Lan's blog: "feelings"

Prejudice, wrote a song about it. Like to hear it? Here it go. I wear tight clothing, high heeled shoes It doesn't mean that I'm a prostitute, no, no, no I like rap music, wear hip hop clothes That doesn't mean that I'm sellin' dope no, no, no Oh my forgive me for having straight hair, no It doesn't mean there's another blood in my heir, ya, ya I might date another race or color It doesn't mean I don't like my strong black brothers. oh la la, oh la la, oh la la, oh la la Why oh why must it be this way? oh la la, oh la la, oh la la, oh la la Before you can read me you got to learn how to see me, I said Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow. Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow So I'm a sistah Buy things with cash That really doesn't mean that all my credit's bad, oooh So why dispute me and waste my time Because you really feel the price is high, for me I can't look without being watched, and oh You rang my buy before I made up my mind, OW! Oh now attitude, why even bother I can't change your mind, you can't change my color oh la la, oh la la, oh la la, oh la la Why oh why must it be this way? oh la la, oh la la, oh la la, oh la la Before you can read me you got to learn how to see me, I said Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow… Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind don't be so shallow....Free Your mind! oh la la, oh la la, oh la la, oh la la Why oh why must it be this way? Before you can read me you gotta learn how to see me, I said Free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow free your mind and the rest will follow Be color blind, don't be so shallow....Free your mind

Hello lover) (Hello lover) (Hello lover) (Hello lover) Have you noticed, that people are still having sex All the denouncement had absolutely no effect Parents and councelors constantly scorn them but people are still having sex and nothing seems to stop them (Hello lover) (Hello lover) Do you realise, that people are still having sex they’ve been told not to, perhaps they are perplexed When you see them holding hands they’re making future plans to engage in the activity, do you understand me? People are still having sex, lust keeps on lurking Nothing makes them stop, this AIDS thing’s not working People are still having sex, it’s been going on for quite a while Perhaps it’s quite fashionable, it’s hasn’t got enough style (giggle) (Hello lover) (Hello lover) (Hello lover) (Hello lover) (Hello lover) (Hello lover) It’s a fact that people are still having sex It’s rather obvious, it’s just what one expects The evidence is all around that everyone in every town has had it one time or another in their life At this very moment, people are still having sex In a downtown condom, or street in the projects Although you can’t see them, or hear their breathing sounds someone in this world is having sex right now People are still having sex! People are still having sex! People are still having sex! People are still having sex! (Sex, sex, sex, sex) (Sex, sex, sex, sex)(giggle) People are still having sex, lust keeps on lurking nothing makes them stop, this AIDS thing’s not working People are still having sex, it’s been going on for quite a while Perhaps it’s quite fashionable, it hasn’t got enough style People are still having sex, People are still having sex, People are still having sex, People are still having sex (sex)

Candle light and soul forever A dream of you and me together Say you believe it, say you believe it Free your mind of doubt and danger Be for real don't be a stranger We can achieve it, we can achieve it Come a little bit closer baby, get it on, get it on 'Cause tonight is the night when two become one I need some love like I never needed love before (Wanna make love to ya baby) I had a little love, now I'm back for more (Wanna make love to ya baby) Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be Silly games that you were playing Empty words we both were saying Let's work it out boy, let's work it out boy Any deal that we endevour Boys and girls feel good together Take it or leave it, take it or leave it Are you as good as I remember baby, get it on, get it on 'Cause tonight is the night when two become one Ah, oh wow Ah, oh wow Be a little bit wiser baby, put it on, put it on 'Cause tonight is the night when two become one I need some love like I never needed love before (Wanna make love to ya baby) I had a little love, now I'm back for more (Wanna make love to ya baby) I need some love like I never needed love before (Wanna make love to ya baby) I had a little love, now I'm back for more (Wanna make love to ya baby) Set your spirit free, it's the only way to be It's the only way to be It's the only way to be

love I get so lost, sometimes days pass and this emptiness fills my heart when I want to run away I drive off in my car but whichever way I go I come back to the place you are all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light the heat I see in your eyes love, I don't like to see so much pain so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired of working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive and all my instincts, they return and the grand facade, so soon will burn without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside in your eyes the light the heat in your eyes I am complete in your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches in your eyes the resolution of all the fruitless searches in your eyes I see the light and the heat in your eyes oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light, the heat I see in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes in your eyes

I love you whether or not you love me I love you even if you think that I dont Sometimes I find you doubt my love for you, but I dont mind Why should I mind, why should I mind What is love anyway, does anybody love anybody anyway What is love anyway, does anybody love anybody anyway Can anybody love anyone so much that they will never fear Never worry never be sad The answer is they cannot love this much nobody can This is why I dont mind you doubting And maybe love is letting people be just what they want to be The door always must be left unlocked To love when circumstance may lead someone away from you And not to spend the time just doubting

YOU'RE THE WHISPER OF A SUMMER BREEZE YOU'RE THE KISS THAT PUTS MY SOUL AT EASE WHAT I'M SAYING IS I'M IN TO YOU HERE'S MY STORY, AND THE STORY GOES YOU GIVE LOVE, YOU GET LOVE AND MORE THAN HEAVEN KNOWS YOU'RE GONNA SEE I'M GONNA RUN, I'M GONNA TRY I'M GONNA TAKE THIS LOVE RIGHT TO YA ALL MY HEART, ALL THE JOY OH BABY, BABY PLEASE RUSH, RUSH HURRY, HURRY LOVER, COME TO ME RUSH, RUSH I WANNA SEE, I WANNA SEE YA GET FREE WITH ME RUSH, RUSH I CAN FEEL IT, I CAN FEEL YOU ALL THROUGH ME RUSH, RUSH OOH WHAT YOU DO TO ME AND ALL I WANT FROM YOU IS WHAT YOU ARE AND EVEN IF YOU'RE RIGHT NEXT TO ME YOU'RE STILL TOO FAR AWAY IF I'M NOT INSIDE YOUR ARMS I GET DRAMATIC BABY, YES I KNOW BUT I NEED YOU, I WANT YOU OOH MAN, I LOVE YOU SO OOH, OOH YOU'RE GONNA SEE I'M GONNA RUN, I'M GONNA TRY I'M GONNA TAKE THIS LOVE RIGHT TO YA ALL MY HEART, ALL THE JOY OOH BABY, BABY PLEASE WHEN YOU KISS ME UP AND DOWN TURN MY SENSES ALL AROUND OH BABY, OH BABY I DON'T KNOW JUST HOW OR WHY BUT NO ONE ELSE HAS TOUCHED ME SO DEEP, SO DEEP, SO DEEP INSIDE YOU'RE GONNA SEE I'M GONNA RUN I'M GONNA TRY I'M GONNA TAKE THIS LOVE RIGHT TO YA ALL MY HEART, ALL THE JOY OH BABY, BABY PLEASE

You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore When you lived inside of me There was nothing I could conceive That you wouldn't do for me Trouble seemed so far away You changed that right away, baby You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore Love don't live here anymore Just emptiness and memories Of what we had before You went away Found another place to stay, another home You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore In the windmills of my eyes Everyone can see the loneliness inside me Why'd ya have to go away Don't you know I miss you so and need your love You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore

I have a tale to tell Sometimes it gets so hard to hide it well I was not ready for the fall Too blind to see the writing on the wall A man can tell a thousand lies I've learned my lesson well Hope I live to tell The secret I have learned, 'till then It will burn inside of me I know where beauty lives I've seen it once, I know the warm she gives The light that you could never see It shines inside, you can't take that from me The truth is never far behind You kept it hidden well If I live to tell The secret I knew then Will I ever have the chance again If I ran away, I'd never have the strength To go very far How would they hear the beating of my heart Will it grow cold The secret that I hide, will I grow old How will they hear When will they learn How will they know

I can't pretend anymore that I am not affected, I'm not moved I can't lie to myself that I'm not always thinking of You. You made strong to show me I'm not weak to fall in love well I thought I'd never need now I can't get enough I always made it on my own I always thougt that I would keep control You changed everything I believed in And now I just can't fight this feeling, baby! I raise my hands and I surrender 'Cause Your love is too strong and I can't go on Without Your tender arms around me. I raise my hands and I surrender! I don't wanna resist cause your touch and kiss have shattered my defenses! I surrender. I have to admit that I I never thought I'd need someone this way 'Cause You've opened my eyes so that I I can see so much more. I always made it on my own I always thougt that I would keep control You changed everything I believed in And now I just can't fight this feeling, baby! I raise my hands and I surrender (Oh, I surrender baby) 'Cause Your love is too strong and I can't go on Without Your tender arms around me. I raise my hands and I surrender! I don't wanna resist 'cause your touch and your kiss have shattered my defenses! I surrender... I can't pretend anymore, I can't lie to myself that I'm not always thinking of You.

In the thunder and rain You stare into my eyes I can feel your hand Movin up my thighs Skirt around my waist Wall against my face I can feel your lips Oooh I don't wanna stop just because People walkin by are watchin us I don't give a damn what they think I want you now I don't wanna stop just because You feel so good inside of my love Im not gonna stop no no no I want you All I wanna say is Any time And any place I don't care whos around Mmmm Any time And any place I don't care whos around Nonononono Weeoooh-hooo Ooooooohooo Hoohoo Dancin on the floor Feelin the slow groove My mind is startin to burn With forbidden thoughts Strangers all around With the lights down low I was thinkin maybe we could Well...you know