My heart's beating so fast
I don't know if I'm going to last
Running down this road of confusion
Wondering how to rid of the delusion
Of this life I lead
Will I ever get a head o the stampede
What am I supposed to see
What am I missing
Give me a clue
A sign
A brief moment of intelligence
Clarity
Is what I search for the hardest
To get a hold of the emotions
And to kick out the constant thoughts
Of anxiety
Can I
How will I
Ever survive
Surrounded by nothing but lies
No one wants to step up
Or keep it real
Never can we own up to how we really feel
Afraid to hurt
Afraid to scar
Afraid to accept who we really are
Find one
Forget the rest
Then it's all really put to the test
Can you stay loyal
While being happy
Or do you end up disregarding
All past memories
For a future unknown