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Laptop
seems my laptop has died or something power wont even turn on.. I am totally clueless on what happened battery was full and everything shut it down the right way now cant get it to turn back on if anyone knows anything aout laptops please help thanks

Just Me =)
well it's that time now I'm going to work I don't really know how to feel about how i have been feeling lately ...can't sleep can't eat or rather never know exactly what i want to eat unless it is chinese food at 4 am feeling extremely lazy but can't sleep it really sucks ..I hate doctors and i really don't want to go but i might have to if this keeps up well anyways this is just my rant comment if you like don;t read lol w/e just venting lol till next time Laters Trin

2008 Tax Money
As you may be aware, the Bush Administration indicated that many of us will soon get a nice rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline, it will all go to the Arabs If we spend it on fruit and vegetables, it will all go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala. If we purchase a good car, it will all go to Japan. If we purchase useless crap, it will all go to Taiwan. None of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America; & the only way to keep that money here at home is to spend it on prostitutes and American beer ... since those are the few businesses still in the US.

Memorial Day Raffle!!
We are holding a Memorial Day Raffle as a means to pay tribute and give back to our fellow fubarians. NO COMMENT BOMBING NO RATES NO RATE FAN AND ADDING JUST FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS BELOW. YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS OUT ON THIS GREAT OFFER! Starting TODAY we will be selling raffle tickets at 500 FU bucks, yes ONLY 500 fu bucks a ticket. There is no limit on the amount of tickets you purchase. You will be given a number on each ticket (just as shown below) which will be uploaded and you are to rip so we

One Wish
If I was granted but one wish I could wish for many things I could wish for world peace No more war No more debt No more pain and suffering If my wish was limited to just me I could wish for a man that is strong I could wish for a deep seeded love I could wish for someone who cares He could be tall and handsome Confident and all around amazing If I had to make just that one wish If I could get all those things Wrapped in one wonderful package Then my wish is already come true Because my wish is YOU I LOVE YOU BABY!!

Auction
I'm in Auction! I'm offering the following No vip bids Please 1.)I will put Owned by or Fu-Owned by "winning bidders name here" next to yours in your profile name for 1 month. 2.)Added to family for the month 3.)Morph 4.)I will pimpout the winning bidder in your About Me section or any section. 5.)Pics rated during Happy Hour 6.)Fubar drinks (cause everyone on here needs a drink or two ) 7.)Rate a friend of your choice one time a week on hh 8.)Rate you your pics stash and blogs during hh 11s depend on bid 9.)One tag made to you saying proudly owened.

Updates
Speed ----- Ok loads of people complain that their pc will start to run slower after a while. There are a few reasons for this and i'll try to give save sollutions that will not fuck up your pc. Memory ------ One of the first things that slows down your pc is loads of useless programs running in the background. Some of them are spy/adware ... that should be deleted if you read my previous blog and got rid of em. But there are other programs that tend to start up each time when you start your pc and that you hardly ever use. To find these you have to click the start button >programs>startup this is where programs are listed that load when your pc starts. i for example only use my printer like once a week so i don't load my printer software untill i actually need it to print something. So if you see links in there to programs that you don't want to have running in the background each time your pc is on just delete the LINKS inside that map. It will not delete the actual progra

She Walks In Beauty
SHE WALKS IN BEAUTY LIKE THE NIGHT OF CLOUDLESS CLIMES AND STARRY SKIES, AND ALL THATS BEST OF DARK AND BRIGHT MEETS IN HER ASPECT AND HER EYES THUS MELLOWED TO THAT TENDER LIGHT WHICH HEAVEN TO GAUDY DAY DENIES. ONE SHADE THE MORE,ONE RAY THE LESS HAD HALF IMPAIRED THE NAMELESS GRACE WHICH WAVES IN EVERY REVEN TREES OR SOFTLY LIGHTENS O ER HER FACE WHERE THOUGHTS SERENELY SWEET EXSPRESS HOW PURE, HOW DEAR THEIR DWELLING-PLACE AND ON THAT CHEEK,AND O ER THAT BROW, SO SOFT SO CALM. YET ELOQUENT THE SMILES THAT WIN, THE TINIS THAT GLOW BUT TELLS IN DAYS OF GOODNESS SPENT- A MIND AT PEACE WITH ALL BELOW A HEART WHOSE LOVE INNOCENT

Billie Jean King
My hero/idol Billie Jean King I could write a book about what this woman means to me. The accomplishments she has made for women rights, gay rights and equality. Elton John wrote the song "Philadelphia Freedom" for her. The quintessential "battle of the sexes" was won by her. I could go on forever. However, I encourage you to learn the story for yourself. It's very inspiring to see how one woman has changed the world. Billie Jean and Bobbie Riggs Battle of the Sexes This is a poster I have with her signature on it.

Fu Luv Honorary Members
Honorary Members Show these sexy members some love!! Stop by their page fan, add and rate them... They will love u back!!! ANd so will I!!! Nonamefish-BFF-CTGirl-Fu-Luv Bomb Squad H. Member@ fubar AbnRoadHawg~Honorary member of Fu Luv Bomb Squad~@ fubar ~PinkMama*Fu Fiancee & R/L GF To/Owner of DJ T-Bone*Manager @ The Playground~H.M. of F.L~@ fubar Fitfreak@ fubar DJ Army Medic ~Fu-Engaged to Addictive~♦Owner of Chris' Playground 2♦Officer in JAGE@ fubar Mickstatts- * Freelance Bomber** WISEUKF* Promoter Purrfect Sin** Club F.A.R.*@ fubar

My Wonderful Friends !!
This is my first time doing anything like this so bare with me ppl.. I have meet some wonderful friends on here that has made me feel like someone and means so very much to me. Show them love and if they ain't ur friends u best better F/R/A them , they will return the love I guarantee that :) CINDRAGON~FounderofClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by / Owner of HisSweetObsession... ( SHES A WONDERFUL FRIEND TO HAVE, WILL HELP U ANYTIME ) PRECIOUSMOMENTS (SHE AMAZING AND WILL BE THERE WHEN U NEED HER, THANKS GIRL) SOUTHERNBABY (SHES ALSO AMAZING AND WILL MAKE U LAUGH, THANKS FOR ALL THE GOOD TIMES AND MORE TO COME) PURPLEDOLPHIN (A WONDERFUL PERSON) DANGER (AN AWESOME FRIEND THAT DOESNT CARE TO HELP WHEN NEEDED) jADEANDJAKSONMOM (AN AWESOME PERSON

Moving....
Well today I'm moving into my new place! YAY! The only thing that sucks is I won't have the net for awhile...soooo you won't be seeing me around much...unless you yahoo me :D...if you wanna keep in touch let me know my yahoo is fadedmemories22...don't forget me! Much love to all my friends! ♥ you know who you are and i love you all!!! Keep on rockin! Take it easy and keep it in your sneakers! ♥ Amelia

Blonde Jokes
Blonde Joke #5 by LateNiteFantasy© The blonde had a problem; her tire went flat, She rolled to the shoulder and there the car sat. And out of the trunk, she extracted a man Of cardboard and stood him behind her sedan. The man was quite tall and his raincoat was long. In front it was open, displaying his dong. As drivers went by, they all slowed down to leer ‘Til traffic was tied up for miles to the rear. A highway patrolman then pulled up behind, And jumped out and claimed she was out of her mind For clogging up traffic so horribly tight By showing off such a deplorable sight. “Just what is that thing, so perverse and so bare? And why is it standing behind your car there? The blonde was surprised that the cop couldn’t see “Emergency flasher. What else would it be?” Blonde Joke #4 by LateNiteFantasy© Down the stairs she ambled with her swinging yellow hair Opened up her mailbox but she found no letters there. "Damn," she said and turned around an

Life
So before i used to think that i was doomed to be an old lonely spinster the rest of my life yes im only 18 but im an impatient S.O.B...neways ive decied that im just going after the wrong guys!! my type is the thugged out ghetto white boi who will never amount to nething..all those tats and badd asssss attitidue really turns me on...but i realize that i need me a nice preppy boy bout 21-24 whos got a job and a car whos life is together..im glad i came to this revolation! LET THE HUNT BEGIN!!! lol so right now my life is pretty crappy! just broke up with my bf had no home for awhile there cuz i was living with him nd then yea..we broke up!!! i am now living with my aunt and two cousins hopefully i can get my life on trackkkk...but dont get me wrong i styll like to party and chyll with friends lol

Stuffs
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. I'm not looking for attention....just checking to see who pays attention to stuff on here is all. well its been a bad yr for floding once again in iowa out of 99 counties in iowa, 83 of them are considered disaster area's with recored or near record flooding....and my home town is no different....if your interested in seeing the floods in my town there are a few pics of downtown and the casino i work at....gonna take awhile to get thru this but we will, we do every year, lol

Made For Me
CHERRY BOMB AUCTION!!!! GO TO MY PICS AND CHECK IT OUT! Click on the Pic Below The DEEP BLUE LOUNGE wants to Give DJ HYPNOTIQ a Big Thank You!!! She really bailed us out the other night! Thanks for the Awesome Tunes! Please stop by her page… and Give her LOTS & LOTS of LUV! Fan/Add/Rate/Crush/Bling You Know The Drill!!! You’re One Click Away… So just drop by som Luv!!!!

Militarylover
Uniformedcupid.com offers you the chance to contact and connect with thousands of military people. By using a Uniformedcupid.com membership you can begin the process of finding a relationship that will endure, or even just finding a good friend that you can share company with - someone that may have the same values and interests. THat is my place. my username here is nicolebaby.

Interesting...
Here's how it works: 1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in) 2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box 3. Use only the first page 4. Copy the html and paste for the answer 1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME? 2. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS? 3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? 4. WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH? 5. WHAT BAND ARE YOU CURRENTLY LISTENING TO? 6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE? 7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? 8. WHAT KIND OF PHONE DO YOU HAVE? 9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT? 10. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? this one sucks. it was the only one that said alive on it on the first page

Info ...
NO2ID is a campaigning organisation. We are a single-issue group focussed on the threat to liberty and privacy posed by the rapid growth of the database state, of which "ID cards" are the most visible part. We are entirely independent. We do not endorse any party, nor campaign on any other topic. We aim to publicise the case against state identity management among the general public, in the media, and at every level in government. NO2ID's members are from all sorts of backgrounds and hold all sorts of opinions on other questions. They almost certainly include people much like you. Please support us. Friday 11th July 2008 saw the publication of yet another government review. Perhaps it is no surprise that an enquiry led by Richard Thomas, the Information Commissioner, and Dr Mark Walport, the Director of the Wellcome Trust, proposes more powers and funding for the Information Commissioner's Office and to make life easier for medical researchers. But this was supposed to be an e

Indian Prayer
Oh our Mother the earth, Oh our Father the sky, Your children are we, and with tired backs We bring you the gifts you love. Then weave for us a garment of brightness; May the Warp be the white light of the morning, May the weft be the red light of the evening, May the fringes be the falling rain, May the border be the standing rainbow. Thus weave for us a garment of brightness, That we may walk fittingly where birds sing, That we may walk fittingly where grass is green, Oh our Mother Earth, Oh our Father Sky.

Auctions
THE AMERICAN BAD ASSES MILITARY BIKINI CONTEST!! THE WINNER FROM EACH WILL RECEIVE 50K FUBUCKS AND A VIP GIFT FROM US AT END OFTHE MILITARY BIKINI AND MILITARY MEN AND WIMAN DRESSED IN BLUES AUCTION PLUE YOU WILL RECEIVE WHAT EVER THE HIGHEST BIDDER BIDS ON THE 14TH DAY HOW DO YOU ENTER?!? THE FOLLOWING RULES FOR ENTRY ARE BOTH AUCTIONS SO PAY ATTENTION: 1. ENTRY FEE 35K FUBUCKS 2. SEND A MILITARY BASED BIKINI PIC OR A PIC OF YOU IN YOUR DRESS BLUES. 3. YOU MUST BE A LEVEL 10 WHICH SHOWS YOU HAVE A SALUTE AND IT WAS VERIFIED 4. YOU NEED TO SEND YOUR NAME/MESSAGE YOU WANT TO SEND OUT TO THE TROOPS IF YOU ARE ENTERING THE BIKINI AUCTION 5. YOU NEED TO SEND YOUR NAME/RANK/UNIT/SERVICE DATES/AND STATIONED AT IF YOU ARE ENTERING THE DRESS BLUES AUCTION IF YOU ARE NO LONGER IN THE SERVICE THAT IS FINE LET US STILL KNOW WHAT THE SAME INFO. 6. YOU NEED TO SEND A LIST OF THINGS THAT YOU WILL ALSO DO FOR THE HIGHEST BIDDER FOR 1 MONTH 7. THE STARTING BID

We Want The Best To Work For The Best
Dirty Deeds Radio is hiring!! Are you looking for a fun place to hang out, meet great people, earn fubucks?? Then look no further! We are looking for ppl for the following positions: Not only would you be working for the best lounge on Fubar, but you get rewarded for doing your job too!! You could earn fubucks, fu-gifts, even cash gifts! So come on over and check us out at Dirty Deeds Radio! If interested contact our General Manager: ~♥Ðani♥~♫DJ SMURFETTE♫~GM @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~

Deanna & Jeff.true Lovers
Many of Fubar Knows of our Love.Many of Fubar,have sufferd much wrath from our Love. Fubar isn't a Dating Site.It's a site of constant Drama Fueled by Hatred,now of Millions. When Deanna an I came to Fubar it was called LostCherry.It was like a Hippie Commune then. There was so much Kindness an Love on here then.Even when it was called Cherrytap there was was Love on this Site. The only thing on Fubar now is the Bond that Developed between Jeff & Deanna.This Bond started at CherryTap.A Love so Powerful,A Love that has Conquerd much Drama.Deanna an Jeff are Complete, We have met we have Consolmated our Love our Passion,we have confirm'd that we are True Soulmates. A New Chapter will rise,as I will Travel from Massachusetts to Louisiana,On the 4th of August 2008, I Cherish Deanna I Respect,Admire.An I Love her with all my Heart & Soul.I have never Loved another As I Love my Precious Baby Girl,whom has been my world whom has been Devo

Forgotten
They said she was "different", she had no friends, maybe she might have had they seen the end. Nobody knew she had no pride or that she was slowly dying inside. They only knew her name was May, she wasn't welcome and that's the way it would stay. Finally one night she crept from her bed, "why can't I stay?", was all that she said. She went to the door and unlocked her heart, all though it had already been torn apart. Out on the terrace the tears rolled, one by one she lost control. As the wind turned her tears to ice, and gently blew her hair, she climbed the ledge and embraced the midnight air. The decision was made and at the count of three, a little jump and she would be free. She shut her eyes and squeezed her palms, as she fell, she knew what she had done was wrong. 1 A.M. police received a call of a young girl who fell a far fall. Her parents watched as the black bag was zipped that was the night there souls were ripped. A few people's oblivious acts caused everyone t

My New Owner!
Meet X©ït€M€ my new owner! Well not only is she my owner, but she's an absolutely gorgeous and amazingly wonderful woman! We haven't been friends long, but I know she is someone that I can consider a true friend and I hope she knows how much her friendship is appreciated as much as the sweet things she does! She's always buying her own happy hours when we need them the most! She could use some extra lovin from everyone else too though!!! Yeah that's right. So have you met her? If not, this bulletin is just going to help you meet an awesome person. So go show her some lovin fu-style! You know what to do! FU lover to ððð(¯`•¸•´¯)ÇH€RR¥ PRîÑÇ€§§(¯`•¸•´¯)ððð aka ''X©ït€M€ **Asad's FU Woman** 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia* FU-Owned by Asad & *Bedrock @fubar All of this love is brought to you by: suckface™ @f

Im In A Bling Give Away Please Help Me So I Can Help You!!
Hey evry one I am in a Fubling give away and I need 20,000 comments. so please come and help me out I am going to be making Salute pic's for every one I see helping me, you can all so privet message me to let me know that you helped me out. I will me helping my friends leval when I get the 70 bling pack. so please help me out. I will help you out if you eed any thang ok!!Love,Salty baby

You Know You Wanna....
Hey all you Fu’s I have a favor to ask!! My NEW Fu-owner Riskybusinessut needs your help!! He is in a contest and all you need to do is rate his pic!! SIMPLE!! Rate him!!/fubar.com/photo.php?u=884734&i=1751739810&albumid=/>Show this guy some serious FU LOVE!!He’s a great friend to have!! Free Hearts Comments and Layouts href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=2010628&friend=2010628" target=_blank>riskybusinessut@ fubar strong>

Mercedesbends
isit my personal blog and group they are both free: Blog- http://sexysaydee.blogspot.com Group- http://groups.yahoo.com/group/mercedesbends The bad thing about putting yourself on the Internet is that it is full of stalkers, creeps, pedophiles and losers....take this guy for instance- http://fubar.com/user/2086021 Sends me a sexually suggestive message and expects me to respond in a nice way to him. When I tell him to get lost, he starts harrassing me, when I ban him he makes new profiles and returns. I finally had to put my profile on friends only to keep this psycho away from me. Oh well I guess I got the last laugh, lol. Ladies beware of this one he is really a nut job! Hello I am MercedesBends. I am a chat host for ImLive. If you want to chat in private on my video webcam, cum see me- http://www.mercedesbends.net

I'm Up For Auction! Come See!
I AM UP FOR AUCTION!!! If you want me for 30 days, now is your chance! Come see what I am offering.Special thanks to Boo Boo for hosting the auction. Check her out she's the best! Below is the tag link for you to click on. Click To Go To My Auction.. Hugs, and have a Wonderful Day!NCGirlUSA

This Is Too Funny!!!
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me. ' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear.... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man. ' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her.

Hurricane
ok, so we have gustav or however ya spelled it, coming for the gulf.predicted landfall is like wednesday at best. its barely a hurricane right now and everyone is heading out already. online reservations are nonexistant everywhere! its only friday!!!! everyone is just looking for a good reason to run for the laborday weekend right... the store down the street looked like the end of the world! i had to take 4th choice on cigs and the cooler was almost empty in drinks!!!! my prediction is it heads west and keeps right on for mexico...its already looking like its gonna hit cancun! have a nice holiday weekend!

Age/edge Play With Kitten...........
Thrashing through the forest, branches and leaves whip at my face and my body. I have to get away- oh god please help me; don't let him catch up to me. I stumble over a tree branch and curse myself for being so stupid- what was I thinking walking through the woods alone especially when there were reports of a man lurking around? I'm never gonna make it out of here. My breath is coming so fast my heart is almost beating out of my chest- it deafens my ears as I try to run faster. Please, please get me out of here. I hear his pace pick up- oh god he's getting closer. My red hair keeps getting in my face and getting pulled by the branches. Oh god, please. I feel a strong pull on my shoulders as I'm forced on the ground. We tumble and roll but I don't stop fighting. Kicking and punching I try to get him off of me. He's too strong. Oh god please- I try to claw at his face but he's wearing a mask. "No!" I keep yelling. He somehow pins my body down and slaps me across the face. "Shut up. Yo

New Train To Help Hazeleyed Soldier! Hop On!
This is the second train I am doing to help Hazeleyed Soldier level while he's in Iraq. He is an awesome young married man with three boys. First, stop by his page and rate all of these pictures that are on Hazeleyed Soldier's profile: Second, F/A/R / rerate all of the riders (all initial riders need to hit each other up): Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Captain ~ Fu Owned by Steve!@ fubar (wife is running my page for me)@ fubar ♑Browneyes♑ Proud member of the FHSG@ fubar Steve ~Club United~@ fubar ♡STANG®♡FU BAD B!TCH®♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡@ fubar *Phantom*@ fubar Belladonna Club F.A.R.member...Owned by...Cod Father "T" and Kirkland@ fubar ~♥~SweetAngel~♥~{Dirty South Crew}~*~Club FAR Greatness TEAM CPT.~*~Sarge's Bad Gi@ fubar Sarge's Bad Girls

Life
We move forward one way or the othere. Sometimes slowly, sometimes with great spead. I like the great speed, imagine that? But some how things keep getting in my way. I think I figure it out and then wham! Nope, life takes on a new curve and I have a new manuver, sliding around I shall do with as much skill as I can. Sometimes it would be nice for life to slow down and be quiet for a moment but only for a moment and then I can breath. Then I can face anything. I will keep trudging even if I make some wrong choices, but at least I have made my choice! Life changes over time. Seems that there comes a time that everything hits at once. Most you see coming, but even that, some how the pain still hits hard. Some you don't see coming, but looking at the things you have done you know how you got there, but it still hurts. You can look back and see how you could have done it different, but does it change the hurt or the present? No it does not. We just have to look at life find the consequenc

Time For Another Gm
With eveyrone's help we can get her leveled. She has a ton of pictures and stash to rate! Do what ever you can, rate, bling, comment, etc. Every little bit helps out. Lets get this done!! ♥ Lori ♥ Wife 2 ScOoTeR/ Real Gf 2 DaIrishPrincess Brought to you by: Èvîl Àñgël†Ðemon Çrew ÀΜ Šhift Leader† Rating Revolution Crew Leader {Shadow Leveler} It's time to make another leveler GodMother! ♥ Lori ♥ Wife 2 ScOoTeR/ Real Gf 2 DaIrishPrincess@ fubar She's got about 557k to go! Get to pervin' Fu's! Brought to you by: lauria♥ShadowLeveler♥{{H&L BombersCo-Founder}}Owned by

Wondering Why
WONDERING WHY?? I lay here awake wondering where you are wondering why your not up here with me why i'm in this hospital room laying by myself Wondering why you promise me that you'll be up here then you dont show up or even try to call me till 3:00 am when you know it hurts me when you make promises then you dont keep them so i just lay here awake all by myself wondering where you are and who you are with and if your doing stuff your not suppose to be doing wondering if i will end up stayin up here the whole time by myself but knowing i will be unless your that drunk that you finally decide to come up to see me wondering WHY?

I'm Playing Madison Square Garden With Weezer!
yes--tomorrow nite 9/24--i'm taking the stage with Weezer playing the flute--at that famous nyc venue madison square garden in front of like 20,000 people! gotta go learn all these songs--they use notes i never use in punk flute playing--love ya's

Contest
=== 'Ðj PÎ€®¢€Ð ÐÅmÑåTÏØñ@HÕü§€ Øƒ Ð®€Åm§~R/L B/F and fu married to alexandria~~owner of kallyynn123' wrote the following at '2008-10-02 14:11:09'.. > >Plz help me out and ill help u if u ever need it all I need is a rate and a comment if u have the time so lets get started and ty all that help > > P.S if u are level 5 and under plz do not go to it ty all again > > JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO RATE IT TY ALL > > > > >

Achey Heart
I cannot ease your aching heart Nor take your pain away, But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today. I'll listen when you need to talk, I'll wipe away your tears, I'll share your worries when they come, I'll help you face your fears. I'm here to always walk by you, Each hill you have to climb, So take my hand, let's face the world, And live one day at a time! You're not alone, for I am here, And I'll go that extra mile, And when your grief is passing, I'll help you learn to smile!

Leaving Fubar For A Bit
It's time. Time to leave my precious cave here in ol' Kentucky and move back up north to Indiana. With the advent of the birth of my second granddaughter, there can be no better time. In addition, it's getting more and more difficult for my sons to make the 7 hour journey, especially with babies on board. At the rate things are going I'm gonna miss all the milestones in my grand babies lives, the thought of which I find definitely abhorrent. My phone is scheduled to be cut-off sometime next week so I won't have an internet connection here. I should be back on sometime around the 25th of October.Dont miss me too much!!!! LOL!!!!!

Fubar Contest's
Sexiest Lady On Fubar Contest !!!! Gday to all my Family friends & Fans !!!!!! On Fubar Please Help Me out here have been entered into my first Contest here on Fubar. So if you have the time would Appreciate it if you could help me out by clicking on my picture in this blog, then you are able to Comment as Many Times as you can for me. You never ever know if Ya Dont have a Go LOL. Tks to all of you Luv Ya's Mwassssss xoxoxo From Donna. ( Sabbynib ) Ps: Please show A True Southern Gentleman Some Luv People.

Erotic Stories
It was on a Thursday afternoon when his cell rang. He looked at the caller ID on the phone and he thought to himself "Oh crap, its the x-wife and she's calling to bitch about something else as always. He always answered so why should today be any different. Fliped the phone and answered "yea, whats up?" "Hey how are you?" was the responce. "I'm just here" He said. "Well I was wondering if you can take a drive down here for the day?" "Hmmmmmm, whats she up to now" he wondered. "Why? The kids in trouble? You need cash or something?" "No ..... actually I'm in need of something else" she said. "Ok like what?" he asked. "Ok, this is the situation, I'm horny as hell and I really need to get fucked and I rather not fuck a stranger so I thought of you. You up for it?" He thought of it. "well she did screw me in the courts so why not screw her back" he thought. "Ok I'll be there" he said. "Ok" she replied "but no strings attached deal?" "Deal" was his reply, and off he drove. They met at a seam

Spiritual Respect
I just got off the phone with my mother an some things started thinking in as we are a week away from an important day to see who will govern over this country we live. We all have our reasons to think what is important or who should be elected. Do what you must but I will say this as a retired Vet and it is sad to see how I see how one other Vet is treated and disrespected. I will not bad mouth one official trying to gain the Presidancy, but will say this regarding him. His experience is very limited and those countries are supporting him for their purposes. Don't believe me...hmmm watch in time he can be manipulated!! You and I as we walk our streets see people that can easily be manipulated or classify as marks. Yet, don't you think these leaders of other countries see him as one as well and thus their overwhelming support over a Vet that will not be bullied and thus if need be pushing that button!! Ok, to those that speak bad of another Vet, but soooo speak out for the sup

..:: Stories - Bdsm ::..
It was a late Thursday afternoon and she was working on some paperwork, trying to lessen the pile, when across her computer screen came the words SWAT. Her soft pink lips upturned immediately as a fantastically euphoric feeling ran through her body causing her skin to tingle from the word and its meaning. She immediately responded, "hello my Master. Hopes Your day has been well so far". He responds, "Yes pet, it has, but knows it shall only get better once I've returned home. For when I return, I shall find my sweet slut waiting for me as I require of her and I'm thinking of giving her a sweet surprise tonight." Her body flushes with heat as her hips unconsciously roll forward slightly. "Yes my Master, Your slut shall be waiting for Your return." She then glowed and smiled brightly at His next words, "Good girl. I'll be home around 6 pm." "Yes my Master, be safe," she replies. "Always My pet." He then ended the message. Her mind races as she looks around to m

Short Story # 3
went to a friend house to help them unpack from moving.they were sitting in a chair being tress-ed out from moving so i started to give him a back rub starting with this shoulders i feel the trenching in his body he moans like it was helping him as i reach to give him a hug from behind him i kiss his neck he move his head to say its ok i want more still kissing his neck i make my way to the front of him and sit on his lap i make way to his lip's i take my hands and rake them down his back he picks me up and move to the couch laying me on my back he gets on top of me and kisses me like he has wanted to for along time hold my head with his hands my hands work there way to his back to take off his shirt he works his hand to the back of my shirt and take off my shirt then my bra as he kissing my boobs making my nipple hard i lat out a moan we look into each other eyes, like to say should be keep going or stop, i kiss him letting him know i want to keep going > we make are way to the bed r

My Bullentin By My Friends
PIMPOUT FOR MY NEW OWNER, Gbeaver: Show him some love!!! Gbeaver, pls F/A/R ~R/L hubby 2 SexyBBW and proud member of the Horny Toad club@ fubar Here is who he chose to have pimped out with him, Sexybbw, RL wife of Gbeaver owned by Big Daddy T@ fubar And § BIG Daddy T § ~ fu-owned by ~N~Power~@ fubar This Pimpout brought to you by: jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by DeeDeeMB,Owner of aGem4life, Silverpixi, BBW Goddess@ fubar (repost of original by 'jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by DeeDeeMB,Owner of aGem4life, Silverpixi, BBW Goddess' on '2009-01-10 18:18:01') (repost of original by '♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦' on '2009-01-10 19:02:52') (repost of original by 'jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club

Identity Theft
So a friend of mine came to me here on Fubar and says Hey how did you find me on my yearbook i was so very confused i had never belonged to that site (until yesterday) well i was so completely shocked i could not believe it so they sent me this persons home page ..i just about flipped out she IT even stole my Lacey name but using BRIGGS as a last name this person has well over 6000 friends and using MY pictures then i go back on here this morning and the account i started last night is gone and this FAKE is still there I have posted unedited photos of me on there some of the ones this person is using are the cropped version and only i have the full pictures i can not believe this abuse has happened to me i have heard about it happening to others just never thought it would me http://www.myyearbook.com/?mysession=cmVnaXN0cmF0aW9uX3Byb2ZpbGUmdXNlcmlkPTE1Mzk2Njg3 This person is NOT ME and if you are a member of my year book please know this is not me this is

The City And Me
Ok guys I wrote a business plan for after graduation. The plan basically is for the city to help encourage our residents to shop locally. Its a marketing tool that every city should have. The plan is like a bank card.. area businesses who participate in the plan will offer consumers a points reward system for shopping locally. Here is the problem. During investigation into the plan, our port authority and local chamber of commerce watched the presentation on the program. Now they want the plan... I on the other hand WANT A FREAKIN JOB!!!!! The plan is not copyrighted and I cant get it done soon enough. What to do? Thanks, Val

Random Thoughts At 37,000 Ft.
Random Thoughts at 37,0000ft.... Yeah, that time again. Another flight, another chance for my mind to wander, which reminds me, I really gotta go thru all these and post them again, new profile and all that. So, today is a rant / vent day I think. I'm not one to bitch, don't like to sweat the petty small things, but I felt the deep desire to get this off my chest, and I KNOW I am speaking for others as well as myself. This ones for those fake people out there, you know, the ones that are all nice and friendly to your face but love to talk shit about you behind your back, yeah, those people. Yes, I know, we all have those in our lives, but here on FuBar, is it really that fuckin necessary? Do these people bother me, no, not really, other than I just don't understand why they feel the need. I realize Preach that this is like runnin in the Special Olympics, just bare with me bro. They might be "special" but they at least know how to read if they're on FuBar, right? Yeah Jersey, I k

By...brent Farland
My Son My Life Has Just Begun My Love Has Been Focused To One All Day And All Night I Live For My Son To Him I Wish I Could Run When Were Together We Always Have Fun Id Take On The World Carry A Weight Of Ton All For The Love Of My Son Ive Cherished Him Always From Day One All These Things In My Life For Him Ive Done The Day Were Togethers The Day Ive Won This I Write To You My Son. Copyright ©2008 Brent Andrew Farland

Love
To my closest friends who mean a lot to me; those of you who have made an impact on my life...with another year coming to a close, I wanted to share this with you...Food for thought if nothing else...if you are single, married, thinking about getting married, not thinking about it, if you have any friends or care about anyone in the world this is important- I wish I had realized this years ago and often wonder how or if things would be different. Its worth the read. Choosing A Life Partner: When it comes to making the decision about choosing a life partner, no one wants to make a mistake. Yet, with a divorce rate of close to 50%, it appears that many are making serious mistakes in their approach to finding Mr./Miss. Right! If you ask most couples who are engaged why they're getting married, they'll say: 'We're in love'. I believe this is the #1 mistake people make when they date. Choosing a life partner should never be based on love. Though this may sound 'not p

Relationships/sex
I do not completely agree with what I said, but here it is: I've been thinking about this alot lately, and honestly, I've always had this particular theory in my mind. I've always wondered...How come every girl with good looks, a good personality, and a lot of intelligence that I know has been with a boyfriend that treats her like complete shit for such a long time? Furthermore, when they break up, they would break up with their loser boyfriends and find ANOTHER boyfriend EXACTLY like them. For a while, it shocked me, and I almost couldn't figure it out. A girl would come into work, crying, depressed, or mad, and when I'd ask what was wrong, it'd be something like "me and my boyfriend are fighting again..". All I ever really knew is that me and my girlfriend never fought, and when we did it was only minor things that would never lead to depression/anger, and usually ended in laughing (of course, I understand now that that was because I never did anything to warrant any fightin

Any Christmas Spirit Out There?
I hate writing blogs, never kno wut to say. All i kno, is that the only thing i wished for xmas, i didnt get. I only wanted to spend a week in boston ,mass with the sweetest guy on this planet! soo, i guess i'm asking ya'll to help me get my xmas wish. i don't have enuff money to get a hotel, down there, and it's making me sad. if you would like to help me get to see my sweetheart please, pm me,,,,it's all i wanted for xmas, i care about nuthing else but him an his lil girl! please help me?! much fu~ luv to everyone! i now know why i do not like holidays, i used to think it was because my momma was the best thing to happen to christmas and with her gone, christmas just didnt feel the same ever again. she always told us , since we were young, that christmas miracles happen all the time, every where. now i know,,, that they dont. it is a very hard lesson to learn, growing up believing something like that, only to find out it's a lie. and i am sorry i had to learn it this way, because

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? belt 2. Your significant other? well?? 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? arizona 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? disney 7. Your dream last night? LasVegas 8. Your favorite drink? rum 9. Your dream/goal? family 10. The room you're in? computer 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? retired 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? mean 16. Muffins? sure 17. One of your wish list items? travel 18. Where you grew up? NY 19. The last thing you did? phone 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? absolutely 22. Your pets? computer 23. Your computer? pet 24. Your life? boring 25. Your mood? lonely 26.

So Why Are You A Drunk?
So I found him and he asked me out to dinner - not only dinner - but dinner of my choice - so I Took him to my favorite Seafood Restaurant - and BOY was it spectacular -==== except for the fact that i noticed he didnt eat - just kept on drinking and ordering more drinks. So I looked him straight in the eye and said "why are you a drunk" he responded quite intelligently - why am i a drunk? is that what you really want to ask me? I said YES. he said also quite intelligently - well then this is either our first date or our last.... I hesitated - took a sip of my martini - looked at his beautiful blue eyes and said - "its our first!". then he sighed and answered honestly -- I'm just drinking to numb out all the bad in the world. I responded with - very clever - but it doesnt work and believe me i know because ive tried. Then he stole my heart even more by smiling at me and leaning over to light my cig - no lectures about me pulling out a cig to smoke - just smiled and leaned over an

4 The Special 1s.
I fear that I'm ordinary, just like everyone To lie here and die among the sorrows Adrift among the days For everything I ever said And everything I've ever done is gone and dead As all things must surely have to end And great lovers will one day have to part I know that I am meant for this world My life has been extraordinary Blessed and cursed and won Time heals but I'm forever broken By and by the way... Have you ever heard the words I'm singing in these songs? It's for the girl I've loved all along Can a taste of love be so wrong [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/K731 ] As all things must surely have to end And great lovers will one day have to part I know that I am meant for this world And in my mind as I was floating Far above the clouds Some children laughed I'd fall for certain For thinking that I'd last forever But I knew exactly where I was And I knew the meaning of it all And I knew the distance to the sun And I knew the echo that is love

Lires Cheaters And Players
love is a strange thing.. it feels good when your with some one and hurts when your not with the one that you love..my love burns deaper that the deepest parts of space for this special lady.. and she has my heart and the key to my heart even thou she dont want it she still got it.she completes me in every way possable.. the four letters of love to me stand for l-- loyality o-- openely respect wishes and the one you r with v--ventourus e--express your emoitions to one and other love is a gift from a man to a women and a gift from a women to a man. and it is something that you feel in your heartand when it is a deep true pure love it can never be replaced . and my love for this special lady is that. my love for her is pure true deep and never ending .in my eyes she is hotter than 1,000 suns . she is a very caring person and great mother and just an all around great person who i would do anything for no matter what it was. i'm always there for her and i will always be there for he

~*faded*~
darkness consumes a slowly weakened soul breathing in aching whole the tainted glass shatters turns to shards on the cold wooden floor still your tears fall how can you feel when all is gone? what you've said what you've done slowly fading into darkness you have forgotten all that was right none remember you as light ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Something I've Written
I miss you in the morning When the world is new I know the day can bring no joy For the day brings not you I miss hearing your voice Your tender smile That sexy charm The joy of your unfailing sypmathy The world is full of more fish in the sea That is true I know but there is only one you You are all that I need I miss you in the afternoon The crowded streets seem like a desert now I walk in solitude hanging my head I miss your hand holding my own I miss you in the evening When the daylight fades away I miss your sheltering arms To comfort me from the day I try to think I'll see you yet Where the sunlight gleams Weary at least I sleep And still I miss you in my dreams After a while you learn the subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security You begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts Presents are not promises You begin to accept your defeats With your head

Phrog Sayings
Where do we go to find the illusion of grander of War that others have found, written books about and made movies of? Where are the Leaders from the past found today? Where do we go to find the illusion of grander of War that others have found, written books about and made movies of? Where are the Leaders from the past found today? We find Presidents, Prime Ministers, Kings, Dictators, Socialist and Communist leaders, and so called Generals of Rebels, Militias, and world Militaries, as well as Terrorist organizations that lead from the rear, send out orders for others to die… self removed by their position and power. Where is George Patton, Chesty Puller, or the other great leaders today? They exist only in memoirs of the past. The true warrior does not seek War rather War seeks them. A person's actions are condoned by the unwillingness and internal weakness of others to correct them You know there are those that try to conquer an unconquerable world. They know

Friendship Circle
To all my wonderful friends from the friendship circle. It has been a pleasure getting to know each of you. But my time in the circle has come to an end. It is no longer fun on here when you "have to" rate someone, it much more enjoyable to rate when you want to. The family has been great and I do hope to still chat with many of you. I hope to still keep in touch with you. Feel to stop by and say hello, I prefer chatting over rating pictures anyday. Love to you all. Hugs, Rosina

Let Me Tell You About This Guy I Know...
Psst...Hey Ladies... I'm Gonna Let You In On A Little Secret Meet cutterbum... If he isn't already your friend you are missing out on something big. I just met him but I can already tell he has a heart of gold. Not only is he easy on the eyes but he is also funny and really easy to talk to. Ladies, he is one of those guys that people refer to as one of the "good ones". Stop by and say hello to him. Get to know him. And of course R/F/A him. (BTW...He is an avid Cubs fan) He is running Auto 11s today so it's a perfect time to show him lotsa love. Tell him ღAMANDAღ sent you...please. Now knowing all of this I only have one question for you... Why aren't you there yet?? Click the pic and love up on him... cutterbum@ fubar This Good Guy Pimpout Brought To You By: ღAMANDAღ@ fubar

Rita's Blog
Hey everyone, Yesterday evening, while driving back to my college dorm from my parents house,I hit a patch of black ice and lost control.My car rolled over twice and landed upside down in the median. Luckily I escaped with a few bruises and lots of aches and pains. I wanted to let my friends know that I will be back/forth online or so. Please be safe out there. ************AND REMEMBER GO STEELERS*********** â€˜Twas the night before the Super Bowl, when along the gulf shore Steelers fans were praying for â€œjust one more" The players were nestled all snug in the sack With visions of the first NFL Six-Pack Coach Tomlin was young, but wise for his years So I drifted off to sleep without any fears When at the stadium there arose some strange chatter The Cardinals feared, what was the matter We heard, â€œOkel Dokel,â€ we heard â€œDouble Yoi!â€ We jumped from our beds, our hearts jumped for joy He stood at the fifty with a grin ear to ear Steelers fans everywh

Adam And Eve
There is a feeling among rationalists that the world is slowly going mad. The reason? The continuing growth of fundamentalist beliefs concerning Creationism. But what is at the root of this growing phenomenon? Well, first of all, science cannot – ever – prove it wrong. They can rant and rave; they can show how science shows it is not the case – but at best, this can only show the working mechanisms of a process, and not the ‘whys’. Thus, God is immune to the scientific process. sage And the sooner science accepts this and stops decrying the Creationist, the sooner there may be the return of a little commonsense in the debate – on both sides. This is not simply an opinion of mine. I think it can be backed up by sound reasoning. And not reasoning to do with science or Creationism, but the process of the very conflict involved. I think there is a valid law for such conflicts. I call it the ‘law of opposite effect’. It can be explained quite simply. The more one stance become

Our Civil Rights
ok so im on the lazy side wont lie. its taken me to find something that matters to me to post a blog but here it is. all im asking is that u read the link an if u feel as i do join in the cause an give aid. thank u for ur time http://www.mcrgo.org/mcrgo/view/news.asp?articleid=3923&zoneid=6

Faerietalesuicide
This is me...the truth and nothing but...ask and ye shall receive 1. I have a tendency to be overly optimistic and hopeful even in the worst circumstances. 2. I love being pregnant....and though I want to wait a while after this little one Id like to have 2 or 3 more kids 3. I am torn between city and country........New York.... is the love of my life, but I find myself craving the outdoors and trees and even bugs 4. I tend to reminisce on the past in the most odd of circumstances 5. I have a fascination with serial killers and the holocaust and need to read as much as I can about both 6. I could eat sushi everyday for the rest of my life and be perfectly happy 7. I wish I could go back to school in the real way. Not that I would want to change my life but I wish I had had the experience of dorming and living away. 8. I think there is nothing sexier then an accent...and a kilt 9. I totally believe I should have been born in the 1950's and dated James Dean....or some other

"drunk Drivers"
"DRUNK DRIVERS' I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.' Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly, and the little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring

Why Are You Here?
Maybe it is points or leveling? I am here to reach out and let my friends, family and fans know how important they are to me. I send daily comments and it is labor intensive and time consuming. I don't do it for the points or levels. I do it to brighten everyone's day. Bring a smile and laughter to all. Much of that love is returned but most is not, I know days and lives are busy but when I do not feel the love for weeks or months, I get discouraged.If you are not here to make friends and keep it touch, please let me know and I will delete you from my friends, family and fan list

Please Save Me
Feb 14, 2009 1:52 PM Subject: I'M BEGGING ALL OF U Body: I truly believe in the power of thought!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am no longer smoking cigarettes. I am a nonsmoker, ...I just ask to have a whole bunch of faith in me .Or if you pray, say a prayer for me. I know longer want this nasty little thing to be a part of my life. I feel this is one of the hardest things I might go threw in the next couple months and desperately need all the support i can get. Truly yours, Happy Valentines Day. Love Lindsay

Favorite(significant To Me)music
So glad to see you well overcome them Completely silent now With heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down [repeated] Your halo slipping down to choke you now Wanna tell you about the girl I love My she looks so fine She's the only one that I been dreamin' of Maybe someday she will be all mine I wanna tell her

Me ♥
Your date of conception was on or about 2 November 1980 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Leo. Your Life path number is 7. Your fortune cookie reads: Strong and bitter words indicate a weak cause. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2444811.5. The golden number for 1981 is 6. The epact number for 1981 is 24. The year 1981 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/5/1981 and ending 1/24/1982. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rooster. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Salmon; your plant is Raspberry. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the se

Too Much Sexual Infor For You Pervs
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? kissing and moaning What is something you have always wanted to try? making love in the rain What is something you have never done in bed before? several things What time of day do you like to have sex? whenever I'm in the mood What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? the come hither look in their eyes How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? I love kissing, biggest turn on for me. I love running my hands in his hair and if he holds my face in his hands when he kisses me, I melt. If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Depends on who that person is Would it bother you if you

Giveaway Rules
Special Giveaway I am doing a special giveaway. All you have to do is go to my page. . Click on movies photo album . Rate all photos in the folder . Then chose one photo to claim as yours . Send me fumail with what photo you choose . Leave 50 comments on that photo . You can only choose one photo per account unless they are not all taken and I let you know otherwise . I will let people who want more numbers know each week when the can have them Once all photos have been chosen and all comments are done, I will reveal which pictures have what prizes. I have already posted a private blog with the prizes, and it will not be changed. It will be opened up once the giveaway is over. Here is a list of the prizes that are being given out (1) 10 credit bling (2) 5 credit blings (3) 3 credit blings (4) 1 credit blings (1) 3 day blast (2) 1 day blast (2) ticker credits (5) big pimping gifts (5) 100k (5) 20 11's, 1 custom rock you graphic and a drink (5) big drin

Rate Me Your Lucky Charm
LET ME BE YOUR LUCKY CHARM!! RATE & BID ON ME IN LUCKY CHARM AUCTION. CLICK ON PIC *ABOVE* LUCKY CHARM WITH *MOST RATES WINS* A $65 BLING PACK & 500K PLUS DRINKS. SO PLEASE RATE PIC. MUCH LOVE, JUICYFRUIT69 ღJuicyFruit69(Bi)ღMy Girls Ktown Crazy MomaღMagicღVelvetMoonღ@ fubar

I Will Overcome
I Will Overcome Sunday, January 26, 2005 Just ignore this empty shell you see, I’m not myself, I’m just a wasted dream. I hate feeling like there’s no way out There’s no where to go when I look about. I’ve lost control, emotions raging high, I struggled so hard, this I cannot deny, To gain control of the broken me, And bottle emotions like a raging sea. Succeed I did for control was mine. I bottled them all up deep inside, And from my mind my cares did flee Whenever they tried to torment me. But all at once the bindings broke. My emotions soon did take control, And now I’m lost within their midst No light now shines through these mists. For so long I searched for the way out Of the raging sea, and the rolling winds. Damned emotions that surrounded me I just wanted it all to end. So conquer I did, these raging winds, and The sea of emotions that controlled me. And by the time I was out and free, I was amazed at the sight that awaited me. A drop of

Death Of A Generation
How many deaths will it take before our generation realizes there is a lot of history fading away to memories? How many generations have gone by with out the wisdom and knowledge of its past? How many more will pass? Questions that only we have the answers to. Answers that are self evident if we get our heads out of our own ass’ long enough to open our eyes. I am not political, “religious” or even motivated by the events of today. But what I am is someone with strong moral and ethical beliefs based on knowledge and wisdom gained based down from generations before. Last night at 0300 I lost that chance when my Great Aunt passed. I am saddened by not only the loss of my Aunt but the fact I never really knew her. I heard Grand Ma talk about her all the time but was always too busy to make the trip out to see her and sit and listen and learn. Not only learn about her but learn where my family came from. To gauge where its going and gain an understanding of why we do the thin

Diana
You think I don't see the way you look at me, But I do, and it warms my heart. You think I'm not excited by your touch, But I am, and it thrills me like no other. You think I don't love you like you love me, But I do, and it kinda scares me. You think I hide my feelings, Which I do, because I've been hurt before after showing my feelings. You think I don't care for you like you do for me, But I would willingly die for you to live. You think I'm not attracted to you, But I love your mind, body and spirit. You think I don't appreciate the things you do for me, But you have drawn me out again and for that I can never thank you enough. Not only do I appreciate everything, I am forever in your debt for rescuing me from myself. I am truly scared by the feelings I have for you. I've only ever loved another as much as I love you, I lost her, and I never want the same to happen with you. You are my everything, Diana, I would crawl through Hell and back if you asked it of m

Ummm Yeah!
starting to plan another vacation in either august or september to San Antonio for 2 weeks again. Looking forward to getting it all set up and actually going. :) Ok, so I cant find a condo in San Antonio on such a short notice. So I am starting to look in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina. I am also pondering The New England area. Like Vermont, Massachuesettes, New Hampshire, Maine, Connecticut, New York, Rhode Island. I really want to go some where i have never been before. But it is just kind of hard to lock down a condo for two weeks in such a short time. Will update when i have it totally figured out and booked. OK, so i have it totally booked now. I am in myrtle beach from Sept 5th to the 12th. then cocoa beach, florida from the 12th to the 19th. then back home to the D.

New Auction
I DID IT AGAIN YEP I AM UP FOR AUCTION SO COME PLACE YOUR BIDS MAKE ME YOUR SLAVE FOR A MONTH THE HIGHER THE BIDS GOES THE MORE YOU WILL GET CLICK THE LINK MAKE ME YOUR SLAVE I DARE YOU THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MZ.BELLE MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar I Kissed A Girl - Kate ParryMore at MP3-Codes.com

Affirmations
I believe the sun should never set upon an argument I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality I believe that trust is more important than monogamy I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul I believe that family is worth more than money or gold I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness

Yep, I'm Her
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Thoughts
everyone talks about what is faair and what isn't. well this is life its not fair and never will be. Though i feel pain as i right this. it is about me and everyone else if this touches you. When people needed you, you was always there for them. but when the tables turn are they there for you?. no instead they are off else where leaveing you to deal with it yourself. All through-out our lives we try to shape who we are but, its the people we keep around us that makes us who we are. and as we get older we all seem to come to these roads keep helping others and risj getting fucked over ( oh an you will me fucked over) or do you become the one doing the fucking over. eventually we have to decide to be the prey or the predator. in many ways we are all both and neither those who have good hearts and good intentions will make it out better in the end but of those owho use will always be the losers. but what of those who have become cold and hateful from the lives we have lead and the

Advice From The Homies
Help me to feel. Help me to understand. help me to cope with what lies ahead of me on this treterous path we call life! I am so confused about what my very existance in this world is-After 4 years my ex boyfriend who I was totally in love with hunts me down-tells me there is nothing better in life than me-and that he wants me back! WOW... What am I suppose to do with that-the guy Im with now and have been with for three years also loves me. Dear Lord-am I making a mistake in wanting to feel again-in wanting to have a good time again-in feeling secure and not ashamed? I am so so so so confused! I hate being me and with the way this world is today, this is not a good thing...I need advice! ADVICE ADVICE ADVICE ADVICE!!!! Ok everyone...Now is your chance to help a homie out... I am still very confused on a lot of things on this website and am trying very hard to understand..so lets see what happens...everyone should give me advice about anything and everything so I can get the h

Wow Teresa Ty I Think All Us Woman Should Read This...=)
IF A MAN WANTS YOUIf a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn`t want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that`s not meant to be.Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can`t "be friends."A friend wouldn`t mistreat a friend. Don`t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don`t stay because you think "it will get better." You`ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who`ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn`t marry them when he got them pregnant. Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends sepa

Another Poem
For the hell I put you throughCan you trust meFor the web of lies I spunCan you love me againAfter finding me in bed with himThe hurt in your eyesWhen you walked inTook my breath awayI have no excusesI dont know what to sayIf you walked awayTo never return I couldnt blame youNor would I stop youI'm just asking for a second chanceBaby I love youTheres nothing I can take backNo way I can unspin the webNor can I turn back time and tell him noThe fate of our relationshiplies within you handsI shall accept any outcomeI will be whole again

Sometimes I Feel Like I'm Just Too Hot For Average Society
Okay....So, I'm just comming straight out with it, no ties, no BS. Yes I do and I think there are many reasons why it should be legal, not looked badly upon, and definitely embraced by the American people. Number one it's not your body. So, who are you to sit there and nod your head and agree that someone shouldn't have the right to sell themselves when there are bitches getting paid to do porn flicks?? Why, when the only difference is that one girl is on film, being merchandised, or better yet PIMPED out of her money, while the other girl behind closed doors gets full-pay with no splits if she's smart about her business. Number two....Who are you to tell them they are immorally wrong, isn't that a biased opinion?? If we are all free, they why do we make a opinion a law now?? this is why, because they cannot tax it and they get mad when a little young hottie such as myself makes dividends based on looks alone...But hell, why don't you senators legalize it so we can have our priva

Landind Zone
on profile picture;in korea at the time air force. but was so drunk;from korean beer and a drink called sojo; that I was in north korea! peace! wanna see some funny ass old japanese monster movie then check out ultraman vs red king in video stash! back from trip early ;san diego ; weather turned little bad! drinks on the house!

For Craven
I have an offer that you might like. I am offering NSFW salutes for people or person who sends my #1 Craven Moorehead a Jugga Face bling.. You are my treasure, my world, my fame;I share your heart, your joys, soon your nameI give you love, and peace of mind;You give me laughter and thoughts so kindI give you care, you take it from me;You give me warmth, so willing, so freeI give you a promise to have and to hold;You give me your love more precious than goldI give you my trust, and also my heart;You give me a promise that we'll never part Jason Make photo slide shows at www.OneTrueMedia.com

My Fubar Friends Site
I AM A HAPPILY MARRIED MOTHER OF ONE AND DO NOT ASK FOR MY IM ID OR PHONE NUMBER YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!IF YOU WANT TO SEE NSFW GO FIND A FING TREE BUT NEVER ASK,I AM SO SICK OF MEN THINKING THAT A WOMANS FEELING DONT MATTER AND THAT THEY CAN FLIRT SERIOUSLY AND HAVE NO TROUBLE THINK AGAIN IT WILL GET YOU BLOCKED.DO NOT ASK FOR A TOPLESS SALUTE YOU WILL NOT GET ONE.I AM DONE WITH ALL MEN.DO NOT FLIRT ME I DONT DO IT. IF YOU DO YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.I AM SORRY FOR THE TONE BUT IT HAS TO GET THROUGH SOME HOW I AM ALSO PUTTING THIS IN MY BLOG,JUST IN CASE YOU DONE READ MY MAIN PAGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tired Of Feeling So Lost
with everything going on, I feel beyond lost; confused; even dead on the inside... because numbness doesn't begin to cover how I feel. I'm just battling with my own emotions... I can't even describe anything else so musik & videos will have to do...Lost in the darkness, hoping for a signInstead there is only silence,Can't you hear my screams...?Never stop hoping,Need to know where you areBut one thing is for sure,You're always in my heart.I'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Lost in the darkness, try to find your way homeI want to embrace you and never let you goAlmost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul...Living in agony 'cause I just do not knowWhere you areI'll find you somewhereI'll keep on trying until my dying dayI just need to know whatever has happened,The Truth will free my soul.Wherever you are, I won't stop searching.Whatever it takes, I need to know.I'll find you

Hackers
attention all fubar friends family and all if you are reading this plz take procautions for your accounts on fubar and on yahoo messenger down load zone alarm on ur pc change ur passwords and definately do not give out ur info to anyone at anytime cuz hackers have been gettin into peoples accnts on both fubar and yahoo so protect urself and download zone alarm on ur pc thx

The Young Boy
The Young Boy A young boy asked his father the difference between potentially and realistically?" The father then answered, "Go ask your mother and sister if they would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars." "Then, go ask your brother. So the boy went to his mother, sister and brother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!" his sister replied, I LOVE Brad Pitt. I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, the brother replied. "Do you know how much a million bucks would buy?" The boy then went back to his dad. His father asked him, "Did you find out the difference between potentially and realistically?" The boy replied, "Yes... potentially, you and I are sitting on three million dollars.............but realistically,....... we're living with two sluts and a queer".

Man
my boyfriend is planning on pranking me one day soon. i figured it would come to that and i can't really think of any good pranks to pull and he has one hell of a good one. so.. i was wondering, do anyone have a really good prank i can pull without causing any harm. What is one thing that human kind can not go without?

Why I Am Me...
I've spent most of my life dealing with depression. Which I'm sure many people on here know about. Depession is no easy thing to deal with it affects many aspects of your life weather you want it to or not. Makes everything difficult to do, getting out of bed, eating, cleaning etc... Depression is different for everyone and effects everyone differently. For me it has been a lifetime battle of emotional overload, I get upset easily and it takes me awhile to calm down. I worked with people a lot in my life various jobs, I had trouble interacting not with the customers but with managment. Every job I've ever had I went in and learned how to do most everything there was to the job just out of boredom at work. Well anyway yes I am moody and can be a bitch at times I don't do it on purpose, my mind is always going and going it never stops. I have chronic insomnia on top of the depression it makes it fun, I've adjusted to the getting little sleep. I started making jewelrly as a teen

My Trys At Writing Song Lyrics Wicked Clown Style
I never thought it would come down to this Me standing above you with two bloody hands that are dripping with the blood of your banged up head I drop the knife and grab ya by yoru hair Screaming a cursing and wishing you were dead. But we cant have that just yet...I need to show you pain and inflict you with my mindless act of anger I want to see you beg and plead... and beg for your life like a good lil dyke So sorry bitch no one can hear you scream all you want theres nothing anyone can do

Diamond Rings
Engagement rings consist of many features. Its metal band, precious stones, settings, elaborative engravings are few of the chief features that make a ring. Each of it involves good amount of money and total cost of the jewelry piece goes higher if the couples demand a great quality as well. So, what is the most costly such feature on the ring? Well, without doubt it is the diamond. Though usually there is single diamond on the top of the ring, still it is expensive and often out of the buying reach of the couples. To escape the high costs, some couples opt for smaller diamonds. Still, the costs are out of budget if some care is not taken to cut the expenses. One can say that if you successfully cut the cost of precious stone, the overall cost of the ring will be down substantially. First tip is that you must consider is to purchase a loose diamond for ensuring of quality and lower costs. A mounted stone on the ready made ring may not be of good quality. Moreover, loose diamonds

Imposters
G-damn, I was just looking thru my friends and wow, what Hot bunch of women they are, so to them I say ladies you are the finest of the finest on Fubar or any other network, you girls ROCK FOR REAL!!! much love to ya all.... What the fuck is really going on that someone would feel compelled to lie about their identity, with a fake series of Imposter pictures? To me that's a joke! And then theese imposters lead you on and on. And when they finally reveal their true identity, it's like getting punched in the stomach! you feel sick. and then the Imposter is like well you wouldn't like me if I wasn't a barbie doll, Bitch I don't like you because your a FUCKING LIAR! I have nothing against ugly people, Hell I'am one! But atleast I post a true 100% real picture of my ugly ass.... and all you should do the same. Keep it real 2010 live by it!

Musings
These are my generic responses to women on fubar who tell me I am hot.... This is where I will refer them to via shoutbox. I think this covers all ulterior motives and reasoning behind that crazy statement. 1. I will not buy you anything on fubar 2. I will never buy u anything on fubar 3. You need a stronger prescription 4. You may consider a new Optometerist :5. You are delusional. 6. You probaly lack physical contact with other males, so you must be doing it all wrong. Okay, I don't think I get the truth out of some people on here... I honestly feel that people must think I am stupid. My friends on here make me feel like the guy who they just look at me and say "Oh hey, he is single, he is bored. He will ALWAYS talk to me so he will be an easy target". This is getting kinda old.. If I have to fuicide from here, I will this time and dead serious for good. It isn't cool to always be online not talk to me for a good month or 2 and think that everything is okay to say hi to m

Mindless Ramblings
Why can't people take responsibility for their actions? Why do we blame others for our laziness? Why do we wan't everything handed to us? Why don't people say please and Thank You anymore? Why do people think they should automatically be treated as Royalty? Why do people only talk to others when they are given things? Why are people so insecure with themselves? Why are people so blind to the obvious? Why is it everyone else's fault for our actions? Why am I going to go lay on the ground and freeze My ass off today? Why is it that you remove people who haven't on your page for months and they get mad? Why is it a Company calls up wanting to know how your service was that they don't want to listen to the negative comments? Why is it that it takes at least 13 minutes to where you need to be to wait on a real voice from a company? Why is it so hard for companies to admit there might be a problem with their equipment? Why is it people are more worried about getting the lates

Something Else
Who am I?Seems to be the question of the day.I'm the guy who taught your momma how to sway.To swing those hips,and shake her thang.I'm the guy who walks with his head held high,and that will never change.I hope you understand,i am nothing more than a man,that has changed more in his life than most ever have.I grew up rough,lived in the streets that were tough.Battled my way back from hell,look at me now man,im doin well,i'm alive at 39,supposed to be dead so long ago,the devil couldn't hold cause my spirit was to strong. Alot of hardships came way,but i broke through the barracades,all the obstacles that came before me,i just brushed them away.Call me names,go ahead,act less than your age,be a fool,i'll let the beast out of the cage.Ready to rumble?,man i dont think you are,tussel with me dog,and you'll leave with more than just a few scars.I'm the madman,originator of pain,violence is the my nature,of my own accord.You don't really know me,so don't claim that you do.Keep talking tras

Is It Me Or....?
Does it seem like pulling teeth trying to get ppl to talk to you on here? I try to put myself out there as much as possible, so I can make new friends. Anyone who actually takes the time to get to know me knows what I bring to the table. I don't even know what the point of trying to contact anyone is anymore. If anyone has similar experiences, let me know. I'm near the point of just not coming in here anymore. Another thing I have noticed is how many on here live their "lives" on here and other internet sites. It's sad how people will hang around here constantly, want to involve immerse themselves in others' business, yet refuse to even think about meeting people in person. A few months ago, I was interested in someone on here. I was told by more than enough to forget it, bc as others said, she lives on here, and makes zero effort in real life. They were right, and I moved on. Not trying to come off as a negative person, but go out and enjoy life, IN PERSON, instead of behind

Falling Off The Wagon
The other day I fell off the wagon and cut myself several times on my wrist. It has been a few months since I had done it last and can't really pinpoint a reason why I did it. I saw the razor blade and felt a surge of adrenaline that rivals any high I have ever had. Taking the razor across my wrist, seeing the first tiny drops of blood was like a release. It actually made me smile to see the marks and blood. I go back to the psychiatrist on the 13th and discuss this episode, the fact my anti depressant makes me feel like I'm just a shell, and my insomnia is in full fucking effect.

Oh, He's Got Jokes Now!
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking sixth graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued. "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: One, you have a dirty mind. Two, you didn't read your homework And three, one day y

Tarzan An Jane
When Jane initially met Tarzan in the jungle, she was attracted to him, and during her questions about his life, she asked him how he had sex ? "Tarzan not know sex" he replied. Jane explained to him what sex was. Tarzan said "Oh,.Tarzan use knot hole in trunk of tree." Horrified Jane said, "Tarzan you have it all wrong, but I will show you how to do it properly." She took off her clothing and laid down on the ground. "Here" she said, pointing to her privates; "you must put it in here." Tarzan removed his loin cloth, showing Jane his considerable manhood, stepped closer to her and kicked her in the crotch! Jane rolled around in agony for what seemed like an eternity. Eventually she managed to gasp for air and screamed "What did you do that for?" Tarzan replied, "Check for squirrel first! lmfao

What Would You Do????
What would you do?? Well I like many others are having a tough time with the economy. So I decided that I would pawn some gold I have had for a long time and never used. Being I lost a roommate it's been kinda tough making the bills. So anyway I went to the pawn shop turned my Gold in which wasn't much and got some cash!! Enough to catch me up on food that I was lacking. Well when I left the pawn shop I noticed he gave me $100 dollars more than I was supposed to get. Hummm what to do? Should I have gone back and returned the extra $100 or just count it as good luck and move on?? What would you do? Part 2 to come up of what I did...

Need Help
I need a small bit of help. I'm trying to find someone who is in or near Brownsville Tx. Who can do me a HUGE favor. I didn't get to Philidelphia quick enough. So I either need to find someone in Brownsville or fly there myself. There will be reward for what I need done. I need some one with a camera to take some pictures for me. It will be easy and not hard to do. This means a lot to me. So if you know anyone who can help let me know. This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto

Shut Up...
Rant Time!!!Duuuudddeeee... whats with people talking sh** all the time? They talk, talk talk. Then, when it comes to actions. There's... exactly... NOTHING. So... here I say, SHUT UP. I don't want hear your pathetic speeches about what your going to do. DO IT. If you do it, then you don't have to tell me how great its going to be when you do it. Why? Because then, you've already done it so you don't need to come rattle in my ear to get encouragement... Because, based off experience, people who talk about their glories and wisdom and greatness NEVER DO NOTHING TO ACHIEVE IT.... Here, I'm going to have a 5 million dollar mansion with a rolls royce... Just saying that sh** doesn't mean I'm going to have it... I may someday, but no time soon. My point? I'd rather SEE THE RESULTS rather than you telling me how your going to get all this junk. Otherwise, quite frankly, I DON'T BELIEVE YOU!Alrighty, my next bargain of the night has to do with people leaving me messages. Craigslist is very ho

My World Is Spinning And Not In A Good Way
I have been taking Cymbalta 160mg since September 16 for my depression. My psychiatrist was giving me samples because I don't have insurance and this medication costs out the ass without it. Well about a week ago, I ran out of samples and called to get more samples and my regular quack doctor wasn't there and the one on call refused to give me any samples. Now you are not supposed to just stop depression medications because of the increased risk of suicide attempts, seizures, and a crap load of other bad shit, you are supposed to be weaned off them. Since mine have been abruptly stopped I have had increased crying episodes, SEVERE vertigo and dizziness and my lips and feet will tingle and go numb when I have the dizzy spells. It feels like when you were a kid and laid down on a merry go round, closed your eyes and someone spun you around several times. I feel like crap :(

Love
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held onto. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you.The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you'll never hit the ground. Life is too short to be anything but happy.So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes, you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away. If you want to see the rainbow you must go through the rain. If you want True Love you must go through the pain. Woman were made from a man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to his heart to be loved.

According To You!
According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind. I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you. According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place. According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away. I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel l

The Rants And Raves Of Sane Psycho.
So, I realized today that I haven't posted something in here for a while. It actually seems like my last one just up and disappeared.. So thoughts now swirl as I make another attempt at placing another entry into this journal.. So here it is. Lets start from the beginning. The last time I made an entry I'll admit I was being a bit dramatic if not a bit over zealous in the entry. I was going through some hard times. Very hard times. But then again, don't we all have those periods of time? More often then not with some I must admit. Anyway, back to the topic at hand. I managed to get my finances back under control and I am no longer on the verge of pulling a McVey, if you understand what I mean. I found in this time that not only my closest friends helped pull me out of the slump I was falling into, but also the more obvious, Music. More in particuliar, Breaking Benjamin and Five Finger Death Punch. The lyrics helped me see things more clearly and made me realize that my life is not

Dragons
Dragons aren't real... that said now on to the real reality.Dragons exist, not physically but spiritually....Dragons have been misrepresented for all the years of Dragon lore. they are firce (if betrayed) they are loving (once a dragon finds its "one" there is No other that can take its place), but they are also somewhat promiscuous.... Silly ( to humans) they will gaurd a "pretty" forever against no one. just guard it. they are quite emotional and not particularly smart. Dragons love shiny, beautiful things and will freely share them with others and show them off. but do not ever damage a Dragons "pretty" for then you shall see the firce side of a Dragon! Dragons have never been known to just harm somone ( I think the tales of destroyed villages came frome someone hurting one of his "prettys" ) those sacrificed virgins...? ever notice that they are just gone? no tales of body parts, they allways asume that they were eaten!!! more like they were made warm and loved and cherished.A D

The State Of Our Union
You must recognize, Mr. President, that the State of the Union is not good. You need a new approach and fresh domestic and foreign policies. Shifting tactics and stoking populism will be both cynical and condescending to the voters, who will see through this strategy. Mr. President, it’s the policies you need to change, not the spin. In 2008, you promised economic recovery and sound financing. You promised to keep our country safe. You also promised bipartisanship. Instead, our nation is enduring high unemployment and slow growth, due to surging spending and government borrowing. Bailouts and a pork-ridden “stimulus” bill will not get our country back on track. High unemployment comes primarily from the lack of job creation, rather than job destruction. Our research shows that your administration’s policies have created uncertainties that have hindered risk-taking by entrepreneurs. And now, faced with difficulties, instead of changing course you are doublin

Prayers Needed For A Hero..please Read And Repost! (repost)
A Tribute to Tonya A.K.A. Bi Sexy Molly Tonya aka Bi Sexy Molly dies a hero in fatal house fire she saved her sister in laws life, her brother Mickey aka Sr Dark Knight also sins husband just died in Oct. now Tonya and her mom and her 2 sons all died in house fire and the only survivor was Deb A.K.A. Sinfully Delicious and the only reason Deb is still alive is because Tonya saved her life, the National Guard is giving Tonya a medal for being a hero and for all of you who knew her she loved all her friends with all her heart, she will be terribly missed by a lot of us and I'm in need of all of your prayers, Love Deb Here is the links to Tonya's and Deb's page if you would like to stop by and pay your respect's... BI-SEXY MOLLY*~RIP MY SISSY, TONYA SAVED MY LIFE & THE NATIONAL GUARD IS GIVING HER A MEDAL,

Survey
How many sex partners have you had? Is it easy for you to orgasm? One night stands or relationships? Craziest place you've had sex? When's the last time you got some? Lights on or off when you do it? Nice and slow or hard and rough? Do you like bondage? Do you like role playing? What's your fantasy? Does size matter? Ever have a threesome or would you consider it? Do you like giving or recieving oral? What's your favorite position? Do you masturbate? And if so how often? Someone ever walk in on you guys? Do you like sex toys? Ever have phone or cyber sex? What kind of condoms do you like? Or do you not prefer them? Favorite place to do it? Spit or swallow? Moaner or screamer? Do you watch porn and if so what kind? Ever fool around on your period or do someone on their period? Do you ever fantasize about someone else when your with your partner? Ever call out the wrong person's name? How often do you want sex or think about it? E

Seven Kinds Of Sex ......
Seven Kinds Of Sex ...... The 1st kind of sex is called ... Smurf Sex.This kind of sex happens when you first meetsomeone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called ..... Kitchen Sex.This is when you have been with your partner fora short time and you are so needy you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.The 3rd kind of sex is called ... Bedroom Sex.This is when you have been with your partner for along time. Your sex has gotten routine and youusually have sex only in your bedroom.The 4th kind of sex is called ... Hallway Sex.This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say .... 'Fuck You.'The 5th kind of sex is called ... Religious Sex.Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in theafternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular)The 6th kind is called ... Courtroom Sex.This is when you cannot stand your wife/husband any more. She/hetakes you to court and screws you in front of e

Hypocrites
why is it that people say one thing and do another! people are who they are and nobody had the right to judge others just because they are different then them. they say " i love you for who you are", they are really saying "i love you as long as you fit in how i want you to be not who you are". why cant people just be who they are not what people want them to be? i am who i am take me or leave me. love me for who i am not who you think i should be.

A Sadnesse Trip In This World.......
heal the world 11 months ago There's A Place In Your Heart And I Know That It Is Love and this place could be Much Brighter Than Tomorrow And If You Really Try You'll Find There's No Need To Cry In This Place You'll Feel That There's No Hurt Or Sorrow There Are Ways To Get There If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Little Space Make A Better Place... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me If You Want To Know Why There's A Love That Cannot Lie Love Is Strong It Only Cares For Joyful Giving If We Try We Shall See In This Bliss We Cannot Feel Fear Or Dread We Stop Existing And Start Living Then It Feels That Always Love's Enough For Us Growing Make A Better World Make A Better World... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better P

Just One
So here it is 12 yrs later and I find myself right back in the whole dating scene. Only now the stakes are a little higher. Before we dated in our "area", thanks to the internet our "area" has gotten considerably wider. Most ppl I have come across only want a "cybering" relationship. Myself I like live not memorex. I can't get the warmth or sensation from a keyboard that I can get from a live man. I can't go for a walk or the movies with my monitor (well I could but would be concidered crazy). Oh and lets not forget the guys who think they are doing a 42 yr old a favor by letting them talk to them. Or think that we are so desperate that we will jump into bed with you, seriously think dude if you were so hot then you would have women your own age jumping in there already. I have had some very nice spring and summer romances don't get me wrong. I see a lot of very hot younger men, but that doesn't get you in good with me, you have to be able to talk and think as well as being good in bed

Loving You
Loving youIt's like feeling soft soft rainFall on my faceLoving youIt's the comfort of myHeartLoving youMakes me laugh and smile at the same timeIt makes my heart warm, it gives me lifeLoving youIt's all very new to meIt's very goodLoving youTo feel your hand in mineTo feel your breath slide along the side of my cheekTo feel your heart pounding beneath my earAs I rest my head upon your chestLoving youSo many words to describe itYet so fewLoving youI want to take care of youAs you take care of meI want to hear your troubles and your joysI want to encourage youAs you choose to follow lifeLoving youIt is an honor to be trusted soWith your deepest, darkest worriesSecretsWith your most heart feltDreamsLoving youSharing little moments with youLooking into one another's heartsReading each other's soulsLoving meLoving youThere is nothing else I wantBut to be held by youLoving youIt is such a rarity to findIt is such a blessing to doIt is such an inspirationIt is such a dream come trueLoving yo

Will The Real You Please Stand Up!
Its hard for people to just be who they are. Instead they show you there representative instead of self, I say fuck your "REPRESENTATIVE", and "Hello" to the real you! When you can not be you, then that is something I do not want to deal with once I find out. This means I have an entity that I identified with that is forever lost in dreamland because the person hides behind the tears of a clown, well guess what I am not into circus acts, better luck next time, good luck with that, ahhhhh, now that I have cleared the air with words, I must say good people I feel mighty vivid hehe :) Weigh in for better or worse this is something all of can identify with in some form or facet men and women and if you like, no I have not experienced this puh plz give it time LMAO! Look forward to reading your thoughts. Happy Blogging :)

Random Vents
I am not the hero of the story, I am the narrator. I’m the voice that people follow and are drawn to while actually caring more for the others involved. I can make you follow but I never lead. I can tell you amazing lies and you’ll believe them because my reasons for existing are just for your entertainment. My emotional input doesn’t matter, my presence conflicts your fantasy, my voice interrupts the perfect life your watching. If I never told you the plot, you would still watch the people act. My great purpose is to build up for someone elses resolve, And my great motive is to have you climax with the dramatics of others. lookin at you lookin at mesomething so simpletakes all we believegiven you that griefgiven me that smilejust flipin out while your flippin me off (chours)so what do you know?nothin comes normalnothing comes easy but for me to be methink i figured it outnothing comes normalnothing thats givenmeans anything to me(bridge)so what little i goti paint po

Recipe For Eggnog
Here is a great home-made recipe for eggnog that I have used for years, and I have always received great compliments on it..... Ingredients 2 dozen eggs* 2 qts. milk (whole milk or low-fat) 2 cans evaporated milk 8 oz. vanilla extract 4 c. granulated sugar 10-12 dashes cinnamon 10-12 dashes nutmeg 1 pt. 151-proof rum 1 pt. bourbon 1 c. brandy DirectionsPut eggs in a blender and blend until smooth. Pour mixture into a bowl.Add milk to the mixture, keep stirring constantly. Add evaporated milk, keep mixing. Add vanilla, keep mixing. Add sugar, cinnamon, and nutmeg, still mixing, of course.Add rum, bourbon, and brandy. Refrigerate after it is made. It tastes best when chilled. It is very powerful and tasty!Makes approximately 1 gallon (fills a giant punch bowl).*Food safety experts warn against eating raw eggs. I, like many others, am willing to assume the risk of using raw eggs in this recipe. Raw eggs may contain salmonella which can make you very sick and in ra

Start Before Its Too Late
i believe in the right to bear arms but there are certain people that dont deserve that right. passing a bill isnt going to stop the violence or stop the insane person that carries out that violence. sure, there is a law about not having gu...ns near schools...but open your eyes government officials!! it hasnt stopped anything. in the past 10 years take a long look at the school shootings and the innocent lives that have been lost because of some moron that had something to prove. its time to start looking at the people! like when that teacher was talking about when he'd turn to write on the chalk board he was scared because he thought that guy would shoot him...come on!! if you feel like that, turn his ass in before its too late. trust your gut feelings and do something about it. if laws meant anything to these sick people, there wouldnt be a columbine or a va tech. its not about laws... its about trusting your instincts on people and taking actions to prevent it from e

Return To The Darkness
I'm feeling like I've burned out, like the words won't come no more, I close my eyes, all I can see is the darkness, trying to reach deep down, find the words that I used to have, Have I given up? Do the words not flow anymore? This poet,has a feeling, like he's lost skill, like he's lost that will, like he lost his edge, the darkness that he used to have, I'm digging deep down in my soul,trying to find that darkness,it made me legendary, it made me who I am, It's time to listen to thos voices again, time to find that inner hate,time to find that inner darkness, time to return myself to my roots, it's time for me to return to the darkness,

Someone Special
someone special My daughter's best friend mum past away this morning from a very bad disease called AMYOTROPHIC LATERAL SCLEROSIS....it first attacks your nerve system, then your brain and spine then the rest of your body...Its a very painful and long death. And no cure for it. She was told about 3 and half years ago that she will not live past 3 years. But she proved them wrong and live 6 months longer. She got to see her son graduate high school last year and her daughter is 15 years old and is in the 10th grade and unfortunally she will not be physcial there to see her daughter graduate. But I did promise the mum that I would be there for the daughter when she's passes. She used to sing to her daughter and mine all the time. And when she was told her husband said write down ur wishes and i will fill them to my fullest...So they did everything on her list and she got all her wishes. Which I'm happy about but very sad that she was young and had been taken away from the fam

The More You Know♥
Ok, so heres one that gets brought to my attention ALOT....my eyes... yes I know they're amazing, astounding, hypnotizing,beautiful, gorgeous ect ect ect but heres the real debate their color: if you scroll through my picture comments you will notice a little differiation in the colors that get complimented, I never correct this because all are right...thats right I said it...all are right.... my eyes are weirdoes and change colors between blue,gray,green, with flecks of brown or gold...the real mystery is knowing what each color means or is it? dun dun dunnnnnn Sooo since some of you lovely people seem to be interested in the enigma that is myself I've decided to devote a little time here and there for some random facts, thoughts, rants and the like that you may never get to hear in a general conversation with me. To start this off heres a random rach fact for ya: I swear...A LOT, i even got scolded at the chiropractor once for accidentally dropping the F-Bomb hahaha.

Prositution On Fubar ? Wtf
Finals are done tomorrow. Pats myself on the back. Ready for Christmas. Now to what I am referring to. I am just going to be as blunt as fuck and I don't give a fuck if it pisses you off or not. If it makes you mad then you must be one of those that do it. I actually took the time to go to a few of my friends page today and look at there photos. I saw albums upon albums basically saying you want in send me credits or this bling or that. I was sickened to my stomach. You can call me whatever the fuck you wish to call me but a fucking whore I am not. I respect myself more than prosituting my pussy or ass or breast out there for all to see. I am a highly sexual person but there is no way I would personally lower my standards. I am a mother, daughter, sister, friend etc: . There is no fucking way I could downgrade myself as some of you have. If I have hit a nerve then the fucking truth hurts. The same goes for men that do this. There are porn sites you can get this shit for free or fuc

Doors Song
https://www.facebook.com/pages/Dysskrasia/239406942802169?sk=wall now i just need people to troll... ;) Steven Reynolds jeez that's all you people wanna talk about.... borrrrrrrrrrrrrrring 35 minutes ago · Like Ainsley Walker it wont be boring when its censoring your ass left right and centre! :P 33 minutes ago · Like Steven Reynolds hmmmm well i've been barred from facebook twice already... banned from fubar probably upwards of 20... ummm... myspace a few.... hmmm come to think of it... pretty much everywhere... ah the joys of being a troll 31 minutes ago · Like ·

Friends Only
hey everyone i just created a new email so for those of you who already have my old one plz use my new one instead..... bubbasgirl110106@yahoo.com to all of you who have reached out your hand to me in my time of need! I knew it would be my friends on here who would help and support me the most but I had no idea just how right I was! You guys have been great to me and have helped keep me pushing through each day with a positive outlook on everything even if that doesnt seem possible to me at times. Some of you understand what Im saying and some of you understand what he is saying but either way you have helped me because you have opened my eyes to see things in a diferent perspective and I will never be able to thank you guys enough. You have no idea how much all the love and support you all have shown means to me! I love you guys! And thanks again!

Afflicted
I feel the filthy hands of my past self gripping hold of me so tightly I choke and gasp for air but can never get a full breath. I feel the pain all day, the pain and the burden of all the weight upon my shoulders, all the weight, all. Mine, mine, mine. Wanting to spiral down out of control holding on to the crutches of the past romanticizing the effects of substances with no real substance at all. To feed on the empty nourishment of false hope and promises they offer for fleeting moments. Time, time, time. Tick tick tick it goes away and gone again one more day is behind me one more dissapointment in the past one more morning I don't have to dread. Everyday I try to pry myself away from the cold knarled fingrtips of the girl I used to be. Free, free, free.

Poopie!
THE POOPIE LIST Ghost Poopie- The kind where you feel the poopie come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet. Clean Poopie- The kind where you pooped it out, see it in the toilet, but there is nothing on the toilet paper. Wet Poopie- The kind where you wipe your butt 50 times and still feels unwiped, so you have to put some toilet paper between your butt and your underwear, so you won't ruin them with a stain. Second Wave Poopie- This happens when you're done pooping and you've pulled your pants up to your knees and you realize that you have to poopie some more. Pop-A-Vein-In-Your-Forehead-Poopie- The kind were you strain so much to get it out, you practically have a stroke. Lincoln Log Poopie- The kind of poopie that is so huge, you're afraid to flush without first breaking it into little pieces with the toilet brush. Gassy Poopie- It's so noisy, everyone within earshot is giggling. Corn Poopie- Self explanatory. Gee-I-Wish-I-Could-Poopi

Busy
Hey friends If anybody is wondering why i'm not on here all the time well because i'm busy with school I went back 2 weeks ago and now I have so much assignments that I need to work on them. I will try my best to come here and keep in touch. See ya Kasia

Sex
i wonder what it would be like? lick me eat me finger me fuck me scratch me pull me jerk ram me i'll suck you after you eat me while we're fucking i'll begin to cum and when i'm done i'll roll you over and suck you off licking every last drop up and then we'll cuddle until i'm wet again!

Electronic Voting Machines Can't Be Trusted
Printer Friendly URL: http://www.rollingstone.com/politics/story/11717105/robert_f_kennedy_jr__will_the_next_election_be_hacked Rollingstone.com Back to Robert F. Kennedy Jr. -- Will The Next Election Be Hacked? Will The Next Election Be Hacked? Fresh disasters at the polls -- and new evidence from an industry insider -- prove that electronic voting machines can't be trusted ROBERT F. KENNEDY JR. Posted Sep 21, 2006 1:23 PM >>Post your thoughts about the threats to fair voting, in the National Affairs blog. Plus, read Robert F. Kennedy Jr.'s "Was the 2004 Election Stolen?" -- his report on Republican methods for keeping more than 350,000 Ohio voters from casting ballots or having their votes counted. The debacle of the 2000 presidential election made it all too apparent to most Americans that our electoral system is broken. And private-sector entrepreneurs were quick to offer a fix: Touch-screen voting machines, promised the industry and its lobbyists, would make voti

Seaworld At San Diego.
EVERYTHING GOOD ABOUT AMERICA.--------------------- Our visit to Livermore Temple. We decided to visit the temple on October 21, the first day of Diwali. The temple is at other side of bay area beyond Dublin-Pleasanton, a journey of about 50 miles nearly. It was journey by Amol’s hired car ( A Toyota of course). Amol’s driving skill is good so we were able to cover that distance within 40 mins. The temple is not dedicated to a single deity. The are as many Gods as can be accommodated to in the temple. So there was Ganapati, Durga, Shankar bhagwan and Vainkatesh, as also Nav gruhas. We were happy as we got our family deity Balaji. We arranged Jap of Balaji in the name of our little darling Kashmira. It was night time but the rush was sizable. We spent couple of hours in the temple as it was very cool there. We had beautiful prashad like Balaji temple at Tirupati. The atmosphere was charged with ‘The chanting of Mantras’ and AHUTI. It was very sacred

Fuck This & You!
I dont understand why this happened to me. I mean was I such a terrible person that God decided to take the one person who truly loved me for me away? Kyle was such an amazing person and he loved me no matter what I did wrong, no matter how bad we hurt each other we stuck it out. I never imagined in a million years this is the way things would have turned out ya know. I know that I should take the ring off of my wedding ring finger and try to get through this but I can't. Everyone keeps saying to get over it, but you don't get over something like this, you have to try your hardest to get through it! I'm not even doing that very well. I was walking through the store the other day and I smelled his cologne and I lost it. I completely fucking broke down in the middle of the store! It's been 10 months. 10 fucking months tomorrow! I can still remember the pain of when it first happened. I'll never forget it. I just wish I could though, I wish I could forget how bad it hurt and maybe let mys

Fuck Off
Okay got 2 root canals, and have to get lots of other shit done...um but they wouldn't sharpen my teeth for me. I don't know why not though. Guess I'll just have to get caps or some shit. On another note, I was sunburnt a while ago and it still hurts like hell right now. When I get my pics developed I'll put them on here as soon as I can. May be a while though, I'm broke! Going to a psychologist the 29th to see if i can get Social Security. Going to a baby shower for my cousin girlfriend the 24th. Might be fun, getting some free pizza. ;) My older sister, Sarah, is due in October again. Another boy. Fathers day we're going to Huntington to pick up Bubby. Sarah was supposed to bring him, but she was told by her boyfriends parents that she had to stay there and spend time with his relatives, even though shes had this planned for a while. Lets see. Anything else? I don't think so, so I'll go. mmfwKl I lost my internet for a while, like 3 months. After that me and my family were going thro

Joey Carlton
The Disease Joey Carlton This is a story about a little boy. I will not tell you his name, but I will say that I know him very well...better than anyone else knows him. On the day that this story takes place, he was at a nursing home, I believe...or it may have been a funeral home, I'm not sure which, and I can't recall the name of the nursing home or funeral home, but neither can the little boy, who was, on the day that this story takes place, seven years old. The reason he was where ever he was was to say goodbye to his grandmother, who was still alive, but dying, none the less. She was about fifty-four years old, but she looked about ninety-four. He had never liked visiting his grandmother, because she scared him. His grandmother couldn't talk; she could only moan. And she was always twitching about madly, all over the place, saying, "Aaaghuuughaaaaagheeehaghugh." His grandfather told him that she hadn't always been like this, and that she had a disease that mad

Hmmmmm......
Your Deadly Sins Envy: 100% Greed: 80% Lust: 80% Pride: 80% Wrath: 80% Sloth: 60% Gluttony: 40% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 74% You will die at the hands of a jealous -ex lover, how ironic!. Wouldn't it be horrible if? Current mood: accomplished Have you ever been taking a shit while smoking a cigarette and thrown it in the toilet and then been afraid that the toilet paper would light on fire and singe your ass? Well me neither but wouldn't it suck living in a world shrouded by that fear? And now for the narrative version: My question in the first: Have you ever been on the toilet (using it) while smoking (a cig or otherwise)? Yes..good well me also and so here we have the premise for our "hypothetical". And so it ahs begun, you find yourself on the toilet smoking you've used toilet paper (for obvious reasons) you now have to extinguish your smoke. At first you think simply "well I'll throw it in the toilet, it's easy

All About Meee!!!
"Hate me today...Hate me tomorrow...hate me for all the things I didn't do for you"...why do I obsess...why can't I get out of my head...just when she begins to fade away...she's back causeing me to remember all the times, and think of what might have been...it's a part of the suffering of my life...maybe she'll see this...maybe not...I'm content when I know we can communicate, because I have not been happy in along time, so long I believe prior happiness was just an illusion of youth...when I can't talk to her...all I do is continue with my "mood" as my mom called it...I really do miss her...any way if she does get this, she'll be mad...I'm sorry this is the way I feel...M1K3Y_XIII Only thing is that mine are brown, my hair is black...wait there is a sad pic of me look for yourself...pay no attention to the comments...those pics are really sad. Well well well...here is the first installment of the LET'S GET TO KNOW M1K3Y SHOW...first off I'm a music freak, I listen to anything from A

Hey
I was on to day and realized that I have never posted a blog, so I thought that I would tell ya all something about me The name's Donnie, I am 27, married with a beuatiful daughter, pics coming soon. I like meeting new people and finding out about them, so start talking to me people. I am tring to write a book, it's hard going cuz I can't just sit down and write it and I don't like talking to my friend and family about it, so I just might barrow an idea from one of my friends on here, if it's alright with her (please untouched sanity) and write bits and peaces on here to see what you all think. I want to give a shout to everyone that has added me, THANKS TO YOU ALL, LOVE YA. have you ever been looking for something, your not sure what, but you know you have to find it. I drives you crazy knowing that it's just within your reach, but you just can't find it. That's been me for the last..oh I don't know ten years. I've been looking for answers to questions for years. Lis

Funny Shit
ok i was at this party last saturday night with some homies we were havin fun so my bro decided to make this drink him n a homeboy made up i dunno if any of y'all have tasted somethin like this but a get a 2 litter of mountian dew, half a bag of smarties and a fifth of everclear.... mix all that shit up inna milk jug shit or somethin shake it til all the smarties are gone, but jus warnin ya dont try n think your smarter then everyone else cause ya smashed the smarties if ya do that it will make it taste like shit! this shit will get ya FUCKED UP n it takes the kick of takin everclear straight A costume party is planned with the theme: "Dress as an Emotion." On the night of the party, the first guest arrives and he opens the door to see a guy covered in green paint with the letters N and V painted on his chest. He says to this guy, "Wow, great outfit, what emotion have you come as?" And the guy says, "I'm green with envy." The host replies, "Brilliant, come on in and have a drink!" A

Q & A
1) What is your sign? Gemini 2) What is your favorite color? Green 3) More afraid of snakes or spiders? Not so much either 4) Longest amount of hours you've ever slept? Hmmm....24 I think 5) Are aliens real? Absolutely 6) Eggs & bacon? Love 'em 7) Multilingual? I speak dick...does that count? 8) Why are hamburgers called 'HAMburgers' when they made from beef? He he, cause they originated in Hamburg Germany. 9) Sneakers or boots? Sneakers 10) Is North Korea trying to play the world? They are trying to be the little engine that could. 11) Is that glass half-full or half-empty? Half full, it was ALL full..but it's a long island iced tea, and will be very empty when I get done with it! 12) Rather be naked or clothed? Clothed 13) Do you watch 'Grey's Anatomy'? Actually yeah, I like it. 14) What is your all-time fave swear word/phrase? What the fuck! 15) Up or down? Up 16) Are you addicted to anything (besides MyS

Bubba
Down south, Bubba called his attorney and asked, "Is It true theys suin them cigarette companies fer causin People to git cancer ?" "Yes, Bubba, sure is true," responded the lawyer. "And now someone is suin them fast food restaurants Fer makin th em fat an cloggin their arteries with all Them burgers an fries, is that true, Mista Lawyer?" "Sure is, Bubba." "And that lady sued McDonalds for millions when she Was gave that hot coffee that she ordered?" "Yep." "And that football player sued that university when he Gradiated and still couldn't read?" "That's right," said the lawyer." "But why are you asking?" "Wull, I was thinkin .. . . What I want to know is, kin I sue Budweiser fer all them ugly women I slept with?"

Tired Of Players And Fakes
OK~~I AM SO TIRED OF FAKERS AND PLAYERS THAT I WANT TO JUST FUCKING PUKE~~ I AM A VERY OPEN, HONEST, LOVING AND YES.. SEXUAL PERSON..BUT DON'T THINK FOR A MINUTE THAT I WONT ANALYZE EVERYTHING YOU DO. DON'T TELL ME BULLSHIT. DON'T LIE. DON'T BE FAKE. PLAYERS AND FAKES HAVE REALLY CAUSED ME TO JUST F'N WANT TO ACT STUPID AND UGLY...I WON'T! JUST CARRY YOUR ASS AND TAKE IT SOMEWHERE ELSE...NO TIME FOR YOU! I WANT REAL FRIENDS..WITH REAL HEARTS.. I CAN FLIRT AND I LOVE SEX AND SEXY PEOPLE..BUT I WILL ONLY GIVE TO YOU WHAT YOU GIVE TO ME FIRST.. STOP FAKING PEOPLE..LET SOMEONE LOVE/LIKE YOU FOR WHO YOU REALLY ARE!! CHICKEN SHITS..HA HA DAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMN...THAT FELT GOOD PEACE ME

Afitspot.com
Gerry Started Weight 431 / Current Weight 308 / Goal Weight 218 Founder AFitSpot.com - Now with Chat and Forums Exciting news: Gerrylife.com has now become AFitSpot.com. Regular visitors to Gerryslife.com know it as a personal site with a focus on my life and weight-loss success. Afitspot.com will have a broader focus ï¿½ a focus on the journey of weight loss, the information and resources that support that journey, and ï¿½most important ï¿½ a focus on YOU. In the coming months you will see many changes. Afitspot.com will offer continuously updated content, including: * chat and forums (already open for business) * relevant and up-to-date articles * objective and comprehensive product reviews * member journals * and much more. We have recently started a forum and chat community which is growing every day. The Success Stories section is constantly growing, and many of those wonderful successes ï¿½ people with an important story to tell -- will be featured on their

Hmm
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------

Hello
so yeah...I didn't realize we had blogs on this site...special me...so yeah...I thought...'hey...let's post a blog'...so here I am...posting a blog...so yeah...HI...okay...BYE ^_^ MONICA hey...so I've been away from this site for a while now...since my last blog I have joined the Blue October official street team...THE BLUE MEANIES...hmmm...I have become slightly obsessed with the Zodiac Killer aka the Cypher Slayer...still obsessed with Buffy/Spike fan fiction and Veronica/Logan fan fiction...have recently started reading Jackie/Hyde from That 70s Show fan fiction...I still work at Raising Cane's...I still love Monty Python...I'm about halfway through with this second semester of my sophomore year and I think 6 credits short of starting my junior year...which is my fault because I should actually be a few classes ahead of the game if it weren't for that damn Hurricane Katrina and my depression/ADHD getting a little out of hand...but yeah...so that's about it I think...oh...and I'l

The Room
A police officer pulls over a speeding car. The officer says, " I clocked you at 80 miles per hour, sir." The driver says, "Gee, officer I had it on cruise control at 60, perhaps your radar gun needs calibrating." Not looking up from her knitting the wife says: "Now don't be silly dear, you know that this car doesn't have cruise control." As the officer writes out the ticket, the driver looks over at his wife and growls, "Can't you please keep your mouth shut for once?" The wife smiles demurely and says, "You should be thankful your radar detector went off when it did." As the officer makes out the second ticket for the illegal radar detector unit, the man glowers at his wife and says through clenched teeth, "Dam it, woman, can't you keep your mouth shut?" The officer frowns and says, "And I notice that you're not wearing your seat belt, sir. That's an automatic $75 fine." The driver says, "Yeah, well, you see officer, I had it on, but too

Where Are You?
I'm tired of being hurt and lied to. Where is the man that is going to truly love me and accept me just the way I am? Where is the man that isn't gonna lie to me just so he can get what he wants? Where is the man that will sweep me off my feet and take good care of my heart? Where is the man that will treat me like the queen that I am? Where is the man that will buy me gifts and spoil me so I can spoil him too? Where is the man that I can have mad, passoinate, freaky, fantastic sex with? I'm searching and searching, are you out there?

Clean Up!
I wish could tie you up in my shoes Make you feel unpretty too I was told I was beautiful But what does that mean to you Look into the mirror who's inside there The one with the long hair Same old me again today (yeah) My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I think I'm through It's because of you I've tried different ways But it's all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame I'm just trippin' Chorus: You can buy your hair if it won't grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make up That man can make But if you can't look inside you Find out who am I too Be in the position to make me feel So damn unpretty I'll make you feel unpretty too Never insecure until I met you Now I'm bein' stupid I used to be so cute to me Just a little bit skinny Why do I look to all these things To keep you happy Maybe get rid of you And then I'll get back to me (hey) My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I

Contest
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Hot Or Not
Your primary vice is sex You are able to escape reality, and all your problems through sex. You are incredibly passionate and a great lover and you have very little stress in your life because of your active vice. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your Porn Star Name Is... Rodney Rammer What's Your Porn Star Name? Your Birth Month is June Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Things Written For Me.
There was an empty space in my heart, something missing from my life. I didn’t know what it was, this emptiness inside, so it took me for a ride. I search a million miles, to find what I had lost. Then I looked inside you eyes and found out what it was. The love, we had. Once lost, now found. It took so very long, to find what I thought lost. How was I to know, it was right here all along. This love, we had. This love once lost. I can’t believe it’s true, this love I have for you. It’s much stronger now and burns, from deep inside. This love, now found. This life renewed. Why couldn’t I see before, the love I have for you. Why did I search so far, and not seek it in you. I only hope it’s not too late. To recreate, the love we once had, the love I finally found, In you. The journey was long and hard, and it almost cost us all. But this love we have inside, has kept us both alive, this love won’t die. I love you Char! For 16 years you were here, Sta

Beautiful
Beautiful by Steve Cook I WATCH YOU STAND THERE, BEAUTIFUL AND BOLD FROM THE LOOK I'M SEEING, YOU'RE LONELY AND COLD THE STARLIGHT IS BEAMING DOWN ON YOUR BEAUTIFUL BROWN HAIR I CAN'T HELP MYSELF, BUT CONSTANTLY STARE YOUR EYES ARE GLISTENING FROM THE FLAMES OF THE FIRE AND STILL I'M FEELING A BURNING DESIRE TO HOLD YOU AND CARESS YOU, TO KISS YOU AND UNDRESS YOU TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU WITHOUT EVEN TOUCHING OR TESTING YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU ASKED ME WHY I WAS LOOKING IN YOUR EYES? BECAUSE THEY'RE THE WINDOW TO THE SOUL, AND THE SOUL NEVER LIES

What Makes A Great Lover?
Everyone always talks about how so-and-so is a great lover or a lousy lover. What do they mean? Of course, not everyone is in agreement about what makes one lover amazing and another abysmal.But I do think there are some great, universal sex truths. Here are nine commandments for being an amazing lover, plus clues that your bedmate's repertoire could use some improvement. Laws of the Great Lover 1. He's super-observant. A great lover doesn?t make love to you as if you?re a generic woman; he talks to you and finds out what you want. He listens and learns from your pleasurable moans, body tension and breathing patterns. 2. He's a good talker. Great sex goes way beyond the physical. A truly amazing lover stimulates your mind and emotions. He tells you that you?re beautiful from head to toe — and you believe him. He makes you feel sexy and desirable, which turns you on that much more! 3. He has great hands. Fingertips to palms, he understands the power of touch and lets

First Time
Ladies, this here is my very first blog and contest that my friend entered me in. Help poor little virgin me to succeed on this quest, I will highly appreciate all votes and comments, thank you all. mmmmmuuuaaaahhhh. must go here------------>http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=418464&i=3001712280

Friday 29 December 2006
YOU KNOW I AM NOT BIG ON COMMENT BOMBING. BUT IF YOU WANT TO DO IT I WONT COMEPLAIN. I WILL GET A PLATIMUIM CHERRY IF I HIT 2500 COMMENTS. ME PERSONALLY. I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SEE HOW MANY RATINGS AND COMMENTS I GET. EVEN IF YOU COMMENT JUST ONCE. LIKE TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS HIT IT AT LEAST ONCE. SO I WILL DEPEND ON EVERYONE TO REPOST THIS TO GET THE WORD OUT. EVERYONE KNOWS I TRY TO GET A FEW VOTES ON ALL YOUR PICS AND CONTEST. SO JUST DROP BY. RATE IT AND COMMENT JUST ONCE AND I WILL BE ONE VERY HAPPY CAMPER. AND REPOST THIS IF YOU WOULD LIKE. THAT WOULD BE NICE TOO.

Websites
www.youtube.com/jerrydpaoli www.dirtyblackhalo.com www.myspace.com/dirtyblackhalo www.myspace.com/dpaolimusic www.haloguitars.com www.stashpicks.com I have always been kind of afraid of clowns.............well I guess that probably would have to do with the fact that when i was 7 a clown killed my father at the circus. ALSO I'm like anyone else on this planet -- I'm very moved by world hunger. I see the same commercials, with those little kids, starving, and very depressed. I watch those kids and I go, 'Fuck, I know the FILM crew could give this kid a sandwich!' There's a director five feet away going, 'DON'T FEED HIM YET! GET THAT SANDWICH OUTTA HERE! IT DOESN'T WORK UNLESS HE LOOKS HUNGRY!!!' But I'm not trying to make fun of world hunger. Matter of fact, I think I have the answer. You want to stop world hunger? Stop sending these people food. Don't send these people another bite, folks. You want to send them something, you want to help? Send them U-Hauls. Send them U-Haul

My Snakes..
Hi to all my friends there realy seems to be a problem with people bein afraid of my snakes they dont bite there tame and theres no fangs or venom either and yes I do have 1 that will be very huge but shes tame still the same.. I don't understand nor see why people are soo afraid of something that cant hurt you no worse then a dog or a cat or either 1 of them 2 could hurt and or even a dog can eat a kid geeze .. Way to many people reading phony books and watchin movies ugh there are people out there that have birds and parrots and can die from them just alone in the messes that they make and the bird food but people sure dont read that book huh ... I am single yes because of my looks but not only that because people are afraid of something they dont understand people out there have spiders and aligators and them things bite and eat anything that gets in the way geeze.. My snakes are not like that at all ... thank you for your time...

Im In My First Contest, Cutest/ Sexiest Dimples ! Only Problem Is My Dimples Suck So If Yall Could At Least Tell Me They Are Good It Would Help
OKAY, LET ME ASK ALL OF YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE IF YOU SERIOUSLY BELEIVE IN LOVE ON THE INTERNET? I MEAN REALLY BELEIVE, NOT JUST HOPE FOR IT. I WAS A LITTLE BIT SKEPTICAL WHEN I FIRST STARTED TALKING TO GIRLS ON THE COMPUTER. THEN I MET ONE THAT I THOUGHT WAS GREAT EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT SHE LIKED TO PLAY TRUTH OR DARE ON CAM WITH MYSELF AND OTHER GUYS AND GIRLS OF COURSE, WE ALL KNOW TRUTHOR DARE IS NO FUN WITH JUST 2 PEOPLE. THERE IS A WORD FOR THAT, ITS CALLED FOREPLAY. ANOTHER THING ABOUT THIS GIRL IS THAT SHE GOT BOLDER AS THE NIGHT PROGRESSED, WHICH WAS NO PROBLEM FOR ME CONSIDERING THAT I ONLY EVER CHOSE DARE ( LADIES THIS IS A PERFECT OPPORTUNITY FOR YOU TO CHECK OUT MY PICS, JK ). SHE ALSO HAD THIS PARTITION SET UP NEXT TO HER BY THE COM AND WOULD LEAN OVER AND DO SOMETHING EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE. I'M THINKING, " COOL A GIRL WITH MANNERS, SHE WONT EAT IN FRONT OF THE CAM ". SO I LIKED HER, WE GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER A LITTLE BETTER BY TALKING ON COM AND PHONE EVERYDAY, A

Chunky Chicks
Sex and music-it's a winning combination and a very old recipe. Going back even further than our rich heritage of Marvin Gaye's greatest hits, those proper sounding madrigals suck as Bolero by Ravel aren't really as proper as you may think. Death lyrics often were euphemisms for sex. Despite my choir nerd background, it never really occurred to me to think of classical music as potential erotic theme songs. It makes sense though-they usually last about 15 minutes and build to a climax, right? Bonus if you can score something with cymbals crashing at the end. More popularly, we're looking at 20th century stuff, not that there's anything wrong with getting your Puccini on, if that's your thing. A friend of mine suggested Lauryn Hill to get your groove on. R&B in general seems to be a pretty popular choice-the music is pretty smooth, high on emotion and not without a good pulse to it. I'm not one to argue with that logic. My only caveat is to look out for lyrics. You may be fe

Depression
Ok maybe it's me but I know my depression is getting the best of me. But sometimes I just wish life whould stop trying to f**k me over. How am I ever going to get out of this depression if life keeps shitting on me? blah blah blah blah blah blah blah HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

Gotta Have Cartoon
ALL I NEED IS 2500 COMMENTS TOTAL AND I HAVE 1270... PLEASE I BEG YOU TO HELP ME WIN A PLATINUM CHERRY!!! I WILL DO ANYTHING!!!! ANYTHING I SAY FOR A HELPING HAND... JUST NAME IT... IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE ME I AM DOWN ON MY KNEES GRAVALING OUT OF CONTROL FOR YOUR COMMENTS.... AS ALWAYS THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED... MUCH LOVE AND THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH JUST FOR READING THIS EVEN.... CLICK ON PIC AND BOMBS AWAY!!!!

Be My Valentine Sexy And Single
it would be nice if some of u would help me out here in this contest cuZ i have helped many of u ...but if not thats fine screw u it just shows who the tru friends really r and u know what goes around comes around

Fill This Out =d
Can you handle the truth about your sex life: 1.) EVER SLEEP WITH A CO-WORKER? 2.) EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? 3.) EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? 4.) EVER CRY DURING SEX? 5.) DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? 6.) EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? 7.) EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? 8.) DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP? 9.) EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? 10.) EVER MASTERBATE TO YOUR FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? 11.) EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND? 13.) EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? 14.) EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? 15.) HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? 16.) WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRISING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? 18.) WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW? Ok so what happened to number 19???? 20.) ARE YOU HORNY NOW? 21.) HOW MANY SEXUAL PARTNERS? 22.) DO YOU LIKE SEX IN THE CAR? 23.) DO YOU STILL TALK TO THE PERSON YOU LOST VIRGINITY TO? 24.) EVER HAVE SEX WITH A RELATIVE/FRIENDS SIGNIFICANT OTHER? 25.) EVER BEEN WITH A CHEATER? 26.) TOYS, GOOD OR BAD? 27.) LINGERIE? WHERE HAVE YOU HAD

Our Troops
Tell The Truth WOW ........ is this laying it on the line or what? The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta . She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq ....... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11,2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns hi

Cliff's Sydn
Cute puppies and cuddly kittens gently snuggling in your bed gently licking you. Ah, how animals make even the meanest bastard turn into a light hearted little child. No wonder people want to protect them, they make great companions! They can be your best friend as a pet or your savior if you're blind. But is P.E.T.A. what everyone thinks it is? Founded in 1980 by President Ingrid Newkirk, The People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals took off to become the largest animal rights organization in the world. They claim to be against anything that exploits animals and are willing to do whatever it takes to free the animals from such cruelty. They do this by charitable donations made by kind-hearted people around the world. The problem is that most of these people go against PETA's moral beliefs. See, PETA wants "total animal liberation" from the enslavement humanity put on it. Now that literally means that any animals in captivity (lions, bears, dogs, cats) would be set free in the

Ct Fist Blog For Me
Eh, a few people who will see this knows what it is. Its a massive online playing game. But I've got 2 videos for it. 1 is a music video and the other is a remake of the famous tv show "CoPS" have a look. they are in my play list. Just Figured I'd post a few. This as the subject says is my first CT Blog.. A little about me? I'm 6'4 tall, blonde hair, and blue eyes.. (Going bald) LoL so time to shave it.. I currently have 4 kids.. But trust me.. WHen the kids go to zzz. I'm a kid myself. I'm sure one of the first comments put on after this will say that about me. ANy questions feel free to whisper me, stop by my page and rate me. Have a good one. So Apparently Some looser chick Decides to pimp smack me and tell me it wasn't for me and thats she sorry, now all of a sudden she's smacked me 5 different times within two minutes, updating her status message about me and apparently needs her husband back to get her laid so she stops acting like a Tramp on Fubar. Sabrina Re...: OOP

Just Here!!!
Well, what to do when your away from home on a holiday weekend. Well to start you stay up late and sleep in.then you wake up and realize your alone in that big bed.Check your emails,cherrytap messages,grab a Sunday paper and dirnk that first cup of coffee. Then you go to breakfast,go see Elvis' birth place,and go to the mall. Lunch is next,then go back to the hotel.Check emails,throw on your sweats,what some history channel while chattin with friends and family. Grab that new camera you bought, and realize your actually stupid now with all the new tech these days.I had to read the damn book...lol. Then get some dinner,hit on some hotties..lol,and realize your a long way from home. So whats best for the blues? Baskin robbins(butter pecan) ice cream...oh yea...the sit down,laptop on your lap,t.v. tuned in and write some poems about some special people. Call the kids,and just think about all you have in life even if it seems you have nothing. Man life is Great!!! But i'm still go

Intro
I enjoy being a bit mysterious but a few things to point out here and clear up...I am a Dominatrix...for those of you who are not sure what that is I enjoy being in control, and being the giver of pain. It's not all about pain but more of a power trip for me. I am in a relationship, no not married, but that doesn't mean I'm going to run around "dating" or meeting others for fun. If you are into BDSM we'll chat...if you are into anything else feel free to chat...I'm not shy, just sadistic hehe. If you are curious to know more about my lifestyle choice feel free to leave me a note I answer questions and if I don't know I will find out. Alright my sister got me on this site. Have to say I've seen easier ones...but ya know ...family...anyways I won't be on here much so you won't see many changes most of my activity will be on other sites lists email groups and such if you want to know where to find me you'll have to ask. Oh and yeah I have an attitude guess that comes from my alternative

We Need This President
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters:

Wish Me Luck...gotta Quit
OK...i'm sick of the damn bulletin board cuz my stuff slides down so fast you can never see it anyway so i'm gonna try a new approach..i'm in the battle of the sexes contest...NO comment bombing needed...i just need ya to follow the link, rate the pic and leave ONE comment....see how easy it is..lol....thanks!! OK so I didn't quit just yet. My nerves have been quite frazzled due to alot of bs going on...relationship stuff and so on...but I am gonna try to prepare myself to do it next week...lol Ok....so I've been a smoker for about 19 yrs. My bf is in remissions from cancer and I don't like tha way I breathe when I run or climb stairs. So my doctor put me on zyban and something else I can't remember what its called at the moment. It is supposed to block the nicotine receptors in your brain so whatever enjoyment or relaxation you usually get from smoking is gone. Tomorrow is slated to be my quit day so let's hope all these drugs work! This is far from my first attempt at quitting

Horny
cum on boys show me the goods,i wanna see it all,ya im a nymph and a really horny one at that.i love a nice hard picture or even better a video of a guy cumming.so if ya think ya can get me goin show me.... i am so horny and want to talk dirty with someone.a girl or a guy will do.i just need a little sexy help hehehehe hey all guys and girls im so fucking horny cum talk to me

Stuck Between A Rock And A Hard Place
So I just found out that I passed my GED! How exciting is that? It's amazing! I'm freaking out! I danced around my house for like 10 minutes straight, then I tried to call or message anyone who would give a damn. Heh the list wasn't all that long. I'm s happy!! Okay I'm done. :D thanks for listening. From Blood TO Bones Hollie Well I just managed to break off my engagement. I realized that there's so much that I haven't seen, haven't done, haven't learned, and I just want to experience it all. So me and my boyfriend decided to put everything to a stop right now. We've made the choice to make everything very very casual so that neither of us are being held down but so that we can still talk about things. It's been hard. I cried for about an hour and a half and now I feel better. I wish there was someone here to talk with me now, but I should be fine. I know I'll be fine. So every thing's kinda confused but yet straightened out. Well that's it. From Blood To Bones, Hollie

Life
dead hot burning red visions of madness dance through my head death on the left fear on the right searching strugglingto find the light pain anguish memories I carry demons of the past my back do harrie I push on yet I fall back slipping sliding into hell's firey crack I cry I scream I strike out the ground around errupts with a flaming gout the darkness surrounds me no safety I see doomed forever by Fates decree. and on and on for 11 more pages.Guess I was having a bad day.

Military
A group of military Officers are standing around talking when a Lieutenant said, "I feel that making love is 80% fun and 20% work." Captain responded by saying, "No, I think that making love is more work than that. I would say that it is 60% fun and 40% work." Then a Major says, "No, making love is definitely way more work than that. I would say that it is 20% fun and 80% work." They are all contemplating these revelations when a private walks by. The officers call the Private over to ask his opinion. The Major says, "Excuse me, Private, we are having a discussion and would like your input. The Lieutenant says that making love is 80% fun and 20% work. The Captain says that making love is 60% fun and 40% work. I say that making love is 20% fun and 80% work. Private, what is your opinion?" The Private smiles and says, "Sir, you are all wrong. Making love must be 100% fun because if there was any work involved, you would have the enlisted men doing it for you."

My Friend
My friend You are the stars, you are the clouds, Where ever you are, I'm thinking of you right now. Your a hidden treasure, Placed inside my heart, my sadness's pleasure, When ever I'm about to fall apart. The wings to my angel, The light during my day, The picture that’s hang able, My thoughts when I begin to pray. The blood when I get cut, The tears whenever I cry, The friend that will get up, Whenever I want to die. The wind that blows the leaves, The air I breathe in each day, The memories that I keep, My thoughts that'll never go away. Your the story in my book, the painting in my memories, my hearts the one you've took, Now your setting it free. Your the friend I've always wanted, Your the love of my life, Your the person in my head, My Best Friend until I die.

Random Mutterings
Some days, peoples' ignorance amuses me. However today isn't one of those day. I was looking around on deviant art for some stock photos and I run across a young ladies profile. As always, I made sure to read their rules for the use of their stock, and became so annoyed I almost deleted my account there....... Stock Rules - Please link back to me when you use something from this account. - Please send me a link to the deviation, I will add it to my faves. - Do not use my stock for pagan, wiccan, satanic themes. Or you will be permanently blocked. - I don't mind dark themes, like suicide or depression or death. Now I understand, its her work, she can decide what its used for....but to condone pictures of suicide depression and death and then turn around and say I can't make some beautiful wiccan artwork with her photos? C'mon. Sorry, I'll shut up now. So, I'm in this Dragon Tattoo Contest. My first contest here and was wondering if anyone could please go over and vot

What No One Sees About Me
The Part of You That No One Sees You are compassionate, caring, and soothing. You like other people to depend on you... In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out. Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems. Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart. You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

In The Life Of Bella!
Well here i am again . I lost my granddaugher on the 12 of May . My daugher was 6 months preg . Her water broke and she ended up in hosptial 5 hours from me . She had the baby at 4 am sat morning . The baby lived all of 5 mins . She was soooooooooooooooooooo pretty and so very small . Her lungs just was not ready for this big bad world . I know she is being watch over . I lost my mother inlaw in dec and my dad 3 weeks later. So i know she is being looked after . I have to Take care of my daugher now . She will n ever ever get over this . And the same day they told her she might not be able to carry a baby to term . She will fine that out in 3 months. We have not gotten our Little ones ashes yet in a few days . Then we will lay her to rest . Just though i share . Hugsssssssssssss Hi everyone i have not been on for awhile . My grandson has cancer and i have been with him . There are more test to be done to see what kind he has . He has been in hosptial now 16 days he is 3 . I have been

Vancouver Washington
Ok If I never have to go back to Vancouver Washington I will be sooo happy. This weekend I went to Vancouver to watch my daughter perform in a color guard competition * she is a flag girl* Grantted I had alot of fun watching an supporting my daughter, but damn that is a long ass drive LOL. Specially when ya got a 3yr an a 11 yr that fight like cats an dogs! The highschool here an the middle school here took home First place for the marching bands. We get to find out tuesday what my daughter school got. I am not sure who is more excited me or her LOL. Any ways I just wanted to share my weekend with all me lovely friends out here. I hope you all had a good weekend. HUGS Teasin

Well
So I went to the doctor today, and I have had some concerns with getting really dizzy and fainting once or twice....Also on my left hand my thumb, and three of my fingers start tingling, and sometimes they will burn, and then go numb and swell up... Well the doctor is going to see me again on the 21st in two weeks...He's afraid that it might be a clot, since my blood pressure is perfect...But it could also be carpal tunnel which happens in pregnancy, or it could be a million other reasons....Well if my lef hand tingles any time soon, I have to go up to Pueblo for blood work to see what's going on... I'm trying not to worry, it's hard, but I'm trying to think only positive thoughts, and I am so thankful my husband is there as my rock and he's being strong for both of us!!! Well actually all three of us!!! Other than that everything looks okay, and I know this may sound weird, but a few days ago I felt movement!!! I'm only three months, but since my uterus is til

Simple But Very Useful Beauty Tips.....
DONT THINK ITS JUST ' HAIR' - IT ADDS TO UR BEAUTY- TAKE CARE OF IT. DAMAGED, DRY HAIR: A nourishing conditioner for dry or damaged hair, which can be used for all hair types: Separate the white of an egg from the yolk, whip it to a peak. Add 1 Tbsp. water to the yolk and blend until the mixture is creamy. Then mix the white and yolk together. Wet your hair with warm water, remove the excess moisture, and apply the mixture to your scalp with your fingertips. Massage gently until the froth is worked into your scalp, and then rinse the hair with cool water. Keep applying the mixture until it is used up and then rinsed until all of the egg is washed away. DANDRUFF:Pour distilled white vinegar onto the hair, as close to the scalp as you can manage; massage into the scalp; and allow to dry for several minutes before washing as usual. Repeat daily until the dandruff disappears, usually within a few days. HAIR LIGHTENER:To lighten hair, use 1/4 cup chopped fresh rhubarb to 2 cups boiling

The Way I Feel
alone, hurting, sick, empty, helpless, hopeless, needing, wanting, wanted, needed, longing, searching, reaching, finding, losing, abandoned, lost, found, open, closed, dark, broken, wore down , decieved, betrayed, loved, I hate these feelings, I feel inside tonight.. The Way I Feel ( 12 Stones ) by flycodes.com

Sword Fighting
We finally started using weapons and armor in fencing class this week. It was quite the transition. I became unusually skillfull with the gloves Coach had us working with. That is, you held a glove within your hand and tried to hit somebody with it. As hard as you could, to get bragging rights. That wasn't the drill, but it's what ended up happening. Whenever my opponent turned their back on me, I gave them the famous towel snap. You probably know what that is. When my instructor saw me do it though, it wasn't quite so impressive. "Ryan, what was that??" "It was warrior instinct, Coach." "The next time 'Warrior instinct' takes over, make sure you're holding your weapon like a sabre instead of a club." "Yes, Coach." We got our armor issued to us this week. I am the proud bearer of a school fencing jacket that is much too tight and squeezes my nuts, but Sports Chalet doesn't sell fencing jackets so I will have to bear with it for now. Sometimes I think I can hear the

Hey Help Me Out Please !
I need comments and alot of them to win a Mothers Day contest ! So can you all pease take a second and comment me or even better a few mins and BOMB me Thanx! Tara Now Click The Pic ! Please be kind and help

Stress & Health Issues
I have had Terrible right leg pain since Sunday night,behind the knee.Yesterday I went to u-mass hospital.They did an ultra sound on my leg.Found a rare type of Cyst called a Bakers Cyst.Actually 2 of them side by side.There under the skin an so painful they gave me Perks.It's a Percular Pain.Almost as though someone sticking pins in a voodoo doll of me.The pain just about brings tears.it lasts 5 minutes to 20 minutes.It's very hard to sit at the computer,but today I must endure.In my abscence the Kingdom will operate with my Fubar wife,FTW Lost Goth an a few other Loyals.I'm so very Proud of so many in our Kingdom.The Strength of the Wolf will not let us Fail.It knows of no failure just Strength,Endurance,Unity,Respect,Honor. I'm glad the Drama has finally left our Kingdom.We lost many royal Elite Bombers but The Kingdom of Wolves will go on. Actually Simply Amazing I now Classify as Royal Elite,an her Crew member Ice man will be classified as Royal Elite as well,Tweeks on his w

Why Women Hate Me
This is going to be a series........ Comment on my blog, lazy ass! Women hate me! Yes, I’m fairly certain that women, unless they are either bisexual or lesbian, hate me. I’m not going to use that tired little cliché “don’t hate me because I’m beautiful” because the truth is there are a million more women out there, more beautiful than I. So… why am I a threat? When I was young, I was rapidly immersed in a world of nasty sneers and comments, and the knowledge that I would never fit in with the other chicks. “Since I was young, I tasted sorrow on the tongue” (sorry Korn is playing and seemed appropriate). Though I had a vagina, this was apparently not the only criteria for belonging to the club. I had no desire to sit around and plan a fucking dream wedding complete with miles of tulle and white chocolate marzipan. Nor did I have any interest in writing poetry about puppies and rainbows. I didn’t believe in fairies. I didn’t live in that female hormone induced chimera of “h

Stand Here With Me
If we where together, all our dreams come true, to have you to hold, just to be with you, to spend the nights, by your side, we would face all our fears, together in this life, spending the years, looking deep in your eyes, your beautiful face, our breath and hearts, both start to race, together for always, through all time and space, doing what we feel right, in our own world, our own special place, holding each other each night, in the warm candle light, we will make it happen, we will find a way, we will someday be togehter, you will soon, Stand Here With Me..

Thank You
I must say that I found out about this contest I was entered into and when I went to check it out (with one hand over one eye) I was very touched by all the comments. To all of you, thank you very much :) Love, Nellie ...and for those who don't know what I'm talking about..it's right here lol ;)

Sex Iq
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 127 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Are You A Lesbian?
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com You Are Totally a Lesbian Someone would have to be blind and deaf to miss out on the fact that you are a lesbian. You've been checking out women for so long that you've gotten it down to a science. You love tits and legs and smarts. You enjoy sex with ladies, from kissing to banging to eating them out. You hope to settle down with a woman and make a vow with her for life. You are most worked up about the lack of a legitimate gay marriage. Since men are not your thing, legal marriage is a difficult opinion. You long to live in a lesbian utopia! Are *You* a Lesbian? More Great Quizzes from The Quiz Goddess

Forgive My Distraction
Well this'll probably be one of the toughest things I ever post here. I know I promised some of you that I would post pics & a story about my recent adventure, but I hope you'll understand why I haven't done so yet when you hear what I have to say here. I'll be brief. A few days after I got home, and had just gotten back into a routine of work etc, I got a call from my friend Jon here in Camden that our friend Mike had been killed in a snowmobiling accident the day I left for Arizona. At first I didn't really have any overwhelming reaction; "No shit! Wow, that really sucks!" Now understand that I haven't really known Mike for all that long, but as the days have crept by this week, I started to realize how deeply this hurt. Mike was one of those people who always had a smile on his face (a rarity I think these days) and you just knew that he always had your back. He didn't have any enemies, which was confirmed by the fact that the only local venue large enough for his memorial was th

Sir Magic Kinky Thoughts & Life Reflections
Who am I: ? (The age old question) I'm soft spoken, straight, sensual, kinky, very erotically Dominant (not a control freak) 6'1", 240 lb semi-muscular male. I'm refined, articulate, witty, educated, with a bittersweet DARK SOUL. This is NOT to say I'm negative, far from it. If anything I'm a pragmatist who sees the glass as half full NOT half empty like so many. As a person I have faced my own mortality, inner truths and flaws. Life for me is a constant journey to "do better and be better". Like most humans some days I live up to it, other days a fail miserably. I'm a (Anthony)Tony Robbins, Dr Wayne Dyer, John Maxwell and Dr Phil Disciple. I have a simple saying: "BDSM Leather Mastery is not built in a day, it is built daily." ~Sir Magic~ I love the four "S"s : Sushi, Sashimi, Scifi and Sluts. Those who know me say I'm a very dynamic person I am not only comfortable in an Art Museum or Black Tie Affair but the backwoods and trails as well. I have a passion for li

Here We Go...
What do women want? Try picking up a romance novel! Not one of the Harlequin Romance as those are just sleaze on paper, and stay away from Nora Roberts and Danielle Steele cuz they're not much better. But pick up a Christine Feehan, Iris Johanssen, or Jane Feather. That's what we want. Women want a partner who is going to stand by them no matter what scars they possess, emotional or physical. We want someone who is going to view us as so precious a treasure he would do anything to protect us. We want someone who is going to go to impossible lengths to do something so embarrassing silly and romantic. We want chivalry and respect. We want to be courted and adored. We want to be loved so much that he wonders how he lived without us and wants to spend forever with us. We want someone who wants to grow old with us, and who can share our dreams (whatever they may be). We want someone secure enough in themselves and the relationship that he doesn't have to go look at porn

Animal Diaries
6:00 am - At last! I Go Pee! My favorite thing! 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 6:00 pm - They're home! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people!My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps

Was It Really Time
This is a very sad time for us here. Ashley was best friends with one of the girls that was killed on Monday. She was accepted to go to Tech in the fall, She is not sure if she wants to go there now. WAS IT REALLY TIME By: Angel In Waiting Dear God our hearts are breaking As we watch these scenes we see A tragedy at Virginia Tech How could this ever be A young man armed with guns Lord Killed 33 right there Dear God, what made him do this Why did he not even care Taking lives of fellow students Who were there to learn ~ to graduate What could have turned this student Into a young man full of hate Killing even young folk that He didn't even know Killing some he knew quite well Dear God, we're hurting so Man's inhumanity to man Seems to be just everywhere I must wonder God above Why is there such despair What creates within a mind A tragedy of this proportion God how were others to even know What would lead to this situation There are no wor

Witch Vampire Cian Do You Belong In
You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

For My Guy, Waheed (barry)
WISE He is WISE beyond his years. Thoughtful, kind, caring, and intelligent. Steadfast in his beliefs and his moral integrity. A genteel advisor. Delicate, polite, and elegant. ADORABLE Delightful, lovable, and charming. Naive in his approach, candid in his views, and trustworthy in his manner. HUMBLE Meek in his demeanor, modest in his behavior, and unpretentious. A demure soul. EXCITING Appealing, provocative, dangerous, and rebellious. Intriguing, impressive, racy, and stimulating. At his whim... He can create ANARCHY. LOL !! Alienate/Attract Incorrigible/Innocent Obstinate/Amenable Unruly/Compliant Willful/Receptive ENTICING Alluring, attracting, tempting, and seductive. Arouses hope and desire. He invites all and tempts many. DISTANT Cool, apprehensive, remote, and reluctant. Thanks for being my most trusted friend. For always being there whenever I need you.. albeit on the phone, Cherry, or Yahoo.

Truth Will Come Out Soon...
Lawmakers open Tillman-Lynch hearing Questions about ex-NFL star's death, and rescue of Army private LIVE VIDEO Tillman-Lynch hearing LIVE VIDEO: The House Oversight and Government Reform Committee holds a hearing on the capture of Army Pfc. Jessica Lynch and the death of Army Cpl. Pat Tillman. NBC News Live WASHINGTON - Lawmakers on Tuesday were pressing the Pentagon with questions still hovering over the friendly fire death of one-time National Football League star Pat Tillman and the rescue of Pfc. Jessica Lynch. "We owe our troops the truth," House Oversight Commitee Chairman Henry Waxman, D-Calif., said in his opening statement, adding that "that didn't happen" with these two cases. In the Tillman case, a key question is whether a military Predator drone was flying overhead when he was killed on April 22, 2004, in Afghanistan and if so, did it videotape the incident? General faces demotion in Tillman case By LOLITA C. BALDOR, Associated Press Wr

All About Baby Girl!
well my friend munk got me in here. so lol i guess you all owe it to him that im here. i dont really know what to say here in my first one. but i guess i can say if there is anything you all would like to know about me just ask way. im a pretty open book. so anyway thats my first blog. lol. hit me up with your questions or comments. keep it real and peace out.

Live, Laugh, And Love To The Fullest!!
My cousin, who was just like a sister, is gone. She was so young and still had so much to experience. She had yet to experience true love, marriage, a child, the world. As I stood looking at her open casket it really hit me. She is truly gone. The one thing, the one thing is that she truly looked like herself. She had her favorite hoodie on, her makeup the way she always wore it, and it truly was her. Most of the time people do not always look like themselves, and they always are in a dress or suit. But too look at her, she was Krissy. The beautiful fun loving Krissy that I would see around and she had that smile. That beautiful signature smile that no one has. She was who she was and she had a wonderful attitude about things. She would always say, "Live life to the fullest. You never know when those dearest to you will be taken away." So I guess that is what we all should listen to. Live and love to the fullest. If God sends something special your way. Do not let it go. I use to baby

Mind Thoughts
I SIT HERE I WONDER. ABOUT ALL THE THE PROMISES U HAVE MADE. ALL THE HEART U HAVE BROKEN. THE DREAMS U HAVE CRUSHED. I LOOK INTO THE EYES OF A GUY TO SEE WHAT HE HAS DONE. TO MAKE ME FEAR THERE MORE TO COME. BROKEN HEARTS THE BROKEN SOULS IVE SEEN IN THIS WORLD FROM 1 MAN FEAR. MAKES ME WONDER WHAT MAKE ME ASK FOR MORE... THE QUESTON NEVER GET ANSWERED THE FEAR KEEPS ME BACK TO WATCH. WHAT A MAN CAN DO TO KEEP THE HURT INSIDE??? THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME WONDER Y THE A MAN THAT HAS A HEART ....CAN BE SO COLD. NEVER THINKS BEFORE HE TAKES A SOUL...THE DREAMS AND RUNS FREEE. NEVER TAKE THAT FROM ME TO THE FACT IS IM BACK....

Memorial Remembered
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=800501138 Memorial Day CeremonyAdd to My Profile | More Videos GOOD DAY TO ALL ON CHERRYTAP - TO ALL THE CHERRYTAP PEOPLE THAT HAVE SERVED IN OUR NATION'S SERVICES I SALUTE YOU AS A FELLOW SERVER. TODAY, BEING MEMORIAL DAY I'LL BE AWAY FROM CHERRYTAP - DUE TO A SERVICE BEING HELD IN BUSNELL VETERAN'S MEMORIAL CEMETERY IN BUSHNELL FLORIDA. MY FATHER, WAS BURIED THERE 3YRS AGO BUT ALSO SERVERED HIS COUNTRY IN THE SILENT WAR KNOWN AS THE KOREAN WAR. IN LOGGING ON, I CAME ACROSS THIS VIDEO - SHORT- PLEASE TAKE A MOMENT FROM YOUR DAILY BOMBING AND GIVE CREDIT TO THE PEOPLE THAT SERVED, THAT ARE SERVING TODAY SO WE CAN ENJOY THIS FREEDOM ON CHERRYTAP AND ACROSS THE WORLD. THIS GOES FOR THE ENTIRE WORLD NOT JUST THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS AND BRING THEM HOME SAFELY I'M HOPING MY LINK IS CORRECT IN THIS BULLETINMemorial Day CeremonyAdd to My Profile | More Videos There is a special al

Sweet Suzy
QUESTION OF THE DAY IF SOME ASS IS DUMB ENOUGH TO BUY SWEET SUZY A VIC WHAT COLOR WILL ITS NAME BE IN PINK OR BLUE SINCE NO ONE CAN ANSWER WHAT IT REALLY IS ??? I WONDER THESE THINGS SOMETIMES OH WELL BACK TO THE HOT TUB FOR THE FAT MAN HAVE FUN TAPPING

Family
well im kinda sad right now my lil bro in iraq now, he safe and i hope it stays that way!!!!! and we dont know how long hes going to be over there for im hoping its not longer then a year but you never know when when it come to being in the army like he is well im going to an aunt once more!!! Phillip and his bitch of a girlfriend Britteny will be having a kid!! can you believe it??? well im still having a hard time with it myself so yeah i got to talk to my dad and hes realy sad right now he had to go in today and get a MRI done to see what going on with his liver and they wont know what ups for at lest a week or so and then theres the fact that he missess us(me my sis and bro) we havent seen in a year and hafe the next time i might be able to see him will be in late January or early Febriary and thats only if i have the money to fly out to see him i wish that i could be out there now or on the 19th of this month cause that is day my grandma died last year my dads mom so i k

Come Check Out & Join My World
I had to invite my Cherry Top Friends to join the BEST interracial community on MSN. Lil-Shaq's World! Come on in and meet gorgeous ladies, handsome men, experience new things, and just have fun! It's a drama-free group for people of all races, colors, sizes, religions, & different places to meet and have fun! You MUST a registered MSN profile with a picture, age, and location or you will NOT be accepted. (MUST BE 18 YRS OR OLDER TO JOIN) Blank applications will be denied. If you are going to join, I ask that you don't be shy. Post your pics of yourself in the photo album. Fill out the Member Info & Your Birthday, And jump right in and participate in the community! Thank You! http://groups.msn.com/Lil-ShaqsWorld One Love! Lil-Shaq

Stuff I Found On Bullitens
Here are a few things to think about that you probably have never thought about: Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... But it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "

I Would Do Anything For Just A Second To Show What I Have
Another girl get away. I hate being jus friends. Thats all i am to every girl i met. and when i do meet someone it back fires on my ass everytime. i jus wish i could meet someone who i can relate to and be loved by. but that jus not gna happen. im to the point where i jus dont give a fuck anymore. everything around me is jus wrong. doesnt feel right at all. chris mikey n nick are the only ones i can really trust. seems like everyone eles is jus lieing to me. and i hate that. i fucking hate it. i jus wanna die. go to sleep and never wake up. come back as an animal maybe even a bird. and jus fly threw the wind and shit on peoples heads haha. specialy on fuckin romans god damn head. and all the girls who broke my heart or didnt wanna take a chance to grab it and see what love i can give. I want her next to me in my life more than anything I have ever wanted. I wanna show her the love I want to give to her tell she dies. Be with her every moment in our little lifes. Prove to her she

Fantasy 2
pretty coed is in a bar just drinking her little fizzy special drink. wait a minute that is me. what the fuck. i ain't naive. "bartender i need a double shot of whiskey. I throw the shot back and slam the shot glass down on the bar almost hard enough to shatter it. You are sitting on the other side of the room when You see me do this and as soon as the glass hits the bar...Your cock twitches, it is telling You that IT is interested in this white piece of meat. so You get up and nonchalantly grab Your drink and walk over to me. You look me up and down in my short short mini-skirt and my skin tight top that leaves nothing to the imagination. You reach out and brush the back of Your hand across my breast and instantly my nipples become rock hard. You say " mmm interesting your tits like Me as much as My cock likes u". i bite back a moan and say Maybe. You tell the bartender to line them up and keep em coming cuz You are gonna get lucky tonight. i re

Hosting My First Contest....come Win A 7 Day Blast
I am throwing my first contest!!!!! If you want to win a 7 day blast then hit me up and get in on this contest!!!!! Contest will start as soon as I have 10 entries OR more......I still need 4 more entries so repost so we can get this party started!!!!! Rules are simple..... First person to get 35,000 Comments WINS the 7 day BLAST Comment BOMB yourself if you like No cheating/No Scripts...I will be watching!!!!!! Since I think it sucks to enter a contest and not win something....I am offering alternative prizes!!!!!!!!! Put on 1,000 comments and get A Trophy for trying 5,000 comments for A Platinum Cherry 10,000 comments for A Silver Motorcycle 20,000 comments for A Corvette 30,000 comments for A Porsche All Prizes will be bought during Happy Hour!!!!!!! Thanks and keep reposting so your friends can get in on this

About Me!
So.. im new to this.. kinda weird, Myspace is much better, but to much drama!!! anyways!! I am deeply involved in a VERY serious relationship with the man of my dreams! I love him more then anything in this world *Besides my daughter* I have a 5 month old baby girl, her name is Addison, she is my life!! Umm..there are TONS of pics on my myspace if youd like to check them out, Look me up with my email address.. ooxxfoxracinxxo@aol.com

Horrorscope 5-16-07
A goal that seems fairly unlikely suddenly becomes eminently possible, so don't put those dreams on the curb just yet. The stars say that you're likely to get a thumbs-up very soon if you keep your eyes on the prize.

They Walk Among Us
I walked into a Quizno's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one-get one free". "They're already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free". She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They walk among us, and many work retail. =================== One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" And they walk among us! ===================== While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh, I don't keep up with that stuff." They walk among us!! ====================

Sympathy
From The Hayes Daily News by R. W. Yeager, Norton, KS: We need to show more sympathy for these people. They travel miles in the heat; they risk their lives crossing a border; they don't get paid enoughwages; they do jobs that others won't do or are afraid to do; they live in crowded conditions among a people who speak a different language; they rarely see their families; and they face adversity all day everyday. I'm not talking about illegal Mexicans.....I'm talking about our troops. Doesn't it seem strange that Congress is willing to lavish all kinds of social benefits on illegals, but won't support our troops and are now threatening to de-fund them? Please pass this on. This is worth the short time it takes to read it. Semper Fidelis, Roadie

Satisfying Women Mentally, Emotionally And Physically
I know I am going to get a lot of slack from people about this one but I have been told alot of time that men don't know how to appreciate a woman, that men don't know how to take care of a woman. Men can't satisfy them. All the complaints that I have heard, and I came up with a solution. Here are somethings you can pass on, every last one of these tips I have personally learned throughout my years. Ladies if you feel like these tips are mistakes and they can't help you, please let me know. The Main Event 1. A man who realizes how important foreplay is to a woman knows that something that happens at 8am can have an effect at 10pm. (Anything that lets her know you are thinking of her is foreplay. Giving her flowers, Dinner, Quick calls during the day, Take out the trash, Massaging her feet, Saying, Honey let me do that.) 2. Women want to be with a man they are proud to be seen with. Make sure if she gives you some fashion tips, use them! 3. If a woman genuinely fe

Making It Right
You came into my life And with you came light; A light so strong and warm. Now you are gone, And day has become night. Darkness pervades, And I am alone. Oh, for a candle To drive back the night And help me see again, The world in all its glory. But alone I remain, And blackness surrounds As I come to realise, You shall not return. A friendship by chance A meeting by chance it appeared But was not Thoughts fo meaningles tryst I forgot The purest of spirits Has scripted this plot Now strong grows our friendship In heaven begot But how much and how deep Could at first not be seen Only now can I glimpse What this friendship might mean Poems and music And vision and dreams Our voices, our silence In landscapes of green The flower of love Is the harvest we might reap Together we’ll laugh And together we’ll weep We’ll unlock and unfold And then cherish and keep The mystery that dwells In our friendship so deep Making

Lowriders 80's Lounge
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

I'm Frustrated And I'm Not Going To Take It Anymore
Entry for June 02, 2007 I think i've come to the end of my rope for one reason and one reason only and I'm tired of being frustrated about it, simple as fucking that and it's going to be said on here and Cherrytap in seperate blogs and hopefully this wakes some up! Anyways, I'm tired of not being treated good by others other than a those few like my girlfriend Kate and also a few others who I won't say here, What I will say is, people, I'm still a human being and I've got feelings like you do and everybody else and people shouldn't be faceitious and say one minute, they see me for me and then go off and sit there and not be honest about how they fruly feel, if your my friend than great but if your going to "act like my friend" and not be one for sure and be faceitious, I got a newsflash for you, it's done, I don't care if that means I clean out a good majority of my list of friends on here or Cherrytap or what have you because I'm frustrated and sick of the bullshit and sick of th

Rate Me!
heres my link to vote for me for the Cherry Tap Bikin Contest: go here: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=305222&albumid=383364&i=3828948424 VOTE VOTE VOTE!!! thank you for those who support me!! hey guys! PLEASE CLICK HERE AND VOTE FOR ME for the 2008 "best of the net" calendar contest going on right now. I think you can vote once a day? SO PLEASE VOTE! i would really appreciate your support... I would love a place in that calendar! heres the link: THANK YOU!!! KEEP VOTING!! XOXO payton

What Do You Have To Say ???
I wanna be the pillow he holds close: just so I can be in his arms. I wanna be the security system his fingers caress when he gets home: just so I can keep him safe. I wanna be the flowers he gets on his doorstep: just so I can be appreciated. I wanna be the umbrella he works like a model: just so I can protect him from the storms of life. I wanna be the postman who delivers his mail: just so he'll think I'm dependable. I wanna be the girl he cries about: just to know I mean something to him. I wanna be the lie he tells to himself every morning when he says he's okay: just because he's so familiar with it. I wanna be everything I'm not: just so he'll notice me. We're just two connecting pieces in a puzzle, peanut butter & jelly on a piece of bread, and icy water and a sweating boy on a summer's day. He just doesn't know it yet. Current mood: exhausted 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Wou

I'm February....what Are You?
JANUARY = BIG WHORE Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hot. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Snazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 minutes and your r

One Of The Best Shows I've Seen In A Really Long Time
The best show i've seen in a long time besides Bones has arrived. The Tudors is filled with great actors, and beautiful scenery. The excitement just grows every episode I see. The actor who plays king is gorgeous and an amazing actor. The show is filled with sexual tension which makes it more suspenseful and a hell of a lot sexier. The sex scenes are some of the hottest I scene in a while. Its a very intense and inticing show. I luv this show, and would recommend it to all my friends and family. And I say if you haven't seen it go find it on tv or the web sometime and watch it. I think you'll be pleasantly surprised.

Random Stuffs
AN ADULT SURVEY......Ready for this?? Lets see If you have the BALLS to answer truthfully! 1. Ever been to a male strip club? Nope 2. Ever been to a female strip club? Yes that was fun. boobs everywhere! 3. Ever been to a bar? A few 4. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Yes but only because The owner who happened to be my friend had getten in trouble with the liquer board for underage drinking and Im not 21 so I couldnt stay lol. (changed July 5 2007!!!) 5. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Nope butttttt again 21 in like 14 days 6. Ever been so drunk you blacked out? Lol See above 7. Kissed someone of the same sex (no relatives)? Never...I wouldn't ever do that *nodding head yes* 8. Thrown up from drinking too much? Nope 9. Had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period? Yes 10. Had sex in a car? Car, truck, suv, van...yep. 11. Had sex in a park? Sadly no 12. Had sex in a movie theater? Not full se

Wishing You To Life
And demons we shall be for thee my lord for thee the moon grants us this wish for power beyond limits where the light fades darkness shall reign we shall flow a river of blood for thee and littered with souls shall it ever be Your words are our laws Your steps our creed Forever in the fires In nomine Patris Et filii et spiritu sanctis Nema I cant help but keep thinking about the way you touched me I opened all my doors to you now its over the pain comes so gently rushing over over me... Take my hand open your soul lift me up and let me go dont stop to take a breath just open your eyes and watch me fly I can recall the moment after another way you left me here I couldnt reach out to you the keys lost now I am terrified by this loneliness Take me by the hand open my soul let me in i wanna go away from this go away from this pain so i guess ill just cut away... so i guess ill just cut away so i guess ill just go away... Soy de ningún modo

Stuff You Should Check Out
my friend posted this on myspace...so here's to wishful thinking b/c there's never a guy who would do all this...at least not for long... Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she'

Bits N Pieces
Ever Feel like you don't belong? Feel like the life you have chosen is wrong? Settling on what seems is the best for you, But messing it up though thats nothing new. The card you have been dealt is the joker of the pack, You are stuck with it now and you can't hand it back. Living your life surviving day by day, You sit back and think you got lost along the way. You open your heart to those in which you care, Once again it is broken leaving you lonely and bare, So you try and protect it and built up a wall, But know you can't promise to keep it from all. Why do we let our hearts rule our brain? It feels like your life is being washed down the drain. Why can't we be strong and choose our own life? I feel like I can't even be a good wife. But this is what I have here and now, And I know I shall survive somehow, Just live in hope it will improve someday, For I really don't like feeling this way. I have to say Goodbye, Feel I have to shut the door, For even t

9 Words Women Use.
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but it's a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard bef

This Is My Real Life!!!
For those that don't know me... I have a very painful, and debilitating disease called LUPUS!!!! I take 10 different medications to take down some of the pain levels I am always in.... I have been diagnosed with this disease for the past 4 years of my life.... It attacks your nervous system, bones, joints and skin.... And most of all it EATS BADLY away at your IMMUNE system..... This CT site is soo awesome.. And I have such awesome friends I have met on here!!! .. So I just wrote this tonight.... I do write alot of journals.. And figured I would start writing them online....... Step into my world for a little while and see that the GIRL behind the smiling pics..... She is a girl painfully hurting on the inside and outside... Just trying to live every day t othe best that I can now.... :) =================================================== How I am feeling today.. Can you hear me?? Can you feel what I am feeling?? Can you hear my Whispers in the nightime..... Through all my pa

Hey My Cherry Friends, This Is For Anyone That Can Draw.
hey my cherrie friends, I'm sorry to ask you for another favor, I really am, but I just want to ask all of you something,I know its kinda stupid to ask this, but can anyone draw a picture of my profile pic or any other pic you want to choose from my photos? if anyone does that I'll be forever thankfull and will have that favor in mind. thank you for your time. much love, Diamond.

Funny Shit
1. FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. FIVE MINUTES: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. NOTHING: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. GO AHEAD: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. LOUD SIGH: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. THAT'S OKAY: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay f

My True Feelings
WELL THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG IN CT AND ITS MOST LIKELY A PRETTY DUMB ONE BUT WHO CARES IF YOU DON'T LIKE DON'T READ IT WITCH I KNOW MOST WON'T ANYHOW.... WELL I PUT MY HEART OUT THERE AGAIN FOR A VERY SPECIAL GUY I FELL FOR ALL HIS WORDS TELLING ME HOW HE KNEW I WAS THE ONE AND HOW HE WOULD WAIT AS LONG AS IT TOOK TO GET MY LIFE IN ORDER SO WE COULD BE TOGEATHER THINGS WERE GREAT (I THOUGHT) WELL HE WENT AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS PROMISED HES CALL OR CATCH ME ON HERE EVERYDAY (HUMM MAYBE HEARD FROM HIM TWICE) I WROTE TO HIM I CALLED HIM AND LEFT MESSAGES EVERYDAY BUT HE NEVER RETURNED ANYTHING WELL HE DID TWICE SAYING IT WAS ALL GOING TO BE OK TO JUST HOLD ON TILL HE GOT HOME NOT TO GIVE UP ON HIM SO LIKE A FOOL I SAT HERE AND THOUGHT ABOUT NOTHING BUT HIM DAY AND NIGHT AND FELL FOR HIM MORE AND MORE WELL HES BACK NOW AND I HAVE STILL NOT HEARD FROM HIM I GEUSS IT WAS ALL A DREAM AND I JUST WOKE UP I MEAN COME ON IF YOU WANTED TO BE WITH SOMEONE AS BAD AS HE SAID HE WANTED TO BE WITH ME WOULDN

Capt. Kangaroo & Mr. Rogers
Just wondering how many of us as Americans really understand what it is that is happening to our country. Our fore fathers fought for this country so we could be free to choose how we lived and worshiped but as time has gone on we have forgotten all this and now we allow ourseves to told what we can and can not do why is it I have to press one to listen to a message in english shouldn't the message already be in english after all that is the langue of this country if I go to France I have to speak french or just do what I can to comuacate what I need same thing in Mexico have to speak spanish no other country does what we do and I think it's time we stopped letting everyone else decide how and what we should the war in the middleeast we are in we should have just gone and done like we did Japan sorry but it's the way I feel and as for all the illeagle aliens ( if your one and I offended you good take your ass back to Mexico if ya don't like it)we should round them up and ship there ass

The Cat Is Out Of The Bag
Mike let the cat out of the bag today. If you haven't seen this post. Here it is. FUBAR will change the world! sometime next week i'm going to rename the site to fubar. you'll still be able to go to cherrytap.com, or fubar.com.. both will go to the same place and all the old cherrytap.com links will still work. you're probably asking yourself why is babyjesus such a psycho? well, if you've read my blogs you'll notice i've never been a super best friends fan of the name cherrytap...(anyone get that reference?) fubar is also much faster to type. besides, the name doesn't make the site... the people that use it do. before any rumors start: * no the site hasn't been sold to anyone, it's still the same crazy folks running things. * no we're not planning to do anything different on the site after the name change. * we're not resetting accounts or anything. * old salutes with cherrytap.com in them are still valid, but after the name change you'll have to specify fuba

Depression
let me start at your lower back... kissing , biting and licking you all the way up to your neck... then i'm going to suck on your ears and kiss your soft lips... after i get to your soft lips... im going to work m way down your hot sexy chest... then when im at your hips... im going to to tease you just a bit... i just may let you suck on my clit... as we get into i wrap my soft lips around your hard ass dick... as im sucking on it like a lolly pop... your breathing like a hound... feeling all around... its wet you found... and you anticipate on the sounds... so your body starts to heat... with a tingling in your feet... as you start to pull my hair... your hoping to foam the town... and your kisses descend down... finally your juices spring free like an eagle... violently i slurp them up like some fruit punch in a cup... my eyes close innocently like a pup... as i lay while the volcano erupts... excitingly i scream w

My Writings
No matter where you decide You need to be or go, I plan on staying here for you In your heart, I'm sure you'll know. I made myself a promise And this was my own choice To always be right here for you, Ever listening for your voice. And if you should ever need me At any time or place, Just call my name out softly And you will see my face. What we have shared together Means more than just today It is meant to last forever And beyond that by a day. My love is unconditional And will stand the test of time You own a peice now of my heart, Even if you are not mine. Your contentment and your happiness Are what matters most to me. I do not care what others think, I only know how it should be. Regardless of what the future holds Weather near or far apart, I will be here for you always Like a whisper in your heart. If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you are feeling blue If I could build a mo

Charlie Pride
Whenever I chance to meet some old friends on the street They wonder how does a man get to be this way I've always got a smiling face Anytime and any place And everytime they ask me why I just smile and say You've got to Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home Well people may try to guess The secret of a happiness but some of them never learn it's a simple thing The secret i'm speaking of Is a woman and a man in love and the answer is in this song that i always sing You've got to Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home

Food
Ok, I had the most delicious tomatoes the other day and kept thinking about why they aren't served as is for most people. Sometimes, simple is better. So I kept pondering this. Finally, I started thinking about a way to add something different w/o changing them. I found a perfect tomatoe, not too juicy, but still ripe and full of flavor. Then I cut some rosemary, washed the stem carefully, and set it aside. I sliced the top of tomatoe off, just enough to make a cap. then I inserted the rosemary stem, with the green sprigs still on, down into the juicy portions of the tomatoe and placed the cap back on. Let it sit for 3 hours, then removed the stems. Sliced the tomatoe and served. Wow...it was great! Next I'm going to try it with different herbs. Basil, tyme, etc. Perhaps each section with it's own flavor.

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. Don't forget the 7th kin

Keirsey
You are the eruption of orchids that lights a dark night. Or the lyrical kiss of blue a de Kooning brushstroke brings to life. You are the sudden breeze that cools a hot day, and the soothing sound of a running stream. You are a waterfall, a rainbow, a four-leafed clover. You are a snowflake, a quill, and the joy behind a child's laughter. You are a caryatid, a shooting star, a widow's mite. A hope, a pearl, and a nymph in a forest of satyrs. You are a white sapphire amidst the grains of sand on the River Seine. You are a valentine long forgotten in the secret drawer of an antique chest. You are an ivory and onyx cameo that once graced Cleopatra's neck. You are anise, a Darjeeling garden, and carnelian light. You are a huckleberry, a Jasmine flower, and licorice spice. As absolute as the heavens; as infinite as the Universe. Celestial is your beauty. Mesmerizing is your gaze. An ancient duenna from a far away place. And you have voya

Diva Val's Passion Blog
Today's kiss is the Butterfly kiss: Rub eyelashes and blink. If you really like your husband blink faster! Romantic Tip of the Day: While your husband showers, heat up his or her towel in the dryer. awww! HOW IS YOUR LOVE LIFE? * Has your love life gotten a little stale? * Want to freshen things up? * Looking for some lovemaking games that aren't too "out there" Book A Passion Diva Party with ME! Earn Free Passion items just for hosting! Val ~Your Passion Diva http://www.DivaVal.com "Bringing Passion Home!" Today's Kiss is the Angel kiss: You softly kiss the forehead of the one you love. Romantic Tip of the Day: Arrange for an intimate romantic lunch date with your husband. Put your passion to action! Val ~Your Passion Diva http://www.DivaVal.com You asked for it... so here it is. The Kisses Course, day one. Try each of these kisses with your honey to SPICE up your relationship -- or just to have a giggle together. Kiss of the Day:

My Peeps!!!...
Wut it do peoples...I hope all of your weekends are starting off great. I gather you all here cause I'm being crazy n i'm bored like usual...lol... My sis is on Fubar aka CherryTap aka Lost Cherry now....If you gots time how bout stoppin by n showin her some luv....mucho thnx!!!:P Tia Bia@ fubar

My First Blog
Sorry wont be around till later today...I actually got tp go to work..UGH!! Hope You all have A Great Day!! *MUAH*!!!! ~Dee Now you gotta repost this as, "babe are you mine?" The 1st person to message you saying "I'm yours." ... will be your fubar sweetheart... you'd be surprised just who wants to be yours...you have to do this even if you are taken Just seeing what the blogs are like on here, I blog everything on my Yahoo 360

Msk's Spot
My How Time Fly...... He Was Just 7yrs. Old In The Pic Above..... And Now He Is 10yrs. Old.... Happy Birthday My Spoiled Baby...... Mommie Loves You...... MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND....TRY NOT TO DRINK TOO MUCH!! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts Hot Myspace Comments

Online Status
From the Shouts I have been receiving when I log on, it seems that it shows me online when I'm not. So - if it shows that I am online, but I don't answer your Shout, PLEASE don't think I am ignoring you. Odds are that I am not online. I have seen bulletins from other people saying they are experiencing the same thing. Hopefully they'll get this problem fixed soon. Thanks!

Missing
I walk through the shadows, to an end with no light. I can't seem to find you, there is no end in sight. I wander to and fro, with nothing but blackness. My hearts beating faster, my limbs feel the slackness. I call out your name, with no answer back. I hate when we're missing, can I ever get back? Is it you? Or is it me? Lost in this darkness, the abysmal sea. I wander and wander, searching high and low. Will I ever come out, will I ever know? My head pounds as I ponder these thoughts, alas, The weariness creeps in and brings solace. I lay myself down, too tired to go on. I wake in the morning, my heart fallen. Then I look up and there you are, My brave knight, my little morning star. I wish I could tell you, these things that you mean. I play it in my head, a great romantic scene. I just look at you and smile and blow a kiss. My soul knows, it is you i shall always miss.

Boredom
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF-The SurveyName::BECKY Birthday::APRIL 8TH Birthplace::SAN ANTONIO TX. Current Location::DEVINE TX. Eye Color::BROWN Hair Color::DARK BROWN/BLACK Height::5'2"-ISH I THINK Right Handed or Left Handed::RIGHT Your Heritage::HISPANIC The Shoes You Wore Today::BLACK DEMONIA BOOTS Your Weakness::LONELYNESS Your Fears::NOT SURE... =/ Your Perfect Pizza::EH.. PEPPERONI AND LOTS OF CHEESE!? IDK LOL Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year::THERES A BUNCH OF GOALS I WOULD LIKE TO ACHIEVE RIGHT NOW LOL Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger::HAHA, LOL, LMAO, KICKASS... ETC First Thoughts Waking Up::BLEH, DAMN IM BORED ALREADY Your Best Physical Feature::DONT HAVE ONE... DO LIKE MY HAIR THOUGH Your Bedtime::WHENEVER I GET TIRED Pepsi or Coke::NEITHER McDonalds or Burger King:EH.. DONT LIKE FAST FOOD MUCH.. Single or Group Dates::BOTH Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea::NESTEA Chocolate or Vanilla::CHOCOLATE I GUESS.. Cappuccino or coffee::NEITHER Do You Swear::NO SHIT.. =]

My Love
i wish to be the air you breathe love that floods your every cell revitalising you, cheering you up every second of your life i love like the rush of the Nile, Yangtze - listen, listen to this lovelorn heart, holding on, letting go, holding on with such tenacity to the hope of every lovelorn night an eclipse helps distill my love for you, seals your charms, allure from the craving prying eyes of world, precipitates that momentuous silhouette, escapade for me and you sun and moon, yin and yang to be totally absorbed in bliss, in each other love, love, love if only i could be the only star to win your fancy for that sparkling while heaven the world would become Faith HillThere You'll BeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Yes, faith can lift a mountain from its base! Yes, faith can turn a river off its course; Yes, faith can win an impossible race! Yes, faith can calm a lion as he roars! Sure, faith can do impossible a thing! Sure, faith ca

Cam Princess
Okay well the site is loaded with stuff to figure out. So that is what I have been doing since last night. The noises are strange but cracking me up.. I have some special friends that I have known online for years already join up so if I missed passing ya a drink sorry.. It's crazy.. Anyhooooo Here I go I wanna figure out what the happy hour thing is all about.. Anyone know.. LOL Well Fubar is fun. I am enjoying the small chats I have here and there when I log in from time to time. I went a couple days or maybe 24 hours not sure with out logging in and came back to whole lot of new friend requests. I have some pictures to post but won't be doing that tonight. I love the virtual gifts they are fun. I can't wait to get some giant gift that would be even funner. I must say it's different not getting the real gifts. But I love it still it's a great concept. Anyway.. I gotta show tomorrow night at nine I hope you find me! xoxo Faith

Whatever
27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . . *1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or ***y. *2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second. *3 . Kiss her on the forehead. *4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. *5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times. *6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. *7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. *8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is. *9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. *10 . Write her notes. {she loves them} *11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend. *12 . Play with her hair. *13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her. *14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. *15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes. *16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her. *17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

Sex In The Park
we was just leaving the movies when you said that you wanted something to eat. so i went ahead and drove to the waffle house so we can grab something to eat before we went home. after we got done eating i decided taht i wanted to go to the park. it was late, like around 1130 or 12 but i didnt care. you know that i just love being around you and making you smile. so while i was pulling up in the park i was steadly undressing you with my eyes. i could see the print of your nipples poking out through your shirt, and the print of your pussy bulging through your shorts. at the same time you was also undressing me with your eyes. you saw that my dick was starting to get hard and you just let out a lil smile. i got out of the truck and came to your side so i could open the door for you. i watched as your right leg came out first and then your left leg made the sight look even more beautiful. as we began to walk towards the benches, i wrapped my arms around you and star

Changes
THIS IS A QUESTION FOR EVERYONE.. I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF CHANGING MY NAME... IF YOU THINK I SHOULD WELL HELP ME THINK OF SOME GOOD IDEAS. IF NOT TELL ME THAT U WANT ME TO KEEP IT... it's almost time for some changes, but to tell you the truth i am lil terrified cause i know i have let myself go lil bit. so the changes i will make are how i look and how i present myself. if you like great if not oh well this is me and nobody else... you can't change someone whether it's now or later.... this is greg i'm out!

Bored And Doing Stupid Surveys
Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:I think I do sometimes, never stayed awake to check...haha LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:Lover totally WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:Losing one of my children AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:Not so much WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:Its stupid, but to each his own DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:yes, I do WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:I thought I was....but, beauty is in the eye of the beholder HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:what single life??? lol...I dont think I have ever been single....long story WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:Black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:sometimes HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:Nope, but I would love to ANY SECRET TALENTS?:hehehehe....well, I do have a couple WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:Some place quiet and green...maybe in the mountains HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:yep....and no I dont care for it much HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:Yes..interesting movie DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:I dont care as much as I should...I dont use aresol h

Been Dared
THE FOLDED NAPKIN A Truckers Story If this doesn't light your fire..your wood is wet! I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. But I had never had a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted one. I wasn't sure how my customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Downs Syndrome. I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't generally care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good and the pies are homemade. The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy college kids traveling to school; the yuppie snobs who secretly polish their silverware with their napkins for fear of catching some dreaded "truck stop germ" the pairs of white-shirted business men on expense accounts who think every truck stop waitress wants

My Daughter
Last night I wrote a blog about my daughter being sick. Well thankfully she is ok, she just has the flu. She still has to watch her liver, but she will be fine. I want to thank some very special people who pulled me through last night. My sis liberty girl no matter what ur always there for me. I was crying my eyes out and u still talked me through it. I love ya girl, I couldnt get through anything without u. My best friend trina and sheribaby, u know me best and u still helped me through it. Now to some new special friends, the members of the People's Lounge. I have only been a member for a few days, but I feel like im part of something there. You were concerned for me and my daughter, and just concentrated on me and helping me feel better. You didnt have to do that but you did, I appreciate that more than you know. Sparks57, Angeleyes, heart, soveliss, Ju, you have welcomed me and im so happy for that. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me. Now for

Piochi
Today we lost an important member of our family. Someone that had shared 17 years of my life. My beloved Piochi passed away at 6:45. She was diagnosed with cancer a little over a year and a half ago and my vet suggested not having surgery because of Chi's age. She had a strong heart, still thought she was a kitten, even if it was in her own little mind, and was not in any pain what so ever. She was a little over 15 then. We have watched her slowly lose the weight the last 2 weeks and yesterday I knew she was starting to fade. I reqret not spending the night with her, I thought I would have had more than 1 more day with her, and had I known, I would have put her in my bed & curled up next to her. Nichole & I spent the day with her and tried to make her as comfortable as we could. She went from wandering the house last night looking for me to not being able to hold herself up at all in a matter of hours. I'm sure she hung on as long as she could for me ... Being told over & over it was o

True Love
HAVE U EVER FELT AN EMOTION, THAT LEAVES YOU ACHING IN YOUR HEART? AN EMOTION THAT SOMETIMES TICKLES AND OTHER TIMES RIPS YOUR HEART APART. THIS DAMNING EMOTION THAT YOU FIGHT FOR THE WORDS TO EXPLAIN, AND SOMETIMES JUST WANT TO SCREAM AND COMPLAIN. AN EMOTION OF SMILES, AND SOME FULL OF TEARS, A SIGH OF COMFORT,AND ALOT OF FEARS. THAT FILLING EMOTION OF JOY,AND LAUGHTER, THAT DREAM OF HAPPILY EVER AFTER. THAT ONE EMOTION CALLED LOVE, SOME WITH AND SOME WITHOUT. THAT ONE TRUE LOVE, SOMEONE,SOMEWHERE U JUST CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT. SO THINK ABOUT IT AND TELL YOUR TRUE LOVE THAT IT'S MORE THAN A FEELING YOU SHARE TOGETHER, CAUSE I'M HERE TO TELL YOU NOTHING LAST FOREVER! P.S. DEDICATED FOR YOU ALL AMERICAN REJECT BY: CICI34

Packing
This is noway direct at or towards anyone who my read this... Just sitting here wishing upon a star... wishing that prince charming existed wishing that the knight in shining arm existed wishing that a dam good man existed wishing that mister right existed None of those exist in reality As one friend said they all die cuz he killed them. I am starting to think that they all have die. I can't help but to think that I wont find a guy that is tough and strong enough to put up with or even like my strong personality. I can't help that I WONT put up with shit from anyone and i know for the most part what i want out of life. I do consider myself a strong, independent woman. I don't need a man in my life to feel complete but it is NICE to have someone who want to walk hand in hand beside you down the road of life. I just can help that i am human and feel the need for companionship. I still have glimmer of hope that i will find someone who is strong and tough enough to put up with

Should We Worry
What is wrong with America???? We are busy thinking only about the war (don't get me wrong, it is horrible). The President to-be debates are focused on the war mostly. What are these people running for this job going to do for us if the war ended tomorrow? Start another war because that is all they know? Someone needs to focus on China. They killed or made lots of our dogs sick, possible kill or make sick our children with lead based paint, produced recalled food products that we use everyday and they are big time lenders in all this sub-mortgage foreclosures. We need a NASA photo highlighted to show all the land that they own in our country along with a list of all the huge businesses they own or have a lot invested in them. Wake up America or we will someday be flying the Chinese flag on Sept 11th.................Thier armies are probably one of the largest in the world. Every cent we spend on Chinese products goes to enlarge their armies, not help the poor in those countries. We ar

Do You....?
Do you……? Do you know what it is to long for something that you’ve once had and are afraid that you will never find again? Do you understand how it is to not feel anymore because you were once so devistated by the lose of someone, or something, that you were truly in love with? Do you understand what it is like to feel so alone even when you’re in a room full of people? I understand all of these things. I understand what it is to not be able to sleep at night because you’re heart weighs so heavily that it is like a ton of bricks. I understand what it is to be alone and on the outside of everthing going on around you. I understand what it is to be so afraid to feel anything because you’re afraid of the pain that was (and still is) so intense that you would shut down all your emotions just to escape it. Do you understand what’s it’s like to miss someone that is right around the corner? Do you know what it is to want to hold someone that doesn’t want to be held? Do you know w

New To Fubar
Well the end of the month and the start of a new one hasn't really started out well. My Great aunt passed away and i have a visitation and funeral to go to now. Been fighting w/ the hubby and getting really tired of it. Just not sure what to do anymore. Just got over being sick w/ strep and i'm still very very tired from it and just don't want to do anything. I am new to this thanks to my best friend Peggy. She is so much fun to be around and makes me smile every day. I look forward to meeting new friends. Wow, i didn't realize how RUDE some people are. Just because you don't spell something right or you post something that you want an opinion on.

I Love Her
There is a dime a dozen... Then there is one in a million... But baby, you are once in a lifetime. - Victor Rodriguez - A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. - Sheelagh Lennon - When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart.

Shit 2 Remember
1. Faith is the ability to not panic. 2. If you worry, you didn't pray. If you prayed, don't worry. 3. As a child of God, prayer is kinda like calling home every day. 4. Blessed are the flexible, for they shall not be bent out of shape. 5. When we get tangled up in our problems, be still. God wants us to be still so He can untangle the knot. 6. Do the math. Count your blessings. 7 God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts. 8. Dear God: I have a problem. It's me. 9. Silence is often misinterpreted, but never misquoted. 10. Laugh every day -- it's like inner jogging. 11. The most important things in your home are the people. 12. Growing old is inevitable, growing up is optional. 13. There is no key to happiness. The door is always open. Come on in. 14. A grudge is a heavy thing to carry. 15. He who dies with the most toys is still dead. 16. We do not remember days, but moments. Life moves too fast, so enjoy your precious moments.

Uhhh
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE THE KITCHEN F

Sometimes
Sometimes in life all it seems to be or bring to one is pain. You try for people, yet no matter how you try, to them its never right. In their eyes you are a total fuck up. Sometimes its ok with them viewing you as suck. Other times it hurts you from your soul out for them seeing you as that. You wonder, Can you fix it? Can you make it better? Can you as a person be better? Be someone they like? You sit and think on this constantly. Wishing, Hoping. All that only brings tears. You dream of it being different. You close your eyes and imagine. Daydreaming, visualizing different out comes. Better out comes. Dream in a lot of ways a different world for yourself. Dream of better things to come. Better things to wake up for each and every day. But then you do wake up. And you wish with all your might, that you hadn't. That dream was so wonderful, You wish to still be there. It felt so good there. Felt right. You realize they are just dreams, and nothing more. You wonder if dreams can t

Random Facts About Me.
My son died today. Many of you that will read this will never understand the impact that a pet can have on you, but, I had a cat named Spike that I loved very much. Today started like any other day. Spike got up with me, had a play fight with his brother Butch, decided to attack a roll of paper towels and even begged for table food as I prepared to leave for work. Just as I was about to leave for work, I heard him cry out in a way I never heard before. When I found him he was listless and gasping for air. To make a long story short, he was dead within the hour. Spikey was always a comfort to me. He made me feel very important, loved and needed. I loved him very much. I've had him since he fit in the palm of my hand, and now he is gone forever. Rest in peace my baby boy.

Does Fubar Hate My Family?
First my mom's account was deleted (rozos) and now my sister's account was deleted (lizardlady) this isn't a coinsidence I'm sure....now! Has anyone else's friends or family came up missing??? My family is very upset!!!!!!! They were both at high levels...is this fubars way of weeding out anyone who's close to leveling up? Am I next? If one day I don't show up on your list of friends, I assure you it's because I have been hacked or fu-banned and not by choice!!!!! Jill (brn_agan1)aka Supergirl Now I can't post bulletins?!?!!?

Thinking? Me? Yikes!
Yea, that's pretty much how I feel right now. Whenever I have had a issue with someone because they have done me wrong somehow, with time I let it go and try to work to an even level with that person. But anymore, I feel like I'm the only one trying. And in return... I get treated like shit. Lied to. Made out to be a bad person. Or accused of starting drama. But let me ask you this. Trying to clear the table.. work through your issues, and come to an even level.... is starting drama? Jesus! Why didn't anyone tell me that year's ago? I've just honestly had it. You know, I even repeatedly try being friends with my son's father and no matter how much effort I put into it... it never works. It's like there's this wall, with a little door, and the only thing/person that can fit through that door, is my son. I guess I have just hit my limit. Some things will never change. And I guess God puts those problems into a friendship because you're not supposed to be

Live & In Your Speakers
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About Me!!!!
Heyy I'm Hel-aka: Tink! I live in a small town in Washington State, and I go to college. Another fun fact is I'm a stripper. I havent been doing it that long, but it's fun and good money...Anyway, I love to laugh and just enjoy life-I DONT put up with petty bull shit anymore. Overall I'm a fun person so...Yay me! Haha.

Me
Long distance relationships require a special willingness and understanding that can test love like no other type of relationship can. It requires constant communication and a desire to continually create your relationship, using the only real tool you have... your words. In our guide, we've provided everything you need to do this and more from fun games to play to hundreds of romantic ideas to help keep your fire burning no matter how many miles may separate you. niNa - sOmewHerE doWn d roAd This feeling of love that I have for you, A feeling so strong, so special, so new. You give me the gift of happiness each day, Never have I known it could be this way. You have given your love regardless of cost, With my heart in your care, I will never be lost. Or never again wonder what love really means, For now I do know it means so many things. Understanding and caring, through good times and bad, Sharing emotions, should they be happy or sad. Being there for each other through l

Kill Me
Kill me, Free me, The pain is too much. Let me die, Drowning in pain, Kill me. I can't see you, Sorrow is blinding me, Free me from the pain. Let me die, Drowning in pain, Kill me. Kill me, Free me, The pain is too much. Let me die, Drowning in pain, Kill me.

Forgive Me
It’s true I am insane, To torment your soul so sweet it’s true I’m losing myself but yet I don’t mind to hurt you can you forgive me my dear friend? I don’t know why did all to you But I will learn how to love It’s true I am your nightmare never let you wake up It’s true I’m your shadow To follow your fears within your heart But can you forgive me, my angel I didn’t mean to hurt you I will learn how to hide your solitude behind the darkness It’s true I drown deep inside of you And shatter every piece of you And letting you to bleed It’s true I burn your love into ashes But yet again I lust to taste your divine of sanity Can you forgive me again my dear friend? I didn’t know how blind I am?! I will learn how to wipe your tears away beyond the pain It’s true I left you all alone with sorrow to poison you so slowly And it’s true I hide all your memories under my spell Can you forgive me again? For letting the stars to know your secret, Secret of your life Can yo

Something Different
U know whats wrong with the world today. people think just cause u have all girls as friends that u r sleeping with all of them. dont they know that u can be a friend with a women and not think of sex with her. people like that just make me sick. i have alot of friends that r women and havent sleep with half of them, so i say to u that think like that.... get a fucking life.. hey all my fubar friends, i need some rates.... ill return the favor u know, some of my fubar friends well lets just say that there lifes are different. the question is , why isnt there anyone like them live close to me.u always see this in other towns but never close to u, r maybe its just that people in macon ga just dont know how to spice up there lives.

Spicy Mmm
A BROKEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you. A BROKEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed. A BROKEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning. A BROKEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away. A BROKEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name. A BROKEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears. A BROKEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you. A BROKEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again. A BROKEN HEART is asking desperately for just o

Life Sux
Just one of those days when i wonder what Im doing and why? I mean really who did i piss off to get such bad luck...oh well life goes on I think LOL THIS IS MY DAUGHTER BRITANI SHE HAS BEEN MISSING SINCE 930AM OCT 16TH THURSDAY MORNINg. SHE WAS LAST SEEN IN DES MOINES IOWA WEARING BLUE JEAN MATERIAL CAPRIS, A LONG JOHN BLACK SHIRT WITH SKULLS AND CROSSBONES AND BROKEN RED HEARTS AND COULD ALSO BE WEARING A GRAY HOODIE WITH FADED BLACK PERMANENT MARKER WRITING ON IT. SHE IS 5 FOOT 7 ABOUT 180 LBS GIVE OR TAKE blue eyes and brown hair . IF YOU SEE HER please EMAIL ME CALL MY CELL 515 993 0331 or the police thanks

Something To Offend Ya....?
I WANT TO MEET ALL PEOPLE, SOOOOOO I GUESS I'M GONNA CHANGE THIS CATAGORY TO THE WHO I DON'T WANT TO MEET CATAGORY!!!!! THE BITCH CATAGORY: BEWARE SWEETHEARTS DONT GET OFFENDED BY THIS ITS ONLY MEANT TOWARDS STUPID BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT TO SAY ALL LADIES ARE BITCHES . BUT IF YOU DO SOMETHING WRONG TO A GOOD PERSON .. GUESS WHAT U ARE A BIATCHHHHHHHHHH ... DEAL WITH IT!!!!!! 1.If you lie to your man about stupid shit ... guess what your a bitch!!!!! 6089es531d9hqq.gif width=480 height=32 alt='myspace layouts, myspace codes, glitter graphics' border=0> 4.If u are bisexual ...LOL your a ho and a bitch!!!!!!!!! (fuckin confused female choose a fuckin side be GAY or Straight.)!!!!! 5.If you secretly have a husband that's living with you and your not legally seperated and your on Myspace giving people the impression that your single.....guess what u are a bitch!!!!! (That goes for females

But...we Can Still Have Fun!!!
HI......thanks for reading this.......I need to explain this to my friends........I am owned.....by a absolutely wonderful man.....he is my ...MASTER...some of you won't understand it...it is not what you may be thinking...it is a good thing.....he is guiding me in my exploration of myself...and my pleasures........he keeps me focused.......helps me make the right choices.....we are friends above anything else......and that is what makes this a truly wonderful experience.....I am a strong independent woman...and giving him this control....empowers me!Feel free to ask questions.....I am very open about it.....I have much respect and adoration for this person....my Master......my friend.....and I hope you will respect that......I can have but one Master....so...please don't ask me to disrespect him....I'm sure you understand.......I can ...however...still have fun.....but keep in mind...he does own my body...(what a BIG job...lol)so...please don't ask me to share it with you......take wh

****lounges****
DIABLO'S DEN CONTEST CHALLENGE TO ALL STAFF DIABLO'S DEN .........PROMOTERS CONTEST........ A CHALLENGE TO ALL OF OUR GREETERS *AND* PROMOTERS.... ARE YOU UP FOR IT YA'LL?? < HEHE > HERE'S YOUR CHALLENGE......... THE GREETER OR PROMOTER (FROM THE DEN THAT'S OFFICIALLY ON STAFF), THAT BRINGS IN THE MOST NEW MEMBERS IN THE NEXT WEEK.........STARTING RIGHT NOW! (DECEMBER 12,2007) RUNNING TILL WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 19TH, 2007 (ENDING AT MIDNIGHT EST.)......... WILL WIN........ #1 - A ONE DAY BLAST #2 - A BIG PIMPIN GIFT #3 - A FREE MORPH #4 - $1000 FU-BUX RULES ARE : 1. NO MEMBERS CAN UNSUBSCRIBE N RESUBSCRIBE! 2. YOU *MUST* HAVE WHOEVER YOU GET TO JOIN, EMAIL ME SAYING THAT IT WAS *YOU* THAT GOT THEM IN THE DEN AND TO JOIN! 3. THIS CONTEST CHALLENGE IS OPEN FOR ALL STAFF MEMBERS OF DIABLO'S DEN, ONLY! 4. THE NEW MEMBERS THAT YOU GET TO JOIN, MUST HAVE AT LEAST ONE REAL PIC OF THEMSELVES IN THEIR PROFILE! GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL ........ NOW, GET OUT THERE

Sorry Friends
I haven't been on here to Yak with anyone for the last few weeks , Sorry bout that . I've been up against some extreme shit, long story short ,my youngest son was on trial for a car wreck & the courts found him guilty & sent him to prison ! I will never believe this wreck is all his fault , nor does the rest of our family believe this . In the mean time , I've had my oldest son back to the veterans hospital & we need to go back again.For now I'm just trying to stay focused & on track , Not an easy task. I have 2 wonderful boys that are now screwed up by the systems & hopefully some way I can help both of them, with all of this . I hope everyone is doing OK & I'm looking foward to Yakking with you all again. Take care ,Lakoda

Adults Only.. Really
What kind of fucking adult is so offended by the human body covered in ink that they must report it like some good little nazi? Have you never seen a naked person? Do you shower clothed? Have you never taken off your clothes to have sex with your spouse? Have you never seen someone of the opposite sex naked? Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with you people? If you are an adult and the human body offends you.. get the fuck off my friends list, don't come back, and please block me, because I really want nothing to do with you. Have a nice day, Indi (an adult)

Im Done
ok ppl this is how it is... i have been there for everyone on my list just about... and have always shown love to ppl... but do i get it in return no... i try to talk to ppl on here... but do i get a response... most of the time not..... i care for ppl.. and listen to ppl.... but do i get it back no... i know most of the time i handle my issues myself... but there r times i need someone to listen to me.... but if no one can be here for me im not going to be here for other ppl..... i am told im a sweetheart.. and i always care.... but do ppl care for me... i dont think so... maybe im wrong... but it seems like im right... all i am to ppl.. is someone that rates there pics... helps them in contests... well im tired of it... the few times i have tryed a contest i got ignored..... so im done.... to the onces i will always be there for ..... love u always.... but as for the ppl.. that only want me to be there for them... but cant be there for me.... tc.. and i hope u have a good life.... by

My Life
Yo no soy tunto se muy bien que ya no me amas Ahora es muy tarde y no te puedo olvidar whoa Se que es dificil pero ya tienes dueno Y aunque ganastes por ti no voy a llorar Quedate con el y no me vuelvas a buscar Se que yo merezco a alguien que me pueda valorar No soy un tipo perfecto pero siempre fui fiel Y ahora quiero decirte mami la mujer que tu no eres Quedate con el y no me vuelvas a buscar Se que yo merezco a alguien que me pueda valorar No soy un tipo perfecto pero siempre fui fiel Y ahora quiero decirte mami la mujer que tu no eres Quedate con el aunque yo sigua solo y te sigue amando Nadie sabe lo que estoy sufriendo y lo que estoy pasando Y en la noche lloro cuando pienso que te extrano Y aunque se que estes con el y eso me esta haciendo dano Sera culpable si yo por amarte or tu por traiconarme Con mujeres como tu yo no quisiera darme Aveces pienso que la vida no tiene sentido Como yo te amado y tan facil que te e perdido Whoa whoa mami fuistes lo co

I Was Bored
200: My full name is: William Dane Burke 199: I was born in: Puente Alto, Chile 198. I am: alot of things at this point 197. My eye color is: brown(yeah I'm full of shit for those of you who don't know) 195. My shoe size is: 11-12 194. My ring size is: only had one ring and don't remember what it was 193. My Favorite Color is: red 192. My height is: 6' 191. I’m allergic to: Just about everything in the fall and spring it feels like 190. I live in: Sweeny 189. The last book I read: Four to Score(bounty hunter series) 188. My bed time is: about 6am lol 187. First IM Screen name; firesurfer something or other . Current IM Screen name: blue_bullet_50_2k4,hot_boy_05_lr,dub2k4 179. My favorite Holiday is: not really sure, Christmas I guess 177. The last band listened to: Celldweller,Bullet for My Valentine, One Republic(yeah that kinda mood) 176. Last song that made me almost cry? Any that reminded me of exs or So Far Away(grad

Cowboy Wisdom
All those years I thought I had the world by the tail. I forgot their was a Lion on the other end just waintin to kick my ass... Turns out, the biggest troublemaker you'll every have to deal with in your life is most likely looking back at you in the mirror each morning. Developing good judgement comes from making a lot of bad choices. An old Oklahoma wrangler once told me..."You can be anything you wanna be, but you can never be something you're not. Be proud you're a cowboy." I would rather be on my Harley thinking about how great God is, than in church thinking about my Harley. Always end every conversation with those you love with "I love you" you never know when it might be the last time. Be glad you don't get what you really deserve. When you get at dawn and throw on your jeans, don't fret if they feel like they'll bust at the seams. That last piece of pie that you tried to pass up, never mentioned your pants might get hard to zip up. But now y

Native Americans
They made us many promises, more than I can remember, but they kept one; they promised to take our land, and they did. "Mahpiua Luta "Red Cloud" Oglala Lakota" The earth was created by the assistance of the sun, and it should be left as it was.... The Country was made without lines of demarcation and it is no mans business to divide it.... I see the white all over the country gaining wealth and see their desire to give us lands which are worthless. The earth and myself are of one mind. The measure of land and the measure of our bodies are the same. Say it to us if you can say it, that you were sent by Creative Power to talk to us. Perhaps you think the creator sent you here to destroy us as you see fit If I thought you were sent by the creator I might be I might be induced to think you had a right to dispose of me. Do not misunderstand me, but understand me fully with reference to my affection to the land. I never said the land was mine to do with as I chose. The one who has a

Control
I would like to find that ONE......the ONE who can control me.....in love, lust, mind, body, and spirit.....Stimulate me in ways I have never known.....Touch me in places I have never been touched.....Help me to explore things I have never experienced...ONE who is so much a part of me, HE comes to me in my dreams....ONE who has every part of me for his own.....His will as my only reason for being.....ONE who absolutely completes me....ONE who without, my soul feels empty......I want to be that ONE's only.....To free me spiritually and sexually.....ONE who will guide me as only he wishes.....I want to totally belong to this ONE......Where is he??? Are YOU the ONE?????

Let Them Go!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. LET THEM GO! And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of goodbye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in goodbye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm f

Dying Regret Plays With Flotsam And Jetsam!
Hey folks, Gonna share the stage with the mighty Flotsam and Jetsam...they are even going to use our gear! If you are in the area, please come show some love, this should be a great show! Contact us for presale show tickets! Wayne, and the Dying Regret guys

Car Rape....... Lmmfao!!!
i was a TOP PROMOTER TODAY!!! #8 (PIX IN ON FUBAR FOLDER FOR PROOF.........!!) IT'S NOW SAYING THAT I HAVEN'T GOTTEN ANYONE TO JOIN????!!!! WTF???????? on my way back home last night, after a long day of driving and witnessing my first grandbaby being born, my car got raped by the state police and their dog!! lol they asked me if i was running drugs!! hehehehehehe well, my history of working for attorneys and judges, i was being a smartass (as usual) and told em to search w/e they wanted to and give me a cup to pee in!!! (short version) lol they didn't like me much and i can't figure out why!?! hahahaha after 35 mins of searching in, out, under, etc everything in my car, they had to let me go, reluctantly, and I told them to be safe, and left!! It really was funny to me, I couldn't help but laugh! Don't get me wrong, I love the cops, they do a job that I wouldn't do, for a lot of ungrateful people, and risk their lives for me. BUT HAVING SAID THAT, I've been pulled

The People Of Fubar
I found this in a bulletin posted today... PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin ou

Books
Name:Don't Tell Mum I work in the Oilfield, She thinks I am a piano Player in the Whorehouse By Paul Carter When I was in Sydney earlier this month, I found this book in the airport. Being that I work in the oil business, I had to pick it up. And I wasn't dissapointed. A series of short stories, Paul tells of his life in the oil business, jet setting around the world and the adventures that it leads to. It will give you a new appreciation for what this business is like. I haven't laughed that hard reading a book in a while. I totally recommend it.

A Soldiers Wife
That Father's day the sun was bright, The morning promised joy I felt the trill of Father's day Like every little boy I still am very little, But even I could see, That something wasn't right that day Oh dear, what could it be? My Daddy was away that day And all the whole year through My Daddy's over in Iraq To safe-keep me & you My Mommy told me not to cry She told me to be strong She knew that I would understand Although this year proves long That morning I woke up with glee I knew just what to do I had to do Daddy would If he could be here too I took a bath quite leisurely I dressed my very best Grandpa set the B-B-Q And I did all the rest Mommy cooked the bacon But Grandma worked the most She knew if she left Mommy there We'd have to eat burnt toast We filmed our little holiday So Daddy could share too We wanted him to feel at home I think it worked, don't you? We ate up Daddy's breakfast I thought that it looked yummy I think t

Blogarrific
i just wanna thank u kisss ... i love you. I am so glad i found u after all this time has past ...hmmm there must be a song about it somewhere...hint. i do feel calm & centered. watching u today with the kids was great..and just the little things were so awwww. kisss lvoe u cuttie I LOVE YOU! ya il let the kids play in a min lolol

Do Over Year
Ok. This is a new year(You've heard this hundreds of damn time all ready I know) and you now have a blank page in front of you. This is your 'Do Over page'. What do you want to to use your do over for? Do you need more then one? Is it something small? Big? Simple? Complex? Silly? Serious? What is it? Let's get started! Mine? Finish what I started. I've kicked the shit out of smoking(5 months now and never felt better!). But there are other things I need to do over. Like finish what I started. What is yours?

Mistakes!
They say you are the mistakes that you make. Putting your whole family’s lives at stake. In something that you really believe, not knowing, you are only being deceived. Trying to stay in touch with your soul, to find the truth to you, was never told. Now this mistake, you have to try to explain. While your heart and soul, are weeping in shame. Human we are, and human we will be. No matter what you may believe. God is love, love is in our hearts. A part of us, we have had from the start. Your heart is a part of your soul and mind, the three of them can make you go blind. If you allow your emotions to take a part. Your thinking will lead you to believe with all your heart. A letter comes to you, in your name, and ask for a little of your time, to lend. A USA representative, this company needs. To collect much money, from it USA deeds. Our clients checks will come to you, in your name, and ten percent you may lay claim. Of the total check, and sent us the rest, if you accep

Uss New York
Here SHE is, the USS New York, made from the World Trade Center! USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, 'those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence,' recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. 'It was a spiritual moment for everybody there.' Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the 'hair on my neck stood up.' 'It had a big meaning to it for all of us,' he said. 'They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're

Annoying Things
Am I the only one on here that is annoyed when people upload 10, 20, 30, or more photos of them basically in the same pose? This is ridiculous. I mean, come on, pick a few photos out of the 30 and upload them. There is no need to upload all 30 or so photos you had taken of yourself in the same pose just with a little differences, like a smile in one, a frown in another, a wink in another, a thumbs up in another, etc. THEY ARE THE SAME BASIC POSE! I probably am the only one who thinks it is too much. I try to rate every person's photo on my friends lists here and it gets tougher when a few people upload 30 or so photos of the same dang pose. Now I have to rate all your photos and it takes my attention of rating other friends who posted photos that are not in a bunch of them in the same pose. Not even magazines do that. They pick 1 or 2 photos of the entire set and use those and put the others away. I know I do not HAVE TO rate every photo, but I will not know where I left off and I alre

Poems
I am that I am I am that woman you can’t touch I am that woman that leaves you in lust I am that woman who bares a child I am that woman who continually wears a smile I am that woman who loves in heart I am that woman who is wild yet smart I am that woman who is a classic in style I am that woman you want to stay for a while For I am that I am I am that diva girl with hips and a attitude to match I am that gorgeous girl with the hair draping down her back I am that girl the boys yell “Aye girl “ to and I laugh I am that girl that you wish you could have I am that girl who takes charge at what she wants I am that girl who is the unique one out the bunch I am that girl who you can’t afford to receive I am that girl that always leaves them on their knees I am that I am I am that lady you can’t resist when she passes I am that lady who leaves them In the dust of her past I am that woman who cares for herself and stands high I am that wom

My Writings I Guess
Memories still remain How long ago that was It feels like just yesterday The pain just won't go away 'Even with someone Who treats me right.' Feeling so guilty That the past holds onto her still Laying next to him Filled with so much fear Thinking 'I just give up.' Holding so much pain It doesn't hurt quite as bad When her will to fight is gone When he has his way All his snide remarks How bad they made her feel She always seemed to flinch When he started to yell 'I wish I wasn't so scared.' How hard she tries To make the thoughts Just disappear 'I'm with someone new, I love him too.' He helps her through the day He helps make the pain Fade away But forever the scar Will remain It's amazing Truly it is How someone could fall So deep into depression Over nothing big at all How no one can really see How much one hurts inside They all just pass by Ignoring all the tears shed And all the outstretched hands Of the people who've fallen Into this

Poetry
here is sit, drowning in days without you wandering the dark quiet streets, flollowing the footsteps of your blood covered feet walking by the old family home hearing that old familar groan on my dying heart here without you long nights leaving this place i call home looking for wherever you should roam I still haven't forgotten how you were that day the eve that you went away for i know not where you've gone i keep searching for where you belong but i still keep walking these streets without you you are the light at the end of the tunnel you are my deepest hopes and dreams the way our love is going breaking apart at the seams falling through the funnel i see the night turn day i just wish i could hear you say those few words that make men cry that give meaning to a life when you die the sun rises from the west this is truly love at it's best i just don't know how to be i am the door, you are the key you are my north star and yet you are so far

Maddogf692003
looking for a little adventer ever time i party i wake up still jrunk and a man on my arm this cant be good. but fuckit at least i get lad every one tells m te hope will save me however it has never put food on the table. dive is what keepsme goneing knowing that tomarrow i have people to take care of and hope is not anywere. but if that makes them feel better then i guess

If A Man Wants You...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?

Life
Was admitted yesterday to st joe's hospital room 1501 will be having surgery i broke my c1 which is putting pressure on the base of my brain and i have a severe spinal compression and i'm not to move even coughing could paralyze me surgery will today. My surgery went well, I have my whole neck fused. I had busted open the origianl fix in my neck and the screw came withing 1.6millimeters of severing my spinal cord. I do finally have freelings in my arms and legs. and I feel 110% better than I did when I first got here. I do know who wrecked me whihc was a stalker of mine, he is one of the reasons I got myself the gun. anyway thank you all for thinking of me. had C1 to C6 fused and repair of my spinal cord that came within a 1.6 millimeter from severing on my original cage that was in my neck that blew apart during the accident they had to reopen me up and take out the drain that was draining fluid from around my spinal cord and from the sac around my brain stem and tighten up the sc

If She Only Knew
Subject: THE NICE GUYS Body: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off i

A Chinese Proverb So True!
* With money you can buy a house, but not a home. * With money you can buy a clock, but not time. * With money you can buy a bed, but not sleep. * With money you can buy a book, but not knowledge. * With money you can buy a doctor, but not good health. * With money you can buy a position, but not respect. * With money you can buy blood, but not life. * With money you can buy sex, but not love.

Pain And Sweet Memories
Sitting here realizing that this next week is going to be so hard on me. Not only am I feeling like I am getting older (my daughter turns 18 on Valentine's Day) but the day after my daughters birthday last year I had to put my dog of 12 years down. My pitbull was my best friend, the only one that really seemed to care when I felt nobody else in the world did. The past few days my status has been set to sick, for some reason I feel that it is more of a depression with what this week has to come. I hate not having my significant other with me on Valentine's Day as well, seems like its been many years since I have gotten to look into another persons eyes and say I love you on that date. I'm sorry for rambling, just feeling very very down. RIP RAVEN..................... ====================================

Valetines Day.... Blah..
valetines day.. a day for love, a day for romance.. a day to chereish your other half and aprreciate having them... a day to treat someone you love with all the love respect and honor you hafve in your heart.. unless.. you don't have anyone to share it with.. like me.. i spent last valetines day alone.. and again this yrear... makes me wonder if i'll ever have anyone to share it with.. it seems not.. i have been let down numberous times, by the ones i love.. i give everything i have and more, i am dependeable, loyal, i don't cheat , beat or mistreat.. but still i get walked on..i get dumped.. i get lied to.. i get used.. for moneyt, for sex, for resources, fro influence... why?? can't someone appreciate me FOR me..isn't there anyone out ther that wants a nice guy?? yeah i'm a little rough around the edges, yeah, i used to be a bigtime hell raiser, yeah i love dirty jokes.. so what.. doesn't every guy??? is there anyone out there that wants me?? isn't there anyone out there who thinks

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Tumsfun
TumsFun Tumsfun, my newest friend How I love our little chats The fun we have The laughter we share Putting the world to right Sharing our good times and bad times as well A shoulder to cry on a friendship extend on our screens family talk, silly talk we covered them all Our friendship has grown over the months we've shared our dreams and our fears as well but before i go I need to say Thanks for being a friend Dave

The Written Word
Tears of Separation I can’t help but be sad Even though he asked me not to I feel as if my heart has gone with him I feel it being pulled farther The farther away he gets The tears started days ago Though I tried not to let him see I knew it would upset him The chill of lifelessness has set in Cold, so cold I pray he is not feeling this It hurts I fear the pain will not leave Till his arms again wrap around me And mine around him I’ve never felt love this intensely before I am not sure how to deal with it May the spirits surround us both Keep us safe You are my light At the end of the tunnel You are the moon That lights up the sky In the darkest of the night You are the stars in the sky Twinkling in your happiness Down on me You are the sun Lighting my way Throughout the day You are the sun’s rays peaking over the horizons At the break of day (chorus) You are my best friend, My passion, my love, My soul coming home. You fill me with peac

Love Comes Agsain ?
I called in the following day, using my woman problems as an excuse, the truth was I only had the one day left in the toy department, I was scheduled to transfer to cashier the following day, I took the day off the recoup my mentality. Working the toy department was a lot different than running a register all day, spending time with my children seemed to make everything worth whiled so we spent the day playing video games together instead. Mike had went in the department looking for me. He had no idea that not only had I called in that day, but I was also to be transferred the next day, he was afraid he would never see me again. I am so grateful for fate tat he never gave up on me because within a week or so he finally found me in one of the many long lines. I looked up and there he was. I felt he was just as nervous as I was and he flirted with me as I was checking him out. It took him a few more trips to get up enough courage to ask me out. When he did I was so nervous that I blu

Being Single
I have decided to swear off dating for at least 6 months. I am sick of relationships and tired of dating. Maybe i am spoiled or my standards are highter then they used to be. I know that my priorities have changed since I have had my son. Before physical attraction was what would compel me to seek something in the arms of that person without thoughts about would he be a good life partner, husband, provider, etc. As long as we had that chemistry I worried about all those other aspects later when things started to die down and then I would look in wonder or in horror at who I had chosen to spend countless hours and intimacies with. I guess that goes with the luxuries of being young. You have time to spend carelessly. You don't have to be so choosy or particular about things. You chalk it up to a mistake, a learning experience or a oh well it wasnt menat to be and you move on and on and on. But somewhere in all of this, you start to want more. More than the fun, the three month affairs

Adult-the Encounter -adult
The Encounter - Erotica I walk into the room, as the flames of a hundred candles cast shadows on the walls. I see your silhouette against the soft satin sheets. The flames reflect from your eyes as you stare upon my body. Your soft but gentle writhing motion makes me yearn for you . As I climb into the bed, never taking my eyes from you, I come up close to you gently brushing the hair from your eyes and gently pull you up to me and brush my lips against yours. I can feel the sexual tension pouring from your body as I kiss you again. Unable to stand it you gently pull my head to yours and envelope me in a kiss that could melt ice. The passion between is just overwhelming Our tongues intertwine as the mash together, seeking, exploring ,tasting . I then kiss your cheeks, your eyes, and then to your head. I then slow and deliberatly move to your neck, moving my lips sliding from the nape of your neck to that little spot behind your ear. Back and forth, back and forth... I hear a

♥ ♠♥ ♠
You were There~ Babyface Time passes, the world changes But I'm still the same ole' kid And your jokes still bring me laughter As if you still were here And it hurts When I smile 'Cause my heart still remembers When you were around CHORUS: 'Cause you were there When no one was Just when I thought nobody cared You showed me love 'Cause you were my friend You always told me And I am still here Because you were there So precious, small treasures A time when truth was innocent True friendship, was all we were after A place where kids could still be kids And it hurts But I'm glad 'Cause at least I was blessed To have you as my friend CHORUS You're my best friend And there are no accidents God has a plan for everyone And he brought you in my life To show me what a good friendship was CHORUS