as some of you may know melody fell and passed out stopped breathing wed night. she was taken by 911 to local hospital where she was treated and released thursday night only to pass out again early this morning.shes still in icu could maybe be sent to a room or her own sat afternoon .on top of the two tumors she has had they have found a large mass on her right lung they can got control her blood presseras of yet and they are thinking part of this is due to pulmonary heart disies,tests are pending should be in early sat morning please keep her in your thoughts and prayers  thank you

i went to hospital last night via 911 4/13/10!well im home, but going back in for at least a 2 weeks stay friday my tumors are growing rapidly and all the stress im under is making me wores.ill be takeing my lappy, and my cell feel free to call or text me if you have the number if have it, if you need it leave a messgae here or yim, ill be under sadation, so im not sure how much time ill spend on here but ill get back to whoeve whenever. thanks for all the suport i have gotten loves ya's all

so many of you know my sister called me 3 weeks and 5 days ago(yes been counting the days) and ask me if her and her daughter could stay over night (some kinda drama with her man). well i said yes against my better judgment...oo god why dont i listin to my voices more.. ok so now i cant get rid of her or her outragious bitch of a 13 year old know it all , tramp of a daughter !! there driving me out of my mind, i dont want to be a bitch although i have said twice get your shit and get out, and been laughed at ...her drug habit was the only reason i let her stay thinking it was better for her daughter to have some kinda normal life, but wtf i tell her no needles or dope in my house i ment it!!!i get a call about 2 hours ago , she was fired for doing pills at work , now im so fucked , ill never get rid of her or her brat , like me having custudy of her 3 boys the past 9 years isnt enough and shes never even been greatfulll for that, am i in the wrong, or just over thinking the situation??? 

As i type this i find myself in tears once again in shock this has happened to such a great person ashley was the best friend anyone could ask for she never ask for anything but your friendship she didnt care how you looked ,dressed,or where you lived ,she was real!Even with living with spina bifida from birth and unable to walk since the age of 4 she never let life or anyone get her down. Some or most of you didnt even know she was amrried for a short time.Ashley loved lifeher friends and family loved her!! if you knew ash you know a down ass friend , if you didnt you missed out  becouse she was just that never played head games said what was on her mind , she was soft spoken yet a spitfire with a heart of gold .She will be saddley missed in many hearts i talked to her just monday night nad she was full of hope and was takein by the flu. ashley my friend i called my sister now you go watch over us and walk with the the angles becouse you were one on earth for the short time we had you!