GOANGUS's blog: "thoughts and stuff"

James blunt is an ex-soldier... I watched him play this song live and it was so emotional. The guy was so close to tears as he sang. The song No Bravery was written after Blunt claims he came across Serbian 'soldiers' celebrating over the dead bodies of an Albanian family they had just slaughtered in Kosovo.. This song just about sums war up for me.. Whilst i respect all the troops fighting for our freedom etc, It still saddens me to think about it.. -------------------------------------------------- "No Bravery" There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, Tears drying on their face. He has been here. Brothers lie in shallow graves. Fathers lost without a trace. A nation blind to their disgrace, Since he's been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. Houses burnt beyond repair. The smell of death is in the air. A woman weeping in despair says, He has been here. Tracer lighting up the sky. It's another families' turn to die. A child afraid to even cry out says, He has been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness. There are children standing here, Arms outstretched into the sky, But no one asks the question why, He has been here. Old men kneel to accept their fate. Wives and daughters cut and raped. A generation drenched in hate. Says, he has been here. And I see no bravery, No bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness.

I've got absolutely no hope but even still id like to try... Can someone leave me a few comments and a 10 please MWUAH!! P x

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Today is really good in here!! Loads of friendly people about.. I'm loving it!! I just wanted to pimp some of my favourite REAL people on here at the moment, you guys RULE. If you think you should be here, come and say hello a bit more often. My shoutbox is always open :0P HELLCAT

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I've been watching your world from afar, I've been trying to be where you are, And I've been secretly falling apart, Unseen. To me, you're strange and you're beautiful, You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see, You turn every head but you don't see me. I'll put a spell on you, You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you. And when I wake you, I'll be the first thing you see, And you'll realise that you love me. Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first, Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes, And I know, the waiting is all you can do, Sometimes... I'll put a spell on you, You'll fall asleep, I'll put a spell on you, And when I wake you, I'll be the first thing you see, And you'll realise that you love me.

This site can be really funny; one day it's awesome and there are loads of friends about making you feel at home.. The next its a really lonely place to be. No responses, noone online that you know. Thats how it is right now.. Lonely! Don't get me wrong though, I love it here :) P x

I thought I'd use the blog to say something serious for a change.. Recently I was relocated in my job. I have moved to a new town and it's quite a lonely experience. I'm not looking for sympathy but it sucks being on your own (when you'd rather not be). Thanks to those people that have been more than just self promotion or pimping bulletins, it really makes me feel better! P x