821621's blog: "Colera667"

Have you ever seen a fat white man with an asshole mustache, black undies and a cowboy hat trying to swim while drunk as fuck? well if not then I know Krissy (Imsolovely) will be posting pictures on here. Now see... I'm deffinately not the skinniest of fellows but poor Chance.. he never even saw it coming and it seems that ever since those pictures were taken by Shasta on Krissy's phone a small part inside of him has died knowing that they will soon be on the internet for everyones viewing. What could be worse in his mind? The point of climax in his depression could clearly be seen while he sat in realization of that fact you should never do anything you might regret while there are people with cameras around. I've learned this many years ago... he learned this last night... and maybe some of you will learn it before experiencing... but i really fuckin doubt it. lol

Well it seems as I've awoke and stumbled onto another happy hour on this site and decided maybe I should fill a little bit of space with about as much useless nothing as possible. Well last night was kind of eventfull... drank this weird liquer that was from Germany... had a whole pare stuffed down into the bottle absorbing the alcohol. Talk about the most digusting piece of fruit ive ever eaten, I almost threw up as soon as it hit my tounge. All in all it was a fun night untill some skinny chick with a huge rack started talking about her sex life and problems shes apparently not having. Which all leads into her in a drunk ramble telling me and Bowker exactly how fuckable I am. Of course i like the attention but why does it always come from the people who are not even on a fair playing ground?? All the chicks coming at me are either 30+, too damn young for my taste or they just act completely out of the context of what type of female i dig. But I did play the nice guy and just didn't go after her bc she kept talking about her nice BF in Cali. and how she misses him. I don't see how some people can do stuff like that to the people they say they love... sex is just sex... if the person you love can't get you off... break up with them or masterbate more offten you self centered fuck.

Well it seems that I have told myself i would write a new blog today before i catch my next ciggerette outside. Not to sure anymore if anything I'm writing is coherent enough to even be taken as anything; or if im yet again just rammbeling away with a point that stretches over more points then most veteran porn stars. Being back on the market after being taken for a little over 3 years should be more of a welcome to the freedom im experiencing... but i seem to just fall back and forget what all i really can and should do. Most of me says wait and dwell... sit and see... pace and absorb the surounding... but why??? I don't want to... I never have... and i sure as fuck hate thinking like that. Could it be just in the nature of acting? Acting on bullshit instead of imbeded impulse from previous experiences. It's as if I'm the mouse latched to the electrified piece of cheese... being shocked over and over again. Starving for the substanance and not caring about the consequence seems to be my downfall for the time being.... and that really should bother me.... and it doesn't. Why the hell is it whenever we give advice we so fully forget the reasons we learned to even give those words we say we live by. Oh well... live... learn... fuck up anyways!

Who the hell are you?! lol

Well I'm sitting here bored out of mind trying to figure out the most simple of tasks to do to kill time untill the sun goes down. It seems as every day passes I search for something to kill the time untill I move; which is looking to be anytime from mid august to late september. So far it seems all that I can find is to read up on Hunter Thompson articles from the early 80's into the mid 90's that I haven't read in their entirety. Been writing a bit of new music as well, nothing lyricly, just pulling out the guitar and arranging stuff on paper that sounds cool. Seems every time I find a band to start working with the memmbers end up being posers who can't even play their instruments let alone hold a convorsation about anything related to theory. It's hard when you tell someone to tune down a half a step from drop D and they look at you with a blank stare. Oh well, maybe one day I'll find a couple of fellow musicians who can actualy play their instruments and collaberate on music with the knowledge to not just throw crap on the table. Ne who... not much else to say for the time being so I am out...

I need a viking helmet... you know... the one with the horns on the sides that just looks so uber bad ass. I dont even give a god damn what people would say.. Id wear it everywhere with everyone. But in the mean time all i have is my amon amarth compilation to hold me over... which is all good bc amon amarth just kicks that much ass.

well its time to get serious about the europe trip.... ive already started working on my canadian accent so that no one will fuck with me for being american. It's not like im that proud of where im from but id rather have a peacefull vacation and not be harrassed for being from a country that ellects a majority of shit politicians. It kinda sucks bc i was hoping to spend more time with Nate, a friend of mine i grew up with who moved to koln, while i was there...turns out hes leaving july 1st and not comin back till the 31st to go visit his family in baltimore here in the states. looks like i wont be runnin into bart or his family either with the trip being pushed back due to a misdiagnosis on my sisters due date. its kinda freaky... planning on hiking through most of the country like a crazy white american would do but im walking to places to get fucked up like my hispanic side is wanting! lol. so far no one else has pulled the cash or the time off work to come with me, so it looks like im on my own.

well i was watching once upon a time in mexico a few hours ago at tasha's with her and juan.it gets to the part where the 2 cartel guys are watching the tied up retired fbi agent and they are talking about torturing the agent. When it comes for the dialouge explaning how one of the cartel men had a testicle cut off and it turned him off of torture... it wasnt even there!! it was airing at 3 in the damn morning!!! can people not talk about testicles any more without having big brother slam them from above???

well it seems that i have the urge to write a blog but i dont really have anything to bitch or talk about. if there is anyone who is planning or is wanting to hit up either of the 2 ozzfests in texas this summer/fall then hit me up asap. we can ride and party together or something; there are actualy quite a few people planning on going with me on the trip down to SA and up to dallas so it should be a kick ass extravaganza haha. ne who... im out