ZT's blog: "yay poetry of mine"

You say you can think like me
Really do you want to deal with that atrocity
Deal with the velocity
Of thoughts pounding constantly
The never ending questions of
"What the fuck is wrong with me?"
Always second guessing
And never addressing
The real issues that lie before me
Skirting around the drama and hostility
Laughing it off
Brushing it away
Just waiting for the next day
In a hope that my mind will be quiet
Stop with the riot
So do you wanna try it
Wanna be like me
Wanna weigh heaivly on issues that aren't really there
Deal with whispers and stares
That more than likely have nothing to do with you
Get pissed at yourself
When all words escape you
Failing to explain
Deal with the paranoia
That it's all gonna fall apart
That you'll finally loose your shit
And end up with an empty heart
Didn't think you would