I know this isnt anyones business but my own but I decided to make a blog to vent out my fustrations. And of course the fustrator<-- if that even is a word is a man of course. My man of course which is probably going to be my ex soon. Ive been with him for 3 years and feel like this supposedly 50-50 relationship has always been 0-50 more like it. I have done everything and more for this man, stood by him thru the worst of times, even when he didnt have a job (luckily we dont live together) I only see him on weekends because of our work schedule but now its been a couple of months where were seeing each other on ONE weekday because he was complainin to me on how he wants to see more of me which is totally fine by me, now all of a sudden he is tired, now all of a sudden he just doesnt care, says hes broke and doesnt want to go out. Now keep in my mind im not fuckin donald trumps wife, doing stuff for free is even better for me (i.e. beach, park) But no everything has to be a convenience, Its not only this situation that im whining about its just everything all together I feel like im always running after him when I think should be the other way around. Im fed up with giving it my all when all i get is nothing.