Lan's blog: "being so bored"

That old dog has chained you up alright Give you everything you need To live inside a twisted cage Sleep beside an empty rage I had a dream I was your hero Damn I wish I was your lover I'll rock you till the daylight comes Make sure you are smiling and warm I am everything Tonight I'll be your mother I will Do such things to ease your pain Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed This monkey can't stand to see you black and blu Give you something sweet each time you Come inside my jungle book What is it just too good Don't say you'll stay 'Cause then you go away Damn I wish I was your lover I'll rock you till the daylight comes Make sure you are smiling and warm I am everything Tonight I'll be your mother I will Do such things to ease your pain Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed Shucks for me there is no other You're the only shoe that fits I can't imagine I'll grow out of it Damn I wish I was your lover If I was your girl believe me I'd turn on the Rolling Stones We could groove along and feel much better I could do it forever and ever Give me an hour to kiss you Walk through heaven's door I'm sure We don't need no doctor to feel much better Let me in Forever and ever and ever and ever I sat on the mountainside with peace of mind I lay by the ocean making love to her with visions clear Walked for days with no one near And I return as chained and bound to you Damn I wish I was your lover I'll rock you till the daylight comes Make sure you are smiling and warm I am everything Tonight I'll be your mother I will Do such things to ease your pain Free your mind and you won't feel ashamed

Step inside, walk this way You and me babe, Hey, hey! Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man? Razzle 'n' a dazzle 'n' a flash a little light Television lover, baby, go all night Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet Little miss ah innocent sugar me, yeah Hey! C'mon, take a bottle, shake it up Break the bubble, break it up Pour some sugar on me Ooh, in the name of love Pour some sugar on me C'mon fire me up Pour your sugar on me Oh, I can't get enough I'm hot, sticky sweet From my head to my feet yeah Listen! red light, yellow light, green-a-light go! Crazy little woman in a one man show Mirror queen, mannequin, rhythm of love Sweet dream, saccharine, loosen up You gotta squeeze a little, squeeze a little Tease a little more Easy operator come a knockin' on my door Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet Little miss innocent sugar me, yeah Take a bottle, shake it up Break the bubble, break it up Pour some sugar on me Ooh, in the name of love Pour some sugar on me C'mon fire me up Pour your sugar on me Oh, I can't get enough I'm hot, sticky sweet From my head to my feet yeah You got the peaches, I got the cream Sweet to taste, saccharine 'Cos I'm hot, say what, sticky sweet From my head, my head, to my feet Do you take sugar? one lump or two? Take a bottle, shake it up Break the bubble, break it up Pour some sugar on me Ooh, in the name of love Pour some sugar on me C'mon fire me up Pour your sugar on me Oh, I can't get enough Pour some sugar on me Oh, in the name of love Pour some sugar on me Get it, come get it Pour your sugar on me Ooh Pour some sugar on me Yeah! Sugar me!

If I see another bitch with her titties hangin out or her fuckin finger in her damn mouth!!!! Im gonna fuckin scream.. Sure god gave you them saggy bitch but god damn cover them fuckers up.. and do you know where your fingers been??? You better think about that before you stick that nasty shit in your mouth!!!!! And another thing.. Dont you have a little more self respect for yourself? yes Im not perfect by any means.. But I dont need to show myself like that.. I have plenty of men that leave messages for me everyday... Some of yall need to think about what yall put on to show your goods..like some skank ass to little bikini.. have some more fuckin class in the way you present yourself to the world. COME ON

Well this morning I tried to get a loan for 6500 for an online plece that was a joke for sure.. Their APR was outrages.. and it would have takin me 7 years to totally pay it off. But I need to get out of this hole I'm in!!! Its ok Anyway they said nooooo LOL Figures!!! So this is what Im going to do is try to find some kind of home based business to get into. Im not looking to get rich. Just something to help my ends meet better.. <<< always that ment something else thats another store. Most of all know what I mean by trying to make your ends meet. its hard these days.. We make more money. but everything is so fuckin high anymore its almost inpossible to get ahead, unless you win the lotto or something like that Anyway Have a Good Day! Much Love Beee

Well damn it theres alot of things i should be doing or could be doing but nothing i want to do.. except maybe sleep or fuck