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What are you waiting for?
This is getting old
Those lies that you told
Saying I checked out
Saying that I haven't been around
That I don't call any more
To say that I care
To tell you that I'll always be there
Well like Tech N9ne said"Sorry and shit, la, la, la"
Forgive me that my tragedy
Has taken over my brain
Forgive me that I'm upset
That my boyfriend no longer lives to see the day
Forgive me that I'm looking for a new path
I'm searchin like a fiend
But you can't seem to understand that
So why don't you step back
And take a harder look
Read another chapter from my book
Life has slapped me in the face
Yet again
But all you're worried about is
"Well she never checks in
Is she still my friend?"
Be concerned with your own life
And quit talkin shit
Why don't you start trying to get your own mind fit
But there you are standin there
With a dumb ass stare
Getting mad at me
Bitching that YOUR life's not fair
Fuck you and the horse you rode in on
Because while you continue to be two faced
I'll be long gone
Lies slip so easily from your lips
Quick to make accusations
To make up excuses for your lame existance
No one wants you
And no one cares
You continue to talk shit
Step to me if you dare
I won't hold back
I'm not afraid
I'll make your life so miserable
You'll never want to see another day
Spread your lies
Hide your eyes
Keep your fake smile
And let your false words continue to pile
Around you
How dare you be so vicious
To the one's that I love
You act like you're sent from Heaven above
Like your life is something to be proud of
Lucky I was asked to stay away
But that promise will only hold for so long
And when that dam breaks
I'll show you the sense of right and wrong
Spread your lies
Hide your eyes
Keep your fake smile
And let your false words continue to pile
Around you
You say you can think like me
Really do you want to deal with that atrocity
Deal with the velocity
Of thoughts pounding constantly
The never ending questions of
"What the fuck is wrong with me?"
Always second guessing
And never addressing
The real issues that lie before me
Skirting around the drama and hostility
Laughing it off
Brushing it away
Just waiting for the next day
In a hope that my mind will be quiet
Stop with the riot
So do you wanna try it
Wanna be like me
Wanna weigh heaivly on issues that aren't really there
Deal with whispers and stares
That more than likely have nothing to do with you
Get pissed at yourself
When all words escape you
Failing to explain
Deal with the paranoia
That it's all gonna fall apart
That you'll finally loose your shit
And end up with an empty heart
Didn't think you would
