you to vote for me or rate me in any way. The whole point of cherry tap is to meet real people. I am a

Lost
Today I as late for work...A coworker came over to see if I was still alive. The pain that tears my heart affects me in so many other ways. My body hurt, my stomach hurts, its impossible to fall asleep. Once my body shuts down it doesnt want to restart. I appreciate the people around me who support me. I am sorry I let them down. For now I have to heal me. To Find a spot where I can be. Im not normally the kind of person to let people down. Always on track always responsible. I do whats right becasue it makes me happy. It hurts that I cant maintain even the simplist of life. I fail to maintain stability. Im not good at being weak. I need to put my life together. Before it ends. The anticipation is over. She really left. She took the kids, she took the phone. Here I sit as I have all day surrounded by photos of our past with no positive thoughts of the future. Was our life a lie? The smiles and happiness I see are they fake? How I miss you. How I want you here. Ma

My Thoughts Rate It If You Like It... Thanks
As I look out to a ne morning, I see the fog rising to relieve the earth. The chill in the air, birds singing and the day begins. Hoping you are seeing the same , keeps me going and keeping me sane. The light of day clears the plains, as it makes its way to me. It begins to get closer and closer, until it stops right before my feet. The birds have stopped and the breeze has stilled. Feeling like it has been forever I drift into sorrow. My sorrow lasts for days it seems, until finaly you are back for a moment. A moment in time recharges me for days. So my light until we meet again, I will long for you, ache for your words to brighten my day again. For you are my light to every dark day. Thank you for being my light. *KISS* Cold By Natalie Limardo Where had the heat gone? I am so cold inside and out. It is so dark and cold. My light has gone. Leaving me in the dark cold and alone. There is so much anger and fear. My life has changed because of you.

New Job?
To receive a new catalog and coupon for $10.00 off your next purchase on my website go to: www.dragonfly666toyz.com and request a catalog also leave a valid email address to receive the coupon. Booking a party with ME you will be able to get all this FREE and discounted stuff! Always been curious about the various edible lotions, sexy lingerie, and sensuous bedroom toys that are available? Until now, most of us have had nowhere to go to see these items or chose not to shop in one of those stores with the sticky floors! At a PartyGals party, you can see, feel, taste and touch an assortment of these exciting bedroom accessories in a comfortable setting. The hostess WILL receive 10% of party sales (before tax and shipping charges.) in free merchandise. For anyone booking a party from your party, you will get an extra bonus for each booking. I do a 50% off item for each booking on the night of your party (cash only) OR I will give you $10 off in merchandise any way you want

Contests
Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th). Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th). Anyone on my friend or family lists can enter. All you have to do is make me a salute, having either my sn or name on it, that is sfw. The contest will start Sunday (April 8th) so you must enter by then, so I must receive your entry by the end of Saturday (the 7th).

Lp
are up not all of them but a good amount of them. im working on putting them all up. Linkin Park today. :D im still a little sick but better then i was yesterday. i will have pics up some time tomorrow. someone rate my pics & stash PLEASE i have fallen behind. if you rate all my pics & stash tell me & ill buy u something BIG. thanks

Lucid Thoughts (poetry)
Gray ribbons running Endless across abstract ground Intersecting you and I Breathe in, breathe out Arms extend Hands touch Bodies embrace Eyes meet, close Lips press Explore Tongues entangle Drink deep Flow into me As I into you Where do I begin; where do you end? Unknown Today I opened a hall closet, from this closet eminated a familar smell. A smell that was from my childhood, my teen years and my adulthood. In an instant my mind wondered back to times of running and playing until the sun went down. Of kool-aid mustaches, lemonade on a hot summer day, sprinklers, running barefooted laughing and playing without a care in the world. Of Sunday mornings spent trying to sit still in church. Why this scent invaded my closet,I do not know.This closet houses games, toys and books. Maybe the scent filled my senses to remind me of happier times.Times that need not be forgotten.Standing there at my closet door, smiling, lost in thoug

911
I stole this from my friend Harley because I believe that these men and women who give their lives and sacrifice so much for me and my family that as many people as possible should know about the shameful way people who sleep peacefully in their comfortable air conditioned homes at night are allowed to do so because there are those who are sleeping in sand and extremely hot temps. I BOW TO EACH OF YOU WHO HAS SERVED/IS SERVING/OR WILL SERVE IN OUR ARMED FORCES!!!!!! I copied this from HarleyAngels blog because I feel it should be well known...Thanks for posting it Lorrie. Harley 1st Force Recon Company Vietnam 69/69 .................................................. NO COFFEE FOR THE MARINES Their coffee is tasting more and more bitter..... Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Not free mind you? Starbucks replied, telling

Andie's Goodie Box
Hey family and friends and anyone else--new pic submitted for your approval and comments. You will find it in my NSWF album! Have a great Easter! Andie Please please vote for me!!! Hugs and kisses, Andie CHECK OUT MY NEWEST ADDITION TO MY NSFW ALBUM...ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING IT IS VERY...WELL ARTISTIC!

Fallen Heroes
F) Airman 1st Class Raymond Losano, age 24, died April 25, 2003 (A) Staff Sgt. David Leroy Loyd, age 44, died August 5, 2003 (A) Capt. Robert Lawrence Lucero, age 34, died September 25, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Gregory Edward Macdonald, age 29, died June 25, 2003 (A) Pfc. Vorn Jimmy Mack, age 19, died August 24, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Joseph Basil Maglione, age 22, died April 1, 2003 (A) Spc. William Joseph Maher, III age 35, died July 28, 2003 (F) Master Sgt. Michael Harry Maltz, age 42, died March 23, 2003 (A) Pfc. Pablo Manzano, age 19, died August 25, 2003 (M) Cpl. Douglas Jose Marencoreyes, age 28, died May 18, 2003 (A) Sgt.1st Class John Winston Marshall, age 50, died April 8, 2003 (A) Staff Sgt. Francisco Martinez, age 28, died November 4, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Francisco Abraham Martinezflores, age 21, died March 25, 2003 (A) Chief Warrant Ofc. Johnny Villareal Mata, age 35, died March 23, 2003 (M) Staff Sgt. Donald Charles May, Jr. age 31, died March 25, 2003 (A) Pfc. Jose

Welcome All To My Blog
Stupid Questions II 1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress? 2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth? 3. Why can't woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed? 4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say "hi, my name's Bob. I'm an alcoholic"? 5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit? 6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside? 7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? 8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centuries have a use by date? 9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to a horrible crisp no one would eat? 10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think i'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"? 11. What do people in China call their good plates? 12. If the

Poems
I would give up my whole life to be in your eyes To reflect my love upon that face The smile of perfection that lies on your lips, So wonderful your taste And I'd die just to be without torment, I would die to escape my own pain. But I'd live with it just to be near you. I'd go through it again and again. I have waited my life for this moment... To be with you for even a day. Because i know not to cry so often. Those tears I trust you'll kiss away. Never fear this world that may hurt you. Just know it's me who never will. So just smile and know that you have me... And just smile knowing our love is real. I gaze into my absinthe glass Emerald hallucination Drowns away my problems All troubles that I'm facing Liquify each moment Of torment, doubt, and sadness Feels so free and liberated Like no one has had this It seems just like it's night time And there's no light at all But then I let the sun shine in With bitter alchohol Flowing like a river Down my thr

Pudintuition
HoW lArGe Is LaRge? I suppose it's about the MoNey. WeLL hoW MuCh monEy does it take to be "living Large "? I made a Quarter miLLion neT for a few years, and I'll TeLL yoU, My PrObLeMs WeRe As LaRgE As My income! I make 42,000.00 a yr now, and I Must SaY, I aM Much HaPPiEr NoW! LiFe is So MuCh Simpler noW than ThEn! The StrUggle to Become wealthy takes it's toll, And it's a 24/7 never ending fight All UphiLL. I've Had a good taste of being wealthy. It is Addictive, Overwhelming, And VeRy StReSSfUll! Of course, I'm speaking in terms of Coming From Nothing, To Becoming a high profile Success, thru sacrifice, and hard work, not an individuale Born into Money. I suppose it's a matter of opinion, But I prefer having a couple hundred left over in the bank a day before payday. As opposed to having a $10,000.00 BiLL to pay a day before invoices go out! Any way That's just my thoughts about Living LarGe! I hope My Way Of Thinking RuBBs Off On Some. I Am JuSt An Ole Looser In Life,

Grumble, Phhfffftisszzzle
Yesterday at work aa co-worker I've worked with for about 8 years quit. I knew he was unhappy due to very valid reasons with management change and his new suprvisor always fucking with him. He decided to leave with his head held high. Honestly, he left in a better manner then I would have. Anyway, it just sucks. He was a friend and a good guy to have around work. Part of what really bothers me is the complete lack of respect for the man. He always brought in sales consistantly. Sure everyone has their faults but since he left it seems like no one gives a damn. They elevated two new younger guys into the sales and the way they have handled themselves is just sick. I understand that they are excited for their new positions but to ride the coat tails for someone before them with no sign of respect and only bad things to say has really rubbed me raw. Sometimes the human nature makes me want to sleip farther and farther away from society. right now I am just bummed :( I sure am glad I hold

Take A Look At This!!!can You Belive It!
Check this out. Be sure to read the comments at the bottom of the page. Do you know the Preamble for your state? . . . interesting: Be sure and read the message at the bottom! Alabama 1901, Preamble We the people of the State of Alabama, invoking the favor and guidance of Almighty God, do ordain and establish the following Constitution. Alaska 1956, Preamble We, the people of Alaska, grateful to God and to those who founded our nation and pioneered this great land. Arizona 1911, Preamble We, the people of the State of Arizona, grateful to Almighty God for our liberties, do ordain this Constitution... Arkansas 1874, Preamble We, the people of the State of Arkansas, grateful to Almighty God for the privilege of choosing our own form of government... California 1879, Preamble We, the People of the State of California, grateful to Almighty God for our freedom... Colorado 1876, Preamble We, the people of Colorado, with profou

New
I am sorry that I haven't been on in a while. I just started a new job after being unemployed for about a year, which of course sucked big time. I just want all of my friends and family to know that I haven't been ignoring you but have been working. Thanks to all who knew that I was looking for one and for you wishes of good luck and support. I am a happy camper now. Hey everybody. Just got a new guest book. Please be kind and sign it for me. Would like to know where everybody is at. Thanks. This is a link to my Navy friend James. His daughter has cancer and all he is asking for is prayers. So please give your prayers for his little girl. My Daughter Is In The Hospital Please Pray For Her AD1 (AW) US Navy@ CherryTAP

Life Sucks
15-year-old killed as driver flees police Thursday, August 9, 2007 3:22 AM CDT Post a Comment | Email this story | Print this story Times Staff Report VALPARAISO | A 15-year-old Louisiana girl was killed Wednesday in a crash in which the driver of the car she was riding in was fleeing from police and hit a semitrailer, police said. The driver, a 16-year-old Valparaiso boy, is under guard at a local hospital and is expected to be charged today. The crash occurred at 2:15 p.m. at the intersection of Ind. 49 and County Road 400 North, also known as Vale Park Road. Three other teens were in the car. The driver, who police did not name, was wanted on a warrant for violating his juvenile probation. Brandie N. Broussard, the left back-seat passenger, died from internal injuries, Porter County police Sgt. Timothy Emmons said in a news release. Rachel McNeil, 16, the front-seat passenger, suffered internal injuries, and Robert D. Norris, 17, the right back-seat passeng

Life
Hello again, I know i only write like every day on here, but it helps me, today I have been thinking alot about what I say on here, and I want everyone to know that i do not just type stuff on here in a depressive manner because i mean to, no actually it is more along the lines of I just have been depressed, but i realized today that i am over it, so now it is back to buisness as usual, I am writting this to say that if not for love, honor, and friendship, non of us would truely be here. I would also like to say to my friends I am sorry for being a pain in the ass, I know I have not been myself and must appologize to all of you who I have made think there is something wrong since I have not been joking around like I normally do. Well I am here and I can say this much I am over whatever caused it, and I am back, and I am here to do some heavy nut tossing. So let us all take a deep breath, and welcome in the new month with joy, cause for me i know that tomorrow holds my future, and today

Private To Good Friends And Family
Here are a few short video's of the Kootenai River and the Falls up in Montana where i'm from... If you've seen the movie RIVER WILD w/ Kevin Bacon parts of it were recorded on this river.... Enjoy!!

A Contest I"m In!
I NEED A 30 DAY BLAST http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=673200&albumid=863575&i=3639986578 PLEASE GO AND HELP ME OUT, WE ARE ALMOST THERE GO AND BOMB THE HELL OUT OF THIS PIC PLEASE

Mindless Nonsense
Why does life have to be so complicated? I hate emotions, I wish they didn't exist, well at least the bad ones. I been feeling like pure crap lately and it sucks and it's not getting better, cept when I talk to a few people that really cheer me up but after awhile the shittyness comes back. I went to the doctors and they put me under and put a camera in my stomach and found bleeding ulcers due to stress and ect from the last fucked up 9 months of my piece of shit life and they told me if I didn't take the medicine they were gonna give me and stop being a emotional bastard that they were gonna get worse and eventually rupture and I could like die or get most of my stomach cut out. Well if anyone has suggestions on how to make me stop being such a emo fag feel free to let me know. Apparently I depress people when I talk about my last relationship and ect. So don't ask me about it and I wont talk about it. Looks like I wont be on CT or anything from the internet anytime soon since all I

Poetry
There's a tapping on my window seat, a tapping from the outside. the chilling wind blows in, wiping dry my shady tears, which should have left so long ago. i sit here at my window seat, another family in my house, which we built so long ago. Many years have come and gone, and yet i still sit here staring out my window seat. i close my eyes, the old grandfather clock sings, one... two... three... His car pulls into the driveway, four... five... six... the entrance door slams shut, seven... eight... nine... he walks across the room, the same piercing stare on his face. He picks me up from my window seat; across the room i fly. the other family in my house can't see what he will do. it's been sixty years since i could feel the pain, yet it feels like only yesterday. he throws me into the walls over and over, slapping and hitting me again and again. i can feel the warmth of the blood run down my face. across the foom i fly, my head a thump upon my window seat. he walks pass and li

Ur Death Clock Starts Ticking
Some gurls live a life of laughs…Others have to sit back and think…. He Lied He cheated Then he left… Guys are always gonne leave the one he loves for the one he likes….But what happens when the one that he likes leaves him for the one they love! ? ! ? I have no strength other than to go running right back into his arms…. The heart is not a play thing… The heart is not a toy…But give it to a boy and it will be broken… I should have just said to him here is my heart now break it…. Is it really better to have loved and lost then to not love at all? ? ? Would I honestly rather the happy times gone and memories ripped away just to save my tears? ? ? When the tears run dry and that they will! ! I'll still remember being happy! ! ! I wish my child days were back! I would cry over sharing my toys! The only jealousy I ever felt was that she had more ice-cream then me! Sex, Drugs, and responsibility were

Bullshit Repository
Justin is packing to leave for a whole week. *sniff sniff* That bastard is going to Bonnaroo!! 1. Where will you be in a hour? Laying on the couch with a wrestling dvd playing. lol 2. Who will be your next kiss? Either Alianna or Justin I'm sure. 3. Is there something purple within 10 feet of you? Alianna's shoe. 4. Are you wearing socks right now? no 5. When was the last time you went out of state? I was in Oak Grove like a week ago. 6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Nope, don't go to the movies anymore. Watch them for free on the puter! 7. What was the last thing you had to drink? Glass of root beer. 8. What are you wearing right now? My tiered skirt as a dress, and it still comes down to mid calf! 9. What was your last purchase? Cigarettes probably. 10. What's the last thing you wrote down? I was trying to remember how to spell a word in French and it's easier for me to write it down. 11. Who was the last person you talked to

Life
OMG I got my first tatto today an all I have to say is holy shit it hurt!!! But hey thats life I guess. Hehe any ways I will post pics later. Hugs an Kisses all Ok I went out dancing tonight an had a blast. It is the first time I have drank in a long ass time!!! I had two buttershots an two coronas danced up a storm got pics I will be posting some tomarrow. LOL it was just a wild girls night out of fun. I hope you all had an awsome weekend your selfs!!!! UGH first of my head is killing me an I feel like shit! Ok I went out to dinner with friends lastnight for my birthday then went out dancing I have not laughed so hard. Me an my g/f laughed so hared our stomachs hurt an we where crying LOL. The guys were like ummm ok. We all had an awsome time I got pictures of it I will have to post them. I hope you all had a wonderful weekend. Hugs an Smooches

Musings From The Dungeon
I have heard much condemnation in the past concerning S&M. Seems that there is much education lacking in the general population concerning S&M. Let me give you an example. She: Oh I'm not into pain, I could never do that. He: Oh, well OK. Let me as you then, do you like a little spanking during love making? She: Yes, I do, it heights my senses. OK, in a small way that makes my point. It is all about limits. Since it is all about limits; it has to be about negotiation. "I like this, but I don't like that." Secondly it is about trust. One "usually" doesn't just "jump" into bed with another person. There is something that says, "yes, I can do this with this person." That's trust. How far one goes in receiving painful stimuli is in direct proportion to the ensuing pleasure that it gives. Endorphines turn the pain to pleasure. S&M is not for everyone for sure. But it shouldn't get the bad rap of being a perversion. It is just another way of doing things. Just g

Dragons Fire Blogs
I saw this on one of the bulletins, and decided that I liked it so much that i wanted to keep it in my blog! By T.. D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know whe

Shit I Blog About
Today is so gloomy and I love it! Past couple days have been hell and it' s nice to get an ice cold shower from the heavens to cool my jets. Well.....just came to write some waste of time lines and see how much of you actually come read my crap!!! Hehe....round of applause for those who do! GOD, I FUCKING HATE MOSQUITOS..... THERE'S SHITLOADS OUT THIS YEAR! THEY JUST KEEP GETTING BIGGER AND BIGGER AND KEEP COMING BACK WITH MORE NUMBERS...OH MY GOOODD! HAHA....CHRIST MAN, BLACK FLIES.....SAND FLIES...HORSE FLIES.... I'M....I'M GETTING EATEN ALIVE! THE HORNETS AND BUMBLE BEES ARE PRETTY MONSTROUS TOO. I HATE BUG BITES! :( Wow... I am officially single! So.... single, 20 year old, woman into; s&m, metal, musicians and art. phone number 1-800 lets-cum I'm totally shitting you.

Lyrics (when I Can't Write For Myself)
Bury Me Softly In This Womb I Give This Part Of Me For You Sand Rains Down And Here I Sit Holding Rare Flowers In A Tomb.....In Bloom Down In A Hole And I Don't Know If I Can Be Saved See My Heart I Decorate It Like A Grave You Don't Understand Who They Thought I Was Supposed To Be Look At Me Now A Man Who Won't Let Himself Be Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Losin' Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied Down In A Hole And They've Put All The Stones In Their Place I've Eaten The Sun So My Tongue Has Been Burned Of The Taste I Have Been Guilty Of Kicking Myself In The Teeth I Will Speak No More Of My Feelings Beneath Oh I Want To Be Inside Of You Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Feelin' So Small Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Out Of Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real Th

Poems
I need to take you in my armslet me hold you oh so close and tightour sighs rising high into the heavensrocking wrapped up in sweet delightYou know I'll never ever let you goI yearn to kiss your warm lipstill we melt blissful in love's wild firein a dance eternal, joined at the hipI want you to know my heart's pure voicehear me pour out my feelings for youto shout them at the boundless skyso strong, so deep, so clear so truelove's feast calls us to this momentno reason needed, for what we doI have a gnawing hunger in my soulalways aching for just a taste of you Soft in a cloud of feathers to cushion my weary head, troubles melt quickly into the darkness, a smile dances over my lips, eyes close, happy for you come to me in my dreams. Here I touch you, hold you close, in my thoughts I have you engraved, imprinted upon on my heart, my sanity, when you are gone. I wait, wonder how long will it be? How long, my love, until you are with me? I see the dark sky, laden with precious

Word Of Esix
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Rants N Shit
I am so burned out. I want to cry but I can't. If I'm gonna die soon, I wanna die happy. I have done some horrible things. Some under the guise of friendship, most in pursuit of survival. I have alot to confess to, but He's not getting my messages. maybe Hes' given up on me. I feel numb lately. Well, I feel horny and numb. I'm a sex addict, I use physical pleasure as a subtitute for emotion. I have made some progress on turning that around. Yay, me! I don't think that my previous head injuries help matters any. Well, I guess "when it rains, it pours", but in my case it seems to be pourin' acid all over my sanity. I have ALOT of difficulty getting around since my legs are about gone. Today I had to replace the brakes on my truck. All 4 sets. Right now I hurt so bad dying wouldn't even give me relief. My whole body is swollen from heat exhaustion, even though I'm still a bit dehydrated. Why the fuck can't I get a break? I mean, it's not TOO much of a pipe dream to be hideously wealthy.

Life
It's been a bad weekend. My mom went into the hosplital again They don't know whats worng with her . she is out now, but im still so worried. my parents are 65 and they still fight and my dad has COPD and infusima and only one lung and is on oxygen and they were fighting and yelling today and my sister and mour kids were there to see it everyone is so upset and stressed in my family. I just don't know what to do anymore. i just thought blogging about it might help. i try to be kind to everyone on here and in real life and it seems like i just get used and ranover sometimes. People that i thought i was close to seem to be slippin gaway is it even worth it ? just my thoughts ..... I will be gone from here for awhile. I'm not sure how long. I have some things I need to take care of. thx IM MOVING TOM! JUNE 6TH... NOT SURE WHEN I WILL HAVE MY INTERNET BACK UP JUST FYI TO ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY. PLEASE DROP ME SOME COMMENTS IN MY GIVAWAY....JUST CLICK THE PIC LINK UNDER THE

F*cked Up Beyond All Recognition
Stick to what you know / Don't try to break new ground / idiot / Stick to your guns / Don't try to be someone / That you're not / Stick to the plan / Don't quit your day job / Man / Keep it simple / Stupid / I should kill you just on principle / Moron / Sticks and stones might break some bones / But words were never your strong suit / Prostitute / So shut the fuck up / Revenge is not your forte' / I own you / Shorty... I feel like I'm On the verge of tears Because I don't Want to work at Sears But I don't think I can cry no more God, I hate This fucking store And the stupid Elevator music All day long I can't stand that Fucking song Ashlee Simpson Can eat a sausage Or toss a salad I don't care Just someone please Somebody please (Fucking kill me) Please, please, please Get me the fuck out of here I see you starin' at me from your profile page You prolly lyin' about your motherfuckin' age But it's a'ight because I'm willin' and ready I already shouted at

Timm's Poems
My First Love You were the first love of my life The one I wanted for my wife You were such an inspiration Gave me love and dedication You cared for me when I was ill Gave me warmth when I had a chill Forgave me when I pitched a fit And not once did you ever quit When others would have given up You would gladly bring me a cup You were always understanding When I was my most demanding You made me laugh when I was sad You helped calm me when I was mad You washed my clothes and fixed me meals Helped me through so many ordeals To me that really means a lot More than any present you bought You would always answer my knock You were always my solid rock Yet you always had a soft touch You helped me grow and taught me much No one could ever outshine you I always knew your love was true Even when we were miles apart You were always here in my heart I never took you to the prom But I will love you always mom I am not a knight in armour all shining I am closer to

Night Stalkers Dj Sadistic Light
(repost of original by 'RopeMan *GROW ROOM OWNER*' on '2007-06-12 10:17:03') Click Image to enter and meet great people, Hear great music and please subscribe (repost of original by 'butterfly Realm of Syn member owner of butterfly angles and dream play house' on '2007-06-11 10:26:55') thank you sooo much baby for buyin me the blast and for buyin me the vic status mmmmwwwhhaaaaaa your wayyyy to good to me oh yea this was just so i can show off that im a vic but got carried away on the ty loooookkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im a vic now woohooo go me

Some Of My Writing
Today I asked for death, following incidents of maddening proportion,and they gave me disease on the rocks.Little starlit laughter bouncing between realitieswhere stick-figure men come to full coloron a pallet painted cobweb of intricate thought.All the work of late dripping bourbon rainthe scent of vodka staining my dreamsa masochist in merit alone,finding the paralytic insects crawling from my penand introduced to the brain stem as means of our old religionbow your head, and once may be saved.Indeed, like school children adrift in sleepwith eyes closed against the keysfound the antithesis of our strife.When upon we wake, cryptic messages begin to sense our souland through us the gods speakwith the roused blood of anarchy.Cry, dear savage,upon the page decorates in very plainlanguage for all to seethat tis' not a message, but only a plea.

Safty
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My Blog
When you look at my profile, please Sign My Guestbook. Its from a few years ago. Yep. It's tonight. And I'll watch every second.

Some Of My Writing...some Decent, Most Bad.
June 10th 1692 The incessant pounding continued upon the front door. So this is what being agitated by an angry mob is like I realized. I’ve often wondered how I’d react to something as cliché as a lynch mob after my head. I leaned back in my new found host’s rickety old rocking chair, and looked around the room. It was of the crudest of settings that I had chosen to take my stand. I’ve been preparing for this day for a very long time and the fruition of my efforts was close at hand. A log cabin, the interior walls daubed to prevent moisture from seeping in. A make shift chimney and potbelly stove sat in the far corner directly across from the door barring the mob. The doors hinges protested under the strain. “You will burn for your pact with Satan, witch!” called a familiar voice from outside. Ah, that would be the voice of the man that was the main focus of my scheme all along. Poor Tituba, the Indian slave woman I chose as my host. Collateral damage a

~sweetz~
I am losing my internet as of tomorrow...One reason bieng I joined a contest for a VIP,Which I finished over a month ago and never got the VIP as of yet....That alone was pretty screwed up... Second I've been fighting off very high blood pressure,complete with dizzy and fainting spells..I also pulled a muscle in my back and all of the bills have come out of pocket so I had to let my phone and Internet bill go... I will be gone for a while till I can come up with the $280 I need to pay it...Anyway....I just wanted to let my friends know what is going on if they dont see me online for a while.... MUCH LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!! To all of you who helped in the contest that got me my VIP...I reached the 20,000 needed finally... Alot helped and I so appreciate it but one constant person never gave up till it was done... Love you Jer...You rock girl!!! Huggsssss n Kisses to all that were there to help!!!! MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts glitter-graphics.com My deares

Crystal Blog
T ype O Negative - ... Type O Negative - ... Godsmack - Voodoo....

Friends And Family
This goes out to all posse friends and family. At least those of you who have not already removed me from your lists and decided I am not worthy of still being your friend. I have tried to talk with Shady to no avail. I left her a conversation on Shout today and because of this conversation...I have been removed immediately .....35 mins ago to be exact from posse. She on the other hand couldnt come to me and tell me this herself she had to send one of her admirers to tell me I was out. But thats okies. I am not into all this drama any way. I came to posse cuz I saw alot of friends wanting to help each other out and others. But somehow in the last 4 weeks it has gone down hill and is no longer fun. Everyone is fighting.....things are getting shoved to the back burner for others....that recently joined or arent even posse. Many members that drew me to posse have left. At first I didnt understand why but now I do. The following is a copy of my reasons. If after you read them u still

Skate Usa
ugh sometimes shit gets so tough. with everything that has happened this month i think i've lost it. i NEVER thought clint of all people would hold me back from beating the shit out of my older brother, I come back to minnesota

The Lp 411 !!!
Projekt Revolution 2008 Announced Linkin Park presents Projekt Revolution 2008 with Chris Cornell, The Bravery, Ashes Divide, Atreyu, 10 Years, Hawthorne Heights, Armor For Sleep, and Street Drum Corps. Tickets go on sale nationwide for select shows April 11. LP Underground members will get access to presale tickets from April 4 at 10am to April 5 at 5pm, so be sure to join now so you don’t miss this opportunity! To show their appreciation for their fanclub, Linkin Park has decided to pick up the service charge for LPU members who purchase presale tickets. "As a thank-you to our fan club, the band would like to pick up part of the tab for their tickets to this summer’s Projekt Revolution: Linkin Park will be paying the service charge on fanclub presale tickets," says Mike Shinoda. "This will save most fans roughly $8-11. Our fan club has been incredibly loyal and supportive, and we hope this gesture lets them know how much we appreciate them." If you’re not already a me

In Russia Today.......
have been on Cherrytap quite a bit of late, due to my arm injury, and i have noticed that the "sexygirlblond" (i think using girl in her name is pushing it) women has spent maybe $1000 on happy hours on the last week, i admit i did visit her page, and listen to her voice message, and quite a voice message it is to, if you get hot listening to OAP's talking dirty (thinking of you there Rev) drop by and listen. Quite what makes people spend so much money is alien to me, sure the site need it to run or should that be, "the site needs it to return a tidy profit"....... not sure, still this site will never get a penny of my hard earned $$$$$$$, i am far to much of a free loader for that to happen. What makes some granny want to become a Cherrytap god ? what motivates the top cherrys to spend there time and money gaining such lofty heights ? answers on a postcard Doddy PO Box 101 Russia This women CLAIMS she is 33.…….LMFAO, I personally think she getting her age and IQ mixe

Important Please Read!
Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name and address. If you then hit Map Quest, you will get a map to the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book. If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming. Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my number and it came up along with the map quest and directions straight to our house. I did fill out the removal form for myself, and encourage all of you to do the same. Quite scary. Please look up your own number. In order to test whether your phone number is mapped, go to: Google (http://www.google.com/ /www.google.com/> ) Type your phone number in the search bar (I.e. 555-555-1212) and hit enter. If you want to BLOCK Google from divulging yo

Um Yeah
i cant shake the feeling i am failing everything that means anything to me i feel like i cant do nothing right everyday i wake up i feel like i have failed the one person that means the world to me and i cant take that without this person i wouldnt be alive today and before you all get dont do yourself over a girl its not its my dad cause seriously if my ad wasnt there when i was 2 i would be dead cause i drowned and he saved me i have truely failed my family and what they stand for i have failed my grandpa and my dad the 2 people who mean the world to me i have all these inventions to make but i already know they will never make it out there not cause there not good there great they will change so much for the good but i cant shake them no more my family means the world to them and i fail them how can i be there for anyone else or good for anyone else if i cant help myself all i want to do is help but i cant even do that no more all i know is everyday its getting worse and worse and m

From Me, With Love
I'm sharing what was actually part of a comment to a friend on here. I hadn't intended for it to come out as a serious or philosophical statement. *blush* I'm just a very passionate, intense soul; and I tend to speak what's on my mind and heart anytime, anywhere. Especially when it comes to communication and human connection. What happened was this - I watched the video (at the bottom of this blog) about Juan Mann and his FREE HUG sign, which I had seen before but forgot to save at that time, and I decided it was so moving and generally such an awesome idea that I'd stash it. So I did. HvYHitter commented and said he was adding it to his forums. I thought "GREAT!" because I think it's something everyone should see. It's not flashy, technological genius or anything. It's just a simple video about a friendly gesture used to spread "warm fuzzies" to anyone willing to accept it. Here are some of my thoughts that I shared when I replied in HvYHitter's profile comments. -------

Marilyn Manson - Eat Me, Drink Me Album Lyrics
They call her Bulldozer speech demon Without distractions of hope, She makes the depression business Look surprisingly novel. And she's not just royal, Allegedly loyal Not unfaithful but she has no faith in me. Inhale the damage smoothly Paradise isn't lost, It was hiding all along. There's the ones that you love, The ones that love you, The ones that make you come. The ones that make you come unglued. I can't turn my back on you When you are walking away. Bottomless celebrity scar Staged circuses for schoolgirls, Us boys are all dressed up like a Mediocre suicide omen. Here comes the red carpet grave Again and again and again, Oh man. There's the ones that you love, The ones that love you, The ones that make you come. The ones that make you come unglued. I can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away. I can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away. Can't turn my back on you, When you are walking away, There's the ones that you love, T

Miscellaneous
For the last 3 days I have been working with our canteen feeding sandbaggers and then once they were done sandbagging kept the local police, county sherrifs and state troopers fed and hydrated. Anyone interested in seeing pics they are in my gurnee flood 2007 folder Ok I am STILL spending wayyyyyy too much time on here lol. So starting tomorrow there are 2 contests and 1 giveaway I'm bombing and will do those first thing. Will check at that time for happy hours. The first happy hour of the day will be spent doing my own personal leveling of two awesome men who still have a long way to go to Godfather. Will be shooting to give each of them 200 stash rates each. All I've managed to accomplish on the house is sorting one room that was pretty much done to begin with and clean out 1/2 my closet of clothes that no longer fit. Since I still have 1 junk room, a laundry room and 2 closets downstairs yet to go thru as well as 2 5x10 storage units in 15 days I want to concentrate more on the hou

Friends,family,fans
hey all i am back and better than ever. ty all for commenting and wishing me a happy birthday while my internet was down. it is so great to be back and to be alive and well. i am the happiest i have been in a very long time and it has alot to do with the greatest man in my life SHAUN. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. WE JUST MOVED INTO A HOUSE TOGETHER. and we are buying a car also. ty all for keeping me in your thoughts while i was going thru all that crazy stuff in my life. cant wait to hear from all and see how everyone is doing. big hugs GOOD NIGHT MY FRIENDS. SLEEP WELL AND I PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU. HAVE A GREAT WEEK. MUCH LOVE AND BIG HUGS, SWEET DREAMS I HAVE ONLY 7,700 TO GO TO THE NEXT LEVEL. ANY HELP WILL BE APPRECIATED. I WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU IN ADVANCE FOR HELPING ME OUT ANY WAY YOU CAN. YOUR THE BEST. BIG HUGS. MY NEICE IS HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL AND SHE IS DOING OK. SHE JUST HAS TO REST AND BE CAREFUL.WELL I AM OFF TO WORK TTYL.TY CHARLENE

Freckles
be back later..gonna go watch tv go check out this HOT mumm - and VOTE for it http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=75985 does anyone use yahoo messanger chat rooms? i've been trying to chat in rooms for a while now, but the rooms will not load at all. gah!

Html Testing/want 1 Let Me Know I'll Give U Code
See how this looks... This one is cool too! OK everyone this is my bestest bud Chris’ (Joker’s) first attempt at an official PIMPOUT!! This is his FAMILY list....... HIT EM UP!! QUICKSILVERGIRL a/k/a KATRINITY QuickSilverGirl a/k/a Katrinity@ fubar EVIL*THE BI-BITCH evil*the bi-bitch@ fubar HARLEY PRINCESS (Dawn, my real life big sis. She’s awesome!) Harley Princess Honorable Society Of Wolves@ fubar CRAZYSEXALICIOUSBITCH / DARKANGEL CrazySexaliciousBitch@ fubar CHERRY*SPLASH ~Cherry*Splash~I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar BLAKPNTHR68 `blakpnthr68`~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~

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You turned my world around a long time ago I just can't take no more, got to let you know now I'm burning with fire passion burns along with desire and I'm standing here waiting for the night you belong to me I'm burning up for you, so deep inside my soul All I want is your love It's the stuff where dreams come from all I want is your love take me there with your magic touch all I want is your love can't get enough I'm caught inside a web of mystery holding on to what I think I need and I'm lost here without you I know I'm a fool to allow you and I wonder when it was that I said you can't feel good I'm burning up for you, now I might loose control I'm burning up for you, you're all that I need the heat that I want Is what I breathe I feel my days are running away like rain I'm trying to hold on even though it's in vain off and on every day we change all and all love and pain remain I wish I could exist without your love I wish I wouldn't be de

Rin And Sesshomaru.
lol this is funny target="_blank"> people might not agree with me but I feel like Sesshormaru like a father to Rin so Happy Father's Day Sesshormaru

Char's Poetry
Deadly Accident I woke up this morning with an eerie feeling some one was watching me. Just to open my eyes and look around to see nothing there. I tried to go back to sleep but every time I dozed off I heard some one whisper my name in my ear. Sometimes it was just hot air like the breath of a mad man on the back of my neck. I decided sleep was not going to happen and flung my covers off of me with a bit of anger because I was still sleepy. I felt the bad attitude setting in and the feeling of some one watching me still there. I decide to let some anger out and shouted into the emptiness, “I hope you are happy now I am awake and in a REALLY bad mood!” I find myself laughing at me shouting and made me a little better. I went downstairs to get me some coffee to help me wake up when the gut feeling of an intruder settled in my stomach. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I getting sick or is some one really here? My eyes widen and my ears more keen to the sounds around me

My Fun Place
Music Video:GIRLFRIEND (by Avril Lavigne)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone hello laydes i am geten very lonly here give me a yell an tell me somthing Music Video:SHARP DRESSED MAN (by ZZ Top)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Bekah's Ramblings
will someone please tell me where all the decent men are? i mean, i don't believe in long distance relationships and that leaves me pretty much screwed in the men department cuz the men around here are scum. and i thought i could be gay maybe but the though of munching carpet really makes me sick. (no offense to lesbians, but it's just not me) i just don't understand. all these guys that like all this kick ass music and chillin out drinking beers wanna be with a girl who's like "ewww beer is nasty, and wtf are you listening too?" WTF man!!!! they got chicks like me out there who will drink anyone under the table and be jamming out some wicked shit and they want a whiny bitch. well more power to you! hope you're fucking miserable for the rest of your pathetic life!!!!!! (i'm sure you will be) anyway that's all i have to say....... i know i'm a fucking loser and i threw away my life, whatever. but i'm sick of my family always throwing things in my face. all i wanted was to have a good da

Angel's Destroyers
AT 9PM THANK YOU PLEASE DROP BY AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS SHE IS BEHIND AND COULD USE THEM THANK YOU need more comments for this contest :)

The Worst Day Of My Life
many men who hit they wonan do it out of fear, the fear that they may loose her, that shes tired of their lazy asses, the fear that they will never find a woman that can treat them ass good as their mother did, anyman who hits his woman rather shes wrong or right is a bitch in my book a man should never but his hand on a woman no matter what as a man your suppose to be the provider and the teacher think about that, if you got kids by your woman and your beatin her think of how your kids will be when they get older abuse and not givin a fuck, too some of yall they may read this i may sound like bitch but ill kill a man before i ever put my hands on any female in and abusive way. in a mans life the one person thats actually loyal to u is your woman as long as u treat them right. i got up early in the morning to take my cuzzin to his class, but we had to make a stop to get gas for the car. so we got gas and im driven 35mph on a 40mph street when this mexican waits till im about 5 feet awa

Stuff
come bomb my pic i'm in candle mans contest the link is below now come show some love My mother taught me to read when I was four years old (her first mistake ). One day, I was in the bathroom and noticed one of the cabinet doors was ajar. I read the box in the cabinet. I then asked my mother why she was keeping 'napkins' in the bathroom. Didn't they belong in the kitchen? Not wanting to burden me with unnecessary facts, she told me that those were for "special occasions" (her second mistake). Now fast forward a few months....It's Thanksgiving Day, and my folks are leaving to pick up my uncle and his wife for dinner. Mom had assignments for al l of us while they were gone. Mine was to set the table. When they returned, my uncle came in first and immediately burst into laughter. Next came his wife who gasped, then began giggling. Next came my father, who roared with laughter. Then came Mom, who almost died of embarrassment when she saw each place setting o

A Little About Me...
Inspired by a true story... To be or not makes no matter In this life of smear and spatter a name by any other would sound the same To some it's serious to others a game No one knows the truth you see except for the liar and of course for me Should they win My name shall die and my family will be left asking the why They'll not win to this I vow My name I shall keep I don't care how It was good till now and will continue so The liar will fall this much I know So in this world of love and hate I the give and He the take Will champion my cause and win this war and clear my name as it was before To those who have lost their dream, Ice blue skies with cold falling rain or white meadows where once grew grain A frozen pond where kids go to skate the clear crisp air on a night dark and late The hearth aglow with warmth from the fire and you drift of to sounds of an angelic choir Morning dawns and the sun is bright removing the last of a cold winters

School Stuff
Eliminating Sexism in the Army through Policies and Training People everywhere deserve to be treated fairly. Treating people equal, promotes the feeling that we are equal, where as treating people differently promotes the idea we aren’t equal. Why treat someone different, if they are equal to you? Sometimes differences in intelligence, strength, and skill level have to be taken into consideration. If you limit someone with the proper skills from doing a job, or stop someone low in intelligence from being in charge of people, or making important decisions, then that makes sense. However important intelligence, and skill level are, the U.S. Army does NOT take those attributes into consideration when promoting people, and when it comes to how people are treated, intelligence seems to be looked down upon. One of the main attributes they do take into consideration when deciding how to treat someone is what kind of genitals they have. The longer your urethra is, the shorter your hair h

Love Me
im in a contest and i need your comments lots of them smooches!!! The blood drips from my eyes, with every tear from your lies. The pain you can't see, makes me nobody but me. The deep cut from your knife, has trapped everything in my life. Stab me to death, cuz you have took everything that was left. My soul is now dead, not for the things you have said. You gave me part of your life, then turned around and stabbed me with that knife. My life starts to faid, now you have it made. I live in fear, you made me shed too many tears. Please let my soul go, you've hurt me more than you know. You have waited too long, my soul is long gone. Say a prayer for me, because there is nothing more to see. Too many times you have made me cry, don't look my way for I just died. wrote this for my husband The pain I have inside me, awakins every sad moment I had. Nothing for me to see, but everything that made me mad. Darkest hour of the day, when I draw closer to hurt an

Random Thoughts
I have been asked by a lot of people what would it take to see more of me.... Well.... After a lot of thought, I think I have decided.... Send me a Fu-Mail and I will let you know what it is. DJ Daddy's Gurl@PWS Radio~FuWife to KingVampire~Owned by Cappy~Owner of Rusticlette~@ fubar Lately my horoscopes have been about right on. I'm talking about the one they show on here in your profile set up. It's been weird because I've hardly ever seen one be right on. I don't normally read them first thing in the morning, but later for more entertainment purposes. Today it says a coworker and I will get into a heated discussion. We DID!!! It was also loud and heated as a joke to scare another coworker, but the topic of it was real. Man, let's see how much longer these things are going to be right. Good Evening/Good Night Everyone!!!

Very Naughty And Nsfw!!!!
The 8th wonder- forceful female ejaculation how to attain it A.K.A.squirters! Think about this. Man says old faithful a natural geyser (a hole in the ground that squirts) is the 7th wonder of the world. Now that may be true but if it is then the 8th is woman that squirts!Female ejaculation-We're talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her vagina as she cums. There are many a brotha that have never witnessed this phenomenon. bit to those of us that have! Whew! we were for ever enlightened on the beauty of this thing. It's not uncommon for a woman that squirts to be married and or have several children. A squirting vagina is Highly addictive. Most squirters are natural. but the ability and skill can be developed. all right i know what you're thinking that with vaginal flexation excersices I can do this?! It's going to take a little more understanding of your body-what's happening and why. Let me drop a lil knowledge here about female ejaculation. Actually, to be more accurate

If We Were Meant To Be.....
Everyday that goes by, I dare not cry. For our love has grown, But it still can't be shown. How I dream about that day, That you will come my way. Showing me all that love, That love that was sent from up above. If we were meant to be I hoped that you would be with me. From day one till the day I die, I will be happy and cry, Happy tears that was meant to be For you and me. Forever is a long time, But with you it seems like time has just begun. Endless thoughts about you, Flow effortlessly through my mind. Seeing you precious face as I close my eyes, To feel your caress as I look to the skies. Knowing you are far from me, But your heart beats only for me. Loving you has been what I've lived for, Your handsome face and all your charm, along with your sense of humor and loving heart is what I truely adore. Forever seems like such a long time, But baby, as long as it's with you, I'll stay in heaven in your arms for all eternity. Baby, you mean the world to

Been Awhile!
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Something To Think About!
rorytmeadows@ fubar Some of these ugly girls need a reality check. Also, I get tons of guys swooping in with comments and low ratings. STICK WITH CHICKS. If you're rating a guy on purpose, you're pretty much a fag so get the fuck away. Stop being loyal to those, ugly girls you date, you just don't realize how worthless you are. If you've been rated a 1 and you don't know why, you probably have forgotten that you're ugly as sin. I'm not going to sit here like a fucking sheep and tell you that you're a 10, when you're not. If you're wondering why the hell someone can even rate you a 1 and get away with it, it's because that's what the rating scale was intended for. If you're ugly, deal with it. Don't blame it on me because you can't handle it. I get chicks in real life as well as myspace and facebook. Just because this website makes your ugly ass feel better doesn't make me ugly. Don't take your woes out on me. I get plenty of women and plenty of attention from girls, attractive

Writings
It was rash, impulsive, reckless, thoughtless, or perhaps the best word was just plain stupid. Whatever her friends might have thought the most glaring piece of this whole situation was that it was the most unexpected thing she could have done. Of course she was far from predictable, but who does something like this? Whatever it was that possessed her, those that knew her were not given the chance to figure it out. She quit her job, turned the keys of her apartment over, put her things in storage, and hopped on a plain to Ireland with nothing more than the simple pantsuit she had on and the only book she had ever read twice. She left only a form letter to anyone that needed to know that she would return in a year. Her surroundings were that of any anteroom in any office building. She sat in one of 4 simple chairs a short distance from a magazine rack and a little green plant, and the prevailing colors were brown and white. The receptionist sat to her ri

Ramblings Of An Insomniac
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged (or have read this), you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. 1987 was the worst year of my life 2. I love the rain. 3. I was born in Illinois. 4. I take things too seriously. 5. I can fit my hand in my mouth. 6. I daydream WAY too much. 7. I want to own my pre-school someday. 8. I hate politics. 9. I miss my parents ALL the time 10. I love to take pictures I'm not tagging anyone, if you want to play you can :) *hugs* dv xp3j h3yu c7 etc....... I know I'm not the only one annoyed by the bouncer, but I need to vent. 8 times!! 8 times in a row I had that crap. I'd enter the code and up it came again!!! what the hell? Okay, F

Personal Thoughts
MY SOON TO BE FU WIFE NEEDS SOME HELP IM ASKING ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO HELP IF YOU COULD STOP BY AND GIVE HER A RATE AND 10 COMMENTS WOULD BE REALLY COOL THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HELP i sit her everyday and try to figure why i am so out of it why i have so many issues and all i can think is it was ment to be this way for me i am a very nice guy and i seem to have alot of problems with alot of things no matter how hard i try i seem to always make a mistake then you realize that its just part of life i guess i am here and life is what you make it so i guess if you want a good life and a happy life you should make it that way no matter what blocks life dish you OK PEEPS SHES KINDA NEW TO FU LETS SEE IF WE CAN HELP HER OUT SHES ONLY NEEDING ALIL OVER 10000 DJ-TOOSEXY@CLUB OCTANE-magsand tnt have my heart !!!PROPERTY OF DJ TNT@ fubar

What In The Fuck?
"Sorry Ingrid, the service is for close friends. Like Jeffrey's extended family. It's not something you'll really want to witness anyway. It's open casket and just awful. His Dad really just wants the people who were closest to him. There is going to be a get together sometime at Grace Family. I don't remember when exactly. But people who aren't able to go to the funeral can go to that." lets just say, there was a huge argument about that. just got a text "i love you to death baby" im thinkin, shouldnt you be fuckin sleeping? and please dont kill me. im flattered though, i must admit...;) CHARACTERISTICS of the NARCISSIST and others with Personality Disorders http://www.narcissisticabuse.com/ 1. Self-centered. His needs are paramount. 2. No remorse for mistakes or misdeeds. 3. Unreliable, undependable. 4. Does not care about the consequences of his actions. 5. Projects his faults on to others. High blaming behavior; never his fault. 6. Little if

New To This
CRY I cry each day as the day grows, The pain doesn't seem to slow, With in the time spend in getting older and I seem to grow, As I look out side and see the snow, I wish I could be there as the other young ones play in the snow. I cry each day knowing that the days are getting shorter, I have one wish that is to fly, to see the open sky, My dream will one day come true but I am also still lost in the blues. FRIENDS "No one really knows What kind of bond we share And even if I told them They probably wouldn't care You are very dear to me I hope you know it's true And now that you are sick Tell me what that I should do? While you've been gone A part of me has been lost It's like I've taken our friendship for granted And now I'm paying the cost I never knew how much you meant to me Until you went away The thought of you being really sick Haunted me every day I spent a few days at school alone And my weekend was such a bore A lot of my time was spent in my

My Pimpouts
I TOTALLY LOVE THESE 2 PEOPLE (MY A&A's)... FOR SOOO MANY DIFFERENT REASONS...NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE EITHER OF YOU...I TRULY CHERISH OUR FRIENDSHIP!!! IF THEY AREN'T ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST YOU ARE MISSING OUT.... GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!!! **MAKE SURE YOU TELL THEM SHELL LOVES THEM** ~~AARON/LSD~~ Love Sex n Death@ fubar ~~ANDREA~~ Andrea@ fubar ~~SEALED WITH A KISS~~ LSD's SHELL@ fubar THEY LEVELED ME..WOOT I AM FU-KING..... NOW THEY NEED SOME MAD FU-LOVE.. YOU ALL ROCK!!! THANKS SO MUCH LilBamaGirl~?WRR and Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize Fan?~Shadow Leveler@ fubar Miss Honey@ fubar SgtRaider*Fu-Husband Of Ecuadorian Goddess*@ fubar THE DRUNKENMONKEY FUENGAGED TO KRAZYCHCIK DJ BADGIRL'S AND FREAKINFREAK'S BODYGUARD@ fubar broken_hearted420 friend of pitbulls fubar wife & real g/f to djpogobob@ fubar slj768 Member of Confederate Bombers

Tracy Scam
Hi Sugar! I got your pictures yesterday and received another Email from you today. I guess you're kind of serious about finding your life partner! I'm as serious as you are, but when I meet people from the Net, it kinds of freaks me out a bit. My uncle just got scammed into something like that. He met this nice Russian lady about 6 months ago and was supposed to meet her last weekend (she was supposed to come down to Canada) but after telling us some sort of story about why she couldn't take the plane, we soon realized that she was scamming my uncle. So he thought that he had met someone he could trust and love, but she just took advantage of him. So now if you understand what I'm saying, you will be patient with me....At least 'till I can build a solid trust toward you. I saw your pictures and I really like what I see. You seem to be the type of person that I would probably ask to dance if I saw you in a Night Club or something. I tried to go back and look at you profile on

Scribbles & Musings
Why is it such a hard thing to believe that something so simple could give me reason to snipe & grieve why the f*** do I have to beg and plea with those I've allowed in my circle, not to say 'goodbye' to me can't we agree upon another term? why do they insist upon spewing that which makes me squirm? don't tell me goodbye 'Goodbye' in all it's variations is too / QUITE final and NOT what I want to hear so keep the concept of goodbye off your lips and away from my ears everything under the sun has it's time and it's season yet goodbye is never acceptable under any circumstance nor for ANY reason as there are times it may anger me or give me cause to fight back tears this is a simple message & request for friends, family, & peers please don't tell me goodbye do you not want to see me again at another time or are you determined to give me reason to erect a 'wall' for ALL to climb I ponder, "am I so wrong in my view?" is it so wrong to have desire to remain in conta

The Rabbit Hole
I'm bored as hell. So here's 15 random things most people may or may not know about me. 1] I don't give 2 shits or a fuck about sex. (SERIOUSLY) 2] I haven't been 'with someone' in almost four years. 3] I like the color purple. (As long as it's a deep shade.) 4] I'm a smartass, who also has a great tendancy to say the wrong thing at anytime. 5] I love to be right, and hate being wrong. (I get over it.) 6] I cry (When no one else can see) 7] I enjoy writing poetry 8] I live with friends. (Whoever's got a spot on their floor really.) 9] I moved to Arizona from Michigan to go to college. 10] I was once engaged to the greatest woman on earth... but I fucked it up. Her name I won't say, but the initals are JDKM. 11] I'm a virgo... this means: 12-13 12] I think logically. 13] I'm meant to be alone. 14] I hate shrimp 15] If you call yourself a B*tch with pride... stay far the hell away from me... It's an insult NOT... a compliment. Okay #15 nee

All About Me
What would you rather do?Scuba dive or skydive:Scuba diveCheat on a test and pass or not cheat and fail:Cheat and pass duh!Lose your sense of sight or lose your ability to hear:tough one I guess my hearingGo to a baseball game or go to a football game:FootballExecute Osama Bin Laden or throw him in jail for life:how about torture the mother fucker every day for the rest of his life while IN jailFreeze to death or burn to death:Eww freeze definitelyGo to Puerto Rico or Hawaii:HawaiiBe hot and dumb or ugly and smart:hot and dumbTalk over the phone or in person:dependsPaint or draw:Yep PhotoshopLive in the South or the North:SouthShot in the hand or the foot:dam um Live in an urban area or a suburban area:UrbanDie young when you're in love or die at an old age never having been in love:young and in loveBe a Hollywood star or a famous athlete:Hollywood-cause I would love to have my fucked up life made known to millionsBe in the Army or the Navy:Whoever sends you to the best places =)Run a

Need Help
First 10 people to 17,000 comments wins. Need help please My friend is in a contest and needs 20,000 comments. Anyone who helps will get all their stash and photos rated by the both of us.

Its My Turn 2 Bitch
BRINGING A POSITIVE VIBE WITH PLENTY OF ENERGY; STRAY KATZ IS AN UNDER GROUND CREW OF BREAKERS, POPPERS, LOCKERS, RAVERS, GLOW STICK SWINGERS, YES EVEN KRUMPERS, MC'S WITH FLOW, CROWD MC'S, LIVE VOCALIST AND DJ'S WHO HAVE A LOVE FOR ELETRONIC, AND HIP HOP MUSIC. OUR GOAL IS TO MOVE DANCE FLOORS, AND PROMOTE CLUBS, PARTIES/RAVES, HIP HOP SHOWS, AND ANY OTHER EVENTS WE ARE INVITED TO. WE GUARNTEE TO GET TO MOVE THE DANCE FLOOR, AND KEEP IT STEADY ROCK'N ALL NIGHT LONG. (ALONG SIDE OF THE DJ OF COURSE). IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS, OR WOULD LIKE US TO COME TO YOUR EVENT, OR WOULD LIKE TO JOIN............ PLEASE CONTACT: JASON SLEDGE (AKA: B-BOY DISCO) JUS A LIL SECRET!!! Current mood: annoyed Category: Romance and Relationships LADIES IM GONNA LET U IN ON A LIL SECRET ABOUT GUYS.... LIKE ME 4 EXAMPLE. WHEN I MEET OR TALK TO A BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN PERSON I GO FROM JOE COOL TO JOE FOOL IN 1.2 SECONDS.WHEN IM ON THE PHONE OR ON THE COMP IM JOE COOL BUT AS SOON AS IM IN PERSO

Birth Month
Welcome to my life Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong, And nobody understands you? Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so load That no one hears you screaming? No you don't know what it's like... When nothing feels alright. You don't know what it's like to be like me... To be hurt, To feel lost, To be locked out in the dark, To be kicked when your down, To feel like you've been pushed around, To be on the edge of breaking down... When no one's there to save you. No you don't know what it's like.... Welcome to my life! Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more.. Before your life is over? Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies.. While deep inside your bleeding No you don't know what i

The Road Not Taken
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the Son was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more 'just one minute.' Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say 'I Love You.' So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know. And so, we keep them clos

Tarotscopes! By Luangel
#10's the Wheel of Fortune )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( )o( If your birth number is a 10, then your Tarot card association is The Wheel of Fortune. ***Characteristics: If you are using your energy in a positive manner then you are Lucky by nature. You are Positive, Successful, and Happy. You roll with the punches and you benefit from change. You always seem to land "butter side up" ***Traits associated with the use of negative energy. If you are blocking your positive energy you may experience these traits. You may be Arrogant (arrogance masking fear), Pompous, and Vain. You may feel as if you live on a roller coaster, with pits of despair, followed by peaks of happiness. ***Actions which may block Positive Energy: Fear that something "bad" is about to happen. Over-emphasis on material assets. Being Over-cautious. Feeling that you should be punished for past actions>>>Guilt. ***Symbols: Chance, Luck or Fate ***Angel: The Angel associated w

Kings_daughter69
Central to the LORD's plan is Israel and the Jewish people. Romans 11:11 explains that the Gentile believer has been chosen by God to bring the witness of the LORD to the Jewish people. As this message of Yeshua is brought back to, and received by, the Jewish people, they will say, "Baruch Haba B'Shem Adonai" - "Blessed is He who comes in the Name of the LORD!" … and in so doing, usher in Yeshua's return (Matthew 23:39). Discoveringthejewishjesus.com. God offers all of us the choice between a fruitful, prosperous life, or one that leaves behind little or nothing of lasting value...God's word protects us from evil and its consequences when we fallow it, and it teaches us to rely constantly on God to sustain us at all times....Blessed and fruitful life, Psalm 1:1-6. Law of the Lord, Psalm 19:1-14, Trust in the Lord Psalm 37:1-40. "My child, I am with you, even when you feel there is no one else to turn to, I am there. I will give you wisdom to know the truth. Look to me when the

I Love My Friends!
December 24, 2010

Stop Child Abuse
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Military Humour
(Now at Camp Pendleton, San Diego, Marine Corps Recruit Training) Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are too. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer that the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but I am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay... practically nothing. Men got to shave but it's not so bad... there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie, and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you 'til noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boy

Bombers Needed
All help is appreciated! Help my friend Ann to level....she only needs 2400! Thank You!! ann l@ fubar Barbiie is behind and needs help. The contest is over at noon Sunday! Please help catch her up! She is behind 375

Eye Openers
Henry Rollins Hits The Nail On The Head! WAKE UP AMERICA!!!! Network - Get Mad A scene from Paddy Chayefsky's classic movie "Network" directed by Sidney Lumet. One of two films to win three acting Oscars. Truth is stranger than fiction – but the sad fact is WAKE UP AND GET MAD! Get Mad Video montage to the classic scene of Peter Finch as Howard Beale, newsman, from the film "Network". A Visitor from the Past Poem about American Freedom and Independence from Patriot author Thelen Paulk I personally feel that there should be separation of church and state, but the founding fathers and those who fought for this country before us are rolling in their graves as to what is being done in our government today. Maybe this “Visitor from the Past” will inspire you to stand up as the Sovereign you are or claim to be.

Poems
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7" Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally poops in the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides............... These two guys meet after not having seen each other for many many years. First guy a

Stupid People
On a recent weekend in Atlantic City, a woman won a bucketful of quarters at a slot machine. She took a break from the slots for dinner with her husband in the hotel dining room. But first she wanted to stash the quarters in her room. "I'll be right back and we'll go to eat," she told her husband and carried the coin-laden bucket to the elevator. As she was about to walk into the elevator she noticed two men already aboard. Both were black. One of them was big.. very big... an intimidating figure. The woman froze. Her first thought was: These two are going to rob me. Her next thought was: Don't be a bigot, they look like perfectly nice gentlemen. But racial stereotypes are powerful, and fear immobilized her. She stood and stared at the two men. She felt anxious, flustered and ashamed. She hoped they didn't read her mind - but God, they had to know what she was thinking! Her hesitation about joining them in the elevator was all too obvious now. Her face was flushed. She couldn'

Misc. Blogs
This Is Called STUNT

A Tribute
Do not ask me to remember. Dont try to make me understand. Let me rest and know your with me.Kiss my cheek and hold my hand.Im confused beyond your concept. I am sad sick and lost. All I know is that I need you to be with me at all cost. Do not lose your patience with me. Do not scold or curse or cry. I cannot help the way I am acting, cant be different 'though I try. Just remember that I need you, that the best of me is gone. Please dont fail to stand beside me, Love me 'til my life is done. 9/11 Body: PLEASE forward this to everyone in your address book asking them to also forward it. Please join us on 9/11. We have one week to get the word out all across this great land we love and call the United States of America. Let's see how powerful e-mail can be! On Tuesday, September 11, 2007 everyone in the USA who will be driving a motor vehicle is asked to drive with their headlights on during daylight hours. Though no explanation is needed as to why we are co

Justice System Sucks Ass !!!!!!!!
Life is a wonderful thing when u want it to be .. But when things come at ya so hard sometimes u just feel like crawling into a little hole and staying there wondering how you got yourself into such a mess and how to get out of it , Dont ya feel sometimes that u just cant get out of that hole ?Nomatter how hard u try you just cant seem to pull yourself out . No matter what u do or say it just doesnt seem to be the right thing ! No matter how many ppl u try to be friends with they just keep stabbing you in the back . Starts to hurt ,, hurt (alot) sometimes . So my friends i ask u How does one get out of the hole ? How does one amke life better to where everyone is happy ? How does on stop being stabbed in the back by there so called friends ? I have asked myself this so many times AND i keep crawling back in that hole . PPL say that fubar is addictive i say that fubar is a place to go where everyone is accepted and if you dont like what ppl have to say you just block

Poems
The wind sweeps across the freshly cut grass that blankets the park across the way. Off to the South the storm clouds roll in, slowly and methodically, transforming the sky from blue to shades of grey. It seems almost unearthly being able to see the different waethers mold and mesh themselves together in an ever changing sky. Out here, in the peace and serenity of a small town, you can watch in awe some of the true wonders that nature has to offer. It's not like that of big city living where everything passes by with intensity and fervor. You are deaf and blind to what really takes place around you. No heaps and mounds of concrete and asphalt to skew the glory, no overwhelming masses of blinding lights overshadowing the clear night skies. No, not here.....here is where nature is the main attraction, showing all of Her splendid bliss. As I sit, listening to the wind, the sound are overwhelming. Hearing the trees sway, fallen leaves rustling across the the road and an occassional acor

So Sad! :(
Im on auction. come vote on me!! I am lonely yet surrounded by people. I am sad yet I can lead anyone to believe Im happy. I am scared yet I hide my fears. I am not wanting to go on another day yet I continue to breath. I am yearning to be happy yet the tears continue to fall. I am wanting good memories yet all I recive are the bad ones. I am wanting life yet I feel so dead. I sit wishing for it all to end. I wish for my broken heart to mend. I wish for my soul to be full. I wish because this pain is not cool. I wish for a way out. I wish not to pout. I wish for someone to care. I wish for someone to be there. I wish for nothing because I've realized wishes never come true.

Advice For Guys
Remember the Brain is the Biggest Sex Organ If you want to turn your woman into a sex freak, first of all remember that you’re a man, not a dog. You’ve got a brain so start flexing it. If your woman’s given you a reason why she doesn’t want to get it on as often as you do than listen to her. No matter how much you feel her reasons for not wanting to have sex have absolutely nothing to do with sex – listen to her. Why? Because that’s one of the major things women complain about in men, that we don’t listen. Yeah, okay, maybe she is an uptight bitch at times, maybe she does go on and on about the most inane things, maybe she can be annoying as hell – but so can you. And you know exactly when you’re pushing the line, slacking off on your part of the bargain, forgetting to take out the trash, forgetting to let her know when you’ll be home, forgetting the stuff she asked you to pick up at the store – or maybe you make snide comments, and little digs. This i

Intersts Joe1
i would love to see a reality show that is more like real life. maybe guy goes home and kids egg his car but if he egg them the cops come because my neighbors are retarded jerks and cops are on his side. Then if supper is not ready on time he and his wife have a fight and she goes out and messes around with his friend or thought he was a friend until that happened. losers! How about it NBC? i like football go noter dame! they are the best and michigan cheats why do people repost so many bulletins especialy repost there own bulletin that has mispelled words and no one read the first time?then i cant see anything but reposted bulletins that i have read before and i dont like it. if they are that big a loser they need to go to my space.

Funny Stuff!
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India . If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala . If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan . If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer, cigarettes, whiskey, and tattoos since these are the only products still produced in the USA . Thank you for your help & please support the US. Well one day Harry the eagle waited at the nest for Mary, his darling of 10 glorious years. After a while when she didn't return he went looking and found her. She had been shot. Dead! Harry was devastated, but after about six minutes of mourning he decided that he must get himse

Contest
K ALL SO FAR THERE ARE ONLY REALY 5 PPL GETTING VOTES SO ITS ONLY FAIR TO DO TOP GAL AND GUY SO TOP GAL GETS A VIP TOP GUY GETS VIP 2ND GAL GETS BLAST 2ND GUY GETS BLAST 3RD GAL GETS BPG 3RD GUY GETS BPG I AM NOT DELETING COMMENTS FROM THIS CONTEST NEXT ONE THAT SAYS THAT I AM THE ONE UR BOMBING IS OUT OF IT any one can rate the photos in the contest folder on my page no down rating at all the contest opes at midnight 9/19 and the one who comes in first gets the vip second gets the blast and third gets a big pimping gift i will be watching so lets play fair the fist one who doesnt play fair is gone no joking so tell all ur friends and lets play

Jokes
Little Johnny Little Johnny came home from school one day slightly confused. His mother was Jewish and his father was black. So Johnny asks, "Mommy, am I more Jewish or more black?" "What does it really matter? If you want to know for sure you'll just have to ask your father," his mother tells him. So, when his father arrived home from work, Little Johnny asks the same question, "Daddy, am I more Jewish or more black?" "What kind of a question is that? Why do you want to know if you're more Jewish or more black?" asks his dad. "Well, it's like this dad... Tommy down the street wants to sell his bicycle for $50, and I don't know whether to jew him down to $25, or wait until it's dark and steal the fucking thing." BEFORE MARRIAGE HE: YES. AT LAST. IT WAS SO HARD TO WAIT SHE: DO YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE? HE: NO! DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT SHE: DO YOU LOVE ME? HE: OF COURSE! OVER AND OVER! SHE: HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED ON ME? HE: NO! WHY ARE YOU EVEN

Camwhores Get Punkd
I love fucking with spammers. This one likes to use the word "awesome" so I tried to please her by using it back as much as possible. Her status message: Status:

The Mind
Always find it interesting when people ask me a question about me and when I answer them they say I am wrong. Take the jeans my sister bought me for xmas. Now they are nice jeans but when my mom asked what size my sister should get me I told her. So of course my mom tells here to get a different size cause she thinks I wear my clothes to big. So when I tried the jeans on they would not button up. So of course when I tell my mom that I do know what I am saying she makes me feel like the idiot and the asshole for it. Now I have been on this site for some time now. I have gotten use to seeing "bling me" messages from people. But today I got one that just made me laugh. I got an email from a "lady" on here saying that she would like to be my friend. Ok no big deal but then she goes on to explain that in order for us to be "friends" I needed to send her 100 credits so she can get some bling. Now I had to laugh cause 1 I have not sent anyone bling in a long time since I am out of work.2 "Sh

News
I am working on cleaning out my friends list. I have so many that I can't keep up with the true friends so I am removing people I never hear from. If I remove you and you wish to stay let me know...Thanks Cherise "Bottoms UP" I have a folder with 300 pictures that I am willing to give FU-Bux for rates. Check it out and let me know what you want to do. Start Here... I have a folder of pictures that I am willing to give FU-Bux for anyone who rates them all. I'm trying to get leveled as much as possible before my VIP runs out in 2 weeks. So help me out and I'll help you out with some bux.

Funny Stuff
There were three sisters, Molly, Polly and Fanny. They all went clubbing. Only thing was they all had really big feet. This guy started dancing with Polly and said “Wow you have big feet”. So Polly said “If you think my feet are big you should see our fanny’s!” D A M N I T O L Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST.M O M M A'S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of co

Immmm Backkk
Their is an idiot on here named Nikki This is a guy and an an ugly fugly impersonation of a female.... What a level to stoop to who is he foolin? Would the new primary pic be clear enough for a salute with a salute added to it?

Heart
What is it like when you feel like everything that you have ever wanted. You finally can have with no worries or with no pain it is so much easier when you don't have to try an make some one else happy that you really don't like or love just be your self an be you own person except all things that may go wrong don't blame your self You know when you have a true friend when they stick with you through thick an thin no matter what happens you know that they will always be their no matter what happens this is to all my good friends who have beenthier for me IT is a heartache to loose someone that you loved so much.But you know how hard it is to think that they are in a better place not living with the wars and the hatetred and the violence I lost 2 kids an i know that they are in a better place an i know that they are looking down on me to make me feel better know that they don't have to deal with the rascial slurs or the hatred or any of the crap that the world is dishinf out right n

Words To My Favorite Songs
After the smoke clears When it's down to you and I When the sun appears And there's nothing left but goodbyes We'll just turn and walk away How could we let it end like this Just turn and walk away Should we seal it with a kiss It's too late Now you're out and on the run It's too late Held up in love without a gun Silent night We hold up our candle light Silent night The night our love died No words to say And we're both too tired to fight just hold me close... And don't let go It was all so simple when You were to be queen and I'd be king I guess those dreams got lost Cause baby you're still you And I'm still me Now letting go It's always the hardest part to fight When we both know We're just two more victims of the night It's too late Too late to wonder why Much too late To save a love that's died Silent night We hold up our candle light Silent night The night our love died No words to say Now we're both too tired to fight Just hold me close a

Rammstein Lyrics In English
Whoever does good will be forgiven Therefore be good in all your journeys Then you'll soon have visitors We'll come with the song book We were born for music We are the servants of your ears Whenever you're sad We play for you If you live without sin And give each other a hand If you don't squint into the sun a song will be played for you We are the servants of your ears We were born for music Whenever you're sad we play for you Whenever you can't sleep May you be treated to a song And heaven cracks A song falls softly from the light of heaven We were born for music We are the servants of your ears Whenever you're sad We play for you Love is a wild animal It breathes you it looks for you It nests upon broken hearts and goes hunting when there are kisses and candles It sucks tightly on your lips and digs tunnels through your ribs It drops softly like snow First it gets hot then cold in the end it hurts Amour Amour Everyone just wants to t

Funny Funny Funny
A 3-year-old tells all from his mother's restroom stall. By Shannon Popkin My little guy, Cade, is quite a talker. He loves to communicate and does it quite well. He talks to people constantly, whether we're in the library, the grocery store or at a drive-thru window. People often comment on how clearly he speaks for a just-turned-3-year-old. And you never have to ask him to turn up the volume. It's always fully cranked. There've been several embarrassing times that I've wished the meaning of his words would have been masked by a ! not-so- audible voice, but never have I wished this more than last week at Costco. Halfway, through our shopping trip, nature called, so I took Cade; with me into the restroom. If you'd been one of the ladies in the restroom that evening, this is what you would have heard coming from the second to t he last stall: 'Mommy, areou gonna go potty? Oh! Why are you putting toiwet paper on the potty, Mommy? Oh! You gonna sit down on DA toiwet

My Feelings!!!!
Submissive Me the day started out as any other, quiet and still - she looked out the window and saw that his car was gone. every night he came and every morning, the sun would rise and he would be gone. she went to the kitchen to pour some coffee and write up the day's schedule. at the kitchen table, she sees fresh tulips in a vase, fresh coffee brewing and a bowl of fresh fruit. all her favorites and all from him, he always made sure that she was taken care of. she sighs, take a mango slice and starts to suck the sweet juice from it. she bites into the mango and feels the taste burst into her mouth. as always it reminds her of the night before, her lover bursting into her mouth again and again - she smiles. she wonders 'why does he never stay until i wake?', 'why must i always awake to an empty cold bed?', 'there has to be a reason'. she pours a cup of coffee - black and strong - just the way she likes it. cup in hand and another slice of mango, she heads to the kitchen table, sees t

Random Acts Of Writting
this is to everyone on here that has some fake ass pics up that they know damn well make them look better than reality....why perpetrate and try to be something that ur not??? people need to get comfortable in their own skin and act like they have some sense of self worth...i understand that some people do it cuz they are overly concerned about putting pics up because they dont wanna be cyber-stalked or whatever but what's the worst that will happen??? some douche bag is gonna jerk off to ur pic?? u should just see it as a compliment...lol...its the internet, do u walk around outside like a arab chick with ur face covered all the time??? cuz "the real world" is where the real threat is.....they can follow u home...all they can do on here is send u some fake threats that they more than likely couldnt even come close to acting upon....get over urselves and get more secure....act like a damn adult....if ur offended by this...let me know...i'll write back, it'll be fun.... resentment

Myspace Blogs
these are copys of my blogs from myspace, since i'm done on myspace, i thaught i would move them over here to give you a little better idea of who i am. So enjoy kiddies ... I Raped your god .... hello kiddies and welcome to another installment from the asylum ... so today i just got home from work, after working a 12 hour shift, all i was thinking about was getting into the house and hitting the bed for some well needed sleep. anyway as i pull into the drive way i see theres this suv sitting in my drive way, im so tired i really dont care so i just pull in and start heading to my front door. thats when it happens next thing i know the doors spring open on this suv and out get 2 guys in suits and a woman in like a dres suit, well they ambush me before i can get to the front door. i knew it was going to be bad when i seen the pamplets in there hands and a bible. so any way they want to tell me a.bout "God" they go onto there whole speel before i can say anything as in how

Done, Done And Done
You came and I didn't. Now, is that really fair? I let you in, wiped you down. I let you touch my hair. But you came, and I didn't. Now, is that really fair? I mean, I guess I should've tried And maybe gotten mine. But I assumed that you would share. You came and I didn't. We both know that shit's not fair. lol not fair at all the land of shit and money home of the slaves, land of the weak other nations, the meek will inherit the spoils of Babylon believe it walk by faith before you see it If nothing else, I hope you took a minute to think..even if it wasn't about this fucked up country. (Pardon my English) peace and serenity, jai I've cut most everyone I was dealing with in what I like to refer to as a friendly circumcision. It is essentially the slicing and/or cutting off of unwanted attachments in the forms of 'friends'. The folks who need me know how and where to catch me. Those who don't, weren't really here to begin wi

Stuff
This is the 3rd year of my classes and I have been doing very well with them. Actually have a grade point adverage I am so proud of. BUT I am taking a class that has me so frustrated, almost to tears. This class already has a fast pace to it. I am a full time babysitter of 2 toddlers (18 monthers) part time Sub teacher, mother of 2, 4-H leader, and a captin of a dart team. Which that one is helpful for relxing my stress. The weekends are the only time I really have to clean carpets, and shopping, and any extra activites since I can't really go anywhere during the week due to the toddlers. Well I am off to read a chapter that was suppose to be read last week. ekkk. Nothing is more annoying than someone being a lier and putting their nose where it doesn't belong, So yes she is married to my ex. Who cares. She accused me, my BF of molesting my children, raping them, starving them. Accused my children of raping hers. Right there why would I want them around her? Then goes on saying sh

My Stories
This is a story from my incredibly boring job. I work with mentally challenged individuals, who at times can become violent. That is just one of the perks of the job. Well, one day during the summer, I was working in a home with Michelle, taking care of 5 other individuals. Normally, there is another person working with us, but since it was a nice summer day, people decided to take advantage and have a 3 day weekend by calling out on that Friday night. So, it was just Michelle and I all night. I guess I should start off by describing Michelle. She is about 5'1" and a little on the chubby side. Not fat by any means, just a little chub due to being in her mid thirties. What she lacks in a flat stomach, she more than makes up for with an incredible chest. Her breasts are easily a 42 DD and she normally dresses to show them off. Not in a slutty way, mind you, but just a fun dresser. During the winter, Michelle will normally wear jeans and a shirt that is either tight or low cut. Nothing

Writing
Why did you leave Why did you go What did I do I really don't know When you left Tore a whole in my heart So full of questions Why did you depart You played the role Of a father to me Life was so good As life's meant to be I need you And miss you so Why did you leave Why did you go An echo fades into the night, an eerie mournful sound. A shooting star disappears from sight, and I crumble to the ground. There is no life within this garden; my sobs are the only sound. I have poisoned the honeyed fountain where your love could be found. Dazed, I stare at the stars above, my grieving howls fill the night! Unintended betrayal of love has hidden you from my sight. I remember how it used to be when we shared our fears and delights. You are a treasured friend to me. How can I make things right? Feeling afraid, cold and lonely, I long to tell you how I feel, but you don

Goofycaca
I'm shitfaced and not afraid to admit it. And I'm not just drunk. I'm so drunk that my feet are tingling. So drunk that my lips are numb. I stopped at Whataburger for breakfast. For those of you that don't have Whataburger, you're worthless! Living without Whataburger is worse than living without Jack in the Box. And living without Wienerschnitzel is actually worse than living without Whataburger. I'm so drunk that while drinking out of the milk carton (fuck you, I'm single) I almost fell over when the room started spinning. Now, I'm going to bed while Augen licks the remaining cheese out of his fur that fell while I was eating my breakfast burrito. should you choose to accpet it. I need music ideas. My new job will require some travel. Some of that travel will be by car. My car. What I want to do is put together a mix CD. Difficulty - Heavy Bass Trance, techno and dance are all welcome. So what do you suggest? I was really planning on going out t

Drama ♥drama♥ Drama
funny thing about secrets...shouldn't have any you don't want told. but really i dont have any...i just know what i see..if i mention it to someone in conversation..i mention it. Local boys....you wanna play with the local girls..thats cool but dont fault me if they get curious and we all chat about you. hahahaha "we take our own chances..and pay our own dues..that silver tongued devil and I" thats all the drama I have :) So I am chatting in the good old shoutbox when I look up and see something bizarre... {«(v)åÇHÏÑ3»}: I am a Cuckold Hubby - I share my wife w/Hung Black Men - I watch and take pics/vids, have you ever heard of this lifestye? haha wtf? yea this is retarded..like I give a fuck about some dude and his perversions..I dont know who it is...if its a joke..or if this person just thinks I need to know about it. anyhow the rest of my shoutbox rocks..just had to share this with you :) back to my stealth mode again ♥ oh

Ski Season
This weekend marks the opening of Montezuma Bowl up in Arapahoe Basin. Its the largest addition of terrain in the national, almost doubling the size of this ski area. Went up to the mountains on Friday. Snowing like crazy up there. Had snow knee deep in many places. A-Basin is located right on the great divide, making it one of the closest ski areas to Denver. Its also one of the few that have a lease arrangement that let them stay open into the summer months. They frequently stay open till July 4th. I recommend checking it out! The last couple of weekends I have had the pleasure of going to Winter Park from Denver on the ski train. As anyone who lives in the Front Range knows, the worst thing about going skiing on the weekends is the drive up I70 to the ski areas. Its a traffic jam that would make the people in LA or San Francisco envious. Can double or triple the amount of time it takes. Since the 40's a train has been run from Denver up to Winter Park Ski area (http://www.sk

Blah Blah Blah
checking out Hastings with my 13 year old daughter, and 9 year old son. Saw somw little things from cartoons from my child hood. and my 13 year old looks at me and say "wow mom, i didnt know they had cartoons back then" i pointed to some things from even before my time and she was like wow was there actually tv before you were born.. lol i wanted to slap her.. lol i mean come on im not even 32 yet.. lol man some people here need to get lives.. i havent been on in like forever and as soon as i do people i dont even knwo start shit.. come on people grow up.. OK so i guess i was wrong i thought we were all adults on here....lol i was bored so i was rating and i didnt give this chick a 10 so she gets all pissy and writes me this shit.... she says "just cause i look better ou don't have to downrate me" then she goes on to tell me she blocked me...lol ... i dont give women 10's because i have a woman, lol and i dont want her thinking im out looking around...lol http://fubar.com/us

Sillymonkeys Silly Rants
Nuff said The Three Jewels are the Buddha, Dharma and Sangha. Buddha is one who has purified all the defilements of the mind the afflictive emotions, the imprints of the actions motivated by them, and the stains of these afflictive emotions and who has developed all good qualities, such as impartial love and compassion, wisdom knowing all existence, and skillful means of guiding others. The Dharma embodies the preventive measures which keep us from problems and suffering. This includes the teachings of the Buddha, as well as the realizations of those teachings the cessations of problems and their causes, and the realizations or paths which lead to those cessations. The Sangha are those beings who have direct non-conceptual perception of emptiness or ultimate truth. On a relative level, Sangha also refers to the ordained people who put the Buddha's teachings into practice. The Dharma is our real refuge, the medicine we take which cures our problems and their causes. The Buddha

Sports
As a race car fan, one of the things I have been involved with as a volunteer was Champ Car racing. First when I lived in Oregon, then here in Colorado for the Denver Grand Prix, I would spend the weekend down at the track and meet the drivers, owners and lots of race car fans. Unfortunately, this year's event was cancelled as the Democratic National Convention will be at the Pepsi Center during that time. Of course, Champ Car has also been on its last legs, and this past week ended its run, folding its tent and the teams joining the Indy Racing League. What this means is that, along with the ending of the IRL running at Pikes Peak Speedway is that there is no more top level auto racing here in Colorado. We still have the Mile High Nationals at Bandimere, and the Pikes Peak hill climb, but its not the same. Hopefully at some point top level racing will return to Colorado. Well, With the NHL season ending today, its time to get ready for the playoffs! First round for the

Sanity Is Over Rated
-Eyes of the Devil by Seether- It irks me when i get burned And i realize, i don't get hurt And always, it seems I've lost my way When i feel you, it's not enough And i need you to shun my touch I notice the season's ripe for change I'm weak I'm weak So with every new lesson learned I could keep you before it turns And the knowledge that things won't be the same Now i realize that you have won And there's nothing to be said or done And i notice the wind won't blow my way So run with the eyes of the devil And keep them in your dreams If you succumb to the lies of the rebel You'll cleanse yourself of me It kills me to watch this fade And i realize it's all charade And every mistake i make is the same I beseech you to let me drown Will it please you to let me down And no one can save me from the pain So run with the eyes of the devil And keep them in your dreams If you succumb to the lies of the rebel You'll cleanse yourself of me [x3] Jesus, save me! (I'm wea

Ramblings
People seem to forget that I have two main problems with lots of people or even crowds. 1. Too many people. 2. Too much fucking noise. Now, there is a lot to be said for peace and quiet, and I can even see why some have been driven to kill to achieve that state of existence. For me, that place that I can at least minimize the noise is my room. And you know the house is too hectic when I am followed into the room by shadow. Today is one of those days that I really have a hard time dealing with. One more person in the household that seems to go out of his way to keep Cassie squealing and screaming. Okay, so he is playing, and since I am the only one that is getting upset by it, I will make a tactical withdrawal from the area where this noise is occurring. Unfortunately, I can see myself isolating more in order to prevent any explosive outburst of temper. The temptation to skip my fourth meal in a row is coming on strong. I would rather be hungry than dealing with e

Azcutie's Thoughts
Trust is a funny and fragile thing in life We trust in God to always love, guide, comfort and be full of grace and forgiveness for us We trust in our military to protect us from enemies We trust in friends to always be honest and supportive when we need them As children we trust our parents to always love and care for us, no matter what we do We trust doctors with our health and even our lives We trust teachers with the most precious gifts that God has given us We trust police officers with our safety We trust lawyers with our security and futures So why is it when we trust another with the most delicate thing we have, our hearts, it's so damn hard. Hard to trust enough in another person to allow them into your heart. So hard to entrust another human to hold such a precious, delicate thing in their hands and care for it and not shatter it into a million pieces I’ll Know Oh how dark and lonely it is Outside in the misty rain

My Freakin Blogs..
Help him out and I can help you out ... click the pic...it's a comment contest...help please.. Love has no boundries, it doesn't follow a time frame, it just happens. When you fall in love fast, your head beings to spin and it turns you upside down and inside out. It's scarey because love is such a strong feeling for someone to have about another. When you fall fast you have so much to learn about each other but be an open book, ask questions, ask anything. Love is about being open with one another, learning each other, and looking past what they have done in other realationships. Be yourself, love should never change you or what you stand for. Love doesn't know that you don't live close to each other, it doesn't have boundries. All you can do is see what happens as time goes by. So don't hold back let yourself be loved and love back. Some people are going to be negative, when they see that you found someone and you are happy, let the negativity roll off ya and hope

Thoughts And Stuff
Funny thing about all this FEMA Detention camp conspiracy stuff.... 1) The department of homeland security in and of itself does not have the authority to take or hold prisoners. The DHS agency is merely a umbrella office to coordinate information between various agencies of the US Justice Department, Intelligence Agencies and the Military. 2) In a martial law situation, the military has full authority to shoot first, and forget about asking questions. It takes more personnel to guard people than it does to bury them. Speaking from the viewpoint as ex-army, let me explain the very simple facts of life concerning martial law. a) person or persons caught breaking curfew, shoot to kill b) looters, shoot to kill c) violators of any emergency measure put in place for the duration of martial law, shoot to kill. Simple, effective, and economical... bullets cost less than prison guards. 3) Seems awful funny that the pictures used to prove the existence of these camps are o

Holidays
A Beautiful Christmas Story Three years ago, a little boy and his Grandmother went to see Santa at the Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin. The child Climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?" "Yes, Santa," he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but .." the old woman began, shooing her grandso

Why Me
HIM LYRICS "Don't Close Your Heart" I know how it feels to be on your own In this cruel world where hearts are bound to turn to stone Where you are alone And tired of breathing It's all going wrong And you just can't stand the pain any more You're too numb to believe in In anything Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down I know how easy it is to let go Surrender to despair lurking at your door To lose your soul and all your feelings Strenght all gone And so many things left unsaid And deeds undone You've stopped caring 'Cause it's all in vain Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Darling don't let me down You are so alone And tired of breathing It's all going wrong And you just can't stand the pain Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart Baby just don't close your heart

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Just Everyday Things
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our ol

Who Am I To Judge
Sure Your Right Heart broken is what I am. I can't help it .why you do the things you do. Can't you see were close to a break up, And I already felt it. Tell me why ,the pain inside my heart. Just made me cry . what's the truth? Forget the lies you say you that your right! So that only means that I'm wrong Jesus Rivera Calderon Copyright ©2007 Jesus , Rivera Calderon Subject: I FIND HIS TO BE VERY FUNNY Date: 11/14 17:39 PM Message: Subject: Penis Study... Date: Tue, 22 May 2007 18:37:46 -0700 THE PENIS STUDY The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's Penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the stud y, the French decided to do their own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the sh

How I Feel!
O.k. I made freinds this past year I even was able to find myself havin feelings of love for one person and one person only. Then this person up and stops talkin to me period then they block me for no reason but there own. I think I at least deserve to know why I have not done a thing to this man to have my feelings hurt I have been faithful I go from home to work and back. So I deserve some kind of closer to this relationship he ended it not me so some kind of explanation is wariented don't ya think? So if u r reading this and know why this person did this drop me a line to tell me and if you r the person who did it then at least have the decency to say why you did it. O.K. I lnow every time this year I can expect visits from those I love and miss but disapear for months mabe even years at a time but know matter what they always resurface at the same time of year like the birds coming back from winter break..... Well that has happened again this year after three years give or take lik

Naughty
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 19.Anal? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. What do you think of phone sex? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE S

Thought For The Day
http://www.celestinevision.com/ He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked th e shit out of him... Like his mother used to do. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese I'm not cheap, but I am on special this week I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol I intend to live forever - so far, so good I love defenseless animals, especially in a good gravy If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? If you ain't makin' waves, you ain't kickin' hard eno

Leveling
From becoming a Fu-gee. Please help out a good friend of mine. Lizzie is The Consigliere's fu-fiancee@ fubar But she's only 10k from the next level. Lizzie is The Consigliere's fu-fiancee@ fubar She will return the love. *Áñgè£*DJ@ THEVIP DREAMWEAVER'S VALENTINE Rate Spankers! *FU ANGEL* WEEZYS BFFL@ fubar

Irony Of Love
Put " and answer me back be honest!! Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: Get drunk with me: What would you do if you woke up next to me ? Will you repost this so i can do the Facing your eyes, I found myself saying

Live, Love, Laugh
Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live...... Love doesn't make the world go 'round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile... Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. Let us so live that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry. Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life? Live your life and forget your age. We are always getting ready to live but never living. In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life it goes on... I am a woman above everything else. Did u know...when u dream about a person that person went to sleep thinking of u?? did u know... when the person u like looks at u then looks down their crazy about u..?? did u know that when that person looks at u directly in the eyes they love u more than u think..?? did u know... when that person looks at u alot they can't live without u..?? did u know when they leave they say bye too m

666
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer an other health problems? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick brown curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to dona

Driving
What is a Trucker? Truckers are found on highways, in truckstops, in service bays, on loading docks, on bush roads at fuel stops and often they are the first at the scene of an accident.Their wives/husbands help them. Little boys follow them. Relatives don’t understand them. Meals must wait for them. Weather can delay them. But nothing can stop them. A trucker is a paradox. He/She is a blue-jeaned executive with his office in the cab. He/She is a scientist who hauls dangerous chemicals and explosives, a purchasing agent in a baseball cap, a personnel director with grease under his/her fingernails, a poor eater with fondness for burgers and fries, a student of geography and a weather watcher. He/She likes sunshine, children, smooth pavement, good traction, clean loads, dinner at home, weekends with his family, an unbuttoned shirt collar and country music. And there is a special place in his/her heart for his rig. He's/She's not fond of c

Songs I Like
WASTED by: CARRIE UNDERWOOD Standing at the back door She tried to make it fast One tear hit the hard wood It fell like broken glass She said sometimes love slips away And you just can't get it back Let's face it For one split second She almost turned around But that would be like pouring rain drops Back into a cloud So she took another step and said I see the way out and I'm gonna' take it I don't wanna' spend my life jaded Waiting to wake up one day and find That I've let all these years go by Wasted Another glass of whisky but it still don't kill the pain So he stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drain He says it's time to be a man and stop living for yesterday Gotta face it. Cause' I don't wanna' spend my life jaded Waiting to wake up one day and find That I've let all these years go by Wasted Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing The still of the morning, the color of the night I ain't spending no more time Wasted She kept dr

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Vixen's Blog
I have been away from fubar since Feb. I honestly was just burnt out. I come back to find out it's not keeping any of my friend requests, sometimes even from a few days back. I hope to get this resolved from fubar support. If you have fanned, added and rated me and I haven't accepted, don't take it personally since I didn't know. Please rerate/ fan/ add me again and send me a message! If you Fan/ Add/ Rate me for the first time also send me a message! I'm buying Auto 11's for fubucks if you are interested please send me a message and let me know how much. I hope you had a great 4th of July Vixxen Please read the full blog. Please rate my blog! Please Rate my profile/ Fan & Add Me I will return the favor! This is required, but you do not have to wait for me to approve your request to rate. I will randomnly be giving away Fubling!!! For each folder with 100 pics you get 5,000 Fubucks If you rate with an actual 11, you get 114 (double) poi

Other Places I Like To Hang Out At
YOU WANT A PLACE DRAMA FREE AND IS ALWAYS FRIENDLY YOU COME HANG OUT WITH US IF YOU LIKE WHAT YOU READ BELOW CLICK AND JOIN DEADLY DESIRES Tonight there will be an auction for staff and all in lounge... THIS CAN ONLY MEAN ONE THING DA WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW'S PLEASURE NIGHT HAS COME BACK TO THE FUBAR PEOPLE OF THE NIGHT Think You Have What It Takes To Tame These Wild Tigers HERE ARE SOME OF THE PEOPLE THAT WILL BE AUCTIONED OFF Meet our DJs NO LIMITZ aka head dj and co owner of deadly desires Faith aka deadly desires owner Warrior aka nolimitz main regulater and host and owner of DJ KAIJAW'S PLEASURE NIGHT Britt-A-Knee aka EARLY MORNING DJ if you got wood then she is your woman DJ CamV8 aka MID DAY DJ if you want to relax come hang and get sexy DJ Calico aka the one that the ladies go to cause his nick name is DR. POPPER come join the masses for PLEASURE NIGHT owned and hosted by DJ KAIJAW bids will be going on at these times THIS

Wow.. Um Click It Its Not What You Think
Who ever said being a single mom was easy is absolutly nuts.. lol I’m not exactly a single mother like those woman, i do have help after 5 pm lol but being who i am a well known unmedicated BI-POLAR with sever ADHD and O.D.D and being preggo again on top of it all, its not exactly easy, but its not hard either, i think the days i spend with my lil one make me a stronger person and defently has taught me some patience, not alot but some lol I dont think it would be as hard as i think it is if Jadein would start talking.. i dont mean the typical 19 month old talks, but like how her cousin who is 2 and he can hold a convo’s yanno. she will learn in her own time i know i know, but ehh its boring during the daytime i have no one to talk to and when he dad comes home i start to spout at the mouth about anything and anything and he just sorta shrugs me off it hurts, he has told me once he honestly didnt care, that crushed me, but i understood he was tired sore from work, but it was li

To Stay Rules Are Changing....
I read a few blogs...mumms..and sad to see some do not have the savvy or graciousness as the men that were on stage tonight. I felt the moment as a great candidate and hero in my book gave his speech; not because he lost, but I felt the pain he suffered in giving his life to the country he Loves. I don't know or will speculate how our new president will handle things or approach the many issues this country currently has. I will say like in a previous Blog I'll support him and not bad mouth someone like many have done and so I've read. Thus the belief thing resounds again in Romans chapter 13. I will not degrade those placed in authority above me. Yet, I will also say if any of those placed above me I will call out what is not done appropriately. Thus rebuke is ok!! I will say this to those that rated/voted because it was a racially motivated thing; It is wrong to base things upon popularity, whether color, amount of money or who is young or old. It though should be based on

Just Stuff I Wrote
I never would have thought that there'd be a you and me. It wasn't plausible. It wasn't possible. But out of the star-crossed sky fell an opportunity. It was great. It was special. It was magic. It made my life such a blissful state of euphoria. My eyes sparkled. My soul danced. My heart rejoiced. And now that it's gone I wish there was something in its place. I want a new dream. I want a new heart. I want a new chance. But mostly, I'm receiving only loss. I remember the happy times and think there'll be no more. I remember little thoughts of you and sigh 'cause you're gone. I remember my contented heart and sigh because now it's broken. And now that you're gone, I can't help but miss you. For every where you used to smile an empty memory looms of your soulful eyes your shy smile and your beautiful face. Time Clicks as I await The hour ends before my take Sitting, thinking, waiting; my mind escapes The day grows old as night passes Wolves cr

One Sided
I hear your name. My heart skips a beat. I feel emptiness by my side. My body is isolated from your touch.

The 5 Thinger Discounted Contest!
If you haven't Rated to VOTE for the funniest picture in "The 5 Thinger Discounted Contest" yet... click this lil vote picture to do so! Come see what these funny FU's do in their spare time! ONLY 6 Hours left. Ends tonight at 7pm FU TIME! A TWIST! A TWIST! A TWIST! I have been trying to think of something to do that's a lil' different. So, here it is.... A NEW PRIZE! I will be recording the amt of rates tonight at 9pm FU Time! The contestant with the most rates to come in between tonight @ 9 amd tomorrow night @ 9 will receive a 1 day blast! I know, I know...it's not much but definitely reason to plug along and keep at it! So, you gotta get the rates anyway to win...why not try to get the most you can in 24 hours and win MORE! HAVE FUN! The "5 Thinger Discounted Contest" is Almost Over! Contest Ends Friday Night at 7pm FU Time. I challenged my friends to be creative and find 5 random things from around the house and put

Awesome People You Should Meet
So many times we don't say thank you... It's so easy to forget to say thank you... So I wanted to take a moment and share my thanks and appreciation to these wonderful people. Life-Savers Family@ fubar Each and everyone of the members of this family have been so absolutely wonderful to me...Some I don't know so well and others are people I chat with whenever I get the chance. Not always do I have time to go back and leave comments and rates... Life is hectic and I feel guilty that I haven't returned near as much as they have given... So please take a moment and show them lots of love and attention. ♊aGEM4life♊ [Shadow Leveler] james' Queen|FU Owned by Scarecrow & by jade&jaksonsmom@ fubar She has been there trying to get me to godmother, a friend when I needed someone to talk to... and well I just can't tell you all the great stuff...Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Dee75@ fubar She bombs and rates and comments till she maxes out daily...what an a

Can U Help?plzz
believe or dont..!?!

Low Flyer News (my Band)
Last night was our first show at The Boardwalk, and let me tell you, it was fucking amazing! The bands that came out were all really great, so thank you Shadowbox Theory, South Of Sunshine, Raining Glass, and Dopamineak for playing such damn good sets and being severely cool people. Thanks to all of our friends who showed up and supported not just us but all the other band, good times were had by all! Also, if anyone has any pics from the show, we'd love to see them! We've got more fun stuff coming up soon, so keep an eye on the shows page and this blog, and we're looking forward to seeing you guys at our next show! Lou / Low Flyer Want to be kept in the Low Flyer loop? Subscribe to our Myspace blog!!! Completely freakin' psyched, tonight we rock the Boardwalk! Sacto people, you have to come out, it'll be amazing! Info: http://www.boardwalkrocks.com Us: http://www.myspace.com/lowflyerband 7:30pm, $13 or so at the door! Txt me if you have it if you're comi

Carbon Copy Pro
Carbon Copy Pro utilizes what is known in the Industry as a "funded proposal". If you are not familiar with that term, let me explain. When a person visits a Carbon Copy Pro site, they are given some "teaser" information for free. To gain access to more info, the visitor must pay a small fee - $49 and complete an application. For this $49, you do actually get a valuable product -- a training CD by industry marketing master Mike Dillard that also fully explains the mystery product being marketed. The beauty of a funded proposal is that it helps raise "funds" for the marketer, even when a sale is not produced. These funds can then be put back into advertising the site, generating more leads for the marketer's business. Carbon Copy PRO Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? The headlines read $250,000 first year income potential. Type in almost any keyword about making money online or a homebased business and you will have two, three or more of these "carbon c

Same Story, Different Cast.
so a friend of mine bought me a 3 day blast... i put in the blast Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken over there, I'm going to eat the first thing to come out of it's butt" but fubar decided to edit it to "Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken over there ... I'm gonna eat it" seriously, wtf? that and how is this pic nsfw?? did anyone ever listen to full devil jacket? i dunno why but i used to love that band when i was in high school. they had it all :D i put a few tracks in my playlist on my profile if u wanna know what im talkin about.

High Tech Info
Ok many people tend to end up getting emails that have hidden stuff. Most times it has hidden adware. Gator and other crappy programs are still out there and still being passed around in what seems to be legit emails. This will happen alot it is hard to stop it all so you must be prepared. So here are some free programs to get that you can use to help protect you. 1. Anti Virus Actualy one of the best ones out there is free, its AVG antivirus. Get this unless you have a payed A.Virus program you already use. All tho having this as a secondary is a good idea. Since no one A.Virus program can catch it all. 2. Get adware, its free and it takes care of ads and trojans the anti virus programs can not get. also spybot search and destroy is a good one but may no longer have a free version. Remember even with these in their payed versions there is no gaurentee it will clean everything. However if all goes well they will at least ID what is on your system, then you can google the e

Ramblings Of An Earthly Goddess
I'm nobody's fool but dammit I'll be a fool for you ya toss around sweet words like pennies into a wishing well but they don't flatter me they just ease my descent into hell you tell me that ya miss me like crazy that living for my touch is what keeps ya going that your world is muddy without my beauty to clear the view ya tell me that ya wanna make love to me but ya cant say i love and me I'm nobody's fool but dammit I'll be a fool for you I let you in over & over & over again tellin myself we can be just friends but I look at you & pieces of my eternal soul become inflamed they fly as ashes then fall to ground my heart does just the same I sit here now with the juice of you still moist on my thighs & I wonder why I fell again I can't even bring myself to cry cuz the nearness of you it's still thick on my skin but I know that will wear thin and the tears will flow cuz despite the sweetness that ya toss in the air for me you'll never really care

Brown Eyed Girl's Blog
the hour's just begun to breathe again. after having held its breath for so long. pretending to be unconscious. when really it was only stubborness. dragging the bodies up from your heart to your head. searching inside yourself for some place to bury the dead. there's no war. none that i'm aware of. yet battles are. battles are the only way we connect anymore. there's no bloodshed. no victims. and yet somehow still there are so many casualties. i guess i didn't understand your words. your intent. and i expected more than you were willing to give. if only because. if only because that was what i needed. but i've fallen asleep now. and the dreams have begun. i've closed my eyes. shut down everything. there's nothing left in here to wake up. only now how does your heart move? fast and furious or slow and steady. how does it move me. rhythm and rhyme against the backdrop of stolen moments. captured lives pretending cages don't confine. why do i try to be myself when. take t

Surveys And The Like
So, what if you married the last person you kissed? hmm would be wierd she is nice but honestly cant see marrying her If you could change your eye color would you? my eyes were brown when i was a kid now they are brown green and gold like a hawks so i guess i already did lol What is the biggest secret you know about your best friend? i take the fifth Last person you told a secret to? mari What's your favorite thing about Sundays? i usually dont have to work lol What are you wearing on your feet? not a thing Who did you last get into a big argument with? hmmmm my uncle Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? yes he was about to do something that could put him in jail If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who rachel Ever kissed someone who's name starts with a J? yes Do you have a best friend to lean on? yes Do you miss anyone? yes very much and she knows who she is Have you ever had the

Goodbye...
What we had, was a few moments in time. What you held were my dreams, What I had was hope. What I hold is memories, of how i want to feel again. What I need is to heal, for now I hide in myself. I have survived the pain, The fist that pounded into me. The bruises have faded completely, the memories haunt me less. I was strong enough to walk away, though my head was down. I had the will to survive, and this will be the same. This is better. I can laugh or cry, I can thrive or fail. My life is my own. I have been held gently. Stroked correctly, held lightly, caressed sofly, kissed fiercly... and I have been set free. I will once again find my wings, I have been through worse things. Darkness.. By Tansy Peschel Its murky gray cloud Blocks my vision, Obscures my goals, Overwhelms me when I let it. It chokes my dreams And douses flames of desire. I feel its claws Grabbing at

Lyrics Of Songs I Like
Oh, oh, oh, yeah You can hardly wait to tell all your friends How his kisses taste sweet like wine And how he always makes your heart skip a beat Everytime he walks by And if you're feeling down He'll pick you up He'll hold you close when you're making love He's everything you been dreaming of, oh baby I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man Oh, you don't see me baby You probably spend hours on the phone Talking 'bout nothing at all It doesn't matter what the conversation Just as long as he calls Lost in a love so real, and so sincere And you'll wipe away other's tears Your face lights up whenever he appears I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Bab

More Poetry
Depression isn't obvious but suicide is. My pain nobody sees. My my mangled body they shall see. My head was all but a mess. Depression overtaking me. Suicide was to be my bid for freedom. Becuase deppression isn't obvious but suicide is. Depression is never obvious even when its staring them in the face. But now suicide will be obvious how can it not? Now my life is too much to bear. Suicide I shall commit. Now its obvious but its all too late. thoughts of u in my head thoughts of u lying dead thoughts of u with out a head thoughts of u lying dead lying dead on the floor with out ur head with blood and goor thoughts of u lying dead are always running threw my head A son is hated, driven insane. The schizophreniac became more withdrawn into his life. His mother monitored the strife. He needed love that was not there. The schizophreniac despaired. The hatred penetrated all. The hatred scaled his mental wall. But years ahead when mother died, the schi

Poetry
I love him because I know him so well I love him in spite of knowing him that well My mother tells me that it's cold today I ought to wear a sweater or it might rain I should take an umbrella or my dress is unbecoming and my hair doesn't look right She also says that I should lose a few pounds put cream on my face wear a hat in the sun not use swearwords and stand up straight My mother treats me like a child She has not noticed that I have grown up and I am truly catching up to her fast My mother tells me what to do and always seems startled when I tell her I am an adult, too My appliances are meant to make my life easier I cook faster clean faster write faster get there faster reach people buttons turning dials spinning my wheels making my world go even faster right past me

Random Nothings
First of all, I marked this NSFW because I like to swear a lot. If you don't like it, you can get the fuck out now. Thank you and have a good day. For those of you that actually care to read this, here it goes.. 1) I just want to thank each and every one of you who have helped me, in any way. Whether it be with leveling, in my give away, or just being a friend who will listen to me bitch. Every one of you mean a lot to me, and I just want you to know how much I really appreciate it. I could list everyone here, but I'm not going to. If you're wondering to yourself "does that mean me?", it probably does. 2) For all the down raters, haters, people I don't like, etc.. If you want to down rate me, have a fucking ball. I still get points on your behalf, so please, keep it up! If you just don't like me and feel the need to talk about me behind my back, again, please keep it up. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside when you talk about me. If I just don't like you, there is proba

Whatevers
" *RATE MY PHOTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!* Please ask other people to rate my photo too. :D Thanks babes! Please rate my photo so I win first prize in the auction. Repost this if you'd be so kind. Thank you!!!!!! :P Auction has been extended until further notice due to complications involving the pc of the auctioneer. :P I'm up for auction y'all!!!!!!!!! You know you want to bid away on me! I need as many photo rates as possible to get first prize in the auction, too!!!!!!!! SO RATE MY PHOTO PLEASE!! :P P.S. I have the right to refuse any bids/bidders. ...and I leave town for a week on June 28th. You best keep bidding on my 3G arse until I'm back home. :P The bidding ends July 6th. Rate my photo as much as possible so I can win first prize in the contest please. Thanks a gazillion, loves! :P Bid on 3G What am I offering?!?! All photographs rated 11's (granted I still have my VIP status) 10's if I don't Your name in my name on the Fu (that's as close as you

Photography Is Damned Serious
So, if anyone is looking to follow my continuation in the photographers world, and I haven't got the means to do so here anymore, I have two other places you can check out. First is: http://mynameisepidemic.deviantart.com/ That site may include portraiture, nature, zoo, self-portraits, nudes (tasteful, as I've always done), etc. You can also buy prints from that site, or through me. The other spot to check out is: www.myspace.com/anewdawnphotography I've got just about everything here as well, but include more of my event photography, and no nudes at all (obviously, its myspace). I only just created it and still have a lot to add and organize into folders, but just in case you want to be able to find me often and myspace is more your thing anyways. If you add me on either site, let me know who you are with a link to your page here or something. Not that I wont add you, but sometimes I like to know who's who, especially if you don't have a photo of yourself any

The Big Fight
Ok.......Where to start..... Ole DM.......is now homeless....yep the Ex got me evicted and I have 5 weeks in which to find a place to live AND tell My son's that I have to leave.... Thtas the bad part......now the plus....I have NO non-molestation order against me....and I escaped having to pay her court costs..... Her side had the BALLS to ask that I be evicted with in 2 weeks....very generous of them I guess......NOT!!! I do how ever have one biotch to mkae and that is it amazes me just how someone can deliberatly lie in court after swearing the oath.....and get away with it to try and make me look the bad person... There is one slight smile raising point though....as I can no longer return to the house after Sept 21st....anytime I see my sons......she has to bring them to me.....as I will not ever be allowed anywhere near the house.....count them.!!! Victory's To her...........1 To Me.....now lets see...no order of Non-molestation....thats 1, not having to pa

~like A Rose~
The key to my heart, Forgotten, its vague memory long since have part, I'd like to know, if you dont mind, What it looked like, and what kind? When you stole it was it golden? Did it shine in the sun? Set with sparkling jewels, and links strengthened as to never be undone? Or was it just plain and simple? Cold to the touch, Silver and indistinguishable, Looks never mattering much. Was it a skeleton key? Entrapment of nameless pain, A symbol of grieving and, Happinesses ultimate bane Did it weigh in your pocket? And play with your head? Was its presence unbearable, Keeping you awake in your bed? Would it whisper in your ear? A craving for turn of the lock, Could you ignore its ceaseless cry And its confident, gloating mock? Is that why you stand before me? Empty arms outstretched you see, Asking yourself why oh why, You threw away this key... I want to be the one you hold Each and every day. I want to be the one you need In every single way. I

Special Events A/k/a Traveling Fu Sistas Party Blog
Join The Party! March 20th AND March 21st! Fu Party in Rowlett, Texas! You get TWO clubs for the price of one! Weekends for those wanting to rock the night away, AND The Crazy Horse Saloon for those who want to two-step! Price? There is NO cover charge! We had a blast the last two parties we had! Check out party pics below and on many of our pages. Let Blueroses or Tulsa's Angel know if you will be able to attend! Those Attending This Affair: Debbie ~Blueroses~ Barbara from Tulsa ღTulsa's Angelღ Amber Sexy Green Eyes ~ Shari ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â Beth From Ohio ♥ ÐJ ÇÚÐÐLÊ GØÐÐʧ§ ♥ Bonnie from Oklahoma ÐJWîççâ Dale *Phantom*

New Members
Please welcome our newest member Please F/R/A sir-smoke-alot. " Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew "@ fubar WELCOME TO THE FAMILY MsBratt, Angel Eyes, Basstracker Please go add/fan/rate our newest member J-DOGG "Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew"@ fubar Welcome to the family hun :) MsBratt,Basstracker,Angel Eyes Please welcome Lost Soul...... Our newest member in the family. PLEASE A/F/R LOST SOUL~CHOPPERS BIKER CLUB LEVELERS CREW ~Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew's~@ fubar Welcome to the family MsBratt Angel Eyes Basstracker Sexy T

My Musings
Last night, Mr Jim and I went to his Union's Christmas party. Ive been before, so I didnt put too much thought into it. I go for him. I made sure I was dressed just enough. Nothing too schmancy. Im glad I had sleeves because it was COLD in the venue. I forget that most of the people are pretty weird. We sat a table that had two others, already there. They were really nice. Mr Jim knew his dad, blah blah blah. His mom, stepdad and brothers are all in the IBEW. Every one knows them. Two other couples joined the table. Jim knew one of the guys. I smiled and tried to be neutrally charming. They relaxed and started talking to each other. A guy said that he had Mr Jim's mom and brother as his teachers. He said, to his wife, you know is mom. She said, Oh.. whats her name is his mom? He said, Her name is Pat. She snaps at her husband, " How in the fuck am I supposed to remember her name?" I smile and say, " She is my mother in law and I refer to her as 'whats her face'". I said

Thoughts
Life is too short. Let me tell you that when you have the opportunity to say something .. Don't be afraid to say it you may never have the opportunity to say it again and you don't want to regret that for the rest of your life nor leave the ones left behind to wonder what could have been. I am not sure why this is..... I wonder when you put your heart on your sleeve there are those that tend to seek you out to play manipulative games to benefit only themselves. I guess maybe I think of people as being good... I like to give people second changes.. However screw me over and I stop giving... Sorry I am in a bad mood this morning.. but WTF why would you use me? When you have to go and do something that you don't want to do it makes it so much harder to go and do it. Life is funny that way!

Look Alikes
comon...stunt double, body double,, this is a match!! I'm talking face only,, from the neck down Mia sara is built like a 12 year old Kit's cute!!

Test
Thanks for the friend request Hope you're having a great week. ♥ Sandy ♥@ fubar Regards Sandy With the code that i have below the image above is the result body{background-image:url(http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a117/cassina1212/caretaker.png)!important; background-attachment:fixed !important; background-position:center!important; background-repeat:no-repeat!important;} table,th,tr,td,p{background-color:transparent!important;background:transparent!important;color:COLOR!important;font-weight:bold;} body, tbody, table, th, tr, td, p, div, em, font, text, strong, span, a, u, b, i, input, textarea {font-size:16!important; color:9900CC!important; font-family:comic sans!important; font-weight:bold !important; } 1) change the image url to the one you want for your background 2) then Change the color of the text you want. 3) Click on edit skins, then on create skin, deleted the code thats in the box. copy and paste the code above into the box and save

Lyrics & Vids And Crap And Crap!
rattlesnake shadow cast over the heart forever I am there barefoot in the dark they're beating that drum in the cemetery my death lays awake there whistling dixie yeah if this is hell well then I'm lucky yeah my death's alive there just waiting for me uh-huh my death's alive there just waiting for me my death lays awake there whistling dixie if this is hell then i'm lucky rattlesnake shadow cast across the heart forever we are there barefoot in the dark they're beating that drum in the cemetery my death lays awake there aaah whistling dixie yeah if this is hell if this is hell then i'm lucky yeah my death's alive there just waiting for me uh-huh my death's alive there just waiting for me my death lays awake there whistling dixie if this is hell well then I'm lucky barefoot in the dark barefoot in the dark barefoot in the dark "Hell Yeah" Alright now boys and girls we've got another story for you now! We want to introduce to you another frie

Vampires
Vampirescreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as VampireYou should be a vampire... Click here to become a vampire! Vampire 67%Just Turned 33%Human 0% What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You? You are the Bloody Siren. Vain, selfish, sexual fantasy, you lure mortal men to their dark end. You are sex and illusion and you use up men to feed your wicked desires until they surrender to you their last, crimson drop.Take this quiz!

Rock Hard Radio
ROCK HARD RADIO WORLD rockhardmusic@mail.com 607-527-7389 --HELP WANTED-- MEDIA SALES CONSULTANTS Commissioned Based Sales Sell Radio & Web Advertising to Businesses and Local bands in your Area. Must love talking to people, be creative, and good with numbers. Great Money for the right hard working type who wont take no for an answer. Should have a decent computer with internet access, and a telephone with a unlimited or high minute plan. ON-AIR DJ's Host your own Radio Show on one or more of our stations. You Need decent computer, Broadband Internet Access and some special software that we can provide for you if needed. Must follow the format and know how to entertain an audience. Air talents can make money from sponsorships sold for their shows. SHOW PRODUCERS We Need a host for our Extreme Metal Show and hosts for future shows to run on our stations and other stations that we will syndicate the shows with. Can you be creative, can you educate an

Lyrics
In Between (M-Tz rmx) - Linkin Park Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to be genuine was harder than it seemed But somehow I got caught up in between Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to be someone else was harder than it seemed And somehow I got caught up in between [Chorus] Between my pride and my promise Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way And things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is none [End Chorus] Let me apologize to begin with Let me apologize for what I'm about to say But trying to regain your trust was harder than it seemed But somehow I got caught up in between [Chorus] Between my pride and my promise Between my lies and how the truth gets in the way The things I want to say to you get lost before they come The only thing that's worse than one is none The only thing

Bulletins I Made
New Auction! So many people can't afford to do real cash bids! So this Auction will be strictly Fu~Bucks! The Entry will B 50k Fubucks Your bidders will NOT have 2 f/r/a It will open on May 20th @ noon Close on May 27th @ noon Any suggestions or questions, please private message me Nyha No Drama! We are all adults, lets conduct ourselves accordingly Each person has the right to refuse a bidder There will b NO drama!!! I got the idea from: Beauty and the Mess

News
10 COMMANDMENTS OF A TEENAGER 1) Thou shall not sneak out when parents are sleeping. (why wait?) 2) Thou shall not do drugs (Alcohol last longer) 3) Thou shall not steel from K-Mart. (WalMart has a bigger selection) 4) Thou shall not get arrested for vandalism. (Destruction has a bigger effect) 5) Thou shall not steel from thy parents. (Every one knows grandma has more money) 6) Thou shall not get in fights. (Just start them) 7) Thou shall not skip class. (Just take the whole day off) 8) Thou shall not strip in class. (Hooters pays more) 9) Thou shall not think about having sex. (As Nike says Just Do It) 10) Thou shall not help old ladies cross the street. (Just leave them in the middle) You can listen to thunder after lightening and tell howclose you came to getting hit. If you don't hear it yougot hit, so never mind. 15 PIECES OF ADVICE TO BE PASSED ON TO YOUR DAUGHTERS 1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks-out? You

Sassy_lassie
wow.. i'm startin to feel.. it... the callin of smokes.. its takin its toll.. i still need all ur support.. if yea readin this... take the time... leave me a comment.. show the support.. i need it...peace well i'm doin ok.. smokin is goin my way.. out the door.. see ya later.. hahahhaa..... ciggs r for losers.. i thought of you the night you left my heart sunk deep within my chest i couldn't cry nor hold my head high i thought of you the day you came back knowing that our lives were a wreack i cried knowing you were comming home trying to mend my empty soul hoping you'd be hear to stay yet once again you left and on the news i heard your name saying you were in heavens grace it wasn't true i wouldn't believe it you were taken from me like a cold sweat to never return in my arms now my life is a wreack i cry for you to be in peace and not have me as a regret i pray u moved on to a better life and maybe someday i'll feel your love again

Summer Of 2008
OK SEXY FRIENDS OF MINE.. U DID A PART ONE.. SO HERE IS PART 2 MY FAV. COLORS.. HOT PINK AND BLK MY FAV.. FOODS... ARE INDIAN. MY FAV. SEX POSTIONS... DOGGY AND RIDIN OK TO LET U ALL MEN AND WOMEN KNOW .. JUST BECAUSE I DO NAKED PICS AND HAVE THEM POSTED ON HERE. DOES NOT MEAN I WILL FUCK U .. (GOT THAT) OK MY DEAREST SEXY FRIENDS.. YOU ALL WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT ME RIGHT? WELL HERE IT GOES.. MY REAL NAME IS JOY MY AGE IS 29 IM A MOM OF 2 BOYS.. THEY ARE 7 AND 9 IM SINGLE. ( PROBLEY WILL STAY THAT WAY) IM A SWINGER.. IF YOU ALL DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS LOOKIN IT UP.. AND SWINGIN IS NOT CHEATING. WHEN U SWING.. EVERYONE THAT IS INVOLVED.. KNOWS WHAT AND WHO IS SLEEPIN WITH WHO CHEATING IS WHEN THE OTHER PERSON DOES NOT KNOW WHAT OTHER ONE IS DOING.. PLEASE GET THAT SHIT STRAIGHT. ( I DUMPED MY MAN.. THAT I WAS WITH.. BECAUSE HE CHEATED .. THAT MEAN.. HE SLEPT WITH SOMEONE THAT I DID NOT KNOW ABOUT OK) AND DID NOT AGREE WITH.. I NEVER CHEATED ON ANY OF

Bettie Page
I do not see this as NSFW but around here you never know who will flag so I beat them to it. Enjoy.

People To Check Out
Just in case you didn't know, I only have library access for the forseable future, so to return love to those folks who go out of their way to show me love or to help me out in some way,they get highlighted in this here blog. With that said, let me introduce you to Meowzette. Over the last few days she has faithfully reposted my bulletin to help me when a 30 day blast. She even has comment bombed the pic in that contest. Show her some love. Tell her Gimptastic sent ya! Meowzette@ fubar Judi **Member- Fubar's Finest Melons**@ fubar sweet and sassy@ fubar GR8COWGIRL@ fubar Simply Me@ fubar Meowzette@ fubar ™hottiemomonwheels™Member of Fubar's Finest Melons™@ fubar ♫GroovyLady♫ BASEMENT Promoter@ fubar SoSweet@ fubar Well it's that time again. To give the blog/bulletin spotlight to someone who gives me more than just the average F.A.R. So give ßêåñ some love and tell her Gimptastic sent ya! 'ßêåñ'

Recipes Yummy !
HALLOWEEN RECIPE Eerie Eyeballs Yields approximately 9 dozen bite-sized eyeballs 3 oz (small box) lemon gelatin (can be sugar-free) 1 cup hot water 1/2 cup miniature marshmallows 1 cup pineapple juice 8 oz cream cheese (can be lowfat/Neufchatel) Dissolve lemon gelatin in 1 cup water in double boiler, add marshmallows and stir to melt. Remove from heat. Add pineapple juice and cream cheese. Beat until well blended. Cool slightly. If you have a truffle candy mold or round ice cube trays, spary them with non-stick cooking spray first, then pour the mixture in the molds and leave to set in the fridge. Otherwise pour into a deep ceramic dish and chill until thickened or firm enough for scooping into eyeballs. Using a melonballer, scoop full balls of the mixture and set aside for decoration. To decorate, use liquid food coloring and an old detail paintbrush and get creative. You will need black food coloring for the pupils. Also, if you are in a hurry, instead of painting th

Just Stuff.
ok i need help with a drink but can't seem to find it online. it's called a 5 layer firewater. if anyone knows how to make let me know please . thanks Instructions......(I was tagged by ღ~Sweet Addiction®: ~Beautifully Insane~ღ ! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was in a rodeo when i was 12. 2.when i was a kid i was champion pig catcher three years running. 3.i broke my right wrist at the age of 5 hanging upside down on the monkey bars at school. 4. i had sex for the first time at 18. yeah i lie about it sometimes to make the storey better lol 5.I went to a beauty school . i can cut and perm hair lol 6.I sometimes shave my chest. 7.i have a hard ti

Me
My mind a corridor darkened and depthless infinite oaken doors line the crumbling walls each of them: containing not one; but two of the horrors I call thoughts, pondering fears damp carpets line the floor blood red in color and rough to the touch but enter the library that I call my memories spiraling bookshelves - in all directions neglected papers – strewn crinkled papers, underfoot dusty covers of old records deteriorating volumes of past lives in the back – a shadowy corner is where I sit tears running down my cheeks body shaking – sobbing as a film strip rolls over and over replaying the moments in which I dream I could live again These moments in which I have spent with you. I am tired and sick and sick and tired of everything, especially me; To smart for my own good, I talk without being heard, and hear without listening; I just want to be loved is what I say but what I really mean is I dont want to be lonely;

I Always Knew....
Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick Well, I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me Images And when you left, you kissed my lips You told me you would never, ever forget These images Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers al

Reflection
Abandon to Gratification by LateNiteFantasy© Undulations Sinuous waves of motion Rise. . . and fall. Breath and sweat Effortlessly graceful movements Supple . . . lithe and pliant. Surging Sensation Impulses of ascent and descent Sweeping . . . building and cresting Peaks of Pleasure Delightful shuddering consumption Crashing . . . saited and spent. Cold Pizza by LateNiteFantasy© Love, what is thy name if not a cold and soggy crust humbly adorned with plasticine cheese and the dry, curled slices of rapture past To hold you, to take you in my hands and mouth to feel the coolness of night give way to morning's warmth oh, such joy such trembling anticipation for that luscious first bite of yesterday's delight The Mirror Unbroken by LateNiteFantasy© Frightening how the plane prismed into instant schisms of light, reflections deflected in jagged and bloody edges the pain wedged deep into torn skin. Thin shards sliced to bone as th

Backgrounds For Bullies
> > Hey all its me DJ Tazman and im in a St Patty's Day auction so please come bid on me .I am offering 1.Rate pix durring happy hour. 2.Add to top friends and or family. 3.Added to fu owner blog. 4.Added to fu owner pimpout on my page. 5.I will make you 3 morphs of ur choice. If you cant bid please just rate the pic id appreciate it . Thank you for all the rates and bids in advance !!!! Just click the pic below to go rate and bid

I Am Feeling So Blogged Today
I went to the dr. for all my results the other day. Yes I do have endometriosis and there is some scaring on my uterus as a result of this. I also have a slight infection from the surgery but that is clearing up, I have been taking the meds they gave me and I am feeling a big better. I don't have to wait a month to swim; those nurses were indeed liars, just like I said they were! The doctor wants to wait to see if the zapping of the endometriosis helps relieve my symptoms before we get into anything more invasive. He wants to see me in a month, and see how my period is. If I am still having the same problems we will look into treatment options, the most likely being hormones and I don't really want that at this young of an age. But really it's a wait and see kind of game. Oh and here is list of things they found in my vagina, a sock, wrist watch (silver tone), a license plate (Michigan State), an albatross, four leaf clover, a ladle, and the Dead Sea scrolls. The doctor said he w

Poems
all i wanna say is ur the satellite in my life lost inside ur eyez the vision never dies o just take my hand we'll float in neverland then i hear u say lets live for the moment this time why dont u just make up ur mind u make my headspin why why do u..... u make my headspin why why u love to build me up just to tear me down wouldnt it b nice if we found paradise sumday then i hear u say lets live for the moment this time why dont u just make up ur mind u make my headspin why why do u.... u make my headspin why why did i hear u say u wanna b alone waz there sum mistake how we have to know i can hear u scream at me scream at me im not perfect no one is u make my headspin why why do u.... u make my headspin did i ever mean sumthin? did i ever mean sumthin to u? its a rainy afternoon in 1990 the big city geez its been 20 yrs candy u were so fine

Life On The Lake
HEY...DO YOU WANT A BLING PACK?? I AM HAPPILY GIVING THEM AWAY. HERE IS WHAT YOU DO... YOU GIVE ME 300 RATES OF 10 OR 11 AND I WILL GIVE YOU A BLING PACK !! IT'S JUST THAT EASY .IT WILL TAKE 3 DAYS AND YOU WILL MAKE POINTS WITH EVERY BLING YOU GIVE OUT....HOWS THAT FOR PAYOUT? ALL YOU DO IS MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU WANT A BLING PACK. WHEN I ANSWER YOU AND TELL YOU OK ... THEN GO FOR IT. YOU MUST WAIT FOR MY REPLY BEFORE YOU START RATING. I HAVE A LIMITED NUMBER OF PACKS AND I DO NOT WANT ANYONE DOING THIS AND I AM NOT ABLE YO GIVE THEM THEIR PACK. MAKE SURE I RESPOND TO YOU WITH ... OK GO AHEAD.. RATE ME !!!! SO COME ON.... 300 RATES WILL GET YOU A BLINGING IN STYLE!!!!!!!! THIS IS A LIMITED TIME OFFER........ HURRY HURRY HURRY!!! LACEY XOXOXOXO A woman goes to her boyfriend's parents' house for Christmas dinner. This is to be her first time meeting the family and she is very nervous. They all sit down and begin eati

Jim Morrison Poetry
I'll tell you this... No eternal reward will forgive us now For wasting the dawn. Back in those days everything was simpler and more confused One summer night, going to the pier I ran into two young girls The blonde one was called Freedom The dark one, Enterprise We talked and they told me this story Now listen to this... I'll tell you about Texas radio and the big beat Soft driven, slow and mad Like some new language Reaching your head with the cold, sudden fury of a divine messenger Let me tell you about heartache and the loss of god Wandering, wandering in hopless night Out here in the perimeter there are no stars Out here we is stoned Immaculate. A wake Shake dreams from your hair My pretty child, my sweet one Chose the day,& the sign of your day, 1st thing you see. A burnt tree, like a giant primeval bird, a leaf, dry & bitter, crackling tales in its warm waves. Sidewalk gods will do for you. The forest of the neighborhood, The empty lost museum, & The mes

Tagged By Crystal
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am addicted to sugar free rockstars. 2. I am very much a people person, although I am shy when I meet someone. 3. One of my favorite shows is CSI Miami 4. I have flown to NYC to go on the Sally show, was a back up show that never got recorded. 5. I used to breed ADBA Registered American Pitbull Terriers 6. Hence my screen name, I love evil clowns and have Pennywise from IT tattooed on my leg. 7. I love horror movies. 8. I have lived in 11 different states. 9. I was in the USN, got out because I got pregnant with my daughter. 10. I have a Valentine Baby.... Now, who's next? anyone that read

Old Blogs From Myspace
I am so out of here Current mood: angry I am getting out of this country... it has been decided... I can no longer watch the news and see only bad things... I can no longer take the constant worry over what will happen if I get sick... or need medical attention for one reason or another... I already have a 3 month trip to japan planned out for next year and its looking more and more like I will not come back after that... I am thinking of either france or the UK. but who knows where I will be.. hell with the way the rest of the world thinks of america I am not sure who I will be... because if it comes to it I am more than willing to change my name and assume a false Identity just to get out of this hell hole... so good bye Edward ands hello Rusty Shackleford lol... oh and on a side note... everyone make sure to check out the new micheal moore film sicko.... It will make you sad angry and sick all at the same time...and its a great flick.. I was only able to watch the first half or

Poems
broken promises and shattered dreams wishing things weren't as they seem put on a fake smile and try to make yourself believe when you say tomorrow will be a better day Lying to yourself is such a shame but what else can you do in order to survive this game you sit back and think of the past few years while fighting back all of the tears with her on your mind, each day and night it's really hard to want to stay here and fight but you stay and fight for her even tho days sometimes pass like a blur she wouldn't want you to hurt this way she would even tell you that everything will be ok life is so hard now without you my darling jessie but you know this, cuz you are looking down from heaven on me..... Some songs feel like that they have be written for yourself.... "Leave Out All The Rest"by

Song Lyrics
Apocalyptica- I Dont Care Try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do Just don't deny it Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah Just deal with it You try to break me, You wanna break me...bit by bit, That’s just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this What you want of me just deal with it (nothing can care about, nothing can care about) (you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me) If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care I would love to beat the face, Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' th

My Fave Fu's!
Ok so having just one crush isn't enough! I have a crush on all of these fu's! I want you to go see all of them and tell them my secret! F/A/R them if you haven't already and tell them that...Cuffed has a crush on you...leave it in a page comment as well! Give them eash 10 rates...stash or pics it doesn't matter. When your done come pay me a visit...Leave me a page comment that you loved up all my crushes and I will come love on you! (I always come bearing some kind of goodies as well!) † TboneDaddy †@ fubar Dr@gonMaster© @ fubar "Master" of Desires@ fubar ~PebblesinAZ~Argonutz' Angel~Read Blogs!!

For Friends
Well I just dont believe it....I said to myself maybe ill try just one more time today.....so I began rating...(against my better Judgement).....I came across one individual whos status said "Autos 11 pinch my cherries hard will trade bling pak"...I thought to myself ok lets do this...so after rating 2125 pics out of 2350 pics this individual was soooooooooo cordial she changed her status to "who wants to trade bling paks"......I was like ohhh no you didnt just do that.....well....YES she did and didnt even have the common courtesy to even come give me a page rate at minimum.....let alone the bling pak....this spun me into a frenzy of pissed offness Ive never known before.....so just for shits and giggles since i was out of 11s to give i found 5 more people with auto 11s running...I rated fanned thier page and also gave each 25 pic rates...guess what??? Not a fukkin thing in return........so with this I am DONE..Finished...Finito.....Ive had my fill of these greedy ass ignoramous se

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Rohnnda's Ravings
Nights of the broken Cherry blossom To me, for my survival On this lovely night, I don't need another broken cherry blossom beneath my father's orchard trees--Yet, here he comes, my mind goes... To the candles in the sky, being fogged by the rain that floods my eyes, nestled on by a pale crescent moon... Like tiny souls, illuminating my way to an unknown heaven that brightens my stay, accenting the darkness, these angelic protectors... Like a fine fleck of golden dust that numbs, that's why in them I trust, the breaking of my cherry blossom. Rohnnda Sayri Benavente Copyright ©2008 Ah, summer...it seems like the perfect time to nurture your soul. But chances are you can't pack your bags for a three-month stay at a convent or an ashram. The good news is that as schedules change and days lengthen, you can do a few simple things to renew your soul and expand your spiritual horizons--and you don't have to leave town to do it. No passport or vow of s

Contests
So Fresh needs 55000 comment to win a 1 year VIP. Rates count as 5 comments so please go by and rate her pic and while you are there leave some comments. Any and all help is very much appreciated. So, what are you waiting for? Go do it now!!!! Just click the link below: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=207875&albumid=1287761&i=917973485 (repost of original by 'Life-of -the-party' on '2008-08-27 18:18:24') (repost of original by 'SBM08~{Shadow Levelers}*~Fu-Owned By Sexy Annie Fu-owner of killa klown & Dee75' on '2008-08-27 18:19:57') MY HH GIVEAWAY! IM ALMOST THERE I ONLY NEED ABOUT 6K IN COMMENTS TO REACH MY GOAL! COME BY AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS! IM IN ANOTEHR GIVEAWAY FOR A 25 CREDIT BLING PACK! I NEED 10 K IN COMMENTS TO REACH MY GOAL! GEORGIA GURL IS IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A 1 MONTH VIP! SHE NEEDS 10K IN COMMENTS!! PLEASE COME BY AND SHOW SOME LOVE! > IM IN ANOTHER GIVEAWAY! FOR A 1 YR VIP! I NEED 55,000 COMMENTS AND I NEED RATES TOO! EVERY

Lovey Dovey Stuff
The Nearness of You* My thoughts are with you tonight although, we are miles apart. The distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart. To understand this feeling, that I cannot ask you to do. However, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you. My sadness is for not being near enough to prove this is real.

Hagakure
10TH CHAPTER There was a certain retainer of Ikeda Shingen's who started an argument with a man, grappled him to the ground, thrashed him soundly, and trampled on him until his companions ran up and pulled them apart. The elders conferred over this and said, "The man who was trampled should be punished." Shingen heard this and said, "A fight is something that goes to the finish. A man who forgets the Way of the Samurai and does not use his sword will be forsaken by the gods and Buddhas. As an example to subsequent retainers, both men should be crucified." The men who had pulled them apart were banished. In Yui Shosetsu's military instructions, "The Way of the Three Ultimates," there is a passage on the character of karma.' He received an oral teaching of about eighteen chapters concerning the Greater Bravery and the Lesser Bravery. He neither wrote them down nor committed them to memory but rather forgot them completely. Then, in facing real situations, he acted on impulse and the t

Fu-pimpouts
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My Book: Birth To 13
I never quite figured out how, but at some point the teachers noticed the missing kindergartener. Once i began taking trips to my secret hideaway, being in first grade didn't matter as much, so in the mornings i walked to the kindergarten hall and sat with my class. Until one friday morning, after i stood silently with my hands behind my back, as the other students recited the pledge, i was told by my teacher to report to the principals office. I refused to go because i hadn't done anything wrong. I went to the right hall, i sat quietly, and I even stood up for the pledge, rather than remaining seated as instructed by my grandmother. She was a Jehovah's witness, and her faith stood strongly on the story of Daniel who wouldn't bow to the shrine of the king and as followers of god, we were expected to do the same. As the teacher continued to demand i go to the office,I stood my ground. Eventually she called to an aid from the hallway to come and watch the class as she escorted me. Wh

Poems..and Shit
It was at random that we met, A chance that not many get. When I heard the "Uh Oh", How was I to know! That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. One's needs are met, Some with regret. Some with hope, Some with pain. But still, the answer is plain. The emptiness may be filled, A life may start to rebuild. A heart may be broken, Or made to mend; All because of that "Random Friend". "Portrait of a Friend" I

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