MrsShagz aka Teresa's blog: "Poems"

I could never forget You gave me a smile When we first met Nothing I did could protect me from you Looking at your picture I can see why I fell for you Now you're in heaven I can still picture you I can see your face I smell your fragrance in the air I hope you can see me Every one keeps telling me to move on But how could I forget the best thing To ever happen in my life? I just can't move on You could always make me smile You could always make me laugh But you never made me cry Looking at your picture I can see why I fell in love with you I'll never forget youI'll never let you go

I sit here in the night Staring into the heavens above. Wondering if I'm lucky enough To be given your love.
Even though I met you Just a few days before. I have learned so much of who you are And thirst to learn even more.
I want to share my world with you, All the smiles and all the tears. I want to learn to trust again; Something I haven't done in years.
You are very special to me, You have kindled something new. I want to feel loved in my life, I want to be with you.

I want to be the one. You see in your dreams, The one that wont make everything. Rip open at the seams. I want to be the one. That makes you happy inside, The one you run to. When the world makes you wanna hide. I want to be the first one you look for. When you walk in a crowd, The one you miss. When Im not around. I want to be the one. You show off to your friends, The one you wont leave standing alone. With no one to cry to in the end. I want to be the one. Who picks you up when you fall, The one you want to talk to, The first one youll call. I want to be the one you look at. And say he’s the one. The one you think of. When night falls and the day is done. I want to be the one. You would drive 10 hours to see, And you wouldnt mind. If you could only stay for three. I want to be the one. Youd sing for any day, The one you will comfort. When distress comes my way. I want to be the one, The only one for you, The one you loveTo whom youll always be true.

I can't wait until you can hold me in your arms and keep me safe & warm.I can't wait until I can have you hands rub my body soft & gentle. I can't wait until I can gaze into your loving eyes anytime I want. I can't wait until you can twirl your fingers through my hair to put me to sleep. I can't wait until I can taste your sweet lips against mine. I can't wait until I can finally be with you & know everything is going to be fine.

Love & respect everyone. Be kind. Even when life is scary or confusing, take courage & be of good cheer, for I am always with you. Learn how to be quiet, so you can hear my still small voice. Leave the world a better place by living your life with dignity & gratefulness. Hold back nothing from life, for the parts of you that can die will surely die & the parts that can't won't. Make your own everyday life a shining example of kindness & good humor. Abandon your fear of each other & begin living, loving, & laughing together.

Everytime I think of you I smile. No matter if I am sad & blue or happy & cheery. I can't wait until I can see you again. When I don't see you it seems like an eternity to wait. I yearn for the day you can hold me in your arms. And tell me everything is going to be okay. Something tells me you are the one I've been waiting for all my life. Now that I have you please never ever let me go.

Being apart from you is even harder than I thought it would be. I try to be logical & tell myself that it won't be forever. But that's not much comfort when I really need to touch you, kiss you, & love you. Sometimes I close my eyes & hold a picture of you in my mind & imagine all the things I'd say if I had you here. But no matter how beautiful the picture is, it will never compare to the real thing. To be looking into your eyes, whispering your name, & kissing your lips. I miss you so much, & I can't wait for the day when I can stop holding on to a daydream & start holding you in my arms again.

How can I ever tell you how good it feels to share your love...to be a part of your life? You've given me so many happy moments that I wouldn't trade for anything...so many reasons to be proud of you & grateful for your love. Sometimes I may be pretty moody & hard to understand...but somehow you seem to know me better than I ever thought anyone could. And it's great to know that I can always count on you. Thank you for being the kind & caring person you are...but most of all, thank you for loving me.

A thought for you my love. With you, I've learned what true love is all about. True love means staying together & being strong during the most difficult times. You & I have overcome life's challenges & we've also lived through wonderful experiences. Together, we've built a deep & lasting relationship. I know that I can always count on your support, your love, & your friendship. For that I want to tell you how much you mean to me...I love you

We have a past...You were my love before I even realized it. I had been searching for a long time & then my heart recognized you. We have a present...You understand my language, whether it's a sigh, a nudge, or a sly wink. You inspire me to be be real, to face things & to give everything my best shot. You accept me as I am & sometimes I'm not entirely lovable, but you love me anyway. We have a future...No matter what my fears, no matter what my challenges, you'll be there for me & I'll be there for you. We're a part of each other, you & I will always have the best kind of love.