InternationalHoe's blog: "myself"

What part of QUIET didn't you understand? Everyone needs to feel secure...... Couldn't help it Ma, that first step is a killer.. Now what do I do??? It's in there somewhere, I just know it!! I really need to get going, but I just can't seem to get motivated..... Man...I'm getting so fat I can hardly scratch my own butt!!! These morning walks are killing me.. HEY! Gimme my ball back!!! I said go to sleep.... Nice doggie...Good boy! A little power nap.... Sleeping in again... WHAT PETS DO WHEN WE'RE AT WORK HAVE YOU SMILED TODAY?? It's done by moving the corners of the mouth upward. Let me show you how Now pass it on and make someone else smile!!! Click reply to poster and then copy and paste into a new bulletin. (repost of original by 'cricket' on '2006-09-28 11:05:05') (repost of original by 'Diva & Daddy' on '2006-09-28 11:26:47') (repost of original by 'Morbid' on '2006-09-28 13:05:29') (repost of original by 'eMeRaLd eYeS' on '2006-09-28 13:58:16') (repost of original by 'Blaze Infamous' on '2006-09-28 14:28:28') (repost of original by '*~Icon_Moto_GurL~*' on '2006-09-28 17:17:47') (repost of original by 'Xdealer' on '2006-09-28 17:21:09') (repost of original by '[Penetrating|The|Centerfold]' on '2006-09-28 18:38:11') (repost of original by 'KIRA' on '2006-09-28 18:41:47') (repost of original by 'Heather-fucking-tastic' on '2006-09-29 06:39:41') (repost of original by 'ajdrew1119' on '2006-09-29 06:48:21')

wat should i blog about im bored enough so entertain me lol im soo bored =$ lalalalalalalalalal ahhhh so bored being bored sux with nuthin but ur thots to invade ur privacy =P it makes sense dammit think about it... ~me once again~

hmmmm... all of u will hav no idea who, wat, wen, wher, or y this blog is here but...w/e i always do that...get attached to fast wonder y..hmmm oh well anywhoooo well im tired physically and emotionally ugh u kno somethin society is a bitch just thot u should kno y r we all here?? wat is the point in our existence??...or at least in mine... im so screwed mentally rite now for more reasons than one so if u think u kno wat im rambling about... ... u probly dont evn kno the half of it .... ~me~

Right here on Lost Cherry, wat the fuck is up with ppl blockin someone from their pg becuz they think that person is ugly?!? It pisses me off wena person is soo damm shallow and soo fuckin stupid that they dont giv a shitt to wat they say to anyone about their looks. It might be weird that im bitchin about this right now but my frend was talkin to some guy on here(first timer) and that stupid fuckk had the balls to tell her he thinks shes fuckin hideous and blocked her after he saw her pic. Do u kno wat the hell that can do to a persons self-esteem?? Pretty soon she started complainin bout her looks and not long after that she started to cutt herself...iduno if u ppl hav best frends that do that but it scares the fuck outa me. So for all u ppl that like to fuck with pplz minds like that, u can fuck off and get a life...cuz ur probly not too much of a looker urself anyway. I kno it might seem stupid as hell to let someone u dont kno get to u mentally and emotionally like that, but thats my point...if u dont kno someone...y the hell would u wanna break em down like that?

im tryin to be happier cuz i just read thru my last few entries and theyr stupidly depressing im puttin myself down so bad evn tho i deserv it and thers nuthin happy about the entries very depressing and who the hell wants to hear about all my issues?? noone thats wat i thot cuz noone cares ...dammit ther i go again stupidly depressing so ima stop tryin to be depressd for now soo yea happy happy happy happyhappyhappy yay!! im ...happy!! ^.^ hehe ... *gag* ok im makin myself sik ew stop... but im less...stupid now ok so leave me a happy comment or a frend request from any random person i dont care cheer me up =) plz =(

it would be awsumm for my best frend to drive out here from colorado and take me with him wherevr i wouldnt care wher he was goin...i would just be thankful that he took me away from here...away from my mom...my grendparents, my life and all the pressures of it. im sure alot more pressures would come my way but they would be different ones hmm, i wonder...i feel as if ive changed in some way. hav i fallen so far that i cant evn try to get back up again?? i pray that i havent. that makes me feel so alone. evryone alredy knows how their life is gonna be, whether good or bad. my frends kno their gonna go to college and w/e they want. sid(best frend) says he'll just pretty much go to community college(maybe) and then be left havin sexx and gettin high the rest of his life...but me...i need and sort of want to go to college and make somethin of myself...well iduno i still wonder wat sid would say if i told him these things...i wonder if he would still care about me.... if anyone cares, besides my mom, let me kno cuz i feel as if noone really cares...they just say they do to make me feel better or just cuz it sounds good. who knows "plz believe me that the world deceives me dont stand me up, just leave me i hav fallen again this is the end pain redefined" love that song its pretty much how i feel rite now oh how i pray its not the end... ~*~

with me and my love for monkys a dude sent this to me and i loved it so much i hav to tell the world... this is awsum!!!!!!!!!! I like monkeys. The pet store was selling them for 5¢ a piece. I thought that odd since they were normally a couple thousand each. I decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth. I bought 200. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home. I have a big car. I let one drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in their genitals. I laughed. Then they punched my genitals. I stopped laughing. I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech, hurl themselves off of the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Although humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into its third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive: they all died. No apparent reason. They all just sorta' dropped dead. Kinda' like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five hours later. Damn cheap monkeys. I didn't know what to do. There were 200 dead monkeys lying all over my room, on the bed, in the dresser, hanging from my bookcase. It looked like I had 200 throw rugs. I tried to flush one down the toilet. It didn't work. It got stuck. Then I had one dead, wet monkey and 199 dead, dry monkeys. I tried pretending that they were just stuffed animals. That worked for a while, that is until they began to decompose. It started to smell real bad. I had to pee but there was a dead monkey in the toilet and I didn't want to call the plumber. I was embarrassed. I tried to slow down the decomposition by freezing them. Unfortunately there was only enough room for two monkeys at a time so I had to change them every 30 seconds. I also had to eat all the food in the freezer so it didn't all go bad. I tried burning them. Little did I know my bed was flammable. I had to extinguish the fire. Then I had one dead, wet monkey in my toilet, two dead, frozen monkeys in my freezer, and 197 dead, charred monkeys in a pile on my bed. The odor wasn't improving. I became agitated at my inability to dispose of my monkeys and to use the bathroom. I severely beat one of my monkeys. I felt better. I tried throwing them way but the garbage man said that the city wasn't allowed to dispose of charred primates. I told him that I had a wet one. He couldn't take that one either. I didn't bother asking about the frozen ones. I finally arrived at a solution. I gave them out as Christmas gifts. My friends didn't know quite what to say. They pretended that they like them but I could tell they were lying. Ingrates. So I punched them in the genitals. I like monkeys pass this on...tell ppl wat u hav lernd and herd here power to the monkys

fill this our for me pretty plz tell me wat u think... ^.^teehee Name: age: phonenumber: will u call me if i gave u mine?: what kinda music do u like?: are u single?: are u in a band: scene much?: describe me in one word: what do u like about me: FILL THIS OUT AND SEND IT TO ME! THE REPLY AND COPY THIS AND PASTE IN A BULLETIN! TO SEE WHAT UR FRIENDS SAYY

ok im confuzd as hell about ppl ... go ahed and gess if u think u kno wich "ppl" im talkin bout...and u should kno im kinda expectin sumthin but...maybe im expectin too much or maybe...it shouldnt be expected at all cuz maybe...im not thot of as that kinda person to this "ppl" im speakin of im kinda waitin for at least sumthin to happn...maybe not necessarily wat im expectin...but at least sumthin but i cant really wait forevr... but i would if i could if he could fuck now u kno its a guy... fuck fuck fuck ima stop b4 i relinquish too much info ~me~ btw...love is a pain...at times...

u kno wat sux 1) not being able to be with the guy u love 2)goin to a skool thats hard as hell 3)havin a mom thats old fashioned blak and strict as hell 4)being a slut 5)nvr havin the balls to run away 6)nvr havin a place to run away to 7)not knowing wat the hell ur here for 8)bein lectured by adults on crapp wher they dont evn kno wat theyr talkin about i hate it wen adults say..."well i was ur age once too" cuz im like...umm well u wer nvr me and u didnt hav as much shitt to deal with that the youth of america has to deal with today evry single time i want to run away...somethin always pulls me bak from doin it... like the fact i hav no money, nowher to go, nuthin to do im screwd mentally alot and love sux ass hard very hard cuz its not all roses and chocolate like the movies make it seem its hard-kore emotions and all the shitt that comes with it along with tears and pain FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! emotionally screwd is no way to live or to exist at least wow im kinda pissed at life rite now ... hmmm ima go fuckers ~me