sandybeach180 can beat cancer's blog: "trying to level"

just thought id give an update on my health, il a little worried about my oncology apt on the 14th of this month. hope all is ok, pls think good thoughts 4 me ty

just a note to tell the friends close to me im dealing with a few things in my personal life my mom passed away aug 19th she was 99. then im still battling cancer but i will but this damn beast yes i will...ty 4 caring stay safe xo :)

hi friends and family . im still fighting this damn cancer..sighs. i take chemo pills twice a day and they really knock me for a loop.i sleep at least for 11 hrs a day. im still learning how to walk..i had my whole ankle reconstructed. i want to thank the few of u who have stuck with me...u know who u r.and i love u 4 it :) ty 4 listening 2 me 

i have a drs apt tomorrow and im so scared i have a badly infected foot and its not healing. there is talk that it might be cancerous. so i am thinking positively ,,,pls keep me in youre thoughts tomorrow ty 

just saying i have been feeling very sad lately..seem noone wants to talk to me anymore especially family . wish i knew what i had done..i dont think ive done anything...but oh well. it sucks to feel sad and alone all the time just saying 

i just want to say if i could do harm to my neighbour i would . for 4 years she has been doing everything to make my life miserable and she is succeeding, but yesterday i called the police on here so lets see what happens...ty 4 listening 

my mom isnt doing well health wise..and i live 6 hours away from her and my sis lives fsr away too. My bro lives with her but he has had a strokeso he is not very helpful. Right now he is pitting my sis and i against each other saying we need to do more for her,but when we ask her if we should go and b with her she says no.Why can't family members just get along sighsssssss :( ty 4  listening

i just want to say that i am having health issues and im afraid to go to the dr because i havent been able to go to 1 i trust. so im try ing to find a good 1 but im so scared what they will say..i also dont have anyone i can say this to ...noone listens anyway  sighs well i will get back to u when i have more info ty

hi every1 havent done this in a while . ive had alot going on lately in my life and im not sure about it. i might have some serious health isseues but im afraid to go and see about it. also my personal life could sure b better but whose couldnt ...ty 4 letting me vent xox 

hi ..my guy keeps asking me what i want 4 christmas...i think deep down he knows...i want to go and visit my mom ...he works christmas and new years so ill b alone anyway. i dont think he should have to ask me. if i ask for  jewlery he says why would u want that...u have no one to leave it to when u die,,,i mean really who cares,i should b able to wear it now sighs...just needed to get that out phew...merry christmas every1 :) xox