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Big Changes To The Top 30 Fubar Levels 2008
THE NEW LEVELS FOR FUBAR 2008. LVL-1, I'M NEW HERE. LVL-2, WHAT DO I DO? LVL-3,HEY NEW FRIENDS!. LVL-4, THIS PLACE IS COOL. LVL-5, PARTY TIME. LVL-6, RATE LIKE HELL. LVL-7, ADD LIKE HELL. LVL-8, RATE,ADD AND FAN LIKE HELL. LVL-9, GETTING THERE. LVL-10, FUBAR'S FRIEND (SO HAPPY). LVL-11, OVER THE HUMP. LVL-12, ADD STASHES/BLOGS FOR POINTS. LVL-13, PIMP MYSELF! LVL-14, SHOW MY BITS!. LVL-15, SHOW MINE AND OTHERS BITS!. LVL-16, BECOME A DJ. LVL-17, OWN MY OWN LOUNGE. LVL-18, PIMP THE HELL OUT OF OTHERS. LVL-19, BLAST AWAY LVL-20, YEAH BITCHES!!!! KNEEL BEFORE ME! LVL-21, DID I FEED THE KID? LVL-22, I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME WORK!. LVL-23, BUT I'M SO GOOD!. LVL-24, SCREW THE WORK LVL-25, THE KID CAN FEED IT'S SELF. LVL-26, SINGLE AGAIN. LVL-28, MY LEGS HURT. LVL-29,ASK FOR MORE VIP MEMBERSHIPS. LVL-30, OH FUCK WHERES MY FAMILY?.

Tears Of Love
I remember the night you told me it was over and that you were seeing someone else. I remember that night because as I gazed outside and watched the rain trickle down the glass thoughts of suicide overwhelmed my very world. I remember telling myself how week I was for letting someone cause so much pain and how strong these feelings where. I wanted the pain and hurt to stop, the very beating of my heart was like that of a thousand hammers hitting a single nail. I was so confused and unsure of everything that I could not even concentrate long enough to plan a successful suicide. Days went by and still no shelter from my own thoughts no relief no where I could hide. Why did it hurt so bad just to wake up? The happiest I could be is during sleep the closest thing to death that I could get. Why was it so difficult for me to let go of you? Why such the strong desire to end my own life? I remember those times and I recall having a dream or rather wishful thinking, in these moments I would see

True Love
The gentle breeze Of butterfly wings Stirs memories of my youth And sweet perfume From fragrant blooms Drifts over the morning dew Alone at last On our bed of grass In a deserted meadowland I know in my heart We'll never part All I want in life is this man The aching bliss Of my lovers kiss Brings shudders of pure delight With his tender caress My love I confess And our passion is quick to ignite Like flower leis And daisy chains Our bodies lay intertwined From this day on Our hearts become one Our souls forever combined

Sexface.
It’s sort of hard to fall asleep When all you hear is the sound of them fucking. One room away. And I couldn’t help but regret Calling him mine when he was three doors down With nothing left to say. When my darling friend Opiate came into play I hardly remembered the reasons for my solitude. Spin spin spin …fall. These are your dreams ripping apart At their carefully constructed seams. Don’t stop! There’s no time to breathe. [I’m paranoid there’s not such thing as paranoia] Get back on that horse and play this game with me. Do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars. Sorry! Switch places with an opponent. It’s not that simple. There’s a missing component. Give me the missing link. I know you own it. I saw sound and I was screaming purple at you. You’re just mad I won’t give you blue.

Growing Up??
So when do you realize that you've grown up? Much of our lives we are wanting to grow up so fast and be so much older than we are. When do we do you finally realize that you are old? Well I think this weekend it has happened for me. Saturday night I went out with some friends to a local club and danced and had a great time. However i realized that there were other things i'd rather be doing, or other places that i'd rather be at. So I have come up some questions that i have been asking myself. Is part of getting older apperciating those night at home doing nothing but hanging out with some good friends and having some beers, as opposed to being a crowded bar and not being able to hear the person next to you talk because the music is so loud? Is part of getting older realizing that certain people are not right for no matter how good looking they are? Is part of getting older not just living in the moment but also looking toward the future? Is part of getting older re

The Pain
So many women and men are in so much pain love friendship life all combine to make the heart hard and sad. On the rare occasion that you find love and happiness time stress the pains of the world around you suffocate and drive your heart deeper inside of you, taking it away from the tenderness that you may have felt. When the time comes for the heart to feel and love its blocked by all the pain surrounding our lives. Fear of not being worthy of the love fear of not being able to love back equally fear of hurting or being hurt. We run from what may be what could be what might be and we shell ourselves and our heart. The world goes on around us the flowers blooom wars are fought and no longer it seems so we allow ourselves to love anything other then the children we bear, even then do we love them as much as we should or do we distance ourselves from them preparing them for the near future of thier hearts empty pain. We are surrouded by hollywood versions of love cloudign our images of w

Firefighter's Pledge
A firefighters Pledge I promise concern for others. A willingness to help all those in need. I promise courage - courage to face an conquer my fears. Courage to share and endure the ordeal of those who need me. I promise strength - strength of heart to bear whatever burdens might be placed upon me. Strength of body to deliver to safety all those placed within my care. I promise the wisdom to lead, the compassion to comfort, and the love to serve unselfishly whenever I am called Author unknow

Romans
The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of men who suppress the truth by their wickedness, since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse. For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened. Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools and exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images made to look like mortal man and birds and animals and reptiles. Therefore God gave them over in the sinful desires of their hearts to sexual impurity for the degrading of their bodies with one another. They exchanged the truth of God for a lie, and worshiped and served created things rather than th

Saturdays......
Ok so heres the deal - I love sleeping in on Saturdays. I got up at 1 pm today not that I was wasted last night or went to sleep at 4 am. I just really enjoy sleeping - this might be a slight sign of depression or maybe even my love of being naked in warm sheets in a dark room. Is it wrong to waste a day or is it a moment in the week when I can just enjoy the silence?

Fu-lovin'
How many of you have noticed these "haters" that abound in Fu-land? They seem to be everywhere. And they are not happy. The only time they experience any joy on this particular website is when they feel as though they are making you miserable. So, I pose this question to you, my actual friends. Should I continue to attempt to make new Fu-friends? Considering how many people on Fubar enjoy bickering and causing despair. It seems as though my time on Fubar is nearing an end. I'm chaotic, to say the least, and the constant dismissal from said people is making me very distraught. Do we not have enough problems? Or is this drama a necessary thing for human survival? Either way, the criteria for my friends list has skyrocketed. Hopefully this doesn't affect those of you who have proven themselves. Adieu, J.

Been Away
I moved and I don't have internet yet but i'm trying to get back into the game...So hit me up sometime.. Have a great day!! Finally got internet again...got some new pics too!!! see you guys around!!!

Is That All That Matters???
A friend invited me to fubar, and I've met quite a few nice people, but honestly is SEX the only thing that matters??? When I open up my page there are all these fly by pics of "women" and I do use the term loosely, in provocative and downright sluttly poses. It's absolutely revolting (sorry guys you may enjoy this crap, but for someone just looking to make friends these are not the pics. I'd put up). How about saving some of the intrigue for your other on-line pics. that the world doesn't see? Are you that desperate for attention that you have to have your tongue hanging out, your cleavage taking up most of the pic, half naked in your bra and undies, or the best I've seen - pole dancing!! There are plenty of pics out there that can get you the attention you are craving for, indeed I'm no saint - but I'm sure that if you were to post a "decent" pic of yourself and put a line in about your wilder side photos, you'd get the same amount of "action" without disgusting at least half th

You've Got To Be Kidding.
I’m sorry that I’m a model. I’m sorry that I’ve made a nice chunk of extra change by having pictures taken of me. I’m sorry that someone (Alyssa), thought it would be okay to steal my picture as her own, then alter it. Any time you’d like to come over here, bring it on. I’m sorry that some of you aren’t me and seem to wish that you were. Either accept yourself, or go get plastic surgery. Two of my ex’s are on here, and they both know exactly what I look like and who I am. Also, there is a girl on here that hates me- but even she knows who I am and can tell you that I’m real. This is all a bunch of BS.

Mynda's Auction (join Now)
HEY FUBAR! I am having my first auction!!! Just send me a message with the pic you want to enter with and a list of what you are willing to offer the person who buys you! I will put the offer onto the photo for you! PLUS! I will give 100,000 FuBucks to the person with the most points (Comments will be worth 1 and Rates worth 5)!!! Also, Hard cash, VIPs, Blasts, and Happy Hours override FuBuck Bids. Opening bids start at 5,000 FuBucks Anyone may join at any time during the auction! You may bid on yourself and people may combine bids with someone else to bid on you as 1 bid. Meaning.. 2 or more people may own you. All Bids require approval from the person being auctioned. Any and ALL rude comments will be deleted! And person leaving them will be locked in a 2x4 room with DrPhil, Britney Spears, and David Hasselhoff! Have fun and start whoring NOW!

Don't Let Your Husband Go To Walmart
NO PARENT LEFT BEHIND.... I promise you cannot read these and not laugh out loud. These are real notes written by parents in an ALABAMA school district. Spellings have been left intact. 1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take PE today. Please execute him. 2. Please exkuce lisa for being absent she was sick and i had her shot. 3. Dear school: please ecsc's john being absent on jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33. 4. Please excuse gloria from jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse roland from p.e. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out o ree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse ray friday from school. He

In Memory Of.....
Clara Joyce Kramer was born on November 6, 1941 to Henry and Bertha Kramer. She was married for 27 years to the former Dr. Michael McDonald of Fairdale KY, that has gone on before her some 2 yers ago. She is survived by two sons, one grandson, two sisters, four nephews, three nieces, four great nieces, and three great nephews. Clara Joyce Kramer died at St. Mary and Elizabeth hospital on January 25, 2008 from cancer. Her services were this morning at Arch L Heady at Resthaven Chapel at 10:00 a.m. this morning, cold, rainy and blustery. Thanks for the weather Aunt Joyce i know you didnt want us hanging out there and sobbing like a bunch of ninnies over you. Aunt Joyce was a lover of animals, lover of children and family, and most of all could make even the most hardened of hearts regardless of the situation crazk a smile and immediately go to a full belly laugh. My fondest memory of Aunt Joyce is over at the horse farm she had in Fairdale Ky, plenty of land, huge barn. I

Attention!
Go to http://www.maxtheshelterdog.com/kidsforpits.html And submit pictures of your Pit Bull or a family member's dog with kids. They are trying to get 100,000 Pictures of the "Nanny Dog" (yes that's what they were called when life was better) to send to congress by September. This one isn't going to blow over by itself guys. Tennessee is pushing hard to ban bully breeds from the ENTIRE state!

Wedsday!
Hey people...I am bored so im posting up on here. My day will go just like this i promise you, it's gonna be freeze my arse off in my cold flippen house untill bout 11. Then get ready for work. Get to work about noon. Get yelled at for not putten up all the truck shipment that came in yesterday. Which wasn't my fault cause i put up 75% of that truck and the other guys were jacken around not doen nothen. So today i'm putten a boot in someones ass if they try and say i havn't done my job. Then i get off work at 830 and i'll be heading home. Come home get some sleep and get up early tomorow and do it all over again! GOD I HATE MY JOB!! But then again doesn't every1?

U
Have you met me yet? No This is my new Fu-Owner Miss Pr Mamii.. she is also a great friend.. Plus she owns me for the next mth hehehe:p Not only am I lucky to be owned by such a beautiful, sweet, person But I'd like to help her level to Fu-King she is less than 60k away from it. So if you could go by and show some fu-love to my new owner and give her some warm spanks (psst she likes them :p) It would be great :D And it doesn't hurt that she's .... **PR Mamii**Owner Of ~GoddessWildCherry~**Member Of The Spankers Club**PLZ RATE PAGE & FAN B4 U Add@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by ~GoddessWildCherry~Owned By Pr Mamii~Member of the Spankers Club~

Mental Vent
Blah blah blah, are you fucking ready?! Ranting and raving always comes so steadily. Not knowing what to do, dreams haunting me of you feeling so valid, feeling so requisite. Pins and needles engorge my skin, feeling unbalanced as the room begins to spin. A mental release never comes with ease, pills temporarily sedate the beasts. The casing starts to callous. My heart races a hostile impulse, this feeling of malice. Overtaken, letting go. It`s almost like perfect euphoria. Blood aches, bones scream, cerebral anguish increases. Explosive feelings leave me in pieces laying about. Never knowing what to do, always thinking "well what about?"

Rekindleing Romance!
I have been divorced twice from the same woman. I still Love her and have been having sex still with her. I am trying to change my life and she is still in her old ways. Do I just try to find a new romance or try to try this again because I do still Love her. Your comments are greatly appreciated. My first ever Blog Thank You all.

Erotica
The Valley by Leviticus My best friend in life is Melissa. We've been friends since 4th grade when I, the new girl in school, found myself being teased by a bunch of boys who had me trapped alone. Melissa came to my rescue and chased them all off by threatening tell their moms. From that moment we were never separated. We went to the same schools, the same college, even dated some of the same guys (but never at the same time). I know every one of her dirty little secrets, and she knows all of mine. For instance, she knows I like to play around with bondage. Sometimes she'll even help me by tying me up from time to time, but she knows I prefer it when a guy takes charge so this doesn't happen often. Occasionally she will get me to tie her up, but even this is rare for it has never felt right for me to do the tying. A couple of my ex-boyfriends were pretty good at tying me up, but relationships for me don't last very long, and it wasn't long before each one drifted away. I h

Fubar
( ◊ COPIED FROM STEPHANIE LYNN'S BLOG ◊ ) TO ALL OF YOU TALKING ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK - I WANNA SAY THANK YOU! Now, keep it going OK? Because I can NEVER have too many friends… AND I’LL BUY YOU STUFF!! You get your friends to be MY friend RATE... FAN... ADD... And You Get Great Prizes!!! 5 Fan Rate Adds = 1 fuBling GIFT 15 Fan Rate Adds = 1 DAY BLAST!!!! 25 Fan Rate Adds = 3 DAY BLAST!!!! OR A BLING-PACK!!!! 50 Fan Rate Adds = 7 DAY BLAST!!!! 100 Fan Rate Adds = 30 DAY BLAST!!!! 150 Fan Rate Adds = A HAPPY HOUR!!!! 200 Fan Rate Adds = 1 YEAR VIP!!!! OR A HAPPY HOUR + 7-DAY BLAST!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOUR FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! FOR EXAMPLE... “Jane Doe 2112 sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you.” Now For The Rules!! And these are important! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ • Your friends MUST FAN AND RATE (10 or above) in addition to sending an add reque

Contradictions
I can be a very contradicting person. I love to cook but rather others cook for me. I love the beach, but I don't like going if it's hot or if there will be tons of people there. I don't like it when people are loud at my house, but I am usually the loudest one; especially after a few beers. I say I shouldn't eat fast food, then order a burger and fries. I will also get scared of scary movies, but watch them all the time. I like to be lazy but hate to be bored. I am not a liar, I just sometimes can be a hypocrite; even though I try hard not to be; that's a big pet peev of mine. If anything, I am too honest for my own good. I'm a home-body, I like to stay in and watch TV, watch movies, or read. But I get tired of being at home all the time. If I find a good book, I can read it in a day and not put it down. I love my alone time, it helps me sort out my life when things become overwhelming. I love to meet new and interesting people, but I have social anxiety and a people

A Little Smile...
The Hormone Guide Women will understand this! Men should memorize it! Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: 1st line SAFER: 2nd line SAFEST: 3rd line ULTRA SAFE: Have some wine What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that

Cigarettes And Tampons
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, 'Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife? He answers, 'You see, it's like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it's sooo-ooo--oo-ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own .......... so does she.

7 Degrees Of Blonde
FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The wife (undoubtedly blonde), picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" T he wife said, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." `Â´*:-.,_,.-:*Â´`Â´*:-.,_,.-:*Â´`Â´*:-.,_,.-:*Â´`Â´*:-.,_,-:*Â´`Â´*:-.,_,.-:*Â´`Â´* SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" `Â´*:-.,_,.-:*Â´`Â´*:-.,_,.-:*Â´`Â´*:-.,_,. -:*Â´`Â´*:-.,_,-:*Â´`Â´*:-.,_,.-:*Â´`Â´* THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and bu

Tag!
So here's how it works: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 15 different kinds of body wash in my shower. 2. I insist on hanging all of my clothes. 3. I have a totally irrational fear of fish hooks. 4. I have five brothers and sisters, 3 of which are older, but I was raised as the oldest. 5. I have all of the matching lotions and body sprays for the 15 different body washes in my shower. 6. I am a recovering drug addict. 7. I have two tattoos that match with two different people (my two best friends). 8. I have lived in 5 different states. 9. When I go out for breakfast, I usually order both coffee and diet soda. 10. I have never been married, but I have been enga

Tag
This is all MorbidChild's fault! Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I dabble in BDSM 2. Most of my ex's drive me crazy (bad thing) 3. I only drink diet sodas 4. I'm a monkey junkie 5. My PS2 has become by brothers 6. Love animals 7. Never been in trouble with the law 8. I have my tongue pierce 9. I'm diabetic 10. Single and loving it! Katie manly Lori Scooter gary

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My real first name is Grace; I inherited it as a family name. 2. I majored in English Literature in college, but ended up with a career in finance. 3. My knees bend the other way too. Not far, but far enough to be gross. 4. I used to work as a program director and a DJ in college radio. 5. I've been legally divorced for less than a month. 6. I'm a horny and forgetful drunk, so I monitor myself carefully. 7. I won first place in our area's adult spelling bee three years ago. 8. I took four years of Latin in high school and have written poetry in Latin in dactylic hexameter. 9. I love bad horror movies.

Whole
Whole Two hearts, as one no moon, no sun no break of day the world is gray One heart, to stay yet far away The distance kills the strongest wills The heart is whole Only one soul The distance breaks but stronger makes To have found you the one, the true Gives me the strength to bridge the length Someday, not far by one true star Together we'll be as one. You. Me.

My Personal Thoughts
First off let me send you the best and warmest of Greetings if you are reading this and I hope you enjoy the stuff that gets posted here. Next I want to say I write a little bit and that they may not be suitable for work but I hope you enjoy them. They are very rough drafts and should be taken that way and I would love to hear what you think but remember I am not a professional. Lastly I am going to post here my general thoughts on a somewhat regular basis I hope. Its hard for me to stay motivated about this kind of thing as it normally creates problems as I am outspoken and think my own way. Well thank you for reading. Jaroth Now I know this is going to upset some of you before I post it so please finish reading it before you comment....if anyone does. Here goes: Love is a corruption of the soul. Now before you get all mad or upset about this statement I want you to follow my thinking. When someone falls into love they change the way they think about everythi

Fu Babies
I just have to say this. Some people are so childish and stupid, on here!!! I cannot believe how some people take this shit so seriously. How anal are you in real life if you get so upset about a comment on your mumm. I am going to sit here and Thank God that I have still got a sense of humor and that I have a life! Some people are just so futarded!!! Have an awesome week and have fun!!!

True Friends
To a special friend While others have turned their back you have always be there beside me standing up for me in everything i do You are always watching out for me making sure i'm not hurt wiping my tears when i cry a friend like you is rare and i am so glad that i have you!! A friend online once a stranger in a crowd you have shown me your true side and i hope others will see what i do you are a sweetie Craig thank you for being one of my best friends!

Account Deleted...
OK GUYS I GUESS MY OTHER ACCOUNT WAS DELETED I'M SO UPSET AND PISSED.. I HAVE BEEN HERE SINCE 2006 AND WAS ALMOST TO LEVEL 22, ANYWAY PLS HELP ME ANYWAY YOU CAN GET I WILL DO MY BEST TO RETURN YOUR FAVOR.. I HAVE LOSTS ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS... ALSO I HAVE A LEVELING LOVERS FAMILY AND IF ANYONE ELSE WOULD LOVE TO JOIN PLS CONTACE ME.. I'M SO SO UPSET ABOUT THIS AND DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HAS HAPPENED.......PLS EVERYONE HELP ME GET ME BACK TO WHERE I WAS.. TY SO MUCH MUAH...

New Beginings
We are always wanting more. I want a new car, I want a new TV, I want a PS3. I want want want. But before I can do that I need a new job. I work as an personal care worker, taking care of non independent handicap people. Now when i first started this job It was fun and exciting I met alot of new people. I love what I am doing and I love working with people, but the money just isnt there anymore, hell the hours are dwindeling as I speek. My clients love me and dont want me to go but If I need to make my life better I need a better paying job. I dont want people to think I am money hungry Im not raally but living paycheck to paycheck isnt fun. Im going to be 31 in march and dont have much to show for it. Im looking into a factory job again, which will start at like 12$ and hour, and with benifets. I dont even get bennifets right now. I wish I could have all the hours I need and stay where Im at but i dont think thats going to happen, well thats all I got to say on this matter, what you

Is It Really There?
IS IT REALLY THERE? Distance can be such a terrible thing Bringing confusion and despair When I think of you all the time Wishing that I was there Wishing I could look into your eyes Look into your face and see you smile Wishing I could feel your touch Wishing I could hold you so much Your flesh beneath my fingers slowly setting off those little tingles Wishing I could kiss away even a mile of the distance I would spend all night so you would remember The feel of our love it was always so slow and tender But at this time Distance keeps us apart But it will never erase Your love from my heart So I close my eyes and atlas Your there Touching me Everywhere.

Thinking Of You Till.......
Holley, You know I'm thinking of you, I can only relate my own experinces with what you are going thuough. but mine seam trivial to what you have been thru- but in some way I've been thru the place where your at - and this was me in one of my darkest hours - ************************** It's Dark and gloomy - some day's it's a feeling thats hard to get rid of I often feel this way.... Life overwhelms me. Lost in the chaos. Amuck in the mire. Drowning in life. Lonliness prevails. I have heard it said that the song "Heartbreak Hotel" was written by a maid after she found the suicide note of a poor, lost soul. The note simply read, "I walk a lonley road". A simple sentence. A profound message of epic proportion. Quite easy to suffocate on the emptiness of life. Lungs seizing, chest heaving, heart spasming and mind reeling to cope with the mindless reality of it all. Oh, death come quickly, for this one thing I pray. I see no other options, I see no other way. A lo

Rantings!!
Some days are so fucking fulfilling!! You can be as busy as fuck, and stressed out of your mind, and none of it matters because different things through out the day have made it amazing! Today for example... My day started with a phone call from a tattoo client I did work on last night. ...why was she calling? ...to appologize for keeping me so late last night, and to tell me how wonderfully happy with her tattoo she was. ...all that plus she wanted to tell me she didnt scream my name when she took the tape off her bandage! LOL (a little joke I throw out there to my clients as I tape the fuck out of them.) :-P THEN... a tattoo I had worked up a while ago, and got stood up on (part 2 of it), came in and I finally got to finish it up. It was her 50th bday present from her daughter, who had called the night before to see if I was available to do it. :-) I had started it, and she was supposed to come get it finished back in May of last year, but I never heard from her again.

Can't Stand It!
o.k listen up! if i post pics in the nsfw..and privite... if i let you view those then GOOD. but if not.. then get the fuck over it... i would like for you to ask me not.. fucking make me. so from now on... paybacks are hell bitches i see u read it huh! yah.... i posted something about it.. i'm not no fucking slut that just shows them to everybody! you cockhair! i have my tongue and belly button and i did have my nose. they really messed it up. she had it up to high. i want to show should i get it peirced agian?

Pimpin
alright ladys you know you wanna be the owner of a big time pimp so get your bids in befor its to late if you cant bid just rate the pic and he is the greatest friend that anyone could want so lets do it big time check it out and get them bids in on him and 50,000 fubucks to sticky just let sky know when its sticky click the pic below to bid if u cant bid just rate it

The Mack
DEEP DOWN OR FAR BACK IN THE SOUTH FROM A MANS HEART HE SHALL SPEAK WITH HIS MOUTH. NEVER THE LESS HE MAY TEST THE BEST. WITHOUT A MESS HE CAREFULLY BEGANS TO TURN WEST. THE MOUTH AND EYES CAN BE THE MOST DANGEROUS THING! LIKE LOVE AND HONESTY A KIND GIVES TO HIS QUEEN. AN ILLUSION STARTS FROM THE TENDEREST PART OF THE MIND, AS GODS LOVE IS THE GREATEST OF ALL TIME. JUST IMAGINE IF OUR EMOTIONS WAS LIKE A KEY THAT TURNED TO OPEN A DOOR! AND AS YOU ENTERED THERE LIES YOUR WHOLE WORLD BROKEN ON THE FLOOR. CONFUSED AND DAZED NOT KNOW REALLY WHAT TO SAY, BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT THE SUN WILL ALWAYS SHINE ON YOUR DARKEST DAY.

The Fear I Hide Inside
"The Fear I Hide Inside" I lost myself a time ago, I don't know who I am I used to be someone else, I used to be a better man It just got so complicated, it was more than I could take So I slipped further away with every decision that I made I never thought about the consequence as I lived day by day I never considered the man I'd become or the bed I'd lay Now I try so fucking hard to remember who I used to be Cause I don't recognize the man in the mirror staring back at me Welcome to my crazy life Welcome to the fear I hide inside Do you know what it's like To live with the fear I hide inside I try to hold my head up high and I try to chase my dreams But it seems the more I try I just get by with broken wings So I find it hard to get up and face another day I just lay there in my bed wishing that I could stay At least I can say that I am not without love Thanks to my heart, our two awesome boys, and my angel from above They give me reason to live on and they

Walk Now For Autism!!
Allot of my friends on Fubar, that know me... When I had my other account, saw many pictures of my son Kevin. As most of you know, Kevin was struck by two SUV's trying to go to school on his own. He didn't make it, and passed later that day. Last year both my son's and I want to the 1st Walk Now for Autism. This year, my family, friends and I are Walking For Kevin!! Kevin was Autistc, but was the nicest, happiest young man I ever have known. My son was always happy, loved to give you a hug and a kiss. He was always there from me, when Dad was down. He made me happy again. I love him so much for giving me those greatest memories of him. I was proud to be his father, and very happy that God let me barrow his Angel for the 14 years he was on this earth. I will truly miss him. Kevin has a Team page, at Autism Speaks... its http://www.walknowforautism.org/dallas then search teams put in Kevin Wilson If anything, look at the website and be informed about this diability Than

Help
I got new pics. CHeck em out. Just click the pic and go to town. :D Eh.. I woke up this morning, and realized that I was in a contest. I didn't know about it so it's out of the blue. But I was wondering if you all could give me a little help. I need 6000 comments and I get a 3 day Blast. Please Help out some. :) Thank you. Just click my pic. :D

A Little About Me
I just thought I'd explain the reason I use a wheelchair and crutches to some of you who might be wondering about that. I was born with a birth defect called Spina Bifida. It's a neural tube defect where the extreme lower part of my spine didn't fuse correctly. This means that the vertibrates didn't close up all the way and in x rays you can see part of my spine. This caused nerve damage in my lower body. My legs and feet are particularly effected. Evenththough I have a birth defect that causes some damage in my body, I am very independant and can do pretty much everything anyone else can do, with the exception of things like full contact sports, mountain climbing, and a few ohter things. That's it for now, please feel free to message me with any other questions.

Omg Guess What???
MY FRIEND KELLY IS SOOO CLOSE TO LEVELING, HOWS ABOUT YOU COME AND RATE A FEW OF HER PICS SO WE CAN LEVEL HER TONIGHT...JUST CLICK HER PIC, SHE'S AN AWESOME PERSON, FAN & RATE HER WHILE YOU'RE THERE...THANKS TO ALL MY BISHES MUCH LOVE AND A FEW GROPES :)

Fly Away
In this time, I have grief to spare, For it is a time where I mourn That you will no longer be here To talk, to laugh or to wipe away my tears. But still I feel you standing, Watching my every move, Only you don't speak to me so I can hear, You speak so that I feel. In my heart, and in my memories, You will always come to me. When I hear your favorite song, Or smell your perfume, you are there, But I cannot see you. I feel the pain of you being gone, Even though you have been released From your own suffering. I am saddened that you had to go, But in my heart and soul, I know that time will heal, That time will lessen the pain I feel. Now, today, I cry tears, and know that I will always miss you, But today, you had to fly away. You flew to were angels go To watch over us- To watch over me, And without telling me what to do, You still guide me- I still hear you voice, And it causes the tears to flow, But today you had to fly away. I cannot tell you when i

A Big Fat Nothing
well, bj just called to rub it in some more... i've always dreamt of haveing a small farm. maybe 20-30 acres, enough to have a sizeable garden, some horses, cows, chickens, etc... and a tractor, lol... silly i know, but it is something that i have wanted. so, bj told me if i still wanted the house in elkins (turn of the century home i was gonna turn into a bed and breakfast 30 mins away from snowshoe ski resort) that i had to hurry up and get it done cause he was gonna let it go into foreclosure... and that he was getting a 20 acre farm through a land contract deal.... that mf thinks he is gonna get away with this? him, his little hooker bitch and their bastard child which was born in my fucking marriage are gonna have nothing, not even a shirt to put on their fucking backs when i get through with them. ha, don't fuck me over... EVER!!!!

Letting Go Of The Past
i told a couple of you my story tongight i'm here drinkin' til i'm stinkin again and i just cant believe how stupid i was. her name is justina, but i called her just tina then J.T. and shes a fuckin' angel. ive known her most of my life and she used to be mine if you saw her you wouldnt believe that. this girl is gorgus and way too good for a scrap like me but she loved me. she is an honest girl a loyal girl sweet and beautiful and i fucked it up for a bitch that couldn't keep her legs closed for five minutes. J.T. waited a good long time for me to get my shit together and make her mine but i didnt and she moved on. shes married to some dipshit now who drinks as much as i do cant hold a job has nothing to give her and isnt worht the dirt from her shoes. but she stays by his side works every day cleans his fuckin house and probably wakes him up with a bj every morning. i see her around and she still always has a smile for me but it tears my hart out to know i blew my last chance wi

~miracles~
~If Only You Believed In Miracles Baby~ I might have to move heaven and earth to prove It to you, baby So we’re makin’ love and you feel the power And I feel the power Then there’s really nothing that we can’t do If we wanted to, baby We could exist on the stars It’d be so easy All we gotta do Is get a little faith in you Oh, I’ve been (to) so many places I’ve seen some things I know, love is the answer Keeps holding this world together Ain’t nothing better And all the answers to our prayers Hell , it’s the same everywheres, Nothing ever breaks up the heart Only tears give you away Then you’re right where I found ya With my arms around ya Oh baby, love is a magic word, Few ever find in a lifetime But from that very first look in your eyes I knew you and I had but one heart Only our bodies were apart That was so easy, so easy I had a taste of the real world When I went down on you, girl. If only you believe like I believe, We’d get by If only yo

Weight Loss Program
A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later huffing and puffing, he finally gives up. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself

Sexy Eyes Contest
PLEASE REPOST THIS LOVELY, SWEET, DEAR FRIEND OF MINE IS IN A CONTEST FOR THE LOVELIEST EYES. IT ENDS FRIDAY AT 6P.M. PST IT WOULD BE GREAT TO SEE THIS SEXY LADY WIN THE CONTEST. I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU TO GOT TO THE CONTEST LINK ABOVE DAILY UNTIL IT ENDS AND SHAKE SOME BOOTY MAX YOUR COMMENTS LETS GET HER THE WIN THANK YOU

Teen Kills Dad For Taking Away Myspace
Hughstan Schlicker PHOENIX — A Mesa teenager says he fatally shot his father last month because he wouldn't let him use the Internet, police reports show. According to a Mesa police report released Wednesday, 15-year-old Hughstan Schlicker told a homicide detective that he considered committing suicide in front of his father after finding a 12-gauge shotgun and ammunition in the garage of their home, but decided to murder his father instead and then commit suicide. Hughstan apparently surprised 49-year-old Ted Schlicker, who was standing in the kitchen when the boy approached him from behind, the police report said. Police arrested Hughstan after the slaying at the Pueblo Seco Condominiums and accused him of first-degree murder. After the slaying, "the defendant first called his friend and told her what he had done. He told her he was going to kill himself but she told him not to. She convinced him to call the police and deal with the situation," the report said. Hug

The Man I Want...
Every time I look at him, I'll simply stare in amazement at his beauty. When I'm away from him, I will have him on my mind constantly. When I'm troubled, he will honestly want to know why and how he can help. When I have successes, he will truly be happy for me. When I'm sad, he'll hold me and reassure me. When I'm tired and sore, he will rub my aching muscles. When I'm feeling like a party, he'll call all the coolest people to come by. When I travel, he will gladly go with me. When I am horny, he will drive me wild! When my kids needs help, he will always offer. He will respect me, my children, my career, and my home. He will appreciate all I do for him. He will understand me. He will be willing to talk to me about how he feels deep down inside. He will be my best friend. He will be my partner. I will treat him like my King. He will treat me like his Queen. Wonder if I'll ever find someone like this?

All About Me
I want to know what people think. Am I really cute or are people just saying it to be nice? 1. OMFG! EWW! 2. totally fugly! 3. eh, she's ok looking. 4. She's plain looking. 5. She's better looking than some. 6. She's got a good personality but could be better. 7. She's cute. 8. She's really cute and has a great personality. 9. She's hot. 10. She's really fuckin hot! I want to know the truth. My bf told me that I'm a 7 because he's dated models that were a hell hotter than I am which really hurt so now I really want to know. Either leave me a message telling me what you think or just reply to this bulletin. What do you find about me that you like. Thanks ^_^ ~Bad Kitty

Godfather
Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that stopped by to help out in leveling me today!! Most were not even my friends! The Shadow Levelers came at me out of now where!! Thank you all so much!!!!!! Please stop by and show these awesome people some love. If you were one of them and I missed you, please let me know and I will add your link. Please repost! Much love ~That Girl ♫LilBamaGirl♫@ fubar I.B.I .C BlondeRage26@ fubar Sexygranny1967~World Cruise Greeter~Dragon Flyer~Coaster Rider~Pirate~of S*U*P* & Shadow Levelers@ fubar ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~DA PLAYBOY OF DA FU™~FUBAR'S 16TH PROPHET~DA PIMP WITH 31 FU-WIVES"~@ fubar GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~OWNER OF LILBAMAGIRL@ fubar »♥{KiKi}♥« {{{Shadow Leveler}}}@ fubar Fit To Be Tied!@ fubar ~ Echo Angel ~@ fubar Freak@ fubar ღMiss Heartbreakerღ{Club F.A.R.}{Shadow Leveler}

Mustangtim34
I am looking for a nice woman who knows how to treat me like a man.If she treats me good I will treat her like a queen. if you are a nice woman that likes to have fun and don't play head games. contact me.i wanna have some fun......

Wouldn't It Be Great
TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENTAL CANDIDATE, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? > My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. > Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. > This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. > Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during theIraq conflict. This list is short . The United Kingdom ,Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. > The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. > Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign ai

Nsfw Auction!
ok yall, the NSFW auction is now open. please click the pic below and place your bids as well as see what i am offering!!!!! you have to add the host to bid, so here is their profile NYHA **Mari's Fu~Wife**@ fubar ok yall, i am in another auction, this one being a NSFW auction. Click on my pic below to go see what i offer and also place a bid. i hope to see the bids roll in lol.

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers..... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO

What A Master Should Be
Acceptance Acceptance of self, what is within your self, what your wants, needs, and desires are. Acceptance of your limitations, and those of your slave. The ability to accept another human being for the person they are, sometimes even including their short comings, and especially to accept your Own. Accepting what being a Master is to the individual and not being ashamed or intimidated by the needs within, but happy in ones mind set. Communication This is the ability to talk and discuss things. It is an integral part of any relationship, but an absolute necessity within a Master/slave relationship. A Master should have the skills to communicate his needs, wants, desires, fears, thoughts, limits, or whatever else comes along. The ability to talk also calls into play the honesty and truthfulness of the Master. Once communication is open, it should remain that way, and will do so provided the Master does not stop communicating honestly. Compassion The ability to see a

Nostalgia
Today I found one of the most incredible songs ever performed. You simply HAVE to see this! It's the Dutch band Focus playing "Hocus Pocus". There are no words to describe this... My #1 friend sent me some lionks to old songs she was listening to. Made me look for some myself. The first ones I found are in my stash. It was "This Time" that brought me back. Cause that song meant alot to me back then. I translated the lyrics and gave it as a poem to a girl I loved. It got us together, and we were an item for 2 years, nearly got married. It was 23 years ago, a lifetime ago... I'm really getting old...

U.s.a Rebate Check
As you may have heard the Bush Administration said each and every one of us would now get a nice rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will all go to the Arabs, if we purchase a computer it will all go to India, if we purchase fruit and vegetables it will all go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala, if we purchase a good car it will all go to Japan, if we purchase useless crap it will all go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America, so the only way to keep that money here is to buy prostitutes, cigarettes and beer since those are the only businesses still in the US.

Poem
For my best friend.... Photo copyright © 2008 "ONE SILVER ROSE" one silver rose one single thought one simple wish for you to be loved.... "julia" March 2008 Used by permission of Shadow Dweller This is one of the most beautiful stories I have ever seen....please go to the website and view. Enjoy....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oiGKWoJi5qM Jude :)

I Am Someone
I am someone I walked past a dead face even though the person was alive I saw my eyes in the mirror and cried at the sight I looked at a person I didn¹t know and I met a friend I got heads to turn when I walked past I learned a lot about myself when I lost a new friend I cried every tear in my body when I thought about love I got hit bad then got back in the ring I climbed a mountain of rocks and saw an eagle fly over- head I heard terrible things about myself when no one thought I was listening I realized I was strong when I didn¹t cry when it hurt I found out who I was when I was with someone else I thought I was lost forever when a friend found me I held a life in my hand and it was my own I was a pawn in someone else's game so I surrendered to a brook I walked the fine line between surviving and not wanting to survive I still am I am someone

Shadow Levlers Your Rawk!!! From Dawn & Indragon
Indradragon - The GodDragon!@ fubar ¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ In the arms of the God Dragon@ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ In the arms of the God Dragon' on '2008-03-19 13:19:20')

Breed Specific Legislation
This really makes me sick. To think that we are allowing the government to legally KILL an animal because its an ANIMAL! I mean COME ON!!! Its not the breed, its the person that owns the dog. This was in my bulletins and its something I believe in. If you don't like it, get the hell off my page de-fan and friend me. Thats all I have to say. This needs to be stopped. ****************************** If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Facebook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post t

My Guys
FIRST OFF, I AM OWNED BY THIS MAN! If you're in need of some fu-bux he's paying for rates! @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria r@};-@ fubar SECOND, I OWN THIS MAN He's a shadow leveler and just a wonderful person! GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED TO BooBoo~~@ fubar Last, but not least. Iceman bought me VIP this time around so go love all over his smexie azz! Iceman"Chill your Grill"™@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar

Yeah I Am
So, here it is Yes I am going to be a Grandmother most definately. The Grandbaby is due Nov. 12 th. Even though I am not happy nor proud of this, I will still do what is right. I will love this baby and beat my son ( just kidding ).I will love the baby and help him as he needs me.Kinda cute he has managed to call me 16 times today. He is telling me he is scared to death. Well, I told him better get your butt in gear.Get your GED and get your affairs in order.

Lol's
A blind man wanders into an all girls biker bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee. After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely silent. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is only fair -- given that you are blind -- that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blonde girl with a baseball bat. 2. The bouncer is a blonde girl. 3. I'm a 6 foot tall, 175 lb. Blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blonde and a professional weightlifter. 5. The lady to your right is blonde and a professional wrestler." "Now, think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?" The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters, "Nope... Not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times!" A farm boy accidentally over

Who Do U Think
i am in love with someone and i love them with all that i am, and the thought of spending my life with them sends chills down my back. i never in my life thought i would meet someone like him. he's great, not saying he is perfect cause no one is. but he is perfect for me. he is so damn sexy, and can get my blood boiling in a matter of minutes. just the thought of his touch mmmmmm... but i love him for other reasons, looking into his eyes u can see his soul and u can see the pain he has been thru, and how compassionate he is, how loving and protective. the feel of his arms around me puts me at ease no matter what, and i love that feeling. no one else has done that for me. and there is no one else that i would rather be with.

Eric Nicholson
ERIC FRANCIS NICHOLSON Trooper Fisrt Class South Carolina Highway Patrol Columbia, SC Date of Death: 12/06/2000 This is a true story and a big part of my life. This man has my heart forever. I was at work on 12/6/00. Eric Nicholson was trying to pull this guy over. He did not know that the guy was a Bank Robber. Eric was shot. My boss at the time asked me to go out and see what was going on. So I did. He was leaning over on the passanger seat of his patrol car. I could see the bullet hole in his side. When I got there he was still breathing. He had his radio in his hand. I stood there and talked to him and told him help was on the way. I never left his side. I was there when he took his last breath. I just keep telling him he was not alone. Well, when all the other cops started showing up they were just standing there and doing nothing. So, I stood out in the middle of a busy 4 lane road yelling and screaming at all the other cops to do something. But, there

Happiness In Another
the thought of happiness could it really be to know someone for such a short time an yet to fall in love to think of them each night an day never able to consintrate enough to pull them away from your mind the possibility of such happiness that one could bring just from a simple smile or a short hello but yet to have that one belong to another an in your heart you know it may never be always wanting them to be the happiest they can your heart flutters with every mention of her name an yet just a friend is all you can let it be.

To My Son
This is a personal poem for my son. In hopes that one day the grips that my family have on our relationship will be loosened. That we are able to at least just sit and talk with out the restraints of all the pain and hurt caused to the both of us. No matter what is said, I love you; I look forward to our relationship being restored. We have had our struggles since day one; Before your life had even begun. I have always been your silent cheerleader from the back of the bleachers; Even though I have not been a lives teacher. No matter what is said, I love you You did not ask for any of this, that I'm sure. I hope one day we can sit and talk about the things that matter; Being able to tear down the walls and watch them shatter. I'm sorry for the way things are; Like a twisted melody from a broken stringed guitar. No matter what is said I love you; The struggles that my mother and I have do not need to rear its ugly head at you anymore. I apologize for all the pain th

Moving To South Carolina
Believe it or not - I am gettin up off my lazy ass, moving to South Carolina, starting a new job, and making a fresh start!!!! I know some people can’t believe I have the nerve and think I’m nuts going somewhere where there is no one to "take care of me". Well, believe it or not, I am a strong, independent woman perfectly capable of taking care of myself. I don’t "need" any man to take care of me. Wanting someone to care for, and to care for me, is much different than needing. I can live without it, but it doesn’t mean I have to WANT to. But that is beside the point. I need to do this - for ME - for my sanity. It is a VERY positive move that I am making. Even if I fail, and end up coming back, I can look back and say at least I was willing to take the risk. I will so much miss my family and friends here. But it is only about 8 hours or less away. It’s not like I can’t come back to visit. And I WILL!!!!

New Life
Ok, so for the first time in my life I am single! I have always up to this point had a S/O waiting for me to be single. I don't know how to do this! I'm in a new town and know a whopping 6 people and 4 of those are friends of my sister.I don't know where to go to meet people. I want someone to hang out with and generally have a good time and not necessarily be sexual with. Friends are more important to me at this stage than sex partners. Don't get me wrong would love to have sex right now, but don't want just any one! Sex would be nice but don't want to repeat mistakes in I've made in the past! I hate being single! I really wish I had had someone waiting for me!

Jamaica Man!
Soooo...I am going to Jamaica. I want to know all the hot spots and all the awesome sites! I know some of you have probably been to Jamaica...so spill it. Information on the Caymen Islands would also be helpful. Thanks.

How Do You?
How do you go about telling someone you love them? It's that wierd conversation that you can never know the outcome of. You say to yourself every day since you realized, just keep it to youself, that it's not time, he's not ready to hear it. Is it really just because your afraid to hear it, or scared of it? That your not ready for it? You can say to yourself not to say those words ever and keep them from coming out for only oh so long before it slips. When it does slip you pay extra attention to make sure you don't do it again. Sometimes even lashing out on that person for petty lil' shit just because you want an excuse not to say those words. You also keep denying to yourself it's not true, that it can't be possible. You state how much good comes from him and then think of the faults about that person. When you can't find any faults except the little things that the person does that only annoys you, you start to question yourself. Questioning yourself on your own denial that is of cou

Stupid Bitch
Do people honestly think ur stupid??? I mean it's pretty fucking bad when ur drunk & can't keep ur stories straight even when ur drunk or wasted!! Does ur fucking ass think for a minute that u can get into my good graces again after what HELL u put me through? When I say I'm through with u, I mean it! U have successfully been wiped clean from my slate...FOREVER!! DO U UNDERSTAND WHAT EXACTLY THAT MEANS????? F U C K U & A L L T H A T U A R E !!!!!

Electrocution Via Toaster
Over time you learn certain things. Like to stop holding your breath, To back away from the window, To start blinking again, To move the toaster away from the tub, And to stop basing Every. Single. Thing. On hopeless expectations.

Why Should I Deal With Shit?!?!
I wished my Family && Friends would just support me with who I am and who I want to be. I want them to Accept the decisions I make in MY life. Only like a few people understand me, and that few doesnt concern my family. My family doesnt know me! They think im just the perfectest daughter, granddaughter ever! Yea I will admit, I am a great person, and I have never done anything extreamally bad. But they dont understand that life is differnt than the way it was when my parents were growing up! I dont like how my family always tells me what can I cannot do. I will be 20 before I know it, and gosh it just kills me! Soon Im gonna start making money so I can move out! Maybe me and my girls will get a apt! I never thought id be saying I want to move out so bad, but quite frankly I DO ! Mom gets mad bc im not like her, and im differnt, and she doesnt understand. Thats not my problem! I just want my family to understand me ! Why cant they. Its not hard. Im not a bad person.

Sex Freak
I have no idea what is going on... I understood that I really need a good man to have sex with! I have a new hobby to take nude and porno pics, meet men and have real fun! Guess, I can not show my pics here as they are not "politically correct". If you are interested - see them at http://benaughty.com/users/tutsipupsi1 I will be pleased to hear your comments! Who knows, we could have some kind of relations! virtual sex is also cool, I tried it on the above site and enjoy it xxx P. S. My Mom was very strict, so i guess, now I am a freak 'cause I no longer live with her LOL Was chatting with a guy on my dating profile http://www.benaughty.com/profile/tutsipupsi1 and got really horny, then my connection dropped... so I started to think naughty xxx There's a knock at my door. I answer the door and it's you. You ask if I'm alone, I say yes. I take your hand and lead you into my bedroom. I'm wearing a sheer white blouse and you can see the lacy white bra beneath it. And I'm weari

Wanna Own Me???
PU$$YCAT AUCTION!! OWN YOUR FAVORITE PLAYMATE OR PIMP!! STARTING BID IS 25,000 FUBUCKS. AUCTION STARTS 4/18 AND WILL END ON 5/2 @ 9PM FUBAR TIME. CLICK ON A PIC BELOW TO BID. $1 = 50000 fubucks $5 = 250000 fubucks $10 = 500000 fubucks $20 = 1 million fubucks $50 = 2.5 million fubucks $100 = 5 million fubucks 1 month VIP = $20 Bling Pack = $13 etc Cant beat the high bid at least rate my pic...ty (repost of original by '¤Ła$Ŧ♠oƒÅ♠D¥inßŖΞΞd¤Madam of Pu$$yCat Playmates' on '2008-04-17 21:41:22')

Wanna Be My New Squirrell!!!
Squirrel Application :). Due to unfortunate circumstances I am looking for a new Squirrel? Could you be the next "Squirrel in my world"? Just copy, paste and fill the following out and send to me in a private message. Thank You Name Male or Female? Whats your birthday/age/sign Height Hair color Eye color Piercings/Tats If no, do you want any? Do you drink? Do you smoke? Do you do drugs? What would you say is your best quality? Whose your favorite band? What kind of music do you like? Do you like kids/want any of your own? How do you feel about marriage? Where do you work? Do you go to school? Do you live at home/on your own? Do you prefer cats or dogs? What do you like to do in your free time? What do you think is my best quality? Are you Spontaneous? Are you afraid of commitment? Are you romantic and treat girls the way they deserve? Would you make me

Missin U?
Girl Facts ♥ Body: girl facts---When a girl is mean to you after a break-upshe wants you back but she is tooscared she'll get hurt and knowsyou're gone forever!when you catch a girl glancing at you,she wants you to look backand smileWhen a girl bumps into your arm,while walking with youshe wantsyou to hold her handWhen she wants a hugshe will just stand thereWhen u break a girls heartshe still feels it whenyou run into each other 3 years laterWhen a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through hermind..When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply,,When a girl looks at you with eyes full ofquestions,she is wondering how long you will bearoundWhen a girl answers, "I'm fine," after afew seconds,she is not at all fineWhen a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are playing gamesWhen a girl lays her head on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers foreverWhen a girl says she can't livewithout you,she has made up her mind that you areher futureWhen a girl says, "

Thank You
To start off with I have to thank Hopeless for VIPing me once again! @};-Hopeless Romantic @ fubar Secondly, I need to thank Gary for hosting a giveaway for me to earn another month of VIP GARY~SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar Here is the pic link for the giveaway BROUGHT TO YOU BY: lauria@ fubar

Statement Of Fact
For your love I'd rope the moon Put it in a blender Mix up a concoction bound to make you surrender I'd bite the brand off a buckin' Brahma Bull I'd rob me a gin mill Then I'd fill the ocean full I'd take on the Army And the Her Majesty's Marines Your love ain't just the cover It's the whole Magazine! For your love I'd stop a freight train Single-handed. I would straighten out the bends in the Rio Grande I'd climb up the tower at the T.V.station Broadcast my affection to the United Nations I'd take on the Government In Washington D Your love ain't just the en-jine It's a rockin' machine! For Your Love...I'd stop the hands of time For Your Love...I'd dig a diamond mine For Your Love...I'd do it all the time For your love I'd walk a tight rope Wrestle Anacondas Jump a motorcyle over half-a-dozen Hondas Carve your initials on a forest of bamboo Paint the Brooklyn Bridge, baby, pink with a broom I'd take on the press From Tokyo to Pravda Your love

I Believe
Tuesday, December 04, 2007 I Believe Current mood: tired Category: Life I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passi

Poetry Reading #1
It is a thin line on which we tread, with our bullet-proof hearts open. Seldom do we see the attack at hand, that leaves our paper thin lives so broken. The weight of the world is pressing down I can feel it breaking my spine. So now upon the wrist of the world I cut along the dotted line. I know you but by pictures, just what you want me to know. We've never even talked, but what is conversation with a faceless person? You know me as the same, the pictures and blogs and anything else I choose to show you. We are the same, you and I, and I doubt you even know that I want you. You may hear in my song, or read in my poem these feelings and thoughts that torment me. There is no cure for unrequited love, just a pain that sings over us all untill we curl up in the corner waiting for the end to come, and our lives to finally be! No! I will not be just another statistic, I will not be another casualty in the war against ourse

Hmmm
I know I have people around me that really care but I still feel so alone. I always feel like I have no one to talk to and express my feelings to. There are certain people I can talk to about some things that are going on with me and then the rest I'm just left with. I have so many things going through my head that I can't get out cause I don't have anyone to talk to about them. I'm tried of having everything bottled up inside me just letting it eat away at me. Why do I have to feel so alone??? I realized one thing today, even though I'm happy for my best friend (he's finally found someone who is perfect for him) I still feel like I'm losing him. In 10 days he will be married. We've been through a lot together and he's always been the one I could go to for everything but, now it's hard to do that. He only live 30 minutes from me yet I haven't seen him in months and when we talk I can never talk to him about the things I have called him for cause he doesn't have time. I understand his l

March Of Dimes... Walk For Babies
My daughters and I are walking this Saturday in the March For Babies in Everett WA, We are in need of sponsors (a.k.a. donations) For the price of a latte or mocha you can help by donating just $5.00 or whatever you can afford. Goto http://marchforbabies.org/DigiBrat & sponsor my daughters and me to help premature babies. Please Help & Thank you for your support. Imagine.....your baby's birth weight being less than a bag of sugar or a 2 pound free weight or a 32 oz soft drink Imagine…your granddaughter's tongue the same size as a tic-tac Imagine...not hearing your child cry until he was a month old Imagine…trying desperately to stay pregnant for as long as you can, even at risk to your own health Imagine…giving birth only to be told that your baby has a 40% chance of survival and if she does survive, she will be blind, mentally and physically handicapped and never walk Imagine…the smile on your face and the tears in your eyes when one year later, that same child RUNS past

Improving Image
Not long ago our government issued a tender for international marketing agencies to help change and improve the image of Serbia in the world."Image, what an ugly word!", Zuko Dzumhur used to say."What have they made of the beautiful French word image..." In a fit of contrariness, he would use the similar Turkish word"amidz" instead of "image". The most well-known international agencies put in proposal for the tender;for one milion euros they were to create a campaign that would change our image in the world.A million euros is no small amount!Teams of experts got together, all of them comprised of young, elegant Anglos with diplomas from the world,s famous universities and with all of their teeth in their head.They are efficient, productive and they all have same "Samsonsite" luggage with the same contents inside the luggage and inside their minds.We kindly ask that you turn off your cell phones before the meeting. Thank you! And so, the action begins.An art director with a shaved hea

Watch Out For Hackers (like My Body) She Is The One
TO ALL OF FU FAMILY MEMB THERE IS THIS GIRL THAT IS HACKING INTO PPLS PROFILE AND CHANGING ALL PASS WORDS AND DELETING FRIEND LIST I KNOW SHE HAS DONE IT TO 3 PPL ALREADY ..SO JUST BE CAREFUL OUT THERE.....IF YOU WASNT TO SEE HER GO TO MY FRIENDS LIST (LOOK UP CRAWDAD) THEN LOOK AT HIS PROFILE AND YOU WILL SEE HER ......WATCH OUT SHE WILL DO WHAT EVER IT TAKES ..PASS THIS TO ALL UR FRIEND AND FAMILY AND FANS

Thoughts 36
God, I feel like crap. Getting no sleep last night and now my shoulders and neck are aching. I am sorry for those of you that enjoyed my folder. I felt the need to delete it. It was just time. This site just seems to be kind of boring now. A lot of the people I used to talk to on here never get on anymore for what ever reason and I have kind of moved on as well. I miss these people but do know that I can talk to them on msn as well. Also I would love for you to sign up on facebook to be able to converse there. Just know that I have real life friends on there and you might need to watch what you write to me on there. About the only thing I do is write on here. I miss Kim & Steve, I miss Melissa, Padma, I miss Henry, I miss and a bunch of others. It just isn't the same. Maybe I should just take a break? I don't plan on deleting my account, just the folder for now. So ciao for now. Getting off to get some more work done. kisses and love to you all. I

About Me!!
WELL I DONT KNOW IF ANY OF YOU REALLY KNOW ME OR ABOUT ME SO HERE IT IS ALL ABOUT ME LAYED OUT FOR YOU ALL TO READ.MY LIFE IS NOT AS IT SEEMS TO YOU ALL...AT AGE 12 I WAS LEFT BY MY PARENTS TO FIN FOR MYSELF,I GOT INTO DRUGS AND DRINKIN...I FINESHED SCHOOL BUT IN THAT TIME I WAS WITH THIS GUY NAMED ROBBIE HE IS ON FUBAR SO I WILL LEAVE IT AT THAT..HE BEAT ME SO BADLY FOR 10 YEARS IN THAT TIME I STAYED ON ALL KINDS OF DRUGS TO HIDE THE PAIN..I WAS RAPED BY WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A FRIEND TO US. AT THAT TIME I WAS A VIRGIN STILL.WHEN WE HAD TO GO TO COURT HE KILLED HIMSELF AND SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME.I GOT AWAY FROM THAT SORRY ASS AND RIGHT INTO IT WQITH ANOTHER ONE.MY MOTHER HAD INTRODUCED ME TO ANOTHER MAN AND I ENDED UP GETTING PREG. AND THAT IS WHEN HE TURNED ON ME.HE BEGAN TO BEAT ME,AFTER THE BIRTH OF MY SON HE GOT WORSE TO ME AND THE BABY...HE PICKED UP A PLASTIC BAT AND HIT MY SON ACROSS THE BACK WITH IT AT AGE 18 MONTHS.THEN TURNED IT ON ME FOR NOT MAKING T

Live, Laugh & Love
Its a pleasure to have you stop by my page... with that said...I'm a Bama girl. I have lived here all my life... I am a very outgoing person... I love to explore life and have a blast while doing it... I love to laugh... and make others laugh... I believe in the concept live everyday to the fullest... because you truely only live once... That's the way I live my life... to the fullest... to the very fullest... I have had my share of ups and downs but I've learned along the way... that life is life... and if you choose to sit around and worry... then it will overcome you... and I have not and will not let it overcome me... I love my life... and my loved ones... I have long life friends whom I absolutely adore... and I choose to live happy... I have two gorgeous children that are godsend... I couldnt have asked for better kiddos... I'm divorced and single. I am not looking or should I say "searching" for that special someone. I have decided to quit the search and let him find me. I give

Chicano Nation Gangsters
what up its that CHICANO NATION boy BLU 3-14 all day fuck pussy malditos the can suck my dick like there sisters do them nigger boys the nigger boy click shout out to my nigga 3z3 spike 3z3 peru 3z3 popeye 3z3 shitface to the chicanos round the nation 3-14 all day to the homies locked up stay up niggas to the homies that died R.I.P. to my baby girl sexy rican I love you shawty

Dictionary Of Terms
Dictionary of Terms Aromatherapy--the use of essential oils, herbs, flowers and fruits to heal the body, mind and spirit, and to promote well-being. Astral Travel--the art of sending forth the consciousness at will to a more refined level of existence that lies beyond this level of physical existence: experiencing the astral plane, a realm often perceived as being parallel to, and interwoven with, our physical world: also known as lucid dreaming, soul travel and mental projection. Astrology--astrology embraces the idea that there is a causal connection between the heavens and earth: it is the study of how the movements of the planets and stars reflect events in our daily lives. Auras--the distinctive atmosphere surrounding a given source: an energy field that is held to emanate from a living being: the colors of the aura and their intensity reflect emotions, health and state of mind: a healthy aura radiates the colors of the rainbow: thin, weak, or broken auras signify illn

Shadow Levelers Rawk!
To keep everyone on the same page I'm adding this blog so everyone knows how we operate. We don't have many rules so thats how it keeps things simple. 1.The biggest rule...NO DRAMA..If you have a problem with something or someone come to me and let me know. 2. Help on Level ups when you are available. We all have real lives off of Fubar and can't be here for everything. But if you are here and can help please do so. 3. And our last rule.. But out of respect to all levelers..That each are Fanned, Rated and added. No blocks on levelers. If there is a reason you have a leveler blocked please advise me as to why. 4. All Shadow Levelers are required to have it in there name on their profile. It's not required in the profile link and if you need help on that please let me know and I'll help you. This is due to some decide they no longer want to be a leveler but forget to tell us. 5. We have found that it is easier to do a level up when someone is online so unless they are a l

Fire Here In Manchester, Nh
http://www.necn.com/Boston/New-England/Dramatic-fire-rescue-in-Manchester-/1210363739.html fubar friends Daved1966 and big mike/boy toy had fire from building next door actually burn part of there roof and Big Mike Boytoy saves infant and toddler by catching them from the 2nd floor

Mothers Day...
I WANT TO WISH ALL THE WOMEN OUT THERE THAT HAVE AND OR CARE FOR CHILDREN A HAPPY MOTHERS DAY... YOU KNOW WHAT I'D LIKE FOR MOTHERS DAY??? TO GODMOTHER, THAT WOULD BE AWESOME!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR ANY AND ALL HELP HELPING ME TO GET MY GOAL...

Me
so lets see a blog well im going threw some stuff life is crazy right now i seem like its getting better but then at times its really bad i get depress alot and i really dont know how to handle it at times but life gose on

Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Please help donate for my walk in the 3 day 60 mile walk in November. I have already started training I have quit smoking all kinds of smoking as well. I am trying to raise money for the cause and the cure. So if you are generous please help me in this fight love Allison Head http://08.the3day.org/goto/allisondhead

Confused
y do men say they are gonna be there for or with you when they have no plans on it... or if they do plan on it anything they're boys want them to do is more important... I've gotten to the point where i just dont care anymore.... i'm just not gonna allow myself to be available so i dont have to worry about it... I'll be here when he actually shows up but i will never spend another waking moment waitin on any man...

Thought Everyone Needed A Laugh!!!
a little boy and a little girl are taking a bath and the little girl looks over at the boy and says can i play with that and the boy says hell no you done broke yours off!! how did woman get the name? when god made eve he said woooo man!!! what did god say when he caught eve taking a bath in the river? damn ill never get that smell out of those fish!! why do blond weman have bruises around her belly buttons? cause blond guys are stupid too!!! a little boy goes into a church and asks the preacher is it true that we come from dust yes the preacher says we come from dust the boy asks is it also true when we die we go back to dust the preacher says yes its also true when we die we also go back to dust well you better come to my house and look under my bed cause somebody is either comming or going!!! why did raggedy ann get thrown out of the toy box?she got caught sitting on pinnochios face saying lie to me lie to me tell me the truth lie lie!!!! how do you knowif

Thanks For The Memories
Well friends and family members, all good things must come to an end and it's time for me to say goodbye. I want to thank all of you who took the time to make friends with me. If you are ever looking for me out there is cyberspace, you will be able to find me on facebook (Joanne Pick). Those who are close to me will get my email address and also some will get my phone number so that we can stay in contact. Check your inboxes because that is where I will be sending them over the next few days. I will be leaving this blog and my page up for a few days in order to let everyone see this blog. After that I, as well as the page will be gone. It has come to a point in my life where I would rather be in real time than cyber space. I am tired of men looking at me as if I am just a peice of meat and all they want is for me to watch them jack off...especially when I am attached and perfectly happy. This is also another reason that I have decided to leave this site. It is more like a dating si

Adventures With My Dale!
First...Dale surprised me with my own line of panties...:-P ****************************** Then he surprised me with his design for the perfect fit of a swimsuit top for me...:D ****************************** Then we ended up in the shower together! :D ****************************** Then he challenged me to a body part contest...I showed him my legs, too..but then he began to not play fair by showing me his bare chest! lol So he won!!! ****************************** And now...I have ended up in an alley with him sucking spaghetti! I can't wait to see what's next, Dale! :-P *giggles* ******************************

My Birthday Happy Hour
I'm having my second happy hour... May 28th @ 10am futime... Please stop and show some love... Oh by the way... It's also my 33rd birthday... Thanks, Evonne Txmomof5~Fiesta Tappers~Club Far~RisingStars~`OWNED BY Sherrylicious@ fubar

Schitzophrenic Psycho
This is definitely an interesting social network. There's alot more going on than at some of the other sites like Myspace or facebook. This seems to be much more interactive. So I am still trying to figure out what to do on this thing. I have rated people, fanned some, given gifts, received gifts and friend requests and joined a lounge. Now I have a blog here....so I wonder if anyone will actually see it. A blog seems like such a small piece to this that people would pass it by and not read alot of people's posts. If ya read this...let me know. I am curious to see how many actually read this useless post. LOL For all you motorcycle enthusiasts in the ATL area...here's a ride I went on on Sat. It was a hell of alot of fun. http://maps.google.com/maps?f=d&hl=en&geocode=17876187682230639184,34.468536,-83.969293%3B12172071482306657040,35.035429,-84.103447%3B320490683871440514,35.029785,-84.382117%3B9312334996824183903,33.802676,-84.343017&saddr=1647+Briarcliff+Rd.+atlan

Friend's Pimpout's
My Birthday Is Tomorrow And I would Really Love To Have Spotlight For My Birthday I Have 13,020,873 Fubucks So Far..I would Also Love A Birthday Happy Hour And Some Blings...I Know It's Alot To Ask For..But IT'S My Birthday And It Only Comes Once A Year...lol..Donations Are Really Appreicated...I Was Thinkin Of Making NSFW Salutes For Thoses Who Donate More Then 500,000 Fubucks The More You Donate The Better They May Get! Happy Hour Will Get A Meow Salute...Think About It! Blue Eyed Brat *SBG*BBW*@ fubar Please repost

Gas Prices
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $2.00 PER GALLON. It was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive, came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the 'don't buy gas on a certain day' campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to 'hurt' ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can Rea

Life Is To Short
i just found out yesterday that my 25 year old cousin laura is dieng with stage three cancer it is eating her insides out very fast the doctors said she has maybe three months to live i havent seen her in 24 years and now that i am trying to reunite with my family she is leaving me behind and wosrt is she has 4 kids and going to be without a mom and dad

Amazing!
This is something I have never seen before, or ever even heard of. This lady lives in a Hummingbird fly zone. As they migrated, about 20 of them were in her yard. She took the little red dish, filled it with sugar water and this is the result. The Woman is Abagail Alfano of Pine, Louisiana - she has been studying them daily and one morning put the cup from the feeder, with water in it, in her hand; as they had gotten used to her standing by the feeder they came over to her hand. She says in touching they are as light as a feather. Abagail also said, 'if she had known her husband was taking pictures she would have put on makeup.' ******************************

Cherish Every Moment
~Cherish Every Moment~ As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end; be afraid that it will never begin.

Sestina Poetry -
Carnal Dreams Embraced in these carnal dreams, we indulge, instantly we become rather alert. So alive in this world of deep tantra, yet, we find ourselves wanting to believe. Creating a daring place to endure, temptations allow ourselves to embrace. Artistically we desire to embrace, feeling other spirits, tempts us to indulge. Through consistent times of tests we endure, arousing sensations brings forth alert. Silent orchestra hopes you will believe, the essence of time enhances tantra. Relinquish old times and accept tantra, when witnessed these dreams, you're bound to embrace. Stealth and forbearance makes all souls believe, lavishly living life known as tantra, Erotic impulses make one alert, cautionary, we often still indulge. Until lessons are learned we will endure, remembering the intricate tantra. Profoundly accepting a new alert, intimately longing to be embraced. We may trip and stumble as we indulge, maintaining a strong balance we beli

Earth Medicine Poems
Mother teach me how to heal The feelings inside of me; Teach me how to respect all life With burgeoning humility. Show me the path away from abuse, Where everything sings life, Where heartache is just a memory Of ancient, human strife. Let my spirit be healed Until dying holds no fear, Where rebirth is welcomed, Bringing me joyous tears. These are the things that I desire, For I want truly to know, The pathways and healing passage Through the dark night of the soul. I looked to find my heart was breaking; I could not stop the pain, Not then, or now. In the place where trust had been, Betrayal stood...alone...the victor. My tears would have filled an ocean... Had I had the strength to cry. Privacy appears on my doorstep with the night, And with the night comes my loneliness and my fear. The Earth Mother's love has made me stronger, so tonight I will let the hills hold me... and my com

Fathers And Dad
The difference is as wide as an ocean. by LateNiteFantasy© A father, who after a brief moment of pleasure, donates a tiny little sperm that gets lucky enough to make the long swim successfully and creates a life. A dad, who may have had nothing to do with the first part, takes that young life and in a process involving much time and patience, creates a person. A father will occasionally take pleasure in the child’s life as long as it doesn’t interfere too much in his, all the while patting himself on the back for doing a good job. A dad never gets to pat himself on the back because his job is never done. A father, upon hearing of a problem, will yell and dole out punishment. A dad, with the same problem, may still yell but will search for a solution. A father works all day to provide for his children, but never seems to have the time for them. A dad works all day too, but somehow manages to find moments to make special. A father tries to find time with his children

Feeling Good
Its been 2 yrs since I started all over...left everything I had(canopy bed,dressers,dinette, ent. center,tv,curio, bakers rack, dishes,the whole kit and kaboodle) aside from a car load when I relocated to this state,in the year I have been here I have fully furnished my place and gave everything I left behind to my daughter...replaced the dinette,the living room furniture,a 48 inch projection tv, ent center, 2 bedroom/ 2 bath fully furnished. Today I paid the last of the furnishings off and set up my patio with a chaise lounger,grill,chair,plant stand and bird feeder. Feels good even if Im strapped for 2 weeks ITS ALL PAID OFF!! Time to toast with a glass of wine ;) All I need now is a hot tub and someone to join me in it!

Remember When
Makes so much sense! THOSE BORN 1920-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.

Bound For His Exam
My day ends much the same as any other. I get home from work, stressed, but relieved another loan closed and funded. You are already home, having left your job a bit early. You are grinning wildly; so much I have to ask what is up. You simply state you have a surprise for me and ask if I am game. I can tell from your excited looks that it must be a really good one. I tell you I am up to almost anything, if I can shower first. You nod and state that a shower would be a good idea. Relaxing from the stresses in the hot shower, I can't help but wonder what you are up to. I clean up with some scented shower gel, making sure every crevice is clean. After rinsing off, I shave myself thoroughly. Hurriedly, I get out of the shower and dry off. I put on my normal undergarments and a loose cotton button up dress. Quickly I dry my hair and with one final glance of approval, I return to you waiting patiently in the kitchen. Your smile broadens as you see me. Ready, you ask? I nod quietly. You tel

Summer Solstice
Now this day, my Sun Father, Now that you have come out standing To your sacred place. That from which we draw the water of life Prayer meal – Here I give unto you Your long life, Your old age, Your waters, Your seeds, Your riches, Your power, Your strong spirit. Of all these, to me may you grant. The following is part of what I plan in a solitary ritual at dawn to welcome Summer... O Great Spirit of the East, Radiance of the rising Sun, Spirit of new beginnings, O Grandfather Fire – of the Sun Power of life-energy, vital spark, Power to see far, and to Imagine with boldness. Power to purify our senses, Our hearts and our minds. We pray that we may be aligned with You, So that your powers may flow through us, And be expressed by us, For the good of this Earth, And all living beings upon it. O Great Spirit of the West, Spirit of the Great Waters, Of rain, rivers, lakes and springs, O Grandmother Ocean, Deep matrix, womb of all life. Power

Shadow Levelers
We all Love Passionman71 and some of us would like too give him a chance at having SpotLight one time before he levels. We worked as a team too put Gary in the Spotlight and lets pull together and help Joe. He gives countless hours helping Shadow Levelers and many people on Fubar level. Lets put him in the SpotLight for Next Sunday. We have a week too work together and raise the Fu-Bucks too help him. Please if you can send him any amount will help him. Anyone that knows Passionman71 knows that he will do anything for his friends. Click on his profile and send him a gift of Fu-Bucks. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar Thanks too everyone for all your help. Please repost (repost of original by '♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Lynne & Farscapecat Co-Owner of Cutterbum' on '2008-06-22 11:43:25') I want to thank the Shadow Levelers for helping me level up twice today and still showing me love!You guys are th

Fubar
Instructions......(I was tagged by Pedro) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I still own a PJ sparkles doll 2. I can't stand things that don't have legs. Espicall worms. If you cut a worm in half in grows another head, and you can keep doing that over and over. WTF??? That is just not right! 3. I've thrown dishes away just cause I didn't feel like cleaning them. 4. I have OCD and clean my house in a certain order, and I have to finish everything I start by myself or else i'll end up doing it over. Including my poems. If someone gives me an idea the poem becomes garbage. 5. I have broken the same toe 3 times. 6. I secretly like 80's music! 7. I am the only person I know wh

Lonely
well its just been a really hard 6 months for me... and i hope the bad is coming to an end.. it will be either good or bad not sure of the outcome yet... but anyways i would love for you to come visit my page and send me some luv, to help lift me up.. I'm a lil down at the moment so holla at me ok... so we can talk or you can just sent me a message and rate my page..... life isn't always smiles laughs and love and i pray soon i can get back there.. please help!!! Cheryl

Strange N Interesting Stuff :)
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

My Reasoning
The first step to becoming is to will it... Mother Teresa "I expect to pass through this life but once if there be any kindness I can show or good thing I can do for my fellow man, let me do it now, and not defer it, as I shall not pass this way again." William Penn "Cowards die many times before there death. It seems most strange to me that men should fear death. It is a necessary end it will come when it will come..." J.C.

Life
I hate drama. Recently my life is full of it and I still haven't figured out how it found me. The only people who know anything abut my life are the people I trust with my life and that list is extremely small and getting smaller by the day. I found out last night that my work is now watching my damn near every move, and rumors are flying like crazy about me. The funniest thing is I live in a small town so it's hard to do anything without someone seeing you and talking about you, and I don't trust anyone at work enough to tell them about my life. All this shit I have to put up with is purely what people assume I'm doing how fun.

Jerry's Chat Corner
so as others view my page can they tell me whats so great about this site? no one talks they just look at your page and thats it? seems like a waste of time to me so leave me a msg on why this is worth using thx jerry

Godmother My Friends Plz
LOOK LOOK WHO'S GETTING CLOSE TO GODMOTHER COME ON YOU KNOW U WANNA MAKE THEM SMILE DROP BY AND HELP THESE SEXY LADIES TO GODMOTHER.. I'M GOING TO DO TAGS 4 PEOPLE WHO WANNA HELP US TO GODMOTHER... EXPS ARE I CAN DO SO MUCH MORE TOO... OK ONE TAG RATE 100 PICS OR STASH TWO TAGS 200 PICS OR STASH..AND SO ON... THIS IS UNTIL WE ALL GET TO GODMOTHER... PLEASE EMAIL EVONNE TO LET HER KNOW U ARE DOING THIS AND THEN AFTER 4 WHAT TAGS U WANT DONE THANKS... iF I HAVE ANYMORE FRIENDS CLOSE TO GODMOTHER I'LL ADD U TO THIS LIST TOO... CUPCAKE NEEDS 790,671 Points to go! Cupcake Surprise ~ Spankers ~ Evonne needs 2,127,791 to go Evonne~Spankers~

Staci`s Blog
Hello! I am so glad to be here. A little about me: My name is Staci.I`m living in Latvia, Riga.Spoke on Latvian, English and Russian languages.I am a model in my country. I practise music, dances.I like to walk in night`s clubs,travel,sport,boys,animals,flowers...all, that is loved by girls. I want to become actress. Unfortunately, my photos steal.Therefore I want to say that I am on only on this site (1993305) and here http://www.liveinternet. ru/users/staci/blog/.This is all. I ask to inform мe,if you will find my fakes. That is all. I not so well know English, therefore write with errors.Sorry. Buy)

Hug Your Inner Evil Genius
Fuck modern science. Doppler satellite networks can't even figure out where a big-ass hurricane is going. That's pretty pathetic and all, but what really gets me is the complete lack of those cool post space-age toys we were promised as little kids. "Space-age" my ass... because the moon is so far and all...NASA chicken-shits won't put nuclear reactors in the space shuttles... Okay, okay thanks for the iBook, my new iPod and all the other matching "iStuff" and video games. But otherwise--science, you're a big fat disappointment. Seriously, where are all the hover-cars? The Hover-boards? Hell the hover anything? Hell what about robots? That craptastic Radio Shack radio-controlled R2D2-looking tape deck and Pepsi coaster I had when I was a little kid shold be able to cook dinner and wash the dishes by now. Sure, Honda's ASIMO robot is pretty awesome-o, but it can't even run up a flight of stairs. At this rate robots are never going to enslave humanity. Or what about bionic limbs

Fake Ass Family
I'm so tired of these fake ass people... Daring to call themselves fucking family... Telling you one minute how they can't believe this person or that did you wrong and then doing the same thing to you... Fuck you for thinking that would be okay... You know who you are... And fuck you for taking advantage when someone tried to help you out... And for all your motherfucking disrespect.... You can both take your gutless, spineless, mother-fuckin POSER selves and go fucking suck a dick Whatever... neither of you are worth any more of my time than what I've already wasted on you... So much for family huh... Ya sure did burn your bridges good boys... Oh and By the way... ANYONE WHO STILL HAS THINGS IN OUR HOME WHO DOES NOT COME RETRIEVE THEM BY SATURDAY, JULY 12TH WILL FIND THEM IN THE PARKING LOT BY THE DUMPSTER... So you guys may want to come talk to us about picking up anything you may have here...

Forever
She had been anticipating this day for months. Now that it had finaly arrived, she was as nervous as she was excited. As sge got ready to finally meet him she thought back... all the long telephone conversations, the webcam sessions, the pictures. All of that was about to be replaced and she would be able to touch him, feel him. A shiver ran through her and she thrilled at the excitement. Taking a deep breath, she grabbed her keys and headed for the airport. Upon arriving at the airport, her excitement reached a peak and she began to tremble slightly. Excitement slowly and slightly turned to worry. "What if he doesnt like me?" She thought. No, that was just silly. Bracing herself, she went to find the man she had been dreaming of. Looking around the airport terminal, she didnt see him at first. Checking with the clerk she found that his plane had just landed and they would be unloading shortly. She sat down and concentrated on breathing. Her mind began to wander towards t

Masters In Flight Delight...........
I am sitting here waiting to board the plane. Master is here, though he is sitting across the room. i can see him, nonchalantly reading the paper as i read my magazine. i peek at him every once in a while and notice that he does the same. When our eyes meet, i quickly glance away, but not before i catch the small grin on his face. i am not to look at him. i am to keep my head bowed and eyes cast downward in his presence, but that is difficult in this public place. He knows how difficult that is for me to do anyway, and that is why he grins. Catching me disobeying him. He will not hold it against me this time though, and for that i am grateful. Master Darius is dressed casually. For comfort for the flight. i on the other hand am dressed for his comfort, not my own. i am wearing a skirt and a cute top with buttons down the front that is not revealing-after all we are in public space. Master purchased a few new items specific for this trip. i have a new collar. Very thin and demure. Ap

Fubucks Auction Winners 7-22-08
Here are the results to my Fund Raising Fubucks Auction.. If you won please contact me.. be sure to contact the person who you bid on.. there links will be included if it's not from me.. have any questions feel free to private message me.. Thank you all for participating.. and a special thanks to the men who donated to me. ya'll are awesome *hugs* 1 NSFW SALUTE FROM ME WINNING BID: 400K WON BY: Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar 1 NSFW VID SALUTE FROM ME WINNING BID: 500K WON BY: DJ Countryboy Superman (Leader of the JLM & The American Sex Symbols) (Owned by Zatanna)@ fubar 10 EDITS WINNING BID: 20K WON BY: *Thump☆Star*™@ fubar 10 GRAPHICS WINNING BID: 55K WON BY: Photobug is FuOwner of Morgan le Fay and LaUgHiNgGiRl@ fubar 3 BULLYS MADE FOR THEM OR A FRIEND WINNING BID: 35K WON BY: Photobug is FuOwner of Morgan le Fay and LaUgHiNgGiRl@ fubar LINK ON MY PROFILE FOR A MONTH WIN

Wassup
what the hell is up peeps i need some fu love to level so if you are reading this rate me add me send bling please but on another note been parting in the howl at the moon lounge it seems to be the best place for action on fubar

Someone Like You
Someone Like You by Markus Daimeion I / Forever's End 2008 The times in life when no one is there You need someone to help you care at all You need someone to talk to Or hold you if nights grow long Someone who is like you To help you remain strong Someone like me Someone like you I saw you there neath the pale moon light You were captured by the stars in my eyes I needed someone to talk to You kindly obliged I have waited so long For Someone like you to arrive Someone like me Someone like you I loved, I've been lied to I tried, but I cried through the night Waiting for you You say that you Love me Then do as you think of me and try to See this my way We can run, but we can't hide True Love won't be denied Show me the Love if it's there Because I'll never leave you Lie or deceive you Surely our Love it will stay... Yeah! Someone like you Someone like me If you are ever all alone with tear filled eyes Needing someone to care Call on me

Show Love
These 3 people below go above and beyond everyday to show great love to all. You see them rating till they max out to help someone level. You see them helping others bomb in contests and giveaways. So lets all pick anyone out of the 3 or all 3 and let them know how much we appreciate what they do for others!!!! lauria¢¾Shadow Leveler¢¾{{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}}Owned by LoneWolf@ fubar MRMostunderated THE Thing of the **JUSTICE LEAGUE** AND **SHADOW LEVELERS**@ fubar RevMichelle~FuWife n r/l fiance to Towman1231~Shadow Leveler~Manager at Klowns Play House~@ fubar THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71@ fubar And {Shadow Leveler Team Leader} ~Yeamon~@ fubar

If A Dog Was The Teacher
If a dog was the teacher If a dog was the teacher you would learn stuff like: When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. When it's in your best interest, practice obedience. Let others know when they've invaded your territory. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout! Run right back and make friends. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not.

Yo Homies
and u know what would really be awesome? a hatchetman charm thats what i want more than anything in the world but a birthday blast or a v.i.p. would be cool too(hint hint wink wink..lol) hit me up if u can get ahold of the charm for me though a real hatchetman charm some cotton candy preferably without the cotton... a dark lotus/amazing jeckel bros/milenko football jersey the toxic terror ep krimson creek mudface the let em bleed mixtapes two tickets to the gathering and a lifetime supply of faygo (im not hard to please i swear) what ive gotten so far: a dark lotus shirt with the cross in flames and the boys in a line up above it a icp shirt with 2 mics blinged out and crossed with the most hated band in the world scrawled in old english on the front and a hatchetman on a speaker surrounded by the cards (with milenko in silver and ORANGE on the back) the opaque brotherhood cd(which totally explodes my dvd player sound system..lol) and a batman and punisher wristband

Body N Soul
May you be healed,in mind, body,and soul. May you come to know that all healing proceeds from God, and he cares about every part of you. Perhaps the healing will come sooner for your attitude then for your body. Perhaps your mind will experience peace quicker then bones and muscles. But sooner or later, all will be well.

Pervert Alert!!
DO NOT ADD THIS GUY! HE WAS A PERVERT AND I REFUSED TO TALK TO HIM AND HE WENT AND RATED ALL MY PICTURES A 2 !!! BOMB HIM BACK AND DO THE SAME.. HE'S A REAL ASS!! ^~DJ Minion~^: http://www.fubar.com/user/264956 LOTS OF LOVE MY WONDERFUL FREINDS! XOX BAD KITTY

General Jargon
Blogging within the world of Blognation just to kill some time. I'm fucking bored as fuck and I was drinking earlier. Isn't that what you're supposed to do on fubar? The main thing I've seen people supporting on this site is drinking. So my plan is to go down with a rotten liver and signed onto fubar. That seems to be cool. But anyways, as the title of this blog states... "General Jargon" which means, it's my time to ramble. I do as I please because I'm an individual and America is a "free" country. But none the less, Nikki fell down the stairs and I jumped over her like Spider-Man and she broke her leg or whatever. I don't remember what she broke but it was funny and I laughed in her face. Logan won't get on fubar because he thinks it's gay so I'm going to ask Wayne... we need to rule this bitch with an iron fist. The people under my family... watch for us. Were like a fucking virus and were going to spread through the fubarian group of pedophiles and sluts. Clean out the scum

Foolig Myself
first off let me say im married to a great person that i still love she has moved on but miss her so much i keep telling myself to move but i cant even take my ring off i tell her i dont want her anymore and that i dont love her but im liying to myself becaue i sill do.i tell her we can be friends but i cant because i still love her i try not to talk to her but her and the kids are all i can think about if she was to ask me back i would even thruo all that has happend so plz someone tell me how to start moving on. reason we split she has cheated on me

Mechwarrior Pc Games
A friend of mine and I, who have both played the MechWarrior games on PC, were talking about how Microsoft quit making PC games to concentrate on the XBox. . . They made 'Mech games for the XBox, called MechAssault (also MechAssault2), which were cheesy arcade-style games rather than simulations (power-ups for your weapons, armor power-ups that 'heal' your 'Mech). . . We have played MechWarrior games since the original 8-bit Activision game, through MechWarrior 2, Mech2 Mercenaries, all the way to MechWarrior4 Vengeance/Black Knight/Mercenaries. We were wishing that a new version of MechWarrior (MechWarrior 5, anyone?) would be developed, as it's been years since Mech4. . . So. . . With input and correction from my friend, I made a petition at MechWarrior PC Game Petition to see if we could get enough signatures to be worth sending to Microsoft to show them that the MechWarrior franchise is still a totally viable and money-making property (none of the MechWarrior games has

Thought Provoking Blogs
"Dont think there are no crocodiles because the water is calm" - Malayan Proverb Like a predator lurking deep beneath the surface,making no noise and causing no ripples upon the water, our denied feeling lies in wait, and when it lashes its tail and sinks its teeth deep in to us we cry out in shock and pain, wondering where it came from and why it has attacked us now? Every one knows that feeling! A certain song that brings back a memory of a lost love. The hint of a fragrance that reminds us of grandma's house. The scent of a cologne that lingers on a sweatshirt, after he is gone. And we always act so surprised when the memory floods our minds, taking over all other thoughts, stunning us into a moment of inaction, as we try to not to remember because the pain of loss is just too much to deal with. We sit and shake, then slowly regain control, and vow that next time. . . next time, it won't overtake us . . . next time we will be prepared. And when 'next time' happ

Naughty Application
!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET.

Lyrics
It's Your Love lyrics Dancin' in the dark, middle of the night Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight Emotional touch, touchin' my skin And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go It's your love it just does something to me It sends a shock right through me I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under, oh it's your love Better than I was, more than I am And all of this happen by taking your hand And who I am now is who I wanted to be And now that we're together I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free Oh it's a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in If you asked me why I've changed, all I gotta do is say your sweet name It's your love it just does something to me it sends a shock right through me I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under, It’s your love If you wonder about the

Some News On My Doctors Apointment Today
Well my doctors apointment went ok even though my apointment was at 10am and did not get in there till 10:30am i hate when they do that but yea anyways i did find out that i will be going through surgrey you guys are probley wondering why well because when i was 16 i found out that i had a knot on my right brest so i went and got it checked and they said it was fine well later in the years i went back this past feburary and got it checked again well they told me it was a cyst and that i needed to watch my waight and stay off caffine well i watched my waight kinda and well the caffine thing worked for awile then it stoped i have to have caffine lol they told me to come back in for a checkup in 6 mounts well that was today so then now i have found out that he doese not know what it is so he is going to give me surgrey to take it out and find out but man if that didn't frighting me because it could be canser, cyst or any other kind of cyst but now i am really scared because i have never b

Poetry
Ageless Dreams Ageless mysteries yet untold Writhing bodies in passion's hold Senses heightened to extreme Like a liquid breathless dream Meeting of two souls enchanted delight Heated rhythms long into the night The sound of breathless cries Silken thoughts and heated sighs Two entwined bodies stolen story An anciednt dance of passion's glory Feeding an enraptured flame Two souls free and untamed One last cry of release The calm of euphoric peace

Kindred Spirit Needs Leveled
Calling all Fu-friends! Porls been stuck at Fu-king for far to long!! he needs us to bomb his arse and get him there!! he has 1,288,575 points to go!! He makes awesome tags for friends and always rates and comments to get people levelled so how about we all shower him with fu love and bomb him so his alert box goes bonkers lol! Heres his link to his profile ... Thanks for reading !! Love Sandy xx

Talk To Me.
I'm bored and wanna talk. Need friends to keep me busy with good conversation. Doesn't matter what its about, just talk. I love writing and need to do more, but no one talks back. Hit me up anytime and I promise to make you smile.

How To See Nsfw
add me fave me rate me rate my public pics be nice being hot is a plus being a girl automatically gets u in IF YOU ASK ME TO SEE THEM YOU WILL NEVER EVER EVER GET TO SEE THEM ************************************************* GETTING TO SEE ME NAKED IS A PRIVLEDGE, NOT A RIGHT ************************************************** my fam is full for several lvls so no one new can see my nsfw pics for a while thanks guys family r the only ppl who can see my nsfw pics i will add u dont even ask me if u meet all the requirements in the other blog and i like u i will add u as family

So Whats Next?
its funny look at life , we look at it with happiness ,through tears,through pain,through death... we get by with live everyday with eating, drinking,sleeping,talking,cheating,liying,fighting,the essenctials of life itself, but where never ready for whats instore, we say we are but r u really? do u wake up everyday knowing u can walk out ur house and get shoot are u ready to die r u ready to face ur fears,are u ready knowing ur heart can give out on u in seconds are u ready, you sit here and ask wtf are u talking bout..i guess it has to do with the fact in the last yr i have died 5 times from heart failure same with friends and famliy if i dont quit smoking im fucked,today im sitting here telling and asking u r u ready...i live my life one day at a time cuz its all i have its all i got. i mean yeah im ready to die im not afraid of death if u are then sumthing is wrng with u cuz weather u like it or not death is goming u dont know when and u dont know how .. i still have pr

Anniversery
Ok here it goes. In 2 days it will the 1 year anniversary of my deceased boyfriend. I haven't thought about it much, with taking care of the kids and getting a new job. I have Wednesday off. I was thinking about taking the kids to their dads grave to pay our respects. I miss him so much and when i do think about things, I think like if he was still here we wouldn't be where we are at, and we would still be in Florida and if he was here my kids wouldn't treat my badly like they do. Yes they will be getting counseling, but that isn't going to start till October cuz it is a group thing. I live in a little rinky dink town that has nothing and the closest city is like 30 miles away. I can't afford to go that far every week for counseling. I am so lonely without with him, and i know things WILL never be the same. I also know i will never find anyone like him. I think I am still in love with, i wish i knew when i wold get over this so i can move on. he has 5 kids with his ex-wife,a couple

....the man who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me for no particular reason other than he just felt so compelled to do so. He can hold my hand in line and make all of the other girls jealous.[and he is hawt enough to do just that] A man who just tells me he loves me at random moments, because he feels like he can't begin to tell me enough. Who lets me sleep on his chest just so we can be as close as possible. A man who gets so damn mad at someone if they were just mean or disrespectful to me. I have a man who calls me as many times a day as he possibly can when he goes away...even if it's only so he can tell me he loves and misses me. This man of mine would toss pillows at me when I act silly and then kiss me a million times. My man gives me hell, just to make me laugh...and I love him for that. He tells his friends and family about me and smiles when he does it. He loves talking about a future together. He's never afraid to say "I love you" in front of his friends,

Nfsw Auction....come Own Me
CHECK OUT THIS AWESOME MAN TOO....HE'S MY OWNER AND IS VERY AWESOME!!! Tappinit =FuBaron and Yin Provider to her most Sensitive Yang, Linda.@ fubar I'M ON THE AUCTION BLOCK SO COME MAKE A BID. I WILL MAKE SOME LUCKY OWNER VERY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! JUST CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW AND SHOW SOME LOVE!! DO SHOW THE HOSTESS MUCH LOVE WHILE YOUR THERE!! Mysticfairy@ fubar Dangerous - Kardinal Offishall HERE WE GO AGAIN.....I'M IN A NSFW AUCTION!!! WHO WANTS TO OWN ME??? wILL BE ADDING MORE ITEMS TO THE OFFER AS BIDS GET HIGHER. SO COME GET IN ON THE FUN....IT WILL BE WORTH IT. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO LEAVE YOUR BIDS! LOVE THE HOSESS WHILE YOUR THERE TOO!!

Watch For Bikers
BIKERS For all who know motorcycle riders I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you

Have You Been Fucked
Hi, I'm fun, I'm a very loving, kind hearted and sweet man! I love just hanging out and having a good time. Money is not important to me...I would far rather a gift from the heart.I am a CO-HEALER for someone who is looking for one. Im romantic and a little old-fashioned with a warm heart. Im at a place in my life where I am completely open and ready to meet someone who I can grow old with. I come from a very loving and close knit family and am fortunate to have them in my life.

Your Cell Phone
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Too Horny To Function
Every time I join an online forum or chat group, I always get suckered in by the girls with hot profiles. They give me there personal email address, I think it's their way of showing me that they are interested. What ends up happening is we chat for a day or two then they invite me to join another site because all of a sudden there msn or yahoo messenger is not working any more. Listen ladies, if your scoping through chat rooms to find vulnerable men to buy webcam sessions from your fake "free webcam paysite" please stop it! Why not try being honest from the start. Just say "listen I have my own webcam paysite would you like to buy a membership so you can watch me masturbate online". Take into account that many people live a good amount of there lives online as if they were out in public meeting people face to face. So pretending to be interested in a guy online is just so you can make money off of him on your paysite can hurt him just as much as letting a guy buy you drinks and dancin

No Escape
Title: No Escape By: Detox Broken hearts and shattered dreams Trust no one, so it seems No love, no pain Only fear and disdain Cold and alone, Lost all faith Misery's drone Full of hate Into the unknown Again I wait On my own There's no escape

Love Can Be Great Or Suck!
blinded by her treasure seeking comfort in her touch giving myself freely for her pleasure only to find the hurt inside She accepts my advances moving in arches of ecstacy feeling my kisses deeply in being with her i have no chance the sound is maddening this noise of passion this can't be happening feeling unwanted after her reaction where did she go the one i wanted where did she go when i confronted her touch to me has grown cold and hard her needs were met my heart left scarred i feel the sting of being used for her there is nothing but pleasure abused the sound is maddening this noise of passion this can't be happening feeling unwanted after her reaction where did she go the one i wanted where did she go when i confronted

Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing
Now don't cheat. Go with the first dessert you choose. If all the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one!). Pick your dessert and then look to see what psychiatrists think about you. It is pretty accurate! After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to others; when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the subject box of the e-mail header above. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue Pie 4. Vanilla Cake with C chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Cake with Chocolate Icing 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully what your choice will be. OK - Now that you've made your choice, this is what the researchers say about you... SCRO

Giveaways, Contests
our Leader cutemommy82 I'm his diamond and the queen of his heart!!! ~*~ but I'm still cutemommy82 ~*~ love u baby@ fubar is in a giveaway for a blingpack (most comments win) it is not open yet but will start soon (the date for the start will be updated as soon as she knows it) the host from the giveaway is ****Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original****Fu Wife to Paul****@ fubar pls show her some love and R/F/A her pls help our cutemommy win so she can have it maybe hopefully on her bday (oct 6th)

Pimpout By Scorpioqueen
Tulsa's Angel is truly an angel.....Please show her some love by rating this pic for her Thanks, Lynne aka Scorpioqueen61 PS by Tulsa's Angel...hit this pic up for scorpioqueen and browneyes Thanks! (repost of original by 'Scorpioqueen61~Club F.A.R.*Fu-Angel* The Zodiac Bombers*' on '2008-09-23 19:01:09')

Should Sheriff Be Supported I Say Yes
The Sheriff of The County Was Quoited as Saying that the illegal population of our county has increased and as it increases so has drunk driving accidents , that the county has become trashy and that something should be done. How do U feel about this i say he is right the job market here is in the toilet if u have a social security number and are a citizen of this country good luck getting a job and just as Rome fell due to uncontrolled immigration so will America unless we make are so called Representatives do there job and work for the Citizen of this country not people who are by them being here have committed a crime. And yes i know that this not political correct and i just could not care u see if these people want to be citizen they would follow the legal process.The majority of them send 90% of there money home or build it up and then return home after a few years so u see in my way of looking at it if they truly wanted to be citizens they would have took time to come here legal

Widgion
"Oh man. How did I talk myself into this? This was not a good idea. What am I supposed to be doing right now? Should I be doing something? She looks pretty occupied currently. She’s already handling three dudes. I guess I’ll just stand here and stroke it some more. Keep your head together Mike. Your time will come. Man this gangbang is awkward! This seemed like it would be awesome. It always looked so cool in the videos. But all this waiting and watching is really uncomfortable. I figured I’d just sort of fall into a natural rhythm and find my groove, but I’ve gotta admit that I am really perplexed as to the proper gangbang protocol here. Whoa. She just looked at me. Does that mean she wants me to come up there so she can suck me off? Maybe that’s what she's indicating. But what if she didn’t mean that? What if I go up there and shove my junk in her face and she doesn’t want anything to do with it? I’d look like a real horse’s ass then. I’d better just wait here. Man thi

Auction Sept 29-oct 6
~NEW Auction, AND Rates Count~ Pretty Please rate my auction pic~~~ I need someone to spoil! So...buy me, own me...and maybe we can build a new u~Friendship!!! ~~~I promise to be a great pet~~~ thanky thanky.. xoxo ~heart :D HI! I am UP for Auction and I really need a Rate on the Auction Picture Please? (repost of original by '™JÁÐÊ™ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE & DIRTY DIAMOND CREW*~' on '2008-09-30 20:06:59') The top 3 winners are listed below, congrats! First Place with the most rates is INFARED WITH 260 RATES Second Place with the most rates is HEART INSP

Going To Cabo
I'm Heading to Cabo San Lucas, Mexico in 4 days... and for those of you that have been there.. Greatly appreciated if you can give me some ideas on what or where are the good places to go, eat, or party it up? I've never been there so I'm going for 3 nights, 4 days, so I want to make the best of the time that I am there :) Thank You for all your ideas!!

Tipping Counts
As you go about your day. The peeps that sometimes help you with making you a cup o java.The dry cleaners 2 get out the just got laid, can't tell her/him...., or the crew who waits on you at your fav resteraunt/lounge.To the guy who deliver you pizza at all hours.The fix it crew who fixes ur plumbing or whatnots.Even to the guys who bring you that perfect mattress to your inner most sanctuary...(your bed room).. and see your porn/toys hideing under your old one were takeing away. We may b in your life 4 just one day in 30 years. Or more often. If we do you a good service, please tip. It means a lot 2 us. I've had some nice ones .... $100.00 here, a 20 there. take a beer 4, when u get home. Or even buying luch. And a few job offers along the way. It's nice even 4 a cup o ice water on a hot day.Or a cup o joe, if there gonna take a lil longer. It's the little things that mean a lot. ~*~*~ (not 2 toot my own horn) Just like 2 share some "tips". When the guy cam

??? Lost
ok well fuck this shit man, i thought i was happy, well i dont know now.. im always bitchy.. im never myself.. and im almost sick of shit.. really im about done, im about done with all this love life shit.. i know my heart is in the right spot, just with the wronge person.. but the person i turely fell for is never going to be a part of my life.. so i see myself never being happy Never getting married never having kids.. i can see it now. i told my famly that the other day, that im going to be the one out of the family to not have a family... to be alone, yeah im gonna be with people. i know that, but its not gonna be long term.. im gonna have fun... even though im not, i guess thats what we will call it.. uhh.. i just want my life to fall into place.. in the right peices.. because this is not how i thought it was gonna be.. and untill then im not sure how or what to do..

Keep On Trying
People are hilarious. I have some 50 year old loser trying to insult ME by telling me I suck! HAHAHA of course I do and im DAMN good at it. thats not a insult! Loser you cant call me something im not. you cant say im fat cause im not. you cant say im ugly cause im not, you cant say your more responsible then I am, cause your not.None of this is making me pissed off or upset in any way. in fact its making me laugh my ass off. thank you i needed some humor. Its not the fact of rating people honestly on here. Its called respect, do you no what that means, if not look it up. Because on here we respect the looks of others and don't put them in different class. You get rated a 10 or 11 on here no matter what you look like. That how you progress through the levels by the rates. If everyone rated by looks you might not every succeed. If you don't like their looks then don't rate them at all. And don't be a snob cause you'll get your feelings hurt more than you want. Im 26 years old i kn

Anyone Need Fubucks???
ANYONE NEED FUBUCKS....AND WILLING TO TRADE CARE BEAR BLINGS FOR THEM? IF SO PLS HIT ME UP ASAP! IM REALLY WANT LOT OF THE CHERRY BEARS :D FOR OBVIOUS REASONS *lol* :P ....BUT IM THINKING ABOUT THE COLLECTION *lol*

Dont Understand
i was in a relationship with this guy that i care about. we were together for 6 months before he moved away do to the military. so we have done the long distance thing for the last two months. the one thing i told him from the beginning was if he wanted to end things just tell me and he said he would. we just talked a few weeks ago and i asked him "what are we" "are we together or not". he couldnt answer me. finally recently he told me he has been thinking about it for a couple weeks and he couldnt do the long distance thing with him being over seas for a year and he needed to focus on his career. i just dont understand why if he has been thinking about it for awhile why didnt he tell me before now. ive known its been coming because we havent been talking much. he says he cares about me alot and didnt want to hurt me but he also said he would tell me if you wanted to end things. i just dont understand.

Sometimes!!
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger) but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will have a profound affect on your life. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat r

My Pic
I know you guys want a pic.. Well I don't have one on this new computer yet. I just moved to Panama City a couple of weeks ago, and this is the first time I've really had to get online. As soon as I can I will upload some pics. So be patient. Well here you go guys. That's the only pics I have of me. No I don't have any nudes. Usually I don't post pics of myself, but I saw most everyone else had some, so there you go. I may put up some pics of some of my friends or places I've been, but it will be a while. Enjoy yourself..

Silly Girl...
So confused about how this site works & How to navigate it. I cant even find a help section,lmao! someone feel like being helpful? Email me things I should know & what to do... what the purpose is & how to achieve it :) Thanks! Thank God, I at least have blogging down ;) Mandie xoxo

Steve,s
♥ßlondie ♥§lave & Real Life Wife 2 §r White Knight ♥IßïC♥DSC♥§outhern this is my new owner Steve and i couldn't be more honored to have such a good friend that he bid on me because just because of our friendship & that's the type of man he is. he loves his friends and stands besides them. i can be gone 4 weeks and as busy as this man is he has never went one day without leaving a profile comment or rating . look i could keep going but i would run out of room just a lil example of what kind of man he is. he is such a gentleman and i luv him and ms Mona. Steve you rawk baby, please go show this great guy some luv you wont regret it. believe me he is worth it you will see, §teve ~Club United~

I Wanna
Yes it's in December ok,I know it's still October thank you very much :) My mother just had to have me a week before Christmas! I swear couldn't her and my dad plan that a little better? nevermind I was actually due on Christmas day. Anyway....my birthday's go something like this normally 1...it's snows like no tomorrow. 2... it's below zero and noone wants to go out the door. 3...everyone is sick. 4...my ass is at work. This year,I think I shall sit outside by a huge fire and drink Tequila :P unless someones brain comes up with something better. I want to sit on the beach,drink in hand and feel the cool breeze. Sand between my toes and the smell of the ocean in my nose. I just wanna get there!!!! Love you Jacqui and I know you would come get me. :)

Lyrics I Like
http://www.myvideo.at/watch/5082483 Metallica - The Unforgiven III - MyVideo Österreich Metallica LyricsThe Unforgiven III Lyrics How can i decide whats right? When your clouding up my mind, I cant win your losing fight, All the time. How can i ever own whats mine? When your always taking sides, But you wont take away my pride, No not this time... Not this time. How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. The truth is hiding in your eyes, And it's hanging on your tongue, Just boiling in my blood, But you think that i cant see. What kind of man that you are? If your man at all, I will figure this one out. On my own... (Screaming i love you so) On my own... (My thoughts you cant decode) How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of oursel

~sweet~n~sexxay~
> > > > > Sweet~N~Sexxay~ is one of the sweetest, caring people i know and she is also a really good friend of mine!!! With alot of spankingings i know we can get here to GF. > She Sooo deserves to level up To godfather - go by and show him FuLuvins and add/rate/fan/bling her to death! tell her that her princess sent you > > > ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Proudly FU~Owned By~Tappinit~and~Dr@gonMaster© ~FU Bomber~Sarges Bad Girl@ fubar

Chimpo
Johnny Chimpo and Mz. Bratt are in the same contest!!!! We both need 12,500 comments. Any and all love shown.... will be returned!! Click on the pics below to share your love... and we will share ours!!

Ha
Hey Fu'z Its The One And Only Dj BabyBoy!! He Is Always Pimpn Ppl Out Tryin To Help Out As Much As He Can.. So Letz Go ♥ Him Up!! Rate,Fan,Add,BLING THE HELL OUTTA HIM HardCore Fu Style!!! :) :::ClicK:::HeRe:::Wht:::R:::U:::WaiTinG:::4::: $Dj' BABY BOY${D.S.C}O.GPimp of the Pu$$cat Playmates Owned by ~CynzDreams ~&Naughty by Nature@ fubar :::PimPd:::WiT:::♥:::By::: ☆})i({☆@ fubar

Nurse????????????????
Ok lol....My name is Cindy and I am not a Nurse I was playing one on here but........Peeps think I am so I choose 2 change...I do take care of my Daughter and help her w/her diabetes shots doing insulin vials and insulin pump supplies...so I sorta am at home....lol...So yes I did change it and that is why I did I dont want 2 offend the ones that are a Nurse themselves!!!!!!!!

Spank
DO YOU KNOW THIS SEXY AND SWEET FEMALE BELOW??? IF NOT, YOU NEED TO GO CHECK HER OUT... BC YOUR MISSIN OUT.. So Letz Go ♥ Her Up!! Rate,Fan,Add,BLING THE HELL OUTTA Her HardCore Fu Style!!! ♥**1-800-u-wish~Pu$$ycatPlaymate~CoOwnerOfFuAngels~OWNED BY IRR3SiSTiBL3**♥@ fubar :::PimPd:::WiT:::♥:::By::: $Dj' BABY BOY${D.S.C}O.GPimp of the Pu$$cat Playmates Owned by ~CynzDreams ~&Naughty by Nature@ fubar

Need Prayers Love And Lots Of Drinks
On 11/16/08 I will be going into the hospital for heart surgery. I am scaired. I would like your help in remaining shit faced as long as possible. Also prayers would be nice Too. So stop by and show me some love. I really need it.

Taken By Master.......once Again
She was sitting on the bed taking slow deep breaths. They had met online and now it was time to rendezvous with her online lover. Actually they were much more than just online lovers. They were friends, writing partners, and in a dominate/submissive relationship. She had met him while she was out of school in the summer and had liked his charismatic personality, passion and creativity. His tender heart and wicked imagination sparked a desire within her that she had not expected, and since her last Master had broken her heart, she was not really looking for anything real to happen again; but this man sparked desire in her like no one else had. So now she was sitting more than a 1,000 miles away-- in a hotel. She was dressed in a simple black chemise, with thigh high stockings and 4" spike pumps on her dainty feet, with her hair pulled up into a French twist. Her eyes were drawn to the red number display on the alarm clock by the bed, reading nearly six, his time to arrive. Turning ba

Steve's Verbal Vomit
While in college, I had the luck to experience a true moment of ignorance....the blissful realization that there is a difference between a jock and a retard.....that difference being, a retard will always have a higher I.Q. There was a small group of us, holding one of those hallway conferences....a late night brain-storming session over something. In the midst of it, some run-of-the-mill, grid-iron puke... stepped thru the middle & decided to interject. With only the slightest possibility that he managed to catch more than a few words, he stood amongst us. Wearing an expression of absolute certainty and taking on a tone, that only an expert might, he said...."statistical stats will show...." etc. "What the fuck did he just say??"...as he stepped off down the hall, with an air of someone that just solved all the world's problems, I don't think he ever realized that he'd still be the brunt of jokes, 20 some odd years later.....

Until We Meet
Until we meet, My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you

"the Rocker" The Movie - Write-up
This movie is truely hilarious, with dry humour and inspiration. ABout a drummer who gets a second chance at glory years down the road. If you or anyone else had been in a band, or have ever wanted to be in one, watch this movie. Or if you just wanna have a good laugh - check it out, and leave a comment! It has a few actors such as: Rainn Wilson (from the office) Christina Applegate (Married w/ Children) Genre - Comedy | Music Quote from movie- David Marshall: John Lennon is rolling over in his grave to hide the giant boner you just gave him! I'd give it 4/5 stars, what would you give it?? - Cheers!

Why?
If people say that they like you for who you are, then why don't they keep their words and accept you instead of turning their backs on you? If people say that they'll call you later, why won't they keep their words and call back? If you show someone love and give them attention, why won't they show love back instead of blowing you off? Why do we ignore people that care about us and care about the people that ignore us? Why do women go for the the guys who treats them like crap instead of the nice guys that treat them right? Why do people always want to be fake with you instead of being true friends? Why do people wanna judge and label you before they get to know you and see the real person? Why do people wanna ignore the people who show them respect and pay attention to the people who wont show you anything at all? If they said that they care about you, why don't they always show it to you? If they say that they love you and never leave your side, do they re

To Make An Oracle
LOVELY LADY COULDNT ASK FOR A BETTER FRIEND ON HERE SHE IS THE BEST. SHE SHOWS LOTS OF LOVE BACK. MET HER IN PERSON SHE IS THE SAME SWEET LADY THAT SHE IS ON HERE. SOOOOOOOOOO LETS HELP HER BECOME AN ORACLE IVE SEEN SO MANY PASS HER AND NOW ITS HER TURN. SHE DOES SHOW ALL THE LOVE BACK. SO GO FAN/RATE/CRUSH/BLING/BLAST THIS LADY HIT HER WITH ALL YOU GOT RATE HER PICS RATE HER STASHES SHE IS GREAT. SO PLEASE HELP ME HELP HER SHE SO DESERVES IT. TY SO MUCH IN ADVANCE LOVE YOU ALL AMY. ♥ღ♥PURE SUGA♥ღ♥@ fubar

The World As I See It...
Ever since Barack Hussein Obama won the general election in November, television news anchors, pundits and pollsters have been asking the following question, in so many words: shouldn't we ban together as Americans and support our new President in the spirit of national unity? This is, of course, a rhetorical question asked for the purpose of spotlighting any right-wingers (aka people with common sense) who would dare argue that the answer isn't obviously yes, consequently exposing them to the relentless ridicule that all pc-Nazis in the "mainstream media" believe they deserve. To put it another way, the question is a setup designed specifically to marginalize anyone who happens to disagree with Mr. Obama's stated objectives of expanding governmental control over our lives, shackling the most successful among us with punitive tax rates, eroding our nation's military capabilities, erasing any gains in border security we've managed to make over the past few years, and destroying Ameri

Some People On Here Are Stupid
i am just letting everyone know that if i rated you a 1 or anything else but a 10 like i always do, i am so sorry..someone has hacked into my account and changed some things on here,and i have already had people tell me that i have rated them a 1, and i am sorry, it wasn't me, so just wanted to write this just to let all my friends know and everyone else. so if anyone else has ever had someone hack into there account please let me know so i know what to do about it..thank you

Crackercowgirl's Blog
My son called me from school today, he was sick. The nurse told me he probably had the stomach flu that's been going around. I had a doctor's appointment that I just couldn't miss at 12:30. I call my husband at work, to ask him if he could come home and just sit with Matt while I was at my appointment. I was going to be gone like 2 hours at the most. He tells me, he won't come home, that work was too important. He also went on to say that if I had a JOB I would have gone and picked him up, taken him home and left him to go back to work. I was shocked and disgusted. I would never leave my child at home to vomit his guts up so I could get back to a damn job. So, after a few choice words I hung up the phone. What kind of man does this? Acts this way? Chooses his job over his kids? I really don't think a chinook would lose a valuable day with out him there for a whooping 2 hours. At this point Im now thinking..is he worth this? When he got home tonight he wanted a hug, I wanted to pu

Blah Blah Blah
MYTH: The demise of the American auto industry won't really affect the American way of life. FACT: What happens to the U.S. auto industry matters on Main Street. From plants to parks. From dealerships to driveways. From gas stations to grocery stores. What happens in the automotive industry affects each and every one of us. In fact, the collapse of the U.S.-based auto industry wouldn't just impact the nearly 355,000 Americans directly employed by the Big Three. One out of every 10 people in America is employed in a service that is related to the U.S. auto industry. If a plant closes, so does its suppliers, the local stores, the hot dog vendors, and the local restaurants. The effect would be devastating in ways of which you never have thought: Nearly 3 million jobs would be lost in the first year alone – with another 2. 5 million to follow over the next two years Personal income in the United States would drop by more than $150. 7 billion in the first year The co

If You Ever Need The Cops...
When I was in Catholic school Sister Maryann told our English class "if you ever need the police scream rape". This was because people would be more likely to react. Or was it fire? Oh who can remember these things. I was staying at the hotel this weekend. On Saturday morning I dragged my groggy ass down stairs to finish uploading our new operating system and updating all the rooms. I was about ten minutes into it when my Director of Housekeeping came running into the lobby telling me to call the police. "Ok, why". She told me that the guest in on of the rooms tried to rape one of her house keepers. I grabbed a radio and told my desk agent to call the cops. Erica was on the phone immediately. She asked me what should I tell them. I said attempted rape. The operator asked is he still there. We both looked at each other like does she mean inside her? I just said yes and sent our chef to go barricade the guy in the room. Mean while the Director of Housekeeping was taking of he

Holidays
well, there are many reasons, mainly my family's apparent curse for the day after one of my favorite holidays, it started a few years ago, when we got robbed at gunpoint, my dad, my sister, me, and my cousin in my aunt's driveway, another one i broke my ankle, another my husband got arrested and taken to jail for a month over a 25 dollar ticket and his sentence for non payment was a week, that was it, he got out right before christmas, and on top of it, what caused him to get arrested was driving me home from the hospital witha cyst. He had no driver's liscense but i wasn't about to let my dad come in during a pelvic exam either and i NEED someone in the room when I'm going through that. He got all of that taken care of this year, paid his dues and whatnot, but seriously why the hell should I want to leave the house on black friday because it's apparent that every black friday will not only be black, but bleak! I'm terrified to drive home after thanksgiving dinner, because I have no

Truth
So lets start in August I found out I was pregnant. So I am actually 16 weeks and 2 days. I am due May 22nd. My sister in law wanted me to come on fubar with her. So I did. But it was all like a game to me. At first I told no one about Sarah my lil girl. Then becuase I have a hard pregnancy I didnt tell anyone about the baby. Trey is a made up name to protect my kids dad. He is a marine and is serving the country. I actually loved being pregnant until I met Ray and the drama crew. My pregnancy had been pretty uneventful. I am single and I am sorry that I lied to you Jeremy. You of all people who loved me unconditionally would have understood but I just couldnt tell you. So I told you I cheated on you in Oct. I havent seen the x since August when Sarah and I moved here with my family. Well he did come to sarahs bday party briefly. When I met Ray i wrongfully fell in love with him but held Jeremy on the back burner. I wasnt ready to let him go. I am not looking for a babys daddy. I can r

From A Friend
This is for men and women To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait. To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful. To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for t

Christmas Auction
Rockin around the Christmas Tree We're having another auction!! Auction is OPEN and will close on December 9th at NOON Futime. And once again it is a *NO FUBUCK AUCTION* So to make this crystal clear.... DO NOT MAKE FUBUCK BIDS!!! Make only bids of.... **Tickers** **Bling Packs** **Blasts** **VIP's** **Happy Hours** *mari*~(¯`·¸•´¯)~madrina mª®íPÕ§ã~

Thoughts Of You
I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

What Crappy Christmas Gift Am I? Lol
You Are a Christmas Sweater! Over the top, colorful, and totally flashy. You're not afraid to be a little tacky. What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You? But I love sweaters, being over the top, colorful and flashy is good and of course being a bit tacky is fun!! LOL

Can You Feel It???
I can feel it. Can you? The hot spark of electricity running from your body into mine......Your sexy eyes delving deep into my soul. Searching out the secrets of my mind....your body seducing me into lowering my guard and letting you in deeper..... Mmmmm..... oh yeah...... just like that...... slide your hands around my waist......your breath against my skin drives me wild.......mmm..... goosebumps..... means I really like it.......your mouth so hot and wet against mine...teasing me with your tongue, showing me what you will be doing to me soon. I moan into your mouth and press my body against you, yet your hands hold me a little away from you, knowing that denying me what I want at first gets me where you want me faster. Your hands slide up my back and into my hair, you gently pull my head back, baring my neck to your lips and teeth, as you softly lick and bite me. Marking my skin, staking your claim..... again. You are driving me insane with sensations that quickly burn into a raging

******hott******
hey I am looking for tons more members to join the Big Mike's Hot new lounge The Drunk Penguin I am Willing to Make a personalized NSFW Salute for each of the next 100 people to join The Drunk Penguin Lounge and say i sent you in a private message to Big Mike.. here is his link ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Owner of The Drunk Penguin..Fu Owned By >^,,^< Pet

Auction
You can all kiss my ass dont any one of you EVER fuckin EVER ask me for shit again dont beg for a bling dont ask for a blast youre all fuckin selfish, greedy begging bastards i hope half of you fuckin delete me but i know most of you wont even read this so everyone in my friends list, except Kweenbitch, cuz she helped me out the rest of you, fuckin goto hell this all stems from the auction i was in i blogged, i posted stauts, i shouted some of you, i visited most of your pages and i got 3 fuckin bids 2 of which werent from my friends i sold for 400k fubucks if i could take away the blasts ive bought, or the bling ive sent i would cuz you all fuckin suck may icicles be shoved up your asses for christmas FUCK OFF im up for auction follow the link, hopefully it works and bid on me to own me Happy Holidays http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=246170&i=3865993885&albumid=1373847

Distant Heart
Flowing spirit takes control leading me astray distorting all my thoughts emotions runaway why do I perform upon life's envious stage? Is it all a game? A dance within a cage? Am I full of anger? torn and insecure not knowing good from bad some inborn fatal flaw? pain from pleasure haunts me guilt drives away the glow the world screams lessons at me and yet I still don't know

I Stand
Here I stand until the time was it a crime to see what cannot be touched hear voices speak words that can't be undone was it my fault I was invincible to the naked eye, I am invisible I cannot be seen cuz no one wants to see me I am different different from the rest of them so they ignore me but I don't ignore them no one is friendly why were they so blind cuz I am not them I am only mine I am different but I can see but they can't see me I watch them fall divided they fall together they die but here I stand until the end of time was it a crime that I was unique original to the human mind I was invisible to their standards invisible to their lies but as they kneel to beg I watch them beg but here I stand til the end of time was it a crime for me to live my life a crime for wanting to survive no one would answer so I will wait til the end of time

December 27th 2008
not exactly sure what to title this little diddy I am about to write. I am trying not to curse. I went to the movies today to see The Wrestler. It was one of these lower budget movies. It was a really good, I was more impressed than I thought. Made me thinking about myself a lot. Not because I am a wrestler lol. Jeez louise. Nah I was just grasping with the notion of dying alone. So busy with my one trick pony that I don't find that happiness everybody wants and needs. Now I may be grasping at straws when I speak of some epic Oliver Story love saga. When reality tells me that the majority of relationships are messed up. I've yet to find anything potentially soluble w/o finding a weak link. Such as the girl being lazy, not talking, or just not interested in me. Its plain a waste of time to put in the effort when its not going anywhere. I wanted to vent on a few friends of mine but again I think I was grasping at straws. I honestly don't believe anybody wants to h

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About Me And Life
Hey there. I'm tired to be single guy. I like put my self here for sell I like to get married in next 3 month So if any girl looking for a guy make a commitment. Here I am. Lets Try and see how is it go!!!

I Wish...
I WISH I COULD HOLD YOU, WITHOUT YOU SAYING NO I WISH YOU SPEND ONE NIGHT, WITHOUT YOU HAVING TO GO I WISH I COULD MAKE LOVE TO YOU, TILL YOU PASS OUT ON THE SHEETS I WISH I COULD DO THIS, WITHOUT THAT DAMN ALARM GOING..BEEP BEEP BEEP I WISH WHEN I LOOK YOU INTO YOUR EYES, YOU SEE HOW I REALLY FEEL I WISH WE COULD SHARE ONE FEELING TOGETHER, THAT WE BOTH KNOW IS GENUINELY REAL I WISH WHILE RIDING FROM BEHIND YOU SCREAM MY NAME AS LOUD AS YOU CAN I WISH WHEN YOUR ON TOP, YOU MAKE ME SAY "OOO WEEE COT DAMN!! I WISH I COULD WIPE THE SWEAT OFF YOUR BROW, AND PAT YOU DOWN WITH A COOL RAG I WISH I COULD LET A LITTLE LIGHT IN, LET IT GRAZE YOU SILHOUETTE....LIKE DAG!!!! I WISH I COULD CONVERSATE WITH YOU, WITHOUT AN ATTITUDE, NO FUSS, NO FIGHT I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU THE WORLD...IF ONLY FOR ONE NIGHT I WISH I COULD TELL MY BOYS ABOUT HOW IM IN LOVE, AND THIS TIME IT'S REAL...YEAH N!@@A THAT'S WHAT'S UP I WISH I COULD LIVE MY LIFE WITH YOU,,WITHOUT IT B

Inspired By Something I Read By Venus Da Goddess.
wow i feel a wave of emotions building as you begin i feel the whirlpool of hurt through undercurrents of hope as it presents a glimpse of light at the surface too deep to fathom with shallow empathy overwhelmed in the end rhythmic tug of war between earth and moon causing tsunamis from memories loving is human mating is just instinct to breed will to survives a norm in all life forms it's done instintively i guess that is the nature of it all what complicates this most of all our hearts like the earth, our mates the sun, our mind's the moon constantly playing tug of war

Need A Little Help Leveling Please
I have some friends trying to level and I can't do it on my own, so I am asking my friends if you have a few minutes could you rate a few of their pics and stash for me and we will r/t/f=)!!THANX ALL **WASTNTIME** 296,537 Points to go! WASTNTIME@ fubar **chromedome16**38,349 Points to go! chromedome16@ fubar **Anatomy of a Scorpio** 1,561,911 Points to go! Anatomy of a Scorpio~Back in Pergatory@ fubar ஐ~Dream~ஐ 1,943,533 Points to go! ஐ~Dream~ஐ@ fubar **tjattherock**1,770,289 Points to go! tjattherock ~fu married and owned by bratt@ fubar ♥~Bratt~♥ ♥~BRATT~♥Fu Married to TJATTHEROCK*FuOwned by Wastntime:)@ fubar

Love Affair
In a dreamy love affair in creating those dreams whilst time ticks away closing our eyes we drift until night turns to day as we shake away blues we enter into dreams as intimate nights unfold aglow in moonbeams sharing a galaxy of stars softly whispering sighs soon there is captivation amongst moonlit skies hands soothingly caress with sensual intimacy as loving arms reach out you enter my fantasy meeting on starry nights in a dreamy love affair the moon glows upon us as romance fills the air

Quiet Fire
in this stillness, my life the night sings my song my eyes search the endless sky bright with the glow of memories silence i listen intently for the distant sound that will extinguish the thunder in my soul solitary i am a burning candle, a flame kissing the hurt with desire longing to revel and rest in the oneness of two hearts together, filled with joy

The Gift Of Friendship!!!
There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends.

It's Soooo Cold!!
Omg it's sooooo cold outside it's - 13 degrees outside with a -25 degree wind chill.. I hate cold weather so much. Allie and I are just hanging around my house doing pretty much nothing. Hmm I think Allie already fell asleep, she is such a party pooper ughh..I'm so freaking bored... There is nothing to do but watch tv or a movie :-/ My back hurts really bad.. I'm so glad I'm off tomorrow. I'm hoping we're still getting our puppy tomorrow.. The lady is being really flakey though. She hasn't responded to our e-mails about meeting with her and the dog. I'm getting really frustrated because I just wish we had the dog already, we were approved for it now we're just waiting and waiting... Well for anyone who read this it was probably a waste of your time haha.. It wasn't too exciting hahaha

Sandy, Never Forgotten
NEVER FORGOTTEN We shared a love for a short time I thank the Lord for what we had All of which I am glad you were mine For making me a proud dad Jake’s eyes of blue are so true The color of Charlie’s hair Both reminds me so much of you Sometimes almost to much to bear I remember our times of fun Unimportant things forgotten Thanks to our handsome sons You may be gone, but never forgotten Happy Anniversary, Rest in Peace.

Lyrics
PINK-HEARTBREAKER Heartbreaker lyrics I keep thinkin' bout that little sparkle in your eye Is it a light from the angels, or your devil deep inside? What about the way you say you love me all the time Are you liftin' me up to heaven, just to drop me down the line? There's a ring around my finger, But will you change your mind? And you tell me that I'm beautiful, But that could be a lie Are you a heartbreaker? Maybe you want me for the ride What if I'm fallin' for a heartbreaker? And everything is just a lie I won't be leavin' here alive I won't be leavin' here alive, no Temporary happiness is like waiting for the knife Cause I'm always watchin' for someone to show their darker side So maybe I'll sit back and just enjoy all this for now Watch it all play out, see if you really stick around But there's always this one question That keeps me up at night Are you my greatest love Or disappointment in my life? Are you a heartbreaker? Maybe you wan

This Is Just Messed Up
I MISS YOU MICHELLE AND HOPE THAT WE CAN TALK AND WORK THINGS OUT AND HOPE THAT YOU WILL READ THIS AND OPEN YOUR HEART AND THINK ABOUT WHAT WE REALLY HAD AND CAN HAVE AGAIN LOVE YOU FOUR EVER FLYBOY i have changed and i need you to relize that and i truly do love you remember when we meet there you were standing in pennys in your mr.clean pjs you were so cute i can not tell you enough that i really have changed michelle if we get back together i will get a second job to help i will do all the house work and littally kiss your ass just drop you drawers and bend over and i will pucker up and gladly do it i will rub you feet draw your baths and paint you nails you can even mess with my hair like you ust to with the mouse and hair bands god i miss that.i miss us so much i am so lonely and depressed.i miss us as a family and with the recent events thathave developed you need to think about that and how we really need to be united right now for izzy well being. eric you

Valentine Auctions
COME AND CHECK ME OUT IN THE VALENTINE AUCTION THAT UNBREAKABLE IS HOSTING CLICK ON PICTURE TO GO CHECK ME OUT PLEASE RATE ME TOO EVEN IF U CANNOT BID ON ME TY LEAVE LOVE TO THE HOSTESS TOO Unbreakable † Cam Candy/Promoter/DJ @ Fallen Angels & Relentless Radio Always owned by T & Fu wi@ fubar BULLETIN MADE BY: *AngelDawnKris*Owned Texas Twister*@ fubar BeyonceNaughty Girl

Liars Players & Bs!
What do you think when there is a PLAYER LIAR a man that is just bull shit? Ladies I got ammo so if you need help bust'n that lying piece of shit hit me up. BUT HELLRAISER35 Enforcer @ bbw what ever big time dirt girls!

>>>
So yesterday, about 4:00 pm, I had hair that tickled my butt crack. It was thick, and annoying, and I could rarely put it up really nicely because it was too damaged and brushing it was a bitch. SOOOOOOO I finally worked up the balls to cut it. About 1.5 feet, maybe more, was taken off. However, I couldn't be happier. Soon I shall put pics up of it...when I can figure out how to manage it this short >.

Hh Contest....
OK, so Im in a HH contest and I need massive amounts of rates in order to win. So could u all please follow the link and vote for me?? Thank you... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=888520&albumid=1423419&i=3235196893&idx=11#2733218766

Random Writings And Poems
Its so cold and quiet out Quite peaceful yet real dishearting Alot of time to think to ones self Looking over the past Thinking about the present Dreading the future I lay here all alone No one to spend my nights with To curl up next to I am glad for my boy He does keep me sane And for all my freinds who are there for me Just really wish to have more in life A girl to make me laugh and smile Hold my hand and make a jolt run thru me I just feel so alone at times Truely missing that one feeling Maybe I am meant to be alone To help others out in life But I am really happy for my family and freinds I do love you all Be safe and be happy Dont get too far down like me Death Death in the end is peace for the tormented souls For us with that soul we live in pain everyday We might dream the good dreams but we know its not reality We have suffered hardships and heartaches that are beyond your understanding I might be your best freind but I'm really here to help you not

Men Of Fubar
Why is it that some men (I'm not saying all) have to ask about either your waist size, breast size, or if you have masterbated (gotten off today)? I mean for real, why? It's none of your business. I'm not with you. I have a husband and he is the only one that gets to know those wonderful details of my life. It is between him and I. If you don't look at my profile, which by the way reads that I am married then please don't talk to me about that stupid crap. I don't need any more drama than the drama I already have on my plate. Thanks!

The Apocalypse
Wrote this a few years ago but thought I'd share it here for all of you who may wish to read. Originally written: August 4, 2006 Sharon: What is wrong with Michael? He seems to be in such a bad mood today. All day long, he's been really quiet and moping around. I first noticed this behavior during the football game on TV. Usually he's all pumped up and excited, but today, he just kinda sat there with a sad glare. After football, he played the video game. Usually that cheers him up, but today he looked even more sad and upset. I wish he would express his feelings more. Is it me? Could I have offended him in some way today? I wish I knew. I tried to cheer him up. I cooked dinner, ran his bath water and then we made love. He was rougher than usual, and he kept his eyes closed the whole time. I am sure that whatever is bothering him, he is probably angry at me. I will leave him alone and ask him about it in the morning. Michael (yea,thats me): UGGGHHH!!! The Steelers lost yesterda

Hmm, Relationships - What Are They Anymore?
What gives these days with relationships? I have been so overly terrified of even trying anymore I don't know if I am capable. Dating world is one filled with more mysteries and rules than anyone can use or follow. I think I am really going to start my book on dating post divorce from a humor view point. Everything that I have experienced in the last few years has definitly sparked some humor - possilby even stand up worthy!! First attempt with blogging, I shall see if it is anything worth continuing.

Something To Think About !!!!
Some of us, myself included, have taken things for granted in life, the simpliest things. For instance, a vehicle, money, food, water, electricity, phones, cable, internet, books and many more. There are even major things that some of us take for granted... family, love, friends, breathe, body parts... and many more. I have come to realize, maybe because i am not working, there are things that I have that I would not normally have if it was not for my husband. I had a big wake up call. I am usually on the internet all the time. I thanked him for the intenet, why u ask... well if u sit and look at it ... i would not have the internet or anything if it wasn't for him. If he did not work his butt off and do what he does for us I would not have alot of things. There would be pure boredom in my life. I love him for this and for lots of other reasons. If you sit back and look at your life, are you taking things for granted in your life? If you are, and I am not saying that you are, you

Freaking Tag!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a freak 2. I like to go to the extreme 3. I usually don't play these games, but I'm being a good sport 4. I LOVE, and I mean LOVE skydiving 5. I have a tough exterior, but I'm kinda a softie.. shhhhh don't tell 6. I'm a passionate person 7. Would love to settle down, but I'm not holding my breath 8. I like to fight, yeah, I'm a scrapper 9. Favourite drink, right now is rum and coke 10. I HATE dishonesty, and dishonest people Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag you

I Just Want To Find My Place In The World
do u ever feel like you are shadow in the life u live , like maybe everyone wouldnt even notice if u werent even there? i know my gurls luv me and they are the one constant thing in my life that keeps me going but i dont really have nothing else. i have a husband who says he luvs me but never shows it he is alwasy at work or gettin called into work or when he is home is surfin for men, all i wish for is some affection and attention after a long draining day of endless noise and tantrums of little ones , i really feel like he could care less if i was here or not the only time he seems to notice me is when i am in bed sleeping with him. i gave up my job at starbucks where i was in process of promotion for his job so we could move here i left friends and family have sacrificed everything so that i can just cator to his needs 24 7 and get nothing in return? i feel so hollow a ghost in my own home, the computer is my abyss my escape my world i can create and manipulate how i want i need luv

Stories I've Written
The night was cool, the windows open. I spent what seemed like an eternity bathing myself after relieving what seemed like an endless frustration. Carefully cleaning and shaving.. paying attention to make sure the job was done to what I knew you would require. The hotel was deafeningly quiet. As I sit perched on the bed brushing my hair, taking long slow strokes brushing the tangles waist length of chestnut hair. I feel the bed lower and a hand enclose my neck and another in my hair, my breath quickens and I inhale sharply. You whisper not to turn around or look until I'm told to. I feel you reach around me and I feel the coarse roughness of a rope.. one hand and then the other bound. I my breathing increases, and you tell me to stand. I start to talk, and I feel a firm slap across my ass, and you telling me I wasn't told I could speak. Then a second time, so I'm aware that you have spoken and I am to listen. This goes on for a while until I learn not to speak until my master

Hi Fubar
Hi fubar its nice that u quickly replaced myspace for me and the site is easy to use. I got some friends on here allready and everything is going smoothly. Anyone feel free to right me, especially if ur from the MN area. Peace, Ryan

Ramblings
Hey all.. I had surgery Friday @ 11 am.....There were 4 hernias that the surgeon found in my abdominal cavity .....he repaired them using plastic mesh and approximately 100 staples. I am up moving BARELY! Sleeping a lot with the pain meds. I just wanted to let everyone know! *HUGS * Melinda Just gonna let everyone know If ya dopnt see me for awhiole Im having surgery again this Friday march 27 @ 11 am ...... Remember me in the glow of the sunset or when the robins return in the spring Know that in life there are up and downs , remember beauty exists in all things. Remember me as the butterfly flutters, and drinks the sweet nectar of flowers Life is as simple as nourishment within all there is loving power. Remember me with the radiance of the sun as the glow of me warms your face When the gentle breeze blows your hair in your eyes know its me sendng God's Grace Remember me when a newborn cries for soon tears of joy

I Feel You
I can still feel your fingers touching my breast. Your warm body pressed close to mine kissing your lips,so soft and sweet your hands as you slowly explore my body taking me into a heavenly bliss running my fingers through your hair as you lower your head to my treasure. Moaning uncontrollably,I quiver with desire. My passion is growing higher Looking into your Beautiful,sultry eyes as you raise and tilt back your head Your passion is growing higher and higher as you lay me back on the bed Quenching with mad desire with the heat of your mouth,on fire as your tongue meets mine. Pushing your love into me with such burning passion,yet so sweet and loving My body is trembling,heart pounding in rapture as we dance withsuch burning ecstasy the sultry look on your handsome face I arch my back to meet your movements as we dance faster and faster in our pleasure. Passion is rising higher and higher our love for each other burning like fire waiting,prolonging that spe

What Ever Happened To Individuality??
I have noticed alot of people(in my case mostly men) who COMPLETELY change themselves for their crush/girlfriend/boyfriend. For instance they might be completely against something,but the moment the girl says they are for it,the guy will tell her he is also for it and sway to that side. They(and all this goes for girls too,i have seen it in my best friend too,but in my experience i have only dated men so thats what i can speak for) change their musical tastes,like they might HATE ICP,but as soon as a chick says they are their favorite band,the guy goes out and buys a CD and immediately becomes a fan.Ive seen them change their personality entirely,going from a nice person to a hateful person because the chick was hateful. They could all of a sudden like anime or a different style of photography. Ive had all this happen to a guy interested in me or in my friends. Now,i understand trying to like some things that your partner likes,but to completely go from one person to another to try to

Forever Would Be Never [if Never Was Enough]
This is what I get for believing in empty promises Because the way you lie on your back told me different It's the kind of thing you beg to feel strangely about And I never should have allowed myself to love you You left me lying in our bed all alone last night Maybe you had something more important to do It's the fact that my tears don't phase you anymore I've run out of my luck on trying to win you back Sometimes, two hearts just can't dance to the same beat But it's looking like we're not even on the same tune And when the envy turns into defeat, I'm turning away It's at that moment you want to reach out for my hand Sadly you could paint these walls with the heartbreak They'd probably be a sluggish shade of reverberating yellow Your lips taste of flushed cyanide, you hold them well Maybe that was my first clue that you weren't good enough You used to be the kind of medicine I thought I needed But now I'm finally realizing you're the poison I avoid.

Gone But Not Forgoten
in our life we go on even through the hurt and pain , you see as we go through life , cards are dealt to us and it is up to us to play them. as we take the journey in life , we grow, and become who we are. there is no reason for people to try to change us , not everyone is the same, cause if we where what a boring life it would be. as we go on we meet new people, some become good friends and some well we just don't agree with and want nothing to deal with them. and sometimes true friends do fight , sometimes we can forget about it and move on and sometimes the hurt and pain are to much to deal with. and sometimes friends fight over stupid things, but like they say "shit happens" . and then there is family , they are our life ,and we do anything to protect them no matter what . i remember times when i was young , and being the youngest of 10 there was always some type of fight going on but no matter what we made it through, and then when you loose a family member a husband,wife,a ch

Until Morale Improves
The idea of social networking sites have always put me a little off balance. Its a mix of being social and not. Free to say anything yet your lips are sewn shut from saying anything of actual meaning. Who might hear or read about what you are doing... I am positive I have never met anyone online, and I see a lot of my friends do it and it seems fun. However what I don't like is the sense of loneliness I get from it. Going on and getting no one talking to me is never fun and it happens all too often. Yeah yeah yeah, im being a whiny little boy about that and really I don't care. Reason I set this account up is to actually get out of my shell and meet new people, who hopefully don't suck or cause drama. Made little to no sense but thats whats on my mind about Social Networking for now... Type to everyone next time kids.

Music That I Like
Now I'm Gone - Monica (lyrics) Male] Monica baby, I'm sorry I know I was wrong, but I think we can work it out Just try to hear me out [Monica] Nah, you hear me out [Verse 1] I gave you so much love, but you had to play with my affections My heart was in your hands, but you had to play with all my feelings You got your mack on, but now I'm gone Cause I'd rather be all alone Away from all these silly games [Chorus] I gave you no reason why Just said do your thing on the side But now I'm gone Cause it will never be the same You were busy kicking it with your boys Instead of taking care of your girl But now I'm gone Gone away from you [Verse 2] I thought I knew you well But you ran away, didn't care about me You told so many lies Thought you could run away from this thing called reality But I'm long gone, I got to go on There's someone waiting for me To love me honestly [Chorus] I gave you no reason why Just said do your thing on the s

Whispers
Life is serious it's self, from Jan thru Dec so do not worry about those things you can not change. It's like playing cards. Once you are dealt a hand and your highest card is a ten you are doing the best with the hand you were dealt. As time goes on you will have a better hand. As life is so very short I tend to be on the silly side most of the time.

For Console Gamers
I have been a member of Netflix for a long time now. I recently purchased a Nintendo Wii system and own a PS2 and XBox as well. I thought it would be cool to start renting games the way I had been renting movies through the mail. After searching prices and whatnot, I found that Gottaplay.com claimed to be the fastest shippers of games because they would ship as soon as the USPS got the game at their offices instead of waiting for it to get all the way back to the warehouse. They were also a few dollars/month cheaper, so I signed up for their 10-day free trial. I went through all the proper steps and added about 40+ games to my Q so there would be no issues with availability (at least 20 said they were "Available Now"). I had a slight tech issue with moving the games around in my Q, so I used their site to inform them of the issue. I received this response the next day. "Greetings Melani,

Sorry Guys
without trying to sound asinine or whatever i really dont want to blog or hang or drink with guys. unless your gay/trans or a woman im just not interested. When i joined i was overwhelmed by messages looking for hookups and such and all from males, look guys i dont hate its just im not interested. However any ladies looking for a drinking partner drop a line and i will check it out more often. Love Miranda

Who Are We
That alarm clock cannot defend itself As water cannot walk on land Stars cannot fall to earth I cannot walk in space. We are all and we are none. The object rings The element splashes The energy shines The human laughs We are all and we are none. The object breaks. The element freezes The energy fades The human dies. We are all and we are none.

Lounge Reviw
Lets face it were all addicted to this site because we have fun, There will be other sites that will come and go but this is our home, As any other thing we love we will protect it and incourage others to come join the fubar site. We at Radio Storm have invented ways to make this task easier to build this place to the hilt, through clever advertizing and marketing schemes. Radio is a very powerful tool in ads reaching far beyond the relmes of comments and simple buy a block on some website ad lol. When implimenting these tools to do others a favor FOR FREE it was rejected, Why you ask? well lets bring it down to a simple anology is a hungry dog going to care what color the bowl is or is he gonna eat the food? he doesnt care how you got the food he cares about the fact the food is there so lets just eat??!! THE STORM HAS GROWN! WE ARE NOW RADIO STORM UNIVERSAL TWO LIVE DJS TAKING REQUEST ON THE NEW DOUBLE DECKER PLAYER WERE SORRY OUR LOUNGE HERE IN FUBAR HAS BEEN VACANT THAT IS DUE TO A

Fat Sonny Favors
Okay so first I need you to rate a pic for me. That's all on that one, just a rate. No need to comment it or anything else. The second favor is to help level my fu-owner so do whatever it takes or she may beat me lol Here's the pic to rate

Rules
INTRODUCING~TORNADO COMMENT BOMBERS~We are a new family here on the Fu and want to have some fun.BUT...As with all families, we have to have some rules.#1 - Everyone is required to Rate/Fan/Add ALL family members. This can be easily accomplished because their is a folder that has every members picture in it. Each one is ripped so that you can go directly to their page. If it is found that you haven't done so, you will be asked to correct the situation or submit your resignation. Those are the only 2 choices.#2 - If you are CURRENTLY in a contest or have one coming up in the near future, DO NOT ask to join this family. The reason is, we are about fairness to all family members and if you are just joining for help, PLZ DON'T#3 - There will be NO MORE THAN 2 family members in a contest at the same time. Before you enter into a contest, please submit a request to the homepage for approval. #4 - You must NOT have your bartab turned off. It will be the biggest way to contact you and when the

Indian Travel Agent
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Perfection
Plenty people throughout my life told me that perfection don't exist....but from my point of view, they haven't kissed your lips.....Held your hand Or touched your skin......It's obvious they never looked into your eyes and saw the ocean deep and wide......Or seen the clearest skies, lost their breath and damn near died, from their hearts skippin beats.....They must have never felt your touch...It's crystal clear to me that your smile has never lit their life.....They must be out their minds.....Cuz I seen perfection with my eyes...Seen my reflection deep inside......

Nsfw"s
This is more of a poll. So what is the best way to get to see nsfw's with out buting bling/blast and such?Some people like me cant afford to spend money on fubar because we just dont have it.What do you think? Or am I just a broke perv?

Promise Me
Will you be my warrior Brave strong and true When my world falls down Can I always count on you Will you lend me your wings When I can no longer fly Will you take me to the moon To help stop me cry When I'm locked in the tallest tower With no way out Will you somehow reach me And be rid of my doubts When all the stars in my sky Have all flown away Will you find them all again So their no longer astray Will you hold me in the dark Always show me the light When I'm feeling lonely Can I count on you to hold me tight Through all the bad times That we may go through Can you honestly say I'll always have you There's so much pain That I always feel So just promise me That you're real

Purple Magik's Grand Opening! I Want My Friends In There To Have Fun:)
' > Come join us for our GRAND OPENING @ Purple Magik!!!!! MAY 1ST!!!!!! Make some new friends, listen to good music and just have some fun with us!! RANDOM BLINGING FOR NEW MEMBERS THAT JOIN THAT NIGHT! RANDOM GIVEAWAYS! We also have Live Auctions every weekend!!SIGN UP TO BE IN THE LIVE AUCTION:)) click to enter lounge! If you would like to be in any of our live auctions, please read rules then click pic to sign up @ blog. Any questions.PM/SB any Purple Magik staff member. Thank you. PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Please DO NOT STEAL my bulliten layouts! Thank you. sO FrESH _[diAMond dAveS gUrL *DiAMondDaVes LUCKYCharm* SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar

Gods Plan
PERFECTION IS A BITCH....BABYGIRL I UNDERSTAND.... IT'S GOTTA BE KINDA HARD TO BE YOU.... BEING THE BIGGEST PART OF GODS PLAN..... BUT HOW DO YOU MAINTAIN THAT ORBIT THAT THE WORLD SITS UPON......? IT HAS TO BE DIFFICULT....... TO BE THE ONLY GIRL THAT NEVER GETS IT WRONG...... I JUST DON'T GET THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING YOU DO COULD BE RIGHT.......AT TIMES I CAN'T RELAX I LOSE SLEEP AT NIGHT....... PONDERING THE INFINITE POSSIBILITIES OF CORRECTNESS..... I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE AS PERFECT AS YOU THINK..... BUT BABYGIRL YOU ARE INFECTIOUS...... I CAN FO SHO SEE ACTIVITY IN YOUR NEUROCONNECTIONS...... SO AS THE WORLD REVOLVES SOLELY IN YOUR PRESENCE..... I CAN ONLY HOPE THAT I FIT IN THE COLLECTION OF DEBRIS LEFT IN YOUR WAKE......... BLESSED TO LOOK UPON YOUR FACE AT THOSE TIMES YOU TURN AWAY FROM THE SUN........ SO YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME ANY TIME THAT YOU ARE SEARCHING....I'LL BE IN THE BACCGROUND IN YOUR SHADOW.........LURKING.......

I Am Proud
I Am Proud! You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK....But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist.-You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?-You have the United Negro College Fund.-You have Martin Luther King Day.-You have Black History Month.-You have Cesar Chavez Day.-You have Yom Hashoah-You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi-You have Al Qaeda-You have the NAACP.-You have BET.-If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist.-If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist.-If we had white history month... we'd be racist.-If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist.-If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.-In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and r

Because....master Says So......
He is the master and he is going to do everything he wants with the couple who experience hardships in their sexual life, he’s going to give it a new life and his cock is going to help him… Of course I knew what was going to happen but I also saw plenty of emotions on the faces of a young couple – embarrassment, excitement, even fear before the man they knew little about and who demanded to call him “Master”. However, people say I look like a reliable person who can be trusted. This time it worked as well. After a few phrases which didn’t mean much the tension went down a bit. This is Alex. He is just the same I’ve expected. He considers himself intelligent (because he graduated from Harvard) and sexually skillful (because he likes fucking). He obviously loves his wife but in the letter to me he calls her “a bit strained” and says she “isn’t sensual enough”. The situation seems familiar to me. Many women suffer

Tired Of Drama
I am tired..and kind of in a mood. Just call it PMS. Anyways.. I worked today. We had a patient who ended up..we had to put sign on the patients door for no visitors..unless checking with the nurses station. Well noone out there knew what to do or say. It was over a personal matter.. of the patients family/ or friends taking advantage of him..and getting money from him. Well.. the way I look at it.. thats not our job to really worry about. Its his choice..and if they are doing this stuff..and family is worried about it..then they should have taken care of the problem before he came to the hospital. They act like they do not know how to get help though in cases like this. We also get once in a while..these patients..who do not want people to know they are in the hospital..etc. You can not tell people where they are..etc. Well. it makes my life quite misserable..wondering wtf to tell people when they call or come to the desk. I feel horrible lying to the people. Fact is.. we a

If You Must Do It, Dress For The Occasion
If You Must Do It, Dress For The Occasion Posted 4/10/2009 2:39 PM EDT NEW ALBUM, Well Dressed Killing Machine! Release date: April 1st, 2009 ELLSBETH - ALBUM TRACKS AVAILABLE...Matches on: Artist NameMetal / Gothic / ProgressiveLOS ANGELES, Californiawww.myspace.com/ellsbethmusic Plays: 4,175,266Views: 7,377,028Fans: 70,209 Sean Lacefield / Guitar Jay Liermann / Drums and Percussion Shannon Quamme / Vox Scott Ramsay / Guitar Jim Dineen / Bass PROFILE: Similar Artists-A.D.D./Evanescence/Saigon Kick Exposure Level-very high. Originality Level-high. A cross, between Saigon Kick and Evanescence, with a dash of undescribable, makes Ellsbeth a unique force to be reckoned with. Lead vocalist Shannon Quamme, has a vocal range that's clear and flawless. The entire band fits together, to give your ears a treat, even live and unmastered. Their Debut CD was officially released to Snocap, April 1, 2009 and it's quickly looking like this album will be a collectors gem.

New Life...new Bf
My Plan...Alright...most know that I am done with school...except for the CLEP test that I am studying hard for. This test should take care of the 3 credits of science that I am missing so that I can get my Bachelor's Degree. My plan is to move to Amarillo TX. Those that know me are probably saying...WHAT?! Yes, I hate Texas, but this time around (yes my second try for Texas) things seem to be falling into place. I am going to be applying for a case worker position. I know this isn't juvenile probation, but I cannot get that type of position without experience. So, we all have to start somewhere. I knew when I chose my career goal and my major that I would not be making a truckload of money, but that is not why I chose this. I am excited to venture forth into my new life and I can't wait to see the changes that God has in store for me.My bf...Part of the reason for moving to Amarillo is for Mr. Chris (he soo loves it when I call him that! JK). :D :D :D that's me grinning from ear to ea

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Dumb A$$ People
so...........its been a while .....like ..6-7 months since my last sightings BUT I BACK AND BLAH BLAH BLAH!! ...any how...i go to the grocery store to score some food for work..and half of the main road is blocked off by cops! 2 unmarked cars, 3 staties, and some of the local jonny law. (okay no big deal probally some stupid kid doing something dumb) after i score some food for the week.....i got to the local liquor store to score the drink of CHAMPIONS (bacardi mafuckers) and my buddy who works there tells me that some cop got shot......WITH HIS OWN GUN, then steals his cruiser. the neighbor hood that this went down in is about a mile from my house and right across the street from the local packy store!....... then it dawns on me.....this dumb sack of shit ....shoots a cop, steals his cruiser, and only fuckin makes it like 2 miles before gittin pulled over!......why even do stupid shit like that! i mean shit atleast make it too the damn high way ..STUPID FUCKIN PEOPLE I SWEAR!

My Blog, Its Where I Vent, Dont Like It Then Piss Off
yea my first blog on fubar and its about things that have been pissing me off in any way shape or form. and the first thing on my list has to be Barack Obama. this punk is trying to take away our right to own guns. I know I didnt vote for this tool. betcha this will get me flamed on quite a bit. my job would be another thing pissing me off. stupid walmart does things quite bassackward. they shitcan people before they have any sort of a replacement for them. I could easily tell them thats not a smart practice at all. another thing that grates on me, women who say one thing and then proceed to do another. For example, when they say they want to meet up and then they change their minds. Oh and i forgot to mention that my ex gf needs to go jump in a lake. UGGGHHHHHHHH. Life. it really eats....enough said. now that ive bitched about alot of shit...ill mention something that does NOT piss me off. Limp Bizkit getting back together and attempting to do something. i thought the

Drunken Thoughts
Friday I wake up on my last five-day workweek looking forward to a three-day weekend. I head to the office, picking up jew donuts for the coworker who gave me a $20 Einstein's giftcard. Besides her and unlike previous years, no one has done anything for me at the office. Not that I expect extravagant gifts, but at least I gave them birthday/gift cards when their bday came around. The day goes at a snail's pace until it's time to go home. There's a package in the mail, it's my sis/hubby's bday present: Industrial goggles from Cryoflesh.I can understand they are a couple but only one gift?I bought each of them $70 bday gifts, although I'm sure they'll make it up when I visit this summer. Most of my family/friends are out of town, the others are too broke or too busy to do something. It is what it is and I cant put my happiness in the hands of other people. My brother sent me a $50 to BestBuy, he's been broke since his fiancé's work hours were cut so I appreciate it.Not easy to afford g

Help Stop The National Energy Tax
President Obama and the Democrats are planning to jack up energy prices and pass the cost on to you and your family. Let me ask you, with our economy in shambles, the unemployment rate at nearly 9% and our country about to run a record deficit of $1.8 TRILLION for 2009, can you and your family afford an additional $3,100 in higher energy taxes a year? If Obama and his liberal Democrat cohorts get their way, you and your family will be paying an additional $260 a month in energy taxes thanks to the Democrats' outrageous Cap & Trade legislation. That's $260 a month that you and your family should be allowed to spend, save or invest anyway you see fit. This tax hike may be coming sooner than you think. Ultraliberal Democrat Congressmen Henry Waxman and Ed Markey, who chair the Energy committees moving the Cap and Trade bill, want it passed by the U.S. House before Memorial Day. That leaves Republicans precious little time to stop the Democrats' energy tax plan that could cost American bus

Idk...lets See...hi My Name Is..chole
I have no idea what to put in here...but...I guess Im just going to raddle on about something...This is my first blog...so POP! goes the cherry...lol Anyways...its Thristy Thursday and I plan to do my fair share of drinking...anyways...Hope you enjoy my first blog!

Poly
Jealousy "Some people seem to have no jealousy; it's as if they didn't get that piece installed at the factory. Others, including some long-term polyamorists, feel jealousy, which they regard as a signal that something needs investigation and care, much as they would regard depression or pain. Jealousy is neither a proof of love (and this is where polyamory differs from possessive or insecure monogamy) nor a moral failing (and this is where polyamory differs from emotionally manipulating one's partner(s) into relationships for which they are not ready)." ...is about the sexuality referred to as Poly. Polyamory, or "being poly", is the acceptance of the potential for multiple loving partners within relationships. This may include sexual partners. Polyamorous relationships are not "cheating", but mutual love and honesty in relations that are not monogamous. The basis of such relationships are love, stability, compatibility, peace and personal and relationship honesty. Polyamory does not

Why Is Love So Hard?
Hey all you guys and gals. Tell me what u think, i met someone over a year ago. we seemed to just click... we eventually went our seperate ways. but, my love for him has grown stronger. he is on my mind all the time. I know in my heart he fell in love with me . I have had so many things happen to me since we have seen each other. i needed to know what i felt was real. I was in a bar and, and man walked up to me and said HI MY NAME IS and he told me his name and it was the exact same name as the man i am in love with... first and last name. and his name is not a common one i almost had a car wreck and omg the car was the very same kind of car he has.. what do u all think? do you believe in signs?

Trash
Title: Trash By: Detox Thrown awayLost in timeThrown awayAnd left behindThrown awayThis dream I might findThrown awayI'm flying blindThrown awayA life once livedThrown awayWith nothing left to giveThrown awayThis path we once walkedThrown awayYour decietful talkThrown awayAnd outlined in chalkThrown away It's all your fault

Risk
Okay I know that one time or another there has been that one time. The one time that I refer to is when yu find yourself in a situation that you have to ask yourself should I? I have found out by recent experiance that if you are faced with that pressing feeling of should I, you should. I know it is not an easy task to go balls to the wall when faced with this or any kind of risk. But why not live. You are only dampining yourself when you don't accept all the world has to offer you. If it is a manner of safty, there is always an option of security like a friend. Or just follow your gut. Ten times out of ten you will know and understand what ever risk is being asked of you. And you will deal with that in your own way. Every person has their own set of rules that make up there risk taking limits. Such as this online crap that we have all been sucked into. Yeah doesn't seem so much of a risk now but when you are asked that one question that I am sure we have all heard is would you like t

I Dont Fucking Know.
I am trying to see what it would take for this account to be deleted.Maybe I should leave Scrapper or BJ a comment? Well I guess I am now comment blocked.I cant post shit. :D now time to go to BJ and Scrappers page.

Mafia Wars Help For Myspace
For those of my fu-friends that play mafia wars on myspace, I need help. I am a level 66 hitman, with 70 million cashflow an hour. I am heavily stocked on weapons, vehicles, and property. I need more mafioso's to win bigger fights, defeat higher bosses, and unlock extras. Help me, I'll help you. Send me a friend request with Mafia wars and fubar in it so I know To add you. http://www.myspace.com/southerngentleman24 Thanks.

The End Of Heartache
The End Of HeartacheSeek me, call me I'll be waiting This distance, this dissolution I cling to memories while falling Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day Waking the misery of being without you Surrender, I give in Another moment is another eternity (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart You know me, you know me all too well My only desire - to bridge our division In sorrow I speak your name And my voice mirrors my torment (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart Am I breathing? My strength fails me Your picture, a bitter memory For comfort, for solace (Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace (I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart (Seek me) Completion, (Call

Have Something To Say
Have something to say.I wanna scream it out loud...I wanna yell to the city and want to scream it cause I'm proud. I had a dream to day!I've had a thought.Ive had my revaluation and its not what i sought. I've dreamed this dream for days long past.But this thought in my head ... It just lasts... I wanna breathe again.Take that long awaited breathI WANT HOPE AGAIN.To lay my worries to rest. I want to thrive againthrive on love. i want hope again i want yours.Open your heart and ill open doors. Open hope to me and ill sail any sea.Open that heart and believe in me... I'll be perfect...as i always thrive to be.I'll stay yours and be what ever you want me to be. Let me be yours,I'll let you be mine.Let me have hope again,Help me learn to shine. give me hope...I'll take your pain.I'll love you without question and have the world to gain.

Small Towns
reminds me of home only instead of tractors and> dirt roads think boats and bayous and who would> think out in the bayou you would pick the same canal to> party in that your dad decided to trawl in that day. > > The> only one missing is the one I used to live by: Make sure the> dirt road you pick is NOT where your daddy is coon hunting> with his buddies!!>> SMALL TOWNS> > > > Those who grew up> in small towns will laugh when they read this.> > > > Those> who didn't will be in disbelief and won't> understand how true it is. > > 1) You can name> everyone you graduated with. > > 2) You know what> 4-H means. > > 3) You went to parties> at a pasture, barn, gravel pit, or in the middle of a> dirt road. On Monday you could always tell who was at> the party because of the scratches on their legs from> running through the woods or cotton field when the party was> busted. (See #6.) > > 4) You used> to'drag'Main . > > 5) You whispered> the 'F' word and your parents knew within the>

Signs Of Blood Clots & Stroke
Blood Clots/Stroke - They Now Have a Fourth Indicator, the Tongue STROKE: Remember the 1st Three Letters.... S. T. R. STROKE IDENTIFICATION: During a BBQ, a friend stumbled and took a little fall - she assured everyone that she was fine (they offered to call paramedics) .she said she had just tripped over a brick because of her new shoes.

Worlds Shortest Fairy Tale
WORLDS SHORTEST FAIRY TAIL ONCE UPON A TIME,A GUY ASKED A GIRL "WILL YOU MARRY ME?" SHE SAID "NO!" AND THE GUY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER AND HE RODE MOTORCYCLES ANDWENT FISHING AND HUNTING AND PLAY GOLF A LOT AND DRANK BEER AND SCOTCH AND HAD TONS OF MONEY IN THE BANK AND LEFTED THE TOLIET SEAT UP AND FARTED WHEN EVER HE WANTED. THE END

At First Sight
I just recently joined here and met a beautiful woman who is just gorgeous. I don't want to keep sending messages and put on any pressure, I'm real easy going and just not that kind of guy. It seems like one of those "at first site" things. Advice anyone? I guess I'm dreaming maybe , but as many of attractive women are on here and else where, no one else has ever caught my attention like this before.

The Soul
I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.” “I love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it's the thing I like most, to laugh. It cures a multitude of ills. It's probably the most important thing in a person.” “It's that wonderful old-fashioned idea that others come first and you come second. This was the whole ethic by which I was brought up. Others matter more than you do, so 'don't fuss, dear; get on with it'.” “I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it just happened to me without my ever seeking it.” “...people, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.” “I don’t take my life seriously, but I do take what I do – in my life –

Poetry
SEEING YOU IN MY MIND KNOWING WE'RE NO TOGETHER WISHING TO BE WITH YOU HAVING LOVE THAT LAST FOREVER YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY I'VE MADE UP MY MIND TO ALWAYS LOVE FOREVER IN A DAY PICTURING THE LOVE WE CAN MAKE NEVER LOOKING AT THE TIME TO BE WITH YOU IS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE IF YOU WOULD BE MINE JUST TELL ME YOU LOVE AND FOREVER BE TRUE THEN I'LL GIVE UP THE WORLD JUST TO BE WITH YOU

Falling Fast
ok so now im not single im dating a guy idn if he wants me to say his name but he has a great personality and im very much attracted to him and i hope we work out. i kno we will as long as we both put in the effort but he told me he loved me and when he did that my heart just like droped and it felt right you kno well idn what else to s

Poetry
The Oceans Swell then gleam Maize realist fells the seam Dark clouds weep the eyes Prisms the open see sighs A realm for which no end Occuring when lights bend Living aura when waves die Realist wakens; Dreamers fly

2 Nuns And A Paint Job
Two Nuns and a Paint Job: Two Nuns are ordered to paint a room in the convent, and the last instruction of the Mother Superior is that they must not get even one drop of paint on their habits. After conferring about this for a while, the two nuns decide to lock the door of the room, strip off their habits, and paint in the nude. In the middle of the project, there comes a knock at the door. 'Who is it?' calls one of the nuns. 'Blind man,' replies a voice from the other side of the door. The two nuns look at each other and shrug and deciding that no harm can come from letting a blind man into the room, they open the door. 'Nice boobs,' says the man, 'where do you want the blinds ??'

Something You Should Know!!!
Ok {Out of character} look as some people know DEADPOOL IS a WISE ASS, DEADLY MUTHERFUCKING BAD ASS MERC WITH A MOUTH! SARCASM & WITTY BANTER IS HIS GREATEST WEAPON NEXT TO HIS MARTIAL ARTS SKILL AND MASTERY OF MANY EDGED AND ARTILLARY WEAPONS! NOW HE'S ALSO A LITTLE OFFENDING AND A PERV! NOW AS FOR ME NO!... I'M NOT!... OK I'M A WISE ASS AND SARCASTIC, AND HAVE A LITTLE MARTIAL ARTS BACKGROUND BUT THAT'S IT! WE HAVE NOTHING ELSE IN COMMON! SO WHY CREATE THIS PAGE? WELL TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST I WAS BORED AND DECIDED TO START A DEADPOOL PAGE BUT STAY IN CHARACTER! I MEAN WHY NOT?... HE'S HILARIOUS! BUT I'M WRITTING THIS CAUSE SOME PEOPLE MAY THINK I'M LIKE THIS FOR REAL AND IS USING THIS TO ANNOY PEOPLE AND HIDE BEHIND A FAKE PAGE SOME PEOPLE MAY NOT THINK I'M FUNNY. SO I DIDN'T WANT TO CONFUSE ANYONE. THERFORE I'M WRITTING THIS! IF YOU GET IT, THANX FOR THE SUPPORT IF YOU DON'T, SORRY I OFFENDED YOU! AND IF YOU REPLY WITH SOMETHING NASTY WELL BE PREPARED TO GET IGNORED DEAD

"can I Make A Sexy Suggestion?"
I cleared my throat, then continued. "How about we have a fling? It will only last while we're on the island, and will remain our secret. Once we're home, we'll go back to being friends. But for now, anything goes......" He said nothing. Still the hunger in his eyes had her toes curling. Still, his hesitation spurred her on. She wanted to nail this deal...now. She didn't want him reneging on their agreement at a more awkward time... "Listen she said, stroking his chest, and watching in satisfaction as he stiffened. "Why don't we pretend to be strangers? I want you and you want me. and while we're here, we'll indulge all over our sexual fantasies. No strings. And no holds barred. Deal? There were a few moments of silence, each one seeming like an eternity to her. Then suddenly he pulled her into his arms and kissed her roughly, frantically...thoroughly. Finally coming up for air, he touched his forehead to hers. "I hope you dont regret this. She wasn't going to worry about regr

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Letting Go....
Letting GoYou will look back on the times you laughed and you will cry.You will look back on the times you cried, and you will laugh.You will always remember close friendsand you will keep memories of them in your heart.Life is hard - it’s tough, it’s unfair.But everyone gets over the hurt and the pain, eventually.And you always end up with a smile on your face,if you give it a chance.I've learned that good-byes will always hurt,pictures will never replace having been there,memories good and bad will bring tears,and words can never replace feelings.To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore.It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy or regret.Letting go isn’t about winning or losing.It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appearand it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past.Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughtsand doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness.It’s not about giving

..:: Sub ::..
What is bottom topping, you may ask yourself. Well, that is when a submissive tries to control a scene or situation, manipulating the dominant to their desire, rather than what the dominant wants from the scene or situation. Topping from the bottom is considered inappropriate behavior in most D/s circles. It can have many connotations, some of which make the dominant seem to be the less dominant person in the relationship. It also can be looked upon as the submissive trying to get the attention of their dominant because the submissive feels that they aren't getting enough. Why is bottom topping such a big issue? When a dominant is no longer in control of the situation, their role is diminished. They are nothing more than a participant in the situation or scene. They lose their credibility as a dominant, because as the dominant, they should be in control. T

Mistress Kiara's Femdom Diary
As those of you on My mailing list already know, I have decided to have another auction. More information can be found at My Femdom Auctions page. I’m selling these old nasty flats of Mine that I’ve had for about a year now. I know My little foot boys are going to be eagerly bidding on these ripe shoes! I know some of you are wondering what a progressive auction is. Here’s how it works - if the bid reaches certain preset amounts, I add more to the winning package. As of right now, the winner will get these nasty shoes with their comfy inserts (complete with My foot and toe imprints!), as well as a set of the pictures featured on My Ebanned Auction. BUT! If the bidding reaches $50 for these shoes (they are worth much more than that based on their stench alone, I assure you!) then I will also give the winner a pair of My stinky gym socks, full of holes from My perfect toenails. I have recently taken up olympic lifting, and it makes My feet sweat so bad!! So if

Our Loved Pets
hello all, as you know i have many pets that i love dearly. Recently I had to sell my dear cockatoo due to new rules by landlord.but i am allowed to have a dog and have gotten my self a baby puppy he is a shitzu 3 mths old and god such a sweetheart i need your help with votes to win prize money to go towards trike as i took it out one day and the engine went my luck. well here is the link you can vote once a day i need votes before sunday then they start a new week and we start over lol. i will post a new pic for next week thank you for reading and voting Vote for Oreo in the Cutest Dog Competition - Cute dogs photos

Without This Woman
+Without This Woman+ @ Eternity converged Triangular stars upon my heartParallel universes closing in on meLove starved soulSpiraling the voices in my headGalloping horse rhythmEchoing reflections in my memoryMoonlight/SunlightCollide in black whole of infancyLeaving a rippleIn the water of my lifeSlamming convulsionsFading blue moonSunset glow When I think about The reasons whyI LOVE YOUThats why I cryIn the sanityGiving me a reasonTo try As I take timeFrom yesterdayI realizeI onlyStopTimeFor you Thoughts ofSunshine fireIn yourEyesSweltering heatInRain stormComforting transitionsLikeDarknessFrom dawnPulsars Beat of my heartHollowBlackLonelinessOf myUniverseInterruptedByExploding stars Turning back the time To where I used to beI seeIt's no longer meAbsorbing your voiceIn a wordHearing your thoughtsIn my heartWalking among the remnantsOf discarded leavesOn a quest for eternitys visionWith the roar of hells doorAt my back Cold receding daysLongMistyBrightNovemberNightWords fromM

Thx To 3 Most Active Staff!
THANK YOU PAPASCARECROW FOR ALL YOUR EFFORTS IN ALL AREAS! THANK YOU LILBEAR FOR YOUR EFFORTS IN GETTING OUR NAME OUT THERE AND BEING A VOICE INSIDE THE LOUNGE! THANK YOU VIXY FOR YOUR EFFORTS IN MULTIPLE AREAS! KEEP IT UP!