GoodnightLies's blog: "I can't pretend I'm happy when..."

So the baby's finally asleep. I think I'm going to go lay down with him. See you guys later. <3

I simply cannot wait until I go home. I mean, I love my sister and my nephew, but I've been missing home for the past three two months. So, I finally go home on Friday. Yay! I get about two weeks to eff off until school starts. Eh. Anyway, I'm just checking in at the library. This place is actually pretty cool. So, hopefully someone will drop me a comment or something to let me know they're still alive and well. *hint* See you guys soon, figuretively speaking. I wonder if thats spelled correctly? Oh well. <3

Just thought I'd check my stuff on here real quick. I think I'm dying. My sinus infection has spread to my ears and now I can't hear anything but my own breathing. Fuck. Back to the doctor's. Twice this month so far. That doesn't even count the ER visits.My medical bills are going to be soooo fucking expensive. Well, you kids try to have a fun fourth. No firewirks for me- I'm pretty sure I'd be writhing in pain. Someone tell me how they were for them? kaythanksbye. -allie

Well, if anyone is reading this....I'm going to go take a shower, put the baby to bed, put my sister to bed (lol), and then put myself to bed. Two of the three of us have already passed out. =P So, happy fourth of july to all of you. i hope everyone gets recklessly drunk and has the time of their lives. I'll talk to you crazies on Friday. <3 love you in a totally hetero way, allie

I can't believe this was me... o.o -.- o.o

a headache. I need to take a shower, fold laundry, pack up my shit for the weekend, get to bed, and get up to leave. I don't wanna. =( Save me?

I find my sisters cam so I can take pics and put em up, and i get like, maybe two? then the batteries die. better yet, i search the whole damn house and everything here takes triple A batts. I need double A's. i even discovered her naughty drawer looking for them. *pukes* anyway. i think this USB cable will charge it, but after that I don't know how to get them on here! fuckin A.

My sister's baby has been fussing allllll day. Woke me up. Can't sleep. I only got like ten hours of sleep. =P I'm so bored. I'm going to go insane. I hope I get the third off. I want to be up north for the party. =( Meh.

What exactly is the point of showing that you have a crush on someone/someone has one on you if you can't find out? Allie thinks that's just silly. -_-

Sometimes I hear songs and I literally fall in love with them. I can't get enough of the damn song, and it invokes so much emotion. It's crazy. Some songs make me want to cry. Some make me want to just....orgasm on the spot. o.o I think I have a problem...