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Rebels Thoughts
Someone who I took as a friend recently has created so much drama along with her spouse. Lieing about friends calling to turn off ther power get people ready to beat them up. Well the recent event was re their electric. The husband whined cried and tore up chat over this event for 2 days. Had people wanting to send money when in fact they had not been able to make a payment and their power was going to be shut off. Now to shut off someones power you have to know the name address ssi number and secret word or Numbers used. You lied scammmed and accused falsely innocent people. No one called to have your power shut off you spent money on get highs rather than pay your bills. No one had those things but of course no one thought of this for hours. Now this idiot beast is coming to my page and due to some glitch i cannot block her. I have tried over and over to do so I warn you she is not a person to hold with much creedence. So Diana i say to you get clean and sober take care of your

Anna's Personal Life Thoughts
Life is good. Sometimes it takes us down many paths, and hopefully, I have learned a thing or two along the way. I would like to share with you some of my personal philosophies: 1) Learn to say that you are sorry, and do not let the sun set down before closing your eyes to go to sleep, no matter if it's not your fault. You might not be given the chance to say it on another time, and will live with the regret of it always. 2) Do not make promises that you already know that you are unable to complete or have no intentions of keeping. Rather say, I can not commit to that idea now, and will take more time to consider it, or just say, NO... that will not work, rather than to raise someone else's expectations to be filled with future disappointment. 3) When the going gets tough, get yourself up, grip yourself by the pants and hike it up to a new level and DO NOT GIVE UP OR LET ANYONEEEEEEE TELL YOU TO GIVE UP!! Be your only reason that you do not succeed, not because you

Ranting
Ok, so this is a bit tricky to follow, so keep up if you can, lol. I have this friend, Jason, whom is married to Amber, and together the have a daughter, Taylor, who is only 7. Now, these people had absolutely no place to live. Me, and my family, took them into our home and welcomed them with open arms because I thought that Jason was one of my BEST FRIENDS. He had never done me wrong, always stuck up for me no matter what, etc. So, I told them they could stay here a week because we really didn't have the room. During that week they were suposed to be going to welfare to get food stamps, cash, housing, etc. Anything they could get, just to get them by until they got jobs. No problem. They went, got emergency food stamps and medical covers and they told us that they had to wait on their cash because something about the government being behind, which IS true because we checked. Doesn't sound like a big deal, right? WRONG! What was supposed to be one week turned into an entire month. I

Life And Death
Well, i continue to heal after my pacemaker surgery, and since the docs dont want me working, i started writing a book on my all time love, the west. Its called The streets of Tombstone(After the OK Corral).

Cozmo
EVERYONE HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY CHANUKKAH AND A HAPPY KWNZAA HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE A GOOD CELEBRATION!!!! R YOU SCARED??...... TO BEAT THE TOP RATES. AS OF RIGHT NOW IT IS 102... NOW REMEMBER YOU CAN RATE MORE THAN PICS... GET WHAT I MEAN?? ALSO WHEN YOU RATE ME YOU WILL RECIEVE POINTS TOO! THANK YOU ALL #1 BLESS ME WITH THOSE EYES! 'A thing of beauty is a joy for ever' Words of Keats one can forget never What is beauty - beauty is where One can enjoy here and there, every where! Grecian urn a beautiful piece Niagara falls a beautiful place Silver streaks of water brings us peace Hills and dales sure nature's grace! Does beauty lie in the objects seen Or lie in the eyes of the seer keen? Beauty seen in the scorching Sun Beauty felt in the biting cold Beauty heard in the melody of birds Beauty smelt in the fragrance of rose B

Life
did you ever notice that a head shot can conceal about 50 pounds . lol. you know what im talkign about . the old " whoa .. she looked hot in her pictures" yea but did you see any pictures of her from the chest down ? uh , no i never noticed that6 . yep , there you go false adfvertising ? shrug now dont get me wrong , i am not one thats against personal expression , in fact im all for it . what i wanna talk about now is tats . i love tats . i dont have any because well , there permininet and i can honestly say that aside from air i have not found anythign that im sure i will always like . but i gotta say this : if you decide to get a tattoo dont expect me to get excited or impressed if it isnt in any way origianl . for example ....

The Menu
So I'm having some company over today and I'm preparing a small feast for all of us.. BBQ Ribs with a Apple Cider dipping sauce Salsa Burgers with a picante sauce, cheddar cheese, and fresh cilantro Hot dogs (no need to get fancy with em) Corn on the cob with herb butter Roasted Potatoes with peppers, onions, and fresh rosemary Beer, beer, whiskey, and more beer.

I Have No Title...
i'm not going to be around a whole lot. so, if you shout or message me and i dont get back to you, its because i'm not here. i need some time to think, and heal. i love my friends and that doesnt change, but i'm not in the right frame of mind to be social. hope everyone has a good day, week, month, year.. whatever. So, i feel the need to write, it helps me to feel better, sometimes. I don't really know whats plaguing me.. i should be totally thrilled. At the end of the month, i will have 2 of my very favorite people, coming in from out of state to visit me. Carly (best friend since grade school) is coming in from Boston, to celebrate her birthday with me. Tony (mike hunt) will be here too.. i'm so excited about it!!! But, i feel tired today, and not in the happiest mood. i suppose we're all entitled to those days.. and no... its not PMS!!! So i'm done whining, and i wont advertise this, cause i dont feel like dealing with people's negativity today. If you should read this,

I Want Your Opinion
so i just watched a news clip about the burger joint called "the heart attack grill" where there slogan is "a taste worth dying for" and where anyone over 350lbs eats free, and they have burgers named after various bypass surgeries and their spokesman died at the age of 29 standing at 6'8 and weighing 578 lbs...I just wanted to share this with you and im also curious to know your thoughts on this.

Hideing From Thyself
Like a puppy Whose tail Has been Cropped You chase after Nothing And cannot be Stopped Trying to follow Memories Of what No longer Exists May cause pretend Happiness But will Never provide Actual bliss

My Art
On a dark desert highway Cool wind in my hair Warm smell of colitas Rising up through the air Up ahead in the distance I saw a shimmering light My head grew heavy, and my sight grew dim I had to stop for the night There she stood in the doorway I heard the mission bell And I was thinking to myself This could be Heaven or this could be Hell Then she lit up a candle And she showed me the way There were voices down the corridor I thought I heard them say Welcome to the Hotel California Such a lovely place Such a lovely face Plenty of room at the Hotel California Any time of year You can find it here You can find it here Her mind is Tiffany twisted She's got the Mercedes bends She's got a lot of pretty, pretty boys That she calls friends How they dance in the courtyard Sweet summer sweat Some dance to remember Some dance to forget So I called up the Captain Please bring me my wine He said We haven't had that spirit here since 1969 And still those voic

Climate Change
Ok not a new issue right? Well this is a issue that has recently sparked my interest as i learn more about it. I have been looking at the IPCC reports (Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change) and what i have read so far is very disturbing to say the least!. You can view the report here: http://www.ipcc.ch/#. So anyway, this is a panel made up of 100's of scientist from all over the world. So we arent just talking about some basement hobbiest here. They are saying that yes,global climate change is caused by humans and that if we dont do something about it right now, we are in big big trouble. i dont knoow about you but that concerns me. And this isnt the only source of my concern, also the AAAS (The American Association for the Advancement of Science's ) and the NAS (National Academy of Sciences) has put out simialar reports. Well actually not reports but a warning with a call for action! These are the biggest and most respected organizations on the planet when it comes to the scient

Naughty Jokes
sorry men but i hate to admit this is funny!!!! A man traveling by plane was in urgent need of using the restroom. Each time he tried, it was occupied. The stewardess, aware of his predicament, suggested to him to use the ladies room, but cautioned him against pressing any of the buttons. The buttons were marked WW, WA, PP, and ATR. Making the fateful mistake so many men make in disregarding what a woman says, the man let his curiosity get the best of him and decided to try the buttons. He carefully pressed the first button marked WW and immediately warm water sprayed his entire bottom. He thought, golly, the gals really have it made..... Still curious, he pressed the button marked WA and warm air dried his bottom quickly. He thought that was out of this world. The button marked PP yielded a large powder puff that powdered his bottom lightly. Well, naturally, he couldn't resist the last button marked ATR....... When he woke up in the hospital he panicked and buzzed for a

Songs From Evanescence
All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. I can feel the night beginning. Separate me from the living. Understanding me, After all I've seen. Piecing every thought together, Find the words to make me better. If I only knew how to pull myself apart. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. I believe that dreams are sacred. Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby, Like a reason why, Like a play of my obsessions, Make me understand the lesson, So I'll find myself, So I won't be lost again. All that I'm living for, All that I'm dying for, All that I can't ignore alone at night. All that I'm wanted for, Although I wanted more. Lock the last open door, my ghosts are gaining on me. Guess I thought I'd have to change the world to make you see me, To be the one. I could have run forev

Total Randomness
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!! Shhhh! He's sleeeeepin :O

I Give Up!
I have come to the realization that I need a fu-break. I have been trying now for about a month to get into the top 10 chicks. I see how hard it is to get there and not that I am not up for the competition so dont get me wrong. However, I just cant afford to buy into the 40 or 50 families it takes a day in order to rank. Nor do I have the money to run the ability bling.

Meez
Rate Meez.HAHAHA, so if you want a valid reason for YouTubing during your "extended lunch break," check out our MEEZ COMMERCIAL! Everything was done in-house. The concept, the music, the graphics, the uploading, even Roscoe Meez's superhot (non-)celeb styling... And the greatest part is, you basically can do this all with your own computer, too!Lemme know what you think about it. I personally like the soundtrack, as it brings me back to my fabulous days submarining with the Team Zissou...Yes, yesterday I stayed at the office until 6 so that I could upload YouTube videos. I do believe I have a pretty ridiculously fantastical job. Hollah. Also, congratulations to our Art Director Mike and his wife on their new baby boy! Born over the weekend and weighing in over 6 pounds. Adowable! Sad news. Just thought you should know.~M.Date-rape drug killed girl, police say PROBE ALLEGES DAD PUT DOSE IN SIPPY CUP By Sean Webby and Leslie GriffyMercury News A San Jose father, accused of killing his 2

My Hell
I just recently had an epiphany. I held onto so much garbage and baggage that needs to be let go of totally. I was a self loathing person who doubted everyone and everything, no matter if it was good or bad. It jaded me, made me bitter, made me throw love away like trash. In turn this made me hate myself even more. I hereby release Martin Wanat of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all the bad things you said and did to me while we were together. I forgive you and I'll try to forget the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Rashawn Reese of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all you did to me, how you acted, and how I was treated by you. I forgive you and I'll try to forget all the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Nicole Bateau, Nikki Vega, and Mike Piper as well. All of you are forgiven for all the bad things you said, did, and how you acted towards me when I finally found happiness. I forgive you and I'll try to forge

Angel
NEED SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO PUT MUSIC IN A LONGUE AND TEACH ME PLEASE I AM BEGGING 4 HELP.. THANKS ANGEL HELL LONGUE ANGEL People Ask" How can you be friends with someone you have never met?" I tell them" You have never been online I bet!". It's something people offline will never understand. You open up your heart to friendship with your typing Hands. It's a world full friendship at your finger tips, there is so much. Online, it only takes a heart to reach people with your touch. First you start out online, surfing all around. Next thing you know a great friend will be found. You will chat a lot and surf cyberspace. Soon it will be your second home, a comforting special place. A Friend to share your dreams and your tears and to help each other wipe away life's fears. You will share life together and help each other along You will make it thru bad weather because friendship is so strong. No matter how far apart you go, your keyboards will keep you together. and in your heart you w

Contests....
Click the Picture to Check it out! Running from 11/09/08 to 11/16/08 Brought to you by Sylent And the Dirty Little Secrets Family!! Hey guys... Guess what? Im actually in a contest. LMFAO The contest is fro Rates and Comments... Come show me some love!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=455787&albumid=1170115&i=2194397412&idx=3#2194397412 Yeah thats the link. hehe Blow my shit up. LMFAO

Life Is Short
Hey y'all. Just wanted to let ya know if you didn't already that I graduate college tomorrow. I'm also moving sometime next week and will not have internet for a while..... So- I'm sick. I've been sleeping about 18 hours a day for the past three days. I have a fever that comes and goes. I can't breath. My lungs hurt. My throat hurts. My head feels like its swimming in muck. And what happens? I get served with divorce papers today. My darling husband filed on October 1. That means- if everything goes smoothly and uncontested- my divorce will be final April 1st. Which is our Anniversary. Another twist in the scenario?? He changed everything. Everything we agreed to, and talked about, and worked out amongst ourselves for the greater good of our children. It was subtle changes- 5% here and there on our monetary agreements- but everything's different. I was supposed to file on October 15th. We had a plan. We had this all worked out. And he went behind my back, and h

A Little Kinky ......
well we will start out with my eyes, then on to the little nibbles on ur ears while i gently caress your sweet face with the tips of my fingers, which path would you like to take next i compliment you on your beautiful smile, i lean in closer notice the sweet smell of your hair, i gently kiss the tip of your nose while slowy, ever so gently, make my way to your supple neck, i rub my lips against it just softly as u can feel my breath... i begin to become extremly aroused while staring into your gaze, as i play with the tips of your fingers i cant help but wonder what you are thinking, i place my other hand over your eyes and while is bring ur hand to my lips and gently start to kiss them i kiss your bottom lip, then your top lip, then the bottom again, my tongue slowly slips between your wet lips and meets yours soft passionate kisses on your neck sends little shivers down your body your legs slightly quiver slowly i kiss my way down you back. my hands all over your body

Randoms
i HATE my upstairs neighbor... and even more i cant stand the other one that lives above my bathroom... they sound like friggin elephants trampling around .... im ready to move... but know... i just cant right now... but still .... you would think these people would have respect for the ones that live below them esp at 3AM!!!! ok i feel better! I thought for once i would write about something im most passionate about: Friendship Now granted I dont have many but those i do have i cherish to the end of the earth.. granted i do worry if i have upset them in some way shape or form since i do have a way with running my mouth off from being blunt...but no matter what i do love them and hope that if i have offended they could come to me about it Stacie (known to some as Per on here) is one of my greatest friends... i have known her for 10 years... which is an aweful long time...me and her have been threw it all.. well just about...and i just want to take this time to say to her... I lo

Native American..
...ANIMAL SPIRITS... BUFFALO: The buffalo or bison is considered by many tribes to be a symbol of adundance for it was the meat of the buffalo that fed the people, the hides that provided clothing and shelter, the bones and sinew provided tools of survival. The Lakota's trace the origin of the sacred pipe to the appearance of the white buffalo calf woman who promised abundance for the tribe as they honored, by prayer, the Great Spirit and all of their relations, meaning the other creations of nature. "Buffalo Medicine" means to bring a special honor, reverence or appreciation for all of the things that the Earth provides for her children. EAGLE: Eagle-----Courage, Spirit, and Bravery.. Eagles have long been associated with the highest pursuits. In 1969 a voice rang out to the world, "The eagle has landed." What better symbology for a landing on the moon than the "eagle". From the time that the Persians and Romans carried eagles into battle, these majestic birds hav

Usa Today
B-52's 'Love Shack' re-opens It's been 15 years since the New Wave quintet has put out an album, but the wait is almost over. The B-52's, who've holed up in Athens, Ga., for two months to record the still-untitled album, have put together 11 new tracks. The band plans on an early 2008 release. "There's more electronica on it," singer Fred Schneider said in an interview from his Long Island home. "It's up-tempo and a bit sexed-up. It's sexier than ever." Will the B-52's revamped sound resurrect their careers? Will they revamp their look too, or will Cindy Wilson and Kate Pierson threaten Amy Winehouse's title as queen of the beehive? Afternoon news roundup Here are a few nuggets to shake you out of your midday slump: - It seems like Amy Winehouse is swimming in newlywed bliss. The singer, who married Blake Fielder-Civil in a small Miami wedding in May, says she'd happily hang up her career to be a mother. The Long Blondes have plenty of bounce The dance floor was o

Fubar
Well I was in houston the week after Ike hit, helping to undo the destruction. I have been back for a couple weeks and just am now able to find words to describe everything I saw and experienced. Things were bad when they got there and were still bad when I left. Ike may not have been as big and as destructive as Katrina, and lets pray nothing ever is again, but it was strong enough to destroy lives, homes gone...literally only the foundations left, lives extinguished, everything people have striven for in their lives erased in the blink of an eye. This has changed my outlook on life. I have never been one to put faith into objects but after being there, seeing so much damage and so much heartbreak so much sorrow, and at the same time so much hope, determination and love it chokes me up even now. What I did wasnt very much compared to others but it made a difference, when somone you have never met before hugs you and cries on your shoulder because you gave them some water, tha

Life
if i were glass would you break me... if i was china would you drop me... would you carry me with the most gentelness... would you wrap your arms around me so tight to where i wouldnt fall... keep me safe... would you put me on the top shelf and forget about me and leave me to clooect dust... or would you take me out to display me as your lovely peice of china your perfect glass that you wouldnt break... sit me on a pedistole and say to me... i would never break you... i will never drop you... you are my perfect glass and my rare peice of china... Free Graphics & Comments Codes well its been 4 yrs ago i lost my youngest sister in a car wreck she was hit head on by another truck basicly killed her on the spot threw my neice from the car still strapped in her car seat broke a few of her bones and she had road rash and she survived my nephew was still in the car in his car seat with burns on his face from hitting the seat so hard like carpet burn..

My Poems
Unselfishly, you left your fathers and your mothers, You left behind your sisters and your brothers. Leaving your beloved children and wives, You put on hold, your dreams your lives. On foreign soil, you found yourself planted, To fight for those whose freedom you granted. Without your sacrifice, their cause would be lost, But you carried onward, no matter the cost. Many horrors you had endured and seen, Many faces had haunted your dreams. You cheered as your enemies littered the ground, You cried as your brothers fell all around. When it was over, you all came back home, Some were left with memories to face all alone. Some found themselves in the company of friends, As their crosses cast shadows across the land. Those who survived were forever scarred, Emotionally, physically, permanently marred. Those who did not now sleep eternally, Neath the ground they had given their lives to keep free. With a hand upon my heart, I feel, The pride and respect; my reverence

Godmother
She's 426,000 points from Godmother. Do you think we can get her there by Saturday? Stop by, fan, add and rate. And spank her with rates, she likes it! ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ the Shadow Bombers Fu-owned by ‡±(Tarheel±Tilley)±‡@ fubar

About Me...
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I:1, I committed suicide…2, I said I liked you…3, I kissed you…4, I lived next door to you…5, I started smoking…6, I stole something…7, I was hospitalized…8, I ran away from home…9, I got into a fight and you weren't there…10, I passed away… WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:11, Personality…12, Eyes…13, Hair…14, Family…WOULD YOU:15, Be my friend?16, Keep a secret if I told you one?17, Hold my hand?18, Take a bullet for me?19, Keep in touch?20, Try and solve my problems?21, Love me?22, Date me? 23, Hate me? 24, Kill me?HAVE YOU EVER:25, Lied to make me feel better?26, Wanted to kiss me?27, Wanted to kill me?28, Broke my heart?29, Kept something important from me?30, Thought I was unbearably annoying?AND MORE...A. Who are you?B. Are we friends?C. When and how did we meet?D. Describe me in one word.E. What was your first impression?F. Do you still think that way about me now?

Banners, Click Pics Etc.... Made By You!
I just rec'd something that someone made for me so I thought I'd make a place to showcase your gifts. Feel free to place banners, icons, click pics etc... in this blog for me. I'm really appreciative and if I use your "art" somewhere - I'll send you a free CD =)

New Photos
Listen I really appreciate and am flattered that there are a bunch of you that want to see my private folder. But, Apparently NONE OF YOU WHO ASK FUCKIN READ my FUCKIN Profile. If we dont talk at all dont ask me to see them please. I dont appreciate that if I deny someone to see the nasty comments. If you read my profile it clearly states Im not here to "get your dick hard". Let be real peoople. If you want to get your dick hard and jerk off to naked photos go to a fuckin porn site, get your fuckin wife/girlfriend or a fuckin whore to do it. NOT ME... Now to sum it up. Dont ask me to see my private folder if you have never fuckin talked to me. THanks so much for understanding. Harleysportee69 Hey everyone... I posted some new pics check them out tell me what you think OK PEOPLE TODAY IS THE FINAL DAY.. SHOW ME SUM LUV If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the

Calling All Friends
Check out this site its Free and Fun as hell i love it... Please leave me a comment if you join and tell me what you thank... A friend What makes a friend? A friend Is someone that everyone needs A friend Is that special one A friend Is someone you tell EVERYTHING A friend Is someone you never lie to A friend Can be a boy or a girl A friend Is someone that is always their A friend Will always listen to you A friend Always has input to give A friend Will never leave you in the dust A friend Will help you through the thick and the thin A friend Will always stand by your side A friend Will never let you down A friend Is someone everyone needs What would you do if you didnt have a friend? Will you go rate fan and add my Girl friend IM GONA MARRY YOU SOME DAY BABY.... brandy3333@ CherryTAP

My Blog Poems
I AM IN THIS CONTEST FOR REAL MONEY, AND I AM TRYING TO WIN SO I CAN GET MY SON A VIDEO GAME HE WANTS FOR HIS wII UNIT. THE CONTEST IS RUN BY CT DADDY TEXAS GODFATHER. HERE IS THE LINK IF IT WORKS, JUST CLICK THE PIC AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN THANK YOU LOVE!!!! IT IS A VERY MISCONCEPTED WORD. IT HAS ALOT OF DIFFERRENT MEANINGS. BUT THE OVER ALL MEANING TO ME IS. L= LOYALITY O= OUTSPOKEN V= VALUES E= EVERLASTING LOVE COMES FROM DEEP IN THE HEART, IT SHOULDN'T MATTER WHAT A PERSON LOOKS LIKE SO LONG AS THEY SHOW THE RESPECT TO YOU, ASWELL AS YOU TO THEM. IBELIEVE IF YOU STARE INTO SOMEONES EYES LONG ENOUGH YOU CAN TELL IF THEY ARE TRUE TO HEART. TRUE LOVE Open your eyes that you may see the love that grows deep within me.Open your heart that you may feel this love I have for you thats real.With you in my arms, I shall keep you warm. With me in your arms, our union no one can harm. Our love transcends those who hope for so much, for it is ha

Damn Not Again
20 Reasons to Date a girl that rides horses 20. We Mount with ease 19. We can to the distance 18. We have good hip control 17. We know how fast or slow to go 16. We can ride in many different positions 15. We ride until we score 14. We dont mind getting bucked around 13. We will ride for hours 12. We will use whips 11. We love to try new things 10. We are good with our hands 9. We get a lot of practice 8. We know what we are doing 7. We do it in lots of places 6. We are always on top 5. We get off easily 4. We are use to something between our legs 3. When we fall, we get right back on and ride harder 2. We have lots of stamina 1. We like it dirty so i think i did it again. i know i upset some one that is very near to my heart, my gf jc. something that i could have said to her when we started goen out but i didn't think of it till now. and i know i upset her and i am very sorry about it. i love her so much and i am very glad i have her in my life, i didn't mean t

I Got Tagged......
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I hate alcohol, can't stand the stuff!!! Erm, no that's not right - I love it 2) I don't suffer fools gladly. If someone asks a silly question, they tend to know it... 3) On my last tag, I had just had my third driving lesson, I have now passed and have been driving for three weeks. 4) I am still a fu addict. 5) I have a small birth mark on my right ankle 6) I'm rubbish at remembering names but rarely forget a face. 7) Squeamish, I hate blood (sorry Emanon lol). 8) I suffer mood swings lol. I'm a usually very up or very down, not really in between. 9) Still not smoking, been given up for 3 year

Slight Change In The Way Names Are Posted
New Blog per Baby Jesus, please read for important news! hey everyone, STASH: in the next week or 2 i'll be moving the Stash to some new equipment. instead of trying to get all the old stuff onto the new gear, we're just going to start fresh. once we move to the new equipment, the old stash entries will be gone forever. if you have anything important in your Stash that you'd like to keep, go into your stash, edit the entry, cut & paste it and mail it to yourself. when the new stash is live, you can then cut & paste the old items into the new stash and you'll be set. in addition to running on new equipment, i'm going to tweak some of the settings on the Stash's so that we can add more features to it later. one of these changes will be reducing the number of total stash entries you can have on your account. it will be a small number, probably around 15 to 25. the idea is to keep the important/good stuff in it and let the random crap go away. i'll also be making some tw

Permission Form
Please copy this form if you'd like your picture in one of my books. Private message me for the address in which to send. Thank you !! Permission Release Letter _______________________ is granting permission to (name of artist) _______________________ to use my artwork to be published in (name of author) ___________________________. (name of book) Please check the box that this release applies to: ƒx Artwork/photo for inside book ƒx Artwork/photo for cover ƒx Author photo(s) I verify that all imagery is copyright free or original artwork. I understand that PublishAmerica retains the right to use the material for publication of this book. PublishAmerica must and will at their discretion make adjustments or even complete changes. They also have the right to use the material for promotion and advertising purposes. Signature: _________________________________________________ Please Mail to: PublishAmerica Attn: Pre-P

Career Related
WATERTOWN, N.Y. -- There were few dry eyes at Saturday's memorial at Jefferson Community College for slain paramedic student Mark Davis. The 25 year old was shot while responding to a call on January 31st by the person he was trying to help. Mark Davis, an EMT, a brother, a friend, and a hero.

Heart Broke...mom Leaving!!
So Bin Laden is standing before God waiting to hear his punishment, when God gets a tap on the shoulder. There behind him stand 343 firemen, 72 police officers, one k9 officer, 3,000 American citizens & over 5,000 soldiers. "Don't worry God, we got this one". Wow..Mom got married and they got call ship out to VA, for his work, I'm going to be lost without her...She moved her for ME, 7 yrs ago, after I left her, she is my Best Friend,,,I'm so Going to miss her...She was like MY ROCK in LIFE..All My Life...Know ME LOST FEELING and SAD..WAY SAD...SO when you all see me HEARTBROKE...I WILL MISS MY MOM...SHE IS ONLY ROCK I had as, I WAS hers....BUT she has new life and ME feel alone..I know many of you have had that as I have..BUT when SOMEONE, that is that close to you...and You Lose it..Kind of SCAREY and yet SAD..So, EMOTIONS hard for me right know....THanks for being friends..AS I"M losing MY BEST FRIEND.....Paula

Poems
If you are a dream, then let me sleep and never wake. If you are a mirage, then let me stay in my deliria. If you are a song, then press repeat and never ever end. If you are a game, challenge me more and let me win. If you are light, keep shining and lead me out. If you are a storm, bring in the wind and let the thunder boom and shout. If you are a picture, then hang on my wall and let me look at you forever. If you are color, please be white;pure and clean as the snow. If you are feeling, it must be ecstasy; never give in. If you are a lie, then trick me forever and hide the truth. But if you are pain, then go away and never ever look back. I close my eyes to sleep... I close my eyes to life... I close my heart to love... I close my heart to hurt.... Cuz if I do all this then I cannot Love You.... I cannot Hurt the ones I love...... I often wonder if I went to sleep and never woke up ..... If I'd even be missed at all..... I close my eye to sleep now...... Find a guy who

Rules To The Nsfw Folder.
Yes its another one. I have 49 people on my family list. Those 49 do not, I repeat DO NOT come off of my family list because 3 of you guys all at the same time want access. If you really want access that bad, wait till a Happy Hour rolls around. If you really want to know when a Happy Hour is supposed to happen, go to http://www.cherrytap.com/happyhour.php and it tells you in Pacific Standard Time when there are ones happening. If a block is filled in with someones nickname and picture, thats when a Happy Hour is being hosted. Thanks again for the time to read this and I hope to talk to everyone soon :) May not be a conversation talk, but small talk is better than none right? :) Just leave me a page comment and I'll try to make sure that I get back to you if the comment is worth trying to talk to you about. So if its like, "You're so sexy" or anything of the sort. Thanks in advance okay? :) Hope everyone has a great Hump Day! Im going to start doing two new things. I

Pieces Of Me..
I wish I could get a shot and fix my damaged mind.... Take out all the insanity that fills it to the brim.... I hate the way it works, how it makes my life so hard... Making every day such a struggle, remembering the simplest of task... Leaving me feeling so worthless and confused, my self esteem so damaged... People make jokes, get frustrated, dont understand how helpless I feel... To them its a learning dissability, to me a disease taking my life piece by piece.. I keep seceret how bad it really is, that my memory worsens by the day.... I want to ask for help yet cant imagine what can make it right again... The anger overwhelms me at times, no control over it, addicted to meds... Write yourself a note, get a planner, too bad I misplace or forget both.... Everyday I try so hard, feeling so stupid, pretending it does not tear me apart... I just want to be normal, think like I should, react as others, not feel like a joke.. I look normal, I do nor

Men Problems
Dan I know you may or may not read this but I hope you do. You affected my life like no one else has please don't end it this way. You made me believe there was that special someone out there for me. I was hoping he was you but just one simple click and that changed everything. How was I supposed to know I was going to make you made? How did I know how you felt about that? You never told me these things really until after we had talked about them and then you decided you don't want to talk to me anymore. The things you said to me felt so right but at the same time too good to be true. Perhaps you were just leading me on to get my heart broke. I may never know and probably never will find out now. Just know I am very truly sorry and I really do care for you so much and love you so much. Dan Swanson you could have been the one for me. Adorablewolf@ fubar With this being said I am telling I am sorry and I hope you forgive me. I love you always and forever and w

Insane Say I
Creeping like seeping sewage through my brain, I am in danger of the fall into the shadow call that has left reticulated scars of my sin etched for all to see upon my skin. Never the victor, never to win. Yet I must refrain from the distain of my insane self and I sit in feign acceptence again and again through the passage of the days. Here laughing, screaming, yelling, foretelling of troubling times when dancing llamas eat cobalt limes. Ignore the rhymes of the demon spider monkey as he coughs and chokes after numerous tokes from a pipe shaped like a gun. 'Ooo' I say what fun, pull the trigger and run to the embrace of a bosum. Bewildering bracers of bronze being brandished by a bellowing, brash barbarian

The Mind Of Don (clean Version)
I drop to one knee and prop myself up with my sword. I wipe my brow with a look of utter bewilderment. This fight has taken more of a toll on me than any previous, all because I wanted something so stupid and trivial as immortality. The cold has made my breath visible. The ice has weighed down what otherwise would be very light and effective armor. My shield is several feet away, leaving me completely open to attack I'm burning on the inside of my skin, while the outside is frost bitten. My mouth is dry from the obscenities that I've screamed at my enemy... pure futile frustration. The ice and snow under my feet have hindered my movement to the point that my practiced dexterity is of no use now. In other words, I'm completely fucked. In short range is my enemy. Cold. Unfeeling. Honestly, not giving a damn whither I live or die. She stands unhindered, completely at home in the bitter cold. Her hair gently touches her shoulders, jet black and shimmering in what light creep

Feelings I Hide
These feeling inside I try to hide, but with you it's to no avail. My mind often drifts back to one special night, and childhood fairytales. You saved me with one touch of your hand, and in that moment I began to understand, the nature of the burning that ran so deep inside. The pleasure of the moment, when you first kissed me. Your aftershave still lingers, on my pillow at night. Memories keeping me warm, of when you held me tight. I have never known such passion, never known such bliss. I never knew I could feel the way I felt, with one perfect kiss. My heart beats for you, my mind dreams of you. The woman in me craves your touch, I was born for you as you were born for me. In the space of a heartbeat, I felt you in the deepest part of me. My heart beats faster,pulses leap with excitement, palms get sweaty,butterflys take flight. Your voice moves me in a way nothing ever has, Your touch is like fire on my skin branding me for all time. When you are ne

Dad
I think of you often and I miss you. You taught me… To give, with no expectation of anything in return How to treat friends and neighbors to build things to help those that need help to swing an axe the value of the world to cook that a penny saved is a penny earned that making others happy is the best thing you can do to fix things that everyone and everything is important to respect nature that there is noting greater than love the value of a hard days work what a great person really was I will never forget… Building Lenny’s log home with you Asking for and getting a sip of your drink starting at age 2-3 The house you built for us The way you hugged people when we went to visit and the joy they got from it “Helping” you fix the old Mill The first and only time I heard you say fuck Playing Scrabble with you after dinner while mom was sleeping on the couch The story of when you were working on a l

Anything
A MAN'S GUIDE TO WHAT A WOMAN IS REALLY SAYING: I JUST NEED SOME SPACE. .... without you in it. DO I LOOK FAT IN THIS DRESS? We haven't had a fight in a while. NO, PIZZA'S FINE. .... you cheap slob! I JUST DON'T WANT A BOYFRIEND NOW. I just don't want you as a boyfriend now. I DON'T KNOW, WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I can't believe you have nothing planned. COME HERE. My puppy does this, too. I LIKE YOU, BUT... I don't like you. YOU NEVER LISTEN. You never listen. I'LL BE READY IN A MINUTE. I'm ready, but I'm going to make you wait because I know you will. OH, NO, I'LL PAY FOR MYSELF. I'm just being nice; there's no way I'm going dutch. OH YES!!! RIGHT THERE!! Well, near there; I just want to get this over with. I'M JUST GOING OUT WITH THE GIRLS. We're gonna make fun of you and your friends. These translations are for all of you wonderful women out there, so that you will know what we really mean when we say... "IT'S A GUY

Arkansas
HELLO ALL ARKANSAS MEN WHO WOULD LIKE TO MEET ME JENNIFER MONROE ARKANSAS' #1 TG GIRL. PLEASE EMAIL ME HERE AT FUBAR. PLEASE EMAIL ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET ME FOR SOME ADULT DISCRETE PRIVATE FUN. I GIVE THE BEST BJ'S AND HAVE THE TIGHTEST LITTLE HOT HOLE YOU WILL EVER HAVE! PLEASE MEET AND GREET ARKANSAS' # 1 TRANSGENDER GIRL JENNIFER MONROE I AM NOT ON HERE TO PLAY GAMES. I DO NOT DO CYBER OR PHONE SEX. I AM ON HERE FOR REAL HOOK-UPS ONLY. LOOKING FOR HOT SEXY LOCAL MEN OR MEN TRAVELING TO ARKANSAS FOR DATING, HOOK-UPS, HOT SEX, FUN AND MAYBE EVEN MORE. I AM D/D FREE AND I PLAY SAFE. I AM A VERY ORAL AND ANAL TG GIRL. Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close 2 your heart because you might just wake up one day and realize that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. PLEASE BE REAL AND HONEST I AM. I ALSO AM VERY, VERY, VERY PRIVATE AND DISCRETE GIRL AND WILL DO SO FOR YOU AS WELL. HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL Y

Random Thoughts
Clan Farquharson of Invercauld is a HIghland Scottish clan. The clan hails from Aberdeenshire and is a member of the Chattan Confederation. Orgins of the Clan Farquhar-from the Gaelic word 'fear' and 'char' meaning 'dear one.' Fhionnlaigh-from the Gaelic 'fionn' and 'laoch' meaning 'bright warrior' The name derives its name from Farquhar Shaw, 4th son of Alexander "Ciar" Mackintosh of Rothiemurchus, 5th Chief of the Clan Shaw, who settled in the Braes of Mar, the source of River Dee. His descendants took the name Farquharson. 16th Century & Anglo-Scottish Wars Farquhar Shaw's son, Donald Farquharson, married Isobel Stewart, heiress of Invercauld, however, it was their son, Finla Mor who has become known as the first real Farquharson. He was killed during the Battle of Pinkie in 1547 ages 60, where he was the Kings Standard Bearer. As the army descended toward the sea he was killed by a cannon ball fired from one of the enemy ships. His body lies interred in the c

My Blogs
SGT. Edmund Jo hn Jeffer's last few words were some of the most touching, inspiring and most truthful words spoken since the tragedy of 9/11 - and since our nation went to war. SGT. Jeffers was a strong soldier and talented writer. He died in Iraq on September 19, 2007. He was a loving husband, brother and son. His service was more than this country could ever grasp, but the least you can do for the man who sacrificed his life for you is listen to what he had to say. Listen up and pay attention. To all of the Cindy Sheehans and Al Frankens of the world. To MSNBC, CNN, NBC, ABC and CBS. To all who call themselves Americans. Hope Rides Alone by Eddie Jeffers I stare out into the darkness from my post, and I watch the city burn to the ground. I smell the familiar smells, I walk through the familiar rubble and I look at the frightened faces that watch me pass down the streets of their neighborhoods. My nerves hardly rest; my hands are steady on a device t

.::e::.
So....this is the deal.... I am about to give u links to 3 programs....They are FREE...and i know that sounds stupid, but i absolutely swear by these programs for keeping my computers safe..Seriously......By 'safe' I mean....all of ur pics, ur music, ur files, important papers, creations of any type, anything u can think of that is on ur PC....ALL of that will b protected by u downloading these 3 programs.... Like I said they r FREE (they do accept donations)...and u r my friends so I feel compelled to tell u this bcuz it will help us all in the long run... .... U can only use the home versions (the FREE ones) for personal usage laptops/desktops, but any business or company would certainly benefit from purchasing the business versions of these 3 programs, as well....They r user friendly and they kick some serious ass.... and I don't say that about just anything...lol..... This Is important and I hope all of u really are reading this...and u take my advice...It will take very little t

My Beautiful Gf Poem To Me Love Nos So Much
Sagittarius will match each other’s intensity and wild side. Both love to play with fire and neither will mind using flattery to get sex. They get along great as friends and lovers and there will be a strong attraction that leads to a long-term love. Children and animals will be involved in this relationship. Finally, both have found someone that matches their stamina, in and out of the bedroom. Sex could be explosive and will be a reason to keep coming back to one another. They will be a powerful combination and friends will maintain that each have met the right person. There is such a thing called love. You will both find luck through marriage. Don’t let boredom creep in or problems will arise. Beautiful sexy pink Bunnies: i love you more than any words can say i want to be around you always and forevers because you are my heart, no one makes me feel inside like you do, no one brings out my love like you do, and nothing could ever take you from me because our love is fo

Erotic Poems
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, dec

The Archives
Did you ever notice the things that went wrong..Could you see my heart screaming like a song..I knew that this would end this way..Now I just can't think of the words to say..All the signs were there..where were you..I told you its not fair..although still true..How can you stand by knowing of how i feel..Knowing that love and hope just isnt real..All the feelings I bury deep..Ripping my soul for our love to keep..Hoping that someday i shall lay to rest..No longer putting my strength to the test..I know I could never truly pull the trigger..So I stand alone as a hollow figure..Trying to forget what i know is right..Pleading on my knees to win this fight..Can you really stand there to watch me cry..Knowing that I'm screaming to say goodbye..What would you do if i were gone..Could you finally release me..Let me move on. I feel this blood trailing down my chesthoping my soul will be laid to restfighting to the end to win this wartrying to remember what this life is forthe hole in my chest

Piss On Colbert
Recently we all heard Mr. Preident state that we are paying no more taxes then before he became President. Okay, I know that I must be a racist if I question anything this President says or does. So, I will lay it out as he put it, not me. #1 Tabacco tax. Is this or is it not more tax than we were paying before he took office? Yes, so he lied. #2. Tanning bed tax. I know that this is suppose to be a tax on White women only, however I do go to a tanning bed on occassion. So, this is another tax that he has implimented. Lie again. I am just tires of hearing I did not raisae your taxes 1 cetn, that is a lie. Not mis speaking. Speaking of Lies. Guantanamo will be closed within 1 year of him being elected. Guess what? It is not closed. Lie again. Do you remember this President saying during his campaign, the health care debate will be held on C-SPAN so the American people can see it all on the t.v. Well, It was done behind closed doors with nothing but poloitical bribery. Another Lie.

Writers Blog, Feel Free To Post Your Stories Or Comment On Mine
It was the breeze, the tingling of the skin as the words settled in. The eerie sound of the silence, as the heart beat quickens. Time slows, years flash as once was becomes what is. A kaleidoscope of images of laughter, of feelings swims in his mind. Reality, swarms around him, a chance not taken, a conversation not trully considered. Twenty two years he’s fought, fought against his own fears. Fears of breaking two hearts, his and hers.

Mmmmmmm
You scored as Morning horny. You get up, you get hot. You want some after getting up, or possibly, before getting up. You like to have it when you have woken up and before it's not too day time. Mornings have sometimes mist, clouds and morning sun, and of course always new day and no worries! Although if you companion is too tired you might get frustrated.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?

Dodging Bullets
Last Wednsday,8 November, I experienced a 3rd episode of my heart racing. This time it wouldn't stop, so I drove myself to the ER around midnight. Oconee couldn't do anything for me, meds weren't working,which they said was unusual, but, they could tell me what it was. Ventricular Tachycardia. What is ventricular tachycardia? Ventricular tachycardia is a fast heart rhythm that starts in the lower part of the heart (ventricles). If left untreated, some forms of ventricular tachycardia may worsen and lead to ventricular fibrillation, which can be life-threatening. Oconee Regional put me in an ambulance and took me to the Macon Medical Center. My days are kind of whacky, so I'll just tell you what happened as I remember. They put a stint in my leg, clearing an artery. After 4 hours of having to keep my leg still, they finally let me move around. About 30 minutes after that, I suddenly coded. I could not breathe and I couldn't get the nurses to understand that. I only have one

It's Me
You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) send answers to my messages REPOST THIS WITH DEAR ______ (YOUR NAME) AND HAVE PEOPLE MESSAGE YOU FILLING IN THE BLANK Why is it people act like there your friends but come to find out there back stabbers and users ..... I don't like PEOPLE that dose that when I try to help them out and thats what i get back LOL No more !!!! I'm not doing it any more no more lil nice girl its going to big bad bitch now Thanks to All of you that has used me a true friend wouldn't do that to you.. I try to help people out and make friends on here and i can't do that without making someone mad . A Real True Fri

Just For Fun...
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? None 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? alive 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? budweiser 9. Your dream/goal? Independent 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? helpless 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? husband 18. Where you grew up? anadarko 19. The last thing you did? drive 20. What are you wearing? dress 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? no 23. Your computer? storage 24. Your life? Boring 25. Your mood? ok 26.

What Is Fubar
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My Mom.
OK so a little backround as to why I am making a blog about my mom.. She is a wonderful woman and has been there through a whole lot of shit I have had go on in my life.. She got very sick a few years back.. Kidney problems.. Over the time she has been sick she has been in and out of hospitals. She has fought the entire time and we have been by her side.. Well it is getting to where she is going to need a kidney transplant. And that is one of the scariest things we have had to deal with.. There are soo many things that we need to have happen.. Most improtant is finding a donor.. Well a couple of days ago I went to get blood tested to see if our blood types match.. It is the first step to being able to donate a kidney.. I guess somebody is looking over us cause I am the first person in the family to get tested and I am a match for her blood type.. Which means that I can more then likely donate my kidney to my mom.. So I am pretty psyched about that.. I am now just waiting to do the rem

Stuff
I hate him..because he hurt me..that is just one of them that hurt me..if I think just a little more, I get reminded..of why I also hate him because he hurt me. Dont take advantage of someones feelings, cuz it is convienient for you at the Time..if you do this you are indeed a selfish dick..again..I hate him because he really hurt me.. I love this song. It has meaning to me. I have grown over the years and have overcome this. In times of pain, I am reminded but I will never go back. A Baltimore Love Thing (HD DVD Quality) - 50 Cent New Attitude - Patti LaBelle

For Some One Special
What I LOVE ABOUT YOU i love the way you look at me your eyes so bright and blue i love the way you kiss me your lips so soft and smooth i love the way you make me so happy and the way you show you care i love the way you say i love you and the way your always there i love that you are with me and glad that you are with me A geltle word like a spark of light illuminates my soul and as each sound goes deeper its you that make me whole there is no corner no dark place your love cannot fill and if the world starts causing waves its your devotion that makes them still and yes you always speak to me in sweet honesty and truth your caring keart keeps out the rain your love the ultimate roof so thank you my love for being there for supporting me my life ill do the same for you you know my beautiful darling baby and soo my darling wife I LOVE YOU since you came into my life ive looked forward to each sunrise the early moring wit

Online Tests Etc
Congratulations, according to our experts, you are : 86% PureTake the Purity Test at NaughtyQ.com What Kind of Dater Are You? Too Shy to Try!Do you date at all? You're so introverted. Get some confidence! Look in the mirror every once in a while and just say, ''I'm good enough. I'm smart enough. And gosh darn it, people like me.''Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com You Are 60% Weird You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks! How Weird Are You?

Some Surveys Taken
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money? Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You Are 66% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Mike And Roy Show Ct Contest
Sponsored by Roy. This is the Britney Spears Death Pool. The Cost is 100 Fu bucks. if Britney kicks the bucket in 2008 and you pick the day you could win a Fubar Happy Hour. When You Do the Fu Transfer Make sure you say which dates you want. Messages and dates will be placed on the board by a 1st come 1st serve and who emailed 1st. If someone beats you on getting a date and it cause their message beats yours. You will be asked to pick another date. No ReFunds! We will use your fubar Id# to mark the dates you buy. If you lose you account your SOL. since we can't know who everyone on fubar is and what their Id# is. Start Date is Feb 1st. Any Questions? Feb 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 March 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 April 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25

Im Finally Free
Out of nowhere u came into my life and just swept me off my feet!! Everytime i see ur face my heart soars when you talk 2 me my heart melts i have never felt so beautiful and loved... I never imagined i could love someone so much,or feel so loved and happy the feeling u give to me is like nothing i have ever felt befor and i promise 2 always love and cherish u for always

To The Montanaland225 Family!!!!!
H-A-P-P-Y N-E-W Y-E-A-R!!!!!!!,The first decade is gone from the 21st century and the time of THE LORD is at hand.I give my allegiance to the vision of GOD,HIS LOVE AND SALVATION for A-L-L HIS Children. Concerning Our present days,I'd like to start with PSALMS 106 Witch reads;Parise ye the LORD.O give thanks unto the LORD;for HE is good:for HIS mercy endureth forever.Who can utter the mighty acts of tthe LORD?who can shew forth all HIS praise? Blessed are they that keep the judgement,and he that doeth righteousness at all times.Remember me,O LORD,with the favour that thou bearest unto thy people:O visit me with thy salvation;That I may see the good of thy chosen,that I may rejoice in the gladness of thy nation,that I may glory with thine inheritance. IN JESUS NAME,A-Men and Selah.

A Little About Me!
Ok heres the deal i know people are kinda shocked that im writing a blog but im really confused i dont know really what to do so if anybody has any advice or suggestions it would be greatly appreciated.

Laugh Much
"Adults Only" Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. Q.) What does a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your paycheck and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your paycheck! Q.) Three words to ruin a man's ego... A.) "Is it in?" Q.) What do you get when you cross Raggedy Ann and the Pillsbury Dough Boy? A.) A red headed bitch with a yeast infection. Q.) How can you tell when an auto mechanic just had sex? A.) One of his fingers is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q.) What do bungee jumping and hookers have in common? A.) They both cost the same, they both take about the same amount of time, and in both cases if the rubber breaks, you're dead! IS Hel

Geesplace
After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a court house. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor." He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him. The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin." The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this woman belongs in hell." He proceeded to

Idiots
I swear, if I read so much as ONE MORE article on how we need gun control in this country, Im gonna vom. Yesterdays HORRIBLE shooting (and my thoughts, prayers and condolences do go out to all victims, including families and witnesses) was aired, here, with a large and lengthy segment of the type of guns used for the perpetration of the heinous acts. I just KNEW it was a precursor to the calls for gun control. Well, fuck that, thank you. Want to know how many guns kill people per year in this country? Well, Im happy to tell you my guess. NONE!! PEOPLE KILL PEOPLE!!!!! Unless I missed the newest issue of Guns & Ammo where the gun was introduced that will walk around of its own volition hitting targets it plans to, then people are still in control. What we need is PEOPLE control. Its already kinda tough for Law Abiding Joe Public to get a handgun/other, with the cooling off period and paperwork, etc. How many of the shooting crimes do you suppose are perpetrated BY the legal

Solitude
Alone in this world Searching for something not to be found Coming close, but yet so far Within inches it lays Reaching out to grasp Coming away with empty air Love once was near But with each passing of the sun Further and further it slides Away from touch or feel Emptiness in this world Is all that stands before The meek and lonely Shall perish without a trace Emptiness is all that is known No love allowed by those whom we trust No love allowed by whom we know Emptiness is all around This soul departed Not to be missed Along the cliff's edge Teetering on the edge Plumeting far below To the raging surf To disappear without a trace This emptiness shall fullfill This longing shall c

Rock And Roll Weekend
So here we have to songs that really have to be played together and are probably in my Top 25 of all time. Between the 2 it's almost ten minutes worth of music. Rare to have meaningful songs that long these days, but as frontman Tom Kalnoky said, "We're going to keep doing what we're doing, whether or not a single record is sold." A Moment of Silence/A Moment of Violence - Streetlight Manifesto a moment of silence please for those who never get the chance they show up to the party but they're never asked to dance the losers the liars the bastards the thieves the cynicists, the pessimists and those that don't believe in nothing i never met a loser that i didn't see eye to eye with, i declare i stare into your eyes but you look right past me into the air what's it like to stand in your shoes? to have never felt the belt of somebody's abuse? i take the bottle and i tip it to all my heroes that have passed alas, you have left us but your stories they will last uninspir

Updates
I feel how this site is so aptly named. I african-americaned out last night. First time it's ever happened to me. Drinks at the club are ridiculously pricey so we (my boy's and I) drank before we went. I was drinking Jack Daniels I will venture to say over half the bottle with a 60:40 ratio Jack to coke. Once inside I bought a round of drinks and got a double shot of Jager. Not a wise decision on my part. I vaguely remember dancing and the rest of the tale is what my boy's have told me . I believe them for the most part except the part where they said I fucked some chick and danced with a tranny (i avoided eye contact with that beast at all cost). What happened the 2.5 hours at the club I don't know. I do remember leaving because some drunk bitch told me I was drunk. I nearly fell down the stairs. I thought I was driven straight home but apparently we went to Denny's and I was so fucked up they said I opted to stay in the car. They made attempts to revive me but to no avail. I was als

Poems Ive Written
Where is he? Where is that man that wants to listen? Who cares about what I have to say Where is that man who will hold me close? When I’m having a rough day Where is that man that will laugh with me? When I’m being my silly self Where is that man who isn’t all about money? He can just have fun without all the wealth Where is that man that will love me for who I am? He will enjoy my little quirks and not try to change them I’m not to sure where this man is, But I can’t wait to find him. My life was over I wished myself dead Thoughts of sadness Swarmed through my head A heart torn completely An eye no longer able to tear A soul with no purpose A life full of fear The final days approached I would now go on to better places A place with no judgment Based on looks or on races I could be me And no one would care The laughter would stop No one would stare That’s all I’ve wanted But the worlds full of hurt And for that reason I chose to be

Welcome To My Twisted Mind
hey ya'll. just wanted all of ya to know i HAVEN'T forgot about ya. I am stuck on dial up for a bit longer, and for some reason when i go to load anything other then my homepage, it freezes, so I haven't been able to do ratings or leave comments like i wanna. But when i get my cable back... Watch out!! lmao.. i am gonna be comment bombin people lol! this song hits home for me...... Godsmack - Hollow One more step and I could fall away If it happened would it matter And I can't tell if I should go or stay. Same old picture feels so hollow. How can anybody know what's best for me Another page I turn in shame. And my decisions brought me to my knees, I needed someone to blame. I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow I feel so hollow, I feel so hollow Time to do what's best for me I believe I can change. Once upon a time in broken dreams. Reflections that I can't face. So hold your breath and make a wish for me. Take me to a better place. Time always seems to

Doug
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND IS TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT.... I WILL BE WAITIN TO HEAR FROM YOU why doesnt anyone wanna chat on here i try to be nice butt none of yall do whats up witt that

I Don't Even Know What 2 Say About This
ATLANTA (AP) — The Georgia Supreme Court unanimously threw out the state's hate crimes law Monday, calling it over-broad and "unconstitutionally vague." The four-year-old law calls for stiffer criminal penalties for crimes in which a victim was chosen because of "any bias or prejudice." The 7-0 ruling came in the case of a man and woman convicted of an assault on two black men in Atlanta's Little Five Points neighborhood. Angela Pisciotta and Christopher Botts were convicted of beating two black men while screaming racial epithets in 2002. The trial judge sentenced them to six years in prison, plus an additional two years under the hate crimes law. Pisciotta and Botts appealed to the state's highest court in April. Their lawyers argued that the hate crimes statute should be struck down because almost any crime involving prejudice falls under its scope. The court wrote Monday that it "by no means condon(es) appellants savage attack on the victims in this case or any

Me
ok my niece gave up this traioor in dec so she could live with her mom..while she was going threw the divorce and they couldnt keep the pad rent up etc..cause they didnt work now they just got a jopb..moved out of moms and think they can mov in here between the 2 of them since dec they might of work a whole 2 months... well they came fri.. to stay ..i let them cause of the 2 kids and it was 10 pm at night..the next day i said u have to go.. they left but then at 10 pm sun..they broke in and took there stuff.. so i am getting a restraining order na dthat ..am i wrong..the trailor is in my sister an dthere name..but my sister paid for this and most of the pad rent and she has receipts proving that and ty ok who has a sprint phone they are screwing me big time ..they jsut took 55 out of my account and today they wanan do another 53 im on social security and im on a tight budget..when i left them last time they cancel taking it out of my acount they said they would the 3th of eve

Writings
It was rash, impulsive, reckless, thoughtless, or perhaps the best word was just plain stupid. Whatever her friends might have thought the most glaring piece of this whole situation was that it was the most unexpected thing she could have done. Of course she was far from predictable, but who does something like this? Whatever it was that possessed her, those that knew her were not given the chance to figure it out. She quit her job, turned the keys of her apartment over, put her things in storage, and hopped on a plain to Ireland with nothing more than the simple pantsuit she had on and the only book she had ever read twice. She left only a form letter to anyone that needed to know that she would return in a year. Her surroundings were that of any anteroom in any office building. She sat in one of 4 simple chairs a short distance from a magazine rack and a little green plant, and the prevailing colors were brown and white. The receptionist sat to her ri

Stuff
You know, I am getting sick of the idiot who is flagging my photos. This is the latest photo that has been flagged NSFW. Now I see women in their profile pics with their boobs hanging out and those are fine but this one isn't? I am about sick of the double standard shit on this site and the cowards that have nothing better to do then go around flagging photos. Screw this crap. This was in a bulletin and it is true...For some reason we can't repost the bulletins or post new ones. PLEASE if you have PRIVATE FOLDERS with nudes or kids pictures DELETE them NOW fubar FUCKED UP anyone can see ALL your photo's DON'T BELIEVE me ask me to view a private folder and SEE for yourself REPOST PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go to your folders turn off the NSFW and then click ok. ignore the error message. then go back and turn it back on and then set it to friends or family only and click ok and its back to how it was LOCKED!!!!! Well, still sick and on my second round of

Work
Patrolman Jerry Edwin Trimmer Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Monday, August 15, 1966 Biographical Info Age: Not available Tour of Duty: Not available Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Automobile accident Date of Incident: Monday, August 15, 1966 Weapon Used: Not available Suspect Info: Not available Patrolman Trimmer was killed in an accident while responding to an assistance call. Officer William Herman Edwards III Henrico County Police Department Virginia End of Watch: Monday, February 2, 1998 Biographical Info Age: 50 Tour of Duty: 30 years Badge Number: Not available Incident Details Cause of Death: Motorcycle accident Date of Incident: Monday, February 2, 1998 Weapon Used: Automobile; Commercial Suspect Info: Not available Patrolman Edwards was killed while providing funeral escort for a Hanover County, Virginia, sheriff's deputy. The accident occurred when a flat bed truck pulled in

FREEDOM! I had forgotten what it felt like to let my mind be free of you. It had been so long that I constantly thought of you and us. Don’t misunderstand I think of you still but you don’t completely occupy my mind so unfairly like years before. I can now better concentrate on other aspects of my life and not those illusions you allowed me to constantly and falsely dream. Why didn’t you tell me? Why allow me to so unfairly drown in my inaccurate thoughts of us?

Man In The Mirror
look at you! man in the mirrior. your pathitic and weak. look at you. bleeding on the floor. all this is you fault you have no one to blaim. so go ahead man in the mirrior, play your game. cut yourself! bleed yourself, run yourself dry! but remember this. play to long. and let your heart be broke. and it will be my turn to play. from which there is no return!

Views From The Nite
Sometimes I write with my eyes. Sometimes I write with my mouth. Sometimes I write with my blood. All of my poems are me, And I write me for you. If you don’t read them, then I might as well be dead. But this is mostly me: always smitten with you, always in love with you. All of my poems Are love poems to you, (even this one). Paint Her in Words by LateNiteFantasy© I paint her with words, Rather than brushes, My fingers will not easily hold. My eyes can’t see the colors clear, But the description in my memory, Take me back to her youth. A fine lined porcelain face, With ruby lips and azure eyes, That danced when the devil took her due. How can any oils or color capture the love Of her? Or any brushstroke let flow Her kind and gentle ways. I paint her with words For word are all I have that flow Upon the canvas of the mind. I am all eyes: Light blue, almost as blue as the sky, large, round, passionate; long, thick las

Stuff On 2pac You May Want To Read
In the parking lot of a west side Detroit school, there's one corner where, residents say, drug deals go down daily. At the opposite end of the lot, so-called gang bangers have been said to gather, flashing the telltale finger signs of the Bloods and the Crips. The center of the lot is where the cheerleaders sometimes hold impromptu rehearsals and the Girl Scouts wait to board buses for field trips. The contradictory uses for this parking lot make it an all-the-more appropriate place to serve as a memorial for Tupac Shakur, the rapper who promoted thug life yet condemned violence, who insulted women but said he loved his mother. It is here that a group of young African-American men stand about 20 deep, ranging in age from 15 to 47. Shakur's "If I Die Tonight" pounds from the speakers. They play it over. And over. And over again. "I'll live eternal/Who shall I fear/Don't shed a tear for me nigga/ I ain't happy here. I hope they bury me and send me to my rest/ Headlines r

My Blogs
stankin36@ fubar He will downrate your pic a "9" in the Bored section just beware when he comes across your page. LatinaLover1 Founder Of Total Chaos@ fubar buttafli kisses@ fubar same person with two different profiles don't know shit about me, causing drama and problems, so family/friends beware of this drama queen who likes to cause problems who doesn't get a chance to know people when she wants to here false information from other people. sweetlady / ARCHANGEL Family please sign my guest book@ fubar Ok I have something to say here, people need to grow up on here on fubar, this is an adult site, not a kiddie site, telling me she saw a blog about me saying I used her pictures, shit I have my own pictures to use, I have nothing to hide, I am proud of who I am, if they do not like you for you, they can go fuck themselves. I am not here for fucking drama, so leave me the fuck alone & keep my name out of ur mouth when u don't know me. Please I strongly advise I have bet

Help Chocolate Bunny Hop Hop Hop
CHOCOLATE BUNNY would LOVE to SPOTLIGHT! Chocolate Bunny Owner of THE BBW LOVERS~~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls I need quite a few million more so I can BID! PLEASE help me out!!! Anyone that donates FUBUCKS will be included in a pimpout of those who have donated that will be posted often and included permanently in my blog! You will ALSO receive a minimum of 100 picture rates of a 10. Chocolate Bunny Owner of THE BBW LOVERS~~The Click Club~~Sarges Bad Girls IF you donate over $500,000 FUBUCKS, you will get 100 picture rates of an 11 plus 100 picture comments, as well as the daily pimpout and permanent blog! If I do not have VIP status at that time, I will rate 200 pictures. Anyone donating one million dollars or more will get 100 pictures rated an 11 by Tulsa's Angel. ALL RATES WILL BE MADE WHEN A FINAL SPOTLIGHT BULLETIN IS PREPARED WHEN I MAKE SPOTLIGHT. THE RATES WILL BE DONE WITHIN A WEEK. Thank you so very much!

Bladder Surgery
GO IN ON THE 4TH OF JUNE FOR SUGERY.. JUST LETTIN U ALL KNOW WHAT IS UP LETTIN U ALL KNOW THAT.. I WILL BE GOIN IN FOR SURGERY. FOR MY BLATTER.. IT HAD DROPPED.. SO I NEED TO GET THAT FIXED. I MIGHT BE OUT FOR A WEEK.. SO LUV ME STILL AS U ALL KNOW I HAVE A DROPPED BLATTER... I GO SEE A SURGEON ON WED.. I HOPE TO GET IN FOR SURGERY NEXT WEEK... SO I WELL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ABOUT A WEEK AND I WONT BE ON HERE. BUT I STILL NEED THE LUV.. AND PRAY FOR ME..

Darkness
with a touch of my hand, you will see the darkness that consumes my soul, with a touch of your hand, I will see the light of where I once was, with a kiss to your lips, you will see a love like no other, with my arms around you while you sleep, you will not know fear! only peace and tranquility. start your missions. max defense (to 50) and eqiupment. When you can buy 40 12gauge/40 Bullet proof vest/ 40 street bikesMAP LVL 1-8 BREAK IN DIAMOND LVL 8-25

Contest (bomb Me I Need The Help)
So I'm in this contest... To see who gets the most comments... and i'm already behind... so i need all you wonderful cherries out there to help me out. Go to the link below and bomb my pic and i'll perv your page if you help me out. Lots of love!! Here's the link. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339024&albumid=194050&i=4018307910 You know they say the past is just that... the past...

The Ability To Laugh At Ourself
Be very proud to be British Because... Only in Britain... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. Only in Britain... do supermarkets make sick people walk all the way to the back of the shop to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in Britain... do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. Only in Britain... do banks leave both doors open and chain the pens to the counters. Only in Britain... do we leave cars worth thousands of pounds on the drive and lock our junk and cheap lawn mower in the garage. Only in Britain... do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. Only in Britain... are there disabled parking places in front of a skating rink. NOT TO MENTION... 3 Brits die each year testing if a 9v battery works on their tongue. 142 Brits were injured in 19

Blogs With Meaning
One Flaw... Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show h

Info On The "just Some Stuff I Write" Category
A little info on the "just some stuff I write" category. They are in no particular order. Some are even older than the time I've been on fu. They may not be for anyone specific or they may be for you. If indeed it is for you...more than likely you will get it via email or some other way. I write because I write, sometimes it flows and sometimes it doesn't. Some are pretty fucking good and let's face it....some are garbage. But I think it's smart to post the garbage as well. Just to show how the Muse works or doesn't work. Some are rantings that must be purged or it will poison me inside. I do write from deep within but

I Am Feeling So Blogged Today
I went to the dr. for all my results the other day. Yes I do have endometriosis and there is some scaring on my uterus as a result of this. I also have a slight infection from the surgery but that is clearing up, I have been taking the meds they gave me and I am feeling a big better. I don't have to wait a month to swim; those nurses were indeed liars, just like I said they were! The doctor wants to wait to see if the zapping of the endometriosis helps relieve my symptoms before we get into anything more invasive. He wants to see me in a month, and see how my period is. If I am still having the same problems we will look into treatment options, the most likely being hormones and I don't really want that at this young of an age. But really it's a wait and see kind of game. Oh and here is list of things they found in my vagina, a sock, wrist watch (silver tone), a license plate (Michigan State), an albatross, four leaf clover, a ladle, and the Dead Sea scrolls. The doctor said he w

Feeling Used
What does one do when they're feeling used? How does one go about getting it resolved? I am told one thing yet shown another. Over and Over. I am in the midst of the end of a long relationship and altho I knew I ought not begin another I did. A very different one mind you but one none the less. In a short time I have begun to feel like a vessel for someone elses needs and only when it's convenient. When do my needs become important? When do I get to feel secure? DO I have to leave, end it to find out what is real and what is imagined? Or do I just become the doormat once again, forget what I want and serve another? I am nearing the deletion of many sites I use in maybe an effort to be taken seriously. What I thought to be real is becoming a nightmare. I just wish I still had nightmares. I am real. I am a good person. Why can't I be happy? What have I done so wrong? Ever close your eyes ever stop and listen ever feel alive and you've nothing missing you don't need a reaso

Surveys
1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?? 3 2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, of these, how many have you done? 5 3. Ever been cheated on? Ya 4. Ever paid for sex? Guys always pay for sex. But yes, i've had rub and tugs and one hooker. 5. Ever been married? Who you have me? Nope 6. Ever been divorced? N/A 7. If you had to pick one whats your fave sexual position? Reverse Cowboy 8. Do you own any guns? Canadian. Only the criminals are allowed guns here. 9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? Nope. 10. Ever been in rehab? You'd think so, but no. 11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? NO. guys are too hairy and smell. 12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace? Not Myspace. 13. Last time you masturbated? This morning. Was i staring at you? 14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? of course not. 15. What celebrity would you wa

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Poem
Isn't she lovely Isn't she wonderful Isn't she precious Less than one minute old I never thought through love we'd be Making one as lovely as she But isn't she lovely made from love Isn't she pretty Truly the angel's best Boy, I'm so happy We have been heaven blessed I can't believe what God has done Through us he's given life to one But isn't she lovely made from love Isn't she lovely Life and love are the same Life is Aisha The meaning of her name Londie, it could have not been done Without you who conceived the one That's so very lovely made from love I want you to always remember That I cared That I understood More than you'll ever know Your words pound on my back like a whip and chains Your excuses are etched into my head And your love... Your love is non-existant But just always remember That I'll be there... When we first met I gave you my heart, Our first night together, you were in my soul. This is not the way it is supposed to be I

Jokes
Sign Board The Smart Farmer John lived on a quiet rural highway. But, as time went by, the traffic built-up at an alarming rate. The traffic was so heavy and so fast that his chickens were being run over at a rate of three to six a day. So one day Farmer John called the sheriffs office and said, "You ve got to do something about all of these people driving so fast and killing all of my chickens." "What do you want me to do?" asked the sheriff. "I dont care," said Farmer John. "Just do something about these crazy drivers!" So the next day, he had the county workers go out and erected a sign that said, SLOW: SCHOOL CROSSING. Three days later Farmer John called the sheriff and said, "Youve got to do something about these drivers. The school crossing sign seems to make them go even faster." So, again, the sheriff sends out the county workers and they put up a new sign that said, SLOW: CHILDREN AT PLAY. But that sped them up even more! So Farmer J

Don`t Ask For Too Much.
TOO TUFF??? VERY INTERESTING~~ (THX MS.U) Body: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no pe

I Was........
I was old before i was young, the question thus becomes, where am i? and where have i run ? from, who am i ? and why do i have this gun? run. away into your pleasantries the beast and i are one. run. away into eternity became a sungod son eternal. not strung along by funds. subdermal. the beast and i are one. run. right back from where you came from. all ive ever needed is the one. me and my monster sungodsons.

A Lil Sumtin!!!
You and I have separate hearts But they beat to the same drum If I ever have a problem You knows exactly where I'm coming from Have you ever wondered why your heart beats? I sometimes wonder about mine But I know the real answer And I can't get him off my mind You see our hearts beat to the same drum Because there synchronized Like two watches that tell the same time There identical in both eyes If you struggles, I struggle But together we make it through Because together were indestructible Like a nail or a screw You can hit us, bash us And pound us into a wall But when you pull us out We'll still be standing tall Because we're two hearts, one heart beat This way we're twice as strong And with a love as strong as ours What could possibly go wrong? Abstract Love By: Charlie For: Princess Heather A million words can’t explain what I feel for you. The sincerity is real every time I say I love you. I want to touch you in a way only we can unders

My Cousin's Posts
http://fubar.com/user/1374267 Mike 'country1982' B this is admitted downrater .. he said it his profile: PS: if you can'y handle flat out honesty on picture rate then don't get on there I am 100% honest in how i feel about a pic. not everyone is a ten...... he is too ugly to be honest .. cant be that here and keep friends .. at present he has rating of 7.92 (12) i am returning the favor of the rating of one, mind you "1" honest he rated my pic 1. is that honest ?? who deserves that kind of honesty.. following that with a block.. All family member please click on the following: Blocking Mike 'country1982' B or cut and paste the following: http://www.fubar.com/blockuser.php?block_id=1374267 subject: evoke a feeling post date: 2007-11-09 13:24:35 when you look at me like that i feel so squishy and so gooey your sad puppy dog eyes makes me melt when you touch me i feel so sensual desires my very essences are aroused during the embra

Family News
Well it is that time of the year again and the family is trying to all get together. Some are coming from far away and some are local. It promises to be at least not boring. My brother and his girlfriend plan to come visit tommorrow and I will be glad to see them. My children are also very excited to be seeing them. Childrens father also coming soon, I hope. At least before christmas to bring them gifts. Maybe we all will take the time to go see my father and mother too before they have to leave again. That would really make the parents happy. Well mom came back from the doctors today and she recieved her cardio clearance for her surgery. They put urgent need for surgery and listed her stage as stage iv breast cancer. I did some research and although the doctors say they caught it early and she will be fine, it is very hard to focus. My mother say she is not worried but I have been crying all morning. I know that my mother will be sick for a while and that she will probably have to ha

Minds Eye
When I don't write poetry I dream of Elvis old fat Elvis with grease and glasses shaking his velvet hips at shrieking glamour addicts as if it really meant something and I wonder: Could I really delude a universe into flashlight floods and an illusion of ideal to make them believe I never rose with bedhead got zapped out on a Deal Or No Deal marathon masturbated in the shower or had to, as they say pass Elvis now and then? And then burst the bubble urban legend style... When I don't write poetry I dream a lot of crazy shit. So what will I do now? Write on? Trigger up for another round? Or hail to the King? ~M~ Oh no you don't at 3 in the f u c k ing morning blare Born In The USA at tinnitus rates through concrete and paint and into my tranquil in dire need of NyQuil tossing and burning insomnia bed just oh just when I thought the enticing sandman would blow my lids to peace you flip a disc and Enter Sandman blows my liability

Sammi's Poems
Heartbroken beautiful pieces of the past shattered torn broken on the floor try to move on but the heavy chains hold strong chains that were once your warm embrace they imprison me now to soak in my misery and loneliness in the dark dungeon of the lost cold damp lonely it swallows me whole swirling in my memories of you and me those soft lips endearing eyes sweet smile all turning slowly to sobs glares and frowns What was so alive what had such warmth is now but a cold dead corpse rotting slowly in my mind The love and joy i used to know the laughs we shared the love we made all vaporized within one pathetic moment and the love that took so long to build all destroyed burned crushed in a lightning flash Pat, i will always love you even if you don't love me. I am heartbroken. We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhu

Snow
We have another storm headed for us...Sigh!! This one is not supposed to be as bad,but, its supposed to be mixed.Rain,Snow,Sleet...On top of all our 20-22 inches of snow..Yuck I went to town last nite,first I had been out since the blizzard...WOW I havent seen snow piled up like that for quite awhile,wish it had been daylight I would have got pics of it... So if anyone wants snow...see me!!! LOL :P Anyone wanna go to someplace warm with me and snowless? LOL We are getting our first major snow storm of the year here,we have got like 10-11 inches or so,so far,could get up to 20 inches...I will take pics after it is over... Now its windier than crap out so its moving around a lot,good thing I am not going anywhere my car is surrouned by drifts,so if anyone wants to come shovel see me.....LOL Well our snowstorm finally ended,we got like 20-22 inches of snow all together,at least we didn't get the ice that parts of Iowa did.My brother lives in Iowa about 2.5 hrs from me,he lost powe

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You turned my world around a long time ago I just can't take no more, got to let you know now I'm burning with fire passion burns along with desire and I'm standing here waiting for the night you belong to me I'm burning up for you, so deep inside my soul All I want is your love It's the stuff where dreams come from all I want is your love take me there with your magic touch all I want is your love can't get enough I'm caught inside a web of mystery holding on to what I think I need and I'm lost here without you I know I'm a fool to allow you and I wonder when it was that I said you can't feel good I'm burning up for you, now I might loose control I'm burning up for you, you're all that I need the heat that I want Is what I breathe I feel my days are running away like rain I'm trying to hold on even though it's in vain off and on every day we change all and all love and pain remain I wish I could exist without your love I wish I wouldn't be de

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This pie is absolutely fantastic The flavor is out of control gooey, cinnamony and just overall out of this world. Coat a deep-dish pie plate with nonstick cooking spray and line it with parchment paper. Coat the paper with cooking spray also. Now, I used a deep-dish pie plate, the Emile Henry brand from Williams-Sonoma and it is a little deep for refrigerated dough (there is not a lot of hangover for sealing the two crusts together). I think a regular pie plate would be fine.In a small bowl combine 4 Tablespoons of melted butter, brown sugar and pecans. Mix well and spread evenly over the bottom of the pie plate, on top of the parchment. Place one of the crusts in the pie plate, pressing it firmly against the nut mixture and up the sides of the plate. Set aside.In a large bowl, combine granulated sugar, flour, cinnamon and the remaining 2 Tablespoons of melted butter. Mix well. Add the apples in and toss gently to coat. Spoon into the pie crust.Place the second crust over the apple mi

Me
Make your own custom glitter graphic! Come bid on me in this auction. If you can't do it for me do it for my boobs..lmao. You have 30 minutes to decide. Want to own me? Come to the Diamond Vault and bid at 8 pm central. Here's the link... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=56438

Mr. President, You Do Not Speak For Me!
Since 20 January, 2008, I have watched as our President, supposedly the leader of our great country and a representative of Americans everywhere, bow and scrape before the leaders of other countries as he apologized for one transgression after another. I found the pictures (photo ops?) of the president bowing to the Saudis and others offensive. True, they should be treated with respect, but gravel? Never! Surely, he has someone on his staff who knows something of ettiquette, someone who knows the proper way and the meanings of the ways to bow to the Japanese Emperor, for instance. So, either he did the bowing and apologizing by mistake, or he did it intentionally, believing America has a lot for which to apologize. Mr. President, you do not speak for ME! I am an American! I will not apologize for being an American! Yesterday, he made a speech laying out his vision of the Middle East, calling for Israel to go back to the pre-1967 borders which would provide little or no security for th

Things On My Mind
WHY DO PEOPLE PRETEND TO BE THINGS THEY ARE NOT|? I AM NOT PERFECT. I HAVE 4 KIDS AND AM DIVORCED. I DRINK ON WEEKENDS. I HAVE BAD HABITS. I AM A CHERRY TAP ADDICT. I LOVE TO SIT AND DO GRAPHICS. IM NOT PERFECT. BUT I DO HAVE A HEART AND IT DOES BREAK AND IT CAN LOVE. I HAVE RECENTLY HAD SOMEONE THAT HAS CAME INTO MY LIFE THAT MEANS ALOT TO ME. HES A GREAT PERSON. HE CARES ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND WHAT IM THINKING AND VALUES MY OPINION ON EVERYTHING HE DOES. I APPRECIATE THAT. I DONT THINK HE UNDERSTANDS HOW MUCH I DO APPRECIATE THAT BUT I DO. ANYWAY.... ON WITH MY VENTING. WHY DO I HAVE TO MEET GUYS WHO ONLY WANT A PIECE OF ASS? IS THAT ALL IM GOOD FOR? IT VERY WELL MAY BE. BUT I SIT HERE AT 32 AND WONDER? WILL I EVER HAVE A MAN TO CALL MY SOULMATE. MY BETTER HALF. THE ONE THAT MAKES ME WHOLE AGAIN... BACK IN THE DAY I WAS A DJ AT A NIGHTCLUB. I GOT OUT OF HAND. I WASNT A WHORE BUT I HAD MY SHARE OF ONE NIGHTERS. IT WAS FUN AT THE TIME I THOUGHT. BUT NOW I SIT HERE AND THINK. ALL THE

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both seductive and intimidating. Other women are especially put off by your womanly powers. And men either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Meathead Of The Week
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070505/music_nm/used_dc;_ylt=AoaBAHbUZbH47MwLfwtOT8dxFb8C New laws create second-hand woes for CD retailers Independent merchants selling and buying used CDs across the United States say they are alarmed by stepped-up pawn-broker-related laws recently enacted in Florida and Utah and pending in Rhode Island and Wisconsin. In Florida, the new legislation requires all stores buying second-hand merchandise for resale to apply for a permit and file security in the form of a $10,000 bond with the Department of Agriculture and Consumer Services. In addition, stores would be required to thumb-print customers selling used CDs, and acquire a copy of state-issued identity documents such as a driver's license. Furthermore, stores could issue only store credit -- not cash -- in exchange for traded CDs, and would be required to hold discs for 30 days before reselling them. At least one Florida town has enforced the law, resulting in the cited merchant pullin

About Me
My name is April. I am a 30 year old stay at home mom to 4 wonderful boys. I have an awesome boyfriend named Bobby who i love with all of my heart. I am NOT here to find love or anything like that, i am ONLY here to find friends. I love making new friends and meeting new and interesting people. ~April

Life In Savannah
Dear Billy, I just got back home from telling you goodbye. I heard the stories as to what happened and it passes through my mind. I wish no one had told me the details, but listened to Kenny cause he needed to talk. And you are no longer there for him to go to. I know he will be there for the boys, he can not take your place by no means, but he can support them the way you would want him to. You had your demon, and it seem to never let you go. But that demon is no longer there, God has taken him off for good. I love you so much Billy. The way you could always make a person laugh, the way you were always ready to give a hug to some one if you thought they need it, and the way you were quick to stand up for your family. You never denied who you were and never lied about the things that you did. if you did it, you were man enough to say you did it. Aside from that demon, you were a great man, and we all know it. You are with God now, and he is keeping you safe. He took yo

Things I Have Written
We started running from the city. Escaping from our problems. Leaving our pain and worries behind. We kept running through the suburbs, through the small towns until we came across a meadow. But it wasn’t simply a meadow; it was a beautiful meadow with water flowing nearby and some trees around with fruit and berries. There was an open area that had the softest grass our bare feet had ever touched. You picked me up and spun me and I felt more weightless than a butterfly. Your arms, so strong, held me tightly and I felt safer than I’d ever felt on my feet. You lowered me to the ground slowly and carefully. I held you tightly to my chest as you gently gripped me with your firm hands wrapped behind my back. As I thought I realized that I never had to let you go, we had all the time in the world for the first time. We stayed in each other’s arms through the sunset and then lay down on the grass to look at the stars. I fell asleep gripping you like a teddy bear with you ho

I Can't Pretend I'm Happy When...
Just thought I'd check my stuff on here real quick. I think I'm dying. My sinus infection has spread to my ears and now I can't hear anything but my own breathing. Fuck. Back to the doctor's. Twice this month so far. That doesn't even count the ER visits.My medical bills are going to be soooo fucking expensive. Well, you kids try to have a fun fourth. No firewirks for me- I'm pretty sure I'd be writhing in pain. Someone tell me how they were for them? kaythanksbye. -allie So the baby's finally asleep. I think I'm going to go lay down with him. See you guys later.

Giveaways
PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND Teresa needs 50000 comments in 8 weeks to win a happy hour CLICK ON PIC, LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN YOU HAVE TO A/F/R THE HOST OF THE GIVEAWAY IN ORDER TO COMMENT ON THE PIC THANK YOU

Comedy
two Jewish men, Sid and Al, were sitting in a Mexican restaurant. Sid asked Al, "Are there any people of our faith born and raised in Mexico ? Al replied, "I don't know, let's ask our waiter." When the waiter came by, Al asked him, "Are there any Mexican Jews?" and the waiter said, "I don't know Senor, I'll ask the cooks." He returned from the kitchen in a few minutes and said "No sir, no Mexican Jews." Al wasn't really satisfied with that and asked, "Are you absolutely sure?" The waiter, realizing he was dealing with "Gringos" gave the expected answer, "I will check again,Senor!", and went back into the kitchen. While the waiter was away, Sid said, "I find it hard to believe that there are no Jews in Mexico, our people are scattered everywhere." The waiter returned and said "Senor, the head cook said there is no Mexican Jews." "Are you Certain?" Al asked once again. "I can't believe there are no Mexican Jews!" "Senor, I ask EVERYONE," rep

Kinky Sex Survey
Twenty Questions on Kink (Well, some are related, so not really 20, but stfu) 1. Let's start fairly basic. Have you ever fantasised about complete loss of control during sex, IE, objectification or total power exchange? Yes 2. If you were a slippery fucker in the last question and didn't specify which, which one? And have you actually done it? I'm submissive and yes I've actually done it in real life 3. "Dirty fucking bastard" / "Filthy little fucking whore". Dyou fantasise about talking REALLY filthy during sex? fuck yes 4. Ever actually do it? (Insert amusing story here if you have one.) I prefer to be called the names then do the name calling. 5. Ever been to hospital as a direct result of sex? STDs don't count. I don't wanna know 'bout your herpes. Nope. 6. More than once? Nope. 7. Regardless of your gender, when someone is going down on you, dyou just sit back and enjoy it or attempt to shove their face so far into your crotch that they're

Hello
I can't spell worth a damn and I tend to totaly ignore puncuation so here goes: I have two kids 13 & 15 the ex got every thing even the dog, car, and cell phones in fact the song she got the gold mine and I got the shaft well in this case she evan took the shaft which left me living with my sister and brother in law

R.i.p. Sesha
IN LOVING MEMORY OF SESHA ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ WE ARE ALL HERE ON FUBAR FOR DIFFERENT REASONS. FOR POINTS, FOR FRIENDS, FOR LOUNGES, OR FOR DRAMA. BUT ONE THING THAT TOUCHES US ALL IS WHEN ONE OF US LOSES OR WE KNOW SOMEONE THAT LOSES THEIR LIFE OR A FAMILY MEMBERS LIFE. IT TOUCHES US ALL NO MATTER WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR. DJ DARK SKILLZ LOST HIS DAUGHTER IN A CAR WRECK TODAY. PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM AND HIS FAMILY AS THEY GO THRU THIS TOUGH TIME. HERES HIS LINK IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO BY AND SHOW HIM THAT HE IS BEING THOUGHT OF IN HIS TIME OF NEED. DJ Dark Skillz of Taboo X~Demon Crew member~FU-Owned by Sunshune@ fubar Dark We Love You And Will Always Be Here Please All light a candle for his girl and him as well as the family...Huggss Dark IN MEMORY OF SESHA JULY 21 1991 - MARCH 2 2008

Favorite Songs
I try to make it through my life,In my way,There's you,I try to make it through these lies,That's all, I doJust don't deny it,Just don't deny it,And deal with it,Yeah deal with it,You try to break me,You wanna break me,Bit by bit,Thats just part of itIf you were dead or still alive,I don't care - I don't care,And all the things you left behind,I don't care - I don't careI try to make you see my side,Always trying to stay in line,But your eyes see right through,That's all they do,I'm getting tired of this shit,I've got no room when it's like this,But your wanting me,Just deal with it!SO!If you were dead or still alive,I don't care - I don't care,And all the things you left behind,I don't care - I don't careNOTHING CAN CARE ABOUT! NOTHING CAN CARE ABOUT!YOU WON'T BE THERE FOR ME! YOU WON'T BE THERE FOR MEEEEEEEE!If you were dead or still alive,I don't care - I don't care,And all the things you left behind,I don't care - I don't careIf you were dead or still alive,I don't care (NOTHING CA

Family Week
Since my family is so awsum i think u guys deserve a family week from urs truley:P So heres what im doing....I will be alturizing 3-7 people from my family thru out this week starting Monday. I will try and do it on bonus days so theres an extra benefit.

His Hands
Pianist’s hands, surgeon’s hands, hands of a God.Long fingers stroke,Caressing, kneading, Taking me higher Until there’s no where else to go.Higher still, strong fingers Taking me where I’ve never been before.Taking me to the moon, Taking me to the stars,Taking me to heaven on earth.Gentle hands love me,Bringing sweet ecstasy in their wake,Entrapping my senses until nothing is left But the feel of his hands,On me.In me.Consuming me.

Epiphany!
Tick Tock. Tick Tock. Its Saturday. All I hear is the random squeals of a 4 year old doing what she knows she shouldnt, the obnoxiously loud noises coming from Jason, and some Disney movie playing its "im so happy to be alive music'. I continue to just sit and stare at this screen. Trying to push out any thought I may have thought today, I stumble online, surfing my random accounts and half assin my way thru random messages and bull shittin my replies back. Of course things are fine. Just wonderful. In fact, at this moment I am not sure there is really anything that could be better for me. This ever tightenin knot curls around my insides and starts to literally squeeze the air out of me. My only reasoning thought of why it is what it is...The only real solid explanation... LOVE. Its stupidly annoying when all you can think of is that other person and there are days when you really wish you could be selfish. Yet, love pulls you into this ackward position. All you do is totally for that

Hey Everyone
Hello my friends, Here is some exciting input from our very important friend Matt Ford, heres a explanation of my venture that is going to make us very wealthy, please get involved do not be left behind. First of all, we would like to introduce you to a more defined explanation of what 3D Virtual Reality is all about. Think of this technology as a Universe that holds Galaxies, in a Galaxy there are Solar Systems that have many Worlds, and in the Worlds there is land with roads, homes, buildings, towns, cities, and unlimited places to explore around in. In all practicality, our interactive 3D Virtual Reality Worlds are in the Cyber Space Universe, just like planet Earth is floating around in the Universe we call Space. are about to discover technology that enables you to walk around inside your computer screen with other people from all over the globe. Not only can you interact with others in real-time, you can actually build near anything you can conceive in yo

Just Stuff
send this to someone you truely like.but be honest and dont lie. you might just like the answers. 1.if someone hurt me what would you do? 2.big tits or small? 3.what do you like most about me? 4.whats something funny you remember about us? 5,if i said i was falling in love with you what would you say? 6.are you afraid of realationships? 7.have you ever been in love? 8.do you think your a pimp? 9.do you always use condoms? 10.who was the hottest girl in school? 11.if you could tell me something what would it be? 12.do you think we would be good together? 13.would you give it all up for me? 14.whats the first thing you noticed about me? 15.do you want to get married ever? 16.whats love to you? 17.if i got pregnant what would you do? 18.would you kiss a person you didnt like? 19.would you have sex with a girl/guy you didnt really like? 20. do you

Hey Everyone, If You Got The Time Please Rate And Comment On My Pics So I Can Progress In The Ratings. Thanks!
I WOULD LIKE TO SEE WITHIN 48 HOURS IF I CAN MOVE UP TO THE NEXT LEVEL FROM PPL RATING AND COMMENTING ON MY PROFILE AND PICS. I WILL DEFINITELY RETURN THE FAVOR IF I HAVE NOT DONE THE SAME ALREADY! LET'S SEE HOW THIS GOES! THANKS IN ADVANCE! HI EVERYONE, STOP BY WHEN YOU CAN ON MY PROFILE AND SEND SOME RATINGS AND COMMENTS MY WAY....I WILL RETURN THE SAME IF I HAVE NOT YET DONE SO ALREADY. please rate

Misc Bs
Dear Employees: It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their co-workers. Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated. We do, however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. Therefore a list of 18 New and innovative "TRY SAYING" phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f*ck you're doing. 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a ball-busting bitch. 3) TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late. INSTEAD OF: And when the f*ck do you expect me to do this? 4) TRY SAYING: I'm certain that isn't feasible. INS

Great New Remix
SING IT GIRLS!!! OUT LOUD At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now-go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall

Rip
"This was sent to me and it touched me so much I wanted to share it with you Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live.. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,'

My Life
today was fuking awesome i got into a huge fight with this chick i wanted to fight for awhile now and i kicked her ass!!!! i might be a lil person but i sure can fight lol heres the deal life suck no matter what so just get on with the good stuff and forget the bad if this was true in real life there would be alot less drama and bull shit like that so just get on with your life and dont worry about any thing you only live once ~fallen angel~ on this day i found that my long time friend Mike (i use to live by him when i went up to canada) commited suicide i will miss him if you get the chance pray for him and his family ~fallen angel~

Poems
A Woman's Poem He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked the shit out of him... Like his mother used to do sex is like snow... You'll never know how many inches... or How long it will last... Jason Wade Barnes This is goodbye, we are no more I love you, get going, there is the door No longer together, alone once again "I don't need you, Good Bye, I have no room for men" Good luck out there, I shall miss you so Goodbye now, I love you, time for me to go I'll see you around, better say hi to me Don't worry I will, you'll surely see Do I believe you, no not at all Been here before, it's made me fall Will it this time, no way, that's for sure Older and wiser, this

My Stories And Poems
A weekend away with you up in the mountains....Oh how we need this love...... It only takes you a few minutes to get the fire going. I walk into the living room, carrying a tray of hot cocoa and the minute I see you, I feel an overwhelming need to touch you. I come over to you and wrap my arms around you from behind, sliding my cold hands up under your sweater. "Hey!" …but you stop me from pulling my hands away and turn around in my arms. You smell so good, of fresh air and firewood. I nuzzle my face in your neck, kissing you softly. I can feel your breath in my ear and your lips on my hair. I'm right where I belong. My hands are still under your shirt, warming up on you. I move them around to your front and slide them up to run across your chest. You pull back a bit, just far enough to let me continue my exploring. I look up at your face as you are looking at me. I smile as our eyes meet, knowing that our night promises to be an amazing one. "I made some cocoa…" "It can

About Me.
I am very open and honest, so here goes: I have the worlds smallest penis. I charge $5.00 to see it and $1.00 to touch it. I have a problem saying NO to women so I tend to get into trouble a lot. Considering my problems I have had to become very good at giving ORAL to women. I also tend to be shy around beautiful women because I am afraid they will laugh at me. I am kind of sensitive but I have met some very sweet and caring women that make me feel better about myself.

To All The Fake Bitches On Here..
invading your nightmares...killas on the murder scene... praise my father of the dark...i'm watching thier lives cease angels burning in the sky...jesus hangin from a rope.. bibles burning as I hear em as he chokes... these victims i kill..so precious as thier eyes close... as the blood turns black...all hail thy antichrist.... the whispers in the wind saying these corpses never found.... my demonic children playing in the devils playground.. speak no evil...take thy souls straight hellbound/ alone as I torment in my own personal hell.. from past sins or endless months in jail.. i sit here in a darkened room alone why cant anyone hear my endless cries of a love not shown am i to be forever a demon dancing forever into the halls so black alone i sit from this day fourth until the very last... some deep shit i feel right now... goodbye to all..im out of here for good..

Chocolate What Is Good For You...
"Technically, these may not all be candy, although if you're like me, adding chocolate to anything makes it delicious and sweet. If it's also bite-size, I call it candy. Once you've made the first two simple recipes, your imagination will take over and you'll realize the world is full of other things that can be dipped in chocolate. Whether you like sweet and salty combined, as with the chocolate covered popcorn, or something even healthier like chocolate covered raisins, you'll start looking at what's in your kitchen cupboards in a whole different light. While many fudge recipes are much more complicated than the chocolate peanut butter one below, this recipe also introduces you to the realm of possibilities with its basic simplicity plus the additions I've mentioned. Most of all, have fun and invite a child along to help make these simple chocolate candy recipes." =========================================================== Simple Chocolate Covered Popcorn 1/2 bag of

Jokes For You To Read
Three men - a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden and a White Trash Biker are all walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. 'I will give each of you one wish, which is three wishes in total', says the Genie. The Canadian says, 'I am a farmer and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada.' POOF! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever fertile for farming. Osama was amazed, so he said, 'I want a wall around Afghanistan, Palestine, Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Americans or Canadians can come into our precious land.' POOF! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. The Biker says, 'I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall..' The Genie explains, 'Well, it's about 5,000 feet high, 500 feet thick and completely surrounds the country. Nothing can get in or out; it's virtually impenet

Thought This Was So True
Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my own Everybody has a private worldWhere they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fuckin' depressedI just can seem to get out this slump If I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back up

My Works
And I'm one number shy of sixteen if you'd turn around you'd see.. I cried for you today And I didn't wanna tell you So I cut your name deep inside my veins. I craved your voice deep in my mind and memorizes your touch on my skin. When I breathe in, you suffocate me. I'd stay with you forever if you let me. (chorus) And I'm on number shy of sixteen If you'd turn around you'd see You're the one I'm needing You're the reason I'm bleeding I want you by my side I can feel my heart breaking I'm dying, It's like I'm dying inside And you're the cure To the disease you gave me. You're the pillow I hold on to at night You're the last thought I think Before I drift to sleep. You're the comfort in my sheets You're the one invading my dreams. You're the one... (Chorus) You're the one who knows me When I don’t even know myself You're the Notebook romance Everyone longs for You are the one You're the one I'm missing And all I can do is wait for you I clo

Ranger Down
The Rangers have the address of the place they are going to hit, and the layout. They have learned from far too many urban engagements how to play this. They take nothing for granted, they don’t underestimate their opponent, or overestimate their own prowess. This is always the worst part, putting the pieces in place. It is when they are most vulnerable and when you are least flexible to adjust the plan. None are worried, the soldiers have faith in their leaders, and the leaders have unwavering faith in their Rangers. Their friends should be back, or called in that they killed the guy in the hospital. But it has been a while and no word. Not even anything on the news. They are starting to get worried, and one again their captive is muttering to himself. “Energetically will I meet the enemies of my country. I shall defeat them on the field of battle for I am better trained and will fight with all my might. Surrender is not a Ranger word. I will never leave a fallen comrade

ßlogs
Dan Baines posted a Web page describing (and illustrating with detailed photos) the discovery of what appeared to be the remains of a "real" fairy. Baines claimed that the mummified fairy corpse was recovered along an old Roman road in Derbyshire, England, by a dog-walker who preferred to remain anonymous. The bones of its diminutive, human-like skeleton were hollow, like a bird's, making it "particularly light," an anatomical peculiarity whose contribution to airworthiness was enhanced by the body's extremely leaflike wings. Over the next several days Baines, a magician and prop-maker, received hundreds of messages from credulous and (and in some instances worried) fairy-loving readers. To put their minds at ease, he revealed the hoax. Eventually Baines sold his creation on eBay. Got a new CableTV deal..Where I thought I gotFree HB0..Well, no..It's FREE H0B0!!!

Poems Dealing With Love
I can't be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink. I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; Just close your eyes and think of me, relive those memories in your head. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as I let you brush my teeth. I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; You only have to watch it glow to know I think of you. I'll be the music that you listen to, I'll be there in every song: I'll laugh with you and sing with you, and comfort you when your day's gone wrong. I'll be the wind that ruffles your hair, I'll be that warm embrace; I'll be the hand on your shoulder, I'll be the tender touch on your face. I'll be the clock gently ticking, reminding you of the times; We've shut the rest of the world outside we're in our own world - yours and mine. I'll be the moon as it dances on

Wow
Bad Day At Work Think you had a bad day? Check this guy out... Don't laugh too hard. Next time you have a bad day at work...think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. Hi Sue, Just another note fr

Random Thoughts
i just got a call from the cancer society of america, i would love to pledge money to these people to help out cancer research. sence i have been a surviver of cancer for about 15 years or more. but i refuse to donate money over the phone to a group that tells me to pledge 15 dollars minmum donation so they can send me a package in the mail that cost them 3.50 to send. am i stupid they tell m i pledged last year ( no i didn't) wich if they did recive my donation they woulnt call 2 times a year. so for everyone online thats a worker of this please forgive me but.... im not going to give my hard earned money over the phone to a person reading a peice of paper and will not send me info on themselves to me. if you wana repost this go for it im thinking of starting my own fund raiser the Central America Shelterpayment Helpers make chcks out to us use the initals CASH Create your own Friend Quiz here you can have a day rotten as hell pissed and gripeing till the end of ti

My Life - Welcome To The Boredom!
I just resurrected my yahoo. I'm looking for people to add to it as I brutally culled the names on it. Didn't even know who half the people were, lol. If you use yahoo fairly regularly and want to add me, let me know in private message or a shout. I'm not in the habit of using it anymore, so I'd also be looking for someone to remind me to use it - if you see me on the FU, but not on yahoo tell me to log in :P Voice and cam chatting is optional. I don't show my junk on cam, but hey - if you're hawt and wanna share, who am I to deny you happiness? :P Donkey fact: Donkeys were first domesticated around the year 4000bc. I got a new digi cam corder. I'm still figuring out how to work the motherfucker. I made this though while fucking about with it's uber cool night vision function. Up is down, down is up, look at me, do I give a fuck? Black is white, white is black, fuck me, a manic attack! There's the demon, approaching with stealth fucking up my mental health. The lights a

Story Teller
KEEP A SMILE IN YOUR HEART,KEEP A KISS. KEEP IT THERE TOO,WHEN THINGS SEEM TO FALL APART,THOSE THINGS WILL PULL YOU THROUGH. WHEN SOMEONE ASKS WELL HOW ARE YOU,? OR SAYS THAT YOU LOOK GREAT SMILE, SAY THANKS ALOT.SHOW LOVE INSTEAD OF HATE. without you the world is dark and bleak without you i am pathetic and weak without you the world is frightening You are my strength, my thunder and lightning without you the world is an empty shell without out you I would be in hell You are my beacon, my shining light you are my everything, my reason to fight you are my courage to do what is true and right you are my moon, my sun my starlit sky you are my love, my angel, my key to heaven you are my honor, my magic my reason for livin I know you you are scared, I really am too place your love and trust in me so we can do what we need to take my hand heart to heart together we will make a new start together in love we will make our stand always and forever hand in hand. lov

Love
You were the first to make me blush at the thought of your gaze on the back of my neck Tried not to turn, did my best at that sassy I don't know you're looking game You were the first who made me forget what to do with my hands They moved of their own accord, twisting and turning in loss and in need You were the first to kiss me We fell over that chair and I wondered if I was doing it right Took another long gulp from the bottle You were the first I traveled to find And the first to make me grovel The first time we took it further than the kiss you'd already found tired Has colored the firsts with all others after You were first a great friend, then a first lover Soon to be the first to leave me for another You were the first friend made lover, lover made friend The first in that line of full circles A list of firsts to pull my memories behind You are the first piece of news I hear of today Your death caught in my throat and sits there still This the

Medical Stuff...
Ok, I’ve been really bad about keeping this up to date. Since I last wrote, I’ve had a lot happen. In September, I went on a 4 mile walk around a wildlife refuge and apparently messed up my foot, as later that night, I noticed my big toe on my right foot was kinda numb. You know, like the feeling you get after getting a shot from the dentist and it starts wearing off… its fuzzy feeling. I ended up going to the podiatrist, and found out that I have a bone spur in my foot, in a really odd spot… it’s mostly about the top of my foot (above the arch) but just to the inside of the foot. The SAME place the nerve from the leg to the big toe runs. So when I went on the walk, the bone spur got inflamed and damaged the nerve. It’s better now, but could happen again at any time. I also was sent to see a rheumatologist, because I’ve started hurting pretty bad in my hips and knees again; mostly my knees. This is making it difficult to sit for long and definitely hard to walk

Those Special People In Ur Life
I was in a pretty bad wreck on friday fed.6th. lucky to be alive. My family in DOUBLE TROUBLE are the best ya never realize how much ppl care and love til something bad happens. But i would like to let them all know that the calls,gifts,get wells and we miss u ever day helped me get threw a hard time in the hosital. This my time to let ya'll know that i love each and everone of u and thank you all for bein my family hugsssssss each and everone one you. THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING YOU, i have been blessed with a caring and loving family. There are times in a persons life when they say things that are hurtful to others and wish they had never said them, but they say them and its to late. Things move on and that person you care deeply for still wont forgive and it hurts you now. They tell you its ok and we are still friends but you know in our heart that the hurt you caused is still there and they are to STUBBORN to let you back in coz u might hurt them again. That pe

Just Some Stuff
HEAVENLY FATHER OF SHANGRI LA: Open my Eyes to the world around me. Let me feel things that I cannot see. Let me view the world through a lens of non bias. I know that in all the Laws of Man... there is no law to stop the true seeker of knowledge. Fore the true seeker of knowledge seeks within... and then searches without. Let me learn of all the wonderous things... and be amazed by its splendor. Help me to share the wisdom of my Life... with the ones that I Love. Keep prompting me to question my world, through questions answers are received. I look forward to a time that I may join my brethren... and have all my questions answered... in Shangri La AMEN AND BLESSED BE http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=1453610

Lyrics
"Disaster" I'm trying not to pretend, It won't happen again and again like that. I never thought it would end, 'cause you got up in my head, in my head like that. And made me happy, baby, love is crazy, So amazing, but it's changing, rearranging, I don't think I can take anymore [Chorus:] 'Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down, And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never. Feel the fire 'cause it's all around, And it's burning for forever and always. You gotta let it go the other way And live for another day, 'cause it ain't the same, my baby. Watch it all falling to the ground. No happy ever after ‒ just disaster. I didn't want it this way, I only wanted to say I loved you right. But now you're walking away, And leaving me here to stay, So foolish of me to wait for you to realize All the things I gave you, made you, Changed you, your dreams came true When I met you, now forget you, Don't want anymore [Chorus] 'Cause the walls burned up and our love fell dow

Jokes
BEER VS. VAGINA1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work.One point to BEER2.Warm beer tastes awful.One point to VAGINA3.A really cold beer is satisfying.One point to BEER4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hairbetween your teeth, you may vomit.One point to VAGINA5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being.6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere.One point to VAGINA7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation maysuffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend.One point to VAGINA8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of vagina he may buy you

Some Sad News
Hope is doing great after her surgeries and we have already found her a terrific home. She is going to her new home tonight where she will get all the Love she deserves..... As some of you know, I lost my Boxer Mercedes last year to Canine Lymphoma which is Cancer throughout her lypmh glands. It was aggressive and took her within 6 months. Recently, her sister Gretchen had a lump on her leg, they took a sample and said it was Cancer. She is young and strong enough for the surgery so they removed the lump from her leg. They sent it out to be tested and it was discovered that the Cancer had spread to the surrounding tissue which means there was no clean tissue and we dont know how far the Cancer has gone. She is 7 and acts like a puppy...we are not sure when the Cancer will show up again or how soon but I am somewhat happy that it is not as aggressive as what Mercedes has. So I am keeping my fingers crossed and I am going to make the most of my time with her now that I have a heads u

Quizzes (all Kinds)
More fun from the greatness that is Rhine'-land 1. Who were you with Friday night? the bf & my daughter 2. What woke you up this morning? my alarm clock blaring 3. Where are you? puter in my bedroom 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? hopefully, since its Friday. 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? bf this morning, my daughter tonite 6. When was the last time you cried? almost did today.. did last sat. 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? watching tv zoned out in bed 10. What were you doing at midnight? tossing and turning in bed 12. Ever thrown up from a roller coaster or an amusement park? NOPE 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? possibilities... 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? my daughter definately.. maybe a few others 15. Where would you like to live? atl 16. What kind of home would you like? contemperary... modern.. lots of convenience.. but comfy 17. What do you want to be when you grow up? secure in mys

Viper's Random Thoughts
I don't fucking know what it is about me but I find a girl I like, I fall hard for her and then I get completly fucked over in the end of it all even after she offers me some form of hope. I cannot for the life of me get a grasp on the understanding of it all. I mean what the fuck is someone suposed to do when they think they have some ray of hope and just end up finding out that it was a false pretense. Now I wont say I didn't bring it down upon myself but I just don't know anymore. I'm sick, I'm tired and I'm severaly strung out from one relationship to another just to finally figure out that it wasn't shit for anything. I'm starting to realise more and more everyday that I proably have some of the most obsessive friends ever. Now maybe its just me but take a look at this from my stand point for a moment. Now I don't know if I'm just too kind or just too much of a suck up when I know I've been an asshole but I'm one of those guys who has little or no guy friends in real life

* Kathara *
The Kathara Bio-Spiritual Healing System is the keystone teaching at the center of a huge body of material, all generically known as the "Freedom Teachings." These are all translated (not channeled) from Pre-Ancient, Pre-Atlantean, "Law of One" Maharata Texts, traces of which appear in various forms within many popular paradigms associated with "Ascension", "Merkaba", "Healing" and Personal-Spiritual "Empowerment." The tangible difference between popular paradigms & Kathara is the self-evident, and utterly profound, sense of depth, breadth, and sheer "rightness" that the materials inherently demonstrate; & to a degree truly beyond comparison. So much so, that the immense new scope is now available to develop evermore robust patterns for dramatic personal healing, growth & consciousness expansion. Kathara reveals the Anatomy of Creation, Core Structure, the blueprints & interconnectedness of all matter forms reaching far beyond the framework of all other holistic Healing Modalit

Sexy Babygirl
I WAS PUT IN THIS BY A FRIEND ,, I'M STILL LEARN THINGS SO I DONT BELONG TO A BOMB GROUP YET SO IF YOU WANT AND COULD SHOW SUM LUV MANY THANX AND LUV 2 YA HERES THE LINK TO THE CONTEST As I stood there, in that desolate place, observing the minions of life, she appeared from nowhere, her eyes, fixed on me, as if with evil intent. She approached me and took my hand, but with no words. We admired each other from so close, yet, it felt as if she was worlds away. Her hair shone in the evening light as if it were sewn from stands of diamonds, her skin was smooth as silk, it was as if she was an angel. I had never seen anyone like her in my entire life. We stood there for what felt like an eternity. She smiled at me, the temptation was too great, I pulled her close to me and kissed her. It was a passionate yet unruly kiss, it was so meaningful, yet, it meant nothing. The clouds gathered and soft rain began to fall from the darkend skys. We ran underneath a tre

Promise's Made In The Dark
Black Tears A tear fell from my face Making myself a disgrace Not wanting for it to be seen, My weakness from within My eyes are covered with black Hiding the gloom at the back Blurring my visions, Only seeing illusions Nothing in this world is real, As well as what I feel So tired of shedding these tears Along with my heartaches & fears All the pain & sorrow From yesterday ‘till tomorrow Hoping it would all be over Even though it seems forever My hands shake in anticipation. My mind is thousands of miles away at your side. Dark thoughts do i see satanic scenes teasing me. your wicked way has captured me. I feel your gentle hand touch upon my cheek I relax into you. I feel your heart beat next to my bosoms. Your soul cries out to me in the night. You have captured me. My heart sees only you, but the distance that lies between us. My blood flows through your veins and your blood threw mine. The link that has us bound.

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Ain't Life Grand?
I often find myself disscussing the possibilities of existance with a few friends.Some of us have startling different veiws on the subject.One in particular always makes me feel as though there is little hope for us as a species.Let's just call him "M."He seriously thinks that all of life is utterly pointless.Nothing really exists and no one is ever truely alive. He refuses to search for answers to anything, as understanding is a futile endeavor.Nothing is made to make sense, according to M, and that everytime you find any answer, it's complicated with a thousand more questions.He sees no beauty in life, only chaos. He seems to feel no love for much of anything, just contempt and loathing.Bored almost to tears when no one is around, he is constantly searching for companionship. He is overly competitive, which then drives people away.His negativity is heart-breaking.

Outletshoppingnow
Recently, Nanjing Tangshan Happy Water Cube Water Park opening, which makes a lot of people like to play in the water heart itch. However, winter is not to lose weight, summer beggar, the beauty of the ladies for themselves or "puffy" or "flat" body fret. Victoria Secret Swimsuits cloth so little, in the end how to wear in order to avoid weaknesses? Reporter visited the Xinjiekou several shopping malls, found swimsuit divided into three categories. One piece swimsuit, which is the most conservative, the most classic swimwear dress, for shy ladies is an excellent choice; second is split between piece swimsuit and bikini swimsuit, not too revealing will not be too conservative to show casual sexy; third was undoubtedly the relatively open bikini, the most visual impact. Three swimsuit for different body design, of course, open to everyone extent, the needs are different. "Introduction of a fashion magazine editor, select Victoria Secret Swimwear swimsuit three points available for refe

Blog
hey everyone im gettin the fuck out of here i cant whait to get back and drink beer and drive my car. but i will be sure not to mix the two. well better get goin i gotta finnish packing laters im boored again someone hit me up on yahoo instant messanger my sn is sapper101abn yeah im fucking boored all the time i need help iv only got a month and a half left and time seems to drag on more and more each day. you can help me by sending me an IM on yahoo sapper101abn someone hit me up please

Finally....man I Tell Ya!
The night came softly, even briskly with the ever changing breezes Howling willows sang of its song Power lines sang from the branches Insisting they don't belong there. Star One appears Midnight blue sky shares her. When I wish upon a star danced in my head. Glistening and twinkling as I finished my wish the second appeared to torment. Justify your wish as it won't happen now. Fires crackle, pop breaks my trance reality check reality snap reality bites reality cold. Weird kid... not striking but sexy as hell. Something about him struck me. Was it his beautiful mocha that attracts me? My real son had a birthday party... I found the answer... At 10 PM techno ballet. In my back yard. I noticed. I stopped. I almost dropped my tray. I knew what that was. I knew it well... The technical words have eluded me now but it was there. Talent. The boy was a full on dancer. A completely classically trained male ballet dancer! I stood in awe during my moment

About Men
*Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot. *"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. *Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. *Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. *Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. *Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. *Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. *A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. *Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. *Don't talk

Into The Boiling Cauldron
I walk through this garden of eden, searching for the inhabited hethen. navigating the undigestible desire. that soon will be engulfed with fire. my vision gives way to the cinder. as the eaten apple, soon will render. The fall of the garden of greatness, as I slither with my great snakeness. I whisper into the woman's ear. Just what Adam needs to hear. A bite that leads to great understanding. Knowledge that leads to man's ending. I am the great dark prince.... come witness my great entrance..... J. Koblitz on Aug. 31st. at the french quarter! "Fall Of The Garden Of Eden" I don't know whats worse, the heat of the looming doom. Or the thick, blinding smoke that is filling the room. My own air filling her lungs, I suffocate my lover. I inhale hot smoke, as we cower in the corner. Our tears of fear, forming a pool around us. A false puddle of hope that will not save us.

Yep
Well as you all know I haven't been around much lately....I am thinking about maybe canceling my account on here. I haven't wanted to be on much. If I do decide to cancel it I will write the people I wanna keep in touch with and give you either my MySpace or Yahoo name. Chris Well I am just writing you all to let you know where I have been lately. I have mainly been working on school papers and getting ready for my finals this week, that's why I haven't been on much lately. But then I come back and see all this new crap and everyone crying over it. So I think I am gonna cut back on my time on here for a while, I will come on to check mail everyday and maybe say "hi" to a few of you....but that's it I think. Chris Sorry I haven't been around much. But normally around this time of year I take a break from the internet, since I have been a teen December has always sucked for me. I have lost a few close family members around this time of year in the past. Also December 15th was

Poems
The mask a mask is something we use to hide behind. It can be physical like the ones we see at a parade or on Halloween. A mask can be emotional the kind we wear everyday ones of pride. We wear a smile to hide our tears or our hurts. We wear them so no one can see what we feel inside is It wrong to wear a mask? Why must we wear them? Dose a mask show strength or weakness? These questions I can not answer only you can I know for me emotion is not a weakness but pride dose not let me drop the mask I hide behind. Love Is love just a four letter word? People say love means nothing some say it means everything some say it is a verb some say it has no value. But to me love means caring, and kindness and always being there to lean on a shoulder to cry on, a helping hand, a smile when the sky of life are gray. People lie and cheat and say love as it means nothing to them. But it is something love is a verb you can say it but if you don’t show it it means nothing IN MY ROOM In

Mine
Now I'm trying to figure out something maybe you can help me out with this.... Does this quiz mean I should have been born a Libra or I should be with a Libra (I get that it says 'me') ???? I'm a June baby and a Gemini.... Your Sex Sign is... You've got a ton of girls and guys trying to get with you! You're pratically booked up for the next four years. Not only are you great in bed - you're great at making people feel sexy. No wonder you're so popular! Libra, as you probably have noticed, you are always surrounded by scores of admiring suitors. You are a very accomplished flirt. Catching you is not for the faint hearted. Competition is always fierce. Your innate charm and incredible looks instantly attract - and keep - your lovers. Old flames and rejected suitors always keep coming back for more. There is a strong bisexual element in your personality. You're more likely to be aroused by the same sex than other signs. In threesomes, you are more l

Passionate Stories I Wrote
Shadows dance across the wall as soft music plays in the background. Slowly I lead you into the bathroom. You are curious as to what exactly I am up to, but not reluctant to follow my lead. The bathroom is dimmly lit by candles with fresh incense burning creating a sensual but inviting setting. A bottle of wine, two glasses, a small cup of dark chocolate, and a bowl of fresh strawberries sit next to a nice bubble bath with rose pettles floating atop. You smile bashfully as you ask me" You did all of this for me?" I look you in the eyes with my infamous smirk and reply, " This is only the beginning." I lean in close to you staring deeply into your eyes and run my hands through your hair. I softly grasp the small of your neck and pull you closer to me . A shiver runs through our bodies as our lips meet. Slowly an dgently I begin to nibble on your lips with my own, occasionly brushing them lightly with my tongue. Our hands begin to fondle each other's clothing in a desperate attempt to re

To My Friends & Fans
Hello Guys I was just wanting to let yall know that I am looking for a FuHubbie!! lol!!! but for real I want one. If you are interested send me a private message & let me know about you & what you have to offer such a sweet & sexy woman. Hello ya'll. i'm so sorry that i havent been online much... i miss everyone!!! expecially my N.A.P Family... i have been having sum major health problems. i will be back on my feet & back online asap. please yall keep me in ya prayers. i will hopefully be back online n about 1 week... hope yall is doing good. & love ya N.A.P Family!!!!! **huggz** HEllo yall jus a lil note to let everyone know that i'm finally back on fubar.. I had to leave for a lil while to get my health under control so I have got a handle on things & now i'm back so please come & show me sum love ... **huggz**

Just A Poem ..
As most know me .. im one to laugh love and play .. thats me .. i love to have fun and such .. but time is always a burden to me .. cant ever sleep .. ha ha .. but ya'll know that ... i was one today and certain someone popped into my mind ... but anyways ... i get to get my son today which is def a plus .. i love my lil guy .... havent talked to him since sunday night when i dropped him off at his moms... he gashed his head open pretty bad sunday about 6 .. blood was everywhere .. but hes all good ... lol .. you know that kid off of big mama's house 2 .. the jumper .. well thats noah .. hes a strong one but i tell ya hes scares me sometimes ... gotta keep a eye on him thats for sure .. but anyways .. much love .. love you .. love me .. and drop me some lines !! Jessie .. A.K.A. wisdom969 on yaheeze Maybe Someday Home is where the heart is; isn't that what people say? But there are times it's not the truth and it doesn't work that way Sometimes there is that someone who c

Me
Capricorn in Love In order to love a Capricorn, you must understand what motivates them. Capricorn can be romantic, but no matter how great their love for you, the achievement of their objectives is their paramount drive. They are capable of great commitment and are responsible to a fault, putting the needs of their loved ones above their own. But their ambition is the driving force of their nature, and a Capricorn without a goal is a sad Capricorn indeed. Your Capricorn lover may not be the most romantic soul you have known, but his or her heart will be true and when they marry it is usually for life. Capricorn’s desire to be successful at everything in life extends to relationships, and they may try to control their loved ones if they feel out of balance in their life. TheCrow†(A...: hey i know you have been callin my house its cool and all but hey im not there im on a lil tour so i wont be home fo ra while im in a band and you are going to have t orespect that but hey d

Death And Depression
2 weeks ago one mf my wrestlers was shot and killed by his stepbrother. His stepbrother was wearing gloves and kicked the shells under the bed and wouldnt call 911 but claimed itas an accident. The gun was used in a double homicide two weeks prior. I was close to Mikey, And i took it hard. His mom came ot me and hugged me, and told me i was the best that ever came from the high school and it was mikey's dream to be better then me. How do you take a comment like that? Ive certainly been as far as i could go and i cant compete anymore because of head imjuries but that totally tripped me out worse then i thought it would. But this gets worse. You see ive been under soo much stress with school work life many many many bad things going on in my life that i went into a major depression. And honestly i was harboing certain thoughts. You whatt im talking about. Im angry with mike. I feel id be dishonset to him if i did what i had been thinking about. This is constantly in my head and its leavi

My Feelings
Take my WILL, And my LIFE, Guide me in my RECOVERY And show me how to LIVE. CLEAN. Don't give up, keep going back it works..... 2 years,2 months,and 25 days clean. t's 2008, a time to start anew, and there's so much that you can do to make your new year dreams come true. Every day, focus on your many gifts, and share your love and laughter, to give others a lift. Find something extraordinary about every single day, and don't let disappointment stand in the way. Think of the new year as a time of adventure and learning; don't be afraid to follow your dreams, and success will be your earnings. But don't forget to have some fun along the way, and do something special just for you every single day. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!...... "Intrusion" Why can’t I just be left alone? They knock on the door and call on the phone. They’ll peek in the window, given a chance. You haven’t the resources to make a stance. You leave your home-everyone knows.

Other Distractions Can Wait.
Its a sad thing, war. "Funny world we live in. Makes me wonder almost if I want to open up anymore...maybe its the world that holds the evil and men are just reactionary." -- Sarge Is it possible this is the end to the great "MAN: Good or Evil" debate? That man is neither good nor evil in nature, but just 'reactionary' to the world? Is it possible that Mother Nature and Father Time, those oh so beloved characters we always claim to destroy, are the absolute true villains to our story? Maybe it isn't that anything is evil in and of it's self. Personally I'm of the belief that man is inherently good with failure. We are in and of ourselves born as close to perfection as we ever will be, but with our good traits we have this intense capability to fail at righteousness. and thus we get 'Evil'. There are those that have a horrid sense of what evil is. It's anything different or abnormal from what we find to be the status quo. Anything that believes different, acts different, look

Access Granted
Hello to all my freinds and fans, I really enjoy this, I just hope to get to meet some of my friends somebody in person, this is really cool, lets keep in touch with each other. And share the love. Hello all you sexy ladies come here to me and let me tell you a little secret. Take the time out today and hug somebody, it does not have to be a family member it can be a friend just show some love.

~ It's Shit ~~ Ssdd
Ok, I have to vent. I just got a message from a guy saying this tired a$$ line that just pi$$ed me off to no extreme already today!!!! "" I am sorry, but I was in ur family so why is it I can't view the private pics??"" DELETED!!!!!! after I told him a few things..* guess he'll think twice before tryin that line again*.for one I would know who I have chosen as family and they are my good freinds on here. NOT some random guy who fanned and rated me just to view pics, ughhhhhhh..Yea RIGHT!!! I have chosen to delete my private folder for reasons of my own but my family folder stays...no nudes , nothing like that!! THxxxxxx to all my great family members who have shown RESPECT since we have been friends, Ur awesome!!! & to jerks like this...go find u some brainless woman who could care less who sees her, 'cause that AIN"T ME BUDDY!!!! , just 'cause I have a pic that has a lil more cleavage than most does not mean I have no morals or values!!!!!! What a beautiful day

Thanks To All
I just wanted to wish all my fubar family and friends a very happy and safe holiday season,each one of you is special and important to me and i wish i was able to give each one of you something your heart desires for christmas but all i have to give is my love and friendship and let you all know how important and special you are to me,you guys are the best friends any one could hope for.i already got my christmas present,your friendship,love you all,biker heart i am so sorry i have not been able to bomb too much the last few days,i have been having trouble with the inner net,when i do finally get on i freeze up have to shut down and go back in. its really frustrating when ya wanna help someone and cannt.i was bombing the watcher the other night,froze and got booted off.i had to have the cable company come to day and he said there had been trouble with the lines,please dont think i have not wanted to help,i am totally frustated and sorry for not being able to help out the past few da

Poetry
The evil has arisen, deathly smile Dusty tears, Siphoning all religion Draining all your years. An unearthly pull to do it- To run away from life, To waste it all, lay in filth, To hide that bloody knife. With irredescant looming Completely I'll surround The life that is my precious gift To bludgeon it, watch it drown. My dad can hardly breath now, He is dying fast Whats the point in saving life To try to make it last? When I'm hungry I eat. When I'm thirsty I drink. When I'm tired I sleep. But there's an Empty Void In my soul that Only you can fill. I eat, I drink, I sleep. I exist. But I live only because You allow it. Forget what they say Forget what I lived Remember my nightmares Remember my fears Forget my cries in the night Forget my pain of life I wish to know the truth Of darkness,truth of death Waiting that sunrise dies When night is born I stood on pale moonlight I wait for the shadow That comes for me I do not resist A

Things That Annoy
Lil Troubl...: wow you're angry...seems you need to get laid.... ->Lil Troubl...: not only no but fuck no. Im not here to watch a man jerk off. there is porn for that. Lil Troubl...: so you don't wanna watch me then? ->Lil Troubl...: yeah how about no Lil Troubl...: sweet...what's your yahoo im? ->Lil Troubl...: I was just checking my girlfriend's email...but hell yeah I wanna watch Lil Troubl...: i would absolutely love to stroke myself for you on cam. would u be interested in watching me? you are goregous! You know the routine! I thought the joke would discourge him but he was too dense! What a idiot! And he blocked me before I could blast his ass back! sohotbabe2000: matt fighter pilot Navy single kids 32 ->sohotbabe2000: thank you but i dont give out my yahoo sohotbabe2000: awwwwwwww ur so hot hugs sohotbabe2000: u got yahoo ld sweetie my sohotbabe2000 at yahoo ->sohotbabe2000: thank you again sohotbabe2000: ur sweetness i love ur eyes

My Words(please Vote And Comment)
her wetness Its 4am as i awake from a dream, i sit straight up, sweat dripping from my brow.I look to my left and i look to my right ,for a woman i dreamt about.Such a dream was too realistic not to be true. I look at the clock & it's 5am. No need in going back to sleep.gotta get ready work at six, so i go get in the shower to help wake myself up. After my shower i get my clothes ready for work. Since i have time i decided to get on facebook. After i log in ,i check my messages and realize i have a message from a long time friend that i havent spoken to in over 8 years. Not having time to reply in full, i leave her my cel phone numner and inform her to text or call me. I log out of my messages and go play play a game or two on facebook. Time flies as i have to sign off to get ready work. I go to the dressing room and get dressed, i search for my cell but i can't find it! I'm running late so i leave it alone and go to the care. as i start the car i go to turn on the stereo and noti

Scattered Emotions
I feel sick. Alone. depressed. All I need is me though right? Thats what I keep telling myself. I love my fiancee` and I want us to work. I just have to be patient or sum'in... right? Still... doesn't change the fact I feel sick. alone. depressed. *shrugs* Ok, so some people are going to strongly dislike me for this, but what the hell is up with all the fat people now days? More over, what is with fat people thinking for one moment they're even remotely sexy? I'm sorry but isn't it about time they got themselves a reality dose and stopped shoveling food into their mouths long enough to go for a jog? People can sit and come up with all the excuses they like; I can't find the time, i have "big bones", blah blah blah; but at the end of the day, they're just that...EXCUSES!! Heres a note from the real world, everyone is busy, everyone has stuff to do in their life but people who actually value their lives and aren't lazy assholes, actually find time to do the exercise they

Just A Country Man
Jimmy as we all called him is so missed I only ask for him to help me once before in 2007 & he brought the whole posse and after the creep left I said Jimmy whats up with all the crew I just asked you to help why the crew ??? And he said Bob you've never asked me for help before so I thought you needed alot of us !!! As I one more time needed help jimmy didn't hesitate to say sure now problem Bob I'll help you any time !!! He was the Best Brother I had I could tell him any thing and he would keep it to him self !!! Even when I've cried I can still hear him say buck up chef it will be ok and rarely said I Love you "But always showed it !!!any time we needed each other we were always there for one and other !!! I LOVE YOU JIMMY !!! And hope mom and Debbie are not trying to get you to play Bingo.Love always your Brother Brother Robert E/go to his guest book at /http://www.legacy.com/gb2/default.aspx?bookid=6081810920683&cid=full $$$Make More Money Part Time Then at your full time job$$

Auction Time
I Want To Personally Thank Everyone Who Helped Me Level Last Night! I started on the Fu in January of 07.... This Lovely Lady invited me .... You can blame her for all the Animations: Thru_a_diff_i@ fubar I didn't do much January thru November of that year. I actually started Fu-ing during Christmas Vacation. I learned a LOT and met many great people. A few who come to mind: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz@ fubar BLAIRMARE@ fubar Twisted Whispers ~Fu-Owned by DJ KPNTREL~@ fubar Vitamin de~get your daily dose *DSC* I.B.I.C. }!{ Redneck Family Circle@ fubar ~Phoenix~@ fubar ~~~CaliGirl*33~~~MOD @ STUDIO 54~~~@ fubar JoAnna"- Proud Member of the {{{Shadow Levelers}}}" & "Club Far"@ fubar Rho

Ems Poems
These hands have touched the warmth of life These hands have touched the icy emptiness of death These hands have felt the numbing pain of the sick injured These hands have soothed their petrifying fears These hands have desperately grabbed for life slipping away These hands have felt anger at senseless death These hands have searched for answers These hands have seen comfort in another's eyes from an outreached hand These hands find happiness in living These hands find joy in helping others These hands passionately hold onto the hope that they never have to do it again These hands live with the reality they will These hands have made a difference LORD, Grant me the wisdom so that I may treat those of your children that lay at my feet. Let my hands be gentle, sure and swift to impart to them your sacred gift. Let me see only a patient's need not their color, race or creed. Help me always to be my best even when it's on my hours rest. Grant me t

The American Dream Is In Jeopardy
Companies like General Electric and Caterpillar might sound as American as apple pie, but like many other multinational firms, which employ a fifth of all American workers, they're cutting back on their domestic workforces and increasing hiring overseas. That disturbing trend points to a serious problem in the United States: the Land of the Free is not the attractive place to do business that it once was.Big government policies are setting us on a path away from a fundamental freedom we cherish—one the Founders strove to preserve. It's the freedom to pursue the American dream—economic freedom—that, tragically, is in jeopardy. When many folks think about freedom, the first thing that comes to mind is the freedom of speech and religion, the right to bear arms, to vote, or to have a trial by a jury of their peers. Though it isn't enumerated in the Bill of Rights, economic freedom is just as important. In The Heritage Foundation’s "Understanding America" series,

About Me
I just want to tell you a little about me. I love spending time with my friends and family. My friends are my family. Since I live in FL and my mom and sister are in MD. I love to learn new things. Like around the corner you never know what is waiting. We all only have a limited amount of time on this earth, so we should make the best of it. If tomorrow never comes, how do you want people to remember you? Don't fill yourself up with anger and hate. Live, love, and laugh. Laugh as often as you can. I do.

Truth
Ok, honestly, I know that almost none of yas ever read the rantings of some 30 yr old loser that sits home on his computer with nothing better to do in his life than blog his inane thoughts.....................but seriously folks, is our society that pathetic, that it will accept a comercial, staring Ellen Degener-what's-her-fuckin-face, who fought for being accepted for who one is, not for what is thought of them................who has a show promoting these same ideas and principles...............and yet, in a make-up comercial, she says..............quote, "Inner beauty is important, but not nearly as important as outer beauty." And then goes on saying why she uses the make-up she does. Great, send a more positive message to the already disturbed women and girls looking for that one one beaken of light to say they are just fine, nope, remember ladies...............it's your outer beauty that matters, just ask Ellen. And what about the guy that called 911 cuz McDonalds, "Robbed him"

Switzerland Tourism, World Attractions
Going for any holidaying destination is always been the best way to spend some quality time with family and lovable ones, and we always need this just to relax, rejuvenate and to recharge our body’s and mind batteries. Life comes at us so fast these days that it is even more significant than ever to get away and de-stress oneself. Well if you really pissed off with your stressful routine and looking for an exotic holidaying destination then look no further than Thailand, a beautiful southeast Asian country often referred to as the ‘Land of Smiles’. Though no country is perfect, and neither is Thailand but still there are several reasons why millions of visitors make it as their holidaying destination. The first reason to visit this country is it is very safe as comparatively to other destinations, another reason to visit there is its stunning sightseeing spots as it is bestowed with natural virgin attractions which really worth to explore and last but not least Thai&

Songs I've Written
My mind is blank for twisted emotions I don't quite know how to feel Everything right now is so fucked up And I don't know what to do Fucked up I'm feeling fucked up In this hateful world Maybe I'm just twisted Twisted emotions The sky above me turns from blue to black What is this crawling up my back I can feel it sinking in my skin I must not let this thing get in Fucked up I'm feeling fucked up In this hateful world Maybe I'm just twisted Twisted emotions As I walk into the endless grey There's something behind me making me pay I turn around to see Nothing, but an eternity of pain The path of fire, ever endless Winds on and on through the embers The intense heat, sweltering hot Fills the very air that I breathe The walls of fire surrounding The flames of fury jumping The screams of the hallowed souls Fill my thoughts with nothing but fear I journey through the fiery caverns Forever trapped in this eternal hell Why must I go through this?

Poems (check Out His Other Ones @ Http://www.fubar.com/user/1625397 )
Here she sleeps now in my arms, To steal a Kiss, oh what the harm, Just a small one that none will miss, But still the essence of a Kiss. Oh for the chance to hold her near, And whisper things for her to hear, To say the things to make her stay, With me for now and every day. Oh for the strength to let her see, The things I keep inside of me, To ask her now to share my sight, For just this moment, if not for life. If just from her to see a sign, To show the way to make her mine, So for this sign I now do wish, The sign behind a simple Kiss. DQA I see you standing there like the eye of a hurricane, As the world around me keep spinning insane, You are the quiet calm through out it all, Sheltering me behind your wall. You are my beacon on these stormy nights, Guiding me to you with your light, Wrapping me up there in your arms, Keeping me there, now safe and warm. And as you hold me I can start to see, All the things that this life could be, Not a

Text Graphics
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it, it's best we love it and care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage and friendships and children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important and so are the people we know. And so, we keep them. I

Thanksgiving
The Pregnant Turkey One year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store. When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen and inserted it into the turkey. She then stuffed the turkey again. She put the bird(s) back in the oven to cook. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, "Patricia, you've cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this horrifying news, my sister started to cry. It took the family two hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs! Ode To A Turkey... Tis the night before Thanksgiving and all through our house No turkey

My Blog
THE GEOGRAPHY OF WOMEN Between 18 & 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, fertile & naturally beautiful! Between 23 & 29, a woman is like Europe , well developed & open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 30 & 40, a woman is like Spain, very hot, relaxed & convinced of her own beauty. Between 40 & 50, a woman is like Greece, gently aging but still a warm & desirable place to visit. Between 50 & 60, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious & all conquering past. Between 60 and 70, a woman is like Israel, has been through war & doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 70 & 75, a woman is like Canada , self-preserving but open to meeting new people. After 75, she becomes Tibet , wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past & the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit & a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 7 & 70, a m

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Islander Pride
Sep 20, 2006 5:58 PM "Roses are red ISLANDERS are brown thats my race so don't put it down!! My ISLANDER pride I will not hide My ISLANDER race I will not disgrace My ISLANDER blood flows hot & true My ISLANDER peeps I will stand by you thru thick & thin till the day we die Our ISLANDERS flag Always stands high I yell this poem Louder than all the rest. cuz every 1 knows ISLANDERS ARE THE BEST!!! ISLANDERS Pride in my mind ISLANDERS is my kind So step aside and let me through Cuz its all about the ISLANDERS crew Life sucks and then u die but if your an ISLANDER You die with good ass pride!!!! IF YOUR A TRUE ISLANDER U WILL SEND THIS TO 10 ISLANDERS""

Contest
So we have FINALLY ENTERED A CONTEST.. WE ARE IN THE CUTEST CPLS CONTEST. IT IS A COMMENT BOMB. ANYONE WILLING TO HELP US OUT HERE IS THE LINK OK GUYS LET UR FRIENDS KNOW. CONTEST WILL BE BASED NOT ONLY ON RATINGS BUT COMMENTS AS WELL. THEY CAN COMMENT YOU AS MANY TIMES AS THEY WANT AND IT COUNTS. Y'ALL CAN EVEN COMMENT YOURSELF IF YOU WISH TO. GOOD LUCK YOU GUYS. IN MY BOOK YOU ALL SHOULD WIN :) OK Y'ALL THE BBW CONTEST IS OPEN. THE WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS. PLEASE VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE BWW. poolKitten and BabyHuey@ CherryTAP WINNER WILL RECIEVE A DIAMOND RING, A DOZEN ROSES AND IM WILL TRY TO GET A TAG DONE. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE...

Wild Sex
always charish your loved ones. you never know what each day holds for you and them. Call them tell them you love them. even if you dont talk as often, just call and say "i love you". just saying those three words is enough, nothing means more then those three words. so what are you waiting for. dont you have a call to make or dont you need to say something to someone right now. Correct me if i am wrong but my personal profile is mine right. I mean what i put on there is what i want. If someone doesnt like it, then get the f*ck off my page. END OF F*CKIN STORY. I dont need five different people messaging me or sbing me shit. Just dont look at my shit, better yet block me so you dont see anything of mine. hell i dont care what you do. Enjoy the message and your weekend right now life for me is shity. i am really down right now and i havent been on as much because of lifes drama. so pray for me. i will try and be on more luv you all joanne

Personal
Ok.. To give the background of what sent me to the hospital today... During Mardi Gras week last year, I spent some time in the Lower 9th ward helping with the revitalization and renewal of an area totally decimated by floods and donating the proceeds of my last movie to the Common Ground Collective to support their continuing work in New Orleans. While I was there, I was exposed to black mold, and black mold spores. When I returned home, it was found the mold had done some damage to my lungs. It took over a month before I was able to completely breath clearly again. Now on to what happened today.... I have been working on the continuing rebuild of my house from damages sustained in a hurricane almost 4 years ago, and finally came to the point of sanding drywall in my bedroom... Note.. Drywall dust will mess with your breathing!... Well, after 2 days of sanding, my lungs closed back up as they had from the mold exposure. I woke up this morning, after numerous coughi

A New Year
I would like to take a moment to thank each and every one of you who help support, and left comments, an said prayers, or anthing else you may have done during the past week over the Death of my Brother. So many have helped me cope with this loss, I am so sorry I have not left daily comments or had the time to chat. I will be back today to try to start over, I love each and everyone of you, this is my home away from home and you are all my second family. I hope you all had the chance to read my blog Life or Death, My Son wrote a Beautiful poem and would love for you all to enjoy it. I live with the comfort of knowing ,he is with our Lord, and is not sick or suffering anymore...TY all once again, Your Sister in Gods Name, Becky (Southern Luv) Tonight we celebrate the Birth of a new year, we all wonder what will it bring? Well For me it has already brought sadness to my life. I watched my 49 year old Brother Die at 3:10 this New Years Eve Morning. I hope This will make alot of people thi

This Is Me And If You Don't Like It...there Is A Block Button
So, by now, you know more about me than you thought you did. You never expected someone to have gone through this much hell, huh?!? Well, while the past two blogs, in fact, were kinda harsh and brought back some bad memories for me, it's better to get everything out and not keep it suppressed. And, I have nothing to hide. I am not ashamed of myself, or the way I was raised because even though I was physically and mentally abused and raped, it made me a better person on the inside.

Random Crap
You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!You are a Vampiric Elf!92%You are a Demon58%Fallen Angel58%Vampire58%Black Witch42%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Orange. Your heart is orange. You like mischief, whether it\'s breaking the law or just being kinky! You like any kind of fun that involves danger. That\'s good, just make sure you don\'t get caught. Go you, I\'m very proud!Orange89%Red

The Life Of The Jamez Aka The Donkey
“It’s not the strong who survive, but the survivor who is strong” Physical and mental strength means nothing if you don’t have the ability to face a situation. The ones who can adapt, learn, and over come are strong. First and formost i would like to get a fucking HOOAH out! now if any of you read my posts I reposted whats below many times. what the fuck is that shit. we live in the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA nobody that comes here from another country has the right to disrespect us... nobody. (all you mother fuckers that cry,bitch and moan that your country is so bad and you want to live here fucking earn it! at least be thankful that we took your sorry asses in...) This school should be shut down and demoed all the staff should be fired for not stopping it at any cost... all the kids should be sent back to Mexico you lil fuckers like Mexico so much go fucking live there! there is a huge differce of being proud of where you come from and who you are, this is

Archaeology
'The Antikythera Mechanism Sometime before Easter 1900 a Greek sponge diver discovered the wreck of an ancient cargo ship off Antikythera island in the Dodecanese. Divers subsequently retrieved several bronze and marble statues and other artifacts from the site. The interest of the professional archaeologists brought in to conserve and assess the finds was initially centered on the fine statuary and the Antikythera Mechanism itself was only discovered to be of immense interest in May 17, 1902, when an archaeologist noticed that a piece of rock recovered from the site had a gear wheel embedded in it. Examination revealed that the "rock" was in fact a heavily encrusted and corroded mechanism that had survived the shipwreck in three main parts and dozens of smaller fragments. The device itself was surprisingly thin, about 33 cm (13in) high, 17 cm (6.75in) wide and 9 cm (3.5in) thick, made of bronze and originally mounted in a wooden frame. The Antikythera mechanism is one of the wo

And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

Thoughts And Stuff
James blunt is an ex-soldier... I watched him play this song live and it was so emotional. The guy was so close to tears as he sang. The song No Bravery was written after Blunt claims he came across Serbian 'soldiers' celebrating over the dead bodies of an Albanian family they had just slaughtered in Kosovo.. This song just about sums war up for me.. Whilst i respect all the troops fighting for our freedom etc, It still saddens me to think about it.. -------------------------------------------------- "No Bravery" There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, Tears drying on their face. He has been here. Brothers lie in shallow graves. Fathers lost without a trace. A nation blind to their disgrace, Since he's been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. Houses burnt beyond repair. The smell of death is in the air. A woman weeping in despair says, He has been here. Tracer lighting up the sky. It's another fam

About Me
Well to start I am 28 and I am divorced, with no kids. I now live in Alabama. I moved here from Georgia, where I lived for 17 years of my life. I live with my mom, who I take care of. She is not able to work and Social Security does not cover her bills and medicine. I work overnight at Wal-Mart. (hey its a job) That way I am able to take my mom to the doctor or wherever she needs to go. I had to learn responsibility at a young age. My dad passed and I had to raise my brother, I was 11 and he was 3. He is now a Senior in High school and will graduate this year. I am not the type of girl that like to play head games. I like to up front and honest. So you can like me, love me , or jus leave me the hell alone.......

Horscopes
You are moving much more quickly than you had thought you would be at this point, but that just means that things are working out a little better than you had anticipated. Life keeps getting better! ~awww this makes me feel much better...yeah i am moving a lil quickly on something, but when you love something you go for it. things are working out alot better than i anticipated and i can see life getting a whole lot better thanks to my new love kyle...i love you baby, thanks for making me so happy, more than i have been in a very very long time... todays horscope Someone is trying to overload you -- or themselves -- with more work or stress than is realistic. Today is perfect for identifying deadwood and clearing it out of your life, so be ruthless about it! ~~~~~I can name a few deadwood things in my life that need clearing out, but it takes strength and will and i have neither~~~~*sad face* here is my horescope for today on fubar...fits just perfect and it t

Rain.... 4 Cass
Bound by reality, driven by emotion he allows himself to fall in love knowing all well it is just a fantasy. Who could love him when he knows nothing of love? Just an average man nothing stands out another number another body another shadow on this earth that will fade with the darkness. Blending in with all shadows a part of the dust that gets swept away with no mind. He is just a friend never making it further always in the back of the mind there only when needed. The reality is just that of a cloud never thought of unless it rains. Like the sunrise taking the back seat to the sunset. Two equally beautiful occurrences yet most sleep through one never seeing it just like the masses in the streets of New York. The majority just do the bump and grind passing by thousands everyday and not seeing them just a mass just faces that have no meaning just in your way. Emotionally they are just images of data in your mind just ignoring them just like breathing, it is there yet you don’t think

Drowning
BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES US CLEAN BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT STRIPS AWAY THE DIRT BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES AWAY OUR SINS BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT FLOODS THIS EARTH AGAIN BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT ONCE CLEANED THIS LAND BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT ALMOST WIPED OUT THE SPECIES OF MAN BLESSED BE THE ONE WHO WALK THROUGH THE RAIN DAMNED IS THE ONE WHO CANT FEAL THE PAIN CANT SEE THE TRUETH CANT SEE THE SLAIN THE WEAK AND POOR DROWNING IN THE RAIN LOST TO ALL WHO DOES NOT SEE THE PLAIN THE GATES ARE OPEN TO YOU WHO CAN SWIM THEY WILL NEVER CLOSE IF YOUR FAITH IS IN HIM BUT MINE IS NOT SO STRONG ANYMORE WAVERING IN ITSELF LOST THE CONNECTION THAT ONCE WAS THE WAY FOR ALL ICAN ASK IS TO HAVE MERCY ON THE INNOCENT AND WEAK FOR OUR FAITH IS TIMID SO BLESSED BE THE RAIN THAT WASHES US AWAY DROWNING FOREVER IN THIS LAKE THAT BURNS MY SOUL ONE MORE DAY AT THE OFFICE LOL

Rest In Peace Ashley
as some of you may know melody fell and passed out stopped breathing wed night. she was taken by 911 to local hospital where she was treated and released thursday night only to pass out again early this morning.shes still in icu could maybe be sent to a room or her own sat afternoon .on top of the two tumors she has had they have found a large mass on her right lung they can got control her blood presseras of yet and they are thinking part of this is due to pulmonary heart disies,tests are pending should be in early sat morning please keep her in your thoughts and prayers

Things To Think On
The Encyclopedia AMERICANA, 1969 edition, says: "CHRISTMAS. The name derives from the old English Chrites Maesse, or Christ's Mass, and the present spelling probably came into use about the sixteenth century. All Christian churches except the Armenian church observe the birth of Christ on December 25. This date was not set in the West until about the middle of the fourth century and in the East until about a century later. The reason for establishing December 25 as Christmas is somewhat obscure, but it is usually held that the day was chosen to correspond to pagan festivals that took place around the time of the winter solstice, when the days began to lengthen, to celebrate the "rebirth of the sun". Northern European tribes celebrated their chief festival of Yule at the winter solstice to celebrate the rebirth of the sun (god) as a giver of light and warmth. The Roman Saturnalia (a festival dedicated to Saturn, the god of agriculture, and to the renewed power of the sun) also took plac

Blog
on pictures let me know what you would like to see and ill let u know if i can do it or not Rate and Comment this blog Thanks, Vanity Charm im really scared ive been waiting for this day for a long time but fuck lol i thought my corset hurt!! my nipples are gunna burn haha! Then its real simple Dont talk to Me like im some whore bc of my pics And rate more then my NSFW pics it gives me no points im not a point whore but why would u even waste ur rates on pics u cant even get points for it makes no since dont get me wrong i dont care u rate them but rate some of my reg. pics i like points even if u dont if i have to keep telling u guys this i will just block you And when i see someone rate my reg. pics they get 11's from me But if u dont then u get shit from me and thats it i dont care if i seem like a bitch its my page its my rules thank you

Feelings
Tonight im having an auction in silent screams radio at 10pm est come and bid for the right to own me ~~CLICK TO JOIN THE LOUNGE~~ SILENT SCREAMS ROCKIN THE AIRWAVES LIVE DJS TAKING REQUEST PLAYING WHAT YOU LIKE TO HEAR IFU LIKE ROCK, METAL THIS IS WHERE U NEED TO BE!!!!!!! NOW HIRING DJS, GREETERS, ENFORCERS, DANCERS, BARTENDERS Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

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Thanks!
Now I lay me down to sleep,One less terrorist this world does keep.With all my heart I give my thanksTo those in uniform regardless of rank.You serve our country and serve it wellWith humble hearts your stories tell.So as I rest my weary eyes,While freedom rings, our flag still flies.You give your all, do what you must.With God we live, in God we trust .... Amen

A Day In The Life Of Phreddie!
Have you ever been so mad you didn't know how to react? I'm not going into details, but the last few days I've wanted to kill people. I know most of my anger has been misdirected in the first place, I am ready to go home, and have a week left, and it is frustrating as hell. I feel like I am not a part of my family anymore, don't get me wrong, I know I am, but being away from them for so long hurts bad. Before I took this job I was working twelve to thirteen hour nights, so I barely saw my family at all. I saw my oldest two pretty much on the weekends only, I got home from work and went to bed before they were awake for school, and I left for work before they got home. I saw my youngest two for about an hour maybe two everyday, and the same with my wife. I took this new job, which I love by the way, but one and a half weeks after I started, I was sent to Japan for five weeks. And when I go home, I will be home for four days, then I go to Texas for eight more days, then I am home for a w

Quizzes
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Blogin'
not much going on here. im suprised that i am not in bed yet lol. usually im tired about now. i dont know, i guess that i am hoping someone will write me back soon and give me something to do...like yeah right like that would ever happen. everyone is being to stuck up or just dont want to talk now days, but oh well. i guess someone will write me again eventually. hehehe. but anyway, aint much going on here. i got a lot of cleaning to do tomorrow. oh and im getting dsl next month...weeeeee...i cant wait. and i am also getting my pics that i took down in the state of Louisiana developed next month also. weeeeee i cant wait on those either hehehe. dont worry!!! i will put em on here when i get em scanned and put on my puter. and i will put em in yahoo profile and my myspace profile. well gotta go for now hope to hear from yall again soon. love yall! love always, amanda thought that i would blog today, it's been a while since i last did this... aint much going on here just s

Pudintuition
HoW lArGe Is LaRge? I suppose it's about the MoNey. WeLL hoW MuCh monEy does it take to be "living Large "? I made a Quarter miLLion neT for a few years, and I'll TeLL yoU, My PrObLeMs WeRe As LaRgE As My income! I make 42,000.00 a yr now, and I Must SaY, I aM Much HaPPiEr NoW! LiFe is So MuCh Simpler noW than ThEn! The StrUggle to Become wealthy takes it's toll, And it's a 24/7 never ending fight All UphiLL. I've Had a good taste of being wealthy. It is Addictive, Overwhelming, And VeRy StReSSfUll! Of course, I'm speaking in terms of Coming From Nothing, To Becoming a high profile Success, thru sacrifice, and hard work, not an individuale Born into Money. I suppose it's a matter of opinion, But I prefer having a couple hundred left over in the bank a day before payday. As opposed to having a $10,000.00 BiLL to pay a day before invoices go out! Any way That's just my thoughts about Living LarGe! I hope My Way Of Thinking RuBBs Off On Some. I Am JuSt An Ole Looser In Life,

Auction
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Mafia
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So Much For Best Friends...
THIS IS A POLL FOR OPINIONS. I WILL FIRST SET A SCENARIO AND THEN ASK OPINIONS ON SOMETHING... SCENARIO: YOU HAVE A FRIEND, A BEST FRIEND, THAT DOES NOT HAVE A BF/GF AND SINCE THE MOMENT U MET THEM, THEY HAVE LOVED MASSAGES(NON-SEXUAL) (FOOT MASSAGES MAINLY) FROM YOU. YOU GIVE THEM BECAUSE YOU GIVE GOOD MASSAGES. YOU GIVE THEM CAUSE YOU ENJOY GIVING THEM AND THEY RECEIVE THEM CAUSE THEY ENJOY RECEIVING THEM. EVERYTHING IS FINE... THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN, THEY TURN ON YOU. THEY ARE MEAN TO YOU, THEN THEY STOP WANTING THE MASSAGES. YOU ASK WHY, THEY SAY BECAUSE ONLY A BF/GF SHOULD BE GIVING THE MASSAGE AND IT IS WRONG FOR ANY FRIEND TO MASSAGE ANOTHER FRIEND. END OF SCENARIO. NOW, FOR THE OPINION... IS IT WRONG FOR A FRIEND TO GIVE ANOTHER FRIEND A MASSAGE (NECK RUB, BACK RUB, FOOT RUB, ETC.), ESPECIALLY IF THE FRIEND IS NOT EVEN IN A RELATIONSHIP? REMEMBER THE MAIN THING...THERE ARE NO FEELINGS OTHER THAN FRIENDSHIP AND HAVE BEEN EXPRESSED THAT WAY ALREADY AND THERE WAS

Something Deeper
As I sit here upon this mountain of broken drems, empty promises, and unfulfilled needs; I watch them all pass into the shadows of my past. Friends, family, and lovers alike. All would-be companions on the journey that is my existance. For the last 6 months or so, I have been dating on and off with a young woman. I told her from the begining there are three things I ask if I am to commit to a relationship; honesty, loyalty, and respect. Long story short, just when I thought she was reaching those expectations, I find she decides to test my patience. She is pregnant, not by me, but by a useless piece of shit. Best part is, I asked her if she had sex with him when I discovered the truth about her hanging out with him. She lied to my face about it. But now that she is pregnant, figured I'd need to know. Best yet, she got angry that I didn't "understand" where she was coming from. I understand, that's what sucks. Problem is, she doesn't realize how it truely looks. From the begining I have

Randomness
please help my dragon grow by clicking on him I like this site, the fun I've been having with creating my avatar is unmatched by any other chat program. There are even ways to earn credits for free, if your patient you can get any item or outfit for your avatar for free. I feel loved when...The Five Love Languages My Primary Love Language is Physical TouchMy Detailed Results:Physical Touch: 11Quality Time: 9Acts of Service: 4Receiving Gifts: 4Words of Affirmation: 2About this quiz Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.Take the Quiz!Check out the Book

Ouch! You Hurt My Soul
you mount me from behind and treat me like your little fucking porn star! pulling at my hair like a horse reign! then I wake up in the morning and my chest is bleeding from the hole you left in my heart "I'm not your fucking love puppet" plez stop useing me!!! and yes this is real my tears my blood my love they all really exist plez don't dismiss me every time i see his picture i want to cut my heart out so that he can't hurt me any more!

Art!!!
70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: JLL 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: I DA NO IT WAS SOME KID OFF MYSPACE... 03. Last thing you ate: SAUSAGE... NO JOKE... 04. For or against same sex marriage: BOTH. 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: SHOOT. 06. Last person you hugged?: INDY. 07. Do you believe in God?: YES. 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: 18 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: 4 10. Ever lived outside of the US: YES. 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: Um. Eyes. 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: PERSONALITY. 13. Who is your best friend?: INDY. 14. Why are you up?: SLEPT ALL DAY. 15. Who made you angry today? KING INSOMNIA AND COOL BREEZE... 16. Favorite type of Food?: STEAK, PIZZA. 17. Favorite holiday: Christmas when I actually get to see my family. 18. Do you download music: YUP, IN MY WHYTE TEE. 19. What illegal things have you done?: TO MANY TO COUNT. 20. Si

Immmm Backkk
Their is an idiot on here named Nikki This is a guy and an an ugly fugly impersonation of a female.... What a level to stoop to who is he foolin? Would the new primary pic be clear enough for a salute with a salute added to it?

Bdsm
Above all else He cherishes His slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives Him is the greatest gift of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Him, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that He may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His slave to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, He will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask His slave to put Him before her career, or family, just to satisfy His own pleasure. To win His slave's mind, body, spirit, soul, and love, He knows He must first win her trust. He will show His slave humor, k

All About Fairy Goddess Lissa
Well things in my life has been a roller coster for me every time I think things was going good it would take another turn for me. Bad or good it would be both I guess that is just life though. My mother has been very depressed latly worried about me being so far away from home and at the end of January will be 8 yrs seance my Grandmother has passed away from cancer :( She was the rock of our family she always knew what to say and when to say it. No matter what time it was you could call her and she would be there by your side. I just hope one day I can be a wonderfull woman like she was. Things have been going slowly good for me I have a job I love here in SLC I have a Van now to get me to and from work and Hopefully I found my romeo he has been so sweet and helpfull to me too and I thank him so much he knows who he is too ;)My best friend and I are trying to rent a house so we will find out eather today or tomarrow if we got it I am really hoping we did becouse at the momment I have

School
yeah my last night of summer vacation. i wont be on much tomorrow. im taking English Comp 2 on Tuesday & Thursday night & Report Writingon Monday & Wensday night. im happy to get my last english class out of the way. yeah im starting to like school. if you who dont know im going to Hesser College for Criminal Justice. tomorrow i start my new classes which are intro to CJ & word information processing (which is typing stuff in microsoft word talk about easy A). my last two classes i took were Oral Communication & intro to Psychology. i know i did well in OC & my psychology class i know i didnt do so hot in i think i my have gotton a C or lets say i hope i got a C which is good to me but im a little worried, cuz it was a hard class. me beeing in classes everyday is gunna help push up my grade, she took attendance & she thought it was inportant. i guess i will find out soon on how i did i hope grades soon, i dont wanna worry about it.

Moving
Ok just got settled almost and haven't gotten my propane tank recharged yet. The wood burning stove has been working very well though on heating most of the house and have an electric heater in my downstairs bedroom. So one can well imagine my surprise at being woken this morning due to smoke and what turned out to be a chimney fire. So while I wanted to post pix of my lovely new home I am posting pix of the fire damge. Never fear everyone was allright and the damge relatively minor. So look in the photo album I'm posting one tonight many more to follow in the next few days. OK just finished moving this weekend I am in my new place now and got the cable and subsequently internet hooked back up this afternoon. I survived YAY! OK so oppertunity knocked and instead of renting I am buying my own house. Only found out about this on the 5th and I am finishing moving in to my house tonight as such I may be down from internet access for a week. So please comment the hell out of me and

Dragon's Thoughts
Women: The beautiful one wouldn't step into the kitchen; The one in the kitchen is not gentle, The gentle one has no point of view, The one has point of view is not feminine, The feminine one loves spending money, The one doesn't spend is not fashionable, The fashionable one lacks of originality and security, The one could be trusted nobody would look at! ^^ MEN: The talented one looks ugly, The handsome one got no money, The rich one doesn't care about the family, The lovely-dovey man could never be somebody, That "Mr. somebody" is not romantic, The romantic one likes sweet talking, The one could be trusted is not manly! A Woman's Tears "Why are you crying?" he asked his mom. "Because I'm a woman" she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will".......... Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason" was all his dad could say........

The Squirrel From Hell
I "comment", therefore I am. I’m not going into how I feel or what makes me tick. (Maybe these stories might give you an idea about that, although I hope not) But I will tell the story that people keep bugging me to tell again and again. This way, if someone wants to know about it, they can just check here. So, this is the last time I’m telling it. It happened when I was in college (ok most of the stuff that’s happened to me happened in college.) I’m walking home from class, heading to my dorm on a nice bright fall day. The sidewalk is full of students going to and coming from classes. I notice on the side of the sidewalk a very large squirrel (notice I said large). It’s just sitting there watching everyone pass by. Some look at it, others don’t. Where I’m from, when you take a step towards a squirrel they take off running. Not this one. So now I’m walking right up to this large squirrel and it turns its head towards me. I walk next to it

Gamers Blogs By C51
The ~~NGD Game List Version 3.0 This document is best viewed in MS Wordpad, 1024x800 resolution or higher, NO word wrap. Thanks for viewing the newest version of my NES game list. Here is some info to help you get started. Everything listed below is for NTSC (US) games unless it is otherwise noted. The prices and rarity are for loose carts only, except on a few note worthy games. If you want the price for complete, or sealed games, you can adjust the pricing accordingly by adding around 10-35% to each price (this is just a general rule of thumb, some games are worth a whole lot more sealed or with box and manual). All the prices are based from my personal expericence from forums, general collecting, and ebay. The prices are just a guide to go by, and are by no means set in stone. Game prices change all the time, and are sometimes regional as well. Everything in this guide has been gathered by me personally, from my own personal knowledge and collecting experie

I am Back for good. So you can love me, hate me or whatever. But I am not going anywhere. Dear God pls forgive me for all the bad things that I done in the past and the things that I will do in the future I deserve the punishment that lay upon me, Pls God here my prayer and have mercy on my tortured soul amen. I should never think What's in your heart What's in our home So I won't You'll learn to hate me But still call me baby Oh Love So call me by my name And oh, save your soul save your soul Before you're too far gone Before nothing can be done I'll try to decide when She'll lie in the end I ain't got no fight in me In this whole damn world To tell you to hold off You choose to hold on It's the one thing that I've known Once I put my coat on I'm coming out of this all wrong She's standing outside holding me Saying oh please I'm in love I'm in love Girl save your soul Save your soul Before you're too far gone And before nothing can be done 'Cause without me You got it all So hol

Chrissys Thoughts
wishing everyone a great summer check out my pictures if you have done so. today is not going so well it is really hot and allready people in my house are going at it. anyone who says living at home forever is great i say yeah right.

~chaos~
Funny emails .... KIDS IN CHURCH 3-year-old Reese: "Our Father, Who does art in heaven, Harold is His name. Amen." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A little boy was overheard praying: "Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time like I am." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After the christening of his baby brother in church, Jason sobbed all the way home in the back seat of the car. His father asked him three times what was wrong. Finally, the boy replied, "That preacher said he wanted us brought up in a Christian home, and I wanted to stay with you guys." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One particular four-year-old prayed, "And forgive us our trash baskets as we forgive those who put trash in our baskets." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Sunday school teacher asked her children as they were on the way to church service, "And why is it necessary to be quiet in church?" One brigh

Sexy
The 6 kinds of sex: 1. The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon period; you keep doing it until you're blue in the face. 2. The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the marriage; you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, even in the kitchen on the table, etc. 3. The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom. 4. The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is the phase in which you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Screw you!" This is also called oral sex by some. 5. There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when you get divorced and your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom. 6. There is also Social Security Sex...that's when you get some once a month but it's not enough to live on... Go here and take the test... www.howsexyareu.com/test.php?223695

The Lost One's
JOSH T. HERMANN Current mood: depressed Category: numb Life HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT KILLED IN I-70 HIT-AND-RUN SMITHTON, Pa. -- State police in Westmoreland County said an 18-year-old man was fatally struck by a car while walking on Interstate 70 early Sunday morning. Joshua Hermann, a Yough Senior High School student from Lowber, was struck and killed near the Smithton exit, police said. The car that struck Hermann did not stop, police said. Police said Hermann may have been hit anytime between 3 a.m. and 6:30 a.m. His body was discovered by the driver of another car at about 6:50 a.m., police said. A witness led investigators to a vehicle that is being examined, and two people are being questioned, police said. Relatives said Hermann's car broke down on Dutch Hollow Road, and he walked up to the interstate. "I don't understand how you could leave somebody for three hours not knowing if they're alive or passed away," said Hermann's father, Paul. "How can you do that?" The

Funny Stuff
We're trying to move in a desk the hubby's grandfather made to use in the office. So out goes the POS 15 year old particle board u-build-it desk... as I was cleaning out all my old stuff, I cam across my old 14400 baud modem :P Holy crap. I don't even know who some of these people are. You take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a really really lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step). Then your friends do their part: in the comments section, try to identify what songs the lyrics come from. Oh, and Googling is cheating! And so is looking at my other blogs. So here's my top 10 played songs from my ipod: 1. I like your pants around your feet I like the dirt that's on your knees And I like the way you still say please While you're looking up at me You're like my favourite damn disease

My Poetry
Snow caps on the mountainsCool breeze in the airThe scent of all the evergreenSo beautiful and fairThe wilderness so freeAnd the wildlife as they roamThis life I live so happilyI love to call my homeThe sight of mother natureAll her beauty is so grandAs the sounds you hear so vividlyWhispers through this landBreathtaking to see the sunriseTo see its morning glory raysTo view it by the oceanI love to see those daysSilent is the twilightAs the stars shine in the skyIt's like magic in the distance When a shooting star soars byThe crashing of the wavesOn the shores create a mist

Web Designing Company
If you are looking for to hire an android developer for android apps development then you should contact the best organization indeed. A mobile phone or your android phone is not only a device for a communication; it can go ahead in bringing the best for you. There are many applications available in the market which can make your life smoother than ever. On this front it is your duty to upgrade your mobile is ahead in the crowd. Now days it is very clear and tough condition that you have to be a fighter within. It is require that you think and cat ahead of your contemporaries. It is not only being ahead, it is more like you should be accessible in various forms and under different mediums.

Greatest Fan.
well dammit, i just moved into this apartment and now i have to move AGAIN. ive only been here about two months. All the sudden my landlord decided to pitch a fit about how many people are living here (3) and then proceeded to ask me why i felt the need to run a dormatory. then she turned my air conditioner off and said i should learn to conserve energy, then proceeded to lecture me on good will and how to treat people, then proceeded to ask me the names and occupations of everyone that has ever been to my apartment, as if it were her fucking business. so i said, im sorry but im 21 years old and im not gonna have my fucking neighbors keeping tabs on who comes in and out of my house, tell them if they wanna stalk someone to find someone with the fucking time to be worried about them. SO ANYWAYS> we found a 3 bedroom apt , i have so much shit this sucks so bad, but it will be better since evan is moving in like a week from today =) =) =), i can't stop worrying and i can't stop being

Explorer James The Tongue
to whom it may concernin 1991 i was set up to murder a man i was told it was the GYPSY JOKERS at the fourways hotel but it was a bunch of guy's who said they where REBELS they said it was the police plan to trick me into thinking i was killing a cop to join the GYPSY JOKERS,the police offerd them hundreds of dollars or millions i turned down the offer to kill that man, who was thrown in front of me on the dance floor in side of the Port Augusta, FOURWAYS HOTEL in the VAULT area, as i was walking back into the saloon bar,

About Me!
Hi Everyone, I am new to Cherry Tap but an original member of MySpace. You all can also check out my profile on MySpace as well. I just Love how I can change my backgrounds etc on there.But not sure how I like Cherry Tap yet as I dont know if you I can change backgrounds on here or add little extra little things. Anyway About ME: I'm 34, and I like to go out every once in awhile to have fun. Life is a journey and you only live once.Im also blunt and usually say what I feel and think when needed, other than that I'm really a nice person. I'm also prepping to take my GED test this year, so I can further my schooling and become anything I want. I know some of you must think that it's lame for me to go back to school, but you know what, I really dont give a rats a** what anyone thinks because I am bettering myself for the year of 2007 and don't need anyone's approval. Looking For: New friends to chat with and maybe hangout with if your close enough

Auction Time!!!!
OK.. here is the deal.. lets see who knows me at all.. all you have to do it send me a Private message with the answers.. Where did we meet? Take a stab at my middle name? Do I smoke? Color of my eyes? Do I have any siblings? What's one of my favorite things to do? What's my favorite type o f music? Am I shy or outgoing? Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules? Any special talents? How many children do I have? If you and I were stranded on a desert island, whatis one thing thatI would bring? I can't wait to see the answers. Time to join my auction.. Have you ever wanted to be bid on.. Well here is the place to go.. going to run the auction for two weeks.. All that is needed is for you to let me know that you want in.. Send me the link to the pic you want to use and what is your terms for the bidding.. Lets have some fun and see what you can win.. Just take your pick from any of

Junk
7......things about you....by me 1. what is the oldest thing in your fridge? soysauce, don't use it much. 2. what is your favorite brand of deoderant? Burberry Touch 3. name one thing about you that not many people know. I have a scar on my ass from fallin on a cactus while running away from home in the 8th grade. 4. what is your worst habit? a foul mouth 5. who has saved you life in anyway in the past year? in the last year...hmmm saved my life might be a little strong, but prinny made me realize how good a person i am.;) (edited) 6. who is a major influence in the way you live your life? Mr. Copeland my HS art teacher 7. what do you think your biggest weakness is? Communication. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on thei

Donkeys And Elephants
I recently asked my neighbors' little girl what she wanted to be when she grows up. She said she wanted to be a President. Both of her parents, liberal Democrats, were standing there, so I asked her, 'If you were President what would be the first thing you would do? ' She replied, 'I'd give food and houses to all the homeless people.' Her parents beamed with pride 'Wow...what a worthy goal.' I told her, 'But you don't have to wait until you're a President to do that! You can come over to my house to mow the lawn, pull weeds, trim my hedge, and I'll pay you $50. Then I'll take you over to where the homeless guy hangs out, and you can give him the $50 to use toward food and a new house.' She thought that over for a few seconds, then she looked me straight in the eye and asked, 'Why doesn't the homeless guy come over and do the work, and you can just pay him the $50? ' I said, 'Welcome to the Republican Party.'

Public Blogs
You ever go through Blockbuster with kids? You walk slowly around looking at the New Releases, while your kids run amock raking videos off the shelves like dominoes. Some bulgy woman who works for the store chasing after them, while trying hail me with "Sir? Sir? Are these your boys?" To which I always say, "No." This allows me time to find a movie that I'll like. Because I know that about 40 videos are coming from 4 little hands that I won't like. Kids don't know how to pick a good movie. They don't read any reviews. They easily believe what they see on TV ads. And, the only "word of mouth" they get is from other kids...who know as much as your kids do about movies. So, as I'm looking at The Last King of Scotland, here comes both boys with some movies for me to approve or deny, based on what I think would be appropriate for them to watch AND what I could stomach watching. Spenser's Choices (he's 9) 1. Leprechaun 2: A midget killing people...Vote: Denied. Why?

Quotes
Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. By:Antonine de saint-Exupery The loneliest place in the world is the human heart when love is absent. By:E.C. McKenzie Laughter is the shortest distance between two people. By: Victor Borge I ne'er can love another As long as life may stand. No maid the wide world over Shall hold this heart or hand. Anonymous Take away love and our earth is a tomb. Robert Browning And I shall find some girl perhaps, and a better one than you, With eyes as wise, but kindlier, and lips as soft, but true, and I daresay she will do. Rupert Brooke Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. Anonymous The heart was made to be broken. Oscar Wilde Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop. Anonymous Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until t

Just A Comment
As a trucker stops for a red light, a blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up to his truck, and knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window, and she says "Hi, my name is Heather and you are losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her and proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another red light, the girl catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up and knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde says brightly, "Hi my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again and continues down the street. At the third red light, the same thing happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, knocks on the truck door. The trucker rolls Down the window. Again she says "Hi, my name is Heather, and you are losing some of your load!" When the light turns green the trucker revs up and ra

Read This.. If You Want One Get One!
Hey! I just posted new pics! I'm really bored.. I will be taking more pics tonight.! If you want anything please let me know and I will take any kind of pic you want! Get at me! Let me know Love my pisc.. Rate them and Leave Sexy Comments! Take care of me and I'll take good care of you! Mauh! Thankx again http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1079960&albumid=798208&i=3817514327&idx=2

Whatever Comes To Me Melon :p
Ok I need some help with this as I am at my wits end.... I have a name of someone on the back of my neck that is in dire need of being covered up...What I want is to get some sort of TOOL design to cover it up with but have yet to find anything so if anyone has any ideas..I am open for suggestion.... Thanks, B

Auction
It is time 4 me 2 host another auction! If u have never been in one of mine let me tell u how I do things...lol! I do auctions 4 fun & 2 help people out! I do not charge anything 2 enter! If u feel like giving me something once it is done then cool but I do not ask 4 anything! The name of this one is "Football Kick Off"!

Horses
KENNETT SQUARE, Pa. (AP) -- Kentucky Derby winner Barbaro was euthanized Monday after complications from his breakdown at the Preakness last May. "We just reached a point where it was going to be difficult for him to go on without pain," co-owner Roy Jackson said. "It was the right decision, it was the right thing to do. We said all along if there was a situation where it would become more difficult for him then it would be time." Roy and Gretchen Jackson were with Barbaro on Monday morning, with the owners making the decision in consultation with chief surgeon Dean Richardson. It was a series of complications, including laminitis in the left rear hoof and a recent abscess in the right rear hoof, that proved to be too much for the gallant colt, whose breakdown brought an outpouring of support across the country. "I would say thank you for everything, and all your thoughts and prayers over the last eight months or so," Jackson said to Barbaro's fans. On May 20, Barbaro

Pissed
How come it always happens to me how come I always get screwed over how come I can't seem to find someone. Whenever I think I found someone who says that they love me they tell me that they had sex just after they loved me.

Blondeberry's Blog
Hey Ya'll! Today is Monday, February 25, 2008. In 47 days (Saturday, April 12,2008) I will be marrying my soul mate! I have no doubt in my mind that our love is forever. We actually met online almost 3 years ago. We will be tying the knot 2 days after our 3 year anniversary of meeting online. We took our time getting to know each other and between many instant messages and phone calls we knew we were in love. We waited 8 months to meet face to face to make sure it was what we wanted. When we laid eyes on each other we knew we were meant to be. Brent is a hard worker that when he took me to love he took my boys to love as well just like I took his children to love. I couldn't ask for a better step-father for Lee and Billy! He makes it possible for me to stay home with the kids. Family time is VERY important to us and we love our kids! The kids love having someone that wants to play with them and that is a kid at heart. I sit back and look at the 3 of them and smile. Brent

Inside St@rstruck
I used to believe the goal of life was to get through it and get ahead with the least amount of pain and adversity now I look at things differently and keep a quote by Henry Miller "Life has no other principle to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept life unquestioningly. Everything we shut our eyes to, everything we run away from, everything we deny, denigrate, or despise, serves to defeat us in the end. What seems nasty, painful, evil, can become a source of beauty, joy and strength, if faced with an open mind. Every moment is a golden one for him who has the vision to recognize it as such." Now I have the most beautiful things in life, extensions of my heart that live outside of me my daughter, and my son. Burning in the shallows of your swollen heart,You set me a flame with one stolen glance.Tuck me deep inside, let the blackest stars shine in my eyes.Now you want an ending to our fairy tale.She brings in the smell of one thousand decayed hearts,One thousand times a s

Writing
Questions go unanswered I think to much they say Feels as if my heart is dead already Like everything was taken away I want to cry But I hold back the tears Cause I never can voice my opinion Even when I do It falls on cold deaf ears I'm the stranger you once fell in love with I'm the stranger that thinks to fucking much A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire. A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between us No promises to be kept

Vacation Time In Dc
Well, it's the end of the year and thoughts turn to the holidays. People everywhere look forward to time from work with friends and family. They have worked hard all year long and, now, it is time for the holidays. Even in Washington, the holidays are in the forefront of interests. I don't begrudge anyone a vacation, but Congress has "worked" about 153 days this year and it's not like they have accomplished anything. The House HAS past about 25 bills, but they never see the light of day in the Senate. The Senate has gone way over 900 days without a budget, with no apparent interest in one for the next year either. Of course, the President has said there is legislation that needs to be past before they leave for the holidays, which is good. Therein lies the rub. Since President Obama's vacation plans got delayed, the First Lady and their girls have decided that they are too important to stay in DC to wait for The People's work to be completed. They and their massive entourage are taki

Random Survey Crap
You're pregnant, who's the other parent? i think i'm done having kids.... What's your favourite number? 4 The last thing you drank? water How would you tell the person you like that you like them? ask them to hang sometime, see what happens What color shirt are you wearing? red What time did you get to sleep last night? about 2 i guess What's the weather like? chilly and blah Who last made you feel shy? can't really remember What annoys you? people referring to their signifigant other as "my baby" in converstation What's your favorite soccer team? not a soccer fan Do you have any pets? yep, my son makes the perfect puppy haha What's your favorite movie? cry baby Who, in your opinion, is the hottest guy in the world? johnny depp, aaron lewis, jared leto When was the last time you cried? i cry almost every day for my father What's in your pocket? guitar picks, light medium and heavy hehe Last song you danced to? linkin park

My Ramblings
SO,IN THE COURSE OF DOING MY FU-BUISNESS LAST NIGHT, A LADY SEEN MY NSFW PICS AND ASKED IF THEY ARE REAL. I ASSURE YOU THAT ALL MY PICS ARE REAL AND THEY ARE OF ME.... It seems that my NSFW pics have attracted a woman that looks like a fuking truck driver in drag and she says that my pics arent real. My pics are ALL rwal and ALL ME. Dont get made cause your troll ass cant get none of this....get mad because your ass is all alone...sitting behind a computer with mno cock to occupy your time....

Random Reflections
It has been a life time, 14 years, but the scars still stay, both physical and otherwise. I was 19 and you had just turned 18, you were charismatic, and yet shy. Strong, yet so vulnerable, already your life had given you more then your share, and I just added to it. I still remember walking through the park, and you asked me if I wanted a relationship with you, or if we were just fooling around. I was scared, and still trying to come into my own and figuring myself out. I wanted so much to say that I did want a relationship, but I hesitated, and you drew your own conclusion and you backed off from me, I had blown it, but worse then that I had become just another in a long line of people who hurt you and let you down. Then I had to go and tailspin out of control with my life, and you got sucked into it. Maybe you wanted to hurt me like I had hurt you, but in that moment I snapped and did something really stupid, and you got blamed for what I had done. I ultimately did the right thing, a

National Tour Dates Announced!
NEW NATIONAL TOUR DATES ROLLING OUT FOR FALL AND POSSIBLE NEWS OF TEAMING UP WITH ANOTHER NATIONAL HEADLINER. STAY TUNED... And it goes on... Troy Hey Gang… Just want to give everyone the latest and greatest… First of all, if you have not been keeping up with the shows, here is the current schedule. (Although we are still adding shows daily) Oct 12 2007 8:00P JC’s House of Rock Wichita, Kansas Oct 13 2007 8:00P The Toad Tavern Littleton, Colorado Oct 17 2007 8:00P Lake Alice Riverside, California Oct 19 2007 8:00P The Downtown Brew Paso Robles, California Oct 20 2007 8:00P Oreilly’s Grover Beach,, California Oct 24 2007 8:00P Whiskey A Go Go West Hollywood, California Nov 9 2007 8:00P Milwaukee Ale House Milwaukee, Wisconsin Nov 10 2007 8:00P Hiawatha Sturtevant, Wisconsin Nov 15 2007 8:00P The Nick Birmingham, Alabama Nov 16 2007 8:00P The Blue Iguana Prattville, Alabama Nov 17 2007 9:00P The LA Hangout Lutz(Tampa), Florida Nov 21 20

Loundge Coding
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Self Reflection
..i'm asked often what i do for fun. lol. i dont have much fun anymore. im no longer the free spirit i once was. before my veda came along, sunny days were for eating mushrooms and running thru green fields..

Olen's Poetry (comments Welcome)
why hath the fates need to play cruel games on me, showing me true love and taking it away within a moments time of a day.what wrongs have I must done in a former life to be treated so heinously in matters of love and heart.why hath my heart be wrenched to and fro like a long boat in a raging storm.what is my purpose in this all, this charade of life and love.why hath my heart be born to always love knowing it shall be torn asunder.what is the reasoning in this madness, this fixation to love and be loved.why hath i fallen for she, she who fits me like no other has or ever will.what have i done to deserve to find the one to give me a happiness no other can bring me, and yet cant wholly have.why hath i been forsaken to love she, she who is my heart, she who is my twinflame, my mate.what must i endure further to be graced with her love again, if i will ever be graced by her presence again.soon, the kiss of steel will beckon unto me, calling me to share in its embrace. soon, oh so very soo

Plastic Surgery
Women who are not satisfied with their bust size and those who lost their breast volume due to pregnancy, aging, and weight loss are the ideal candidates for Orange County breast augmentation. Surgeons perform this procedure by using silicone or saline implants which are materials compatible with the human tissues. Nowadays, there are several incision sites used in Orange County breast augmentation. Doctors may place the incision around the areola, inside the breast folds, in the underarm, and within the navel’s rim. Regardless of the incision site used in Orange County breast augmentation, doctors believe that the scars are well-hidden and generally fade over time that it is almost impossible to tell if someone had undergone the procedure or not. According to Orange County plastic surgeons, there are only two FDA-approved breast implants in the US: the saline which contains a sterile saltwater solution and the silicone which contains a cohesive material that can replicate t

Night Of Bliss...
He comes home, waiting to find me behind the door. He enters in the house, his house is our house and we enjoy our times together.. He feels the warmth, and smells the dinner, he see the dim lights and candles all over the room.. I am there waiting at the door in the position of readiness (only he knows what that is). Later after he has walked in and he has given me the sign to take his coat and clothes off, I put on his robe.. I ask if he is ready for his bath.. He steps into the room.. It’s warm and full of steam.. I disrobe him and show him the way to the water.. It is full of his oils and surrounded by the white flowers and scented candles.. the music is soft…the towels are clean and fresh... He is about to get the treat of his life.. This is only the first step of the long night ahead... He takes my hand and pulls me up. Let's me know with his eyes that my treat is well received. As he looks into the misty warm and steamy room, I ask softly "Sir are you ready to ge

Blogthings...
You Are 28% Pure You've either done it, thought about it, or at least heard about it. Luckily, there's a few things left for you to try! How Pure Are You? Your Boobies' Names Are... Wonder Woman and Batgirl Boobie Name Generator Your Eyes Should Be Brown Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Alkgjdf
Pathetic.. Is the main fucking word. This family, This fucking family is nothing more then a pathetic bunch of fucking idiots, that most of them should be wiped from the face of the earth. They honestly don't deserve this thing called living. I don't either. But it's pretty damn stupid to go fucking insane over the most moronic bullshit. I'm tired of this. I'm tired of every little goddamn thing. I can not wait til I finally get out of this toxic waste dump.. Everyone thinks they understand what I am going through. But just face it. You don't have ONE percent of an idea of what I am feeling nor what I am going through. You are just assuming and guessing. But you are nothing more then WRONG. You do not know anything about me, But what day of I was born, My name, and the plain fucking fact that I am your flesh and blood. You don't know how I feel, What I wish to do with my life, What I wish to be when I get older, What collages I'm interested in, My interests, My hobbies, What's my taste

Icp
Hosted by Insane Clown Posse with DJ Clay and featuring performances by Boondox, Wolfpac and Dead By Wednesday, this is one hell of a kick-off for the March 20th, 2007 release of ICP's next album, The Tempest! Also featuring JCW and as well as a massive line of Tempest merchandise, this is one party you don't want to miss out on! February 25, 2007: Cincinnati, OH @ Bogart's February 26, 2007: Cleveland, OH @ Agora Ballroom February 27, 2007: Grand Rapids, MI @ Intersection February 28, 2007: Minneapolis, MN @ First Avenue March 1, 2007: Kansas City, MO @ Beaumont Club March 2, 2007: Denver, CO @ Fillmore Auditorium March 3, 2007: Salt Lake City @ Saltair March 4, 2007: Reno, NV @ New Oasis (formerly The Oasis) March 5, 2007: Las Vegas, NV @ Fprt Cheyenne Casino March 6, 2007: Long Beach, CA @ The Vault 350 March 7, 2007: Tempe, AZ @ Marquee Theatre March 9, 2007: Oklahoma City, OK @ Diamond Ballroom March 10, 2007: Sauget, IL @ Pop's March 11, 2007: Columbus, OH @ Newpo

Love Poems & Story's Some I Worte Some I Copyed
one nite the moon asked a boy if you love her then why do you not tell her the boy repiled i love her to much to scare her and she is already with someone the moon replied if you love her then tell her and see how she feels towards you then you love can be the next the boy went to the one he loves to tell her and found her beaten on the floor crying he picked her up and took her home he layed her down and cleaned her wounds and as he did he looked her in the eyes and said i love you so much but i have been so scard to tell you the girl replied for all this time i have loved you as well but was to scared to till you then last nite the moon told me of a boy that would come and save me and when i told the moon i was with a boy and he did this to me and then you came and saved me are you the boy the moon told me about he cryed and said yes i am for the moon told me last nite that i should come to you and tell you i loved you over time their love grew and flurished they where unseperatable

Sorry
Ever get the Feeling That is you Do not die In public No one Would even Notice That you Were gone That you try To follow The right path But everything Just turns out Wrong All your Pall bearers Would cop out Citing something Better To do I guess we All Have days Like this When the dark Embraces you It gets hard To find A way Through

Firefighters
A Hero at a Glance Smoke showing in the distance as the fire engine draws near, You see the firefighter reaching to fasten his gear. And to look at the firefighter after the job, You see this man and think, "My what a slob!" On top of his head is that ugly helment made of leather That protects him fire and the coldest of weather. It's bent and deformed. What shape really is true? It stands as a proud symbol of the hell he's been through. Covered with ashes, and sweat, ceiling plaster and more, You wonder why he went through that smokey front door. His facial expressions seemed to have changed in a split second or two, At least a thousand times as he gave that Red Devil his due. His face showed excitement, determination and fear, Exhaustion and sadness and then even a tear. You might now see him laughing, smiling, and joking, But did you see him when he was coughing, gasping and choking? You squirm as you see the mucus running from his nose, Did you know this man

Wickedevil@ Cherrytap
You say Enimem- I say I.C.P You say Outkast- I say Twiztid You say D12- I say Dark Lotus You say 50 cent- I say Boondox You say 112- I say A.B.K You say Jay Z- I say Blaze You say Tila Tequila- I say Psychopathic Rydas You say 3rd Bass- I say Dayton Family You say Gang Starr- I say Tech N9ne You say

Widely Recognised, Universally Ignored
Ok, i promised I wouldnt do this! So I wont... ....happy new year! Well, the turkey has been eaten and binned, the spirit bottles and beer cans have been thrown out and the tree has been taken down. So here we are, a few days into a brand new year. Quiet isnt it? Does anyone get excited about a new year? Or is it just another day? For me, its a chance to start a clean slate,give up and start stuff and basically repeat last years failings. My new years resolutions are to stop smoking and get fit, lose the belly and control my temper. Easier said than done I think...but one step at a time, i'll try my best and see what happens. As you can see, this is a new blog for a new year. I'll be trying to keep it upbeat and interesting, unlike last years! I'd like more comments and thoughts on my writing, as I'm contemplating writing a book about it, but only if theres enough interest. If not, ill write it anyway! So heres to a better year than last, and all it brings.

Dads Surgery Oct 17th 2008
hello everyone, as most of you know my birthday is october 17th, well i am upset about this birthday, no.. not because of the age i am becoming but because it is the same day my dad goes in for surgery to remove his kidney with the large tumor in it..i am afraid for him and ask for you all to please send positive vibes and thoughts, wishes, and your prayers please... most of you know his past medical and this surgery will be hard with his lungs being very bad and the one having a tumor in it..so please keep us in your thoughts and prayers on this day..thank you all for your support and thoughts and prayers for me and mine through all of this..many thanks, much love , and many hugsssssssssssssss....your friend....rose ok are you kidding me???..i am fully clothed and the only thing showing is a LITTLE cleavage, which i cant hide unless i wear a turtleneck ...so because i have curves my body is nsfw?????..you know i could understand if i was like alot of girls on here and had my legs spre

Code.
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Life
Well a lot has happened in such a short amount of time. I'm no longer with my husband but I am now with a very special man with the same background as me as far as relationships goes. I can honestly say that everything that happened happened for a reason and it just wasn't men to be with Chad. Travis only time will tell.. but so far I like where things are heading and how slow things are going. almost as if everything fits just right like it was meant to be. ATM just waiting for school to start up and get bk in the swing of things.... cant wait to get this two yrs over with and work on the next 4yr degree.... want something work hard for it!!!! She's making the move from pre-school to Kindergarten this year, she graduates on the 12th. I've made her a dress this year, she's going to re-use her regalia from last year with two new designs an eagle and talons

Mistresskinky21
Life is a funny thing don't ya think.when your young you wanna grow up. and when your grown up you wanna be young.but the great thing about growing up is you can see how you evolved as a person.Hello everyone whom is reading this and if your not ow well its my blog and for me to come here and vent right?right now i'm just chilling at my house enjoying time with the hubby . so if you want to friend me then send an invite and if i don't accept your not the person i really wanna talk to . i am blunt

Promos
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Keep In Touch
Its time to delete all these ppl who add me then never wanna chat again or two days later say "do I know you?" Give me a break uggh If you are a prude or easily embarrased, go get a life. Lets have fun on here! Lets not ponder "Oh gee, I should not say that or what will they think..." Say it! Screw it! Piss some people off. If they get pissed off, they will get over it. Omg is it me or that about the dumbest idea you ever heard of? No personal offense to anyone who has done that. LOL I suppose that means we can't have cybersex? ROFL

Doubt
To be able to practice five things everywhere under heaven constitutes perfect virtue... gravity, generosity of soul, sincerity, earnestness, and kindness.To know what is right and not do it is the worst cowardice.To put the world right in order, we must first put the nation in order; to put the nation in order, we must first put the family in order; to put the family in order, we must first cultivate our personal life; we must first set our hearts right.To reach a great height a person needs to have great depth.To thine own self be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man.Truth is the secret of eloquence and of virtue, the basis of moral authority; it is the highest summit of art and of life.Truthfulness is the main element of character.Try not to loose yours. A simple bitch will take you where you need to go.* A real bitch throws you her keys and say it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it*.A re

Caring
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its purp

Thanks
to all my friends/non-friends/friends of friends/ hell thanks to all of you that rated me during my Auto's!!! I will surely return the love & rates! My bartab was whizzing by so... If I miss you please be sure to send me a PM saying so. Thanks again You Guys Rock!!!! I just wanted to say thanks! Mah friends rock! & make mah heart swell!!!!!!! PoStaL...Bunnz...William...JoJo (blue)....MB...and any one else that contributed fu-bux to help lead me down the point whoring path of the Fu! LOL PS: thanks Bunnz & PoStaL for learning me well! and thanks to Not that Girl for the tip! ♥ peace baby & PEACE BLING!!! yah!!!!!!!

Der Blood Knopts
in the air in which i breath so much the love in which i need. the love i give is the love i fill a rose a daisey or the lil daffer dill the sun rest above youre brow that your love is eternal and that is how. the waters stir far and slow though it is still your star they only show. i'm trying to realize what thry seem to already know, i guess thats why the journey home has been so long and the tides of posidian has flowwed so strong.but like a mail man nothing can haste my arrival and even though i'm hurting cause its been such a surrival i take care in the thought baby you be there after its halt ready to unleash all passion i have brought me setfan the grand father one day in his wonderings came upon lucious lane the king did not want his reign to end so he feared having kids but he found luscious lane so appealing so his passion over came him. he took her into him and layed with the child though she was still a woman he new she held the knowledge of time the clock work pyramids eev

Tapper's Riffs
Well...Here is something that is a pet peeve of mine on here...It would seem that all the surveys on here for 10,000 Cherry Points are for US residents only and so I can't participate in any...I am limited to in the things I can do on here because of it... That means the amount of gifts I can give people is severely limited by the Cherry Tap policy or whomever's policy it is.... What do you guys think? Well apparently, my profile as well as others out there have been changed in that all your plugins from photobucket, picture trail or other places have been wiped out...You might want to check your profile under " View as others see it" and see if yours look ok..Mine now looks like shit..All the headers are there but no plugins... Apparently, I have to restart and apparently, you can't use the HTML code that we used to use from other places now to fix it either as it won't take.. Thanks Fubar for cheering me up Well...hey..Here is my first blog and it's on Cherry Tap but

Profile Storage
Edit on 2009-05-01: In addition to the MySpace and LiveJournal I mention here, I have a Facebook (ask) and a twitter (at eschiss1). Public service announcement: for information on NSFW, Salutes, and other support-related info, you may want to read this collection of blogs reposting (mainly at least I think!) admin/bouncer-posted blogs and bulletins, by Sabrina K- which I have been given permission to link to, and which I recommend reading - they're updated occasionally.CherryTap SupportPlease read some of the following (and some blogs, especially the blog entitled CT Policy - there's a list of blogs on the left when you click on a public blog post on the left side of the journal; or message me for a link :) ) --if you are thinking of sending me a friends request, ok? Please do not send me an empty request if we've spoken not at all or very little, if our only interaction has at most been a bit of rating or mutual rating of photos, Cherry-stashes, or similar stuff. Anyways. O

Sexual Iq
IF U KNOW A BIKER" PLEASE" REPOST!!I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant.But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by.But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children.But you didn 't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you stare at my long hair.But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that ha

My Fu-owners
Well this month 2 people owns me 1 is Gary and the other 1 is Steve aka XBALL and to be honest I don't know who added who first but he bidded on me and won and Im so happy since then he been helping me in my giveaways and such if it wasn't for him I wouldn't have finish my last 1 :). He is a sweetheart 1 of my friends that I know for years told me this and I trust her judgement. I really don't know to say but towards the end of the month I will add to it :). Steve Thank you for bidding on me I hope I can help you in anyway don't hesitate to email me if you are in a giveaway Im there for you :) So if you are NOT his friend I suggest you click on this picture and add him and become friends with him you wont regret it xball_rating revolution@ fubar This bulleton has been brought to you by: Dee75@ fubar

Thoughts For The Day
The Seven Wonders.... A group of geography students studied the Seven Wonders of the World . At the end of that section, the students were asked to list what they considered to be the Seven Wonders of the World . Though there was some disagreement, the following got the most votes: 1. Egypt 's Great Pyramids 2. Taj Mahal 3. Grand Canyon 4. Panama Canal 5. Empire State Building 6. St. Peter's Basilica 7. China 's Great Wall While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student, a quiet girl, hadn't turned in her paper yet. So she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The quiet girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many." The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help." The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the Seven Wonders of the World are:" 1. to touch 2. to taste 3. to see 4. to hear She hesitated a little, and then, 5. to run 6. to laugh 7. an

Hey!
If you are reading this you are obviously not busy..So while you are sitting stop by this gorgeous ladies page and show her some love!! dbri@ fubar What do you do when you like a girl...like alot...and you want to be with her..Just the thot of another guy holding her makes you cringe...But you dont want to put yourself out there and ask her out bc you donnt want to go thru the rejection and you dont want the akwardness between the frienship??I was asked that question and I have no clue how to answer it.. Sup ope everyone has a Happy Valentines Day!!Have a good week.

People Come Into Our Lives For A Reason
People Come Into Your Life For A Reason I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their email. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a s

Stuff
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Destruction And Deviance
Current situations have persuaded me to actually sit here once again and put together my thoughts on a blog.. Run for your life.. No names will be mentioned, that's petty and immature, not to mention slanderous and against the law.First subject at hand... "HATERS"... Seriously?!?! What is going on in your feeble little minds other than yourself? Why hate on others ? You could be the same way that others are if you'd literally remove your head from your sphincter.. If one wants to achieve anything in life, it's not just handed to them, the ones that are handed things on a silver platter, I pity you, there is nothing in life for free. one must work to achieve anything in their lives.. No that doesn't mean manipulating and using people, don't even get that concept in your head, that's morally and inconsiderate.. Some people strive to make that their life goal.. Manipulation isn't the best thing to use against people.. Now back to the subject at hand.... HATERS!! Why do you do this? Your l

Balancing The Line Between Sanity And Whatever Else There Is Out There.
In a little less then 2 months will be the one year anniversary trip to Patrick B. Hassis, which some may or may not know is a mental hospital and I spent a week there the first week of August 2010 due to a psychotic episode when I had and was planning on carrying out a suicide plan. I planned to soak my wrist in ice water until the went numb, the to put three vertical slits in my wrists then let them bleed out in wartm water to pull the blood out faster. I was also cutting myself to release the pressure. I know many people don't understand why girls cut but for me it's like letting the air out of a balloon, the bad stuff just goes "woosh" with the air and it really does make me think clearly for a bit.

Hiya
I am going offline but I will be able to check my messages weekly. Please dont take me off your friends list. I will chat with everyone from time to time. I will miss everyone :) I know I said a few days ago that would be my last day on here lol well we thought it would be. Tonight is my last night online on the computer. The computer goes back at 9:30am tomorrow. I am going to miss everyone so much. If you dont have my email addy already its sweet_n_sassy_girl4 @yahoo.com Thats also my yahoo id if u want to add me too.I can get ims and emails on my phone and thats about it lol. I wish I could get on cherry tap on my cell phone. I will get on a computer weekly if not a few times a week. I will miss everyone so much!!!!((((((((((HUGS))))))))))) DADDY'S POEM --------------------------------------- Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she

From The Mind Of The Swamp Fox
pick the stereotype that fits you I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm a BLONDE so I MUST be a ditz. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world. I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I MUST ha

Poems
For those who can't access or find my guestbook on my page. Here it is for you to sign. From a Very Beautiful and Wonderful Friend..Golden Sweetheart! Seen this poem and thought I'd share it w/ you in hopes to brighten up ur Friday! Hope you have a wonderful weekend also!!! :D Today I saw a butterfly, as it floated in the air; Its wings were spread in splendor, Unaware that I was there. It was such a thing of beauty, It was a sight to see; It was the perfect masterpiece, Full of grace and majesty. I found myself thinking, to what can this compare? And then, of course, I thought of you, And I wished that you were there. God sure was extra careful, When He formed and fashioned you; You too, became a masterpiece, Yet God is still not through. He's daily making changes, that other folks can't see; You're already true perfection, At least you are to me. Thank You so very much Golden Sweetheart! This beautiful poem was written for me

Poetry By Angel Eyes
I Realize... Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you. Feeling your arms wrapped around me, Hearing your rhythmic breathing, As I slowly start to wake, I realize how much I need you. Feeling your lips on mine, Listening to a love song in my head, As I slowly start to move, I realize how much I want you. Feeling your sweat on my body, Hearing the squeaking of our bed, As I slowly let out a moan, I realize how much I cant live without you. Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you. Sitting on the front porch, watching the clouds roll by, thinking 'bout you. and hoping to see you tonight. The radio playing my favorite song, enjoying the day, just a singin' along. Seeing your truck, headed down the road, windows rolled down,

My Life Atm
Heya all, it's been a while since I last wrote a blog... There has been some major changes in my so-called life... First, I went to Sweden a few weeks ago, on a survival trip... Kinda fun, but I'm afraid of heights....... Secondly, my communication/IT and english teacher is homeworking the poo outta me and I got almost none spare time and I'm like dead when I come home at 5 in the afternoon... School in general is kinda harsh, but we do party too.. Hehe... I went to my first real party last thursday and almost drank my brains out in Dooley's (some kind of Bailey's, just more caramellish in the taste) Uhmmmm... *EDIT* ok I didn't drink my brains out i got funny to listen to -.- To the people who misunderstood this... Sorry! What to write... Oh, yeah. I'm thinking about starting drawing on my manga about satan's life again ^^ I love the way I draw him sooo cute... God's the evil nerd!!!Haha Those people i showed the first chapter to really likes it... Anyway, that

My Comments
This is suppose to be my time to do what I need too do or as I wish,, I drop off my g/son who is 5 yrs old at the bus stop, then I drive too school wait for him,, I stood in back ground too see what he do, I seen him look out the bus window looking for me, he got off I made it too where he see's me he had a big grin,, I walk him too his line, I said I'm going now, he gave me kiss said bye g/ma,, I went too office ask too see my 6 yr old he had surgery last week, today was his first day at school, he was in lunch great time, I was there too make sure he ate well, I ask him if he wanted me too stay he said yes,, I was pleased, watching fist graders eat and chat,, I called my Husband told him and he told he I need too let go, lol,,, I doubt it,, will see what happen tomorrow, (8-29-08) I also have a 9 yr old g/daughter, who I adore as well, she woke papa up this morning it was 6 30 am he alarm was going off, he got up and left he old me Kizzy woke him up, Sometimes I think what and whe

My Thoughts And Opinions!
Being fat is an epidemic in the US so they say. But they never take the time to show one other side of the coin. I have Cushings Syndrome. Its the "fat disease". My body makes a chemical which is absorbed into the thyroid and caused me to gain weight at an unimaginable rate. You also get this hump on your back right below the neck. I gained 200 lbs in 6 months. And they thought I was just over eating. I had not changed my eating habits in that time. I did try to change things like going vegetarian for awhile to no avail. Millions suffer from it and most are undiagnosed. There is treatment for it but it is mostly a diet and some thyroid meds. After I divorced in 2000 I went into therapy cuz of the divorce and started working on losing the weight. I lost 150 lbs in a year and a half but it doesnt appear anymore will come off. The moral of this blog is, maybe, just maybe some of those people the skinny people make fun of cuz of their weight may just have no co

Just Thoughts, Words To Songs I Relate Too. Just Stuff
Was the New Year when her heart broke, Was a cold winter when he lied, was morning when she realised, was evening when she died. The love that she had wanted was the one she could not keep. By day she couldn't stand it, by night she could not sleep. He told her that he loved her, then turned and threw it all away. Her foolish heart had broken, with words not meant to say. She lay there in the darkness seeking shelter from this world. And there she died of heartache that broken little girl. Ironic this has Scarlett Johanson in it.. He always said she reminded him of me and liked her.. LOL Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around via Noolmusic.com Hey Girl Is he everything you wanted in a man? You know I gave you the world You had me in the palm of your hand So why your love went away I just can't seem to understand Thought it was me and you, baby (baby) Me and you until the end But I guess I was wrong Don't wanna think about it

* All * Is * One * ! *
Ouroboros From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search For other uses, see Ouroboros (disambiguation). 1478 drawing by Theodoros Pelecanos, in alchemical tract titled Synosius. 1478 drawing by Theodoros Pelecanos, in alchemical tract titled Synosius. The Ouroboros, also spelled Oroborus, Uroboros or Uroborus (IPA: [ˌjʊərəʊˈbɒrəs]), is an ancient symbol depicting a serpent or dragon swallowing its own tail and forming a circle. It has been used to represent many things over the ages, but it most generally symbolizes ideas of cyclicality, primordial unity, or the vicious circle. The ouroboros has been important in religious and mythological symbolism, but has also been frequently used in alchemical illustrations. More recently, it has been interpreted by psychologists, such as Carl Jung, as having an archetypal significance to the human psyche. The name ouroboros (or, in Latinized form, uroborus) is Greek ο

New
....... ARMS ....... There's one place where we both can turn when things don't go are way. Or when we're tired from all the cares we face from day to day. A place where we know everything will somehow be okay~ Within the safety of each other's arms.... And that's forever the love we share has deepened, as it's grown, And brought us joy that's so much more than we had ever known~ For together we're much stronger than we each could be alone~ Within the safety of each other's arms..... With all my love..... """""""ROSE OF A LASTING LOVE""""""""" The distance between us, Only makes me realize, more each day. How very important you are, to my life....... I can't put into words, All the special feelings I hold, For you in my heart..... But until I see you again, Please remember that my, Memories and dreams are forever filled, With the beautiful thought of you..

Life
Losing someone close to you makes it so hard because where ever you are there will be a time when you will need them. It may be a hug, it maybe just to talk to or just having fun with. But surely as life goes on they will always be in your heart listening to every word that you say. They have never been gone because they will always be with you in your memories and in your heart. In every change that you experience in life, there will be times when you'll wonder if you can endure. But you'll learn that facing each difficulty one by one isn't so hard. It's when you don't deal with a situation that it sometimes comes back to confront you again. Changes are sometimes very painful, but they teach us that we can endure and that we can become stronger. Everything that comes into your life has a purpose, but the outcome is in your hands by the action you take. Be wise with your life, be willing to endure, and always be willing to face life

It's Football Time In Tennessee
I might live in the land of the Purple, Green, and Gold, but my blood runs pure orange!! In Tennessee we take our football team, The Vols, seriously! It's not a football team, it's a religon... and for some that is SO true! GO BIG ORANGE!! I have a bet going with someone on Saturday's Florida Gators VS Tennessee Volunteers game... I just wanted to show my support to my team! I have been waiting for this day for MANY years!!! This man is not worth the $2.05 million a year salary they are paying him!! Phillip Fulmer Resigns - November 03, 2008 Phillip Fulmer wore Tennessee orange for more than 30 years of his life as a player, assistant coach and head coach. Monday night he officially shelves his wardrobe as news arrived from Knoxville that Fulmer will step down at season’s end as head coach of the Tennessee Vols. As head coach of the Vols, Fulmer notched an impressive 150-51 record, the third best among active coaches. However, it was not e

Life
Ok so this is some old stuff, I am workin on some new stuff, I finally have some inspiration but I thought I'd start off with showing you some off the old first. Hope you enjoy. Yeah kinda depressing but hey what ya gonna do? lol In An Instant

My Life....
So, in having a conversation with my son Noah I asked if Nicholas had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" I asked if Nathan had a girlfriend, he said, "No!" Naturally I ask, "Do you have a girlfriend? He said, "Yes!" I said, "You do, what's her name?" He whispers, "Shelby". I said, "What does she look like?" He replies, "She has brown hair... No, I'm not talking about her!" Nicholas throws into the conversation, "Noah, you're talking about Hannah." Noah, say's, "No I'm not." Then asks, "Mom, am I talking about Hannah?" I reply, "No, and I'm not telling anyone who you are talking about." Noah says, "Mom, Nicholas likes Hannah, but she moved away." Next, the two are arguing, and Noah, yells, "Nick, no girls really matter unless they are family anyway!" I said, "Right on Noah!!!" That's it, its all about family! Proud of my 9 yr old ;) If my life was a portrait, it would show all of my true colors and be etched in gold. If my life was a photograph; it would never get old. If my life was a secr

Should I Take A Long Fubar Break?
This game is no longer fun...I show daily devotion to family and friends on here. I enjoy sending my daily comments and pictures. I enjoy rating and commenting on pictures. I enjoy the interaction but that is getting harder to come by...Some, out of the blue, rip me a

Food For Thought
Her name was Auroura, she was only five, and this is what happened when she was alive. Her dad was a drunk, her mom was an addict, her parents kept her locked in an attic. Her only friend was a little toy bear, it was old and worn out and had patches of hair. She always talked to it when no one’s around, she lays there and hugs it, not a peep of sound. Until her parents unlock the door, some more and more pain she’ll have to endure. A bruise on her leg, a scar on her face, why would she be in such a horrible place? But she grabs the bear and softly cries she loves her parents but they want her to die. “God, why?! Why is my life always sinking?” Such a bad life for a sad little kid, she’d get beaten and beaten for anything she did. Then one night her mom came home high, the poor child was hit and slapped as hours went by. Then her mom suddenly grabbed for a blade, it was sharp and pointy, one that

Funny
FW: Fwd: FDA Watch In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market

The Inside Of Me
subsides calum nervies high love brought forth calaberation so defing this hour of own essence. What of this i have done. Rapied down let so quickly down lay. Unlike common since bestrod upon standers of inner self. Riverly yet as I shame in shadows. My stomice trimbles. feeling only confedence rampageing in my chest. To much water to soon? why stage when knowing dances tose of mine tapping. why must stages excist. why may I not dance. Othis complacation. will sun lay before pearls. why dose cooling rain dance with entergetive lighting such as thy self .Becking hard to hide among glass skies. Foretay hiding weeking spirts. smoke and mirrors make for ugly stains. One midnight is ok to accept alow that to be what it it is to be. Yet bring forth right, I will not. Marage if you be, pitty I will sing and sing only for you. For stains can only have darken your heart bittered your soul. Find before me descrace me. siverly broken your own name of potential honner only a man may obtain. So

Men!!!!
never say " i love you" if you really don‘t care never talk about feelings if they really arent there never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart never say your going to if you dont plan to start never look into my eyes if all you do is lie never say hi if you really mean good–bye if you really mean forever say you will try never say forever cuz forever makes me cry I KNEW YOU LOVED ME, I FELT THAT YOU DID, I WAS HURT, BECAUSE YOU WERE MY BEST FREIND, I TOLD EVERYONE YOU WERE MY ONLY ONE, I SAW US, I KNOW YOU DID TO, BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME ONCE I WAS EVERYTHING TO YOU, YOU HURT ME SO BAD IT‘S HARD TO TALK TO YOU, WHEN I SEE YOUR FACE THEY ONLY THING I WANNA DO IS KISS YOU, I WOULDENT CHANGE THE WAY I FEEL, I WOULDENT BECAUSE I KNOW YOU FEEL THE SAME IN MANY WAY‘S, THE PROBLEM IS YOUR WITH SOMONE, I KNOW IF YOU WASENT YOU WOULD BE HOLDING MY HAND‘S, YOU WOULD TELL ME EVERYDAY YOU WERE SORRY AND NEVER WANT TO HURT ME AGAIN, AT LEAST THAT

Memories Of Our Darkest Day
What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we buried our deadThey came to destroy but they made us strongThey thought we would crumble but they were wrongFlight Ninety-three gave the ultimate giftLives of the few for the many who livedJust remembering gives me chillsThat painful day the world stood still What were you doing that fateful dayWhen part of our world was taken awayThey came one morning like thieves in the nightTheir hatred destroyed everything in sightSo many loved ones were lost that dayBoth towers, the Pentagon and lives had to payToo high a price for piece of mindGround Zero is all they left behindSo many tears have already been shedHearts broken as we

Help Me Baby Jesus!!!
OK folks...just thought i would let everyone know....I'm moving from Minnesota back home to florida. I will be offline for a while, I will check in when I can. Just don't for get about me...I love all my friends, family, and fans. Don't not stop by just cause i'm not on-line. Please repost this. Thank you and will talk to all of u very soon. ♦ØŘǺĻ ḞĬXÅŦÏŐŊ™♦@ CherryTAP Blue October Lyrics Blue October Music CodesMusic Codes by SongArea.com Hey y'all...i have returned....so stop by and show me some love ok "17 signs your falling in love" Submitted by cass-be on 1/1/07 in the Blonde jokes category. SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO SECONDS AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OV

Hopeless Romantic
One day my family and I were at home here in the Inland Empire. The sun was bright, even a little bit blinding and nice an warm out. Earlier it had been cool and cloudy that morning, in a few hours, the day had changed dramatically; we were in a beautiful hot, SUNNY SOUTHER CALIFORNIA summer day. Minutes later, standing in the family room at my home, suddenly, the whole atmosphere changed. A huge wind came up out of nowhere, trees were being tossed every which way as the wind howled crazily down the hillside and blowing in a sudden rage around the houses. Leaves blew furiously high into the air, in every mixed up direction. I’d never seen anything like. And my huge sunbrella on the front veranda and blown down and into the front yard. In ten minutes it was over. As suddenly as it started, the trees stopped moving, the leaves fell to the earth, everything became quiet – and that beautiful, Southern California summer resumed as if nothing had happened. This is breast can