Left here alone
Left with my memories
Of you and me
They keep playing
Running around and around in my head
Never stopping
Wish I had you back
Back to laugh with
Share secrets with
Talk with
Even to cry with
Instead I’m left here alone
Left with my memories
Of you and me
Of the old days
Left
To
Cry,
Alone.
there’s a road I’ve been on
it winds around it keeps me prolonged
from doing what I’m told
I’m growing old you know
and there’s not much care inside this soul
I’ll break a piece off for you
break me please
break it all
break the fall
the kiss that has to wait
for everything to end
break it all break my fall
there’s a memory I rely on
it brings me back to skin on skin
sin all over everything
my miracle that keeps me
feeling good
getting through the rusty grooves
baby there’s so much I want to tell you
fuck it all
forget the fall
give me the kiss baby please don’t wait
for everything to end
break it all break my fall
there never was grace
or some suburban place
I found rest in
without you
break it all baby break my fall
and bring me back to skin on skin
once again
fuck it all
forget the fall
there’s a road I’ve been on
it winds around it keeps me prolonged
from doing what I’m told
I’m growing old you know
and there’s not much care inside this soul
I’ll break a piece off for you
break me please
fuck it all
forget the fall.
laying awake at night
sleeping eyes wide
I dream of you
in endless thoughts
of joy-filled days
love-filled nights
as I fight tired body.
you’re my stars at night
illuminating darkest soul
and you’re my sunshine bright
warming coldest heart
allowing my life to start again
as I feel your love without end
feel your friendship mend my being.
yes I fight sleep at night
as my desires only search for you
your truest sincerity holds me closely
your true love saturates my mind
and I find your face floating
coating me with warm smile
while my self denial diminishes.
I’ve evolved from abandoned love
to true romance
and when this distance
seems so vast
you make it pass by light speed
help me leave my lost alone feelings
and take my pain away everyday.
yes I fight sleep at night
as my mind is filled with
your warmth
love
touch and scent
your body so close to mine
your existence that lifts me to new life.
laying awake at night
sleeping eyes wide
I dream of you.
life’s too much to think about sometimes
too much to drink about
when you’re not sure who you are
or where you’re going anymore
but it’s just perfect anyway
mystery will lead the way
once again
a cocktail of loneliness and madness
and a photo of you to stare at
it’s the way I remember
the better times
the excitement of it all
the love written on the walls
all around us
and somehow we burned it all down
we fucked it all up
just for the thrill of it
just to live through it
but it’s just perfect anyway
we can erase the wasted
light fire to the jaded
we really know what it’s like
not too many people can say
that they’ve felt this kind of fire
down under up over
all over each other
the excitement of it all
the love written on the walls
a cocktail of loneliness and madness
and a photo of you to stare at
it’s the way I remember
the better times.
bird shit blues a bird shit on me today.on my black top.and honestly?i couldnt give to shits.cause if i was a bird and could take a dump in mid-air,in glorious flight,without a fucking care of any human insecurities that my follow,then shit,i'd do it too.i mean humans shit on each other all the time,and its the intent that makes it vile.but a bird,is just taking a shit.because...hey nature calls,and its just shit.not like the bird thought,"hey look at that human all dressed nice.she looks like shes having a good day.i should unload on her cause i feel like being fucked up."but funny,we are so quick yo humanize something so innocent.so we have an excuse to victimize ourselves.humble your egos.and you may find yourself closer to nature
Slowly fading away into dreams;
Hazy and tainted, yet so clear,
A release from all that darkens the mind,
Dreams of lying in the arms of an angel
Where comfort covers my soul,
And peace overwhelms.
Whispers from far away reach my ears;
So faint and soft within the reveries,
That bring a smile upon my face,
Reveries of lying in the arms of an angel
Where all worries vanish,
And tears do not exist.
A warmth sweeps over my being;
Never cold or distant are the thoughts,
Awaiting the strong and sure embrace,
Thoughts of lying in the arms of an angel
Where hearts sail without burdens,
And smiles never soften.
My heart grows weak it seems;
Yet within plays a melody so strong,
A melody that will forever sing, never fade,
While lying in the arms of an angel
Where freedom surrounds the spirit
And sorrow is only a myth.
i found him in a dream
i found him in my heart
i was down and out
cold and no place to go
i was screaming
bleeding
so alone
faces not familiar
stuck in places id never seen before
yes he understands
that i was desperate for a friendly hand
to hold
to try so hard to put a simple smile on
and on and on
we love together now
on and on
in our forever now
he found me naked
buried in the dirty streets
that paved my mind
with a little shining hate
for those who held my fate in their hands
he picked me up
he showed me i wasnt alonee
in my stone cold crazy
in the haze that was surrounding me
keeping me from breathing
and on and on
we love together now
in our forever now
on and on
nothing fades away
these days
and nothing washes away
in this love of ours
no we never lose appeal
no matter what we reveal
inside out of ourselves
we can break down
we can set our secrets free
we can simply be
in love
these days
and i never stay down
i never cry myself to sleep
or drown in bottle
in past swallows of liquid fire
these days
did you ever dream
did anything ever seem
as real as the fantasy
youre living with me
these days
did the stars ever brighten you
rise your smile above yourself
as they do when we talk
oh how they make you more beautiful
these days
we can break down
we can simply be
in love
these days