ThomasTheDoubter's blog: "My Lame Ass Rants = M.L.A.R"

When you get a secret admirer,you dont get giddy.you cant be giddy.

Its allways fear.The only thing good is that sigh of relief when its not a hideous beast...

BUT THere will always be that Beast...

Staring

Staring...

STARING!!!

Christ it makes me wanna fucking puke out my ass and shit out my mouth...Makes ya wanna Take a 2nd bullet in the head after the first...

fuck you god!why do you sicken us like this.

This is the shit that makes satan himself cry...

i would so Jam my cock in her mouth and fuck it hard without remorse until she puked or passed out...

"im not a Religous guy,but this prayer hits the heart good"

Grant me, oh Lord, for the coming events;
Enough knowledge to cope and some plain common sense.
Be at our side on those nightly patrols;
And be merciful judging our vulnerable souls.
Make my hands steady and as sure as a rock;
when the others go down with a wound or in shock.
Let me be close, when they bleed in the mud;
With a tourniquet handy to save precious blood.
Here in the jungle, the enemy near;
Even the corpsman can't offer much lightness and cheer.
Just help me, oh Lord, to save lives when I can;
Because even out there is merit in man.

If It's Your will, make casualties light;
And don't let any die in the murderous night.
These are my friends I'm trying to save;
They are frightened at times, but You know they are brave.
Let me not fail when they need so much;
But to help me serve with a compassionate touch.
Lord, I'm no hero—my job is to heal;
And I want You to know Just how helpless I feel.
Bring us back safely to camp with dawn; For too many of us are already gone.
Lord bless my friends If that's part of your plan; And go with us tonight, when we go out again.

I want to travel at the speed of sound...

I want to travel at the speed of sound through a city with many highrise buildings...

I want to travel at the speed of sound through a city with many highrise buildings bursting the windows from shear speed...

I want to travel at the speed of sound through a city with many highrise buildings bursting the windows from shear speed,as the sharp shards rain down on those below...

I want to travel at the speed of sound through a city with many highrise buildings bursting the windows from shear speed,as the sharp shards rain down on those below...I want to travel at the speed of sound straight into a brick wall...

I want to fly into the dawning Horizon's sun.

Burning,Purifiying yesterdays eyes.

Heading into the future.

When I make one revolution around the world back to my home.

it will be the future.

Or will it just be my same old home.

Home is for rest.

Rest is for the Dead.

Everyday im dead.

And I want to live again.

I want to live until Its time for Rest.

While im dead,I channel to the living world through the internet.

Like spirits channel through our reality.

I see what the living see.

I want to live too.

And when its time to Rest.

I will.

Whats the deal with women having douche bag boysfriends that they complain and rant about to there friends one moment and do a 180º

and start saying shit like "Awww i love my baby"

Make up your damn fucking mind.

Even when i complained about my ex of 3yrs.I complained,but assured that I still loved the bitch.That was then though.what a crazy twat.

so whats the deal?What is it that drives in my opinion "beautiful chicks" to complete douche bag assholes? uhhhhhhhhh.....i guess thats just women.

wtf?!

The word

isnt so bad when its glittery,now is it...

WTF!? i fell asleep around 5-6ish...PM!

Wake up at 9-10ish....now its about 5:30am...

what a fucked up sleep cycle...

I need to go to bed...for at least 4 hours...fuck all yall mutha fuckas!

apparently my flask was made in chnina...