BiAlpha Heteroflexible's blog: "Bialpha ..wondering"

What can I say? Men constantly dissappoint. Kurr is in jail. Extreme dissappointment. There comes a point when you must choose to be with the one you love or be happy. For most lucky people this is one choice. But when your lover loves his fantasy life more then his reality it becomes difficult. I can not take the lies. to myself but mostly others...I can NOT take the theft...the lack of control. I have made the only decision left to me. I hope in the long run it benifits everyone. I will always and forever love him. He has my heart and my soul. One day I hope he learns what that means and how to live for someone other then himself. Thats love..thats freedom. oxox Fair the Well.

A new Month, a new summer. Seems like sometimes its same old shit. I Just dont give a **** anymore. I am Bialpha and Im living well thank you. I have 2 wonderful boys, 11 and 2, both handfulls both adorable. I have a great guy, even if he does have to many obsessed fans. He has 2 great girls. We are happy in da Middle Class..lol. Trying to find our thang. We get by together and we always will be together. There has been too much between to throw it all away now. Other people come n go...thier opinions and the drama dont mean shit. My B-day is right around the corner. Yeah Meeee. We are going to a concert..whohoo. Daughtry , Nickleback, & Staind. Too cool...and a weekend away. I cant wait. Kisses to all that matter...kiss my ass to all that dont.